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Ya so i feel a lil bad for something i did this weekend...but i can't really say what i did that is the only bad part...I just kinda wish i hadn't....i feel bad for saying and doing the things i did...just wanted to write this down so it is off my mind!!!!
Life's Journey
Life should NOT be a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in an attractive and well preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways - Chardonnay in one hand - chocolate in the other - body thoroughly used up, totally worn out and screaming "WOO HOO, What a Ride!
Life Is Charming
Life Is Like A Garden Dig It
go with the flow i am me and that is the way it goes
Ok, so some know and some don't. I have a son who has mild autism, and a daughter we know has mild autism or worse but have taken steps to start her therapy before getting the diagnosis. Now most of you do not know that I have been going to the doctors and it looks like due to family history and what I have going on I will be having a partial hysterectomy. Almost all of you do not know that my aunt who I am so closed to is having medical problems... She has tumors but we found out today they are not cancer, BUT she will have to be on CHEMO FOR THE REST OF HER LIFE... This suxs, I have seen how bad chemo can get, she will get sick, and loose all her hair. On top of that they tell her she needs to go to the eye and liver doctor every 6 weeks cause chemo will cause both to fail.. So now she has to live with contently being sick, or stop the chemo and have the tumors will turn to cancer and she will die fast. So if I do not answer you know why, and if anyone has the nerve to as
Life Is Unfair!!
Today I had to go over to my Brother's who was in a very serious accident over two weeks ago to help him out. While I was there he had fallen out of his wheelchair, and by the time I got to the room to help him. He was crawling to his wheelchair. Now my Brother is a very strong man, but he lost his foot and part of his leg in this accident. I am having a VERY hard time tonight. To watch someone u love and respect trying to get his life back to normal, and the struggles he is facing (is kinds hard). Pleas do not for one moment take the simple thing sin life for granted!!
Life Is A Twisted And Rocky Path
Life is a twisted and rocky path we all must take, and it is with our hearts and souls on a bet for love we all will steak. And when we find the love we have searched for-fore all time. It is as if, for one blinding second we touch the face of the devine. For it is from heaven-on high that love is sent down onto us from up-above. Brought to our heart on the wings of snow-white doves. And when we have that love, we just want too cry, tears of joy and happiness and a breath and lusty sigh. But when we loose those we love, it is felt with a soul-felt pain. And the tears of all the Angels of Heaven fall down apon us like a soft and bitter rain. And we walk within a world of darkness-and pain, doing all that we can to keep us sain, till that one special day that we will find love once again. done by christine
Life is short, Break the rules, Forgive quickly, Kiss slowly, Love Truly, Laugh uncontrollably, And never regret anything that made you Smile.
Life Is Short
Life is short, Break the rules, Forgive quickly, Kiss slowly, Love Truly, Laugh uncontrollably, And never regret anything that made you Smile.
Life Again
Life is a journey. We all have to travel alone. Nobody would be in our journey. The journey is everlasting. The ups and downs would be there. Feeling low and high would keep on, But this is the ordeal of our life. We have to be very bold and strong. The journey is full of joys and sorrows. The journey would appear empty and lonely, But we have to move ahead not back. The journey would be boring and tedious. When we just get through the journey, Then the real taste of life we come to know. We forget all our troubles and obstacles. The is the journey which we ever knew.
Life As A Rose
I can see the flower upon which my life grows, blooming into a rose. See the hope and courage in the strength of the petals. As long as I am, I will be. The flower will never wilt or die. As my life grows back, I shall become strong. I shall become stronger only one person can be That one will be me. I will rise with my petals high. My life as a flower will bloom and prosper as I grow. I may not be the pick of the patch, but I am just as beautiful as the rest. I will stand as one, but not a lonely soul. For you my Angel The tears will be far from my smile.
A Decoz® Numerology Chart Analysis for Michelle Welker by Hans Decoz Birth .. Michelle Marie Welker October 15, 1965 © Copyright 1985, 2003, Hans Decoz. TABLE OF CONTENTS INTRODUCTION 4 LIFE PATH 4 EXPRESSION 5 HEART'S DESIRE 7 SUMMARY Birth name: Michelle Marie Welker Short name: Michelle Welker Birth date: October 15, 1965 Your Life Path is 10/1 5 Your Expression is 16/7 6 Your Heart's Desire is 8 7 INTRODUCTION About your Personal Reading This reading was composed for you personally, Michelle, and is based on your full name at birth, your date of birth, and the name you now use to introduce yourself. Please check your birth data on the title page to make sure the names and date of birth used are correct. If you have two or more middle names or last names, y
so as we all seem to know all to well that when life seems to start going good it shits on you...well in my case life doesnt just takes ex-lax and blows liquid chunks. so hmm i am feeling a bit defeated right now and doing everything to keep my head outa the water and so far i am doing OK...i dont know how long that will stay true. So anyway i am still single still a father and still bored off my mind daily....the only people that seem to care about me is the people that send you your bills, at least they call to see if i am still alive. well hopefully all works out i am gonna sit here and self medicate on Bud Lite. well hit me up if your bored or if i owe you money either way talk to you later
What's most important in life? Being with someone you love? Doing everything you possible can to please others and not your self? Acheiving every goal your working hard to get? Making people happy and smile? Life has so many reasons to live it. What's yours?
"Nothing lasts forever, so live it up, drink it down, laugh it off, take chances, and never have regrets, because at one point, everything you did was exactly what you wanted. "
Life's A Beach
Life is a beach that will teach you well Between heaven and hell your soul for sell Incoming tide is great you see Outgoing tide leaves nothing for me Tracks in the sand from all you know Washed away quickly and some kind of slow Wind in your hair and sand on your cheek Life isn’t easy and not for the meek Shells on the shore are covered by storm Only return when life is at norm Wind is strong and the water is high But when it’s calm you simply get by Life is a beach it’s easy you see High tide is simple, and happy, and free Low tide is different and hard to contain Pain and depression is hard to retain Life is a beach and easy to read Happy and sad together indeed The tide is in and sometimes it’s out But it’s always changing , with this there’s no doubt Thomas Vern Ellison Jr. 08/27/07
22 Life Quandaries Solved
Posted on October 18th, 2007 by admin Want flatter abs, less stress, unforgettable sex? Here are the keys to all this and more. Eat sweets to curb a sugar craving? Overcome exercise inertia by writing a letter? Who knew? Insiders that’s who! We combed through the research to uncover the single most important thing you need to know about everything - from whittling your middle to picking a weight-loss plan that you’ll actually stick to. Go ahead and pass these tips along. After all, some secrets are just too juicy to keep to your-self. 1. Picking the Right Diet for You Look For Your Favorite Foods. “An obvious but often overlooked point is that the best diet is one you’ll stick to - not a hyped-to-the-hilt plan or the strategy that helped your pal drop 10 pounds,” says Lisa Sanders, M.D., an assistant professor at Yale School of Medicine and author of The Perfect Fit Diet: How to Lose Weight, Keep It Off and Still Have the Foods You Love. “If you adore fruit or pasta, for ex
Lifes To Short
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Life Me
NuttinButtSexxy I am the Fly and you are the Fly trap , you will devour me with your passion , Love , your word's , your understanding , should I fall helpless in to my dream where My light await's should I dream a lost Dream that has been found, to awake an a lonely morning thinking with a short Breath, Should I turn the light on thinking there will be another Shadows on the wall be side's mine in this room , I ponder at word's , some time's that are empty looking for a pitcher to fill this glass of life that is half empty Should I Could I , close my eye's see the dark in front me, Searching blind to what I might find in this mind that's close to empty I find some word's in the dark , can I touch an think your word's that you embark to me , with patience an understanding Kind loving word's that I'm not so lonely standing I'm the Fly that had been caught by sweet word's Your are the Fly trap that speak the word's that you Devour me, Should I , Could I , Would I ,
life is just another word for hell on earth maybe you don't think that is true maybe you think life is pure and innocent. always. but if you think this you have led a very sheltered life most know life is not all flowers and candy wrapped in clear, pretty celiphane. life is a dark thing you have yet to experience you haven't walked down one wrong road in your life haven't seen what a crack addicted mother does to her child. if you wish life to stay this way don't try to save the homeless or the deranged drug addicts from themselves.
Life Sucks
well ok this week suck everyone knows myspace ok well i have a account on there and some chick add me and so ya i accpetd it well she stole my friends pic and someone hacked in to my account and start to talk to her and other people i barley get on t anymore so i get blamed for it all she says she hates me and does not want to talk to me anymore well fuck her than im not put up with drama i graduated high to get away from it and it just seems to come back to me im sick of on top of it all im sick and it sucks my chest hurt and im sick of that too i just want this weekend to be over and me to fell better well i geuss thats it for knowi fell much better that i let it all oout ok thanks for read this and plz hit me back ok peace..........
Life Evolveing
Three Things that can never come back- 1. Time 2. Words 3. Opportunity Three things in life that can destroy a person – 1. Anger 2 .Pride 3. Unforgiveness Three things in life that you should never lose- 1. Hope 2. Peace 3. Honesty Three things in life that are most valuable – 1. Love 2. Family & Friends 3. Kindness Three things in life that are never certain – 1. Fortune 2. Success 3. Dreams Three things that make a person – 1. Commitment 2. Sincerity 3. Hard work Peace ~~Spanky~~
Life Is Funny....
Often we think that we know what we want in life. Usually it has something to do with a nice comfy living that includes a mate (or for some of us mates), a place of living that is comfortable and to be stess free. I think that I could say that I have a fair amount of that. I have set some goals. But what seems to be a reocurring issuse is my choice in interpersonal relationships. Now I am not talking about someone who I am screwing, fucking or making love (cause you all know that there is a difference in all three). But I am talking about just the interaction that we have have with people on a daily basis. Seemingly I am caught in a parallel state when dealing with humans. I try to treat them the way that I want to be treated (which in itself is selfish and self gratifying). But sometimes people to include myself just do not fit into the life that you are really working for. And the roles that they serve change. But is this wrong...I mean am I a bad person just because my lif
Hello friends. Some of you I barely know but there are a few who I'm a little closer to. Regardless, you are all my friends and I am lucky to have you all! I have not been on fubar much lately because life has been realy hectic. My son plays football every thursday and I have to pick him up from practice daily. Both kids have had several Dr appointments for one reason or another. My son is 14 and my daughter is 10 years old. She was born with a cleft palate meaning the soft part in the back of the roof of her mouth was missing along with her philangial flap. It's a part back there that opens and closes when you speak and is an important part of speech. She was 5 pounds 6 ounces when she was born but had no sucking ability and could not get any formula out of bottles. They tried many types and thought she was doing ok and sent her home after 5 days. She was 4pounds 12oz when she came home. I used a medicine dropper to feed her because she still wasnt getting anough to eat. Then at 2 wee
hello to who every reads this . havent wrote a blog in awhile so i thought what the hay in california right now .gonna do some runnin around out here for a few days then head east .i ride in a 18 wheeler with my bf.we have a 2007 T600 Kenworth (looks awesome when it has had a bath lol)life on the road takes some gettin used to . but i enjoy it. dont know what else to write right now .take care all
Life Is Beautiful
Life Is Too Short
Life’s Too Short I have a dear friend who uses the term “Life’s too short” very regularly. And I know that she truly believes it. And through her, I have come to believe it too. So I visit my parents more and do whatever I can to help them. I volunteered at Habitat for Humanity and will probably do more of that in the near future. Life’s too short not to help. I laugh with my friends even if it’s at myself. I tell those around me how much I appreciate them. If they don’t care or respond back, well, I walk away. Life’s too short for bad friends. Life’s too short to hold a grudge, life’s too short to be angry, life’s too short to feel guilty. So remember: · Don’t worry about things you can’t control, let them go. · You can’t change yesterday & tomorrow will come whether or not you want it to. · You are only responsible for your own happiness. It’s not your job to make someone else happy. · Life is too short not to be happy!
Life's Lesson
Sometimes, humor is the best teacher. One day a farmer's donkey fell down into a well. The animal cried piteously for hours as the farmer tried to figure out what to do. Finally, he decided the animal was old, and the well needed to be covered up anyway; it just wasn't worth it to retrieve the donkey. He invited all his neighbors to come over and help him. They all grabbed a shovel and began to shovel dirt into the well. At first, the donkey realized what was happening and cried horribly. Then, to everyone's amazement he quieted down. A few shovel loads later, the farmer finally looked down the well. He was astonished at what he saw. With each shovel of dirt that hit his back, the donkey was doing something amazing. He would shake it off and take a step up. As the farmer's neighbors continued to shovel dirt on top of the animal, he would shake it off and take a step up. Pretty soon, everyone was amazed as the donkey stepped up over the edge of the well and happily trotte
Life Is To Short For
Life is to short for games ,lies an evil alibis in my life I have been through to much an loss to many so when I say I love you I mean it completely we in all hesitate cause we are afraid to lose but once you hesitate you might miss out on what’s true so listen to what I have to say hesitation prevents opportunity in this world today so say what you feel show how much you care let the ones you love know you will always be there cause no one knows when our time will end an when you realize its to late then you see why you should not hesitate........
The Life Cycle Of A Human.
So you're born. Now you're an infant. Possibly fucked in the head, but an ugly creature none-the-less. Often times resembling an upside-down cricket. Many people believe that giving birth is a difficult process. Many people are wrong. Not about birth being a difficult process, but just in general many people are wrong.. often about quizzicle facoids that they make up off the top of their heads to impress friends. So you're an infant. Right as your existence is kicked off, you're set up for a hardy dose of irony. The most defining moment in your life was spent sliding out of a slippery tube while your mother is screaming cuss words. Cut to four years old at the waterpark. Learned behavior? I'd say so. Regardless, your parents still get mad at you for cussing when they gave you the idea in the first place. That's reason enough to axe them in the face when you're 15. That's why downs syndrome children are so good at going down water slides feet-first. Now
"In the long run we're all dead"; as well as being a slogan on one of my all time favorite t-shirts, it's a truth.It's the one truth no one denies. No doubt about it, everything that is born dies. That's just the way it is...just a fact of life. So why does it suck? Even when it's the best damn thing that can happen to ease a person's suffering, it still sucks. God in his infinite mercy blessed my brother inlaw with Huntington's disease. One of his nastier creations, it's a genetic disease that slowy destroys your nervous system...first your motor skill, then your mind, and then the basic mechanics of life. At least he's in good company, God blessed Woody Guthrie with it too. Anyway, the disease is in it's last ugly stages. His throat has stopped working so he can't eat or drink. My brother-in-law had the courage to make a living will(which someday might actualy include provisions to die with dignity, but that's a whole other blog), so there's nothing to do but wait and w
well my life took a really bad turn for the worst..... and i fell into this fuckin hole... and i never thought i was going to make it out.... and neither did ne of my friends... WELL.... all i have to say is FUCK U ALL... this is for all of the people that never thought i would get my shit straightened out.... well i did.... I have compleatly started over.... and im not going to fuck up this time
Life Do You Have It Figured Out Yet..=)
37 years and I still don't have this LIFE thing figured out. But what I've learned is that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on and it will be better tomorrow. I wear my heart on my sleeve, I think it fits quite nicely there. Being a good person with a caring disposition is your best accesory and it never goes out of style. I've learned that making a "living" is not the same thing as "making a life." Amid my "busy" lifestyle I have realized that I need to not only stop and smell the roses somtimes, but plant my own garden too. I realize everyday that you shouldn't go through life with a catcher's mitt on both hands; you need to be able to throw some things back. I've learned that when ever I decide something with an open heart I usually make the right decision. I'm a perfectionist to a fault. I dont settle...with anything... ever. I'm an "all or nothing" kinda gal who knows what I deserve and will do whatever it takes to get it. I've learned that people
Life Is All About....
Life Gets Better!!
Today had been a truly awesome day. My Brother was up and walking on crutches today (it honestly made me happy). He still has a VERY long recovery ahead of him, but if he continues to make the strides he has bee. He will be walking on his own within 3 to 4 months. It is a huge relief to see him standing again. Ty for all the love and support from my true friends on here.
Life, Health.....
Well, none of you really know me on here. So I thought that for those of you that would like a peek inside my life I would post this blog w/a couple things goin on in my life right now. I got my finalized divorce papers in the mail friday 10/19 and it was a little saddening, but not 2much. I had been through a lot w/this man the past 4years, including cheating and abuse so I am actually happy 2be free of that and know that if I really needed something he would be there 4me and his daughter. I am enjoying my life as a single mother and spending my days working long hours as a Sr Asst Mngr @a local loan company. This week (weds) I have a doctors appt. This appt is very important 2me. I found out that when I was pregnant w/my daughter that I had cervical cancer...I was scared so I ignored my doctor and went almost a year after she was born w/out thinking about it. Well, I finally got brave enuff 2have the surgery and found out that I was again 4mths pregnant...due 2the surgery I was not
Life: The Soundtrack (and No, This Isn’t About The Board Game Or Tv Show)
Longtime friends know I'm a fan of lists. Any kind of list. Dave Letterman's Top 10s are zany in their own way, but I enjoy compiling personal bests in virtually any category just for kicks. My mind most recently came up with this notion: If you could, what songs would you put on an album that defines your life thus far? Call it "My So-Called Life: The Not-So-Original Soundtrack." There need not be a specific number of tunes to put forth, although 20 or 30 are probably enough for our conversation here. Oh sure, you could think of hundreds of songs, and you might accidentally leave some out when your list is done. Ultimately, the goal here is to mull what songs describe your life. The songs may carry certain themes or they may be about nothing at all, but particular lyrics or merely the tempo sways you. Definitely, your personal album could run the gamut of emotions and experiences: happiness, sadness, anger, frustration, philosophy, religion, risk, triumphs in the face of adversity,
no pome,no words,no man made Thought , could describe what i feel Emptiness without you. the stinging Of your words when you say good-bye Alive with you,the joy when you say hello Lost and alone .not knowing what is to Come, unsure,confused,knowing only What you say Seeking for the light to guide my Way seeing the darkness around me Choosing paths on intuition an alone Heading somewhere unknown.
A lovely rose with petals soft A scent so sweet and light So beautiful a flower With colors shining bright. But something not so savory About the fragrant rose - The thorns, so sharp upon the stem, That sharpen as it grows. Yet still lovely is the flower Despite the thorns that prick Just as life and love are sweet They too have thorns that stick. But do not fear to live or love, Life's not exempt from pain - So pick a rose, you may get hurt, But you will also gain!
Life I Beautifull....................comment Please
Life is beautifull, Life is short Now, Internet is a part of life. We are the same person when we take a diner with friends Then when we are on our keyboard If we allow to show our meaned and darkness part on the Net; coz the Net. Then we have a famous problem with ourself without knowing it. (And need a serious analyse.) Life is to short for spending hours on a screen for gratis games and wickedness. The real meaning of friendship is to be real and friendly, understanding and ready to help when real sentiments are the value Its beautifull to have a friend Don’t tarnish, don’t make dirty this nice sentiment, Just for having fun, playing, manipulate or to take a profite. It is not coz we did’nt take a real drink togheter that we have to act like an imaginary
Life is hard in its own way. Things get messed up and great things happen. Everyone walks a hard road a few times in there life. But if we hold our heads up high, things will get better. There are billions of ppl in this world, but no one worrys about them selfs. In this life you so choice to fight for a better one or you let life swallow u. The world as its own problems. War, crime, death, birth, and most of all the big events that we will never forget. If you fight with a loved one, Stop and think at least you have someone that is behind you, unless they are abusing you than they are no better than a person behind bars. Drama is a key thing that we all become part of no matter if we like it or not. Drama is a reason will ppl to take their anger and stress out on someone else. Stress is a big key in life. Everything that comes up in life has stress. Work, school, and love. But a life is 3 times more important than a person laying on a table. Help everyone you can feel as spe
Title: Life By: Me My insanity exceeds this dream of extasy Your hopes and wishes become your dirty dishes My life of lives is dying tonight My faith is gone I have no one All of these people around me But ignorance is all I see The shimmering light is dying tonight Everything that was will never be Everything that is will always be Nothing is working out for me My passion and virtuosity Have become another hurdle for me All of this stress has taken its toll I have become weary and cold You are judged by your appearance But now I'm fearless Closed minds make for weak people And somehow I'm stuck in the middle Life has its way of working out But it also has its moments of doubt With life comes uncertainty Just let your demons out and set your self free Everything's made to be broken I wish I knew who I am I don't think that you'd understand I'm lost in my mind In this dream of extasy you'll never find Acidic questions are flowing like wine I wonder, is
Life's Garden
"After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul, and you learn that love doesn't mean leaning and company doesn't mean security, and you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises, and you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes open, with the grace of an adult, not the grief of a child. You learn to build all your roads on today because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans. After a while you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much. So, plant your own garden and decorate your own soul, instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers. And you learn that you really can endure... that you really are strong, and you really do have worth."
Life Sucks
I am so sick of people. I hate the fact that i am nice to people. I am too nice. Ok so i do everything for a friend of mine and she helps me out every once in awhile. But what pisses me off she always calls me when i leave and asks all kinds of questions like she has no life. So i texted her earlier and asked her where she was cause i was gonna see if she wanted to come over. Well she sends me a message back asking me why i need to know where she is all the time. Cocking a attitude. So me going through alot lately and having some anger issues not being able to control it, i flipped and yelled at her. SO she says all kinds of crazy shit like i am doing wrong and shit in my life. Whatever that means. And ok so she has been watching my daughter while i work and she was going to watch my daughter while i join the military. Now she is all like you need to find someone to watch your daughter. Even though i have watched her two dogs repeatedly. The first time i charged her cause they are a ha
Life's Wonders
why is so hard to meet people and try to have a relationship. So my relationship days are over just about! i just wanna have all my friends that wanna be friends with benefits or just to hang out with and be cool with that if you have a comment please post
Life And Love
"God determines who walks into your life.... it's up to you to decide who you let walk away, who you let stay, and who you refuse to let go." Life can give you a hundred reasons to cry, but you can give life a thousand reasons to smile. As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness, You'll Never get back! "whats meant to be, will always find a way!" "Look into
Life's Lessons
1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good. 2. When in doubt, just take the next small step. 3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. 4. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does. 5. Pay off your credit cards every month. 6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree. 7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone. 8. It's OK to get angry with God. He can take it. 9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck. 10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile. 11 . Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present. 12. It's OK to let your children see you cry. 13. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their Journey is all about. 14. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn't be in it. 15. Everything can change in the blink of an eye. But don't worry; God never blinks. 16. Take a deep breath. It calms the mind. 17. Get rid of anything
what's going on everyone my world just keeps getting crazy and screwed up the good thing is no more sucidal thoughts or attemps a few pagan holidays are comming up and i'm still at a job that i love. the bad things are finding that special one to spend those holidays with one of my bosses that i want to fucking kill and problems at home that ar getting worse ... so if u have any suggestions that could help feel free to send them ....
Life And Love
just stopping by to say hello to all the fubar folks. please help me get my level up. and i will do something for you just a big sweetheart. looking for friends. yes i am a firefighter. yes i am a great kisser,anything else just ask
Sometimes I get really confused about life. Is that because we are not suppose to understand it? Just when I think I'm on the right track with something seems I am corrected and it wasn't what I thought. Maybe I am just trying too hard. I need to take a different approach at this. Think I'll try this and see what happens.....Wish me luck!!!
Life Isn't For Some People
If you know me at all, you know I HATE it when people look at my tattoos and ask "Hey did that hurt?" While standing in line at the store today, the guy behind me (who must have left his brain in the dresser drawer at home) braved that very question. To which my response was "You know, everyone asks that and it's annoying. It's 45 hours of needles digging into my skin, of course it hurt!" His brilliance didn't end there, though! He then asked "In one day?" Yes, you idiot..... 45 hours in one day. I told him "Well, you know.... life isn't for everyone" He chuckled, and agreed. I was left stunned......... I guess thinking isn't for everyone either.
Life And Happiness
Well, life and my marriage both are both going well for the first time in a very long time. The wife and I found one night while we were talking, that she was not doing certain things because I was not paying attention to her, and I was not paying attention to her because she was not doing certain things. We have been in a vicious circle for a very long time. It goes to show what can happen when two hard heads get something set in their minds without talking to each other. We have found the feeling we had a very long time ago when we met. It is nice to be able to sit next to each other and watch TV, or sit in the back yard, talk, walk, play, or do what ever together and feel the same happiness and sense of comfort we felt a long time ago. I am sure we will still argue and agree on everything, but I know it will never again get as bad as it was. Thank goodness 22 years did not go down the drain. As always, I wish you and yours the best, and never let pride and a hard head destr
Life In 2020
It may be only a short while away, but the world in 2020 will be very different. Cosmos asked some of the world's leading scientists to forecast the future. Albert Einstein claimed he never thought about the future. "It comes soon enough," he would say. And you can see his point. What would have been the good of worrying about our destiny when it was not of our making? But life has changed since the great physicist's day. Sweeping changes of our own creation now beset our world: carbon emissions, soaring populations, cloning, rising extinction rates. We are changing our planet and its biosphere in ways that were once unimaginable. We are also developing lifesaving technologies that would have appeared equally incredible a few decades ago. Everywhere we witness change. But what will this bring and how will it affect our world? In this article, we address these questions in detail and explore the issues involved, concerns that will shape the existence and lifestyles of ourselves and our
Life And Love
well were do i start life sucks and love is no where to be found why why can't someone love me for who i am not whats between my legs or how much money i have why can't life be so much easier then is is right now
Life is full of up's and down's full of hate and angry words spoken, Life is full of pain, where'd i go wrong? seems like everytime i try to do something right it ends of all wrong. I want so bad to give up seems so much easier. The darkness covers the night sky, wish i was looking down instead of up. where is everyone at did i say something wrong. I gave all i had, did the best i could and now it seems it is all up hill from here, and there's noone here to catch me when i fall. Life is too tough to many questions not enough answers. I wish i could just close my eyes. It seems that everyone has forgot that i am still here. I still have feelings to i am still human just trying to be a good friend. Life i wish it were easier. Too many decisions to make so much confusion, when does it ever end, or will it ever end. It isnt fair that the good people are always left out. Life i wish it would all end. Life does it ever get better.
THIS IS FROM A MAN'S MAGAZINE AND I HAVE TO SAY MOST OF IT IS TRUE. You know not to forget her birthday and that her favorite flowers are purple tulips ,, But you need the complete list. Please use it responsibly. 100. Girls enjoy always having something kind of wrong, like a headache or cramping or something. Remember: No matter how bad it sounds, shes going to outlive you. 99. Most women will not have sex for the first time with a guy unless their legs are shaved. If your date shows up and you spot stubble, shes trying to keep herself in line. 98. No matter how much she reassures you, if you cant get a hard-on she assumes youre not attracted to her.... that is not true 97. Beware of your girlfriend's single party friend or gay bud. They want her to be single with them and will encourage any bad behavior as often as possible. 96. Jewelry. Now you always know what to get her for a last-minute gift. 95. The sight of you in your socks and underwear is the bi
To all my friends on here, I've been sick and offline, dealing with the car issue and plugging through school... just want you to know I haven't forgotten you and appreciate all your comments and love!
Well, as many of you know, I'm dating someone. His name is Andrew. He's an amazingly sweet guy. In almost every aspect we are a like. We have SO much in common. It's hard to really explain, I know Chastine knows what I'm talking about. Everything I've always said I wanted in a man, I've found in him. It sucks because we're so far away though. I suppose thats how long distance relationships go though. He's just, an amazing guy. I mean, its weird, how I hate men. I've talked so much shit recently about everything. With lindon... the men in general... and I have never in my life (even with lindon) felt a connection to someone like I have with him. I know it sounds insane, but it's true. It's like, he belongs in my life. I don't know how to explain it. So, it's been pretty interesting recently. I'm not where this will go, how it will go, or anything. I just, don't know. All i know is I DO NOT want to lose him from my life. I've never felt this way about someone. I find it strange how it al
Life Goes On!
Sooo... Im gonna be 25 soon... and ive decided that.. i dont wanna live here anymore....I am from Williamsport, Pa... and ive lived here my whole life... Hell i was born in the hospital i work at! I have no kids.. So Ive decided its time to move on! Im moving to Harrisburg, Pa.. The state Capital! Lots of jobs...and different things to do! Im lookin at December/Jan
Life is a school for learning, and some of the lessons are painful ones. We can't avoid being hurt. But we can decide not to let our hurt overshadow the rest of our lives. Choosing to let go and move on doesn't leave you the same as you were before. It brings you greater understanding and maturity and more compassion--toward others, and toward yourself, as well.
Life Gone Wrong
hey people and friends fans, i am just curious why everything has to go wrong and people treat you like shit, exspecially people you really care about like now when my mom is in the hospital and my dad is saying nothing but things to bring me down like i am nothing and i will never be nothing i am so sick of this most of the time i just want to give up and not want to be here anymore because i get put down so much i can't take it anymore...just kinda curious when you need people the most it seems like they are never there for you!
Life Sucks Sometimes
ya know just when u think everythings goin good an u have alot of good news about a situation it turns around an goes down hill and u find out that u lost what u had an u feel like a reject cause nothin goes right when the situation happens again an u lose what u had again its so very hard to pull urself out of the depression women who have been in this situation know men will never know what it tolls on a womans body heart an emotions and mental stability im talking about miscarriages im fighting with depression about the 1 an the twins ive lost this year im really worried about not having my monthly cause im afraid im pregnant again its been over a month since i lost the last babies an i should have started but i havent i mean in my heart i hope i am but im scared at the same time i just started taking bc thursday and i have the symtoms of being pg again i dunno if its my body playing a horrible joke on me or what if i find out i am im worried i might totaly lose it an end up in
Life's Lesson
The joys and sorrows of living, often brings up feelings untold. You try but you can't deny it, because it lives within us all. Happiness is expressed by laughter, tears is a symbol of pain. What it does to you as a person, Is sometimes hard to comprehend or explain. by klo_spice kizzy
Life Is Beautiful
You can?t quit until you try You can?t live until you die You can?t learn to tell the truth Until you learn to lie You can?t breathe until you choke You gotta laugh when you?re the joke There?s nothing like a funeral to make you feel alive Just open your eyes Just open your eyes And see that life is beautiful. Will you swear on your life, That no one will cry at my funeral? I know some things that you don?t I?ve done things that you won?t There?s nothing like a trail of blood to find your way back home I was waiting for my hearse What came next was so much worse It took a funeral to make me feel alive Just open your eyes Just open your eyes And see that life is beautiful. Will you swear on your life, That no one will cry at my funeral? Just open your eyes Just open your eyes And see that life is beautiful. Will you swear on your life, That no one will cry at my funeral? Just open your eyes Just open your eyes And see that life is beautiful.
Life In General
I would like to start out with why didn't life come with a handbook.Anyways,I'm a person that's very inspiring by what I know.Sometimes I honestly scare my self with all this useless knowledge stored in my head.I continue on with what I got left in me for courage,guts,& balls.I need to focus the best I can without the only one I ever loved so much,my daughter is in the air we breath and in my soul.She is my life's focus point.I have a great new bestfriend so kind, and thoughtful in so many ways.Saying Thankyou to her isn't enough.We'll anyone that lost a loved one can feel the pain of losing a child.I thank who ever listens to this.
In life, we cannot always choose whom we fall in love with. We cannot always choose the one who completes us. Who fulfills our passions and desires... Who we surrender our heart to. We cannot always choose whose touch we ache so intensely to have... Whose lips we long to passionately kiss... Whose body to make love with until the sun rises in the horizon. It is not always our choice, Who enters our daydreams... Who lingers in our mind... filling us with such vivid senses as the softness of their voice, The whispers of " I love you," The sadness of " good -bye." Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there, to serve some sort of purpose.... teach you a lesson, or to help you figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be (possibly your roommate, neighbor, coworker, long lost friend, lover, or even a complete stranger), but when you lock eyes with them, you know at that
Lifestyle Is A Learning Experience
This True & Proper Master JerryVG2 has experiences beyond most males and most humans for that matter *winks* It speaks volumes to the submissive as I answer from these experiences only and I never use quotes nor lessons from other sources outside of My Own Truth. This Master is by title: "Master of the Collage Arts - Feminine Eroticism" and this adds to what I actually offer to newly accepted submissives as what I refer to them as "My Next Canvas" The submissive will be trained online in the early beginning of our relationship. Also read through My profile where you will find deeper and more informative details as to how to go about discussing yourself and these opportunities I shall present to you. The submissive needs to please their Master and when they are unawares of why they hunger so often it becomes disturbing. Many partners in your Life? Nobody feels right to you. Submissive takes time and effort yet it is with these Supreme Guidances by the Ways of this True & Proper Ma
Hi Everyone October is always my favorite month of the year. This is a time for me to reflect on what I have done with my life and where I have been and most importantly where I would like to be next year. The leaves that fall each year after they bring color to decorate each day.A lesson learned is put away for a time to remember why things had to happen the way they did. Look forward to the things you have to give another. Take a chance and Dance in the Wind.. Make each moment count towards the one you love.. There is no reason to be afraid let the games and pain from your past go ..Dance in the Wind I almost died on October 18th 1982 . I was hit by a van on my motorcycle. I NEVER even knew I had been hit until I woke up..on the ground face down and my bike was under the van!! I have a lot to be thankful for and each October I realize it more and more...take care everyone
Life,how can you describe it.We have our ups and downs,we fall in love and we fall out of love,we hate and we forgive,we prosper and we fail. Unfortunately for me my life right now feels like someone kicked me in the balls and i don't want to get up but i know eventually things will feel better and i will walk again(a little sore though).Things are ment to happen when we least exspect it for the better or the worse.But the problem is we ask why and stay down for a long time instead of looking at the good things or people that have entered our life.
Life's Not An "all Or Nothing" Thing.
Making choices Carefully consider your choices. But don't get so consumed with making the perfect choice that you fail to make any choice at all. Most choices will involve some degree of compromise. In the real world, the perfect option may not be available to you. Instead of holding out for a perfect choice that never does come, make the best choice from the options available to you. It's better to move forward with a slight degree of disappointment than to be endlessly stuck on making a decision. Carefully and wisely consider your options, then go ahead and choose one. Take what you have to work with and begin actually working with it to create real value in your world. Remember that the fulfillment of your dreams is a journey and not a single step. It is unrealistic and counterproductive to expect that a single choice will solve all your problems or instantly bring you everything you ever hoped for. Over time, careful, intelligent choices will get you precisely where
Life And The World
Life as it stands now and the world in general (not the ppl) sucks...that is all oh wait my friends here you all rock sorry ive been away hard to get net time with a 4pm to 1am shift and all anyway im going to bed its 430 so party hardy if you are if not go back to bed!
Life On The Right Track? .. Lol
..I think I'm addicted to these Your Life is 69% Off Track If you're honest with yourself, you have to admit that you often feel like you're living the wrong life. It's a pretty easy conclusion to come to - because it seems like not a lot is going right. Consider finding a life coach or mentor. You need some encouragement in turning your life around.Are You Living The Wrong Life?
Life And Relationships
I wrote this as a reply to bulletin a friend had posted about why girl's do what they do when it comes to the ones they love leaving them. I thought it would only be right that the guy's had their story told. Although once again this is for those guys that always finish last in life, you know what I mean. Here's To All The Guys. That weren't assholes to the ones they loved. That tried their hardest to do what was right and protect that girl they thought was number one. That watched the tears fall from that sweet and innocent face, while holding back their own. That did what they thought was best, because they didn't realize how happy she was with him. That knew as they walked away the only comfort that would be afforded them is the tears shed as the nights were spent without sleep. That hid their tears from the world because that is what men do. That ignored her calls and texts, because hearing her voice would bring us to our knees. That spent the time getting over her by lookin
So yeah pretty much my life is sucking right now! Nothing ever seems to go my way and when i think something is going good i get slammed down and brought to realize it wasnt going good nor ever will!! 19 has been pretty shitty so far!! When will it ever end? Im so tired of feeling like shit and crying. I bust my ass to make people happy and still get fucked!! Can anyone help?
Life. By:Jeff Moore Life was and is to be There is no other way One can try to change the path But will only fail these days Life will only happen once Ones will try to see Though some will try their hardest My life is only for me The ones who try to change life's fate Will only fail to succeed For life will give us desisions Not all for you or me.
" Life "
is it just me or do we all feel lonely when the person your with doesnt touch you anymore when the person your with hangs up with out saying I love you when you sit outside and its cold with nobody to hug or cuddle up with when you look out your window and see a bunch of birds haveing fun when the light is off and you feel a cobweb in your face when you walk down the street and get home with out anyone worring about where you were when you take a shower and you cant reach that 1 sertin spot theese are only several things that make me lonely ........what makes u lonely .............
So its been a looooong time since I wrote a blog. So I figure its time to update. For 10 months I was a a man I thought I was going to be with forever....It's so hard waking up everyday and realizing that my life is no longer what I had planned for it to be. He was way to controlling and made me a prisoner in my own home. If it had not been for a close friend I would still be with him to this day. Thanks Travis for all the late night convos! It helped alot and I really think you have no idea how much it helped having someone to talk to. Jason was a very good guy in the beginning and then just got out of control. I couldn't take the constant accusing me of cheating. And always wanting to know how long I was going to do going to my mom's. Its MY MOM'S house why does it matter how long I am there? Or saying that someone was always at the house. If we were on the phone and he heard the littlest noise, someone was coming in the door. It frustrates me so much!
Life Up To Now
so my life up until now... there's just been too much shit going on lately. i'm basically failing every course i'm takin now and at first i was told "oh, it's just the adjustment period", and it's been like more than 2 months and nothing's changing. tho, i do have to say, i got a 70 on a calc test and a 76 on my seminar (witchcraft in early america) midterm. other than that, the only class i'm doing relatively well in is german. i HATE econ mostly cuz it's at 8 am and i get to trudge across campus and look at all the pretty frost on the ground. other than that, my life is full of work i dont wanna do. dont have time for, random wal-mart runs (like today..but i have to thank brandon cuz he bought me a chord to play my mp3 on and that made my week), random chambersburg runs along wit kidnappin my best friend's fiance in the middle of the night or in the early morning on the weekend. i'm loosing sleep and makin up for it in the form of naps or gettin 13 hours of sleep (haha sat
Life Blows
Life blows when you dont know why the one you love and care about wont answer a simple phone and tell you why she is mad at you. I can only do so much and take so much. Life isnt easy and if it was then life would be no fun but it would be nice to get the answers for the questions that I ask. And what really sucks is that one night everything will be going great and then the next everything has gone to shit. For some odd reason her best friend hates me and that really doesnt matter but matters is the fact that Lacey is being told by Mallory to keep being pissed at me and that I dont love Lacey which is complete bullshit because if I am willing to give up on my own flesh and blood, my first born child to be with Lacey then I must want to be with her and love her. I can keep going on and on but I am not going to cause it hurts to talk about this. I just want Lacey to know that I love her and I want to be with her and Kaylen for the rest of my life. No one else matters to beside those two
So right now im tring to move my house. Too bad im like almost 8 months pregnant and by my self. Talk about stress. Some of my family have helped but it is my shit so i feel like im not doing anything. I had to call off work off 3 days cause my landlady wouldnt let me stay another week(i ofter to pay $100 for a week) So im running around like crazy and i think im going insane. Hope everyone eles week is better than mine.
Life Too Short...
Life is too short for drama & petty things! So laugh insanely, love truly and forgive quickly!
The Life Within.
This breath that breaks the threshold of my lips can seize your heart, make you hurt no more, bring heaven to your feet, and cause your mind to sore. I can speak with razor blade tongue, or with beauty so pure as to make angels shed their wings to get a closer hear. These things I speak of you will never see, never hold within your hand, these things are mine, my life, my soul, my heart, my will to be more then you.
Life Is A Gift....make The Best Of It.....
Today before you say an unkind word - Think of someone who can't speak. Before you complain about the taste of your food - Think of someone who has nothing to eat. Before you complain about your husband or wife - Think of someone who's crying out to GOD for a companion. Today before you complain about life - Think of someone who we nt too early to heaven. Before you complain about your children - Think of someone who desires children but they're barren. Before you argue about your dirty house someone didn't clean - Think of the people who are living in the streets. Before whining about the distance you drive - Think of someone who walks the same distance with their feet. And when you are tired and complain about your job - Think of the unemployed, the disabled, and those who wish they had your job. But before you think of pointing the finger or condemning another - Remember that not one of us is without sin and we all answer to one MAKER. And when de
Life Style
Awakening There was a warm; gentle breeze blowing as she stared at the waves crashing on the shore. The horizon had blended into the sea as the Sun had already set; leaving a faint lavender haze that was quickly merging into the dark blackness of the ocean. Her thoughts were elsewhere as the stars slowly blinked into existence before her eyes. She was thinking how cold and disinterested Victor was as he broke the news to her, “ It’s not your fault, I’ve just changed, people change you know. I feel shackled and emaciated by our arrangement, I’m sorry but I need out!” She knew what he meant, he had grown tired of her, after 6 years of loving and caring, of giving of herself completely, he had just thrown her away. The pain was something that she knew she had to stop, and after six months of trying to forget, of changing her routine and habits she had come up with the only solution she could think of. That was what had brought her to this beach
Life's Full Of Choices
Filling life with value Even though there is much work yet to be done, and numerous obstacles still to be overcome, there is no reason to be dismayed. Because as each moment comes, you can fill it with effort and value, and your life will continue to grow richer as a result. It's a mistake to assume that effort is something to be diligently avoided. To wish for a life free of challenges is to wish for a life in which it would be impossible to find any kind of real fulfillment. Look back at where you've come from and you will understand. The times that have brought the most value and richness to your life were the times that demanded the most of you. Find your joy in the challenges, in the efforts, in the living and in the giving. The moments when much is asked of you are the moments when great richness is added to your experience of life. Think of what a valuable and magnificent opportunity it is to be able to work, to learn, to grow, to accomplish and to find sweet fulfillme
Life Life is a long road You face different ordeals Alot of tears will flow Down your face... You will find yourself asking Why does this happen to me? Well my friend I must say Life happens to everyone... Just wipe away the tears Be stronge and hold on So you can face another day... Don't give up things shall change Give it time,and remember your not alone...
Life Imitates T.v
superhero - Ani Difranco sleep walking through the all-nite drug store baptized in fluorescent light i found religion in the greeting card aisle now i know hallmark was right and every pop song on the radio is suddenly speaking to me art may imitate life but life imitates t.v. 'cuz you've been gone exactly two weeks two weeks and three days and let's just say that things look different now different in so many ways i used to be a superhero no one could touch me not even myself you are like a phone booth that i somehow stumbled into and now look at me i am just like everbody else if i was dressed in my best defenses would you agree to meet me for coffee if i did my tricks with smoke and mirrors would you still know which one was me if i was naked and screaming on your front lawn would you turn on the light and come down screaming, there's the asshole who did this to me stripped me of my power stripped me down i used to be a superhero no one c
right now life for me is shity. i am really down right now and i havent been on as much because of lifes drama. so pray for me. i will try and be on more luv you all joanne
Life Fu**in Sucks.....ya Know SO tells me to decide if i want to be in this marriage or not. of course i dont, but i am not ready to stand on my own securely.....leave it to a man to ruin a womans plans. i had it to where i would stick it out til i had a car, job and saved some $ to leave. he is gonna try to keep me here by fear....wont work, just dont know what ill do yet.....if its sooner that 5-6 months from now like i thought. so im still a scared, mad, sad....this shit wont end for a while will it. being ignored by someone who i trusted my feelings/shattered heart to isnt helping either....but such is working at building a wall....noone will get close to me again, like not going to be fooled in to thinking someone cares....loves me even anymore
àdh mòr athair. bail ò Dhia ar tinneas.
Life And All Thats In Between
I don't know what is going on in my head lately, no i am not depressed as so many people would assume lol I have just been thinking allot and weighing my life and what im surrounded by. Im getting tired of all those people who are so self absorbed that they have the need to make other people's achievements seem less than they are just to make themselves feel better. Im tired of people who re so engaged in their own agenda's they fail to see that they are hurting everyone around them. I wonder if they ever stop to think about the consequences of their actions? Or do they even care? I am also tired of people who try to change who you are and what you’re all about. It's very simple the core of who a person is does not change. You can make changes in your life to better yourself but not until you want to. Allot of people know that...or so I thought. Changing someone is like beating your head against a brick wall, it's not going to move, not unless it wants to. All the beating is going to a
What have you wrought? A smothering indistinctness of misery as Emotions scream. Once we tasted bliss, Untainted and childlike, But your desire vanished. A vengeful morass of agony - Drops of blood follow death, follow bitterness, Love bled dry. In a haze of hatred, I condemn you. -By Me
Love Hurts As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. RM
Questions go unanswered silence carries on Cant help but wonder "where did I go wrong?" Life is moving quickly Tomarrow already gone selfish in my own ways I need to move on Easier said than done When it's you who is the one Broken in two Battered and bruised Alone agian With no choice in the end My body aches My mind numb Letting go sounds great I wish it could be done Feeling drained Out of touch With only hopes and no luck
a friend of mine from highschool put this up in his bullitin and i thought it would be a good read for some people. is really a great reflextion on life and if more people knew this, maybe they wouldn't take life with such a sour pill. Isnt life just a real kick in the ass? You really never know what is going to really happen to you and no matter how much you try to steer one way or the other, no matter how much you wish this or you wish that, it never really goes the way you envision it. Now, dont get me wrong. A person can usually pick a career, pick a nose, a friend most times, and even pick a pet. But the directions and paths that we make and take on our own can be an exhausting journey. Things do happen for a reason... If you know me you know I whole-heartedly believe this. I say it all the time. But people in general really dont see and reckonize what is right in front of them. See the fact that as we go through life and live out each and everyday that GOD gives us on th
There comes a time in your life when you realize that if you standstill now, you will remain at this point forever.You realize the if you fall and stay down, life will pass you by. Life's circumstance's are not always what you think or what you might wish them to be. The pattern of life does not necessarily go as you plan. Beyond any understanding, you may at times be led in differnt direction's that you may never imagined, dreamed, or designed. Yet,if you have never put any effort into choosing a path, or tried to carry out your dreams, then perhaps you would have no direction at all. Rather than wondering about or questioning the direction you life has taken, accept the fact the there is a path before you now. Shake off the "why's" and "what if's" and rid yourself of the confusion. Whatever was~is the past. Whatever is~is what's important.The past is a brief reflection. The future is yet to be realized. Today is here. Walk your path one step at a time,with courage, faith, and deter
life is a good thing sometimes could be bad deppends how u make ur life out to be my life is good but its also bad gone threw jumpings being shoot at ladys leaving me but the good things is my mom and dad and my daughter and my boy from munkyface entertianment for a shoot at the music industry so if yall think ur life good or bad remeber u got good family and friends to help u out
Why is it that you cant find friends from years back? I had the best friend a person could ever want to have while I was in England and after we came back to America we lost touch and now I cant even find her. Maybe someone out there knows her, Mary she was in England in 85-86, her husbands name is Brad and she is from Florida. Yes this is an extreme long shot if you do let her know I am looking for her.
Me and my daughter have been through a lot the past 2years but we have hung in and no one can split use up she is almost 3 and the joy of my life its just me and her all the way yes im a single mom
Have you ever heard the saying God only gives you what you can handle?? Well I'm beginning to think he sees me as super woman. For years I haven't slept hardly at all, I'm now on the way to getting that fixed. But the Dr isn't happy with the way my legs look, there very very swollen, that makes it hard to walk or even stand. Greg had a heart attack last year and now he has to have surgery on tuesday for his arm. Then on friday I have a EKG then on tuesday I have another sleep study. With Greg being off work for 6-8 weeks there wont be much money coming in. Only my paycheck and a small amount from Greg's short term disability. Now its bad enough that there is not enough money coming in to pay bills but Christmas is coming. Well for the second year in a row we wont be having one. My birthday is in 2 weeks and all I wanted was dinner at texas roadhouse and a movie. Wont be doing that eather. The dogs need to go to the vet, I need to get bills paid and food in the house oh and dont forget
Life Realy Sucks Sometimes...
ok so i posted this blog sept. of last year... but the same thigns are going on again... sooo i thought i would post it on here.... I've never been as hurt or felt as rejected as i did today.... why is it that my husband can claim to love me so dearly but yet he seem to not find me desirable.... the only time he holds me or kisses me even slightly passionately is when i have bitched and complained about it.... is it so wrong to want more then to just be "told" you are loved.. to want to be held,,, to have a warm loving arm wrapped over me in the night... i want to be called beautifully by some one other then some stranger on the Internet... i want to be told I'm special by the man who promised to love me forever... will there never again be romance in my life... soft music playing, the warm glow of candle light, a genital touch on my cheek, the caress of a lovers lips against mine.... i truly cant remember when i last had a kiss that made me go weak in the knees... i
Life Is A Right... Not A Choice.
In This Video, There Are VERY Disturbing Images... Please Be Prepared. Please Don't Watch In Front Of Children. ********* After So Many Miscarriages.. You Can Guess Where I Stand On Abortion. I know that there are lots of reasons why women get them... One of the biggest fights for abortion is rape but less than 2% of abortions are due to rape. 98% of abortions are due to other 'reasons' There are other avenues/options to abortion... There are hungry, lonely arms of men and women that what a child so badly. WHAT A GIFT!!!! And This Gift... is destroyed.. murdered... and for what? A Firm Figure? Not Ready For The Responsibility? A Secret Revealed?
Lifehouse ~ First Time
We're both looking for something We've been afraid to find It's easier to be broken It's easier to hide Looking at you, holding my breath For once in my life I'm scared to death I'm taking a chance letting you inside I'm feeling alive all over again As deep as the sky under my skin Like being in love, she said, for the first time Maybe I'm wrong, I'm feeling right where I belong with you tonight Like being in love to feel for the first time The world that I see inside you Waiting to come to life Waking me up to dreaming Reality in your eyes Looking at you, holding my breath For once in my life I'm scared to death I'm taking a chance letting you inside I'm feeling alive all over again As deep as the sky under my skin Like being in love, she said, for the first time Maybe I'm wrong, I'm feeling right where I belong with you tonight Like being in love to feel for the first time We're crashing Into the unknown We're lost in this But it feels lik
In every change that you experience in life, there will be times when you'll wonder if you can endure. But you'll learn that facing each difficulty one by one isn't so hard. It's when you don't deal with a situation that it sometimes comes back to confront you again. Changes are sometimes very painful, but they teach us that we can endure and that we can become stronger. Everything that comes into your life has a purpose, but the outcome is in your hands by the action you take. Be wise with your life, be willing to endure, and always be willing to face life's challenges.
Life Lessons
1 - First Important Lesson - Cleaning Lady. During my second month of college, our professor gave us a pop quiz. I was a conscientious student and had breezed through the questions until I read the last one: 'What is the first name of the woman who cleans the school?' Surely this was some kind of joke. I had seen the cleaning woman several times. She was tall, dark-haired and in her 50s, but how would I know her name? I handed in my paper, leaving the last question blank. Just before class ended, one student asked if the last question would count toward our quiz grade. 'Absolutely,' said the professor 'In your careers, you will meet many people. All are significant They deserve your attention and care, even if all you do is smile and say 'hello.' I've never forgotten that lesson. I also learned her name was Dorothy. 2. - Second Important Lesson - Pickup in the Rain One night, at 11:3 0 p.m., an older African American woman was standing on the side of
Life Is So Messed Up
life is so messed up right now, things just arent going the way i want them to, i messed up so much in the past year and now that im focused and i know what i need to do in life it seems like its just so hard, i was stuck on a fantasy level and i didnt do all the things i should have done, and even though my friends right, u cant rewind and go back im hoping i can take what ive learned over the past year and make this upcoming year better. you kno my friend is well hes very special to me, hes where i get most of my advice from, hes smart, hes got a good heart and a good personality and he makes me laugh, he says some of the most off the wall things ive ever heard but our conversations never get old, we can sit on the phone for hours and barely say a word to each other but we kno how eachother feels. hes my heart, hes my support, hes my.... everything n i luv him a lot, u kno who u r, n i luv u baby luv
Life Partner
Soulmate Until the end of time You're my soulmate I'll love you till I get to Heaven's gate And if I go first sweetheart I'll wait 'Cause I know I'll never find another Soulmate Your love There's no telling where I'd be Without your love Stumbling in the dark Would be pretty rough When I get down you're the one That lifts me up I thank the Lord above For your love In this day and time The right one is hard to find Girl, that's why I'm holding on to you [Soulmate lyrics on] Each and every night When we turn out the light There's no mistaking what we have is true Soulmate I hope that we grow old together Soulmate In the good and bad Even through the heartache We've got a special bond That'll never break 'Cause darling you and I are Soulmates Soulmate Until the end of time You're my soulmate 'Cause darling you and I are Soulmates Yeah, I know I'll never find another Soulmate
I like life. Life likes me. I and life very fully agree. Life is fine. Life is good. 'Specially mine, which is just as it should be. I like pouring the wine and, why not? Life's a pleasure that I deny not. I like life here and now. Life and I make a mutual vow. 'Til I die, life and I We'll both try to be better somehow. And if life were a woman, she would be my wife. Why? Because I like life.
Life Is To Short
i keep waiting for the one person to come in my life , i've never been the kind of person that want's alot but love is something i've always looked for but never found it , i'm always sweet to everyone i meet and would do anything for my friends , but for once in my life i want the flowers and the guy to treat me like i mean something to him instead of sex and paying his bills , i know i'm not all that ,i don't even think i'm pretty , but everyone needs love and i think it's time that i get mine muahhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Life Right Now
I really really love my job, but I just hate the place that I work. It feels like just about everyone there is happy with just being average...I just don't understand it. I mean, when I do my job, I make everything I do look the best that it possibly can...with some others, it seems like they just get by. Don't get me wrong, there are people there that do a good job, too. After Saturday, when the tire in my live truck blew out on the side of the 10 and my boss just got pissed because he actually had to do something, I just got to thinking that I need to move on from this place. I mean what kind of boss hangs up on someone because he doesn't want to bring out a vehicle so I can get off the freeway and do my job. What an idiot. I repeat, I need to move on from this place. Well I have many more frustrations with CBS 2 in Palm Springs, but I need to forget about it for a few more hours.
Lifes 2 Questions
in life you get two chosses live like theres no tomorrow or live for ten years down the road if you live like theres no tomorrow you miss out on life and if you live for ten years down the road you forget abouthaven fun and what life really means so you tell me what life really means so you tell me what i should do miss out on life or forget about fun and what life really means is there a in between or is it just that should i have for the things i need should i have to cry myself to sleep cause life isnt working out should i have to fight for my life thats just it you get nothing for free life just one big fight you fight for your you fight for your job so you can feed your self you fight to keep your family and friends safe you fight to survive in a world your not ment to fight is that it are we fighting a fight we wont win is there no hope should we just give up and not fight but thats it if you give up on the fight your called a failure but if you keep the fight going what are you
Life is not short, by any means. Actually, the longest thing you will ever do is live, so make the best of it! No one cares how much money you have, and no one will care that how successful you were in life. What they will remember are the small things. The times you lent an ear when they needed someone to listen, the time you helped them change a flat, when you gave them your last dollar so they could buy a soda to have with their lunch. The little things are what people are remembered by, make someone smile at least once a day; kiss your kids for no reason other than to let them know you love them. Wake up every morning knowing that someone is grateful for having known you. Touch someone's life! People will come and go, cherish them, and the time you have with each of them. Spend less time yelling at your kids, and more time dancing with them to the silly songs that come on during commercials. Say "thank you" to the drive through worker, wave to a construction worker, do the small th
Life Is To Short
Many of you don't know this so just to give a little background, I own a bunch of sports related websites. The one that started it all was, a Miami Dolphins based site. We have a pretty good group of guys not only from a knowledge of football stand point but from a human being stand point. 2 of my closest friends I met through the site. Any ways enough about that. This past Sunday, I was on the site and one of members, one of the really good hearted people posted a thread titled "Important". The following was his post. ----------------------------------------------------------------------- FIN FAN IN ALASKAHey guys, know its been a while since I posted, but I wanted to make sure I got you guys praying with me. My son (Cameron - 11) had a severe allergic reaction. I can't provide alot of details because I am just doing this while I grab a change of clothes for me and my wife. He is in the Peds ICU at Providence hospital here in Anchorage.. He has been unconscious
Life Is What Life Is
Through all the ups, all the downs, Some will be there, some can't be found. If they won't care as they should, so be it. This is life in the way that I wish to see it. You can give your all, or you can try not. When they decide to leave, what have you got? You build it up, then it breaks away. This is life in the way I see it today. Days come and go, true hearts stay close. Without happiness, love is an imitation at most. You haven't stayed close, it's hard to love you, This is life in a way that is sadly true. To leave behind such a feeble mind, forget it and pursue someone real. This is my goal, and in time... This will be life and the way that I feel.
Life In General
Hey all. Glad you've taken the time to read another one of my useless blogs I have decided to post. Here goes. I've recently heard a lot of things, from a lot of different people. Complaints, hopes, dreams, things of this nature. I've decided to tell you this. These words of wisdom from a young person's point of view. Not every young person thinks this way, I know I do, though. Don't take it as a voice of my generation, take it as the voice of this person. Things happen in life, I don't know if they're for a reason or not. Despite what you may think, things often happen to good people, for bad reasons. Not everything has a silver lining, no matter how hard you decide to analyze the aspects of the situation. I've heard many people say they're tired of being broke. (Having no money.) I've heard others say they've not yet found the person for them, or been able to attain their dream home. Here's my view on the situation, regardless of if you like my view(s) or not. In li
as i walk through this valley of shadow and death, which has been proven to be what we call life. there is a small glimmer of hope and happiness. we call it love family and friendship. we are who we are by who we choose to be in our life. many people try to enter it but we have the final say on who we keep close to us. the ones who make the misery and pain and hatred of everyday life disappear and make us smile and realize that life is worth so much that we hold on to everything special and amazing to us. so this i send to you my friends a special note to you just to say thank you for being you and for helping me who i am. James
Life And My Son....
I have heard people say sometimes that life is over rated. it? At times, I certainly think so. Why do we have murders, rape, child abuse, domestic violence, and a lot of other catastrophes if life is supposed to be so wonderful.!?.. Most of the time, I try to reassure myself that without trying times in this lifetime, what would make us stronger? Would we know good times from bad times? It just gives us something to strive for, in order to make this world that we live in a better place to be in order for those of us who have children. It is hard to "let go" of them as they grow older, my son is 13. He has grown into a young man so very quickly. I am proud of him. He gets good grades, has close friends, plays baseball and has such a good heart. I do fear for him at times because of the state that the world is in. I choose not to worry, #1, because worry gets a person nowhere in life, and #2,because I know that he has a good head on his shoulders, and I tried t
Life's End????
life is to short, grudges are a waste of happiness, laugh when you can, apologize when you should and let go of what you cant change. Love deeply and forget quickly,give everything and have no regrets, life is to short to be unhappy. You have to take the good with the bad, smile when your sad, love what you got, and always remember what you had. Always forgive and never froget, learn form your mistakes, but never regret.
Life Is...
Life Sucks
Have you ever had the feeling that everytime you get out of one hole you get right into a deeper one? Yea well thats pretty much where I am right now..Ive been going thru alot and just really have been trying to cover up how stressed I am with a fake ass smile and NSFW pics that make you forget about asking me how I am. I guess last night everything became to much for me and I realized Im at rock bottom ..Im not super woman and I cant do the things Im trying to do by myself. Im hard headed and full of pride and never ask for help but I realized I have to...I know that this probley makes no sense because none of my friends not event the ones I talk to daily know what Im really going thru in life right I just wanted to let everyone know that Im going to be gone for awhile and I wont be on here ..if you have any faith at all please remember me in your prayers and for those of you that mean enough to me that you have my phone number feel free to use it to call or text at any time
Life In A Love
Escape me? Never— Beloved! While I am I, and you are you, So long as the world contains us both, Me the loving and you the loth, While the one eludes, must the other pursue. My life is a fault at last, I fear: It seems too much like a fate, indeed! Though I do my best I shall scarce succeed. But what if I fail of my purpose here? It is but to keep the nerves at strain, To dry one's eyes and laugh at a fall, And baffled, get up to begin again,— So the chase takes up one's life, that's all. While, look but once from your farthest bound, At me so deep in the dust and dark, No sooner the old hope drops to ground Than a new one, straight to the selfsame mark, I shape me— Ever Removed!
I have been betrayed, but I move on for there is nothing I can do my emotions are all over the place never quite appealing to one way or another. I hold on to my thoughts and try to analyze them only to prove what I have always known that I don't want to be alone. There are so many times in life that you feel alone that to think about them almost seem too much to bear. Life begins in a state of aloneness. I feel I have spent enough time alone how can one not blame me for not wanting to continue this path. Maybe the truth is I have always been alone not in a physical sense, but in a spiritual sense. No that can't be right most religion will tell you that as long as you embrace your chosen savior you are never alone. I feel that I have embraced my savior so why am I still feeling this way I have reached an apex in weeks time I will be 26 years old and I am once again without a counter-part to share my life with if this to be my fate then so be it, if not I will continue to hold on to the
Life Is So Boring
i'm so fucking bored, work is boring and to damn slow, just don't have any ideas what to do. any suggestiond
Lifehouse... Everything... {my 'andrew' Song}
find me here and speak to me I want to feel you I need to hear you you are the light that's leading me to the place where I find peace again you are the strength that keeps me walking you are the hope that keeps me trusting you are the life to my soul you are my purpose you're everything and how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you would you tell me how could it be any better than this yeah you calm the storms and you give me rest you hold me in your hands you won't let me fall you still my heart and you take my breath away would you take me in take me deeper now and how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you would you tell me how could it be any better than this and how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you would you tell me how could it be any better than this cause you're all I want you're all I need you're everything everything you're all I want you're all I need you're everythi
I am a woman with no nmae ...well i have a name i have always known but do not exist in the "system".I went to get my drivers license renewed and I was told my name was "flagged" whatever that means.My parents were not married when i was born they married a year after so my social has my moms maiden name and my birth certificate has my dads.So went to get it changed at the birth certificate place and they went to change it and they "accidentally"deleted all my information.what the hell!I have been trying for nearly 2 years to get it fixed and everytime i go they send me to new places I have been to 8 diff social security places and nothing.I CANT BUY CIGS,DRIVE,GO OUT OR ANYTHING.I am 23 and feel like an illegal alien.This stresses me out and gets me mad and depressed all at the same time.So if anyone has any advise im open ..pleassseee
Life In Colorado
Its cold and the sports are the shit. The weather sometimes sucks but I can get used to it.
Life, In General
I really should be doing more blogging because I actually have more time on my hands. But I'm not. And I think you may have noticed that. The job is great so far. This is the busy season and all of the service guys, like me, are new, like me, so everybody is running around like maniacs, like me. The training is rough because of all of this. When there's actually time to sit down and train, then things will really progress. On the other front. I've been talking to a couple of ladies. Lisa and Monica. I met Lisa at a far a week ago. A friend called, asked me to meet them. I did. We hung out. We've talked. And that's pretty much it. She's cool and she's also very busy. Monica I met online. She's funny as fuck and not afraid to show it. She's pretty busy also and has some other things going on in her life. So things are going pretty slow. This, of course, is the nature of things. I've been single how fucking long? Then all at once two women gain my interest
Life Is Good
My life is good and I could not be happier right now.I am in love with the most BEAUTIFUL woman in the world. I have never had anyone show me so much love in my life.I can feel in her touch,her kiss,I see it in her eyes and hear it in her voice.I don't know what I did to deserve her but I'm sure glad I did it.Just what to say I love you Nancy!Thank You for loving me and letting me love you!
Life's Too Short.
So tired of the drama. Tired of being miserable. Ready to move on. Without you. I'm doing this for me. REL
Life Update/relationship
Possible controversial matter! HOWDY ALL, i guess i should update this thing huh? well here go's as some of you may know, i have a new person in my life, if you want to get to know her, by all means go ahead, i WILL warn you, she has a B.S. meter on her that rivals some teenagers i have met in my life,lol L, is 1 of the coolest sexiest people i have met in a VERY long time, she allows me to be the person i have always wanted to be.This includes but is not limited to me being Bi. much less being a(what i call)"multi/sexual" person in this i mean that if i find another person sexually attractive, and she is OK with me wanting to be sexual with the IE: "knocking boot's,hooking up,etc." she is OK with it as long as she doesn't have a problem with it, if she does we discuss it, and go from there. we now live together with her daughter, and a close friend of hers she has known a few years she met in AZ. ( she lived there previously to moving here to Salem) part of our roo
Life's Lessons
Never let your gaurd down Never let it through For if you let your gaurd down You'll wind up forever blue. Day and night Alone you'll live With the children He left you with But when all is said and done You'll find yourself the only one Around. To clean and cook, shop and spend, Oh! The challenges never end!! But still you'll sleep Just like me Alone at night- You too will weep- And ponder how it was You ended up here In this place Not that you won't Thank God/Goddess for this grace, But calling out HIS name inside You still want to run and hide Because the pain Is still so new So Fresh So much a part of you.
Friday, November 09, 2007 ramblings of a twisted mind...... Current mood: numb Category: Life The time is 11:42pm and i am restless..... My mind is somewhere in a far off place and my body is left in the present. I wonder if life is supposed to be this difficult or have I choosen to be lost?? The words are so hard to find these days and I think it is better to just not talk at all. I guess i feel like if i had something profound to say it would have already come out but, again i am speechless. That does not mean that i dont think or feel it just means that i am not sure what is right to say. The whole love thing has me completely misunderstood! I have always been told that i am a mean person when it comes to relationships. Maybe i am just one of those people that have to be alone. Maybe i am to difficult for the average person to be with. I think i am misunderstood alot of the times. I grew up a lonley person and had to depend on just me. I have always ma
everyone has there life.. work, home, and social... I am a very busy person. many people have said to me, why r u ignoring let me tell you all now... i dont mean to ignore anyone.. i have a LIFE.. and it doesnt mean fubar..lmao i have kids, work and school... sometimes i am here and a book is in my face, trying to get homework done at the same time..or i have kids in the shower trying to get in bed, or i am cooking dinner, or what ever.... maybe i am not a good but please know that i dont ignore you, i just have tons going on in my REAL life.... my kids and home life come first..... muwahhh's to all who read..... lmao
Life's Maybes
Maybe . . . We were supposed to meet the wrong people before meeting the right one so that, when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift. Maybe . . . When the door of happiness closes, another opens; but, often times, we look so long at the closed door that we don't even see the new one which has been opened for us. Maybe . . . It is true that we don't know what we have until we lose it, but it is also true that we don't know what we have been missing until it arrives. Maybe . . . The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. Maybe . . . The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; after all, you can't go on successfully in life until you let go of your past mistakes, failures and heartaches. Maybe . . . You should dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go, be what you want to be, because you have only one life a
Life Sucks
Okay well for my first entry I am just going to rant. lol Well lets look at my life shall we? I am a DIVORCED mother of 3 at the age of 21 NONE of my babies fathers care about there kids and I am the only one busting my ass trying to support them. I only have dated losers in my life and now my kids are suffering for that. I am so sick of all this drama that I have created for myself. I always pick Low life losers to date. People who rather use me and my children for a house to live in food in there stomachs (SP?) and money in there pockets (SP?) NO more of this shit is going to happen. I have growen up alot in the past year but I will amit i have had my down faults and I hurt a friend in the process but i cant live my life as a teenager anymore. I am a adult now i am 21 years old it was my choice to have my children younge and now i relized I forfited my ttenage years when that happend. (Not saying im a stuck up old lady :) ) but i relize i have to work hard for what i want in li
So many people take life for granted. They don't cherish the small things such as a genuine friend or a loving family. We think that its no big deal but i lost a friend the other night to an idiot that decided to run from the police. So please, dont take anything in life for granted and cherish EVERYTHING that means something to you. Most importantly, follow directions and do the little things that seem like nothing cuz it could save someones life in the long run.
The Life Of Me
i am a normal guy i lie all sorts of stuff i do have a wonerfull woman and a son so i have alot of time to do nothing but care for them so thats me thanks all lol
heres me newest blogg lol novemeber 10th 2007 well where do i start im now single well have been for just over a month now didnt really see it comming as such, but when you feel something aint right you have to do something about it, so i did its funny how much people change and you think you know them but you realise you just dont know them at all well thats life and by my age i should know that by now so for me ive had me fill of relationships as such, but im not bitter not by any means just realised theres more to life than washing someones dirty pants and socks hehe also ive met up with me old mate jason ive known him since i was about 11 may be 12 so its well good its like ive got me big brother back now, he see me profil on my space and thought it was me and of course it was and im still as nutty as ever so he says lol another good thing is ive got back in with me mates wendy,jo,jenny,angie,leigh just makes you feel guilty you have turned your back on them for so lon
Life is short, break the rules, forgive quickly, kiss slowly, love truly, laugh uncontrollably, and never regret anything that made you smile.
Life is a gift from above, So cherish it with a lot of loyalty and love, Live life to the fullest, And please don't live life to the dullest, Some things in Life might be Dramatic, While other things could be very Tramatic, There are a lot of things in life to learn, Like not to let your dreams crash and burn, Follow through with everything you say, because God could come anytime for Judgment Day, Life is something you hold responsibility for, You not know it but everyday you open a new door, Don't let your life constantly rust and bend, Because sooner or later everyones life has
life is full of suprises, u never know what is going to happen until it is to late, life is just one big rollarcoaster ride with no end the only way off is death, and no one really wants that. but you live and learn and hopefully don't make the same mistakes twice. one peice of advice is listen to your gut it normally don't steer you wrong, and if they do you obviousley you wern't listeneing right. well that is life and it must go on
Life's Ponders
Can you cry under water? -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- How important does a person have to be before they are considered assassinated instead of just murdered? -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Why do you have to "put your two cents in".. but it's only a "penny for your thoughts"? Where's that extra penny going to? -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Once you're in heaven, do you get stuck wearing the clothes you were buried in for eternity? -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Why does a round pizza come in a square box? -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- What disease did cured ham actually have? -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- How is it that we put man on the moon before
Life Is Prison
Life Is A Prison Life is a prison, Oh God let me out. No one to listen, To hear when you shout. Climb the walls of insanity, Ride the waves of despair. If you fall it don't matter, There's no one to care. Used to wish for a window, To see birds, trees and sky, But you're better without one - Stops you aiming too high. Watching freedom is painful, For those locked away. Seeing joy, love and happiness, Another price that you pay. Strong is good, weak is bad. Be it false, be it true. Your mind makes the choice, And enforces it too. Cell walls built by society, With rules to adhere. If you breach the acceptable, You had better beware. Hide the pain, carry on, Routine is the key. Don't let on that you're not, What you're pretending to be. Lock it all up inside you, How badly that bodes. Look out for that one day, When it all just explodes. Leaving naught but a shell, Base functionality too. But killing all else, That was uniquely you.
yep life its what we all go through waiting for death neway lifes pretty good its all good got money go t paid got my hustle on got high so shit lifes goin good i suppose could be better cant wait till i get off probation it will be a badass party as soon as i get off lol
Live life one day at a time and if you find true love grab ahold and hold on to it tight.
Life And Death..
This life is filled with many many different ups and downs. When you feel you are at the top, the reality of it all just knocks you back down again.. This Blog is in the Memory of all whose lives have been lost. Love is what keeps us a live, and when we lose that love our lives seem to not exist. A smile or a kind gesture can make a very sad soul become one with his or her self for just a moment. We all take life for granted, and our hearts have become hardened. So This blog goes to all my friends who have loved and lost. Just to say I love and Miss my Dad..he was my life..My hero. He was me.
Life On A New Path
For the past year and a half, almost two years, my husband and I have been trying to cope with our daughter's behavior problems. She can throw some serious temper tantrums (i.e. screaming, hitting, kicking), and she is pretty unpredictable. CC doesn't communicate verbally besides for some one/two word requests. It can be a frusterating guesssing game, for all three of us, to find out what she wants or needs. Her sleep pattern is extremely irratic, which makes for many sleepless nights. When CC is around other children, it is plain to see that she can't connect with them, and she ultimately prefers to play alone. It has been pretty stressful for all of us, to say the least. Because of the bahvior and the developmental delays CC has, Travis and I finally broke down and took her to see the family doctor. The behavior and the way we were dealing just wasn't working and sometimes even made things worse. We couldn't ignore the issues any longer if we were going to be a happy and healthy fami
Life, The Universe And Everyting Else
So with the holiday season about to role round on us once again I beg of you all to think about what you have done this past year. Have you helped anyone, have you caused anyone pain physically or mentally, have you proclaimed yourself a religious person yet never gone to any meeting, masses or have done anything yourself towards that religion, have you said you love someone and meant it, have you been the best you can be. Of course you have you've done everything on that list throughout the year so here is my question to you and everyone else. Why is it when the holiday's role round people feel that they have to only be nice during that season? Why can't we all be nice to each other the rest of the time? Are we all that fickle that for one month out of the whole year we actually forget everything that someone has done to us forgive them and then go right back to hating them once the new year kicks in? Comeon people please don't just be nice to soemone for one month out of
dont know what to write right dont waste your time its not worth reading. later
Life And Death
Life and death are the only two things in this life guaranteed to happen.We come into the world in a burst of light and leave it in a cloud of darkness.Everything in between is the sprinkling of star dust and moon beams.We choose whether or not they shine or fade out into nothingness.Giving it our all and trying to reach the sun,for one tiny moment in time,to say we did it all.We have lived life to the fullest,gotten our kicks and enjoyed the time we had.We need to remember that in the small moments of time every little thing matters,and to do the best we can with what we have.Don't take for granted the things we are given,the love we receive freely,the holding hands,walks in the dark,snuggling up on the couch with the loves of our lives.Give unconditionally so that our consciences are guilt free and our lives are balanced with everyday duties...We must respect those around us and help where we can.Give to those in need and ask for forgiveness whe we screw up.Take the time to say "I lo
Rejected at birth for my lack of noble worth Chaos incarnate let loose upon this earth. A serious union of love& rage victoms of doubt despite thier age. Trial& hardships pay for your right another life given that never sees the light. Abandoned like an old minners claim Another adoliscent casuality with a long list of blame. Rage my most common alie, Sorrow like a cancer within Self destructive by nature alive on the outside & dead within. Seduced by the posibality of beating inevetability Taunting the deamon that darkend my days My mental health needs mental help an S.O.S sent but never delt why am i wasting away. alive on the outside still dead within..
I don't know what tomorrow holds or even care for it to come my life seems to be so cold constantly feeel like a bum it seems so dark and gray all the clouds and rain everything i seem to say causes all kinds of pain the knife cuts long and deep oh my heart aches for things i do my soul consatntly weeps life is a state of being blue death seems to be right nolonger would i hurt you forever held in the night fuck everything i do bill pugh
Don't think that this is a cry for help. This is understanding. All things in life have a reason for being around you. Love, people, thoughts, smells and music. All my life I have ran away from the hurt and pain of love. What about facing in for once? Letting time of a heart tell the story. Anyone that knows me well enough knows that when it gets to hard I leave. Well its easy to do when your on the road. I drive truck I am in and out before I know it. This past week I have fumbled through everything in life and the only thing that is left is Love and The heart. To often the road goes harshly bad and your often left feeling like things are your fault. Both can't be controlled but when listened to they sure can blind you to whats right there in front of you. I have always listened to hard. I give 100% in one department and slack at others. I forget everything trying to be everything to the one I love. Did I ever think that maybe I should listen more? Nope. Understand more? Nope. I
Life's Tug Of War
Life can seem ungrateful and not always kind. Life can pull at your heartstrings and play with your mind... Life can be blissful and happy and free... Life can put beauty in the things that you see... Life can place challenges right at your feet... Life can make good of the hardships we meet... Life can overwhelm you and make your head spin... Life can reward those determined to win... Life can be hurtful and not always fair... Life can surround you with people who care... Life clearly does offer its Up and its Downs... Life's days can bring you both smiles and frowns... Life teaches us to take the good with the bad... Life is a mixture of happy and sad... So... Take the Life that you have and give it your best... Think positive, be happy let God do the rest... Take the challenges that life has laid at your feet... Take pride and be thankful for each one you meet... To yourself give forgiveness if you stumble and fall... Take each day that is dealt you and give
Life Is Beautiful
"Though no one can go back and make a brand new start, anyone can start now and make a brand new ending".
Lifes 10 Rules According To Bill Gates
I read this in another blog by newlife_switzerland and I had to share it also. Bill Gates recently gave a speech at a High School about 11 things they did not and will not learn in school. He talks about how feel-good, politically correct teachings created a generation of kids with no concept of reality and how this concept set them up for failure in the real world. Rule 1 : Life is not fair - get used to it! Rule 2 : The world won't care about your self-esteem. The world will expect you to accomplish something BEFORE you feel good about yourself. Rule 3 : You will NOT make $60,000 a year right out of high school. You won't be a vice-president with a car phone until you earn both. Rule 4 : If you think your teacher is tough, wait till you get a boss. Rule 5 : Flipping burgers is not beneath your dignity. Your Grandparents had a different word for burger flipping: they called it opportunity. Rule 6 : If you mess up, it's not your parents' fault, so don't whine
Life doesn't always seem to go the way we hope. Just when you think everythings going as planned someone or somthing comes along and sends your world whirling around in circles again and in the middle of all the craziness you suddenly find yourself on the path you want to take. The road you think will lead you to achieve your lifes goals, But then it occurs to you that you have no clue how to get down that path without getting side tracked and takeing the wrong turn, If your lucky someone will be there to keep you focused to make you stay on the road you need to travel. Your souls guide, your soulmate the love of your life. THen you'll realize life can be terrifing and so many times you will want to just give up and want your life to be over. Then in your darkest moment your soulmate will appear with a touch of a hand there will be no more fear. Hand in hand side by side forever you'll walk together through this journey we call Life.
Those who follow the rules are letting fear lead them. For those who do not follow the rules, Life is simple. They make choices and they don't look back.
Why Parents Drink > > A father passing by his Daughter's bedroom was > astonished to see that > her > Bed was nicely made and everything was picked up. > Then he saw an > envelope, > Propped up prominently on the pillow that was > addressed to "Dad." > With the > Worst premonition he opened the envelope with > trembling hands and read > the letter. > Dear Dad: > It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm writing > you. I had to > Elope with my new boyfriend because I wanted to > avoid a scene with > Mom and you. > I have been finding real passion with Steve and he > is so nice. > But I knew you would not approve of him because of > all his piercings, > Tattoos, tight motorcycle clothes and the fact that > he is much older > than > I am. But it's not only the passion...Dad I'm > pregnant. > Steve said that we will be very happy. > He owns a trailer in the woods and has a stack > Of firewood for the whole winter. > We
Hey guys i havent wrote a blog on here in a while and thought i would write one well this past weekend was awesome i got to hang out with ali i heart her and this comming up weekend is my bday and i have so much stress on me its not walking myself on eggshells and gawd i hate feeling like this all sad and down over nothing really just stressed because alot of drama has been going on and it just hurts and it hurts knowing my friends and family are hurting because im hurting...i dont know why the fawk im hurting inside i guess its because i only have 1 true friend and i want more friends heart feels like its slowly melting and shit wtf am i soppuse to do ...i ask myself day after day that same Q the last night i went out and had fun like got drunk with alot of friends was my 20th bday and all them friends are married or on drugs...i mean god why me but im done now i love you guys
Life's Jokes
well my son is getting better but here's the joke...I'm friggin sick! Its' hard enough being a single mom, but when ya add in the fact that your sick as well as your child...hell just started laughin at ya. So I'll catch up when I can and I'll try to be there for ya'll but let me tell ya, i'm gonna kill karma for
Life Is Funny
i have the strangest life sometimes but today holds the cake....i ran into someone today that i havent seen for a few years...i just feel a little better now knowing she is there back in my life we have been friends for around 27 years wow so crazy!!! of those 27 years we lost touch for 2 so really 25 but it wasnt cause we hatted each other or fought just we went our seperate ways... i'm super stoked about it...we've been threw it all together and then some but on the other hand someone is a little upset at me right now and i dont blame him i have been driving him crazy.... dance class was it prob my fav thing to do right now in my life ..if i could i think i would do it everyday :)
She wanted to be a sheep, Following the herd eating grass, But the farmer Wouldn't let her free. She wanted to be a Native American Hunting and killing her own food, But the chief Wouldnt let her try. She wanted to be a pencil Writing everythingshe wanted, But the sharpener Wouldn't sharpen her. She wanted to be a fish But the sharks Wouldn't let her in the water. She decided to be a turtle dove Flyng free and being merry. And though the other turtle doves Wouldn't let her fly She decided to fly away.
Life's A Journey
Life And Thinking
So if you feel bad and things that make you feel like shit are changable but choose not to change. It leave us with only on alternative to change it our selves, so herin lies my dilemma things that are out of my control are making me feel like shit and i cant change the one aspect that i do not like but i can change some thing to make the pain shorter lived. So here i sit on a precipice of decision, work or life, life or death, love or lonely, all very important decisions. Some thing to think about for me tonight, i hate being here but i love the money, i love things that are bad for me but i like to live,............. the rest is blank awaiting a conclusion
Through my darkness I feel pain Through my pain I feel happiness Through my happiness I feel death Through death we mourn we cope we move on we forget Im all we are just a blur In what is called life For we are born we are doomed to fall in love we possiblely get married therefore we bear children then we die so is the circle of life Through it all we have learned one thing that life is nothing with out sadness,grief,and loneliness. by: Diane Miller
Life Sux Without.......420!
Life sux without......420 Life sucks and then you die so come on peeps lets all get high, Roll a joint and take your toke... Breathe in deep, Try not to choke. Now that you're done w/your hit, pass it here, dont babysit... Dont like the joint, then hit the bong. The ganja for which all tokers long. I swear to you that it's no joke, life sucks without chronic smoke. ---> by BabySmooth
Life Sucks!!!
Hey ya'll! For those that care, I may not be on much for the next week or so. Seems my blood pressure is too low (80/45) and my doc took me off my heart meds and my pain killers. I go back the Friday after Thanksgiving to find out if it went to a "normal" state. Never mind there is nothing "normal" about me. Have a good Thanksgiving all! Laura
Life Is Comin At Me Full Force .. ( Be Warned I Was Long Winded)
Hello everyone .. I wanted to stop in and say hi to all my wonderful friends . ive missed chatting with you all . as you may .. or may not have noticed i havnt been on that much these past days ...ive had a lot of shit tossed at me in these past few days that have kinda knocked me off my "Everything will be okay" box .. yesterday just kinda topped it all off and put me into a very big self Pitty party I know its not the end of the world and not life endangering .. so heres' whats been goin on .. and some of the things i wont be posting up here ... but .. anyway ( get on with it wendy geesh ) .. on monday i was working and was Very sick .. i was there for 2 hours feeling as if id been run over by a freakin train ..i was sent home , when i did come home .. mr wonderful has his usual attitude which didnt help me much .. so i went to bed and slept for what felt like 19 days .. ... I finally get into the doc thinking i was just dealing with perhaps vertigo .. or an ear infection/
Life Span
On the first day, ADONAI created the dog and said: "Sit all day by the door of your house and bark at anyone who comes in or walks past. For this I will give you a life span of twenty years." Sprach the dog: "That's a long time to be barking. How about only ten years and I'll give YOU back the other ten?" So ELOHIM agreed. On the second day, ADONAI created the monkey and sprach: "Entertain people, do tricks and make them laugh. For this I will give you a twenty-year life span." Sprach the monkey: "Monkey tricks for twenty years? That's a pretty long time to perform. How about I give YOU back ten like the dog did?" Thus agreed ELOHIM. On the third day created ADONAI the cow and spake: "You must go into the field with the farmer all day long and suffer under the sun, have calves and give milk to support the farmer's family. For this I will give you a life span of sixty years." Said the cow: "That's kind of a tough life you want me to live for sixty years. How about
As I lay here in my dark, and lonely room, filled with sadness , and with gloom. I listen for your breathing, but it's not there. I reach to touch you, but touch only air. In my heart is a loneliness that I alone must bare. I feel all around me there is no one who really cares. So, forgive me if I must cry out "Is This What Life Is All About?" to feel so empty, and cast out. Where are the ones who said they cared! Where are the ones who said they would always be there! So, as I lay here in my dark, and lonely room , filled with sadness, and with gloom. Forgive me if I must cry out, "Is This What Life Is All About?"
Life As I See It
People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, gr
to live is to love to love is to die to die is to awaken
Life Sux
Life is good sometimes, untill one think sends it right into the shitter. I wish me life was full of love and laughter, but its not everytime I think its goin to be ok someone comes along and shit all over it, and its gettin to the point where i can deal with the pain anymore. I don't know where to turn to anymore, everyone just puts me down. tells me i need to do this or i have to do this. O wish someone would just help me and not just order me around or run my life. help thats all i need someone to talk to to love me for who i am.
Life In A Snow Globe
Life in a snow globe. Pretty inside but surrounded by glass. You can shake it, and shake it, but it always looks the same. Winter wonderland smiling back at you. Praying that it doesn't get shattered, but hoping someone will find a way inside to break the monotony. A beautiful thing separated from everyone... alone in a shadow of a world. Eyes all around stare through the glass cage, but they'll never get in. Not without breaking it first.
Life At The Lower Ranks
Well I'm trying to get this shit up to a decent level so that I can join a family! Vinton thanks for the drinks Perk You great! Same goes to you Prk and all the rest of you!
Can anyone tell me what is wrong with me? Why can't I find that one true person that is mine? Is this even the right place to post this...prob not. But my horoscope did say to write the shit the was bothering me and for the life of me I don't know why but this is bothering me. I want to find my soul mate. Where do you look for it. I am tired of someone just looking for sex. I really want to find that someone that knows ME. Not just what I show but someone that is interested in what makes me tick. Sigh!
Life Libertyand The Pursuit Of Christmass
So here we are approaching christmas rather rapidly.. So many changes have been undergoing in my direction, im slightly bummed about not putting up a tree this year, but unfortunately because this past years been so rough on me, Im making the best of the situations. I generally like christmas and i love driving around and looking at christmas lights and such, and i still have yet to do that this year as well. This blog really doesnt have much of a point except for the the fact that i havent written much in awhile so i figured id type and see what comes to mind. I really am hoping 2008 will be a good year.. it seems the years are starting to go by quicker then they did when i was younger.. I guess thats because when your older theres not a whole lot to look forward to.. the 18th,21st and 30th Bdays came and went.. social security and retirement are pretty much all thats left from a general standpoint. Im thinking maybe marriage is next and quite possbilly a kid or 2 but who knows.
I am having a problem lately. Why do people have to treat people like shit then get all mad when they arent treated like gold.When you ask someone you care about to spend time with you and they dont or they do but they are on their phone the whole time. I mean come on what ever happened to treating people the way you want to be treated. there are to many people out there who treat people like shit and insist on being treated like gold.I have more than one person doing this to me at this time. one gets mad when i dont read their mind and be there to help them out when they dont call and ask. and the other is the person i care most about and they never spend any time with me but they are always in conversation with someone else. its just bothering me and i needed to say something.
Life/love And Relationships
Let me explain a few things, these words are coming from the heart, please read! Current mood: contemplative Category: Life I was in real deep thought last night and this morning and i figured its time i start to be very brutally honest about a few different topics, now what i'm going to say here runs a risk of possibly offending some of you out there....some of you women and some of you guys may not agree with what im sayin and might get pissed BUT sometimes the TRUTH does hurt and offend.......So sit back pop a cold one, light up a blunt/bowl/bong or ciggarette, snort a quick line, pop a couple pills or do whatever you do and take what i say here today to heart. Yes i am a Nice Guy, i will never contradict that fact, am i a sweetheart? Of course i am! its in my human nature to be compassionate. Am i affectionate?? Yes very much so, i love cuddling and touching! Am i loving?? Extremely. But heres the thing about nice guys(and some of you women out there should pay v
Life Of Music
so you open up whatever type of music player you have and put it on random or shuffle, and go in order... its pretty self explainitory... here is mine!!! Opening Credits: “Gossip Folk” Missy Elliott Waking Up: “Don’t Do Me Like That” Tom Petty and the Heartbreakers First day of School: “Come Sail Away” Styx Falling in Loving: “Somewhere Over The Rainbow” cover by Yellowcard Fight Song: “All The Small Things” Blink 182 Breaking Up: “It’s All Coming Back To Me Now” Celion Dion Prom: “Are You Gonna Be My Girl” Jet Life: “Me So Horny” 2 Live Crew Mental Breakdown: “Get Me Outta Here” Jet Driving: “Bubble” Sean Paul Flashback: “calm Before The Storm” Fallout Boy Wedding: “Basketcase” Greenday Birth Of a Child: “Rain Man” Eminem Final Battle: “So Long Friend” Gym Class Heros Death Scene: “Ways and Means” Snow Patrol Funeral Song: “The Chicken Dance” Ray Castoldi End Credit: “Grind Wit Me” Pretty Ricky
Life's Rules
Life's Rules 1. There are two sides to every divorce: Yours and Shithead's. 2. The closest I ever got to a 4.0 in college was my blood alcohol content. 3. I live in my own little world but it's OK, everyone knows me here. 4. I saw a rather large woman wearing a sweatshirt with 'Guess' on it. I said, "Thyroid problem?" 5. I don't do drugs 'cause I find I get the same effect just by standing up really fast. 6. A sign In a Chinese Pet Store: "Buy one dog, get one flea." 7. Money can't buy happiness but it sure makes misery easier to live with. 8. I got a sweater for Christmas. I really wanted a screamer or a moaner. 9. If flying is so safe, why do they call the airport the "terminal"? 10. I don't approve of political jokes. I've seen too many of them get elected. 11. The most precious thing we have is life, yet it has absolutely no trade-in value. 12. If life deals you lemons, make lemonade. If life deals you tomatoes, make Bloody Marys. 13. I love b
On Thursday November 15 I was asked to speak at the Carlton Sr. High. I was so scared I wanted to puke, but the more I thought about it I was honored to be given that oppertunity. I was asked to speak out on addiction and where my own has taken me. I spoke to them on how at first I was tricked by the drugs and alcohol into thinking that they made me feel better then anything ever had about being me, and that people liked me so much more when I was using, but a strange thing happend one day as the meth took over I began to feel less and less like a person. I began to lose the people that truly cared about me. I lost myself when what I thouhgt I wsa doing was finding myself. I got to the point in life that the only thing that mattered to me any more was getting high. And after several years of getting high to feel good about myself I began to feel worse and worse about myself wishing daily that I would just over-dose. I tryed to kill myself several times NOT because I wanted to die, but
Seems no matter how hard i try im never good enough for the world.. Yea you may read this and be life fuck another emo chick.. but i dont care if you dont like what i put then dont read it cause your opinon is pointless to me.. I always feel that i start getting close to somone friends relationships anything that some how i fuck it up.. I can do nothing wrong yet it still falls apart.. like the world or life is working against me.. I get soo tired of trying soo hard anymore.. I feel im stuck in neutral with life.. All i want to do is be happy, make friends.. be loved and seems all that happens is i get hurt or some how i make it so others dont care to be around me.. and some times i know tis not my fault.. things happen to make it not work out that both cant change but yet it still happens still pushes me away still leaves me empty handed and feeling thrown away.. I dotn understand it but im tired of it and about to just give up on trying anymore.. anyway here
wow what to say here. kinda hard what to think of. but any way as my life goes im am some how surviving it.
Life Has Sunk
I wish I had known about this sooner. I could have posted it and maybe gotten more donations. Anyway, I was able to donate $300 to the St Louis Childrens Hospital. Just goes to show every little bit counts.
You know LIFE can sometimes suck! No matter what you do or how hard you try sometimes things just will not go your way. Right now I have a confusing life. There is so much that I want, but am having trouble getting it. I have so many decisions that i need to make! ERRRRRRRR...You cant win for losing sometimes! I have tried. And just when you think that things are going your way...SMACK...All of a sudden the shit just falls the fuck apart! IT FUCKING SUX! Anyways, sorry that i wasted anyones time thats reading this. I am just venting!
Almost half a century I've been alive. 47 years! and I have ALWAYS been positive about the benefits of living. I have never been Negative Thru the addiction, the Death, the Divorce...I have never been negative. But lately I have watched friends who were so strong and strive for life get old N sickly and brittle. I have never been so sore before, I was a long distance runner in HS, I can't run now I'm almost 300 lbs I have bone spurs in my Heel and I get winded easily. When I was younger I had friends who died in accidents or rare illnesses, But these days they just die. But there are benefits..I get to watch new life emerge and grow up and become parents. So I guess it evens out in the end
1. Take into account that great love and great achievements involve great risk. 2. When you lose, don’t lose the lesson. 3. Follow the three R’s: ØRespect for self, ØRespect for others and ØResponsibility for all your actions 4. Remember that not getting what you want is sometimes a wonderful stroke of luck 5. Learn the rules so you know how to break them properly. 6. Don’t let a little dispute injure a great relationship. 7. When you realize you’ve made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it. 8. Spend some time alone every day. 9. Open your arms to change, but don’t let go of your values. 10. Remember that silence is sometimes the best answer. 11. Live a good, honorable life. Then when you get older and think back, you’ll be able to enjoy it a second time. 12. A loving atmosphere in your home is the foundation for your life. 13. In disagreements with loved ones, deal only with the current situation. Don’t bring up the past. 14. Share your knowledge. It i
Life Is Beautiful
hi everyone there is email circulating around the net called life is beautiful.. if you recieve one of these emails........ PLEASE DO NOT OPEN IT DELETE IT STRAIGHT AWAY it contains a virus which when opened gains access to ALL YOUR PERSONAL INFORMATION INCLUDING PICTURES AND ALL OTHER INFORMAION ie your bank details etc......... so please remember to delete it straight away
you think you could cope with life and yet you ask me whats on my mind so much darkness its so hard to explain theres way too much to see and stay sain for just a little taste and youll soon see enough thats why ive done drugs and all of this fucked up kinda stuff my mind is a terible thing to taste so if you value you life stay the fuck out of my mind try surching your own mind but dont surch to deep cause it is me that youll always find
Lifehouse- From Where You Are (love This Song)
A Friend Of Mine Had Posted This In A Bulletin, And I Wanted To Keep It.. Those Of You Who Truly Know Me, Know Why I Would Want To Keep Something Like This.. Not Only That.. But It Is So True.. The Greatest Irony of Love Loving the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right and finding out you love someone right after that person walks out of your life... And sometimes, you think you're already over a person, but when you see them smile at you, you'll suddenly realize that you're just pretending to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again... For some, they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much they love that person... in my opinion, some are afraid to see the one they love being held by someone else... Most relationships tend to fail not because the absence of love. Love is always present. It's just that one was being loved too much and the other was being loved to
Life Or Death
What do you do when your all alone You have noone to hug, you have noone to hold Do you stay and stick it out, your dreadful little life or do you run away with an attempt at suicide one little oppurtunity to take away the pain a memory once gone that youll never regain you meant something once, you use to belong now all you are is a part in a song but then you screwed up they made you dissapear but how you screwed up was never really clear now all that lays before is your decision to make do you keep livin hell on earth or your own life take do you go 6 ft under or build from ground up what lies ahead youll only wonder,about all stuff all thats left is to decide what you want outta life or if you wanna end it on the blade of a knife what you get if you choose death can be said on your last breath Dustin B. Unrath
Life In Fast Foward
You and i will never be as much that pains me even if you disagree its easy enough to see you and i cant be together will i leave you no never but nothing last forever i wouldnt make things better to know these feelings that i know as i watch you come and go these seeds in me that you have sewn without you they will never grow summers coming schools ending fast will you remember or will i just be the past things always happen but nothing lasts someone else has the greener grass schools out and i think to myself ill love her through sickness and health shed be my treasure, my personal wealth because of her im in a dry spell does she even know i exist, will i ever get my kiss one day she wont resist just gotta be happy not pissed im lying on my death bed, a grave injury to the head wont be long before im dead, what a useless life ive lead something makes me close my eyes, then i open to my suprise the sound of her voice makes me open them wide there she is standing b
Life Is Hard
My nookie days are over; My pilot light is out. What used to be my sex appeal; Is now my water spout. Time was when of its own accord; From my trousers it would spring. But now I have a full time job; To find the blasted thing. It used to be embarrassing; The way it would behave. For every single morning; It would stand and watch me shave. As old age approaches; It sure gives me the blues. To see it hang its withered head; And watch me tie my shoes.
Life is a peach rotting in the refuse Of society's failure The rain washes away The last remains Of the days greatest moments Filled with the tears Of those left to suffer Those who died this day are the lucky ones For those left to endure another day Must accept the stench of the rotting peach Copyright 2003 Jeff Hargis
Life's Too Short Not To Use Good Napkins
How many times have children embarrassed the adult? Keep reading. My mother taught me to read when I was four years old (her first mistake). One day, I was in the bathroom and noticed one of the cabinet doors was ajar. I read the box in the cabinet. I then asked my mother why she was keeping 'napkins' in the bathroom. Didn't they belong in the kitchen? Not wanting to burden me with unnecessary facts, she told me that those were for "special occasions" (her second mistake). Now fast forward a few months....It's Thanksgiving Day, and my folks are leaving to pick up my uncle and his wife for dinner. Mom had assignments for all of us while they were gone. Mine was to set the table. When they returned, my uncle came in first and immediately burst into laughter. Next came his wife who gasped, then began giggling. Next came my father, who roared with laughter. Then came Mom, who almost died of embarrassment when she saw each place setting
To all my family and friends here is a update on me and what is going on.. For the last three years i have been batteling with a illness that they have not been able to figure out what it is..So i took matters into my own hands and started do research with my sister Stacey and finally believe to figure out what i have... We are thinkin that what i have is called Gastroparesis and lemme tell ya it has taken a huge toll on my health..I am constantly sick and not able to do what a normal human being should be able to do like go to the store without feeling sick to my stomach...I am going back to see my specailist on Wednesday to see what the outcome of this is going to be..But from what i have heard from ER doctors and also reading articles this is NOT cureable..this is something that i am going to have to deal with for the rest of my life..So i will keep ya'll updated after Wednesday and let you know what is going on..If i forget you can always ask me and i will let you know.. M
Life Of The Damnned
To live the life of the Damned Is to forever be hidden in the dark Forever be a part of the Shadows Living in the Darkness of the night Feeding on the fears of others Just to stay alive one more night Sleeping during the day Being away from the sun Never to feel it caress your skin Living night after night Never to age once Forever being in your prime Waiting and Watching The world around you Die as you stay alive Never to get close to anyone For fear of seeing then age and pass Knowing you can not help them As you never grow old and live on This is the life of the damned Is this what you truly wish If so then I shall bring it to you Just let me know when you wish it I'll come to you in the Night As this is my time to walk To make you into a Child of Mine To forever more live the life of the damned I shall wait 'till you are ready my child Then, and only then, shall I come To give you the Blessed Kiss To bring you to be one of the Damned
Lifes Path
The most important person in anyones life should be themselves. Now I am not talking about being self centered or stingy, I mean everyone will live with only themselves for their time on this verdant sphere, all others we invite into our lives along our periolous path from the cradle to the grave, are only temperary companions on our own journey. It is up to us to decide how long that walk together will be and if the time together is/was worth the memories. Sometimes the heartache afterwards and the memories created offset the whole experience. Sometimes we greive when those that we invite into our lives must take a different path and we ourselves were not ready for it. I understand that there is anger, resentment, self pity, and many other things that are a part of this greiving process, but the one aspect we must practice is forgivness. Forgive ourselves and the other person. Only by practice can one fully understand the impact of true forgivness. I feel each and every human be
i am happy and all i want ppl to know i thank them so much for being there
Life Is In The Shitter
My knee relapsed, I feel like I have lost my girlfriend, and if my knee is fully relapsing I have to have surgery. fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck cunt shit fuck
Life In Genereal
Life Sucks
life sucks, but if anyone wants to go hangout or go to a few clubs sometime, hit me up, lee
Life For Lust
LIFE FOR LUST I met a girl with eyes of blue I said to her,” How do you do?” She looked at me and sweetly said I’d really like to go to bed, But not alone and with a man Who’s got a method and a plan To make me come and come again So I said “Baby, I’m your man!” I LIVE FOR LIFE, A LIFE FOR LUST WITHOUT IT LIVING IS A BUST I NEED A WOMAN WHO’S A MUST THAT I CAN MATE WITH, SATE WITH, TRUST I met a girl with eyes of green Who asked me “Do you really mean To have me on this very night?” I said to her “You look alright To me, my dear, and I can’t wait Around to ask you on a date. I’m telling you the time is now” So she said “Wow you don’t know how I LIVE FOR LIFE, A LIFE FOR LUST WITHOUT IT LIVING IS A BUST I NEED A MAN INSTEAD OF ASHES, TEARS, AND DUST THAT I CAN MATE WITH, SATE WITH, TRUST I met a girl with eyes of brown; She said to me “Do you get down? Can you make me feel something real” So I said “Baby, here’s the deal – Now you got class and s
Its sunday, about 2:45 pm....and i just got home after going out friday night to cut loose with a few friends, a long tiring stressful week, and a few drinks, pool, and hockey seemed in order. We had a blast ( and i came to quickly see, not playing pool in many years had caught up to me, and lost miserably...but had fun and a smile doing so). The beer was cold, the leafs (my team) sucked as usual this year, and we all had some laughs. Not driving, and enjoying a few cold ones, i was at the mercy of my friend Dave who offered to give me a ride home in his new (well used, but new to him) Mazda RX-7. It was probably around 2am i guess when we left, the details are a bit foggy, all I wanted to do was get home and hear from my Cass. A few blocks from my house, going down Main St. A huge pick up truck ran a red and hit us on the driver's side, without warning, or hitting his breaks. Next thing i know, its mid day saturday, i'm in the hospital, and my head feels like 10,000 dwar
Sometimes I just sit here and wonder about life. Why hasn't this happened, and so forth. But the main thing I should be thinking about is how I can move away from my past, and start my new life. And when I think about how I can improve my life, I start to feel a little better about myself. Are there others that think the same way?
Is it possible to find that person to make me happy? Is it possible to find someone that can make me smile at the worst of times? Is it possible to be happy alone? Is it possible to be able to wake up to that one person every morning and say i love u? Is it possible to find that one person to make my heart melt and take my breathe away everytime they walk into a room? Is it possilbe to have that one person to make the same wich on the same star for true love? Why cant i find that person? why cant i find that one person who is not fake, untrue, unfaithful? Is it possible to find all these things or am i being to high maitanence? I want to know that one person that always cares for me, always thinks of me. And not just the thoughts of how i am doing but just wondering what i am doing and if i am thinking of them at the same time they think of me. Where can i find all of this and IS IT POSSIBLE?
Life House Broken
LIFEHOUSE LYRICS "Broken" The broken clock is a comfort, it helps me sleep tonight Maybe it can stop tomorrow from stealing all my time I am here still waiting though i still have my doubts I am damaged at best, like you've already figured out I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing With a broken heart that's still beating In the pain, there is healing In your name I find meaning So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on I'm barely holdin' on to you The broken locks were a warning you got inside my head I tried my best to be guarded, I'm an open book instead I still see your reflection inside of my eyes That are looking for a purpose, they're still looking for life I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing with a broken heart that's still beating In the pain (in the pain), there is healing In your name (in your name) I find meaning So I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'), I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'), I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin') I'm barel
Well went to my granddaugthers birthday party today, she turned one; now this is all well and good, but my youngest daugther lives with her mom at the moment, so.....I have to deal with looking at my ex, and her girlfriend, which was my former one....go figure, real Jerry Springer shit. Now I'm out of love with my ex-wife, and really have no feeling towards my ex-girlfriend....shorter relationship made for an easier time getting over her; but....I felt like....hell I can't explain it other than I feel that my ex-wife did me wrong from the start of the marriage not telling me she wanted to be a man!, but getting together with my ex-girlfriend?!?....and every time I see my ex-wife I do remember the good times.....Hell I guess I feel sorry for my own damn self....I almost left there early before the birthday ex-wife talked me out of it......I told her....him now I guess I hate her guts, and if I could help it....I would never see her again, but my daugthers.....both and my gra
Lifes A Bitch
well i aint posted a blog for a while so im ganna say that i have been taught how to have a good life and bee good to my kids and now since i have helped once again it yet fails to work. i was raised up being abused and now i have a cousin who is going through the same thing and again dcfs fails to realize what is happening to her. but they rather herass people like me and have me re-live the past once again while a baby girl thats 1 month old lay up in hospital sick as hell. mean while some others wants to call dcfs on the mother and father for no real reason. but dcfs still persist to bother and heras. whats the use of living happy and free while being lied to from dcfs. i even went through therapy for 4 1/2 years of my life just so dcfs can use th past when i was 11-12 years old when i was all messed up in the head. but while those who have made a baby girl who is sick get away with it while we the good people get blamed for putting babies and or kids in harm to where
Life Is Set Up Wrong
The life cycle is all backwards. You should die first, you know, start out dead, get it out of the way. You wake up in an old age home, feeling better every day. You get kicked out for being too healthy, go collect your pension, then, when you start work, you get a gold watch on your first day. You work 40 years until you're young enough to enjoy your retirement. You drink like a fish, party your ass off, and screw anything that moves - you've only got a few years left, so why not?!? Then you get ready for High School. You go to primary school, you become a kid, you play, you have no responsibilities, you become a baby, then, you spend your last 9 months floating peacefully with luxuries like central heating, spa, room service on tap, larger quarters everyday, and then you finish off as an orgasm!!!!!!!!!!!!! -- Life is sexually transmitted.
Life's Little Annoyances
They are just that....little annoyances...not manditory thought pattern directives. Don't let a relatively small setback ruin an otherwise beautiful day. Choose instead to take it in stride and quickly get back to being positive, productive and effective. Don't waste your time being outraged or offended by someone else's careless, inconsiderate remark or gesture. Use the opportunity to strengthen your valuable sense of patience, and move on ahead to something that truly matters. Life's little annoyances can quickly add up to have a big negative and destructive impact if you let them. Fortunately, you don't have to let them. Instead, you can choose to let them go. You can decide to see the small, relatively meaningless annoyances for what they are, and move quickly beyond them. Do you really want your attitude to be held hostage by rude, careless, inconsiderate people or random events beyond your control? Of course not, because within you is a positive purpose that is big
My life is pretty fucked up today and just to prove it, here's my fucking horoscope for today. "You're not entirely sure what's going on with that new romance, job or opportunity, so now is the time to ask big questions. You may not get the answers you're hoping for, so be prepared to back out if necessary." Isn't that real fucking funny. Life a fucking bitch. Maybe I'll fucking die.
Life Track
Your Life is 49% Off Track Right now, you're taking things one day at a time. Some things are going well, but you can't help but wonder if you're getting the most out of life. It's time for you to slow down and reflect a little. You can change your life - but it's up to you! Are You Living The Wrong Life?
Life - Whats The Use
Well things are starting to look pretty depressin in our Neck Of The Woods. Recently my husband got a job offer which would have had him home almost every night, he is a truck driver, after telling the company that he needed to give his two weeks notice they called and said they needed him to start the following week. That would have him not completing his 2 week notice. But the home times seemed worht it. After quiting his job and taking his physcial and his drug test for the job and the department of transpertation the New employer says "OOPS" i seem to have made a mistake, "your application says u have 4 months experience and we require 12, we cant hire you". WHAT THE FUCK KINDA ANSWER IS OOPS. I mean arent you suppose to check into everything when hiring someone.. So now here we are christmas approaching...we have both been putting in application after application noone is calling for me and everyone who contacts my husbands says ya need more experience... Ya c
To live life with out love and music means there's no life to live
Life Lesson #1
Life's Lesson #1 YOU CANNOT MAKE SOMEONE LOVE YOU, ALL YOU CAN DO IS BE SOMEONE WHO CAN BE LOVED! THE REST IS UP TO THEM. Its not like any of us can go up to someone with a gun in tote and say "love" me damn it. Where would we get if we did something stupid like that. We cant just become gun toting pscyhotic people just because we feel lonely and right at that very moment want someone to love us. We have to be someone that can be loved first. I know in my mind I sure dont want to love someone that is going to force me to do so. The best advice I got for this was to just be yourself. Dont become someone your not just to get someone's attention. Now a days most people can't stand fake people anyway so you might as well become someone that everyone can love. Hell i know i try to be and if you just dont like it I guess oh well. At least I try and dont pretend to be someone I am not just to make someone fall for me. I just cant do that.
Life...don't Talk To Me About Life....
Just having a bad case of the blues...I'll return when I resemble somethign human again. If you know my number, call, otherwise, I'll see you on my return. ~Laureth
Lifes Journey
Lifes journey is not to arrive at the grave safely in a well presevered body but rather to skid in sideways totally worn out shouting "HOLY SHIT " WHAT A RIDE!!!
Peaceful and calm You can choose to be annoyed by just about everything. But why would you wish to be annoyed by anything? As easily as you can choose to be annoyed, you can choose to be peaceful, patient and understanding. Instead of putting your energy into being annoyed, you can put it into more valuable and productive pursuits. Would you like to make yourself into a victim, or would you prefer to be firmly in control of your life? Peaceful patience, tolerance and acceptance will keep you in control. If there is a situation that needs to be changed, take action to make that change happen. Don't waste your time with being annoyed. The next time you encounter a situation that would normally annoy you, stop and remember that you have another choice. Instead of letting outside events control your attitude, choose to control it yourself. Being annoyed is a waste of your life. Be peaceful, calm and powerful instead. -- Ralph Marston
So days go by and your not here. What you do in life effects us. We still go on daddy's nowhere to be found. Who has a daddy anyways? I mean one thats there on a day 2 day basis. A happy home where we all eat at the table. Story time at night is just mommy pulled in every direction. Daddy's little girl sitting on the floor crying. Wanting you to be here. Needing your hugs. But you aint on that right?! The streets are calling you. Pulling you out there. To leave your baby girl for the drugs and the money and the bitches and the snitches and the bastereds your around tell them your their daddy. And the hoes who chase you every move. Begging you to be something you could never be. Your not my baby daddy your the bastered who happens to have a connection to me. But it's okay no need for you to stop by. How can they miss something they never had. Baby it is what it is and I aint fighting it.
Life Today
Life Today Lost crazy Or Crazy lost me. Crazy insane Or Have I fell into Insanity crazy Over nothing. What the fuck Life today Is Hell So can I just freaking Remain lost Till Life is lost complete. ©2007 Firestar
Life Events And A Warning !!
Hi Fubar Fans A Warning !!! This is FAct, Not fiction. I have been advised not to tell this story, but here is what could happen to you. This is just the tip of the ice burg. A Warning !! Beware, Big Brother IS Watching!! My brother is still behing held in solitary confinement ( 3 months now) and he hasn't even had a trial yet. The way his lawyer is talking it might be years before he does. This is a long ugly story. A WARNING !!! Be very careful of what you do on the internet because I can swear to the fact the FBI is monitoring and looking for anything "They" deem inappropriate. You may find yourself being charged with a Federal Crime, and have your life destroyed as my brothers life has been. To date, it's over 3 years, a loss of over $40,000 and still not been to trial which could lead to a 25 year sentence for child porn for 4 files unknowingly downloaded via Limewire. It could happen to you. So beware, be careful and know for a fact, the Gestappo i
Well now it has been awhile since I sat and wrote... but today i feel like it is needed... yes I'm renovating.. lmao i know some of u might be wondering what i mean... and so here is a lil bit into my mind set... at least as of lately... as some of u know, things with jesse and i have been rocky lately... and i have honestly considered letting him go... i think he is married or at the very least still messing with baby momma... he has told me that recently he hit her... he wont tell me why they were even fighting... although i did hear him say, "you fucked him u fowl mouth bitch"... and my thinking is this... if u havent been with her in 2 almost 3 yrs what does it matter who she is fucking??? but he has not made the time to talk to me since it happened for me to find out any information... and our communication has gone to almost nothing... the thing is that i need closer from him... if we are going to end our commited relationship i think we should say it... not just stop seeing
Life Itself
great people around me, in the hand of the lord ,there no stop us from the bottom all the way to the top.(thanks for making us million) thanks to all my bro.and my new bro. ( KIMO )kill them all when you get in the ring bro.(the lord is on your side)
Life Is A Beautiful Thing
Life is a beautiful thing,.... Now you're prob. wondering what makes it so great,. It's the things we often say we hate,. and the things we just for some reason can't understand,. I used to not understand alot about life,. and I was depressed and angry. But.. I woke up, all on my own without anyone's help. Instead of being Doped up on drugs and having someone tell me whats right and wrong,. for 300 bucks and hour,. I did it myself,. I might say it alot,. But its true,. Life is about Learning, Living, laughin, The pain, The hurt, The tears, The hate, and Anger,. and seeing the beauty in all of it,. When you prick your finger on a torn of a rose, you don't Dig up the bush and throw it away,. why.. because its beautiful, BUT you learn not to grab it like you did,. Life is the same way,. I don't have a PHD, MD, BBLLD whatever.. But I have learned you can't hide your emotions Life is about Feeling , MAD, ANGRY, UPSET, HAPPY, ESTATIC, Depressed, Lonely, HURT, Beaten,
Sometimes when I look at you, it feels as though my heart is almost too full of love. You're someone who can look at me a certain way and tell me things that exist beyond language. Someone whose eyes speak to me of closeness that can't be expressed in words. It's hard to describe wht it's like to feel you next to me. To know that in that moment, nothing else matters but the love we share. I know without a doubt I've found the love of a lifetime with you.
As if I dont have enough problems with my marriage.. etc. We just had another freakin kick in the ass. Hubby called up to tell me the lovely news that hes getting a nice Christmas gift from his boss. The fucker decided he doesn't want the spouses included in on the insurance. There fore.. I will have to pay for insurance through work. Which working for hospital..its good insurance..but its also costly. I am not sure how much it will be for just one member..who works part time. I am about to blow up at his boss in general anyways. Each just keeps getting worst and worst. He comes home pissier and pissier. I told him I think its time for a new job..but hes getting paid good now. Just all of this crap plus our own personal issues makes life sucky around here. Not sure how much more I can take. Hubby said, now we got to figure out what to do about this. I told him just kill me off. LOL. He just might.. so in case you all don't see me around... just letting ya know..
If this doesn’t fit you yet because you are too young, send it to an old friend. Here are some basic rules that most of us have to start believing. You are older now. Nobody cares what you think or what you say, especially your old friends who are probably worse off than you. Most of what you know is no longer true. Even if it was true, it doesn’t apply any longer. Move on. Spend some time on yourself. Discover and accept who and what you are. It’s too late to make changes anyway. Stop looking in the mirror. Sure, you don’t look as old as you are, but you're the only who believes it. If you have money start spending it. If you don’t, marry somebody who does - and spend theirs.. Piss off at least one young know-it-all every day. Forget doing all those things you’ve been putting off all these years. There ain’t enough time left anyway. Don’t be in a hurry to try anything new. Now is the time to finally get good at something old. Don’t take up
Life Lessons
There are a few things you learn along the way as you grow up and i think that it is different for each and every one of us. We all have to take our own journey and see what we see. The biggest things that i have learned in my life are this: 1: be wary, for not everyone has your best interest at heart. Infact often times people will lie and deceive you jsut to get what they want or need from you, be it physically, emotionally, financially or socially. 2: if it's too good to be true, it probably is. This can span the course of alot of things and I personally have experienced most of them myself; yet the most likely is with love. I guess it will never cease to amaze me the things that surface when your heart is most vunerable. 3: what's done in darkness ALWAYS comes to light. Is there anyone out there that seriously thinks that they are getting away with something? Yet you always try... give me a break. There is always someone waiting to replace you and deceit is like a
"LOVE", What ever happened to it? Current mood: hopeful Category: Life You know, some of you are not old enough to remember the simpler time in life. I was recently reminded by a post from a friend. The post was about, "Do you remember". It got me to thinking about what was really important. There were things like, lying on your back with a friend and looking at the clouds and saying, "what does that one look like", or, cartoons that weren't 30 minutes of advertisement for an action figure.....What ever happened to those days? I can only guess. First came the commute to work, gotta go where jobs are but don't want to give up that home in the suburb's. Ever notice, you don't spend alotta time in that suburban home anymore??? Then came the computer, well hell we all know what the fuck happened after that....WE"RE HERE!! We're so busy doing shit and fighting traffic that we gotta schedule a meeting with our family just to remember what they look like. Along with what i mention
Life Lesson
"I must learn to love the fool in me-the one who feels too much, talks too much, takes too many chances, wins sometimes and loses often, lacks self -control, loves and hates, hurts and gets hurt, promises and breaks promises, laughs and cries. It alone protects me against that utterly self-controlled, masterfully tyrant whom I also harbor and who rob me of human aliveness, humility, and dignity but for my fool." -Theodore I. Rubin My healings has begun. Forgiveness is a great thing. I harbor no resentment for anyone or anything. I accept all that come my way for all the wrongs that I have done. For those that will NEVER forgive me.....its all good. I have found my peace!!! I will not live my life with regret saturating my thoughts. I have learned that I will never stop learning that mistakes are not mistakes but LIFE lessons that we will take to our graves. Love is also a great thing. Those of us who have found it, lost it, living it, and still searching keep on keepn
Life Goes On...
Life is too short. Grudges are a waste of perfect happiness. They are a waste of perfect time and energy to be happy. Laugh whenyou can, and as often as you can at everything possible. A ppologize when you should and let go of what you can't change, beacuase it will only change you in the end. Love deeply and forgive quickly, because in not forgiving you only hurt yourself. Share your life and your lifes experiences with others. Teachlove and happiness and you shall recieve love and happiness in return. Take chances, give everthing and have no regrets. Life is too short to be unhappy. You have to take the good withe the bad, smile whenyour sad, love what you got and always remember what you had. Always forgive but be sure to never forget. Learn from your mistackes inlife but never forget them and never regret them, cause eachaand everyone of them taught you somethingin life that made you grow as a personin some way. People change, and things go wrong, sometimes terribly wr
life is hard sometimes but u learn how to move on and make it better sometimes u cry sometimes u get ur heart broken but in the end it all works out and that s just what life is all about
Life Isn't About Keeping Score
Life isn't about keeping score. It's not about how many friends you have. Or how accepted you are. Not about if you have plans this weekend or if you are alone. It isn't about who you're dating, who you used to date, or how many people you've dated, or if you haven't been with anyone at all. It isn't about who you have kissed. It's not about sex. It isn't about who your family is or how much money they have, or what kind of car you drive, or where you are sent to school. It's not about how beautiful or ugly you are, or what clothes you wear, what shoes you have on, or what kind of music you listen to. It's not about if your hair is blonde, red, black, or brown. Or if your skin is too light or too dark. Not about what grades you get, how smart you are, how smart everybody else thinks you are, or how smart standardized tests say you are. It's not about what clubs you're in or how good you are at "your" sport. It's not about representing your whole being on a piec
Lifes Choices
A few short days ago the ex messaged me through e-mail that my adopted daughter wished her step father to become her new dad. And that he indeed wanted to adopt her. Based on this troubling news, I decided to let her go. What else can I really do? So I wrote back that I would not fight it in court, and if that was truly what Chelsea wanted. After all, I have been e-mailing Chelsea without a reply back from her for a couple of months. And she hasn't bothered to call either. I try calling, but her cell phone is always off it seems. They don't have a home telephone number. So I will assume its true since I do not have visitation with Chelsea any longer since her mom wants to put her in the middle of our private "war". Since I believe that isn't good for her in any way, I chose to not take my visitation under the advice of my attorney. Well, yesterday I got a response back from the ex. In this one, she is threatening to take me back to court for more child support. Stating
Life Is A Test Of Your Faith
My faith is strong, but my faith in others has dimished over time. I will never understand how I or any person can give all they got to help others especially those who have grown close to us only for them to leave as if you were never part of their lives. How can a person live with them selves knowing they have a person who would do anything for them only to treat them as if they were a stranger. How they choose to hurt the one who really matter only to be hurt by the ones who don't. However, no matter what comes my way good or bad I keep my faith strong with in myself hopeing that one day I will be able to share that with the one who appreciates the little things in life. So I keep my faith strong and I wake up every morning and breathe. I look at my little ones I care for and adore with all my heart, and know that everything is ok... sTx
Life Is An Experience
Time flies by so fast, before we know we are old. It is hard for my children and their children to understand what I mean. That is not their fault because they do not know what I have seen. Through out my years I wake each day, being thankful for another day. Then one day I woke up and realized that life is more than waking up one after the other. That times passes so fast away. I began to realize how important it is not only to live but to experience life each day. That not all experience is good but some is bad, that I would never know if I never had. As I looked into the mirror I could see, an aged old man that is me. Then I looked deep inside only to see a new young man who is me. A new young man who for the first time in his life could really see. Life is an experience for us to be. Feeling the light that only some others know, they can actually feel the glow. Others may feel but they do not see what the true meaning of life is the experience to be. It does n
Life Is A Prison
Life is a prison, Oh God let me out. No one to listen, To hear when you shout. Climb the walls of insanity, Ride the waves of despair. If you fall it don't matter, There's no one to care. Used to wish for a window, To see birds, trees and sky, But you're better without one - Stops you aiming too high. Watching freedom is painful, For those locked away. Seeing joy, love and happiness, Another price that you pay. Strong is good, weak is bad. Be it false, be it true. Your mind makes the choice, And enforces it too. Cell walls built by society, With rules to adhere. If you breach the acceptable, You had better beware. Hide the pain, carry on, Routine is the key. Don't let on that you're not, What you're pretending to be. Lock it all up inside you, How badly that bodes. Look out for that one day, When it all just explodes. Leaving naught but a shell, Base functionality too. But killing all else, That was uniquely you. So how do you grow, With a timebomb
Life Is Wierd Yo
life is wierd yo... asked a few girls out in the last few months... they reject me.. go out with abusing drug addicts and wonder why they are miserable.. but then again I've come to realize a lot of people in this town are addicted to misery.. which is why they stay here and I don't fit in.. I'm used to being around people who enjoy life.. I don't belong in this town
Life Before This One
Who were you in a previous life? This question is now so popular that many westerners accept that they must have lived before. Believing in the phenomenon of Reincarnation, it is almost a spiritual system in itself. But what is the reality to reincarnation? I don’t know. Maybe it is exactly what people believe. But it is also possible to place other mechanisms upon the subject, and even place it in a totally new paradigm. A CASE STUDY To understand the subject in western terms, we need to know just what ‘evidence’ there is for it. Well, very little really. But we do have case studies. Here is a typical one. Nicola Peart shocked her mother when, as a little girl, she was given a dog. Calling it Muff, she said it was the name of her other dog, yet Nicola had never had a dog before. Questioning her about this, Nicola suddenly wanted to know why she was a girl this time. It seems Nicola used to be a boy, whose mother, Elsie Benson, lived in a grey stone house in nearby Howarth and
Life Changes I Will Be Making. I Want To Live
Current mood: awake Category: Life Life has been a struggle of many different types. But theres one struggle I need to overcome n finally win in. My health! For many years, I was told I was fat, obese or overweight. What did I do? i said Ok and? Then ppl told me its unattractive n nasty n i would say "AND?" n nothing!...Docs from a teenager told me it was not healthy to be overweight but i would look in the mirror n thought I was fine. I was on n off diets n I just let myself go. Slowly I am figuring out why i let myself go but now as an adult I am kicking myself for it n the way I was thinking was not healthy but some understand y i let myself go well one person understands cuz we were taling about it earlier before i started writing this blog he made me realize why just by talking n i need 2 get myself healthy again for ME. I got too comfortable with myself and weight. I mean ppl say i look cute or pretty with how i look cuz of how i present myself which is fine cuz it m
Life is too short to wake up with regrets. So love the people who treat you right. Forget about the one's who don't. Believe everything happens for a reason. If you get a second chance, grab it with both hands. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said life would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it.
Life As It Falls
As the last 3 weeks have past I never knew how difficult life could be... Things have taken a turn for the worst.. but I have one good thing out of it and thats the fact that im havin a baby girl.. Durring these 3 weeks I have lost just about everything.. I lost love, life and happyness.. The love is the mother of my baby girl, I was hopeing that we would get married and start our family but she left me for another person, my life was lost due to this because I lost the family I never had since she left me and its the most painful thing ive been through in life and along with that, that was all I ever wanted for happyness, I really wish things were different that she would see how much I really do care and how much it does hurt me inside.. I cant hide the pain no more crying myself to sleep everynight as I go to bed alone knowing that she is with someone else and that person gets to enjoy all the pleasentries of thisd pregnancy and I dont.. I know now im gonna miss out on alot of those
life is nothing but a dream where life is tearing at the seams my life's nothing more than a mere dream emotions are tearing me at the seams i'm torn between love and hate only because that is my fate
Life Sux
so um i have never done a blog before but i figure what the this is what i'm doing. have u ever been so completely just fed up with life that u don't know what to do? that no matter what u do, ur life is such a fuck up that it just won't fix itself? so yea that is where i'm at. so i find out couple of mnths ago that i had a tumor which just blew my mind. i got it taken out and everything which they said it was precancerous so thas a good thing. well this weekend i hurt myself and messed up my wound- which isn't a good thing. so u know how sometimes u can have a feeling that somethin is wrong with u...well thas how i am now i know somethin is messed up and i'm too worried to know what it is. eventho all of that is aweful my health is still the least of my worries. i don't have many friends anymore and i seem to worry sometimes that the ones i do have are just being my friend bc they feel sorry for me. i'm terribly worried that i'll never find a man- one that will reall
This life is a rollercoaster- makes you scream and laugh out loud at the same time. Everything is moving too fast, and I'm losing control... ... closing my eyes, catching pieces of dreams colored like butterflies. This life's not as it seems- there's a snake in every field a secret behind every smile. This life's a cocktail of mixed emotions- bitter- sweet with sugar and salt. Skeletons in the closets dance to the symphony on replay, written with lies. This life is a merry-go-round - makes you sick right from the beginning. I shiver, left out in the rain; broken inside, for just being myself.
Life Iz Short....
I just recently lost my hero my DAD! i miss him everyday. we had alot of fun and goodtimes together. we didnt always see eye to eye on things but we always managed to get threw our disagreements.he taught me about everything i enjoy , fishing, hunting, camping, offroading etc.he drowned in a boating accident off the oregon coast about a month ago but the way i see it he died doing what the both of us loved to do,fishing. so this is for you dad! GOD GRANT THAT I MAY LIVE TO FISH UNTIL MY DYING DAY, AND WHEN MY FINAL CAST I'VE MADE AND LIFE HAS SLIPPED AWAY. I PRAY THAT GOD'S GREAT LANDING NET WILL CATCH ME IN ITS SWEEP AND GOD IN HIS MERCY WILL JUDGE ME BIG ENOUGH TO KEEP! I LOVE YOU DAD! I WILL SEE YOU AGAIN SOME DAY ON THE OTHER SIDE AND WE CAN CONTINUE TO FISH IN THE GREAT OCEANS OF HEAVEN!
Life Is Short - Girly Comments & Graphics Life is short, Break the rules, Forgive quickly, Kiss slowly, Love truly, Laugh uncontrollably, And never regret anything that made you smile. Send to all the people you love and don't want to lose in 2008, even me...."
Life Without Love
Hey there people! I haven't written in a while and am probably a little rusty when it comes to blogs that aren't a bitch session. I am sitting here just thinking about what life without love would be like.It is just something I can not imagine being without.There are so many forms of love out there that I can't even begin to keep up with them all, much less understand them all.Though if they disappeared I would probably feel lost without them. There is so many forms of love, be it family, friends or just a good time.They enrich our lives. They make life something worth living.Worth enjoying. Giving us something to respect, to look foward to, even to the point of embarassment at times. It is worth it though.It is something that I,personally, couldn't live without. Little things like the love of good food, is something happy,but the love of our children or the love towards our parents is a very special thing that should never be forgotten or misused. I just cannot imagine a w
Life is cruel. You meet someone you like. You start getting to know each other and BAM it's finished. It has nothing to do with not liking each other. It's all just different lifestyles and one person unwilling to change. It's sad but it's life. I have been sad all day and I'm bored and I'm kicking myself for not trying all the things offered to me by this special person. Maybe I'm just too scared of being hurt again and I'm unwilling to take the chance. Maybe I feel guilty for starting to enjoy the company of another man after loving the same man for 22 years. I don't know. I have to accept that I will never find a man to share my life with if I stay in this mindset. I know this so why don't I change it? I can't answer the question if I myself don't know the answer. Isn't Chris an idiot? YES! I can answer that question. Ironic huh?
There are many things in life that just dont seam to make sence.... why do people have to lie to make them look better/fell better or just to hurt other peple.... what ever happend to good old honesty... yeah it may suck to hear the truth... but it creats alot less drama.... if u wanna be mean to me... fine....if u wanna lie to me.....fine.... if ur gonna steal form me....fine... if ur gnnna do anything intentionally to hurt me.....fine.... just so u know i will be hurt, i will be sad and i will be crushed... but i will not start a fight with you over it.... i will just let it go along with you.... i have learned that people arent nice, they dont care, and they take advantage of every one and thing that they can. i am done playing into eveyones bullshit... so form now on you better think twice befor you try and pull and of your lame all immature, retarted, highschool, bull shit with me... cause im done being nice and im done giving....its time for the bith to start takin
Life And Love
The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider Freeways, but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness. We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom. We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often. We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years to life not life to years. We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor. We conquered outer space but not inner space. We've done larger thin
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than one time and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing to fast, and You'll eventually loose someone you love, so take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you have never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you will never get back.
When your just about ready to give up what do you do? Some people think of the positive out looks and some just try to make it better..If it wasn't for my niece i think i would give up on life..To me it seems i can not please any1. Some how some way i all ways let someone down.My worst fear is that my mom will die and she won't have me there..My mome lives in Alberta,Canada and she is my life and my world with out her i wouldn't have nothing. I was born on my mom's 20th b-day. June 10th of 1987! When i was born i was not breathing. The dr's had to do CPR on me and i was stuck in an inkubator. They realized i was not ready to come out. My lungs were not fully developed yet. Since i was born i have had alot of things wrong with me. i am allergic to over 110 things. i have atopicdertatitse i have really bad asthma and i found out in august that i have sist on both of my overies..And i'm also a risk for cancer just like my mom. I wonder why i seem to get teased alot and get put down by ppl
Life Sucks
I spent countless hours trying to think of the right thing at the right time to make someone impressed when i realized that they only wanted one thing and found out things from people they grew up with. Basically i spent a greater part of my week trying to impress someone who is an over all asshole and should burn in hell for what they have done to me and others. So to that person FUCK YOU!!!!!! You hurt me and well hope you have a great life cock sucker/
What the hell is wrong with America these days I dont understand why everyone is so superficial these days. I mean why does everyone get so bent out of shape if one hair is out of place or if they dropped some food on their shirt Its stupid. People just need to lighten up be a little more laid back and take life as it comes!!!!
Life & Pain
Why does life have to be so bad? It seems like things are just falling apart around me and I have no one to talk to about it. The one person I am supposed to count on, I'm hurting even worse by talking about it. I have been so sad and pretty much depressed for the past 2 weeks. I can't help it. People tell me to just get over it, but I can't. It's harder than people think. Work sucks, personal life sucks. What the hell is wrong with me? I'm ready to just disappear and no one believes me. I'm so damn tired of crying everyday and crying myself to sleep at night. I'm sure my best friends are reading this and asking what in the hell is wrong w/me, because I'm not like this when I'm with them. I can put on a BIG front!! That's what I have been doing for the past 2 weeks. I have been miserable. Thanks for listening to me bitch. I had to get this out of my system some how. I love you guys!!!
Life 3
Life can seem ungrateful and not always kind. Life can pull at your heartstrings and play with your mind... Life can be blissful and happy and free... Life can put beauty in the things that you see... Life can place challenges right at your feet... Life can make good of the hardships we meet... Life can overwhelm you and make your head spin... Life can reward those determined to win... Life can be hurtful and not always fair... Life can surround you with people who care... Life clearly does offer its Up and its Downs... Life's days can bring you both smiles and frowns... Life teaches us to take the good with the bad... Life is a mixture of happy and sad... So... Take the Life that you have and give it your best... Think positive, be happy let God do the rest... Take the challenges that life has laid at your feet... Take pride and be thankful for each one you meet... To yourself give forgiveness if you stumble and fall... Take each day that is dealt you and give i
2 People Current mood: touched Category: Romance and Relationships Think about that for a minute.......Now say you meet someone you are attracted to. What was the first thing that attracted you to him or her? Was it the way they dressed, the company they keep, the car they drive or maybe they have a great job and big fancy house. There are several reasons we are attracted to someone, these are but a few. The above mentioned are all superficial. Being , they don't matter. The fact they dress well, nice car etc. is irrelivent in all cases. The fact is, we have to be open to accept this person for who they are, their morals, convictions etc. Not who we precieve them to be. Fore, to precieve is to pre-judge.........we all do it, it's human nature, unfortunatlly. Something brought 2 people together for whatever reason. The key here is to get behond the inital attraction. If you are really attracted to this person, you will be patient, understanding with them. Don't expect t
Life Sucks
So I made a mumm a while back about moving on or sticking by my asshole of a boyfirnd while hes in jail. Well I was trying to stick by him everything was fine. I was going to visit him every tuesday and sunday dropping money off to him. Well 2 weeks ago i visit him on tuesday he was fine went to go visit him on that sunday he doesnt put me on the visiting list. so i write to him he tells me he never wants to see me again he hates me and all I do is run my mouth to his soon to be ex wife. Just to let every one know the only time i have ever talked to her is the day he got arrested to let her know that hes in jail. Anyways he tells me hes not gonna go through w/ the divorce that he loves. I just got a letter in the mail today from him saying that she was filling his head w/ bullshit and sent him new divorce papers. He wants me to go visit him sunday I mean i love him but im sick of the bullshit. His own mother wont visit him or answer his calls. well i dont know what to do. but ill write
Life Is A Roller Coaster Ride
Daily Horoscope: Taurus For December 7,2007 You're riding an emotional roller coaster and while that can be fun about half the time, the rest can be dismal -- unless you remember that you'll be back on steady ground in the very near future. That's me I'm either happy or sad. no in between. I've been thru so much in my 19 years its crazy. yes im your nutty crazy emotional girl. your either gonna have to deal with it or find someone else to bother.
Well it has been a very eventful week for me.This past Sunday the region I live in flooded and was reported it is a natural disaster area!I am very lucky that nothing bad happend to me or my husband or daughter or our other family.The only damage that was done was our entire fence in our backyard was knocked over due to wind gusts of 90miles an hour!We were going to replace the fence anyway so that I am not worried about.But I know so many people who are without power and it is going on day 6now!Others have trees falling on their homes,cars and it is really awful.I hate hearing people saying I lost roof shingles or my Christmas ornaments when there are now homeless families or families dealing with much more severe damages other than some stupid shingles!!!The good news is people are strong and we always buck up and move foreward no matter what life or weather may throw our way!!!
Life Time
once in a life time people find it hard to deal with life, for a sample, A woman stay with a man for so long and the man cheats on her, or beats her, which I think is bullshit, but that woman stays, WHY??? this is not for just woman, it happends to men also. when you look back on all the years that you have lost in that relationship, you wonder was it ever worth it? well sure it was, but the heartache will always be there, wondering why did he/she every hit me, and what did I do to desirve it??? life is short people, get a grip at reality, and move forward to better things in life, I know I have..... thank you all for reading this, have a wonderful day
People are unreasonable, illogical and self centered Love them anyway If you do good, people will accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives Do good anyway If you are successful, you will win false friends and true enemies Succeed anyway The kindness you show today will be forgotten tomorrow Be kind anyway Honesty and frankness will make you vulnerable Be honest and frank anyway The biggest person with the biggest ideas can be shot down by the smallest person with the smallest mind. Think big anyway What you spend years building may be destroyed overnight Build anyway People really need help, but may attack you if you help them Help people anyway Give the world the best you have, and you might get kicked in the teeth Give the world the best you have anyway
Life In General
All though i am still upset about issues life is better... I bought a new car!! way excited... wanna get a new job tho... got a new piercing died my hair... i think im attempting to become a whole new maybe then i wont get so used...who knows.. but yea at least i dont care anymore, well i mean i still care im just not mad about the stupid shit anymore
Lifes Little Annoyances
I REALLY needed another motivator quote to egt my head straight right now lol- so heres one thats appropriate..... Life's little annoyances Don't let a relatively small setback ruin an otherwise beautiful day. Choose instead to take it in stride and quickly get back to being positive, productive and effective. Don't waste your time being outraged or offended by someone else's careless, inconsiderate remark or gesture. Use the opportunity to strengthen your valuable sense of patience, and move on ahead to something that truly matters. Life's little annoyances can quickly add up to have a big negative and destructive impact if you let them. Fortunately, you don't have to let them. Instead, you can choose to let them go. You can decide to see the small, relatively meaningless annoyances for what they are, and move quickly beyond them. Do you really want your attitude to be held hostage by rude, careless, inconsiderate people or random events beyond your control? Of cours
In the midst of all the days and nights of being lonely, you long for someone to just be by your side.... to have there.... to talk hold... a face to go along with the voice and words that are said to you in a text or even over the phone...... you long to see a better day ahead, and to see that someone is there for it all... the good and bad times...... the one that if you walk in the room, you are automatically the one that they spot and in that very moment.... YOU are their everything... you 2 are one... heart, soul, and passion. Is it too much to ask for? Is it too much to want that person to be your best friend, your lover, and the spark that ignites everything?? There is only so much that one can take... there is only so much that a heart that is already in pieces can take... Will she ever be able to piece this back together?? As she sits and waits and wonders if it will ever be her time... she begins to see all the ones that are happy and just wants to have that for her
Life Is Strange And So Is My Horoscopes
For the past few days my horoscope has been dead on, and it's getting creepier and creepier as it goes. Unanticipated results can throw you for a loop today, but the facts have something important to teach you. Don't try to ignore what you don't understand or life could get quite confusing. Once you accept that there are no fast answers now, you can grow in ways that will make you wiser. Remember that the way out of your current dilemma is directly through the center of the storm. Moving into your fears will help you overcome them. I'm in shock
I honestly think that dec 7, 2007 was the scariest night of my life...i was at the flogging molly concert with some friends of mine and thought that everything was going fine.. some time around 8 i noticed that my legs felt a little weak next thing i knew i blacked out and was unresponsive to anything, had shallow breathing, i honestly thought i was going to die that night, i finally came to around 10:05 waking up in the hospital...i don't know what triggered the black out and honestly it scares the hell out of me. so i have desided to take things easy until i know for sure what is going on
Life Falling Apart??
God has a positive answer: Please take time for GOD in your life. I guarantee your life will change. Please message me if you have any questions. YOU SAY GOD SAYS BIBLE VERSES You say: "It's impossible" God says: All things are possible (Luke 18:27) You say: "I'm too tired" God says: I will give you rest (Matthew 11:28-30) You say: "Nobody really loves me" God says: I love you (John 3:1 6 & John3:34 ) You say: "I can't go on" God says: My grace is sufficient (II Corinthians 12:9 & Psalm 91:15) You say: "I can't figure things out" God says: I will direct your steps (Proverbs 3:5- 6) You say: "I can't do it" God says: You can do all things (Philippians 4:13) You say: "I'm not able" God says: I am able (II Corinthians 9:8) You say: "It's not worth it" God says: It will be worth it (Roman 8:28 ) You say: "I can't forgive myself" God says: I Forgive you (I John 1:9 & Romans 8:1) You say: "I can't manage" God says
Life And Mistakes
drown in a river and die as much as my life as come and goes how much farther of the changes n sacifice will go the world may never know on the darkside of me. as i lay here wondering if i have made too much of myself threw out life or is it the faith n passion i have to love n work hard at wat i do. at times i wondering mistakes i made in life n the fuck ups i did was well worth it but sometimes i think made it was wrong the whole time n i just never looked back to realize it. but one day i will find out on the other hand time and patience will come. by Josh Snider p.s wat would be a good name for this poerty
Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. So love the people who treat you right forget about the ones who don't and believe that everything happens for a reason if you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life let it. Nobody said that it would be easy. They just promised it would be worth it.
i think that i was played by the woman who i promised to give my whole life too! does anyone out there know how bad that sucks? if so please let me know what you think that i should do please....yes things have been along rough road to where we are now but for some strange reason i just can't seem to let go, and you would think that after all the hurt and all the pain tha we have put each other through, not just mentally but physically and spiritually that i would be able to just let go and get on with my life, but for some strange reason i still love this woman more than life itself and i can't quite figure out why and i think that it will always be there and that scares the shit out of me because for what ever the reason she just completely gave up on me not that i am perfect because within the last couple of months i myself quit trying but i cant let go, so why is that does anyone know or does anyone have any idea......why am i still so in love with some one who wants nothing to do
Life On Mars: Season Premiere Tuesday Dec. 11th At 8pm E/p On Bbc America
John Simm returns as time-traveling detective, Sam Tyler, who, after a near fatal car crash in present day, wakes up dazed, confused and in 1973. Freaked out by his new and outdated surroundings, Sam tries to return to the present. Has he gone crazy, in a coma or traveled back in time? Season two sees Sam clearly established in the upper echelons of Manchester's Police force, so he's still at odds with his chain-smoking, bigoted, technologically-backward and corrupt boss, Detective Chief Inspector Gene Hunt (Philip Glenister). Gene's maverick methods of policing continue and his desire to rid Manchester of criminal scum is stronger than ever, now that his mentor, Superintendent Woolf (Kevin McNally, Pirates of the Caribbean), is back at the precinct. However, Sam is astonished to find that his own mentor and inspiration from present day, Chief Inspector Glenn Fletcher (Emmet Brown, Outlaws) has also joined the team - although he's just a fresh-faced, new recruit, dealing with t
We spend an enormous part of our lives as human beings looking for role models, mentors, teachers,gurus, and counselors to guide us on our path. There is nothing wrong with this; in fact, finding the right person at the right time can have a life-changing effect on our futures. However, it is important to realize that in the absence of such a person, we can very safely rely upon ourselves. We carry within us everything we need to know to make progress on our paths to self-realization. The outer world serves as a mirror, or to use another metaphor, our inner world has a magnetic force that draws to us what we need to evolve to the next level. All we need to do to see that we already have everything we need is to let go of our belief that we need to seek in order to find. The path of the spirit is often defined as a journey with a specific goal such as the fabled pot of gold at the end of the rainbow or the appearance of a Prince Charming or Princess. The problem with such a
so my husband and I had a little misunderstanding between us. It was becoming the "norm" to fight all the time and be at each others throat. We were both unhappy and we sick of looking at each other. So he went and stayed with a friend and rode the snowmobile for a couple of days. When he came back we talked,and talked and talked some more. We both realized that we take each other for granted. It was the little things that we didn't appreciate about each other. We have alot more communication and spend more time with each other than we used too. We laugh alot more and crack jokes about each other and respect each other and our oponions. Needless to say I am sooooo soooooo soooooo much more happier now. Just wanted to share.....:)
I close my eyes, only for a moment, and the moment's gone All my dreams, pass before my eyes, a curiosity Dust in the wind, all they are is dust in the wind Same old song, just a drop of water in an endless sea All we do, crumbles to the ground, though we refuse to see Dust in the wind, All we are is dust in the wind Don't hang on, nothing lasts forever but the earth and sky It slips away, all your money won't another minute buy Dust in the wind, All we are is dust in the wind
Life The Universe And Everything
..........well............ life is ok for me at the mo, well until someone decides to interupt and ruin everything (well thats the usual thing to happen lol). in a happy lovin relationship, got a stable and stress free job, good friends and family. feels strange for me as xmas is coming and for once i have a gf for it although she is going home for a few weeks so not gonna be with her, ah well.
It seems like so much bullshit has gone on recently. I'm not even sure what the fuck to think anymore... Right now, I'm more confused than ever. And, what sucks, I don't feel I can even talk about it because of who all reads my blogs... I am seriously debating deleting my fubar completly.... and then just using myspace or something... except theres a lot of ppl on myspace i don't want reading my blogs, or i could just make it all private... I guess i need to just make a journal, although, I also like having my friends comment and give me their opinion... Ya know whats odd... of all of the friends I have, the two I talk to most, I have become friends with because of MAN drama... God, men suck. I just, don't know... I mean, there is just so much drama going on right now, and no matter what happens, I feel like I've screwed something up... even thought, when I sit and look at the situation, i don't feel i've done anything wrong.... but fuck, I've DONE SOMETHING wrong obviou
Life. Present which it could have left without opening
Life Is Wonderful And Prayers Get Answered
Well some things in my life have finally changed for the better. One thing that I thought would never happen again has actually happened. Several years ago I made a mistake and have regretted it for a very long time. A few weeks ago I sat down at the end of my bed and prayed about some thing that was going on with my ex. She was having a really hard time and I had gone out to see her to try to help out and tried to cheer her up a bit. I have loved her for a long time and when we broke up I have never stopped loving her. We both had met other people and we still talked though we never talked a lot. We did though always keep in touch with one another. Well I moved back to West Virginia and a couple of months later she moved back out here as well. Though she was down south and I am way up north I made the effort to go see her several time. I asked her a couple of times about us and she said that it would not be possible for things to happen between us again that way. I started to accept t
life, it will let ya down, you get back up, and your thrown to ground. sometimes i wonder will i find the girl for me, or will i just be plundered. the thought never escapes, all the times i've tried, no body relates, i always get fried. all them girls promise everything they say one thing, and give you fuckin nothing. you give you give, and ya try and try, but all them girls, just like ta fry. they fry your heart and ya soul, never let down, or yall be schooled. i'm tired im so tired of lookin i want my girl i want her now will i find her? i hope so now. i hope she holds me i hope she's cool someday ill find her, and ill make yall drool. please lord let me find her soon, i need my love, i need my life, i need my one, to tell me, itll be alright. lord send me mine send me my love, make us work, and fit like a glove. ill keep lookin, cuz thats what i do, then one day girl, itll be just me and you.
Well I dont know where to start..Life started getting great for me a few months back..I was so happy with my life...Then it started going downhill slowly..Then just all of a sudden just dropped...Now here I am..Things finally started looking back up for me..Things were getting good for me again..Then here comes God slamming me on my face again...When am I supposed to be able to just enjoy being happy for more than just a few weeks..Why cant I have a chance to live a happy life??I hate it..I try to do right..I try to do good..And nothing comes of it..I dont want to be forced to leave this joy I feel behind because someone doesn't like me..It is not right at all!!!
A little bit about me. I try to live for the day, I can't say that this always work, but I sure do try. I'm sometimes a little to blunt, and I don't think before I speak. Some people might think that this is part of my charm, others think I'm a bitch. Think what you will. I will drive for hours, just so I can clear my head. Small things, make me smile, like little gifts from friends just for no reason. I think that's about it for now. Thanks for reading my first blog :) Cheers! Andrea
..... Why does it have to Suck so much?? Why is it that we always lose the Great things that come to us in life?? And why do ppl feel the need to tear us down?? Is it just because they need to put someone down so they can feel higher than us?? Do they need to make our life a living hell because they think we shouldn't be happier than them?? No wonder Humans are such animals... No wonder I hate Life... No wonder.
Life In General
So after a recent coffee-laden bitch session with my friend Dave, I've come to a realization...stay with me, people...I actually fucking LOVE my 20-something struggling-ass life. I usually hate being broke and having no fucking money for extra drives me crazy sometimes to not be able to buy the things I could when I was younger...a good pair of Chucks, a movie here or there, change cell phones around on a whim. But when I think about the fact that I'm now 23, with my own place, a decent steady job, my own vehicle, clothes on my back and food in my stomach...ALL of my own doing, with no one's help...I can't help but grin to myself that this is what I wanted since I was 18 years old. Maybe I'm not the best dressed chick walking down the street, maybe I'm not driving a Mustang, maybe I'm stuck watching the same 3 local channels every day, all day...but goddamn it if I'm not happy to be alive, happy, and healthy in my own skin.
Lifes Endings
everyone runs around so called life as if they look for something satisfaction as u might say but in the end they end up were they started an they are satisfied because the fact of the matter is human potential tests itsself without any help because of the will to do something and when u act apon this will u acheive satisfaction
wel here it is I just found out today that i might be looseing my job after ten years i have been looseing my sight in my left eye an well they say know that i can not be a truck driver. So know after all the shit i had to do to make a liveing an support my family i am screwed an am looking at a shitty life yet again an strugle to find a job that will support my family . What the fuck is up i ask the Lord every day for help an man he doas throw a bunch of shit my way, or as the Wife says lemons so we can make lemonade but shit people cant i get eny suger with in a nut shel this is just soom of the hell i am haveing to live on this great planet of ours an my life is sucking more an more each day
Life , The Biggest Test You'll Ever Take...
The Life Of Shank
Fresh Out Of Prison, The Summer Nights Were Clear Fucked Up on Patron, And Drunk Off Beer! Smoked Out On That Cush. That Sticky Green- I Had Pounds Of That Shit On My Tripple Beam! Snached Me A Camaro, To Smash Through The Night With My 45. Caliber Pistol With A Lazer Sight! Thanks To That Bitch Bruce...Lets Say He Gave Me A Chance To Rob His Bitch Ass. While I Did My Northside Dance! I Ran Through His House And Took All His Weed- Pound After Pound, That I Sure Did Need! We Went Straight To Big Dans House To Smoke Him Out. Then Back On The Streets, To Continue My Paper Route! Picked Me Up An Infiniti, Purl White On The Scene Im A Monster On The Block Rollin On D's! Put My Lill Homies To Work. Helped Them On There Feet Helped Them Wire Up There Decks. So We Could Enjoy The Beat Smokin, Quater Ounce Blunts. In The Hood All Day.-Letting All Them Haters Know I Was There To Stay! Smacked On Them Good Ones. Just Enjoying Myself I Let The Money Get The Best Of Me-Enjoying The Wealth
the only thing we have to ....................
Life Of A Poet
The life of a poet could be perceived in a dramatic movie, But is that the life I have when you take a look at me? I can share with you my thoughts, my dreams, and fears. I can let you know through these words what I have felt through the years. Open the doors for you to see what I have come to be. If you were to completely know who I am, the real me, You may be shocked to know I am far from a fantasy. A real life has been handed my way, Crisis, woes, marriage, and children at play. The emotions that are written on each of these pages for you, All of those feelings I have felt and been through. I do not write lies or assumptions, only the knowledge of my truth. For every letter that you read I have experienced since my youth. So, when you read these poems quietly and reflect, Remember that I wrote these words because every cause has it's effect.
Life is precious It should not be wasted It comes and goes way to easily We are given only one chance There is a funny thing with life that we sometimes overlook That is the time we have to live It is almost as important as the air we breathe For without it we have nothing Time is a perishable good If left out in the open it will wither Love will too They are all intertwined, one big circle Without life there is no time and without love there is no life And each one is what we choose to make of them You cannot measure each one on any scale You measure life by your happiness not your successes Time by how you use it and love by your heart always We look for that certain someone to fill our hearts But love, that word, is tossed around too frivolously Real love is more precious that any gold It is comforting; it is without judgement It is living for the moment and remembering the times already shared It fills a void insi
Well I was rude to someone that I really like and I should have waited and found out why it was that I hadnt talked to him. I so hope that we can get pass this. I hope that I didnt mess up a good thing.
Life Biting Me In Ass (((friends Please Read)))
Well here it is saturday , last night at 3 am I got violently ill in my own home from carbon monoxide . My mom came and picked up the kids and took them to her house . I dialed 911 shortly after and the fire department showed up and wouldn't let me return into the house till 10am this morning when they met me at home with the furnace repair man . The repair fixed furnace but it happened yet again so I was evacuated again till around 3:45 this afternoon . The Furnace is DEAD gone over finished . So no more carbon monoxide but I got no fucking heat so YIPPEE!! Hopefully monday the furnace guy said he knows a program through the state that can help and he is a god sent cause he is really trying to help . BTW for all u men reading this MEN suck my husband refuses to leave the house and is camping in basemnet with a heater "going to save the pipes from freezing" . I argued with him for a hour I give up ! So I am out of here !!! I be back monday maybe sooner may go hang at a grl friends hou
Life Rules
no christmas this year. all family is out of state. yaaaaaaaay
Life Is A Prison
Life is a prison, Oh God let me out. No one to listen, To hear when you shout. Climb the walls of insanity, Ride the waves of despair. If you fall it don't matter, There's no one to care. Used to wish for a window, To see birds, trees and sky, But you're better without one - Stops you aiming too high. Watching freedom is painful, For those locked away. Seeing joy, love and happiness, Another price that you pay. Strong is good, weak is bad. Be it false, be it true. Your mind makes the choice, And enforces it too. Cell walls built by society, With rules to adhere. If you breach the acceptable, You had better beware. Hide the pain, carry on, Routine is the key. Don't let on that you're not, What you're pretending to be. Lock it all up inside you, How badly that bodes. Look out for that one day, When it all just explodes. Leaving naught but a shell, Base functionality too. But killing all else, That was uniquely you. So how do you grow,
You know I was talking to my 12 yr old today about true friends. She was upset cuz some of her friends did not wanna come to her party today. She said that they seem to only want and they dont give in the friendship. Well I told her that at times like that you need to stop and realize who your true friends are. Well its the end of another year and me being 33 yrs old have come to realize who my true friends are. There are a few friends I have known since high school who have seemed to turn their backs on big deal to me..just means they were not friends to begin with. I have also made some awesome friends since being on fubar..and you know who you are awesome in my book!!!!!! Well you are going to notice that I will be deleting friends..if you get deleted you know why. There are two friends one of which is already deleted who i truly cared for and loved to death the other one is going to be deleted here shortly....I thought this person was my friend known this
Darling, I know that we've been chatting for a while now. On the phone and in shoutbox. I feel horrible that I have to tell you this because I feel like we've had some good times. Laughing about how you need viagra and how you'd hit on the nurses at the Old Folks Home. I think that I need to give you a dose of reality though. You're old Old men are yucky. You're like one of these guys
Life filled with secrets Is my life
nothing like going to your kids band concert and having to sit next to your ex-hubby....too weird...
Life's Surprises...
It's been on my mind a lot lately, yet not really bothering me, just making me realize that you never know what turn your life is going to take. The people that you think are true and will be there through hell and high waters, seem to be able to leave at the drop of a hat. Over things that make me happy. I'm geting older and don't really like the same things I have liked and it seems like if I'm not the same happy go lucky person that I've been in previous years, then they want nothing to do with me. But newsflash, there is more to me and more to all of us than the bar. I don't need to get stupid drunk to have a good time. I hope that we can mend things eventually and get to know each other on other levels. I truely value each and everyone that I call friends and don't want to lose any of you. Yet in the end it honestly is your choice to have me in your life or not. And in the oppisite hand, there is one person imparticular that I didn't really ever expect to bond with. But we h
so here i am blogging hurriedly, im watching intervention and i just had a most painful thought a sec ago. i just realized why i feel like i have to save everything, animals, birds, ppl, homeless, charities, as you all know my mom was murdered, east side hastings. vancouver. drugs. i feel like i have to save everything because i couldnt save my mom. i was only 7 when she died. i couldnt save her. and i cant save her now. but it helps knowing this. this show hits wayy to close to home for me. but it keeps me human.
why do things get so bad around this time of year i could not tell you that cause you find out that people are sick and you dont know how to deal with that i just want to say that i dont know what i am going to do if something ever happenes to that special person and they know who they are and this is for people that has been in my life right now it is so hard for me to understand what the hell is going on with life
Practice Makes Perfect! When I feel alone and lonely My empty world seems void I relax for just a moment I trust joy will unfold Practice Makes Perfect! For in my quiet time I listen For the gentle voice within Hew hears my prayers clearly For he lets the sunshine in Practice Makes perfect! Oh how great is this practice for you Which can make our dreams come true But the beauty of the practice My dear brothers and sisters is up to us Practice Makes Perfect! It's a gift,But ours by choice So if we continue in this practice Rest assured that we will rejoice From the heavenly kiss Practice Makes perfect! For no words can ever tell us of the treasures deep within But with the art of silence practice he will let the sunshine in (c)TJC1972
Leave that night behind! Early in the morning I find I'm not alone She's been there all night long The things we did Just don't seem right I guess that was just another night Love don't be ashamed Because you are not only the blame The things we did we didn't hide So just leave that night behind! (c)TJC1976
One down,Two to go! Lying here thinking of the three The three problems that need not be The problems I let arise All this time trying to disguise Look at what's been done I've concluded just one Now if only I could see What made the three That need not be I could do something to unveil What hasn't been done To conclude another one One down,Two to go!
Life Is Too Short
Life As U Take It
I have been through a rough year but i am bouncing back. I got a new place a month ago and really like it. I am still single though but oh well one day my life will be hole again. Looking for that right one but arent we all. I am struggling through this month cause I cant see my kids but I know that they love me and will come find me. This is the time of the year when my oldest was taken from me.. It hurts in the most difficult ways. Christmas isnt my favorite anymore but ill get over this as I have over come everything else. I get stronger ever day that goes by. I am wishing ever buddy a merry christmas and a happy new year. Ill right more later..
As another day approaches. I have to stop and think. How did I not see it coming. Now I'm filled with discust. All of this wasted time. My mind races with rage. I have to finda way through. My heart feels torn. Stomach is in knots. Was it something I missed. Will I ever find love. Is it real. Or just a figment of my mind. Will tommorow bring happiness. Can anyone truely be happy. Or am I just alone. Someday I'll know. Just not today..
Life Is Crazy
A dark cloud surfaces over your soul. It wants to break its net for sunlight. Nothing happens not even a small hole! Awakening at night to a dreadful fright. Things will be better someday. Loosing sight of life and sound. Pretending to be happy and sweet. A morbid lie to cover up. Life is an oblivion you have to meet. Take that small drink from this huge cup. Just try to face the hard things. Remember that through it all, I'll always be your best friend. No matter how hard you fall. Stacie Arnold
There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. Let them go. And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead. You've got to know when it's dead. You've got to know when it's over. Stop begging people to stay. Let them go!! If you are holding on to something that doesn't belong to you and was never intended for your life,
God didn't promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow, sun without rain, but He did promise strength for the day, comfort for the tears, and light for the way. Disappointments are like road bumps, they slow you down a bit but you enjoy the smooth road after they're gone. Don't stay on the bumps too long. Move on! When you feel down because you didn't get what you want, just sit tight and be happy, because God is thinking of something better to give you. When something happens to you, good or bad, consider what it means -- don't be sad. There's a purpose to life's events, to teach you how to laugh more, or not to cry too hard. You can't make someone love you, all you can do is be someone who can be loved; the rest is up to the other person to realize your worth. What the heart gives away is never gone... It is kept in the hearts of others. Remember that great love and great achievements involve great risks. Secure a special place in your hear
ITs TIme for a NEw BLog !! Current mood: annoyed Category: Life There are always times when I realize how little we do to actually control our lives and happiness. What is happiness worth? I mean what do we actually do and who do we leave behind when we need to make that change? Ive learned life is not about being alone, its sharing your happiness with others. Ive watched sadness drain the life out of the ones I have loved and became ill watching them let it happen. I believe there are two types of people, ones that allow themselves to be wrapped in happiness and those that wallow in self pity and negativity. Do those people ever change? and if so what is it that makes them realize how precise and wonderful life can be? I mean how can you listen to a great song, or see a fragile flower, or the birth of your child and not realize you only get one chance to enjoy all of this... I was told along time ago, I was a "caretaker" and always wanted to help that "wounded soul
Life Can Be Stressful....
Just wanted to take a moment during this crazy time of the year, to breath and remember things happen for a reason... The L I T T L E Things... As you might know, the head of a company survived 9/11 because his son started kindergarten. Another fellow was alive because it was His turn to bring donuts. One woman was late because her Alarm clock didn't go off in time. One was late because of being stuck on the NJ Turnpike Because of an auto accident. One of them Missed his bus. One spilled food on her clothes and had to take time to change. One's Car wouldn't start. One went back to Answer the telephone. One had a Child that dawdled And didn't get ready as soon as he should have. One couldn't Get a taxi. The one that struck me was the man Who put on a new pair of shoes that morning, Took the various means to get to work But before he got there, he developed a blister on his foot. He stopped at a drugstore
Life And Times Of Rye
I am back in Henderson Kentucky and alone....I had a b/f and he broke up with me over stupid reasons. I moved to Colorado and had a g/f, then she broke up with me over stupid reasons and I found out that she had another girlfriend. Then I moved to Wyoming and lived with a friend and he kicked me out and sent me to a homeless shelter for three days while I waited for a bus ticket to come for me. I met a guy named Wesley Barton and he changed my life forever. I will always remember him for that wonderful gift of friendship. I dont understand why people are sweet to your face and then kick you out the next moment. I am gonna give up on love all together. I hate getting my heart broken.
Life For Me
Hi I was thinking of my life today and realized I`ve had a great life, I have 3 wonderful sons, and great friends, I try to be there for every one when I can giving them support and love, they are the ones keeps me going. I came through cancer and happy about that, I have a different outlook on life now. I feel blessed
Who knows what the tide could bring? Last night , TBS ran the movie "Castaway" starring Tom Hanks. Ironically it was the last movie, that my family as I knew it in 20001 rented. The Saturday that We rented the movie , It was my oldest son's baseball teams award picnic. The dragon had scheduled a hair appointment at some salon in Germantown. So I watched the kids at the house while I prepared BBQ Baked Beans and made homemade rolls with the bread machine. I got a call about 11:00 am from the dragon, saying hey the appointment is going longer than I expected I might be a little longer. Okay, No problem I said. Little did I know, the POS she was having her affair with was living in Germantown with his sister-in law. Well around 2:00pm she shows up, Her hair all perfect, The food is ready, and I gotten the kids in to clean up for the picnic. I hopped in the shower, got ready and we leave for the park by 3:00 pm. We do the socializing thing, the k
Life Update Read It You Want To Know
good: I did very well on my testing for a job at the Bank of America customer service call center. bad: I failed the credit check, no job. good: my temp agency has an assignment for me bad: the place is closed for the next two weeks for holiday vacation. and the starting pay sucks good: .25 increase every 60 days up to $1 bad: the pay will still suck good: it is 3rd shift so days will still be free to look for better and it is cash flow
Life will kick you down, then turn right around and help you get back up... the way it does that is your so called friends will kick you down (if they are not your true friends) and your true friends will help you right back up and get you back on your feet. Life will also help you out, by twisting fate to where you meet certain people, and they will help you better yourself in ways you never thought possible. Life will make you think and life will make you wonder. Life is a game and we are all pawns BUT we can change our destinies because NOTHING is written in stone. If you want to do one thing then change your mind and decide on something else DO IT! Follow your dreams dont let anything or anyone keep you from fulfilling your dreams. If you have to drop certain friends to do something then drop them because it is very likely they will try to hold you back. When you drop one friend you gain another. Its like the old saying "One door closes but another one opens." It is true. W
Warning if you have opened this I am very upset! This is not directed towards you! So please don't think it is! ( in Less you are Pretending to be someone you are not and you are just Stalking my page) There is a lot going on in my life… I am not going to get into it on here because its toooo personal but if you know me and are really close to me you should know what I am talking about! I don't understand FAKE people… People you think are your friends… Or even Family that is Fake…. You trust them you lean on them. And then if one thing happens that they don't like they turn there back on you and begin to speak to people they say they hate or have hated for years!!!! I don't understand how these people can say they are from a Church that believes in Jesus Christ but then Act like they are Satan's Helper's! I have done nothing wrong…. So don't call me names or JUDGE me. It's the pot calling the kettle black! And DON'T do this around my Children EVER….. I
So yeah I went and checked out the house my manager has for rent today. Its old and needs work but I'm soo gonna take it! I need a place bad its either that or moving out of state! So home sweet home to this new house. I probably won't be moving in it until after the new years but still either way I'll have my own place soon! Now the only problem is I have four boxes to my name so I need stuff lol like a bed!!!!!! lol yeah but thats whats new with me! How about u?
A Life Update
I know this may upset some people.... and I apollogize 4 that. 4 others... it may be a I have recently made a life decision.... kinda a New Years resolution. After the New Year... I am pretty much gonna seclude myself. I indend to focus on work and getting my life back in order. I sincerely hope that every 1 understands. If u r at all close to me and have been in touch recently.... then u will understand what I mean. There has been alot going on in my life lately. And I need to get it all straightened out. Which means in a nutshell..... that from the New Year... on to about Spring (about 2 - 3 months ) I will be out of contact with every 1 . I know that this may sound wierd and all..... and I really don't care n e more.... but... I need to find Sounds wierd I know... More like I need to find who I am in a way. Call it a mid-life crisis....lmfao.... bit YOUNG I hope for that still.... but. This is just something that I need to do. I WILL b
Life So Sucks
I am so sick of bullshit i deal with yeah i make my life look good on the outside but reall half the time i am pisssed off and the other half the time i just want to beat some one up. I wish there waws someone around me to talk about how i feel and really know how i feel it is all a bunch of bull I just wish there was a way to make me feel happier than i am i stop people i like to hang with from having fun I piss my bro and sis off and my other sis i can't even talk to so whatever fuck it all the only thing i did good was bring my beautiful baby boy into this world that is it the rest is all bull I just wish i could get out of this place and stop all this shit i deal with no one knows me and no one understands what i go through every day and i doon't trust people because of past issues it is hard enough being the age i am but put all the rest of the bull shit togather and it make it twice as worst I hate getting close to anyone too because i lose most people i get close to and fucking
There are so many people that have a lot to say about my life and the way I run it but yet when I wanna' talk or anything to friends and the half of a family I got are all like whatever. We have our own problems. Or I know that I doing the wrong thing but have no way to change it because of the situtaion I'm in with no transportation. Just am not happy with myself and neither are others but get it thrown in my face all the time. If I had a way to changes things I would. I am trying to move into the city so I can have bigger and better things. Yes, things and people suck but the people that are close to me shouldn't judge me they should love me and support me even if they don't agree. Well, I guess I care to much about what people think about me. Maybe I should say the heck with it all. Am very confused about everything in and out of my life right now. Wondering is it a good thing I'm here or should I be gone for good in every aspect.
Life N Things
I have been on Fubar for awhile and have made some of the best friends and meant the man of my Dreams, but for the past few weeks Fubar has not been good to me and i need to find out why and why me, I always showed respect to everyone and never been anybody but me Lisa I want to wish everyone a very MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR love always Lisa
Life Ain't Nothin' But Shit On A Stick!!!
people are such full of shit. you bend over backwards to help some one out just to have it come back and bite you in the ass. people are so wrapped up in their own egos anymore that we shit all over people all the time, and not even given a second thought. i'm personally tired of being one of those people that give and give and get shit in return. i'm too fucking nice for my own good and pay for it on a daily basis. i'd give someone my last dollar if i had it and they needed it,, even though i might need it more myself. then when i do get sick of it and not take the shit no more, then i'm a bitch. just because i quit kissing their fuckin asses i'm a bitch now. some people make me sick to my fucking stomach,,, greedy bastards!!!!!! life truely is shit on a stick!!!!
I've been living in Tennessee for 4 months now. I fell in love with the state!!! It's beautiful and amazing and definately different from Walton, NY. But i do miss NY, don't get me wrong. I miss the few friends i had and my family. Everyone has asked me if i regret moving to Tennessee or regret making the decision to stay in Tennesee. And my answer to both is no. Why? I made the decision to move here, on my own free will, so I can't regret a decison I MADE. My ex-boyfriend didn't force me to come here. He offered me a place to live, help to get me a job and to help pay for me to come to him. I did...granted things didn't work out but that's the way life works sometimes. There are days where I get completely frustrated. I still live with my ex and his family. I still have feelings for my ex and I still care about him. I'm moving out of his family's place on Jan 3rd...and it will be one of the HARDEST days of my life. I have grown attached to everyone in his family, es
well don't life always throw curve balls i mean one minute i am on my feet the next i am lying on the ground. lifes little ups and downs lol
Life Goes On
I wonder if this is stupid to write here. Like ppl give a shit. The guy from yesterday added me to his hot list on aff. I decided to just let it go and move on. I'm lucky enuff that I'm attractive enuff for myself to realize I can do better. I could do far better personality-wise. Just don't know why guys can't be men. I used to be gay. I have always wanted to be female. It's pretty hard to want something that ppl just can't see in me or understand. The feel of a man's hand between my legs and nothing is there. I long for that. I do like having what I have to a degree, but I would prefer my body matched my feelings, but that will have to wait. I've noticed how some guys get so uptight if I look at them. I don't freak out when a chick looks at my goodies. Why are men such weaklings with same sex crap?? Men you guys ought to get a clue. No one can say they don't like someone w/o trying it. Personally I wouldn't want a straight guy. Firstly, because I want him to accept me all t
life can suck at this time of year but it can also be fun even if your singel or your loved one is somewhere else you can always call them and you will always have your family no matter how far they are or close or if your not speaking to them just suck it up everyone wants someone but sometimes it just dont happen just suck it up and keep looking go with your loved onejust try and be happy this time of year or i'll kick your butt up and down the road turn the cheek and smile you dont have to be religous you dont have to belive in anything but yourself and you can have anything you want even that present you wanted that you thought you weren't going to get have a marry x-mas and a great new year drive safe or get a cab or you will see me
Life Is Short
without darkness we would know no light without light we would know no darkness without all the pain we wouldn't see the beauty without the loss we wouldn't understand what we have everything has a reason though its sometimes never seen pain without sorrow and death without gain life is beautiful if you grab it by the maine life is hard, and pain a must... but without it then love would not make you bust I know these things for I have lived then true sometimes its so hard though when your feeling so blue They say good things come to those who wait its been so long is this really my fate? I spead the goodness, the love, and beauty without question, reason, or end one day I know I will find THAT friend the one who see's me for who I am and cherishs everything about the man I am untill then I lick my wounds gaurd my heart... and cherish every moment for you know not when your day will come and you yourself will meet your maker and stand in judgement for your
Laughter is timeless..Imagination has no age..And dreams are forever..So live your life to the fullest and have fun..
Good morning. In the calm of daily life, switches turn and friends are found and lost. Sometimes I truly think that I stir up chaos in my life, just to make sure I am still breathing. In my heart I know that I try to keep a place in my heart for those that have gone through the same journey with me, by my side. Evidence contradicts that thought, as I look around and see only new faces. There is no remorse, or regret...I would say its more disappointing then anything. But even still, I find myself not caring. I have watched people my whole life and have thought to myself that this world of selfishness is quite remarkable. It is remarkable because so many can be all about themselves yet interact with so many around them, and in that selfishness there "mark" appreciates the time even more. Yet when you devote time and energy, you create the "mark" in yourself. Giving the masses a target to take advantage of. Not to say that this is the end of my is a realization that one
the temptress scores the temptress goes but in her wake lays nothing but pain and in her way are all these about to be slain the vamp comes the vamp goes in his wake lays bloodshed and in the future ill have his head the demons come the demons go from me they run for me its fun love comes love goes never will i fall forever will there be a wall an angel comes that angel goes he offered hope i told him fuck the pope
Life is such a train. It has stops and moves In every stop there are many who join (new born)us and many leave us (death). We recognize who is setting beside us or in the same car but the train is full of cars. some people come to our car from different cars and some from our car leave it t other cars. One day we will have to move either to another car or we will leave the train permanently. That is L I F E
Life's Little Mysteries
So, my problems have finally been narrowed down... Grave's Disease What is Graves' disease? Graves' Disease is a type of autoimmune disease that causes over-activity of the thyroid gland, causing hyperthyroidism. This over-activity is also sometimes called "toxic diffuse goiter." The thyroid gland helps set the rate of metabolism, which is the rate at which the body uses energy. When the thyroid is too active, it makes more thyroid hormones than the body needs. High levels of thyroid hormones can cause side effects such as weight loss, rapid heart rate and nervousness. This is an uncommon disease that affects 2 percent of all women at some time in their lives. Graves' Disease also tends to affect women between the ages of 20 and 40, although it occurs in infants, children, and the elderly. What is an autoimmune disease? An autoimmune disease occurs when the body's immune system becomes misdirected and attacks the very organs, cells, or tissues that it is supposed to protect.
Well I have made it through my first Christmas alone. I realized that the people that matter the most to me called me on Christmas Eve and Christmas. On Christmas Eve, I got a call from someone who makes me smile and giggle and feel giddy. On Christmas, My mom and 2 bestest friends called. Also I got a call from my ex husband cause he hates that I spend holidays alone when my sister is quarter of a mile away and ignores my existance unless she wants something. I think that I am going to be okay even though I hate being alone but I refuse to settle for anything less than what I deserve. I married for the wrong reason and settled for less that what would make me the happiest. I know my happiest doesnt come form someone being in my life. I just like having someone in my life and hopefully mattering to them. I hope everyone has a Happy New Year.
Life's Greatest Secret
Life's Greatest Secret I don't know anyone who doesn't want a life filled with love. In order for this to happen, the effort must start within us. Rather than waiting for the other people to provide the love we desire, we must be a vision and the source of love. We must tap into our own loving-kindness in order to set an example for others to follow suit. It has been said that "the shortest distance between two points is an intention". This is certinaly true with regard to a life filled with love. The starting point or foundation of a life filled with love is the desire and commitment to be a source of love. Our attitude, choices, acts of kindness, and willingness to be the first to reach out will take us toward this goal. The next time you find yourself frustrated at the lack of love in the world, try an experiment. Forget about the world and other people for a few minutes, instead, look into your own heart. Can you become a source of greater love? Can you think loving thoughts o
A Life
A kind word A gentle kiss A soft touch A trip to bliss A caring hug A warm embrace A hand to hold A stroke of your face A warm smile A sparkle in the eye A comforting feeling A dried tear when you cry A burning desire A fuelling need A wild orgasm A flood of love's seed A good night kiss A dream love does fill A good nights rest A morning breaks still A warming sun A light summer rain A clasp of a lover's hand A couple you will remain A sudden feeling A pain tears so deep An emptiness fills A tear falls as you weep A lover gone A saddening thought A single breath A calling of death is brought A hand to hold once again A warm embrace A place of comfort A heavenly place This is life That many know Besure to live it Before you go (C)Tall Mountain Dreamer, June 4, 2007
Life Or Factory Made? My Ideal Mate!
OK... I am going to write now. Despite what some of you may think, I don't climb over a mound of women in the morning to get to my morning beer. It plays out more like me making oatmeal for my son while desperately trying to find socks for him that actually match. My life is quite normal...sorry to disappoint. I don't usually have a free moment to myself until my kid sacks out and then I usually start entertaining you fuckers. But yeah, a little something is missing from my life here and there... and a woman's touch wouldn't hurt. So if I were to make my perfect woman... this is what I would really do. Appearance: You look at my page and you assume that I am all about big fake tits and shit. Don't get me wrong, I wouldn't kick a girl like that out of bed for eating crackers. But, ideal? I might surprise you. The first thing I look for in a girl is cuteness and shit. This is more about how she carries herself than how she looks. I fall for the Reese Witherspo
Life is easy Life is hard Life is confusing until you die Life is one Life is twice Life is three times before you die Life is give to you once enjoy it
Ok so we got to see our oldest son Michael for 15 minutes on Christmas Eve Day cuz I guess my Grandmother had some other things to do...but do we believe that? HELL NO! She just didn't wanna come over so that we could see Michael but we did. I mean this Christmas was not the best Christmas in the world but at least we got to see Michael that's all we care about. I finally got a scrapbook & some scrapbook stuff from my roommate, I was so excited now I can make a scrapbook of my 2 kids & my husband & I...actually I am already starting to work on it & I think that I will take it to work tomorrow but we will see just depends on what kind of mood I am in tomorrow morning. I also got some socks, candy, clothes, a pair of shoes, 3 bath sets, money, & I think that's it. Skyler got all kinds of clothes & some stuffed animals. Stephen got a poker set, clothes, shoes, candy, & I think that's it. Well I guess that I should be going so I can get to bed so I can get some sleep for work in the
Life Is Crazy
so yeah lately life has been ok but it could be better on christmas I went to Whidbey Island for a couple of days and yeah it was good times I got away from work and my so called life and it was nice to do something that took my mind off of my every day life it was a nice road trip with always working and devoting all my time to work and everything else I don't have time to myself its stressin me out so I think I'm going to take a vacation sometime soon and yeah that would be nice now I have something to look forward to next year that being said there are alot of things I'm looking forward to like for me taking time out from life and work and everthing that stresses me out but yeah I'll see how that one turns out hope everyone has a happy new year later
Life Lessons
Beautifully stated.... As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never bee n hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. So send this to all of your friends (and me) in the next 5 minutes and something nice will happen tonight. &nb sp; "Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin."
It amazing how life can seem great- no better yet amazing one week prior. Last week: 1) Kicked out the room mate from hell: no more stress. 2) Informed that my tickets for New York for New Years were ready and I would have my itinerary in a few days. 3) Headed home to see my family for Christmas. This week: 1) Room mate from hell remains a thorn in our side by stealing the pool key. 2) The tickets never came. There was no trip to New York. The friends I were to see never called to explain why. 3) My family left for Houston... as my grandmother passed away last night. I can't go, I have to stay with my brother who needs to watch the house. Hate this. HATE it all. -Rafael
Lifes Too Short
lifes too short to deal with peoples bullshit. i know most women have issues a lot with men of coarse. lol. don't need to deal with the assholes. they just cause more problems in the long run. I know it may not be easy to just walk away from the situation sometimes cause of certain things. always best to atleast try if your having hardship Ie.. guys beating on women treating ya like shit. not right. most women i know always give excuses to good guys because theyre not interested. or they don't wanna hurt their feelings or not sure. cause ya not use to being in a relationship with a good guy. there are those that like the hard relationships. who knows why. just gotta live life to its fullest and enjoy it for what its worth. don't let anyone get in your way. another note guys are all assholes unless they can prove you wrong. work from there see how it works. never know.
Life Passes Just Like The Wind...
I know I haven't talked much about my personal life on this site! I put my heart and soul in my last space and lost internet connection for a while and I felt like I lost some good friends in the process. So I have just been having fun and keeping it easy...but it is time to get a little deeper...take it to a different level! I have meet a few down to earth ... really caring and honest people in the last 3 or 4 weeks and two of them have shared something very personal with me ... I think you will know who you are so I won't really mention names. Losing someone close is always a hard thing to go thru and ALL MY LOVE GOES OUT TO BOTH OF YOU!!! I pray that God will heal the pain and ease you mourning hearts! I know a lot of people probly won't like the song I have chosen to play today. To me music is an expression of inner feelings. Something the artist needs for people to hear in the message they are singing in hopes that it will somehow make a difference. Either thru a trial they
Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets, so love the people who gives you a chance and treats you right forget about the ones who dont and believe that everything happens for a reason for if you get a chance take it if it changes your life let it nobody said it would be easy thye said it would be worth it.
From the sea there shall arise new life , peace, and happiness; the sun and sand will nourish it.
The Life Path Number
THE LIFE PATH NUMBER The Life Path is the sum of the birth date. This number represents who you are at birth and the native traits that you will carry with you through life. The most important number that will be discussed here is your Life Path number. The Life Path describes the nature of this journey through life. The Life Path number is established from the date of birth. First, convert the month to a single number . Then convert the day of birth to a single digit . Next, add the total digits of year and reduce this sum to a single digit . The individual digits representing the month, day, and year, be they single digits, are then added together, as necessary to reduce the sum once again to a single digit 1 through 9. Example: If a person was born on October 23, 1972 (10-23-1972*), add the month 10 (which is reduced to 1) to the day 23 (which is reduced to 5) plus the the year 1972 (which reduces to 19, then to 10 and finally to 1**). Thus, the total of the month, day, and
I'm a 20 year old female with 2 kids, 2 wonderful boys. They are Deke Micheal Hulin 21 months old and Logan James Hulin 8 months old. They are my life and I love them so very much. One thing i hated was they were both born with out a soft spot:( and had to have surgery. I hated seeing them hooked up to lots of machines and shit it sucked:( i :((ed alot. Well they are doing fine and did really great for their surgery:) something to smile about.. well a new year is coming 2008 i hope everyone enjoys their new year... I know i will!!!!!!!!!!
The Life Path Periods
THE LIFE PATH PERIODS The life path has been discussed in very elementary details previously, and the life path period is an addition to this reading that should be taken into account. If we live long enough, we will experience three life path periods. As you progress into this page, think of the readings in terms of a modification or enhancement personalizing the life path reading. These readings do not replace the life path reading, but merely fine tune and customize it to the individual. Because life path periods can vary so widely, the life path we are on becomes complex and motley. The life periods are based on the birth date. The number representing the month of birth, reduced to a single digit or master number, is the first life path period indicator. The second life path period is determined by the day of birth reduced to a single digit or master number. The final period is based on the year of birth reduced to a single digit or master number. The timing of the first p
Life Is Crazy
Life is fucking crazy this world we live in is getting scarier by the minute.Theres way to many unstable people walking this earth I know because I deal with them on a regular basis because of what I do for a living. It makes you take inventory of your life and what's important to you and to keep what is important to you cloase to you and nevr loose sight of it. These are just some of my ramblings before the new year starts. Just be safe this year and tell the ones you love that you love them and often.
life is getting interesting for me, i have recently become a single mother as of june of this year (2007). it has been an interesting experience learning what i need to know and knowing what i should do. i have met a lot of men lately and some are good and some are a little scary. i am well aware it is easy to fall for someone online but tht can be hard to do when u and the other person are in different states. you both feel a lot of frustration and anxiety when u want to be together but can't be. or you already see someone you care about very much and u don't get the time u want either due to other things happening in both lives. its been an interesting year and very rough at times too. i am hoping the new year is a better one or at least it is one where i know what i am doing with my life. i guess when the time is right, i will find that someone i want to spend my time with and be with them and only them but until that time, i am going to enjoy my life and enjoy the men and women i
Life's Greatest Secret
Life's Greatest Secret I don't know anyone who doesn't want a life filled with love. In order for this to happen, the effort must start within us. Rather than waiting for the other people to provide the love we desire, we must be a vision and the source of love. We must tap into our own loving-kindness in order to set an example for others to follow suit. It has been said that "the shortest distance between two points is an intention". This is certinaly true with regard to a life filled with love. The starting point or foundation of a life filled with love is the desire and commitment to be a source of love. Our attitude, choices, acts of kindness, and willingness to be the first to reach out will take us toward this goal. The next time you find yourself frustrated at the lack of love in the world, try an experiment. Forget about the world and other people for a few minutes, instead, look into your own heart. Can you become a source of greater love? Can you think loving thoughts o
Words to live by when you seem to have nothing !) Every person you meet may seem better off but you have no clue what’s wrong on the inside of him or her or around him or her so treat him or her like family even if they wrong you. 2) What you do have in life is precious and should be loved no matter what even when the world has you against the wall love what you have in your life for you may never have it again. 3) If you seem unable to escape the darkness that surrounds you embrace it and use it to your advantage for in times of strife you can use it to help others with their problems. 4) Time on this rock is very short don’t waste it with what ifs do what you can and do it in love hold what you can and hold it in love and know out there your making a difference even if you cant see it you are. 5) You may think the world hates you but in truth its fear any one who has ever said I hate you means to say I fear you but wont admit it to themselves. 6) Know when to back
this has been the tuffest year of my life ..i have made a neww life for myself and worked hard at it if any one says life is hard thay are right so get readt and fight to make something happen .peace to you all
Nice guys: well I am a nice guy, always try to be. But American's and alot of the world for that matter no longer seem to want the nice guys. No its all about the fucked up wanna be ganstas that only wanna be playas. Why does every nice and decent girl go for the losers that only wanna fuck and then leave. Or even the ones that wanna fuck you and everyone else while your together. I don't get it. We praise those that are the ones who should be shunned and exiled. But no we exile the guys who are nice and decent, and wanna have a normal real life with a decent female. Why is that to much to ask for?????
Life Goes On!
I go through life always hoping and thinking things can only get better with every turn i take. This doesn't always happen of course. Everytime i think that life has finally turned up for me i find that something has to happen to screw it all up. All we can do is live life day to day. Every night i hope and pray that things will finally change and go my way. Why do things always have to be hard? When will those who go through all the rough paths that life takes us finally get the breaks? Day by day the nights grow longer. Hour by hour every thing seems to turn sour. All i want is to be happy and have that one person to share it with. I thought that i finally found that one person that i could do that with. Things have been great and i thought that this time i was on the winning hand. But as we all know what goes up must come down and it did and landed hard on my heart. My heart has been hurt so many times before you think it would go numb but with each hit it takes it hurts just like t
Life Isn't A Fairytale; Life Is Hell.
I swear people should sue Disney. As a child we are fed these movies that talk about "happily ever after" and Prince Charming rescuing the fair maiden. These movies holding very little truth about the reality of the world around us. The fact that life is cruel, lonely, and most people are cold, self-absorbed assholes. In Disney movies the fair maiden has her fairy-tale wedding and lives for all of eternity in a castle with her prince. In reality its surprising how some men view marriage. For example: A manager at my work that is planning on asking his girlfriend to marry him; when asked if he was scared; he replied with "why would I be? the only thing difference is that now she will come home with me every night and we will pay bills." What the hell? Where is the romance? What about being excited about the fact that you get to wake up next to this person for the rest of your life knowing that they wouldn't want to be anywhere else in the world except in your arms?
No one is for real about anything anymore, and words like Integrity, Honesty, Loyalty and Committment are useless words that will be lost on the majority of you. I'm not really here 'looking' for anything or anyone. IF YOU CAN'T BE HONEST WITH ME, GO FUCK YOURSELF!!!!! For anyone that is actually interested and is taking the time to read this...... I'm sure you think I'm an asshole already and I'm sorry for that. I am just too burned out on stupid people out to amuse themselves at my expense. I just don't have any patience anymore and have come to expect stupid shit from stupid people. There are things lately that have been bothering me but I do not feel I should express them at this time. I may put down more later, for those who are genuinely interested. By the way, I don't understand Ebonics. So, you can keep your wanna-be 'Gangster/Ghetto-speak' and illiterate bullshit to yourselves. I actually know how to speak correctly and expect others to do the same.
life is good love is great what happens next i dont know but i cant wait!!
Life Changes
Life changes every moment, every minute. Life changes with a blink of an eye and a little thought. Life changes with choices made and sacrifices given. Life changes with an opening of your heart and your mind. Life changes when people pass through your life with more then you expect. Life just simply changes....
Life is crazy huh? Well you know how some of us spend all there time trying to understand this world and there are some that dont give a shit. Well im one of those ppl that spend all there time trying to understand, but knows thay will never understand nothing ntill thay die, lol i have a crazy out look on things so if you want to ask any thing i will tell you want i think about it. If you realy dont care i dont blame you. Why would you like to know what i think. Well come on ppl talk to me try to get to know me befor you try to juge me. LOL i know things a hard to understand, but for some reson ppl tell me i need to write a book. As always i say "SHit" so some one give me some thing to think about and to talk about and ill get back to ya on how i think about shit lol Much Clown love Peace
LIFE As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So, take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back
She put him out like the burnin end of a midnight Cigarette she broke his heart he spent his whole life tryn to forget, we watched him drink his PAIN away alil at a time, but he never cud get drunk enuf ta get her off his mind! Until the night!!!! he put that Bottle to his head and pulled the trigger!!!
The Life Of Your Dreams
Waking Up Many of us are familiar with the experience of waking up to the fact that our lives are no longer working the way we have set them up. Sometimes this is due to a shift occurring inside ourselves over time, and sometimes it is part of the larger shift that is currently affecting all humanity. Change is happening at such an increased rate that it is difficult to predict what the future holds. As a result, many of the old ways of planning out a life are no longer applicable, and if we cling to them we feel strangely out of tune with reality. If we are in tune with the energies around us, we will begin to question ideas that just a few years ago seemed sensible. In the simplest terms, the shift we are undergoing right now has to do with recognizing ourselves as being more than human, remembering that our earthly aspects are a very small part of who we are. In truth, we are multidimensional beings. When we begin to realize this, the life we planned for a limited conc
Life's Promise (poem)
You were once a guy i never knew then you became my friend you were always there for me when i needed a helping hand you were there for me when i needed an ear just for someone to hear. as time grew i started falling in love with you. i now want to be your wife and stand beside you thru your life. i love you and i care. i will always be there for you just like you are for me. if i never tell you enough i thank you my love for everything you do. i love you Stephen and this will always be true.
Life Is To Short.........
Why not take a chance on love...I'll tell you why not to. I spent the last 2 1/2 years living with a man I didn't even apparently know. Here I thought things were great and the whole time he was using me for a place to stay, a car, and I guess you would say sexy too. I really thought he was the right man....I guess I was wring, so thank twice before saying life two short just do it. I jumped into a relationship and look what it got me a cold lonely heart....
Life And Death
In my job I see lifes new beginnings and lifes endings. Some of the new beginnings and endings happen very close together. As we walk through life we take small things like eating and breathing for what it is. Lifes needs. My job is trying to save the smallest of small lives. The people I work with are some of the best in the business when it comees down to it. As we work to try and correct what is going wrong, and then find other things going wrong we don't quit. After each trip like that we often come back and and wonder could we have done anything different. Playing the "what if" game will only kill you. Burn you everytime. We do what we can with what we have and what we are trained to do. There have been times when we have questioned saving a life. Before you take offense we have to look at the outcomes. We don't play god, but we have to try and see what would be. I think that works us over more than if the new life was permitted to end as peacefully as possible. We try and see qua
Life And Love
here it is a new year already. with all that happened last year, i still have a couple of things to be thankful for. first and foremost, my son alex and rose's daughter erica. and then, of course, my sweet rose. without her, i probabley would have given up already. when i broke my hand back in august, then lost my full time job working for my uncle after nine years, i thought it couldn't get any worse. at that point, i had lost almost 50% of my income. well, just in time for christmas, my new full time job, which i had been working part time for over a year until i broke my hand, decided to cut my hours in half. merry christmas, huh? so, now i have lost 3/4 of my income. through it all, rose has been here for me. as frustrating as it has been for her, she has still kept believing in me and continues to encourage me to never give up on my dreams. lately, i guess that i have been withdrawing. it's tough to keep a possitive attitude with all that has gone wrong, but somehow, rose
The sight of life is sore. The smell of life is foul. The touch of life is cold The sound of life is hollow The taste of life is bitter The pain of life is constant The absence of life is Death In Death, these cannot be! So then, the joy of life is Death
It so has been a long day.. Seems like all I do anymore is clean clean and watch my kids.. Do not get me wrong I feel like I am where I am suppose to be I just get tired of doing the same things all of the time.. I need a change. I am thinking about getting a Job. It is if I go to work then I have to work around the kids school . I would have to work at night and that is going to take me away from my family .. What to do ? It is so hard to make my mind up ! Well I am going to go for now .. Write again soon.. Christina
Look for someone complimentary.. Not supplementary. Dating is fun.. Even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr. Right. Make him miss you sometimes.. When a man always knows where you are, and you're always readily avaiable to him - he takes it for granted. Never move into his Mother's house. Never co-sign for a man. Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you everything that you need. Keep him in your radar, but get to know others. Share this with your women and men (just so they know)... You'll make someone smile, make another rethink her choices, and make another woman prepare. They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them...and an entire lifetime to forget them.
Life Is Too Short...
Life is too short to wake up with regrets. So love the people who treat you right. Forget about the one's who don't. Believe everything happens for a reason. If you get a second chance, grab it with both hands. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said life would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it. Friends are like balloons; once you let them go, you can't get them back. So I'm gonna tie you to my heart so I never lose you.
i hate to tell u all, but i am totally happy with the way my life has turned out, yeah i've lost one ot two of my best friends along the way,.. but i also know that if i asked any of my remaining friends for help they would be right there. I may not have made many good decisions in my past but i always knew who my friends were and made sure they were taken care of. Therefore i consider myself to be one of the luckiest people in the world. Literally between my friends and family i know i WILL make it thru ANYTHING. So i feel sorry for any of u that can't say that cuz yeah i would die for my family and friends no questions asked! We are THAT DAMN CLOSE! honestly, i wish you all that kind of relationship and life!
As days go by questions fill my head. Am I looking to deep or not deep enough? Where might I find my personal euphoria; the place where there is no worry, no fear, no confussion? My quest for fulfillment and peace within myself. Where does my complete happiness lie? I have realized that I can not rely on others to complete me. I can not follow the lead of the crowd because it is the right thing do. I must take my own journey and enjoy my moments as they are created. We never know what tommorrow will bring. Life holds surprises around every corner, some good, some bad and many that I can not understand. My quest continues as a never ending maze, I am commited to finding my fulfillment.
Fall in love with life. It's our savior. No more pain... we have the waiver Peace and serenity, It's one in the same. Let your fears loose, there's nothing there to gain. Join me, let life lift you up. Take ahold of my hand. Smile!
Life Learning...
Live Life.........Taste Death. Sound a little crazy, here's the D/L. Imagine being 17 again and riding your motorcycle over to your girlfriends house on a Sat. evening. After a night of hangin out like kids do, you kiss her goodnight and head home. Four days later you wake up in intensive care, with no idea what the hell happened. What happened was a hit and run. The car was full of drunks and smoked me on my bike going 50 mph. I broke both legs, left arm, and jaw. Graduated in a wheelchair and spent a year learning to walk. Now, 9 surgeries later, I have metal rods in both legs, wrist and plate in jaw, artificial hip socket and knee cap. Due to the fact that I learned first hand that you may just die today, I live everyday as if it is the last one. Enjoy my kids, music, cars and bikes, anything that makes me feel alive. Now everyone go out and get a tattoo, kiss someone you do not know, shoot an AK, and remember: When you feel too scared to try something, remember that you c

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