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Sad HolidayHope everyone had a wonderful holiday. Mine was not so good. I lost my grandmother Wednesday evening. She had alzheimers. Altho we knew eventuually it would take her life it was still unexpected. Cherish the ones you love because you never knowwhen they might leave you.
If I CouldIf I could turn and walk away,
And start all over again..
I can forget I ever knew you,
I could live in a world of pretend.
But everytime I open my eyes,
It's back to reality.
Things I've tried to forget,
Are back again with me.
I could go through life,
Never saying your name.
I could live each day..
Looking for a place to lay the blame.
I could feel bitter,
For the way things turned out.
But I choose not to be,
That's not what I'm about.
I could forever long for you,
And this I'll probably do.
If only I could've touched your face..
At least one dream would've come true.
I could say I hate you,
But it would be a lie.
I could wish I'd never met you,
So I'd never had a sad goodbye.
But no matter the tears,
The aches I felt inside,
I still can't regret knowing you,
My feelings I've never denied.
I chose to remember you,
The way you were with me.
Things you said and felt..
I hold in loving memory.
Even though it was a heartache,
Only waiting
Suicide Girls Site Kinda SucksSo since the Spotlight has a huge advertizement for them today, I figured Id write about the suicide girls.
Ive heard a large amount of complaints about them. Not from dudes of course, but from the girls themselves. Ive heard complaints about the fact that they ask for all different sizes and colors of models, and yet most of their models are thin and white. On a page with 30 girls shown, 3, MAYBE 4 girls were not white[visibly asian, black, hispanic, other girls might have been but just loooked very white]. And ive known girls of other races, pretty girls, whove tried out and got rejected.
Ive also heard about the fact that some of the models they accept, they never accept any photos from. Ive also heard complaints about them always advertizing the same chicks, favoring people on the site, etc.
And can i just say, When i was younger, i wanted to be a suicide girl, but now, the girls on the site dont look any different then any other girls. I see brown haird girls with A no
Evil PicsHello family!!! Weekly meeting Saturday night 10 pm eastern time. Just want to remind everybody that pics are due tmw for our first family contest! looking forward to seeing your evilness Should be fun Talk to you at the meeting.We have a couple new members this week please make them feel welcome!! Love RedHotMomma666~DarkVampiress
Deleting Fubar For RealOk Guys 3 Days im not longer goin to stay here and will not change my mind this time im done with it all someone always finds a reason for drama or me doin something wrong and all i do is have fun so 3 days im gone
New Poem....(at Piece)i sleep awake in this shell
cascading memories of hell
clamour before my eyes
and the echoes of painful cries
echo in my ears
cobwebs cover my eyes as the vision nears
then i suffocate on the smell of buring flesh
my nails painted black arms covered in mesh
i saw this in a dream
of i suicide attempt with an angel's scream
Here I lay open and waiting
to be overtaken by death's seranading
The faintest love song plays
by a voice that blessed heaven's days
and was a lover of my heart
as my flesh is ripped apart
by my sins, by my memories, by time, by lust
The flames sear my skin as i turn to dust
yet to be a memory forgotten
in the minds of those who entered my heart therein
Happy Black FridayHope you all had a good Thanksgiving. How many of ya were crazy enough to go out shopping this morning?
Actual School Absence Excuses From ParentsACTUAL SCHOOL ABSENCE EXCUSES FROM PARENTS (SUPPOSEDLY)-- INCLUDING SPELLING.
*My son is under a doctor's care today and should not take P.E. today. Please execute him.
*Please excuse Lisa for being absent. She was sick and I had her shot.
*Dear School: Please ekscuse John for being absent on Jan. 28, 29, 30, 31, 32, and also 33.
*Please excuse Gloria from Jim today. She is administrating.
*Please excuse Roland frrom P.E. for a few days. Yesterday, he fell out of a tree and misplaced his hip.
*John has been absent because he had two teeth taken out of his face.
*Carlos was absent yesterday because he was playing football. He was hurt in the growing part.
*Megan could not come to school today because she has been bothered by very close veins.
*Please excuse Ray Friday from school. He has very loose vowels.
*Please excuse Pedro from being absent yesterday. He had diahre, dyrea, direathe, the shits.
*Please excuse Tommy for
Hot Sex Tips By Angi Part IvAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA
oh come on you fools...when are you going to learn!!?!?!
Believe in Jesus!
TributeI know this isn't really a blog but i wanted to share this with all of you.So that we can support our troop's that are gone during the holiday's .
Would You Fuck Me (repost)If We Had Sex....GAME. don't be scared. you never know who really wants to do you! (Reply so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out).
1. Would you be in control?
2. Would you let me pull your hair?
3. Would you whisper in my ear?
4. Would you talk dirty to me?
5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue?
6. Would you say my name?
7. Would you go down on me?
8. Would you let me give you a hickie?
9. How many rounds would we go?
10. What would you wanna do afterwards?
11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly?
12. Would you lick and bite me all over?
13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point?
14. Would you want me to take my time?
15. How freaky are you from 1 - 10?
16. Would you want me to go fast or slow?
17. Where would you want it?
18. Would you be loud or quiet?
19. Would you mind if i licked you?
20. Would you Fuck me today?
21. Would you Fuck me tomorro
Have U Seen Her?From: FINDSTACYPETERSON
Date: 23 Nov 2007, 02:26
A Beautiful Young Mother Of Two Devoted To Making Her Children's Lives Happy Children Always Came First, No Matter What She Treated Every Child As If They Were Her Own Her Children Went With Her Wherever She Went Her Children Are What Brought Her HappinessCassandra Her Beloved Sister Believes Something Has Happened To HerAnd Is Determined To Find HerCassandra Wont Stop Searching Until Her Sister Is Brought Home
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Ok Guys I Have Never Done This BeforeI have never done this before. but what
can it hurt. like my dad used
to say it never hurts to ask. all
i can say is no..
well here goes..i want to level
up to godmother really bad.and
the guy that promised to renew
my vip had decided not to.even
though i did so much for him
to level up.
i know i shouldn't ask. but i
need help and hope someone will
renew my vip that ends in 5 days.
please forgive me if this offened
anyone or upset anyone.
just asking. thats all i can do
hugs and love to all of my
wonderful freinds and family!
Something Funny 4 U To ReadHer are some jokes for you to read (piogs)they will be continued
3.)
A week in hell
One day a guy died and found himself in hell. As he was wallowing in despair, he had his first meeting with a demon. The demon asked, "Why so glum?"
The guy responded, "What do you think? I'm in hell!"
"Hell's not so bad," the demon said. "We actually have a lot of fun down here.
You a drinking man?"
"Sure," the man said, "I love to drink."
"Well you're gonna love Mondays then. On Mondays all we do is drink.
Whiskey, tequila, Guinness, wine coolers, diet Tab and Fresca. We drink till we throw up and then we drink some more!"
The guy is astounded. "Damn, that sounds great."
"You a smoker?" the demon asked.
"You better believe it!"
"You're gonna love Tuesdays. We get the finest cigars from all over the world and smoke our lungs out. If you get cancer, no biggie. You're already dead, remember?"
"Wow, the guy said, "that's awesome!"
The demon continued. "I bet you like to gam
Jk Coltrain Releases His New Cd Tumbleweed In Times SquareHowdy Friends,I just wanted to send you a quick note and let everyone know that we finally officially released Tumbleweed In Times Square. Here is a link so that you can have a listen. http://www.airplaydirect.com/music/bands/1842/Thanks for your support and for being a friend and let me know what ya think of the new CD.Thanks,JKwww.jkcoltrain.com
I Hate HolidaysI don't know if I have ever told you that I do hate holidays and mainly because is three days I have to stay home and then I realize that I am alone and my family is far away..oh well at least I have my kittens now maye this one won't be so lonely
AloneIm sitting here alone
realising your gone
i know i cant change things
i know i was wrong
they all say i dont need you
they all say im better off
they dont understand i love you
yet i never said it enough
i regret what i did
but i cant take it back
wish i could hold you
i want you back
i know you deserve better
i know im messed up
but cant go on without you
i miss you so much
baby im sorry
i know i said it before
i mean it more than ever
knowing our loves now behind a closed door
i didnt realise what i had
till i lost you
my heart bleeds inside
i cant forget you
cant you find it in your heart to forgive me
love me once again
tell me everythings alright
tell me its not the end
yet i know the end is now
i know youll never love me again
im sorry baby
that i was the one to let you down
Happy ThanksgivingTHIS IS TO EVERYONE AND THEIR FAMILIES EVERYWHERE......
HOPE EVERYONE HAD A SAFE AND HAPPY THANKSGIVING HOLIDAY. I'M STILL STUFFED FROM YESTERDAY...LOL
MetalMetal is my game, I love Metal in all its fame and glory. If your with me, let me know.
I love everything from Old Metallica, to Killswitch Engage, Mower, Slipknot, Mudvayne, all that remains, etc, etc.
Just wanted to get that out there
Shower PicsI got a request from a friend on Fubar to see more shower pics so I put all 17 that I had on a directory on my webpage. You can see them here:
http://www.mynaughtystory.com/shower_pics/
I hope everyone is having a great weekend.
XOXO Beth
Remains Of The CommonMy Band is currently seeking a singer/ Screamer, need to be dependable, and have own transportation to Selden New York. if interested or anyone that may be interested please message me
Surprise Day OffWhat's both a good and bad simultaneously?
Not indulging in the drinking of lots of champagne with my friends because I "have to work tomorrow", waking up at 6:30, driving my ass to work, only to be called while in the parking lot to be told "you don't have to work today, there aren't any surgeries scheduled".
Someone was "supposed" to call me YESTERDAY to inform me of such, but it didn't happen.
I guess I'll look at it on the bright side, as in, yes it sucks that I had to wake up early, but I have the rest of the day off.
What to do...what to do?
Sexy Survey Come On Fill Out U Know You Want ToREPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE TO ME WITH YOUR ANSWERS. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND OR HUSBAND OR WIFE - REPOST THIS!
LET THE FUN BEGIN........
1.Your Name:
2.Age:
3.Favorite position:
4. Do you think I'm cute?
5. Would you have sex with me?
6. lights on or off?
7. Would you have to be drunk?
8.Would you take a shower with me?
9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me?
10.Would you leave after or stay the night?
11.Do you like cuddling afterwards?
14.Condom or skin?
15.Have sex on the first date?
16.Would you kiss me during sex?
17.Do you think I would be good in bed?
18. Would you use me as a booty call?
19.Can I use you as a booty call?
20.Can we take pictures of the act?
21.How long would we have sex?
22.Would you tell your friends about me?
29.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?
SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU!
TITLE IT-Naughty Appli
Day 2Cleanin the junk drawer...
My mind is a jumbled mess of pencil nubs, a galaxy
of knotted rubber bands, dispensers stuck without tape,
happy meal artifacts, screws and bolts from things
that manage to stay whole. I can’t concentrate.
Sometimes I find pleasure peeling wallpaper,
strips of vines and sexual flowers. Other times
I make lists of things that need fixing. Or I drink.
Tonight, with not enough to get half drunk, I stare too long
at a chunky wooden puzzle on the table. A six piece
circus scene with seal and tiger, elephant and clowns.
The ringmaster is the one I become. I train squirrels that cuss
me from a perch of oak, full of vim. We travel through the south
and book state fairs. The Amazing Unicycle Squirrels. I slip
them licks of mixed nut paste laced with a gentle sedative.
I wear them like a gray fur coat and pass
a rusty tin for tips. I shut the drawer. Truth is,
I’m avoiding the news again.
All The Same By Sick PuppiesAs long as you come to me
But I dont like illusions I cant see
Them clearly
I dont care, no I wouldn't dare
To fix the twist in you
You've shown me eventually what you'll do
I dont mind
I dont care
As long as you're here
[Chorus]
Go ahead and tell me you'll leave again
You'll just come back running
Holding your scarred heart in hand
It's all the same
And I'll take you for who you are
If you take me for everything
And do it all over again
It's all the same
Hours slide and days go by
Till you decide to come
But in-between it always seems too long
Suddenly
But I have the skill, yeah
I have the will, to breath you in while I can
However long you stay is all that I am
I dont mind, I dont care
As long as you're here
Go ahead and tell me you'll leave again
You'll just come back running
Holding your scarred heart in hand
It's all the same
And I'll take you for who you are
If you take me for everything
And do it all over again
It's always the same
Fuck Upas of now, keeping texts and any other form of conversation that doesn't include face to face or verbal hearing to a minium with short answers as i appear to be unable to get my point across or have it mis read unless the person i'm talking to can see my facial expressins or hear my voice, this is resulting in mis understandings that shouldn't have happened and resulting in me feeling really fucking shit cos i come across as the bad guy and that is the last thing i ever wanna come across as, plus in trying to right a recent mis understanding i have probably made things a million times worse so as of now i am shutting up, to all concerned sorry for all mis understanding and please know no harm or bad feeling was ment via it and i am truly grateful for everything that is being done and truly sorry if i have expressed myself in the wrong manner or picked the wrong words to say or if they have come across in the wrong context, wasn't my aim or my intent, freiendships were not ment to be ef
Wow! Nsfw???I can't believe my pic of Gypsy Rose Lee got flagged as NSFW. There is absolutely nothing showing in that.
I Am....I am that girl whose heart gets broken alot...
I am that girl who just wants you to love her
I am the girl who's friends mean the world to her
Im the girl who you dont fu*k with
Im the girl who hates to cry in front of people
I'm the girl who will get jelous
Im the girl who gets attatched to easily
Im the girl who will love you till the end
Im the girl who's feelings will get hurt easily and not show it..
Im the girl who is very honest and open almost too open.. I almost say too much most of the time
Im the girl who's passion is her double edge sword
Im the girl who believes in fairy tale love
Im the girl who is a hopeless romantic
Im the girl who will forever run away from pain
Top Ten Signs You've Eaten Too Much At Thanksgiving Dinner...10. Hundreds of volunteers have started to stack sandbags around you.
9. Doctor tells you your weight would be perfect for a man 17 feet tall.
8. You are responsible for a slight but measurable shift in the earth's axis.
7. Right this minute you're laughing up pie on the carpet.
6. You decide to take a little nap and wake up in mid-July.
5. World's fattest man sends you a telegram, warning you to "back off!"
4. CBS tells you to lose weight or else.
3. Getting off your couch requires help from the fire department.
2. Every escalator you step on immediately grinds to a halt.
1. You're sweatin' gravy.
Only A Few AwayIn the vampire game I'm only 68 clicks away from getting an award please help me if you would like, just one simple click and then I'll be closer to getting the award. Please and thank you.
So if you want to be bitten by a vampire click Here
If not thank you for reading.
invisible don
AKA Tiberius Constantine the vampire
AKA King of the Bastards
Best FriendsOur laughter rises higher
The longer we're together
Separately we're great
Together, we are better
It's hardly ever me
It's mostly only us
We cannot be separated
Not with a plane, train, or bus
I've always got her back
And she's always got mine
We're looking out for each other
All the given time
You could say we're friends
The absolute best
But she is my sister
Compared to the rest
And you might not understand us
That just means we're being who we are
Acting like retards, sisters at heart
Whether we are by each others sides or far
Partners in crime
Sisters disguised as friends
We'll always be that way
Until the very end
Leave The Pieces- The WreckersYou're not sure that you love me
But you're not sure enough to let me go
Baby it ain't fair you know
To just keep me hangin' 'round
You say you don't wanna hurt me
Don't wanna to see my tears
So why are you still standing here
Just watching me drown
[Chorus]
And it's alright, yeah I'll be fine
Don't worry 'bout this heart of mine
Just take your love and hit the road
There's nothing you can do or say
You're gonna break my heart anyway
So just leave the pieces when you go
Now you can drag out the heartache
Baby you can make it quick
Really get it over with
And just let me move on
Don't concern yourself
With this mess you've left for me
I can clean it up, you see
Just as long as you're gone
[Chorus]
You not making up your mind
Is killing me and wasting time
I need so much more than that
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
[Chorus]
Leave the pieces when you go
Oh yeah
Leave the pieces when you go
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah,
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah,
"sorry" - 4-skinsI won't say sorry for what I've done
I won't say sorry for having fun
I won't take the blame
No I ain't gonna be ashamed
Won't say sorry for what I've done
I don't say sorry to anyone
Shout it out
Shout it out
I don't give a damn 'cause I'm proud of what I am
Shout it out
Shout it out
I don't give a damn 'cause I'm proud of what I am
I don't give a damn 'cause I'm proud of what I am
I won't say sorry to you
If you think I will you know what you can do
I won't apologise
and I won't put up with any of your lies
I won't say sorry to you
You can stuff that up your asshole too
Shout it out
Shout it out
I don't give a damn 'cause I'm proud of what I am
Shout it out
Shout it out
I don't give a damn 'cause I'm proud of what I am
I don't give a damn 'cause I'm proud of what I am
Shout it out
Shout it out
I don't give a damn 'cause I'm proud of what I am
Shout it out
Shout it out
I don't give a damn 'cause I'm proud of what I am
I don't give a damn 'cause
It's The Journey~ Not The Destination.Happiness is not a place to travel to. It's a way of getting there.
--Anonymous
Those of us who climb mountains find joy in reaching the top. However, the climb would not make much sense if there were not things to enjoy on the way up. If we groan and complain, it will be hard to feel joy at the summit. However, if we are able to enjoy each day's journey, it makes all the difference in the world. In the midst of each chore, we can notice the sunset or the unique and beautiful surroundings of each day.
Each of our days is different. Happiness is not a goal we are struggling to reach some time in the future. It is a gift we can give ourselves today. If we enjoy some parts of each day of our hike, we will also feel joy at the summit.
What form will my gift of happiness take today?
All Is Well As You Are.You are enough, just as you are. This moment is enough, just as it is.
Everything you truly value is with you always. The power you seek is yours when you choose to act.
Those things that seem to limit you and challenge you can also create a path to greater strength. Right now you are already connected to your greatest possibilities.
Your achievements and successes do not make you who you are. They are some of the ways in which you most sincerely and lovingly express who you are.
The disappointments and setbacks do not take anything away from the value of your life. They give you the opportunity to more fully understand, appreciate and expand that value.
Whatever is happening, all is well. Everything that is, is yours to experience, to value, to love and to fulfill.
-- Ralph Marston
Do I Need To Explain???DECEMBER
December is . . . . Hi Neighbor Month, National Stress Free Family Holiday Month, Bingo's Birthday Month, and Read A New Book Month
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Holidays are listed in chronological order. At the bottom are explanations and tips on how to celebrate certain holidays or sites you can link to containing more information on certain holidays. Remember this site is dedicated to bizarre American holidays, so naturally the links are of that nature. Also, you can link to the home page, previous month, or next month.
December 1 is . . . . . National Pie Day and Eat A Red Apple Day
December 2 is . . . . . National Fritters Day
December 3 is . . . . . National Roof-Over-Your-Head Day
December 4 is . . . . . Wear Brown Shoes Day
December 5 is . . . . . National Sacher Torte Day
December 6 is . . . . . National Gazpacho Day and Mitten Tree Day
December 7 is . . . . . National Cotton Candy
Yay...:)just a few more days and i get to drive to the city...lol the big city...and spend time with my best friend :)
its been a few months since we last saw each other...sometimes i am so lonely for her it makes me weep...life lesson learned here...never move cross country without your best friend!! LOL
so anyways I am all excited its almost here..and i will brave the drive to get to the airport...once thats done she can help me navigate!!
i just wanted to let you know this...thanks for reading my silly blog.
i love you cara!!!!!
Winner At A Losing Game"Winner At A Losing Game"
Baby, look here at me
Have you ever seen me this way
I've been fumblin' for words
Through the tears and the hurt and the
Pain
I'm gonna lay it all out
On the line tonight
And I think that it's time
To tell this uphill fight goodbye
[CHORUS]
Have ever had to love someone
That just don't feel the same
Tryin' to make somebody care for you
The way I do
Is like tryin' to catch the rain
And if love is really forever
I'm a winner at a losin' game
I know that baby, you tried
To find me somewhere inside of you
But you know you can't lie
Girl, you can't hide the truth
Sometimes two hearts
Just can't dance to the same beat
So I'll pack up my things
And I'll take what remains of me
[Repeat Chorus]
I know that I'll never be the man that you need or love
Yeah, baby it's killin' me to stand here and see
I'm not what you've been dreamin' of
[Repeat Chorus]
Oh, oh, if love is really forever
I'm a winner at a losin' game
Ooo, I'm t
Emergency Room Dr.'sOk well here goes my story... Twas the day before Thanksgiving, my children were at there dads spending time with him and there grandma, when i get a phone call from their grandma letting me know that my youngest has been crying for 2 hours. So i go pick him up take him to the closest ER,didnt have to wait very long, the docter came in checked him out asked lots of questions.. asked my son were he was hurting, so he pointed to his groin and below his belly button.. So he pokes around on his belly then goes to do the dreaded testicle check (thought maybe hernia).. So hes messing around down there on the right one it was fine starts on the left and my son starts screaming and crying.. So they called in the urologist to check him out.. He come in did the same exam said there was something wrong. ran some test which come back fine, but theres something wrong with the left testicle( which my son calls his eggs).. Then another Dr. came in and checked just his belly.. said he just had gastroi
"stupid Fucking Vegan" - The QueersActing like you care about
some stupid fucking cow
You fucking vegan
Your PC attitude
It doesn't matter anyhow
You fucking vegan
You're a stupid fucking, stupid fucking
stupid fucking, stupid fucking vegan
You're a stupid fucking, stupid fucking
stupid fucking, stupid fucking vegan
Vegan, vegan stupid fucking vegan
You always pray to Jah when you smoke
your fucking pot - you fucking vegan
You like the Grateful Dead
and think they're fucking hot
You fucking vegan
Your girlfriend doesn't shave her legs or armpits anymore
You fucking vegan
I really hate your guts
'cause you're just a fucking bore
You fucking vegan
You're a stupid fucking, stupid fucking
stupid fucking, stupid fucking vegan
You're a stupid fucking, stupid fucking
stupid fucking, stupid fucking vegan
Vegan, vegan stupid fucking vegan
JokeA lumberjack new to the job had trouble meeting his quota. He worked as hard as he could, but still he could only chop down two or three trees in a day. His supervisor noticed this, and asked what was wrong. Maybe his chainsaw was broken. The supervisor turned it on, but it was working fine. The umberjack looked incredibly startled and asked, "What's that noise?"
A Cynical Willyism For The Fuckin' Day 11/23/07;Does anybody else remember being 13 - 25 and saying, "I'll never trust anybody over 30?" Looks a fuckin' whole lot different when you live that long! So, over 50, what am I supposed to do ask a 13 yr old, snot nosed, kid what, where, why, how, and what to fuckin' do?
Bedtime FootballAn old married couple no sooner hit the pillows
when the old man passes gas and says, "Seven
Points."
His wife rolls over and says, "What in the world
was that?"
The old man replied, "It's fart football."
A few minutes later his wife lets one go and says
"Touchdown, tie score."
After about five minutes the old man lets another
one go and says, "Aha. I'm ahead 14 to 7"
Not to be outdone the wife rips out another one and
says, "Touchdown, tie score."
Five seconds go by and she lets out a little
squeaker and says, "Field goal, I lead 17 to 14."
Now the pressure is on the old man.
He refuses to get beaten by a woman, so he strains
real hard. Since defeat is totally unacceptable,
he gives it everything he's got, and accidentally poops in the
bed.
The wife says, "What the hell was that?"
The old man says, "Half time, switch
sides...............
My Hubby's ProfileCome show some love to http://fubar.com/user/1362884
Wizardmaster715 he is my husband!
Life Is HardMy nookie days are over;
My pilot light is out.
What used to be my sex appeal;
Is now my water spout.
Time was when of its own accord;
From my trousers it would spring.
But now I have a full time job;
To find the blasted thing.
It used to be embarrassing;
The way it would behave.
For every single morning;
It would stand and watch me shave.
As old age approaches;
It sure gives me the blues.
To see it hang its withered head;
And watch me tie my shoes.
Fuckin Ewok Love!->"Angel...: to see my slightly used wookie, please go to goatse.cx thanks :-)
"Angel...: Is the club you're in full of fat, bald, gay men or summit!!!!! get afecking life & go bug someone who like people like you ok
->"Angel...: would you prefer 72 virgins and a bomb belt?
->"Angel...: would you take a miniature donkey and a slightly used wookie for it?
->"Angel...: I hear you have a tranny ewok for trade?
Tranny Ewoks->Psychowolf...: jedi LOVE necrophilia.
->Psychowolf...: Your momma, she was a wookie prostitute, that served the Jedi Councils anal needs
"Angel...: Who told you that??
->Psychowolf...: I was told by a higher poewr you wanted to have sex with a hairy woman, or a transexual. So, hee i am. I have 4 hairy midgets, my EWOKS with me too. When do we get to put our lightsabers in your anus?
"Angel...: What are you talking about?
->Psychowolf...: so, are we gonna go all furry stlye, or am i gonna hafta shave my ass before you give me your ewoks?
->Psychowolf...: The council consists of all the masters, and MASTER yoda......PWN you we must.
"Angel...: oic, very good, & who are the jedi council?
->Psychowolf...: In this case, the initiative has been approved. SOL will now get a turkish snowcone!
->Psychowolf...: The act of masterbating and letting the cum bubble up like a volcanoe into your fist and making a girl lick or suck it out of your hand like a snowcone
"An
Poem By KgI‘m sick, I‘m tired -- Earth awaits
Embracing me – no fear, no hate.
Like clouds above the crowds of heads
So soft as pillows on the beds
The darkness landing all around
My feet are touching solid ground
I go or stay? I say or go?
That‘s all I want to finally know
No matter fears, no matter dreams
Life goes along it really seems
That I alone and only care
For things in life that are so dear
Don‘t search for clues – there are no such
Don‘t mention bues, I care for touch
Let hope begin, let sun come free
My major sin, YOU always be
PS Don‘t search for explanations, really. Thanks for reading. Yes, that was purely my creation.
CyberbullyingCyberbullying made illegal by new law
In Dardenne Prairie, Mo., town officials have passed a measure making online harassment illegal. It’s a different kind of Megan’s Law, made in response to the death of 13-year-old Megan Meier. She hanged herself last year after receiving a malicious message from a friend she met online. Megan became friends with Josh Evans on the social networking site Myspace.com. Josh claimed he was 16 years old and being home-schooled in a nearby town. But one day, Josh sent a message to the young girl, saying she was “a bad person” and “everyone hates you.” The cruelty and magnitude of the messages led Megan to hang herself in her bedroom closet on Oct. 16, 2006. Weeks later, her parents learned that Josh was not a real person. He was just an online identity created by a parent of a former friend of Megan’s and her mother who lived down the street in their St. Louis suburb.
The two teenagers had argued, and the girl’s mother wanted to find out whether M
411Ok guys & gals...
Friend & I were talking last night and we was wondering:
How does one become a FU Bouncer?
Baileeher name is Bailee and shes an awsome gal
shes a cool person and shes a good pal
we dont hang out much and thats kinda sad
im up in alaska and miss her kinda bad
i love her to death shes a fav frosh
and we talk alot like Oh My Gosh
shes sweet, shes nice, shes funny plus shes super cool
i love talkin to her cuz we both act like fools
we talk alot to eachother
about all sorts of things, mostly of our others
Hers being ethan and mine being leah
bailee babe, i wanna see ya
we'll hang out soon my lil' frosh buddy
i promise we will we can be all nutty
i heart you so much your a way cool chicka
but im gonna sleep so peace, much love, see ya
Dustin B. Unrath
Off Again.....Well Good Morning all, and I hope your Turkey Days went Well.
Well it's back to work for me. Wow..4 whole days off, I really didn't know how to act, but now it's all over and it's back to the highway and on my way to Laredo, Texas. Will be rolling in there Sunday Afternoon to hang out at the Local T.A truckstop waiting to unload Monday Morning. I might appear here Sunday Afternoon if I can. Maybe see some of you then. :-)
Have a Great Week-end!!!!
Heyhey im up and the lounge is open come see me
Letters To Leah 7your all i want your all i need
because of you i quit smoking weed
it was important it helped me relax
it calmed me down as a matter of fact
it calmed me down and helped me chill
your more important i love you still
i love you now and i always will
ill love you always ill love you forever
when i see you my life gets better
and in the army ill write you letters
i miss you now ill miss you then
i think about you time and again
i look to the future i see me and you
hope for the best that my visions come true
if they dont ill be sad and blue
might not survive without my boo
Dustin B. Unrath
Too Early ...omg ... gir!!! way too fucking early ... it is 7:35 am and i have been up for an hour. i hate mornings but i have to be up. i have to go to work ... gir! i do'nt wanna! too fucking tired ...
The End...So this is how we end…not with happy celebration, but with a deafening silence. I always thought that you and I would be able to work through any obstacle..that maybe somewhere in this world I had found the one person who could accept all my shortcomings, all my weaknesses and strengths and help me grow with her. I guess I was wrong huh? Now here I am, doing to you what you’ve done to me, not even showing me the decency to confront me face to face. Sure, I was mad at you, and you know it was for good reason. Killing myself in order to make sure we could eat the next week while you sat there mindlessly obsessed with your game…it upset me like you will never know. You will never know how hard I had to work to get us what we needed and wanted…how out of my mind I went worrying about bills and whether my measly paycheck would be enough to support us. You will never know how hard I defended you, hoping things would get better because I was married to you, and that’s what married peop
Climate Swings Shaped Human EvolutionThe evolution of our earliest human ancestors was driven by wild swings in eastern Africa's ancient climate, scientists claim today.The rapidly changing climate reshaped the landscape, leaving once plentiful food and water resources in scarce supply and placing enormous pressure on early humans to adapt. The sustained upheaval drove some species to the brink of extinction, while other better-suited relatives emerged and flourished, the scientists believe.Researchers identified several extreme shifts in climate dating back millions of years to when humans were first emerging on the continent. Three of the greatest periods of climatic change took place around 2.5m, 1.5m and 1m years ago. These roughly coincide with the appearance of Homo habilis, the first human species; Australopithecus afarensis, a sturdy primitive ape, and the later human species, Homo erectus, which became adept at stone tool use and hunting.Researchers led by Mark Maslin, director of the Environment Institute at Uni
My AliYour smart, your sweet, gorgeous too
easy to see why i like you
the shitty thing is your so far away
but ill get to see you someday
We'll go to dinner and the movies
and everything will go smoothly
we will hang out and have lots of fun
wont stop partyin till we see the sun
she got eyes that sparkle and a smile that stuns
you can see why shes my number one
shes cool as hell, got a body like damn
i wish i was lucky enough to be her man
all through the day shes the one i think about
i love when we talk and she does her cute lil pout
no matter what i do i cant stop thinkin bout her
wonder if she knows im all about her
shes the girl i talk to the most
i feel like we're gettin pretty close
i cant wait to see her smile up close in person
that first moment will be absolutely perfect
shes a stone cold stunner, definitley a fox
this gorgeous girl totally fuckin rocks
we always talk i think she likes me too
if your not me it sucks to be you
cuz this hardcore hotties my l
Defining Ufo's In TurkeyDefining unidentified flying objects in Turkey
The sighting of a UFO in early November excited the Turkish public, with pictures appearing in both tabloids and more serious papers.
The flying object was spotted in the Karaköprü area of Şanlıurfa province at around 4 a.m. on Nov. 4. Filmed on amateur video, the strange hexagonal ball of light hovered in the sky emitting red, green and white lights and moved quickly and erratically. After 15 minutes it disappeared without a trace. As of yet no official explanation has been offered as to what it might have been, although some Internet comments point to a genuine sighting of a “Green Fireball” phenomenon. Non-believers claim the object is just a star filmed under magnification and the more cynical say these were American spy planes monitoring Turkey’s border with Syria.
This is not the first instance of a UFO sighting in Turkey. They occur regularly, with recent ones in Konya in March 2007, which lasted on and off for a we
What Space Telescopes Of The Future Will Be LikeGiant-sized telescopes such as Hubble, Spitzer and Chandra offer unprecedented views of the cosmos, but astronomers are eager to put more powerful tools into orbit around the Earth. Without the extra help, said Rachel Somerville, an astronomer at the Max Planck Institute for Astronomy in Germany, it may be impossible to resolve some of the universe's greatest mysteries. "We need better observations to make our models better," Somerville said, noting her search to understand galaxy formation and mysterious quasars. "... If you just put theorists in a room for the next 15 years with the biggest supercomputer you can find, it will never happen." NASA expects the James Webb Space Telescope (JWST) to launch in 2013, and many scientists are already pondering their future observations of tiny extrasolar planets, elusive black holes and distant galactic arms. Somerville and other astronomers laid bare their sky-watching hopes—including telescopes beyond JWST—at the recent Astrophysics 2020 con
Its 4am And Im Awake.....so ya i gotta be at work in an hour and 45mins wich will SUCK! i have a feeling today is the day if any ill get fired cuz its too dam early to put up with asshole people...even though i have my caffine im not in the mood to put up with these assholes so i wont hessitate to SNAP!
people shouldent piss me off when i havent gotten any sleep!
IssuesJust wanted to say hi to all my friends. Please understand if im not sitting here or take a moment to answer. I am dealing with some circulation issues in my legs and have to get up often.
Made By Me For The Greatest Man To Have Lived.Friends and family gather here,
to celebrate your life.
Led by your five children, and ever-loving wife.
We thank you for your guidance,
and the love that we all shared.
Your ability to comfort us,
showed us that you cared.
The values that you taught us,
will stand us in good stead.
And will heplp us all to be strong,
In the lonely years ahead.
We thank you for the memories,
of the good times that we've had.
And so bid farewell to you,
Our tower of strenght, our Dad.
Rednecks Go DrivingRednecks Go Driving
A couple drove their car to K-Mart. Their car broke down in the parking lot. The man told his wife to go on with the shopping while he fixed the car there in the lot. The wife returned later to see a small group of people near the car.
On closer inspection she saw a pair of male legs protruding from under the chassis. Although the man was in shorts, they had ridden up his legs, and his lack of underpants had turned his private parts into glaringly public ones.
Unable to stand the embarrassment she dutifully stepped forward, quickly put her hand up his shorts and tucked everything back into place. On regaining her feet she looked across the hood and found herself staring at her husband who was standing idly by. The poor mechanic under the car had to have three stitches in his head.
Thought I Would Share:One of the biggest things about me is my inconsistency. In my defense I would like to attribute that to my work schedule. My work schedule dictates what I can and cannot do. Due to the nature of my job I have to be available to work 24/7. Often plans are made but they change, once again due to the nature of my job. Today is November 21, 2007 and thanksgiving is tomorrow, as of right now I have tomorrow off; however something might come up between now and then and I might have to come back to work.
Some people cannot deal with that, and I totally understand that. I do not expect any one to be on stand by for me, or have to adjust to my ever changing schedule. However, if any one ever wants to be part of it all, this is something that they will have to accept. I love what I do, I have a lot of fun doing it and I don’t want to stop right now. It goes on to why I am in my current situation. I don’t expect any one to have deal with my schedule, and I don’t expect drama from any one beca
Billy BoyIt doesn't matter what party you belong to - this is hilarious. From a show on Canadian TV, there was a black comedian who said he misses Bill Clinton.
"Yep, that's right - I miss Bill Clinton ! He was the closest thing we ever got to having a black man as President.
Number 1 - He played the sax.
Number 2 - He smoked weed.
Number 3 - He had his way with ugly white women.
Even now, Look at him.. his wife works, and he doesn't, and he gets a check from the government every month.
Manufacturers announced today that they will be stocking America 's shelves this week with " Clinton Soup," in honor of one of the nations' most distinguished men. It consists primarily of a weenie in hot water.
Chrysler Corporation is adding a new car to its line to honor Bill Clinton. The Dodge Drafter will be built in Canada .
When asked what he thought about foreign affairs, Clinton replied, "I don't know, I never had one."
The Clinton revised judicial oath: "I solemnly swea
HurtWhen it hurts so bad,
why does it feel so good?
I wish this all made sense,
I wish I understood.
Not having you here with me is tearing me up inside, but I can't stop thinking about you no matter how hard I try.
You know how I feel about you,
and it hurts that I can't even be next to you.
Why does it gotta be so complicated?
Loving you feels so right,
but at the same time,
knowing I can't have you keeps me awake at night.
I just want this to be simple,
I just want you here with me,
to look into your eyes,
to hold you in my arms
then I'd truly be happy.
Right now this distance between us is out of our control, but I'm still hoping one day soon,
I'll get what I'm wishing for
AddictionIs being on Fubar addictive? I don`t know ... you tell me.
=D
Happy ThanksgivingTo all my American friends over here --
have a great day and stay cool :)
Wondering MindWhen I sit here all alone.
My mind starts to wonder where it should begin.
Is there something for me here?
This life we live,
What does it give?
I use to be so together,
Until my world came tumbling down.
It started about a year ago,
When I knew you would never come around.
It didn't stop there,
No that wasn't enough.
Everyone I loved,
Just added to it.
I had some calm before this storm.
Before the waves rushed in ,
Then came crashing down.
My mind goes to every area of my life.
I look and see what is there and waiting for me.
I have given up so much for others.
I wonder if someday my time will ever really come.
There has been so much use and abuse.
So much hurt,
So much pain.
I usually can rise above it.
Now my mind just sits and wonders.
I wonder if unconditional love is truly the key.
Tuff love really doesn't work for me.
When I give it I get hurt more.
When I stand up for me,
They always just call me whore.
Whore I laugh,
what do you mean.
You don't
Dreading Tomorrow #2Tomorrow my time is going to be a bit painful emotionally because i have to vote who Australia wants as the next Prime Minister of the country this is the federal election which is the biggest election apart from the state one but the election only happens every 3 years so 2010 will be the next election for the federal election so i am dreading to vote but i know once i have voted it will be a relief to me for a long time and if i don't reply to any of you on here for a while that's the reason why from Bruce.
AgeWhat is the difference between
girls/women at ages 8, 18, 28, 38, 48, 58, 68 and 78?
At 8 -- You take her to bed and tell her a story.
At 18 -- You tell her a story and take her to bed.
At 28 -- You don't need to tell her a story to take her to bed.
At 38 -- She tells you a story and takes you to bed.
At 48 -- She tells you a story to avoid going to bed.
At 58 -- You stay in bed to avoid her story.
At 68 -- If you take her to bed, that'll be a story!
At 78 -- What story??? What bed??? …..Who the hell are you???
Old IsWHAT IS OLD
OLD' IS WHEN..... Your sweetie says, 'Let's go upstairs and make love,' and you answer, 'Pick one, I can't do both!'
'OLD' IS WHEN.. Your friends compliment you on your new alligator shoes and you're barefoot.
'OLD' IS WHEN. A sexy babe catches your eye and your pacemaker opens the garage door.
'OLD' IS WHEN..... An 'all-nighter' means not getting up to pee
'OLD' IS WHEN.... Going bra-less pulls all the wrinkles out of your face.
'OLD' IS WHEN..... You don't care where your spouse goes, just as long as you don't have to go along.
'OLD' IS WHEN..... You are cautioned to slow down by... the doctor instead of by the police.
'OLD' IS WHEN.... 'Getting a little action' means I don't need to take any fibre today.
'OLD' IS WHEN..... 'Getting lucky' means you find your car in the parking lot.
How Good R U In BedHow Good In Bed Are You?Congratulations, according to our experts, you scored : 100% which makes you ExcellentYou are an expert in the bedroom. You know how to please your partner and keep them coming back and begging for moreHow Good In Bed Are You, find out at NaughtyQ.com
Drama From Having Teenagers---yikes!So, my 18 yr old decided to break it off with a girl he'd been seeing almost a year, because she was too clingy, always wanted to be with him, would basically be up his backside 99% of the time. She'd come over her at 6AM to wake him for school, and she'd be here after school, usually needing a ride home--and lets face it--with the cost of gas, it wasn't always doable.
Of course when he broke it off with her she was upset, but she still came over in the mornings. Now, don't get me wrong, I liked her and she seemed like a good girl, but I guess she had issues to deal with.
My son recently started dating someone else and a couple years older than his ex. I haven't met her yet. Apparently the ex slapped my son in the face and told him that I agreed with her--that he's a fat, lazy a** and that his new girlfriend is skanky whore.
Now, I'd never say that stuff about my son. Needless to say he thought I hated him when he heard that. And he asked why I'd say that about his new girlfr
I Feared....I feared being alone until I learned to like myself.
I feared failure until I realized that I only fail when I don’t try.
I feared success until I realized that I had to try in order to be happy with myself.
I feared people’s opinion until I learned that people would have opinions about me anyway.
I feared rejection until I learned to have faith in myself.
I feared pain until I learned that it's necessary for growth.
I feared the truth until I saw the ugliness in lies.
I feared life until I experienced it's beauty.
I feared death until I realized that it's not an end, but a beginning.
I feared my destiny until I realized that I had the power to change my life.
I feared hate until I saw that it was nothing more than ignorance.
I feared love until it touched my heart, making the darkness fade into endless sunny days.
I feared ridicule until I learned how to laugh at myself.
I feared growing old until I realized that I gained wisdom every day.
I f
Those Cheeky Bouncer FellowsI love getting bouncer ID checks, makes me feel all dirty like I've done something naughty. Bring it on (and you know what? I think it makes them a little excited in the trousers too)...
...ah sarcasm is fun...
WarningSTATE POLICE WARNING TO MYSPACE USERS
Please read this.....I hope that all of my Friends Post this and help keep our myspace friends safe.
State police warning for online: Please read this "very carefully"..then send it out to all the people online that you know. Something like this is nothing to be taken casually; this is something you DO want to pay attention to.
If a person with the screen-name of imahustlababay
or
http://www.myspace.com/ineedatipdrill contacts you, do not reply.
DO NOT talk to this person; do not answer any of his/her instant messages or e-mail. Whoever this person may be, he/she is a suspect for murder in the death of 56 women (so far) contacted through the Internet. Please send this to all the women on your buddy list and ask them to pass this on, as well.
This screen-name was seen on Yahoo, AOL, AIM, and Excite so far. This is not a joke! Please send this to men too...just in case! Send to everyone you know!
Ladies, this is serious.
G
If You Go AwayIf you go away on this summer day,
Then you might as well take the sun away
All the birds that flew in the summer sky
When our love was new
And our hearts were high
When the day was young,
And the night was long
And the moon stood still
For the nightbird song
If you go away....
But if you stay, I'll make you a day
Like no day has been or will be again
We'll sail on the sun, we'll ride on the rain
We'll talk to the trees that worship the wind
And if you go, I'll understand
Leave me just enough love to fill up my hand
If you go away....
If you go away, as I know you must,
There'll be nothing left in the world to trust
Just an empty room filled with empty space
Like the empty look I see on your face
Can I tell you now, as you turn to go
I'll be dying slowly 'til your next hello
If you go away...
But if you stay, I'll make you a night
Like no night has been or will be again
I'll sail on your smile
I'll ride on your touch
I'll talk to your eyes, that
Five Things That Sucked About Lord Of The Rings.1. It didn't have Lo Pan in it.
That's right. I'm talking about the perpetuator of ass kicking himself, Lo Pan from Big Trouble in Little China: one of the best movies ever made. Lo Pan, for those of you who are adept at depriving yourselves of things that rule, is an evil war lord cursed to roam the world in spirit form. Basically he runs around stomping people's holes who piss him off (which happens to be everyone). Lo Pan doesn't take shit from anyone; exactly the kind of character Lord of the Rings needed. If I directed the movie, I'd have casted Lo Pan as the lead, instead of that pussy Frodo. With Lo Pan in the movie, it would have been about 5 minutes long: first scene would have been Lo Pan ruining everyone's shit, killing all the babies and then spiking midgets off the ground. Oh man.
2. Not enough lesbians. In fact, there weren't any.
So I paid $7 to see a movie with really high acclaim and great reviews; surely it was reasonable to assume that a movie of such su
Kids Say The Darnednest Things!!!Slow down for three minutes to read....It's so worth it.
What does Love mean?
A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to
8 year-olds, "What does love mean?"
The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have
imagined. See what you think :
____
"When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint
her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time,
even when his hands
got arthritis too. That's love."
Rebecca- age 8
_____
"When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You
just know that your name is safe in their mouth."
Billy - age 4
_____
"Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving
cologne and they go out and smell each other."
Karl - age 5
_____
"Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French
fries without making them give you any of theirs."
Chrissy - age 6
___
"Love is what makes you smile wh
Why Change Your Car's OilSo I was sitting there the other day watching this chick change the oil in my truck, and I was getting pissed because she kept struggling when she tried to unscrew the filter. I was even more pissed than usual because I was playing videogames as I supervised her from inside the house, until I finally had to put the controller down and go outside to yell at her.
I stood out there in my underwear on a Saturday morning screaming at the top of my lungs. Then my neighbor, who's a total pussy, comes by and says "you shouldn't be yelling at herlike that." I wasn't going to stand there and just take it, so I socked him one right in the colon. His wife was bringing groceries inside when this happened, and as if it wasn't bad enough that I had to stop playing video games to go outside and yell, now this bitch was screaming at me like it was my fault.
I couldn't understand what she was shrieking about, as she was flapping her arms in the air and screaming. She started crying when she saw t
Letters To Leah 6Im up in alaska and we're doin alotta fishin
only one thing on my mind, my baby girl im im missin
she all i think about shes always on my mind
after we're dont fishing i come and write rhymes
gives me something to do to help pass the time
i listen to some songs that make me think of her
Nick Lacheys whats left of me, Dierks Bentleys Come a little closer
i hope that shes happy, i hope she got with pek
he can take care of her well, for her he can protect
hes one of my best buds i see him as a a brother
we've got eachothers backs we're here for one another
i cant help but think about the two of them
and hope that there together, both happy once again
i fucked up once and i broke her heart
my one mistake tore her apart
i hope that he can mend the wound and hope she becomes happy soon
i love them both, love them to death
which is why i still waste my breath
nothing i can do will ever bring her back
i broke her fuckin heart and thats a matter of fact
she'll never see me t
Letter To Leah 5I broke yours so you broke mine
I look at you now and you seem just fine
Your goin for my best friend whos one of a kind
your an honest girl which is a mighty rare find
if things work out i know he'll treat you right
hes a good friend, sweet, chill, and polite
he'll do good things show you a good night
refused to say yes so we didnt have to fight
id rather you date him then some guy i dont know
i know he'll make you happy and i see him as a bro
as much as itll sadden me now im happy you'll be with him
and hope that someday in my future ill get a chance again
ill get my chance to shine, to shine on through
and do everything i can to prove i love you
but until then ill bide my time
watch you and him and make some more rhymes
Dustin B. Unrath
Letters To Leah 4All i wanna do is sit here and cry
i think about it and i ask myself why
why dont i think before i do stupid things
like taking my angel and shredding her wings
not only her wings but breakin her heart
because i hurt her im fallin apart
ive lost my love with nothing to show
cause i fucked around with some dumb ho
i can cause you no pain, i can tell you no lies
ill love you forever and my choice was unwise
now i dont know what im suppose to do
id rather die now then go on without you
you are my angel your my baby girl
i love you til death you are my world
id take my life so you could live yours
no more games and no more whores
im truly sorry for all the damage ive done
im the sorry one your reign has begun
first we'll stop talking and slowly drift apart
because i made a choice that wasnt so smart
ill come over less and you'll find a new guy
everyone will love him, modest and shy
then ill fade entirely,completely from your life
and ill back on the days i pictured y
You've Got To Stop In At Scatterworlds Lounge!!!You have to visit the new lounge Scattersworld!! It's totally awesome! Great DJ, awesome music and lots of new friends. Easy going, no holds bar.....talk about anything and everything! Stop by, say hi. I'd like all my family and friends to stop in and check it out....you have to come chat with us and have a few drinks. Hope to see you there!!!
Peace,
Nyx
Long Been GoneThose sparkling blue eyes, standing in the doorway.
Just watchin me leave, I cant take it anymore babe.
We tried to work it out, but the distance was to much.
It all just fell apart.
{Now I'm here without you, so far away from home
Im goin away on a c-130, into the great unknown
to the desert, it may be forever
and im never comin back from the deserts of iraq} chorus
Youll think of me, memories of the past
Wonder what happened, the time went by so fast
you never realized, all the pain you caused me
you put me through hell
{chorus}
sittin here alone, in the combat zone
lookin at the stars, are you doing the same
the bullets flying past, you dug my grave
throw me in, cover the hole and drift away
{chorus}
Fallen hero, lost without you
Fallen hero, nothing alone
Fallen angel, without wings
And now Im gone
Holidaysseriously bum me out. I always feel slightly pathetic. I don't understand why I never seem to be content with what I have.
Instead I always think that things should be different for me. I don't know how to change things around....or if this is another onset of depression and I need to go back on meds.
Take today for example. I should be happy that my family and I spent a wonderful dinner together (without so much as one argument, which is definitely a first) and had a great time playing games and hanging out. Instead all I could think about was that I don't, absolutely DO NOT want to move back to my mom's house. If everything goes according to my plan, I will be moving back home in a little over a year to save money so that I can move to Seattle. And then I figure, if I'm this alone here, Seattle is going to be even worse...but at least I will have an excuse for not having a life.
I'm going to bed...maybe tomorrow will look a bit brighter for me.
Horoscope For Nov. 23, 2007Creative power is coursing through you and you might find that people are looking at you a little differently. Forget about that and focus on the big project that you're inspired to start or finish now.
To My Best Friend ChristinaHer name is christina and i love her to death
shes a chill ass girl and shes one of my best
shes a really good friend and she always will be
i love her to death and shes always there for me
i havent known her long and i dont know her to well
but i can honestly say without her my life would be hell
shes always nice and she always cares
i always noticed when she wasnt there
she always helps me when my life is tough
makes things easier when life gets rough
i would like to hang out with her more then i do
because christina baby i love you
Letter To Leah 2When my world comes crashing down
and you are nowhere to be found
what am i suppose to do
you dont realize its because of you
you left me alone out to die
all because i made you cry
it was never meant to happen
i didnt mean to hurt you
but the inevitable happened
when my world fell through
you mean the world to me
but i dont know how to show it
i try all the time but i somehow always blow it
nothing i do will ever be right
i figured that out after how much we fight
if thats the only way to hear your voice
then i guess i dont have another choice
you dont understand what you mean to me
but i know that i need to set you free
but i guess its time to stop living the lie
because theres no longer a you and i
time to finally face the truth
now theres just me and just you
my worlds crashing down
because im without you
but forevermore
may my love surround you
Dustin B. Unrath
The Best Thanksgiving I Ever HadI thought my first Thanksgiving would be the best I would ever have. On that day, this kid who suffered from malnutrition, who knew nothing of what a Thanksgiving dinner was, let alone what the Thanksgiving holiday was about got an education. For the last few years after my mother passed, the only thing I had close to the Thanksgiving dinner my mother made was when my sister made it after my mother passed away.
So I have a new family. They have welcomed me with open arms and I accepted it. More evident of their acceptance of me was not only having me to help them out (cleaning up, cracking a few eggs for Deviled Eggs, etc.), but I was honored when I was asked to carve the turkey. Before I could say yes, I stepped away and I cried like a baby! I didn't know how to take it other than the honor it was given. I stopped, and I thanked God for blessing me with this family.
You really have no idea what it means to be a rich man when you do not have a penny to your name. Money ma
Letter To LeahIf you knew how much i love you
if you could see how much i care
see how i stare at you
when i see you standing there
my head fills with pain
when i look into your eyes
i love you so much
but i know your heart denies
im spose to make you happy
im spose to make you smile
and i know you still love me
even though your in denial
the only solution is to let you go
because you deserve better as we both know
you deserve the best and we both know it
i had my chance all i did was blow it
im sorry for the problems and im sorry for the pain
if i could take it back and do it all again
id take my time and do things right
id treat you well and we wouldnt fight
i wish i had a time machine so i could go into the past
to change all my stupid mistakes so i could make us last
you will always love me no matter what you say
i will always love you every single day
i know i fucked up but thanks for the chance
my one true love my shot at romance
its over now over and done
because i
"swing Batter Swing" 4 A Pic Lowrateryou got me upset and a lil bit pissed bendover bitch so i can do you in the ass with my steel clenched fist take it like i know you can as i give it to you like only a mad man can people like you make me sick cause i dont owe you you hillbilly hick "theres more to come"
Suicide Note 2Why do i feel this way like i just wanna die
think these lonely thoughts of commiting suicide
would she even notice would she even care
im not with her now watching over, standing there
watching this angel as she sleeps and dreams
unaware shes rippin my world apart at the seams
id do anything and everything just to see her happy
but im the one that makes her cry and feel really crappy
Id give her the world if shed just let me
but shes part of the reason im sittin here lonely
part of the reason im sittin here now
weapon in hand ready to take the vow
take the knife and plunge it deep
i pray to the lord her soul you keep
hold the gun steady squeeze the trigger
let it all out as the mess gets bigger
grab the pills and pop em quick
fuck the world let my blood run thick
think to myself as my eyes grow heavy
what have i done my heart goes unsteady
lying on the ground life fading fast
memories flash by events from the past
all of them her our first kiss
all these things
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"comin Out Swingin" 4 A Pic Lowraterthanx to that one you rated low you sorry ass fuck where is that respect that you should show you think your a ten or even an eleven but you skank your far from bein a slice of heaven rate others how you wanna be rated or hate on others how you wanna be hated thats how it works treat me like shit and i 2 can be a hateful ass jerk
My Socal Sweetie (jenna)Her name is jenna shes always on my mind
shes nice shes smart shes cool plus shes hella fine
shes my socal sweetie, shes my southern love
when i talk to her she makes me rise above
i can make her smile and i can make her laugh
plus shes super awesome cuz she likes to read my raps
i talk to her on msn i really like this girl
shes my socal sweetie shes my precious pearl
it seems her family likes me even her mean sister
shes got my whole mind spinnin like a twister
i always think about her i love this girl to death
i hope she likes me too, that im not wastin my breath
i cant wait to get home just so we can talk
so i can read this to her to show how much she rocks
Dustin B. Unrath
Reppin Mac TownI spit lyrics like nobodies buisness
if you fuck with me ill make you my prisoner
slingin shotties, bats, gats and knives
fuckin bitches, sluts, ho's and wives
im spittin these lyrics from a place called mac-town
the place where all big pimps lay they mac down
all the pimps here are lyrically gifted
when we freestyle all spirits are lifted
in mac town everybodys good at something
wether its ballin, rappin or its bumpin
mac towns where all the shit goes down
iller and more hardcore then any other town
we gotta day life and a seperate night life
you fuck with us and we'll fuck your wife
big city rappers you betta get ready
we're comin to town and shits bout to get heavy
Im comin to town with a nine on my hip
one wrong move and ill empty my clip
all us pimps are down to ride
you fucked up if your not on our side
you fuck up be murdered in cold blood
ill steal your wallet and buy some more bud
we hot box, light up as we drive by
see the enemy and let the bullets fly
Life In Fast FowardYou and i will never be as much that pains me
even if you disagree its easy enough to see
you and i cant be together will i leave you no never
but nothing last forever i wouldnt make things better
to know these feelings that i know
as i watch you come and go
these seeds in me that you have sewn
without you they will never grow
summers coming schools ending fast
will you remember or will i just be the past
things always happen but nothing lasts
someone else has the greener grass
schools out and i think to myself
ill love her through sickness and health
shed be my treasure, my personal wealth
because of her im in a dry spell
does she even know i exist, will i ever get my kiss
one day she wont resist just gotta be happy not pissed
im lying on my death bed, a grave injury to the head
wont be long before im dead, what a useless life ive lead
something makes me close my eyes, then i open to my suprise
the sound of her voice makes me open them wide there she is standing b
RileyI see her with you got me feeling hella jealous
bomb ass girl, hot as hell and a bangin body too
you look over at me flaunting whatcha got
you know that your lucky
taunting me on the spot
showing her off cause you know how i feel
i glance at you and see you kiss
the girl i never got will be the only one i miss
i look at you see your goofy ass smile
and stop for a second and think for a while
what that bitch got that i dont
would she give me a chance i know she wont
stunning, smart hella nice too
but for some odd reason shes with you..
Dustin B. Unrath
One DayMe and you sittin under the stars
i never thought it id get this far
you and i we lay together
hopefully we will be forever
we got a blanket under the night sky
being with you gives me a natural high
holding you close and i look into your eyes
you look beautiful im still really suprised
that a girl like you would give me a chance
and it all started cuz we talked at the dance
because of that your here with me
of all good things im finally happy
Dustin B. Unrath
RantingsAs you see re-runs of your life unfold.
Trying not to remember, you've been told.
Twists and turns, and things that leave burns.
Like a bug drawn to the lite, for that un-beatable fight.
Its the condition your in, when you see the empty spot, where your heart had once been.
The song, that was never sung.
What are you gonna do? When it suddenly dawns on ya.
The lite, was never lit! Yet there you still sit.
Watching the twists and turns, and the things that leave burns.
Carrie 3Hey girl, your all i think about
how you get your way when you do your little pout
the way i feel when you smile at me
how you act like your mad over little thing
i tell you bout other girls and you act like you care
how i look away when you catch me stare
how i turn around to look at you just to see you smile
even getting caught by teacher you make it all worth while
you have idea how i really feel
and if things go right you never will
all i want for you is for you to be happy
dont care about me dont care about the rest
all that i want is for you to get the best
Dustin B. Unrath
Carrie 2Can you see me or am i just invisible
when i see you the feelings incredible
another day without you is like another day in hell
they tell me stay away, the tell me shes taken
i tell em ya i know im waiting till shes vacant
you see i really like her she doesnt even know
this girls different, shes special not like any fuckin ho
Dustin B. Unrath
Real Rap/suicide NoteIf I died would you miss me
would you regret you never kissed me
would you be mad you always dissed me
{dont worry bout me im moving on
in a better place now too late, Im gone}chorus
any last words that you never said
any little notes than you never read
would you think of me while awake in your bed
chorus
would you be mad you never gave me a chance
would you be mad that we never did dance
remember the time i messed up your plans
chorus
ill remember you smile ill remember your eyes
it all faded when you found out i died
thats when you realized you really did like me
thants when you wished that you had dumped riley
i guess that its true what they all say
"you never know what you have till it goes away"
chorus
Dustin B. Unrath
Hurtfull PeopleI dont understand how people cannot be as honest as they portray themselves to be and then to think that people are as gull able and naieve as to really believe their shit. I have had my share of run ins with some of these so called people... I guess my downfall is my heart because I try to believe in people but theres still that doubt...Hmmmmm...But my heart may be my downfall but I still have the common sense to know when I am being fed lines of shit!!! You can love someone but as a convienece well that makes for trouble. Guess I am just ranting...
Love Can Bewhat is love actually
Love doesnt grow on trees I should say
Love is when two different people connect with eachother like a telephone line
Love can be everywhere inside and outside
Love espically can make your heart grow
There are many types of love
Funny Love
Friendship Love
Tough Love
and
The Love that you find within yourself
Love can make you feel good
Love will not make you sad
Love makes you feel good always and forever
Always love one another within nature, people, or just anything that comes about thats not material
Love is everywhere at anytime
Love is peace
so if you keep peace you have love always and forever
So Love
Love everything and everyone you care about
=)
CarrieTheres one special girl that every guy has
but what do you do when she wont give you the chance
i always think about her shes always on my mind
shes in one of my classes its me she sits behind
she also has a boyfriend which might be why
maybe ill get my chance until then lets go get high
thatll make the time go faster
riley is a lucky bastard
Dustin B. Unrath
Future RevengeWhy does everyone just sit and laugh at me
its like im some dumb show you get to watch for free
just a form of entertainment when im just being me
why this is i dont understand
your like hey be funny like your in command
well i think im done no more being dumb
ill try a little harder, to get a little smarter
no more being the ass end of every joke
no more holding stress and maybe no more smoke
everyone of you underestimates me
when actually im smarter in reality
you live up to your potential i dont live up to mine
alot is expected of you but im just fine
you all may claim to listen but you dont really hear me
when im a famous rapper you all will fear me
ill rap about you and how you all doubted me
ill rap about you and how youd all shout at me
ill rap about you and how you fucked up
you'll come crawling back and try to suck up
ill push you away and laugh at you
remind you how you acted back when we were in school
Dustin B. Unrath
As A Year Is Coming To A Close.As this thanksgiving has ended, I have had many thoughts on my mind regarding alot of my life. A lot has happened this year for me to reflect on. A lot of friends have graced my life, some for a reason, a season and some for a lifetime. One person is here for a reason and a lifetime. I have written blogs about her before, but I want her to know what she means to me. Liberty you have been there through alot of difficult times. Times I dont think I could have gotten through, without you. You have been there through my happiness, sadness, and trying times. Recently I almost lost your friendship, I almost died that night. To not be sisters, would be like I had nothing. I can lose alot of things but to lose u as my sister, would kill me. I cant breathe without your friendship, my life would have been very lost and lonely without you in it. I have been hurt alot on this site, but you are one of the best parts of it. I hope we will always be close and never ever have to find out
My ProblemWhats wrong with that am i really that bad
girls dont like me i make them mad
is it how i look cuz i could change that
shouldnt be my body cuz im skinny not fat
maybe what it is is my personality
i could change that but then i wouldnt be me
or maybe its because most girls think im a creep
but they dont really know me, they dont get that deep
noone ever tells me that they wanna get to know me
and maybe thats why im so god damn lonely
im rapping this for you today so you know how i feel
i gotta learn how to cope, gotta learn to deal
so if you know what my problem is
hit me up and let me know
Dustin B. Unrath
All For YouWhen your world comes crashing down
ill be the one thats still around
to build you up and makes repairs
when you look around seems like noones there
ill be the one to chase off the nightmares
ill be here when your all alone
i cant stress enough how much i adore you
and no matter what ill be here for you
no matter what and no matter when
just say the words and ill be your man
i will do just as you wish
if you give me you hand and you give me a kiss
just say the words and ill never leave you
when noone else does ill still beleive you
as much as i want you to be apart of me
if its what you want then ill set you free
Get The GirlAll i want is just one thing
to get the girl for just one fling
come to me come be mine
be my princess ill treat you fine
{give me a minute, half an hour
if you take me, you hold the power}chorus
now comes the time to figure out the secret
to getting the girl but who keeps it
because nice guys always finish last
i learned hard its in my past
chorus
the day will come when ill be the one
when they turn and run to me they will come
we'll have some fun chillin till we see the sun
im the one they'll come talk to
but they dont know now is someday ill rock you
no matter how i act or what i do
no matter how you feel im here for you
Dustin B. Unrath
Life Or DeathWhat do you do when your all alone
You have noone to hug, you have noone to hold
Do you stay and stick it out, your dreadful little life
or do you run away with an attempt at suicide
one little oppurtunity to take away the pain
a memory once gone that youll never regain
you meant something once, you use to belong
now all you are is a part in a song
but then you screwed up they made you dissapear
but how you screwed up was never really clear
now all that lays before is your decision to make
do you keep livin hell on earth or your own life take
do you go 6 ft under or build from ground up
what lies ahead youll only wonder,about all stuff
all thats left is to decide what you want outta life
or if you wanna end it on the blade of a knife
what you get if you choose death can be said on your last breath
Dustin B. Unrath
I Suppose This Is A Funny Subwhat can i do but think about every relationship i have been in. everytime i get to knoe a new guy i still get the dumbass kind i mean damn cant i just get a break and meet someone worthy of me and not someone that is already fuckin attatched to someone else i dont get it . Why the fuck are unavailable men attracted to me. And they always fucking lie to me saying there not in a relationship. Fess the fuck up im sick of this shit. Where the hell is my good guy at?
Bitch Ass Dummies, Come On!This was the comment I posted in Juggalo News....come on, hit me with your best shot, I have ALL the answers!!!!
I need to ENLIGHTEN on all the juggalos of the world on something. Number 1. If these PSY artists believed in GOD (aka goin' to Shangri-la) They would NEVER X-out Christ's name on their Christmas shirts. They talk about how they wanna be or are about being in Shangri-La (which is Heaven) then ACT more like it!!!! I don't care if you are against me or not.....this shit is stupid and lame. My man lost his fuckin' camera at a show cuz of me, and no idiot/asshole came forward and handed that shit back. Now I am a SLAYERHEAD and my "family" is stronger than that. I'd NEVER lose that shit even if it's only bootleg. If anything, Tom Araya HIMSELF would have returned my shit for me. Slayerheads are and have always been family from the beginning WITHOUT bumming fuckin cigs from J and Shaggy at a fuckin CD RELEASE Party!!!!! ARE YOU FUCKIN STUPID?????? They just wanted to chill
Lonelyim sick of being lonely, i need someone to hold me
but dont nobody know me, true only to my homies
fake when im at school,cause im usually a tool
and i act like a fool, in hopes i might be cool
{just wanna be me, dont wanna be free
just wanna cry, or go home and die
tryin to find myself and straighten up my life
just want a girlfriend dont matter if its right}chorus
you dont know the real me its all just depression
do some shit to chill myself get high and mad skate sessions
i do these things to pass the time
another things writin ghetto rhymes
adding more and more each another line
i do this shit all to help clear up my mind
chorus
im in a little battle, an inner battle with myself
im losing this battle, slowly draining my health
i do a buncha stupid shit for other peoples pleasure
ive been doin this stupid shit damn near forever
i take it upon myself to make others lifes better
especially the pretty girls when theyre under the weather
chorus
i walk around wonder
Fallengood......dark`~Angelz~`light......evil
;Fallen Angel;-You are a fallen angel. Once an angel of light you crossed the line into the dark. Most likely for one other than yourself. As a fallen angel, you can often be cold though your insides are burning with emotion. Noing that feeling for someone was what got you here in the first place and you are not willing to go there again. You do not dwell on your emotions though they are there and probably very stong. Your beautiful in an untouchable way. You are an independant spirit becuase of your past and people often try and harness that beauty though never able to succeed. You have a higher understanding of the world and the people in it. You are probably very empathetic to others emotions though not to your own. You wish with all your heart to return to the light. Though your outside is rough and changed through time Your heart remains ever heavenly. You most likely hate pity and cant feel sorry for yourself.Take this quiz!
Nov 23November 23, 2007
Quote of the Day
"There ain't nothing from the outside can lick any of us."
– Margaret Mitchell
Help To Understand Me And My FaultsHappy Thanksgiving Everyone~!
Thank you All who's wasting ur time reading this.I got alot to say tonight.NOT sure where to start but here we go.I can't spell so PLEASE bear woth me here,Hope u will be able to make out the stuff I can't spell.
I was told by my old shrink that i have/am(bear with me here)Highly peroind,skitzomanic bi polor manic depressant w/susidal tendicies(hope u understand that)I do not have a clue what in the hell
any of it means my self.I do know I do things sometimes(alot)THAT i do not mean to do r say.One sec I love u to death and the next I wanna taste ur blood.It's f'ed up I agree BUT do not understand it.I'm NOT the educated
because I dropped outta scool in the 7th grade.I can't read that good(?and u got to read here?)I damn sure can't write good which after this u will see that.I can do anything there is to do BUT not that smart,i can do and fix everything
BUT the ONE THING I CAN NOT do is control my self.I do the dumbest shit at times I say the stupiest
Comfortthere is no right or wrong to expression,
there is but right and wrong when we are unjust in heaven,
diamonds of wisdom falling from the sky,
refreshing like rain.
together we shall embrace the light of redemption
for history has been twisted into mean streets and cold stares.
fear not the unity of collective love,
it shall heal and soothe the scars, broken hearts and weeping eyes
we shall once more walk in the glow,
swim in the delight unbind the chains and yell freedom
with belief and passion
till it echoes the universe from dawn till night
----dronutts---mystic music----
What I Want In A Man5'8 to 7'11 smooths skin sexy eyes body for days mind for years. Great hands on skills*wink* thuggish but soulful. A smile that makes me melt.
I know I'm dreamin but maybe it will come true.
I want some raheem devaughn and shemar moore with some morris chestnut a lil ll cool j. Hmm summ lil wanye with da jay z mind. He just need to have it ya kno
Before I SleepIt bothers me not talking to you at night
helps me to sleep makes everything alright
so hard to be without you, your so far away
always thinking about you every single day
i love you so much, more then you know
the hardest thing ive ever done was have to go
last time i saw you we had tears in our eyes
and i was the reason we both cried
i reminisce now and remember the past
tears flood my eyes and i pray that we last
we're so much in love distance is a killer
im going to iraq this only gets realer
distance is a test to see if our bond holds
im confident it will until we get old
so much to say but so little time
i wish forever i could hold you and call you mine
hearing your voice brings comfort to my heart
knowing that distance cant keep us apart
at the same time distance kills me inside
i wanna release all my feelings but they just hide
you cant begin to understand the feelings you inspire
your my motivation, your my desire
i cant even imagine what our futures beh
Men......what do u do when the one person you love with all your heart dont want you anymore? i have been married 7 months and my husband is leaving me... its just sucks i have done everything i could to keep him and was the best wife i could be..... but i guess it wasnt ment to be.... i hope the man thats ment for me is out there. i guess all i can do is move on and find someone better.....
Do You Want Her?Evil old Soul
What a beautiful sight to behold.
She makes you fumble with your heart.
Can you stop the urge to want her?
Knowing she could give you the world.
She could rob you blind with her eyes alone.
Trained by the best…even they can’t stop the gypsy woman from
Taking your soul.
Her face.
Her hips.
Her mind.
Worst of all her eyes, they drawl you into her world and hold you in a
Trance to hard to resist.
Do you want her?
She quit possibly might swallow your life like a sword and then disappear.
Will you let her…or just go with her?
Let her carry off with you in one instant of a heartbeat.
She is an evil old soul.
She knows you and lets you know what she wants you without you
Suspecting anything else.
She could set you free or bind you to her.
Fall…enjoy her majik.
Happy ThanksgivingI just wanted to wish you all a Happy Thanksgiving. A lil late but i hope you were all safe and ate enough tureky to last till next year lol.. Happy Turkey day!
Fubar Hates Me Tonight!Hey guys ...I am not trying to be rude as soon as I sign on Fubar freezes up on me...going to reboot be back...sorry!
The Midwest (pt.1)Tonight, I was chatting with a friend, listening to the new Covenant live CD...and started to reminisce about my time in the US. Mostly, thinking about all the DJ gigs I was fortunate enough to participate in over the last few years. And I thought it might be interesting for some of you to read about this...to maybe give you an idea of what this was all about :) I'm gonna do this in installments...to write ALL this out at once would be WAY too long :)
When I mention some names here, I'll be leaving their real names out and using their DJ handles and personnas, just out of respect.
Shortly before leaving Nova Scotia, I got in touch with someone I met the year previous, when I visited the US for the first time ever. Replikant. He was one of the contributing factors in me getting into rhythmic noise...that, and my ex introducing me to Manufactura. I told him that I was going to be moving down there in a few weeks, and wanted to maybe get involved in the scene down there. The normal
QuestionsWhy?
Why this?
Why that?
Why do i keep going?
Why do i keep going on?
Why don't I just die?
Why do I have to be in pain?
Why do I ask myself this?
Why are these thoughts in my mind?
Why does life suck?
Why do i just jump off a bridge?
Why can't i figure this out?
Why can't i live in peace?
Why can't i ever have fun?
Why can people just give me a fuckin chance?
Why does this shit happen to me?
Why am i alone?
Why do people do wut they do?
Why do people hurt me?
Why doesn't anyone just take me out now?
Why do i suffer all the time?
Why can't i just stop thinking?
Why isn't it a simple word?
Why can't i just relax for once?
Why do i think that relazing is equaled to death?
Why this?
Why that?
Why?
Anyone that reads this isn't Why a simple question to ask but the hardest to answer.
Why is that?
so why?
Baby NamesI was wondering what I shall name a boy if I we're to have a son?
Any opinion?
would love to hear your opinons!
sorry spelling may be bad!
Heather
aka QBBKF
In Loving Memory Of My Second Son!William Henry Appling
Died July 5th 2001
Born July 5th 2001
Was with mommy for 9 motns & 20 days before he was born into this world an Angel!
You will always be in my heart son!
You will always be in my thoughts!
There will be days i will sit and cry!
But I know you look over me and your big Brother!
He remebers you and misses you & even draws pictures of you and him and I having your birthday!
We will never forget how preciouse to us you are!
May your memory live on!
Blessed May You Be
Love Always & Forever
Your Momma,
Heather
I Would Write You A Love LetterI would write you a love letter,
but there's not enough paper
to write down everything
wonderful about you ~
the way you laugh, talk, and kiss,
the way you do those little things
that make me so crazy about you.
I would write you a love letter,
but there're not enough pencils
or pens or ink to put down
how you make me feel ~
how you make my heart beat faster
and my breath catch whenever we're close,
how you stay with me
like a love song I can't get out of my head.
I would write you a love letter,
but there aren't enough hours
or days or lifetimes
to describe all you mean to me ~
the way you've changed my world
and made me dream things
I never dared dream before.
I would write you a love letter,
but I can't …
I love you too much.
~ Author Unknown ~
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ThanksgivingI hope everyone had a great, safe, fun, enjoyable Thanksgiving! Did you all get your belly's full today? :P Mine was nice...would've been nicer to have been spent with that special someone but someday...
As I was driving up the road today (long drives make your mind wonder), during a crazy storm that came through after waking up to a beautiful sunshiny day, I got to thinking about an old friend of mine. He had been through some really rough times over the last year and ended up divorced. He even stayed with me for a little while but the drama in his life took over and unfortunately, I had to distance myself from him completely because I couldn't take it anymore..it was starting to mess with my life! Something I had never done before but had no choice due to stress, I turned my friend away and literally walked away from it all, saddened that I had to but determined to get the drama out! Well, today is not a great holiday for a lot of people, especially those who are alone or lost som
Juggalo StagesStage One- Pre Birth:
This occurs before you know Insane Clown Posse exists. You know you're different. You don't conform with society. You see the world differently than most and aren't sure where your view fits in.
Stage Two- The Awakening:
You are introduced to I.C.P. A friend may introduce you, or you may hear a song on the radio. Maybe you see someone sporting a shirt and think "I wonder what that's all about." It can happen in many ways, but from here on out nothing is the same. You start to discover the magic that is the Dark Carnival. You being to find that place where your view belongs.
Stage Three- Clown Boy:
This is the stage that most people resist. Nobody likes to think of themselves as a clown boy (or fanboy, or hound dog...take your pick), but we've ALL been there. This is where I.C.P. and Psychopathic are the WORLD to you. You want all the merchandise, memorize all the songs, and follow blindly the lead of Joe, Joey and the Psychopathic machine. The most
'dragon's Blood''Dragon's Blood' May Slay Ulcer Bug
Traditional Chinese Medicine Ingredient Fights Ulcer-Causing Bacteria and Blood Clots in Lab Tests
By Miranda Hitti
WebMD Medical News
Reviewed by Louise Chang, MD
Nov. 9, 2007 -- Heads up, Lancelot: A traditional Chinese medicine called dragon's blood may fight ulcer bacteria and blood clots.
So say scientists in Shanghai, China.
They describe dragon's blood as a "dark red resinous substance derived from various plants" that has long been used in Chinese medicine to treat conditions including ulcers and wounds.
The researchers reaped, dried, and pulverized stems from two dragon's blood plants to brew their own dragon's blood extract.
The scientists discovered eight new flavonoids (a type of antioxidant) and found 14 known compounds in the dragon's blood extract.
Next, the researchers pitted the dragon's blood compounds in test tubes against two foes: ulcer-causing H. pylori bacteria and thrombin, a blood-clotting agent.
Two
Happy Thanksgiving!I hope all you silly rascals had a great Day 'o Feasting...
Don't eat and drive; you'll fall asleep. It's time for beer and more pie! Salud everyone!
- Manda ♥
If You Werent Surejust a little bit of information. A juggalo is NOT a religion. it's a mentality. Some wear the face paint. others don't. just because your a juggalo or a juggalette or a ninja, or a soopavillian. does not mean you are anti christian, or anti mass based religion. it means you feel for family. it's not a "gang", it's not just a "fan base" it's a style all it's own. it means when someone needs your last 5$ you give it to them, because you know that when all is said and done, they'll give it back when you really need it. you love everyone. the music is just a bonus. someone saying something everyone thinks from time to time, but is too afraid to speak of. EVER been so upset you think you could just choke someone? not that you actually would choke someone, but you've thought it. and any right winged christian won't admit that. but the music speaks of that. it's a stress relief, that's what the music is about. the lifestyle is about being there for friends, because a friend will write you wh
Miles Awayspending time with family
yet feeling so alone
my heart missing you
wanting you here
its something i must
overcome being with u
being miles away
is a normal part
of us.....
the holidays will come
and go but my heart will be lonely
being miles apart
from the one u love
Firefox Splash ScreenI put up a video on how you can put any image into Firefox and activate it as a splash screen.
I thought i would share it with anyone who kinda wants to mess around and spice up your browser alittle :D
You can check out the video Here.
Hit me up if you have any questions.
Newholidays are among us once again . i just want to wish u ya'll a happy safe holiday be verry merry ..hugss
HolidayJust wanted to send a Blessed holiday to everyone and those two special people in my life. Blessed Be...
Soooo Not Fuckin Coolso me my mom and my sister was at my parents house cleaning and talking when we heard this loud sound on the roof like some one stomping(right above the kitchen where my sister was) and it runs.... yes runs across the roof to where me and my mom was!!!!! ok the wind strong out tonight yes i agree but the ladder that was up against the house never moved if the wind was strong enough to move something around to make that sound the ladder would not still be up!! even still we tryed to make ourselfs think thats all it was.....till it happend one more time like 2 hours later and it was shorter steps but still just as loud and it once again stopped right over our heads!!! oh yeah talk about freaked!!!and nothing was on the roof before that!! trust me my mom was up there earlier and my sis boyfriend was up there yesterday working!!
As The Sun Sets Slowly In The Westand it begins to get cold enough for a penguin to properly enjoy the weather :) ... anyway...
Thanksgiving went very happily. Got up early, went to a party, to two movies and between them to dinner - the two movies were Lars and the Real Girl and American Gangster... - recommending them both. The title character of the first while not quite "ASpie" was isolated and awkward enough that I thought I could very much identify, by the way. (Also read "Pericles" or at least skimmed it, after a prompt to do so in the notes to the great production of "Cymbeline" a few days back.)
Happy Day all!!
(Edit: had forgotten I'd used a similar title two weeks ago for the last post in this blog...)
DeathWell, here i go again... on call for the long weekend and it is looking like a long weekend filled with death. In the last 6 days, I have had to handle 4 dalls dealing with death. Last saturday was a double homicide of which there is really no reason why the guy did it?!!?!?! (I am baffled) Then Sunday, a suicide.... Monday night was an overdose, and tonight was a hanging. The guy is in the hospital but I doubt he will leave it walking out. I think I am just going to get a black cloak and a cicle and change my name to the Reaper. I love my job... I really do but death after a while gets to even the most cynical, sarcastic guys like me.
A Salute To The Military!!When you wanna complain you have to work 2 hours of over time this week or you are to tired cuz ya didn't get enough sleep.STOP!! Think of the military that we have in Iraq and other places going days without sleep and not knowing when they will see their homes again!!
To the military guys and gals !! Thank Your for letting me sleep safely in my warm bed every night !! It's a honor, not a privilage !!
ChaseCome To The Blood Moon!
DJ Big Chase
2007 Turkey AwardsGuess who's bizzack? Indeed, the 3rd Annual Turkey Awards are in effect and ready to hand out some wonderful awards to those who tickled us with their often idiotic actions (Click Here for the inaugural awards and Click Here for the 2nd annual). You'll laugh, you'll cry, you'll laugh until you cry and obviously you'll call us haters. But once again, ask the HipHopDX staff if we give a flying monkey shit what you say about us. Go ahead...we'll wait. You know the drill - if you don't like it, you can kiss our rainbow coalition of asses (They vary from black as a lump of burnt coal to baking soda white FYI).
The Turkey Award For “Worst Album Title For A Fat Guy”...
Fat Joe’s upcoming Elephant In The Room
The Turkey Award For “I’m Mad Because I’m Not Relevant Anymore…Except To Women Who Buy My Records To Faux Fuck Me *Licks Lips*”...
LL Cool J for dissing Jay-Z
The Turkey Award For "I Love Knuckle Sandwiches” award...
Prodigy from Mobb Deep. How many times is this cat gonna get
Giving ThanksGiving thanks on thanksgiving day
how many of you can count the things your thankful for?
I can
I give thanks for my family and the food that we share. I give thanks for the laughs and tears that some can compare. I give thanks when i see my lil girl healthy as can be, running around and laughing and being carefree. I give thanks for the soldiers that are fighting the war, that they are keeping us safe on a foreign shore. Im thankful for my mom and dad, even though we are far apart, but just a call away and always in my heart. I give thanks for my freinds here on fubar, I love yall all. and hope everyone of yall had a good day. Please respond if you wish about the things you were thankful for today.
Happy Thanksgiving to all my freinds, family, and staff on here. Hugz
Plz Help Level !!This my sister plz help level out and send some love .. Be nice all you pervs..
Please Explaincan any one explain why it is ya cant even go on a web site and mind your own business and not have people screw with you.I dont get this at all.No one will ever cause me to leave the confederate bombers no matter what is said or done.I will stand behind eaxh and every member of my family with a song in my heart and a smile on my face.people need to grow up and quit actin like a bunch of youngins causin problems when they arent bein bothered,much luv my family/
I Have Had It...This place has gotten to me too fast... Im burnt out already.... I dont know when i will return but keep me on your friends list.... I will return!
All Just A DreamWhen I woke up this morning
it was your face I next to me,
Your arms I was wrapped in,
A beautiful sight to see.
Then I felt your lips on mine,
and you breath apon my face,
your legs wrapped around me,
holding me in place.
Your hands rubbing my shoulders,
working their way down to my waist,
getting ever so much closer
to my hot, wet, secret place.
Then you whisper in my ear
That you'll love me endlessly
and that I'll never be alone,
That you want to be with me.
And as I raise my arms
to hold you tight to me,
I wake up and realize,
It was all just a dream.
Im Back 8 Mos Laterhey 8 mos later Im back. no one should feel sorry for me...sayin that up front. My parents and grams were executed. It was a robbery gone wrong. I have spent the last 8 mos in Canada making sure the bastards who did it went to jail. In the meanttime I have lost my very best friend. BUT I so understand I have been the worst friend. Have not kept in contact and she was so sweet and kind she should be with someone who who deserves her. On mky front I am glasd the bastards that shot and killed my parents are going to electric chair. and Im haoppy to be back in the US on thanksgiving of all days. May all of u be blessed with a happy TG and may all who knew me please forgive me for not being in touch. I hope u will understand and not blame. Love all of u. thanks
There For Youi wanna be so i try but it doesnt work so why even lie i do my best to do what you need done but i screw up before ive even begun so ill try and try again cause i love you my bestfriend i wont give up even if it takes all night cause i wanna make sure i end up doing something right at least once in my life "tbc"
Whohooo Ive GainedYeeeeeeeeeeesssssssssssssssssssssss
well guys and gals who love the big chicks
i have started to gain now, i am so happy i have gained a total of 23lbs since i joined here, thanks to all the gorgeous ppl who love big gals and wish me luck on my way.
I have added two more pics with a cam lol to show u my gains, one is 4 days ago and the other is after my massive thanksgiving dinner,, i managed to stuff myself silly and eat twice as much as i normally do, so now my poor lil belly is so swollen and huge and round i am loving it.
I will take a new pic after the swelling has gone down to see if i have in fact gained more rolls or droop from my earier pics.
But i must say i am on my way to getting really fat,,,, whohoooo my navel is starting to get deeper and rounder too,,, whohooooo thats all i want for Christmas is to gain more fat more weight more fun for all the chubby chasers out there,,,
WHOHOOOO please comment and let me know what u all think
My Favorite Holiday!Ok, so I just came home from being with some family, and I realized that Thanksgiving is my favorite holiday. I'm not sure exactly what it was... the family time, the lack of propogana. It's like the only holiday that isn't bombarded with a theme of "buy me" (easter bunny, santa) and it's all about being Thankful for what you have and being with your loved ones. There is no pressure of what to buy, or if they liked it. It's the only holiday that hasn't lost it's "true meaning" I know there is pressure of preparing a meal, but that's it. The icing on the cake..... It snowed! Not too much, but enough to stick, AND on the ride home Kaylee says "Mom, this was like the BEST Thanksgiving EVER!" It was great!
These are the days I love.
ThanksI want to thank all the service men and women for sacrificing their time with their families to fight for my freedom. As i sit here and eat turkey i'm so thankful that there are people like you.
thanks so much
Wish I Were DeadI CANT TAKE THIS PAIN ANY MORE
TO HAVE EVERYTHING TAKEN FROM ME
LOSING THE THINGS THAT MEAN MOST TO ME
I CANT STOP CRYING
I DONT KNOW HOW MUCH MORE I CAN TAKE
I FEEL AS IF I AM DIEING
ONE MORE THING AND ILL BREAK
I LOOK ALL AROUND
REACHING OUT FOR HELP
BUT EVERYONE KEEPS KICKING ME DOWN TO MY DEATH
I CRY OUT AND BEG
SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME
BUT PEOPLE JUST WALK ON JUST LAUGHING AT ME
IF YOU KNEW THE PAIN THAT I FEEL IN MY HEART
YOU WOULD HAVE STOPPED AND HELPED FROM THE START
BUT HERE I LAY WITH NO HELP TO BE FOUND
OH GOD I CANT WAIT TO BE PUT IN THE GROUND
Generalized StatementsOk, so someone does you dirty, the immediate phrase out of your mouth will be one of these two, depending on gender or preference:
Men stink!
Women stink!
along with various variations that include the words, jerk, bitch, bastards, asshole, c---s, wh--res, etc. (look I refuse to call women by those two words, and I will refuse to print those words simply because i feel it shows the greatest lack of respect to the gender.)
Now, in using generalized statements such as these, you only make yourself look foolish. Granted, you are angry at someone, but not the entire gender.
Now, would it not be simpler to take out an add in the local paper, put the person's name in it, phone number and list his/her misdeeds for all the locals to read? Not only would it make you feel better, but according to the latest statistics, at least 60% of any given market reads the classified ads. All you have to do is headline it in someway to catch the readers attention.
This tactic was actually
What Are We Thankful Forwhat are we thankful for every year for thankgiving
We are thankful for what a life we have
We are thankful for what good people we are
We are also thankful for who we brought in our lives.
thanksgiving to me is not just a holiday
Its the season to say thanks
thanks for being such good friends
Thanks for being such good siblings
thanks for being such good people we are
I know I am thankful for these things also
But I am thankful for having you guys in my life as real good friends
Good friends forever til the day I die
thank you for being good people =)
Below A *10*why would you rate someone below a 10 ????
you're NOT gonna get moved up in Fubar if tyou Rate ppl below a 10 gawd ppl that dence?
HelpI have been in relationship for almost 7 years....It has been very bad the past 2 years....I have a 5 year old daughter from this relationship......I dont love this girl no more, but ive stayed cause my daughter....Should i stay in this relationship or should i get out and make a fresh start
No Idea!So this is my first blog here. I don't really know what to say so i'll start with the usual, life is great, nah, Had a great day, nah, Fubar is great, yeah. I don't know why I don't come here as much as I used to but things lately have been pretty crappy. what else is new right? a person blogging about crappy stuff.. oh well. I can give you an reason why I wear this mask but if you know me already or have talked to me then you'd understand...
I think this site is pretty cool but it needs real people. so far i have added a few people, some i talk to some i dont and then theres others that act like they get me and then totally blow me off for their own stupidity. you FAKE people make me vomit at the thought that i actually talked to you. but i digress, i'm not here to bitch about stuff, i'm just here to say hey, if you wanna know why I wear this mask, or if you want another friend or whichever feel free to give me an add.
Su-Fi
Just Two Things.....All I ask of people in my life is just two simple things.
Be honest with me.
Treat me as I treat you.
Two simple rules that rule all my actions and how I interact with anyone.
Fail to do those things and you lose. You lose my sympathy. You lose my friendship. You lose any chance you ever had of being close to me.
I have a person in my life well I think they are. Not really sure. I thought they were interested in being a friend but now I realize that I was wrong yet again about peoples intentions.
It really scares me how bad I have become at reading people when I used to be so good at it.
Ten years ago I could pull somebody's psyche apart in about twenty seconds and know what to say to seduce them. To hurt them, to drive them from me or pull them closer.
It was damn near magic I tell you. But now I could not read a dime store novel if it was on tape.
I think the thing I am missing is the drugs. It must be the factor. I mean everything else is the same but I q
A Few FactsGees, why are these blogs so much more weird than other sites. I have to make up a nmae, then a subject then a blog content. God Im confused!
Anyway
Few facts bout me:
I look better than my profile pic
I am from Ireland, my name is not Pedro
I am about to delete a load of ppl of my friends list, cos I like to do that a lot
I celebrated my 2nd ever Thanksgiving today
I hate people who chat with you and then randomly stop without any reason, fuck that, I DETEST it Atasheh Demers
Im eating Pepperidge farm Goldfish cos there is no other damn snack food, its painful
I am going to put this in a blog if I can remember how to do that
I am married, not dead! So for those who think Im horrid for talking to girls, remember that! I am not here to fall in love or to sleep around, I never have nor will I ever
I like America, its got lots of great people in it, its a vast land full of beauty which I inted to discover as much of in my lifetime as is possible.
I have
Nude Sign Pix Tonightif you would like to trade some sign pix or nude sign pix tonight then let me know and i will get the signs ready ok.
and happy thanksgiving
Depressed And LonelySince I have been working on transitioning into a female, I haven't yet found a girlfriend that will be supportive of me and go out with me for a long term relationship. I am tired of being lonely and it is hard being who I am. Not alot of females are into someone like me for dating and whatnot. I see everyone have someone and it breaks my heart that I have no one now. Where is the ones that live in Columbus Ohio or nearby that are willing to go out with me and be with me for me? Are you out there?
On A Serious Note...I'm in dire need of some GOOD advice.
I've been having a personal relationship issue with my boyfriend. Now you have to understand how many times I've been burnt and broken in the past by the opposite sex, even the men that "appeared" to be the sweetest and most faithful. I'm very scared and I'm not having good feelings about the situation.
Ok so my significant other has this very annoying, obsessive ex girlfriend. I mean she's seriously not right in the head and she's got major issues. Anyways, she refuses to leave him alone. I confronted her online about it and she basically told me to fuck off that nomatter what I say him and her are going to talk forever and ever. So I find out tonight that her mother calls him (probably at another attempt to get him to take her demented ass back) and this REALLY pisses me off. What makes it worse is that he has not told her to basically fuck off and leave him alone. I confronted him about this once almost a month ago and he told me that he s
Saying Goodbye To Friends On This SiteI don't like the competition and rating concept on this site. I realize that a lot of people are helpful and considerate doing this, but I want to really meet people who have an interest in more than my looks or sex, or racking up the numbers.
Too many young men want my attention for the sex and not for the person that I am. I'm mature enough to know that I can find good sex anytime, and it is available to me at anytime I choose. But that is not all I want. I'm willing to wait for the right person. And still hoping that there is someone out there that really wants to know who I am and not what kind of pleasure I can give them.
I wish all of you the best and hope that your lives are filled with exactly what you want, need and hope for. Peace & Light
I have myspace:
www.myspace.com/jojolass
GahhhOMG robbbbbbbbbbbbbIinnnnneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
I love you
R.i.p DadWell, my dad passed away today, Thanksgiving at 3:25 P.M. I am thankful that he was saved and knew he would be going to heaven. And am thankful that he is no longer hurting or sick. He is better off than any of the rest of us at this moment. However, I am human so am very sad to have lost my daddy. Thanks to all who have been here for me and supported me the last few weeks. Luckily it was just that, a few weeks instead of months or years of suffering. One last thing I am grateful for is my friends who kept me going through all of this. Thank you from the bottom of my heart.
Randomhey all well another thanksgiving went by again had turkey ham well just say had the hole nine yards as always had a good time everything like that but the one thing that was miss was that i had no girlfriend :( again never had brought one up there yet i was hoping to do it this year.but that had never happen. i know i know that i shouldn't be going about this stuff but i just needed to get it off of my mind.
But anyways i hope you all have a good one and i will talk at you later on
peace out and love in
Popa
This Needs To Be Seen And Passed On To All PleaseThis holiday season for me sux, but i was just reminded that even though for me its bad, for a lot of others its worse.
Please, share this with your friends and fan and family...cause to be honest...we all know someone who needs to know we care.
Love you all.
Just Something Randomi will be takin new pics soon and puttin them up here im sure its been some time sense i posted some and im sure all of u would like to see some new ones so hopefully soon ill get a chance to take some new ones and put them up on here
To My Democratic FriendsTo my Democratic friends:
Please accept*, with no obligation, implied or implicit, our best wishes for an environmentally conscious, socially responsible, low stress, non-addictive, gender-neutral, celebration of the solstice holiday, practiced within the most enjoyable traditions of the religious persuasion of your choice, or secular practices of your choice, with respect for the religious/secular persuasions and/or traditions of others, or their choice not to practice religious or secular traditions at all.
And a fiscally successful, personally fulfilling, and medically uncomplicated recognition of the onset of the generally accepted calendar year 2003, but not without due respect for the calendars of choice of other cultures whose contributions to society have helped make our country great, (not to imply that our country is necessarily greater than any other country) and without regard to the race, creed, color, age, physical ability, religious faith, choice of computer plat
Knowledge, Power And SafetyHowdy ya\'ll. Back again for another dose of reality warpiung ideas and thoughts. Lets run them down alphabetically shall we?
Knowledge
Knowledge is much like a double-edged knife. We all need it to do what we do every day. However, we truly do not need THAT much to survive. However, there is something to be said for being able to come up with answers, solving problems and the joys of Logic.
Now, the down side to having this lovely thing called knowledge is just that. Having this knowledge means that you cant not know it. I know that really does not make sense, but follow me. You learn through no means of your own, that something bad (or what you consider to be bad) will happen to someone (be it a friend or stranger). You cant UN-learn that knowledge, if you tell that person, they may not garner any knowledge of their own from it. As well as they may not learn how to be stronger by overcoming said situation.
Well, what do you do? (pop quiz hot shot!). Its a nasty situatio
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Diamonds Are A Girls Best FriendDIAMONDS ARE A GIRLS BEST FRIEND
A lady walks into a high class jewelry shop. She browses around, spots a
beautiful diamond bracelet and walks over to inspect it. As she bends over
to look more closely she inadvertently breaks wind. Very
embarrassed, she looks around nervously to see if anyone has noticed her
little accident and prays that a sales person doesn't pop up right now.
As she turns around, her worst nightmare materializes in the form of a
salesman standing right behind her. Cool as a cucumber and displaying
complete professionalism, the salesman greets the lady with, "Good day,
Madam.
How may we help you today?" Very uncomfortably, but hoping that the
salesman ! may just not have been there at the time of her little
'accident', she asks, "Sir, what is the price of this lovely bracelet?"
He answers, "Madam, if you farted just looking at it, you're going to shit
when I tell you the price."
They're Cute, Right?They 4 tattoos I got are posted in my pictures under Tattoos.
I told you they were small.. hehe
Buried Feelings!How does one express they're feelings to those he has never met face to face, but feels so many different feelings for?
I have been on Fubar for 2 months and have found more love and genuine feelings here then I have seen or felt anyplace else on the web!
I want my friends to know that I will always hold a deep place in my heart for all of them. I also want to let them know I will always be here for them and will do all I can to remain a stedfast and true friend to them.
I have found many feelings here that I though had been buried to deep to ever recover and have found,Through these friends, That they were easier to recover then I would ever have imagined. For these people I write this tribute!
50 Questions1. When you're home alone, do you still close the door when you shower?
NO
2. Has a friendship ended recently that you wish hadn't?
DON'T YA NEED FRIENDS FOR THEM TO END
3. It is your friend's birthday; do you buy them a gift even though they didn't buy you one for yours?
PROLLY TAKE THEM OUT
4. You win the $300 million power-ball lottery. What do you do?
Pay off everything Ive ever owed anyone... buy a house.. a new car/truck... invest the rest for the kids' college
5. Do you like your music loud or at a reasonable level?
DEPENDS ON MY MOOD
6. Are you a beach person or a snowy mountain person?
BEACH
7. When do you prefer to take a shower, morning or night?
DEPENDS ON MY MOOD
8. Can you watch scary movies alone?
MMMMM YEA I THINK SO I BIG GIRL
9. Soft bed or firm?
IN BETWEEN
10. Would you rather stay home all day, or be out and about?
WITH FAMILY OR FIRENDS
11. What's one of your worst memories?
1/2 MY CHILDHOOD
12. Do you like to keep the peace or
Me FirstI really need to start thinking of myself first. I put my own feelings aside too much.. I put my own needs second. Well screw that. It just makes life too hard when you worry about what everyone else needs first.
Is that so wrong? To put me first? To get what I need out of life? Maybe thats why I get moody.. and seem miserable at times. Maybe its why I feel sad at times. Maybe its why people confuse me and why I expect too much out of them. I never do what I need. I let frustrations and anger build up inside. Well I let them out in blogs, but never to the person that deserves it.
Sometimes I think I need to put up walls. But I don't. I do have walls, plenty of them. But the walls are for me, to keep me in, not others. I need to tear them down and let myself out. Maybe putting myself first will take away the need for the walls.
I Have Been Trying Tofigure out why I love penises. I have no idea why. I have never really fooled around with a lady so I suppose I can't really say that I'm totally completely hetro. I don't thimk I would mind fooling around with another lady though.I am sure that the closest I have came to having a threesome is when I have been training other mistresses or when I myself was trained. I do love men I know that for sure. But I would never turn anything down if I were interested intellectually with anything. Sorry this is boring--just some random thoughts I have. goodnight
This Is Ma Blogmy blog post on everything....
Ma mate Jess is awesome...
the fionce is so loveing...
AND just coz i am engaged does not mean i can't have male friends...
Give UpI began to give up on me
when i took a look at reality
I said 'what am i still trying for?
Lord, you don't need me anymore.'
There must have been something that I have done
to make you choose another one
I said 'Why am I still in this race?
Oh Lord, i'm loosing my place.'
And then you told me
'I still need you. I still Love you.
Nobody else can do what I want you to do
That's why I created you!'
Pimp Pimp HoorayOk you sexy cherries come on and show some love to so wonderful and sweet cherries, rate and fan these wonderful people profile's
They are some of the best people on here and my greatest friends they all return love given to them
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HolidaysHope that everyone has a good Thanksgiving
Two RobinsTwo robins were sitting in a tree. 'I'm really hungry,' said the
first one.
'Me too' said the second. 'Lets fly down and find some lunch.'
They flew to the ground and found a nice plot of plowed ground
full of worms. They ate and ate and ate 'til they could eat no
more.
'I'm so full I don't think I can fly back up to the tree,' said
the first one.
'Me either. Let's just lay here and bask in the warm sun.' said
the second.
'O.K.' said the first.
They plopped down, basking in the sun. No sooner had they fallen
asleep, than a big fat tomcat snuck up and gobbled them up.
As he sat washing his face after his meal, he thought,
'I love baskin' robins.'
My Lovessome pictures from today slide show would hold but so many just threw some in because I love boring you all sooo :P
Does Practice Make Perfect'100 Women'
A guy and his manager go down to the docks. The
manager is betting every docker he sees that his
guy can make love to 100 women in a row, without
pausing, and satisfy them all. Bets are made, and
they agree that they'll meet the next day.
The next day, 100 women are lined up along the dock .
The guy drops his pants and starts. True to his word,
he moves from one to the next, satisfying each one
without pausing: 1.. 2.. 3.. on and on he goes:
49.. 50.. 51.. He slows down somewhat: 83.... 84....
85.... but he is still moving from one to the next, and
the women are still satisfied: 97.......... .. 98.......... ...
99.......... ..... and before he can get to the last woman,
he has a heart attack and dies.
The manager scratches his head in puzzlement
and says,
'I don't understand it ! It went perfectly well
at practice this morning !'
Victoria’s SecretA husband walks into Victoria's Secret to purchase a sheer negligee for his wife. He is shown several possibilities that range from $250 to $500 in price, the more sheer, the higher the price. Naturally, he opts for the most sheer item, pays the $500 and takes it home.
He presents it to his wife and asks her to go upstairs, put it on, and model it for him. Upstairs, the wife thinks, 'I have an idea. It's so sheer that it might as well be nothing. I won't put it on, but I'll do the modeling naked, return it tomorrow, and keep the $500 refund for myself.'
So she appears naked on the balcony and strikes a pose. The husband says, 'Good Grief! You'd think for $500, they'd at least iron it!'
He never heard the shot.
Funeral on Thursday at Noon.
Closed coffin.
God And The BikerA biker was riding along a California beach when
suddenly the sky clouded above his head and,
in a booming voice, God said,
'Because you have tried to be faithful to me in all ways,
I will grant you one wish.'
The biker pulled over and said,
'Build a bridge to Hawaii so I can ride
over anytime I want.'
God said,
'Your request is materialistic, think
of the ;enormous challenges for that kind of
undertaking. The supports required to reach
the bottom of the Pacific! The concrete and
steel it would take!
It will nearly exhaust several natural
resources. I can do it, but it is
hard for me to justify your desire for worldly
things. Take a little more time and think of
something that would honor and glorify me.'
The biker thought about it for a long time.
Finally he said,
'God, I wish that I could understand my wife. I want to
know how she feels inside, what she's thinking when
she gives me the silent treatment, why she cries,
what she means when she says not
Don't Fart In BedIf this story does not make you cry from laughing so hard, let me know and I will pray for you.
This is a story about a couple who had been happily married for years. The only friction in their marriage was the husband's habit of farting loudly every morning when he awoke. The noise would wake his wife and the smell would make her eyes water and make her gasp for air. Every morning she would plead with him to stop ripping them off because it was making her sick. He told her he could not stop it and that it was perfectly natural.
She told him to see a doctor; she was concerned that one day he would blow his guts out.
The years went by and he continued to rip them out! Then one Thanksgiving morning as she was preparing the turkey for dinner and he was upstairs sound asleep, she looked at the bowl where she had put the turkey innards and neck, gizzard, liver and all the spare parts and a malicious thought came to her.
She took the bowl and went upstairs where her husband
A Thank You To My Heroes!!!This Thanksgiving I just wanted to take time to make sure that I thought about all of you...my heroes.Some of you are home for your first Thanksgiving since we became friends...an answer to many, many prayers. There are at least two military wives I know in Germany serving in a different capacity as silent heroes.There are Mothers and Fathers who are not home with their children right now...while I am home with mine.
This year...we lost some of you.Brought home to be buried in a Country where it seems most of us take our freedom for granted.
I wonder how many of us have watch the football games today...eaten the Turkey...spent the day with our families...and forgotten what Thanksgiving is all about?
This Thanksgiving...for each and every one of you. My heroes.
Thank You From The Bottom Of My Heart
Please,do not just have a Happy Thanksgiving...Please have a safe one.
Sincerely,
A Grateful American
Clean Sweep..> Two brooms were hanging in the closet and after a while they got to know each other so well, they decided to get married.
One broom was, of course, the bride broom, the other the groom broom.
The bride broom looked very beautiful in her white dress. The groom broom was handsome and suave in his tuxedo. The wedding was lovely.
After the wedding, at the wedding dinner, the bride-broom leaned over and said to the groom-broom, 'I think I am going to have a little whisk broom!'
'IMPOSSIBLE !' said the groom broom.
Are you ready for this?
Brace yourself; this is going to hurt! ! ! !!
'WE HAVEN'T EVEN SWEPT TOGETHER!'
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Oh for goodness sake... Laugh, or at least groan.
Life's too short not to enjoy... Even these silly
...little cute............. And clean jokes!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sounds to me like she's ....... !
......been .....sweeping around!!!
Some HumorWe were dressed and ready to go out for the New Years Eve Party. We turned on a night light, turned the answering machine on, covered our pet parakeet and put the cat in the backyard. We phoned the local cab company and requested a taxi. The taxi arrived and we opened the front door to leave the house. The cat we put out in the yard, scoots back into the house. We didn't want the cat shut in the house because she always tries to eat the bird.
My wife goes out to the taxi, while I went inside to get the cat. The cat runs upstairs, with me in hot pursuit. Waiting in the cab, my wife doesn't want the driver to know that the house will be empty for the night. So, she explains to the taxi driver that I will be out soon, 'He's just going upstairs to say goodbye to my mother.'
A few minutes later, I get into the cab. 'Sorry I took so long,' I said, as we drove away. 'That stupid bitch was hiding under the bed. Had to poke her with a coat hanger to get her to come out! Sh
Turpentine And The Little BoyA little boy was sitting on the curb with a gallon of
turpentine and shaking it up and watching all the bubbles.
A little while later a Priest came along
and asked the little boy what he had.
The little boy replied, 'This is the most powerful
liquid in the world, it's called turpentine!!!
The Priest said, 'No, the most powerful
liquid in the world is Holy Water.
If you take some of this Holy Water and rub it on a pregnant
women's belly, she'll pass a healthy baby.'
The little boy replied, 'You take some of this
here turpentine and rub it on a cat's ass
and he'll pass a Harley Davidson.'
Naturally Submissivemy mind fills with You
my spine straightens
arching slightly
legs naturally parted
breasts aimed forward and up
to meet Your gaze
eyes aimed down to meet the smile
forming on lips
that part in anticipation
of contact with Your skin
salty sweet with exertion
my heart
once beating discreetly
now reminds me
with every thunderous contraction
that You are reaching out for me
my breathing
once so simple and unconscious
now comes in short
deliberate audible sighs
nipples now alert
aching for attention
conscious of encasement
straining to be free
between Your strong deliberate fingers
smooth mound
pushing against black panties
pulled tight
pulsating
and searching for Your approval
clit now steeped in dew
a testament to new blossoming desire
tingling of all the nether regions
sacred openings widen
inviting exploration
for Your viewing and use
dizzy
spinning
legs trembling
i am river
finding my way
to You
the Sea
Your pet
Twenty DollarsOn their wedding night, the young bride approached
her new husband and asked for $20.00 for their first
lovemaking encounter. In his highly aroused state,
her husband readily agreed.
This scenario was repeated each time t hey made
love, for more than 30 years, with him thinking that
it was a cute way for her to afford new clothes and
other incidentals that she needed.
Arriving home around noon one day, she was
surprised to find her husband in a very drunken state.
During the next few minutes, he explained that
his employer was going through a process of corporate
downsizing, and he had been let go. It was unlikely
that, at the age of 59, he'd be able to find another
position that paid anywhere near what he'd been earning, and
therefore, they were financially ruined.
Calmly, his wife handed him a bank book which
showed more than thirty years of steady deposits
and interest totaling nearly $1 million. Then she
showed him certificates of d
FriendsI doubt anyone will read this, considering it doesn't say "nsfw", but, hey, I'll give it a shot. I am trying to decide whether to stay on Fubar or not. You see, I have tried to be available to all my friends when they need me, and with the exception of a couple of people on here, I can't get anyone's help or interest at all. I have listened every time someone needed to vent or had a problem they needed help with, but it seems that when I have a problem or something I need to talk about, there is nobody interested enough to be there for me. That being said, I feel a little better, but like I said, this probably won't get viewed. I suppose I will have to decide what the answer is to this problem, just like I do everytime, because everyone is busy. For those of you who do read this, thank you for your time.
Missy
Score!!A father said, 'Son, the object of dating is to SCORE! And to do
that, you have to give the woman something. So when you pick up your
date later, make sure you have some flowers or chocolates to give
her. Girls go crazy over that stuff. The more you give, the more you
get!'
So, the son showed up for his date with flowers AND chocolates.
She was very flattered and pleased, and she rewarded him with a long,
passionate kiss. She pressed her chest against him and rubbed her
fingers through his hair,.... hoping to give him the best kiss that
he had ever received.
After the kiss, he turned and bolted for the door.
'Oh! I'm sorry,' she said. 'I didn't mean to scare you away.'
'You didn't!' he replied. 'I'm going out to get you some jewelry!'
The OneYou will always be in my heart
I am ready to make a new start
you are with me every day
beside me you will stay
In time the one will come
then I may have some
I wish that you were here
please let the one be near
You were always there
I can feel you here
let me be free of the pain
to love the one for me
Hope Everyone Had A..Great Turkey Day because I sure as hell did. I got a phone call from Michael about 8am from my cell phone of him wishing me a Happy Turkey Day and he invited me over. He was tempting me because he said he had pumpkin pie. LOL. So I told him I would stop and get some whipped cream...cause I like my pumpkin pie with whip cream...hell...any "pie" LOL. So I got there and he was making his second one and his first one came out and I was special...I got the first piece. LOL He said he wanted to make sure the arsenic was enough...LOL. I told him I knew he wanted me dead...:D So his next pie came out and the crust was burnt. It was burnt on the first one but not as bad. I am laughing to myself and asked him if he had any aluminum foil. He said yea why? I asked him if he knew that if he put aluminum foil around the crust during baking that it wouldnt burn. He said he didnt kno that. So on his 3rd pumpkin pie I did that for him...and my pie turned out perfect! LOL. He said that it w
Your Giftthe darkness closes in
The Raven cries
Lost and lonely
Stumbling in darkness
The pain so great
I lay down to rest
Wishing for it to end
Knowing tommarrow will come
The pain returning when i open my eyes
Wondering why you wished to wound me so
When to you i gave all
Your side is where i always was found
Your happiness always first
in return distrust, accusation, and threats was i given
Pushed away yet you expect my return
Saying you will be my light in darkness
Yet this darkness and pain was i placed in by you
How can i expect it to stop
If remain with you i do
For this is what you gave me to shield me
This darkness and pain my gift from you for my love and loyalty to you
I weep for the smile and happiness i once knew
Now replaced with tears and pain
My heart bleeding from the wounds inflicted
Knowing it will take time to heal
yet having to bel
Here We Go Again!!!!Ok most of you know I had 2 jobs and was working my ass off. Well lots of things happened.
1) I had a student that was taking steriods and had a roid rage fit and completely flipped out on me. SO YEA I was scared. He is bigger then me, male(duh) and he was PISSED. When I say pissed I mean veins popping, spitting, eyes ready to burst outta the socket pissed. He threw shit around and scared me. Needless to say I called the boss and she only suspended him for 2 days.
B*LLSH*T!!!!!!
Then other things had happened and I was like screw u all I am outta here. So that is that. I am making more money working at a salon that I don't have to fear for my life everyday.
So Imma have more time on here once again and have more time with my kids! THANK GOD! I MISS THEM SO MUCH!!!
So that is what is happening with me. Hope everyone else is good. I will be blogging more again and venting and other stuff. Have a good one.
Peace out scouts!
10 Things I'm Thankful For1. My kids.
2. My Soldier.
3. My brothers & most of my sisters =]
4. My friends I didn't think I'd have.
5. My friends that have been in my life forever.
6. My own house & sturdy SUV.
7. The laughter that surrounds me.
8. The Military that protects us.
9. Being healthy.
10. You.
Troy Aikman One Of The Games Greatest Quarterbacks!#8 TROY AIKMAN
Quarterback
1989-2000
In 12 NFL seasons, Troy Aikman became one of the game's great quarterbacks. As one of only three players in NFL history to lead a team to three Super Bowl victories, Aikman has rewritten virtually every passing record in Cowboys' history. He closed his career with 94 regular season wins, including 90 in the decade of the 1990s -- making him the winningest starting quarterback of any decade in NFL history (Joe Montana held the record with 86 wins in the 1980s). Along with that mark, Aikman holds or is tied for 47 Dallas passing records, including the club's career records for attempts (4,715), completions (2,898), passing yards (32,942), touchdowns (165) and completion percentage (61.5% - third best in NFL history at the time of his retirement). He also posted a club-high 13 regular season 300-yard passing games during his career.
Aikman retired from the game as the NFL's 15th ranked passer all-time with a quarterback rating of 82
Pirate Party!!Two swashbucklin' stages of pirate music and other debauchery!!
Friday, August 23, 2008 3pm-1am
Saturday, August 24, 2008 9am-1am
Then the Late Night Shanty Sing along, hosted by Captain Lightnin' Jack of the Salt Sea Pirates starts at 1am-whenever (both nights)
Midway Sandbar Amphitheater
Port of Columbia, Mo.
Camping and Parking included in the price (tba)
Music on the mainstage:
Jolly Rogers
Musical Blades
Capt. Dan & The Scurvy Crew
Potcheen Folk Band
Swashbuckle
Pog Mo Thon
Loch Ness
The Rum Fellows
The Jolly Garogers
Bring your own food and drink (NO GLASS CONTAINERS) or buy from the food and drink vendors!
Hope to see you there.
For more info on other acts, vendors and other debauchery check out these links:
http://www.shipwreckedfest.com/
http://www.myspace.com/shipwreckedfest
I Realized . . .1. I've come to realize that my butt:
Is never going to be small
2. I've come to realize that when I talk :
No one listens
3. I've come to realize that, if I love someone:
It doesn’t mean that they love me
4. I've come to realize that I need:
Something to keep me busy
5. I've come to realize that I lost:
Too many things that are important to me
6. I've come to realize that I hate it when:
People can’t be honest
7. I've come to realize that, if I'm drunk:
I am spending time with people I love
8. I've come to realize that, marriage:
Is not meant for everyone
9. I've come to realize that I have a lot of:
People who would do anything they can for me
10. I've come to realize that, I'll always be:
Myself no matter who tries to change me
11. I've come to realize that I have a crush on:
Only people that I shouldn’t
12. I've come to realize that, the last time I cried:
Needs to be the last for those reasons
13. I've come to realize that my cell ph
Other Places To Find Us!www.myspace.com/shipwreckedfest
http://tribes.tribe.net/shipwreckedpiratemusicfest
www.reverbnation.com/shipwreckedfest
www.shipwreckedfest.com
See ye thar!
Feeling Invisible.. And .........i must be invisible cause...
important things said don't get noticed by the one that should
i hurt inside and it don't matter
i can cry and it goes unnoticed
i can say nothing and you take it as fact ( or so it seems)
you talk to other and not to me
you care more for other and not for me
you say i love you to others but not to me
so i guess i should just be invisible cause in some ways i already am.
Help - Trying To Decide On A Cover Song For Our Upcoming Cd ;)We are in the studio right now working on new material for our 3rd CD (14 new songs) and are considering throwing in a cover.
FYI -- We did a cover on our first CD of Billy Idol's White Wedding -- You can check it out here >> white wedding
So with that in mind -- Got any ideas?
PLEASE LEAVE SONG SUGGESTIONS IN COMMENTS...
I Just Wanan Kno Yi mean damn i make time out fa ppl be more concerned bout wtf dey gon do den get slapped in da face time and time again i guess dis is wat friendship suppose to be like i guess yo i mean i alreayd dont feel good i feel sick and out of all days my moms decides she wanna be supportive of my lifestlye and let me invite mafukkas ova no one shows up so while my moms is wit her man and my lil sis is wit her bf i'm sittin in da livingroom lookin around at errbdy else enjoying dey self waiting on someone to call me and tellin my moms dey coming dey comin and all i dunno i guess its me make i need to just disappear cuz i stay being da only mafukka wit dey feelings hurt time and in and time out another lonely day and night is wat i have to look forward too since ppl seem to think i'm too emotional and all but hey it is wat it is its been holla at me wen i have my funeral!!!!!
''trap Game''The Cowboys' 40th Thanksgiving Day game had all the traits of a proverbial "trap game".
Short week. A struggling New York Jets team entering Texas Stadium. The 10-1 Green Bay Packers visiting next week in a game that could decide home-field advantage throughout the NFC playoffs.
The Cowboys avoided all potential traps on a snowy Thanksgiving afternoon, cruising to a 34-3 victory over the Jets for their first 10-1 start in franchise history.
Next up is Brett Favre and the equally-impressive Packers, who beat Detroit handily in an earlier Turkey Day match-up.
The Cowboys never looked back after taking a 21-0 lead in the second quarter behind two scoring drives - Marion Barber's 7-yard touchdown run and Jason Witten's 25-yard touchdown catch - and cornerback Terence Newman's 50-yard interception return for a score.
Newman, who also recorded a key interception in last Sunday's win over Washington, stepped in front of Jets rookie Kellen Clemens' pass and raced in untouch
Dark N Stormy Night.. A Little Bordism On Thanks GivingIt was a dark and stormy night. The rain poured down on my mother and my father. They are both as one, seeded in a fissure in a sidewalk. The seed trembled as water filled the cracks. Tiny hairs poked through the solid outer shell, sucking life from the soil. The hairs grew thick, twisting upward higher and higher, until they flowered at an apex like an oasis of thoughts and dreams.
Lightning tore through the air just as the newborn tree drove its infant roots deep below the surface of the earth. Streaking through the air, it struck the leaves with a mighty CRACK! and the entire body of the plant shuddered. Energy surged through the branches, spiraled down through the trunk, and seeped from the roots into the ground. Suddenly, the energy thrust skyward through the tree's flesh, reducing the foliage to blackened crippled fingers. The thunder ceased and the rain lightened.
Cued by a soft tinkling that seemed to come from the tree itself, a dozen tiny impish pixies of bright pink an
Soldiers Mind In A Combat ZoneHere is something that I wrote it has been now sent out in emails and put in newspapers. This will give you an idea of what we go through. Respond to it if you want.
All alone in a country that I'm unknown. No one to talk to, no where to go. As I live in my hooch waiting on our next mission to take place, my mind drifts back to home, where I am known by family and friends. It is so lonely and so different.
All I can think about is how nice it is to know that I am here so others back home can sleep in peace and enjoy their family and friends and the freedom they take for granted but enjoy and don't think twice about what is given for their wonderful lives. I am here for all Americans no matter if they like the soldiers or not. We are here while they are there with only worries of how much money can be made and how much more they need to get what they think they need.
A soldiers mind in a combat zone is living life day-by-day seconds-by-seconds at any time their life could
Been A Whilewhat the fuck is up with all this bullshit fucking drama disguised as bulletins? haters and bitcher EVERYWHERE. people actually wanting me to repost..or..take sides in the shit...fucking people. keep your dirties to yourself. sneaking in these "catch phrases" to get you to click the bulletin to find out it isnt AT ALL what the subject title is. if you retards post the title of what is REALLY in your bullein you KNOW we wont read it. you wana gossip, air you dirties, bhitch , snivel, complain..PICK UP YOUR PHONE ANF CALL YOUR GIRLFRIEND, BUDDY OR MOMMY...LEAVE THIS CRAP OUT OF THE BULLETINS...SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!FUCKING HATERZ
ThankfulEven though I am in Iraq this thanksgiiving. I have so much to actually be thankful for. As of to date our unit has not actually lost anyone. I am thankful that each and everyone one of you can enjoy thanksgiving. Be glad that you are able to celebrate with family and friends. I would also like to state that make sure you don't make up excuses why you can't do anything because us over here can't do anything at all which means each day is a day gone by that can't be made up. Enjoy everything you can and everyone you can. Be thankful to be around family and friends which we can't. I personally am thankful that we are here so others can have a life back home. I have missed so many plays, holidays, birthdays, anniversaries including my own, and there is so much more I have missed. Don't worry bout money because money doesn't bring happiness. Family, Friends, and events mean something. Everyone takes it for granted. I am thankful I have a wife that cares and family and friends
Come Check Us OutWANNA MEET SOME GREAT PEOPLE AND HAVE A GOOD TIME ?? THEN COME CHECK US OUT..WE ARE A WORK IN PROGRESS BUT WE ARE R~O~C~K~I~N~G AND HAVING FUN !!
http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=52214
Life..A Friend Of Mine Had Posted This In A Bulletin, And I Wanted To Keep It.. Those Of You Who Truly Know Me, Know Why I Would Want To Keep Something Like This.. Not Only That.. But It Is So True..
The Greatest Irony of Love
Loving the right person at the wrong time,
having the wrong person when the time is right
and finding out you love someone right after
that person walks out of your life...
And sometimes, you think you're already over a person,
but when you see them smile at you,
you'll suddenly realize that you're just pretending
to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that
they will never be yours again...
For some, they think that letting go is one way
of expressing how much they love that person...
in my opinion, some are afraid to see the one they love
being held by someone else...
Most relationships tend to fail not because
the absence of love. Love is always present.
It's just that one was being loved too much and the
other was being loved to
Important-please Read Dont Not Dial This Area Code!IMPORTANT-PLEASE READ
Body: Date: Nov 22, 2007 10:22 AM
Subject: ABOUT AREA CODE please read
Body: ABOUT AREA CODE
We actually received a call last week from the 809 area code. The woman said 'Hey, this is Karen. Sorry I missed you--get back to us quickly. I Have something important to tell you.' Then she repeated a phone number beginning with 809 . 'We didn't respond'.
Then this week, we received the following e-mail:
Subject: DON'T EVER DIAL AREA CODE 809 , 284 AND 876
THIS IS VERY IMPORTANT INFORMATION PROVIDED TO US BY AT&T. DON'T EVER DIAL AREA CODE 809
This one is being distributed all over the US . This is pretty scary, especially given the way they try to get you to call.
Be sure you read this and pass it on.
They get you to call by telling you that it is information about a family member who has been ill or to tell you someone has-been arrested, died, or to let you know you have won a wonderful prize, etc.
In each case, you are told to call the 809 numbe
Forgive LifeWHY THE PRESIDENT FORGIVE LIFE OF TWO TURKEYS OF FARM OF MINEESOTA, AND NOT FORGIVE LIFE OF MANY PEOPLE SENTENCED TO DEATH IN USA?
THAT CONTRADICCION!
Blahalright i came home lastnight around 11 pm and my landlord was here getting high no big deal but i came into my house and found out my kitchen had no electricity, and it had been that way for 16 hours. i was concerned cause it seemed like a short in a wire. but i go tell him he comes over checks it but ends up taking to long and was gonna say we can deal with it tomorrow but with it being a short in the wire i dont want to take a chance of a fire hazard and at that point i called my dad and told him hey dad there is a short in my wire here somewhere and i need an idea on fixing it. well my landlord got rude and told me just hang up the phone which is my phone mind you. and told me my dad has a life. while that may be true my dad has always told me i am the most important thing in his life so doesnt that constitute me pretty much being his life?? but yet he has a life that is too good to help me fuck that. i told my landlord to just shut the fuck up for a second while i was on the phone
Welcome My Irl Friend PleasePlease help welcome my IRL friend Jesse. He joined today. Stop by and leave him a comment. TYVM!
jessecox2005 @fubar.com user#1361365
Girl Friend Applicationu wanna be my bf??
BASICS:
Name:
Age:
Location:
Height:
Hair (colour and style):
Eyes:
Piercings/tattoos:
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OTHER:
1. Where would we go on dates?
2. Who are three (or more) of your favourite bands/artists?
3. Do you drink/smoke??
4. Do you like the rain?
5. If so...would you play in it with me?
6. Do you like movies?
7. If so, would you stay up and watch them with me all night?
8. Could we cuddle and just fall asleep together?
9. Would you kiss me often?
10. Do you play an instrument?
11. If so...what?
12. Would you be waiting by the phone wanting me to call you right after we saw each other ?
13. How would you rate your hugs from 1-10?
14. Favorite body part on a girl?
15. What would you say is the best thing about yourself?
16. Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, slut,pimp)?
17. Would you give me kisses just because?
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Over 'n AllOkay, the day is over.... We had a good day, and a nice dinner. The boys (ages 16 & 23) had dinner in an easy-going polite manner, and I thoroughly cooking for them.
Tomorrow is Friday... then 2 days off.
I'm bored right now... I guess we could do a podcast tonight and post it, but I haven't put together the one I did by myself last week.
The kitchen/entertaining area remodel is sloooowly coming together. I will be glad when the countertops are put in.
We had beers and trivia with WVPimpdaddy, his better half, and a couple of friends on Tuesday. It was a blast even though I couldn't hear half the conversation. Nice people :)
I'm at the end of this, and I am still bored. Maybe some fun "play" to cap off the evening ;)
Nite
A Woman Scorned.Arion thee! Thou art distempered with fell. Fie. Go forth and flee, like thy fond whitehearted beast. Thou hast proven thyself to be mearly a knave. Thy love for one was pageant. Prithee, pronounce thy regret for adultery. How dare thee dally withal a runnion! Cleave to thy Brach.
Thou hast lost thy love of something so mary. Thou cannot speak of being fap! Thou hast fobbed thy love. For what?! A fond dally? Thou hast antick 'pon I. Thou hast baffled thyself for a mear pin-butted caitiff. Thou villainous puke-stockinged mildewed-ear! Haste me to know't, that I, with wings as swift as meditation or the thoughts of love, may sweep to me revenge. Arion thee, thou infectious heavy-handed malignancy! Fly and never return.
(Interpretation -- Some dude's just cheated on his lover with some rotten hooker. I spent all this time researching Shakespearean words for this one. I'm in a low mood..)
Hello Allkk im lookin for bouncers greeters & bartenders.so if u or anybody u know is interested then hit me up & let me know.tysm
:)
~Dre@meR~
as if u didnt know (b) (d)
Free All TurkeysALL TURKEYS FREE!!!!!!!!!
SAVE THE WORLD!
NO MORE TURKEY KILLED!
LOL!
Do You Everdo you ever think about what could have been
do you ever think about why things are they way they are
do you ever want more
do you ever wish things were better
do you ever wish i was someone else
do you ever think i want more
do you ever think i have feelings
do you ever think about them
do you ever think does it hurt me
do you ever think about can it get better
do you ever wonder if i think about you
do you ever wonder do i think about your feelings
do you ever think do i want more for you
do you ever want me for me
do you ever love me for me
do you ever..............
for i do
do all the above and then some
but for what i don't know... maybe cause i care ... maybe cause i love... maybe cause its you.. and because deep in my heart no matter what it has always been you...
but do you ever........
Howhow do i find more friend on here i go to page and rate and leave comments but i don't have many friends it there a trick to this
Goodbye To RomanceThe last ever post from the House of the Rising sons! I am joining the fucking zombie ranks.
The Futility of Faith
This life so crippled that I can't stand,
And God on High, with no command
Angels futile and Devils impotent as well,
And to think that I was once afraid of Hell...
Seek not your soul, it does not exist-
Meaning and truth are ideas that do not persist
Each moments experience is its only reward-
Let passion be your shield, pleasure be thy sword.
And Love? That lofty goal so pure-
is no more than some charlatan's cure.
I realize now, and understand all too late
Faith in heart will not change your animals fate.
that is it, no moral here,
my search ends as my own worst fear.
I know of nothing more to say or write-
and these words- my life, no matter how slight...
Fade .."Augustus was sensible that mankind is governed by names; nor was he deceived in his expectation, that the senate and people would submit to slavery, provided they were respectfull
Update 11/23/07Well it is Thanksgiving day and my daughter London is in the hospital in Iowa City again. She has an infection in her wound and stress induced diabetes. They have her on IV antibiotics and insulin. On Monday she will be having surgery on her hip again.
They will be excising the wound and folding the skin that they can stretch over it and then in a week or so they will do a skin graft over what they can't cover. She will be in the hospital for a while and I am not sure of any other details but I am grateful that they are finally doing something about her wound. It has been a year and a half since the accident and she was getting to the point where she wanted to give up. Now, there is some hope that they will get it healed so she can finally have her knee surgery. Her knee has gotten worse and locks up on her sometimes where she can't bend it at all. I have to manually manipulate her knee so she can bend it when it freezes up on her. So, hopefully they will get it fixed soon after the
Some Exciting NewsI have just opened my accoutn on fubar and it is great there are so many nice people, I like to chat with people a lot, so don't hesitate to add me as a friend :)
Rate My Drawingshey guys...i just uploaded some of my portrait drawings of some hip-hop stars....please check them out and rate them or leave comments on them...thanks
Happy ThanksgivingWell.. here we are.. being thankful for all the great things in our lives. Not a bad thing to take some time and be appreciative of the gifts we have. I came to the realization tonight that in the town I live in.. I'M RICH.. but in another town.. well..I would probably be nearer the lower middle class. Not that status means much to me. I moved to my town to be in the town I teach in... nothing more.. nothing less. When you're about to go it alone and have to think about finances with three kids... where you live is a big one. I have grown to love this little "city." I don't know of many other places where you can have total strangers treat you like long time friends. I am thankful for that. I am as laid back as this place is in terms of material life. Give me a warm summer evening, a set of horseshoe pits and a camp fire... ( we dont need to mention a frosty cold beverage) and life is good. So to whom it may concern... I am thankful for my life... may it continue to be as wonde
UghSOOOO my family had thanksgiving dinner without me... i didnt even get invited... SHITTY. i had to work this morning and instead of waiting for me they left. didnt even tell me they were going... lousy as shit... but yeah.
KISSES
Family ..wut A TripSo everyone who knows me know that i am italian and greek. Knowing this,u have to have an idea what kind of family life I have....loud,annoying and sometimes embarassing Especially my parents!!!! so we always go to my moms sisters house every year and theres never a dull moment. my family always feels the need to discuss personal shit...and they love to call u out when we are all together...nothings ever private.Here we go again....so i take advantage of having so many relatives there to occupy my kids and a driver incase i wanna drink. U never wanna sit at the table cause now ur in the hot seat.My mom looks at me and says whatsa matta wit u...I said wut ma, she says" u drinkin? i said "yeah why? Shes like o my god , asking me if im depressed. i told my mom why i gotta be depressed,im having a good time. then my uncle asks me if im going to have more kids and before i could answer my mom says" no shes fixed she dont got all of her insides no more" im like NO SHE DIDNT JUST CALL ME OUT
AngelsSENT AN ANGEL TO WATCH OVER YOU LAST NIGHT, BUT IT CAME BACK. I ASKED WHY? AND IT SAID ANGELS DON'T WATCH OVER ANGELS! send this to all the people you really care about 20 angels are in this world 10 are sleeping 9 are playing and 1 is reading this comment. send this to 10 friends including me. and if you get 5 replies, someone you love will surprise you!
Cowboys Crush Jets To Move Up To 10-1Cowboys Dominate Jets on Turkey Day, and move to 10-1
Tony Romo helped improve the Cowboys' Thanksgiving Day record to 26-14-1.
Regardless of where they go from here, Tony Romo, Terrell Owens and the 2007 Dallas Cowboys already have reached an impressive peak in team lore: 10-1.
Romo threw two touchdown passes, including a late one to T.O., sending the Cowboys past the New York Jets 34-3 Thursday and giving Dallas its best record through 11 games in its 48-year, five-championship history.
"We haven't made any of our goals yet -- we didn't make the playoffs, we didn't win the division, we didn't get home-field advantage -- but I am proud of that, our team is proud of that," Cowboys coach Wade Phillips said.
While the milestone is nice, it's only good for a share of the NFC lead. Green Bay also is 10-1 and the Packers are headed to Texas Stadium next Thursday night.
If the Indianapolis-New England game earlier this month was hyped as Super Bowl 41 1/2, this upco
My Music Home PageWell after some bitter issues with myspace, I reluctantly reopened my music page. Hopefully this time they don't delete my account without telling me. Anyway if you care to hear some original music, check it out. http://www.myspace.com/moonchiled
AbusedThis is the story of my life and how I have been treated.
Need you...Dream you...Find you...Taste you
Fuck you...Use you...Scar you...Break you...Lose me...Hate me...Smash me...Erase me...Kill me!!!
This is the way I feel and I am unsure how to get past this mood I am in. Any suggestions?
PeopleOKAY thats it....Im sick and tired of whiny babies whot give bad rateings or such because I dont rate them a 10 or 11. IF your photo sux deal with it.....learn about a thing called lighting, or location, or try to be origional with the pose....the same gay submissive look/profile view looking at the ground is used up....smile, throw up your middle finger something, but be origional....and yes I expect the one that is my primary pic right now to get bad rates cause I didnt think about haveing my hat on inside...so you can like barely see my eyes. But rateing pics with points of 1 and then blocking the user jsut because your photo sux and no one else has the cahones to say it is childish...but i guess if your gonna block me fine, casue I pobably didnt want to get to know you any how......nuff said...like me or hate me or jsut fear me.....i dont really give a #$#@$*(.
laterz.
Could Noah Build His Arc Today?If Noah had lived in the United States today the story may have gone something like this:
And the Lord spoke to Noah and said, "In one year, I am going to make it rain and cover the whole earth with water until all flesh is destroyed. But I want you to save the righteous people and two of every kind of living thing on earth. Therefore, I am commanding you to build an Ark."
In a flash of lightning, God delivered the specifications for an Ark. In fear and trembling, Noah took the plans and agreed to build the ark. "Remember," said the Lord, "you must complete the Ark and bring everything aboard in one year."
Exactly one year later, fierce storm clouds covered the earth and all the seas of the earth went into a tumult. The Lord saw that Noah was sitting in his front yard weeping. "Noah!" He shouted. "Where is the Ark?"
"Lord, please forgive me," cried Noah. "I did my best, but there were big problems.
"First, I had to get a permit for construction, and your plans did n
Heart And SoulOkay, so why is it that when you want to put your heart and soul into something, something happens to make you second guess doing it. Is life really that awful that we are all here to be punished? If it is then could someone please tell me what the hell I am being punished for? I hate walking around clueless waiting for the other shoe to drop. An God help me if I hear one more person say that I am the "nice & funny one" I am going to kick some ass!! Statements such as these that often come out of a guys mouth, is just a polite way of saying "you're a fat chick and I wouldn't date you". Reality check boys, there is more to a woman than her looks. If you don't think so then you are not only shallow, but you are missing out!! I have a lot to offer and I think I am a pretty good person (as long as you don't piss me off...LOL). At any rate, am I wrong to not trust or believe that there is something better out there? Because if there is I sure as hell haven't found it.
LoveIn my eyes
I see a love
That is so beautiful
And so true
Sometimes I wonder
If it is really true
Or if it is something
I want it to be
People might think
That I am crazy
For the way I think
Or the way that I feel
But one thing
Is for sure
And that one thing
Is the way I feel about you
The way you
Make me smile
The way you
Make me all warm inside
Just by a couple
Simple words that
Mean everything to me
In my heart
Just by you saying
I miss you
or a couple more
I love you
You are so special
To me in my heart
You are my soul
And the love of my life
If you asked me what
Life means to me
and i would say
You are my life
You are the one
I love so much
It hurts when
You hurt
I Love you always and forever
Happy Thanksgiving To AllDear Fubar Friend's and Family's
Thank you for the thanksgiving comments you send me on here.And i send thanksgiving comments back to you.Hope you like them.Happy thanksgiving to all of you's.
A Thought For YouI sent a thought flying out through space last night,
It travelled 'cross the skies.
'Neath the cold waning moon, at mountain top height
It carried my whisper, my soft wanton sighs.
I watched as it wandered o'er forest and lake,
Frozen and sleeping land.
Across the bald prairie, on a tiny snow flake,
And then to your window, and into your hand.
My whisper unfurled and blew into your ear,
A shadow of your name.
My sighs breathed out hushed, as they hovered near,
And into your sleep, they wait without shame.
To show you the journey I take in my dreams,
The rapturous passion I feel.
The heat of my need, the release of my screams,
Sometimes so intense, this cannot be real.
When you awake I hope you will find,
A kiss soft on your cheek,
A blessing I share with your brilliant mind
May you always find what you seek
Cheers To Dads Raising Kids Alonethis is to celebrate all the men out there who are raising their children.. Lots of hard work, and they should be soo recognized and appreciated.
cute video
The RaceI am a symbol of your past
Of what a friend can be
For from the days expanding west
You have relied on me.
I helped you plow your fields of grain
And carried you upon my back
And as the wars for you all came
I helped you repel attack.
Across the vast and open lands
I did always stand up strong
When the herds of cattle strayed
Or failed to move along.
Then if you had some leisure time
I helped put on a show
Participating in the games
You called a rodeo.
Even in these modern times
I still keep up your paces
For I control the Sport Of Kings
By running in your races.
WhyWhy is it that a guy looks at us females and all he wants to do is get into our pants? Can't anybody just get to know us before they want to fuck? Of course fucking is good, don't get me wrong, but we don't always want to be like, hey what's your name, mine's liz, wanna fuck? We want to feel like we actually know the guy before we drop our pants. Alright maybe I shouldn't be putting all females into a group because trust me all females are not like this, maybe i am just a real mother fucker who is looking for another real mother fucker...
Help, Updated And Added Some Things..Okay people I need your advice. I told my friend that I would take her to New Jersey for Christmas. I had planned on taking her and dropping her off and coming back the same day. Its only a five hour drive, not to bad depending on traffic. Well she tells me that she wants me to stay there with her the whole time shes there. Iv tried to hint that I dont wanna stay. There are to many bad memories in New Jersey and the thought of it makes me depressed. And im a horrible driver. I dont have the patience unless you know exactly where you are going. My neighbor said she would ride with me only it would have to be on the weekend. But shes good with directions and can do some driving (if she wants to, and if her husband dont mind). But I dont know what to do. I dont wanna stay in New Jersey and I dont know how to tell my friend this, advice please...
BeautyYour lips, your eyes, your soul
Are like a work of art,
The most creative thing of all
Is your beautiful heart.
If you were a painting,
No colours could express
The beauty deep inside you,
A rainbow, nothing less.
If you were a sculpture
The clay could hardly make
Your figure of an angel
Without one mistake.
If you were a euphony
No choir could really sing
All the beautiful music
Your eyes could possibly bring.
So here I am, an artist,
With inspiration beyond belief
But to capture such rare beauty,
I'd have to be a thief.
Fu-seasonAs all of the stores get crammed with shoppers, you know who you are, looking for the best deal on the hottest toy or the newest electronic gadget...
I want to ask you for a favor.
Call your parents. They would love to hear from you. Tell your Husband, your Wife, girlfriend or boyfriend that you love them. Hug your kids, no matter how much they protest. Take a walk. Give to a REAL charity, not just money, if you can really afford it... give your time.
But most of all, I want you to have a great Holiday season, no matter what that Holiday is or who you are spending it with.
David & Tiffany
~work~ & NotBarbie
On A Serious NoteI woke up this morning feeling a little blue for a couple of reasons. For one, this is the first thanksgiving day that I have ever not spent the day with my mom. Yes I am a mommy's girl. Second, I'm single (big deep heartfelt sigh). My two good points are my kids. I'm thankful everyday for them. Then I opened an email from one of my best friends. Her Mom passed away this morning and she didnt get the chance to tell her she loved her one last time. My point is, Make each day count. Tell the ones that you love how much you love them, as often as possible because life can turn on a time when you least expect it. I heard a song today that goes perfect with this blog. The Dance by Garth Brooks. The words say it all.
I wish you all the best life has to offer.
huggles and love
Bren TrollDoll
The Dance
Looking back on the memory of
The dance we shared 'neath the stars alone
For a moment all the world was right
How could I have known that you'd ever say goodbye
Happy Turkey Day (for The Americans At Least..)I am stuffed like the bird.
Well, not *my* bird, as I don't eat stuffing, but *someones* bird.
I hope everyone (at least on this side of the world) had a lovely holiday, full of good food and laziness after eating too much of it.
And to those who don't celebrate, for one reason or another- I hope you had a merry day as well.
Personally, I'm ready for a nap.
I Think Caucasians Are Hot Is That Bad !! / But I Love My Latinas!!!I THINK CAUCASIANS WOMEN ARE HOT IS THAT BAD !! / BUT I LOVE MY LATINAS!!!
Message:
A QUESTION
IF WE ARE ALL AMERICAN.
AND I HAD KIDS WITH A CAUCASIAN WOMAN WOULD THAT BE BAD?
SO IF NOT WHY DOSE THE ONE DROP LAW EXIST?
DO YOU KNOW WHAT THAT LAW IS?
DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH TURMOIL IT CAUSED?
IF HAVE ONE DROP OF BLACK BLOOD I'M BLACK, ARE YOU FUCKING CRAZY!!!!!
IF MY FAMILY IS FROM PUERTO RICO
MY BLOOD IS FROM PUERTO RICO
MY DESCENT IS FROM PUERTO RICO
MY CULTURE IS FROM PUERTO RICO
AMERICA HAS NO CULTURE
NOW IF THEY DO IT'S FROM PEOPLE WHO CAME
FROM OTHER CULTURES OF IMMIGRANTS
WHO MIGRATED TO ELLIS ISLAND.
QUE DIOS LE BENDICE LA FAMILA, LA MEMORIA DE INFANTERIA 65
DE PUERTO RICO . QUE NO RECONCEN LOS AMERICANOS,O
LOS ESTADOS UNIDOS.
GOD BLESS THE MEMORY, AND THE FAMILY OF THE 65TH INFANTRY OF PUERTO RICO.
AND ARE NOT RECOGNIZED BY THE U.S.A ,
OR THE SO CALLED AMERICANS..
JESUS R CALDERON
THE INSANE POET
A PERSONAL PROPHET OF GOD
Pieces Of MeYou can take my hands cuz I write with my mind.
Just being content is all I'm hoping to find.
I'm not asking for much, please answer my plea.
Cuz if it dont come soon, the end will be me.
You can take my feet, cuz I'm tired of walking.
And you can take my voice because I'm tired of talking.
You can take my stomach, no more pride I can eat.
And you can take my knees, because theyre simply too weak.
You can take my shoulders, cuz I cant bear the burden.
And you can take my eyes, cuz all I see is whats lurking.
You can take it all, I'm not sure it worth much.
Gone is my soul, my spirit, my touch.
The only thing you cant have is my cold black heart.
Cuz I'm not sure I ever had it, it was never there from the start.
The Death Of Americais really sad and pathetic as a whole.Maybe its just me but im sick and tired of getting wished a happy thanksgiving as if were supposed to be proud that the white man killed off the Native Americans..
Celebrating this day as an American holiday makes me sick your really celebrating the death of the Real Americans..
Your ancestors all came here killed off a race now you celebrate it whats next Iraq?
We went there and killed a bunch of them. think about it lets celebrate the deaths of all the people we have killed in the name of greed!!
yeah this journal ends here on the note that giving thanks for the things you stole or killed for is wrong on so many levels that you should all be disgusted with yourselves..
Omg My Truck!as most know, i luv my truck almost as much as my new bike... well today i went to my mommy's house, 2 hours away, and right before i got there, i hit a curve too fast... went in the ditch, got out, but then started fish-tailing... the whole time i wuz thinkin my truck is gonna flip... so not kewl... i had princess (my doggy) with me and i think i scared her half to death... sum how i managed to scrape the bed on the passenger side and break off one of my tie-downs... other than that, i hope nuthin else is wrong with her... anywayz, my neck hurts from it, so im gonna go find me sum drugz (legal ones)... hope everyone had a better thanksgiving then i did!
Light At The Edge Of The AbyssStaring into a deep abyss,
The darkness seems to haunt me.
Is there hope beyond the mist?
Or is there only misery?
Do I jump? Do I surrender?
Or do I let the fear of falling keep me there?
When will I find the answer,
and will It be too late to care?
The only light that I do see,
is just out of my reach.
I'm not even sure,
if its real or just taunting me?
Awake all day,
and most of the night,
just waiting and waiting,
for a glimps of my light...
My nights are cold and empty,
My days long and unending.
My life seems to be wasting away.
My soul weakening.
Only briefly does my light shine,
Just a few short minutes a day.
if I could only just stop time,
My light could always stay.
See, My light shines at the far edge of the abyss,
and there is no way around it.
The depths of the abyss are always waiting
for me to take one wrong step and fall into it.
Sometimes I wonder if I let go of the light,
and let it shine for another,
then maybe the abyss
Spinning Into Oblivion...Lonly days filled with haze,
Hiding from reality.
Frustration and resentment rise,
As I search for my identity.
Minute by minute, hour by hour
Trying to learn how to live again.
Night and days always running together,
As I slowly spin into oblivion.
Endless nights looking for light,
Searching for some clarity.
Another struggle, another fight
to find a happy memory.
Everyday begins the same,
Paved with good intentions.
Night falls, and the only change
is I'm spinning ever faster into oblivion.
Tired of hiding, sick of crying,
and always feeling blue.
My hopes and dreams slowly dying.
Yearning for something new.
Day in, day out, night after night,
I will continue to stuggle, continue to fight
Somewhere out there is an answer to my question...
How do I stop spinning into oblivion?!?
DisconnectedHiding in the darkness,
Disconnecting from reality.
I feel the waves of hopelessness
Crashing all around me.
My nights seem to be endless,
And my days are even longer.
Each day I grow more restless.
My disconnection growing stronger.
The shadows that surround me
Through the cold and darkened night,
Keep my soul company
Silently convincing me to keep up the fight.
My walls of protection are sensing my distress
And rising quickly from somewhere deep inside.
Growing into a stone cold fortress,
A place for me to run to and hide.
Disconnecting from my life.
Disconnecting from my feelings.
Disconnecting from my loved ones,
My only way of healing.
I thought this journey of self-discovery
I started over a year ago,
Would finally help me break free.
Would finally help me to let go.
How do I let go and disconnect from the guilt I feel
For trying to follow my heart?
And why in the hell does it have to be such a big deal
That I finally want my life to start?
To EveryoneI know it would be nicer of me to just post a comment on all your pages, but because I'm rushing between work and family today. I'd like to wish you all a :
This image is from belladonnasdarkgraphics.com
Lets Make LoveI get home late from work tonight
Baby, my body's achin'.
Can't stop thinkin' 'bout you and me
And the love that we'll be makin'.
So I chill the champagne
Light a candle or two
(Baby, all the things I'll do to you)
I love you so much my little heart is breakin'.
Let's make love
Oh baby, let's make love
Your body fits me like a glove
So baby, let's make love
(Ooh Baby, let's make love, oooh yeah)
Baby let's make love, yeah, yeah, alright
Ain't nobody in the world
In love as we are.
Making love to you's like being inside a shooting star.
Now I'm in so deep, baby, we're groovin
(Lovin the way your body is movin')
Then I pull it out just a little bit too far
And I accidentally stick it in ya butthole.
I put it in your butthole.
I swear that wasn't my goal,
To put it all up in your bootyhole.
And I swear
I'll never do it again.
...Unless you kinda liked it.
This isnt mine.. This is a Stephen Lynch song.
Don't Be Shyi know there are alot of shy ladies out there but if you be so kind. send me a pic of you're breasts.
Artist Contest!!A few weeks ago i got this idea in my head and that is why not have a artist contest here on fubar for the artistic people here. Each artist would send 1 of their best sketch in and people would rate them from 1 to 10. Well this idea is in its 1rst stage of developement so i still havent thought of the rules or the prices. Any suggestions or ideas you might have is very well accepted.
My Husband Joined FubarStop by and say hello to my husband and welcome him to the site.
Don't worry... he won't bite (he saves that for me).
Here is his link.
http://fubar.com/user/1361470
My Myspacewell i created a myspace account its a work in progress but some friends would be nice :) so come see me there too please myspace.com/forever_923
thank you
Got To Love Food!NOT!
Ive cooked so much and Im so glad today is over. NOw Im just gonna chill out and watch Live free and die hard. :) It snowed a lil butu today.. it was beautiful. I just stood out in the drive and let the snow flakes fall on to my face and hair. I love the snow. cold and wet and so soft! Anyways nothing to really talk about. Hope you all had a blessed turket day and your super stuffed!
-red
At The Pearly GatesEinstein dies and goes to heaven. At the Pearly
Gates, Saint Peter tells him, "You look like Einstein, but you have NO idea the lengths that some people will go to sneak into Heaven. Can you prove who you really are?
"Einstein ponders for a few seconds and asks,
"Could I have a blackboard and some chalk?" Saint Peter snaps his fingers and a blackboard and chalk instantly appear. Einstein proceeds to describe with arcane mathematics and symbols his theory of relativity.
Saint Peter is suitably impressed. "You really ARE Einstein!" he says. "Welcome to heaven!"
The next to arrive is Picasso. Once again, Saint Peter asks for credentials. Picasso asks, "Mind if I use that blackboard and chalk?" Saint Peter says, "Go ahead." Picasso erases Einstein's equations and sketches a truly stunning
mural with just a few strokes of chalk. Saint Peter claps.
"Surely you are the great artist you claim to be!" he says. "Come on in!"
Then Saint Peter looks up and sees George
W. Bush. Sai
My Trip & And FudramaWell I’m back from my trip, and my visit with Onyx. It is a beautiful place to see, a bit in the middle of nowhere, but it’s nice. A great time to be there with the leaves changing. I had a blast. Onyx is a great person and my bestest friend. I am glad I got the opportunity to meet him face to face. We are the best of friends and will always be. Also my first time on a plane, scared but not as bad as I had imagined it. Yes Onyx you were right nothing to worry about with the plane ride.
And in light of what has transpired over the last few days. I am not being used, I do not feel like I am, and would like those of you who think I am to wake up. As I sit here and reflect on the past year and think about what I have to be thankful for. I am thankful that Onyx has come into my life. He is a great friend. And he has a kind heart and people need to stop using him for there benefit. I am tired of people walking all over him. And I am getting tired of being walked on myself
Helloi hope everyone had a good 1.
Age And PerspectiveHave you ever been guilty of looking at others your own age and thinking, 'surely i can't look that old.
Well.. You'll love this one. My name is alice smith and i was sitting in the waiting room for my first appointment with a new dentist.
I noticed his dds diploma, which bore his full name. Suddenly, i remembered a tall, handsome, dark-haired boy with the same name had been in my high school class some 40-odd years ago. Could he be the same guy that i had a secret
crush on, way back then? Upon seeing him, however, i quickly discarded any such thought. This balding, gray-haired man with the deeply lined face was way too old to have been
my classmate. After he examined my teeth, i asked him if he had attended morgan park high school. "Yes. Yes, i did. I'm a mustang," he gleamed with pride. "When did you graduate?" I asked. He answered, "in 1965. Why do you ask?"
"You were in my class!", I exclaimed. He
looked at me closely.
Then, that ugly, old, bald, wrinkled,fat ass, gray
Knight's HelmetThe perfect complement to the Knight's Breastplate! Price: 9.99
Opps!The Shredder
A young executive was leaving the office at 6p.m.
when he found the CEO standing in front of a shredder with a piece of paper in hand. "Listen," said the CEO, "this is important, and my secretary has left. Can you make this thing work?" "Certainly," said the young executive.
He turned the machine on, inserted the paper, and pressed the start button. "Excellent, excellent..." said the CEO as his paper disappeared inside the machine.
"I just need one copy."
Bad Newshey all my fubar friends and family,my hard drive crashed tuesday night and im using my cousins computer to let you all know.its probably goin to be awhile before i am able to get back online cause i cant afford a new one yet...im goin to miss you all!!!
Why People Are Nasty ???????????I JUST GOT AM EMAIL FROM THIS GUY
http://www.fubar.com/user/1361260
IF HE PAID AN MIND TO READING MY PROFILE HE WOULD OF NOT SAID WHAT HE DID TO ME WELL AT LEAST I WOULD NOT
from: 86
date: 2007-11-22 15:46:58
subject: pussy?
read receipt: No
replied: 2007-11-22 15:48:29 block user
can i see your pussy?
WHY ARE SOME PEOPLE JUST NASTY
Ok I'll Do The Dishes!Joe wanted to buy a motorbike. He doesn't have much luck until, one day; he comes across a Harley with a 'For Sale' sign on it.
The bike seems even better than a new one, although it is 10 years old.
It is shiny and in absolute mint condition. He immediately buys it, and asks the seller how he kept it in such great condition for 10 years.
"Well, it's quite simple, really," says the seller, "whenever the bike is outside and it's going to rain, rub Vaseline on the chrome. It protects it from the rain." And he hands Joe a jar of Vaseline.
That night, his girlfriend, Sandra, invites him over to meet her parents. Naturally, they take the bike there. But just before they enter the house, Sandra stops him and says, "I have to tell you something about my family before we go in."
"When we eat dinner, we don't talk. In fact, the first person who says anything during dinner has to do the dishes."
"No problem," he says. And in they go.
Joe is shocked. Right smack in the
BeingBeing around people you care about is great, always let them know it before it's too late..
Given a chance,I would like to prove,
how much I think and care for you...
Being with you, is a dream come true,
but I know I'm not the one for you..
I sit alone and I start to think of you,
instead of happiness I become blue..
I want to be the one who is by far the Best
to make you forget of all the rest..
But being me is not good enough,
I'm just me and that's all I am
The Sisterhood Lounge Is OpenHey ladies the lounge is open and DJ GEMINI ison air tonight come and join the fun...
Hope you all had a great thanksgiving
My UgThe last thing he ate in THIS life, was made by my loving hands
The last thing he heard in THIS life, was my loving voice singing his favorite SRV song to him-Pride And Joy. I was his Pride and Joy he always told me, and he always sang that song to me, grinning that huge magnificent grin I love and miss so much
The last thing he saw in THIS life, was my loving eyes and face looking into his
The last thing he ever felt in THIS life, were my loving arms wrapped around him as he passed into the stratosphere...
While he lay dying, he said to me "I'm not afraid of dying, I'm just afraid of losing you." I told him "you can never lose me, because we are a part of each other."
None of us are getting out of here alive and I KNOW I will see my Ug again and I can hardly wait.
MY Ug, My Gus, My Cave Man
MY best Friend, My Hero, My Soul Mate always
Meeting Your FutureI am truly in love with someone who is my life. I have not had feelings like thisin a long time. She is my every waking thought, hope, dream, fantasy come true. She has changed my life in the past few weeks, and i now know my destiny. I have finally found true happiness in life, and with her beside my side, i cannot fail at anything.
Take Me As I Am !!!!!Mary J. BligeTake Me As I AmMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com
WORDS THAT I HAVE LEARNED TO LIVE BY..CANT TAKE ME AS I AM THEN YOU CANT TAKE ME AT ALL..
( COWGIRL HUGS )
Happy ThanksgivingHope everyone had a wonderful Thanksgiving today! Hehe and had lots to eat! You better have enjoyed that pumpkin pie! mmmmmm yummers!!
Mine was alright. Had plenty to eat, omg I'm still stuffed.. gah! Though it is sooo nasty out right now. With freezing rain and snow mix.. gahh *gives mother nature the finger* the bitch so no ready for winter hehehehehee
Now I'm just gonna relax.. weeeeee! Watching dawn of the dead then its on that 360 yo! haha thats my relaxtion.
HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!!
Bad Luckthis last few weeks have been horrible luck for me i got sick for a week then i got better for a few days then got sick again after i got better my car broke down i finaly got my car fixed and now i have a broken tail bone!
Survey Homoness60 Things You Didn’t Know About Me
1. What is in the back seat of your car right now?
hahahaha all kinds of shit. Big box o cds, clothes, garbage, vibrator, a kite, a shoe, underwears (which I guess would go with clothes), a body of a small foreign child.
2. When was the last time you threw up?
I don’t throw up.
3. What's your favorite curse word?
fuck. And any combination involving the word.
4. Name 3 people who made you smile today?
1. ha
2. ha
3. ha….no smiling.
5. What were you doing at 8 am this morning?
passed the fuck out. Drooling.
6. What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
sitting at work in front of the computer. Hand down my pants on my balls. I wasn’t jerkin off you perverts. Just fondling.
7. If you could meet any celebrity today who would it be?
*sigh* ive already met myself but I guess….kieth Richards would be cool.
8. Have you ever been to a strip club?
der. Titties. Although they get rather boring. I spend a lot of money and end up still
Have You Ever.....Have you ever been mad because yoou cant understand things? Your right there and then you get smacked in the face and a 180 happens and now your losing it. You keep running forward but all your doing is making it worse. Just like quick sand the more you move the worse it gets. Your so confused and pissed off you get mad at it all. Curious as heck.
WHAT JUST HAPPENED? WHY THIS? WHAT DID I DO? All of these questions and more. Your so drowned by what you see and what you her that you just lose it. Let the curious take control get mad and go into asshole mode.
I dont know what to do or say. You tell me....
Letter Of Adam To DesciplesDate: 3rd May 0023
TO:
Messrs Matthew, Mark, Luke & John (Publishers).
13a Sandy Wasteland Square,
Just Next to the Pizza Hut,
Judea.
Dear Sirs,
It is Mr. Christ's understanding that you are planning to write and publish a biography of him in the near future. Such a biography would, he is sure you would realise, be entirely unauthorised and if it were published in the form you suggest he would be forced to take the matter up with the highest authority.
However he can fully understand your wish to write about his life and will sanction such a project a number of conditions:
That the title of the book be 'The Holy Bible' and not as you propose, 'Hot and Salty - Our Sexy Savior's Saucy Story'.
That you do not mention the name of his natural Father (Elvin Roxenby-Toke) who, for legal reasons, contests paternity. He suggest you utilise the 'virgin birth' scenario. Mr. Christ realises that this is entirely ludicrous but suggests that no-one ever went bust under
I Should Be ThankfulIt is 5:30 pm thanksgiving day. The roommate from hell won't be home for 3 more hours. YEAH!! The pie is cooling, the jello relish is made and chilling, the turkey is in the oven. The rolls are rising on the stove to be put in the oven just before dinner. I have time for a quick trip to the store for sodas and I get to relax. Christmas is hectic and spent with family I barely talk to. It has been a very bad year physically and emotionally. There is no spare money for anything and not even for some necessities. Presents have been fought for to make the grandkids and my mother happy. So thanksgiving is my day to cook what I want and spend quiet time all by myself. Some of my friends don't understand that alone today isn't lonely. The food I cook will allow me to not have to cook as much over the next 2 weeks. I get to flip thru the channels or just not watch. I can surf the net and catch up with friends all over the world. Hallooween is the party holiday. Christmas is the hav
Australian Pink Floyd--tour DatesThe Australian Pink Floyd Show
23rd November USA Tulsa, OK Brady Theater
24th November USA San Antonio, TX Majestic Theatre
25th November USA Austin, TX Music hall
27th November USA Clearwater, FL Ruth Eckerd Hall
28th November USA Orlando, FL Bob Carr Theatre
29th November USA Fort Myers, FL Bbmann Theatre
30th November USA Clearwater, FL Ruth Eckerd Hall
DECEMBER 2007
1st December USA Miami, FL Filmore
3rd December USA Cincinnati, OH Taft Theater
4th December USA Canton, OH Memorial
5th December USA Pittsburgh, PA Benedum Center
6th December USA Lakewood, NJ The Strand
8th December USA New York, NY Terminal 5
FEBRUARY 2008
9th February CHE Zurich Volkhaus to be confirmed
10th February LUX Luxembourg Rockhal to be confirmed
11th February FRA Paris Olympia to be confirmed
12th February BEL Brussels Cirque Royal to be confirmed
14th February HOL Amsterdam Concertgebouw to be confirmed
16th February DNK Copenhagen Amager Bio to be c
Sick Of Turkey Fest!! (locals)For those of you local to Springfield, Mo...
Sick of family bugging you, sick of turkey, sick of football? Come out Friday night, November 23rd at 8pm to GroundXero on the corner of National and Commercial....Hear some great metal bands and hang out with some great people. Have a drink with me and let's party!!!
Nobody Cares!!!Well, I post my first mumm and I get one vote out of 21 views so far...guess nobody gives a damn...nice, real nice. Happy Thanksgiving To You Too...lol
Just A MemoryMySpace Codes & MySpace Layouts
Just a memory sometimes,
On an overcast day,a haze of smoke moves about,
The rain is falling as she listens to a distant
voice, somehow sadly,singing a song,
a death smeared song of an era long gone,
Just a memory sometimes,
Illuminated back wall of rose red lights,
so strange,so old and piercing,
And the rhythm dragged out,
a melodious haunting plea,the song mood indigo,
Enter the faceless man in black,
Is he her fate? a dangerous destiny ?
Just a memory sometimes,
Of a room like a cold black box,
She does not sleep this night,
Insomnia, a black knight,a sleepless night,
No valium, the night passes in black organza song.
Yeahso, Tuesday was my sons first birthday. it was so cute. he got his little cake, and ate the icing off the top. but then he was on a sugar high for the rest of the night. lol. but he liked it. and he loved the toy my mom got him. he plays with it all the time. he also got a couple outfits, a toy organizer (not a toy box, it's got 3 shelves with baskets on them) a riding toy, and a book. lol. anyways, today, my family from Ohio came for thanksgiving. my aunt Terry used to work at a hair salon, and she gave Lucas his first hair cut. :( kind of, but a little bit of :) too. it does look really cute, but i just loved the little curlies at the back of his neck! i will be adding some pictures later.
*anyways*
just thought i'd start on my blogs. sometimes i just feel like typing. lol...i know i'm kind of strange. but really, i could not care less. :D
-peace out!-
love,
Miranda
Black Friday Steals!Black Friday special! now, until tommorrow at midnight!
why go and spend all this time on black friday when you can get this from me for cheap! And FREE SHIPPING
Our special is:
a nintendo wii with 2 joysticks, and smackdownvs raw 2008 for 200.00 SHIPPED TO YOU!
And with every purchase recieve a 50.00 gift card to walmart!
And our other special is:
Xbox 360 ELITE *120 gb harddriver* with halo 3, and assains creed for 365.00! Thats a steal!!
Here is a COMPLETE list of what we are selling:
Everything is BRAND NEW. With 90 day money back GUARANTEE. And the factory Warranties.
With EVERY PURCHASE, you recieve a 2 gb ipod nano 2nd generation, in sliver, blue, pink or black.
Three days only, you will get 10.00 off a purchase of 75.00 or less. And 20.00 off a purchase of 76.00- 100.00 and 50.00 of a purchase of 100.00 or more.
What we have for sale right now is:
A ps3 with 2 games *which you chose from the list of games we have for sale* and an EXTRA wir
Take The Test1. If u won car what would u choose
a. lambo
b. hummer
c. bmw
d. mustange
2. u went to a party and u saw the woman of ur dreams what would u do
a. just stair
b. by her a drink
c. ask her on a date
d. start a convo
3. u go to the bar and ur in a fight with a man/woman and he/she has a wapone what do u do
a. grab a knife
b. run like hell
c. use ur surroundings to protect u
d. talk ur way out of it
4. ur going to make love to ur woman/man how do u go about it
a. u buy a single rose to rub againts her belly
b. u buy a tasty treat
c. or just make love to her/him
d. all the above
Notes Taken For War VideoYep, there is a video I'm gonna be making for the song war. During a successful meeting to discuss this with my friend and camera fiend Mike I took some notes. I decided for those who are fans of the project I'd give a heads up as to what you have in store:
I'd not had that many beers I guess.
What Should My Next Photos Bejust curious to see what my friends want to see of me...lol Any ideas you have just let me know and what ever one has the most comments i will do that idea hope you guys are creative ;)
About Empathy And EmpathsAbout Empathy and Empaths
From Christel Broederlow
What is Empathy?
Empathy is the ability to read and understand people and be in-tune with or resonate with others, voluntarily or involuntarily of one's empath capacity.
Empaths have the ability to scan another's psyche for thoughts and feelings or for past, present, and future life occurrences. Many empaths are unaware of how this actually works, and have long accepted that they were ìsensitiveî to others.
Empathy is a feeling of another's true emotions to a point where an empath can relate to that person by sensing true feelings that run deeper than those portrayed on the surface. People commonly put on a ìshowî of expression. This is a learned trait of hiding authentic expression in an increasingly demanding society.
An empath can sense the truth behind the cover and will act compassionately to help that person express him/herself, thus making them feel at ease and not so desperately alone.
Empaths experience empath
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" Wear Red" 2Here are two very touching photos honored at this years International Picture of the Year.
First Place:
Todd Heisler The Rocky Mountain News
When 2nd Lt. James Cathey's body arrived at the Reno Airport, Marines climbed into the cargo hold of the plane and draped the flag over his casket as passengers watched the family gather on the tarmac.
During the arrival of another Marine's casket last year at Denver International Airport, Major Steve Beck described the scene as so powerful: "See the people in the windows? They sat right there in the plane, watching those Marines. You gotta wonder what's going through their minds, knowing that they're on the plane that brought him home," he said. "They will remember being on that plane for the rest of their lives. They're going to remember bringing that Marine home. And they should."
Second Place:
Todd Heisler The Rocky Mountain News
The night before the burial of her hus
Vampire NameYour Vampire Name Is...
Phoebe the BloodthirstyWhat's Your Vampire Name?
Thank You, Brave Sheepdogs !!!As we approach the 232nd USMC Birthday celebration on Nov. 10th this year, and as we reflect on the military warriors’ sacrifices, both past and present, let’s be grateful that there are sheepdogs among us on vigilant watch. Here’s to all the Marines (and Sheepdogs) of this world.
Happy Birthday Marines!
This letter was written by Charles Grennel and his comrades who are veterans of the Global War on Terror. Grennel is an Army Reservist who spent two years in Iraq and was a principal in putting together the first Iraq elections, January of 2005. It was written to Jill Edwards, a student at the University of Washington who did not want to honor Medal of Honor winner USMC Colonel Greg Boyington. Ms. Edwards and other students (and faculty) do not think those who serve in the U.S. armed services are good role models.
_________
To: Edwards, Jill (student, UW) Subject: Sheep, Wolves and Sheepdogs
Miss Edwards, I read of your student activity reg
Hmmm3if a woman wearing a thong farts does it whistle like a blade of grass between fingers
JustgirlnextdoorCould you guys please got to sandys page and in her blog you will see her contest...just drop a few comments please....I am trying but my hands are gonna freeze up from no blood lol!!!!!
One Of Us Wins!"Stagezz ...
We have a bet, first to level out, check her out also please! But rate the one you like! I am not real sure how to copy her profile here, so if ya want she is stagezz in my family list
One Of My First Attempts At Song Writting LolBitter Harvest
Bitter chil fills the cold embrace of a icy
Grave cold and bitter my soul wonders looking for
Vengeance
Humiliated I can not rest
Descrased I cannot forgive
Beaten I must repay
Murdered I will collect
YOUR LIFE IS MINES!!!!
Your life blinding deceitful you are lie to
Your wife kids soon truth surfaces your world crushed
No one to help you now I got you in my sights fill
The cold embraced of death my suffering unleashed in
brutal exstacy
Humiliated I can not rest
Descrased I cannot forgive
Beaten I must repay
Murdered I will collect
YOUR LIFE IS MINES!!!!
A PoemThe joke before you
Depression, sadness, hopelessness, no longer do I resist no longer do I pretend no welcoming my former self I reside inside my shell no longer seeking warmth no longer seeking companionship no longer waiting to be loved my old life coming back I speak nothing I hear all here I sit in my darkness comforted byt the cold protected by hatered my one and only love written in the words I have wrote I am here yet never seen silent I am forgotten I’ll become a horrid memory of peoples gone past flatter me not I see the truth this me this who I am nothing more than a shell ajoke for all to see for all to laugh
..friends..Ive just been thinking about friends... the good, the bad and ugly. There are those friends who know you, talk to you, love you, chill with you and respect you.... then there are those friends who claim to know you, talk about you behind your back, "luv" you, and could quite possibly care more about the Indonesian literacy count than your actual friendship.
There are those friends who you instantly connect with, and those that decide it would be a good idea to get a few words in before attempting to get in your pants. There are the friends who you were close to for years before discovering how shitty they treated you... but its too late to do anything about it. My personal favorite are the ones who will be all fake and bubbly in front of you to get what they want, then when they get it, they'll just talk shit.
So why may I ask do we have these so called "friends?" Does it make a person feel good when they have a lot of people to say HI to on the streets and in the hallways? Would
Once A Friend, Always A Friend.I have realized that goodbyes will always hurt, pictures never replace being there, memories will bring tears, and words will never replace feelings...I have realized that everything changes as fast as the time, that it can take 5 minutes to make a best friend but 5 months to find out if it's true, I have realized the importance of distance, but the overwhelming comfort of being close, and most importantly I know that no matter what you may think or feel about me, I will always be there for you. Once a friend, Always a friend.
Irene Was A Great Lady...The lady that I was taking care of, had her 95th birthday in August, and passed out during her party, since then she has gone through a lot of ups and downs. This past week, she went straight down hill. Thursday (last week) early morning, around 2am, was the last time I transfered her, she was weak but I had to do a total bed change. Thursday evening, hospice came in and set her up with hospice. Friday (last week) they brought her a hospital bed, hoping she would of continued to eat, and get over her uti, which brought her down to begin with. Saturday and Sunday she was going down faster and faster. Hospice changed her meds because she could no longer swallow solids, or even drink water. For the next couple of days, we swabbed her mouth to keep it wet, her urine output was great, but on the same token, she was dying. I didn't want to have to be there, when she decided it was time to go home. Thursday evening, right before it was time for me to go home, I was showing my relief how to gi
Jack Michael SuttonWhen I started taking care of Mike (Jack) five months ago, he was full of life, loved to joke. I started taking care of him 60-80 hours a week, at house two, that only lasted about three months but during that time we became close. I knew his past, he knew mine, it was time for him to move into house number one. Moving from house two to house one, I was the only worker he knew. Although he began to like all the staff, he always wanted me to work, always wanted me to pull doubles, just so I could be there. His health started to go down hill, right before my eyes, but he still joked and had a smile on his face. Everyone knew time was coming close, he was giving up, he faught the cancer for three years, now he was ready to give up! Sunday, November 18, 2007 at 8pm I went into his room to give him his meds, he was in semi coma, I knew time was close. The following day I got the phone call that I knew was coming, but didn't want. Mike was gone, he past away! I will always remember
Apology For Bi LexiI AM SORRY I DISRESPECTED U, I APOLOGIZE LEASE UNBLOCK ME AND I WILL PERSONALLY APOLOGIZE 2 U.
Very Sadim so very sad the holidays are comming but not for me.my hubsband had a heart attack and now we just dont know what to do.have 5 grand babies living with us we cant get any thing for or pay the bills.im sorry every one i know this isent for your to all be worring about for give me but im scared and so very worried please pray for my family
WhitchcraftPagan, Pagan What are you seeking,
Through all the days of your long earthly tread?
Your sunrise and moonrise what chances are bringing?
And where will your travelling footsteps be led?
Pagan, pagan, sad is your heart now;
Stranger you are in a world not your own.
Its clamourous voices are echoing round you.
Though in the crowd, you still travel alone.
When fires of sunset in heaven are burning,
When over the hills blows the wind of the dawn,
Then voices ancestral within you are calling.
Still knows the wildwood the dance of the faun.
Pagan, pagan, what are you finding?
Yours is the road that winds lonely and far.
Strange are the shadows that round you come creeping.
Still through the clouds is the glint of a Star.
DV
I'm Thankful For..I am sooooo thankful for all my wonderful friends here on Fubar...you are the best....sorry that I haven't been on much...been really busy with the job...you know how retail is during holiday time...have to be at work at 4:30 am tomorrow, but just had to say I wuv ya'll....hugggggggggggssssss
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In pure blue he becomes my will,my mind,
Hot upsurging streams of passion flows Bali
Island red,
As his lips caress my ear and whisper's white nape's neck,
And we are statued in this moment of white aura perfection,
Urgent finger's soft touch tie my soul with silk ribbon,
As the shy moons velvet kiss casts shadows licks,
This memory etched on two hearts that make one beat,
An eternal committment, never to see love's death face,
Or writhe on sorrow's cold agony alter,
Screaming despair's throaty cries,
Nor become the bleached bones of love's carcass,
Crystal tears form like diamond drops of happiness,
And fill the holy grail chalice with future's promise.
Day 1Maybe you don't read poetry.
Maybe this clear singing on paper
is a sound you have heard
only dimly, if ever,
muffled in the dull thuds of rhythm,
singsonged into a rhyming trance.
But my songs are more pennywhistle than opera,
more drum than symphony.
And if you've ever breathed in
the gray mist of a wet November
and thought it a fine day,
if you've ever wondered
what the mice must think,
or dreamt of speeches from the dead,
if you would swear
by all things holy
that stones hum to themselves
on hot, still days,
if beauty to you is
the cracked calluses of gnarled hands
and love, the sweetness of silence,
then you already know
what I do.
ModestyModesty is the only sure bait when you angle for praise.
WritingShe stood alone in what seemed a dark empty room .. Her eyes darted around the room trying to see anything at all and that's when she felt his warm breath against her neck ... She jumped at the sudden touch .. His hands took her hands and held them behind her ... His grasp was powerful yet soft at the same time ... She felt the cold feel of metal against her wrists and the click of what sounded like cuffs closing around her wrists .
He turns her to face him holding her shoulders as he leans down and kisses her softly. He took her in his arms and presses her hard against the wall ... Letting his hands roam her body. She is defenseless to him .. His touch overpowers her leaving her longing for more.
His hands grasp around her breasts squeezing hard .. His kisses more urgent and demanding than before down her neck and chest .. Her moans soft yet wanting as her body trembles beneath his violent touch.
She leans to his ear gasping softly nipping upon him .. He presses her harder to the w
Until We MeetUntil we meet
My nights will be a little colder
My days a little shorter
My heart will beat a little less rapid
Until we meet
I know that my arms will be empty
My mind hurting from the constant thought of you
Minutes will seem to be hours
Hours will seem to be months
While months will seem like eternity
Until we meet
The stars in the sky will not affect me
with its gleaming sparkles of life
Until I am gazing at them in your arms
And the food that I eat will not be as fulfilling and nourishing
Until it is you that I share the my food with
And Until we meet
I will not feel whole
My world will seem incomplete
Until that wonderful day
When our eyes make first contact
And our bodies and souls collide in blissful whirlwind
The words will roll off my tongue like a sweet love song
"Hello, my love, I couldn't wait to meet yo
Have I EverHave I ever told you
that if I sit really still and silent,
sometimes. I like to think
I can hear your heart beating
in time with mine?
Have I ever told you
that when I watch you speak to me
through lines and cords,
and bytes and ram,
I imagine
your voice,
whispering into my ear?
Have I ever told you
that I wait out each day
in anticipation,
wanting
only an hour or two,
just a second in space and time,
to feel close to you?
Have I ever told you
that there has been times,
when I ached for you,
ached for you so badly,
that the emotions overwhelmed me..
and so I sat and cried?
Have I ever told you
that sometimes,
I will reach out,
touching your name
on this cold screen before me,
wishing
I could reach in
and pull you to me?
Have I ever told you
that after the first time I heard
the sound of your voice,
thousands of miles away,
I sat up all night,
turning the conversation over and over
in my mind,
examining it,
like some newly discovered s
Just Some ThoughtsHolidays are when I miss the most. I start to look back and see who I've lost and what stupid mistakes I made. Always missing more those I've lost and loved the most. Decisions I've made I"ve now grown to regret. What ifs floating around in my head. Wishing I could go back in time and change the bad decisions I made. Would I be the same now if I did go back and changed my bad decisions, or would I be a completely different person? Would I be happy or sad like I am now? Would there be nightmares that wake me up or would I sleep soundly without a sleeping pill? Am I destined to feel like a failure? Is my life suppose to be this complicated? Would it still be this complicated if I was able to erase the bad?
It's My Birthdaywonder who around this place might buy me a drink lol
it's been awhile since i've been at this place ...wow so much is different - guess i have lots of catching up to do :)
Full Heart, Empty ArmsThoughts of you illuminate my spirit;
Never a flicker of flame, but with
Arching bolts which strike with a force
That disturbs my equilibrium.
My mind races as waves of passion flush over
My pale skin, causing me to gaze upon visions
Of impossible romantic possibilities.
Pathetic is this woman who anticipates the
True rhythm of love, with a man she will never hold.
My imagined discourse of thoughts leave me suffering,
As my lips quiver with the words I shall never speak
to his: "I have loved you more than anybody in this world.
Happy ThanksgivingOk so i said it happy thanksgiving one of the biggest scams in American history.......Yea Yea i know what ur thinking hey we celebrate thanksgiving to celebrate the bond between native Americans and the English that came over here to be free. I say bullshit, the only reason why thanksgiving is celebrated is so that we can sit around stuff our fat faces with some of the most fatting food that u can get this year, watch football, and argue with all the family members that u dont like, and the whole time your sitting there thinking to urself " what the fuck am i doing here, and where the hell is the beer?" Thanksgiving is a holiday that the grocery stores love because the average American eats 13 pounds of turkey on thanksgiving, and they wonder y America is the most obese country in the world. So that meens that the grocery stores make billions every year at this time. So if they make billions i believe that they give terrorist like half that money, so r grocery stores the biggest suppor
Losing Friends... A Good Friend Is In Bad ShapeWe lost a my hubbys assocate from work 1 1/2 week ago ......He was 30
Yesterday we had a good friend who was found not breathing when they got up he is still on breathing machine ,...but they r waiting to have his body shut down he was pronuced brain dead this morning .....
This brings back bad memories for me my brother died november 14,2002 and my mother passed Dec, 27,2002...so getting bad news this morning has dampened my spirits ...
Thx to all who read this ..Have a wonderful Thanksgiving ....if i dont speak much for a little while i am here and there and everywhere...so plz dont get mad ...just keep trying :) tyvm ..Penny
FriendsFriends
Friends are like Flowers
Friends are like gold
Friends are there to keep us warm inside
Friends are their to help us
Why we need friends
Because they are there for us all the time we are in need
Friends are people that we could count on
Friends dont let us do stupid things
Friends Dont put us down
Friends are Forever
Do we need friends
YES!!
Friends help to build our hearts complete
Friends Help when we fall on our butts
Friends are there to help when we fall emotionally and mentally
We love our friends
Friends help us when our cars break down
Friends help us when we are sad
Friends makes us laugh about memories
Friends remembers certain things such a birthdays in their hearts forever
Friends can be in our weddings as a maid of honor or best man
But keep this in mind
Friends stick together as glue
Friends do hang out and play all the time
Friends are family also
Friends are friend so we should all stick together forever with no fights
I know someti
Made It To Drew,ms.....well to all my friends and family i finally made it to drew,ms....hope i get to c everyone while im visiting for the holidays....muahz..
Football Star Conquors The Stars!I really like seeing a professional athlete, who even through injury cut his career short, took charge of his life outside of football, and accomplished something amazing.
http://www.usatoday.com/tech/science/space/2007-11-20-melvin_N.htm
Mr. Melvin, I hoist my coffee cup and my fork full of pumpkin pie, and give thanks that unlike many pro athletes who let the public down, you are a shining example of what is RIGHT with athletics.
Happy Thanksgiving!
Read This Beautiful Lines~~READ THESE BEAUTIFUL LINES WHICH I ENJOYED
To realize The value of a sister
Ask someone Who doesn't have one.
To realize The value of ten years:
Ask a newly Divorced couple.
To realize The value of four years:
Ask a graduate.
To realize The value of one year:
Ask a student who Has failed a final exam.
To realize The value of nine months:
Ask a mother who gave birth to a still born.
To realize The value of one month:
Ask a mother who has given birth to
A premature baby.
To realize The value of one week:
Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper.
To realize The value of one hour:
Ask the lovers who are waiting to Meet.
To realize The value of one minute:
Ask a person Who has missed the train, bus or plane.
To realize The value of one-second:
Ask a person Who has survived an accident...
To! realize
The value of one millisecond:
Ask the person who has won
I'm So Bad (baby I Don't Care)I make love to mountain lions,
Sleep on red-hot branding irons,
When I walk the roadway shakes,
Bed's a mess of rattlesnakes,
Voodoo child, black cat bone,
Scratch your back,hear you moan
I get up, you go down,
Tall building, single bound
War and peace and love,
Say it if you dare,
Iron fist,velvet glove,
I'm so bad, baby I don't care,
Black-hearted to the bone,
Older than The Rolling Stones,
Been to heaven, been to hell,
Bought the farm, and I won't sell,
Give and take, rise and fall,
Rise up and take it all,
Secret love, I won't tell,
Knock you up and ring your bell
,
Kiss the whip, eat the gun,
Tell me it ain't fair,
Midnight victim, hit and run,
I'm so bad, baby I don't care,
I make the blind to see,
Shoot 'em full of R and B,
I make the lame to walk,
Come round and pop your cork,
Wham, bam,thank you ma'am,
Thought I heard the back door slam,
Overkill, walk the line,
Kill the lights, It's lampshade time
On the road,on the lam,
People runnin
MummsI posted a thanksgiving mumm this morning to be nice to everyone and I get this nasty comment from someone that doesn't even know me. thats very nice of you, but tell me fuck-tard how exactly are we helping you making your mind up you fucking retard ? Why would someone write something that mean to someone they don't even know? I have never said anything to this person or about this person. I guess somepeople just don't have a life.
Sex Is Good Medicine1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific tests find that when women make love they produce amounts of the hormone estrogen, which makes hair shine and skin smooth.
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2. Gentle, relaxed, lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow.
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3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner.
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4. Sex is one of the safest sports
you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscle in the body. It's more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps, and you don't need special sneakers!
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5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depre
I Am ThankfulBeings this is thanksgiving and all today I wanted to share a few of the many things I am thankful for.
1.I am thankful for the laughter of my children that fills up my home today.
2.I am thankful for the love of my family.
3.I am thankful for the home in which my family dwells in .
4.I am thankful for my and my childrens health.
5.I am thankful God seen fit for me to wake this morning and enjoy another beautiful day on the planet
6.I am thankful for all my wonderful beautiful friends.
7.I am thankful for the men and women over seas making the world a safer place for us all
8.I am thankful for the air that I breath
9.I am thankful for you the one reading this for taking time out of your own busy life to care what I have to say,,,Kisses
Just a few things I am thankful for today I think everyone should make a list of things they are thankful for. All to often we lose site of the important things in life.
I was pretty down and out last night when I went to bed because I have
Today's HorrorscopeYou may need to make a few calls or send a few emails to track down that one person you need to reach. If it's a long-lost relative, you may surprise your family with your tenacity and resourcefulness!
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Yeah, so...since I'm about 20 minutes away from missing my train, and Brian shows no signs of waking up (and I have NO clue where the Metro station is, so I can get to the Amtrak station), it looks like I'll be making phone calls here in a little bit to tell my family I won't be home in the morning, lol.
"red Fridays"Very soon, you will see a great many people wearing Red every Friday The reason? Americans who support our troops used to be called the "silent majority."
We are no longer silent, and are voicing our love for God, country and home in record breaking numbers.
We are not organized, boisterous or overbearing.
Many Americans, like you, me and all our friends,
simply want to recognize that the vast majority of
America supports our troops. Our idea of showing
solidarity and support for our troops with dignity
and respect starts this Friday -- and continues each and every Friday until the troops all come home, sending a deafening message that .... every
red-blooded American who supports our men and women afar, will wear something red.
By word of mouth, press, TV -- let's make the United States on every Friday a sea of red much like a homecoming football game in the bleachers. If every one of us who loves this country will share this with acquaintances, coworkers, friends, and
Happy Thanksgiving Everyone!Hey Everyone! I Hope Everyone Is Having A Good Holiday! I Guess My Thanksgiving Is Alright. When Holidays Come They Are Depressing For Me. I Just Don’t Do Holidays Since My Grandfather Passed Away In 1999. Plus, The Other Person That I Would Love To Spend It With Is Away Right Now. But I Am Glad To Be Off Work Today. Yes, I Do Have A Job Now LOL. IM Still Looking For Another One Though. I Work At A Gas Station. For What They Pay I Just Feel That It Isn’t Worth it. My Dad And His Girlfriend Went To Danville, Kentucky To Spend Thanksgiving. Luckily, I Have The House All To Myself And Its Pretty Quiet. Just The Way I Like It. IM Finally Getting Caught Up On Some Stuff That I Have Been Needing To Do For The Past Week And A Half. I Just Thought I Would Take A Slight Break And Write In My Blog Since I Haven’t Done It In Awhile. I Really Don’t Know What To Write LOL. But I Hope Everyone Enjoys The Holidays. Hugs To All……I Want To Give A Special Kiss To Brandon As Well. ;)
Letter From A FriendI just had to write to tell you how muck I love you and care for you. Yesterday, I saw you walking and laughing with your friends, I hoped that soon you'd want to walk along with you, too, so I painted you a sunset to close your day and whispered a cool breeze to refresh you..I waited - you never called ~ I just kept on loving you.
As I watched you fall asleep last night, I wanted so much to touch you..I spilled moonlight onto your face - trickling down your cheeks as so many tears have. you didn't even think of Me; I wanted so much to comfort you.
The next day I exploded a brilliant sunrise and glorious morning for you, but you woke up late and didn't even notice. My sky became cloudy and My tears were the rain.
I love you, oh, if you'd only listen. I really love you. I try to say it in the quite of the green meadow and in the blue sky...the wind whispers My love throughout the treetops and spills it into the vibrant colours of all the flowers. I shout it to you in the
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Hard seeds of hate I planted
That should by now be grown, --
Rough stalks, and from thick stamens
A poisonous pollen blown,
And odors rank, unbreathable,
From dark corollas thrown!
At dawn from my damp garden
I shook the chilly dew;
The thin boughs locked behind me
That sprang to let me through;
The blossoms slept, -- I sought a place
Where nothing lovely grew.
And there, when day was breaking,
I knelt and looked around:
The light was near, the silence
Was palpitant with sound;
I drew my hate from out my breast
And thrust it in the ground.
Oh, ye so fiercely tended,
Ye little seeds of hate!
I bent above your growing
Early and noon and late,
Yet are ye drooped and pitiful, --
I cannot rear ye straight!
The sun seeks out my garden,
No nook is left in shade,
No mist nor mold nor mildew
Endures on any blade,
Sweet rain slants under every bough:
Ye falter, and ye fade.
Milla
Jfk Blown Away.Besides being Thanksgiving Day, today is also the 44th anniversary of the assassination of US Pres. John F. Kennedy (D-MA) in Dallas, TX.
As a historian and student of 20th Century US History, this event is as much as a major milestone event as the attacks on Pearl Harbor, HI on Dec. 7th, 1941 and NY-PA-Wach. DC on Sept. 11, 2001.
I never really thought JFK was a good president. He screwed foreign affairs pretty badly and as many enemies within the US as outside it. I do give him credit for lighting the sparks that would lead to NASA and the Peace Corps.
As for his death, I do believe he was taken out by a combination of the CIA, FBI and US military. They saw him as a threat to national security and then-civil rights policy. I feel that Oswald was a lone nut who did get a lucky shot off at him, but it was person(s) unknown who(m) actually killed him. I feel that the federal government had to cover-up everything so to better secure US VP LB Johnson (D-TX)'s rise to the presiden
Aloneit sucks when your with someone but always alone :(
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Why Does He Do Thing Like Thatwhen you say you love me and in the next breath say you hate me what im going to think that you really do hate me but deep down in side i know you love me and i love you too but it so hard to tell you cause you dont trust me
To All My FriendsITS AMAZING WHEN STRANGERS BECOME FRIENDS, BUT ITS SAD WHEN FRIENDS BECOME STRANGERS...I NEVER WANT TO LOSE YOU AS A FRIEND..
I MET YOU AS A STRANGER.
I TOOK U AS A FRIEND
I HOPE WE MEET IN HEAVEN WHERE FRIENDSHIP NEVER ENDS.
..zz..
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" Wear Red"I received this in email from a friend:
" Worthy for a BLOG here @ Fubar"
Please read and comment.Den.
Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home.
No, he responded.
Heading out I asked?
No. I'm escorting a soldier home.
Going to pick him up?
No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq. I'm taking him home to his family.
The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn't know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days. I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, Thank you. Thank you for doing what you do so my f
Wondering WhyAs i sit here and write this, there's a lot of emotions going on in my head and heart. I have the most wonderful boyfriend. I'm making the effort of giving him my heart. I have deleted numerous people from yahoo, my phone and fubar to prove to him i want him and only him. Now there have been a few guys that want to try and destroy my relationship because i don't want to be with them..... Why are some guys such jerks. They say they csre but refuse to see me happy.... just wondering why....
Tony, i love you very much
HolidaysComing from a divided family when we were younger, meant holidays spent getting twice the stuff, twice the presents, twice the food. Now, holidays mean, everyone is in seperate places, and no one spends any time together now. My mother is with her husbands family, my boyfriend is with his family, and my father with his. I don't like my stepdad, or my real dad, so that makes that situation pretty complex. And my boyfriends mother doesn't like me because I quit my job a few months ago. Shes really old school so she hates us living together, and thinks we're sinners or something. long story short, I get to spend thanksgiving alone, and my feast? It was a hot pocket. I guess regardless of whether or not you're in college, these are the college years of my life.
I hope everyone ELSE is having a Happy Thanksgiving though. :)
Theres Nothing Left Of This Girltheres nothing left of this girl, shes been trampled on..shes been used, shes been hurt way to many times..and her heart cant take another hurting.. she loves someone but she cant deal with the pressure or the way hes treating her..because theres nothing left to hold onto and she doesnt know how to tell him anything because shes scared he'll hate her after... and shes so confused because hes gettin her to decide stuff on her own...but she doesnt think she can hurt him again....but ill always love him if were together or apart... i hope he knows that.... and i always will...........
Horoscope For Nov. 22, 2007Focus on the most important relationships in your life. You've got plenty of positive social energy to put to use and many people are ready to work with you to change things for the better.
Happy Thanksgiving Hun!I really wish you were here with us during this holiday. It kills me not having you here, not being able to tell you Happy Thanksgiving and to not be able to say one of the things I'm thankful for is you. I'm still very thankful for you being in my life, I just wish it could have been longer. As much as I hate what happened, I'm thankful for what you did for our country. Without you and other soldiers like you, we wouldn't be able to celebrate it. I miss you so much babe. I'll leave it at that since I can't see the screen anymore.
Love Always,
Amber
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