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What are you waiting for?
Just something that is begging to be let out. Kinda like a melody you cannot seem to get out of your head. I spent the first 17 yrs of my life dying to be an adult , now what i wouldn't give to see things from a child's perspective again. Growing up we are told to follow our hearts and love freely and unconditionally. Love is always returned. NO it's not.
When and how do you decide that enough is enough. How long do you love someone, without knowing how the feel. This listening to my heart stuff is starting to seem like a horrible idea. At least listening to my head keeps the tears away.
But how do you walk away from the person who makes your soul do backflips? The person who you can't seem to go one day without having some sort of contact with? The person you would rather spend the rest of your life fighting with , then be without them? Love is not supposed to hurt? Yet another LIE. Anything worth doing is worth doing right.
But what about that little voice in the back of your head? The one that keeps reminding you that this is a uncertain road you are on. The one that tells you over and over that you don't know what the other person feels. The voice that tells you to pull away before you get hurt.The one that has to remind you to breathe when you get so caught up in the thought of him loving you.
I want and deserved to be loved. But don't i deserve the chance to decide who is right for me? Sorry just needed to vent!!!!
