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Life's Little Things
SOMETIMES WE EXPECT SO MUCH,WHEN IN REALITY WE SHOULD ONLY SEE WHAT WE SHOULD HAVE.A CHILD WANTS A PIECE OF CANDY,ENDS UP WITH A BAG FULL.A MOTHER WANTING A BABY,AND NOW THE HOUSE IS FILLED WITH PITTER PATTERS OF LITTLE FEET.THE FATHER,ASK TO KEEP THINGS AFLOAT.SO HIS FAMILY IS TAKEN CARE OF,AND NOW HAS THREE VEHICLES,A MORTAGE,AND HE WONDERS WHERE THE NEXT MEAL IS COMING FROM.WE SAVE FOR A VACATION,CHILDRENS COLLAGE, A HOUSE ,AND A NEW CAR,BUT WE FORGET TO SAVE,FOR THE LITTLE THINGS IN LIFE.TODAY I TOLD SOMEONE THAT I WOULD RATHER GO FISHING THAN TO WEAR A DIAMOND RING,AND I MEANT IT.I WOULD RATHER WALK ALONG THE RIVERS EDGE,THAN TO RIDE IN A FANCY CAR.MY HOUSE ISNT FANCY.HELL A COUCH,A BED,AND A TELEVISION IS FINE WITH ME.THAN TO LIVE IN A MANSION,AND LOOK AROUND ,ROOMS EMPTY,TABLE BARE,AND LAUGHTER EXIST NONE.SOMETIMES IT ISNT WHAT YOU WANT,BUT WHAT YOU HAVE.SETTING DOWN,AND ENJOYING A CONVERSATION AT THE DINNER TABLE.LISTENING TO A CHILD'S EXCITEMENT WHEN HE HAS A GLOVE SIGNED BY
Life In General
Why is it when u are ready to start expanding ur self and let the true u emerge something always brings unfortunate things to the situation? I mean we are all human and I for one expect honesty from others but there are those that feel the need to continue to lie even when there is obvious signs that they are lying. Makes no sense to me. Aren't we all over the age of playing games or is that what this new time requires is head games? Well I am one that is tired of it. It is time to make some changes and not allow things to run the light I have inside of me...I have allowed others to turn my color black and now it is time to reverse the damage done. Well I will get off of my soapbox now just had to free my mind of the blackness. Have an awesome weekend xoxo Goth Bam Bam
The Life That Is You
The life that is you You can choose to be happy or you can choose to be miserable. Which would you rather be? You can choose to make productive and purposeful use of the moments in this day. Or you can choose to let the time slip away and be left with nothing but regret. Life is what you decide you are going to make of it. What have you decided to make of the possibility-filled moment that is right now? You can complain that it's all so very unfair, but all that will accomplish is to bring you down even more. Or, you can fully accept life as it is and then experience the genuine satisfaction of making your way forward in spite of the obstacles. You can choose to hide behind excuses or you can open yourself up to the richness of life. You can decide to make the most of whatever comes your way, and know how great it feels to be fully alive and engaged in your world. No matter what has come before, life in this moment is what you decide to make it. Consider all the possibil
Lifes Paths
I just have some thoughts. In my life i have seen more pain and strife than any one person should but it has made me the person i am guess im lucky i have the love of my lil girl i could be the only one that i ever get and i am fine with that i have been honored to meet some of the best people anyone could ever meet and and had the love of the most amazing woman i have ever met for one reason or anther we in alll likeliness will never be together if this person ever gets on fubar and happens across this pro file i want her to know she is the best thing thats ever happened to me and i will always love her if anyone who reads this gets to feel that feeling from another do what ever you have to, to keep it don't ever let it go don't make my mistake and just let it walk away cuz you will regret it for the rest of your life i would also like to say that if this person ever gets to this site and gets to this page that no matter where i am i will be there no matter what maybe some day our pa
Life,love An Relationships
Ok, let me start off by saying that my views on life, love, and relationships are not what most people would consider "normal". Well, anyone who knows me knows that I'm not "normal" nor do I wish to be. So, if you're narrow minded and shallow....stop reading now and move along. I don't want to hear about how immoral I am or how your opinions are different from mine. I simply don't care. I am who I am and I won't change my mind because you don't like it. Now, I believe that life is a gift. It's given to us to enjoy and to live the way we choose to live it. I get so sick of hearing people on this site telling other people they are wrong for being gay, bisexual, not believing in God, or any other "different" way of life. Just because someone is not kissing your ass and pretending to be someone they aren't doesn't make them bad or wrong or immoral. Take love and relationships for example. I have seen so many people who are confused or upset because they are in love with more than one p
Life
life is funny If a section of your life an analyze it, you can either laugh, cry, get angry or do something about it, I just started about my 15 yr life span. What got me thinking about this? Well it really started a couple days ago on Wednesday when I was told I had to do a detail at my old high school. I hated high school more than anything. Senior year was no cake walk either, either was the first years of college. I thought leaving a local college and branching out into the city would be a good idea. It was somewhat, but the first year at that new college was horrendous. Working a crap job at a computer store that went under due to the techs doing internal theft, to becoming a paralegal and going back to my old college who messed me over, doing my classes (even thru the hell my city went thru in 9-11) My fathers death. 10 years ago I met someone at a Z100 concert, it was weird, someone who lived out here with me we hung out and he got tickets to a concert,so he ha
Life...
Oh gentle winds 'neath moonlit skies, Do not you hear my heartfelt cries? Below the branches, here about, Do not you sense my fear and doubt? Side glistening rivers, sparkling streams, Do not you hear my woeful screams? Upon the meadows, touched with dew, Do not you see my hearts a'skew? Beneath the thousand twinkling stars, Do not you feel my jagged scars? Seek not my mournful heart kind breeze, For you'll not find it 'mongst these trees. It's scattered 'cross the moonlit skies, Accompanied by heartfelt sighs. It's drifting over the gentle rain, A symbol of my silent pain. It's buried 'neath the meadow fair, Conjoined with all the sorrow there. It's lost among the stars this night, Too far to ease my quiet fright. No gentle winds, seek not my heart, For simply ... it has torn apart.
Life
Life I once traveled through life on a methamphetamine high, living with no rules and no way to comply. The drug took its toll, it left me dry. Losing everything 3 times over, you would think I would learn, but no not me, I still wanted a burn. The police came and off we went, which yet we still did not learn. Today life is beautiful, I am well and strong Starting over in life is not so wrong, a good job, a good home.... Now I just ask why, WHY DID I WANT TO DIE? Tawnya S Read Copyright ©2008 Tawnya S Read
Life Long Journey-by Me
verse 1 i walk down these empty streets trying to find myself so many wrong turns that leave me in the dark the only sound i hear is my own heartbeat chorus i gaze upon the sky watching the stars shine bright they found their purpose in life so why cant i? verse 2 i feel like im being left behind everyone is moving ahead i have my own rare design that i have yet to find i gaze upon the sky watching the stars shine bright they found their purpose in life so why cant i? verse 3 im not gonna give up im gonna give it another try someday itll be my time to shine and no i aint gonna say goodbye bridge i will find myself i wont stay hidden on a shelf my time will come ill have my freedom i wont keep myself as a prisoner anymore ill rise to the top and not another teardrop
Life Til Now
i'm done wit antonio, no more of him. i have intense feelings for him but the way he treated me...i deserve better. he said he would treat me better, but he never did. fuck him. it was predictable from the beginning, and that's why good charlotte's "predictable" was the theme music for us i think my new goal in life is to become part of a band...i either need to learn an intrument or sing better...or both lol! if i sang like amy lee, then i'm all set. so glad i'm done wit school. just found out i have no more insurance :( steve is being supportive and so is jason (*blush*) i need to get laid and soon. i'm sicky i'm 19 in 10 days!!! i'm so excited!!! and indiana jones comes out at the big theater near my house the day before and we go early (like 4-something) :D so excited for next week, you have no idea!
Life In General
I have learned that all guys will at some point hurt you and make you cry. They will eventually break your heart and very few will ever apologize for it. I have learned that you should always be prepared for your friends to turn their backs on you at some point because they will. Those that don't are the ones that you keep forever. I have learned that the family you are blessed with and i do mean blessed may have not been the ones you would have chosen for yourself but for some reason someone saw fit for you to be together. I have learned not to expect too much from people in general, because then they can't let you down. I have learned that your heart and your spirit are the most amazing things ever created because they can be broken and stepped on and still repair themselves. I have also learned to stand on my own 2 feet, be self relying and self sufficient. I have learned to never let others control my outlook on the world and to never let them control my destiny. i ha
Life
I love the way trhings are going in my life right now, I have had nothing but good happen lately. It's great. My job is good and I ove what I do. I work six days a week and my schedule revolves around my life it is just a beautiful thing
Life's Fantasy
Life's Fantasy So so many people living in life's fantasty never keeping alive dreams they long to see dreams of yesterdays marrows leading again into sorrow is this all i shall see is this all i shall be But.... what is this fantasy what does it mean to me is it for us to believe keeping us going on finding where we belong is all i want to see is all i want to be People come and they go never wanting to know dreams that they keep inside always trying to hide cant we finally let go all i want is to know is this all we believe is this all there shall be But .... what is this fantasy what does it mean to me is it for us to believe keeping us going on finding where we belong is all i want to see is all i want to be all i want is to be me i just want to be free........
Life Is Crazy
ok, have you ever noticed, the older youget the crazier things are. i mean coule weeks back i gt dumped, i was urt now i'm ok. As i'v gotten older things have become more random,than ever before. so yeah, life is what you make it.
The Life And Times Of Mistress Whiplash
Mistress Whiplash takes the role to higher level feels that she could stand by a wall and blend in..invisible to all her colleagues,only the cleaner takes any notice of her. He thinks poor woman gettin picked on by those bullies some one shud put em in thier darn place... Mistress Whiplash took extra care of his attentions,he could be so easily her down fall his kindness and care could un-mask her..but unable to down tread him like the others did.She knew full well that to be totally ignored she would have to be even lower on the ladder than cleaner guy..but even for her that was impossible to achieve.She did drive a truck,cleaner only drove a cleaner's trolley. Even as strong as she could be Mistress Whiplash had her Achilles heel.. She had no qualms about destroying a pretty adversary,but cleaner guy...well only dirt was lower than him in his colleagues eyes.She had a soft spot for this downtrodden mule of a man,his only failing was that he was the cleaner and he was a guy
Life Iscrazy
wow i change so much from lil kid to now but now i'm still trouble lolz but at least i still look good but kinda the same person and same personailty yup..... so therefore i had 2 create a blog 'cause' i'm bored!!!!
Life
You do what you're suppose to do, with no frown or fuss not because you want to but because you must day after day it's like a routine don't have too much to say you only do the right thing soon you feel empty but you don't know what it could be you want no sympathy but it's something you can't see everything used to make sense but now you're lost in a maze you feel so tense and you pray for better days something just doesn't seem right you look for an answer that's not there you stay awake all night but you feel like no one cares it's right in your face and you think it's safe or should you forget? things don't seem the same but what should you do? you think you should change but change for who? understanding means nothing to you now your heart is pronounced deceased this should you allow or find your missing piece?
A Life's Lesson
Lessons in Life... What is more important? A professor stood before his Philosophy 101 class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, wordlessly he picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full? They agreed that it was. So the professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles of course rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was. The professor picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course the sand filled up everything else. He then asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with a unanimous yes. "Now", said the professor, "I want you to recognize that this jar represents your life. The golf balls are the important things, your family, your partner, your health, your children, things that if e
Life Little Pleasures
AS YOU LAY ME BACK UPON MY BED KISSES DEEP IN MY THROAT TANGLING WETNESS THROBBING DEEP INSIDE OF ME AS YOU ENTICE ME WITH YOUR TONQUE. IN OUT,YOU GO WHILE MY JUICES FLOWS BITING ME WITHIN MY THIGHS HEAVENS SENT ECTASY TO ME. TURN ME OVER,TONQUE UP AND DOWN DRIVING ME WILD. NIPPING AT ME AS YOU GO. WETNESS PENETRATING NOW YOU SEE,AS YOUR FINGERS DEEP IN ME. TEASING,CARRESSING THE INNER ME THRUSTING,TWISTING,TILL I SCREAM. PLEASE OH PLEASE ENTER ME. AS YOU SLIDE IN,PLEASING ME A LITTLE AT A TIME I WIGGLE AND SQUIRM WANTING MORE TILL DEEPER YOU GO BANGING, BOUNCING ,THRUSTING,CUMMING SOON ECTASY WILL MEET ITS' MATCH AS PASSION OVERWHELMS ME,SUCKING TOUCHING LICKING, MOANING,SCREAMING SHOUTING MORE. IN AN INSTANT,ALL MUSCLES TIGTENING,TENSE,GRABBING SHEETS.ECTASY FULFILLED. BREATHING HARD,BODIES LIMP. THE AFTERNOON DELIGHT OF LIFE'S LITTLE PLEASURE.
Life
Pat Benatar got it only half right. Love is not the only battlefield...I'm learning that so is friendship. Words are weapons that hurt far longer and are just as damaging as physical blows, if not more. Words can heal or they can annihalate. They can build or they can destroy. Choose your words wisely.
Life Is Hard!
Things arent getting any better at this point. Yesterday I went with Piers to see his daughter, Elizabeth. I had a good time but royally miss her alot. During the travel and all, Piers and I got to talking and I found out some interesting shit. James did everything that he could to break Piers and me up so that I couldnt have a happy life with someone who trully wants to take care of me. But I later on met Bair and well we hit it off and I have found someone that I can deal with that wont stress me out and treat like some piece of meat on the market. Bair has been looking after me and treating me far better than most guys that I have dated in the past, but I do miss Piers and Elizabeth alot. I use to smile and have major fun but that is changed. I found Bair and we both are wanting the smae thing out of life itself. That is to settle down with someone and have a family with that person. So its hard to make the choice as to who to trully be with. I am scared to trust my heart after bein
Life Isn't
Life
I have finally gotten it to were I am comfortable and happy in life. I have a good job and a stress free time now that I am not dodging my crazy ass ex who got locked in a mental hospital. I am comfortable with living with my best friend and relaxing.
Life By Charles Swindell
The longer i live,the more i realize the impact of attitudde on life. Attitude, to me,is more important than facts. It is more important than the past,than education,than money,than circumstances,than failures,than successes,than what other people think or say or do. It is more important than appearance,giftedness or skill. It will make or break a company...a church...a home a person. The remarkable thing is we have a choice every day regarding the attitude we will embrace for that day. We cannot change our past...we cannot change the fact that people will act in a certain way. We cannot change the inevitable. The only thing we can do is play on the one string we have,and that is our attitude....I am convinced that life is 10 percent what happens to us and 90 percent how we react to it. WE ARE ALL IN CHARGE OF OUR ATTITUDE'S........
Life Will Go On Even With The Pain
This past weekend was one of the worst of my life. Someone I had alot of love for showed me the love wasnt returned, hurt me in more ways than i can even express. Too much past anger and too much hurt to let the rest of his life be good. Its unfortunate that people don't see what is right there in front of them, that their past pain wont let them have any trust or faith in others. Also that it prevents that good person that is stuck beyond walls inside to truly shine. i've seen that good person in him shine, I know its there. I just wish it would have stuck around. But, My kids will always come first. When i became a mother I swore to protect them forever and love them and help them grow up to be strong individuals. I wont let anyone hurt them and I wont let anyone hurt me. Verbal abuse is just as hurtful and as painful as physical if not even more, bruises go away words do not. Even though you can forgive you can never forget. When someone threatens the ones you love you must
Life As We Know It
Life As We Know it All together, Life as we know it Will be all gone someday But, in return we get for ever peace By connectiong to the Lord in your own way As life ends here on earth It begins in heaven in his place Protected by the unconditional love You will know what I mean when you see his face So, Life as we know it Doesn't end up to bad So smile and give your heart to the Lord Life up there will be better than what you had Peggy Rusher Copyright ©2008 Peggy Love Rusher
Life
Life is how you make of it.The mistakes you make,the mistakes you learn from.It's how you make of it.The relationships you get involved with.The ones you get involved with that don't work don't worry it'll get better.There's more to life than being with someone you can go on without having to deal with anyone but what you have in front of you.The kids and family is the most important things to deal with in life.The people you choose to be with make the most of it.Before it's gone you know it wasn't meant to be.But life is what you learn from.You are still learning from birth to the golden years.You learn something new everyday.Just sit back and anaylize what you have.Never jump to conclusions,because in the long run if you ponder on it too much you realize it's not worth it.You'll suffer more heartache than you asked for,if it ever came down to it and it gets too much get ahold of a good friend talk it out.You'll get through it if not come to me i'll listen.There's nothing more than a
Life Is Like A Box Of Chocolates
" Life Is Like A box Of Chocolates You Never Know What Your Gonna Get " Jump Into The Box And Let People Taste Your Flavor! click here to find out approved by
Life Is Better
life is getting so much better after being separated, I am much happier and have come to relize that ppl change and sometimes we cant stay with the ones we have been with for ever. I have been seeing someone for a couple of weeks now and that helps letting go. My best friend is going through some hard times with his marriage I really hope he makes it through this hard time just know it gets better after time..
Life
What can you do when you reach a point where lifes obligations restrict you from living in the moment. To want something and not be able to act on the urges. To be held back by the need to be a good man. Sometimes I wish I didn't care so much. I would love to live carefree if just for a day.
Life!!!!
Hey whats up everyone!!!! Well what can i say about life! their comes in a persons life when you realize that not everything should go according to plan. The reason i'm saying that is people make goals, plans and hopes but not all the time they go as they want them to. If they do then your very fortunate that they have because people die or get hurt when the unexpected happens, but things happen for a reason i guess in times, then again things happen because your not fully aware of what is going on and by that you don't see what your doing that causes things to go wrong. In all what i'm trying to say is that OPEN YOUR EYES cause you only live once and you have to make the best of it!!!! "Carlito"
Life
Marriage is not something you should take lightly. It is a life long commitment you are making to a person to stand beside them no matter the circumstance. There are going to be good times, those you hold close to your heart. There will also be bad times, you soon want to forget. A marriage is not always going to be a fairy tail or what you dreamed it would be. The person you married isn't always going to be the ideal one for you. When you make a commitment you have to throw away your "ideal" husband or wife and accept the person you married, faults and all. He or She is not disposable; you don't throw them away and seek another. You compromise and find what makes you both happy. You don't try to change the person, YOU LOVE THEM JUST THE WAY THEY ARE! If you cannot handle the most annoying thing they do… you never will… and it will never work… it will always bother you... You can try to change their faults, but bet on this you will always find another to change. Besides if he or she do
Life In The K Y Jelly State
I am back in the wonderful state of Ky and I am doing great, better than I have ever been in my life.....I am livin with my fiancee and we are in love. We are currently doing great with all kinds of things in life....sex....work.....and hanging out together. He has a beautiful daughter that loves me to death and he loves my mean lil two year old as well. I hope that your day is full of fun and excitement so shove off this blog and enjoy ur own day in hell....... HA HA HA HA HA HA
Life
My best friend is 20 years old. She just had a little girl almost 4 months ago. She got married at 16 and got a diviorce 10 months ago. He ex husband cheated on her everyday of their relationship even with her other best friends. She has lost 6 children. Since her husband was cheating on her she decided to do the same... well his best friend go her pregnant. The day they filed for divorce at least 10 guys call her to go out that day. She dated a couple guys for a few weeks then she started hanging out with her now fiance. They have been together a little over 9 months got engaged 1&1/2 months after dating, they are getting married on there one year anniversery. Her finace has been in basic traing for 6 months. He treats and thinks of her little gril as his own dauther and paid for the birth and everything. A few days ago the baby's father starts contacting her saying he wants to see the baby and talk about things. After a while of saying no she finally gives in and i go with her to see
Life
Life in common among people who love each other is the ideal of happiness.
Life
I'm looking at the clock, the monotone tic toc: Every second is gone, and those moments will never return I pour my life down the drain, I look at myself in disdain, I know that I know nothing, I don't think I will be able to learn Some pages of my life are unmarked, So many times I embarked On a journey that lead me right back to the port I thought I could do it all, But I know that I've missed my call- Somewhere down the road of life I tripped and fell very short
Life In Florida
----- You know you're a Floridian if.... ... Socks are only for bowling. ...You never use an umbrella because you know the rain will be over in five minutes. ...A good parking place has nothing to do with distance from the store, But everything to do with shade. ...Your winter coat is made of denim. ...You can tell the difference between fire ant bites and mosquito bites. ...You're younger than thirty bu
Life Is Beautiful...............................
Life is something that continues to amaze me. If I flash back to a year ago, I’ve changed drastically in a lot of ways. Thinking about the future excites me in a way that is both scary and exhilarating. Years ago I was scared to grow old, now I think that it will be a beautiful thing and I will be lucky to have that chance. Our experiences are like our fingerprints, their what makes each person unique. I wouldn’t trade my experiences for someone else’s. I do believe that everything happens for a reason, and one must take the good with the bad. I do find that the storms of life do not last forever. If one can make it through the tragedies, life can play out much like a comedy. Laughter is some of the best therapy out here that one does not have to pay a shrink or anyone else for. When one is feeling bad a good laugh can change one’s mood in an instant. Laughter is just one example of something God out here on this earth that is made available to all, rich or poor. There are
Life Is A Murder
Life is a murder Current mood: depressed What good is the soul which dwells within my shell, what use has it served? I feel not the love one should covet for thy own flesh and blood. Returned unto me is nothing in comparison to the passion and effort I put forth unto my hearts desire. The light of my heart grows dim, an empty cavern of decay remains where once was a home to many romantic hopes and dreams. Their corpses picked clean by the vultures spawned by the death of my marriage.
Life
Have you ever felt so alone where u just dont even wanna be around anymore???? Well thats how im feeling right now. I thought things would get alot better when i moved out here,but it just seems like its getting worse.I pretty much lost all of my friends that i DID have.Which was prly a good thing,coz i picked the wrong ones. Just been so stressed out with everything latley dnt even know what to do anymore.Im tryin my damn hardest to get things back in gear. I finally got me a summer job (which helps alot) Still working on getting my licesnces. An other thing that just really sucks is not havin someone around an help me with things like this.I miss havin someone there with me.Its been almost 6months since i hadda boyfriend.Which could be a goodthing bc i got other shit to worry bout right now then that.But sometimes i just miss the hugging,kissing,im his girlfriend kinda thing too... But anyways!Sry if this doesnt make alot of sence lol,my first blog so bare with me here lol PLEASE
Life
I sit here and think about life in general and I confuse myself even more than I already was. I think about being alone and it's not something I want to be, it's just something that is fact. Alone in a house...noone is here, no kids are screaming, no friends are talking and your only option is to think of being alone. I've always been alone, I just didn't know it at the time. I'd rather be alone...and comletely alone, than to give in and be something I am not.
Life
Life it's self can lead in so many different ways not really sure if anyone ever takes the time to realize how they inpact others and begin a domino effect.I myself have lived a very full life..I've given all that I have..I have learnt lessons and I have lived each day in the faith that what you give you shall receive..even knowing most of the time I face a dreadful disappointment. I have dreams and I have needs..And still I try to make everyone else happy first...this is what I do...this is who I am.And in the mist of all the chaos I will clear the path...but when that path is cleared I may be the one who walks it first.
Life Sucks And Lonely
i am lonely and life sucks i hate being by myslef and i have little friends becuase i cant keep up with all my friends any way i have hurt feelings with some of friends riht now and one i am trying to cheer her up and make things better for her i dont know i am worried sighs life with disablitys can be hard and lonely and i am just funky and lonely maybe i care to much about the people i love i just dont know grrr and its pissing me off grrr
Life
**Ive learned that you cant make someone love you, as long as you put all your heart into it then its not your fault. ** ***Ive learned that you should always forgive, if you dont your only continuing to let that person hurt you. *** Ive learned that telling people who you are doesnt make you that person, its the choices you make, the things you do and the way you treat people that define who you are. Ive learned that love is bliss, and to be thankful for love even if in the end it breaks your heart because it was all worth it. Ive learned that being independant and strong, doesnt mean you dont want to share your life with someone. ***Ive learned that everyone has the potential to be great, its the ones who already think their great that never reach their full potential. *** Ive learned that I have flaws, and Im imperfect, but I like the slightly off key beat of my step. ***Ive learned that real friends will always stand by you. ***
Life...barely. An Update.
I suppose everyone wants to know what the hell is going on. Everyone that I actually talk to regularly anyway. (And maybe some others in particular.) I don't want a lot of shouts or further discussion about any of this really. Time to close this door and look forward but I know there's a lot of confusion out there and I don't want to leave anyone hanging either. So, Chris and I were perfect. Things were great. Ya'll knew this. I couldn't have been happier. Chris knew A LOT of things about my personal life that I haven't necessarily shared here much. HOMICIDAL HUSBAND, some drug abuse years ago...NOT ANYMORE IN THE SLIGHTEST LET'S NOT GO THERE, and the biggest...I am and have been semi active in the adult industry. (Come on now, look at that face and that rack and pretend you didn't know!) Chris being the amazing man that he is was very accepting. He loved me, I loved him. Things were gravy. Let me make it very clear...he didn't find these things out about me as we went along.
Life At Its Greatest!
I am so happy with life right now. I am living the life that most 22 year olds only dream about, and it just keeps getting better and better. Not only am I looking to get a promotion at work, I have a healthy son who admires me, I have many friends who would do anything for me, and on top of everything else...my new business is just about ready to launch. Now dont get me wrong there are those things that cause stress but I am not letting those things get in my way. Yeah sure it sux being lonely, but its my choice to be that way. My career and my son mean so much to me. If I wasnt this way then I wouldnt be as successful as I am today or what I will be in the years to come. I feel as though one day when I settle down, I will have plenty of time to have relationships and possibly get married but for now I am just doing what I have to, to give me and my son a great life. I have seen people struggle, and that life just isnt for me!
Lifes Ups & Downs!
Well my 2 week vacation has started to come to a close, it’s back to work on Monday. For the most part it’s been good up until the last few days. Surprises, surprises and surprises!! It seems like some things just never change or go away. Ever now and then you get hit with some unexpected news that really floors you! And then sometimes you find it out in the worst possible ways. I think we all as people hope for the best in life and try to forget or ignore the bad things going on around us. But reality soon sets in and things have to be dealt with, like it or not. I always hope for the best in everything but as in all situations there are many rollercoaster’s and tests that we have to endure and conquer. Right now life is confusing! I don’t know, maybe one day I will eventually figure it all out!
Life Is Too Short....
Life's too short to wake up in the morning with regrets, so... Love the people who treat you right. Forget about the ones who don't. Believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance , TAKE IT! If it changes your life , LET IT! Nobody said it would be easy... They just promised it would be worth it!
Life & Death
A lot of people don't know that most the time I am feeling sorry for myself. Sorry that I didn't get my perfect fantasy or my perfect life. But you know what? My life isn't perfect but at least I am still alive. So many people die way to young. Some babies don't even get the chance to live. Some teenagers die way before their time. Hell even some adults make stupid fucking decisions like to drink and drive, and they too die way before they should. But yet there's stupid fucking people like me that get the chance to live everyday and would rather think about what might have been rather than what I can make my life from now on. Sometimes I think that the people who have died are the lucky ones. What I mean is they no longer have to suffer here on Earth. Death is a part of life, it's inevitable. But tell that to the parents that have lost an infant, or to the girl that lost her best friend, or to the daughter that got a phone call that her daddy didn't make the accident. Death is never ea
Life
Life is too short to wake up with regrets. Love the people who treat you right. Forget about the ones who don't. Believe everything happens for a reason. If you get a second chance, grab it with both hands.. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said life would be easy. They just promised it would be worth it.
Life
My friend "B" posted this and I thought I would share it........ I wish I could say I wrote this, but a special friend passed it along to me.. I think it is an amazing piece and hope you will benefit from it as much as I have.... A time comes in your life when you finally get it...When in the midst of all your fears and insanity you stop dead in you tracks and somewhere the voice inside your head cries out- ENOUGH! Enough fighting and crying or struggling to hold on. Like a child quieting down after a blind tantrum, your sobs begin to subside, you shudder once or twice, you blink back your tears and through a mantle of wet lashes you begin to look at the world through new eyes. This is your awakening. You realize that it's time to stop hoping and waiting for something to change or for happiness, safety and security to come galloping over the next horizon. You come to terms with the fact that he or she is not prince Charming and you are not Cinderella and that in the real world, t
Life Through My Eyes
Life through my bloodshot eyes would scare a square 2 death poverty, murder, violence and never a moment 2 rest Fun and games R few but treasured like gold 2 me cuz i realize that i must return 2 my spot in poverty But mock my words when i say my heart will not exist unless my destiny comes through and puts an end 2 all of this
Life
I had really not planned to take a trip this year, yet I found myself packing anyway...and off I went. Dreading it, I was on another guilt trip. I booked my reservations on "I WISH I HAD" Airlines. I didn't check my baggage-everyone carries their own bags on this trip. I had to drag this baggage for what seemed like miles in the Regret City Airport. I could see that people from all over the world was there with me, limping along under the weight of the bags they had packed themselves. I caught a cab to "LAST RESORT HOTEL", the driver for some reason was taking the whole trip backward, looking over his shoulder. There I found the ballroom where my event would be held: The "ANNUAL PITY PARTY". As I checked in, I saw that all my old colleagues were on the guestlist: THE DONE FAMILY--WOULDA, COULDA, and SHOULDA. BOTH OF THE OPPORTUNITIES--MISSED and LOST. ALL THE YESTERDAYS--there were too many to count, but all would have had sad stories to share. SHATTERED DRE
Life !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Life is a wonderful thing when u want it to be .. But when things come at ya so hard sometimes u just feel like crawling into a little hole and staying there wondering how you got yourself into such a mess and how to get out of it , Dont ya feel sometimes that u just cant get out of that hole ?Nomatter how hard u try you just cant seem to pull yourself out . No matter what u do or say it just doesnt seem to be the right thing ! No matter how many ppl u try to be friends with they just keep stabbing you in the back . Starts to hurt ,, hurt (alot) sometimes . So my friends i ask u How does one get out of the hole ? How does one amke life better to where everyone is happy ? How does on stop being stabbed in the back by there so called friends ? I have asked myself this so many times AND i keep crawling back in that hole . PPL say that fubar is addictive i say that fubar is a place to go where everyone is accepted and if you dont like what ppl have to say you just block
Lifes Un-answered Questions
Lifes unanswered questions 4! mark as unread If a water spins clockwise when it drains in the northern hemisphere, and water spins counterclockwise when it drains in the southern hemisphere...which way does it spin at the equator? Have you ever thought what life would be like if your name was Anonymous? You'd get credit for everything nobody wanted credit for? If you had x-ray vision, but closed your eyes, could you still see? What do you say when someone says you're in denial, but you're not? Why do they call it 2% milk, if its 2% fat, not milk? Do siamese twins pay for one ticket or two tickets when they go to movies and concerts? Do birds pee? If you are born on February 29 of a leap year, when is your birthday? When a male is elected president and his wife is called the First Lady. What would a lady's husband be called if she were elected president? Can dogs have dog days? Why does blow and suck mean the same thing when we describe something being cr
Life's Persisting Questions
Life's Persisting Questions mark as unread 1. DON'T SWEAT THE PETTY THINGS AND DON'T PET THE SWEATY THINGS. 2. ONE TEQUILA, TWO TEQUILA, THREE TEQUILA, FLOOR..... 3. ATHEISM IS A NON-PROPHET ORGANIZATION. 4. IF MAN EVOLVED FROM MONKEYS, WHY DO WE STILL HAVE MONKEYS? 5. THE MAIN REASON SANTA IS SO JOLLY IS BECAUSE HE KNOWS WHERE ALL THE BAD GIRLS LIVE. 6. I WENT TO A BOOKSTORE AND ASKED THE SALESWOMAN, "WHERE'S THE SELF-HELP SECTION?" SHE SAID IF SHE TOLD ME, IT WOULD DEFEAT THE PURPOSE. 7. WHAT IF THERE WERE NO HYPOTHETICAL QUESTIONS? 8. IF A DEAF PERSON SWEARS, DOES HIS MOTHER WASH HIS HANDS WITH SOAP? 9. IF SOMEONE WITH MULTIPLE PERSONALITIES THREATENS TO KILL HIMSELF, IS IT CONSIDERED A HOSTAGE SITUATION? 10. IS THERE ANOTHER WORD FOR SYNONYM? 11. WHERE DO FOREST RANGERS GO TO "GET AWAY FROM IT ALL? 12. WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN YOU SEE AN ENDANGERED ANIMAL EATING AN ENDANGERED PLANT? 13. IF A PARSLEY FARMER IS SUED, CAN THEY GARNISH HIS WAGES? 14.
Life And Interesting Things I Was Feeling A Long Time Ago.
What if nothing bad ever happened. Would we ever really learn? I don't know exactly what to do with the rest of my life. and that absolutely terrifies me. I am lame. Lamer than the lamest. I don't know what i did to myself, but she ran away. I just want to laugh. and mean it.
Life Sure Has Changed But Is Wonderful
I wonder, are you really out there? I have been through alot theses past months that has now made up just over a year. I sit back and wonder but then I already know all the things that has happened, had too. Now I find myself at new world, one that seems so great yet so big. I am ready for a new relationship, but this time, one with someone who will love and care back. That was the problem before, one way street. I am sitting here and a song just came to mine, "Come to me" I think is the title. How true. Till then....................
Life
i dont really know how to say this...but i am so lucky to be alive.....about 2 1/2 hrs ago i was driving home from work and was in a car accident......i was driving down rt295 coming home from work(i normally drive up rt70 and take the ben franklin) i dont know why i went this way...while i was driving... 3 huge deer were taking up all 3 lanes as they attempted to jog across 6 lanes of the highway... there was no way to avoid them at all...swerve to the left...i hit a deer.. swerve to the right...deer...straight ahead....deer...i had no time to blink..think...so i hit the center deer head on ...the impact nearly haulted my car so i try to pull over....the deer finally broke away from the front of my car and lay there in the highway...car after car..kept hitting this same deer and it kept flying in the air inching closer and closer to my car...at this point...i am scared to death..so i try to pull up more...two cars pulled over after they hit the same deer..one girl pulled over and star
Life In The 1500's
LIFE IN THE 1500'S > The next time you are washing your hands and complain > because the water temperature isn't just how you like > it, think about how things used to be. Here are some facts > about the 1500's: > > > Most people got married in June because they took > their yearly bath in May, and still smelled pretty good by > June. However, they were starting to smell, so brides > carried a bouquet of flowers to hide the body odor. Hence > the custom today of carrying a bouquet when getting > married. > > Baths consisted of a big tub filled with hot w ater. > The man of the house had the privilege of the nice clean > water, then all the other sons and men, then the women and > finally the children. Last of all the babies. By then the > water was so dirty you could actually lose someone in it. > Hence the saying, Don't throw the baby out with the > Bath water. > > Houses had thatched roofs-thick straw-piled high, > with no wood underneat
Life Is Taken To Soon
i just found out yesterday that my 25 year old cousin laura is dieng with stage three cancer it is eating her insides out very fast the doctors said she has maybe three months to live i havent seen her in 24 years and now that i am trying to reunite with my family she is leaving me behind and wosrt is she has 4 kids and going to be without a mom and dad
Life Can Be Beautiful
Life can be beautiful but beautiful can turn ugly. Life can be precious but they say life is too short. But when life gets too hard they just say to move on. Life is only once so what can we do to make the best of it? When there is always demons trying to put us down. We learn from our mistakes and try not to do it again, But what happends when karma comes back around? War may be in the middle east but the real war is in our everyday lives. Where we battle our problems. We have shed so many tears Will hope be near? Only God can say, but when will he come around to stop this misery.
Life Is Like A Dick When It Gets Hard, Fuck It!!!
not much going on here...life sucks dunno what to say...but anyway...if you wanna talk to me im here...feel free!!! amanda
Life Is Funny Sometimes
Ya know. It seems that when things can't get any worse, they somehow find a way to get better. On 12 May 2008, my wife of 8 years gave me some news which just completely took the wind from my sails. Completely. I felt empty, hollow, alone, and like my world was ending. I had a few friends who stepped up to the plate (on myspace, real life, yahoo) and made me feel like I had a fighting chance. My wife told me she didn't want to be with me anymore. She also stated that she was going to move A LONG LONG ways away from me with the boys. She wanted a separation. I broke down. Well, in the process of getting the separation agreement taken care of, taking it to legal and having them review it, since we typed it as a joint effort through email, I found out something I did not know at the time. I still had a sense of humor. Not only that, I could make people smile again. I also found out that I could smile and grin from ear to ear again. I didn't want to get back t
Life Is A Bitch
have you ever had a time in your life where things were at the peak of happiness? you know like the first time you learned to tie your shoes, wrote your name down without help? kissed your first girl? all that? then somehow someway all of it gets torn away from you? well thats how i feel right now. its a shitty way to feel after having something you've had for almost 3 years that you love and cherish so much get taken from you in less than 5 minutes. and the worst part is you dont even know why the fuck it got taken in the first place. like im really hurt. im fucking angry, confused, i feel betrayed in a sense, and im in the pits. this is almost like when you lose a beloved family member. im also scared. im pissing in my pants shit on myself scared. i dont know what to do. oh if i didnt mention, THE FUCKIN PUNK ASS COUNTY CAME TO MY HOUSE AN HOUR AGO AND TOOK MY BELOVED PIT BULL MAKAILA FROM ME, WHO I HAVE HAD SINCE SHE WAS PUP. I BASICALLY GAVE THAT DOG A BRAND NEW LEASE ON LIFE. IF I
A Life Of Dreams
A life of dreams and challenging years like an oak tree who is skimming on the bluffs of an intellectual cliff an oak who's chest wall split open by winds and turmoil leaves branches behaving stubbornly leaning towards the thunderbolts of revolutions in my mind leaves were broiled, broiled by hot sun but the roots capture the cliff holding steady slowly finding the meaning of life buds spreading and falling below onto the ground waiting their turn to take hold and gain control Gavi 2007
Life
When you think your life is hard.The bills are due.Not enough money to pay them.Or the kids are loud.You cant find something on tv to watch you are bored.Please take a few minuts to read this. She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room She said: 'How is my little boy? Is he going to be all right? When can I see him?' The surgeon said, 'I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it. Sally said, 'Why do little children get cancer? Doesn't God care any more? Where were you, God, when my son needed you?' The surgeon asked, 'Would you like some time alone with your son? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university. Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. 'Would you like a lock of his hair?' the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse
Life...
"Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass, or about learning to dance in the rain...its about clawing your way through the mud and being grateful for the full body cleansing."
Life Could Work
Life Could Work by LateNiteFantasy© Tough as nails Hard to kill Scars to show For all my ills. Not too smart Past my prime But my heart Believes it time To find the life I know is true To find a love Won't make me blue Tired of the devil And all his games Need true love To fan my flames. Think I've found her A wounded dove A special woman Afraid to love. I need God's help To make her see That life could work With a man like me.
Life Sucks
HEllo I am new to this site and thought I would blog for the first time. Don't have many friends and don't work outside the home so don't get to see alot of people. At the present time my van is broke. I want my husband to leave. He is mentally abusive to me and the kids. He is neglectful to the kids. I will leave him with them and come home to a torn up side down house. They will be hungrey and dirty. Cps =child protective services have been here on at least 5 different cases but nothing ever found. Recently Cps came because my son went to school and told his bd teacher he was having sex with the little girl down the street and watching videos here at the house. THey said they wanted to place him at a long term placement hosbital to get help for him to get better but also somewhere that would treat his biopolar. He has three younger sibs who he has touched so I am my husband after talking to community services decided to ask his mom and dad to take him temperally til we could get him
Life's Hidden Truths
Life's hidden truths Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift. When the door of happiness closes, another opens, but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives. Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they'll love you back! Don't expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart but if it doesn't, be content it grew in your It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.
Life In America
life in america is possible because of truckers. those drivers of the big trucks who haul frieght we order coast to coast and everywhere in between. The prices of fuel is making it hard on them to do that.
Life Will Go On (lyrics)
"Life Will Go On" By Anthony Hunt You know me like no other girl You've never seen my face I want to hold you in my arms But I know my place A pair of star crossed lovers Destined not to be You're already spoken for I wish that it were me Cuz... The luckiest guy I know is the one who has you We know we're a perfect fit, and I dunno what to do It hurts...I'm dyin'.... What I want, I can't have, even if you feel it The deck's stacked against us, that's how fate will deal it But please...stop cryin' Cuz life will go on One day he'll come back to you And that's when you can start The agonizing process Of prying us apart You'll be scared but don't worry I will be just fine I can hide the turmoil Knowing you won't be mine Cuz... The luckiest guy I know is the one who has you Wee know we're a perfect fit, and I dunno what to do It hurts...I'm dyin'... What I want, I can't have, even if you feel it The deck's stacked against us, that's how fate will
Life Will Go On (sung Vocals)
Life Is Good!
My husband and I had our first summertime down on the farm party...yee-haa and everyone had a blast. I made homemade potatoe salad & for the first time I made some colelaw and it was pretty damn good if I say so myself. I always make to much food when I have these BBQ's but this time I had no leftovers, which was a good thing. I made five pounds of hot wings and five pounds of grilled bratwurst that I soaked overnight in beer & honey mustard sauce that I made. I cooked 10 pounds of hamburgers and two packs of hot dogs for the little kids that came. The famous shrimp on the barbie was a hit too. Everyone brought some beer and we were running low on ice so one of our friends went and bought a keg which was easier to keep cold after we got the barrel to put it in. We still have beer lefted....lol We rented a funhouse for the kids to play in and we bought a trampoline for the adults to jump on. Now picture this...drunk adults jumping on a trampoline...now the fun begins...lol Im so glad
Life As A Mirror...
"Everything that irritates us about others can lead us to an understanding of ourselves." -- C.G. Jung We get clues about our unconscious programming if we watch our reactions, responses, feelings and thoughts about other people and events. Ask yourself: How do I judge or stereotype people? What pushes my buttons? What makes me angry or fearful or sad? The outer incidents that trigger these reactions in me simply MIRROR my own nature. If I didn't have beliefs around the issues that upset me, where would my reactions come from? If I didn't have some internal reference, I wouldn't react at all. When outer events spark a reaction, we need to look inside to explore what’s going on. "We discover in ourselves what others hide from us and we recognize in others what we hide from ourselves." -- Vauvenargues
Life Or Death?
ARE YOU GOING TO HEAVEN WHEN YOU DIE? 1 John 5:13 These things have I written unto you that believe on the name of the Son of God; that ye may KNOW that ye have eternal life... YOU MUST REALIZE: 1.You are a sinner. Romans 3:23 For all have sinned, and come short of the glory of God; 2.The Penalty for Sin is Death and Hell. Romans 6:23 For the wages of sin is death;... Revelation 20:15 And whosoever was not found written in the book of life was cast into the lake of fire. 3.Jesus Paid Our Sin Debt. Romans 5:8 But Ggod commendeth his love toward us, in that, while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us. Romans 6:23 ...but the gift of God is eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord. 4.You Must Receive Jesus Christ as Your Saviour. Romans 10:9 That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved. Romans 10:13 For whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lor
The Lifestyle In The Existing Bond
The Lifestyle in the Existing Bond I submit that is a wonderful feeling to find and meet a new partner at a sadomasochistic event or through some other kinky venue. Generally, we all realize, from the onset, what is likely to occur during sex. Neither of the two partners is likely to panic at the sight of a flogger, restraints, or other toys of bondage. However, it is unfortunate that many of us in the subculture must find our partners in the vanilla world at large. Of course, the situation in the mainstream society is better than it was, say a decade or so ago. Sadomasochism is not nearly as taboo or underground today as it was back then. Currently, more people have some idea that SM is essentially a society of negotiation. Perhaps, some folks have something with respect to safewords and other aspects of SM play within our particular subculture, but have never engaged in playing. I want use this particular article to discuss the how, when, and where of approaching sadomasoc
Life And Sex After Death
A couple made a deal that whomever died first would come back and inform the other of the afterlife. Their biggest fear was that there was no afterlife. After a long life together, the husband was the first to die. True to his word, he made contact, "Connie....Connie. .": "Is that you, Joe?" "Yes, I've come back like we agreed." "That's wonderful! What's it like?" "Well, I get up in the morning, I have sex. I have breakfast and then it's off to the golf course. I have sex again, bathe in the warm sun and then have sex a couple of more times. Then I have lunch (you'd be proud - lots of greens) another romp around the golf course, then pretty much have sex the rest of the afternoon. After sup per, it's back to golf course again. Then it's more sex until late at night. I Catch some much needed sleep and then the next day it starts all over again." "Oh, Joe you surely must be in Heaven!" "Not exactly... I'm a rabbit on a golf course in Arizona."
Life
"Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets, so love the people who treat you right; forget about the ones who don't and believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said life would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it." sent by a dear and wise friend!
Life Is Beautiful
Every minute unleashing all day is a beautiful minute; getting you acclimatized with the pace of life, Every flower protruding from soil is a beautiful flower; spreading its mesmerizing scent deeply into your nostrils, Every face smiling in the universe is a beautiful face; brilliantly portraying your visage, Every bird flying in the cosmos is a beautiful bird; overwhelming your ears with its melodious sounds, Every mountain towering towards the sky is a beautiful mountain; appeasing your eyes with its picturesque landscapes, Every root of grass projecting from the jungle is a beautiful root; tingling your senses; making you exotically dream, Every hand that serves philanthropically is a beautiful hand; propagating an egalitarian spirit in whosoever it caresses, Every stream that flows through land is a beautiful stream; pacifying the thirst of several scorched in vicinity, Every eye that views goodness in this world is a beautiful eye; sharing emp
Life
LIFE Life comes fast, sometimes you see it sometimes you blink Sometimes you hate it, but life makes you think That rainy day that seemed to last for a lifetime That stupid boy that never stopped crossing your mind And in the heat of the moment you stop and you stare At those cotton clouds, in blue skies, and what’s way up there Its strange and it’s simple, it’s harsh but its fair And I’m ready but scared and even the coldest of hearts possibly tear So I take a second to breathe, take in the sunlight watch where the pain goes Leanin’ on me, pushin’ through the rain storm to get to the rainbows And it may not be easy, but it’s worth every bit It’s the life you were given, not the life that ya picked Well you’re sadly mistaken, if you think it’s easy Rollercoaster lifestyle painful passion believe me Get lost in her eyes, hopin’ she sees me, lost in disaster Unpredictable as it may be, love makes it faster Anything, everything, nothing at the same time The ocean
Life
life is a gift theres nothing worth missing out of. what makes life a gift you might ask. well it starts with family.. then comes friends the ones to be there to pick you up when you fall to be there shining bright like a star in the darkest of nights. to be there as a flame to warm you up in the coldest of days. thats what makes it worth all living for.
Life Has Meaning...
If there is a future there is time for mending- Time to see your troubles coming to an ending. Life is never hopeless however great your sorrow- If you're looking forward to a new tomorrow. If there is time for wishing then there is time for hoping- When through doubt and darkness you are blindly groping. Though the heart be heavy and hurt you may be feeling- If there is time for praying there is time for healing. So if through your window there is a new day breaking- Thank God for the promise, though mind and soul be aching, If with harvest over there is grain enough for gleaning- There is a new tomorrow and life still has meaning.
Life's Surprises
Thursday, June 5, 2008 Life's surprises Sometimes it is useful, and even joyous, to find what you are not looking for. Seek with diligence, yet do not become so singularly focused on the objective that you miss out on all the other goodness that surrounds you and comes your way. Plan carefully, and then be willing to occasionally diverge from those plans. There can be great value in what you were not expecting. Give priority and effort to building knowledge and wisdom. At the same time, appreciate the positive value that resides in uncertainty and in those things you cannot know. Much of the essence of beauty is in the way it surprises you. Life is continually renewed and made fresh precisely because you do not know when the next gust of wind will arrive. Open yourself to life's surprises. Though a few will bring pain, others will bring joys you never knew you were missing. You are never too old to find delight in something new and unexpected. And with each dawning
Life
Have you ever been to a point in your life, when you look back over you past, an everything that you have done, an said, an been, an it leaves you asking, what if? Where do you go from there, do you try to hold on to the things that bring you happy ness, or do you just give up an let it go an try to move on with you life? Its like there is no way you can win, when it comes down to something like that. My past is more like a love storie, but the only thing with it is that, there is no happy romantic ending in sight, cause so far its like there is no point. From the people that you think that you can count on an that will always be there for you, some kind of way they are not there anymore, they just turn there back an just walked away, leaving you there to fight for you self, an try to stand on your own. Yes i know the fact that you should be able to do things bye yourself, but no matter what, sometimes everybody needs just that one person that they can count on or call on for a h
Life's Toy
I am mechanical I am a machine Built up from nothing Running on dreams I am interchangeable There are so many like me Just change me, rearrange me I'm only here to please I am programable Push the right button i'm yours My flaws are like viruses They can always be cured I am replaceable I come with a warranty If you don't like me, replace me SATISFACTION GUARENTEED!
Life
Life's too short to wake up in the morning with regrets, so.. Love the people who treat you right. Forget about the ones who don't. Believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance, TAKE IT! If it changes your life, LET IT! Nobody said it would be easy... They just promised it would be worth it! a lil something i live by
Life
When one is up to an absticle, one goes in head first when one is tested, it is a test of faith when one is repected, it is repect they give when one is loved, one will love they self when one is trusted, it is trust they give
Life
There's something very different, about the way that I view life. The way that I view love and relationships, And how I deal with strife You give your trust inherently, and try not to change the person they are. You don't ask them to be different, From their dress down to their car. They are who they are till they die, and that will never change Their life is in their friends and their family, That's something they'll never exchange. If you don't like the person the way they are, Then keep yourself away, Because if you try, and fall in love, Your heart will want to stay. Now when it comes to fighting, what's the point in causing harm? Are you intellectually unintelligent, comparable to an animal on a farm? If you can't sit an talk about it, and have a mature conversation. Then go back to a cave and grab a club, You don't belong in our generation. I'm really sick and tired of the people,
Life
WHAT IS LIFE HOW DO U LIVE IT WHEN DO U THINK ABOUT IT HOW U THINK ABOUT IT WHAT YOUR NEXT MOVE IN LIFE HOW GO ABOUT YOUR LIFE WHAT IF YOU START OVER WHAT PART OF LIFE DO YOU NOT GET WHAT PART OF LIFE DO YOU WANNA LIVE WHAT LIFE WOULD U LIKE TO LIVE IF U DONT KNOW THEN GO IN CORNER AN THINK ABOUT IT
Life
When does life really start Is it in the womb or in the heart We each have been given a destiny To search for knowledge and be free Many roads lie just ahead Some are alive some are dead So careful we must choose Or we will surely lose So take heed and pay attention Because so few ever find Redemption
Life's Rainbow
> As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that > wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You > will have your heart broken probably more than once and > it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so > remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight > with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things > an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, > and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too > many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never > been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset > is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be > afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never > begin. > Live simply. Love generously. > Care deeply. Speak kindly. > Leave the rest to God.
Life Update
For anyone that personally talks to me this will be old news for u but as for the rest of u im gonna give a quick little update to my life. Back in april i quit my job.. at walmart. I took a month off for my bday and to just not have to stress on anything. I got a new job workin at Hobby Lobby in the frame shop. I totally hated the job. Most the time it was too repeditive and the other part of the time it was just... boring. Not to mention that on freight day it was jsut hot n sweaty moving stuff outta the truck to the floor. My department managers were real bitches the majority of the time (u know the type of women that seem to be on the rag permanently). Granted i guess if i was a virgo then it would be perfect job.. always worrying bout perfection but im just not that nit picky. It recently flooded here in alot of the parts of town. I had been driving and had no choice but to go through it, which ended up flooding the car. So in the long run it was rended useless. An
Life
what can i say sometime life sucks sometimes it don't. Having a shitty time in life at the moment. nothing goes right but other than that "fuck it" I'm getting older over worked and under laid. spend to much at the boats. get bitched at everyday if you are having a day like me let me know misery love company!!! Other than than that have a great day!!!!
Life Is All About Experiencing.
Life is all about experiencing. It’s about being and feeling and seeing and hearing. And it’s this mad whirling thing where everyone’s heart is beating and everyone’s breathing, but no one is living. They sit in their little white houses with their white picket fences. Their 2.4 kids and their little dog Spot. One of a million, not one in a million. Is this the American dream? To be brainwashed and programmed to be this perfect little family, or at least what the perfect family is “supposed” to be? No secrets, no anger, no fear, no hate. No feelings at all. But remember now, kiddies, that you can’t feel happiness until you’ve felt rage. You can’t feel joy until you’ve felt despair. You can’t feel love until you’ve felt hate. The good goes hand in hand with the bad. The only problem is that some people don’t bother to sift through the bad in search of the good. They decide to be boring and bland, to feel nothing at all. That will never be me. Oh, hell no. Not me. I want to be torn, batt
Life's Full Of Choices.
Friday, June 13, 2008 The life you choose Life is the way you see it. Life is the way you perceive it to be. If you constantly focus on all the things that could go wrong, things will indeed go wrong. Turn your focus to the positive possibilities, and those possibilities begin to become real. Expect to find the resources you seek, and they will be there. Know that life's abundance is available to you, and more of it flows through your life. From your perspective, everything is subject to your own interpretation of it. Much more important than what happens is what you make of it, and you can make of it anything you choose. You are never at the mercy of random events unless you allow yourself to be. No matter what may come your way, you can decide what it means to you and how you will integrate it into your life. The life you live is the life you choose to see and to experience. Choose, in this moment and every moment, to fill it with joy, meaningful purpose and fulfillm
Life
People are fucking stupid. But hey, I don't want to just look at society as a whole and point any fingers because a lot of people are actually cool and they don't deserve to get blamed for shit that other people do around them. So maybe I should rephrase the fact that "People" are stupid. Well they can be but we have different situations and scenarios going on all the time so I don't want to point any fingers at anyone without knowing what they're really going through. What pisses me off is that why can't more people understand and look at things the way they should be and not assume, not judge, and not listen to what other people have to say, without bringing the issue to that particular person, or group of people? All depends on the situation I guess. We just have to be smarter at how we take certain things. Like don't take things harder than what they really are, just let things ease by and if we take them harder than what they really are, we get too stressed out, we get piss
Life
One day I was watching the news and all i seen was death,pain and tears. The out pour of my emotions at the moment were so great that i wrote this in 10 minutes and have the chance to share what I felt that day with all of you . I except any and all comments and dont be afraid to let me know what you thought ,felt or hated about it . The very meaning of the poem is to bring out the best and worse of us all . so my question to you all is : Do you feel what i felt when you read this very simple , but very emotional poem ? IF LIFE WAS BUT A DREAM If life was but a dream, Nothing would be as it seemed. In the shadow there would be light, And our children would laugh and play with delight. Love would not be just another word, It would something you felt not just heard. The sky would be bright with stars so clear, Not pain and death that all must fear. A mothers tears would not be that of a child without tomorrow, But the love of a child that has many happy days to fo
Life
Procrastination, mind draws blank, with hesitation, gun shots, fill the nite sky, its the sound, that your hatin, blood flows, on the sidewalk, and the streets, where you walk, its your homeboys body, bein outlined in chalk, im sick sadistic, fucked up and twisted, my thoughts, go ballistic, cuz love is like, a drug addiction, thinkin of all your friends, is like a, pain infliction, its a sickness, caught up in prediction,
A Life
You can lust through lifes little momments. Or you can live a lifetime In one breath taking moment!
Life
A Raver's Manifesto · Our emotional state of choice is Ecstasy. · Our nourishment of choice is Love. · Our addiction of choice is technology. · Our religion of choice is music. · Our currency of choice is knowledge. · Our politics of choice is none. · Our society of choice is utopian though we know it will never be. · You may hate us. · You may dismiss us. · You may misunderstand us. · You may be unaware of our existence. · We can only hope you do not care to judge us, because we would never judge you. · We are not criminals. · We are not disillusioned. · We are not drug addicts. · We are not naive children. · We are one massive, global, tribal village that transcends man-made law, physical geography, and time itself. · We are THE Massive. · ONE Massive. · We were first drawn by the sound. · From far away, the thunderous, muffled, echoing beat was comparable to a mother's heart soothing a child in her womb of concrete, steel, and electrical wiring. · We were dr
Life
THE RIDDLE OF TIME RIDDLE ME HERE RIDDLE ME THERE; SHH BE QUIET AS I MAKE IT CLEAR; PEOPLE COME AND PEOPLE GO; THIS IS SOMETHING WE ALL KNOW; THE TIME IS NEAR SO HAVE NO FEAR; HAVE PAITENCE, IT WILL SOON APPEAR; THE THINGS TO BE THE THINGS I SEE; THE COSMOS TALK TO ME; THE THINGS THEY SAY "THAT ITS OK"; STOP, STAY FOCUSED AND I'LL SHOW YOU THE WAY; UP AND DOWN ROUND AND ROUND; THE UNIVERSE HAS A SOUND; THE SONG IS PLAYING THE TREES ARE SWAYING; CAN YOU HEAR WHAT THEY ARE SAYING; YOU KNOW WHATS RIGHT YOU KNOW WHATS WRONG; THESE ARE THE WORDS TO THE SONG; HELP YOUR BROTHERS HELP YOUR SISTERS; SELF RIGHTEOUSNESS WILL ONLY GET YOU BLISTERS; WE ARE ONE WE ARE MANY; ACT FAST OR THERE WONT BE ANY; WHO ARE YOU WHO AM I; WE CAN DO IT IF WE TRY; PEACE LOVE UNITY AND RESPECT; THIS IS WHAT WILL MAKE US PERFECT; IGNORE IT ONCE IGNORE IT TWICE; AND YOU WILL ACTIVATE THE DOOMS DAY DEVICE!!!!!! BY THE ONE AND ONLY; DJ PERCEPTION.....:)..P.L.U.R
Life
1. LIFE IS WHAT YOU MAKE IT 2. PERCEPTION IS EVERYTHING 3. PATIENCE IS A VIRTUE 4. AND REPETITION IS THE KEY TO SUCCESS 5. FOLLOW YOUR HEART 6. SETTLE FOR NOTHING BUT THE BEST "YOU DESERVE IT" 7. IT'S ALRIGHT TO MAKE MISTAKES JUST SO YOU LEARN FROM IT 8. NOBODY IS PERFECT 9. YOU CAN'T JUDGE A MAN/WOMAN..UNTILL YOU'VE WALKED A MILE IN HIS/HER SHOES 10. TOMORROW ISN'T PROMISED 11. DEFINE NORMAL 12. LIFE CAN SEEM VERY COLD AT TIMES....IT'S UP TO YOU TO WARM IT UP 13. ALL IS VANITY 14. ITS BETTER TO GIVE THEN TO TAKE 15. WHERE DID WE GET THE BILLIONS OF DOLLARS TO HAVE THIS WAR WHEN THERE ARE STARVING AND MEDICALLY ILL PEOPLE IN ALL THE COUNTRIES 16. IS IT ME OR DOES LIFE FEEL LIKE SOMETHING IS WRONG/MISSING BUT I JUST CAN'T PUT MY FINGER ON IT 17. THE KEY TO LIFE IS LOVE 18. IF THE WORLD WAS GONNA END TOMORROW WOULD YOU WANT TO KNOW? WHAT WOULD YOU DO? 19. DON'T TRY TO BE CONTROLLING INSTEAD BE WISE, UNDERSTANDING,AND FORGIVING "EVERYBODY'S DIFFERENT" 20. WE ARE ALL IN
Life
Dedicated to loved ones I've lost! I am out walking in the moonlight, watching the stars. I am trying to relieve the tension from my pounding head. I've been working sixty hours a week, doing doubles to fill in for slackers. The four classes I'm taking this semester, I'm already behind in. My three boys are home for the summer and I have no time to be with them. I am just so wound up I feel like I might explode any minute. My fiancé never sees me anymore, I never see my friends, and my life is falling apart. I wish for just one moment I could be free from all the problems in life. Just once I wish to be in a place were everything is so perfect and peaceful. I stop by the big oak tree that sits in my horses' field. It is about a quarter of a mile from my home, I walk to it every night and just sit and think about life. Tonight seems different than other nights, though. There is a slight breeze and the smell of freshly mown lawns and flowers in bloom fill the air.
Life
Well, sometimes life is a bitch! You come home after a long, hard work day. You really hope that your unemployed and not so intelligent wife at least has cooked some friggin' dinner for you. You struggle to get up the steps, find the key and open the door to your residence, and then, you find your wife sitting there on her ass, eating dinner that she has cooked for HERSELF ONLY! Unbelievable. She has been home the whole day and she couldn't even cook you dinner. You think to yourself, why the hell did I marry her?
Life.
OK, so i don't really post blogs that often ,but i just have a lot on my mind so i was told to do this to see if it helps. well my life has been so hectic lately. It's kind of driving me nuts. so many emotions running through me to the point where i just want to scream. very close family members that love a lot are moving. That's kind of sad for me. They have been around in my life since i was born. I'm going to be sad if we lose contacts. my aunt who babysat me when i was little has cancer again. she is not going to have any treatment. She says "I've lived a long enough life."i understand what she is talking about she is 87. I'm just tired of losing people in my life. I've lost so many people already . I'm finally 21 my birthday was Monday June 16th . honestly was the worst birthday I've ever had. none of my friends called me no one said happy birthday to me besides the one person i love with all my heart. she knows who she is :D. she's pretty much the only thing that m
Life Or So Its Trying To Be
First off I'd like to say that last saturday my beautiful first grandchild was born. It was truly one of the most awesome and amazing days of my life. I was my daughters labor coach and I also got the honor of cutting the umbilical chord. I wasn't expecting that part but I did it! I would post photos but I made that mistake a few months ago with posting pics of my kids and the fact that my daughter is very pretty brought some very sexual and rude comments from people I thought were my friends I even posted "No sexual comments about my child please" and still got them. So from that day on I vowed not to post photos of kids because of the sickos on here. If you are also my friend on Myspace you can see her photos there. The ones I have on myspace can view her from their profile only. Anyway,- Brienna Elise was born Saturday, June 14th at 9:01 am weighing 7 lbs 11 oz. I am in baby love like you would not believe. This baby already has me wrapped around her finger. Thats the good news.
Life In General
my life in general, what a mess! it seems like every time i get some control of my life it goes all haywire yet again. it has been like this for a year and it never seems to stay on a good path. as hard as i try it seesms like something is always going weird. like now for instance, i have tried to be a good friend to a lot of ppl only to sometimes get my feelings hurt or i end up hurting someone unintentionally. i am afraid of being hurt that is why so few ppl actually get so close to me other than as a friend. i love to meet new ppl but if they are in relationships, i will walk away if my friendship causes anyone trouble that i am friends with, i know that is strange but it is how i am... life goes on and until i get mine into a pattern i can handle, it will stay the mess it is now...
Life Changing Events
Somethings happen in your life and you just have to wonder "WHAT THE HELL!?" Sometimes things happen and the purpose eludes me. I still have to wonder why my friend Corey was struck down in his prime, not long after he finally managed to find some peace and happiness in his life. Today I visited him and looked in his eyes and it killed me. I wonder if he's in there somewhere but just can't find his way back out or if the man I knew is gone for good? I just don't know and it's the uncertainty that angers me. I have felt the saddness of this whole event for two weeks now but it has been a dull, almost detatched, ache. Kind of like when the body suffers a terrible injury but the person barely feels it because the body is in shock. Well today I came out of that shock and stared into the face of what has really happened. Today, for the first time I felt the true extent of this hurt to my soul and I will be honest, I am having a hard time holding back tears as I write this. I fo
Life Goes On
Its been awhile since Ive been here and so much has happened. On September 30th I was blessed by the birth of my fourth child, a second daughter.She is wonderful! So beautiful but oh so cranky. LOLI worry about her though. I mean her mother and I do basically nothing but fight, we did it mostly through the pregnancy and continue to do it now. Not because its fun or anything but mostly over money, relationship insecurities and such.I was working for a western clothing retailer called RCC Western Stores for awhile before realizing just how badly I was getting raped by them. They had me working almost 40 hours a week for $6.50 an hour with no benefits or anything. They thought that because they gave their employees a discount of 10% above cost on all items that it was all good.... Well what about those of us that don't want any of that crap??I mean, 10% above cost won't pay the doctor or dentist, fix my car or put food on the table.Needless to say, I switched jobs. I now work for Advance
Life Doesn’t Get Any Easier The Older That I Get....
For quite awhile I have been writing in this journal and putting down what I feel from time to time and here I am yet again doing this. This time I have a serious dilemma on my hands and I am torn between doing what some would term as "the right thing" and what I feel in me. For the past year I have pretty much dedicated my life to Chris and the kids. And... As you could probably tell from my past entries, I have been pretty much miserable. Don't get me wrong, we have had some good times together but sadly enough those don't outweigh the bad times by any amount. I struggle constantly with finances and Chris's urge to spend impulsively. Her kids are getting more and more rebellious and everything is taking its toll on me making me very irritable and in no shape to try and enjoy anytime with my baby. I work constantly now trying to make ends meet only to see it all disappear in a day. Chris is once again pregnant with our second child together and I should be happy, but I'm not.In fact,
Life
life Current mood: complacent ok so here we go time to get things off my head, How do you know when to fight and press the issue on something and when to back off, here is my problem in life. I have a great fiancee and i would never leave her but what i am wondering is she strong enough to start this life and leave what she knows or will the family ties always bind her to them. So that leaves me wondering when is the family ties and the love you have for someone enough to decied i mean what should a person do how do you wait for someone to let you know which is more important there life with happiness or there family. A hard choice i know I mean how do you decide when to break those ties and how do you know when to take what you want and give up what you have.....The great question in life how to fight for what you want and when is enough enough. You know i never thought i would meet someone who makes me think of them all the time but in the same time what is a person willing
Life Changing!
Well Whats New With AsH.WeeE..Not A Whole Lot. Just Felt Like Doing Another Ramble Session! I Found Out A Few Months Ago That My Family Was Moving 3000 Miles Away In August!...At First I Didn't Wanna Go Cuz I Absolutly Love Nova Scotia. My Friend Jennifer Moved In With Me & Was Helping Out With Bills. Things Were Going Good But Then She Had To Move Out Because Of Work Purposes!...I Don't Blame Her Though. She Has To Do Whatever It Takes To Keep Her Job..We Are Still Good Friends And Talk Regularly!.. Thats When I Decided That I Wanted To Move With My Parents!..I'll Be Going In September!...Yeah Im 23 And Yeah I'll Be Living With Them But I Don't Really See It As A Bad Thing..I See It As Getting My Life Back Together!..As Some Of You Know From My Past Blogs My Ex Rob Put Me Really Far Into Debt...Way To Far To Get Myself Out So I Have To Do Bankrupsy. At First I Was Really Scared But Now I'm Realizing That Im Still Fairly Young And I Will Have My Credit Back In 5-7 Years. By Then I
Life's Journey....
Life's journey is not to arrive at the grave safely in a well-preserved body but to skid in sideways, totally worn out, shouting...."Holy Shit....what a ride!"
Life N What Love Can Do......
I have always believed that love is the greatest and most pure gift granted to mankind. With the power to build and crush kingdoms. A gift designed to raise, enlighten, and inspire, all of those fortunate enough to know it's grace. Love gives us strength to conquer obstacles we would have never dreamed of facing. It gives us courage and perseverance. All the worries and sadness in the world could fall at your feet, but if your true love stands beside you. Everything is perfect. The true mystery I find in love is how it seems to fade and wither over time. From passionate excitement and euphoric moments, to casual encounters and mild annoyance, till finally your greatest strength has become your weakness and enemy. How can something so beautiful fall so far from the light? How is it that the very person who seemed to piece together the very pieces of your shattered soul now seems heart set on smashing it beyond recognition. How is it we do not see this deterioration in p
Life Is To Short, Lol
The main reason Santa is so jolly is because he knows where all the bad girls live. Is somebody not editing what I'm saying here??? I love giving opinions, I've got hundreds. If you lend someone $20, and never see that person again; it was probably worth it. Someday, we'll look back on this, laugh nervously and change the subject. Any connection between your reality and mine is purely coincidental. Timing has an awful lot to do with the outcome of a rain dance. I had to hit him : he was starting to make sense. A tree never hits an automobile except in self defense. Wanted : Person willing to seal gas leaks with candle. Must be willing to travel. Mind intentionally left blank... Did you know, 50% of doctors graduated in the BOTTOM HALF of their class. The human body was designed by a civil engineer. Who else would run a toxic waste pipeline through a recreational area? If at first you dont succeed, blame someone else and seek counselling. There
Life Is Good!
CAUTION: Bragging below, but I figured that with all the negative I have posted, it should be allowed. Well, another cool example of life in Kuwait. Today, I had lunch with one of my buddies. I was told that they were playing a new movie tonight, and that they were giving out tickets starting at 5 PM. So at 4:40 PM, I left work, showered, threw on some shorts and a t-shirt, and headed over to the Community Center. I was in line, and the guy was briefing us, that the people in line needed to be warned, there were only 120 tickets available. I went to text my buddy, only 120 tickets, HURRY! My cell phone rang, and it was my 1SG. I had sent the text to my 1SG. So I called my buddy, and told him to hurry. I was about number 35 in line. So we kept standing, and waiting. Finally about 5:50 they started handing out tickets. As I walked back down the line to talk to my buddy and see if he was going to dinner. He said yeah, and so I stood in line next to him. He turned out to be nu
Life Without Black People
A very humorous and revealing story is told about a group of white people who were fed up with African Americans, so they joined together and wished themselves away. They passed through a deep dark tunnel and emerged in sort of a twilight zone where there is an America without black people. At first these white people breathed a sigh of relief. At last, they said, No more crime, drugs, violence and welfare. All of the blacks have gone! Then suddenly, reality set in. The "NEW AMERICA" is not America at all-only a barren land. 1. There are very few crops that have flourished because the nation was built on a slave-supported system. 2. There are no cities with tall skyscrapers because Alexander Mils, a black man, invented the elevator, and without it, one finds great difficulty reaching higher floors. 3. There are few if any cars because Richard Spikes, a black man, invented the automatic gearshift, Joseph Gambol, also black, invented the Super Charge
Life Is Short, Part 2
* "Going to church doesn't make you christian, any more than going to McDonalds makes you a hamburger" * "Time is the greatest teacher, unfortunately, it kills all it's students" * "Beer kills the weak brain cells. That is why you seem smarter when you drink" * "I have not failed. I've just found 10,000 ways that won't work." -- Thomas Edison * "Not a shred of evidence exists in favor of the idea that life is serious." -- Brendan Gill * "Some cause happiness wherever they go; others, whenever they go." -- Oscar Wilde * "An eye for eye only ends up making the whole world blind." -- Gandhi * "Always forgive your enemies; nothing annoys them so much." -- Oscar Wilde * "Support your local undertaker; DROP DEAD!" * "There are no stupid questions... only inquisitive idiots" * "Buckle up! It makes it harder for the aliens to suck you out of your car." * "I used to be indecisive, but now I'm not so sure..." * "
Life Is Cruel
Life is Cruel by Me How life is so cruel couldn't be truer To meet the one of your dreams To hold in your grasp a vision so pure While your subconscious schemes While enjoying the time of your life Without a thought or care To make a mistake and cause so much strife Only to wake up in your self-inflected nightmare
Life Moves On
Life moves on i know...relashionships change...there are breakups, there are feelings broke and yet we still live...god gave us feelings and emotions and yet some of those cant hurt worse than something pounding on you phisically...some breakups might make you think you will never find anyone like them...but i am here to tell you that if a a guy wants to break up with or mis treats you than they dont know what they have...and you can find someone that treats you like you need to be...like you are there one and only..this is from a guy..might think that is wierd..but there are guys out there that actually care for someones feelings and would love to cherish every mommet that they are with the girl taht they care most about...some ppl think a girl is just someone to be with and treat them that same way... they give ppl like me a bad name... but there are ppl that will love and care for you....
Life
So for those of you those of you that knew that I was pregger. I finally had him he was born on the 20th and he is so cute.So thats why I haven't been on here lately taking care of him is a full time job to say the least.So send me a drink and we can toast to his birth!
Lifes Little Snowballs
Life’s Snowballs What happens when life throws you a snowball? You throw it in a bowl and add a little sugar and cream and eat it up. Smile when you have been thrown a curve, because it is just a pause before the really good stuff that is about to happen to you. Don't fret the pause, use it as time to contemplate what is about to come. I love snow-cream, and I have eaten my share of snowballs. But oh the wonderous things that came afterwards were by far some of the greatest moments in my life. So come on life, hit me again, I know there are some really great things coming my way yet. PEACE! Melanie
Life Like This
When ur feelin the pain wither away from another tune of a day with lies like that who ever would need to kick back. with things like this who would need a lifeback A gun goes off shot through the back now its time to kickback a soul is down a soul has drowned revenge filled lust in ur eyes thats not to much of a goddamn surprise With that withered part dissapearing into the darkness it plays another tune With lies like that who ever would kickback With things like this who would need a life back
Life
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Life With Him
ok so we got into a huge arguement over him not beliveing me when he new damn well i wasnt sure, so anyway shit went down at work and we havent spoken for nearly a week then all of a sudden i get an email asking how i am. and its none other than dickhead, so i have been emailing him a little bit here and there. but for someone who wrote me a page telling me how worthless i was and calling me a lier. the bastard told me he hated me so mother fucker if yo ass hate me then why r u talking to me? i mean ya i miss his company and friendship but i most certainly dont miss the abuse and its there as its called. i loved him with all my heart but i have to be careful not to play into his trap i have once b4 and i fell harder than the 1st time hes a hard habit to break, literally
Life
Life What is this thing that we call Life, It's laughter and joy and sometimes strife, Life is Love, but also it is Hate, Standing in Hell, or at Heaven's gate. The joys of birth, the sorrows of death, At both of these my eyes have wept, Losing Love and then finding Hope, Through all of these things we must cope. Even when Life has knocked you down, Others will be there to bring you 'round, And so I tell you straight from my heart, Don't give up on Life, you have your own part. It might be that someone will need, Your words of guidance that they will heed, Yours might be the shoulder that they need to cry on, Yours might be the Love that they need to live on. Facing each day is what you must do, Deciding what course is the best one for you, Through all the pain and strife that comes along, Don't let it break you, it will make you strong. These have all been part of my Life, The joy, the pain, and the strife, And because of all the Friends I've found
Life Itself
Hmmm. Where to begin? My life is so crazy. But I think it's suppost to be. If only I could escape some things, I'd be ok. But hey a real woman faces all fears, right? So bounty up....I reckon I'll face em. Well, just had to get that off my chest. Anyone care to comment can.......
Life 2
Things are still going ok, altho there never seems to be enough money. Things are always going wrong when we should be able to get on our feet and it sucks. This time around, it was the car. It broke down about a month after putting money into fixing it and now I have to do it again. But oh well. We still argue here and there, but it could be worse.
Life Goes On
So this won't be a bitch fest. Although its been awhile since I've had one. But, here lately I really don't have much to bitch about. I'm back in Oklahoma. I don't know how long this will last but, we will see. I haven't been around much lately. I do check in from time to time to see how my friends are doing. But, honestly I'm just too tired to stay on long. It might say I'm logged in but, 9 times out of 10 I'm not at the computer. There have been a number of changes in my life over the past six/seven months. I've learned from a bunch of them. But, here is what I wanted to say. You can think I'm bitching but, its just more of a warning. I'm on the FU for real friends. Not just people looking for rates cause trust me I'm not here for that. I joined FU back when it was LostCherry in 06. I deleted my old account due to a lot of drama but, came back because I did miss a lot of my friends on here. I'm glad I can say I do have a lot of great friends on here that I can talk to about
Life
so it always seems like when one bad thing happens everything else bad happens to. that sucks. there has been a lot of times that we should have been on our feet again, which i miss. theres not enough jobs around not enough money. we fight about money. cuz we are both tired of being broke and not being able to get the things we want. but it'll change someday, i just keep having a good outlook on everything, hoping that maybe that might give us a chance. we'll see. but for now it pretty much sucks. but i'm happy with my little family. i just wish i could give them all everything they want as well as needs.
Life
What is this thing that we call Life, It's laughter and joy and sometimes strife, Life is Love, but also it is Hate, Standing in Hell, or at Heaven's gate. The joys of birth, the sorrows of death, At both of these my eyes have wept, Losing Love and then finding Hope, Through all of these things we must cope. Even when Life has knocked you down, Others will be there to bring you 'round, And so I tell you straight from my heart, Don't give up on Life, you have your own part. It might be that someone will need, Your words of guidance that they will heed, Yours might be the shoulder that they need to cry on, Yours might be the Love that they need to live on. Facing each day is what you must do, Deciding what course is the best one for you, Through all the pain and strife that comes along, Don't let it break you, it will make you strong. These have all been part of my Life, The joy, the pain, and the strife, And because of all the Friends I've found, My Life
Life Drama
As many of you know, I lived in Enid for quite some time. Huge mistake... brought on by the hugest mistake, that somehow ended up being the best mistake of my life... Regardless... some of you know, some of you don't.... But my father in law (i still count him as such even though I've divorced his son) may have cancer. Apparently, it's pretty damn likely. I'm not sure on all the minor details... And I was approached with the idea of moving back to Enid. My girls would be able to see their father whenever they'd like, and their father would be there with their PaPa (his father).... Here are the problems.... 1) I hate Dennis.... We can not get along. Period. If it's not one thing, it's another... and all of you KNOW the BS drama I had to deal with involving his "cyber girlfriend" whom he intends to move here at some point... see, they're soul mates, and yadda yadda ya... and he's gonna help raise her baby, yadda yadda ya... and It's just some fucked up BS. Well, Despite all of t
A Life I Don't Quite Understand... Defines My Destiny!!!
There are things in my life that have happened that make absolutely no sense to me. I try to figure out their meanings so I can move past them, but they just become more of an inigma and confusion to me. I walk through life trying to realize why happiness comes and goes but it never seems to stick around for too long of a period of time. Why does happiness have to come at a price. To be happy sometimes it seems you have to give up a peice of yourself, but is that true happiness. Is it just me or does this happen to everyone? I love to be loved, and to be able to love someone completely in return, but I wonder if my love iis never accepted fully as I give it will their love ever be real. Am I asking too much from someone when I ask them to accept me for me with all my good things and all my flaws and faults. Accept me for who I am and love me without trying to change me. Know that they can trust me and I will always stay with them even if they let go of the raeins and tell
Life In Zurich & Paris
Life Is Looking Up
Things had been rough for me in the past few years but they are slowly beginning to change. I have someone very special in my life who makes me trully happy. The other day we went to Across the skin tattoo parlor here in Asheville,NC and got some ink work done. Matt has been very supportive of me through all the hardships that had been going on. Just the 30th of June,2008; I ended up miscarrying the twins that I was pregnant with at that time,but things happen for a reason too. It hurts us on our lose of the children but we still continue on with our lives.He has been there to help look after me in my recovery to being there for me even more as my partner and mate in life. i am thankful for him everyday that I live!
Life
Hey all... Just a few words on who I am..For the most part I am pretty easy going, I LOVE to laugh as most of you might know by now..I get along with most..try not to judge as I wouldn't want to be..None of us knows what each of our lives entail..So as the old adage goes Don't judge me unless you've walked a mile in my shoes..That being said.. I am a mother to a son who has been thru many challenges in life..but he too continues to try to fight the demons of everyday life..I have 4 beautiful grandchildren who are the light in my eyes, the bounce in my step and the water that feeds my soul.. I am not a materialistic person who needs the blings, million dollar home..or the shiny new sports car...I just want to be happy, loved, and love in return... At this point in my life a new chapter begins..I am Turning The Page...After moving to BC 3 years ago to be, what I thought forever..didn't turn out that way..unfortunately the man of my so called "DREAMZ" has a monkey on his back that he
Life
Don't you ever get tired of making the best of a bad situation? Fuck that, I wanna find a good situation! I'm tired man, all the drama and bulshit is getting old. Its time to just uproot and run off without looking back. I wanna grab whats good in my life and flee somewhere better, start over fresh, and try my best to forget some shit ever happened. Life is way to short to spend mulling over the same old shit, it doesn't have to be that difficult. I truly believe that drama is self induced, things only get to you because you let them. Just let go of the bullshit and enjoy yourself!
Life
Life isn't about keeping score. It's not about how many friends you have Or how accepted you are. Not about if you have plans this weekend or if you're alone. It isn't about who you're dating, who you used to date, how many people you've dated, or if you haven't been with anyone at all. It isn't about who your family is or how much money they have, Or what kind of car you drive. It's not about how beautiful or ugly you are. Or what clothes you wear, what shoes you have, Or what kind of music you listen to. It's not about if your hair is blonde, red, black, or brown, Or if your skin is too light or too dark. Not about what grades you get how smart you are, how smart everybody else thinks you are, or how smart standardized tests say you are. It's not about what clubs you're in or how good you are at 'your' sport. It's not about representing your whole being on a piece of paper and seeing who will 'accept the written you.' Life just isn't. The Life
Life
You were happy. You had a fresh start at life and a fresh start at happiness, but I ruined it. I told you how I dealt with a little thing called pain. I told you what I used and I spelled out there names. I told you the feeling, the feeling of relief. The way it felt to be dealt with. I gave you the order, the amount, how many. Enough to be happy, enough to be sane, enough to were u cant here your name, enough to fly to a faraway place, enough to be scared, uncalm & unaware. I gave you the symptoms; the nausea and fatigue. I even told you how much if you wanted to OD. But as crazy has it sounds I was just telling my way. I never thought I'd never speak to you after that day. You started to change. You forgot your normal way, you changed itz name. You used my way, all of it & got the symptoms. But something I'm sorry for, I never told you itz like a drug. And a drug is like addiction slipped under a rug. Like a termite eating at your wood. I shoulda said when to stop and what it did to
Life
i am who i am and cant change that. if you dont like that then it was nice to know you
Life Is A Journey
Life Trails
Life Weaving
Life's Expectation
don't matter how your day goes it never feels good enough 2 say it was a great day. up at 7:00 home by 6:00 (mentally), dragging ass till 10:00, get up tomorrow an do it all again.
Life Sucks And Then U Go On
what do you do when the life you thought that you loved suddenly gets turned upside down? what do you do when the person you thought you loved turns on you and completely ruins you heart and soul with their actions? what do you do when the one you love keeps dragging you down and kicking you while you are there ? what do you do when you cant find the strength to leave when the leaving would be the best thing for you ? How do you get on with your life when the one you love doesnt want to be loved by you anymore but constantly reminds you that they love you ? The only answer to all these that i can come up with so far is , you just keep breathing and hope that they realize how cruel they have become towards you . that maybe they will realize that they are killing you inside and out and will do what a person who is suppossed to love you will do . Well none of that has happend so far , life must still go on even tho your world has stopped moving. So take it one day at a time and on
The Life Of A Soldier
I fight so you don’t have to. I struggle so you can be free, You live so my work has meaning, And I die so that you all don’t have to. I am a Soldier, I am a friend, I am a leader, and I am your child. My day never ends, my night never begins. I say a silent goodnight to all those I love, and I shut my eyes hoping to sleep through the night. When calm comes, you can’t help but feel uneasy, knowing it is likely to end soon. The second you let down your guard, could be the second you watch someone die. 15 months of hell, a lifetime for some, a tour for us. The end doesn’t mean we are free, it just means another just like me must take my place. War doesn’t stop, it just pauses and some idiot hits resume. I don’t blame anyone, I can’t blame anyone. I ‘m not here fighting for some rightous cause, I’m fighting because it’s what I’m told to do. I fight because I love my country, I fight because I love each of you. I don’t know you, I might not even like you, but I’m going to be here
Life Turned Upside Down
What a life-changing four weeks! Four weeks ago, we were on vacation in Yellowstone when we noticed some problems I was having with the left side of my body (left foot scuffing when I walked, drifting to the left, different feeling on the bottom of my left foot versus my right, etc). After a CT scan and MRI on my brain, I was diagnosed with brain tumors. We flew home three days early and I've been in the hospital for the last 25 days (I get released to go home today - yay!). We had a more in-depth MRI and biopsy done on one of the deeper tumors and the final diagnosis is that I have what is called a glioblastoma multiform level 4 (means cancer that started in the brain, the worst kind one can get I've been told). The tumors can't be removed without "me ceasing to be me" which is an option I don't like - I like being me! So, we'll start radiation and chemotherapy tomorrow for six weeks, then higher grade chemotherapy alone for another six months to try to stop, slow, or hopefully
Life Lessons From A Dog's World
If a dog was a teacher you would learn simple things like: When loved ones come home, always run to greet them. Never pass up the opportunity to go for a joyride. Allow the experience of fresh air and the wind in your face to be pure ecstasy. Take naps. Stretch before rising. Run, romp, and play daily. Thrive on attention and let people touch you. Avoid biting when a simple growl will do. On warm days, stop to lie on your back on the grass. On hot days, drink lots of water and lie under a shady tree. When you're happy, dance around and wag your entire body. Delight in the simple joy of a long walk. Eat with gusto and enthusiasm. Stop when you have had enough. Be loyal. Never pretend to be something you're not. If what you want lies buried, dig until you find it. When someone is having a bad day, be silent, sit close by and nuzzle them gently. Be always grateful for each new day
Life's Short... Only Not So Much.
Current mood: indifferent I'm not sure what i'm going for here, maybe it's just to vent, maybe it's just for my own amusement but either way whatever. Life is full of surprises both good and bad, the outcome of these suprises means nothing, it's what you take from them that matters the most. I've had my fair share of suprises in life. Some good, many more bad and i've learned a lot from them. In general though, the thing that hits home the most is i learned that no matter who you surround yourself with, or who means the most to you people are rarely what they seem. You can always count on that. There's so many things on my mind at all times that its hard to get a good thought about any one thing. My brain just hops and skips around to everything i've learned, witnessed, endured and been a part of. I wish it were easier to just take a step back and evalute life as a whole yet no one can ever really get that chance 'cause life is ever changing and evolv
Life
The things around my life are changing. Faster and faster the shadows seem to cast in new directions, Shedding light on all of the things that I've over looked in the past, And covering the things I've come to know well. As i sat and tried to explain the way that i felt this day, I failed. Only to find myself speaking from the outside to a world who couldn't possibly know what it's like within. The birth of a new love and the loss of an old Combined with the change of doors from the place that I once called home. At times I envy those who have predetermined lives with the comfort in knowing what tomorrow will bring, But as i close my eyes I can hear my heart pounding, Pulling my chest in and out as i breathe. I've sacrificed my predetermined life to live in the present of Lady Luck herself, But also in the present of judgment and sorrow; Who are no strangers to even my oldest memories. I live in this ever changing world Because the world in which I change is predetermin
Life
so i guess everything is going alright right now. i mean besides the money, and living with friends. but we couldn't have picked better. friends. were not working cause are car is broken down. so we can't save up any money or anything, we are waiting on the parts for our maxima, we've been waiting for over a week, its alittle irriating actually. but other then that my family is everything to me. thats all i need.
Lifes A Bytch
Grease - John Travolta & Olivia Newton-John - your the one that i want - John Travolta & Olivia Newton
Life
SPIRIT SPEAKS NOT SO LONG AGO, THERE WAS A TRIBE OF INDIANS THAT LIVED CLOSE TO A FOREST WHERE THE WATERS FLOWED AND THE FOOD WAS PLENTIFUL. THERE LIVED WITHIN THIS TRIBE A VERY SHY GIRL, WHO DID NOT ALLOW HERSELF THE SAME EMOTIONS AS THE OTHERS OF HER TRIBE. SHE CONSIDERED HERSELF TO BE FAT AND UGLY SO INSTEAD OF BECOMING AN INTRICATE PART OF THE TRIBE SHE WOULD GO OFF INTO THE WOODS AND SIT FOR HOURS BY HERSELF. SOON THE ANIMALS AND THE BIRDS BEGAN TO NOTICE HER, AND VERY SLOWLY THEY BECAME FRIENDS WITH HER BECAUSE SHE HAD THE ABILITY TO TALK TO THEM AND THEM TO HER. THERE WERE DEER, BEAR, WOLF, EAGLES, HAWKS AND MANY OTHERS THAT BECAME HER FRIENDS. ABOUT THIS TIME A YOUNG BRAVE BEGAN TO NOTICE HER, AND IN A WHILE THEY GOT MARRIED AND SHE HAD FOUR CHILDREN, BUT ALWAYS FOUND THE TIME TO VISIT HER FRIENDS IN THE FOREST. ONE DAY AFTER HER CHILDREN WERE OLDER SHE WAS FEELING VERY GOOD ABOUT HERSELF AND WANTED TO GIVE HER HUSBAND A SPECIAL GIFT SO SHE THEN INVITED HIM TO GO WI
Life Is To Sort
some times you take life for grantede and dont relize that something is happening inside your body and dont even relize it. about 6 weeks ago, i had a weak up call. i had a heart attck and i am only 38 and still have a long life ahead of me, so i know that i have to take better care of myself and watch what i eat and do more exercise to stay fit and make sure that wont happen again. being a truck drive is hard to stat fit and to make sure you stay healthy , because being a truck driver and being always on the go is hard to stay fit, but i need to do what i need to. if any one that reads this can give me some info to stay fit while i am on the road. thank you
Life Is Your Worst Enemy
I will never understand why life is sooo unfair. I will never understand why some people can make a mistake and live with it and learn to deal with the hurt and regret. But on the other side are those people who can not ever live with the mistakes that they have made. I will always wonder for the rest of my life why someone soooo Full of life could pull the trigger and end it all just because he cheated on his Girlfriend. I have to live the rest of my life without one of my best friends by my side.
Life Goes On
Dante and I broke up this morning, I'm heart broken but life goes on, I'm not going to stop doing what I plan on doing. I will grow from this and be stronger. I just did my online thingie for my GED test and have to call and set up an appointment to take the exam. I'm going forward with my dreams and goals. I wanted Dante to be by my side and come to my graduation from boot camp, but oh well, I guess it just wasn't meant to be. I still love him and care deeply for him and I would go to the ends of the earth for him still. He's a cool guy who has just got a lot on his plate. I'll still be there for him and help him when and where I can. :If you love somebody let them go, If they come back they're yours, if not it was never meant to be." "It's better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all."
A Life That Ididn't Know.....
that exists outside the computer. I will be gone for a day or two. Miss Me... haha ... I know you won't..... oh I'm in an auction, if you are one of the ones that DO miss me, go rate me (i can win a bling pack) AND / OR leave a bid and you OWN me for a month!!
Life..so Precious...so Temporary Too...
kayleigh...my chocolate point siamese love....she is dying i suspect, becoming emaciated over the past few months while still being quite active and eating well...they say its typical of older cats to begin altering their metabolism as they age, shedding weight, etc...in particular among siamese. lately its become much more pronounced, and she is also exhibiting signs of distancing herself, another facet of the feline behaviours...they tend to go away to die if able to...she rallies of course, but i can't help but sense her time is becoming extremely limited... the other day i heard a discussion on the radio-"but its only a dog...." in reference to someone grieving over the loss of someone so close to them...a non-human in this case... the absolute idiocy of that statement by the radio dick was beyond belief, though not surprisingly hardly an uncommon attitude among this, the most intellectually bereft of animal species. we humans liken ourselves to the gids we've created, an
Life
Its not often that I blog about the things goin on in my life, but I thought that I would give it a shot. Someone once asked me what I thought about my life and where I wanted it to take me. As I sat there with a dumbfounded look on my face, I was unable to anwser. It was then that I realized that I haven't been living my life for me. Ive been trying to live it the way other people tell me. Ive been living it trying to please other people. Making other people happy, when I contiune to be unhappy. Trying to fix other peoples problems, and when I come home at nite and cry myself to sleep because Ive been avioding the problems in life and not being able to fix them or not having someone there to help me through them. Doing things to myself for the exceptence from others. The enablity to say no when I know that I should, but the fear of hurting someone or upsetting them parallizes me. There again seeking the exceptence! I put myself out there and for what?! Only to get hurt, and I
Life's Movie
Life is the movie you see through your own, unique eyes. It makes little difference what's happening out there. It's how you take it that counts.
Life
quickly here.... life has been crazy.. my 15 year old got really sick and spent time in icu.. diagnosed with diabetes...... my best friend was diagnosed with emphysema, chronic lung disease and there is a possibility of lung cancer.. sorry i have been absent........ love yas
Life And Relationships
i wonder if those who find the relationship of a lifetime had to go thru hell to get it. I seem to look but find the ones that crack the shell and break the heart to pieces, I would like to find one genuine person who keeps my heart safe and makes me laugh. someone adventurous and wild and loving and sexy. why is that too much to ask
Life
life is to short to be playing around get in and get done
Life
Laugh when you can Apologize when you should Let go of what you can't change Play hard Forgive quickly Take chances Give everything Have no regrets Because life to too short to be anything but happy - Me
Life....quotes
Only when we are no longer afraid do we begin to live...... Love doesn't make the world go 'round; love is what makes the ride worthwhile... Life is what happens to you while you're busy making other plans. Let us so live that when we come to die even the undertaker will be sorry. Tell me, what is it you plan to do with your one wild and precious life? Live your life and forget your age. We are always getting ready to live but never living. In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life it goes on... I am a woman above everything else.
Life
LIFE AND A CAN OF BEER... When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar ------and the beer. A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began,wordlessly, he picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. So the professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into thejar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was. The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with a unanimous "yes." The professor then produced two cans of beer from under the table and poured the entire c
Life Patterns
"Be the change you want to be in the world." Mahatma Gandhi The Northwest is the place of the patterns of our life experience, karma and dharma, sacred images, and rules and laws. The Law of Cycles and the seasons, Grandmother Earth's patterns of form, sit here as well. In many respects, the Northwest is the most exacting and difficult position to hold on the medicine wheel, because here we must constantly look at ourselves to determine if we are measuring up to the contracts that we have established with Life and Self in our Book of Life. It is important to remember that we each wrote our own Book of Life before we stepped onto the Earth plane in this incarnation, and that we can rewrite it whenever we choose to do so. Our Sacred Image is the representation of the fully developed expression of our "true nature spirit personality." It is constantly with us to remind us of who we truly are, urging us to take control of our life and make the ultimate stretch for excel
Life
i am alone lost in a vast darkness clinging to my dreams lost in illusions trying to focus searching for salvation blissfully unaware of the grand scheme shutting out lifes harsh reality
Life Right Now
i kind of hate being alone right now. i just think that im in the prime of my life with no one to share it with. im broke right now but fall school hasnt started yet, and with no job, im soo bored. (ive been trying so hard to get a damn job!) but i dont need money to share my love with someone. i dont even have a lot of friends really, so its hard to meet new people. (if ur in pittsburgh, give me a holler!) things will be different when i start school in the fall... but it seems so far away, and also kinda pathetic that i want school to come! idk what's going to happen, but i should be trusting in my Lord. i just hope i get paid tomorrow, lol!
Life Savers
A teacher was doing a study testing the senses of first graders, using a bowl of Lifesavers Candy. the teacher had given them. They Would Look at and taste them The children began to say: " Red............cherry," "Yellow.........lemon "Green..........lime," " Orange ........orange," Finally the teacher gave them all honey Lifesavers. After eating them none of the children could identify the taste. "Well," she said, "I'll give you all a clue; It's what your mother may sometimes call your father." One little girl looked up in horror, spit her Lifesaver out and yelled: "Oh My God!!!! They're azz holes
Life
Getting tired of this show. I am bound for home. Painting pictures in my mind. Stop this flame from dying. It grabs you. Gripping with it's claw. Like in the wild. Got to keep your finger on the trigger. This life. This strife. Feeling like the edge of a knife. Our goal. Our soul. Wrapped in the pain of life. Spreading like a sickness. Waiting for the medicine. Bless us with this life. Don't take it from us. Felling like i am alone. I am dieing in the sand of time. Dont want to be alone. I am trying to find my mind. This life. This strife. Feeling like the edge of a knife. Our goal. Our soul. Wrapped in the pain of life.
Life
"LIFE SAYING" 01. Growing old is mandatory, but growing up is optional. 02. Birthdays are good for you- the more you have the longer you live. 03. Life is a test and I didnt take very good notes. 04. The meaning of life is to give life meaning. 05. It is hard to understand how a cemetery raised its burial cost and blamed it on the cost of living. 06. When everything is coming your way, you're in the wrong lane. 07. I intend to live forever-so far so good. 08. I used to have a handle on life, but it broke. 09. Don't take life too seriously, you won't get out alive. 10. Oce over the hill, you pick up speed. 11. Middle age is when the broadness of the mind and the narrowness of the waist change places. 12. Opportunities always look bigger going than coming. 13. Experience is a wonderful thing. It wnables you to recongnize a mistake when you make it again. 14. I started out with nothing, and I still have most of it. 15. A day without sunshine is like well, night. 16. I fe
Life's Been Good To Me So Faaaaar......
So....yeah....the novelty of this place wore off pretty damn fast for me. I haven't been on here in forever. I met someone on here...and shockingly enough: He was a sweet, funny, non-creepy guy!! As a matter of fact, he's pretty damn cool and I like him a whole lot. He doesn't come on here much anymore either, but I figured the few people on here who actually are wondering if I still have a pulse....well..yeah. I'm breathing.....the pulse is quite strong, kids. And get this....come closer....I'M SMILING!! I'm happy...and dare I say it, OPTIMISTIC! So, to the few actually cool people that I have met on here, it's all good in da 'hood. I'm happy....I'm content....It's all good. I don't really surf on here much anymore, but I do check for messages. To the cool peeps I've met on here (Misanthrope!! Drop me some words, yo!), send me some words. I do keep in touch. :) Ohhh Happppy Day! :P LOL! FU, Sammy
Life Sucks
ok so i know i haven't posted anything on here in a very long time, but i have good reasons... 1st: i havent been online much in the past two years as i moved into a home where i have limited internet access. 2nd: i am working 2 jobs and never have free time 3rd: i recently found out im in the first stages of cervical cancer, so i havent felt like talking, chating or even typing. Hell i havent felt like doing anything but sitting in my bed crying, yet everyday i force myself to get up, shower, brush my teeth and go to work. to my close friends out there, thankyou for all your well wishes and blessings, i really do apreciate them. dont worry, i know i will get thru this as im too stubborn not to. love to all Carrie
Life
LIFE ISNT LIKE A BOX OF CHOCOLATES ITS MORE LIKE A JAR OF JALPENOS..... WHAT YOU DO TODAY, MIGHT BURN YOUR ASS TOMORROW.....
Life
People are unreasonable, illogical and self centered Love them anyway If you do good, people will accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives Do good anyway If you are successful, you will win false friends and true enemies Succeed anyway The kindness you show today, will be forgotten tomorrow Be kind anyway Honesty and frankness will make you vulnerable Be honest and frank anyway The biggest person with the biggest ideas can be shot down by the smallest person with the smallest mind Think big anyway What you spend years building may be destroyed overnight Build anyway People really need help, but may attack you if you help them Help people anyway
Life
Its funny i sit here day after day trying to think of what to write as my fingertips rest over the keys and nothing nothing happens. I used to be able to write with ease no problems, my feelings would just pore out on to the paper or in to the computer but now it takes so much for me just to think of a word, the right word to express how I fell I don't know if it is because I am older or just because i have become so used to the pain and disappointment in my life that I don't feel the need to write it all down any more. I don't want that to happen I don't want to be warped up in the pain and disappointment to a point were I no longer know what or who I am anymore, but I think that things are changing I think the world is changing I don't know if it is for the better or not but i think if we can all hold on to what we have or did have we wont lose site of who we are. I know we all get older and life moves by so quickly but If you.....I can hold on tight the person that used to be there
Life
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Lifetime
Lifetime How long do I want you to be mine, A Lifetime, How long have I waited for a sign, A Lifetime, How long will it take for me to stop loving you, A Lifetime, If you aren't here, how long will I be blue, A Lifetime. A Lifetime is such a short time for me, To give all the Love I have for thee, Each day passes like a second, each year a day, How can I stop time, to tell you all I want to say. Looking in your eyes and the world disappears, I can face this Lifetime as long as you are here, Kissing you lips and my life is now complete, This journey is done when in your arms I sleep. You ask how long I will be by your side, A Lifetime, How long will my Love for you abide, A Lifetime, How long will I be the man for you, A Lifetime, How long will my Love for you stay true, A Lifetime. DQA
Life
Within this twilight world Lies emptiness and hate I seek an epic journey So that I might escape Far away from this reality To a world of ignorant bliss I come from pain and torment To embrace salvations kiss I welcome a moment of hope As short as it may be But the hope always fades And I am left empty
Life
Hiding from the world, she takes off the mask, thankful to be alone at last. when out in the world, she pretends to be glad, although deep inside she is very sad. she puts on a mask so her fear won't show, wishing time would hurry so she could go. she looks at everyone and just smiles, she's been hiding behind the mask quite awhile. afraid to tell her true feelings because she is scared, to do something different that no one else has dared. she wonders why people are so hateful and mean, nobody knows what she has seen. going back home now, she takes off the mask, thankful once to again to be alone at last.
Life
The emptiness and darkness is returning, that lonely feeling; the heart is burning. Once, I pushed those feelings away, they were gone for awhile, they're back today. This time could be the end for me, I could finally be gone-my sad soul set free. The empty hollowness in my chest gone forever, could it happen? please? no-never! I was so happy for a long time there, the pain disappeared, ran off somewhere. It didn't go too far, found its way back, right when my life was finally on track. Finally I've come to a harsh conclusion, all my hopes and dreams have been an illusion. So much heartache, pain and strife, what I want is to end this life. That won't happen, I'm not brave enough, tell me why this life has to be so rough. Your help, dear Lord, is what I need, nobody knows how my heart does bleed. Everything’s piling up, I'm quickly sinking, no rope to grab is what I'm thinking...
Life Story
People tell you 2 write when your sad But how can you with your so mad Mad at your father for screwing up your life Mad at a worthless mother who doesnt give a hoot anymore about your life or what you do with it You go through thinking things will get better but they never do But, instead you die alittle more each time you see a happier family Sure your family left you but its life right Your father did drugs and raped you Your worthless mother kicked you out and let people you thought cared bout you run you over What a happy family right? And your the little girl who cant do much But, your a strong soilder who trys Everyone has a story Whats your's? BECAUSE, THIS IS MINE!!!!!!
Life...
In the past two weeks I have had the life from hell I've never been so terrified, so depressed and in so much pain, I have gone from chilled and high to depressed and suicidal, changing every hour, its like being on an emotional roller coaster, certain people have made it worse than it should have been but hey ho. Anyway, throughout this all there have been a few people who have been very nice to me and they know who they are and I'd like to thank them... but... theres one person inparticular who I'd like to mention... who has shocked me and made me think beyond anything. He has totally made himself noticeable in my life above anyone else and has given me the most emotional experience ever. So yes... I would like to thank my ex, Rich who rather than just saying things, rather than stressing me out, he has gone and done something that is so kind and (add posh word here that means doing something for someone else without expecting anything in return... like unselfish but a damn
Life
1) Never get less than twelve hours sleep. 2) Never play cards with a guy who has the same surname as a city. 3) Never get involved with a woman with a tattoo of a dagger on her body.
Life Is So Fucked Up
well i been on here for a while off and on and some people lie so much it makes me sick and not even wanna be on here i don't know why people do it do they do it to make people feel better well i dont play that shit if u going to be like that i dont need ya and if u going to talk to me i want people to be real or not at all so i'm getting this off my chest there r some women on here r a thru low down liar that i cant fucking stand so to people who lie or cheat all i got to say is fuck u and go kill yourself i dont need people like that in my life.
Life At This Point
Ok so it has been a really long time since I have posted a blog anywhere, in fear that it will be read by people who shouldn't read it and twisted around to further help them. I have been going through court and all kinds of crazy shit to keep my son. It's been the worst 2 years of my life. I feel like I am on a never-ending rollercoaster. I am right at the point where you think you're gonna puke...but can't. My ex thinks he can basically black-mail me into giving in and giving up my rights as a mother. Well I am going to fight tooth and nail to keep my son. I know I am not a perfect mom, but honestly who is? Even the snooty bitches in huge houses who can buy anything and everything for their kids are far from perfect. My point is I know I am a good mom. My kids are well taken care of and get just about anything they could ever want (when I have the money to get it). They are clothed, bathed, housed, fed and loved. We don't live in filth, our house is moderately clean like just
Lifestyle
When I was a child I learnt the rules Of how to live my life My worth was not money in the bank But living without strife Remember there are two sides to a coin You may not be in the right And if you are caught out telling lies Well, the truth always comes to light Do not take what is not yours Give back to whom it belongs Do you not know it takes real guts To admit you are in the wrong It used to be respectable to be polite It was not being weak Not to raise your hand in anger And to turn the other cheek This was not namby-pamby I was not being square It was just a way of living When everybody cared.
Life
If life treats you as one big joke And your successes few Remember that the mighty oak Was once a nut like you.
Life Sucks
my life sucks right now so lonelyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
Life In General
Well hello there fubar! hows life... mine good... dont know what to say here so that is all....
Life...
Can you honestly say that you have lived a happy life?...would you be able to look back three years from now and say oh yeah that was the best day of my lif...? I mean one of the best days of my life was getting back in contact with a person that i didnt speak too for a few years, then a year later getting pregnant and haveing my last daughter...I can say that was the happiest moments in my life..yes there was tears and heartache in that time but fuck it was all worth it to me... I can look back and say This is where I belong... can you say that?
Life
Have no fear, for when I'm alone, I'll be better of than i was before, I've got this life, I'll be around to grow, who i was before, i can not recall, long night's allow me to feel I'm falling. I am falling, the lights go out, let me feel i am falling, i am falling safely to the ground. i am, i will take this hole that,s inside me now, like a brand new friend, i'll forever know, I've got this life and the will to show, I will always be better than before,........... long nights allow me to feel i'm falling, i am falling the light's go out, let me feel i'm falling, i am falling safely to the ground.
Life Is Good
So this evening myself and curt will be going to retreive the rest of my furniture and such at my old place. Its gonna be a long nite, but good. Closing a chapter on my life while beginning a New and better life with him. He is my world as i his, He is one of the kindest, yet sometimes quite mean men i have ever known :p ( mean in a good way :p) Still a little sketchy with the health issues , but the meds they have me on are helping a bit, im not as severe and not having as many episodes. I go for a 4 hour epilepsy test on the 18th to rule out seizures, though if they arent seizures, they are doing quite well in portraying them. Im looking around this house , 4 bedrooms and all...large florida room and large two story shed out back ( kinda looks like yours tracy ) and wondering where my furniture is going to fit. It is already quite full here. Poor curt has had to put up with my whining ass for the past week while ive been pulled out of work on temp disability because the episo
A Life Lesson
A wise man once said: "You can't turn a hoe into a housewife."
Life Never Stops Amazing Me...
JAZZ MY DOG HAS MADE SOMETHING OF A REBOUND, SHES EATING NOW AND BECAUSE OF THAT I AM ABLE TO GET SOME NEW VITAMINS INTO HER AND COMBINED SHE IS MORE ACTIVE AND ALERT, I KNOW THAT HER TIME WILL BE SOON BUT FOR NOW I AM SO GLAD TO KEEP HER WITH ME UNTILL IT REALLY IS HER TIME.
Life
Now I lay myself down to sleep The lord I pray my soul to keep If I should die before I wake Then I will know I will not break Will you be there when I get back For I know you will cut me no slack Dare I ask what you will do If I come back all askew You have no right to tell me why I should stay But I know you will keep me at bay Now I lay myself down to sleep Do I know what I want to keep What should I do when I wake Should I ask for a wooden stake Because it wouldn't take much To do a task as such The lord I pray my soul to keep When I lay myself down to sleep
Life!!!
Sometimes life sucks and sometimes life is great it all depends on who is in your life!! I keep thinkin I will fall alseep and everything will just be ok!! And I wake up and its not!! Its still the same and it kind of sucks at times!! I am lookin for this person to just sweep me off my feet and make me feel the way I feel when Im with him!! I feel like the world is stoppin when he looks me in my eyes!! And it makes me melt!! WOW IS ALL I CAN SAY AT THIS TIME!!
Life Suck
the only good thing about next week is that i get to see my friend Corey cause i havent seen him in 3 years but other then that its going going to blow i truly dont have to see my most of my family next, i know i cant deal with there shit this year, im already having a hared time dealing with the my grandma's death, i would have been able to deal with them this year but im not due to the fact that the one person i was counting on being there with me just broke my heart by dumping me
Life's Got A Meaning
I'm the voice inside your room I'm the mind that bends the spoon I'm the toe that dips into water of life I'm the hand that combs your hair I'm the touch that takes you there Then in your heart's despair I'm gone As there's a new day that has come Dance in the light till the summer's done Life's got a meaning It's healing The pain you are feeling inside I'm the sun that's in your sky I'm the star that's burning bright I'm the strength that gives you the reason to fight I'm the blood that fills your heart I'm the hand which hails the start Then in your heart's despair I'm gone. Life's got a meaning It's healing The pain you are feeling inside
Life Thoughts By Ducky
Marriage changes passion. Suddenly you're in bed with a relative. I saw a woman wearing a sweat shirt with 'Guess' on it. So I said 'Implants?' She hit me. How come we choose from just two people to run for president and over fifty for Miss America ? Now that food has replaced sex in my life, I can't even get into my own pants. I signed up for an exercise class and was told to wear loose fitting clothing. If I HAD any loose fitting clothing, I wouldn't have signed up in the first place! When I was young we used to go 'skinny dipping,' now I just 'chunky dunk.' Don't argue with an idiot; people watching may not be able to tell the difference. Wouldn't it be nice if whenever we messed up our life we could simply press 'Ctrl Alt Delete' and start all over? AMEN, AMEN !! Why is it that our children can't read a Bible in school, but they can in prison? Wouldn't you know it.... Brain cells come and brain cells go, but FAT cells live forever.
Life
People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you a
Lifes Too Short To Dance With Ugly Men
Ok so most people close to me know that I work for Citibank and that Im in Customer Service. I get to talk to ALOT of people and I mean ALOT of people every day and for the most part I enjoy some of the conversations. I talk to people of all ages from all over the country. Some don't speak English very well but you learn to communicate and sometimes you even have to use an "interpreter line" called "Language line" It amazes me and amuses me how I can say something in English like "Do you have your account number please?" and the Mandarin/Chinese interpreter pretty much says about 5 paragraphs to explain that one sentence I said. These calls take patience but most go ok. I really enjoy talking to about 90 percent of the senior citizens because I dont know if its because alot of people lack patience with them or what but they ALWAYS and I mean 85% of the time say "Oh thank you SO MUCH Paula. You have been SO PATIENT with me and my confusion and I hope I can talk to YOU next time I ca
Life Before Fubar! (as Posted On Youcastr)
Life before Fubar.com, I had only thought about DJing in passing when I hear some really good DJ’s on the air. Mind shifts to dream mode and only wonders what possibly it would be like if only I were in their shoes. I know. Rumor has it that there isn’t a lot of money involved in it, but (coming from a photobug family) I am a ham at times—the sizzling honey ham (j/k). Ha ha…. This year, through Fubar, I have actually had the opportunity to DJ and caught the bug enough to want to pursue the possibility of gaining additional education and insights to become more of a professional at it. In the meantime, I’ve created my own page where folks can try their hand at DJing under the direction of Fubar. I have DJ’d at a club in Canyon Lake, Texas, through a friend of mine and love the real life aspects of it. He would get on the mic and announce “Give DJ Devine a round of applause. She’s come all the way from Austin Texas!” and the crowds would
Life
Life is a beautiful thing we are all given the right to make decisions and do with as we wish but sometimes we let others make decisions for us and we just go with it and comit our selves to that But is it really our decision anymore or do we all just do what others think and live with it or can we go and do with what we want. Life is Beautiful so make the best of every Decision you can make
Life Is Too Short.........
Sometimes you never know how lucky you are until reality slaps you in the face. If you are reading this you probably know about what I have been through the past few months with death, and you know Dave is away with his job. He has been in CA fighting the fires making a difference in the world. He was sent away for two weeks and I have not had any contact with him and it has been hard. He got back in CA today and asked me if I heard about the helicopter that went down last wednesday in CA and that nine of the firefighters were killed. I told him I was so thankful he was out of CA when that happened. He told me that was part of his team that was on there, and if he would have been in CA he would have been with them. My heart just stopped. I told him everything happens for a reason. My friend at work said someone "up there" is looking out for him and I just smiled and said Yeah, my dad. He knew when he left this world that he did not have to worry about me anymore, that I fina
Life In Florida
----- You know you're a Floridian if......... ... Socks are only for bowling. ...You never use an umbrella because you know the rain will be over in five minutes. ...A good parking place has nothing to do with distance from the store, But everything to do with shade. ...Your winter coat is made of denim. ...You can tell the difference between fire ant bites and mosquito bites. ...You're younger than thirty but some of your friends are over 65. ...Anything under 70 is chilly. ...You've driven through Yeehaw Junction. ...You could swim before you could read. ...You have to drive north to get to The South. ...You know that no other grocery store can compare to Publix. ...Every other house in your neighborhood had blue roofs in 2004-2005. ...You know that anything under a Category 3 just isn't worth waking up for. ...You dread love bug season. ...You know what a snowbird is and when they'll leave.
Life
some times i wonder why the men i want dont want me but i cant atract woman beaters controll freaks for just psycopaths for real is there something wrong wit me i dont see maybe some one else can tell me
Life
As I wonder where my life is going.The journey is an adventure.Life as I kno it is long,yet exciting.My journey is still,has been for a while,yet interesting.
Life's Lil' Pleasures !
Took a FINE Lil mother-Fucker out for a Putt, and was teacin' her how to ride my 1975 F.L.H.--- she did REALLY well the first day, but on day two---- a truck got a pissant up it's ass, and ran us off the road---she twisted the wick in 2nd gear, spun us out, and SLAMMED our ass in the gravel--- I Grabbed her waist, and pulled her over on top of me so she didn't loose her "Pretty Grill" and ate SHIT! Ahhhhh Road Rash--- what a WONDERFUL By-Product of asphalt--- Makes my Dick Hard just thinkin' about it! Hairline Fracture of my right Femur, bad burns on my right leg, but the rash missed ALL MY INK! HA! Fuckin' Shovelhead's a God Damned TANK, and's gonna be a Breeze to get back up & runnin'--- so what's a Brother to do??? A Featherwood wants to learn what it's like to hold the world in her hands, and ride the wind like an Eagle--- who am I to tell her --NO, you can't have that??? Fuck that shit--- A Piece of Machinery, not an Idol or a God, and the ride was a FUCKKIN" BLAST! HA! I have "
Life
I was looking back on my past life, All the thing's that i hace done to myself and to other's, I'm still looking for the answere, It will take me forever. I'm still searching for the key, The wreackage of my past life keep's haunting me, It just won't leave me alone, I still find it all a mystery, Could it be a dream? The raod to nowhere lead's to me,. Through all the happiness and sarrow, Live for today and not tomarrow, I guess I'll do it all over again, It's still the road that never end's......................................
Life 4 Dummeez!!!
Step#1 You wake up. Step#2 You go to work. Step#3 you eat 3 meals. Step#4 You take 1 good shit. Step#5 You go back to bed. Repeat every 24 hours until you kick the bucket.
Life's Lessons....
I don't know about you...but I'm getting pretty tired of life's little lessons...At my age...you would think that schooling was over..But no!!!... I've learned in life that not everything is roses...I think we all have...That your past will catch up to you if you don't face it head on to begin with...That everything happens for a reason...That people you meet will inevitably hurt you in some form or fashion...No matter who they are...That tomorrow eventually comes...That the glass isn't always half full...That no matter how hard you try...something always comes along and fucks up your day...That you really are your own worst enemy...That being open and honest really can be a downfall...That love isn't just around the corner or right in front of your face...That when someone tells you that they love you...You should take it at face value...That trusting in someone is harder than it sounds...That the words....I Don't Know...means...I don't want to hurt your feelings...BUT!!!...and las
Life
life is difficut but lot of person , can live with there stlye very happy .but what is most improtant in you life ?
Life & Death
I came into this world A screaming infant Forced entry into this life As I grow the pain sustains Deep inside my soul Visions come and visions go But hate will never leave me As I grow the pain sustains Deep inside my soul Visions come and visions go But hate will never leave me Life and death never again I shall not return Soul sucking pious man I shall not return The reflection, an aging soul My body's old and cracked Death soon will be with me Coldness, inactive pain Soul sucked at the speed of light Trapped in someone else No please not again Evil reincarnated The cycle's spun once more Soul sucked at the speed of light
Life
Life Life is an opportunity, benefit from it. Life is beauty, admire it. Life is bliss, taste it. Life is a dream, realize it. Life is a challenge, meet it. Life is a duty, complete it. Life is a game, play it. Life is costly, care for it. Life is wealth, keep it. Life is love, enjoy it. Life is mystery, know it. Life is a promise, fulfill it. Life is sorrow, overcome it. Life is a song, sing it. Life is a struggle, accept it. Life is tragedy, confront it. Life is an adventure, dare it. Life is luck, make it. Life is too precious, do not destroy it. Life is life, fight for it.
Life, People, Money,
Simple and easy to understand, take everything for a learning curve.
Lifestyle
OK... I need to vent... This guy is in my shout box talking crap to me saying that Harley is a machine not a lifestyle. Just because of my status... I sent back to him that there is a lifestyle... he got very smart to me and I told him he must not ride as a biker due to not knowing there is a difference... this is what he had to say back to me zenhowie: you lifestyle people are just psuedo bikers that need attention zenhowie: to see you have fallen for the hype that the Wall Street suits zenhowie: Never needed a brand name to define me zenhowie: Been riding since I was 14 zenhowie@ fubar SO... my fellow Harley riders am just making you aware of yet another person who thinks we are full of shit and need attention.... ROFLMAO..... he said it in his own words
Life Is Now
Life is now No matter how much joy you've known, there is always more joy to be experienced. Each moment brings new possibilities for adding richness to life. The best days of your life are never behind you, unless you choose to see them as such. For no matter how life has been, there will always be opportunities to experience more goodness. Everything you know about has already happened, so it can be very easy to view life as nothing more than what is receding into the past. Yet life is infinitely more, because life is now. By all means, hold firmly to the goodness you've already known and carry it forever in your heart. At the same time, open yourself fully to the positive possibilities that are yours right now. Now is the moment to live. Now is the time for all that can be. The sun is just now rising on the bright golden possibilities of this day. Life's great and beautiful promise is now.
Life
Life's gonna suck when you grow up, when you grow up, when you grow up Life's gonna suck when you grow up, it sucks pretty bad right now Hey, if you know the words, sing along You're gonna have to mow the lawn, do the dishes, make your bed You're gonna have to go to school until you're seventeen It's gonna seem about tree times as long as that You might have to go to war, shoot a gun, kill a nun You might have to go to war when you get out of school Hey cheer up kids, it gets a lot worse You're gonna have to deal with stress, deal with stress, deal with stress You're gonna be a giant mess when you get back from the war Santa Claus does not exist, and there is no Easter Bunny You'll find out when you grow up that Big Bird isn't funny Life's gonna suck when you grow up, when you grow up, when you grow up Life's gonna suck when you grow up, it sucks pretty bad right now You're gonna end up smoking crack, on you're back, face the fact You're gonna end up hooked on smack and
Life
I like my life the way it is. Noncomplicated and drama free. I am no longer searching for anyone to "complete me". Friends and family keep me smiling and the few friends I have are important to me. I like my life,simple and noncomplicated. There have been too many people in my life lately wanting me to see things in a different light. I like the way I see things. I have decided that when I move,those that know me best,talk to me on a regular basis,are the only ones I need to let know where I am and how I am doing. People come and go in my life for a reason and I am glad some of them go....
Life
life is what you make it,you can be depressed,or rich,or poor,no matter who you are there is alay some one worse off then you.the time has come to realy look at my life i do not know what will happen in the furture but i do know how i want it to be.i dont want to be alone for the rest of my life but i cant seem to find someone.so i guess i will be alone case life does not always go the way we planed.no one can change who i am nor will they.i can only offer my heart.
Life
when you figure out things in ya life and people in it just makes you feel like they used you in everyway you know what i have gotten to a boling point to not stress little kids some bitch ass dude leaves a comment on my page about jealousy for real i do not give a fuck you do not even know how to wipe ya own ass you are a child to me still wet behind the ears get on my level go where i have been then come talk to me damn you think i am jealous thats a joke
Life
Dreams of Love soo pure and Intense in the begining have turned in to the sobering reality that Life punnishes those who dream past their grasp. That was my sin... To have ever thought myself worthy enough have your heart as my own, to have dreamed that our two loves would transformed in to one heart beat... I have been humbled to the point of dust... My pride has long left me... In the early morning hours right before sun rises,memories of the scent and feel of your body torture my mind.. And in the breezy summer moon lit nights of August your tender voice and the indescribable delight of your gaze upon me rush in to my consciousness like an un-expected storm ravaging all in it's path... I wish I could rip out the memory of you from my veins, I wish I could tear out my heart from my chest and throw this pain away... I curse the four winds and the celestial stars above for putting you in my path... Such emotion, Such intensity was not made for one person... But yet...
Life...
Ok one more..LOL i know im such a copy cat!! Maybe i should retake that "attention whore" quiz again eh?? no really tho...i like this one...actually really wanna know what others results are. You See the World Through Blue Colored Glasses You live your life with tranquility. You have faith that things will work themselves out with time. You judge all your interactions through the lens of hope. You try to get all the facts before forming your opinion. You face challenges with wisdom. You know that all bad things pass, and you have the confidence to see problems through. You see love as the utmost expression of trust. Your relationships tend to be peaceful and stable. At your worst, you can be cool, melancholy, and detached. You sometimes have to step back from emotionally charged situations. You are at your happiest when you are able to reflect and relax. What Color Glasses Do You See the World Through?
Life
well ya'll life- it is what it is.... funny how things have a way of biteing you in the ass just when you think they have gone away.... lets see- theres cheating spouses, looseing kids, quiting your job, going to jail, haveing kids, falling in love- and i am sure that there's about a 1000 others that i left out but thats ok..... life it is what it is even if it bites you in the ass later right.....
Life Experience
You've Experienced 92% of Life You have an amazing amount of life experience. In fact, you've seen and done more than most people. So congratulate yourself on what you've done so far. The future is only going to be more of the same! How Much Life Experience Do You Have?
Life Is A Fantasy
This is just a story of a fantasy I have always had....hope to ! As I come out the shower and begin to dry my body the thoughts of the evening ahead run through my mind. With anticipation of the candlelight dinner and dancin he has planned for us I shiver. I smile. And begin to lotion my arms and legs soft and smooth. Then lotion my breast and stomach where I now feel butterflies fluttering thinking of his smile I cant help but think of his strong jaw and soft sweet lips....that I hunger to kiss before the nights end. I put on my robe and go to my closet where I pick my black,low cut satin dress. And find my heels that will enhance my firm, fit legs. I go to my drawer and find my sexiest stockings and silky black bra. No need for panties tonite or so I am hoping. I return to the bathroom to apply my make-up and do my hair. I think up with just enough hair down to tickle my neck as if his lips brushing softly against it. I put on my stockings, they feel good upon my soft legs, and my si
Lifes Trembling Leaves
Shadows spawned in passions grace Are the angles of lifes true face With all meanings, time does roam To feed the precious, and the dark unknown Beneath still waters, none shall breath That which all seek to deceive The thorns that tare the tender flesh Are the scars of what is left Bound by ribbons, tied by string Compromised in realities dream All is not what it seems So you fill the darkened void With bodies battered, played, and toyed And in the end the dirt shall be The last true darkness of which we see For as life does end with death You shall find theres nothing left The grave is dug Your soul does mourn It is the end of life adored Now the quiet does surround It is the last of all heard sounds All is gone The end is now The covered grave, and echoed bounds Never breathing, no more fear It is your death... And your death is here. ~ Grey ~
Life
Since i cant vent on myspace anymore cuz of my exboyfriend likes to read them.I guess he has no life so hes gotta read on mine.and let me tell you mt life aint that excting either.Me and this guy have been broken up for 2 years now.I have moved on and he hasnt.Thats why they are called exs for a reason.Sorry for bitching on my first blog but i had to let that out.He just makes me so mad i want to scream!!!!!!!!!!
Life Sux
most of you know what i've been dealing with so this is for the rest of you.....and my friends know where and what i'm doin. i left my ex in february and have been stayin with some friends. now i'm trying to go to school but thats not workin either. h&r block is the worst fuckin place ever....they have no record that i filed last year so there goes my financial aide. spend most of my days and nights walkin around town lookin for a place to stay. thank fuckin man for the college library, thats where i get online most of the time. the hardest thing about school ...goin without the books! still workin on that tho. at a friends house for now. she's really cool lettin me stay in her tiny apt but not sure how long it will last. its been a long raod since i split with the asshole stayin here and there my mom won't even let me stay with her. then the bitch calls all my friends and tells them to let me stay on the street!! gotta love her ha fuckin ha!
Life In Az
Today is my birthday... The first ever away from family (and I'm old!)LOL I'm ok tho. I have my very best friend with me, and I know I will be happy on my Birthday and in Arizona! :) This is about Arizona tho and why I find here different from Oregon. You get out of the car and there is a lizard walking across the wall in the garage. In Oregon... you see spiders doing that. lol and cob webs everywhere.Eww Eww Eww!! lol In Oregon all the malls are inside a very stuffy building. Here, the stores are all like a strip mall and there are palm trees, misters(water sprayers) and a dam Dave & Buster's ( which I want to go to some day, it's a grown ups Chucky Cheese) and who doesn't love Chucky Cheese? In Oregon there are tons of pine needles(and they get in to everything! Here in Arizona.. there are tons of cactus and palm trees( which I hear don't really belong here, but I love them all the same!) Here in Arizona, there are streets like.. Cactus, Thunderbird, Camelback... In O
Life Is Like A Box Of Chocolates
Everybody Loves Chocolate Jump Into The Box And Let People Taste Your Flavor! Rate this album then.. R/F/A everyone on the list already friends? leave a comment saying "life is a box of chocolate"
The Life Of Foxxy Neko Ona ( 42 Part Series And Neko Ona Is A Separate Series)
Chapter 1 ~the beginning, foxxy neko ona born~ Once upon a time there lived a girl. Her name was foxxy neko ona. She lived with her mother , father, and half sister. Her mother’s name was ka’na. Yoshyko’s mother was ka’na and her father’s name was kochi. Ka’na is a cat demon. Kenjii is half wolf, half human. Foxxy is half cat half human. Yoshyko is half vampire , half wolf. Yoshyko was born right after foxxy. Ka’na was seeing the vampire wolf named kochi. Kanji and ka’na are married. And they met at the village called “ethological cat demon tribe’’ kenji wants to kill kochi for kidnapping ka’na during the birth of Foxxy. “why don’t you go practice your weapons.” Yoshyko said. “ well why don’t you first” Foxxy said sarcastically. ( got writer block will update when got other ideas thanks for your time)
Life Quotes
The first step to getting the things you want out of life is this: Decide what you want. Ben Stein Life is a foreign language; all men mispronounce it. Christopher Morley (1890 - 1957) It's not true that life is one damn thing after another; it is one damn thing over and over. Edna St. Vincent Millay (1892 - 1950) Life is what happens to you while you're busy making other plans. John Lennon (1940 - 1980), "Beautiful Boy" We make a living by what we get, we make a life by what we give. Sir Winston Churchill (1874 - 1965)
Life
As i sit here poundering life and it's meanin. I realize there is no set path. You wounder threw this life making choices. Be them right or wrong they shape ur life. They shape it into what u have made it to be. Everyday we wake up and make choices that will further shape our lives. Sometimes they are choices that will impact our life for the better and somethimes they impact it for the worse. Other times there are choices made for us. Things happen that are out of our controle. Even tho we cant controle them they still impact the choices we make on how we handel them . It's up to each of us to make the choices we fell will best impact our lives. That will shape it into a life we will be proud of. One we can look back at and say " I may have been threw alot but i am proud of my life" One that we can say i am proud of the choices i have made in my life. They may not have been the right ones at the time but i learned from them and gained something from them. In the end we
Life
Sometimes life really sucks but for me right now loven life!!
Life
You take the good with the bad Smile when you're sad love what you got & remember what you had Always forgive but never forget Learn from your misstakes but never regret When things go wrong just remember life goes on.
Life's Lessons
FOR THE RECORD, I DID NOT WRITE THIS I took it off of the lovely Twisted Goddess' blog Mamma Bear Lessons for Life: 1. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. 2. Memorize your favorite poem. 3. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have, or loaf all you want. 4. When you say, "I love you," mean it. 5. When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye. 6. Be engaged at least six months before you get married. 7. Believe in love at first sight. 8. Never laugh at anyone's dreams. People who don't have dreams don't have much. 9. Love deeply and passionately. You may get hurt, but it's the only way to live life completely. 10. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name-calling. 11. Don't judge people by their relatives, or by the life they were born into 12. Teach yourself to speak slowly but think quickly. 13. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?" 14. Take into account that great love a
Life These Days
life these days has been awesome. i started GED school on aug 19th. i am excited about it. that's why i haven't been on as much. plus i play world of warcraft now. it's my addiction. among other things.......meaning my husband and my daughter........i love being a mom! anyways, we got hit the last week of august by tropical storm fay. everyone is fine. all we got was some wind and rain.......minor costal flooding. school was almost cancelled the first three days i had. thank goodness they didn't. but anyways, things are great. my daughter is getting big these days. she's now five months old. it's hard to believe how much she has grown since the day she way born. i love every minute of it. it's an awesome thing! i am anxious to see her grow more as she gets older. but anyways, i'll give ya more updates when i get time. have fun!
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4 months. She's growing in leaps and bounds. She scoots and growls and blows raspberries. She can turn over from front to back, and back to front. Dr.'s on Wednesday for shots. OH! She plays peakaboo! Well.. sorta. She'll hold her burp rag in front of her eyes and then pull it down- repeatedly. She babbles all the time :) My daughter is absolutely amazing.
Life
Well Dana sent this to me as part of a bigger email but I thought this was particularly beautiful so I'm blogging it. That's what I do with such things so here it is lol True love is neither physical nor romantic. True love is an acceptance of all that is, has been, will be, and will not be. Peace is seeing a sunset and knowing who to thank. The happiest people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the best of everything they have. Life isn't about how to survive the storm but how to dance in the rain.
Life
February 10, 2008 The Meaning of Life Being un-dead in an un-interesting, un-fulfilling, un-eventful, un-existence, and having an un-believable un-earthing of un-truncated proportions which makes spinning around on this stupid little rock fun again. Thanks Kids!
Life Taken For Granted
So many things in life are taken for granted. I too had done that before. But no longer!! I love life! YES I SAID I LOVE LIFE! What more can I say?! I just wish for once I would not have to go throught the heartache of losing someone I care about. Then again, you can't lose what you never actually had in the first place. I would really love nothing more than to share my love and my life with someone. I thought I had that person, and well I was wrong. I am blunt. I am not that emotional. I am the girl you have always dreamed about and never thought you would meet. Love sports, love hunting and fishing. Enjoy anything outdoors. See what did I tell ya. Oh yeah and btw I am a veteran in the US ARMY. I love my job and enjoy fighting for freedom. i am a girl that will love you for who you are not what you are i am a girl who will want to do the things you want to and enjoy it i am a girl who would try to fix you your favorite meal just to see you smile i am a girl w
Life Is Choices...
A 92-year-old, petite, well-poised and proud man, who is fully dressed each morning by eight o'clock, with his hair fashionably combed and shaved perfectly, even though he is legally blind, moved to a nursing home today. His wife of 70 years recently passed away, making the move necessary. After many hours of waiting patiently in the lobby of the nursing home, he smiled sweetly when told his room was ready. As he maneuvered his walker to the elevator, I provided a visual description of his tiny room, including the eyelet sheets that had been hung on his window. 'I love it,' he stated with the enthusiasm of an eight-year-old having just been presented with a new puppy. 'Mr. Jones, you haven't seen the room; just wait.' That doesn't have anything to do with it,' he replied. 'Happiness is something you decide on ahead of time. Whether I like my room or not doesn't depend on how the furniture is arranged .. it's how I arrange my mind. I already decided to love it. 'It's a de
Life
Time passes in moments... moments which, rushing past define the path of a life just as surely as they lead towards its end. How rarely do we stop to examine that path, to see the reasons why all things happen, to consider whether the path we take in life is our own making or simply one into which we drift with eyes closed. But what if we could stop, pause to take stock of each precious moment before it passes? Might we then see the endless forks in the road that have shaped a life? And, seeing those choices, choose another path? -Special Agent Dana Scully
Life In Darkness
a sparkle in your eyes a flutter in my heart happiness like never before thats what i feel when i see you! one smile in your face wipes away the frown on my face heart beating once alone now finds home in the arms of a special someone as i wind along the roads travelling like a man on a mission leaving behind the empty and sad faces that line up after a hard day’s work passion beating deep down inside and i pictured you waiting patiently for us to walk down the sands of time together, with love lighting our path; as my thoughts gather momentum, the urge to break down the barrier that i built around myself grows stronger and stronger! with my resolve slowly breaking down, under the spell that my heart has found itself in a confused mind smiles in the twilight dreaming of a life in the darkness!
Life Is Like A Butterfly
slowly waking up from the fantasy of a dream my hand searches in vain for the dream to be a reality dreams are like a flower only when they bloom we realize how wonderful it can be! or how horrible its going to be! i sit upon a dream patiently waiting for it to bloom nurtured it for a long time, with all things good! time, i have spent! love, i have given lots of! hope, i have infused into it! confidence, i have plenty of it! from a cocoon that i built around myself i changed into a beautiful little butterfly waiting to soar into the light of the day taking my dream along with me! perched on the flower that is now my dream, i wait for it to bloom to seal my fate - life or death!
Life Is A Crazy Place
Life is a crazy place, things come and go. People come and go. I have lived a messed up life for the last couple of years been married twice, 1st one lasted for about 1 1/2 years he got to damn jealous and I couldn't deal with that. Then my 2nd marriage the guy decided that is was ok to sleep with other women and lie to me about it when I found out about it, which really pissed me off cause I can't stand to be lied to. But you know what is funny now he told me he's "IN LOVE" with another woman but doesn't want to hurt me. WTF kind of shit is that. I wish he would just sign the divorce papers and get the shit over with. I am over all the dramma, all I want is to be happy with my life and the people in it. I want a good man who knows how to treat his woman. I am Country and I am Sassy and I will tell you what I think.
Life-n-food By Bigben...
i am doing good today it saturday well i think it is saturday anyways i may have missed aday or 2 ,haha anyways things are going good but some shit i do turns out to be poor like the way i eat n my diet if you want to call it a diet one day i am doing good on it next min i am eatting out to fastfood places and going from 331pounds to 344pounds not saying it happin all in one day just saying i cant keep my head n hands out of stuff, my drug is food and putting on pounds i am so sick of it i try n try n try so hard i need help even tho i think i can do it on my only ,if you or someone knows how food can over take your life then you know how it is if not then there is something esle in your life like,being married,kids,work,and or food that is making your life hell like food is making mine, not saying my life sucks because it doesnt just saying god damn i need help...
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Life
Life is full of twisting roads and dead end paths. Plenty of U turns too. My life has been twisting and turning, had some dead ends along the way and even some wrong directions. But for every stall arn wrong direction I've always managed to find my way to where I belong, even though I usually end up taking the long way with a U turn or 2 along the way
Life
what is life is it dreaming of that perfect guy or worryed about if u are fat skinny ulgy, what is a perfect guy and why should it matter if ur skinny or ulgy or fat. Or is it wondering everyday u wake up if u are goin to live and even ig u are goin to wake up see that is what i live with everyday of mylife with me and grams i wonder if i am goin to move have a fam get marryed have kids be happy go to school do something with my life, i put out that i am happy and not scared of nothin well truth is i am scared to death i am scared of not beain around no more i am scared of not beain with the persion that i want to be with and i am afraid that i wont live i am 22 i should not be worried about this kind of things..... But i live life to the fullest my fam is not perfect trust me its far from it me and my lil sister are not talkin and that has been killing me she is not just my sister but she was my bestfriend, i am basicly a at home care taker for my grams i have stoped my life to take c
Life Is How You Are Wrote This In Highschool And Somewhat Based It On A Final Fantacy Character Wrote This On The Date 4-29-2006
life is good, life is bad i like leblanc, she is blonde she is a thief, so she is bad why like blondes they make you mad blondes can be hot and sometimes they are not i wish i can be like leblanc she is beautiful her purple dress her tattoo on her breasts her red fan her bug intennas everything of leblanc thats why i wish my life was her life except my name would be Vampiria my name would be evil i would have everything except my hair would be black and the heart tattoo on my chest would be black to represent DARKNESS meaning: thats how i wrote it and i love black and the dark arts plus i wrote this in 2006 and i just found my book so i have to share some of my work with you all i am not hating on blondes its just how i wrote it
Life
Life is full of many things...some of you my friends know of my history .raising my niece she has lived with me and my parents since basically 3 months old,, my sister being bipolar and her husband just being an asshole..contributed to her being with us..yesterday she turned 18 and i cant believe it,,,doesnt seem possible...and i have found myself really down about that the past 2 weeks,,,for 2 reasons...first because even after all is said and done no matter how many diapers i changed how many trips i made to her doctor or dentist how much i loved and cared for here all these years ..she ISNT mine...and i know just because u birth a baby that doesnt qualify you to be parents,, when she was 9 and in the 3rd grade she developed juvenille diabeties,,,we liked to have lost her she was very sick,,,and thru the past 9 years we have been very fortunate ..there has only been one incident where we had to take her to the ER she had a virus,,,but this morning i got a cal
Life N Heart N Soul
>>>> putting your heart and soul into someone you would die for take care of and promise the world too just to see them walk away out your life like it isnt shit and /or the shit that you said and promised to eachother that you will be together for ever nomatter how good /bad and/or sad life gets us, watching them marry someone else,knowing that the one you loved and cared about is gone n walked away but you somehow feel they same way you did months/and or a years later the same way, is that crazy is that sad? still putting your heart n soul in them nomatter what ,is that crazy or wrong ? willing to take care of them or dieing for them doing nomatter what for them to make them happy with you, yes its life i know is it wrong to still love them and wanting to be with them still ?even after so long you still put there heart n soul in to them...
Life
Now that I'm in Ohio, I've had to make some choices that have made an impact on me. I don't make as much money working at the pizza shop, but I don't have other peoples lives in my hand(just there food). To me that's enough to make it worth getting less pay. I'm still having a hard time not having a woman in my life. I know there is a lesson here, but it doesn't make the nights any shorter. Living with a bro. is well, ya I'm not cuddling with him. he he he..... I sit in my room and wonder if this was the wright choice, Yes.... I made it and, I can live with it.
Life
Why is it when you want to have the best for u it never works out? I am usually a happy guy who lives life to the best he can makes his friends and family happy. I may act all happy and all but deep down I am being torn apart. I try to be happy I try to keep a smile on my face but it just never works out. Every time I think some good happening in my life there always something that bring it down. Is this what life suppose to be or is it like the fairy tale with the happily ever after? Will there be a true happy moment in my life or will it always be a cover up? When I am around my kids I am the happiest man alive but when their not around me I just go into a bad state of mind. I wish I can be happy always but with out my kids I don't think I can. Will I ever find that happy place where I will be forever? Or will I be up and down for the rest of my life. I am getting tired of playing happy. I don't know if I can do it anymore. I don't know if I got the strength to fight it.
Life Sucking
i would like to know why , hey i love yall but yall are all shakking or in fu bar relationships or watfucking watever. fuck that. tease another.. disregard my invietes. im stupid.
Life Changes
Life changes every moment, every minute. Life changes with a blink of an eye and a little thought. Life changes with choices made and sacrifices given. Life changes with an opening of your heart and your mind. Life changes when people pass through your life with more then you expect. Life just simply changes....
Life
why is it?!? cars run out of gas..... relationships run out of love.... hearts get broken.... eyes have tears fall..... time will hurt.... love will pass.... hearts will mend.... lies will always be told.... promises will always get broken.... why is it everytime something good starts something bad comes with it???? why is it everyone is saying they love me when they really mean they hate me???? why is it that i'm blind to the truth?????
Life
were all have a wish in life wishing never end! were wishing all the time wishing that hope it come! ohh yea i am, i am a deeply dreamer!! my hope is never stop love is my big reason! wish in my birthday! wish every christmas! even in a new year! even in your day comes!lol from my heart is sincerely! you and you are knows! on what i am searching for! if you don´t i´ll be write in the next line! read me! feel me on what i saying! are you readay?! yea you are! i been searching on here! i been searching somewhere(any site)! i been asking any! i am talking to you now!.. i search for my sister! i do miss her lot! i wish to see her again! i wish to hug and kiss her! i am wishing! I am hopping! I need you! I can say to you!(((HELLLPP))!
Life
My computer is still down. Not sure how soon I will get it up running. Hopefully within a week or 2. I been extremely busy lately ..and have not really been having withdrawals. I would still miss..not being on here once in a while..but I have realiazed that I don't need to be on here as much as I use to be. Lately just feel like I am sitting here..waiting for someone to say hi. Why waste my time? Anyways.. I do miss a few good friends on here. I been working more lately.. bringing in the money! Got my youngest birthday Sunday..he turns 8. Thats pretty much all thats been going on with me. Also fact..I am starting to watch tv more now..instead of being on here. LOL. I will see you all later..when My computer is up running. Right now.. I am using my friends computer. Just came on to let everyone know whats going on..and to return some of the love and comments I have gotten. hugs nikki
Life
When we are motivated by goals that have deep meaning, by dreams that need completion, by pure love that needs expressing - then we truly live life. - Greg Anderson When I hear somebody sigh, “Life is hard,” I am always tempted to ask, “Compared to what? - Sydney Harris The only thing that stands between a man and what he wants from life is often merely the will to try it and the faith to believe that it is possible. - Richard M. DeVos If you live for love you spread kindness and compassion everywhere you go. When you stop believing in your heart you are but a sterile vessel wandering in the wilderness. - Francis Hegmeyer Life can be found only in the present moment. The past is gone, the future is not yet here, and if we do not go back to ourselves in the present moment, we cannot be in touch with life. - Thich Nhat Hanh
Life
Life is too short to wake up with regrets. So love the people who treats you right. Forget about the one’s who don’t. Believe everything happens for a reason. If you get a second chance, grab it with both hands. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said life would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it.
Life In General
Life can be too clouded to see; Like in a fog just off shore. Lighthouses are those people who guide us; Lighting our way around rocks and barriers. Life brings experience. Life brings; Loves first touch Peace of mind Joy's pure light Hardships galore Life-may never know what can come flying in; From any direction the wind may blow. Life is like a sail at sea; Never know where the wind will take you next. Life – is an experience to have to the fullest; Live today – die tomorrow Who knows That's life
Lifes Pain
YA KNOW I HAVE BEEN READING ALOT OF BLOGS LATELY AND I FELT IT WAS TIME SOME OF YOU KNEW WHAT I HAVE BEEN DEALING WITH IN MY LIFE SO GRAB A CHAIR AND SIT DOWN AND HAVE A LISTEN I HAVE BEEN FIGHTING THE LAKE COUNTY JOB AND FAMILY SERVICES UNIT AND THE SOCIAL WORKER CRYSTAL WELSH SOME OF YOU MAY NOT EVEN KNOW HER BUT SHE TOOK MY DAUGHTER 3 DAYS AFTER BIRTH ON SEPT 8 2006 MY LIFE HAS BEEN NOTHING BUT 24 MONTHS OF PURE HELL MY HEART HAS BEEM BROKEN AND I HAVE GROWN DEPRESSED AS THEY HAVE NOT LET ME HAVE A CHANCE TO RAISE HER AND HAVE HER HOME WHERE SHE SHOULD BE ALSO THIS IS TOTTALU UNFAIR TO MY LIFE AS I HAVE NOT HAD THE CHANCE TO GET TO KNOW MY OWN DAUGHTER OR TAKE HER TO THE DR'S OUT TO EAT OR ANYTHING THE WELFARE DEPARTMENT IN OHIO HAS RUNINED MY LIFE AND MADE ME SUFFER THROUGH 24 MONTHS OF HELL WILL I EVER HAVE MY DAIGHTER HOME I HAVE NO IDEA THEY ACCUSE PEOPLE OF FALSE STORIES WHICH THEY ARE UNTRUE FOR THEIR OWN GAIN
Life
It is funny how we go through our whole lives searchin for some sort of dream (ie. the american dream, the dream of love, the dream of accomplishment) only to come to valleys along our way where that dream turns into an utter nitemare and all we wanna do is survive and wake up to reality ... reality what a concept ... what is reality really??? it is the things you dont see or hear but are done and said without your knowledge. When reality hits you that dream you thought was reality is shattered and it hits you like a ton of bricks your dream has become a nitemare and you cant go back to yesterday and make everything better again reality has turned on you and the truth has damaged you immensely yet how can u have love without pain ??? How would you know the sweet taste of love if you had never wrapped your lips around something bitter??? Love is a mere illusion only shattered by harsh reality in due time ... love is not emotion it is commitment ....my nitemare has been pl
Life
I don't even know why I am posting this.. it's just me ranting about how much I hate my life right now. It sucks when alls I really want is to be with this one person but right now... it can't happen. Too far apart... never enough money. I just want him to wrap his arms around me and tell me everything is going to be ok and that he will always be here for me, but in reality, is that ever going to happen??? Sometimes I really doubt it. Makes me sad to love someone so much but not to be able to be with them. I just want to turn back the clocks sometimes and just go back... I don't know where I would go back to since my life hasn't been that easy (whos life has been easy?)but I would love to just go back... change my future I guess but I worry that my life was always supposed to turn out this way. That scares me. Was I really meant to be this person? The girl who pushes people away cuz she is too scared to let me in just so they can hurt her again? I want to be the girl who smiles all t
Lifehouse ~ Storm
from my beautiful baby shannon ♥ how long have I been in this storm so overwhelmed by the ocean's shapeless form water's getting harder to tread with these waves crashing over my head if I could just see you everything will be alright if I'd see you the storminess will turn to light and I will walk on water and you will catch me if I fall and I will get lost into your eyes and everything will be alright and everything will be alright I know you didn't bring me out here to drown so why am I 10 feet under and upside down barely surviving has become my purpose cause I'm so used to living underneath the surface if I could just see you everything will be alright if I see you the storminess will turn to light and I will walk on water and you will catch me if I fall and I will get lost into your eyes and everything will be alright and I will walk on water you will catch me if I fall and I wil
Life Changes/marine Boot
Sooooooo this is the first blog i have done on here and its for a really big step in my life that is gonna change the rest of my life , for better or worse i dont know yet but only time can tell right??. Im going to the marines next month most likely. I cant wait to go but im gonna miss all my family and friends all the stuff im not gonna be able to do when i get in. Its gonna be a big life change but i think that its gonna be for the best so wish me luck!! I know its gonna be different but i will just have to adjust to that type of lifestyle....im gonna end it here and probably post another blog when i get outta boot camp. SEMPER FIDELIS.
Life's Changes
Your life is one way for a long time then all of a sudden one morning you wake up and the person you vowed to spend the rest of your life with doesn't want you anymore. So you have to readjust your life to take care of this whole new world that you know nothing about. You never had to experience it on your own and it's hard to get adjusted to. No matter what you feel like you are alone even if you are with friends and family and you wonder if you will ever find your soul mate cause the one you thought was it wanted you dead just so he could get rid of you for another woman. I know how this is cause I have been going through this for months now and I don't want to get back with my ex but i worry that I will never find anyone else to make me that happy that is as serious about it as I am. I feel that I am not good enough for anyone and that no one will ever love me for who I am just use me for what they can get and that be that. How do you adjust to being alone I mean i enjoy my freedom
Life Is Not Fair Rip Jason!
it was just yesterday since that warm night in June yet I still remember it like it was yesterday (I guess to me it always will be ) rain poured down as if it desperately needed to rid itself of all moisture as if the clouds felt that they had to ring out all the water that night that very night or else the world would come to a drastic end to me that "end" seemed to come anyway the streets were pools of water me spinning out of control for the loss of my dear friend to die in your 30's is too young, you did not experience all that life had to offer yet too old to have it spoon-fed to you you wanted to be independent a rebel you wanted to say that you had done it all 9:45 PM my phone rang "I'm sorry to tell you was the first words out of his mouth "your friend jason was killed in a motorcycle accident" the world came to a halting stop and yet the room still managed to continue to spin "you don't know what you are talking about" "you dont even know him,
Life's Epic Battle
With crystal clear alacrity, I wake to the onrush of self pity. Gathering gumption, I stand to fight. All the strength of a porcelain knight. Grasping the lance of frail truth, Fragmented dreams of distraught youth. Donning the shield of denial, A helmet with a painted smile. Bearing, proud, the breastplate of shame. I willfully mount the steed, untame. Holding high, for all to see, the crest- Of broken dreams clung to in jest. Gallantly, I charge into the joust- On hope, so easy and often doused. Braving the onslaught of sorrow, Prestigiously gaining tomorrow. Carrying home a prize that none would share. Over the battlefields of despair. To celebrate, alone, in toast and feast- (If but for today), a conquered beast.
Lifelong Journey
Lifelong Journey I walk the broken bottles on bare feet, The throbbing splinters of shin by my belt are bound, Through some stinking urban alley to a narrow street, They pierce shattered, swollen ankles with a wrenching sound. Knees carved with crushing pressure clawed at bone beneath Snapped sinews held by muscle rigor made the pieces meet And hips too huge to carry tore at large grinding joints Where blood from fleshy tears mixed with bilious leaks. What would have been vomit on a better day Gave a pungent scent to bits of bowel exposed. From gut to tortured spine broken ribs ripped their track The lurching sway shooting pain like lightning down my back. In a laboring heart, burdened rythmns searing oozing wounds squeezed Fluids through the bleary eyes in a gelatin that once was face To the chest where burning lungs in squeaking gasps wheezed Through broken nasal cartilage where humours trickled at a steady pace. Broken shards of tooth sliced through tumescent ri
Life In General
i really dont know what to say... i thought i was in love with someone and they totally broke my heart... he said he was moving with me then i found out he was "in love" with someone else. how pathetic can he be? i dont know what to do any more. oh well at least i have my kids... that is all i need any more.
Life ~ The Twists And Turns
Many months ago I met one of the most wonderful and exciting people I have ever known. Immediately we were into each other but both very cautious. Her name is Stacy. Stacy was married and has two wonderful children and was a hair stylist in Junction City, KS. The time together was wonderful but very short. I suddenly could not get in contact with her, nor was she home and I felt so frustrated not knowing what was going on. Stacy's husband left her a few years ago when she was diagnosed with breast cancer at 35 he could not deal with an "incomplete woman" as he put it. As sick as she was she decided it was best for him to have custody of their son. Things were looking good for Stacy and was in remission. Well back to not being able to find her... After a few weeks she called me and i missed the call... damn we played phone tag for a week. When I finally got in touch with her she had left Kansas and had gone home to Missouri. Her parents had come and packed her up and
Life Would Be So Wonderful
Life would be so Wonderful by Me Life would be so wonderful when you try not to look For when your heart is open and eyes are closed The one you've longed for is just in reach When your hand is in their's the mind wouldn't know Ever so slightly holding each other so very close Until your goodbye's are said and gone You wonder if you'll ever meet again Till the time is right you will wait for that day Hoping they'll wonder back into your light Praying for the same excitement from long ago Then and only then will life would be so wonderful
Life
Damn life is some shit when you wanna have time go by fast it go's slow
Lifes Sick Game
Y DOES LIFE HAVE 2 B SUCH A BITCH???? I FELL IN LOVE AND IT GOT FUCKED UP. I GOT HER BACK BUT IN THE TIME WE WERE APART LIFE WAS HELL... Y DOES LIFE HAVE 2 PLAY SUCH FUCKED UP GAMES WITH US???? WUT DO WE DO 2 DESERVE THE SHIT LIFE HANDS US???? I KNOW LIFE GOES ON AND IT HAS 4 ME I HAVE SUM HAPPINESS BACK NOW BUT HAD 2 HURT OTHERS 2 DO SO.... I WILL NOT CHANGE WUT I HAVE DONE CUZ IN MY HEART I FEEL IM RIGHT AND SO THERE I STAND I DO HOWEVER APPOLOGIZE 2 THOSE I HURT IM THE PROSSES HOWEVER I AGAIN WILL NOT GIVE UP WUT LIFE JUST GAVE BACK 2 ME AT ANY COST. TRUE FRIENDS WILL 4GIVE AND THE FAKE 1S WILL LEAVE.... THAT AGAIN IS LIFES SICK GAME!!!! I KNO THIS WONT MAKE MUCH SENCE 2 MOST THAT READ THIS HOWEVER I HOPE 4 THOSE THAT UNDERSTAND THIS MSG IT WILL HAVE SUM INCITE 4 U.
Life...just Freaking Wonderful
the weekend was ok...god i did so much it flew by.. friday i went to the local high school football game ..we lost as always but its always nice to get out and talk to everyone...saturday i went to a bridal shower for a girl at work..it was long but good...it was all the girls at work and it turned into a wine fest but was a great time..then off to the stock car races for me woohoo..i had not been in a month and it was a blast from the past..after i went to the local bar for Tequila time. well really corona time..but it was a blast also..met up with the other from work..got up the next morning to baseball with a hangover..woohoo what a wonderful morning that was! then i get the phone call that my uncle isnt doing well and i need to get to the hospital which i did..and hes not well at all..hes keeping a good outlook but im really not sure whats going on with him..anyway the big one today i go to work and figure..im going to make full circle now and end up in the dept i started in..so im
Life
People come into your life for a REASON, a SEASON or a LIFETIME. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person.. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrong doing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow
Life's Been Good
I have a mansion, forget the price Ain't never been there, they tell me it's nice I live in hotels, tear out the walls I have accountants pay for it all They say I'm crazy but I have a good time I'm just looking for clues at the scene of the crime Life's been good to me so far My Maserati does one-eighty-five I lost my license, now I don't drive I have a limo, ride in the back I lock the doors in case I'm attacked I make hit records, my fans they can't wait They write me letters, tell me I'm great So I got me an office, gold records on the wall Just leave a message, maybe I'll call Lucky I'm sane after all I've been through (Everybody say “I'm cool”......”He's cool”) I can't complain but sometimes I still do Life's been good to me so far I go to parties, sometimes until four It's hard to leave when you can't find the door It's tough to handle this fortune and fame Everybody's so different, I haven't changed They say I'm lazy but it take
Life
Seem's like no matter how hard i try in life no one see's and seem's i have no one there for me to support me. I been through hell it's seems all i really know was being in the military and being told what to do. When i was sent to 911 and Iraq i been through alot it's not like it is now where you can call family and friends and get online i have lost alot of friends when i was there seen lots bad things happen had friend that was next to me get killed and i wonder why they spared me sometimes i feel like it should have been me. I keep having nightmares from there they where getting better but i guess because i been hurting and depressed they keep getting worse i never thought i could be out in the real world now that i am I feel a little better but seem's like there is no one there to support me in what i do i miss what i do saving people and helping people but why am i the one to keep getting hurt by others. I wonder why im still here sometimes even in the coast guard i lost a really
Life Isnt Very Beautiful
so i realized today that i havent written anything here lately.....actually i havent done much of anything lately...its depressing as hell. day in and day out its the same routine. not something i'm unaccustomed to but something that i dont enjoy when the routine is left to the whim of my own boredom. well i've decided to try to change that along with a few other things in my life. first and foremost theres a 98% chance i'm going to re-enlist with military this month. which means i'm headin for MP school in september. i have annual training coming up in august which should be fun. i must say as much as i've hated the military at times and wanted to get out now that the time has come that my enlistment is ending i realize that the military actually helped me in ways i couldnt see until now. it gave me structure to my life. something to do. help when i needed it. and at this point if i do re-enlist and they want to send me back overseas well fuck it i'll go in a heartbeat.
Life
i dont understand life. why is it we can love someone so much we would do anything for them, but they dont see it. or how we can love them so much it hurts, but they dont care.why do good women get bad men, amd good men get bad women but the good men, and women seldom find each other. i guess it is a few of the things we don't know and may never know, but i was just wondering so thought i would ask thanks for looking at my blog hugs for you all
Life
everyone runs through life and never take the time to find love and when they find it they dont know what they have because they got hurt, join the crowd, who hassent?
Life's Not Fair
It's time to allow emotional wounds to heal, to let go of excuses and stop feeling sorry for yourself. It's time to get rid the victim mentality. No body ever promised us that life would be fair. Frankly it can suck at times and incredibly difficult just to make it through the day. Quit comparing your life to someone else's, and quit dwelling on what could of been, should of been, or might have been. How do you really know what is going on in that other person's life or in there thoughts. Life is difficult for everyone, and that my friends is a fact! Quit asking questions such as, "Why this?" or Why that?" or "Why me?" Don't even ask. With so many questions we have there simply are no answers to! We all live in a society that loves to make excuses, one that is heard over and over again is "It's not my fault." The truth is, if we are bitter and angry, it's because we are allowing ourselves to remain that way. We've all had bad things happen to us throughout our lives. If you look ha
Life In America
I hope with all the things going on in this country now, that alot of us americans will finally wake up from our "American Dream" and realize what has been going on. I want to urge everyone who sees this blog to watch this in its entirety, if you disagree with it i would love to hear a constructive idea on what is wrong with said proposition. but please watch it, it effects all of us. Thank you Chris
Life And Love
Life isn't always as simple as it supposed to be...but the things that break us also shape us and make us who we are. Love is that way too. I believe in love, even true love. That doesn't always always happen the first time around or even the 2nd.. Sometimes we have to meet the mistakes before we meet the one worth it. Sometimes we have to fall, even get stuck, before we find the one to pick us up. Sometimes more than pick us up we need dusting off too lol. There are the ones that expect prefection. There prefecton at that. The right one wont they will love you the flaws, fault, the cracks you got from falling and all. I think you learn who you are along the way. One day I woke up and relaized who I was. Thats a good thing to me.
Life, Inspire
Living a Great Life!!! Current mood: blessed Well ok like I ask myself "HOW?!".... I know I ’ve read alot "hows and abouts" and I kinda want write something about it. Does anyone have a direct answer to a question...."How to Live a Great Life"? Well i don’t, but, I think I do have read something that could help us achieve that. 1. Be productive/increase productivity. Sleep is not the only form of rest. Recreation is too and keep your brain busy. So if you’re not busy with work, better be busy with something else (not just lying around). Good thing I have my little books to read when hours at work is slow and chores are done. 2. Have good friends. You know what everyone says, you know who your true friends are when you are in desperate need of one. I think I already have them. Thank you for the unending suffert...lol! You know who you are. 3. Try everything. "If only..." a sound of regret. If you’re thinking of doing something you really want but are having seco
Life And Other Stuff.
An Embarrassing Encounter. The other day I had an encounter with an "ex" that proved to be most embarassing. I use the term "ex" loosely as Kyle and I had only dated briefly, going out several times over the course of a few months . When I knew Kyle, he was a sweet shy, bespecticled intellectual, with a scaggelly beard and tweed jacket. He would talk on endlessly about e.e. cummings and Kurosawa films. His cerebral approach to life was quirky but charming. Nothing serious developed out of the relationship. Calls and get togethers became less and less frequent and slowly we drifted apart without any animosity or drama. Then the other day I saw him again for the first time in almost a year. I was on my way to the laundry mat, wearing sweats, hair in a scruntch, toting a bag of dirty clothes (i.e. looking HORRIBLE) when he passed me on the street. If he hadn't stopped and said hello I would have never recognized him. He looked TOTALLY different!! Gone were the glasses and scruffy beard
Lifestyle Contract-agreement Of Power Exchange
Lifestyle contract - Agreement of Power Exchange I, , as a strong, devoted woman who has an ongoing commitment to , have the desire to express my love and dedication to the man I love and adore and thereby enter into this agreement with a free mind and a devoted heart. I give the gift of complete ownership; my heart, my body, and my soul to as a vow of this devotion. That the submission of my will is given to him knowing he is taking me into his care and guidance to grow together in love, trust and mutual respect. I regard myself as his property at all times. He accepts the keeping of my body and mind for the fulfillment and enhancement of our sexual, spiritual, emotional, and intellectual needs.will assume ownership of my other relationships, reserving rights over these relationships, however he will not interfere in them without my full prior knowledge. Furthermore, I agree there are no limits other than the ones that himself will decide upon. I regard myself as existi
Life
Live life to its fullest as you never know whats around the corner. I do and take things as they come. I own my own business selling Slumber Parties, and never knew just how fullfilling that could be to be able to help women and couples keep that romance alive. Never take relationships for granted, as everything in life takes work and if its worth it give it your all. If you would like info on what I do just let me know. Debi Love generously, Care deeply, Speak kindly....... Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass. It's about learning to dance in the rain.
Life's Wide Open Choices.
Wide open Today is wide open. It does not have to be like yesterday, or any other day. Today is opportunity. It is a canvas upon which your choices and your actions can create a valuable and unique masterpiece. Paint vividly and passionately upon that canvas. Do something good and useful, valuable, exciting, inspiring and fulfilling with the magnificent possibilities that exist right now, on this very day. Here you now are, with the knowledge, experience, resources and desire to make a difference. This is the time to act and to push your most profound purpose confidently forward. All that you have ever thought, and felt, and experienced has brought you to this point. Now is when you can make something new, great and wonderful out of it all. Today is real and today is now available for you. Bring it to life in your own special way. -- Ralph Marston
Life...
The purpose of life, then, is not the gratifying of appetites nor any selfish desires, but it is that the entity, the soul, may make the earth where the entity finds it consciousness, a better place in which to live. ~ Edgar Cayce
Life Isnt So Bad
Okay this is foreveryone who thinks that life is a drag. When you feel down cause u lost your job! >Get off ur lazy ass and find another sitting around and waiting doesnt work. When you feel like you get 3 steps ahead and and then fall back 2 steps. >Just know that next time you have to get 4 ateps ahead that way if u fall back 2 ur still 1 ahead. When you feel like people dont like you cause ur different. >Just know ur not different ur unique and their all the same. Thats all for this blog i hope people realize that yes life sucks but hey u only get 1 so make the most of it. Later Dayz, Drewzer
Life
My life is rough Day in and day out I feel like a dishrag That has all been wrung out I had heard all the stories About being an adult I didnt believe them Now i found out Life is hard That is no lie All you do is work Until the day that you die So tell your kids Not to grow up to fast Tell them this story And hope that it lasts.
"life Isn't About How To Survive The Storm, But How To Dance In The Rain."
How to Dance in the Rain A gentleman in his 80's arrived to have stitches removed from his thumb. He said he was in a hurry as he had an appointment at 9:00 am. I took his vital signs and had him take a seat, knowing it would be over an hour before someone would to able to see him. I saw him looking at his watch and decided, since I was not busy with another patient, I would evaluate his wound. On exam, it was well healed, so I talked to one of the doctors, got the needed supplies to remove his stitches and redress his wound. While taking care of his wound, I asked him if he had another doctor's appointment this morning, as he was in such a hurry. The gentleman told me no, that he needed to go to the nursing home to eat breakfast with his wife. I inquired as to her health. He told me that she had been there for a while and was a victim of Alzheimer's Disease. As we talked, I asked if she would be upset if he was a bit late. He replied that she no longer knew who he was, th
Life!
Sit back and enjoy the ride!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Life...
We all travel day to day through this crazy thing called life. We have ups and we have downs. Sometimes the ups make having the downs more bearable. Sometimes the ups are so good that when the downs come back, it's horribly painful. I think all any of us want is to be happy. I know that's all I want and I know most everyone I know that's all they want too. Occasionally you meet someone who has an instant impact on your life and your out look. Sometimes those people will walk back out again as fast as they came in. We never really know how things will go or how things will turn out. I'm having one of those weeks where I met someone truly amazing....it terrifies me, yet at the same time it makes me deliriously happy. Why can't anything in life ever be simple? I guess we wouldn't learn the lessons we need to learn if it was. I don't usually deal really well with the whole "just go with it, see what happens" outlook on life. I do try...honestly...but I guess my real problem with that is th
Life Goes On
As I sit here alone I think of you. The times we have spent laughing, Holding eachother in a lounge or from a far. You have someone & I am alone. To Delete or Not Delete? That is the question I am left with inside. You say you love me but where are you now? Not contacting me I see.... As I sit here alone & you are not. I wonder does he think of me? Can what was be real? Tired of being Alone................. Yet I realize, we make mistakes in life, Things don't always workout the way we wish them to. However life does go on! Ups & downs may come my way, I will face whatever life throws me. Alone or not, I will survive! Without deleting or ending anything. I guess in a way this could be Goodbye to you my friend. You decide what you want our friendship to be. Either we continue to talk or not!!!!!!!!!!
Life
Good morning everyone sometimes we get caught in life and let the small shit if life bother us. That happens to me sometimes. Last night was milestone in my family's life. we have a 15yr. son with Autism. C is on the lower end of the functioning level. C is basically a 253lb. 3 yr. old. C is not potty trained he will pee in the toilet but won't poop. The last 2 weeks we have really been concentrating on that. we sit him on the toilet every hour on the hour. we have tried every thing . so we have resorted to bribery. his mom promised a new dvd if he pooped in the toilet. well last i took before bath and he would go i bathed him and sat him on the toilet i told him if he pooped i would but him new portable dvd player, WELL last night i off to Wallyworld to get a new dvd player and him to pick a new dvd player... wooooooofuckinghooooo if you only knew the joy we had. so when you get on your pitty pot think these kids that can't even wipe their own asses....so let the
Life
Sometimes I wonder why I am here. You think that you really know someone and you have a bright future and then it crashes in your face. I guess you cannot judge a person unless you really truly know them, which takes time. I learned a very valuable lesson in the last week of my life and here it is: Do not be naive and think that because someone says they care and want a future with you, that it is true because it is most definitely NOT...they leave and don't come back no matter how my heart is breaking. It doesn't matter to them. It is all for him and only him. You know who I am referring to and I am officially over you and it is definitely YOUR loss because I will make some man VERY happy in the future. Sooner than you think.
Life
Ever notice how you know you messed up something and then other stuff happens that grinds it deeper in that you messed up? Like say you know you should be with this one person. Well, you move, but never lose feelings for that person. You meet someone else where you're at and it feels ok to date them. You never forget your love, just try not to think about not being with them. Then the person you're with turns out to be a pig. But you're not in the position to just up and move to be with the one you really love. UGH!! It sucks!
Life
Well you know life comes at you in strange ways.... I am a divorced mother of two and i have come to see how funny life is when it comes to ex's... As for my ex he doesn't want to be with me but he doesn't want me to be with anyone else..... He cheated on me and hope that one day i will take him back i have to say i will NEVER in my life be that stupid......... Some people just wants there cake and eat it to...and it doesn't work that way...... That is my out look on life............
Life ........
It bears happiness and sadness Still, it remains silent No one has yet learned What life is saying Sometimes like your own, sometimes like a stranger Sometimes like tears, sometimes like laughter Sometimes like a river, sometimes like thirst is how it seems It bears happiness and sadness Still, it remains silent No one has yet learned What life is saying It is the soft sound of silence This life is God's blessing No one has touched and seen it It is the fragrance of experience, it is a scented wind It bears happiness and sadness Still, it remains silent No one has yet learned What life is saying Speak with your heart, listen to your heart Choose a soul mate from the heart The world may say anything, let go of the world's thought Adorning them on your eyelashes, foster sparkling dreams It bears happiness and sadness Still, it remains silent No one has yet learned What life is saying Sometime
Life
ok well fuck this shit man, i thought i was happy, well i dont know now.. im always bitchy.. im never myself.. and im almost sick of shit.. really im about done, im about done with all this love life shit.. i know my heart is in the right spot, just with the wronge person.. but the person i turely fell for is never going to be a part of my life.. so i see myself never being happy Never getting married never having kids.. i can see it now. i told my famly that the other day, that im going to be the one out of the family to not have a family... to be alone, yeah im gonna be with people. i know that, but its not gonna be long term.. im gonna have fun... even though im not, i guess thats what we will call it.. uhh.. i just want my life to fall into place.. in the right peices.. because this is not how i thought it was gonna be.. and untill then im not sure how or what to do..
A Life's Lesson
Life is like an on going teacher that never ends. Like the people you meet who come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there,that teach you a lesson, or help you figure out who you are or who you want to become. A neighbor, your new child, a friend, a lover,or even a complete stranger, but when you lock eyes with them,you know at that very moment they will affect your life in some profound way. People will love or hate, and you will fall victim to these fates. But If someone loves you, give love back to them in whatever way you can.Not only because they love you, but in a way, they are teaching you to love and how to open your heart and soul. If someone is hurting you,betrays you, or breaks your heart, forgive them.For they helped you to learn about trust and the importance of not hurting others. It has taught you to be more cautious about whom you open your heart and arms to. Many times great things in our lives make us feel
Life
Just got on here, figured i would post a blog thing, not really sure what to put, so how about what is going on with me latley? I am working now selling stuff, and customer service over the phone, playing world of warcraft, not much else. Sorry about the pic of me, but it is the only one i have as i do not have a digital camera, nver saw the point in it. not much else to say.
Life.....
I am not upset with you, life.. I am astonished I am distressed by your innocent questions I did not think that in order to live, I would have to take care of woes... To smile, I would have to take on the debt of smiling If I were to smile, it seems that I would have to incure this debt upon my lips Today, if my eyes fill with tears, then they will fall... Who knows whom these eyes will wait for tomorrow... Who knows where I lost... The one tear I had kept hidden... Life, your sorrows have taught us new bonds... Whomever you shall meet in the sunlight, you will feel the cool shade of love..
Life Lessons From The Man Himself - Dr. Seuss
Ok.....so you know we've all read Dr. Suess books.....but ya know, did you ever really read them. As a kid I really paid no attention to the life lessons they taught...they were just silly and funny and easy to read.....but now as an adult.....I sit and think of what wonderful advice the good doctor has given to us.....I mean really think about it......Did you ever think that Horton could teach us about loyalty........... I meant what I said And I said what I meant An elephant's faithful One hundred per cent! and it's rewards......... And the people came shouting, "What's this all about?...." They looked! And they stared With their eyes popping out! "My goodness! My gracious!" they shouted . "MY WORD!" It's something brand new! IT'S AN ELEPHANT-BIRD!! and it should be, it should be
Life
My dad passed away Sept. 18, 2008... I miss him dearly..... He was struggling with cancer and he finally gave up the fight....It's really weird not having him around! gone but never forgotten! R.I.P DAD MARCH 18, 1947....SEPT 18,2008
Life's Lessons
One day a farmer's donkey fell down into a > well. The animal cried piteously for hours as > the farmer tried to figure out what to do. > > Finally, he decided the animal was old, and the > well needed to be covered up anyway; > it just wasn't worth it to retrieve the donkey. > He invited all his neighbors to come over and > help him. They all grabbed a shovel and began > to shovel dirt into the well. At first, the > donkey realized what was happening and cried > horribly. Then, to everyone's amazement he > quieted down. > > A few shovel loads later, the farmer finally > looked down the well. He was astonished at what > he saw. With each shovel of dirt that hit his > back, the donkey was doing something amazing. > He would shake it off and take a step up. > > As the farmer's neighbors continued to shovel > dirt on top of the animal, he would shake it > off and take a step up. > > Pretty soon, everyone was amazed as the donkey > stepped up over the ed
Life In General!
Okay so a week ago my boyfriend of seven years just walked out on me, he has not given me a reason or said crap to me. It is driving me crazy everything was going great. The week before we had just put in for a home loan, got a recliner for him and was making plans to move out of town. It is just really hard I am both angry and hurt, and it is really hard not knowning why he left :( On the good side I found a five bedroom house for less then what I pay in the city, my neice and her girl and daughter are moving in to be easier on the bill side! Thanks Jes without you we would have never gotten it!
Life And Relationships
If you were to talk to me only a year ago, you'd have had a conversation with someone totally out of touch with reality. I was stuck in a relationship that lasted only because nothing bad happened to end it. And only a few months ago I thought I had a good grasp on life, only to be used in yet another bad relationship. So where am I now? Rebuilding. And when I look at what I am from the floor up, I've learned a thing or two about myself that I didn't really know before. Yea, I knew I was a sweetie and was good at my job, but that wasn't enough to define who I am as a person. I am out-going, spontaneous, and can't get enough of living life to the fullest everyday....You're probably asking yourself what any of this has to do with my rebuilding, and I was getting to that...I realized that since I was such a nice guy right off the bat that I was very often preyed upon by people who were drawn only to the fact that they could get something outta me. Now I act almost like an ass to m
Life As I See It
Ahhhh....where do I start...My life is a stressful one...With the economy the way it is, I think everyone's is...Unless of course you are a liar and/or a thief...I just dont get people like that...I dont know...I just need to bitch about that...Dont take something that doesnt belong to you, whether or not they owe you something or not...just be the bigger man...oh well...enough of my bitching for now...have an awesome night guys...and of course gals.... *Frenchie*
Lifes Struggles
Some times in life the struggles I have endured have taken it's destruction straight to my heart. To the very core of my being.... To be me what is it worth? To feel loss and pain and a feeling so close to your heart that you find sadness lingers in your mind.... waiting to destroy the person you are inside. The strength I get from my life trials gives me the courage to yet live another day. But what is life without happiness and love? You can find love but is it true love? Is is a love out of despair? Is it love out of compassion? Is it love out of desperation? Is it love out of destruction? What gives love so much control over the heart? With out answers to the pain of having someone cut you out of their life with out answers .... Will it be a struggle in life to seek to find answers that have no answer? Yet the sun rises another day. Do I linger in the loss and find no comfort to my soul? Tasting the joys in life holding it in your hands to see the heart still beats?
Life
In this lifetime I want to share Love, be loved and teach love. I want to know that the people around me are secrue in knowing that I love them. I think that it shouldn't take saying "I love you" EVERYDAY it should be in our actions, our thoughts and the energies that we create in our lives. So show someone you love them today
Life
Joy is what fills the heart of they which hold within the mysteries of a friend A passion unknown unto words Within them fall the tears of all things they endure as one And from their eyes diamonds fall, So precious every one Dear within, the memories they caress with sorrow And gather them today, for what may come of tomorrow Priceless Priceless ever are these moments that we spend with those so dear Comforting now to know that they are near Yet there comes a day when they see the eagle soar And feel within their hearts A passion so much more As we stand beside them when that gleam glows in their eyes What comes of tomorrow My friend's lost paradise And though a distant barrier wells up within the heart There is a joy inside To know the joy of a dawning start Standing there beside them on that road to paradise We say farewell and weep Knowing they must also compromise And so we hold them close and whisper in their ear Please take with you these memories. Then
Life In The 1500s
This is quite interesting! LIFE IN THE 1500'S Interesting! The next time you are washing your hands and complain because the water temperature isn't just how you like it, think about how things used to be. Here are some facts about the 1500's: These are interesting... Most people got married in June because they took their yearly bath in May, and still smelled pretty good by June. However, they were starting to smell, so brides carried a bouquet of flowers to hide the body odor. Hence the custom today of carrying a bouquet when getting married. Baths consisted of a big tub filled with hot water. The man of the house had the privilege of the nice clean water, then all the other sons and men, then the women and finally the children. Last of all the babies. By then the water was so dirty you could actually lose someone in it. Hence the saying, "Don't throw the baby out with the bath water." Houses had thatched roofs-thick straw-piled high, with no wood underneath. It
Life Is Beautiful Sixx:am
Love this one You can’t quit until you try You can’t live until you die You can’t learn to tell the truth Until you learn to lie You can’t breathe until you choke You gotta laugh when you’re the joke There’s nothing like a funeral to make you feel alive Just open your eyes Just open your eyes And see that life is beautiful. Will you swear on your life, That no one will cry at my funeral? I know some things that you don’t I’ve done things that you won’t There’s nothing like a trail of blood to find your way back home I was waiting for my hearse What came next was so much worse It took a funeral to make me feel alive Just open your eyes Just open your eyes And see that life is beautiful. Will you swear on your life, That no one will cry at my funeral? Just open your eyes Just open your eyes And see that life is beautiful. Will you swear on your life, That no one will cry at my funeral?
Lifesavers
A college Professor was doing a study testing the senses of 1st graders,using a bowl of lifesavers. He gave all the children the same kind of lifesavers,one at a time,and asked them to identify them by color anf flavor. The children began to say: "Red........Cherry, "Yellow......Lemon, "Green......Lime, "Orange.....Orange." Finally,the Professor gave them all honey lifesavers. After eating them for a few moments,none of the children could identify the taste. "Well," he said,"I'll give you all a clue; it's what your mother may sometimes call your daddy." One little girl looked up in horror,spit hers out and yelled: "Oh my God.!!!!!!!!....They're Assholes.!!!!!." ENJOY.....HUGS TO YA..
Life
why is it that when you think its going to be a great day. EVERYTHING goes wrong. it all starts when you think something great is going to happen and your all stoked and then the opposite happens and its all downhill from there. whats the point in being happy when you just get letdown once again?
Life Is About This
imikimi - Customize Your World Life is about having friends like you - I love all my friends the same, I am not racist or anything like that and just love making new friends. If you aint included in the above make, dont fret, there wasnt room for you all but you all hold a special place in my heart and luv to you all xxxx
Life Is About This Part 2
And for those of you that werent included in part 1 ta da, thanks to a very good friend, I borrowed this pic so I dont feel bad about not including more of you. THANKS FOR BEING MY FRIENDS YOU ALL ROCK - some more than others, but oh well LOVE YOU ALL XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
Life Is About This Part 3
imikimi - Customize Your World HAVING FRENZ AROUND THE WORLD !!!!!!!!!
Life Changes....
I've had a lot of things on my mind lately and I haven't quite been feeling like myself. Some of you, the ones that know me well, know what all has been happening. I think some life changes are in order, some of them are going to be voluntary, some aren't. Next year is going to be all about changes, my daughter will be heading off to college (way scary concept), my oldest son will be starting high school and my youngest son will be starting kindergarten. Paying for college is going to be rough but I will find some way to do it. While I have some really wonderful friends that have gotten me through many rough spots, I'm starting to feel a bit lonely. I've been single for a fairly long time now, there have been some short-lived romances but nothing that has worked out for me. For the most part I am happy with my life, but there are a few things I'd like to change. I'm seeing a move in my future, it's going to have to be local, but it's necessary. I'm thinking about goin
Life A Funny Thing
Life its a pretty funny thing if you ask me. It can go away at any time without giving you warning. Life deals us cards and we play them sometimes carelessly other times safe. It can place a big impact on you or others that come around sometimes they may not even realize it until its too late. You can't fight life cause you will never win. You can live life to the fullest and never take it for granted and then maybe just maybe when it begins to fade on you then you will allow it to take its process without regrets. Often people don't realize how precious life can be, many think "oh i have tomorrow" but they don't realize tomorrow may never come. Love like there is no tomorrow,sing,dance be silly like it will be your last chance in life to do these things that so many take for granted. Take the chance so many fear to take and then at their wits end regret not stepping forward to take that chance that just might make you happy. Life a funny thing, can be good to you one second and at the
Life
hey wats goin on in todays society are aceonamey is gunna go to shit. theres this thing where theres drugz violents things like that. Back wen IO was in my younger years there wasnt as bad as it is now......but why the goverments shit and people cant live in like 2 years the us is gunna go bad kerfues and other retarted things.I wonder really wat life is gunna be like wen i am old and i mean olddddddd.........ahhhhhhhhhhhh. Life I wut you make it you can ither make it wat you choose
Life Is Too Short
im saying either you want me in your life...or you don't... Life is too short to wake up with regrets. So love the people who treat you right. Love the ones who don't just because you can. Believe everything happens for a reason. If you get a second chance, grab it with both hands. If it changes your life, let it. Kiss slowly. Forgive quickly. God never said life would be easy. He just promised it would be worth it. pink is awesome
Life!
Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there, to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson, or to help you figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be (possibly your roommate, neighbor, coworker, long lost friend, lover or even a complete stranger) but when you lock eyes with them, you know at that very moment that they will have a profound affect on your life. And sometimes things happen to you that may seem horrible, painful, and unfair at first, but in reflection you find that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength, willpower, or heart. Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness, and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these tests, whatever they may be, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat r
Life
U KNOW WHO U ARE, KNOW WHO YA BE, THE SAD THING IS, U AINT LIKE ME. YA GET ONLINE, AND PLAY MIND GAMES, BUT U'LL GET SHOT, LIKE JESSE JAMES. I SPEAK MY THOUGHTS, AND KEEP IT REAL, DONT PLAY ME CUZ, U KNOW THE DEAL. BUT ITS FUN TO SEE, HOW DUMB U ARE, U HAVE NO HOUSE, AND DRIVE NO CAR. ALWAYS BROKE, AND NOTHING TO OWN, CAN'T PAY YA BILLS, DONT HAVE A PHONE. U HAVE NO MEANS, CAN MAKE NO ENDS, WITH PEEPS LIKE U, I NEED NO FRIENDS. EAT SHIT AND DIE, YA LIL PUNK BITCH , ILL MAKE MY FUNDS, AND GET REAL RICH. I SAY WITH LOVE, AND IN GOOD HEALTH, DONT MESSAGE ME, GO FUCK URSELF.
Life And Death
LIFE AND DEATH, ENERGY AND PEACE, IF I STOPPED TODAY, IT WAS WORTH IT. EVEN THE TERRIBLE MISTAKES THAT I HAVE MADE, AND WOULD HAVE UNMADE IF I COULD. THE PAINS THAT HAVE BURNED ME AND SCARRED MY SOUL, IT WAS WORTH IT, FOR HAVING BEEN ALLOWED TO WALK WHERE I HAVE WALKED; WHICH WAS TO HELL ON EARTH, HEAVEN ON EARTH, BACK AGAIN, INTO, UNDER, FAR IN BETWEEN, THROUGH IT, IN IT AND ABOVE IT
Life Paints A Picture
Everyone's life is a picture, Painted by only one person, Life itself. The picture shows everything you're doing, And everything you have done. But sometimes, Life gets tired. And doesn't want to paint a picture. So, Life sends problems to stop you, If you give up, your picture is finished. If you keep going, so does your picture. So the question is: How soon do you want to see your picture? Do you want to see it now? When it could be so much more? Or later, when there's so much more than before? It's your choice, I'll keep going. xxox Steph
Life...
*sigh* I stopped going to school in 2002 because of how sick Dave had become, but then after he passed away I tried to start up again. I realized at the time that I just could not focus on my studies so I withdrew from all my classes. Well, I have decided to go back to school in January to finish my degree, afterall I have only been working on it since 1996. I am determined to not let anything stand in my way. I need to finish this so I can prove some things to myself and to make a few people proud. I register for classes on Monday and I can't wait. This week has been hectic because I am doing the KCC Box Office for their Anne of Green Gables play. *giggles* I even have made Steph and Alan help. My father-in-law did come down Sunday and put the water heater in, but then he had to come back Monday night because there was a small leak at one of the seals. It is all fixed now..YEAH!!!! If it ever leaks again I will be able to replace it on my own. I really took advant
Life.
Don't you wonder what life could have been if you did thing right the first time around? Some day I wish I could go back and change everything in my life except my baby boy. If I could go back in time adn take back the time I overdoesed I would. If I could take back me messin up and doing drugs I would. Now I have one thing in my life that I need to worry about and that is my son. He is my everything. If I would lose him I would drive myself Crazy and I would go nuts. I don't think I could bare anyone takin him from me. Do you Blame me? If I could take back the day my ol man then I would cause I would do anything to get him back this day. I would do anything just to have one day with him and have my son there to see him.
Life Can Be So Unfair-
Life, Love, Lust-Another old writing of mine Category: Romance and Relationships Life can be so unfair- Especially when it comes to matters of the heart. As people, we try to make everyone happy sometimes forsaking our own happiness. We tend to care about others more than ourselves. Love is not something to take lightly, nor is it something to take for granted, assuming that it will always be there. Love is a precious gift. There are many kinds of love. The love of a parent for their child, the love of a family member, the love of a friend. The love of a soulmate or a lover. You can love someone but not truly be in love with them. There is a difference. To love and be loved back are truly wonderful feelings when they are real and sincere. Not just mere words, but with every fiber of your being behind those words. There is also a difference between love and lust. Lust can give you a false sense of all the emotions of love, because in that moment, you are all consumed by
Life's Many Changes!
So life has taken so many changes for me. I thought my ex and I could agree on some things about him having temp custody of our son, when he draws up papers saying he gets total custody, which is not what I agreed to. He thinks he's gettin the best of me and screwing me over and I have news for him, it's not going to happen. If my car isn't fixed or it's totaled out I'm going to have to quit my job, cuz I won't have transportation. If that happens then I know for sure I won't be able to get into the Navy now. I just wish I knew what to do.
Life Is Like A Box Of Chocolates, Get Em To Hot They Just Melt!
Well I am new to this whole FUBAR thing, so I figure I will post a blog and see what happens. Hate me or love me I am who I am. I am the one who doesnt sit and wait for the bus of fate to stroll by and hope it stops, I am the one that Calls in the bomb threat to the despatch station and hijacks the bus! I am tired of waiting for good things to happen to me or come to me I am going to go out and find them. I have loved and I have lost and I have even had the shit knocked out of me. I tend to find guys who boost their egos by slapping their women around. LOL So now I have decided I dont want the pencils I want the damn sharpeners! LOL I guess if the right guy came along I would give him a shot but until then I am going for the ladies! I tend to do better their...LOL
Life Changes!!
Alot of things have changed. I had two horses stolen, which we haven't found yet, :( I moved in with my love, which is absolutely wonderful. I got a new job, barn manager/vettech, I absolutely love my new job. I'm not on here much anymore, working and searching for my stolen horses, and planning on doing some remodeling inside the house. Not ignoring my friends, though it seems like my friends are ignoring me on here. Which has me thinking of leaving fubar. I hope all is well, I'm headed to work, have a great day!!
Life And People
i'm sitting here right now, wondering about people. why people do some of the things they do. how people can come into your life for the briefest of moments yet you never forget them. wondering how it is that you can meet someone, talk to them a couple of times, yet know more about them than you know about people you've known for years. i wonder why it seems that some people only enter your life just to hurt you and what reason there is behind that, is it a sign that you need to re-evaluate where your life is headed, or is it just because they themselves need to re-evaluate their lives? i wonder how it is that some people seem to float through life as if they don't have a worry in the world when the majority of us have so many. i wonder how some people can be one person with you yet another person with other people, do they even know who the real them is? i wonder why some people will talk to you once or twice, tell you things about themselves that are close to the
The Life Of The Dark Lord Part 1
he sits in his favorite seat in the dineing room of a restaurant.as he does every night.hopeing to see the woman who has caught his attention so many times of him eating here.and as alway the lady arrives as alway and sit in the same spot she always does haveing dinner alone as she always does.he looks at her and she looks up to see him as always and she smiles at him.but he quickly looks away.not wanting her to notice him to much.as the night passes slowly he eats his meal and then goes to leave.makeing sure the woman who has captivated him has left.he pays for his meal and walks down the sidewalk heading to the beach for a nice long walk before heading home.but when he gets to the beach he sees the woman walking along the beach.he is embaressed and ducks into the shadows of the alley near by not wanting her to see him.he watches her start to leave and keeps watching to make sure she has left before he walks out and down the beach.the whole time he is thinking to himself.you know all
Life
Life has become so unbearable that I don’t want to be here. If I had a choice in the matter, this would definitely be the end to my existence. Period. No questions asked. But since that’s not possible due to all the people that would be hurt by the situation…I guess I’m in for a long road of suffering and misery. So much has been bothering me lately…I don’t even know where to begin. I’m at my breaking point once again, but it’s my fault. I let myself get to this point. I could have talked about it but sometimes words can’t express how I feel. All the sleepless nights where I just laid in bed and cried until there were no more tears to shed, all the pointless rides I took just to get out of the area and be alone, going to my special spot and just pleading for a chance to redeem myself. How do you tell someone all of this? I’m sick and tired of things not falling into my favor. When is it my turn to shine? Answer me that. I knew my job was on the line ever since Doug decided
The Life Of The Dark Lord Part 2
the next evening the man comes into the restaurant.he walk in to take his favorite seat as always and sits there waiting for the woman he is captivated with to come in.and he looks down to see it is a five minutes past the time she comes in.he is worried and stands up and walks toward the door and he hears something that he knows nobody els can hear.he quickly runs out of the restaurant and quickly makes his way to the alley way near by where he knows the noise is comeing from.and there he sees her with 3 men surrounding her.he hears one of them say lets get her and be done with it and another says no i want more from this one.the man walks down the alley.and the lady notices him and smiles at the man who has captured her heart.the man say leave my lady alone now.the 3 men turn and say get lost and they pull their guns quickly.but before they can do a thing the man has already run behind them and knockes the guns from their hands.the 3 men shocked dumb founded.the man then flings them
Life In Rockwall
Well i moved to Rockwall about 2 months ago...from Tucson(lived there a year)...and so far its been about 90% negative and 10% positive...but i'm estimating. So far i still havent gotten to go see a movie...which was a fairly regular thing i did in Tucson. I go out to eat every now and then...but nothing is the same here. My job...well it isnt that great...i work at the same place i did before moving...sam's club...but here...its so slummy. I get stuck doing extra work every damn night because dayside people dont do their part. So far been in 2 accidents...i nearly totalled the car in the first one...because of damage underneath. No i wasnt drunk...no i didnt fall asleep at the wheel....i flew over a median on my way home from work that morning(was still dark out) doing 35,40(the legal speed limit where i was at). It did not have yellow paint on it...it did not have reflectors on it...obviously making it blend right in with the dark. The other i wont go into details about. Just ca
Life Is Like...
Life is like a roll of toilet paper..the closer you get to the end the faster it goes....
Life Sucks Sometimes
why does it seem when one good thing happens and things look like they will be ok, things start to go wrong. when one goes wrong it seems it all starts to fall apart. how do u keep ur head up? why do bad things happen to good people?
Life
Why is it when your life seems to come together it seems to fall to pieces... You figure yourself and your life out and it never works out the way you wanted it to... My life has been an up-down battle, i fought, and struggled, seemed nothing would happen my way, I would never amount to anything... I felt like i was stuck in the black cold abyss, haunted by my inner demons, who laugh and taunt... Then I had this completly beautiful and amazing woman who swept me off my feet, and stole my heart, for the first time in my life someone gets me. I still get butterflies in my tummy, she get's my morib, crazy, and sometimes sick personality, i'm excited to come home and see her, hold her in my arms... Her touch makes me melt, her kiss leaves me breathless, her intamacy leaves me speachless, her love is beautiful and strong...
Lifes Bitter Twists
It never fails to amaze me how, in this life it seems that, just when you start to get back on your feet once more and everything seems just right, something happens to pull it all away from you once again.... It would seem that through sheer coincidence, someone very very special to me has mis-read something that maybe a thousand people had, at that time the same status I had for mine, but it woud seem that because someone else in my family had the same status it was read that the two were in some way related.....I can not speak for the other person, or know whom their status was relating to but I feel it was not for me.....so I guess it can be read in many ways by different people at to what your status really means. I have a feeling that because of the feelings this very special person ahs towards me and with what has taken place in their life as of late, I can only assume that it is no more than sheer confusion that has lead to the way things are right now....
Life.......
I swear, I can't catch a break. Everything seems to go well, school was good, my son was great, I was happy, then everything fell apart. I don't know what happened, I don't know why...maybe i'm jinxed?? Then things go wrong or fights or whatever and they all come run to me, is it not already enough that I have my own miserable life to deal with. The only "happy" thing in my life is my son. He is my everything and always will be. And because of that, the fact that he is happy and 98% healthy, active and keeps me on my toes then WHY is it that I'm not happy? Why can't I find some happiness. I know that life isn't fair, I've had my deal of heartache and enough to know that life is not fair...but everyone deserves a little piece of happiness. I'm not asking for much am I? I know I know...you have to make yourself happy, find something that makes you happy....BUT it's hard to keep doing that time and time again, when it turns to shit, and/or just slips through you fingers and
Life
This year has been so unreal. Unfortantly not in so much for the better. I know what you think about you bring about and what you believe you shall receive...and I am like did I really believe my life would change so much. I believe in reaching all lifes golden opportunities and believing anything is possible. I always keep my head up and know this is all a test for what is to come...lol I know I am a real girl who is down her friends, family, or my love...and only want that in return...is that too much to ask... I know I have met some really great friends once I moved away from some old friendships.....guess that should be my focus...letting the old go and allowing the new in...for the better...Focusing on what is to come and not what was...
Life
ok so I have done the player thing and wasnt satisfied so I came to the conclusion that sex without meaning sucks even if the sex was good, cuz you still feel empty the next day. BUT everytime I think I have found that meaning I wind up getting hurt. Which really really sucks. So I dont know what is worse feeling empty and lonely or having your heartbroke repeatedly. I know I'm the kind of person that falls fast and that is why I get hurt, ( not good if your a player and yet I was really good at playin people lol) So I have decided to slow down on the hunt for meaning, but I'm not exactly going back to being a player either. I'm just kinda like whatever now. I just want to know is it only me that cant seem to be happy for more than 5 mins? I've done the long term relationship thing a few times, didnt work got my heartbroke in one way or another everytime. Being a player leaves me empty and lonely ( except during the act). So really what is it about me that I cant find that happin
Life
Where do i begin. Honestly there isnt anything truely special about me. Just the avrage jane looking to make some new friends. So I decided to make this blog to help people understanding me a little better. Im a pretty strait foward person so if at any time i step on your toes im sorry in advance. I dont believe in sugar coating things I try to be as honest as possible so caution on what you ask lol. I have one of the rare creatures in the world thats a good man lol we argue like you wouldnt believe but at the end of the day there wouldnt be another person i would want to cuddle with at night even though he is a bed hog lol. Yes im absolutely a harry potter dork. But a country girl at heart.. other than that you will just have to ask.
Life Update
ok so I know you all hate me cause I dont talk to anyone anymore. I will try to give a brief update and not leave a million things out. I have moved, still in lakewood. Working for a private owner to an apartment complex and also doing a couple side jobs for a contractor. Having Way To Much Fun doing anything and everything those that know me can imagine or already know. Another round of surrogacy is still up in the air we will see, let ya all know if anything exciting comes up with that. And I am finally getting an actually divorce not just trying to get away. Get this, he even has a girlfriend. Yup. Anywho thats that, any questions ask cause theres a million things Im not saying for one reason or another.
Life Update
well to let you all know i am healing up very well from surgery. but to my dissatisfaction my daughter is having some complications and has to see a heart specialist.. well if it comes down to it and if she needs a heart transplant and i am compadible with her i will die for my kids so yes i would kill myself for my daughter to have my heart.. so i am giving heads up if i just come up missing.... love you all.. Angel AKA @Evil_Minded@
Life Is About Having Friends, Fun And ****
imikimi - Customize Your World Please do not be offended if you are not included in the above picture - you may have a special place in my heart so there fore I dont feel the requirement to include you here. Except Barb of course, she gets everywhere cos I wuv her big time and no we aint lesbo's lmfao xxxxxx
Life
well, i saw went to the va hospital, and they gave me sum damn good drugs....i do have to go to pysical therapy, and pain management now.... for all who dont know whats wrong.... in 2006 i fractered to vertebre's and got out of army, well i decided to go guard about a year later.. and i was training to head to iraq the 4th time and slipped a disk out and reinjured my spine...so now i am in chronic pain 24/7.
Life Goes On
hey I just wanted you to know I miss the few moments we had left together! you are gone but I will not forget you! thankyou for being my friend!
Life
LIVE EACH AND EVERY DAY TO THE FULIEST LIVE IT LIKE IT IS YOUR LAST DAY ON EARTH BECAUSE IT MAY VERY WELL BE SO DONT PUT OFF WHAT YOU CAN DO TODAY FOR TOMORROW BECAUSE TOMORROW MAY NOT COME TO YOU SO ALL I AM SAYING IS DONT WASTE ONE OF GODS GREATEST GIFTES LIVE ITSLF JUST TAKE TIME OUT TO SMELL THE ROSES AND STOP AND TELL YOUR FRIENDS AND LOVED ONES THAT YOU LOVE THEM!!!
Life And Missing Him
So my life right now is kind of hectic and i don't see it slowin down or calming down anytime soon. I currently take on 12 credit hours at college, which isn't alot. But still. Tha classes i got have to much readin. Lol. But i do pretty well. I only got one more paper to write for tha rest of tha semester. Then i can relax a lil till finals. Next semester i'm takin 6 classes which is 16 credit hours. Wtf wuz i thinking is my only Q. Lol. Other then that, homelife is kinda crazy right now for obvious reasons. My boyfriend left yesterday after being here wit me for a month and a half. I miss him so much already. Any ideas on how to not? I really wish he wuz still here wit me. One day i hope to be wit him for good. We will see Wut tha future holds. All i know is that he is in my future one way or another.
Life
DEAR GOD . TAKE MY HANDS AND DO YOU WORK . IF YOU WISH ME TO TAKE A LIFE THEN I WILL DO SO. I PRAY THAT YOU SAVE THAT SOUL THAT I TAKE . I PRAY YOU SAVE MY SOUL . I PRAY FOR MY BROTHERS THAT FIGHT NEXT TO ME . I HOPE YOU KEEP THEM SAFE IN THIS DARK PLACE. GOD KEEP YOUR HAND ON THE ONES THAT HAVE THE WORST PART OF WAR . THE ONES THAT LOVE SOLDIERS ,LET THEM HAVE THE FAITH THAT WE WILL RETURN HOME SAFE. LAST I PRAY FOR THE SOLDIERS THAT HAVE LOST THERE LIVES FOR YOU AND THIS COUNTRY. TO MOST IT IS A SAD THING TO LOSE A SOLDIER BUT TO US THERE IS NO GREATER HONOR THEN TO DIE FOR OUR COUNTRY! IN YOUR NAME AMEN
Life Can Be Dangerous
Wow Ya never realize just how dangerous our own backyards are. and just how some innocent playing can turn almost deadly.... This past Sunday, my 2 boys & 2 of their friends, were playing all day together outside enjoying the warm weather...in & out of each others yards, doing things boys do. Having a good ole time. Well, an almost fatal accident happened, sending them to the hospital in ambulances,when for some reason or another, the 4 of them picked up a piece of aluminum gutter that was in the neighbors yard and lifted it into the air. When they lost control of the wobbly piece of 20-30' gutter it hit the wires that run across the back yards.... causing an electrical shock to go through their bodies and literally leave 2nd & 3rd degree electrical burns on 2 of the boys. One being my oldest son, who is 10, and his best friend, who is also 10 (SatrShines' son). The other 2 boys (one being my son, who is 7) were not actually touching the gutter upon contact, bu
Life..........
It amazes me how an electric company can leave a electrical wire that is supposed to be coated, un coded,,, But the minute my son, my best friends 2 sons and their friend get a electrical shock from it,,They fix it???,,,, Why wasn't it fixed before?? The 4 boys were playing outside on sunday,,, Some how a aluminum rain gutter come in contact with the UN COATED wire causing a lot of damage, My friends 10 year old, and my 10 year old were sent to the Childrens Hospital by ambulance, then transfered from there to A hospital that specializes in burns, Both kids suffering from 3rd degree burns,, My sons are on his hands, knees legs and feet, he will be out of school for at least a month, bot boys have to go back to the burn clinic on Friday, because both boys got an infection and they have to watch it closely,,, Why does it take almost losing our boys for the electric company to do their job????
Life....rejuvenated....pure....
when one loses something of value it is upsetting...the loss seemingly insurmountable. when referring to a love lost, the anguish is as great as when there is a death involved....indeed there is, for the heartache is real and the loss profound. who knows the grieving process...timespans by the second seem eternal. time slowly seeps by and the hurt is fresh and raw throughout... but.... when least expected....never would i have thought this possible...to live...to breathe...to see the stars and the trees and the sun's warm light nurturing all around me...myself included... ...a friendship from before...has anchored itself as a beacon...love and desire kindled, setting forth flames within the two of us...as real as the fires issuing forth from middle earth... Jeanne....merci....nous deux...devenu un....
Life Is Short
Life is short; no one really knows how long they will be here. Events in my life have change my way of thinking and living. There are a few people who know what has happened in my life. I used to live for tomorrow and not today. I used to live in fear of expressing my feelings to those who matter to me. No longer do I live this way. Life can change or end in the blink of an eye. I do not want to have the regret of knowing I could have told someone how much I care for them or how special to me they are. I don’t hold grudges. Some people in this world get enjoyment of playing games with people’s hearts and they get a kick out of it. They do not see the damage they cause, nor do they care. They do it to feed there own needs and desires not worried of who may get hurt. They through out those three words to anyone they see. Those three words used to be something special, sacred. In this day and time, to some, they have lost their meaning. I, on the other hand, only use those words when the
Life-saver Of The Month For October
Hello Ladies & Gents! Introducing your Life-Saver for the month of October....here's UnknownCowboy! UnknownCowboy Cowboy you will get Dee's, Emily's, as well as, my 11s for a day. Please help us in saying congrats to Cowboy by doing what we all do best...showing love! Thanks to everyone who took the time to place a vote (and then revoting to break the tie). Who will be the next Life-Saver of the Month? Could Be YOU!! :) Thank you for reading this blog !! Donna aka GEM
Life
im so confused right now. there are things goin on at work and im freakin out. as if times weren't as tough, my hours got cut in half. so of course i gotta find another job, but i have no clue where to start. its times like this i wish i had my own place. i've always wanted my own day care and if i had my own place, i could just have a day care in my home. it'd be the best. i wouldn't have to leave and i could take as many kids as i wanted. i gotta figure out how to make that a reality. cuz the more i think bout it the more i want it to happen. so here goes nothin. i really hope it'll happen. ttfn ~Lisa
Life
some people say life is to short. there are people like me that say life is to long. dont get me wrong i dont want to die, but as days go by i feel more and more pain both mental and physical, I really dont know if this is normal or not. there are times that i will welcome death, there are times that i fear death. with the things that are going on in my life it feels like death will never come. my kids and wife are the only things that make me get out of bed every morning. even tho my wife has moved on and left me behind i still look forward to seeing her and talking, if what we do is called talking, no matter what happens to us in the near future i will still love and care for her. i know people say that life is just the begining but there are days like today i just want the begining over. i just think every day i am here i beleave that here i am going to hear the screen door swing and i am going to see a big yellow taxi taking my wife and kids away.
Life As I Know It
Well i finished my first week at my new job..love its so far..like the people..the work..not really loving the commute but it works. In all of this i have really been learning alot about myself. Which of course is never a bad thing.. I have learned i am alot smarter then i thought i was (that is with numbers) i have never been an english major lol My old job didnt pay me for the last week i worked and none of my vacation time so i went to the union...guess its a fight between them now..problem is im going on vacation next week..have no bills paid and no money..but oh well i will spend alot of time at the beach lol.. im very nervous about leaving the kids for a week..granted they are 17 and 15 but i have never been on vacation without them. Really i have never been away from them at all since they were born and the 3 of us have been nowhere since the seperation and divorce..thats been about 4 yrs..oh well i need to let go alittle i guess. oh another front i also have been learning abo
Life Lessons
THE MOST IMPORTANT PART OF THE BODY My mother used to ask me what is the most important part of the body. Through the years I would take a guess at what I thought was the correct answer. When I was younger, I thought sound was very important to us as humans, so I said, "My ears, Mommy." She said, "No. Many people are deaf. But you keep thinking about it and I will ask you again soon." Several years passed before she asked me again. Since making my first attempt, I had contemplated the correct answer. So this time I told her, "Mommy, sight is very important to everybody, so it must be our eyes." She looked at me and told me, "You are learning fast, but the answer is not correct because there are many people who are blind." Stumped again, I continued my quest for knowledge and over the years, Mother asked me a couple more times and always her answer was, "No. But you are getting smarter every year, my child." Then one year, my grandfather died. Every
Life Of A Single Dad
Well I am a single parent. I love my daughter and she is the number one priority in my life. I don't need or want someone who wants me to drop of the hat take off with them. I won't leave my child behind. I am a responsible parent. I love spending time with a good women but I love spending time with my daughter too. I don't think I need to explain anything else about that. I also don't put my priorites above my childs. My child means more to me then a stupid night out or spending money on myself. I love being a dad, it is the most worth wild gift and adventure i could of ever expected. I also hate how parents smoke around their kids. My daughter won't experience that from me. and my child will never see me stoned or drunk. I am showing by example how a good person and a good parent should be like. I do like to drink but I see no point in getting drunk while having my child in my care.
Life....
Seems to me that nothing lasts, that even the parts of your life that beat strongest and closest to what you are, to your deepmost self, that even those parts, you better be ready to let go, because nothing lasts.
Life, Stop And Soak It In.
For those of you who live life just from day to day. Stop and smell the roses. There is more to life then what meets the eyes. The sound of laughter from a child, the feel of rain drops on your skin, the taste of fresh bread right from the oven. These are just a few things in life that are taken forgranted. Stop and appriciate the little things in life. It can make all the differance in the world.
Life
Once in a while, howevr, re are moments for whch the burden seems worth carrying: moments of transcendent joy, of inexpressible beauty, of wonder that overwhelms the mind ith awe, or in this case a moment of such piercing charm that te world seems more right than it really is and offers a glimpse of what Eden might have een before we pulled it down...
Life
If i knew i was going to leave this world today , i would say thank you God for what little i did , but would regret not doing more .
Life
today is my grandpa's 98th birthday. when i think about all he'se seen in his lifetime, i can't even begin to imagine what thats been like. he is the best. of course he isn't perfect, he needs a hearing aid cuz he can't hear that well anymore, walks with a cane, and is pretty demanding. he can't drive (thank God) so when he needs something from the store he'll call my mom cuz she's the closest. well he wants to go right that second and if we can take him right away, he gets mean. but i still love him. he is my last living grandparent and i feel so blessed to have had him in my life as long as i have. i'm pretty sure he'll live to be 100. that'd really be sumthin. oh well. just thought i'd write about that. ttfn ~Lisa
Life 4 Me As Of 11-11-08
well i just got out of the hospital today to find out i got a hiernia and might have 2 have sergiry but thats ok. in my 3rd week of college and am doing well i got an a on my midterms still single and looking 4 that someone in my life maybe soon i will find him
Life's Happiness
Life's Happiness Your beauty as I see tonight, The beauty that lies within your eyes, I am wishing I was there to hold you and your young one tonight, As I stand before you on this night, Life has made that yearning fight, You are my light at the edge of the storm, I will fight or you and the little one to be born, In my arms I wish to hold you both, In my life I wish to grow old with you both, As the future sways and the bird's they sing, Happy as the can be, True beauty is there for me to see! By: Jess L. Burris Jr.
Life
On a sunny day one might gather many a thing the sun should bring On a rainy day one might morn and dwell on the lack of light they've seen On a cloudy day one could sleep no sun or sound of dew drops weep (everyday has something to offer. look a little harder) Making a list of things to get done: When you should focus on the accomplishing task. If you most certainly have nothing better to do than these idle list of possibilities, get a hobby, cook for a friend( try the food first if your new a this challenge Read a good book, go to a park, if you run out of ideas then and only then can you make a list of things to do and where to begin. We are all small seeds in the breeze Until the wind settles and we fall to our knees All wind die but soon comes another To take us were ever life plants us. we all have something to give..everyones got something worth doing, find it seek it out when your time is up what’s your explanation... Cover your ears can you hear it?
Life
I have been through a lot in my short life. I have been trying to hard to get someone to love me and every time i do I get someone that wants to Beat me or Cheat on me. Frankly I have had it. I am tired of being cheated on.I think i am just going to worry about my children and not worry about men anymore. I spend more on paying for things that get broke and everything else that goes on when i worry about love. I am done with men. I am tired of being told lies and believing lies from a man.
Life
... LIFE!!!LIFE IS SUCH A BEAUTIFUL JOURNEY, AND I AM SO GRATEFUL TO HAVE THE OPPORTUNITY TO LIVE IT. TO ME LIFE IS A SPECIAL GIFT AND THE UNIQUE THING ABOUT IT IS THAT WE CAN DECIDE HOW WE WANT TO LIVE IT. EVEN THROUGH IT HAS NOT ALWAYS BEEN AN EASY PATH, I HAVE LEARNED TO BE VERY APPRECIATIVE FOR ALL THAT HAS BEEN GIVEN TO ME !!!!!!!!! HAVE A NICE DAY EVERYONE,LIVE LOVE AND NEVER FORGET TO SHARE A SMILE...IT COSTS NOTHING AND CAN DO MIRACLES
Life
To laugh often and much To win the respect of intelligent people and the affection of children To earn the apreciation of honest critics and endure the betrayal of false friends To apreciate bueaty To find the best in others To leave the world a bit better wiether by a healthy child or a garden patch... To know even one life has breathed easier because you have lived This is to have suceeded- Emerson
Life And All Its Cracked Up To Be!!!!!!!
Highway To Hell (1979) SINGLE: Highway To Hell/If You Want Blood (1979) Live (1992) (Young, Young, Scott) Living easy, living free Season ticket on a one-way ride Asking nothing, leave me be Taking everything in my stride Don't need reason, don't need rhyme Ain't nothing I would rather do Going down, party time My friends are gonna be there too I'm on the highway to hell No stop signs, speed limit Nobody's gonna slow me down Like a wheel, gonna spin it Nobody's gonna mess me round Hey Satan, payed my dues Playing in a rocking band Hey Momma, look at me I'm on my way to the promised land I'm on the highway to hell (Don't stop me) And I'm going down, all the way down I'm on the highway to hell AC/DCHighway To Hell Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com AC/DC rocks and this is the way I feel after a really bad two weeks of being in jail and shit. My mom is embarrassed over me because I was in jail family still don't talk to me or even ask about me because I don't do anyth
Life Preservers For Polar Bears On Sinking Arctic Ice
by Mike Chino global warming, polar bear lifevest, polar bear life preserver, environmental art, social commentary, green design, sustainable design, wildlife preservation As the climate crisis mounts and Arctic icebergs slip away, polar bears are suffering starvation, population declines, and drowning as they must swim further and further to find food. Seeking to raise awareness for the endangered species’ plight, ADDI Concepts has taken wildlife preservation literally by designing a life-vest for displaced polar bears struggling to stay afloat as their homes sink into the sea. global warming, polar bear lifevest, polar bear life preserver, environmental art, social commentary, green design, sustainable design, wildlife preservation Polar bears are facing a bleak future as Arctic icebergs continue to melt and ancient shelfs of ice collapse. The species inhabits only the Arctic Ocean and its surrounding areas, and they and can hunt consistently only from sea ice. ADDI Conc
Life
Life can seem ungrateful and not always kind. Life can pull at your heartstrings and play with your mind... Life can be blissful and happy and free... Life can put beauty in the things that you see... Life can place challenges right at your feet... Life can make good of the hardships we meet... Life can overwhelm you and make your head spin... Life can reward those determined to win... Life can be hurtful and not always fair... Life can surround you with people who care... Life clearly does offer its Up and its Downs... Life's days can bring you both smiles and frowns... Life teaches us to take the good with the bad... Life is a mixture of happy and sad... So... Take the Life that you have and give it your best... Think positive, be happy let God do the rest... Take the challenges that life has laid at your feet... Take pride and be thankful for each one you meet... To yourself give forgiveness if you stumble and fall... Take each day that is dealt you and give
Life
I am loving life right now. It is a gift and we should not take it for granted!!!!!
Life
I'm looking at the clock, the monotone tic toc: Every second is gone, and those moments will never return I pour my life down the drain, I look at myself in disdain, I know that I know nothing, I don't think I will be able to learn Some pages of my life are unmarked, So many times I embarked On a journey that lead me right back to the port I thought I could do it all, But I know that I've missed my call- Somewhere down the road of life I tripped and fell very short
Life In General
Okay, so I have NO clue as to what in the heck I'm doing on this..LOL.. WOW so usually my personal life has always been off limits, but I guess this time, I'm going to make an exception..lol..Why is it that society dictates how we live our lives? I really don't understand that being I was raised to believe that YOUR life is YOURS to live and not anyone else.I truly believed that up until just recently. I was shown different. It was a true awakening for me as I defy that belief and continue to live for ME and only to be called selfish. Whatever happened to true happiness? True self worth? Morals? Honesty? Where did that go? I don't think I can wrap my brain around how internet can satisfy all of these. Trust me on this, I have tried that. It was a temporary fix. A short term comfort. I guess I'm just old fashioned as to the ways I view life in general. Don't get me wrong, I am open minded to a point, but seriously am I the only one that thinks this?
Life Is About.....
1.) Take a 10-30 minute walk every day. And while you walk, smile. It is the best antidepressant. 2.) Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day. 3.) Buy a Tivo (DVR), tape your late night shows & get more sleep. 4.) When you wake up in the morning complete the following statement, ’My purpose is to________ today. 5.) Live with the 3 E’s -- Energy, Enthusiasm, and Empathy. 6.) Watch more movies, play more games & read more books than you did last year. 7.) Always pray. Always. 8.) Spend more time with people over the age of 70 & under the age of Six. 9.) Dream more while you are awake. 10.) Eat more foods that grow on trees & plants & eat less foods that are manufactured in plants. 11.) Drink green tea & plenty of water. Eat blueberries, wild Alaskan salm on, broccoli, almonds & walnuts. 12.) Try to make at least 3 people smile every day. 13.) Clear your clutter from your house, your car, your desk & let new & flowing energy into your life.
Life
Life is stated to be simply living. Mabey this is all we get, just one life. The complexity of the universe makes this seem trivial. A useless ten seconds compared to the millions of years the earth has been in existances. How can we live out the day by day simple walk of life with this in mind? Why couldn't we push the envelope a little: do something wild and crazy: something unpredictable? Why not? I sit here in my rough, plastic chair, alone, boared out of my mind as i com to this comclusion. I felt like doing nothing today. Im sorry i didn't do something fun. I'm sorry i decided to be average. I hope no one follows this example. Mabey from now on we should pledge to be different, odd, and spontaneous. Message me if you agree.
Life In General
Why does it hurt so much to care about someone? Why do we always seem drawn to the things that we can not have? Why does it seem we want something more,even if we don't need it, just because we are told we can not have it? Why do we sit and waste our time crying when no one cares? Why does life seem to end when we lose someone in our lives? Why can some people say what is on there minds, when others can only listen? Why does anyone get depressed enought to even think of these questions? Have you told someone today that you care about them? Do you know if anyone that you care about cried themselves to sleep last night? Do not take love for granted. Even if you can not give it fully, enjoy when someone gives it freely to you.
Life Backwards ....... Yeah !!
Life would be much better lived backwards. You'd start out dead and get it out of the way. Then, wake up in an old peoples' home feeling better every day. You get kicked out for being too healthy; go collect your pension, then when you start work, you get a gold watch on your first day. You work 40 years until you're young enough to enjoy your retirement. At retirement - 18 years of age - you drive the sportscar you can actually enjoy! You eat what you want, you party... and you get ready to start school. You go to primary school, you become a kid, you play, you have no responsibilities, you become a baby, and then You spend your last 9 months floating peacefully in luxury, in spa-like conditions; central heating, room service on tap, larger quarters every day... And then, you finish off as an orgasm.. I rest my case.
Life.
Its not often I get a read so clear after being so out of sync. My destination is clear, the path invisible. Holding my breath for the perfect one the only one. Because my heart was never my own to possess. I certainly cast that word out carelessly these days when I know the implications to be impossible. Perfect enough, if even for a moment one chance, maybe three. I'm confident its all I really need. Can you forgive me if I stink of ash and the sea? It was a long road back to me. Can you forgive me if the first thing I say in my saturday's best is "god what I'd give to taste your neck" I'm ashamed to admit I have dreams about it pulled softly in my lips. Obviously not ashamed enough to repent. Just as I'm ashamed to want you, not need you. Perhaps some day you would want to be my life, for now I'll settle for you being my dream.
Life
life can throw u alot of stuff good and bad and i have had them both this year the best part was marrying my best friend and lover he has been there for me thru alot and now we can do it togather i love this man with all my heart and nothing will ever make me lose him i sometimes wish i hadnt waited so long and that we had met before we married our 1st time but i have him now and i wont lose him
Life Is Short. Share Your Roses
It is starting to occur to me just how much we all take life for granted. I have heard so many people say cherish it because you never know when it will be gone. While some people let those words pass them by I always considered myself to be someone who REALLY does stop and smell the roses. It wasn't until 6 days ago that I realized that while i might be stopping, smelling, and admiring...it was just for me. Taking the time to pause and notice was helping ME enjoy MY life. I'm not saying that this is a bad thing. I am simply realizing that while I may have taken time to stop and give thanks for the little things, I didn't take the time to share the experience with anyone else. My husband walked out on us a long time ago. In truth we needed to be away from each other. Our words and actions were becoming very destructive to each others hearts and feelings .He was verbally, physically, and emotionally abusive and it was time to move on. He left and I became a wounded lamb. I didn't leave
Life
NINE WORDS WOMEN USE (1) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. (2) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. (3) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. (4) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! (5) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to 3 for the meaning of nothing.) (6) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding
Life Didn't End
Nov 21, 2008 (Chorus) I never thought that I could love anyone, the way that still I love you I never believed that anyone could hold my heart the way that you used to You were always the one that I had dreamed of for all time, no one but you No, no one but you has ever filled my life the same way that you did (Verse 1) Now I know that the love I feel for you, It may never go away, it may never fade away But there will be others, others that can fill it like you used to They may not be as precious and they may fade away But life didn’t end for me, when you went away (Repeat Chorus) (Verse 2) Now we have drifted apart and I wish it wasn’t so My love will never fade, it will never go away It doesn’t matter what you say or do I’m sorry for all the times in our life that it wasn’t quite right I loved you though the tough times that seem so far away I wish I could change the way and make it all right (Repeat Chorus) (Verse 3) And in the end when our path

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