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Typical Ass
well it is typical I was chattinmg with one of my babygirls and a so called guy came on her shout box and she had told him she was already chatting with her Daddy. he then call her a cunt and blocked her. this the typical act of a little boy that can't get his way. I am sure he has done this to others I went to look at his profile was not going to do anything or say anything but immediatly he downrated me to a 1 woo that hurt lol and then blocked me from sending him a shout. why does there have to be such little boys like that. if you are interested in who let me know and I will tell you. I might even start a downrating album like other have.

Live, Love, Laugh
LOVE starts with a SMILE, grows with a KISS, and ends with a TEAR. DON'T cry over anyone who won't cry over you. Good FRIENDS are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget. You can only go as far as you push. ACTIONS speak louder than words. The HARDEST thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else. DON'T let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff. LIFE'S SHORT. If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it. A BEST FRIEND is like a four leaf clover, HARD TO FIND and LUCKY TO HAVE. Some people make the world SPECIAL just by being in it. BEST FRIENDS are the siblings God forgot to give us. When it HURTS to look back, and you're SCARED to look ahead, you can look beside you and your BEST FRIEND will be there. TRUE FRIENDSHIP "NEVER" ENDS. Friends are FOREVER. Good friends are like STARS You don't always see them, but you know they are ALWAYS THERE. DON'T frown. You never know who is falling in love with your smile. What do you do

Something I Wrote A Long Time Ago
I have looked into the depths of my own soul and have seen the true horror of the evil that good men are capable of in the name of God and country. I have witnessed atrocities that have seared my soul and I have done many things in the name of duty, and survival, that I will have to answer for on my judgment day. I am one of the few willing to risk not only my life, but my sanity, and in the very end my soul as well. I do this so that incredibly opinionated ignorance can flourish in my homeland. It seems to me that the only ones that speak out are the ones that truly don’t know what they are talking about. Sure, they read the paper and watch the news, however, they fail to realize that the news papers and news media are all about one thing and one thing only – making a profit. In my opinion they will report only enough to boost their ratings and spin anything they can into a scandal. If one looks back to the beginning of the war, when public opinion supported the it, the media reported

Do You Have Christmas Spirit?
Well this girl does... By my friend Amanda a 15 year old girl that has Christmas Spirit and believes that dreams can come true. "I believe in Santa Clause." "Yes, you heard right. I believe in Santa Clause. The jolly ol' fat man who goes to childrens houses on Christmas Eve and leaves presents underneath the tree. And I am one of those "children" who is happy to find gifts under the tree marked with sloppy handwriting, "from Santa Clause". As immature as people may find it these days, I believe in Santa Clause. I believe that every kid or kid at heart... No, everyone, should believe in a little bit of magic. And it's sad to see that kids and even adults are way too caught up in reality. No one said it's bad to focus on reality... but what fun is life if you can't believe in magic? Or have a bit of an imagination? I want everyone this Christmas to close their eyes and believe... Believe that magic is real and dreams can come true. Almost everyone has heard the sa

S0s (u Kno Who U R)
"count on me through thick & thin, a friendship that will never end, when you are weak, i will be strong, helping you to carry on" we had are share of ups & downs, ive learned from you & you learned from me, despite everything that has happened & everything that will happen good or bad, you know that ima always be here for you. sometimes friends, leave footprints in you heart and your never the same again. true friends are there through it all. im glad i have a friend like you in my life. to be continued..

Sad Time Of The Year....
Many of you, the ones that have known me the longest, knows this time of the year becomes the hardest for me. I lost my mother 2 days before my 21st birthday. The 22nd anniversary of her death is rapidly approaching. I may be distant through this time. If I do become distant think nothing of it. It truly has nothing to do with any of my wonderful friends. It is just still very hard to deal with. My mom was my world. Today is the 22nd anniversary of my grandfathers death. Yes, we lost my grandfather then his daughter 23 days apart in the same year. This is one of the main reasons I do not celebrate Christmas. The other reason being that I am atheist and do not conform to organized beliefs. I do hope you will all understand and allow me my time this month to make it through. I will still try to show love and will still be online, just probably wont seem like the happy go lucky person many of you know me as. I love each and every one of you very much!! ~Always~ Evil CntryGoth

About My Life & My Past
22 Year old female from The United States - Tennessee. Loves listening to music, watching movies, and talking to online friends. I'm outgoing, funny when I'm not trying to be, protective of my family & friends, I've been told by family that I have a temper on me when someone pisses me off....but I don't see that. lol Smiley As far as I know...I'm a complete Angel....and once in a blue moon - a complete Devil! ha ha At the age of 11 or 12, I lost my mother to cancer. Yes, she was a smoker...which lead to her having Tongue Cancer. Watching someone you love die a little bit every day is not something I'd wish on anyone...even a person I didn't like. I remember everything like it happened yesterday...and sometimes it feels like it did. I was young, but I knew that when mom showed me the lump in her tongue that it wasn't gonna be good. I told her to go have it checked out...and in the back of my mind I was wishing with everything I had in me that it was nothing serious. She went to hav

Girls Vs. Grown Women(got This From A Friend)
Girls want to control the man in their life. Grown women know that if he's truly hers, he doesn't need controlling. Girls check you for not calling them. Grown women are too busy to realize you hadn't. Girls are afraid to be alone. Grown women revel in it-using it as a time for personal growth. Girls ignore the good guys. Grown women ignore the bad guys. Girls make you come home. Grown women make you want to come home. Girls leave their schedule wide-open and wait for a guy to call and make plans. Grown women make their own plans and nicely tell the guy to get in where he fits. Girls worry about not being pretty and/or good enough for their man. Grown women know that they are pretty and/or good enough for any man. Girls try to monopolize all their man's time (i.e., don't want him hanging with his friends). Grown women realize that a lil' bit of space makes the 'together time' even more special-and goes to kick it with her own friends. Girls think a g

A Simple Thank You By Stuart Margel
Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded  flag, but did not put two and two together. After we’d boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant,  who’d been invited to sit in First Class (and was seated across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. “No,” he responded. “Heading out?” I asked. “No. I’m escorting a soldier home.” “Going to pick him up?” “No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq. I’m taking him home to his family.” The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn’t know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the  soldier’s family and felt as if he did know them after so many conversations in so few days. I turned back  to him, extended my hand, and said, “Thank you. Thank you for doing what you do so my family and I can do what we do.” Upon landi

Another One I've Known For Years
Love Letter Dearest One, I love you, darling, indeed I do I love you dear, so please be true Of all the boys I've ever met You are the one I can't forget Your heart is like a pot of gold Hard to catch and hard to hold In my dreams our lips have met Just you wait, I'll get you yet If I go to heaven and you're not there I'll paint your face on the golden stair So all the angels will know and see What you, my love, mean to me If you're not there by judgement day I'll know you've gone the other way I'll give the angels back their wings Golden harp and everything To prove to you my love is true I'll go to hell to be with you.

Didn't Write This One ... But Like It!!
DYING FOR LOVE In this deep, dark pit I dwell And black as the pit is the tale that I'll tell There once was a boy I loved too much I longed for his look, his voice, his touch They said a strange girl he was with And though I thought her just a myth I soon learned she was real because He was heartless, yes he was So I ran straight home, up to my bed Not one word to mother was said When father came home late that night He searched for me both left and right My bedroom door he hit and broke And found me hanging from a rope He said my dear what have you done Taken your life for one man's son He found this note upon my desk Read what it said and quickly left "Dig a grave and dig it deep .. Place white marble from head to feet. .. And at the headstone place a dove.. Let the whole world know .. I died for love."

Two Thousand One, Nine Eleven (2001-911
Two thousand one, nine eleven Three thousand plus arrive in heaven As they pass through the golden gate, Thousands more appear in wait  A bearded man with stovepipe hat Steps forward saying, "Lets sit, lets chat" They settle down in seats of clouds A man named Martin shouts out proud "I have a dream!" and once he did The Newcomers said, "Your dream still lives."  Groups of soldiers in blue and gray Others in khaki, and green they say: "We're from Bull Run, Yorktown, the Maine" The Newcomers said, "You did not die in vain."  >From a man on sticks one could hear: "The only thing we have to fear...", The Newcomers said, "We know the rest, trust us sir, we've passed that test."  "Courage doesn't hide in caves", You can't bury freedom, in a grave," The Newcomers had heard this voice before A distinct Yankees' twang from Hyannisports' shores

My Angel
My Angel. I met my angel, once,so long ago, The feeling was indescribable.Everytime i was around her my heart beat so fast that i thought i would die.She was my comfort and my strength.With my Angel by my side i could move mountains.I could take on armies.I could see the beauty in everything and my heart was at peace.We were at one with each other and knew each other through and through.We knew each others hopes and dreams,weaknesses and strengths.Above all we knew how to love each other.Our love was incredible,one that all men and women desire. Then all of the evil in our world joined forces and stole my angel away from me.It changed me and the way i thought about the world.I moved on with half a heart.As my influences and surroundings molded me for 20 years, i survived inside what felt like a vessel or a prison at times.Biding my time, surviving in hopes and dreams that one day she would return to me. Never losing that hope, our memories together would surely be branded deap in my mi

Racial Profiling
Do you remember? -1968 Bobby Kennedy was shot and killed by a. Superman b. Jay Leno c. Harry Potter d. Muslim male extremist between the ages of 17 and 40  1. In 1972 at the Munich Olympics, athletes were kidnapped and massacred by a. Olga Corbett b. Sitting Bull c. Arnold Schwarzenegger d. Muslim male extremists mostly between the ages of 17 and 40  2. In 1979, the US embassy in Iran was taken over by: a. Lost Norwegians b. Elvis c. A tour bus full of 80-year-old women d. Muslim male extremists mostly between the ages of 17 and 40  3.During the 1980's a number of Americans were kidnapped in Lebanon by: a. John Dillinger b. The King of Sweden c. The Boy Scouts d. Muslim male extremists mostly between the ages of 17 and 40  4. In 1983, the US Marine barracks in Beirut was blown up by: a. A pizza delivery boy b. Pee Wee Herman&#

It Is The Soldier
It is the Soldier, Not the reporter who has given us Freedom of the Press. It is the Soldier, Not the poet who has given us Freedom of Speech. It is the Soldier, Not the campus organizer who has given us Freedom to demonstrate. It is the Soldier who salutes the flag, who serves beneath the flag, and whose coffin is draped by the flag, who allows the protester to burn the flag. Author Unknown

I Don't Care
This says it better than I ever could!!! The lady who wrote this letter is Pam Foster of Pamela Foster and Associates in Atlanta. She's been in business since 1980 doing interior design and home planning. She recently wrote the following letter to a family member serving in Iraq....... WHAT'S ALL THE FUSS? "Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan, across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet? Well, I don't. I don't care at all. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and

If I Were Santa
IF I WERE SANTA, I'D - If I were a rockin' Santa, You know what I'd do? I'd dump the silly gifts That are given to you. I'd deliver some things Just inside your front door -- Things you have lost, But treasured before. I'd give you back all Your maidenly vigor, And to go along with it, A neat, tiny figure; Then restore the old color That once graced your hair Before rinses and bleaches Took residence there. I'd bring back the shape With which you were gifted, So things now suspended Need not be uplifted. I'd draw in your tummy And smooth down your back Till you'd be a dream In those tight fitting slacks! I'd remove all your wrinkles And leave only one chin, So you wouldn't spend hours Rubbing grease on your skin. You'd never have flashes Or queer dizzy spells, And you wouldn't hear noises Like ringing of bells. No sore aching feet, And no corns on your toes No searching for spectacles When they're right on your nose. Not a shot

Freedom Is Not Free
I watched the flag pass by one day. It fluttered in the breeze A young Marine saluted it, And then he stood at ease. I looked at him in uniform So young, so tall, so proud, With hair cut square and eyes alert He’d stand out in any crowd. I thought how many men like him Had fallen through the years. How many died on foreign soil? How many mothers’ tears. How Many pilots’ planes shot down? How many died at sea? How many foxholes were soldiers’ graves? No, freedom is not free. I heard the sound of “Taps” one night, When everything was still. I listened to the bugler play And felt a sudden chill. I wondered just how many times That “Taps” had meant “Amen” When a flag had draped the coffin Of a brother or a friend. I thought of all the children, Of the mothers and the wives Of fathers, sons, and husbands With interrupted lives. I thought about a graveyard At the bottom of the sea, Of unmarked graves in Arlington No, freedom is not free. Cade

Christmas Carols 4 The Psychologically Challenged
1. Schizophrenia --- Do You Hear What I Hear? 2. Multiple Personality Disorder --- We Three Queens Disoriented Are 3. Amnesia --- I Don't Know if I'll be Home for Christmas 4. Narcissistic --- Hark the Herald Angels Sing About Me 5. Manic --- Deck the Halls and Walls and House and Lawn and Streets and Stores and Office and Town and Cars and Buses and Trucks and Trees and Fire Hydrants 6. Paranoid --- Santa Claus is Coming to Get Me 7. Borderline Personality Disorder --- Thoughts of Roasting on an Open Fire 8. Full Personality Disorder --- You Better Watch Out, I'm Gonna Cry, I'm Gonna Pout, Maybe I'll tell You Why 9. Obsessive Compulsive Disorder ---Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells ... 10. Agoraphobia --- I Heard the Bells on Christmas Day But Wouldn't leave My House 11. Senile Dementia --- Walking in a Winter Wonderland Miles From My House in My Sl

War Is An Ugly Thing
War is an ugly thing, but not the ugliest of things. The decayed and degraded state of moral and patriotic feeling which thinks that no thing is worth war is much worse. The person who has nothing for which he is willing to fight, nothing which is more important than his own personal safety, is a miserable creature and has no chance of being free unless made and kept so by the exertions of better men than himself. John Stewart Mill

A Soldier
I was that which others did not want to be. I went where others feared to go, and did what others failed to do. I asked nothing from those who gave nothing and reluctantly accepted the thought of eternal loneliness…should I fall. I have seen the face of terror; felt the stinging cold of fear; and enjoyed the sweet taste of a moments love. I have cried, pained, and hoped…but most of all, I have lived times others would say were best forgotten At least someday I will be able to say that I was proud of what I was…A soldier. Author Unknown

Stickam On Fubar
This will help you get your Stickam account posted on your profile. You may use the same process to add the cams to lounges as well. Start by going to Stickam.com and create your account. Once the account is created and you have come back to your homepage, you will need to start the webcam through Stickam before anything else is done. In order to do this, you will need to click on Go Live. When the feed starts, you have the option to let Everyone, Memebers or Friends view. Keep in mind that these are Stickam options only and not everyone on fubar has a Stickam account, so choose Everyone to allow fubar member to see your cam once you are streaming live. Now, click on Start Chat. When the chat starts, you will need to click on Allow in order for your cam and sound to broadcast. Your chat will then start showing your video feed. Once this is done, minimize the Stickam Chat window and go back to your Stickam Homepage. Once there, scroll down to

Fatherless Children
The fathers featured in this article are all in Senator Linda Berglin's district which is good because she one of the biggest opponents to shared parenting legislation. We all know shared parenting laws would make our laws fairer for the unfortunate families that decide to separate but people like Linda Berglin are stuck on the funding gap that the Child Support Crack brings in to the States general budget, $2.1 Billion in the last 5 years. Bogus I know but that is our reality. Linda's main issue is she basically doesn't want to cut off all the single parents addicted to the Child Support Crack she pushes. While Linda and her fellow legislators continue to balance our states budget with federal funding dollars that oppresses citizens rights, it's hard to overlook how her district has the highest rate of crime and homocides and how it relates to the statistic that children of fatherless homes are more likely to be incarcerated or commit a crime. So while she continues to ignore the r

The Corning Process
Corned Venison....Corning is a method of meat preservation developed in the days before refrigeration. After butchering a steer a farmer would cure a brisket or some other tough cut in a sugar/salt brine for several weeks. The salt acted as a preservative and the sugar developed flavor and tenderness. Meat cured this way was called "Corned" because the salt pellets were about the size of a corn kernel. On a Moose or Elk the brisket or thin meat that covers the bottom of the ribcage, is thick enough for corning. But on smaller animals such as deer and antelope, it may be too thin. Flank meat, Which lies between the last rib and the hindquarter is also a good choice as is a shoulder roast

Way To Fast
It all went far too quickly when We started our romance. We headed for the Broadway stage Before we learned to dance. Naturally, we shared the fear Of being on a limb, And scared to stay while loath to part, We felt our feelings dim. Ah, me! Well, now we're separate, And will be for a while. And then we'll try again, for love Remembers its sweet smile. But this time we'll go slow and ask, Before we go to bed, If we might try some artful grace And dance awhile instead.

Metal Monthly
I recently became a Interview Journalist for the online publication Metal Monthly. They just posted some of the interviews I have done with some people. So check it out: www.metalmonthly.com Here's a list of the artist interviews I have done: Sylvya of Scarlet Sins Eirin of Where Angels Fall Roxy Petrucci of Roktopuss Joanna of Magdalene and Kimberly and Tony under "Hot Metal People"

What Are True Friends?
What are true friends and how do you know if you really have any? Are they the ones that are there for you through good and bad, thick and thin? Or are they the ones that are just there? Are they the ones that tell you things that are going on in life? Or the ones that hide them and not say anything? Are they the ones that will do anything for you? Or are they the ones that will do anything when the time is right for them? Are they the ones that will talk to you all night long when something goes wrong? Or are they the ones thay will run and hide? What is a true friend and how do you know if you have any?

True Colors Of Love
Lesli, when you reveal your true colors in love, you're a Committed Partner You are a devoted person who feels the greatest sense of security when you're in a stable relationship with a dedicated partner. At times when you're not part of a couple, you're likely daydreaming about romance — at least during the moments when your mind isn't focused on advancing your own personal success. You have an easygoing, approachable nature that can make you a great mate and friend. It's a trait you can surely put to good use in any romantic relationship.

...here I Go Again...
If several years ago someone would have told me that it's possible to fall in love over the computer, I would have laughed at them. If they then told me that I would fall in love with someone I only got to get to know online, I would have told them that they are totally crazy. And being the way I am, I'm sure I would have argued with them about it all, trying like hell to get them to see my side of it all, and probably not stopping until they actually did... lol. I NEVER thought it was possible to fall in love with someone over the computer; someone you have never physically met... someone you didn't really know... but, it is. I never thought for a second that it would happen to me... but, it did. I wasn't looking for it... I didn't want it... but it happened just the same. If nothing else, the past 25 years or so have taught me that love doesn't really exist. I suppose that years of abusive relationships did that to me. They shut me down. They made me feel hard and numb

Thanx To Friends
I have been thru alot here in the past year or so and i have to say a BIG THANK YOU to all my friends and family who have been there thru it all! weather it is to listen and give advice to giving my son and i aplace to stay!! I have some of the bestest friends a girl could ask for!!! I don't know what i would do with out any of you!! so THANX MUCHO and I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!!!

Christmas, South, 1866
Christmas, South, 1866 by Mary Eliza Perine Tucker Lambert Laughing, merry, childish voices, Woke us in their eager glee, When the rosy blush of morning In the east we scarce could see: Surely, ne'er a Christmas morning Was so cold and drear as this; Can it be our hearts are frozen With the sere frost's icy kiss? Ah, stern want and desolation Has a heavy, heavy hand, And no mirth should ever issue From beneath the iron band. Now the voices draw still nearer - Bless the children, all are here! "Mother, don't weep, they won't mind it; Oh, God help thee, mother, dear!" One by one they took their stockings, Gazed upon the store, then turned: "Sissie," said the bravest rebel, "Did Santee have his cotton burned?" "Hush, hush, Buddie; don't say nothing; Just see how poor mamma cries." Now the repentant Buddy To his mother's bedside hies - "I'm so sorry, mother, darling: When I'm grown you shan't be poor; I'll write for the Yankee papers,

Dublin Coddle
Dublin Coddle - Irish Recipe Recipe ============= Dublin Coddle ============= Serves 6 1 pound bacon slices 2 pounds pork sausages Some bacon fat or oil 2 large onions, sliced 2 cloves garlic 4 large potatoes, thickly sliced 2 carrots, thickly sliced 1 large bunch of fresh herbs, tied with string black pepper hard cider (apple wine) or apple cider fresh parsley, chopped for garnish Lightly fry the bacon until crisp. Place in a large cooking pot. Brown the sausages in some bacon grease or vegetable oil. Remove and add to pot. Soften sliced onions and whole garlic cloves in fat, then add to pot with potatoes and carrots. Bury the bunch of herbs in the middle of the mixture. Sprinkle with pepper. Cover with cider. Cook 1 1/2 hours over moderate heat, do not boil. Garnish with chopped parsley. Originally found here: http://www.ireland-information.com/irishrecipes/dublincoddle.htm

I Received This In An Email Merry Christmas
MERRY CHRISTMAS!! Amen to This! *Twas the month before Christmas* *When all through our land,* *Not a Christian was praying* *Nor taking a stand.* *See the PC Police had taken away,* *The reason for Christmas - no one could say.* *The children were told by their schools not to sing,* *About Shepherds and Wise Men and Angels and things.* *It might hurt people's feelings, the teachers would say* * December 25th is just a "Holiday ".* *Yet the shoppers were ready with cash, checks and credit* *Pushing folks down to the floor just to get it!* *CDs from Madonna, an X BOX, an I-pod* *Something was changing, something quite odd! * *Retailers promoted Ramadan and Kwanzaa* *In hopes to sell books by Franken & Fonda.* *As Targets were hanging their trees upside down* *At Lowe's the word Christmas - was no where to be found.* *At K-Mart and Staples and Penny's and Sears*< BR>*Yo u won't hear the word Christmas; it won't touch your ears.* *Inclusive, sensitive, Di-ver-si-ty*

Nothing Hurts More Then
nothing hurts more then knowing you not here to be with me, here to hold my hand an take long walks on the beach, here to hold me close to you at night, here to kiss me goodnight an good morning, here to comfort me when im sad an lonly, here to tell me everything will be ok when im in doubt, here to show everyone that im your lil angel, here to have lil momments with me, here to share laughter, here to see lil cute things i do, nothing hurts more then knowing your so close but yet so many miles away.. by april peterson

New Platoon
OUR LITTLE FAMILY IS GROWING SO INTRODUCING NEW PLATOON TEMPORARY PLATOON LEADER Mystic Warrior **MWT** Owner Mystic Warriors Tribe's mattie 'Queen B owner of the Tiger's Den &**MWT** Windtalkers Platoon**' snyder 'Mystic Angel **MWT** Real Wife of Mystic Warrior **MWT**' Amanda 'Amanda The Seductress 69 ~ & ~ RLW To ~The Real Flirt~**MWT** Wind talker's Platoon~ Vice' Vice

"justlaurie"
Although you may have already read a previous written blogof mine about her, I wanted to write a new one because she doesn't use the other profile anymore due to some "Fubaric" problems. lol The last blog I wrote was under "SassyOne", if you care to go back and read it. Laurie and I met through an old friend and I'm so very glad we did! You'll see most of the time on our pages, we call each other "Sis". No, we're not related by blood but our friendship has tied us as such and so, it carries through our little notes to one another. :) She does everything she can to put/keep a smile on people's faces. If you take a look at her profile, you will see that she is very creative, noticing the different tags she makes for friends and sometimes even uses pictures of real life objects to create the tags she makes, which makes it even more priceless! Photography is a big interest of hers of which you'll notice when you go to her pic albums. Being a volunteer with her local fire company is anot

The Law Is The Law!
THE LAW IS THE LAW! I really love this one. This is one of the better e-mails I have received in a long time! I hope this makes its way around the USA several times over!!!!! So Be It! THE LAW IS THE LAW So if the US government determines that it is against the law for the words 'under God' to be on our money, then, so be it. And if that same government decides that the 'Ten Commandments' are not to be used in or on a g overnment installation, then, so be it. I say, ' so be it,' because I would like to be a law abiding US citizen. I say, 'so be it,' because I would like to think that smarter people than I are in positions to make good decisions. I would like to think that those people have the American public's best interests at heart. BUT, YOU KNOW WHAT ELSE I'D LIKE? Since we can't pray to God, can't Trust in God and cannot post His Commandments in Government buildings , I don't believe the Government and its employees should participate in the Easter

Miss You
I miss you. I miss all of the caring things you do, and spending the evening alone with you. I miss you. I look forward to tomorrow knowing that then, I'll be one day closer to seeing you again. You must have guessed it by now... I miss you!

Http://www.app.com/apps/pbcs.dll/article?aid=/20071129/news03/711290402
Immigration debate ignited after gardener mauled by dog The Associated Press PRINCETON — A dog scheduled to be put down after mauling a gardener from Honduras has ignited a debate over immigration and dog owners' rights in this university town. The gardener, Giovanni Rivera, was attacked in June by a German shepherd named Congo and four other dogs at a Princeton home where he did landscaping. Charges were filed against the family who owned the dogs, and Rivera received an insurance settlement of $250,000. But it's a judge's decision that the dog must be put down that has drawn criticism from some animal lovers and the dog's owners, who say Congo was protecting their property and family. "It's just insanity what we're going through," Guy James said, sitting in his Princeton home with his wife, Elizabeth, as Congo and another German shepherd sat nearby. The James said the judge's decision to put Congo down has been "horrendous" for the couple and their four young children

Moving
Im moving to another apartment tomorrow just across the red river into Shreveport so I wont be online sunday and maybe not monday. my new phone & DSL is scheduled to be turned on on Monday so hopefully it will be. Everyone have a great weekend. Love , Lisa

Friends List
Hey all...I saw someone else going through their friends list and I thought "HEY, that's a good idea!" So, it's about time to edit the list again. If you wanna stay on but we haven't talked, or we haven't spoken in a while, drop me a line. Thanks :D

I Want To Be
i want to be yours i want to be your lil angel, your lil angel that you will keep for a lifetime i want to be the one you fall asleep with an hold all night. i want to be the only one you kiss ever so tenderly an passionatly i want to be the one you adore more then life its self i want to be the one you cant live without i want to be the one you will always be faithful to i want to be the one you tell everyone about, about how lucky you are to have someone like me in your life baby can i be this one by april peterson

A Guys Perspective ~ Ok Then
Ladies - please note At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down Finally , the guys' side of the story story. ( I must admit, it's pretty good.) We always hear ' the rules ' From the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note.. these are all numbered '1 ' ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports : It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be.

Christmas Carols For The Psycolgically Challenged!! Lmfao!!
1. Schizophrenia --- Do You Hear What I Hear? 2. Multiple Personality Disorder --- We Three Queens Disoriented Are 3. Amnesia --- I Don't Know if I'll be Home for Christmas 4. Narcissistic --- Hark the Herald Angels Sing About Me 5. Manic --- Deck the Halls and Walls and House and Lawn and Streets and Stores and Office and Town and Cars and Buses and Trucks and Trees and Fire Hydrants 6. Paranoid --- Santa Claus is Coming to Get Me 7. Borderline Personality Disorder --- Thoughts of Roasting on an Open Fire 8. Full Personality Disorder --- You Better Watch Out, I'm Gonna Cry, I'm Gonna Pout, Maybe I'll tell You Why 9. Obsessive Compulsive Disorder ---Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells ... 10. Agoraphobia --- I Heard the Bells on Christmas Day But Wouldn't leave My House 11. Senile Dementia --- Walking in a Winter Wonderland Miles From My House in My Slippers an

Morning
morning morning with smell of lilly flower morning with love birds ' whisper morning with taste of lips' kissing in my stomach i feel butterfly flutter good morning my love good morning my heart longingly for you is singing I miss you even when between my arms you piecefully are laying every morning is very marvelous your morning 's kiss is mirculous your lips , tongue , neck are my breakfast .....what luscious !!!! like a dreaming fountain is our shower wildly passionately we take each other whatever the years pass very fast we still warm with our hot burning desire you make the poetry cascade like rains you drive so kindly my thoughts trains what a poetic hot sight when I kiss you and the sky passionately rains

Hottest Bi-female On Fubar Contest
Im in the hottest bi-female contest. Please come show me lots of luv. Tennessee Tiger is the host so please show her lots of love to. It ends Dec. 7. Please go vote for me, here is the link,

Papa Roach - Between Angels And Insects
There's no money, there's no possessions, only obsession I don't need that shit, take my money, take my obsession I just wanna be heard, loud and clear are my words, comin’ from within man Tell ‘em what you heard, it's about a revolution In your heart and in your mind, you can find the conclusion Lifestyle and obsession, diamond rings get you nothin’ but a lifelong lesson And your pocketbook stressin’, you're a slave to the system Workin jobs that you hate, for that shit you don't need It's too bad the world is based on greed, step back and see Stop thinkin’ bout yourself, start thinkin’ bout There's no money, there's no possession, only obsession, I don't need that shit Take my money, take my possession, take my obsession, I don't need that shit Cuz everything is nothing, and emptiness is in everything This reality is really just a fucked up dream With the flesh and the blood that you call your soul, flip it inside out It's a big black hole, take your money burn i

Accepting Failure
Learning, accepting that I'm human Yes I make mistakes I hurt others My imperfections obvious Yes I am blemished I have scars I am responsible for failure Yes I am guilty I have big shoulders If it's to be it's up to me If it's not It's because of me Who's shoulders do I cry on When all is said and done Who will understand? Remember? I fell from your pedestal I didn’t ask to be placed so high Esteemed I have fallen, Your hurt? What about me I shattered, scattered When you didn’t catch me Yes it is my fault I accept my failure What about me? DAMN YOU, what about me?

Fill It Out Ladies
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE TO ME WITH YOUR ANSWERS. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND OR HUSBAND OR WIFE - REPOST THIS! LET THE FUN BEGIN........ 1.Your Name: 2.Age: 3.Favorite position: 4. Do you think I'm cute? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8.Would you take a shower with me? 9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10.Would you leave after or stay the night? 11.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 14.Condom or skin? 15.Have sex on the first date? 16.Would you kiss me during sex? 17.Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Would you use me as a booty call? 19.Can I use you as a booty call? 20.Can we take pictures of the act? 21.How long would we have sex? 22.Would you tell your friends about me? 29.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU! TITLE IT-Naughty Appli

My Rose
If I had a rose It would sit inside a glass Steeped in the clearest water But dying, nevertheless Everyday Its petals would fall daily To drift slowly down onto the ground Their final resting place Beside the glass Where their living counterparts Still reside Those fallen petals of the rose Are nothing But Little fragments of beauty Destroyed and broken Left to gather dust Day by day my rose would wither Losing colour, losing blood And the air, empty of its sweet scent Weeps for beauty fled with life Taking with it The joy it brings And leaving only Memories Of the joy that it once brought And if I had a rose I’d kill it before it dies Like I wish that I could kill love Before I can have a chance to cry

Here Is The Next Chapter!!!
As the knight stairs up at the moonlit sky And gazes upon the stars so bright He points to one to let it serve as a reminder Of all the things he loves about her "This one is for her adoring smile" "And this one is for her endearing style" "This one reminds me of her eyes" "As round as the moon and as big as the sky" "This star is for her amazing laugh" " This one is for her peace that calms my wrath" "There are not enough stars in the heavens above" "To count all the wonderous facets of this maiden I love"

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Echoed noises, Distant voices chattering, ringing in my ear. My arms, crossed A rush of fear. Alone, once again. without my best friend. Another lonely day nighttime on its way. Shadows dance On the ground. The sun departs, no longer found. Silence. I sit alone Waiting by the phone. Filled with hope Trying to cope. Another day arrives, darkness subsides. Days fly, months go by. Occasionally a face shines in a crowd or a long line. An image of you a dream, so true. Vanishes, reminding me you are only a memory now.

My Daddy
ok people, I am a total Daddy's girl, I am the first to admit it, i got away with MURDER growing up, they adopted me when i was 15, took me in as a foster when i was 13, fought the system to be ALLOWED to adopt me, because they were gonna send me to a group home in Phoenix, because they didnt usually allow fosters to be adopted in the same town.... well today my dad was taken in to the hospital at 3AM they think he either HAd a stroke or was on the verge of having one, his blood sugar is still over 1000... and he is incoherent, but improving as they try to get it under control, he is still unable to talk, but is able to nod, and write to communicate now... they are moving him to the ICU... as he is still considered critical... i am asking you for thoughts, prayers, wishes... whatever faith or beliefs you may have... please send them his way... i just can NOT lose my Daddy.... thank you all in advance, i am a basket case, but i firmly believe in the power of faith and love... and you gu

Are You A Spaz!?!?!?
OK, I'm going to do it.... I'm going to hold a contest. Sorry I can't offer blasts or vips to the winners, but I will be giving away FU-BUCKS!!! I want to see your spaziest pics! Send me a private message with the link to the pic, and I'll rip it. I'll start the contest on Dec. 5th, and run it until Dec. 24th. If you win, you'll wake up Christmas morning with a bunch of FU-BUCKS... 1st Place ~ 50,000 fubucks 2nd Place ~ 25,000 fubucks 3rd Place ~ 10,000 fubucks *anyone who enters will get a drink of their choice* Bombing is perfectly acceptable, but downrating is NOT! Yeah, I'm bored, and lame, but what the heck!?!? Brought to you by... SpAzTaStIc!@ fubar Please Repost!

Because We're Women-joyce Stevens
BECAUSE WE'RE WOMEN Because women's work is never done and is underpaid or unpaid or boring or repetitious and we're the first to get the sack and what we look like is more important than what we do and if we get raped it's our fault and if we get bashed we must have provoked it and if we raise our voices we're nagging bitches and if we enjoy sex we're nymphos and if we don't we're frigid and if we love women it's because we can't get a 'real' man and if we ask our doctor too many questions we're neurotic and/or pushy and if we expect community care for children we're selfish and if we stand up for our rights we're aggressive and 'unfeminine' and if we don't we're typical weak females and if we want to get married we're out to trap a man and if we don't we're unnatural and because we still can't get an adequate safe contraceptive but men can walk on the moon and if we can't cope or don't want a pregnancy we're made to feel guilty about abortion and ….

For You Baby
YOUR SONG ~ Lyrics by Bernie Taupin It's a little bit funny this feeling inside I'm not one of those who can easily hide I don't have much money but boy if I did I'd buy a big house where we both could live If I was a sculptor, but then again, no Or a man who makes potions in a travelling show I know it's not much but it's the best I can do My gift is my song and this one's for you And you can tell everybody this is your song It may be quite simple but now that it's done I hope you don't mind I hope you don't mind that I put down in words How wonderful life is while you're in the world I sat on the roof and kicked off the moss Well a few of the verses well they've got me quite cross But the sun's been quite kind while I wrote this song It's for people like you that keep it turned on So excuse me forgetting but these things I do You see I've forgotten if they're green or they're blue Anyway the thing is what I really mean Yours are the sweetest eyes I've eve

My Father -in Law Needs Some Prayers Asap
My father in law got taken to the hospital this morning and is not doing very well at all, could anyone and everyone prayer for his safe return home to his family PLEASE!! Also please go to my Wifey's page (Heather on my Family List) and post your prayers to her as well as here PLEASE I AM COUNTING ON YOU ALL TO COME THRU FOR US!!!! WE APPRECIATE AND THANKS ANYONE IN ADVANCE!!!

Patience-take That
Just have a little patience I'm still hurting from a love I lost, I'm feeling your frustration. Any minute all the pain will stop. Just hold me close inside your arms tonight, Don't be too hard on my emotions Cause I need time. My heart has no feeling. So while I'm still healing, Just try and have a little patience. I really wanna start over again, I know you wanna be my salvation. The one that I can always depend. I'll try to be strong. Believe me, I'm trying to move on, It's complicated but understand me. Cause I need time, My heart is numb has no feeling, So while I'm still healing, Just try and have a little patience, Cause these scars run so deep, It's been hard, But I have to believe in me.

Yule
Yule is also called by the name: Winter Solstice. It celebrates the rebirth of the Sun God and honors the Horned God. On Yule we experience the longest night of the year. Although much of the winter harvest weather is still to come, we celebrate the coming light and thank the Gods for seeing us through the longest night. It is a time to look on the past year's achievements and to celebrate with family and friends. From this day until midsummer, the days will grow longer and banish the darkness to begin the light that brings warmth and life to the world. This is the official first day of winter. This Sabbat usually falls between the dates listed above, depending on when the Sun reaches the southern most point in it yearly crossing. PLANTS Holly, Mistletoe, Rosemary, Oak, Pine cones. INCENSE: Bayberry,Pine, Cedar, Rosemary, Juniper. COLOR: Red, Green,White, Silver, Gold. DECORATIONS: Yule log (oak or pine), Mistletoe, Wreaths, Strings of dried flowers and cinnamon st

Matters Of The Heart.
Matter of the heart, Are hard to define. Is it because the heart is changing all the time? Are those who are truly in love, Experts of the heavens above? Or do they understand that there is growth and change, For two people whom care. Did they make some kind of pack, To stay together no matter what? Do they know how to define those matters of the heart, Or are they just wise? My heart confuses me, It sometimes scares me. I can not define, What my heart holds inside. All I know is this, It doesn't understand love. Dee Parenti All Rights Reserved

Hmmm... Are All The Calendars Wrong?
Recently as I was staring at the monthly calendar and planning my monthly budget, I happened on this thought. Most of us have heard the story of creation from the Bible and learned that God created the Earth in six days and on the seventh day he rested. That would mean that the Sabbath (Sunday) would be the seventh day. So why is Sunday always shown as the first day of the week on calendars rather than the seventh day? Hmmm

My Grave
i need shelter a place to hide form myself Pain overwhelms me wanting so bad to bleed end my suffering this lost child make it go away my mind's in overdrive torturing thoughts broken mind song's over alone i sit thinking... no benefit morbid thoughts recuse me finding ways to become free Only quiestion now... pills or the blade ??? which is the quickest way to my grave?

Hey There.
Have You ever loved someone But knew they didn't care? Have You ever felt like crying But Knew you'd get no where? Have you ever looked into their eyes And said a little prayer? Have you ever looked into their hearts And wished that you were there? Have you ever felt their heartbeat, When the lights were turned down low? Have you ever whispered "God, I love You" But you'll never let me show? Love is grand, yet it hurts so much. The price you pay is high. If I could choose between Love and Death, I'd rather choose to die. So do not fall in love, my friend, It doesn't pay a dime. It only causes broken hearts, Yet it happens all the time. So do not fall in love, my friend, You'll hurt before it's through. I ought to know, my friend - I fell in love with you.

This Gave Me Chills
A Poem That Gives You Goosebumps... A drunk en man in an Oldsmobile they said had run the light. That caused the six-car pileup on 109 that night. When broken bodies lay about and blood was everywhere, The sirens screamed out eulogies, for death was in the air. A mother, trapped inside her car, was heard above the noise, Her plaintive plea near split the air, "O h, God, please spare my boys!" She fought to loose her p inned hands, she struggled to get free, But mangled metal held her fast in grim captivity. Her frightened eyes then focused on where the back seat once had been, But all she saw was bro ken glass and two children's seats crushed in. Her twins were nowhere to be seen, she did not hear them cry, And then she prayed they'd been thrown free, "Oh, God, don't let them die! Then firemen came and cut her loose, but when they searched the back, They found therein no little boys, but the seat belts were intact. T

Idk
Basically Idk, I just want to dedicate this song to someone, and to things changing. I guess a part of me is glad for one thing but another has been sad about the pain that has happened but it might be this way for a reason. We are hopefully moving forward. I am thankful for the time I spend with the person and other thing(s),but yeah Im sorry it happened the way it did , but now it's time to go on in life. Hope that makes sense....Anyways I think I first heard this song cause of them and it just randomly came on now and reminds me of this. "The Dance" Looking back on the memory of The dance we shared 'neath the stars above For a moment all the world was right How could I have known that you'd ever say goodbye And now I'm glad I didn't know The way it all would end the way it all would go Our lives are better left to chance I could have missed the pain But I'd have had to miss the dance Holding you I held everything For a moment wasn't I a king But if I'd only known

What Does It Take?
Just trying to figure out what does it take to be loved? Is it actually the way you feel in your heart? Is the color of your eyes, the color of your hair, the smell of your perfume or the clothes that you wear? Is it the way you look, the way you cook? Is it in the size of your person ( body)? Why do people judge you by the way you look and not by your heart? Everybody has feelings, no matter how big or small they are.. We all have a heart and need love from the start.. So why judge from the outside, look into the heart. We have need love and people to care about... So if you have an answer of what it takes to be loved let me know, I'm wondering what it takes..

From My Corner Of The Dual Continuum!
Greetings&Hallucinations from my corner of the Dual Continuum! Oh what was that? What the heck is the Dual Continuum? you ask? Well I'm glad you asked me that because we all live in it together and yet we singularly live in it apart and yet because we are actually in it at the same time we are still yet together but still all individually separate! You see The Dual Continuum. A wondrous Universe where all is the same and yet different were everyone is an individual or two or as many as they need to be and yet still one yet made up from many! I love it here as it the one place where all of me can interact with so many so much of the time and yet still be in that place of the still small voice while being with everyone all together singularly. I can imagine it all and yet imagine just it and still yet all of the many as one yet so few of the many as one and yet all! It is a conceptual thing and Ive been in it's awareness for a very long time! It's all about the theory and practi

Traggic
TO THOSE THAT KNOW ME AND TO THOSE THAT CARE I WILL BE GONE FOR ABOUT A WEEK.I HAVE TO GO TO FLORIDA TO PUT MY BROTHER TO REST AFTER A FATAL CAR ACCIDENT THAT TOOK HIS LIFE AFTER BEING EJECTED FROM HIS SUV.THANK YOU FOR ALL YOUR SUPPORT ILL MISS YA JUST LEAVE ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE IF YOU NEED ME AND ILL GET BACK WITH YOU AS SOON AS I CAN ONCE AGAIN THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR SUPPORT GREEKGODDESS

Dj Philburg360 Live And On The Mic.....december 1
This is a can't miss show! A special guest DJ....The one and only DJ Philburg360 LIVE and on the Mic!! Spinnin The Wheels of Steel and taking all of your requests!!! Saturday Night December 1st from 9 to 11 Eastern / 8 to 10 Central Only in DIRTY ADDICTION!! Click the PIX to get your FIX!!!

Realizations
last nite sucked really bad .. no two ways about it .. but thats all dealable .. I beleive ive lost a very good friend last nite .. im going to miss him a lot .. but .. it was his choice if he did leave my life .. i will miss him .. but .. he knows how i feel . and he knows he'll be missed .. and thats all i can do from this distance .. im taking a whole new look at my life .. im going to be 40 this summer and im gonna stop holding my life on hold waiting for some huge thunder bolt to come down and crack me in the damn head to get me moving on things in my life .. im going to take my life in my hands like i should have years ago .. and move on from this bullshit .. im going to stop day dreaming . and start living .. im still planning on moving . just have to decide where .. althou actually i was looking into Alaska yesterday .. gawd id love to live there .. just amazing .but in all reality im more than likely going to find myself in the Carolina's .. ive friends there .. i wont find my

I Am What?
Well...I am used to getting called every name in the book...whore, cunt, slut, bitch, pig, fat-ass, Ms. Piggy...you name it but they dont hurt me none...except or one word...racist! I was talking to one guy on yahoo and I asked him his stats. He was black living in New Mexico 36 and was 5ft 10in. OK...lets see here...your in New Mexico and I am in Ohio...there is a conflict there already. Then he is under 6ft tall since I like my men over 6ft. He wouldnt listen to me as to what I liked in a man...he was pissed off that I didnt want anything to do with him because he was black which isnt true. I have a lot of black friends, all male yea, but they are friends. But I am a racist because I told him I wasnt interested. Gee Margaret! I have dealt with this BS before but today it just bugs me. I dont kno if it was a guilt trip into making me give him a shot or what. I am just very picky in what I like and right now tho I am not looking for any male right now. Just BiWomen. T

A Different Christmas Poem
A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see

If You Had Me Alone............
IF Y0U HAD ME ALONE... L0CKED UP IN Y0UR R0OM F0R TWENTY-F0UR H0URS & WE C0ULD D0 WHATEVER Y0U WANTED WHAT W0ULD Y0U D0 WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INB0X... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN REP0ST THIS IN Y0UR BULLETIN... Y0U MIGHT BE SUPRISED WITH THE RESP0NSES Y0U GET. THEY C0ULD MAKE YOU LAUGH 0R EVEN SMILE .. L0L. IF Y0U D0NT REP0ST THIS Y0U ARE A C0WARD. REP0ST IT SAYING "IF YOU HAD ME ALONE

On Being A Lovingmaster
I made this decision long ago. My 'play' is of a loving and caring nature, more sensuality than Sadism. I know I don't fit the mold, even with the large size and stern demeanor. Simply stated, my heart is not really in beating women. Discipline for bad behavior, and willful disobedience? Yes, as corrective measure only, as training tool. "Board of Education" style communication, if you get my meaning. I get my greatest joy from delivering multiple orgasms to My woman. I get a great deal of satisfaction from bringing about experiences for them that they have never had. I LIVE for fantasy fulfillment, both My own and hers. I have recently had the opportunity to seek a new partner. Several of these potential partner subs were put-off by my gentle nature. They wanted a stern and demanding Dom, one who will objectify them and abuse them, keep them in their place, etc. While I get no real pleasure from doing these things, it has occurred to me to modify my approach, and open mys

Don't Miss This Battle!!
Click banner to enter lounge DJ CRU will be hosting a special Battle of the Bands Sunday, December 2 at 10:00pm EST! Tune in and listen and then hit http://www.worldrockradio.com to vote for your favorite! The bands competing are: Click banner to tune in and cast your vote!

I Am Like A Lawyer The Way Im Always Trying To Get You Off
Last years wishes, are this years apologies Every last time I come home I take my last chance to burn a bridge or two I only keep myself this sick in the head 'Cause I know how the words get you (off) We're the new face of failure Prettier and younger but not any better off Bullet-proof loneliness, at best, at best Me and you, setting: in a Honeymoon [(If I woke up next to you)] Collect the bad habits, that you couldn't bare to keep Out of the woods but I love, a tree I used to lay beneath Kissed teeth stained red from a sour bottle baby girl With eyes the size of baby worlds The best way to make it through With hopes and wrists intack Is to realize: Two out of three ain't bad, ain't bad Me and you, (Honeymoon) Setting: in a Honeymoon Me and you setting: in a Honeymoon (Honeymoon If I woke up next to you, If I woke up next to you) Me and you setting: in a Honeymoon (Honeymoon If I woke up next to you...) Honeymoon... -----------------------

Irony Of Love
Loving the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right and finding out you love someone right after that person walks out of your life... And sometimes, you think you're already over a person, but when you see them smile at you, you'll suddenly realize that you're just pretending to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again... For some, they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much they love that person... in my opinion, some are afraid to see the one they love being held by someone else... Most relationships tend to fail not because the absence of love. Love is always present. It's just that one was being loved too much and the other was being loved too little... As we all know that the heart is the center of the body but it beats on the left. maybe that's the reason why the heart is not always right... Most often we fall in love with the person we think we love but

Happy Winter Storm, Lol!!
I had planned on going into work today, but my plans have changed. We are in the midst of a Winter Storm Warning - the snow is really coming down! I don't mind lots of snow - what I do mind is the freezing rain and ice that will start this afternoon! Yuck! My three clients have rescheduled, which is just as well. I don't mind driving in snow; I hate driving on ice!! I can, but I don't like it, lol! They are predicting 4 - 6 inches of snow, total, with about 1/3 inch of ice on top, lmao. What a mess that will be!! Taylor, my 16 year old, has requested a Christmas tree this year, lol. No, we didn't decorate at all last year. It was a very odd feeling Christmas last year! I have a collection of Fontanini Nativity figures and buildings, etc. He has requested I set those up as well. Now, I love that set, but it is a pain to put up and take down. And the symbology is a bit different for me now that I am an Eclectic Pagan. But it still works! So, for my baby *snicker*, I will put up a t

Happy Holiday ( I Think )
Please accept with no obligation, implied or implicit my best wishes for an environmentally conscious, socially responsible, low stress, non-addictive, gender neutral, celebration of the winter solstice holiday(tm), practiced within the most enjoyable traditions of the religious persuasion of your choice, or secular practices of your choice, with respect for the religious/secular persuasions and/or traditions of others, or their choice not to practice religious or secular traditions at all . . . and a fiscally successful, personally fulfilling, and medically uncomplicated recognition of the onset of the generally accepted calendar year 2000, but not without due respect for the calendars of choice of other cultures whose contributions to society have helped make America great, (not to imply that America is necessarily greater than any other country or is the only "AMERICA" in the western hemisphere), and without regard to the race, creed, color, age, physical ability, religious faith, c

English Only??
English Only The "English-only" movement is a trap. The Average American is getting dumber and the U.S. government is not helping. See, while we are being territorial the rest of the world is taking "English as a Second Language". They have the advantage because we are too lazy to learn a second language. I've met bilingual grade school kids that made me feel stupid. That's the same feeling people get when foreigners speak their native tongue in public. But who's fault is that? Even in less diversified neighborhoods most US citizens grow up with at LEAST a few Mexicans to learn some basic Spanish from. The average New Yorker or Los Angelo should know bits and pieces of a half dozen languages by accident. So forget what Arnold Swarzenegger says. When he made his first US movie they dubbed his speaking parts because HE couldnt speak English. He's an asshole for jumping on that bandwagon. I believe as Americans it is our civic duty to learn at least one fo

Come Kiss Me..i Love It Xoxo
Are you kissable? Let's find out who the MOST KISSABLE people are on Fubar! A new contest, only for Christmas, brought to you by the FuGraphics Gift Shoppe. NO RATES, NO COMMENTS, ONLY KISSES! Here is how to play... In order to enter, you must receive a personalized bough of mistletoe like the one below. Each bough counts as 1 kiss. The numbers will be changed with each bough that you receive, in order to match the number of times you've been gifted a mistletoe. On December 23rd, the male and female most often "Kissed" will each win 250,000 fubucks, a pimp-out, and an award tag to announce them as the MOST KISSABLE MAN/MOST KISSABLE WOMAN ON FUBAR. The Rules: 1. NO DRAMA. 2. When buying a kiss for someone, send me their FUBAR ID number or a link to their page. 3. You may purchase as many as you want. 4. Anyone attempting to alter the tags in order to cheat will immediately be disqualified from the game. I mark my tags in a way that I will recognize, so cheating isn't

Let It Snow
Aug. 20 - Moved to our new home in Michigan. It is so beautiful here. The hills are so picturesque. Can hardly wait to see them with snow covering them. This is God's Country. I love it here! Oct. 14 - Michigan is the most beautiful place on earth. The leaves are turning all different colors - you should see the beautiful shades of red and orange and yellow! Went for a ride through some beautiful rolling hills and spotted some deer. They are so graceful, certainly they are the most peaceful animals on earth. This must be Paradise! I love it here! Nov. 3 - Deer season will start soon. I can't imagine anyone wanting to kill such an elegant creature, the very symbol of peace and tranquility. Hope it will snow soon. I love it here! Dec. 2 - It snowed last night! Woke up to find everything blanketed in white, just like a postcard. We went outside and cleaned the snow off the steps and shoveled the driveway. We had a snowball fight (I won) an

Already?
i missed some of this....disappeared before i could capture it: ->The Carver: it isn't required to have a conversation The Carver: sorry im not hot ->The Carver: sorry i'm married The Carver: sorry im not hot female ->The Carver: yes and not turning it on ->The Carver: it isn't required to have a conversation the part i missed was him asking: "can i ask a favor" lol...and it isn't even noon yet.

Feeling Great!!
this happens to be one of my favorite music videos, that happens to show my feeling on that touchy subject of falling in love. an this is the time of year where love is everywhere.i am hoping this happens to me very soon. watched most of my freinds find this kind of love an are very happy. i only get to sit back an write about it. as i have always said~~ MUSIC IS MY BOYFREIND ~~ it seems i have trouble communitcating the right way with alot of guys. but only one has touched my heart to wanna make me be a fool of myself to see if am anything he might want to seek out an find. so i tell the tale of~~ ONCE UPON A TIME ~~ and end it with ~~ AN SOMDAY WILL LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER ~~ so to the ones that know me, expect to see alot of physical changes in me this comming year. i am going to make this the best year yet. to all that are in love bless you!! to all who are seeking but not finding, QUIT SEEKING.. YOU JUST MIGHT FIND. there is someone i am hoping will see in me what i already see

Type Of Flirt
Were you just winking at us? We couldn't quite tell... In fact, we think it's pretty safe to say that you're a Subtle Flirt — you're a master of the flirting game. You know how to attract attention from anyone, any time. A quick come-hither smile, a little game of look-away-and-look-back-again — before long you have the object of your affection wrapped around your little finger. One of the best things about your approach is that it's discreet. You can always act innocent and coy if something gets taken out of context or misunderstood. Just make sure you're not too subtle, or you may end up playing the game all by yourself.

A Ridddle For You
Here is a riddle for the true intellectual. The answer is at the end for those who are unable to think this one through. At the exact same time, there are two 35 year old men on opposite sides of the earth: One is walking a tight rope between two skyscrapers. The other is getting "oral pleasure" from an 85 year old toothless woman. They are both thinking the exact same thing. What are they both thinking? Can't figure it out? Scroll down for answer.... Don't look down. Don't look down. Don't look down

Going Through A Check Point For Alcohol Is Quite Scary When You Have Had Something To Drink!!
Last night my Dad and Step Mother came over to our house to pick us up and go out to dinner and then over to Paul's house (my brother in law) so my parents could see their house for the first time. They were excited about getting to see it. It was just supposed to be the 4 of us going out but then Ashton and Christopher tagged along. My stepmom just got a brand new car. A BMW 7 series and let me tell you, I have never seen a more cool car then that one! It has everything you can imagine putting in a car. It even has remote control shades that come up on the side windows and back window with a push of a button. Oh and the doors, you just barely shut it and it closes by itself. Too cool. So we go out to dinner and the damn restaurant took forever! We didn't end up at Paul's house until like 9:30. My Dad was very impressed with Paul's house. My Dad just found out that they have a termite problem and a sewer pipe burst under their house so the whole front of the house n

Radar Guns
A permanent fix for radar speed guns.... Two British traffic patrol officers from North Berwick were involved in an unusual incident while checking for speeding motorists on the A-1 Great North Road. One of the officers used a hand-held radar device to check the speed of a vehicle approaching over the crest of a hill, and was surprised when the speed was recorded at over 300 mph. Their radar suddenly stopped working and the officers were not able to reset it. Just then a deafening roar over the treetops revealed that the radar had in fact latched on to a NATO Tornado fighter jet which was engaged in a low-flying exercise over the Border district, approaching from the North Sea. Back at police headquarters the chief constable fired off a stiff complaint to the RAF Liaison office. Back came the reply in true laconic RAF style: "Thank you for your message, which allows us to complete the file on this incident. You may be interested to know that the tactical comput

Another Day
so just another brick on the wall... it is always darkest before dawn they day and it true...but its been one looong night and I am ready for the sun....always look to the future and the goodness one can create and experience Solid Rock Forever: Saved by grace, not by ourselves, but it IS a gift from God Eph 2:8

After Making Love We Hear Footsteps...
After Making Love We Hear Footsteps... For I can snore like a bullhorn or play loud music or sit up talking with any reasonably sober Irishman and Fergus will only sink deeper into his dreamless sleep, which goes by all in one flash, but let there be that heavy breathing or a stifled come-cry anywhere in the house and he will wrench himself awake and make for it on the run—as now, we lie together, after making love, quiet, touching along the length of our bodies, familiar touch of the long-married, and he appears—in his baseball pajamas, it happens, the neck opening so small he has to screw them on and flops down between us and hugs us and snuggles himself to sleep, his face gleaming with satisfaction at being this very child. In the half darkness we look at each other and smile and touch arms across this little, startlingly muscled body— this one whom habit of memory propels to the ground of his making, sleeper only the mortal sounds can sing awake, this bless

Thankfulness , Gratefulness ???
Isnt this what all should be about Holiday season, but also thru out the yr too. Giving Caring , loving , gennioruos , over looking small disopointments to change the outcome to be a meaniful experience.. and making new friends and memories to hold dear to ones hearts . We should never take life for granted. Life is to short. I know this well.. I keep getting little reminders all time for God ..Hugs all diana..

Deer Hunting Camp
The guys were all at deer camp. They had to bunk two to a room. No one wanted to room with Daryl because he snored so badly. They decided it wasn't fair to make one of them stay with him the whole time, so they voted to take turns. The first guy slept with Daryl and comes to breakfast the next morning with his hair a mess and his eyes all bloodshot. They said, "Man, what happened to you?" He said, "Daryl snored so loudly, I just sat up and watched him all night." The next night it was a different guy's turn. In the morning, same thing--hair all standing up, eyes all blood-shot. They said, "Man, what happened to you? You look awful!" He said, "Man, that Daryl shakes the roof. I watched him all night." The third night was Frank's turn. Frank was a big burly ex-football player; a man's man. The next morning he came to breakfast bright eyed and bushy tailed. "Good morning," he said. They couldn't believe it! They said, "Man, what happened?" He said, "Well, we got ready for b

Who Is Jack Schitt??
WHO IS JACK SCHITT?? For some time many of us have wondered just who is Jack Schitt? We find ourselves at a loss when someone says, 'You don't know Jack Schitt!' Well, thanks to genealogy efforts, you can now respond in an intellectual way: Jack Schitt is the only son of Awe Schitt. Awe Schitt, the fertilizer magnate, married O. Schitt, the owner of Needeep N. Schitt, Inc. They had one son, Jack. In turn, Jack Schitt married Noe Schitt. The deeply religious couple produced six children: Holie Schitt, Giva Schitt, Fulla Schitt, Bull Schitt, and the twins Deep Schitt and Dip Schitt. Against her parents' objections, Deep Schitt married Dumb Schitt, a high school dropout. After being married 15 years, Jack and Noe Schitt divorced. Noe Schitt later married Ted Sherlock, and because her kids were living with them, she wanted to keep her previous name. She was then known as Noe Schitt Sherlock. Meanwhile, Dip Schitt married Loda Schitt, and they produced a son with a ra

Yes You Can Do It
Saturday, December 1, 2007 Yes you can do it Yes, you can do it. And you can begin right now. Sure, you've run into problems in the past. Yet there is a way to get past every one of them. When it is important enough to you and meaningful enough for you, you will find a way. There is a positive, effective step that you can take this very moment. It will require effort on your part, as well as commitment and persistence. Fortunately, you are fully capable of all those things. Yes, you can do it, and in the process you will more fully become the beautiful, unique person you are meant to be. You will grow more capable, more confident, more knowledgeable and experienced. When your objective is connected with the purpose that drives every other purpose, there is no doubt that you can do it. Begin now to work your way there. -- Ralph Marston

Angels
A drunk man in an Oldsmobile They said had run the light That caused the six-car pileup On 109 that night. When broken bodies lay about "And blood was everywhere," "The sirens screamed out eulogies," For death was in the air. "A mother, trapped inside her car," Was heard above the noise; Her plaintive plea near split the air: "Oh, God, please spare my boys!" She fought to loose her pinned hands; "She struggled to get free," But mangled metal held her fast In grim captivity. Her frightened eyes then focused "On where the back seat once had been," But all she saw was broken glass and Two children's seats crushed in. Her twins were nowhere to be seen; "She did not hear them cry, " "And then she prayed they'd been thrown free, " "Oh, God, don't let them die! " Then firemen came and cut her loose, " "But when they searched the back, " "They found therein no little boys, " But the seat belts were intact. They thought the woman had gone mad "And was traveling alon

Nyc Teachers On Their Students' Report Cards
These comments made by NYC teachers on their students' report cards. All teachers were reprimanded! 1. Since my last report, your child has hit rock bottom and has started to dig. 2. I would not allow this student to breed. 3. Your child has delusions of adequacy. 4. Your child is depriving a village of an idiot. 5. Your son sets low personal standards and then consistently fails to achieve them. 6. The student has a "full six-pack" but lacks the plastic thing to hold it together. 7. This child has been working with glue too much. 8. When your daughter's IQ reaches 50, she should sell. 9. The gates are down, the lights are flashing, but the train isn't here. 10. If this student were any more stupid, he'd have to be watered twice a week. 11. It's impossible to believe the sperm that created this child beat out 1,000,000 others. 12. The wheel is turning but the hamster is gone.

Joe Durhams Poems That Me
rainy days cold night these days i need you let me hold you tight in my arms let me hold you close keep you warm tell you your my good luck charm look me in my eyes tell me im the one for you tell me im your every wish come true let me lay you down very gently then make love to you essentially let me caress your body from head to toe not missing a spot lets play around like connect the dots lets make each other hot till our body heat rise like a roller coaster ride let me take you body on a never ending ride it always seems to just begin i love you girl hope we never end its nights like these i need you the most drink some wine propose a toast kiss your lips drop our clothes an at the end its like it just begin my kind of music my favorite song i want to be with you all day and all night long a spring breeze a summer sun now that I know you you are my one a winter sparkle an autumn tree added all up it equals you and me my best friend my only lover from here on out I'll keep

A Tragic Loss
For those of you who dont know i am going through some rough times a few weeks ago my uncle died and a few days ago we lost 4 other family members to a fire so please forgive me if i seem distant or depressed I am just having a hard time dealing with these mulitple deaths here is the story of the 4 who died http://www.wtol.com/Global/story.asp?S=7424695 My cousin is the only one who made it out of the fire. He lost everything his house his girl and kids. His 4 year old son had just beat cancer and was finally cancer free they were trying to hard everyday to make a good life for their kids this loss is truly tragic so please pray for my cousin anthony.

Heinz Field
So, Thursday night, I got to go to Heinz Field in Pittsburgh for the Silver Ticket Tour Party! It was fuckin awesome! Lots and lots of FREE Coors lite stuff and I got to meet Rocky Blier...and I even got to wear four out of the five Steelers Super Bowl Rings! YEP...They were on my hand! Got a bunch of shit autographed too! There were 7 people in our group and we all had a blast!

Great Day
Hope everyone has a great day :) Not much going on here so I suppose I will do some housework and maybe rake up the last of the leaves... unless someone wants to distract me from it. If ya say hi and I don't answer, call the cell :)

I Feel Like Typing.
hahahaaaa, eh. i should have called this "blah blah blah." i have no idea whats going on right now. i guess things are running smoothly, for the moment. soon, my plans will become reality. excuse me ive been drinking some and this is partly an ezxperiment to see how drunk joe is. anyway, ima go case ima think ima pass out or somthing. bye now.

Ty For My Bday Wishes
HEY EVERYONE I JUST WANTED TO THANK EVERYONE FOR ALL THE DRINKS, CAKES, CARDS, COMMENTS FOR MY BIRHDAY . . .I TRIED TO THANK EVERYONE PERSONALLY BUT I HAD SO MANY...BUT I DO APPRECIATE IT FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART . . .IT MADE MY BIRTHDAY THAT MUCH MORE SPECIAL!!!! I LOVE YOU ALL. . . .MY FRIENDS ROCK!

Hott New Christmas Song
if yoU like Christmas-yoU should hear the HOTTEST CHRiSTMAS SONG----EVER www.myspace.com/zapnowrecords also, if yoU're interested-more good music at www.myspace.com/criminallyinsaneassholes CHECK iT OUT-MiGHT FiND SOMETHiNG YOU LiKE HAPPY HOLiDAYS :)

Venus The Goddess Of Love And Beauty
brilliant bolt of lightning descends! SHAZAAM! The oracle has spoken! The smoke clears to reveal that inside you is a divine being, VENUS, the Goddess of Love and Beauty. Let's just say that you are a deity with quite a fan club. Popular and pretty, you fill men with desire. Taking pride in your appearance, you have a very feminine way about you. Although you have perfected the art of innocent flirting, beneath that naive exterior lies a woman ready to hit the sheets and get busy. And once you're in the bedroom, your divine instincts take over. Smooth as silk in sexual situations, you know how to make your lovers melt. And you awe men with your sexual confidence and skilled performance. You are a diva of delight. Suddenly, like a light from the heavens, your partner discovers your true inner nature. Behold, the skies proclaim, here lies a goddess!

New To Fubar, Got A Downrater
dragon429@ fubar THIS ASSHOLE dragon429 is new to fubar, he will downrate you a "6", so if you want problems I suggest you block him because he will downrate your ass! So be careful my friends and family! We have a downrater drama king!

Read It And Wake Up!!
When things in your lives seem almost too much to handle, when 24 >>hours in >> a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 cups of >>coffee. A >>professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front >>of him. When the class began, he wordlessly picked up a very large and >>empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then >>asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. The >>professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. >>He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas >>between the golf balls . He then asked the students again if the jar >>was full. They agreed it was. The professor next picked up a >>box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up >>everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students >>responded with an unanimous "yes." The professor then >>produced two cups of coffee from under the table and pour

Letting Go
learning to let go and move on is tough.I think I am finally learning to forgive myself and move on.We had 18 years of wonderful memories and two beautiful kids to remind me every day that it was all worth it and I'd do it all over again albeit with different choices. I hope one day you find it in your heart to forgive me and let go of the past but I cant put my life on hold anymore waiting for that to happen so Be happy Ronny! From now on thats what Im going to do.

Deconstruction Of A Prom Queen
a tiny tiera graces her head manicured fingers and congradulations said the flawless smile the angelic face the perfectly tanned body no competition found to date society fed her their stereotypical ideas of how to look dress, and how to feel every day she looks in the mirror and flaws she finds and must make perfect in time "eat less and you'll be fine" outwardly she appears to be the queen inside she's still just an empty me the scale becomes a daily obsession she must be perfect there is no question her friends and family they do not see the battle within the deconstrucion of the queen she hungers yet she does not nourish lies and excuses spawn and flourish "please make me what he wants me to be" "i feel so fat" "just let me be" her body grows weak and is dying a little the rat race ends in the hospital they teach her to see through the lying mirrors to walk away from obessions and her psychological fears many years pass and she's different

Day By Day
Day by day our lives go on, As lives usually do. Yet, sometimes our lives seem to stop Mid-cycle. Leaving us confused, scared. Lives are tricky that way. Day by day, our lives go on, As lives usually do. Yet, sometimes if we're lucky enough, That special person will walk right in At just the right time And brighten it up a bit. Lives are unpredictable that way. Day by day, our lives go on, As lives usually do. Yet, sometimes in the middle of that Ordinary life, Love will bring you a fairy tale.

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Hmm............
It's early! Im tired, I can't go back to sleep because I went to bed wayyyy to early! So here I am on fubar bored! Trying to think of a name that fits me! Yes I had curvy cutie ever since i joined this site buuuut I want something original something that totally fits me! If ya'll have any suggestions lemme know? I've got nothing.....

New Update On Baby!
Well, I am high risk due to my hypertention like I knew I would be. It doesnt bother me..cuz I already knew I would be. Other then that I will be getting my first ultrasound done Dec 10th and possibly more after that one to keep track of baby's developement. Once i ma in my 3rd trimester I will be getting an ultrasound every week with vaginal heart monitor and stress testing. So looks like I wont be having my baby back home..it blows but oh well..LOL! I am going to be 6wks on Monday..YAY! I think I am having a boy..and I had a dream about eating Oreos with milk..yeah..That sounds really good..LOL! I am so freaking happy. But I am sad. I come to learn that my Gramma has no savings cuz she used some on my mom which is fine and all, but to use it all on Magen who has money. I feel bad really I do. I know for a fact that she has gave my sister more then she could afford and for that she lives off of her SS income. I asked Steven last night if it was ok to send my mom some mo

Recent Findings
The National Transportation Safety Board recently divulged they had covertly funded a project with the U.S. auto makers for the past 5 years, whereby the auto makers were installing black box voice recorders in four-wheel drive pickup trucks and SUV's in an effort to determine in fatal accidents, the circumstances in the last 15 seconds before the crash. They were surprised to find in 40 of the 50 states the recorded last words of drivers in 61.2 percent of fatal crashes were, "Oh Shit!" Only the states of Louisiana, Georgia, Tennessee, Alabama, Mississippi, Arkansas, Kentucky, Oklahoma, Florida and Texas were different, where 89.3 percent of the final words were: "Hold my beer, I'm gonna try somethin."

Intent
Too often misdeeds are overlooked because of intent. What we want and what we need seldom have the same destination. All too often we travel roads that lead to nowhere only to say "We had the best intentions". How sad is it to be human to know this truth and still go down such a road. How easy it is to be human to know that all we need to do is ignore what we know and in the end intentions were all that mattered. To be human is to dream and though at times dreams come true most of the time they do not. Dreams are not about destinations but about hope. Hope that our needs and wants become reality before neither matter.

Fubar Account
SO HERE IT IS DEC 1,2007..30 MORE DAYS AND WE'LL BE ENTERING YET ANOTHER YEAR OF WHO KNOWS WHAT. I'VE BEEN HERE ON FUBAR FOR AWHILE AND AM REALLY STARTING TO WONDER WHY...WHY DID I EVEN START THIS ACCOUNT? HAS IT HELPED ME IN MY LIFE? THAT I CAN ANSWER WITH A NO...SO WHY DO I KEEP IT? I HAVE MADE FRIENDS ON HERE, EVEN A LOVER (IF THATS WHAT YOU WOULD CALL IT) BUT I JUST KEEP WONDERING WHY BOTHER...I THINK I MIGHT BE CLOSING MY ACCOUNT SOON..I THINK THAT MAY END UP BEING A GOOD THING FOR ME IN THE END...FOR ALL THAT I HAVE MET THROUGH HERE...THANK YOU FOR BEING MY FRIEND...IF I REALLY DIDNT HAVE A CHANCE TO TALK TO YOU, THEN I AM SORRY...BUT IF I DID, THEN YOU ARE SOMEONE I WILL NEVER FORGET AND HOPE THAT ONE DAY IN THIS LIFE OR THE NEXT THAT WE WILL MEET AND KNOW THAT WE WERE FRIENDS ONCE...FOR ONES THAT I HAVE YET TO MEET BEFORE I CLOSE THIS, A LITTLE ADVICE, TREASURE WHAT YOU HAVE AND HOLD IT CLOSE TO YOUR HEART...DONT LET ANYTHING OR ANYONE MAKE YOU STRAY IN ANOTHER DIRECTION..LOVE

My Fav Song
BREATHE (Lawless) You don't have to hear my heart beat All you need is to look into my eyes And tell me I'm the one you heart needs I'n the only one you run to in the night Oh let me burn the words forever mine Across your heart, across your mind Take your hands and feel my heart beat come and let me feel it in your eyes All you have to do is touch me Oh and lay your flame across my fire Oh let me spread your wings and come inside And take your heart and make you mine Come and lay down your heart on me All that I wanna feel is Breathe in me Lay down your heart on me Feel you inside of me Breathe on me Come and take me on, take me down Oh take me all the way There's only one way Only one thing I need, all I need Take me way down Come and lay down on me

Tomorrow's High Tech Clothing
Fashion always keeps at least one eye on the future. Now scientists are lending a hand, developing tomorrow's super-powered clothing such as garments that can recharge your MP3 player and exoskeletons that enhance strength. For instance, electronics could get recharged in the future simply by plugging them into your outerwear, because Australian researchers are designing clothing that can harvest energy from a person. The garments would incorporate devices to convert vibration energy from a person's movements into electricity. Advanced conductive fabrics would carry this energy to flexible batteries. "It will look like an ordinary garment but have extraordinary capabilities," said Adam Best, principal research scientist with Australia's Commonwealth Scientific and Industrial Research Organization's energy technology division. CSIRO scientists announced US$4 million in funds for such research Oct. 17. "This kind of technology has important applications for soldiers in the field and coul

Biblical Wall Found
A wall mentioned in the Bible's Book of Nehemiah and long sought by archaeologists apparently has been found, an Israeli archaeologist says. A team of archaeologists discovered the wall in Jerusalem's ancient City of David during a rescue attempt on a tower that was in danger of collapse, said Eilat Mazar, head of the Institute of Archaeology at the Shalem Center, a Jerusalem-based research and educational institute, and leader of the dig. Artifacts including pottery shards and arrowheads found under the tower suggested that both the tower and the nearby wall are from the 5th century B.C., the time of Nehemiah, Mazar said this week. Scholars previously thought the wall dated to the Hasmonean period from about 142 B.C. to 37 B.C. The findings suggest that the structure was actually part of the same city wall the Bible says Nehemiah rebuilt, Mazar said. The Book of Nehemiah gives a detailed description of construction of the walls, destroyed earlier by the Babylonians. "We were amazed,"

The First Time
Well, umm, ok the first time. Well not what you might have been expecting. This is my first blog. Its early morning and rest of house is asleep. Feeling ok so far, have big night ahead. Big company party to go to, black tie. Time to put on my kiss ass face and make nice. But its for a good cause, all money goes to local homeless shelter. And maybe I can get a promotion out of it. Well thats all for now, maybe more later.

A Fantasy
I had a dream about you also you were with just with bra and panties on, so i took you flung you on that giant 4 poster bed...I tied your wrists and feet with satin rope ever so soft and smooth, yes your legs were spread very very wide on that big bed and i could see your panties already getting moist, but to finish my fantasy i blindfolded you and i told you that tonight was your nite i just wanted to give you pleasure. i started to kiss you our tongues play and we kissed hard and started to bite each others lips that gave us erotic pleasure, i played with those sweet suck able and chewable breasts till i saw u starting to thrust your hips up to me you needed to be touched now i saw your nipples oh so hard i sucked them and chewed them till i heard loud moans, i looked down at your panties and they were so soaked i think you had came already from just kissing. So now is your time lover i will make you cum and cum then cum again, i take my hands and starting t

Got Mead?
Allen (my roommate) and I started our first batch of Mead last night. It is our first attempt at brewing anything. It was late last night when we started it. We pitched the yeast, and let it sit. Woke up this morning about 8, and the yeast was VERY active! We got it racked, and it smells sooooo good even at this early stage. In a few weeks, we will rack it again. It's exciting. 5 gallons of Mead on the way! I've gotten a few tips and ideas from close friends, and from a guy at the local brew shop. Everyone is so helpful. That's a great thing. People are willing to give advice and teach from their mistakes. No one keeps many secrets, but willing to tell their own personal secrets from their experience. This has been a good experience so far, and the journey has just begun. I'll keep everyone updated.

The Expression On Your Face..
After all those times you beat me down Played cruelly with my head and heart All those times you laughed at my tears And tore me right the hell apart Well now it's good to finally say I'm now moving on with my life No longer willing to be a puppet Or get dragged into all your strife Finding out I'm so much stronger Than I ever would have believed Can't believe I stayed for so long All those times you made me bleed Now, walking outside in fresh air I can relax and enjoy the sun No longer worrying you're near On alert and getting ready to run Can't believe I used to love you Nothing but a waste of space And when you realize I've gone I'd kill to see expression on your face

Dedicated Decoy
A simple Vermont story......... Recently a routine police patrol parked outside a bar in Bethel, Vermont. After Last Call, the officer noticed a man leaving the bar so intoxicated that he could barely walk. The man stumbled around the parking lot for a few minutes, with the officer quietly observing. After what seemed an eternity in which he tried his keys on FIVE different vehicles, the man managed to find his car and fall into it. He sat there for a few minutes as a number of other patrons left the bar and drove off. Finally, he started the car, switched on the wipers (it was a fine, clear and dry summer night), flicked the blinkers on and off, honked the horn and then switched on the lights. He moved the vehicle forward a few inches, reversed a little and then remained still for a few more minutes as more of the patrons left. At last, when his was the only car left in the lot, he pulled out and drove slowly down the road. The officer, having wait

Another Mission Down...another Iraqi Car Crushed
Sup all... Just got back in a cpl hours ago from mission. It started out kinda slow. Had to pick up one of our guys from a different base. He was out bullshitting the last cpl of days. But on the way there is were all the fun started. Iraqi are retards. I travel around in a 32 ton vehicle and dumbass's just dont move outta the way. So my driver decided to help them out of the way. Busted the window outta a van which was kinda funny. I mean the look on the guys face was priceless. He got the message and so did the other's. Till one dumbass in a red car decided he could cut in front on me and my bradley crushed his whole ass end of the car like a fly. I mean windows shattered, ass end just crushed to the ground. Along with the tires. Needless to say the rest of the trip was very un-eventful. So now here I sit just chillin till my next mission. Later Peeps.....

It Is The Soldier
IT IS THE SOLDIER, Not the reporter, who has give us the freedom of the press. IT IS THE SOLDIER, Not the poet, who has given us freedom of speech. IT IS THE SOLDIER, Not the campus organizer, who had given us freedom to demonstrate. IT IS THE SOLDIER, Not the lawyer, who has given us the right to a fair trial. IT IS THE SOLDIER, Who salutes the flag who serves under the flag and Whose coffin is draped by the flag Who Allows the protester to burn the flag

Edible Ornament Cupcake
These delectable decorations are just the treat for a holiday tree-trimming party. RECIPE INGREDIENTS: Cupcakes Colorful frosting Red and green candy such as M&Ms Mini Reeses Peanut Butter Cups Pretzels 1. To make them, frost a batch of cooled cupcakes (baked from your favorite recipe) with colorful frosting. 2. Decorate with festive icing and candies (we used red and green M&Ms Minis), then top each one with a miniature Reeses Peanut Butter Cup and a pretzel piece for an ornament hanger. Don't forget to save one for Santa.

Having A Merry Christmas!!!
I saw this on some of my friend's page and thought it was kool. Besides the generic gifts you can do a search for about anything you can think of so have some fun with it & I Hope everyone has a Merry Christmas.

Frosty The Cupcake
RECIPE INGREDIENTS: Cooled cupcake (baked from your favorite recipe) White icing Large marshmallows Waxed paper Pretzel sticks Decorators' gel Orange slice candy Junior Mints Thin Mints Fruit leather 1. Frost a cooled cupcake (baked from your favorite recipe) with white icing. 2. Flatten a large marshmallow on waxed paper with the palm of your hand. Cut a second marshmallow in half horizontally, then stack the halves on the first marshmallow to form a torso and head. 3. Push a thin pretzel stick down through the snowman (this will help him stand up), then set him on the cupcake. 4. Use decorators' gel to create a mouth, eyes, and buttons, then add pretzel stick arms and a wedge cut from an orange slice candy for a nose. 5. Accessorize with a candy hat (a Junior Mint secured to a Thin Mint with icing) and a fruit leather scarf.

Santa Claus Cupcakes
Heading down the chimney? Be careful how many of these tempting Santa cupcakes you eat! RECIPE INGREDIENTS: Cupcake White and red icing Mini marshmallow Shredded coconut Blue and pink gel icing Red candy 1. Frost the cupcake with a layer of white icing. Add the red frosting hat, curving it around the side of Santa's face, and a marshmallow pom-pom. 2. Sprinkle on a ring of coconut to make Santa's beard and hair. Draw on his eyes and cheeks with gel icing, then top it all off with a red candy nose.

Towering Christmastree Cake
Want your holiday dinner to end on a sweet note? Finish it off with this creative Christmas tree complete with candy ornaments, an icing garland, and (of course) presents! RECIPE INGREDIENTS: 1 (18.25-ounce) box yellow or white cake mix Parchment paper or aluminum foil 12-inch wooden skewer 3 3/4 cups confectioners' sugar 4 1/2 tablespoons water 3 teaspoons vanilla, peppermint, or lemon extract Food coloring in green and other shades of your choice Candies for ornaments (we used Runts candies) 1 tube yellow decorators' icing (not gel icing) 1. Prepare the cake mix according to the package directions using an electric mixer (this yields a firmer cake), then bake it in a 9- by 13-inch pan lined with parchment paper or foil. Let the cake cool completely. 2. Place the cake on a cutting board and use a long, sharp knife (parents only) to shave off the rounded top. Carefully flip over the cake and cut it into 7 squares, as shown, setting the extra aside. Cut the bottom

Rudolph The Red-nosed Cupcake
Your family will shout with glee at the sight of this fun and simple treat --a cupcake fashioned after a certain Christmas Eve sleigh guide. RECIPE INGREDIENTS: A cooled cupcake (baked from your favorite recipe) Chocolate frosting Round, red lollipops (we used a Blow Pop) M&M's candies Black decorators' gel frosting Pretzels Red shoestring licorice 1. To make one, first frost a cooled cupcake (baked from your favorite recipe) with chocolate frosting. 2. Unwrap a round, red lollipop (we used a Blow Pop), trim the stem slightly, and stick it into the center of the cupcake for Rudolph's very shiny nose. 3. For eyes, set 2 M&M's candies in place, then dot them with black decorators' gel frosting. Carefully break large thin pretzels into antler shapes (this may take some practice!) and insert them into the top of the cupcake. Finally, add a short piece of red shoestring licorice for a mouth.

Chocolate Chip Walnut Pie
RECIPE INGREDIENTS: Foolproof Pie Shell 1/2 cup unsalted butter, softened 1/3 cup sugar 1 cup light brown sugar, firmly packed 2 large eggs, at room temperature 1 teaspoon vanilla extract 1/2 cup flour 1/4 teaspoon salt 2 tablespoons milk 1 cup semisweet chocolate chips 1/2 to 3/4 cup coarsely chopped walnuts 1. Prepare one Foolproof Pie Shell and, while it chills, heat the oven to 350°. 2. Cream the butter with an electric mixer on medium speed. Gradually beat in the sugars. Add the eggs individually, beating well each time. Beat in the vanilla extract and then the flour and salt until well blended. Blend in the milk (don't worry if the filling looks a little lumpy at this point) and, finally, stir in the chocolate chips and walnuts. 3. Pour the filling into the chilled shell, smoothing it with a spoon. Bake the pie on the center oven rack for about 50 minutes, turning it 180 degrees halfway through. When done, the top will be dark golden brown, and the fi

A Dragons Love Story
Something I wrote a couple of years ago, I hope you enjoy it. A Dragons Love Story : As our world formed and then began to cool many species were born in the primal soup that covered most of it's surface. One of these early creatures was the Dragon. Although fierce and brutal, they were born with intelligence and a reasoning mind. This, along with their long lifespan, eventually made them the masters of their world. They were beautiful creatures covered in iridescence scales that shone in every color of the rainbow and larger then any creature that roamed this world. Over the centuries Dragon kind prospered and thrived. As our world slowly cooled other races emerged that were better suited to the milder temperatures, ( although by todays standards still quite hot ) and would rise up to take their place in the hierarchy. Dragons, although having long lifespans, eventually would pass on. Their soul however would not. This would be reborn into the next genera

Bullshit
why is it that all people want to do is treat the people closest to them like shit and expect to be treated like gold. Someone very close to me keeps promising to open up cuz they are like a brick wall and keep everything in well she was suppose to open up three days ago and still hasnt. you know some people want you to back off before they open up.which i can understand but when i back off i get nothing. if you make a promise then keep it if not dont make it cause all that makes you is a liar. why say your gonna do something then not do it. you know this person wanted me to back off and i did and diddnt say anything about her promise for three days and nothing has been said. then to top it all off this person has a fubar page and has all these pictures, now let me remind you she is the most important person to me, and there is not one picture of me anywhere on her page. thats bullshit how can you be close to someone and not even admit that they mean something to you no matter how much

Apple Crumble
RECIPE INGREDIENTS: 5 apples 1 cup rolled oats 2/3 cup brown sugar 1/2 cup all-purpose flour 6 tbsp. butter 1 tsp. cinnamon 1/4 tsp. salt 1/4 tsp. allspice 2 tbsp. apple juice or orange juice 1. Preheat the oven to 375 degrees. Lightly butter a 9-inch square baking pan or a casserole of the equivalent size, then dust it with flour. Peel, core and slice the apples, and arrange them in the pan. 2. In the bowl of an electric mixer, blend the oats, brown sugar, flour, butter, cinnamon, salt and allspice on low speed until it forms a coarse meal. Crumble the mixture evenly over the apple slices and sprinkle with the juice. Bake for 35 minutes. Makes 6 servings.

Promo?
Someone wanna help out by doing some Earthwhore promo for me? I'm in need of people to spread the hatred. Earthwhore, whilst normally adopting the "fuck humanity" approach does require some people to listen and learn. Or for those pre-learned to show some support should they decide Earthwhore is for them. No doubt you're looking at facing a handful of Satyricon kiddies trying to judge me, but the little bastards need to be taught that Earthwhore is beyond judgement by the likes of them. Anyway if anyone wants to help out please send me a message. Yyseth

To All You Girls
by Sylvette Murray Here's to all those girls who used to be his number one. The ones who waited all night for him to call, only to check the caller ID the next morning and be disappointed. The ones who made it through that bitter break up, dried your own tears, and moved on with your life, only to have him walk back in it months later like nothing ever happened. Those of you who cried on the first day you talked again because you knew exactly where this phone call was going. The ones who listened to him say, I only want to be your friend, one day, and the next, listened to him say how much he loves and misses you. We deserve something, and this is our tribute. Here's to the ones that took him back, hoping that maybe this time, he was different, hoping that maybe people really do change. We listened to our friends tell us that we were stupid for even thinking about giving him another chance, caught crap from our parents, and even snuck around to see him for

Asking For All My Friends And Fans Help
I am in a contest that started at midnight and ends the 15th...so I need as main rates and comments as I can get in order to win....so please please take the time out to rate my picture and it would be even better if u left a comment.....need 10,000 comments by the 15th http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=615538&i=2856528627# Thank You! KISS KISS

New Wives Store
To avoid gender bias charges, the store's owner opened a New Wives store just across the street. The first floor has wives that love sex. The second floor has wives that love sex and have money. The third, fourth, fifth, and sixth floors have never been visited.

Shopping
A store that sells new husbands has just opened in New York City , where a woman may go to choose a husband. Among the instructions at the entrance is a description of how the store operates: You may visit this store ONLY ONCE! There are six floors and the value of the products increase as the shopper ascends the flights. The shopper may choose any item from a parti cular floor, or may choose to go up to the next floor, but you cannot go back down except to exit the building! So, a woman goes to the Husband Store to find a husband. On the first floor the sign on the door reads: Floor 1 - These men Have Jobs. She is intrigued, but continues to the second floor, where the sign reads: Floor 2 - These men Have Jobs and Love Kids. "That's nice", she thinks, "but I want more." So she continues upward. The third floor sign reads: Floor 3 - These men Have Jobs, Love Kids, and are Extremely Good Looking. "Wow," she thinks, but feels compelled to keep going. She goe

Something I Found On World Aids Day
More Young Americans Are Contracting HIV By E.J. Mundell, HealthDay Reporter FRIDAY, Nov. 30 (HealthDay News) -- In the 26 years since scientists first spotted AIDS in America, millions of dollars have been poured into outreach efforts aimed at keeping young people clear of HIV, the virus that causes the disease. But on the eve of World AIDS Day, a disturbing statistical fact has emerged in this country: The number of newly infected teens and young adults is suddenly on the rise. And the question is, why? According to data from the U.S. Centers for Disease Control and Prevention for 2001 to 2005 (the latest years available), the number of new cases of HIV infection diagnosed among 15-to-19-year-olds in the United States rose from 1,010 in 2001, held steady for the next three years, then jumped 20 percent in 2005, to 1,213 cases. For young people aged 20 to 24, cases of new infection have climbed steadily, from 3,184 in 2001 to 3,876 in 2005. Experts say a

Always In The Heart
I sit here tonight with thoughts of you. Wishing you were here with me like I always do. I know that we will be together again some day. When that day comes we will have nothing but smiles on our faces and our skies no longer grey. In this time that we are apart, I know that we are in one anothers heart. We always will be, just like we were from the start. You are a part of me, and I am a part of you. That is something so special and very true. Your gentle touch I miss so much. How could someone keep something away from us, that is so precious as such. I do know, when there is a will there is a way. I promise you we will be together forever again one day. Until then, always remember that I love you forever. Also know, that is something none can take away, ever!

A Cynical Willyism For The Fuckin' Day 12/1/07;
About me and my "shit was so much better in the fuckin' days" things; in RL I was telling a guy, "100 yrs ago, or so, when cars came out drivers used to look at people not in autos and say, 'look at those asswipes still on horses they will fuckin' NEVER be as cool as us!' At same time those on the back of horses and mules said, 'look at them idiots in new fangled cars! Oh they hit a fuckin' bump hahahahaha!'" And shit is still the same fuckin' way today!

Good Deeds
I think I have done way to many good deeds lately. LOL. I said I would watch my cousins daughter lastnight while she ran her boy into the ER. He was messing around..jumped off of somthing and ran his teeth through his lip. I didn't get to see him..she just dropped the girl off and ran off. The ER didn't do nothing for him though. I figured it probably wasn't that bad. They are the type who runs to the ER for anything.. like fevers..etc. I am the cheap type..even though we got insurance.. I don't like to pay the deductible..etc. unless I have to. People like that is why insurance has changed so much. Anyways, watched her til midnight. What a long day yesterday was. Up at 4am til 1230.. or so. Anyways, was enjoying sleeping in..when the neighbor woman came over to use our phone. This is like the 4th time this month shes done this. All I can do to keep my mouth shut and not tell her to get a phone. I think they don't to avoid bill collectors. I have had one call here like 3

Darkness
I had a dream, which was not all a dream. The bright sun was extinguish'd, and the stars Did wander darkling in the eternal space, Rayless, and pathless, and the icy earth Swung blind and blackening in the moonless air; Morn came, and went and came, and brought no day, And men forgot their passions in the dread Of this desolation; and all hearts Were chill'd into a selfish prayer for light: And they did live by watchfires - and the thrones, The palaces of crowned kings, the huts, The habitations of all things which dwell, Were burnt for beacons; cities were consumed, And men were gathered round their blazing homes To look once more into each other's face; Happy were those who dwelt within the eye Of the volcanos, and their mountain-torch: A fearful hope was all the world contain'd; Forest were set on fire but hour by hour They fell and faded and the crackling trunks Extinguish'd with a crash and all was black. The brows of men by the despairing ligh

A Poet Of Romania (from Iris)
I bring you this, intact, as Iris published it in her "About Me" section. (English translation follows the Romanian) YOU MEN, TAKE A MINUTE AND READ THESE LYRICS! IT IS A POEM COMPOSED BY THE ROMANIAN NATIONAL POET, EMINESCU IN 1879! DO YOU THINK YOU COULD EVER SEE AN WOMAN LIKE THIS?ANSWER THIS HONESTLY TO YOURSELVES! ATAT DE FRAGEDA... (ROMANIAN) Abia atingi covorul moale, Matasa suna sub picior Si de la crestet pâna-n poale Plutesti ca visul de usor. Din încretirea lungii rochii Rasai ca marmura în loc S-atârna sufletu-mi de ochii Cei plini de lacrimi si noroc. O, vis ferice de iubire, Mireasa blânda din povesti, Nu mai zâmbi! A ta zâmbire Mi-arata cât de dulce esti, Cât poti cu-a farmecului noapte Sa-ntuneci ochii mei pe veci, Cu-a gurii tale calde soapte, Cu-mbratisari de brate reci. Deodata trece-o cugetare, Un val pe ochii tai fierbinti: E-ntunecoasa renuntare, E umbra dulcilor dorinti. Te duci, s-am întel

Daredevil Evel Knievel Dies At 69
CLEARWATER, Fla. - Evel Knievel's hard life killed him — it just took longer than he or anyone else might have expected. The hard-living motorcycle daredevil, whose bone-breaking, rocket-powered jumps and stunts made him an international icon in the 1970s, died Friday. He was 69 he will be missed

Life Lesson
"I must learn to love the fool in me-the one who feels too much, talks too much, takes too many chances, wins sometimes and loses often, lacks self -control, loves and hates, hurts and gets hurt, promises and breaks promises, laughs and cries. It alone protects me against that utterly self-controlled, masterfully tyrant whom I also harbor and who rob me of human aliveness, humility, and dignity but for my fool." -Theodore I. Rubin My healings has begun. Forgiveness is a great thing. I harbor no resentment for anyone or anything. I accept all that come my way for all the wrongs that I have done. For those that will NEVER forgive me.....its all good. I have found my peace!!! I will not live my life with regret saturating my thoughts. I have learned that I will never stop learning that mistakes are not mistakes but LIFE lessons that we will take to our graves. Love is also a great thing. Those of us who have found it, lost it, living it, and still searching keep on keepn

Discovering Carlaj
The years are creeping by. Im not sure if destiny has been kind to me. I think if I look at it from a different angle she has. I have most things that I need and want. There is a void and loneliness is filling it. BTW...I dont welcome lonely!!! The other angle. The soul is alot stronger that the things that come my way and break me physically, emotionally, and mentally. Hows come I never remember this stuff when I really need too? Things that I discovered about me... Im a chance taker. I got that from my mother. I used to like my father. The safe way...and the safe way only. So silly the present me were the things that I suppressed, denied, and above all avoided..

Obama
You know, I was reading some articles about how Black people and so-called Black leaders are not supporting Obama. I don't really support him, but Blacks in general are overwhelmingly Democrats. I have the sneaking suspicion that the problem is this; if a Black president were to be elected, it would show how far this country has actually come, and that this would negate the victim status that Black people often use to excuse the myriad problems that plague us, as well as put leaders who constantly foster the victim mentality out of a job. Discuss.

Friendship (perhaps)
Today, I was visiting "Girlish K", who was "Girlish Snowish" at the moment. Her friend Iris got my attention for a moment. Someone had sent her this parable. I have seen the parable before and love it. It should be shared for its magical and enduring understanding of love. TWO FRIENDS WERE WALKING THROUGH THE DESERT. DURING SOME POINT OF THE JOURNEY, THEY HAD AN ARGUMENT; AND ONE FRIEND SLAPPED THE OTHER ONE IN THE FACE. THE ONE WHO GOT SLAPPED WAS HURT, BUT WITHOUT SAYING ANYTHING, WROTE IN THE SAND: TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE. THEY KEPT ON WALKING, UNTIL THEY FOUND AN OASIS, WHERE THEY DECIDED TO TAKE A BATH THE ONE WHO HAD BEEN SLAPPED GOT STUCK IN THE MIRE AND STARTED DROWNING, BUT THE FRIEND SAVED HIM. AFTER HE RECOVERED FROM THE NEAR DROWNING, HE WROTE ON A STONE: "TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SAVED MY LIFE ". THE FRIEND WHO HAD SLAPPED AND SAVED HIS BEST FRIEND ASKED HIM, "AFTER I HURT YOU, YOU WROTE IN THE SAND AND N

Dec 1
December 1, 2007 Quote of the Day "Facing it — always facing it — that's the way to get through. Face it!" – Joseph Conrad OH HOW TRUE!!! Well as you all know I am back in the states and attempting to FU on dial up for now.... blah!

Yes You Can Do It.
Yes, you can do it. And you can begin right now. Sure, you've run into problems in the past. Yet there is a way to get past every one of them. When it is important enough to you and meaningful enough for you, you will find a way. There is a positive, effective step that you can take this very moment. It will require effort on your part, as well as commitment and persistence. Fortunately, you are fully capable of all those things. Yes, you can do it, and in the process you will more fully become the beautiful, unique person you are meant to be. You will grow more capable, more confident, more knowledgeable and experienced. When your objective is connected with the purpose that drives every other purpose, there is no doubt that you can do it. Begin now to work your way there. -- Ralph Marston

Go Rich In Poverty. Go Rich In Poetry.
Poetry lets us put the beauty of nature - the clouds, the flowers, and the waterfall - into words. Poetry lets us see that things, which appear to be opposites, may just be different ways of looking at the same thing. How can we be rich in poverty? Wealth in poverty means finding pleasure in simplicity, finding the core of what's important, and saying it in the fewest possible words. We are so often caught up in the pursuit of more - more money, more toys, more prestige that we forget how satisfying the simple things can be. Think of the beauty of a sunset or a walk by the river, the fun of playing in a sandbox or swinging on the swings in the park, or in simply taking time to get something done the right way, without hurry. What riches lie around me right this moment?

Bubba
Bubba went to a psychiatrist. "I've got problems. Every time I go to bed I think there's somebody under it. I'm scared. I think I'm going crazy." "Just put yourself in my hands for one year," said the shrink. "Come talk to me three times a week, and we should be able to get rid of those fears." "How much do you charge?" "Eighty dollars per visit, replied the doctor." "I'll sleep on it," said Bubba. Six months later the doctor met Bubba on the street. "Why didn't you ever come to see me about those fears you were having?" asked the psychiatrist. "Well Eighty bucks a visit three times a week for a year is an awful lot of money! A preacher cured me for a $10 donation. I was so happy to have saved all that money that I went and bought me a new pickup!" "Is that so! And how, may I ask, did a preacher cure you? Did he lay his hands on you?" "Nope, he told me to cut the legs off the bed! - Ain't nobody under there now !!!" Git 'er dun!!!!!!!!!

3 Men
Subject: Three men Three men - a Canadian farmer, Osama bin Laden and a South Dakota farmer are all working together one day. They come across a lantern and a Genie pops out of it. "I will give each on you one wish, which is three wishes in total", says the Genie. The Canadian says, "I am a farmer and my son will also farm. I want the land to be forever fertile in Canada ." POOF! With the blink of the Genie's eye, the land in Canada was forever fertile for farming. Osama was amazed, so he said, "I want a wall around Afghanistan , Palestine, Iraq and Iran so that no infidels, Americans or Canadians can come in our our precious land." POOF! Again, with the blink of the Genie's eye, there was a huge wall around those countries. The South Dakota farmer says, "I am very curious. Please tell me more about this wall." The Genie explains, "Well, it's about 5,000 feet high, 5oo feet thick and completely surrounds the country. Nothing can get in or

Dear James
james. wow so i heared through through the grape vive you brought traina a ring i dong know if im suppose to know or not but i cant keep secerts good job i never saw two people moore compataatable keep her babe... i do love u i have never cared about some one as i do u in the ways i do... okay lover her and keep her... anyway i miss u and u i hope u two come back around.....

New Uknown Poem
The deepest oceans the darkest skies what brings these tears to my eyes is it sadness? or is it pain? Cant seem to feel the rain. numbness surrounds me in so many ways looking for better brighter days its not long before what is unknown life alone is what you make. Pain as a way of saying your alive If so then why do i feel dead? So many questions to answer to little time I do not know what is become of me. Soon it looks like insanity Loosing my mind everywhere i go. never to think what I'll do. I cant see light its too dark not in my mind but in my heart. so i say what i say do what i do. what we do is already chosen even tho it hasn't occurred yet.

Afterlife
We who wait and ponder past mysteries of life feel no joy or sorrow are bothered by no strife we watch the people chasing those sweet elusive dreams we hear the moans of pleasure we hear the terror screams but we, we can feel neither the pleasures nor the pains for we have died to wander this earth between two planes you may not see us standing nor feel us pass you by you may not know our yearning nor hear our plantive cry just know we are here with you we harbor you no hate we only seek the portal to heavens pearly gate. For those departed, but not yet gone. In memory Bumpa Carl, 12/01/07 0600 Folkston, Ga 31537

Don't Give Up On Me I've Found A New Love One That's Going To Last, So Please If I'm Not On It's Only Because I've Found Someo
This Man I swear twirled me around all night long & not once did he ever ask me to go to bed w/ him!! For a Woman that means everything, & To a Man whose got nothing to loose & everything to Gain by not sleeping w/ the Woman on the first night I call that a Man. Not once did he ever try to do anything sexual, even though while we was out on the Dance floor my pants split just under my left butt cheek, I was so embarassed but he paid no never mind to it, & we coninued on into the night & when I'd get up he always had my back, he'd pull my shirt down over the tear in my pants, & he was a Complete Gentleman about it the whole night. I didn't ever think that there would be a Man out there for me, I was hopeless, I'd given up on the Hopes of me ever finding someone that would ever take any kind of chance on me, but I did find someone, & not just anyone either a REAL MAN!!! Just for little ole Me!!! Hehehehehehehehehehehe Just be Happy for me is all that I ask & give me some time if I'm

+please Excuse All The Blood
I've annoyed hella people today. Just by being me. Whatever, life sucks...I'm always the listener, never the seeker. Always the maiden, never the user. Always the failure, never the winner. Yeah my bad you guys....my writing journal is MIA so this fvcking computer(along with you guys) is going to have to deal with with my lame whinery. Whatever, I just want to stop existing for awhile....life sucks. I said that already. Yeah.+

One For The Guys This Time
THE POINT SYSTEM In the world of romance, one single rule applies: "Make the woman happy." Do something that she likes and you get points. Do something that she dislikes and points are subtracted. You don't get points for doing something she expects. Sorry, that's the way the game is played! Here's a guide to the point system: SIMPLE DUTIES: You make the bed (+1) You make the bed, but forget to add the decorative pillows (0) You throw the bedspread over rumpled sheets (-1) You leave the toilet seat up (-5) You replace the toilet paper roll when it's empty (0) When the toilet paper roll is empty you resort to Kleenex (-1) When the Kleenex runs out you shuffle slowly to the next bathroom (-2) You go out to buy her Spring Fresh Extra-light Panty Liners with wings(+5) ... but return with beer (-5) You check out a suspicious noise at night (0) ... and it's nothing (0) ... and it's something (+5) ... you pummel it with a six iron (+10) ... it's her father (-10)

Hopeing To Find
I am just hopeing to find the right woman that will love me for me and will take on my kids as if they are hers and be there through the deployments that I go through. I am tired of games. I am 29 years old and about to hit 30 years old. I wish that a good woman would come into my life. I missed up on one marriage and I dont want to miss up another one. So if you want to talk I am here. I am tired of feeling like there is no one out there for me. May the gods and goddess bless you if you read this

12-1-2007
For December 1,2007 You're an expert planner even on your worst days, but right now the fierce energy coursing through you makes that process incredibly simple. Anything you come up with today should work perfectly.

End Of Year Holidays
Thanksgiving we had dinner at my grandfather's house as usual.. Mom, Dad, Me, Grandpa, and a friend my dad bowls with.. Would have been nicer if my brother and his family showed up but their loss.. For Christmas we will probably have dinner with my grandpa on Christmas Eve as usual and then have our small family christmas thingy on christmas morning..hehe tear open the gifts that aren't there and drink the egg nog that taste yucky.. watch the movies that you have seen every year since you were in diapers.. and then clean up everything like it never happened.. New Years... Hmmm I don't know .. I met a guy maybe I will be with him out somewhere but I doubt it.. don't doubt I might be with him but I don't normally go out on the most hectic day of the year..lol Probably be home on my computer as usual.. counting down with my buddies..hehe Who Knows Maybe I Will Get a Real New Year's Kiss.. hehe I KNOW ONE THING IS FOR SURE... NO MORE SO CALLED FRIENDS WILL FUCK ME OVER IN ANYWAY SHA

Things A Dream Woman Says:
1. Are you sure you've had enough to drink? 2. Shouldn't you be down at the bar with your buddies? 3. I've decided to stop wearing clothes around the house. 4. You're so sexy when you're hung over. 5. I'd rather watch football and drink beer with you than go shopping. 6. Let's subscribe to Hustler. 7. I'll be out painting the house. 8. I love it when you play golf on Sundays; I just wish you had time to play on Saturday too. 9. Honey... Our new neighbor's daughter is nude sunbathing again. Come see! 10. No, No, I'LL take the car to have the oil changed. 11. Your mother is way better than mine. 12. Do me a favor, forget the stupid Valentine's Day thing and buy yourself new clubs. 13. I understand fully...... Our anniversary comes every year for Christ's sake. You go hunting with the guys, it's a wonderful stress reliever. 14. Christ, not the mall again. Come on, let's go to that new strip joint! 15. Listen, I make enough money for the both of us. Why don't y

Randomness
Man, I fell asleep like right after I got off work today. It was a nice rest from the hell we call life. It's amazing how some people can seem so great and turn into your worst nightmare in the blink of an eye. Just makes me wonder who really are my friends? Xmas is coming up and I'm not really getting anybody anything, cuz they don't deserve it. The year is also coming to an end and I've been somewhat reflecting back on it and have realized, I waisted prolly the whole beginning half of 2007, not to mention a lot of gas, lol. But I'm glad I went through it, cuz honestly I really learned the difference between love and lust and what I DON'T want in a relationship. So yea I have finally opened my eye's and am seeing how stupid I was and have a totally different outlook on life now. I have been at the bottom for quite some time now but it seems like I'm starting to pull my self up out of this hole, things are looking up for good ol' Chaotik in 2008. Wish me luck few friends I have on here

Open House And Naughty Christmas At The San Souci
Re: Party time. dec 14 friday night. Nawty Christmas PLACE: The Sans Souci DATE: December 14th, 2007 TIME: 8:00 PM The Sans Souci Open House is for all Couples, Single ladies and Single men. Must be 21 and over. We invite all the ladies to get our your sexiest holiday outfit and come to the club. Maybe its so small you are wondering where to wear it? There is no problem finding the sexiest dress you have and showing it off to the whole club. One-night admission is $15 per Couple and Single male with no cover for Unescorted Ladies. There will be an after party for those who attend the sans souci club (YOU CAN NOT GO TO THE AFTER PARTY WITH OUT BEING AT SANS SOUCI).. bring your own booze for this after party.. and if any one will like to help with snacks i will welcome it.. Any questions? let me know who want to go. licks juliet DIRECTIONS:::: The Sans Souci Night Club is on the 12th floor Penthouse of a local Hotel in Dallas located on Highwa

Sarge
A General retired after 35 years and realized a life-long dream of buying a bird-hunting estate in South Dakota. He invited an old friend to visit for a week of pheasant shooting. The friend was in awe of the General's new bird dog, "Sarge". The dog could point, flush and retrieve with the very best, and the friend offered to buy the dog at any price. The General declined, saying that Sarge was the very best bird dog he had ever owned and that he wouldn't part with him at any price. A year later the same friend returned for another week of hunting and was surprised to find the General breaking in a new dog. "What happened to ole Sarge?" he asked. "Had to shoot him," grumbled the General. "A friend came to hunt with me and couldn't remember the dog's name. He kept calling him Colonel. After that, all he would do was sit on his ass and bark."

9/11 Payback
This is TRUE! How Budweiser handled those who laughed at those who died on the 11th of September, 2001... Thought you might like to know what happened in a little town north of Bakersfield , California After you finish reading this, please forward this story on to others so that our nation and people around the world will know about those who laughed when they found out about the tragic events in New York , Pennsylvania , and the Pentagon. On September 11th, A Budweiser employee was making a delivery to a convenience store in a California town named McFarland. He knew of the tragedy that had occurred in New York when he entered the business to find the two Arabs, who owned the business, whooping and hollering to show their approval and support of this treacherous attack. The Budweiser employee went to his truck, called his boss and told him of the very upsetting event! He didn't feel he could be in that store with those horrible people. His boss as

A Proven Fact
Of the sister Services, the Air Force has the most intelligent enlisted members! This is no theory; it's actually been proven: Take the Army. When the s--- hits the fan, the young Army private wakes up to the bellowing of his First Sergeant. He grabs his BDUs out of his foot locker, dresses, runs to the chow-hall for breakfast on the fly, then jumps in his tank. Pretty soon, the platoon commander arrives, gives him a big salute, and says, "Give 'em Hell, soldier!" Now take the Navy. When the s--- hits the fan, the young Sailor is eating breakfast in the mess. He hustles the 20 feet to his battle station, stuffing extra pastries in his pocket as he goes. There he sits, in the middle of a steel target, with nowhere to run, when the Captain comes on the loudspeaker and says, "Give 'em Hell, Sailors! I salute you!" Now take the Marines. When the s--- hits the fan, the young Marine is kicked out of bed by his First Sergeant and puts on the muddy set of BDUs he was wearing on the

Working For The Air Force
One day in heaven, the Lord decided he would visit the earth and take a stroll. Walking down the road, the Lord encountered a man who was crying. The Lord asked the man, "Why are you crying, my son?" The man said that he was blind and had never seen a sunset. The Lord touched the man...he could see, and he was happy. As the Lord walked further, he met another man crying and asked, "Why are you crying, my son?" The man was born a cripple and was never able to walk. The Lord touched him, he was able to walk, and he was happy. Farther down the road, the Lord met another man who was crying and asked, "Why are you crying, my son?" The man said, "Lord, I work for the Air Force," The Lord sat down and cried with him.

Another Bad Week...
Well, well... Seems like I keep having these... Maybe one day it will get better??? I damn sure hope so. They use to tell me that for everything bad that happens, something really good will happen... I am waiting! This was a bad week because I had strep throat. I felt like I got into a fight with a Mac truck... Guess who won??? I felt like total crap. I think yesterday was like the first time that I got on here since about Sunday. Thanksgiving was good. I had a friend over for Thanksgiving. He cooked the turkey and even took it home with him... lol. It's ok. We're not to big of fans of turkey. So there was no lose there. Also... I made an 81 on my Business Law exam!!!! YAY!!! That's not bad for someone that had been out of their mind for like the past couple of days and had a bad headache when taking the test. THANK YOU CSI AND LAW & ORDER!!! lol. I think that I'm falling for someone, but still kinda scared about things. I guess when you've been treated like shit a lot, you tend

Rant 3, The Edge/batista/taker Title Picture
OK So we're headed to Armageddon here in about 2 weeks. We had the feud that started the road to WM 23, Batista and the Undertaker, headed toward what seemed to be a natural conclusion during Survivor Series...and suddenly here comes Edge, who decimates 'Taker, helping Batista get the win. Then we had the big revelation last week that Vickie Guerrero(??!!) allowed that to take place to help Edge get an opportunity at the WHC this week! SPOILER ALERT: IF YOU HAVE NOT YET SEEN THIS WEEK'S SMACKDOWN, DO NOT READ ANY FURTHER, WAIT TIL YOU DO SEE IT! Now Edge had his match tonight, and Taker interfered leading to not only Teddy Long's return, but also a match at the Armageddon PPV on 12/16 where Batista, Edge and Taker will face off in a Triple Threat. Is this right? Sure. Why? Think about it - Edge never lost the Heavyweight Title, but was forced to vacate it due to injury. So he has a right to that title. Then you have the continuing issue betwe

Rip - Tito
RIP Tito Add Glitter to your Photos Just thought Id let you all know our puppy Tito got ran over on Friday afternoon. He passed away after about 5min. We had a little burial and funeral for him after. He was in the backyard swimming in the pool with Devon and when they were coming in the backdoor Tito, dripping wet, slipped through his hands and around the garage to the busy street. The person who hit him didnt even stop. A semi driver was kind enough to stop and help us get him out of traffic. The cop who came to the scene was the one who found Tito the 1 time before that he got loose. The cop even had tears in his eye because he knew what a good dog Tito was and had said before he wishes all people would raise their pitbulls loved and friendly like ours. Tito was spoiled with love and attention. It's not fair that people that treat these dogs wrong, abusing them and keep them locked up in hot garages get to keep theirs alive and our perfect beautiful dog had to g

Why Thank You??? Mmm
I just found out someone has entered me in the most kissable person on fubar contest. That's very sweet of you and i've been kissed 120 times? wow thank you!!! if you like to kiss me then go to this blog below and read the rules. The most kissable contest don't worry, all kisses send are anon. so?? if i'm your crush then let me know by kissing me anon.

How To Keep A Healthy Level Of Insanity
How To Keep A Healthy Level Of Insanity! At lunchtime, sit in your parked car with sunglasses on and point a hair dryer at passing cars. See if they slow down. Page yourself over the intercom. Don't disguise your voice. Insist that your email address is: Xena_Warrior_Princess@companyname.com or Elvis_the_King@companyname.com Every time someone asks you to do something, ask if they want fries with that. Put your garbage can on your desk and label it "IN." Develop an unnatural fear of staplers. Put decaf in the coffee maker for 3 weeks. Once everyone has gotten over their caffeine addictions, switch to espresso. In the memo field of all your checks, write 'for sexual favors.' Reply to everything someone says with, "That's what you think." Finish all your sentences with "In accordance with the prophet Jimmy." Adjust the tint on your monitor so that the brightness level lights up the entire work area. Insist to others that you like it that way. Don't use

Night At Happy Bar
Well tonight I went out with two new friends from here to Happy Bar. It was such a blast! Got to sing alot! John and Deana are a fun couple. I grew up in rancho Cordova and never knew the place was there. Out in the middle of the boondocks! lol Check out the pics.

I Need Help And I Fully Admit It!!!
I know that I tend to have some pride issues. I am trying to work on it. But if anyone knows something about the coding with lounges, please let me know. I really could use someone, anyone's help. I did have some help once, but I opened my big mouth because I felt like I was being left out and felt like I wasn't helping to put it together. I don't want others to do all the work for me. I do want to help and to learn. I really want for my lounge to work out. So, here I am, FULLY ADMITTING THAT I DO NEED HELP! I am clueless about this. I really and honestly do need help though. And to those that tried to help me, but my pride and stupidity got in the way, I do apologize. I am very sorry. I did not realize how hard it is to do all that. I hope that you accept my plee and will be willing to help me once again... If not, I do understand. Thank you.

Sexual Horoscopes!
Sexual Horoscopes .:VIRGO:. The Virgin > > Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them > right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. > Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loud. > Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget Love at first > sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. > The one and only. Ultimate sexiness. 7 years of abd > luck if you do not repost. > > .:SCORPIO:. The sex addict > > Can be mean. EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. > Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.) (GREAT > kisser.) Always get what they want. Sexy. > Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long > relationships. Talkative. The sexiest > ever....Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luck if you > do not repost. > > > .:LIBRA:. The lover > > Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone They > meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and > sweet. Have own unique sexiness. Most caring person > you will ever meet! Amazing n Bed..!!! Di

Sign Traits – Iz Urz Right?
Sign Traits – Iz urz right? - ARIES (cardinal, fire, personal): assertively, impulsively, defensively, energetic, head down. "I am," assertive, individualistic, enthusiasm, pioneering, leader, competitive, action-oriented, defensive, aggressive, intemperate, violent, fiery, powerful, extreme, arrogant, uncontrolled and unrestrained, quick, passionate, determined, fresh, head/skull - TAURUS (fixed, earth, personal): resourcefully, thoroughly, devotedly, patiently, indulgently. "I have," sensual, affectionate, possessive, cautious, acquisitive, musical, artistic, stubborn, solid, earthly, strong, patient, sturdy, slow, kind, just, throat/neck - GEMINI (mutable, air, personal): logically, inquisitively, fast. "I think," curious, multi-tasking, talkative, sociable, duality, mercurial, whimsical, intelligent, restless, quick, informed, hands/lungs - CANCER (cardinal, water, personal): protectively, sensitively, clingingly. "I feel," sensitive, tenacious, family and

Wild Signs!
Wild Side of your Sign! Astrological Signs Like You have Never Seen them 1. Taurus (April 21-May 21) These people are earthy, natural, and have a direct approach to the opposite sex which can only be called tactless. The typical Taurus pickup line is "wanna fuck?" The typical Taurus comeback to that line is "no, thanks, I already have one asshole in my pants." But once a Taurus has his mind made up, there's no stopping him. He'll rent a $200-a-night hotel room, and a $500-a-night whore, and pretend he is having fun. At least half of Mastercard's business is done with Tauruses. A Taurus doesn't do anything unless there's something to show for it. Walk into even the most modest Taurus's home, and you'll see at least a whole wall of trophies. Never mind that they are for "Most Improved Bowler" or "Third Place, Rhubarb Pies" or "Fastest Sheep Catcher in Texas." It's the trophy that counts. Tauruses tend toward all kinds of excesses. Food, booze, sex. In al

Just Me (poem)
November 30, 2007 Dedicated to my ex, Julio Cruz I will not break, I will not fall Not this time, you will not have it all I gave you my heart, mind, body & soul You have slowly tried to turn it to coal Slowly I'm getting smarter, getting wise I am trying my damnedest to not believe your lies You ripped out my heart, time and again When all I ever wanted was to be your friend I'm tired of hurting, tired of the pain Tired of your obsessive, asinine game I'm walking away and not looking back Trying to live my life with a little more tact Making wiser choices, keeping my life going right I'm tired of everything being a constant fight Watching this chapter of life as it slowly ends Hope on the horizon, as a new one beings I will hold my head high and walking the path With the knowledge that soon I'll look back and laugh What a fool I have been and a fool I will be But that's just life, that's just me

Naughty Horoscopes!
Naughty Horoscopes LEO (July 23 - Aug. 22)-- If you F**K up just once with a Leo...That's IT. Don't be expecting them to take you back. They are not willing victims, after all, they CHOSE you...you screwed up? They can UN-Choose you just the same. They live for Menage a Trois...or Qua...or Cinco....anything in a group is okay as long as they are in the middle. Leos also like bubble baths. Once you start with a Leo...do not think you can just turn their emotions on or off like a switch...they demand satisfaction. NOW. All the stress in the world ends up in the Leo neck...They need neckrubs...they feel like they have the entire weight of the world on their head. If its kinky, a Leo has probably done it..You know Madonna's a LEO, right? She masters the Madonna/Whore/ Goddess thing pretty well, huh? I wonder why? Could it be cause shes a fuckin' LEO? yep. Valmont was probably a Leo. They probably have the movie at home. Get out your furry gloves and faux mink

Bucs Mma Fight Of The Week- Tito Ortiz Ve Ken Shamrock 3- The Final Chapter.
Bucs thoughts on this fight........ "I had a feeling the 3rd fight would be on spike TV. After the controversial Stoppage at UFC 61- Bitter Rivals- the rematch had been established. This is Shamrocks farewell match. I will miss him in the UFc. he will be a legend always to remember. i wish he could have won this, but is always a winner in my book. this is the match to "Bury the Hatchet". This fight was shamrocks last chance at redemption. Tito had been 2-0 vs shamrock. but here is the 3-0 match. Tito Ortiz vs Ken Shamrock 3Add to My Profile | More Videos

Pissed Off And Ready To Beat Some Ones Ass
okay tonight was like the worst night of my life for one i covered someones shift got slammed at work almost broke down in tears came home to see my good guy friend and some chick in my friend yard and he broke the one and only rule i asked him not to break err i hate him and love him but damn imma bout to punch him in his face lol well goodnight felicia

Thank You For Helping Elisa
I would just like to thank everyone who helped out. I am sorry you had to see the same bulletins day after day. But it was all worth the effort. My friend Eliza has received the most votes in Fubars HOTTEST bartender contest. She is the hottest lady bartender in the world.

So Tired
I'm tired. Physically. Emotionally. I'm tired of being the fat, ugly friend that no one wants to dance with when we go out. I'm tired of trying so hard to please people and it never being enough. I'm tired. I'm tired of crying. I'm tired of complaining. I'm tired of feeling like I can't talk to anyone. I'm tired of feeling unstable. I'm tired of pain. I'm tired of those days when I'm so happy that make me think that everything is going to be ok followed by a day that takes me back to square one. I'm never gonna not try. *sigh* I can't even say everything I want to say.

Leader Or Looser
Leader or Looser Ok, so this is a little rant to see what you all think of my warped mind. In my opinion you must be a good follower if you will ever be a good leader. You need to be able to trust that your leader is somebody who will give you sound direction that will help you not harm whatever it is that you do. In work, friendships and even just walking down the street we show how useful we can be just by the little things that we do. At work I’m the full time person of four health care aides who take care of my client. My client has Alzheimer’s and his wife has serious OCD and nasty anxiety about everything. This woman is so messed up that she won’t even cook without calling half her family on the phone for advice on what to cook. Lately she gives direction which is the polar opposite to everything I want to do. If I suggest my client should wear black shoes she’ll say white, if I say white she’ll say black. She does this only so she feels somewhat involved in her h

So Long Evel!
Iconic Daredevil Evel Knievel Dies at 69 By MITCH STACY – 3 hours ago CLEARWATER, Fla. (AP) — Evel Knievel, the red-white-and-blue-spangled motorcycle daredevil whose jumps over crazy obstacles including Greyhound buses, live sharks and Idaho's Snake River Canyon made him an international icon in the 1970s, died Friday. He was 69. Knievel's death was confirmed by his granddaughter, Krysten Knievel. He had been in failing health for years, suffering from diabetes and pulmonary fibrosis, an incurable condition that scarred his lungs. Knievel had undergone a liver transplant in 1999 after nearly dying of hepatitis C, likely contracted through a blood transfusion after one of his bone-shattering spills. He also suffered two strokes in recent years. Longtime friend and promoter Billy Rundle said Knievel had trouble breathing at his Clearwater condominium and died before an ambulance could get him to a hospital. "It's been coming for years, but you just don't expect it. Supe

Fuck Mike Freeman
read this article to see how he views the Mountaineers and West Virginia residents in general http://www.sportsline.com/columns/story/10495965 then sign this petition to get this clown fired. We'll show the nation how us "hicks" do Mountaineer Style!!!! http://www.petitiononline.com/43121212/petition.html

One Before I Go To Bed
1. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 3 months? At this point, probably not, who knows? 2. What color are your eyes? blue. 3. How good is coca-cola? I love diet dr. pepper. 4. Do you drink alcohol? I've been known to take in a few jagerbombs. 5. How old are you? 43 6. Do you lead people on? Who knows? It's been done to me too many times. 7. Do you have a dry erase board in your room? Yes, but rarely erase anything on it. 8. What does it say? My work schedule for the year. 9. How was your day? Other than depositing money in the band, sat at home. 10. Are you hungry? Nope. 11. What is on your desk right now? Computer, cup of pens/markers, pc speakers, copier/printers, cell phone.... 12. When is the last time you cleaned your room? Not sure. It needs it though. 13. Anything bothering you? I try not to let stuff bother me. 14. What's your favorite animal? Beavers (lol) 15. Are you mad at someone right now? Takes a

Stephanie (my Best Friend...asked For This)
Stephanie Sensual Pleasantries captured unspokenwords, Temptation frightful beyond all imaginations, Everything converges upon simple honesty, Physical caresses in wonderful conduct. Hearts entwine engulfing pleasant emotions And a strength neither expected yet hoped for, Nevermore ashamed of the I am? Influances which come into the sum, YOu are: Everything I ever needed?

Important...
Ok for those that were wondering, I went to Court Yesterday for the custody case. I WON!!! Sole, Legal and Physical Custody!!! He was still locked up, and apparently facing state prison. In fact, he knows the system, AND knows that in order to be at a court date (other then those appointed for crimes charged,) he has to arrange it. He didn't even take the time to do that. I guess he doesnt care as much as he says he does. January 3rd we set up visitation. So thats good, one less thing for me to worry about. Now that I have full custody and I know that my girls are safe and wont be fucked with, I've made a decision. On Monday the 4th I'm going into the Army Recruiters office. If things go well I'm going to re-enlist. I'll be leaving my daughters with their grandma while I go off to basic. Once I'm done with basic, I'll be able to live off base, and have my girls live with me. At this point in time, I'm not exactly sure if I'm going, or when if I'm able to. So I will keep everyone po

Update To Me
I just wanted to fill everyone in on what has been going on with me since I posted the me Blog. I had a total hysterectomy on November 20th - Not to much to say but right now I am in a lot of pain and hopefully soon all the pain will be over and done with. I haven't got much to say except OUCH! HAHA just have to look at the positives of a surgery like this and not let the negatives get you down. God has blessed me with 4 beautiful children and I now know that was all I was supposed to have. So I should be on a little more now but only in small time frames - sitting up kills me! Thank you for reading this blog it shows you actually want to know about ME!!!

All You Wanted
All You Wanted You wanted to just find a dark place to hide, When a love you wasn't looking for came inside. With tender patience, your fears were put aside. All you wanted was change, to be someboy else, Suddenly this love was needed leaving nothing else. You tried to run and escape your need for me, Still I found you showing your dreams to be. Even though these walls seamed to be in the way. I convinced you to keep trying just one more day. Finally a different look came into your eye, And you started reaching up wanting the sky. Now all you want in your heart is just to be you, Always refusing to give up, saying your not through! Yet, still from time to time things make you blue, Then you remember, I'm still here expecting you! RWS II

Support Our Troops!! Don't Buy Starbucks!!
I HAD NO IDEA THIS WAS GOING ON. CONSIDER ME "OUT" AS FAR AS THEY GO. I DON'T NEED THEIR COFFEE THAT BAD! SHAME ON THEM. Guess I won't be drinking Starbucks anymore! ! ! Recently Marines in Iraq wrote to Starbucks because they wanted to let them know how much they liked their coffees and to request that they send some of it to the troops there. Starbucks replied, telling the Marines thank you for their support of their business, but that Starbucks does not support the war, nor anyone in it, and that they would not send the troops their brand of coffee. So as not to offend Starbucks, maybe we should not support them by buying any of their products! I feel we should get this out in the open. I know this war might not be very popular with some folks, but that doesn't mean we don't support the boys on the ground fighting street -to-street and house-to-house. If you feel the same as I do then pass this along, or you can disca

Strong
everyday we fight the war every day we lose men and woman every day we have to look in the eyes of childrean and see the tears fall to the dusty ground we close r eyes and still we see the blood on our hands carrying those who have fallin to give us freedome so there fore we shall stand tall and stronge never to give up our freedome but to give those our rath who dare apose us and to make sure we give our fallen comrades respect and to tell them that they didnt die in vein but made use stronger we will always remember ur sacrafise for our freedome WE SALUTE YOU writen by me samantha

Can A Man Say This To Me?!?!
Hold up there you go again Puttin on that smile again Even though I know you�ve had a bad day Doin this and doin that Always puttin� yourself last A whole lotta give and not enough take But you can only be strong so long before you break� So fall go on and fall apart Fall into these arms of mine Ill catch you every time you fall Go on and lose it all Every doubt every fear every worry every tear Im right here Baby fall Forget about the world tonight All that�s wrong and all that�s right Lay your head on my shoulder let it fade away And if you wanna let go baby its okay Fall go on and fall apart Fall into these arms of mine Ill catch you every time you fall Go on and lose it all Every doubt, every fear, every worry, every tear Im right here Baby fall Hold on hold on hold on to me... Fall go on and fall apart Fall into these arms of mine Ill catch you every time you fall Go on and lose it all E

Love Just Sucks!
That's all I have to say! It sucks. When it's going well, it's amazing, it's wonderful, it's totally a drug. When it's not going so well, it's like the life is being sucked out of my body. I would love to not give a damn sometimes but I know that's not how I am.

Hansen's Can
God has a sense of humor. This morning I was doing my dailys (my daily devotionals consisting of reading and praying) and right as I finished asking God to allow me to be of maximum service to Him and His people (a far cry from my old prayers: “God, give me this.” “God, give me that”) my phone rang. It was my friend Jen. She just got a final written warning from work and asked if I had a sec. She was in tears and she needed to talk (this seems to be happening alot lately [which is amazing because people never used to call me when they were hurting] and I couldn't be happier because when I'm talking to someone who's hurting, I'm not thinking about me. I'm thinking about them and anytime I'm not thinking about me is great. A friend of mine is fond of saying "My life would be perfect if I weren't in it" and that certainly applies in my case). I said I would be right over and we’d make the noon meeting. “Just let me hop in the shower. Is that okay?” She laughed through the tears and said:

Poem To My Best Rl Friends& God-daughter
Merry Christmas Current mood: artistic Category: Writing and Poetry Dear Kevin,Steph, And Button, Words will never express my inner feelings for what each of you have brought to my life. We have shared smiles, frowns, laughter, & tears. We also share a friendship through the toughest of years. my heart and soul is with you each and everyday. Even though my body is miles away. Still everytime you stop and look around, mylove is there just waiting to be found. Each time you hear the radio play that song. Know, I wish I was there where I belong. Soon these days will cease to last, and we'll put this time into the past. If I could grant you all just one wish it would be to end the pains giving you bliss!

Final Agony
Final Agony Inspire a soul, convey instruction; A guide from paths, of destruction. Seek all the things, God has in store; Impart the will, to strive for more. With final agony, and end of day; Relieving fear, i've found my way. Essence of life,to dedicate; Intelligence I will,appreciate. Knowledge, influence, now possessed; Must be ushered, to the rest. In the end, i rest assured; Through theses trials, i have endured. RWS II

Another Inspiring Song
ALAN JACKSON LYRICS "A Woman's Love" I have known it And I have felt it I have known a woman's love And I have tasted And I have wasted A woman's love And I know I know I'll never understand it All the little things that make it grand and A woman's love And I know I know I'll never come face to face With anything that takes the place Of a woman's love Well I have kissed it Tried to resist it I have missed a woman's love And I have hated Taken for granted A woman's love And I know I know I'll never understand it All the little things that make it grand and A woman's love And I know I know I'll never come face to face With anything that takes the place Of a woman's love Well I have needed And I have pleaded And I have lost a woman's love And I have worshipped And I have cursed it A woman's love And I know I know I'll never understand it All the little things that make it grand A woman's love And I know I know I'll never come to face

Precautions Useless
Precautions Useless Tears fall just like they have before; It's no surprise, I was fairly warned. Yet, my body sought your sensitive embrace, My lips needed to caress your sweet face. I looked; your love couldn't be replaced, Running & hiding,I thought I had escaped. Can i ask? Why you planted this seed? Now, I face each day with It's roots inside of me. Crawling into darkness, I beg to be consumed, I tell myself there's no use, my soul is doomed. Then you come near, my world turns alight, Your heart shatters at this poor pitiful sight. You speak so tender, so clear, whispers in my ear, Telling me all the things, I'm scared to hear! Your contagious sickness invades my inner body, Still, you show no signs your even slightly sorry. Pulling me close, you say you need me back. No fear of all the things inside,I lack. Again, all my tears fall just as the times before, Whispering showing me you understand...I was warned. RWSII

Lucid Dreaming
[ Usenet FAQs | Search | Web FAQs | Documents | RFC Index ] Lars' Lucid Dreaming FAQ There are reader questions on this topic! Help others by sharing your knowledge -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Message-ID: lucid-dreaming-faq_1084272547@rtfm.mit.edu> From: "Lars Rune Foleide" Subject: Lars' Lucid Dreaming FAQ Newsgroups: alt.dreams, alt.dreams.lucid, alt.out-of-body Summary: This FAQ answers Frequently Asked Questions about Lucid Dreaming. X-Posting-Frequency: weekly X-URL: http://lucidfaq.cjb.net X-Last-Updated: February 1999 Date: 11 May 2004 10:51:13 GMT Archive-name: dreams-faq/lucid-dreaming-faq Lucid Dreaming FAQ Table of Contents: 1. General 1.1. What is Lucid Dreaming? 1.2. In what stage of sleep does Lucid Dreaming occur? 1.3. Does Lucid Dreaming interfere with normal sleep? 1.4. What purposes can Lucid Dreaming serve? 1.5. Can anyone learn Lucid Dreaming? 1.6. What should I do once I'm

Giving It All
Giving It All Shivers of pain creep through my brain, My world shatters and coldness fills my veins. Mistakes of bitter judgment come into play. I scream out, trying to keep myself from going insane, But nothing changes, I've just forgotten the rules of the game. Ending it,becomes the obsession that drives, The pain cannot be stopped,it overrides and strives. I try to run, try to hide,to keep her innocent eyes blind Missing my love, peace I can not find. My will is gone, nothing left to make me live I'll surpass it giving it what I have to give. RWSII

Passion We Embrace
Passion We Embrace by BlueWolf © Sweet sensual gestures Stroke over my skin Beneath your finger tips Love I could feel within Fingers fondled playfully With a tender touch Responding with smiles Eyes saying so much Within masculine hands Nothing went amiss Tongues tasted desires Aroused within a kiss Body language revealed Where fingers trace Feeling you feeling me Passion we embrace...... ~~PLEASE RATE AND COMMENT THIS POEM~~

Love & Pain
Love & Pain It's true,we all are a little insane, Dependant upon crutches to remain tamed Break free and allow yourself to be unchained. Love and pain is only within one's mind, Freedom from these is still out there you'll be fine. All you need, will come in just a matter of time. At first, you'll suffer the weights of the world, Your life will be unbalanced, causing you to twirl. Screams from you ,will be left leaving you unfound. Then my love will hear your sound and I'll pull you down. Just a simple sacrifice needed to set you free, When your ready to give into the pain, call on me. I won't allow my true love, to be left behind. We'll handle these troubles, one at a time.

Death Of Evel Knievel
In a decade largely absent of heroes, Evel Knievel was a real-life superhero. Knievel, the caped 1970s showman who, thanks to a trusty chopper and sheer abandon, jumped land and water masses with a single bound (and sometimes a few bounces), and landed among the Watergate era's pop-culture elite, died Friday. Knievel was 69â€”not ancient, but not bad for a man who bragged about making the Guinness Book of World Records on the strength, as it were, of 35 broken bones. "Every time I make a jump, I thank God when it comes down, no matter how far I went," Knievel told ABC Sports in 1973. From his roots as a high-school ski jumper in his native Montana to his rise on Wide World of Sports, the premiere TV sports showcase of its day, Robert Craig Knievel went a very long way. If one could judge the folk heroes of the 1970s by walking a toy aisle, one would conclude that Knievel ranked among the giants: Muhammad Ali, the Six Million Dollar Man and Fonzie. So big was the

Chronic Psychotic Dependence
Chronic Psychotic Dependence I am driving through the snow and gray, Same old day, Different scenery and your asking me whats wrong again. I'm not feeling well, well, I havent for years. It just keeps getting worse. And darkness falls when I feel no end. But the darkness never ended. I did see a few sweet lights, Some flame where I forgot my soul was. I rely on you my sweet saviour. I grasp tightly as my lungs freeze with fear. I cling helplessly as I realize your hands are further away. I know you want to save me Or is it that you want to change me? I fear my dreams, I fear all change, Terrified of rejection, Sometimes, even my own reflection. Have I run away again? I know I'm present but have I hid myself away? Lately I've felt nothing. Nothing but the uncontrolled tears defiling my face. I need help, Someone to push me, Someone to hold me. Someone to tell me its ok to pursue some dreams. To support me and ask me if I need help for I'm to proud

Sensual Ecstasy
Sensual Ecstasy Senses become heightened from electrical attraction, Both engrossed searching for deep inner satisfaction. Trapped by emotions, neither can seam to escape, Release of a pleasurable gasp he fears a mistake. Assurance all worries are made in vain, It's all the same never changed a thing. Severity quickens making all love so strong. Trashing for freedom from this worlds pain, Our souls in perfections like the Lord's name. He experiance extasy the likes no other man has ever seen.

Bitter Ends
Bitter Ends Everyone is scared of something. I'm not an exception to this rule. Although, my biggest and strongest fear may not take place today, it is sure to be tried in future days. None of us know when it will strike. All of us are left to deal with the loss after it takes place. These few words wrote in my usual form i pray will enlighten those to my one fear and do all they can to prevent it. Will we be able to look back on the years and smile? Or will I hangt alone enduringthe sum of all our pain combined? Bitter Ends An endless thought however came to begin, Created out of the love or the dark wages of our sin. Struggles by aLL to remain free of the blame, Keeping this pain trapped into believeing it tame. A tortured soul looks within to take it's final stock, Waiting for the last click of one's inner clock. All evils against ones I held dear, Have been forgotten, one by one through the years. In my last breaths alone not a single one

Equivalent Life
Equivalent Life Equivalent life, as my own; Reap the things I have sown. Help, give back, while i'm here; Conquer the goal, submerge my fear. As I see, a man to be; Encourage to build, a self-esteem. No matter what happened, in the past; Positive necessity, will always last. Anguish and pain, enable explain; Goals of life, essential indeed; Knowledge a must, to plant the seed. Stimulate mind, i watch you grow; Nuture you must, enrich you'll know. Explore your world, Extend your mind; Achieve a goal, success you'll find. RWSII

Trials Of Becoming
Trials of Becoming Plummet hard, downward fast; Descriptive life, of my past, Reckless endangerment, no morale Ignorant choices, that I allowed. Struggles and strains, shackled and chained; Mentally challenged, endless pain. Emotions held back, restrain my sin; Cry inside, there is no end! Through blurred eyes, I could not show; Knowledge and wisdom, I would not know. All my faith, has come and gone; Negative surronds, what I have sown. Mental enlightenment, gave me pause; Even though, i'm behind these walls. Argue, resist, to read and write; You never let go, you made me fight.

Stuff And Stuff
i hate alot of things i will spare you the details of everything i hate but i will release a few of my hates for my reading audience: i hate the fact that women can get away with shit cause they have tits...i want tits...i ahte the fact i can't whip my penis around and get free drinks at the bar......women all you have to do is show some tit cleve and you get drinks not me......... i hate the fucking cops......god why don't they just all die...gestapo fucktards i hate america...how can more people vote for a fucking douchebag on american idol then voted for the president?....i know that our votes don't count but c'mon.....no wonder every other country wants us dead...a society of celebrity obsessed maggots.who gives a fuck if brit brit shows some snatch..fuck her.......our presidents a retard and by proxy that makes us retards....... i hate i hate pro life and pro war and pro fucking everything people.......fuck off i hate those assholes at truth.com...hey dicks you don'

.schizophrenic Conversations..this One Will Creep You Out!
Schizophrenic Conversations " She loves me...She loves me not" Clammy hands stretch forth in eternal tremor; Passionate violence is contained with induced stupor, Conflicting debates unleashed in audiable sensation, Silence of expectancy, fills the air; Weither in sin or fantasy, powers above do not care. Pains embedded so deep, they can't be seen, Unraveling this sound structure at it's seams. Illness invading, voices steadly debating, Demons twitch eagerly yet,patiently contemplating. Meaningful words simple but, not innocent or beige; Quietly I rock, only whispering,my childhood torture rhyme, "She loves me... She loves me not..." Building convulsions tying my heart into a knot, It's only you, I've looked to seek, Yet,I never prevail, once again my sanity too meek. All is needed my love is for you to do your part, To stop my endless search, to obtain your heart. "She loves me... She loves me not..." RWSII

Date Rape Drug .. Plz Read And Repost
Please Inform all your Female Friends !!!!! A woman at a bar on a Saturday night was taken by 5 men, who, according to hospital and police reports, gang raped her before dumping her. Unable to remember the events of the evening, tests later confirmed the repeat rapes, along with traces of Rohypnol in her blood and Progesterex, essentially a small sterilization pill. The drug is now being used by rapists at parties to rape AND sterilize their victims. Progesterex is available to vets to sterilize large animals. Progesterex is being used together with Rohypnol, the date rape drug. As with Rohypnol, all they have to do is drop it into the girl's drink. The girl can't remember a thing the next morning, of all that had taken place the night before. Progesterex, which dissolves in drinks just as easily, is such that the victim doesn't get pregnant; she won't conceive from the rape and the rapist needn't worry about having a paternity test identifying him months later. The drug's effects ARE

Our Dance....this One Speaks Truth!
Our Dance Slowly the world turns under a midnight moon, Our bodies swaying to that special tune, Crickets sing under a summer's night sky. We hopelessly get lost staring eye to eye. Your breath brings chills to my skin, My kiss stirs something deep within. Forever in your arms is where I want to stay, Praying God never brings forth the light of day. Here we are Spinning Slow hand in hand, Feeling a love neither of us understands. I promise to do whatever it takes, And quickly forgive all your mistakes. ..You'll see it will all turn out right, Just dance with me through the night. RWSII ...this is published and copyrighted please do not copy without permission!

Deleting Fubar Account
I'll make this short.... I'm Deleting my account..No 1 special Reason.. I will miss all that I have come to know and love..YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!! **Props to Club F.A.R., Daddy and the Ladies ran a good family.no drama, lots of love..Thank you all for letting me be a part of! I saw a blast the other day it said "FuFamous" I laughed and then became a little saddened. An Adult site that breeds hatred and makes people Believe they have accomplished something attaining popularity by spending money to gain points and level (think about that people, boredom is one thing but when you make it your life aren't you selling yourself short)...I had someone say to me once I have 21,000 fans, I could ruin you..again LOL ruin me, she actually sent several hundred fans my way(karma). No animosity at all, I wish she had been as loved as I was perhaps she would have more potential than being a FUBAR drama Queen! 1/2 my Family have or will be cancelling their VIPs..Some are deleting as well.Fed

What I'm About!
Your overpowering need is to be independent and to direct your own life according to what you believe. Your dream is to become the leader of whatever field you enter. Whether it is in business, community, or in your general area of expertise, you are driven to be the reigning figure. You have the courage and the confidence to lead others. You believe firmly that your judgment is preeminent over all others. This gives you the confidence to make bold decisions and carry them out, even when other lives are greatly affected by what you do. You rarely look back once you have made a decision. You possess intelligence and wit. You are keenly insightful and are good at evaluating the abilities of others. You are supremely individualistic. In your manner and dress, you like to project your own unique persona. Consequently, you don't mind being controversial, and can even enjoy the attention and impact you have made on your surroundings. You dislike routines, or anything that limi

Mia
Anyway. So i've been MIA for awhile now. Been busy with life, happens to the best of us. Work, relationships, kids, other stuff. It's not been the best month around here, but i'm gonna try to be on a little more often. Not promising anything. Anyway. Hope everyone has a great holiday. Have fun, stay safe, and remember: Be good, or be good at it. :)

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another day goes by i'm wearing my heart on my sleeve telling u my deepest feelings nothing comes from u y? scared? nervous? no feelings? another night crying wondering and thinking sleepless nights just once i wish i knew how u felt.......

Good/bad
someone asked me not to long ago why do girls say they want a nice guy but always go 4 the assholes.....well this is what i told him..... every guy that i have ever been with has started out as a god send done all the little things to get the girl that he so claimed to want at the time and then stopped doing all the little things that matter most and then turned into something totally different a month,2 months,a year later its not that some girls prefer jerks its that some are so used to it that they don't realize it sometimes and then when a decent guy comes along and shows respect they are too scared because they have never had that b4 so some tend not to give a decent guy a chance ,ya know guys will do just about anything thing to get a girl that he wants and then suddenly stops ummm the little things are what makes some girls the the happiest..............and yes this goes for guys as well....woman always want to know why a guy prefers a girl that treats him wrong and does thi

My Hero Is Dead!
Daredevil Evel Knievel dies at 69 Associated Press, Updated 5 hours ago CLEARWATER, Fla. (AP) - Evel Knievel, the red-white-and-blue-spangled motorcycle daredevil whose jumps over crazy obstacles including Greyhound buses, live sharks and Idaho's Snake River Canyon made him an international icon in the 1970s, died Friday. He was 69. Knievel's death was confirmed by his granddaughter, Krysten Knievel. He had been in failing health for years, suffering from diabetes and pulmonary fibrosis, an incurable condition that scarred his lungs. Knievel had undergone a liver transplant in 1999 after nearly dying of hepatitis C, likely contracted through a blood transfusion after one of his bone-shattering spills. He also suffered two strokes in recent years. Longtime friend and promoter Billy Rundle said Knievel had trouble breathing at his Clearwater condominium and died before an ambulance could get him to a hospital. "It's been

Today
Well, I said the wrong thing, at the wrong time. It was taken wrong. And, Andrew broke up with me. If i'm that disposable, I guess it's... life. I sat at work bawling, then sat in the bathroom, with blood all over me, ccuuzz I'm cool and cut myself when I'm upset. Which all my friends know about already but still... the point is, it happened. I'm hurting more right now than I can even describe. SO, I'm not going to try. I needed to blog some, get it out. I'm going to go drink, and go to sleep. And when I wake up, I'll cry again. Life happens. I don't even know what to do right now....

The Mistletoe Contest, By Heartistic Soul
Hey everyone... Stop by Heartistic Soul and check out her contest! Don't forget to buy your closest friends or "crushes" an anonymous kiss!!! Below are the links to her Profile Page and to the Blog about the contest!! Have a GREAT Holiday Season... Be Safe and make it memorable! Heartistic Soul@ fubar http://www.fubar.com/blog/147861/619637 With Luv * ~ A n g L ~ *

Break From The Lounges
For those of you wondering, why I am not in the lounges? Or how come I haven't been in the lounges lately? Well, here is the answer: I am taking a vacation! or in this case a break. I'm not shutting myself out for anything, I just needed some time to unwind away, and visit my other pages to catch up on family and friends. Like MySpace. Is that too much to ask? No. Hey, I'm just taking the time to heal. To the lounges that I subscribe to, such as the Fubar After Hours, and others, I have not forgotten about you. No, No, No. But sometime in the first week of December, or around December 5th, which is my B-Day, I'm making a comeback! But to which lounge you ask? be on a look out! I'm starting my 31st B-Day lounging up! And besides, I have been saving up Fu-Bucks. So, starting the first week of December, for the lounges, I'll be back!

Colors Vibrate At Different Frequencies.
COLORS vibrate at different frequencies. Everything is made up of electomagnetic energy vibrating at different frequencies that correspond to color, light and sound. Color Frequenices RED Red is the color of energy, vitality and power. It is used for burning out cancer, drying up weeping sores or wounds, etc., it will warm cold areas to reduce pain. Red is a powerful healing agent for healing diseases of the blood and circulation. It will help with depression. Red is not to be used on people with high blood pressure or anxiety. If you stay under the red ray too long or are exposed to red for a considerable time it will make you very agitated or even aggressive. It is associated with the male polarity. A red carpet or wall - in a place of business - will draw money. If you are a sales person - try wearing something red!! ORANGE The mental body in both its logical and conceptual form. It is used to increase immunity, to increase sexual potency, to help in all digesti

For The Guys
just gonna vent pretty much because im tired of hearing from friends what guys have said and done to them and then hear guys say all they want is a good girl and that good guys finish last well news flash boys your gonna get from a girl what you dish out if you want her to treat you right and have respect for you and be faithful to you then you should be man enough to do the same fucking thing for her i just think its so stupid that guys want to say that they are a good guy and finish last well the only reason your supposedly finishing last is your damn fault not your friends not your ex not the girl down the street or the person that serves you your fast food its YOURS if you would stop being such a damn titty baby and grow the fuck up and be more mature you just might find a decent girl the really sad thing is you guys have probably had half a dozen good girls come along but you look them over because they are quiet or they are not wild or stick out like a sore thumb you`d rather hav

Anis Nin
… Eventually her desire died in her from sheer exhaustion. All the tautness left her body. She became as soft as cotton … For the first time, the hunger that had been on the surface of her skin like an irritation, retreated into a deeper part of her body. It retreated and accumulated, and it became a core of fire that waited to be exploded …

I Love You Richard "dick" Dunn!!! R.i.p. My Friend. You're Forever In My Heart And The Hearts Of Many.
So today is the 2 yr anniversary of one of my friends killing himself. It's been a hard day, a reflective day on my life. I dont think I've had a sad day like this in quite awhile. It makes you wanna take your friends and just hold onto them and make them know how much you appreciate them everyday. I saw Dick on Thanksgiving, a couple days before he died and I cant help but keep thinking about if I had said more to him or gotten him to open up to me a bit I could've helped. And that just makes me feel awful all the time. Things make me think about him everyday...and I dont think that's ever going to change. So I guess you wanna know what my advice is now? Dont ever let the little things get between you and a good friend cuz you never know when they're going to leave your life forever. I've tried so hard to keep my good friends over the years, but with everyone being so busy and work and bf/gfs, it's really hard but you have to put in the effort. you just have to cuz all you will

If I Knew....
If I knew it would be the last time That I'd see you fall asleep, I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the Lord, your soul to keep. If I knew it would be ! the last time that I see you walk out the door, I would ! give you a hug and kiss and call you back for one more. If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise, I would video tape each action and word, so I could play them back day after day. If I knew it would be the last time, I could spare an extra minute to stop and say "I love you," instead of assuming you would KNOW I do. If I knew it would be the last time I would be there to share your day, Well I'm sure you'll have so many more, so I can let just this one slip away. For surely there's always tomorrow to make up for an oversight, and we always get a second chance to make everything just right. There will always be another day to say "I love you," And certainly there's another chance to say our "Anything I can do?" But ju

Anime Elf
what sexy gothic anime elf are you? (hentai pics) violence. you would rather spend your time working, and kicking someones ass who offended you. that whole, preppy nonsense, just isnt your style.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code Well aren\'t I just the bitter bitch lol :D

It Me
i am still here for you all and i luvs ya all and miss you all and i will be back on here as soon as thing slow down and most of you all know where and what i am doing talk to you all soon thank you muahhhhhhhhhhhhh xoxoxoxox michelle

When You've Decided Enough Is Enough...
...You've done everything, you've cried, you've screamed, you've yelled, you've gotten on your knees and prayed. You've suggested, counseling, GOD etc.. etc.. to NO AVAIL! You've done things you know your not proud of and people who love you would not be proud of all in the effort to, alleviate stress in your life but your realizing your just adding to your stress, exacerbating your problems. You realize, that it is not GOD'S WILL, that you continue down the path you're going, you have created seeds, that you want more for, but fooling yourself into believing everything will be OK as long as you are there to cultivate those seeds, is as bad as the things you're doing to obtain happiness. When intimacy is almost at a stand still, when the conversation is the same one over and over again. When the arguments are the same and the wheels continue to spin and you look up and your STILL in the same position you were from the VERY 1ST conversation and nothings gotten better.

Expresions
Little does he know what he is doing to me. Has me all warm, damn this is extreme. Does he realize the effect he has on me? Little does he know that he has me going out of my mind. Thinking of him all the time. Does he realize just what I feel for him? Little does he know just how much I love him.

Pray For Them
-----------------From: ¢¾FRaN'KiKA¢¾Date: Nov 30, 2007 8:23 PMTURN UP UR VOLUME!!You stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists.You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong.He doesn't get to eat today.Your maid makes your bed and washes your clothes. He wears the same things for weeks, but

My Phone #
I am so tired of people asking my for my phone #. You guys only wanna hear my voice to get off so here ya go the only time you will get it enjoy 781-382-3756 =) When your "done" why don't you comment and tell me if it was worth the phone call =)

Dying
Hole - Dying (Celebrity Skin) You see the cripple dance Pay your money, baby now's your chance Eyes like cyanide I am so dumb Just beam me up I've had it all forever I've had enough Remember, you promised me I'm dying, I'm dying - please I want to, I need to be - under your skin Our love is quicksand So easy to drown But still the gravity ends From moving ground Remember, you promised me I'm dying, I'm dying - please I want to, I need to be - under your skin And now I understand You leave with everything You leave with everything I am In the rain And now I know that love is dead You come to bury me There's nothing left here to pretend That it fakes Remember, you promised me I'm dying, I'm dying - please I want to, I need to be - under your skin

Throw It All Away
I think too much. I try to stop it but I can offer little resistance with what strength I have left. Autumn leaves blown off the tracks by a passing train. I spiral to the ground and lie scattered in the dirt. Why? Why do I do this to myself? And the I realize I'm doing it again. I am a maelstrom of emotion forever swallowing itself whole, collapsing on itself over and over. I am Hadit. I am but a speck and growing smaller by the second. It makes me feel like one broken, poised on a ledge and ready to throw it all away.

This Christmas
this christmas for all the girls and boys ready to open grandma and grandpas toys to be a kid again and relish those times playing football in the snow the adults drunk on wine and know the hair has turned grey the black and white of the local paper gives the play by play and the snow that once made frosty come to life is just a friggen hassle to get off my windshield to get off my windshield with the company bought knife only noe through the wine bloodshot eyes the true meaning of christmas does just arrive finally taking that 2nd job to keep up with mr and mrs jones knowing i got an an apartment their in their winter home putting on my pretend face better with them than to be alone .........to be cont.

Naughty Appliction
NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" ***Best one will get a reply*** 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? Feel free to email Your answers to me

Isaiah 30 ; 15
15 ; For thus sayeth the Lord God, The Holy one of Israel.In the returning and the rest, shall ye be saved..in quiteness and in cofidence shall be your strenght.And ye would not want. 16 ; But ye said No; for we will flee upon horses, therefore shall ye flee. And we will ride upon the swift,therefore they that persue you will be swift. Amen >>!!!

The Black Crows - Seeing Things
The Black crows - Seeing Things I find it hard to shed a tear You brought it all on yourself my dear Wrong, yes I may be Dont leave a light on for me cause I aint comin home It hurts me baby to be alone Yes, it hurts me baby A hundred years will never ease Hearing things I wont believe I saw it with my own two eyes All the pain that I cant hide And this pain starts in my heart And this love tears us apart You wont find me bent down on my knees Aint bendin over backwards baby Not to please cause Im seeing things for the first time Im seeing things for the first time, oh yeah Im seeing things for the first time In my life, in my life I used to dream Of better days that never came Sorry aint nothin to me Im gone and thats the way it must be So please Ive done my time Lovin you is such a crime You wont fine me down on, on my knees Wont fine me over backwards baby Just to please cause Im seeing things for the first time Im seeing things for the first

This Song Is The Jam
J Holiday Suffocate Now even though I try to play it off. Im thinking bout you all day long and I cant wait for shorty to come through From your lips and back up to your eyes my hands on your hips when we grind im fantazing Bout what im gon do to you. You got me fiending for her love ( can't lie) Man you should see how she got me Spending all this time with her (with her) And I couldnt leave her if I wanted to her love turns men into fools Tell me what a man is to do. Chorus(2x) Cause I cant breathe when you talk to me, Cant breathe when your touching me Suffocate when your away from me So much love you take from me Im going out of my mind Whenever we up in this bed and my fingers all in your hair, I Wonder if you feel me watching you Cause I can't go a night without your lovin Got me lookin at this phone Everytime it rings I hope its you (girl) Got me bracin through ur love (and i) Ive fallen for u I (cant lie) I just wanna be with u And yes she g

Intelligent Link Of The Day...
http://greylodge.org/gpc/ G-Pod - fringe, counterculture, and other surprise media files in bittorent download. I need to clear up some space to get those Alan Watts lectures on physics and consciousness.

Elizabeth Barrett Browning
By Elizabeth Barrett Browning How do I love thee? Let me count the ways. I love thee to the depth and breadth and height My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight For the ends of Being and ideal Grace. I love thee to the level of everyday's Most quiet need, by sun and candle-light. I love thee freely, as men strive for Right; I love thee purely, as they turn from Praise. I love thee with the passion put to use In my old griefs, and with my childhood's faith. I love thee with a love I seemed to lose With my lost saints!---I love thee with the breath, Smiles, tears, of all my life!---and, if God choose, I shall but love thee better after death.