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For Those Who Didnt Notice!!!!
OK....A FRIEND IS A FRIEND....FAM IS FAM....BUT I HAVE A FEMALE NOW....A WOMAN...AND FOR THOSE WHO SEEM TO NOT TAKE NOTE....SHOW SUM FU@*IN RESPECT PLEASE....LOVE MY FUBAR BUT LOVE MY FEMALE AS SHE LOVES ME....SO IF YA COOL...THAN SHOW SUM RESPECT...THE UPMOST RESPECT...BY WATCHIN UR PICS...COMMENTS...WHATEVER.... IF WE COOL.....THAN THIS IS COOL....IF NOT....THAN U WASNT A FRIEND AS I THOUGHT U WAS....THX MUCH APPRECIATED....;)

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Who Holds What Rank
President:..............Rebel Vice President:.........Slugger (Rebel's wife) Secretary:..............Slugger (Rebel's wife) Treasurey:..............Slugger (Rebel's wife) Road Master:............Ritz Asst. Road Master:......Country Sgt Of Arms:............Pain Web tec:................Country Member:.................Panic (Pain's wife) Member:.................Little Rebel (Rebel & Sluggers son) Member:.................Little Man (Pain & Panics son) Member:.................Little D (country's son) Member:.................Nikkie (Country's Daughter)

A Pome
"I see you in my mind i fear you in my sleep everywhere i go you're there by my side haunting me in my dreams killing me in my sleep i tried so hard to run and hide but you're there in the shadows in my mind"

I Want To Be There...
I want to be there, When you need someone who will care. I want to be there, When you need someone that wants to share. I want to be there, When you need someone to be here. I want to be there, When you need someone to get you a beer. I want to be there, When you need someone to brush your messy hair. I want to be there, When you need someone to share the pain you bare. I want to be there, When you need someone who hugs like a teddy bear. I want to be there, When you need me to be there. Tyler Montgomery 3 Nov 02

Lovely Pain
We were once united now we're worlds apart i thought we would always be together but it wasnt to be you said you wanted to be free As i look into your eyes all i want is to cry the pain and hurt i feel i just cant believe its real as you walk away and say bye i felt like i would die and as we drift apart the pain crushed my heart

A Question Posed, By Gone: The Anti-hero
So I was talking to this girl that thinks she has a dilemma... ...basically, her and 3 girls she knows were GREAAAAAAAAT friends back in high school... ...so she says. Now, her dilemma is that the other three will not talk to any of the others, but all three DO talk to her.... ...and she wants to tell them how everyone else is doing sooooooooooooooooooooooo bad... ...but says she can't because they are not talking to each other. In my opinion... ...not that great of friends at all. My OPINION mind you *LMFAO* (last thing I need is some sob story/hate mail/or whatever it is you might feel inclined to do) I mean seriously, me and my friends have been at outs before... ...words been said... ...boobies were grabbed... ...sometimes flashed.... ...threats made... ...and blows thrown. NOW....after all that (disregarding the booby flashing because you know that

Dirty And Rotten
Waiting for the day I can see your face; climb on top and put you in your place! That's right Daddy take control flip me over and let me know! Pull my hair and smack my ass. Make me suck your dick just like white trash! Dirty and rotten is the only way Nut on my face and make me BEG I've been a bad girl MASTER so tie me up tight Torture me DON'T BE NICE! Fuck me like never before that's right baby I'll be your whore

You...
There was someone, That I once knew. Now that I think about it, It was you. I wish that you, Could understand. What I want as, My last demand. I want you to know, Just how I feel. And I want you to know, That my love is for real. I just want you to love me, For who I really am. But I understand, That you love him. I just want you, To be happy. Even if it's, Not with me. I know we are, Only friends. But I wish for, More and thats how, The story always ends Tyler Montgomery 5 Jun 05

What Is Love+???
When you love someone, You don't always know. If your in love, Or you just believe so. You can't just say, That "I Love You". You have to show the way, You feel too. People always say, That they are in love. Just because, They got one hug. I used to wonder, What is love? It's not how you, Show it like bringing them flowers. It is how true, You are to them that matters. And that, Is what love is. Tyler Montgomery 11 Jan 03

To Remain Positive
Today is gonna be the hardest day for awhile. I am at my friend Tanja's right now but go see my boyfriend tonight about 7 to stay with him for the night then we leave about 7am to go to the airport. I so dont want to be coming back to the states. I keep thinking tonight is going to be the last night I get to hold him for 3-8 mths and its tearing me up!! Yesterday I did go buy him and I matching bears, yes you read right bears. I sprayed his with my obsession, and I will give it to him tonight with a note that says if you ever feel lonely or miss me hug the bear.... Mine is in my suitcase already....How is it physically possible when you love someone so much not to have it hurt so bad when you have to leave. God I wish I knew the answer to that!

Always There...
I hope that, You finally realize. What the sparkle is, Inside my eyes. If you ever need, Me again. I'll be here until, The very end. You can be the, Only one in my life. Your the one that I, Want as my wife. My gift is, My poem. And this one, Is for you. Your love keeps me, Safe and warm. And keeps me away, From all harm. My love pours out, Like a waterfall. You always help me up, When I fall. Whether it is winter, Spring, summer, or fall. You are always there, Whenever I call Tyler Montgomery 4 Apr 03

Warriors Jackets
i really want these two very nice jackets but they both cost $110 each. now if i didnt buy this sweater and watch i would have bought them both. i already spent 200 dollars for those. what should i do?

Karma
TheKarmaQuiz.com - Online Karma Test Click Here! john, Your Karmic Alignment is: Zen Intuition! Score: 21 You have a direct perception of truth. You are very keen and don't use it to take advantage. When you commit positive deeds, you don't do them to get ahead, you do positive deeds simply because it makes you feel good. Your intentions are almost always meant well and all this positive karmaic energy is bound to come back to you in a great way! MyHotComments

The Girl That I Don't Deserve...
Last night when, You danced with me. I did not think, That I was worthy. I thought why, Would you pick me. The way you looked, Into my eyes. Made me feel, Like I was hypotized. I can't believe, That I got the chance. To share that, Beautiful dance. When we were, On the dance floor. All I wanted for this night, To last forever and more. The dress you wore, I could make, Out every single curve. And thats why, Your the girl I don't deserve. Tyler Montgomery 13 Oct 02

1 Question 1 Chance 1 Honest Answer
1 question 1 chance 1 honest answer. Thats all you get. You get to ask me 1 question. (TO MY INBOX) Any question, anything, no matter how crazy it is And I promise to answer them truthfully. No catch. But I dare you to repost this and see what people ask you... Bet you won't do it...

Thinking
I've been doing a lot of thinking and I think it's time for me to let go... It just seems pretty silly to hang onto something that's one-sided, ya know? I'll always be here if you ever need a friend Your feelings for me were just lies, over before they began. We had a few times that were really nice I admit but any other time seems to habe been meaningless shit! Finding closure in the peaceful scene Searching... I think I finally found me I can't hold on knowing I'm gonna get hurt; so I'm gonna leave the memories here buried in the dirt

Buried Alive
To cry is to know that your alive but my river of tears has run dry i never wanted to fool you but a cold heart is a dead heart, if i should die before i wake pray no one my soul to take if i wake before i die rescue me with your smile if i should die before i wake pray no one my soul to take, if i wake before i die rescue me with your smile to die is to know that your alive, and my river of blood will run dry i never wanted to lose you no but i cold heart is a dead heart and it feels like i've been buried alive by love if i should die before i wake pray no one my sould to take if i wake before i die rescue me with your smile

Blonde Jigsaw Puzzle
A blonde calls her boyfriend and says, "Please come over here and help me. I have a killer jigsaw puzzle, and I can't figure out how to get started." Her boyfriend asks, "What is it supposed to be when it's finished?" The blonde says, "According to the picture on the box, it's a rooster." Her boyfriend decides to go over and help with the puzzle. She lets him in and shows him where she has the puzzle spread all over the table. He studies the pieces for a moment, then looks at the box, then turns to her and says, "First of all, no matter what we do, we're not going to be able to assemble these pieces into anything resembling a rooster." He takes her hand and says, "Second, I want you to relax. Let's have a nice cup of tea, and then..... " he said (with a deep sigh), .. . ... . .. .. (scroll down) "Let's put all the Corn Flakes back in the box

A Night To Remember
A long, long time ago, On a Mid-October night. People from all around, Gathered at a light. They all started to laugh, And dance with delight. Some tried to impress others, With all their might. Others just went around, Lost in the night. When I saw you dressed, Just for me tonight. I could barely breathe, When I had you in my sight. There is just one more, Thing I need to do. Is ask if I, Can have this dance with you. Tyler Montgomery 12 Oct 02

Why Condoms Come In Packs Of 3 6 Or 12
*Why condoms come in 3, 6, and 12 packs* A man walks into a drug store with his 8-year old son Max. They happen to walk by the condom display, and the boy asks, "What are these, Dad? To which the man matter-of-factly replies, "Those are called condoms, Max." Men use them to have safe sex. "Oh I see, " replied the boy pensively. "Yes, I've heard of that in health class at school." He looks over the display and picks up a package of 3 and asks, "Why are there 3 in this package? " The dad replies, "Those are for high school boys, 0NE for Friday, 0NE for Saturday, and 0NE for Sunday." "Cool" says the boy. He notices a 6 pack and asks, "Then who are these for?" "Those are for college men" ,the dad answers, “TW0 for Friday, TW0 for Saturday, and TW0 for Sunday." "WOW!" exclaimed Max, "Then who uses THESE?" he asks, picking up a 12 pack! With a sigh and a tear in his eye, the dad replied, "Those are for the married men. 0NE for January, 0NE for February, 0NE for Marc

My Baby Girl
Everyone has seen this montage already but something new has come up to make me post it again. I just found out my baby girl is seriously sick. She may have something wrong with her liver. The moment I found out I fell apart. I love my daughter with all that I am. She was the one person who saved me, helped me to be the person I am today. Without her I wouldnt have become a mother, or know the true purest of love. My son gives me the same pure love. I love him just the same as my daughter. My daughter is the one who made things clear for me, made me sit down and see the path i needed to go. With out my children I am nothing. My daughter fullfills me in so many ways. Im having trouble breathing at the thought of losing her. I cant lose her, I will lose a big part of who I am. My children are my legacy, my proudest achievements. I pray that she makes it through this and will continue on and have a full life. I love u baby girl, my savior, my life the air that I breathe.

You've Got Her In Your Pocket
You've Got Her In Your Pocket By: The White Stripes You've got her in your pocket And there's no way out now Put it in the safe and lock it 'cause it's at home sweet home Nobody ever told you that it was the wrong way To trick a woman, make her feel she did it her way And you'll be there if she ever feels blue And you'll be there when she finds someone new What to do Well you know You keep her in your pocket Where there's no way out now Put it in a safe a lock it 'cause it's home sweet home The smile on your face made her think she had the right one Then she thought she was sure By the way you two could have fun But now she might leave Like she's threatened before Grab hold of her fast Before her feet leave the floor And she's out the door 'cause you want To keep you in my pocket Where there's no way out now Put it in a safe a lock it 'cause it's home sweet home And in your own mind You know you're lucky just to know her And in the beginning

Oh Well
Look too briefly, Think indifferently, Judge casually, Take nonchalantly Talk carelessly, Taste forcefully, Walk straight ahead, Forget how you came, Listen informally, Avoid the insurmountable, Dwell on the regrettable, Attempt what is reachable, And exist. Try too hard, Care too deeply, Love too fiercely, Laugh wholeheartedly, Forgive without reason, Give without expectation, Wonder without ever being sated, Be thankful of every breath, Savor art, Sing from your heart, Kiss without intent to stop, And live.

Unforgetable...
You make my day, Unforgetable. How you push the clouds away, That's unforgetable. The way you came in my life, Picked me up and turned me around. That's all unforgetable. I can remember, When we first met. And our eyes began, To first connect. We were like trees, Growing up together. Like you can see, My heart in the stormy weather. You were there when, I was feeling down. You helped me escape, my, My shaky ground. When trouble came my way, You helped me turn the other way. That's unforgetable. There were times when, I had no breath Didn't know if my shelter, Would last. We got together and prayed, And all our fortunes came away. Baby that's all unforgetable. Life is so unpredictable, Nothing ever stays, The same for long. I want you to be my, My friend by my side. I want you to be my baby. Tyler Montgomery 14 Nov 02

If You Are Going To Invite Me To A Lounge
At least have the courtesy to respond to me or talk with me and stop pretending I don't exist. There are way too many people chatting on lounges that simply ignore the new person and that's just wrong. So, please, before you ask me to your lounge please be prepared to at least acknowledge me and stop being so damn rude!

Me
i haev alot of people asking what my name on here mean well i got something better if you really want to no me and not just as someone on the net ether but as a person then really listen to this song its by zeromancer-- Doppelganger I Love You

You Have Been Fucked!
YOU HAVE BEEN FUCKED! Spread the legs and go at it! Pick any of your friends and FUCK THEM! This is for any one you think is hot! RULES: 1- You can fuck the person who fucked you, of course. 2- You can fuck the same person as many times as you can (c'mon, ENDURANCE)! Be creative!* 3- You -MUST- spread the sex! At least 1 fuck is fine and dandy! 4- You should fuck in public! Be adventurous, damn it. Paste it on their user page so they feel slutty! 5- Random sex is perfectly okay! 6- Please, don't worry about same gender fucking, it's HOT. 7- You should most definitely get started fuckin' right away! This is about showing everyone how much you care for them and HOW BAD YOU WANT THEIR ASS! Make everyone feel a little loved (and roughed up!). Please don't take this too personally, BUT I JUST FUCKED YOU!!!!!!!!!!!! >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> F.U.C.K Stands For: Friends U Can Keep. So promise me we'll F.U.C.K forever! Send this to 10 people & 1 back to me. To know who your true F.U.C.K .

Fu-bucks For Comments
O.K. I would really like to win this giveaway so I am willing to give anyone who stops by for the duration of the giveaway (a little over nine weeks left or until 60,000 comments are reached) and leaves a designated amount of comments fu-bucks in return for those comments. You can cash in every day or as often as you like but when you cash in you have to cash in for at least 100 comments. Now for the comment to fu-buck ratio 100-999 comments = 10 fu-bucks per comment 1,000-2,999 comments = 15 fu-bucks per comment anything over 3,000 = 20 fu-bucks per comment remember the higher the number of comments the higher the amount of fu-bucks you get per comment so if you plan on helping a lot then you might wanna just let them all add up before you ask for payout. please message me when you have completed the amount you would like for payout. Just click on the picture to go to the giveaway thanks Abby

I Miss You...
Baby I miss you, More than you can know. It killed me, The day I had to let you go. Baby I cried, All of that night. You just left me, A note by the light. I can't believe, How you left me. But don't wory, I forgive you baby. You called me on the phone, About a week ago. You told me that, You missed me. And baby, I miss you too. But baby I'm about, To go. I know that you, Don't want me to. And I'm missing you, But I can't tell you so. Tyler Montgomery 7 Nov 01

Is It Worth It
is it worth it when you are friends with some one and you say something to them they take it the wrong way and you never speak to them. this happened to a friend of mine she said something and her friend seem to turn their back on her wont talk to her or anything i told her that if they were a real friend that they would always be there for them. so if you need to say something that might hurt someones feelings let them know that if it is going to hurt them then that is the way it is but one can to keep things bottled up inside as it will eat away at you and then when you do say something it will be totally wrong. and you could really loose a very dear friend. be wise at what you say and let the other know that you mean no harm.

Is It Love?
i have a friend. this friend is an amazing person. i often wonder how fortunate i am to have this person in my life. this person gives me hope that i will meet someone special. because she makes me realize that there are still people out there who hold themselves accountable to principles. ideals. beliefs. sad to say i know, but for the most part i don't think people believe in anything anymore, well not enough to stand up for em. anyways, the other day i was thinking about how she became single again (her ex said he loved her when they got married and before... but one day he told her that he didn't love her anymore.) and i came to this astonishing realization. you don't just not love something anymore. let me see if i can put it in laymans terms. I love baseball. I love playing it and its variations (ie softball) I love watching baseball (ie my yankees) I love going to watch baseball whether it is little league or the majors either softball or hardball. I love baseball. No

More News On My Mother
Just found out today that my mom is not feeling well again. The tumor that she had removed was malignant not benign. The tumor in her head that was the size of a pea, is now the size of a nickel. The cancer is also spreading to other parts of the body and she may have to have chemo soon. As I know more I will post more.

Kiss Of Memory
I NEED THE FEELING I NEED THAT TOUCH I NEED THE RUSHING BLOOD I NEED VAINS POPPING THROUGH MY SKIN THE VOLTAGE RUNNING THROUGH MY BODY THE HAPPINESS AND THE GLOSS IN MY EYES I NEED IT, I WANT IT GIVE ME THE JOY IN MY HEART THE ROCKETS EXPLODING IN MY STOMACH GIVE ME THE KISS THAT COMES WITH LOVE FROM YOUR MOUTH TO MINE GIVE ME THAT KISS THE KISS THAT PUTS ME IN A WORLD OF MAKE BELEAVE I NEED IT ,,, I WANT IT .. I WANT YOUR TOUCH SO SOFT LIKE THE MIDNIGHT BREEZE SO STRONG LIKE THE THE DARK THAT TAKES OVER THE LIGHT BLUE SKY I NEED THAT KISS THE KISS OF PASSION THE KISS OF MEMORY ANOTHER POEM.... RENEE .....0CT...17....2003

Submitting
Can't seem to get you off my mind Imagining your face between my thighs. The way you make me scream out your name bringing me to the point of extacy with such pleasurable pain. I let you do things that have NEVER been done before Obeying every command I am YOUR whore! Give me an order I'm eager to please Snap your fingers I'll be on my knees. Your every desire shall be fufilled as your slave it had become my will. Just say the word and it will be done cause submitting to you is so much fun!

Wanna Fuck
There is at least one person on your FUBAR list that wants to fuck the hell out of you. So lets play the Fuck or Pass! game. The rules are simple... if you want to fuck the person who posts this, send them a message saying "Yep, I'd Fuck you." SCARED? lol this sH!T's funny YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!!

Why I Love You....
People always want to know, Why I love you so. I always wonder where you are, If your near, Or if your far. I love you because of who you are, Your eyes shine like shooting stars. Everytime I see your face, I get the need for a warm embrace. Your are the only one that I love, God sent you to me from above. And that is why I love you. Tyler montgomery 5 Feb 00

Careful
So yeah... life is slowly starting to take shape again. I'm not there yet. I am getting closer though. I need to be careful. If I slip and fall I will shatter. I need to be careful. No one will protect me from myself. I need to be careful. I can hurt me more than anyone else can. I need to be careful. My heart cries, "Build a wall, keep me safe!" I need to be careful. It only hurts more when the walls crumble. I need to be careful. I know nothing other than I need to be careful. (didn't know this was gonna turn into a poem)

Wanna Fuck?
There is at least one person on your FUBAR list that wants to fuck the hell out of you. So lets play the Fuck or Pass! game. The rules are simple... if you want to fuck the person who posts this, send them a message saying "Yep, I'd Fuck you." SCARED? lol this sH!T's funny YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!!

Slave To Love
You made me your servant Your submissive slave of love All dressed up in leather Anxiously waiting in cuffs Come on break me I must worship at your feet I want you to take me In our dungeon we will meet It's a lusty crime But it feels devine Beat me one more time Nasty shivers run down my spine Make me crawl on the floor - break me Make me scream for more - take me You rule. I adore - use me Use me, abuse me Make me sing with pain - brake me Make me go insane - take me Make me shout your name - use me Use me, abuse me You're my master I'm submitting all of me Blindfolded and naked In my bondage I'm set free Loving as you bind me Waiting patiently Praying that you'll take me Into pain and ecstasy It's a lusty crime But it feels devine Beat me one more time Nasty shivers run down my spine Make me crawl on the floor - break me Make me scream for more - take me You rule. I adore - use me Use me, abuse me Make me sing with pain - brake me M

Ahh, I'm Baaaaaaack!!
Well, well, it took a bit, but I'm back online full time, and crazy as ever! On a high note, I finally got a guestbook that works...no more icky huge white space on my jprofile that does nothing...so sign it, yall! :D Still DJ'in for Hippo Radio, still diggin' it bigtime...check it out at www.hipporadio.co.uk, or check out our lounge right here in Fubar...and dig on that awesome audio goodness!! Brightest of Blessings to All!!!

My Lord, Seeing 30 Year Old's And...
If I wasn't 46 I would go after him and teach him alot of tricks... Why is it when I was 19 the older men looked good and occasionally I would go out with them? But these day there aren't very many good looking men past the age of 35. Like I said before, I am 46 years old and many guys have said I look in my late 20's, I will put up 1 picture for now or 2 to show you when I was 23 and 43. I would go out with a younger man, for some reason I don't. I guess it is do to with having a 19 year old son living with me for the time being. Maybe one day I will go for a young guy and like I said before, to teach them tricks I know. Till now there are always my fantasies.

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Maybe I Should Take My Crabby Butt To Bed!
Ever have one of those days when ONE thing goes wrong and it goes from a great day to wanting to hurt someone? Yeah, it's one of those days! Started out so good and in the past three hours it's gone to hell. Think I need a real life bar to help this one out!

Why I'm Doing, What I'm Doing.
I know you, Don't understand. What I'm, About to do. But baby please, Don't worry about me. Because I'm doing this, For us. I'm doing this, For you. I'm doing this, For my Country too. So please baby don't cry, Your eyes out. Because I hate it, When I see you pout. So please take, My hand. Because i want, You to understand. That I'm doing this, For us. I'm doing this, For you. I'm doing this, For my family too. So please take, My hand. So I can help, You understand. Tyler Montgomery 13 Dec 03

Mommy Middy
(For Mildred Ellen Young, my Granny, who just passed one week shy of her 86th Birthday) Her name is Mildred Some still call her Middy/Aunt Middy Her children called/call her Momma Want something she’d be Mommy Back when she had a fondness for welt- painting switches and Daddy’s whipping machine belts, do something wrong and she’d become “No, Ma. Please, Momma, no.” Her children’s children call her Granny Grand Meir and Grand Ma Most often they call her “Can I have some?” Today we call her matriarch but to her oldest brother she’ll always be Lady West Point this woman who used to be so heavy at a hundred-two pounds who gave birth to six already placed one in the ground who used to go dancing at the USO trying to luck up and find a man trying to luck up and find the man trouble was, she lucked up and found her man Who is this woman Mildred Ellen Mullen-Young big sister to Mary still grieving for Nanny always praying for Stanford wondering about

S.i.n.
S.I.N. Lyrics By:Ozzy Osbourne A psycho driver twisted in my head Silence broken, but there's nothing said I got a nightmare from a fantasy Will the voices ever set me free Chorus: I can hear 'em, I can hear 'em Someone wake me when it's over I can see 'em, I can see 'em I can see 'em over and over again I saw it happening like deja-vu They tried to tell me but they couldn't get through In my head I hear the voices scream I need someone to tell me what it means Chorus Whoa--who turned off the lights? Whoa--a shadow in the night Whoa--it wasn't meant to be I can't take this alone Don't leave me on my own tonight No, no I can't make it alone Don't leave me on my own tonight Shattered dreams lay next to broken glass I wonder if tonight will be my last I need an angel who can rescue me To save me from my mental symphony Chorus Whoa--who turned out the lights? Whoa--shadows in the night Whoa--it wasn't meant to be I can't take this alone Don

Emotional Tattoo
It's that time of night again I'll crack open the bottle of gin With its help Ill be able to erase The memory of your warm embrace Its been more than a year since my world fell apart When you came home that night and spilt your guilty heart Your words flowed like water over deafening ears The choice you made justified all of my fears I've always known that happiness was not for me For others it's easy but misery is my destiny Your words overwhelm me and I act enraged Inside I know, it's the same old play I don't deserve to be loved or so I've been told I gone to the depths of my emotional shores I've given it all to only be hurt and betrayed Now I just feel my heart slipping away In pain comes pleasure or so I've been told All I feel is the peace of mending my soul I've let it all go now and accepted my fate I will be all I need before it is to late Cruel words of others stick to skin like gl

Forgive Me
I never meant to hurt you the way I know I have. Your love means more to me than anything and I'll do whatever it takes to prove that to you. Since the day I met you and your love touched my heart I knew that my life would never be the same. Please forgive me for the pain I've caused. I'll make it up to you every chance I get. You have my heart and my love forever.

Taken For Granted
I am not very good at this writing so here it goes. This goes to my vey sexy and loving wife. I sometimes forget how tender and precious the touch of her lips are on mine and the fell for hands on my back or arms or just holding hands when we walk I take them for granted. I take for granted she is there for the girls taking care of them. Picking them up from school going to the ortho or soccer or what ever they need to do. Its been hard with my hours at work changing and not getting home till 9pm or later. she had a misscarrage 4 months ago and might be in the middle of another God I hope not. Honey I love you so much you are my other half for I am not whole with out you. Your Loving Husband Paul

The Goodbye Poem
Well this is it, It's time to go. There are just a few things, That I want you to know. We were friends, Just for a short time. The bad thing is, You were never mine. I am never going to forget you, Not even if i tried. If I said otherwise, Don't believe me I lied. It's going to hurt, Not to have you near. I wish that, I could always stay here. There is just one thing, Left to do. And that is to say, Goodbye to you. Tyler Montgomery 14 Sept 01

Mistletoe Game
The 1st person to message u saying " I'd kiss you under the mistletoe. "... will be your fubar sweetheart... you'd be suprised just who wants to be yours...U have 2 do this even if you are taken! GOOOD LUCKK! Now u gotta repost this as, Mistletoe game

Foolish
Foolish lyrics See my days are cold without you But I'm hurtin while im with you And though my heart can't take no more I keep on running back to you See my days are cold without you But I'm hurtin while im with you And though my heart can't take no more I keep on running back to you Baby I don't know why ya treatin me so bad You said you love me, no one above me And I was all you had And though my heart is eating for ya I can't stop crying I don't know how I allow you to treat me this way and still i stay See my days are cold without you But I'm hurtin while im with you And though my heart can't take no more I keep on running back to you See my days are cold without you But I'm hurtin while im with you And though my heart can't take no more I keep on running back to you Baby I don't know why ya wanna do me wrong See when I'm home, I'm all alone And you are always gone And boy, you kno I really love you I can't deny I can't see

Thanks To All Fubars..
I'D LIKE TO SAY THANK YOU TO ALL THE FUBARSIANS THAT SENT ME GIFTS AND IM ALSO SORRY THAT IT OOK ME SO LONG INOW HAVE A JOB SINCE SEPTEMBER AND I HAVENT BENE BALE TO GET TO ALL MY WEBSITES SINCE I DONT GET HOM TILL 4 PM AND I GET TIRED SN SORE AFTER BEINBG THERE FROM 9 AM TILL 4 OM ETC SO AGAIN IM SORRY TO YOU ALL..

Can Sum1 Please Explain This To Me???????
so ive been randomly rating pics lately in the "bored" section and been reading sum comments along the way... i alwayz manage to come upon a bunch of comments of how "sexy" these gurlz are... now these arent no small anorexic gurlz either... i mean, omg! i know im not skinny whatsover, but damn! i just dont get it! so do i hafta gain 100 lbs or more to be "sexy"?????? will sum1 please explain this to me?????

Grade Me
Grade me F = dang youre ugly D = your parents must be hated C- = You're just someone I don't want to talk to, okay? C = You're okay looking, but u need work... C+ = You're just average B- = Your kinda cute and ur cool i guess B = You're cute. And you're a pretty interesting person. B+ = Pretty attractive. A- = You're extremely attractive. A = DANG YOUR SEXXXAY!! A+ = ... will u go out with me [seriously] A++= will you marry me A+++=TAKE ME NOW ON THE TABLE AND KISS ME AND DON'T STOP A++++=You, me, bed...NOW! YOU ARE afraid of what people think of YOU if you don't post this!!!!! Reply to me the grade you think I deserve. Re-post this as "Grade Me

My Son
YOU ARE MY WORLD THERE ARE NO WORD TO EXPRESS HOW I FEEL FOR YOU YOU MAKE THE WORLD GO AWAY WITH THE SMILES YOU GIVE... SO PEACEFUL, ASLEEP IN MY ARMS LATE AT NIGHT YOUR WORLD SO NEW I NEVER THOGUHT THAT WHAT YOU LEARN WOULD BE SO BEAUTIFUL TO ME THIS WONDERIOUS WORLD YOU HAVE TO LIVE SEAN YOU MEAN THE WORLD TO ME MADE BY SHANTELLE THRAILKILL 11/ 27/2007

Would You Or Are You Scared?
There is at least one person on your FUBAR list that wants to fuck the hell out of you. So lets play the Fuck or Pass! game. The rules are simple... if you want to fuck the person who posts this, send them a message saying "Yep, I'd Fuck you." SCARED? lol this sH!T's funny YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!!

Online Fears
Greetings. Perhaps you have read through My lengthy detailed information in the profile here... Maybe you stumbled through My blogs or My added postings to My blogs... I get this sense that you are not amongst those who frequent these online "friends maker" sites... Why would a friend maker need a site to make friends... to earn points, fubuckos, and disturb the peace of others who adventure into friend maker sites to... good gosh... Make FRIENDS!!! Oh yes, you post comments but not on My blogs nor My photographs... "Why?" because I don't permit you... that's My way of avoiding your BS. (((NOTE: the term BS does not refer to Bachelor of Science Degree))) I do permit comments on My profile. This is where you get yourself into a perdicament with this Master... "Why?" because I recognize a points grabber or a fool who wants Me to be a man they think I aught to be but My profile, blogs, and all My messages say the same thing about Me... I am Master JerryVG2 not anything a

Soldiers
Soldiers come in all shapes, shades, weights, sizes and states of sobriety, misery, and confusion. a soldier is sly as a fox, has the nerve of a dope addict, the stories of an old sailor, the sincerity of a politician and the subtlety of Mt. Saint Helens. He is extremely irresistible, totally irrational and completely indestructible. A Soldier is a Soldier all his life. You can kick him out of your house, but not out of your heart. You can take him off your mailing list, but not off your mind. They are found everywhere; In love, in battle, in lust, in trouble, in debt, in bars... and sometimes behind them. No one can write so seldom and yet think so much of you. No one else can get so much enjoyment out of a letter, clean clothes or a pack of smokes. A Soldier is a genius with a deck of cards. Brave without a grain of sense. He is the PROTECTOR OF AMERICA, with the latest copy of Playboy or Sports Illustrated or GUNS & AMMO in his back pocket. When he wants s

Stop In And Join In The Fun
DIRTY ADDICTION HAS A NEW LOOK, NEW TUNES, AND EVEN MORE AWESOME PEOPLE! STOP BY AGAIN AND HAVE SOME FUN! JUST CLICK THIS LINK TO GET TO DIRTY ADDICTION: http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=50214 WISHING YOU AND YOURS A MERRY CHRISTMAS FROM THE STAFF AT DIRTY ADDICTION! STOP IN SUBSCRIBE AND SAY BOBBYBONES SENT YOU NOW

Holiday Mush
Oh my -- funny with all the merriment & holiday well wishing going on ... being sidestepped and downplayed as usual by me, I just got a little mushy holiday spirit gush over me! *deep breath - exhale* I knew it would pass ...

You Walked Lightly
You walked lightly into my life Captivating and lovely to my mind, At first, I never cared who you were Now I don’t know who I am without you, You kissed me I felt my world change, You held me I heard my heart awaken, You loved me And my soul was born anew You walked lightly into my life Now my heart knows who you are And with every breath And every step I take down lonely roads, Your hand is my staff Your voice is my guide Your strength my shelter You’re passion my awakening. You walked lightly into my life, And all my pain You took as your own, And all my fears You cast into the sea, All my doubt Lost in your eyes, You walked lightly into my life And no matter if you choose to stay or go, My life is forever changed, Just because you loved me For a moment in time. And because I choose To love you For the rest of mine

Hugs And Kisses..
Hugs are fun, And kisses are cool. But I never got a single one, When I was in school. I was always jealous, Of other people kissing. Man I wish I knew, Just what I was missing. All I can hope for now, Are a few more hugs, And a lot more kisses. Tyler Montgomery 1-10-03

I Must Be Repeating Myself
So much has happened in such little time... I've tried so hard to be everyones hero.. and help them in their time of need.. and when i do .. they just walk all over me.. and then start running their mouths about things that are so far from true... What do you do with that? You can know someone your whole life and not know them at all. We were so close when we were little and now were like worlds apart.. I tried to be there for them emtionally becuase i cant phyically and then everything i say to them ends up being some kind of joke.. or they say im lying.. or minupulating someone or the situation.. when in all reality its them acting like they are 12 and have nothing better to do then make everyone else look bad when its really them fucking random strangers lives up and their own... But I just wish they would take a long hard look in the mirror and see what they have become.. nothing sweet and innocent or kind and loving.. just some stupid bitch who cares nothing but of themselves.And

In Honorable Memory Of Grandpa Diz Couch
In Honorable Memory of Grandpa Diz Couch 27 November 2007 A Tribute to you Grandpa Diz Written by; LSR © This 27th day of Nov. 2007 For Courtney and her family A tribute does little to comfort the heart in times like these but it is a good way for all to remember those they love when the loved ones goes on. A tribute to any one is a memory of a life done, and all memories are worth the time to embed their love in our minds. A tribute is in respect and honor to show we are covered with your armor, we wear it proudly for the world to see we’ll miss you and our love for you will forever be. A tribute is as much for us as it is for you; for you it’s in honor, for us it chases the blues, the emptiness in our town will never be defaced and in our hearts you will never be replaced. A tribute does little for you once you’re gone but for us it’s a way to insure your memory goes on, it tells the world how much you are love by us all and says in our town a

Fuck It Alllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll
yeas the beers have asome affect on theis bloag but im tryinga my bast to type it usp here! so im going thruogh some shits right now...my freisnd killsed himself 2 yearss agao arounsd this tiema nd im drunk and its' bad. i canst pleasee anyones in my lisefe and i doant wants ptity but im a sgoood person!!!!!12 i dton understnad why hosrrible thisng are just set fofr my lief - destinedd to happne to mes, makese no sence to mea! buit fuck itt

My Horoscope For The Day...hmmmm
You're a bit skeptical at the hysteria you see around you, but what can you do? It's hard to be the sole voice of reason, but you may as well speak up now -- things could get a lot weirder otherwise.

Level 15 In 4.5 Weeks....wow
Ok I have to start off with a huge personal THANKS to Chelle and Balie (these 2 alone have leveled me several times) and I would also like to thank the rest of Fu's Krew (love being part of this family). Some of you know that I left this site once after a few months of hitting hard and earning my way up the level to somewhere around a 19 or 20 (don't recall to be honest), anyway I am thrilled to be climbing the ladder even faster this time a round. I was hoping to hit level 10 by my birthday and have way passed that mark. Just wanted to thank all who have helped me and if I haven forgotten to return the favor or you think it's taking to long feel free to drop me a line in the shoutbox or email me. I'm outta here for the night, Love ya all, Janet

Another Romantic Hope
I love you with a permanence That endures the passing years. I love you with a joyfulness That subdues all doubts and fears. I love you with an honesty That was born within my heart. I love you with the calm belief That we will never part. I love you with a confidence No earthly force can sever. I love you with the certainty That I’ll cherish you forever. I love you with the humbleness Of one who has been blessed. I love you with the reverence Of all that word suggests. I love you with a fervor That time cannot reverse. I love you with the truest love That I have put to verse.

Birthday
DJ SHADOWING RAGE IS 22 today join him for a awesome party in INTOXICATION home to the INTOXICATION LOCALS with GREAT PARTIES and AWESOME PEOPLE... join us we got some great tunes to choose from and we got awesome people to hang out with... so drop by his page here join him right now while he is here to party hard tonight click this below and join him in INTOXICATION JOIN HIM FOR A GREAT TIME TONIGHT LATE NIGHT PARTY AND TOMORROW NIGHT WE ARE HAVING A REUNION PARTY A RECAP OF ALL THE CRAZY THINGS WE DID THE NIGHT BEFORE OH YES YES ONLY AT INTOXICATION WE DO IT UP RIGHT JOIN US RIGHT NOW FOR THE PARTY! click the banner below and join him for the party of a life time...

Herbal Healing
Herbal Healing Many people prefer using herbs, a combination of medicinal herbs and western medicine, to cure or alleviate their symptoms. These remedies have no guarantee. Herbology is the art of combining medicinal herbs. A medicinal herb may be a shrub or other woody plant, whereas a culinary herb is a non-woody plant. Herbology is traditionally one of the more important modalities utilized in traditional Chinese medicine (TCM). Each herbal medicine prescription is a cocktail of many herbs tailored to the individual patient. One batch of herbs is typically decocted twice over the course of one hour. The practitioner usually designs a remedy using one or two main ingredients that target the illness. Then the practitioner adds many other ingredients to adjust the formula to the patient's Yin Yang conditions. Sometimes, ingredients are needed to cancel out toxicity or side-effects of the main ingredients. Some herbs require the use of other ingredients as catalyst or else the

It Will Be Strange
yes thats right jesse its in german hahahhahah Es wird so fremd sein, wenn Ihres gegangenes. aufwachend neben Ihnen mehr. keine späte Nacht keine Küsse nicht streichelt, und wird nein Haut gedrückt nah wärmen. ich wünsche, dass Sie. nicht verlassen würden, oder wenigstens nimmt mich mit Ihnen. abzubauen, aber ich errate, dass ich verstehe. seines gerechtes alot verletzen geht, wenn Sie schließlich verlassen. es macht schon., wenn unser Mietvertrag auf und ist, den Sie entscheiden Schließlich um aus Staat wir zu bewegen, werden ein Jahr beenden und drei Monate oder so um ohne einen Tag auseinander zu verbringen,. macht es mich so traurig. im Sie deshalb viel und ich wahrscheinlich leer für eine lange Zeit ohne Sie. ich Sie deshalb viel. ich immer Sie verpassen gehend werden fühlen liebe werde lieben

Pet Peeve #359
Why do people say "You're sexy, can I add you?" Without even waiting for a response...they send me an add request? WTF?? Why bother asking if you're going to do it anyway? Jesus Christ people...think think think!

Smudging
Smudging Smudging is the burning of certain herbs to create a cleansing smoke bath, which is used to purify people, ceremonial and ritual space, and ceremonial tools and objects.There are different ceremonies and rituals that can be done. The burning of herbs or incense is a practice held sacred by many indigenous cultures. It is a ritual for cleansing, purifying and protecting the physical and spiritual bodies. The effect of the smoke is to banish negative energies. Many differing cultures and peoples have their own methods and herbal mixtures for this purpose. Smudging, done correctly, can bring physical, spiritual and emotional balance. The term Smudging originated in the Native American culture. Native American Indians use a variety of smudging mixtures. In olden times, the end of the smudge stick or braid was lit from the central or cooking fire. Not everyone views the practice of smudging in the same way and different herbs may be used for different purposes. ______

Personality
ok so i used to joke when i was young that i would play u like the nintendo.. yeah that ages me doesnt it.. but i was okcupid and took a personality test.. and the results say im like a playstation.. lmao cant help but post this!!!! gotta luv it!! The Playstation Random Gentle Sex Master (RGSM) Easy to turn on. Hard to beat. You are The Playstation. You're a nice girl, and you have lots of sex. It's therefore highly likely that you're attractive, and you're certainly outgoing & friendly. Plus, this healthy physical attitude of yours indicates deeper emotional well-being and stability. Unheard of. When guys dare to dream, they dream of you. You don't get attached too easily, and, to wit, you're not necessarily looking for something long-term right now. That's a bigger asset than you know. Though, physically speaking, you're open to anything, you're keeping your emotional side well-protected. This means there won't be a lot of wreckage to clean up whenever you

Nature Spirits ~ Devas ~ Elementals ~ Trees
Devas are Nature Spirits ~ Devas ~ Elementals ~ Trees part of the Angelic Kingdom and are in direct service to the world of nature expressing themselves as one of the 4 elements. The exist in the ethereal world which runs parallel to our own. They can be seen or felt intuitively or through the lens of a camera. The Jews call them Shedim. The Egyptians called them Afries. Africans named them Yowahoos. Persians called them Devs. NATURE SPIRITS Ellie with Nature Spirits - upstate New York - November 1994 To 'talk telepathcally with nature spirits is to understand that they were created to help restore the balance of nature as humanity is bi-polar and in a constant state of destruction. The destrucrion of the exco-systems around the world - the Amazon ran forests - are just example. There are those of us who love the gentle and compassionate frequencies of many nature spirits - working with them - or just being in their energies as we move towards th

Got Inspired From A Friend. Xx
I love you like I love a day when everything goes right I love you like I love to lay and watch the stars at night I love you like I love the rain its lustful calm embrace I love you like I love to laugh until it hurts my face I love you like I love to drive with no real destination I love you like I love the thrill of pure infatuation But most of all I love you like I love a cherished friend Who holds me tight, dries my tears and loves me to the end

Let It Go
There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. The bible said that, they came out from us that it might be made manifest that they were not for us. For had they been of us, no doubt they would have continued with us. [1 John 2:19] People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. Let them go. And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead. You've got to know when it's dea

Whoops.
My dog broke my Special Lady Friend's nose last week. I live in a great old turn-of-the-century home with beautiful wood floors. In front of our couch we have a rug. My SLF was laying on said couch trying to rest after a night shift. Our dog, who is very mild mannered, but excitable was roosting around when the SLF called her. Predictably the pooch ran across the wood floor Scooby Doo style, spinning everywhere. When the dog reached the rug she vaulted from about 2mph to around 95mph in less than six feet. Porsche, Mercedes Benz, or even Maserati would be proud with that acceleration, but it wasn't good for the SLF's nose. At least blood and mucus are easy to clean up off wood floors. The SLF works with trauma all the time and it was an impressive sight when she reset her now crooked and flat nose. I asked her what gave her the strength to painful wrench her nose back like that and she just said, "I was scared it would stay that way if I didn't do it."

Healing With Your Hands
Healing With Your Hands All healing must start by getting to the emotional cause of the ailment, or the problem will reoccur or manifest in another part of the physical body. Once established, with forethought that the patient is ready to accept the energy you will channel to them, you are both ready to begin. Healing, using the palms of the hands, is almost instinctual, and is becoming a growing technique, especially with Reiki, as an easy way for anyone to tap in and develop healing skills. When you begin, focus on the palms of your hands, relax, and slowly feel the higher energies filter through them. This may create a sensation of heat or tingling. here's what's going on. You raise your frequency ... bring in higher balanced energy ... transmit it to the other person by touching them, or holding your hands near their body. Some people wash their hands before and after a healing session. Basic skills for healing with your hands Let's first determine which hand wo

Luv & Friendship...food For Thought....
LOVE starts with a SMILE, grows with a KISS, and ends with a TEAR. DON'T cry over anyone who won't cry over you. Good FRIENDS are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget. You can only go as far as you push. ACTIONS speak louder than words. The HARDEST thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else. DON'T let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff. LIFE'S SHORT. If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it. A BEST FRIEND is like a four leaf clover, HARD TO FIND and LUCKY TO HAVE. Some people make the world SPECIAL just by being in it. BEST FRIENDS are the siblings God forgot to give us. When it HURTS to look back, and you're SCARED to look ahead, you can look beside you and your BEST FRIEND will be there. TRUE FRIENDSHIP "NEVER" ENDS. Friends are FOREVER. Good friends are like STARS You don't always see them, but you know they are ALWAYS THERE. DON'T frown. You never know who is f

Candles And Flame
Candles, The Power of the Flame The flame represents the source of our creation. It speaks to us of the soul spark, that is above and below, within and without, that which links us all together. It is the light, your light, that which you seek. The power of the flame is neither male nor female but all and everything. Candles and sacred flames are part of the myth and mystery of humanity's experience in 3D, always a reminder of our connection to source. Candles are found on altars, and in other rituals linking to a god source. As a candle melts, it slowly becomes the flame, just as we experience within our lives, slowly returning to the creational flame, until poof the flame is extinguished in 3D, yet the souls spark is immortal. As we are all created by the flame of soul, innately we all believe in magic. Somewhere in our souls is the knowledge that 3D is not all there is. All is magic and illusion. Some of us associate magic with negative (those who which to

Memories (published)
Being held in your arms.. your touch apon my face.. the feel of your heart beating.. the way your skin tastes.. The way you looked when your asleep.. your smile when you were happy.. the way you'd sing all the time.. even if some of the songs were sappy.. How you could make me smile at the silliest of things.. How you'd say..I love you.. and make my heart sing.. These memories are all I have, all that's left to the kids and me, For the man I loved more than life, Decided to WALK OUT on our family.

Life
Well now it has been awhile since I sat and wrote... but today i feel like it is needed... yes I'm renovating.. lmao i know some of u might be wondering what i mean... and so here is a lil bit into my mind set... at least as of lately... as some of u know, things with jesse and i have been rocky lately... and i have honestly considered letting him go... i think he is married or at the very least still messing with baby momma... he has told me that recently he hit her... he wont tell me why they were even fighting... although i did hear him say, "you fucked him u fowl mouth bitch"... and my thinking is this... if u havent been with her in 2 almost 3 yrs what does it matter who she is fucking??? but he has not made the time to talk to me since it happened for me to find out any information... and our communication has gone to almost nothing... the thing is that i need closer from him... if we are going to end our commited relationship i think we should say it... not just stop seeing

More Writting
Sunshine When I wake up in the morning Sunshine's falling on my skin And I call you up to tell you What a happy mood I'm in Feel the rhythm in my body And sing is all I wanna do I feel the day will bring me sunshine for it's another day with you

He Doesn't Know How To Love (published)
When he says, "I love you" look him in the eyes, Know he is a user.... that he's speaking only lies. For he does not know how to love Not in the real sense of the word. He's never loved his self or been loved In this lonely time in which he was born. He's never known the joy of giving just a gentle kiss and hug Or the pain and anguish felt hearing their name dragged through the mud. Nor can he feel the sadness and heartache caused by the leaving he has done. Nor the destruction of hopes and dreams This family feels... the people he said he loved.

Empathy
Empathy Empathy is one's ability to recognize, perceive and directly feel the emotion of another person. As the states of mind, beliefs, and desires of others are intertwined with their emotions, one with empathy for another may often be able to more effectively divine another's modes of thought and mood. Empathy is often characterized as the ability to "put oneself into another's shoes", or experiencing the outlook or emotions of another being within oneself, a sort of emotional resonance.In fiction, especially science fiction or fantasy works, it may also refer to (or be associated with) a supernatural ability to read others' emotions through psychic means. An example of this are the Betazoids of Star Trek. Most psychics have empathic abilities, either developed through time and experience, or inherent from childhood. While the ability to imagine oneself as another person is a sophisticated imaginative process that only fully develops with time, as later on in life, or with

Snow Day ~by Tw
Another sexy story from TW TY baby doll I just love these stories!!! xoxoxo Tese Snow Day Shit,its snowing! She turned away from the window with a scowl. He pulled back the covers over his head and groaned, how much? She said probably at least 8 inches. He pushed back the covers and headed toward the window to see for himself. A groan came from his lips as he realized that she wasn’t kidding. He started to pull on his clothing, knowing that if he ever was going to make it to work he needed to start shoveling now. Outside he was struck by the bitter cold , the wind had changed to almost a biting cold now that the snow had stopped. With a sigh he grabbed a shovel and headed outside to get to work. After a while he decided that no matter how long he shoveled he was not going to get done in time to get to work so he called in for a snow day. She came out to see if she could help. She was standing beside him now looking so hot in her lil snow suit. As she bent over to fasten her

Shall We Dance?
My bed is lonely, and so cold too As I lay here alone and dream of you Oh, how I wan you desperately To ahve you here in bed with me To feel your body cover mine Our passion raw and unconfined Your manhood stiffen as I pull you near Whipsering my needs in your ear As I feel you enter me deep within' OOH, the pleasure your love instills As my body trembles with throbbing thrills OOH, my love! Deeper I beg... Surrounding your waist with the length of my legs My mouth at your throat, my teeth light graze As you're giving me all that my hunger craves Moving as one like the wave of the ocean Thrusting and grinding in Continuous mothon. Your name on my lips time and again Hugging you tightly so deep within' The sound of your breathing heavy and hard As urgency carries us over board Wrapped around you, as we roll over My hand holding your so prefectly tuned Moaning with pleasure like wolves howling in the night Slow and steady pace As my heart and your co

Making Fun Of Ppl
why does everyone have to take it upon themselves to make fun of others just because they are diffrent. It pisses me off that just bc i talk diffrent from someone else bc of where i was raised that im gonna get riddiculed for it. I have lived in the country all my life and suffer from one of those hick accents with a southern drawl to it and for the ones on my friends that have talked to me on the phone you know wht I'm talking about. I can't change that and even if I could I refuse too bc it is what makes me who I am. Sorry but I had to get that off my chest bc it pisses me off!!! Charlie's Wifey Material

Three Men On A Hike
Three men were hiking through a forest when they came upon a large raging, violent river. Needing to get to the other side, the first man prayed: "God, please give me the strength to cross the river." Poof! ... God gave him big arms and strong legs and he was able to swim across in about 2 hours, having almost drowned twice. After witnessing that, the second man prayed: "God, please give me strength and the tools to cross the river" Poof! ... God gave him a rowboat and strong arms and strong legs and he was able to row across in about an hour after almost capsizing once. Seeing what happened to the first two men, the third man prayed: "God, please give me the strength, the tools and the intelligence to cross the river" Poof! ...He was turned into a woman. She checked the map, hiked one hundred yards up stream and walked across the bridge.

How He Would Wake Me Up~ By Tw
Another hot story from TW he sure knows how to start a day ;)Ty sweetie! how id wake u up baby... I smiled as I looked over to you and saw you lying on you side facing away from me, curled up with the covers just over your knees. Neither of us had the strength last night to put anything on, and just the site of you lying there in the soft morning sun began to excite me. Sliding over to you, I gently moved your hair away from your neck and lightly began to taste the back of your neck with my lips. You moved just slightly as your deep breathing told me you were still sleeping. I moved down the bed and ran my tongue slowly along your thigh. As I lightly kissed my way up, the scent of our lovemaking grew stronger, exciting me further. I reached the beginnings of your thighs and slid my tongue along your lips then slightly inside of you. I heard you moan and your legs opened just a bit as you began to awaken. Sinking my tongue deeper into you, your hips moved to meet me. "OMG baby" I

I Hate Depression
i just hate depression you know it makes you numb takes the joy out of life it sucks everything that you were from you and leaves an empty shell. a shadow of your former self. my sleeping habits have gone out the window i don't sleep until morning lately then sleep until 2 or so in the arvo i have no energy i feel so exhausted dead inside. i have soooo much work to do things to catch up on but i just don't have the energy to do so. my camera is my life in terms of money but lately i cant even look at it just to depressed to work the passion isn't there and if ya know photography you'll know that passion is 99% of a photo. i am just trying to stay ahead of the darkness trying not to slip to deep like before my body wears the scars of a darkness so self destructive so dangerous it can kill you. so if i seem a little down just realize its out of my control. friends help always! i love my family and love my gf who is so supportive of me in that way i have mo

The Party Is Over.
I lost you in the mourning when the snow fell in the world i lost you in the cold between these shades of our illusions i found an empire of love and pain with in this kiss-this kiss goodbye for i will never forget your face behind the window of this parting train. I asked the moon to bring you back into my arms i called the wind to guide your ways i bagged the earth to hold you tight keep you from harm i send you kisses in my dreams for i know he had our time i close the door the party is over. Imposing our love through all the years we had to face now i am on my own passing through these fields of memories all these visions of my temple dreams i saacrifice my everything for i will never forget your face behind the window of this parting train. I asked the moon to bring you back into my arms i called the wind to guide your ways i bagged the earth to hold you tight keep you from harm i send you kissess in my dreams for i know he had our time i

A Day At The Waterfall
This was given to me by a sexy friend of mine named TW Thank You ;) A DAY AT THE WATERFALL Looking out my window, it looked like a perfect day for my weekly picnic. I packed the basket with some finger foods. Some fresh strawberries and, a bottle of champaign. Ten minutes later and I was on my way to the waterfall on the river. I love coming here, it is always so peaceful. I have been coming here once a week for a year and I have never seen anybody here. Just the sounds of the waterfall and the birds fill the air. I move to the river and lay my blanket out on the grass. I lay back with my hands under my head and watch the clouds go by. As I lay there, my mind starts to wander. I dream of past lovers, things I have done and things that I still want to do. As I dream, I can feel the heat building in my pussy. I can feel the moisture seeping from between my hot lips soaking my panties. I let my fingers start down my body. Traveling across my belly, going lower and lower unti

The Oath
When you are sad, I will get you drunk and help you plot revenge against the scum sucking bastard who made you sad. When you are blue, I'll try to dislodge whatever's choking you. When you smile, I'll know you finally got laid. When you are scared, I will rag you about it every chance I get. When you are worried, I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be and to quit whining. When you are confused, I will use little words to explain it to your dumb ass. When you are sick Stay away from me until you're well again, I don't want whatever you have. When you fall I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass. This is my oath I pledge till the end. Why you may ask? Because you're my friend.

I Want You............
Want you, want you, you, you, Doesn't matter that you're not here, I forgive all the silences. I want you, I don't care, I know you'll disappoint, I'm a willing captive, Why fight? There's no point. I want you, Need to hold you in my arms, Need to smell your sweat, inhale your breath, Need you inside of me, That's where you belong, That's where you were meant to be. I want you,the way you are. I really don't care, I just want you to be there. I want to open your door, Because I have my own key, I want to come in, Because you too, now want me. I want you to need me, I want to stare in your eyes, I want your promises, I don't care if they are lies. I want your body, Warm in my bed, I want you near me, I want you so bad.

Thank You
Just wanted to say thank you for allowing me to become a member of the DIRTY SOUTH CREW. I don't think I would have time to send thank you comments to everyone in the crew, so I figured i would just make a blog instead and say thank you, THANK YOU again for the acceptance. PROFILEDESIRE.COM

Adult Game Nsfw
There is at least one person on your FUBAR list that wants to fuck the hell out of you. So lets play the Fuck or Pass! game. The rules are simple... if you want to fuck the person who posts this, send them a message saying "Yep, I'd Fuck you." SCARED? lol this sH!T's funny YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!!

Where Are You?
I've looked in the forests, I've searched across the seas, I've hunted in the deserts, But I still can not find me. When was it I lost myself, How did this come about, Why does it seem like forever Since you came around? Am I going crazy, Have I finally lost it? Where has my soul gone... How do I escape this pit? Is there any point in looking for something I've given up? I've lost something more precious I've lost my self love.

Fake Smiles & Happiness...
Fake Smiles & Happiness... The jagged line on my heart seems to grow each day in size. Trying to block out the memory, of the words that cut so deep. I painted the smile on my face, does it mask the pain inside? Or do your eyes see through, my weak attempt at fake happiness? Put my eyes to the checkered floor, hiding the tears that have fallen. I feel exposed, worried that everyone can see through my disguise. Do the scars of my soul, show their sorrow in my face? Or does it all seem real to you, the fake smile I display and the eyes that can't meet yours.

Adult Game!
There is at least one person on your FUBAR list that wants to fuck the hell out of you. So lets play the Fuck or Pass! game. The rules are simple... if you want to fuck the person who posts this, send them a message saying "Yep, I'd Fuck you." SCARED? lol this sH!T's funny YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!!

Naughty Application
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE TO ME WITH YOUR ANSWERS. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND OR HUSBAND OR WIFE - REPOST THIS! LET THE FUN BEGIN........ 1.Your Name: 2.Age: 3.Favorite position: 4. Do you think I'm cute? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8.Would you take a shower with me? 9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10.Would you leave after or stay the night? 11.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12.Condom or skin? 13.Have sex on the first date? 14.Would you kiss me during sex? 15.Do you think I would be good in bed? 16. Would you use me as a booty call? 17.Can I use you as a booty call? 19.Can we take pictures of the act? 20.How long would we have sex? 21.Would you tell your friends about me? 22.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU! TITLE IT-Naughty Appli

Sweet Taste
The sweet taste of love Still lingers in my mind A succulent tasty morsel A treasure worth its find A wet and juicy fruit That fills my mouth with joy Like candy to a baby An edible sexy toy With nectar sweet as honey A syrup of flowing silk Like a bubbly kind of lava As smooth as warm clear milk It breathes with scented oils Like a flower in the mist And blossoms when caressed By the feel of a lover's kiss A dessert at its very best When embraced with lots of love I know I'll never get enough Of this treat I'm thinking of

Double Standard Illustrated.
The guy that I share an office with is hooking up with the office hot chick. He has been since the summer. As details of their affair come to light because of my officemates now pending divorce the "slut" double standard has been fully exposed in my office. And surprisingly, I couldn't be more disappointed by how the men in the office have reacted. Every one of the females in our office has been negative to the hottie, who does happen to be quite personable, not particularly good at her job, but she is Very, VERY attractive. Distractingly hot, which I suppose doesn't help her cause with the double standard. And predictably, every one of the males in our building has been congratulating my office mate about his conquest. The whole thing annoys me, but especially the males reactions. I'm not one to discriminate about divorce or infidelity -- my divorce was one of the best things that has ever happened for me. But what's with all of the guys in my office being so sopho

Please Keep Him In Your Prayers
imikimi - Customize Your World AS OF THIS FRI AT 0500 FRI SGT DANNY WON'T BE ONLINE FOR A LONG TIME . I HAVE GROWN TO CARE ALOT FOR HIM HE IS A AWSOME YOUNG MAN THAT HAS COME INTO MY LIFE SINCE I LOST A SON , PLEASE KEEP HIM IN YOUR PRAYERS ALL OUR LOVE FROM ALL AT DEATH BBG SPECIAL FORCES CHERIE (MOM ) KAGE (POP) DEB LANEY EMMIT PAYNEJA01 ALL OF US HUN GOD BLESS YOU KEEP YOU SAFE

Cancer Horoscope For November 27, 2007
New inventions and just-so-crazy-it-could-work ideas will be entering your mind throughout the day, lighting up your attitude and making you feel empowered. Suddenly, the world is full of opportunity and inspiration! This is a great time to take a risk in the romance department and be a little bit more assertive with your flirting. Take any opportunity you can get to come right out and let this person know you're into them. It will be nothing but flattering.

My Final Star Message
Stars apparently no longer have any substance. They shine, they twinkle, they push their pinpoints of liquid luster against my window, but they’re just stars now. And, it brings to mind the poem I learned as a child, but with a different ending. Starlight, star bright, First star I see tonight. I wish I may, I wish I might But now I see only the cold blue light. It’s truly sad how quickly this star faded. It was my doing, I made the twinkle fade. And someday, I’ll learn to not wish upon a star. What will I learn? A star is sometimes too far away to reach. I can’t hold out my hand and cup one between my warm palms. So, I fear there will be no further star messages. The light that used to warm me now hurts me, and that’s not what stars are about. Stars are about love, about infinity; it’s best I leave them that way.

After Death
They lay you down and say kind words but while you lived you were treated like dirt. Death is the only time that people realize how much they loved you now they must day goodbye. They should have showed it before you died that way at least you knew and could have smiled. But noe they're crying and they're so sad that they couldn't say it in the time they had.

Adult Game
There is at least one person on your FUBAR list that wants to fuck the hell out of you. So lets play the Fuck or Pass! game. The rules are simple... if you want to fuck the person who posts this, send them a message saying "Yep, I'd Fuck you." SCARED? lol this sH!T's funny YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!!

A Loving Prayer
Dear God in heaven hear this woman's plea watch over this man take care of him for me. I know he's not perfect he has a piece of my heart help him to understand that it has fallen apart. He is my oldest friend One that I would cry for but if he is honest with himself he's cried for me before. I know that I can't hold him but I can still kneel and pray That You will watch over him Until his final day. Amen

A Few Pieces Left
I guess I wasn't good enough for you to fall in love with but I know you would have caused me more pain with-in. You say you care but can't love me I think it's all bullshit and lies cause if this feeling isn't love then why do I feel ice cold inside? There's nothing left of hope & faith only a few pieces left of my heart just enough to love my children but I can't rejoin the other parts. There will be no-one to replace you I'll never give my love to another man for I gave all my love to you now there's only pieces on the sand.

The Aftermath Of A Horrible Breakup
I'm broken I'm bruised All there was was you Now you're gone And there's nothing I can do You've hurt me I've cried All I want to do is die There's nothing else to say My world has been taken away I've loved and lost No matter the cost It hurts so much I try to believe That I'll be freed From this MISERY!

Senses
To hear your voice, to feel your touch, to see you smile, Is not to much. To hear your heart beat next to mine, to taste your kiss just one more time. To be in your arms all through the night, to awaken from dreams to a wonderful sight. To have you love me for just who I am would blow all my senses and be so grand.

Christmas Story
Last year at Christmas time, my mom went to my sister's house for the traditional holiday feast. Knowing how gullible my sister is, my mom decided to play a trick. She told my sister that she needed something from the store and asked if my sister wouldn't mind going out to get it. When my sister left the house, my mom took the turkey out of the oven, removed the mixed stuffing, stuffed a Cornish hen, and inserted it into the turkey... then re-stuffed the turkey. She then placed the bird(s) back into the oven. When it was time for dinner, my sister pulled the turkey out of the oven and proceeded to remove the stuffing. When her serving spoon hit something, she reached in and pulled out the little bird. With a look of total shock on her face, my mother exclaimed, "Barbara, you've cooked a pregnant bird!" At the reality of this horrifying news, my sister started to cry hysterically. It took the entire family almost two hours to convince her that tur

Looking In
Through my eyes I can see your soul I can tell about you From the things I know. I can see the hidden pain That lies behind your eyes, I don't know what happened, So please, you don't have to lie. From living with pain and always seeing from the outside in I've learned how to read emotions So I know how it begins. I have been badly hurt as you can obviously see and what has injured you truely wounds me.

La Petite Death
In the darkness came the wails of the souls, lost and tormented never made whole. In the coldness contained a spark of hope frozen quite solid with no chance to grow. In the winter came death that is always near... to answer our prayers or to revel in our fear. Where once was a light now there's hardly a glow to shine through it all to warm a frozen soul.

Just Like A Woman
Just Like a Woman By:Salty Dog Show a night's affection baby. Make it simple with your innocents' and shys'. Though I knew a few women. They had no mercy and I, know I can't live my life through someone else's eyes Ain't that just like a woman. Baby Baby Ain't that just like you. Take a walk on the line. Ticking like a time bomb. Make me feel the hours, long to pass me by. I thought I knew where I was searching. It all looks the same when you stare at the sky. Ain't that just like a woman. Baby Baby Ain't that just like you. Ain't that just like a woman. Just like a woman. So amazed by the things she can do. Just like a woman. She hurts like a woman, and that's just like you. Just like you babe. Now I know a few more women with a little mercy and I, ain't gonna waste my time waste my time, waste my time with you woman. Ain't that just like a woman Baby Baby Ain't that just like you. Ain't that just like a woman Just like a woman So am

I Think Not Yet
I don't think I've ever had the feeling of love. It was never given as a child much less an adult. When you grow up in a detached emotion void how do you know when it it real,or just like a toy? Now I have cared very deeply for some of the men in my life. But is it a real lasting love or just simply a lie? I know parental love I feel that for my kids but the type for a man? I'm not sure if I ever did. Does anyone really know or is it just a lucky guess? Someday I may find out, but I think not yet.

How Do I Go On?
How do you say good-bye To the most precious part of life? How can I ease this growing pain That grows worse each passing night? How can the nights pass swifter, So I don't feel alone and I don't miss the strength of your arms when the evenings turn cold? Does the pain of loss ever stop, Will the void left ever be filled, Can what was broken apart Be fixed, put together at will? When does life begin again, Will it ever resemble what it was, How long will the memories last, These sweet precious moments of us? *this was wrote 18 yrs ago. the night my daughter's father was buried. She was 6 months old,I was only 19. Time has passed but the sadness has never left.

Hmmmmmmmmm
U know sometimes it feels good for people to tell ya what u want to hear...BUt when people continue to bother you and single you out in name calling it begins to be too much..So just consider who U talk to.....I love to STALK...((LUST)))LETS CLEAR THAT up...BUt never would I make them feel uncomfortable.....Lick me...HA ha....And I thank you to my RAWKIN ASS FRIENDS WHO know what IM talking about and to others who dont....I will just end it with this (((STALK ME WITH CAUTION))))I will bite back.......... Have a merry christmas and HAPPY HOLIDAYS.. SORRY I am not being myself, Love, Memory

Have You
Have you ever seen a bird fly with it's wings spread wide? Was it sky blue in color? How high did you see it fly? Have you ever tasted a snowflake, with it's points all a glitter? Was it's taste sweet as sugar, or so sour it was bitter? Have you ever smelled a rose, with the petals covered in dew? Was the fragrance sweet and pure or was it destroyed by you? Have you ever felt the gentle mist falling softly on your face? Like the touch of butterfly kisses Have you truly felt the mist? Have you ever heard the lonesome cry, of a sorrowful, lonely, tortured soul? Was the cry like the Irish banshee's, Did you ever hear my vanquished soul?

Ghost Of The Past
If a whisper was your name Could you hear me call? If it took total devastation could you break down the wall? Will you hear the whisper Of the far off wind and try to catch the moon? Or sit an watch the light pass by as the night gives way to the noon? Shall we hear our hearts beat faster As we make a final pact or will it only be the ghost of something in the past?

Just Some Info
Well I dont really know what to say but I figured i could go ahead and write a blog. If there are any avid readers you should check out the Claiming of Sleeping Beauty by Anne Rice. Its awesome and its alot of fun to read. I am currently reading the final book. Or if you dont like Erotica I would suggest the Dark Hunter Novels by Sherilyn Kenyon. If you want go ahead and read them they are awesom I promise.

Frozen
Once in a place, that my mind has forgot A place withholds the sun, that once it did not. Now it goes silent, with no whisper of sound No hint of warmth can ever be found. Like the winter blizzard that's so cold it'll freeze My soul turned to ice in that arctic breeze. This place is so silent that its painful to bare Now it begins again, the rips and the tares.

Coming Home (published)
Is there a possibility for me to come home? To find a sheltered place for my tortured soul? Will it be in your arms that I may find peace And in your strength that I might find release? I want to come home Back into your arms where there is no pain and away from harm. I fell deeply on love With the man inside the shell The one no-one sees because fear makes him hide.

Cold And Alone
You're standing in a crowded room With people standing all around You've never felt so alone Your warmth buried in the ground. Your soul growing colder with each day you're alone no matter how hot the sun you feel like a frozen stone. With the explosion of the nova that brings forth a black hole it sucks away the heat of life and leaves an empty soul. Never was the destruction so complete the damage never to be surpassed as the proof of your solitude is the coldness that's amassed. Knowing that when you're burnt badly That never again when you feel the heat the warmth, the hope of new love, you won't take a chance they'll leave.

Just Me
Just a little bit about me. I am a down to earth female who loves to meet new people. I love to laugh and have fun. The one thing I do not like is drama. I am a well educated woman with alot of class. I love to read, chat, do graphic designs, play with dog, surf the internet, play online games and listen to music. I was born under the zodiac sign of Cancer and if you are into zodiac signs then you will just what type of person I am if not then I suggest you read up on your horoscopes so you will know the type of person you are dealing with. (l0l). I believe in keeping it real at all times, so if you dont want to hear my answer then please dont ask the question cause I may something you dont like. I believe in being me and nothing else, accept me for who I am or dont accept me at all. If you have any questions feel free to ask me, dont be shy or afraid to ask cause when it comes down to the answer I am the one that will chose to give you a answer or not. If you feel me and understand t

Fake
You think its so easy To hide behind your fancy clothes Your beautiful makeup You think you have everybody fooled And you know what Maybe you do But not to me I can see the pain there etched in your soul I can see the emptyness of your heart You're searching for that meaning Just like the rest of us So come down from the clouds Among those of who have been there And discovered that Being real Is the only way to go

Life Events And A Warning !!
Hi Fubar Fans A Warning !!! This is FAct, Not fiction. I have been advised not to tell this story, but here is what could happen to you. This is just the tip of the ice burg. A Warning !! Beware, Big Brother IS Watching!! My brother is still behing held in solitary confinement ( 3 months now) and he hasn't even had a trial yet. The way his lawyer is talking it might be years before he does. This is a long ugly story. A WARNING !!! Be very careful of what you do on the internet because I can swear to the fact the FBI is monitoring and looking for anything "They" deem inappropriate. You may find yourself being charged with a Federal Crime, and have your life destroyed as my brothers life has been. To date, it's over 3 years, a loss of over $40,000 and still not been to trial which could lead to a 25 year sentence for child porn for 4 files unknowingly downloaded via Limewire. It could happen to you. So beware, be careful and know for a fact, the Gestappo i

Let Me
Let me take you To the places in my dreams Let me show you That things are not always As they seem Let me take you Past reality Let me show you What you can do If you dare Take my hand Close your eyes Paint the sky Feel the wind Don't let anybody else in Paint the sky Feel the wind Don't let anybody else in

Expectations
I think They expected me to be amazing And I just didn't fit the grade it was all a charade I can't be what they expected I'm only me I'm only who I've decided to be As real and raw as they come Fake and glazed to those Who don't look deeper Than what they see The real me is Right here If you choose to see it

My Amazing Oldest Son!!(they Are All Amazing!)
JUST HAD TO SHARE WITH EVERYONE.... NOT ONLY IS MY SON BEING RECRUITED TO PLAY HARVARD FOOTBALL AND FOOTBALL AT WASHINGTON UNIVERSITY..BUT.. HE APPLIED TO BAYLOR UNIVERSITY..I TOLD HIM HE NEEDED LOTS OF OPTIONS... AND.. HE GOT ACCEPTED TO BAYLOR UNIVERSITY WITH A $40000 SCHOLARSHIP!!! WOOHOOOO!!!! WE ARE HOLDING OUT TO SEE WHAT HAPPENS WITH HARVARD AND WASHINGTON BUT OH TO HAVE THESE CHOICES IN LIFE!! GUESS I DID SOMETHING RIGHT!

Things You Can Only Say On Thanksgiving
Things you can only say on Thanksgiving 1. Talk about a huge breast! 2. Tying the legs together keeps the inside moist. 3. It's Cool Whip time! 4. If I don't undo my pants, I'll burst! 5. Whew, that was one terrific spread! 6. I'm in the mood for a little dark meat. 7. Are you ready for seconds yet? 8. It's a little dry, do you still want to eat it? 9. Just wait your turn, you'll get some! 10. Don't play with your meat. 11. Just spread the legs open and stuff it in. 12. Do you think you'll be able to handle all these people at once? 13. I didn't expect everyone to come at once! 14. You still have a little bit on your chin. 15. How long will it take after you stick it in? 16. You'll know it's ready when it pops up. 17. Wow, I didn't think I could handle all of that! 18. That's the biggest one I've ever seen! 19. How long do I beat it before it's ready

Update3
well things today went good besides finding out that the infection is in my blood stream an they are putting a picc line in me and hopefuly goin home tomorrow but got to wait and see,, the surgan also said its alll lookin good and goin to let it heal like it is and not go bk in... well im goin on almost a yr and its not healed

Poem
Missing Him Slipping between crisp cool sheets with warm eyes inviting no need to ask twice, no need to ask just a need A tender caress along my face a tress of hair swept aside gentle pulls on my lower lip, by his our toes tickle, our legs intertwine under the covers Tongues explore, mouths and lips moving over salty skin, creating warm slippery sensations hands stroke along the length of the other's body touching, making promises of pleasure Strong arms, firm hands bring me in closer, hold me tighter Fingers grasping at my back with urgency pulling me deeper into the most intimate of embraces the sheet, thrown back as body heat intensifies Bodies moving together, slick with perspiration aware only of each other, hungering, yearning, straining a name called out, a plea for release, an answer tremors move throughout, turning into waves of liquid fire Two people entangled, in heart, mind and body playful words and shared breaths between kisses soft

Ghost Hunt
11/25/2007 Leibermann house.... Went sunday night and found a few orbs.... Creepy feeling in and outside of the house.... stayed for about 2 hours and 30 min.... 12/07/07,Meeting with the group(East Coast S.C.A.R.E. Society).... 12/15/2007,I will be going on another ghost hunt with the group (East Coast S.C.A.R.E. Society).... 12/15/07,Ghost hunt was in poughkeepsie,ny tonight. School bus yard was old dairy place. The group caught some orbs and high readings on the EMF meter,plus some EVP's. The group will go over them to decide what is what! 1/11/08..Group has a meeting.... New members meet and greet and retrain on stuff for everybody.... maybe on 1/19/08 we go to philmont ,ny for a case.... women sez,she has seen a little girl in the house at times.... 1/19/08..philmont has been moved ... 2 weeks from now. the school bus yard has another building.... guess we got the OK for it. so tonight,off to the old dairy yard(school bus yard)..... 1/20/08..So l

Cradle Of Filth - Nymphetamine
Laid to the river Midsummer, I waved A V of black swans On with hope to the grave And though Red September With skies fire-paved I begged you appear Like a thorn for the holy ones Cold was my soul Untold was the pain I faced when you left me A rose in the rain.... So I swore to the razor That never, enchained Would your dark nails of faith Be pushed through my veins again Bared on your tomb I'm a prayer for your loneliness And would you ever soon Come above onto me? For once upon a time On the binds of your loneliness I could always find the slot for your sacred key Six feet deep is the incision In my heart, that barless prison Discoulours all with tunnel vision Sunsetter Nymphetamine Sick and weak from my condition This lust, this vampyric addiction To Her alone in full submission None better... Nymphetamine Wicked with your charm I am circled like prey Back in the forest Were whispers persuade More sugar trails More white lady laid Tha

Heres An Interesting Question
Why do we kill people to show people that killing people is wrong? When as a society are we going to move beyond this whole "revenge" tactic? We've been doing it for years. And does the bad stop happening? No. So something new..something different needs to be done. Killing someone doesn't change what has already happened..be it murder..rape..kidnapping..whatever it was. I was raped..yes the guy who raped me is in jail..serving time. As much of me that he killed..my trust my faith in the good ofpeople I don't wish him dead. Because him being dead doesn't change the fact that I have to deal with all this emotional bullshit everyday. Getting up in the morning is a huge struggle. And I know I'm not the only one who feels this way. Who sees revenge as a huge waste of time and engery. There has to be a different way to improve our society. We all live here but we all live within our own groups. White people hang out with white people..asians with asians..blacks with blacks..it ca

Longing For The Day
I want to be the one he wakes up thinking about. I want to be the one that when i look at him he knows how special he is to me. I want to be the one he loves uncondtionally. I want to be the one that makes him smile. I want to be the one he turns to when he needs comforting. I want to be the one he goes to bed thinking about. I want to be the one that fills his dreams. one day he may come along and maybe he wont but i will long for the day when he does for when he does my heart will be uncondtionally his.

Crewchiefs
Crewchiefs (A.K.A. Aircraft Mechanics) AS SEEN BY THE 11th AIR FORCE: A drunken, brawling, truck-stealing, woman-corrupting liar with a reflective belt, Casio watch and a pearl-handled .38 revolver. AS SEEN BY HIMSELF: A tall, handsome, highly trained professional killer, gentleman idol to women, with a reflective belt, wearing a pearl-handled .38 revolver, who is always on time due to the reliability of his Casio watch. AS SEEN BY HIS WOMAN: A stinking male chauvinist pig who staggers into town about once a year or so with his B-4 bag full of dirty underwear and fornication on his mind. AS SEEN BY HIS COMMANDER: A fine specimen of a drunken, brawling, truck-stealing, woman-corrupting liar with a reflective belt, Casio watch and a pearl-handled .38 revolver. AS SEEN BY THE DEPARTMENT OF THE AIR FORCE: An over paid, over ranked, tax burden who is indispensable because he has volunteered to go anywhere and do anything as long as he can booze it up, brawl, steal trucks,

Trapped
I feel so trapped Too nice to be mean You go on and on About nothing I don't care But I don't have the heart to tell you So full of secrets So many things I can't say So many things I feel My soul bleeds The pain will never cease I'll never tell you what I really feel

R.i.p
R.I.P to the girl who never won No matter how hard she tried She never succeded in finding the one Who would make her feel like it never mattered No one to tell her win or lose i love you Now and forever It finally tore at her to the core Of her soul R.I.P to the girl who never won

Something Special
I was just thinking the other day while I was on my route how my life had been dealt. When I was younger I had a special friend whom I really thought I would get to grow up with and share special times in our lives throughout school. Well I got some special times but she had to move away and go through a lot of stuff without me. Well many years later that special friend returned to my life and shared a lot of special moments with me and even changed my life for the better. I got a divorce from someone who was abusing me and she helped me see the dangers and stuff that I was too close to, to see... My life now will continue to change and I will be able to find myself again though I have changed and so did she I still see my best friend and soul mate for who she was back then and who she is today. For if it wasnt for her and her family I would probably be dead right now. So I thank her and praise her for the things she has done for me and my children. All I had to say was that I

A Poem About A Soldier
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I 'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS WHO WERE W

The Second Ten Commandments/southern Commandments
The Second Ten Commandments 1. Thou shall not worry, for worry is the most unproductive of all human activities. 2. Thou shall not be fearful, for most of the things we fear never come to pass. 3. Thou shall not cross bridges before you come to them, for no one yet has succeeded in accomplishing this. 4. Thou shall face each problem as it comes. You can only handle one at a time anyway. 5. Thou shall not take problems to bed with you, for they make very poor bedfellows. 6. Thou shall not borrow other people's problems. They can better care for them than you can. 7. Thou shall not try to relive yesterday for good or ill, it is forever gone. Concentrate on what is happening in your life and be happy now! 8. Thou shall be a good listener, for only when you listen do you hear ideas different from your own. It is hard to learn something new when you are talking, and some people do know more than you do. 9. Thou shall not become "bogged down" by frustration, for 90% of it i

Never Have I Fallen
Your lips speak soft sweetness Your touch a cool caress I am lost in your magic My heart beats within your chest I think of you each morning And dream of you each night I think of your arms being around me And cannot express my delight Never have I fallen But I am quickly on my way You hold a heart in your hands That has never before been given away

Shoutbox Message
this is a message from my shoutbox: jaxman71: I read your profile Candice. It's impressive how dilligent you are. You seem like a throwback to the 40's where the women were extremely loyal to the cause and did whatever it took to see there men home safely. It's different because this is a different type of war but, you seem to have that same dedication. thought it was very nice and sweet

Nov 27th
Well I had my eval today.. as i wrote in one of my blogs.. and I also had a staff mtg tonite. was 1 1/2 hrs long. These mtgs really bore me because they mainly pertain to nursing. I sat for 1/2 hr just watching a film on how to take care of ulcers. Was kinda gross after I just ate taco bell. Anyways.. boss was going over things..and also brought up fact of the nurses need to pay more attn to IV sites. Guess we had a couple bad cases.. one which is a patient who is back on our floor. He has cellulitis in his hand from his last admission. This is also a family member of my hubbys. One of the charge nurses got kinda defensive..etc..was saying hes a frequent flyer..in and out alot.. on all the floors. How do they know it was our floor who done it. Etc. My boss kinda got upset over it..saying, she needs to lower her voice and watch what shes saying..since the door is open..and people are out in the hallway. I guess this kinda got the girl mad. I also put in my 2 cents worth..sayi

My Birthday
well tomorrow is my birthday and im not looking forward to it at all. for 1 im working which sux but i can deal with that. and plus i just wish we could stop having birthdays. i mean i know im still young and all ill be 27 tomorrow not a bad age to be i guess. i just dont want to be any olfer and i know that is stupid cause everybody want to stay young. i really dont know what im complaining about just thought i would let everyone know that im getting older tomorrow i guess. bye to those that read this.

Various Ramblings
Gravity always gets me down. Few women admit their age; few men act it. There is a very fine line between genius and insanity. I've just erased it. Now I can't remember which side I'm on. Behind every successful man is a surprised woman. Boys will be boys and so will a lot of middle-aged men. You can lead a man to water but you can't make him put the seat back down. Its funny that women aren't embarrassed when they buy men's pajamas, but a guy buying a nightgown acts as if he was making a drug deal. Why are men so happy? Because ignorance is bliss. The reason God created man before woman was because he didn't want any suggestions. What did God say after creating man? "I can do better than this. (And boy did he!!!) There are more important things in life than money, but none of them will go out with you if you're broke. A woman's dress should be like a barbed-wire fence: serving the purpose without obstructing the view. A diplomat is a m

The Kiss
the kiss.. the one that keeps you weak not for minutes, hours or even days.. but the one that makes you linger on it for years afterward. the deep passionate tender, yet strong pressing of the lips, opening of the mouth and lunging of the tounge tasting the other, breathing the breath in of your lover hoping to never loose that moment. the moment when the world stops and nothing can pennitrate your mind but how much more you wish to take in of this beautful creature in front of you. will she stay? will she run? it doesnt matter because for right now, she is yours and if you should never have her again.. you had her now.

A Little About Me
My real name is Chad ?? im from kentucky i love video games and my computer of course right now im lookin around for someone doesnt have to b any 1 in partictular just someone i can talk to and share things with so if any one out there would like to give me a holler come talk to me not trien to sound desparate or anything just would like to get to konw some people p.s love friends to talk to and share how my day has went sooo.. if there is any 1 out there give me a holler...

Writing
Who am I? I am your sister, I am your lover, I am your mother, I am a friend. I am one who walks amongst the shadows, I am but a whisper in the wind. I am close when you need me, yet never do you see me. I am Morghanna, and I am with you until the end.

Depression
for months I have been doing ok with things. I handle everything that comes my way with out complaint, and struggle thru it all. But what do you do when you have had enough and are truely ready to give up? I am at the point that I dont care about anything (except kids) I dont care about my job, myself or my house. I cant talk to family, and now I am on meds.......:'( sorry just needed to vent

I Hate Doctors!!!
my situation with my health isn't getting any better. i have lost some of my motor skills on the left side of my body. when i get real tired i start dragging my left leg and cant seem to hold onto any thing with my left hand. like my vision it comes and goes. right now my leg just feels heavy. called the doctors office and basicly got told there wasnt any thing they could do to speed up the medical system. simply informed me that if i continued to get worst to go back to the emergengy room. i already have 2 emergency room bills and all they want to do is give me meds for the pain. that i want take because they just dont work. so what is the point. besides if they did work it would just conceal the fact i have a time bomb in my head waiting to go off. i rather feel the pain and know what is going on than ignore it and pretend everything is ok. oh one more thing it is really hard for me to focus and type rite now so im not online as often as i was before. posting comments is really diff

The Golden Compass
So anyway, Mehdi tells me tonight that there are emails going around telling people not to take their kids to The Golden Compass because it indoctrinates them into atheism. So let me get this straight.....atheism is the lack of faith, but you can be indoctrinated into something which is the lack of anything...interesting concept. I just think about The Wizard of Oz, and how it too was written by an atheist. Actually, Baum was a humanist, but the point is that he wasn't a christian. Look it up if you don't believe me. In fact, the whole story is about people looking for something outside of themselves, asking a higher power for the things, and finding out in the end that they had these things in themselves all along. Then there's the higher power who turns out to be a fallable human....and the evil entity who melts as soon as she has a bucket of water thrown over her... I've decided what I'll do if I get one of these emails. I'm going to send one back to whoever saw fit to

If It Could Happen
If it could happen By Eric Ethan If there was one moment in time to share with my special friend to decorate the Christmas tree together. Wrapping presents for every one Putting the lights up on the trees The neatest ornaments that hold memories to our hearts and put them around the tree to make it look like colorful artful tree. I put a angel up there to shine bright through the holidays and watching over you to hold you strong and safe through the holidays and the newest year. Sit down and treat our selves to egg nog laugh and talk more and share things to geather. Lets turn on the lights out side and inside to bring in the cheer to one and all with smiles on their face. Lets sit down and look the tree while the fire gazed through the night I said one more thing, We got our coats on and walk outside and made a snowman and snow girl hugging each with snow stature saying special friends forever The end

Empathy-what Is It ?
Empathy - what is it? 1. Empathy is the ability to recognize, understand and read the emotion of another person. A simple way of describing this would be to say you put yourself in anothers' shoes. You are literally doing this and in turn it could be said that you are resonating with the other person. Some people can do this voluntarily and others do it accidentally. The process involves the ability to read in others, the energy and subtle differences in frequency associated with the range of human thought and emotion. Most people don't understand how this process works but when it comes to helping others it's enough to just recognise you have a gift and that you are sensitive to others. 2. Empaths often have telepathic ability which means that your ability to 'read' is enhanced. Some empaths have a deep sense of 'knowing' which further enhances their ability to read another person. This is very useful because people are complex and often display a persona over many layers of

Recognizing Empathy In Yourself
Recognizing Empathy in Yourself Article Written By: Lyn Rose-Hornabrook Many of us who were born with empathic abilities have not understood this “gift” until well into our adulthood. Those who were lucky enough to have parents that recognized this “gift” would have a head start in understanding how to deal with your intensely feeling life and sensitive nature. You were possibly fearful as a child because you did not understand those intense feelings, which may have made stepping out into the world quite terrifying. In my own case I was not always able to process what was going on around me as a young child and would sometimes end up having convulsions. In an unaware state, an empath will experience the feelings or pains of others - be it distress, sadness, anger, etc., and any physical pain that accompanies it, and think that it is his / her own feelings or illness. It will be quite confusing because he / she will not understand what it is that is making him / her feel that

More For The Ladies
There are a lot of words that you can use to describe men - strong, caring, loving - they'd be wrong - but you could still use them. How do you get a man to keep his hands off you? Marry him. What do you do when you best friend runs away with you husband? Send her a thank you card. I believe in dragons, good men and other fantasy creatures. (From a bumper sticker) Man was made at the end of the week's work when God was tired. Q: What do getting a man to learn and trying to fly the speed of light have in common? A: Both have been tried, both failed. Q: Why do women date jerks? A: Because all the sweet caring ones were hunted to extinction. Here's an oxymoron: a grown man. Man: Great concept, bad engineering. MAN.SYS found execute GROPE.EXE (Y/N) MAN.ZIP: Funny program. Expect a laugh when unzipped. Man troubles? Don't those words automatically go together? Men - Can't live with them, and there's no resale value. Men and women

Flight Readiness Review This Week
Flight Readiness Review This Week Image above: Space shuttle Atlantis rests on Pad 39A awaiting launch on mission STS-122. Photo credit: NASA/Kim Shiflett NASA managers will hold a flight readiness review on Friday at NASA's Kennedy Space Center marking the next major milestone for mission STS-122. NASA officials, space shuttle program managers, engineers and contractors will discuss the readiness of space shuttle Atlantis, the flight crew and payloads to determine if everything is set to proceed for launch. Managers will also select an official launch date at the end of the session. Launch is targeted for Dec. 6 on a mission to install the Columbus laboratory on the International Space Station. A briefing following the meeting will include Associate Administrator for Space Operations Bill Gerstenmaier, Space Shuttle Program Manager Wayne Hale, International Space Station Program Manager Mike Suffredini and STS-122 Launch Director Doug Lyons. The briefing will be

Empaths Tools
Empaths Tools How can these healing stones help? By holding or wearing a gemstone necklace / stone / bracelet, they can help by dissolving negative emotions and replacing them with positive energy. Aquamarine – helps you adapt to any harsh vibrations in your surroundings – provides understanding of your path and how to adapt to the denseness of the earthly vibrations without losing the “self”. It helps with communication of heart-felt things and when there is difficulty in putting feelings into words. Black Tourmaline – psychic protection (when necessary) – a good stone to carry with you when you are out in crowded areas or if someone is intentionally sending negative energy your way. Acts as a buffer from the physic bombardment. Green Jade – I wear this to give my heart a boost – It is very strengthening - keeps the heart rhythm. I often wear it in a medicine bag over my heart together with a piece of rhodochrosite, especially if I am feeling stressed at work or have a l

Henry David Thoreau (1817-1862)
Henry David Thoreau (1817-1862) is the most representative non-religious Westerner to comprehend solitude and the hermit life. His philosophy of transcendentalism, which paralleled romanticism but was free of its excesses and defects, combined with his scholarly attitude and astute observations on society, politics, and nature, make Thoreau's writings essential to a contemporary application of solitude and the eremitic life. Add to this his willingness to experience this life, his natural curiosity into nature and human psychology, and his very readable style, as reflected by this series of aphorisms from his various writings, and Thoreau offers a perennial voice. I never found the companion that was so companionable as solitude. -- Walden By my intimacy with nature I find myself withdrawn from man. My interest in the sun and the moon, in the morning and the evening, compels me to solitude. -- Journal I thrive best on solitude. If I have had a companion only one day in a w

Check Out Lady Mels Sexy Spot!
Do you want to have a sexy time with exciting chat and great music? Then click on the link below to join Lady Mel's Sexy spot featuring Hot Rocks Radio. We are a no drama lounge and a LOT of fun. Come by and say hello! This great mix of all request Rock and Roll can be heard in these other cool lounges also!

Jersey Girl
Got no time for the cornerboys Down on the street makin' all that noise Don't want no whores on eight avenue 'Cause tonight I'm gonna be with you Tonight I'm gonna take that ride Across the river to the Jersey side Take my baby to the carnival And I'll take her on all the rides Down the shore everythings allright You with your baby on a saturday night Don't you know all my dreams come true When I'm walkin' down the streets with you Sing sha la la la la Sha la la la la la Sha la la la la la I'm in love with a Jersey Girl You know she thrills me with all her charms When I'm wrapped up in my baby's arms My little angel gives me everything I know someday she'll wear my ring So don't bother me 'cause I've got no time I'm on my way to see that girl of mine Nothing matters in this hole wide world When you're in love with a Jersey girl and I call your name I can't sleep at night

Early Morning Desire
Darkness envelopes me As I reach for you A sad emptiness Velvet shades of blue A hand slides Across the coolness Of the sheets I wish was warmed by you My mind thinks back Remembering The feel of your body Next to mine A sigh escapes My heart rate quickens Lip curves up In reminiscence Two lives entwined One yours, one mine The heat of passion A life long pyre Your lingering touch The hot wetness Of your kisses Upon my lips I feel the tingle Between my thighs As I imagine You there That familiar ache That reaches my soul My body wants you Early Morning Desire I reach instead But it is not the same I miss your lips My lips inflamed And in short time I release my need And remember OUR Early Morning Desire It is still dark As I reach for you My heart pounds still But I feel less blue With your memory On my lips A moistened fire Early Morning Desire

Deaths Grip
Im choking, drowning, turning blue.. A sea of terror flowing through.. sinking fast no rope to grab darkness creeping in.. The shadowded figure outreaches his hand beconing me to his land, wanting what is his.. Gripping me tightly drawing me near no more fight left just my fears... Single tear left behind a footprint fading fast the flame went out and the end became clear.. Drowning i did for so long now the time has come goodbye to those i never knew goodbye to those i loved goodbye to those i hated for now death is here..

The Empath: The Fourth Chakra-dominant Individual
This is an excerpt from a book by Dr. Jelusich, released by Lotus Press Publishing. Eye of the Lotus In my understanding, having been an energetic healer and counselor for over 10 years, I have found that 95% of all communication is not verbal, nor physical. It is energy on many levels. Certainly, you have walked into a room before and encountered someone you do not know, yet you’ve had a feeling about that person, good or otherwise. And whether you are sitting in a movie theater, a restaurant, or standing in an elevator, you emanate a quality of energy in all directions at all times that is the energetic unique signature of your being. That same energy is the signature of you as an individuated spirit, a multidimensional being who is unique in the universe. It is that same 95% that creates the meetings with others, that creates the relationships in which you engage, that creates the possibility for you to learn a life’s lesson.. And at first, this presents us with an interest

Art
Art Marks upon a blank canvas That Tells a nonending Story. A rare masterpiece In The making to woo your Heart And Soul into abyss of splendor. Artistic way of outlining your Hidden passion. A woven need of placing The hidden Picture into colors. Displaying your Hidden Desire and needs, But With colors that reflect The colors Within your heart to beauty. Art, The hand and brushing strokes of Perfection Upon an canvas For all to See That will become a Lifetime memory. Art…. Words that don’t need to be spoken. Art….. A love that as endless as time That Will never fade away. ©2007 Firestar

Empathy During Psychotherapy
Empathy During Psychotherapy Study Examines Empathy During Psychotherapy Chicago Tribune - March 07, 2007 CHICAGO - They're special, those moments of close connection when you become attuned to another person's mood, and it seems you can sense what he or she feels. This "we're on the same wavelength" phenomenon is known as empathy, part of the emotional glue that helps bind people together. Now it's being studied with the tools of modern science, sophisticated neuro-imaging scans and physiological tests that track how people's brains and bodies respond during social encounters. The still-young field of scientific inquiry is called social neuroscience, and it's beginning to demonstrate that empathy has biological underpinnings as well as emotional dimensions. The latest research comes from Boston, where Massachusetts General Hospital researcher Dr. Carl Marci has been examining empathy in the context of psychotherapy. His research appeared last month in the Journal of

Yay Me.. (i Think)
Okay.. So corporate america finally got to me... I've got a new job.. an ACTUAL 9-5, m-f .. full benefits after 30 days.. paid vacation, paid holidays, personal days... after ... COUNTLESS years of retail... i get to say .. NO MORE WEEKENDS BITCHES!!!! heh... anyhow.. wanted to finally post a POSITIVE blog... so here it is :D

Anger
Anger Begrumpling over nothing Is the heart And Soul. Burning with a hidden Cantankerous need To rage out upon Someone. Fiery within the beast. Furious soul that lives for its Anger. Glowering, wild And Worked up for the ‘wrath’ To Consume you. Anger the evil of what creates Nothing. ©2007 Firestar

Thanks To Blue Who Found This
I didn't write this I found it courtesy my friend Blue: "The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider Freeways, but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness. We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom. We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often. We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years to life not life to years. We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor. We conquered oute

Leaving
Hey all, I'm gonna be deleting my fubar account...if any of you want to stay in contact with me then send me an email with your yahoo or msn messenger id or you can add me to myspace if you have one. There's just way too much drama and shit on here that I don't need in my life, I have enough personal shit going on to be adding internet shit on top of it! I've enjoyed chatting with the cool peeps just have realized this is something that I don't need anymore. I will leave my account up until tomorrow so those of you that want to stay in contact have time to do that. Love to all!! Monica

A Special Bond
A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake To bind us closer and keep us strong In a special world, where we belong.

12 Days Of Ems Christmas!!
On the first day of Christmas, my dispatcher gave to me... One little ol' Grandma who fell and hurt her knee. On the second day of Christmas, my dispatcher gave to me... 2mg of Narcan for the out of work person who wants to end it all by taking her husband's pain pills and won't tell me what she took and is feeling suicidal, And Grandma who fell and hurt her knee. On the third day of Christmas, my dispatcher gave to me.... Three stacked shocks for the 88 year old man who instead of paying the neighbor kid 5 bucks to shovel his driveway, decided to do it himself and have the big one in the driveway, 2mg of Narcan for the psycho chick trying to off herself, And Grandma who fell and hurt her knee. On the fourth day of Christmas, my dispatcher gave to me.... 4 in the morning I have to go to the nursing home because someone has had the flu for like 16 years and all of a sudden needs to go to the hospital NOW, Three stacked shocks for the full arrested popsicle, 2mg

Running In The Rain
A woman was having a daytime affair while her husband was at work. One wet and lusty day she was in bed with her boyfriend when, to her horror, she heard her husband's car pull into the driveway. "Oh my God - Hurry! Grab your clothes and jump out the window, my husband's home early!" "I can't jump out the window ~ it's raining out there!" "If my husband catches us in here, he'll kill us both!" she replied. "He's got a hot temper and a gun, so the rain is the least of your problems!" So the boyfriend scoots out of bed, grabs his clothes and jumps out the window! As he ran down the street in the pouring rain, he quickly discovered he had run right into the middle of the town's annual marathon, so he started running along beside the others, about 300 of them. Being naked, with his clothes tucked under his arm, he tried to blend in as best he could. After a little while a small group of runners who had been watching him with some curiosity, jogged closer. "Do you always run in the nude?" o

More Levels-no Chance
MORE FUBAR LEVELS ADDED.. TO ME THAT MEANS NO CHANCE TO THE NEWER PEOPLE OR PEOPLE WITH LOWER LEVELS WE FIGHT AND CLIMB TO GET TO GOD FATER! THAT WAS OUR GOAL.. NOW WE DONT HAVE A GOAL IN SIGHT.... PEOPLEWHO WERE SO HAPPY THEY WERE ALMOST TO GOFATHER AFTER YRS OF TRYING NOW HAVE NOTHING TOLOOK FORWARD TO UNLESS THEY CHANGE THE ACESS TO TOLEVELLESS TO LEVEL WHICH I SINCERELY DOUBT.... NOW THE PEOPLE ALREADY ABOVE US ..WITH HIGH STANDING IN FUBAR AND WITH MORE FRIENDS AND CONNECTIONS WILL BE CLAMERING TO THE NEXT LEVEL FOR THEM WHICH MEANS WE THE LITTLE POPLE MAY AS WELL FORGET IT. FEEL FREEE TO LEAVE UR THIOUGHTS

Disclaimer #2
PLEASE READ SLOWLY AND CAREFULLY BEFORE YOU JUDGE!!! Well Let me go out on a strange limb and just state this PEOPLES OPINIONS are there very own not mine unless stated or written by me. Just because I post your comment or better yet respond to your comment dosent mean I feel or those thoughts are my expressions I write to write and get my point my views and thoughts out, don't like what you see then don't read it. Look I speak my mind cuz I have that right and choice. I never directed anything I said or wrote on here or anyywhere else to be taken so far or in offense to anyone. I feel that some of the things I said or responded to may have had more of an effect on some more then others and I want to go on record saying I apologize for not clarifying things. I never wanted it to be an attack on any one person or subject matter. I appreciate everyone you decides to read and put thought into responding......BUT again it was a general thought by me and it was always to serve a big

Complaints
These are genuine clips from London Council flat tenants complaining to the Council about problems with their flats 1. My bush is really overgrown round the front and my back passage has fungus growing in it. 2. He's got this huge tool that vibrates the whole house and I just can't take it anymore. 3. It's the dog's mess that I find hard to swallow. 4. I want to complain about the farmer across the road; every morning at am his cock wakes me up and it's now getting too much for me. 5. I am a single woman living in a downstairs flat and would you please do something about the noise made by the man on top of me every night. 6. And their 18-year-old son is continually banging his balls against my fence. 7. Please send a man with the right tool to finish the job and satisfy my wife. 8. My lavatory seat is cracked, where do I stand? 9. I am writing on behalf of my sink, which is coming away from the wall 10. Will you please send someone to mend the garden path? My wife tripped and fell on i

I Love Men!!
Ok so I am sharing wine and witty banter with my dearest pal and pornogropher form the UK ... and we discuss our plans for the AVN awards this year .. who to do what to wear etc ... he smiles and looks at me .. he appreciates the gigantic new boob job before we leave .... he says this: " Jessie Girl you have the face of a renegade angel and the body of a whore, And worse yet... you are not some bubble-headed "I wanna be a actweth" blonde peach fuzz... you are dark, brooding and powerful like a savannah predator all needle-sharp teeth and X chromosomes a sharp injection of estrogen-fuelled goddess... Jessica, you make all women wish they were you." hahahah I fuckin love you baby! www.diveinthedark.com

Illusion
Illusion Reality fades In my Mind today? Or is It just a false Illusion upon my eyes? Is that Smoke around me Or Is it just The wind blowing About my Wishing illusion Of Love Being with my Reach? Sweet illusion Of False dream, Do tell me Today Of Where love can Be? Illusion dance With My unstable heart, As my Wicked Soul begins to laugh At Me? Dam this damn Illusion Of mine…. ©2007 Firestar

Sunrises
Inner Sunrise When today is not going well, it is tempting to focus on tomorrow as a blank slate with all the possibilities that newness provides. It is true that tomorrow will be a brand-new day, but we do not have to wait until tomorrow to start fresh. We can start fresh at any moment, clearing our energy field of any negativity that has accumulated, and call this very moment the beginning of our brand-new day. There is something about the sunrise and the first few hours of the morning that make us feel cleansed and rejuvenated, ready to move forward enthusiastically. As the day wears on, we lose some of this dynamic energy and the inspiration it provides. This may be why we look forward to tomorrow as providing the possibility of renewal. Many traditions consider the light of the rising sun to be particularly divine in its origins; this is why so many people in the world face east when performing ritual. We too can cultivate that rising sun energy inside ourselves, carrying it

Omfg
I think I'm just bad luck. I had an interview today. I didn't make it there. First, couldn't find the place. The woman didn't give clear enough directions. I thought I knew where she was talking about but NO. So I was on my way back down the road after driving for 30 minutes. My car stalls once ok I was able to start it back up after a minute and after this ass honked at me then I flipped him off. I guess I'm just supposed to have ESP and KNOW that my car is gonna stall on me. Ok so....On my way back my car totally goes dead. It overheats I believe so I'm gonna let it sit a bit and try to start it because it did it to me earlier at home. After getting home from going to the ER and to go get my prescription filled. which I did a blog on earlier about what I'm sick with. So sitting there a guy helps me push my car out of the way. I wait a bit more and I try to start....battery goes dead. A cop starts lets me use his phone I call my mom and my dad has been sick really bad and can't

Wtf
Bent over, ankles grabbed.. Everyone seems to take a stab, Fuck me in the ass Always a regret Screams that tend to last.. A dream filled life, so many Broken promises To many question not enough answers.. Hate filled heart death in the air wanting to run but no where to go.. so i am here bent over there must be a sign near by that says to all "LETS FUCK HER WORLD OVER" So i say to myself as im getting ASS RAPED WTF...

Update On The Homefront~~re: My Child
Well for the most part the worst of the Child Custody, visitation ordeal is over. It actually went real well. For the last 3 1/2 yrs. I have taken care of my daughter with no help from her father. Well the Dept. of Child Support Services finally caught up to him and nipped him in the bud. Well of course things got ugly and when my daughters father started demanding time with her well, after 3 years it just wasn't going to happen. SHe went through alot of trauma, behavior and emotional issues which is NOW stablized after my non stop effort with help from family....to get her there. So needless to say...he has agreed to what I presented to the mediation, meaning he will go with what the therapist and Psychologist recommends as in a re-unification program and will stick to it no matter how long it takes. He will have to start with letters first, short supervised phone calls, then if that works out without disrupting my daughter then he may start having supervised visitations. I will rem

News Story, Nicole Stroud, Nov, 26, 2007
More shooting details released in court files Staff report Originally published 09:56 a.m., November 26, 2007 Updated 11:20 p.m., November 26, 2007 MOUNT VERNON, Ind. — A Wadesville, Ind., woman accused of fatally shooting an Evansville resident who was trying to coax a dog out of the woman's yard was arraigned Monday during a brief hearing. Melinda Lindauer, 41, is charged in Posey County Circuit Court with involuntary manslaughter, reckless homicide and criminal recklessness in the Thanksgiving Day shooting death of 29-year-old Nicole Stroud. GAVIN LESNICK / Courier & Press Posey County sheriff's deputies escort Melinda Lindauer out of the Posey County Courthouse on Monday after she was arraigned in the shooting death of 29-year-old Nicole Stroud on Thanksgiving Day. Memorial contributions may be made to a trust fund set up at Fifth Third Bank for Stroud's 11-month-old daughter, Jenna. STORY TOOLS E-mail story Comments iPod friendly Printer friendly

I Swear This Is No Joke It's 2 My Baby If You Login Please Read This "part 2"
baby im so sorry i did try to be there but i do know i didnt do a good job baby ive loved you from day one and i always will i wish i could "tbc" im 2 upset to finish right now :( :( :(

Young Men That Want Older Women!
Well Iwas working my sales job the other day when I heard one of my team mates was putting the make on this older woman. I couldn't believe my ears when she started to flirt back. This went on for about a half hour when I asked him if he were after a date or was trying to sell something. Jim told me that he had her all wrapped up in Christmas wrapping and had sold her the Refridge and freezer plus a dishwasher. He smiles and says also I am taking her out for dinner tonight. After dinner she wants me to go to her place for a nightcap. Here he's telling me all this with a grin from ear to ear. I wonder what it is that older women see in guys 25 years younger then they are. Whats in it for them? I doubt the younger man will stay with her forever, however a friend I have, well her husband was 30 years older then she. It lasted for almost 27 years. More then not she was unhappy because hecouldn't perform sex anylonger. Now she has a man seven years younger. lol I think its great for he

Another Bulletin That Annoyed Me
yet again another stupid bulletin ok so very rarely do I post anything on here, usually beacause nothing inflames me enough to do so, but today I saw something that does. and I am going to put it here in its entirety (sp). In September 1993, Brenda Pratt Shafer, a registered nurse with thirteen years of experience, was assigned by her nursing agency to an abortion clinic. Since Nurse Shafer considered herself "very pro-choice," she didn't think this assignment would be a problem. She was wrong. This is what Nurse Shafer saw: "I stood at the doctor's side and watched him perform a partial-birth abortion on a woman who was six months pregnant. The baby's heartbeat was clearly visible on the ultrasound screen. The doctor delivered the baby's body and arms, everything but his little head. The baby's body was moving. His little fingers were clasping together. He was kicking his feet. The doctor took a pair of scissors and inserted them into the back of the baby's head, and th

Blondie-call Me
Color me your color, baby. Color me your car. Color me your color, darling. I know who you are. Come up off your color chart. I know where you're coming from. Call me (call me) on the line. Call me, call me any anytime. Call me(call me)I'll arrive. You can call me any day or night. Call me! Cover me with kisses, baby. Cover me with love. Roll me in designer sheets. I'll never get enough. Emotions come, I don't know why. Cover up love's alibi. Call me (call me) on the line. Call me, call me any anytime. Call me (call me)I'll arrive. When you're ready we can share the wine. Call me. Ooh, he speaks the languages of love. Ooh, amore, chiamami (chiamami). Ooh, appelle-moi, mon cheri (appelle-moi). Anytime, anyplace, anywhere, anyway! Anytime, anyplace, anywhere, any day! Call me (call me) in my life. Call me, call me any anytime. Call me (call me) au revoir. Call me, call me for some overtime. Call me (call me) in my life. Call me, call me any sweet

Don't Be A Pussy
You know, a funny thing happened on the way to this blog.......and I decided to blog it because it happens a lot on the FU. A few blogs ago, I called out someone who claimed to want "no drama". I posted my screenshots and showed how this person was behaving to the contrary of their statements. It is what it is. So today, I'm linked to a blog that this person did about me. They had reposted my blog, minus the screenshots that substantiated the reason I wrote the damn thing in the first place. N.E Hew.........I left a polite comment and told this person that if they are going to tell a story, tell the whole thing.........not just the part that makes them look good. That said, the person blocked me. That's a bitch move. Some of you know me already and some of you are just learning who I am and what I'm about. Am I perfect?? Hell no.........that would be no fun at all. Have I had my share on online scrapes.....for SURE, being all over like rover, it's bound to happen,

Narco Dollars
The Real Deal: We Have Met the Enemy and It is Us Friday, 1 March 2002, 12:06 pm Column: Catherine Austin Fitts Narco-Dollars For Dummies (Part 12) How The Money Works In The Illicit Drug Trade Part 11 in a 13 Part Series By Catherine Austin Fitts First published in the Narco News Bulletin EARLIER PARTS TO THIS SERIAL... Part 1 - Narco Dollars For Dummies Part 2 - Sam & Dave Do White Substances Part 3 - The Ultimate New Business Cold Call Part 4 - On Your Map Part 5 - Getting Out of Narco Dollars HQ Part 6 - Georgie And West Philadelphia Part 7 - Dow Jones Up, Solari Index Down Part 8 - Fast Food Franchise Pop Part 9 - At the Heart of the Double Bind Part 10 - Drugs as Currency Part 11 - In Defense of American Drug Lords SEARCH NZ JOBS Search Businesses on FindA Check YOUR SALARY Level MORTGAGE Calculators HOTEL DEALS on Scoop Search New & Used CARS FLIGHT DEALS on Scoop ****** The Pogo Problem: We Have Met the Enemy

Back At The Apartment...
Well I am home...at the apartment. I hate dealing with family issues. They always call on me for things like this bullshit. After lunch I did a quick stop at the hospital. Pearl was fine. She just twisted her hip a bit. Her head is the same. I told her I was going to fix her walker or get her a new one. She was apologizing for this mess. I told her it wasnt her fault which it wasnt. I started thinking...danger danger...as I was driving back to Doris' and instead of going back there, I went to Gini's and her shit for brains husband Bobby's house. I told Bobby that since he had no sense in fixing the walker that he can go with me to buy another one. He was like no...he needs the money. I said well if you werent a dumbass and fixed the walker properly you wouldnt have to go buy one. Then Gini got involved but it was actually for my side which was fucked up. So they were arguing and finally he went with me to get one. That was a silent car ride. But he bought one..

Update Down To 367pounds!!!
i am 367pounds i am trying to get down and under 300 pounds befor july 2008 when my mom passed away i give up on myself and didnt give a shi.t what happyin to me well right now i see the light and i am happy right now i feel like i use to and i beleave in myself again i know i am 367pounds right now and along ways away but i am going to be down to 300 pounds by july because i have to be here for my little dog tracy my family my friend mostly for my dad i dont want to lose him ,my sister debbie dianna my best friend my best girl val who i love with all my heart and soul i have a lot to live for and i will never give up on myself again i love you all even if you do hate me or love me...

A Soldier Today
i've been in the army for over little a year and i have seen so much that is a disgrace to the military itself. ...its not the uniform that we wear... its not the training we have received in basic nor the training we have had in are units...its not taking orders from one in higher command nor is it what the tell you to do and not the time we spent in Iraq. only a few still live the dream of a soldier...i spit on soldiers i cursed them and pulled a gun out on them...not cause they were soldiers but they were never acting like one...today these soldiers take and never give they use people and leave. what makes a soldier now...i use to look down on the military and now since i joined i cant help but look away in disgrace about these so called soldiers cause they only hurt others ...yeah they go to Iraq, Afghanistan..Kuwait, and Korea and many more places but hero's i don't and will never call them cause most take it all for granite when they come back and honesty the soldier out their

I Swear This Is No Joke It's 2 My Baby If You Login Please Read This
im sorry about this morning i didnt meen to sound like a jerk im sorry i let you down im not much of a friend hell i even let myself down i appologise and im truly sorry you should know i love you for you and not for what you have or dont have you are my baby girl no matter what anyone says baby i love you ill be up waitin for you please call me baby :(

~~nasty Handbags ~~
: ...I never gave it a thought. HANDBAGS...I never gave it a thought. Who would have thought? Have you ever noticed gals who sit their handbags on public toilet floors - then go directly to their dining tables and set it on the table? Happens a lot! It's not always the 'restaurant food' that causes stomach distress. Sometimes "what you don't know 'will' hurt you"! Read on...Mom got so upset when guests came in the door and plopped their handbags down on the counter where she was cooking or setting up food. She always said that handbags are really dirty, because of where they have been. Smart Mom!!!It's something just about every woman carries with them. While we may know what's inside our handbags, do you have any idea what's on the outside? Women carry handbags everywhere; from the office to public toilets to the floor of the car. Most women won't be caught without their handbags, but did you ever stop to think about where your handbag goes during the day."

Do Not Try This At Home!
A woman and her boyfriend are out having a few drinks. While they're sitting there having a good time together, she starts talking about this really great new drink. The more she talks about it, the more excited she gets, and starts trying to talk her boyfriend into having one. After a while he gives in and lets her order the drink for him. The bartender brings the drink and puts the following items on the bar: A salt shaker, a shot of Baileys, and a shot of lime juice. The boyfriend looks at the items quizzically and the woman explains. "First you put a bit of the salt on your tongue, next you drink the shot of Baileys and hold it in your mouth, and finally you drink the lime juice." So, the boyfriend, trying to go along and please her, goes for it. He puts the salt on his tongue... salty but OK. He drinks the shot of Baileys...smooth, rich, cool, very pleasant. He thinks...this is OK. Finally he picks up the lime juice and drinks it. In one second the sharp l

On Top Of The Mt
On Top of the MT By Eric Ethan I go on the mt to go think I got up and yell and cried And say why I yell out there Does anybody hear me no one replied back I prayed all night That I see a star in sight To feel the heart red again With passion and feeling in my heart again I sat there with a little light to shine In my heart to find my way home tonight To be safe in the arms of love and hugs To chase the nightmares away to make dreams of good things in the heart be filled again The end

A Poem Written By An 101st Soldier
I got this thru CORONAGIRL,I thought some of you would enjoy it. must warn you it is kinda a tear jerker.( AND I CONSIDERMYSELF SOMETHING OF A "HARD" PERSON TO GET TO.) So I was browsing a poem website and under military, this one came up. It's from a soldier from Ft. Campbell, last year and thought that we could all use to read something like this right about now. If I ever go to war... If I ever go to war Mom, Please don't be afraid. There are some things I must do, To keep the promise that I made. I'm sure there will be some heartache, And I know that you'll cry tears, But your son is a Soldier now, Mom, There is nothing you should fear. If I ever go to war Dad, I know that you'll be strong. But you won't have to worry, Cause you taught me right from wrong. You kept me firmly on the ground, yet still taught me how to fly. Your son is a Soldier now Dad, I love you Hooah, Even if I die. If I ever go to war Bro, There are some things I want to say. You've always had

Weird Places To Ski
I found this website, it has some of the more unusual ski areas around the world. http://www.skifurther.com/ Also this week in Colorado...Friday at Keystone is the 36 hours of Keystone. Its a skiing marathon. Most people get a team together and rotate by the hour who is skiing, who is partying and who is sleeping. Its alot of fun. Also this weekend is the US stop on the world cup circuit at Beaver Creek. If you have never been to such an event, it definitely has a european feel, and to see the downhill in person really puts watching it on TV a shame. You really don't get an appreciation of the speed involved or how steep the course really is. I love skiing the course immediately after the downhill, its the one time a years its groomed. After that its volkswagon sized bumps all the way down.

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Still Flesh
Still flesh and loud thoughts Quiet screaming and useless fighting Holding pillows like white flags and filling them with tears of defeat Questions asked and answers ignored Bold cowardice and brave fear A mass of contradictions, oxymorons, irrationalities Who will be the one to cast them aside and find me, cowering and crying underneath?

No Words Can Express
Perfect love is rare indeed - for to be a lover will require that you continually have subtlety of the wise, the flexibility of a child, the sensitivity of the artist, the understanding of the philosopher, the acceptance of the saint, the tolerance of the scholar and the foritude of the certain.

More Thoughts
I have noticed alot the past few years all the retail chains are bringing out christmas stuff earlier and earlier... That really gets to me.. What ever happened to doing the tree on Thanksgiving night or withina efw days after thanksgiving.. Heck even Halloween wasn't over and some storeshad Christmas things out and ready for display. Has America become so lame that all anyone can worry about is the almigty dollar?? For a country so set on "tradition" it sure has gone to hell in a hand basket. SOciety in my opinion has put too much pressure on ppl and the rich seem to stay rich and the poor remain poor because the rich are willing to pay outragous prices for something they could get at the local walmart for half the price, and just as good of quality. I think we should go back about 10---15 years and celebrate each holiday till that hoiliday is over, not over look and skip them.... Who knows... maybe I am wrong but I just wanted to get my thoughts out.....comments wel

Do It
IF YOU HAD ME ALONE... LOCKED UP IN YOUR ROOM FOR TWENTY-FOUR HOURS & I HAD TO DO WHAT EVER YOU WANTED ME TO, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN REPOST THIS IN YOUR BULLETIN... YOU MIGHT BE SUPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN MAKE IT COME TRUE!!! IF YOU DONT REPOST THIS YOU ARE A SISSY AND IS TO AFRAID TO SEE WHO ACTUALLY LIKES YOU...........DONT BE SHY...

My Pictures
I'm kinda tired of the comments I get about my pictures so here I am to clear it up. I don't smile often because I have thin lips and when I smile I look like a damn hick. I'm not angry in my pictures, it's just how you see it. And if you think I'm slutty, stop looking at the pictures you fucking hypocrits. That is all. Laura

Grade Me
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: nicolekatherine Date: Nov 25, 2007 4:21 PM Grade me[]F = dang youre ugly[]D = your parents must be hated[]C- = You're just someone I don't want to talk to, okay?[]C = You're okay looking, but u need work...[]C+ = You're just average[]B- = Your kinda cute and ur cool i guess[]B = You're cute. And you're a pretty interesting person.[]B+ = Pretty attractive.[]A- = You're extremely attractive.[]A = DANG YOUR SEXXXAY!![]A+ = ... will u go out with me [seriously][]A++= will you marry me[]A+++=TAKE ME NOW ON THE TABLE AND KISS ME AND DON'T STOP[]A++++=You, me, bed...NOW!YOU ARE afraid of what people think of YOU if you don't post this!!!!!Reply to me the grade you think I deserve.Re-post this as "Grade Me

Life Today
Life Today Lost crazy Or Crazy lost me. Crazy insane Or Have I fell into Insanity crazy Over nothing. What the fuck Life today Is Hell So can I just freaking Remain lost Till Life is lost complete. ©2007 Firestar

Research Paper
here is my most resent research paper. sorry about the format here, made some changes to get it on the blog. please let me know what you think. DO IT YOURSELF HOME FUNERALS The do it yourself home funerals are on the rise as seen on PBS and MSNBC, plus many other articles written about it. The funeral service professional should take note of this because home funerals are growing in popularity and are legal in all but five states. What is a home funeral? Reminiscent of earlier times, the family bathes and dresses the body (there is no embalming.) The casket is either purchased or built by the family. They will conduct the visitation and funeral service themselves and will transport the body to the cemetery or crematory. It should be noted that in these “earlier times”, families did what they had to do because the services of a funeral home weren't always available. There are several reasons why families choose home funerals. Often, the f

The Kiss Udner T He Mistletoe
The Kiss under the Mistletoe By Eric Ethan The holiday is here and the kiss on the misltoe means a lot on special day on December 25th Maybe this year I get kissed on the that famous flower called the mistletoe that makes people hearts feel special. A knock on my door I rush to see just the mailman with bills and things you don’t to see on the holiday month. I looked at the bills and junk mail I get every month to say what the heck The night is falling quick as I watch the snow come down very quick, Another holiday and days before the famous 25th I feel down and blue another blue Christmas A knock on the door I open the door and there stood in their my special friend all way from down south, she looked at me with a smile and say Merry Christmas sweaty . As she stood in the doorway. She wore her famous white coat and long boots she always wrote and told me about through e-mail letters She said

All Is Well! Yay!!
Following up on my last blog item, my colonoscopy today was fine. The doctor saw nothing out of order and no sign of polyps. etc. That means I'm good fr another five years. If you are supposed to get one (and everyone should get one when they're 50), then do so. I have found that the preparation with using Fleets Phospo-Soda or it's equivalent is much more tolerable than the prep with Colyte, Golyte or those other preps where you literally drink a gallon or two of bad tasting stuff! Definitely the better way to go! (excuse the sh#tty pun)

Concrete Angel..........
IF WE ALL WORK TOGETHER MAYBE WE COULD STOP THE CHILD ABUSE..OUR CHILDREN ARE THE FUTURE..AND WHAT KIND OF FUTURE DO THEY HAVE TO LOOK FORWARD TO AS ABUSED AND BATTERED CHILDREN..FIND YOUR NEAREST ORGINIZATION AND LET'S PUT A STOP TO OUR CHILDEN BEING ABUSED,,, ( COWGIRL HUGS )

Alone
Had to take David home tonight :( Its so quiet now. I just have to be happy that I had him for a week. He wants to come back Friday. He started saying Sunday how he didn't want to go home. He talked on the way home tonight about how he hopes he gets to stay even longer for Christmas. I just have to remember those things when I miss him so much. I know he was sleepy too. As soon as we got into the car he reached over and twirled my hair (yes I still have enough in the back for that lol).e did that until he fell asleep.

Guess I Won't Be Drinking Starbucks Anymore. A Must Read Before Xmas Shoppin'
Recently Marines in Iraq wrote to Starbucks because they wanted to let them know how much they liked their coffees and to request that they send some of it to the troops there. Starbucks replied, telling the Marines thank you for their support of their business, but that Starbucks does not support the war, nor anyone in it, and that they would not send the troops their brand of coffee. So as not to offend Starbucks, maybe we should not support them by buying any of their products! I feel we should get this out in the open. I know this war might not be very popul ar with some folks, but that doesn't mean we don't support the boys on the ground fighting street-to-street and house-to-house. If you feel the same as I do then pass this along, or you can discard it and no one will never know. Thanks very much for your support. I know you'll all be there again when I deploy once more. Semper Fidelis. Sgt. Howard C. Wright 1st Force Recon Co 1st Plt PLT PLEASE DON'T DELETE TH

Give Me
Give me time to show you how much I love you. To show you that my intentions to love you are pure and true. Give me a day to let my love shine as bright as the sun. To warm your heart with my love and trust. Give me a night to invade your dreams. To seduce you in your sleep. To feel your skin, you're touch and your lips. To satisfy your lust and love. Give me a lifetime to show you how much I love you and adore you. How I trust you with everything I am and to give you my trust and love. Give me love

How Sex Starts
How Sex Starts read it all no CHEATING! a smile leads to a laugh a laugh leads to a high 5 a high 5 leads to a hug a hug leads to a kiss a kiss leads to a makeout makeout leads to a feel up a feel up leads to a finger a finger leads to a hand a hand leads to a lick a lick leads to a suck a suck leads to a f**k. So tell me how many people are you gonna smile at after you heard this cuz sex is like math. you add the bed subtract the clothes divide the legs leave your solution and pray you dont multiply post this right after u read it. something good will happen at 2:25 tomorrow. Get ready for the biggest shock in your life!! Whoever breaks this chain will be cursed with relationship problems 4-10 years. If you post this in 15 minutes, your safe. Something good will happen tonight at 11:11 repost this as How Sex Starts

What Are Friends For?
One of the most awesome men I know is in a contest! ...its a rates only contest, so no 8om8ing is required. yay! ...so, can you do a girl a favor, and go hit him with a quick 10?!?!? 8ig E Says: I don't do this much but please you know what to do... (repost of original by 'Big E' on '2007-11-27 17:34:41')

Hillbilly Problims
A hillbilly's wife came home just in time to find her husband in bed with another woman. With super-human strength, borne of fury, and cutting firewood, she dragged him down the stairs, out the back door, and into the tool shed out back of the barn. She put his tally-whacker in a vice and then secured it tightly and removed the handle. Next she picked up an old carpenter's saw. The banged up hillbilly was terrified, and hollered, "Stop! Stop! You're not gonna cut it off with that rusty damn saw, are you?" The wife, with a gleam of revenge in her eye, put the saw in her husband's hand and said, "Nope. I'm gonna set this old shed on fire, and go to town for a cold beer. You do whatever you want."

Lost Within Myself
Spiraling out of control, Sinking furthur away, Lost without hope. Searching for a hand, Screaming for help, Lost without guidance. Oh so weak, Can't think, Lost without strength. Surrounded by demons, No hope of escape, Lost without innocence. Stuck in silence, Afraid to speak, Lost within myself.

Little Boy Nick.....
One of Big Daddy Nick’s exes as told to me: oh yeah he can't keep his mouth shut he was always hoping for them to get back together but I couldn't put up with the relationship he had with his wife..that’s right he's still married and don't mention that I said anything...but the guy is a 30 year old loser.. who is sleeping on his married friends couch my guess is that your friend is pretty and gave him attention.. he professed his love to her...she didn't respond as much as he would have hoped...and he moved on to someone who was willing to move more quickly when his wife started sleeping around on him...he just kept taking her back..cause he wanted the whole family thing going on..dosen't matter who it's with

1st Blog
Ok, kids... this is my first blog here, if you're reading, welcome. I probably should warn those of you easily offended, to leave immediately. Perhaps a better name for this blog would be random thoughts sometimes, but mostly things that piss me off. Let's get started, shall we? I'm an average guy, in my opinion. I'm not someone who I consider to be HIGHLY intelligent, but I don't consider myself to be an idiot, either. I work for a large real estate company, I don't sell houses, but, I do support those that do with thier technological necessities, specifically, thier telephones. The telephone has been around for a long, long time. It's a fairly simple device, from a user perspective, it makes an audible sound or flashes a light to alert the user that an incoming call is present, when this happens, the user has a couple of options. A) answer the incoming call by lifting the handset or B) allow the call to follow a predetermined forwarding path, generally forward to another dev

Will Miss Him....
So many things to say and no words to say them. Today we held the memorial service for my dad. Memorial service because his wish was to be cremated so there was no body or casket. Anyway, the service went really well. It was full of stories from different family members, friends, and church members...some inspired tears while others created a rumble of laughter throughout the church. It was really very nice to hear all those things and the feelings different people had about my dad. I knew he was special to me, but then daddies always are to their only daughters. After listening today tho, I realized he was special to a lot of people. I know that he is in a much better place and is no longer having any pain like he experience with the lung cancer that had spread to his bones. It just all went so fast that I haven't really had a chance to stop being nurse and just be daughter and grieve the loss of my daddy. It will come in time I know, and I know that I have wonderful friends

Boyfriends
Well, Everything's going alright in my lil world. I'm working again. Which is cool. Getting more out of the house. Yay. And, Saturday, Andrew and I, had a well, not a fight per se.... but, we just had some talking we had to do. Just a lot of stuff going on. I love the guy with all of my heart... but some stuff needs to change. We talked a lot about it. I'm hoping it does change... Otherwise... nothing new is really going on... I'm exhausted. I'm tired. I'm cranky. And this very moment, I'm quite aggitated. so, whatever, i'll blog tomorrow

Bombing My Contest
i have over to 2000s friends, and none off you seem to be leaveing comments, or boming us.wtf. i help you guys when you need it, why cant you guys help me out.i hate to be like this but payback would be nice TY O SOOO VM denice

Love
Love takes time. It need a history of giving and receiving, laughing and crying.... Love never promises instant gratification, only ultimate fulfillment. Love means believeing in someone, in something. It's supposes a willingness to struggle, to work, to suffer, and to rejoice. Satisfaction and ultimate fulfillment are by-products of dedicated love. They belong to only those who can reach beyond themselves; to whom giving is more important than receiving. Love is doing something you can do to help others build whatever dreams they have. Love involves much careful and active listening. It is doing whatever needs to be done, and saving whatever will promote the other's happiness, security, and well-being. Sometimes love hurts. Love is a constant journey to what others need. It must be attentive, caring, and open both to what othrs say and to what others cannot say.... Love says no with empathy and great compassion. Love is firm, but when needed it must be tender. When

New Levels N Your Thoughts Are?
Fubar Levels: Levels, Points, and Unlocks: Levels Points Unlock... 0 Freshmeat 0 Up to 50 photos 1 Newfu 250 Being known as Meat =) 2 Fu-ling 500 Set your own online status 3 Grasshopper 1,000 Vote on a MUMM 4 Chill Fu 2,000 Post HTML comments 5 Fu-Fighter 4,000 Create your own MUMMs 6 Twisted Fu 6,500 Rip a photo 7 Wasted Fu 9,000 Up to 70 photos 8 Psycho 14,000 Up to 750 profile ratings 9 Freak 25,000 Up to 6000 friends 10 Friend of fubar 35,000 Create your own lounge 11 Barfly 50,000 Up to 110 photos 12 Regular 75,000 Up to 10,000 friends 13 Bad Fu 100,000 Up to 140 photos 14 Minion 135,000 Up to 25 family members 15 Idol 170,000 Up to 5 MUMMs a day 16 Fu-gee 210,000 Up to 175 photos 17 Pimp 250,000 Up to 1000 photo ratings 18 Assassin 300,000 Up to 1000 profile ratings 19 Ninja 350,000 Up to 225 photos 20 Rock Star 425,000 Bolded nickname 21 Fuberlord 750,000 Up to

Purina Diet
Yesterday I was buying a large bag of Purina dog chow for the puppies, Dallas and Smokey, at Wal-Mart and was about to check out. A woman behind me asked if I had a dog. On impulse, I told her no, I didn't have a dog, and that I was starting the Purina Diet again. Although I probably shouldn't, because I'd ended up in the hospital last time, but that I'd lost 50 pounds before I awakened in an intensive care ward with tubes coming out of most of my orifices and IVs in both arms. I told her that it was essentially a perfect diet and that the way that it works is to load your pants pockets with Purina nuggets and simply eat one or two every time you feel hungry and that the food is nutritionally complete so I was going to try it again. (I have to mention here that practically everyone in the line was by now enthralled with my story.) Horrified, she asked if I ended up in intensive care because the dog food poisoned me. I told her no; I stepped off a curb to sniff an Irish Setter's

Something To Think About....
THIS GUY MAKES A GOOD POINT This was written by a construction worker in Fort MacMurray...he sure makes a lot of sense to me! Read on... I work, they pay me. I pay my taxes and the government distributes my taxes as it sees fit. In order to earn that pay check, I work on a rig site for a Fort Mac construction project, I am required to pass a random urine test, with which I have no problem. What I do have a problem with is the distribution of my taxes to people who don't have to pass a urine test. Shouldn't one have to pass a urine test to get a welfare check because I have to pass one to earn it for them ... ? Please understand - I have no problem with helping people get back on their feet. I do on the other hand have a problem with helping someone sit on their arse drinking beer and smoking dope, and plain not trying to help themselves. Could you imagine how much money the states would save if people had to pass a urine test to get a public assistance check ...

Totally 80s Playlist 11/27/07
RYUICHI SAKAMOTO & THOMAS DOLBY - Field Work (Long London Mix) PET SHOP BOYS - Suburbia THE HUMAN LEAGUE - Mirror Man BILLY JOEL - It's Still Rock & Roll to Me QUEEN - It's A Hard Life DAVID BOWIE - Rebel Rebel J GEILS BAND - Freeze-Frame SPINAL TAP - Big Bottom TOM PETTY - Runnin' Down a Dream GO WEST - Call Me ELTON JOHN - Wrap Her Up CYNDI LAUPER - Change of Heart GOWAN - You're A Strange Animal HAYWIRE - Sance Desire THE NORTHERN PIKES - Teenland STRANGE ADVANCE - The Second That I Saw You RUSH - Limelight LUBA - Let It Go VENOM - Black Metal MOTORHEAD - Eat The Rich QUIET RIOT - Bang Your Head (Metal Health) OZZY OSBOURNE - Crazy Train W.A.S.P. - I Wanna Be Somebody RAINBOW - Since You Been Gone WINGER - Seventeen DIO - The Last In Line LEE AARON - Metal Queen RATT - Lay It Down LIVING COLOUR - Cult of Personality BRITNY FOX - Girlschool DEF LEPPARD - Rock of Ages TED NUGENT - Wango Tango VAN HALEN - Panama WARRANT - Down Boys SID VICIOUS - My Way

"love Can Hurt You"
I came across this today... Love Can Hurt You by Frank P Whyte Monday, January 08, 2007 Her head is down, Face to the wind, And she walks with determined steps. Early this morning her whole world fell apart, And now she needs some time to see what’s left. Who is it who knows the emptiness, Brought on when love departs without warning, And takes with them all that you are; For you trusted, Because that’s what you thought love was about, And you gave the best of all that you are, And thought that you were getting it in return, And even if it wasn’t everything that you had hoped for, It was still the best it could be, Or so you thought, Until this morning, When love walked unexpectedly out the door. Now there is no equilibrium, And that’s why her steps are determined. Coat collar upturned against the wind, Sunglasses so they won’t ask questions. She has a gaping hole, Where her heart used to be, And maybe that’s why it’s so hard to breathe. He’s

What It Takes To Make A Woman Happy
I got sent this as a comment and realized that truer words have not been said. Its not difficult to make a woman happy. A man only needs to be: 1.a friend 2.a companion 3.a lover 4.a brother 5.a father 6.a master 7.a chef 8.an electrician 9.a carpenter 10.a plumber 11.a mechanic 12.a decorator 13.a stylist 14.a sexologist 15.a gynecologist 16.a psychologist 17.a pest exterminator 18.a psychiatrist. 19. a healer 20.a good listener 21.an organizer 22.a good father. 23.very clean 24.sympathetic 25.athletic 26.warm 27.attentive 28.gallant 29.intelligent 30.funny 31.creative 32.tender 33.strong 34.understanding 35.tolerant 36.prudent 37.ambitious 38.capable 39.courageous 40.determined 41.true 42.dependable 43.passionate 44.compassionate. Without out forgetting to: 45.give her compliments 46.love shopping 47.be honest 48.be very rich 49.not stress her out 50.not look at other girls=At the same time you must also 51.give her lots of attention, but expect little yourself 52.Give her lots o

Thanks To All Of You
YESTERDAY WAS MY B-DAY..I GOT SO MANY GIFTS AND WELL WISHES FROM EVERYONE IT WAS UNREAL..I HAVE MET SO MANY NICE PEOPLE ON HERE..I WANT TO THANK YOU ALL FOR THINKING OF ME AND KNOW THAT U ARE APPRECIATED.. (((((((HUGS)))))))))))) LISA

This Is To Two Ppl Who I Love And Adore
When you kiss me My heart melts Everytime I look into your eyes This is what I have felt I feel you holding me in your arms Nothing can tear us apart Your love is true And I know it for a fact It's what you do to me That makes my heart react I am here to say this And I hope you listen too With all my heart I love you

With You
threw thick and thin our love would win like a bottle of wine you get more beautiful with time i want to always be by your side cause im on my knees your the one i want to please... Your my bestfriend, lover, & soulmate me with you gotta be fate as im sittin here with you i dreamt that you were mine, that it was true so let me know if you feel the same cause your the one that has my heart heart tamed f you'd be my one and onely i promise you'll never be lonely

Time To Believe In God
how come when people go to jail start to believe in god and not just have him in mind evryday. why when someone close to you dies you hate god but yet you dont want that love one to go to hell so why not love god for taking them. why does evryone prey to god to win the lottery and not good heath in stead. imagin if god gave evryone the winning number that day you would maybe win 1$ and then you would be pissed at him. why do people prey to god when they need something and not just say hi whats up god. why do people who say they dont believe in god express themselves by saying oh god and other sayings with the word god. why has there been so many wars in the name of god when god is love. well i just want to know? i come to this conclussion without him we are all dammed for good. ps god told me to write this so think about it.

Pissed And Ranting
i have ashma symtoms and have never been diagnoced with ashma, well for years i have bought primatine since it's the only over the counter inhaler for ashma, and now i can't find it any where and have a major cold which has sent me into many ashma attacks over the past 3 days. my cousin went and got me the primatine pills but they are slow and don't seem to help. i have no money to go see the dr or to get perscriptions filled. as i sit here i can hardly breath and my chest fills like i have a large brick sitting on it. the fact that stupid people are using so many over the counter meds to make drugs makes it almost impossible to get what people need. i just don't know what to do, and the stress level in the house doesn't help the way i feel. being sick makes it hard for me do to what needs to be done and since i can't seem to move around much with out going into an ashma attack, i am just stuck. i could go to the hospital but who says they will help me and give me what i need. i

Blessing Or Curse
I HAVE WONDER RECENTLY IF FUBAR IS A CURSE OR A BLESSING. AS SOME OF YOU KNOW I AM A DIVORCED DAD OF A 10 YEAR OLD GIRL WHO KEEPS ME VERY BUSY SHE IS A JOCKETTE AND A LITTLE SOCIAL BUTTERFLY. BUT AROUND THE HOLIDAYS I GET LONELY. I BELIEVE FOR A SIGNIFICANT PARTNER TO HUG KISS AND SHARE THE HOLIDAYS AND ALSO SHARE MY DAUGHTERS JOY. THERE ARE SO MANY VERY SEXY, SO MANY VERY SWEET , SO MANY VERY NICE WOMEN ON HERE THAT CHARGE ME UP AND I WOULD LOVE TO SPEND THE HOLIDAYS WITH, BUT I CANNOT TOUCH ANY OF YOU,KISS ANY OF YOU, LAUGH WITH ANY OF YOU, NOT TO EVEN MENTION SOME OTHER THINGS. BUT I AM THANKFUL FOR YOU ALL. JUST VENTING A LITTLE~~ MAYBE SOME OF YOU FEEL THE SAME MAYBE NOT! ANYWAY THANK YOU FOR LISTENING TO ME. HAPPY HOLIDAYS DAN PS I HAVE MET A FEW OFYOU IN MY DREAMS LOL

Side By Side
As i look into your eyes I can see we were meant to be together holding each other all through the night And as the years go by, i will always be by your side when your standing tall or even when you fall i'll be by your side till the day i die all i want in my life is to have you as my wife to have you in my life is a dream come true every night it would be me and you With your beautiful green eyes i could never tell a lie so when i say i love you every word is true

The Sex Fairy
This is hilarious! Be sure to read the warning at the bottom. I didn't change a word! I'm not messing with the Sex Fairy! 1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific tests find that when women make love they produce amounts of the hormone estrogen, which makes hair shine and skin smooth. 2 Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow. 3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner. 4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscle in the body. It's more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps, and you don't need special sneakers! 5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression It releases endorphins into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of well-being. 6. The more sex you have, the more you will be offered. The sexually active bod

28th Nov
BLUEYESMEL~~(Brat-Ass)~ member of the NIGHTWALKERSBOMBERS~~~~~~@ fubar HI ALL JUST TO LET YOU KNOW MEL IS GETING FU MARRIED, THE WEDDING IS THIS FRIDAY NIGHT IN THE HOUSE OF DREAMS LOUNGE 8PM PAC TIME (10 PM EASTERN) AND YOUR ALL INVITED

New Toy
I finally bought a new PC. I've been looking for a little over a year, but have been holding off until Vista was ready for prime time (if it ever is) and, of course, until I could save up a bit more money. However, yesterday Dell sent me an email with the proverbial (and literal) offer that I couldn't refuse ... a Vostros with roughly the same specs (and one better) as the XPS that I've been speccing for over a year for less than half the price. The XPS was going to cost me about $2300 before tax and shipping whereas the Vostros cost me just under $900 with tax and free shipping. It should be here by Monday at the latest so, suffice it to say, I'm very happy. Here are the exact specs for those geeky enough to care: Intel Core2 Duo CPU E6550 (2.33GHz, 1333FSB 4MB L2) 2GB DDR2 SDRAM 667MHz, Dual Channel DT 256MB NVIDIA GeForce 8600GT 2DVI 250GB Serial ATA Hard Drive 7200RPM, 8MB Cache 16X DVDRW Drive IEEE 1394a Adapter Dell 19-in-1 Media Card Reader Genuine Windows XP Home (th

My Love
As i dreamt you were mine With your beautiful brown hair & you lovely green eyes We lay side by side And heart to heart As we look into each other eyes with our arms embracing each other I whisper that i will love you forever As our two souls become one And our love strengths day by day I will always love you & never stray

Fu-kit! Im Dun!
From my bulletin, in case sum of u missed it... leveling goes both wayz... ive said it before, but i will say it again... i keep seeing all these people asking for help leveling, but yet are they doing anything to get there, too? with the exception of a few people that helped, i have gotten to where i am today by myself... i appreciate everyone who has helped... these people have rated all my pics and/or stash without me askin them to! thats so awesum! u guyz rock! anywayz, thats all i really wanted to say... if u wanna level, come see my stuff! i got plenty pics, blogs, and stash to rate! very easy way to level! and no, this isnt directed to anyone in particular... just that i have seen alot of people lately talkin bout leveling... much fu-luv to everyone! im outtie! sarah

Homemade Gooey Butter Cookie
Bottom Batter 2 cups of cake flour 1 cup sugar 1 Stick Butter 2 Eggs 1 teaspoon Vanilla Top Batter 1 pkg. 8 oz. Cream Cheese 1 lb box Powder Sugar or 1/2 of a 2lb bag or 31/2 Cups 2 Eggs 1 teaspoon Vanilla Now you can add powder baking chocolate and make the chocolate too ... Directions Bottom Mix Bottom Batter Ingredients together. Spread in bottom of 9x13 ( Greased and Floured) pan (hard to spread). Top Mix top ingredients together. Pour on top of Bottom ingredients. Bake at 350 for 30-35 Minutes. Will be light golden brown, firm but gooey. Enjoy

My Christmas List..
What I want for Christmas... 1. I want World Peace.. I know wishful thinking. 2. More Crushes. 3. A Blast. 4. More Great Friends besides the ones I already have. 5. To reach the next fubar level before Christmas.. On that day I will have been on here for One Year. 6. I would love to have a Happy Hour but not really that important to me just would be nice. 7. WHAT I REALLY WANT IS MY KIDS TO NOT FIGHT! 8. I would like to become a legend! 9. More Fubucks! That would be really nice too! These are just a few things I would like to have.. But I know I am just dreaming..lol

Obladee
Tomorrow I fly back to Missouri. I'm looking forward to going back to work (which I'm sure I'll regret the first day I'm back.) The past couple of days have been uneventful. Highlight of today? Putting on warm clothes from the dryer then taking a nap with the puppy and one of the kitties. It was lovely. Tomorrow my grandmother wants to come with us to the airport... which is fine... as long as she's ready in time. I'm betting she won't come with. Anyways.. I'm just going to finish burning cds that Jer copied to the computer. XOXO

Blogging
Every time I turn on the "intra-web" with my "compu-browser", I get these things called "e-mails" that I "hate". It's like people can just send you these letters and say whatever they want to you anytime. It's fucking annoying! And these people (who sometimes are machines) can get downright huffy when you don't immediately answer, whether they are trying to sell you an interest in a Ecuadorian yak-farm or soliciting your family for anal violation. Now if they were soliciting a yak for anal violation, I might be interested! One of the things these people are continually pestering me for are these things called "blogs", postings of text on the "compu-web" that are basically nothing more than random observations of life in general. This form of expression is so insidious that apparently I have been doing it for years and didn't even know about it.

Union Rules And Hookers
A dedicated Teamsters union worker was attending a convention in Las Vegas and decided to check out the local brothels. When he got to the first one, he asked the Madam, "Is this a union house?" "No," she replied, "I'm sorry it isn't." "Well, if I pay you $100, what cut do the girls get?" "The house gets $80 and the girls get $20," she answered Offended at such unfair dealings, the union man stomped off down the street in search of a more equitable, hopefully unionized shop. His search continued until finally he reached a brothel where the Madam responded, "Why yes sir, this is a union house. We observe all union rules." The man asked, "And if I pay you $100, what cut do t he girls get?" "The girls get $80 and the house gets $20." "That's more like it!" the union man said. He handed the Madam $100, looked around the room, and pointed to a stunningly attractive blonde. "I'd like her," he said. "I'm sure you would, sir," said the Madam.

Are You Good In Bed
How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com You scored as A Slave To BDSMAdmit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun. A Slave To BDSM 75%Sex God 63%Virgin 43%A Romantic 33%

Gooey Butter Cookies
here is a reciepe that was given to me by rick for those who dont like to cook from scratch 1- box of yellow cake mix 1- 8oz of cream cheese 1- stick of butter 1- egg mix and place in frig for an hour roll into balls and roll balls into powder sugar back about 12 to 15 in 350 degree oven let cool little roll into powder sugar again there are pictures in my cookie and candy album of these cookies ... thanks rick for the reciepe..

Blonde Guy Joke
The first blond guy joke ! The very first ever Blonde GUY joke..... And well worth the wait! An Irishman , a Mexican and a Blonde Guy were doing construction work on scaffolding on the 20th floor of a building. They were eating lunch and the Irishman said, "Corned beef and cabbage! If I get corned beef and cabbage one more time for lunch, I'm going to jump off this building." The Mexican opened his lunch box and exclaimed, "Burritos again! If I get burritos one more time I'm going to jump off, too." The blonde opened his lunch and said, "Bologna again! If I get a bologna sandwich one more time, I'm jumping too." The next day, the Irishman opened his lunch box, saw corned beef and cabbage, and jumped to his death. The Mexican opened his lunch, saw a burrito, and jumped, too. The blonde guy opened his lunch, saw the bologna and jumped to his death as well. At the funeral, the Irishman's wife was weeping. She said, "If I'd known how really tired he was of

Blode Guy Joke
The first blond guy joke ! The very first ever Blonde GUY joke..... And well worth the wait! An Irishman , a Mexican and a Blonde Guy were doing construction work on scaffolding on the 20th floor of a building. They were eating lunch and the Irishman said, "Corned beef and cabbage! If I get corned beef and cabbage one more time for lunch, I'm going to jump off this building." The Mexican opened his lunch box and exclaimed, "Burritos again! If I get burritos one more time I'm going to jump off, too." The blonde opened his lunch and said, "Bologna again! If I get a bologna sandwich one more time, I'm jumping too." The next day, the Irishman opened his lunch box, saw corned beef and cabbage, and jumped to his death. The Mexican opened his lunch, saw a burrito, and jumped, too. The blonde guy opened his lunch, saw the bologna and jumped to his death as well. At the funeral, the Irishman's wife was weeping. She said, "If I'd known how really tired he was of

Few Questions For Fu Friends And Others
Do you have a good reputation? Have you ever cheated on someone? Ever made someone cry from laughing so hard? Are you confused right now? Who do you wanna spend the rest of your life with? Are you in love? How many assholes do you know? Favorite color? What do you like better being in a relationship or being single? Who would be the woman for you? Who ticked you off today? When's the last time you cried? Are you upset? Have you ever been depressed? What's on your mind? Last phone call? Person your trying to ignore? Last death? If you could kiss the last person you kissed, would you? Do you regret things? Do you think anyone will read your anwsers? Who would you like to be with right now? Who do you trust? Are you on the phone? Who would you like to fall asleep to on the phone? Do you forgive easily? If you could apologize to anyone right now, who would it be? D

Buckeyes
1- pound powder sugar 1- 12oz jar of peanut butter 1- stick of butter 1- teaspoon of vanilla mix all together in a bowl then roll into balls and dip in chocolate Be creative use different chocolates double dip them drizzle them etc.. there are pictures in my cookie folder ...

I'm Also As Well, Leaving Fubar
If any of you want to remain in contact with me, I will leave this up for a few days. Email me and give me any info you want, or ask me for mine. Things are not the same anymore and I don't even come on here. So for those of you who want to remain friends/in contact, let me know. I will give this a few days. Jessica

The New Levels On Fubar..
fubar Levels: Levels, Points, and Unlocks: Levels Points Unlock... 0 Freshmeat 0 Up to 50 photos 1 Newfu 250 Being known as Meat =) 2 Fu-ling 500 Set your own online status 3 Grasshopper 1,000 Vote on a MUMM 4 Chill Fu 2,000 Post HTML comments 5 Fu-Fighter 4,000 Create your own MUMMs 6 Twisted Fu 6,500 Rip a photo 7 Wasted Fu 9,000 Up to 70 photos 8 Psycho 14,000 Up to 750 profile ratings 9 Freak 25,000 Up to 6000 friends 10 Friend of fubar 35,000 Create your own lounge 11 Barfly 50,000 Up to 110 photos 12 Regular 75,000 Up to 10,000 friends 13 Bad Fu 100,000 Up to 140 photos 14 Minion 135,000 Up to 25 family members 15 Idol 170,000 Up to 5 MUMMs a day 16 Fu-gee 210,000 Up to 175 photos 17 Pimp 250,000 Up to 1000 photo ratings 18 Assassin 300,000 Up to 1000 profile ratings 19 Ninja 350,000 Up to 225 photos 20 Rock Star 425,000 Bolded nickname 21 Fuberlord 750,000 Up to 1500 profile ratings 22 Henchman 1,500,000 Up to 500 bul

Blindfolded
Blindfolded Do you know the legend of the Cherokee Indian youth's rite of passage? His father takes him into the forest, blindfolds him and leaves him alone. He is required to sit on a stump the whole night and not remove the blindfold until the rays of the morning sun shine through it. He cannot cry out for help to anyone. Once he survives the night, he is a MAN. He cannot tell the other boys of this experience, because each lad must come into manhood on his own. The boy is naturally terrified. He can hear all kinds of noises. Wild beasts must surely be all around him. Maybe even some human might do him harm. The wind blew the grass and earth, but he sat stoically, never removing the blindfold. It would be the only way he could become a man! Finally, after a horrific night, the sun appeared and he removed his blindfold. It was then that he discovered his father sitting on the stump next to him. He had been at watch th

Urine Test
URINE TEST (I sure would like to know who wrote this one! They deserve a HUGE pat on the back!) Like a lot of folks in this state, I have a job. I work, they pay me. I pay my taxes and the government distributes my taxes as it sees fit. In order to get that paycheck, I am required to pass a random urine test with which I have no problem. What I Do have a problem with is the distribution of my taxes to people who Don't have to pass a urine test. Shouldn't one have to pass a urine test to get a welfare check because I have to pass one to earn it for them? Please understand, I have no problem with helping people get back on their feet. I do, on the other hand, have a problem with helping someone sitting on their ASS, doing drugs, while I work. Can you imagine how much money the state would save if people had to pass a urine test to get a public assistance check? Pass this along if you agree or simply delete if you don't. Hope you all will pass it along

The Story Of Carnavo
The wind and the rain On a journey, something to gain With eyes on the glory Path remains so tough Defend what is rightly for the good Appears to be very rough Night and the dark Land and the see Who ever wins this valuable peice Will make history For the right or the wrong An the weak and the strong Power is hidden as it remains Guide of the land, compass or call it as you will Use this Jewel unwisely, many will pay the bill So all is quiet and the land is so still I will ride my horse til sun down Create a fire then prepare to sleep The rise of the sun A race has begun This crystal, this diamond The keeper of the flame Who ever possesses this will not be the same The power the fury Everyone is in a hurry From the west and the east Something is to be won If it gets in the wrong hands Damage and greed will be done I am the King, leader of this land Marches the territory with the last existing white horse To protect destiny i show no remorse

Welfare
Guy walked into the local welfare office to pick up his check. He marched straight up to the counter and said, " Hi. You know, I just HATE drawing welfare. I'd really rather have a job." The social worker behind the counter said, "Your timing is excellent. We just got a job opening from a very wealthy old man who wants a chauffeur and bodyguard for his beautiful daughter. You'll have to drive around in his Mercedes, and he'll supply all of your clothes. "Because of the long hours, meals will be provided. You'll be expected to escort the daughter on her overseas holiday trips and you will have to satisfy her sexual urges. You'll be provided a two-bedroom apartment above the garage. The salary is $200,000 a year." The guy, wide-eyed, said, "You're bullshittin' me"! The social worker said, "Yeah, well...you started it

The 1990's
If you were born before 1995, then this survey should be easy for you to fill out! Which spice girl did you like? baby? Backstreet Boys or N*Sync? nsync Did you watch S Club 7??? noppers What was your favorite, Sandlot or Little Rascals? little rascals Did you ever have light up sneakers?.. of course Cinderella or Snow White? cinderella What was your favorite holiday? christmas Did you ever try to stay up on Christmas just so you could see santa? yes and i saw my parents draggin my new tv down the hall You ever watch Bill Nye the Science Guy? yea..they used im in science class What grade did you like the best? the ones i took naps in Ninja Turtles or Power Rangers? ninja turtles lol What Ninja Turtle were you? i wasnt a turtle lol Did you ever own a Chinese jump rope? um what What was your favorite thing to eat? pizza What was your favorite color? blue Did you prefer, Where in the World is Carmen Sandiego or Where’s Waldo?

Sex Facts
Send this right after u read it, something good will happen at 2:25 tomorrow. Get ready for the biggest shock in your life!! Whoever breaks this chain will be cursed w/ relationship problems 4-10 years. If you send this in 15 mins. your safe. Something good will happen tonight at 11:11pm. Suprisingly most of these are true ............. Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories. Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth The American Dental Association says that semen cuts plaque better than mouth wash, so suck a dick and save a smile. Having nice sex burns 358 calories. Having rough sex [make it hurt] burns 543 calories. Take off her clothes with her consent.........................12 cal without......................187 cal Take off her Bra With two hands..........................8 cal With one hand.........................12 cal With mouth.............................85 ca

The Masked Madman Cannot Salute
You do not have to salute, it is optional, but you will not level up past 10 but if you want to salute, then you have to abide by the guidelines that are laid out for all community members. It is your choice :) Sas:) === 'XtraCrispy' spewed forth the following at '2007-11-27 16:34:31'.. > > sheesh! > > XtraCrispy is my character. I am on myspace, broadcaster, and stickam. I am the masked madman of camland. > > Showing my face would defeat the purpose. > > References: > http://myspace.com/xtracrispy1 > http://www.stickam.com/profile/xtracrispy > http://www.broadcaster.com/profile/XtraCrispy > > === 'Saspanda' spewed forth the following at '2007-11-27 16:27:05'.. > > > > the other part you are missing as well as fubar > > > > is Your FACE must be CLEARLY Seen with nothing covering it at all, while your holding the handwritten sign. > > > > That is what candid photo means..... A salute is to show the REAL YOU> > > > > > > > > === 'XtraCrispy' spew

Hot Chocolate Kisses
Hot Chocolate Kisses It was only our third meeting but I knew what would be happening. Our first outing had been a time just to get to know each other and a meeting called you away before either of us was brave enough to sneak a kiss. Later we both admitted we wanted to. We got on great and wanted more. Our second had been so hot. You picked me up at the office and we made out like high school kids in your car. The first kiss just happened out of the blue. One minute we were talking and the next our arms were intertwined and our tongues were tangled. We couldn’t keep our hands off each other, whispering heated and lusty words in each others ears, wanting and needing more. As your hand drifted down to my denim covered pussy my legs spread willingly for you. The heat and dampness of my pussy radiating through my jeans, showing you just how excited I was to be in your arms. Time was our enemy though and you were needed back at the office. Damn meetings. Finally we were able

Animal Cruelty
Animal Cruelty is WRONG!Is this what society today calls cool?!Is this how we should treat some house pets?!?!How would you like it if the only food you had was your own waste?!alt=>So if it's not wrong, let me run tests on you.You sit in a cage with no food for weeks upon months!!This kitten is like all others. Innocent.How would you like living with your tail between your legs, 24/7?Let me end your only way of mobility, then see how fun it is.What would run through your head as you look at the eyes that are staring in desparation??Repost this if you have any heart whatsoever.But before you click the "Home" button, realize how many animals have died from this.Press the "Reply" button to get the code.

Red Shirt Fridays
If the Red shirt thing is new to you, read below... Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who had been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. 'No,' he responded. 'Heading out?' I asked. 'No. I'm escorting a soldier home.' 'Going to pick him up?' 'No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq , I'm taking him home to his family.' The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that although he didn't know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his death to the soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days. I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, 'Thank you. Thank you for doing what you do so that my family and I can do wha

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WE HAVE LOST ONE OF THE BEST PLAYERS WE HAD ON THE REDSKINS SEAN TAYLOR #21 SAFTEY WE WILL MISS HIM ON THE FEILD AND PLEASE PRAY FOR HIS FAMILY AND TE REDSKINS ON MY PRAYER CHAIN. 1.DAVID POGUE, WE LOVED YOU SEAN AND YOU WILL BE MISSED

Eminem
THE WAY I AM This song is for anyone f--k it. Just shut up and listen I sit back with this pack of Zig Zags and this bag of this weed it gives me the s--t needed to be the most meanest MC on this Earth and since birth I've been cursed with this curse to just curse and just blurt this berserk and bizarre s--t that works And it sells and it helps in itself to relieve all this tension dispensin’ these sentences Gettin’ this stress that's been eatin’ me recently off of this chest and I rest again peacefully… but at least have the decency in you to leave me alone, when you freaks see me out in the streets when I'm eatin’ or feedin’ my daughter to not come and speak to me I don't know you and no, I don't owe you a mo-therf--k-ing thing, I'm not Mr. N'Sync, I'm not what your friends think I'm not Mr. Friendly, I can be a prick if you tempt me my tank is on empty No patience is in me and if you offend me I'm liftin’ you 10 feet in the air I don't care

Good Good...
I just had to use a painkiller pill and found out I'm one of a very restricted percentage who does not either fall asleep or get dizzy from it,so cool!!! I'm loving that.. what else it was a pretty interesting day to say the least,the nurses could tell I was so scared and they almost treated me like a baby,lol lol lol the anesthesiologist was holding my hand,the surgeon was keeping on telling me not to worry,my personal nurse was smiling at me all the time and I looked at her like " whatta???" :O lol my boob is not complaining too much but is a bit mad ...and for all the rest I'll be full time on fubar as soon as my energies will allow me. I'm on and off in the mean time but I love you all guys.

Do You Know??? Need Help Here :)
Ok here is my question.... In photoshop... is there a way to organize your styles and actions so they are easier to find instead of scrolling through the long list of them? Can you set them up in sections? or is that even possible??? Tired or searching aimlessly for certain ones when I have soooo many of them.... anyone else have this problem??????

Pray For Baby Allyssa Update Nov 27th 7pm Est
Update as of Nov 27th 7:00 pm EST. Just On The Phone with Shelle Allyssa's blood pressure is stable enough for surgery again this morning to replace the skin on chest and arms. She went through surgery fine no respatory problems at this point. Her lungs are not getting worse and the doctor says that is a good sign Allyssa Smiled last night for the first time she also was moving her head and arms a lil Please keep Allyssa in your prayers Click here to go to the Local TV News Artical HEAVENLY FATHER I CALL ON YOU RIGHT NOW IN A SPECIAL WAY. IT IS THROUGH YOUR POWER THAT ALLYSSA WAS CREATED. EVERY BREATH SHE TAKES, EVERY MORNING SHE WAKES , AND EVERY MOMENT OF EVERY HOUR, IS UNDER YOUR POWER.FATHER,I ASK YOU NOW TO TOUCH ALLYSSA WITH THAT SAME POWER. FOR IF YOU CREATED HER FROM NOTHING YOU CAN CERTAINLY RECREATE HER. FILL AYLLSSA WITH THE HEALING POWER OF YOUR SPIRIT. CAST OUT ANYTHING THAT SHOULD NOT BE IN HER, MEND WHAT IS BROKEN: ROOT OUT ANY UNPRODUCTIVE CELLS

Gentle Thoughts For Today.
Birds of a feather flock together and crap on your car. A penny saved is a government oversight. The real art of conversation is not only to say the right thing at the right time, but also to leave unsaid the wrong thing a t the tempting moment. The older you get, the tougher it is to lose weight, because by then your body and your fat have gotten to be really good friends. The easiest way to find something lost around the house is to buy a replacement He who hesitates is probably right. Did you ever notice: The Roman Numerals for forty (40) are ' XL.' If you think there is good in everybody, you haven't met everybody. If you can smile when things go wrong , you have someone in mind to blame. The sole purpose of a child's middle name is so he can tell when he's really in trouble. There's always a lot to be thankful for if you take time to look for it. For example, I am sitting here thinking how nice it is that wrinkles don't hurt

Christmas - An Ancient Holiday
Christmas - An Ancient Holiday The middle of winter has long been a time of celebration around the world. Centuries before the arrival of the man called Jesus, early Europeans celebrated light and birth in the darkest days of winter. Many peoples rejoiced during the winter solstice, when the worst of the winter was behind them and they could look forward to longer days and extended hours of sunlight. In Scandinavia, the Norse celebrated Yule from December 21, the winter solstice, through January. In recognition of the return of the sun, fathers and sons would bring home large logs, which they would set on fire. The people would feast until the log burned out, which could take as many as 12 days. The Norse believed that each spark from the fire represented a new pig or calf that would be born during the coming year. The end of December was a perfect time for celebration in most areas of Europe. At that time of year, most cattle were slaughtered so they would not have to be fed

I'm Ready
:: Focus :: ¢¾Love¢¾ :: Stability :: Passion :: Sex :: Success :: I'm Ready I've lost, I've gained, I've learned. I've had some of the most devestating things happen in my life so far, and a lot of the best. It's been a year unlike any other, I have grown up so much and feel just a little... wiser - for lack of a better word. But I'm ready for a new year, with some things in mind. I'd like to settle just a little bit. Just calm down, take a look at the things I need to work on, and shit... maybe even find a nice girl. I'm done with fucking douche bags who have nothing but a pretty face going for them. It's actually way more fun to be attracted to someone for their personality and who they are. Cus once you've got that, I think you'll find you like everything else too. Enough about girls, let's talk about me. ::Focus:: I would be an ignorant, lazy, not to mention stupid dick if I let my dream go to waste. I've been lucky enoug

Club Far Help Vittoria Godfather Tonight!!
Lets all come together to help this chick level... i been working on it myself for like 2 nights now shes only 160,000 from Godfather!! Shes mad cool and she will pay it all back!!! Vittoria Segreta 100% MILF Club F.A.R@ fubar

The Hermit I Am.....becoming?
You, too, may have met your hermit, or perhaps something else equally marvelous. Maybe it was a rock, a tree, a star, or a beautiful sunset. The hermit is the Buddha inside of you. --Thich Nhat Hanh, The Hermit and the Well Hell is other people. --Jean-Paul Sartre, No Exit To drift like a dead leaf fallen from the tree and taken up by the wind, knowing not if the wind carries you or if you are carrying the wind ... -- Michel Jourdan (French hermit writer) I have known the silence of the stars and of the sea, And the silence of the city when it pauses, And the silence of a man and a maid, And the silence for which music alone finds the word, And the silence of the woods before the winds of spring begin, And the silence of the sick When their eyes roam about the room. And I ask: For the depths Of what use is language? ... -- Edgar Lee Masters: [from his poem] Silence About three hundred years ago, an Indian chief said to the governor of Pennsylvania: "We l

Hey, Can You Cash This $1 Million Dollar Bill? Please?
http://blogs.usatoday.com/ondeadline/2007/11/ga-man-tries-de.html What more can I say? This guy needs to go back to first grade and learn some lessons on cut-and-paste, let alone about not lying, being a good boy, etc.

Just Dont Get It
i just dont understand why guys tell you they like you, ask you to give them a chance to get to know you and prove they are not what people say they are and then once you give them that chance they drop the lets just be friends for a while first bomb on you then a couple of weeks later, after going back and forth of being flirty with you and still telling you that he likes you and wants to be with you he just has to work some things out in his life he says he wants nothing more than friendship. why in the hell bother waisting my time just to play me like that. im getting so sick of the bullshit. it almost feels like im unloveable. that ill never find a guy who will ever love me and actually love me for me. i have this huge heart and i feel like ill never get to use it cause nobody gives me a chance. guys who say they like me either are just trying to play me to get in my pants and those that do end up making it to be my bf they end up cheating on me. this is getting to be such bullshit

Truth To Yourself
Isn't it time that peopel should be true to who they are instead of trying to hide behind masks and subterfuge...before one can judge the height of heaven one must first realise the truth about who they are..but what if you don't know who you are then what...well i say this to you here is a little exercise that has worked for me...once a week i used to take a pen and choose an emotion..i.e lets say anger....s thats an easy one...what makes you angery..make a list of the things that incite you to anger..you will be suprised of the answers you get..but be honest with yourself... becasue if you cannot be honest with yourself then how can you be honest with a loved one or with the Creator for believe me when i say this the Creator..knows all.... well i leave to these ponderings of a man who is trying to make a difference in a world that doesn't seem to care.

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A Candycane Story
YOU LOOK AT A CANDYCANE AND YOU THINK,---YUM!!! I WANT TO EAT,...THIS DELIGHTING,INVITING,TREAT, SOMETHING TO FREELY GIVE WHEN YOU PASS ON THE STREET.A CANDYCANE WILL BRING A SMILE, EVEN IF IT'S JUST FOR A LITTLE WHILE. IT WILL KEEP YOUR MOUTH BUSY YOU CAN LICK AND LICK SUCK AND SUCK,NIBBLE AND NIBBLE OR JUST TAKE SOME BITES,A CANDYCANE IS NOT JUST EYECANDY--[YOU SEE IT,YOU WANT IT.] BUT YOU START TO THINK WHAT CAN I DO WITH IT??? ----HMMMM&MMM YOU CAN STIR YOUR COFFEE, USE IT AS A TOY, PRETEND IT TASTES AS SWEET AS YOUR PUSSY, A CANDYCANE IS SHAPED LIKE A HOOK, "PRETEND YOUR STEALING THE SHOW." OR GRAB A HEART OR TWO, IT REMINDS YOU OF A WALKING STICK, TO KEEP YOU LIFTED UP. A CANDYCANE A J LIKE JOY, PUT TWO TOGETHER AND YOU GET A HEART. ---MAKE SURE YOU PASS ON A CANDYCANE THIS CHRISTMAS.--- SWEET&KINKY 2007

Atheists' Holiday
I don't know if this is a true story, or not, but I love it! Enjoy! Have you heard about this case? Great answer from the judge! In Florida , an atheist became incensed over the preparation of Easter and Passover holidays. He decided to contact his lawyer about the discrimination inflicted on atheists by the constant celebrations afforded to Christians and Jews with all their holidays while atheists had no holiday to celebrate. The case was brought before a judge. After listening to the long passionate presentation by the lawyer, the Judge banged his gavel and declared, 'Case dismissed!' The lawyer immediately stood and objected to the ruling and said, 'Your honor, how can you possibly dismiss this case? The Christians have Christmas, Easter and many other observances. Jews have Passover, Yom Kippur and Hanukkah...yet my client and all other atheists have no such holiday!' The judge leaned forward in his chair and simply said, 'Obviously your

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Some of the basic submissive rights: 1) You have the right to be respected. No one should be ordering you around or expecting you to answer questions or doing things you're not comfortable with. 2) You have the right to your freedom. Just because someone is interested in you, they can't take your freedom from you. Don't let anyone try to intimidate you; you belong to no one until you offer yourself to them. They can't restrict you in any way until you allow that; and they try. 3) You have a right to be satisfied--emotionally and physically. This is a relationship, kids. While the power control aspect does add a few kinks (pun intended) into the mix, you don't get extra points for making yourself into a sacrificial lamb for someone else's amusement and/or satisfaction. Get what you need or find someone else that will give it to you. 4) You have a right to take your time and not rush into anything … ever. Being chained in the doorway, naked and … vulnerable … isn't really

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got this from a web site i dont know who to give credit to, but i feel that everyone should read this How to Sweeten Up Your Cum By Decayed Angel In our writing and reading of erotica we come across a lot of differing descriptions of the flavor of cum, whether it is a man's semen or a woman's vaginal secretions. While some of the descriptions may vary depending upon a person's personal preferences, the sweet, tangy, tart, earthy, etc., etc. flavors used to describe the taste are often limited by the author's ability to truly grasp the words to describe a truly unique flavor. Obviously, the taste of semen and vaginal secretions will vary from person and these tastes can vary from day to day in an individual depending upon a number of factors including what they eat. Since the taste all bodily secretions will vary depending upon what a person eats, certainly a person's cum will vary depending upon what they have eaten. Eating certain foods will generally affect the taste

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Kevin Dubrow LAS VEGAS (AP) - Kevin Dubrow, lead singer for the 1980s heavy metal band Quiet Riot that scored a hit with "Cum on Feel the Noize," was found dead in a Las Vegas home. He was 52. The cause was not immediately known. A neighbor summoned police and paramedics Sunday to the house where he was pronounced dead, police and coroner's officials said. There was no forced entry, and no suspicious circumstances were reported, police Officer Jose Montoya said Monday. Quiet Riot was perhaps best known for its 1983 cover of "Cum on Feel the Noize." The song, featuring Dubrow's powerful, gravelly voice, appeared on the band's album "Metal Health" - which was the first by a metal band to reach No. 1 on the Billboard chart. DuBrow recorded his first solo album in 2004, "In for the Kill," and the band's last studio CD, "Rehab," came out in October 2006. "I can't even find words to say," Quiet Riot drummer Frank Banali wrote on his Web site. "Please respect my priva

I Wont Be Here Starting On Dec 6th
WELL THE TIME HAS COME FOR ME TO FINALLY HAVE SURGERY... SO THIS ISN'T A GOOD BYE IT'S ILL BE BACK IN A FEW WEEKS TO A MONTH...BUT, I WILL BE BACK... SOME OF YOU KNOW THE WHOLE STORY BEHIND THIS SURGERY AND SOME DON'T JUST SAY I WILL FINALLY BE PAIN FREE..7 LONG ASS YEARS AND I FINALLY FOUND A DOCTOR WHO BELIEVED THERE WAS SOMETHING WRONG..(NO I'M STILL GOING TO BE INSANE)...I WILL TRY AND HURRY BACK TO SAY HELLO TO YOU MY FRIENDS..AND I AM PRAYING IT WILL BE BEFORE THE HOLIDAYS...BUT IF I'M NOT HERE I WANT TO WISH EVERYONE A HAPPY HOLIDAY SEASON..BE WELL AND HAPPY EVERYONE..YOU ALL MEAN SOMETHING TO ME... TAKE CARE AND LOTS OF HUGS AND KISSES.... DONNA

Midget Surgery
There was a midget down in texas who complained to hi buddy that his testicles ached almost all the time. As he was always complaining about his problem, his friend finally suggested that he go to a doctor to see what could be done to relieve the problem. The midget took his advice and went to the doctor and told him what the problem was. The doctor told him to drop his pants and he would have a look. The midget dropped his pants. The doctor put him up onto the examining table, and started to examine him. The doc put one finger under the left testicle and told the midget to turn his head and cough- the usual method to check for a hernia. "Aha!" the doc and putting his finger under the right testicle, he asked the midget to cough again. "Aha!" said the doctor and reached for his surgical scissors. Snip, snip, snip,snip on the right side then snip, snip,snip on the left side. The midget was so scared he was afraid to look, but noted with amazement that the snipping did not hurt.

A Much Better Day Today!
Well, as bad as yesterday was and believe me, it was bad! Today is a much better day. I had to run and take Anthony's project to school today because I had told him I was going to pick him up at 1:00 to go to his appointment but then didn't tell him I had changed the date. So since it was my fault, I had to rush to his school before the class ended. This morning when I dropped him off at school, he sat in the back of the car and when he got out he didn't say "I love you" like he does every day. :( but when I dropped off his stuff, I said it and he said it back so that made me feel better. My boys are home from school and Anthony is home and working on his homework. He knows he is grounded and I thought I would have a fight on my hands today but it seems to be ok. I ended up chatting a lot of the day away. Oops. Didn't mean to but...what do you do? I think I needed it since I had such a stressful day and night yesterday. I noticed on Fubar that they have added ne

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I had a sad day yesterday, when I got the news that my Grandmother had passed away. Our family had the veiwing at my mothers house where both of my Grandparnts live and my love and my respects was all I could give. I sat by her side and as I morn, I held her lifeless hand till it was warm. She was so beutiful on the outside as well as in, o'my gosh I have lost a best frind! The corrners came to take her away and said goodbye and I love you, I know she is happy and out out her pain but I know she loves me too! My sorrows still here and I hurt so much. Remember, the ones you love will not be here forever so live love and respct them always!! I hope I have touched your hearts, Take care Stay safe and C you arond, Thx for taking the time to read, Hugs to all!

Pleasures Of The Anal Variety :p
i had been a good girl all day, completing his tasks for Him promptly and effiently. i knew that He was happy with me as He had let me wear his favourite shirt. Just before He came home He had text me to tell me to wear His special shirt, and that is all. i waited anxiously on the couch to see what reward i would get. He always gives me good rewards! He came in clutching a bag with a big grin on His face. He told me that i was not to be allowed to see what was in the bag. He sat on the couch and took out a cigerette. As he took each puff He ordered me to do something. First He ordered me to unbutton the shirt in front of Him slowly and erotically, grinding my hips and wiggling seductively. As i unbuttoned each button He could see a bit more of my flesh, slowly uncovering my milky white skin. As i slowly unbuttoned the shirt so it was fully undone, He ordered me to slip in slowly of my shoulders so that each breast bounced out. i slowly slipped the shirt further and further down seei

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I want to give thanks & respect eveyone that has helped me to reach the level Rockstar! All of you have been fantastic in your comming to rate me & my pictures!! All OF YOU HAVE MY RESPECT!!!! Nough Respect God Bless

Why!!!
Why cant I stop the screaming inside. all I want and need is him here with me I know he is always by my side why cant my heart be set free He was going to be the one the one to cherish forever and now he is gone but not in my heart never I need something to ease the pain of missing and wanting him here I know he is with me everywhere I just want to feel his touch again just let this feeling end!!!

Oshun, Goddess Of Sensuality
Oh let me delight you with beauty so the eye may dance with joy let me seduce you with scents so that your nose inhales pleasure let me tantalize your taste till your tongue quivers let me caress you with sound that makes your ears sing and sing let me touch your body with waterfall music and adorn your beauty with golden bracelets and honey and perfume and when all is experienced when all your senses have been given play when your spirit from the stars connects in a blissful way with your body from the earth then you will know sensuality. Oshun (pronounced oh-shun'), the Brazilian Macumba Goddess of the waters-rivers, streams, brooks-is known for her love of beautiful things. She loves to adorn herself, especially in yellows and golds. Her rites at watery places include honoring her with honey and pennies (copper). Her necklace of cowrie shells symbolizes her knowledge and power in divination. It is said that the women dedicated to Oshun carry the special gift of th

A Little Help Pleeeease !
A friend recommended this site: http://www.freerice.com/index.php It's a neat idea, you define a word from a list of 4 choices (and it matches your vocabulary level after a few times, so it's a good challenge) and every word you define correctly, they donate 10 grains of rice through the UN World Food Program. How? Because the advertisers at the bottom of the page pay for it. So come on you English majors, earn that food

Becareful What You Ask For
A young Canadian soldier was attending some college courses between assignments . He had also completed missions in Afghanistan . One of the courses had a professor who was a vowed atheist. One day the professor shocked the class when he came in. He Looked to the ceiling and flatly stated, 'God, if you are real, then I want you to knock me off this platform. I'll give you exactly 15 minutes.' The lecture room fell silent. You could hear a pin drop. Ten minutes went by and the professor proclaimed, 'Here I am God. I'm still waiting.' It got down to the last couple of minutes when the young soldier got out of his Chair, went up to the professor, and cold-cocked him; knocking him off the platform. The professor was out cold. The young man went back to his seat and sat there, silently. The other students were shocked and stunned and sat there looking on in silence. The professor eventually came to, noticeably shaken, looked at the soldier and asked, 'What the hell is the mat