I haven't been on much in the last week. I'm bored of the site ... had too much of it in a huge dose over the last three months.
I also have other things on my mind. I seen the consultant on Wednesday about my foot .... i'm not fucking happy! They don't want to perform surgery yet as the CT scan showed "slight healing" ....
Me: yeah I get that, but what are you going to do about the part of the bone that is sticking out????
Him: ... Well, we hope that will eventually be coverd by scar tissue
Me: .... really??
Him: ....Well, yes, it isn't giving you any pain, so we think this is the most appropriate course of action.
Me: How do you know it isn't giving me any pain, you haven't even asked me???
Him: Well you didn't wince when I pressed it.
Me: And??? That doesn't prove it isn't giving me pain.
Him: Well, we think it would be doing you a diservice to operate at present. So we want to wait another 4 weeks.
Me: You are joking??? Do you realise how miserable my life is at the moment??? I've already spent the last 15 weeks off work because your department doesn't seem to know its arse from its elbow. Now you are asking me to come back in 4 weeks for ANOTHER x-ray.
Him: Yes, we are very sorry for the time it has ...... blah de blah de blah!
Me: So I can't go back to work???
Him: No, not yet.
Me: .... *speechless*
This was the gist of the conversation, much more to it. I don't know how I refrained from telling him he was a fucking jackass. This is the same hospital that I do my training at so I already knew beforehand he was a fucking jackass.
And i've given up smoking now. So i'm even more demented than normal.