I woke up this moring so sad..I feel this terrible sadness hanging over me....so dark, cold, so forbibben...I cant explain it even. I sit here and rate photos andsend e-mail to friends who are soo happy in love, with somebody , sharing their lives,hearts,souls, bodys,minds with eachother. I want that but for some reason cant seem to find it....is there something wrong with me? Am i not good enough? pretty enough? I dont get it....I fell soo alone all the time, as I write this im literally on the verge of tears. I dont wanna be alone anymore...I want love....I wanna be loved so badley...I feel like nobody wants me....this is a horrible feeling.
I met this guy on here....he lives about 20 minutes away...I liked him alot but, something tells me he doesnt feel the same way...~sigh~ he doesnt even really call me, wanna hang out, or anything...he told me all this stuff that he wanted to do with me and now....its all lies I guess. So AGAIN im moving on I guess.....sad, and alone as always.
