ok fisrt off please dont rag on me about speling and crap with that out of the way I want to say that I feel its not fair that loved ones are stricken with illnesses and ailments like cancer having lost a brother and now loosing a father inlaw to cancer sucks ok while drug dealers murderers and rapists sit in jail healthy as a mule while our loved ones die around us I know I am not the only one to loose a loved one to cancer or another ailment car accident whatever and as far s a job carrer whatever you call it I work fora major retail chain which i will eave the name out of it cuzz I dont want to loose my job but I wil lsay this it seems in my store that the more you are a idiot or screw up the better you make out and are treated I have been there for almost 3years I finally am in a postion I am mstly happy with however my hours still suck and I would like to get a promotion to a higher pay postion but I dont screw up enough or kiss enough as* to get anywhere and another thing that I wonder if ther is a God and if there is why does he hate us well my family I should say and me on that note I m going to end this sorry for rambling and lack of punctuation but I feel that I just needed to share my thoughts and that was the best wy to do so