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How To Give A Cat A Pill
How to Give a Cat a Pill This may not be new to you...but I love the mental pictures I get when I read it!! How To Give A Cat A Pill 1. Pick up cat and cradle it in the crook of your left arm as if holding a baby. Position right forefinger and thumb on either side of cat's mouth and gently apply pressure to cheeks while holding pill in right hand. As cat opens mouth, pop pill into mouth. Allow cat to close mouth and swallow. 2. Retrieve pill from floor and cat from behind sofa. Cradle cat in left arm and repeat process. 3. Retrieve cat from bedroom, and throw soggy pill away. 4. Take new pill from foil wrap, cradle cat in left arm, holding rear paws tightly with left hand. Force jaws open and push pill to back of mouth with right forefinger. Hold mouth shut for a count of ten. 5. Retrieve pill from goldfish bowl and cat from top of wardrobe. Call spouse from garden. 6. Kneel on floor with cat wedged firmly between knees, hold front and rear pa

Demons In December
Inner Demons brought to you by Death Starr Ok folks, Some kick ass Metal news~ Inner Demons has booked our Studio time 12/28/07 thru 12/30/07 not including final Mixing time So stay tunes for all New Inner Demons Studio Mp3s Rockers Jeffery Korn, Zakk Hillyard, Chuck Hillyard and James Leopard Terrorizing jax, florida since 2006 Guitarist endoursed by HALO GUITARS .. Friday 12/7/07 at 11:45pm with Manna Zen @ Freebird Cafe 200 N First St Jacksonville Beach, FL 32210 (904) 246-2473 Friday 12/14/07 at 11:45pm with Heroes and Madmen @ Jack Rabbits 1528 Hendricks Ave jacksonville, Florida 32099 Death Starr Records !!!

What Did The Girl See At The End Of This Song To Change Her Mind?
Jimi Hendrix - Castles Made Of Sand Down the street you can hear her scream "you're a disgrace" As she slams the door in his drunken face, And now he stands outside and all the neighbours start to gossip and drool. He cries "Oh girl, you must be mad, What happened to the sweet love you and me had?" Against the door he leans and starts a scene, And his tears fall and burn the garden green. And so castles made of sand, fall in the sea, eventually. A little Indian brave who before he was ten, played war games in the woods with his Indian friends, and he built a dream that when he grew up, he would be a fearless warrior Indian Chief. Many moons passed and more the dream grew strong, until tomorrow He would sing his first war song, And fight his first battle, but something went wrong, Suprise attack killed him in his sleep that night And so castles made of sand, melts into the sea eventually. There was a young girl, whose heart was a frown, Because she

Tears
I sit here and the tears roll down my fac onto my hands. I try to keep and hold them back from being seen, but i cannot hide thm from all. The ones that know me are the ones that see my heartache, hurt, scars, and my worst fears. I am thankful for the people i have but hurting because i dont know where that one true person is. I think that i know somedays and sometimes i dont. Sometimes i think maybe this should be me, single, no wife, no kids, nothing holding me back but nothing pushing me forward. Maybe this is the way it should be, maybe i am the end of this family chain, maybe i shouldnt try to change it maybe i should let nature takee its course. But nature does not want the same things that i want, it does not show me a bright future with a loving family and plenty of friends. it shows me a side of my life i never wanted to be in. I am lost in my own hurt and fears, wanting to change it and wanting for things to be different. But where does one start to change their whole life? W

Mumm Bashers
THIS IS FOR ALL THE MUMM BASHERS OUT THERE WHO HAVE NOTHING BETTER TO DO THAN SIT AROUND AND COMMENT ON MUMMS. ITS NOT ALL ABOUT THE RATES I KNOW BUT ITS FUCKED UP WHEN 90% OF THE PEOPLE WHO SAY THAT ARE EITHER A LEVEL 20 AND UP. OF COURSE YOUR NOT TO WORRIED ABOUT THE RATES. TO THE DUMBASSES INCLUDING THE CLOSET QUEER CASPER WHO TALKS ABOUT PEOPLE BEING GAY YET WILL STAY AND COMMENT ON A SUPPOSEDLY QUEER MUMM. TO THE COMMISH AND THE OTHERS THAT WANTED TO BE ASSHOLES AND TALK SHIT ABOUT NOT HAVING A LIFE YOU MUST NOT HAVE ONE OF YOUR OWN TO SIT AROUND AND WAIT FOR MUMMS TO PUT STUPID ASS ONE LINE COMMENTS ON. I KNOW IT IS TO HARD FOR SOME OF YOU TO THINK,READ,AND UNDERSTAND SOMETIMES.

Pages Of My Life
Pages of My LifeTAKE THIS SURVEY!Take this surveyHi my name is: TeshaWhen I'm nervous: Bit my nailsBy this time next year: Ill still be a momLast night: I was takein care of a sick kidPART 1: YOUWere you a planned baby? NoWere you the first? NoAre your parents still married? No but live togetherPART 2: YOUR PERSONALITYDo you have low self esteem? NopeDo you get depressed about things easily? NoAre you happy right now? Yeap VeryPART 3: APPEARANCEAre you comfortable with the way you look? YeapDescribe your hair: Long and a pain in my assWhere do you buy most of your clothes? Bunch of PlacesPART 4: RANDOMEver been kicked out of a bar? Haha can say i have lolEver drunk dial an ex? Nope dont drunk dialCan you tie a cherry stem using your tongue? YeapPART 5: THE OUTDOORSDo you prefer indoors or outdoors? BothDo you like walking in the rain? YeapDo you like thunderstorms? NopePART 6: FOODAre you a vegetarian? Nope hate vegesAnything you absolutely could eat forever? chickenWhat is your favori

Life
Is it possible to find that person to make me happy? Is it possible to find someone that can make me smile at the worst of times? Is it possible to be happy alone? Is it possible to be able to wake up to that one person every morning and say i love u? Is it possible to find that one person to make my heart melt and take my breathe away everytime they walk into a room? Is it possilbe to have that one person to make the same wich on the same star for true love? Why cant i find that person? why cant i find that one person who is not fake, untrue, unfaithful? Is it possible to find all these things or am i being to high maitanence? I want to know that one person that always cares for me, always thinks of me. And not just the thoughts of how i am doing but just wondering what i am doing and if i am thinking of them at the same time they think of me. Where can i find all of this and IS IT POSSIBLE?

Kelly Osbourne Must Die!!!
O M F G....... Radio 1 Sunday Evenings (UK time.....10pm - 12midnight) STOP THIS FEMALE FROM SPEAKING! The chances are that you will have to log into the radio 1 website in order to listen to this Harpy waffle on about the general publics personal problems. If this is the case then please log onto the following site http://www.bbc.co.uk/radio1/ on Sunday evenings 10pm - midnight UK time..... thats probably 5pm - 7pm US time Take this retarded woman off my radio station - PLEASE Kelly Osbourne has absolutley NO idea what she's talking about. Members of the public call in regarding their own personal and private problems and this retarded harpy gives her "own personal advice". YES, fine, she has a father who is famous. YES, fine, she has a father who has dived into the drugs and drink side of life. YES, fine, SHE has had her own share of drugs and drink based experiences. PLEASE READ THE FOLLOWING SENTANCE CAREFULLY..... TW

Just Boredom Part 3
This part might seem like a repeat and a repeat of the same thing over and over again, but yet it's sorta what i would do as well!! You go to sit up and forget that you are handcuffed to the headboard, you so bad wanted to play with yourself to make you cum, but you can't cause you foregot that you were handcuffed.. Did i also forget to mention that you have your feet tied down as well, as you lay on the bed handcuffed and legs tied down spread eagle. I start to lightly nibble and suck on your clit & start to pinch your nipples. As I am lookin' up into your eyes lookin' at you and watchin' your reactions. I start to suck harder on your clit and bring one hand down to finger your pussy, you can feel my fingers up against your g-spot. I see the look into your eyes that you are feeling great and are about to cum. So I start to suck harder and nibble harder and rubbin' my finger harder and faster on your g-spot.. I can feel you tighten up and i can see the look

Forever
FINDING ONE'S SELF RAISING EACH OTHER'S VALUE IN EACH OTHER'S RISING ONLY SEEING REFLECTIONS OF EACH OTHER'S VOYAGE TOGETHER EMBARKING ON RAINBOWS REJOICING EVERY NEW COLOR VIVIDLY ECHOING THE RAIN EMBRACING THE VENTURE ENTANGLING IN EACH OTHER'S RAYS VEXED BY EACH OTHER'S REGARD ENCHANTED BY LOVE'S REWARD... RAINBOWS WRITTEN BY: DENISE TABORS JULY 2000

Im Back
hello fubar fam....i havent been around forover three weeks....the pc had a virus....so i waz force to be mobile...now im back....alot had change since then.....i know afew ppl drop me and such but its cool....im here for real ppl...not just points....im back to have fun again...i been doin alot soul searching since the break.....my mafia family in transistion...im not sure what to do about it..until then im still part of it....as yall can see i got my own crew.....so i have too look out for them....they mean alot to me....so show them luv....i know i got alot of catchun uo to do...alot of ppl think i was actin funny...but i wasnt ...if some of yall was real friends yall kinow im always shwoin luv...to famil freinds and strangers....there been so much drama and chaos i wasnt sure to come back..but im not goin to let a few ppl stop me from being me....so now im back...not all the way but close to where i was before the break...im goin to do more.. for as lounges crews..an

More Sagi
Sagittarius: You were born during a period when the Sun was in Sagittarius. While Sagittarians are the nomads of the Zodiac, they do not wander aimlessly. They are seekers of the truth and will go anywhere and talk to anyone for answers to their questions. Knowledge and wisdom drive them and provide the energy for their liberal approach to life. Sagittarians are drawn to the philosophical and spiritual because these subjects provide answers to the questions that burn inside them. Sagittarius: "I seek," philosophic, fun-loving, adventurous, blundering, wanderlust, scattered, hips/thighs

Viewing Nsfw Pics
In order to see my NSFW pics men must buy me a blast. I don't have any rules as far as what kind of blast get how many days or whatever. Just buy a blast or a VIP and you can see em as long as you want. Women just ask and I'll probably let you see :) But make sure you ask via a shout or a message because I rarely read the comments here.

A Sad Sad Day In The World Of Emo Kids....
The screamer and guitar player of Hawthorne Heights passed away.. Casey Calvert, 26, passed away in his sleep last night... There was no foul play or anything illegal (drugs, drinking) involved... Even though he was in the "emo" scene I would like every one to keep his wife and child in your prayers tonight.... Thank you! -tattooed chickie

Leaving
I am gonna b leaving Fubar for awhile. I will miss my friends. For those who I chat with on yahoo, I will still b around, well except for the next couple of weeks.........in and out. Hope to see u all soon Melissa

A Day In My Life....
Today was one a good day!!...The kinda day where everything went right all my jobs were easy and i completely resisted the urge to call someone a complete moron cause they unplugged their digital phone and it didn't work all wkd and it's MY FAULT....I knew it was too good to be true....Last job was fairly simple on paper...bad modem switch it out......ok no problem....I get there and switch it out and it works no worries....the owner and i chatted about gaming,rasslin and chinese food three of my fav subjects so i was actually having a good time at work.........as i stated before ....TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE.....anywho...........he says Hey wanna have some fun?....at this point i should have ran like like lil richard going to a bologna factory.....and even as my scooby sense was screaming RUN YOU FOOL!....my inate sense of curiosity got the better of me so i had to see what he had planned....Did i mention the monkey?....ah well he has a monkey of the type i have no idea...i believe he said

Friendship
November 25, 2007 @ 3:11 pm I am sending this to you to see how many actually read their comments. Your response will be interesting. Pay attention to what you read. After you have finished reading it, you will know the reason it was sent to you. Here goes: People come into your life for a REASON, a SEASON or a LIFETIME. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrong doing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because y

My Planet
Planet Jupiter: Jupiter is the largest planet in our solar system and is related symbolically to optimism, a love of freedom, new experiences,generosity, and expansiveness. A relationship with the universe in the form of religion and philosophy is provided by the planet Jupiter. The children of Jupiter has a sense of legal justice whether man made or natural; it also allows its children to grow through impositions and challenges. Jupiter protected the city of Rome and he both blessed warriors as they went off to war and then greeted them when they returned from the battle. He had the power to punish and reward them, he was also a frequent hurler of thunderbolts. Jupiter is associated with the sign of Sagittarius and once it was also associated with Pisces, It can make its children overly-optimistic, self indulgent and conceited. Planet Jupiter is ruler of Sagittarius

Commitment
Someone that can kill all the snakes and help me get over the fears of snakes and unstable surfaces Someone that can love my 'kids' as much as I do! Someone who doesn't care whether I'm big and beautiful or slender and sexy.. they don't try to starve me or over feed me.. Someone responsible, understanding, based on faith - as long as that faith is based on love. Someone who can commit to something and never leave it - no matter what Someone who can be with me through the days that I just don't get the pickups about sex because my mind doesn't operate that way and on those days it takes 24 hours of mental foreplay Someone who isn't afraid to be honest and open and doesn't say ANYTHING that he doesn't mean. Someone who understands the value of words and doesn't mince them but uses them appropriately. Someone with a mind and a sense of humor. Must never stop me from singing or laughing. Here is my list. Pretty complete, huh? Well some of it is not as specific as it sounds. The s

Women >>> Men Being Abused Stop Taking This Abuse>>> No One Should Be Abused Ever
Abuse , torghure, beatings , on any one should not be acceptable . Open your eyes and mind and see this leads to death . Get out , go to a shelter , , what ever but leave. let athuroties know , press charges , dont suffer with pain anguish any more. Your childern will learn to be abusers if you keep them in that enviorment.. take the kids go get out . Men who are abused get out too. its not worth your life no matter how much you think you love a person . leave its not worth it. Life is to short. Hugs diana

Stupid People
How many people rent? Well, I do. It sucks! Today my Landlord told me she has had enought money to pay utilities for 3 MONTHS! what the hell is she doing with my money?! Granted I haven't been able to pay my full rent due to cut hours. But, the thing that gets me is she just told me my gas and electric wil be turned off on the 30th if I don't come up with at $100.00. i just sent her my whole paycheck. I haven't even gone christmas shopping, grocery shopping, or gas. My car has a 1/4 tank, I have a 1 year old, and my mom doesn't get paid until the 8th. STUPID PEOPLE!!! WHAT ABOUT MY SON?!! everything in the refig. will go bad. NO HEAT, NO FOOD, THANKS @$$HOLES!!!

Look Out Kc,mo.!!
First, belated happy Thanksgiving to everyone. Hope you all had a good day. Ours was nice. And the puppies liked their dinner as well :) They got to eat everything we did :) Now the reason for the subject line is I am going to be in KC from Tuesday November 27 to Friday December 7. Well I will actually be there til the morning of the 9th but Saturday the 8th is already planned out and Sunday I will be on my way home. I am staying with Briana. So if any one wants to hang out, give us a shout. Buzzard, her place, wherever, pipe up and say something :) Hope to see some of you soon!!

Drinking Games
Game Name: Survivor Flip Cup Category: Speed Buzz Level: Deadly Directions: This is a variation of Flip Cup (also known as Turbo Cups on this website).You need two teams of at least two people. In a relay-race format, you must chug a cup of beer roughly 1/4 to 1/3 full. When you finish you put the cup on the edge of the table rim-up and must flip the cup so it lands rim-down without falling over. Once you succeed, the next player on your team begins chugging. Once one team finishes, then that ends the round. The losing team must then vote a member out of the game. Then round 2 begins. The catch is that you must always drink the same amount of cups as a team -- so when one player is eliminated, then one player must pull double-duty. Thus once you're the only player left on your team, you've gotta drink & flip yours plus one for each player voted out. When there's only two players left on a team, you can decide how to vote the last one out. (Being the dorks that w

Let Me Explain What I'm Talking About.
I created this profile for one reason and one reason alone to meet women on myspace close by or planning to visit my area in order to have a meeting, so we can meet in person and talk. See what we have in common and what develops from there. But until we can meet in person that seems impossible. It seems this concept creeps some women out and I want to assure you that I'm not insane or a sexual deviant. All I want is a nice safe public meeting, so exchange of address and unfortunately if you like no sex what so ever. Just a nice sit down between two adults in a nice public fast food joint to talk and have a nice day getting to know each other, if nothing develops after that I will be understandingly disappointed but I will understand. Hell, we can still remain friends if you like. No pressure, no commitments, no surprises. Just you and I in chairs facing each other, drinking soda and talking. That's it, now really? Is that so much of me to ask? If you think you can find

A Closer Look
http://www.newswithviews.com/Devvy/kidd323.htm I'm on my way to Southern California on business; then on to Northern California to be with my family on Thanksgiving. Because of my schedule this trip, I won't be doing any columns for two weeks, so I decided to get this election one done. I hope the Thanksgiving holiday might give people a little extra time to look real hard at all candidates running for president. Regardless of your political party affiliation, I sincerely wish all Americans a safe and enjoyable Thanksgiving with family and friends. Despite the massive problems we are facing, we still have much to be thankful for and with God's blessings, we will find the strength to continue our fight for America's future. As someone who has been in the trenches full time for 18 years, I've seen and heard just about every standard election cycle promise which always converts into a lie after the candidate is sworn into office. Millions of young Americans will vote in November 2

Brokenhearted
Sometimes I wonder wehre I've been, And who I am & where do I fit in. Without your love all I'll ever be, Is out here on my own. I love you with more desire, than I knew I had in me; And now it's gone. With God by my side & in my heart, I know I will go on. I don't know how or where I'll be, Just that sometime yet to come; I will wake up & say, "GOOD MORNING" to a brand new me. A me without you & the love we shared, But this time around; I know that it was me who was important; And that is all that I have to share. And more & my heart will break, Because the pain I feel inside; Is so hard to take, My life is still so young & waiting for me. So ready or not, I'm here to take what I can & face it head on, despite the tears & the love I leave behind.

Scorpio
HOLEE SHIT! here comes the masters and mistresses of FUCK! Sorry Leo, but Scorps ARE the leaders in the Kink O Rama factor (Hey Lions, you are the kings and queens of everything ELSE...let it go...OMMMMMMMM) Scorpios KNOW how to seduce. They KNOW what is kinky. They are highly manipulative. They KNOW how to get you to do what THEY want. They KNOW how to fuck. And they are making room for modifications. All they have to do is walk into a room and look at you, and you WILL be on your back assuming the position. One Scorpio I knew used to shackle her lover to her dining room table and serve food around his naked . body for dinner parties. She would put the Dip right between his legs and tell everyone to try some.This is just an idea of Scorpio kink. She would punish him later if things went...er...awry. Anne Rice (During her 'Beauty' phase) wants to be a Scorpio. Leos and Scorpios make for a fabulous tryst...but the emotions are staggering. Don't dare TRY to make a Scorpio jealous...they

Sick Of Fubabies.....grow Up!
I could have sworn that when I joined Fubar it said 18 and older which led me to believe it was an adult site. Well it's not! This is a place for moody whiney ass babies who want to bitch about everything and then go tattle tailin to the fubar shop because they dont like my freedom of speech. This is my page, my blogs, my mumms, my pics and if you dont like em then why the hell are you looking. Oh and this blog has been marked NSFW to save time for those who will report it. My kids dont even argue and act as childish as alot of people on here. I posted a few Mumms today...1 about a pic that was marked as NSFW and another was a joke that I seriously forgot to mark as NSFW well within 5 minutes of me posting the joke, it was deleted which is fine....the one about my NSFW pic was deleted also which again is also fine...but dear god, This place is gettin dumber by the minute....even the kids on Myspace have more freedom than we do on here!With all that said , I doubt I waste much more tim

Inner Reflections
Resignated, her mind escapes from all, gazing the mirrored surface, she exhales. Her self beauty reflected instant thrall, a dual self image copies and excels. She sees a stunning woman with desire, fingers trace the outline of her silk breasts. Eyes draw her into the passionate fire, she strives to indulge this inner bequest. Gently flicks the soft crevice while she watched, her expression unleashes the trapped one. Dismissing all past time reasons botched, moans and sighs of self pleasures have begun. Suddenly becomes drenched with one leg hiked, an all new experience she received. Her body trembles while she is psyched, now untapped she is finally relieved. The victorian reflects much wiser, journalized she became her own adviser. Copyright © Kristin Roth-Davis

I'm A Proud Thick Chic!
I’m HAPPY the way i am thanks ! Current mood: content In todays society we see women portrayed as teeny tiny lil' things , If i was a guy i'd be scared shitless that i'd break one Sheesh...News flash girls .. if you starve your poor lil bodies the next time you do decide to eat more than a saltine and some premium bottled water , you're going to blow up bigger than a sumo-wrestler when they're not training ! Today after my shower while i was getting dressed i noticed that i'm a lil curvier than i was a few months ago , and get this I didn't whine about it . So what !! Ummmmm I like to eat , not in excess mind you , but I like my meat and taters , i like pasta , lots of it if u don't mind ! I do have a very bad habit .. I drink soda Ugh , not that diet shit either but real weightwatcher law breaking COCA COLA !! Guess what , I don't care if it has umteen calories per serving ... Its hella' better than drinking this contaminated shit that comes out of the tap .. Oh yea NEWSFLASH f

Back Again..
Well yesterday I went to my sister's so I can get reacquainted with an old friend. It was nice as we went to the Comedy Club and then bowling afterward. Coming off a 4 day weekend and I still feel I have not rested at all.. Alot of emotional ups and downs have taken place and I am tired, frustrated and wondering when will it ever end. So much is going on in my life and it seems that things just keep getting worse. Even when I try to be better or do things different, nothing changes. I guess the only way to know that it will is to change them myself. Something just has to give though as I can't go on like this. It is not healthy and only makes things worse... Anyway, this is my little vent for now.. Later everyone...

Carnal Dreams
Embraced in these carnal dreams, we indulge, instantly we become rather alert. So alive in this world of deep tantra, yet, we find ourselves wanting to believe. Creating a daring place to endure, temptations allow ourselves to embrace. Artistically we desire to embrace, feeling other spirits, tempts us to indulge. Through consistent times of tests we endure, arousing sensations brings forth alert. Silent orchestra hopes you will believe, the essence of time enhances tantra. Relinquish old times and accept tantra, when witnessed these dreams, you're bound to embrace. Stealth and forbearance makes all souls believe, lavishly living life known as tantra, Erotic impulses make one alert, cautionary, we often still indulge. Until lessons are learned we will endure, remembering the intricate tantra. Profoundly accepting a new alert, intimately longing to be embraced. We may trip and stumble as we indulge, maintaining a strong balance we believe. Life's complexi

I Type A Blog For Ladies Information >>
yet men read it hehe. thats so great; well they can know what a woman a has to go thru to get thru her post child bearing yrs. hehe. wow ! live, learn thanks guys . hugs Diana

For Kathy My Bestest Friend
You have done it Without a touch, without a word, Without a sign. You have done it By being yourself. Perhaps that is what Being a friend means After all." love you wench,youve been the bestest friend anyones ever had and i thank you from the heart for being my friend...

Contest!
We have a last minute entrant...so we are up to 13...Woot!......Come On guys...i know that tickers lookin reallllllll juicy..Tell your friends,tell your family,even the mailman........also..self comment bombing is allowed sooooooooo.....get to it!!..lol......Happy Bombing!.....Vinn

If We...
If We Had Sex....GAME. don't be scared. you never know who really wants to do you! (Reply so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out). 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you let me pull your hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you from 1 - 10? 16. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 17. Where would you want it? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you mind if i licked you? 20. Would you Fuck me today? 21. Would you Fuck me tomorro

Christmas Cards
When you are making out your Christmas Cards this year, please include the following. A Recovering American Soldier c/o Walter Reed Army Medical Center 6900 Georgia Avenue, NW Washington, DC 20307-5001

A Vision Of A Remarkable Quest
I search the oceans of time, talking in verses of rhyme. Sifting through sands of truths and uncertainties. Mapping out a course in which I shall travel. No stone going unturned, mistakes of the past, they no longer burn. Those were lessons, that I had to learn. My nerves are no longer unraveled. A calm, soothing tranquility, is left behind from yesterdays tide. I no longer feel as if my soul, shriveled up and died. Hurt and despair, these eyes have no longer cried, Feelings of hope and belief, I no longer have a need to hide. My soul is newly reborn, as I think of those that still scorn. They will never heal, forever, will they be forlorn. My heart beats rapidly my life, the hands of time did not steal. My courage is replenished. It comes from deep inside me, it was there all along It just needed a gentle hand to guide me. The sound of the waves, hissing forth. I close my eyes and think of you, knowing that you are not very far. Soon your own que

Happy Holidays
Happy holidays all! I hope everyone had a nice Thanksgiving. We had a wonderful one with my family, and Doug's. I think we had too much food, but it was fun to cook for everyone and watch all of them get stuffed. We had two separate celebrations! It is easier to keep everyone civil that way. LOL!We spent the weekend enjoying shopping downtown, in the arts district, and then we saw the new movie Enchanted. It was a sweet movie and I loved it! Later, we had some steak burgers and eggnog shakes. Yum! Man, the holiday calories will kill me, but with the membership to the Y, I should be good. I have already lost 10 pounds! YAY! Hubby got us a new bedroom suit for the new home. We have a slight change of plans. The other place was not what we agreed on. No way we can afford the monthly fee, they were asking, compared to what was quoted by the loan company. Grrrrrrrrrr! So, we are building a modular, that looks amazing. I get my own photography studio finally! Yes! Well, I must run and pac

-·=»‡«=·-lord O' Steel-·=»‡«=·-
-·=»‡«=·-Lord O' Steel-·=»‡«=·- Still is the dawn this day, the wind is quiet. Words fail and tumble sadly from my fingertips when it should be you I touch so gently and with such passion. Your smooth worn strength and your clear blue power are alive in me this morning. Your aliveness is flowing through my veins a gift from you a fifth of you a token and endowment from you for me to take in to treasure, to nourish and to cherish. Blossom it be, my steely lord. Night wind to thee, my steely lord and all that it pertains and all it holds in its embrace for us entwined, enlivened by the breakdown of our senses and the breakdown of our thoughts and minds. There is your smoky taste your scent envelopes me still, your voice washes gratefully along my wrists, my thighs and resonates my bones. To be right here is right and livid light a flow so smooth, so strong and full of purpose power as I have never known before. Not ever have I seen a man

Slipknot - Duality Lyrics
Title: Slipknot - Duality lyrics Artist: Slipknot Visitors: 9109 visitors have hited Duality Lyrics since Feb 12, 2007. Print: Slipknot - Duality Lyrics print version I Push my fingers into my eyes... It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache... But it's made of all the things I am today... Jesus, it never ends, it works it's way inside... If the pain goes on... Aaaaaaaah! I have screamed until my veins collapsed I've waited last, my time's elapsed Now, All I do is live with so much fate I've wished for this, I've bitched at that I've left behind this little fact: You cannot kill what you did not create I've gotta say what I've gotta say And then I swear I'll go away But I can't promise you'll enjoy the words I guess I'll save the best for last My future seems like on big past You'll live with me 'cause you left me no choice I push my fingers into my eyes It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache If the pain goes on, I'm not gonna make it!

Contest Officially Open!
The Evil Pic Contest Is officially open....so you know what to do!....we have 12 contestants....so Bomb baby Bomb!!.....First Place is a Ticker...contest ends in one week....Happy Bombing Family!!......Vinn

Missing You
We don't talk like we used to, We used to be friends, not now. It seems that the more I try, to do things right; The more the two of us, drift apart & loose sight. Missing you is what I do, Missing you the whole day through; Where did we go wrong, Without your love to keep us strong. You used to be there all the time, Now it's catch as catch can; Someone came & stole your love, And I am now wondering who I am. Missing you is what I do, Missing you the whole day through; Where did we go wrong, I feel like I don't belong. When we were one, I knew, That I could always count on you; Now that we are over, I never know when we will talk; It's hard to cope knowing, That we will never again be one.

Staz Johnson Art On Ebay
Hi everyone, Afew people have asked me whether it's possible to buy any of my artwork online, & while I do have a gallery of for sale artwork.. the host site seems to be experiencing some problems of late, so I'm giving the world of online auctions a shot. So here is the very first Staz Johnson ebay art sale. If this on goes well, there will be more pages offered up for auction, I'll keep you posted of developments. If anyone has any questions, drop me a PM. Click the pic to check out the four pages on offer. All are from the Batman/Aliens II graphic novel.

She Walks In Beauty
She walks in beauty, like the night Of cloudless climes and starry skies; And all that's best of dark and bright Meet in her aspect and her eyes: Thus mellowed to that tender light Which heaven to gaudy day denies. One shade the more, one ray the less, Had half impaired the nameless grace Which waves in every raven tress, Or softly lightens o'er her face; Where thoughts serenely sweet express How pure, how dear their dwelling place. And on that cheek, and o'er that brow, So soft, so calm, yet eloquent, The smiles that win, the tints that glow, But tell the days in goodness spent, A mind at peace with all below, A heart whose love is innocent!

I Am Really Digging This Song Right Now
MARIO LYRICS "Crying Out For Me" 1, 2, 3, 4 Yeah (uh huh) Polo the Don Listen girl Mario Let’s go Ladies It’s like you caught up in a maze You keep on going in circles girl you’re trying to find your way out But its time I put on my cape and Put that s on my chest Girl I wanna come and save you But I’m stuck in the middle of seeing you hurt I know when you love him And you wanna make it work And I can’t help but think that I known you first It’s getting louder Can’t ignore it no more I can hear your heart crying out for me (crying out for me) I can hear your heart crying out for me (And it keeps on saying) Come on in, come on in come on in and save me (And it keeps on saying) Come on in, come on in come on in and save me (I can baby) I can hear your heart crying out for me Baby, I should’ve never caught no feelings But baby having late night conversion on your sofa You telling me how he played you out over and over, over and over But I’m stuck in the

This Sucks
I HAVE TO START SCHOOL TOMORROW..I AM NOT USED TO GETTIN UP AT 6:30 IN THE MORNING...THIS SUCKS...ALTHOUGH I WANT TO BETTER MY LIFE WHY THE HELL DOES IT HAVE TO START SO EARLY...WELL I WANTED TO WORK IN AN OFFICE SO I HAVE TO GO TO SCHOOL TO DO THAT YA I AM ALREADY GOOD ON THE COMPUTER BUT A CERTIFICATE WILL HOLD MORE SOLID THEN JUST ME SAYIN YA IM GOOD WITH THE COMPUTER..OK I HAVE VENTED IM GOOD NOW (UNTIL 6 IN THE MORNIN)

Tired Of It!!!
Seems to me that every time I look at fubar I have a new shout asking me to read something about someone. Or whenever I look at my yahoo I have a mass asking me to read a blog about how so and so did this. Honestly im sick of it. I am tired of looking at the bulletin boards and only seeing drama. Yes I know that someone may have done something really wrong, and yes I know that many people are effected by this. I understand that things happen, people make mistakes, but you need to learn from them and move on. I refuse to be told to block someone just because of something I had nothing to do with. I am friends with who I want to be and I will continue to do so until I decide that maybe its time to go different ways from that person. If you have any problem with me being friends with someone then please delete me or ignore it because I will not choose between people and I will not block someone just to make you happy. I am my own person, I follow my rules, not yours. So now that I have sa

Chinese Zodiac - The Horse
CHINESE ZODIAC - THE HORSE A lively and high-spirited year for all. Life will be hectic and punctuated with adventures. People will find themselves reckless, romantic and carefree. A definite time for advancement. We will find it quite agreeable to keep in step with the delightful Horse. This will be a time when decisions and projects will be incorporated at high speed and with efficiency. Action will be the key word. Everything is on the go and we should take care not to drive ourselves too hard. It will be a rewarding but exhausting year. Exhilarating yet frustrating at times, this year's pace will tax our reserve energies and leave us feeling depleted. It is a good time for letting off steam and doing all the whimsical things you ever dreamed about. Listen to your senses. The wind may be changing constantly, but once you have picked up the scent, follow your intuitions. Planning and procrastinating will be shoved aside. The impulsive influence of the Horse, coupled with his self

Omfg!!!!!!!!
I am writing this to vent out on things that have been happening on site within the bulletins. My friend invited me to this site, telling me it was fun a lot better than the other sites we had been on. So I signed up and yes I've had a blast. I like meeting new people online,but as it say in my profile "Just friends". But back to my point of this blog, since it's a lot easier to vent here. If you feel my opinion or what I am saying is offensive or NSFW than WOW to you considering the 'graphics' in this site. And some of the sicko's out there. This site is a 18+ site so to hear that a member here has a sick fetish with watching children, kids, young adults what not do things is just awful excuse for person. The whole thing of the soap shit that is just EWWWWW and no idea in hell why someone would put soap to there mouths. Children are NOT to be looked as something sexual by an adult. And if so you need have your genitals CUT OFF, hung up by them or left in a room with some pissed of

Lingerie Or....
If your girl comes downstairs wearing some real sexy lingerie she just got and your playing a video game would you drop what your doing and jump her or would you just look and say "Nice, i gotta finish my game first tho"? cuz my man did just that to me yesterday and when i told him to forget it i was going to go change he's like "that's fucked up!" and i'm like "yeah and so is choosing ur damn game over me" Ladies if your man did that what would you do??

Memories
They say that time heals all wounds, I guess they are right on that; But will it heal all by itself, I do not know. My heart & soul were yours, To twist & turn to make us whole; Then again it did not work, And life just poured down on me. I think back to when we met, And I cry so hard I need to forget; That what we had is no more, I want to die now instead of soar. Each night in my dreams, I feel your sweet embrace; The memory of our love, The tenderness on your face. Memories are all I have left, Of what there used to be; Because of wrong decisions there, Will never again be a you & me. My life will change, That much is true; But all it will be, Is a memory of you. Without your love, All I'll ever be; Is a lonely young woman, Looking for the real me.

An Erotic Love Poem
There he was, just standing there Outside a bar, waiting patiently for me Tall, Dark & Handsome was he That all the girls were attracted to thee. And I did not approach him, neigh I did not For cautious was I For I knew we were in the midst of fire & danger In a place where lovers meet excitedly. Now thee full of wonder Approached me unsundered Then he touched & caressed me With sweet tender kisses. His lips were so luscious My heart beat ferocious His touch was so tender My body gone to danger. He said: "How I Love Thee" Let us sail into the night Away from this world To create our own world. That night we went to a place A place of paradise It was there we made magic A night full of ecstasy. Our bodies were burning And, oh, how we sweat For his cock became big as big as could be And, oh, how I wanted that cock inside me. Then all of a sudden with a slow ease & a thrust His cock had entered my pussy Then how I moaned & groaned And how I lo

Whoever Did This Thank You!
Andrea (742844) You've been given a bough of mistletoe, which enters you in a contest to determine the most kissable male and female on Fubar. For more information, please see my blog. http://www.fubar.com/blog/147861 You have been kissed 200 times by this user, bringing your game score to 206.

What A Mean Mom!! < Winks>
Someday when my children are old enough to understand the logic that motivates a parent, I will tell them, as my Mean Mom told me: I loved you enough . . . to ask where you were going, with whom, and what time you would be home. I loved you enough to be silent and let you discover that your new best friend was a creep. I loved you enough to stand over you for two hours while you cleaned your room, a job that should have taken 15 minutes. I loved you enough to let you see anger, disappointment, and tears in my eyes. Children must learn that their parents aren't perfect. I loved you enough to let you assume the responsibility for your actions even when the penalties were so harsh they almost broke my heart. But most of all, I loved you enough . . . to say NO when I knew you would hate me for it. Those were the most difficult battles of all. I'm glad I won

Generic Names? Lol
In Pharmacology, all drugs have two names, a trade name and generic name. For example, the trade name of Tylenol also has a generic name of Acetaminophen. Aleve is also called Naproxen. Amoxil is also call Amoxicillin and Advil is also called Ibuprofen. The FDA has been look ing for a generic name for Viagra. After careful consideration by a team of government experts, it recently announced that it has settled on the generic name of Mycoxafloppin. Also considered were Mycoxafailin, Mydixadrupin, Mydixarizin, Dixafix, and of course, Ibepokin. Pfizer Corp. announced today that Viagra will soon be available in liquid form, and will be marketed by Pepsi Cola as a power beverage suitable for use as a mixer. It will now be possible for a man to literally pour himself a stiff one. Obviously we can no longer call this a soft drink, and it gives new meaning to the names of "cocktails", "highballs" and just a good old-fashioned "stiff drink". Pepsi will market the new concoction by t

Making Memories Of Us By Keith Urban
Keith Urban - Making Memories Of Us Lyrics I'm gonna be here for you baby I'll be a man of my word Speak the language in a voice that you have never heard I wanna sleep with you forever And I wanna die in your arms In a cabin by a meadow where the wild bees swarm And I'm gonna love you like nobody loves you And I'll earn your trust making memories of us I wanna honor your mother I wanna learn from your pa I wanna steal your attention like a bad outlaw I wanna stand out in a crowd for you A man among men I wanna make your world better than it's ever been And I'm gonna love you like nobody loves you And I'll earn your trust making memories of us We'll follow the rainbow Wherever the four winds blow And there'll be a new day Comin' your way I'm gonna be here for you from now on This you know somehow You've been stretched to the limits but it's alright now And I'm gonna make you a promise If there's life after this I'm gonna be there to meet you with a

Flight Roster
OFFICIAL 2007 FOC RADIO PROGRAM GUIDE AND SCHEDULE monday through friday (all times eastern) 6am - 9am: Open Air show description: Variety 9am - Noon: Open Air show description: Variety Noon - 3pm: Critical Mass w/ DJ Foxy Bitch show description: Join DJ Foxy Bitch for the best rock, rap, hip-hop, alternative, female rock and pop, techno, dance, and your requests as you hit critical mass!! 3pm - 6pm: Lolita's Asylum w/ DJ Gothic Lolita show description: Are you ready to be locked in the asylum? The beautiful and sexy DJ Gothic Lolita brings you the 3 most eclectic hours on FOC radio, as she spins show tunes, movie tunes, rock, rap, gothic rock and metal, the best female rock, and your requests, if you ask nicely...lol! Always edge of your seat suspense. 6pm - 9pm: DJ Sass's Crazy Train w/DJ Sass show description: Holla at your boy!! DJ Sass hits the FOC airwaves with the best old and new school rap and hip-hop, rock, and your requests. Jump aboard this

When I Close My Eyes
When I Close my Eyes By Eric Ethan When I close my eyes I dream of good thoughts and good feelings To fall asleep in clouds of heaven and feel the lips of passion and caring When I close my eyes I dream of you have a hot choc sundae with you eating that sundae and enjoy the whip cream and a lot of choc all over the ice cream When I close my eyes I dream of arms holding me tight and close together feel the warm breath down my neck Whispers in my ear great caring and kiss on the ear lopes to hear you feel sexy tonight in my ears When I dream of good thoughts I don’t have night mares and feel free to sleep I know I can sleep of good thing of passion in my heart and share those thoughts with you The End

Never Argue With A Woman Who Reads
Never argue with a woman who reads > > One morning, the husband returns the boat to their > lakeside cottage after several hours of fishing and > decides to take a nap. > Although not familiar with the lake, the wife decides > to take the boat out. She motors out a short distance, > anchors, puts her feet up, and begins to read her > book. The peace and solitude are magnificent. > > Along comes a Fish and Game Warden in his boat. He > pulls up alongside the woman and says, > 'Good morning, Ma'am. What are you doing?' > 'Reading a book,' she replies, (thinking, 'Isn't that > obvious?') > 'You're in a Restricted Fishing Area,' he informs her. > > 'I'm sorry, officer, but I'm not fishing. I'm > reading.' > 'Yes, but I see you have all the equipment. For all I > know you could start at any moment. I'll have to take > you in and write you up' > 'If you do that, I'll have to charge you with sexual > assault,' says the woman. > 'But I haven't even touched you,' says th

No One By Alicia Keys
Alicia Keys - No One Lyrics I just want you close Where you can stay forever You can be sure That it will only get better You and me together Through the days and nights I don't worry 'cause Everything's gonna be alright People keep talking They can say what they like But all I know is Everything's gonna be alright No one, no one, no one Can get in the way of what I'm feeling No one, no one, no one Can get in the way of what I feel for you, you, you Can get in the way of what I feel for you When the rain is pouring down And my heart is hurting You will always be around Yes, I know, for certain You and me together Through the days and nights I don't worry 'cause Everything's gonna be alright People keep talking They can say what they like But all I know is Everything's gonna be alright No one, no one, no one Can get in the way of what I'm feeling No one, no one, no one Can get in the way of what I feel for you, you, you Can get in the wa

Continuous Togetherness
Continuous Togetherness Remember if others leave True friendships stay Being there for each other Each step of the way In continued togetherness Strength they restore There with a helping hand Forever giving more Friends which to count on Are angels in disguise By bonding heart to heart Their love never dies Friends upon life's journey Giving hearts sincerity For having forever friends Means so much to me....

Rip
My friend Nichole was shot on Thanksgiving Day. She was way to young to die. She left behind a baby girl and 2 sisters and a husband. Today at church we lit candles to remember our loved ones and I lit one for plus I said prayer concerns for her. She did'nt deserve to dye at such a young age. She will be missed by a lot of people. RIP Nicki

About Sagis
Sagittarius is idealistic, optimistic, freedom-loving, casual, friendly, buoyant, gregarious, enthusiastic, philosophical, studious, farseeing, direct, outspoken, honest, loyal, restless and loves travel. The Sun is positioned in this ninth sign of the zodiac from November 23 until December 23 each year. The symbol for Sagittarius is the Archer. In Sagittarius the Sun is idealistic and optimistic. Sagittarius is the sign that espouses such high principles as universal love and world peace. As this period of the year is associated with the spirit of giving and good cheer, the Sagittarius personality is recognized for its generosity and expansive demeanor. You are very gregarious, enthusiastic, and open, in all that you do. You have an ability to understand a broad perspective, and to see everything from a total point of view. Your foresight and an ability to visualize the big picture make matters work out well for you most of the time. Always thinking in broad abstract terms, you

Meatloaf U Took The Words Right Out Of My Mouth
Meatloaf - You Took the Words Right Out Of My Mouth Lyrics On a hot summer night, would you offer your throat to the wolf with the red roses? Will he offer me his mouth? Yes! Will he offer me his teeth? Yes! Will he offer me his jaws? Yes! Will he offer me his hunger? Yes! Again, will he offer me his hunger? Yes! And will he starve without me? Yes! And does he love me? Yes! Yes! On a hot summer night would you offer your throat to the wolf with the red roses? Yes! I bet you say that to all the boys It was a hot summer ni-ight and the bea-each was burnin' There was fog crawlin' over the sa-and Oh when I listen to your heart I hear the whole world turnin' I see the shootin' stars fallin' through your tremblin' hands While you were lickin' your lips and your lipstick shinin' I was dyin' just to ask for a taste Oh we were lyin' together in a si-ilver linin' by the light of the moon You know there's not another moment, not another moment Not another moment to waste

Sometimes A Quickie In The Afternoon Is Just What You Need ;)
It has been really nice having the last 4 days off. Normally it is a time when Peter takes the boys to the cabin right after Thanksgiving dinner on Thursday night and comes back Sunday. He decided to stay home this time. I think it may even be a first! He and I have spent the last few days shopping and cleaning. He finished up some paint in the front so we couldn't see any more of that horrible purple! Today, he is taking down the Christmas decorations from the attic. I have so many Christmas decorations for the inside of the house it is crazy! I tried to downsize last year since I only put out about half of them. I got rid of a bunch of old stuff. I think I would rather have elegant than it look like Santa barfed all over our house! LMAO! So I will sift through the decorations once again maybe downsizing again. I have so many snowmen because they are my favorite and I also have tons of Snow Babies. I guess I could start making a box of stuff for my daughter when s

The Shoe Box
A man and woman had been married for more than 60 years. They had shared everything. They had talked about everything. They had kept no secrets from each other except that the little old woman had a shoe box in the top of her closet that she had cautioned her husband never to open or ask her about. For all of these years, he had never thought about the box, but one day the little old woman got very sick and the doctor said she would not recover. In trying to sort out their affairs, the little old man took down the shoe box and took it to his wife's bedside. She agreed that it was time that he should know what was in the box. When he opened it, he found two crocheted dolls and a stack of money totaling $95,000. He asked her about the contents. "When we were to be married," she said, " my grandmother told me the secret of a happy marriage was to never argue. She told me that if I ever got angry with you, I should just keep quiet and crochet a doll." The little ol

Eyes Of A Child
the world in all its splendor is all i see the sights, sounds, and wonders all around the people rushing by all busy as a bee but the laughter and hellos the richest sound. this is me, looking thru the eyes of a child. natures perfection reflected in every smile its beauty shines from many facets no matter how far i go, mile after mile i just cant seem to walk past it. this is me, looking thru the eyes of a child. darkness falls upon my head and the lights dance like faeries in flight the twinkles and sparkles follow me even to bed proving once again theres no need to fright. this is me, looking thru the eyes of a child. chaos and turmoil may reign but in my own little world im safe and sound never knowing hurt, worry or pain here with all the love ive found. this is me, looking thru the eyes of a child. innocence holds me in its eternal embrace like a mother hugging her newborn babe is there a more comforting feeling in this whole human race? all this i

A Message By George Carlin
Isn't it amazing that George Carlin - comedian of the 70's and 80's - could write something so very eloquent...and so very appropriate. A Message by George Carlin: The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider Freeways , but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness. We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom. We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often. We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years to life not life to year

Shower Me With Love
Shower Me With Love Falling in love is a thing everyone dreams of, For Life, is too short to be living alone Unless You have someone you can call your own. It's a matter of the heart I loving you You loving me. With this I say Shower Me With The Love I have longed for E-T-E-R-N-A-L-L-Y

Time
Time It gives you a start And races throught your heart. It goes without saying And goes without paying. It gives you the gain That keeps you insane. It gives you the pain That gives you the shame. It gives you the laughter That forms into tears. It gives you the joys Which forms into fears. It gives you the challenges That never goes unchallenged. It gives you the ways That continues through your days. It gives you the questions Which never goes unanswered. It gives you the answers Which never goes unquestioned. It gives you the hate That keeps up to date. It gives you the saying That life is our fate.

I'm A Hacker!
Bahahaha people are dumb on live me and my hubbie just won a game and 2 little kids *they hacked cause they won* wtf.. now that you win a match your a hacker.. wow! omg.. fracken stupid kids haha that was a good laugh! Oh oh and I love it when you lost by just like 2-3 kills and then they say "you suck!", "assholes".. like omg its a fracken match and you won by what.. 3.. woooo 3! not such a big thing is it. now if it was say like 10 kills or something then yes you might have more skill then me. Gah... just wish this sore throat would go away! :(

A Woman
I am thinking here on this sunday afternoon while attempting to be good and clean up proper like. Well, if I ever do find a lady to keep around or who more importantly wants to keep me around that she should like to clean. I mean, be one of those girls who likes a place nice and tidy. Gets on me case about being slob. I need me a lady who likes to clean but would prefer that I cook. I say that because I love to cook....HATE to clean. Anyway, I dunno. I think i'm being "bad" by taking the time out to write this silly blog instead of cleaning like I know I should be. I'm terrible, I know. Ok...back to the cleaning. Someone come and save me!!!!!!!!!! Preferred, redheaded with freckles :P

He's Here!
My Grandson arrived into this world today! My daughter's water broke on Thanksgiving morning. I drove to NY... He decided to take a nap until yesterday afternoon when contractions begain. He arrived this morning at 10:35 am. He is doing pretty well but is staying in the NICU for a few days. If all goes well he will come home Tuesday! His name is Nathan and he weighs 6 lbs 6 oz. and is 19 inches long. I have pics of him but I don't have room on here until I level up. I am so exicted!!

Time
There comes a time in everyones life when its time to say goodbye. Time to heal. Time to try and recoup what I have lost. There comes a time when the best thing to do is clean house. Wipe it out. Start fresh. There comes a time when the wounds start to scab. They arent quite as fresh. The games are no fun and all I need is rest. They have grown so ridiculous and shallow. I want to trust again. I want to breathe again. I want to live again. I want to FEEL again. Yes. I think today is that time. HERES TO NEW BEGINNINGS.

Please Help Ms. Maine
PLEASE HELP BOMB HER SHE IS A GOOD FRIEND OF MINE AND IM SURE SHE WILL SHOW U LOVE BACK THANX !!!! Please bomb this picture, I need 40,000 comments to get the Happy Hour..Just click the picture and it will send you to the plase to bomb.....Thanks so much.... If you want sum FU~BUCKS or 11's..ASK HOW!

My Boys Are Leaving
so in 3 days 8 of my really good friends are leaving for 15 months and their going to iraq. its TOTALLY different knowing people that are going over there. im gonna be glued to the tv making sure their all ok and doing some serious writing lol. ill spend my whole paycheck on stamps lol. my boys better all come home safe too. so my prays are with anyone that knows a solider fighting and i hope everyone comes home safe. i love patton,head,ag,thompson,tiago,harvy,brown,baker!!!!!

Daily Horoscope
Daily Horoscope: Capricorn For November 25,2007 Today is perfect for clearing out old trash or letting go of things you know you'll never use again. You don't have to fill up the free space right away, either -- enjoy the simplicity for a while! Make sure you post yours in the comment space love to know what you all's days are like ! Send much love!

.. Ladies...news About Hysterectomy,s> Medical Side Of It...>
there are pt. histerycertomys, or whole radical. Histrectomy,s.. partial is removal of cervix, lining of vagiana, uterus. total is flapoian tubes, ovaries, uterus, vagina, lining, cervix, well you know .. Im having total thing. thats me . Im a hormonal wreck right now. Just had a Drainage and Culturage . Thats where they scrape your lining of the uterus, vagina, get all blood seepage out and clots out , to see what and where you hemorraging from. Well mine was from a ovarian cyst. I have 3 more time bombs in me so to speek > they can rupture at any time with no warning. I felt no pain wuth the first rupture . may be wont pain with another rupture either.. . But they can be severe in pain. Ovary can rupture ;...then id be dead. it has vessels and large veins causes you to bleed to die quickly. So im lucky they say. Hmm I wonder. well You face 2-3 day hospital stay. then your gotten up to walk . Then you go home to lay about 6 more wks to heal. about a total 8 wks

My Truth
You stole my life away from me I'm not the person I was meant to be Caught in a dampened prison cell Forced into silence as I try to yell So it is true childhood can be sucked away Then what is left you grow to hate Come inside and close your heart Innocence stolen with a cancer filled dart Dry your eyes from this self despair Keep inside what you long to bare Blame everyone close to you The only way to win is to lose

Why
people have been asking why im leaving fubar 1st i get wrongly accused of being a stalker and lose a friend over it when i try to get the person to talk to me he hides behind a girl and is to chicken to talk to me i say whatever i come here to get away from drama i have to much of that in real life so i say goodbye and grow up to some people

Cutest Couple
My BF and I are a cutest couple contest starting 11/26 - 12/24 we can u se the votes y'all good prizes.. Help us out Please Here is the link can not be uesed until 9 am mon 11/26 Thanks Denny and Chazz Click the link and or pic to BOMB

Beautiful Lady Pic Contest
i have decided to put a pic of a beautiful lady on my chopper gas tank..how ever sence i do not have a wife to use as a model i find i am in need of a pic for this project..if you would like your pic on my gas tank send it to me at zztop@sisna.com or send it to my fubar mail box. the pic must show full body and be close enuff to see all the details and look sexy.nudes are most welcome.i will post all entries in a nsfw file in my pics here on fubar so all others can vote and comment on them too.i reserve the rite to make the final disission on the pic to use.and will send that person a set of pics when the project is done.this is your chance to be admired in the biker world. dont miss out...zz... you can view all entries at this link and comment on them.. http://fubar.com/myimages.php?u=445635&albumid=705072 copy and past the link in your browser.

Why I Am Here.
O.k. I will add a bit about me and what I am looking for. First, there is no way I am going to find what I am looking for at fubar, but I need to try something. I am looking for a special someone to share my secret thought life with. I am looking for honest answers to questions about women. I thought I had things figured out, but I am beginning to think I missed a lot of information. I am looking to a friend to help me smooth over some rough patches. I guess I am looking for a friend with benefits, but I don’t want the “benefits” to ever be physical. I want to flirt now and again. I want to connect with someone on a level only the Internet affords. Who I am: I am married and want to keep being married. I married a wonderful woman who survived a terrible molestation period in her life. It lasted years and the full repercussions of the abuse are still being felt in our marriage. It sucks. Hence, why I need some honesty in my life. I have super awesome kids.

Hello
My name is Pete and I thought I might say hello. I am home, from my trip from Europe a few months and I am getting settled back into American life again . I read your profile and thought I might stop by, say hello and see if you might want to become friends and talk? Yahoo IM : SonderGaad78209, I am on there the most but I have the other instant messengers, so let me know your username and server. I am in the San Antonio area, in Texas. I just got back from traveling Europe, well the Netherlands, Germany( western half), Belgium, Luxembourg, Ireland, and Britain and then last year I was recalled to active duty , I am a reservist in the United States Coast Guard. I have noticed a lot of old friends have moved and married, so I am here looking for friends most of all. I am Alsatian, Basque-Spanish, Scottish, Dutch and Jewish. I am currently going to school, I received my two-year degree in criminal justice and working on my four year degree at UTSA or where ever. If you have children

Hmmm...
I believe - . . . that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do. I believe - . . . that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I believe - . . . that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I believe - . . . that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. I believe - . . that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I believe - . . . that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I believe - .. . . that you can keep going long after you think you can't. I believe - . . . that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I believe - . . . that either you control your attitude or it controls you. I believe - . . . That heroes are the people who do

And This Is Why I Give Money At Christmas... Lmao
HOW TO WRAP A CHRISTMAS PRESENT WITH A CAT 1. Clear large space on table for wrapping present. 2. Go to closet and collect bag in which present is contained and shut door. 3. Open door and remove cat from closet. 4. Go to cupboard and retrieve rolls of wrapping paper. 5. Go back and remove cat from cupboard. 6. Go to drawer, and collect transparent sticky tape, ribbons, scissors,labels, etc. 7. Lay out present and wrapping materials on table to enable wrapping strategy to be formed. 8. Go back to drawer to get string, remove cat that has been in the drawer since last visit and collect string. 9. Remove present from bag. 10. Remove cat from bag. 11. Open box to check present, remove cat from box, replace present. 12. Lay out paper to enable cutting to size. 13. Try to smooth out paper, realize cat is underneath and remove cat. 14. Cut the paper to size, keeping the cutting line straight. 15. Throw away first sheet as cat chased the scissors and

~ The Awakening ~
~ The Awakening ~ A time comes in your life when you finally get it . . . When in the midst of all your fears and insanity, you stop dead in your tracks and somewhere the voice inside your head cries out - ENOUGH! Enough fighting and crying or struggling to hold on. And, like a child quieting down after a blind tantrum, your sobs begin to subside; you shudder once or twice; you blink back your tears. and through a mantle of wet lashes, you begin to look at the world through new eyes. ~ THIS IS YOUR AWAKENING ~ You realize that it is time to stop hoping and waiting for something to change or for happiness, safety and security to come galloping over the next horizon. You come to terms with the fact that he is not Prince Charming and you are not Cinderella, and that in the real world, there are not always fairy tale endings (or beginnings for that matter), and that any guarantee of "happily ever after" must begin with you, and in the process, a sense

Comes The Dawn
COMES THE DAWN After awhile, you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul, And you learn that love doesn't mean leaning And company doesn't mean security, And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts And presents aren't promises, And you begin to accept your defeats With the grace of a woman, not the grief of a child, And learn to build all your roads on today, because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans, And futures have a way of falling down in midflight. After awhile, you learn that sunshine burns if you get too much. So you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul, instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers. And you learn that you really can endure.. That you are really strong. And you really do have worth. And you learn and learn .. With every goodbye, you learn. ~Veronica A.Shoffstall~

Beginning Today
Beginning Today Beginning today. . . I will no longer worry about yesterday. It is in the past and the past will never change. Only I can change by choosing to do so. Beginning today. . . I will no longer worry about tomorrow. Tomorrow will always be there, waiting for me to make the most of it. But I cannot make the most of tomorrow without first making the most of today. Beginning today. . . I will look in the mirror and I will see a person worthy of my respect and admiration. This capable woman looking back at me is someone I enjoy spending time with and someone I would like to get to know better. Beginning today. . . I will cherish each moment of my life. I value this gift bestowed upon me in this world and I will unselfishly share this gift with others. I will use this gift to enhance the lives of others. Beginning today. . . I will take a moment to step off the beaten path and to revel in the mysteries

What I Want In Life
I want in life pretty much what anyone would want. I want to live a long and happy life. I want my girls to grow up and live life to the fullest. My life has been rocky at times but I have survived. I work a full time job and going to school to further my education in Nursing. I raise my 2 daughters on my own. Now for what I want...ONE DAY WHEN THE TIME IS RIGHT.........I would like to meet someone who is mature, sensible, loving, caring, honest, trustworthy, drug free, loves kids, funny, and knows how to treat a woman. I don't expect him to be perfect because no one is perfect. I just would like to find someone who is willing to share a life with me and my girls and be there for us. Treat my girls as if they were their own and I would do the same in return. A man who knows what he wants in life and not afraid to go after it. I want to find my best friend as well as my lover, companion, my soul mate. A man who will be there when the tough gets going and will not give up. Who is

Phenomenal Woman
PHENOMENAL WOMAN Pretty women wonder where my secret lies. I'm not cute or built to suit a fashion model's size But when I start to tell them, They think I'm telling lies. I say, It's in the reach of my arms, The span of my hips, The stride of my step, The curl of my lips. I'm a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, That's me. I walk into a room Just as cool as you please, And to a man, The fellows stand or Fall down on their knees. Then they swarm around me, A hive of honey bees. I say, It's the fire in my eyes, And the flash of my teeth, The swing in my waist, And the joy in my feet, I'm a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, That's me. Men themselves have wondered What they see in me. They try so much But they can't touch My inner mystery. When I try to show them, They say they still can't see. I say, It's in the arch of my back, The sun of my smile, The ride of my breasts, The grace of my style. I'm a woman Phenomenally. Phenomen

Please Fan, Rate Add This Awesome Fu!
hello everyone.. This awesome guy needs some add, fan, rate love... Can you come show him some love when you have a moment.... He will show you love later.... Lover2uhun@ fubar Please also stop by to show the Infamous blog pimper some fu love! ~/~ Sassy Laurie~/~Club F.A.R.~The Sisterhood...@ fubar

This Week Nov4th - 25th!
ive seen so meny ducks & geese i want my own i saw a beaver,moose and a hurt fox i wanted to help it but i couldnt i love the wild life ! feeding the ducks is one of my favorite things to do this week coming up i'll be finding out about my job and a place to live perment tell you all more later oh i went to steamboat springs that was cool i also went to bobcat gultch life is getting better by the day god bless keep your fingers crossed for me love and miss you Angel(aka)Krazy lil sister!!!

What A Nail Biter
What a game... the Seahawks beat the Rams 24-19. It came down to the 29th second left in the game and the QB botched the snap and the Seahawks defense caught behind the line when it was 4th a half yard to beat the Hawks. WE WON!!!!!!

Reply To This Or Else
ok this message is a serious message you think it is a joke fuck you then but i am getting sick of fucking bull shit and nothing on here going normal firends who use you to get a fucking lvl or win a fucking contest that is all this site is fucking about anymore is fucking contest's and fucking ratings i know i made a lounge on here so i could make friends and the ones i have can come in their and talk with me but no one ever does this fucking bull shit keeps up i am going to go one by one and curse out everyone i see anymore on here got me nin other words NO MORE BULL SHIT GOT ME ?!?!?!

If We Had Sex
If We Had Sex....GAME. don't be scared. you never know who really wants to do you! (Reply so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out). 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you let me pull your hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you from 1 - 10? 16. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 17. Where would you want it? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you mind if i licked you? 20. Would you Fuck me today? 21. Would you Fuck me tomorro

If You Would Like To...
If any of you would like to send a comment or message to either Mary's or Christina's page, pleae click on the pics below. Christina will make sure her mother gets them all!!! thx! Mary's page: Christina's page:

Autumn Shadows
The rich gold tones. Air so delicious its crisp. Beauty so breath-taking it expands the horizon. She reaches out to hold the colored mosaic, But her fingers reflect illusion, In a speckled array of light. Like the leaves that saunter in and out of consciousness, She drifts as though in a dream, Where she chases fulfillment, But she can only reminisce in the autumn shadows. The heavy breath of winter whisks it all away. Ominous skies. Air so stale its numb. A chill that blankets the core. Majestic skeletons stretch to the heavens for mercy, And they continue to stand, naked and forlorn, So she faces the cold alone. With blistered determination, she awaits the changing of seasons. Like the icy wind that flickers in and out of existence, She drifts as though in a dream, Where she chases her vision. But she can only reminisce in the autumn shadows.

Christmas Dislikes
As there are things I like about the holiday season, there are also things I dislike about it too. Decorations: Christmas trees-Too much work in putting up and taking them down. Commercials: Whether on tv or the radio, they make me feel guilty for not buying anything when I can barely feed my family. TV: The Holiday specials that are basically too commercial or "chick tv".

What Has Happened To This Place?
I know I'm on the road a lot, and away from the computer for long periods of time. And I know that at times, things must change to keep up with the times, or to stay somewhat interesting. But all I wanna know is, what the hell has happened to this website? Why is it every time I sign on here, I "qualify" for some goofy survey? Why is it that I have to buy everybody "drinks" to get people "fu-buzzed"? How many more things will be scrolling across this page? And what other things that might be nice to have or check out, I have to PAY for to get access to? What is the big deal with being part of some "lounge"? And what's with all the "Fu-Marriages"? If you're talkin' to someone else on here are you "fu-cheating"? How many "dj's" will be made by this place? How many things can a picture morph into? I mean, damn! I would love to deal with the simple things about this site, like browsing a profile and meeting new, interesting, and cool people. Having some interesting conversation.

This Is Confusing
All right I am confused by this. A good friend of mine is probably the last perfect gentleman. Myself personaly am not even close to perfect. lol. So I am not sure how we became such close friends. Here is the part that confuses me. I have seen this friend of mine go out with a few girls, and they always break up with him and never give a good reason why. He has never raised a hand against anyone, He always pays, hell he pays when there is a double date even lol. The man has a full time job where he actually puts in about 60 hrs a week. He also has a business with 2 of his brothers, so its not like he's a deadbeat by any means. He holds open doors, pulls out chairs, and has impeccable manners. I have herad women say they want a guy like this on numerous occasions but when they have hime they staill arent satisfied? Also I wouldn't be surprised if he was planning on waiting for marriage to consumate a relationship. S tell me whats wrong with this picture?

If We.....
If We Had Sex....GAME. don't be scared. you never know who really wants to do you! (Reply so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out). 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you let me pull your hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you from 1 - 10? 16. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 17. Where would you want it? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you mind if i licked you? 20. Would you Fuck me today? 21. Would you Fuck me tomorro

Christmas Likes
It is the holiday time and I got thinking about the things I like about Christmas. Food: Candy Canes, Fruit Cake, Tamales Drink: Egg Nog (With no liquor in it.), Hot Cocoa, Hot Tea Decorations: Items my kids make., Outdoor lights Shopping: The holiday decorations in the malls and stores. TV: "The Christmas Carol" (All versions.), College and NFL playoffs., Old school animated holiday shows. Films: "The Christmas Carol" (All versions.) Weather: Cool temperatures.

... Having A Moment....
Ok... I really wonder wtf goes through my head sometimes. I have a serious case of OCD when it comes to cleaning and having things in place. I wanted to run the dishwasher earlier, but realized we had run out of detergent. A light turns on in my head and I decide I will improvise and put dish SOAP in the dishwasher... not really thinking about what it might do. Yeah.... apparently you should never do that... It looked like a damn foam party in my kitchen..... I should have invited people over to get wet-n-wild. Haha, jk.... but note to self... don't put dish soap in the dishwasher....

Dont Know....!!!!
this time i really want it to end i don`want to live it again it has taken all away from me my feelings and all i have once loved AND I DON`T NEED IT ANYMORE i close myself inside of me and take a rest sleep away all the pain it feels like everything around me is a mess i hide to take cover just wait until ìt`s all over again all i needed, all i wanted has been taken away from me i can`t see it, i can`t feel it it`s inside of me and i don`t know it It takes me down It makes me weak It goes away just to turn back again New Graphics Dark Images Top Comments

We Are Sad
Sisters Many have messaged me about Rain and I just wanted you all to know that is she is not a part of the family anymore...You can still show her love as you would any one of the lovely people on Fubar and I personally say to you Rain I am sorry you left the family we will miss you

Yep Your Bad A Reply To My Ex
To all them men who have their priorities straight your the men whom i wanna congratulate we need more men out there like you keep doing what you do and im hoping you will teach others too but for all those ones who talk nothing but dreams your gonna find yourself by yourself if you know what i mean im sure you once had one of them good girls by your side but you decided to lose them all for your pride one day you will understand what you have done but by then that perfect girl has already moved on and you could have lived them dreams you talked about too but now she lives her life with nothing but doubt for you you could have arrived on time and stuck to your word but you chose to dissapoint her and act all absurb for every tear my friends watched roll down my face you should have been there to catch them, but that wasnt the case my friends shouldnt be the ones watching me in pain as im quietly crying giving you that "last chance" aga

What Would U Do
what would you do? if the one you loved stood you up and decided to never come home what would you do? if the one you loved never said im here for you but i got to go and left you all alone what would you do? if the one you loved never kepts their promises and lied to you far to much what would you do? if the one you loved sighed every time you tryed to kiss him or even a soft touch what would you do? if the one you loved never answered when you called what would you do? if the one you loved didnt care what you did either way he was appalled what would you do? if the one you loved never spent time with you and only you what would you do? if the one you loved never said anything sweet to you unless they had too what would you do? if the one you loved didnt understand you not even a little bit not at all what would you do? if the one you loved never helped you up but would stand and watch you fall what would you do? if

Settlin By Sugarland
Fifteen minutes left to throw me together For mister right now, not mister forever Don't know why I even try when I know how it ends Looking like another "maybe we could be friends" I've been leaving it up to fate It's my life so it's mine to make I ain't settling for just getting by I've had enough so so for the rest of my life Tired of shooting too low, so raise the bar high Just enough ain't enough this time I ain't settling for anything less than everything, yeah With some good red wine and my brand new shoes Gonna dance a blue streak around my living room Take a chance on love and try how it feels With my heart wide open now you know I will Find what it means to be the girl Who changed her mind and changed her world I ain't settling for just getting by I've had enough so so for the rest of my life Tired of shooting too low, so raise the bar high Just enough ain't enough this time I ain't settling for anything less than everything I ain't settling for

Stay By Sugarland
I've been sitting here staring at the clock on the wall And I've been laying here praying, praying she won't call It's just another call from home And you'll get it and be gone And I'll be crying And I'll be begging you, baby Beg you not to leave But I'll be left here waiting With my Heart on my sleeve Oh, for the next time we'll be here Seems like a million years And I think I'm dying What do I have to do to make you see She can't love you like me? Why don't you stay I'm down on my knees I'm so tired of being lonely Don't I give you what you need When she calls you to go There is one thing you should know We don't have to live this way Baby, why don't you stay You keep telling me, baby There will come a time When you will leave her arms And forever be in mine But I don't think that's the truth And I don't like being used and I'm tired of waiting It's too much pain to have to bear To love a man you have to share Why don't you stay I'm down on my

Unexpected For My Ex
i know its all over and now we're through but to tell you the truth ...im still not over you dissapointment is not the word i use when you come to mind cuz deep down in my heart my love for you is all i find and when i tryed to put another man in your place i froze up and i cryed because it wasnt your face and it is so sad that i ment so little to you and i struggled so hard to be here for you too i waited forever for you to come home youve been home for months and im still all alone its ok tho because im stronger than all this theres not one thing u can do to me that someone else didnt miss yeah but fuck you, you bastard because ive been through it all out of everyone i thought you would catch me when i fall its ok tho everyone in my life done put me through theres only one thing i didnt expect it from you

Naughty Application
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE TO ME WITH YOUR ANSWERS. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND OR HUSBAND OR WIFE - REPOST THIS! LET THE FUN BEGIN........ 1.Your Name: 2.Age: 3.Favorite position: 4. Do you think I'm cute? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8.Would you take a shower with me? 9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10.Would you leave after or stay the night? 11.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12.Condom or skin? 13.Have sex on the first date? 14.Would you kiss me during sex? 15.Do you think I would be good in bed? 16. Would you use me as a booty call? 17.Can I use you as a booty call? 19.Can we take pictures of the act? 20.How long would we have sex? 21.Would you tell your friends about me? 22.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU! TITLE IT-Naughty Appli

The Enemy
Hey! Oh, Mr. backstabbing son of a bitch You're living in a world that will soon be dying And I know, everybody knows you try to be like me But even at your best, as a man you couldn't even be a half of me I am realizing, that everybody's lost their simple ways And now that is here, I see it all so clearly I've come face to face with the enemy, oh the enemy! You! You're another shittalking punk to me You're living inspiration for what I never wanna be And I see, you've been blinded by what you believe And now back up and sit and I'll show the act you need to be I am realizing, that everybody's lost their simple ways And now that is here, I see it all so clearly I've come face to face with the enemy, oh the enemy! Come to me, come to me, the enemy, come to me, come to me So predicting, you're the reason why I lie Safehold decision took too much time To fly Oh, check me, check me... I am realizing, that everybody's lost their simple ways And now that is her

I Miss You So Much
I miss you so much, the memories never let me forget the way it use to and the way it may never be again. I treasured the moments that we did have, and although we arent together and it has been so long since i have seen you both, in my heart you will always be. I miss so much. I can never let go of the things we use to do, I moved on now and i hope someday you will to. You both are so young and innocent what happened was not your fault. I will always love and i hope that you both feel the same. I miss you so much and i hope you miss me to. I may never hold you both again but in my dreams i hold you everyday. My heart breaks cause i never got to say goodbye. I never thought that the day you left here would be the last day i might ever see you. Don't think i ever forgot you. There isnt a day that goes that i dont cry because i cant see you. There isnt a day that goes by that i dont wish you were still here. There isnt a day that goes by that i dont think about

Im Needin My
crush back please im lost without it i want my one and only crush back im askin or should i say beggin you 2 re crush me please my baby girl oh by the way thanx 4 addin me back as a friend i do love you

To Explain Some Few Things With My Words
To explain some few things!!!!! Well prob u realize my lost Blogs i posted on here...and some of u can read as well.. and when u can read my about me, u know i screw up on the past real bad. I had somebody special „special for me“. We had a lot of up and downs and some real bad argues and fights as well...i guess that happens when 2 real stubborns trying to go with the head throw the wall...and it probably wasnt easy for us after he was deployed in the sand box and me staying in Germany. I dont say all was bad..he try to support me and also i try to support him as well...it was hard to do all over the computer or the phone, but i think we both done a good job on it ( i hope i does). Well what happen between us, i meet somebody on fubar. Why i let it happen? Well i guess not all was going well between him and me. So at the end i was sitting between two chairs. The one i luv ( well i might realize that a lil to late) and the other one who was really a sweety on that time as well...

My Soldier Friend
My friend in Iraq was injured. I have supported and encouraged him for months. His pictures are in my pictures at the very bottom. I am posting some links and please go and support him. http://www.fubar.com/user/940475 http://dailystrength.org/index.php?option=com_comprofiler&task=userProfile&Itemid=47&user=51712 Thanks everyone

Life
Sometimes I just sit here and wonder about life. Why hasn't this happened, and so forth. But the main thing I should be thinking about is how I can move away from my past, and start my new life. And when I think about how I can improve my life, I start to feel a little better about myself. Are there others that think the same way?

My Thanksgiving!
Hi all I hope your Thanksgiving was a good and safe one! We had a great day! We ended up having it here at my house. I made turkey, stuffing, gravy, rolls, sweet potatoes and mashed potatoes, and my mom brought pecan, and pumpkin pie, and my brother brought steamed broccoli. We had a good time chatting and eating good food. My older brother and his wife came by and spent some time with everyone. It was nice to see them even for a little bit. They are going to be adopting a baby very, very soon! They are adopting a baby from a young mother who has a baby of 1 year old, and is pregnant again. The last time they talked she had gone to the hospital 3 times due to pain. She is having false labor pains and is dilated to a 2! So it could be any day!!!! She isn't due til Dec. 18th, but hopefully it will be sooner. I will keep you posted! I have gotten the boys in S.A.C. which is an after school care program, like daycare but through the school, until 6pm so that means that I can get a job outs

I See Your Smile
I see your smile in everything, I can still hear you laughing and hear you carrying on like all little boys do. I see your hands still reaching out for me to pick you up, and oh how i miss it so much. I see your smile in every cloud, it always seems to brighten my days. I see your smile in every heart beat, and oh how i miss you so much. I see your smile, i hear the laughter, just wish it were for real. I see your smile, but now I hear the tears and wished i could be there to wipe them away. You were taking so suddenly not even a goodbye. Put into the hands of strangers, and i know you were so scared. Don't be afraid the angels are watching you tonight. You are in my prayers and in my thoughts and always in my heart. I see your smile every where i go, your pictures are still hung on the wall where they have always been. The memories fo you will forever be treasured, and someday we will be back together again. I see your smile and I still hear you laughing,

Life
Its sunday, about 2:45 pm....and i just got home after going out friday night to cut loose with a few friends, a long tiring stressful week, and a few drinks, pool, and hockey seemed in order. We had a blast ( and i came to quickly see, not playing pool in many years had caught up to me, and lost miserably...but had fun and a smile doing so). The beer was cold, the leafs (my team) sucked as usual this year, and we all had some laughs. Not driving, and enjoying a few cold ones, i was at the mercy of my friend Dave who offered to give me a ride home in his new (well used, but new to him) Mazda RX-7. It was probably around 2am i guess when we left, the details are a bit foggy, all I wanted to do was get home and hear from my Cass. A few blocks from my house, going down Main St. A huge pick up truck ran a red and hit us on the driver's side, without warning, or hitting his breaks. Next thing i know, its mid day saturday, i'm in the hospital, and my head feels like 10,000 dwar

Tequilla &salt
TEQUILA AND SALT This should probably be taped to your bathroom mirror where one could read it every day. You may not realize it, but it's 100% true. 1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. You are special and unique. 8. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 10. When you think the world has turned its back on you take another look. 11. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. So...........If you are a loving friend, send this to everyone, including the one that

Pimpout
This pimpout is brought to you by AngelinOK. Join in!!!! It is really EASY, even I can do it! lol All you have to do is to add everyone on the list. Fan, rate, and add. Of course you will rate all a 10 or an 11. When done, go to my blog and let me know and I will add you to the list and repost soon. DO repost the bulletins. Have fun meeting great new friends! ¢¾ AngelinOK ¢¾ ~ Club F.A.R. ROCKS! ~ Member of The Sisterhood ~ FuBombers ~ @ fubar Sweet Mel ~ Official Greeter of Club F.A.R ~ Member of the Sisterhood @ fubar youngsoldier917*****CLUB F.A.R*****. @ fubar FyreDragn**-=*Member of L.O.L levelers*=- & ~~CLUB F.A.R MEMBER~~** @ fubar *~AngL~* @ fubar Paul @ fubar TheSlayer @ fubar *Phantom* @ fubar Ozzy ( I love my baby ) Read m @ fubar misterfeet @ fubar seahawk1080 @ fubar Fatah @ fubar Cappy @ fubar Buffnut @ fubar ~~SHARON~~ *PROUD MEMBER of THE SISTERH

Almost There!
Im about 163$ away from meeting my goal of getting half way there...... if i hit the 3k mark tonyte i had a friend pledge 500 tomorrow! help a girl out anything at helps any help there getsadded to family ehre get to see all my pics..... Bucks for Bigger Cups

Daddy Can You See Me
Daddy can you see me, Daddy can you hear me now, Daddy i wanted to make you proud, you were my hero. Daddy why did you have to go away. I played my first game today, Daddy i made a home run, Daddy you would have been so proud of me daddy. Daddy can you see me. Daddy i made a new friend today, you would have liked him. Daddy can you hear me, i called for you today, because i miss you. Daddy can you see me, mommy cries every night cause she misses you to. Daddy can you see me, can you hear me. I prayed for you daddy, cause i wanted you to come home. Daddy can you see me. I wanted to make you proud, I made a touch down today daddy, wished you were here to see it, they were so proud of me. Daddy i love you, why did you have to go away and leave me and mommy here. Mommy loves you to, so why then cant you come home, daddy i dont understand. Daddy you can you see daddy can you hear me. I wanted you to always be here for us, but now you have gone away, and i miss

2 Down!
We got 2 down and just 2 more to go, you guys are awesome! We have one more happy hour after this, lets see what you can do :) ☆HΣLLƒIℜΣ☆@ fubar W.I.S.E.U.K.F~OFFICIAL ,L,U,V CLUB CO-FOUNDER~@ fubar

Things That Make Me Go Hmm
Ok I had a blog before but I totally forgot what I was going to say...don't you just hate when that happens ugh.... So anyway now I have a new blog..... I received this in my messages ....... "You are a naturally beautiful woman, who ever is loving you should conciter themself "very lucky"....;0)"...... wont pick on him for spelling but just got me thinking it's funny how people view you...thinking wow some person is just the luckest person out there for finding there other half.... and it's like how do you find your match.... either you like them and they don't like you back or vice versa they like you and you dont dig them.... wonder how people end up with there life long mates and do they anymore.... man I hope I find out one day annny way just thought id blog about it....funny how people that have you dont want you and people that dont have you want you.... have a great sunday kiddos xoxo

Last Days Here. Read
You want to remain my friend?, If your answer is positive: Send me ur e-mail Or your postal address or if I want to send postcards. i will deleted my page on Monday, and I want to remain her friend. The answer you have it.

Our One Year Wedding Anniversary
WELL I WAS AFRAID THAT WITH AS MUCH AS I MISS THE LOVE OF MY LIFE THAT I WOULD GET UP THIS MORNING AND BE A NERVOUS WRECK AND BE TOTALLY UPSET BUT I HAVE ACTUALLY GOTTEN UP IN A GOOD MOOD AND NOT UPSET, SAD, DEPRESSED...MAYBE ITS BECAUSE HES RIGHT HERE WITH ME AND TELLING ME NOT TO BE SAD AND MISS HIM TO REMEMBER WHAT THIS DAY MEANT TO HIM AND I BOTH...REGARDLESS OF WHO I HAVE IN MY LIFE AND HOW THAT I FEEL TOWARDS THEM OR THEY TOWARDS ME I WILL ALWAYS LOVE RAY AND HIM BEING MY HUSBAND WILL ALWAYS BE A MAJOR PART IN MY LIFE... I KNOW IN MY HEART THAT I HAVE GOT TO MOVE ON OR ELSE I AM GONNA SELF DESTRUCT AND I KNOW THAT HE WOULD WANT ME TO BE OK. HE DONT WANT ME MISERABLE AND ALWAYS AN EMOTIONAL WRECK. SO I HAVE GOT TO DO THIS NOT ONLY FOR HIM BUT ME AND MY SON. I IN A WAY MAY THINK THAT IT COULD BE SOME PART OF DEPRESSION BUT NO ONE CAN REALLY KNOW AND OR UNDERSTAND TILL THEY WALK THROUGH IT...

The Story Behind The 12 Days Of Christmas
The Story Behind The 12 Days Of Christmas There is one Christmas Carol that has always baffled me. What in the world do leaping lords, French hens, swimming swans, and especially the partridge that won't come out of the pear tree have to do with Christmas? From 1558 until 1829, Roman Catholics in England were not permitted to practice their faith openly. Someone during that era wrote this carol as a catechism song for young Catholics. It has two levels of meaning: the surface meaning plus a hidden meaning known only to members of their church. Each element in the carol has a code word for a religious reality which the children could remember. The partridge in a pear tree was Jesus Christ. Two turtledoves were the Old and New Testaments. Three French hens stood for faith, hope and love. The four calling birds were the four gospels of Matthew, Mark, Luke & John. The five golden rings recalled the Torah or Law, the first five books of the Old Testament. The six g

Help
to get help purchasing a blast and/or a vip?????i don't have cred card or paypal but sooooooooooooooo need them. I can make tags,pimp you,vote you all elevens,anything (within reason) vip gifts you name it please help pretty please :)

Rip Bobby 11/21/07 I Love And Miss You So Much...
BOBBY, If tears could build a stairway And memories were a lane, I would walk right up to heaven To bring you home again. No farewell words were spoken. No time to say good-bye. You were gone before we knew it, And only God knows why. My heart still aches in sadness And secret tears still flow. What it meant to lose you, No one will ever know ______________________________________ To All My Friends and Family.. I found out on 10/13/07 that I had stage 3 cancer and I was rushed into surgery where I had the cancer removed. Bobby, Louis and my family stood by my side every step of the way. One month later Bobby and I are driving to get the staples removed where he held my hand every step of the way then too. What a life saver he was to me. On 11/20/07 we stayed up all night talking until we both fell asleep. I was leave on 11/21/07 to leave for Kansas to start Radiation Therepy. I woke up late about one hour until my flight left and I had not even got checked in ye

The Dash
I read of a man who stood to speak At the funeral of a friend. He referred to the dates on her tombstone, From the beginning...to the end. He noted that first came her date of birth And spoke the following date with tears, But he said what mattered most of all Was the dash between those years. (1934 - 1998) For that dash represents all the time That she spent alive on earth... And now only those who loved her, Know what that little line is worth. For it matters not, how much we own; The cars...the house..the cash, What matters is how we live and love And how we spend our dash. So think about this long and hard... Are there things you'd like to change? For you never know how much time is left, That can still be rearranged. If we could just slow down enough To consider what's true and real, And always try to understand The way other people feel And be less quick to anger, And show appreciation more And lo

Letting People Down
i let so many people down lately that i feel like i should just stop and never get out of bed to try and make things right i let people i love down cause of this and that.. i let people down just by being around i let people down by not leaving i let people down by being on this planet. i feel at times everyone would be better off if they had never meet me... that peoples lives would be better if i happen to never be seen again.. that people would not even remember me if i left and never came back to say hi...

Full Of Life
i started out with something missing but i didnt know what it was then you walked through the door one morning and that void lefted you became the needle and thread i would use to mend what was ruines by others you looked past the outside and saw the real story you saw the girl who wants wants someone to hold her to care for her to comfort her when she is confused in the time that you came to me i was drawn deep inside myself but you pulled me to the surface and gave me new life now i am no longer empty inside but now am full of life

Words To Live By
He drew a circle that shut me out- Heretic, rebel, a thing to flout. But Love and I had the wit to win: We drew a circle that took him in. Edwin Markham "Do not go where the path may lead; go instead where there is no path and leave a trail." Ralph Waldo Emerson "The time you enjoy wasting is not wasted time." Bertrand Russell Listen carefully to the words of others For often very deep truths are revealed clothed in jest. Javan Don't go for looks: they can deceive. Don't go for wealth, even that fades away, Go for someone who makes you smile, because it take only a smile to make a hard day seem bright. Find the one that makes your heart smile ;) It's not until you lose everything that you are free to do anything Fight Club

Jesus Is The Reason For The Season Hugs All...im So Bored Yet Have To Rest In Bed.
Ty my friends and for all th adavice , help , support too. Im ver grateful, and thankful and Thank you O lord Im still alive. When am I ever gona be out of danger or harms way ?> I have no clue . Hope I recover soon , yet more surgery to come . My holidays this yr are not fun or happy ones ; Yet Im blessed by God to still be alive>. Im to be hopistablized soon in about 2 -3 weeks ill be admitted in. and for now rest and recover, eat diet to build my blood supply up , potassium level up , I also have to keep my blood pressure down.. Hugs all/ diana You all enjoy your holidays and remenber Jesus is the reason for the season. Love and give ,cherrish , dont a take a thing for granted. not even life or tomorrows. hugs diana

Chapter 4 Of My Poetic Fairy Tale....
enjoy!!! What she doesn't know Is that his heart breaks when she isn't near What she doesn't know Is he would give his last breathe to calm her fears What she doesn't know He is happy just knowing her What she doesn't know Is he will remember her forever What she doesn't know Is all the things he can't seem to tell her

Christmas Kisses I Want Lots!
Are you kissable? Let's find out who the MOST KISSABLE people are on Fubar! A new contest, only for Christmas, brought to you by the FuGraphics Gift Shoppe. Here is how to play... In order to enter, you must receive a personalized bough of mistletoe like the one below. Each bough counts as 1 kiss. The numbers will be changed with each bough that you receive, in order to match the number of times you've been gifted a mistletoe. On December 23rd, the male and female most often "Kissed" will each win 250,000 fubucks, a pimp-out, and an award tag to announce them as the MOST KISSABLE MAN/MOST KISSABLE WOMAN ON FUBAR. The Rules: 1. NO DRAMA. 2. When buying a kiss for someone, send me their FUBAR ID number or a link to their page. 3. You may purchase as many as you want. 4. Anyone attempting to alter the tags in order to cheat will immediately be disqualified from the game. I mark my tags in a way that I will recognize, so cheating isn't advised. 5. I WILL NOT TELL WHO HAS

A Child Cries In The Night
A child cries in the night, Need comfort. Beaten black and blue, they don't understand. They kneel by there bed side hoping the pain will stop. A little child cries in the night, hoping things will get better. Trying to find a warm place a safe place to lay there head. A child cries in the night. fighting the tears that just wont stop. It shouldnt hurt to be a child, A child cries in the night, scared that tonight might just be there last. A child cries in the night. Where is mommy and daddy why did they get taken away. Why do i feel so alone. A child cries in the night beaten black and blue, kneeling down to pray by there bedside tonight hoping that God would hear there cries. Just trying to understand why it hurts so much. A Child cries in the night, kneels by there bedside needed the comfort needing the love to show them the way. A child cries in the night hoping to find a better place, a place where the pain will go away. A child cries in the night.

For My Father....
This song reminds me of my father... Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face You told me how proud you were but I walked away If only I knew what I know today I would hold you in my arms I would take the pain away Thank you for all you've done Forgive all your mistakes There's nothing I wouldn't do To hear your voice again Sometimes I want to call you but I know you won't be there I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do And I've hurt myself by hurting you Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit Sometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you I miss You know it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this Would you tell me I was wrong? Would you help me understand? Are you looking down upon me? Are you proud of who I am? There's nothing I wouldn't do To have just one more chance To look into your eyes and see you looking back I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do And I've hurt myself If I had j

Help
So here’s the deal… TODAY ONLY 11/25/07 Give 100 comments. Stephanie Lynn will give YOU 10,000 Fu-bucks for every 100 comments. Yes, more than once it will be given to each person. YEAH, that’s right… 100 bucks per comment. SO COME ON… You’ll be helping someone else AND getting Fu-bucks too. Few simple rules • No NSFW comments are to be left. • You must private message Stephanie Lynn once you have completed the 100 comments. Let her know WHICH pic you chose. And she will promptly send you 10,000 Fu-bucks. Here is her link Stephanie Lynn@ fubar Here the link to Leggs giveaway. Thank You for your help and reposting. (repost of original by '¤‡Da®k Kittÿ‡¤ ~~Fo®eve® In Da®kness~~Fusista' on '2007-11-25 02:04:13') (repost of original by '~`Bê®®ymûƒƒiñ`~Fusista' on '2007-11-25 06:57:00') (repost of original by '¤‡Da®k Kittÿ‡¤ ~~Fo®eve® In Da®kness~~Fusista' on '2007-11-25 10:13:48') (repost of original by '~ Chickie Momma 2nd Co

If Time Was To Stand Still.
If time was to stand still and you were frozen in a single moment for all eternity,what would you want to be doing and who would you want to be with?.Alternatively,who would you want to be doing and what would you want to be with?,whatever floats your boat.

About Koolteech....
So I guess if I was going to tell someone about myself, I'd probably have them ask me questions first I hate to talk first...I'm 34, love to chat online, and as you can see from my pics, i love to take and trade pics. So, I hope that you hit me up soon. My yahoo id is koolteech....

What Kind Of Penis Are You!? Tell Me!!
THE PENIS LIST The Nuprin Penis: Little, Yellow, Different. The Equal Penis: Tastes like Sugar. The Excedrin Penis: It's tthhhhiiiiiiissss big. The Sprite Penis: Image is nothing...Taste is everything. The Snickers Penis: It satisfies you. The Alkaseltzer Penis: Pop, pop, fizz, fizz...Oh, what a relief it is... The Magnavox Penis: Smart. Very Smart. The American Express Penis: Don't leave home without it. The Pringles penis: once you pop, you can't stop The M&M penis: melts in your mouth, not in your hand The Frosted Flakes penis: They're GGGRRRRRREEEEAAAAATTT! The Lucky Charms penis: They're magically delicious The Energizer penis: it keeps going and going The Right Guard penis: anything less is uncivilized The Jolly Green *Giant* penis: self-explanatory The Cambells soup penis: mmm mmm good The purple pickle penis: heh heh

A Night At The Sundance
I had the opportunity to go out for some drinks and fun with two great ladies last night at a place is called "Sundance" and is more of a sports bar than anything but last night was karaoke night, heh. Since this was the first time I've met a Fubar patron away from the net we were more into the conversation than the singers. I don't think the night could have gone better if it was scripted. The three of us ended up hiding outside from the music so we could all hear each other. K has a great sense of humor and can split your sides with a look. D was, well..D! :) she always keep the conversation going on new topics, and both of them were looking ready for a Saturday night out.

Merritt Malloy Shorts
THE WAR My mind and my body On ten-cent battlefields. My body is young And eager for the touch of other bodies. My mind is old And quiet And full of words That will only mean something Later. As for me, I would rather be able to love things I cannot have, Than to have things I'm not able to love. MOHAWK RIDGE I used to think I went there Because I wanted to be alone. Later I found I went there because I was alone. RERUNS Like overdue library books, Some people stay on my mind. OLD PAINT I have a friend And he loves me.

Tequila And Salt
TEQUILA AND SALT This should probably be taped to your bathroom mirror where one could read it every day. You may not realize it, but it's 100% true. 1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. You are special and unique. 8. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 10. When you think the world has turned its back on you take another look. 11. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. So...........If you are a loving friend, send this to everyone, includ

Christmas Will Suck This Year
Well this year will be my first christmas without my dad...i do miss him extremely...its still feels as if it was yesterday that he had passed on...but i havent been able to cope as well as i thought i tried moving on and by putting all of my energy into work but somehow...is not working usually around this time of year i would be in puerto rico for the holidays with my dad but i guess what i have now is my memories with him i guess is the only thing that is keeping strong right now...my other sibblings have moved on and dont even call me to see how im doing or anything is like everyone went their own seperate ways some christmas this will be :(

The Real You
So what is the deal with people and pictures. I mean you see a picture of them and you are like dayum he or she is hot. You view their web cam and it's like who the fuck are you. I really don't understand this. How do you change your picture. I don't understand. Just be yourself if not in the end it will come back to get you. Fake people are the worst people of all.

Pag Di Ukol, Ay Di Bubukol
it seem that i have a new cyber stalker but the appearance are deceiving the advances are wanted and encouraged cause of my lesser appearances on the web absence makes the heart grow fonder may be a proverb cliche if two lovers are separated love for each is intensified making the heart fonder does not mean making the heart hurt so absence should not hurt love should not hurt absence is only temporary not so a temporary hurt not for heartache my Minamahal do not despair much is only temporary dont let the heart ache for love will be yours again

A Different Christmas Poem
A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a t

Military Man
The average age of the military man is 19 years. He is a short haired, tight-muscled kid who, under normal circumstances is considered by society as half man, half boy Not yet dry behind the ears, not old enough to buy a beer, but old enough to die for his country. He never really cared much for work and he would rather wax his own car than wash his father's, but he has never collected unemployment either. He's a recent High School graduate; he was probably an average student, pursued some form of sport activities, drives a ten year old jalopy, and has a steady girlfriend that either broke up with him when he left, or swears to be waiting when he returns from half a world away. He listens to rock and roll or hip-hop or rap or jazz or swing and a 155mm howitzer. He is 10 or 15 pounds lighter now than when he was at home because he is working or fighting from before dawn to well after dusk. He has trouble spelling, thus letter writing is a pain for him, but he can field strip a

What I Love About You
I love the way you look at me, Your eyes so bright and blue. I love the way you kiss me, Your lips so soft and smooth. I love the way you make me so happy, And the ways you show you care. I love the way you say, "I Love You," And the way you're always there. I love the way you touch me, Always sending chills down my spine. I love that you are with me, And glad that you are mine.

Wolf Story
Wolf Story There are words I've saved, Words I don't want to use too much Cause They might wear out. I saved some words mostly becuase There are days When I can't stay kissed. Days when all my confidence Wears off, When I'm porous And just have to have More of you To fill me in. Hold me. Merrit Malloy

An Entrapment
My love, I have tried with all my being to grasp a form comparable to thine own, but nothing seems worthy; I know now why Shakespeare could not compare his love to a summer’s day. It would be a crime to denounce the beauty of such a creature as thee, to simply cast away the precision God had placed in forging you. Each facet of your being whether it physical or spiritual is an ensnarement from which there is no release. But I do not wish release. I wish to stay entrapped forever. With you for all eternity. Our hearts, always as one.

Hope
If words could express the way I feel, I would spend a lifetime telling you, I love you. If looking into your eyes could tell me of the future, Let me look forever into them. Let the wisdom of the wisest man prove that love is something more then a word; something more then a look. It's a touch; it's a connection across the world. To you i give this Rose. A symbol of a love I hope you and I share and treasure against time and distance. I can't give you my love now, but I pray that in time it will be enouh for you to keep close and treasure. I love you and NOTHING will change it. No matter who stands in the way. Our love will knock them down and reuite us again. Your my life, my Rock, My hope and my strength when I have nothing to hold on to. Original by Faith To: TJM

A Special World
A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake To bind us closer and keep us strong In a special world, where we belong.

Shop For Earthwhore Open
Have decided to pull my finger out and actually sell some of my music. I'm doing the trial run with the Mind Pandemic EP (which still only consists of 2 songs despite my intention to make it 3 - that'll come out later in a lot more limited a fashion). Go here for the shop and here for fan registration. This could be fun. So be good and spread the word kiddies...

I'd Like Some Kisses Please!!
Are you kissable? Let's find out who the MOST KISSABLE people are on Fubar! A new contest, only for Christmas, brought to you by the FuGraphics Gift Shoppe. NO RATES, NO COMMENTS, ONLY KISSES! Here is how to play... In order to enter, you must receive a personalized bough of mistletoe like the one below. Each bough counts as 1 kiss. The numbers will be changed with each bough that you receive, in order to match the number of times you've been gifted a mistletoe. On December 23rd, the male and female most often "Kissed" will each win 250,000 fubucks, a pimp-out, and an award tag to announce them as the MOST KISSABLE MAN/MOST KISSABLE WOMAN ON FUBAR. The Rules: 1. NO DRAMA. 2. When buying a kiss for someone, send me their FUBAR ID number or a link to their page. 3. You may purchase as many as you want. 4. Anyone attempting to alter the tags in order to cheat will immediately be disqualified from the game. I mark my tags in a way that I will recognize, so cheating isn't

That's No Leak, It's A Tear.
Thought this was cute. Little cheesy but still cute. By the time the Lord made woman, He was into his sixth day of working overtime. An angel appeared and said, "Why are you spending so much time on this one?" And the Lord answered, "Have you seen my spec sheet on her? She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable and able to run on diet coke and leftovers, have a lap that can hold four children at one time, have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart and she will do everything with only two hands." The angel was astounded at the requirements. "Only two hands!? No way! And that's just on the standard model! That's too much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish." "But I won't," the Lord protested. "I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart. She already heals herself when she is sick AND can work 18 hour days." The angel moved closer and tou

Some Peoples Kids
So this is my first message in my shoutbox today....its a good one LoL.....the Some peoples kids comments was a mistake i was talking to someone else and i accidentally shouted it to this guy Lmao, but it kinda worked with the convo 8-P Many Smiles April ♥

Ah Love......
What is it with Love That makes me then breaks me? When in love Do I truly love? Is it really love Or do I think that I love? Maybe I just love being in love Or love the idea of being in love? I spent my whole life chasing love. In the end the one thing I truly love Could just be the meir pursuit of love. Note: ‘meir’ in hebrew (m’r) means 'that which burns brightly, that which illuminates'.

My Living Will
My Living Will Last night, my friend and I were sitting in the living room and I said to her, "I never want to live in a vegetative state, dependent on some machine and fluids from a bottle. If that ever happens, just pull the plug." So she got up, unplugged the TV, and threw out my wine. She's such a bitch.....

Show Her Some Love
EVERYONE THIS SPECIAL LADY NEEDS ALOT OF LOVE SHE HAS DONE SO MUCH FOR EVERYONE ELSE THAT IT IS HER TURN TO RECEIVE....SHE WORKS HARD FOR THE SISTERHOOD AND PUTS UP WITH ME AND ALL MY BLOND MOMENTS SO PLEASE SHOW HER SOME drkreflections~CLUB F.A.R.~CO-OWNER OF THE SISTERHOOD~INTERCEPTOR FOR THE PRIDE~@ fubar

Private Pics
why is it that people put pics on fubar that are kind of racy, then turn around and make them private? i don't understand. what am i missing? i thought the whole point was to express yourself and show of alittle. not to make all your pics as private and hide youself from people on here. why are you even on here? why do take pictures you don't want anyone to see? i don't get it. so from now on if you make you pics private, you will be deleted from my friends. if i can't see your pics and you are on my friends you will be deleted.

Can You Help Who You Fall In Love With?
I think we can, but most often we let our minds cloud our better judgement. Our mind tends to want what our hearts know is not right for us. It is easier to create a fantasy world in our minds much like reading a book and setting the story. Most especially when we get involved with people we meet online. Love is something that happens naturally and cautiously. Like when you are friends with the opposite sex and that friendship fosters in to something more. I think sexual chemistry is often part of the problem. If two people can abstain from having sex for as long as possible and just get to know eachother then take it from there I think it has a better chance. Sex creates possession, obsession, jealousy and imbalance when done in the wrong context. It should be about making love and to be making love, you should be in love with someone otherwise I think it is just sex. That is I think the difference between relationships that last and those that fizzle once the sex is no longer interes

Dewayne
I wish I could tell you What your words done to me When you talk about breaking up And how i don't care When I talk about heartbreaks How you tore me apart How you cut open my chest And ripped out my heart How you was my everything The light in my darkness And how theres a gaping hole And I've been left heartless How I have fought through depression To be by your side And now your gone I just want to die How you told me you loved me And I told you it back And your feelings are gone And my worlds turned black How you left me truly broken An unmendable tare How its happen before It seems so unfair How i live in pin Without you by my side If it wasn't for the pleads I'd chose to die.

True Story ( Comments Welcome)
The date was October 1, 2000 I was over my mother and father's house, decided to spend the night, to help my dad with my mother, see, my mother has been suffering from lung cancer for almost 2 1/2 years. my father was showing me how to change my mother's IV bag. the phone rang, it was my husband on the answering machine telling me to pick up the phone, I answered the phone & my husband (Terry) told me that our daughter, Tiffany had been in a car accident. My first reactions were-- where,when and how. Terry did not know, my cousin's wife came flying up our driveway,knocked on the door about Tiffany and told Terry about Tiffany. I was getting my stuff ready to head this way, I forgot my keys in the House had to go back and get them, he told me to call when I found out anything, my mother was hanging on to every word my father said to me. it is a half an hour drive. I go through the town that my daughter now lives in. I was driving

Bell Palsy
Last night as I slept I was striken with Bell Palsy. I'm sure some if not most of you my dear friends have heard of this nuralogical event. First I need to settle your nerves .... THIS IS NOT A STROKE!!!............ok. 40.000 people are striken with this very irratating form of paralysis in the US. Its belived that the reason for this is a viral infection such as viral meningtis or the comon cold sore virus herpes simplex causes the disorder when the facial nerve swells and becomes inflamed in reaction to the infection. This is the first day for me. Within the next two days the right side of my face will become more rigid and my mouth may droop. Normaly this may last as short a period as three weeks or as long as a month or more. Now ya'll now me. I can be a stuborne man so I survived two divorces so I sure won't let this tear me up. I got the edge, first this was cought very early so I got this things number. Now there isn't a cure but there are ways to help prevent it from getting wo

Poems From My Brother (=
To my Darling sister, From My Heart! When I first talked to you, I didn't know what to say. But the more we talked, The more my heart gave way. And nowwhen I think of you, and how you changed my life, I can't imagine a day without your light. You light up my day, As if you were the sun, You are that sense of completion, When my difficulties are done. You are my strength and wisdom, and the keeper of my heart, Whose grip never weakens, Even when we are apart. I think of you all day, and you enter my dreams at night, and every night I wish, That I could be a part of your Light!

Ok Ok I Clear D Air
last nite my best friend dared me to make my page with a stripper theme, but i had to have face pict of chicas that would vol a pic for an album. well i won the bet cause one chica said yes.......hmmmmm now i may do it. this is all in fun so please let me say im sorry. like i said its all in fun so if u get offended please let me know. just having sum funand giving sum one a laff or two.

The Sex's: Part One
Yes I'm back and that can only mean one thing.....Listen Up! Thats right I've got sum-thin to say! This is sum-thin you probably thought you'd never hear from me but it really pisses me off! The subject today folks is ...... MEN! That's right, you heard me, Men. Come on guys what's up? Do you really think women want to hear that crap? Yeah, sure they like to hear things like : 1."You have beautiful eyes." 2."You have a nice smile." 3."Would you like to chat sometime?" But.....do you really think they want to hear? 1."You like big ones?" 2."Got more pics?" 3."Can I see your cam?" I don't think so! To me that makes them feel like you only want them for one thing, to get them in the sack. Women are not a peice of meat or jus sum-thin to enjoy whenever you want. Yeah, they have needs too but they like to feel like they are wanted for more than sex. It's the men with one track minds that make it hard for others to find a good woman because they think that all men a

Ouarrials (friend Wrote)
LET us quarrel for these reasons: You detest the salt which seasons My speech . . . and all my lights go out In the cold poison of your doubt. I love Shelley . . . you love Keats Something parts and something meets. I love salads . . . you love chops; Something goes and something stops. Something hides its face and cries; Something shivers; something dies. I love blue ribbons brought from fairs; You love sitting splitting hairs. I love truth, and so do you . . . Tell me, is it truly true?

Forget Me
Forget everything what I said, because it signified nothing Forgetting all my tears Seeing not in my face Forgetting all these pictures it never was reality every day, every hour, minute and second all this time Forget me Forgetting like it was Forgetting all things Whatever it happened, because I do not dare and this makes no difference true what we had, it is not there any more Forget me Forgetting every word Forgetting my love is already long away then I do not dare And this is true And nothing becomes again as it was once Do not forget me … please Forget what I said to you that you are my life and nothing without your love still from meaning is Forgetting that I was there for you When u was feeling dirty every step, every kiss, every oath which we gave us now passes Forget me Forgetting like it was Forgetting all things Whatever it happened, because I do not dare and this makes no difference true what

Another One From A Freind I Thought Was Good !!
The last thing I expected was for you to walk into my life. I never would've imagined it, never would've imagined it. I shrugged you off like nothing at first, I didn't even care. I shouldn't get into this, shouldn't get into this. So I take a little detour, go down a different road Take the path less chosen, forget about that heavy load Keep my eyes set forward, I can never try to look back Never turning or stopping, never getting off track. I hesitated at first, but you somehow let yourself in. I didn't push you back out, didn't push you back out. You're more than I expected, and everything felt right. I don't feel anymore doubt, don't feel anymore doubt. So I take a little detour, go down a different road Take the path less chosen, forget about that heavy load Keep my eyes set forward, I can never try to look back Never turning or stopping, never getting off track You had to go away, but that isn't going to change things. I know that we're both strong, know

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There once was a lady who was tired of living alone. So she put an ad in the paper which outlined her requirements. She wanted a man who 1) would treat her nicely, 2) wouldn't run away from her, and 3) would be good in bed. Then, one day, she heard the doorbell ring. She answered it, and there on the front porch was a man in a wheel chair who didn't have any arms or legs. "I'm here about the ad you put in the paper. As you can see, I have no arms so I can't beat you, and I have no legs so I can't run away from you." "Yes, but are you good in bed?" "How do you think I rang the doorbell?"

A Friends Poem
Just a few lines to tell you how I feel, A few lines to show I care. But what good will these few lines do If you are never there? These words will just be written Never noticed or read All my feelings down on paper... All the thoughts that fill my head. Whispered softly to myself So no one else can hear Only I can see what's written, Only I can feel my tears. Shutting out the world around me Only I can hear my cries, Writing my feelings down on paper My heart starts to die. I'm dying inside But no one seems to know, I'm trying to hold on... But I'm slowly letting go.

Voyages
Greetings and welcome to your dream date for Sunday November 25th, 1492. Featuring a free voyage and a starvation oriented diet program for those who desire to lose some extra ^^^^^ while they see the sights. DON'T BE LATE FOR DEPARTURE!! *********That is all****************

Slippery Slopes
Three guys go to a ski lodge. There aren't enough rooms, so they have to share a bed. In the middle of the night, the guy on the right wakes up and says, "I had this wild, vivid dream last night of getting a hand job!" The guy on the left wakes up and unbelievably, he's had the same dream too. Then the guy in the middle wakes up and exclaims, "That's funny, I dreamed that I was skiing!"

Younglove
1.Name? 2.Are We Close? 3.What Do U Think Of Me? 4.Would U B My Wifey? 5.Wud U Kiss Me? 6.Would U Ever Let Me Mash U ? 7.Describe Me In 3 Words? 8.If U Had Me 4 30 Mins Wat Wud U Do? 9.What Was Ur 1st Impression Of Me? 10.Do U Stil Tink Da Same? 11.What Reminds U Of Me? 12.If You Could Give Me Anytink Wat Wud It B? 13.Would U Ask For My Number? 14.Wat Do U Like Best Bout Me? 15.Ever Wanted 2 Tell Me Someting U Cudnt? 16.Cud U Ever Love Me? 17.Give Me A Nickname N Explain Y? 18.Would U Come To My House And Stay Da Night? 19.Do U Care About Me? 20.Dance With Me? 21.Think Im Funny? 22.Anything To Say B4 U Go?

Time To Level!
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Vegetarian Pizza
I used Old West Cinnamon Roll bread mix for the dough by preparing it in the bread machine, then rolling the dough out. The dough can be rolled out thin and trimmed off for those who dont like so much crust, but I fold the excess over because I love it. Ingredients Old West Cinnamon Roll bread mix Morningstar Breakfast strips, cut into small pieces Fresh zucchini, sliced Mozzarella and other cheeses Other toppings: olives, mushrooms Ragu, Prego or other red sauce Directions Spread red sauce on crust and layer toppings. Cover wtih cheese. Make sure the cheese is on the top to keep all the other toppings moist. You can use different things for pizza toppings according to your own tastes. Bake the pizza on a pizza stone for about 12 minutes on 450 degrees then turn it down to 400 degrees for another 15-20 minutes.

African Peanut Soup
This is a rich soup that should be served as a first course. Ingredients 2 Tbs. butter 1 Tbs. sesame oil 1 to 2 cloves garlic, minced 2 Tbs. minced fresh ginger root 1 bunch green onions, chopped 3 C. mushrooms, quartered 1 Tbs. flour 3 C. hot vegetable or chicken broth 8 oz. unsalted crunchy peanut butter (see Note) 2 C. half and half, heated (see Note) 2 Tbs. soy sauce 1/4 tsp. ground black pepper Directions In a 2-qt. saucepan, heat the butter and sesame oil over a low flame. Add the garlic, ginger root and green onions, and cook, stirring over low heat, for 3 minutes. Be careful not to burn the garlic. Add the mushrooms. Sauté for 5 minutes more, stirring occasionally. Sprinkle the flour over. Stir, scraping the bottom of the pan, for 3 or 4 minutes. Whisk in the simmering stock. Place the peanut butter in a bowl and whisk in the heated half and half, first making a paste and adding the liquid gradually. Pour the mixture into the saucepan of soup. Stir well, heat

Please Hear What I'm Not Saying
Don't be fooled by me. Don't be fooled by the face I wear for I wear a mask, a thousand masks, masks that I'm afraid to take off, and none of them is me. Pretending is an art that's second nature with me, but don't be fooled, for God's sake don't be fooled. I give you the impression that I'm secure, that all is sunny and unruffled with me, within as well as without, that confidence is my name and coolness my game, that the water's calm and I'm in command and that I need no one, but don't believe me. My surface may seem smooth but my surface is my mask, ever-varying and ever-concealing. Beneath lies no complacence. Beneath lies confusion, and fear, and aloneness. But I hide this. I don't want anybody to know it. I panic at the thought of my weakness exposed. That's why I frantically create a mask to hide behind, a nonchalant sophisticated facade, to help me pretend, to shield me from the glance that knows. But such a glance is precisely my salvation, my only

Life For Lust
LIFE FOR LUST I met a girl with eyes of blue I said to her,” How do you do?” She looked at me and sweetly said I’d really like to go to bed, But not alone and with a man Who’s got a method and a plan To make me come and come again So I said “Baby, I’m your man!” I LIVE FOR LIFE, A LIFE FOR LUST WITHOUT IT LIVING IS A BUST I NEED A WOMAN WHO’S A MUST THAT I CAN MATE WITH, SATE WITH, TRUST I met a girl with eyes of green Who asked me “Do you really mean To have me on this very night?” I said to her “You look alright To me, my dear, and I can’t wait Around to ask you on a date. I’m telling you the time is now” So she said “Wow you don’t know how I LIVE FOR LIFE, A LIFE FOR LUST WITHOUT IT LIVING IS A BUST I NEED A MAN INSTEAD OF ASHES, TEARS, AND DUST THAT I CAN MATE WITH, SATE WITH, TRUST I met a girl with eyes of brown; She said to me “Do you get down? Can you make me feel something real” So I said “Baby, here’s the deal – Now you got class and s

Highway Prayer
Dear Lord The wind that blows the clouds Reminds me of how you carry me threw life The stars at night remind me how you want us to shine and the multitudes humble me The farms and the cattle I pass Reminds me to be thankfull For the food on my plate and my hands on the plow The rain reminds me of your grace That there is always good Even threw the thunder and lightning The restlessness helps me remember and be thankfull for the comforts of home And last but not least The black top reminds me of were Ive been and where Im going with american freedom and to choose My Lord Jesus Christ Amen

F!@#ing Phone
Hey Ya'll and everyone who tried to call my phone got shut off Sun. cause i was late by like 40 dollars but whatever it is back on and no i was not avoiding anybody so please don't take it that way talk to everyone late

Easy Teriyaki Chicken
Ingredients 2-3 lb. skinless chicken pieces 1 20 oz. can pineapple chunks Dash of ground ginger 1 C. teriyaki sauce Directions Place chicken in the crockpot. Pour remaining ingredients on top. Cover and cook on low for 6-8 hours (4-5 hours if using boneless chicken breasts).

Beef Taco Bake
Ingredients 1 lb. ground beef 1 can (10 3/4 oz..) tomato soup 1 C.chunky salsa or picante sauce 1/2 C. milk 6 (8") flour tortillas, cut into 1 inch pieces or 8 (6") corn tortillas, cut into 1 inch pieces 1 C. shredded cheddar cheese Directions Cook beef in skillet until browned. Pour off fat. Add soup, salsa, milk, tortillas and half the cheese. Spoon into 2-qt. shallow baking dish. Cover. Bake at 400°F. for 30 min. or until hot. Sprinkle with remaining cheese. Yield: 4 servings.

Savory Pot Roast With Vegetables
Ingredients 1 (3 lb..) boneless beef chuck roast, tied and trimmed of all fat fresh ground pepper; to taste olive oil cooking spray 3 large carrots, peeled and cut into sticks about 1-inch wide and 2- inches long 3 large ribs celery, cut into pieces 2-inches long 1 large yellow onion, peeled and cut into 12 equal pieces 3 large cloves garlic, thinly sliced 1 C. dry red wine or fat-free, no-salt-added canned beef broth 1/3 C. low-sodium tomato paste 1 1/2 Tbs. Dijon mustard 1/2 tsp. crushed dried thyme 2 large bay leaves salt or salt substitute; optional 1 1/2 Tbs. cornstarch, mixed with 2 Tbs. water Directions Rinse roast and pat dry with paper towels. Sprinkle both sides with pepper. Lightly coat a heavy skillet with Cooking spray and place over medium-high heat. Add roast and sear until well browned on all sides, about 8 minutes total cooking time. In a 4-quart (4 l) or larger crockery slow-cooker, combine carrots, celery, onion, and garlic. Place browned roast on t

Faithful
ok. iv been trying to figure something out. iv been faithful to every women iv ever been with in my life, iv never back stabbed any one. but every women iv ever been with has cheated on me and stabbed me in the back. why? iv cooked, cleaned, satisfied to existence most guys wouldn't go to the almost extremes to make em happy at times. and was always there for em, never stared em wrong or lied to em. im honest to the bone. its why some people see me as being a ass but i don't think you should beat around the bush or lie and hide stuff espesuly the one you love. and yet the ones i see cheat . have faithful women. and the faithful women have cheating men. now im just trying to figure it out. why?

Salmon Baked In Phyllo With Warm Potato Salad
Ingredients Olive oil 3/4 C. sweet Swedish mustard, divided 1/2-C. fresh dill, chopped, divided 4 (4-oz.) salmon fillet pieces, center cut (16 oz.) Sea salt and Freshly cracked black pepper 1/4 lb. unsalted butter, melted 3 phyllo pastry sheets 1 Tbs. caraway seed, toasted 1 leek, white part only, cut in rings 1 lb. fingerling potatoes, roasted 1 C. creme fraiche, prepared 2 Tbs. dried currants 1 bunch mesclun greens 1-oz. salmon roe Directions Mix together 2 Tbs. each olive oil, sweet mustard, and dill. Brush the mixture on the salmon fillets; season with salt and pepper. Preheat oven to 350 degrees F, brush a baking sheet with some melted butter. Unroll the phyllo dough and lay a sheet flat on a work surface. Brush the sheet with melted butter, then dust with some caraway and dill. Repeat with 2 more sheets of phyllo, stacking on top of each other. With a sharp knife or pizza cutter, remove 4-in.es off the side of the sheets to form a square. Now, cut criss-cross

Heart Of Darkness
Consumed by the darkness that lies within, Never to know loves sweet embrace again, Shadows overwelm the person i was to be, Tainting a soulonce pure, dying to be free, But still afraid to be welcomed into the light, So comforting has become my personal night, Even surrounded by shadows and pain, My heart longs to be lifted from this stain, If just one person dared to see, What lies in the shadows inside me, One hope, One dream, One whisper, One smile, One person whos beauty inside dared to reach out to mine, If one person just dared to send me a sign, I might not be lost to the darkness inside, I might find that person in which to confide, All the love, the hope, the pain, the fears, I'd never again have to shed tears, Thinking nobody loves me, nobody likes me, Nobody has ever bothered to see, Past the heart of darkness hidden in me, To the soul inside begging to be free, Simply to love me for me.

Tired Eyes
much of the world have these tired eyes seen, of death and darkness does this tired mind dream, for love and peace does my lonely heart long, while i sit here and wonder how can it be wrong, with tired eyes and dreaming mind, i walk the world longing to find, that special person destined to be, the one and only just for me.

Love And Friendship
LOVE is like the wild rose-briar; Friendship like the holly-tree. The holly is dark when the rose-briar blooms, But which will bloom most constantly? The wild rose-briar is sweet in spring, Its summer blossoms scent the air; Yet wait till winter comes again, And who will call the wild-briar fair? Then, scorn the silly rose-wreath now, And deck thee with holly's sheen, That, when December blights thy brow, He still may leave thy garland green. Emily Brontë

Inside
Inside i cry, Inside i die, Inside i feel the whole world should fry, for the pain inside will never be gone. inside i bleed, for a heart never freed, inside i feel the world should take heed, through the pain inside, i can't carry on.

Things That Make Me Go Grrr
yeah this isnt funny or whimsical i'll make another blog for my poetry and fun stuff this is all about me just blowin off steam, and venting against spoiled inconsiderate people that have no regard for other p;eoples feelings and cant see past the end of thier noses. so when my gf dumped me 3 weeks ago for no reason other then she wanted to fuck as many guys as she could spread her legs for we had an agreement that we would try and be friends and stick it out since we couldnt afford the rent alone. neither one of us would bring home other people...she promissed she would never do that to me. less then 3 weeks later she brings a friend over....ok i can handle that...then after i got bed i hear movin around in the front room and walk out to see then getting very cozy together on the floor..... to spare the drama we had an arguement and she moved him in the other room where i had to listen to them fucking. i broke it down to her let her know excatly how she made me feel...she says

A Not So Wifely Fantasy...
I knew as soon as I laid eyes on Cindy she would be perfect for my secret fantasy. With her long brown hair, blue eyes and tan sexy body she was a dream come true. All I needed now was someone to introduce her to me so I could start weaving my fantasy into a reality. It wasn't hard to find someone to introduce us as she was being watched by several of the men where we were at. After a few drinks and some girl talk I laid my fantasy on the line for her. At one point I thought she would get up and walk away thinking I was insane but she stayed and we discussed my plans with great detail. I explained to her that she could turn my offer to her down and I would understand. Instead she smiled and accepted to take part in my plans. My panties were soaked through instantly. We had a few more drinks and talked about my fantasy some more and then we left the bar to travel to my house. Upon reaching my house I once again told her if she had changed her mind I would take her back to the b

This Is How I Feel :(
I KEEP MY PAINT BRUSH WITH ME WHEREEVER I GO, IN CASE I NEED TO COVER UP SO THE REAL ME DONT SHOW. IM SO AFRAID OF WHAT YOU"LL DO THAT YOU MIGHT LAUGH OR SAY MEAN THINGS. IM: AFRAID I MIGHT LOSS YOU ID LIKE TO REMOVE ALL MY PAINT COATS TO SHOW YOU THE REAL ME TRUE, BUT I WANT YOU TO TRY AND UNDERSTAND I NEED YOU TO ACCEPT WHAT YOU SEE SO IF YOULL BE PATIENT AND CLOSE YOUR EYES ILL STRIP OFF MY MY COATS REAL SHOW PLEASE UNDERSTAAND HOW MUCH IT HURTS TO LET THE REAL ME SHOW NOW MY COSTS ARE ALL STRIPPED OFF I FEEL NAKED BARE AND COLD, AND IF YOU STILL LOVE ME WITH ALL THAT YOU SEE YOU ARE MY FRIEND, PURE AS GOLD I NEED TO SAVE MY PANT BRUSH,THOUGH AND HOLD IT IN MY HAND I WANT TO KEEP HANDY IN CASE SOMEONE DOESNT UNDERSTAND SO PLEASE PROROTECT ME MY DEAR FRIEND AND THANKS 4 LOVING ME TRUE BUT PLOEASE LET KEEP MY PAINT BRUSHWITH ME UNTIL I LOVE YOU TOO THIS IS FROM CHICKEN SOUP THIS IS HOW I FEEL RIGHT NOW

Something To Think About
Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there, they serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson or help figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be; your roommate, your neighbor, professor, long lost friend, lover or even a complete stranger who, when you lock eyes with them, you know that very moment that they will affect your life in some profound way. And sometimes things happen to you and at the time they seem horrible, painful and unfair, but in reflection you realize that without overcoming those obstacles you would never have realized your potential, strength, will power of heart. Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good or bad luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments or true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of the soul. Without these small tests, if they be events, illnesses or relationships, l

It's Sunday!!!
Parts of me wish it was still Friday or maybe Wednesday as that is when my vaca started....But then I would have to go through the whole cooking dinne process again and well I just don't feel like it today. I think now I know why they call it Sunday!!:) It is most definitely a lazy day that is for sure! Well here is something to cheer up the Sunday blas!!! MySpace Layouts | MySpace Tweaks MySpace Layouts | MySpace Tweaks

Black Sheep
So I realize that over the years I have been through alot of shit. Over half of it I put myself through. For the past two years I have been wanting to go into the military. I have failed the asvab twice. I am studying my ass off this time around so that I can pass and get in. Im so tired of depending on people and hearing people (basically family) whine about it. But I have noticed that almost all my family, on both sides, dont talk to me unless I call them. I dont hear from my mom unless I call her most of the time. And it hurts because most of the time she wont talk to me because her husband is around. That man has caused me so much pain that its hard to move on. I wont fully move on until he is in his grave. Which knowing my luck he will live over 100. The only time I hear from my dad is when I call him. I understand he has a busy schedule, I know how is life is. But would it hurt to call me just for five minutes just to say hello? When we first started talking he would call me almo

Boyfriend Application
Ladies Title it "BOYFRIEND Application" Guys Title it "GIRLFRIEND Application" copy and paste this to a message and fill it out and send it to me 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Whats your sign? 5.Phone Number: 6. Location: 7. Height: 8.Hair (color and style): 9.Piercings/tattoos: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked crap about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would u take a nap with me? 16.Do you think I'm cute? 17. If you could change anything about me -would you? 1

Soft Whispers
As nightime settles in and sound replaces sight i hear the soft whispers of lovers in the night i hear them whisper and give their solemn vows of a love that will last forever forever from right now and as these soft whispers float on cool night air the stars shine brightly as lovers whisper how much they care then i look into the nighttime but it's to dark to see as i search for thr lover who will give soft whispers to me...

I Am Here
I am here my friend if you need an ear to listen. I am here my friend if you need someone to talk to I am here here my friend like i have always been. I am here if you need me. I am here if the day was long and you need a shoulder to cry on. I am here my friend if you want to share something special and there is noone there, I am here. I am here like i have always been. I am here my friend. I am here to make you smile, make you laugh even it is just for alittle while. I am here my friend and i always will be. I know the distance is long and many miles in between i am here. The distance wont keep me from loving you my friend. I am here like i have always been. I am here my friend, are you. I love you my friends, I am here.

Port
well the port cath is in my heart now and all is goin well. i start chemo therapy on the 1st thurs of dec. i will have chemo therapy the 1st and 3rd thurs of every month fer the next 9 months. well thats bout it more updates as somethin changes.

Sunday Morning Thoughts
In every change that you experience in life, there will be times when you'll wonder if you can endure. But you'll learn that facing each difficulty one by one isn't so hard. It's when you don't deal with a situation that it sometimes comes back to confront you again. Changes are sometimes very painful, but they teach us that we can endure and that we can become stronger. Everything that comes into your life has a purpose, but the outcome is in your hands by the action you take. Be wise with your life, be willing to endure, and always be willing to face life's challenges.

The Whisperings On Val'eve
The Whisperings On Val'eve For longer than a taste - or two, I will linger; Lips against lips, softly against soft. I will linger In eyes, - my prison, visions of sweetness, of sweat, of lust; promisings of ecstasy’s sin to flower upon my decadent hunger. Dance soft - circles across my tongue, around, across, awakening and arousing whispers auctioned in the throes of passions; drink until my appetite is laid bare for a moment or two. Command my civility - my shadow, my touch, - my every secret; into words spoken as prayer, into words cried in breaths of consummation. Perfection - as my own is wondered well, countless times stabs and penetrates the beast beyond the shatterings of humanity descent into the salvation of the truth of desire.

Hotel Rendevous
My heart began pounding when I heard the soft knock on my hotel room door. When I looked into his intense, passionate dark eyes, I felt that familiar, yet mysterious, feeling I get everytime we are together. He walked across the room and began to slowly remove his jacket. I reached out to touch him, I wanted so badly for our lips to meet. He very gently removed my hands saying "not yet". Oh, how he loves to torture me! I can hardly control myself, I want him so much. He then begins to undress me. He removes my shirt, then my bra, and very deliberately presses my naked breasts against him while he reaches behind to unzip my skirt. Then, still without saying a word, he gently sits me down on the bed and removes my shoes and my stockings. He presses against me, so I will lie back on the bed, and he begins to kiss me. Starting with my toes and working up my legs. He doesn't miss a single spot. He then kisses my inner thighs for what seems like eternity, and I feel his rough face just brus

Tulsa's Angel's Pimpout
This pimpout is brought to you by AngelinOK. Join in!!!! It is really EASY, even I can do it! lol All you have to do is to add everyone on the list. Fan, rate, and add. Of course you will rate all a 10 or an 11. When done, go to my blog and let me know and I will add you to the list and repost soon. DO repost the bulletins. Have fun meeting great new friends! ***PLEASE ALSO SEND ME AN EMAIL SO I DON'T MISS YOUR COMMENT ON THE BLOG*** THIS WILL BE UPDATED EVERY MORNING. ¢¾ AngelinOK ¢¾ ~ Club F.A.R. ROCKS! ~ Member of The Sisterhood ~ FuBombers ~@ fubar Sweet Mel ~ Official Greeter of Club F.A.R ~ Member of the Sisterhood@ fubar youngsoldier917*****CLUB F.A.R*****.@ fubar FyreDragn**-=*Member of L.O.L levelers*=- & ~~CLUB F.A.R MEMBER~~**@ fubar *~AngL~*@ fubar Paul@ fubar TheSlayer@ fubar *Phantom*@ fubar Ozzy ( I love my baby )

Need Lots Of Help
hi all. i am in a giveaway and need tons of help. i need 140,000 comments in 16 weeks.not sure if i can make the deadline but sure would like to try.if you could find the time to leave me some momments this is the link. please help me. thank you greg

Mrs Frog
A woman went into a store to buy her husband a pet for his birthday. After looking around, she found that all the pets were very expensive. She told the clerk she wanted to buy a pet, but she didn't want to spend a fortune. "Well," said the clerk, "I have a very large bullfrog.. They say it's been trained to give blow jobs!" "Blow jobs!" the woman replied. "It hasn't been proved but we've sold 30 of them this month," he said. The woman thought it would be a great gag gift, and what if it's true...no more blow jobs for her! She bought the frog. When she explained froggy's ability to her husband, he was extremely skeptical and laughed it off. The woman went to bed happy, thinking she may never need to perform this less than riveting act again. In the middle of the night, she wa s awakened by the noise of pots and pans flying everywhere, making hellacious banging and crashing sounds. She ran downstairs to the kitchen, only to find her husband and

What Is Mfi??
I keep gwetting asked by a lot what MFI IS so let me try and explain it a lil.. MFI= my free implants i's been around over 3 years now. its a pretty cool site can make some cool friends its women wantin bigger , better boobs and men who like it that way and wanna help out.....not expected alot anything helps click the banner read about it check me out have way better pics here to give away and tell me your from fubar i may open my private folders to you Free Breast Implants, Boob Jobs, Cosmetic & Plastic Surgery!

Open Your Eyes
Open your eyes look around you, someone is crying and needs a shoulder to cry on. Open your eyes a child needs your tender love to see him through the night. Open your eyes someone is lonely and needs a friend. Open your eyes to the beauty around you. Open your eyes there is someone tonight that needs a hug. Open your eyes someone really needs some encouragement to make it through another day. Open your eyes and look around you someone is crying and needs someone to wipe the tears away. Open your eyes and see the many reasons you are here. So when you think about giving up open your eyes and look around you cause someone really needs to let them know that they are not alone, someone needs your friendship to help him make it through another day. Someone is wanting to give up tonight, they need your friendship they need your love they need a hug to let them know that someone out there really cares. Dont turn your back or close your eyes to someone who needs

A Promise
A Promise... Never To Be Broken By Noey Thoughts of you illuminate my soul. My mind races as waves of passion flush over my pale skin. Have I ever told you that if I sit really still and silent sometimes, I like to think that I can hear your heart beating in time with mine? There have been so many times when I ached for you... ached for you so badly that the emotions overwhelmed me... I reach out... hoping to feel the slightest bit of you... your skin, your breath, anything... I keep my head up, knowing we are closer to having each other; For I have found a place I want to be, this place I see is with you, in your arms. Your arms... a safe haven just for me. I give my heart to you, for my heart believes in you. My Promise to you: I promise to work out our problems together. If you ever need me I'll give it my all and work out the problems, big or small. I'll hold you when you are down, make you smile not frown. I only wish to make you see... I"ll give you nothing

Oh Yea
i am going to make at home miserable for him too I generally try to choose my battles...But this kid is gettin outta control. I know 3 is bad. But If he back talks me one more time my head will eplode SO now ANY and everything he does..straight to time out, he fights that.. in his room till i feel like dealin with his sassy ass AND Maybe if he hates it here he'll stop being such a ass at school and appreciate the fun he gets to have there Gesh i sound like an old lady... Mad cause a kid sasses me.. sayin the word sass IF YOU ARE NOT A PARENT.. SHut your face IF you are a parent & have any help at all Shut your face you have no right to judge me

Joke
The Seven Most Important Men in a Woman's Life The Doctor - who tells her to "take off all her clothes." The Dentist - who tells her to "open wide." The Milkman - who asks her "do you want it in the front or the back?" The Hairdresser - who asks her "do you want it teased or blown?" The Interior Designer - who tells her "once it's inside, you'll LOVE it!" The Banker - who insists to her "if you take it out too soon, you'll lose interest!" The Primal Hunter - who always goes deep into the bush, always shoots twice, always eats what he shoots, but keeps telling her "Keep quiet and lie still!"

Calling All Real Bikers
All you real bikers out there it's time to ante up, we joined A.B.A.T.E., we go to bike rallies and beg to see hooters for beads, now how about showin some love as only bikers can do ? We spend a ton of cash on our rides, the " gentlemens club " supporting " medical students " and single moms lol , so how about helping a kid by grabbing that Christmas tree angel ? It's cool as hell , you'll feel good about yourself ! Not to mention the ladies find it sensitive and caring, just might earn ya some much needed brownie points. Afterwards go to your local watering hole, as you'll have bragging rights and word will spread quick you did something nice.Who knows, that bar tender you been chasing just might give it up for being so sweet ? Something to think about. Tigertamer

Hunger Strike
for the last 3 weeks my kid has been doin that "i dotn want that" crap doesnt matter what even fun foods like hamburgers and chicken nuggets he wont eat He is not sick... ALready been there I am tired of him wasting my money and having food end up on my floor so today his putting himself on a hunger strike NO snacks I am not even gonna cook the food till i know his lil tummy is growling and i will serve him the foods one at a time with what i know he will eat last... after he eats at least half of the other shit Let someone call DSS on me I dont give a rats but Let DSS clean up the food off my floor

A Strange Thanksgiving Weekend!
Thursday and Friday evening the ex best friend of 7 years cousin tried getting ahold of me. Atleast it was under his cousin's s/n. I actually think it might have been the guy. Never said a thing back to him though, just completely ignored him online and then eventually signed off. Whatever any of them have to say I frankly don't give a shit. I'll never get over the hurt they've caused me by the bullshit lies they've said and etc. You don't play with peoples' hearts like wind-up toys and expect to crawl back to them after not speaking with them for nearly 11 months. Friday night my friend Justin came over with his brothers and 2 friends. It was good to see him cause it had been a few months. My friend Patty was over also and we all just chilled at my place and had a few beers. Then Yesterday (Saturday) I heard from my first love/best friend of 8 years Matt. I was so relieved to hear from him cause it had been 8 months and we talked and I didn't know what had happened to him. I hea

Redneck Friends
FRIENDS:Go with you to the bathroom and hold the stall door shut. REDNECK FRIENDS: Will shine a spotlight on you while your drunk ass is taking a piss in the bushes. FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs REDNECK FRIENDS: Call your parents drunk as hell and tell them about the fat chick you tried to pick up FRIENDS: Hope the night out drinking goes smoothly, and hope that no one is late for the ride home. REDNECK FRIENDS: Are already on some bullshit,and know some wild shit will happen, and still be down to kik it all nite. FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. REDNECK FRIENDS: Will be sitting next to you saying, "Damn...we fucked up agine dint we?" FRIENDS: Cry with you. REDNECK FRIENDS: laugh at you FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. REDNECK FRIENDS: Steal each other's stuff so often nobody remembers who bought it in the first place. haha FRIENDS: Are happy that someone picked up a one night stand

The Problem With Santa!
1. No known species of reindeer can fly. BUT there are 300,000 species of living organisms yet to be classified, and while most of these are insects and germs, this does not COMPLETELY rule out flying reindeer, which only Santa has ever seen. 2. There are 2 billion children (persons under 18) in the world. BUT since Santa doesn't (appear) to handle the Muslim, Hindu, Jewish and Buddhist children, that reduces the workload to 15% of the total - 378 million according to Population Reference Bureau. At an average (census) rate of 3.5 children per household, that's 91.8 million homes. One presumes there's at least one good child in each. 3. Santa has 31 hours of Christmas to work with, thanks to the different time zones and the rotation of the earth, assuming he travels east to west (which seems logical). This works out to 822.6 visits per second. This is to say that for each Christian household with good children, Santa has 1/1000th of a second to park, hop out of

Friendship Is Priceless
Friendship cannot be bought or sold, Friendship comes in many ways. Friendship is priceless, true friends are hard to find. So when you find a good true friends hang in tight, because they may not come around again. Friendship is priceless cannot be bought or sold. Friendship can mean so much if you let it grow. You can share so much just being friends. So dont think you can change me into somethin i was never meant to be, just be my friend. Friendship is priceless cannot be bought or sold. When you find a good true friend your heart will know, you heart will let you know. Friendship is priceless, no money needed just your love to say i care. and your shoulder to cry when the days are tough, and ear to listen and you arms open wide ready for that hug to say it will get better. Friendship is priceless it cannot be bought or sold. Friendship is special it means so much when you have good true friends to share it with. So i am hanging on tight to you my

To Send The Anonymous Kisses Do This...
Ok seems this little game of sending kisses has many of you confused. Here's how you do it...short and simple. 1. Go to the profile listed at the bottom of this blog! 2. Under add as a friend it says fupal. Click on that. 3. Each kiss costs $500 plus a transfer fee of $100 per $500 you spend. Put the amount in for all the kisses you want like $2,000 for 4 kisses. 4. Add a message saying who it goes to and their fubar ID #. For example mine would be.... Irish Sweetheart # 478197 5. Hit the send button. From there she will make the tag with how many ever kisses and send it to the person you requested. Hope this helped some of you out, as I had to figure it out yesterday when I sent out my kisses. Always happy to help my friends out. Have a great Sunday. XOXO Heartistic Soul@ fubar

Tis The Season
As Christmas approaches I get busier and busier as I am Santa for several orginazations I.E. All Childrens Hospital, needy kids in Horry County, and for some sisters in a charleston orphanage. I spend less money on big boy toys and less time at the bar ( sorry budwiser )that extra piece of chrome I want for my bike it can wait.I see to many kids without even the simplest things, shoes, winter coats , pants and shirts, not even the simplest of toys. So I put the arm on my friends hard, do you really need that carton of smokes ? Is that football pool really such a big deal ? Do you really need to spend every weekend at the bar ? Dude can't you go without that bag of herb for at least a weak ? really need that make up kit from dillards ? I can't stand the thought of even one child waking up on Christmas morning with no tree lit up and no presents from Santa, so to all who care to read this how about grabbing a Christmas tree angel and making some child feel special? You'll get the best pr

Wrong Reason
Wrong Reason It is not always the absence of love That makes me seem alone. Often it's been too much love Given to me by the wrong people For the wrong reasons That keeps me here. Gladly alone. Rather than have the life sucked Out of me by the violent needs Of other minds and bodies. That does not mean That I'm not grateful But I am sad. Not to be able to put my arms Around those who truly love me And give them something more Than polite indifference. Oh, how I tried. I think they should know I tried. And I choose to be alone Rather than wrapped in arms I could never need. Merrt Malloy

Starting Over
So after a very very long sleepless night filled with thinking I have decided that I think its tims to start over. I am ready just get away from everything that I know and start my life over. I am sick of being surrounded by people who make me feel like crap. What good is a friend when they make you feel like shit? Which is why I never talk to these people anymore. Anymore I would much rather be in a place where I have no one.....rather than what I have now. I am just thankful for the one person that I do have that will listen and not make me feel like crap. He is wonderful and he should know that I would do anything for him. So I think I am going to do it this time.....I am going to leave everything that I know behind me and make a new start. Who knows it may be the best decision that I ever made.

Good Person
I was in a debate with a close friend about what makes up a good person. My comment was good deeds do not a good person make. He then challenged me by asking if not by good deeds, then what is a good person? After considerable thought, we came up with the following: 1) Someone who shows goodness in public and in private - Many people can do good deeds when they're in public to appear as good people. It's what they show in private that determines their true self. 2) Someone who is loved and respected - This goes beyond just family. This includes everyone they meet. Not everyone will like you, but many can respect you. 3) Someone who keeps his/her word - This is the most important. I've come to realize my many disappointments have been mainly because someone has failed to keep their word. Don't tell me you'll do something and then don't follow through. In light of this, how many truly good people do you know?

Lets Help Him To Godfather
OK WSC we have took a break ,so it's time to get back on track. I want you guys to hit this great man up during happy hour.You can rate a folder or two, his stashes whatever you have time for.Don't forget to let hin know its WSC love you are sending his way.One day you all are going to be on this level.You are going to want the same help!! '=^RaWk StAr^=...Proudly owned by Danielle' 2,737,193 Points to go to GODFATHER =^RaWk StAr^=...Proudly owned by Danielle@ fubar

Lawyers?
Disorder in the American Courts These are from a book called Disorder in the American Courts, and are Things people actually said in court, word for word, taken down and now Published by court reporters who had the torment of staying calm while These exchanges were actually taking place. ATTORNEY: Are you sexually active? WITNESS: No, I just lie there. ____________________________________________________________________ ATTORNEY: What gear were you in at the moment of the impact? WITNESS: Gucci sweats and Reeboks. ______________________________________ ATTORNEY: This myasthenia gravis, does it affect your memory at all? WITNESS: Yes. ATTORNEY: And in what ways does it affect your memory? WITNESS: I forget. ATTORNEY: You forget? Can you give us an example of something you Forgot? _____________________________________ ATTORNEY: What was the first thing your husband said to you that Morning? WITNESS: He said, 'Where am I, Cathy?' ATTO

Nerver Say Goodbye
NEVER SAY GOODBY YOU AND I ARE ONE OF A KIND.... YOU'VE SHOWED ME THINGS I'VE NEVER SEEN..... YOU AND I ARE SO MUCH ALIKE.... CAN'T BELIEVE YOUR HERE WITH ME........ NEVER SAY GOODBYE..... WE'VE COME THIS FAR DON'T TURN BACK NOW OUR OUR LOVE WILL SHOW US HOW..... OUR LOVE WILL LAST FOREVER TOGETHER WE WILL BE, HOLDING ON STRONG AS ONE CAN BE..... NEVER SAY GOODBYE TO A LOVE SO TRUE A LOVE LIKE OURS WILL LAST A LIFETIME THREW..... DON'T STOP NOW, DON'T LET IT GO KEEP LOVING ME UNTILL THE END.... NEVER SAY GOODBYE CAUSE THE LOVE WE HAVE WILL LAST FOREVER......

Some Quotes
"If you once said "I will love you more than anyone until the day I die," and that person leaves you; how will you say "I love you more than anyone" again, or should you say that?" If you have to say you love me, it's because I need to know. If you want to say you love me, it's because you want me to know. But, saying that you love me is simply because you do. I love you, too!" "Saying I love you is important, but not enough. Remember, love is a verb, an action word. Sometimes, passive because it happens to us, but also active, because we choose to do it." "Two souls meet and discover they were not meant to be, hence, they part. Yet, unconditional love is found when the two spirits meet again, and now become friends." "Let no one be satisfied with simple physical pleasure, cause it doesn't approach fleeting bliss if one's soul still shrieks for it's mate and the love it is due." "I'll give you the moon at night I'll give you star that lights your eyes I'll give you the

Prefect Love
Perfect love, Perfect trust, doesn't exist in a world of lust. old fasioned desired outdated by foolish games holding hands means nothing when you can't remember names. lips on cheeks, fingers in hair, are no longer gestures, to show you care. illusions of love, destroyed by what's real... teaches us to not trust what we feel.

Always Love You
Before I met you, I was badly hurt from relationships that fell apart, I didn't wanna live no more I just wanted an end, I thought nothing could cure me, My heart would never mend. You walked into my problems and made them go away, I didn't wanna be with you, 'Cause I thought you'd hurt me someday. I gave you a chance to see if that was true, But something was different and you were something new. Now, I know what your love is truly about, your sweet, honest, and loveable, something I can't live without. I hope that this love will last, Because you know I'll always love you, I hope we'll never part, because I know you love me too...

U`r Turn To Hurt
When I first saw you, I thought you were too good to be true, The innocent look in your eyes, Made me realize I loved you, For days I acted perfect to see if you liked me too, You started flirting and I thought, It must be too good to be true, And it was, Who ever thought some one like you could hurt me so bad, I saw you flirting with other girls, I didn't know what to do, I loved you, We became friends and I was so happy, But one day you told me you hated me, That very moment my heart shattered, I wanted to cry, But not in front of you, So I ran home, And that night I cried a million tears, I hope you are happy now, I don't care about anything or anyone now, All because of three words, Well now its your turn to hurt, Your turn to cry, Your turn to live your life just wishing you would die, I hope these words make your life totally blue, 'I hate you'

To Love Is To Live
To love is to live To live is to love Love is to have you To have you is to love Life without you is loveless Loveless is life without you Caring is to have you To have you is caring Caring without love is ain Pain with caring is love So to have you is Love and Caring Pain is what I have When Im not with you I love you Always Allen

A Childs Love
A childs love is the only love we will get and have unconditionally.No matter what you say or do to them they'll always give you thier unconditional love.They thank of you and what you've done all the time.But no matter what if its bad or good they still give you thier unconditional love.They are there to give you thier love all the time.It's the most cherrishing things and moments together you have with them and get that unconditional love.They know whaen your not happy and try to cheer you right up and say mommy daddy its alright cause I still love you from the bottom of my heart.I give you my unconditional love.If they dont buy you anything for mothers day or fathers day or any other holiday they make it for you and say its sent to you with all the love they have for you.The unconditional love they give you is the only true love you'll get and be pleased with.The hugs the kisses and all thier love they give you unconditionally every day of thier lives.You play games with them,take t

Is It My Fault??
Ever since I was little my Mother kept on Drilling in my head that it was my Fault that she had quit school and her father dying and her getting into drugs and since I have been on my own I had been with abusive men saying it is me was my Fault that they hit me. I had received a Phone call from the kids dad about an hour ago that before he hung up telling me that him hitting me was my fault cause I do not know how to mind him. That is why I threw his butt out in the first place. Sometimes it is very hard to make me realize that it is not my fault that it is the other persons fault. But I do get told all the time so at times I do feel that it is. I pray everyday that there is someone out there that will take the blame for their own actions and want me for me and not for a punching bag or a scape goat.

Daddy's Gurl
Show some Love for Daddy's Gurl! She's been at this one contest far too long.. the Original contest holder quit FUBAR and she's had to almost start from scratch! Please, just stop by the pic, drop a rate and a hundred comments if you can spare them!!! Daddy's Gurl helps out all those that needed it (as do I!) and you know she can do nothing but return the love!!! Daddy's Gurl needs 15,974 comments to win a 3-month VIP!!

Hurt Me So Bad When U Said U Didnt Care
It hurt me so bad when you told me you didn’t care I cant believe I let one person make me cry so many tears I didn’t know how much I loved you till I realized I had to hate you now my stomach is in knots and my heart just hurts and my head is so confused because I thought when you said *I love you* it meant you really did

A Chance
GUY, WHO HAD SEEN MY PHOTO? POSE ME A QUESTION? WHY A GAL LIKE ME, WITH THAT LOOKS? NO MAN WOOS? AM I A LESBAIN? AM I 2 SNOBBISH? AM I 2 FUSSY? NONE OF THE ABOVE. JUST ONE SIMPLE REASON: THERE’S A LOCK SITE @ MY HEART. I TRIED TO WALK OUT FROM THE DARKNESS ROOM OF ME. I TRIED TO UNLOCK IT. BUT, I MISPLACE THE KEY. HAPPEN BY A CHANCE. I BRACE UP N CONFIDE U WITH MY “LOCK”. I FELT MY BURDEN IS MUCH LIGHTER THAN B4. I NEVER REGRET TELLING U MY SECRET. YOUR'S WORDS IS WARM N ENCOURGAGING ONES. I BURST IN TEARS. TEARS OF HAPPINESS. I ‘M TOUCHED BY YOURS TENDENCY. I WILL BEAR IN MIND YOURS “TEACHING”. NO ONES PITY ME? BEGONE MY PAST. HERE, I LIKE TO THANK U. FOR BEING MY GUIDANCE LIKE A ANGEL. SHOWING ME THE PATH. IS A GIFT OF FORTUNTE 2 MY ASSET KNOWING U. MY SPECIAL FRIEND. NO MATTER HOW FAR U ARE? U R CLOSET TO MY HEART.

Does It Ever End??
well life just keeps getting worse... or so it seems. I have no heat in my place and its been like that for almost two weeks because of Thanksgiving they couldn't get the part they needed til this week sometime...so i was invited to stay with a friend last night where there is actually heat.. drove over an hour to get there.. and they are not up?!?!?! WTF?? so i wasted 2 hours of my time and gas to get there. I do have a bit of good news perhaps tho... I have been getting some of my child support.. i work at speedway now where i get paid weekly .. not bi-weekly and i like it so far. And all i want for christmas is to be happy.. with or without a man ... just for things to get better!

A True Soul Mate
Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you've never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can't wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you

End Of Turkey Day, Friday, And Such.
Hello again my Peaches!! So after the flood, and maintenance putting in a new water heater, we had a HUGE mess to clean up. Then it was back to Thanksgiving cooking. Dinner got delayed by about three hours. Next up... BLACK FRIDAY SHOPPING!! Joy. John and I went out to the various stores, and are nearly done with our Christmas shopping list! Among the things bought was a little something for ourselves, because it was on sale. XBOX 360. John bought the game "PREY". I bought "Shivering Isles"- only to find that it's an explansion to Elder Scrolls Oblivion, which I don't have! Doh!

Getting Better Now
a few mounths ago i started hanging out with my new girl friend it was a blind date nothing special. the first few days almost 2 weeks i did not really think anything special about her but as we went out and had fun i noticed that i was happy with her and that she makes me get out of my shell that i called life and moved me in to this hole new world.

Twas The Night B4 Christmas
twas the night before christmas and all through the house not a creature was fucking not even a mouse moms at the whore house dads smokin grass i had just settled down for a nice piece of ass then out in the yard i seen a big dick i knew in a moment it must be saint nick he flew down the chimney like a bat out of hell i couldnt believe that fat fucker had fell he filled all our stockings with pretzles and beer and a big rubber dick for my brother the queer he tore up the chimeny with a thunderous fart that son of a bitch blew the chimney apart he bitched and he cussed as he flew out of sight piss on you all and have a good night

Dj Salute Contest
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Support Our Troops
God and the Spider During World War II, a US marine was separated from his unit on a Pacific island. The fighting had been intense, and in the smoke and the crossfire he had lost touch with his comrades. Alone in the jungle, he could hear enemy soldiers coming in his direction. Scrambling for cover, he found his way up a high ridge to several small caves in the rock. Quickly he crawled inside one of the caves. Although safe for the moment, he realized that once the enemy soldiers looking for him swept up the ridge, they would quickly search all the caves and he would be killed. As he waited, he prayed, "Lord, if it be your will, please protect me. Whatever your will though, I love you and trust you. Amen." After praying, he lay quietly listening to the enemy begin to draw close. He thought, "Well, I guess the Lord isn't going to help me out of this one." Then he saw a spider begin to build a web over the front of his cave. As he watched, listen

Don't Tell Me What I Feel........
Funny thing about blogging is I seem to only do it when I feel no one can hear me... Weird as it may seem I am pretty open about anything about myself but sometimes I think me being open causes confusion to some. Any who, Today's blog written on this day Nov. 25, 2007 is probably an issue most people may or may not acknowledge. In the realm of self esteem and insecurity problems can arise that are, for some, hard to get past. My personal experience has yet to change what I feel is not only annoying but at times very painful for me.... Let me begin by saying I can only write what I see is the truth for me.... You don't have to agree with it, you can even get upset about it but don't ever assume you know me better or have a solution for me unless you Understand what I'm talking about. I've come across quite a few different people in my life. I find myself fortunate in the career I've chosen. working with the public has allowed me to meet and get to know several hundred people over

In The Words Of Redback Wolf (wise Man Of The Kingdom Of Wolves)
IN THE WORDS OF GI-GA-GE-I GA-SO-HI WA-YA (REDBACK WOLF) 11/25/2007 There once was a Scorpion and a Wolf and the scorpion wanted to cross the river but couldn’t swim…so the Scorpion asked the Wolf to swim him across the river. Wolf replied to the Scorpion that he wouldn’t because what if he stung him and then he would die. Scorpion replied to the Wolf that he wouldn’t as then he would drown and they both would die. Wolf saw the logic in this and eventually agreed to take him across the river on his back but half way across the river Scorpion stung Wolf and just as the poison started to take effect Wolf asked Scorpion why he stung him as now they both would die. Scorpion replied because it’s my nature. I guess what I am trying to say here is no matter what we pretend to be or do we will always revert back to our true natures and so rather than hide what or who we are we should be honest with ourselves and to our loved ones and not hide anything at all as secrets destroy the go

Thanksgiving
So today was thanksgiving.Hard day for me very stressful.This was my first thanksgiving without my mom.I miss her so much it hurts at times.The day started out bad at that.I was trying to talk my husband into going cause I was scared of facing my family alone because of my mom.We ended up fightin but when I got home everything was fine.So thanksgiving the day to give thanks.Well I am thankful for alot of things.My husband,my kids,my family,that Im still alive,and that I can still walk. This was posted on thanksgiving just not on fubar but it is my thanksgiving thoughts.

I'm Not Finding The Humor!
I'm so glad you are all (not all of you, but some of you) finding humor in what fu-daddy has done regarding his soap fetish. Personally it makes me ill. We are talking about exploiting young children for his sexual pleasure. Where the hell is the humor in that? Hey maybe I got up on the wrong side of the bed, but i'll tell you what you all wouldn't be laughing if it was your child, relative or someone's child that you knew in the video's...now would you? Just a thought....everyone has fetishes and there's nothing wrong with that as long as you leave the innocent children out of it! I have nothing more to say except, think of the poor children that have been exploited here. Oh and i'm not saying your seeking pleasure from the children, but however you are feeding into his sick mind posting all the soap photos on here! The original bulletin/blog with the facts. http://www.fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=180732713

Go See Him Now! *pwease*
This guys is amazing, Please go check out his stuff he does awesome work and for you people that love points he does return the love. Maybe if you give him enough he'll even make you one of the bad ass pics he makes! Go check him out! ®!!!§ÑÎPËR!!!©**FUBAR HUBBY& R/L B/F TO** ~♥Night~Vixen♥~@ fubar

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The Joy Of Children
My youngest son just came in my room and out of nowhere said "Spongebob is a square. Patrick is a starfish. Mr. Crabs is a crab, and Squidword is a applepus." I have never laughed so hard in my life. He's only three I didn't expect him to know the difference between a squid and an octopus, but the fact that he said applepus with a straight face and was so proud of himself for knowing them all was awesome. I'm tempted to let him keep called Squidword and applepus because it's so darn cute. Just wanted to share that little bit of joy this morning!

The Rules :)
Please read and follow as they will be our guide to a happy family. 1) NO DRAMA WILL BE TOLERATED!!..We will not put up with any drama from anyone. There will be no exceptions to this rule! You disregard this rule and you will be dismissed from our family! Act your age, if u cant then please do not waste our time! 2)No one but upper management will be allowed to blog about Leveling..unless you have been given the ok to do so. This will only be to minimize confusion in the family! The only ones to blog about leveling are Founder, CoFounder, President, Vice President and Manager. Even so sunset needs us guys to confirm with her before posting Blog. 3) Absolutley NO BOMBING! If you choose to enter into a contest or give away you are doing so at your own will, and you are not to expect anyone in the family to help you out. We are a not a bombing crew but a leveling family!! For now this is the rules on bombing. In time when our family grows we will divide into two different groups

The Devil In Miss Jones
One of my top 5 movies of all time has to be The Devil In Miss Jones I mean, seriously...the acting is alright. But the storyline is quite original. Yes...I said storyline. This is a porno with a plot. Georgina Spelvin is the shit in this movie. I think this is probably one of the most original plots for ANY movie, let alone a porno. Think about spending an eternity in hell. Now think of your punishment in hell as being unable to know satisfaction of any kind. Unable to chase away any demon from your past. If this was what hell was like, I think I'll scream "OH MY GOD" a few more times than I do now...drink a few holy waters at the bar, and maybe stop saying the "f" word so much...

There Is No Reality Except The One Contained Within Us--herman Hesse.
Claude Gellee painted lovely pictures of the English countryside. Europeans loved his landscapes with their blue hues and mild distortions. But when the people went for the carriage rides in the country, they were disappointed because it didn't look the way Gellee had painted it. Then someone discovered that if you held blue glass up to your eyes and looked through it, the trees and hills and sky looked just like a Gellee painting! Soon everyone was looking through "Claude glasses" when they traveled. We often let others do our seeing for us. We get lazy and rely on the images of television and movies, instead of really seeing with our own eyes. Our world becomes distorted and we lose sight of the natural beauty that surrounds us. Each of us carries reality inside ourselves, and as we grow wiser within, we discover that we can see clearest when we trust our own eyes. There is a glorious world, full and rich, just waiting for us to glimpse it. I will to see the world through my

Good Sunday Morning, Everyone!
We actually have sunshine this morning - wonder how long it will last, lol! It has been cold, with highs running in the 30's, lows in the teens and 20's. Fine, except when the wind is blowing - which is most of the time these days, lol. Requiem's debut went pretty well, considering it was their first true gig, lol. I have to agree with Taylor that they need to practice a song ALL TOGETHER before they try to do it in public, lmao! They tried to do Metallica's Seek and Destroy without having played it all the way through TOGETHER before. Not bad, but I could tell Taylor was not happy - he was trying to hand signal people where they needed to come in, or change tempo. The band also needs a back up singer that knows what he's doing. Taylor wants voice lessons - I think I can swing for that, lol! I think their best was the song they wrote themselves, wish I could remember the name of the thing, lol. I had to break the ice with the headbanging, lol! I was afraid Taylor and Dakota would

New Members!
Hey guys! Please give a big welcome to our new member!! go rate and add him. Welcome to the family! :D Tigerseye/Fu-Husband of pearl/Studio 54 *Bouncer*@ fubar Also welcome to a bunch of you who joined this last week, we're glad to have you! ۞*~£ÎßÊ®Tÿ~* † Demon Crew Recruiter۞@ fubar ONEBIGCAT@ fubar lilmamma1****fire*n*ice leveling crew*****@ fubar the ILLUSION@ fubar catygrins@ fubar

Love Of My Life
I've known her online since I was like 14. We became close friends really fast and I developed very intense deep feelings for her.... I fell in love... About a year after we started talking I told her I loved her for the first time, and 6 months later she told me she loved me.... Those 3 words from her filled a part of me that I never had felt befor. For the last 6 years we have had ups and downs... We had fights and arguments and stopped talking for long periods of time, but something always drew us back to each other.... I knew it had to be love. The last time we quit talking I thought it was completely over and I was heart broken, I thought I had fucked it up for good and that I would never talk to her again and I felt as though a part of me was taken away. About the beginning of November she sent me a message and we began talking again.... That part of me that I lost came back in an instant and I was whole again. Believe it or not I was the first person to ever tell her she h

I'm A Barbie Girl In A Barbie World
Show Spotlight some LOVE!!! Just the most amazing women I know and you should get to know She just got 25 the other day and now she’s got spotlight so let’s show her double love! FAN RATE ADD … CRUSH GIFT VIP BLAST HAPPYHOUR FUPAL … Show her as much love as possible. As she’s one of the sweetest women on the fu and she will always be there when you need her. It’s about time someone deserving got spotlight and 25 so I’m very proud to be able to bring this bulletin to you. I want everyone to meet her if they haven’t. She is one of the best people in my life and the love of my life! Barbie and I are getting married on October 31’s 2009! J so she is truly special to me. So please go show some love to this wonderful women who’s very much deserving of it. Įm â ßÅŖβΊĒ ĠĩŕĽ@ fubar Just click the photo above!!! HAPPY HOLIDAYS! From £ô©oClause™ and. ßÅŖβΊĒ J This bulletin was brought to you by £ô©oC

My Brightest Star I See Tonight
Brightest star I see tonight How do you bring the world in light When dark is darkest and hell is real Where lust and greed is mans greatest appeal Where love is forgotten and life is so cold Where death and fire have such a hold How can you shine in the darkest of nights How can you hope with just your light And how,I ask, do you do this each day In this deepest,darkest, world of decay Brightest star I see tonight How do you bring the world in light Brightest star please hear my cry I do not wish to imply My deepest sorrows in the midst of you But I am hurting and bleeding for you I just want an answer for my soul So that, brightest star, you can make me whole

11/25/07
On my way to work tonite a bunch of kids in this car drove up next to me at a stop light and asked me what BBW meant. I have a license plate that says 1 SXY BBW. I told them what it meant and the girl was like that is cool and one of the guys said you are beautiful. Talk about boosting my ego for the day. Made me feel special. :) I came to work last nite and got some coffee and I got coffee flavored ants. EWW! I went to a gas station last nite to get my coffee. Talked to the vendor about it tho. Tuesday I am going to Applebee's to meet someone. His name is Richard. He is into the BDSM lifestyle (has been for 10 years) and wants to meet me to see if there is any further attraction between him and I. We only talked online...we seem to have a good chat and seem to be very energetic. The only thing is that he lives like an hour and 45 mins from me and he is a workaholic. Well I am a workaholic too...lol. So we shall see what this guy is made of and if it will work out.

May I Kiss You?
I ask if I may kiss you. You just smile; no answer is necessary. My initial kiss is just a flirting of our lips. My tongue lightly flicking - Like I am asking, "Do you want me?" The tip of my tongue runs all around your lips. Touching every part, Inside and out - Over and over again. Tickling you, tickle, tickle, goes my tongue. Now I press my lips gently to yours. Rubbing your lips back and forth against mine. My kisses are hot and fast. I cannot rest long in any one place. I have such a need to go on. I trail kisses of passion all over your face. Then back to your mouth. Our tongues dance together. We are exploring. I circle your tongue with the tip of mine. You echo the pattern back to me. I lick the sides, underside and the top. You echo back. I suck your lower lip. You echo back. We repeat, repeat, repeat. The sensations are driving our emotions. We are wild for each other. You thrust your tongue in and out. The movements are rhythmic and stabbing. S

Dont Drink Drive
I went to a party, And remembered what you said. You told me not to drink, Mom, so I had a sprite instead. I felt proud of myself, The way you said I would, that I didn't drink and drive, though some friends said I should. I mde a healthy choice, And your advice to me was right. The party finally ended, and the kids drove out of sight. I got into my car, Sure to get home in one piece. I never knew what was coming, Mom, something I expected least. Now I'm lying on the pavement, And I hear the policeman say, the kid that caused this wreck was drunk, Mom, his voice seems far away. My own blood's all around me, As I try hard not to cry. I can hear the paramedic say, this girl is going to die. I'm sure the guy had no idea, While he was flying high. Because he chose to drink and drive, now I would have to die. So why do people do it, Mom Knowing that it ruins lives? And now the pain is cutting me, like a hundred stab

People.
are fuckin WIERD. seriously. WEIRD. this is why i tend not to talk to people. you dont know HOW theyre gonna react. specially when yer just bein nice. my bad for bein strange and quirky and witty. im just tryin to amuse myself and hopefully you. seriously. if i wanted to piss people off, believe me, i would. fucking WEIRDOS.

I Sometimes Hate My Fuckin Job
ok yeah i know that this is dumb but i just got done arguing with a 70 year old male.. hes like well the other girl only charges me this much.. and i started to get pissed off and talkin loudly lol.. hes goin to talk to my manager.. hahah like that will do anything.. fuckin prick i charged him the regular price.. and my boss fuckin loves me.. aint goin to do nothing cuz i did nothing wrong but raise my fuckin voice at him.. cuz you know what..THE CUSTOMER IS NOT ALLWAYS FUCKIN RIGHT !!!

It's Best Friend's Day!
FOR ALL MY FRIENDS If u love me (as a friend) u'll read the whole thing. What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of sadness? What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life. I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you. Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are, and send it to the person who sent it to you. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend. dont ever leave the one u love for the one u like, because the one u like will leave u for the one they love. tonite ur true love will realize how much they love u between 1 and 4 in the morning. tomorrow the shock of your life will occur if u break the chain. you will have bad luck for 1

A Cynical Willyism For The Fuckin' Day 11/25/07;
There's this really geeky kid, in RL he maybe 45 still a kid to me, he, sometimes, laughs at my, "shit it was so much better back in the fuckin' days" jokes! He's always telling me, "technology will make everything better in the future!" I stopped him when I told him, "even *IF* it does that future will soon be fuckin' past!"

The Way I Feel.....
I can't explain the way I feel But I know my feelings are for real Thoughts of you always on my mind I'll do anything, give you all my time It makes me happy just being by your side All those feelings I just can't hide You'll always be in my heart Can't bear the pain when were apart Nobody is as special as you are to me Now I hope you are beginning to see Just how much I care for you And all my feelings will always be true I can't describe how much I care But when you need me, I will be there To wipe those tears when you are sad To make you happy when you are mad All these things I really can do Just remember I'm thinking of you You are on my mind 24-7 Being with you is like being in heaven At times we have our little fights (even though I am always right!) My feelings for you will stay the same How much I care will never change...

Living Hell
You chained me, You tied me down. Now I live, In a self made hell. I didn't know where it would lead. If I had, I would never fell in love with you. You have hurt more than anyone. Yet, it doesn't matter to me. I play it over in my mind. I know all the reasons I should leave you behind. Yet no matter how hard I try, I keep chained to my own living hell. Dee Parenti All Rights Reserved

Concert To Benefit Children-- Keith Secola!! Help Pls Pls
The 8th Annual Native American Children's Benefit Concert & Toy Drive benefiting Native American homeless and indigent children Saturday, December 1st, 2007 6 PM – 10 PM Salt River Community Building 1880 N. Longmore in Scottsdale Admission: A toy or article of clothing for a child ages birth to 17 years old Arts & Craft Vendors, Door Prizes & much more. This is a Family Event. All are Welcome. For more information contact Darryl Tonemah at 602-504-6707 or dtonemah@yahoo.com From Nancy Blue Nancyblue37@aol.com

Happy Holidays
hey everyone, hope everyone had a really good thanks giving, well christmas is almost upon us. its about being with family and refecting upon family values and friends.well this has been a n interesting year to say the least,one that i soon will not forget. it started back in auguest when , the guy that was suspose to be selling us a house decied that he didn't want to pay his morage anynore. and we wound up gettign thrown out of the only home we knew for 4 yrs, then for 5 months a had to under go some real agony, and had to wait till october to be operated on.well that turned out great so far, but as i said before a time to refect on family and friends, i my self don't have much family left, as i lost my mom in 83 and my dad in 2002. and sandwisched in betweeen there was the lost of my 8 year old son. i say to all my friends out there take a look aroundu, and appericate every day that u have with family and friends, just know that out there some wheres is a person who hasn't been qui

Mayonnaise Jar And 2 Cups Of Coffee
Mayonnaise Jar and 2 cups of coffee When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 cups of coffee: A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in>front of him. When the class began, he wordlessly picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was. The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with a unanimous "yes". The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under th

What Religion Is Your Bra?
A man walked into the ladies department of a Macy 's And shyly walked up to The woman behind the counter and said, "I'd like to buy a bra for my wife. " "What type of bra?" Asked the clerk. " Type?" inquires the man, "There's more than one type?" " Look around," Said the saleslady, As she showed a sea of bras in every shape, size, color And material imaginable. ! "Actually, Even with all of this variety, There are really only Four types of bras to choose from ." Relieved, the man asked About the types. The saleslady replied: "There are the Catholic, The Salvation Army, The Presbyterian, And the Baptist types. Which one would you prefer?" Now totally befuddled, The man asked about The differences between them. The Saleslady responded, "It is all really quite simple. ... The Catholic type Supports the masses; The Salvation Army type l

Long But Worth The Read Please....
A few weeks ago, I had my first mammogram. I had turned 40 and it was just that time. To make a long story shorter, they found a mass in my left breast. For anyone who has not been through this, it is an extremely stressful process. They have to do follow ups and ultrasounds and finally biopsys to be sure if the mass is cancer. Its a long process and takes 2 weeks or sometimes longer to give you an answer. Living with this knowledge but not knowing what the diagnosis is is a horrible wait I assure you. The day I came home from the initial mammogram, very upset by it all but trying to hide my horror from my children, my 15 year old daughter, Beccah, felt the need to extract every detail from me being the inquisitive child that she is. She had been growing her hair out for years. It was well down her back and just reached the top of her bottom. The very next day, she came home and told me she had an appointment and she would be home in a bit. (In SC, the kids here can drive at

An Italian
An 18 year old Italian girl tells her Mom that she has missed her period for 2 months. Very worried, the mother goes to the drugstore and buys a pregnancy kit. The test result shows that the girl is pregnant. Shouting, cursing, crying, the mother says, "who was the pig that did this to you? I want to know!" The girl picks up the phone and makes a call. Half an hour later, a Ferrari stops in front of their house. A mature and distinguished man with gray hair and impeccably dressed in an Armani suit steps out of the of the Ferrari and enters the house. He sits in the living room with the father, mother, and the girl and tells them: "Good morning, your daughter has informed me of the problem. I can't marry her because of my personal family situation but I'll take charge. I will pay all costs and provide for your daughter for the rest of her life. Additionally, if a girl is born, I will bequeath a Ferrari, a beach house, 2 retail stores, a townhouse, a beachfront v

Cruel Goodbye
Your pain fills me...I feel every tear you shed, Tearing me apart...and filling me with dread. You dont know what to do....what to say to me You don`t know how to tell me...you have to set me free. And I cannot do it for you....cannot let you go, So I pretend it`s just not happening...pretend that I don`t know. Waiting and waiting, as quiet fear.....invades my heart. soon to hear those awful words...."my darling we must part" You had to write a letter...couldn`t face me.... had to hide, It said that you still loved me...that you had never lied, But now we had to realise...it was wrong, we should have known Then you disappeared..... and left me here, to deal with it alone New Graphics Dark Images Top Comments

Australian Ghost Story
A True Australian ghost story This story happened a while ago in Brisbane, and even though it sounds like an Alfred Hitchcock tale, it's true. John Bradford, a Sydney University student, was on the side of the road hitch hiking on a very dark night and in the midst of a storm. The night was rolling on and no car went by. The storm was so strong he could hardly see a few feet ahead of him. Suddenly he saw a car slowly coming towards him and stopped. John, desperate for shelter and without thinking about it, got in the car and closed the door, just to realise there was nobody behind the wheel and the engine wasn't on! The car started moving slowly. John looked at the road and saw a curve approaching. Scared, he started to pray, begging for his life. Then, just before he hit the curve, a hand appeared through the window and turned the wheel. John, paralysed with terror, watched how the hand repeatedly came through the window but never harmed him. Shortly thereafte

25 Nov 07 ~ Dont I Hope So..lol
Dear Alexa, Here is your single's love horoscope for Sunday, November 25: You're a survivor, especially when it comes to romance. And although you've dumped and been dumped by the best of them, you've walked away with some essential lessons. Remember these today when a dangerously irresistible cutie walks in.

25 Nov 07 ~ Aint That The Truth
Dear Alexa, Here is your AstroSlam for Sunday, November 25: Rejection has always been difficult for you, which should be reason enough alone to keep you from putting your heart and soul and ego on the line day after disappointing day -- but no, you get a sick thrill out of it.

Some New Users Downrating Members
This is a rant lol or a rave who knows. But of late there are a number of new fubar members who are downrating. Please just take the time to copy the following I found in the bulletins, and send it to the new users. NOTICE RULES OF KINDESS Hey whats up, if you just joined, WELCOME Ok Some rules of kindness... DOWNRATEING is not nice and is not acceptable. If you dont like a photo don't rate it. People get irritated real fast and upset if you downrate someones page, photo. Or thumbs down there stash item. What is down rateing do you ask? That is when you intentionly rate lower then a 10. This is like fliping someone off just ruder. If you don't like the photo or profile DONT rate it. Simple as that! Please take this in to note when visiting fellow members of the site to have respect for one and other. Sure if someone came to your page or pictures and rated them all lower then a 10 you would be fliping out right?. Have some respect, treat others as yo

I Had Sex With A Football Player Cause I Was Drunk
MONTH YOU WERE BORN IN JANUARY----------I ***** SLAPPED FEBRUARY---------I RAPED MARCH-------------I SPIT ON APRIL---------------I SLEPT WITH MAY-----------------I PUNCHED JUNE----------------I DREAMED ABOUT JULY-----------------I HAD SEX WITH A AUGUST------------ I LICKED SEPTEMBER--------I KISSED OCTOBER-----------I KILLED NOVEMBER---------I MADE OUT WITH DECEMBER---------I KICKED - DAY [NUMBER] YOU WERE BORN ON 1--------MY NEIGHBOR 2--------A HOBO 3--------A SPOON 4--------YOU 5--------A LAWN GNOME 6--------A HOT DUDE 7------- A GANGSTER 8--------P.DIDDY 9--------THE MIRROR 10-------A NOODLE 11-------MY EX 12-------A FAT *** 13-------MY BABY 14--------A MOP 15-------MY GIRLFRIEND 16-------A WHITE GIRL 17-------MY BEST FRIEND 18------DORA 19-------A FOOTBALL PLAYER 20-------A SEXY HOE 21-------A BANANA 22------- YOUR BOY/GIRLFRIEND 23-------1000 PEOPLE 24-------A TREE 25-------A HOMO 26-------MY TRUE LOVE 27-------A GOTH 28-------MY HOMI

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I feel like shit and I am sad a bit. I cant sleep and I wanna crawl in a hole and die tonight. I might just go crawl in the tub for a bit. I deleted alot of my pics, since rating is impossible for you people to do on here. I might start getting rid of friends. If you wanna call yourself that. Anyways, I'm hungry, tired and icky...have a great Sunday..I promise I wont! Me

Remembering Mamma
As some of you who I have talked with a lot and a select few who are friends know that I have watched both my parents die in front of me. Time heals but some wounds still bleed. I haven't heard this song for over four years in a few days it will be 4 years since my mother passed. This song was so special to me I recorded it and gave it to her she heard the song and cried so hard. I played this song at my wedding and we danced to this the only time I have ever danced with my mother. I knicked named her DaMama. My daughter looks so much like her and it makes me laugh and cry at the same time looking at her. I miss her so much everyday. I know she is somewhere watching over "her kids" as she called them she was a mom to kids who didnt have anyone. She wrote a guy in my boot camp a letter, his own family wouldnt write him. I've never seen a grown man weep like that before. She said that if his mom wasn't proud of him she was and any mother should be to have their son serve their