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Love Sucks
Nobody knows, not even him. I love him, everything about him. I love his smile, His georgeous eyes, The way he holds me when I cry. I love the way he plays around, Even when he licks my face. I love him, Nobody knows how much. Not even him. So FK WIT ME BOI

It's A Joke Someone Sent Me That Should Ring True To Many Of You
A young Canadian soldier was attending some college courses between assignments . He had also completed missions in Afghanistan . One of the courses had a professor who was a vowed atheist. One day the professor shocked the class when he came in. He Looked to the ceiling and flatly stated, 'God, if you are real, then I want you to knock me off this platform. I'll give you exactly 15 minutes.' The lecture room fell silent. You could hear a pin drop. Ten minutes went by and the professor proclaimed, 'Here I am God. I'm still waiting.' It got down to the last couple of minutes when the young soldier got out of his Chair, went up to the professor, and cold-cocked him; knocking him off the platform. The professor was out cold. The young man went back to his seat and sat there, silently. The other students were shocked and stunned and sat there looking on in silence. The professor eventually came to, noticeably shaken, looked at the soldier and asked, 'What the hell is the m

Nyx, Goddess Of The Night
Nyx is pivotal in the creation myth of the theology of the Orphic-Dionysic Mysteries. The ancients believed that before the universe was created there existed only a void of chaos that was black and silent. From this chaos rose the first deity, Nyx, also called Mother Night. She is said to have been in the form of a great black winged spirit. Nyx then conceived of the wind and laid a silver egg in the darkness. The upper part of the egg was the sky and the lower section was the earth. Nyx actually came from the earliest times of Greek mythology (These earlier divinities have names that correspond directly to elements of the natural world, like Gaia, Ouranos, Pontos, Nyx, Hemera). By the classical times in Greece, Nyx had less of a cult-following. In this later Greek pantheon Nyx is the personification of the night, and was its goddess. She was revered for Her ocular powers, and Her realm was in a cave in the far West beyond the land of Atlas. She was portrayed as a young woman, dres

Forrest Gump Dies
Forrest Gump dies The day finally arrived; Forrest Gump died, and goes to Heaven. He is at the Pearly Gates, met by St. Peter himself. However, the gates are closed and Forrest approaches the Gatekeeper St. Peter said, "Well, Forrest, it is certainly good to see you. We have heard a lot about you. I must tell you, though, that the place is filling up fast, and we have been administering an entrance examination for everyone. The test is short, but you have to pass it, before you can get into Heaven." Forrest responds, "It shor is good, to be here, St. Peter, sir. But nobody ever told me, about any entrance exam. I shor hope that the Test ain't too hard, life was! a big enough test, as it was." St. Peter continued to say, "Yes, I know, Forrest, but the test is only three questions. First: What two days of the week, begins with the letter T? Second: How many seconds, are there, in a year? Third: What is God's first name?" Forres

Feelin Blah Today
Haunting memories, control thoughts Dark shadows all around Blinded by agonizing pain Curled uncaring on the ground Happiness left long ago Darkness and heartache abound Screaming, moaning, cry's of grief Are now the only sounds Nothingness wraps around me Blanketing my soul Needing you to hold me My life has become so cold Trying to go on without you To me an impossible task Living without your love I don't think that I can last *********************************************** Dream of love, when night blankets the earth, dream, You shall not touch it, it won't know you, Scream, bare your soul in light and just scream, Do not hesitate, whatever you do. See, open your eyes and truly see, Lives colliding brutally into lives, Debris falling on top of debris, Thrives and although it falters, love thrives. Closing your heart is like love closing, Never found again, but in dream, never, Decomposing soul, souls decomposing, All lost faith in

How Was Your Day?
We are friends from far away. When we talk we always have something to say. Our lives so different yet the same. Every night we play the game. We talk of families and about our day. I always wonder if there's more to say. Could it have been different for you and I? Or was fate decided before we could have tried? For now we play our parts, that's all that's left; Never knowing if our hearts would have met. Two people from far away, always asking, "How was your day?".

Beautiful
He is beautiful, so very beautiful Just like a winter's shining landscape, As delicate as the petals of a daisy, And as freely as the eagle soaring against the blue His eyes are as mysterious as the calm sea Everything about him is so very precious, More precious than all the gems in the world His soul is the essence of the sky and earth, His feelings are a volcano that is yet to explode His smile is the smile of lost innocence. Pain vibrates deep inside of his gentle heart. A lock shuts in the disturbed thoughts of his mind, A mind with as many roads as the world has. I look at him and I see a pure truth, Like looking at a clear night sky, Millions of stars twinkle within him. He is beauty as I defined it, He is perfect, his imperfections make him so. He is my best friend, and I love him, I love him although, not because. And I would give up all the things which I think are pretty If only I can hold his beauty within me, For he is everything in this world

Forever
In the brightest hour of my darkest day I realized what is wrong with me. Can't get over you, can't get through to you. It's been a helter skelter romance from the start. Take these memories that are haunting me. He'll never forgive me, never forgive me. Days come and days go but my feelings for you are forever. Sitting by a fire, hung over from another lonely night. I'm never forgiven...this broken heart of mine. One last kiss before I go, dry your tears because I should let you go.

This Should End All 3 Bear Storys
This Should End All 3 Bears Stories...... Baby Bear goes downstairs and sits in his small chair at the table, he looks into his small bowl. It's empty. "Who's been eating my porridge?!!" he squeaks. Papa Bear arrives at the table and sits in his big chair. He looks into his big bowl, and it's also empty. "Who's been eating my Porridge?!!" he roars. Momma Bear puts her head through the serving hatch from the kitchen and yells, "How many times do we have to go through this with you idiots? It was Momma Bear who got up first, it was Momma Bear who woke everyone in the house, it was Momma Bear who made the coffee, it was Momma Bear who unloaded the dishwasher from last night, and put everything away, it was Momma Bear who went out in the cold early morning air to fetch the newspaper, it was Momma Bear who set the damn table, it was Momma Bear who put the friggin cat out, cleaned the litter box, and filled the cat's water and food dish, and, now that yo

The Magic Of Love
Lov eis like magic and it always will be. For love still remains life's sweet mystery! Love works in ways that are wondrous and strange, and there is nothing in life that love cannot change! Love can transform the most common place into beauty and splendor and sweetness and grace. Love is unselfish, understanding and kind, for it sees with it's heart and not with it's mind!! Love is the answer that everyone seeks.... Love is the language, that every heart speaks. Love can't be bought, it is priceless and free, love like pure magic, is life's sweet mystery!!

My Family
I love my family, i live with my boyfriend which is older than me by about 20 years, we have his grandson because his mother is a whore he is 2 years old and we have our own child which is also a little boy which is 9th. So i stay pretty busy running after them all day after working. I wouldn't change it for nothing in the world i love them so much, i love to watch them play together...

Dirty Mirrors
Your so afraid of me leaving No trust comes from your heart You say anything to make people like you But you don't know why they don't want to be around you. You think your always right and in the loop but you don't even know me anymore. I try to tell you things to help but everyone's wrong and your right. We always end in a fight. I'm so tired, stressed out, and fed up! Please, help me to understand. No more excuses or games. Just tell me the truth. No more dirty mirrors!!

Hardest Riddle On The Net
LOL I've always loved online games and stuff. I've done the Blue Room and the Crimson Room... now I introduce one of the toughest yet for you to tackle, I've never finished this one and honestly I don't think there is one LOL http://www.deathball.net/notpron/

Two Women Having Lunch
Two women where having lunch together & discussing the merits of cosmetic surgery. The first woman say's, "I need to be honest with you, I'm getting a boob job done." The second woman say's, "Oh that's nothing, I'm thinking of having my asshole bleached!". To which the first replies, "Wow....... I just can't picture your husband as a blonde....."

Good Karma Boat
I received an email from a friend. I sent her a wish for a happy thanksgiving, and knowing that we both have endured a lot of crap in our respective lives. I told her that regardless of the situation, We both have some how keep standing, and in the big picture of life that is a good thing. Might meet our expectations of where we want to be in life but it is a good thing. She replied about she hope that we both find our individual good karma boat. I could see in her case vast opportunities for the happen, me I am just happy for the simple things and getting to the next day. Yeah it is a boring life but as much crap has happening out of nowhere, it is good not have a high profile and great expectations to be shatter by simple phone call, not once but twice. Divorce and deployment :-). However Good Karma Boat, nice concept wonder what the odds are....Well I was at the gym last night thinking Good Karma Boat, me. Yeah right...Then It dawned on me. When I drop

Nemesis
the goddess of indignation against, and retribution for, evil deeds and undeserved good fortune. She was a personification of the resentment aroused in men by those who commited crimes with apparent impunity, or who had inordinate good fortune. Nemesis directed human affairs in such a way as to maintain equilibrium. Her name means she who distributes or deals out. Happiness and unhappiness were measured out by her, care being taken that happiness was not too frequent or too excessive. If this happened, Nemesis could bring about losses and suffering. As one who checked extravagant favours by Tykhe (Fortune), Nemesis was regarded as an avenging or punishing divinity. In myth Nemesis was particularly concerned with matters of love. She appears as an avenging agent in the stories of Narkissos and Nikaia, whose callous actions brought about the death of their wooers. In some versions of the Trojan War, she was the mother of Helene, and is shown in scenes of her seduction by Paris pointi

Phrases 2
~*Push me down, I come back Doubt me, I'll prove you wrong. You'll never understand who I am, what I can truely be! ~*You say I am weak? who's ass cried just last week? ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ As I sit silently, after hours of screams My mind spins so, it cannot wander. I sit and watch the flashing lightes below Vehicles fly by, but seem so slow. Wind carries my hair across the bruises. Tears are dried to my face, as no more are permitted to fall. ~*Rallying in the darkness no light for a guide Heart beats so loudly, as I stumble so blindly. ~* A touch of your hand and I am stranded again Right back where I started but this time I have turned cold-hearted. ~* I sit and wonder This thought I ponder As I still sit alone Is it this world I hate, or is death my fate? Which would hurt worse?

Forbidden
Forbidden pleasures Who makes the rules Unfound treasures And beautiful jewels Can that line be crossed What could we truly be And at what cost Do you see what I see I know there is more there Waiting to be found Can you feel how much I care I feel like I'm being drowned If you knew the amount of desire That I feel for you My burning fire That wants one to become two Forbidden pleasures Who makes the rules Unfound treasures And beautiful jewels

At A Bar Somewhere In Texas
At a bar somewhere in Texas........ A Mexican drinks his beer and suddenly throws his glass in the air, pulls out his pistol and shoots the glass to pieces. He says, "In Mexico our glasses so cheap we don't need to drink from the same glass twice." An Iraqi, obviously impressed by this, drinks his beer, throws his glass into the air, pulls out his AK-47 and shoots the glass to pieces. He says, "In Iraq we have so much sand to make glasses that we don't need to drink out of the same glass twice either." The Texan, cool as a cucumber, picks up his beer and drinks it, throws his glass into the air, pulls out his gun and shoots the Mexican and the Iraqi, and catches his glass. He says, "In America, we have so many illegal Aliens that we don't have to drink with the same ones twice."

Too Everbody
Hello everbody i am nick seagle i have decedied to call it quits this sunday will be my last day on here. It was a hard decision four me I just do get much help from anybody I no it sounds like i am bitching i am really not . The same people always help me they done all the can and so have i I wana thank you all 4 letting me in your lives . I am doing this with tears in my eyes because it was not a easy choice four me . There are to many peeps to thank i wana thank you all 4 all the support and love you guys have shown me and it do to lack of help i never get any and when i ask four it sum peeps just do not care or there are just meen if u wana keep in touch with me feel free 2 e-mail me at brndy1808@aol.com i no it girl name it my sister name i will miss most of you I love ya all nick

Food For Thought Hmmmmmmmmmmmm
FOOD FOR THOUGHT HMMMMMMMMMMMM, Subject: FOOD FOR THOUGHT HMMMMMMMMMMMM, YOUR HONEST OPINION Date: 10/31 12:44 PM Message: THERE ARE MANY SICK PEOPLE IN THIS WORLD, AND I MYSELF WAS WONDERINIG. WHY SO MANY PEOPLE PUT THEIR KIDS PICTURE UP WEAR HARDLY NOTHING, OR PERIOD. WITH SO MANY ONLINE STALKER CASES GOING ON . YOU NEVER KNOW WHO IS WATCHING , AND THEIR TRUE INTENTIONS.ALSO MANY PEOPLE THAT HAVE BEEN VICTIMS, TO SENSELESS PREDATORY VIOLENCE. REMEMBER THIS CAN APPEAR FROM ANYWHERE. WE AS ADULTS,& PARENTS MUST KEEP OUR EYES OPEN TO THE WARNING SIGNS .THESE RUTHLESS INDIVIDUALS HAVE NO FACE , VERY COMMON THEY ARE .WETHER THEY BE FAMILY, FRIENDS, OR OTHERS . WE ARE VERY PROUD OF OUR KIDS , THEREFORE WE MUST PROTECT THEM WITH OUR LIVES. SUCHAS A LIONESS DOSE HER CUBS.PLEASE UNDERSTAND I MEAN NOT TO INSULT, BUT PROVIDE AWARENESS. PLEASE REPOST WE ALL NEED A HELPING HAND TO PROTECT THE WORLD , AND OUR FUTURE. WHICH ARE THE KIDS GOD BLESS YOU AND MAY HE HELP US ALL

I Love You
I live through my dark existence only to bask in your beauty your eyes that shine like sapphires your smile that brightens even my sad existence I envy the wind that runs through your hair that touches your lips I long to touch you to hold you in my arms but I cannot for your heart belongs to another so, I can only love you from afar your friendship means more to me than anything this world provides but like an angel you touched my heart in a way that I've never felt before cause I've never known what love is until this day I know that we are only friends but my heart wishes it to be more so I will still hope and dream that one day I can feel your lips pressed to mine to hold you in my arms and say, "I love you"

Another Five Levels...
Just in case you were stuck on the magical level 25 and was wondering what's next, well today you got your wish. Five new levels, two of which are mystery levels. Some of us were barely scraping by to get to Godfather, so when it comes time for everyone else above me to level, I will not help you unless you have helped me before.

Things You Should Know !!!!!
THINGS YOU SHOULD KNOW !!!!! THIS IS WHY I URGE WOMEN, TO NEVER LET THESE PEOPLE KNOW. THAT THEY LIVE ALONE ,AND GIVE UP TOO MUCH INFO SUCH WHEREABOUTS.. THOSE PICS ARE COOL. YET IN PICS THEY MIGHT SHOW THE SCHOOL NAME ,AND WHAT NOT. WHICH IS MAKING THE INNOCENT KIDS TARGETS , AND WHEN THEIR SINGLE MOTHER COMES TO PICK THEM UP FROM SCHOOL. THEY ALREADY KNOW WHO TO LOOK OUT FOR, AND MIGHT FLEE THE SCENE BEFORE GETTING CAUGHT. IN FLORIDA ,AND IN THE SOUTHERN UNITED STATES THIS IS A PLAGUE. THAT NEEDS A QUICK CURE. WE AS PARENTS MUST STAND UP. IF NOT NOW THEN WHEN? TIME IS OF THE ESSENCE, EDUCATE OUR KIDS WHILE THEY ARE YOUNG. INSTEAD OF THIS DISILLUSION WE HAVE OF A FAIRYTALE WORLD. DO YOU KNOW ISLAMIC LAW CASTRATES RAPIST AND KILLS CHILD MOLESTERS ? I KID YOU NOT!! YET IN THE U.S. THEY ARE GLORIFIED THROUGHT THE MEDIA. AS 1 U.S. SOLDIER WHO CAME FROM IRAQ ,IN SOUTH CAROLINA WHO HAD MOLESTED ATLEAST 5 BOYS ;AND ONLY SERVED LESS THAN A YEAR. NOW WHAT DO YOU CALL T

Inanna, Ancient Goddess Of Sumer
Inanna, Queen of Heaven, tricked her father Enki (the God of Wisdom) into giving her his instruments for civilizing mankind. These tools included the valuable Tablets of Destiny. Enki tried to get them back, but with no success. Inanna was now all powerful, but she felt very lonely. Soon the beautiful Inanna had two suitors—a farmer named Enkidu and a shepherd named Dumuzi. They both lavished gifts upon her, but the delicate, soft woolens from Dumuzi tipped the scales in his favor. Inanna decided to visit the Underworld to see her sister Eriskegal whose husband, the God of Death, had recently abandoned her. Inanna felt for her sister's loss, but did not look forward to the trip because the sisters had never gotten along. She wisely informed her most trusted servant that if she did not return within three days, he should appeal to the highest deities to rescue her. When Inanna arrived at the first gate of the Underworld, the gatekeeper demanded her crown. At each of the s

5 Levels Of Hangover
One Star Hangover (*) No pain. No real feeling of illness. You're able to function relatively well. However, you are still parched. You can drink 5 cokes and still feel this way. For some reason, you are craving a steak & fries. Two Star Hangover (**) No pain, but something is definitely amiss. You may look okay, but you have the mental capacity of a staple gun. The coffee you are chugging is only increasing your rumbling gut, which is still tossing around the fruity pancake from the 3:00 AM Waffle House excursion. There is some definite havoc being wreaked upon your bowels. Three Star Hangover (***) Slight headache. Stomach feels crappy. You are definitely not productive. Anytime a girl walks by you gag because her perfume reminds you of the flavored schnapps shots your alcoholic friends dared you to drink. Life would be better right now if you were home in your bed watching Lucy reruns. You've had 4 cups of coffee, a gallon of water, 3 iced teas and a diet

Do You Believe This Sick Bastard ???
DO YOU BELIEVE THIS SICK BASTARD ??? ANOTHER SOLDIER KYLE WHITE. WHO SERVED IN IRAQ WAS CHARGED WITH INCEST ,AND CHILD MOLESTATION. OF A 15 YEAR OLD GIRL. AND IS BEING HELD WITHOUT BOND IN THE STATE OF FLORIDA. WELL WELL LOOKS LIKE HE REALLY WANTS TO SERVE THIS COUNTRY,AND OUR KIDS ASWELL!!! WHAT IS WRONG WITH THIS PICTURE??? LORD HELP US ALL. CAN WE ALL PRAY FOR THIS YOUNG CHILD. WHO'S IDENTITY REMAINS UNDISCLOSED AT THIS TIME. TO GOD WE PRAY AND HOPE FOR SALVATION FROM THESE DEMONS AND BEASTS AND WE REBUKE THEM. AMEN PLEASE REPOST WE MUST INFORM THE MASSES , AND PROTECT THE FUTURE. MANY OF YOU WON'T AND I WILL LEAVE YOU IN GODS HANDS. I MYSELF CAN'T STOP THE EVIL ,YET HE WILL ALL IN ONE FOUL SWOOP. JESUS R CALDERON THE INSANE POET A PERSONAL PROPHET OF GOD

Dear Friend
My dear friend.... You came into my life so unexpectedly.. Little did I know what was to lie ahead For the longest time you were a click of a mouse, words on my screen Hugs that warmed my days.. and secured my nights Within the many hours of our chat, You showed me strength, when I showed you my weaknesses. You taught me the importance of believing in myself, When I thought there was nothing to believe in You taught me so much, in ways I never knew You stood behind me when I began to fall. Along side of me when I needed a friend In front of me when I needed a guide You showed me my ability to fly... How to reach places I had only dreamed of You saw me with your heart and not your eyes But more importantly you gave me a piece of you A gift worth far more than money could buy. You gave me a floor to dance on.. A song in my heart that I finally understand the words to And a peacefulness in my heart...where you will live forever.. I hope everyone finds a "YOU"

Beginning
Love is a beginnig Love is an end If your hearts not sending, Just let it mend. People come, people go Some fast, some slow Some leave, some stay but never completely all the way. Love is blind but most don't mind If you feel in a bind, Is there someone else you need to find? People may say They love you all the way. But do you live in their hearts with no fee? If not, you should come see me!!!

Never Give Up!
Never gonna give up until I get what's mine Never gonna stop, so watch me shine! I'm not excepting failing again I'm going to make it to the top this time! As I will it so mote it be It's not over til I feel fine. You push me down I come back I'm not going to stay flat You think I'm weak? I'll tell you I'm not meak. I'll show you what I aim to seek! Push me again! You'll see how fast I mend You'll miss how could I could be You no longer hold the key It no longer works. It no longer hurts me!!!!

Please Read This
Message: Please read this.....I hope that all of my Friends Post this and help keep our myspace friends safe State police warning for online: Please read this "very carefully"..then send it out to all the people online that you know. Something like this is nothing to be taken casually; this is something you DO want to pay attention to. If a person with the screen-name of imahustlababay or http://www.myspace.com/ineedatipdrill contacts you, do not reply. DO NOT talk to this person; do not answer any of his/her instant messages or e-mail. Whoever this person may be, he/she is a suspect for murder in the death of 56 women (so far) contacted through the Internet. Please send this to all the women on your buddy list and ask them to pass this on, as well. This screen-name was seen on Yahoo, AOL, AIM, and Excite so far. This is not a joke! Please send this to men too...just in case! Send to everyone you know! Ladies, this is serious. Gentlemen, PLEASE let your Lady Friends know...

Unseen Friend
Although you are a friend of mine and words we exchange, I wouldn't know you on the street, and doesn't that seem strange? You hold a place within my life, unusual and unique; We share ideals and special dreams, and still, we do not speak. I picture what I think you are, perhaps you picture me. An intriguing game for both of us for someone we can't see. So for this friendship we possess, we owe the internet a small debt, Perhaps the charm lies in the fact that we have never met.

Hecate, Greek Goddess Of The Crossroads
Hecate, Greek goddess of the three paths, guardian of the household, protector of everything newly born, and the goddess of witchcraft -- once a widely revered and influential goddess, the reputation of Hecate has been tarnished over the centuries. In current times, she is usually depicted as a "hag" or old witch stirring the cauldron. But nothing could be further from the image of Hecate's original glory. A beautiful and powerful goddess in her own right, the Greek goddess Hecate was the only one of the ancient Titans who Zeus allowed to retain their authority once the Olympians seized control. Zeus shared with Hecate, and only her, the awesome power of giving humanity anything she wished (or withholding it if she pleased). Usually classified as a "moon goddess", her kingdoms were actually three-fold . . . the earth, sea, and sky. Having the power to create or withhold storms undoubtedly played a role in making her the goddess who was the protector of shepherds and sailor

Made Godmother Today!
Wanted to thank everyone that has helped me reach godmother today.... all of you have been fangtastic in your coming to rate me! All of you ROCK! Cannot thank you all enough!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Phrases
~*If you kill me today, I will haunt you tomorrow! ~*Is this what we're meant to be? A trunk of dusty things? Maybe one day you'll think more of us! ~*Looking in your eyes, I don't always find what I need. What if I were to die? Would tears fall like streams from your eyes? ~*My heart, once so full of love and happiness, Now is torn and the pieces blowing away. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~~*~*~*~*~*~ Only candel light to see Darkness surrounds the outline of my body Cold and alont I sit and wonder My head so heavy with questions Rain runs down the window, Like tears from my eyes not that long ago. The knife and pills so tempting now Who would give a damn?

Extrene Urgency !!!! You Need To Know
EXTRENE URGENCY !!!! YOU NEED TO KNOW Girls Read This VERY IMPORTANT MESSAGE!!!!!!!!! A woman at the nightclub Krobar in Pittsburg PA on Saturday night was taken by 5 men, who according to hospital and police reports, gang raped her then dumped her. Unable to remember the events of the evening, tests later confirmed the repeat rapes along with traces of Rohypnol in her blood along with Progesterex, which is a small sterilization pill used on horses. The drug is now being used by rapists at parties to rape and sterilize their victims. Progesterex is available to vets to sterilize large animals. Rumor has it that Rohypnol is being used together with Rohypnol, the date rape drug. As with Rohypnol, all they have to do is drop it into the girls drink. The girl can't remember a thing the next morning, of all that had taken place the night before. Progesterex, which dissolves in a drink as easily, is such that the victim doesn't conceive from the rape and the rapist needn't worr

Who Wants Me?????
Ok Highest bidder in fu buck and or gift wins me for 24 hours i will not do full nudes so if thats what u wont dont bid good luck will end at 10:00 so start ur bidding in comments and ill let the winner know good luck and muahzzzz

How Ironic!!!
HOW IRONIC!!! Message: Samuel Cabble, an African-American Private in the Union Army, Promises His Wife That Slavery, the "Curse of This Land," Will Be Crushed In the beginning of the Civil War African Americans pleaded with and even petitioned the government for the opportunity to fight. But it was to no avail. Political and military leaders feared it would only stimulate recruitment efforts in the South, and many held the racist view that blacks were cowardly, lazy, and untrainable. But as Union casualties escalated and the military command recognized the need for increased manpower, small regiments of black troops were formed starting in the summer of 1862. After issuing the Emancipation Proclamation, President Lincoln launched an aggressive campaign to recruit black soldiers. On July 18, 1863, the Massachusetts Fifty-fourth, the first all-black regiment organized in the North, demonstrated extraordinary courage against impossible odds during an attack on Fort Wagner in Sout

Unknown
It doesn't take a reason to love someone, but it does to like someone.You don't love someone because you want to,you love someone because you are destined too.It's because you fall in love with them,that you then try to find a reason,but you always come up with the answer,No reason!

Lethal Garbage!!!!!!
Today I got a nasty mean email from a woman who cliams I have done some evil to her and the man she claims is hers. She called me obsessive! I think she is confuzed just what that means. It seems to me it is she who is obsessive and take NO for an answer. She is fooling herself and some say I am too. Ah my freinds don't worry aobut me. I see thru the lies and I know the truth. There is no way all theses women would assume that one man is their's unless said man is leading them on. RIGHT? I am not stupid. I know and beleive me the lies and holding backthe thruth is over with .. It is time for the truth or you can hitthe door and NEVER look back. Enough of this silly highschool games. GROW the hell up!

What Would Life Be
What would life be with out friends like you I'll tell you, like no longer being free. Imagine what life would be so sad and blue To go through life without that special you. And I know we live so far away Through the internet we are like castaways Never get to touch or hug you for this I only pray For some day I hope we can meet To hug and laugh and dance to the beat I know this would be a treat For now this is all I see Is my good friend here with me Just think what life would be Without friends like you

The Goddess Freya
Freya was a warrior goddess, a Valkyrie, and also the goddess of sensual love. Though this captivating goddess had numerous lovers, she was the wife of the mysterious Norse god Odin. Freya was a spectacular beauty known for her appreciation of romantic music and stunning floral arrangements. That was her softer side; she was also known as the goddess of war and death. As leader of the Valkyries, she had considerable power. She had the right to claim half the souls of the bravest warriors who died in battle. Actually going onto the battlefield, she would gather them up and take them back with her to spend the after-life in her home in perpetual rest and recreation. A sweet and generous woman, she always invited their wives or lovers to come and live with them. The other half of the heroic warriors, who belonged to Odin, would be gathered up by the Valkyries and taken to Valhalla where they were able to live in comfort and honor. She was also called upon to comfort those w

Drained
I turn away I look down Red, Shattered pieces of my heart on the floor. I fall to my knees, head in my hands. You walk away CLose the door behind you I'm all alone Darkness surrounds me Tears fall, they don't subside Your footsteps grow more faint by the second My hands wont stop shaking, Bruise on my face starts to swell. The only pain I feel is emptyness. There's nothing left in me. A shell of a person I used to be. I'm all alone again. Only darkness and coldness to comfort me. The silence is so loud!!! MY heart pounds Everything is gone!

Fubar Friends
My children have finished their play they've gone to bed their stories read Now it's my time of day. I've had one of those days you know what I mean so I sit back and relax and turn on my screen. I'll talk to all my friends who know just what to say to make my stresses go and my troubles fade away. My friends you're always there for me whenever I feel blue and though we've never met before I know our friendships true. And although we haven't been friends for long in this short time it seems we shared so many things already our hopes, our fears, our dreams. We come from different walks of life but we share a common bond and it's time to say that of all of you I've grown so very fond. So thank you friends for being there whenever I've needed you I know you're always there for me and you know I'm there for you.

Special Friend
I type my love for you On the screen Never will you truly know Just how much you mean Some may say it's crazy But I don't really care They could never understand all that we have shared All the nights you've spent with me Felt like you were here Always with a open heart And an open ear I never had to wonder If you truly care Because when I turn on my Computer You words are always there

Diana - Goddess Of The Hunt
Diana, Roman Goddess of the Hunt, her Greek counterpart is Artemis, from whom she acquires some of her aspects. On the northern shores of Lake Nemi, Diana's Mirror, in Italy, stood the sacred grove and sanctuary of the Goddess Diana. The Goddess Diana, is the Huntress and Goddess or fertility, childbirth and the wild woodlands and associated with the constellation of Ursa Major. She is also associated with fire festivals, her title Vesta, indicates a perpetual holy fire in her sanctuary. Her annual festival, held on August 13th, where she is invoked to protect the harvest from autumn storms, is the middle of summer, when the sun is at its hottest. Diana is often depicted holding a torch, a symbolic reminder of the fiery nature of the Goddess. Several other deities are associated with Diana at Lake Nemi, Egeria, the Nymph of the Lake and Virbius, who, legend states, was the Greek hero Hippolytus. Diana also had in attendance, The Sacrificial King or King of the Sacred Rite

Your Health
FUBARIAN FRIENDS, I SURE DID MISS YA! THIS IS WHAT I HAVE BEEN DOING......READ BELOW I HOPE YOU ALL HAD A LOVELY AND BLESSED THANKSGIVING , LIKE IT SHOULD BE. ME ON THE OTHER HAND SPENT THANKSGIVING WATCHING OVER MY PRECIOUS MOTHER IN THE HOSPITAL. GOD IS GOOD BECAUSE SHE IS STILL WITH ME HERE ON EARTH. I DID NOT PLAN THAT TYPE OF THANKSGIVING BELIEVE ME, YOU JUST NEVER KNOW WHEN YOUR BODY BREAKS DOWN ON YA. WELL MY MOM IS A CHF PATIENT (CONGESTIVE HEART FAILURE) AND SHE HAS A FIB AND HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE, THE WORKS BASICALLY! SHE HAS BEEN DOING GOOD SO FAR, SHE HAS HAD ALL OF THE ABOVE FOR OVER 10 YEARS, NOW TELL ME IF GOD IS NOT ABLE...HE TRULY IS I ALWAYS HAVE TO PREPARE MY SELF FOR THE WORST IN THIS TYPE OF SITUATION, SO WITH HIM IN MY LIFE I REMAIN STRONG AND STEADFAST, SO WOULD YOU LIKE TO HEAR THE STORY? I WILL TELL ANYWAYS :) 8:45 PM WEDNESDAY NIGHT MY MOTHER'S SISTER CAME TO TOWN AND I PICKED HER UP AT THE TRAIN STATION AFTER I GOT OFF OF WORK, IT IS JUST RIGHT

What You Mean To Me
I never came here looking for a single soul. But now that I found you I want you to know I had forgotten how to smile, how to laugh, how to be me I had forgotten the sweet pleasure of a heart filled with glee. I was intoxicated with life... work and family Never stopping for fun... it just wasn't there you see. Since I have found you... it's been a complete turn around I smile and laugh again... not much gets me down. I get excited when I see you on Yahoo Wondering what it is today we will do... Chatting, laughing and the games we play You make my every day. It seems so silly on just a machine How someone can reach you... become your everything.

Niece Getting Worse
My niece is getting worse again since this morning. She has an infection that is trying to shut down her kidneys.She needs everyone's energy to pull her through. I have been medicating myself so I don't have to cry. Maddie needs everyone's positivity. Keep you filled in later when I know more. Thank you my Friends, Tonya

Ok This Is Soo Messed Up..stuck Here
Ok this morning was inquiring about deleting acct and leaving Fubar ..if still got a current vip acct . Bouncers said got to cancel your vip acct then delete acct but if you got a.. prepaid vip or gift vip acct you don't have a cancel link under vip status ..any way o told bouncer about this well i was told cann't cancell till it runs out .. i believe if ya wanna leave should be able to leave not be locked in till the vip runs out

The Myth Of Cerridwen
It was in the beginning of Arthur's time there lived in Penllyn a man named Tegid Voeland his wife Cerridwen. There was born to him of his wife a son named Morvran ab Tegid, a daughter named Creirwy, and they had a brother, the most ill-favored man in the world, Avagddu. Cerridwen, his mother, thought that he was not likely to be admitted among men of noble birth by reason of his ugliness, unless he had some exalted merits or knowledge. So she resolved according to the arts of the books of the Fferyllt, to boil a cauldron of Inspiration and Science for her son, that his reception might be honorable because of his knowledge of the mysteries of the future state of the world. Then she began to boil the cauldron, which might not cease to boil for a year and a day, until three blessed drops were obtained of the grace of Inspiration. And she put Gwion Bach the son of Gwreang of Llanfair in Caereinion, to stir the cauldron, and a blind man named Morda to kindle the fire beneath it. She charge

Senseless Death
You know we laugh and joke and kid each other about our favorite football teams and players,but now is the time for all fans to come together,Pro Bowl safety Sean Taylor died Tuesday after he was shot in his home by an apparent intruder, leaving the Taylor Family and Washington Redskins in mourning for a son,brother,father and teammate who seemed to have reordered his life since becoming a father,we all need to come together and say prayers for his family and fellow team mates..... so i will start it.......MANY BLESSINGS TO TAYLOR FAMILY AND THE WASHINGTON REDSKINS!

In A Perfect World
They met one night in a crowded room He spoke, she responded Polite banter at first Neither realizing That destiny had begun to loom So many similarities So many interests shared Too many to be coincidence Neither of them cared With every question asked A new layer was revealed Two souls reunited Their fate already sealed A smile, a laugh Words unspoken They knew if not careful Hearts would be broken Their fire burned white- hot from the first No time to waste, so much to say An unquenchable thirst "In a perfect world" he'd gently say And she'd sigh And the time would keep slipping away.

Joy Of Being You
To get where you wish to go, you must take an active role in the journey. Though many good and valuable things are constantly flowing into your life, it is up to you to make something meaningful out of them. No one else can live your life for you. That is your biggest responsibility and your greatest opportunity. Your dreams and desires, passions, opinions, preferences and interests are yours for a reason. The more sincerely and completely you give life to them, the more genuine fulfillment you will know. Beauty is what you know it to be. Joy is what you experience it as being. The meaning of life is the meaning you give to it. Deep down, you know what to do. Dive into the pure joy of being you. For there is so very much you are able to be and to give. -- Ralph Marston

Evilness. Hehe
Once there was a chick who was really, really good friends with another chick. Until she decided that sleeping with her good friends man was far more important then remaining friends. The one chick that was betrayed, naturally, started calling the guy a TRAITOR and the chick....FAT WHOREMean Myspace GraphicsEven though the betrayed chick kept telling Fat Whore that she was nothing more then a REBOUND, Fat Whore refused to see the truth.Mean Myspace GraphicsWhen Traitor moved to Chicago, Fat Whore thought it would be romantic to go visit him for a weekend. Plan sounded good...Until...The Traitors father entered into the picture..Mean Myspace GraphicsAND TOLD HER FAT ASS SHE'LL BE SLEEPING ON THE COUCH, BY HERSELF. The only thing Fat Whore got that weekend was a backache.Mean Myspace GraphicsWhen the Betrayed one found this out she HAD to tell everyone else. Karma is a bitch, you fucktards.Mean Myspace GraphicsMean Myspace GraphicsAnd here is the end of a story that seriously made the Be

For Those That Need To Know.......
Well I have received a decent amount of crap for falling out of touch with alot of folk. So I suppose an explanation is in order.... I extended myself a bit, it happens, but this issue was componded by the loss of overtime at Brookdale....where I was rolling 60+ hours a week, I'm now down to a max of 44...on a good week. As you can imagine this coupled with the child support, Car payments...AND a POS rent increase have put a heavy duty strain on finances. Wasn't quite sure how I was gonna pull it out until I got a letter from Honeywell recalling me from layoff. Hoeywell is a deversified manufacturer that does everything from Thermostats to Ring laser Gyros for smart munitions. It is also a union shop. Teamsters local 1145, so as you can imagine the pay and benefits are up there! But being of low seniorty there is little job security. One of the best benefits is 100% tuition, books, and fees reimbursement for education....gotta love that!! And a starting wage of $17 and change.

Dead Calm
I've come so far but the destination is unknown I stare but where has the world actually gone i used to have something for which i could stand but now i can feel it slipping away like sand Its like i have woke from a extended dream nothing in this world is what it actual seem its not this cushion we visualize but a blade finely crafted the sharpest ever to be made our fears are a joke when you step back more and see the world from its tip to its core our very dreams are just a classroom fantasy but what hope is there to really shape humanity when it thinks it is perfect in its current form at the breaking point the calm before the storm

Subject: School 1967 Vs. 2007
Scenario: Jack goes quail hunting before school, pulls into school parking lot with shotgun in gun rack. 1967 - Vice principal comes over to look at Jack's shotgun. He goes to his car and gets his shotgun to show Jack. 2007 - School goes into lock down, and FBI is called. Jack is hauled off to jail and never sees his truck or gun again. Counselors called in for traumatized students and teachers. Scenario: Johnny and Mark get into a fistfight after school. 1967 - Crowd gathers. Mark wins. Johnny and Mark shake hands and end up best friends. Nobody goes to jail; nobody is arrested; nobody is expelled. 2007 - Police called. SWAT team arrives. Johnny and Mark are arrested and charged with assault. Both are expelled even though Johnny started it. Scenario: Jeffrey won't be still in class, disrupts other students. 1967 - Jeffrey sent to office and given a good paddling by the principal. He returns to class, sits still, and does not disrupt class again. 2007 - Jeffrey is diagn

Brigid(brid), Celtic Goddess Of Fire
Brigid, the Celtic goddess of fire (the forge and the hearth), poetry, healing, childbirth, and unity, is celebrated in many European countries. She is known by many names, including that of Saint Brigid who is, perhaps, the most powerful religious figure in Irish history. Born at the exact moment of daybreak, Brigid rose into the sky with the sun, rays of fire beaming from her head. She was the daughter of Dagda, the great 'father-god' of Ireland. In Druid mythology, the infant goddess was fed with milk from a sacred cow from the Otherworld. Brigid owned an apple orchard in the Otherworld and her bees would bring their magical nectar back to earth. It is said that wherever she walked, small flowers and shamrocks would appear. As a sun goddess her gifts are light (knowledge), inspiration, and the vital and healing energy of the sun. Brigid became the wife of Bres, an Irish king. Together they produced three sons, each of them became a famous warrior. Brigid and her husband

No Mans Land
This is my Tribute to the Iraq War. Two soldiers stare at each other across no mans land with hatred in their eyes. There because of politics and religion. Two men stare at each other. One with a loving wife and 2 kids waiting back home for him. The other with a lover awaiting his return. Two humans stare at each other across no mans land. After today neither will stare no more.

Things I Never Got Caught As A Kid
subject: things i never got caught as a kid post date: 2007-11-27 13:45:07 views: 4 comments: 0 ratings: 0 the time i found in my dad's stuff a couple videos very graphic box xxx seem to stand out most except the blazing graphics it stood out so much it lured me in made me curious what is interesting here but vhs format was in family room must wait til nobody home but when i popped in the tape the tape didnt start at beginning start in bright lit room girl on all fours was engaged i was glued at first felt wet myself soon became repetitive and easily bored me now i was fast forwarding tape watching them moving faster than possible the idea i was watching was naughty but they were going naughty too then there someone at the door i snapped the show to snow i was so flush when i answered the door or was it that i wondered if they heard the sounds sounds alone was enough for me i hear that sound at night in the next bedroom i didnt need to se

Wtf!!!
*sigh* Yep yep I saw .. 5 new levels! Gahhh thought godfather was the end.. could sit back relax.. work on other goals on here and help out my friends tons more. Finally, just finally made it to Godfather and now I have 5,5 million to go to level 26! Its maddening! I guess its just another thing to get all the ones who love to spend it on happy hrs and all that to spend tons more! (being very nice right now) While the ones who don't have the money and getting less and less time on here.. were utterly screwed. It really makes me want to give up! I know I know.. theres more to this site then levels. I know.. I am proud of my accomplishments I have made so far on here! Most of all I love my friends! MWAH! *sigh* I just am not gonna care.. otherwise I'm gonna get fubar burned out. It's getting close and I love being on here.. soo whatever i made it to godfather.. screw the other levels i make it when i make it!

Irish Songs
I have notice a new trend which is disturbing me greatly. Apparently, after years of being considered one of the largest nerd dorks in the world for liking such a thing, Irish Folk music (which I am a singer of) is becoming popular. There are a lot of people claiming to be an athority and telling me now. Yet for some reason, they are unable to tell me what any of the songs are even about, let alone who sings them or whatever. For instance, (besides my Irish friends who know who they are. Hi Sharon!) who knows what the easter rebellion is or why it was important? When was it? What is a Black 'n Tan (if you say a drink i will punch you)and what does it mean that "My father was orange and my mother was green?" Also, stop giving Flogging Molly credit for every f-ing song you hear. For instance "Kiss my Irish Ass" is not a Flogging Molly song. This is why I hate when things go pop. It suck all the meaning out of it and makes it one more thing to be sold.

Bast, Goddess Of Protection And Pleasure
Bast, Egyptian goddess of sensual pleasure, protector of the household, bringer of health, and the guardian saint of firefighters -- she was the original mistress of multi-tasking! Also called Bastet or Basthet, the goddess Bast is widely known today as the "Cat Goddess". Legend has it that, by day, Bast would ride through the sky with her father, the sun god Ra, his boat pulling the sun through the sky. Ever watchful, she protected Ra from his enemies. Thus she became known as the Lady of the East, the Goddess of the Rising Sun, and The Sacred and All-Seeing Eye. But by night, she was a different creature entirely! Bast transformed herself into a cat (renown for its superb night vision) to guard her father from Apep (also known as Apophis), a serpent who was her father's greatest enemy. Ra's priests burned wax models of the snake and wrote his name with green ink, trying to put a "hex" on him -- but to no avail. Finally, with her cat eyes shining in the dark, she managed

Ugh!
I get two weeks off for Christmas but it is not paid, on top of that we had more unpaid time off for Thanksgiving, so yeah money is real tight right now, so I guess everyone will be getting $10.00 gift certificates from me lol.

We Have A New Level System
Levels Points Unlock... 0 Freshmeat 0 Up to 50 photos 1 Newfu 250 Being known as Meat =) 2 Fu-ling 500 Set your own online status 3 Grasshopper 1,000 Vote on a MUMM 4 Chill Fu 2,000 Post HTML comments 5 Fu-Fighter 4,000 Create your own MUMMs 6 Twisted Fu 6,500 Rip a photo 7 Wasted Fu 9,000 Up to 70 photos 8 Psycho 14,000 Up to 750 profile ratings 9 Freak 25,000 Up to 6000 friends 10 Friend of fubar 35,000 Create your own lounge 11 Barfly 50,000 Up to 110 photos 12 Regular 75,000 Up to 10,000 friends 13 Bad Fu 100,000 Up to 140 photos 14 Minion 135,000 Up to 25 family members 15 Idol 170,000 Up to 5 MUMMs a day 16 Fu-gee 210,000 Up to 175 photos 17 Pimp 250,000 Up to 1000 photo ratings 18 Assassin 300,000 Up to 1000 profile ratings 19 Ninja 350,000 Up to 225 photos 20 Rock Star 425,000 Bolded nickname 21 Fuberlord 750,000 Up to 1500 profile ratings 22 Henchman 1,500,000 Up to 500 bulletins 23 Insider 2,250,000 Up to 280 photos 24 Fu-king

Scars
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut My weakness is that I care too much And my scars remind me that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel Drunk and I'm feeling down And I just wanna be alone I'm pissed cause you came around Why don't you just go home Cause you channel all your pain And I can't help you fix yourself You're making me insane All I can say is I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut My weakness is that I care too much And our scars remind us that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel I tried to help you once Against my own advice I saw you going down But you never realized That you're drowning in the water So I offered you my hand Compassions in my nature Tonight is our last stand I'm drunk and I'm feeling down And I just wanna be alone You shouldn't ever come around Why don't you just go home? Cause you're drowning in the water And I tried to grab your hand And I left my heart open But you didn't un

Day Closes
When the day comes to a close My heart longs for you. And when this feeling falls on me, No one else will do. You're so deep within my heart, My love seems to overflow. You're with me every moment, No matter where I go. Oh how I wish to be with you, To hear the words you say. Each moment that I spend with you, Brings such joy each day. If God would grant a special wish, And would allow a day with you. One day would be as a thousand years, To know you love me too. I wonder if you're thinking of me, And wish for a day with me I will love you for all of my life; In my heart you'll always be.

The Greek Goddess Artemis
Artemis: Goddess of Light And Protector of the Vulnerable In Greek mythology Artemis (also known as the Roman goddess Diana) was the daughter of Zeus, the mighty ruler of the Olympian gods. Artemis' mother, Leto, gave birth to Artemis after a short and painless labor. But then Leto's labor continued, with her contractions growing weak and painful. Moved to compassion, the infant goddess Artemis, born only a few minutes earlier, became her mother's midwife and delivered her twin brother Apollo. You could say that, of all the Greek goddesses, the goddess Artemis was literally born to serve as a nurturer and protector! The Greek goddess Artemis was frequently called upon to nurture her needy and somewhat ineffectual mother. All too often she felt compelled to come to her rescue even though Artemis received little from her mother in return. As a result of her having caused her mother no pain in childbirth, and her successful role as midwife in her brother's birth, Artemis natur

Good News Hurts Sometimes
Master got approved to go active duty again...yes this is good news so why does it hurt so much...because we will be apart from one another for long periods of time....because He is my best friend....because i love Him..... i know i will be lonely most of the time...my daughter at school, my mom at work, and Master gone....how am i going to do this alone....i wish i had a real time friend that i could hang out with or talk to or just come visit me....but that isn't going to happen anytime soon but on the upside....a car, the phones, and the b-days of my kids will all be taken care of now...not just a pipe dream anymore....

Crossroads
I stand at the crossroads A man in black at my left hand Offering me everything I ever wanted The price, My Soul A man in white at my right hand Offering me nothing in this life The price, My Heart Which do I choose My Soul or my Heart When neither mean anything to me.

Activex Control Help
I am having a problem with the AciveX control on fubar. I keep getting asked to run the control but when I do nothing ever happens. This has been happening since I joined and has become quite the problem. I have found something called regcure that claims they can help me at a cost of 30 bucks. Is this worth it? Can anybody help me with this issue. I am not that smart when it comes to computers having only owned one for less than a year. I NEED HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Thank you

Darkness Of My World
Welcome to the darkness of my world, I am of two faces If you look deep into the doors of enlightenment You will see, I hide behind my mask of laughter Where the shadows overpower my mind and soul It takes me to a state of confusion and illusion A deep pit lye's within that darkness I fall into Filled with hands tugging and pulling me down I am buried in it These unknown hands reach inside me and squeeze me tight I can't breathe! There's not enough space! I am drowning in my own fear! I dig my nails into the insanity of my pain to escape But the delusional state I am in plays tricks on me It plays with my mind It gives me strength Then as long as it takes to blink your eye It sucks me back in again It won't set me free I want to run away! I want to be free! It uses me against myself and binds me to the cords of my mind Time goes by so fast, yet so slow I am weak and tired I need to rest for a little while Though, I find myself s

Broke Back Mountain Lady
Broke Back Mountain Lady A successful rancher died and left everything to his devoted wife. She was determined to keep the ranch, but knew very little about ranching, so she placed an ad in the newspaper for a ranch hand. Two cowboys applied for the job. One was gay and the other a drunk. She thought long and hard about it, and when no one else applied she decided to hire the gay guy, figuring it would be safer to have him around the house than the drunk. He proved to be a hard worker who put in long hours every day and knew a lot about ranching. For weeks the two of them worked hard and the ranch was doing very well. Then one day, the rancher's widow said "You have done a really good job, and the ranch looks great. You should go into town and kick up your heels." The hired hand readily agreed and went into town on Saturday night. He returned around 2:30 am, and upon entering the room, he found the rancher's widow sitting by the fireplace with a glass of

The Final Act
Screeching tires, shattering glass, twisting metal, fiberglass. The scene is set it all goes black, The curtain raised the final act. Sirens raging in the night, sounds of horror, gasps of fright. Intense pain, the smell of blood tearing eyes begin to flood. They pull out our bodies one by one, What is going on, we were only having fun! One of my friends is missing, what did I do? Her scattered belongings everywhere, in the road there lies her shoe. A man is leaning over me and looking in my eyes, "What were you thinking, son"? "Did you really think that you could drive?" He pulled up the sheet still looking in my eyes, "If you'd only called your Mom or Dad, you'd still be alive!" I started to scream, I started to yell; But no one could hear me, no one could tell. They put me in an ambulance; they took me away. The doctor at the hospital exclaimed, "DOA!" My father's in shock, my mother in tears, she collapses in grief, overcome by the fear. They take me to this

Follow Me (you Won't)
My love will follow me (as I sleep) with eyes that linger on my still form My love will follow my lead and lead by example Never pausing to wonder where we're going only knowing that it is together, somewhere. My love will follow me never straying from the path that flows and beats and winds, never straight but straight, to my heart And my love will promise me everything and mean it, every single time. My love will follow me.

She Wont Cry
You see the pain that lies in her eyes, But, alas, her eyes are dry, She won't cry. No, she won't cry. You see the anger that burns from her gaze, The madness that sets her eyes ablaze, She won't cry. No, she won't cry. You see the fear that closes her eyes, The smile she wears is but a disguise, She won't cry. No, she won't cry. You see the hope that is finally dead, She cannot trust for her heart has been bled, She won't cry. No, she won't cry. You see the love that lies within, But she shall never love again, She won't cry. No, she won't cry. You see death's hand that has glazed her eyes, No one saw her die inside, They won't cry. No, they won't cry.

Alone
I am alone, so very alone I hurt, so very bad I am ignored, just thrown aside I am security, for others to have I am lonely, there is no one close, no one sees the pain I cry, hope is gone I am alone, and no one knows

O My Tornado Can Write Me Poetry :)
One frosty winter morning Chief Tornado rolls out of buffalo robes into cold Sheriff Kay looks down at him and says, "Tornado, your teepee has a nice pole." It was true! His buffalo briefs stuck out in her direction. The wise Chief said, "Kay, that no pole. Only erection! Before sun ride high in sky, you and Chief take ponies for ride. Chief show you how he hunt for 45's that Kay's shirt hide. Later, together we gaze into night sky medicine man make magic with dream weaver. Then for supper, Chief Tornado show Kay how much he like eat beaver!" Tornado

Unknown Journey
I do not know where it will end, this journey I am on. I only know that it will end just as it has begun. I do not know what lies ahead or which path I should choose. I only know some times I'll win and some times I will lose. I do not know whom I will meet, who will affect my way. I only know how I react to those I know today. I do not know what each day brings when rising up at dawn. I only know of yesterday and it's already gone. I do not know what thoughts will come when pondering my fate. I only know of memories and those you can't escape. I do not know if all my plans will work out for the best. I only know to make them now and time will be the test. I do not know if all my dreams will ever come to me. I only know you strive for them and what will be--will be. I do not know whom I will love or love me in return. I only know that I will love and love is what I yearn. I do not know whom I will need when troubled unaware. I only know that I will want

Uploaded Pics
i uploaded some pics of my cat that i uploaded from my phone to my puter i also got some pics of me that i took with my phone that ill put on here later there some of me with the princess leia type hairstyle and some of what my hair looked like once i took those buns out lol anyways later all

In The Park
We walked together holding hands, As we walked in the park today. I couldn't seem to find any words, Though much I wanted to say. I knew you sensed my feelings inside, I was aware of your beautiful love. I felt the friendship that we share, That was given by our Father above. After a while we came to a path, That led through the woods to a stream. While there you whispered "I love you", I felt blessed though just a dream. I had a day in the park with you. I heard the words I'd longed to hear Will remember each day this dream anew.

Yep New Levels, No Longer Stuck On Godfather
fubar Levels: Levels, Points, and Unlocks: Levels Points Unlock... 0 Freshmeat 0 Up to 50 photos 1 Newfu 250 Being known as Meat =) 2 Fu-ling 500 Set your own online status 3 Grasshopper 1,000 Vote on a MUMM 4 Chill Fu 2,000 Post HTML comments 5 Fu-Fighter 4,000 Create your own MUMMs 6 Twisted Fu 6,500 Rip a photo 7 Wasted Fu 9,000 Up to 70 photos 8 Psycho 14,000 Up to 750 profile ratings 9 Freak 25,000 Up to 6000 friends 10 Friend of fubar 35,000 Create your own lounge 11 Barfly 50,000 Up to 110 photos 12 Regular 75,000 Up to 10,000 friends 13 Bad Fu 100,000 Up to 140 photos 14 Minion 135,000 Up to 25 family members 15 Idol 170,000 Up to 5 MUMMs a day 16 Fu-gee 210,000 Up to 175 photos 17 Pimp 250,000 Up to 1000 photo ratings 18 Assassin 300,000 Up to 1000 profile ratings 19 Ninja 350,000 Up to 225 photos 20 Rock Star 425,000 Bolded nickname 21 Fuberlord 750,000 Up to 1500 profile ratings 22 Henchman 1,500,000 Up to 500 bulletins 23 Insider 2,250,000 Up to 2

Touch Me
I know you're there...alone in your bed And I want you to think of me And I want you to imagine...how it would be Feeling my body...so close...so hot and so tender And you hear me whispering in your ears Words...you've never heard before Oh listen...baby And when you fall asleep I want you to dream of me And I know...your dreams will tell you All that could happen When you taste my salty skin So wet...so sweet...so long it And your body discovers every spots Spots...you've never touched before Oh I need you...come on Touch me

An Itch Waiting To Be Scratched
I'm starting to get that itch again to just take off somewhere and see what's out there.i really miss traveling. The contolled chaos of it all, the uncertainty of not knowing if a bus or boat is running on time. will I make it or not?? eventually everything works out for the better and you end up somewhere different from where you started, but thats the point, isn't it? Ending up circled around a bonfire on a beach, under skies not visable from home, halfway around the world, with fellow travelers each with their own story, from all corners of the world. yet at that moment, we all ended up at the same place in our large universe.

So...
yes im getting fu married. yes its to FU-Daddy. yes i have thought about it. no i dont care what you think. no i wont change my mind. if anyone has a problem with this then get over it or delete me. Wedding is Wed November 28 @ 11 pm est go if youd like. there should be a bulletin posted soon. go show him some luv, he deserves it. x-x-x Riot Girl ~THE ORIGINAL FU-DADDY™~THE TEXAS DOUBLE GODFATHER™~FU-FIANCE' TO RIOT GIRL~@ fubar

If Only For One Night
Let me Hold you Tight only for one night let me keep you near to ease away your fears it would be so nice if only for one night I wont tell a soul no one has to know if you want to be totally discreet I'll be at your side if only for one night If I never hear from you and my knees are shaken too but Im willing to go through I must be crazy Im standing here the same but I feeling no disgrace Let me hold you tight if only for one night let me keep you near to ease away your fear it would be so nice if only for one night if only for night Im asking let me take you home to keep you safe and warm till the early dawn till we see the sun it would be so nice if only for one night

Life
So days go by and your not here. What you do in life effects us. We still go on daddy's nowhere to be found. Who has a daddy anyways? I mean one thats there on a day 2 day basis. A happy home where we all eat at the table. Story time at night is just mommy pulled in every direction. Daddy's little girl sitting on the floor crying. Wanting you to be here. Needing your hugs. But you aint on that right?! The streets are calling you. Pulling you out there. To leave your baby girl for the drugs and the money and the bitches and the snitches and the bastereds your around tell them your their daddy. And the hoes who chase you every move. Begging you to be something you could never be. Your not my baby daddy your the bastered who happens to have a connection to me. But it's okay no need for you to stop by. How can they miss something they never had. Baby it is what it is and I aint fighting it.

Seduces Me
Everything you are...Everything you'll be... Touches the current of love so deep in me. Every sigh in the night...Every tear that you cry... Seduces me. All that I am...All that I'll be. Means nothing at all...If you can't be with me. Your most innocent kiss...Or your sweetest caress... Seduces me. I don't care about tomorrow. I've given up on yesterday. Here and now...is all that matters. Right here with you...Is where I'll stay. Everything in this world...Every voice in the night... Every little thing of beauty... Comes shining thru in your eyes. And all that is you...becomes part of me too. Cause all you do... Seduces me. And if I should die tomorrow... I'd go down with a smile on my face. I thank God I've ever known you. I fall down on my knees... For all the love we've made. Every sigh in the night... Every tear that you cry... Seduces me Seduces me All that you do... Seduces Me

Desires
Desires I am the sinner I am the night dancer I am the woman you've always wanted, who will use and abuse you and be unmoved by your storms I am the laughter in our nightmares. Come walk in the night, the jasmine breezes are blowing. Lift up my veil, kiss my lips, you will only be broken hearted. Come smile at my tears, come kiss them away, they will burn your tongue so sweetly, only-- Do not ask why I arrived here in the night, with hair much darker than your fantasies, Do not ask if anything will change, this is only the land of fantasies. When you awake, if you awake you will find my hair upon your pillow, and your heart upon your sleeve. Everything will be much darker than it was, and the heavy weight of reality will be replaced by obsession. I might return some other night, If you have waited starving in the garden, If you have waited with your eyes drying out and hurting with longing, with your exposed heart Then it will be time for another rolling stroll thro

Relationships
I am sending this to you to see how many actually read their comments. Your response will be interesting. Pay attention to what you read. After you have finished reading it, you will know the reason it was sent to you. Here goes: People come into your life for a REASON, a SEASON or a LIFETIME. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrong doing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, gr

New!
Well, I signed up to spread the word about a new toothbrush that just came out... so they sent me one. I was wondering what was taking it so long to get here. Buuuut, now that it's here... WOAH! It's niiiiice. I haven't used it yet, but I can't wait to. I was reading over all the info about the product, and I found out that the stores now are selling the toothbrushes for (lowest) $169.99 and the highest $179.99. I don't think I would EVER spend that much on a toothbrush, but maybe I'll think differently after trying it! What does everyone else think about that? It's crazy stuff... and I got it for FREE! yay. :-p But anywho, I'll write again to let everyone know what I think about it. I'll let ya know if it's worth the big bucks! :-p If you're interested in joing the site that sent it to me, message me with your email address, and I'll sned you an invite! :-D Well, thanks to everyone that read my blog... I'm sure it doesnt interest too many of you... but I love anything that keep

P.u.s.h.
Some needed inspiration from my Dad. . . A man was sleeping one night in his cabin when suddenly his room filled with light, and God appeared. The Lord told the man he had work for him to do, and showed him a large rock in front of his cabin. The Lord explained that the man was to Push against the rock with all his might... So, this the man did, day after day for many years he toiled from sun up to sun down, his shoulders set squarely against the cold, massive surface of the unmoving rock, Pushing with all of his might. Each night the man returned to his cabin sore and worn out, feeling that his whole day had been spent in vain. Since the man was showing discouragement, the adversary (Satan) decided to enter the picture by placing thoughts into the weary mind: (He will do it every time) 'You have been Pushing against that rock for a long time and it hasn't moved.' Thus, he gave the man the impression that the task was impossible and that he was a failure. These thoug

Things I Never Got Caught As A Kid
the time i found in my dad's stuff a couple videos very graphic box xxx seem to stand out most except the blazing graphics it stood out so much it lured me in made me curious what is interesting here but vhs format was in family room must wait til nobody home but when i popped in the tape the tape didnt start at beginning start in bright lit room girl on all fours was engaged i was glued at first felt wet myself soon became repetitive and easily bored me now i was fast forwarding tape watching them moving faster than possible the idea i was watching was naughty but they were going naughty too then there someone at the door i snapped the show to snow i was so flush when i answered the door or was it that i wondered if they heard the sounds sounds alone was enough for me i hear that sound at night in the next bedroom i didnt need to see it and hear it to know what it was to be doing now the action open and free to see it seem too bad to see but

Winters Bite
Leaves fall slow spiral wet sticky clumped heaps Golden brown blood red decomposing warmth feeds life winters white blanket chills biting cold to marrow thickening freezing vital life preserving flesh stealing souls lady winter glides along Gossamer wisp of mist talons of Icy pain lips of blue death the winters blanket covers eyes slowly shut freeze Lady winter draws close stealing warmth away long lingers her kiss short is my breath frozen air fills me glassy orbs gaze lifless

The Er
didn't suck too bad this time lol I swear this guy in there was checkin me out and he didn't look so bad himself, Just too bad I kept hearing him sniff which is VERY annoying. I even had a cute nurse. Yes a STRAIGHT MALE nurse. I even told him my true weight! Or ummm ok close to it. :D lmfao Yeah so ok I've got..... acute pharyngitis. basically a throat infection. I lost most of my voice also. Yes ok quit cheering and clapping lol I got zithromax (I'm gonna be loopy from this antibiotic) and lortab for the pain. I also have a job interview today at 630pm. I won't take the Lortab until I come back cuz if I do before I go then I've screwed this interview up lmao Yes I get loopy easily from prescribed meds. I don't do any kind of drugs and I don't even drink. I have my reasons and those who know them know they're very good reasons. I just re-read this and I swear I've got ADD lmao

Why ??? Mom
A daughter ask her mom after her dads cremation (Why!!!!) The mom turned to the daughter poured her husband's ashes in her hand. Look at her daughter saying "That way I can give him that blow job he always wanted." Then blew his ashes away.

Tell Me
OK the question of the day... Why is it that a person expects you to believe anything they may say to you if you are not a friend on their page? For instance, someone has two pages on the grand ole world of Fubar and yet your a friend on the "alter ego" page but not on the other and then you find out that the other page is for their other friends...so it's like you are being kept a secret! LMAO...I just think it's funny....Just continue to play the game of Fubar all...it adds excitement to the days! :) Peace and love to everyone!

Sick
Early this morning I had to go to the ER cuz the fact I am pregnant with Bronchitist with an ear infection and asthma. My asthma is killing me right now. I got Amoxillin and Ambien for sleep, new inhaler..thank god for that thing. It's really bad right now. I was running a low grade temp while I was there too. I am just sick. Hopefully thsi shit goes away SOON!!! They had to give me breathing treaments like always. Having Broncular Asthma sucks really bad!! Anyways...it's almost time to go get kids today. I am picking up my neighbors lil girl too. Well, I need to go blow my nose before the river starts.... Lata Maranda

Darkest Pleasure
Darkest Pleasure Hope is not here within the darkest of sin, it is just a fool man wishing for something that will never be his ever again. Here within this darkest place… where nothing is real or complete, all hope and desire of freedom is erase away forever for here lays looming pain and hellish nightmare of evil lurks. The one place not even Satan would dare to enter. Chapter One Shalyna wanted more out of her life, but she was not sure where to start or look, her plain and simply life within her small town of Mormon’s were meaningless to her now, she was to marry the man, her father had choose for her, a man older enough to be her father, in fact, he was ugly than a bull dog ass, he smelt like something not even a dog would drag home to meet the folks. What could she do about this? Did god really think she was to marry and take this within her faith, a faith force upon her by birth, not of her choosing? She woke to

Tuesday Trains On Track Again!
Whats a Tuesday Train? This weeks Train: *~J~* J was one of my 'just-out-of-retirement' (of angelmaking) angels back in the day when mumms used to be fun ... *ponders* Believe it or not she didn't talk much then was more of a 'lurker' than an "E-STABBER" *laughs* Just love her to death - makes me laugh/wanna spank her both with the same intensity! HAWAIIAN*LOVE Julia had me with her first profile comment, and I've been hooked since. One of many of my "Hawaiian" friends ... hmmm, I wonder if they all got couch room for my next excape?? Trus

Strange Dream
i had this dream, that i met this woman who could help me change my past. Well i wanted to go back and not marry my husband, but i was afraid that i wouldnt have my 2 little boys, i was already pregnant with my oldest when i got married, so i wasnt worried about him. Well i went back in time and didnt marry that piece of garbage, and just as i feared, my two little boys, ceased to exist, strange though, that i remembered them, when i didnt think i would, since i changed everything. The woman gave me another chance, and i had to marry the bum, because i knew i couldnt live without my babies. talk about strange lol

Storm
Storm Lightning crashing all around inside my mind. Little razor blades tearing down my strengths. my own insecurities, Creeping through the walls.. The storm, cant see whatâ€™s going on.. Clouding my thoughts. Taking over.. So much to learn.. Not enough time.. Screaming but no one hears.. I feel your hand, reaching out through the darkness, trying to pull me.. Your eyes, they shine through the thickness of the night.. Like they are a guide to where i need to go.. Your voice, calming yet sterne, telling me everything is alright.. Telling me youâ€™re here.. I reach for your hand, As i grab it, its gone.. feeling of being alone falls over me.. Pain fills my body.. The storm picks up. Crashing around me, shoving me.. Stumbling.. losing my balance.. Falling.. The ground closing in.. Close my eyes feel my end is near.. No way out.. I hit nothing.. I open my eyes.. Finding myself in your arms.. You looking in my eyes.. y

Blast Contest
Who doesn’t love blasts? Here’s your chance to get one!!!! FOR FREE!!! @~@Sydney@~@ is having a kick ass contest!!! You’re gonna want to get in on this one!!! Here’s the deal: You have 3 options. You must tell Sydney BEFORE the contest starts which one you are going for. FIRST PERSON IN EACH LEVEL 30,000 comments = 1 week blast 20,000 comments = 3 day blast 10,000 comments = 1 day blast. Its that simple but here are a few more simple rules: Picture must be of yourself and safe for work. And comments but be safe for work as well. Obviously comment bombing is allowed. You can only win one blast No drama. No bitching and no being mean to anyone involved….Sydney reserves the right to disqualify you if she feels it is necessary no matter where you are at in the contest. Its Sydney’s page show respect. CONTACT @~@ sydney@~@@ fubar

The Only 80's Loung Around All 80's All The Time
in need of bartender's,promoter,bouncer's,and maniagers if you would like to be part of the staff please aply within. Bring your friends on 11/27 till 11/30 from 7pm till 9pm and drinks are on me come and have some fun and meet new people make new friends.

Mask
I wear a mask bright in colors feathers and all i spin around hands in the air dancing about like there is no care i giggle i play i love i am everyone around thinks its great they laugh they care they have fun everything is purrfect everything is how its ment to be its my blanket for, under it, deep within i cry, im beaten, im done, ive just simply given in.. for those who are blind the mask is all they will see

Some Funny Lines^^
Some funny lines ROMANCE MATHEMATICS Smart man + smart woman = romance Smart man + dumb woman = affair Dumb man + smart woman = marriage Dumb man + dumb woman = pregnancy ******** OFFICE ARITHMETIC Smart boss + smart employee = profit Smart boss + dumb employee = production Dumb boss + smart employee = promotion Dumb boss + dumb employee = overtime ******** SHOPPING MATH A man will pay $2 for a $1 item he needs. A woman will pay $1 for a $2 item that she doesn't need. ******** GENERAL EQUATIONS & STATISTICS A woman worries about the future until she gets a husband. A man never worries about the future until he gets a wife. A successful man is one who makes more money than his wife can spend. A successful woman is one who can find such a man. ******** HAPPINESS To be happy with a man, you must understand him a lot and love him a little. To be happy with a woman, you must love

Too Funny Just Plz Read And No This Is Not About Fubar
here are the 12 FUCK YOU's of Myspace and Fubar..... lol this is tooooo funny and the bottom goes out to someone who is noone special lmao Fuck you number ONE OK PEOPLE STOP POSTING GOODNIGHTS ON MYSPACE and Fubar. ITS NOT LIKE MYSPACE and Fubar IS UR FUCKING HUSBAND OR WIFE TO SAY GOOD NIGHT DUMB ASS. Fuck You number TWO There is NO SUCH THING as a MySpace and Fubar Tracker. It does NOT exist. So quit posting stupid bulletins like "OH-MY-GOD this WORKS!!!" No, it doesn't. Fuck You number THREE To the people who have like 25,000 friends; Are you fucking serious? You're stupid. Go play in traffic. Fuck you number FOUR Don't ever post pictures and say: "OMG, I'm so ugly" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. If you do you're a fucking moron. Fuck you number FIVE NOBODY cares about threats over the internet, so don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. Fighting online is like racing in the Special Olympics; Even if you win, you're still re

Here Is Something U May Not Know~
H ere are somethings you may not know...... 1. Coca-Cola was originally green. ------------ --------- --------- --------- --------- --------- --------- ---- 2. The most common name in the world is Mohammed. ------------ --------- --------- --------- --------- --------- --------- ---- 3. The name of all the continents ends with the same letter that they start with. ------------ --------- --------- --------- --------- --------- --------- ---- 4. The strongest muscle in the body is the tongue. ------------ --------- --------- --------- --------- --------- --------- ---- 5. There are two credit cards for every person in the United States . ------------ --------- --------- --------- --------- --------- --------- ---- 6. TYPEWRITER is the longest word that can be made using the letters only on one row of the keyboard. ------------ --------- --------- --------- --------- --------- --------- ---- 7. Women blink nearly twice as much as men! --

Did You Know?
BEING AROUND YOU IS LIKE A REFRESHING SUMMER BREEZE. LOVING THE RESILIANCE OF YOUR SMILE. THE TENDERNESS & WARMTH OR YOUR EMBRACE, IS MORE THE ENOUGH.TO FUEL MY LOVE. HOW AM I ABLE TO TO BE SWEPT AWAY, BY ONE OF GODS FINEST CREATIONS? THIS IS ALL I ASK? WHAT IS REAL? WE MIGHT MIGHT QUESTION THE SINCERETY OF ONES ACTIONS,OR WORDS.. THAT SEEM TO BE PLACED DEEP WITHIN ONES HEART. WATCH ME BE YOUR FRIEND IN WAYS YOU NEVER KNEW POSSIBLE. ROSE PEDALS FALL FROM MY HAND WITH YOUR EVERY STEP. SIGNIFY THE DIVINITY THAT I SEE WITHIN YOU. WANTING YOU TO LIGHT UP MY LIFE... AND ALLOWING YOU TO DO SO. WITH ANXIETY AND CONTENT... Jesus, Rivera Calderon Copyright ©2007 Jesus , Rivera Calderon

Her Last Goodbye
Stared blankly into his eyes, an emptyness of pure suprise, no heart to hear, No love to feel, only the emptyness of what was real. A black soul reaped fear. HAvock and chaos.. shreaded the thoughts, Not even a tear was left to drop. She leaned in, her lips shined in the moonlight, a gloss upon them.. As her lips touched his, instantly it was filled with betrayal, Her lips were poison, her lips were a deadly goodbye.. She smirks lightly as she turns to walk away.. after a few steps she looks back over her shoulder, to watch him quickly fall to his fait.. She smiled upon him, as he slowly fell to his knees, she watched him fade into the shadows, The shadows that he always pushed her to be. once a man stood in his shoes, tearing down the helpless, but now lays her demon.. into the shadows. His last thougth as he fadded, "what if" Her torment was fianlly gone, and the demon, was where he belonged..

Young Warrior
He stood there facing the beast, planting his feet deep into the earth to steady himself Growling heard across the land, as the ground began to shiver and shake. The eyes of the beast growing brighter as if piercing his eternal light. He did not flinch, just stood his ground, getting ready for the fight. The beast hunched down, a snarl arose from what seemed to be his lips. Warmth from the beasts breath was felt upon his body. unsheathing his blade, gripping the handle snugly, still not moving from were he stood.. The beast sudenly moves quickly, circling the young warrior, moving faster and faster. The young warrior lowered his look the the ground, closing his eyes, taking in a deep breath. The beast growled once more, ground rumbling harder than before. He gripped the handle abit more snug, still not moving from his spot, eyes remaining closed. With one last snarl the beast charges at the young warrior, and attacks for the kill. He stands there preparing himself, listenin

Wings
Wings His words, Like whispers carried on the wings of the night winds.. Hovering over her while she sleeps. Giving her dreams of all wounderful things. A peacful silence letting her know all is alright. When his words begin to drift away its like lightning crashing down, Breaking the silence of the night. An overwhelming and most uncomfortable feeling, that makes every sound so painful upon her ears, as if screams so sharp as knifes were cutting through the night. The Night becomes thick, almost as if an invisible fog has taken over, no rest can be taken, for her home has now become flooded by the loss of his words.. Shaking and over taken by sorrows of the storm.. Feeling as tho nothing will help her now.. Just as she feels herself slipping into her own truest fears of being alone, she hears in the distance, the wings of the wind carring his voice.. She knows she is safe, she knows she isnt truly alone now.. His words like arms wrapping around her, holding her ti

A Fathers Pain
Wanting to run,run fast. As I never dare to look back. Memories of what you were,and now you are not. Time passes like a spring breeze. You have what I cherish, With my life. Unass this! Which is not a possesion. But my child. Well d*** you shall I say. May the lord have mercy on my soul. For I will atest this til I am no longer. Why should this be fair? a woman keep a man from his seed. Reflection of him,blood of his blood. Flesh of his flesh. Lord please! To you I kneel,and pray. To make it possible. That he really know my love for him before I pass away Jesus , Rivera Calderon Copyright ©2007 Jesus , Rivera Calderon

Veil
an invisable veil sheilds her eyes.. all you see is a face thats fake deep within she isnt the same she crys for her freedom she crys for her name she walks with grace never complains gives to them all they ask only deep inside shes torn she hides who she is desnt make a sound follows hidden in the shadows they seem to see right through her as tho she didnt excist underneath it all she is broken she is pained but through it all she hides it well so those around her can smile just the same..

Frog Soup
FROG SOUP Zuppa Di Rane The Silver Spoon, Phaidon Press Serves 4 Ingredients • 24 frogs • 3 tablespoons olive oil • 1 onion, sliced • 1 carrot, sliced • 1 celery stalk, chopped • 1 garlic clove • 3 tomatoes, peeled and chopped • 6 1/4 cups Meat or Chicken Stock • 1 tablespoon chopped fresh flat-leaf parsley • salt and pepper • 4 country-style bread slices, toasted, to serve Directions Remove the frogs' legs and set aside. Heat the oil in a pan, add the onion, carrot, celery and garlic and cook over low heat, stirring occasionally, for 10 minutes until lightly browned. Add the frogs and mix well, then add the tomatoes and stock and season with salt and pepper. Bring to a boil, then lower the heat and simmer until the frogs have almost disintegrated. Transfer to a food processor and process to a puree. Return the puree to the pan, add the frogs' legs and cook for a further 15 minutes. Ladle into a soup tureen, sprinkle with the p

Dose Love Exist For Me??
I think not! Many say I am ugly, some say i'm not. Now what do they see in me? For I am drowning in this sea of misery. Yes I am human, yes I do cry. With tears in my eyes, running down my face as I write. This which you read I s like when my heart bleeds. Everyone longs to be loved. So I run not to be found, the pain of a loss is so profound. Where is he? was all being asked. Just follow the trail of blood. Down the street,and through the alleys. Go on hunt him down! Cause at the end of it all you will see him. Bleeding to death on the ground. In a cold dark place . Where nobodies around... I please ask you all "keep me in your prayers" Thank you, and may god bless you all. Jesus , Rivera Calderon Copyright ©2007 Jesus , Rivera Calderon

My Thoughts On The Passing Of My Family Member Sean Taylor, Redskin Legend
-- Erik Murray I did not know Sean personally but his death brings great sadness to my heart. Sean and I are from the same community in South Miami called Richmond Heights. He is a double hometown hero to me because he also played for the Redskins and for those of you who know me you know I was raised in Gaithersburg, Md. I left Miami when I was two for Maryland and returned to Florida 10 years ago. His death shows me that sad state of the world that we live in filled with all manners of evil and that to is why my heart is grieved. My brothers and sisters we must love one another for everyone that loves is born of God and knows God. In this terrible time of sadness, one thing does give me consolation. I believe Sean knew God, he was raised by a good Christian father who is the police chief of Florida City, which is a suburb of Miami and also where my mother grew up. I will see Sean again some day for my hope is built on the shed blood of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ who promised

My Hearts Abyss
Am I here to feel pain? To cry aloud with no one to hear On deaf ears my cries fall standing alone As I wonder how it has become from young to a man Pain is constant Emotional, physical, mental The rain pours atop my head I can not breath I gasp for air Mouth full of water Staggering down the street Vision impaired So now I lay down Weakened by the torment Suffering from the pain No longer able to breath Cause I'm drowning in this rain G'zus Calderon original Jesus , Rivera Calderon Copyright ©2007 Jesus , Rivera Calderon

My Hearts Song
loving you is easy. Cause of what you stand for. Like a dream I awake from deep slumber. Only to to be mezmorized, by your enchanting beauty. Your what God intended for a woman to be, in my eyes. How can I stop thinking of you. When my every breath revolves around you. The ground on which you walk is blessed. Within you I see the light. That God meant to be seen by keen eyes and a true heart. My knees shake I tremble and fall, like a religous experince. Baby I have been thinking, and if love dose prevail. Then so can we. Jesus , Rivera Calderon Copyright ©2007 Jesus , Rivera Calderon

The Parrot
A young man named John received a parrot as a gift. The parrot had a bad attitude and an even worse vocabulary. Every word out of the bird's mouth was rude, obnoxious and laced with profanity. John tried and tried to change the bird's attitude by consistently saying only polite words, playing soft music and anything else he could think of to "clean up" the bird's vocabulary. Finally, John was fed up and he yelled at the parrot. The parrot yelled back. John shook the parrot and the parrot got angrier and even ruder. John, in desperation, threw up his hand, grabbed the bird and put him in the freezer. For a few minutes the parrot squawked and kicked and screamed. Then suddenly there was total quiet. Not a peep was heard for over a minute. Fearing that he'd hurt the parrot, John quickly opened the door to the freezer. The parrot calmly stepped out onto John's outstretched arms and said "I believe I may have offended you with my rude language and acti

Running Scared
THE LOVE OF MY LIFE How did you tame such a wild heart? What power do you posses? That god has bestoed upon you. For your voice is like a siren. A smile so captivating,the sparkle in your eyes. Out weigh the beauty,of Gods sunrise. Walking with a graceful manner. As if born a Godess or a Queen. My mouth is taped.yet my heart is screaming your name. The tears of my heart shed. Which is blood that has stainded. Stainded the concrete on which I stand. Fortififing the foundation.in which I stand, And etching your name in my heart. love is what I sought, Now it has been found, your a queen, And everything I know a woman should be Jesus Calderon Copyright ©2007 Jesus , Rivera Calderon

My Other Sister
Hey guys.. my other sister is about 31,000 from Rockstar!!! Can we please go and show her some love?????????? She will return all the love she gets!!! why_be_normal ~ RL GF / FU Engaged to Dj John ~@ fubar

For My Grandma
Grandma Reynolds 2-12-1930/11-27-2007 my grandma passed away at 6:30 am today and i feel like crap (this a first for me and i dont know how to cope with it) i just want to say thank you to anyone who is here to help me through this terrible time, i just dont know what else to say but that i miss her so much and i know that shes in a better place and not suffering anymore :)

Thinking Of You
Wanting to travel, the inner workings of your intelect. Then see what comes about. And a man such as i. Has stuck in my eye a vision. A vision of a rose, that's about to sprout. Sprout with joy and all that is known to be... As I open my arms when you come to me... I know a queen when one is seen and that would be you At the pinnacle of what the most highest meant for you to be from the Start The queen to rule the dominion of my heart. Jesus , Rivera Calderon Copyright ©2007 Jesus , Rivera Calderon Add a Comment - [ Delete This Post]

Friends And Family
Hi all! Well, it's getting near that time again! Time to go through my list find out who are true friends. For those of you who keep in contact with me, you ARE a true friend and I love you all! For those, who, by the way, will probably not read this blog, are not true friends, please read the "about me" section in my profile. My list is becoming unmanageable again in that I can't get through the entire list to send comments to my true friends. Sooooooooo, if you want to stay as a friend, please read it and if you want, make the decision to stay on the list by doing what it asks, or make the decision to either delete yourself or allow me to do it! Thanks for your time!

The Raven
By Samuel Taylor Coleridge (1798) Underneath and old oak tree There was of swine a huge company That grunted as they crunched the mast: For that was ripe, and fell full fast. Then they trotted away, for the wind grew high: One acorn they left,and no more might you spy. Next came a Raven,that liked not such folly: He belonged,they did say,to the witch Melancholy! Blacker was he than blackest jet, Flew low in the rain,and his feathers not wet. He picked up the acorn and buried it straight By the side of a river both deep and great. Where then did the Raven go? He went high and low, Over hill,over dale,did the black Raven go. Many Autumns, many springs Travelled he with wandering wings: Many Summers, many Winters- I can't tell half his adventures. At lenght he came back,and with him a She And the acorn was grown to a tall oak tree. They built them a nest in the topmost bough, And young ones they had, and were happy enow. But soon came a woodsman in le

Who Wants To Be A Millionaire?
A contestant on "Who Wants to be a Millionaire?" had reached the final plateau. If she answered the next question correctly, she would win $1,000,000. If she answered incorrectly, she would pocket only the $32,000 milestone money. As she suspected it would be, the million-dollar question was no pushover. It was, "Which of the following species of birds does not build its own nest, but instead lays its eggs in the nests of other birds? Is it: A) the condor B) the buzzard C) the cuckoo D) the vulture The woman was on the spot. She did not know the answer. And she was doubly on the spot because she had used up her 50/50 Lifeline and her Audience Poll Lifeline. All that remained was her Phone-a-Friend Lifeline. The woman hoped she would not have to use it because her friend was, well... blonde. She had no alternative. She called her friend and gave her the question and the four choices. The blonde responded unhesitatingly: "That's easy. The answer is C: the cuckoo.

So Sexy!
I'd hit it. :D === 'Persia {SSDC} FuGF of Elizabitch & Ruby Cairo ¢¾' spewed forth the following at '2007-11-27 12:30:47'.. > > Please help a great friend level up! She needs about 16,000 points to get to Henchman. Go add, fan, comment her. She is a sweetheart! > > > Show some luv and repost too. > > > (repost of original by 'pip1966' on '2007-11-27 12:24:46')

What The Holidays Mean To Me:
What The Holidays Mean to You For you, the holidays are about generosity. You give as much as you possibly can to friends, family, and charity. You celebrate the holidays in a offbeat style. You believe the holidays are for doing whatever you feel like - and some of your "traditions" are pretty wacky. During the holidays, you like to feel cozy and comfortable. You're happy to stay inside with a roaring fire and a warm drink. You think the holidays should be comforting and relaxing. You don't like the holiday rush... you just like the simple pleasure of the holidays. Your best holiday memories are warm and intimate. You remember special moments more than gifts or parties. What Do the Holidays Mean to You?

What Is Real?
What Is Real? When the things we seek are not there. Who is to say that they are, When I know they are not. Everyone wants to be and know they can't dance. In a world of deception, Those in control say it never happend. Then on the same news it is seen. Kill me and those before me . Then say they died of old age . Closed casket nothing is seen. Until I opened it up and said " the told me he died of a heart attack" When in fact he bled to death. From a ruptured spleen. Jesus , Rivera Calderon Copyright ©2007 Jesus , Rivera Calderon Add a Comment - [ Delete This Post] THINKING OF YOU Thinking Of You Wanting to travel, the inner workings of your intelect. Then see what comes about. And a man such as i. Has stuck in my eye a vision. A vision of a rose, that's about to sprout. Sprout with joy and all that is known to be... As I open my arms when you come to me... I know a queen when one is seen and that would be you

For The One I Love
A big burden was left upon whoever had my heart Truly a heavy feeling surrounded those near Warm expressions are all I needed from the start Although I received some, my thoughts are twisted with fear As the rain drops crush, so does my sanity The cloudy skies darken my emotion Mind and heart brought to a state of calamity Where I can no longer fulfill my devotion True partners always stay by each other's side In any phase of relationship they might be The gates of your heart are open wide Your trusting glances and open feelings are calling me Issues of my heart involve my lack of confidence Love life had never appeared as I longed for A big role of failure was played by my arrogance Whole relationships shattered, it was too big to ignore You embraced me as a loyal friend, I'm sure Whenever in trouble you summon me to your side Slowly, your personality came to lure A faithful friend who will always abide Your mind and heart never ceased to amaze me Now I see that o

I Didnt Even Pay Him To Call Me Dear Sister..garshhhhh
UNSPOKEN BOND Our hearts are connected Our thoughts are in unison We share our woes We share our bliss We share a common thread An Unspoken Bond We cherish each memoir As if it were gold We cherish each other's family As if they were our own No matter if we are near or far Your thoughts are whispered to me by the Celestial Hosts So I am writing you a note. to let you know You are thought of MY DEAR SISTER.

Did You Like The Movie Predator
Saturday, November 10th, 2007 DO YOU LIKE THE MOVIE PREDATOR ? WELL THIS ONE IS NO MOVIE Subject: DO YOU LIKE THE MOVIE PREDATOR ? WELL THIS ONE IS NO MOVIE Date: 11/10 15:06 PM Message: Subject: ATTENTION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Date: 11/10 14:59 PM Message: speedy: If some boy called KURT CHAPMAN adds u don t accept it because its a hacker!! Tell everyone on your list because if somebody on your list adds them u get them on your list he ll figure out Your ID computer address, so copy and paste this message to everyone even if u don t care for them and fast cause if he hacks their email he hacks your mail too!!! This is from one of my buddies...who knows computers...so I thought that I would pass this on...! DO NOT ADD THIS GUY KURT CHAPMAN REGARDLESS OF WHAT HE SENDS YOU FOR AN ADD...JUST REJECT HIM!!! Calderon

Did U Seeeeeee He Said Im Sweet..blushes
The Angel God Gave To Me He love for me is so pure indeed. My heart is hers unconidshly. She is a Angel God sent to me. Her hair is like silk so shinny and so sweet. Her eyes are like the stars that twinkle at night. Her lips are like cherries so sweet and divine. Her heart is made of gold so pure and now is mine. Her beauty is breath taking like a field of roses as far as the eye can see. You are that the Angel God sent to me. you have won my heart with your kindness and you are such a sweet person i love you like my sister. i hope you like this. love Mark (taz)

See Someone Sees Me As An Angel Lmao Ty Taz
My Dream of a Angel My dream you see of a angel. A woman so beautiful and luscious to me. Her beauty no man has ever seen. Her hair so long and silky and shinny Like a sunset so beautiful you see. Her lips so sweet and her kisses so divine. In my dream she is all mine. I need you to know the Angel of my dreams is you. You are my heart and my soul. My love for you will always be. Because your love for me.

This Is Me!
This Is Me A fool who seeks what dose not exist,standing tall. Deeming the truth,are words being spoken by you. What is love meant for? constant pain and agony! I confess to the one,to the only woman. Who I surrender what is my being, and ask. "why are things not as easy as they seem?" Falling fast! With much doubt of ?. What I think really exist.dose it matter no! For I am another casualty of war,of love,and possibly deception. No longer able to continue,I stagger. Coughing up the words my heart speaks, In fluid form. I lived,i died from inside rotting away. Never caring to here it again, cause I am insane. Or am I insanely in love with you. Now there is a thin line, Between love ane insansanity. A kindred soul loss of reality. Cause when it comes to love. I'm out of my league. now watch me fade away ! Jesus Calderon Copyright ©2007 Jesus , Rivera Calderon

Taz Is The Bestest
Heavens Dream Look up to the heavens For the brightest star Always remember baby I'll never be very far Like the star in the sky That's always there to shine The love inside of me For you, you'll always find Your eyes are like stars So bright so lovely Your smile so beautiful Your heart so sweet and loving Your love for me is so tender and so sweet A love so pure and caring one day i hope to meet. i just want you to know my love for you will always grow. In till the day i die My love you i can not hide

Food Network Canceling 'emeril Live'
NEW YORK (AP) - Food Network is kicking Emeril Lagasse down a notch. The celebrity chef's "Emeril Live," which has been on the air for 10 years, will cease production Dec. 11, Food Network publicist Carrie Welch told The Associated Press. "However, Emeril is under contract with Food Network," Welch said Tuesday. "We love him, we support him and look forward to a long partnership with him." Welch wouldn't comment on Lagasse's contract. Asked why the show was canceled, she told the AP: "The only reason would be that it hit a ton of television milestones and, you know, all good things come to an end." The Food Network will continue producing Lagasse's "The Essence of Emeril," and he will take part in "specials and other development opportunities in the future," Welch said. The network will also air reruns of "Emeril Live." "I am deeply appreciative to all the unbelievable staff - many who have been with the show since the beginning - and all the loyal viewers, and the

Leopard
Spotted animals are interesting symbols because of their nonconformity to a uniform color. Often we may see people as spotted or as leopards if we suspect them of shiftiness or insincerity. To see a leopard mauling a kill, especially if it makes eye contact with you, likely means that you have been dealing with someone who you do not trust, and that you should take stock of recent dealings with that person and others like them.

Crying
Weeping in dreams is not at all unusual. This is often because of the emotional power carried by the images and persons you are encountering. Weeping in the dream is generally separate from actual physical tears forming. It is more often that weepy feeling you get in your heart when a particularly moving scene is played out before you. The best advice is always to go with the dream. Emotional releases and revelations can have a very cleaning effect on the psyche and should be embraced whenever possible. However, you should try to determine the trigger event that caused the emotion. Did someone else make you cry directly? Were you crying for a particular reason, or was it for a general emotional release? Did the tears make you feel ultimately better or worse?

Hawk
Hawks are interesting dream figures. They aren't quite eagles, but they definitely rank above the crows. Like the eagle, hawks are common symbols in many cultures. Native American dreams revere the hawk and eagle the way the Greeks revere Zeus and Hermes. The hawk is the warrior-visionary while the eagle is the sacred wisdom and power. To dream of hawks is to see oneself as engaged in, but outwitting, opponents through the ability to perceive more completely. It may also be a dream of providing adequately through skillful acquisition or insightful maneuvering. Do you see yourself as soaring with the hawks or pecking with the pigeons in waking life? This may be wish-fulfillment or concern over the direction your life is heading.

Cross Or Crucifix
This powerful religious symbol often carries with it either comfort, judgment, healing, pain, or a desire for protection. Obviously, how the object enters the dream and what effect it has on the dream plot is very important. The symbol can have either great attraction to the dreamer or revulsion and avoidance. To avoid the cross may indicate either judgment, shame, ambivalence about traditional values, or a memory-dodging consciousness. This memory-dodging is a defense mechanism to prevent looking all the way into the implications of choices or experiences tied to religious symbols in your life. On the positive side, the cross can feel very redemptive or provide a sense of security. Many religious icons operate as a positive taboo for us. Just as dark taboos are symbols, practices, or icons we do not mess with out of fear, certain positive symbols carry positive taboo power. We are secure because of the power of the symbol. Christians who encounter the cross in dreaming may experie

I Agree !!
SOCIETY MAKES YOU BELIEVE/ YET THIS IS REALITY I AGREE!!!! I know way too many really beautiful girls who think they don't look good... It hurts... because it's our fault, guys I mean. We make girls feel like they have to be perfect. You know what I mean, flat stomach, big boobs, round booty, long legs, sexy lips, and on top of all that, they have to dress like a whore, and be one as well... nobody can measure up to that... and its not fair... because nobody should have to. Girls prefer being called beautiful instead of hott or sexy. The little imperfections are what make people special. If everyone was perfect the world would be so boring, variety is what makes life interesting. So guys, stop making girls have to live up to your, I'm sorry, our... deluded fantasy visions of perfection. Stop acting like boys and start being men... realize that women don't exist to fulfill our sexual desires. Stop talking to them solely to get with them, be nice to them because you want to be thei

Birds
If you have ever seen the movie The Birds by Alfred Hitchcock, you will understand at once that birds receive mixed reviews in the human saga. Birds have often been perceived as troublemakers and omens of bad tidings throughout history. To have the birds of the air pick the flesh off your bones was an awesome sign of judgment in the ancient Near East. Ravens, crows, and vultures could share in this task. However, the gift of flight has retained a sense of majesty for birds as a genus, and certain birds in particular. Note that the phrase Soaring on eagles' wings has been a sign of hope for twenty-five centuries. The visual acuity of many birds (i.e. the eyes of a hawk) also conveys positive perceptions, while ravens and owls are also stereotyped as vessels of wisdom in myth and literature. The ability of some birds to speak places them in a special category as far as non-human creatures are concerned. Some people may be characterized as bird-like in your dreams. If you speak with b

Im Sorry
i bet NO guys will repost this ;i'm sorry i'm sorry if i'm not pretty enough to be "your girl"i'm sorry that i don't want to have sex every minute of the day.i'm sorry that i'm not a playboy bunny so i can act like a pornstar for you.i'm sorry if i don't have a dream body that turns you on.i'm sorry if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me.i'm sorry if my hair isn't long enough.i'm sorry if i'm not the "hottest" girl you've ever seen.i'm sorry if loving you isn't enough.i'm sorry if being your friend through thick and thin makes no difference.i'm sorry that i try my best to get you to like me, but then get hurt. but most of all; i'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are. and i'm sorry that most guys will read this and post it and may agree with it but after 5 minutes they forget about it and do the same thing all over again. GUYS! just think about it, about how you treat girls.If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry

Anger
Who are you angry at? Why are you angry? What is the outcome of your anger in your dream? Being angry in a dream often represents an emotion we want to have in waking and will not allow ourselves to experience. This reflects the fact that anger can be destructive and sometimes ends up being treated as a taboo in our personality. The fact that it comes out in dreams may be attributed to the id. People who dream of being angry often have difficulty expressing the emotion constructively in waking life. Anger is a reaction to a perceived threat. As such, anger reflects our feeling that we are being denied what is ours by necessity or by right. Dreams that contain anger may often serve as an insightful beacon into our waking relationships. Sometimes, you may find yourself dreaming of being angry at someone who never angers you in waking life. This may simply be an indication that they are not perfect; a sort of check that reminds you that they are human.

"marble (stone Figurines, Buildings, Hallways)"
Marble in architecture is the premiere ostentatious element. Often, marble is reserved for dwellings of authority and power (government, big business, stately mansions, etc.). If you are fortunate enough to occupy the building, it may be that you are feeling a special allegiance with power structures. If you are occupying a corporate or government building, it may be a representation of power that you feel in daily living. The people who come to visit you in these structures are central to understand the meaning of the dream. If you are living in a marble mansion, you may be on the verge of a successful business venture. If you are visiting these places, note the feeling they arouse in you

"gods: Greek, Roman Etc."
Various gods such as these figures often represent idealized desires, obstacles, powers, or relationships. The presence of the god figure often comes as a superlative. Some examples of this include: Thor as the most strength, Zeus as the most wisdom, and Eros as the greatest sexual desire. We may either encounter these figures directly or feel ourselves as persons occupying their bodies or adopting their attributes. These experiences show us important features of ourselves as agents of action in the world. We are confronted by these superlatives and are either thwarted by them or become more self-aware in who we need to be in the circumstances and relationships of life. If you are a student of mythology, it may be useful to investigate your dreams for themes of power, problem-solving, and self-awareness.

If You Wanna Help Me
http://www.poetry.com/publications/display.asp?ID=P8785458&BN=999&PN=1 if you wanna help me I would luv y'all for it. I need 20 votes for this contest thats it. drop me a line if you rated me & i'll buy ya a drink :). I always take care of my ppl that help me out!!!! this should be a direct link just highlight & paste on ur address bar

Computer
The computer has become a symbol of access to knowledge and power. It also has become a ball and chain. The good thing is, we can work anywhere thanks to Internet connections and laptop computers. The bad thing is, we can work anywhere thanks to internet connections and laptop computers. You are either on the verge of excelling at work, or you probably need to quit working such long hours. Was the computer simply background furniture in your dream, or did it play an integral part? Was the computer more powerful than you are used to, or was it causing you problems?

Divorce
Divorce is an excessive commodity now days. A first grader recently said, My parents haven't gotten their divorce yet. Unfortunately, divorce has translated from a social taboo to a rite of passage. Often, it symbolizes anxiety concerning insincere commitment from a partner or underlying resentment toward a partner. It may be represented by other significant persons in your life going through the divorce as a displacement of your anxiety over the matter. Do you have relationships that are very tiring or emotionally draining? Perhaps you are wanting to get someone out of your life, but lack the diplomacy skills to address the situation. Do you feel excluded from or cut off by past friends over a current disagreement?

Boundaries
Although we rarely dream of boundaries per se, we often encounter uncrossable fences, immovable gates, and other non-traversable obstacles. A Freudian approach would be to discern what might be gained by overcoming the barrier and then attempting to associate that gain with a taboo event. If you have any helpers to get you over, through, or under your obstacle, they may be co-conspirators in the violation-or, your joint conquest of the obstacle may be the taboo in itself. Depending on whether the taboo is anger, sex, or another violation, you may need to look closely at your feelings about what is on the other side of the fence, across the river, or whatever the obstacle is. It can be an eerie feeling to encounter a boundary where either you feel unable to go past or your dream companions keep reminding you that nobody goes over there. It may be that the perceived threat or inability to cross the boundary is the central message of the dream. Perhaps you see yourself as needing t

Gate
Think of the gate in larger terms as an opening in a boundary or secured area where one is not normally allowed access. Is the gate locked or unlocked? Do you have to open it or is it opened for you? Depending on your answers, these questions may reveal some level of tension concerning an opportunity that may exist for you.What is inside the gate: a building, a sacred or taboo place, or a place of tranquillity and safety? You may see yourself going to such a place alone or with a helper for some kind of ritual experience. If you go through the gate with somebody, it may herald that a relationship in your life is moving on to a different level (for good or bad). Are you at a loss for opportunities, or do you feel prevented from making progress towards a particular goal? The gate may reflect potential progress, or the hope thereof, depending upon where it leads in your dream.

The3 Game Is On
I am sending this to people that I think will have fun with it. The Game is on!!! And you're it!! Describe ME in one word.... just one single word. Send it to me and to me only. Then send this message to all your friends and see how many strange & interesting things they say about you. Here's how to Play: 1. Hit the reply key and send me my one word. 2. Then return to this message, and forward itto your friends(including me)and see what people sayabout you when limited to one word!!! The game is On!!!!!

*to The Coming* Happy New Year!!
Here's a treasured New Year's wish sent especially to you. I wish you joy beyond compare, success in all you do. I wish you goals within your reach, friendships true and strong, I wish you gracious wisdom, forgiveness when you're wrong. I wish you days of glorious peace, nights of wondrous rest, I wish you strength and courage, plus persistence to be your best. But *my friends* most of all I wish for you, more love than most will find, the grandest love in all the world, THE TRUE AND EVERLASTING KIND.

Poem
The hands of our women made it, Baptized in our mother tears, And drenched with blood of our kindred With hope for those four long years, Across vale and plain we watched it While the tide of battled rolled, And with streaming eyes have we followed The wave of each soft silken fol. As high over our hosts it floated, Through dust and din of the fight, We could catch the glint of spearhead And the flash of crimson light; Whilethe blood of men who bore it Flowed fast on the reddened plain, And our cry went up in anguish To our God for our martyred slain. And we went and watched and waited By our lonely household fire, For the mother gave her firstborn And the daughter gave her sire, But the wife sent forth her husband The maiden her lover sweet, And hearts kept time in the silence To the rhythmic tread of their feet. As they marched o'er vale and mountains, While our banners rose and fell, Though victory often crown

March = Flirtatious
JANUARY = SLUT Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. Repost this in the next 5 mins and your reputation will boost someway in the next 12 days šFEBRUARY = ATTITUDE Abstract thoughts. Outgoing.Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive.Fun to be around with. sexiest out of everyone.A real speed demon. Has more than one best friend. Able to cheer anyone up and make them laugh. Amazing smile. An awesome kisser. Temperamental. Honest. R

I Have Brown Eyes, Lol
People with black eyes spend the shortest time in relationships except for the one with their current addiction. They always fall in love with anything that has two legs, a pulse.They are great kissers----until they vomit all over you.. If you dont repost this and you have black eyes you will either O.D., spend the night in jail, or wake up next to some weird guy you've never seen before within the next 2 days. _________________________________________________________ Blue Eyes

Good Guys.....
Ok so lately i have been hearing alot of things about how the good guys are tired of "finishing last". I have always heard this but lately it seems that my guys friends not only on here but also in my "rel life" have been having more problems than usual. It really got me to thinking about the whole good guys vs. bad guys topic. Do girls really always fall for the bad boys? and then once they have fallen for the bad boys do we always go crying to our good guy friends about what a dick our BF is? ....I know that i want a good guy, not just as a friend but as a signifigant other. My problem lies in the fact that I am very much attracted to the good guys, but it seems like the feelings are never returned. So what am i left with? You got it, the jerks that all they seem to want is sex. I have dated my fair share of these types of guys and I can say in all honesty that I am totally over my whole Bad Boys are hot stage. .....So for all those good guys out there dont give up, because the

The Worth Of A Woman
THE WORTH OF A WOMAN One Flaw In Women (you will see what it is in the end) Women have strengths that amaze men. They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy. They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up to injustice. They don't take 'no' for an answer when they believe there is a better solution. They go without so their family can have. They go to the doctor with a frightened friend. They love unconditionally. They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards. They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding. Their hearts break when a friend dies. They grieve at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left. They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart. Women come in all shapes, sizes and color

Your Eye Color Means...
People with black eyes spend the shortest time in relationships except for the one with their current addiction. They always fall in love with anything that has two legs, a pulse.They are great kissers----until they vomit all over you.. If you dont repost this and you have black eyes you will either O.D., spend the night in jail, or wake up next to some weird guy you've never seen before within the next 2 days. _________________________________________________________ Blue Eyes

A Birthday Celebration!!!
Date: Everyday Traditionally, December 25, but HE'S always around, so the date is flexible... Time: Whenever you're ready. (Please don't be late, or you'll miss out on all the fun!) Place: In your heart....HE'LL meet you there. (You'll hear him knock.) Attire: Come as you are...Grubbies are okay. HE'LL be washing our clothes, anyway. HE said something about *new* white robes and crowns for everyone who stays till the last. Tickets: Admission is FREE. HE'S already paid for everyone...(HE says you wouldn't have been able to afford it anyway...It cost HIM everything HE had. But you need to accept the ticket. Refreshments: New wine, bread and a far-out-drink, HE calls 'Living Water,' followed by a supper that promises to be out of this world!! Gift Suggestions: Your life. HE'S one of those people who already has everything else. (HE'S very generous in return though, just wait until you see what HE has in store for you!) Entertainment: Jo

I Have Brown Eyes
People with black eyes spend the shortest time in relationships except for the one with their current addiction. They always fall in love with anything that has two legs, a pulse.They are great kissers----until they vomit all over you.. If you dont repost this and you have black eyes you will either O.D., spend the night in jail, or wake up next to some weird guy you've never seen before within the next 2 days. _________________________________________________________ Blue Eyes

Maniacal Dolls
Are you tired of the unfair modeling sites/competitions out there? Here at Maniacal Dolls, we are too. The Dolls is a site created by two such women, and is made for men and women who want to model WITHOUT the fakes, and without being the model stereotype. We welcome all shapes and sizes, all alternative styles, and all mindsets. We're looking for site photographers, site models, and contestants for our weekly modeling contest! Site Models must be 18+, I'm sorry, but contestants need only be 16+. Say goodbye to photoshopped, maipulated, false images. Say good bye to being too short, too fat, too plain, too *insert whatever here*. Say hello to Maniacal Dolls. Also, we've created a Fubar for our adult contests. Please help me promote? http://www.fubar.com/user/1378290 (Please repost)

Billie Piper To Return To Doctor Who
BBC News have reported that Billie Piper will be returning to Doctor Who, portraying her original role of Rose Tyler. The news was originally reported in today's Daily Mirror, which went on to say: The Time Lord, played by David Tennant, starts with Donna (Catherine Tate) as his helper, is then joined by Martha (Freema Agyeman) and then reunites with Billie's character Rose for the finale. A source said: "With Donna, Martha and Rose competing to assist him, Dr Who is going to be spoilt for choice." The paper also reported that the actress will be in at least three episodes of the new series. (also reported by The Hollywood News, Daily Record, Ananova, and Marie Claire) The breaking news was actually reported on the Doctor Who Forum last night by fans present at filming in Cardiff, including photos of Billie Piper at the location. These can be found in the forum here if you really want to see them (membership required)! Update: The official Doctor Who website has now confirme

Young Wild Things Tour
Disclaimer: FBR is a label owned by the devil himself and he's got something against me. I swear it. No really. I've had tickets to see Panic! At the Disco twice and something came up and lost both sets. Last time FOB was in town, I couldn't get tickets then we just happened to be on the free way above the Marquee the night OF the concert. Say hai to pete in the parking lot from the freeway! Everything seemed to be heading in that direction again, which is why I'll start with all the problems we ran into. Also, pics from a different concert, but same set up. clothes and all. Problem 1: Time zones. We all went out of town for Thanksgiving. The concert date: 25th of September, 7pm. Justin and Vicky had an appointment with the wedding venue out in Orange, CA at 10:30 (11:30 local time). They didn't get out until 2pm local time. It takes at least seven hours to get back into Phoenix. You do the math. Already, we were afraid they were going to make it or we wouldn't be able to find th

I Hate It When You Wont Talk To Me !!!
Im 500 mile from you and you wont talk to me i said im sorry for not saying goodbye i told you why its not goodbye its see you later your my sister and i love you and my best friend ive almost been gone for 30 days please talk to me i need you love you sister ANGEL

The Old Rooster
A farmer goes out one day and buys a brand new rooster for his chicken coop The new rooster struts over to the old rooster and says, "OK old fart, time for you to retire." The old rooster replies, "Come on, surely you cannot handle ALL of these chickens. Look what it has done to me. Can't you just let me have the two old hens over in the corner?" The young rooster says, "Beat it! You are washed up and I am taking over." The old rooster says, "I tell you what, young stud. I will race you around the farmhouse. Whoever wins gets the exclusive domain over the entire chicken coop." The young rooster laughs, "You know you don't stand a chance old man, so just to be fair I will give you a head start." The old rooster takes off running. About 15 seconds later the young rooster takes off running after him. They round the front porch of the farmhouse and the young rooster has closed the gap. He is already about 5 inches behind the old rooster and gaining fast. The f

Life
Peaceful and calm You can choose to be annoyed by just about everything. But why would you wish to be annoyed by anything? As easily as you can choose to be annoyed, you can choose to be peaceful, patient and understanding. Instead of putting your energy into being annoyed, you can put it into more valuable and productive pursuits. Would you like to make yourself into a victim, or would you prefer to be firmly in control of your life? Peaceful patience, tolerance and acceptance will keep you in control. If there is a situation that needs to be changed, take action to make that change happen. Don't waste your time with being annoyed. The next time you encounter a situation that would normally annoy you, stop and remember that you have another choice. Instead of letting outside events control your attitude, choose to control it yourself. Being annoyed is a waste of your life. Be peaceful, calm and powerful instead. -- Ralph Marston

Pissed Of 2
I'm still pissed off and angry beyond anything I could imagine. A lot of that anger is toward my X wife, and the courts system that seems to only work one way, but most of all to myself. I was the one dumb enough to allow my X wife to take her when her father was sick back to Kansas on nothing but her word. The bitch had lied to me so many other times cheated on me with my little brother and a close friend. Some how I thought I could take her word when it came to our child, I thought that some how that would be sacred enough to her that she wouldn’t lie or fuck me over when it came to that. I honored my word to her that I gave her before she left that I would never let my own feelings on how she treated me get in the way of letting her see her daughter. I thought I was doing the right thing by putting my daughter first and she wanted to see her mother and I didn’t want to keep her away from her mothers side of the family. A few months later when I was going to pick my daughter up and

Storms Pimpout!
hey, how is everyone today? this is a friend of mine a really good friend who is very cool. she could use some help leveling up. it would be really cool if u could help her out! thanks and have a good day :D > > Storm@ fubar

A Christmas Poem With A Different Twist...god Bless Our Soldiers
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A MARINE, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES MARINE. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NI

Games People Play
Where do we go from here now that all other children are growin up And how do we spend our lives if theres noone to lend us a hand I dont wanna live here no more, I dont wanna stay Aint gonna spend the rest of my life, quietly fading away Games people play, you take it or you leave it Things that they say, honor brite If I promise you the moon and the stars, would you believe it Games people play in the middle of the night Where do we go from here now that all of the children have grown up And how do we spend our lives knowin nobody gives us a damn I dont wanna live here no more, I dont wanna stay Aint gonna spend the rest of my life, quietly fading away Games people play, you take it or you leave it Things that they say, just dont make it right If Im telling you the truth right now, do you believe it Games people play in the middle of the night Games people play, you take it or you leave it Things that they say, honor brite If I promise you the moon and t

Why Men Are Happier...
Men Are Just Happier People-- What do you expect from such simple creatures? Your last name stays put. The garage is all yours. Wedding plans take care of themselves. Chocolate is just another snack. You can be President. You can never be pregnant. You can wear a white T-shirt to a water park. You can wear NO shirt to a water park. Car mechanics tell you the truth.. The world is your urinal. You never have to drive to another gas station restroom because this one is just too icky. You don't have to stop and think of which way to turn a nut on a bolt. Same work, more pay. Wrinkles add character. Wedding dress $5000. Tux rental-$100 People never stare at your chest when you're talking to them. The occasional well-rendered belch is practically expected. New shoes don't cut, blister, or mangle your feet. One mood all the time. Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds flat. You know stuff about tanks. A five-day vacation requires only one suitcase. You can open all your own jars. You get

Memories
A YEAR AGO, TODAY, WAS MY MOM'S LAST DAY OF BEING UP AND AROUND BEFORE SHE COULDN'T GET OUT OF BED NO MORE. TODAY IS FULL OF GOOD MEMORIES OF HER, AUNT ANNA AND ME. MOM ALWAYS LOVED HALLOWEEN CAUSE SHE WOULD ALWAYS GIVE CANDY OUT TO THE KIDS IN THEIR COSTUMES AND SEE THEIR PARENTS THAT SHE HASN'T SEEN IN YEARS. LAST YEAR SHE DIDN'T GIVE OUT CANDY CAUSE SHE DIDN'T FEEL LIKE AND PLUS SHE WAS AFRAID IF SHE GOT AROUND ANYONE SHE WOULD GET A COLD AND IT WOULD BE HARD FOR TO GET RID OF IT. I REMEMBER TODAY, A YEAR AGO, LIKE IT WAS YESTERDAY. IT WAS A BEAUTIFUL DAY OUTSIDE. THE TEMP WAS AT A PERFECT DEGREE. NOT TOO COOL NOR NOT TOO HOT. JUST PERFECT. AUNT ANNA WAS AT MOM'S HOUSE WATCHING OVER HER DURING THE DAY. MOM WANTED ME AND AUNT ANNA TO GO OUTSIDE AND GET HER FLOWERS OUT OF THE FLOWER BED AND TAKE THEM TO MY HOUSE TO PLANT. BUT OF COURSE YOU COULDN'T TELL MY MOM TO PUT DOWN THE SHOVEL AND GET BACK INSIDE TO REST. SHE WAS OUTSIDE HELPING US TO DIG UP THE FLOWERS. THAT IS ONE THING MY

Of Course!
just got a text from one of my besties. "I Just found 4 of the most amazing Christmas gifts for you!" This of course following Sunday's convo of her stating that she didn't have money to spend so each person would get one thing. I HATE when people do that. I can never undergive if anything I overgive. One year me and her got into a present war and I wound up besting her. 25 gifts to her 23. lol

Depressed 11-02-06
TODAY HAS BEEN A HARD DAY FOR ME. I JUST DON'T KNOW WHAT IS WRONG. I DON'T KNOW WHAT I AM FEELING HAS TO DO WITH MY MOM OR WHAT. BEEN HAVING PANIC ATTACKS JUST ABOUT ALL DAY TODAY. THE PAST COUPLE OF DAYS I HAVEN'T REALLY FELT LIKE MYSELF. IS IT MY BODY TELLING ME IT IS GETTING CLOSE FOR MY MOM TO GO HOME WITH THE OTHER FAMILY MEMBERS WHO HAVE PAST ON BEFORE US??? I KNOW I AM DREADING THE DAY THAT SHE DOES GO. I JUST DON'T KNOW WHAT I WILL DO WITH OUT HER HERE ON EARTH. EACH DAY IT IS GETTING HARDER AND HARDER TO SEE MY MOM. BECAUSE EACH DAY YOU CAN TELL SHE IS SLOWY SLIPPING AWAY FROM US. HER EYES HAS NO LIFE ANYMORE. HER EYES HAVE THE DEAD LOOK IN THEM. I KNOW ONCE SHE IS GONE FROM THIS WORLD SHE WILL BE IN A WONDERFUL PLACE THAT NO ONE CAN TELL US HOW BEAUTIFUL IT IS THERE. SHE WILL BE SO MUCH HAPPIER THERE. SHE WON'T HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT MONEY, STRESS, OR ANY OF TODAY'S LIFE'S TROUBLES. I JUST PRAY TO GOD TO HELP ME THRU THIS AND GIVE ME THE STRENGTH THAT I NEED TO GET THRU THESE HA

Insolence And Testicles.......
So many of my readers know that I am kind of loose with my mouth in regards to speaking my mind. But the good news (for me) is if you ever come looking for an apology over something that I have said, you won't get it. I say what I mean and I mean what I say. I am never at a loss for words when it comes to something that I am passionate about and well......there are a few things that bother me about you boys!!! And I said to myself "Self, just spill it and quit dickin' around". Men have a tendency of assuming that naturally they are of greater importance. Their schedule is fuller, their minutes more precious, their time is of greater value, and their sex drive is really the only one of concern.....They can be possessive, arrogant, lazy, dim and not all that confident, but in light of the fact that they have testicles, I will grant oversight due to insolence. So if you didn't know.....then you are about to find out (Ala "a few" deadly Sins style) 1. GREED: Just because You have a

Re: Hollywood Goes Big On Endgame Zeitgeist
RE: Hollywood Goes Big On Endgame Zeitgeist ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 27 Nov 2007, 19:00 Hollywood Goes Big On Endgame Zeitgeist Hollywood is obsessed with the idea that mankind is coming to an abrupt end and numerous movies which portray the short-term future of humanity as a dystopic nightmare abound - but is this a warning, a promise, or a reflection of the fears that have been pushed down our throats by the elite? http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/november2007/271107_endgame_zeitgeist.htm

Homeless: 'one In Four Military Vets'
just found this to be interesting... wont doubt i will be there again soon... Military veterans account for one in four homeless people in the United States, though they are only 11 per cent of the general adult population, according to a report to be released tomorrow. And homelessness is not just a problem among middle-age and elderly veterans. Younger veterans from Iraq and Afghanistan are trickling into shelters and soup kitchens seeking services, treatment or help with finding a job. The Veterans Affairs Department has identified 1500 homeless veterans from the current wars, and says 400 of them have participated in its programs specifically targeting homelessness. The National Alliance to End Homelessness, a public education non-profit organisation, based the findings of its report on numbers from Veterans Affairs and the Census Bureau. 2005 data estimated that 194,254 homeless people out of 744,313 on any given night were veterans. In comparison, the VA says t

Re: Pathetic Ron Paul Brothel Media Smear Fails
RE: Pathetic Ron Paul Brothel Media Smear Fails ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 27 Nov 2007, 19:03 Pathetic Ron Paul Brothel Media Smear Fails Another crass and pathetic smear attempt against Ron Paul failed yesterday as some news organisations, including the AP, attempted to link the Congressman to a pimp without making it clear that the entire charade was an idiotic stunt set up by MSNBC’s Tucker Carlson. http://infowars.net/articles/november2007/271107Smear.htm

Nurse Glitter!
Sooo Ive been slowly gathering things to make this kickass Nurse Costume Ive been thinking about/wanting. So far... This is the white corset top. The trim around the top has little roses/flowers. Im planning on sewing a small red glass bead into each flower, so there will be small red light beading around the top. Im thinking about doing something with either red where the boneing goes up and down or doing a red medical + where each breast goes. The skirt im still undecided about. But I bought these sweet ass boots, and my roomie says i should wear one red and one white with my costume. whatcha think so far?

Making The Right Decision!
Oh i just need to know You love me and need me before I break another's heart forever. He saved my tortured soul. He made my heart sing. He protected me. He loved me. Oh i just need to know I'm making the right decision He's been my life for a year. He took away my sadness and sorrow. He understood all my moods. He took away all my pain. He loved me. Oh i just need to know you want my heart and soul no turning back once i give you those completely. He left me lonely an free. He looked back why? He hurt me again. He is gone. Oh i just need to know I'm making the right decision,before I break his heart forever.

Another Metal Legend Has Passed On
Well, I don't know who has heard yet, but yesterday we lost another legend of Metal...Kevin DuBrow, Lead singer of Quiet Riot... He was found in his home in LasVegas dead.... Kevin Dubrow October 29, 1955 - November 25, 2007 I had almost forgot... what really sucks is i met him, hung out with him, and had a pic with him. also got my guitar signed.... year before last ah it was cool... when i pulled my guitar out and asked him to sign it.. man.... "wow dude, that is very cool you brought your axe and want that signed, thats really cool, hey why don't you come to the concert, its 21 and over but we'll get you in..." that led to hollywood allstars signing it, Vinny Appice of Sabbath, the bassist of quiet riot... yea... got to hang out and bullshit with them all.. Then we continued to talk about Randy Rhoads, and how i was honered to meet someone who knew and performed with him in their band... I think it was me telling him how much of an influence on me Randy Rhoads

Oy Vey
i just received a letter in the mail from my former monster-in-law.. (hope you don't mind i stole your metaphor angelsissy LOL) wow.. the woman will stop at nothing to get a rise out of me. it will be sent back to her unopened of course. well now you're asking, how did i know it was from her?? not only did the postmark give her away, plus the fact that she didn't put her return address on it (eyeroll) the woman still spells my name wrong (after 20+ years she still can't get it right) gotta give her credit though, she's finally standing up for her son after all this time. attagirl.. yeah.. whatever.

November Oh How It Truly Sucks!
My heart feels so heavy..for you out there who knows me not...My grandfather died in Nov...my cat of 17 and a half years..Nov...my husband of ten and a half years...left me for a 23yr old whore...now it looks like this year..Nov...I will be foreclosing on the only house I have ever truly called home...

With Knives!!
So i was mulling something over at "work" the other day with a couple people and I have decided that there is something missing from our military. Monkeys With Knives It would be great on so many levels. In the first place, it would be cheap. Feeding, arming and training monkeys would be alot less expensive than feeding arming and training humans. Most humans are as smart as monkeys anyway. And its in tune with the military's work to unman the front lines. But best of all, it would piss PETA the fuck off and thats always a nice bonus. You take a bunch of spider monkeys and give them a couple knives. Train them to be psycotic, and for an extra psycological warfare bonus, give them a little clown hat and a little tingly sivler bell on their tails. Fly them over the warzone, and kick them the fuck out of the plane. No need for parachutes because they are monkeys. They can grab a branch or something on the way down and be fine. Then they kill everything. The bonus i

I Need Some Help On This Friends
Heres the deal, I have 2 teenage boys one will be 14 in less than a week, then the other will be 16 in Feb....both of them want phones for christmas...can any of you tell me of some good cell phones( preferable the flip phone style) of which ones are good, there are so many to choose from, just thought yall might give me some ideas of which ones may be good for them.......any suggestions will be greatly appreciated.................I also want to wish all my friends and family a safe and very Merry Christmas Hugggzzz & smiles always, ~~~~~Leah~~~~~~~

Hacker Alert
HACKER ALERT (11/17/2007 8:34:09 AM): (11/17/2007 5:09:37 AM): (11/17/2007 4:16:44 AM): enuff2002 (11/16/2007 9:05:24 PM): cogic_elder (11/16/2007 2:03:07 PM): If some person called KURT CHAPMAN adds u, don't accept it, because its a hacker!! Tell everyone on your list because if somebody on your list adds them u get them on your list he'll figure out Your ID computer address, so copy and paste this message cause if he hacks their email he hacks your mail too!!!

The Night Before Christmas
The Night Before Christmas T'was the night before Christmas, He lived all alone, In a one bedroom house, Made of plaster and stone. I had come down the chimney, With presents to give, And to see just who, In this home did live. I looked all about, A strange sight I did see, No tinsel, no presents, Not even a tree. No stocking by the mantle, Just boots filled with sand, On the wall hung pictures, Of far distant lands. With medals and badges, Awards of all kinds, A sober thought, Came through my mind. For this house was different, It was dark and dreary, I found the home of a soldier, Once I could see clearly. The soldier lay sleeping, Silent, alone, Curled up on the floor, In this one bedroom home. The face was so gentle, The room in such disorder, Not how I pictured, An American soldier. Was this the hero, Of whom I'd just read?, Curled up on a poncho, The floor for a bed? I realized the familie

It Was Bound To Happen....
I am taking a break at my aunt Doris' to give you guys the update. My aunt who fell, her name is Pearl, is doing ok. She has a big chunk taken out of her head from her fence. She is in pain and something may have had happened to her hip. She was able to talk to us. She mostly talked to me trying to calm my ass down. Which, those who kno me, is a tough job in its self. We both kno how Gini's husband is. She asked if anything happened between him and I last nite and I told her yes. And told her what happened well...I kinda sugar coated it and didnt make it as bad as it was. But she is doing ok. I am gonna go back about 5pm to check up on her and see about coming back up if I should or shouldnt. My Gods...I knew him and I were due to get into a fight. The man is a worthless piece of human flesh. Anyone is who cant get their truths straight and who is a fucking bullshitter doesnt deserve to live IMO. All he had to do was go buy 5 screws...5 measly screws...and fix her wal

The Morning After Reality
The Morning After Reality Can someone in all honesty fall in love with someone and know in there heart and in there mind that it will never happen. Can two souls be so alike.. being in total sincronicity with one another ..knowing that just a single kiss could ruin this. Why do complications of the heart always fog the better of ones judgment .. is it the lack or reason or thought .. can love have purpose other then just the common thread that we all see it as .. Why can loving someone have such larger meaning and devotion yet cant. What is truly love.. a thought or a concept of what happiness is. When does happiness become love, just the simple questions one never thinks yet alone asks ..

R.i.p. Sean Taylor
Washington Redskins star safety Sean Taylor was in critical condition Monday in Palmetto Bay, Fla., after he was shot during what police are investigating as a possible armed robbery at his home. The 24-year-old player was in the intensive care unit following several hours of surgery at Jackson Memorial Hospital, although doctors were encouraged late in the day when Taylor responded to simple commands. ''He was responsive to the doctor's request to squeeze his hand and show facial expression, and so the doctors were very happy about that,'' Redskins vice president of football operations Vinny Cerrato said. Taylor lost a ''significant'' amount of blood because the bullet damaged his femoral artery, and doctors were worried about blood flow to the brain, according to family friend Richard Sharpstein, his former lawyer. Sean Taylor Passed away overnight...... He had matured alot since he was drafted just a shame to see a life taken away like this....... Here is a short v

Should I Stay Or Should I Go?
I haven't been around...I know..I'm sorry. I havent wanted to be around. I havent wanted to do much of anything lately except sit in bed and cry. Someone very close to me died in a very serious car accident. Out of the 4 people in the car...2 were dead on the scene, one is in a coma and not responding to surgery and they don't think she will survive, and the 4th they think will be ok, but will need a ton of plastic surgery to ever be recognized again...his face is that cut up. I decided to delete my site. Why? I was emotional, upset, sad, and just frusterated with soo much fubar crap. I have 2 really good fubar friends wo talkt o me and are there for me when I need it: Cubby & Voodoo Child. You guys rock. I know some of the others are good ones too. Its just that...I'm not looking for friends that jus want to check out my pictures and rate them so I can get points and stuff...I am looking for friends that want to leave me silly comments to make me laugh. I want friends i can

Nsfw Pics
Ok for all of you that keep trying to mark my pics NSFW when there is absolutely nothing wrong with them, there is nothing showing,no nipple, no pussy, no ass, no nothing...STOP FUCKIN DOING IT! I am gettin so sick and tired of this shit. If that is all you wanna do stay the fuck off my page and away from my damn pics. BYE

There Was A Women
There was a women who woke up one morning and lked in the mirror and noticed she had three hairs on her head.well she said, "I think I'll braid my hair today.. So she did and had a wounderful day. The next day she woke up and looked in the mirror and saw that she had only two hairs on her head."Hummmm" she said "I think I'll part my hair down the middle today".So she did and she had a wounderful day. The next day she woke up and looked in the mirror and noticed she had only one hair on her head. Well, she said "Today I'm going to wear my hair in a pony tail. So she did and she had a fun, fun day. The next day she woke up and looked in the mirror and noticed that there was not a single hair on her head. "Yea", She exclaimed. I don't have to fix my hair today"! Attitude is everything. Be kinder than necessary. For everyone you meet is fighting some kind of battle.. Live simply, Love generously,Care deeply,Speak kindly. Leave the rest to God!!

Sick Little One
How can it be, such a small child, lying in her crib. Her tears of pain from the illness ripping out my heart. Every cough tempting me to jump up and gather her in my arms, holding her tight. But I know, she must sleep, must get rest. Her eyes red, puffy. Her nose irritated by all the wiping. Her hands clammy and cold. Her little body fighting. When your little girl is sick your heart is pulled from its chest, run through the deadliest devices and pushed back into your chest. How to explain to one so small that it will end, you don’t, you cant, they wont understand. But you want them to. You so want to make them know all will be better, just in time. She still smiles, plays, runs around and acts happy. But that is short bursts, mostly sits in her chair and looks at me as if I should be able to free her of the horrible illness that has taken her. I know it is only time for her to be well again, but a couple weeks to me is so much longer to her. It will pass I tell myself

Always Remember
Always Remember Always remember to forget The things that made you sad But never forget to remember The things that made you glad. Always remember to forget The friends that proved untrue. But don't forget to remember Those that have stuck by you. Always remember to forget The troubles that have passed away. But never forget to remember The blessings that come each day.

This Man Writes Awesome Ty Taz
What You Give Each day For too many years I lived in the shadows of love Then you came along Gave me shove So out of the shadows Into the sun I was saved from despair You were the one So I must thank you For the love you brought my way I hope I give back to you What you give me each day love always your friend mark aka taz

Stone Temple Pilots- I Got You
I got you But it's the craving for the good life That sees me through trouble times When my mind begins to wander to the spoon And I got you Because you're there to bend and nurture me through these Troubled times 'Cause the fix begins to twist my troubled mind And I got you to paint the sorry on my day And I got you to paint the roses on my grave And I got you I got you But it's the feeling that I get when you're away Twist my mind 'cause when I'm alone and cold, I fell like dyin' And I got you to fill the craving that I get inside my mind When you're there to fill the space I have inside, I feel like cryin' And I got you to paint the sorrow on my day And I got you to paint the roses on my grave And I got you All the slippin' that I slap me I got you, I got you All the slippin' that I slap me

I Just Feel Like Typing
I am sitting here bored so I will type a while. I am opening my Different Drummer Ministry as soon as I can. As a minister, I am finding it difficult to find adequate funding. I went online and tried to get a credit card for purchases for my ministry, and I used my new Tax ID # they gave to me over the phone. Unfortunately I cannot get credit with it (instead of a social security #, I can use this tax ID # for my ministry) because I don't have an established credit file concerning this number. I have to do some thing like open a bank account to get a credit card. That means I will have to raise money to do so. I am not sure how to do this, but I am going to try to apply for a grant. I might have to need a bank account to do any thing including getting grants from the government or a faith based organization. They would need a secure account to place the money in if I were to receive a grant at all. This is a lot like running a small business, I would say. I will have to do h

Survey.....
1. What are your siblings MIDDLE names? Jean, Marie, Nicole, & David 2. Where is your dad right now? Adopted: At work. Birth: Retired. 3. What was the last thing you said? Arguing 4. What is something you've learned about yourself recently? I have no patience anymore. 5. What color is your watch? I do not have a watch. 6. What do you think of when you think of Australia? The outback and Curtis (Take Home Chef) 7. When was the last time you squatted to pee? I do not squat to pee. 8. Who is the last person you liked? I like all my friends and acquaintances. 9. Are you close to your mom? My adopted mom: no. My birth: I was, and still am, though she has passed. 10. Where does your best friend work? I do not have a best friend. 11. What is your least attractive feature? I am fat 12. What color are your pants? Plaid (PJ pants) 13.Do you have a roommate? I do. 14.Do you prefer paper or plastic? Plastic. 15. What color is your bedroom

This Is Wicked
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Is It Forever............
I vowed to you to always be there.. No matter the cause...because I love you Never to forsaken, and always be around. Even if just a phone call away was all I could be. Now as I sit here and wonder Is everything you say true...I wonder. You say you care.. But you are never there. Lonely and alone I feel, why do you like making me feel this way. It is a curse for me to be alone..forever. Without you...never feeling your touch. Never feeling your breath against my face. Never feeling our bodies as one. Is this Forever? Destined to be alone? Is this forever? If this is forever, I dont want a part of it. I want you close to me, loving me, holding me, caressing me..wanting me, needing me.. But that is not the feeling I get now. A lonely feeling, and uncared for feeling, unloved...this is how I feel now.. To make this feeling go away would be priceless, but only you can make it go away....

Chapter 6 An An Update
doc says the foot is healing fine...still wants to keep the staples in...next appmnt is next thursday...here is the next chapter in my fairytale He is from here, she is from there But when they are together, they don't care They share the same earth, they share the same sky None of it seems to matter when they look into the others eyes When he takes her to where she's going, will he go back to where he's been Will they have to go thier seperate ways just start all over again Do they live for the moment, and wait for the answers to come unfurled Or do they break it to thier hearts that they come from different worlds

My Friend
heres something i think is very beautiful.. my friend chris mosley made about our friendship.. hes soo awesome.. after reading this go check him out and show him love ok.. luv ya.. muah n hugggssss..his link it at the bottom of this... our frienship is like a a small flutering bee flying throught the cold misty air looking for somewhere safe to land out of the wipping wind and the cold mist of day. finding its way to a beautiful fully nectered red rose with moisture on its soft fluffy red petals the bee lands. knowing its safe from the dark cold mist of air around him that then the are able to feel as one the frightened bee and the beautiul red rose wich sits there not really doing anything as it may seems but yet its warmth of safety enlightening the bee, its soft petals embracing the bees comfort, and its beautiful color showing the bee that beauty is more than just the outside but the inside. as the now fully calmed and loving safe bee sits there hopes and prayes to never leave t

The Continuous Verse
MySpace Graphics & MySpace Codes The Continuing Verse Voice, intonation, query, Verses in a song. I have listened to your voice today, And have learned much about you. Friendship, love, caring, joy, Are among the many messages I have heard. I am spending my day in reflection, The question poised. Can the infinitely small, and The infinitely large be nearly the same. Can we divide an infinite line in half, and Have the remains be infinitely long? Can we capture who, and What we are in a once written verse? Do we need a relationship To last an eternity? A parent leaves, leaving a child, Do they ever really leave? Can they? The answer depends on the observer, and Their knowledge of the love being reflected on. Joy at the turn of a phrase, Has an infinite pleasure, When one knows the origin. Or is there ever an origin? Or an end? Or is there just an instance in time, Experienced in all too short a time? Is there ever enough time?

Riding....
Me: Queen of the hop, belle of the ball, all the above or none at all. She'll fringe your leather, chap your hide. But make no mistake, the bitch can ride. Tequila's her poison, no salt, no lime, While others pass out, she's reachin' her prime. Her badge of honor, her source of pride, when brothers admit, the bitch can ride. She has her daddy's wanderin' way, has her momma's soul, But when she's backed against the wall, the girl can rock n roll. And if she takes you for your word, then finds out that you lied, Best you stay off of the road, you know the bitch can ride. Likes to wear her leather tight, as if it had been sprayed. Ain't no use in judging 'cause her dues have long been paid. Righteous is the lady, who will never be denied. Pound for pound, toe to toe, it's known the bitch can ride. Those who try to 'make a move' find themselves frustrated. She quickly makes it known to 'those,' I'm unaffiliated. Leaves 'em all with egos, that want to run and

Ty Taz Is Beautiful Love It
My Life Now Rhymes I never get tired of you In fact I love you more each day I love the things you do I love the nice things that you say I love your greeting smile The way you say hello Lets find a desert isle That only you and I will know We'll lay beneath the day time sun Count the stars at night Baby you're the one That makes my life so right Don't promise me tomorrow If you don't mean it true I'll beg, steal and borrow To show my love for you Love must be a two way street A one way road won't do I never thought I'd ever meet Someone as lovely as you Now that I have found you Please don't ever go away I know exactly what we can do So love will always stay I'll always love and respect you Until the end of all time I know my pains will be few Because of you my life now rhymes you will always be in my heart

Pledge
no words can ever define the feeling of when we kiss warmth of our embrace & your sweet hand on my face that smile, and those eyes melts my very soul never a love, this perfect has yet or will ever be as true or as strong as ours....

Yeah. So. Yeah.
From last night's show: A new reason for me to like Mike from The Devil Wears Prada. "God I really have to go to the bathroom!" LOL That was too cute. What's cuter is that when I looked up and saw him standing there with Chris looking at us he gave me a big smile and I saw his braces. A-D-O-R-A-B-L-E! Whilst I was fumbling with my purse he put his arm around me and yanked me into him. Sweaty little bugger, but he had quite the grip. :) and his lips look that much hotter in person. i think i might be in lust with the little Christ Warrior. lol

......no White Roses
MySpace Graphics & MySpace Codes My heart constricts as the straight jacket of fear tightens love's blood flow, Penned by my lover's words. Emotions run the gamut through this gauntlet of faith, My body quivers at this primal finality as souls death blow is landed, And it fetals me into a submissive stance and the moment becomes my truth, as clenched fists are grouted in permanence, You looked at me with ever calling eyes, so life like with sincereity, As you whispered my soul's last rites,with your denial, You placed no white roses upon my body or before me, But only the stiff white funereal lillies of death, That have no fragrance to permeate the air with their sweet scent, But leave the aromatic reminder of my lover's death words to me, Your lips that know the feel of betrayal's breath, Will no longer know the feel of my name passing between them, And I pray your heart grows wistful and aches with need of it's sound, Forever chanted to echo through the alte

Tattoo Contest Come Rate Your Fav Tat
YAY FINALY GOT MY COMP BACK ONLINE NOW ITS UP TO YOU ALL TO COME AND RATE FOR YOUR FAVE IN THIS CONTEST NO COMMENT BOMBS THEY WILL NOT COUNT IF YOU DO SO ANYWAY SEXYTIGRESS69 FOREVERMURPHY FREAK GINN PIERCED AND TATTOOED MEOW RON ARIEL BABYGIRL ANDYAIR MEMNOCKS HUZO73 WWE4LIFE DEEDEE WILLYBLUES MANDA INKED RABBIT PASSIONMAN71

In Need Of A Fu-pastor
A very good friend and sweetie of mine and I want to get fu-married. Anyone know a good fu-pastor???? We would like to have this done on the 8th either at or around 9 a.m. or before 7:30 p.m. Florida time LOL I don't know what time that is fubar time, but ya get my point. Thanks in advance to anyone who can or has helped! Glitter Graphics

What Should Have Been
Recalling the past things the would have been my emotions stepped out like my silent twin silence enduring i cant hold it no more shredding my heart in a whispering war whispering tears drown out questions glance exchange from eye to eye I was once you you were once me we were once one united yet free

Chaotic Misery
Awaiting to hear your voice, I sit in the darkness of the world Hoping for your return. I live in the moments that we shared, But the world is dying around me. I can only hear the terror the overwhelms With absolute darkness and silence. Soul tearing and heartbreaking in the midst of what was complete happiness. It would have been blissful ignorance, As I miss you more for having gotten but a moment of your life. I damn the day that my heart called to you And I seen that smile. Now, in this moment, without you, I see only the darkness of this world-- The world without you in it. Painful yearning to hold you, And the ruthless nagging knowledge That I may never have that chance. Sea flavored tears rushing endlessly, As I wait day after day. Deep, hollowing heartbeats, as I try to see past this chaos, And it was my own damned heart that created it. If for only a moment, I had listened with the knowledge of man Who has reached my age through the trials, Instead, no,

My Empty Life
Why does my soul hold on to this pointless life no good ever comes only pain and hurt are all that i ever feel all these scars i bare overlay day after day year after year love is just a mirage always seeing it, but never able to attain no matter what i do nothing ever changes just a new wound and more pain my heart, soul, and mind left staind beyond repair....

My Old Friend
Time after time you were always there Even when i felt like life wasnt fair So these words i say here is to let you lmow i care I'll be here when life gets to hard to bare No words can explain what you mean to me Your heart, mind & you compassion These things are what set you apart And dear to my heart I'm blessed ro have a friend like you i hope you feel th same way too So take these last words, before i part And believe me when i say they come straight form the heart When life gets to hard and you need time to mend Dont worry i'll always be here, proud to cal you my old friend

Muay Thai Wanna Bes
There is NOTHING more I love then seeing cocky bastards who think they know Muay_Thai inside out. For the most part 99% of people who train in Muay_Thai are training using techniques that are designed so they won't hurt themselves or their training partner and almost ALL OF the techniques are based around RULES... These guys don't have a clue what is coming at them... Those of us "insiders" have been using these potentially DEVASTATING Muay_Thai secret techniques and literally turning these "Know It All" Muay_Thai training junkies into crying little babies within SECONDS of a fight or sparing match... I have literally witnessed A GROWN MAN SQUEAL LIKE A PIG in pain from just ONE Knee.. (Actually many gurus and many of times...)

Choices,changesand Challenges
Its' at this point we search deep in our minds,and be open to Changes,Choices and Challenges and stop being so blind. We need to make some changes in this limited time we have ,decide what we want out of our lives. The good or the bad. It's time for different choices. For all things to be like new. Our lives need some thing different a more positive point of view. At times changes are challenges and we become a bit dismay. With God and Jesus on our side look at the progress we've made. Now,give praises to the Lord for His undeserving grace and Love, Cause now with Changes,choices and challenges we can all rise above..

Quiz, For Others To Fill For Me.
DO IT FOR ME AND ILL DO IT FOR YOU. BE 100% HONEST CAUSE I WILL BE TOO Would You... [] Push me into a wall and kiss me? [] Come To My House To Do Nothing But Chill? [] Slap Me? [] Slap me if i asked you to? [] Kiss Me? [] Let Me Kiss You? [] Watch A Movie With Me? [] Take Me Out To Dinner? [] Take A Shower With Me? [] Take Me Home For The Night? [] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed? [] Take Me Anywhere With You [] Repost This For Me To Answer Your Questions? [] Lock Me In Your room And Take Advantage Of Me? []Let me lock you in your room and Take Advantage of you? [] Let Me Make You Breakfast? [] Make me breakfast? [] Tickle Me? [] Let Me Tickle You? [] Stick Up For Me Uf I Was Being Put Down? [] Instant Message Me? [] Greet Me In Public? [] Hang Out With Me? [] Hold my waist from behind while we are out? [] Bring Me Around Your Friends? [] Fall in love with me [] Like me [] Love me Do You... [] Miss Me? [] Think I'm Sexy? [] Think I'm Cute? [] Think I'm H

11/27/07
Hi Everyone, I just wanted to say thanks to all the new sponsors of Mumms for Christmas. In the two days that the drive has been running, we have gone from 0- over 500,000 fubucks. I hope that everyone has recieved their sponsorship plaques. If they are not satisfactory please let me know.I am not entirely satisfied with the lettering process and am trying to find an alternative. I have made 28 plaques so far . It has been a time consuming project for me as well as doing the sponsorship board and the emails. If you have any ideas let me know. If you want to do any sponsor recruiting feel free. This is for everyone. Some people think that I am trying to benefit from this. I would like that notion explained to me because I have not recieved any points or anything from this venture. I made the effort to have the fubucks in a seperate area from my personal acct. I am not expecting to have many more sponsors since I think the interest is peaked. Thank you everyon

I Love Surveys
1. Is there anyone on your top friends list you had sex with? There is. 2. Is sex best in the morning, afternoon, or night? It depends on who you are with. If with the right one, anytime is the best. 3. What side of the bed do you sleep on? Whichever side is by the wall. 4. Lights on or off? Candles, everywhere. 5. Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke? No. If I need to puke, I just slightly open the door and puke. 6. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money? No. I doubt anyone would pay to see me nude. LOL 7. Have you ever had sex in the shower? I have. 8. Do you pee in the shower? Sure, it empties into the same place as the toilet. Why get out just to pee? 9. Mexican or Chinese food? I was reared Jewish. What do you think? My choice is Chinese. 10. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed? That depends on my mood 11. Do you love someone on your top friends? I love many in different ways. Some as f

Who I Am
I am 232 years of romping, stomping, hell, death, destruction. I am the finest fighting machine the world has ever seen. I was born in a bomb crater. My mother was an M-16 and my Father is the Devil. Each moment that I live is an additional threat upon your life. I am a rough looking, roving soldier from the sea. I am cocky, self centered, and overbearing. I do not know the meaning of fear for I am fear itself. I am a green amphibious monster made of blood and guts that arose from the ashes of my enemies, festering on anti-Americans throughout the globe. When ever it may arise and when my time comes, I will die a glorious and grotesque death on the battlefield, giving my life for the Corps, Mom, and Apple Pie. I stole the Eagle from the Air Force, the Anchor from the Navy, and the rope from the Army. Then on the 7th day, while God rested, I overran His perimeter and took over the Globe and I have been protecting it ever since! I live like a Soldier, talk like a Sailor, and sla

Wondering
ok i just need 2 rant and vent so here goes. what's up w/ppl thinking they gotta have their way all the time? i mean i try 2 make compromises and those rn't good enough. all my way or no way ppl suck. i mean come on ppl give a little.

Daniel
As i sit here in my room Images race through my head Of that faithful November day Walking home from school that day I quickly realize i would never be the same And as i came upon his limp body I realize my friend, had kept his word 14yrs of living doesnt prepare you for this Anger inside because he is what i miss Pain i feel is all cause of me He was hurting why couldnt i see Changed me forever The way i think and feel In that split second He flipped my world Things that i thoguht would be Were just a mirage of smoke My vision has brcome a blur And my body numb Rage runs through my veins Where love was long ago My soul needs time to mend As i say goodby to a dear friend

Cocoon - Jack Johnson
Based on your smile I'm betting all of this might be over soon But you're bound to win 'Cause if I'm betting against you I think I'd rather lose But this is all that I am So please, Take what's left of this heart and use Please use only what you really need You know I only have so little so please Mend your broken heart and leave I know it's not your style I could tell by the way that you move It's real real soon But I'm on your side But I don't wanna be your regret I'd rather be your cocoon But this is all that you have So please, let me take what's left of your heart and I will use I swear i will only use what i need I know you only have so little so please Let me mend my broken heart and You said this was all you had, and it's all I need blah blah blah Because it fell apart I guess it's all you knew It's all I had But now we have only confused hearts And I guess all we had is really all we need So please, Let's take these broken hearts and use

Darkness
My eyes darken over time My soul loses hope Life becomes so trival Struggles inside overwhelm Harder it becomes To even care Would it...even matter Confussion and doubt Swirl around in my mind Like a dark foggy night Unable to see What use to be so clear So is this what they call living Or are we merely just excisting

A Girl's List
Dear Santa Sir: This girl is writing You, to give You her Christmas Wish List. According to her Master, a girl has been good all year. Though, a girl thinks that Your definition of good and Master's definition of good may differ slightly. For a girl to be good for Master she must serve Him properly and be pleasing in all things including her appearance. Even thank Him when He gives her spankings and even when He lets her cum. Enough of that, for a girl is getting distracted now. A girl has a lengthy list for her Christmas Wish List, though most of the gifts are truly for Master, though He will be using the gifts on a girl, because that's how it should be Santa Sir! A girl would like a new flogger for Master to use upon a girl's ass, back, thighs, cunt and breasts. One that leaves delightful coloring on a girl's flesh so that she might proudly wear the marks her Master has gifted her with. A girl could use a new pair of nipple clamps, with adjustable tension to go from a lig

Better Than Me - Hinder
I think you can do much better than me After all the lies that I made you believe Guilt kicks in and I start to see The edge of the bed Where your nightgown used to be I told myself I won't miss you But I remember What it feels like beside you I really miss your hair in my face And the way your innocence tastes And I think you should know this You deserve much better than me While looking through your old box of notes I found those pictures I took That you were looking for If there's one memory I don't want to lose That time at the mall You and me in the dressing room I told myself I won't miss you But I remember What it feels like beside you I really miss your hair in my face And the way your innocence tastes And I think you should know this You deserve much better than me The bed I'm lying in is getting colder Wish I never would've said it's over And I can't pretend... I won't think about you when I'm older Cause we never really had our closure This c

My Succubus
Rip and tear as I pull on you hair Your shirt falls As you starts playing with my balls You sink to you knees As you ask may I please You lips slide down my shaft But only can fit half Feeling you sexy body next mine Tasting your juices as we 69 Your head slides up and down as I grab your bum You grunt and moan, finally tasting your sweet cum

Something Else Thats Got Me Irratated
Ever went to add someone to your friends list and you got this reply back "I cant add u to my friends list, you need to get ( some guys or gals ) permission " ??? WTF is that crap .. now i need permission to add someone to my friends list or to fan them??? First of all theres 1,377,971 members on fubar. Your the one who better feel lucky I even requested your friendship. Second of all WTF makes you think your even that damn special that id even want to ask someone else to add you to my friends list. I only got 2 or 3 words for people like this * GET A FUCKIN CLUE * cause your not that damn special .. I am :P~~ Oh the the things on here that set me off ..

Insensibility
Insensibility 1 Happy are men who yet before they are killed Can let their veins run cold. Whom no compassion fleers Or makes their feet Sore on the alleys cobbled with their brothers. The front line withers, But they are troops who fade, not flowers, For poets' tearful fooling: Men, gaps for filling: Losses, who might have fought Longer; but no one bothers. 2 And some cease feeling Even themselves or for themselves. Dullness best solves The tease and doubt of shelling, And Chance's strange arithmetic Comes simpler than the reckoning of their shilling. They keep no check on armies' decimation. 3 Happy are these who lose imagination: They have enough to carry with ammunition. Their spirit drags no pack. Their old wounds, save with cold, can not more ache. Having seen all things red, Their eyes are rid Of the hurt of the colour of blood for ever. And terror's first constriction over, Their hearts remain small-drawn. Their senses in some scorch

167 Condom Slogans
1) Cover your stump before you hump 2) Before you attack her, wrap your whacker 3) Don't be silly, protect your Willie 4) When in doubt shroud you spout 5) Don't be a loner, cover your boner 6) You can't go wrong, if you shield your dong 7) If your not going to sack it, go home and whack it 8) If you think she's spunky, cover your monkey 9) It will be sweeter if you wrap your peter 10) If you slip between her thighs, condomize 11) She won't get sick if you wrap your dick 12) If you go into heat, package your meat 13) While your undressing Venus, dress up your penis 14) When you take off her pants and blouse, suit up your mouse 15) Especially in December, gift wrap your member 16) Never ever deck her, with an unwrapped pecker 17) Don't be a fool, vulcanize your tool 18) The right selection, is to protect your erection 19) Wrap it in foil, before you check her oil 20) A crank with armor, will never harm her 21) If you really love her, wear a cover 22) Don't make a mi

Vows
My love, my sher You showed me what it is to be To be ….truly and completely loved with a love, beyond all others A love of our two old souls That finally intertwine After life times of searching Leaving no doubt , our souls are finally where they belong Showing one another, what it means To be loved deeper then forever To be loved more passionate, then ever So when I say I do I mean I have, I do, and I'll always Love you, with a love that's deeper and more passionate Then ever felt before

Hospital Stay!
This is the only way I can think of to let my friends know I'll be in the hospital for awhile! They, The Doctors, Want to do something called exploritory on me so might be gone a bit. Not to worry. If you are my friends, I'll be back soon. If your not then I guess this makes no matter anyhow. LOL I'll be missing you while I'm gone so take care of each other and those I love the most will be in my heart and mind! I love you all but there's some that have embeded themselves deep! Hugs and kisses to you all. P.S. Thanks for the chicken soup but I don't think it's going to help in this case. LOL

After Much Mediation Lol
AFTER MUCH MEDIATION WITH FAMILY MEMBERS AND REALIZING THAT THERE IS ALREADY A BOMBING FAMILY NAMED GET R DONE WE ARE GOING TO GO WITH THE FOLLOWING NAME REBELS RULE AND GOT R DID BOMBERS SO COME ON AND JOIN WHAT WE WANT TO MAKE A RULING FAMILY ON FUBAR BUT TO DO THAT WE NEED YOU.....

Bloom
As I look at you You ponder at me No words are needed Our heart and soul Seem to know What our lips fear to say What makes us stop Fear of the unknown Maybe its our wounded hearts Which we fear may bloom To fall uncontrollable To be loved unlimited Is this to fear??? My heart pounds The more you smile Our arms clasp one another As our lips give in

Lilith
The Sumerian Goddess Lilith, Eve's dark sister and first wife of Adam, representative of all that is dark, wild, intensely creative and free in human nature, existing beyond the reach of society's boundaries or control. According to the Talmud, Lilith was the first wife of Adam, before Eve. Lilith refused to lie down for Adam in sexual submission, and fled the Garden of Eden. She went to Yahweh (God) and tricked him into giving his secret name, his name of power. Because Lilith now had power over Yahweh, she demanded he give her wings and she flew to the desert. Adam begged Yahweh to send Lilith back to him and Yahweh sent the three angels Senoi, Sansenoi and Samangloph to find her and bring her back. They found her on the banks of the Red Sea, copulating with demons, and giving birth to hundreds of demon children. She refused to return and was told that she would lose a hundred of her children every day if she did not, but still she refused. Adam was given a new mate: Eve. You k

How It Can Feel
What it feels to realize you cant do what you did not so long ago because you bumped your head to hard. Sitting down on the bed, Might feel better if I were dead. Put that lump inside my brain, Now I slowly go insane. Look around the padded room, Thinking of my pending doom. Say a prayer for all I see, And wait for darkness to take over me. This injury has taken all I am, Is no there a cure or even a plan. Falling deeper inside my self made cell, Someone release me from this living hell.

Does Your Name Fit You?
You tell me which suits me better. First I shall do my adopted name: D: very good kisser A: Easy to fall in love with V: Not judgmental I: Loves to kiss D: very good kisser Now, my birth name: J: Is really sweet A: Easy to fall in love with M: Has gorgeous eyes E: can kick your ass S: Makes people laugh The Alphabet! A. Easy to fall in love with B: Amazing kisser C: Good kisser D: very good kisser E: can kick your ass F: Loves people G: Loves to laugh and smile H: Frickin hott I: Loves to kiss J: Is really sweet K: Crazy L: very good kisser M: Has gorgeous eyes N: hotttttttttttttttttt! O: Has a nice ass P: popular with all sorts of people Q: A animal lover R: Has one of the best personalities ever S: Makes people laugh T. Easy to fall in love with U: Has a Smile to die for V : Not judgmental W: Very broad minded X: Never let people tell you what to do Y: Can be funny and dumb at the same time Z: Loved by everyone REPOST WITH D

My Girl
Just a little poem I wrote some time ago, hope you like it. In all the time, I could prepare. Nothing ever, could compare. My little girl, looking up at me Filling my life, with harmony. Every day, there is something new. Watch out, she'll have a hold on you. Hear her whimpers, when she cries. And will do anything, to dry her eyes. Little girl, do not fright, Daddy is here, sleep well tonight.

What Happened?
What happened? Thought I could trust you forever Thought you wouldn't hurt me,never! Thought we could talk about everything Thought there'd always be understanding! But now it seems as if you don't know me Our (how ever u wanna call it) is gone and you can't see how much I needed to have you by my side to talk and to laugh,every day,every night What can I do to have you back as before? What happened?Why can't I have you anymore?

A Poem
I open my eyes to a world gone black and white There is no longer color to my life I gaze in the mirror and see no reflection What trick of the mind could this be I call out to you but you still walk away Am I really so unimportant to you these days I look down to find that I I didn't really wake at all And never will again Yet no one mourns for me

Riding In The Courtyard Of The Last Octobers Rain
Riding in the courtyard of the last Octobers rain Riding in the courtyard of the last Octobers rain, The wind it howls desperately, licking at my rein. My mount a creature of mortal strength, though its heart holds no need for shame. Onward through this place of death, we must not forget our names. Now through the gates, on to the lands, of plenty and great spoil. The land I knew through all these years I see has become spoilt. From deep within our will alone, will save us from this toil. Though lies we'll hear along this path, to ourselves we must stay loyal. Upon my hip, from time itself, is my father’s steel. Many years since that day, his life they came to steal. Forged with sweat and blood, of metal thought un-real. This blade I bare, most assuredly, will be what my foes will feel. The light of vengeance, from deep within, burns me like the sun. For at his death, still in the womb, I remained his un-born son. On the path of the war they made, from

Sing It Girls!!!
'I WILL SURVIVE' SING IT GIRLS!!! (Maybe in your head, if you are reading this at work!) Ready... set... go... At first I was afraid, I was petrified. When you said you had 10 inches, Lord I almost died! But I'd spent so many years Just waiting for a man that long, That I grew strong, And I knew that I could take you on... But there you are, Another lie, I was ready for a Big Mac And you've brought me a French Fry! I should have known that it was b***s**t, Just a sad pathetic dream, Should have known there was no Anaconda lurking in those jeans! Go on now - go, walk out the door, Don't you promise me 10 inches, then turn up with only 4! Weren't you a brat to think I wouldn't find you out!? Don't you know we're only joking When we say size doesn't count??!! [Chorus] I will survive! I will survive! Cuz as long as I have batteries, My sex life's gonna thrive! I will always have good sex, wi

Every Other Hell
Every Other Hell I can't remember the last time, I lied to you. You can't remember the last time, You told the truth. There can't be something felt, That won't be felt again. It's nothing to have to, Choose the path. But as we hold hands, And walk alone. You will run off and change your life, While I stay here and pretend. I was never one, To take the risk. How can I not fear, Of a life alone. To blindly follow the paths of others, Is the choice that I must make. I don't know in my heart that, I loved you once. When you came into my life, You changed the rules. You showed me those who had hurt me, And taught me how to hate. Without you as my guide, It's harder now. I don't want To fake the truth. But as I push forward, Each day I grow more tired. Every-where I look there's More Pain. Every-one around me speaks Less truth. It's a dream to believe I will never loose. For some mo

Beauty
As the sun is slowly fading away Giving birth to the moon and the stars Their light is so dim That the Earth is covered in darkness Save for the shadows cast upon the walls From the light that seeps in through the looking glass Some may be unafraid; yet, others still are terrified From the shadows that intrude from the outside Coming in through their windows of various shapes and sizes As I sit here looking out of my window i wonder why it is that the night scares people so The night with her infinite beauty Dark, mysterious, enchanting She captivates my mind with her mysteries of the world all around And it is only with her that I belong I could truly care less for the light of day The night is just so much more inviting to me So I put on some shoes and a hoodie as I take a step outside The cool nighttime breeze is a refreshing thing indeed

Adrianne
Adrianne Shallow voice within my mind, I can hardly hear you. Not so far, yet like a star, Could make me shine a-new. Sarcasm upon her lips, Pink within her smile. Skin so hard, yet also scared, Not purely made of guile. Touch her soft and break her skin, Reminiscent of a doll. Pretty mind, and sometimes kind, Within her eyes I fall.

Isis - The Legend
In the beginning, all was darkness in Nin, the primordial ocean of chaos. And then came a great fire in the heavens and his name was Ra. He created Shu (the air), and Tefnut (the moisture); they in turn created heaven and earth. Nut, Goddess of the sky, and Geb, God of the earth, were filled with desire for each other, knowing that with the union of the ethereal womb of the heavens and the material seed of the earth, all things might be possible. Ra, master of the cosmos, was envious of the potential they possessed, and forbade the union. But with courageous disobedience they soon came together and knew a brief but passionate embrace. When Ra learned of their defiance, a consuming rage came upon him, and he ordered Shu to eternally divide them. To this day, the lonely earth reaches up in arousal, seeking to hold his beloved sky once more. Ra was to slow, however, and their brief union was fruitful: Nut gave birth to four children - brothers Osirus and Seth, and sisters Isis and Nephth

The Cellar
The Cellar I sit alone here in my cellar, there's no one here but me. But as I look into her eyes, I think that she can see. Her mangled Body, all but decayed, the dirt it is her brother. And underneath the floor does rest, her poor once vibrant mother. I found her here not long ago when the smell was much more sweet. The memory of her happy face, is what I'll try to keep. Now as I sit here lovingly; and all she does is stare. I know that in the end, I was the only one that cared. It's time to go, I've got life to live, There's nothing left to tell her. And as I stand here in the door, I knew I loved this cellar.

A Touch Not Felt
A Touch not Felt A touch not felt; a smell unknown; a place I have not been. To know these things, I will venture; follow this flawless dream. You say you know; you feel the same; for me this is a first. You came along, and brought your love; till now this life was cursed. Into the dark, we will wander, together hand in hand. Fight to the last, against this world; We’ll make our final stand. Until that day, great adventures, await at every bend. And in your heart, I’ve found a home, With (my) life I will defend.

Me
You have broke all my walls down You walk threw the rubble of broken dreams & promises Made by many that have come before you Looked upon shadder dreams and crys in the night You have seen the river of tears thats lead you to me You look upon the blood that has been shed from body You finally see me in a giled cage locked inside never Been set free from pain & agony You break the door down and set me free You stripped me down pride & fears hopes & dreams You make a promise to me that you'll never hurt me You see my soul you see my heart Both have been torn apart As you put them back together and make them whole once again My soul returns back to were it belongs My heart is missing a piece but there always is I am me in front of you every pain I have felt is still There but numb because of you You are the reason I smile and I love you Amber Baggett Copyright ©2007 Amber Baggett

A Sadness?
So I'm standing in CVS this morning getting juice for the kidlets, and I feel this presence behind me. I turn around, and there's this little old lady standing there touching my hair. She smiles at me and says "Well, hello, honey." Being polite and trying to hide my initial shock at having my hair touched in the middle of a pharmacy, I say, "Hi there, how are you?" She just smiles a little wider and looks at me and says, "Oh, I'm fine...but you're not, are you?" I get this cold chill down my back and say, "Well, yeah, of course I'm fine, why wouldn't I be?" She gives me this look, like one you give to a kid that you're trying to console, and she says, "I know you're not okay...but you won't tell." I just kinda looked at her and she touched my hair again and said, "Did you do this? Did you make your hair these colors?" I said yes, and she gave me that consoling look again and said, "You have a sadness in you...a deep one...and it shows here-" and she pointed at my hair "-and he

Help Level Too Godmothers
Show them both lotsa love. They both are levelers and have helped many level up. So lets return the love back too them and help them be Godmothers. They are so close. Lets make it happen today. Rachelicious needs just 42,000 to GodMother Rachelicious MUST FAN ME BEFORE ADDING! *Demon House Diva & Member of L.O.L levelers*@ fubar Sultry needs 69,000 to GodMother *♥SÚLŦRY™♥*ÇÈõ õҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ. Co Owner Razzles Night Club@ fubar Thanks for all the help and all the love shown too both of them.

Three Things In Life..
Three things in life that, once gone never come back- TIME,WORDS,OPPORTUNITY. Three things in life that can destroy a person. ANGER,PRIDE,UNFORGIVNESS. Three things in life that are most valuable- LOVE,FAMILY& FRIENDS,KINDNESS. Three tings in life that are never certain. FORTUNE,SUCCESS,DREAMS. Three things in life that make a person. COMMITMENT,SENCERITY,HARD WORK. Three things that are truly constant. FATHER,SON,HOLY SPIRIT..

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Hello All
I'm new to here but have a little comp savy. I love to meet new people and make new friends. I draw and write poetry. I love to do many things to many to list. Hoping to hear from you all take care muaah!!!

Christian Mythconceptions Debunked.
1) There is no way that shepherds would be in the fields tending their flocks this time of year. Believe it or not, it gets cold in the middle east in winter, IN FACT, Lebanon has a ski resort town. 2) The day we celebrate as Christmas was chosen by the Roman Emperor Constantine so that all Roman religions had feasts on the same day, a High Holy day for the god Mithra. 3) The christmas tree was originally part of a Germanic pagen winter festival, as was the yule log. 4) Christmas tree decorations came from a druid holy day. 5) A minor detail, Christ was probably born in late March, or April, the normal time of the year for grazing flocks in the fields. 6) The whole idea of having families return to ancestral homes for a census did not happen, besides the only people who a Roman Emperor would want counted would be Roman citizens. "Client" or conquered peoples paid taxes as dictated by the local governor. Besides, Joseph and Mary probably already lived in Bethlehem s

Joy Of Being You
Tuesday, November 27, 2007 Joy of being you To get where you wish to go, you must take an active role in the journey. Though many good and valuable things are constantly flowing into your life, it is up to you to make something meaningful out of them. No one else can live your life for you. That is your biggest responsibility and your greatest opportunity. Your dreams and desires, passions, opinions, preferences and interests are yours for a reason. The more sincerely and completely you give life to them, the more genuine fulfillment you will know. Beauty is what you know it to be. Joy is what you experience it as being. The meaning of life is the meaning you give to it. Deep down, you know what to do. Dive into the pure joy of being you. For there is so very much you are able to be and to give. -- Ralph Marston

Rmblings From My Dememnted Life.
OK..........I have not been on line much in the last month. I appologize to all who I have been keeping in regular contact with here. It has been a busy time for me. I am working at Guitar Center in Independence, Mo. and this is the busiest time of the year. Currently I have been working 48 to 50 hours a week selling musical gear. So once again, I appologize to all who I have been in regular contact with. In other news here, My friend Jon is returning home from Iraq. He is currently in Hawaii and will be here in Missouri on the 11th. His nic name used to be PeeWee. But he is now a Sargent in the army. So I do not think that Peewee fits himany more. "Sargent PeeWee" just leave a little left off, you know? LOL My friend Dan, who is a civilian contractor in Iraq, was home recently as well. However it was for his mothers funeral. Not as good of a return. Sorry if I sound so unaffected by it all. This happened over a month ago and I have already delt with the loss. I have been in touc

As A Perfume
As a perfume doth remain In the folds where it hath lain, So the thought of you, remaining Deeply folded in my brain, Will not leave me: all things leave me: You remain. Other thoughts may come and go, Other moments I may know That shall waft me, in their going, As a breath blown to and fro, Fragrant memories: fragrant memories Come and go. Only thoughts of you remain In my heart where they have lain, Perfumed thoughts of you, remaining, A hid sweetness, in my brain. Others leave me: all things leave me: You remain.

Money, Money, Money
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Grim Reaper
Deep on the inside A fire burns so bright Like the burning light of a bomb Are your fires of guilt and destruction With every passing second Another soul burns in vain And their screams fall upon deaf ears Yet you alone are left To hear their terrifying dying screams And with every scream that you hear You can feel a piece of your humanity disintegrate Yet you cant help but wonder why It feels so hard to take their souls Back to their rightful home in the spirit realm Its always such a big step to take As another soul crumbles in your hands As another life slowly slips away And you can feel it again The fires that burn deep down inside Along with the heavy burdens Of taking away dead souls to their home You then realize that it cannot be helped For you are the reaper of all mankind

Mathematical Veiwpoint
From a strickly mathematical viewpoint what equals 100%. what does it mean to give MORE than 100%? Ever wounder about those people who say they are giving more than a 100%? How about achieving 101%? what equals 100%? in life? If abcdefghIJklmnopqrstuvwxyzis represented as 123456789 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 . THEN HARDWORK 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11=98% And KNOWLEDGE 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5=96% But ATTITUDE 1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5=100% And Look how far the Love of God will take you .. LOVE OF GOD 12+15+22+5+15+6+7+15+6+7+15+4=101% So where is yours?

Child Killers And Molesters
i was so damn mad this morning when i heard about the little girls body being found in a trunk. after being thrown in the river. what is wrong with this society we live in . how can a person hurt an innocent child. and then you have these stupid people saying that the injection they give these killers are inhumane. what the hell about our children that are being sexually abused and murdered .i say hang the bastards that are doing this to our kids .i wonder if it was one of there kids that was brutally rape and murdered if they would feel the same way .no they would want justice just like everyone else i say kill the bastards

Our House Is Coming Along But Slowly
We are in the process of redoing our house. It needed sheetrock put up, then we had to tape and mud the pieces that we put up. And now we get to start painting. It has been a long road trying to get into it first of all. But in the long run it will be well worth it. Both of my kids will have their own rooms. It also has hardwood floors threw out the house and in the bathrooms, my kitchen it has cernamic tile.

The Morning After
So the question i had was the bf going to like the early Christmas gift. The answer to that was written on his face the moment i opened the hotel's bathroom door. With one glance at me his eyes widen and he got the look of anticipation written all over his face. I wore that red number i have in my hidden me folder with the fuzzy red slipper heals that i got from Fredrick's of Hollywood.(which is my favorite place to shop for my bedroom only clothing.) I laid on the bed and the kisses i got from him from my ankles to my lips made me feel so relaxed and content to where i wanted to be that content on a daily basis. The touch of his skin against mine made me feel as if i was in a force field and time was standing still, when in reality time was flying by. The moment of the first penetration of his cock going into my pussy made me feel as if there was a fireworks celebration going off with the sensory overload i was feeling. the feeling of the passion and the emotions our bodies were

Purging
well well. it seems that after that whole tweeker fiasco, it would be best that i move on. there is not really anything more for me here. it seems clear to me that this city no longer functions. so now on to to tucson. ive been there. id rather be around peacful stoners that pissed off tweekers. but anyway it will be fun, the energy is better out there, plus i can breathe! yay! even when i lose i win. the only thing is that in order to accopmlish this herculean feat, is that i must rid myself of everything i dont need. which turns out to be alot of crap! well im tired, so im going to go play. bye bye

Helping Others
so as we discussed in my blog this morning... my horoscope said I should help others... well I did just that... I bought a ticker you know to lead others to the most helpful loving person on fubar:P to nice of me I know I know :P keep your eyes open I havent seen it yet:D

Hippo Radio Hiring Staff!!
You think you got what it takes to be a DJ? You must have in excess of 1000 music files, available in MP3 format. You must own these music files, in hardcopy (i.e... CD, Vinyl, cassette or receipts for MP3 downloads.) If you want to try-out to be a DJ on Hippo Radio, send an email to us telling us why you have what it takes... to be one of our next NEW DJ's. Let's see if you do have what it takes, to be heard all ... over ... the world ! Please bare in mind at the moment there isn't any available slots open however we may place you as a back -up or add you to a list for future reference should more slots become available. webmaster@hipporadio.co.uk with the subject as "I wanna be a Dj" There are also positions available for promotion staff. If this position appeal to you contact webmaster@hipporadio.co.uk with a subject heading "I Wanna Promo" and we will see what we can do for you. If you are interested in being a featured artist liaison pers

On The Second Day Of Christmas . . .
Merry ChristmasUploaded by pgei_64 I tre porcelliniUploaded by zorro71 Canti di NataleUploaded by james_milan Campo d'addestramento per babbi NataleUploaded by reduce Letterine di NataleUploaded by PGei

Hidden Away
Aching in the darkness Tears I cannot show Twisting, restless longing For love I've come to know Captive I am held here Smothered deep in fears Layers of deception I've woven through the years Safe, my heart was hidden Never to be broke The role mere fabrication Until true love awoke One who loves me deeply His heart, my hands to hold Will find the need to hide his heart When truth is finally told Love put forth in ernest Crushed and raped by men Caused my souls retreatment These walls I hid within So now the fallen walls Allow my heart free reign But in its freedom pay the price Of causing others pain One has shown true love Stood by my every sadness One has kept a distant stance Unless my face held gladness Logic steers the path Towards staying with the one Who's interest does not falter Despite the lack of fun Logic plays no part in this The science of it lost The heart that I kept hidden Has now to pay the cost Is it best to lo

Just Another Notch In Your Bedpost, Darling.
You know...I have more than enough room here to write something mean or spiteful....but it won't help anything. It won't make me feel any better, because I know if I did say anything negative, it would only be out of hurt or anger......I never was one for saying things I don't mean much. The truth of the matter... Well the truth of the matter isn't really going to make me feel any better either. I thought writing was supposed to be therapeutic. So basically I'm stuck here, lying in bed, quite literally staring at the ceiling cursing myself for being such an idiot. I really don't mean a damn thing to you, do I? I don't know why I even try. I don't think I've ever felt so stupid in my entire life. It doesn't change the facts. Love is love. It's unconditional. And when I say unconditional, I mean that absolutely. Someone told me once, "Dry your tears, but not before you taste them. Always remember the sweet moments, and no matter who's path you cross (and there will b

No Matter What I Love You
I might not be the easiest to get along with at times. You know that more than anyone else. I cant make you stay or care. I can only be here for you. I hope one day you will see what you really mean to me.I'm sorry I cant be what you want or need.Without a doubt I love you Bevin and I will for the rest of my life.

Fires
sitting at the house watching the news see all the fires in the western states. it makes you realize if that will happen to you. you dont think it would until the day it happens to you. it did me. i was out walking and i get a phone call on my cell it was a freind to tell me my house was on fire. i lost everything that day. thank god no one got hurt that day. igot there the fire started upstairs. no one knows how it happen. the fire was on 11-16-07. now i know how homeless people feel. so all of you just be careful this is a bad time of year to have fires.

Have A Beter Chance At Spotlight
have you ever wanted spotlight but no idea how to win it ?... don't got the fubucks (see other blog). Im just giving tips/advice here for how too have a beter chance at the spotlight. if you don't know what spotlight is see the help bibble for fubar. First off you will want a set amount of fubucks that you wanna bid. next you should check the spotlight, figure out usaual ammount its been going for for each set date. as some days it will be cheap (for example on sundays). other times like thanks giving it will be outrageously high. Now that we know the above.. and your familliar with spotligt, know the amount you want to bid and you think your ready. try to hold out on biddin untill 11:50PST (pacific standard time) (aka FU-time) Make a note of the bid amount that you have done. Now that we have placed a bid... at 11:55pst check back on spotlight, click bid again ya know like you did earlyer to make first bid. check what the current bid is at, look and check with y

Necessary Evils
Hello, fans, friends, and otherwise! Here's the beginning of the blog...finally decided to take the time to put one together and kick back with some thoughts/musings that're totally "Antny". Today's topic: Necessary Evils. No, not the vid game series from Capcom, but those things in life that make living life better, but we wish to all high on that we didn't need... 1. Cel Phones. Or, "The Leash" as I like to call mine. Yup, it's certainly fantastic to be able to check e-mail from anywhere, to be able to summon help if you get a flat while driving out somewhere where God and/or Jesus lost his sandals, or just to be able to talk to a friend from anywhere on the planet when you're feeling blue and just need to say, "Hi"....but dammit, if one more idiot drifts into my lane when I'm driving because he's answering a call while behind the wheel.... There's a time and place for everything in life and driving and cels just don't mix (he says and admits to being a total hypocrite on

Everything That Is Happening
With everything that is going on right now i am a little tied up. I have to make the needed plans involved with mine and ric splitting up. He informed me last night that he has no desire to stop his habit of chasing women in order for the family to stay together. He did say i could accept his doing those things and we could stay together. Yeah right! I have to make arrangements to insure my 2 year old has what he needs and all the other important factors for my son and my life. So i may not be around here as much as i normally have been for a while. I hope all of you have a wonderful day!!!

Cali Vs Tenn
Body: Somebody from California apparently wrote the top part, but somebody from TENNESSEE came back and put them on their asses at the bottom. Just read all of it! This is GREAT ! ! lol CALIFORNIA: - I can wear sandals all year long - I go to the Beach - not "down to the shore" - Our chicks are WAYYYY hotter than yours. Well...Miami can hang. - I say "like" and "for sure" and "right on" and "dude" and "totally" and "peace out" and "chill" and "tight" and "bro" and I say them often - I know what real cheese & avocados taste like - Everyone smokes weed and its no big deal - We'll roll up 40 deep when something goes down. - I live next door to Mexicans, but we call them American's! - All the porn you watch is made here, cause we're better and thats how it is - I don't get snowdays off because theres only snow in Mammoth, Tahoe, Shasta, and Big Bear - I know 65 mph really means 100 - When someone cuts me off, they get the horn and the finger and high

Heavens Dream *from Mark*
Heavens Dream Look up to the heavens For the brightest star Always remember baby I'll never be very far Like the star in the sky That's always there to shine The love inside of me For you, you'll always find Your eyes are like stars So bright so lovely Your smile so beautiful Your heart so sweet and loving Your love for me is so tender and so sweet A love so pure and caring one day i hope to meet. i just want you to know my love for you will always grow. In till the day i die My love you i can not hide love mark

Kiss Is The Language Of Love
kiss is the language of love, methods of love.... *kiss on the ear-------------------- "i'm horny" *kiss on the cheek----------------- "we're friends" *kiss on the hand------------------ "i adore you" *kiss on the neck------------------- "we belong together" *kiss on the shoulder-------------- "i want you" *kiss on the lips--------------------- "i love you" or "i want >>>you" *holding hands----------------------"we can learn to love each other" *a wink------------------------------ "Let's get it on" *slap on the butt------------------- " thats mine" *playing with tear------------------ "i can't live without you" *holding on tight---------------------"don't let go" *looking into each other's eyes--- "let's get romantic" *playing with the hair on head--------------- "tell me you love me" *arms around the waist ----------- "i love you too much to let go" *laughing while kissing------- "i am completely comfortable w/ you" Advice ***if you're kissing someone, close yo

Vote For April Dammit
I was going to make this all sparkly and shiny but the bottom line is ... april's hot enough, i don't need to... so PLEASE click the picture and click on "vote for this bartender" and help out the sexiest, sweetest, rockinest bartender ;)Love you guys, hope you love me enough to help us out ;) (btw, the guy in the pic is leepus for those of you that don't know, he's who i'm staying with here in chicago aka my photographer :p )~~~Sin (copied from my bulletin, please please please vote)

Why Do Guys Fall In Love With Girls...
Why do guy's fall in love with girl's? 1. They will always smell good even if it's just shampoo. 2. The way their heads always find the right spot on our shoulder. 3. How cute they look when they sleep. 4. The ease in which they fit into our arms. 5. The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world. 6. How cute they are when they eat. 7. The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end it makes it all worth while. 8. Because they are always warm even when its minus 30 outside. 9. The way they look good no matter what they wear. 10. The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the most beautiful girl on this earth. 11. How cute they are when they argue. 12. The way her hand always finds yours. 13. The way they smile. 14. The way you feel when you see their name on your cell after you just had a big fight. 15. The way she says "lets not fight anymore" - even though you know that an hour later.... 16. T

Sagittarius Woman
SAGITTARIUS WOMAN A tall slim and graceful woman who walked proudly like she is walking in a beauty pageant competition. If she slips or nearly falls, she will nicely covered it up and continue with her graceful and impressive walking step. She knows how to use make up to enhance her beauty. She looks at the world positively, so her face always seem so happy. She will not get up set easily. Self confident woman who belief in her own style. She will not follow fashion, but standing in between simplicity and too modern. She is a very open person, sometimes can be too blunt. She is an honest person and never try to cause troubles for any one. She likes to say something that you do not want to hear and yet she can say something so pleasing at the same time. Example she may say "I wish you could make more money, so you could afford better cloth, but anyway it is better this way. If you make more money you could be thinking of money too much and become greedy". She can say such thing a

Thankful
“Therefore, since we are receiving a kingdom that cannot be shaken, let us be thankful, and so worship God acceptably with reverence and awe” (Hebrews 12:28). Today's Word from Joel and Victoria Thank God, we are receiving a kingdom that cannot be shaken! The kingdom is simply God’s system. It’s His way of doing things. The Bible tells us that His kingdom is righteousness, peace, and joy in the Holy Spirit. In God’s kingdom, when you give, it shall be given back to you, pressed down, shaken together, and running over. In God’s kingdom, you can have an abundance of peace and prosperity in your spirit, mind, and body no matter what’s happening around you. And just like the verse says, His kingdom cannot be shaken! That means, if the stock market goes down, God’s kingdom is still strong. If the housing market goes down, God’s kingdom is still strong. If gas prices go up, God’s kingdom is still strong! You can live in God’s kingdom that cannot be shaken—no matter what’s happening her

Where Have I Been ????
Well let's see....where do I start.... Back the end of June we sold our house so we had to find another place to live. We found a nice house to rent. We moved into that house on July 6th. Got everything all unpacked and settled by July 8th. Then by July 10th we discovered so many problems with the house that it wasn't even livable and the landlord wouldn't do a thing about it. So July 11th we packed everything back up, found another house to rent and moved into the new one on July 12th & 13th. Got all unpacked in the new house by July 15th. PHEW we could finally sit back, relax and enjoy our new place......WRONG !!! We lived in the new house for about a month and a half, when one afternoon a knock came at the door. It was the process server, serving us with papers from the bank and lawyer that they were foreclosing on the house and we had 2 weeks to move. UGH......So back to packing everything up again and finding another place to live. I found another place for us to rent. A really

Holidays
With the holidays coming up let us all be safe on are way home form all the parties we will be going to . I went to a party, And remembered what you said. You told me not to drink, Mum So I had a sprite instead. I felt proud of myself, The way you said I would, That I didn't drink and drive, Though some friends said I should. I made a healthy choice, And your advice to me was right, The party finally ended, And the kids drove out of sight. I got into my car, Sure to get home in one piece, I never knew what was coming, Mum Something I expected least. Now I'm lying on the pavement, And I hear the policeman say, The kid that caused this wreck was drunk, Mum, his voice seems far away. My own blood's all around me, As I try hard not to cry. I can hear the paramedic say, This girl is going to die. I'm sure the guy had no idea, While he was flying high, Because he chose to drink and drive, Now I would have to die. So why do people d

3 Day Blast
Starting a contest for a 3 day blast, Anyone who wants to enter can but first u gotta add rate me, and let other people know about this contest,the first person to have 20,000 comments by friday dec 8 will receive the blast....just let me know what pic u want me to rip.

Spotlight Help
I will be giving out fubucks to help members of the 24th level and below. The fubucks are to help you win spotlight. Im not disclosein how much or a exact amount that I will be giving out. What I require/request is a small lil article/paragraph decribeing why you deserv some help, and why you want spotlight so badly. People may a donate fubucks for this if they so wish so but once donated/giving, it will be conciderd a gift and used for helping others out. I will require the following though You MUST fan rate and add who ever you wish. (includien me if u so decide too) You MUST HAVE a VALID SALUTE and salute must be you. as well as look like photos of you. You MUST be nice and kind. There will be NO BEGGING. There is to be no drama at all involed. if any drama for any reson you wont get the fubucks. Your paragraphs/articles are my sole propertie to do what I wish with them. (this is to protect me for such purposes as shareing what they said to others if I

Curtain Rod's----priceless
CURTAIN RODS----PRICELESS She spent the first day packing her belongings into boxes, crates and suitcases. On the second day, she had the movers come and collect her things. On the third day, she sat down for the last time at their beautiful dining room table by candle-light, put on some soft background music, and feasted on a pound of shrimp, a jar of caviar, and a bottle of spring-water. When she had finished, she went into each and every room and deposited a few half-eaten shrimp shells dipped in caviar into the hollow of the curtain rods. She then cleaned up the kitchen and left. When the husband returned with his new girlfriend,all was bliss for the first few days. Then slowly, the house began to smell. They tried everything; cleaning, mopping and airing the place out. Vents were checked for dead rodents and carpets were steam cleaned. Air fresheners were hung everywhere. Exterminators were brought in to set off gas canisters,during which they h

Daily Horoscope: Aries
Daily Horoscope: Aries For November 27,2007 You're starting a new home or hobby-related project and while it may take up more time than you had anticipated, you should get more out of it in return. It's a good time to work with other family members.

Ugh~
I don't feel all that great today. I am on an antibiotic for this strep throat and today is the last day~! thank goodness~! It causes me to have a tummy ache and I don't eat as much...wait that might be a good thing...LOL~ Yesterday ended up being a day...whew~Jeff came home early so he could go to the dr. He has an infection that is not clearing up so off we went and he has a staph infection. UGH~! So we get home, I cook supper, and go up the road to the pharmacy to get his med. Well, it seems our insurance carrier's computers were down and I had to pay for his med. Not too bad but still $36 is a lot these days around here. Hopefully when I go back to the pharmacy today I can get refunded what they pay for. At least that is what the pharmacy manager said. We also had the heating guy to come out and check the unit this morning. Our house is colder than it should be but he got it figured out what was wrong and it is working properly. Now maybe we can stay warm at night

Love
What is love? Love is something that two ppl say to each other. I believe nobody knows what love is. Any1 can say i love you and they can mean it and they may not mean it. There is a big difference between the word "I Love You" and "I love you and i need you". when some1 says they love you they normally mean it..when some1 say i love you and i need you they are lying..When some1 says they can't live with out you do you believe them? When some1 says they can't live with out you they are lying cause after you break up they are still living and seeing some1 new..I believe lust is where you think to your self do i actually want to spend the rest of my life with this person? Love is where you get a tingling feeling inside when you see them,talk to them,or just think about them and you know that you want to spend the rest of your life with them!

Joke
A guy steps into an elevator and there's just one attractive woman in it. He turns around to push the button for his floor and his elbow bumps right into her breast. He says, "Oh, I'm so sorry. If your heart is as soft as your breast, I hope you'll be able to forgive me." She looks at him a few seconds and says, "That's all right. If your penis is as hard as your elbow, I'm in room 204."

Hot Night
My naked body trembles as you walk near. I feel your hands upon my body. Suddenly your tongue is exploring me. I am getting hotter and hotter. You caress my body until I’m soaked. I beg you for more. I am aching for you. You slowly enter me. You move slowly in and out driving me insane. I scream for you to give it to me. You start pounding harder and harder until we both explode. Lying there in sweat and ecstasy we drift off to sleep only to awaken minutes later for more.

A Lil Bout Me!
My name is Tracy aka Trae. I live in Nashville, TN and Calvert City, KY. I am a business owner and a musician. I am totally into the hardcore PUNK scene and also heavy metal and screamo. I love any kind of music that expresses inside feelings except for rap. Rap is completely and totally useless and meaningless unless you are drunk and at the club. If this offends you, then take your ass somewhere else. I am a true musician. I don't need a computer to make my music!!! Get a life dude and grow up!!! Anyway, HOLLAR!!!!

Where Are They> They Asked
lol iwas reading someone's blog as to where all the "good guys" are and where are all the "good girls" have gone.....well hey one or more is still out here waiting to find his Ms Right. As to the girls i know there are few out there but why are they hiding from us? lol. ladies im here..all you gotta do is look.... guys make posts about where ya are lol....

Abortion...is It A Choice ???
I know this is not my normal blogging but when I read this bulletin that my daughter had posted on her myspace, I had to put it where others could see it too... I never have believed in abortion, in fact if I had of kept the appointment 23 years ago this is what my oldest son would have felt instead of being here today. I am so glad I couldn't do it, even if I was only 15 yrs. old, for he ended up being my first love... I know that may sound strange, but he is the one that taught me about love and how awesome it is to give and receive love... I guess abortion may be a choice, but it is one choice I could never have lived with... Feel free to pass this on if you wish to... HELL NO. In September 1993, Brenda Pratt Shafer, a registered nurse with thirteen years of experience, was assigned by her nursing agency to an abortion clinic. Since Nurse Shafer considered herself "very pro-choice," she didn't think this assignment would be a problem. She was wrong. This is what Nurse Sha

Christmas
Christmas can be a very difficult time for many children on the Autistic Spectrum. The sheer chaos that ensues from changes in routine added to the growing anticipation could be a recipe for stress and behaviour problems. Strategies that help the child visualise the period may be helpful for some. Helping children to cope by using visual images. · Make a timetable – maybe for weeks to begin with and then into days nearer the event. · Use photographs and cut outs from magazines to explain what is happening (stores stocked with cards, presents and such things). · Obtain dates of events from schools and clubs and insert these into the timetable. · Use specific dates for putting up the tree and decorations or baking the cake. Mark off, on the calendar, events as they happen – so the child can progress visually through the time. Some children prefer an actual ‘washing line’ with events pegged on and taken off on completion. SOCIAL STORIES could be used to he

Autism - Friendly Christmas Tips For The Eccentric.
Christmas by Donna Williams * The christmas tree looks best when standing inside of the branches looking out through the lights. * Don’t forget to tap the decorations, they sound good too. * Shiny decorations are wonderfully lickable (but don’t eat them). * Glitter doesn’t taste anywhere near as fantastic as it looks (what a mystery). * There is actually something under the paper. * Decorations are a far greater buzz when people want them put back on the tree. * Christmas lights are best viewed through a strand of tinsel. * We can all be santa. * Giving starts with what’s invisible. * The best christmas gift is the geniune smile at one’s own reflection. * If nothing else, dare to whisper/hum/sing/type just for Christmas. * Gifts are best appreciated in one’s own space. * The cat often can’t eat well with people watching. * You can make ’snow’ from pretty much anything. * Dressing up in tinsel makes you shine. * Peace is having your neurotransmitters working for you ar

Christmas And Autistic Spectrum Disorders
Christmas and autistic spectrum disorders Christmas can be an exciting and fun time, but it can also be stressful. People with an autistic spectrum disorder (ASD) may be confused or distressed by all the new activity in the household at Christmas, and this can be upsetting for the rest of the family. This information sheet should provide some tips which might help. The word 'child' will be used throughout this document; however, we hope that some of the tips will be useful for adults too. Preparation As Christmas approaches, you may want to highlight this holiday period on the household's or child's calendar. We would suggest that you check when the school starts work about Christmas, and perhaps you could introduce the idea at a similar time. This will help to ensure consistency. However, if this time frame does not leave enough preparation time for your child, then you should adjust it as appropriate. You may only want to emphasise Christmas Day on the calendar. Or you

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In every flower that opens. In every sunrise. In every tear drop. In every broken heart, in every smile. In every mile between us. I think about you often my friend. I see your face in all the beauty that surrounds me. I see your face in every color of the rainbow. Friendship means something to me. Its beauty and love fill the sky with laughter and a very happy heart. I love you my friends, you make me smile, you make me laugh. Always making my days better. Every mile, every tear, every smile. It is all because of you my friend.

The Locker Room - Part 4 (final)
6 down, 2 to go. The remaining two men now took me to another bench...they ruffly handled me...nearly forcing me to comply quickly and without comment. One laid down on the bench on his back...reaching out and grabbing me by the arm...nearly jerking me over and down onto his cock. I was facing him...my breasts pressed down onto his chest...he was already breathing hard and his hardened grip pinched into my hips. Just as I was starting to find a fucking rhythm on his cock...he slapped my hips hard...grasped my ass cheeks and pulled me apart...his thighs spread apart further, forcing my legs even further apart...near splitting...a delightful painful feeling at being so exposed. His cock slipped out of me. The entire room roared seeing what was happening. Then from behind I felt three fingers roughly finger my dripping pussy, about a dozen quick finger fucking strokes, so quick I could barely count...then slowly, soooo slowly he removed his fingers and as I looked back...saw him gli

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) Three men now came over to me... I was now far too aroused to know what to do next. One laid down on the bench.his hips on the very edge of the end of the bench. Another guided me over to the bench and had me straddle the man lying down.his cock, hard and erect, the head of his cock tapping against my pussy. Hands on my thighs, I lowered my pussy over his cock and groaned as his extremely long cock slipped inside effortlessly...the size of his cock was more of length than breadth. No sooner than I had adjusted to his cock and began bouncing up and down in delight, the other man reached down and kissed me deeply...his tongue invading my mouth...moaning into my mouth as his hands pressed my shoulders back...causing me to lay down on the chest of the man below me while his cock remained buried deep in my pussy. The man on top's groans were driving me wild...and then I felt the shock of him trying to enter my pussy alongside the cock inside me. My clit nearly burst with excitem

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The locker room was silent but the entire colosseum literally vibrated with the roar of thousands of people as the game ended. The doors to the locker room slammed open and over a hundred people flooded the room accompanying the victorious team. I had somehow managed to be swept away with the crowd and now found myself in the locker room surrounded by a sea of men. Shoulder-to-shoulder, body to body, the entire room seemed to move as one...and my body was continually being brushed up upon...pressed into...and I was enjoying the excitement of the victory as well as the anonymous touching... whether intentional or not. I caught the eye of one of the team members...his stare was intent on me...as he walked over to stand closely to me...forcing me up against one of the lockers. He placed the palms of his hands onto the lockers behind me and lowered his face, his lips next to my ear...whispered..."want to have you...all of us do...." My groan was all he needed to know...and the entire ro

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Hey everybody.....my friend just invited me the other day so I'm new to this. Just to let you know I appreciate all the sweet things said, but I'm married and happy about it...(one of the few people like that?) lol. So please refrain from being too dirty:) I'm not looking for a fuck buddy or boyfriend OR GIRLFRIEND. I've got the best husband ever and I JUST WANT FRIENDS. That's it. Thanks!:):)

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Tim McGraw, My Next Thirty Years Lyrics Looking for Tim McGraw tabs and chords? Browse alphabet (above) Artist: McGraw Tim Song: My Next Thirty Years Album: A Place In The Sun Buy Tim McGraw Sheet Music Buy Tim McGraw CDs I think I’ll take a moment, celebrate my age The ending of an era and the turning of a page Now it’s time to focus in on where I go from here Lord have mercy on my next thirty years Hey my next thirty years I’m gonna have some fun Try to forget about all the crazy things I’ve done Maybe now I’ve conquered all my adolescent fears And I’ll do it better in my next thirty years My next thirty years I’m gonna settle all the scores Cry a little less, laugh a little more Find a world of happiness without the hate and fear Figure out just what I’m doing here In my next thirty years Oh my next thirty years, I’m gonna watch my weight Eat a few more salads and not stay up so late Drink a little lemonade and not so many beers Maybe I’ll remember

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I turn off the lights and I crawl into bed All these worthless thoughts, they race through my head I lay and think of you and your sexy style Then I lay and think of masturbating for a while I slip into a paradise that is all my own A paradise of sex and booze and you're the one I bone I toss, I turn, I moan, I groan and I please myself I open my eyes and I realize I need to hear your Voice for me to get off good I think I've done it too many times Too many times I've fucked with my mind Just as I get my pants undone Masturbation's lost its fun I think that this shit is getting to me I even talk about it when I shoot the breeze I can't help it if I want sex so bad But my finger is the only experience I've ever had I don't know if it's fucking with my health But it's the only way I can please myself I'm sorry if I really gross people out I just can't reach far enough to eat myself out I don't know what it is that really makes me do it The way you walk, the way you t

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