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Sadness And Loss
I just found out tonight that one of my best friends from the Air Force was killed in a car accident in Oregon last week. So please forgive me and understand that I may not be in the best sorts for a while. Rest in Peace Elena... I will miss your friendship!!!!

Sadness
my my christmas is comeing and im not going to be here all next week because jeff (my bro) and i are going to our dads and tyanna (my gf) will be gone too, to her dads to. so this is sadness for me to leave u all (my friends) so see u all on januarary 1st 2007. bye

Sadness...
bc i didnt know where else 2 spill my feelings... i thought id just write them here... my homegirl called me 2 day tellin me she just miscarried... im so saddened by this... this is my best friend and her and her husband have been trying so hard... they were so excited when they found out they were pregnant... and so was i to become and auntie... but now... on Christmas eve... my heart is fill wit such sarrow for them... i know God works n mysterous ways... but i still cant help 2 b so sad about this... i know He has a plan for them and maybe right now wasnt thier time... but still couldnt it have waited until after Christmas??? just my thoughts... and my weeping heart... thanks for readin this if u did...

Sadness
For months Ive tried to get passed all your lies Its been so hard for me to cover up my cries I try to cover my feelings so I don't let it show How hard its been for me to try to let you go On days when you visit things are not the same I act like it doesn't bother me that everything has changed I put on a fake smile and make it my disguise I walk to the other room so you don't see me cry And on days when you call I may act like I don't care When in reality I still want you there I may lie and tell you I'll find someone knew But every man I come across never compares to you Though it might sound silly I still have hope for us I believe well get back together when we rebuild our trust but until then I have pictures and memories in my head I will never break a promise about anything Ive said I promised I would love you until god takes me off this earth You promised you always love me and never leave me hurt you broke your promise but I will not do the same My h

Sadness
Well here it goes, my whole life i been around all those i care about. Even some i dont! Well dont you get tired of being around the ones u love and them being taken from ya. I know this is the way the cookie crumbles. or the way lifes cycle works. I just dont know why , I mean i am sure if we all knew why it wouldnt be fair or whatever. I lived with an abusive dad , he hit me, and hurt me, it wasnt a good life to live, hell he even took a gun to me and told me i wasnt suppose to be here, he wanted a boy. well anyways this point i am tryin to make will soon come i think, I still have him in my life, hes my dad and all, but why the ones we are so close to, Like I loved my grandparents to death, and lost them. I just wish i knew why people werent punished enough for what they do to others, and why the good ones suffer. i guess thats it, all in all i am just alittle down, cuz my cusin lost her grandma today :( , so just tryin to focus on things.

Sad News
SAD NEWS >> >>>Please join me in remembering a great icon of the entertainment >>>community. >> The Pillsbury Doughboy died yesterday of yeast infection and trauma >> complications from repeated pokes in the belly. He was 71. >> >>> >> >>>Doughboy was buried in a lightly greased coffin. Dozens of celebrities >> turned out to pay their respects, including Mrs. Butterworth, Hungry >> Jack, >> the California Raisins, Betty Crocker, the Hostess Twinkies, and Captain >> Crunch. The grave site was piled high with flours. >> >>> >> >>>Aunt Jemima delivered the eulogy and lovingly described Doughboy as a man >> who never knew how much he was kneaded. Doughboy rose quickly in show >> business, but his later life was filled with turnovers. He was not >> considered a very smart cookie, wasting much of his dough on half-baked >> schemes. Despite being a little flaky at times he still was a crusty old >> man >> and was considered a positive roll model f

Sad News From The Ga Aquarium
I have been to the GA aquarium many times as I had an annual pass. It's always sad when something is lost that was originally saved. And for those of you that know the story of Ralph and Norton, you know that they were both saved from the sushi block and put in the GA Aquarium. Well, at least he had a nice 2 years at the end. Here is the email received from GA Aquarium Dear Friends, I am very saddened to announce that Ralph, one of the Georgia Aquarium’s four whale sharks, died unexpectedly Thursday evening, Jan. 11, 2007. Earlier in the day, Ralph stopped swimming, and the Aquarium’s husbandry and veterinary team moved him into an underwater stretcher in the Ocean Voyager gallery and immediately administered emergency care. Recently, Ralph’s behavior caused concern among the Aquarium’s team due to his unusual behavior, including loss of appetite and abnormal swimming patterns. During the last few weeks, the Aquarium’s team performed regular medical exams to monitor Ralph’s

Sad Nfl News
Ok...Im a die-hard Packer fan! Born and raised in Wisconsin..But.... I thought this was fuckin funny! Enjoy :) The NFL announced today that for financial reasons they had to eliminate one team from the league. So they've decided to combine the Green Bay Packers and the Tampa Bay Buccaneers and form one team, causing many layoffs but saving millions of dollars in costs. They will be known as the..........TAMPACKS. Unfortunately, they're only good for one period and have no second string...

Sad News For The Nfl....
The NFL announced today that for financial reasons they had to eliminate one team from the league. So they've decided to combine the Green Bay Packers and the Tampa Bay Buccaneers and form one team, causing many layoffs but saving millions of dollars in costs. They will be known as the..........TAMPACKS. Unfortunately, they're only good for one period and have no second string...

Sad News
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: SUPPORT TROOPS,(SSG SORENSON,(DIESEL)JUSTIN) Date: Feb 3, 2007 5:36 PM Subject: sad news Please join me in remembering a great icon of the entertainment community. The Pillsbury Doughboy died yesterday of a yeast infection and trauma complications from repeated pokes in the belly. He was 71. Doughboy was buried in a lightly greased coffin. Dozens of celebrities turned out to pay their respects, including Mrs. Butterworth, HungryJack, the California Raisins, Betty Crocker, the Hostess Twinkies, and Captain Crunch. The grave site was piled high with flours. Aunt Jemima delivered the eulogy and lovingly described Doughboy as a man who never knew how much he was kneaded. Doughboy rose quickly in show business, but his later life was filled with turnovers. He was not considered a very sm art cookie, wasting much of his dough on half-baked schemes. Despite being a little flaky at times he still was a cru

The Sadness In Her Eyes
The sadness in her eyes led me to want to cry. The fact that I can’t heal it, The fact that I only make it worse kills me. I wish I could heal her mind, give her an emotional baind-aid and take away the hurt. But I can’t because if I want to take the hurt away I have to take away her ability to feel. Her ability to love her ability to live. Nothing can be done about her sadness except be there and not ignore her all that can be done is help her to feel live and love again and forever.

Sadness
If I say anything odd in the next few days just laugh, ignore or otherwise berate me for being a jackass. Its my coping mechanism when I am down emotionally. I am my own worst enemy but I really am aware of living the Cosmic Joke and its getting old. I assure you that my bitterness is not intented towards any of you and hopefully the things I will say will enlighten you and humor you. My closest friends have always said I am funnier when I am ticked off or sad...go figure...

Sad News
Please join me in remembering a great icon of the entertainment community. The Pillsbury Doughboy died yesterday of a yeast infection and trauma complications from repeated pokes in the belly. He was 71. Doughboy was buried in a lightly greased coffin. Dozens of celebrities turned out to pay their respects including Mrs. Butterworth, Hungry Jack, Aunt jemima, Hostess Twinkies, and Captain Crunch. The grave site was piled high with flours. Aunt Jemima delivered the eulogy and lovingly described Doughboy as a man who never knew how much he was kneaded. Doughboy rose quickly in show business, but his later life was filled with turnovers. He was not considered a very smart cookie, wasting much of his dough on half-baked schemes. Despite being a little flaky at times he still was a crusty old man and was considered a positive roll model for millions Doughboy is survived by his wife Play Dough, two children, John Dough and Jane Dough, plus they had one in the oven. He is also survived by his

Sad News
tonight as i took a shower i started to bleed. i called the er and they said to come into the clinic in the am and they will do tests but wish large amounts of bright red bleeding at 9 weeks nothing much can be done if its meant that the baby will die AGAIN they cant stop it. i dont understand this is the 3rd time this has happened to me. WHY???? i keep asking myself why is this happening to me i know god doesnt really hate me but DAMN what the fuck??? you probably wont be seeing much of me on here for a while cuz i will probably sleep this away for a while but i will let you know what happens...next time if there is a next time i get pregnant i will follow the rule and keep it to myself till after the first tri-mester that way i dont have to go thru telling everyone this AGAIN

Sadness
To live in a life where you always feel sadness is not an easy thing to do. To have many others around you constantly say that you just need to let go of that sadness is a hard thing to hear. I'm told that alot of people live with this same sadness and that is a hard thing to believe. My heart is filled with kindness and love for everyone around me. I do all that I can to help others because it is one thing that makes me feel happy. I regret that the sadness always returns and lingers. I'm told that my life will always have this sadness and that we've done all that can be done, and I agree that I've come to a much better place in my mind. But, I want to feel the happiness that I see in others eyes. And I want to have one day go bye where I feel no tears in my eyes. I feel that it is unfair that I should live with this burden of feelings that hold the weight of many upon the shoulders of one. I am who I am but I sometimes wish that I wasn't. I hope that some of you

Sadness And Misery
Sometimes in our lives Things dont go our way The people that love you Are often hurt by you And the people that you love Often hurt you too! When times are hard And seem not to have an end Or you just feel like your being attacked Many of us will beging to question Is this sadness or misery as it seems But when you look deep down inside You'll see that not every trial has to be sadness or misery Trying to escape, hide, and run away Seeking a place of shelter and refuge While it lingers, keeping your distance Nothing will ever be solved this way You need to face your problems And maybe they will dissappear Its not like its completely gone But at least you know its no longer there Just because life brings dispair And life is actually never fair Sadness and Misery will always be in the air!

Sadness
Within this burdened breast lies a heavy saddened heart, this weight tortures rest of it you were a part. Now torn from my grasp, forever it would seem, this loneliness to never lapse so empty have I been. Once more, your embrace I need to dispel this wretched grief. From it I must be freed, with your compassion my relief. Come back and take my hand to comfort and to hold, end my devastation, if you can, and soothe my aching soul. © Andi 2007

Sadness!!
so an old friend of mine from NYC just called...apparently, tonight is the last night the roxy's going to be open. i can't BELIEVE that shit.....great memories in that place. the best of which was me falling off the stage wanting to prove i could dance like beyonce. don't ask! anyway, yeah, it's the end of an era, and a sad fucking day.

Sadness
What does sadness mean it is a over whelming feeling of be lonely. Sometimes, you can have every thing a person could want in life and out of life and still be sad. It is the empty dark hole that seem to go to the pit of your stomach, making you ache and hurt so bad that you feel sick. When death comes along sadness comes not far behind it leading you down the spiral tunnel of sadness and lonely feeling. Tears that fall join with the sadness already there making you feel cold and deeply lonely. There are so many things that can take that empty sadness away but it only last for a short time or maybe just a day. Before, you know it comes all back into your soul your inner most part of you making you tumble deeper and deeper into the darkness that awaits you. Every time you see a tad of light and gleamour of hope something comes your away and takes it all away again. Its strange how time works with the sadness and death. Maybe tomorrow the sorrow will not come and the dark

Sad News
on the 20 th of this month my son was hit by a car and now has 2 skull fracturs and a broak neck please pray for us as we go down this long road... Courtesy of SparkleTags.com I so believe in angels and the lord above after this week.He may have gave us all a wake up call but i am blessed that he didnt take my son away.He kept him here on earth.Please continue to pray for us as we go down this road of recovery as he heals.Ty everyone for your support and your prayers.. god bless.... Courtesy of SparkleTags.com

Sadness...
Why do i have these feelings feelings of not knowing what to do how to feel. What to feel. Do I even know the feeling of what love is supposed to feel like anymore. What do you do when your heart is broken, how do you heal? how do you numb the pain? How do you heal that hole that was filled by your true love? Will the hurt ever stop?

Sadness
Looking at this paper.....A long and lonely stare. A deep dark sacred word, WE finally chose to share. It makes no sense to me, the pain i feel inside, my feelings all along, I've always tried to hide. Proud to say she's with me, It didnt last so long, The past reered its ugly head, where did WE go wrong? Memmories that we made together, HER my SON and I, in my heart is where they'll be, til the day i die....................

Sadness In Growing Old.
Some of you know that my Grandfather (Who has been more of a father to me than my actual dad) is suffering from Altzhiemer's disease. He has good says and bad. Sadly, the good days are getting fewer each week. Lately, he has taken to cursing past friends/aquaintances saying they stole his horses, his cattle, his land, etc... Anything that was sold long ago. Well, the horses were sold only a year ago and he forgot about it that same day and has been on a tear about it ever since. He talks of buildings on the property that aren't there. Accuses Grandma of terrible things... He doesn't recognise people most of the time or if he does, he sees them as if they were children. Last year at my birthday party, when I went to leave his house he stood up shook my hand and said "Thanks for visiting, buddy. You should come by again soon." He didn't know who I was or why I was there. I couldn't (and still can't) handle seeing him that way. Today has to be the worst... He clim

Sadness
you cant see me four who i am ...sorry if i am not james bond or brad pitt nor the worlds strongest man these are my confessions man i am thrown and i dont know what to do but thats ok cause two the left to the left irreplaceable i got this ice box were my heart used too be

Sadness
Sadness reigns in her heart Happiness has finished and departs Friends who are not lie in wait Tears stream down as she takes the bait "It's just for a small time apart Don't worry we'll be together in the end" Are the messages he sends Stomach rolling loneliness comes over her again Happy face for the rest of the world Tears on a pillow as she unfolds from a curl Lies, deceit and broken promises are all she has Lies are what she presents to society Honesty means nothing to them or her anymore Darkness falls again plunging her into the void that is no more

Sadness Of My Heart
My heart is heavy and my soul is filled with sadness. I am tired of it all and no this is not a suicide note don't be so dramatic. I am always the person that carries a smile and says how wonderful everything is. Sometimes its just hard to hide how you feel and at this moment I just feel sad.

Sad News
well i just came back from the worse trip of my life i went to billings to find out that i had lost my baby so i wont be on for a while and i will only pop in and out just to check messages but i am down for a while thanks to everyone that prayed for us and i will never forget any of you...

Sadness
wondering why does it hurt so bad pain in my heart for 3 different reasons feeling like your hearts just in pain and it wont stop hurting and you cant explain it not to be able to take someone elses pain away and to see them go through it little babies innocent poeple have vindictiveness towards the mother so they take it out on the kids and the sadness you see and feel and wish you could take away and combine that with your own feelings inside and it kills a person inside to be the target of someones actions like hanging up and shutting you out when thats the one thing that was said would never be done and you just wanna reach out and kno why cant we just talk about it figure this all out because its not just about one person its about 2 poeple figuring it out and sorting because some where in the mix theres 2 precious little angels that need all sorting figured ou and not seeing someone in pain and always to love not just push the ones they love away the feeling you feel when someo

Sadness
This sadness carrying me away, Deeper into my insecurity's. My heart breaking a little more everyday, Torn into complete despair. The only joy in my life, That kept me sane, Is eating me away. This sadness so unbearable, I don't want to go another day. Why take him away, When he's needed here? Sweet sorrow from this heart of mine, Condemn me, Carry me away. Do what you wish, Take me away, Away from this sadness, That's carrying me away. Carrying me deeper into my insecurity's, My heart breaking a little more everyday, Torn into complete despare. Leaving unbearable sadness, Just sadness to remain.

Sad News.... :( Please Show Support
a very dear friend of mine, has lost his twins..He is an absolute sweetheart and I feel that he should be shown love and condolences, please rip this pic and make it ur default, to let him know that he has friends here, that support him if he needs it, much love to you yank!! Sending all my love, thoughts and prayers out to you and ur family. Hugs Photo to rip here The sweetie that didn't deserve this, hugs babes NY Yank@ CherryTAP MysticalGemini

Sad News
Just found out that my aunt passed away... She when at up to heaven at 8:00 this morning.. Its has been rough... The whole family pulled together... and tried to make the best of the worst.. But she was up there for 2 days after collposing.. May your prayers.. Please include the family members that are taking this hard.. To ease their pain.. Thanks to all that... have keeped us in their prayers.. I thank you and my family does too.. Thanks... Jeannie

Sadness :(
Ok so yea, I just moved to good old Waterville Maine. And I left everyone that I ever loved back home. And to be truthfully honest with all of you...Im terribly homesick. To all my friends back home that have CT I miss you guys, and Ill probably see you all tomorrow, but the truth of the matter is, I still have to come back here and until I get a car, I cant come down as much as I want too. Sooooo I was thinking, you guys should come up here. Anyways, my head really hurts, (YES I have been DRINKING...BEER) so I think Im going to go to bed. I love and Miss you all! And I cant wait until tomorrow! Until next time bloggers, Island Princess is out.

Sadness
I should be happy, but why i am not? I, for some reason, am sad. Somethinghappened that I was eagerly waiting for, But for some reason, I don't care. Why, I do not know. All I now want is privacy, Maybe some more fun and excitement. But I am afraid, When that happens, I would want nothin else ....

Sad News
Please join in remembering a great icon of the entertainment community. The Pillsbury Doughboy died yesterday of a yeast infection and trauma complications from repeated pokes in the belly. He was 71. Doughboy was buried in a lightly greased coffin. Dozens of celebrities turned out to pay their respects, including Mrs.Butterworth, Hungry Jack, the California Raisins, Betty Crocker, the Hostess Twinkies, and Captain Crunch. The grave site was piled high with flours. Aunt Jemima delivered the eulogy and lovingly described Doughboy as a man who never knew how much he was kneaded. Doughboy rose quickly in show business, but his later life was filled with turnovers. He was not considered a very smart cookie, wasting much of his dough on half-baked schemes. Despite being a little flaky at times he still was a crusty old man and was considered a positive "roll" model for millions. Doughboy is survived by his wife Play Dough, two children, John Dough and Jane Dough, plus they had o

Sad News...
First of all I want to say thank you to everyone who sent their thoughts and prayers when I announced that my sister was pregnant and having trouble.I am sorry I didn't get around to replying to anyone who responded to my message. My sister lost the baby around 3:00am on the 15th. We took both her and the baby to the ER. The sack and baby came out together. We still have know clue how far along she was. We did look at it before they came and took it to the lab though and we could tell where the head was and could see an arm starting to form. It was very tiny still. She was supposed to go to the OB today and for some stupid reason they cancelled her appointment and didn't even tell her until she got there. Anyway, I am taking this a lot worse than she is. It doesn't seem to be bothering her much. Me on the otherhand, I am extremely depressed. I just want to sleep, I don't want to do anything. I just want to be alone. I keep seeing that tiny once was life laying inside that sack, and its

Sad News
SAD News Please join me in remembering a great icon of the entertainment community. The Pillsbury Doughboy died yesterday of a yeast infection and trauma complications from repeated pokes in the belly. He was 71. Doughboy was buried in a lightly greased coffin. Dozens of celebrities turned out to pay their respects, including Mrs. Butterworth, Hungry Jack, the California Raisins, Betty Crocker, the Hostess Twinkies, and Captain Crunch. The grave site was piled high with flours. Aunt Jemima delivered the eulogy and lovingly described Doughboy as a man who never knew how much he was kneaded. Doughboy rose quickly in show business, but his later life was filled with turnovers. He was not considered a very smart cookie, wasting much of his dough on half-baked schemes. Despite being a little flaky at times he still was a crusty old man and was considered a positive roll model for millions. Doughboy is survived by his wife Play Dough, two children, John Dough and Jane Dough, plus t

Sad News
My grandfather passed away on Friday morning. It wasn't unexpected, but I really miss him. He was well known as a "cut-up" and could make anyone laugh. I can only hope to touch half as many lives as he did. He will be greatly missed by many people. I love you, Papaw Bob.

Sadness
I will never know what it is like to be someone's fantasy I will never be the object of envy I can't remember what it feels like to be made love to and no fucked I can't remember when my life hasn't sucked No matter what I am outside I will always be the fat girl on the in I am in so much pain and so alone I don't know where to begin I will never know the look of true desire I will never know a man who's not a liar I will never again know a day free from pain now with MS another life's stain my oldest baby lost all family and friends gone I ask every minute what I've done wrong I crave for one hour in a pretty woman's life to be so desired all of my life I will never know love like the love I have wasted only cheating and ugliness I have tasted I ache for one love filled kiss full of longing before I die but I know it won't happen so my poem ends with good-bye

Sadness
Its bad enough that I have my little girl at home missing me so much. But today (27th) I got a phone call telling me that my grandfather is back in hospital and probably wont be coming out. My parents split when I was only 11months old. So he was my dad, my best friend, my mate. I dont know how I will get through this. To any of my friends and family that bother to read this.....take care as I may not be around for a while. ZZ is out XxXxXx

Sadness
Sadness A half-peeled apple Not a metaphor Not a poem Merely there Yesterday’s evening paper Merely there Merely there A warm breast Merely there Nightfall Sadness Apart from words Apart from the heart Merely here The things of today.

Sadness
Sometimes, when I think my kids are asleep, and the world is shut out of my view, I break down both inside and out. It is hard for me to let the world see me cry the tears of my soul. Life just gets to hard and complicated sometimes, wondering if I will have a next paychack, or if i have enough food to last the week, or if I can pay that damn stack of bills, or if my kids will live long enough to enjoy this cruel world. And then I wonder if there will ever be a time that i do not hurt, that I will not feel the pain so deep in my heart

Sadness
Sadness takes over as I smile for the world, no one having a clue to what goes on in my mind, nor do they care, My thoughts and worries and fears not being considered, I smile, Would anyone even know i'm gone? would anyone even care? I have become the jester to everyones lives, not needed around till they feel sadness to which I'm called upon, I smile.. If I get it wrong I have become the next prisoner to their wrath of hate, Still no one caring about my thought, my worries, my fears. I smile. What is the purpose of my being? What did I do wrong to feel this way, Is this a curse from the gods for being who I am? And all I can do is ask why, no one having any words of reason, I sit and wait for the day to which all will end. but I smile.

Sadness ....
I tried to do a good deed yesterday, but it didn't work out. :( I found a chipmunk drowning in a barrel outside my house. I don't know how long he had been in there, but I fished him out and held him so that the water would drain out of his lungs. I guess I just didn't get to him in time, and since I don't know much about how to do CPR on an animal that small, he ended up dying in my hands. It was sad, because I like chipmunks. I tried to do what I could for him. :(

Sadness Ensues........again
I cannot believe how sad I have been lately. It's been horrible. But when I think about certain people in my life, and how they have affected me, I start to think I could be happy. But maybe it's just not meant to be. I don't know. I talked to my masked one tonight and he made me feel better. I'm scared though. He might be leaving sometime next year. And I realized how much his leaving would affect me if he did. I went to club last night and missed my dance partner fiercly. It wasn't the same without him. As I write this I realize he is all I think about most of the time. And that scares me to death because I hardly know him. And he hardly knows me. I don't know. I'm so fucking confused right now it's not even funny. Why does growing up blow? There are times (like this) when I wish I was six again and able to run to mom and dad, and they would make everything ok again. But I can't and I need to accept that fact. It's just nice to be able to talk to someone about this kind of stuff,

Sadness
I don't know what to feel Heart is dead Mind confused Don't know what to do Feel sad for many reasons Money, lust, hatred Can't handle it all Eyes crying Body dying No sound of hope Just quiet humming And distant echoes mourning

Sadness
Letter To My Beloved I'm afraid to tell you My Beloved, things have changed within my life. I am not the person I once was, I even became someone elses wife. Many years have come to pass since the day I dreamed of you, Many things have changed in me, and I suspect they have within you too. I have to tell you My Beloved, I will never be the same, for my heart has now been broken, and it will always be this way. Many souls have come and gone; through my eyes I've seen them all. Many have mistreated me, so many souls have helped me fall. So this letter I do send to you, I hope it reaches you in time, to tell you not to come for me, to tell you you're not mine. You see Beloved you must leave and never dream of me; For I am broken, torn and beaten, and our love could never be. There was a time when I could smile and dream of you to come, but those days are over now, the past can't be undone. I leave you now, My Beloved I hope some day you'll find "The One," for it is to lat

Sad News
To most of you know I don't know how long I am able to stay in springfield someone on cherrytap no names mention. I am pregnant and I don't know who the father is it can be between this guy and another guy. I know it is this guys kid cause well I have been craving as much food as I can and I know that this it has to be. Cause of the conception date. I am probly going to be moving to denver and my not have acess to internet I will not be on cherrytap. I will be around whenever you see me sincerely amanda

Sad Newz! My Grandpa Died Yesterday
well i lost anuther family member yesterday first was my grandma bonita 12 yearz ago then my bestfirend lexey march 16th 2003, my grandma mary march 15th 2006, my dad ronnie novembr 6th 2006 annd now i lost my grandpa glenn June 30th 2007. he got a staph infection and ecoli from the nursing home he was in.. it caused him brain damage..he was brain dead and died yesterday....alot has been going on in my family. death, niecez and nephewz takin from my sis and got adopted.....who knows wut else wil happen, newayz im outta here for now i will talk 2 ya all later, SabbyCat

Sadness Takes A Form In Me
My Dearest Ian, My sadness has taken a form. One of many lonely, sleepless nights wishing you was still here. April 7 we would be celebrating your second birthday. All the dreams and plans I had for you have slowly been eating my heart. I never got to say goodbye, but I got to say goodnight and I love you. Why did you leave me munchkin? I can not understand it. The pain is sometimes too much to bear. I want you back and I know with deep sadness that this will never be. I will reamin on earth till my last breath and pray that you will remeber me when I come home to be with you. I hope you know that there is not a day that go's by that I don't think of you. I think of you in wakeing and in dreams. You consume my being and my every thought. It is hard to let you go angel, but I know I must if you are ever to have peace. I hope that on your birthday that you are well in God's arms and in Nana and PawPaw's. I hope you remeber me, your mommy. I hope that you remeber your daddy as well. T

Sadness
There is a great deal of depression that has overtaken my soul, It floods deep within, into every inch that makes me whole. I wonder and worry of thought throughout the day, What is to come, to my dismay. As a flood of tears pour out of me in all my expressions, more and more comes, more and more depression. I assure myself everything is ok! But who am I fooling? Then I burst into a spirit of rage. I have questions, and there are answers. But I'm afraid and much too weak, When I try to explain, I hear I'm hearing wrong and need to be meek. But this is how I feel, there's no wrong or right, But as I battle with myself, I always lose the fight. I feel intimidated sometimes by others, But as I said "This is how I feel" The pain in me is very real. I lose control, my thought go wild, and here I am only a child. If only you knew what I thought, If only you knew what I fought. I need my thoughts held captive. Oh God, assure me I'm thinking normal and you'll help

Sadness
I’ll forgive, It doesn’t matter what you do, You know this love and all I have, Will always be here for you. I’ll forget, Anything you ask me to, If you don’t like when I bring it up, My words I’ll think them through. I’ll love, Even if you don’t want me to, Obsession, call it want you want, But this is the one promise that I’ll always keep for you, I’ll live, You know my dreams are all I see, Our life is what its for, I’m going to be the best that I can ever truly be. I’ll trust, Anything you ever say, I put you higher then these fools, And that is where you’ll stay. I’ll Forget, I’ll love, I’ll live, I’ll trust and I’ll forgive, My love will never go away, This is all I have to give.

Sadness
Well, it looks like my oldest is moving out tonight at 7pm :( This isn't easy for me so if I don't respond to your shouts or anything, please understand... It's all I can do right now, not to just break down and cry... Love & hugs to all....

Sadness
Today has been a bad day for me with John being gone yet it being so close to the time he gets home I am getting sad because it isn't coming fast enough lol I know I should be excited but I keep thinking he is leaving for 15 months soon and I get sadder WTF!?!?! lol someone tell me to shut up already

Sadness....
I lost my Grandpa at the beginning of June...now I am facing losing my best friend.... My friend, Eldrena, is in a coma. She has been since June 22...she has been sick for going on 3 yrs. and her body has just given out... Her mom, who is a real bitch, was fighting her for custody of her daughter. Eldrena was in a nuring home because she was sick all the time and needed around the clock care, plus she was on dyalisis(sp?). On the 22nd, Eldrena found out that she was awarded full custody of her 2 yr. old daughter. 2 hrs. after hearing the news, she called her nurse to tell her she wasnt feeling well. When the nurse got down to her room, she found Eldrena in cardiac arrest. She was flatlined for 18 minutes before they got her revived. She flatlined again, and when they brought her back, they hooked her to a defibulator. She was 26 at the time. While in her coma, her sisters decided that her mom should not be allowed to see her and blocked her from coming to the room. ove

Sadness
Seek Not My Heart Oh gentle winds 'neath moonlit skies, Do not you hear my heartfelt cries? Below the branches, here about, Do not you sense my fear and doubt? Side glistening rivers, sparkling streams, Do not you hear my woeful screams? Upon the meadows, touched with dew, Do not you see my hearts a'skew? Beneath the thousand twinkling stars, Do not you feel my jagged scars? Seek not my mournful heart kind breeze, For you'll not find it 'mongst these trees. It's scattered 'cross the moonlit skies, Accompanied by heartfelt sighs. It's drifting o're the gentle rain, A symbol of my silent pain. It's buried 'neath the meadow fair, Conjoined with all the sorrow there. It's lost among the stars this night, Too far to ease my quiet fright. No gentle winds, seek not my heart, For simply ... it has torn apart.

Sadness
Am I to be happy? I dwell so deep within myself that I have never seen the light of day. The past never happened, the future will never come, and the present isn't real. Depression is a part of everyday life. The birds chirp for someone else, The day warms the lives of everyone, but me. Happiness lies near, but my mind won't let my heart reach for it, and happiness never knew. I live in a prison, solitary confinement. Fear is my guard. Nothing stops happiness from reaching me, only me from it. I am sure that if I can ever grasp it that the barrier will be forever shattered. How do you break through invisible bars? What is it like to touch something you've never had? I am confined to myself, Just me and my sadness.

Sad News.
I just found out some sad news from my Great Friend: AMERICAN CHERRY about her Daughter: Raven Raven in her Bed She is in the Hospital with a real bad Urinary Track Infection (UTI). It goes all the way up into the one kidney, she has! If you would like to send get well wishes, etc. Please send them to her Mother: AMERICAN CHERRY --------------------------------------------------------- Thanks, David PS: We also have been doing a Butterfly Drive for Raven. Please read this blog for further details: http://fubar.com/blog/89855/394202

Sadness
Sometimes in life you get hit with a very hurtful jolt that makes you wonder about lots of things. You make some new friends, just to have a few jerked out from under you. That really hurts. You go through your mind, wondering what you did wrong or what you can do to make things all better. Everything you try is either ignored or spit back in your face. Or the one you love dies. Those times you just want to go off to yourself, sit, and think about it all. There are never really any good answers, just more questions. Or maybe...the one you truly love is so unreachable that all you have are the memories of the talks you have had. Or they are allready attached to someone. But yet when they call or IM you, everything is suddenly better and you smile all over again. You grasp that one thread of hope that keeps you sane. That thread that connects you to that special someone. You hope and pray that he or she remains with you. But once that thread breaks, all is lost. You turn

Sad News
Ok well my mom went to the doctor today and noone on the family knew the real reason why. We just all thought that it was a routine visit for her blood pressure because she never told any of us anything differant. Well come to find out she went for a very differant reason..Apparantly she has had a lump in her neck for almost a year and the doctor said it is either a cyst or a tumor...they wouldnt xray it for fear of the radiation...so she goes next week for a biopsy...please will u all pray for my mom that it is just a cyst and not a tumor. Me and my mom are very close and if anything happened to her i would completely lose it.

Sad News
My Dearest Pirate Mike Passed from the pain of this world on Wenesday.. the Viewing was Friday. Now I am in Omaha to see another friend thru Major surgery on her back.. So All those who Know Memaw stop by here page and leave a Nice note to help her fell Loved too.. Stay Safe All. And Thanks For the Prayers They Helped me a Lot Just Knowing You all were there with me when I did need you.. Be a Peace.... Dee

Sad News--please Read
Hello. I wanted to let my friends and fans know that I may not be around much in the next few days or even maybe weeks. My best friend that I went to school with from Kindergarden on, her parents are like my second set of parents were in a car wreck today. Dad was DOA when help arrived, mom is in the hospital in critical and Bobby, brother, was in the back and split his head open from the middle of his forehead to the back of his one ear. I spoke with one of the deputies that were at the scene and they didnt think that mom would make it either. I havent seen her or her son yet, trying to get the strength to go to the hospital with out breaking down. My friend is not doing well, nor am I. I will be with her as much as possible to try to keep her calm. If something happens to mom, I will have to help with funeral arrangements etc. As there are no other family besides my friend and her brother and my friends daughter that is only 15. I will check in once in awhile to update and see what

Sad News - Please Read
Hello. I wanted to let my friends and fans know that I may not be around much in the next few days or even maybe weeks. My best friend that I went to school with from Kindergarden on, her parents are like my second set of parents were in a car wreck today. Dad was DOA when help arrived, mom is in the hospital in critical and Bobby, brother, was in the back and split his head open from the middle of his forehead to the back of his one ear. I spoke with one of the deputies that were at the scene and they didnt think that mom would make it either. I havent seen her or her son yet, trying to get the strength to go to the hospital with out breaking down. My friend is not doing well, nor am I. I will be with her as much as possible to try to keep her calm. If something happens to mom, I will have to help with funeral arrangements etc. As there are no other family besides my friend and her brother and my friends daughter that is only 15. I will check in once in awhile to update and see what

Sadness
Standing there with a heavy heart, I stared at the grave in front of me. The surrounding air filled with sorrow. I bow my head down, Staring at the faded greens, Crying silently in my heart, Griefing with pain, as I looked down. Lying infront were the stones of men, Sacrificing their lives for what they believe, Doing what they do best, Giving in everything they have What they do is known to them We might never understand it How do we see it, Doesnt matter, As long as they see what they do is right, Following their heart as they go. Thou life has left And no longer present, But memories stays, With every other things they left behind, Keeping our hearts in one.

Sadness
Standing there with a heavy heart, I stared at the grave in front of me. The surrounding air filled with sorrow. I bow my head down, Staring at the faded greens, Crying silently in my heart, Grieving with pain, as I looked down. Lying in front were the stones of men, Sacrificing their lives for what they believe, Doing what they do best, Giving in everything they have What they do is known to them We might never understand it How do we see it, Doesn't matter, As long as they see what they do is right, Following their heart as they go. Thou life has left And no longer present, But memories stays, With everything other things they left behind, Keeping our hearts in one. (Content links to reference source by clicking anywhere)

Sadness
Infinite confusion, solitary grief. Potentially a life devine, crying for relief. Contemplating choices, complicating life. Bitterness is within me, adding to the strife. The guilt to come will make me numb, and control my every thought. How do I try to unlearn what it is that I've been taught? written by: me

Sad News
I got some bad news today. My step mother called me and asked if I had heard from my brother Kevin. I had not. So she tells me that he is getting a divorce. After 15 years of marriage! I know it happens to a lot of people. I know this. I am not naive. It is just that him and his wife who were heavy drug users in the past, made it though that and jail time for drugs, got clean and made it through not being able to have kids have now decided to get a divorce after just buying their first house just last November! I know I don't know all the details. I just worry. I have seen what drugs do to my brother and it is so ugly. I worry that even at 40 years of age, he will slip back into that life style. They seemed to have gotten their act together. She went to school and is now a nurse. He has a great job. They bought a house and bam! It seems like when you think things are perfect, they really aren't. My sister in law is a great person and I hope they can make it with

Sad News
With all the sadness and trauma going on in the world at the moment, it is worth reflecting on the death of a very important person, which almost went unnoticed last week. Larry LaPrise, the man that wrote "The Hokie Pokey" died peacefully at the age of 93. The most traumatic part for his family was getting him into the coffin. They put his left leg in. And then the trouble started. Shut up. You know it's funny. Now send it on to someone else and make them smile.

Sadness Yet Happiness
I just found out that one of my best friends will be moving not only out of state but to the other end of the country. I am very sad to know that I will need to let her go in order for her to seek her dreams, but I know that I need to be strong and support her desisions. That is very hard for me to do because I don't have very many "true" friends. I only have 2 of them. Oh well, what can I do about it right? She did promise to keep in touch with me and I guess that that is all that I can ask for right? Well I know that in order to be the "true" friend/sister that I am, I need to support her and help her along and that is what I am going to do.

Sadness
I never thought in my dreams the guy I was with say to meohthe baby is not mine. you cheated on me. Damnit! I give up now. I go sometime in October to find out how far along i am. Thsi otta be fun. I may turn out to be a single parent. I will never get rid of it even tho he may want that. Never ever!

Sad News
I have some very sad and depressing news. My man James who I've been with since August, who is in jail in Milauwkee Wisconsin. I have to wait for him to get out in two years. That's gonna suck. It's very hard especially when he violates his probabtion! I hope he learns. But I still love him and will wait for him! Then off to go moving to Wisconsin to be w/ him forever after the two years he is out! Very sad right now.

Sadness
Sometimes I ponder about what will come next Where will my life turn when it seems to stall? When is the next time I will smile again? and how will I get up, should I fall? Happiness fills me with a touch of sadness. By that I mean I know it can't last. Beauty decays, laughter subsides When will the stones be cast? Tragedy can be measured by the amount of happiness taken away Elusion is our only protection As we fall victim to its prey So when I've reached a fork in life's road and the choices are many or few. I follow the one that leads away from misfortune Thats all I can really do When life is good You have to hold it in your hand You have to close your eyes You have to breathe it in! Happiness may end While tragedy begins Today is the beginning Is tomorrow the end?

Sadness
Window panes come crashing down Amidst the tears and pain Vanishing hopes are gone and flew away Up above through twilight Shadows cast across the floor Reflections of the past Trembling thoughts of one Dwelling deep within the soul A mystical sense of reality Captured by the craze All in bewilderment Of the shock in the wave Creatures of the dimness Chattering amongst the green Everything slows in stillness What is this we see?

Sadness
I sit on the ground where you lay. I hold the grass in my hands and wish that you were still here. Is that selfish? I think about you... everyday.(Some more than others) I think about you and feel so lonely. why did you leave? you were supposed to come home. You left everything behind...including me. I know time will ease the pain. I've lost like this before and it hurt just as much. You were all I had for such a long time. I was all you had. I was your life. Your birthday is coming up and just thinking about it makes me cry. I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you

Sadnesses
hi Current mood: enthralled Category: Dreams and the Supernatural It's night time. I figured I'd post something, since that's what I do at night. I probably write about this a lot, but I really wish I could solve everyone's or atleast most people's problems. Other than semi-minimall mental and sleeping stuff, my life is pretty damn good. I wish I could somehow share that with everyone. The girl in sandy is becoming annoying. She acted like she really wanted to meet me and stuff, and then is always busy or whatever. So, it's just like whatever, I guess. There's lots of stuff that might be happening this weekend. Lots of different options I guess. Ofcourse, what I want to do, is the same thing as always, spend my weekend in bountiful. I have homework and stuff to do with school too. Even when I plann on just spending a few hrs there, I never want to leave. I just leave when I almost have to, or whatever. My ex wants to hangout, I think I'll be over at my brother's house

Sadness
I am prego. I am in between lost and found. Sometimes I wish I could never be found. Cause If I am never found I will never get hurt like I always do. Myabe people might worry about me then. And Relize that I am done becuase of the pain I been in or was put through. I dont wanna go through any more pain. I give up

Sad News On My Dad
this is to let all know my dad passed this morning at 3:33 am ..he went in his sleep with no pain and suffering .. I'm just stopping in to let all know who have helped me and thought of my family in this time ...we have already made our arrangements and services will be Tuesday evening.. thank you all again for your thoughts and prayers ...

Sadness..*poem
When the tears you cry,turn to acid that melt away your face..when the world you knew dissapears and is replaced by dead space when the words you once could scream,suddenly gos away...How and what would you say??

The Sadness We Occur Through A Loss
We really never what we have until it is gone! We really take everything for granted, like it is going to be there forever, when really we should cherish every moment that we have with someone. We should spend as much time laughing, crying, sharing with them but instead we make excuses like I had a bad day, or we get so engulfed in our work or in our own wants and indulgence for what we want. So when you read this"Just think what it would be like if what we took for granted was gone? Where would we be? Most of all thank GOD for allowing us the time to cherish his will & and those who he has brought into our lives!

Sad News
Sad news... Please join me in remembering a great icon of the entertainment community. The Pillsbury Doughboy died yesterday of a yeast infection and trauma complications from repeated pokes in the belly. He was 71. Doughboy was buried in a lightly greased coffin. Dozens of celebrities turned out to pay their respects, including Mrs. Butterworth, Hungry Jack, the California Raisins, Betty Crocker, the Hostess Twinkies, and Captain Crunch. The gravesite was piled high with flours. Aunt Jemima delivered the eulogy and lovingly described Doughboy as a man who never knew how much he was kneaded. Doughboy rose quickly in show business, but his later life was filled with turnovers. He was not considered a very smart cookie, wasting much of his dough on half-baked schemes. Despite being a little flaky at times he still was a crusty old man and was considered a positive roll model for millions. Doughboy is survived by his wi

Sadness
If my heart had tears, Could it cry? To give my eyes release, From the pain that I feel inside! If my soul was made of glass Would it break? To give my heart release, From this sorrow I can't take! written by Brittney Ramsey

Sadness So Deep
Have you ever been so sad that it feels as though your soul is aching? That deep sadness that has no beginning and no end. You can’t figure out where the tears came from or when they are going to end. The sadness grips you and forces you to face a reality in yourself that you want to hide. You know once you see what is there that you can’t go back. You flee from yourself only to find a mirror at the end of your run. There is no escape from yourself, all you can do it look and cry again. The tears just flow and then they trickle, they never really stop. They can be masked by a smile at times but they are never gone. The pain can’t be hidden, can’t be halted, and can only be embraced. Yet, when you embrace it you are forced to accept things as they are and not how you want them to be. The life you live is not that which you chose for yourself and you can’t face what you have become. How do you change what you don’t want to accept? Is there some magical potion to be found

Sadness
Feeling roses for the first time Like a child lying on sand Feeling love for the first time With the touch of your hand Tears falling on my numb face From the eyes i always adored Fake promises being repeated Until my dead heart is cured If i could rise from my grave Scream my hidden feelings Only if i could ever rewind And taste my own healing Feels good to reach the end Drowning in lake of memories Spitting tears on so called friend Compensating my fading feelings

The Sadness Of My Life
There is a time, when everything slows down And you watch yourself with agonizing calmness All your actions all your thoughts, Experienced in a split second that lasts forever When all your pain, all your joy in life, comes to you. And you realize how shallow and deep life is. The memories you once thought forgotten stab your heart with its unmerciful truth Blinded by its touch, you finally recognize who you really are. The mistakes youve made,the love gained and lost were nothing compared to the emptiness you feel that every choice made, you become more alone No family no friends. Just a creeping sadness filling the void inside of you, waiting for its moment to take you down with viral life claiming another person. In that moment time slows down, that entropy you call life no longer exists just an empty shell to be discarded.

Sadness =[
Okay...so i havent been myself lately. and anyone whom speaks to me can agree to that. well heres why. My week has started out bad when my lil guy (my newphew) whom i have raised as my own for the last 4 years since my sister passed away at birth, woke up throwing up something feirce. so i got worried and took him to the ER. We'll they ended up admitting him into the hospital and kept him there. We'll the ran all kinds of tests and this that and the other, and it was so hard for me to see my precious lil tough guy lay on that table with all kinds od tube in him, well Wed. i go to the hopsital to see him after work and i get the worst news i could ever possibly hear. Jayden has cancer. Its already in stage 4. It started in his kidneys and worked its way through to his liver and slowly moving to his lungs. Now, he is home where he can spend his remaing time surrounded by loved ones and family. We have a live in nurse for the time being to look after him while we are at work. it hits you

A Sadness?
So I'm standing in CVS this morning getting juice for the kidlets, and I feel this presence behind me. I turn around, and there's this little old lady standing there touching my hair. She smiles at me and says "Well, hello, honey." Being polite and trying to hide my initial shock at having my hair touched in the middle of a pharmacy, I say, "Hi there, how are you?" She just smiles a little wider and looks at me and says, "Oh, I'm fine...but you're not, are you?" I get this cold chill down my back and say, "Well, yeah, of course I'm fine, why wouldn't I be?" She gives me this look, like one you give to a kid that you're trying to console, and she says, "I know you're not okay...but you won't tell." I just kinda looked at her and she touched my hair again and said, "Did you do this? Did you make your hair these colors?" I said yes, and she gave me that consoling look again and said, "You have a sadness in you...a deep one...and it shows here-" and she pointed at my hair "-and he

Sad News
Please join me in remembering a great icon of the entertainment community. The Pillsbury Doughboy died yesterday of a yeast infection and trauma complications from repeated pokes in the belly. He was 71. Doughboy was buried in a lightly greased coffin. Dozens of celebrities turned out to pay their respects, including Mrs. Butterworth, Hungry Jack, the California Raisins, Betty Crocker, the Hostess Twinkies, and Captain Crunch. The grave site was piled high with flours. Aunt Jemima delivered the eulogy and lovingly described Doughboy as a man who never knew how much he was kneaded. Doughboy rose quickly in show business, but his later life was filled with turnovers. He was not considered a very smart cookie, wasting much of his dough on half-baked schemes. Despite being a little flaky at times he still was a crusty old man and was considered a positive roll model for millions. Doughboy is survived by his wife Play Dough, two children, John Dough and Jane Dough, plus they had

Sad News
well, most of you all know that i was proudly gonna be a new mommy...but unfortunately this morning i had a miscarriage and had to undergo surgery and all kinds of evil things ...I am okay and back home but still obviously heartbroken and stuff. Just wanted to inform you all ...and it's easier in this blog form than 50 million seperate emails... Come love me! I need it! AMber

Sad News
Well all my dear friends...this will be my last day on here for awhile...i have some issues and will be with out the net for awhile...im not sure when i will be back..but i'll try to pop on and let you know everything is alright...I WISH YOU ALL A MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A VERY HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!! GONNA MISS YOU ALL!! Much Love Kat

Sadness
I can't believe i didn't realize this, but January 17th will be one of the MOST depressing days of my life. It's my 5 year wedding anniversary and I won't be able to celebrate it because chris is leaving me. How pathetic is this? He picked a horrible time to start a divorce. I should've left him before we even had our 3rd ann. Sigh.

Sadness-this Wht Happens
This is what happen's when you're on website over year. You meet people,trust them with you're heart. You get it stomped to the ground. Cause of this I might lose friends and a great lounge. So won't be in there much and if any those true friends from there want me they have my yahoo so they can talk to me there. thanks all love ya sorry for what ever I did that I didn't do.Love u all Rain.

Sadness
hit a soar spot R.i.P when all the people were talkin about there friend that passed away it broght me into this depression my friend died in 2003 in a car accedent then my other friend commited suicide then dad an my gramps died so i looked for the stuff on my friends an i found one to never be forgotten we miss u so much Justin Michael Blow BOWLJUST Justin Michael Blow, 19, of North St., Windsor Locks, beloved son of Michael J. Blow of Windsor Locks and Leslie (Ruggiero) Blow of Windsor Locks died Wednesday, (May 21, 2003) at Hartford Hospital from injuries he received in an automobile accident with his cousin, Joshua Zononi. Justin was born in Ft. Wayne, IN on March 29, 1984. He eventually moved to Windsor Locks where he attended grammar school and graduated Windsor Locks High School in 2002. He was employed at the Sheraton Hotel at Bradley Field since March of 2002. Justin loved ice hockey, cars, water-skiing, basketball, video games, and generally spending time o

Sadness
he cries silently, holding herself, no one home, in her house, just the silence, she screams in her mind, what have i done, why wasn't i good enough, was she wrong to let it out how she loved him, he looks out the window where he sits, pondering why she always blames herself, sometimes life plays tricks on u, neither ones fault, but yet she takes the blame, he hates that she does this, she sobs into her pillow, clutching onto it for dear life, wanting the neverending pain to subside, god she misses him, sometimes his silences hurts her so badly, when all she wanted was his comfort, to hold her, to love her, so she gets up, walks to the window, tears falling down her face, makes a wish on the star, end my pain tonight.

Sadness Within
Sitting here in the dark Wrapped up within the shadows I've become quite good friends With this emotion called Sadness It haunts me all the time While I am awake and asleep Never is it ever gone To leave me in a seconds peace Alone or with friends and family Sadness finds me all the while And crawls into the furthest corner Of my slightly disturbed mind and soul Sadness is killing me every so silently Eating me up alive from inside Is there ever going to be a time When there is a break from this sadness?? Will I make it out alive This time as I have before Just to live with it yet again In another day and night of life?

Sadness
Sitting here realizing that this next week is going to be so hard on me. Not only am I feeling like I am getting older (my daughter turns 18 on Valentine's Day) but the day after my daughters birthday last year I had to put my dog of 12 years down. My pitbull was my best friend, the only one that really seemed to care when I felt nobody else in the world did. The past few days my status has been set to sick, for some reason I feel that it is more of a depression with what this week has to come. I hate not having my significant other with me on Valentine's Day as well, seems like its been many years since I have gotten to look into another persons eyes and say I love you on that date. I'm sorry for rambling, just feeling very very down. RIP RAVEN..................... ====================================

Sad News
As some of you may know I bought a choc lab puppy and was supposed to pick it up today (22nd) I called them yesterday to confirm pick up and found out she died. Sad day for sure. Luckily I got my deposit back and I found a male black lab, I will get him Monday. Will be sure to post pictures

Sadness
Now the sadness comes and won't go away. I was holding on to a love that let me go long before. Why does it hurt so much? When will the pain ease? All I feel at this point is sadness. Sadness. So much sadness. I know I must move on but it's just so hard. I thought I finally found the person I belonged with. Once again, I was wrong. All I've found is sadness.

Sadness
Scene at Salisbury Millwork, hospital somber By Kathy Chaffin Salisbury Post The mood at Rowan Regional Medical Center was somber Friday as family and friends of two fallen firefighters gathered to console each other. Even those who hadn't heard about the five-alarm fire at Salisbury Millwork could sense something was terribly wrong. Television news vans were parked outside the emergency department, and shaken firefighters, police officers and city officials were going in and out. Many of them avoided the front entrance and used a side door to the left of the security office. That was the same door Emergency Medical Service workers used to take 40-year-old Victor Isler into the department a couple of hours into the horrific fire. EMS workers were administering CPR on Isler when they arrived at the medical center, but were unable to revive the Salisbury firefighter. Three other firefighters — one from the Salisbury department and two from Locke — were transported to

Sadness
SADNESS IS A FEELING OF EMPTYNESS SADNESS IS A FELING OF BEGING ALONE SO WHY DO I FEEL SUCH SADNESS BECASUE OF U SADNESS OF NO SELF WORTH SADNESS IS A FEELING OF NO HOPE SADNESS IS A FEELING OF WANTING TO DIE SO WHY SO I FEEL SUCH SADNESS BECAUSE OF U, BUT ONE DAY I WILL FEEL NO MORE SADNESS BECASUE I SHALL DIE

Sadness
I miss being in love Of bigs arms wrapped around me for no reason other than because His musky scent when he's been laboring hard The comfort of falling asleep in his arms and feeling safe Laughing at jokes more because he told me than that they are funny Catching him looking at me with a look indescribable And a little smile tugging at the corners of his mouth The warmth of his breath as he whispers sweet words in my ear Silliness done just to make me laugh . The tingles when he brushes past me and only just touches Wanting to please him just to make him happy . Loving him because I want to , not need to . The mutual respect and care for one another Of seeing him asleep and smiling even tho I know he wont see . The sweetness and softness of his lips as they caress mine The feeling of drowning as I give myself up to him And oh the sex !! Hard ,heavy , fast , soft ,tender and light Rough handling and feathery touches .... yearning for more. I miss it all . Will I

3/29/08-sad News.(updated 4/7/08)
UPDATE 4/7/08 MY AUNT PASSED AWAY LAST NIGHT (4/6/08) 11:05 pm THANK YOU ALL FOR YOU KIND WORDS AND SUPPORT I APPRECIATE IT MAY SHE REST IN PEACE __________________________________________________ Yesterday (3/28/08) my Mom called and said that my aunt my not have much time left -- she's dying from ovarian cancer which has spread thru her entire body. The only thing they can do to help her with the pain is morphine and radiation -- The doc has given her 2 weeks - 2 months if that. Up until a week ago she didn't even look sick or acted like she was sick -- now it looks like she's skin & bones :( and can not get out of bed. Cancer is a serious thing that hurts everyone affected please make sure those that you love, you, and friends get tested for any types of cancer - it just might save someones life from alot of pain if detected early enough HUGS TO ALL

Sadness
My uncle died on Monday. He was only 42. He and his wife had gone to take a nap, but later on he wouldn't wake up. They worked on him for an hour before they pronounced him dead from cardiac arrest. My heart is so completely shattered. He was the greatest guy ever. We were a lot alike in some ways which made us very close. When I heard the news I fell to my knees and started crying and screaming. I know he is in a better place, but this was just so sudden and unexpected. Daddy came to get me this morning and I have been at my grandmother's all day trying to grasp the reality. Steve could always make you laugh even if you didn't feel like it. He was just so lovable. I can't believe he's really gone....

Sad News!
SAD NEWS... Please join me in remembering a great icon of the entertainment community. The Pillsbury Doughboy died yesterday of a yeast infection and trauma complications from repeated pokes in the belly. He was 71. Doughboy was buried in a lightly greased coffin. Dozens of celebrities turned out to pay their respects, including Mrs. Butterworth, Hungry Jack, the California Raisins, Betty Crocker, the Hostess Twinkies, and Captain Crunch. The gravesite was piled high with flours. Aunt Jemima delivered the eulogy and lovingly described Doughboy as a man who never knew how much he was kneaded. Doughboy rose quickly in show business, but his later life was filled with turnovers. He was not considered a very smart cookie, wasting much of his dough on half-baked schemes. Despite being a little flaky at times he still was a crusty old man and was considered a positive roll model for millions. Doughboy is survived by his wife Play Dough, two children, John Do

Sadness
What is this I'm feeling? This sudden intensity..... For the strength I put on, feelings deceive me..... A sudden shiver, then I feel cold. A story of fear, a story now retold. Afraid of feelings? And feeling regret? Feeling out of control, right from the onset. I keep it inside. I hold on tight. Slow suicide..... Repression is hard..... This awful sensation, not felt in a long while. Without hesitation, It erased my smile. I merely looked over, an old poem of mine. Then quick as a blink, sadness flooded my mind. And what's this on my face? The idea fills me with fear...... Afraid of this feeling..... Is that..... a tear? Yes it is, and I connot deny. A feeling I try not to feel, has just made me cry. I'd rather die...... So why? Why... a tear? If I cry I'm sad, if Im sad, then pain wins. And if I cry, I'm vulnerable again...... What's the point in feeling sad, about one I can never see? The one I hope, is never near me.

Sadness
As of June 9th 2008 i will no longet have custody of my 2 beautiful girls .. I knwo it is the best thing for them right now but still dont like giving them up .. just makes it a push for me to get on my feet to get them back .. which i will do one way or a nother .. mommy will miss you kitiara chyenne and angellina hope

Sadness
I can only with you from a distance I can’t be a part of your world anymore I can’t be there when you need me Will you ever understand why it had to be this way? When I hear your voice, my heart breaks into a thousand pieces I miss you more than anyone can ever understand I’m not sure how to go on without you I smile and pretend I’m okay No one hears my cry’s for you I’m dying inside and no one knows my pain I’ll always have my memories of you in my arms Will you ever have any memories of me?

Sadness
i slip into the darkness falling deeper down hitting on the solid ground looking carefully around alone i sit in the dark a chill runs threw my spine oh how i wish i could hold you i wish you where mine my dreams become my reality my last attachment to my sanity i love begins to fade away envey will take it's place For i'm alone in a sick sad world of darkness and rain and others are with you and they have eachother to blame

Sadness...
Losing friends sucks... Someone i considered myself getting close to has decided that he is "tired of being nice" and started being a complete ass to me and others... I am NOTHING but nice to him and love talking to him... But I can not be friends with someone who treats me (and others) like shit just because he is "tired of being nice" there is no reason for that... i know he is stressed out and i know he has issues.. but calling me selfish because he listened to my issues but i am not understanding HIS is wrong.. very wrong considering he wont even TELL me what is bothering him.. even though i ask.. I can't deal with someone treating me like this anymore... even when i really do like them and want to be friends with them.. am i wrong for that? should i just suck it up and let him treat me the way he wants... even before the "tired of being nice" bs... one second he was great.. the next second acting like ICE... how do i handle that? He is going to be mad a

Sad News
Today I received some very sad news that a very dear friend of mine passed away. Mary has been a big part of my life for the past 7 years and has been there for me thru a lot of tough times and helping me with my business, packing plants for shipping. On May 20th, she told me that she had been diagnosed with lung cancer and was starting treatments. It was just like her to not say how bad things really were with her so people wouldn't make a big fuss over her. Right now I'm in shock over it all, don't know how to come to terms with knowing that she won't be there to talk to anymore. No matter what the problem was, she was always there to listen. Mary, I'm going to miss you so much, we all are. I love you.

Sadness Abounds
Sadness Abounds As I walk this hallowed graveyard, I run my fingers over her stone. An icy cold chill cuts me to the bone, I miss thee greatly and the sadness abounds. In the distance a wolf call sounds. I'd do anything to be with you again. Everlasting death as I watch the moon wane. I am empty without thee, Oh, how I miss thee and the sadness abounds. Every moment without you, my dark soul drowns. I hear your voice whisper in my mind. I would die a thousand deaths just to be by your side. I'd do anything to be with you again.

Sadness
Today I said goodbye to another wonderful woman. I had to bid farewell to my Aunt Elizabeth. Elizabeth was my mom's sister that was her "twin"...mom shadowed Liz-beth all throughout childhood and they remained close as adults. My cousins are older than I so I didnt hang with them as much, however when I did there was certainly fun to be had. When my mother had her stroke that is when I became the closest to my Aunt, she along with my mother's other 2 sisters always were there to be sure that I was going to be alright and that my dad was alright (keep in mind my father was in surgery having a stint put in his heart when mom had the stroke in the waiting room sitting with me). You could see my mother in her everytime you looked at her...in the eyes, in the way she nurtured...it was like seeing my mom. For the last few days my heart has been heavy..I am quickly starting to lose family...I have had 2 others pass away so far this year...none of which has hurt as bad as today. To

Sadness A Mother Feels...:(
Where to start today... My stomachis in knots and i have so many mixed emotions... My son...turned 18years old this past march, graduated from HS this past may...and now he is at FORT SILL< OK... for those who r familiar w the military...yes he is doing basic training at Ft. Sill... which is n artillary training Military Base... i want to scream i want to cry andyet i am so am proud...but hurt... for those who really know me u know i am pior service myself... i went into communications field... and the units i was eventually assinged to was the patriot missile to b the commo support ... I KNOW THE GAMES THE GOVERNMENT PLAYS!!! how they promise one thing and do another... i wish he would have chosen to stick it out and wait for the chance to get the training in the medical field...eventually he wants to b a pharmasist.... its one thing for myself to have gone to SAUDI when it all started back in 90...and for me to have faced this BS our illustrious government h

Sadness Brings
In the heat of a long hot summer day The beast of hate and sadness begins to play Friend by friend he will destoy and kill Nothing can stop his cruel hateful will He can not stop till all he holds dear is gone There he stands alone waiting for the song The one who sings the song of is not there Now there is a coldness he can not bear In the heat of a long hot summer day Everything once loved and dear has decayed

Sad News
I will not be on much I found out Friday my 11 yr old son has T cell Leukemia. Update: Sorry I was in such a hurry when I wrote this I left out many details. A week ago today my son Mason's lung collapsed, then last week Wednesday one of his kidneys failed and he had stopped breathing for 2 mins. He was air lifted to the Mayo Hospital in Rochester, Mn. On Friday he was diagnosed with T-Cell Leukemia which is treatable thank god. Mason has had one blood transfusion already, several kidney dialysis and many kemo treatments already. So far he is doing good despite what he has been through. He will still have to remain here at Hospital for a month. After that he should be able to go home but will need kemo for at least 3 yrs after that.

Sadness Wrote This In Highschool ( Just Found My Book)
i am sad, i always cry when i am mad, i always try i cy every day, i cry for love i want every way, i want a dove sadness lies in my heart when we are far apart i dream of you, i feel you why be apart, when your in my heart and there you'll stay till judgement day

Sadness
you dont know the meaning of pain till' you find out that your close friend was raped for 7 years... by daddy dearest and forced upon tears... you dont know the meaning of pain, till' you find out that your close friend was raped again... but now by her neighbor... you dont know the meaning of pain... till' you find out that she wont let you help her out...

Sad Non-raters And Ppl
It has become a trend with me to blog out asses on my blogs and it will continue till people step up. As a retired Vet...I see how lazy we have become not only as a society, but a country. We beg and ask...we receive but never give back. It has become how certain in our lives we have become lazy and thus open the doors for others to take away!! That being said I here by give you my non-raters for today and one of many from yesterday. OOOO just to back up my non-sence I rated till this point 3616 to the return to me of 961....before you say cool...of the 961 I re-rated myself from another account so 861~~ This firstone is a panty waste bitch that threatened me cause ms chocolate bunny listed further down was offened I called her lazy for nt re-rating http://fubar.com/user/1305186 These two persons hmmmm just never returns rates yesterday of many: http://fubar.com/user/901716 kaosway 161 Rated http://fubar.com/user/1812184 Dat Sexi Mami 171 Rated today http://fubar.c

Sadness And Change
What to say about myself.....well growing up I was the shy, quiet, never caused any ripples, tried to just blend into the nearest wall type. I was afraid of confrontation due to my childhood. I always had friends but have never had one's that i could truly rely on. I married right after High School to the love of my life. I have been in love only twice, the first one hurt me horribly after being together 2yrs. My husband, and I say this with tears streaming down my face and my heart completely shattered, who is about to most likely be my ex-husband soon. We met while i was on a blind date ( my date was so boring the wall looked inviting) Eric invited him and I to bowl with them and we ended up being in each others face and teasing one another all night. His friend was the one tryin to hit on me, but I knew Eric was the one the minute i looked into those gray-blue eyes. He has made me the person I am today. I'm stronger, more outspoken, friskier, alot more uninhibited, and no longer afr

Sadness
Well to give every one a short update on my life lately here goes. I have been told for almost 2 years not that i probably could not get pregnant. As of May 2008 that was proven not true. I got pregnant and wow what a feeling that was. How ever it was short lived i lost the baby at 8 weeks along. June 28,2008. Then again i now know i can get pregnant. In September i got pregnant again and again wonderful news. It to was not to be, I lost the baby again at 8 weeks along. October 5,2008. Needless to say my fiance and I are devastated but still alive and trying to heal. I will keep an update if i do end up pregnant again but only if I can carry it longer then 13 weeks. Thank you for caring enough to read this....

Sad News: Rip Pillsbury Dough Boy
Sad News Please join me in remembering a great icon of the entertainment community. The Pillsbury Doughboy died yesterday of a yeast infection and trauma complications from repeated pokes in the belly. He was 71. Doughboy was buried in a lightly greased coffin. Dozens of celebrities turned out to pay their respects, including Mrs. Butterworth, Hungry Jack, the California Raisins, Betty Crocker, the Hostess Twinkies, and Captain Crunch. The grave site was piled high with flours. Aunt Jemima delivered the eulogy and lovingly described Doughboy as a man who never knew how much he was kneaded. Doughboy rose quickly in show business, but his later life was filled with turnovers. He was not considered a very smart cookie, wasting much of his dough on half-baked schemes. Despite being a little flaky at times, he still was a crusty old man and was considered a positive roll model for millions. Doughboy is survived by his wife Play Dough, three children: John Dough, Jane Dough

~ Sadness~
I woke up this moring so sad..I feel this terrible sadness hanging over me....so dark, cold, so forbibben...I cant explain it even. I sit here and rate photos andsend e-mail to friends who are soo happy in love, with somebody , sharing their lives,hearts,souls, bodys,minds with eachother. I want that but for some reason cant seem to find it....is there something wrong with me? Am i not good enough? pretty enough? I dont get it....I fell soo alone all the time, as I write this im literally on the verge of tears. I dont wanna be alone anymore...I want love....I wanna be loved so badley...I feel like nobody wants me....this is a horrible feeling. I met this guy on here....he lives about 20 minutes away...I liked him alot but, something tells me he doesnt feel the same way...~sigh~ he doesnt even really call me, wanna hang out, or anything...he told me all this stuff that he wanted to do with me and now....its all lies I guess. So AGAIN im moving on I guess.....sad, and alone as alw

Sadness Into Words...
Impossible to write any more sorrows borrowing from feelings that dont remain wallowing and sinking and circling the drain Taking up space that could be better used confused as to why these things happen tapping in to unchanged meanings Dreaming of a time that all will feel right out of sight these things I dream Gleaming with beams of light streaming freeing us all heart and soul mind and body under control tales told of times when we were happy tap water and scraps of food no times of hunger and solemn mood no grim blank stares and attitudes slow slim blinks ... more of a flutter a simple kiss cause for shuttering butterfiles studder and stammer the feelings you hold deep sleep while dreaming now dreaming of sleep deep in depression and looking for the leap steep shear cliffs and drifting winds long cold nights beneath blankets of sin winning this fight only I can win tinted light shines pale and thin clinging to what lies beyond this dark stinging s

Sadness
wow when my daughter who is now 2 was born its was scary. Her one leg was extended the wrong direction and she was literally sucking on her toes. after lots of x-rays they told me that she was either missing a bone or her acl ligament in her knee. They said that she wasnt going to crawl or if she did she would be dragging her one leg behind her and that the possibilities of her walk was next to none. at the age of 6 months she was able to crawl normally and 2 weeks after her first birthday she was walking.... its was the happiest day ever and a miracle. over that next year she was going to and from hospitals for further tests... we now know that it is a missing acl ligament. She has been in therapy for the past few months and now we have run into more problems. the other day we took her out to an indoor playground to play with other kids her age and to help excerise her knee. after only 2 mins of playing she collapsed. we rushed her to the hospital because her knee bent the wrong way

Sadness
Well, I fond out today that my Son is leaving 4 days earlier than planned for Basic Training. I'm sad. I am so glad that I requested that week prior to him leaving as vacation. He wasn't supposed to leave until the 9th of Feb, but I guess he is going to be leaving the 5th and staying where they have been doing drills as some sort of pre training prior to departing for Fort Sill on Mon the 9th. He will be gone for up to 12 weeks. Time is going by so fast...

Sadness
I jsut got off the phone with my good friend and she told me . that her mom had bladder cancer ... I was lost for words what do u say to ur friend ur sorry ... i felt sooo bad ..and u cant really reach threw the phone to give them a hug... so I will go see her today .... and give her one....

Sadness Abounds
Death is but a shadow that takes all that you are, all that you know and all that you could ever be................... I found out late yesterday evening that my uncle passed away. Surprising to me I cried and have been on and off since. I was closer to him as a child, growing up every summer in my home town of Joplin. He was my mother's brother-in-law. But as I grew into an adult I could see him for what he was, a womanizing shit and a cheat/theif. He cheated on my aunt for God knows how long and stole antiques from my grandma. I didnt really care for him in the past few years because of these things. And yet I cried when I spoke with my mother. It really makes me sad when I think of all the summers I spent in my home town. He used to take me fishing as a child and tell me dirty jokes much to the chagrin of my aunt. He was not yet 65 when he died of a heart attack in his sleep. My aunt found him yesterday morning. I found out almost 9pm last night. I didnt like him much, but

Sadness
Sadness A tear falls slowly down my face, for in my power, I can't embrace the happiness I see around me; makes me cry more and more. I try so hard; it's not that easy. How I wish that I could be happy. I walk alone with no one beside me. I try to remember but all there are are broken kisses. What happened to my happiness? Why can't I feel his sweet caress? Why can't he open his eyes and see? I want him to wrap his arms around me. Why can't I ever be happy? *I wrote this when I was in high school* copyrighted

Sad News
ok something has happened and i have to move back to tennessee...today is april 4th and i will be leaving this coming weekend...i will not have internet for a bit but i will be getting it back just as soon as i can...Fubar rocks and i have awesome family, friends, and fans...i will not forget anyone even though i will not be able to be on for awhile but im just asking that no one forget me...Lots of love to all my fu-people!!!

Sadness Overtakes Me
Sadness overtakes me I try to keep control The pain it hurts deeply deep into my soul Chaos reigns over me My emotions take flight Trying to escape from All that is not right Devastation looms over me I cannot get away The pain that consumes me Will destroy me one day © LML

Sadness
I have a want that is slowly turning into a need and when it reaches that point the next step is not care if I get it or not. I want to be wanted, I want to be important to someone but I am not and I know I also know I am in love with someone I am not important to

Sadness
When I am upset I write to get out. I am so sad inside at this moment. Its been two months since i felt the love of my lifes touch. Two months since I felt his kiss. My heart is aching for him. I need to find away to be with him. Someone please help me. I am sad as hell! I cant stop crying and just feel lost. My heart is in Pennsylvania.....My heart aches! I love you! With all of me I love you! I know what we are is rare, pure and right. We will find a way, whatever it takes.

Sadness...
I've had a few instances lately of knowing someone who I thought was sincere and genuine only to be smacked into the reality of finding out they were liars. One of the instances being my now ex boyfriend. I feel fooled and used. I was spoonfed a story that I though was reality. He promised me everything and I bought into it. He's a liar and a fraud. I've never felt so patronized in my entire life. I now know that he only ever told me what he thought I wanted to hear because it somehow helped him with his agenda. I'm more upset that I put aside my own instincts because I really wanted what he was offering. I have learned that I really can't give anyone trust unless my gut tells me otherwise. I'm losing faith in people more and more everyday.

Sadness
Her frowning face,with its disapproving eyes,speaks to me as only a lover could.Without uttering a single word,I feel her anguish.I comprehend her unhappiness.Yet, I do not, I cannot, accept my predictionsWithout hearing her confessions of displeasure;Knowing that she wants me to know her anger.The mere fact of her desire for my oblivionIs enough to bring me to tears-To know that she would rather sufferThan talk things over with me;That she would rather hold things backThan release them on me, allowing me to mollify herIt is enough to break my heart.All I want is to make her smile.

Sadness Maybe I Dunno
saltiness of my tears,I taste on my lipsa pain in my heart, from my chest you ripthe blur in my eyes I cannot see straitthoughts in my mind, now consumed with hatemy love was not good enough, I was pushed asidenow as my shell grows thicker my soul has diedempty feelings are all i have left in meI thought I found a love, but he would not seenow I go roaming this world, will i ever find love?or will this life just give me another shove?tired of being confused, being alonetired of aching, the pain cuts to the boneI say fuck it I'm giving up

Sadness
There is a darkness That dwells deep within me It is a sadness which I hide So no one else can see It tortures my soul And invades my thoughts And dims my inner light During the day it haunts me less But hits me hardest At night. The sadness comes from a tortured past from a life with too much pain A stormy past filled with sorrow That falls on me like rain But I know that with time and lots of hope I will someday rise above, And the sadness that lies Within my heart Will be replaced completely with love. by Melynda August 11, 2006

Sadness
So, as my status said the other day, I was going to be a dad. That is no longer so, she miscarried. As much as I was never ready for it, when I knew, I looked forward to sharing this joy and responsibility with the woman I love. Now that it's gone before it even began, it's an odd sense of shock and loss that I've not felt before, and I don't care for it. All I know is, we have time to make this right, and we will.

Sadness
A thousand times we needed youA thousand times we criedIf love alone could have saved youyou never would have diedA heart of gold stopped beatingtwo twinkling eyes closed to restGod broke our hearts to prove he only took the best never a day goes by that you’re not in my heart and my soul.

Sad News For One Of My Cats :(
I had taken one of my cats, Tigger, to the vet today. For a while, he's been losing weight. I didn't think too much of it because he used to be a real big cat at 22 pounds. He's pretty stalky for his body and when he got down to 10 pounds, I got even more worried so I took him in. He also has been having some other symptoms of sleeping a lot, barely eating, throwing up sometimes and having a urination problem.I didn't think that it was going to be something major. He's still a sweet and loving cat. Never showed any other problems or in pain, but today I found out what was wrong.I told the doctor the problems he has been having and she insisted to take a blood test. So we got that done. She told me it looked like he had some type of cancer or something. I forget what she called it. It wasn't leukemia...it was something else. Something about his white blood cells not doing too well. It was either the red or white ones and that his body has been trying to fight what he has.T

Sadness
Ive just been thinking alot lately.. and i been learning what ppl r like... life is so hard to live at times.. and alot of times u just wanna b loved but others u just wish u can b accepted as one of the others... and not always b a persons second choice.. the one they never would have chose if they had a decision... wish i can b someones number one and b loved the way i need ...instead of me always loving everyone else... i care and i care for everyone... and its like most ppl dont even see it... wish they really saw the good person i am... the good i have done and will do in the future.. wish they can see how lonely i get all alone.. how much i wish things can b different .. how i wish life didnt always revolve round money....mayb things would b different if ppl can see past the shell at whats inside... mayb if ppl cared a little more... we wouldnt have the types of problems we have today... mayb sometimes ppl should take a step back and think bout how others feel instead of just the

Sadness And Lots Of Anger
Sadly, my friend didn't make it... he passed a couple of days ago.. i'm still numb...and very angry... he was just 36 and left a wife and 2 kids... people always talk about how dangerous motorcycles are..you know what's more dangerous.. 85yr old ladies that have no business driving anyway... you know what's dangerous... people that don't bother to look where the hell they are going when they pull out in front of people on motorcycles... you know what else is dangerous...me...right now... because i'm so so angry...the lady didn't even have the compassion to call and check on him....and i bet she has no remorse that he died... see this is probably why i shouldn't blog... this is not a "blog" it's me fucking ranting... well time to go before i start crying all over again!!!

Sadness
Hii Mommy.! ...I'm your baby. You don't know me yet, I'm only a few weeks old. You're going to find out about me soon, though, I promise. Let me tell you some things about me. My name is John, and I've got beautiful brown eyes and black hair. Well, I don't have it yet, but I will when I'm born. I'm going to be your only child, and you'll call me your one and only. I'm going to grow up without a daddy mostly, but we have each other. We'll help each other, and love each other. I want to be a doctor when I grow up.You found out about me today, Mommy! You were so excited, you couldn't wait to tell everyone. All you could do all day was smile, and life was perfect. You have a beautiful smile, Mommy. It will be the first face I will see in my life, and it will be the best thing I see in my life. I know it already. ... ... ... ... ... Today was the day you told Daddy. You were so excited to tell him about me! ...He wasn't happy, Mommy. He kind of got angry. I don't think that you noticed,

The Sadness Of Fubar
At this time of year , Fubar really saddens me. When I think of the amount of money that is spent just to gain some stature in a never ending ranking system ....... It just makes me lose a little more hope in mankind. There are so many people out there in the world that this money could help. But instead , it's lining the pockets of people that already have plenty of money. When did peoples priorities get so screwed up. Instead of buying a VIP for that person that will ignore you after you give it to them , find a local charity and give them the money. Find a family that has fallen on hard times and help them out. Help a family that has one or both parents deployed overseas. It doesn't matter what you do. JUST DO SOMETHING FOR SOMEONE OUTSIDE OF THE FUBAR WORLD !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sadness...
Well, a lot of you know that my brother did 15 months in Iraq a short while ago and how it seriously upset me.....well, just when I thought the worrying was over about him I got some awful news last night. I got a phone call last night from him telling me that when he had woke up yesterday morning and hit the toilet that it filled up with blood. He went directly to the VA only to find out that he has a tear in his intestinal wall that is leaking gastric fluids into his body, and that there is a mass in his stomach. He has a serious infection from all the fluids so the tear can't be repaired until it's gone....and the mass won't be biopsied until Monday. Meanwhile, his big sis is a mess! I keep telling myself everything will be okay...but I'm hard to convince. I'm in serious need of a distraction and I don't think work is gonna do it. Sorry for the wall of words...but I needed to get all of this out somewhere... (h)(h)

Sadness
It is a beautiful June afternoon. The sun is shining. The birds are singing. There are neighborhood kids playing hopscotch. It is not the kind of day where anyone should have to cry. But, here she stands, Putting on her black dress, her black shoes, and her waterproof mascara. She is compartmentalizing. Car keys on the table, cell phone on the charger, daughter at the mortuary. Sixteen is too young to die. How does she say good-bye to the only good thing in her life? Walk to the front door, open the door, walk outside, and lock the door behind her. “Got to remember how to drive now,” she thinks. Open the door; close the door, key in the ignition, car into drive. Tears start. Turn right here, turn left there, car in park. “Can’t fall apart now”. Walk in the funeral home, nod politely to the condolences, and look in the casket. “Has to be a mistake, this can’t be happening” Look at her

Sadness
Today I will be saying goodbye to someone who has been a part of my life for a long time. I'm tired of being used, of being last on his list and watching as he goes down a spiral that I don't have the strength or energy anymore to pull him out of. Sick of watching as he puts 2 woman who cares nothing for him, in the forefront of his life. One I don't really know and the other is ONLY his friend because she's angry with me, so I'm just done.

Sadness In My Life (moved)
Tuesday, May 17, 2011 at 8:15pm RIP Doug Blubaugh 1934-2011 1960 Olympic Champion For reference: http://www.koco.com/print/27926979/detail.html http://www.legacy.com/obituaries/oklahoman/obituary.aspx?page=lifestory&pid=151155423 Doug was my best friend, my mentor, like a member of my family.. For the last 10 years of my life Doug has been the one guy I could say something to and get an honest opinion out of him from outside my family.. Doug took a vested interest in me and my wrestling career.. He offered to get me into schools, and train for the Olympics.. I neither had the time or was to trepidations to try it. He spent countless months, days, nights, hours, you name it at my house. I was his home base when he came out to Ohio. We broke bread together, worked on things together, plotted strategy, and revived my passion and new found coaching career. I owe more to this man than I have and could ever express. He made me laugh, had me in the palm of his hand with his stories, a

The Sadness When Someones Fantasies Of Cyber Don't Go Through.
Jake69: thats fine there are women that are alot more pretty and beautiful than you 2:05am more To Jake69: Then go bother them please 2:08am reply Jake69: i dont bother them cause theyre not a bitch like you He down rated me and blocked me, before I could explain that he contacted me in hopes to see nude pictures and have me cyber with him and once I showed no interest in doing so he got butt hurt

Sadness Gives Depth
Sadness gives depth. Happiness gives height. Sadness gives roots. Happiness gives branches. Happiness is like a tree going into the sky, and sadness is like the roots going down into the womb of the earth. Both are needed, and the higher a tree goes, the deeper it goes, simultaneously. The bigger the tree, the bigger will be its roots. In fact, it is always in proportion. That’s its balance.”

Sad News In The Country Music World Again
Country music star Loretta Lynn's oldest daughter passed away this morning. Thaughts and prayers for Loretta and her family. http://tasteofcountry.com/loretta-lynn-daughter-betty-sue-lynn-dead/

The Sad One
Might as well go ahead and get this one out of the way.... this one is the plain black design that circles my elbow and forks down almost to my wrist. The design is actually initials. No one would ever know unless I point it out. It's really for me that way. And go ahead and look through the pics if you want....you'll never figure it out--bet ya. About 6 years ago, a good friend of mine from high school was murdered. A couple of guys were in his apartment when he came home. They shot him in the doorway and left him for dead. It's the hardest loss I've ever faced; he meant a lot to me so many years ago and was one person that accepted me just as I was, no questions asked. He died before he ever turned 21. The guys who killed him are serving more time for drug charges than for his murder. So, it's a memorial tattoo. I like to carry his memory with me always.

Sadomasichism
Origins of the term "sadomasochism" The word sadomasochism was coined in 1922 by combining the words sadism and masochism. It means: the derivation of pleasure from the infliction of physical or mental pain either on others or on oneself. Marquis de Sade The word sadism is derived from de Sade's name. Born in Paris on June 2,1740, the Marquis de Sade's full name was Donatien Alphonse François, comte de Sade. This French author was best known for his erotic works which were predominantly written while imprisoned (off and on for almost 30 years of his adult life). In 1803 he was confined to the insane asylum, Charenton, until his death on December 2, 1814. Because he regarded criminal and sexually deviant acts as natural, his novels were banned into the 20th century. Richard von Krafft-Ebing Born on August 14, 1840 in Mannheim, Germany, this noted physician and neurologist was recognized as an authority on deviant sexual behavior. Krafft-Ebing,

Sad Ocassion
This is the obituary for my best friend's baby. Her first baby miscarried and this baby was born as a still birth. They claim it was a fluke that this baby did not have any amniotic fluid and therefor did not develop the essential organs, but that has not made the process any easier for her. She was denied by her insurance to have the operation to remove the baby almost two months ago when they found out it would not make it full term because it was categorized as an "elective abortion." She was forced to carry full term until she went in to labor. Could that be any more cruel? [oh and if you don't approve of me posting this then gtfo idgaf] Kyle Matthew McGaha March 28, 2009 - March 28, 2009 Kyle Matthew McGaha Infant son of Kevin McGaha & Nicole Wright passed away on Saturday March 28, 2009 at St. Anthony Hospital. Kyle while only here a little while, warmed up the hearts of all his family. Kyle was preceded in death by Roy McGaha and Della King. Survived by his p

Sadomasochism - 470 Bc
Sadomasochism - 470 BC If you're reading Cracked, you're probably the type of person who already knows that sadomasochism was named after the Marquis de Sade. But he didn't invent it. Alternatively known as "bondage," "S & M" and "get the fuck out of my apartment," sadomasochism involves two consenting partners engaging in a style of sexual roleplay characterized by domination and submission. One partner, the dominant, inflicts pain, while the other partner, the submissive, receives it. S & M covers a wide range of activities, from simple verbal abuse and light spanking to full-blown flogging and humiliation. So if de Sade wasn't the father of sadomasochism, who was? Tarquinia's Tomb of the Floggings contains some of the earliest erotic artwork known to man, and they're almost 2,500 years old (dating around 470 BC). In addition to numerous depictions of orgies and guy-on-guy butt-tastic sex, we have a scene of what is clearly two dudes filling out one woman while whipping her

A Sad Occasion...
SAD NEWS - Please join me in remembering YET ANOTHER great icon of the entertainment community. The Pillsbury Doughboy died yesterday of a yeast infection and trauma complications from repeated pokes to the belly. He was 71. Dough Boy is survived by his wife Play Dough, three children, John Dough, Jane Dough, and Dosey Dough, plus they hada bun in the oven. Services were held at 3:50 for about 20 minutes. Okay, maybe not... But it sounded good... Rock on!Shawn, AKA Durhamntx

A Sad Poem
When a boy makes a Girl jealous.¢¾ Body: A boy and a girl, the best of friends. From elementary to high school from beginning to end. Through all those years their friendship grew. They both felt the same, but neither knew. Each waking moment since the day they met. They both loved each other sunrise to sunset. He was all she had in her terrible life. He was the one who kept her from her knife. She was his angel, she made him smile. Though life threw him curves, she made it all worth while. Then one day things went terribly wrong. The next few weeks were like a very sad song. He made her jealous on purpose he tried. When the girl asked, "Do you love her?" on purpose he lied. He played with jealousy like it was a game. Little did he know Things would never be the same. His plan was working but he had no clue. How wrong things would go, the damage he would do. One night she broke down, feeling very alone. Just her and the blade,

Sad Point Of Life
October 2, 2004...my youngest son, Jimmy, died. Today is a day for remembering him, but also a day for mourning the loss of such a sweet baby. He was 2 years old when he died. It is a long and complicated story, but it can be summed up by simply saying...there are very ignorant people in the world, and I married into the royal family of fucktards. I still have my older two kids, and I thank God for them everyday, and I cherish every minute I get to spend with them. They are amazingly well adjusted, happy, and healthy. They, like me, miss Jimmy more than words can express, but we go on because we have to. I just wanted to let you all know what was going on in my head today. Later Dayz! ~Debi

A Sad Poem Taken From A Bullitin
My name is Chris I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else im locked up All day long. When im awake im all alone The house is dark My folks arent home When my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe ill just get One whipping tonight. I just heard a car My daddy is back From Chariles bar. I hear him curse My name is called I press myself Against the wall I try to hide From his evil eyes Im so afraid now I'm starting to cry He finds me weeping Calls me ugly words, He says its my fault He suffers at work.

Sad Poem
Oh yea I just can't stand The reducule no more I try to be brave I try to believe there is hope Left in me My life is but a pain My world is cavin in They say there will be hope They say there will be no more sorrow When I am gone

Sad Poem!
I went to a party, And remembered what you said. You told me not to drink, Mom, so I had a sprite instead. I felt proud of myself, The way you said I would, that I didn't drink and drive, though some friends said I should. I made a healthy choice, And your advice to me was right. The party finally ended, and the kids drove out of sight. I got into my car, Sure to get home in one piece. I never knew what was coming, Mom, something I expected least. Now I'm lying on the pavement, And I hear the policeman say, the kid that caused this wreck was drunk, Mom, hi! s voice seems far away. My own blood's all around me, As I try hard not to cry. I can hear the paramedic say, this girl is going to die. I'm sure the guy had no idea, While he was flying high. Because he chose to drink and drive, now I would have to die. So why do people do it, Mom Knowing that it ruins lives? And now the pain is cutting me, like a hundred stabbing knives. Tell sister

Sad Poem
Some days I sit and hear the yells fears loseing my pride robbed of grandmother screaming Brother crying I sit there and pretend to not care But inside it truely wares ripping and tearing at my heart I know i don't have it that bad but It is pretty bad and it makes me so sad i wish i could just be glad the smiles and laughs went away as soon as I came here Sometimes i just want to cry like now just writeing this poem of life When I was with my mom it was so much better we might not have had everything but I liked it better there I feel like here no one loves me so I look to my friends for love and they give so much There more of my family than anything So I am closeing this poem with a goodbye farewell I will be back to write you'll see

Sad Panda.
Sad, exhausted, drained. Tired of being a third wheel. Tired of the computer fucking up constantly. Tired of being upset and depressed. Tired of sleeping too much or not enough. Tired of bullshit from every direction. Tired of not feeling worthwhile. Tired of feeling so godamned emo. i want a cookie.

Sad Poem
sad poem Current mood: crushed you said you wouldn't hurt me but you did. you promised me you love me bu you don't you promised m you wouldn't mak me cry. buy you did. you said i was your whole world . was that a lie? you made me laugh.was that just part of your plan? you wanted me as your wife. so does everyone else. you lefted with out a word. i gave you my heart, now it is bleeding i gave you my love,now it is gone i hurt you ones , witch i am sorry for i made you laugh , so happy were we i kissed you so , evn though i know your sad, i love you so ,but you are gone i am soo sorry for being this way i am so sorry for telling you to go away if i cold change this i would but you are gone gone away from me my heart is shatted my mind is lost my eyes can see the pretty colors around my soul is gone. its just me alone in the dark

Sad, Pathetic Creature
Look at you You sad, pathetic creature You sit there and you beg You cry and hope to be pitied He left you and you can't accept that You won't accept that He loved you and left you But you just sit there Disbelieving, you piece of shit Sad, pathetic creature Get back on your feet Move on, alone if you have to You crawled and you begged You laid there on your knees Why did you ask him to take you back? You nearly kissed his feet in suplication As you implored him to try it again Sad, pathetic creature Look at what you've become You're a shell of the person you once were He changed you, left you empty inside And yet you can't live without him You worship the ground he steps on Because you can't be stong on your own He became your whole world And it was shattered when he walked out But be brave, sad, pathetic creature Everything will turn out oka

Sad Poem About Life For The Small Kids With Parents That Love Abuse So Sad......................
SAD TRUE POEM CALLED..DADDY IT HURTS.................... Current mood: angry Category: Life July 22, 2007 4:48 PM Subject "daddy it hurts" Body: Body: THiS iS A TRUE STORY AND iF YOU DONT PASS THiS ON YOU DONT H AVE A SOUL!!!OR HEART............. My name is Chris I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else im locked up All day long. When im awake im all alone The house is dark My folks arent home When my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe ill just get One whipping tonight. I just heard a car My daddy is back From Chariles bar I hear him curse My name

A Sad Poem
I pray for you my Charlotte I know you've not gone far Hear my words of love for you And the child that you are I pray for your forgiveness For I wasn't there to save you from the darkness that caught you unaware I beg you pray for Mother She knows not what she did She drowned her soul in tears When they closed the coffin lid Tomorrow they condemn her To the fate she suffered you She won't die from beating Like the one she gave to you Mother will die quickly It's what the jury says is fair She'll be rested when she joins you She'll be strapped into the chair

Sad Poem (real Feelings)
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m I dont think I can take another day Of you not thinking of me My feelings are important too But you dont care to see All you think of is yourself Its making me upsaet And if you do not treat me better Being alone is all you will get. You dont think of anyone, except for yourself. So you cannot love me, or anyone else. Im trying to be there for you, but you're making it hard for me if you do not "shape up", Im going to have to leave. Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m

Sad Poem ( Writen By Angeleyes )
All the pain........It's unreal. Broken dreams, and strife. Wanting something I can't feel. Wanting to leave this life. Letting go, to never return. Love is a mistake, A lesson to learn. A shattered soul, bleeding black. It was my heart you stole, the only thing I lack. A saddened life, that leads to death. A lonely tear, with one last breath. No one to care, no one to see...... Leaving this life, is the only way to be free.

Sad Poem © By Desiree N. Rainz
water sliding down my cheeks,each drop makes you more weak, what is this element of emotion?feeling this at a time of broken devotion,feeling this on a rainy day,feeling this when I'm lonely at night,dropping down on me when I'm frightened,sometimes it could be a joy,sometimes I try to hold it in to avoid it,but in the end that's all we got. tears shows it all in our fears, no matter what it's always gonna be here, our tears, tears of madness, tears of sadness,tears of passion,tears of love, will never go away our tears. fire racing down my face, falling with the utmost grace, burning inside worse than out,mind of thoughts just physically killing me, pain in my heart is setting free, and the only thing you see is our. Tears bring it out in your fears,no matter what it's always gonna be here, tears flames in teardrops,tears thinking will it ever stop dropping? the tears created by emotions tears. everyone falls one drop of a tear.

The Sad Passing Of Common Sense.
Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense, who has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable sessions as knowing when to come in out of the rain, why the early bird gets the worm, life isn't always fair and maybe it was my fault. Common Sense lived by simple sound financial policies (don't spend more than you earn) and reliable parenting strategies (adults, not children are in charge). His health began to deteriorate rapidly when well-intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a 6-yr-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition. Common Sense lost ground when parents attacked teachers for doing the job they themselves faile

Sad Poem
My Butterfly © By Teresa K. Liles As I wandered through those fenced in fields among those flowers, you're almost concealed I wrap my fingers carefully around you don't know I'm there, I didn't make a sound No matter how soft I am, I bruise your light wings not knowing the damage, a song I sing Caged in my grip, you start to worry you start to cry and your vision gets blurry You don't know where you're flying now wings can only fly as my grip will allow Starting to realize you were meant to fly your spirit slowly starts to die If only you'd known I was on my way you'd have turned around and flown away If only your screams I could hear those fences never would have disappeared But I watched you go with only a sigh you're long gone now, My Butterfly

The Sad Part Is, There Are People Dumb Enough To Believe This
Christian right intensifies attacks on Obama Christian right spins doomsday scenarios about Obama as final election nears ERIC GORSKI and RACHEL ZOLL AP Religion Writers AP Terrorist strikes on four American cities. Russia rolling into Eastern Europe. Israel hit by a nuclear bomb. Gay marriage in every state. The end of the Boy Scouts. All are plausible scenarios if Democrat Barack Obama is elected president, according to a new addition to the campaign conversation called "Letter from 2012 in Obama's America," produced by the conservative Christian group Focus on the Family Action. The imagined look into the future is part of an escalation in rhetoric from Christian right activists who are trying to paint Obama in the worst possible terms as the campaign heads into the final stretch and polls show the Democrat ahead. Although hard-edge attacks are common late in campaigns, the tenor of the strikes against Obama illustrate just how worried conservative Christian activists ar

Sad & Quite
It was a sad and quiet night, with words as my shade, I wrote this poem to you, hoping that the pain would fade. Hoping that the pain would fade, the pain I feel in me, as each day passes by, the time might set me free. It was a sad and quiet night, when I faced the hardest part, cause I was all by myself, with a broken heart. It was a sad and quiet night, with my head in hand, when I learned to accept, and how to understand. Now I do understand, that reality is pain, which brought me tears, and left me in the rain. It was a sad and quiet night, as my dreams went through, I realize my mistake, it was wrong to love you.

A Sad Reminder
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Sad Read Me And You Will Know Why
Well I can now tell you all that my store is closing we put up the sign on yesterday (Friday July 27) and I’m all sad cause I have had this job for 2 years now and I love it for though who don’t know I work at borders express and I love it cause it’s a BOOK STORE and I love to read!!!!!!!!!! Well everything is on sell right now starting at 25% for the books, dvd’s, cds, audios, and I think the bookmarks too but I cant remember they could be 50% but the rest of the stuff like all the games burts bees candy stuff toys and the rest of the stuff like that I will keep you all posted about when the discounts get better ohh and the last day were open if I remember right is August 27

Sad Realization
sad realization of reality you know i have really been thinking about thing lately and this is my vent. whe we are young we are niave to the ways of the world we go through our life wanting to be older. we want t be 16 so we can drive we want to be 18 so we can buy cigerette, get into clubs and be an adult and then best one of all is we want to be 21 so we can drink. Well im there. its not any different really. i remeber when i was in school i had friends who i thought would always be my bst friends. i had a boyfriend whom i thought would one day be my husband and we would have a nice house int he country with kids and a dog. well i have realized those that you think will always be there rarely are. and it isnt that it is necassarily their fault. it is just how life goes. some friends will go to college, some will have families, some get jobs in the city and move away. while others arent as lucky for a brighter future the town i spent majority of my life in seems to drag people dow

The Sad Road That I Walk
well my was fiance, read my blog and now he told me he cant be with me, that we live to far and i dont understand him. so i told him i took off the ring and i will send it to him. so now im going on my bed to cry.

A Sad Reality
A Sad Reality You see me as words on a screen Letters cascading emotions though you Grins and smiles fill you Depths of feelings confuse you. Dancing together on a keyboard of wonder Drifting within air bound castles I've loved you as if you stood beside me I've held you tighter than a dream Reaching though I take your hand But you are gone I was no more than the dream to you I am as the mist to you Too risky to be hurt Suprise...... I was real..... I loved you.... But now I am gone.

A Sad Reality
Starbucks sales are starting to suck Economy woes have dried up their luck Expensive coffee but is strong as can be Makes the mind wonder or get hyper yet feeling for a while quite free The cup sizes are not small, medium or large Sounds like spanish, but why the extra charge? They have stores everywhere and anywhere People are cutting their weekly budget, creating a national scare Downsizing and cutting employees like so At a time this company wished and desired to grow Cheaper coffee can found Gas stations and grocery stores are always around Every company is facing times that are blue Ranging from dhl to circut city indeed so true The demand is less saddened to confess Hard to make great gains and profit when things are a mess Starbucks sells many things that are good Expanding their potential and their feild like they should A company from seattle, a special place for coffee lovers Many cannot drink or buy as much as a nationwide struggle hovers Can th

The Sad Reality Of How Some Things Really Are...
Tonight I had this sad realization of how some things really are in this world. It's not the first I've noticed but this time I saw how bad it is and how deep it runs. There are people in this world who survive and thrive by profiting from those who don't see them for the predators that they are. Those of us who see them for the wolves they are can't tell everyone the truth and we can't stop them from preying on the ignorant. I have no choice but to walk away or turn a blind eye because I feel powerless against it. Of course I could just be overwhelmed and in shock from it. But still it's there. Yet, it feels like some sort of trial of character. As if I'm living a story or some movie but I don't see the happy ending. I feel as though there is no justice, no honor, or no virtue left in the world. Or if there is it's being crushed by the greed and corruption that's slowly but surely taking over. It's like a disease spreading to anyone with a weak immunity or the slightest bit

Sad Sad Sad Poem
you said you wouldn't hurt me but you did. you promised me you love me but you don't you promised me you wouldn't make me cry. but you did. you said i was your whole world . was that a lie? you made me laugh.was that just part of your plan? you wanted me as your wife. so does everyone else. you lefted with out a word. i gave you my heart, now it is bleeding i gave you my love,now it is gone i hurt you ones , witch i am sorry for i made you laugh , so happy were we i kissed you so , even though i know your sad, i love you so ,but you are gone i am soo sorry for being this way i am so sorry for telling you to go away if i could change this i would but you are gone, gone away from me my heart is shatted my mind is lost my eyes can't see the pretty colors around my soul is gone. its just me alone in the dark.

Sad....sad ...sad
Teen Questioned for Online Bush Threats By DON THOMPSON, Associated Press Writer Sat Oct 14, 3:44 AM UPDATED 6 HOURS 27 MINUTES AGO SACRAMENTO, Calif. - Upset by the war in Iraq, Julia Wilson vented her frustrations with President Bush last spring on her Web page on MySpace.com. She posted a picture of the president, scrawled "Kill Bush" across the top and drew a dagger stabbing his outstretched hand. She later replaced her page on the social-networking site after learning in her eighth-grade history class that such threats are a federal offense. It was too late. Federal authorities had found the page and placed Wilson on their checklist. They finally reached her this week in her molecular biology class. The 14-year-old freshman was taken out of class Wednesday and questioned for about 15 minutes by two Secret Service agents. The incident has upset her parents, who said the agents should have included them when they questioned their daughter. On Friday, the teenager said the age

Sad Story
Jasmine and Austin have been going out since 7th grade. Five years later, they are in 11th grade and Jasmine has been thinking about breaking up with him. One Friday afternoon, on their 5th anniversary, Jasmine and Austin where talking over the phone. *The phone rings at Jasmine's house* Jasmine: Hello?? Austin: Hey baby girl!! How's it going?? Jasmine: Alright... You? Austin: Pretty good. Are you still up for the movies?? Jasmine: I'm sorry I can't go. I promised my little sister that I would take her out to eat today. Austin: That sucks. Jasmine: I'm really sorry. Austin: It's alright. Can you go out tomorrow then?? Jasmine: I cant. Sorry but I have to go with Alyssa and her boyfriend to the mall. Austin: You know, it seems like you have been avoiding me these past few days. First you can't go out to dinner with me because you have a paper due. Then you can't come over because you are too tired, and today during passing periods, you totally

Sad Saturday!
I never imagined getting up today would turn into such a sad Saturday. I am really close to my grandparents and I'm sorry to say that I had lost touch with them for the past month. They live in another state in an Assisted Living home and when I went to call them during Thanksgiving their number came up as no longer in service. So for the past month I have been trying to find out how to get in touch with them. None of my family knew anything bout it which irritated the hell out of me. So today I finally got ahold of a family member who told me they moved to an actual nursing home but didnt have a phone yet. So in this same phone call I found out that my uncle, who was also my godfather, died of a massive heart attack Monday and no one had bothered to tell me! I called and told my brother and then found out that my dad was not doing so well either. Heaven forbid my family (who all resides on the east coast) would pick up a phone and inform me! Keeping my head up high!

Sad Song
I think of only one person when I hear this song, it takes ALOT to hold back the tears that want to fall cuz of the way I fell. Nickelback - Far Away This time, This place Misused, Mistakes Too long, Too late Who was I to make you wait Just one chance Just one breath Just in case there's just one left 'Cause you know, you know, you know That I love you I have loved you all along And I miss you Been far away for far too long I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore One my knees, I'll ask Last chance for one last dance 'Cause with you, I'd withstand All of hell to hold your hand I'd give it all I'd give for us Give anything but I wont give up 'Cause you know, you know, you know That I love you I have loved you all along And I miss you Been far away for far too long I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go Stop breathing if I do

``sad Sad Story``
>>> Obituary of the late Mr. Common Sense >>> >>> Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense, who >>> has >>> been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was, since >>> his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will >>> be >>> remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as: Knowing when >>> to >>> come in out of the rain; Why the early bird gets the worm; Life isn't >>> always fair; and Maybe it was my fault. >>> >>> Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more >>> than you can earn) and reliable strategies (adults, not children, are in >>> charge). >>> >>> His health began to deteriorate rapidly when well-intentioned but >>> overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a 6 -year- old boy >>> charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended >>> from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for >>> rep

A Sad Society!
In this day and age it's sad at how people still look at some of us and consider us to be outcasts. I have felt so out of place since I lost my legs. People look and point and stare not realizing how it feels to be different. Since I have come to CherryTap I have met some of the most wonderful people. Thank you for accepting into the family and for not judging me before you get to know me. You are all wonderful. I also want to thank sexydisabledman for inviting me.

Sad, Sad Day
To those of you who don't watch wrestling, just ignore this. I just watched the latest ECW, and have come to a painful realization. Over the past few months, I have hoped, and waited for this new incarnation to go back to the traditions of old, and be the outlet that many loved. Today has been the first true nail in the coffin of ECW. CM Punk, that pussy "Straight-edge" Wrestler (The straight-edge movement in punk is B.S. I got this from a second hand source who inteviewed the creator of the movement over dinner, where the person had a big old steak, with a couple of shots, and a couple of cigarettes... but that's anothe rant), went to the "New Breed". A person of his "talent" going to the place where all the new hires are, is basically a death sentence for those wrestlers who were of the old school; Working in the Bingo Halls and such. Those wrestlers of the old E.C.W. will eventually be let out of their contracts, and left to go on to whatever else awaits them. The Writers are writin

A Sad Story
This is beautiful, try not to cry If your going to read this, get some tissues. She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: "How is my little boy? Is he going to be all right? When can I see him?" The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it." Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer? Doesn't godcare anymore where were you, God, when my son needed you?" The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university." Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good-bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. "Would you like a lock of his hair?" the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally. The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to don

The Sad Story...part 1
Once upon a time there was this boy. He had a very bad habit of getting himself into trouble. He never listened to anything anyone ever told him. He did what he wanted when he wanted to do it. Well, it finally caught up to him. He spent some time away and when he came back, he seemed a changed person. But deep down, he no longer trusted anyone. Even those who had nothing but his best interest at heart. One day a girl came along and wanted nothing more than to prove to him that not everyone in the world was two faced or backstabbing and that not everyone was going to abandon him. She tried and she tried. She thought that she was making progress and that maybe just maybe he was starting to see the world through her eyes. That he was beginning to see that there were people who cared and who wouldn't leave. Then she realized one day that he never listened to her. That he really didn't believe what she was trying so hard to teach him. That everything she had done and everything she had went

The Sad Story...part 2
Now to understand the first part of the story better you need to understand where the girl came from. She grew up with a loving mother and 3 brothers who were all very protective. She was sheltered from the darker aspects of life. She was raised to believe that there was beauty all around you. She was taught that you treated people the way you wanted to be treated. That you are always there for your friends. That doing a good deed and seeing the smile on someone's face was payment enough. She grew up believing that the way you treated people was the way you would be treated. I know how naive she must sound but she still saw the magic that life had to offer. That is a rare thing for a grown person to be able to do. She believed that there was good in everyone. Now this girl was very close to her mother and her brothers. They were always there for her. They were all she had besides the few close friends that she kept near her. Then one day her world was shattered. She lost her mother ve

Sad Story Of A Girl....part 3
We continue with the story of the girl. She sits here wondering what is wrong with her. Wondering why is it that she sits here, feeling like nothing more than something to be used and put away until later. She struggles to still see any beauty in the world. Where once she looked and saw color, is now all shades of gray. Bleak and dismal her world has become. She wonders if she will ever be able to see the world as she once did. Will she ever be able to see the world with the eyes she once had? Will she ever find someone who still believes in the beauty that she once saw? Will she ever stop letting people use her and treat her the way she does? Will she wake up one day and say "no more"? She sits here doubting it. She thinks about her friends. She wonders if they will ever be able to be the people that she knows they can be. Will they ever be the people she needs them to be? She thinks about the boy. She worries about the boy. She wonders if the boy will ever see her as more than a conv

Sad Story Of A Girl....part 4
We are going to take a look into some of the smaller details of the girls life now. We are going to go back a little over 4 years ago, a few months after the girl left her husband. Her and the husband were getting along. Trying to recover that friendship that they shared years ago when they were in their teens. She went over one day to house sit for him. He was expecting the cable guy to install his cable that day. So she and the kids went over and waited for the cable guy to show up. He came, installed the cable and asked if he could smoke a cigarette before he left for his next job. She didn't see a problem with this so they sat there talking for the better part of an hour. He told her all about his fiance and his best friend. He told her that he thought that she and his best friend would hit it off and asked if he could give him her number. She was a little wary about that so she gave him her pager number instead. The next day she received a page. When she called the number back, it

Sad Story Of A Girl....part 5
We are coming back to current times with the girl right now. She feels really stupid right now. She is dealing with things that she doesn't want to deal with. She has learned a few things that have her very upset, most dealing with the boy. She had at one time thought she was special to the boy. She gave up that hope a while ago. She knew that the things he said and the way he acted towards her were words and things made of spider webs. Easily blown away and just as easily seen through. She has sat here listening to the boy talk about how he can't stand women who sleep around. Those who give themselves to every man that they can. She finds out that the boy is the exact thing that he himself despises. She has tried hard to prove to him that not all women are like that. She can't claim to be perfect but most all of her life, she has been a very well behaved person. She has made her mistakes and done things that weren't too well thought through. Those spur of the moment things, things tha

Sad Story Of A Girl....part 6
We continue with our story of the girl. She saw the boy today. The boy looked sad. She wishes that she could make the world a better place for those around her. She wishes that he would sometimes just listen to her, listen to the things that she has tried to teach him. She thinks to herself that maybe if he would have just listened to her from the beginning, he wouldn't look so sad all the time. She catches the far away look he gets in his eyes sometimes. The look that makes her heart ache for him. He looks so lost sometimes. Her heart aches to help find him. Her soul screams to her to do something, anything to make that look on his face go away. She knows that there is nothing left that she can do for him though. She has tried and tried and all she has done is fail. She doesn't know what else she can do to help him. She has tried to teach him the things she has to teach. All her lessons have been lost on him. He no longer opens up to her. Sometimes it seems like he is going to finally

Sad Since My Moms Gone
I scream in silent frustration knowing your not here. I can no longer run to you and have you dry my tears. No longer around to wrap me in your arms and tell me everything is all right. So I will lay my head down and silently cry tonight.

Sad Stuff I Didn't Write
Without you the sun isn't as bright, the stars fail to shine, I have no reason to smile When you're not with me it's as if I forgot how to laugh I find no joy in life when I'm not with you I love you even though I don't want to. I long to be with you even though I know it is pointless. I dream about you even though I know you'll never be mine. I cry for what will never be. I'm dying inside because you are what I need but will never have!! You mean everything to me and I mean nothing to you. Would you notice if I wasn't there anymore? Who do you turn to when the only person in the world that can stop you from crying, is exactly the one making you cry? Have you ever loved someone more than you have expected? Have you ever loved someone in spite of all the pain? Will you keep on loving that person even when they whisper someone else's name?.. I did... for you Never be friends with someone if you mean to use her. Never make a promise you can't keep. Never be s

Sad Story
One of the saddest stories I have ever read!!! Brought tears to my eye's. Please don't be like this lady and realize too late what a great animal the dog is.... "Ugly" Everyone in the apartment complex I lived in knew who Ugly was. Ugly was the resident stray dog. Ugly loved three things in this world fighting, eating garbage, and shall we say, love. The combination of these things combined with a life spent outside had their effect on Ugly. To start with, she had only one eye, and where the other should have been was a gaping hole. She was also missing her ear on the same side, her left foot has appeared to have been badly broken at one time, and had healed at an unnatural angle, making her look like she was always turning the corner. Her tail has long been lost, leaving only the smallest stub, which she would constantly jerk and tw

Sad Song Mood Lol
This song came on my iPod and i looked up the lyrics... good song, i like the All-American Rejects...... "One More Sad Song" One boy, one girl, two hearts, their world Time goes by, secrets rise One more, sad song, tears shed, she's gone She'd take it back, if she only could And all the perfect words they seem so wrong, She's gone You wish that you could learn to see, The door is closed and you wish you could be Alone with you, alone with me What can I do, I cannot breathe My heart is torn, for all to see Alone with you, alone with me. Best friend, worst thing, she's been, cheating Friend deceives, she leaves Last date. She cries, whispers, goodbye She walks once more, out that door And all the perfect words they seem so wrong, She's gone You wish that you could learn to see, The door is closed and you wish you could be Alone with you, alone with me What can I do, I cannot breathe My heart is torn, for all to see Alone with you, alone with me.

Sad Sad Man
Apparently there is a very pathetic man on here won't say any names but *cough big D cough* he wrote my fiance a nasty message talking about what he would do with me.. well. i have 1 thing to say to that. you will never have me fag.... I love my fiance with all of my heart and will never leave him get over that fact.. he is 10x the man you could ever hope to be.. oh and he has one thing you dont ME. besides.. isn't it custom to date your sister there??

A Sad Story
Amazing Body: I was walking around in a Target store, when I saw a Cashier hand this little boy some money back. The boy couldn't have been more than 5 or 6 years old. The Cashier said, "I'm sorry, but you don't have enough money to buy this doll." Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to him: ''Granny, are you sure I don't have enough money?'' The old lady replied: ''You know that you don't have enough money to buy this doll, my dear.'' Then she asked him to stay there for just 5 minutes while she went to look a round. She left quickly. The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand. Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him who he wished to give this doll to. "It's the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for Christmas. She was sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her." I replied to him that maybe Santa Claus would bring it to her after all, and not to worry. But he replied to me sadly. "No, Santa Claus can't br

Sad Sad Day
How do you say goodbye to someone you have known and loved all your life. Someone who has left behind so much. Four children and a husband. At such a young age. It just goes to show what drugs can do to someone. They don't only effect you but, everyone around you. Leaving them vulnerable, alone, sad, and depressed. What is to become of there life now that u are gone? The girls are just now teenagers, the baby is three. Let's not forget the six year old too. How could you enjoy yourself pill after pill knowing that you were leaving them behind? Maybe, no one understands but you could have givin them a chance.

A Sad Sad Day In The World Of Emo Kids....
The screamer and guitar player of Hawthorne Heights passed away.. Casey Calvert, 26, passed away in his sleep last night... There was no foul play or anything illegal (drugs, drinking) involved... Even though he was in the "emo" scene I would like every one to keep his wife and child in your prayers tonight.... Thank you! -tattooed chickie

A Sad Sad Day!
After getting up this morning, both my kids convinced me they were not well enough for school.. i wasn't 100% they were telling the truth but i gave them both the benefit of the doubt.. Jay seemed sad, very quiet, and has laid on the couch most of the morning, Bex can't put her finger on what's wrong but doesn't feel right.. I just recieved a call from my Mum, extremely distraught, our family pet 'Gilbert', a very cheeky 15 year old Springer Spaniel went into the vets today for a check up as he's not been eating well and has been really quiet (anyone who knows Springers knows this is just wrong!!) Anyway the outcome is that he has 2 tumours, non fixable ones and they have advised that he is put to sleep to avoid any further discomfort to him. And so that's what's happening right now, the dog my daughter grew up with is going to sleep for the last time.. Did the kids sense something wrong? who know's.. Bex is uncontrolable, Jay doesn't really understand.. but you can see sadness in h

Sad Silence
World Trade Center Sad Silence September 11, 2001 Through the eyes of an eight year old I heard the glass hit the ground, even though I only seen it through a screen I could feel the pain go through so many life lines, even though I could only hear their screams Little children wait for parents to come home, but the only thing that will is love that will always be with them An invisible hand gently touching their cheek... Courtney Nicole Gaither, Berry Copyright ©2001 Courtney Gaither, Berry

Sad Surprise
I had been so excited to see you, it had been so very long. I thought it would be nice to surprise you, But I learned how much I was wrong. I was going to knock on your door, but I used my key instead. As I got to your room, I fell to the floor, when I saw you with her in your bed. That day when I left your home I ran away so fast. God how I felt so alone, I had thought we were going to last. You insisted on ringing the doorbell, but you are not who I want to see. You already have sent my heart into hell, so why can't you just let me be. What you have done to me has left me in such great pain. My friends say I act crazy, and I feel like I'm going insane. I cannot see how you could lie, and how you could ever stray. But when I told you goodbye I meant what I said that day.

Sad Start To The New Year!!
"IT IS WITH REGRET THAT THE FIRE DEPARTMENT CITY OF NEW YORK ANNOUNCES THE DEATH OF LIEUTENANT JOHN H. MARTINSON FROM ENGINE COMPANY 249 WHICH OCCURRED ON JANUARY 3, 2008 AS A RESULT OF INJURIES SUSTAINED WHILE OPERATING AT BROOKLYN BOX-3762 "REST IN PEACE BROTHER"

A Sad Story With A Happy Ending
A drunk man in an Oldsmobile They said had run the light That caused the six-car pileup On 109 that night. When broken bodies lay about And blood was everywhere, The sirens screamed out eulogies, For death was in the air. A mother, trapped inside her car, Was heard above the noise; Her plaintive plea near split the air: Oh, God, please spare my boys! She fought to loose her pinned hands; She struggled to get free, But mangled metal held her fast In grim captivity. Her frightened eyes then focused On where the back seat once had been,But all she saw was broken glass and Two children's seats crushed in. Her twins were nowhere to be seen; She did not hear them cry, And then she prayed they'd been thrown free, Oh, God, don't let them die! Then firemen came and cut her loose, But when they searched the back, They found therein no little boys, But the seat belts were intact. They thought the woman had gone mad And was traveling alone, But when they turned to ques

Sad State
It's been so long since I was happy and a smile was genuine. So long since I looked forward to something other than the moment coming to an end. My fondest memories, thought of as fables. Reflection is only a reminder of the sad state my mind and heart have become. I once laughed with abandon and loved as fiercely. Now love has abandoned my heart and the laugher has turned to a mask, hiding my tears. Joy of the past is slain by the outlook of tomorrow. Letting go of hope, in hopes of sufferings end.

Sad Sad News
ummmm where to start. i am writing this with a heavy heart as my husband has passed away. no i am not jokin it is the truth. he had surgery yesterday and had a hard time in recovery but they still let him come home. and today he took his pain meds and layed down and never woke up. i tried to bring him back and so did the paramedics and the dr's at the hospital but it was to late he had been down for to long. i will be leavin his account open till the end of the month then i will delete it but i will still be here. goin to end this now thanks for readin this i guess i just don't know what to do right now. thanks berta lynn 13's wife

Sad Story....
Chantal Sébire is dead, but the debate she ignited over French laws prohibiting victims of terminal diseases from receiving euthanasia is certain to live on. Just 48 hours after a Dijon court rejected Sébire's request that doctors help her end her agony-stricken life without risking legal punishment, the 52 year-old was found dead in her home Wednesday night. Initial tests Thursday were unable to determine whether Sébire's death was induced or the result of the rare disease that left her horribly disfigured and in near-constant pain. But news of her passing provoked renewed dispute over France's ban on assisted suicide, which the former schoolteacher had sought to overturn in her final days. Sébire came to national attention earlier this month, when French media picked up on her plea to get help ending her life. Her malady, esthesioneuroblastoma, causes inoperable tumors to grow in and spread from the nasal passages, disfiguring and destroying the face before finally destroying the

Sad Story About A Abusive Father
I Am No Longer A Daddy's Girl In my eyes, my dad was a superhero. But my mother and sister saw him in a way I never did. For me, life was perfect. I went to school, played with my toys, visited my grandparents every weekend, and I hung out with my dad in the garage. My parents were happily married and had two daughters who were 13 years apart. We lived in a small town with 600 people called Gainesville, Missouri and the nearest metropolitan area was Mountain Home, Arkansas, where we would shop, go to the movies, etc. I only saw the good things in life, never the bad. I never realized that when my sister brought me to her room, locked the door, turned up the music, and cried that my dad was beating the crap out of my mom in the living room. I never knew why my sister was so afraid to take a shower until she moved her huge shelf against her bedroom wall that was against the bathroom wall, or why my mom would take my sister and I to my grandparents house for a couple days and was bla

A Sad Song
I hear you're taking the town again Having a good time with all your time friends I don't think that you think of me You're on your own now And I'm alone and free I know that I should get on with my life But a life without you could never be right As long as the stars shine down From the heavens Long as the rivers run to the sea I'll never get over you getting over me I try to smile so the hurt won't show Tell everybody I was glad to see you go But the tears just won't go away Loneliness found me, looks like it's here to stay I know that I ought to find someone new But all I find is myself always thinking of you And as long as the stars shine down From the heavens Long as the rivers run to the sea I'll never get over you getting over me No matter what I do Each night's a lifetime to live through I can't go on like this I need your touch You're the only one I'll ever love As long as the stars shine down From the heaves Long as the rivers run to the

Sad Statistics
"I don't have a mommy anymore." she said aloud as whispers were heard across the playground; on jungle gyms and monkey bars. On swing sets and sand pits. On slides and teeter totters. On intercoms and headphones and car stereos. Soon after, the laughter faded away, along with the little girls self esteem. Her tears fell hard enough, that one could think it was rain. A flood of some sort. Little fingers wiping puffy red eyes because of something she couldn't help. Because of two peoples ignorance. Because of two peoples lack of motivation to talk out problems and explain things to each other. Its not like she chose to have this happen to her. Its not like she chose to grow up being a statistic. A soon to be druggie. A soon to be prostitute, gang member, child beater, molester or con artist. After a day of melancholy, she went home to a trashed house. Clothing sticking out of big black trash bags, boxes, hampers, and Wal-Mart sacks. Family portraits thrown inside

The Sad Side Of The Navy Wife
You emotions run on hight and you try not to cry. As the last few hours just fly right bye. On the inside you scream and yell This has to be a dream this cant be real. As he packs his bag's to go away leaving you to live your life alone each day. You try to be stong and pretend your ok He's not really going away again. Its just another ordenary day is what you say Then thaye call time to board the plain. Theres nothing you can do or say You kiss him and rember him justn this way. Your shaking inside and you cant breath While you just stand there and watch him leave. You turn and walk away no resion to stay In the car you gust sit trying to just forget. Your alone Nothing is left nothing remains Except for the lonly nest agony and pain. To your self you say Im strong i will be ok I will just go along with my ordenary day. Then you face the long and lonly days And the ever so cold and

Sad Song In Daytona
(Part 1) The devil visited again today, he made me ill. Anger flew from my tongue, as he provoked me in a sweet whisper. The green in my eyes darkened like a forest at sunset. He stroked my hair, and I slowly cried. I tossed the bile that he gagged me with. I begged him to stop, stop tempting me with rage. My apologies went unheard, ignored from my love. The devil is that thin line that I would hate to cross. Someone save me, from myself. Deidre Grotbo

Sad Sack
That's me. A proper saddo!! I'm sitting here in a lovely restaurant in North Warwickshire typing a blog entry to Fubar on my laptop. People probably think I'm doing something business related, not just arsing about on here. I'm meeting an old friend of mine for a latte and a cheeky bite to eat. He's an old boyfriend of mine from pre-married days and we recently bumped into eachother on Facebook. He was certainly cute back in 1990 and we were like little bunny rabbits constantly in bed, at it. He looks to have grown into a good looking forty year old from his FB pics but I'm not really expecting anything sexual to come of today. I've dressed in a sexy but smart business suit anyway which probably helps reinforce to my fellow restaurant guests that I'm currently trading multi million pound deals at the London stock exchange!! Grrrr, he just phoned to tell me he'll be another 20-25 minutes...how rude!! Only joking, blame the traffic on the M42. This is quite a nice distrac

Sad Song Of The Heart
Not pleasing to my mind now the hurt surges through to forget that dream to swallow not chew the crop of my whole life the one who started to fall to be with you was that all? your beautiful profile and smell when you pass something I can't have forever at last emotions deep within me tell me true love can't be true but the circle of my life says my heart will wait for you needing this feeling is something I cannot bare but knowing you exist tells me how much I care.

A Sad, Sad Day
Please join me in remembering a great icon of the entertainment community. The Pillsbury Doughboy died yesterday of a yeast infection and trauma complications from repeated pokes in the belly. He was 71. Doughboy was buried in a lightly greased coffin. Dozens of celebrities turned out to pay their respects, including Mrs. Butterworth, Hungry Jack, the California Raisins, Betty Crocker, the Hostess Twinkies, and Captain Crunch. The gravesite was piled high with flours. Aunt Jemima delivered the eulogy and lovingly described Doughboy as a man who never knew how much he was kneaded. Doughboy rose quickly in show business, but his later life was filled with turnovers. He was not considered a very smart cookie, wasting much of his dough on half-baked schemes. Despite being a little flaky at times he still was a crusty old man and was considered a positive roll model for millions. Doughboy is survived by his wife Play Dough, two children, John Dough and Jane Dough,

A Sad Story About My Friend Please Read
Frederick woman killed in Carroll Co. crash Woman, 48, was a passenger on motorcycle that collided with car driven by teen By Gus G. Sentementes | gus.sentementes@baltsun.com 7:36 AM EDT, October 6, 2008 A 48-year-old woman who was a passenger on her husband's motorcycle yesterday afternoon died after the motorcycle and a car driven by a teenager collided in Carroll County, according to the Maryland State Police. Shortly after 4 p.m., state police said, Joseph Lyon, 50, and his wife, Joanne Lyon, were on Route 27 in Mt. Airy when a 1999 Honda Accord turned onto the road from East Ridgeville Boulevard and cut the couple off. Lyon unsuccessfully attempted to swerve around the car, which was driven by a 17-year-old girl, and crashed into it, authorities said. Joanne Lyon, who was wearing a helmet, suffered unspecified injuries and was transported by medevac helicopter to Maryland Shock Trauma Center in Baltimore, where she died yesterday. Joseph Lyon suffered some injuries

The Sad State Of Our Country
My interests involve serving my country and the people of the United States. We are all fortunate to live here and experience life in a country filled with opportunity.........Yet there are so many people out in the world that belong here more then many that call themselves American.......... I love our country and the freedom afforded. I have the ability to choose how I think and the freedom to express my feelings. We have been afforded security at least in knowing our leaders will not allow an unanswered attack. Nobody questioned the necessary steps taken to secure this country when we were being attacted. Yet so many have forgotten about the sacrifices many made. A brave and courageous few may die in defense of this country. There are too many here now that wish to recieve the benefits without the work or the sacrifice. Unfortunately being a hard working, country loving, gun owning, God fearing person is now looked down on. Liberals now control this country and it breaks my

Sad, Sad News.
Ok, so in continuation of the many blogs about my sister and how she ruined her and her kids' lives.. Today was supposed to be the day my sister went in to court to try to get custody of her kids back from CPS. Instead she went on a crack binge and then OD'd on xanax and blood pressure pills and she is in the hospital on 72 hour suicide watch now. The judge was pissed and said Her one son goes to his grandparents on his dads side, Her other son goes to his dad, and her newest daughter (the one with brain damamge; see previous blog)goes to her dad's parents My crackhead good for nothing sister fucked up all that too when she called and talked a whole bunch of shit about Renee (her twin) and now they won't give her custody of the kids. Oh and Tom can have Kylie (Who is with his parents) back after he gets and keeps a place for 3 months and stays clean so basically Nancy (Tom's mom) has Kylie cuz Tom can't do it, he's never had his own place. I am so overwhelmed

Sad Sad Sad Day
for some of u that know me very well know what today is but for those that dont i'll tell u today has been 18 yrs since my best friend had died i remember it like it was yesterday and still to this day i feel i have a part in it even though i dont u see i was having an arguement with my best friend vincent about what we were gonna do on sunday after we had went to church yes i said church this was before i became wiccan and vincent and my other best friend at the time crystal were seeing eachother but him and i both made a deal if either one of us had something bad happen to them we would name out first born their name if they were a boy or girl ok well anyway i was finishe with the yelling and fight said something i should never of said and that was i wished u were dead well i thew the phone to crystal and sat there like a fucking fool and stubborn so at 615 pm jan 11th 1991 i called him back to say i was sorry he had left at midnight i found out he was shot in the head his ex kris

Sad Story
Memories of Kailua bludgeoning death still vivid Recommend (34)Print this page E-mail this article Share Del.icio.us Facebook Digg Reddit Newsvine Buzz up! By Eloise Aguiar Advertiser Staff Writer On the day she was bludgeoned to death a year ago today, Janel Tupuola was supposed to switch cars with a niece in hopes of avoiding a former boyfriend she said had been stalking her. The 29-year-old mother of five was killed before the swap could be made, and the thought haunts her niece, Diamond Badajos. "She and I were going to switch cars on the 16th," said Badajos, a University of Hawai'i student. "Then I found out she passed away. I felt super guilty. Like even when I look at my car sometimes, I feel really bad." Tupuola's accused killer, Alapeti Siuanu Tunoa Jr., 31, is scheduled to stand trial in March before Circuit Court Judge Randal Lee. Tunoa is charged with murder, terroristic threatening, assault on a man who tried to help Tupuola and three firea

Sad, Sad Day....
i saw this porn one time.. three hot lesbians on the rocks, by the sea, going at it... then one squats down over the top of another chick's face... i'm thinking, rimjob!... much to my dismay... that's not what happened... like chocolate ice cream from the ice cream shop.. it came down from her bunghole and all over the other's face.... then she sharted at the end... splashing the other chick all over...they all giggled.. and that was the end of my curiosity...forever...

Sad Sweet 16
I think about her every day, but somehow, this week is always harder. I'm not asking for your pity, or even your sympathy. I just need an escape for something I can NOT talk about. Amber would have been 16 today. Sweet 16. An irreplaceable day in anyone's life. Sometimes I dream about her. And in my dreams, she's not a child. She is the young woman she would be today. It's always as if she's been here. Growing older, as do we all. There is so much running through my head, it's hard for my fingers to keep up, even tho I acually type pretty well. By the time I locate a complete thought strand, there's another in the background, already pushing the first one away. She was born March 2, 1993. She died four days later, March 6th. At the same time as she was born. She had heart problems. Or rather, the lack of her lower left ventricle. We didn't know. Those four days felt like the longest four days of my life. Thinking back on all the details, waking up, hearing her try to cry, the dr

Sad, Sad Girl Tonight
Ok, so recently I had to delete my old account and start a new one. Nevermind the particulars at the moment. My problem is that I really liked talking to someone before, and now when I type in his name, I get about 500 different options... and NONE OF THEM IS HIM!!! WTF?!?! I've looked at the list about a million times tonight and I can't find him. :(

Sad Sad Girl
Dear My Bank, We’ve known each other for a long time. You know how I deposit my humble paychecks every so often, how I rarely use the ATM, and how I hate to use my debit card at the gas station. I know that you like to decorate with bullet-proof glass… guns, I get it… have pens that don’t always work, and always want me to sign up for your credit card. As much as I hate to admit it, we sort of have a thing going. Let’s be honest Bank. We’re not friends. We don’t even really like each other very much. I know that you have rules. You know… if you’re being honest with yourself, that I do my very best to follow your rules. And I do… Bank…..! Unless, I suppose, I just forget to add one payment to my balance books, leading me to believe I have several hundred dollars in you, Bank… instead of less than zero. Here’s my beef with you… Bank! Jerky bank. When you penalize me several tim

A Sad, Sad Day For Americans
For the 1st time in my life I am ashamed of our government and the American People. Our government has always been a government of and for the People of this country. With 65 to 70 percent of the People of the United States not in favor of this Health Care legislation, the Federal government has decided that this issue should be forced down the People's throat whether we like it or not. They have now treated the People like small children who do not know what's best for them and by God they are going to show us what is no matter what. And we have no choice in this at all. The People have spoken and we have been told to shut up and enjoy the ride. To shut up and do what we have been told. The Democrats have decided they know best what is good for the country and the rest of us are just spoiled children who know nothing. Not only is this the biggest power grab in the history of the United States, it is also the start of the dismantling of our republic. As "We, the People" a

[s.a.d.s]
You ever notice there's no adult equivalent of sudden infant death syndrome but there probably should be? Food for thought. I'm eating... 3 hours late, and I'm eating my bachelor's surprise (seasoned sardines and rice). It seriously cooks with about 2 seconds of involvement. Why? Why why ... therein the why... I think my father just disowned me. I fear many things in my lifethings like "my condition is ruining my life and severing my ties with my loved ones". True for today at least. My dad opens my garage door (scares the ever living hell out of me because no call, no notice and ... uh I'm afraid of people).I jokingly say "I'm calling the cops- I've asked that you not do that." He stomps up to me with a box in his arms and flings it in my face most people say this in hyperbole as a turn of phrase I had a cardboard box full of matter and therefor mass slammed into my face. Not my vicinity not my personal space not within arm's reach. Painfully thrust into the frontal r

Sad Silly Ones In Shout Box
jimson: hey jimson: hun To jimson: ? jimson: hw r u To jimson: ok jimson: fun or not To jimson: not jimson: y To jimson: Not that you're owed an explanation but I'm getting ready to go to bed jimson: may i help u jimson: huny To jimson: One, not your honey. Two, why would I need your help to go to bed? jimson: not goin bed jimson: in bed To jimson: Well, I'm thrilled that your in bed. I am not currently and I am about to get ready to go to bed. jimson: ok jimson: so u come on to bed To jimson: What? jimson: just .. To jimson: Just what? To jimson: Seriously, no clue what you're rambling about jimson: i am taking u in bed To jimson: LMAO Not in this life time or the next jimson: ok jimson: gn To jimson: whatever

A Sad Soul
Looking in the mirror, At this invisible face, This soul has vanished, Without a trace, Only the memories, When left behind, And still i morn, For a love i can't find, A soul that was happy Now lives in strife, Walking in the shadows, Of my empty life, Should I end it all, Or try to be strong? Its doesn't matter, You wouldn't notice if i was gone, Was my heart fooled? By you deceiving lies, Come back to me, Wipe these tears from my eyes, Bleeding for the truth, Struggling to find your heart, But you don't feel the way i do, And its riping my heart apart, But until my soul is found I will never let you know, You'll have my heart forever, But i have to let you go.....

Sad Sad World We Live In
the world has long ago gone mad, i love my childeren more than my own life id give my life to save theirs these poor parents of these innocent LITTLE BABIES i cant imagine how this would ever feel....everyday my kids leave my home to school to be with friends anywhere i fear for their safety daily, things like this really makes me wonder why people are still having kids dont get me wrong childer en are the most beautiful beings on this planet but with the way the world is today it doesnt matter how well u raise them sometimes people just loose it and snap for whatever reason and that is something i will never really understand is taking an innocent life no matter what the age is but common little kids who have yet to actually live life or experience it good or bad...everytime this happens i just constantly think of the fear these kids and adults have at the moment esp. the kids crying and wanting thier mom and dad :(PATHETIC IS THE HUMAN RACE and people wonder why people loose faith e

The Sad Thing In Life With Friendships:
Some people dont know what they have until its too late. HA! That'll teach them to be blind. One can only hope they dont find themselves wishing they had ever let a great thing slip out of their hands...so many do. Some even turn bitter form it...others...feel sorry for themselves. The smart ones learn and never make that mistake again. The brave admit their stupidity and go out on a limb to try and get it back. Something to be admired...bravery. Even better...to be admired and cherished...a person who appreciates their friends and lets them know in no uncertain terms what they mean to them on a regular basis. Even just to reaffirm the friendship once in a while can make foundations stronger and unyielding. It costs nothing to do...doesnt need much effort and it makes the recipient glad to have met and given themselves to such a great friend. It only makes things better. Some people just dont get it do they? You cant expect a flower to grow and be pretty without water and sunshin

Sad Today
OK THIS IS MY FIRST BLOG EVER AND UMM FEEL KINDA ODD DOING THIS BUT ANYWAYS IM A MOMMA OF 4 LIL ONES AND MY FRIEND WHOS ON MY FAMILY LIST GOT ME TO JOIN HES FAMILY...AND WELL I MET SOMEONE ON HERE THAT WAS SPECIAL TO ME FRIENDS WISE AND HE SEEMED SO SWEET GENTLE AND AFFECTIONATE GORGOUS AND THE BEST PERSONALITY EVER...AND IM SAD TODAY CAUSE HE WANTS NOTHING TO DO WITH ME PERSONAL REASONS BUT ITS CAUSE I ASKED A QUESTION YOU SHOULD "NEVER" ASK A GUY AND WELL IM ALWAYS OPEN AND LOVE HONESTY AND I WAS JUST ASKIN A QUESTION TO BE SURE I WAS NOT GOING TO LIKE A PERSON AND THEN BAM THEM B SOMETHING DIFFERENT THAN WHAT I WAS EXPECTING...AND WELL HE SAID TO NEVER EVER IM HIM AGAIN SO JULIES HEART IS HURTING...SO SORRY IF IM A LITTLE OFF TODAY IM ACTUALLY REALLY HURT AND IM FEELIN PRETTY STUPID ABOUT IT CAUSE NEVER MET THE PERSON ALMOST BUT NOT YET... IM REAL AND MY FEELINGS ARE REAL THIS SITE TO ME IS NOT A GAME AND IM PUTTING MYSELF OUT THERE LIKE AN IDIOT I GUESS AND I SUPPOSE I SHALL JU

Sad Times...
I have been thinking alot about Woody lattly, I was making a stash and most of the songs in there ended up being from his funeral. I dont know why this still bothers me so bad so many years latter, It seems like I should be over it by now but I guess I'm just not... It is always hard to loose someone you love but it's really hard when it's so unexpected, we all knew he had a brain tumor but he was so young we never would of thought he wouldn't even get to graduate. The day he died will be in my brain forever, playing on the school playground and he fell, I was younger then so I didn't understand at the time, they took him to the hospital and he was there for 2 days before he died, I will never understand why this happened to him. Most kids would go trick-or-treating for candy and he always went to earn money for the needy. He was so young yet so grown up. I will always love and miss you Woody!

Sad Today ~
Last night as I went through bulletins as usual i noticed a certain person whom happened to be a black gentlemen whom a bulletin had been posted about down rating him and to help him out..... whites downrating him because his name happened to have the name black in it .... I went in cautious that b/c of other foolish "White" haters he would be cautious to accept my friend requrest and my aplogogies for the ignorant haters that happen to be my color and race ..... I was ashamed .... I am still am ashamed .... He did accept and also returned the love to me ... which was the last thing I expected... I only wanted to try to make a wrong right .... let him know how I hurt for him and that I wanted to be his friend ..... Come on people really cant we just love eachother and if we dont then keep it to ourselves ... as a result of this stupidity and ignorance I have been burdened all day... I am just venting a bit b/c this truly saddened my soul

The Sad Thing...
I am tired, not just physically tired, not just emotionally tired. I am tired to the bone, tired to the heart of my soul. The Sad Thing about this tiredness is that I’ve done it to myself, that I’ve allowed others to do it to me The Sad Thing about this tiredness is that I’ve taken myself down this path, that I’ve allowed others to lead me down this path. The Sad Thing about this tiredness is that I’ve not raised a finger to fight it… The Sad Thing is I know others may have it worse than I do, God Help Them, but that just drives me deeper into the dark, thinking that I feel like this. The Sad Thing is...the things that brought happiness are all fading away, the love of my life, the family I once had, the Life I wanted to lead. And I have allowed it all to happen. I have no one to blame but myself. That’s The Sad Thing

The Sad Truth About Some Fuckers
Thursday, May 03, 2007 The sad truth about some fuckers Current mood: pleased Category: Romance and Relationships Here I sit..late at night as usual thinking about my last few months and the person I chose to date. Just thinking about him, or even seeing his face makes my stomach tense up as if to spew every memory of him out of my body. The calls have finally subsided..perhaps that's because the asshole was finally served with the restraining order or maybe he actually got the hint that I want no further contact from him. If he was on fire, I wouldn't even piss on him to save his sorry ass excuse for a human being. Oh, as you've probably already picked up on by now, I am really fucking bitter over this last relationship..and the fact that he was able to emulate his facade as long as he did. I should have seen the warning signs early off, but as usual the heart puts blinders on you that seem to magically erase your ability to smell a rat. It's like a giant pine tree ai

Sad Today
LAST NIGHT I LEARNED OF MY BROTHER FRIEND MARK WHO HAS BEEN IN THE HOSPITAL SINCE MONDAY WELL IT TURNED OUT HE HAD PASSED AWAY AND THEY ARE NOT TO SURE WHAT HAPPENED TO HIM HE WAS IN A COMA FOR A WHILE BUT THEY DID FLY HIM TO WINNIPEG AND THEN FROM THERE TO VANCOUVAR BC IM NOT TO SURE WHAT HAPPENED BUT I HAVE KNOWN HIM FOR A WHILE ONLY THREW MY BROTHER DARREN IT MAKES YOU STOP AND THINK HOW LIFE IS SO SHORT AND PRECIOUS BEFORE YOU GO TO BED TONIGHT TELL THE PEOPLE YOU LOVE JUST HOW MUCH THEY CARE THANK YOU THERESA

Sad Tale Of Abandonment
Gordo..AP - A seven-year old boy was at the center of a Orleans Parish courtroom drama yesterday when he challenged a court ruling over who should have custody of him. The boy has a history of being beaten by his parents and the judge initially awarded custody to his aunt, in keeping with child custody law and regulation requiring that family unity be maintained to the highest degree possible. The boy surprised the court when he proclaimed that his aunt beat him more than his parents and he adamantly refused to live with her. When the judge then suggested that he live with his grandparents, the boy cried and said that they also beat him. After considering the remainder of the immediate family and learning that domestic violence was apparently a way of life among them, the judge took the unprecedented step of allowing the boy to propose who should have custody of him. After two recesses to check legal references and confer with the child welfare officials,

Sad To Say, I Must Leave Furbar
Well boys, it has been a delight to meet most of you, it was a wild ride and many of you have touched me in ways I won't forget. I wish this could have continued so I could get to know you even better and one day meet. I regret that this site does have a few shady characters that may be all talk, but they can frighten a person. Maybe their game is to frighten someone and they get off on that fear. But, I've had enough. I will be taking my profile down later today. I tried to be honest and state in my profile that I don't have a web cam and made it very clear what I am seeking, but ......... well too much to go into detail here. I will miss you and I know you will find someone to fill that need. I know a couple of you have discovered a need with me that you never knew you had and I hope you will continue to pursue that discovery and seek the adventure. I will miss you I wish everyone the best Be well Leah

The Sad Thief
A selection of papers to rummage through has one sitting on the floor for hours. That bookmark says what may be true but was there a reason in doing so? What had been done, what had been said to make you feel you needed to write that? Were you weak before and found someone strong to pick you up and use as your personal cure? For self-doubt and insecurity.. What can the true reason be? Perfection does not meet with such a hurtful end and knowing this is true one must confess that they are not at all perfect nor will ever be. True happiness cannot be bought nor stolen from one who doesn't want it taken. Rest assured the day will come That a welcome victim wants to lose the the selfish part that is hidden away. Until that day the thief can dream of that thing he couldn't take. Smile over a heavy heart and wash your face clean of the pain that shows so clear.

Sad Times
Good friend of mine today lost his wife in a horrific car wreck leaving him widowed with 4 kids. Live is too short, you NEVER know when your time or someone else's time is up. Hug a loved one, call a family member and tell them you love them. Call a old friend that you butted heads with. I can personally relate. I lost my best friend, my soulmate, my husband. Life is too too short. Dont hold anything back. You may regret it once its too late. Much Love....

Sad This Evening
A girl that I used to work with was shot on Thanksgiving day. It was a senseless shooting. She was at her grandmother's house. The neighbors had been feuding with her grandmother over her dog and their dead cat. The dog had been digging up the dead cat from their yard. My friend was out in the yard trying to coax her g-ma's dog back into the yard..meanwhile the neighbor pointed a 357 magnum out the window and just started shooting aimlessly. She was shot and it pierced her lungs and heart. She later died at the hospital. She leaves behind a husband and 9 month old daughter. 29 yrs old.... sooooo very senseless.. RIP Nicole Stroud...

Sad Time Of The Year....
Many of you, the ones that have known me the longest, knows this time of the year becomes the hardest for me. I lost my mother 2 days before my 21st birthday. The 22nd anniversary of her death is rapidly approaching. I may be distant through this time. If I do become distant think nothing of it. It truly has nothing to do with any of my wonderful friends. It is just still very hard to deal with. My mom was my world. Today is the 22nd anniversary of my grandfathers death. Yes, we lost my grandfather then his daughter 23 days apart in the same year. This is one of the main reasons I do not celebrate Christmas. The other reason being that I am atheist and do not conform to organized beliefs. I do hope you will all understand and allow me my time this month to make it through. I will still try to show love and will still be online, just probably wont seem like the happy go lucky person many of you know me as. I love each and every one of you very much!! ~Always~ Evil CntryGoth

The Sad Truth.
Florida Anti-Gay Marriage Amendment Moves Forward by 365Gay.com Newscenter Staff Posted: December 13, 2007 - 12:30 pm ET (Tallahassee, Florida) A proposed amendment to bar same-sex marriage in Florida appears likely to be appear on the ballot in 2008 after the Secretary of State on Thursday said the group supporting the ban had collected over than a thousand more signatures than needed. LGBT rights groups say they will mount a vigorous campaign to defeat the measure. Equality Florida and the ACLU are expected to challenge the results of the petition drive, possibly in court. The amendment says, "Inasmuch as marriage is the legal union of only one man and one woman, no other legal union that is treated as marriage or the substantial equivalent thereof shall be valid or recognized." Florida requires 611,009 valid signatures to place an item on the ballot. Florida4Marriage collected 612,192 according to the Secretary of State, some of those signatures till require veri

The Sad Truth...
The Sad Truth... I thought things were good now, I thought we'd overcome the bad Now I see through the illusion Of the love I thought we had. You told me that you met him, Now you don't know what to do I smiled and said "Just pick him I'll be fine not having you" But I couldn't hold my tears back So I whispered "Got to go..." Then I quickly hung the phone up So my hurting wouldn't show Now I'm shaking and I'm crying And I don't know what to do Cause the truth is, I was lying I can't make it without you gw07

The Sad Truth
I thought things were good now I thought we'd overcome the bad Now I see through the illusion Of the love I thought we had You told me that you met her Now you don't know what to do I smiled and said "Just pick her I'll be fine not having you" But I couldn't hold my tears back So I whispered "Got to go..." Then I quickly hung the phone up So my hurting wouldn't show Now I'm shaking and I'm crying And I don't know what to do Cause the truth is, I was lying I can't make it without you

Sad Thoughts
HERE I AM WANDERING IN THIS COMPUTER AGE OF MAKE BELIEVE REACHING FOR FRIENDSHIP AND A DESIRE TO BE LUSTED. I LIVE IN IDAHO THE MOST BORING AND REPUBLICAN STATE, I AM ALMOST 34 AND HAVE TWO DEGREES, CLASSIC LIT AND ART HISTORY, WHICH MEANS I CAN READ AND IDENTIFY MOST ART. I ALSO HAVE A 12 YEAR OLD SON SASCHA, YES HIS NAME IS SASCHA. I GREW UP IN WYOMING AND THATS ALL I WANT TO SAY ABOUT THAT, ITS LONELY HERE AND COLD WITH SO MUCH SNOW ON THE GROUND, I ONLY WISH FOR SOME POURING RAIN TO WASH AWAY THE BLEMISHES OF MY UNRETUNED LOVE LETTERS OF THE PAST AND REJOICE IN THE FUTURE.

Sad Thoughts... Don't Read If You Don't Want To Be Brought Down
Just sitting here thinking, it's just the internet, what difference do I really make here. If I weren't to log on tomorrow sure a few people would notice.. but, a week passes by would they still wonder, a month would I pass through anyone's thoughts.. a year, and I would message and would I even be remembered. I know these answers, I've been through it before on MMORPG's, some remember the name I used as a character but nothing more.

Sad Thoughts
should have known this would go like this. nothing can ever be good for me no never. i knew my happiness would only last as long as i could dream. but you have to wake up someday right? i want to go back back to my own world the only place i knew nothign coudl go wrong i see myself in the mirror here and just want to throw things at it. i want to scratch the fat off my body till i am bleeding. i want rip my own hair from my head and claw my own eyes out. i am nothing like i want to be. i want to be skinny . pretty, with long hair not short stupid curls that make my face more fat and ugly then it is. i want to be proud of myself i knwo to not be stupid enough to belive everything i hear. i want to know what to do i want to be able to keep the people that love me around me in sted of pushing them away! i want to be able to belive someone acually loves me and will not hurt me. i want to see love a want to be myself i want to hang with friend party with friends and not worry but i can'

Sad Thoughts
Why Am i Feeling this way? Is it Cuz i dont wanna believe whats going On in Front of me ? Is it Cuz i know im being played? Is it Cuz she Does Not Wanna confess to me? Is it Cuz she Dont Wanna Hurt Me? Is it Cuz She Cant believe That i Have Changed For the Better? Is it That I was a no Good For Nothing Peice of Shit Husband? Is It Cuz I have Always Taken Care Of the Kids So Well Since the littleist one was 1 and a Half? Is It Cuz She Dont Wanna Hurt Our Little one? Is It Me Or what That im Being Lead On For Nothing? My Life Has Not been The Best Since July 19th of 2008 The Day Of our Anaversary. I Felt Like i Was Used that Night Then She Never Came Back. She Came Back For Christmas To See our Son For 45 Mins. I Felt That She Went To the Town To See him Cuz She had Nothing better else Todo. Cuz after that she aint made any effort to see Our son. I know she was hurt when she asked who Am i and Our son said "i dont know". I Know One Thing is for sure is that if my

Sad Times
I lost my grandma to cancer in sept '08 an tomorrow is her birthday. i dont know how to feeli had to endure the holidays without her and to make things worst the same year in june i lost my father to the same beast his birthday is in march these people where a foundation to my life. what do i do ? it hurts so bad they meant everything to me and still do. i feel so lost like all my wisdom and knowledge is gone, like there is no gas in the car. i feel like i need to say something but i am at a lost for words. something needs to be said but what ? i see them in my dreams i see them when i walk down the block but they cant see me they cant help me hey cant talk to me. there are no more words of encouragement or reason. it feels so bad. i was told i should be strong for my family but i feel i am the weak link. how do u get pass this ?1 family friend told me that this is hard pill to swallow. how can i be strong or support my family if i feel weak ? i feel like my father is dead cause i w

Sad Things..
First of all heartfelt thanks to my true friends [they know who they are] for their daily presence on my page even if i was passing through some difficult situation in the last 2 weeks..I wanna apologise for my absence and if aparently i ignored sumone..i never forget my friends but it`s so sad for me to discover that many of my" so called" friends were expecting only favors..

A Sad Thing
hi everyone today here in ontario we just got the news that two people of have been arrested in the kidnapping and murder of 8yr old tori stafford from woodstock, ontario. tori has been missing since early april where she was found walking with a woman from her school. the male is charged with first degree murder and kidnapping and the 18yr old female is charged with kidnapping ascessory to murder and helping the male escape. today we learned that she is dead but the police are now searching for the body. on april 25th her profile was showcased on americas most wanted. how can anyone be so cruel and sick and kill a child. we dont know if she was sexually assaulted before she was killed, but that is still dispictable. i hope they rot in jail or they get what they deserved. to any parent that has lost a child you have my heartfelt condolences. to the parents of tori i know it will be a long time before you get closer you will always feel the pain in your loss. i dont know why people do t

Sad Tomorrow
I don't even know why Do you think I'm a mess Maybe someday but now you're gone When I do as I please I'm no different to me Am I crazy or have good luck You're the talk of the town So you say I don't know why you're so glad When my head's filled with sorrow So maybe if I fade away There'll be no sad tomorrow My whole life is a drag Baby listen to me When I go away, will you care I feel naked and weird Do you see what I hear Maybe one day I'll die, who cares Hide away in complete Misery

Sad Times
im having one of those days that im sad i want to talk to no one and i want to be seperated from everyone and im always in my room and i want to be alone its nothing against anyone but being happy all the time and puting a smile on ur face everyday is hard to do all the time and today is one of those days that all the sad times and hard times are crashing down on me and my smile turns upside down and im just sad and this is the first time i have ever said this out loud but i lie to all my closest friends and im not my real self i think i do it to protect them from knowing the real me and i want them to know a happy smily person and if they new the real me they would hate me and would stop being my best friends and im sooooooo sry for lieing to them but i just get the feeling that i need to do it and i would rather read a whole book then go out and party but i go out and party because everyone loves me and i feel that if i dont party all the time and sneak around then no one would like

Sad Times
1. The LORD is my shepherd; I shall not want.2. He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me beside the still waters.3. He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake.4. Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me.New International Version 1. The LORD is my shepherd, I shall not be in want.2. He makes me lie down in green pastures, he leads me beside quiet waters,3. He restores my soul. He guides me in paths of righteousness for his name's sake.4. Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me.*The Message*1. GOD, my shepherd! I don't need a thing.2. You have bedded me down in lush meadows, you find me quiet pools to drink from.3. True to your word, you let me catch my breath and send me in the right direction.*4. Even when the

Sad Times
battered , torn .. i could of sworn ... days in tears .. seemed like years , until the finally something .. gave me hope .. crushing darkness around me all me .. all i can do .. is cope tried , dissapointed .. dreams start to fade is humanity . real? . or is it some kind of fairy tale ? is dreaming a weakness , is hoping a scar .. i wish i could be logical what does destiny hold for me .. where oh where is my wise old tree ... wisedom through pain ... wisedom through life ... it cannot be all of my life .. where is this new begining ?, where is this hope .. ? darkness crushes my spirit .. it lays me down to rest ... darkness .. for ever waiting .. trying to crush my chest ...

Sad, Upset, Lonely
I can officially say that I hate being single. I have been single for one day and am already sick of it. Sure, I got to spend some time with some friends today, but the rest of the day has been spent talking to my dog in my apartment and having a beer while eating popcorn and watching a movie. I miss Andy. I miss him sooo much that I don't know what to do with myself. I miss talking to him. I miss talking to someone that wants to talk to me and cares what I have to say. Someone who truly cares about me. i miss everything. I am sick of sitting at home on my damn computer wishing I was somewhere else...anywhere else. I am sick of trying not to be upset...sad....lonely. I can't help it. I am sad. I am upset. I am lonely. I want my life back. I want my love back. Why did this happen to me???

Sad Wings Of Destiny
THE SAD WINGS OF DESTINY IS THROUGH CARRYING ME COUNTLESS TIMES I DID TAKE A FALL CRAWLED OUT OF THE GUTTER AGAIN & AGAIN SIMPLY THE PRICE FOR WANTING IT ALL BEEN SO LONG SINCE ME & THE DEVIL MADE OUR DEAL LOOKED HIM THE EYES & SIGNED ON THE BOTTOM LINE HIS LAUGHTER STILL HAUNTS MY DREAMS AT NIGHT THE PENNANCE ALONE IS DRIVING ME OUTTA MY MIND FAME, FORTUNE, RICHES, & GLORY, TRIUMPHS LIKE I'VE NEVER KNOWN WOMEN AT MY DOOR, KNOWING I'LL COMMIT THE MIDNIGHT SINS SETTING MY SOUL ABLAZE WITH THINGS UNHOLY DO ANYTHING, SO THE PLEASURES WILL NEVER END DON'T SEE THE SUNSHINE BUT TWICE A WEEK THAT'S TO GO REWIND AND RELOAD TOMORROW'S THURSDAY, STAURDAY I WILL PRAY THE LORD MY SOUL TO KEEP BUT THE ECHOING LAUGHTER REMINDS ME ETERNITY'S ALREADY FORTOLD NO USE WASTING TIME ON COMCERN OR FUTILE LAMINTATION CAUSE VERY SOON, LIGHTING IM GONNA RIDE GOING NONSTOP FULL TILT BOTH BARRELS BLAZING DANCING TO THE TUNE THE PIPER HAS PIED 2-1-07 JAY ROGERS

Sad Walmart Story Read This!!!!!!!!!!!! Or Get Off My List
You are going to cry after you read this sad story. A sister and her brother were inside the new Walmart built in town. The sister at six years of age,the brother seventeen years of age. The brother was fixing to buy a present for his little sister on her birthday, but as soon as they were fixing to leave she had to go to the bathroom. Her brother showed her where it was, he started to look at some earrings she would probably like for her next birthday. As he started to buy them he saw people running from the end of the store screaming and yelling with fear.Before he new it he smelled smoke and saw fire, he ran to his little sister as fast as he could but when he got to the bathrooms they were already on fire. He new he had to get out as fast as he could to get help. But when the firetrucks arrived it was already to late. Two days later the family got a call from the hospital saying they have someone there by the name of Sandy.They asked "How did you get this number"? The hospital sa

Sad With Out You
My red heart is blue, because I'm missing you. Every day, I think about you, and I imagine how great every hour, every minute, and every second would be if you were here with me. Every night, when I lie in bed, I dream that you're beside me, holding me close to you. If you were, I'd whisper in your ear, how much I love you. Since you came into my life nothing has been the same. I've experienced love to its fullest, and I've tasted a beauty that never ends, because you're where my happiness begins. I'm incomplete without you, and I'll never stop loving you. You're the world to me, in brilliant colors. You're my best friend, a favorite song that will never end. And together is where we should be. Someday soon, I pray, that you'll walk through the door and take this heartache away.

Sad Walmart Story
You are going to cry after you read this sad story. A sister and her brother were inside the new Walmart built in town. The sister at six years of age, the brother seventeen years of age. The brother was fixing to buy a present for his little sister on her birthday, but as soon as they were fixing to leave she had to go to the bathroom. Her brother showed her where it was and started to look at some earrings she would probably like for her next birthday. As he started to buy them, he saw people running from the end of the store screaming and yelling with fear. Before he knew it, he smelled smoke and saw fire, he ran to his little sister as fast as he could but when he got to the bathrooms they were already on fire. He knew he had to get out as fast as he could to get help. But when the firetrucks arrived it was already to late. Two days later the family got a call from the hospital saying t

Sad When A Friend Is Forced To Block A Friend Sad How People Have Come To Being Childish And Jealous
TO COME HOME TO A SHOUT BOX MESSENGE SO SORRY BREW , THAT I HAD TO DO THIS, WILL IM HERE TO TELL YOU'S THE ONLY ONE THAT JUDGE'S IS GOD IF YOU EVEN BELIEVE IN HIM ? WE ALL ARE NOT PERFECT AND DON'T TELL YOU'S ARE I KNOW BETTER . GOD IS PERFECT WE ARE NOT . HE JUDGE'S ALL HE WILL BE JUDGING US OH HE WILL . AND EXCUSE'S TO HIM THAT DAY WHEN IT COMES HE WON'T EXCEPT EXCUSE'S. I HAVE HELPED MANY , I HAVE BEEN KIND, CARING , HOW DARE ANYONE JUDGE ME BEST BE CLEANING YOUR OWN CLOSETS . I HAVE FRIEND'S HERE THEY KNOW WHOM THEY ARE THAT I TREASURE WITH MY HEART , I LOVE WITH MY HEART . I BLOCK WHOM I THINK ARE 2 FACE , OR TROUBLE . SO , ONE'S THAT THINK THERE BETTER GET A CLUE OH HELL NO YOU ARE NOT , YOUR SHIT SMELLS LIKE THE REST OF US , AND ITS NOT ROSE'S EITHER . COWS MAY COME COWS MAY GO BUT THE BULLSHIT REALLY GOES ON HERE FOREVER . AND I HOPE THEY WERE WORTH THE BLOCK , BECAUSE YOU WERE JUST A SPECK ON THE GROUND. SORRY , HE WAS FORCED TO BLOCK ME . IM NOT EASY COME EASY GO WASN'T A FR

Sad World
Seriously am I the only one that looks at people and just see's the person ? I keep seeing posts about skinny gals thick gals medium gals . Let me tell you to see people act this way over superficial bullshyt that makes no difference at all when it comes to who a person is .It really kind of makes the soul hurt . As we are not our bodies and if that’s all you see I am sorry , But if people don’t wake up soon and see the beauty in each other instead of looking just at the prisons we are held within . We are just going to make this planet more hateful . Get over it people it don’t matter what the body looks like, what religion a person is , ,or what color your skin is or anything of the sort its the soul of a man or woman that is good or bad . If people don’t wake up to this we are going to go further down the tube, Until all is lost so please for all our sake's WAKE THE HECK UP and see the beauty within each soul . Cause in the end none of the stuff we seem to b

Sad X-mas????
Yes it's going to be a sad X-mas for my daughter. We have received a letter from childrens hospital this week. She will be taken in for surgery on both her legs this wednesday. And because she's not allowed to walk or stand on her legs after the surgery for 2 weeks we had to cancel all the arrangements we made. So this far i can only make it a great x-mas possible at home for her. because she needs to be taken care of loads it might happen that i won't be on fubar that often. sorry but the caring of my family comes first. she also won't be tending school now so i asked her teachers for homework to be send so she won't run behind in class. i pray for this surgery to have a good outcome and that she will walk flat-feeted in the end. But that's still a long way to go.

A Sad Xmas..
I have no money to buy my girls Xmas presents. I bought them a few little things, but that's all I could afford. One of my awesome friends is helping me with a few presents for them. Thank you SO much! I just want my 2 little girls to have an awesome Xmas.. Please help if you can. Even just a little helps! xoxo

Sadz
I am struggling to beat the sadz... all this snow has somewhat made me emo'ish. We have a ton out there now, was suppose to stop today and re-start tomorrow, but nope its snowing. This means I wont be seeing my kids on Christmas and its really bothering me.

Safari 3.1, A True Competitor
By Ken Fisher | Published: March 24, 2008 - 11:55PM CT While pundits have been lamenting the fact that Apple's "software update" program on Windows is now pushing Safari 3.1 to users, we thought we'd check out Safari 3.1 to find out if Apple has made any real progress on the Windows version of this browser. After all, it's about the software, right? Related Stories * Hacker brings "Safari HD" to Apple TV (Updated) * Apple updates Safari 3 beta for Windows in wake of security issues * Finding a worm in the Apple? Secret APIs in Mac OS X * Safari 3.1 busts out HTML 5 support, offline storage We put the Safari 3 beta on Windows through the wringer last summer, and we weren't too terribly impressed. The problems were significant, such that we'd have a hard time recommending the browser to any Windows user. As of last summer, Firefox was still the Windows browser of choice here at Ars. Have things improved for Safari? Wow, have they. Compliance and memory usag

Safe Haven
Such a lovely day Quite it is true and warm. Feelings that subside are feelings that we must be hiding in subtlety and shame. Though they are nonexistent and not creatures tis should be just considered as a kind. A kind but volatile creature. Oh such a lovly day alright. Not a sight for a blight spot anywhere. Rather fields of grasses growing everywhere. A vehement structure stands alone in the grassfields. Ah the gentle breezes that blows thru and thru. Sitting down I look up to the azure sea. Breathing deeply under this vehemence I begin to hum. Whispering thru the winds I gaze and find myself a stranger in dress. She hums along and sits next to me putting her head on my shoulder. Ah such a lovely day alright as I sit under the shade alongside with the gril I love and humming the same song together we become one with our lips locked together...such a lovley day alright.

The Safety Dance
I am a total throwback to the 80's so today imma put up some of my Fave videos I remember!! I remember this one on MTV!!! I was about 7 years old! Ssss-aaaa-ffff-eeee-tttt-yyyy Safety-dance! Ah we can dance if we want to, we can leave your friends behind Cause your friends dont dance and if they dont dance Well theyre are no friends of mine I say, we can go where we want to, a place where they will never find And we can act like we come from out of this world Leave the real one far behind, And we can dance We can dance if we want to, we can leave your friends behind Cause your friends dont dance and if they dont dance Well theyre are no friends of mine I say, we can go where we want to a place where they will never find And we can act like we come from out of this world Leave the real one far behind And we can dance. Dancez! Ah we can go when we want to the night is young and so am i And we can dress real neat from our hats to our feet And surprise em with t

Safe Sex Slogans
1. Cover your stump before you hump 2. Before you attack her, wrap your whacker 3. Don't be silly, protect your willy 4. When in doubt, shroud your spout 5. Don't be a loner, cover your boner 6. You can't go wrong when you shield your dong 7. If you're not going to sack it, go home & whack it 8. If you think she's spunky cover your monkey 9. If you slip between her thighs, be sure to condomize 10. It will be sweeter if you wrap your peter 11. She won't get sick if you wrap your dick 12. If you're going into heat, package your meat 13. When you're undressing your venus dress up your penis 14. When you take off her pants & blouse, slip up your trouser mouse 15. Especially in December, gift wrap your member 16. Never, Never deck her, with an unwrapped pecker 17. Don't be a fool, vulcanize your tool 18. The right selection will protect your erection 19. Wrap it in oil before checking her oil 20. A crank with armor will never harm her 21. NO GLOVE NO LOVE!

Safe Place
Safe place Current mood: content Category: Writing and Poetry He lays there between the two red radio wagons tilted up on their sides, under the cardboard and wood that finishes his little place. He hears a small propeller plane pass over as he lays in this place. He does not know that forever from this day forward, he will be transported back to this time and this place whenever he hears one of these putter planes. What was he thinking as he laid there? His mother would come and call for him soon. She would see the two wagons covered with the wood and know where he was. But she would call as a mother does and pretend she did not know where her little boy was hiding. He was not hiding, he was just safe. He felt safe there, in this place. The world was out there, outside this place, these wagons and boards. This would forever be his safe place. He would visit these wagons and lay in this sandy place many times in his life. He would hear his mother calling and he would

Safe Sex In Porn...
Demand for safe sex in US porn The California porn industry's profits are said to rival Hollywood's Health officials in California have said the recent infection of two porn actors with the HIV virus means they may force performers to wear condoms. Los Angeles County officials said they believed existing regulations gave them the authority to require condom use. And the state Division of Occupational Health and Safety is also planning to carry out inspections of productions next week, the LA Times reported. The California-based porn industry is worth billions of dollars a year. Around 200 production companies in California make an estimated 4,000 films a year for public consumption, using around 1,200 performers, ABC News reported. And analysts have warned that most porn producers and distributors would not switch to condom-only productions as consumers did not like to see them being used in films. just wonderin what people think bout this...would u st

Safe
Your pride in ownership protects me, as does Your love for me. You will never hurt me - to do so would hurt both my trust in You, and Your trust in Yourself as Master. As slave, I submit to You - but as Master, You, too, must submit to the responsibilities of ownership - a mistreated slave reflects badly on the Master, not the slave; while a cherished slave is testament to the power and understanding of her Master. I am free of fear, and thus, free of inhibitions. I walk the world in safety, surrounded by Your loving care, and am never afraid in Your hands.

Safe Keepin :)
You said my heart would be safe with you but it turns out you never really meant it only I didn't have a clue I ran blind wanting your every bit the words you spoke seemed so right and with them I took flight I wanted, rather needed what you offered so without thinking twice I gave my all then one day you didn't return my call blind-sided, what was I to think I went looking for a reason crystal clear was your deceit but ask yourself, can she love a coward?

Safety First ( Repost From Diva And Daddy)
Safety When Meeting For The First Time ( a repost from Diva and Daddy) By Postat There is a tiny but very dangerous percentage of people out there which in all probability you will never meet. But you would be wise, in any event, to take measures to protect yourself from them. HOW WELL DO YOU KNOW THIS PERSON? Can this person give you any kind of reference, or what munches and clubs are they known at? Have any of your friends or fellow pervs, at munches, clubs or in channel heard of them? Are they known by people at the places they say they are known at? Don't be shy! Ask around. People will understand and gladly help you. In fact they will probably tell you off if you take a risk and don't! Get their home phone number and address, real name, email, and car registration. If they won't even give you their phone number, SERIOUSLY DON'T MEET THEM! THE MEETING Meet in a public place, like a munch, a cafe, or restaurant and try to steer away from pubs and alcohol

Safety Planning
Safety Planning Safety planning for someone involved in an abusive relationship is a necessary and important step. Planning can be used while you are still with your abuser or after the relationship has ended. While still in an abusive relationship, your safety is of primary importance. Safety Plan Guidelines * Personal Safety with an Abuser * Getting Ready to Leave * General Guidelines for Leaving an Abusive Relationship * After Leaving the Abusive Relationship * For a Printable Personal Safety Plan Click Here These safety suggestions have been compiled from safety plans distributed by state domestic violence coalitions from around the country. Following these suggestions is not a guarantee of safety, but could help to improve your safety situation. Personal Safety with an Abuser * Identify your partner's use and level of force so that you can assess danger to you and your children before it occurs. * Try to avoid an abusive situation by

A Safer Fate In Death
A Safer Fate in Death you were the medicine or the end of the disease and she is caring too much to survive the hollow heart and lost in your hate and hot fear won't see the moment that fades the girl into the dark when you placed her in checkmate did you understand that it was the end of hope again again again again again until the end of it all there has to be an end to this feeling of being the fool victim to a heart that loves too much and a soul too faithful to others so bring the knife now cut the sanity away see what you wish in the fiction of your instability push away the love and solve this mystery of why she came back when death was so much safer than trusting you m.e.j.

Safe Sex
A girl asks her boyfriend to come over Friday night and have dinner with her parents. Since this is such a big event, the girl announces to her boyfriend that after dinner, she would like to go out and make love for the first time. Well, the boy is ecstatic, but he has never had sex before, so he takes a trip to the pharmacist to get some condoms. He tells the pharmacist it's his first time and the pharmacist helps the boy for about an hour. He tells the boy everything there is to know about condoms and sex. At the register, the pharmacist asks the boy how many condoms he'd like to buy, a 3-pack, 10-pack, or family pack. The boy insists on the family pack because he thinks he will be rather busy, it being his first time and all. That night, the boy shows up at the girl's parents house and meets his girlfriend at the door. "Oh, I'm so excited for you to meet my parents,come on in!" The boy goes inside and is taken to the dinner table where the girl's parents are

Safe In The Arms Of Love
My heart's not ready for the rocking chair I need somebody who really cares So tired of livin' solitaire Someday I'm gonna be Safe in the arms of love Strip your heart and it starts to snow Love is a high-wire act I know Someday I'll find a net below Someday I'm gonna be Safe in the arms of love Safe in the arms of love I want arms that know how to rock me Safe in the arms of love I wanna fall and know that love has caught me Safe in the arms of love Safe in the arms of love I want a heart to be forever mine Want eyes to see me satisfied Gonna hang my heartaches out to dry Some day I'm gonna be safe in the arms of love Safe in the arms of love I want arms that know how to rock me Safe in the arms of love I wanna fall and know that love has caught me Safe in the arms of love Safe in the arms of love Safe in the arms of love

Safe Place
Another day inside my world I'm married to you and this road A road that never lets me sleep There's no way to escape these demons I am forced to keep And then I'll find you here Through your eyes everything's clear And I'm home inside your arms But I'm alone for now I mean the best with what I say It doesn't always sound that way I never learned to work things out 'Cause in my family all we ever seem to do is shout And then I'll find you here Through your eyes everything's clear And I'm home inside your arms But I'm alone for now Alone for now... And I try to sleep The drugs I take are killing me I think of you to ease my pain But you're so far Now it's time to say goodbye I love you baby Please don't cry And then I'll find you here Through your eyes everything's clear And I'm home inside your arms But I'm alone for now Alone for now...

Safe Place...from Celtic Cross ..
Another day inside my world I'm married to you and this road A road that never lets me sleep There's no way to escape these demons I am forced to keep And then I'll find you here Through your eyes everything's clear And I'm home inside your arms But I'm alone for now I mean the best with what I say It doesn't always sound that way I never learned to work things out 'Cause in my family all we ever seem to do is shout And then I'll find you here Through your eyes everything's clear And I'm home inside your arms But I'm alone for now Alone for now... And I try to sleep The drugs I take are killing me I think of you to ease my pain But you're so far Now it's time to say goodbye I love you baby Please don't cry And then I'll find you here Through your eyes everything's clear And I'm home inside your arms But I'm alone for now Alone for now...

Safe Sane And Consensual
Welcome to the blog. Safe Sane and Consensual is how I network. Nothing will be done if both parties do not agree on the play I do not support Domestic Violence. This is for consensual safe fun only thank you!

Safety Rules
Safety for Real Life Meetings "Your own safety is at stake...." --Horace Know who it is you are meeting!! Going from online to RT is a giant step. Emotions run high for both partners. "Trust'" has built online, and on the phone. Each of you is more than ready to come together in RT. BUT-- it is so easy to BE who you are not online. It is easy to convince ourselves that we KNOW our partner. Get references!! Do background checks! A real Dominant will NOT be offended!! Think with your head first! Know your own emotional and physical limitations!! It is one thing to trust your Dominant to know you from the inside out. It is quite another to expect him to know that you have arthritis in your left knee and cannot stay on your knees for long periods of time. Communicate, Communicate, Communicate!!! No one can read minds. It is up to you to make sure your Dominant knows all there is to know about you. Anything (emotional OR physical ) that could be a problem during a sess

Safeplace Walk - 2007!
Each year I am involved with some form of advocacies to help make this world a better place. Last year, some of you may know, I participated in the SafePlace Walk (2006). In Austin alone, 1/3 of the homicides were due to domestic violence. We are all striving to change that. These are some of the photos I took of those who were part of the SafePlace Walk (2006). | View Show | Create Your Own I am looking forward to participating in the SafePlace Walk (2007) and have begun recruiting my team as well as have registered to help with various aspects of the walk. If you feel like you can help in some way, please visit my SafePlace Walk 2007 site.

Safe In The Arms Of Hate
She swayed toward him, more than slightly intoxicated and in four inch heels. She put her arms around his neck-- more for balance than with any kind of affection. She pulled him close, kissed his cheek and whispered in her sweetest tone: "Have I told you lately that I really, really hate you?" "Then why do you keep coming back?" he asked, humoring the drunk girl in his arms. "Because you're safe. Probably the safest guy in this entire bar!" she yelled the last part, waving one arm out to illustrate her point. He guided her hand back to his neck to keep her from falling, though truth be told, he loved the feel of her arms around him, but he'd never admit to that. "Why do you say that? Because you feel so secure in my arms? or because even though *I* hurt you all the time, I won't let anyone else do it?" "Nope. You're safe because I know that I could never love you. And since loving someone opens a person to pain, the simple fact that I don't love you keeps me safe." She told him in

Safe Sex
These days, safe sex isn't just a good idea, it's a matter of life and death. Here are some valuable tips to help you "play it safe"... Do not blow dealers for crack; blow regular citizens for cash, then buy the crack directly. Think about parents' nude bodies during foreplay; resultant loss of erection will prevent potential unsafe sex. Don't fall for lines like, "God protects his servants in the clergy from harm." Do not, no matter how much peers may pressure you, allow anyone to get to third base with you. Before unsafe sex, think to yourself what the kids will look like. Make sure all open sores on penis have thoroughly dried and scabbed over before use. When taking four cocks in the ass, make sure to have an equal amount of cock in your mouth to reduce the risk of CHI imbalance. Before fellating anonymous man in back room of bar, be sure to ask, "You don't have AIDS, do you?" Douse penis liberally with D-Con roach spray before penetrating ape. You CAN get it from kissing... tear o

Safe Words
Good evening, and welcome to the part of our show where we skewer some sacred cows! Many people will tell you that using a "safeword" in the context of BDSM is a good idea. In fact, I'm one of them. A safeword is simply some word which you can use as a code word to tell your partner to stop if something you're exploring becomes too intense or crosses a boundary--perhaps even a boundary you didn't know you have. Part of the value in BDSM is that it offers a way for people to test their limits. Because of this, you may find that you react to something in a way you didn't expect; if this happens, you may need a clear and unamiguous way to let your partner know that you need things to stop. This becomes especially important if you are doing something such as resistance play, when words like "no" or "stop" do not actually mean "no" or "stop." In such a case, it's very helpful to have a word that does mean "stop." Having said that... ...I will go on to commit something akin to

Safe, Sane, And Consensual
by Tamar Kay Copyright©1995 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- You will often hear it said that the first and most important rule in B&D-S/M is that all things we do with each other must be safe, sane, and consensual. What does this mean? Ask any set of experienced players and you'll get a different set of answers. Here's mine. Safe "Safe" means that we take care of each other as best we can, that no matter how we want our scenes, however gentle or rough, we do them in ways that do not injure our partners. "Safe" means that we take the dangers of sexually transmitted diseases seriously and use our best efforts to minimize those dangers. What can you do? Educate yourself. Learn as much as you can so that you can do safe scenes. That means read books, take classes, and ask others about specific techniques that interest you. Want to learn to use a cane? Ask an expert. Want to swing a flogger? Practice first on a pillo

Safe Arrival
After two breakdowns of their vehicles, my daughter's family made it safe to Alabama. The first break down was, ironically, not far from me, so I was given one more chance to see them, thus the new pictures of the grandkids uploaded today. The weather is warm there and they are going about their business of setting up house and buying new furniture. They bought a washer/dryer, a sofa and beds in the past two days and are working on getting the utilities in their name and getting cable so that they can come online and talk. The previous owners had friends removing items like old cars from the land, and almost removed the pool, but fortunately the previous owner stopped over and said that they could keep it for the kids. I guess his friends had their eye on it. The kids are so looking forward to having a pool. It was very strange to drive into Erie yesterday knowing they aren't in town to stop by, if I want to visit. I did some shopping and came home and gave them a call.

Safety
One of the long-term effects of living in a dysfunctional family - as children or adults - is that we don't feel safe. This is true even if not realized. Because we don't know it, does not mean it does not exist. Much of what we call codependency happens because we don't feel safe in relationships. This can cause us to control, obsess, or focus on the other person, while neglecting ourselves or shutting down our feelings. We can learn to make ourselves feel safe and comfortable, as part of a nurturing, loving attitude toward ourselves. Often, we get a feeling of safety and comfort when we admit we don't feel comfortable instead of holding it in. Being with a friend or doing something nice for ourselves helps us feel protected and loved. Sometimes, reaching out to another person helps us feel safe. We are safe now. We can relax. Perhaps others haven't been there for us in a consistent, trustworthy way, but we are learning to be there for ourselves. Today, I will concentr

Safety Precautions
i would like to list off a few safety precautions that we perhaps all need to be reminded of: safe sane consensual - these are not just words.. they should be branded into our very souls! do NOT be hurried into a first phone call .. or first meeting.. or first session.. or first anything!!! remember a reputable Dom will want to have time to get to know you !! safe calls … tell someone where you are going.. when you are going and when you expect to be home… phone that person 2 or 3 times . have a password that you will use each time you phone.. coercion can happen… be prepared…. make sure the person knows how you are traveling.. by bus.. by car - give them the license number and make and model of your car… and any and all details/information you have on the Dominant you are meeting. educate….. do not wait for some Dominant to teach you…. educate yourself know what interests you.. what scares you.. what you want.. imits/negotiations …. have some limits! it does not make

Safe Journey My Friend
Dear Sgt Berry may you have a journey of great peace and rest from this weary world that we live. You lived for a reason that has been that of many a man but recently you have passed for a cause thank you for your sacrifice. Memories of you will live forever but the pain of your absense will die. Go rest high brother we will miss you

The Safety Of One's King Overrules Every Other Consideration
I had planned to use this title for Thursday's blog entry, but sometimes the subject changes on me. I'm all for that . . . since this is my blog I'm writing in, as far as I know I'm not bound by convention to play it "safe" as long as I'm not seeking to pick a fight. Sometimes what I write in here really touches a chord, sometimes my mouth seems to outrun my brain, but I'd say that if four out of five get read and convey my point (whatever it is) well, then I'm doing all right! I hope this is a beautiful day for you too; it's 80 outside where I am right now with a slight wind. And the grass is actually greener than it has been! Around Minot where near-drought conditions often prevail, THAT is a godsend! The "one king" in today's title doesn't refer to Jesus (as my King, being a Christian) but rather the king piece in the game of chess. Unlike the queen, the king is extremely limited in how he can be moved to only one space in any direction. But it is the king on whom the e

The Safeword
One of the thrills of SM is that it can stretch your limitations. If you enjoy this sort of play, you can naturally find yourself trying more and more new things, accepting greater and greater levels of sensation, doing and feeling more than you've ever done or felt before. But the process is slow and gradual, and people are not telepathic. It may be that you are the bottom(sub) in a whipping scene, and your top(dom) is whipping you, and suddenly it doesn't feel good anymore!! and you want them to STOP!!! That is what a safeword is: a word that means "This isn't working! This scene is going wrong somehow! Please stop!" A safeword needs to be taken seriously. Sometimes you may be playing with a top you don't know that well, and if they do something to you you don't want, it's important that you have a way to let them know, IMMEDIATELY. Especially if you're tied up or otherwise made helpless. Everyone has their own favorite safeword. I personally use have my pets use "Yellow!

Safe, Sane, And Consensual
Safe, Sane, and Consensual by Tamar Kay Copyright©1995 You will often hear it said that the first and most important rule in B&D-S/M is that all things we do with each other must be safe, sane, and consensual. What does this mean? Ask any set of experienced players and you'll get a different set of answers. Here's mine. Safe "Safe" means that we take care of each other as best we can, that no matter how we want our scenes, however gentle or rough, we do them in ways that do not injure our partners. "Safe" means that we take the dangers of sexually transmitted diseases seriously and use our best efforts to minimize those dangers. What can you do? Educate yourself. Learn as much as you can so that you can do safe scenes. That means read books, take classes, and ask others about specific techniques that interest you. Want to learn to use a cane? Ask an expert. Want to swing a flogger? Practice first on a pillow. Whether you're driving a car or tying somebody up, safety s

Safe!!
THE WEDDING TEST I was a very happy man. My wonderful girlfriend and I had been dating for over a year, and so we decided to get married. There was only one little thing bothering me...It was her beautiful younger sister. My prospective sister-in-law was twenty-two, wore very tight miniskirts, and generally was bra-less. She would regularly bend down when she was near me, and I always got more than a nice view. It had to be deliberate. Because she never did it when she was near anyone else. One day her 'little' sister called and asked me to come over to check the wedding invitations. She was alone when I arrived, and she whispered to me that she had feelings and desires for me that she couldn't overcome. She told me that she wanted me just once before I got married and committed my life to her sister. Well, I was in total shock, and couldn't say a word. She said, 'I'm going upstairs to my bedroom, and if you want one last wild f

Safety Tips
Before we get to the good stuff, though, a few safety tips are in order. * Talk about what's going on with your partner. You don't necessarily have to tell him or her exactly what you're planning; in fact, sometimes surprises are fun. But you don't want to do anything your partner hates, either. This isn't just for one person's benefit. * Establish a "safeword." What's that? It's a code word that the submissive can use to mean "stop. Really. I mean it." You don't want to use a word like "no" or "stop," because sometimes you might want to work a pretend struggle into your fantasy. (I like "aardvark.") If your scene involves gagging your partner, establish another way that that person can say "Enough"--one common solution is for the gagged partner to hold a bell or some other object, and drop it if things get to be too much. * Keep a few things handy. You want to tie somebody up? Cool, but have some scissors on hand in case you need to get 'em loose in a hurr

Safe
Are you sure you really want to fuck me? We could make omelettes, put together a puzzle, watch "Are you smarter than a 5th grader?". OR, we could slowly start undressing until I cannot stand it anymore and grab you and toss you on the bed. No pretext, mouth clamped to yours, fingers sliding in and out of you. Hook me fingers up and rub back and forth over your G spot. Speed increasing as I suck one of your nipples between my teeth and bite down gently. With my other hand I reach up and clamp the restraints onto each wrist so your hands are stretched above you and your fingers dig into the leather. I bring my hand down to tweak your nipples while I move down to slide my tongue lightly over your clit while my fingers continue to stroke deeply in and out of you. I lick back and forth from your clit to your ass and back up. My other finger teases your ass, slowly sliding in and slipping back and forth at random intervals opposite to the tongue and fingers banging your pussy. Your

Safe
a girl went to a party she ended up staying longer than planned, and had to walk home alone. She wasn't afraid because it was a relatively small town and she lived only a few blocks away. As she walked along under the tall elm trees, Diane asked God to keep her safe from harm and danger. When she reached the alley, which was a short cut to her house, she decided to take it. However, halfway down the alley she noticed a man standing at the end as though he were waiting for her. She became uneasy and began to pray, asking for God's protection. Instantly a comforting feeling of quietness and security wrapped round her, she felt as though someone was walking with her. When she reached the end of the alley, she walked right past the man and arrived home safely. The following day, she read in the newspaper that a young girl had been rape

Safety Tips For Those A Little Short On Common Sense
Sometimes I look back on some of the stupid call that I have run and my theory that the gene pool needs an extra dose of chlorine is reaffirmed. Here are some shining examples of "bright" ideas that had a bad outcome: Thinking that if you filter unleaded gas through a piece of white bread makes it safe to drink. Then compounding the problem by lighting a cigarette after your glass of 87 octane. Funneling concrete or small furry animals is not good for the G.I. tract. Letting go of a vibrator that is implanted in your husband's ass and then smacking him on said ass. This usually requires an invasive procedure to remove and causes great embarrassment when filing for reimbursement for the ambulance bill. Telling the person who is giving you a round of "oral hugging" that they are pathetic and that you have gotten better from their brother. For the geriatric crowd, I don't recommend that when your stubborn spouse refuses to go to the hospital, even if they are seriously ill, PLEASE

Safety!
Yes I think I can safely say, that the hot tub is fixed; and is now availibly for recreational use. I'll surely be soaking sweetly for my weekend. Now if I could just get a little bit of a tan, then I wouldnt be so white...

Safely Bring Our Troops Home
END VIOLENCE without THE USE OF VIOLENCE Quakers remain joined to the global effort to bring the day nearer when we end violence in the world without using violence. We renounce the use of violence, and affirm the power of non-violence and love, to bring about the cause of peace and justice for all. War is not the answer, not now and not ever. War does not bring about peace. War does not bring about security. War hurts innocent people and generates new resentment and new impetus for revenge in generations to come. The belief in the use of violence as a means of solving political problems is both dangerous and counterproductive to peace. One recipe for peace is to divert military spending to help building understanding among peoples in the Middle East...bringing frsh drinking water to the thirsty, empower the poor to feed and house their families, and demonstrate American intentions to bring prosperity and peace throughout the Middle East. Does this recipe for

Safety And Security
It's 7am. I slept for about 3.5 hours last night and it felt like the longest 3.5 hours in a long time. Meaning, I actually SLEPT. No tossing, turning, waking up every hour. When your used to sleeping next to somebody for about 5 years, it really changes your sleeping habits, well did for me anyways. It has to do with security, feeling safe. (not only that but I slept next to one of the cuddliest men I have ever met) It was.... comfortable. For almost a year now I have been dealing with going to sleep and waking up every hour or so and as time as moved on, "sleep" is a word I couldnt partake in. People think I'm lazy because I don't wake up until noon.... or so, but they have to understand I'm not sleeping for 10 hours, I'm TRYING to sleep for 8 and barely get that lol. I can say I'm in a good mood this morning and that never happens either. I usually get outta bed tired and restless..... It's gonna be a good day, my friend, yes it will. :)

Safe House
GOOD EVENIG FAMILY I HOPE ALL IS WELL, I WILL BE GONE THE FEW DAYS AS MOST OF U KNOW I HAVE A FAMILY PROBLEM , AS OF TOMOROW AFTER FAMILY COURT , I WILL BEIN GOIN IN TO A SAFE HOUSE NOT BY CHOICE , PLEASE WHILE IM GONE KEEP WATCHIN THE BULLENTINS FROM OUR FRIENDS WHO HAS HELPED US ,ALSO I WILL BE CHECKIN IN EVERYDAY I WILL LEAVE BLOGS AN BULLENTINS ON WATS GOIN IWILL BE IN CONTACT WITH SUM OF U, IF U NEED PLZ GO TO MS,MAINE, ,I WILL BE OK AN MISS U PLZ DONT TELL NO OUT SIDE THE FAMILY LOVE RUBIA

Safety Briefing
1) DO NOT drink under age. 2) DO NOT have sex with underage women 3) DO NOT drink and drive including boats 4) DO NOT go out side of the millage pass range with out a pass 5) DO NOT have sex with married women unless they are your wife. 6) If you are married only have sex with your wife. 7) If you think it is wrong it probley is so dont do it. if you have any questions call your squad leader

Safe Sex On The Beach
*nonalcoholic* 1 oz. Peach nectar 3 oz. pineapple juice (or grapefruit juice) 3 oz. orange juice 1. Pour peach nectar, pinapple (or grapefruit) juice and orange jucie into a highball glass with several ice cubes 2. Stir For the girl or guy that wants to have a drink but can't. ;-) I am here for ya.. there will be more posted.

9 Safety Points
Everyone should take 5 minutes to read this. It may save your life or love one's life. Crucial Because of recent abductions in daylight hours,refresh yourself of these things to do in an emergency situation... This is for you, and for you to share with your wife, your children, everyone you know. It never hurts to be careful in this crazy world we live in. 1. Tip from Tae Kwon Do : The elbow is the strongest point on your body. If you are close enough to use it, do! 2. Learned this from a tourist guide in New Orleans If a robber asks for your wallet and/or purse, DO NOT HAND IT TO HIM Toss it away from you.... chances are that he is more interested in your wallet and/or purse than you, and he will go for the wallet/purse. RUN LIKE MAD IN THE OTHER DIRECTION! 3. If you are ever thrown into the trunk of a car, kick out the back tail lights and stick your arm out the hole and start waving like crazy. The driver won't see you, but everybo

Safer Sex Precautions
Coming into contact with active outbreaks of herpes or HPV, or exchanging body fluids with someone currently carrying a Sexually Transmitted Disease (STD), can impart a risk to you of catching that STD. Although unprotected genital massage is certainly safer than unprotected vaginal or anal intercourse, if you or your partner are potentially contagious you can always insure absolute protection by putting on a pair of latex or nitrile gloves before pleasuring your partner's genital areas. Please note that gloves are ONLY considered necessary when one is massaging skin that is broken or unhealthy due to STD-related inflammation, or when there is a possibility of your hand(s) coming into contact with infectious body fluids for general massage on healthy skin (with no body fluids involved) they aren't needed. Please remember, though, that if you stimulate or penetrate a woman's anus with one of your fingers you must change gloves before putting that same finger into her vagina.

Safe/sane And Consensual
Safe "Safe" means that we take care of each other as best we can, that no matter how we want our scenes, however gentle or rough, we do them in ways that do not injure our partners. "Safe" means that we take the dangers of sexually transmitted diseases seriously and use our best efforts to minimize those dangers. What can you do? Educate yourself. Learn as much as you can so that you can do safe scenes. That means read books, take classes, and ask others about specific techniques that interest you. Want to learn to use a cane? Ask an expert. Want to swing a flogger? Practice first on a pillow. Whether you're driving a car or tying somebody up, safety should always come first. It's especially important to not let your desire rule your good sense, so think about the specifics of your scenes outside of the scene. "Don't think with your groin." Sane Power exchange is about trust -- trust that the person who has the power in a scene will use it responsibly. If you are the Top

Safe Sex
Rules for cyber sex -An explaination of the rules for successful cyber sex 1. Before becoming involved in any kind of cybersex, please make sure your spouse, boyfriend, kids, etc. are out of the room at the time, (preferably out of the house and not during a major holiday when your in-laws are also present or at a time when all your relatives are in attendance). It really gets difficult to explain the moaning and groaning, while the buzz of various "toys" can be heard. 2. For men, before you begin, please check that your modem protector is on, along with the splash guard for your keyboard. It will stop the future embarrassment of telling the computer technician that your keys are "stuck" and you have no idea why. 3. For women, no matter what you are truly wearing, such as: sweatpants, sweat shirt, torn bathrobe, slippers, t-shirt with stains on the front, bloomer underwear that could cover a car or be used for a parachute, always tell your potential cyber partner you

Safe In The Arms Of Love
My heart's not ready for the rockin' chair Need somebody who really cares So tired of livin' solitaire Someday I'm gonna be Safe in the arms of love Strip your heart and it starts too slow Love is high-wire act I know Someday I'll find a net below Someday I'm gonna be safe in the arms of love Safe in the arms of love I want a heart to be forever mine Want eyes to see me satisfied Gonna hang my heartaches out to dry Someday I'm gonna be Safe in the arms of love Safe in the arms of love I want arms that know how to rock me Safe in the arms of love I wanna fall and know that love has caught me Safe in the arms of love Safe in the arms of love

Safety And Limits For Beginners
It has been mentioned extensively to not neglect safety and limits. I have read it myself hundreds of times. Despite the warnings, as a slave in training I greatly neglected this simply in an effort to please and not cause discontent. Forcing myself ot push past what was enough was what I thought was expected of me. IT"S NOT! Not one bit. There is a limit to pushing past your limits. We must all recognize those limits. It's more than just you will do what I tell you to. I have found this to be one of the greater misconceptions of BDSM. It is not a one way relationship with everything being done simply to please the top. It's a power exchange not a power trip! Having experienced this, hear out a beginner's thoughts. Be wary of those times when your mind actually decides to obey a command that you are not comfortable with. Sometimes it's a good thing; we need to conquer our fears. Be more wary when it is something that creates an emotional or mental battle in your life. These time

Safety Tip
Below is a tip to keep you and your loved ones safe. After reading it, I realized I could have easily fallen for this one. …… Beth They keep coming up with better ways to trick you.... SAFE FLEET TIP Know what money you are carrying. You will see why as you read. Be sure every woman is aware of this M.O. Share it with your wife and daughters. Know what money you are carrying... This was the first I have heard of a scheme like this..... Criminals are coming up with craftier, less threatening methods of attack, so we have to be extra cautious. Read on... I live in Alexandria , VA , but I often work in Lafayette , LA , staying with friends when I'm there. As you know from America 's Most Wanted TV program, as well as the news media, there is a serial killer in the Lafayette area. I just want to let you know about an "incident" that happened to me a few weeks ago, and could have been deadly. At first I didn't go

Safe And Happy New Year
The Holidays are always so busy and we wouldn't want to miss the chance to tell all of our friends and family members to please have a fun-filled and safe New Year. Each of you are special to us in your own way and we hope you never for a moment think that we don't care or appreciate each and every one of you. Our New Year's Wish for 2008 to all of you is this ... May peace break into your house and may thieves come to steal your debts. May the pockets of your jeans become a magnet of $100 bills. May love stick to your face like Vaseline and may laughter assault your lips! May your clothes smell of success like smoking tires May happiness slap you across the face and may your tears be that of joy. May the problems you had forget your home address! In simple words ... May 2008 be the best year of your life!!! We love each and everyone of you and hope you all will sign one of the guestbooks and leave a comment so we know you care and want to con

Safe, Sane, Consenual
There are three things that are important in the BDSM lifestyle no matter what level it is that you participate in it. They hold all involved for their actions and the outcome of "play". These are discussed below. This is an older view point, and a newer idea to be able to gage the level at which play has become unsafe or damaging is emerging called RACK or Risk Aware Consensual Kink. This concept will be discussed in another blog posting. Safe: Free from harm. All necessary precautions that can be taken for a particular activity have been. Sounds good. Now define safe for yourself. So far so good. Define safe for everyone else that engages in BDSM. There in lies the catch with Safe, its impossible to come up with an even close, satisfactory universal definition that covers anyone other than you. What one person considers safe another may think is not only unsafe as it applies to them but damn close to insane as well. Single tails, cuttings, needle play and brandings are just a few

Safe
burning salt dries in my eyes the windows to my soul look in on burning emptiness. lost and alone can't find me in all this lonely open. vast desert barren soulless yearning needing desperate for love. then a cool breeze a caress of words a green blade grass, leaf a drop of cool rain it's u and i'm safe. D. R. Hyden and another pulled from my files...

"safe & Sound"
I have waited and waited to see you again, Wondering everyday if you would come home okay; Now, you're home and the worry is gone. But, when I see you I have nothing to say, I missed you so, much; I'm just glad to see you home. Safe & Sound! Watching the news while you were gone made my heart feel so,much pain, Wondering if you were hurt, But, now you're home; Safe & Sound! Our Marine who fought for us, You did your deed; Now you're home, Safe & Sound! We are so very PROUD