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Some New Users Downrating Members
This is a rant lol or a rave who knows. But of late there are a number of new fubar members who are downrating. Please just take the time to copy the following I found in the bulletins, and send it to the new users. NOTICE RULES OF KINDESS Hey whats up, if you just joined, WELCOME Ok Some rules of kindness... DOWNRATEING is not nice and is not acceptable. If you dont like a photo don't rate it. People get irritated real fast and upset if you downrate someones page, photo. Or thumbs down there stash item. What is down rateing do you ask? That is when you intentionly rate lower then a 10. This is like fliping someone off just ruder. If you don't like the photo or profile DONT rate it. Simple as that! Please take this in to note when visiting fellow members of the site to have respect for one and other. Sure if someone came to your page or pictures and rated them all lower then a 10 you would be fliping out right?. Have some respect, treat o

5 Minute Management Lesson
Lesson 1: A man is getting into the shower just as his wife is finishing up her shower, when the doorbell rings. The wife quickly wraps herself in a towel and runs downstairs. When she opens the door, there stands Bob, the next-door neighbor. Before she says a word, Bob says, "I'll give you $800 to drop that towel," After thinking for a moment, the woman drops her towel and stands naked in front of Bob After a few seconds, Bob hands her $800 and leaves. The woman wraps back up in the towel and goes back upstairs. When she gets to the bathroom, her husband asks, "Who was that?" "It was Bob the next door neighbor," she replies. "Great," the husband says, "did he say anything about the $800 he owes me?" Moral of the story: If you share critical information pertaining to credit and risk with your shareholders in time, you may be in a position to prevent avoidable exposure. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Less

I Might
I Might be away from the pc for a while and be at a internet cafe for a while because my brother i hope will fix my pc soon i am having problems with it so please understand i am not purposely ignoring anyone i will reply from the internet cafe but i could spend about 2 hours then head home from there so please be patient with me and my replies if my brother is fixing my pc and i promise you all i will get it fixed before and in time for Christmas 2007 so i am just letting you all know in advance if i happen to be online but quickly disappear for a while meaning if i am at the internet cafe for say 2 hours i will be back again until my brother tells me it's ok to pick up the pc again and he fixed it from Bruce PS thanks for your understanding and Patience people.

The Straight Edge Ethic
The Straight Edge EthicWhat is Straight Edge? Straight Edge is what people who choose not to consume alcohol, use tobacco, or any drugs call themselves. A non-promiscuous sex life is also favoured by most Straight Edge followers. Straight Edge ethics are a choice made on a personal level, for instance, some people choose a vegan lifestyle in addition to their Straight Edge commitment. Some choose not to ingest caffeine and some even go as far as to abstain from as many legal prescription medications as possible. Another choice many Straight Edge people opt for is that of environmental awareness, which, in effect, could be involving oneself in recycling, awareness of power usage, involvement in environmental organizations like Green Peace, and primarily any kind of environmental aid. Straight Edge is, in effect, a non-violent movement, usually built on self-preservation or self-abstinence. It is a discipline, but for others it is a simple choice with no interest from the products in que

Redneck Application!!
Redneck Application Last name: ________________ First name :( Check appropriate box) [_] Billy-Bob [_] Bobby-Sue [_] Billy-Joe [_] Bobby-Jo [_] Billy-Ray [_] Bobby-Ann [_] Billy-Sue [_] Bobby-Lee [_] Billy-Mae [_] Bobby-Ellen [_] Billy-Jack [_] Bobby-Beth Ann Sue Age: ____ (if unsure, guess) Sex: ____ M _____ F _____ Not sure Shoe Size: ____ Left ____ Right Occupation: [_] Farmer [_] Mechanic [_] Hair Dresser [_] Waitress [_] Un-employed [_] Dirty Politician Spouse's Name: __________________________ 2nd Spouse's Name: __________________________ 3rd Spouse's Name: __________________________ Lover's Name: __________________________ 2nd Lover's Name: __________________________ Relationship with spouse: [_] Sister [_] Aunt [_] Brother [_] Uncle [_] Mother [_] Son [_] Father [_] Daughter [_] Cousin [_] Pet Number of children living in household: ___ Number of children living in shed: ___ Number of children that are yours: ___ Mother's Name: ______

This Guys A Looser.
sho'nuff@ fubar This guys a joke. Heres our conversation... *ShebledGlitter sends chill pill that says*: Comments like these "can anyone say... psycho?" are unappreciated. Thanks for the friendship, but I preffer people less judgemental and more accepting. *Joke says*: Sorry... Don't put gross picture up, Besides we never had a friendship. It was just points... *SheBledGlitter says*: Gross is all just perspective, what is gross to you, is art to me. Respecting peoples differences was something I was taught adults did. And if you don't want friends, dont send friend requests, simple. *Joke says*: OK... Stop bothering me now. I really don't care. BTW Yes it is just points,that's the whole idea for this supid website. *SheBledGlitter says*: Lol, people like you, make me laugh, if you didnt care, you wouldnt have responded. *Joke says*: ya, well I have nothing better to do... *Joke sends a Icecream Sunday that says*: Here, have another. [cuz obviously Im

2 The One I Love Whole Heartedly
u r my one n only tru love my angel sent from up above ur the light of my life when i have none ur like a rainbow but much prettier than one ur smile is like the stars at night shining bright for the world see i thank god cause i know u love me ur eyes are my favorite color or hue the most sexiest shade ive seen in blue so i thank u for bein there for me my lil woman aka my sexy lady ur all i want n what i need the love from u my heart does feed ur what keeps me goin my heart a pumpin and my blood a flowin

Diagnosis
One day, Pete complained to his friend, "My elbow really hurts. I guess I should see a doctor." His friend said, "Don't do that. There's a computer at the drug store that can diagnose anything quicker and cheaper than a doctor. Simply put in a sample of your urine, and the computer will diagnose your problem and tell you what you can do about and it will only costs you $10.00." Pete figured he had nothing to lose, so he filled a jar with a urine sample and went to the drug store. Finding the computer, he poured in the sample and deposited the $10.00. The computer started making some noise and various lights started flashing. After a brief pause, out popped a small slip of paper which read: 1. You have tennis elbow. 2. Soak your arm in warm water, avoid heavy labor. 3. It will be better in two weeks....... That evening while thinking how amazing this new technology was and how it would change medical science forever, he began to wonder if this computer could

New Secretary:-))
Two friends meet in the office of one of them, a notorious techo-geek. "Hey, bud, how are ya?" "I'm good. Congratulations, that new secretary of yours is beautiful!" "Well, I'm glad you like her. Believe it or not, she's a robot! "No way, how could that be?" "Way! She's the latest model from Japan. Lemme tell you how she works. If you squeeze her left tit, she takes dictation. If you squeeze her right tit, she types a letter. And that's not all, she can have sex, too!" "Holy shit! You're kidding, right?" "No, she's something, huh? Tell you what, you can even borrow her" So, his friend takes her into the restroom and is in there with her for a while. Suddenly, he hears him screaming "Eeeeyaaaaa! Heeelp Ooooooh! Aaaaaaah! Eeeeeeeeeeeaaargghhhh!" The guy says, "Shit! I forgot to tell him her ass is a pencil sharpener!"

The 5-minute Management Course
Subject: 5-Minute Management Course Lesson 1: A man is getting into the shower just as his wife is finishing up her shower, when the doorbell rings. The wife quickly wraps herself in a towel and runs downstairs. When she opens the door, there stands Bob, the next-door neighbor. Before she says a word, Bob says, "I'll give you $800 to drop that towel, " After thinking for a moment, the woman drops her towel and stands naked in front of Bob After a few seconds, Bob hands her $800 and leaves. The woman wraps back up in the towel and goes back upstairs. When she gets to the bathroom, her husband asks, "Who was that?" "It was Bob the next door neighbor," she replies. "Great," the husband says, "did he say anything about the $800 he owes me?" Moral of the story: If you share critical information pertaining to credit and risk with your shareholders in time, you may be in a position to prevent avoidable exposure. Lesson 2: A priest

Great Grandma
Last night i just got the news that my great grandma passed away. WE just last sunday celebrated her 105th birthday!!! Shes been is Hospice for the past week getting nothing to eat or drink, which they say is actually better for them but idk. Anyway just kinda upset. Talk to me

Today Sunday Nov 25
Today I dont promise to be happy when I am COMPLETELY falling apart inside. Today is technically my last full day with my boyfriend. I go to Tanja's tomorrow. I will see Rudi on Wednesday night and he is taking me to the airport Thursday morning but honestly I just want to lay my head down and cry. The love of my life will be over 7400 miles away in less then a week. I wont be waking next to him nor falling asleep holding his hand. I wish there was something to do to make this easier, but no matter how much I tell myself Im not going to cry, I do :(

Life In Genereal
OK I HAVE FINALLY HAD IT! I AM SO FUCKING TIRED OF THESE GUYS ACTING LIKE THEY ARE THE SHIT OR THE ONE FOR ME. YA ALL NEED TO KEEP STEPPEN! WHAT GIVES YOU THE RIGHT TO CALL ME HUN OR SWEETHEART OR ANY OTHER FUCKING PET NAME WHEN YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW ME? WHAT GIVES YOU THE RIGHT TO TREAT ME THE WAY YOU DO? YA ALL NEED TO GROW THE FUCK UP! WHERE DID YOUR MANNERS AND MORALS GO THAT YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO BE TAUGHT AS LITTLE BOYS? HERE IT IS FELLAS....IF YOU ARE LOOKING TO GET MY PANTS THEN JUST KEEP ON WALKIN! I HAVE MORE CLASS THEN THAT. I AM NOT GOING TO BE TREATED LIKE SOME CYBERSPACE WHORE OR ANY OTHER WHORE AS A MATTER OF FACT. I HAVE FEELINGS TO...JUST LIKE YOU. TO ALL THESE GUYS ON HERE THAT HAVE WIVES OR GIRLFRIENDS OR LIVE WITH THEIR EX'S I AM NOT INTERESTED. I AM NOT THE TYPE TO BREAK UP A HAPPY HOME OR CAUSE DRAMA IN A HOUSEHOLD. TO ALL THE REAL MEN ON HERE THAT ARE INTERESTED...PLEASE FEEL FREE TO EMAIL ME OR SEND ME A SHOUTOUT. I REALLY DO NOT BITE AND

What A Kiss Means...
+kiss on the stomach = Im ready +Kiss on the Forehead ="i hope we're together forever" +Kiss on the Ear = Your my everything +Kiss on the Cheek = "We're friends" +Kiss on the Hand = "I adore you" +Kiss on the Neck = "we belong together" +Kiss on the Shoulder = "I want you" +Kiss on the Lips = I love you" What the gesture means... +Holding Hands = "we definitely love each other" +Slap on the Butt = "That's mine" +Holding on tight = "i don't want to let go" +Looking into each other's Eyes = "i just plain love you" +Playing with Hair = "Tell me you love me" +Arms around the Waist = "I love you too much to let go" +Laughing while Kissing = "I am completely comfortable with you" --Advice-- + Dont ask for a kiss, take one. +If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love.

Update For All
Dark Greetings, Yes I know I have been MIA for a good while as you can tell by the last post before this one. Well things have gotten hectic, first off my daughter has started Kindergarten & I have been volunteering at her school alot. The volunteering will last another month cause after five years of being an full time at home mom I am now rejoining the work force & I have been hired by the Board of ED so Next Monday I have an appointment for fingerprinting & TB Shot then on the 13th I have to be at the Board of Ed at 8am for a 3 1/2 hour orientation then get my ID card & Certificate to take to the schools for employment. So with that much of my online activities have changed. I have also been learning how to use PSP 9 using online tutorials plus my normal religious routines so yeah I have been swamped & with the holidays here I am drowning. I will probably have to drop out of my PSP yahoogroups once I start work cause the e-mails that one receives in those groups can be

About Me
You Are a Centaur In general, you are a very cautious and reserved person. However, you are also warm hearted, and you enjoy helping others in practical ways. You are a great teacher, and you are really good at helping people get their lives in order. You are very intuitive, and you go with your gut. You make good decisions easily.What Mythological Creature Are You?

My Night
my night has been really, long lol, i watched the notebook and actually liked it, then i played some smackdown vs raw 08 with a friend and then came on here, but anyways hope everyone has a good night and a great day tomorrow ok peace out

Too Hard
I dont know what to do, i think its very hard in this world, people calling m up and telling me they want to kill themselves, my constant urge to find someone who will be in my life and then there is the major problem that I still have feelings for my ex plus i dont want to have anyone in my life... Seriously this is completely insane. I am lonely and need someone, but obviously i cant be with the ex, he really despises me. And I dont know what to do in the future either. I am going to start school in january, so i will be very busy. Cant slack off even for a day. its a 3 year course and i guess it will have to be a long celibate year. I have also come to the conclusion that i dont ever want anymore kids, not because i dont love my kids but because I have 3 of them. They will finally be somewhat selfsufficent when i finish school, and then i have atleast 2 years working before i can even get a decent pay as a nurse. At that stage i will be 30 and i am not gonna be one of thos

Things About Me
You Are 4: The Individualist You are sensitive and intuitive, with others and yourself. You are creative and dreamy... plus dramatic and unpredictable. You're emotionally honest, real, and easily hurt. Totally expressive, others always know exactly how you feel. At Your Best: You are inspired, artistic, and introspective. You know what you're thinking, and you can communicate it well. At Your Worst: You are melancholy, alienated, and withdrawn. Your Fixation: Envy Your Primary Fear: To have no identity Your Primary Desire: To find yourself Other Number 4's: Alanis Morisette, Johnny Depp, J.D. Salinger, Jim Morrison, and Anne Rice.What Number Are You?

I Was Diagnosed With A. A. A. D. D.
Recently, I was diagnosed with A. A. A. D. D. Age Activated Attention Deficit Disorder This is how it develops: I decide to water my garden. As I turn on the hose, I look over at my car and decide my car needs washing. As I start toward the garage, I notice that there is mail on the porch table That I brought up from the mailbox earlier. I decide to go through the mail before I wash the car. I lay my car keys down on the table, put the junk mail in the garbage can under the table, and notice that the can is full. So, I decide to put the bills back on the table and take out the garbage first. But then I think, since I'm going to be near the mailbox, when I take out the Garbage anyway, I may as well pay the bills first. I take my checkbook off the table, and see that there is only 1 check Left. My extra checks are in my desk in the study, so I go inside the house to My desk where I find the can of Coke that I had been drinking. I'm going to look

Violence In The Soul
Into the night I wonder. Listening to the thunder. Seeing the sky brighten. Only to see I am frighten. The pain caused by another. Creates the thunder. In my heart I feel it. The lost soul wonders. This shall not occur again. I am strong against it. The thunder is the beating of my heart. It heals the pain he had caused. I will survive. I will live on. For he has lost not won.

After The Rain
After the rain falls all over me Falling over my bare skin Will I remember your face After the rain comes pouring down all over me Pouring down all over my naked skin Will I remember your touch upon my black lace After the rain washes all my memories of you away Refreshing my remembrances anew Will I ever visit our sacred place After the rain falls all over me Refreshing my affections anew Will my heart still have for you a loving space

Fire And Ice Members
hi members just rember to add fie and ice family to your name and to add all the management team as well. the other thing to consider is if your a day(USA time) or a nite user of fubar. if your day please contact urgirl urgirl2006 ~ MANAGMENT OF THE FIRE AND ICE CREW & ~GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY BOMBSQUAD~@ fubar or nite time user contact myself thanks wayne

Wet Pants
>>Come with me to a third grade classroom..... There is a nine-year-old >>kid sitting at his desk and all of a sudden, there is a puddle between >>his >>feet and the front of his pants are wet. He thinks his heart is going to >>stop >>because he cannot possibly imagine how this has happened. >>It's never happened before, and he knows that when the boys find out he >>will never hear the end of it. When the girls find out, they'll never >>speak >>to him >>again as long as he lives. The boy believes his heart is going to stop; >>he puts his head down and prays this prayer, "Dear God, this is an >>emergency! >>I need help now! Five minutes from now I'm dead meat." He looks up from >>his >> >>prayer >>and here comes the teacher with a look in her eyes that says he >>has been discovered. As the teacher is walking toward him, a classmate >>named >>Susie is carrying a goldfish bowl that is filled with water. Susie trips >>in >>front >>of the teacher

What Is Your Fighting Style
Whats Your Fighting Style?created with QuizFarm.com You scored as SoldierYour Told To Take A Hill, Someone Lobs A Grenade And Kills 3 Of Your Friends. You Run Up The Hill And Unload, Then Bash Them With The Butt Of The Gun When The Magazines Empty. Soldier 100%Bar Room Brawler 75%Cat Fight 60%Boxing 60%Karate 60%Wrestling 25%Little Girl 20%

Why Me, Or Any Good Hearted Person.
The past few weeks my mind has certainly been going through turmoil. I don't have the chance to let my emotions out, and when I do get them out the people around me *Don't like me then*. I have been through a lot in the past 5 years, and it has taken it's toll on me. To all of my friends here I may seem like this happy go lucky crazy women, but truly deep in my heart I am broken. I have failed at marriage, I lost my one and only true friend. I have two steps sons that I helped raise.. I don't know what to do, and I am searching through the rubble of lifes train wreck to find that inner peace. I wish one day that my life will become all that I know and truly deserve. I have been put down, let down, and just plain smacked down. I wish I could find the answer somewhere, somehow. I know that in life we all have the highs and lows, but at this point I feel so vulnerable. I don't know where to turn, or whom to turn to. I am one big emotional scar that needs some healing some how.

Death That Was Taken Away
Take me away to another place a place where i can escape from this pain inside i don't know why i feel this way i feel like suicide is the only answer to the pain but when i'm with you i feel like there is no pain in the world you saved my life and i'll save yours until death do us part.

Trust
Do you know what it's like to be me? To be the nice girl? The one who everyone knows and trusts? That is what I hate i don't want to be the nice girl that everyone trusts inside me i am lonely the outcast that no one trusts i'm the outsider that hides deep inside deep inside myself so i say to myself that no one likes me it's all a lie a lie deep inside deep inside of everyone so now i want to die and get rid of this lie cause no one knows what it's like to be me

Hugs
Hugs are warm, Hugs are nice, Hugs are ways ... To break the ice. If you send me a hug, You won't regret; I'll hug you back, So you can't forget! A hug is just a way to say, I love you in a special way; To tell that someone special, I care about you in every way. When you shed a tender tear, A hug is sure to be near. When you're trembling in fear, A hug will come from someone dear. Wrap your arms around someone near, In your hug ... is the circle of life; A new beginning to an endless day, A ray of hope to light your way. Take a hug and pass it on, Don't save them up it can't be done. Share them with family and friends, Share them whenever you can. A hug will make you "aahh," A hug will make you "oohh;" A hug will make you smile, A hug will make you feel great. A hug lightens up your day, A hug throws away your loads; A hug strengthens your ties, A hug makes you feel important. Stop! Take a break! A hug is harmless. It only takes a litt

Why?
Why do i do what i do? why do i hurt myself? cutting, squealing? am i mad? am i sad? i don't know mixed feelings messed up to scared to talk someone help HELP! i screwed up messed up my life now i pay the price cure me someone why do i hurt myself? why?

Cuts
Why do I feel like this? Anger Inside Don't know what to feel or what to say kill me now i want to die right now don't know how to stay alive friends all laugh at me because of what i have to say people see me and say how but when i look in the mirror i ask myself why i want to be heard but no one will listen i want to be seen but no one will look why do i feel this way why do i say cut cut cut someone help me please i don't know what to do or say people laugh and people cry and others die i want to die i wonder if anyone will miss me i think not no one cares about me and no one ever will people say that i'm only a kid but i will prove them wrong they can't stand the sight of me i stick out like a sore thumb will people care or will they bother i'm just a child to them i think at night cut cut cut

Very Interesting-
>Read down to the very bottom highlighted in green, IT'LL GIVE YOU >GOOSEBUMPS!!! You don't want to miss this! ((*_*) ) VERY INTERESTING- 1. >The Garden of Eden was in Iraq 2. Mesopotamia, which is now Iraq, was the >cradle of civilization!3.Noah built the ark in Iraq 4. The Tower of Babel >was in Iraq 5. Abraham was from Ur, which is in Southern Iraq !6. Isaac's >wife Rebekahis from Nahor, which is in Iraq !7. Jacob met Rachel in Iraq 8. >Jonah preached in Nineveh - which is in Iraq 9. Assyria, which is in Iraq, >conquered the ten tribes of Israel 10. Amos cried out in Iraq !11 Babylon, >which is in Iraq, destroyed Jerusalem 12. Daniel was in the lion's den in >Iraq !13. The three Hebrew children were in the fire in Iraq (Jesus had >been in Iraq also as the fourth person in the Fiery Furnace!) 14. >Belshazzar, the King of Babylon saw the "writing on the wall" in Iraq 15. >Nebuchadnezzar, King of Babylon, carried the Jews captive into Iraq

Recent Feeeling
Why can't you be real? Why can't you feel? I am real. I feel. I am done with you. You who pretend to be what you are not. I don't need you in my life. I don't want you in my life. Leave me, hurt and bruised from your harsh stupidity. Full of pain in and out, you bastard! How could you leave someone you say you love or loved... like this. So full of pain and despair; Broken so;... where you wouldn't be able to see any hope of sane return. But out of this fog of resentment,anger and disappointment, comes forth a woman full of life and sincere determination. She is whom she is and will become whom she determines to be. Don't be weak and stand in her way. She has been there and done that, what she needs now is strength and endurance. She is waiting... maybe one day..

No Pics Of Me Or Fam Available
was told my pics were being saved to someone's computer without my knowledge so i made all of my personal pics private to everyone........kinda freaked me out that someone was saving my pics to his computer for god knows what reason. DOn't mind showing them to people....but dont want them on some strangers computer unless i know the reason and am asked beforehand.......

Who Wants To Be Leveled (from Bulletin Board)
If you need leveled please let Fire and Ice know and we will do our best to serve you, lmao!!! We are a new leveling crew. We are ready to KICK ASS. So let someone in Fire and Ice Management know if you or anyone you know needs leveled. We do have rules to go a long with leveling. Who ever we decide to level they must NOT have no more than 20,000 and they MUST be online at the time we level them, so they can level someone from our crew while we are leveling them. They must also have A LOT of STASH n PICS in order to be leveled. We only level during HAPPY HOURS. So please let us know in advance so we have time to post a blog n get the word out to our crew and make sure we have enough of our crew online to be able to level you or anyone else. Please contact one of the members of management below if you know anyone who wants leveled. Thank you and hope to serve you proudly, Fire and Ice Leveling Crew SUNSETBEAUTY Sunsetbeauty~ Founder of Fire and Ice Crew and Sexy Azz Danc

The Great Raven Told Me So
you said everything was perfect you said everything was good. as long as i was there. but myself was not happy. too many secrets locked away too hard to speak them you did not ask of what i wanted you did not ask of what i thought you did without asking you did what you wanted a constant fight between us rages something that will never end you said i was the one you said it was ment to be but you were wrong it wasn't supposed to last the great raven came and told me so he knows best for i have known the great raven for years and trust him well and i stand by him throughout the sands of time knowing that one day i'll find the truth the right person i know his eyes are brown now but when i find him, they'll be emerald green he is my love the great raven told me so for he always knows best

What The Hell Is Wrong With You
WHAT IN THE HELL IS WRONG WITH U~ME? IF EVERYTIME THE SAME SHIT HAPPENS~THEN Y AM I DOING IT OVER AGAIN? Y DOES THIS ONLY HAPPEN TO ME? IS IT BECAUSE I WORE OUT MY WELCOME? IS IT BECAUSE U THINK U R BETTER THAN ME? IS IT BECAUSE U CAN NOT HANG WITH ME? IS IT BECAUSE I CAN'T FIT U INTO MY BUSY SCHEDULE? OR IS IT U REALLY JUST STRINGING ME ALONG? FUCK THIS~I HAVE BETTER FISH TO FRY AT THE MOMENT... IT JUST REALLY PISSES ME OFF THAT I ACTUALLT THOUGHT U WERE THE ONE~& WHEN I COULDN'T GIVE THE TIME~I'M PUT ON A SHELF!!! FUCK THAT!!! I'LL HAVE TO KEEP LOOKING FOR ONE WHO WILL GIVE ME THE SPACE... U EVIDENTLY DO NOT UNDERSTAND HOW IT IS FOR ME... NOT USED TO HAVING ANOTHER AROUND, PUTTING MYSELF FIRST & NOT MY KIDS, DEALING WITH GETTING A RELATIONSHIP GOING, & ME BEING SCARED AS HELL!!! I'VE BEEN CALLED A TEASE~I'M FAR FROM IT!! U OF ALL PEOPLE SHOULD KNOW THAT!!! BUT NOW, ULL NEVER KNOW JUST HOW GREAT WE WOULD'VE BEEN TOGETHER.... SIGNING O

This Is 4 A Prick
THIS IS FOR A PRICK....(WRITTEN IN MAY'06) What are you doing to me? You know I care for you, but these feelings get fucked up when you don't care. Don't tell me different...I know, You don't talk to me, No yelling, no caring, no trust... Yeah, I can be a playa too... Do you care? Not at all! I have too many other guys who want me... I want them all!! But, at least, I have my pick of the crop-You lost yours!! Why am I treated like shit? Who knows-only YOU. If you don't like me/tell me/don't play/fuck it-get it over with!!!! I am what I am...I don't play or am a faker! If you really know me...YOU would know!!

Pennies From Heaven
I found a penny today laying on the ground. But it's not just a penny, this little coin I've found. Found pennies come from heaven, that's what my Grandpa told me. He said Angels toss them down. Oh, how I loved that story. He said when an Angel misses you, they toss a penny down; Sometimes just to cheer you up, to make a smile out of your frown. So, don't pass by that penny when you're feeling blue. It may be a penny from heaven that an Angel's tossed to you

Tiny Angel
I am a tiny angel; I'm smaller than your thumb, I live in people's pockets; that's where I have my fun, I don't suppose you've seen me; I too tiny to detect, Though I'm with you all the time, I doubt we've ever met. Before I was an angel; I was a fairy in a flower, GOD, himself, handpicked me and gave me Angel power. Now GOD has many Angels that he trains in angel pools, We become his eyes, ears & hands; we become his special tools. And because GOD is so busy; with way too much to do, He said that my assignment is to keep close watch on you. When he tucked me in your pocket; he blessed you with Angel Care, Then told me to never leave you and I vowed always to be there.

Don't Know Shit
Senator Hillary Rodham Clinton, on an airliner bound for Texas, finds herself seated next to an older, weathered man in a western snap shirt, faded jeans, and a cowboy hat. Thinking herself above the old cowboy, she decides to make sport of him. "You know," she says, "I've heard these flights go much more quickly if you strike up a conversation with a fellow passenger. So, let's talk." The cowboy looks at her wryly and says, "Well I s'pose that'd be all right, m'am. What'd ya like to discuss?" "Oh, I don't know," says Hillary with a slight hint of sarcasm. "How about Iraq?" "Hmm," says the cowboy, sensing an attempt to perhaps belittle him, "That could be an interesting topic. But let me ask you a question first. Horses, cows, and deer all eat the same stuff--grass. Yet a deer passes little pellets, a cow turns out a flat patty, and a horse makes muffins of dried poop. Why do you suppose that is?" Dumbfounded, Senator Clinton replies, "Sir, I haven't the sligh

I Fade Away Into Nothing
I cry, bleeding away all my sorrows I die, dwelling in darkness My comfort means nothing to me In this repulsive reality How I one day pray to escape But I fade away into the nothingness As I lay down and disarm my faith My endless trek, these trials that murder my every hope To hold on to this life of mine is to inject the pain My heart is now cold And I can no longer feel How I pray to one day escape But I fade away into the nothingness As I lay down and disarm my faith Was it really meant to be this way Am I just designed to suffer A worthless damaged creation The tormented existance Of living day by day Wondering will this breath of mine be my last I fade away into the nothingness

Seduce Me So
the way your hair falls in my face So soft and sweet Makes my nerves outs of place I feel everything It makes my heart race I feel the beet hard through my body and my mind pace I can think of nothing but you. You make me hypersensitive you pull me closer and hold me with your stare Oh god how I want you I let your hands slide over me They find every crease and swollen area I feel my dampness grow You feel it too You then are hypotized by me Together we are lost I feel every part of you As though you surround me Devoure me Take me

Dead Eyes
Standing here I look deep into your eyes The broken windows to your soul Theres nothing that i can see behind your eyes Except the buried torment and anguish Your smile is cold and uninviting What beneath your pale skin A dead heart still slowly beats Crying out to be embraced The cold stare of dead and unforgiving eyes Is a look into our sweet demise Within decay you rest In never ending pain and emptiness Do you wish for things to chance Do you really want more inside then this Broken, ludicrous, depressive life Do you truly hate whats always been within me And what I will always feel for you

Suicide
The Skies are darkening Reflecting my mood My life seems useless Ill soon find if thats true A voice so soft, barely above a whisper Tells me I have nothing left to live for I know that the voice is wrong That hope for a better tomarrow is still there But I can't seem to find that hope Through the darkness which is my life And I can't help but think What if the voice is right? The knife at my side seems inviting I gently slide my fingures across it The feel of the cold smoth steel Is a very pleasant thing indeed Gliding the knife across the wall I leave a haunting message behind "Tonights the night to say your goodbyes The slumber in which I seek is now at hand And the laughter in which I endure daily Shall soon come to an end As this knife tears its way through my skin" With my message complete I know that I am done I then slide the silver, glimmering knife Across my wrists again and again My task complete, I let the knife fall And its fall seems

Music
I blame the music for today's marital troubles. In a sense, bad music has messed up the world as we know it. You can tell by the message that's in the music today. It seems that the mentality is "why buy the cow, when you can get the milk for free". This is why no one wants to get married, and why no one today ever wants to stay married. I mean I'm not married right now because I want to get married ONE TIME and ONE TIME only. I've seen first-hand what divorce can do and let me tell you, it's not pretty. Nobody gets it worse than the kids, trust me on that. I mean nobody even cares anymore, about their spouses or anyone. Whatever happened to those Ossie Davis & Ruby Dee-type relationships? There is no sense of order, nor is there any sense of structure anymore. Believe it or not, the only way to bring that back is through the power of music.

Seems Like Only Yesterday...
It seems like only yesterday when I gave my heart to you,And if given a chance to do it all over again,There's nothing else I would do. You complete me in every imaginable way,My love for you grows stronger with each passing day. Till death do us part,You will always hold the very keys to my heart. I love you...XoXoXo ~Michael~ Click the above image to rate / rip / comment!

The Death Of A Friendship!
I just killed a friendship tonight. He was an ex-boyfriend of mine, but I tried to hold on to the promise I had made him. I had promised that I would always be there for him, no matter what. well, shit went down and I decided that I could no longer be his friend, so I sent him a message tellig him that! In ending that friendship, I killed a part of myself in the process! I just hope that I don't end up regreting that decision!

For This Sgt Danny 4utonight
imikimi - Customize Your World CAN WE ALL START A PRAYER CHAIN FOR HIM FOR HE IS IN IRAN AS WE SPEAK AND ITS NOT SAFE TERRITORY AND IS IN HARMS WAY . " MAY GOD'S ANGEL'S WRAP THEIR WING'S AROUND YOU'S AND PROTECT YOU'S ALWAYS WROTE BY CHERIE AKA WITCHESBREW 3/14/07

Sometimes Maybe
sometimes we arnt able to achieve what we set out to, sometimes we dont set out to do anything. whichever the case the end result is the same. how do we change what we havnt set out to achieve? yet accomplished?...is the complexity of our beings based on those we surround ourselves with?are the results of our actions directly related to our intentions? is this chaos? or is this order within chaos?....what are the variables? ourselves are the variables, the mystery behind our actions and achievements, our intentions and mishaps.

Coming Soon Contest!!
HEre in the next coming days we will be holding a DJ Salute contest. The sexier the Better! So get your camera's, web cams or whatever ready Cause this should be fun with some great prizes included! So be looking for it soon! ~DJ Khaotic ~Kryptik Realmz Radio~

Read It
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE TO ME WITH YOUR ANSWERS. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND OR HUSBAND OR WIFE - REPOST THIS! LET THE FUN BEGIN........ 1.Your Name: 2.Age: 3.Favorite position: 4. Do you think I'm cute? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8.Would you take a shower with me? 9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10.Would you leave after or stay the night? 11.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12.Condom or skin? 13.Have sex on the first date? 14.Would you kiss me during sex? 15.Do you think I would be good in bed? 16. Would you use me as a booty call? 17.Can I use you as a booty call? 19.Can we take pictures of the act? 20.How long would we have sex? 21.Would you tell your friends about me? 22.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU! TITLE IT-Naughty Appli

George Carlin's Thoughts On Life
What a difference a sad event in someone's life makes. GEORGE CARLIN (His wife recently died...) Isn't it amazing that George Carlin - comedian of the 70's and 80's - could write something so very eloquent...and so very appropriate. A Message by George Carlin: The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider Freeways ,but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness. We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom. We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often. We've le

Dangerous New Virus
Dangerous new virus There is a dangerous virus being passed around electronically, orally, and by hand. This virus is called Weary-Overload-Recreational-Killer (WORK). If you receive WORK from any of your colleagues, your boss, or anyone else via any means DO NOT TOUCH IT. This virus will completely wipeout your private life. If you should come into contact with WORK, put your jacket on and take two good friends to the nearest grocery store. Purchase the antidote known as Work-Isolating-Neutralizer-Extract (WINE) or Bothersome-Employer-Elimination-Rebooter (BEER). Take the antidote repeatedly until WORK has been completely eliminated from your system. You should forward this warning to 5 friends. If you do not have 5 friends, you have already been infected and WORK is controlling your life.

Happy Birthday To Me
Well this week, I had sinus surgery and to be honest I am still recovering. My nose still hurts and I guess there is no relief right now until it has completely healed. So for my birthday I ordered a cake (Black Forest) last week for this weekend so that I would have it here for tomorrow.Since my dear hubby has to work and of course my brother is working as well. Ok, so maybe because I am going to be at home (ALONE) for my birthday, I should be relaxing in the blissful peace and quiet (and sleeping as late as I want) but gee, I wanted to have a little more fun than being by myself. Luckily my brother came up during the Alabama/Auburn Game tonight (I already had a hunch Auburn was going to win so I still won) so I was able to spend the time with him and my husband. Ok, I am off to bed. Got to get my feet warm and toasty....Nite all!!!!!!!!!!

Spicy Tangy Beef
Ingredients: - 1 ¼ kg (2 ½ lb) beef, sliced into thin strips - 3-4 tbs oil Tangy Lemongrass Marinade: - 250 ml beer or water - 125 ml tomato ketchup - 60 ml bottled chili sauce - 6 tbs steak sauce - 4 tbs coarsely chopped coriander leaves - 3 tbs brown sugar - 3 tbs lemon juice - 3 cloves garlic, minced - 4 red chillies, minced - 2 stalks lemongrass, thick bottom part only, outer layers removed, inner part minced - ½ tsp orange zest - 1 tsp salt How To Cook: 1. To make the Tangy Lemongrass Marinade, place all the ingredients in saucepan and bring to a boil over medium heat for 5 minutes. Set aside to cool. ( It can be stored in the refrigerator for a week). 2. When cooled, add the beef strips and mix well. Set aside for at least 3 hours or overnight to marinate. Drain the beef and discard the marinade. 3. Heat the oil in a skillet and stir-fry the marinated beef over medium to high heat for about 3 minutes until the mea

5 Spice Powders Fried Chicken
Ingredients: - 12 chicken drumsticks - 2 tbs five spice powder* - 4 tsp red chili oil - 250 ml vegetable oil - 1 bunch fresh curly parsley, washed and drained - 2 ½ tbs Sichuan pepper-salt powder* - 1 bunch fresh coriander leaves and/or spring onions (scallions) as garnish How To Cook: 1. Wash the drumsticks and pat dry with paper towels. 2. Pour the chilli oil, wait 5 minutes and roll them in the ground five-spice until evenly coated and set aside to marinate for 1 hour. 3. Heat oil in wok until hot but not smoking. Add the marinated drumsticks to the hot oil and fry until golden brown, turning occasionally, about 8 to 10 minutes depending on thickness of the drumsticks. Remove with slotted spoon and set on the rack to drain. 4. In the remaining hot oil, fry the fresh parsley springs until crispy, about 1 minute, remove and drain. 5. Arrange the cooked parsley sprigs around the edge of a large serving dish

Sichuan Chili Chicken
Ingredients: - 500 g (1 lb) or 2 large chicken legs - ½ head iceberg lettuce or other head lettuce finely shredded - 1 red capsicum (bell pepper), cut in thin strips - ½ tsp sea salt - 1 tsp sesame oil Sauce: - 2 ½ tbs dark Chinese sesame paste - 60 ml chicken stock or water - ½ tsp ground Sichuan pepper - 2 tsp sugar - 1 tsp vinegar - 2 tsp red chili oil - 2 tsp sesame oil - 2 tsp thick soy sauce - ½ tsp salt - 3 cloves garlic, finely minced - 4 slices ginger, finely minced How To Cook : 1. Poach the chicken legs by placing them in a pot with sufficient water to cover them by 3 cm (1 ¼ inch) and bring to the boil. Reduce heat, cover tightly with a lid, and simmer for 10 minutes. Turn off the heat, and let poach in hot water for 30 minutes. Remove from water and set aside to drain. 2. Spread the lettuce evenly on a serving plate. Place strips of red capsicum into a bowl, add ½ tsp sea salt, and mix with fingers to soften them. Add

Hot & Spicy Chicken Cuisine
Ingredients: - 750 g (1 ½ lb) or 3 fresh chicken legs, including thighs and drumstick - 2 tbs vegetable oil - 8 cloves garlic, finely chopped - 4 fresh red chilies, finely chopped - 50 g skinned roasted peanuts - 2 spring onions (scallions), cut in thirds Marinade: - 1 tsp soy sauce - ½ tsp cornflour - 1 tsp wine Sauce: - 2 tbs hot fermented bean paste - 1 tsp sugar - 1 tsp soy sauce - ½ tsp vinegar - 2 tsp sesame oil - 1 tsp cornflour dissolved in 125 ml water. How To Cook: 1. Bone the chicken legs, then cut the meat into chunks of about 2 cm (3/4 inch). Mis the marinade and cover the chicken with it. Leave aside to marinate for about 15 minutes. 2. Combine the sauce, ingredients and set aside. 3. Heat oil until hot. Add the chopped garlic and chili and stir-fry quickly for 30 seconds, then add the marinated chicken and continue stir-fry until chicken turn colour and gets firm, about 3 to 4 minutes. Add the peanuts and spring onions and stir

God Bless All Those That Pay The Ultimate Price For The Freedom We Enjoy.
GOD BLESS ALL THOSE THAT PAY THE ULTIMATE PRIZE FOR THE FREEDOM WE ENJOY. MZ A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My da ughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the col

Dun Dun Dun Daaaaa....
Allright all, I realized that I should probably post another update on here so all of you know what's the latest. I'm not moving to Germany. My roommates and I are going to rent a big house here in Meridian. I'm currently working for a Jewelery store and, as you can imagine, this time of year is a really busy time for us. So...it's going to be a rare occasion when I am actually online, so if you're feelin froggy, ask for my phone number. I may, perhaps, allot you some of my spare time. If you're lucky! To all of my close friends: I love you! To everyone I have yet to meet or get close to: HOpefully, someday! Happy Holidays! Laticia

More Legendology 101
Her glare drove into me with the ferocity of a rusted railroad spike, and knowhere near could a shield of "it wasnt me" be found. Hell, Quinten Tarintino couldnt direct it elsewhere...even in black and white, I was doomed. From now on, and without mental struggle the toilet seat shall remain down.

Bi
bi well im officaly amittin im bi and i amit i like it from both sides hehe a lil shy on this topic but i am officaly bi and ty kari for helpin me to come out i love her very much i have been this way for a wile well im bi hehe

Presidential Material
presidential material On a trip to Great Britain while he was President of the United States , Bill Clinton had a meeting with Queen Elizabeth. During that meeting he asked her, "How does one manage to run a country so smoothly?" "That's easy," the Queen replied, "You surround yourself with intelligent ministers and advisors." "But how can I tell whether they are intelligent or not?" asked Bill. You ask them a riddle," she replied, and with that she pressed a button and said, "Would you please send Tony Blair in." When Blair arrived, the Queen said, "I have a riddle for you to answer for me. Your parents had a child and it was not your sister and it was not your brother. Who was this child?" Blair replied, "That's easy. The child was me." "Very good," said the Queen. "You may go now." Sizing up his wife's chances in her presidential bid, and thinking back on that meeting, Bill Clinton spoke to Hillary. He said, "I have a riddle for you, and the answer is very

Coconut Curry Tomato Sauce
1. 2 tablespoons peanut or canola oil 2. 1 medium onion, thinly sliced 3. 1 garlic clove, minced 4. 1 jalapeno, seeded and minced 5. 1/2 tablespoon minced fresh ginger 6. 1 1/2 tablespoons mild curry powder 7. 1 (28 ounce) can peeled tomatoes, chopped and juices reserved 8. 1 (14 ounce) can unsweetened coconut milk 9. 1 teaspoon sugar 10. Salt and freshly ground pepper 11. 2 tablespoons chopped cilantro Nutrition Info Per Serving * Calories: 315 kcal * Carbohydrates: 16 g * Dietary Fiber: 4 g * Fat: 28 g * Protein: 4 g * Sugars: 9 g About: Nutrition Info [This link will take you outside Yahoo! Food] Powered by: ESHA Nutrient Database [This link will take you outside Yahoo! Food] 2. Cooking Directions 1. In a large saucepan, heat the oil until shimmering. Add the onion, garlic, jalapeno and ginger; cook over moderately high heat, stirring, until softened, 5 minutes. Add the curry powder and cook unt

Spiced Popcorn
1. 2 teaspoons chili powder 2. 1 teaspoon paprika 3. 1/2 teaspoon cayenne pepper 4. 1 teaspoon kosher or sea salt 5. 1/3 cup extra virgin olive oil 6. 15 cups hot unsalted stove- or air-popped popcorn Nutrition Info Per Serving * Calories: 144 kcal * Carbohydrates: 12 g * Dietary Fiber: 2 g * Fat: 10 g * Protein: 1 g * Sugars: 0 g About: Nutrition Info [This link will take you outside Yahoo! Food] Powered by: ESHA Nutrient Database [This link will take you outside Yahoo! Food] 2. Cooking Directions 1. In a small bowl, mix the chili powder, paprika, cayenne and salt. In an extra-large bowl, drizzle some olive oil over the popcorn and sprinkle with some of the spices. Mix with your hands; repeat until the popcorn is evenly coated. Yield: 8 servings

Love Story
so much love to give once upon a time there was a woman who had her heart broken over and over and kept finding love in the wrong places, pepeople kept tellin her that they loved her so very much but they kept breakin her heart and uilimilty made her very warey of love.She kept givin it all she had and it kept gettin riped and stomped to the ground like she dint deserve it one bit. she end up gettin married and she had a son the person she thought she loved ended up doing foolish stuff and then she was on her own again with her son. a certian amount of years past and she kept gettin her heart even more riped apart from pepole who thought they could becuse they thought they were right to do it and then she got married again. this time she had a daughter and she is such a darling child like her brother they love each other like blood and they are so very wonderfull and darling together and then after a short time together he left her for someone who diceded she was all mighty a

Beef Curry
1. 3 tablespoons cooking oil 2. 1 onion, cut into thin slices 3. 3 cloves garlic, minced 4. 1 tablespoon minced fresh ginger 5. 2 1/2 teaspoons ground coriander 6. 1 teaspoon ground cumin 7. 1/4 teaspoon dried red pepper flakes 8. 1/8 teaspoon turmeric 9. 1/2 teaspoon salt 10. 2 tablespoons water 11. 1 1/2 pounds beef sirloin steak, cut into 1 inch cubes 12. 3 tablespoons chopped cilantro Nutrition Info Per Serving * Calories: 385 kcal * Carbohydrates: 7 g * Dietary Fiber: 1 g * Fat: 26 g * Protein: 29 g * Sugars: 3 g About: Nutrition Info [This link will take you outside Yahoo! Food] Powered by: ESHA Nutrient Database [This link will take you outside Yahoo! Food] 2. Cooking Directions 1. In a large frying pan, heat the oil over moderate heat. Add the onion and cook, stirring occasionally, until translucent, about 5 minutes. Add the garlic and ginger and cook, stirring, for 1 minute. 2. Mean

Kisses Muah
Kisses are as sweet as honey. Whatever happen to a kiss? It somehow got confused with a tongue and a drool, is that a passionate kiss or a sloppy kiss? Passioniate kisses are powerful, meaningful and warm, without drool. How I miss being kissed. There are short kisses and long sexy kisses, all can be taught between you and your partner. Kisses, I will dream of tonight

Councils.....need More
WELL I HAVE FOUND ALL THE CO-OWNERS OF THE LOUNGE....NOW ALL I NEED IS 1 OR 2 PPL THAT CODE BULLETINS.....CAN B A MALE OR FEMALE STILL LOOKIN FOR COUNCIL MEMEBERS....MUST BE FEMALES... THEY WILL BE FINDIN GUYS ON THERE THAT LOOK HOTT AND NOMINATE THEM TO BE A NEW MEMEBER.... SO..... LADIES...HAVE SOME TIME ON UR HANDS??? LIKE LOOKIN AT GUYS??? IM ME AND WE CAN SET U UP BEIN A NEW COUNCIL MEMEBER SO LET THE IMS BEGIN THANKS ASHLEY XOXOXOXOXOX

Greyson Wrote This For Me, Ty So Much Hun, I Love It :) (do Not Copy) Ty
This is Dedicated to: ~*Huggable*Lovable*Kissable*Jen*~Fu Wife 2 "MikeyX24kt" ~*DSC*~@ fubar Drenched in darkness, penetrated, lost, unable to see my way out. I look hard, fighting, struggling, longing for my escape. Just than, you reach out and grab me, pulling me towards you, I eagerly allow it to be. The ground beneath me cold, a white blanket of snow, shows itself as I am able to see. Your warm embrace, it but touches me, entices me in the deepest of ways. I am pleased, excited, appreciative to leave the unseen. My toes are cold, my body warm, you hold me close, and whisper softly. You express your love, run your fingers lightly along my broad shoulders, sending tingles throughout my entire being. I rejoice! The cold out of my mind, the darkness no more, we walk slowly to yet another spot. We look out, as one, as a united pair, unto the once known darkness that tortured me so. You pull me close, my heart flutters, skips a beat, I tremble finding myself complete. The w

It's Been So Good To Have You As A Friend...
It's been so good to have you as a friend: As sweet and rich as honey-colored sun Slanting steep across a summer lawn, Gilding life with all that love can lend. And now that you yourself have griefs to tend, I want to be the strong and caring one To count to you the lovely things you've done Until these troubles pass and sorrows end. You are so beautiful in form and soul That you bring happiness to all you're near: Just as a sea rose, flowering in mist, Makes a paradise of some bleak shoal, Turning truth to something far more clear, No pain unsoothed or rain-swept cheek unkissed.

Got To Love It!!
Turkey Day and Black Friday of both gone by. We spent the Holiday with some good friends and our family. The family part drove me to drink!!! I drank a lot of champaign and wine to kill the pain of having my mom and mom-in-law in the same place at the same time!!! Black Friday went well, our department sales hit $107,000 on Friday!!! That is normally 2 weeks worth of sales, and it was all crammed into one day.. I have spent the past 2 days running my ass off!!! It's one of my favorite days to work though. It goes by really fast. It wasn't all work, I got some shopping in too. Bought lots of 1/2 off socks, games and movies. Some time in the next few days I will hang X-mas lights and haul out the tree and ornaments. I got smart last year and left the lights on the tree (yes I live in Oregon and have a fake tree. 3 years ago we could not find the "perfect" tree and ended up buying this one.) Have a good week!!!!

Deadbeats Suck!!! I Need To Vent!!
So apparently, my exes birthday is this weekend. He has a whole list of bars he's going to posted as a bulletin. It's his right, right? Of course it is. My only problem with the whole thing is he missed yet another visitation with his son. Mind you, this is nothing new. He hasn't showed for one since June, when we went to court to deal with the petition HE filed for visitation and custody. But of course you'd be right if you guessed he talks $h!t about me to his friends and family, and is sure to let them know that it's all my fault his son has no idea who he is. *Insert eye roll here* He makes me physically ill, and angry beyond belief.

For A Friend
This is Dedicated to: ~*Huggable*Lovable*Kissable*Jen*~Fu Wife 2 "MikeyX24kt" ~*DSC*~@ fubar Drenched in darkness, penetrated, lost, unable to see my way out. I look hard, fighting, struggling, longing for my escape. Just than, you reach out and grab me, pulling me towards you, I eagerly allow it to be. The ground beneath me cold, a white blanket of snow, shows itself as I am able to see. Your warm embrace, it but touches me, entices me in the deepest of ways. I am pleased, excited, appreciative to leave the unseen. My toes are cold, my body warm, you hold me close, and whisper softly. You express your love, run your fingers lightly along my broad shoulders, sending tingles throughout my entire being. I rejoice! The cold out of my mind, the darkness no more, we walk slowly to yet another spot. We look out, as one, as a united pair, unto the once known darkness that tortured me so. You pull me close, my heart flutters, skips a beat, I tremble finding myself complete. The w

Need Fubucks? Easiest Way!
My friend is in a contest and he needs your help! My offer is-- every 100 comments you get 2000 fubucks. (min. of 10 comments-- 200fubucks) Please guys! Help him out! I'll love you forever!! (And message me telling me how many you did). http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=565824&i=905994320 BOMB THE HELL OUTTA HIM :D Thanks guys! Muah! :D ( . )Hannah( . )

I Want To Make You Smile As You Make Me...
I want to make you smile as you make me. I wish you saw my thoughts right through my eyes. You ask me what I'm thinking. I can't tell you. You are the stars, and I the empty skies. In me there is a yearning ever flowing That needs to reach an end that never comes. I cannot be myself without you with me. This is a truth no wisdom ever plumbs. You laugh, and say that I'm your personal angel, And this is what I want so much to be. The beauty of my life is like a passion That blows right through the person that you see...

Dolly Parton And Queen Elizabeth
Dolly Parton and Queen Elizabeth die on the same day and they both go before an Angel to find out if they'll be admitted to Heaven. Unfortunately, there's only one space left that day, so the angel must decide which of them gets in. The Angel asks Dolly if there's some particular reason why she should get into Heaven. Dolly takes off her top and says, "Look at these, they're the most perfect breasts God ever created, and I'm sure the angels will be pleased to see them every day, for eternity." The Angel thanks Dolly, and asks Her Majesty the same question. The Queen takes a bottle of Perrier out of her purse, shakes it up, and gargles. Then, she spits into a toilet and pulls the lever The angel chuckles and says, "Okay, Your Majesty, you may go in." Dolly is outraged and asks, "What was that all about? I show you two of God's own perfect creations and you turn me down. She spits into a commode and gets in! Would you explain that to me?" "Sorry, Dolly," says the

The Christmas Tree
The Christmas tree By Eric Ethan You received a knock on a door today It was me to bring a real tall Christmas tree in your house I cut down for you to make a real Christmas for you I dragged it in for you to set it up You looked at me with amazement A real Christmas tree in my house today oh wow oh gee you said with a grin and a stun We decorate it together putting different Christmas decorations you had in the basement I said wait I have some special ornaments for you to put up I gave a wooden box wrapped up like a special wine bottle would be in You said we will have wine later ,I said open it up you be amazed it is not wine , You look at me with puzzlement face, okay I’ll open it up You open it up and inside there are 10 special carved teddy bears painted that look real teddy bears with fur but when you touch them they where wooden teddy bears. Each teddy bear had a word and dressed up in Christmas theme There where tears coming from y

I Took A Left At Alberquerque!
My head is spinning Not really sure what to think There is a struggle within myself A relentless fight between my heart and my head What is right for me What do I really want Do I deserve what I really want? Damn straight I do But is it attainable? Another question to throw into the mix In the meantime I think the down time will be good Take a break from the chase Slow to an even gait I've been down this road before I know the way I'll just idle here for a bit See what happens Watch for bumps!

It's Like You Know
It’s like breathing rain when you’re in a hurry to catch the bus, and you can’t stop picking the daffodils as they fall from your fingers, as if it mattered anyway. It’s like singing songs that are supposed to be whistled, but you can’t bother with the details. It’s like forgetting your fedora on a walk in the park, and twisting your hair around your little finger after discovering the ocean. It’s like tossing tissue paper on the ground, and not caring where it lands, even if it’s in the sand. It’s like running your hands along metal to feel the electricity apparent, only to be showered in petals. It’s like scurrying in the darkness, hoping to be caught by your true love. It’s like sweeping the sidewalk of volcanic ashes, right before being struck by lightning. It’s like shuffling a deck of cards and coming up with the queen of spades every time, although for some reason she looks like your eighth grade math teacher and is wearing the same glasses and a bun. It’

What A Day....
So... today at work... I was moving a pallet with the hilo and lucky me... the pallet caught along one of the wire shelving parts and made a grinding noise.. I slammed on the breaks... I heard a creaking sound growing louder and louder... The bottom legs of the cross section gave way under the weight of all the pallets on the top shelf and came tumbling down on top of me... Luckily I did not get hurt, but god that scared the shit out of me completely.. Having lots of steel beams and wire racking along with wooden pallets and their contents coming straight towards you is not very fun. In fact it makes you think oh my fucking god this thing is going to kill me.. And of course I worry about losing my job because of the loss of property/product... I was told not to worry about this part, but I am still going to for a few days until I find out for sure what is going on. People tried to reassure me that the racking was not stable and was too topheavy to begin with so it probably was n

Skins
I tried to put some new Christmas skins up on my page today but the code I have wont work for some reason. Is there a new code to use to do this now or what ? Can anyone help me ? :-) Email me here please to let me know. Thanks, Cindy

Rescue Me..
Rescue Me Love as a wish spoken so deep, A small angel-she softly weeps No love to have-no love to keep, Is there no one out there waiting for me? Alone I stand-only God to see, A heart in pain-please rescue me No praise is written or shown to be, How will I ever break free? Chains that bind-my soul to flee, Time has shown no mercy for me Trapped in the darkness I find in heed, Where is the worth I try to be? Love as a dream-endless I seek, Emotions on high as the tallest of peaks Heartbeats only to wake as they speak, How do I turn on the light that makes me so weak? Break down the walls surrounding me, Dear God I kneel to plea Let love bring in the peace to feel-to see, Why will no one rescue me?

Reality
Are you tired of those sissy "friendship" poems that always sound good, But never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that actually speak of true friendship. You will see no cutesy little smiley faces on this card- Just the stone cold truth of our great friendship. 1. When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against The sorry bastard who made you sad. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile -- I will know you are plotting something that I must be involved in. 4. When you are scared -- I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much Worse it could be until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused -- I will use little words. 7. When you are sick -- Stay the hell away from me until you are well Again. I don't want whatever you have. 8. When you fall -- I will point and laugh at

Wal-mart
A very loud, unattractive, mean-acting woman walked into Wal-Mart with her two kids, yelling obscenities at them all the way through the entrance. The Wal-Mart Greeter said pleasantly 'Good morning, and welcome to Wal-Mart. Nice children you have there. Are they twins?' The ugly woman stopped yelling long enough to say, 'Hell no they ain't.' 'The oldest one's 9 and the other one's 7. Why the hell would you think they're twins? Are you blind, or just stupid?' 'I'm neither blind nor stupid, Ma'am,' replied the greeter. 'I just couldn't believe you got laid twice.' 'Have a good day and thank you for shopping at Wal-Mart.'

I Hate Fuckin Christmas
I SWEAR I DO I HAVE NO JOB BILLS ARE PILING UP ON ME IT IS LIKE THE WALLS ARE CLOSING IN ON ME AND WHEN I DO GET MONEY IT I HAVE TO PAY THE BILLS AND THEN LSITEN TO MY KIDS CRY BECAUSE I CANT AFFORD THEM CHRISTMAS DOES LIFE GET ANY EASIER FUCK NO I FEEL LIKE THE WORST MOM IN THE WORLD AND I CANT STAND IT

Onions And Christmas Trees
A family is at the dinner table. The son asks his father, "Dad, how many kinds of boobies are there. The father, surprised, answers, "Well, son, there's three kinds of breasts. In her twenties, a women's breasts are like melons, round and firm. In her thirties to forties, they are like pears, still nice but hanging a bit. In her fifties, they are like onions. "Onions", the son asks? "Yes, you see them and they make you cry." This infuriated his wife and daughter so the daughter said, "Mom, how many kinds of 'willies' are there?" The mother, surprised, smiles and answers, "Well dear, a man goes through three phases. In his twenties, his willy is like an oak tree, mighty and hard. In his thirties and forties, it is a birch, flexible but reliable. After his fifties, it is like a Christmas tree." A Christmas tree?, the daughter asks. "Yes, dead from the root up and the balls are for decoration only." Love you too!! :)

Good Times.
My old singer called me today and told me that he found an old box of stuff back from the gold old days when we played music together. He invited me over and we went through this box and found all sorts of stuff like flyers and demo tapes of stuff we never got around to finishing. After listening to all these tunes we started reminiscing about the times we had.We found a videotape of a gig in California where we got kicked out after 4 songs.....lol.We havent changed that much since then. So after talking and a few beers too many we decided to try and finish up some of these tunes and see where this all leads.We were on the cusp of being famous once and we both think we can do it again. Hopefully, around the neginning of the new year, we will have some new /old tunes done.It should be exciting. I'll keep you all posted.

My My Space Freinds! Please Read
IS THIS TRUE? my space 2 Body: My space 2 coming soon! Tom is in debt..... Payin for My Space! The rumor is true. with all the fines and licenses tom has become in debt. n addition tom needs to clear the overly crowded site. We apoligize for the let down, but starting January 6 , 2009, My space members will be charged 22.50 per month But there is something you can do . A petition, we will track this bulletin , And for Everyone who reposts it will recieve a code for the first two years of My Space 2 Free!. This is no joke. We have tried our hardest to keep this from happening. My space 2 coming January 6, 2009! to get the free code, repost this bulletin as " My Space 2 " and look in your message box within a week !!

Kindred Son, Kookami's Poem
My Song For so many years, we’ve shared this path together. Kindred spirits in the path of history. For you, the quest to heal is all that matters. But it’s a different road I crave these days for me. You dwell so on a cure for your creation. And seek a ghost from our mythology. For now, the wonders that the world can offer Mean more to me than ancient family trees. To hear the waves pound the timbers of a schooner. Fighting off the coastline of Cape Horn. To travel in the shadow of the longboats. To where the giants of the Arctic Ice were born. The dangers in the the deep, dark Congo River. Where the crocodile hunts and the python strikes. To watch another predator in action Could rejuvenate some meaning in your life. The thrill to hunt in such exotic places. I can almost taste those beauties in Siam. The brown-skinned boys of Mykonos and Rangoon. The shy Chinese behind their painted fans. My need to go is hard to fight. I want to gaze upon

My Breakdown & Classification Of How I Rate Pics
Ok, for those of you did or didn't know since I got this VIP, I would bet people of wondered who I give 11's too and what not so for classification purposes, here is who I give 11's too and how or why: 1. I give 11's only to the ladies that have pics of themselves on their profile pic or pics of ladies themselves, no fakes, no morphs and I definitely don't give 11's to guys, sorry but that's just me, it isn't going to matter if a guy gives me 11's 2 When I rate pics of kids, they will get 10's for sure and they will not be commented on negatively since I don't think that is right at all, they'll be positive and have something funny in it probably. Hopefully that clears up the confusion and it shows my honesty and if it doesn't than that is everyone elses opinion, you have a right to it but that isn't going to change my mind. Oh, I forgot to mention when I run out of 11's no pics of females will be rated 11 till I get back and they might be 10's for the time being, if any fe

My Quickstep Guide To Mumming.
Mumms can be very time consuming if you are new to them. After reading voting on countless mumm's, i've come to the following conclusions, and you my friend, can save time in your mumming life by following in my footsteps. lol. the guy with the foot fetish said 'footsteps' :P 1. mumm's that ask for YOUR favorite this or that, or what YOU would do, are not mumms. these people suck and do not deserve your points. do not vote. leave a comment that tells them they suck. 2. violence never solved anything. (except the Revolutionary War, the Civil War, WW1, WW2, etc.). If a mummer asks for violence or not, no violence! 3. do not become an accessory to a crime. Voting on a mumm that persuades a person to commit a crime could be interpreted as aiding in that crime. Don''t do it. Vote against all illegal acts. 4. always vote to: let it go, wait and see, see what happens, or the like. If the mummer is ok with waiting for fate to intervene, why should you interfere?

Thoughts...mine....
our "heaven"...our "hell"...will drag on our bootheels...wherever we go...they are our fiber...our being...distainfully true...no escape...none...they...are parasitic...feeding...hosting on us....for some reason...we are the chosen...the reason..???...does it matter???...when we know this???...does it matter...does it really matter???...just knowing...we are the crucified...the chosen...for only the blind...that can see... i do believe...i believe...this...is our purpose... ...Belle

God Special Angel
God Special Angel By Eric Ethan I’m God Special angel to cheer people hearts Make them red and feel good again I’m Gods special angel to make people laugh to leave their ribs hurting from laughter I’m Gods special angel to make peoples feel the care and love in their heart again I’m God special angel to tell people have faith and miracles in their heart I’m that special angel to make that frown to go away with smile of happiness in the air The end

Inside Thoughts
The everlasting night never shows a spect of light What happens to the fighter waiting for dawn's early light To stop and rest the breast plate off his chest To lay down his sword & rest his mind if even for a sec Just for a moment of serenity & peace The disease of his steed is bubbling in his mind And in time, he'll be the last of a dying breed In the land of heat it's all about the speed of time He's seen the hardest & strongest men get cut down just past the upcoming bend The intensity in his heart is only matched by the nightmares in his head It was once said if you live by the sword you'll die by the sword Just to hide his insecuritys of the upcoming war He became a whore to feel a false sence of love & hope Now its all gone & the time for the biggest fight of his life & it's not gonna be fought with his sword,might,or spite BUT HIS MIND! WHO WILL WIN TIME OR HIS SPINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sad This Evening
A girl that I used to work with was shot on Thanksgiving day. It was a senseless shooting. She was at her grandmother's house. The neighbors had been feuding with her grandmother over her dog and their dead cat. The dog had been digging up the dead cat from their yard. My friend was out in the yard trying to coax her g-ma's dog back into the yard..meanwhile the neighbor pointed a 357 magnum out the window and just started shooting aimlessly. She was shot and it pierced her lungs and heart. She later died at the hospital. She leaves behind a husband and 9 month old daughter. 29 yrs old.... sooooo very senseless.. RIP Nicole Stroud...

Tonight The Night
Tonight the night By Eric Ethan Let touch each other heart and make them bright tonight With passion and feeling to let our hearts beat with red and feel the warmth of ours heart s next to each other. Let’s gives the sweet kiss to send each other to cloud nine tonight And stay on that cloud forever Let reach down each other heart and pull the passion out tonight Let share that one moment of time in passion with a lot of feelings Let me lift you up in the air and make you feel on the top of the world And feel good inside. I hug you like a angel with my wings cover you from harm I give kisses on the neck with full of passion and on the lips to yes Nipple on the ear to make you feel near me tonight Kiss your body to make you feel relax and feel the butterflies inside To make your heart shine like the sun and wake up in the morning with fresh look with smile of happiness that you never feel before TO wake in the morning next to you I see that

My Star Is Back
My star is back … I saw it twinkling through a bedroom window only a few days ago. I’ve had time to think about where this star may have gone, why it joined the myriad of other stars in the night sky. It’s all part of the Master Plan … or so I’m told. My star was simply drawing back into itself just long enough to renew its energy. And now, rejuvenated, my star shines for me again. Its twinkle is the same light I see in the eyes of the one who is so special to me. I wake during the night, search through my window, and see that friendly body in the heavens. It’s smiling at me, and I’ve never felt warmth from a star as I do from this one. Ice blue, sparkling, and ever so warm … that’s how a star should be.

Just Say Hey..
Just sittin here.. I really wanna chat but am fallin asleep.. I should be on tomorrow.. I have alot of friends now and its hard to see everyone who is on.. so if I don't say hey.. then please say it to me. I have met alot of awesome people here. Just wanted you all to know that. Hugs, Me

Written By A Guy
We don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls >OR TEXTS< you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the morning. Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. Yeah, you can quote me. Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood im in. let us pay for you! dont "feel bad" We enjoy doing it. It's expected. Smile and say "thank you."

Will You?
I give all of myself to you, you see My soul, my body, my heart I love you from the depth of me I ache whenever we're apart. It's your face I see when I close my eyes I dream of you all day I wonder if you're doing alright Or if you're gonna call me today. As much of myself as I give to you, There is something that I lack I wonder if you care for me Or if you'll ever love me back. Will I ever be more to you Than just an afterthought? I don't know what more I can do To get all the love I've sought Will I ever be as important to you, As you are to me? Will you ever put me first And make me a priority? What would happen if one day You found that I'm not there? Would it even matter to you? Would your life be empty? Or would you shrug and move on? Would you even miss me? Or just find someone else to turn you on? Will you ever love me, boy? I wish you'd tell me so. Because my heart

Lounge
Everyone!! Please come check out my friends new lounge!! Low Riders 80's music Lounge!! Hes a nice guy!! WE have fun in there great music to listen!! meet new people!! Please come and check out his lounge join stay hang out relax and have fun with us in the Low Riders 80's Lounge!! Sweetlips

A Heart Cries
Time stops whispers wake Vision blurs hearts ache Smiles vanish happy dies Anguish lurks when a heart cries Pain rises skin pales Stabbing edges sharpened nails Digging in gouging eyes Body withers when a heart cries. Madness comes darkened mind Sickened boils cancers find Maggots crawl from rotting flies Insane enters when a heart cries Body breaks brittle bones Tight trembles mingled moans Cursing callous cheating lies Death visits when a heart cries No one cares If someone dies No one listens When a heart cries.

I Just Wish
its the third holiday season your not hear i just want to scream in anger fuck that queer tear him to peace-es rip off his ears but that will never happen that can never be i am still the man in me you could still see a soft wisper an a little nibble on the nose does he know the secret place the one that curls your toes? yeah it gets a little ugly the way you walked away his wallet knows no boundrys so you got your tiffany diamond and 3 story house what the hell was that phone call last night all about? you still had the love you have always carried for this boy. but your married girl and you still called... you thought i would never make it at any thing at all...your dad would have loved to see me dead, but walking through hell girl i survived the Lord walk with me a friend by my side...you still love me i heard in your voice, but you made your dad happy you made the safe choice.... guess its ok, but its really not! i tell myself i am happy with all the money i fi

Waiting...
I stood there for a moment, shocked, surprised, confused. As every word I told you slid past you, unconsumed. You didn’t see me standing there or notice a word I spoke. My heart was in my chest, bleeding, sad and broke. I was like the wind, to clear for you to see. You were like the night, as dark as it could be. My eyes looked for a moment, disbelief was shown there. As yours turned away, in a solemn lonely stare. I felt the painful rip of broken, shattered dreams. And unlike the fairy tale ending I have no Prince it seems. So now I stand alone a hollow empty shell. One that seeks a lover to save her from this Hell. I ask only for someone, to take away the pain. A person to repair this heart that lies wounded, sad and slain. Both a lover and a friend is all I wish to hold. To be my lover’s temple of fine mosaic gold. I wish to offer up to him, a place of great delight. And show him I am worthy to be taken and held tight. To give him something special, a part

Broken Can Be From Many Tings
hearts break hearts bleed hearts are something that you need love hurt love kills love can kill a hurt heart trust is given trust is lost trust come from people who you love misstrust hurts misstrust is hard to get past y must people break trust like they break hearts y must people toss aside love and break hearts and trust hearts, trust, love ... all parts of marriages that people need to treat with respect, and kindness both from the outside and the inside...

Sci-fi Author Alan Dean Foster On Havergal Brian's Symphony No. 4
(which is the piece of music I'm listening to now; there's a budget recording - which I have - on Naxos, and I have a tape of the public premiere, as well...) Anyhow, a link to his interesting essay (also in my stash, I think...) here: -- http://www.havergalbrian.org/sym4_1.htm -- The piece itself is a setting of Psalm 68 (depending on what numbering, Bible, ... you're using- "Let God Arise" - Brian's symphony is called Das Siegeslied) in German (!) for chorus, soloists and orchestra. Lasting 45 minutes. Written in the mid-1930s. (And no, I don't think the composer was a Nazi sympathizer. But what...?) (I forget if I've posted about this before... or if "wars and rumors of war" are combining with the sounds running through my ears at the moment, and the hour of even', to make me want to post this just now. Not that I ever need much excuse.)

Slutty Thoughts
1 quick thought and back to homework (if i dont pass out first) **DISCLAIMER**** I would never do somethin like this in real life. I am not a slut.. I figured it out. Before Luke comes home I need to get some ish out my system. that way i can be a good wife (if thats where it goes) and i wont say i have always been someones GF.. never really "dated" So i need to Sleep with A jersey Boy A Jersey Girl A new Yorker (Italaian) A new Yorker (Black... From da bronx) A new Yorker (Jewish) A Masshole (Italian... wait Check) A mAsshole (FULL BLOODED ITALIAN) A masshole (Irish) A bosnian A serbian A Bald guy A guy with long hair A native american A Canadian A Canadian (Woman) A celebrity Someone while listening to the doors an 18 year old A 30 year old... No no i am not ready for that yet Steve Burns A good ol boy A Hoosier A one legged hooker from france A no legged french hooker A Doctor A lawyer A butcher A baker A candlestick maker A ca

Broke Promises
Pay attention my love cause its over At the tip of my tongue is the price you weren't willing to pay Still this is something akin to a breakdown And your impression of a woman supposed to be easy to see That there'd be torn up photos and lonely nights Cursing crying and drawn out fights Make up sex and a brand new start Broken promises for broken hearts When you look back now was it special? Or was it nothing but anecdote that you can tell now and then I delude myself it was worth it Even though from the beginning I could see exactly how it would end That there'd be torn up photos and lonely nights Cursing crying and drawn out fights Make up sex and a brand new start Broken promises for broken hearts Torn up photos and lonely nights Cursing crying and drawn out fights Make up sex and a brand new start Broken promises for broken hearts I wanna wish you away, I wanna wish you away I wanna wish you away, I wanna wish you away? I wana kiss you away Torn up ph

Ok, So Sometimes I'm A Little Bitch...
Sittin' here listenin' to Tracy Lawrence sing that song "You Find out who your friends are" ....cryin like a little bitch, because I just realized that there are at least 6 people that call on me regularly when the chips are down, and I go runnin. But if I ever REALLY needed someone's help, there isn't a soul in the world who could or would help me......

I May Not Get Flowers But....
SoME OF THE REASONS I LOVE HIM! When i've been up for days on end sick he is there rubbing my back telling me it will be ok. When I've been coughing for hours and end up throwing up for hours he is there rubbing my back. Telling me he loves me. He is always buugging me to go to the damm doctor. Which is good but its so fun to tell him no. He always makes sure I go to bed at a resonable hour even when I don't want to. Because as he says 4 am comes early. And you know to be tucked in everynight and to get the kiss and to have him say I Love You is the best damm feeling in the world. When we stop at Dunkins he is the one that goes in to order my Latte'. All because he Loves me! On cold winter morning at 4 am he goes and starts the car. So its not so cold for me. He will make sure I am up for work. And I do the same for him. On Sundays when we are both not working he will let me sleep in and he will deal with the three girls. I don't know if he realizes how much I look for

Feelings
feeling like it wouldnt matter if i was here feeling like i dont matter feeling like im just someTHING to be used something to be played with something to be joked at something no worthy of being around feeling that im on the outside looking in feeling that i should just not be around feeling that i should give up and die feeling that noone would care if i was gone feeling ppl would be happy to see me gone forever feeling it would make everyone glad im no longer takeing up space on this planet feelings ... yes I HAVE THEM!

Blind Deaf And Dumb
ok, so i havent been on this site very long and already ive become very opinionated and annoyed .......let me explain.......of course this site was designed for entertainment and fun which of course it is.....I can see rating someones PAGE a "10" if theyve put time into it ya know? sure.......have a "10" on me......but the pic rating game played on this site is so fucking fake i wanna vomit!. people put their pics up to be rated.......ok so rate them! If youre fucking ugly, keeping in mind beauty is completely subjective,and for those of you who dont know the definition of that word then NOW would be the time to STOP reading because by now your head is already starting to hurt......anyways.......if I think youre ugly or whatever i think you are and I rate you a 5 then why the fuck are you going to get mad? do you really think youre a "10"?.....really? why even have a rating system that consists of numbers? whats the point? why not just have 1 stupid little box that says "please lie to

A True Story
Young Days ...... I sit here and see the news reports on the battles America's young men are fighting in far away places and I drift back to a time when I had to face the real world and step away from the easy days of teenage adventure. In 1970 I became more than a little involved. While attending Redford High School I became more and more involved in political actions. Julie Bulger and I planed and executed the 1970 walkout and shut down of our school as a statement of protest against a new No Jeans policy that was tried. Little did I know that that seemingly minor action would change the direction of the rest of my life. Shortly after Redford revoked the rule of No Blue Jeans, following a week long shut down cause by the 68% walkout we organized, I was introduced to several people from an organization called Open City based on 2nd Street in Detroit. This group of rag tag underground type had set up a free soup kitchen, free clinic, free

A Hug
A Hug by BlueWolf © A HUG What is in a simple hug? And what is it to me? A hug means many things I think; Cause I never got hugs, you see. If you don’t get hugs when growing up; You never become aware. You wonder if your loved or not: Or if they even care. Today hugs mean so much to me; That’s why I hug a lot. I figure they are free to share; So give out all you got! Hugs are free and easy to give; You can give one anytime. You can give them in person; And pass them out on-line! And so I pass this {{{HUG}}} along; To all my special friends. The fun part is, you can save it; Then this {{{HUG}}} never ends!!! ~~PLEASE RATE AND COMMENT THIS POEM~~

Sheeple!!!!!
oh wow your reading this but soon its your country that youll miss your time is to precious to care about the vote fuck it right you gotta bran new coat you have time to get get drunk with your friends dont matter much the soliders life that just came to an end but your cell phone got three bars and thats ok pull up to burger king have it your way.... do you even know that soon we will be u.s. canada. mexico! shit why do you care your on a computer chasing cyber underwear. its true i sit and see the same screen i lift my glass full of calveret and toast then scream sheeple sheeple sheeple sheeple ??????? 3.00 dollar gas its hear, listen cause daddys credit card will run dry! Save my AMERICA before she runs dry! sheeple sheeple You got what it takes to vote?

If Only You Knew......for Bd
If only you knew, how my heart overflows with love for you. If only you could see the way you fill my hopes and dreams. You're the owner of my heart, the ruler supreme. Even in the dark of night, I've only to think about you to feel your loving light and from this world I drift feeling as if I'll never touch the ground again... If only you knew. If only you could guess how I hear your voice when others speak; for you hold the key to my happiness, and it's always you my soul seeks. If only you could feel, how your very presence has the power to heal, all the wounds inside me. You've made me abandon the pain of yesterday, and you've shown me that the past can no longer stand in the way of what I hope to achieve... If only you knew. If only you could realize the way you've shown me that it's better to give than to take, and whatever I do, I do for your sake. I'm willing to give you my all and expect nothing in return. But, oh how I yearn for you...

The Way
> > >Directions > > > > > > > > > > > >1. Start on your drive/street. > > > > > > > > > > > >2. Get to Heathrow Airport. > > > > > > > > > > > >3. Catch flight from London Heathrow to Dallas Fort Worth Airport. > > > > > > > > > > > >4. Hire car at Dallas Fort Worth Airport. > > > > > > > > > > > >5. Start going toward the "Airport Exit" on "International Parkway > > >South" - follow for 0.2 miles. > > > > > > > > > > > >6. Bear left onto the highway toward "Terminal East Parking" - follow > > >for 0.3 miles > > > > > > > > > > > >7. Bear left onto "International Parkway North" toward "North Airport > > >Exit" - follow for 2.9 miles > > > > > > > > > > > >8. Take the "Highway 114 west" exit toward "Fort Worth" - follow for29.2 > > >miles > > > > > > > > > > > >9. Then continue on "US 287 north" - follow for 91.1 miles > > > > > > > > > > > >10."US 287 north" becomes "Interstate-44 east" - follow for 0.7 miles > > > > > > > > > > > >11. Ta

Shit
THE MOST FUNCTIONAL ENGLISH WORD Well, it's shit ... that's right , shit! Shit may just be the most functional word in the English language. You can smoke shit, buy shit, sell shit, lose shit, find shit, forget shit, and tell others to eat shit. Some people know their shit, while others can't tell the difference between shit and shineola. There are lucky shits, dumb shits, and crazy shits. There is bull shit, horse shit, and chicken shit. You can throw shit, sling shit, catch shit, shoot the shit, or duck when the shit hits the fan. ; You can give a shit or serve shit on a shingle. You can find yourself in deep shit or be happier than a pig in shit. Some days are colder than shit, some days are hotter than shit, and some days are just plain shitty. Some music sounds like shit, things can look like shit, and there are times when you feel like shit. You can have too much shit, not enough shit, the

New Pics
so, i uploaded a few more pictures. i've got more i just haven't gotten around to adding them yet. anyways, my point is, people should look at them. lol they are all pretty similar, but i liked them. :) welp, that's all. write more later! -love- Miranda

A Thought
i just got done watching 'The Stand' on scifi and it gave me to thought of something deep and important to what we are this day. And you all should give it some thought, i think what Stephen King was trying to tell us was the fact the tho that movie is fictional, we look at our lives and what we have done in the past and what we can do now and what the future holds for us, the char Randal Flagg who was actually the devil or a demon working for him and running Las vegas aka sin city wew should stand together and laugh and not fear as the 3 others did....we all should believe in God for we live in his world this earth we live on..it was created for us in his eyes. Yet we always forget that we are here due to him and his son who gave his life. we dont have to become Martyrs in his name but to stand with him and believe in him and what he does for us, he gives us lifer and when its time takes it away. i dont think it means all that really in the movie but..it also points out that the l

Your So Vain I Bet You Think This Blog Is About You! Dont You!
Pain without love, Pain I cant get enough, Pain I like it rough ;cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all. Your sick of feeling numb, well your not the only one. I'll take you by the hand and I'll show you a world you can understand. This life is filled with hurt. When happiness doesnt work. Trust me and take my hand, when the lights go out you will understand! Anger and agony are better than misery. Trust me I've got a plan, when the lights go out you will understand. I know that your wounded, you know that I'm here to save you, you know I'm always here for you, I know that you'll thank me later! I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut! My weakness is that I care too much, but the scars remind me that the past is real, I tear my heart open just to feel. I'm drunk and I'm feelin down and I just want to be alone, I'm pissed because you came around, why don't you just go home! 'Cause you channel are your pain, and I cant help you fix yourself, Your driving me insane All I can say i

Aussie Genies
Aussie humour! Two Arab terrorists are in a locker room taking a shower after their bomb making class in Melbourne , when one notices the other has a huge cork stuck in his arse. If you do not mind me saying,' stated the second, 'that cork looks very uncomfortable. Why don't you take it out?' I regret I cannot', lamented the first Arab. 'It is permanently stuck in my arse.' 'I do not understand,' said the other. The first Arab says, 'I was walking along Russell Street, and I tripped over an oil lamp. There was a puff of smoke, and then a huge old man in Australian Flag attire with a white beard and Akubra hat came boiling out. He said, 'I am Captain Aussie, the Genie. I can grant you one wish.' I said, 'No shit?' God Bless Australia

The Storm
the weather outside is cold the rain is behind my eyes only a womens softness yet there is a storm thats sick there is a place that thing should not go we should only crave a womens touch there are sick men the ones who know not the beauty of a women the predetor, ripped my skin, im not gay the force of a badge, we trust the law how do there wifes sleep next to them at night the law what a joke, on that thing forced to choke broken and beat i cry alone rape! do not tell your friends...the law makes amends. sick faggots had there way, but i am not gay... the weather outside is cold, the rain behind my eyes, there just tears

Anougher Time
The sky is gray now All i can see is dust Flying in my eyes on the ground I hear a roaring sound Yet no one is around The thunder, the lightening Strikes from the heavens skies Burnes my dark brown eyes From the clouds they open I see in the air, a hint of despair Evil spirits come from clouds that appear out of thin air A number of to survive i beleive its none Ground shakes, ocean waters rise Spirits come from the land below You can see hell's fire in their eyes They will tell you pretty lies Follow me as they say Then in a instant they will take your life away The dead come alive, to kill they strive Love lost love gain, yet i am not insane This is wonderfull to me The end of the planet as i see God watching, as they destroy the land That many used, now in demand As the walls and bridges that where onced built Flowers, tree's, fruits and vegetables begin to wilt Humans dying at a rapid pace See the look of fear in their face Then out of no w

Army Wife ~ Dana L. Self
Army Wife By Dana L. Self This is for the young women that are waking up at 6 A.m. Every morning, laying out clothes and packing Three lunches for those small precious children that They have been left alone to care for. This is for the pregnant Army wife wondering if her Husband will make it home in time to watch their Miracle happen. This is for the childless Army wife, living in a town Or on a base alone where she is a complete stranger to Her surroundings. This is for the women that feel like a third leg when They go out with their friends and their husbands. This is for the Army wife that canceled all her plans To wait by the phone, and even though the phone broke Up and cut off every time you spoke to him, you waited Anyway. This is a pledge to the women that cry themselves to Sleep in an empty bed. This is to recognize the woman that felt like she was Dying inside when he said he had to go, but smiled for Him anyw

Support The Troops
> > > You stay up for 16 hours. He stays up for days on end. You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls. He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists. - You complain about how hot it is. He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow. You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong. He doesn't get to eat today. Your maid makes your bed and washes your clothes. He wears the same

Oomph!-the Power Of Love
Feels like fire I'm so in love with you Dreams are like angels They keep bad at bay-bad at bay Love is the light Scaring darkness away-yeah I'm so in love with you Purge the soul Make love your goal The power of love A force from above Cleaning my soul Flame on burn desire Love with tongues of fire Purge the soul Make love your goal I'll protect you from the hooded claw Keep the vampires from your door When the chips are down I'll be around With my undying, death-defying Love for you Envy will hurt itself Let yourself be beautiful Sparkling love, flowers And pearls and pretty girls Love is like an energy Rushin' rushin' inside of me - yeah The power of love A force from above Cleaning my soul Flame on burn desire Love with tongues of fire Purge the soul Make love your goal This time we go sublime Lovers entwine-divine divine Love is danger, love is pleasure Love is pure-the only treasure I'm so in love with you Purge the soul Make love yo

Spankers Club Information & Requests
Alot of new members have been asking the Spankers what is expected of them. What do they have to do? How can they be of the most help? What are the rules? I soon realized we don't have a profile section or blog devoted to answering those questions. So I decided to make a list of helpful information. We do hope all of you will read this, do your best to respect it and help out as much as you can. If everyone contributes some time to our family, we will continue to be one of the best bombing groups on fubar! That's why we're all here, right? So please look over this list and do your very best to stick to them. Thank you. ~ INFO & REQUESTS ~ 1. The Owner & Founder- CottonBlossom Our Leaders are Starry Johnny Spanker Sec - SugarCookie Spanker Manager - MammaT They try to keep this family running smoothly and fair to all members. 2. A Daily Update blog is updated each day (mostly) to inform all Spankers on where we need your help the mos

In My Heart
When the world is cruel And it's too hard to live Just look at the angels on earth And the strength that they give Your little angel Is always in your heart They're holding your hand And will never part Just keep up hope And all will be okay For they will walk to you And love you again someday Every angel have a setback That just makes them stronger Yours is going through one now That will just make her stronger Just never give up And never give in She has a long life ahead And a battle to win This was the thoughts that ran through my head about a special little angel that's going through a struggle right now. Everyone that reads this, pray for Allyssa and her family. They all mean the world to me and I love them all very very much

Engaged!!
I am starting a new chapter in my relationship. It feels wierd but I love him. If I never would of went to that bar I never would of kissed him. And we would not be where we are today. I know it sounds funny but he makes me happy. And though he kept a secret from me at first and I understand why. I am anxious about getting married to someone who is going to be in the Army. But I do not see that.. I see his loving personality and his smile. I look forward to spending my life with him

What Every Praent Should Read
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: babygirl Date: Nov 17, 2007 11:54 AM From: TeresaDate: Nov 17, 2007 8:48 AMFrom: ShannonDate: Nov 16, 2007 5:23 PMFrom: I luv my baby AMAYA!!!!Date: 13 Nov 2007, 09:32----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: samDate: Nov 12, 2007 5:05 PMMAKE SURE YOU WATCH THE VIDEO AT THE END ......AND ALL OF IT!!!!! Cause some dont get that chance........... SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to spill my milk at dinner last night. SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to play with my dolls that long. SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to be a mistake.. why can't I eat? SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to cry when my bath water was too hot.SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.

Tastes Just Like Chicken!
http://www.nypost.com/seven/11062006/news/regionalnews/monkey_meat_ma_charged_regionalnews_stefanie_cohen.htm A Staten Island woman has been charged with illegally importing the heads, limbs and torsos of wild African animals - including a monkey's arm and the hoof of an antelope - to peddle to local markets. Mamie Manneh, 38, was arrested earlier this year after a JFK customs official found hacked-up animal heads and haunches in a shipment from Guinea. The contraband animal parts were stashed in a shipment of smoked fish. A search of Manneh's home revealed more limbs - including a monkey's arm - in her garage, authorities said. Manneh was charged with importing unauthorized goods and pleaded not guilty to the charges in April. She appeared last week before Brooklyn federal Judge Raymond Dearie to request time for her lawyer to get her medical records in order. Her lawyer, Jan Rostal, referred to the pregnant mother of nine's serious mental-health problems. She a

Haunted
I'm haunted. Haunted by a handsome smile so warm and gentle, Soul searching eyes that I crave to gaze into And an addiction that burns my soul. I love to crave this addiction of mine, you see; It sets me free and washes all my cares away. I'm not insane, I'm addicted to a wonderful thing. I'm craving it's attention all the time. I can't seem to grow out of it And the best part of it is that I'm not complaining. I want to be close to my addiction. I want to feel his heart beating, his soft kisses, his warm embrace. I love my addiction. I am haunted And I love every moment of it. Written by Danielle K.

Only At Night
the only time i see you, is when you want to turn me on. allday long you act as if im not even in your home, but as the sun goes down, i am the first one you come to. you use me for hours, and never worry about me overheating. have you considered turning me on through the light of day? did it ever occur to you that it would be nice for you to say hello? dont think i didnt notice that cheap date underneath your arm could you not have warned me you where bringing them home? here i sit waiting for you to come over and turn me on tonight, instead your staying by their side, and turning them on all night, i thought i was the only bright light you needed in your life, i guess i should of expected this, being im your lamp.......

New Pictures!
Ok, more new pictures. If you are easily disturbed or offended please do not look at these pictures. I helped create these images and they were disturbing for even me to look at. They can be found in the album "Springheel-Drugs" You have been warned!

Why Men Are More Happy
Men Are Just Happier People-- What do you expect from such simple creatures? Your last name stays put. The garage is all yours. Wedding plans take care of themselves. Chocolate is just another snack. You can be President. You can never be pregnant. You can wear a white T-shirt to a water park. You can wear NO shirt to a water park. Car mechanics tell you the truth.. The world is your urinal. You never have to drive to another gas station restroom because this one is just too icky. You don't have to stop and think of which way to turn a nut on a bolt. Same work, more pay. Wrinkles add character. Wedding dress $5000. Tux rental-$100. People never stare at your chest when you're talking to them. The occasional well-rendered belch is practically expected. New shoes don't cut, blister, or mangle your feet. One mood all the time. Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds flat. You know stuff about tanks. A five-day vacation requires only one suitcase.

A Dream Forever Crushed And The Asshole Broke Her
A DREAM FOREVER CRUSHED The moment I saw you I had to let you in I saw this amazing love starting to begin I opened my soul to a beautiful vision of you I hoped, I prayed that your feelings were true I have never before loved and I have paid the cost Alone and empty and feeling forever lost But, then, I had thought I have truly found An Angel who walks upon the ground You had gone beyond all limits for me Giving me everything for the world to see I now will search again my whole life through And I swear I will never find anyone quite like you You are so very special to me I only wished that you could see My heart alone makes just a single beat A sound so low and so incomplete My heart all alone, waiting to be heard Waiting for your love like songs from a bird My heart with yours had such tenderness Now without you it feels nothing but emptiness A heart alone, searches for its mate You were my dream now it's too late Forever your heart it hears That sound it ha

The Unsatisfied Jewish Wife
No matter what Moshe did in bed, his wife never achieved an orgasm. Since a Jewish wife is entitled to sexual pleasure, they decided to consult their Rabbi. The Rabbi listens to their story, strokes his beard, & makes the following suggestion: "Hire a strapping young man. While the two of you are making love, have the young man wave a towel over you. That will help the wife fantasize, & should bring on an orgasm." They go home & follow the Rabbi's advice. They hire a handsome young man, & he waves a towel over them as they make love. It doesn't help, & the wife is still unsatisfied. Perplexed, they go back to the Rabbi. "Okay," he says to the husband, "Try it reversed. Have the young man make love to your wife, & you wave the towel over them." Once again, they follow the Rabbi's advice. They go home, & hire the same strapping young man. The young man gets into bed with the wife, & the husband waves the towel. The wife soon has an enormous, room-shaking,

Dust 2 Dust
i am as insignificant as a speck of dust in the air, all i am trying to do is make you sneeze. no matter how hard i try. you exhale and blow me further away from you. causing me to try harder and ware myself down. not knowing that i am just trying to get you to react to me. you dont even give me a single thought. as you walk away i find myself in tears from my furious efforts. all of a sudden you sneeze. but it wasnt me who caused it, it was another dust particle floating, not even trying as hard as i. as i float closer to the ground, i struggle to stay afloat, although i have nothing to float for. inches. centimeters away from my fate. i am wearing myself to nothingness. as i fight for my life as an unnoticable speck in the world. all because you couldnt notice the kind of difference in your life i could have made, until i was gone..... for a good friend of mine...rip. kellee

Heart Stopping!!
I am driving on a ticket right now, and on my way home tonight I looked in the rear view mirror and seen those dreaded flashing lights, my heart was in my throat!! It would be nice to find a woman that made me feel that way!

It`s Real
Wait until you read this from one of our customers! “I have personally tested the FFi MPG-CAPS TM for the past 2 months. I have always been a meticulous record keeper in relation to my gas mileage. I drive a 1996 Lincoln Town Car with 157,000 miles. Before using the FFi MPG-CAPS TM I was getting a consistent 18mpg. After the first use of the FFi MPG-CAPS TM , I actually saw a decrease of 1.2mpg. On the 2nd tank, I saw an increase of 2.4mpg. After the 3rd tank there was an increase of 4.3mpg. On the 4th tank there was an increase of 6mpg! When I saw that the mileage was 24mpg I was astounded! I calculated that to be 120 additional miles on a tankful of gas! This calculated to a 33% increase from the 18mpg I was originally getting when I first began testing. At approximately $45 to fill my tank - that saved me about $15 on just one tank of gas! On my 5th tank - it went to 23.8 mpg which is still about a 30% savings! It has been consistently in the 4-6 additional miles per gallon sinc

Cherish The Moments
when we laugh we would cherish the moments when we cry we would cherish the moments when we have fun we would cherish the moments when we are in love we would cherish the moments every moment does count when we could cherish that Cherish every moment you have spent with that special someone or something Cherish that in your hearts forever So do cherish all the great memories forever forget the bad ones throw those out of your heart Leave those good moments you cherrished in your hearts always and forever =)

Sex Facts
Sex is good for you ... Giving head....... massages the jaw, while burning 32 calories. Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth The American Dental Association says that semen cuts plaque better than mouth wash, so suck a dick and save a smile. Having nice sex burns 358 calories. Having rough sex [make it hurt] burns 543 calories. Taking off her clothes with her consent.........................12 cal without......................187 cal Taking off her Bra With two hands..........................8 cal With one hand.........................12 cal With mouth.............................85 cal Put on Protection hard .......................... 6 cal soft..........................315 cal Foreplay Looking for target...................8 cal Finding G spot ......................92 cal Not even tring .....................0 cal Entry Holding her..................12 cal On the floor.................8 cal

Fubar Bs!!
My girlfriend and I opened another fubar page for the two of us. In it, we HAD an album marked for ONLY OURSELVES to be able to view. I went by to check on things in there the other day, and a pic in that album had been "reported as NSFW". Now, either something is wrong, and when we fubar users mark an album "private", there's a way for others to bypass that setting, or the person who reported that pic as NSFW was a bouncer who took it upon themselves to check and make sure that we weren't offending each other. Either way, some nosy asshole was poking around in an area that was supposed to be PRIVATE!! BabyJesus needs to reign in these people! There was NO EXCUSE for ANYONE to view anything in that folder since only two people (the "owners" of that fubar page) were allowed to see them, and no reason that SNYTHING in that folder should have been reported by a third party as NSFW since the general public was not allowed to view that folder at all! My advice to anyone who has pi

Fubar Bs!!
We HAD a folder marked for only ourselves to be able to view. I came by to check on things in here the other day, and a pic in that album had been "reported as NSFW". Now, either something is wrong, and when we fubar users mark an album "private", there's a way for others to bypass that setting, or the person who reported that pic as NSFW was a bouncer who took it upon themselves to check and make sure that we weren't offending each other. Either way, some nosy asshole was poking around in an area that was supposed to be PRIVATE!! BabyJesus needs to reign in these people! There was NO EXCUSE for ANYONE to view anything in that folder since only two people were allowed to see them, and no reason that anything in that folder should have been marked NSFW since the general public was not allowed to view that folder at all! My advice to anyone who has pics in a "private" folder - if you don't want prying eyes seeing certain pics, delete those "private" folders NOW! They a

The Midwest Pt.2
Well...seeing as how people liked the first installment, here we go... A couple months would go by...I was still spinning at Davey's. The crowds were still kinda sparse, but again, this was part of the cycle. We come up to October...in particular, October 23rd...this particular night saw Skinny Puppy play at the Beaumont downtown. I thought it ironic that SP is a Canadian band, yet it took me moving to the US before I could see them live... Anyhoo...the show was absolutely incredible. The performance was dynamic. It was the "Greater Wrong of the Right" tour, and they showed that Skinny Puppy was anything but dead. The show was fun in and of itself...however, it was AFTER the show that really became a lot of fun...the after-party. For those that have never been to an event of this sort, it goes a little like this: you go see the show, someone circulates that there's a party after the show, an address is provided, and you go...and stay until GAWD knows when. When we get to Arkansas

Ther Is A Bright Side To
working at home tonight. It isn't the fact that the copier is screwing up and nothing is printing right--but it is the sweet sounds of Christmas. I am listening to Josh Groban; he has a Christmas CD called 'Noel' and I recommend it to anyone.

A Shallow Experience
I love how people are so shallow. they immediate remove you if they see something they dont like. I have my profile image of my avatar on a 3d chat program. People see her and that is the person I am inside. The person I am on the outside is a beautiful big woman. I am honest about who and what I am yet I dont understand how people cannot accept that. it boggles my mind how people can be so shallow over an image. So I state now if you dont want what is behind the image dont make a comment. the real picture is in the gallery. I am not really here for love since well it is not what I am about I am here for friends. I guess I am not friend material to some because I am overweight and just not trophy material. You know what I dont care the people that are in my life are not shallow people they are people of quality and substance. Most of them dont care what I look like cause well that is not what they are about either. That makes me thankful that they are all in my life. I posted th

Blessing
Bless your heart Bless your soul Bless everyone around you Bless god everyday Love your heart Love your soul God will bless you Bless your friends Bless your kids Bless your family Bless your pets Bless yourself You will be blessed everyday =)

Sad
When you care about someone so much it hurts you know that you are in love, you worry about them when you don't hear from them...i am going through that right now and really hopping that my man is ok, i haven't heard from him since wensday morning and he was suppose to be home today but again no word from him...damn do i miss just being able to talk to him and here him say i love you and i miss you this really sucks...im wondering if there is anyone else out there that is feeling the same way that i am right now..hopefully i will hear from him soon anyway i just had to write a little and get it off of my chest for my friends that have been there i love ya and miss you guys to, to the man that has my heart completely i love you and miss you so very much...hugs and kisses

What Do The Stars Hold?
What do the stars hold? do they hold our future do they hold our souls do they keep our wishes they do alot of things and mean alot to us they hold us really tight tight as a rope but most important They are our key The key to open our hearts inside of us forever If we are lost, we can find ourselves in the stars at night The stars now hold our lives forever and ever They play a good role in our hearts and souls for life when looking at the sky at night you do see life up there in the stars They complete us They also tell about who we are stars remain special to us Just be sure to look at them forever everynight before you go to bed that is why the stars are so important to our hearts =)

Bullshit
Ok... soo, as many of you know my little nephew is in the hospital. He was born with all kinds of problems, heart lungs, clef pallet, all kinds of shit. His mother and father NEVER come see him until they're forced by my father or mother in law. They don't care. They'd rather sit at home than see their son. Well, they found out this past wednesday he was about to die. Then they went to the hospital for a little while, but got bored, and went home. Then came back and stayed in a motel. Not spending time with their DYING SON. I've never been so pissed off in my entire life. They don't take care of their other son. He's MR, just like both his parents, and he's not exactly, a BRIGHT lil boy, but they still treat him like shit, ignore his crying, stuff like that. And he's just barely over a year old. Its just some major bullshit. And then tonight, the mom was talking to me, and so coldly kept saying "IF he even makes it...." It was disgusting. I've never been so upset in my entire life. The

My Own Hell
The night closes around me and I am finding it harder to breathe. Lost in confusion the stars no longer light my way and I am left with only one cloud in the sky. I make my way towards what is unknown. My past, my present, and my future flash images through my head, of what I have been, and what I may become. I am no longer just walking with myself in mind, but with those close around me. I am not sure how much longer I can pull this weight behind me. My battles become clearer and more apparent, but this hill I walk keeps getting steeper. I have so many hands reaching for me and yet I can not reach back. One by one their faces flash in and out of my mind and I’m spinning out of control. I wish someone would guide me, but they look at me like I should know my way. Dark images fill my head of the days I spilled my own blood, and the urge re-emerges. If I could just feel the cool blade against my skin again, I would feel alive, and I could live. I would feel the breath I’ve been waiting t

I Honor Them...
=== '*Southern Sexy*' spewed forth the following at '2007-11-24 07:46:05'.. > > > > > > You stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists.-You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong.He doesn't get to eat today.Your maid makes your bed and washes your clothes. He wears the same things

What's Important
I sit here with my son a few feet away, watching him play on xbox with his friends. We just got back from watching a movie. Anyone who knows me, knows when he is not here, I hurt. I hurt a lot. And when he is here, everything changes. I feel like I have a purpose. I had a rough week. A week that left me questioning a lot of things, a week that left me with doubts, a week that made realize some things need to change. But, you know, tonight none of what happened this week matters. Any hurt is gone, the doubts don't matter, the changes can wait. Really I need to remember that every day. All that matters to me, is my son and being a good father to him. I could lose everything else in life, and as long as I have him, everything will be fine.

R.i.p. Nick Rick
Our neighbor, and close friend, Mitch died this week of heart failure. We got the call at 10:45 this morning. It came as such a complete shock. I don't even know what to say. No amount of words can possibly express what I'm feeling right now. There was so much I wanted to know about him, so many things I wanted to talk to him about. Now I'll never get a chance. Well, he went in his sleep, and surrounded by family. At least now he's not in anymore pain. We miss you, Mitch! 15-2, 15-4, 15-5 ***Check out the 2 pics I have of him in my default folder***

Ummm Go Gators?
welljust as I predicted in my morning blog we lost....badly...worst in history not really what I expected for attending my first florida state game evvver but oh well... at least there were only 4 gators in the area so I wasnt along and we were still choppin when we were like 20 points down haha so all and all it was a fun time and the gators still SUCK!!!! and for those that have no clue what Im talking about sorrrry ...now I want to go to a Pro game :P anyway have a nice night/ afternoon/morning whatever it may be for ya..... sticks tongue out at kevin gator fans SUCK too :P

Friend
a friend of my stepdads had a small stroke today... when we got home from visiting with my brother sister in law their kids her sister her brother in law her nephew and a friend of ours... we got a call from stepdads friends sister saying that her brother had a small stroke and that he is in the hospital... he has a weak heart and we are afraid he wont live long... he has done alot of bad stuff in his life but he has changed and i will admit... he can be mean at sometimes but he loves everyone and he forgives real easily.. anyone that goes to church plz keep him in your prayers... i wont say his name though... ty all

No Takers For The Contest
WOW.. I threw a idea out yesterday. What would you do for 10,000 fuBucks? Kinda like the old Klondike Bar commercials. "What would you do for a Klondike Bar?" Made it real simple. Just send in your idea. As long as no person or animal is hurt or killed. I'd pick the winner and they get the money. Just be Original. Creative. Anything you want. I got absolutely no takers. Oh well. Maybe I'll try it again another time.

The Woman In Me
I'm not always strong And sometimes I'm even wrong But I win when I choose And I can't stand to lose But I can't always be The rock that you see When the nights get too long And I just can't go on The woman in me Needs you to be The man in my arms To hold tenderly 'Cause I'm a woman in love And it's you I run to Yeah, the woman in me Needs the man in you When the world wants to much And it feels cold and out of touch It's a beautiful place When you kiss my face The woman in me Needs you to be The man in my arms To hold tenderly 'Cause I'm a woman in love And it's you I run to Yeah, the woman in me Needs the man in you Yeah the woman in me Needs the man in you I need you baby Yeah yeah Oh baby...

Deep As The Rose Is Red
Deep As The Rose Is Red I'll give you my heart; I'll open it up, Will you listen to its small still voice? For soft and quiet my heart will speak To the one I'll call my wife. Did you hear it dear? Did you listen well? Do you understand what it said? For deep is the love that it speaks to you, Deep as the rose is red. So, take my heart and treat it well And forever in this life, Come walk with me, your hand in mine, The one I'll call my wife. - Melvin D. Sharrar -

Try This App If You Are Daring!
1.Your Name: 2.Age: 3.Favorite position: 4. Do you think I'm cute? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8.Would you take a shower with me? 9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10.Would you leave after or stay the night? 11.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12.Condom or skin? 13.Have sex on the first date? 14.Would you kiss me during sex? 15.Do you think I would be good in bed? 16. Would you use me as a booty call? 17.Can I use you as a booty call? 19.Can we take pictures of the act? 20.How long would we have sex? 21.Would you tell your friends about me? 22.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Mary - Not Well - Another Transfusion!
Please see the update below from Christina, Mary's daughter! Thanks for reading it! Just a quick but sad update. Mom has taken a turn for the worse. Her stats have dropped and she doesn't seem to want to fight anymore. I have started a candlelight vigil with some of her friends outside the hospital and I am hoping that all the prayers will reach her heart and let her know how much she is loved and needed. Anyone who has her yahoo ID can leave a message for her there and I will show her on the laptop when I am at the hospital. Also I now have her PW for her account on here and will be using her name to give all her close friends the 11's for her. Much Love Christina

To Achieve.....................
To achieve, YOU must BELIEVE IN something and WANT something with ALL YOUR might. Then YOU must be WILLING to COMMIT YOURSELF to a COURSE. NOTHING will come of NOTHING; we must DARE MGHTY THINGS..........

Best Qualities.........................
Think about the things you love to do. Think about the things that you consider yourself damn good at. Think about the qualities that Other people compliment you on...... Maybe it is the way you speak, Maybe it is the way you treat other people. Maybe it is the way you GIVE OF YOURSELF. Maybe it is your eyes or the way you move, Or maybe it is the way you PRESNT YOURSELF........ Those qualities make you the person you are. (I AM) They are not just your BEST qualities. They are you ATTRIBUTES, your ASSEST.... If you have the right qualities, if you have the right attributes, the right attitude,assets, then-and only then-Can you achieve that CERTAIN DREAM........ (MY DREAM)

Drinkin
Gotta play it smart start thinking when im drinkin gotta play it cool cant lose my temper, act a fool but that shit is hard for me girls playin games with me so its hard to stay chilled when im payin with my bills, but they fuckin me playin games, givin names make me think i gotta chance, im gonna get laid im already in her pants, shes grabbin up on me im like ya im gonna score then she says im too young, what am i four? fuck the bitches, fuck the cockblock fuck the game and lies bitches trippin, while im flippin, im goin get between then thighs singin, sittin, chillin with the bitches gettin tipsy gotta watch for the po, cuz my temper starts slippin gettin fucked by my own what the fucks up with that shit gonna cockblock my ass over some bitch thats bullshit, he knows it and i shoulda beat his ass but im better then that, despite the control i lack but it woulda happened fast so im singing what im thinking all the shits thats on my mind but its fine, i g

Good Laugh
An Ohio State Buckeye fan is drinking in a New York bar, when he gets a call on his cell phone. He hangs up, grinning from ear to ear, and orders a round of drinks for everybody in the bar, announcing his wife has just given birth to a typical Ohio State Buckeye baby boy weighing 25 pounds. Nobody can believe that any new baby can weigh in at 25 pounds, but the Ohio fan just shrugs and replies, 'That's about average back home, folks, like I said, my boy's a typical Ohio State Buckeye baby boy. Gonna be an Ohio State football player.' Congratulations showered him from all around, amid many exclamations of 'WOW!' One woman actually fainted due to sympathy pains. Two weeks later, he returns to the bar. The bartender says, 'Say, aren't you the father of that typical Ohio State Buckeye baby that weighed 25 pounds at birth? Everybody's been making bets about how big he'd be in two weeks. So, how much does he weigh now?' The proud father answers, 'Seventeen pounds.' The ba

Learning To Live With Love
LOVING TERRY IS EASY ...CAKE AND PIE AS THEY SAY...BUT LIVING WITH LOVING TERRY IS A WHOLE NEW BALL GAME FOR ME THERE ARE SO MANY THINGS THAT CAN GO WRONG AND SO MANY PATHS THAT CAN BE TAKEN THAT MIGHT LEAD TO HEART ACHE AND I FIND MYSELF FALLING DEEPER AND DEEPER IN LOVE WITH THIS CRAZY COMPLICATED MAN WHO HAS SHOWN ME ONLY TENDERNESS AND LOVE WHO HAS ONLY LET ME GROW AS APERSON NEVER LETTING ME DOWN AND ALLWAYS BEING THERE YOU HERE SO MANY PPL DOWNING INTERNET LOVE WELL THIS IS A TESTAMONY TO WHAT INTERNET LOVE IS LIKE I MYSELF DIDNT BELIEVE UNTILL TERRY WHO CAN INTO MY LIFE LIKE THE WIND TO KNOCK ME OVER WITH HIS WARM SMILE AND LOVING EYES KISSES THAT MELT YOUR HEART AND SAYING I LOVE YOU WIPING MY TEARS AND CALMING MY FEARS I LOVE YOU TERRY

Yay For The Golden Compass
I don't normally go see movies or anything anymore. I heard that the narcissistic dictator dies in it though. And you know how I'm all about killing narcissistic dictators. So I might go see it.

Application Anyone Lol :p
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE TO ME WITH YOUR ANSWERS. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND OR HUSBAND OR WIFE - REPOST THIS! LET THE FUN BEGIN........ 1.Your Name: 2.Age: 3.Favorite position: 4. Do you think I'm cute? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8.Would you take a shower with me? 9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10.Would you leave after or stay the night? 11.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12.Condom or skin? 13.Have sex on the first date? 14.Would you kiss me during sex? 15.Do you think I would be good in bed? 16. Would you use me as a booty call? 17.Can I use you as a booty call? 19.Can we take pictures of the act? 20.How long would we have sex? 21.Would you tell your friends about me? 22.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU! TITLE IT-Naughty Appli

Bully Needs Our Help. Please Vote, Fan, Rate
Okay so Big Bully's account was axed. Why I don't know, but since he is so generous to all of us its time to be generous back. BigBully is now Bully's Back @ fubar Since he helped us all out its only right that we help him level some :P

A Well Of Emotion
The rush of the lies and deceit in you eyes girl you got me hypnotized dont you start to cry you dont have the to handle the shit im goin through dont get me wrong its not just you you dont even know the things you do to me if you could step in my shoes what would you see a path of hate and anger, of fury and rage knowing so long that you've kept me caged its not your fault you tried to set me free i kept trying to believe that you could love me all you deliver is heartbreak and hell and just sit here trapped in my cell my emotions devour me but ive not yet fell i push them down to my boiling well a vat of feelings mixed and astir sent to the pit cuz of you not her ever so steady but always rising this is what most starts to define me rising to fast and about to explode if i keep holding on i may be exposed i may be exposed to my true inner being not what everyone believes there seeing an inner battle of anger and lust displaying me to the one i trust these batt

Music Page
hey guys...just wanted to let u know that if u want u can check out my myspace artist page....it has some remixes and mixes that ive done on my turntables and i think u would like them...stop by and check it out and leave a message, comment, or add me

Naughty Application
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE TO ME WITH YOUR ANSWERS. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND OR HUSBAND OR WIFE - REPOST THIS! LET THE FUN BEGIN........ 1.Your Name: 2.Age: 3.Favorite position: 4. Do you think I'm cute? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8.Would you take a shower with me? 9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10.Would you leave after or stay the night? 11.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12.Condom or skin? 13.Have sex on the first date? 14.Would you kiss me during sex? 15.Do you think I would be good in bed? 16. Would you use me as a booty call? 17.Can I use you as a booty call? 19.Can we take pictures of the act? 20.How long would we have sex? 21.Would you tell your friends about me? 22.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU! TITLE IT-Naughty Appli

Tattoo Contest
fubar Bulletin!MAKE STICKY! BIKERFOLK2 ..... ( plz bomb tat contes) M, 47 United States remove friend subject: SUPRISE MY FIRST CONTEST date: 2007-11-24 18:10:46 THESE GIRLS AND GUYS NEED UR COMMENTS AND HELP IN BEST TATTOO CONTEST PLEASE COME BY AND SHOW THEM SOME LOVE THE CONTEST OPENS TONIGHT AT 10PM CENTRAL TIME !!!!!! CANT GET TO CONTESTANTS PIC TILL 10PM CENTRAL TIME TAKE A LOOK AND DECIDE WHO'S U LIKE BEST GOOD LUCK TO U ALL AND THANKS FOR STARING IN MY FIRST CONTEST :) BROUGHT TO U BY ME Majically Delicious MILF C/O MANAGER OF FUSISTA'S BOMBING AND LEVELING CREW @ fubar (repost of original by 'Majically Delicious MILF C/O MANAGER OF FUSISTA'S BOMBING AND LEVELING CREW' on '2007-11-23 19:37:14') Reply To Poster | Repost Bulletin! [?] note: it costs 10 fuBucks to repost! Share this! Leave a comment on this bulletin!

Handy Lil Chart Someone Sent Me
HANDY LITTLE CHART God has a positive answer: BIBLE VERSES You say: "It's impossible" God says: All things are possible (Luke 18:27) You say: "I'm too tired" God says: I will give you rest (Matthew 11:28-30) You say: "Nobody really loves me" God says: I love you (John 3:1 6 & John 3:34 ) You say: "I can't go on" God says: My grace is sufficient (II Corinthians 12:9 & Psalm 91:15) You say: "I can't figure things out" God says: I will direct your steps (Proverbs 3:5- 6) You say: "I can't do it" God says: You can do all things (Philippians 4:13) You say: "I'm not able" God says: I am able (II Corinthians 9:8) You say: "It's not worth it" God says: It will be worth it (Roman 8:28 ) You say: "I can't forgive myself" God says: I F

Til Death Do Us Part
Tonights the night i take my life ill slit my wrists with the blade of a knife im sorry for the pain that this will cause you im sorry for all the sweet things i didnt do ive defied death once and again but now its me who puts life to an end i just cant go on living like this this army life its all bullshit my girls tellin me things i dont wanna hear all adding up to one huge fear ironic enough life can be to kill my pain i must kill me create new pain to take pain away should i fail try again another day the darkness and despair, the desolation of my hell all so you all can keep living well standing isolated under the strom all the feelings for me are a norm the rain falls down as im soaked to the bone all i want is to just go home ive fallen apart, im torn inside just finishing the job, ive already died keep gettin so close, keep gettin disarmed they keep popping up so i cant be harmed so i sit again alone, cold, and waiting every minute, every second, i keep

Questions
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE TO ME WITH YOUR ANSWERS. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND OR HUSBAND OR WIFE - REPOST THIS! LET THE FUN BEGIN........ 1.Your Name: 2.Age: 3.Favorite position: 4. Do you think I'm cute? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8.Would you take a shower with me? 9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10.Would you leave after or stay the night? 11.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12.Condom or skin? 13.Have sex on the first date? 14.Would you kiss me during sex? 15.Do you think I would be good in bed? 16. Would you use me as a booty call? 17.Can I use you as a booty call? 19.Can we take pictures of the act? 20.How long would we have sex? 21.Would you tell your friends about me? 22.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU! TITLE IT-Naughty Appli

Double Life
Wow how quickly things can change within an hour or two. I recently started talking to the young man online here at fubar and on yahoo as well. We will call him Kyle cuz thats his name. Kyle and me had some wonderful conversations and we got to were we was pretty damn comfortable with each other. In fact I was so comfortable with what I had said to him that I was falling in love with this guy. We chatted only about a week and we was already getting feelings for each other. I cared about him and he cared about me...or so I thought. As you all know I am bisexual and like girls as well as guys. Well about 2-3 nights ago a girl from myspace and now recently joined fubar named Cari and I had started talking about possibly getting together for a 3 some or some fun. Well we hit it off rather well to. In fact I think we could have even went further with each other had she wanted to. So all in all what has happened is I mentioned to Cari how I felt about Kyle and she was very symp

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Above Water
Slideing by, with no direction in mind. No plans or agenda. Just trying to stay alive. Why is it so hard to survive? To keep my head above water? I can't keep people away. Never alone, afraid I will do something harmful. Locked with no key or way out Is there anyone to help or save me from my chains?

Broken
{Im bent and im broken, from these words you've spoken your cutting me down so slowly this nightmare is real, pains all i can feel without you im ever so lonely}chorus ok check it out, its me and its you girl you got me trippin from the things that you do hit the club, hit the mall, your my lil princess outta all my girls i treat you the best you like them other girls, we cuss and we fight quit trippin baby its you at the end of the night your screamin and your mad,you tell me that its over but i need you baby, your my four leaf clover your my good luck charm, your my insiration for everything i do your my motivation chorus all the good times, the years that we spent a couple booty calls and your gettin all bent the nights sittin by the fire, staring at the stars but you said your done, i left your heart scarred i look back and i think of the past your leaving me cuz i gotta peice of ass i look into your eyes and after all these years still got me mezmerized even

Lights
Pain and sadness Depression and despair How ironically they fit together Intertwined in a web. Always hurting and alone Never ment for happiness Walking alone and cold Why can't forever come soon? I start to help it along, But this so called life never ceases No matter how I try to change It always ends the same. No more cries or tears No one in, no one out Time to face my fears Time to turn out the lights!!

Coming Soon
For all members of the Hotlist. As some if not all have noticed i quickly but somewhat put a better site together than the first one, View it here. I did this cause of issues i was having. It's just a temp site for right now. Now since i put that one online i've been working on a much cleaner site. This is what it will consist of: The Hotlist (original) Request form (new) Request views (new) Guestbook (new) HTML samples & generator (new) Below you can see an image that has a few small screenshots that will show you somewhat of what it will look like. It will be finished in the next 2-3 days and will be online around the 30th. NOTE* Please don't send any requests from the current website as i will not be getting them. If you wish to send a request please do so on here. My next blog will be when it's online and ready to go :D

Untitled
Draw me in, pull me close Dangle my life on a string Attentions become altered in a second Cut my loose once again. Time goes by, you want to come back Things have dramatically changed. Feelings no longer the same. I'm not the same person I once was. What do you do now when u have nothing left to give? Everyone knows your tricks and secrets They know you'll never stop. Stepping closer to me, wanting to touch. I side stop out of your reach Your look changes instantly Remember, I am no longer the same person!

Pumping Gas.... Good Things To Know.
This is from a FRIEND and he knows !!!! I've been in petroleum pipeline business for about 31 years, currently working for the Kinder-Morgan Pipeline here in San Jose , CA . We deliver about 4 million gallons in a 24-hour period from the pipe line; one day it's diesel, the next day it's jet fuel an d gasoline. We have 34 storage tanks here with a total c apacity of 16,800,000 gallons. Here are some tricks to help you get your money's worth: 1. Fill up your car or truck in the morning when the temperature is still cool. Remember that all service stations have their storage tanks buried below ground; and the colder the ground, the denser the gasoline. When it gets warmer gasoline expands, so if you're filling up in the afternoon or in the evening, what should be a gallon is not exactly a gallon. In the petroleum business, the specific gravity and temperature of the fuel (gasoline,diesel, jet fuel, ethanol and other petroleum products) are significant. Every truckload th

A Soldier's Holiday
A Soldier's Holiday -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- This poem is a bit long, but well worth it. Take the time to read it to the end and then pass it along to your friends. T'WAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND. ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. AND THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS TH

Love 4
The flames of love they eternally burn a heart may wander but for you mine yearns fire brings forth hate love and agression and if you watch closely you may learn a lesson like starting a fire you must be patient for your time and effort will desplay it from the fire of love emerge passion and desire a chance to engage a chance to inspire bring joy to your life and warmth to your soul complete, in unity, makes you feel whole like a fire true love burns deep forever to treasure, its yours to keep for this to be shared is a wonderful thing you feel on top of the world, like a king the flickering flames as they kiss the air thinking of that special one for whom you care wishing you could hold them for the rest of your life knowing without them you couldnt survive some flicker fast while others burn slow a mark on the soul that with time it grows a fire starts small and grows to be beautiful tend to loves need and keep it full it starts as an ember, starts with a coal

45 Things Girls Want But Wont Ask For
1. Touch her waist. 2. Actually talk to her. 3. Share secrets with her. 4. Give her 1 of your sweatshirts 5. Kiss her slowly. Are you remembering this? 6. Hug her. 7. Hold her. 8. Laugh with her. 9. Invite her somewhere. 10. Hangout with her and your friends together. KEEP READING 11. Smile with her. 12. Take pictures with her. 13. Pull her onto your lap. 14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back. 15. When her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she can't get to her friends. it makes her feel loved. Are you thinking of someone? 16. Always hug her and say hi whenever you see her. 17. Kiss her unexpectedly. 18. Hug her from behind around the waist. 19. Tell her she's beautiful. 20. Tell her the way you feel about her. One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it. 21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car- it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentlema

Like I Just Don't Know
so far i like to think my life has been simple...when i was younger i was a nobody...i got older got a lil cuter...i got more friends...and my name was out there...good and bad..i have great friends(sometime)but most of tha time...and my family be chilin when they want too...but tha one thing i have never really had was a special boy that made me feel like he was just for me...i see my girl with a new guy that hates me but loves her so to make up for hatin me he gets her whatever she wants..or tha one that will wait for tha crimal to get set free(long story)but still it's love...and i have had guyz who said tha words...but didn't mean it...i mean i haven't been a real relationship in so long cuz of all that bullshit...and when i do find someone i would like to give it a chance with it's not tha same for him...maybe i'm suppose to be alone...every lil girl has her dream of gettin married and bein a mommy but for me that seems like that's just what it is a dream...i even had someone tell

Out Of My Mind
Just cut me up like a ribbon, at the entrance to the opening scar me with your dagger like words your ice breath froze my soul, then you tore it right out my life is in your hands and theres nothing i can do to fill the empty whole youve made {i just cant hide, the pain you make me feel inside you bring me to the lowest level you break me down, you tear me up, but i just cant get you outta my mind}chorus i heard the words i couldnt believe, woke up to see if its real a bad dream, just a nightmare that became real try to run, try to hide cuz the pain is all i feel i feel a muffled cry, a choke escapes my throat unvariably, unbearably im broke chorus verse one and verse two now its coming back to you thats the way it works let me go, let me feel, let me take the time to heal before you start again never finished, never done no the cycles just begun but the end it feels so near release your grip, release your hold,ya just let my story unfold let me live this time not

New Club
ALRIGHT HERE IT IS.... I WAS TALKIN WITH A FRIEND AND CAME UP WITH THE IDEA TO START A NEW CLUB 4 MEN.... HERES THE THANG....I NEED COUNCIL 2 VOTE 4 MEMBERS...AND A LARGE CREW 2 HELP RUN THANGS.... THE COUNCIL WILL BE MADE UP OF ALL FEMALES BUT THERE ARE OTHER THANGS THAT NEED TO BE DONE IF U GUYS WOULD LIKE TO BE APART OF THIS... NEED SOMEONE TO CO-OWN THE LOUNGE AND LOTS OF OTHER THANGS.....PLZ MESSAGE ME IF UR INTERSTED THANKS ASHLEY XOXOXOX

My Giveaway
Hey everyone I am in a giveaway for a year VIP. I have 10 weeks to complete the giveaway. So any and all help you can give me i would appreciate greatly. below is the link to my photo that is in the giveaway. thanks steph and mark for hosting the giveaway Abby

Jessie
A college girl, shes smart and chill got a good voice and looks that could kill we talk alot bout catlin and leah how much we miss em and wish we could see em she loves to dance and she loves how i write shes easy to talk to and we never fight she says im talented i think she lies that crazy girl has never been high listens to good music, she has good taste but she lives in north dakota, what a waste now we talk alot and we both like to laugh we know who we love,we've found our chosen paths she worries of the future, her love cat tries to lie to me and tells me shes fat shes stuck on it but i dont believe her she says i will once i see her the silly girl says she cant sing but damn, her voice is amazing i hope he realizes what he has with her hes really lucky shes an awesome girl she sweet, shes nice, shes a bit of alright i talk to her like every night i really appreciate all her support i hope he knows how well he scored this is for you jessie your awesome Du

Give Me Yo Number!!!
Name: Number: Best time to call: text messaging (yes or no) phone service: I dare you to copy and paste this and see how many numbers you get. If you don't, you will get bad luck for 7 years=]] Repost as: Give me your #

A Sock Monkey
I went to see Mr. Magorium's Wonder Emorium tonight, it was a magically wonderful movie. It reminded me of Wes. Especially the adorable sock monkey with the sad expression. Wes and I only spent one christmas together, the christmas of 2003. That was the christmas that my mother decided that she didn't want a traditional christmas anymore. I have never woken up on christmas morning anywhere but her house, so this news didn't please me. She decided we would have themed christmas'. This didn't surprise me much since themes have always been her thing. She once had an underwater bedroom, complete with a netted wall with painted wooden fish and a maniquin dressed as a mermaid. But I digress, so my mother chose a themed christmas, a jungle christmas as a matter of fact. I was desparately afraid that Wes would think my family was nuts and bolt. Instead he embraced it, even helped my mother decorate the tree. It consisted of a palm tree, paper chains, and lots of little sock mon

Love 3
Love is a game and we all participate sometimes your active sometimes you wait but either way you choose youll find the one you love hold em tight, treat em right, like a blessin from above you'll know when you find em, youll know that its true everytime you see em indescribable feelings explode in you theyre all you think about, theyre always on your mind youll do anything to be with them, just to spend some time we're surrounded by love everywhere we go right next to you and you dont even know people fall in love for so many reasons the timing, the mood or even the seasons sometimes its wrong its not love its lust gotta pick yourself up, continue and adjust sometimes it happens right in front of your eyes it was there all along but you never realized sometimes you see it when its not even there you hesitate, just wait you have time to spare mixed emotions may lead you astray just stop and think and get back on your way believe it or not love is more then a feelin

Come In And Here The Best Of The 80's And Enjoy
PULL UP A CHAIR AND STAY AWHILE ALL 80'S ALL THE TIME LISTEN TO THE GREAT TUNES, MEET SOME GREAT PEOPLE, BRING IN YOUR FRIENDS IF YOU LIKE THE SOUNDS OF THE MUSIC PLEASE FEEL FREE TO SUBSCRIBE TO THE LOUNGE :0) You pick the style you want to hear

Profile Comments
well i am here to let friends fans and others that i can not go into profile comments cause everytime i do it kicks me off the site and then i have to log back in all over i can get picture comments just fine just not profile comments... thanks michelle

Hilarious, Epic Gwar Interview.. Music Video As Well
It's not really a new interview, but it's great anyway. It was apparently conducted not too long after GWAR released the War Party album in 2004. The interview isn't with the entire band, just with the lead singer, Oderus Urungus. The guy doing the interview isn't really Russian, he's playing a character from skits on Metal Injection called Moscow Metal Minute. Anyway, enjoy this insane, awesome interview that showcases one of the many reasons I and so many others love GWAR so much! This was originally on Metal Injection, a cool as fuck internet video channel where you can watch and download whole shows. Check it out here - http://www.metalinjection.net Oh, and here's a music video of a kickass GWAR song called "Bring Back The Bomb" from the 2004 album "War Party" - (I didn't post this under my stash because some could consider it NSFW and get my account deleted just to be pricks)

The Dark
Poisoned dreams seep through my mind, shut eyes can hide so much, seeping in intoxicating my mind. Ripped apart and thrown away I find myself inside of them. write it down and try to explain it for myself so I can try to understand why I feel this way for myself. silence screams inside my head, I can feel myself sinking back again Sleepless nights are all that remain. Here I die, here I'll stay, fade into the dark thats where I remain.

Do Me!
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE TO ME WITH YOUR ANSWERS. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND OR HUSBAND OR WIFE - REPOST THIS! LET THE FUN BEGIN........ 1.Your Name: 2.Age: 3.Favorite position: 4. Do you think I'm cute? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8.Would you take a shower with me? 9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10.Would you leave after or stay the night? 11.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12.Condom or skin? 13.Have sex on the first date? 14.Would you kiss me during sex? 15.Do you think I would be good in bed? 16. Would you use me as a booty call? 17.Can I use you as a booty call? 19.Can we take pictures of the act? 20.How long would we have sex? 21.Would you tell your friends about me? 22.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU! TITLE IT-Naughty Appli

Think About This For A Min
Think about this for a min...... If I happened to show up on your door step crying, would you care? If I called you and asked you to pick me up because something happened, would you come? If I had one day left, to live my life; would you be part of that last day? If I needed a shoulder to cry on, would you give me yours? This is a test to see who your real friends are or if you are just some one to talk to you when they are bored . . . send this to everybody on your list including the person who sent it to you. I just did.....because you are my friend. If I don't get this back I guess your not my friend.

Missing Her
I love her with everything and i always will i swear on my life i wont be killed ill do everything i can to come back to her hopefully it will be fast, just a big blur i cant imagine her without me by her side the night i left i really cried missing her already and i wasnt even gone without her here its hard to be strong i got my tight hug and my last solid kiss but those arent the only things im gonna miss those sparkling blue eyes and that stunning smile all are arguing and her crazy little style all the cuddling and staying the night watching her sleep after we fight laying with her til she falls asleep i wish forever she was mine to keep the night i left i squeezed her tight we didnt argue, we didnt fight wanted to hold her forever and never let her go i will always love her more then she knows every little thing reminds me of her a song, a memory, or even pictures remember the days where everything was easy before we both knew that i was leaving ive left an

Long Ass Day...ugh!
Well yours truly worked 13 hours today. My 1st shift supervisor forgot to come in...he forgot that he put himself on the schedule to come in. I aint mad at him because he does have alot going on. I just dont kno how you forget to come in when you did the schedule. LOL But I am wore out and I have to pull another 12 tonite...UGH! My day off is Tuesday and Wednesday but I have something planned on Tuesday. So my real day off would be Wednesday probably. LOL. I had a craving for Long Johns today...so I got me some and I am reheating the rest I had left over now. I have been craving fish for a few days now...lol maybe I am craving pussy! LOL I got some of my old photos that I will be posting up on my Fubar. I have already done some...just will do some more..especially since I leveled up which thank you all! :) Well I am gonna get for now and EAT! Just had to rant about my day this morning... BOLO! ^..^

Sex Story #6
THIS IS JUST ANOTHER STORY NOT INTENDED TO ANYONE IN PARTICULAR....JUST MY MIND GOING CRAZY AS USUAL...TEEHEE.....ENJOY.... I AM HOME ALL ALONE HAVING A GLASS OF WINE AND CHATTING TO YOU ONLINE. WE ARE GETTING REALLY EXCITED FROM FLIRTING WITH EACH OTHER. I COULD ONLY WISH THAT YOU AND I LIVED CLOSER TO EACH OTHER SO WE COULD DO TO EACH OTHER THE WAY WE ARE TALKING NOW. YOU THEN TELL ME YOU ARE NOT TO FAR AWAY FROM WHERE I LIVE. MY HEART SKIPS A BEAT AND I AM LIKE REALLY? AND YOU SAY YES, BUT I DID NOT WANT TO TELL YOU THIS BEFORE SINCE WE ARE BOTH MARRIED AND KNOWING IT WOULD BE VERY WRONG BUT OMG SO SENSUAL AND PASSIONATE. AS WE BOTH KNOW WE ARE NOT AT ALL HAPPY IN OUR RELATIONSHIPS DECIDE TO GO OUT FOR A DRINK. I AM SO NERVOUS NOW BUT OH SO EXCITED. WE DECIDE TO MEET AT THIS BAR AROUND THE CORNER FROM ME IN AN HOUR. WE SAY SEE YOU SOON AND SIGN OFF THE COMPUTER. I GO AND TAKE A SHOWER, MAKING SURE EVERYTHING IS GOOD AND CLEAN AND SHAVEN. I DO MY HAIR AND MAKE-UP AND PUT ON MY FA

Is It Love?
When we clain that it's love that we have for someone, are we correct? Are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing and is your voice caught within your chest? It is not love, it's like. You can't keep your eyes or hands off of them...am I right? It's not love, it's lust. Are you proud and eager to show them off? It's not love, it's luck. Do you want them because you know they're there? It's not love, it's loneliness. Are you there because that's what everyone wants? It's not love, it's loyalty. Are you there because they kissed you or held your hand? It's not love, it's low confidence. Do you stay for their confessions of love because you don't want to hurt them? It's not love, it's pity. Do you belong to them because their sight makes you heart skip a beat? It's not love, it's infatuation. Do you pardon their faults because you care about them? It's not love, it's friendsh

Thought For The Day Saturday 11/24/2007
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "Tortured. Shall I breathe or shall my heart beat on? Surely inside me I know, these are both my life's blood. I cannot cease to breathe, nor can I survive without a beating heart. This dilemma consoles me not, it mocks me and cradles my darkness so tenderly. It asks me to follow a path, but I cannot clearly. My master deep within beckons that I release my pain, yet I hold it tight against my breast. No release this day, nor will any come for me. Forsaken, this is my path and it bears no fruit, only thorns for me to fight against with each step. Tomorrow no different, today is my destiny." ©2007 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Productions

Sexy
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE TO ME WITH YOUR ANSWERS. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND OR HUSBAND OR WIFE - REPOST THIS! LET THE FUN BEGIN........ 1.Your Name: 2.Age: 3.Favorite position: 4. Do you think I'm cute? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8.Would you take a shower with me? 9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10.Would you leave after or stay the night? 11.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12.Condom or skin? 13.Have sex on the first date? 14.Would you kiss me during sex? 15.Do you think I would be good in bed? 16. Would you use me as a booty call? 17.Can I use you as a booty call? 19.Can we take pictures of the act? 20.How long would we have sex? 21.Would you tell your friends about me? 22.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU! TITLE IT-Naughty Appli

Contest Update
My contest is now a first to 5000 comments contest. Please help.=== '~*NAUGHTY GURL*~WIFEY 2 lezbian slut traped in a mans body & ~*Prchic143*~ *' spewed forth the following at '2007-11-23 19:42:11'..

Quiz
So You Think You Know Me... (2 Points) My name: (4 Points) My last name: (4 Points) Who am I in love with: (1 Points) Where did we meet: (6 Points) Take a stab at my middle name: (1 Points) where do i work: (2 Points) When is the last time we hung out: (3 Points) what am i afraid of: (2 Points) Do I smoke: (3 Points) Do I drink: (3 points) Do you think im a virgin: (1 Point) Do I have any siblings: (2 Points) How many? (2 Points) What's one of my favorite things to do: (1 Points) How many piercings do i have: (4 Points) How many tattoos do i have: (3 Points) What's my favorite type of music: (4 Points) Am I shy or outgoing: (3 Points) Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules: (2 Points) whats my favorite color: (3 Points) name something i hate: (4 Points) name a talent i have: (4 Points) whats my phone number: (4 Points) what kind of sneakers do i wear: (4 Points) do i have any pets: (2 Points) Who am i dating/liking right now: (5 Points) how long have i been

Back Then
So you broke up with me and im tryin to start anew how am i spose to do that when all i think about is you i dunno why girl but your always on my mind still got me writing bout ya all the fuckin time crazy girl whatcha got me goin through, got me mezmerized is it the long blonde hair, the stunning smile or those baby blue eyes wasnt a bad breakup but girl you broke my heart you dont realize how being without you is tearin me apart {back to the beginning before we came undone back before the army, when things were still fun back to the beginning before our affairs were stirred back before the army, before you kicked me to the curb}chorus now i sit and wonder what the hell i did wrong gotta hold my head up, gotta keep stayin strong i wanna hate you for the pain i feel inside and thinking about you only makes it amplified i cant do it, bring myself to hate you i just cant after everything youve put me through we're no longer together gotta getcha off my mind cuz in real

A Little Spice?
2 TBSP real butter 1 c. cornmeal 1 ½ tsp. baking soda 1 c. fresh or frozen (can’t be canned!!!) with 4 oz. heavy cream whisked in ¾ c. 2% or whole milk 1/3 c. olive oil 3 large eggs 1/3 c. grilled/roasted, peeled and chopped, poblano or jalapeno pepper (I prefer poblano but if you like it hotter then I suggest jalapenos, or some mixture of the two. I also always prefer grilled peppers to roasted but either works. The peel should be blackened before removing peppers from heat. To peel, remove peppers from heat immediately to a paper bag and seal up for 10-15 minutes, then dump into ice water and rub the skin right off.) 1 c. grated cheddar cheese, I prefer sharp for this recipe but it’s a personal thing Preheat the oven to 400 degrees. Use either a 9” cast iron skillet or a 1 ½ quart earthenware casserole, melt the butter in the pan. Combine all the dry ingredients and then add eggs, milk, cream/corn mixture, oil, peppers and half the cheese. Pour batter into the hot pan and

Dallas Wishes Upon A Star... Wishing They Were Packers
You wish you may, you wish you might, make a wish on that star that night 11/29... but in the end it all a dream and all you will see is Cheeseheads screaming victory LOL he he he MUAH!! gotta love me LOL

Yippie Cye Aye Motherfucker
so yea as a continuation of my last blog... well the knee relapse issue, I just got the news that I'm no longer carried on my father's insurance, because they didn't get the proof that I'm a full time student. Yay yay mother fuckers, that means if I need surgery it comes fully out of my pocket. fucking shit cunting rag

Have Fun With This One
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE TO ME WITH YOUR ANSWERS. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND OR HUSBAND OR WIFE - REPOST THIS! LET THE FUN BEGIN........ 1.Your Name: 2.Age: 3.Favorite position: 4. Do you think I'm cute? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8.Would you take a shower with me? 9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10.Would you leave after or stay the night? 11.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12.Condom or skin? 13.Have sex on the first date? 14.Would you kiss me during sex? 15.Do you think I would be good in bed? 16. Would you use me as a booty call? 17.Can I use you as a booty call? 19.Can we take pictures of the act? 20.How long would we have sex? 21.Would you tell your friends about me? 22.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU! TITLE IT-Naughty Appli

Perfumes That Women Should Wear!
I am a bottomless pit of thrilling ideas, some bordering on not stupid, while most are just nuts. But here is one that I need to get a patent for – Perfume that Men want YOU (Women) to wear. Girls usually wear very nice perfumes which are flowery and sweet smelling. If you like these perfumes, more power to you. But for girls that are trying to attract guys, pay attention, and you could see more action than Hollywood. You, the woman, must hunt the hunter. Every hunter (woman) must set a trap (flirting) in order to catch (dating) their prey (men) for food (marriage). Now the prey is stupid, and usually springs the trap before it's even set. But if the trap isn't very creative (you're ugly), using bait may help - Enter my perfumes. I propose perfumes based on what men really want to smell: Food. I can just picture it – I'm strolling through the mall, minding my own business, when suddenly the powerful scent of sizzling bacon enters my unprepared nostrils. My

Respect Me Or Get Gone
Soft Batch Ass Niggas wow i must write about niggas who dont get it why beg and constantly try to be apart of my life damm if i dont want you in in and pretty much tell you daily wouldnt you just get the hint my bad niggas just dont have common sense like most of the ones in my life do you see the picture i mean it and not in a good way. i hate a begging ass nigga of all shapes sizes and races all these goofy males who want instant relationship with someone who has a relationship already something is wrong with these people damm dude get it together mannnn up bitch just had to speak on something for a second to be continued heyyyyy back on this i hate repeating my self over and over again telling the same niggas the same shit and they like oh my bad wtf you mean my bad pay attention tape recorder is not on my body im bout to just start being more ruthless on these dumm ass people cause they trippen if i gotta say something to you more than three times and u still aint get it fuck it

Post Holiday Greeting!
PIMP.myYearbook.com - No. 1 Pimp Site I trust that you all had a wonderful Thanksgiving day, whether it was spent with family or friends. We had a great day at my Mom's. Naturally, being that this is our first Thanksgiving since my Dad passed, it was bittersweet. We do miss him so much, and on special days like Thanksgiving, it seems to always make for a difficult day, remembering all the Thanksgivings that had gone before when he was with us. But, amoung the underlying saddness, was the great joy of my Mom getting to see our son Kirk for the first time in over two years since he left to go live in Australia. It was always ones of her fears when he left, that she would never see him again...with her age being what it is. Of course, she shared with him that Papa...my Dad, didn't get to see him again, but was with us, and we were all finally together. We ate WAAAAAAAAAAAY too much, as usual. lol But geezzzzz....what are days like that for? Pretty soon we'll be doing t

Crashing Down
Im falling apart my worlds crashing down im dying slowly without a sound you stole my heart, you stole my soul all thats left is a gaping hole you sold me out you shattered my world this is the damage from a 15 yr old girl i call to say sorry the truth comes out you now have apology letters in route you have nothing to do with letters being faxed or the fact that our asses are gonna get waxed its been two weeks and still no trouble are we off the hook or are we gettin double we gotta talk face to face when i get back but i really dont know if im ready for that at least give me time to think and rest a couple of days so i can perform best so i can handle whatever is said even if its something i know ill dread we'll probably argue, we'll probably shout but its gravy baby, we need to let it all out no matter what happens at the end im thankful for all the time we've spent your the girl for which i fell together we're heaven but you put me through hell as my poem st

45 Things That A Girl Wants But Won't Ask For
1. Touch her waist. 2. Actually talk to her. 3. Share secrets with her. 4. Give her 1 of your sweatshirts 5. Kiss her slowly. Are you remembering this? 6. Hug her. 7. Hold her. 8. Laugh with her. 9. Invite her somewhere. 10. Hangout with her and your friends together. KEEP READING 11. Smile with her. 12. Take pictures with her. 13. Pull her onto your lap. 14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back. 15. When her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she can't get to her friends. it makes her feel loved. Are you thinking of someone? 16. Always hug her and say hi whenever you see her. 17. Kiss her unexpectedly. 18. Hug her from behind around the waist. 19. Tell her she's beautiful. 20. Tell her the way you feel about her. One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it. 21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car- it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentlema

Faith
If you keep faith in the faithless how will you survive you believe there every lie or will you run and hide if you keep faith in the faithless gotta expect to get played get fucked in different ways count the numbers on your days if you keep faith in the faithless you cant believe your past youll always come in last youll get all fucked up fast if you keep faith in the faithless you cant expect the truth you cant even trust your crew and theres nothing you can do if you keep faith in the faithless youll always be runnin out of luck youll always get fucked cuz there aint noone you can trust only keep faith in the faithless if you wanna act a fool if you wanna keep gettin screwed no power, always overruled dont put faith in the faithless Dustin B. Unrath Nov 23 06

I'm Sorry =(
>i bet NO guys will repost this ;i'm sorry i'm sorry if i'm not pretty enough to be "your girl"i'm sorry that i don't want to have sex every minute of the day.i'm sorry that i'm not a playboy bunny so i can act like a pornstar for you.i'm sorry if i don't have a dream body that turns you on.i'm sorry if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me.i'm sorry if my hair isn't long enough.i'm sorry if i'm not the "hottest" girl you've ever seen.i'm sorry if loving you isn't enough.i'm sorry if being your friend through thick and thin makes no difference.i'm sorry that i try my best to get you to like me, but then get hurt. but most of all; i'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are. and i'm sorry that most guys will read this and post it and may agree with it but after 5 minutes they forget about it and do the same thing all over again. GUYS! just think about it, about how you treat girls.If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorr

Shes All That
Girl i didnt deserve the way you treated me the way you played me for a fool i didnt expect that from you babe but we both know that its true {your broke my heart, you killed me slowly girl without you my lifes so lonely but im rising from the dead no tears will be shed, cuz i will stay strong}chorus i believed all the things you told me though i had no reason to you decided to be unfaithful when i stayed faithful to you chorus youll never realize the pain you caused me by lying straight to my face i just needed the truth girl now ive got an empty space an empty space where you stole my heart and you broke it straight in two your too young to understand all the pain youve put me through chorus it pains me that you let me go you took me right out of your life but its your own fault babe im rising up tonight chorus x2 Dustin B. Unrath

The Cold Night And Warm Heart
The Cold night warm heart By Eric Ethan The night is cold and snowing The night is lonely and cold heart My friend came by with hot apple cider and cheese and crackers MY friend came by with the bottle in one hand and a bag in the other, She raised booth her hands and smile I read your mine seems like you need company tonight I told her to come on in She layer the stuff on the table and gave me that hug and felt her cold cheek against mind, you said let me get things ready She no tonight I get things ready for you this time GO get the fire ready and music tonight, she said no TV tonight I got the fire ready and the music she liked She brought the a tray in with two cups of hot cider and cheese of different kind and crackers right for the cheese. When she came in I notice she wearing on her feet bear feet , with the fur and the black marking to make it look like toe nails. She sat n

How A Sub Can Be Brought To His Knees
I serve my wife Lady Raena. I am her Sub and I love my role. It has taken me some time to adapt to not being in control. I cook for her, clean our home and raise our kids while I'm in school. I do these things for the love of servatude. The Inked Slut whom I misjudged to my near undoing, took mercy upon me and listened to me fumbled at her feet trying to get a scrap of her precious time. With but a wave of her hand I knew my place. I do not seek to serve her, but I needed to know her protocals, which she taught me quickly. I look foreward to getting to know the brilliance that is her sexual nature. I need to loosen up and relax. I yurn to be more open and less up tight. I know that my Lady Raena, and Inked Slut if she chooses too can help me find my self. If you read this Inked Slut know that I know my place and understand your rules. Forgive me if I stumble I am but a mere Sub.

Sexy - Please Do It =)
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE TO ME WITH YOUR ANSWERS. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND OR HUSBAND OR WIFE - REPOST THIS! LET THE FUN BEGIN........ 1.Your Name: 2.Age: 3.Favorite position: 4. Do you think I'm cute? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8.Would you take a shower with me? 9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10.Would you leave after or stay the night? 11.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12.Condom or skin? 13.Have sex on the first date? 14.Would you kiss me during sex? 15.Do you think I would be good in bed? 16. Would you use me as a booty call? 17.Can I use you as a booty call? 19.Can we take pictures of the act? 20.How long would we have sex? 21.Would you tell your friends about me? 22.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU! TITLE IT-Naughty Appli

Worn In Honor
Worn In Honor Well the trip to NYC is over. I'm still on cloud 9 however. So many incredible things happened to me on this trip. All to come in later blogs of course. But since it's Thanksgiving there is one thing I need to write about more than anything. While I'm so very very thankful for many things, one thing is sticking out. If you have looked at my award pictures you will see an American flag pin on my dress. This pin is special to me..so very special. I'll tell you why. I had a soldier friend named Rusty. For reasons only known to him Rusty took his life. He left behind so many people who cared about him and would have done anything for him. In the weeks following his death I met one in particular. Rusty's grandma Laura. She was so kind and so caring I don't see how anyone could have left her behind. She sent me emails all the time thanking me for all I had done for Rusty when he was alive. And for taking care of his tree at Warriors Walk since his passing. Miss Laura talked t

Our Future
You love me or you say you did but then again your just a kid only fifteen what do you know your still young you need time to grow maybe its better for us to stay apart back to the beginning we can both restart you go with him and ill find someone new welcome to my life, living without you no more worries, no more doubting no more fighting, no more shouting hope you have fun with your new guy and it doesnt hurt so much when i die when you hear of my dead body lying in the sand and look on your face when you look at your new man only then will you feel remorse and pain hear the words i love you echo in your brain you broke my heart before i left because thats what you thought would be best you'll be the one who ends up hurt worse you'll live on and you'll carry my curse you needed to have someone right there when im in iraq you wont notice or care ill have been gone and out of your life ill be dead before you become my wife your words i love you were untruly spo

Free Stuff For Christmas
hey gotta site for u to help with ur christmas go to this link sign up and u feel out the free offers under shop offers to gain points to buy stuff on amazon http://www.points2shop.com/index.php?ref=evoluchun this is perfect for us that might be a lil tight on money for the holidays and to show proof they sent me my stuff i ordered ill post the message i got from them at the end of this blog. Also for every referral that signs up u get $.50 cash. Hi, The following items have been shipped to you by Amazon.com: --------------------------------------------------------------------- Qty Item Price Shipped Subtotal --------------------------------------------------------------------- Amazon.com items (Sold by Amazon.com, LLC): 1 Candy Land - Milton Bradle... $4.00 1 $4.00 1 UNO Card Game - Original $4.99 1 $4.99 1 Guess Who? Board Game $9.00 1 $9.00 Shipped via UPS (estimated arrival date: 31-October-2007). You could track your package on UPS by using your tracking number

Family Birthday Campout '07
My dad's birthday is the day after mine so we had a family campout at my parents house. Here are some pics. Kinda disappointed I didn't take more. OH well. That's what happens when Aurelia starts drinkin'! :P The family. Actually, the whole family couldn't fit in the pic. They snuck off to play poker. My cousin SaraJane. She had to be up in the morning for work and we were all so loud. Shaun filling his cup w/ beer he had hidden in the tent. Selfish much? When will I learn not to take pics w/ Shaun when he's drunk haha Everyone singing Happy Birthday to my dad. My favorite cousin, Cristal. Good times! REL

The Greatest Godmother Ever!!
Let me tell you about yet another great fubarian I know. BooBoo has been around quite a long time, gone up through the ranks and been a Godmother for quite awhile. Different people choose different paths when they reach the top. Through adversities including having her DSL go out forcing her to dial-up, she continues to bust her ass helping others level! If that's not awesome I don't know what is! Please stop by and show this awesome person love!! If anyone deserves it, BooBoo does!! ¢¾BooBoo¢¾@ fubar

A Small Part From Legenology 101
Pet peeves are a large part of "life" we all have one, or many or way too many who knows or really cares right now, soft butter is of MOST importance to me. Difficulty would be described as wrestling a kodiak bear and winning, having an argument with your morther in-law and , you guessed it winning. Trying to spread not even remotely close to soft butter on bread so subtle and tender your craftmatic adjustable bed is jealous, is like landing a plane with 20 grit sand paper wheels on a brand new pair of nylons and not expecting a single run, not gonna happen. It's pretty simple really. Have a back up, Hannible from the A-Team always had one. All Im saying is "I pitty the fool who didnt change the butter" Danny Legend...07

Ready, Set, Don't Go
beautiful girl sleeps by herself half the bed's cold, she knows it's her fault she's given in and admitted defeat but she'll be fine. Cause I look up and watch and see the stars up above I know that it's wrong to wish upon the shooting ones cause they burn out so quick, too fast for me to get my wish, I guess they are just there for hoping. we always inevitably find ourselves wanting to run back to the ones we used to love, for some reason, thinking it would work out differently the second, third, or fourth time around. are you doing what you're doing today because it's what you want to do or because it's what you were doing yesterday? i want someone to care so much, even though i say that i don't. i push people away who start to love me because i know that if they stopped loving me, it would kill me. Shes lost again. Trying to find the good in anything. Lost between the urge to let go and the strength to hold on. I find mys

Fuck This Shit
Its all fucked up the games you play with me the things you fuckin do if only you could see your fuckin with my heart, your fuckin with my mind here i am thinkin bout you all the fuckini time too late now ive heard the good news youve got a new boy its mother fuckin true well fuck you then ill find someone else maybe they'll support me while im goin through hell dont worry bout me cuz ill be just fine but if i find out who it is ill break his fuckin spine i loved you babe and i always will but you fucked up tonights the kill tonights the night i take my life by pills, by shells, or the blade of a knife someway, somehow youll feel my pain let my last words echo in your brain you say you left me so if i die it wont hurt so much and you wont cry well we all know its a fuckin lie one no matter what you cant deny your leaving me for some little boy and dropping me like im a fuckin toy thats fine with me i deserve better then this i hope my taste stains your lips good

Bleeding
i gave you something precious you giving me lies here laying in my own blood breathing my last breaths heart torn from flesh i've worked for ions here is the last time respect was given you always taken death walks the land torn between realms living the darkness eternal i take back what is mine thine heart which is your hand hate i have not for the mercy i have for the kindness no more here in the dark living my immortal life no longer will i wait death come with your dark kiss

Im Sorry
i'm sorry i'm sorry if i'm not pretty enough to be "your girl" i'm sorry that i don't want to have sex every minute of the day. i'm sorry that i'm not a playboy bunny so i can act like a pornstar for you. i'm sorry if i don't have a dream body that turns you on. i'm sorry if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me. i'm sorry if my hair isn't long enough. i'm sorry if i'm not the "hottest" girl you've ever seen. i'm sorry if loving you isn't enough. i'm sorry if being your friend through thick and thin makes no difference. i'm sorry that i try my best to get you to like me, but then get hurt. but most of all; i'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are. and i'm sorry that most guys will read this and post it and may agree with it but after 5 minutes they forget about it and do the same thing all over again. GUYS! just think about it, about how you treat girls. You treat them like crap

Silent Pain
Screaming in silence of this hollowed out pain thinking of you is driving me insane its been so long and we are so far done as the sand settles and down goes the sun the scenerys set as our relationship dies the pictures fade as i close my eyes bring it back to me and let everything out i wanna scream i wanna shout {your wrath reigns down upon my world my heart, my soul its all yours girl you bring me joy but you create my pain your slowly killing me every day}chorus the words you speak are the unjust truth by choosing my new life i lost you you still have the power, you still have control to break me down or make me whole in so much pain i can only laugh i just cant keep you in the past maybe someday we'll try again its not right now maybe two thousand ten chorus Dustin B. Unrath

Babies Show "social Intelligence"
At the age of six months, most babies have barely learnt to sit up, let alone crawl, walk or talk. But, according to new research, they can already assess someone's intentions towards them, deciding who is a likely friend or enemy. US scientists believe babies acquire the ability to make social evaluations in the first few months of life. It may provide the foundation for moral thoughts and actions in later years, they write in the journal Nature. "By six months, babies have learnt quite a lot and they are taking things in," said Kiley Hamlin, lead author of the research. "We can't say that it is hard-wired (exists in a newborn baby) but we can say it is pre-linguistic and pre-explicit teaching," she told BBC News. "We don't think this says that babies have any morality but it does seem an essential piece of morality to feel positive about those who do good things and negative about those who do bad things - it seems like an important piece of a later more rational and moral system." I

Key To My Heart
Key To My Heart by Marsha Hoyt I had closed the door upon my heart And wouldn't let anyone in, I had trusted and loved only to be hurt But, that would never happen again I had locked the door and tossed the key As hard, and as far as I could, Love would never enter there again, My heart was closed for good Then you came into my life And made me change my mind, Just when I thought that tiny key was impossible to find That's when you held out your hand And proved to me I was wrong, Inside your palm was the key to my heart ... You had it all along

Give Us A Hand...
Not too long ago...I had my brother join the fubar family...he needs some folks to check him out and help him level up...and by the way ladies....he is single and available...take the time to say hello to buck...buck@ fubar

I Wish I May... I Wish I Might...
I wish I may... I wish I might... I sit up and look at the stars Out my window at night To see if there is a shooting star any were in sight It went past me so fast As i said the magic words I wish I may.. I wish I might.. Be given a second chance To have you in my life.. I wish we could be and that you were still here with me So that i can go back to the days When you where so good to me I would change your ways So that we could be together and i could still love you Forever and ever!! I wouldn't do stupid things So that you would hurt me I would just love and let you continue to love me I wish I may.. I wish I might.. Have one more wish tonight... To see you again So that we could be more than just friend To kiss you.. To hold you.. I would wish you to never let go of me

Get Me Out Of Here!!
I been back in IL for about a month, the first night back i wanted to leave again..and i still do! same ol' shit between me and mom but now Shawn and i been fighting:( and were on the brinks of calling it quits. I just hate being here and i want to so desparately leave!:(

Special Friends!!!
Everyone of us at some point meet a special person who fills our lives and shows us much concern As your friend and as your guiding star they support you and in life make you go far Their love always sparkles in our lonely life and they are with us sharing all our strife You smile knowing this person is there and for us this person truly and dearly cares They hold us close and wipe away our tears to our every need and wants they hear When we are down they are the first to know they will do anything to make our face glow They will open our eyes to many new things and within our soul they will make joy ring They are special and dear to your heart and from you they will never part Of all the things that God seems to send I'm thankful most for him making you my friend

Sex @ Work.
Sex At Work One of the worst things about having graduated to the "Real World" some years ago is the thought of work. It used to be that blowing off a class, getting stoned and listening to music all day while sucking down beers was the norm. Now, it's hit that alarm at 6:30 in the "ayem" and crawl to the office. Face it, if you don't do it, you get shit-canned, end of discussion. Sometimes, of course, the things that happen at the office make all the annoyance of having to get up at some ungodly hour and dragging your ass in worth it. Usually, it's something simple like writing a particularly clever program or getting a bonus or single-handedly convincing a customer to buy off a system that isn't quite ready. Then there are the *other* times, like what happened at work last week. Okay, so it's the summer. Summer used to be a time to hang out at the beach, maybe take a few easy classes (you know, shit like "History of Ancient Civilization" or "Figure Drawing and Painting")

More Football And Men
My sweet friend helped me with a few more to add to , why men love Football. These words are, "good coverage", "penetrate", "good hands", "over the middle", "go for it", "over the top", "just short", "pond it inside" (I like that one-lol), "3rd and long", "gets nailed", "ejected". So , tell me men, is this why us women get some on Sunday nights?--LOL Sex on your minds?

Secrets
She walks slowly along the quiet street cars passing now and then a cigarette between her fingers and music in her ears to the left houses (Spanish style) and swaying palms to the right a body of water rolling lazily along all look quiet peaceful yet all hold their secrets the houses full of closets skeletons secrets the water nurturing life of predator and prey and she holds the secrets of her heart tumultuous emotions sugar sweet and blood red crashing together rolling along on the waves of sadness she stops and sits hoping to draw peace from the river not knowing they are the same full of secrets and hidden passions not yet ready for the world to see

Goin Home For Christmas
Well I am gonna be back in Virginia on the 14th and i won't be back in NOLA till the right before new years on the 29th. So I will see you then and hope you all have a Merry Christmas. We Will be kickin it on New Year's In New Orleans. Love Peace & Happiness

Spider Bite :(
So I got bit by a fuckin brown recluse spider on my lower leg. It's hot, it's swollen, it's red, it's blue, it's black, it's puss-filled and it hurts like a bitch. It feels like someone put a hot poker from the fireplace in my leg. I took my ass off to the ER, where they confirmed it as a BR bite. I got a shot in the ass of some antibiotic, a pill antibiotic and a Rx (perscription) for Vicodin, and 2 antibiotics. I finally got to pick up my "goodies" from the pharmacy. Stopped to get a frosty from Wendy's to take the horse pills (I hate all pills and choke on them ALL THE TIME). Now I'm waiting for the Vicodin to kick in... Just wanted to also say thanks to those of you that read my Mumm, and took it seriously since I was serious. Peace out!!

Thankful For These Men & Women.....
You stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists.You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong.He doesn't get to eat today.Your maid makes your bed and washes your clothes. He wears the same things for weeks, but makes sure his weapons are clean.You go to the mall and get your hair redone.He

Danny Legend Quote Of The Day...
"Passionable knowledge orchestrates meaningfull debate, anger followed by ignorant banter significantly defines the lack of, Ignorance yeilds the hammer that fences itself in" Danny Legend.... 07

I Miss You
When I wake up screaming The shadows fresh in my mind When I feel I can't go on dreaming I miss you. You who made me strong who made everything so right when it was just so wrong who made me feel safe at night. When I walk the streets utterly alone The bruises so fresh on my skin and soul feeling comfort in the love you've shown I miss you. You who dried my tears who made it seem ok when I was swallowed by my fears who made me sure enough to face the day. When I run to a corner and hide the injustice of it makes me feel smothered when I feel failure and am too tired to try I miss you. You who for me fought who made my fears go away when i forgot the lessons you taught who made it vanish, even my shame I miss you. I miss you. I miss you

The Dream...
Muffled moans, and whispered voices fill your head at night. You slice across, and feel the pleasure, making this alright. Tilt your head back, close your eyes and feel the blood as it pours. Get excited when you hear the cry, knowing it is yours. Let visions of the dark penetrate deep into your shallow mind. Pictures of a perfect world, of which you'll never find. The tears fall down your face; inside you hurt. Pain coarses through your body as ,from your wrist, blood squirts. Getting disoriented and dizzy, you feel you're gonna faint. You've wanted this and waited to cleanse yourself of the taint. You revel in the darkness that comes washing over you. You let it come without a fight, knowing this is what you wanted to do. You hear a voice inside your mind, saying "Welcome to the end." You let escape your last breath, gasping as your soul you send. Suddenly, sweat covered and shaking, you wake up screaming. You wrap you arms around you, wishing you could fall aslee

Midnight Thoughts
MySpace Codes & MySpace Layouts Over my soul, you murmer your passion chant, Until my heart is quenched, My lips keep silent guard of love's promise, I enfold it to my heart's most secret place, Peace flows it's river to it's banks of content, I close my eyes in wistful grace, here in this velvet calm stillness, And I church my hand's to veil my face, His feet indent in deserts sand, As he thrust's jewels to the sky, That become the stars in my heaven, His gift of renewal to me, Through somber streets I walk the night, Defiant of pain and sorrow, Midnight nears, the moon is milky bright, Our souls unite in my spirit's quiet house, Against black silence we consumate our vow, And I look into the eyes ,through which joy came, Upon eternity's bed ,I Whisper my lover's name

Show Her She Matters......
give her a big tshirt of yours to sleep in. • leave her cute text messages. • kiss her in front of your friends. • tell her she looks beautiful. • look into her eyes when you talk to her. • let her mess with your hair. • just walk around with her. • forgive her for her mistakes. • look at her like she's the only woman you see. • tickle her even when she says stop. • hold her hand when you're around your friends and in private. • let her fall asleep in your arms. • stay up all night with her when she's sick. • watch her favorite movie with her. •come up and grab her by the waist *don't lie to her *respect her *don't lead her on, if you don't care, let her go * if you really want her, SHOW her don't just tell her....ACTIONS speak louder than words....(Men & Women need to remember that!!!) *be honest with her, if she is NOT the only one, be up front about it remember this: • don't talk about other women around her. If you love her, others shouldn't matter. • when

A Different Christmas Poem
A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn ' t loud, and it wasn ' t too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn ' t quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I pu

Walmart Greeter - Lmao
Jimmy, who at age 72, is a Wal-Mart greeter. A very loud, unattractive, mean-acting woman walked into Wal-Mart with her two kids, yelling obscenities at them all the way through the entrance. The Wal-Mart Greeter said pleasantly, "Good morning and welcome to Wal-Mart. Nice children you have there. Are they twins?" The ugly woman stopped yelling long enough to say, "Hell no, they ain't. The oldest one's 9 and the other one's 7. Why the hell would you think they're twins? Are you blind or just stupid?" "I'm neither blind nor stupid, Ma'am," replied the greeter. "I just couldn't believe you got laid twice. Have a good day and thank you for shopping at Wal-Mart."

I Love You Just The Way You Are!!!
AT LEAST ONE PERSON LOVES ME THE WAY I AM & HE'S JUST A FRIENDi bet NO guys will repost this ;i'm sorry i'm sorry if i'm not pretty enough to be "your girl"i'm sorry that i don't want to have sex every minute of the day.i'm sorry that i'm not a playboy bunny so i can act like a pornstar for you.i'm sorry if i don't have a dream body that turns you on.i'm sorry if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me.i'm sorry if my hair isn't long enough.i'm sorry if i'm not the "hottest" girl you've ever seen.i'm sorry if loving you isn't enough.i'm sorry if being your friend through thick and thin makes no difference.i'm sorry that i try my best to get you to like me, but then get hurt. but most of all; i'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are. and i'm sorry that most guys will read this and post it and may agree with it but after 5 minutes they forget about it and do the same thing all over again. GUYS! just think about it, about how you treat girls. You tr

This Guy Is Just Amazing...
A picture is worth a thousand words!!!!!! This is worth watching. Click on the link below. (If it doesn't work as a link by clicking on it, just copy it and paste it into your address bar.) I guarantee you will watch spell-bound until the last spot of paint is put in place. Make sure the sound is turned up. www.youtube.com/v/QZFkZiwMLZ4

This Guy Is Just Awesome!
A picture is worth a thousand words!!!!!! This is worth watching. Click on the link below. (If it doesn't work as a link, just copy and paste the link into your address bar.) I guarantee you will watch spell-bound until the last spot of paint is put in place. Make sure the sound is turned up. www.youtube.com/v/QZFkZiwMLZ4

Divorce Stuff
So... I have started filling out the paperwork to offically be divorced from my ex. He said he'd do it, and he didn't. He also said he would pay for it, but alas I'll have to do that as well. I'm over him, but every time I have to deal with him... augh. So now I'm depressed and bummed. Buy something for me? Make me feel better? Ah objects makes me happy... Sad but true. Even if they are digital, online objects :) :-* Thanks for reading.

True Love...
You're the world to me-- there's no one quite like you. You're the one I love, the one I want to touch. I give you my heart, and I need you so much. Offer me your sweet caresses; fill me with your wonderful light; soothe my aching heart; and hold me through the night. The mere sound of your voice summons deep emotion within Like an old familiar song like the comfort of a friend. When you're near, I'm lost to thoughts of love as you touch me with a magic that's as grand as stars above. I want to hold your hand. I hunger for your kiss. Offer me sweet tidings of true love's tender bliss. I promise our love shall soar, carried on the wings of a dove. So give me your heart, and bless me with your love.

Welcome
Well, Since I'm not really good at this stuff where do I start? I guess I'm amazed at how fast I have made to the level I'm at. I never spend that much time online, So to be at level three is a big thing to me. I fubar is my place. I wanna thank Wolf girl for the shots last night I really needed them and those were my favorites anyway. You must be a mind reader girl. I hope to keep advancing up the ladder of fubar greatness and making some cool friends.

Lyrics To Papa Roach's Scars
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut My weakness is that I care too much And my scars remind me that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel Drunk and I'm feeling down And I just wanna be alone I'm pissed cause you came around Why don't you just go home Cause you channel all your pain And I can't help you fix yourself You're making me insane All I can say is I tried to help you once Against my own advice I saw you going down But you never realized That you're drowning in the water So I offered you my hand Compassions in my nature Tonight is our last stand I can't help you fix yourself But at least I can say I tried I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life I can't help you fix yourself But at least I can say I tried I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life

Life Is In The Shitter
My knee relapsed, I feel like I have lost my girlfriend, and if my knee is fully relapsing I have to have surgery. fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck cunt shit fuck

Updated Lost Member
Founder of The Order Of The Dragon Leveling Crew@ fubar (~:{tempt®e$$}:~)of The Order Of The Dragon Leveling Crew@ fubar DansGurl "Order Of The Dragon"@ fubar † DJ Crimson Dragons †~*ETERNAL DARKNESS*~~Order of the Dragon Leveling Crew~r/l husband and wife te@ fubar

Nothing Better
I am sure that every one in this world has found that one person that they would love to spend the rest of there lives with. Well I have finally found out there there is no such thing in this world as true love and first love. So to all u people that try and say that true love and first love are in this world are full of shit. I though that I have found her but I am not 100% sure but she is married and I guess I was to late so to all u people out there it is time to make something and make love happen in this world

Why Men Love Football
I realize why men love Football so much. They love watching it because of words hat get used, like " tight end" , "going deep", "he's in" , "get it", "deep shot". Football has 'sex' in it--thats why they love wating it. I just realized it. If I come up with more words they use--Ill add them. Hmm--maybe Football isnt so bad after all--LOL

Bathroom Signs
Friends don't let friends take home ugly men Women's restroom Starboard, Dewey Beach, DE ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Beauty is only a light switch away. Perkins Library, Duke University , Durham , NC ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ If life is a waste of time, and time is a waste of life, then let's all get wasted together and have the time of our lives. Armand's Pizza, Washington , DC ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Fighting for peace is like screwing for virginity. The Bayou, Baton Rouge , LA ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ No matter how good she looks, some other guy is sick and tired of putting up with her shit. Men's Room Linda's Bar and Grill, Chapel Hill , NC ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ At the feast of ego everyone leaves hungry. Bentley's House of Coffee and Tea, Tucson , AZ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ It's h

Wtf Is Up With All These Haters On This Site?!!!
i swear... im really startin to get sick and tired of these fux who come by just to downrate my shit! i mean come on! dont you ppl have better things to do!!? i NEVER give out ANYthing less than a 10 if you dont like what u see, then fine.. but dont leave me a fucking 1!! You people need to grow tha fuck up and get a life! ( Whew! okay, im done venting now... *smiles*

112407 Pt.2
Prison can be fun and interesting if you don't have to live there. Behind The Wire is the shit I see and hear. Last weekend I was at a convience store located about a hour and a half from the facility were I work when I noticed this guy eyeballing the entire time I was in there. As I approached the cashier he asked if I was still coaching softball. When I told that I've never coached softball he asked where he knew me from. I asked if he ever did time he exclaimed "Officer Porter!" (Think Spacoli saying "Ahh Mr. Hand").

Joined A New Club
I joined a new Bombing Family since the shutdown of the contest bombers if you'd like to join here is the link :D `//The Spankers Club//`@ fubar Here's the links to the contest and giveaway I am entered in currently... Most comments wins.. this one Ends Nov 30 95,000 comments... 30 day blast Giveaway

Wwe Recap, Inside Bethea's Head, What Bugs Me: Cnn/cena Interview, W2w4
Welcome to the post-Thanksgiving edition of Bethea's Byte. I hope you all enjoyed your Thanksgiving with family and friends. This week, as promised, I will break down my thoughts and if MAT Leader Mike will permit me to, I will post both the edited and unedited versions of the John Cena interview with CNN for their broadcast, "Death Grip: Inside Pro Wrestling." Also, you will go back inside my head with random ramblings from my thoughts on WWE and all over Sports-Entertainment. Right now, the recap. WWE MATCH RESULTS Shawn Michaels vs. Mr. Kennedy was ruled a no contest Jerry "The King" Lawler def Santino Marella Intercontinental Champion Jeff Hardy def. Umaga via DQ Cody Rhodes def. Hardcore Holly Mickie James & Maria def. Melina & Jillian Hall Hornswoggle def. Carlito in a No Disqualification Match ECW Champion CM Punk def. Kenny Dykstra Shelton Benjamin def. Tommy Dreamer Jesse & Festus def. Deuce & Domino Kevin Thorn def. Nunzio Kane def. Matt

Makes You Wonder Right
has anyone ever wondered why when you pray that you bow your head when people want you to talk to them don't they want you to look them in the eyes i mean does god enjoy the fact that were looking down and not at him i know girls don't like it when we stare at their boobs and talk to them what makes people think god wants us to stare at his feet just a thought

I Hope
A seed floating in the wind with no direction Slowly fading away, it has no protection Lands on the bank but sees no reflection A choice must be made, life's intersection Grow into a tree or fade into the past Soar like an eagle, this spring may be it's last A decision must be made before the dead of night Is it time to lie down and die, or is it time to fight It made the right choice and decided to grow But wasn't its choice to make, of this it did not know Already determined the seed would never be a tree It dreams of a better life but hope is all it will ever be

The Meaning Of 'deathly Sad'
this sucks--i'VE been suffering with the wrong end of the bipolar days now--these holidays don't help--damn-they hurt so much-so sabbath is over--i rush to my e-mails----went to email address 1---2 google alerts(good) and 15 spams---then to e-mail address 2--my music business and friend address--NOTHING--ZERO-ZIP-NADA--now i really feel unwanted and like dying--so i go to myspace--yay--2 real messages--thank u gals--but 36 f-ckin spams--17 from those i wrote to to tell them to please stop spamming me. and thank you here who really do care--love yas

No More Late Nites For Me.... Ha Ha
Well well well. I have been staying out too late says the wise woman. I fell asleep at work today. Not very cool. I almost got caught too. That makes it worse. All of these late nites are catching up with me. I have got to go to bed at a decent hour. (yeah right) The wise woman says one thing....Stacy does another....hahahahahahaha

Game Over
You son, love for possession.Calling a GROWN MAN out his name b/c YOU don't possess the ability to gain your woman's attention, trust, and heart . All you are really doing is giving her lack of faith in you substance. You raise voice and hands struggling to keep what can be taken from you with much less effort. Don't be mad at the MAN she sees in me, i'm just her fantasy. Be mad at the lack of man she see's in you, you're her giving up.... Game Over

I'm Comin Home!!!!!!!!!!!!
I wish I could tell you when, but I can't..... so let me just say after being in Iraq for almost 15 months, VERY SOON, I'll be home drinkin the beeers and relaxing 24/7......untill I have to go back to work. I want to say thanks to everyone that supported me and sent me the cool gifts. Also I want to thank all those that helped keep my spirits up while I was here. I love you all....Yeah even you!!!!! I can't wait untill my message, becuase it will be from my HOUSE!!!!!!!!!! Pray to your deity of choice that I make it home safe.

For Everyman That Know's This Woman.
Pretty women wonder where my secret lies. I'm not cute or built to suit a fashion model's size But when I start to tell them, They think I'm telling lies. I say, It's in the reach of my arms The span of my hips, The stride of my step, The curl of my lips. I'm a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, That's me. I walk into a room Just as cool as you please, And to a man, The fellows stand or Fall down on their knees. Then they swarm around me, A hive of honey bees. I say, It's the fire in my eyes, And the flash of my teeth, The swing in my waist, And the joy in my feet. I'm a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, That's me. Men themselves have wondered What they see in me. They try so much But they can't touch My inner mystery. When I try to show them, They say they still can't see. I say, It's in the arch of my back, The sun of my smile, The ride of my breasts, The grace of my style. I'm a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, That's me.

Silenced
The voice that's been silent all these years thinks deep thoughts but, I thought I destroyed every memory we had. They were lost long ago, but they're all coming back. Your endless nights of pleasure, as my body laid there, motionless and powerless. The endless crying buried deep within me, you never heard, Don't do it again, please, don't do it again, I'll be good, your hurting me You left me with a Demon, ripping, tearing, and striping, my heart apart. The memories keep holding on, they are oh so strong, and for the darkest nights I rest, I pray for a brighter day.

Always There
I woke up this morning stepped out and looked up at the stars memories rushed back, of us in the past i wonder how we got so far {i may not be there physically but baby i wish youd see your the only one for me and ill always be here for you}chorus girl you need to understand, that i can be your man and your the only girl in my life glad that we're together and hope it stays that way someday youll be my wife babe your my one and only and without you im lonely so please come and hold me i cant help that you know me chorus Always on my mind, my eternal love shes my baby angel, my blessing from above look at those pretty eyes, the center of my world what a beautiful face, shes my baby girl chorus Dustin B. Unrath

Convert This:
Yes, it’s true, I am a Secular Humanist ; yes I am Yes, I question all perceptions that writings and mouths proclaim Yes, I know one day I’ll flatline and then I’m supposed to “burn” I have known injustice anyhow ; thank you for your concern Yes, it’s likely Jesus biodegraded as wetware lost Why does that mean pearls like “do unto others” are cherished less? We are joined by axiologies ever so much the same Yes, it’s true, I am a Secular Humanist ; yes I am

Girlfriend Application
A Little bit about yourself!!! Remember all fields are optional! Name: Age: Phone Number: Location: Height: weight: Hair: Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: What Do You Think Of My? Personality: Eyes: Face: Hair: Clothes: Humor: Choice of music: Manners: Friends: Decisions: W0ULD Y0U... [] go out with me? [] give me your number? [] kiss me? [] let me kiss you? [] watch a movie with me? [] take me out to dinner? [] drive me somewhere [] make love to me? [] take a shower with me? [] be my bf/gf? [] hug me? [] buy me food? [] take me home to meet your family? [] would you let me sleep in your bed if i didn't have one? []Smoke pot? [] sing car karaoke w/ me?_ [] sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone? [] re-post this for me to answer your questions? [] let me give you a piggyback ride? [] come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere? D0 Y0U... [] think im cute? [] wa

I Am
I am the man who gets the nod at the door. The one the bouncers are told about. The one who gets in. I am the one who doesn't carry an ID because I don't need it. The one whom everyone greets, the one that everyone likes. I am the one the guys wish to be, the one the girls wish to do. I am the one who inspires jealousy, the guy who gets the wink from the woman that every man wants. I am “that guy” that everyone mentions, I am whispered about in dark corners and drunken parties. I am Legend. I am a wanderer, a rogue, a transient. I live out of hotels, sleep in my office, my car, friends’ houses. I am never in the same place 2 nights in a row. I have tried to settle down, to be consistent, to have a place of my own…it does not work. I am homeless. I am the nicest man you will ever meet, the loyalist of friends. I care deeply, love passionately. I am a passionate man, and if you can bring it to the surface, I will be the best lover you ever have. I am delusional I am skilled

My Life! (full Of Honesty)
i woke up one day 18 years old full of pain and hate not knowing there was a god above! either knowing i had a heart and soul! feeling the need to bleed the sin out of my vains! i woke up 21 years old full of life and love never will i be that man again that boy i killed was the little bastard in me! now i am honest and loving and carring i love all and i mean that! i finally became one with my heart and soul! only now i feel alone and o long for a women with true beauty in-side and out! a women who's not cold nor heartless! a women who only has eyes for me and one who i can have a conversation about anything! i want a women who's just like me! i'm a smoker and a drinker. i'm a heart and a soul. i'm honest and kind. i'm mpore then a name if you TELL YOU WILL YOU REMEMBER ME? at a bar i see you dancing all alone i move close to you and move with you then i feel a draft and you scream OH SHIT I DANKED SO MUCH I FOR GOT TO PULL UP MY PANTS AFTER COMMING OUT OF THE BATHROOM!

My Birthday
well ok yall i know yall aint tryen to get me shyt for my b day lol but ill tell you what you can do you can rate all my pics and help me level up ya know what im sayen i wanna b a level up ya feel me my b day is dec 9 i hope yall hook me up

War And Truth
Its time to face the truth, the matter of facts sometime in the next few months im goin to iraq ill be leaving her and may never come back sometimes thats what happens to soldiers in iraq ill be going to the sandbox to play and have fun ill be going to the sandbox with cool toys and guns the sandbox plays back so what do i do the trainings gettin tough but im pushing through i make the promise that ill live through its not one i can keep and i know sayin this may hurt some people deep time to face the truth likee i said theres a chance i may end up dead alli can do is hope for the best hope that the bullets stop at the vest hope that my bradley can handle the blast so im not just a memory of everyones past theres a war going on and im trained to fight it im scared for my loved ones and i wont hide it im not afraid of death but what my death will do to you if i dont survive can you still push through if i dont come back im sorry but you need to stay strong always re

Lifes Path
The most important person in anyones life should be themselves. Now I am not talking about being self centered or stingy, I mean everyone will live with only themselves for their time on this verdant sphere, all others we invite into our lives along our periolous path from the cradle to the grave, are only temperary companions on our own journey. It is up to us to decide how long that walk together will be and if the time together is/was worth the memories. Sometimes the heartache afterwards and the memories created offset the whole experience. Sometimes we greive when those that we invite into our lives must take a different path and we ourselves were not ready for it. I understand that there is anger, resentment, self pity, and many other things that are a part of this greiving process, but the one aspect we must practice is forgivness. Forgive ourselves and the other person. Only by practice can one fully understand the impact of true forgivness. I feel each and every human be

Treated To Georgia Mudge Fudge
Do you ever get your tang tungled -- I mean, your tongue tangled? This happens at every age, and often we're not consciously aware of it. Today's title comes from last night's foray to Dairy Queen to satisfy our after-dinner and after-kids-have-gone-to-bed craving for Blizzards and Moolates (Martha and I for the Blizzards and Mary for the Moolates). We have three Dairy Queens in Minot, but the stand-alone stores on Broadway are closed for the winter months, so Martha and I hightailed it to the Dairy Queen in Dakota Square Mall downtown and treated ourselves while Mary was working on the timer for the Christmas lights we've placed on our windows. I never had and don't recall seeing a Georgia Mud Fudge Blizzard before, so I decided to try something different; the way I first said it came out "Georgia Mudge Fudge" and that must have made Martha's night because she laughed hearing it! Hey, it's no weirder than Martha's oldest sister Malesa saying yesterday morning when she came with

Uncovering The Psychic
11/24/2007 Dear readers: I received tons of emails of support and lots of feedback about my upcoming reality show title "The Cosmic Code" with Dr. Turi and I wanted to take this opportunity to thank all of you. Once more DO NOT send the suggestions to me instead send them directly to all the Producers and I am sure they will take them in consideration. Producer Director - Michael Harrelson michaelharrelson@msn.com Jon Bonnell - Producer Director jbonnell@infspec.com I received an interesting request and some feedback pertaining to a psychic named Hans Christian King also a regular on CTC. Read the following and my answers as you go along. Note again my intention is NOT to undermine anyone but to explain a situation to the best of my ability and with good common sense and my intuition. When investigating something or someone, omens or "signs" plays a very important part to me for me and the first thing I noticed is its "connection" by name with a fam

I'm Not
I am not rich and iam not wealthy and am not well off. Im not the best looking guy around, im not built like a superstar with rippling muscles....but iam just me, i do have one thing that no other has...love in my heart that iwanna share..so if u see me smile smile back at me..and ahare something grand.

When Will The Pain End?
I long to close my eyes and never open them again...I long to be released from my pain....I long to let go of the suffering ....when the hurt and fear/////pain and suffering is gone then I will know I am truly dead...

What I Have Been Up To.
It is Saturday afternoon and I am waiting for my daughter to get home from work so we can go shopping. I just went to lunch with my husband and then we went to a store to buy a leaf blower, how exciting! hahaha He is excited anyway. I had a really good and long Thanksgiving day. We left the house by 1:00 and got back around 10:00pm. I brought my camera to take pictures of the most awesome house but never took the camera out of my purse! Bad, bad, bad! We spent all day yesterday running around. We bought 2 more are rugs, one for the family room and one for the dining room. It looks really nice. We have wood floors and I have been meaning to buy rugs for a long time now but could never find the right ones until now. Today seems to have flown by. Yes, it is only 2:00pm but there is so much to do today. Peter has been doing yard work so he can get the Christmas decorations down and put them up. He really makes our house look spectacular for Christmas. We live on a corne

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Wifey App... Name: Sex: Age: Location: Birthday/zodiac sign? Height: Eye color: Hair Color: Whats your last name? Reason for applying: Favorite food? Least Favorite food? Favorite color? biggest flaw: biggest fear: How well do we know each other? One special thing about you: Do you have a good sense of humor? Ideal date? Favorite music? Favorite band? Fave movie? Do you do drugs? Drink? Longest relationship? How many guys have been with? Last relationship and when it ended/how long? Would you rather stay in or go out? how long do you usually know a person before you kiss them? Are you easily jealous? Horror or comedy? What do you like best about me? What don't you like about me? Why do u want to be my gf? Have you ever cheated? If so why? Why are you not in a relationship now? How high would you hold me if we dated? Do you like rock concer

Hi Mom Send Valium
Anyone who wants to, please send me some Valium! If WVU wins today they will be ranked no worse than #2. I was a season ticket holder for 17 years and it's still very difficult for me to watch a home game on TV. My palms are sweating, I'm clutching throw pillows and my neighbors can likely hear me at times. So what takes a person from a fan to fanatic? Like so many things, it's our kids. We watch our sons and daughters play, cheer, and preform in the band. One year in particular I had 8 cousin on the football team, 3 in the band and one cheering. When they won the feeling was twofold, being excited for them and me both. My daughters played sports and of course they had friends that were like sons and daughters to me. Some of my family went on to the collegiate level. When my cousin took the field in Morgantown for the first time I had tears in my eyes. The five years he played I got to know a lot of the players and tailgated with their parents. It became like watching dozens of my r