How do you say goodbye to someone you have known and loved all your life. Someone who has left behind so much. Four children and a husband. At such a young age. It just goes to show what drugs can do to someone. They don't only effect you but, everyone around you. Leaving them vulnerable, alone, sad, and depressed. What is to become of there life now that u are gone? The girls are just now teenagers, the baby is three. Let's not forget the six year old too. How could you enjoy yourself pill after pill knowing that you were leaving them behind? Maybe, no one understands but you could have givin them a chance.