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What is it with ex - boyfriends they look you up online and start by sending you e-mails then they get your number from you or in my case a family member and he calls you everyday telling you how sorry he is, and tells you that he shouldn't have done what he has done and didn't know what he had till he lost it. Now he's having a hard time finding someone like me. I asked him why he cheated on me and he says get this. His buddys told him he should be sleeping with more than one women live your life a lil don't just settle on one women. Oh come on you know you can't have your cake and eat it to. Now he has asked me a few times. "Do you ever wonder what it would be like if we were still together?" No Did I have time to sit around for 11 years and wait to see if he would come back Hell No, You make your own bed you have to lay in it. Why can't men just love us women for who we are and not for what they want us to be? Why do we always get the shit end of the stick.. I know men
Life Is Truly Good!
Well, life is the best it has been in a very very long time...I have come to the realization that I am where Im suppose to be...and Im happier than I could have ever imagined...and its all thanks to a conversation with someone who means alot to me...whether he knows it or not...and it was thanks to him that I realized just what I have...I have a wonderful man beside me, who takes care of me and loves and respects me...and I love him more than he will ever know...I have a girlfriend that I love more than she will ever know...she is an amazing woman...I have never met anyone like her...and I would not trade either of them for the world...I have a roof over my head, food in my tummy, good friends and a family who loves me...Im working on getting a job...everything seems to be falling into to place perfectly...or rather as perfectly as my life will life is pure imperfection and I could not ask for more...I refuse to give up this life for anything...Im happy...I am completely and
Ever Feel like you don't belong? Feel like the life you have chosen is wrong? Settling on what seems is the best for you, But messing it up though thats nothing new. The card you have been dealt is the joker of the pack, You are stuck with it now and you can't hand it back. Living your life surviving day by day, You sit back and think you got lost along the way. You open your heart to those in which you care, Once again it is broken leaving you lonely and bare, So you try and protect it and built up a wall, But know you can't promise to keep it from all. Why do we let our hearts rule our brain? It feels like your life is being washed down the drain. Why can't we be strong and choose our own life? I feel like I can't even be a good wife. But this is what I have here and now, And I know I shall survive somehow, Just live in hope it will improve someday, For I really don't like feeling this way.
Life Dreams
Ever wonder what happens to your dreams you let go of? Recently I found myself coming full circle to the dreams I thought were lost. Yet here I sit trying to make since of it all. I guess they only come true when you yourself truely know they are a part of your identity. Only then do you come to realise that your dreams come true only if you believe in yourself. Only you can control your destiny. Dont hang your dreams on others insecurities. Be true to thy self.
Life Has Its Ups And Downs
Life can be simple and sometimes torn, looking back to what was once instored. Turning back the hourglass to a year ago, finding that someone to gather all the pain. In your heart you feel empty and sometimes alone, the best of it all is that life has its ups and downs, til one day you look the other way and you are back on the ground. Fallen tears looking into what lies ahead, following your memories and the one's that are about to come. Laying in bed thinking about the one who turns you on. Remembering how life would be if he was there just holding me. Life has its ups and downs, damn dont I know that. Life is always full of hope just waiting to be set free.
Life's Lessons
If you can learn to look past another's faults, to take a critical look in the mirror, to forgive and defend the ones you love to pick up where you left off, to clean up your messes and lend a hand to another to clean up theirs, to obey stop signs and ignore insults to never expect more than you deserve or take more than you give to turn the other cheek and try again to admit defeat without labeling it failure to sing when you'd rather cry to take care of business when you'd rather play to listen without interrupting to admit that you don't really know everything about anything to take the smallest piece to suffer without complaint and laugh without restraint you have found a far greater slice of sanity than the greater majority of the world and you don't need anyone to tell you who you are; your character speaks before you enter a room and when you are alone, you remain exactly you because you are content.
well every one needs to enjoy life and what they have in life live it to the fullest
Life By: Jen Peterson Life doesn't always seem to go our way, it being hard to forget the pain, choosing whether to laugh or cry. My mind travels far, in a sea of emotions, sometimes wondering to run through a feild of dreams. Most of your feelins you tend to hide, not letting them out and locking them up in side. You act like nothings wrong, wanting to let loose your feelings and not care. Putting up a front and pretending to be strong, thinking all alone wishing to be dared. Someday your feelings will shine and only then true happiness you'll find.
Lifehouse - You And Me
What day is it? And in what month? This clock never seemed so alive I can't keep up and I can't back down I've been losing so much time 'Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do Nothing to lose And it's you and me and all other people And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you One of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right I'm tripping on words You've got my head spinning I don't know where to go from here 'Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do Nothing to prove And it's you and me and all other people And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you There's something about you now I can't quite figure out Everything she does is beautiful Everything she does is right 'Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do Nothing to lose And it's you and me and all other people And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you and me and all other people with n
to all my friends and family...I just got back from the hospital...I had to take my husband in and we won't know until later this morning if he will be in for a few more days...They can't tell me for sure or not whether he had a heart attack, but they want to investigate more indepth as this is the 4th attack he's had in a if ya all don't hear from me for awhile please understand...My love to ya all...
From God To: YOU Date: TODAY Subject: YOURSELF Reference: LIFE This is God. Today I will be handling All of your problems for you. I do Not need your help. So, have a nice day. I love you. P.S. And, remember... If life happens to deliver a situation to you that you cannot handle, do not attempt to resolve it yourself! Kindly put it in the SFGTD (something for God to do) box. I will get to it in MY TIME. All situations will be resolved, but in My time, not yours. Once the matter is placed into the box, do not hold onto it by worrying about it. Instead, focus on all the wonderful things that are present in your life now. If you find yourself stuck in traffic, don't despair. There are people in this world for whom driving is an unheard of privilege. Should you have a bad day at work; think of the man who has been out of work for years. Should you despair over a relationship gone bad; think of the person who has never known what it's like to love and be
well here we name is krystal and i live in green ohio and i go to green high school but i will also be attending the plcc and i will be doing the cosmotology class there and i am so excited to do that. well i think that me and my ex are going back out but i dont no but i hope so cause i really really love him and i just hope that he knows that ...well i am 17 years old and i live with my grandma because me and my mom dont get along to good well i do have a car but i dont drive well i just thought that u wanted to know well i got to go talk to u all later Krystal
Lifehouse....first Time
Artist : Lifehouse Album : Who We Are Song : First Time Lyrics : We're both looking for something We've been afraid to find It's easier to be broken It's easier to hide Looking at you, holding my breath For once in my life I'm scared to death I'm taking a chance letting you inside I'm feeling alive all over again As deep as a scar under my skin Like being in love, she said, for the first time Maybe I'm wrong, I'm feeling right Whenever I'm alone with you tonight Like being in love with you for the first time The world that I see inside you Waiting to come to life Waking me up to dreaming Reality in your eyes Looking at you, holding my breath For once in my life I'm scared to death I'm taking a chance letting you inside I'm feeling alive all over again As deep as a scar under my skin Like being in love, she said, for the first time Maybe I'm wrong, I'm feeling right Whenever I'm alone with you tonight Like being in love with you for the first
Life Sucks Ass
Oh wow Its been one crazy year for me this time last year my grandma was back in the hospital and they was telling us that she didn’t have that much time and well she didn’t she almost a year ago on the 19 and I miss her very deeply my birthday suck I wasn’t able to have a party like I wanted too cause my mom said we world watch Jacob for my sister cause we share the same birthday don’t get me wrong I love my nephew but I was planning a party and I had to cancel it witch pissed me off but I didn’t say anything cause I knew they would have told me I was being selfish then came in November I was trying to go to my dads for thanksgiving but shit happen and I couldn’t fly out to see him and I miss my dad so much I haven’t seen him in 2 years I was looking forward to meeting my new step mom and my new step sisters and brothers my Christmas sucked this year I was so sick and worn out form work all I did was sleep and felt left out that I only got 2 gift this year from my brother Phillip a
Life Of A Bandido
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Children How do we as parents expect our children to grow in a world full of crime. How do we teach them that the world can be a beautifull place when all they see is destruction. How is it that we have made such a mess of things that we must even continplate these question. But yet each day we bring a new life into this world to try to teach these things. We must all as parents try to give our children the best possible life we can. If we can teach our children peace and love maybe one day they will return the earth to a peacefull place where all can live in harmony where hunger is no more and disease is a thing of the past. So we must all do our part to show our children that a world like this is more then just a dream it can be a reality.
Is it worse to be insane or just to be bored? As I am thinking about it, if a person is insane they can't get away from their conflict as it consumes them completely. No matter what their problem is there to haunt them so much that they shy away from the world in their best effort to rid themselves from their "demons". I am calling them demons to say they're being talked to by the devil because A.) I don't believe in the devil B.) I don't believe in God either. I am just calling them demons simply as a metaphor. Yet for those who are truly insane there really is no perceivable chance at recovery. They feel helpless and powerless to work their way out of it. Yet boredom on the outside doesn't even come close to creating the sort of misery a person who is insane goes through. Now, some may say I just answered my own question; that insanity is indeed worse than than boredom. Yet, I would say I am just conceding that insanity is miserable; but worse is more a matter of per
Life May Not Be A Beautiful But Its A Beautiful Ride
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"life Is Either An Adventure Or Nothing At All"
A man boarded an airplane in Sydney, Australia, with a box of frozen Crabs. A female crew member took it and promised to put it in the crew's Refrigerator, which she did. The man advised her that he was holding Her personally responsible for the crabs staying frozen, and Proceeded to rant and rave about what would happen if she let them Thaw out. Shortly before landing, she announced to the entire cabin, "Would The gentleman who gave me the crabs in Sydney, please raise your Hand?" Not one hand went up ... So she took them home and ate them herself! Be Well and Laugh Often... Yeah!!
Life Is Tricky...
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Brian@Chaotikk/ Next Level Crew Date: Jul 31, 2007 11:23 AM ----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: STREET BIKE BORTNERDate: 31 Jul 2007, 11:19 AM Wake up and pay attention!Turn Up Your Speakers & Listen! Why do people commit suicide?Why do people cut themselves? Why do girls become anorexic and bulimic? Why do kids bring guns to school?Why do kids get they start using meds, and abusing them?Why do girls feel the need to act like sluts to impress guys?Why cant people show their sexuality freely, without worrying about being judged?In the Bill Of Rights, it says we have FREEDOM OF SPEECH! So why are we so afraid to speak up for ourselves?I KNOW WHY! "Whores"
Life In The 1500's
> >The next time you are washing your hands and complain because the water temperature isn't just how you like it, think about how things used to be. Here are some facts about the1500s: > Most people got married in June because they took their yearly bath in May, and still smelled pretty good by June. However, they were starting to smell, so brides carried a bouquet of flowers to hide the body odor. Hence the custom today of carrying a bouquet when getting married. >Baths consisted of a big tub filled with hot water. The man of the house had the privilege of the nice clean water, then all the other sons and men, then the women and finally the children. Last of all the babies. By then the water was so dirty you could actually lose someone in it. Hence the saying, Don't throw the baby out with the Bath water.. >Houses had thatched roofs-thick straw-piled high, with no wood underneath. It was the only place for animals to get warm, so all the cats and other small a
Life Is Hard To Live
life is hard to live because all i have in life is pain from the time i get up in the morning i look at myself in the mirro what a depressing lif i live life to me needs to die i need no part in this life i live toady life is something that cause me pain not and day now i'll finely tell people how i really feel about my self and this life i live im makeing sure my friends know the real me and this is me all the way so if you don't want nothing to do with me then you must live as i must walk this path alone .
life is what we give and put into it they say in the end all the pieces to the puzzle will fit what if a piece of the puzzle gets lost in the game so many people want the puzzle to be completed with fame that could be the piece of the puzzle that gets lost maybe you decided to give up and that was the piece you tossed in life you cant loose faith or let it become to low you must live life day by day and go with the flow dont give up on your dreams and in the end the puzzle will fit like i said, life is what we give and put into it
Life Is For Living
enjoy each day as if its the last then tomoro will never disapoint u
u know what i cant stand is these thugs running around acting like gangsters when the real gangsters are george bugs moran, al capone,john gotti,the ice man johnny overcoats aka dizzy them guys are the true gangsters.what the hell is wrong with these thugs doing drive bys waveing there guns around,all they are is a bunch of chicken shit punks
Life's amazing how things happen. Just when you think they can't get any worse, BAM!! Ur smacked right in the face with even more problems. I tell ya, I'm so fuckin tired of the constant struggles. One of the worse things that could have ever possibly happened to me has happened. How am I suppose to ever trust again? Seems so unreal at this point. My life has been flipped upside down and I can't seem to straighten it up fast enough. Seems right after my whole world flipping bad shit, my sister gets to deal with hers as well. Just when I thought I had run far from my problems I had to come face to face with them again to help her with hers. Why can't things ever just be calm and simple? Why the constant drama and constant struggle? Think I need a good shrink!!!!
The Life You Shall Have....
This one goes out to a wonderful friend of mine, who has helped me through so much hurt and pain. She has made my clouds pass by and made my world a brighter place. The pain that breaks your heart, shall repair in due time The hurt that is inflicted by other's actions, shall one day be lost The tears that strem down, shall be dried by the truest love The fear of being hurt, shall subside when the clouds roll away The kindness that you posess, shall be seen by many The love of gold that you hide, shall be graced upon all The smile that once was bright, shall be what makes everyone's day The sound of your laughter, will be the music I hold near Every once in awhile you run across someone, who has been through it all, it seems. You try your hardest to make them see what you see in themselves, but what most look right past. The best thing you can do for them to know just how much you care, is to always show them in simple little ways just how much
Life is not a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in a pretty and well preserved body,but rather to skid in broadside,thoroughly used up, totally worn out ,and loudly proclaiming, "WOW, what a ride !"
Life Changing Event
WOOO-HOOO!!! I got the job!!! This is the best news I've received in I don't know how long. This is going to enable me to do what I've been wanting and needing to do for a very long time. My life is about to change and nothing or no one is going to stand in my way. It's time to make myself happy and I'm on my way baby!!!
Why is it when you think you have found your prince charming something happens and it backfires in your face? You thought he would love, honor, and respect you and all he does is possess and over-protect you. Then you open your eyes and oddly enough there he is... the one who laughs at your jokes and makes your heart skip a beat. But then you realize there isn't a damn thing you can do about it because you can't have him, he isn't yours to take. How unfair is that? So, I've been sitting here, pondering so to speak, on this situation. No matter which way I look at it, it doesn't get easier. I want him so badly but I don't know if he would have me... And what do I do about the screaming, ranting, raving, lunatic who has to have his every demand met, or else. errrgh, this is so frustrating. I want him so much and I know if only...
Lifes Poem
Life can seem ungrateful and not always kind. Life can pull at your heartstrings and play with your mind... Life can be blissful and happy and free... Life can put beauty in the things that you see... Life can place challenges right at your feet... Life can make good of the hardships we meet... Life can overwhelm you and make your head spin... Life can reward those determined to win... Life can be hurtful and not always fair... Life can surround you with people who care... Life clearly does offer its Up and its Downs... Life's days can bring you both smiles and frowns... Life teaches us to take the good with the bad... Life is a mixture of happy and sad... So... Take the Life that you have and give it your best... Think positive, be happy let God do the rest... Take the challenges that life has laid at your feet... Take pride and be thankful for each one you meet... To yourself give forgiveness if you stumble and fall... Take each day that is
Life, Honesty And The Truth.
Life, the Only frontier... Current mood: rejuvenated Category: Life I have never posted a BLOG before, especially none like this, but I can only hope that this one is good, and it strikes a chord in all of us. You who get this on your site, know who I am, and what I am about. If anyone out there reads this in passing or gets lucky and reads this, excellent! If you read it and think I am an asshole. Then good, think of it as like you hit the free game on the 19th hole of mini golf, it is nice you won but you may never go play it again or give a fuck. Fact of the matter is I DO care. I am 35 years old and I have been through more than most of you have, maybe a lot less than some of you have. Either way, I am tired of peoples bullshit. So I say this to anyone that can hear this, you wanna be my friend on here, then Sweet! If you do not want to be a friend here or in real life Sweet! If you are a person that wants me as a fuck buddy and does not care about anything else, Sweet!
Life After Loss
well lets see...this is my first blog here. I am a mother of 3 children the youngest being only 3 months old. so life at my house is pretty hectic. My baby,(meaning hes the 3 month old) older son, Jakob..he's 5...throws fits...and my daugher, Taylor, shes 7 has an attitude then you add my boyfriends attitude in with all makes for a lot of frustrated people. but all in all it is still a great family. I wouldnt trade them for anything. My boyfriend and I play a lot of cards with my cousin and her husband. So we never get to sleep early. But then again, my son dont go to sleep very early either. If you cant tell, im pretty much writing about anything and everything. I will write more later, its time for me to get to sleep.
If only you knew... If only you cared... If only you listened... If only you thought... If only you loved... If only you remembered... If only you felt... If only you knew what those things you put me through made of me maybe then your cruel heart would never have put me there... What is done is impossible to undo. Fortunate for me, but not for you. The times i believed to be clear and pure, Were nothing but acts you chose to endure. Planning the pain you would unleash upon me Waiting to maximize destruction, perhaps try and play with my destiny. My heart lay broken bashed upon the floor, Flooded with tears of love, memories, the opening of a brand new door. Graduation week was chosen, You unleashed your wraith and rage i was left broken. How could you let a man like him, He who twisted tangled and turned you on a whim. To accuse me of using you To threaten me if i dare talk to you If ever i wronged you it must have been telling you my love, For you nev
Life In A Fl Mobile Home Park
Life at the Florida Mobile Home Park A little old lady was sitting on a park bench in Trailer Estates, a Florida mobile home park. A man walked over and sits down on the other end of the bench. After a few moments, the woman asks, "Are you a stranger here?" He replies, "I lived here years ago." "So, where were you all these years?" "In prison," he says. "Why did they put you in prison?" He looked at her, and very quietly said, "I killed my wife." "Oh!" said the woman. "So you're single..." ~~~~~~~~~~ Another two elderly people living in Trailer Estates, he was a widower and she a widow, had known each other for a number of years. One evening there was a community supper in the big activity center. The two were at the same table, across from one another As the meal went on, he took a few admiring glances at her and finally gathered the courage to ask her, "Will you marry me?" After about six seconds of 'careful consideration', she ans wered "Yes.
Well, life has changed for me once again. The person i thought loved me turned out to be a dissapointment, so i am back where i belong in Denton, tx. I am much happier to be here then anywhere else, she actually did me a huge favor by ending things. I have reconnected with old friends already who take me for who i am, not what i can do for them. I already have a job also, my very first day back in town, after months of struggling. So to her, i thank you, you've given me my life back!
life is so confusing especially when it comes to relationships,your partner says they want to be with you, that he loves you,but he acts like he dont want to be with you. you ask him to spend time with you but he says he is to tired so you go to bed and he gets up and plays on the computer. love is so strange at times.
what is greater than god? more powerful than the devil, poor people have it,rich people need it, if you eat it you will die!
Life's A Bitch And I'm Her Pimp
Yea, thats my new philosophy in life! If I can't change things I might as well pimp the hell outta it, who knows it might be a good change!
It feels like I haven't been off work. I have to go in tonight and don't really want to. Don't get me wrong. I love my job but, its gets boring. My husband is currently outside fixin his car. I'm watching my nieces play. Need some excitement around here. My baby sister is turning 25 the 10th. I can't believe it. Seems like only yesterday my mom was bringing her home from the hospital. My mom said I hated her at first lmao. But, one day she gave up and placed her in my lap and said "this is your baby you have to take care of her she loves you". She has been my heart ever since. I love you baby sister!!!!!
I tell you later, I begin new, I am very tiried.
Lifes A Gift
There was a blind girl who hated herself just because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She said that if she could only see the world, she would marry her boyfriend. > One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her and then she could see > everything, including her boyfriend. Her boyfriend asked her, "Now that > you can see the world, will you marry me?" > She was shocked when she saw that her boyfriend was blind, too, and > refused to marry him. > Her boyfriend walked away in tears, and later wrote a simple card to her > saying. "Just take care of my eyes my love." > Our human brain often changes when our status changes. > Only a few remember what life was like before, and who has always been > there, even in the most painful situations. > Life Is A Gift > Today before you think of saying an unkind word, > Think of someone who can't speak. > > Before you complain about the taste of your food, > Thin
Things get tough enough why do we have to make it any tougher by worring about things we can't change. Friends change what you can not what you can't. i will give you hint: its our selves.
Life Update
Well, the past couple of months have been interesting, and busy. While I was on leave, we went to Disneyworld, and had a lot of fun. We took my mom and Aunt with us. We all had a lot of fun, and it seemed like we were not there for 5 days. Then we were off to my mom's house for a couple days. I did a lot of work out in the yard, as is par for the course when I go visit. I get no rest time. We went to my dad's house, where they had set a record number of consecutive days with rain. I don't remember how many days, but I know it sucked, it rained everyday. Granted, it would be nice during the day, but in the afternoon it would let loose. My dad had a great idea for while we were visiting. A good friend of the family for many years is scheduled to deploy to the Mideast soon, and I am as well, so he decided he would take us to Lake Texoma for a guided Striped Bass Fishing. It was totally awesome. It was me, my dad, and John. We got to the boat ramp around 5:30, we left
"When legends die, there are no more dreams. When there are no more dreams, there is no more greatness." Anonymous
so i fucked some shit up at work tonight purty bad. i forgot to record our newscast...yeah, its a HUGE deal to them.luckily enough there was a power outage right before this shit aired and everyone was like, "blam it on the weather!" i was like fuck that. i fucked up. i can take it. believe me ive fucked up, over, under, and sideways lots o shit in my time...ill take whats coming. but even the supervisor is like "dont worry, we'll jsut say it was the weather...i know youre a good guy and i dont wanna see you get into trouble over this cause i happens." i mean, wow. i just dont get how or why people go to bat for me or just have my back sometimes. maybe its cause some o these people that do dont REALLY know me or havent known me long enough.....not that im a bad person......i just think i suck. at life. at work. at responsibility. at relationships. at lots o shit. the things 'normal' people do in order to get by in the world. im a floater....not like the poop, well....sure why not....i
Life Lesson From Worms
A minister decided that a visual demonstration would add emphasis to his Sunday sermon. Four worms were placed into four separate jars. The first worm was put into a container of alcohol. The second worm was put into a container of cigarette smoke. The third worm was put into a container of chocolate syrup. The fourth worm was put into a container of good clean soil. At the conclusion of the sermon, the Minister reported the following results: The first worm in alcohol - Dead. The second worm in cigarette smoke - Dead Third worm in chocolate syrup - Dead Fourth worm in good clean soil - Alive. So the Minister asked the congregation - What can you learn from this demonstration? Maxine was sitting in the back, quickly raised her hand and said, "As long as you drink, smoke and eat chocolate, you won't have worms!" That pretty much ended the service --
I was 20 when my best friend Michelle, also 20, was murdered. I had seen her the night she died, before it happened. She was at my house, and we were talking of how happy she was in her current relationship. She didn't mention anything out of the ordinary. She left to go to her boyfriend's house. The next morning, my phone rang. It was Michelle's mother in hysterics. She told me Michelle had been stabbed to death by her boyfriend. I couldn't believe it! Two weeks later was her funeral. So many people turned up; she was a loved girl. I cried the whole time. My heart was breaking. I still couldn't believe she was gone! I was asked to go in and see Michelle in the casket, to say goodbye. I made it as far as the door, but I couldn't face to see her. I broke down before I could do it, so my roommate went in instead, and when he came out, we just exchanged silent looks and didn't speak a word to each other. I felt nothing but guilt for not going in to see her for the very last time. Th
life is an opportunity, benefit from it life is a beauty, admire it life is a dream, realize it life is a challenge, meet it life is a duty, complete it life is a game, play it life is a promise, ful-fil it life is sorrow, over come it life is a song, sing it life is a struggle, accept it life is a tragedy, confront it life is an adventure, dare it life is luck, make it life is life, fight for it
The Life Changing Memory
There are ways to go about life on how you want to be.... Thats the greatest gift that was givin to us when we were created... We all have a choice on how much of an ass we want to be and how nice we want to be... But i want to share something with all of you... First i want to start out with a question... If you love someone so much... And you know for a fact that the person you love isnt going to make it much longer... What do you do? Do you get out before you end up hurting so bad that you simply cant bare living anymore? Or do you stick around and stay with her till the very end? This is the choice that we as human beings were blessed to have... The freedom of free will... You have sat alone for days contemplating about it... What should you do? Ahhhhh who am i kidding?( you say.) I love her so much... And i made a promise to her... I promised that i would be there for her forever... Long before i knew about her illness.. The days with her are painfull... Sometimes you feel as i
Life Changes
this may explain my last blog. as we were almost to the date of our 1st wedding anniversary i found out my husband, ric, had been making secret plans to leave. he decided to go be with a girl who has been to prison on federal drug charges. and of course believes her sob story that she really didn't do anything wrong. how she figures that since she told him him she was cooking up coke as a teenager is beyond my reasoning. she went to prison on the drug charges at about the age of 16 and is in her early 20's now. so my main thing is protecting and caring for our two year old son now. otherwise i am giving myself an emotional vacation for a while. the roller coaster of the last four years has me exhausted. i am the eternal optimist and know my son and i will be just fine. i wish all of you the best in life. take care.
Life And Death Of Tim Peter Hovland
My brother was 20, didn't have any physical health problems. He died in his sleep. It was all kind of amazing how the surrounding events happened. I live in Grand Junction, my family lives in Denver. My boyfriend (Dan) had a couple days off so he decided to go to Denver so we could see my parents. Dan and I have a child together. My mom had told me about the baptism class that was Sunday. (6/3/07)Dan and I talked about it and decided Annalyse and I would stay and go back home Monday on the bus. Dan had to go back to work Friday night. This was going to be the first whole weekend Dan was going to be away from Annalyse. The longest time he had been away from her was 15 hours, when he goes to work. Well Saturday Dan felt that being away from the baby that long was killing him. So he drove back to Denver from work. He gets off work at 6am, and from where his work location is its little more than 3 hours to Denver. He decided that he would get there sleep till my class was over and then dri
"Listen to your heart, before you say goodbye," the sound flows through the room. Filling it with a peaceful, soothing feel. The song flows along the sheets, dancing across the fluffy green pillows. The harmonious music now races across the dark brownish-red headboard. The joyous music brings cool, calm feelings. The music bounces off the greenish-blue walls to the window which holds a beautiful scene of bright moonlight. "When I see your smile tears run down my face."The music stops dancing among the stars and returns to the room to flow along the weaves of a dark and light green crocheted blanket, one of which that holds memories and love from the past. From the queen sized bed the music glides swiftly across the smooth hardwood floor to the dresser. The music scales the dresser, making its way up to the top. "This time, this place, misused mistakes, too long, too late, who was I to make you wait." Upon reaching the top the music finds: books, medals, and a trophy from little leagu
Life is filled with hurts even the best people hurt others in the worst of ways Never sacrifice happiness to give happiness Friends are the greatest comfort in this world
what ever happened to life being simple to just going outside playing catch with yourself or just running around making forts and just being a kid... when did everything become so complex that life become nothing but a race to survive and maze filled with never ending disappointment and pain...when did i grow up to be like this when did the simplicity of childhood end i am not a child yet i am not an adult what else must happen to bridge the gap to bring me to reality with whats going on what other pains await while i ponder my integrity, my life, my dreams.... are they still the same will they be the same...will i change...have i changed without even knowing...what happened to me to make me question my ideals, my hopes my dreams what ever happened to make me question myself... i know not who i am....i am lost more so now than ever before and i dont know where to ever begin to try and find a solution....what happened
does one good deed towards another person validate that person as a friend? if u think about it how many friends can u say u actually many friends have been there for you no matter what how many people have u called a friend that have done nothing but stab u in the many best friends have done the same....what does it take for a person to be a friend....i dont think that theres anyone who hasnt ignored a friend at one time or another iv even done it once i ignored my cousins call one night but that was it i think almost any person that i call a friend has ignore me at one time has ignored my calls or my texts or my messages....and im sure there are reasons, but who really knows... i always try with everything i have to help whenever a friend needs me i have done it over and over and over again hey i need a ride hey i need help hey can u pick me up can u take me somewhere hey i need outa my house i need u to come get me right away.... never have i denied som
Life Is Moving Too Fast
Well, seems like I have barely gotten back from WLC. I thought I had a month to get ready for my deployment, and it seems like it is supposed to be next week. I have a month and 1 day till I will be singing "I'm leaving on a jet plane...." It is going to be sad. I am going to miss so much in that year. My oldest son will start First Grade, at least I"ll be there for the first day. Worse off, I'll miss my middle son, Wesley's Kindergarten year. I'll be there for the first 2 days. It will be the first Christmas I haven't gotten to wake the family up at Midnight, all of us open up our presents, and then after lunch, we all take a nice long nap. Then I'll be missing birthdays, New Year's Eve, Beer, fishing, hunting, and so many other things that I have taken for granted for so long. Guess I am just worried. I know that Kuwait is a fairly safe location, but stuff still happens. How will I be remembered? Will I be remembered? Could also be how much me and the wife hav
Life Is So Short
life I lie alone My life a mess No family, no home My life a misery torn apart Just like my little beating heart My life of being sad Just makes me mad I do not wish to be lonesome As if love would make me wholesome Like love would fill my heart No one is there to make me smile Just there to tease and tear my heart apart While laughing all the while My tears of hope drift out of me just like a sea of misery
once more i say good bye to you
Just wanted to stop by and say hello to all my wonderful friends!!!!!!!! Sorry I haven't been on here much lately, been dealing with back issues I had a spinal fusion in March. On top of that, got my youngest off to college this last weekend. Wow, it's so odd to not have any kids at home! Anyway, hope all is going great with everyone! I plan on being back on here more I have missed talking to everyone! ~*~ HUGS~*~
"Life is Fluid.....Flow with it" Jesse Pageant
Life Savor Flavors
A teacher was doing a study testing the senses of first graders, using a bowl of Lifesavers. The children began to say: ">Red............cherry," ">Yellow.........lemon," "Green..........lime," "," Finally the teacher gave them all honey Lifesavers. After eating them none of the children could identify the taste. "Well," he said, "I'll give you all a clue; It's what your mother may sometimes call your father." One little girl looked up in horror, spit her Lifesaver out and yelled: "Oh My God!!!! They're assholes!"
Life, Stress
But more then ever I see what this world is really coming to; a world full of hate, lose a respect, and faith. I'm not one to say anything about faith because my faith has faded. Still I know where I stand. I stand next to my friends, family, haters, fellow follows of my beliefs; no one should stand behind or in front of anyone. Have we not learned this? After every war and fight; we are the same in the respect that we are human. Then I can't truelly say that and I know that we're not all the same. Some are worse off then others because of one thing. One simple things in our way to understand a lot then what were taught. Greed; the color love is the color of my own hate, money. Just remember this, you maybe one person. That doesn't mean you can't hope change, ever if it's one small step at a time.
Lifes A Bitch!
could someone please tell me where the justice is?? my landlord jus left here and told me that i had to be out in 2 i guess my time here has been cut shorter than i hope to see u all cum thru and show me sum luv and i wish all of u the best and u r gonna be missed...goodye..much luv kells :(
Life Is Like A Bunch Of Roses
Life is like a bunch of roses, It changes day by day but then when the roses die there's nothing else to say like a rose life changes, it is once beautiful, but then dies when the soft red petals hit the ground you want to harmonizelife is like roses in many ways, it doesn't last long enough but even though life is short the roses stand up tough like life a rose is a beautiful thing, and shouldn't be gone to waste life is taken one step at a time even in a slow pace don't ever take life or roses for granted, or you will always regret karma will always come back to you and do something you wont forget life is like a bunch of roses, once beautiful, but then dies like roses life should be taken seriously not just for sympathize.
why is it when you find something that is good. It it always back fires.. I am always looking for new things and when i find them it never works out.. why is that. I guess that is the way life is?
Why is it that when you find your life going pretty damn good someone tries to go and screw it up? Why can't people just leave well enough alone. I guess it is just because some people aren't secure enough in their life so they feel they have to make other people's lives just as miserable as theirs to maske themselves feel better. i will tell you something, I am proud to be me and if none likes me oh well their lose not mine. I am me and no one else and all that matters is that I like who i am. But I love to find new friends and make wonderful friendships with people who can and will accept me for who I am.
Life Without Love
Why? Why do people say that they love you only to tear you apart only to break you down everyday everyday everyday words like razor blades to shred and tear away your happiness and they delight all the while like a child it's a trap an endless cycle and you long.. long... for release and you need.. need to be free but you're bound and chained to the hatred that they breathe the air they pollute and you gasp and grasp at the thought of escape an end to your pain rescue me you scream save me you pray don't abandon me i am dying inside but I am not dead I need a hero to release this poison from my head to heal to love to show me something new I am looking for a miracle man could he be you?
My life is kinda messed up at this point. I want to go back to the point when everything changed for me. That was the night our apartment got robbed. I took this attitude that nothing I did could protect me from the basd things in life so I might as well just have fun. I came to Charlotte for the first time the next night, had my first and only one night stand. Hooked up with someone else that same weekend but he's someone I had known for a while and was thinking about a relationship with. I'm not normally a slut but that weekend it just seemed like the thing to do. I gave my number to a guy I had only talked to on line two days and started talking to him all the time. I spent way too much money and bounced my first check. 'm very careful about my bank acount because I'm afraid of messing up my credit. Since that weekend I've drank too much, stopped eat most of the time and hooked u with the guy I gave my number to. I am head over heels for this guy and have become the girl I swore I'd
Feeling overwhelmed........too much everything.
Life And Post Meeting.
So far my day hasn't been too bad...My Mom got me a new computer chair and my back thanks me. Furniture chairs ..uhmmm yeah not so good. Those who of you know or you'll know now.. I have been diagnosed of being slightly bi-polar I can go from being happy to utterly depressed in a matter of seconds. I've had this for most of my adult life and I have wondered if this had something when I was in a car accident I could have been killed in. If I didn't seek treatment it would have gotten more serious and worse. Im still the same person I just go with these mood shifts. 10 years ago during morning rush coming home from work at UPS I was hit and pushed twenty feet by a semi. I avoided hittng another car by just instinct and my will to get through this. I was lucky the only thing I walked away with was a bad shoulder. Of coarse my entire left side is a mess anyway lol. At times I was wondering If I could have avoided that. At times it seems things were getting worse instead of better.
Life-deep Survey
~ DEEP SURVEY~ Honestly answer the following 20 questions... can you get through them without lying???1 - Why are you best friends with your best friend?I am alot to put up with,and not alot of people really understand me2 - What bothers you the most about other people?lack of consideration for others3 - Would you ever marry for money?possibly-if I am gonna be honest4 - Do you prefer to text message or talk on the phone?Talk on the phone5 - Do you believe that 30 really is the new 20?Hell ya I do6 - If you had a crush on someone would you tell them?Yes I would7 - What is one of the toughest things you ever had to do?Get through my Mom's death8 - Name a challenge you are faced with on a reg basis?My teenage son-daily9 - Do you cry a lot?kinda10 - Do you have a plan?Absolutly11 - Do you think its possible to only love one person for the rest of your life?I think it depends on the person12 - Are you close with your family?no13 - Name one thing that you are good at?loyalty,I will stand up
So why is Life so hard....It seems the harder you work the harder life gets with little to show for it.....Does everyone have these problem?
Life's Poem
Life can seem ungrateful and not always kind. Life can pull at your heartstrings and play with your mind... Life can be blissful and happy and free... Life can put beauty in the things that you see... Life can place challenges right at your feet... Life can make good of the hardships we meet... Life can overwhelm you and make your head spin... Life can reward those determined to win... Life can be hurtful and not always fair... Life can surround you with people who care... Life clearly does offer its Up and its Downs... Life's days can bring you both smiles and frowns... Life teaches us to take the good with the bad... Life is a mixture of happy and sad... So... Take the Life that you have and give it your best... Think positive, be happy let God do the rest... Take the challenges that life has laid at your feet... Take pride and be thankful for each one you meet... To yourself give forgiveness if you stumble and fall... Take each day that is
The AWAKENING. You realize that it's time to stop hoping and waiting for something to change or for happiness, safety and security to come galloping over the next horizon. You come to terms with the fact that he is not Prince Charming and you are not Cinderella and that in the real world there aren't always fairy tale endings (or beginnings for that matter) and that any guarantee of "happily ever after" must begin with YOU and in the process a sense of serenity is born of acceptance. You awaken to the fact that you are not perfect and that not everyone will always love, appreciate or approve of who or what you are...and that is OK... they are entitled to their own views and opinions. And you learn the importance of loving and championing yourself and in the process a sense of new found confidence is born of self-approval. You stop complaining and blaming other people for the things they did to you (or didn't do for you) and you learn that the only thing you ca
Life Is Good...
Quick story...I was walking into my house this afternoon, wearing my usual comfortable clothes. Jean shorts and a loose fitting t-shirt. One of my neighbors stopped me, she said, have you gotten taller. Another neighbor said "You do look slimmer, what did you do?" I just grinned, and said been the same height since I enlisted. Well, in January, I weighed 202 lbs. I made a point then, that I would lose weight. I have done nothing since, Ihave worked out less, but more intensely when I do, I don't even do push ups or situps, and I have lost 30 lbs. I weighed myself this morning, after a couple glasses of water and breakfast, I weighed 172 lbs. I don't know about anyone else...but that put me in a danged good mood. That puts my BMI at 24.7. I am in the normal range. I am starting to feel skinny again. I love it. I almost think I am looking good. It just set my day up good all day.
Life Is Short
Hmmmm ok so this is some where we can post anything we want right? well here I go lol Im going to use my first blog as my venting blog..... Im tired of liars, im tired of haters, im tired of people that think they know what they are talking about, im tired of people wanting to shape you into the mold they think or want you to be, Im tired of EVERYTHING.....Why cant people just go on with their lives and let you live yours and do what the hell you want istead of thinking they need to tell you shit to make you either 1. feel bad or 2. try to make you do what they want? thats it im done with everything..... well at least now I feel alittle better even though some may not understand any of this lol.....Have a GREAT day!
Life Suckage
Accidentally but the awesome GF's phone in the wash... I wont suck forever right?
One time to know that it's real One time to know how it feels That's all One call - your voice on the phone One place - a moment alone That's all What do you see? What do you know? What are the signs? What do I do? Just follow your lifelines through What if it hurts? What do I do? What do you say? Don't throw your lifelines away Don't throw your lifelines away One time - just once in my life One time- to know it can happen twice One shot of a clear blue sky One look - I see no reasons why you can't One chance to be back To the point where everything starts Once chance to keep it together Things fall apart Once I make us believe it's true What do we see? Where do we go? What are the signs? How do we grow? By letting your lifelines show What if we do? What up to now? What do you say? How do I know? Don't let your lifeline go
Life Out Here...
So I've been here for about two weeks now. everything was going great and whatnot... but now I feel like I'm not even wanted here. I love my bf and I love his family, but I'm not feeling the same love back. It's like they don't want me here and they want me gone... thing is.. I really have no where else to go.. and I just don't know what to do. I really don't want to have to go back to Wisconsin, and I might be getting a job soon, so maybe I'll be able to get my own place. I just wish someone would tell me what's going on an why they're acting this way. I don't think I've done anything wrong, but what I think and what they think are two different things... Everytime I try to talk to him about it he just changes the subject, gets mad and walk away or just ignores me... so something has to be up and they must not want me here... so I guess I'm gonna be moving again.. lucky me..
Life=love Love=heartache
these tall tale dramas of lies, hate and greed u need to make up ur mind or shattered hearts will bleed the pain of suffering the warmth of blood the silver that shines so bright in this forever full moon my mind so twisted and my soul not whole i cry these tears because i was yet again the fool ill hold my head down so others shall not see the pain that lies within me and the hate i will set free...
Life... virtuous you lead yourself into thinking you are. The wanting, the yearning, the lying, the cheating, the stealing of time that isnt yours to steal...looking at this little warm glow of love in front of your face..... Doesnt. Make. It. Real. No matter how much you want it to be.......its not. ..and how unfair is it to someone who loves you and cant hold you? Cant look you in the eye at the end of the day, give you a hug and say welcome home baby, how was your day? Cant take you to bed and show you how much they love you? That they cant share in your frustration of the same thing if anything, because of how far away they are? How fair is it really? No worries though.....because you'll do it day in and day out. Its clockwork, its habit, its hope. Hope that you havent completely fucked your life away and that there still may be some time to salvage a little happiness with someone you actually relate to and not the stranger no more than 30 feet from you in the next
Life Fair?
Life Now
sorry that i have been that good of a friend. but i have started a pt job. My oldest has started school too. and have a few issues i have started some med for anxiety. i hope to be back to normal son. i am sorry to all my friends and thanks for love. i miss ya'll hope all is well.
Life is fun Life is horrible Life is annoying Life loves you Say that to yourself And you will have a wonderful life... done by christine .
Life As I See It
God, this loneliness is unbearable. All there is, is the beat of the music, And the beat of my heart. The darkness is coming through, No light can I see. This prison is consuming me, Making me part of it's essence. Taking me down into it's depths. No light ~~~~ only darkness. ~~~~Darla~~~~
Sometimes i just hate life! I want to die so bad sometimes..then i think about my daughter and how she would hate me...I love my lil girl so much!! It is just so hard being a single mom...My ex has made it so hard for me...I feel like i have failed her as a mom...Not sure how im going to survive this...Maybe she would be better off without me??
At a time when the National Center for Health Statistics predicts 43 percent of marriages in the United States will end in divorce, families could learn a lot from the Canadian Goose. Each year the birds fly thousands of miles with ease, precision, and teamwork. Flying in "V" formation, as geese do, is 70 percent more efficient than flying alone. As the birds move their wings they create an uplift for the bird behind them. When one of the birds falls our of formation it will suddenly feel the increased resistance of the air flying alone and will soon regain the formation. As most people view the geese in formation, they visualize a single leader. In reality, however, as the lead goose tried it rotates back into the formation and another takes its place. Each flock flies at its own rhythm. The pulsating sound of the wings beating together excites and energizes the whole formation. The geese honk from behind to encourage those up front to keep up their speed. If a goose be
Life Is Changing Again
Hello, I know its been awhile since I last wrote, alot have happen now it time for a change. I want something different in my life, and I'm not getting it here with the Mister. When I last wrote I talked about getting my children back after 4 years. everthing with that is going good. However, things has change between the Mister and I. I feel I need to have a place just for my girls and I and our dog. I do love him, but love is not going to keep me here anymore. I can't take the stress .
Life is a gift that must be given back, and joy should arise from its possession. It's too damned short, and thats a fact. Hard to accept, this earthly procession to final darkness is a journey done, circle completed, work of art sublime, a sweet melodic rhyme, a battle won. - The Book Of Counted Sorrows -
well morning everyone let me first say that i am sorry i have not gotten arround to doing this for awaile its not that i have not had shit to say or ne thing or that i have been to busy to write but its been alittle more like writers block because everytime i go to write some to me it either dont look right or i just cant find the fucking words that i want to use to say whatever in the fuck is on my mind and it has been driving my ass fucking baty as hell cause well most of yall know that my blogs are where i rant the most to get shit off my mind that is bothering the living hell out of me or my blogs is where most of you that i only talk to every now and then or whatever find out what the hell is going on in my life well i guess it is update time well lets start with about the only good thing i got right now which is my girlfriend who makes me happyer then i have been in awaile and i really cant waite to be with her and hold her in my arms baby i love you with all my heart and you kno
Life Is Short
Life is limited,but love is immortal.Because love is sent by God. Ten thousand years is too long,seize the day,seize the hour.
LIFE The best way to make your dreams come true is to wake up. The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams. Hold fast to dreams, for if dreams die, life is a broken winged bird that cannot fly. Go confidently in the direction of your dreams. Live the life you have imagined. Thoughts are but dreams till their effects be tried. If you do not hope, you will not find what is beyond your hopes. Experience is the child of thought, and thought is the child of action. He who hesitates is lost. Our greatest glory is not in never falling but in rising every time we fall. Knowing is not enough; we must apply. Willing is not enough; we must do. We are still masters of our fate. We are still captains of our souls.
Life Can Be Good
Well, here i sit in Denton Tx, 100 percent satisfied with my life. I have a lot of new friends who can handle being with a Cowboy and not resent it. Im working a great job, living in a motel here in town, and just generally doing really well. I guess there is still life to live after all. My last relationship tore my heart out when it ended, but now i see it as a chapter in my life that was meant to be written. Tomorrow, on the 18'th, i celebrate 2 yrs without a drink of alchohol, im really excited about it! I'll be getting my keytag from my NA group here in Denton, and once again hold my head up with pride!
Life, And The Reason For It All.
You know, it’s a sad thing… to see people pass away from this world at a young age, without being able to enjoy the fullest extent of what this world has to offer, of what we have to offer to each other. But it is a sadder thing still to see people muddle through in this world, surviving well into their eighties perhaps, and still finding themselves in the same boat—never really knowing, at such a late age in life—of our purpose here, of what life is really for. I have long mourned the death of my brother at such a tender age, for the former reasons, and I know now, as I knew then, that I will mourn his passing for the rest of my life. But I know now, as I knew then, that he loved me. That was a gift he gave me, the gift of his love, and the gift of his time in this world—and that is a greater present than any one other person in this world can give—for no person can seek to step in and replace another. God was merciful in that way, however some may see it otherwise. We a
Life Is Crazy . . .
My life is so screwed up right now, But a good thing i did recently, was smoke from an oscillating gravity bong. crazy, crazy shit. But life will always smack you back down once you come back to reality, so there's really no point to anything, everything and everyone stresses you out to the point of self-destruction. Oh well, that's my ramble for today!
A Life???
A Life??? by dreamerz she sits in front of the screen waiting....... In hopes he will appear waiting........ Lustful........ At last he is here He signals he is alone Sigh!!! Oops!! he is gone 'She' must be near Switch of a sex change Now they can talk (generically) Lustful...hoping she leaves Using names on others accounts..can't have it on the print out!!! Maybe a life is what i need Find a man who is free
A Life ???
A Life??? by dreamerz she sits in front of the screen waiting....... In hopes he will appear waiting........ Lustful........ At last he is here He signals he is alone Sigh!!! Oops!! he is gone 'She' must be near Switch of a sex change Now they can talk (generically) Lustful...hoping she leaves Using names on others accounts..can't have it on the print out!!! Maybe a life is what i need Find a man who is free
I have been a recoverying Meth addict since May 9, 2006 and I have to say that life is so different. I used for 12 long yrs & I missed out on an entire world of things. I just wanted to let everyone know life is alot sweeter with my head on straight & damn there is no drama N my world NICE..........
Life Changes
In about two weeks, I will be moving into my own apartment for the first time in seven years. See, my wife lost all her disability and housing benefits due to my income. This has caused a great financial strain that is preventing us from paying down debt and saving for our own house. Not to mention stress on our marriage that is causing us not to get along. So I found a place about a mile away that is still close to my job and her. Hopefully this will allow us to get our financial house in order and give our marriage a new angle to help us get along better. My new place itself is nice. I am getting a furnished one-bedroom apartment. The complex has a heated pool, gas BBQ grills and a tv-laundry lounge. It will be pretty spartan at first, but I hope to get stuff for it as time goes by.
After a 19 year marriage and attempt in relationships i am giving up all hope i cant take any more heartaches no more lies and so tired of men cheating that i have just gave up i dont want to try anymore seems like just when you think that right one came along he leaves as fast as he came into the picture so as of now i am 41 and cant find MR RIGHT so i give up looking he has hide himself well as not to be found so i will just stay alone and have no worries anymore never have to worry if i am being lied to or cheated on!!!!
Some of my favorite quotes on life, success, and money. “The perfect normal person is rare in our civilization.” ~Karen Horney "If you want to know what God thinks of money, just look at the people he gave it to." ~Dorothy Parker “Don't go around saying the world owes you a living. The world owes you nothing. It was here first.” ~Mark Twain “Be kind, for everyone you meet is fighting a hard battle.” ~Plato "Make money your god and it will plague you like the devil." ~Henry Fielding “I arise in the morning torn between a desire to improve the world and a desire to enjoy the world. This makes it hard to plan the day.” ~E.B. White “All the art of living lies in a fine mingling of letting go and holding on.” ~Henry Ellis “I don't know the key to success, but the key to failure is trying to please everybody“. ~Bill Cosby "Do not be fooled into believing that because a man is rich he is necessarily smart. There is ample proof to the contrary."
Life With My Sweetheart ....angel
Life with my sweatheart.... Angel I think life with angel is gonna be a specail one where we can talk about everything and anything underneth the sun. I guess every man that has a girlfriend our being enganged is thinking how the future is gonan be or somethings thinks about past. I know i do becauses of a dark past i have is very shaking and i know with angel i know she isn't gonna judge me or tell me other wise of anything that will add on tot he dark hole in my heart. The first day i meet her in the nice kick back room i knew i had to have her but at the time i was with someone so i decided not to cheat on her. After awail my girl played games with me so i had to dump her but angel was there to pick up the ball witch i am very glad she did. I love making her luagh all the time i like watching her smile on cam for me witch always puts a smile on me all the time.Me personally i think she has a very sexy voice and a buetiful luaghter thats music to my hard hearing ears.I love the
Life Is A Bitch, And So Am I
Why is it always a cruel existence? why does fate take all happiness away in an instant? What makes people think they can just throw me away what makes a person so jealous that they believe the man they love will stray? How can I be the brunt of every joke, yet take the abuse that they inflict? How can I stand to let them say cruel things to me, about me, yet stay silent to avoid conflict? Where am I to go from here, a life that stands still and has no where to turn, Where will my life lead me if I remove the knife of pain in my heart and let it scar as easily as a burn? When will it be my time to shine, my turn to never suffer or worry? When will people begin to see me and understand why I dont want to live my life in a hurry? Who has the right to step all over a person and use them as if they deserved to? Who can help me realize that I am not here to be used by people who say they love me the way they do? My life is cannon fodder for every one else to use. I a
So it is 4:30ish. My baby just woke up. Although it doesn't matter because I have been up all night anyway. My baby sister, being 14, has decided to move in with her father. Our mother passed away 2 years ago and my sister has been with me since. I am scare for her. Our brothers are not the nicest people and always seem to give her a hard time. Also one of my brothers went to jail another is on house arrest and the youngest well he is on his way there. My step father can barely take care of himself and they never have food. If they do it is junk food. All I can do is cry. I just want the pain to go away.
Life Can Only Be Understood Backwards
but it must be lived forward. --Soren Kierkegaard Once, in a small village, there was a huge fire. The blaze spread and several homes and businesses were burned to the ground. After a long while, the fire was brought under control and put out. Villagers banded together to rebuild their town, but one quite persistent young man insisted on searching the rubble for the cause of the fire. Impatient townspeople scolded him, saying, "Why waste time searching for causes? Knowing them won't put out the blaze or repair the damage." "I know," replied the young man, "but knowing why might prevent other fires." Sometimes we have to look at painful past experiences in order to prevent their recurrence. When we understand ourselves better, we can move beyond the past and walk toward the future with surer, safer steps. How well can I use my past today?
Its another shitty day of my so called shitty life. The days are passing like Petals in the wind. Its all a blur. Last night I was thinking aww fuck it. Im done with this life. I want to go on now. Done. BUTTT I didnt. Its that shitty little guilt that I have of how much I would hurt the people around me if I did in fact go through with it. Funny how i will live miserably just to keep people happy. Just want to say fuck all of you. Fake ass posers. I would like to take a shit on your face. Would your life still smell like roses then? I wont even get started with my fuckstick, in the closet Boyfriend. Give me time you will hear it all.
Life Is Goooood
Hey ya'll, Just wanted to say hi and hope ya'll are doing GREAT! I want to go into detail but i just cant tooooo excited! Im in LOVE again, need i say more! Have a good one!
Life Sometimes Sucks
a little more than a week ago , i broke my hand while working at my part time job. while they have been great in taking care of my needs, my full time job has not. the worste part is, i work for my uncle at my full time job. although he has done quite a bit to help me out over the past 10 years, he treats me very poorly at work. after being injured at my part time job, i was informed by my aunt that they had contacted their attorney, who advised them not to allow me to return to work until i am released by workers comp, and not to pay me any sick time for any time that i had missed last week. although i can understand their possition from a business stand point, it still left me broke, not having recieved a paycheck at all last week. the worste part of all of this is it has place an unneccesary burden on rose, the love of my life.a burden that she doesn't have to accept, but has. she has been great with all of this, but it still bothers me. i guess you could say it's a guy thing, n
Life's Tugs Of War
Life can seem ungrateful and not always kind... Life can pull at your heartstrings and play with your mind... Life can be blissful and happy and free... Life can put beauty in the things that you see ... Life can place challenges right at your feet... Life can make good of the hardships we meet... Life can overwhelm you and make your head spin... Life can reward those determined to win... Life can be hurtful and not always fair... Life can surround you with people who care ... Life clearly does offer its ups and its downs... Life's days can bring you both smiles and frowns... Life teaches us to take the good with the bad... Life is a mixture of happy and sad... SO... Take the life that you have and give it your best... Think positive be happy let God do the rest... Take the challenges that life has laid at your feet... Take pride and be thankful for each one you meet... To yourself give forgiveness if you
yeah -life- what's it to ya? I dunno anymore... I'm in that point in my life its like WTF??? I'm out of school. Only been working for bout a year. (and point this out- @ a gas station)... and I have no idea where my life is going or what i'm going to do. I had wanted to go to college... but I can't see myself actually in college.... I hated PLAIN old school how would I make it thru the courses that college offers? i'm not your A- average student I'm the one that tries hard enough just to get a passing grade... and go on with my life. Also I'm getting irratated with my family soo much I just can't stand being around them. I know its horrible to say. but my parents still treat me like I'm their little baby. Let me LIVE a little!!! I am my own person now. I'm just tired of living a sheltered life. I want to go out and meet new ppl ... and HEY i love to travel. but I won't be able to do that. So once I do get my license I'm never gonna be home... I swear I'm just gonna be home long enough
I wish that I could be with you And hold you in my arms, Whisper all my love to you And kiss away your tears. I wish that I could take your cares And put them all away, Neatly folded into drawers While pleasure lights your smile. I wish that joy could step inside Your heart and stay awhile, And all the rain could turn into A rainbow in the sun. And all our loneliness like mist Could fade into the blue, A memory of sad, hard times That happened long ago. But I cannot come home right now, And you cannot come here; And so our dreams must be the fields On which we laugh and play. If life cannot be what we want, It will, it will be so; For love can turn the harshest light To gold through sheer affection.
Life's Obstacle
This road I have been traveling seems all up hill. I know I must go on, and face any obstacle that blocks my way, cause I know I must continue to move forward. I finally realize what I must do never give up never go back remember the good times along with the bad. It's the bad times that help us grow stronger. This road I've been traveling seems all up hill, but I know I must keep moving forward. I know the tears will stop falling but do know it's ok to cry. A new door has opened to start a new life. So I must continue to move forward. It wont be easy but noone ever said it would be. So this road i've been traveling I finally realized it's my way to a whole new life. I'm thankful my friends for all the love and support along the way. I will make it and I will never give up.
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken, probably more than once, and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back
Life In Fubar World
there is some one out there for me ...
"Light travels faster than sound. This is why some people appear bright until you hear them speak" BaZ:)x
I gotta say, the last few years have been hard. I have spent 36 out of the last 60 monthe deployed in Iraq. If your life is getting a littkle hard, gimme a shout.
Life---how Confusing???
How can someone so sure about life before now be so confused by it and fate itself. I'm not one to be content with the way things are. I am constantly trying to better myself and those around me. I'm not a judgemental person don't get me wrong. I usually accept all people and am pretty patient with them too. But I just don't see how most people have the opportunity to make a better life for theirselves and just decide not to take it. How can they be content with having nothing or should I say with what they have and where they are in life. Myself, I want more. I feel held back from what I could be and what I could have in my life. Most of the time I let my feelings and others feelings get in the way of me getting anywhere. That's not who I really am though. I'm a carefree person but at the same time responsible if you can believe that is possible. I sometimes care too much for people and at the same time sacrifice myself as a person. I wish I knew what to do in my life right now. I fee
Life In General
Today I looked back on a lot of things in life..I went to thinking when I was a kid and I didn't have to really worry about anything and all you had to do was be a kid and go to school?...I have been doing alot of thinking about when ya get old enough and you aren't Holding onto "mommy and daddy's" hand and your out on your own its hard...But I've managed to take care of myself and have my own house, a car, 2 jobs, and go to college full time and I am also a parent to my beautiful 4 year old son and now I could have another kid along the way..I put myself in my kids shoes to see from their point of view such as us as we were kids...Its weird being a parent....I have more to come..
Life With Or Without Regrets?
So I'm sitting at work today thinking about the things happening in my life. The people that I've met, the friends that I've made & the people that I've loved. The friends that I've lost touch with & the ones I regret. It kinda breaks down like this: The people I regret: I regret my ex-husband. I never should've married him. BUT if I hadn't I wouldn't have my son. And for all the trouble & hard times he gave me, I still love him (my son) to bits and pieces & have no clue what I would do without him. So -- I don't regret the person -- just the marriage "for the sake of our son." He left a mark (litterally since our son is Mark) on my life that can't be erased. The people I've lost touch with: My longest friends Sara & I lost touch a few years ago while I was still in the navy. I wonder how life has been to her. My next longest friend Jeremiah (I LOVE YOU BULLFROG!) was there for me all though High School while I dated his best friend, eventhough he had a crush on me (sry t
Life Has A Way Of Teaching You Things...
In April I turned 40. It was a big deal. I thought I would get instant wisdom... I had not idea what was about to happen. I had spent over 9 years as a military wife. I am a strong willed person and I thought I had seen it all. I watched as my friends came home in coffins and my husband was not himself. While my husband was deployed, my son was diagnosed with AUTISM. So here I was 40 spent quite a bit of time in the hospital with my son and husband. I had packed my car and taken my son to start over because it was no longer safe to stay in my own home. I found a good job a nice house and found that tanning beds relaxed me to no end. Then it happened.. I went to have a spot checked on my leg at it MELANOMA. My first thought was...who will raise my son. I was told the prognosis could be 7 months if the cancer had spread. I spent many sleepless nights trying to come to peace with everything. I DID GET MY INSTANT WISDOM! Life is funny like that. Prognosis, I get to live, cance
A wealthy old lady decides to go on a photo safari in Africa, taking her faithful aged poodle named Cuddles, along for the company. One day the poodle starts chasing butterflies and before long, Cuddles discovers that he's lost.. Wandering about, he notices a leopard heading rapidly in his direction with the intention of having lunch. The old poodle thinks, "Oh, oh! I'm in deep doo-doo now!" Noticing some bones on the ground close by, he immediately settles down to chew on the bones with his back to the approaching cat. Just as the leopard is about to leap the old poodle exclaims loudly, "Boy, that was one delicious leopard! I wonder if there are any more around here?" Hearing this, the young leopard halts his attack in mid-strike, a look of terror comes over him and he slinks away into the trees. "Whew!", says the leopard, "That was close! That old poodle nearly had me!" Meanwhile, a monkey who had been watching the whole scene from a nearby tree, figures he can p
I'm starting to realize that my parents aren't always going to be here for me and that I should start thinking about what others want rather than myself. After I graduated I didn't realize that sooner or later I would have to stop being gone every weekend and start being home with my family and trying to do something with my life. I just wanna have fun, like any other kid in this world, but now that I think of it, I'm not really a kid anymore. Life has gone on and now I'm growing up. I just never knew it would happen so fast, because if you really think about it, you don't really realize you're growing up, then one day...*POOF*...You're 18 years old, fresh outta highschool with no liscence and only a highschool diploma to keep you company at night. That may not be in some of your cases, but all I know is, I wanna be a kid again. Where we didn't have to worry about how we dressed, we went to kindergarden in the same clothes we wore to help mom cook dinner in the night before. Whe
L * I * F * E Don't undermine your worth by comparing yoursel with others. It is because we are different that each of us is special. Don't set your goals by what other people deem important. Only you know what is best for you. Don't take for granted the things closest to your heart. Cling to them as you would your life, for withouth them, life is meaningless. Don't let your life slip through your fingers by living in the past or for the future. By living your life one day at a time, you live all the days of your life. Don't give up when you still have something to give. Nothing is really over until the moment you stop trying. Don't be afraid to admit that you are less than perfect. It is this fragile thread that binds us each together. Don't be afraid to encounter risks. It is by taking chances that we learn how to be brave. Don't shut love out of your life by saying it's impossibl to find. The quickest way to receive love is to give. The fastest wa
Life And Its Ups And Downs
If i knew it could happen i would give up a thousand yesterdays to give me one more tomorrow with you to feel this pain everyday isn't worth the love i have inside that i wouln't give to anyone but you How can it be so easy for you to forget, the sweet moments and pleasures we shared but for me its almost to much to bare These days that drag on and on these tears i cry, for no reason, for no sorrow but it seems to ease my suffering i hate waking up alone, its so cold i always loved falling asleep beside you and waking every morning to your face The memories i made with you were always the funniest, the most memorable, why do i still dream of you? Your touch, your smell, your warmth, everyday is forever without it, without you i try so hard to forget why i loved you, why is it always me that has to suffer? do you feel the pain that i feel? do you even care?
"Everyone is ONE step away from stupid.....It is up to them which way they decide to step!!!"
The Life We Are In
In a world so full of hate GOD I pray it's not all our fate The lives we live, so full of sin Never giving ourselves a chance to win We convince ourselves that this is love Pretend to believe in sometring upabove Our faith we never really give Cause who in trhis world really wants to live In a place consumed with grief How can anyone get any relief Tears they come more than smiles And laughter lasts only for awhile Sinners choose to live as they please Never give love only spread disease This place we are in is shed with blood We tell ourselves if we could We'd take our chances with hell Try to convince ourselves that it's just as well No one here lives for free It's in our souls that we must believe!!
Life Is So Joyful
When you have green tea Mochi Ice cream
Well... in a way things couldnt get much better. I am married to the man of my dreams...and we are expecting a baby feb of 2008!!! the only thing missing is the fact that he isnt here with me right now. i am in NY and he is in KY where he is currently stationed in the U.S ARMY. We are waiting right now to see if he is going to get his transfer approved for coming to Ft Drum where we can be together!!! so pray with us that he gets it!!!! and baby....I LOVE AND MISS YOU SO MUCH
Dirty demonic tricks My mind is under submission Everybody is here Why does it feel like everyone is Missing? A cold comatose feeling Somebody please wake me up All of a sudden its so easy Its so easy But is it time to give up? Im told I can make it I just have to hold on Life and death Breathless and stressed Is it easy to say 'so long?' My life line on flat It must be that time now No more voices, no love, no hate I cant feel anything at all I must have just died now. ~yours truly~ SALVADOR BISHOP
Life Lesons From Ems
> RANT: Old People Smell Funny, and Other Life Lessons From EMS > > > Date: 2006-08-29, 2:34AM EDT > > > It's a fact of life. The older you are, the funnier you smell. Everyone > remembers wrinkling their nose at the occasional malodorous burst that your > grandfather would emit from his recliner. We all have that one Great-Aunt > who never quite got the message that bathing in lilac perfume not only didn > t make her attractive, but was also socially inappropriate at funerals and > baptisms. > > Eventually though we're all going to reach the age when our olfactory > abilities are no longer quite up to snuff, and then we too will join the > ranks of the Funny-Smelling-Old-People. In the hopes of brightening the > lives of all of the various and theoretical individuals who will be involved > in caring for us though, let me offer a few ground rules that I've thought > up during the course of my intensive studies of the aged human. > > Rule Number 1
Life Is Beautiful Sixx:a.m.
Sixx:A.M. > Life Is Beautiful You can’t quit until you try You can’t live until you die You can’t learn to tell the truth Until you learn to lie You can’t breathe until you choke You gotta laugh when you’re the joke There’s nothing like a funeral to make you feel alive Just open your eyes Just open your eyes And see that life is beautiful. Will you swear on your life, That no one will cry at my funeral? I know some things that you don’t I’ve done things that you won’t There’s nothing like a trail of blood to find your way back home I was waiting for my hearse What came next was so much worse It took a funeral to make me feel alive Just open your eyes Just open your eyes And see that life is beautiful. Will you swear on your life, That no one will cry at my funeral? Alive... Just open your eyes Just open your eyes And see that life is beautiful. Will you swear on your life, That no one will cry at my funeral? Just open your eyes Just op
well is ok just dealing with my kids father who needs to be more of a dad to the children just spend time with them shoot ..just throw a ball around with our son and play tea party or something with our daughter nothing serious not asking for a million dollars just asking for him to spend some quality time with them like they desereve so props go out to all them single fathers who are doing their thing for their children .... ok well thats what i am dealing with in my life as of now
Life's Twists And Turns
Im doing good these days, my friends are loyal, we watch out for each other. Im working my ass at my job, im single and actually liking it for a change.. Too many burned out relationships for my liking.
Life Life at time seems so unfair but all you can do is learn and share The ladder of life is tough to climb and growing up should be the first step in mind Making choices is often hard to do and living with those choices is sometime hard to Taking chancesis scary at first especially when it's you who may get hurt But it makes us stronger, stronger in heart we can only learn from our mistakes And hope that next time it's the right choice to make
Life In General
Not too long ago, I broke it off with my gf of 4 and a half years just because I couldn't handle the distance factor and I just got sick and tired of being treated like a second class citizen. I just hated it. But when I broke it off with her, we decided that we'd still be friends...I mean come on, I was with her for about 5 just can't turn off love just like that, well at least I can't. Well it's been just about 5 months now since I broke it off with her. Recently, it really seems like she wants to get back with me. She invited me down to San Diego to see her new place. While I was there, I put some of her furniture together and all that good stuff because that's the kind of guy I am. Now, I'm really regretting going down there to help her out because she's been acting like we're back together. She expects me to call her everyday and to make sure to, basically, check in with her when I do stuff. Recently, she asked me what I call her to my friends and I told her, either m
Life Is To Short
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Life Gets In The Way!
Maybe if I write it down it will begin to make sense, because as hard as I try to make it make sense, it just doesn’t – or maybe its because I don’t want it to…… Recently I met someone that I’m crazy about, which that in itself is amazing. I usually don’t like anyone for more than a few weeks, that may not be entirely true, but I’m very busy and I definitely don’t have time for games…enuff said. So anyway, this person that I’m speaking of… well, i knew several months ago that I wanted to meet him, but he never knew it. He intrigued me and I’m not sure why – I just knew that I wanted to meet the person behind the “blogs”. Anyway, the first nite we actually met began as a fluke (that’s a story for another blog) It was a fortunate accident – “serendipity” if u will. I ended up meeting him out that nite and we had a great time together. We continue to hang out although after just a couple of dates we realized we have “major obstacles” – quite possibly “deal breakers”. I genuinely like
Life Sucks
Life Sucks, things happen, The world changes while you're nappin. Don't expect she revolves around you, `Cause what first comes down, is all that surrounds you. You lose your love when it's all that matters, When your heart's the softest, then it shatters. Just when you think they're worthy of your trust, Is when you find out they're all for the lust. They treat you like gold, until you get old. `Cause when they get used to you, They show the abuse to you. Life sucks, things happen, Everything changes, while you're nappin. Don't expect the world revolves around you, `Cause what first comes down, is the love that surrounds you.
My grandmother passed away last Thursday. Up until 2 years ago I hadn't seen her in probably 13 years. And I only saw her then because my grandfather passed away. Technically she would be my step-grandmother but she never treated me as a step-grandchild. I have better memories of her growing up than of my blood grandmother. Her passing has made me very angry at my family in general. Angers me that people allow such petty shit to keep them from family they love. I mostly blame my grandfather because he didn't want to be that involved in his own children's lives anymore, but my father didn't exactly go out of his way to mend any bridges. Therefore after I turned 10, I never got to see those grandparents anymore. Until one passed away. I never really got to tell either of them that some of my fondest summer memories was going down to Iowa and spending months down there. Going swimming at the community pool, going to see Temple of Doom w/ g-ma and her making me sleep w/ her because she was
Life Lessons
1 - First Important Lesson - Cleaning Lady. During my second month of college, our professor gave us a pop quiz. I was a conscientious student and had breezed through the questions until I read the last one: 'What is the first name of the woman who cleans the school?' Surely this was some kind of joke. I had seen the cleaning woman several times. She was tall, dark-haired and in her 50s, but how would I know her name? I handed in my paper, leaving the last question blank. Just before class ended, one student asked if the last question would count toward our quiz grade. 'Absolutely,' said the professor 'In your careers, you will meet many people. All are significant They deserve your attention and care, even if all you do is smile and say 'hello.' I've never forgotten that lesson. I also learned her name was Dorothy. 2. - Second Important Lesson - Pickup in the Rain One night, at 11:3 0 p.m., an older African American woman was standing on the side of
Life Proves To Be To Much On Some Days
Well what a day Im of those days you take for granted..thinking just another day at work..just a normal day in everyday life..then something happens. I get a call..someone very dear to my heart is deathly ill..someone very young..this is so extremely heartbreaking to me and it makes me think..and appreciate...what moments I have ..those everyday moments I consider mundane..are special in everyway. Whew..anyways..enough..let those in your life..KNOW that they are special to you!
Fairl boring day here, just browsing around looking for a few people that are into the BDSM lifestyle here in Greensburg Kentucky, not finding much of anything. If there are they're keeping off to themselves...ya greedy bastardz lol.
Life Is Beautiful
Lessons Crawling, Walking, Running, Reaching, Falling, Flying, Soaring Life is what we chose to make it Good, Bad, or indifferent Opportunities placed, and choices made We reap the rewards We stumble on the costs Decisions we have made Some are good while some are not The Peoples, Places, Times, The If's, the When's, the how’s and what’s One can only hope amidst the turmoil, and turbulence, Life’s lessons will be learned Do not fear a failure, as we can't always be right Mistakes are made by us, thus we grow in might Doc Shaw
Life Sucks
- Life Survey -
Buried at L A S T 1. Friend you saw: tina at work 2. Talked to on the phone: .... tina from work I think 3. Text: kala 4. IMed: lol kala T O D A Y 1. Wearing: tshirt jeans 2. Better than yesterday? .... not really T O M O R R O W 1. Is: wed 2. Got any plans:work 3. Dislikes about tomorrow: .....long day of work F A V OR I T E 1. Number: 3..or 7 2. Color: Black I do have my reasons 3. Season: summer!! C U R R E N T L Y 1. Missing someone: yes I am .... : *( 2. Mood: tired out cuz of work 3. Wanting: something that I'll never have.... sum ppl who know me know what it is Q U E S T I O N S / A N S W E R S Q: first thing you did this morning? A: showered Q: Do you have anything bothering you? A: yes I do LIFE Q: What's annoying you right now? A: Life Q: Do you support long distance relationships? A: sure Q: Is there a person who is on your mind right now? A: yes Q: Do you think that that person is thinki
Lifes Hurt
I have read that if flies are placed in a jar with air holes in the lid, they will fly around frantically, banging into the lid, desperately trying to escape from their prison. If left there long enough, eventually they will stop hitting the lid. Later, if the lid is removed, they won't even try to escape. Somehow they have been conditioned "to feel and believe" that there is no escape. They just keep circling in the cramped jar. Many people are like this. Somewhere in their past, through a frightening and traumatic experience, such as being raped, sexually, physically, or emotionally abused or rejected as a child, they have been conditioned to believe at an unconscious level that they, too, are trapped and that there is no way out of their dilemma. And they end up going in circles with their life and/or relationships.
A Lifetime Of Planning Pays Off
A Lifetime of Planning Pays Off in the Air Force food service school and became such an accomplished cook he was promoted to the officers' dining hall. When he left the Air Force, he worked for four years in several restaurants, including one in the famed Waldorf Astoria Hotel in New York. Lee longed to start his own restaurant but felt he lacked the business skills to be successful. He signed up for business school and took classes at night while he applied and was hired to be a police officer. For fifteen years he worked full-time as a police officer. In his off-hours, he worked part-time as a carpenter and continued to attend business school. "I saved every penny I earned as a police officer," he recalled. "For ten years, I didn't spend one dime - there were no movies, no vacations, no trips to the ballpark. There were only work and study and my lifelong dream of owning my own business." By 1971, Lee had saved $42,000, and it was time for him to make his vision a reality.
Life # 2
Hey ya'll just wanted to say thanks for everything as of today things are much better and i couldn't ask for anything else. Sense last we decided to sell our house that burned so we can start buying a new one. I'm no longer kinda depressed but, actually really stress free and happy. Good news i finally met a wonderful man and were going to take things slow oops did i forget to tell some of ya i was gay LMFAO. I also have met a very few dear friends on here that are always there and you know who you are and i just want to say THANKS A MILLION TO YOU ALL. Now with that said i hope ya'll are enjoying your days and i'll keep you posted on the relationship and the new house bye for now. Your friend CORT 1976
Life Sucks!
So, it's just the same old shit just a different freakin day! I'm so sick of life right now I could just...ok, I won't go there. I've been trying to get my car fixed for God knows how freakin long now, and still have had no progress. I'm supposed to pick up my niece in Bozeman tomorrow and I don't see that happening when my car won't even crank over. My bro says he'll rent a car, but he's not supposed to be part of the picking her up or dropping her off. I don't know what the hell he's thinking. My friend Sara has a cyst on her ovary and has an appt today to see what's going on with it. She's probably REALLY pissed at me right now cuz I didn't go with her. There are a few reasons for that, but I'm not going into detail. It's her personal life. I just want her to know that it's not anything's just a few things that I've got going on in my life right now and I think that sometimes, you have to buck up and do things by yourself. Anyways, I'm sittin here wa
Life Sucks
Well, LIFE SUCKS with in the week I'VE LOST two great aunts... I so hate life.. its to short to mess around... but not long enough to do anything else. so live life to the fullest or shortest what ever comes first hopefully the u all RAIN AKA STORM OF THE JLM
Life & Love Philosophies
I will let you know now that this is going to be random, like just bare with me...and this is going to be mostly about love...yes, I said LOVE! Love is not blind, it seems more and not less...and because it sees more it is willing to see less...there fore true love sees all flaws and fuck-ups but it looks past all those things...looks to the soul itself, and the raw emotion that comes from it...that love... No one is perfect...but if you embrace those flaws and imperfections you can love yourself completely...and when you are happy and love yourself others will love you too...but you cant love another without being able to love in first... Perfecting is in the eye of the beholder...and the one who loves you will see all those imperfection...but will love you even more for them...because your imperfection make you the you that they love... Sing like no one is listening...Dance like no one is watching...Work like you dont need the money...Laugh like its going ou
A Life Less Undone
a life less undone hate is boiling up in you regret has come to you in dreams your waking life is engulfed in why hate will someday turn to memories of love regret will undoubtedly transform into a deep desire to try again I will not be there to enjoy these births of contentment I will instead be making my own tracks toward a life less undone ~angela bennett 2007
Life Life cannot be controlled Those who would try will fail miserably Can the waves of the sea be wrestled to submission? So it is the same with the waves of life Meant to be ridden not tamed Experienced not determined Life is about the journey not the destination Hop on and go for the ride of your life... jskins
Life Is Too Precious
The emotions you experience when you have Cancer are intense... You can go from Blissfully happy to horribly sad in a matter of minutes. But as long as you try to stay positive through out regardless of what else is going on you always appreciate things so much more. There are days when I just sit and observe the things that go on around me. I watch the wind blow through the trees, listen to birds and crickets more intently, enjoy the smiles and giggles from my kids. I give serious repsect to others feelings, and especially my kids who have such an undetermined future ahead of them. But then again don't we all. A year ago I was going to live to be in my 90's rocking in a chair wih my husband drinking lemonade and waving to the kids adn grandkids adn greatgrandkids as they pulled up preparing for the holidays, with a kiss on the cheek from all my family and the littlest grandchild sitting in my lap with her precious little hand on my face. Now I go day by day, because lif
Life Hot Spots
HOW TO WALK THROUGH LIFE'S HOT SPOTS. Living through the pressures of life can be compared to walkingthrough fire. The Old Testament prophet Isaiah believed that if youhave faith in God, you can walk through fire and not be burned. Hedidn't promise that you won't feel the heat, just that you won't beburned. Keep On Walking. A surefire way to get burned is to stop walking. When you are afraid,or under extreme stress, or hurting -- keep going. You will getthrough if you keep dealing with the everyday tasks at hand to thebest of your ability. PERSEVERE Remember That This Difficult Time Will Pass.It may feel that you are in a repeating time warp, but realize thatpain is time-limited. All problems have a beginning and an end. BEPATIENT Make Rough Times Work For You.Not everything is good, but the Bible reminds us that everything canbe used for good if you submit your will to God. Look for ways tolearn, grow, or cope in your pain or stress. HAVE COURAGE Take "What Is" And Make The Most Of
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The Life Of A Princess
2007 marks the 10th anniversary of the passing Lady Diana; she was an ambassador to the world before during and after her marriage to Prince Charles.She was grace personified whether it was going through a hospital ward or dining at the White House no one can forget her smile when she greeted people or the way people just wanted to be near her. The British royals took a dislike to her attitude because she was the future of the empire and now she's gone but not forgotten in our hearts and minds she's very much alive and will be forever.
Life And A Lack Of Sleep.
Its been of those night I cant sleep. been thining of dumping my other cough site and stay here. What your reading is partial venting and some thinking. NSFW for the language.I haven't been sleeping much in the last two weeks. Just cant sleep. Been thinking about my life. What I want to do and be a little happy. I like Carla..but frankly right now she just makes me depressed. Like tonight and I think she enjoys that power. Great hugger though I can say that much. Had a good time last we met on Sunday. Talked for hours again. But after awhile I feel depressed. Most woman have that effect on me already and it works. I have this stupid teenage crush on her and I think I better grow out of it. I feel pretty average. Not much of anything else. its not a confidence thing. Im too tired of having a inflated ego. I wish that made up for something but it doesn't. We went to adult store that is like Toys R us but for adults called the Lions Den. Not your typical second date i
Life is very precious indeed, Given freely to one and all. However some people don’t see it, They keep running into a brick wall. Our time here on earth is given, To all of us for a short season. What we all do with it, Depends on our abilities and reason. We can make it a blessing, Or a pitfall for others to see. But some people have the attitude, Whatever will be—will be. How much better it would be, If we all did our important part, To make everyone very happy, And for once be very smart. So it’s all up to you my friend, To be happy or full of strife. But for myself dear ones, I have decided to enjoy “LIFE”.
Life Sucks......
Hearing the sounds of you throwing stuff around the house. Like you were wanting to wake the dead. Hurting me more and more. All I can think, Is I have been here before. You don't say a word, you just keep being loud. Seems like this goes on forever. I turn around to see whats going on. You don't even come to bed. What am I doing that is so wrong? I wake up to find you on the couch. Tears running down my face, I know you can hear me crying. I keep thinking that mayb tomorrow will be better. Feels like I been crying no stop. Well It's a new day now. You got up and went to work without a goodbye. It feels like I don't even exist right now. I was hoping thismorning when I woke up it will all be a dream.
Life Goes On
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down will. You will have your heart broken more than once and it's harder every time but you'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend , you'll blame a new love for things an old one did, you'll cry because time is passing too fast , and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So, take too many pictures, laugh way too much, and love like you've never been hurt , because every minute you spend upset is a minute of happiness you can never get back. You have to take the good with the bad, smile with the sad, love what u got and remember what you had, always forgive but never forget, learn from your mistakes but never regret. People change and things go wrong, but just remember LIFE GOES ON!!!
Life Is Way To Short
With all the things going on in this big wide wotld of ours. You see things on the news about car crashes and people getting killed, you hear about the men to are fighting to keep our country free, you see or hear about floods, earth quicks, fires,and so forth. people running here and there and in a hurry to get things done. Just stop and take a good look around you. Things you see now will not be there in a few years. The land will all be gone, more and more homes comeing up, whearhouses, and more and more cars and trucks. Can we ever take the time to see what is going on around us. No I do not think so!!! Life is way to short not enjoy what we have for is kind of sad to think about it but it true. We should not to take what we have for granted. And belive me there are people that do. Some people worry about the small things that go on. Well what about the bigger things????
THE SCARS OF LIFE Some years ago, on a hot summer day in south Florida, a little boy decided to go for a swim in the old swimming hole behind his house. In a hurry to dive into the cool water, he ran out the back door, leaving behind shoes, socks, and shirt as he went. He flew into the water, not realizing that as he swam toward the middle of the lake, an alligator was swimming toward the shore. His father working in the yard saw the two as they got closer and closer together. In utter fear, he ran toward the water, yelling to his son as loudly as he could. Hearing his voice, the little boy became alarmed and made a U-turn to swim to his father. It was too late. Just as he reached his father, the alligator reached him. From the dock, the father grabbed his little boy by the arms just as the alligator snatched his legs. That began an incredible tug-of-war between the two. The alligator was much stronger than the father, but the father was much too passionate to
Life For Me
its just fucking crazy how my life has been going lately.. i mean i just cant get over it. im 21 years old and i was born and raised in NC my whole life.. i just moved to this rich ass state a few months ago and i hated it.. until i met the love of my life..who i love with all my heart forever. i came up here to live wtih my dad so i could save up money to get out on my own again and not live soo poorly like i had done. ever since i been up here. it has been all hell lookin for jobs and have had some really pathetic results. bring in mind, my dad moved up here last year just to pay off his debt with his bills by stayin at his parents/my grandparents house. then he moves out to get an appt of his own which he cannot afford no more, becuz he has been paying off my grandpa's $150,000 debt with the IRA. so my dad HAS to move, he cannot afford it up here no matter what. and i fuckin hate it, becuz im in love. and lately i've realized i cant stay with my gf up here becuz her parents are so
“Life will not break your heart. It'll crush it.” ~Henry Rollins
Life Style For All
Always try to help a friend in need Be Brave But Its Okey To afraid Sometimes Study Hard Give lots of Kisses Laugh Often Don't Be overly concern about your weight....its just a number Always try to see the glass half full Meet new people even if they look different too Remain calm when it seems hopeless Take lots of naps Be weird whenever you have the chance
Life Is A Bitch
Life is a Bitch by Wilomoon (for my crush) Life is a bitch, For my sad lost lamb, A cute backside, Exposed on web cam, Under a car,or Behind the cash, from here to there, forever he does dash, Controlled by life, No, control does he wield, A wall he has built, A defensive shield, Pride is his weapon, to the depth it does cleave, Love can conquer all, If you only believe, So here I sit, Alone and unsure, Waiting for the day, To feel more secure, My heart it is heavy, My Soul bound by chains, For my only desire, To relieve all his pains, a bitch, A bitch can be tamed, Take back your life, It is yours to reclaim.
Hey everyone... Just wanted to let you know that I'll be away from my computer and any internet connections from September 6-26. I hope everyone has a wonderful month! See you at the end of the month! xoxox Burn
Well here iam starting this blog in hopes to vent all my anger issues! The last time i started blogging someone got nasty with me, hopefullly noone w ill this time! Ill try not to make anyone upset. As i go on in my blogs you will hear stories of my life or fantisies i thought about to happen. I have a great imagination and I love writing! I have written many of stories and would love to share them with all of you. I write stories from Erotic to horror. Anyway this is all for now till nest time.
Lifes Pleasures
I just have one question I hope someone could give me some input on. I am a very sexual woman,and have dabbled in a bit of selfbondage. I have tried to tell my spouse of my desires but have gotten a cold response from him. I so wish to explore these cravings with someone. What should I do? I don't want to stray from him, but he has been teasing and cruel about what i want and like. He just doesn't understand or realize how wonderful it is and what pleasures he would get if he played with me in such ways. If you have any advice it would be greatly appreciated.
Life In Paradise
Nothing quite like going to the coast and cruising up and down it. Saturday my buddy Stu and I went up Old La Honda road and made our way to the Pacific. The weather was amazing for driving in my jeep with the top off. The ocean was tropical blue for a change. We headed south to Santa Cruz and made our way to Capitola. We must have had a good time at Margaritaville, the parking ticket said it all. It must have been 80 degrees with an amazing breeze. There were quite a few people out and about. A couple of bachelorette parties. Cute drunk chicks can be so fun! Made our way back over the hill and home safe and sane after a dumb and dangerous day.
just sitting here thinking about all the things going on un my life right now, no real comment on anything , just confused to say the least, im in the middle of a divorce, i know it is what is best for the wife and i, but everytime i spend time with my kids, i feel like maybe we are cheating them out of something. then on the other hand i know its now good for them to grow up in an unhappy family. im scared that she will try to keep me from seeing the kids as much as i get too now. just waiting on a little more paperwork to be signed and i will be sure of what is going on. anyway, i know that i have found the love of my life since the wife and i split. she makes me very happy(something that i am not used to) she treats me like a real person, she does things for me that i would have never asked of anyone. anyway i know a few of you were concerned with what was going on right now
Lifes Wicked Games
So, you live your life and meet that "perfect" someone. To find out that he plays the game well. The only thing he does not realize is I play it so much better! It's funny how men (and I suppose woman too) think they can pull something over on you. The internet helps them with being the dishonest person that they really are. And they don't realize that the trail is there to be found. No matter how hard they try to get rid of it. But, you just have to know where to look. Play the games you want to play because they will not affect me any longer. I am better then that and I will get by without a lying cheating dick like you. It may take some time but, hay I've been single before and loved it so I know I can do it again. So while your sitting there in your dark lonely world remember that you made the mistake of lying not me and You're the one that choose not to have reality at your side!! And If your reading this as I am sure you are it is about you!!
hey everyone, sorry ive been gone so long but things have been very busy for me. Now all things are going good so lets all party hard.
Life And Love
Howdy all, As I was looking around the site at what others hwd to say. I came across a blast,that I thought was interesting. The first part was, You only live once. Which is very true, unless your one of those how beliene in reincanation. so yes that part is true, nad so is the part that saies, life is waht you make of it, which is also very true. Because if you don't do anything thing then what is the point of living right. Then it goeas on a saies so make it count, which is also true. because if you don't do anything again then how can you say you life counted for something, when in reality it didn't. Then it goes on and saies,live for the moment, which id also true, because if you look at the way the universe works, we are only here just a moment in time. Then it says, never stop learning, which is agaian very true, because we are learning something now everyday weather we know it or not. Now the part of this that i don't necerally agree with in the part that saies, neve
y is life so troublesome
Life Sucks
in a persons life there is always ups and down just like in a realtionship each one has a different outcome in every aspect of a persons life
Life Sucks!!!
Life sucks major big time! This past wednesday night I had gone to see Buckcherry, Hinder, Papa Roach and Revelation Theory in concert at the allentown fair which was like totally awesome..until I came home!! While i was at the house was robbed. Pc was stolen and so was my tv! So all my photos are now GONE!!! I am using a rented PC. Rent money was stolen as well!!! The fucked up thing about it is that the cops are not doing anything even though a wallet was left behind with ID IN IT!!!
" Life "
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LOVE starts with a SMILE, grows with a KISS, and ends with a TEAR DONT cry over anyone who wont cry over you. Good Freinds are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget. You can only go as far as you push. The Hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else. Dont let the past hold you back, your missing the good stuff. LIFE'S SHORT, If you dont look around once in a while you might miss it. A BEST FRIEND is like four leaf clover, HARD TO FIND and LUCKY TO HAVE. When it HURTS to look back, and your Scared to look ahead, you can look beside you and your best friend will be their. TRUE FRIENDSHIP NEVER ENDS. FRIENDS ARE FOREVER. Good friends are like STARS. You dont always see them but you know they are always their. DONT frown. You never know who is falling in love with your smile. What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the person who made you cry? NOBODY is perfect until you fall in love
Life Goes On
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wow, I didnt think that the day would get her so quickly, but its tomorrow.. my god, my stomach is doing flips, my heart is racing and my breath is getting shorter.... i dont wanna go !
Why should life be so hard, loving and loosing is all part of life. But when you out live one of your children, how does life go on?
Life Isn't All That Bad??
I hate it when I whine about my life then I see stuff that reminds me that I don't have it that bad. Makes me feel stupid not to count the blessings I DO have. No.. not in the biblical way so much as REALITY. I mean I have my family, and a place to live ect.. some dont even have THAT. I have to remind myself that life is what you make it.. yes.. sometimes life throws a nasty curveball your way but other than that.. YOU are what makes you happy. I have lived my life on the theory that you have to carve pieces of happiness out of life for yourself.. because life rarely hands you anything for free. Ha on one hand I sound like a pessamist and on the other I sound like someone who sees the bright side of everything. Which am I.. probably a little of both. I guess I am just writing this as a reminder to stop whining and start doing something about the stuff I dont like about my life.
Alot going on in my life right now.. Just wish I could have a break and get out of here for a couple weeks. I need rest and peace and quiet.. Change os scenery would be good.. Thank God for my friends at work. It is my get away.. But going after the holidays back to my sister's house for a week to get away and take care of me for awhile.....
Life In My Own Words.
Never feel underestimated by your enemies. Don't let others intimidate you for who you really are. Become the intimidator. Becoming your own leader is the true path in life. Being a follower leads to being a slave. Don't be a follower. Take the bull by the horns. Don't let the bull horns take you. I'm a complex person with a complex life. Never be too soft in this world. You only live once. Live your life to the fullest. Drive hard. Live hard. Be hard-core. Once you get in the pit, stay in the pit. Don't walk out. Keep fighting! Don't bite the dust. In this world, it is hard to trust. Trust only the ones closest to you. Keep your friends close, but keep your enemies even closer. Live your American dreams inspite of the criticism you recieve. Let no one drag you down in life. It's a weakness. This is my life. Think you can handle it? If you can't handle the path I'm on, go home and stay home!
Life In Greyscale.
Eyes see through greyness. It's like watching a black and white movie, when you could be watching color. Have you seen the Wizard Of Oz? When Dorothys' house lands in Munchkin land after the twister. She opens the door to look outside. All of a sudden the dull grey of before, opens to a bright, lively, world of color and beauty and excitement. Imagine if you would,,, Never being able to open that door. Your life,,, It's sight, and sound and perception, all exist behind the door in the greyness. There's little if any urge to even have ambition. All you feel you will ever see, touch, taste, feel and smell, are done within the confines of the greyness behind the door. You're not even sure a world exists outside the door,,,, or what, or who holds the key to the world outside. The vision of the person inside the greyness isn't even sure a key exists. They just feel frightfuly alone and helpless, so helpless that they couldn't open the door even if they knew it was possible. Their actio
have you ever thought that maybe you falling from the earth and going into a zone and wonder why things are happing and if its ever going to end with bad luck sometimes you think everything is ok then it falls apart they say this is life please comment and let me know what you think
Life Is To Short
I find myself wandering through this labyrinth of life wondering were I would be had I made different choices along the way. It is then that I unconsciously take a step back and realize that my life (as I know it) would be so different than it is had I choose another turn at any point. Would I enjoy or want that side path more than the one I chose? With the wealth of experiences, emotions, knowledge and wisdom I have amassed (oh, and and useless information - LOL) would be so different than what I know and feel today. Who can honestly say that a different decision along the way would have altered their life for either better or worse. It is the domino effect of events in our lives that is directly impacted and as such - our entire cycle of life's events, not a specific event. Life leads us all down varied paths and quite often they cross another's (for better or worse) but the sum of all these interactions is what shapes our lives as a whole. Much as a ripple in a pool of water travel
Sex, Drugs, Money, And Murder Should Be The Last One That You Ever Heard Of Should Be The Last One Makin Me Nervous I Love Sex, Drugs, Money, And Murder
Life Is Too Short
Life is to short & unpredictable, One moment your walking along a sidewalk, next you could are in a hospital bed listening to loved ones and strangers pray for you. the realization that in a quick moment your whole life can change is frightening. i will never pass up an opportunity to tell a loved one i love them or feel guilty for being overprotective with myself or my children. just as easy as life is given it can be taken away. life is too short
Life Has Become
As some of you know i have been going through some really hard times right now and this week has been one of the worst weeks. I want to thank everyone who has helped me in some small way with comments or just a kind word. Love you all.
The Life
With all my years before, I still come unprepared for these tumult and strife, It is as though I take one step forward, And two leaps back. I stand short with all my courage, tall with all my pain. This life is so unpredictable, With immeasurable amounts of loss and tears. I cannot see ahead and must never let these eyes set me back Stagnant, If that's the word describes the life I lead. I once had a dream, One bigger than easily fathomed. The talent is gone and my hands just cannot do the same. I find peace in chaos. Love in hatred. But I cannot find hope. By:Psyfer
Life..or Something Like It
Just so everyone knows, I'm going to be less than 'sugary' for awhile. I don't know how to describe my feelings, so I'm not going to ramble on. If you're smart enough (and have actually read my profile), you should be able to figure it out. The changes I've made to it is the clue you need...
Life , Enjoy It
There was a blind girl who hated herself because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She told her boyfriend, "I f I could only see the world, I will marry you." One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her. When the bandages came off, she was able to see everything, including her boyfriend. He asked her,'Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?' The girl looked at her boyfriend and saw that he was blind. The sight of his closed eyelids shocked her. She hadn't expected that. The thought of looking at them the rest of her life led her to refuse to marry him. Her boyfriend left her in tears and days later wrote a note to her saying: 'Take good care of your eyes, my dear, for before they were yours, they were mine.' This is how the human brain often works when our status changes. Only a very few remember what life was like before, and who was always by their side in the most painful situations. Life Is a Gift
Well I joined fubar because my closest friend Dez told me about the site. If she hadn't I never would of known about it. I must say, I LOVE this site!! At least here I have people that actually talk to me!! Maybe now I can network and make more friends that are not all about using me for one thing or another. So, Dez, thank you so much for the invite to this wonderful site!! I will be sure to pass it on!
The Life Was Back When!!!
I as a little girl growing up can remenber when ice cream cones coast only a nickle for 1 very large scoop! And going to see a moive was only a quarter.That was back in the 50's. The coast then went up in the 60's to .75 cents. But of course my Aunt was running the palce at that time.Then I saw the price of gas . It was not all that bad then. As time went on and I got older. The prices just seem to have more than doubled. More like tripled!!! It just seem funny that all the fun times slowed down not just me . But for everyone. Less and less people had been going to go out. Things got a little tight for everyone. There was a year that we call the depreshion. That I think was the hardest year that as a child could have been. But we got through it. It is funny how you can remenber the things of the past. Some people feel that thay where the beat of the old times.
Life Sucks..............
If you don't already know this, I lost my job almost two weeks ago. This is the worst feeling in the world, because it makes you feel like you can't do anything right in life. I been doing interviews, which pisses anyone off because you think it went great and then find out that you didn't get the job. I feel like I can't do anything right in life.....................................I need help or a drink!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am just venting right now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Where do I begin. I am emotionally DRAINED. I hate drama and that's all there seems to be. I don't want to give up but it looks as if it's heading there. Why WHY can't people communicate. I hate his friends. I have to go...........................................................................
Life Is Now, Not In The Past...or Future.
One must lose one's life in order to find it. --Anne Morrow Lindbergh We are often so busy trying to control the outcome of the happenings in our daily lives, so intent on projecting our tomorrows that we let life slip by. Life is today. This is all we have for sure - the moments in our lives we cannot hold. Sometimes it feels as if those moments are beyond time and place, gifts from God to receive and give up at the same time. Like a dragonfly that lights on our hand and will either be crushed or will fly away if we try to close our fingers over it. Life is a series of things to let go of - our friends and loved ones, our children as they grow, our dreams, or our youth. Only we ourselves, our inner selves, are a constant to be found and learned about every day, in the present moment. How well can I enjoy each moment today?
Life Is A Walk
You can tell alot about a person by the way they walk. You see the person looking at the clouds, and the mountains and everything but the road they travel on? those are the dreamers, and occasionally they fall off the cliff of reality for not watching where they go. The person constantly focused on the path they travel avoid nearly all of the pitfalls along the way. Those are the realists, the ones grounded in resposibility but miss the inherent beauty around them. The key(I think) is to have a fair mix of both. Granted, I would say I spend more time drinking in the splendor of the world around me, and sometimes dont always give the path I travel its due attention. Sometimes you have someone that walks with you, and this is ideal if they compliment each other's walking style. To guide you away from the ledge you dont see, or to show you something amazing you might have otherwised missed. Having that person can make all the difference in the world, however, finding that p
The road ahead is long and difficult. The stones pierce, The weeds grab at your feet, The mud will make you slip. Keep your eyes on the treasure to come. There are many mountains ahead. The sides are steep, The rocks are loose, The wind rushes by, Keep your eyes on the treasure to come. It is easy to turn on the road. The other way is smooth, No hills to climb, And many travel with you. But, Keep your eyes on the treasure to come. You have finished your journey. You walk on streets of gold, Those who went the easier path, Now walk among the coals. Keep your eyes on the treasure to come. done by christine .
Life Is Wonderful!!
Ok, since August was a shitty month for me, i.e. having gall bladder surgery (August 6th)and the car accident on August 30, the ONLY good thing that happened to me was Sea L coming home finally!! So let's just hope that September will be a better month. So far so good. He and I are having lots of fun with each other. We try to do different things and I'm trying to show him more of this town, but with me working 2nd shift and also working over time,it's hard to get out. But I have to thank God for bringing us together. I love Sea L more and more everyday, depsite how much he picks on me!!! LMAO But he's the best and I know I don't have to worry about anything with him in my life.
A Life In Cali
i as i start to begin its a good day in so cali it a nice sunny fuckin day as i lay in bed just get up to start my day,let me say stop mutha fucken hating u fucken gay ass muthafucker as i put a 9mm down ur throat beg me to dont pull the muthafucken trigger,so dont mess with the muthaficken stunnas with there gold grills and diamond on there necks
the words of all humainity are what are meant to bring us all together yet they don't instead they separate us they show us how different we all truely are many different languages many different races who cant seem to get along look at yourself and look a the world we are all one in the same we are all human no matter how different no matter how the same we all have the same thoughts we all have the same dreams just remember when you are trying for something you really want there is someone else who is tryig for the same thing life is the same for all up's and down's wherever you may be at this moment you have a destiny wheather it be what you want or not it is still going to show it self to you so follow your dreams and do what it is that makes you happy whatever happens remember its fate, and you will live happily ever afeter regardless
Life In General!
Dear diary, How is anyone meant to be happy in life when A) his grandmother passes away(please refer to other blogs) & B) when his parents tell hjim that they would rather him dead cos he isn't a doctor, a lwayer or an accountant. & that he shouldn't have his life on the line with his security/personal bodyguarding job. They have neever done anything for me in my life for me as i had to do it myself or i never got anything for myself. I can't rely on anyone cos no1seems to give a shit about me. No child should ever have to hear those words that i heard come out of my parents mouths. then after i heard that my grandmother passed away that was the final straw in my life!
You know sometime's in life , thing's may not go as we had invisioned in our mind's. And in such a way that at time's we may even feel a bit cheated. But if we stand back and really look at all that has happened in the year's that past,we can all find something in our live's to be proud of or happy about. You know yeah maybe we don't have a brand new home,but we have a spouse that love's us or children or grandchildren that do that when we walk in the room you can feel and see the love in their face's all for us ( That is a wonderful feeling ) I have fought with myself for a very long time about how un-happy I was in my life ,and have just now realized you know what I don't have it all that bad,no I may not have alot in ways of wealth ,but you know what I do have a roof over my head and my bill's are paid and there is food in my house and beautiful smileing face's coming from my beautiful grandaughter's that are very happy in this life that I was hating so much,so if four little gi
Life With A Newborn
listening to: nothing..silence. eating/drinking: nothing and nothing. Omg! Its so hard. I'm raising her on my own and never thought it would be so difficult. No sleep..its great let me tell you lol. I have my mom and thats it for now, at least until next year anyways. I wish my mom would go back to work so me and Renee can get a break! I want to go out and buy some beer lol and I want a damn cig she won't let me do anything like that, but while she is at work she won't know about it lol. So I wish she would go. Today she was suppose to go in, but we had problems with plumbing and she took off today. Argh! it just sucks!
Our greatest crime is cultivating our anger. Instead of fighting it we allow it to grow. Its our true alter ego. Its free floating, poisonous, and destructive, yet perversely empowering. Anger is passion and passion makes you feel alive. Can we truly change? Everyone should have the power within them to change. Is it really possible to change yourself fundamentally? Past experiences are hidden tripwires lying dormant within you, ready to sabotage actions still in the future, ready to circumvent any attempt at reinvention. Character is destiny, and thus fate is set!
Life's Little Pies In The Face
FINE This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. FIVE MINUTES If she is getting dressed, this is half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given ! 5 more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. NOTHING This is the calm before the storm. This means "something," and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with 'Nothing' usually end in "Fine" GO AHEAD This is a dare, not permission. Don't do it. LOUD SIGH This is not actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A "Loud Sigh" means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you over "Nothing" THAT'S OKAY This is one of the most dangerous statements that a woman can make to a man. "That's Okay" means that she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake. THANKS A
was is life like a roller coaster dont ever know what's goin to go on but being lonley is another thing i dont think if you have friends you should be lonely at all but yet i have friends but im lonley big time i just wish my friends wounldnt put me out in the cold just cuz i work alot and hang with the fire hall and people down at work all the time but yet they push me out in the could even though i ask them to join us to have some fun
Life As It Really Is?or Merely As We Percieve It?
what is a dream, that we should fall through the sky, through the red stripe of a rainbow, through the silver lining of the dark storm cloud, grab a star from it's hook,fall through the ground, pay respects to your friends, settle in a room of soft velvet in your best suit. take a moment to enjoy the peace, then you better scream and hope the dirt isn't on top yet. the alarm is blaring,blaring ,blaring............ Raksha Soulraven ©2007
Our lives are not determined by what happens to us but by how we react to what happens, not by what life brings to us, but by the attitude we bring to life. A positive attitude causes a chain reaction of positive thoughts, events, and outcomes. It is a catalyst, that creates extraordinary results.
Have you ever been sick and not known what to do? Have you ever felt life slip away from you? Have you ever had your heart broke and felt the world come beatin? Have you ever had your mind say the same shit over and over again? Can you find the cure to fix all your pain? can you stop your tears from falling like rain? The cure is unknown to most. But to all be known its known from coast to coast. The cure is all over for you to see for him for her for all to love free. The cure to life and all your pain is as pure wind fire and rain. There is only one way to find your cure is to love free. The only real cure is the one that loves you and especially me!
This is more of a question than just writing. I know I am very open and would answer anyones questions. I consider myself a pretty honest person. But, does life ever get easier? As much as I get frustrated about it. Do I really want to date or am I getting frustrated over nothing? Is it better to have close friends people you can hang out with(like I have the chance). Or, better to have a special person in your life?
Life's Curveballs......
Sometimes in life you get thrown a curve ball. It could be something small and miniscule, or it can be something major and life altering. What do you do when these curve balls come your way? Deal with them of course and keep on moving along. I've had so many curve balls thrown at me that I'm getting used to them. This year though, I was thrown the Big Mama of curveballs and I'm still standing and chugging right along. I've had to make some serious changes in my life and more are coming...and they're ALL good. There are times when you have something thrown at you and you DID NOT expect it and maybe even fought it. I don't think you can win when "The Big Guy" has plans for you. You need to just roll with it and accept the changes, no matter how major they are. Even worse, when others are involved...that's when you run into heartache and hurt. Everything happens for a reason, I really do believe that, even if it might hurt. I am the kind of person that only wants the B
Lifes Curve Ball For Me
well life has thrown me a curve ball for sure i go to drs for my yearly check up like everyone does and what happens i find out i have cervical cancer now i am having surgery on october1 to remove the cancer cells so we shall see what happens from there the dr says ..but dam it i just started to get my life together and now this aint that some shit ..ok i am done .. thanks for reading my blog
Life Is Unfair..........
Life's Lessons...
Sometimes we must be hurt in order to grow. We must lose in order to gain. Some lessons are learned best only through pain... The QUALITY of your life depends on how you love the things you do, how you do things you love and how you love the one who loves you. You will find, as you look back upon your life, that the moments when you have really lived are the moment when you have done things in the spirit of LOVE...
Life Is Life Ty Eddie
Life is Life" People; we go through life seeing, meeting, touching, experiencing, and hopefully growing as a result of interactions with other people. Growing is the key word. For some growing emotionally, spiritually, and just growing up is slower process than for others. We welcome/allow people into our lives. Sometimes the experience is great, sometimes just ok. Sometimes we allow our selves to be vulnerable, and sometimes we are betrayed. We go through life meeting people that are; very different than we are, some with similar interest, some with the same values as we have, and some who's values are very different than the one's we hold so close. Life is life, and people are people. No bad guys and no good guys, (As I always say). I was once told to pray for someone who has wrong me, when I didn’t know how to look inwards and look at my own part. Only by looking inwards can I find the solution. By pointing fingers and blaming we don’t grow. I have been praying for diffic
Life , The Biggest Test You'll Ever Take...
Life Is A Highway
you know i do fine that song is true life is a highway. you fine a few good people along the way. but sometimes it can go really fast. im not a very trusting person but i did fine a few good people along the way in this life i hope you did too
what is love ? are we blind to it or do we just choose not to see the bad things they do to us and we do to them where do you draw a line, saying enough is enough? when you love someone and you have been in a relatonship for so many years and you think that they are the best , scared to be alone where does that line go whats forgivable and what cant you forget.The pain in your heart the thoughts in your head,the questions in your mind, you start to blame your self saying you did it its your fault your just not doing your job as a companion well then you start to realize its not its their fault you get hurt its theirs they dident fix it they dident respect you enough to stop the pain from coming back into your heart. am i just a toy just the next notch in his belt or was there really anything there to begin w/
Life's A Dream
life's a dream goin' full stream know what i mean? it runs like water thru a mountain stream it passes you bye and you wonder why? you just live until you die. you just live and you give a laugh or a cry but the truth always be a lie then you die. like a moon beam nuthin' is as it seem just a reflection of the sun and what you have done then your life is done ain't no do over's and over's and over's again ain't no way to begin agin' life's a dream it runs like water thru a mountain stream or the light from a moon beam ain't nuthin' as it seem nor as it oughta' be see life's just a moon beam and a mountain stream aint's nuthin' as it seem it's sure not what you thoughta' your life would be when you look back and agree that moon beams and the water runnin' thru mountain streams ain't what they seems only dreams moon beams and moutnatin streams nor life as your years pass int
Life In A Love
Escape me? Never— Beloved! While I am I, and you are you, So long as the world contains us both, Me the loving and you the loth, While the one eludes, must the other pursue. My life is a fault at last, I fear: It seems too much like a fate, indeed! Though I do my best I shall scarce succeed. But what if I fail of my purpose here? It is but to keep the nerves at strain, To dry one's eyes and laugh at a fall, And baffled, get up to begin again,— So the chase takes up one's life, that's all. While, look but once from your farthest bound, At me so deep in the dust and dark, No sooner the old hope drops to ground Than a new one, straight to the selfsame mark, I shape me— Ever Removed!
Hey list'n up... U Live n u DIE so dont get all discouragd. just get ur lasy azz off the couch n grab LIFE by the horns.. n stop be'n pansie's bout girl's if ur not kool bout ur self then the girl's will think the same way.. so think positive n confident n u'll have a great Life n maybe a great girl or even a family... U never know what lies ahead of even around the corner.... I even have to take my own advice.....
Love is a just a four letter word. It could mean nothing more than dirt in a field to some. don't we all wish we were young? don't we all wish we were loved?? asking myself these questions won't ever answer the things I really need to know. but knowing not to ask others these questions is what I do know. taking the chance of me doing this is what i fear the most. all these answers aren't always what i want to hear. can somebody be a bad person for wanting something so bad? lust is just the feeling inside wanting to come outside. how my feelings come out only relies on my actions. But how can i express my actions when all i hear are questions? Love is just here to hurt you.
So, I haven't been here in like, 10 months or something?!! Geez. I guess it is because I've been working, doing night school, and dealing with family and trying to be happy. Got myself involved with a wonderful guy about....10 months! Maybe that is why I haven't been here. Duh. Things are good. Life is good. Love is awesome. Family is good. School fucking sucks. LOL. Have you ever been so hopelessly in love with someone that you don't know how you could live without them? It is a wonderful and scary thing, and I'm lovin' it. I hope everyone can find that some day. Life is just worth living when that happens. It is you and your signifigant other against the world, not against each other. I'm rambling, I know. Loves to everyone!
When you have been with someone as long as my ex and I have been you have a closeness that cant be explained. Sometimes that is great, but the bad always seems to pop back up. Ok here is the deal, we just got divorced in May, I have not even tried to find anyone else. He did almost to find someone almost before the ink dried; well he did wait a few weeks. He drove a big truck at the time and would come in about every three weeks. When he came back, he stayed with me. On his last trip, he called me the night before told me that he was going to start dating the slut he met online and he was going to get a room this time. For some reason I got mad as hell and green-eyed ( for the people that know me they know this is not something I do hell the one before him would f*ck anything ) about all of it. Well to say the least we slept together in the room that he had for her during the time they were dating. (Because I know what to do in the sack) by the end of the week, he was done with her.
Life's Little Cares....
life's little cares arent so little. ive learned thats its the "little" things of this life, simple daily things or areas that seem so tedious, but are in fact some of the most important. I used to look at love as this huge force of sweeping passion, but in reality it is so much more than that. Ive waited on things in my life that i thought were going to come in a huge "monumental" way, but found out that, when you wait for the greatest things in life....they in fact are right under your nose, its the what and how your seeing it that is the difference....the difference between wasting valuable time or using it up wisely...esspecially for the sake of others. WOW, what a slammer, if you dont know its right in front of you or just what to look for. I have a family, boy, that can be a disaster if overlooked, and im guilty of this. Ive been realizing that the things ive been looking for dont always come in a "big" way. we can treat life like one big birthday present, always wanting to open
Life's Thoughts
Reality is tough, we all know that, but people are not. Hearts are harmed in life's way, when they try to love. To have them ripped from their warm cozy homes, where they use to be loved, Is a way of abuse and un-heartly justice. The pain I have suffered throughout my years have taught me alot. Though, when certain lives have harmed those of another, specially mine, Life gets tougher. To be called a liar, and to be called someone of nothing, My heart falls deeper into my chest where its cold and dank. Going out into the world, I know the pains and sarrows. But to have the same thing come to me within my walls of protection. What is a girl to do? Toughin up, Protect Herself no matter the cause! Come at me with your sharpened words, your hate, your jealousy! Fine, I stand ready with a sheild of pure gold! I fall no more! I will not allow my heart to be dragged under, No More! Now is the time I stand for myself and for those that truly, deeply love me! Prick my nerve, p
My dear lifesez: you crack me up darling with you angry mummers and shoutboxers.
Life Is (have A Nice Weekend)
Life is a Road ... full of twists and turns.... Learn to enjoy the ride... no matter how bumpy it is... For in every twist and turn... a BLESSING is always given... in return...
Lifes Flowing Currents
The sign must come like dawn. You cannot see its arrival, but know when it is there. --Diane Wakoski Let us take a break, sit by the river, and watch the current quietly flow. Let's just think, for a moment, about where the current is going, the shores it will brush on its way, the clouds reflected on its surface, the animals that come to drink from it, the bobbers it gently nudges downstream. Our lives sometimes seem like the river, wandering to the west, the south, back toward the east, seemingly without direction at all. Yet we can take comfort in this thought for, like the river, we are always headed in the direction we are meant to go. Without trying, without knowing, we are part of the larger pattern of things, and we nourish many others just by passing through their lives. What shores will my life touch today?
Lifes Best Line
every new beginning comes from some other beginnings end.... when something ends it always leaves the opening for you to start something better and new.... so try to always think about whats next not what was.... ok done with all my positive speach.... sometims life still sucks
When I remember my childhood, what I miss the most are my hopes, my dreams, my ambitions, my creativity, and most importantly, my opportunities. When we enter this world, everything is new to us. Forget the whole nature versus nurture debate; from the beginning we all have an opportunity. I must admit some of the opportunities that are open to us may not be amazing. We are all given different opportunities; some are given more, others less, but alas, always an opportunity. We are not entitled to anything. An opportunity is a chance not a guaranteed result. These opportunities shape us as humans throughout our lives. Opportunity. This word has been mentioned repeatedly. Merriam Webster's Online Dictionary defines "opportunity" as, "a favorable juncture of circumstances". When we think of opportunities, we think of things that are better than they were before; advancement; improvement; progress. As children, the rest of our lives, by definition, would be an opportunity, simply as
Life Is Full Of Beauty
Life is full of beauty. You notice the small children and their smiling face. Smell the rain and feel the wind. Live your life to the fullest potential and fight for your dreams.
Life Sucks
Hey Guys, LONG TIME no talk.. For those of you who don't know, my son Ty died on August 6, 2007. So life is NOT so good at this time, but hopefully things will get better. I am going to try to get on here more now that I have a lot of male roommates that LOVE this site and are awesome for being there for me.. YOU ALL KNOW WHO U R>> I LOVE YOU and THANKS.. To all My Cherries who I have dearly missed for along time I hope to get back into the mix as soon as I have some free time. In the mean time everyone take care and I will update my profile soon, but I just can't take the pictures down yet.. Lots of Love to ALL.. Trish
Life, And School And Stuff
hi Current mood: intimidated How was everyone's weekend? Mine was ok. I spent a lot of it cleaning. I didn't get much school stuff accomplished, but atleast my house is cleaner. My roomate had a friend over for dinner saturday. He seemed pretty cool. The food was excellent. I drank too much. It didn't seem to be an excessive amount, but I haven't drank much recently with school and all. I didn't throw up, or try to make out with anyone though. Or atleast not that I can remember. I just passed out in my chair in my living room. My back doesn't feel real great now. I had a headache when I woke up. But whatever. I was drinking apple smirnoff vodka. It was good. I almost got blueberry, but I was in more of an apple mood. I also bought Absolute Pear. I haven't tried any of it yet. Maybe next weekend or something. There's another girl that seems to like me now. She liked my profile on one of the various pages that I'm on. The numbers thing kinda works. I don't know how effec
Life Sucks
My friend Ashley and I were supposed to go out club hoppin tonight. we made these plans for a few days. And so today we went to the mall to buy some shit to wear out tonight. I bought a pair of shoes to go with my dress and a smaller purse to put my ID cash and phone in. (yeah it's that small) granted, I'm moving into my first apartment and I need all the money I have. I spent about $80 on the purse and shoes and wasn't planning on spending much at the bar. She had to run her neighbor to the pharmacy, so she dropped me off at my place, I was supposed to get directions to this new bar and get my stuff together and we were gonna get ready at her house and leave. that was at about 3pm. So I took a quick shower and waited for her to call me and she didn't. I finally got a text from her at 8 telling me she just got home and she was going to be ready by 11:30. So I did my hair and makeup and waited, and waited and waited. It is now almost 2am. and she hasn't called me yet. I'm beyond p
Life Is Fucked
Life is completely fucked some days, but I can live with that, after all I have met a beautiful woman who keeps me guessing, happy, and well you know all the time. I love her with all my heart and this page will have to change to reflect that because people are silly, and I want to make sure everyone knows that I love my addiction and have finally realized life is fucked cause just when you give up it gives you hope and love
Life ... Men
hmm well so far all men have proven me right that they are all assholes ... but can u be the one to prove me wrong that not all men are assholes ... that there really are some good ones out there? I really hope so ... but who knows all i can do is just wait and see. Just take life day by day and wait it out and hopefully you will prove me wrong!! I can only take a chance in life and this is a big one ... so just be ready if u break my heart ... cause its gonna suck!! ive had my heart broke too many times before and im not ready for it ne more ... not yet ... i dont want a controlling asshole i want someone who will stand by my side and love me ... someone who is not going to critize me for woking when im not supposed to! I want someone to encourage me not someone who puts me down ... r u that someone??
Life Throws Horrible Curve Balls
Life this past weekend has been pretty rough. Connor, my youngest nephew is in the hospital. He couldn't keep anything down and he had not eaten for three days so we took him to Cooks on Friday. They did a whole battery of tests to figure out what was wrong with him. One of the tests was a spinal tap to check for menengites (sp) well they didn't follow procedure and they may have done nerve damage. He cannot stand or walk. He has feeling in his feet though. Well, on Saturday they figured out what was wrong with him, he had an infectious tapeworm in his stomach, they did think it was amazing that the tapeworm was in his stomach they "never" go into the stomach only the intestines. I have been trying to keep Ethan in good spirits but he don't understand why his momma and brother have to be in the hospital. Well, I guess thats about it. I guess what paines me the most is that daddy went out and played poker last night, didn't go and see the baby or my sister at all yesterday. I just ca
I sometimes just sit & really think about my life & the world around me...Why is everything such a mess??? Teenagers having babies younger & younger, families breaking up, child abuse on the rise, marriages & relationships falling apart, it's crazy sometimes...Me I was in a relationship with my 5 year old daughters dad for 6 years & 3 months, we were planning a May 4, 2008 wedding but he was arrested on August 13th of this year after our daughter came to me & said he had sexually abused her more than once :( I immediately took her to the local ER, I spent more than 5 hours out there that night talking to drs, nurses, police officers, dhs worker, it was a long night & he was arrested shortly after getting off of work...He confessed after being taken down to the police station I had no indication that this was going on(he did it while I wasn't home) It hurts me so bad that a parent could hurt their child this way their so innocent & this has totally torn apart her life & ours...Now all I
There are times when life's tragedy gets the best of us and we tell ourselves: " am never gonna be good enough... i have no reason to live and to be here... maybe everything would be better if I'm gone... " then we curse ourselves, our very existence b'coz of it... Life is indeed tragic, we feel lonely, get cheated... rejected... hurt... we experience intense pain that can never be cured by any analgesic... its how life's systems works... its how it was meant to be... but didn't it ever occur to us that tragedy is the most wonderful thing that could happen to us? ... or that pain is the most beautiful feeling? ...'coz through it we grow, we matter, and most of all we learn to wait, forgive, love and to let go and move on...
Life Part 2
You'd think you would have been eager But that's just judging by the words you said last night Your smile has faded The butterflies, they hate it Accept this as a wake-up call The last one didn't do you any good I could take back everything I have promised But I don't think you'd be so astonished Is the fire losing its intensity? I feel like a stranger now Just let me know when you think it's over I thought we were so much closer Don't think I'm a flavor of the week Don't wrap your words around my neck I could loosen them up like a virgin's lips You'll be sweating when I grab your hips
Life Throws Stones
as if cant cant get any worse than it was yesterday. this morning i reived a call at 6:30 yes 4 hours after i went to sleep. my Father in law passed away. he went to rest in his sleep. prob the easiest way for someone to go. times are hard right now. they still havent determined the cause of sure it will be announced with in the next few days. R.I.P Dennis Britton.
Lifes Convictions
One needs to be slow to form convictions, but once formed they must be defended against the heaviest odds. - Mahatma Gandhi
Life, The Universe, & Misc. Bs
Well I was supposed to have my final court date today (sort of). But the judge was sick so now we had to reschedule AGAIN!!! This is just dragging now. I just want it to be done and over with so I can close that chapter of my life and start with the next. She'll always be a part of my life, but what's done is done. Being mortal were given a finite amount of time on this rock and we have to make the best of it. I just want to make the best of my time. any time spent looking back on this will ENSURE that anything worthwhile will not be noticed until it has passed you by. My marriage is my past, though not my idea mind you. But it is done with, has been for some time, this is just the 'post-game' wrap up. There will be times, things, places, songs, & smells that will always be between her and I...good..AND bad. But like I marriage is my past....I'm concerned with my future....She knows her J.P.
If only it were so simple, to cruise through life smelling roses; but the obstacles blacken the countryside, and we unwittingly crush them beneath our boots. Dreams sustain us through the madness; goals give a finish line to our race. Yet they change with every turn, around every wall, and remain elusive throughout the quest. Mistakes are made, and regrets are our luggage; we will drag them with us to slow us down. The victories are flashes of light, sudden and unlasting, which allow us to glimpse the road ahead before darkness descends. Love is bitter, yet it is the bread that keeps us. Over and over it fills us up, only to starve us. The people whom we love shape our destinies and our strengths, yet leave us cold and alone in the darkness. There are others trying to race to the end; occasionally, we bump into one or two. The bonds we form help us down the path less lonely but eventually, we lose each other in the darkness. Alone is not a bad way to be;
She's sitting at the table with her gourmet coffee. Her son is on the cover of the Wheaties box. Her daughter is on the cover of Business Week. Her boyfriend is on the cover of Playgirl. And her husband is on the back of the milk carton. WOMEN'S REVENGE "Cash, check or charge?" I asked, after folding items the woman wished to purchase. As she fumbled for her wallet, I noticed a remote control for a television set in her purse. "So, do you always carry your TV remote?" I asked. "No," she replied, "but my husband refused to come shopping with me, and I figured this was the most evil thing I could do to him legally." UNDERSTANDING WOMEN (A MAN'S PERSPECTIVE) I know I'm not going to understand women. I'll never understand how you can take boiling hot wax, pour it onto your upper thigh, rip the hair out by the root, and still be afraid of a spider. MARRIAGE SEMINAR While attending a Marriage Seminar dealing with communication, Tom and his wife Gra
Life Change
shit has hit the fan and life will never be the same. and all I can say is having a mental illness is no fun when you're threatened to be hospitalized against your will.
Life Sucks Sometimes
when life throws u a bunch of lemons....what do u do?.....u make lemonaide
Life - You Fall ,get Up
this is how i used to feel -- how many of us feel so many times in life -- trapped or we stay in the dark and dream of a illusion of security or fake happiness with wealth -- what we seem outside but inside we fade away in this dark - wanted to reach out but the fear holds us back -- the light in this picture to me is beauty or strength inside of us -- we all have it for what ever we need it for - whoever is holding us back -- life ,man , or sucky friends whatever -- dont hold back let your self lose be who you are stand strong believe in your self - be true to your self and be happy-- i truly feel blessed in my life cuz i did feel that dark everyday of my life for so many years long ago -- i still may have dark days BUT I DONT LIVE THERE ANYMORE ! SO STAND IN THIS PICTURE LOOKING OUT OR STAND OUT LOOKING IN ? I WAS IN IT A CAGE NOT KNOWING MYSELF OR WHO I WANTED TO BE - IT WAS DARK THERE NEVER AGAIN ! THANK YOU GOD FOR GIVING ME WEALTH ( NOT IN MONEY ) BUT HAPP
Life's Lessons
Education is the ability to listen to almost anything without losing your temper or your self-confidence. - Robert Frost
Life Backwards!
Life would be much better lived backwards. You'd start out dead and get it out of the way. Then, wake up in an old peoples home feeling better every day. You get kicked out for being too healthy; go collect your pension, then when you start work, you get a gold watch on your first day. You work 40 years until you're young enough to enjoy your retirement. You drink alcohol, you party, you're generally promiscuous and you get ready to start School. You go to primary school, you become a kid, you play, you have no responsibilities, you become a baby, and then ........ You spend your last 9 months floating peacefully in luxury, in spa-like conditions; central heating, room service on tap, larger quarters every day, And then, you finish off as an orgasm. I rest my case.
Life... Enjoy
Life Struggles
Going through life isnt always easy. we stumble we fall but we get up again and start all over. Life struggles brings the tears but they to will dry. The pain is deep sometimes too deep, but we learn to move on. We learn to never give up. We learn to let go, and build new memories. Things may get harder but we find away to pull us through. We learn from our mistakes, so we dont make the same ones again. New doors will open and the old will soon close but we must never forget the tears that brought us here. Going through life can be a struggle, but it is them struggles that make us strong. So keep moving forward and remember in the end i will be there for you.
There are times, My life seems so empty. There are times, I feel so alone and uneasy. There are times, I don't care to live any longer. There are times, Everyone else seems much stronger. There are times, I feel no love at all. There are times, Deeper into depression I fall. There are times, I know I'll die all alone. There are times, My family would be happier if I were gone. These are the times, Of my cursed life!!!! AUTHOR: JOE S.
Life Works In Strange Ways
You know I have been reading alot about the Law Of Attraction and how u can have whatever you want just by thinking it. And it is really cool how it works. If you think happy thoughts and you think about all the things that you want in life, then it will come to you. If you think negative thoughts and dwell on things that are negative, you will bring more negative energy to you. When I first heard about this, I thought it was totally bogus. Then I tried it. Putting on paper what I wanted out of life, and what I wanted to achieve and then I told myself, "this is what I am going to do," and it worked! Everything started going right and I was the happiest that I had ever been. Then I started thinking about what if it was all taken away and being scared of losing what I worked so hard for. I brought alot of negative energy to me. Then things started to go down hill. But then I stop and think about a book that I read called 'The Secret' and it tells you about a rich man that used the La
OMG!!!! This is one of the best things i have heard in a long time!!! MY MAN IS COMING HOME!!!! It's about time!!! He's been in Iraq for quite some time and i just got word that his ass is finally coming i still have a month or so and i know this but hearing those words come out of his mouth made my MONTH!!! NOTHING ELSE MATTERS!!!! Those of you who know about my issues...they don't matter anymore...curt can kiss my ass...Ben is coming home!!!! For anyone who reads this Show my man some love...his name is whiskey63....he deserves it
Life Officially Sucks
I'm nearing my breaking point lately... I feel as though all I do is planned around what others need me to do, want me to do, or expect me to do... Here is my typical day.. I wake up at 7AM usually because there are 3 crazy kids upstairs with obviously no adult supervision jumping off the couches, or dumping canisters of blocks onto the floor.. mind you I'm living in an unfinished basement right now.. right below the living room and hallway, with paper thin ceilings apparently.. I get my clothes out.. get dressed.. and then wake up my 8 month old son, Micah.. I try to feed him but he usually needs an hour orso to wake up.. I leave arounf 745am to bring my Mom to work.. it's a 30 minute drive.. so we get there by 820.. then I drive around and wait for 830.. to drop off my brother at school. he cant be dropped of until the teacher is outside.. and she obviously doesnt leave her room til 830 to meet the kids and let them in.. so I drop him of and then head home.. Micah usually gets
~ Life Can Be Like A Novel ~
Like can be like a novel That makes me believe I want to know know everything about you Take me there, to your secret place There’s a place in your heart Where nobody’s been Things nobody knows Is it worth the risk? Should I let you in? Should I let you in, into my far from perfect place Should I let you see where I keep my secrets safe I wonder if you realize I’ve been waiting for a chance to let you in Can you see it in my eyes? Can you feel it in my touch? Can you hear me calling out to you in fear Every little whisper in the dark fades I never meant to be so cold Are you really the one? I recognize the way you make me feel Just tell how we got this far The whole world fades away As you wrap your arms around me The gentle beating of your heat As I lay upon your chest The kisses you leave on my forehead Melt me from within I can’t turn the pages fast enough To get to the end For this is one novel I don’t want to end! By Jaynie
Life Is Good If Ya Let It Be
Life is good if ya let it be.Often we cloud the waters by thinking bad thoughts and not looking at the good of life. "as a man thinks in his heart so is he" What your focus??? Think good thoughts! Not bad. Peace and love to all ya'll!
Feelings strong but time is forever lost. Life moves along as it always has. You stand still as the world around moves in fast forward. Your heart aches for the love that you will never get back. Hopes and dreams all stolen, ripped away, and torn apart. Time eases the pain although the aching never goes away. Trying to pick up the thing that you once called your life...trying to put back the pieces of the puzzle where they seem to fit into place. Feelings of hurt, anger, and confusion seem to settle into place as we find ourselves taking our frustrations out on the world around us. Not aware of the destruction that has become the person of which we once were. Thoughts filled with questions that have no answers. We wear a mask for all those who see us; for they will never know who truely lies beneath it.
Lifewats Goin On Everybody This
wats goin on everybody. this is my 1st blog so lets see wats happens lol. well 1st things srry that i've haven't been on i've been busy and shit but im back and better than ever!!!!!! so droop me som love and all that good stuff alight later ppl
My bones are breaking, I spend every waking moment bracing for the impact My life is like a stage from Mortal Combat Trying to escape from the great big death trap Too bad I found her after the fact I tried to scratch the surface of her broken back Situations like this are why I sing the wickedest blues We carry on our conversations like the nightly news Expressing our views and exhibiting fears that are brand new To this level of the surface She tries to find her purpose in this fucked up circus And I just laugh as I explain that I've already found mine I'm like a sad clown tip-toeing through a field of land mines Straight ignoring the signs Of iminent danger I guess it's no suprise when it all blows up in my face I'll just have to run this race one legged And I can't shape the feeling that I'm getting played like Sega If love was the Mafia, she would be the Don Mega, Cold and beaten down from this constant battle ground We both assume the posit
Life's Roller Coaster....
I try not to reach out, I try not to let it get to me. I try not to ask for help. But how far can one person be pushed? How much can one endure? I bend over backwards to make people around me, happy. Makes me wonder, how many of those people are doing the same for me. Don't get me wrong, I'm not sitting here today, asking you to make me happy. Because, I know in my heart that only I can be the one to do that. My heart was so cluttered with feelings I didn't understand. Feelings, that honestly... scared me. I can admit that now.... I felt like, I was hiding in the dark, I felt like only person held the light to help me find my way. But do you ever get to the point, where you don't know your left from your right? Or that your "light" is constantly being shifted? I know what I want... or who I want. But, I'm at the point, where I wonder if I've pushed too much, tried too hard to get it. Making me realize why I don't fight for what I want anymore. For the fear of rejection, for the fear of
you ever wonder why u are on this place we call earth for what was your point to be here why did god if there is one put you here i wonder ever day WHY IAM HERE what the point maybe it because there is a reson but what is it , your kids maybe your family o friends if you have any beside on line friends and are they always there well sometime and NO it all about yourself to me because IAM me and take me for what iam if not then go away i will just go on with i got and that not much so i look up and try to make my life a better place intill ppl cut me down because they do not know who iam hey u got to get to know me before you do that just like a do you so there so my time goes on it has to get better intill then death will be come all of use soon then you know ................ metal on
Life Tidbits (cute...)
ROMANCE MATHEMATICS Smart man + smart woman = romance Smart man + dumb woman = affair Dumb man + smart woman = marriage Dumb man + dumb woman = pregnancy ______________________________ OFFICE ARITHMETIC Smart boss + smart employee = profit Smart boss + dumb employee = production Dumb boss + smart employee = promotion Dumb boss + dumb employee = overtime _____________________________ SHOPPING MATH A man will pay $20 for a $10 item he needs. A woman will pay $10 for a $20 item that she doesn't need. _____________________________ GENERAL EQUATIONS & STATISTICS A woman worries about the future until she gets a husband. A man never worries about the future until he gets a wife. A successful man is one who makes more money than his wife can spend. A successful woman is one who can find such a man. _____________________________ HAPPINESS To be happy with a man, you must understand him a lot and love him a little. To be happy with a woma
50 Life Lessons To Share With You
1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good. 2. When in doubt, just take the next small step. 3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. 4. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does. 5. Pay off your credit cards every month. 6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree. 7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone. 8. It's OK to get angry with God. He can take it. 9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck. 10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile. 11. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present. 12. It's OK to let your children see you cry. 13. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all about. 14. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn't be in it. 15. Everything can change in the blink of an eye. But don't worry; God never blinks. 16. Life is too short for long pity parties. Get busy living, or get busy dying. 17.
Life Has A Way Of Just Working!!!
Had to make a big decision yesterday. Stay here for my childhood friends bday or go out of town for the weekend with someone.. I stayed. And although I was a little bit upset a first, life has a funny way of just throwing amazing shit into your lap right when you need it the most! I was rewarded with something so beyond amazing. *As I stood in the crowed of many faces that seemed the same, I saw you, standing there, seeing me. You were the last person I expected to see last night, after what happened yesterday afternoon, I was not sure when I even wanted to see you again. And there you were. Standing there, seeing me. I honestly think that for that 15 seconds, when I noticed that you had found me, had drivin up here, and found where I was, and was standing there, looking at me the way you were, was the best 15 fucking seconds of my entire life. thank you j.r. for making me realize so many things that had been pushed away for so long, thank you.* The funny thing is i
Lifes Role
In this world we lose we win On this earth still with sin There are the healthy there are those ill There are lots of hungry stomachs to fill There are people very kind In many places you will find Those who will kill those who will steal What happens in this universe is sometimes unreal Days going slow days going fast There is a future we have had a past From the first day till the last All our roles in life are precast. Written By: Crazy bitch
she walked to the bridge only to think of life and whats going on thats makes her upset. see lives going underneither her under her life. She only wanted to see the whole world and how beautiful it is. Plus to clear her mind out, just like when she was in austin. just watching the water flow cause its free and people knew where she was at. well when she was on that bridge she thought to her self "what should I do in this situation I'm in?" well as she sat on the bridge thinking. and see the wonderful people passing by in their cars and trucks or what ever their in. Often People would stop and stare but not say nothing. But for her, she thought of what they would say in their minds: "will she jump?" "whats wrong with her?" "just another kid out in the street, stupid kid?" "why dont you end it?". she dones'nt want to be suicidal at all. she just need a place to sit, and just think. its not beacause she wanted to kill her self, but to think and just block everything in her mind. And just
Life After Domestic Violence
Courtesy of Life after domestic violence is not the happy experience that people think it is. You have to go through each day one step at a time. Your whole life for how ever long you endured the violence was your existence; you did not know anything else. Everything that you suffered during that time over shadowed what life really was supposed to be. Coming to terms with the fact that you are a person, that you are not the useless human being that you were made to feel is the most difficult first step. For months or years you have been a no-body, someone not worth looking at or even someone to know. How do you start to rebuild your life? To be honest this is a struggle that I am going through every day, I still feel worthless even though I know that I have a purpose in life and that’s not to be bullied or battered by someone who claims they love me. I am yet to find what my purpose in life is. To start with my struggle began with just getting out of bed in t
The clock of life is wound but once, And no man has the power To tell just when the hands will stop At late or early hour. Now is the only time you own. Live, love, toil with a will. Place no faith in time. For the clock may soon be still.
Life Is A Waterfall
Life is a waterfall, We're one in the river, And one again after the fall. Swimming through the void We hear the word, We lost ourselves, But we find it all? Cause we are the ones that want to play, Always want to go, But you never want to stay, And we are the ones that want to choose, Always want to play, But you never want to lose. Aerials, in the sky, When you lose small mind, You free your life. Life is a waterfall, We drink from the river, Then we turn around and put up our walls. Swimming through the void We hear the word, We lost ourselves, But we find it all? Cause we are the ones that want to play, Always want to go, But you never want to stay, And we are the ones that want to choose, Always want to play, But you never want to lose. Aerials, in the sky, When you lose small mind, You free your life. Aerials, so up high, When you free your eyes, Eternal prize. Aerials, in the sky, When you lose small mind, You free
Life Lessons
I found this when I was cleaning my desk at work and I remembered how much I liked it and how much sense it makes to me. Thought I would share. ~~~ LIFE INSTRUCTIONS ~~~ 1. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. 2. Memorize your favorite poem. 3. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. 4. When you say, "I love you", mean it. 5. When you say, "I'm sorry", look the person in the eye. 6. Be engaged at least six months before you get married. 7. Believe in love at first sight. 8. Never laugh at anyone's dreams. 9. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely. 10. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling. 11. Don't judge people by their relatives. 12. Talk slow but think quick. 13. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?". 14. Remember that great love and great achievements involve great risk. 15. Call yo
life love and happiness Current mood: artistic I walked across the universe Into a world where all you need is love. Strolled down Penny Lane And discovered that this boy Had found the meaning of love. Yes, love is all you need After a hard days night You learn that Eight days a week Is not enough to care. That strawberry fields are forever When she loves you. And Sargent Pepper Was a lonely band indeed. That the white album in reverse Was not a Manson theme. That all there really was Is not happiness in a warm gun. That a silly love song Could lead to imagining that the World could be. And that it don't come easy Was hope for you and me. Simple little songs….. Or ways that made life. A walrus, a yellow submarine And Jude to make it better. Somehow there was a hope And life was all about love. Help was there when a generation needed it, All you need is LOVE. All my lovin' I would
Life And Times
just wante dto say thanks for the people rateing me, not sure what it does but its nice to make new friends =) it is 6 am hmmm almost nap time and im watchin tv with the puppy LMAo didnt know dogs watched tv hmmmm hope yall are well and have a great day =)
So I just wanted to get on here and let everyone know that yes I am ok and that things are slowly getting better for me (I guess)...I really dont know what else to say about my life other then that...Well I will update you guys a little later on what is going on with me....
The world is flat, all joy is gone Was it ever there?? I curl my knees up to my chest And sink into despair I suppose I should try to get out of this slough, But I can't bring myself to care... Life will go on without me No one will notice if I'm not there. "It's just not fair!" my spirit cries but who ever said that life was fair ?? It tramples on your hopes and dreams Innocents beware. Life's hard, it hurts, just live with it If you can't what are you doing here ?? I ask myself this question now, But no answer do I hear... Except perhaps a whisper A tiny thread of hope If there's just one who cares about me Then perhaps I'll cope. If there's one solitary being Who wants me as part of their life, Then perhaps it will bring some meaning To this dark and lonely life. Perhaps it will be a reason, A beginning and not an end ?? So I turn on the computer, And I ask "Are you there, my friends?"
I know that everything seem like nothing of will get better u just have to stay strong and hold on and it will get better You just have to beleve seeing the sun rise in the morn to watch light come in to the world then at the end of that day watch the light leve for most of what i know is i am broken how can i see to care or love again i do have one i think she would like to try to fix me up dose she know what she is geting her self in to and if i want to get in to it with her that is a hole another storey Your not alone Togeather we stand i will be by your said The pain i see behind your eyes you can not hind from me i am your angel here to pick you up when u fall and lose your waY my arms are strong to hold you when u need me When weak you do thing u would not really do for anyone then going though shit that someone u care about. You come out strong ready to do what ever u want and u don't care about anything but your self and ready t
Life&psycho Pt 2
->Psychowolf...: i am calling my Cousin who lives at blackjack ranch in somerseville to come inspect the baby before he buys it! ->Psychowolf...: ask jeeves Leanna_K.O...: payment for what ->Psychowolf...: early payment, its a trophy of gold Leanna_K.O...: why did you send me a gift
Life, Love, And Death
This life is what you make of it, You could be the happiest person or feel like shit, Life isn't as bad as people think, But life moves so fast its hard to blink, Love is an extension of life you do it and you lose, Supposedly you get one person forever but who?, This is the tricky part you continue to pour your heart out just to reveal another failed try, All seem successful for a period of time but always end in the same goodbye, Death is frightening to most and embraced by others, It always occurs one way or another, Some are afraid of dying alone some are afraid of death as a whole, Some have experienced connection between 2 souls, Why do we continue to try the impossible?, Keeping someone happy when your dead isn't possible, You can't really be with someone forever because Death interferes, One day your partner will leave and never come back here. -You know me
I feel like just breaking down and then go crawl in a lil hole! My best friend is mad b/c somehow i lied to her, I don't know how but ok! She told me that I picked my son's dad over her but i never did that! I don't understand where she is coming up with that! My baby daddy wants me back but it isn't going to happen he don't even have a place of his own or a job! He's pretty much a loser and lowlife! but hey shit happens right? The only thing i can do is grow from this mistake and when the times come for another child pick the right guy! Not another loser! I had a great guy but we are only friends right now! Which sucks b/c im so in love with him and would do anything for him! And he knows that! And if he ever told me he wants to get back together I would totally run back to him in a heartbeat! The guy runs threw my mind everyday! And talking to him isn't enough for me! I want the relationship we had before! I dunno maybe god will help me out and get that special guy back into my life
A Lifetime
Searchin for a lifetime is some timez hard to do to find the one that loves you and will alwayz forever be true not know where to look for you not knowin where you are you could be a world away or even not so far Endless nightz no sleep for dayz if you were here id give you more than praise savin all this love inside is very hard to do not sure ill ever find you ud be my wish come true Im waitin on a Angel not sure she will come thru but if she ever doez ill scoop her up ,take her around get out all over town show her what lifes about turn every smile from a pout take away her bad and turn it into good treat an angel she should when i say I Love you you will know their more than words the actionz that i back with it cant be overheard when you feel my caring there should be no doubt that im the one that loves you never without a doubt when you feel my love may wonder if itz from up above just know that i a
Why does life Always hand you brickbats when it offered balloons?? Why should it not?? Give me one good reason. 'Life' isn't fair 'Life' doesn't care 'Life' is just there... It's not 'Life's fault If you're a feeble human being Too weak to stand up for yourself Too foolish to beat the stakes And too stupid to figure out why you can't win 'Life' didn't make you... YOU made you And if you can't run the race Why are you in it?? There is always an answer If you look deep inside. A way to stop hurting An end to all pain Tempting, so tempting God, please give me strength To feel the pain And run the race And not give in. I don't want to die When I haven't even lived...
Life Is Hard
so when ur in college and u have 2 jobs on top of a full course load it can be really hard. i mean i am a freshman in college and 18. i am fresh out of high school and i feel like i should be in a nursing. thats how i am made to feel. all i do is work and school. i dont go out anymore and it sucks. i miss being a teenager and i miss being able to have fun. and then having to be single for the past year has hurt me to. i am tired of being lonely. i also wish i had my family back and that i wasnt doin this alone. ive been doin this alone since i was 16.
Life's Lessons!!!
Here goes: People come into your life for a REASON, a SEASON or a LIFETIME. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you
Life can be sweet Life can be rough Life can be pleasurable Or it can be tough. Life can be Lowdown and dirty Or it can be All up and flirty. Life is be hard But live it to the fullest Just try hard Not to be foolish. I know my life has been hard I’ve been through hell and high water But, my momma wouldn’t stop having kids Until she reached me, her daughter. If you have had a bad life Just try to make it through But if you have had a good life You lucky, but I’m happy for you.
Life And Me
well i'm gonna be 50 oct.4th and feel sexier and younger than ever! still just lookin for my knight to come and sweep me off my feet. i do kind of like this single life even though i haven't dated really since i became single! to scared to! but i well keep ya all informed of what little excitment takes place in my life! i can always use new friends to keep the sparkle in my eyes and a sweet smile on my face, miss debbie
Life Is So Precious....
Hmmmm Today was a heartbreaking, heartfelt day. I guess I just wanted to share it. Its a shame I work so much I have no one here at home, friends wise, to share it with. So, you all are stuck listening to me lol Life, its ironic. How quickly things turn around and sometimes its for the better, but sometimes, it kicks ya in the arse. I had something really and truly life changing happen today. I got to work, and there was a Medi-Vac helicopter there. Lifeflight as some know it. I walked into a scene that just still has me going WTF??? A female, regular visitor to the mall, she was walking out to her car, just got clumsy and stumbled on the pavement. But it seems life had other plans for her. Upon falling down, landed on her head. Cracking it open, and because of the sudden trauma, she also had a heart attack shortly after. The EMTs were quick, and revived her. They intibated her and got her on the helicopter to the trauma center in St Pete, Bayfront Hospital. However, there i
Life And Its Troubles
i sit here on line and i wonder what we are all here for some its friendship, others romance, some for just kicks. I wonder what as happen to trust and a hands on friendship oh i know this internet helps people across the globe sometimes i wonder if it makes us numb to lifes real struggle just being us. its so easy to be someone else on here and does that go back to a trust thing. just wondering just thinking i guess.
The Life I Lead (dedication)
The Life I lead by Cathy D The life I Lead By Cathy D I will always remember That dreaded day. My mom said we were leaving Moving away. I can never forget How I had felt Praying the price For the hand they were dealt. I sometimes think about Having no where to go Always feeling left out Always being told No. I can not escape the memories Of being on my own Fifteen was too young To be left all alone. My days turned brighter On that blessed day I was given a son My pain lifted away. Watching him grow Was so special to me And as he turned one I was again a mother to be. Nine months later A daughter on the way My son so excited He waited patiently each day The day finally arrived When my daughter was born Happiest day in my life But her father was torn. Bringing her home Was so special to me She could meet her brother We would be a family. I will never understand
Life Sucks...
OK...well...maybe not sucks but pretty damn close. Working at this new site is going ok. Just I am not getting the overtime I was told...hmmmm? Did get info about working OT at another site. So I am gonna do that. Sunday tho, dont kno how I am gonna get 4 hours that shall be interesting. I am concerned mostly about getting a place of my own. Not getting the hours I need, I am worried about putting a strain on Kandi and Michael. I am basically freaking out and getting stressed. Things seem not to be going to plan like I thought. I may have to see about getting a second job somewhere once I can get a regular schedule at my site. I get to run rounds tomorrow...they are about 1.5 to 2 miles long...supposedly. LOL. Woohoo! So I am gonna have fun. I go in at 4 so guess who may see about getting a bit drunk tonite! Hell I think I deserve it wouldnt you say? I just want to relax and have a good time...before I start the next shift. I have been ge
Life Sucks....but In The End...i Guess We Live Anyways
Well, I had I think the longest day today of my life. I had many realizations today.....and its somewhat sad. You spend most of your life, trying to be a certain way......fearing your going to become what you hate in others the most. In your teens you have such a idea of how your life will turn out. You get outta school...go to college...or take a few years and work. Get your own place as soon as you can. Figuring you will always live comfortably. Thinking when you get married, it will be the right one. The day of your high school graduation you expect things to be easy from here on out....When in reality....its only the start of hard times, but you just dont know it yet. You spend some time thinking about your childhood, and how your parents were the worst people in the world, how they should have done so many things differently, how you feel they fucked you up for the of your life. You have so many emotional problems, relationship problems and money problems, you dont know how to coo
Well, some of ya'll know that I moved and I'm lookin' for a job and all. I have so much shit runnin' through my head, I don't know where to start. All I know is that It's really buggin' me. Some of the oddest things have be on my mind too. My x is on my mind, I haven't talked to here in 2 years. I don't know. All, I wanna say, is, if ya'll could, just bare with me, I'll pull through, I just don't know when. I just gotta get stuff figured out. Well, I'm gonna go to bed and try to get rid of this memory of mine. Redneck
shut down who are you I see no one in my truth you are gone from me why did you leave despair you have escaped but love and compassion you have lost what are you thinking you not only left me, you abandoned her too you wanted to hurt me but you have destroyed her you should have thought of the ones you left behind and their pain I wish i could make things right but you have destroyed all her faith in you Why Why Why did you hide and leave the way you did? she wanted and needed you I will do my best to help her get through her loss but the pain can never bring you back hope you are happy now bless all
Life Is Insane
Last night i was watching my local news n heard a name i thought id never hear again. This guy named Taylor Olsen that i wanted to beat up in high school totally killed a gurl last year! I couldnt believe it. Saw his pic n everything. It just made me think back to when i was in high school and i wanted to kick his ass because he was dating my best friend and he didnt like that her best friend was black. He use to write me all kinds of threatening letters and stuff. It just sucks that someone's life had to be taken before he ended up in jail.
Life Life Life.....
anyways, so i am a little depressed.....I just found out last night that both of my grandfathers are in the hospital....One has an aneurysm on his brain....The other is going into heart failure...This has been the worst 3 weeks of my life...Nothing has went right, my grandfathers are dying...Work sucks!!i am on a thin line, which sucks ass...I'm bout to start a new job though soon...So i will have two jobs, it just seems like everything is smackin me in the face...No to mention the court system is playing me for a fool...I went to court over a stalker yesterday and they didn't even show up at court...They don't even get in trouble for not showing up...So my next court date for my LOVELY STALKER is in DECEMBER...Hello that is months and months away....Why do things the legal way if it doesn't even seem like they are on your side..IDK...i just wanted to vent...Oh yeah i had my god daughter last night she is too cute, but she also got me for 50 bucks.."i want this." is her favorite words
Life Is A Gift!!
Today I got one of those calls u know u don't wanna get EARLY in the morning!! My Brother ALMOST lost his life today, and it really made me think just how empty my life would be without this MAN. I have a wonderful support system with my family her e on FUBAR. Thank you to every single one of u. There is one specail someone who helped me remain calm thru the whole process (he knows who he is). Look around u, and realize life is a precious gift, and it can be taken from u at any time. hold the ones you love very close, and never let your last words be bitter.
Today is Thursday the 27th of September and its just another day but i have a bad attitude which sucks for my kids cause i am yelling more than just talking and at least i realize it i am trying to take a deep breath and cool down so i thought writting this would help calm me down my nephew goes home home at 5:30 and my husband will be home around 6:30 then i can rest until 7:30 before going to work for three hours anyway this is a dumb blog i just need to calm down and this did help me to relax a little
-life is a twirl and twine -so when your relaxing drinking your glass of wine, -realize that to succeed you must use peace of mind -there will be ups and downs but through it all you must not nag nor whine -there will be times of darkness and times of light -you must not be vulnerable to the grim of night -to get to the top there shall always be some kind of struggle to fight -but just stick to your goal and your results shall be bright -but you cant complain -because in the end you'll have lost nothing, only opportunity to gain -yes it might have cost sweat and pain -but now you are the one that shall ordain -so now its off to find your date -someone who could be your future mate -the perfect someone you could only find by fate -this is life, so find a goal and succeed before its too late
Life 2
Life is an ebb and flow of constant changes. Starting from the existence of a tiny seed Blooming with hopeful life, To the springing forth of a being so full of future promise. Who continually changes throughout the ever flowing paths of life's ups and downs! Changing constantly in form and status While experiencing awakenings, frustrations, sadnesses, and a gamut of feelings, Related to disappointments, untimely occurrences, unwanted occurrence's,and exciting occurrences, Often rarely prepared for the changes to come. Dealing with the making of new adjustments, While letting go of the familiarity and comfort of the past. Knowing that what was so secure yesterday was just a fleeting moment in time. As we go through life continuing to make adjustments related to life's happenings, Seeking to find that inner peace and happiness, trying to adjust to each step of life's never ending changes!
Life 3
It takes a day to make a dream, But it takes many nights for a seed to become a tree. Life is a ladder that must be climbed. But in every stage, There are many rivers and battles to fight And our hopes determines our future. Life is a trip through the wilderness And everyone must survive for success. But without a determination We can never reach our destination. There are many roads in life, But choice Stands between the broad and the narrow. The world is not only what we see But what we hear Life is time and time is tide. We are making an endless journey But no ladder is without an end Problems may fall like rain But every seed has its season.
Lifes Puzzle
As I sort through this puzzle so uncertain what I will find, Life becomes fragile when there's a piece that's left behind .. Curiosity in this creation, as it becomes so clear to me, Its all how we believe, and how it sets us free, Life is not about completing ,its about being true, some pieces may not fit,so its ok to start a new, starting my puzzle was not so hard at all; It's the journey that we've chosen that deter minds when to fall...
Life is harsh. There is no doubt about it, and everyone has a different meaning of the word life. Whether they live life for themselves, others, personal accomplishments, or charity. All carry with it RESPONSIBILITY. It is very difficult to manage life without this. Yeah you can say "I'm lookin out for myself and taking care of myself in my life" well stop and think, you may not think a lot of responsibility comes with taking care of yourself but there is more responsibility there than you know. Responsibility is something that not many people like to hear. The definition *my definition* of responsibility is "The willingness to do what is morally correct and what is right, having the initiative and the common courtesy to care for others who depend on you and support them in any way you can to include morality and ethics and being a good mentor to those around you. Owning up to your mistakes and taking the consequences that come with those mistakes like a man. Never giv
Life Of One That Lost Life
I am from color rape of aurorope and a density region ( glistening red fir burning from the ground up that tastes blood) I'm from the unholy heavens of the hateful world whose life is gained by life and life itself that can not corrupt or collide with another. I am from the life and households leaning on one another leaping place to place hurting the life of one who cares bout life and nothing else but thats the factor of hatered un the souls of a person that gives up to eaisly that could have secceded in life I'm from the life of conclusions that denied the love of one or more people to live up and take the souls of a man or woman that loved for eternity but you will always have them in your heart for the rest of your life
Lulu was a prostitute. One day there was a raid. All the prostitutes were lined up outside the police station as they took them in one by one. As Lulu stood in line, she saw her Grandma coming down the street and was so ashamed, Grandma didn't know her occupation. Grandma stopped to say hi and asked what the line was for. Lulu, saving face, said that the police were giving away fresh oranges to those waiting. Grandma said wonderful, she loved oranges and got at the end of the line. When the policeman got to the end and saw her, he was amazed. He said, "How the heck do you do this at your age?" &nb sp; She said, "I just take out my teeth, rip the skin back and suck 'em dry!" The policeman fainted
Lifes Too Short
LIFE IS TOOOO SHORT! Life is too short to be wasting away waiting for good things to happent to you. So get up and go "make it happen." Whatever your heart desires, your goals, your happiness, your friendships, etc. Sometimes things happen to us and bring us down, sometimes to the point when we think we can't get back up--or maybe we may not even want to get up. But it is time-out for self-pity, and depression. Life has so much to offer but we just have to be aggressive and go get it!!!!! Meeting people, hanging out with good positive friends, furthering your education, doing things for other people can all bring pleasureable joy to your life. If we just stop and look around us and see all the things that God has given us to enjoy life--and stop looking at all the bad things--we might have unspeakeable joy. Everyday we sit around and waste, moping because someone has hurt us is a day that we have added to death. Life is tooo short when there is soooo much that
Life Is What You Make It...
One day a farmer's donkey fell down into a well. The animal cried piteously for hours as the farmer tried to figure out what to do. Finally, he decided the animal was old, and the well needed to be covered up anyway; it just wasn't worth it to retrieve the donkey. He invited all his neighbors to come over and help him. They all grabbed a shovel and began to shovel dirt into the well. At first, the donkey realized what was happening and cried horribly. Then, to everyone's amazement he quieted down. A few shovel loads later, the farmer finally looked down the well. He was astonished at what he saw. With each shovel of dirt that hit his back, the donkey was doing something amazing. He would shake it off and take a step up. As the farmer's neighbors continued to shovel dirt on top of the animal, he would shake it off and take a step up. Pretty soon, everyone was amazed as the donkey stepped up over the edge of the well and happily trotted off! Life is g
Life's Paths
I used to think that our paths where concrete. As we walked along and that we just came to forks in the road along the way. This being our decision on which way to go. As I sit here today thinking about the past, present, and what may be in the future; I have come to think that maybe its sand we travel across. I can still see my foot prints behind me a good ways, so I know where I have been and when I look straight down I can see my shadow being cast upon where I am. Then I look out into the horizon in front of me in all directions and ponder the next step and the path I want to make. With this I know that there isn't a wrong way to go, just a decision to take the scenic route or the short cut. All of this leading to what needs to be learned and an exhilarating experience that I can add to my memories. Life is a Canvas you are the Artist and experiences are the colors. So make your mark and add your hand prints and even foot prints all over the world.
i'm so tired of all the games and tired of everything. Do people really think i'm an idiot and wont find things out or figure them out for my self? and whats with friends who act like like they care but the minute you arent around they stab you in the back. My old supervisor was this way she said and pretended to be mt best friend and the minute i lost my job i found out the truth. what happened to people really caring about others? to truth to honesty and loyalty. To real love to uncondtional love. oh hell what happened to the way life used to be when did everyone decide it was better to be to jerks?
Life Story (partially Complete)
I was originally born in Pennsylvania, but due to moving at such a young age I don’t remember much of my life there. I had started first grade here in Okeechobee Florida. It wasn’t a comfortable life growing up due to being diagnosed with ADHD. My parents had done all they could as far as handling medication and doctor visits, but nothing really helps when your diagnosis is incorrect. I had taken many medications which were all the wrong ones. Inside I believe I wanted friends, but the social setting was cruel and I never seemed to fit in. At the start of first grade up until sixth grade I became ever more comfortable with being alone, my depression developing like a poison burning at my insides. Only having one friend my trust began to shake and the desire for any more began to whither. When I began reaching the stages of adulthood and the age of raging hormones, my anger increased and control was limited. It was at one particular morning my life would be changed forever, thanks
Life, By Me, As Copied From Myspace
Ya know... i watch everyone's lives around me, and the things that happen, the way they react... the ppl in their lives, the ppl they've chosen to keep out of their lives... and I've begun to really start thinking a lot about stuff.... I've been so scared to let dennis go 'to far' because i was so scared he's leave the girl's lives.... for that I've put myself through hell. We all know this, so I'm not going into it... but outside of that... I've really started to question and think about little things like, LOVE... I see so many ppl married... happily... their lives 'seem' perfect. Of course everyone has their problems, everyone fights, it happens... How many of those ppl have that 'butterfly' feeling about their spouse after 15 years? 10 yrs? 5 or even 1? And who decides what LOVE really is? Who decides who we can and can't love, and why we can and can't love them? And why does it have to hurt so bad? And why can't you stop loving someone? Even when they have forgotten you even exis
Who said life was fare what a square. It's not rare just fucking unfare. Hard to compare whats fare. Life or death whitch is fare and whitch is rare. Cann't compare let me share. Death is fare and easy to bare. No care just dark no pain no vain. Life is rare and so unfare to bare. You care what you dont care. Happy and sad just be glad. Death cann't be so bad to have. Glad I died thats why I care to share and compare life.
Life During My Absence
There have been a lot of changes in my life lately. My computer had to go to the doctor this past week. Before that it was just a strange time. My life came to a halt as I knew it. The people I thought were my friends and would always be by my side have left me. Found out there are things more important to some people than trust and honesty, like bikes and clubs. I have the beginnings of a lot of new frinds. I just have to step outside of my comfort zone and make it happen. This month, well October, is going to be a time of change and growth. Hope all will be blessed in your lives. You can have new years resolutions at any time, not just Dec. 31st. Love and laughter to all
At 34 it feels as though you are probably about 1/2 way through life. At least that was how I felt. Somedays wondering if I was on the right path for me. Most days putting up walls and not letting people get too close, other that maybe a couple of trusted friends, after all when you let people in you get hurt! Just work everyday, take care of the kids, let life pretty much roll on by. Then in the middle of the night all of that can can end up in the hospital, unsure of what is really going on, not remembering who you spoke to 5 minutes ago, hooked up tp heart monitors, and IV's and scared. The you go home, to a shell of a home, a place just to lay your head...not your heart. Suddenly you realize all that you have done to protect yourself from pain has just alienated you from love, from laughter, from everything. Only you can change that! I did! It was not easy, and I am sure I still have a very long way to go. But I have great people on my side who are pushing me to be t
Well as we all have been told in life is not a bowl full of Cherry's. Well that sure is the truth. I have never in my life had so much shit go wrong than I am going through now. So to all that read this I could use all the prayer's I can get to help my family get back together as a family again. Thanks Take care of you A heart broken Wolf
I'm sorry I haven't kept in touch. I've had a lot of bullshit going on in my life right now & been needing to deal with it. I should be back in the flow soon. Be patient with me. Take care & I haven't forgotten anyone.
Well the not smokeing is going ok. Need to pick up another nasty habit. lol. Well kinda looking for mister right. Well not really. Just focusing on work and my kids. They say when your not looking is when that special person will come into your life. What a crock. Life is good and getting better. I have four days off and spent the time with the girls. The youngest turned 17 friday. Damn I feel old. Plan to move to Georgia when she graduates high school. Dont know how the family will feel about that but really dont care. I'm sick of Illinois. Need a new place to spread my wings. Thats it for now. You all take care.
Life isn't about keeping score. It's not about how many friends you have or how accepted you are. Not about if you have plans this weekend or if you're alone. It isn't about who you're dating, who you used to date, how many people you've dated, or if you haven't been with anyone at all. It isn't about who you have kissed. It's not about sex. It isn't about who your family is or how much money they have or what kind of car you drive. Or where you are sent to school. It's not about how beautiful or ugly you are or what clothes you wear, what shoes you have on, or what kind of music you listen to. It's not about if your hair is blond, red, black, or brown or if your skin is too light or too dark. Not about what grades you get, how smart you are, how smart everybody else thinks you are, or how smart standardized tests say you are. It's not about what clubs you're in or how good you are at "your" sport. It's not about representing your whole being on a piece of paper and see
Well I am 1 week away from the moving date. The move it elf isn't bothering me at all. Whats bothering me is I still have no place to live.... Out of all the friends I have and spoke to only 2 of them are really concerned about my welfair. What really sucks is what family I do have left dont even care. Sometimes I really wonder what is going wrong with people today.
Life sucked for a while but now its getting better.. Slowly but surely. =]
Life Is Too Short To Wake Up With Regrets.
This is by Michael Gartner, editor of newspapers large and small and president of NBC News. In 1997, he won the Pulitzer Prize for editorial writing. It is worth reading, and a few good chuckles are guaranteed. Enjoy. "My father never drove a car. Well, that's not quite right. I should say I never saw him drive a car. He quit driving in 1927, when he was 25 years old, and the last car he drove was a 1926 Whippet. "In those days," he told me when he was in his 90s, "to drive a car you had to do things with your hands, and do things with your feet, and look every which way, and I decided you could walk through life and enjoy it or drive through life and miss it." At which point my mother, a sometimes salty Irishwoman, chimed in: "Oh, bull----!" she said. "He hit a horse." "Well," my father said, "there was that, too." So my brother and I grew up in a household without a car. The neighbors all had cars -- the Kollingses next door had a green 1941 Dodge, th
Life Is Beautiful
Life's Lessons
I learned to tie my shoes Before I hop on a bike. I learned if you watch a pot. It’ll never boil. I learned, to listed But not believe everything I’m told. I learned to leave Before I wear out my welcome. I learned to play on the safe side So I don’t get hurt. I learned not to cry over spilt milk Or my face would always be soaked with tears I learned not to want anything too bad, That way…no disappointments when I don’t get it. I learned never to fall Because no one will be there to catch me. I learned to get used to life’s disappointments, Because life’s full of them.
Life, Patience, & Time
Well it has been a couple of whirlwind weeks in my life. Needless to say I'm confused as all get out! The project is moving along quite nicely to say the least. That seems to be the one thing that is working in my favor and at a rate I can accept. Time has never been a great friend of mine, several people can attest to that, and patience never one of my great virtues. I see where I'm at, I know where I want to be, I know what I want to be doing......I just want it NOW! Tranquilizers, I have found, come in quite handy at times like these. If idle minds are the Devil's workshop, convienence has to be a close cousin. I will not choose convienence over what is right for me. Everyone needs reassurance from time to time that the path I'm on is the correct one, that you hear the things that reinforces your faith, determination, and decisions. I guess what it boils down to is that I have a hard time 'waiting' for something to happen. Being the Type-A personality that I am, I'm used to being a
Life Isn't A Journey???
"Life is not a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in a pretty and well preserved body, but rather a skid in broadside, thoroughly used up, totally worn out, and loudly proclaiming...., "WOW...What a ride!!!" -author unknown
I am sitting here....just got the kids off to school and am feeling rather alone. Why does life have to be so hard and unfair? I mean, it seems like nothing ever goes according to plan. My family and I are at odds over things that are totally none of their business. They get all pissed off over my PERSONAL life which I don't understand at all. I have been contemplating a major move to a new city or even a new state by the end of the school year. I think the move would be a good thing not only for myself but for the kids as well. Sorry for the rant....just needing to vent some of this frustration I have building.........
Sometimes I think we live through things only to be able to tell them, to bear witness, to say this happened. And it wasn't to someone else. It was to me. And I lived despite it. Sometimes I think we live to beat the odds. And sometimes I agree that life can only begin with the knowledge of death. That it can all end, even when you least want it to. It's scary...and much we can forget. Scary because we think the past gives us our bearing, and lucky because in those moments I'm talking about, you realize it doesn't. And it never had to. I am not a crazy , even though they mistook me for one. I live in the same world as the rest of you.Only I saw more of it. And the seeing is the only way you can hear what the truth around you is saying: you can always start believing in things you don't already believing in. And, while you're alive, it's never too late. I promise you, No matter how bad the days and things around you look, they look better awake than they
Life is hard, Life is tough, You need to be strong, And never give up There may be days, That never seem to end, And you feel like you, Don't have a friend, But keep on walking Down that road, Your friends will follow And bear your load, But face each day, And what it brings, And you'll be ready, To face any thing.
Life And Love
This is to every guy that has ever hurt someone they so called cared and loved. When you hurt the ones you say you love, do you try to make it right? I haven't seen it. When you tell them that you love them, do you mean it or just trying to get in their pants or playing nice? I think it's both. When you say you wanna married them and have a child with them, is that what you really want? I don't think it is. When you look at your beautiful child and tell them that you love them, does that still forgive you for not being around them like you should be? Hell no it doesn't I already know this is gonna start shit with one particular person and I could give a rats butt. Honestly, if we mattered to him (and by we i mean a couple of other ppl besides just nathan and i) he would have done what was right and stop hiding the truth and lying to everyone that cares about you. Then you want to bring a person you know I can't stand to get your son, screw that your lucky I even let you
Life, Time,pain, Misery, Sorrow, Love !!!
Life sucks sometimes for all of us, kinda like riding a horse we fall off but get back on it BECAUSE WE HAVE TOO! just wish the days weren`t getting shorter ! Time creeps up on you like slow moving river, and never lets go when it has a hold of you. Pain is the only feeling I like, because it reminds me I am alive. Misery has always loved company, that why I try to keep mine to myself. Sorrow is surrounded us everyday, so if you get down on yourself help somebody else out, always works for me. Love is better when you share it with others and dont keep it all for yourself!
A Life Changing Decision.
For about a year and three months, I have worked for a call center as an internet CSR. Well I had enough. I am tired of the hours, bothersome co-workers and bosses that don't help me in my career their. Also I need new challenges. So I think I am going to go into customer service-sales. I think in this line of work that I will have daily challenges. Not to mention a chance to earn more money by selling items on a commission with the security of hourly pay. And lastly, this a new chance for me to reconnect with my wife and kids. I have put them aside so much to earn a living. But this time I will find a balance between them.
i am just glad to be out of that whole situation i was in since July, and by a weird ripple in life i am back where i started this journey almost two whole years ago when i went lookin for a room to rent,,,let's hear it for fate, right? It's so close to the end of all the waiting W/we have had to do since He first found me, i am doing the best i can, as i have always done, though with *alot* of help and talks from myMaster on my patience level thing,,,,,mmmmm when He first found me i was a kettle just bout near to bustin' out on P/people, and at times i *did* bust on S/some,,i think this last journey in my life with *one who's name i will not speak* has just topped my level thing off,,,wow in the old(first with Him) days i wouldn't have been able to not snap at her much less not snapped her damm head off for most if not all the crap she pulled on me whenever my cirlcle of life looped into hers
Life Isn't So Bad
Good Friday afternoon one and all! Just wanted to write a little bit about what's going on with me...for those that want to know! LOL For the longest time I've been beating around whether or not to move from Shreveport and about a month ago I finally made the decision. I'm leaving in early 2008. Why so long? MONEY MONEY MONEY! LOL I'm cutting back my spending and am making a change in my living arrangements so that I can save every little penny I can. Now the question I'm sure is on everyones mind is....Coach, where are you moving? That I am not totally sure of at the moment. During the next 6 months, I'm going to be looking for jobs in Florida where I have friends and Virginia where I have family...and in Texas which won't be far from my mother who suffered a mild stroke not too long ago. This next part might not make a lot of sense but I'm also looking at other job opportunities here...I may have the opportunity to go into a management training program at a lo
Life Or Death --u Be The Judge!!!
I want to thank all who have offered a kidney to my son..I have tryed to get all information out to all that ask but is very hard to keep up so if I missed you I am sorry...I am posting the information to the transplant unit here so please if you wish to donate use it as I need to be with my son...They will be better at answering all questions you may have as this is a first time for me also. Never dreamed when I had my children something may go wrong but it did and now all I can do is try my best to find my son a kidney...My son seen his doctor today and she is having him admitted back to the hospital tomorrow and then transfered to UCSF..Am not sure and wont know until tomorrow but I was told she is thinking about going ahead and having the doctors to start dialisis...He needs to have it started 1 month pryer to transplant...God bless all of youi that have tryed and to all of you that will find it in your heart to try and give my son the gift of life... Please if you are a possibl
Life Goes On
I have a long history of making poor choices. Found out yesterday that I had overdrawn my checking account. Now I won't have money for house insurance. Doesn't seem to matter how hard I work I just keep sliding deeper into debt. Making stupid math errors doesn't help matters. My only hope to get my head above water is to get rid of my house and get an apartment. The problem is that I owe more than the house is worth. I could go on for page upon page but it would not change anything.
sometimes in this life time we meet a special soul who fills our very essence to almost overflow. we drink from the cup of friendship it tastes like sweet ruby wine and you know within your heart this meeting was divine. this soul that lives within your heart no distance can prevail an inner spark within the heart the starting on a journey in which we both shall be a reflection of each other for all of eternity ©2007
Life Is Not Fair
The Pain of SufferingLIFE IS NOT FAIR – BUT GOD IS GOODSUFFERING IS A PART OF LIFE. Dear friends, do not be surprised at the painful trial you are suffering, as though something strange were happening to you. 1 Peter 4:12purosis (poo'-ro-sis) – burning, fiery trial. THREE KINDS OF SUFFERINGCOMMON SUFFERING In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world. John 16:33CONSEQUENTIAL SUFFERING You will suffer… bear the consequences of your sins...Then you will know that I am the Sovereign LORD. Ezekial 23:49CHRISTIAN SUFFERING. In fact, everyone who wants to live a godly life in Christ Jesus will be persecuted. 2 Timothy 3:12SUFFERING CAN DRAW YOU TO CHRIST. But rejoice that you participate in the sufferings of Christ, so that you may be overjoyed when His glory is revealed. If you are insulted because of the name of Christ, you are blessed...if you suffer as a Christian, do not be ashamed, but praise God that you bear that name... 1 Peter 4:13-14, 16I want
Life is rushing to make up on lost time I have to stop and catch my breath Move to the stands and catch a good sit Take some time to look around Get myself a slice of life Just so I can stay sane Going through my life
it has been too long its like i don't have time to be me anymore, and that's not right! work sucks, having 2 jobs sucks! having 2 baby boys is beautiful, i love my family! whatever happened to my theme? creative minds have no time, no time to be lost hated, or taken for granted, no time to be anything but themselves. Its just amazing to me. Times are changing but I have not changed, only my mindset has changed, prioraties have changed. why does everything have to change.... I'm tired, tired of exspectations and inclings of hope. I WANNA DO IT!!!! I want to be what I said I would be! I WANT TO MAKE IT!!! I want to go where I have always wanted to go! why is there so much sacrifice of ourselves? why does so much feel so inclined to just bust in and get in our way???? I don't think I am even meant to understand, so it does not really matter. things inlifew can not always be stopped, call it fate or our set course, but I'm going to make mine happen, you watch!
I work at Autozone and come home from work, yes my life is boring. If your life is pretty much the same let me know.
Life Is Too Short Don't Waste It!!
I got a new job and I love it!!! I work Days now for the first time in my life!! Spending time with my hubby and kids at night are so great!! Just wish I did not have to clean all the time lol!! Jim and I have meet and Greets 2 times a month for our CCA swingers group!! The lifestyle is an awesome thing!! Trusting eachother is a must with this lifestyle! some of you probably do not undertsand the lifestyle but.....It definetly has it benefits!I love life and all the peole in my life that make it special!! Thanks to all my fubar friends too!!!
Life Is Beautiful
You know just when you think you got life figured out. You get thrown a curve ball. Just when you think you have youre life under control and your feelings in their place. Someone comes along outta the blue, and sets you afire. Why? cause you never met anyone like them in your life. In a short time they got you all off balance. Weak in the knees, and they are all you can think about.Its true cause we promised to only tell the truth no matter what. So yes its true I cant stop thinking about you. You are so special. I wish things were different. Maybe they can be. Could it be love at first site? Is it really that easy? Is it possible it happens just like that? What if they dont feel the same way? What if they get scared? What if they are just fucking with you? What if they do feel the same way? Then what? oh boy. Now what?
Life is full of ups and downs, good times and bad times. Life is full of tears, and laughter. Life is like a roller coaster ride, sometimes we are up on top of the world and sometimes we are at the bottom, trying to find your way to the top again. Life isnt easy but who ever said it was. We live our life one step at a time, one foot in front of the other. We only have one life to live, so make someone smile today, make someone laugh even if it is for only alittle while. For if i have made you smile, then i have done my job. You have made me smile. You have made me laugh. You made the sun shine and i will never forget the love that you showed. Life means nothing when there is no friends to share the happy times or even the sad times. Life is tough but easier when you have friends to share it with. Life is tough, but whoever said that it was a bed of roses. Through the tough times we learn to be strong. through our tears we learn to live. Life to me is h
Life After Love
Wow, it's so hard to believe this much time has gone by, since my ex gf left me. My first weekend off since I started my new job was a blast. I suppose a little positive affirmation was just what the doctor ordered because I found out that, yes, other people still find me attractive, and, yes, I can sill dance my ass off. That means a lot to me since my ex never wanted to go out with me, other than dinning, and tried to tell me I was too manly because I never wore make up, or dressed all girly girl. Well what the hell would I dress up for just to stay home? Why wear make up and never set foot outside the house except to grocery shop? Work? Too hot to wear makeup. So, it's all good. She is missing out, now, because I will be going out more, now, and being all girly girl, and having a blast without her dragging me down. There is Life After Love is over.
~life's Boundaries~
Have you ever noticed just as we think that our life has come to a halt then something new comes along and shoves a new perspective in to your very sight. It is like there are so many curves and different ways in which to go so we can grow just the way were intended to grow. It could be just a person we meet or an animal anything could happen and in that split second in which it occurs we have a life changing event that brings us one step closer to where we need to be. Maybe you could think of some thing someone who has show you the curve in your path and share it with me or just remember to your self if you prefer to not share your moment. I would love to hear about what you have experienced. Thanks
Story on me ? I honestly do not care if you do not like me or what I have to say. ? I love having a boyfriend. ? Once I have money I spend it soon as it's in my hand. ? I love making out. ? I never want to look like someone else and I hate when ppl copy me. that is not the best compliment its the most annoying thing ever ? I would die for my best Friends and Family without thinking twice ? It takes a lot for me to let anyone in and get close to me. ? I dont trust guys at all not even kind of i dont care if "your not like the rest" because guess what you are. ? As much as I cant trust any of them I cant seam to leave them alone. ? I hate the feeling of being left in the dark about things, and being left out. ? I hate listening to peoples pitty problems, Like there hair, Or someone broke up with them.. because theres more important things going on like people dieing for us to even be here to have a relationship and a family. Get over it. ? I get frustrated easily. ? I bel
What do you do when the one you care most about feels farther away then ever? What do you do when you feel you have no where to turn? What do you do when you feel so lost that you yourself aren't sure you will be found? Why is it that when others come to me with questions like these that I can always find the words to help them thru, yet when I and down or just feeling stress I can not do for myself the things I do for them? Why is it so hard to help myself get thru things that I find so easy to help others with? Well maybe someday I will find the answers I myself have been looking for, but till then I will always be here to help my friends thru anytime they need me!!
Life Lessons
This is from off an old webpage of mine. This is from 2 years of randomness. I can't even begin to date some of these entries, but I know the first few are at least 6 years old. I have learned that no matter how hard I try, eventually someone will figure out I have no clue what I'm talking about. I have learned that in the time it takes to open the door for your blind date, your mascara will smudge, your pantyhose will run, and your makeup will go blotchy. I have learned that your nails won't break until you put nail polish on. I have learned that infomercials kill more brain cells then beer. I have learned that loneliness is worse at night then during the day. I have learned to, whenever possible, avoid arguing with my mother: It wastes our time and annoys Mom, thereby meaning I won't get leftovers when I leave. I have learned that being Daddy's girl is a good thing: better gifts. I have learned that my parents will always think I am 5 years old. I have learned no matter
Life 1
So many things in life are taken for granted. I too had done that before, But no longer!! I love life! YES, I LOVE LIFE! What more can I say?! I just wish for once I would not have to go throught the heartache of losing someone I care about. Then again, you can't lose what you never actually had in the first place. I would really love nothing more than to share my love and my life with someone. I thought I had that person, and well I was wrong.
life is to short live it to the fullest
Life, Friends, Feelings
I'm not going to go into detail about what the subject of this bulletin means, but if the person that I'm referring to reads this, they will now that its about them. Rarely do you come across new people in your life that will actually stop and show that they are acknowledging your feelings.... show they care... and someone did that for me... on two occasions tonight. I'm not sure if it shocked me or if it just made me feel good.... but WOW...... Thank you.....
If you woke up this morning with more health than illness, you are more blessed than the million who will not survive this week.If you have never experienced the danger of battle, the loneliness of imprisonment, the agony of torture or the pangs of starvation then you are ahead of 500 million people in the world. if you can attend a church meeting without fear of harrassment, arrest,torture or death, you are luckier than three billion people in the world. If you have food in the refrigerator,clothes on your back, a roof over your head and a place to sleep, you are richer than 75 percent of the world. If you have money in the bank, in your purse and spare change in a dish someplace, you are among the top 8 percent of the worlds wealthy, and by reading this you are doubly blessed because I was thinking about you and care about you
Lifes Changes
My life as I know it has changed. Some of it for the better, some for the worst. For those who dont know me, I have a rare mental disorder called intermittent explosive disorder. I have trouble controlling my temper and impulses. I just got out of the hospital today after attempting police suicide. Me and my girlfriend had a big falling out and I basically snapped. I was hauled off to the psych ward. I'm very lucky to be alive! I'm seeking the help I need to be a better person and to be happy with life. My girlfriend has left me, but I'm hoping to prove myself to her and maybe get my family back together. First I need to focus on myself and address my own issues before I can begin to get them back. It is quite possible that wont happen, but I can only hope both my daughter and my girl will be patient and supportive. I've ignored my problems so long it cost me my family. I'm going to try my best to be a better man and father to my child. The pain right now seems almost unbearable, but I
Dieing is not the hard part it's living thats hard
Life After Fifty
well it don't get any easier thats for sure LMAO. But hey then who cares age is but a number right, and unless you are looking to be a right pain in the arse don't change anything. Enjoy life to the Max. do as you please and don't look back,today is the yesterday that tomorrow left behind so dont look back look forward with eyes open wide and go out with a bloody big bang.
here is a day of days were i am here at 1am an god i wanna go back to sleep , when i write its cuz there is no one else to talk too , so this week was the wrost week r better day but why do all u ppl have drama with each other its a chat place were we just come to say hi , say what we want an be part of the norm , this one dont like that one this one said that an too take a side cant really say now , but to have hate an then u decide to , really lets get it over all this drama an have fun , here what i ahave to say just let it go , just let it go well what can i say its 1am
The Life And Times Of Bubba
Bubba from Alabama! Bubba meets the girl of his dreams, his first cousin Emmy Lou. He takes her out for a special dinner, and shows her a good time at the Redneck Carnival at Diggerland. The next day they spend together and Bubba shows off his water skiing skills. Later that night, he romances her under special mood lighting. A week or so later, Bubba realizes this relationship is getting serious. He makes reservations for a Valentine's Day dinner. Emmy Lou was so impressed with his thoughtfulness, they had a special Friday night date at the Soap & Suds Laundromat ! A month later he proposes to Emmy Lou, and he buys her a really purdy engagement ring. On the day of their wedding, he tells her how much he loves her just before the ceremony. Then they're off to their Honeymoon Suite, where they open their wedding gifts. Their favorites ? Hers was the Chandelier, His was the New BBQ
Ok well Im living at home again in the basement kinda sucks but at least i have somewhere to live since i kinda got kick out of my apartment(no job cant help pay). anyways since i been home again i've been spending time with Sarah and since mom has a job i been with Sarah alot. she getting so big and i love her so much my baby sister. well two of people from my past have came around again and they are both my ex's. kinda weird but also kinda nice to just being able to talk to them again. One i've seen and hang out with alil he's seen Sarah thinks she beautiful lol. and the other i haven't seen or talked to yet on the phone but hopefully soon. and i know they are my ex's and they are ex's for a reason but its just nice talking to them again i guess idk im weird lol..... anyways I been try to save up money so I can have my own apartment and get my lic and get my life together. but i will. that all for now :)
Life Is So Messed Up
People nowadays I just don't know about. I guess we are out to destroy our selfs.All the fighting amongst family members, friends, couples that marry and have a family. Not to mention all the strangers fighting. Well to say more the hate that goes on. It doesn't and shouldn't matter what others do with their life, how they live it. It doesn't hurt you so why hurt them. Rude and distasteful comments are not called 4. Grow up, act like an adult. There are a lot of nuts out in this world. They would rather kill you then sit next to you. If your any race but what they like. If you prefer men over women when your a man, if you prefer women over men if your a woman. Hell for any reason really.. So yeah we must be out to destroy our selfs.. This is just my rant for today...
Life Extension Technologies To Facilitate Elite Technocracy
Life Extension Technologies To Facilitate Elite Technocracy ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Alex Jones Date: 10 Oct 2007, 19:56 Life Extension Technologies To Facilitate Elite Technocracy The development of successful life-extension technologies will be a reality within 30 years, but the application of such stunning advances will be tightly restricted by a ruling elite, and eventually may be used as a justification to completely wipe out humanity, according to some of the scientific community's leading pioneers.
Life Is??
Life and what is it too alot of us.Some people life is wonderful and they seem to have everything going on....well these people all can just get a piece of reality and go &$uk themselves....because show me someone who doesn't have any problems at all,I will show you the next president of the U.S.,because that is the biggest damn liar ever I see. But for most of is filled with pain despair and heart ache.Now I aint saying,that I have never caused any of these feeling because I know I have.But I have learned from my mistakes and try each day to show love and concern to those who need it.And it is much appreciated most of the time and even when it aint I still know I helped make a little differance if even for a small moment. Then there are those people that have given up all hope.And these are the people that need all the help possible,and damn it I have tried my best to show love and give love and to try to either help or point tword help these people that have come
felling so hurt again draged in the dirt just fell like taking the knife and ending my life dont know what to do can i truely trust you the pain in my eyes i can not hide wishing the many years ago i had died dont know what to do can i trust you again my heart is drug thow the dirt just cant deal with this hurt can not lie just want to die
I knew from the beginning, That you were just a flirt and yet I fell in love with you knowing i'd be hurt. I tried to tie you down and make you love just one , But how could i do something no one else has ever done .
Life Journeys
I recently experienced a challenge that Life journeys throws at you. I almost lost the one person that is my life, besides our three kids we have together. And it was all over being honest. How do you go from being a closed up person to a completly opened and honest person. My girl has always been completely opened and honest to me and now I almost lost her because of my past that I kept from her, when she never kept anything from me. Any comments please feel free. Thanks
A Life ; What Do You Think Its Worth ?
A life touched out of kindness is for ever changed I Think ... So show love and appreciate all in this word , do not show hate , dig deep with in you ,to grab on to thy love inside you and pull it up to share with someone ,who is needing you to notice and show them a kindness , a gesture, or a wave, or a smile or , just a touch on a shoulder, or pat on ones back. Wow !! what powerful feelings can this do to change a life for ever ;toward goodness.It,s Our Lord,s way and we should do this also because we need to show love and express thy love and We want of others to know love too ,Gods love and ours.. .. love . . Show love always to all. hugs diana
Life Is Like A Box Of Whoopass
there is nothing worse that coming off a 13 hr shift and having to push it to a 14 hr shift cuz your coworkers are fucking morons...especially when you got a frosty beer waiting for you at the fuckn bar...
life is hard sometimes but u learn how to move on and make it better sometimes u cry sometimes u get ur heart broken but in the end it all works out and that s just what life is all about
Life Sux
Anyone else have problems that keep them from working?? I have several, which is good enough for the state, yet isn't good enough for the feds. So I am stuck in limbo. And because of it, I evidently am a lead balloon dragging folks down. Even tho I am on FS, which buys the food for me and my SO, and I do allll kinds of things to help her, support her in everything she does, I do not get the same in return. So yeah, llife really bites big ones.
Life, Friends, Feelings
Not amazed :[ Unhappy But it came As No Really Shock. I guess thats life. He Knows he Lied :[ He Should Also know That, I'm no Longer For him.. I Wish Him The Best Truly i Do. I Hope hes as Happy As I Am. Good Luck to you :]
Life As Is....
Life for me has been painful,a heart ache and lonly as hell. All my life growing up other kids in class or in the same school as I was in would always pick on me for the clothes I had to wear or cuz I was ugly or just because I was the one everyone picked on... You know I have feelings just like each and everyone of you out there today. I guess more less I am just wasting my time speaking the truth as well as whats on my mind cuz people these days only care about looks, if you have money or things that can make them better than yourself. And I gotta say it, Its not what a person looks like nor what they have in life or what you can get out of them... Its who you are as a person that matters... Well I have been noticinmany things wrong with this world today. One thing is to many darn people lie and get away with it. I ani't going to say I have never lied before but I did grow out of it. Cuz in the long run if you really think about it either way you still get in trouble but
Lifes Decisions...
I love to watch people react. I like to see their mannerisms and watch them figure their way out of things. And while I am rarely if ever quiet..I do pay attention. It has been an interesting experience to watch and listen to the way people react about my divorce. My oldest friend exclaimed in my ear, and through her tears "I need a hug" Which made me chuckle into the phone. Dawn has always just been steady. Offering me advice, since in my eyes she is two steps ahead of exactly what I am going through. She is always steady with a hug or a shoulder (altho I may have to hop to place it there, since she is so tree-ish) Most people were shocked. Okay. Everyone was shocked. I kept my private life exactly where it should be. Private. And so not one person knew of my unhappiness. Or of any issues that we have faced throughout these years. Which is. I believe. As it should be. I am not one to care much what people think of me. Nor do I fe
Life Lessons
For those of you who really know me, you know I'm not one to say something profound too often. But in light of a lot of recent events, I've come to find myself contemplating the direction in which my life is heading. So many things come to mind when I'm trying to map out my future. A lot of changes are going on around me but I feel like I'm the only one standing still. Searching for a job, still living with parents, this isn't where I thought I was going to be at 22. At times I find myself wishing that I could just start over, make everything just disappear, begin a new life, and not make the mistakes i made. I don't regret much but I do have regrets. But I've always been told that we make mistakes to learn. I've learned a great deal from the many mistakes I've made. Granted, I find myself making the same mistakes more often than not, but that's a flaw I'm actively trying to correct. People tell me the only way to progress towards the future is to let go of the past. It's hard goin

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