Impossible to write any more sorrows
borrowing from feelings that dont remain
wallowing and sinking and circling the drain
Taking up space that could be better used
confused as to why these things happen
tapping in to unchanged meanings
Dreaming of a time that all will feel right
out of sight these things I dream
Gleaming with beams of light streaming
freeing us all heart and soul
mind and body under control
tales told of times when we were happy
tap water and scraps of food
no times of hunger and solemn mood
no grim blank stares and attitudes
slow slim blinks ... more of a flutter
a simple kiss cause for shuttering butterfiles
studder and stammer the feelings you hold deep
sleep while dreaming now dreaming of sleep
deep in depression and looking for the leap
steep shear cliffs and drifting winds
long cold nights beneath blankets of sin
winning this fight only I can win
tinted light shines pale and thin
clinging to what lies beyond this dark
stinging still from what lies you bark
parting such sweet sorrow I've heard
starting to see the burden in this
wishing I never knew wishes
wishing I never knew kisses
Insisting this twisted exsistence cease to exsist.
criss cross my heart and beg to die...
I live no more for the love inside.
try and fail and try again ...
try and try and never win
these things I see are my future...
this open wound just seeking the suture...
