Why Am i Feeling this way?
Is it Cuz i dont wanna believe whats going On in Front of me ?
Is it Cuz i know im being played?
Is it Cuz she Does Not Wanna confess to me?
Is it Cuz she Dont Wanna Hurt Me?
Is it Cuz She Cant believe That i Have Changed For the Better?
Is it That I was a no Good For Nothing Peice of Shit Husband?
Is It Cuz I have Always Taken Care Of the Kids So Well Since the littleist one was 1 and a Half?
Is It Cuz She Dont Wanna Hurt Our Little one?
Is It Me Or what That im Being Lead On For Nothing?
My Life Has Not been The Best Since July 19th of 2008 The Day Of our Anaversary.
I Felt Like i Was Used that Night Then She Never Came Back.
She Came Back For Christmas To See our Son For 45 Mins.
I Felt That She Went To the Town To See him Cuz She had Nothing better else Todo.
Cuz after that she aint made any effort to see Our son.
I know she was hurt when she asked who Am i and Our son said "i dont know".
I Know One Thing is for sure is that if my son Told me he Didnt know who i was ..
Id Def make more of an effort to come see Him ..
Above all the shit that is going on.
Im Not Asking For us To Hook Back up.
All im Asking if For you To Make A better Effort To Come And See Him.
I Have Pictures of our Son She Dont Even Know Abt On Myspace.
But She Has Me Blocked In All Ways.
She Says She Is Stressed Out and Has Alot In Mind.
Well If She Only Knew Abt our Sons Feelings Then She Would Probably Come Around.
The Only Person That Knows How our Son Feels Is His Daddy.
And All Im Gonna Say IS that Im Confused Along With Our Son. And Im Really hurt Cuz he Feels that Way
Our Son Asks To Talk To Mom Everyday BeFor Bed And I Call And No Answer..
Its Always the Same old and Played Story "I Fell Asleep".
So Our Son Goes To Bed Upset Everynight In Case U didnt Know.
It Hurts For Me To See Our Son In Pain Cuz of That And More.
Well This Enuff Abt that.
One Thing I can Honestly Say Im Doing One Hell Of A Job on Raising Our Son And Taking Care Of Him In Anyway shape or form.
He Has Everything He Needs. With No Help From Anyone...
Anyways Goodnight And Everyone Plz Give Off some Feed Back on This and let me know if u feel Me On This Whole Thing.
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