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Today it is brought to my attention that I "am not good enough" at the house work that I do, the way I help raise my nephew, and at being a good helpful sister. I know that life has its different twists and turns but it hurts when your own sister makes you feel like nobody else in your life wants you. And knowing I believe in everything happens for a reason I have come to the conclusion on what to do with "not being good enough". I have decided I'm going to call momma down in TN and see if I can move back with her. I don't want to leave my nephew because he means the world to me, but I am absolutely unhappy and miserable day in and day out living in a house with my sister and her feeling like I'm her maid, her son's nanny, and her feeling like I owe her everything. I've cried already because I can't imagine how it is going to be waking up without seeing his bright smile every morning, and his hugs and kisses every day, and helping raise him into a good little man. I'm just hoping I'm m
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Life In General!
Life is like a bowl of fruit be careful which one you pick! It could have a worm in it!
Life And Love[written Aug,15,2007]
Well whats up everyone i am goin write about couple things today its about life and love and if u dont like it im sorry.Well has anyone ever looked back on life and was like what the fuck have i ever done in life i mean i am 30 and i havnt done shit with my life really dont have anything to show for it..I know its sad right.Well i guess we all would love to go back and do things diffrent in our lives u know make better decisions and do things a little bit diffrent.Well i made lot of bad decisions we all do i guess.But since i got out of high school i always wanted to be someone u know.Someone people looks up too but i am the opposite just a nobody and i will probally be a nobody when i die.But i guess my problem is i really neve rgave a fuck about anything.The only thing i really regret is tellin myself i wanted to make my parents proud of me one day but that hasnt happened dont know if it ever will.I been through alot had a son die,seen alot of violence in my life.lot of people i car
Life Here
since i have joined my husband here in germany my health has fallen apart. I was 7months pregnant when i arrived and i only got 2 prenatal checks because they dont see military dependents at the ob clinic. I started having contractions every 5 min at 34 weeks but had to be sent to a german hospital because the army one didnt have room in the nicu for us (all though later found out that there were 2 other women who had premees there at the same time as i was told no room. they were both higher ranking then my husband. i went through the next 3 weeks on bed rest and continual contractions but not enough dialation. at 38weeks the contractions got me to be 4 cm and stalled so they gave me morphine and sent me home(an hr away) to rest.well we got to the house up stairs and my husband fell asleep. i went into active labor imediatly by the time we got to the hospital i was 7cm they got me a bed and an epidural the doctor didnt put it in right so it didnt work but it was too late i was ready
Life From A Humvee
Life from a Humvee----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: kimDate: Jan 10, 2008 2:49 AM
Life As We Know It
Hey. I'm bored. Trying to think of something to do to take my mind off all the stressful things going on. I'm not going to rant about them either because then i'll just get more stressed. But anywho.. If any one knows a way to amuse me.. feel free to share ;)
Life Goes On
t’s been awhile since I’ve been here and so much has happened. On September 30th I was blessed by the birth of my fourth child, a second daughter. She is wonderful! So beautiful but oh so cranky. LOL I worry about her though. I mean her mother and I do basically nothing but fight, we did it mostly through the pregnancy and continue to do it now. Not because it’s fun or anything but mostly over money, relationship insecurities and such. I was working for a western clothing retailer called RCC Western Stores for awhile before realizing just how badly I was getting raped by them. They had me working almost 40 hours a week for $6.50 an hour with no benefits or anything. They thought that because they gave their employees a discount of 10% above cost on all items that it was all good.... Well what about those of us that don't want any of that crap?? I mean, 10% above cost won't pay the doctor or dentist, fix my car or put food on the table. Needless to say, I switched jobs. I now work
Life Sucks Right Now!!!!!!!!!
Today was just one of those REALLY BAD days! Woke up an all was good then went to work at 2pm an left work at 6pm cause my grandma (my moms mom) had surgery at 8pm tonight. She has Lung Cancer on one of her lungs. I was told she was going to have either half or the whole lung removed. I made it to the hospital 5 mins before she was brought down to surgery. She went down at 6:45pm. But before she was brought down an of course 5 mins before hand when i showed up I told her I loved her no matter what and I know she will make it through the surgery. She said I love you too an held on me tight an then tears ran down her face. I so wanted to cry but I held it in an still holding it in. Ill more likely cry my self to sleep. But the nurse called my mother an told her that they just opened her up an it looks like its gonna be more then 6 hours an to go do something an they will contact us every 30 mins to an hour to let us know the update that was at 9:05pm at 9:50pm they called us while we whe
Life Sometimes !!!
Wow life sure has a way of throwing curve balls @ u! I have been going through a lot lately thought this might help writing it out, getting some feed back for u all , Well I just started to luv who and what i stand for a woman and not just any woman I stand up for the BBW of the world I have been on here for a year and came across some real haters for us bbw's , Well Luv to the haters as well maybe it will rub off on u! I am happy in my life I am a mother of three so that does keep me busy And as most know i am also 19 weeks pregnant, So i have decided that i will make a pregnant folder of me while i am pregnant I will be taking so new ones very soon So fuck the haters! I would luv to understand one thing why the haters take the time to vote on lots of your pictures why take the time,Anyways I have been going through a lot lately My brother just moved back to Toronto yesterday so our hearts are broken the three kids got very attached! , I lost contact with my bother for over 7 years t
Well no one knows the real me yet,because most dont advise to everyone who is married,single,gay,bi,whatever just be happy life is to short.
As I sit here counting down the days, Im not sure what I am waiting for. I Stare blankly into an unknown future with unknowing eyes. I wait for the moments to connect and feel so perfect. Life has no such perfection. So I continue to wait for a past to fade and a future to grow. Making the past less and the future more. What is right and who is wrong. I have grown and learned the past shall be lost and stay. The future is directed. Loss of one and growth of another. I have choosen the one I have and the other will watch as we grow like vines together around the tree of life. I shall never live to see such pains again and he shall never deliver them back upon me.
Life Pt.1
we walk thru this life wandering and alone rying to find purpose and meaning. we wander thru life wanting and needing things that are so far out of our reach. we urne to belong ia world that makes no sense and will never make sense. everybody wonders why we are here and what purpose we all have to coexist together in this world side by side. we all wonder if god truly exists and is there reala heaven or hell. we must understand that we make things the way they are cause its how it is suppose to be. coexist only becuase we aren't the same, if we did then this world would be dull and meaningless. are imperfections and unnormal behaviors are what makes us belong somewhere and are unique personalities what makes us who we are. we must all design our own destinies and futures in ordto survive and belong along this world of chaos and anarchy. we must make the world a better place so the future generations can be happier and free then what the present holds now.
Life When life kicks you in the balls, and you go down.. you smile..get back up and walk... When life hits you with a metal night stick and you go smile. get up and walk.. When life hits you with a baseball bat and you go smile..get up and walk it off.. When life hits you like a truck at 200 stay down..make sure your fine..then you get up..and walk.. The key to this..whatever life hits you stand tall..and walk....
Life Can Be Funny
you know life can be funny sometimes. like after being married for nine years and all of a sudden your divorced how does that work i mean does the preson just wake up one morning and say i dont love you anymore and leave. Or is it something else i wish i knew, but for everydoor closed another opens i met someone and she is great so i guess we will see where it goes and ill let ya know
I might be getting my life back... I hope....
Life Is Bitter And Full Of Pain.
I don't know how I don't know why? Memories of long years gone by, We sit and dwell upon the past, My goodness don't those years go fast. So many dreams we don't fulfill, Instead life can be a bitter pill, Just when we think that our life's alright, We are knocked down whilst in-full flight. We never know what is our fate, Till alas it is too late, We promise to try and not shed those tears, But life has lots of dreadful fears. Through all the experiences we have been dealt, Pain and sorrow have been felt, But everyday is a brand new dream, Boosting up our self esteem.
Life Is What Happens While You're Making Other Plans!
Just wanted to apologize to all my friends for being so scarce lately! I haven't forgotten everyone and I'm not avoiding anyone...just kinda living the life around me as opposed to life on the screen! I've been online pretty much every spare moment for the past five months and though I've made a lot of great friends online, my life has kind of had a jump start for the new year and I'm running with it. I'll still be online from time to time, just not near as often as I have been. I'm sure it may cost me some friends (already has) but I hope everyone understands. XOXOX!
Life's Rules
Life's Rules 1. There are two sides to every divorce: Yours and Shithead's. 2. The closest I ever got to a 4.0 in college was my blood >alcohol content. 3. I live in my own little world but it's OK, everyone knows me here. 4. I saw a rather large woman wearing a sweatshirt with Guess' on it. I said, "Thyroid problem?" 5. I don't do drugs 'cause I find I get the same effect just by standing up really fast. 6. A sign In a Chinese Pet Store: "Buy one dog, get one flea." 7. Money can't buy happiness but it sure makes misery easier to live with. 8. I got a sweater for Christmas. I really wanted a screamer or a moaner. 9. If flying is so safe, why do they call the airport the "terminal"? 10. I don't approve of political jokes. I've seen too many of them get elected. 11. The most precious thing we have is life, yet it has absolutely no trade-in value. 12. If life deals you lemons, make lemonade. If life deals you tomatoes, make Bloody Marys. 13. I love being married. It's so g
"life Is Simply To Short"
"LIFE IS SIMPLY TO SHORT" Well I've learned today that life is actually to short to CARE what people think, and to short to WORRY about what people do, and to short to WONDER what tomorrow holds, and to short to ANALYZE what comes along, and to short to STRESS over the small stuff, and to short FEEL sorry for yourself, and to short to EXPECT anyone to understand, and to short to CHANGE some ones mind, and to short to try and UNDO what has been done, and to short to LOOK for all the right answers, and to short to REASON with the unreasonable, and to short to ARGUE with the ones you love, and to short to FIGHT a loosing battle, and to short to WASTE your time, and most of all LIFE IS "SIMPLY" TO SHORT TO GIVE A FUCK..............................................
Lifes Surprises
ABOUT ME Life until December 11, 2007. For most of you who know I was expecting my first child that was supposed to be due August 3, 2008 that is the date that was set by my doctor. I was soooo scared but excited at the same time. I thought im finally going to see what it is like to be a mother being that all of my siblings have children already. Myself and my ex boyfriend made a baby that I had already named Isai. I found out I was expecting December 2, 2007 and went to the doctor December 3, 2007 to make sure the home pregnancy test was correct which it was. I started on my prenatal pills and what not you know just trying to make everything happen how it is intended to. I went about my business and life as normal just taking pills everyday now. Saturday night I went to the ER and they ran tests and everything and they could not see the babies heart beat or find him anywhere in my uterus so they told me to follow up with my doctor Monday morning and they would tell
Lifes Challenges
Life Begins At The Beginning
Life Begins at the Beginning (A Doctor Gives the Scientific Facts on When Life Begins) By Fritz Baumgartner, MD April 12, 2005 Dear Friend, We can approach abortion from many perspectives: Biological, embryological, genetic, philosophical, social and economic, at the very least. As for the first three – my approach as a scientist, physician, surgeon, and simply someone who finished medical school, is factual. There is no more pivotal moment in the subsequent growth and development of a human being than when 23 chromosomes of the father join with 23 chromosomes of the mother to form a unique, 46-chromosomed individual, with a gender, who had previously simply not existed. Period. No debate. There is no more appropriate moment to begin calling a human "human" than the moment of fertilization. And don't let anyone tell you otherwise, because it would be a degradation of factual embryology to say it would be any other moment. For example, some pro-abortion zealots and ev
Life With Depression
Depression hurts deep to the soul Depression kills you from within It can turn you as cold as ice And make you as black as death Depression is all around us Isn't there the slightest glimpse Of ever finding an escape from the hurt That is know as Life with this disease? It eats you up alive From within your very eyes Crawling its way threw to the top From the very recess of our own minds When is there a second or minute That it does not affect you in your life This all consuming disease that can kill Know more commonly as Depression.....
Life Deviness...laughter.....
To the pain which will never end.......:)~ You don't know Jack Schitt For some time many of us have wondered just who is Jack Schitt? We find ourselves at a loss when someone says " You don't know Jack Schitt!" Well, thanks to my genealogy efforts, you can now respond in an intellectual way. Jack Schitt is the only son of Awe Schitt. Awe Schitt, the fertilizer magnate, married O. Schitt, the owner of Needeep N. Schitt, Inc. They had one son, Jack. In turn, Jack Schitt married Noe Schitt. The deeply religious couple produced six children; Holie Schitt, Giva Schitt, Fulla Schitt, Bull Schitt, And the twins Deap Schitt and Dip Schitt. Against her parents' objections Deap Schitt married Dumb Schitt, a high school drop out. After 15 years of marriage, Jack and Noe Schitt divorced. Noe Schitt married Ted Sherlock, and, because her children lived with them, she wanted to keep her previous name. She was then known as Noe Schitt Sherlock. Meanwhile, Dip
Well, recently things have been going quite well for me, as a whole. Specifically, because of Adam... I never knew you could feel this way about someone. Its so much more than love. He is like, a missing part of me. If that makes sense... it's like, so long I've looked for and wanted something... and it's always been the same stupid shit... and always involved some drama... But, since Adam and I have gotten together, everything in my world seems perfect. I am unable to really explain it. It seems like everything is just as it's supposed to be. He truly makes me happy. The things he says to me, and things he does for me, he is amazing. He means the world to me. For once in my life, I'm thinking of someone else's feelings other than my own. I'm worried about his feelings and thoughts. I want to know that he is as happy as me. This is an amazing thing... i've never been so happy. I am so in love with him... Well, I know everyone gets sick of hearing about Adam all the time...
Why, Why, Why do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are getting dead? Why do banks charge a fee on 'insufficient funds' when they know there is not enough money? Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars, but check when you say the paint is wet? Why doesn't glue stick to the bottle? Why do they use sterilized needles for death by lethal injection? Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard? Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you throw a revolver at him? Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets? Whose idea was it to put an 'S' in the word 'Lisp'? If people evolved from apes, why are there still apes? Why is it that no matter what color bubble bath you use the bubbles are always white? Is there ever a day that mattresses are not on sale? Why do people constantly return to the refrigerator with hopes that something new to eat will have materialized? Why do people keep running over a
Life Sucks
glumbert - Life Sucks
If you always do What you have always done Then you will always get What you have always got If you want something That you have never had Then you need to do Something that you have never done If you think the way You have always thought Then you will get What you have always got! Is it enough?
I once thought life was something to cherrish, something that you always wanted to spend wth that special someone, but what happens when you just dont have someone to spend it with, what happens, when you just become indifferent about life and love, what happens when you just stop caring all together, what happens when as far as you are concerned nothing else matters? Life is the one infection that gets us all sooner or later. what matters most is how you live it. for those of you who actually read this, Never give up, Never let life get you down and never let lonliness set in, if those things do eventually happen, then I feel for you. Never throw the best things in your life away and always believe in yourself.
Life On Standby
Life On Standby The distance and my hearts to sand Flowing through the hour glass Time to let go of all we know and break our hearts in stride. I need you now, more like yesterday The last day I could see you smile. For the last time, turn out the lights My life on standby. So standby and watch This fall away and fall apart. Just say that it's over, It's over and he's gone. Don't worry he said, but he's not coming home. It's over and he's gone. The distance and my hearts to sand Flowing through the hour glass. I fall to pieces, I can't let go Of all the times I never said goodbye. Wake up Wake up now it's over... Just tell me it's ok to die
Lifes Lil Sayings
I love you not because of who you are but because of who i am when i am with you No man or woman is worth your tears and the one who is won't make you cry Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them too doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them and knowing you can't have them. Never frown even when you are sad because you never know who is falling in love with your smile. To the world you may be one person but to one person you may be the world. Don't waste your time on a person who isn't willing to waste there time on you. Maybe god wants us to meet a few wrong people so when we finally meet the right one we will be grateful . Don't cry because its over cry because it happened. Love takes off our mask that we fear we can not live without and know we can't live within. Sometimes the hear
Life's Walk
A lonely road I now walk No one there to comfort me Unknown steps I slowly take This is what my life is meant to be I stumble as another step I take I catch myself before I fall I pray for the strength that I need No answer comes to me at all The day now becomes night Darkness now consumes me A chill sets inside me slowly No longer can my eyes now see The road ahead now splits A decision I must make Not knowing of either Which one must I take I take my first step now Along this road so knew My life’s road lays behind Leaving a blemished view I was never to be perfect In decisions I made each day But I walked on with each They affected me in their own way A gate I come to now On the other side nothing I see I open it with trembling hands And step through free No more breaths will I take My life’s road ended this day I look back now before I go Seeing it all in a different way I know now that all I chose There was no perfect answer to find I did my best
Shepherds and Sheep Can you remember what it was like to be a kid? Truly? Do you remember how many things you questioned, your overwhelming curiosity, your imagination, your feelings of love,hate,envy,joy, and sadness? Can you remember those feelings as a youngster? Those were most definitely the purest feelings you will probably ever, EVER, experience in your lifetime. That is why children are innocent, to be protected, and cherished. You might be able to learn more from a child, about life, than you could ever learn at Harvard University in 20 years, and isn't that the point of life? To learn about life? What's the point of life? Have you really ever thought about it? Is it to go to school, to grow up, to be successful, or not, and then get married, raise children, retire and then die? Is that what god had in store for his children or for mankind? Whose idea do you think that was? Gods or mans? Have you ever thought about what you would've done with your
Life, Journey..
Angls R 4eVR..... Current mood: flirty As Journey we discover over time,complicated measures arise. Though we shift ones Dreams and Desires, Return to Memories an Respect... Travel al measures of life once gained..Deeply Devoted to the Love that still remains Captivates a Strong inner Strength...
The Lifestyle Of Gor, Aka Counter Earth
John Norman wrote a series of books dealing with a world that orbited directly opposite of earth, always hidden by the sun. On Gor, technology never developed past the dark ages. When it came to the slave master relationship, there was a lot of ceremony and ritual involved. While it was true a Gorean Master could, legally kill a slave, it was rarely if ever done. In fact, masters usually developed a fondness for their slaves. Slaves were rarely closely bound, even the 'slave chains' were decorative in nature, usually made of a precious metal, and in truth, only the most expensive would do. A good master wanted to show off his slave, show the world how well she pleased him. In private, slaves wore silks, each color standing for a specific class of slave. I will deal with these in a later entry. Masters were judged on how well they trained their slaves, and more importantly, how well they were treated. A master that left permanent marks on a slave was considered nee
Life , And Careers
Our helmets sit silently on top of our heads yet somehow they scream in testomoney to the trials we have endured. Once they were brand new...just like us. Polished, shiney, and smelling of the sterile plastic that they were wrapped in, we were not that much different then them. We, as new firmen, were fresh out of the packaging as well and had no idea what lay ahead. Our helmets tell stories that you cant hear. They will tell you of the Currey brothers and Joe Lindsey. They will tell you about Chief Lane, Jeff Rathburn and Joel Lydecker. There are those that will talk of Tom Grover, Buckwalter, and Sallas. Look on top of any firefighters head and you'll hear about missed meals, lost sleep, forgotten friends and family and forgone relationships. You'll hear of people dying in our arms, dead bodies, and things we want to forget. Listen closly enough and you'll get an earfull of the fun we have at work, of firehouse cooks, dinner table debates, water baloon fights and FMED's(firefight
A Life Too Full?
Recently (ok, for most of my life) I have felt a little overwhelmed. I always want the people around me to be "happy". It's always been my thinking that if I help people they, in turn, would help me. "Help", though, I guess is something that is too loosely defined. Lately, I have been learning the hard way that I need to just "help myself". Though, I just can't get over how rude that sounds (and seems as a principle). Am I too soft? Then again, as I look back on my younger days, I can think of a few times where my actions could be seen as selfish and rude. I may never have intended them to be such, but the fact that they could be interpreted as such just makes me feel guilty of some crime I never committed. But recently a different thought comes to mind. Perhaps it's not simply whether or not I am being rude but instead a matter of me just trying to do everything at once. I have realized lately that I have a strong desire to see it all as quickly as possible. That desire is takin
Life Is Gods Greatest Gift How We Make Of It Is Our Gift Back To Him
i believe in god i get told alot i dont because i dont believe in religion or praying I believe in a creator with all my heart but i believe that god gave us life a wonderful gift and the tools to make the most of that gift i dont belive he layed down the his law in a book written bye man his laws lay in the tools he gave ...our hearts our souls our minds our and dreams i dont believe god requires me to pick a name from many for him i dont believe church is needed to find the home of god because all he created is his home and i dont believe in praying god gave me a gift he gave me the tools to make the gift all it can be he did his job and fine job he did to he gave me a concince to know in my soul what his laws are he gave me dreams and hope to see what potential my life can hold he gave me determination to reach for those goals he gave me love so i have the strength to hold my dreams and to comfort me when i cant quite reach them he gave me all the tools i need so if i can do the job
Life Truth
there no such thing as true love, there no such thing as true happyness, there no joy, there no hope, there is no happy ever after marriage, there is no boyfriend, there is no such thing as true friends, there no future. I am a tiny grain of sand. I am insufficant. There is only death. I will never be important to anyone. I will always be alone. Time and people will go on without me. Death is the only answer. nothing you do i this world matter. everyday is the same.
Life Before The Computer
A Poem by an Old Timer A computer was something on TV From a science fiction show of note. A window was something you hated to clean.... And ram was the cousin of a goat..... Meg was the name of my girlfriend And gig was a job for the nights Now they all mean different things And that really mega bytes An application was for employment A program was a TV show A cursor used profanity A keyboard was a piano Memory was something that you lost with age, A CD was a bank account And if you had a 3 " floppy You hoped nobody found out Compress was something you did to the garbage, Not something you did to a file And if you unzipped anything in public You'd be in jail for a while Log on was adding wood to the fire Hard drive was a long trip on the road A mouse pad was where a mouse lived And a backup happened to your commode Cut you did with a pocket knife Paste you did with glue A web was a spider's home And a virus was the flu I guess I'll stick to m
A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty, He She asked him if he would want to be with her forever.... and he said no. She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry, and once again he replied with a no. She had heard enough. As she walked away, tears streaming down her face the boy grabbed her arm and said.... You're not pretty you're beautiful. I don't want to be with you forever, I NEED to be with you forever. And I wouldn't cry if you walked away...I'd die...
life is how you make it not how people make you. some poeple try to change others but they dont look at there selfs as well. so here to the judgers ,,,look at urself before saying something that you might regret cause you my end up on the other end one day. then what do you have to say then??????????????? i hate judgers. there is only one judge in my life that is THE MAN UP STAIRS. be urself not a fake or how someone wants you to be.
Life is carefree wind upon today and all our tomorrows, yet to come upon us. Life is brush by us like dreams calling out to us. Do you dare to listen and reach out to hidden wonder of what could be, if you only took the chance? ©2008 Firestar
Who thinks that the world is actually gonna end in 2012....... That is the prospective date that the world is suppose to end all pre-determined by several people just a couple to name the Mayans and Nostra Damus and Edgar Casey what so you think leave me a little note ok
Life Is Too Short .......
Life is too short to wake up with regrets. So love the people who treat you right. Forget about the one's who don't. Believe everything happens for a reason. If you get a second chance, grab it with both hands. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said life would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it.Friends are like balloons; once you let them go, you can't get them back. So I'm gonna tie you to my heart so I never lose you. Send this to all your friends including me and see how many you get back. Send this balloon to everybody you like You may also return it to me.??
every notice that life is kinda like a hamster wheel? we spend it going around and around upside down always bending over backwards for everyone else but are we ourselves ever truly happy? doesi t truly make us happy to go above and beyond the call of duty for someone we leave and very rarely recieve anything in return? ask yourself my firend reading this, is it worth it. why not jump off that wheel and go your own direction and make life the way YOU want it. dont conform because of someone else, conform to the way you feel you should be, live life happy without always having to hurt yourself for someone else.
Life Is In Motion.....
Life is always in motion, so one cannot be "stuck". It is not possible to stand still or be stuck, because energy, and therefore life, is always in motion. Things are always changing. The reason it may feel to you as if you are stuck is because you are continuing to think the same thoughts while these things are changing.
On the first day, God created the dog and said: 'Sit all day by the door of your house and bark at anyone who comes in or walks past. For this, I will give you a life span of twenty years.' The dog said: 'That's a long time to be barking. How about only ten years and I'll give you back the other ten?' So God agreed. On the second day, God created the monkey and said: 'Entertain people, do tricks, and make them laugh. For this, I'll give you a twenty-year life span.' The monkey said: 'Monkey tricks for twenty years? That's a pretty long time to perform. How about I give you back ten like the Dog did?' And God agreed. On the third day, God created the cow and said: 'You must go into the field with the farmer all day long and suffer under the sun, have calves and give milk to support the farmer's family. For this, I will give you a life span of sixty years.' The cow said: 'That's kind of a tough life you want me to live for sixty years. How about twenty and I
Life As It Is Right Now
ok for those of you who dont know me... they call me V or Destroyer. if you wish to know why ask anyone who really knows me, its a long story... anyways a week ago today, i became an ordained minister in a non-denominational church...scary... and not much has changed since i did so, i still drink on occasion and i still smoke the grasses too, just like anyone else who likes to party ALOT.. but i got rid of my ex and her friend for good, and i got myself a new chica, shes kinda like me in alot of ways, got with her 2 nights ago after about 2 months of hangin out with her... it was a party for me, a couple friends plus me and her so yeah nice party, lol... i go to church wednesday and sometimes sundays... but i still delve in some dark stuff as a true necrowiccan would... if you'd like more info on me... ask anyone who knows me... i'm the shiznit and laid-back as hell... dueces biotch! i'm out!
Life As We Know It
ok so... i have no job right now and havent in the past 4 months because the bitch at my last job said that i wasnt doing what i was supposed to be... and that has made my life a living hell since she fired me... i lost my car.. i have no money... and now for the first time since i was 15 i have to rely on others to help me... and the ironic thing is the ones that i have to rely on i have helped so much through the years and they complain and bitch about having to help me... knowing that i dont want their fucking help i would much rather just do things for myself... and on top of it all i cant seem to find anyone that would want to be with me... a couple that showed a lil promise are now either with other ppl or just ignoring me for some really starting to feel worthless... i have nothing and i really dont see any point in my life right really starting to understand why ppl commit suicide.. although i feel i amd stronger than that and i could never do that to my fa
Life Iin General...
So... I figured I'de hadn't done a straight up blog about me in a while, so since i'm bored this is probably a great time to do it..
Life Sentence.
I went from victim to killer without even trying I never chose to suffer but I did the truth is you're really playing the part. I've taken the blame for things that aren't my fault and now you're taking the pity somehow that doesn't quite seem fair. I don't have the strength to be fighting a losing battle you can't keep someone close by cutting them down and keeping them in a cage. I just want to be happy when did that become a crime?
ive been thinking about a lot of things lately. some concern me physically, some emotionally, and some mentally. i would have to say that ive never been as depressed as i am at this point in my life. it has taken a year to hit me completely, but my life as i knew it, ended on december 27th, 2006. im not going to go into detail, but everything up to that point didnt seem to have very much impact on me. then one phone call sealed my fate. ive thot about it daily. i find myself thinking about it out of nowhere, but its too late to change anything. i guess in the end i got what i deserved, or at least earned. my biggest fear was that i would die alone. for awhile i defied the odds. i read everything i could on the subject and i thot maybe i would avoid the mental and emotional devastation that so many before me have suffered. i was wrong. i know im deeply depressed now. ive lost interest in everything that i used to care about. ive closed myself off and ive lost all hope. the worst part is
You have to take the good with the bad Smile when you’re sad Love what you’ve got And remember what you had…. Always forgive but never forget, Learn from your mistakes But never regret People change Things go wrong Just remember Life goes on!!
Life Itself Is Your Teacher, And You Are In A State Of Constant Learning.
Empty your mind, be formless, shapeless--like water. Now you put water into a cup, it becomes the cup, You put water into a bottle, it becomes the bottle, You put it in a teapot, it becomes the teapot. Now water can *flow* or it can *crash*! Be water, my friend.
read this somewhere today and I really liked it so I thought I would put it in my blogs even though I did not write it: Choose life. Choose a job. Choose a career. Choose a family, Choose a fucking big television, Choose washing machines, cars, compact disc players, and electrical tin openers.Choose good health, low cholesterol and dental insurance. Choose fixed-interest mortgage repayments. Choose a starter home. Choose your friends.Choose leisure wear and matching luggage. Choose a three piece suit on hire purchase in a range of fucking fabrics. Choose D.I.Y and wondering who you are on a Sunday morning. Choose sitting on that couch watching mind-numbing spirit-crushing game shows, stuffing fucking junk food into your mouth. Choose rotting away at the end of it all, pishing you last in a miserable home, nothing more than an embarrassment to the selfish, fucked-up brats you have spawned to replace yourself. Choose your future. Choose life
Life Is Funny
ok to start this has its ups and downs. you have good times and bad times,it just seems that the bad is always there more than the good. and why is that did you ever wonder wht that is. take relationships for the beging everything is cloud 9 , the air is crisp and clear, sun shines more bright and colorful than ever,you see life as the most awsome ride of your life. then when things get rough and you (2) dont fix them it can start to get dull in the air and the sun gets dull and life turns dull. what i have learned is that one person gets blammed for everything , now is that really fare? then as time goes by so does the distance between these (2) that in the beging every breath that person took you wanted to taste it because that was how much you loved that person, now that breath they take is a bitter taste to ending if you have the ups and downs in a relationship you both should fix because if its left for one person to do it than its not a relationship no
Life....what To Do???
Well life has been somewhat hectic here. well not really hectic, but overwhelming. Galen and I left the restaurant in December and could not find a job where we lived. He ended up going to able body, but anyone that does or has done construction, knows that sometimes the weather impacts your ability to work. I got my job back at ocharleys and due to the drive that I have to make only work Friday nights and sunday doubles. I will most likely stay at my parents house on the weekends to try and save money, but we will see what happens. Needless to say galen and I hit a rough spot in our relationship where we were we constantly fighting about finances and food, but we have been able to work things out and things seem to be going better. Now if I could just get him to be more attentive at home....but that is another blog for another time.
Life Is A Prison
Life is a prison, Oh God let me out. No one to listen, To hear when you shout. Climb the walls of insanity, Ride the waves of despair. If you fall it don't matter, There's no one to care. Used to wish for a window, To see birds, trees and sky, But you're better without one - Stops you aiming too high. Watching freedom is painful, For those locked away. Seeing joy, love and happiness, Another price that you pay. Strong is good, weak is bad. Be it false, be it true. Your mind makes the choice, And enforces it too. Cell walls built by society, With rules to adhere. If you breach the acceptable, You had better beware. Hide the pain, carry on, Routine is the key. Don't let on that you're not, What you're pretending to be. Lock it all up inside you, How badly that bodes. Look out for that one day, When it all just explodes. Leaving naught but a shell, Base functionality too. But killing all else, That was uniquely you. So how do you grow,
Life In The 1500's
The next time you are washing your hands and complain because the water temperature isn't just how you like it, think about how things used to be. Here are some facts about the 1500's: These are interesting... Most people got married in June because they took their yearly bath in May, and still smelled pretty good by June. However, they were starting to smell, so brides carried a bouquet of flowers to hide the body odor. Hence the custom today of carrying a bouquet when getting married. Baths consisted of a big tub filled with hot water. The man of the house had the privilege of the nice clean water, then all the other sons and men, then the women and finally the children Last of all the babies. By then the water was so dirty you could actually lose someone in it. Hence the saying, "Don't throw the baby out with the bath water." Houses had thatched roofs-thick straw-piled high, with no wood underneath. It was the only place for animals to get warm, so all the cats and othe
Have you ever played in a stream of water on the side of the road during a rain storm? Almost every kid has but those kids don't realize what is really being told to them. You see, I heard the whispers of the stream. I heard her story in a song of motion. She told me of her troubles and told me not to fear about the ones I'll entertain in my short life. She said for me to touch her, to put my hand on her. When I tried to feel her skin she ran away. Her body curved around my hand and continued to flow. She told me of the pine neeldes that blocked her path and how like the problmes in my own life, we have to learn to either go around them or fight our way through. The wrappers, and trinkets of her travels. I, too, pick up debris but instead of cigareete butts I pick up memories and loved ones along my own walks of life. Then she told me of how it all will end. She made me listen real close and promise to tell our story to others. Because the end is the same for all. We all
life I Wonder Category: Life I Wonder I Wonder, what i could do or say to make him like me I Wonder what or who i need to be to be his I Wonder when just being me will be enough...
Life is like a jigsaw puzzle u may have the pieces. The challenge is to put those pieces in place to make it all work out.
Life's A Mess
OK as some of you know we lost our house thanks to my husbands recent jobs. Its on the market and been spending a lot of time on house and djing as we've lost a lot of djs :(. If I haven't been showing y'all the love u deserve I apologize. Just doesn't seem to be enough time during the day and I can only stay awake so long. Trying to keep up with comments and friend requests is about all I'm managing. Some days I'm lucky and can actually post comments b4 I receive them this week will be spending a lot of time sorting through not only the stuff for moving sale but getting stuff onto ebay in the hopes of making some real money, in the hopes of doing some work on the house and maybe upping the price on the house or enough to JUST get it sold. My brain can only handle so much and I guess at the moment its on overload. So IF I ignore you or don't show the love I know you deserve please forgive me
Amongst the fields of green the knowledge of the ages gathers quietly Tread softly amongst the great canopy for we are here Along the winding river, beneath the fallen trees. I am all around you though you refuse to see Your cables of metal scar my flesh Your garbage pollutes the very water which brought you life While to you surround yourself in death and steel New life is born from that which has long since died. The circle of life stands strong For within this circle death is not the end but only another beginning. Nixy
Life is a series of moments like foot steps sown together with time With each step we take Things are realized No one can see it through another ones eyes We can be there together but see two different sides But always know it takes many cells to make a great mind. So keep an open heart and respect all rights and you will be one with yourself and all life Perspective Nastie Sea City Dolls 3/25/07
Life Choices
Most people spend their entire lives searching, wishing, wanting that quintessential thing that makes like worthwhile. Whether it is another person, that perfect job, some sort of certificate, or what it be. Yet we all strive for the same commen goal, no matter what form it may take...Recognition. Literally speaking, recognition is receiving praise or somethign else for the things we do in life, our acheivements, our actions, and our attitude. For a doctor, somethign as amazing as saving someones life is an everyday occurance for them, and thus somethign they belive they just do. Same goes for a soldier, they save someones life, and its just another day in the job. Vetrenarians, teachers, scientists even, every day they do amazing things, but everyone just looks at them like its somethign they are supposed to do. Sure every now and then they recieve an award, or some small token of appreciation for what they do, but in this day and age, it takes nothing less than a small miracle
Life And Death
Again the circle is smaller by one... we run headlong to completion there is never enough time I edit everything that I say and everything that I do to my own damage and to the damage I do to others by not sharing with them... I could do better if I could escape from experience I won't leave another love behind... I have remained behind I could never do that to another love... by choice I walk alone now I want to live with the passion I was born with yet I am unable... I lose through my own Damn fault yet still I lose... and I would rather die than lose I hate the senseless waste and the useless loss by all causes Again tbe circle is smaller by one... Mea culpa, Mea maxima culpa... My friend
"What is more like love than the ocean? You can play in it, drown in it. It can be clear and bright enough to hurt your eyes, or covered in fog; hidden behind a curve of road, and then suddenly there in full glory. Its waves come like breaths, in and out, in and out, body stretched to forever in its possibilities, and yet its heart lies deep, not fully knowable, inconceivably majestic." Love, Life, and Learning ~"I like to think that you care for and about me.... ...You're always there to put up with my BS.... ...You make me laugh and smile... ...You're mostly perfect." --Me MOSTLY perfect. The most important thing in life is love. But there are many different types of love. You have the love a child shares with a parent or grandparent. That kind of love is easy to come by... You have the love a group of close friends have for each other... That bond that keeps them always together. They are so close they know when you are happy or sad or mad or depressed when you
Life After An Audition
alright, so i bombed out on an audition that i got begged into doing when i wasn't at all prepared. at first i was broken, musics the one thing ive always been good at. But i've picked myself back up. I've just come to the realization that i just can't do that screamo shite, that nu-metal crap.. i like to actually sing. So rather then wallow in self pity, I'm going to do the smart thing. I'm going to go record a demo of some of my songs and use myspace to network.. hopefully someone will respond. :D there is life after a failed audition lol
A Lifetime
Never knew that I could feel like this The feeling to share a lifetime with you is so strong It seems so impossible Never knew I can see the sky is blue The world seems to be such a perfect place For you and me to share our lives together Listen to my heart Can you hear it say Seasons may change Flowers may wither But my heart will never dies I would love you To the end of time ich liebe dich
Life In General...
life in general for me has been having more downns than ups lately....hopefully this next mnth will have it the other way far it seems to be looking up for me
~~life Lessons~~
~I've learned ... that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. ~I've learned ... that maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you've learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you've celebrated. ~I've learned ... that you should never tell a child their dreams are unlikely or outlandish. Few things are more humiliating, and what a tragedy it would be if they believed it. ~I've learned ... that your family won't always be there for you. It may seem funny, but people you aren't related to can take care of you and love you and teach you to trust people again. Families aren't biological. ~I've learned ... that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. ~I've learned ... that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others. So
i sit here and watch you cry.. it only validates the fact that im not right for you.. Can you see that i love you and dont want you to hurt because of me... Should have see it comming i guess i do it all the time.. destroy those arround me ripping them apart. Im sorry that i cannot love you like i should be able to. Things are so screwed up in my head i dont even love me. I want to love you, grow old and talk about the old times.. but you say goodbye! know this i love you now and will love you forever...
What is Life ? It is the flash of a firefly in the night. It is the breath of a buffalo in the winter time. It is the little shadow which runs across the grass and loses itself in the Sunset." -Crowfoot....April 1890, on his deathbed
So i really hate todays society. People in todays world have this Idea that everyone has to be perfect. That because they did it when they were younger that we are supposed to do the same. Well i say FUCK THAT BULLSHIT. I am Blake and only Blake. If you biked to work when u were a kid knowing that you have a car or someone to take you then heres your fucking sign. I'm not about to bike to work! I hate the fact that a majority of adults say that younger kids like myself don't know what we are talking about because we are young. You know what...FUCK THAT BULLSHIT! I have lived on the streets, Shelters, back seats of cars. I mean i have lived the hard life. Waking up not knowing if we were going to be evicted or not. Or if my mom was going to meet someone new and we would have to move again. Ive been to jail. I mean i have turned my life around. And for someone to say that i havent gone though anything is BULLSHIT. What they experienced and what i experienced is two diffrent things. So pl
Well, all I know as of now is that I have been studying the best I can with the little bit of material I have right now. I am letting a friend who is also studying for the same test and since she will be taking her test before me. But that is neither here nor there. I am not sure how my mom is I haven't called I have been running around with my head cut off trying to get everything ready for next month. I am not sure how the hell everything is going to work out. I don't know exactly were I am going with this but if you know me then you know this is normal. I am seriously scattered brained right now with all the medical terms and shit that I have beat into my head. All in all consider this my break from all the brain draining medical shit. Oh well I will be back on in a little bit need to get back to all the studying and Medical terms and muscles and oh yea the fun stuff.
21 Lifes Lessons
ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other. THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. FOUR. When you say, 'I love you,' mean it. FIVE. When you say, 'I'm sorry,' look the person in the eye. SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married. SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight. EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dreams. People who don't have dreams don't have much. NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely. TEN.. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling. ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives. TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly. THIRTEEN! .. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, 'Why do you want to know?' FOURTEEN. Remember that great love and grea
Life Lessons
Life Lessons Never tell a guy "it's just a game" Dating is awkward, but so is becoming a loser like me Anyone is capable of anything given the right motivation Always wear comfortable underwear Some things never come back in style *TLC* If your parents promise you money, WRITE IT DOWN Never under estimate stupid people Repetition is a sign of stupidity. Repetition is a sign of stupidity. Repetition is a sign of stupidity. Never wear the same pants three days in a row, no matter how many times you wash them Never refer to him/her as "my future ex" *TLC* Always make sure your parents aren't watching Behind every great man there is an even greater woman kicking him in the ass and telling him what to do Never run away from your fears. Unless it's a wasp.
When all about you is black with gloom, And all you feel is pending doom. When your bones are racked with grim despair - When every breath is a gasp for air. Keep on going, though you need to grope, For around the bend is a ray of hope. A ray of hope is perhaps all that's left, As your will to live has been bereft. You've lost it all, it's just no use! You can end it all, you need no excuse. But throw away that piece of rope, And give yourself a chance of hope. Just give yourself another day, Brushing aside what your thoughts may say. This is your life and you can make a new start, By ignoring the brain - just follow the heart. Taking baby steps in order to cope, And minute by minute you'll build on your hope. Build on your hope,. one day at a time, Though the road be steep and hard to climb. The hurts of the past - they should be dead. The fears of the future are all in your head. Just live in the present and refuse to mope Your life will sparkle for you'r
1 Life
You get just one life One single solitary chance You endure pain and strife You cry, laugh, scream, dance You endure hatred, you feel the warmth of love You fear the man below, you adore the man above You ignore your heart, you go with your gut You bite your tongue, you have plenty to re-butt You act so humble, you can be so snide You are so selfless, you have too much pride You put faith in people, you can't trust a soul You let life take it's course, you let life take it's toll destroy... You are in every man, woman, girl, boy You have one create or destroy YOU...
Life Has It's Moments
life life has it's draw backs search all of your life for that one special person ,place ,thing, event and when it happens ..something causes you to loose it just has you have found it....this happened to me after 50 odd years of searching to become whole and complete ..I finally did and just as i was to finally realize it ....It all slipped away every fear i have had all of my life has come to forbearance meaning i will now live out my life alone and pass away alone having not left any mark of myself of who or what i was one to carry on my name no one to pass my stories on and on it's very depressing to finally realize you were just another person who did not matter in the grand scam of things ..none will cry or mourn your passing you will pass without anyone knowing or caring...but yet for one brief moment in time you were all to 3 people there life's revolved around you you were a father a lover a husband a provider you lived and love
Life Is Kinda Funny
You know something, life is kinda funny. I mean your born, you live a while and then you die. I been thinkin about this alot anymore and frankly I think that the entire concept of this whole live and die thing is just not right. I mean you spend so little time in life being happy because you worry about how things are going and how you are gunna make it in life, when before you know it, your life has passed you up. People spend way too much time hating others instead of actually looking and seeing what needs to be done. I know that everyone has a reason for being here but what if that person just doesn't wanna see it? For the past couple of months I have been hit with the worse pain there is. I have lost so many people that I held so close to me. I been there for so many people that have just turned around and shot their noses in the air like I didn't exist when I needed them the most. When I have been in pain, physical or emotional, I have dealt with it on my own. And it just feels
Life # 4
Life is a world of wonders life is sandy life is lonely life can also be full of different activities. life is caring life is hatred life is always full of mysteries life is full love life is full of up and downs life is mischief life is entertaining life is curious lifeis full of uderstanding life is hope life is sometimes full of hopelessness life is full of different crimes like stealing, killing.. well life is always interesting LOVE YOU ALL!!
I'm so over everything. I want so much out of myself and out of life and out of others, and I just don't know what to do. I want to study abroad this summer. I want to study abroad junior year too. I want to have 3 jobs and be as independent as I can this summer though too. I want to find someone out here that I can just BE with. I don't need a boyfriend. I just need fucking stability. I want someone that I'm willing to give up other guys for. Maybe not completely, just yet...but someone that if I go to a party and get hit on, I can have a reason to say no for...because I want to say no for him, not because he demands that I do. God, I want want to be motivated and inspired and just have SOMEONE to put some spark back in me. I'm bored, and tired, and just plain....BLAH. I have nothing to look forward to anymore. I don't have anyone to look cute for. I've given up on asu guys as a whole. They're either just looking for a hookup for the night...or they're looking for a girlfrie
~life Explained Finally~
On the first day, God created the dog and said: 'Sit all day by the door of your house and bark at anyone who comes in or walks past. For this, I will give you a life span of twenty years.' The dog said: 'That's a long time to be barking. How about only ten years and I'll give you back the other ten?' So God agreed. On the second day, God created the monkey and said: 'Entertain people, do tricks, and make them laugh. For this, I'll give you a twenty-year life span.' The monkey said: 'Monkey tricks for twenty years? That's a pretty long time to perform. How about I give you back ten like the Dog did?' And God agreed. On the third day, God created the cow and said: 'You must go into the field with the farmer all day long and suffer under the sun, have calves and give milk to support the farmer's family. For this, I will give you a life span of sixty years.' The cow said: 'That's kind of a tough life you want me to live for six
wat makes life worth livin?when u lost the one thing or person that means everything 2 u.why stay an live w/the pain.that hurts us so much.when your alone u have nothin 2 do but sit an think.wat could have i done different.wat do u come up w/the more u think the more it hurts.
Life,love And Getting By
well it has been 9 1/2 months since unholy passed away and it feels like yesterday but it feels like forever ago...if you can understand what i mean sometimes it doesn't feel real and sometimes i am holding him in my arms and hes dying all over agian everyone says things will get better and i guess inevitabley some things have, i no longer cry when i go grocery shopping. i can go to a flea market without completely loosing it..not the ones we went to.. i havent tried that yet but 1 none the less. we use to go every weekend almost and at least once a month he would buy me a new rebel flag shirt well i havent had a new shirt in over a year now and though i love those shirts its not the shirts that boother mne its the fact that he knew i wouldnt buy it for my self i would say i was going to then say forgewt it get you or the kids something but he would make me pick some out..i wear those shirts almost every day..those things are falling apart but its my way to be close to him.. i know
Life Lessons
Take into account that great love and great achievements involve great risk. When you lose, don't lose the lesson. Follow the three R's: Respect for self, Respect for others and Responsibility for all your actions. Remember that not getting what you want is sometimes a wonderful stroke of luck. Learn the rules so you know how to break them properly. Don't let a little dispute injure a great friendship. When you realize you've made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it. Spend some time alone every day. Open your arms to change, but don't let go of your values. Remember that silence is sometimes the best answer. Live a good, honorable life. Then when you get older and think back, you'll be able to enjoy it a second time. A loving atmosphere in your home is the foundation for your life. In disagreements with loved ones, deal only with the current situation. Don't bring up the past. Share your knowledge. It's a way to achieve immortality.
Tell me why people who can't take care of kids keep having them? DOes it seem kind of weird that half the time the people who love the kids can't have them but the ones who are lazy and neglectful?I mean my neighbor had her child taken away for a false report to dhs and she is a very good mother and now has to fight for her child,buut yet the one who called can't take care of her own and has a dozen reports made but she still has them.i guess life sucks but there are things that just piss me off and i believe this is one of them.have a good one.
Life Is Fun
"So go ahead. Fall down. The world looks different from the ground." I have held my own i love with all my heart will give to all i care for and some that just need for now i have taken what i needed and caused some hell for some in my heart i know i have fallen but from the ground fresh covered in snow tonight making snow angels looking at the ski i realize The world looks different from the ground
Life Intrudes
Life Alterations
Life alterations can make assumptions Life can being peace but can this be divide If we choose to ignore our heart's true self We can break our heart or give it life of hope and dreams. But can alterations keep us from life's meaning where we keep going in search of something stronger more believing this can only be found underneath our own two feet. Life will always have alterations but it is how we deal with it that counts. Life is never easy but a bumpy road with many obstacles and we as a generation can only see the true meaning. I did not write this one it is one of a child but oh so true
Life River
water runs downhill the path of least resistance and life’s river flows.........
A Life In The Day
A new customer I had about an hour ago told me I was awesome. This gentleman was apparently impressed that not only didn’t he have to provide proof of residence like a utility bill as well as a bank statement to prove he DID have a checking account but also that I’m a pretty nice guy. We actually had a conversation while I was processing his loan and getting everything ready for him; it really made my day when he said I was awesome, and I told him so. I’ve heard quite a few people come from other payday loan establishments (there’s twelve here in Minot) and say they prefer coming here. I like to think I do a better job of being personable because my boss just a better job of not treating me or anybody else as cogs in a wheel. It works great! Last night was probably the first complete Ash Wednesday service I’ve ever been to. At least, it’s the first one I remember being at during the imposition of ashes, the part of the service where the pastor places ashes in the shape of a cr
Guess in life from the very moment were born were taught to believe in love ... lil did they tell us that one day u would find it and it would all be ripped away from u because of fear ...i was always taught to forgive the person u love not just anyone u love "the one " u love ... i ran into the one i know is the one for me ...but every lil mistake i do is wrong and it ends up getting me kicked out and while i know i made the mistake but isnt love supposed to conquer all? and i mean how do we know that this isnt one of gods tests to see what we do with the sit. and how can we make the best of it ... to me this person has made mistakes which have led me to have feelings that i just had to try and prove wrong in any other time i wouldnt forget but with him i feel he is my true soul mate and my dumbass can still see it all workin out ...ive never been one to keep the faith as strongly as i am now and have never really seen or felt it the way i do now guess it takes mistakes to see it
A Life Lost
A battle waged. A war fought valiantly, yet still lost. What is this life? Why must she pay this cost? Questions without answers, not even a whisper in reply. Why must evil survive, when the truly good must die? Anger boils up inside me. Hatred begins to grow. Hatred for the disease, and for the things I do not know. Anger at the powers that, allow her to suffer so. Anger because I can't save her, and I cannot let her go. Prayers go unanswered, and leave me feeling hollow. Why won't he save his child? It's a bitter pill to swallow! It's not for me to question, or to know the reasons why. His motives are a mystery, yet I still have to try! Angels are taken for granted every second of the day. The one sent to me, I treasure. I beg him to let her stay! Our life is but an instant, in the broader spectrum of time. Hold on to every minute, to regret is an unforgivable crime. I value every time I hear her voice, every word she speaks. I fight along beside her,
Today, my senses and feeling go hand in hand with the weather today....sunny, with the cooling breeze of spring... My senses have come alive once more...and not just because the weather is the best it will ever be...but because I am beginning anew...Like life starts fresh...With the wind that blows, it carries away the cold days of winter, and bring again life in my heart. Grass grows green, and the leaves bud on the feelings begin to grow deep within...ready to sprout with the smile of who I desire...or the warmth in his eyes...can this be???? We do not yet know, but there is the kindling of a fire brewing....a fire that could become a blaze, something that I would hope will burn a lifetime, but never ever go out... It will burn Hot at times, with passion and settle in the night to warmth and love and comfort as it enfolds the body’s it once again break free of the boundaries and burn hot again...the cycle continues. But I get ahead of mysel
Life In General
Ever been walking along, minding your own business, when out of fucking no where life in all her evilness comes and punt kicks you in the cunt/nuts(which ever applies to you)? You automatically grab said cunt/nuts, scream, drop to the ground, and assume the fetal position with tears streaming down your face thinking "Why me God?"(Buddah, Jehovah, Satan, or who ever you chose to worship) Well this has been my week. I have been taking my antidepressant like clockwork every night before I go to bed and only missed one night, but this week has been brutal. I cry like 10 times a day for no reason at all, have become "A morbid bitch" so elequently put by one of my Fubar friends, and honestly if it were not for my kids I would have slit my wrists. I am not shaking this off like I usually do. Could my meds not be working anymore? I've been on them for like a month or so.
Life Explained
On the first day, God created the dog and said: 'Sit all day by the door of your house and bark at anyone who comes in or walks past. For this, I will give you a life span of twenty years.' The dog said: 'That's a long time to be barking. How about only ten years and I'll give you back the other ten?' So God agreed. On the second day, God created the monkey and said: 'Entertain people, do tricks, and make them laugh. For this, I'll give you a twenty-year life span.' The monkey said: 'Monkey tricks for twenty years? That's a pretty long time to perform. How about I give you back ten like the D og did?' And God agreed. On the third day, God created the cow and said: 'You must go into the field with the farmer all day long and suffer under the sun, have calves and give milk to support the farmer's family. For this, I will give you a life span of sixty years.' The cow said: 'That's kind of a tough life you want me to live for sixty years. Ho
Life Is Great
Current mood: loved Well it has been a very long time since I have posted anything on here so I figured that I would write a blog to let all my friends know that I am still among the land of the living. LOL I know that from time to time that some of you have seen me sign off yahoo it's not that I don't want to chat with any one I just haven't had the time to do nothing but check my email. I do love and miss all of yall. I have tried a few times to find what room yall hang in but had no luck. Any ways life is really great I am finally very happy. Happier than I ever thought I could be. I have met a really great man and we are engaged to be married soon as I set the date. Among other things going on in my life my Mom broke her leg on Dec 7th and I have been having to take care of her also and work fulltime also. No rest for the weary...LOL Well I guess that about pretty much sums it up for this time. I will let yall know more soon as I get the chance.
Life In The Lab?
“Creating” Life in the Lab LaymanOne step closer to a synthetic organism? by Peter GallingFebruary 5, 2008 Keywordsauthor-peter-galling synthetic-life We’re one step closer to creating synthetic life in the lab, reports Britain’s BBC News on a story that first broke in the Guardian before the actual achievement! The team has finally made a breakthrough, with results published in the journal Science. The team, 17 scientists in all, built the genome of the bacterium Mycoplasma genitalium by synthesizing small blocks of DNA. They used other bacteria to make multiple copies of the blocks, then linked them together to make larger sections referred to as gene “cassettes.” These cassettes were then joined in the circular shape of the M. genitalium bacterium, a complete “synthetic” genome. But first, the team must insert their synthetic genome into another cell, allowing the genome to hijack the cell and start reproducing.The new organism—yet to be completed—was dubbed Mycoplasma JC
Life Without Regrets....
Life is too short to wake up with regrets. So love the people who treat you right. Forget about the one's who don't. Believe everything happens for a reason.. If you get a second chance, grab it with both hands. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said life would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it.
life whats the point? ...I wish i knew...could someone plz tell me?...i cant seem to find a reason to do anything... i cant find a reason for living but i can find a reason for death...death is the only way out of this hell you call life...ive lost everything & everyone i ever loved so what reason do i have to go on? will someone plz tell me? pain is the only thing i ever feel...what kind of person do you have to be to only feel pain? will someone plz fucking tell me? ive always done everything i thought was right...but maybe i dont know the diffrence between the two...ive gotten to the point were i like pain now not the mental kind but the physical...i cut, i push pieces of metal into my self just to feel...i cant feel love, happieness, joy all i feel is pian, sorrow, anger & angwish... will somone plz tell me a reason to go on?...
well to all who reads these dont let life get to you enjoy and enjoy what u have dont worry all the time thats the only way to be
If you're going to read this, at least have the decency to read the whole thing... I'm posting a new blog, my first one like this one will be bitter, yet this one will be my first mumm too. Anyways, I've realized a long time ago that people are lying, conniving, rude, and stupid degenerates. We've actually gotten to the point where we'll murder someone for their shoes but leave the wallet, or kill them because they offended us in the littlest ways but we've had a really bad day so that makes it ok... I still can't understand how some of these incompetent morons got their driving license. Nobody cares about anyone anymore, it's all survival of the fittest. Nobody cares about helping anyone like they used to anymore, it's all about making money, and there's never enough in our wasted space of head we call a brain to be satisfied with. Marriage is basically like the newer version of dating to these preteen idiots. long term relationships weren't enough so we actually had to upgrade it? co
What do people think the meaning of life is
Life Or So Thats What They Call It
Why is it when people look at you they smile. This piss me off everyday cause when you know exactly what they are thinking. Lets just get this straight if you hate me say so cause I hate to faced people. When you have family like mine you know when things are good and bad. Look if you think this life you are living is good think again. Shit mes up for a reason and its called fate so deal or roll over and die. There itt is off my chest.
Life And Love
How long does it take to get past another heartbreak? Seems like I just can't get it right. He seemed like he was perfect. Sweet, strong, hot, fantastic in bed, hard worker, good father. WTF? Do I just have a black heart-shaped cloud following me? He sd all the right things. Did almost all the right things but, hey, none of them are perfect, are they? One small flaw. One little thing he lied tiny little unmentionable. Ahh the joke is on me this time. Karma IS a bitch and she wears high heels. Stiletto's man. I was a fool. I loved him. I trusted him. Small thing...his wife...yeah, she kinda loved him too. Funny thing, lies. Him living 600 miles away helped out a lot. I think he really wanted to get away at one time. Then, it just all got out of hand and he didn't know what to do and now? He's staying there. For her? Maybe. For his 8 year old son, probably. So, I'm here and alone and really, really don't want to start over. Really, really wanna just
Lifes Lessons.
This was written for another site, However, I have had several people tell me I should post it here as well, so:) enjoy!~Julz Well, its been awhile, since I felt this strong. I know I can survive. I know, that I can make it through, whatever life deals me. Things are looking up, its gonna be a long road, and i know there will still be days, when i cry myself to sleep. I know there will be "what if" days, however, I expect those days to become fewer, and farther in between, until this portion of my life becomes just another story. Just another chapter. 2007 was a year, of so many ups and downs. This year, was a country song, and well, i think, after all is said and done, that it should be a novel. I can't figure out how i have survived, to take a breath this very day. I should be dead. honestly, I should have probably killed myself. I was under a maddening pressure this year. I cried one to many days this year. I laughed to few. But, through it all, I learned. I
Life And General
Time goes on and on and for me its a lonely time. i spend many a day, many a mile behind the wheel of this 80,000 lb giant. my days consist of many a child waving there hands wanting to hear that air horn that so many children love. the looks and the fingers of so many unknowing and ignorant drivers of other vehicles (us drivers just call them 4 wheelers) that always seem so angry be cause i cant stop on a dime for them or move out of there way. i watch the news and listen to the radio about many accidents involving trucks and 4 wheelers and how the 4 wheeler is griping that if there were no trucks this accident wouldn't have happend. what he does'nt realize is if there were no trucks nothing would move. take a look around your house. everything you own at one point or another was transported on a truck from some point between the manufacturer and the store where you purchased it! but you never hear about the truck driver like the most recent in texas that drove his truck into a retain
you know when u have true friends when they buy u a bus ticket and let you come stay with them until you get back on ur feet. i have some really awesome friends and these friends are my family and i will cherish their friendship all the days of my life.
Life Isnt Fair!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I sit here and think of the past and how a man that i know is my age and has been through hell and survived . A car accident that left him with brain damage oh how is he going to live? Is he going to recover? Will he have a normal life again ? Only time can tell. Life isnt fair!!! Five years later he has beat the imposible odds. H lives a normal life again . He works in society has a good job and found the love of his life. Life is good again Recently Married he travels down an Icy road on his way home from work wanting only to get home to his love when out of nowhere he is struck . Once again another car accident only this time he wont make a full recovery . Never again will he be able to smile at his love or laugh at jokes. Never to go to another family reunion . Or to play with his kids who have yet to be thought of. His life was taked by the one thing that he beat in the past. Life is soooooooooooo unfair !!!!!! Josh Holhouser my cousin my freind you will be
Life Takes A Change
sometimes i r lives life will throw u a cuurve and u never exspect it. as is the case with me and i could not be happier it did resontly over last weekend someone extra speacil came into my world they had been there but i never knew how they felt turns out feeling r the same on both ends of things.this person who has came into my has taken apart of my heart that no one else will ever have my heart stays closed and gaurded but this person is in a speacil place they have complete and total access to my heart soul and every fiber in my body.people say that there is no such thing as fate well friends there is and it dealt me a winning hand that i will never let go world was plain but not with this person in my life it is fun sunny and only consern it that this is all a crule joke being played by life i've been kicked so many time i'm tired of it.there r desisions i must make that the answers r not totally clear and i can only hope the extra speacil person that walked into my
Life And School
its a slow day and i'm bored, Lets see spring semster of 2008 and it the 5th or so week and i have had my frist essay due in english, my first speech for communication is due in two week, my first exam in biology which i failed missably. math test wich i got a b on so far the only glass that i seem to hae trouble with is biology which is my favorite class besides my pe's. anyway as of me physically, i'm having gallbladder issues i get to go for an ultrasound a week from tomorrow, one i find out what my results are i may or maynot go into surgury if i do go in i'm looking at a missing a week of school and work. which will really suck! anyway i need to go i have homework the calling me.
i just wanted to let everyone know i will not be on for a little while my mom passed away on sunday and i am not in a real good state of mind right now.if i am on and dont answer you im sorry my mind keeps going back to me finding her in bed dead. i wish i could get the picture out of my head and i cant and dont know what to do if any one has any suggestions please let me know.
Life Just Keeps Sucking More And More
Just when you think that everything is starting to look up in life, then it throws you another blow. Blow after blow though, I still find a way to look up instead of down. I have to remember not to let my mind go to wondering about past, present and future, which may or may not hold anything good. Who knows? Not me, I can only live life one day at a time.
Life Math
This is a strictly mathematical goes like this: What Makes 100%? What does it mean to give MORE than 100%? Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been to those meetings where someone wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 103%? What makes up 100% in life? Here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these questions: If: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z is represented as: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26. Then: H-A-R-D-W-O-R-K 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98% And, K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96% But , A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E 1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100% And, B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T 2+21+12+12+19+8+9+20 = 103% AND, look how far ass kissing will take you. A-S-S-K-I-S-S-I-N-G 1+19+19+11+9+19+19+9+14+7 = 118% So, one can conclude with mathematical certainty that while Hard Work and Knowledge will get you close, and At
life whats the point? ...I wish i knew...could someone plz tell me?...i cant seem to find a reason to do anything...i cant find a reason for living but i can find a reason for death...death is the only way out of this hell you call life...ive lost everything & everyone i ever loved so what reason do i have to go on? will someone plz tell me?pain is the only thing i ever feel...what kind of person do you have to be to only feel pain? will someone plz fucking tell me? ive always done everything i thought was right...but maybe i dont know the diffrence between the two...ive gotten to the point were i like pain now not the mental kind but the physical...i cut, i push pieces of metal into my self just to feel...i cant feel love, happieness, joy all i feel is pian,sorrow, anger & angwish...will somone plz tell me a reason to go on?...
Life As I Know It
Ok I am now in my 49th year of life, up till i was 21 i was a fit hardworking bloke ( summer flour miller in winter) i worked out 3 or 4 times a week, then in middle of an English winter i fell 30ft and severly damaged my spine the muscle went to fat then my glands gave up so since then i have had a running battle with increasing weight gain,Today 14th feb I finaly got the letter to tell me they will operate to remove most of my stomach,in an effort to save my worthless lifeI go to see the specalist s to see how much novocain etc ill need, and here is the problem , i react to most drugs,but as i live on a constant drip of Morphine maybe ill get a better life afterwards, hey!! maybe ill walk again (( LOL some hope there)) if your reading this , Thank you....just treat it as an old man rambling and smile xxx
Life Is Good, If Thats How You Make It.
Life is good. The possibilities for joy and true fulfillment are more abundant than ever before. It is great to be alive, on this day, in this place, with things just as they are. And you are truly blessed to be you, with your own unique and valuable gifts to offer each new moment. Making the most of this beautiful moment is really quite simple. Just allow the authentic, driving purpose that lives within you to be expressed in your thoughts, words and actions. Sure, there are difficult problems and formidable challenges in this world. And yet even the challenges and difficulties eventually bring positive value to life. For in working through those challenges, you learn, you grow, you create and you discover new, delightful possibilities. When life compels you to give your best, you end up getting better, stronger, and more capable of living with richness and joy. Life is beautiful right now, as it is. And what's better, is that you can make it even more so. -- Ralph Marston
A Life Unchained
A word spoken unheard A thought never revealed A feeling in ones heart That has been forever sealed The pain in ones eye The sadness upon their face These all buried deep inside As loneliness they embrace A ray of hope dies out Thoughts of doubt soon consume Questioning of ones self Will sadness forever loom A sudden word is spoken The glow of light they see A bond is formed between two Is this is what was meant to be A soft kiss upon their lips Kind words fall upon their ear Erosion of all the darkness comes Wiping away all the sadness they wear A life full of visions now Their heart open and so free Rejoicing that the bonds are gone Their happiness all can see They look into the eyes of this stranger The one that saved them this day Wondering what path brought them together And if in their world they would stay A twinkle of happiness in their eye A gentle smile they can see A warmth grows now deep inside A life has been set completely free © Tall M
Lifes A Bitch
yeasterday was great for me yes I went to the doc which was kinda sucky but my wonderful husband went to the hospital chaplin and got him to marry us right there in the hospital in my pjs.well today i got on fubar and the guy who was supposed to fu own me got mad cause i wasnt on yeasterday and now wants his fubucks back.I dont have all of it cause I paid someone off I owed money to.I am going to give him his 300k fubucks back.So my day starts off bad.It gets worse of course.I finally heard from my lawyer who is not representing me any more and I have to get a new one by june 1st even though the trucker hasnt been caught.I was told the state put a lien on the insurance money I was going to use to get me a new car so now I cant get one.Im at the end of my rope.I cant take anymore.
Why Women Are Crabby We started to "bud" in our blouses at 9 or 10 years old only to find that anything that came in contact with those tender, blooming buds hurt so bad it brought us to tears. So came the ridiculously uncomfortable training bra contraption that the boys in school would snap until we had calluses on our backs. Next, we get our periods in our early to mid-teens (or sooner). Along with those budding boobs, we bloated, we cramped, we got the hormone crankies, had to wear little mattresses between our legs or insert tubular, packed cotton rods in places we didn't even know we had. Our next little rite of passage was having sex for the first time which was about as much fun as having a ramrod push your uterus through your nostrils (IF he did it right and didn't end up with his little cart before his horse), leaving us to wonder what all the fuss was about. Then it was off to Motherhood where we learned to live on dry crackers and water for a
Life is an adverture........rate me, add me, show me some love and i will do the same
life is like a box of chololate.........u never know when it is fulled with cream or nuts
it is better to have loved then not loved at all.ask and u shall recive.seel and ye shaal find.i thunk therefore i am.
There is always bad in life u gotta take the bad with the good or life will never be good hope u guys take this to heart cause there aint noone like u so be who u r and fuck anyone who dont like it Love to all Fubarians
Life Is Unreal
Here I am but where do I go. My path is uncertain but my direction is clear. Love those who deserve it. Tolerate those who don't. Be careful. Paranoia will not destroy ya but keep you safe. I won't make the same mistakes. I won't be a Martyr. I plan to live long.
Sorry that I haven't been on lately, so much has been going on, its been pretty stressful,so for anyone that was worried, sorry,
It is quite fascinating how much our life experiences shape us as human beings, sculpting every minute detail in our human forms. Some of those forms come out shiny and smooth, very pleasant to touch and to come in contact with, with innate abilities to bounce off any light that shines upon them. They might not be too deep, but all you need to know about them lies on the smooth surface, easily visible to the naked eye (unless there are some deeper cracks that might form overtime). Some come out with jagged sharp edges others might hurt themselves on, and deeply carved crevasses inside which no one is able to see or set a foot. Sometimes it might take a very powerful flashlight to see the wonders hidden in those crevasses, yet sometimes there are no wonders to begin with but cold empty space. While some may begin as shiny smooth specimens, if touched too roughly, they sometimes may crumble, revealing not so smooth bottom layers. Our shapes may change depending on the amount and qu
Good Morning all.... Well, last night at work was one of the toughest that a nurse has to face. We had a patient whose health was declining for about 5 days. She lived a good life though, she was 100 years old. It was a very difficult night to say the least. It was my first work realted death. No one ever prepares or teaches you how to deal with this when you are training to be a nurse. No one tells you how best to deal with the patient or the family or your peers for that matter. The lonliness I felt for this woman was almost overwhelming. I notified family, but suprisingly no one wanted to come and be with her in her final moments. So, who does that leave....ME. I stayed with this woman all night and made her as comfortable as possible. Really, how comfortable can you make one who is facing death? Better yet, how comfortable can you be when faced with taking care and providing comfort to the dying? Lets just say that I made it through. The crying came as i watched h
some recent events have started me thinking again. recently i found out a dear friend of mine was, according to the doctors, about an hour from death after waiting in the ER for some pelvic pain she had been having. come to find out she had a phlopian tube that was on the verge of bursting and had already hemeraged. luckly they rushed her in for emergency operation that saved her life. then one of the women i love, yes i love more then one, found her dad this morning when she checked on him passed away from a long hard battle with cancer. in a way its relieving that has finally had gone and didnt have to suffer the pain anymore that he had for some time. i only wish that i would have had the chance to meet him. yet another friend of mine had her father pass away from mutliple battles with cancer the first of the year. i did have the oppertunity to become friends with her dad. he was a strong man and had battle cancer for some time beating it once only to have it come back
Life's Not Easy...
Life's Failures Are...
Life Is What You Choose
Life is what you choose The choices you've made have brought you to this point. Where do you choose to go next? You have learned many things from the journey that you've taken. What do you wish to learn now? From a vast array of possibilities, you have selected certain specific ones and successfully followed through with them. What are the possibilities that most interest you now? It may sometimes seem that life is what happens to you. In truth, it is exactly the other way around. Life is what you choose, what you do, what you think and what you create in each moment. All the other things going on provide the space and circumstances in which you make your life happen. What do you choose to do with this day? Now is when you can bring your favorite dreams to life. -- Ralph Marston
how long have I been in this storm so overwhelmed by the ocean's shapeless form water's getting harder to tread with these waves crashing over my head if I could just see you everything will be alright if I'd see you the storminess will turn to light and I will walk on water and you will catch me if I fall and I will get lost into your eyes and everything will be alright and everything will be alright I know you didn't bring me out here to drown so why am I 10 feet under and upside down barely surviving has become my purpose cause I'm so used to living underneath the surface if I could just see you everything will be alright if I see you the storminess will turn to light and I will walk on water and you will catch me if I fall and I will get lost into your eyes and everything will be alright and I will walk on water you will catch me if I fall and I will get lost into your eyes and everything will be alright I know everything is alright every
Lifehouse-- Whatever It Takes
A strangled smile fell from your face It kills me that I hurt you this way The worst part is that I didn't even know Now there's a million reasons for you to go But if you can find a reason to stay I'll do whatever it takes To turn this around I know what's at stake I know that I've let you down And if you give me a chance Believe that I can change I'll keep us together whatever it takes She said "If we're gonna make this work You gotta let me inside even though it hurts Don't hide the broken parts that I need to see" She said "Like it or not it's the way it's gotta be You gotta love yourself if you can ever love me" I'll do whatever it takes To turn this around I know what's at stake I know that I've let you down And if you give me a chance And give me a break I'll keep us together, I know you deserve much better But remember the time I told you the way that I felt That I'd be lost without you and never find myself Let's hold onto each other above eve
Lifehouse--from Where You Are
So far away from where you are Standing underneath the stars And I wish you were here I miss the years that were erased I miss the way the sunshine would light up your face I miss all the little things I never thought that they'd mean everything to me Yeah, I miss you And I wish you were here I feel the beating of your heart I see the shadows of your face Just know that wherever you are Yeah, I miss you And I wish you were here I miss the years that were erased I miss the way the sunshine would light up your face I miss all the little things I never thought that they'd mean everything to me Yeah, I miss you And I wish you were here So far away from where you are These miles have torn us worlds apart And I miss you Yeah, I miss you And I wish you were here
Life Is Beautiful
my life has been a rollercoast. its had its ups and downs and the wrong guyes for me. so i'm here to basically speak my mind on some things that have been bothering me here lately. i'm tired of people who do the poor pityful me act. i think that just because someone doesn't say hi hello hows your day every single day is due to maybe people are super busy with work, school, family. I give people too many chances. I'm in a great part of my life. I'm expecting a healthy baby at the end of aug first week of sept. of 2008. I never thought I'd be the one to settle down first and start a family out of my friends. But here I am. I've got my life straight I'm no longer that party crazy life of the party girl. I'm a married woman with a great future ahead of me. so for all of you who are down and feel like this is the end...its not just open your eyes and look at what you have...LIFE! its a beautiful thing.
Life Is Funny
Life is funny You end up care about someone and they just shit on you!!And they are the one who says they dont wanna be hurt, then turn around and hurt you!Fuck carin about people anymore!!!
Life Is Like The Mist
Life is like the mist you see just as the sun's coming up in the morning. You see everything real clear when it's close up like in the present. As you try to look beyond like into the future it gets kind of hazy, and the further you try to look the more hazy it becomes. You see the dark and light shadows, and they are almost visible, but there is still that haze that blocks total view. Then there is still the light that you see in the mist like the hope of a bright tomorrow or a bright future. Then the mist starts to let up, and you get to see a glimpse farther like getting a peek at what is yet to come. And later still the mist all gone, the sun shining a little brighter, but the mist of the future is still in your mind. As you move on in life the mist slowly rising to give you the glimpse everyone looks forward to each day of our lives.
Life In Itunes (stolen From Eala! :)
So, here's how it works: 1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc) 2. Put it on shuffle 3. Press play 4. For every question, type the song that's playing 5. When you go to a new question, press the next button 6. Don't lie and try to pretend your cool...just type it in man! IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE? Opening Credits: Storm Coming... Gnarls Barkley Waking Up: Circles... Osunlade (amazingly appropriate song!) First Day At School: Title + Registration... Death Cab for Cutie (whoa) Falling In Love: Clean... Incubus Losing Virginity: Convenient Parking... Modest Mouse (lmfao...) Fight Song: Revolution... The Beatles (pretty perfect song!) Breaking Up: Keep Talking... Pink Floyd Prom: You May Be Right... Billy Joel Life: Mrs. Robinson... Simon & Garfunkel (lmao!!! apparently i aspire to be a married woman who tries to get with her daughter's friends???) Mental Breakdown: Give me one reason...Bl
What can I say? Life is, what it is. Something that most of us take for granted. In our narrow vision, we believe that it is ours to do as we see fit. To a certain degree this is true. However, concider the impact you have on others? Who U effect in the worst way. Can we do this? No! People even make comical statements like,"Emotional baggage", or " Just having issues" Listen to that? Sounds pathetic to me. I am tired of excuses and cute labels. We are responsible for the things we put out to others. Even if we don't see the outcome of our actions. Welcome to adulthood. I'm not saying that I'm perfect. Far from it. I will state this much, I live comfortable in my skin. U see my father raised me with this concept:" I know I'm sombody cause God don't make no junk". So no I'm not cocky nor concieted! I just believed my father.(God may he rest.) As a adult, I also realized something else. We don't get to pick the parents that we are delivered to. It's all a designed plan. So when U reject
A Life Spent Alone
A life spent alone A heart missing passion Yearning to be loved Along comes the key That special someone Who fills in the void This person is your Perfect match Your soul mate
Lifeless Lives I
My eyes opened, and my heart closed. My tears flow, while my body slows. My touch is firm, while my taste is bitter. My life lives, while my body dies. Where can we feel, taste, live and flow without all of the tension life may bring. We try to show how our true feelings may flow. But with All of the harm that others cause. Can always make our true hearts stop. Without any love anywheres and also without anyone to care. These tears we shed flows down our cheeks. While other people look at us as we are weak. They just have no clue. It's people like you, who are the strongest. Because at least we do release a tear or two. To releave us of our torturous pain. But they are the ones who are going insane. Copyright ©2008 Angela Nonexistant Evens
Lifeless Lives Ii
My eyes opened, and my heart closed. My tears flow, While my body slows. My touch is firm, While my body dies. As I lay here all alone, no one really cares. I ache for a love, that I could never truely have. You walk on by, never to be at my side. My heart has faded, never to be seen, never to be opened, and never to be touched. Copyright ©2008 Angela Nonexistant Evens
I left my husband last night.I'm moving far away from jacksonville
Life is a rough ride but you just have to tolerate all of the potholes in the road and turn some music on to get you through it. Michelle A. 11~15~06
Life Inside H.m Polmont Scotland Part 1
Life inside H.M Polmont scotland PART 1
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Country Boy Date: Feb 23, 2008 11:22 AM ----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: AngeleyesDate: Feb 23, 2008 5:58 AM----------------- Original Message -----------------From: BeckyDate: Feb 22, 2008 9:00 PMFrom: ♥tasha♥Date: Feb 22, 2008 8:05 PMPMTurn up your volume too theres a song!You stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists...You
Don't listen to the sports coaches: Life isn't about winning and losing. It's about how much fun you have at the game. Ask yourself if you're supplying your soul with what it needs. If the answer's no, make some changes.
Life is not a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in a pretty and well preserved body, but rather to skid in broadside, thoroughly used up, totally worn out, and loudly proclaiming WOW--What a ride!
Lifes Reflection
Life is a reflection of ones self while looking in the mirror. The flaws are shown as for how folks see you. You don't see it till your reflection shows the true you. Deny what you will. But, rest assured on that day you will know it was the truth you saw. JLM
Life 101
Read books that you enjoy... Play with simple things... Do whatever you want whenever you want... Look for affection when you need it... Get serious once in a while... Forget about diets... Show some affection Get angry once in a while... Change your look... Be happy, above all, Regardless what your challenges may be. Have a great week! Live simply. Love generously. Care deeply. Speak kindly. "Be kinder than necessary, for everyone you meet is fighting some kind of battle."
So maybe the last one was a bit too political to wet the appetites of your average person. I understand, I also sometimes find it hard to be able to separate normal conversation from what I'm used to here. So here's a look into living conditions here.... First and foremost there are rules governing everything, EVERYTHING! No alcohol, no porn, no gambling, no sex, no "war trophies" (which covers just about any trinket you may want to bring home), wear eye pro at all time (sunglasses), no running with a battle buddy, and the list goes on. I live in an area about 10x4 and in that area I have all my clothes, all my entertainment, my work area, my gear (bulletproof vest, ammo, weapon, night vision gear, 240B (machine gun), and misc other issued gear), and my bed. Cramped huh? My area is considered roomy. If you thought your college dorm was bad imagine sharing a normal sized room with three other guys. One of which is an Iraqi (which equates to unpleasant and exotic smells) who wor
Life Sucks Big Time
my life just sucks. i have to choose between my job and school. i need both. i guess thats what happens when you work for the state of oregon.
Life N The Lack Of
I'm horroribly sad cuz my 2nd best friends son just shot n killed himself last night . She's delt with bein in + out of the hospital , her nephew just died a few months ago then her dad died a couple wks. later + now her son . I feel so bad for her ..
Life Is Good!
It is funny how you spend your whole life looking for love and happiness then to wake up one day to find you have both in abundance. I have three of the most wonderful people in My life. There is My Husband the man I love with everything in Me. So much so that even when I want to choke him, I can't imagine My life without him.Then there is My sweet chelsea, an unexpected but much needed love. Now when I though My life and heart could not get any bigger or more full, tim has come into My life. You ignite a passion in Me that I did not know existed. I want to shout from the rooftops " Thank you Goddess, for allowing Me to have this wonderful life!!!"
It’s so hard to be nice in a who give a fuck world. It’s so hard to be selfless in a selfish world. It’s so hard to be happy when so many are sad It’s so hard to awake in a gray fucking world It’s so hard to go on living, when you feel as if no one would miss you. It’s so hard to be who you are when every one around you don’t see you at all. It’s so hard, it’s so hard, it is just so fucking hard! Looking for a way for it not be, Looking for a world that is not such bull shit. Looking for a world of people who cares. Looking for a reason to feel a live. Looking for the little bit a red in this world. Looking for more, looking for more.. Why am I not just enough!
Life Can Be Like Novel
Life can be like a novel... That makes me believe I want to know, know everything about you Take me there, to your secret place There's a place in your heart Where nobody's been Things nobody knows Is it worth the risk?Should I let you in? Should I let you in, into my far from perfect place Should I let you see where I keep my secrets safe I wonder if you realize I've been waiting for a chance to let you in Can you see it in my eyes? Can you feel it in my touch? Can you hear me calling out to you in fear Every little whisper in the dark fades I never meant to be so cold Are you really the one? I recognize the way you make me feel Just tell how we got this far The whole world fades away As you wrap your arms around me The gentle beating of your heat As I lay upon your chest The kisses you leave on my forehead Melt me from within I can't turn the pages fast enough To get to the end For this is one novel I don't want to end!
Life's Struggles
Sometimes people lose sight of life, They focus on struggles and focus on strife. That horrible day is now in the past, And then they wonder why it went by so fast. That life is something you cant rewind, Its meaning is surely hard to find. Its an experience to be discovered, Over the years it will be uncovered, But not until you grow old and see, That life will always be a mystery. There's no set way to be going about, You have to do things on your own and figure it out. Learn from YOUR past and YOUR mistakes, Don't take the path that someone else takes. We all have a different course, different paths along the way, For some the journey's will fast, for others slow. Pain is never meant to last, Joy is there to heal our pain, pain to make us gain strength to face tomorrow All are meant to teach us through each day. So when things go wrong as they at times will, and it seems hard to move along, Know that it will only last a while, for nothing is meant t
Life Explained!
On the first day, God created the dog & said: 'Sit all day by the door of your house and bark at anyone who comes in or walks past. For this, I will give you a life span of twenty years.' The dog said: 'That's a long time to be barking. How about only ten years and I'll give you back the other ten?' So God agreed. On the second day, God created the monkey and said: 'Entertain people, do tricks, and make them laugh. For this, I'll give you a twenty-year life span.' The monkey said: 'Monkey tricks for twenty y years? That's a pretty long time to perform. How about I give you back ten like the Dog did?' And God agreed. On the third day, God created the cow and said: 'You must go into the field with the farmer all day long and suffer under the sun, have calves and give milk to support the farmer's family. For this, I will give you a life span of sixty years.' The cow said: 'That's kind of a tough life you want me to live for sixty years. How about twenty and
Ahhhhhh nothing like thinking back to being the youngest of five boys in a most disfunctional family waking up on Sunday morning wiping the sleep outta my eyes or lack of sleep outta my eyes from all the yelling that kept me up so late.I can still freshly hear the wonderful sounds of my mom calling my dad a motherfucker as he burps takes a drink and says fuck you nevertheless its morning and as i head downstairs I can still smell the scent of alcohol looming in the air.I make my way to the living room hear the clanking of empty beer bottles as my feet kick them then I step over a few mounds of dirt from some broken flower pots that i'm assuming my mom wasnt trying to water and dropped but rather toss them against my fathers head, finally making it to the kitchen i turn on the lights and as I do the roaches scatter so I race them to the pantry to beat them to the cereal.Excited as I am because one thing we had alot of even being poor was cereal and kool-aid so as I make my mind up and c
Life! Military & War!
The Military and The War in Iraq. Let me know your thoughts and views on the Military and The War in Iraq. And no I won't judge you on your answers. I may be an American Soldier but I really want to know what YOU think! So lets hear it. Call it a survey of interest!
Just when you think you have the perfect life, something happens and you find out just how badly life sux. I won't bore you with details, just suffice to say I fucked up again. I gotta stop talking to heart what people say. People lie and cheat and that is a fact of life. I just have to learn to be less trusting and not listen to my heart so much. I am thankful for the happiness I had fro the short time I had it and I would not trade it for anything. I just have to remember that you really have to take time, cause you can never really know someone. You just have to hope that people are honest with you.
Guys Category: Life All I want is for you to hold me dearly within your grasp. All I wish for is to be your one and only for always and eternity. All I hope for is to spend every monent possibile gazing lovingly into your beatuiful eyes, But when your turned your back on me and took her hand in your my heart fell apart. I could never move on, that much i knew. So I sit here, crying and wondering how everyhting could go so terribly wrong for me. All I think about anymore is how you once said you loved me. All I can do now is cry myself to sleep wondering why you never asked me to your one and only.
Well I stoped on here for some because of a girl friend. I think she didn't want me to have friends left? Well as it goes it didn't work out. I have I think given up with g/f b/f thing. I seem to find the really wacked out one for some reson. It is so hard when you have kids to find one that love you and your kids. And that treats all of you good and your kids good to. Lifes sucks some times its a good thing theres more good times then bad!
Life Can Be A Real Bitch
I am sure there is a more fitting title for a blog than the one I have chosen this evening but I am not in mood to really care what people think of the title. First of all for those who are easily wounded by the truth or annoyed with real life... back away slowly and get the hell out. Now I understand that everyone has their ups and downs and this fact is a given in life but when does it end? When is it okay to draw the line and beg for mercy to shed a glimmer hope in your direction. This year started off okay~ oh hell thats a understatement it started off fantastic! Things where great~ old debits where paid.... old haunts extinguished and new opportunities opened. A new member of the family made its presence known and in August my daughter Laila daughter will be bringing into the world my second grandchild and her first little one. My youngest Melissa followed her dream and enrolled herself into a small engines class . Then it happened Amber ran into some trouble in Anch
Life Is So Precious.....
Life In General
well life for me has been very intense as of late i have been tryin to go back to school got told that in order 4 me to get financial aid i would have to have a fawkin co-signer everyone that i know that can help me out has turned me down the oh so wonderful people called family those that would help me cant do to their own bills to pay off. i been tryin to find as much work as possible an yet to my luck i am runnin outa options. i hardly get to talk to the one person that has always ment alot to me cause she lives so far away an due to time difference an her work schedule it keeps her away from the puter to much(an u know who u r). i find out that one of my x's has been goin around claimin that i am in a relationship with sumone that i dont know bout this is kinda funny since i been single for the last 2 month's an even she has known that but still wants to spout out her b.s. lies. i am lucky to have the freinds that i do that like to try to make my life a little bit easier. even tho
Again, as I write this, I have much on my mind. I had a rather intimate conversation with someone very close to me tonight and I feel as if I might have pushed them away slightly. I've discussed things that I swore to myself that I'd take to the grave with me, however, I felt a huge weight being lifted from my chest. I feel closer to this person than I have ever felt to anyone. I myself feel slightly scared inside as I feel this person might grow distant to me in the days ahead. I worry. The person I speak of also shared secrets buried deep within themselves. I fear that they feel I have been pushed away. I have not. I feel that this person's ability and willingness to share such things with me is a sign of deep trust and faithfulness in me as a person. I shall not fail or betray this trust. My committment to this person's honesty, will, and soul will keep them safe from anyone having the spoken carnal knowledge that was shared tonight. I only hope for the same from them. I hold
Life can be full of shit sometimes. Why do they exist? People called rascists!! People who call themselves the Superior race!! People who think fat women are a waste of time!! If there is one thing I do not like is people insulting me. I know words don't hurt...but this time. Don't you worry.....its none of you here on Fubar. Right now I feel like doing something really bad, against the law or agains my ideas and principles.
Life Being Single
I have decided to swear off dating for at least 6 months. I am sick of relationships and tired of dating. Maybe i am spoiled or my standards are highter then they used to be. I know that my priorities have changed since I have had my son. Before physical attraction was what would compel me to seek something in the arms of that person without thoughts about would he be a good life partner, husband, provider, etc. As long as we had that chemistry I worried about all those other aspects later when things started to die down and then I would look in wonder or in horror at who I had chosen to spend countless hours and intimacies with. I guess that goes with the luxuries of being young. You have time to spend carelessly. You don't have to be so choosy or particular about things. You chalk it up to a mistake, a learning experience or a oh well it wasnt menat to be and you move on and on and on. But somewhere in all of this, you start to want more. More than the fun, the three month affairs
" who do you turn to when the only person in the world that can stop you from crying, is exactly the one making you cry?" " it breaks your heart to see the one you love is happy with someone else, but its more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you." "why do you say you care for me if you are only going to leave me?"
Life Lesson's
Here are some great ways of dealing with the burdens of life: * Accept that some days you're the pigeon, And some days you're the statue. * Always keep your words soft and sweet, Just in case you have to eat them. * Always read stuff that will make you look good If you die in the middle of it. * Drive careful ly. It's not only cars that can be Recalled by their maker. * If you can't be kind, at least have the decency to be vague. * If you lend someone $20 and never see that person again, It was probably worth it. * It may be that your sole purpose in life is simply be kind to others. * Never put both feet in your mouth at the same time, Because then you won't have a leg to stand on. * Nobody cares if you can't dance well. Just get up and dance. * Since it's the early worm that gets eaten by the bird, sleep late. * The second mouse gets the cheese. * When everything's coming your way, You're in the wrong lane. * Birthdays are good for you.
Life Pt 1
i have been on an interesting journey, full of highs and lows. two weeks before christmas of '06 my now ex fiance and i split up after a little more than two and a half years. i was devastated and pretty much just crumbled. i have never loved anyone or been in love like i was with her. she meant the world & more to me and it's been a very intense time for me since then. i have learned alot though, through it all, being with her and losing her. i have grown as a person, as a man. she made me see things in myself that i didn't know existed, taught me about a love i thought only existed in stories and faerie tales....i know now how much i can care about someone, how much i can love and how deep that love can truely be. i know that i can truely sacrifice anything and everything for someone else's happyness and that it can truely be gratifying just to simply see someone else smile. it's amazing how much one person can change your life and make you realize what lies hidden inside yo
Life Is Not An Abstraction
Life is not an abstraction If one allows a problem to endure for a month or a day, or even for a few minutes, it distorts the mind. So is it possible to meet a problem immediately without any distortion and be immediately, completely, free of it and not allow a memory, a scratch on the mind, to remain? These memories are the images we carry about with us and it is these images which meet this extraordinary thing called life and therefore there is a contradiction and hence conflict. Life is very real – life is not an abstraction – and when you meet it with images there are problems. - J. Krishnamurti Freedom from the Known p. 93 © 1969 by Krishnamurti Foundation Trust Limited
Life Shines On...
No matter how bad we sometimes just want to hide underneath the bed and crawl up like babies to pretend there's no world outside our windows the powerful sun will shine on and bless our earth and the green trees and the breathing leaves. The cycle of life is wonderful, and I'm lovin it. Just a reminder, soulmates come in all sizes, shapes and packages. Please stop judging each other and see what's beyond what the eye can comprehend with it's tiny and thin layer of sight. Ah, you know what I mean... Open up your heart. If you don't give, you cannot recieve. Many of us think we're giving, when what we really are doing is giving because we want something back. Why not try to give from the bottom of your being without a price on it and then see what happens. Delete the energy-eaters and left will be what real friends are lovers are in your life. Love. Life is love. It's all in your own hands, and no one should blame this thing we call "time" for anything. Do it do it do it. Heal.
My life is slowly starting to get better, Now that you've come right on in. Ive opened the gates to my mind it seems, So warm and snuggle to see my friend. You have enterd this place deep inside my heart, And now you are my lover, Its amazing how we have grown And started something better Deep inside somewhere I'll hide, All these thoughs that come Along the way I hope youll stay And mend my heart back together. Slowly yet shurly you've made your stay welcome, Here with in my heart, I give it to you to hold forever, Never shall we part. Please dont break it be very gental, Its softer than you think. I know you wont hurt me believe me its true, If only i could say the same thing. So I give you the key of my heart forever, Never to let me do it to you, If I hurt you smash my heartshapped lock And throw away the key, Know my love is strong for you,A nd we shall always be free. My love how you've hypnotised me, How you've mended my soul.
Memorial For My Sister Well....we had a memorial service for my sister Sophia yesterday in New York....was really nice...was nice to see family, and friends, and friends of my sisters and my brother-in-law. Also sort of made me sad again..cuz when you lose someone in your family you love never really get over just have no choice but to move on...and it brings up alot of memories...heh..i can say alot of good memories. But you know to anyone who is reading this..don't ever forget to tell the person you care about that you love them even if you might not ever be with them or see them as much. xoxo i love you ....123 ~Eleni~
Life Is...
Life is a merry-go-round....I just want it to stop so I can get off. I am tired of the ride.
This is the sweetest suicide life goes on just another day this is the sweetest suicide blood pours out of my open wounds this is the sweetest suicide the haunting smiles and heartless laughter this is the sweetest suicide the pills are counted the knife is sharp this is the sweetest suicide the letter placed my final breath this is the sweetest suicide and now at last i say goodbye this is the sweetest suicide TWEETY
I sent my Soul through the Invisible, Some letter of that After-life to spell: And by and by my Soul return'd to me, And answer'd "I Myself am Heav'n and Hell:"
Life Is Changing For The Better
I have gone through so much that I really couldnt take anymore. I let one person in my life go and will be setting myself free of his legal hold on me. I have someone new in my life that has really opened my eyes to a life of happiness and self-respect. Hopefully things continue to change for the better but only time can trully tell!
Does anyone really understand life , one minute you are happy the next ur mad or upset all u can to is take it in stride and live ur life the way u want to live it can nobody really tell u how to live ur life u have to find out ur purpose in life and u can't do that if u dont try and always listening to what every one says. So how do u want to be remberd in ur life the one the gave a damn or the one that never tried. D.E.Z
wow this is going to be the first thing I've actually blogged about. I think this is what blogs were intended on in the first place , anyhow the past few days have been rough as hell. I am really confused now on things in my life and where its going. I just don't know anymore. for the few select that read this I'm sure you will be shocked , or maybe not but I need to vent and I think this is the only place I can do that. I don't care if anyone gets pissed off and take me off your lists or you cuss me out I really don't care anymore. I am the lowest point in my life right now. and it shocking because I though the day I got out of a relationship id be happy. but after the defensive barrier broke down , WOW!!! I knew that day was coming. I wasn't aware when though. but its made me do a lot of thinking about things. this wasn't some online deal where they live 2 states away of something. don't get the wrong idea I'm not tore up about the fact that she's gone. its the fact that w
Life As I Knew It Flew Out The Door...
Life as I knew it flew out the door the day he said it was over... Things just didn't seem to feel as if they would be okay... Well I was wrong and things have went from hell to heaven in a couple months... I've only been back in the states since November... I could never have imagined that things could change like they have... I'm happy to say that although I had an awesome life before I can't wait to get my new life in high speed...
So let see I am new to the world of Fubar a friend of mine gave me this site and told me to start using it! So here I am! Let see a lil about me I am 25 years old.. I just moved back home to Upstate NY. I have been living the past 2 years of my life in what I call Paradise... (Florida) It was the best time of my life and i loved it every day! But The guy I was seeing the past 2 years went a lil crazy... well not a lil a lot crazy... I thought I could handle it but it just kept getting worse and worse... So it was basically get out alive or stay and end up dead. So I left! Im havin a hard time adjusting being back in NY... Most of my friends are married with kids and here I am single and ready to mingle!! I have some extra pounds and I love the way I look... People have put me down my whole life and recently I have learned that I dont care what they think its what I think that matters! I am currently looking for jobs which seems to be so hard these days and I spend a lot of time online.
Life Happens
Eh yeah. The college that I attend had blocked myspace and it sucks since I can't so much go on myspace or unless if it was at a public library or at some other person's home. But whatever and I smell bubble gum. Fruit flavored or rather something pretty sweet. I'm bloody ass bored. But whatever. I'll be out for now. Peace and love, Jennifer
Life is to short... To argue.. to be stressed out... to not take care of yourself.. to worry about everything.. to let someone treat you like shit... to be with someone who doesnt appreciate you... to not strive for what you want to accompish... to not tell someone you love them... to not go after the person who you think you are suppsed to be with... to not live everyday to the fullest
Well, I don't kno how to handle all tha bullshit up there at Job Corps cuz nigga damn there is alot of it and its hard to handle. My ex just lost his uncle and well I kno in one of my blogs I was talkin' hella - hella shit on Tim. But, now I understand all tha stress, and shit goin' on with him and he ain't all as bad as I said he was. He just need time and space now and needs to be with his family and well maybe in tha near times him and I will cross paths and get back together. If that is in our cards ya kno? Gotta go!!!!! Buh-Bye
This is the beginning of a new day I can waste it or grow in it's light and be of service to others but what I do with this day is important because I have exchanged a day of my life for it when tomarrow comes, today will be gone for ever and I only hope I will not regret the price I have paid for it!!!
Life As I Kno It Is Over
Life Lesson...
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin.
Life Make It A Good One!
Like a river so is life constantly changing its path throughtout the years. Each day that passes is a lesson learned something we will use again in the future. Each time we open our eyes we awaken to the unknown world that surrounds us. Each breath we take we must take it as thought its our last. Every time our hearts beat means another life has begun. Each time we open up to the unknown is another step into faith. Truth is without words it can only be understood. Love is when we give someone our hearts and trust them to not break it. For a broken heart to heal one must let go of the past forgive and forget. In order to reach the light we must walk out of the darkness. It is only then that we truelly see the meanings of life and its only then that we realise the beauty of it. To walk with your eyes covered means to never live for how can one truelly know what is ahead if they are afraid of the unknown. We take each day for granted but the reality of the ma
Life should NOT be a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in an attractive and well preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways, chocolate in one hand, wine in the other, body thoroughly used up, totally worn out and screaming, "Woo hoo! What a ride!" :-p
Life Lessons (copied From Milk And Honey) She Rocks!!
Life Lessons For over 7 years, Regina Brett was a columnist at The Beacon Journal in Akron , Ohio . During that time, she was diagnosed and successfully treated for breast cancer. Regina is now a columnist for The Plain Dealer in Cleveland , Ohio . Lessons in Life By Regina Brett To celebrate growing older, I once wrote the 45 lessons life taught me. It is the most requested column I've ever written. My odometer rolls over to 50 this week, so here's an update: 1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good. 2. When in doubt, just take the next small step. 3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. 4. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does. 5. Pay off your credit cards every month. 6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree. 7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone. 8. It's OK to get angry with God. He can take it. 9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck. 10. When it comes to choco
Lifestyles Of The Bored And Senseless
I have been working for my mother at her law firm since I graduated from college. I would have to say that in the close to 3 years I have worked in family law, and seeing the stuff I have seen, I have come to the consclusion that I will never a) get married, or if I do, there will one hell of an ironclad prenup, b) have children out of wedlock - call me old fashioned but I think the two parent system is still the way to go, and c) reproduce with anyone who's iq is lower than mine. Having said all that, I truly do like my job. There are bits that are procedure, but enough details to keep the scenarios interesting and fresh. If I could deal with paperwork, I'd be a happy camper. But, as office manager/bitch, that would mean no such luck. My main job is to handle our clients. Or as I like to call it "fielding the herd". Because, really, people, in general, and especially our clients are about as bright as sheep. Today's scenario: 11:30 am call from opposing counsel re
n-e-wayz hey ppl what is going on? this is my frist day on ere and still a lil confused on some things but i am sure i'll figerthem out so yeah if any on y a ahave a my spce account look me up at i don't have much 2 say i was just letting ppl know what is up. so yeah just hit me up some timettyl.byes.
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Well i want to say sorry to my friends for not helping them level or rating pictures. But for the past few months i have been trying to get my daughter back from ex as he has taken her from me. So to make a long story short i will be here just check messages and what not and try to help my family members here as much as i can. I do go court on April 15'2008 please keep your fingers cross for me. I also go the lawyer on monday, and will keep you informed as to what is happening. Thanks for your understanding in the matter as i miss my daughter dearly and wished she is back in arms once again. Updated March 12 saw the lawyer on monday and she is going to take my case woohoo she says i have a good chance getting my daughter back!!
"MISSING YOU" You came into my life when i needed a friend. You opened up your home And you let me come in. You had a heart of gold You would take anyone in. It was easy to talk to you It was easier to call you my friend. The advise that you would give I sometimes would ignore. Now this day I know Your advise I will get no more. I think of you each day And miss you even more. I wish I could go to your house And see you open the door. I was not there with you The day you went away. Even though I could not be In my heart your memory will stay. I sometimes talk to you And hope that you can hear. There are times when i feel alone I swear I can feel you near. I know I will see you again And I know this to be true. There are so many things I want to say But most importantly I LOVE AND MISS YOU!!!!!!!
Life In General
Sometimes I get ahead of myself,but that is cause I get so excited about something and don't sit back and just take it all in and then analyze everything in a whole. I do miss some things in my life; such as a relationship - it's hard not to think about it at times when you meet someone. You always wonder; WHAT IF. As I said earlier, I learned a valuable lesson earlier an yeah it may have caused me to lose something,but then again,it's something that I learned from one of my mistakes. I'm sorry, if this bores you, but I have to get this outta my head while I am thinking about it. another entry into my online journal
You know, I've been around the block a time or two and hate to see other's fall victim to the mistakes that I've made in my past. In the end, when you see them get hurt it really makes you kick yourself in the ass and wish you could have made them listen. *sighs* I guess we all need to learn, even if it's the hard way.
Life's Unanswered Questions
If the eyes are the Gateway to the the heart it's conscience? Why does blow and suck mean the same thing when we describe something being crappy? And with that being said....why do we call it a blow job when we're actually sucking? Why is the word Therapist scary? Is it because it contains the words "The" and "Rapist"? How many licks does it take to get to the center of a tootsie roll pop? Why do we feel blue? What if I wanna feel pink? or green? Why do they call it your "bottom", when it really is in the middle of your body? What is a male ladybug called? If a word is mispelled in the dictionary....would we know it? If it's called French Kissing here in the United it just called kissing in France? If love is blind, why is lingerie so popular? What is the opposite of opposite? What is a male ballerina called? Why is it you get a penny for your thoughts but have to always put your 2 cents in...where'd that other penny come from?
'life May Not Be The Party We Hoped For... But While We Are Here We Might As Well Danc
Too many people put off something that brings them joy just because they haven't thought about it, don't have it on their schedule, didn't know it was coming or are too rigid to depart from their routine. I got to thinking one day about all those people on the Titanic who passed up dessert at dinner that fateful night in an effort to cut back. From then on, I've tried to be a little more flexible. How many women out there will eat at home because their husband didn't suggest going out to dinner until after something had been thawed? Does the word 'refrigeration' mean nothing to you? How often have your kids dropped in to talk and sat in silence while you watched 'Jeopardy' on television? I cannot count the times I called my sister and said, 'How about going to lunch in a half hour?' She would gas up and stammer, 'I can't. I have clothes on the line. My hair is dirty. I wish I had known yesterday, I had a late breakfast, It looks like rain.' And my personal favorite: 'It's
Your Life Path Number is 1 Your purpose in life is to lead others. You have great drive and determination. Nothing is going to stand in your way. You seek out challenges and the spotlight. You'll take all the work - and all the glory. Status and success are important to you. You demand the best from everyone and everything. In love, you tend to take a protective role. You enjoy being the provider in relationships. You expect others to be like you, and as a result, you are often disappointed. A little selfish and vain, you always put yourself first. Remember, everyone already knows you're great - you don't need to remind them! What Is Your Life Path Number?
Life And Death
DEATH and DESTRUCTION With everyone around Death and Destruction can be found When someone thinks "Where did we go wrong." Another takes a hit from that deadly bong Everytime you turn around you hear a gun shot And u think "I hope that wasnt someone I know" is ur thought Why would we choose a life of destruction Instead of choosing a new one of construction Why does it have to seem That no one wnat to make good on that dream It seems impossible with guns, murder, and illegal possessions Why do we have these obsessions In the '60 there was peace, love, and unity And now there is misery, hatred, and blood from our community America is supposed to be the land of the free Instead we are afraid of the bloody spree
Life Is Really Hard Sometimes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I LOST MY DAUGHTER AND BEST FRIEND WITHIN 10 MONTHS OF EACHOTHER, I STILL HAVE A 7 YR. OLD SON HE'S THE BEST, BUT STILL THERE ARE DAYS I JUST WANNA GIVE UP. WHY MY KID? MY FAMILY??... BUT I KNOW IT HAPPENS TO A LOT OF US. I'M Having a hard time keeping my mind sane cuz it just wants to die too. I know I have to be strong for my son. Am I goin crazy or is life really shitty sometimes????????
Lifes A Gift
Yesterday's history.Tomorrow's a mystery.All we have is today and its called the "present" because it's a percious gift.
just when you think you have it figured out.... it throws you a curve ball. blah. just when you think you have that wall high enough that nobody can break through... someone comes along and tears it down with the blink of an eye. you swear to yourself that you won't yearn for someone... that you will just be carefree and have fun and not want that certain someone to want to have something more than just a little fun... but then one simple conversation with them changes all of that.... and you're scared to death that if you let them know that you want more than fun, they'll turn and walk away.... so you don't bug them, you don't call when you miss them even though you want to talk to them so much it hurts. you don't tell them how you really feel because you don't want to scare them away.... or make things akward.... so you sit here biting your tongue and trying not to let them steal whats left of your heart... knowing that in the end you're helpless against it... especially once you see
Life Is Beautiful
Since the last blog, many good things have happened. I quit that housekeeping job. The pay and hours sucked ass!!! Who wants to bust ass for only $5.85??? Not me at my age! Anyways.... *Wal-mart called yesterday, went in for an interview last night at 10:30PM (I will be working nights). I got the job!!! WOO HOO!!!! Had to go back today and sign some papers and pee in a cup. I’ll know when I start in about 9 days. *On March 7th, I got my drivers license. Woo Hoo!!!!! I’m legal to drive now and it seems I always have to drive home from the bar, stamp TAXI across my forehead. *This is the best news....I’ve got me a boyfriend now. His name is Chris. He works, pays his bills and don’t do drugs and he takes care of his kids. Who, by the way, are 4 wonderfully behaved children! I figured after 2 months, it was time to try it again. So far things have been wonderful. He plays league pool 3 nights a week. I will be on his team next session. *Hashing....I never knew w
Life Sucks Without Him
yes it really does
Life Goes On
Life goes on day by day Trying to keep heartache at bay Hoping love will come back Trying to figure out what I lack Was it my looks or maybe personality Maybe it was only a technicality Did I not love you enough Or was I just too rough I miss your voice I miss your smile I don't what I did its been such a while I miss your messages I miss you huggging me I don't know what I did but it sure is bugging me At least tell me what I did wrong I still am playing our song Give me closure what you said just doesn't ring true I am crying and I'm always missing you
A Life Saving Experience
well to unsugar coat it, two of Bret's songs have saved my life literally, now before you go and call the cops, shrinks and your lawyers for the restraining order let me explain - When I was about five my mother died, as a result of this I became a unhappy child, but know one knew this because I buried everything deep inside, if it as an emotion I didn't want to have anything to do with it. The end result of this was I ended up having many medical emergencies. Needless to say after I ended up in the emergency room for the 3rd or 4th time my dad finally realized something was wrong, but because he was not ready to deal with the death yet or even really begin dealing I was forced to find an alternative way of dealing with the death of my mom, so that was when I discovered music, mostly country until I turned thirteen, then I heard Something to Believe in and I feel in love with posion, and for some reason that song along with Every Rose has snapped me out of every kind of depression tha
Life Without Her
Life Without Her When she left she stole my heart, How to go on, I don't know where to start, Without her here, I am an empty shell, My life has become a living hell. I can find no reason now to carry on, What was once two, is now only one, What did I do that caused her to walk away, What could I have done to make her stay. What we had I thought would last forever, Then out of the blue you said it was over, And left me here with nothing but pain, Slowly now i am going insane. Hiding now, no longer do I go out, While the pain inside spins me about, No longer able to face the world, All because I once loved a girl. But without her, there is no gain, Left with only a life of pain, All because she took my heart, And before my eyes, tore it apart. I can no longer go on living this way, So no more in this life will i stay, So I leave this life with one unfulfilled wish, That just once more I could have tasted her lips. DQA
some times it is better to sacrifice yourself so that others may move on and do what they need to do to survive. it is life so we all have to deal and do what is best for our selves
i think i need help. i have an excellent job, pays well, bosses look after me. the people are great. but my job is moral dilemia. i work for my most hated industry in the world .. oil. but yet again, the money is good. i'm in corporate management. i'm looked up to. i'm 24 and i have more knowledge than more than half of those people have. i can excel in this position. i was promoted within a year. i have my own laptop and a blackberry. OOOOOH! i'pm special. ... i seriously want to drop napalm on all of my stations and be done with it. ... maybe go around and blow em' all up while i'm at it. .. doesn't take much for one of those to go boom. and what's scary? ... i make sure these stations don't go boom. i've been there almost 3 years .. wait. no 3 years. first part of it i worked in a warehouse, wore what i wanted, cussed when i wanted. as long as i did my job, i was good. i did my job well. it's not that hard to make a few phone calls to get someone to re
Life Sucks
I tried of being hurt in relationship I do every thing i can to make woman happy but i always get hurt i just want a woman I can hold and tack care of and love and be a part of something and not someone
Life's Path
She sits paralized from all her fears Fallen dreams, broken hopes, her shattered heart wondering who to turn to where to go from here Her past hopes and dreams are long forgotten She doesn't know where to go The path she has been on she has outgrown She stands at the crossroads, knowing going left will take her no where now going straight just leads right back to here Going right is totally unknown and wanting the path less taken... she wonders .. in her quiet stillness... which one is it? Looking behind her knowing that one can't be tread on anymore. Knowing her loses, guessing her gains ... standing ... nervioulsy ... anticipating ... which life path does she continue on ... because just standing her is too stifling! LIMBO can't be this long! Looking closely ... at her surroundings, she see the bench ... sitting down ... knowing what she has to do. She sit quietly ... thinking .. tossing out those thoughts ... It's not limbo ... it's simple time to clean house. Time to
Life And The Supreme
Saturday, March 15, 2008 life and its roots Glory of lord speaks on the version of life for its welfare here on varying sphere of life to carry on with in a nice mode to attain the glory of life here itself and here after that no one will speak well of a man who has slightest avarice even if he where an ocean of virtues and clever too. Lust anger, vanity and covetousness are paths leading to hell. Abjuring, all these adore the lotus feet of lord that in nature is one all alone but appears as if assuming many forms and names on the wish and will of his devotees. He is not mare a king of planet; he is universal supreme on the subject of animate and inanimate concern over here and here after. He in fact is absolute who is free from the bondage of illusion, unborn and all pervading, invincible, with out beginning or end. An ocean of compassion, he has assumed the form of human being for the good of planet and life here on in person including true peoples as their great savio
LIFE There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real! When the door of happiness closes, another opens; but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don’t see the one which has been opened for us. Don’t go for looks; they can deceive. Don’t go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile, because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. Find the one that makes your heart smile. J Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do. May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human, enough hope to make you happy. The happiest of people don’t necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. The bright
Lifes Crazy Aint It?????
Why does life have to suck so bad? Why can I not be the one? Will I ever figure shit out?
life is what u make of it and u have to live life to the fullest and dont let no one run u over make shere u r happy be for u try to make some els happy cuz at the end of your day u will all way think what if . well that what if is what u make of it and u r the only one that can make it better so pls live life happy and to the fullest
Just wanted you all to know if you dont see me around much its not that I dont want to be.....I am getting ready to start a new job at the end of the month.....trying to get ready for training will be 12 hour day shifts....and once that is over I will be working 12 hour night shifts....and my part time job will be starting at the same time so on my days off from the new job i will be working my part time job.....leave me messages and lots of love....i will be checking every few days.....i will get back to you.....MUAH
Life As I Know It At This Time.....
Wow its been about a month since i last blogged so i figured its about time to do it again...I am happy to report to all that chris and I are doing great...He actually proposed to me on Valentines day:D.....IM SO EXCITED ABOUT IT.....As for the rest of my life...well right now i am sick as a dog and it sucks but other than that i am doing ok health wise.....I am starting college in the fall and hopefully i will be able to do go to the college here close to major in what i want to major in....As for my worthless soon to be ex husband.....well hes WORTHLESS.....i think that says it all...i called him last week to ask him if he wanted our chow because he keeps running off and im afraid hes going to get hit with us living so close to the highway...well that was last week and i havent heard anything back from the sob and the chow is still in my back yard....imagine that...but its like shawna said when we were at lunch the other day.....louie cares about nobody but louie...if you know him th
Life Aint Always Beautiful.....sometimes Its Just Plain Hard!!
So ive been thinking about alot here lately..ha yeah i know me think..thats a shocker.... Lifes threw a couple loops my way.I found out the other day that i have several heatlh problems.No worries nothing extreme,but yet its still nothing to joke aorund with.I have Endremetirosis..Im pretty sure everyone knows what that is/means..Alot of women end up having it..There are 3 stages..i have stage 2.So i will be going to have more tests/blood work done on April 16th..& we will go from there.Who knows i could get results back & everything could be fine..everything could be gone.But ive also gotta be prepared for bad news to.You know what they say..Hope for the best,yet expect the worst.All i can do is put it in the hands of the good lord above..What he thinks is best for me..he will do. As far as other aspects in my life go..lets just say REALITY SUCKS!!!!I feel like everyone is expecting soo much out of me..but all i give them is nothing but dissappoinments & heartaches.Thats how i f
Life can be so hard at times. But we get throught it. Sometime it may take awhile to get throught it but we do. The hardest part right now in my life is that my girlfriend right now live in another state. So it suck big time for me. And it also hard no job for me to.
Have you ever stop to wonder what everday life really is. It has to be different for everybody in their own views and opinions, thats what makes everyone unique in their own ways, no 2 people are alike, yet we have so much in common.
Life, Everlasting..
I find myself sitting here on a Sunday, reading Dante's Divine Comedy. I stepped out for a bit to enjoy my coffee, and was lost in thought. I have read this, and other great works before, and each time I am left in awe not only by the masterful writings, but by the timeless tales that will be read by generations to come. Alighieri, Longfellow, Homer, Poe, Tennyson, Shakespeare.. the list goes on. Their words, will love forever. To know that their thoughts and ideas will stand for all time.. is something I must admits fascinates me. They have in many ways, assured their immortality. I wonder if they ever comprehended how great of an impact their work would have for generations to come. It was then that I realized, that each of us through our own lives, do the same thing, though maybe not on such a global scale. As a parent, every action we take, every word we speak around our children... is poetry. Our lives are the pages, and our actions are the words. We are the song, w
Sometimes life throws us curves balls. It all depends on how we take it. We can either stand there and let it hit us or move out of the way and ignore it. If we stand there and let it hit us then we learn from it. It might take a few hits but in the end when we learn from it. If we choose to ignore it we have learned nothing. I chose in life to ignore the curve ball and life was hard. When I finally let hit it me I was able to see things I never had before. Life is only what we make of it so either get hit or move away but in the end getting hit is the best choice.
Life With Three
Glory of lord speaks in clear words that can the dark of infatuation and attachments ever approach him, the sun of whose wisdom drives way the night of metempsychosis and the rays of whose speech delight the lotus like sages. According to Vedas there are three kinds of peoples in the world or the embodied soul as human being, the sensual, the seeker and the wise. Sensual who remain on the mode of celebration with out realization their in on the subject in its true pace, seeker who remains on the verge of wishes for more and more from the orbit life on the subject their state of mind and heart interact in a indifferent manner than to attain the final beatitude. Wise always remains in the orbit or tend to be in the orbit of realization for self and the supreme. Wise evaluate the state of satisfaction in them to reach at the core of self to visualize the wisdom of supreme. All kind of spices in life needs feeds to carry on and sensual feed to carry on the spice except the human,
A Shadowy figure of a man stands alone at the edge of a rock cliff. Wondering why it had to be like this.Thinking about the past, the image of her creepied from out the darkest part of his mind. A single tear he sheds as he watches the sun slowly rising over the ocean on the herizion. Listing to the waves crash againest the rocks below the soft sound of her voice echos "I’m sorry" in his ear. The last words she ever said have haunted him for years on end. the choice is clear on what to do next, but the out come is unknown.Steady he stands looking back on the past on which he regrets so deeply. Choices he’s made that slowly eating away at his very soul. Time once the only friend he had quickly turns the table and now is the enemy.
So the other week I wrote a mumm saying “Ok so im an Irish German guy so drinking is in my blood. So what im saying is on Monday I have to play league pool should what should I do??? should I say fu-k it only one game there’s more get trashed and play your best or drink little then play then get trashed. But put it this way beers are 25 cents!!!!!!!!!!! at lunch time at my fav bar” just for a random thought. I never wrote one so I was just testing it out but anyways it was weird and ppl can be so rude which mean they are pointless ppl. Also I got a huge answer like 60% said drink up 40% said some shit haha well so I listened to the poll and drank up all day. I was so drunk the music was playin I was dancing and playin pool and what do you know I fuckin beat this dudes ass so congrats to me haha I knew I could do it. But later that night after maybe 4-6 shots of Jameson and god knows how many beers I was payin for it at 5 in the morning haha. It was a good night though seeing how I w
Life is good. If you only take 50% of it seriously. Have fun. Be in love with God and your fami Life is good. If you only take 50% of it seriously. Have fun. Be in love with God and your family is good. If you only take 50% of it seriously. Have fun. Be in love with God and your family.. bob is still not homw but soon he will be home with us
Life Is Beautiful
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Hi to all my friends. I have made it back on line. LOL Life for me is great...busy but great. I am now a mother of six children and wow do I have my hands full. But I love them and they are a gift from God. I am working part time and home schooling 4 of my children. I am also taking care of my mom who is very sick. Wow life is so busy but that is good that way I don't have time to think. So to all my friends I hope to hear from all of you soon. I have missed all of you. Hugs and kisses
Life On The Murder Scene
Camera: "Gerard, what was your first car?" Gerard: "It was a Subaru XT. It was silver. Never had to wash it." Gerard: "And then this guy came up in sweat pants-" Frank: [covers face with hands] "Oh no!" Gerard: [grins] "-and a hockey jersey and his name was Howard Benson." "We are My Chemical Romance and we come from New Jersey, where we shoot motherfuckers like you!" At Warped Tour 2004 Frank: "FUCK! I forgot to get hand sanitizer." Gerard: "Fuck youuuu." "I prefer lighters, but cellphones are the new lighter." "I think the only place that scared the shit out of me was the Tenderloin. Because I walked--in San Fransisco--walked off the bus in my makeup and costume and this dude on the other side of the street in front of a crackhouse just goes, 'Better stay on that side of the street motherfucker, I'll knock you out!'." "I'm sick of seeing my face. But I am allowed to be sick of seeing my face, 'cause it's my fuckin' face. Know what I'm sayin'?" "This shit i
Life is not the amount of Breaths you take. It's the amount of Moments that Take your Breath away.
Life Together
Once upon a starlit night I was granted such a sight, Such a lady fine and fair, pure deep eyes and shining hair. Warm strong hands that held mine tight, Ruby lips that kissed mine right. Gentle curves of purest form in my arms so firm and warm. Met with me as nighttime fell never one to kiss and tell Thru the evening words we said learning things of joy and dread. Life we’d lived and slow to tell some of heaven, some of hell. On the past we‘ll linger not for one bright future we have got. Together nights and days can be filled with joy and ecstasy. May this lady come to know just how bright she makes life glow. In her life I’d like to stay and show her the spoiled way. Should I tell or should I ask may I take up this one task. Take this lady hold her tight love her always day and night.
Life Has Sume Twists Truns Init
my life so far well last year i lost a frend the jump of a brige then my my brutherinlaw bruthes wife dies of cancer after haveing a cot death muths ago then 3 days ago i here of persin found die on the tailway then later i find out its nuther frend he had jump of the ralway brige landed on the tracks and its freak me out both frends jump of briges stayd next door to euchuther and im wundering why my frends are killing there self sins i was say 20 ive lost ats lest 3 frends a year mind you lot was drugs hard drugs my school frends im siting here typeing this out cos i cant sleep just siting wundeing why all this well i dont have much real frends left most are losers rest are i dont see much of so people i do talk to on here are my frends or i see as my frends well who ever reads this can under stand it ty fo takeing time out peace beck
Life's Journey
Life’s Journey By: Deborah Boyd How can I show you Just how much I care When walls are put up With nothing to spare You’re afraid to let go Let anyone one in Afraid of being crushed And hurt from within But life is a journey One we all must take A road that will lead us No matter the fate There will be highs And there will be lows Depending on you Is how it all goes You can crawl in a shell And hide from within Or let yourself go And live life again But what ever the cause What ever the fears I will be there beside you I will always be near So take my hand Let me show you the way Give me a chance Is all you have to say
Life Right Now And Life To Come
life has not been that great these past few months. but im hoping things are just going to go up from here. i dont see how they could fall i mean i was at a pretty low point in life a few weeks ago and i still am as far as my current mind set goes.oh what the fuck hahah the looking glass cant be this crazy forever
Life And The Heart
why is it that so many have a need to be needed that they will put any bit of hope into just a simple conversation? why is is that so many have no clue how to be true to themselves and build a life style out of false identity? why is it that others learn to distrust and close themselves off of so many things because of another person actions done upon them? why is it that morals and values have slowly decreased in peoples values? why i ask...because it doesn't make sense. people blame others for their own situations they put themselves into and seek out the worst in most people so they don't look as bad...but at the same time those that do trust do so openly that the only outcome would be to be used and abused. people truely don't make sense to me and it saddens my heart. so why... i truely ask, should i really give a fuck or even want to?
Life Is Good For Me
Life is good for me. It is what it is. All is not prefect but it’s not suppose to be. I can sit and complain about all the things that are not right with my life, or I can sit and count my blessings for all that is right with my life. Counting my blessings is a lot more fun than counting my trials. With all the struggles and trials I may face in my life, it does not compare with what others face on a daily and hourly base. If you have never seen the movie human trafficking , I encourage you to look at it. Once you have seen this movie, you will never see the world the same again. You will never be the same again and you will hold your tongue before you grumble or complain about your life. Yes, my life is good. I am not a parent that lives in turmoil wondering where is my child. Yes my life is good, I am not held enslaved and beaten and forced to have sex all day long without any protection, while the world look on not caring. And the people that come, don’t care that I
Life A Journey
Friday, March 21, 2008 life a journey Glory of lord consist all about the life on the planet though all the planets are a comprehensive mass of his unique form so called supreme on the subject of life. Human body also consist every bit what ever it is their in this universe is just for a referral about the state of soul that the soul is the fraction of god. Soul has emerged from its basic source so called super soul or supreme and ultimately it has to submerge in supreme after his all assignments here on the planet as life. Rivers originates though from the their different source either from hill or the way other but in factual status they emerge from the vaporization of water from ocean which takes places different form to reach at in the form of river. Then it starts the journey in the form of river with ultimate destination for all rivers is only ocean though few rivers face hard time to reach their late few reaches their in their schedule time. So is the case with life r
Life Rut
"Are there things in your life which hold you back, things you could easily let go of, and yet you cling to them because they are so familiar? If things are to be better, they must be different. You cannot simultaneously stay the same and improve your life. Moving forward means moving into unfamiliar territory. Yes, there will be new and unexpected challenges. There will also be new and valuable opportunities. Yes, it will be a bit uncomfortable, and maybe even a little sad to leave behind those familiar old burdens. It will also be filled with many positive possibilities. You'll soon get used to it and will be thankful you decided to move on ahead. Summon the courage to step out of your familiar, comfortable rut and suddenly the world will become a different place. Many of those things which held you back will no longer have the power to do so. Hold tight to those things of true and lasting value, and learn to let go of the rest. Lighten your load and move yourself to wher
Well I am sitting here and I am lost. Well baffled really. I have been booze free for 6 days now, which is a huge thing for me. And it seems that now that I am clean I am more alone than when I was out there boozing it up. I am devastated that it still consumes people I care a great deal about. So much that they have made the choice to keep boozing over keeping me. Talk about craping on my heart. And what sucks is it is like they don't even care that they are doing this to not only themselves but to me as well. Like oh hummmmm no biggy I still Have the bottle and thats all I need to be happy. I guess what kills me the most is that I feel like I am not good enough to stop drinking for. But, as a boozer trying to quit myself I realize that it is a disease hat consumes your life and all in it. You say ur don't have a problem, i only do it every now and then. But in all actualality you do it daily. Any whooo. I just needed to vent a little bit. It just kills me that when I was out boozin
What Good Is Love I waited for your love in hope, That ours would come again, And make me feel the things I felt, But time and distance have erased, The things I wished anew, And now I find myself alone, Though I am here with you. What good is love, that does not touch, What good is love, that gives you pain. What good is love, that makes you run, And makes you lost out in the rain. I traveled to another world, Out far beyond the one we knew, I thought that I could live again, And now I find I'm back with you. But what of hearts that beat as one, And what of passion and embrace, Is it too much to ask of you, To make these tears of mine erase. What good is love, that does not touch, What good is love, that gives you pain. What good is love, that makes you run, And makes you lost out in the rain. Too painful this - to journey back, To times of love and laughter free, The times we lay together with A sense of you , a sense of me. So now, I jour
Life Is But A Fantasy
Life is but a Fantasy Life is but a fantasy with no ending Whispers of forever that is but a day The empty words with no meaning Promises given with no thought Fairy tales of love and caring But a lie told with no second thought Kisses and caresses given without a care Hatred ringing as a truth untold Pain engulfing oh so real Battered hearts and souls Broken bodies and spirits Tears flowing unnoticed Desolate cries uttered unheard A mind in a whirl not knowing Happiness is but a fairy tale told To ones who want to believe By those knowing it is but a fable Promises of a tomorrow that will never come Life is but a fantasy with no ending And forever is but a day Sue E Price Copyright ©2005 Sue E Price
Life I have heard people say, what's your story so here is mine. I have always been what most might think of as a Dreamer. Reading magazines on what is new on the money scene or as you might have heard the most exciting Money Making Opportunities. I watched the infomercials; I have joined the M.L.M. companies; traveled to different cities chasing my dreams. I was that enthusiastic individual; , Gong ho as some might say. Here are some things that I have learned trying out the new opportunities if you really wanna call them that. I have learned that there is no short cut to success, but by hard work doing the things you love for profit and remembering one of the oldest rules in the game, the customer is always right. If you keep those people that buy your goods or services happy you will do good.Well I did promise to tell you my story and all that I said is part of it. I want you to have a really good perspective so you can appreciate what I am doing. Presently I am living at some go
Well I recently found out that I have alot of loose ends still out there.... Is it human nature to always wounder what if or what could have been? I feel so guilty, I have a bf I am truely in love with, but yet I still wounder what could it have been? What if he would have choose me over his problems? I wish it would go away! I am happy with the one I am with and dont want anyone or anything else, but yet I keep thinking about it. Its not like I am going to leave, I have no intentions on that. I just want to know why I have to wounder about something I don't even want? Any words of wisdom? I need help!
Life Unfair
do you love life or do you hate it?
Life Isnt Easy
Well not sure where to start. As my my close family members knows ive been having some problems with my husband. On February 14 we had split up and we had worked things out and went back together. Things wasnt getting and easier. So we had split up again. Well I went through alot of thinking about what was going on and today I had decided to end the relationship with him because he had put his friends first. It looks like i wasted 10 and a 1/2 years trying and hoping he would change. But nothing worked. So now im sitting here wondering is there really love out there? As of right now I dont believe in love.
Life After Birth
Once upon a time, there were twin boys who were conceived in the womb. Seconds, minutes, hours passed as the two embryonic lives developed. The spark of life grew and each tiny brain began to take shape and form. With the development of their brain, and with feeling, perception-- a perception of surroundings, of each other, and their own lives. They discovered that life was good and they laughed and rejoiced in their hearts. One said to the other, "We are sure we are lucky to have been conceived and to have this wonderful world." The other chimed in, "Yes, blessed be our mother who gave us life and each other." Each of the twins continued to grow and soon their arms and fingers, legs and toes began to take shape. They stretched their bodies and churned and turned in their little world. They explored it and found the life cord which gave them life from their mother's blood. They were grateful for this new discovery and sang, "How great is the love of our mother--that she share
Life In General
so i am dealing with a lot of shit lately...between not being able to work due to my messed up back, and dealing with the fact that my taxes wanna take like WAY too long to get here and we need money NOW LOL. Most of my time lately is spent on the computer dj'ing in a great lounge called sex sells. I have a ton of fun in there hanging with my friends that are actually more like family to me. I don't get to see my real family much at all..maybe once every 5 i hang with my on line family. I know i need a life, right?
So.. let me tell ya a little about me. I'm female, duh, 34, wishing I was 24 again, and a VERY proud mom! I have some great kids... human kids as well as feathered and furry ones. I'm a lover of animals, (NO not beasteality, thanks for asking!)and a proud mom of 9 beautiful birds, a cat, and a ferrett. I am not single, since I do have a live-in boyfriend, but I'm not married either, so what do you call that? Best of both worlds! I have been a long time internet user, chat whore, and blogger, 12 years or so to be specific. I don't like players, I can't stand pathetic people, and idiots just piss me off. Other than that I'm pretty outgoing and caring. Wanna know more? Hire an investiGATOR!
Life Questions
How come when you think everything is going good... it all turns out bad? How come everything bad always happens? Why do other people act the way they do? Why do I feel so bad?
Life In General
Life And Love
Lifes Boundaries
the boundaries which divide life from death are at best shadowy and vague. who shall say where one ends, and the other begins.
Life Isn't About Shit-stained Balls
just found out that social services isn't worried at all about the kids being home with me and that they see no reason to take them away from me, relatedly, they gave my wife a referral to mental health... ha...
Once in a great while a person will find something so special in their life that they can't explain it in words. It's time's that you know that you were lucky to be in the right place at the right time, it's called chance by many, to other it's fate, but however you look at it, it's something that can't be explained in words. It's that feeling that you were ment to be here with that person, and you KNOW this to be true no matter how much you try o tell yourself that your wrong, It's finding you soul looking right into your eyes and asking to be let in, for those that know what I speak of know how true these words are and for those that have not found what I speak of may life take you to that one chance spot so you may be where you are needed
We convince ourselves that life will be better after we get married, have a baby, then another. Then we are frustrated that the kids aren't old enough and we'll be more content when they are. After that, we're frustrated that we have teenagers to deal with. We will certainly be happy when they are out of that stage. We tell ourselves that our life will be complete when our spouse gets his or her act together, when we get a nicer car, when we are able to go on a nice vacation or when we retire. The truth is there's no better time to be happy than right now. If not now, when? Your life will always be filled with challenges.It's best to admit this to yourself and decide to be happy anyway. Happiness is the way. So, treasure every moment that you have and treasure it more because you shared it with someone special, special enough to spend your time with .. and remember that time waits for no one. So, stop waiting ... Until your car or home is paid off.
Life In General
Why is it life always when you need something to go right why is it that it always goes wrong, and when everything is normal its when everything goes right lol. comment and rate my blog.
The Life
to all you loyal bird. I wear no uniforms, no blues or army greens>>But I am in the Army in the ranks rarely seen>>I have no rank upon my shoulders - salutes I do not give>>But the military world is the place where I live>>I'm not in the chain of command, orders I do not get>>But my husband is the one who does, this I can not forget>>I'm not the one who fires the weapon, who puts my life on the line>>But my job is just as tough. I'm the one that's left behind>>My husband is a patriot, a brave and prideful man>>And the call to serve his country not all can understand>>Behind the lines I see the things needed to keep this country free>>My husband makes the sacrifice, but so do our kids and me>>I love the man I married, Soldiering is his life>>But I stand among the silent ranks known as the>>Army Wife>>>>>>
Life In General
Life's Journey
Time Passes By Days Fade Away Some Things Change But Some Are Forever Set In Stone Things Will Come People Will Leave Memories Never Fade Pain Comes And Goes Embrace Every Experience For These Are All Steps In Our Journey Called Life Written: March 27, 2008 By: June Schrader
Life Is Like A Box Of Bullshit
why is it that one minute your life can seem great and the next its nothing but SHIT. i normally dont write in these stupid blogs but goes im so sick and tired of walking on fucking egg shells to make everyone else fucking happy. its my fucking turn to be happy. im not in the situation im in for shits and fucking giggles or just to pass the mother fucking time. im trying my damndest to do what i gotta do to be a good fucking mom, take care of my kids, work, and whatever else needs to be done. and yeah i deserve to have a fucking life too. i deserve to have fun, i deserve to have nice things, i deserve it all i deserve to have someone care about me as much as i can care about them. who cares about me right now? i have no fucking clue!!! someone enlighten me.... cause my family damn sure dont give a shit about me. And theres no **special someone** in my life. But who needs a special someone right? Who the fuck cares. Not me. Why should i need someone or l
Life Sucks...........
Suicidal Tendencies - How Will I Laugh Tomorrow lyrics Artist: Suicidal Tendencies lyrics Album: Prime Cuts Year: 1997 Title: How Will I Laugh Tomorrow Print Correct Get How Will I Laugh Tomorrow ringtone on your mobile! [Mike Clark/Mike Muir] Here I sit and watch my world come crumbling down I cry for help but no one's around Silently screaming as I bang my head against the wall It seems like no one cares at all Always an emotion, but how can I explain; how can I explain? Kind of like the scent of a rose, with words I can't explain, the same with my pain Caught up in emotion, goes over my head; goes over my head! Sometimes I got to think to myself is this life or death, am I living or am I dead The clock keeps ticking, but nothing else seems to change Problems never solved, just rearranged And when I think about all the times that I've had Some were good most were bad I search for personality and I look for things I cannot see Love and peace flash thr
Life Is Common Reality
life is a common reality between all things it's me,you,rocks,trees,animals,insects but the quest in life is of the most importance if you give up on life does that make you weak, perhaps but that isn't the point, the way i figure is everything gives up on life in one way or the other. i have been told i was wrong maybe i am, one will never know truely. i have always said that conflict is life so it always made complete sence to define myself through conflict, thats what i have lived by from so many years now. but now it seems as though my thoughts have started to change, between you and me i could give a fuck were i go from here, i am just here for the ride, the ups and downs, it's all the same to me now.i have had it with everything in life love,happyness,sadness,friends,enemys. who the fuck cares anymore,"not i" said the cat. so where do i go from here who knows, who cares, "not i" said the cat, "NOT I" said the cat
Life Of Illusion
Once again, songs say it better than I can.. so here come a slew of songs that seem appropriate to my mood. Sometimes I can't help the feeling that I'm Living a life of illusion And oh, why can't we let it be And see through the hole in this wall of confusion I just can't help the feeling I'm Living a life of illusion Pow! Right between the eyes Oh, how nature loves her little surprises Wow! It all seems so logical now It's just one of her better disguises And it comes with no warning Nature loves her little surprises Continual crisis Hey, don't you know it's a waste of your day Caught up in endless solutions That have no meaning, just another hunch Based upon jumping conclusions Caught up in endless solutions Backed up against a wall of confusion Living a life of illusion
Three passions have governed my life: The longings for love, the search for knowledge, And unbearable pity for the suffering of [humankind]. Love brings ecstasy and relieves loneliness. In the union of love I have seen In a mystic miniature the prefiguring vision Of the heavens that saints and poets have imagined. With equal passion I have sought knowledge. I have wished to understand the hearts of [people]. I have wished to know why the stars shine. Love and knowledge led upwards to the heavens, But always pity brought me back to earth; Cries of pain reverberated in my heart Of children in famine, of victims tortured And of old people left helpless. I long to alleviate the evil, but I cannot, And I too suffer. This has been my life; I found it worth living.
Lifes Hardest Test
She's been broken Spirit,body,and mind She cries in her coffee She cries in her wine Hiding in her house Too ashamed to tell The truth of the bruises The pain and of the hell. When they are with friends She is his adored queen When they are alone She is the dirt neath his feet For far too many years She has taken his abuse Battered and bruised She felt...what's the use. She was tired of the pain Ready to end her life Watching her last sunset She asked herself why Why did she stay? Without chains to bind Thats when she left Took back her life. She has been mended Spirit,body,and mind She enjoys life now She laughs all of the time The scars remain Although the pain is past Forever to remind her She passed lifes hardest test. R. Broyles
People, how to discribe the lifestyle of a normal human being? That would be the question wouldn’t it well all normal human beings suck there backstabbers and I can’t tell you how angry it makes me to deal with so many stupid people in the world. Sorry got off on a tangent I guess people that think that they are helping others and being the nice guy is the reason for all the stupid things that happen in the world and they don’t even realize it, people don’t really know how dangerous they can be I post this in hope that someone will read this and think about this it is not easy to live a life simply made to please yourself a person can’t live like that. The life of a normal human discribed like this: Get up, shower, eat, go to work/school, come home, eat, go to bed. What kind of life is that? There is not enough time for a person to go through life and expect everything to fall in place for them and they expect there life to be easy. Well something must be said I wish that everythi
Either we heal as individuals or we will fall and we will crumble and die as individuals, inch by inch, play by play till were finished. We are in hell right now, believe me and we can stay here and get the shit kicked out of us or we can fight our way back into the light. One inch at a time. I look around and see these young, middle aged and older individuals and I see beautiful face's and I think. I made every wrong choice a man like me can make. I chased off anyone who really loved me. And lately I cannot stand to see this face of mine when I look in the mirror. You know when you get old in life, things get taken away from us as individuals, I mean thats part of life but you only learn that when you start losing stuff. You find out that life is this game of inches because the margin for error is so small. One half a step to late or to early you don't quite make it, One half second to slow or to fast you don't quite catch it. The inches we need are everywhere around us, their in ever
Life Is Coffee
A group of alumni, all highly established in their respective careers, got together for a visit with their old university professor. The conversation soon turned to complaints about the endless stress of work and life in general.... Offering his guests coffee, the professor went into the kitchen and soon returned with a large pot of coffee and an eclectic assortment of cups: porcelain, plastic, glass, crystal - some plain, some expensive, some quite exquisite. Quietly he told them to help themselves to some fresh coffee. When each of his former students had a cup of coffee in hand, the old professor quietly cleared his throat and began to patiently address the small gathering. . . ''You may have noticed that all of the nicer looking cups were taken up first, leaving behind the plainer and cheaper ones. While it is only natural for you to want only the best for yourselves, that is actually the source of much of your stress-related problems." He continued. . .''Be assured th
Life Explained
On the first day, God created the dog and said: 'Sit all day by the door of your house and bark at anyone who comes in or walks past. For this, I will give you a life span of twenty years.' The dog said: 'That's a long time to be barking. How about only ten years and I'll give you back the other ten?' So God agreed. On the second day, God created the monkey and said: 'Entertain people, do tricks, and make them laugh. For this, I'll give you a twenty-year life span.' The monkey said: 'Monkey tricks for twenty years? That's a pretty long time to perform. How about I give you back ten like the Dog did?' And God agreed. On the third day, God created the cow and said: 'You must go into the field with the farmer all day long and suffer under the sun, have calves and give milk to support the farmer's family. For this, I will give you a life span of sixty years.' The cow said: 'That's kind of a tough life you want me to live for sixty years. How about twent
Not to many of us realize something like this until it's to late, sad but true. If I knew it would be the last time That I'd see you fall asleep, I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the Lord, your soul to keep. If I knew it would be the last time that I see you walk out the door I would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for one more. If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise, I would video tape each action and word, so I could play them back day after day. If I knew it would be the last time, I could spare an extra minute to stop and say "I love you," instead of assuming you would KNOW I do. If I knew it would be the last time I would be there to share your day, Well I'm sure you'll have so many more, so I can let just this one slip away. For surely there's always tomorrow to make up for an oversight, and we always get a second chance to make everything just right. There will always be another day to say "I love you," And certainly
Life by Me From time to time we make a mistake, in life we do what we can to be happy. We give and give while others just take, just keep smiling and keep the love for our family. From dawn to dusk we stay awake, then a new life is found. We protect and gaurd against the fake, just to keep our love abound.
Life Is Unpredictable
Life Is unpredictable, but inevitable… And at times, it comes with such force that… For a moment, we forget it is fleeting… Time Is precious, but irrelevant… in that… It passes without any concern of the future and is remembered, only by its results Faith Is subjective, but can be imposing… When others dictate supremacy rather than understanding and acceptance Hope Is sustaining, but can easily be lost…in a world governed by money, greed, and selfishness… hope of a better tomorrow will sustain us today… Forgiveness Is a gift, but can be costly… in that… It may mean giving up a part of ones self ~in order to be able to empathize with someone else… Love Is accessible, but can be illusive in that… Forgetting to love ourselves, first~ stifles our ability to love others…. Happiness Is ours for the taking, but can be difficult to maintain… when we gage it by quantity of acquisitions and levels of worldly achievement rather than self-actualizatio
I stole this from Pammy - a really fantastic woman Who are you currently dating? I'm not dating - what is dating anyway? Is it rules like go to 2 movies a month, dinner 4 times a month, buy crap for Valentines Day........ I just am. Are you comfortable with answering personal questions? Considering that no one will read this I am because it will stay personal lol When's the last time you cried? I don't know but I do cry when I think of my Mom passing away and Dad in a fucking home with no memory of the man he was..... fuck life. When is the last time you were truly happy with your life? I always am to a certain extent. I love many and know many love me - my frustration is that money makes the world go round so everyone is working like 24hours a day and we can't meet up etc. If it wasn't for money I would be truly happy. I hate money. Do/Did you do good in school? I did great because I was sneaky not s
Life Is Hard....
Life is like a Di*k, When it gets hard, F^CK it !!
Life Is Too Short
"Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets, so love the people who treat you right, forget about the ones who don't, and believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said life would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it."
Life Is Like Toliet Paper
I've learned that life is like a roll of toliet paper, the closer it get's to the end that faster it goes.
life...a big mystery...sitting here feeling that life has been sucked out of me is something that i am basically trying to reflect on...where is this life headed? is what i am doing worth it? or am i just being stupid to think that some things are really worth it... as i traverse life's highways i meet several beings...beings who display different character as they are being unique in every i acquaint myself with them i slowly realize...they are quite similar in certain aspects...personification of life being pretentious... is very common in our world...people pretending to like you when in fact they detest you...they seem to find glory and happiness in the agony and suffering of others...they knowingly play with your emotions...quite hard to understand...and really painful...but i guess that is what really life is...empty and senseless...
Life Lessons
Live Life to the fullest. Support our troops they are there nothing we can do about it now. My Bro is going back again soon real bummed, but what can we do. Enjoy art, ink, piercing etc. You don't have to understand it to think its cool. Don't sweat the small stuff comments that hurt are meant to usually made by weak minded individuals looking for a response. Work hard for things you want and they'll mean more. Gifts are from the heart and the price shouldn't matter. If the cost is important you've missed the idea entirely. Get Inked at Platinum Ink Phoenix, AZ
Just wanted to drop a quick line and say hi to everyone, and let people know whats going on. The Dr's say I am healing up pretty good, almost a week and 1/2 ahead of schedule actually. They did not want me to go back to work last week but I went back anyways because I felt bad I left my co-workers really in a bind as well as just going stir crazy just sitting at home by myself. It was kind of a week from hell as some of you know, but, thats just a long story. I have had to relearn how to do a lot things all over again with the injuries, and you get quite creative at times when your right arm, and your left shoulder, and your ribs are all broken messed up, needless to say your range of motion is very limited, taking a shower and using the bathroom for the 1st time was quite a learning experience and had to come up with some very creative inganuity lol. I still have a few more dr appts yet to goto, got Neuro today, and optometry about a week later. Still having a hell of a tmie
ok i recently did a mumm. got alota hate on it, but if anyone saw mw would you jump or shut the fuck up?Everyone goes through some shit and deals with it . i have been doing this for so long i just want to relax.i work 55 hours on 1 job then 50 on another do the math one pay is 15 the other 13 add it up. i never said what else she did but every one thinks they know till they get the whole truth(check out vantage point good movie).
As you travel through life there are always those times When decisions just have to be made, When the choices are hard, and solutions seem scarce, And the rain seems to soak your parade. There are some situations where all you can do Is simply let go and move on, Gather your courage and choose a direction That carries you toward a new dawn. So pack up your troubles and take a step forward - The process of change can be tough, But think about all the excitement ahead If you can be stalwart enough! There might be adventures you never imagined Just waiting around the next bend, And wishes and dreams just about to come true In ways you can't yet comprehend! Perhaps you'll find friendships that spring from new things As you challenge your status quo, And learn there are so many options in life, And so many ways you can grow! Perhaps you'll go places you never expected And see things that you've never seen, Or travel to fabulous, faraway
Sadness Sometimes in life you get hit with a very hurtful jolt that makes you wonder about lots of things. You make some new friends, just to have a few jerked out from under you. That really hurts. You go through your mind, wondering what you did wrong or what you can do to make things all better. Everything you try is either ignored or spit back in your face. Or the one you love dies. Those times you just want to go off to yourself, sit, and think about it all. There are never really any good answers, just more questions. Or maybe...the one you truly love is so unreachable that all you have are the memories of the talks you have had. Or they are allready attached to someone. But yet when they call or IM you, everything is suddenly better and you smile all over again. You grasp that one thread of hope that keeps you sane. That thread that connects you to that special someone. You hope and pray that he or she remains with you. But once that thread breaks, all is lost. You turn
Life, Love And Understanding
A time comes in your life when you finally get it . . . when in the midst of all your fears and insanity you stop dead in your tracks and somewhere the voice inside your head cries out: ENOUGH! Enough fighting and crying or struggling to hold on. And, like a child quieting down after a blind tantrum, your sobs begin to subside, you shudder once or twice, you blink back your tears, and through a mantle of wet lashes you begin to look at the world through new eyes. This is your awakening. You realize that it’s time to stop hoping and waiting for something to change or for happiness, safety and security to come galloping over the next horizon. You come to terms with the fact that he is not Prince Charming and you are not Cinderella and that in the real world there aren’t always fairytale endings (or beginnings for that matter)and that any guarantee of "happily ever after" must begin with you and in the process a sense of serenity is born of acceptance. You awaken to the fact that you
im always falling down the same hill, bamboo punchering the skin as nothing comes bleeding out of me like a waterfall. im drowing in 2ft below the surface, i can still make out your wavy face, if i could only reach you maybe i could leave this place.
well i figured i should write a blog since i haven’t in a while...there’s just alot goin on anymore i work all the time and deal with stupid shit and stupid people on a constant basis..and if you gotta ask "are you talkin bout me" then hello here’s ur sign dumb ass..ya know i’m tryin to do things right and do what i want with my life i’m just tired of people holdin me down and makin me miserable..but thats cool cuz for now on i’m out for me and me only so if that offends you then i got a few words for you....GET THE FUCK OVER IT AND GROW THE FUCK UP...and from what i’ve noticed lately there are just certain people that just want people around to use them and treat’em like shit and yea now i see why because they feel so bad bout shit in there own life so there just tryin to make eveyone else around them miserable...and yea it’s taken me awhile to see that but as time goes on i understand alot of things better then i ever have pretty much what i’m tryin to say is if u just wa
Life In The Us (my Bio, Read At Your Own Risk) Part Ii
Finally, March 1st came-the day of our departure. Carrying all the possessions in tow, and leaving everythin behind, my mom, dad, grandma, and great aunt went to the airport. The 20 hr trip really sucked, including having a lay over in NY, where we almost missed our flight and stayed there, probably forever. Since it was a Russian airline, I celebrated my b-day with beer and more beer. Finally we arrived to Chicago and met my dad's relatives. When we steped out of the airport, I was met with a blast of icy wind and snow. Whoa, so much for a beach weather! Me: "Where the fuck are we? This is not the place, right? Another layover?" Turns out it WAS Chicago. They drove us to an appartment they found for us in a shitty neighborhood across from a mental institution. The apt was on a 14th floor of a building with a permanently busted elevator, which made living there oh so much fun. The hooker living next door and doin her business along with occasional drug induced fight right behin
Life As It Should Be...
Subject: LIFE AS IT SHOULD BE ----- TWO GLASSES OF WINE----- When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 glasses of wine... A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, wordlessly, he picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls . He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked t he students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was. The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with an unanimous 'yes.' The professor
Life Pt 2
the past year and a half has been the most trying time of my life. between loss, pain, illness, & depression, i have reached the lowest points i have ever known. in the disaster that became my life i crumbled, in the mess i have become, i've destroyed anything good that has come my way. in the darkness i have come to know, my inability to see the light has caused me to hurt many people, some of whom i cared for very much, one i loved dearly. i see now that my bitterness, my pain is slowly killing me. i cannot fix anything around me because i, myself, am broken. i was once the rock, the mountain, everyone turned to me for support for strength. i have had people devote themselves to me, love me, look to me for guidence, but i have been drained, grown weak in my despair. it has to end, now. the phoenix is a mythological bird, a legendary creature that rises from the ashes of it's own destruction. so too shall i rise from my own ashes, i will find my streng
Life N Love(( 1st One)))
Everyone says live life like the lord would want u 2. Alife without love is a life without a soul. I gave you my heart and soul. when u left u took both with u. Now I sit here without my heart and soul. On the inside i cry and beat myself up. On the outside i seem happy and like the world is my play ground. I feel so lonly without u. I jst wanna go and hide to cry , OD, and cut myself. The moment u take a blade to cut ur self. All what u felt before u cut goes away. The pain takes its place but not for long then all of the lonelyness and sad nees and hates comesback then u go take alot of pill to make urself pass out but u endup ODing you think to urself ("no one help me jst let me die") but then u wake up and ur laying there in a bed with all this stuff hooked up to u . U jst lay there looking at ppl and still thinking why? why? why? why did u help me? why couldnt they jst let me die? they say they love u but u know soon they will hate u. It starts all over again. Life and Love. My Li
Life Is Not Fair
Life's A Bitch Ain't It?? Lol
Dear Wife, I'm writing you this letter to tell you that I'm leaving you forever. I've been a good man to you for seven years and I have nothing to show for it. These last two weeks have been hell. Your boss called to tell me that you quit your job today and that was the last straw. Last week, you came home and didn't even notice that I had a new haircut, had cooked your favorite meal and even wore a brand new pair of silk boxers . You ate in two minutes, and went straight to bed after watching all of your soaps. You don't tell me you love me anymore; you don't want sex or anything that connects us as husband and wife. Either you're cheating on me or you don't love me anymore; whatever the case, I'm gone. Your EX-Husband P.S. Don't try to find me. Your BEST FRIEND and I are moving to West Virginia together! Have a great life! Dear Ex-Husband - Nothing has made my day more than receiving your letter. It's true that you and I have been married for seven years, althou
Life Sucks
so many things are going on right now and i'm just kinda lost in all of them. firsdt of all my boyfreind is upset about something and i'm getting the distinct impression it's me, but i can't understand why i would be upsetting him. i wish he'd just talk to me and tell me what it was., i've lost him once and i just don't want that to happen agian. on top of that my checking is overdrawn and i'm not getting child support agian davey is out of the hospital but he's still not doing so good. there's work and school and davey and church and bills and to top it all off i was extreamly ill yesterday but still i managed to drag myself into work and still be able to sit up in my chair. yeah it ws that bad i got sick 13 times! but still people keep asking more of me as if i could spare anymore. brandy is in cali8 agian and i miss her but i'm a little glad she runs too much of a fast paced lifestyle for me anymore. besides those guys she was hanging out with kinda creeped me out. any way i'm just
I can still feel the crumpled paper thrown at me, Past my dark clothes, you couldn't see I'm not so different, though not the same But still, as always, I get the blame I don't hate you. It's not something I'd do. Indifference, in my opinion, is much worse You don't matter enough to earn my curse I really, truly, don't care. Except, our lifetime is shared That's what makes me cry. You can hurt me, but I won't even try.
Life :: Xoxoxox
im soo bored ppl my sister left and i have nobdy on here .. let me tell you about my day .. today i didnt have any school .. so i was so happy .. but i have to do all this house work .. at that time i was mad .. but no im over it .. i found a new love in my life .. and im very happy .. we been together for 2 months .. well that's all for now
I've cried and sang songs of joy. Through out my life I've been just a toy. Maybe now things will change. Or maybe my life was ment to be strange. Life is always full of fears. And I have learned how to shed my tears. So many choices; which do I make? There are so many paths; which do I take? There are many things that I have yet to learn. My mind is going in circles which way do I turn?
Life Being Single For 1st Time Since 1995
i enjoy my income now i am seperated with my income is VERY good.but money isnt everything.when you have to raise your child by yourself,i was so used to being with my husband for 12 years now having to learn how to adapt to being with just my daughter.there is this guy that everyday of the week asking me to go with him every week, i got a phone call from different ones,or email from different ones but i tell them im married and not going with anyone unless im not married.not ready to be involved with live with somebody for 12 years your so used to that person,its not easy to jump into something with someone else.i got a friend who lives in red level alabama who wants to meet me,and i guess its ok to have friends...but i cant see myself "dating" and im still married.just 'cuz my husband has a gf and is still a married man doesnt mean its right for me to do the same exact thing.however i do feel like a lucky woman to have soo many guys wanting to be with me.i feel
Life A Journey
life a journey Life is like a river which has to reach ultimately to its final destination of ocean the same for life as final beatitude. In the process lot of dirty drain may disrupt the essence of basic stream and lot of pious soul make it purify through holy dip but the pace of river must carry on up with it’s define destination. May god bless all on the subject of true life as human. Thanks please.
Life Of An Insomniac
Life of the Insomniac By ©Mistress of Darkness When twilight hour comes and sleep is at steady hand my body grows week and my eys grow dim, and yearns for dream land. But no sleep comes my way, and hours ramble by As my body stays awake, and my eyes begin to cry. Pain slowly enters my body now limp and in my neck is not a stranger to the awfull crimp. But still sleep escapes this body that stays awake all night And dream land grows, further, further out of sight. Tis the life of an insomniac that I do live through. When sleep is gone, and night time hours are to few.
Life Thoughts
I have been married to my wife for 11 years this coming May. It seems like forever. The scary thing is I've known her since the 2nd grade. I have no secrets from her. She knows all the little evil things people don't tell the ones they love. I didn't know she was alive as a woman until after High school. She was my boss and engaged to someone else. I loved the chase. For me it was the thought of attaining something forbidden. It was almost as if I had to prove to the world that I could obtain the unobtainable. I have never really been ugly, but my personality seems to get me farther than anything else, but the conquest holds my interest. I think maybe the conquest is probably gone after 11 years, but oddly I'm not as dissappointed as I thought maybe I would be. I crave something I can't quite grasp and really I'm not too sure what it is that I want. Sometimes things are great sometimes I feel lost. I have in the last year turned to heavy weightlifting. I use it as a way to
Life's Journey
It is amazing what life's journey brings across our path's. To live is to love and to love is to live. Yet again, to live is to die and to die is to have loved. Once in a while our love dies for one another and as profound as that may be it will happen again and again. Until, one day you look instead of reaching and there she will be reaching for you with all of her heart; rest assured she has not only reached for you but she held you up all the while!
Life, Or Something Like It...
Well, I'm sitting here at Dennis' watching Adam play PS3. We had supper here. Dennis cooked. It's somewhat odd hanging out with him, with my boyfriend. I mean, they get along well, and that part is awesome. It's still just pretty odd... But, I guess it's a cool thing. I mean, it's beneficial to the girls. Everyone gets along... which makes them happy. I know the girls hate seeing everyone fight... so thanks god, we're not all fighting anymore... It's great... but like i said, still pretty odd... So, i got this job. It's awesome! GREAT benefits, great people... great pay... so i love it. Although, Having a job sucks sometimes... Oh, And adam decided to work 3 to 12 for like the next 6 weeks, which means, we wont see each other except on weekends. That part kinda sucks. Well, NO, it really sucks... we got into a huge fight over all of it... I really seriously was on the verge of breaking up with him over the whole ordeal... I was PISSED.... I still am but, I'm starting to just acce
I was watching a tv show about my old and always favorite artist group, tlc. Watching that show, brought back so many long and old memories of myself, my beautiful cousins Amanda and Katie. As we grew up we portrayed that group as something for us to look up to when we were younger. Their songs gave us insight when we we younger that made us really think about our lives. And now, I'm sitting here writing to you guys tonight, because it's has got me thinking about where I want my life to go. I'm still a little confused on what I do want in life. And I'm probably sure everyone still is, whether they be 80 years old or 10 years old. But me hearing the vocals of the song "waterfalls" by TLC, especially the rap part by Left Eye, and this is what is says..... "I seen a rainbow yesterday, but too many storms have come and gone. Leaving a trace of not one God giving ray. Is it because my life is ten shades of gray? I pray, all ten fade away, seldom praise him for the seven days." "And like h
Well here I was thinking life couldn't get any worse when yet again it threw me another curveball. However, having been so close to the reaper it made me re-evaluate things and realize that no matter what happens or what life throws at us. Ultimately it's down to us whether life is good or bad. It is what we make of it. I've always been a fighter and have never given upp on anyone or anything. So I almost bought the farm, so what. I'm still here and intend to be here for a very long time to come regardless of what the docs say. Mind over matter and strength of spirit will always win the day. So come on life, throw your curve balls my way. I guarantee I'll catch them and throw them back twice as hard. Life's for living so let's partyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!
Life Is Hard Deal With It...
Im usually a good friend for the most part i have had my moments where i just feel like telling my friends to shut the fuck up and deal life isnt easy dude i mean seriously everyone has shit they have to deal with on a regular basis why should you whine and cry all the time about the same shit over and over and over again. Im pissed because i feel like im always there for everyone else and when i have an issue its like they are all too busy for me. Its cool im going to start being busy when their life is fuckered up and im just not going to give a shit. On another note im guess im glad that people feel that they can turn to me its a good feeling i suppose. im just over the same junk get new problems for me to deal with. Oh yeah i will be sending my bill at the end of the month for my services lol i should go to school to be a counselor or something...
Life is taken 4 grant it by some ppl and that is sad because they don't realize u only have 1 life 2 live so be thankful 4 it if u mess it up with Drugs and being stupid then that is ur fault.
Life And Death
Life and Death walked side by side one day Together they spoke, for each had much to say Each of the other's being, toiling in their labor And to think, Life has Death for a neighbor. Life! Says Death, we've been long together All thru the years, in every kind of weather There is a plan, far greater then the plan you know There is a time, we know not when, we all must go, They moved along in marvel and in wonder. Death! says Life, we've been long together All thru the years, in every kind of weather There is a plan, far greater then the plan you know There is a time, we do know when, from long long ago They moved along in marvel and in wonder. They talked and talked both loud and long Filling all the world with their song As their own words struck up a chord I listen to catch every whisper and always thankful to the Lord They are given a great mission, as as the hours make a day So strange it seems, yet they walk unafraid, along
Life Can Be So Complicated
Sigh. . .we have one screwed up society. . . Some gay couples are having trouble obtaining divorces By RAY HENRY, Associated Press Writer 1 hour, 27 minutes ago Gay couples had to struggle mightily to win the right to marry or form civil unions. Now, some are finding that breaking up is hard to do, too. In Rhode Island, for example, the state's top court ruled in December that gays married in neighboring Massachusetts can't get divorced here because lawmakers have never defined marriage as anything but a union between a man and woman. In Missouri, a judge is deciding whether a lesbian married in Massachusetts can get an annulment. "We all know people who have gone through divorces. At the end of that long and unhappy period, they have been able to breathe a sigh of relief," said Cassandra Ormiston of Rhode Island, who is splitting from her wife, Margaret Chambers. But "I do not see that on my horizon, that sigh of relief that it's over." Over the past four years
Life Is So Odd ...
Im sitting here in my new place...its finally feeling like alot more work to my new bed...its fuckin awsome!!!! Black/Brown Leather sleigh bed...even splurged and got a new mattress and box spring...thick pillow top...comfy as hell...sleeping really just have to get the room painted and the pictures and such on the walls..I finally feel free again, without the restraints of so called friends who want to drain me dry of my funds and life much so i was off today and said fuck it and went to orlando with my roomate for dinner at Emerils...dropped 150 bucks on was well worth it...great food and conversation. The weather has been good till today...even got some sun last week...laying by my new pool!!! but today is cold as shit...even had to put the heat on. My next move is to the keys...i am not doing this cold shit anymore LOL! Last doc visit went half well...oh just gonna keep moving not letting anything or any
Things are going pretty well between me and my girl. Things are finally getting back to "normal" and I am sooooo ahppy with this. I know I dont seem like the kind of person that gets real emotional, but she means everything to me, I just cant deal with the online assholes that decide even tho she is taken, that they have to get their nose into the mix. I hate it. I have always and always will be faithful to her cuz I love her and only her. I have never felt like this before and i love how it feels to be with her and around her. Hopefully everything stays headed in the direction its going now.
Life And Death
Life and Death walked side by side one day Together they spoke, for each had much to say Each of the other's being, toiling in their labor And to think, Life has Death for a neighbor. Life! Says Death, we've been long together All thru the years, in every kind of weather There is a plan, far greater then the plan you know There is a time, we know not when, we all must go, They moved along in marvel and in wonder. Death! says Life, we've been long together All thru the years, in every kind of weather There is a plan, far greater then the plan you know There is a time, we do know when, from long long ago They moved along in marvel and in wonder. They talked and talked both loud and long Filling all the world with their song As their own words struck up a chord I listen to catch every whisper and always thankful to the Lord They are given a great mission, as as the hours make a day So strange it seems, yet they walk unafraid, along
Life Is Beautiful
Do you swear on your life that no one will cry at my funeral?
does this still stand true?? Once a CHEATER always a CHEATER??? Can a CHEATER really stop CHEATING??? Is a CHEATER only sorry because he/she got caught???
Life, Love, And Idiocy.
Okay. So. I went on a date. For those who know my financial situation- No, I didn't pay for it. I somehow managed to find a guy who's completely fricking naive. It's cute, in some ways, though I want to backhand him other times. We had fun. Turns out he used to do tabletop, so there's talk of starting a group in here in Oregon. Now for the juicy gossip- DESKS! Buwahahahahaha. We had assigned seating at my job for about three days. HAD. Then someone screwed up the paperwork and my team was out a place to sit. Well... This chick at work decided that she was going to hijack my desk. I simply sat there, and when she came to work, I was like "What?" THEN she put a name tag there. Now, I've seen her take name tags off of desks of people she didn't like, simply because she didn't like them. So I pulled off her name tag and left it neatly on top of the garbage can she likes to throw everyone else's name tags in. MONDAY, which is my friday, I come back from my last break an
Life And Death
I just found out that a friend of ours from camping died today he's 43 yrs old and he collapsed in the shower this morning at the campground. We were supposed to see him tonight. This sucks. He's married, 2 teenage daughters. I'm in shock :-(
Life 2.0
Been a while since I have written some people back, and sometimes just easier to write a blog/bullitan/forum than to try to answer everyone at once. I appologize for the delay, just getting swamped in medical/insurance/work paper work and been emotionally up/down the last few weeks and just really stressed out. So, here is whats going on in my life so far as to this date. Work - Finally pnned boss down today on the phone to talk to me Monday about what will/wont happen at work. According to company policy, you must maintain a valid drivers license in order to be eimployeed. With the legal ramifications of my 2nd owi within 5 years, its mandatory 12 month suspension without possibility of occupational license and minimal 5 days jail up to 1 yr. So, they bosses were going to see what they could do and if they could call in any favors or find any work arounds and let me know, but, thats been weeks now, still no talk, and overheard some things from there closed door conversations that d
The Life Of Vlad Iii Or Vlad The Impaler
Vlad III was born in November or December of 1431 in the Transylvanian city of Sighisoara. At the time his father, Vlad II (Vlad Dracul), was living in exile in Transylvania. The house where he was born is still standing. It was located in a prosperous neighborhood surrounded by the homes of Saxon and Magyar merchants and the townhouses of the nobility. Little is known about the early years of Vlad III’s life. He had an older brother, Mircea, and a younger brother, Radu the Handsome. His early education was left in the hands of his mother, a Transylvanian noblewoman, and her family. His real education began in 1436 after his father succeeded in claiming the Wallachian throne by killing his Danesti rival. His training was typical to that of the sons of nobility throughout Europe. His first tutor in his apprenticeship to knighthood was an elderly boyar who had fought against the Turks at the battle of Nicolopolis. Vlad learned all the skills of war and peace that were deemed necess
Friday, March 14, 2008 Things You Learn As You Mature... Current mood: amused Category: Life ~Copy of an e-mail I received from Wally~ Things You Learn As You Mature: I’ve learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in. I’ve learned that no matter how much I care, some people are just assholes. I’ve learned that it takes years to build up trust, and it only takes suspicion, not proof, to destroy it. I’ve learned that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes. After that, you’d better have a big weenie or huge boobs. I’ve learned that you shouldn’t compare yourself to others--they are more screwed up than you think. I’ve learned that you can keep puking long after you think you’re finished. I’ve learned that we are responsible for what we do, unless we are celebrities. I’ve learned that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you’re down will be the ones
Life Is To Short
I believe you should, laugh when you can, apologize when you should..and let go of what you can't change. Kiss slowly, play hard, forgive quickly, take chances, give everything and have NO regrets. Life is to short to be ANYTHING but happy! Also: Life is to short to wake up with regrets. So love the people that treat you right. Forget about the one's who don't. Believe everything happens for a reason. If you get a second chance, grab it with both hands. If it changes your life, let it! And: Be more concerned with your character than your reputation, because your character is what you really are, while your reputation is merely what others think you are
The Life Of The Party Is You!
The life of the party is you! Throwing a party shouldn’t be hard. Here are some tips on how to make it fun for everyone… even the hostess! If one of your guests shows up with guests of their own- whom you did not invite- welcome them graciously. You know the old saying- the more, the merrier! Don’t worry that your house isn’t clean- or grand- enough to entertain in. Your guests are there to enjoy one another’s company, not a house tour! Music can liven up any occasion! Make sure you have some of the day’s top hits to play at your soiree. And enjoy yourself- nothing ruins a party faster than a nervous hostess!
Life In General
Lifehouse - Hanging By A Moment
Desperate for changing Starving for truth I'm closer to where I started Chasing after you I'm falling even more in love with you Letting go of all I've held onto I'm standing here until you make me move I'm hanging by a moment here with you Forgetting all I'm lacking Completely incomplete I'll take your invitation You take all of me now... I'm falling even more in love with you Letting go of all I've held onto I'm standing here until you make me move I'm hanging by a moment here with you I'm living for the only thing I know I'm running and not quite sure where to go And I don't know what I'm diving into Just hanging by a moment here with you There's nothing else to lose There's nothing else to find There's nothing in the world That can change my mind There is nothing else There is nothing else There is nothing else Desperate for changing Starving for truth I'm closer to where I started Chasing after you.... I'm fal
Well, I'm getting a divorce. It really sux. But hey, when you get pushed around and get someone throwing things at you, you kinda have to let them go. I love my soon to be ex hubby with all of my heart and this divorce is going to kill me, but I'm also not going to let it get even worse. I hate that I have to put my daughter through it too. I guess that I will get over it.
so i have a broken down car, no job, and no money how much worse can it get, right? anyways my son is at the age he doesn't want to do anything, he just whines about everything, my daughter is at the age where she gets in to everything, and picks on her brother. she likes to play around more then he does, she falls all the time and doesn't cry, he bumps his head and starts screaming. its weird how that works huh? well anyways i'm hoping my luck is going to change pretty soon i don't know how much more of the bad luck i can take.
Life Rules Lol
There are two sides to every divorce: Yours and the Shithead's. > >2. The closest I ever got to a 4.0 in college was my blood alcohol content.. > >3. I live in my own little world but it's OK, everyone knows me here. > >4. I saw a rather large woman wearing a sweatshirt with 'Guess' on it. I said, "Thyroid problem?" > >5. I don't do drugs 'cause I find I get the same effect just by standing up really fast. > >6. A sign In a Chinese Pet Store: "Buy one dog, get one flea." > >7. Money can't buy happiness but it sure makes misery easier to live with. > >8. I got a sweater for Christmas. I really wanted a screamer or a moaner. > >9. If flying is so safe, why do they call the airport the "terminal"? > >10. I don't approve ofpolitical jokes. I've seen too many of them get elected. > >11 The most precious thing we have is life, yet it has absolutely no trade-in value. > >12. If life deals you lemons, make lemonade. If life deals you to
Life Is Good.....right?
It is Tuesday and I just got done doing sales tax while my friend took a walk with her son. I am going to pick them up in a little bit and then we are going to have lunch. I thought I would sneak on here real fast before I head off again. Lots has been going on. Some good, some....not so good. I just wish my son would get it. Get that he is hurting himself by doing bad in school. We went to my friends Dad's memorial last Sunday. It was a little emotional and a lot of people showed up! People I have not seen for like 20-30 years! It was great seeing my absolute favorite teacher there. Mr. Mendle was my 5th grade teacher and he was the best! Loved him. He walked up to me and said, "you must be Cristi Rinearson!" (my maiden name) I have not seen him in a good 20 years. It was so good seeing all those people. An old friend gave the greatest Speech about my friends Dad and it just summed it all up perfectly. Now, Tricia and her son are staying with is although we ar
Life Is Short Live It Fast
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Life Is Too Short
hello everyone.... i nkow life is to short to stop lookin at beutiful things so answer a ??? for me if you have time..yes i am married but is it wrong for me to admire other ladies? mainly on line i never meet them in wife says its cheatin on her but i dont feel im wrong for lookin as im just married not blind
Life Is A Prison
Life is a prison, Oh God let me out. No one to listen, To hear when you shout. Climb the walls of insanity, Ride the waves of despair. If you fall it don't matter, There's no one to care. Used to wish for a window, To see birds, trees and sky, But you're better without one - Stops you aiming too high. Watching freedom is painful, For those locked away. Seeing joy, love and happiness, Another price that you pay. Strong is good, weak is bad. Be it false, be it true. Your mind makes the choice, And enforces it too. Cell walls built by society, With rules to adhere. If you breach the acceptable, You had better beware. Hide the pain, carry on, Routine is the key. Don't let on that you're not, What you're pretending to be. Lock it all up inside you, How badly that bodes. Look out for that one day, When it all just explodes. Leaving naught but a shell, Base functionality too. But killing all else, That was uniquely you. So how do you grow,
Well...after many mistakes and people just looking to have fun with a person's emotions...I have found a person that makes my life great and more complete then where I was going and headed. I am hoping that the trip here and worth it. I know that so far it has been and I wouldn't change a minute of it....because who knows where I would end up if I did. This girl is what I have been looking for. She is smart, sweet, funny, and likes certain aspects of a lifestyle that not many people do. I am still alive even though I haven't been on here in a long time. It's just that since its spring there is more things to do around the house like getting my garden planted and maintained. Nothing beats fresh veggies and fruits! Hope that who ever decides to read this has fun with their lives and has a great time until I return.
Life Keeps Getting Better And Better
Well, just by a fluke chance, my boss decided to check the Wisconson CCAP website to check on my legal status, and he happened to find out that there was a warrent out for my arrest. Sure enough, I go check the ccap site (just in case you wondering about the person your dating or might be dating the website is;jsessionid=EFBE11A13A965A029C693CEA3F0116DB.render5 And I do have a warrent out. Well, honestly, I guess my eyes are worse than I thought they were, I could have sworn it was an 8 and not a 3, but, in anycase, I missed my court case yesterday. I even had a friend take off work on Monday to take me to court, I honestly thought it said the 28th, he even looked at it, and thought it was the 28th as well, I even had him write it on the calander cus my right hand in cast my hand writing so bad but, we both got it wrong. Long story short between 4-5 phone calls between circuit court and warrent office, found out the paper work hasnt even been
Life Is Like A Bottle Of Mayonnaise
Life is like a bottle of mayonnaise The Mayonnaise Jar and the 2 Cups of Kool Aid. When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and 2 cups of Kool Aid. A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, he wordlessly picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with a unanimous "yes."
Life And Love
Life and love go hand in hand so be ture to thy self and know thy heart.To your self be ture know your heartis to know your mind. To live life like it was your last day on earth. To love as much as you can and make love know to thy family and your friends. To live with love in your heart is to be at pace with thy self.
Lifes A Bitch
lifes a bitch,always fucking up always going bad sometimes i just want to fall in a black hole and die to never come out, never be sean again. but i guess im destend for that sort of pain to day isnt the best for me..a day ill alway hold dear... but now thats gone,,i ask when will it all end. when i fall in that black hole when i die..well im close let me tell ya...thats why lifes a bitch....
Life Burns-apocolyptica
Life Gets Shorter
Our lives get shorter with every passing day, Don’t keep putting off all the things you want to happen someday, Or they will become the things you wish you had done yesterday!! By: J. WHITE 3/15/08
Life's Getting Better.
Life is getting better day by day things start to make more sense. I think I can be happy again. I thank my mother for her support and all my friends. hugs..
Life is too short for the wasting away of our minds and souls. We have based our daily routines on the self-satisfaction of material life. Ultimately, no matter how un-materialistic we may think we are, we all endure this journey by, if you are like me, fighting to maintain enough wealth to pay the rent and bills whilst paying for food and school and any other of those expenses we all in developed nations face day-to-day. We eat, work, sleep, party, fuck and do all those human things that humans do, but how many of us have stopped to take time to re-connect ourselves to this beautiful universe? Or have stopped to absorb the energy we are constantly surrounded by instead of stealing it from those we love? Our parents, and our parents' parents, and our parents' parents' parents and so forth have all gone on worrying about physical and material security for years and years and years and years. Up until the past few years, this need has been justified in aiding our world to move forwards.
Life In General
This blog is about my point of view on life and how I live , it is not a reflection of how others are or how I want others to be , Its really all about me... I think that life is for living and being mad or depressed takes away from the time and energy I put into living , I dislike people who are pushy , agressive, racist or in general a**holes . I think looks and egos are unimportant , people can look great and still be d*cks . The true window to the soul is inside . I live life to be happy and to be productive , I spend my time helping others who cant always help themselves, I spend my time enjoying simple things , and I know I have no opinion on others , I respect others opinions regardless weather or not I agree with them ,or not . I don't let stuff bug me If I can't control it then it was never mine to control , I live for the day everyday , and I know that tomorrow may never come. I love myself my family and then everyone else , I have many friends and many acquain
Too bad it'll never be as simple as we'd like or love be as easy...
You know, I am now 22! An I look back at my life an I see I have a good one! An now i look at my life an I see I have a better one! I sit back an I sometimes wonder what did i ever do to have it this good! I have a very beautiful son that makes me smile when i am sad an makes me laugh when I am mad! He tells me he loves me everyday! An i have the most wonderful boyfriend in the world! he is so great to me as well as my son! He calls me everyday just to say " I love you"! An I see this point of my life i am happiest! I can't really say I have had a better birthday! however i can say i have had a horrible birthday even the worst birthday! But I know if i was to go to sleep an not wake up in the morning I know lived a great life! I have no regrets! If i could do anything different i would only finish school an not give my mom such a hard time! LOL I LOVE YOU MOM! But I see i could have it worst! My aunt is burying my 4 year old cousin today! An a year ago she buried my uncle last year! My
Life And Love
The greatest irony of love, is loving the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right, and/or finding out you love someone right after that person walks out of your life... Sometimes, you think you’re already over a person, but when you see them smile at you, you’ll suddenly realize that you’re just pretending to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again... For some, they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much they love that person... In my opinion, some are afraid to see the one they love being held by someone else... Most relationships tend to fail not because the absence of love, love is always present. It’s just that one was being loved too much and the other was being loved too little... As we all know that the heart is the center of the body, but it beats on the left, maybe that’s the reason why the heart is not always right... Most often we fall in love with the person we think we love, b
Life Is Beautiful
"Life Is Beautiful" You can't quit until you try You can't live until you die You can't learn to tell the truth Until you learn to lie You can't breathe until you choke You gotta laugh when you're the joke There's nothing like a funeral to make you feel alive Just open your eyes Just open your eyes And see that life is beautiful. Will you swear on your life, That no one will cry at my funeral? I know some things that you don't I've done things that you won't There's nothing like a trail of blood to find your way back home I was waiting for my hearse What came next was so much worse It took a funeral to make me feel alive Just open your eyes Just open your eyes And see that life is beautiful. Will you swear on your life, That no one will cry at my funeral? Alive... Just open your eyes Just open your eyes And see that life is beautiful. Will you swear on your life, That no one will cry at my funeral? Just open your eyes Just open your eyes
Faced with all my demons, equiped with a loaded gun, full of hope and idealistic thoughts. This kind of hope runs deep and leaves just as quick as quick as my understanding of how I should Love Life. I had it all, I said I was gunna go far, Now the greater is reduced small, As I drive in my car listening to the beat of this drum. Beating into my heart, into my soul. Why can't life be so simple and full of happiness. Rather than reaching this dead end Trying to hide from my fears. I gave up the search! Realizing, that the road ahead is full of endless hurt. Slowly, but surely it all ends... My dreams, My hopes, My ambitions They all seem so unreachable... So I walk this road, trippin on my untied loose ends. I stop to re-tie them for the first time... And there she is tying her own laces. Our eyes meet and we are both taken back. She smiles and I blush, then it hits me in the face like a bucket of grey ice water... She's the one, so I smile back. We
Life An Love
A blessed thing is for any man or woman to have a friend, one human soul whom we can trust uttlerly: who knows the best an the worst of us, an who loves us spite of all our faults, who will speak the honest truth to us, while the world flattens us to our face, an laughs at us behind our back: who will us counsel an encourage us in the day of the difficuly an sorrow, when the world leaves us to fight our own battles as we can!
Life Training Specials
Summer specials are starting now... get in the best shape of your LIFE for cheap!!!!
The Life Of A Player
Ahh..the life of a player, what a silly game Running around breaking hearts, have you no shame? Wooing this one and that one, pretending to care Making them feel special..HA!!! they are'nt getting nowhere I was once foolish, thought you were the one Too late i realize, you're just in it for fun You tell them that you love them, you will never leave And they smile so trusting, ignorant to believe
Ok well lets see first things first life is awesome it's precious and shouldn't be taken lightly.  I know because this past week I thought mine was over do to a accident that put me and three other guys into the ICWW canal in Louisiana.  The funny thing about it was I couldn't stop thinking about my girl while I was trying to frantically get out of the current and make it to the shore.  I think you know you love someone till something like this happens and then without a doubt and with no reservations you just know it. On a different note me and my soon to be wifey love to try out new things sometimes for the best and sometimes not.  We've tried many things in our life together some both of us hate, some we both love, and then there is the rare occasion where one of us loves it and the other hates it.  So I'm stuck in between a rock and a hard place as to either making her unhappy when it comes to these sitiation or making myself unhappy or just avoiding them all together which would p
well haven't been on in a while, life is kinda got me by the tail. Lots going on, most of it is hurry up and wait. Vacation was really good. Been working alot about and have my daughter to take care of too. getting things together to move. waitin on the loan. will try to get back on but not promising when. I miss the lounges and the people... Hope all is doing well
Life...Depends on the way you think??? example read this below: thepenisinhermouth what did you read ????? Did you read.................. the pen is in her mouth or did your dirty mind read something else ?????
Life's Path
As I walk threw life there are many paths. None are easy none are safe. Some have changing seasons others have scary weather. Some have Signs to show you the way, some have a light at the end to help find you way. Paths are a step stone others gravel, some paths have hand real's to help on a hill or a steep valley other have a straight cliff which you much climb. Some have long paths which bring great fortune some short and loneliness. Some paths are walk by those who choose there owe other are guide by the unknown. Some are clear and visible when others are covered. By the end we all know what is to come but the thing that matters the most is what is learned and what was fun.
Life Is Sweeet
Have you ever just felt so damn blue? NOT ANYMORE I AM VERY HAPPY!! Just after all the rush and chaos of life slows to a halt and you are left standing there wondering what just happened, and it hits you that you missed something. Makes me blue, makes me wonder if anyone knows me. STOP AND SMELL THE FLOWERS :-)! I KNOW I AM MISSING NOTHING NOW. SUNSHINE POURS OVER ME LIKE LIQUID HONEY! I AM KNOWN BY FEW, LOVED BY FEWER! BUT WHAT I HAVE IS PERFECT. Leaves you wondering if the life you lead is the right way. YES I AM LEADING IT THE RIGHT AND ONLY WAY. So many telling you that your life is the bomb, but yet where are they when you need them? Or is it me not letting them in? And why not? You ever wish to let someone in to the point that you are thinking about it all the time? I hate when i start worrying what someone will think of me. MY LIFE IS THE BOMB. MY FRIENDS ARE THERE FOR ME, AND I OPEN THE DOOR FOR THEM TO COME IN. WHAT YOU THINK OF ME IS NOT IMPORTANT UNLESS Y
Life is too short, so live it to the fullest....
Life Is A Gift
There was a blind girl who hated herself because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She told her boyfriend, "Iif I could only see the world, I will marry you. " One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her. When the bandages came off, she was able to see everything, including her boyfriend. He asked her, 'Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?' The girl looked at her boyfriend and saw that he was blind. The sight of his closed eyelids shocked her. She hadn't expected that. The thought of looking at them the rest of her life led her to refuse to marry him. Her boyfriend left her in tears and days later wrote a note to her saying: 'Take good care of your eyes, my dear, for before they were yours, they were mine. ' This is how the human brain often works when our status changes. Only a very few remember what life was like before, and who was always by their side in
Life Sucks Sometimes
My life sux right now and I dont know what to think anymore honestly. My dad had his sixth heart attack last week and the docs told us theres nothing more they can do for him. Sux balls then recently today the docs confirmed my gurls pregnant so at the same time Im depressed but excited. I dont know what to do right now. I need to go spend somemore time with him before its to late but I want him to be around to see his grandchild grow up. Life sux
Life Is Funny
You know life is real funny. About a few months ago I would never have guessed I would be where I am at now. In fact my life was going towards a dark place again. Being alone aint nothing for anybody. When I say alone I aint talking about relationships, I am talking about having nobody family and friends. Now I got eberything anyone could want my family and friends around me. I also got a great woman in my arms.
iam a person that love life but has handed me a bad hansd some times. i have become a wido at the age 25 years and i trying to see what there is to live for but i rember that ther is somthing to live for i have a little girl that rimend why and he lives in her every day he will never leav us not relly.
Life In Today's Inner Cities
First and foremost, how you think, is what you do. It can be no plainer than that. If your mind is fcked off, EVERYTHING you do and EVERYBODY you know, is now fcked too. Stop filling your small mediocre brain with 50 cent type "bling-bling" bllsht music and "Goodfellas" dreams. Put a plan together, start with a 3 month plan, then get a 6 month plan and then a 1 year, and then a 5 year. If you can't get past the first goal, how in the fck can you see what 5 years will yield you. Stop acting like an azzhole, and do your homework. Secondly, HOPE for something better than what you had yesterday. If you were a crackhead and don't want to be a crackhead anymore, pray on it. Then take steps to remove crack from your system and your environment. You cannot get clean clothes from dirty water. If you want different you have to do different. If your finances are fcked off, don't hope for a pay raise while still shopping your azz off and smoking hella bomb, what are you, stupid? And if you don'
Life Long Friends
Most of the time all of us look for that "one true love", we seem to overlook our friends. I'm not talking about the friends we mistake for the true ones. The true ones are the ones that talk to you no matter what even if they are mad at you. The ones that love us no matter what our mistakes are. In search of that one love we overlook our friends that give us that "lil love". If you would add the love from them it would add up to the love you are loooking for. True friends give you the love and support you look for in one person. They hold you when you cry and cheer when you need it. Other then the sexual urges you may have, your friends are really the love of your life, your spouse for life, sort of speaking. I guess what I am trying to say that is in the ups and downs of searching for that one person that is meant for you realize you have that love you need in your close circle friends. So don't take them for granted and love them and let them know you appreciate everything they are
Life Is....
""Life is the fire that burns and the sun that gives light. Life is the wind and the rain and the thunder in the sky. Life is matter and is earth, what is and what is not, and what is beyond, is in Eternity.""
Life And How To Heal? He(( Idk?
Well i know i've mummed about what to do? and well guess i just can't seem to get shit outta my head right now. I'm in sucha confused state of mind at the moment. The fucker i tryed trusting smothered me and hit me muliple times for money and my keys. Yeah WTF? why would i feel sad, guilt, mad, sorry for him, depressed? Should i not be thankful i'm out of the situation? Shouldnt i be wishing the fucker to rot in jail for the shit? Why am i feeling so many freaking feelings all at the same time? What makes me end up in such fucked up relationships. I know plenty have been in worse and many more than me? But I'm tired of it soem one always knows the answer. One says awwww....its ok you'll find a good one one day? one says hell maybe it's me? i drive them to be that way? lol. another might just say i'm too nice, some say i'm too damn gullible. WTF? i just wanna scream. i'm getting to where i'm scared and tired of trying not to hold past relationships on the the next man but no matter wha
Okay so I just need to vent. I have all these ppl in my life that I cannot even imagine living without, I do for people and do for them. I bend over backwards and anything that I have and they need they have it! I have always been like this. I just cant understand for the life of me, why after all I try to do, I get a slap in the face when I dont ask for anything but someone to stand by me. I accept my friends regardless what their faults are because I know that I too have them. I just see them as perfect in my eyes. So why the hell when I tell them things and try to get it off my chest do I get to see this amazingly judgmental side that they hide until its really gonna hurt if they bring it out? Ugh! Im sick of it!
Life, Music, Seasons, Religion, Soul, Extinction, & Love
Life is tough, and if you have the ability to laugh at it, you have the ability to enjoy it. Salma Hayek Music can save people, but it can't in the commercial way it's being used. It's just too much. It's pollution. Bob Dylan Winter is an etching, Spring a watercolor, Summer an oil painting and Autumn a mosaic of them all. Stanley Horowitz Religion altars the mind. Tony Follari You don't have a soul. You are a soul. You have a body. Lewis If man doesn't learn to treat the oceans and the rain forest with respect, man will become extinct. Peter Benchley Words of love, are works of love. William R. Alger Nobody has ever measured, not even poets, how much the heart can hold. Zelda Fitzgerald
Lifes Lessons
When I think back on just the things that have happened within the last two years, I wonder how I emerged in one whole piece with my sanity intact. There have been many, many days when I wondered if it was all worth it..or if I would truly live through "it"..but always, there was *something* that kept me going. Sometimes, it was keeping the thought that it would all be over soon, and I would "see" the reason for it. Sometimes it was just simply trying to find the humor in whatever was happening. Many times it was having special friends to go to for comfort, to talk some sense into me. Other times it was knowing that someone else needed me to be strong enough to survive. I think some of us are true survivors. I don't pretend to understand why. I have no idea what it is inside us that keeps us going against the odds...eternally optimistic..and always thinking that tomorrow..or will be ok. That we will be better people and more able to understand when someone else is having
Day by day, happiness or sadness, Which our lives lie in between, So much strife, not enough dignity, Words and actions lie within us. Cool, calm, collective, How we gain to prosper, Excluding weary days, We strive to regain our composer. We realize in the passing days, Whats instore to better our future, love & support are amongst us, Nevertheless, splendid times to share. Better state of compromising, To walk away from pain and suffering, In due time, will mend our hearts, To explore what life has in store for us.... Copy write date... March 2001 Written by Dawn
Life Would Be Easy... If It Weren't For Difficult People
Connie Podesta February 1, 2008 Categories: Relationships /Professional, Relationships, Relationships /Social Go on, it’s okay. Admit it! We all know that life would be a whole lot easier if we didn’t have to deal with those few (or many) difficult people we just can’t seem to avoid. I think you know who I’m talking about. What’s not okay is to give up something you need, want or deserve because of their rude, obnoxious, sullen and apathetic habits. Yes, I do mean “habits.” If you’re tired of playing their game, take charge of your life by taking a good look at yourself! You cannot change them, but you can change what you do and how you act around them—and ultimately how they affect your life. The Good News... and the Bad News Difficult people have been trained and taught to act the way they do since they were children. In fact, they have been rewarded for their negative behavior throughout their entire lives. Difficult behavior worked for them as children—and mor
Life's Changes
After 37 years of living in the same house, my grandparents are putting the house up for sale, buying a mobile home and putting it on the land of my parents. Is this something they want to do? Not particulary. But the neighborhood they live in has gone to hell. They have basically outlived all of their lifelong neighbors and their is a new generational neighborhood there now. A neighborhood of drug dealers. We have all called the police, been to the city council and nothing will be done. You see, it's a very small town. The town I actually grew up in. A town that has had the same law enforcement for as long as I can remember and there have been rumors for years that they are in on the drug dealings in the town. No, I can't prove it, but when you see the happenings that we have seen and no one will do anything, you can't help but question it. So now, our family has to give up a part of what has been home to us for all of these years. I myself have some good memories there and I have s
Life Sucks!
I had every thang until i lost it all,i know life isnt so post to be pefect.i wish i could go back and chang thangs like it used to be,but i cant.
Life Is Backwards
Life is bas ackerd man! I think the life cycle is all backwards You should start out dead and get it out of the way. Then, you wake up in an old age home feeling better every day. You get kicked out for being too healthy; go collect your pension, then when you start work, you get a gold watch on your first day. You work 40 years until you're young enough to enjoy your retirement. You drink alcohol, you party, you're generally promiscuous and you get ready for High School. You go to primary school, you become a kid , you play, you have no responsibilities, you become a baby, and then... You spend your last 9 months floating peacefully in luxury, in spa-like conditions; central heating, room service on tap, larger quarters every day, and then, you finish off as an orgasm. I rest my case.
What is life Its pain Its hurt Its despair Why do I need it Its worthless Its nothing but a rose dying slowly So this life I got I dont need So all i should do is just leave
Life In Southern Cal
LIFE IN SOUTHERN CALIFORNIA A California highway patrolman pulled a car over and told the driver that because he had been wearing his seat belt, he had just won $5,000 in the statewide safety competition. "What are you going to do with the money?" asked the policeman. "Well, I guess I'm going to get a driver's license," he answered. "Oh, don't listen to him," yelled a woman in the passenger seat. "He's a smart-aleck when he's drunk." This woke up the guy in the back seat who took one look at the cop and moaned, " I knew we wouldn't get far in a stolen car." At that moment, there was a knock from the trunk and a voice said, in Spanish, "Are we over the border yet?"
How can I feel like my life is falling apart at the seams? Last year at this time, my life was incredible. I was in Germany with the man I love, granted I was to be coming back to the states mid-may. But at that time, coming back to the states, I knew there were intentions on me going back there at about the three month mark. This time I have been back in the states since the end of Nov. I am literally losing my mind, or so it feels like. I am stuck at my moms, there is no transportation in the near by, so getting out is next to null. Days I dream of having a car so I could actually get out and get a job. I have no security in my life at the moment, besides have a roof over my head and this isn't going to be much longer. I was only suppose to be here 3 months and my mother and her husband fight because of that, sadly I hear it through the floors. Financially I am screwed, I can barely get the things I need monthly. I get roughly 300 a month, and when I get my smokes and stuff, I b
Lifes Little Mysteries Questionare Copy And Paste If U Dare!!!!
1. What are you listening to right now?: tunes from Howl @ the Moon 2. What was the last thing you ate?: Dinner 3. If you were a crayon what color would you be?: multi coloured cant decide 4. How is the weather right now?: freezing 5. What color is your underwear right now?: damn forgot to put it on 6. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?: My Sister 7. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?: their sense of humor..........................nah i lied 8. Favorite type of food?: Anything savory 9. Do you drink?: ooooh yes please 10. Ever got so drunk you dont remember?: Cant remember......................................hic 11. What color are your eyes?: Hazel 12. Single?: No 13. Favorite month?: December 14. Last movie you watched?: can i be arrested if i tell u LMFAO 15. Favorite day of the week?: Sunday 16. Are you too shy to ask
Life In The Fast Lane
To Michael Corleone who said "keep your friends close but your enemies closer", you had your own army pisan, when you got enemies on both ends, you had your own protection, as for me, I got nothing. I get it from both ends. I wish I can make these people who give me problems on this stupid net, and in real life to sleep with the fishes. It is always me who is getting the raw end of the deal. I dont get it, the scumbags get away with murder, and no matter how hard I try to get ahead, I dont. Everything I do is not right. I bust my butt and for what? No matter how hard I try I get nothing. I am so sick of getting the raw end of the fucking deal.

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