It's been so long since I was happy and a smile was genuine. So long since I looked forward to something other than the moment coming to an end. My fondest memories, thought of as fables. Reflection is only a reminder of the sad state my mind and heart have become. I once laughed with abandon and loved as fiercely. Now love has abandoned my heart and the laugher has turned to a mask, hiding my tears. Joy of the past is slain by the outlook of tomorrow. Letting go of hope, in hopes of sufferings end.
