Ronna Amberly's blog: "Deeper Then That..."

I have been doin' alot of soul~searchn n say tha last week or so...Y JUST tha last week? I saw my best friend again. R lives "seperately" don't HARDLY EVA end up on same x frame. We've been friends for bout a yr an a 1/2 an oooh oooh ORIGINALLY we met on HERE...TY VERY MUCH!!!lol WHOA, i know rt??!! Anyways, there's prolly nothin' that i wouldnt do for him. I've seen his "sub~standard" choice of chicks an I can honestly say that's there's only been 1 x that i've felt any sort of jealousy..He knows tha nite...he told me what street tha bitch lived on lol but I say "sub~standard" w/ a clear an open heart. He is waaaay 2 fuckn good 4 any of tha chicks that he's been w/...they come an go...they treat him like shit an only seem 2 take him 4 what they can get outta him...typical chick rt? yep n MOST cases...Tha situation he's n now is prolly pure torture...I can say this cause i've been there dun that.plus he tells me every chance he gets...There's a few yrs diff between us an I can say that even tho he's a guy I can c myself n him when I was his age...stooopid choices...wantn sooo bad to make tha shit work...gettn back n2 shit waaay 2 quick ONLY b/c u want that "creature comfort" of knowin u mean sumthin' 2 sum1 else if even 4 a short x..I understand what he's goin thru...which is kinda weird but oh well....I could EASILY take him outta his situation but he doesnt like 2 ? any1 4 help...typical guy DEFINITELY lol but I got 2 thinkn removin him from THAT situation an puttn him n2 sumthin' on my side...I care waaaay 2 much bout him 2 do that....I love him don't get me wrong...I'd love 2 b in2 sumthing more w/ him but r friendship is soooo goood that it actually scares me 2 think bout gettn n2 sumthing w/ him...we get along waaay 2 good...we can talk 4 hrs on end...doesn't matter what it is we talk it...i've been on tha outside lookn n an yea naturally im on tha nside sum 2...so i guess it's a good thing that i c both sides of what he's dealn w/....I mean..I'd love 4 him 2 accept my offer but I dont know if it'd truly help him or not...He has his own methods of doin' an dealn w/ shit an we got sum things lined up...so i guess i'll continue 2 be his best friend...his support when he needs it an anythin' else all he has 2 do is think it...an it's most likely dun!!! OH an if U should happen 2 read this...Ya know I don't lie EVA where ur concernd an u SHOULD also KNOW that I'm ALWAYS rt lol AS ALWAYS,, no matter what x of day or nite or time between I'm here 4 u REGARDLESS of anythin' else...LOVE YA ~Kisses~ PS...Sumthin REALLY REALLY good is gonna happen on March 20th...idk give ya SUMthin 2 look 4ward 2!!!