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Life These Days
Well, most of you who had my old account know how my "Life These Days" blogs can go. For those of you that don't, just read on. ----------------------------------------------------- Life these days has been ok i guess. That is, except for today. My hubby busts his ass at work. He HAD cancelled the insurance that the company he works for put on him in his name. Now, there's $100 missing from his check and we kinda have an idea it could be that but we're thinkin that the company he works for docked his pay due to the weather this past week. Everyone he works with knows that we have a kid. I mean come on. I am so pissed at this crap right now. We have bills just like everyone else and we pay them on time and all but idk what we're gonna do now. we may be forced to get rid of something. I just don't kno yet. I'd hate to. But anyway, life is pretty crazy right now as you can tell. But it will all come out better once we move to where we're going.

Life
All the time we sharedthe moments i thought you caredfilling me with the same linesyou'd tried a million timesLike a fool I bought your liescompletely blinded by loves eyesYou had me hooked read me like a bookspitting out ....I love your hairyour skins so fairwe'd be the perfect pair...Hearing only what i wantedyou do exactly what i fearedyou took my heartsliced a hole ripping through my inner soulOne day happy next day sadI cant believe you ruined what we hadI should have know it wouldnt last becauseyour heart never left the past....Now im left feeling nothingbetrayed and lost just trying to findsomething to make life worth living...

Life Is What We Make Of It
Life if what we make of itWhether it is what we want or notGood choices, bad choicesIt's all what we make of it Open your eyes and your heartListen to the tone and rythm of lifeSlowly the turns will comeWith a light breath of lifeMay not come with a flash of lightningWith smart and wise choicesWith open eyes and a bright outlookLife may become what we wantAnd so life is what we make of it. ~Jes

Life In The Fast Lane...
This week has beat my ass into the ground like no other! I had to cover what was closed on Friday on my Monday plus, do my floral.... *is beat* Yesterday, it felt like 150 degrees in my van ...it sucked. So, that is my excuse for not doing the "floral" blog this week...not that I think you missed it or anything. I don't dig this new home page format at all!! wtf do we need two bar tabs for, and wtf can't I block all of it? grrr.... *shrug* I really don't care much...just that "monkism" about me I guess *blush* I'm taking another short fu break this weekend *dances* So, have fun everyone and be safe!!! ♥ PoStaL

Life
Okay so today is a blah mood just tired of routine and tired of just being alone. Choices in life either lead you to triumph or disaster and you know I am fine with this but does the path have to be so rough. Also, what about the negative people in your way why do they even matter instead of trying to help someone out they just want to see you fail. I feel blessed to know the positive people in my life whether it be online friends in other states or family close enough to visit. I just get bummed out that the fact of hurting somebody's feelings and making them feel like crap seems to be cool these days. I think you should watch your words and actions cause it all comes back in the end

Life
Whats good yall some times in life u must take the good with the bad it hurts when u cant please everbody at once but things happen 4 a reason just so long as the ppl that matter and cares 4 u knows that u tried ur best no matter what i hope whom ever reads this can relate on a issue or two in life we must choose the paths we r given if u make the wrong choise bad will happen if u make the right choise good will happen whos 2 say whats right or wrong in some ones life dont judge others unless other judge you 1st member god is love and thats the strongest thing we all have and can hold on 2 peace love and happyness 1 love 1 god 1 world in all

Life Or A A Lil Bit Of It...
my thoughts come out better when i write, or type.. coz when i speak it dont come out right.. sometimes it's difficult to express myself when i speak especially in english.. coz, my major language when speaking is Filipino. But don't get me wrong tho, i can handle my accent very well, (but sometime it slips out in some words) people i talk to tells me all the time that i talk very good english, like how it sounds, how i speak but talking with real words is difficult.. coz, when i try to translate my thoughts in my head from filipino to english, it comes out differently.. it's hard to express what i want to express in words.. so, when i write or sometime type, i could do some editing, or try to read it again for it to come out the way i feel it should..

Life On Paper
As it happend,or is it forseen,this is what lifeas to offer, this is no dream.Life iis scripted before it goesto screen,day by day, real life, believe it,this it whatyou see.Written by the penwhats my savior,its happening now,life on paper.

Life
I find it all together insane, how much life can change in just a few months, days, hell even minutes. Now with that s I would like to point out that I still don't understand men, however, i don't know if women are supposed to... i mean really, men don't understand women so how fair would it be if we understood them? Now, with that being said i am just going to tell you all that there is a way to be happy, and the truth of the matter is, it's just in letting go. i am not trying to stand on my soap box and preach but the i found nothing until i stopped looking, i wish you all the best and hope you find what you're looking for but until then, party hard and have fun, nothing's over until life is done!!!!!

Life Is So Short
about a month ago i found out that a girl i grew up with has a rare form of an aggresive cancer that isn't or doesn't go into remission. she just turned 30 and is a single mom with 2 kids. today we went to a benifit fund raiser for her family and children. it was amazing how many ppl turned out for the event. they had it at this small VFW hall in our area and there wasnt a place to sit. the 50/50 raffels alone raised 1600 bux. i was so moved. and then she showed up. it was so moving to see her there. she can't see all that well anymore and her hearing is very sensitive, but she is the bravest person i know. she isn't afraid to die, and isn't feeling sorry for herself. she has amazing faith in the Lord and i admire her for that. don't get me wrong, i too am a firm believer in God. but i don't know that at my age if i were in her shoes i'd not be afriad todie. i will continue to pray for her and her family until the Lord calls her home. she is so brave and she's going to be remembered

Life God....
So like yesterday was a fucked up day. Today was slightly better. I got my coffee like always, worked like always and got a lovely text message from my ex bf. Him and I got into a huge fight yesterday in which he decides to reply back today. He said goodbye to me and I said bye dont let the door hit you on the ass on the way out. He replies ooOo tough girl. I said look you said goodbye and im just ending it by saying bye. What was funny was that he was the one that was like quit texting me. Fuck. I told him bye and i ended it and i said now im telling you bye and having the last word ass. And that was that. In which I give him about 2 months he will be crawling for me again. This hasnt been the first time this has happened more like to this day in the past three years 20 times that we have gotten into fights and he has came crawling back to me. I got a huge shocker today, my friend who I work with well she has been divorced two times and I feel bad for the poor woman, shes dating this

Life With Toys
I have been into adult toys for around 10 years now. I have always enjoyed making sex better. I used to have a male ego issue about adult toys, but come to find out it is the best thing that has happened to me. I would suggest everyone enhance their sex lifes it has saved my marriage. I have recently opened a adult store online and I really enjoy the fact that I am making someones sex life better! I just wanted to pass on that you should try it if you already don't. Enjoy, and thanks for reading! ipleasureyou.

Life Is As Good As We Make It
Life is what i make it to be, even when times are hard there is always something good to happen if i want too. Trying to surround myself with good people is the key to finding myself in good situations and good places.

Life
"Life" I fall fast, I let it all sink inside me, I always feel its tainted grasp I let it all flow through me just crying, always hearing is fatal rasp Time to let it all go I think, funny , I never once thought to think how come it screams for it's release, knowing i'm on the brink I gaze at the trickle of blood as it flows from my fading skin Take this life from me, take all this pain away I want to live a live more normal, more in the light too much is taken from me, all the strings are pulled all I want is love...a simple gesture is all that's needed I hear the tick ticking of my life, watching everything pass me by I wonder when it's my time, I wonder how long before I finnaly die I almost smile at times, almost seeing the dark humor of it all I smile, and be polite when needed, but just wanting to crawl Back to my place of peacefull darkness...and just end it all Take this life from me, take all this pain away I want to live a live more normal, more in the light too much is t

7%: Life Lessons
This is something we should all read at least once a week! Written By Regina Brett, 90 years old, of The Plain Dealer, Cleveland , Ohio "To celebrate growing older, I once wrote the 45 lessons life taught me. It is the most-requested column I've ever written." My odometer rolled over to 90 in August, so here is the column once more: 1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good. 2. When in doubt, just take the next small step. 3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.

Life And Netships Lol
SO here we are again...lol i dont blog much...but its something i thought i would try to do to get my thoughts out.....before i go completely insane :P. Anyway lets talk about the interenet and friendships on the internet. Now i know what ya'll are thinkin...."oh great another internet love story...wonderful"....kiss my ass. Anyone that says you can't use the internet to find someone is fucking retarded. People will say "oh internet ppl are fake, oh they aren't real. oh thats someone pretending to be someone else, oh ur gonna let lied to/cheated on/betrsyed"...whatever....I want you to explain to me how thats different from r/l? YOU CAN'T becuase it's NOT. Usually the only difference betweenreal life and the internet is you cant look the person in the eyes or judge reactions....ya know...shit most don't pay attention to anyway. In reality espically in this and age its almost the same as bar hopping....hell it even carries some of the same dangers as abr hopping does. So is it

Life Decisions
By age 18, life is truly made easier if you have figured yourself out. Learned your weaknesses, so you can avoid their temptation. Learned your strengths, by being tested rather than letting Daddy's credit card bail you out. Discovered how much willpower you really have to do the work necessary to fulfill your wants--and learn what is really a "want", and what is actually a "need". The more you truly know about yourself, the smaller the void is in your life. You know what that void is--its the black hole players try to fill up with multiple conquests. Its the black hole materials try to fill up with their buying sprees, fueled by the boredom with the last new thing they bought to feel better. Its that black space that makes us afraid to love because we don't know what it is we have to give--or if we have the strength to give it away. Of course in reality, we never give it away--we only share it. So we can never lose what we share. We can just find someone better to share i

Life On Mars?
I dont normally do blogs, but im changing my page and ive recieved so many comments on my very real drunken posting im going to save it in a blog. Im an asshole, don't think otherwise. Why am I an asshole, because I joined the United States Army. And that apparently gave girls the universal right to treat guys like shit and consider them just another booty call regardless of whether or not they actually have feelings. Which we must not because we are fucking soldiers right?! Just mindless fucking drones put on this planet to appease the fucking man. I was born with an IQ of 80 and with the tenacity of a dung beetle. So here I am, hot off the press. My only request is to give me an incurable disease or hit me with a really big car, so I can die as soon as possible. Because apparently certain people in America think it's better for soldiers to die rather than live, or at least they say so when they picket soldier's funerals. Or so they say so when they sue soldier's families be

Life In The Fast Lane
yes it is true, life is a highway. to be more specific its a one way highway with two lanes a fast lane and a slow lane. which is better the fast lane or the slow lane? up until this past year ive been living my life in the fast lane. let me tell you when your in the fast lane theres so many things you dont see. i didnt realize how much stuff i passed up. so many chances to be happy but now its to late, because its a one way highway there is no turning back. living life in the fast lane may be fun but your passing up all the good things in life.if you slow down and take your time you will notice all the things youve been mmissing. word of advice slow down while your still young. i wish i would have. so you ask me which is better the fast lane or the slow lane? i would have to say the slow lane from experiance cause you never know what you have untill you pass it upif your in the fast lane its going to take longer for it to catch up to you. while if your in the slow lane you can deal w

45 Life Lessons
Written By Regina Brett, 90 years old, of The Plain Dealer, Cleveland , Ohio "To celebrate growing older, I once wrote the 45 lessons life taught me. It is the most-requested column I've ever written." My odometer rolled over to 90 in August, so here is the column once more: 1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good. 2. When in doubt, just take the next small step. 3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. 4. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends and parents will.. Stay in touch. 5. Pay off your credit cards every month. 6. You don't have to win every argument Agree to disagree. 7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone. 8. It's OK to get angry with God. He can take it. 9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck. 10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile. 11. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present. 12. It's OK to let your children see you cry. 13. Don't compare your life to ot

Life
i wouldve loved to been able to play pro sports but my body is shot, i wouldve loved to be an actor but my memory is shot, i would love to be an inventor but i lack the follow through and the motivation to continue, i use to have enough confidence in myself i couldve been a trillionaire off of ebay but it was destroyed by a woman i fell in love with i had a social life but it ended when i slowed down my drinking in 2005 i would like to get myself back in shape but i dont have the drive and i run out of energy quickly i would like to be married and have a family i know i would get my exercise that way either i would be running around after the kids or running away from the wife because i said something stupid besides im no paul walker or tom cruise im 33 with high blood pressure with a body that feels like a 50 year old doc says if i dont get myself in check and healthier i might be dead in 2 to 3 years tops i know im stubborn but im stubborn in the wrong ways i know alot about p

Life Routine
life is routinedo the same thingeveryday withoutbreaking a routineuntil something happensthen the routine breaksthen out the blue youredoing something unexpectedwhat you least expected to domaybe good maybe bad in theend it is up to us change our lives

Life And Legacy
subject: Life and Legacy post date: 2006-12-04 19:51:24 "The grand essentials of happiness are something to love and something to hope for." Today I watched a process of life that began with lust. It progressed to pain. The ending is exactly what comprises the essentials of happiness - something to love and something to hope for. I was an observer of BIRTH. My blog "Wet Dream" is obviously my own birth experience. The water world, the train, the cold, the transition. Today I was part of the birth of my Grandson. A very small part. I stroked my daughter's hair and changed wet towels after her water broke and told her about the imagery of contractions as waves - washing up on the beach, sliding away. At 6:04 p.m. Harper was born. A healthy 8.5 pounds, 22 inches long. My daughter, who is part of my essentials of happiness, was amazing. She kept her energy inside, focused on the working of her body through pain. She didn't scream, she didn't moan. She was motherhood incarnate. T

Life Is A Bitch..
A miserable, unfortunate incident ocurred in my life a couple of months ago..due to the crisys inRomania the factory where i was working was closed.Now i`m unemployed, making big efforts to mantain my house, my daughter`s studies and the whole bunch of this life`s sheet.Now i`m forced to leave the country for a job..i found one somewhere in Spain. I won`t be on fubar for a while..i don`t know how long, but i`ll do everything to keep in touch with my friends and to be back as soon as posible. Love you all and i`ll be thinking of you every day!

Lifes Lil Instuctions
Desiderata Go placidly amid the noise and haste,and remember what peace there may be in silence.As far as possible without surrenderbe on good terms with all persons.Speak your truth quietly and clearly;and listen to others,even the dull and the ignorant;they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons,they are vexations to the spirit.If you compare yourself with others,you may become vain and bitter;for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career, however humble;it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.Exercise caution in your business affairs;for the world is full of trickery.But let this not blind you to what virtue there is;many persons strive for high ideals;and everywhere life is full of heroism. Be yourself.Especially, do not feign affection.Neither be cynical about love;for in the face of all aridity and disenchantmentit is

Life On Fubar.
Hi there Friends been a long while sence my last blog, I have enjoyed my time on here been a blast of late I have been realy busy with work and also being a gym trainer now, I have made alot of great friends on here even some of them are pretty close with me even to have my cell at 1 time. I have made some new friends ok late but also for some reason alot of people have not read my profile just want to add me or rate my pics then try and add me but once they have out what kind of pets I have besides my ferrets then I get some pretty crazy comments like, Ewwww snakes your gross, why not a dog or cat? my answer well because I am gone alot at work so why have a pet I have to spend alot of time with?? plus why have a dog I can't control and or will bite a kid or even a woman maybe all my snakes are tame an d great with kids the kids at bmx races and car shows love the snakes and that is why I got the nickname snakeman. I am single because of my pet snakes I am cool with it been single n

Life
WELL PPL THE TIME IS ALMOST HERE WHEN I WILL BE GOING BACK TO MY BELOVED SOUTH. I HAVE MADE PEACE WITH EVERYTHING THAT HAS HAPPENED IN MY LIFE UP UNTIL THIS POINT. I HOPE ALL OF MY REAL FRIENDS I HAVE MADE ON HERE KNWO HOW MUCH i CARE ABOUT THEM AND IF ANY OF THEM NEED ANYTHING THAT THEY CAN GIVE ME A CALL OR TEXT OR HIT MY YIM. I HAVE MET SOME WONDERFUL PPL ON HERE. AND TO EVERYONE WHO HAVE ACTED LIKE CHILDREN I HOPE U GROW THE FUCK UP SOON AND GET A LIFE IF U DONT HAVE MY YIM OR NUMBER THEN GUESS U AINT A CLOSE FRIEND BUT IF U DO CONGRADS U'VE EARNED IT WHICH IS HARD TO DO LOVE TO ALL MY FRIENDS AND ESPECIALLY MY SEXY TEDDY BEAR

Life Filled With Wonder
Wonder leaves a little bit to the imagination. So when I wonder what you’re doing, I run through every situation. So many possible combinations of activities will arrive. How do I sort through the lot to figure out which is right? Happiness is hard to come by in today’s world. But we all continue to search for what it’s worth. It’s something to look forward to as the years pass by. It’s something that people want in life; I wonder why? Hope is just something that people hold onto. One of the things I keep in my heart; I hope to get back to you. You’re the one thing I hold close and never want to go without. Another thing that I wonder; will hope ever run out? Wonder leave a little bit to the imagination. So when I wonder what you’re doing, I run through every situation. Like what will you be doing in the sun this summer? What is it that makes people wonder; I wonder?

Life Relationship
*80ty / 20ty* Hello my name is "80ty" .Am the one that does many thingsClean, Cook, Serve you,Wash your clothesTalk to, Love you, Care for you,Admire the things you do ,Forgive you wen things go wrong, Nurse you, ETC.Confusing let me explainAm this 80ty that no one wantsYou know the one that you leave at homeYou know the one that you refuse to trophy around because she doesn't look good enough on your armYou know the one that keeps you safe and comfortableThe one who wake up in the middle of the nite to feed youYou know the one who take care of the kids and do the choirs around the houseYah,You know the one who will bend backwards for youYah,You know,And here's this 20ty that do nothingYou know the one that parades her chest, small waist and tight abs You know the one that have a firm assYah,Yah,You know the one who dress clean and smell freshThe one that can't cook or cleanThe one who for everytime you don't give her stuff she goes and screw your friendsYah,You know the one that got

Life
A time comes in your life when you finally get it ... when, in the midst of all your fears and insanity, you stop dead in your tracks and somewhere the voice inside your head cries out ENOUGH!!! Enough fighting and crying or struggling to hold on. And, like a child quieting down after a blind tantrum, your sobs begin to subside, you shudder once or twice, you blink back your tears and begin to look at the world through new eyes. This is your awakening. You realize it's time to stop hoping and waiting for something to change...or for happiness, safety and security to come galloping over the next horizon. You come to terms with the fact that you are neither Prince Charming nor Cinderella and that in the real world there aren't always fairy tale endings (or beginnings for that matter) and that any guarantee of "happily ever after" must begin with you...and in the process a sense of serenity is born of acceptance. You awaken to the fact that you are not perfect and that not eve

Life!
Life is too short,grudges are a waist of perfect happiness,laugh when you can,appologize when you should,and let go of what you can't change,love deeply,and forgive quickly,take chances,give all u can,and have no regrets.Life is too short to be unhappy you have to take the good with the bad,smile when your sad,love what you've got and always rember what you had.Forgive but never forget,learn from your misstakes but but never regret.People change and things go wrong but always rember life goes on...

Life Flys
I watch surfing the channels yesterday and clicked on Sesame Street, i hadn't seen it in decades so i thought I wud take a look to see how much it has changed. it really hasn't I saw characters that were on it when i watched the first episode in elementary school. it was reqired back then. I had tears in my eyes remembering the good old days watchin sesame street and the Electric Company (the new one sux) I got upset cause so much time has gone by and i am finally starting to feel old. knowing I'll be 60 in Eleven years is really scary. I remember mister Hooper who origionally owned the lil store (do you) and all the other characters who hav now left us and I wonder....will anyone remember me?

Life Changes So Quickly
So much has changed in just one year. I moved to colorado where i got a job and my own place.. Joshua moved out here from cali and after 4 years of talking on this site we are finally together. Soon after he moved here I got pregnant with our little girl keyla. she is the love of my life. For those of you who know me things are so much more different then when i was homeless and heartbroken...I thank all my friends and family for the advice and help. My life is great and i look forward to spending the rest of it with my daughter,friends and family.

Life
What life is about It's those momentswhen you feel entirely carefree, like nothing can touch you.It's those moments that make the hard parts worth it.Those moments when I'm with you. There's nothing like the deep breathsafter a laugh that hard. Nothing in the world like a sore stomach for the right reasons-The perks of being a wallflowerfight for the things you love &love the things worth fighting for.In my opinion, the best thing you cando is find a person who loves you for exactlywhat you are. Good mood, bad mood, ugly, pretty,handsome, what have you; the right person will still think that the sun shines out your ass. That's the kind of person worth sticking with.[JUNO] We all hope for a boy who, as we smooth our hair, & tug at our clothes, will grab our hands, smile, & ask us "now, what the heck are you trying to fix, beautiful

A Life Challenge
Hey guys, I'M BACK!! Another Tuesday morning and I'm up at 5 in the morning...so I'm going to write the blog about one of the MAJOR things that we all do: COMPLAIN!! When we complain--we usually gripe, bitch, mope, sometimes throw tamtrums, or just simply say things that irks us. But what do we ACTUALLY get out of just complaining about something we can't change?? Nothing...that is unless we do something about it right?? I remember when I complain, someone will always tell me " Suck it up and press on with what you're doing" And it usually happens in many different situations and I become very NEGATIVE...so if we could just stop complaining for a day, let's see how much of a difference it'll make---I think we'll look at many things from a postive outlook and say " you know it could be worse..." But as far as our GOVERNMENT is concerned: I will complain about that, but I will also do something about it...If all of you feel that our government is full of shit and they take this coun

Life Can Be
"The world is a cold, nasty place and it will beat you to your knees and keep you there if you let it. If you know what you're worth, then go get what you're worth. It's not about hard you can hit. It's about how hard you can get hit, and keep moving forward

Lifesaver Test...lol
Lifesavers Test: The school teacher exposed her students to a new experience. She handed out little candies with holes in them. The children began to identify the flavors by their color: Red.....................Cherry Yellow................Lemon Green..................Lime Orange ...............Orange Finally the teacher gave them all HONEY lifesavers. Noneof the children could identify the taste. The teacher said, 'I will give you all a clue. It's what yourmother may sometimes call your father.' One little girl looked up in horror, spit her lifesaver out andyelled, 'Oh my God! They're ass-holes!&nb

Life At Its Worst
well, people like me (a man in his 50s) dont get the hot girl any morepeople like me mostly get ignored and are considered undesirablepeople like me, who served my country in both the Air Force and the Army..get told they arent a viable commodity any more...and LOSE THEIR JOBSpeople like me get their electricity turned off soon and get to enjoy the last few sweltering 100 degree dayspeople like me pay taxes all their lives only to have the woman they lov e disappear one Sunday morning...and take my only son...last time I saw him he was in diapers...that was 2002people like me cant find ONE employer who wants to hire him because he'sused up or wasted or not good-looking enough or just plain dont carepeople like me dont understand why this happened to them...when they were told that growing up meant marraige and love and trust and kids and a home and a white picket fence..........when all I want is to be a kid again...carefree and not scared to go to sleep with worriespeople like me were

Life Isn't Fair!!
This has been one of my worst weeks of my life. Hadn't been feeling well only to find out I have pneumonia. Ribs hurt like hell from all the coughing. Got an e-mail from someone I used to work with until he moved away. Really thought he was a good friend of mine. Always looked out for me since I am disabled. Made sure I never got hurt if we did anything. After he moved, the only time I hear from him is if I e-mail him 1st. After not hearing from him for several months I sent him an e-mail to see how he was doing & he told me he got engaged & was planning a wedding in Vegas. Everytime I would e-mail he would say that he had been in town but never got a message for us to get together. He wrote back this week telling me he had been in town for his bachelor party. Of course, I had no idea anything was happening. We had same friends but no one ever thought about inviting me. That really hurts. This morning I woke up to find my best friend who had gptten married about 10 yrs ago & few year

Life Pill
July 10th, 2009 by Leila Gray (PhysOrg.com) -- While applauding findings that an Easter Island compound extends the lives of middle-aged mice, University of Washington longevity researchers caution that healthy people shouldn't start taking the drug in the hopes of extending their own life spans -- at least not yet. UW scientists Dr. Matt Kaeberlein, assistant professor of pathology, and Dr. Brian Kennedy, associate professor of biochemistry, study factors that control aging. They were asked by Nature to write a commentary on a paper published in the July 9 issue showing that dietary supplementation with rapamycin increases the life span of mice. They observed that, until recently, compounds that slow the hands of time were in the realm of science fiction, but with this finding may be closer to reality. "The possibility that such compounds might exist, and might perhaps even be within reach," they wrote, "has gained scientific credibility." Their News & Views editorial, "Age

Life/relationships/friendships
I have been doin' alot of soul~searchn n say tha last week or so...Y JUST tha last week? I saw my best friend again. R lives "seperately" don't HARDLY EVA end up on same x frame. We've been friends for bout a yr an a 1/2 an oooh oooh ORIGINALLY we met on HERE...TY VERY MUCH!!!lol WHOA, i know rt??!! Anyways, there's prolly nothin' that i wouldnt do for him. I've seen his "sub~standard" choice of chicks an I can honestly say that's there's only been 1 x that i've felt any sort of jealousy..He knows tha nite...he told me what street tha bitch lived on lol but I say "sub~standard" w/ a clear an open heart. He is waaaay 2 fuckn good 4 any of tha chicks that he's been w/...they come an go...they treat him like shit an only seem 2 take him 4 what they can get outta him...typical chick rt? yep n MOST cases...Tha situation he's n now is prolly pure torture...I can say this cause i've been there dun that.plus he tells me every chance he gets...There's a few yrs diff between us an I can say that

The Life You Wish You Had...
For starters... Mine. Im better than you at everything, I have everything you wish you had and to boot. I dont even care for the shit.All to often have people approached me with enticemnet... Only for me to shoot them down. Why? because there is nothing more fake then you. If you have a problem with me. Tell me. Not someone else. Cause that other person who you think is your friend, is gunna stab you in the back just as you have me. If after the fact you greet me with hearty hello, then you can die in a fire. theres a fine line between the real world and your world. That line is me. Because as I stated previously, Im better than you at everything. Oh and I look better then anyone reading this as well. You know what I hate more then you? the false identities I sourand myself with. be your fucking self people. If you're gunna portrait something you're not, the last place to do it is the fucking internet. All those chicks you think want you dont dude.... So get a life. They know who you

Life Lesson's
Do you ever look at your life and wonder how and the heck you got where you are and how life seems to sometimes be in slow motion and other times its like 5 years went by and you didn't even blink. i have to say that although i mite not always make the responible or best decision when it comes to my life i would not change a thing besides my mother dying of course but other than that i have meet so many cool people and experienced so much and really found out just who i am. Life is easy when things are goin smooth and it all just flows but who are you and what do you do when life throws punches at you and in times of trials. Martin Luther King once said "the ultimate measure of a man isnt where he stands in moments of comfort and convenience, but where he stands at times of challenge and controversy." Sometimes things get out of wack and stuff happens out of your control and you are forced to endure the pain and push on. But i do believe everything happens for a reason and eve

Life
As I sit and reflect on yet another death of a friend, I can't help but realize even more that you are not promised tomorrow. We are not even promised the next second. She left behind family and friends that have to continue on without her. I sit and think of the past events of the last few days in my life and how pale they seem in comparison. The real lesson to be learned, live life to the fullest. Never forget to tell the people in your life how much you love them, because one day they will not be here for you to do so. RIP my dear friend you will be greatly missed. 8/09

Life Is A Bitch !!!
@ Life is a bitch Sometimes you awake with an itch Especially when the one you need Reveals that there’s another in her life Sometimes you wonder… why does life have to be a bitch @ There’s no real answers, none that you’ll find You might as well have a cane and be covering your eyes For no matter how hard you look…really you won’t see You’re just like the man down the street…blind @ The others might snicker and laugh behind you back What’s more important though ,them or you in the sack Neither you think to yourself…none of that counts at all Who the hell are you kidding…yourself…you fucking fool @ It’s been ages since you got laid and you can’t figure out why You brush your teeth ,clean under your arms…your feet don’t stink Your ass is clean, at least you hope so…never seen it yet… But you try everyday as soon as you get up to s

Life
I wonder If there was something I could sayI wonder if You would listenI wonder if You would careor if You would just walk away from me again?I wonder if You really loved meI wonder if You really caredI wonder if I could have said one thingwould You have stayed?I wonder why I let You leaveI wonder why I didnt do the lil things You likedI wonder why You walked away to begin withwas it me?I wonder why it all happend like it didI wonder how I could have changedI wonder if You would have noticed a change?I wonder if You would still care?

Life Is Hard
Life is Hard I knew it was my dark life that was talking to me, Its always hard to not listen when reason is the truth, And the pain reminds you how bad you want things in life, But when I see you in front of me and my dark feelings tend to go away and it seems like it has never happened, But when things seem so bad its just ends up in fighting or just living in regret, It will be in the back of my mind so i won't forget, While siting in a pitch black room i can only feel and hear how my heart beats when i think of you, But i can't fix anything that will need a redo, I wish i could go into the past but i have no power to do so, Also remeber I do love you and i do mean that.

Life
Life Life is nothing but a great big joke, you're born, you live, then you die. There's really no perpouse for living, all you do is feel pain all your life. After a while people jsut get sick of it, and they do something about it. Some people get so fed up with life, that all they do is go to partes, get drunk and do drugs. After a while it just builds up inside and they can't take it anymore. And turn to drugs and alcohol, or they just stay away form everybody. Lose their friends, family and even lose themseves. They're not going to tell people that they're down. They're just going to do what they think will help, All that life does is kill you. With every breath you breath, you're dieing. With every single step and every single move you make, you're dieing. People think that life is the best thing that could ever happen to them, they're wrong. The best thing in life is love, and the one and only love. They're first and true love, and most people don't ev

Life
In the past 2 months or so I've put serious thought into the meaning of life and why I am here. Haven't really found a clear cut answer yet. A bunch of almost and maybes. I will tell u something though. There is a reason why I am here. Its simple yet so profound, but i can't put my finger quite on it. I've been thinking, almost to the point of going to the hospital, crushing under some sort of mental terror. People, on average, don't think this much. I've also reasoned that I have gotten a huge amount of awareness of myself and my surroundings. Example : I went over a friends house to just enjoy the company and maybe get to have a nice conversation about serious issues that are going on in each others lives. Didn't happen, lol. Instead what happened was we smoked way to much pot and sat there mindless. Now don't get me wrong, pot rules. But I've found it much more enjoyable to focus those random thoughts into something a little more useful....let's say.....self-constructive reasonin

Life Sux Ass
HAVE YOU EVER HAD ONE OF THOES DAYS HAT YOU JUST WANT TO DIE....DAMN I HAD THEM FOR THE PAST FEW DAYS I MEAN EVER THING DID NOT GO MY WAY UGH I HATE WHEN THAT HAPPENEDS....I AM JUST RANTING AND VENTING SOME THAT IS ALL..GETTING ALOT OF MY CHEST WHICH I NEED TO DO FROM TIME TO TIME...

Life
The most important thing I have learned in life is nothing is more important than being happy & having a sense of humor. Follow your dreams and your bliss always and no matter what anyone tells you and be sure to be happy along the way. Because happiness is not attained from achieving your goals, it's the fuel that propels you toward them! And there is too much serious shit in this world not to laugh at all of the absurdity of it! Such as the dynamics of sex and male to female relationships. Surely GOD has a twisted sense of humor to play this joke on us! Besides have you ever seen a platypus I rest my case! Don't think you know me from 1000 words on a page...this is only the tip of the iceberg, only one facet of me, the part I allow you to see at this particular moment in time.

Life / Choices / Options / Uncertainties
Life is strange. Sometimes I wish I was more than one person. My mind is forever unsettled. I have made choices in my life. Some good, some bad, some I can never go back to, some I wish I could, some I'm glad are gone, some I wish I could make instead of hanging out there forever. I feel overwhelmed with choices and know I can't be the only one with stress and second guesses about choices I've made or choices I want to make and yet I feel alone like I'm the only one. Is it true that one person MUST choose one path and walk it without and trips over the course of their life? I know it sounds cryptic but I just have a lot of stuff on my mind right now.

Life
In a world filled with hate, we must still dare to hope.In a world filled with anger, we must still dare to comfort.In a world filled with despair, we must still dare to dream.And in a world filled with distrust, we must still dare to believe.If there is a future there is time for mending-Time to see your troubles coming to an ending.Life is never hopeless however great your sorrow-If you're looking forward to a new tomorrow.If there is time for wishing then there is time for hoping-When through doubt and darkness you are blindly groping.Though the heart be heavy and hurt you may be feeling-If there is time for praying there is time for healing.So if through your window there is a new day breaking-Thank God for the promise, though mind and soul be aching,If with harvest over there is grain enough for gleaning-There is a new tomorrow and life still has meaning.You can show your sweetest kindness Even to those Who are vehemently standing In your way. But under no circumstancesMust you su

Life Is Life
my life has been really crazy lately.. Yes i am a proud mother of a baby girl Named Kaylie. She is my world.. yes I am lucky I have 2 jobs.. when most people cant even get one.. Yes I am single.. and that gets lonely and hard sometimes. Recently... I was in a relationship with a guy.. and he and I thought about getting married... and then I found out I was pregnant and he was meeting other girls and texting other girls.. (all named Jessica which was weird) so I dumped him... So in case you didnt follow that iam pregnant again. THey will be 15 months apart.. How does a girl do the single mom thng workin 2 jobs.. I need to get back out on my feet.. and I just cant get my ducks in a row. Oh while all this is going on.. Recently my daughters father (who dumped me after I got pregnant the first time) was in a coma.. and thankfully he woke up... and my dad was diagnosed with lou gehrigs disease. Most people who get that only live 1-5 years.. He has had for a long time.. and

Life Its About Taking Risks...it Requires You To Jump!
Have you ever noticed the worst way to miss someone is when they're right there next to you and yet you can never have them...when the moment you can't feel them under your finger tips, you miss them? Have you ever wondered which hurts the most; saying something you wished you hadn't or saying nothing and wishing you had? I guess the most important things are the hardest to say. They are things you get ashamed of because words diminish, words shrink things that seemed timeless when they were in you head...to no more than living size when they are brought out. Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them. If you do they might break your heart if you don't you might break their's.Have you ever decided not to become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person? Your heart decides who it likes and who it doesn't. You can't tell your heart what to do-it does it on it's own...when you least expect it or even when you don't want it to.Have you ever want

Lifes To Short
life is to short to take everything so serious im always a happy person from the time i wake up to the time i crash whats up with people getting up in a bad mood their not a child anymore grow the *uck up be happy you lived another day the sun shining birds are singing no matter what or who is on your case dont let them get you down shit dont give them the satisfaction i read peoples blogs and they consider themselves so important like everyone wants something from them lighten up its just a *ucken computer screen its nice to be friends but not everyone wants something from you other than to be nice to you and to the people who think that their so important they need a reality check

Life Is A Game
Life is a game.....verse1my visions black my bodies blood red sometimes I wish I were dead I finger these scares lineing my armsand sink into thoughts of self past harmchoursLife is a game you shouldnt playWhen you lose it'll all fall awayI am the stagnat pool where you start to drownlocked away for ever until you rot in the groundx1verse2Im reaping now which what i have sownThe voices inside wont leave me aloneThe moment were born we start to die Ending it all just to say goodbyechoursfade to bridgebridgeIn my head im lost and deadPlease tell me can you feel me PAIN!!x1verse3Bones and blood lay unpon the groundRotten limbs dead bodies foundSlit my wrist and let my blood run redWatch me now as my blood is shedchours x1verse4I just want to be crucifed Lost in space does it matter why The seconds on this clock slowly fadeEach must feel longer than a daychoursfade to bridge

Life With Civilians In The Army
This morning I was cursed out by a civilian who works for the Army. Apparently, I didn't jump when he wanted me to. Let me explain... I arrive for PT at around 0545 each morning. I park my truck in an open, designated parking spot, and then I go to formation and begin physical training. If it's a relatively normal morning, I get back to the formation area at around 0640 and begin cooling down, especially since my heart is thumping out of my chest. I've done a routine similar to this for the last 17 years and 4 months. I'm used to it. This morning I got back to my truck after working out to grab a bottle of water while I cool down. Nothing odd about that, except a big, fat waste of space comes out and asks me to move my truck. Now, being parked legally, I didn't think too much about him, so I told him I'd get to it. Apparently, that's not the answer he wanted to hear. I continue cooling down, and I return to my truck to move it since I was pretty much done with PT. At t

Life Explained
On the first day, God created the dog and said:'Sit all day by the door of your house and bark at anyone who comes in or walks past. For this, I will give you a life span of twenty years.'The dog said: 'That's a long time to be barking. How about only ten years and I'll give you back the other ten?'So God agreed. On the second day, God created the monkey and said:'Entertain people, do tricks, and make them laugh. For this, I'll give you a twenty-year life span.'The monkey said: 'Monkey tricks for twenty years? That's a pretty long time to perform. How about I give you back ten like the Dog did?'And God agreed. On the third day, God created the cow and said:'You must go into the field with the farmer all day long and suffer under the sun, have calves and give milk to support the farmer's family. For this, I will give you a life span of sixty years.'The cow said: 'That's kind of a tough life you want me to live for sixty years.. How about twenty and I'll give back the oth

Life.......
I thought we live for ever to do all the things we want to do. Experience everything and leave w/o regrets. The fact is that we do not and the smartest are those who learn at time w/o experience but by watching and listing to others. So say what you have to, do what ever you need to and do so w/o regrets...........

Life Is Going To Be Hell
Wow, a lot has gone on in the last 24 hours. . . I started my Networking Tech (Net+) training on Monday, September 21, 2009, which went pretty well. Sure it may have gone better if I could have counted, 4 never comes after 1, what was I thinking? Today, Tuesday, September 22, 2009, I was told that my sister, brother-in-law, and niece are moving in, due to the fact that they are losing their house. I don't think I am going to be able to do this. A lot of things are going to have to change, with me, like. . . No more walking around in my towel after my shower. No more fully clean clothes, thanks to the fact that they have a dog! (I am not a dog person, I'm not a pet person!) No more thinking that I can be on whatever site I want, even if I am in my bedroom, due to the fact that my niece thinks she can come in whenever she wants. No more having my own clothes. My sister thinks that my clothes can be worn by her whenever without asking.

Life & Love
it has been a long time since i have been truly happy with the way my life was going.. well that all changed thanks to one person.. he has made me happier than i could ever imagine.. and i can tell you this i love him with all my heart and don't ever want to be without him..

Life's Lessons
Just a few of the things I've learned lately: Life is unfair. It will take everything from you, if you let it, and offer nothing back. Equivalent exchange is a meaningless phrase wrought out of desperation to make everything nonsensical conform to some grand scheme i truly believe to be nonexistant. Harsh words and actions remain in memory far longer than a smile. Sadly, it has always been this way. I will most likely be far better remembered for every wrong I have ever commited than for any good things I try to accomplish. However; I can decide each day how I will affect my world. I can simply let each moment and opportunity pass, justified in the fact that nature will take it's course, or I can make a stand. I can choose to make today better than yesterday was. And if I'm feeling truly noble, I can attempt to do so more for my friends and enemies than myself. I cannot be a sheep. I do not follow well, I am far too opinionated, and my vision is far too good (I wear glasses for a r

Life
Well life is about living and learning.I like to think i have learned from my mistakes.But have i?For most of my life i found myself making reallt stupid mistakes.But have i learned from them?I have lied to the people i love.I let people walk all over me without saying a word.I put myself through stupid drama because i care too much.Well im done with all that.Its my time and i know what Im going to do.I will make mistakes because thats how people grow.But i will not make the same mistakes again.To all the people i have lied to over the years...I am truly sorry.And to all you ass holes who i let walk all over me...FUCK YOU!Oh yeah and...KISS MY ASS..I'M DONE WITH YOU!

Life Just Goes On
Ok yes im needy a npushy im a girl who has had a crappy childhood that didn't get the love an attentino i needed so i get needy .Mybad but tell what girl isn't needy an wants attention.Im srry if im like that to you. I dont liek that i can do that an i dont know i do. I never was intending to hurt you or push you away. I guess that we were never meant to even be friends.

Life: Exactly As Planned
Woman 1: If you could change 1 thing in your life what would it be? Woman 2: You mean other than the fact I didn't marry Steve and move to Paris and instead I married Ron and moved to south Jersey... Woman 1: Yea. Woman 2: And I didn't pursue my painting that everyone told me was special and instead had 3 kids in 5 years and became a stay-at-home mom who works part-time at the clothing store? Woman 1: Yea. Woman 2: Nothing. (both women laugh) -- Overheard in: Park, Ocean Cty NJ --

A Life Turnig Experence
I was just like everyone else and as i say i mean doing things a normal teenager would do. stuff like parting drinking and smoking dope and going out for a good time but all that was about to change. it happened in august of 1998 a month before my birthday i was out and about running the streets doing this and that well i had went to my girls house to hangout with her and all the sudden i had a pain in my chest i didnt thunk of nothing of it at first i thought that i pulled a muscle im chest so i went and laided down to see if it would go away but it didnt go away so i tell me mom that i have a pain in my chest and on the way out the door i noticed that my left leg was starting to go numb to the point that i could not move it we finally get to the hospital so i can get checked out. so they look me over to see if i had a stroke or a heart attack then they send me home with ivoryprofen the next day i cant get out of bed and when i tried to i fell on the floor so i go back to the hospital

Life Of Agony-love To Let You Down
Willing to start again, Willing to give another try. Willing to pretend but still so dead. Willing to Comprehend Willing to give up all my pride Willing to forget but still so dead And it's Starting to take its toll And it's starting to unwind But the quicker that things unfold The quicker that they subside And writings on the wall But the walls have all come down If you can't see past the truth I love to let you DOWN...... Willing to walk again Willing to step back in the light, Willing to forget but still so dead Willing to turn my head Willing to let my feelings slide Willing to befriend but still so dead. And it's Starting to take its toll And it's starting to unwind But the quicker that things unfold The quicker that they subside And writings on the wall But the walls have all come down If you cant see past the truth I love to let you... And it's complicated And it's complicated Everything that I've known What was up is now down And it's overrated And it's overrated Everything

Life Of Agony-wicked Ways
Sooner or later-I thought that a savior Would come to save us all It seems that he left us-to fend for ourselves Just to try to make us strong How can I face another day Knowing he's done me wrong Should've known what those wolves have wanted Never told-but I tried-I tried All they stole left me brokenhearted They left me there-To die Seeing's believing- Don't know what I'm feeling Don't know who I am anymore I tried to embrace it-but fell on my face-it's Been laughing at me all along All ends are frayed-and I've been betrayed scarred to the bone Sooner or later-I thought that a savior Would come to save us all I'm not afraid of wicked ways Knowing he's done me wrong

Life Of Agony-dont Bother
Bitch, bitch such a lonely bitch, bitch sitting On my bed-more lonely then you know Wish, wish- Wish I could've been something More than this- Something I could've shown Missed, missed- Wish I didn't slip, slip- Wish I didn't piss- Off everyone I know Twist, twist- Twisting off my head, head Set it on the shelf- Gone as far as I can go And I was lost-all along So don't bother, don't bother Wrist's slit- Think I better sit, sit- Time to catch My breath and watch the river flow Shit, shit-Think I wanna stick, stick- Don't think I Wanna dismiss all I have known Restless- Look at this mess, mess Sick of all this death- Everywhere I go Rest, rest- Think I failed the test, test Sitting on my bed- More lonely than you know And I was lost-all along So don't bother, don't bother And I was lost-all along So don't bother, don't bother And take me-take me away And give me-and give me-and give me a place Such a lonely And I was lost-all along So don't bother, don't bother And I was lost-all al

Life Of Agony- No One Survives
You cut me back down to size Whenever you decide Can barely stand the sight Of your plastic grin against the light With a forceful hand we collide No one refrains, no one survives No one survives justified If you're looking to tell it all And save your soul- I know what you can do You can start by letting me in- So we can begin To mend these salted wounds You sacrifice-you sacrifice And if we bleed-it's justified And I can't look into your face It's been harder than you know And I can't find a single place That these demons haven't shown So go to sleep-I need to be alone Don't ya, don't ya wanna tell someone What you have done-And get it off your chest? How long can you carry this load Until it explodes in your fucking face We sacrifice-we sacrifice And if we bleed-it's justified We sacrifice-we sacrifice And if we bleed-it's justified We sacrifice-lift yourself off that shelf We sacrifice-did your best and made this mess And it's justified-lift yourself off that shelf And it's j

Life Sucks!!!!
I do not understand how he does not see how him being in my life in any way is ackward... What makes him seem to think it is going to be easy having him in it all... I wanted him to be erased from my memories... Deleted from every aspect of my life past present and future... There is to much left undone and unsaid for my backwards mind... I want him in my sons life but does that mean I have to have him involved in mine... I know he doesnt care and all the words spoken about feelings where false and untrue... I wish I was a strong enough person to tell him everything on my mind and deal with what he has to say...but I cant... my heat wants what my head no longer does... fighting and breaking me apart... such is life... time heals all but there is always the mark left behind from the pain...

Life.
It is raining again The rain runs down my cheeks and over my lips. I can hear the sounds of the drops... as the rain falls at my feet. I feel the lightning crackle... as the back of my neck feels the charge. Are You mocking me! Have you not taken enough... He was only three...Oh he was so free... but now...now...he is there with Thee. And still the rain falls at my feet. I raise my head and yell to the heavens above... Was he not enough... Did you have to take Alex from me! You should have left her be... You took her before she was born! Oh..how I wish she was here with me. But still...the rain falls at my feet. I raise up my fist and argue with Thee... This...even

Life Through My Eyes
Life Through my Eyes by Courtney Leigh Spruiell You laugh at my darknessI laugh at youYou know that I am hereBut you treat me like I am invisibleYou scron me because I am meI hate you becuase you are a fakeYour eyes are filled with sunshineMy eyes are clouded with hateYou laugh and love freelyI frown and die on the insideYou see light and hopeI retreat to my black voidYou are who they want to beI am what they made me to beMy name never passes your lipsBut you are always with meYou are everyone and anyoneI am no one and nobody

*********life************
Life, it is so difficult but then, it can be so simple. Difficult in as much as there is pain and disappointment in any life, but simple in how even the bleakest life can capture some rays of beauty and pleasure. No matter how disappointing or painful life is, I have always been able to find something uplifting in the midst of it all. I can remember times in my past, of being depressed because I'd lost some of the most inspiring people in my life that I never dreamed of having move on and grow out of my life;my father,my grandparents,my dignity,my self respect,life can throw you many things some good some bad,but waking up each day, not knowing what I was getting myself into when I set my foot out the door, I took another step towards the future. But above all this, I sometimes cry inside, selfishly wanting something new and something different to happen, or something to go just the way I had planned. But I know that I can't hold back on the rest of my life forever. I have

Life
As I sit here, listening to music and thinking of the past, I have realized how cruel and painful life truly is. It will give and then take away. In my life has mostly been taking away. All I ever wanted in life was someone to love me and to have a family and a home. Wanted someone to share my life with, someone I could lay down next to at night and hold in my arms and to be able to wake up next to that person and soak in the light of a new day with her in my heart and soul. Wanted a family I could spend time with, teaching whatever I could and doing things families do. But what it boils down to is not being good enough to recieve such a life. In todays world only those with lots of money have the nice life while people that work hard and are honest and fair are scoffed and rejected. I don't know what I ever did wrong to deserve such a fate, but it seems to have consumed everything around me. And I am so tired. I just wish there was some light to brighten this obsidion soul.

Life Oct 2009
WELL THOUGHT IT WAS TIME FOR A NEW BLOG. HAVE U EVER HAD EX BOYFRIENDS OR GIRLFRIENDS THAT JUST DONT GIVE UP WELL HELL I HAVE A FEW DONT YA JUST WANNA HIT EM IN THE FACE WITH A NICE COLD CAN "GET THE FUCKING HINT" I MEAN COME ONE PPL IF UR CALLS AINT RETURNED OR EVER ANSWERED AND UR TEXT MESSAGES DONT GET A REPLY HELLO !!!!!! THAT PERSON HAS MOVED ON. LMAO OH AND I'M HAPPY WITH WHO I'M WITH AND HOPE ALL MY FRIENDS FIND THIS FUNNY CAUSE I SURE DO

Life Love The The Pursuit Of Happiness ....[[more To Come]]
Tell me how it feels to be loved, Tell me how it feels to be someones everything that when they see tears in your eyes that they caused it hurts them too. Tell me what it feels like to have something seem so perfect and yet it makes you feel shitty. Tell me what it feels like for someone to make you there everything and that they'd do nothing to upset you.... As i lay here and tears roll down my face I think if giving my heart away is worth it... is it worth the tears, the sleepless nights, the anger, the fear, the hurt, the feeling that how I feel and say dont matter. I can forgive but I never forget, especially when it comes to my heart. I cant forget the way I felt when I cried my eyes out with no ounce of hurt from the other person. So why cry you say? Crying is my emotional release the only thing i have besides these words that make how i am feeling well known. I try to hold back my tears but sometimes the pain and hurt I feel doesnt allow it. Its hard to give your everythi

Life Insurance
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Life Dilemma
not really. I would've asked this in a mumm, but I have wasted all my mumms on complete BS. BTW, thanks Bludgie for posting one for me. Does anyone know what would happen if you put varnish/laquer on fresh leaves? (or dried ones?) Would they hold their color and look, or would it do somethin to them? same goes for leather.

Life
Tuesday, October 13, 2009 Living right by letting go. Sometimes we need to let go of that which is holding us down. It can be very hard to let go, especially when you have an emotional attachment.You must ask yourself, in letting go, will it positively impact you? Will you be better off in the long run, by letting go? We find that most of the time, the answer to this question is "yes", and only due to the fact that we needed to let go, because that which was holding us down was something negative, and therefore not beneficial to us in any way possible.We need to reevaluate what it is that we call "positive" in our life. One must understand that every meaningful interaction we have, not only with others but with ourselves must thoroughly be grounded in the basic meanings of the word "love". When we hold onto that which holds us back, depresses, saddens, or causes us to feel negative, that there is in fact no love involved. One can not truly say they are loving themselves when the

Life In General
why is it when life hands u lemons everyone says make lemonade?? well i am sorry but there are times that you can't. we get up in the morning make breakfast feed the pets and make sure the kids and our partner is out the door on time for work and school. but what bout the mom?? we are home all day makin sure the house is clean and that the food is ready when everyone comes home. no matter what happens we never have a day off or free time. we are there when everyone else gets ill or hurt. but who is there for us? no one. friends are but there are times that they can't be. and u feel like you don't want to burden others with your problems. what are you to do then? sit there and cry behind doors and put on a big smile when everyone is lookin? yes u are. no one knows how hard it is till u are the one doing it. life is hard and more days then one it is very hard and u just wanna run but u can never get away from life. never look at someone and judge them before you knw what is going on. som

Life
LifeIs it crazyIs it long and lazyIs it doneIs it great and funIs it strong or is it wrongLifeIs it not mineLifeIs it happy, sad or is it fineIs it us upon everybodies staresLifeIs it not theirsLifeIs it right and is it just for spiteIs it known why or howIs it nowIs it loved or fearedIs it weirdLife

Life Update
OK here we go I havent been on here in forever a day plus one. Dont really know why busy as fuck. Me and my Ex are done sent in divorce paper work and waiting to hear back from TN to get our wish. I turned her in for cheating on my and the navuy punished the fuck ouy of her sorry no tears were shed. she is still cheating what a way to get in trouble again. so I am getting the kids the house the money whatever esle i like and mean while she gets more sex which pisses me off cause i havent got any but than again i get anything but it. so two weeks ago my little girl feel down the stairs broke her femer and is now in a five point half body cast for three moths, did i mention she is three years old and yeah bad times there. so on the 21st of oct i had my surgery long awaited where they removed some muscles from bones moved a nerve and the good painful as fuck shit. but thats it im moving back to TN soon divorce be back on market and watch out. let me know what you think.

Lifes A Rat Race, And Im The Cat Whos Chasing Them
well iguess i should write somthing about myself. My name is jordon and i live in iowa. I dont like pnctution i figure if u cant get past how i write ur not interested in what i trying to say any way. I got sober on march 17 of 2008 my gf at th time almost died of alcohol poisoning and other people arund m were dropping like fly aswell. It took someone that i loved with all my heart to almost die to get me to stop drinking. Now that im sober i look at life as somthing that i can actually be good at and am kickin ass at so far. As some of you from the peach already know im a bit of a nut and dont care becease thats how God made me. I love to have fun. If i not having fun im not living and thats what im all about. Ive met some cool people here on fubar and i thank all of you because ur giving me support and dont even know it. To all my people in peach paradise i love u guys.....love JAS

Life
Have you ever wondered how people these days are. Well let me tell you . Y strive in life to build what you are.See i let my guard down i slipped . People come and go but yet they treat you like pure shit .They look you dead in your eyes and bold face lie to you. Its hard to determine whos whos and who is true .Fellas don't get lost in the smile or the lying eye . Guard yourself most want what you have not you .Some want drama and thrive for it( that's right ladies keep your drama at home lol). Ladies watch what you have most men only want one thing and its not your money lol. I mean how do we do it . I guess it all goes back to we want what we want what we want it .Well im for one tired of it .So much disrespect in this world ! Why tell some one you love them if you dont and just love what they have.I always treat people with respect honor and loyalty. all that know me will tell you of this . I am a happy man i have everything in life one man could ask for. i tell you we need to get b

Life Is Life Deal With It !
Life sometimes shows you a glimps into your past the things you always wanted your dreams ! One day you a young man or women and before you know it half your life is over! What became of your dreams did you fullfill what you planned to be? Sometimes in the coarse of life we make decisions that alter our lives forever the things we had once thought to be in our reach disappear. So what can we do about it ? I don't think anything in the past can be changed. The friends we chose the people we dated even those that we loved and married only to find that is was a horrible mistake. When I was a child and like in any school the teacher ask's "WHAT DO YOU WANNA BE WHEN YOU GROW UP" did any of us say I wanna be a drug addict or part of a gang go to prison be a menace to the world? I know I did't but I ended up doing just that. Am I proud of the things I have done NO can I change them NO am I different now then I was then YES ! I changed those things that destroyed me. I am a much bette

Life Worth Living
I love being alive And will the best man I possibly can I will take love wherever I find it And offer it to anyone who will take it Seek knowledge from those wiser And teach those willing to learn from me.

Life Worth Living
I love being alive and will be the best man i possibly can I will take love wherever I find it And offer it to everyone who will take it Seek knowledge from those wiser And teach those who wish to learn from me.

Life After Death
SEX AFTER DEATH.....?????!!!!! A couple made a deal that whoever died first would come back and inform the other of the afterlife. Their biggest fear was that there was no afterlife at all. After a long life together, the husband was the first to die. True to his word, he made the first contact, " Marion... Marion " "Is that you, Bob?" "Yes, I've come back like we agreed." "That's wonderful! What's it like?" "Well, I get up in the morning, I have sex. I have breakfast and then it's off to the golf course. I have sex again, bathe in the warm sun and then have sex a couple of more times. Then I have lunch (you'd be proud - lots of greens) another romp around the golf course, then pretty much have sex the rest of the afternoon. After supper, it's back to golf course again. Then it's more sex until late at night.. I catch some much needed sleep and then the next day it starts all over again" "Oh, Bob you must be in Heaven!" "Not exactly... I'

Life
I am sitting here and wondering what is it I want to do with my life? Then, I remember. I remember what I have strived so hard to start. I think back to the beginning of all this madness. How difficult it was to get started. All the long hours I spent struggling towards my goals. The many hours of sleep I missed out on. And all for what? To have someone tell me that isnt the way to go through life? No, NO I say. I will go on. I will press forward in order to better my life and myself.

Life Is Sucked Right Out .
Once was i filled with life in me, having the never ending light and hope run through my veins... But no all there seems to be in me is a slow wilting dieng heart falling apart. No feelings in me. No anger no saddness No nothing. I am jusst here going through life just to go through it now. No caring for much of anything anymore... Is this bad of what i am becoming...?? Becoming distant,, not speaking. Slowly losing mysrelf in silence and solitude.. What is this i ask?? When once was a time when i felt the hope and light sheding through me. But now that i am not caring for me.. I care for others even more than i did before.,., Now i know and i see the truth now.. All along i have been falling into utter darkness of nothing.. But yet i give light and hope to others... where does this come from then i ask?? how can i give so much but have nothing in me.. Its as if somehow, in some odd strang way, life in me has wilted away like a dieng rose that will never come back..

Life Changes
since alot has happen to me i have to say it change me alot iam not as lazy as i use to be even tho i still have my moments i can control my temper alot more now money does not seem to interests me any more and it does not make me smile or happy the only thing i have left of any family that iam very close to is my grandmother and my loving cat stretch he is my world and is the only thing i have left that is family i treat him more then just a cat and i have a roommate who i ment online who turns out to be the father i never have does it that beat all i never thought i would do anything like that just move in with out knowing who iam moving in with but then again i did not have much of a choice i was about to me homeless or go back to jail and never get out again so i did i have been here for atlest 3 or 4 weeks now its awesome i dont have to pay for rent or food he got me the internet witch is why i have been on here allot hell yeah i miss it lol i dont rea

Life
I am sitting here the next day after my birthday trying to figure out what happened the night previous. There was some amazing discoveries made. I have found out that there are some people who really do care to an extent. However, I am trying to figure out if it was just cause of that particular day, an attempt to make me feel better, or something else. I don't know. In a way, I am not sure I want to know. I am the type of person who has had to rely on just me to get things done. My own family has not offered to help when I needed help. Therefore, I have always relied on just me to get things done. I realize I am a stubborn old man. I do not think I am unrealistic or unreasonable. This is my challenge to everyone who really reads this. I know who my friends are. The thing is don't be a stranger. I value my friends very highly. They are all I have anymore. I am scared that one day everyone is going to turn their backs on me again. I do not know what will happen if that happens again

Life Is Funny
Life is funy. It has a weird way of showing someone that we are all human. I am glad that I have the friends that I do have. They have always been there for me when my life has not gone very well. Friends are good to have to remind someone of the fact that there really is something out there that IS worth living for and working towards. Today is today. Hopefully, tommorrow will be better. I have the option of carrying on a grudge towards a person. Yet it is not in me to do that. If I did that then I would not be living life. Thank you for reminding me that I do have feelings and that I am capable of actually caring for someone. Better yet, I am only human with all the faults and flaws of being human. I am a real person with real intentions. Just like I have always said before and I will continue to say: LIKE ME, LOVE ME, OR LEAVE ME. I am still me and always will be. I am Just Me.

Life Sucks, Then You Get A Divorce And It Still Sucks.
Ok, I probably ought to mumm this, but it may get lengthy, though I hope not. I just got a wonderful bill from the Mass IRS saying I owe them $4000 in back taxes from 2006. At that time I was married, and apparently because I'm an imbecile she insisted that the accountant at her work do the taxes for us. Grudgingly I said yes because it wasn't worth the cold stares and fight. So she does them, I sign, and am happy because seemingly she found $1000 more than I usually do. So fine, maybe these pros do know something. So now here I am, happily divorced and suddenly I'm told I have 30 days to cough up the cash or become butt buddies with Al Capone or something like that. I know this can't be correct. I live in MA, but work in CT, so I file both states, however whatever I pay to CT, I take off my MA taxes. I kick in an extra 1% to CT out of my earnings because MA is a tad but higher tax rate. Anyway, what matters is that in 20 years I've never owed MA more than $200. So I know there i

Life...
Life hands us everything to deal with and we do our best to deal with it.... it is harder than hell do do it but we do it anyways... we don't always do it well but we do it to the best of our abilities. Thats what I am doing now... my life isn't always peachy or made outta gold.... yah my pics always show me smiling for a reason... If you cant go through life looking at the bright side of things you will always notice the bad stuff. I look at everything positive because of everything I have been through... I'm glad where I am at today... it has been harder than anything but I am a survivor and I make it through anything..lol My friends are everything to me right now because they are all I have... I am greatful to have them in my life and that will never change. If you can't make great friends in your life it will just go down hill in the longrun. So to all my friends.... I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!

Life
This is my wish for you: Comfort on difficult days, smiles when sadness intrudes, rainbows to follow the clouds, laughter to kiss your lips, sunsets to warm your heart, hugs when spirits sag, beauty for your eyes to see, friendships to brighten your being, faith so that you can believe, confidence for when you doubt, courage to know yourself, patience to accept the truth, Love to complete your life.

Life Is Always A Price To Pay
You stay up for 16hrs. We stay up for days on end. You take a warm shower to wake up. We go for weeks without running water. You complain of a "HEADACHE" and call in sick. We get shot at, as others are hit and others are moving forward. You talk bout your buddies that are not with you. We know we may never see any of ours ever again. You complain about how hot it is. We wear our heavy gear, not daring to talk off our helmet to wipe our forehead. You get mad at the waiter for getting your order wrong. We don't get to eat today. You're mad that your class got held 5 mins. over. We're over an extra 2 months. You roll your eyes when your baby cries. He gets a letter with pictures of his new baby and wonders if they'll ever meet. If your supporting your troops your freedom comes with a price WRITTEN BY M DAVID

Life Lessons.
1. Nobody cooks bbq like a fat bald man. 2. Use the condom correctly for 10 yrs, and the one time you don't, she gets pregnant. 3. Don't feed a cat you want to be a mouse cat. 4. Don't keep a dirty house, and you won't need a mouse cat. 5. After a certain age, AVOID full length mirrors while naked!~

Life Observations, Good Stuff, Found Online.
) Triangular sandwiches taste better than square ones. 2) At the end of every party there is always a girl crying. 3) One of the most awkward things that can happen in a pub is when your pint-to-toilet cycle gets synchronized with a complete stranger. 4) You've never quite sure whether it's ok to eat green crisps. 5) Everyone who grew up in the 80's has entered the digits 55378008 into a calculator. 6) Reading when you're drunk is horrible. 7) Sharpening a pencil with a knife makes you feel really manly. 8) You're never quite sure whether it's against the law or not to have a fire in your back garden. 9) Everyone who has just read no.5 has just typed it into a calculator. 10) Nobody ever dares make cup-a-soup in a bowl. 11) You never know where to look when eating a banana. 12) Its impossible to describe the smell of a wet cat. 13) Prodding a fire with a stick makes you feel manly. 14) Rummaging in an overgrown garden will always turn up a bouncy ball. 15) You always fe

Life Is A Prison
Life is a prison, Oh God let me out. No one to listen, To hear when you shout. Climb the walls of insanity, Ride the waves of despair. If you fall it don't matter, There's no one to care. Used to wish for a window, To see birds, trees and sky, But you're better without one - Stops you aiming too high. Watching freedom is painful, For those locked away. Seeing joy, love and happiness, Another price that you pay. Strong is good, weak is bad. Be it false, be it true. Your mind makes the choice, And enforces it too. Cell walls built by society, With rules to adhere. If you breach the acceptable, You had better beware. Hide the pain, carry on, Routine is the key. Don't let on that you're not, What you're pretending to be. Lock it all up inside you, How badly that bodes. Look out for that one day, When it all just explodes. Leaving naught but a shell, Base functionality too. But killing all else, That was uniquely you. So how do you grow, With a timebomb inside? Or how to defuse it, Without

Life Is Crazy
Between my family; my jobs (one in retail and my Avon business) and everything I have been feeling overwhelmed. Bear with me. Add to that the fact my eldest turns 21 on Friday and I am feeling a bit blue. I'll be fine, just not feeling all that social.

Life's Little Pleasures
1. The way Speech DeBelle says "couch potato" in 'The Key' 2. A Grande Mocha with whipped cream from Caffe Nero 3. Making Craven go 'lol' 4. Throwing something into a bin from the other side of the room 5. A bacon slice from the shop downstairs 6. Mister Plops 7. A glass of milk 8. Getting a text message 9. Ugly Betty 10. Buying comics

Life As We Know It.
It seems as if we all stand at the precipice of a world changing life altering shift. The world seems to spin much faster and we seem to live much more of just an exsitence than ever before. At times I ask myself this and wonder deep beyond what a mind should. I find that my life seems a blur. I remember wakeing up as a child on Christmas eve and it seemed to take forever for the day of all days to aproach closer. I remember days dragging into months and years into decades it seemed. Now my life is moving at a break neck pace along with every other body on this planet. The only time I remember time seeming slow and seeming like an eternity in my adult life was at war. Rolling like thunder on Route Irish or Tampa leading into the small villages and towns it seemed that it took forever before we reached our mission spacific target. In battle was worse, on average our engagements only lasted for a brief two and half minutes but seemed to last a lifetime... For some that was theyre life sp

Life Issues
It's back! My internet troubles have returned. *sigh* It couldn't have come at a worse time, too. I'm crunching to get the work done on an online only class. Which means I have to steal my mother's computer when she's not home to do this stuff. I'm also crunching in other classes since finals are coming up. So I'm kind of stressing out, a lot. Work is also a pain. They cut my only shift that I was supposed to work again this week. The holiday sales are coming up, and I'm SO not looking forward to it. I think I'm gonna quit this job after the holiday season. It's not worth keeping. I'm gonna start putting applications in again after Christmas. The only thing about workign at the store I am working at, it's closed on Thanksgiving and Christmas. *phew* But, all in all, it's not worth keeping. I can't do another stretch of 8 months of not working. You know, I act like nothing bugs me, like I have life together. I really don't. I don't think I ever will. But right now, I don't have it t

Life, Love & Confusion
Just something that is begging to be let out. Kinda like a melody you cannot seem to get out of your head. I spent the first 17 yrs of my life dying to be an adult , now what i wouldn't give to see things from a child's perspective again. Growing up we are told to follow our hearts and love freely and unconditionally. Love is always returned. NO it's not. When and how do you decide that enough is enough. How long do you love someone, without knowing how the feel. This listening to my heart stuff is starting to seem like a horrible idea. At least listening to my head keeps the tears away. But how do you walk away from the person who makes your soul do backflips? The person who you can't seem to go one day without having some sort of contact with? The person you would rather spend the rest of your life fighting with , then be without them? Love is not supposed to hurt? Yet another LIE. Anything worth doing is worth doing right. But what about that little voice in the

Life!
to live a life without fear would be amazing to me,to live a life without any problems of my own would be heaven! to be able to do whatever the hell i want to would be awsome! to be able to love fully honestly and completely would be the best thing ever but its just not gonna happen! it never works out its the same old pattern everytime! im the one who ends up in the tears and pain because i let you love me and what did you do!.you have posined my heart and now i have none! i have an emptiness inside me the wrost part about this all is that you didn't even know any of this cuz you never cared to ask me not even once!so fuck you and everything that you have ever ment to me! cuz thanks to you i live in fear! fear of life and everything around it and in it.so fuck you!!!!

Life’s Tough When You’re Stupid...
Life’s Tough When You’re Stupid... A classroom full of first year Veterinary students were participating in their first day of anatomy class. For the lecture, the professor begins by unveiling a dead cow under a white sheet laying on an operating table. The professor tells the class “In Veterinary Medicine, there are two qualities you must possess as a doctor – the first of which is a strong stomach. You cannot, under any circumstance, be disgusted by anything involving an animal’s body. For example, the Professor pulls back the sheet and sticks his finger right up the dead cow’s hindquarters, pulls out his finger and sticks it in his mouth. The students just stand there, paralyzed at what they see. “Now, go ahead and do the same thing, each of you,” the professor says. Freaked out, the students take several minutes but eventually take turns sticking their fingers up into the anal cavity of the dead cow, and then sucking on them. Once eve

Lifes That Little Pill Thats Hard To Swallow~by Jd
We are the poise, The passion, The ignition of the flame, Full of life, Downfalls and triumphs, Truths we have yet to really see. We feel pity yet feel somewhat guilty, As we are jealous, Vindictive and At times hollow, Feel preach the words of a life that quickly passes,Yet at the same time we also experience life the pill thats hard to swallow. The times call for recelection, Trying to reclaim a small part of the people we used to be, Time twists and contorts the outcomes, Random yet enough to puzzle the likes of you and me. Calamity and shattered hearts, Lose of feeling as you realize you are numb to the touch, Carrying the weight of our own personal lives on our shoulders for so, When is enough going to be enough? Some live for personal pleasure, We co-exist only because we have known the pain, Or shall i say i have been able to withstand the whiplash of this emotional rollarcoaster. Now i spend my days contemplating all the likely scenerios and what will or wont wo

Life In Still Water
Feeling the weight of unseen chains This routine is growing thin It's a narrow path that we walk And the walls are closing in Caving in Is there room still for us to grow Within the bounds we've come to know Beneath the dust of our days Hides the key to our emotions And it's been a while since we've been moved Without going through the motions No emotions Is there time still for us to show Feelings we forgot long ago Living life in still water Blinded by what we've become You get tired of screaming When you're not reaching anyone I think its time now for you to know Holding on is easier than letting go

Life
yesterday was hell .... my ex brother in law said he was going to kill me so i called 911 and then he showed up at my house what balls that was ....this is all over his kids putting rops on my kids necks he said if his kids were taken from him he was going to kill me .... now he has court to go too lol to bad for him .....thats all i have too say bye for now

Life
Here we are, day in and day out! Sometimes the same thing over and over again and sometimes not. As we walk through every day on this earth hoping for something else to happen, or to get better, maybe you think you are fine. Deep down we all know we are not. We long for more, great. We secretly hope that we don't have to go on with our dead end physical torture. Asking GOD to help us make it through. Paying bills, trying to get enough food. As we lower our heads thinking we have been defeated. I am hear to tell you. Do not give up yet. We have to go through HELL on earth to get to HEAVEN. The things we go through make us strong and help us prepare for anything GOD asks for and from us. I have been through it all, and at the end I know that I will have earned my way into HEAVEN. So this life we have sux, and its hard, you may not have it as hard as someone else, or you may have it harder. GOD never puts on you more than you can handle. Life is HELL but what a HELL of a reward, I get to

Life...
More about me....There has been many mountains and obsticles in my life, many valleys, and many trails and tribulations... one thing i have realized is that no one can control the situations in your life more than you can. If you decide to pick up and move on, you need to do it, if you choose to go from one thing to another to another, then you will always be searching for something that you may never find. You need to look deep within, realize what you lost, what you have, and what you will find around the next corner. I have lived my life to please other people, only to find that i have lost who ever I thought I was in the process. I try hard to please the people around me, but have realized that i need to be the one that is happy. I am old enough to know, but young enough to play. If life brings you to a point of no return then it will be your time to stand infront of your maker. You always have a choice to decide what is best for you, but in your decisions dont forget to inc

Life Through My Eyes!
Life feels at times as if there is no end in sight. It Makes us wonder sometimes if there really is a God that is watching over us making sure we are alright. For as long as I can remember, life has been hard regardless of the situations we face, Regardless if we are stable or not. Life is a process that can only be taken day by day. Thoughts about the past must be forgotten, dreams about the future must always be kept in mind, but living in the present is the only thing guaranteed. Tomorrow is never promised. One is not saying not to dream about successes in the future, instead work towards those dreams and make them a reality each day of your life. As far as my life goes, its been a never ending struggle but the few smiles along the way are always cherished and the tears and heartbreaks are put in the past forever. i've given my everything to every situation in my life, ive made mistakes, ive taken risks but do not regret either one of them. for every one of them i learn from and use

Life
life is not what it seems... You will end up falling inlove with your ex gf and getting engaged to her and she will get all mad because she finds out you have a tazer but oh well love is love.... i know it's not much of a blog but it's a start

Life Is Beautiful
Life is a beautiful thing,.... Now you're prob. wondering what makes it so great,. It's the things we often say we hate,. and the things we just for some reason can't understand,. I used to not understand alot about life,. and I was depressed and angry. But.. I woke up, all on my own without anyone's help. Instead of being Doped up on drugs and having someone tell me whats right and wrong,. for 300 bucks and hour,. I did it myself,. I might say it alot,. But its true,. Life is about Learning, Living, laughin, The pain, The hurt, The tears, The hate, and Anger,. and seeing the beauty in all of it,. When you prick your finger on a torn of a rose, you don't Dig up the bush and throw it away,. why.. because its beautiful, BUT you learn not to grab it like you did,. Life is the same way,. I don't have a PHD, MD, BBLLD whatever.. But I have learned you can't hide your emotions Life is about Feeling , MAD, ANGRY, UPSET, HAPPY, ESTATIC, Depressed, Lonely, HURT, Beaten, And understandi

Life Time To Dance
It doesn't matter the time of the year nor the challenge of facing your worst fear There won't be any doubt of where I stand as time will pass with me holding your hand It doesn't make any difference what your yesterday has brought that is if your truly in it for a genuine love you've sought As that is all I have ever wanted to share and I am certain no over love can compare I say this with confidence cause with each passing day there will be the evidence of loves display Along with all the small things that make a relationship go everyday will have all of my hearts desires endless flow A ocean of unequivocal abundance from which you help feed there will be no doubt I will take the lead Showering your physical and mental beauty never tiring from this endless decree It doesn't matter if we have met yet to even till this date in time as we still be able to endure this heavenly climb Where we can endure in the beauty of holding one another radiance knowing that from this moment on w

Life?
life ??? Current mood: okay Category: Life LIFE .. YOU EVER FELL LIKE LIFE IS ONE BIG REVOLVING DOOR THAT NEVER STOPS SPINNING PEOPLE COME IN AND OUT ,BUT THEY ONLY SEE YOU ,HOW MANY WILL TAKE THE TIME TO KNOW YOU BEFORE THEY STEP OUT,HOW MANY JUDGED YOU BY WHAT THEY SAW,BUT NONE THE LESS YOU KEEP SPINNING NEVER KNOWING WHATS YET TO COME OR EVEN IF THAT MOMENT WILL COME WHEN IT STOPS FOR THAT BREIF MOMENT WHEN YOU REALIZE YOU HAVE EVERYTHING YOU'VE EVER WANTED. .. .. ..

Life/thoughts
If you are resisting life's goodness, then working harder at it will push that goodness farther away. Instead learn to let go and to allow. Simply generating more activity and energy will not help you if that energy is pointed in a negative direction. Choose to re-direct all the energy and awareness in your life toward those things you value most. If the results you are getting fail to bring fulfillment, do not seek to merely, create more results. Instead find the path that truly your purpose. there is nothing to be gained from making life needlessly difficult. See the truth that life is beautiful, and align your energy and your actions with your very own expression of that truth. When you let yourself be yourself, richness flows easily and effortlessly and naturally through every moment. Your greatest accomplishments come from who you are. Let yourself be yourself. And you'll be as rich as anyone can ever be.

Life And Death
Who knows what happens to us when we die, I think it absurd and maybe even a little arrogant to think we have the slightest idea about what god is. As children of this planet, it should be about time in our evolution, to be able to look beyond things we don't understand. In all due time, knowledge comes. Don't try looking for answers, only experience brings it, and experience comes whether u want it to or not!

Life Happens
Sometimes I feel as if people don't know that. One of my favorite expressions that my parents always used was "life is what happens in between phone calls". And it's true, if you understand what it means. As for me, I've been doing a lot. My finals finished up last week and I've been working non-stop. If I thought it was non-stop before I certainly do this week. I work 40 hrs this week. Not to mention I have a new boxer doggie named Lexi to start taking care of. She's a sweety, but severly malnourished and in need of TLC. I can't wait till she is healthy again. It should take about 2-3 months to get her back to full health. I just love rescue dogs. Oh, I also managed to barely get my Christmas shopping done. Though I have a few errands to run still tomorrow before Christmas. And get a hold of my Grandma so I can plan Christmas with Eric. So much to do lol. If I'm not around as much, it's just because life is happening. Don't take offense. Even one of my best friends, who isn't a par

Lifes Changes
Well in the last couple months I have been thrown some drastic life changes....My husband that I really thought was my heart and soul had left me for another woman...claims that wasnt the case but Iam seein it differently....So here it is christmas day and I have my 2nd and FINAL divorce pending WOW is all I have to say...So a couple weeks ago I packed me and my car up (along with Izabella my dog) and headed to Virgina...Things were good at 1st till I noticed the guy I was seeing was a crackhead and I mean literally UGH!!!! What a damper well the night I find this out his roomate/landlord asks me for $50 to buy more drugs I was like WTF I need outta here and NOW!!! So here I go and get ahold of my dear friends Joe and Tracy in West Virgina and this is where Iam currently am...Well Iam enjoying the good company with friends but I also miss home but Michigan ONLY brought me down deeper and deeper....So I have apps out there looking for work and they look promising YaY!!! Joe and Tracy ar

Life
Well here it is ppl my very first Blog here on Fubar.And its going to be a good one lol . Well as you all know I am still a bit new here so I would like to tell you a lil about me . I am Velvet Thorne, and the name fits me sooooooooo well. I can be just a smooth as Velvet until you rub me the wrong way then watch out cause the Thorne will pierce your side. I don't like getting that way so that is why I ask you all to call me just Velvet. I have the life of any other single mother has. Raise my kids go to school and well try and have a life of my own. Well that is the deal right there the life I want well I will more than likely never have. So I am just going to set back and take everything day by day and see where it goes. So i go now back into my lil hole and and see where and what life brings me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Life
Well today I got up alittle late not usual. I woke up at like 945am my time which is pretty late in my book. Felling down and don't really wanna do anything for the momment. Not depressed or anything like that just a little sore from last weeks work. This coming monday Its going to be on again 3 to 4 weeks of work. Remodling my mothers house which I have no intentions of getting paid yes this year is going to kick my bum bum. Troubles im finding is trying to get a ride to LAX from this tiny hell hole i reside in. Ive made this a habbit to come to every day have no response at all thought it would be diffrent but no one seems to talk on here what is the deal? Sorry for venting or what ever you would call this

Life
life can really mess u up. exspeacaily after ur husband of 18 yrs divorces u then a year later comes back into ur life,buys u a wedding ring and then a week later leaves u again for another women!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Life Is Good
LET ME SEE IF I GOT THIS RIGHT... IF YOU CROSS THE NORTH KOREAN BORDER ILLEGALLY YOU GET 12 YEARS HARD LABOR. IF YOU CROSS THE IRANIAN BORDER ILLEGALLY YOU ARE DETAINED INDEFINITELY. IF YOU CROSS THE AFGHAN BORDER ILLEGALLY, YOU GET SHOT. IF YOU CROSS THE SAUDI ARABIAN BORDER ILLEGALLY YOU WILL BE JAILED. IF YOU CROSS THE CHINESE BORDER ILLEGALLY YOU MAY NEVER BE HEARD FROM AGAIN. IF YOU CROSS THE VENEZUELAN BORDER ILLEGALLY YOU WILL BE BRANDED A SPY AND YOUR FATE WILL BE SEALED. IF YOU CROSS THE CUBAN BORDER ILLEGALLY YOU WILL BE THROWN INTO POLITICAL PRISON TO ROT. IF YOU CROSS THE U.S. BORDER ILLEGALLY YOU GET A JOB, A DRIVERS LICENSE, SOCIAL SECURITY CARD,

Life Is A Game.....
Life is a game.....verse1my visions black my bodies blood red sometimes I wish I were dead I finger these scares lineing my armsand sink into thoughts of self past harmchoursLife is a game you shouldnt playWhen you lose it'll all fall awayI am the stagnat pool where you start to drownlocked away for ever until you rot in the groundx1verse2Im reaping now which what i have sownThe voices inside wont leave me aloneThe moment were born we start to die Ending it all just to say goodbyechoursfade to bridgebridgeIn my head im lost and deadPlease tell me can you feel me PAIN!!x1verse3Bones and blood lay unpon the groundRotten limbs dead bodies foundSlit my wrist and let my blood run redWatch me now as my blood is shedchours x1verse4I just want to be crucifed Lost in space does it matter why The seconds on this clock slowly fadeEach must feel longer than a daychoursfade to bridge

Life
Just sliding through life is never good enough for anyone. If you have to try harder, even just a little, it will make you better and stronger (i hope it would at least). I think all the things I've gone through have done that for me. Easy roads arent always the best ones. We think they are, because they take less effort, but look at the people you have respected in your life. They were usually the people who made it when the going wasnt easy. People who have survived and grew from all the pain. I know I did. The ones who had it easy dont have a hell of a lot going for them. Its the others, those of us, who have climbed the mountains with our heads banged up, our faces scratched, and our shins bleeding, who were worth knowing. They(we) had the ability to be able to share and pass along the things weve seen and been through and to be able to leave our footprints on those roads that the weaker dared never to travel.

Life
I have had a pretty decent life I would say .I have met many people along the way. Some just pass through, and they fade away, a few have came and gone, and came back again. It's always nice to have someone to love, but that is not the case for everyone. Sometimes when we really need someone, it's then when we realize just how much you mean to someone, or how much your own life means, I have recently had a minor heart attack, and I don't feel as if I should be old enough to start having these problems, but they are here now. Makes you think, and makes you wonder, just how many people would have even missed me. I know I have made a lot of friends in passing on fubar, but some have touched my heart along the way. This is just to thank you to all of those who truely are my friends. Thank you for being there for me. I am now thinking really hard about my life and those I choose to allow in. All the things that mattered before don't now and I have so much more to love about life now, like j

A Life Wit-out Sex
Keepin It Real Like I Do Imma Break Sum Shit Down.It's On My Profile If You Wanna Know Just Ask.So Heres Da Deal I've Been Wit My Girl Off And On Since 93.Like Most Couples We Have Our Prblms,We Have Our Up's And Down.Now I Luv My Gurl No Doubt Bout That,But Like Da Old Sayin Goes Wat 1 Woman Won't Do Da Next 1 Will.So I'm Not Just Flirtin I'm Lookin 4 Dat Next Woman 2 Be My WOMAN.There Does Come A Tyme When You Must Sho Ur Man Luv Or He Will Find Sumbody Who Will.Bottom Line My Gurl Withold's Da Luv.You Know ( Da Booti,Da Ass,Da Pussy) Wat Eva You Chose To Call It It Still Da Same.Lady's You Say A Good Man Is Hard Find,You Think All Da Good Men Are Etha Taken Or Gay.Well Half Of Dat May Be Tru But I Am A Good Man And Yes I May Be Taken But I'm Far From Happy.So Just Cause Dat Good Man Is Taken Dn't Alwyz Mean He Happy Give A Brotha A Chance You Never Know Dat Man U Turn Ur Back On May Be Da 1 Ur Lookin 4.

Life
Life can stab you in the back or give a sweet soft kiss it can bring you pain and love and give you all you wish. It can be good, it can be bad but always is unique for you live your own true life that no one else can beat. Through all the tears and loneliness you sing a lifelong song "Always do what is right, and never what is wrong."

Life Goes On
You have to take the good with the bad, smile when your sad, love what you've got & always remember what you had........... Always forgive but never forget, learn from your mistakes but never regret, people chage, things go wrong, most all just remember.......... LIFE GOES ON

A Life Lesson That Changed Me
On my way from Oregon to West Virginia I learned a very good lesson that I will never forget. When I left Oregon to head to Bills house in West Virginia I was a different person in a way. I used to think everything bad was happening to me. I kept to myself and was afraid to even talk to anyone. Online I'm different because I can't see who I am talking to so it don't scare me but in real life I clam up and go into a shell in a sense. Anyways, I was on the bus and so many people tried talking to me and I just sat there and kept my head down. It took this one girl named Marley to finally get me to talk... by that time I was in Utah. She was very persistent but she was one of the nicest people I have ever had the pleasure of meeting. She and these two other guys, one named Thomas and the other named Tim, sat there and got me to finally open up by just being themselves. They weren't afraid to act like smart asses or make fun of themselves which was a change for me. I used to be afraid of w

Life
so im sitting here watching vincent play his x box and waiting to see the doc.. i dont like going to the docs.. i have a kidnney prob and they dont know what it is wrong with them. i also have a back pain and they dont know whats wrong with that.. to top it off i get dizzy off and on these days.. im soooo scare do go i dont know what the out come will be.. so as i sit here my mind wonders on what may happen today. im still waiting for our tax money so we can get our car. my middle daughter fell yesterday hurt her back so i am hoping she is ok. she went to school but you never know... kids you know... so far this year isnt going the way it should... leave love if you like.. yours truely scared as hell, mandy love all my friends and family.. ♥

Life
its soo cool when you try so hard to do something in life and make something of your self so you can be with your love and help and support her and be with her, but you have life pulling at your feet and every time you have ever been able to make something goodout of your life something has to fuck it up and ruin everything and this has been going on your entire life then something special you really want comes along and its out your reach because your entire life you have strived to make it better and you are still where you began along time ago. You want something you cant have because of something holding you back and you need help but the help you need you can never get only the help you don't need you can get.

Life
My days are filled with anguish and pain.My nights are engulfed with an endless strain.Through the day I search for a way to end the feeling of emptiness in my life.But then night comes and reality cuts me sharp like a knife.For it is at night I realize I have accomplished little in my years.This is when my eyes begin to fill with tears.Although I know tomorrow will bring rays of sunshine to a few.For me it will bring another dayFilled with raindrops and dew.I do have hope for my future toHave joyous days.But this will take time, patience,And walking through a somewhat endless maze.

Life Would Be So Wonderful
Life would be so Wonderful by Michael Life would be so wonderful when you try not to look For when your heart is open and eyes are closed The one you've longed for is just in reach When your hands touch the mind wouldn't know Ever so slightly holding each other so very close Until your goodbye's are said and gone You wonder if you'll ever meet again Till the time is right you will wait for that day Hoping they'll wonder back into your light Praying for the same excitement from long ago Then and only then will life be so wonderful

"life Goes On"
Take The Good With The Bad,Smile With The Sad,Love What You Got And Remember What You Had,Learn To Forgive But Never Forget Learn From Your Mistakes But Never Regret,People Change,Things Go Wrong But Always Remember "LIFE GOES ON"

Life
LIFE CAN CHANGE AT ANY MOMENT!! ONE MOMENT YOU ARE ON TOP OF THE WORLD AND THE NEXT YOUR RIGHT BACK DOWN!! ONE THING YOU HAVE TO MAKE SURE IS THAT YOU ARE TRUE TO YOURSELF. DON'T TAKE LOVE FOR GRANTED AND ALSO MAKE SURE YOU ARE NOT NAIEVE ABOUT IT. MAKE SURE WHEN YOU GIVE YOUR HEART TO SOMEONE THAT THEY WANT TO GIVE IT BACK TO YOU. THE BEST THING YOU CAN DO IN THIS WORLD IS LOVE!! LOVER YOURSELF, FAMILY, FRIENDS AND OTHERS.

Life In Colorado Is 95% Over
looks like the wife and i are moving back to pittsburgh area next month (march) unless we get kicked out of our trailor b4 that or a mircle happens.the wife needs back surgery and hasn't worked since xmas i lost my fulltime job at the nursing we worked at and i'm only getting 9hrs a wknd at part time job and that's not cutting it for bills and living conditions.her parents were going to move out here but it won't work if the wife can't work and i don't find a fulltime job so it looks like we have to move back to our house just outside of pittsburgh pa.i'll let u all know when i'll be off line though nobody will miss me.

Lifes Questions
1) How important does a person have to be before they are considered assassinated instead of just murdered? 2) Why do you have to "put your two cents in" … but it's only a "penny for your thoughts"? Where's that extra penny going to? 3) Once you're in heaven, do you get stuck wearing the clothes you were buried in for eternity? 4) Why does a round pizza come in a square box? 5) What disease did cured ham actually have? 6) How is it that we put man on the moon before we figured out it would be a good idea to put wheels on luggage? 7) Why is it that people say they "slept like a baby" when babies wake up like every two hours? 8) If a deaf person has to go to court, is it still called a hearing? 9) Why do people pay to go up tall buildings and then put money in binoculars to look at things on the ground? 10) Why do doctors leave the room while you change? They're going to see you naked anyway. 11) Why is "bra" singular and "panties" plural 12) Why do toasters always have

Life
Did you know that dinosaurs never existed and their bones were just manufactured to trick people into believing in evolution. It's true, just ask any Christian. lol Why can't we all just have an open mind and an open heart? Why do most humans feel the need to force their beliefs on others. I am the type of person that will listen to others view and state my own. I have no issues with people having their own beliefs, I just don't want those beliefs pushed on me. I will gladly listen to what anyone has to say whether I agree with their beliefs or not. Everyone has their own opinion and I feel that each opinion should be heard and thought over. None of us knows who is right until that day comes when we cease to breath. Does life continue after death? Who am I to answer? I have my beliefs. I will not judge others for theirs as I hope they will not judge me for mine. Someday we may all have the decency and respect to allow others to have their own opinion and give them the respect to he

Life....
First off this is a social site, your gonna have those that play games and tell you one thing and do another its just like life. If you have to be 2 and get pissed of because this one chooses to leave your current location and go, then thats on them not the other place, because honestly if they were happy there they wouldn't have left the first one in the first place, get the fuck over it. But to tell someone that your not gonna be friends with them if they work here or there thats petty and bullshit. What lounges and Mafia members/players do has nothing to do with there members or even other staff. Cause if your gonna judge me, then you weren't honestly my friend in the first place, and should go, personally this site has no reflection on REAL life. Those that sit here 24/7 need to step up and get a job and a life. Take the drama up with them not me. Cause some of us don't play games or lie, life is too short to be petty. I am still gonna go to bed with a clear conscious. Get my point

Life/thoughts
If you are resisting life's goodness, then working harder at it will push that goodness farther away. Instead learn to let go and to allow. Simply generating more activity and energy will not help you of that energy is pointed in a negative direction. Choose to re/direct all the energy and awareness in your life toward those things you value most. If the results you are getting fail to bring fulfillment, do not seek to merely create more results. Instead find the path that truly your purpose. There is nothing to be gained from making life needlessly difficult. See the truth that life is beautiful, and align your energy and your actions with your very own expression of that truth. When you let yourself be yourself, richness flows easily and effortlessly and naturally through every moment. Your greatest accomplishments come from who you are. Let yourself be yourself. And you'll be as rich as anyone can ever be.

Life
welll its another day and here i stand alone ready to fight what ever comes my way and i know i will over come all cuss i know i am strong soo i say it here now u want some come get some cuss ill never back down

Life Of The Par-tee
He was poppin’, lockin’, spinnin’, and pumpin’. Hair spiked high in the air, he was channelling his inner Jersey Shore. As his hips gyrated and legs contorted, it was clear all the 40-something aged Snookies in the audience wouldn’t stand a chance. He was exhibiting the Mating Dance of the American Douchebag … at a golf tournament. Yes, it was once again time for the Phoenix Open. The Phoenix Open is Arizona’s main PGA event of the year and quite possibly the biggest spectator event to hit the area. On tournament weekend, over 400,000 people will go to witness the affair. None, save about 30 of them, give a shit about golf. It’s really just an excuse to go get obnoxiously plastered while wearing khakis and a sweater vest. In local circles, there are two primary reasons to go the tournament – the 16th hole and the after golf party at a place called “The Bird’s Nest”. The 16th hole happens to be

Life?
get over it When was the last time your ribs hurt from laughingWhen your face hurt from your stretched smile Have your eyes hurt recently from the sharp picture around youOr do you feel your way around looking for a light switchDo you get light-headed from the elevation of your aspirationsOr loss of blood from worry and doubts' lacerationsDo you wait for a releaseOr to be filledIs it all their faultOr is their fault yoursDo you have hateOr does hate have youDo we want to believe in things getting betterOr better things we believe inDo we have our own fate Or does fate own usHow do we lose happinessYet claim to know where to find itWe can't hope for satisfactionWithout satisfying actionDoes love come into our livesOr do we naturally liveout loveIf we outlive loveDo we mourn itIs there eternal peace for love lostOr do we damn itDo we ever really forgive and forgetOr do we forget about forgivenessAre you dyingOr are you livingIs our life what we make itOr does life make us Do we unders

Lifeless
Beauty so surrounds me,But blind now are my eyes.No longer throught salted tears,Can they even cry. Dry like a dessert,With them went my heart.Maybe with them away from me,I can make a brand new start. Put away all my wonders,Thoughts and silly dreams.And know now this is my reality,Lifeless as it seems. Now through this wasteland,That used to be my soul.Forever without my love,Forever I will go.

Life's Little Curveballs
Well its been awhile since ive been on here. So let me send a little update. Shortly after my last entry was posted me and my now ex, lost our house, split up after 5 years and 1 beautiful child together oh ya I got laid off too. So the weight loss was put on hold until now. Dont get me wrong, I have lost about 12 pounds so thats something. But since she has all the money since she has our daughter and I wasn't working I had to do the one thing I didnt want to do. I moved back in with my parents. :( So since i'v been here i've found a job been their about 2-3 months and actually have an interview at another place for more money. Finally starting to save money, so im going to go down to my local YMCA and join. That way after work I can just go and work out (Cause a brotha needs it BAD). Ive actually realized this is good for me because Ive always had a room mate and never really been on my own. So im gonna save some money and get my own place for a while. My ex wants to get back togethe

Life/thoughts
If you are resisting life's goodness, then working harder at it will push that goodness farther away. Instead learn to let go and to allow. Simply generating more activity and energy will not help you if that energy is pointed in a negative direction. Choose to re-direct all the energy and awareness in your life toward those things you value most. If the results you are getting fail to bring fulfillment, do not seek to merely create more results. Instead find the path that truly your purpose. There is nothing to be gained from making life needlessly difficult. See the truth that life is beautiful, and align your energy and your actions with your very own expression of the truth. When you let yourself be yourself, richness flows easily and effortlessly and naturally through every moment. Your greatest accomplishments come from who you are. Let yourself be yourself. And you'll be as rich as anyone can ever be.

Lifes Changes
Here is a poem I wrote one day when I was feeling a little down and creative. As time goes by; and people change.There are many questions why;and answers so strange.Understanding life;can be so hard. It can be like a knife;stabbing you in the heart.The pain you feel; can incompacitate you.Wondering if its real;or another distorted view.Driving you to look for an answer;to lifes hardships and strife.Striving to find a chance or;reason to live a better life.Life can be easy;or it can be hard.Life is what you make it;and its never to late for a new start.

Life And Death
Life is not the changes and chances of this world, and its true significance is found in the development of the soul. True life, the life of the soul, occurs in this world for a brief time and continues eternally in other worlds of God.

Life Changes Means Less Fubar
Good morning. Wow.Been along time since my last blog. First the good news. After working for my father for 25 years, i have finally kicked his ass to the curb. :P. Yesterday i bought him out and will be the owner of the company starting on Monday. I have always had many ideas what i want to do with the company, and the changes i want to make. Now i can. I'm very excited, and know this will be alot of hard work for years to come. But i welcome it. Now for the bad news... I'll be putting all my free time and energy into the comapny, which means little or no time on Fubar. Of course i'll still pop on and say hello to who i can, but i'll be on very little as you can imagine. This makes me sad, i really enjoy my Fubar time, and the friends on here. But real life comes first, and i have to take this chance to make life better for myself. Please feel free to still stop by and say hello. I will get back to you. (mostly on weekends.). I thank you all. You guys rock. To All my FUMaf

Life Is Good In The South
I went fishing this morning but after ashort time I ran out of worms. Then Isaw a cottonmouth snake with afrog in his mouth. Frogs are goodbass bait. Knowing the snake couldn'tbite me with the frog in his mouth I grabbed him right behind the head, took the frog, and put it in my baitbucket. Now the dilemma was how to releasethe snake without getting bit. So, I grabbed my bottle of Jack Daniels and poured a little whiskey in thesnake's mouth. His eyes rolled back, he went limp. I released him intothe lake without incident and carriedon fishing using the frog. A little later, I felt a nudge on my foot. There was that same snake with two frogs in his mouth. Life is good in the South.

"life Is A Theater"
LIFE IS A THEATER_invite your audience carefully. Not everyone is holy enough and healthy enough to have a front row seat in our lives. There are some people in your life that need to be loved from a distance. Its amazing what you can accomplish when you let go or atleast minimize your time with draining,negative,incompatable,not-going-anywhere,relationships/friendships/fellowships! Observe the relationships around you. Pay attention. Which ones lift and which ones lean? Which ones incourage and which ones discourage? Which ones are on a path uphill and which ones are downhill? When you leave certain people,do you feel better or do you feel worse? Which ones always have drama or dont really understand,know and appreciate you and the gift that lies within you? The more you seek God and the things of God...the more you seek quality,the more you seek not just the hand of God but the face of God...the more you seek things honorable...the more you seek growth, peace of mind, love and tru

Lifehouse- You And Me
What day is it? And in what month? This clock never seemed so alive I can't keep up and I can't back down I've been losing so much time Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do Nothing to lose And it's you and me and all of the people And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you All of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right I'm tripping on words You've got my head spinning I don't know where to go from here Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do Nothing to prove And it's you and me and all of the people And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you There's something about you now I can't quite figure out Everything she does is beautiful Everything she does is right Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do Nothing to lose And it's you and me and all of the people And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you and me and all of the people with

Life Is Happening All Around Us
Except in my niece Ann Margaret's house where the hamster has died. Wee Abi aged 6 was distraught, she donned a big pair of black sunglasses, clutched a single daisy and clattered downstairs in cheap childish girly high heels and stood mourning at the burial of the hamster. She did a whole big Betty Davis performance of anguish and pain, before throwing herself onto the freshly turned earth screaming "I miss you baby" Julia aged three merely shrugged and said "don't worry it will be back" in a voice that suggested she may dig it up and place it's rotten corpse on Abi's bed in a Godfather-esque way to warn her off from touching Julia's chunky glitter crayons. The minute the girls were dragged upstairs Ann Margaret looked out the window and spotted a fox dragging the dead hamster away between its sharp teeth, leaving behind a gaping hole and a mangled daisy. Life in my house is fine...I had my one woman show at Tron Theatre; it was a sell out and was good! Probably sold out

Life As I Know It
Once, every so often, life throws something at you that makes you open your eyes. I have recently realized that for the majority of my life I have lived my life trying to make everyone happy and not myself. Because of this I generally end up hurting myself and those who are closest to me. Because I have done this, I may have lost a very important person. Im done with that. No more will I sacrifice myself for the feelings of others. I may hurt people along the way, but my new mentality is "better me than them". Not that I will do this on purpose, but happiness is paramount. Im hoping that I can rectify the damage that has been done, regardless these changes will be made. I deserve to be happy and now is the time.

~life~
life is a game...u have to make the right moves to move forward...but at times things happen just outta the blue with no notice...as if we are being tested...some say god gives u what u can only handle...do people say this just to try to make the other person feel better?...why is it when someone dies and we all hear the same thing...Im sorry for your loss and i send my deepest condolences, we dont ask to be born or even get to choose the family we get born into...we are born-yet we live to die...think about it really...once we are born its like the clock starts...we all just have to make the best choices and enjoy our friends and family while we have a chance...celebrate the relationships that you have at this very moment...doesnt make sense to hold grudges with the people you truly love and care for...life is a party waiting for the gifts of friendship,marriage,children,brothers, sisters, nanas and papas and everything inbetween...there might just be one person in your

Life
An old chief was teaching his grandson about life..."A fight is going on inside me," he said to the boy."It is a terrible fight and it is between two wolves."One is evil - he is anger, envy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority, self-doubt, and ego."The other is good - he is joy, peace, love, hope, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion, and faith."This same fight is going on inside you - and inside every other person, too."The grandson thought about it for a minute and then asked his grandfather,"Which wolf will win?""The one you feed."

Lifesavers
I am here because I choose to be,This is where I want to be,I want you and thats ok,Because you want me too.I see beyond your scars,Beyond the bruises of your past,You say I am good for your soul,Yet you have made mine work again.So, slowly we go,Confident of the quality,Like a fine malt,to be savoured at length.

Life On Fu
I am real close to leveling..and when I do.. I am not sure if I want to play this fu game no more. I really don't see any purpose in it. Its quite funny..and I am not sure how these people on here do it. I bombed yesterday.. there wasnt to many people I seen with auto 11s..so I went to the Top people. You can always find them there. I went through 100s of them bombing them. Actually did the other day to. Barely a few even adknowledge that you bombed them. Makes me wonder..how are they TOP? Is it there looks..is it stupid men who bling them..etc.. thinking they are special..? Do these men think..that these women would really give them the time of day? Do they bling them to see there nsfws? Why would you when you can see tons of naked women on the net. I really don't understand it. I know they are not top by rating people all the time.. like some do. Heck..they cant even rate ya a profile rate..or say thank you when you bomb them. I am on a roll and fired up today I guess. LOL.

The Life Of A Coal Miner
It starts out early.. Way early in the morning.. It's still a little dark at 5:30 when the door swings open. I grab my eyes off the battery that charges it, my belt that holds the very breath that i breathe, my clothes that will reveal me from being invisible, and my hat that keeps the ceiling off my head.. I get to the playground where i meet up with many men.. Men whom are like none other.. These people are a different breed of human.. They're not like you.. These men are mentally the toughest and bravest men you will ever meet along with soldiers.. We suit up by 6 and head out the door.. One gets to the edge of a cliff where its like your standing in line for a tall rollercoaster.. You look down and see the the steel plated floor, but thru this floor u see the ground which is around 200 feet below you.. I always try to step on the steel beams that support the floor because while waiting for this ride, all i can do is think of what would happen if this floor fell.. We load onto an

Life
Why does the world have to be so cold? Why does all that is wrong have to hurt so much? Why do people do such mean things to others? The world is a scarey place at this point in time. I wonder from one day to the next what is going to happen to me, to my children, to the future. Some daysI struggle to get out of bed just to go to work and hear of everyones problems and I share some of mine but I also keep them smiling. At least I hope I do. I wonder how many people I have touched and changed their lives for the better cause it feels like I have not changed mine. I feel like I could have gave more. Done more. Helped more. In all the times I have done my best only a few have said thanks. To those who feel I have made them open thier eyes at one point in time I am glad. For those who have opened my eyes and helped me along the way. I bless you in all of ur march forward to make ur life better and to go on. To those who stray from what is a good choice to a bad choice I hope someday that u

Life
Im sorry for all the pain i caused, Im sorry for all the wrong i couldnt make right, Im sorry for the people who have hurt you, Im sorry that you think your life isnt worth it, Im sorry is all i can say because it seems that every thing i say is taken for granted, Im sorry is all i can say when no one even cares to lisson Well i tired if saying im sorry because it could be so much worse

Life
as you go through life you meet all kinds of people people who say they are your friends and then back stab you and those that will be by your side even t when you have cheated on them and still they stay by your side . this one friend is my little angel. her name is satan's little angel she has been by bene by my side through my infidelity and my deceit she has been there through it all and i still by by side walking next to me . to my little angel you are my soul mate my lover and best friend and soon to be wife you have my love and only you are in my life we are meant to be together i love you baby with all my heart and nothing or noone will tear us apart . you mean the world to me and i will never stray away again for i know who really loves me and not the thge others that are fake and not real friends or lovers

Life
do you ever wounder why things in your life happen , good things,or bad things .do u ever get that feeling that life is not ganna be how u wanted it . like your fairy tail dreams are becomming a vived night mare. or like stages in your life repete its self over and over? things u have no controll over happen for some reason or an other ,life is like a messy room if youdodnt keep things in there rightfull places the important things will be lost for ever.. and you might never get them back again . people are not liek a book or a artical of clothing , if u loose them you can always get an other one just the same .. i sit and wounder some times , if thats why this feeling is here maybe i had a messy room but its time to clean it and grab hold of that one thing thats so important to me in my life ,grab hold and hang on to it tight . be for the villin in my night mare

Life
Well I have been doing a lot of soil searching lately. Life is far to short to hate anybody. So I forgive you my father for the times you were unfaithful to mom and how your mistress and her children were more important to you then my sister and I were! This is so very hard for me to say, all I have ever done was to try to make you proud of me! And it seems all I ever did was fail you, that is how I feel. So many things and times I felt worthless, and humiliated when my friends would see you with your mistress and came to me and asked who that lady they saw you with was! And I also forgive the mother in law that prays daily for my death cause my wife died of lung cancer and it was my fault!! And to all of the sisters in law for taking advantage of me when I was feel at my darkest times of my life. Asking for money in loans and never paying them back! All is forgive. But don't expect me to be there for wedding and birthday and holidays cause it hurts to much to be reminds of

Life
Standing on the edge my fall is inevitable. Will the fall be for Balance or for Chaos. There is little hope of Order arising from meeting turmoil. The wounds will be worth the price with either decision.Closing my eyes I feel the currents moving about me. The roars of combat and the peace of home. Surrounded by fighters and blood. Watching over my family. Fear in the eyes of allies and foes. Love on the faces and eyes of my girls.The black cliffs are comforting and welcoming. The fall continues to call, its depth unfathomable. The fear it evokes calling greater strength. An unknown coupled with hope and longing. An unknown coupled with familiarity and history.A final roar, rising from within me, stills the currents. Twisting them around myself I dive into the unknown. The wings of Chaos propelling faster and further in. My choice is made. My fate is in my hands. I will be home soon.

Life Is To Short ..
Love me or not,Life goes on! When you are single and are looking for friends,why is it that when you meet someone that you like they all ways try to take you over and rule your life like it's theres? So time to say good bye in my book..Get mad and move on,if that what it takes...

Life Shores
Where is my life going oh Lord ,I'm so scared it will never be the same is it all my fault am I the one to blame? Why do I feel so thrown upon the shores & waves knock me down more & more. I ask why me oh Lord why am I all alone on these shores.The Lord answers: Your life is going as planned ,don't be scared I have a hold of your hand. Though many waves knock you down upon life's shores I'm all way's there to pick you up every time forevermore.Just because you don't see me does not mean I'm not there,you are never alone my child you are all way's in my care.Author: Gene Cothren

Life And Music
my life can basically be summed up through a series of songs i listen to, some would make perfect sense to anyone others it is hard to see the relationship between the song and myself. sometimes i dont even understand that relationship myself. some musics' message to me is clear and like a fist to the face others....very subtle and nebulas. music is ever changing and becoming more complex as it progresses just as life is and as both continue i realize that my list of questions and fascination continue to expand just as my answers dwindle. so if i appear to sometimes be "caught in a mosh" well.... i am

Life
life is full of surprises, as you walk down each dark and winding road, you dont know what lies ahead, there are deadly curves around each turn, its up to you on how you want to handle them, there could be potholes like in life, thier are true friends that will help you along the way its up to you too choose them, I have choosen mine, now its up to you bedrock

Life As It Is
As life resembles the mysteries within I find myself searching deep inside a lost soul. Decisions become clear as the haze of yesterday begins to raise. My life seemed so hard yet it was I that made things so much harder than they needed to be. I pushed and pushed then I pushed everyone I cared about away. I wanted things so bad but I tried to hard and started to be someone I wasn't. I realize that no one really knew me and I never really knew those I met. It wasn't anyone's loss but my own. There are so many wonderful people that I have met and yet knowing nothing about them has been my regret. I didn't believe within myself and if I could have been true to me and accepted things for what they were then things would be so different in my life. Hopefully as my words reach the eyes of true friends they will understand that I screwed myself up and I cheated myself of all the opportunities I could have had. To apologize would be an insult to everyone that has felt the paon that

Life Comes With Problems
"For a long time it had seemed that life was about to begin -- real life. But there was always some obstacle in the way, something to be got through first, some unfinished business, time still to be served, a debt to be paid. Then life would begin. At last it dawned on me that these obstacles were my life." -- Fr. Alfred D’Souza Life always brings problems. We really can’t live without them. And so it helps to shift our perspective. We can stop trying to avoid the problems. We can stop feeling victimized by what’s happening. Instead, we can consciously work with the challenge of the moment to learn more about ourselves and the world. When we make this shift in attitude, we discover ourselves to be strong and powerful.

Life Moves Fast
The day I pealed fresh eyesTo view the worldFor the first time.Innocence intactI went on the run,Never looking back.The beach painted my toes in redAs if the grains of sandWere billions of burning coals.I longed for an oasis I could never reach.All the while learning lessonsA professor couldn’t teach.My footprints covered the peak of EverestAs if the snow were wet cementI was 29 000 feet tallScreaming, "who am I" into the quiet,I am me after all Echoed as if I were preachingInto an empty bottle of my favorite drink.Smoke billowed from my fingertipAs if it were a loaded gunAs I carved my signature into the sunGod was just a step awaybut again I was on the run. Poem By Tammy C.

Life Is A Lemon And I Want My Money Back
Lately I've been feeling like this song... It's the second one on the CD Bat Out Of Hell II: Back Into Hell and is performed by Meat Loaf. I want my money back I want my money back It's all or nothing And nothing's all I ever get Every time I turn it on I burn it up and burn it out It's always something There's always something going wrong That's the only guarantee - that's what this is all about It's a never ending attack Everything's a lie, and that's a fact Life is a lemon and I want my money back! And all the morons and all the stooges with their coins They're the ones who make the rules It's not a game - it's just a rout There's desperation There's desperation in the air It leaves a stain on all your clothes And no detergent gets it out And we're always slipping through the the cracks Then the movie's over - fade to black Life is a lemon and I want my money back! I want my money back I want my money back What about love? (It's defective!)It's always breaking in half Wh

Life
Glimmering white light pierces through the cold night bathing everything in a dull hazy white glow warmth finds a place so cold and lost Shining bright light fills the voids left by the past A energy springs forth renewing the cycles yet again sharing of itself to everything around it refreshing everything in its awe As the light fades once again it leaves a new found strength to face whats to come

Life Sucks
Tonight was not a good night. Someone who I really cared about told me they stopped the "fuengageent" so she could get "fumarried" & 'fundivorced". Told her that hurt cause seeing on here I am fuengaged to someone made me feel on top of the world. Told her how hurt I was & gave her a hypothetical situation not knowing something like that actually happened to her. No matter what I said she didn't believe me. Now she has me blocked & now feel even worse than Idid earlier. Don't know what to do. Life really is a bitch!!

Life At Its Worse
Easy way out Sometimes I wonder if I will be free,I think death needs to come to me,that's no more bills or heartache see,I believe it's the best way to be!I want to take my life right now,I want to end it someway somehow,I am tired of living through this pain,I see nothing that I will gain,I just want to say goodbye,Fuck this world and fuck this life,If I come back to this place again,I will repeat this letter my friend.

Life And Love
Fast this life of mine was dying,Blind already and calm as breath,Snowflakes on her bosom lyingScarcely heaving with her breath.Love came by, and having known herIn a dream of fabled lands,Gently stooped, and laid upon herMystic chrism of holy hands;Drew his smile across her folded eyelids,As the swallow dips;Breathed as finely as the cold didThrough the locking of her lips.So when Life looked upward, beingWarmed and breathed on from above,What sight could she have for seeing,Evermore... But only Love?

Life
Well life sometime take unexpected turns you can either go with the flow or run away from it. My life is on a path that I really wish I know whre it was going and sometimes I am glad I have no idea where it will go. All I know is I can either run form it or face it. Yes at times I want to run and other times I am glad I have not. I know that whatever I do or say can and will be either heard or ingoned. Well anyways some of you probbly have no idea what i am talking about and tjhat is okay and others well I sure you do or might.

Life
I find myself lost searching for something that is missing in my life. The dark shadows of night haunt me. I am surrounded by evil, though I feel safer now than I have ever been.I find myself at the edge of a cliff.DO I JUMP?Do I turn and run back into the shadow filled hallow night?I catch myself turning back and wondering what is at the bottom of this dark hole. Thinking will he be there to catch me?CAN HE CATCH ME?WHAT IF I JUST FALL?I turn and look back into the shadows.Saying to myself "DO I KEEP RUNNING AND HIDING?"Staying away from thing that haunt me.I cant fight the evil that lurks anymore,I close my eyes,Take one last deep breath,Whisper I love you into the air, hoping you can hear it.Then I take on last look in to the cold dark night and I JUMP.I dont feel myself falling,I hear screams and crying in the distance,Realizing it is the cries of hearts I broke, loves that I have lost and people that I have hurt.I can not repent what I have done in my past.For that my soul is d

Life, Cute & True
Summary of Life GREAT TRUTHS THAT LITTLE CHILDREN HAVE LEARNED: 1) No matter how hard you try, you can't baptize cats.. 2) When your Mum is mad at your Dad, don't let her brush your hair.3) If your sister hits you, don't hit her back. They always catch the second person. 4) Never ask your 3-year old brother to hold a tomato. 5) You can't trust dogs to watch your food.6) Don't sneeze when someone is cutting your hair.7) Never hold a Dust-Buster and a cat at the same time. 8) You can't hide a piece of broccoli in a glass of milk. 9) Don't wear polka-dot underwear under white shorts.10) The best place to be when you're sad is Grandpa's lap. GREAT TRUTHS THAT ADULTS HAVE LEARNED: 1) Raising teenagers is like nailing jelly to a tree.2) Wrinkles don't hurt.3) Families are like fudge...mostly sweet, with a few nuts 4) Today's mighty oak is just yesterday's nut that held its ground.. 5) Laughing is good exercise. It's like jogging on the inside.6) Middle age is when you choose your cereal for

Life
One day, God created the dog and said: 'Sit all day by the door of your house and bark at anyone who comes in or walks past. For this, I will give you a life span o f twenty years.'The dog said: 'That's a long time to be barking. How about only ten years and I'll give you back the other ten?'So God agreed. On the second day, God created the monkey and said:'Entertain people, do tricks, and make them laugh. For this, I'll give you a twenty-year life span.'The monkey said: 'Monkey tricks for twenty years? That's a pretty long time to perform. How about I give you back ten like t he Dog did?'And God agreed.On the third day, God created the cow and said:'You must go into the field with the farmer all day long and suffer under the sun, have calves and give milk to support the farmer's family. For this, I will give you a life span of sixty years.'The cow said: 'That's kind of a tough life you want me to live for sixty years.. How about twenty and I'll give back the other forty

Life
ONCE again i find myself ignorant, shallow of the strength i lack for a day well spent . should we say , now as the hour begins to fall the glass becomes pessimistic of a dream i once saw . i cannot blame anyone as fault balongs to me try lookin at fate through my eye you then may understand loss as you feelme bleed . who is this behind me , that hides in shadows? a being of death maybe , when my soul becomes hollow . hate takes me quickly . at this moment my only hope is my brother . i wonder how can he help me , when this poison has also left him confused and pale , we maintain this struggle of pain through a bond of blood . a silent cry to god as we lose our loved ones . i shall return would be my last words . a beast no more when my ashes lay upon this ern . i finally walk free from this realm of evil tears . with one remaining on my left eye to tell a story you cannot hear . my soul shall ponder forever in the hearts of those who knew me , forget me not , for the flesh you know l

Life...
Ever wonder why when everything seems to be going good, things are looking up and all is well, something or someone always messes it up? Ever wonder why these people or things do it?? IDK... just a lil hurt, annoyed and aggravated... :(

Life Or Something Like It
you may or may not have noticed i haven't logged on here in quite some time. it's just life getting in the way of all things fun. i'm in grad school and it totally kicks my ass most days. i still love everyone i know on here and i miss the fuck out of getting on all the time but at some point, responsibility had to kick in. so what's been going on with you?

Life
So life is pretty damned good right now. Tight on money, but that's temporary. I've got great friends, awesome roommates, and a wonderful child. Got a fabulous place to live, and the entire summer to do as I please. Now if I can only find roommates to get a place with me for the next school year, things will be great! I've discovered that life isn't necessarily what you've got or don't have... it's what you make of it. And we're making it pretty damned good.

Life
Why is it when you do so much its never right? liveing a life of being yelled at..idk i feal stuck,lost,depressed, and anger... Dont know how much longer i'm gonna be able to keep sain int he house i live in.. allways being yelled at, alway being put down, alway being told what i should or shouldnt do.. i fucken sick anf tierd of my roomated shit.. there the fucken lazy ones.. never cleaning up.. never makeing appointments.. its like a game with them... see how many things we can find with peoples falt... I just want to be happy and with loved ones.. all i wanted in life was to find someone to shear good times with.. to injoy life.. not live in it fealling like shit.. ( I Have found someone i LOVE with all my heart) I just want to leave this place and run away.. Its allways been bad here.. but shits hitting the fan know my roomates Prg.. lol i get kicked out every other day.. i just wanted to tell someone whats on my mind.. cause i dont have anyone right now avalible to vent

A Life Lost
A Life Lost As I lay here in shrouds of white You cry over me. I feel your warm tears flood over me. Or is that my blood, My life, Leaving my body? You once breathed me life And just as quickly Took it away. Don't apologize for what you've done to me. It didn't have to be this way. Don't tell me you still love me It's too late for that now. You had your chance And you blew it. For pride? For selfish reasoning? That's the burden you will have to carry. I cannot help you now Only haunt you with my memory. Don't place me in a fancy coffin. I am not deserving. Instead, just throw me in the ground Along with all the dirt. This is how you left me. I leave you to feel the hurt. My memory will haunt you In everything you do To serve as a reminder Of what I sacrificed for you! I am not in a better place That place was destroyed by you. So as my life slips away And you wonder why this happened Always know it was simply because... I LOVE YOU! Heather McLaughlin 9/10/09

Life.........
I've learned in the first 40 years that good girls always finish last..(sounds familiar huh guys??) I've learned that no matter how good your soul is... You're judged by the outside... Because outside beauty never fades right? Unless you marry a plastic surgeon and that doesn't even count.. And you can love someone with every ounce of love in your being and they never see what they had until you've been crushed into a million pieces; that while millions of miles or less than 10 separate you from the one YOU love... If they don't feel the same they will always find ways to make up reasons why not. And there is nothing you can ever do to overcome the power of fear. Ive learned that carrying your heart on your sleeve isn't necessarily a bad thing as long as you remember to keep the string on tight in case you need to pull it back in.. I've learned that I have so much still to learn from my children.. Mainly to never give up on a dream because odds can be beat. We forget that pa

Life Sucks....
Life goes up and down good and bad...you got to take what comes your way but it would be nice if something good would come once in a while .....it seems just bad things have happenned here lately but everything happens for a reason just aint qiute figured it out yet.... but i guess in some way i had it commin but i aint never done nothin that bad...

Life Is A Joke Everyday!!!
Life is a joke everyday no happiness & playing It doesn't pay jack sh*t to work a normal work day It makes you feel like a slave everyday You came a long, long way to get fired today alot happens here but, nothing big ever comes Sometimes you feel like a bum everyday that's how you feel nothing captures you

Life (taken From Brandi's Profile Cuz It Rocked)
I believe everyone comes into our lives for a reason. We may never know why or understand the timing or agree with the ending. Just be thankful.Maybe God wanted us to meet the wrong person before meeting the right one so that, when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift.Maybe when the door of happiness closes, another opens, but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't even see the new one, which has been opened for us.Maybe it is true that we don't know what we have until we lose it, but it is also true that we don't know what we have been missing until it arrives.Maybe the brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past, after all, you can't go on successfully in life until you let go of your past mistakes, failures, and heartaches.Maybe you should dream what you want to dream, go where you want to go, be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you drea

Life
I am scared and Not much can be done about it I am not willing to have my heart ripped out and stomped on again Because there is a point when I fall in love And want more than your willing to give And at that point, At that very moment every thing inside me dies, and withers away. I dont wanna get close And it turn out bad I cant take that kind of pain And rather thank drag it out and hurt even worse in the End It is best to close the door and walk to the other side of the room And stare at the WALL!!

Life As I Know It Now
as i sit here with tears falling out of my eyes.. i am approaching the 6 mth anv of my mom dead. Funny when she died the first thing i said was she wasnt suppose to leave me. I knew know that she did i would hae to deal with everything in my life. See she was sick for a long while and it helped cover everything around me cuz i was a care taker. It let me let go of friendship and laughter and deal with the guy i was dating. I let me shield myself from the world in a lot of ways. I lost my best friend! the one that i went to for everything. the one that didnt judge me no matter what i did. the one that would throw my 20 bucks cuz she wanted her grandkids to go to dinner that night and knew a single mother just cant make ends meet in this world. I didnt want to deal with life.. face what was happening.. basically think.. i was dating this guy from fl. well he lived here.. when we dated 20 yrs ago but funny after 20 yrs nothing had changed.. i didnt notice it till March.. too me three mon

Life
I believe - . . . that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do. . . . that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change . . . that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. . . . that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. . . . that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. . . . that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. . . . that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. . . . that you can keep going long after you think you can't. . . . that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. . . . that either you control your attitude or it controls you. . . . That heroes are the people who do what has to be done wh

Life
KNOW LIFES GOT IT'S UP'S & DOWN'S AND I WILL ROLL WITH THE PUNCHES. FOR I AM NOT WEAK , MY SPIRIT THEY CANNOT BREAK,MY LOVE IS STRONGER THAN THE PAIN OF LIFE .NEVER GIVING UP ON THOSE HAPPY MOMENTS IN LIFE THAT RUN ACROSS IT'S PATH.I WILL SHARE MY HEART WITH A FEW AS I MUDDLE THROUGH.

Life Lesson's
I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go. Things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right. You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.

Life In General
I'm constantly amazed how we seek redemption through actions. Yet, most of the actions we undertake, are harmful to us. When does that stop? When will self-destruction finally impact you enough to know you are destroying yourself? What are your limits?????

Life Update 7-15-10
Today is my son's birthday, he turns 15. It makes me feel old, I mean I can remember when I was 15. :( I totally feel like my nephew's mom is taking advantage of me and my heart of gold when it comes to my nephew and neice. It's taking the goddamn IRS for fucking ever to send my tax return back. My hair is still falling out. My migraines are still happening and getting worse. The ER doctor asked me the other day what I did for money, I told him I hooked. He then proceeded to ask me if my spouse hit me. (Fucking dumbass) My glasses are broken and the eye doctor doesn't carry this frame EVEN THOUGH I bought the damn glasses from his office. My insomnia is in full blown mode. I have a psychatrist appointment in the morning. I'm seeing my dead Uncle. I'd love to run away and hide.......but I'm scared of being alone. I've had thoughts of suicide....often *sighs*

Life
When I look back on my life nowadays, which I seem to do, what strikes me most forcibly about it is that what seemed at the time most significant and seductive, seems most futible and absurd. For instance, sucess in all it's guises; being know and being praised; ostensible pleasures, like aquiring money and seducing women, or traveling going to and fro in the world and up and down in it like Satan, explaining and experiencing what ever Vanity Fair has to offer. In Retrospect, all the exercises in self-gradifaction seem pure fantasy, what Pascal called, "licking the earth"

Life Moves On
Life moves on i know...relashionships change...there are breakups, there are feelings broke and yet we still live...god gave us feelings and emotions and yet some of those cant hurt worse than something pounding on you phisically...some breakups might make you think you will never find anyone like them...but i am here to tell you that if a a guy wants to break up with or mis treats you than they dont know what they have...and you can find someone that treats you like you need to be...like you are there one and only..this is from a guy..might think that is wierd..but there are guys out there that actually care for someones feelings and would love to cherish every mommet that they are with the girl taht they care most about...some ppl think a girl is just someone to be with and treat them that same way... they give ppl like me a bad name... but there are ppl that will love and care for you....

Lifes Wrongs And Rights
Take a minute, close your eyes, clear your mind, plug on in To existence on our planet, not just yourself or your next of kin Forget every little lesson that mom and pops have shown to you Find a window in the madness, see the world and the truth So you say, so you do, so you reap and so you get Little bees and little birds, all these lessons you can forget Open your eyes to all the things in this world you're quick to pass Hit the brakes for fortunes sake and see how long your mental lasts See the poeple out here hurting, take the time to know their name Hear the wounds fall from their lips,are they really so insane? Rejected daily by society under the title of vagrant or bum Labelled by those most fortunate who are scared to give up some And see the so called righteous as in high their pulpits stand Quoting love for all around us, earth, animal, plant, and man Leaving their places of prayer and sacrifice, shedding their glorious robes To pass the needy waiting

Life
I saw this and its so true..... Life isn't about keeping score. It's not about how many people call you and it's not about who you've dated, are dating, or haven't dated at all. It isn't about who you've kissed, what sport you play, or which guy or girl likes you. It's not about your shoes or your hair or the color of your skin or where you live or go to school. In fact, it's not about grades, money, clothes, or colleges that accept you or not. Life isn't about if you have lots of friends, or if you are alone, and it's not about how accepted or unaccepted you are. Life just isn't about that. But life is about who you love and who you hurt. It's about how you feel about yourself. It's about trust, happiness, and compassion. Life is about avoiding jealousy, ov

Life's Annoyances....
Heres another random rant from yours truly, disbelievers..... Ive noticed another annoying trend here....And this just might be me being over critical but it seems that there is a proliferation of people wanting something for nothing....I.E. wanting to see my Naughty Pics and I dont get squat in return.... Ive tried very hard not to troll for things on here but it seems to me that Im only someone's friend on THEIR terms or Im convenient when they want something...Im not here for your amusement any more than you are here for mine...I have thoughts and feeling and again there is more to me than my looks, and body...If you cant understand that concept, you need to move on to some other bubble headed bimbo cause I aint her! Im sick and tired of seeing others reaping the benefits of others generosity and I dont get a thing...Ive been nice to most people here and have zip to show for it...Other than an over abundance of drinks that dont help me in any way, shape or form... People claim

Life Of Mystery
When the light turn into black just before the dawn. Things have came to my mind on a lovely chilly night like this as I look into the stars. Yet I see my heart into the stars with a special someone next it and there it was all my life and the day I met this lovely beautiful attractive girl I know. As I carry on my walk I realize that why I felt bad that day and felt like I made a bad move because it was trying to worry about being what my god given soul and heart then what it was use for to love a woman and be there for a woman and etc. I wonder if I could apologize now before its too late and make up in some way as a special gift to show how much that girl means to me and prove I am not like the rest and not willing to crave for sex when at times it just happens that way. In many things can happen and fell that way when you don't think it will and everything. But in the end I hope that one day we are together and married. I will look back from this day and carry on.

Life For A Life
Hide away your secrets burrow in your pain Throw out all the lies Rethink your every gain Was it really worth it Now seeing your end so clear Was it worth the sacrifice and every single tear Seeing the pain you put her through The lies screamed softly into her willing ears You knew her every wish and played off all her fears Just a young woman before you Begging for release No more then a child Begging you to love her please You took all you knew of her and used it to your advantage She will never be the same with the scars she now must brandish She tried to hide them silently but of this you would not let her Forcing your hand at ever step Controlling her very fate I love her more then you ever could But I was just too late I couldn't save her from her sacrifice and her unjustifiable self hate She's lying now so quietly Silence fills the room See the pain etched on so many faces All our nerves frayed so thin They all knew it was because of you She's

Life
Life There are many times that ive sat awake and woundered whats the point... Then i look back on the little things i miss about people that have made mine so wounderous Oh man, i wounder if im in some of those peoples thoughts about their own lives The thing is, I wish i didnt take so much for granted, there are so many memorable things i wont get back Like the way someone makes you feel when your tree is on its last leaf... So many times ive woundered if ill ever get some of those feelings back But all the good things ive done for people always come back somehow I wish i hadnt made myself so distant to those i cherished, now i can only hope the feelings make out alive Point of the matter is dont take the little things for granted, because youll never know when youll get that chance back!

Life Is Nowhere Can Be Read As..............life Is Now Here................
I wish for you roses wish for you love I wish for your blessings In abundance from above. I wish for you happiness Only friendship can bring I wish for you the kind of day That makes your heart sing. I wish for you all the beautiful things That makes your day so bright And a joyful feeling in your heart Morning, noon and night. I send this special greeting In a very friendly way So you will know that someone is thinking of you today. " Real Love is a permanently self ~ enlarging experience.~ " Happiness is not something you find, It is something you create. LIFE IS NO WHERE ..can be read as.. LIFE IS NOW HERE.

Life Par Excellence....................
Never Try To Be Successful Success is the bye-product. Excellence always creates success. So, never run after the success, let it happen automatically in the life. Freedom To Life Don’t die before actual death. Live every moment to the fullest as you are going to die today night. Life is gifted to humankind to live, live & live @ happiness. Passion Leads To Excellence When your hobby becomes your profession and passion becomes your profession. You will be able to lead up to excellence in the life. Satisfaction, pleasure, joy and love will be the outcome of following passion. Following your passion for years, you will surely become something one day. Learning Is Very Simple Teachers do fail. Learners never fail. Learning is never complicated or difficult. Learning is always possible whatever rule you apply. Pressure At Head Current education system is developing pressures on students’ head. University intelligence is useful and making some i

Life...
WHY IS IT THAT I ALWAYS GET HURT? I GIVE MYSELF COMPLETELY OVER TO SOMEONE AND HE TEARS MY HEART OUT OF MY CHEST AND STOMPS ON IT... AND I STILL LOVE HIM... DAMN IT WHATS WRONG WITH ME... SIGNED, EXTREMELY HURT

Life For The Past 3 Years
Humm i got married to a man i have known for a total of 5 1/2 years now and wow now am getting a divorce.... People like to blame him but honestly its not all his fault i am human i error also.. I have 3 wonderful kidsnow and a best friend that just won't let me give up... She and i are the odd balls. When you look at us we look more like sisters cuz of our age difference i recently moved to louisiana with her and my kids.. Have to admit i like it here its so different from where i am from.. I have decided to stay and make my life here atleast for awhile.. I hope things go well here... I have discovered that over time people change andyou never really know a person untill you live with them.. I am hoping and praying that my other best friend of 12 years will survive what ever life throws at him and that he finds happiness somewhere... Its amazes me how much some things don't change... I realize that no matter what i have gone through in my personal life. That i am very Blessed becau

Lifes Journal
all u could ever do is be yourself splendid with a gift of nothin else alone like sittin on the shelf in the clearance isle understand i cant live in denial nomore i gota fly i gota spread my wings and sore away from this down poor of hate vibes that i get like im a one man tribe and im sick of it i will be more than u can dream i will make it to where i could say screw this im a beast and deserve to be missed for im blessed with this lyrical wit i tried conquered it now and how was it good fight when all they ever did was run and hide do u stand up or bow down hell ive been the one thats wearin the crown since day 1 ur another dog in my yard step 2 me u wont even leave with scars i go for the throat i attack life and get on the high note

Life, Love, And Whatever Else I Feel Like Blogging About Today
Do you ever feel like you have no idea what to do with you life? I just turned 37 and I have no idea. I am in a relationship that probably will not end in a happily ever after. Not probably, I know it won’t. I cannot see myself marrying him because of his temper. Even though I was in a 15 year relationship, I do not think I have ever had a total relationship. We are either great friends/partners and we aren’t good lovers together or we fight like cats and dogs and the sex life is fantastic or neither. Maybe that is elusive to most people, I don’t know, it seems like others have found it. Most days I feel that whole romantic illusion of not the perfect person but the perfect one for me is not there so I stay with the Devil I know, instead of chancing a worse Devil to come because I danced that dance once and it was not pleasant at all. Most people only see glimpses of who I really am on here because I don’t want to show the world me. I am sensitive and ca

Life Is Hard
What is it like. to care for some one that you barley know an barley know anything about it sucks to know that you can't have them cuz of other things that are going on in thier life but you still want to be able to talk to them an ask how thier day was an if everything is salright you care enough to ask how work went you care enough to ask if everything is ok in thier life but you but you still feel like you have something but you really don't

Life On The Net
So I was crusing the other night online, mostly playing in the fumafai when all the sudden 4 video chat request had popped up onto my screen. Its amazing how romantic some guys can be, lol, Hey baby wanna watch me jack it while you talk dirty to me on chat. WTF does that really work in any sense at all. Did your mother not hug you enough as a child, why do you insist on starting a converstaion wanna see my huge thick cock? Ok, my response to that question, Sure baby I wanna see your huge cock, whip it out. Now at this point one or two things happen they stop talking to you, or they go into pervy mode and start talking alot dirtier to you. At this point you have a few tricks up ur sleeve with being a woman and having guys come onto you on a daily basis. I wount say what those tricks are... But honestly men do yourself a favor read a profiel before leaving a comment, Hey baby wanna see my cock. And also don't lie about cause we know when you are... Peace out Texas

Life
it's true what they say...LIFE'S JUST NOT FAIR!!! i've spent the last year and 3 months paying off all my bad debt. i'm down to my last payment, and my credit still looks bad. it sux. and the worst part about it is i really need a car now and im tryin to get approved for a loan and its takin forever to hear back. schools really need to have finance and credit classes as a requirment for graduation in high school. these kids don't have a clue what they're gonna get themselves into and the credit card companies look at them as easy prey. they rack up the bills and can't pay it back. more money for the big companies. it just sux. so here i am at the mercy of my damn credit score waiting to hear if i'm approved or not. i have no money for a downpayment, which i hear isn't all that bad, but worst part is if i get denied i have NO one to co-sign. ugh this is just unreal. im praying that i get approved but if i don't hear anything by tomorrow i'm gonna think i was denied. so here goes nothi

Life Sucks, Then You Give Up Smoking!
I haven't been on much in the last week. I'm bored of the site ... had too much of it in a huge dose over the last three months. I also have other things on my mind. I seen the consultant on Wednesday about my foot .... i'm not fucking happy! They don't want to perform surgery yet as the CT scan showed "slight healing" .... Me: yeah I get that, but what are you going to do about the part of the bone that is sticking out???? Him: ... Well, we hope that will eventually be coverd by scar tissue Me: .... really?? Him: ....Well, yes, it isn't giving you any pain, so we think this is the most appropriate course of action. Me: How do you know it isn't giving me any pain, you haven't even asked me??? Him: Well you didn't wince when I pressed it. Me: And??? That doesn't prove it isn't giving me pain. Him: Well, we think it would be doing you a diservice to operate at present. So we want to wait another 4 weeks. Me: You are joking??? Do you realise how miserable my life is a

Life, Music, Concerts And Money
I have a story idea floating around in my head. It's not necessarily blog material...more something to research, travel for, and pitch to a publisher or magazine. if only i could get a gig writing freelance for spin or rolling stone and publish parts of the story in a series hunter s thompson style but with fewer drugs, i'd be set. (hallucinogenics are not my friend.) in light of this story idea, i'd like some input for research purposes. tell me about your most definitive live music experiences. i don't care about the genre. tell me any story that set a show apart from the rest for you. it doesn't have to be a famous act; local bands are fine. if you're in a band or have a story about being in a band and being onstage, definitely share it. you can also buy me things or take naked pictures for me. you know, for research purposes. thanks.

Life Of Mine
Hi everyone.I hope all has been good since I haven't been on much lately.I doubt I was missed that much.Since I have been here,I have only made one request for myself and with that request comes the rest of it.I requested that no one expect a relationship with me at all on here.It has went un-heard several times as if I don't exist.In two more weeks my treatments will come to an end and I will learn where I am at in my life.Through the most of it in many ways I have felt bad thinking maybe I did something wrong or that I have hurt someone in some ways and then they are gone(meaning I took them off my list).I have been honest and straight forward over this situation from the beginning,so why do I feel bad?Who I choose to be with is my business if I choose at all.I have become so aggravated over all of this that when I am done with treatment I am seriosuly thinking about not coming back to fubar.I have had to watch what I say,what I do or what I put in my status and or blogs.I have state

Life?
It has been often said that a person "makes life for themselves", and in a sense this is true. We would like to think we are the masters of our own destiny, but what happens when situations, events, and circumstances..."make you"? What if there are parts of our lives that are not able to be changed? I used to think that positive thinking could pave the way and "anchor" me to a place where i would be well grounded and have a clear-sighted, solid destiny that i was making my own way to, but life is full of places that can leave us vulnerable and our paths "rocky". People often ask the question "why"? I dont think it is always possible to accept a place where one can be at...Loss, fear, and insecurities can keep us from just ONE solid truth that we are trying to believe in. Life is unpredicatable to a point, with highs, lows and places that require many truths to set us free. Many ancient philosophers pondered these questions..some perplexed and frustrated because One hidden truth could n

Life Begins Again
I long for the days without a care, Summer days playing catch with the dog. Of an endless freedom of youth, Now almost hidden in my 9 to 5 fog. To be young and carefree again, Would be a wonderment of its own. Relive all my younger days, Days that are long since gone. The smiles and crys of the chilldren, Put everything right in my mind. They are the reason I've made it this far, To this point and time. With my tears in thier eyes, My smile on thier face. Through them my memoreys come to life, And watch them grow in my place. Even though I grow older, My heart and mind stay young. As each one takes its first breath, Once again my life has begun.

Life Everalsting
I find myself sitting here on a Sunday, reading Dante's Divine Comedy. I stepped out for a bit to enjoy my coffee, and was lost in thought. I have read this, and other great works before, and each time I am left in awe not only by the masterfull writings, but by the timeless tales that will be read by generations to come. Alighieri, Longfellow, Homer, Poe, Tennyson, Shakespeare.. the list goes on. Their words, will live forever. To know that their thoughts and ideas will stand for all time.. is something I must admit fascinates me. They have in many ways, assured their immortality. I wonder if they ever comprehended how great of an impact their work would have for generations to come. It was then that I realized, that each of us through our own lives, do the same thing, though maybe not on such a global scale. As a parent, every action we take, every word we speak around our children... is poetry. Our lives are the pages, and our actions are the words. We are the song, we are the dance

Life....
It's funny how the things you thought you would never do, are options you are considering now?! With everything tat is/has gone on, I look back and think to myself "I knew better, what was I thinking?!" There's really nobody to blame but my ownself. So with that being said, pick up the pieces and do what I need to ensure everything is taken care of and move on. What ever it takes....lol! I would like to thank the ones who have been by my side throughout all this mess and help me look on the brighter side of things. It honestly has helped. Even though everything is screwed up right now, there is a big part of me that is relieved! So thanks to my friends for all their moral support and dealing with my crazy ass...lol! You know who you are!!!

Life
The question is much deeper than that! The question is do you have any character at all. You can't obtain character without doing something you regret and discovering them regrets. To see the folly in something you have done and you wish to have it to do over but know you can't because it's too late. So you pick that thing up and carry it with you to remind you life goes on. The world will spin without you, you really don't matter in the end. Then you will obtain true character because HONESTY will reach out from the inside and tattoo it's self all across your face. Until that day however, you can not expect to go beyond a certain point.”“Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth; oh never mind; you will not understand the power and beauty of your youth until they have faded. But trust me, when 20 years you look back at pictures of yourself, recall in a way you can't grasp now how many possibilities laid before you and how fabulous you really looked. You are not as fat as yo

Life
I woke at 2 am brushing the sleep from my eyes my feet hit the floor as I pulsed and took a deep sigh…. my heart revisited the rawest it has been in years, yet my brain was at its sharpest, and my eyes seemed a little clearer as I continued to rise. A thought came to mind: If you asked me yesterday, if I was bitter, I would have told you yes and felt guilty from having that feeling. Now however, I woke to a face that held a childhood I tried to ever so forget and push from my path. Yet, I couldn’t because that face held the beginning of 2 very important decisions that started the very existence of who I am today. So, I welcome this face and release the bitterness that comes from the greeting. For I am at another cross road in my life and realize bitterness will only weigh me down and is not who I am. I forgive you, but even more so, I forgive myself! Better yet, I will thank you from the bottom of my heart…Thank you. It took me years to understand who I am and even

Life
I used to need to think things through on every possible level. Focusing on every minuscule details before I would even consider taking an appropriate action. Its funny how life forces us to change in ways we never could even imagine. It's forced me to no longer have any well thought out plan for awkward social situations. It's forced me to break down my barrier walls and let people through. No longer able to hide behind a hardened bitch persona. Forced to admit that sometimes I need to let someone help me in life not only for my own sanity but people like to know they are wanted and needed.

Life And A Hard Choice.
Well, life is full of hard choice's but the one I am going to talk about is the choice to ask someone the one question that could hurt even friendship. I have this one gal I really like and thinking it really might go to the point of love but I really don't know if she likes me that way or just as a friend. I really like being her friend but wish it I could have more. I really don't know if it is worth asking her. On the other hand I think I am just being a coward because I just won't tell her but worried that if I do ask she would not talk to me even as a friend. Life and it's choices really suck but I guess we must all live thur them.

Life On The Lake
I live in a small, non-descript house. It isn't anything special, and wouldn't cause you to look twice or even notice it really, in the middle of nowhere. Literally. I am 15 minutes from the town my address says I live in. You are not within walking distance to anything except the dirt road that brings you to my house. I am alone out here, 9 months out of the year. In the summer, we have neighbours. Transplants from the city getting away to the country for summer fun. It isn't even that big a city actually. The population is under 250,000. My small town has a population of less than 1200. The town lines go far and wide though, as most small towns do, in order to afford conveniences like trash pick-up and such. It takes about 45 minutes to run the highway from one end of my town to the other. There isn't much in between. It grows quiet here, after a summer of family and friends visiting, boat rides, tubing and waterski lessons,of frog hunting and tadpole catching,

Life
If you think you are beaten, you are. If you think you dare not, you don’t If you like to win but think you can’t, It’s almost a cinch you won’t. If you think you’ll lose, you’re lost. For out in the world we find Success begins with a fellow’s will It’s all in the state of mind. If you think you are outclassed, you are. You’ve got to think high to rise. You’ve got to be sure of yourself before You can ever win the prize. Life’s battles don’t always go To the stronger or faster man. But sooner or later, the man who wins

Life Without You
All I see and I all I know is slowly fading into a distant memory. I feel myself slipping into this dark hole. I can hear nothing now. See nothing. Feel emptiness. I’m clawing my way from a sorrow so deep down, holding on so tight, drowning me. This shallow grave I have been placed in. Have you forgotten that I am here? You released me into this bitter world, fighting for acceptance and love. You left me alone and abused. You left me to fight for an existence so bleak and unfulfilling. A life without you. This unsettling feeling of abandonment, of loss. I want to hear your words once again. Tell me that you love me, that you are here. Commit to those promises that once were made. Those dreams we had of a life we wanted to share, together. Take me into your arms, whisper in my ear and tell me that you are still here. I long to feel you again, to hold you, to taste you. Feel the passion inside. I never wanted any of this to change and yet I managed to lose it anyways, to push it

Life.. Another Memo
Life.You don't find yourself, you don't conform, nor follow.You create yourself as you go, speak your mind, and others may follow.Notice, people are afraid to speak their true thoughts, all the time.It's been driven into their head, they'll get into trouble if they think for themselves, so they conform.Stand Up.Speak Out.Strike Back.Take the lead.Intimidate. Annihilate. Recreate.Start a Revolution.

Life
Why does it all have to be so confusing, Life, in that mystical & enchanting way? Why can’t it JUST be simple, like a spider, Spinning its web for its home each day? Why can’t it be so easy, When ya meet someone you love? Why does it all get scattered around, Like seeds blowin’ through the world from above? OH WHY is it EVERY single time, Something sparks my heart a’light, I turn around lookn on down that path, Where suddenly things just don’t go right?

Life
Life Life is like a never ending story, It can be cruel, but it can be kind, It never lets u down, until u are in the ground, Than it could care less, let the worms eat u while u rest, rest in peace, more like rest in pieces.

Life
Whatever you do in life will be insignificant but it is very important that you do it because... You can't know... You can't ever really know the meaning of your life... And you don't need to... Just know that your life has a meaning... Every life has a meaning... whether it lasts one hundred years or one hundred seconds... Every life... And every death... changes the world in its own way... Gandhi knew this. He knew his life would mean something to someone, somewhere, somehow. And he knew with as much certainty that he could never know that meaning... He understood that enjoying life should be of much greater concern then understanding it. And so do I. You can't know... So don't take it for granted... But don't take it too seriously... Don't postpone what you want... Don't leave anything misunderstood... Make sure the people you care about know... Make sure they know how you really feel... Because just like that... It could end.

Life Lessons
- I've learned. . . that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. -I've learned. . . that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. -I've learned. . . that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. -I've learned. . . that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. -I've learned. . . that it's taken me a long time to become the person I want to be. I've learned. . . that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. -I've learned. . . that you can keep going long after you think you can't. -I've learned. . . that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. -I've learned. . . that either you control your attitude or it controls you. I've learned. . . that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had b

Lifes Lessons
So this is a true story one name will not be revealed to protect the not so innocent. SO I signed up for this site in 2006 but had never came here to see what it is all about. I started here about 3 weeks ago. Now mind you I have been online many years ( and should probably no better) but as a person i want to truly believe people are good and trustworthy I mean who wants to be know as the cynical b****. ANyway I had this person who was talking to me for about a week who eventually said would you mind calling me just for a few minutes so i can say hi and really know who I am talking to. Me being the person I am thought no harm in that I will call on my way to work, now mind you this person expressed interest....anyway I call talk may 15 minutes tops. So Friday night I decide at about 2 am to get some sleep said goodnight on Fu go to sleep.....about 4:20 am my phone rings....I do not even know my own name at this point and my brain cells are firing on less than 2 cylinders this is w

Life Is Getting Better Day By Day (orig Posted On 4/3/09 For Tagged)
Why is always that life is two steps forward and one step back? Why does it seem like no matter how hard you try, no matter what you do, you just can’t get ahead? I’ve always believed the world is what you make of it and I’ve always been a strong go getter. As a get older, I seem to be losing some of that get up and go spirit. I’m starting to search in new areas and into new things to rekindle that fire. I know that fire is still there, just buried deep, and smoldering somewhere. I need to feed it and strength it until it is strong and vibrant again. I need that fiery strength to help get through life at this point. Everywhere I turn obstacles are my way. Frustrating, but not impossible to overcome. So, I move forward, gaining strength, and take each day as it comes. No matter how complicated, frustrating and cumbersome it might be. Thank you to all my friends on here for making each day just a little better and brighter. You make it a lot easier to see that lif

Life
So on this path of life we walk, often blindly, we meet fellow travelers.some stay with us for a while others merely pass by, as our trails cross in the forest of existence. some brief encounters we mayhaps should have caused to be longer. others we should have made shorter, but as long as we learn, we grow and become a being that heals more than hurts, laughs more than cries and often has a kind word. then we are traveling in a positive direction.

Life's Drive
Driving, not sure whereDo I make the next turn, or continue straightDecisions today will determine tomorrows fateLook left look right, can't turn around, might be to late.adventures, and journeys all take you to where your goingBut it's the sights and sounds along the way you cherishHonesty and acceptance will make you flourish.Memories can be buried but not extractedYou can't change time or retract itChoices made are lanes in lifes highwayDriving confused into the frayWondering what would have happened if I went the other way?

Life
You came into my LifeLike a flash of lightEvery day we talk Everything seems so rightYou came into my lifeNot knowing what to expectIf we never get to metThat will be my biggest regretYou came into my LifeLike a ray of sunshineI continue to dreamOf the day you are mineWhen i hear your voiceIts like the sound of a FifeI want to close by sayingI am glad you are in my Life

Life
Hope Hope the thread that binds our souls with Those that have gone before us and those that Will come after we ourselves have passed. Hope is the what follows the last drop of blood that is shed, the last tear that falls, and the last breath that is taken. After all these things have come to pass hope is there to hold our hands, wipe our tears and bless the future with its undying certainty that all the comes down our path is meant to be.

Life
Untold Now I sit herewishing I could tellwhat feelings that I want to share.It is killing mebecause i wanna take you in my armsand hold you tight and let you know it will be alright.These feelings I must tellor I will probably melt'cause I can't keep these feelings untold I'm Getting Lonely Its getting cold and I'm getting lonely Wishing someone would sit down and hold meNext to their chest in their armsOur body heats the only thing keeping up warmIn his car on a Friday night Nothing but trees by the moonlightWell, maybe I’ll stay here forever In my dreams foreverWishing we could be here togetherJust me and youJust me and youWell, I'm smiling now to myself Its just me by myself In my bed with the covers on just turned over to set the alarmCause this isn’t an imaginary placeIts unfair, but it’s a fact we have to faceBut maybe ill stay in my dreams forever

Life Finds Her Way
The road is long and narrow, her feet stumble along trying not to stray Obstacles appear seemingly from every direction, still she goes on her way Darkness falls all around and there is a chill in the air Feeling lost and alone, thinking to herself, life just isn't fair Pushing back her anxiety and woe Willing herself to not give up, JUST GO! Refusing to give up, LIFE finds her way

Life Rambling On About Life... Giggles
colorful trees with falling leaves like flashes of light buzzing by speeding along with the traffic i go down this life's highway thoughts in my head, some fill me with dread but mostly i am in good spirits taking it all in, enjoying the view surrounded by such beauty how could anyone be blue lifes artwork i love driving along singing lifes song loudly my voice drifts out my window window that is down wind swirling around my hair seemingly dancing on its own lifes dance each day something new so much to see and do life is a mystery life can be a bitch life can be amazing life can be scary life can be wary life can be bad life can be good ultimately though.... life is what we make it (giggles)

Life Vs. Death
The reaper crept into the roomfilling the place with dread and gloomher nearly lifeless body barely hanging onthis isn't fair, it is too soon for life to be goneAs his pale white steed stomps just outsideDeath takes her soul, there was nowhere for it to hidethis battle of life and death has been foughther life has been lost, her soul has been boughtJust as this life was lain tattered and wornnew life prevails as a baby is born

Life In A Homeless Shelter
About 4 years back I was living in a homeless shelter, some say it's the worst place you can be! I have to agree to that but at the same time you learn alot about who you are while you are there..I learned a great deal about me and well weather anyone reads this or not I know I was able to talk about it and feel better about myself. I was there for 6 months no friends no family in a state where I was all to new to. Every day we had chores to do which was ok it helped them out. Every morning we had different classes we went to, but the one that I enjoyed the most was one that was done by a man named Jerry. There was many things we talked about one that stayed with me the most was that though with a life of pain he helped me to see that the pain that was inflicted on me was never my fault..NO ONE ever asked for some pain to be put on them..The one thing he helped me see was I needed to forgive myself cause all my life I had blamed myself for that pain when in all it was not to forgive th

Lifes A Beach Bday
there are times i look at the water, in it i see a perfect goddess, sometimes she is smart, sometimes she is looking out for me, theres times i wish i could talk to her, there are times i miss her smiling face, there are times i look in the water, I see her smiling because she a cool friend, muah,, happy bday hun

Life, Death And Much In Between
An uncle and an aunt (from my dad’s and mom’s side respectively) died just this week. I am not really close to them but certainly I still mourn over their loss. Most of us don’t feel comfortable to go to funerals, let alone talk about death. However, we can’t deny the fact that it is inevitable. While staring on their lifeless bodies inside the coffins, I pondered. It’s easy to be brought in this world, to have life. Even if we talk about the spiritual life, we still got easy access to it. The gift of salvation is free and all we have to do is to take it. But how it is to die? Would your death be quick and painless? Would you have the chance to say goodbye to your loved ones? Have you ever wondered how you will wind up dead? Would you be hit by a bus? Would you die from a terminal illness? Would you be killed by a criminal? Would you be poisoned by someone close to you? Or would it be possible that you’ll take your own life? How long will you live?

Life!!
Life.... no one knows how life is gonna go or even end up...we roll wit wat we have or make wat we can...life is like a roller coaster it goes up but always goes down and has twist an turns...some are sharper than others and some are smooth and steady but we live them up and go wit the flow...we even get wat we want but always loose wat we need...its just wat we do and deal wit in "life"....we hate it at times but love it all the same...life is precious cause we only have one chance to live our dreams...some are to be famous some are to just have a simple easy life but neither of those lifes are easy to live....we have to give up dreams to make better ones or loose them cause life can make drastic measures that we cant live up to....all im really sayin is that we have to grab life wit both hands....grasp it softly cause it can shatter at any moment and you dont want loose the moments that mean the most to you...like watchin ur baby girl/boy take their first steps in life or when ur fa

Life
Stumbling, falling but not stoppingEach day a new challenge, new road blockEagerly, blindly pursuingI should accept my fate and give inI should stop but cannot Daily grind must be doneEven in the darkest moments the breath comesMy heart still beatingThis is LifeIs there hope for it?Naively I believe soBy faith I continueHolding tightly to the promises of tomorrow

Life And Such
I discovered my vents were filthy the other day. 40-50 years of crapp in them possibly? The heater doesn't even have a space for a filter. I wake up feelling like shit if I sleep in my bed, which is below the vent. There is also a vent above the stove, so all that crap blows down in our food if we cook. The Mick, the landlord didn't even know there wasn't a filter on the heater. I think today the heater will be moddified to have a filter. Then thursday Mick says he will clean out the vent. I'm going to take before and after pictures. I've been pretty sick. I'm on the downhill side of things now I think. I hacked up solid bloody flem the other day. It scared me. I've never hacked anything like that up before, and I've had sinus problems my whole life. It scared me a bit. I figure I took pictures of it. I figure I'll document everything just incase I die or something. It can be used as evidence for wrongful death suite maybe. I haven't drank in over a week

Life
I never asked for much. My pride wouldnt allow it. I never expected much. My sense of reasoning knew better. I coined the terms patience and humility. I speak not rather than to hear the voice of fools. I draw near to hear the wisdom of silence. I stand in the end not ashamed of who i am but of what i have become. I see the beauty of imperfection. I know that the right fit is always what is wanted but not neccesarily what fills the hole. I try to dim the darkness all around me rather than extinguish the light within myself. Anymore tho i am tired and bitter. I ask why every good deed goes unpunished. Where is the good in this world if i bring some one their wallet and somebody steals mine. Where is humility if i remain silient and people beleive me dim for doing so. If i give to one homeless man ceaslessly till i have no more and turn around and there is another. Why was i born with a congenative defect. Why are some people not afforded life at all. I try my best to ignore circumstanc

Life
I'm a woman that is wearing a false face. I've been hurting since god knows when. I grew up with a man pretending to my father. When my real father tucked his tail in between his legs and ran off. I was bullied in school. And at times it felt like i was bullied at home. I grew into a woman thinking, believing that the love that was missing in me, i would find in a man. A man turned into a handful. And here i am...a single mother...back in school...trying to turn my wrong into my right. Trying to raise my daughter by myself. And go to school. And keep my high. I choke back the tears til i'm alone. At times i wanna run and hide. I have no true, real friends i can go see and hang out with. It's just me and my daughter. I love spending time with her, but i would LOVE to have a night or day where it's just me. I've made many, many mistakes and have faults. But i'm tired. I'm so tired. Tired of mr. wrong pretending to be mr. right. Tired of thinking about the pain my daugther will have wh

Life
why does life have to be so unfair? I ask myself this time and time again everytime you find happiness it just seems to drift away, How are we supose to hold up if life keeps letting us down? married to someone for thirty years and in three months its all taken away ,now how do i live ? life seems so unfair im lonely and scared and need some friends most people say get over it but i cant its really hard ,so when i think of life i wonder will i ever live a happy life again/

Life Keeps Changing Where Are We At.
ONE MORNING YOU AWAKE AND ALL IS GOOD AND THEN YOU HAVE A EXCELLENT DAY. WE GOT UP WORKED ON THE HOUSE. ATE BREAKFAST AND DRANK COFFEE. SPENT TIME TOGETHER. RIDING AROUND IS WHAT HE LOVED TO DO NO WHERE IN PARTICULAR. WE WERE TALKING ABOUT MAKING A TRIP TO COLORADO TO SEE ALL OUR FRIENDS AND CLEAN OUT THE STORAGE UNIT. WE HAD SO MANY PLANS. KIDS GROWN AND LIVING THERE OWN LIVES. THIS WAS HIS LAST YEAR OF HANGING DRYWALL HE WAS TIRED. WE TALKED AND TALKED. I LOVED HIM SO MUCH. I WAS WITH HIM FOR 30 YEARS. THAT NIGHT WE COOKED SPAGHETTI AND CLEANED UP THE MESS AND RELAXED TOGETHER. HIS BROTHER CAME OVER THAT MORNING AND HE ASKED HIM TO TAKE HIM TO THE ER I NEW SOMETHING WAS WRONG. WE WERE THERE FOR ABOUT 30 MINUTES AND HE COLLAPSED AND DIED. IT WAS AWFUL AND I FELT SO LOST AND ALONE IN THAT BUSY ER EVERYTHING SOUNDED LIKE I WAS IN A TUNNEL AND EVERYONE WAS TALKING BUT I DIDN'T HEAR THEM. I AM TO YOUNG TO BE WITHOUT MY SOULMATE. I GUESS LIFE GOES ON. CAN I EVER GET OFF THIS ROLLER COASTER

Life Has A Way
Life has a way of allowing you to think you are in control of getting you to lower your defenses of building your trust of encouraging hope then one day BAM you don't give a damn you are spiraling floating laughing crying such a crazy world everything happens for a reason everything has it's time and it's season I don't worry about my life, not the big things anyway I know my life is but a speck on the finger tips of a higher power so I just float along enjoying my life's song the high notes and low each moment makes me who I am

Life
I've been thinking alot about life these days. Like why are we here, and I think the answer is to make the best of what we have in this life. I look at it this way you can be all pissed off for how little you have or you can be thankful. Look I know there are people out there with hardly anything and if you're one of these people be thankful because there are others in this world with alot less. I don't have much myself, but I thankful for what I do have because I know that I could have a hell of alot less. Also be thankful for those in your life because you or them could be gone tomorrow also because we are who we are beacause of them . I know that I thank God everyday for those that I have and have had in my life. I just hope that before my life ends whenever that may be that I can make a difference in at least one persons life if I can do that then I believe I will have lived a full life. And with that being said I bid you a good day, good evening, and good night.

Life Comes At You
Life comes at you when you least expect it, and in so many ways. When your kids grow up, when you notice they have kids of thier own. When one day a child walks up and says Grandma!! LOL! You expect life to deal you certain cards along the way, getting older, getting fatter(maybe), even getting those grandkids! But it doesn't prepare you for when your youngest son to come to you and say " I'm joining the ARMY", that tore my heart out. That's when life hit me full force and I knew I was getting OLDER! He left on the 24th of Jan. and things have not been the same in the house. A little more empty, a little more lonely, a little less laughter. AH! Ain't it good to be a MOM!! Life comes at you fast and you hold on!

Life's Dreams And Goals
Well, here i am 39 yrs old, and still havent reached my goals yet in life. My goals very simply are to start my own cattle ranch and run it with someone i love. But it seems like these days Cowboys are no longer cool or exciting. I admit, im a little long in the tooth, a little grey hair around the edges, but i do have the passion and fire still left inside my heart, no matter how weak my heart may be. i am sick of meeting cheaters, game players and liars. If there is anyone out there who would like a piece of my dreams and goals, and would like to share a good man who is honest, faithful, and DOES NOT CHEAT, then get back to me.. Ps.. I grew up idolizing the show Dallas lol So excuse the Ewing in me lol

Life After My Death{@
INFO: SANTASOURS IS TIMOTHY EDWARD SOURS # 1-541-994-4555 & tsours2@hotmail.com +GOD+BLESS+Charities: DAV. and I give to any and all of my fellow human-beings(*:*)my time and $.$$Clubs / Affiliations: AMERICAN LEGION/DAV. Education: 12 + years of military schools all over the (USA.) bases & overseas; also civilian city schools systems. Plus, 27 years active soldier with ARMY Airborne Rigger/OCS., training. With a (AAS.) 4 YEAR DEGREE, in Hospitality & Tourism Management.Family / Pets: I'M NOW A WIDOWER AGAIN{@

Life And Living
There comes a time in your life, when you walk away from all the drama and the people who create it. Surround yourself with people who make you laugh, forget the bad, and focus on the good. Love the people who treat you right, and pray for the ones who don't. Life is too short to be anything but happy. Falling down is a part of LIFE, Getting back up is LIVING

Life
every time i wake up i deal with life is a challenge a on going quest ending when you are old and wise. Also comes with love sex lust passion and even happyniess but there is even drama emotional pain hate anger sin. To me i believe there is salvation there is truth benife lies there is peace and not chaos.

Life
As I sit here in the early morning hour I have realized after a sleepless night that I have lost myself to my relationship. I don't even want to be the person I truely know I am on the inside. I feel like I have nothing left to give. I know I like things to get a little rough in the bedroom sometimes but its been made into an every time thing. I was told last night that i don't seem to be interested anymore. Maybe his eyes need to be open to the fact that I am not the one who wants to bring someone else into our bedroom. I have thought long and hard about this and I have found one thing to be true I miss being lovers and i miss being the best of friends. Somehow some where that got lost and I want it back. Love is much more then a roll in the hay. I write this here because I know my thoughts will be my own and maybe someone can give me some insight. I Need to have a place out side of my head to talk this out so by the end of the day there will be more developments to this crazy what

Life
I would have gone to bed when I was sick instead of pretending the earth would go into a holding pattern if I weren't there for the day. I would have burned the pink candle sculpted like a rose before it melted in storage.I would have talked less and listened more.I would have invited friends over to dinner even if the carpet was stained or the sofa faded.I would have eaten the popcorn in the 'good' living room and worried much less about the dirt when someone wanted to light a fire in the fireplace.I would have taken the time to listen to my grandfather ramble about his youth.I would never have insisted the car windows be rolled up on a summer day because my hair had just been teased and sprayed.I would have sat on the lawn with my children and not worried about grass stains.I would have cried and laughed less while watching television and more while watching life.I would never have bought anything just because it was practical, wouldn't show soil, or was guaranteed to last a lif

Life Is A Journey
Life is a journey filled with lessons, hardships, heartaches, joys, celebrations and special moments that will ultimately lead us to our destination, our purpose in life. The road will not always be smooth; in fact, throughout our travels, we will encounter many challenges.Some of these challenges will test our courage, strengths, weaknesses, and faith. Along the way, we may stumble upon obstacles that will come between the paths that we are destined to take. In order to follow the right path, we must overcome these obstacles. Sometimes these obstacles are really blessings in disguise, only we don't realize that at the time. Along our journey we will be confronted with many situations, some will be filled with joy, and some will be filled with heartache. How we react to what we are faced with determines what kind of outcome the rest of our journey through life will be like. When things don't always go our way, we have two choices in dealing with the situations. We can foc

Life Lessons
ALL WE ARE IS A SHOOTING STAR Maybe this life is just about love and tenderness. I was sitting here and decided to listen to music stored on my computer. The music brought me back to a time I believed in love. That’s is magical and mysterious. But, as with anything…………If love is not nurtured and cherished, you can have it fade away. I believe this with all my heart. I have decided to take all the different parts of all these songs to try and explain what love is in my heart…….If words don’t come my way……..I hope it still shows…….What my heart wants to say…..I surrender to this feeling so true……….I find it hard to believe that someone could ever feel that way about me? I guess I will forever feel a loneness inside I cant explain. I am good with words, but it seems they have no meaning anymore. People can say anything but I have learned that without action they are meaningle

Life As We Know It.
This is my first blog and I didn't really have a particular topic in mind before I started. I merely had the urge to write(type). I was bored. I am sure that never happens to any of you. :) So in case you may not have been aware, I am Shandy and it's a pleasure to meet you. I am a 30 year old Woman. I am not a child and this is not high school. I am not entirely sure what my reputation is but I am sure that it precedes me. When i decided I wanted to take the time to do this I had the urge to surround its basis on that of judgements and how we as a whole tend to harm one another. I am guilty of such things. Im human and completely fallible. However it is not how I choose to live my life. I sometimes sit here and wonder...who are you? What has happened in your life, which contributed to the person you are today. Were there struggles along the way, was there pain, joy? We all have our journeys which play a part in who we are and how we react and interact with other people. We all ha

Life Its Self
Life is a funny thing don't ya think.when your young you wanna grow up. and when your grown up you wanna be young.but the great thing about growing up is you can see how you evolved as a person.Hello everyone whom is reading this and if your not ow well its my blog and for me to come here and vent right?right now i'm just chilling at my house enjoying time with the hubby . so if you want to friend me then send an invite and if i don't accept your not the person i really wanna talk to . i am blunt , and i am more of a fact type of person. i try to never make assumptions until i have the facts to back them up.Me im really laid back currently work at a fast food joint. but working towards college this fall for pharmacy tec.Right now on the side i made chainmail necklaces and such eventually moving onto clothing but not just yet.I love nature and camping .but Ohio weather is some what unpredictable at times.I am 21 and a Scorpio. i am happily married to Jason .we have been together almost

Life, Mystery That Flows Around Us
Life, mystery that flows around us, often confusing upon the story it brings us. Why go through this daily struggle brought to us; feelings, confusions, unexplainable thoughts through us. We can't feel it around us, you try to seek what the purpose is for us. You were brought here for a reason to us. Life, mystery that flows around us, You grow and the search continues for us, the questions brought to us. Thinking you know the answer about us, Realizing it's not the answer you seek for us. Questing to find the reason about us, Life, mystery that fows around us. It becomes harder for us, When you become older and find the reason for us. Not accepting what you think is for us, Is this what we have to look forward to for us? The curve balls keep coming at us. Life, mystery that flows around us, feelings of being hit destroying us. You can't stop them coming at us, they happen everyday to us. Curve ball after curve ball keeps coming straight at us. Some weakening, some strengthing us.

Life
Day by day, happiness or sadness,Which our lives lie in between,So much strife, not enough dignity,Words and actions lie within us.Cool, calm, collective,How we gain to prosper,Excluding weary days,We strive to regain our composer.We realize in the passing days,Whats instore to better our future,love & support are amongst us,Nevertheless, splendid times to share.Better state of compromising,To walk away from pain and suffering,In due time, will mend our hearts,To explore what life has in store for us....Copy write date... March 2001Written by Nevaeh Jynsen

Life Is.........
I quote from memory: "One day I was walking through a field in Selonika. There I saw an old man planting an almond tree. Now boss, this man looked as if he had a day or two at the most left to live. But there he was planting this almond tree. So I said, 'Old man why are you planting this almind tree?". He looked at me and said, "Sonny, I live as though I would never die". How about that boss. He lives as though he would never die. Me? I live as though I would die any minute. For that reason and only that reason I am free." (Zorba The GreeK)

Life In The Office
Written November 2009 - a contact at one of our work's suppliers asked me to write a poem about their crappy new system.. little did I know at the time we'd be in the same boat just a few months later! We've had a new system, be good if it worked But we've struggled and toiled while managers smirked They said there's no money - no chance of a raise We found that so funny: grrrr.... one of these days! They've gone to a meeting, dispensed with the seating They left in a flashy new car Are they sat on their asses? No, they're emptying glasses Propping up the neighbourhood bar!

Life.
Well, what to say in here; I don't really think anyone reads these anyways, so whatever, Its a start- I talked to Christopher the other night on Y! and I changed my number, and he's like you should give me your new number, I said NO! Let me tell you why; I met Chris actually Online, at the time he was fucking around with my then friend Christa who was cheating on her then Boyfriend; they broke up, and so i decided to talk to Christa's ex, and we ended up doing the nasty, and she found out, got wicked pissed and started telling our friends that I had herpes, and that I was diseased. what a shitty friend, right? I don't even talk to the fat bitch anymore, she is a user, and thinks her shit dont stink; well anywho, Christa kept talking to Chris, and Chris seen me at the thrift store one day, but he never intoduced himmself, I dont know why, But a few weeks later, we finally met, and we hit it off, or so I thought; we started by fucking alot, and i really liked him, i really did, this

Life Of A Vampire Never
when the sun go's down and the moon pop's up all the vampires come out to play ....we hunt till dawn then we lay down for a few hrs up again then the nasty dawn comes up and do it all over again the life of a vampire never ends till a zombie try to kill you off .

Life In Fubarland
Well to start things off, I've been on Fubar now for a few months and I have to say that the ride so far has been very interesting. I've met some truly decent people on here from all walks of life, there's been bankers, Lawyers, housewifes, students, dancers, waitresses and waiters, the variety is endless. Some come here to try and "hook-up", others come here to just chat and make friends, others because they need an escape from every day life or to get the attention that they are not getting in the "real" life. Fubar is a very demanding game also, a person has to earn points to advance on here, it opens more doorways for people to explore and I admit, I have gotten caught up in it at times also...lol. Fubar gives people a chance to go live and let others see them and chat with them, I've chatted with several people on here and have found them facsinating , everyone has a different story to tell and a different outlook on life. People talk about all kinds of things on here and if yo

Life Sucks
ok fisrt off please dont rag on me about speling and crap with that out of the way I want to say that I feel its not fair that loved ones are stricken with illnesses and ailments like cancer having lost a brother and now loosing a father inlaw to cancer sucks ok while drug dealers murderers and rapists sit in jail healthy as a mule while our loved ones die around us I know I am not the only one to loose a loved one to cancer or another ailment car accident whatever and as far s a job carrer whatever you call it I work fora major retail chain which i will eave the name out of it cuzz I dont want to loose my job but I wil lsay this it seems in my store that the more you are a idiot or screw up the better you make out and are treated I have been there for almost 3years I finally am in a postion I am mstly happy with however my hours still suck and I would like to get a promotion to a higher pay postion but I dont screw up enough or kiss enough as* to get anywhere and another thing that I

Life After.....???
When I was growing up, I recall wondering what life would be like at various stages and ages- 13, 16, 18, 21, 25, 30.., maybe even 35 or 40, on many different occasions. In recent years it occurred to me how little thought I gave to life beyond that point; the one in which I find myself at; struggling to discover a sense of purpose & direction after my life grew up on me. Without any ideas or imaginary scenarios to conjure up from my memory banks, I feel a blank; with out any inspiration, or clue as to what to do or where to go next. Utterly lost!!

Life... And The Marines
I just want to get this off my chest... I'm so tired of people complaining about their job, "Oh my boss doesn't like me or my hours suck." Well next time you even think you want to complain about some thing remember this. There are people who have given every thing for you. And they don't even know you. Let me ask you this, Have you ever had to work while someone is screaming at you to get some thing done? While working has your job ever told you not asked but told you you are leaving for at least ten days and there will be no over time payed and you will be working 24 hours straight until you get off. And your not going to have contact with any of your loved ones because there is no cell phone service where you are going? Have you ever had to make the decision when laying down for bed at night which do I want to sleep on the big round rocks or the small sharp rocks and the only thing you have to go to sleep in is a sleeping bag? then wake up in the morning to find out that you

Life, Love And Fubar
It's strange for me to be writing this really because having started I'm not really sure how to continue. In the time I have been here at Fubar, I have made a few enemies, some very good friends and one person in particular who makes my whole exsistance mean something. No matter what the relationship, I am thankful for each and every one of you. You have all been the source of a great deal of happiness to me and have become a part of my life that I cannot go a day without, and even though Fubar will only allow me to put 50 of you into my fu-family, I wish that I could include each and every one of you. Some of you have known me for quite a long tme, others are only recently getting to know me but I would like to think that I have touched your lives in much the same way that you have all touched mine. Having said that, and probably sounded like an old fool, I suppose, its time to get to the point. I have for a couple of months been suffering from some health problems. Those of you th

Life, Love And Fubar Part 2
Well, seeing as how I started writing this thing I suppose it's only right to keep going....... So some time has passed since the initial shock of being told that I have lung cancer and that my days are probably numbered. Like I said before, I have sat myself down and thought hard and long about it and have made my peace with it.... sort of.... I've spent hours thinking about it, sitting on the beach watching the sea rolling in and out, and watching the waves break on the odd rock and my dog playing on the sand. And yes, I am prepared for the worst but I'm not totally sure if I'm prepared for the best... as strange as that may sound. Yes we all have off days for sure, but when I look back on my life in general, the bad seem to out number the good and that can't be a good thing. I look at the good, and 2 things stick out in my mind like burning pin points of light in a dark sky... The birth of my 2 sons and the date July 2nd 2010. Other good things that twinkle in the darkness and lea

Life, Love And Fubar Part 2b
Ok... so here is the update! A short while after my last update, remember that one?, it's just underneath here, I was in a lot of pain and I was having pains in my lower chest too which was new... so off I went to the ER... Good or bad, it had to be done! So I get here and low and behold, I'm told that, yes I have pain because of my cancer but I now also have a heart arrythmia brought about by the pain from the other sodding thing. So they hook me up to a heart monitor and stuff me full of tablets to sort out the rythm of my heartbeat and stick me with syringes full of some sort of pain killer and put me in a bed facing a window that had a wonderful view of brick wall... Good day huh?? To top it off, they tell me that I have to stay here till the morning and see if my heart will maintain the correct rythm. The interesting thing to me is that I'm now told that, to avoid any further heart complications, I can't have any stronger pain medication. Now without stronger pain meds, doesn

Life
"There is a very dark and painful side to life, but that is natural. People in our culture think they should never be unhappy. They think that being unhappy is unnatural. They try to make it go away. They take pills or they go to therapy to “fix” themselves. They blame themselves or others for their suffering. We need to understand that sadness is as much a part of life as joy. It would be easy just to get bitter and cold while focusing on the dark side, but there is also an amazing, wonderful side of life. If you look for it, there is true magic all around us. Maybe that sounds trite to the hardened, self-protective modern ego, but there is magic in this miraculous life. If you open yourself up, you do make yourself vulnerable to pain but the deeper the pain you experience, the deeper joy you have."

Life
i remember the days when my mind used to beoverrun with emotions and thoughtsof all things good and the worst;as time went by,with each new day,and with a brand new life to look forward to,my mind emptied itself in a flash, just like that;with a cup of coffee in hand,i sit back and think about the yesteryears,smiling at the change that has taken over meand the life that i have been blessed with now;strolling down the memory lane,unafraid of the future,blinded by the ecstasy of livingeventually, with eyes wide open,i’ve come to understand, thatsome things, including life, change for the better;

Life, Love And Fubar Part 3
OK, well I guess this has to be the last update of this blog, the reasons for which will become apparent if you read on a little.. Chemo has started and bar the odd nausea session and the ever present tiredness, that seems to be going ok... Radiotherapy started too... Unfortunately, that has been a problem. Things aren't going great and they have had to stop.. The reason?? Well I'm lead to understand that radiotherapy irradiates the general area where the cancer is and kills the cells there. This is actually quite a good thing because whereas cancer cells don't regenerate, the human bodys cells do! Yayy!! Way to go cells!! Yeah, they regenerate and become as good as new... all except mine! Mine for some reason disintergrate. After just 3 sessions, they have had to stop because I am having a bleed problem from not only my mouth and nose, but also from some quite substancial skin damage around my general chest area... And for some really strange reason, most of my teeth have suddenly b

Life Has Never Promised
Life has never promised you anything..Nor has God..But people did ..Sum said they will never leave you..LIE Sum said they will love you till death..Lie Sum said you are the most precious one ..Lie Life is made of such sweet Lies...All thats matter is, how you faced the times you finally realizex tose were just lies..WE may ask"Woundn`t life be much better without these lies? But in truth,The times you lived on those big lies were the only times you lived...

Life
I fight day and night with my thoughts and emotions to convince myself that everything is going to be ok. Somehow I am always at fault. Nothing is ok, nothing is right. Yet when you do anything that is shady, its ok. My heart is pining over you when you don't call. You say you love me, yet I feel all alone. I am alone even with you here. The shadows of your past haunt your present. I get 5 minutes of your time, just to hear about everything else but us. Yet everyone else gets any amount of time they want. Sugarland said it best, I give you my best, so why do they get the best of you? I would cut the heart out of my chest for you, but you won't even give me a second thought. Why is it that I love you so? Am I just trying to hold on to the hope that one day you will return my feelings? We started so strong, and we have done nothing but fall apart. I pour my heart and soul out for you......only for you to throw me a towel. So now I stand up on my own two feet and say this is

Life I Never Understand You
Life Life I never understand you Sometimes you give Sometimes you take Sometimes you live Sometimes you Die Sometimes you Love Sometimes You hate Sometimes You help Sometimes you Don’t Life I Never get you Sometimes you Smile Sometimes You frown Sometimes You wait Sometimes You don’t Sometimes You Win Sometimes You lose But Why you should Chose For Us Why You Take From Us Why You Play With Us Life I love You Then I Hate You Then I love You Again Life We Will See Who Will Win You Or Me Life We Will Meet Again Somewhere Else And I Will Take What You Took From Me And I Will Live My Life Again……Life

Life, Cats And Great Scots
Being away from home and arriving expecting adoration does put a little strain on a relationship. When my daughter Ashley and I got back from Adelaide in March, I was shocked to see that husband had not only grown his hair sideways out and bushy up top with a huge greying beard, but he had another daughter in place. It was like whilst we were away he got a replacement, had he stolen a girl? No- it was of course Ashley’s close pal Bobbi, she is a lovely girl same age as Ashley who had moved in as she was in between homes and jobs and possibly blokes. Husband and I have known her since she was a teenager and Ashley had of course agreed to have Bobbi stay, it was just slightly unsettling to see husband looking like a tufty bushy father of another girl fussing and making dinner for her. Husband possibly had plans for a whole month of freedom from Ashley and I, where he could walk about in his pants or even naked, pee the floors round the pan and clean it later, live on chocolate bisc

The Life Philosophy Of King David
Compliments of THE GREAT PURSUIT: The Message for Those In Search of God, by Eugene H. Peterson and Randall Niles (NavPress 2007). Life of King David – The Philosopher Many remember David as the fair-haired shepherd boy who defeated a giant named Goliath. Others recall David as the wise Jewish ruler who brought the tribes of Israel together as a united nation. The ancient texts also present David as a powerful warrior, cunning diplomat, and talented musician. However, with all these tremendous accolades, the foundation of David’s fame and faith can be traced to a period of severe trial and doubting in his life. Indeed, David was a true philosopher. Early in his journey, David was chosen to succeed Saul as the king of Judah. Although Saul was initially impressed by David’s skills as a soldier, politician, and musician, Saul became wary of his successor, so he put out a contract on David’s life. David was forced to live on the run, often spending weeks hidi

Life
Life by Charlotte Bronte(1816-1855) LIFE, believe, is not a dreamSo dark as sages say;Oft a little morning rainForetells a pleasant day. Sometimes there are clouds of gloom,But these are transient all;If the shower will make the roses bloom,O why lament its fall ? Rapidly, merrily,Life's sunny hours flit by,Gratefully, cheerily,Enjoy them as they fly ! What though Death at times steps inAnd calls our Best away ?What though sorrow seems to win,O'er hope, a heavy sway ?Yet hope again elastic springs,Unconquered, though she fell;Still buoyant are her golden wings,Still strong to bear us well.Manfully, fearlessly,The day of trial bear,For gloriously, victoriously,Can courage quell despair !

Life...
First off id like to say hi to many fu-friends who care about me(the real me) and who have shown me loves while ive been gone. Im sorry ive been gone for so long. *hugs to ya'll*. Well as im sure you are all mostly aware, im a work-a-holic. Ive been working basically seven days aweek,12 hour shifts for months now. Thus my lack of free time to do anything except think. Im really in a love/hate time of mylife right now, thats been causing me some sadness. I feel blessed to be working like i do, so i can accomplish goals that ive set for myself, and so i can have a lil piece of mind knowing im a lil secure. But i hate the rest of my life...The lonliness is unbareable at times. (And before i go any further...these are my personal thoughts and feelings, me thinking outloud. Im not looking for sympathy or anything. Infact i would prefer not to recieve sympathetic types of comments.) I have been attempting to put myself out there and get out and try and meet new people, in hopes that i will