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I Miss My Folks AlreadyWell the parents drove home on Sunday and I already misss them. We all had a great time while they were hear. They LOVED my new man thought He was great and that He would make a great addition to the family. YAHOOOO
LOL
Jake asked My dad for permission to marry me and My dad said YES!!!!
We got me a new set of eyeglasses, repairs on My car, and clothes. they spent close to 2000$ Bucks while they were here. :O
Omg I Need Help Plzzzzzzzzzzim in a contest.. for cutest. couple plz RATE and comment bomb i need help its just me and a friend doing it and theres someone else getting mad comments.. in a hr n 20 mins they have over 1400 comments. while im stuck @ like 130 can you plz help just click the pic below thanks
Recovering From Turkey DayWell The thanksgiving 4 day event went well with me being sucessful in not over eating and stearing clear of the really unhealthy foods. Was able to sneak off a few times to purge thank god or heaven knows how fat I would have gotten. At my weigh in after all this I had only gained 2 lbs (UGH) Could have been worse I supose but it sure as hell could have been better. Well its Restrict restrict restrict time. Fasting is the name of the game to get back on track.
LifeMy life is pretty fucked up today and just to prove it, here's my fucking horoscope for today.
"You're not entirely sure what's going on with that new romance, job or opportunity, so now is the time to ask big questions. You may not get the answers you're hoping for, so be prepared to back out if necessary."
Isn't that real fucking funny. Life a fucking bitch. Maybe I'll fucking die.
No Internetim at the library..ugh my internet got cut off...for how long i don't know but thisi s like the onlytime i'll prolly be on here..til then i don't know...whenever i get my net back on
so yeah just lettin yall know why ya haven't seen me on...im alright..nothing bad happened lol
laterzz xoxox
Please Welcome My Cousin!My cousin Scott has joined and I just wanted to give him a warm welcome! Please stop by and show him some fubar love! :)
Az_Scott@ fubar
Are There Any Real People Out There???????OK THIS IS GETTING COMPLETLY RIDICULOUS (OR HOWEVER YOU SPELL IT) I HAVE YET TO COME ACROSS 1 (JUST ONE) DECENT PERSON WHO ACTUALLY FINDS ME INTERESTING, IT ALL STARTS OUT NICE AAND THEN I GET IT, THOSE DREADED WORDS "CHETTA DO YOU HAVE YAHOO" AND NAIVE LITTLE ME SAYS SURE,WITHIN 2 SECONDS IT STARTS......GOTTA CAM, DO YOU HAVE PHONE SEX....BLAH BLAH LETS GET IT STRAIGHT, NO CAM NO NUDIES NO PHONE SEX SO IF I AM BORING.....TOO DAMN BAD , I WASNT PUT ON THIS EARTH FOR YOUR ENTERTAINMENT SO IF YOU WANNA KNOW THE REAL ME SHOUT ME OUT...IF NOT CARRY ON....
Lil Bout MeOk so im new to this site ....but a lil bout me im a 22 yr old jamaican and puerto rican female...im originally from Bronx, Ny..but now live in Gainesville, Fl.... i have a three year old son which i loveeeeeeeeeeeee to death....and im just a cool, down to earth, layed back person...i like to meet new friends and love to chill....so get at cha gurl..mwahzz!!!
A Random Funny.saturday myself, my sister, and my bff went shopping. after we were done i noticed a vending machine that had ice cream, and even though it was freezing, i wanted one.
so .... the damn thing refused to give me the one i wanted. it was so funny though because i felt like i was on boiling points.
every time we hit the button to give us the money back the damn machine would keep 15 cents. i wonder if that was a tip just for using the stupid machine. lol
Worshipedif you want to be worshiped go to india and moooo
Texas IndependenceQuoted from: By Dr. Stephen L. Hardin, Professor of History, The Victoria College, Victoria, Texas -
Texas is a state of mind. Texas is an obsession. Above all, Texas is a nation in every sense of the word.
March 2 is a day to celebrate Texas distinctiveness. Now I'm not saying that Texans are better that other folks, but I am saying that we're different. And if a people consider themselves different, they are. March 2 should be to Texans what St. Patrick's Day is to the Irish. But what if you are a Tejano. Should you want to celebrate the day that Texas separated itself from Mexico. You bet! Even as early as 1835 Tejanos were distinctive from other Mexicans. The ranching culture that developed in Texas produced its own clothing, its own music, its own customs, and its own food. Gringos call it "Mexican food," but all one has to do to put the lie to that assertion is to eat the food in the interior - or try to. It is rather bland and not nearly as good as the Tejano food (we migh
Movie- We Are MarshallWe Are Marshall...True story.
Ok, so this could very well have been the most depressing movie I have ever seen. I can be a softie sometimes but this brought me to a whole new level of soft. I actually stopped it twice. Definitely a tear jerker. It was a very very good movie though. I will watch it again. Alone of course. I can be showing that side of me to just anyone.lol
New DigGreetings All,
Well, I am off on another Dig. This time for 3 weeks. I will be working on a "Phase III" dig, like you see on TV with all the meter x meter squares and people working with dental tools, trowels, and brushes. I feel very lucky to have gotten onto this crew. The Dig is under the direction of Dr. Dennis Blanton of the Fernbank Museum of Natural History in Atlanta. Is is being partly funded by a grant from the Spanish Ministry of Education.
Santa Isabel de Utinahica (ca. 1560-ca. 1640) was a 17th century Spanish mission located in what is in a Telfair County forest in an area known as "the forks," where the Ocmulgee and Oconee rivers converge to form the Altamaha River. The small mission was a part of a series of missions set up in what was then the northern reaches of the Spanish colony of Spanish Florida, similar to the Spanish Missions in California or Mexico.
Operating in the early 1600s, the mission was a religious outpost consisting of one Catholic friar sent
ConfusionMy heads still trying to go about all this information, its like im just about to have an overload.
I hardly eat anymore. Now and then. And when it's then, it's sweet fuck all.
Ive started drinking again..
And smokeing again....
Not sure what's going on. Inside my head is kinda numb, but at the same time, i have a feeling that there is a wall blocking off alot of stuff. I need to findout how to break the wall...
I know i have aot of rage within me. And i have no idea when its going to come out.
Im getitng stuck 'out of reality' again.
weirdest feeling ever, but ive been thru this before. anyways, bed itme. work tmorrow.
Two Weeks.So what!
So I don't really have a connection at home again. People all around me have wifi connections and apparently people are figuring out how to password protect them now. Oh well. I'll be getting my internet back sometime. Mostly because I need it for work.
Work, by the way, has been great. Got some serious training done last week and more to come next week.
For those that do not know, the Cougs won Apple Cup this year! Making Alex Brinks the only Coug QB to lead the team to three consecutive Apple Cup wins. And that's the closest that he'll get to a bowl game. Hopefully he'll declare and get picked up by a team in the 3rd or 4th round.
Additionally, LSU lost this weekend. While they still have an outside shot at getting back into the big game, they pretty well deserved this.
While they remain undeafeated, New England has proven beyond a shadow of a doubt, that they are a beatable team. And Philly proved that you don't even have to be that good a team to d
A Christmas PoemA Different Christmas Poem
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light,
I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight.
My wife was asleep, her head on my chest,
My daughter beside me, angelic in rest.
Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white,
Transforming the yard to a winter delight.
The sparkling lights in the tree I believe,
Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve.
My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep,
Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep.
In perfect contentment, or so it would seem,
So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream.
The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near,
But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear.
Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the
sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow.
My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear,
And I crept to the door just to see who was near.
Standing out in the cold and t he dar k of the night,
A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight.
A soldier, I pu
HelloHello everyone. I am new to Fubar and wanted to take a minute to introduce myself. My name is Sabrina and I am 30. I am married to Scott. We live in Mobile Alabama. I love it here. He is from here originally. He moved to Dothan in 1997 and that is where we met and married. We moved back to Mobile on 1/1/06. I am very close to my family so it was a little difficult at first but I adjusted. I love meeting new people. That being said, I have been told I have an attitude and can be a bitch at times. I just feel that I am honest and have found that most people can't handle that. I tend to be a flirt but I love my husband and I am not here for some sexual tyrst. I just want to meet new people and make some friends. So if the mood strikes you, send me some love. If you have a question you are curious about, just ask and I will answer with honesty. I also have a myspace page so you can send love there as well: http://www.myspace.com/samnmobile
Thanks Ragnard For Letting Me Use This!A Different Christmas Poem
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light,
I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight.
My wife was asleep, her head on my chest,
My daughter beside me, angelic in rest.
Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white,
Transforming the yard to a winter delight.
The sparkling lights in the tree I believe,
Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve.
My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep,
Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep.
In perfect contentment, or so it would seem,
So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream.
The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near,
But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear.
Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the
sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow.
My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear,
And I crept to the door just to see who was near.
Standing out in the cold and t he dar k of the night,
A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight.
A soldier, I pu
The FeverThis is a song about a cocaine induced fever.. ie taking too much, it talks about the confusion and paranoia enjoy
I'm tired of my life but my heads alright
I got the fever off a man I know
I can feel it comin' in the air tonight
And I know, I know, I know
Swear I heard a song on the radio
My heart is laughing back at me
I can see it comin' but I just don't know
If it's gon' , it's gon, it's gonna let me be
As I saw, on the breeze
I can see the sons of those who came before me
And it's got me on my knees
What you say, anyway
Will not last, it'll pass, it'll flash right there before me
And it's got me on my knees
Cos I got the fever
Yeah I got the fever
Cos I got the fever
I'm tired of my life but my heads alright
I got the fever off a man I know
I can feel it comin' in the air tonight
And I know, I know, I know
Swear I heard a song on the radio
My heart is laughing back at me
I can see it comin' but I just don't know
If it's gon' , it's gon, it's
Just A BikerI SAW YOU
I saw you hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line
But, you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday.
I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk
But, you didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall.
I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant
But, you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise money for the hurricane relief.
I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I rode by
But, you didn't see me riding behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window.
I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children
But, you didn't see me when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless.
I saw you stare at my long hair
But, you didn't see me cut ten inches off for Locks of Love.
I saw you roll your eyes at our leather coats & gloves
But, you didn't see me and my brothers donate our old coats and gloves to those that had none.
The Key To A HeartThere is a key that opens up each person's heart. Everyone has a key that fits perfectly with someone else. The trick is finding that person your key fits with, and theirs fits with you. It happens alot that one or the other person's key seems to fit a lock. However unless both people's keys fit, the match cannot work.
My key consists of humor (sarcastic and witty), intelligence, subtle flirting, and an attraction that soars past physicality.
What is your key?
Friggin A RightSo i finally had my first single car accident this very morning... so much for staying up all night and trying to drive to and from base. I passed out at the wheel and took out a mail box and a gnome. But i am fine, went to the ER the doctor prescribed some sleeping meds etc....
long story short... from now on i will be turning off all phones and ims at 11.... my massive lack of sleep nearly made me hurt my kids
(they were in the car, but slept through the whole thing)
taking some time to sleep
love
sammie
It Amazes Me Sometimes....And not in a nice way, how somebody can just jump in and ask the question "looking for a girlfriend/boyfriend?" after just a couple of posts in a chat room or shout box.
The most glaringly obvious problem with this is that the person being asked may be the real life version or Hannibal Lector or the reincarnation of Jack the Ripper. (I am neither of these, because I am the reincarnation of Macsen Wellig... or Myrrdyn one of the two) and yes the previous was a sarcastic shot.
The next thing that happens, at least in my case, is that when I tell a lady exactly what my future holds, the immediate response is "I will be there to help you."
There is two problems with the above statement, 1) there is no way in hell the lady has any idea what she is saying, and 2) she has no clue as to just what that may entail.
It is the same as someone with no experience with white water saying, "I am going down the grand canyon in a kayak and no guide."
Dealing with a disabled individual on
Stupid Tweekersir eally hate this town! im moving back to tucson dammit. at least crackheads have some respect. besides tucson has more readily available pot anyway. my homies come over and they bring some fools over, my homies broke fhe first rule of fight club. dont talk about fight club. anyway, my homies leave without taking those guys. the firsttakes off then my paintball gun goes missing, and the other dude is still there. i hint to him that i need to sleep so he neds to go. but he wont and i go into my room totry and figure something out. but i pass out because i havent slept in 30 hours from watching theese fools. i wake up and my cell phone ipod and bike are gone. and appartently eveyone saw him walk out with my stuff and says nothuing to him. some room mates. anyway, im pissed now and on lock dwon now. that motherf.. took all the things that matter to me cause i dont really have much in the first place. good thing ive trained myself to be able to lose the things i fear losing the most. but
Ladys Read This...hey hey are all u ladys out there tired of men pushing u around?...if so do somthing about it...dont just let push u around and control u do somthing about..sick up for yourself..cuz i am sick and tired of it..so dont just sit around and do nothing bout it get up and do somthing..because one day you can mae a difference..
Hey Friendshi everyone just wanted to write something so everyone has something to read from me hope it makes alot of good since...well for the first time in my life ive finally found my place here on earth and thats back here in martinsburg wv with my family and some friends ive still gotten here they have showed me that theres still love for everyone somewhere and someplace
LovePrince Charming, hurry up... I am getting restless.
Of all the species of animals in which exist on this planet, we are the only form that enjoys sex (I've actually heard dolphins do as well, but I don't know if I believe that). Well, most of us. We don't only enjoy it, we crave it. It is a need that goes far beyond maintaining the population. This is why sex becomes recreational. We determine a mate, whether it be a day or a lifetime, and desire to share this experience with this other person. How do we determine a mate? What are the laws of attraction, and why do they differ between person to person?
More importantly, what is this "game"? Game. Some people have it, some people don't. My hypothesis is that if a person feels it necessary to play this game with another person, then perhaps this person does not truly care for the other. When a scorned lover stops being a person with feelings, and becomes a toy, then it is plain to see that there is no true interest in the outcome o
Anyone And Everyone Needed Please!We need all the help we can get and if oyu are bored or have some extra time can you please dtop by and leave some comments on this photo? Much love to all..Hugs and kisses!
In Case You Missed It This Weekend.....this is for anyone who missed all of the excitement this past weekend...the response to the blog The Truth Part IV well, spoke for itself. I screenshotted some of the funnier ones and put em in these shows below. And for some reason you missed out on what happend, feel free to check out the blog below this one...get a good lol or two out of this one...
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Need Ur Help Once Morefreebird and i are in the cutest couple on fubar contest. and would love for u to comment bomb me as much as u can. thanks in advance.. just click on this pic. please NEED ALL THE HELP I CAN GET
Master Feathers Contest!Ok all...his cutest couples contest has started and we need everyone there! I expect to see those that have been helped to be there as well..or dont think it will go unnoticed. This is going to be a tough one and we will need everyone!
Heres the Link! time to start commenting!
A Tribute To Real Men.When did it become acceptable in this country for a man to go from being a rugged, plaid-wearing, beef jerky eating badass to a well-groomed, "metrosexual" girly-boy like Ben Affleck? Affleck recently agreed to be a spokesman for L'Oreal, with L'Oreal quoted as saying "Ben embodies a new generation of men who show their strength in their personality but are not afraid to care for their appearance." Afraid of taking care of their appearances? It's not that we're afraid you assholes, it's that we don't menstruate. What next? Men getting hormone injections so they can breast feed?
"Ben embodies a new generation of men who show their strength in their personality but are not afraid to breast feed their children."
Is it okay that I don't have a sense of style? Is it okay for me to scratch myself? I'm hairy. I like wearing plaid and I don't want to be told how to dress by some dude with a "queer eye." Is that okay with you sissies, or would you like me to package my balls and neatly
Rules For The Contest!Ok all ive decided to start up a contest of my own!!
If you want to enter this contest here is what you do:
send me two pics, one of you face shot and one of a pic that you want it morphed into along with 200fubucks I will morph your pics or send me your morph along with 100fubucks and i will post them in my album titled morph contestants.
the morph with the most comments by the end of the contest will win 70,000 fubucks.
some rules:
pics must not be nsfw!
one of the pics must be of you
when you send the fubucks type morphcontest followed by what you would like your morph named in my album.
when you send your pics or morphs make sure you title the subject morph contest!
if this sounds fun or interesting then you know what to do!
contest starts today and will end on Christmas day!
so hurry and get your morphs turned in to me and we will have some fun!
Please Come HelpI am in a contest and the most comments wins a happy hour so please click the link below and help out so i can win. Thank you
PainA pain
with no gain
where only sorrow will remain
that's tried to be corrected but failed in vain.
It'll leave me confused and possibly insane
and mentally scarred because of all of the pain.
The only hope given
is that I will be forgiven,
for the life I live in
and the attempts I've tried.
What must I do
to show I'm still true to you.
What is it that you would like me to be?
the perfect vision of a friend for all to see
or am I that bad that I can never be me.
Shall I be enslaved to your idea that my true self can never be free?
Shall I hide my true self away and lock it away with your emotional
key?
Or can I be myself for the world to see.
Best Damn Lounge On Fu Come Join The FunCome in and enjoy the atmosphere! Meet new people and have a great time!just click on the pic below and join us we will be waiting for you.
(repost of original by '"MG"~ head promoter 4 IHS' on '2007-11-25 15:14:58')
(repost of original by '«» Tecelote - Sexi DJ's Owner - Manager, Iron Horse Saloon «»' on '2007-11-25 15:17:28')
(repost of original by '* ~CIRCUS DIABLO ~ *' on '2007-11-26 05:31:28')
EricaBabes I miss you so much and I want to come see you. You make me smile and cheer me up when I am down. Love you lots xxx
True / FalseRule 1:
If you open this you GOTTA take it.
Rule 2:
You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING
unless someone messages you and asks.
Rule 3: T/F
Only answer with True or False:
Q: Kissed someone on your top friends/family?:
FALSE..
Q: Been arrested?:
TRUE
Q: You love someone?: TRUE..
Q: Held a snake?: TRUE
Q: Been suspended from school?: TRUE..
Q: Sat on a roof top?: TRUE..
Q. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?: TRUE..
Q: Broken a bone?: TRUE..
Q: Shaved your head?: FALSE..
Q: Played a prank on someone?: TRUE..
Q: Had/have a gym membership?: TRUE
Q: Shot a gun?:TRUE..
Q: Donated Blood?: TRUE..
Just be 100% truthful
LAST PERSON.
1. You hung out with? PAT..
2. Last person that texted you? SERGIO..
3. You were in a car with?: PAT..
4. Went to the movies with?:TRACEY & AMANDA
6. Person you last talked on the phone with?:
SERGIO..
8. You messaged on myspace/fubar?: SERGIO..
9. You commented?: SERGIO..
10. You spent th
44 Things A Girl Would Die For44 Things a Girl Would Die For.
1-touch their waist
2-talk to them
3-share secrets
4-give her your jacket
5-kiss them slowly
are you remembering this?
6-hug her
7-hold her
8-laugh with her
9-invite her somewhere
10-let her be with you when you're with your friends
keep reading
11-smile with her
12-take pics with her
13-pull her onto your lap
14-when she says she loves you more, deny it. fight back
15-when her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she cant get to her friends. it makes her feel loved
Are you thinking about someone?
16-always hug her and say i love you when you see her
17-kiss her unexpectedly
18-HUG HER FROM BEHIND AROUND THE WAIST
19-tell her shes beautiful not sexy!
20-tell her the way you feel about her!
..20 u need to show her you mean it too
21-kiss her on the lips
22-DONT ask her to buy you stuff. you buy HER stuff
23-TELL HER WHAT FEELS GOOD
24-make her feel loved
25-buy her stu
Man Laws(Words of wisdom to the guys...if you would like to KEEP your balls...I would suggest not trying to show off that you have them!!! - you'll understand after reading this - LMFAO!!!)
Man Laws
1: Under no circumstances may two men share an umbrella.
2: It is OK for a man to cry ONLY under the following circumstances:
(1) When a heroic dog dies to save its master.
(2) The moment Angelina Jolie starts unbuttoning her blouse.
(3) After wrecking your boss' car.
(4) When she is using her teeth.
3: Any Man who brings a camera to a bachelor party may be legally killed and eaten by his buddies.
4: Unless he murdered someone in your family, you must bail a friend out of jail within 12 hours.
5: If you've known a guy for more than 24 hours, his sister is off limits forever unless you actually marry her.
6: Moaning about the brand of free beer in a buddy's fridge is forbidden. However complain at will if the temperature is unsuitable.
7: No man shall ever be required t
I Got Bad News From The Dr Fridayas most women know who have either had kids or do their yearly exams, they run a bunch of tests and what not to check for any thing that could possibly be wrong.
well i got the results back from my ob/gyn friday and the test was alarming, showing changes in cells that were taken during the exam.
there is a possibility that it could be cervical cancer, or something else.
im scared to death to find out the results, and they sent me the letter on a day that the office wasnt open, and on a weekend no less, so now i have to play the waiting game and find out whats happening.
so far everyone i know is turning their backs on me now that ive told them the news, so i have no support system at all.
i'll update when i can, but i have to go for now i dont want my crying to wake up my 2 kids.
Thanks!Thanks everyone for all the great emails and responses to the mumm. We did come back from a great vacation. Like you say in the vows for better or worse. I need to be at my husband side no matter what happens with this next court case. We will be talking to JAG here to find out what would happen if he was claimed the father and how the courts view his 1st court order vs what will happen with this second one and of course this family all off his pay. I do know is ex wife would give us even more hell if her child support goes down because of this mess. My husband is upset that I could be right on, that he may have to get out of the military after 10 years of service and hopefully find another job. Deal with the child support and stuff that way. Going to be sad for the first 2 children since the mother can't even get medical insurance on them. That is the only reason why my husband is still in the military. I just hope and pray that due to all the medical stuff the military does cover. Th
Sweet!i guess it really pays to be the baby of the fam when you can look at your mother and ask her for the nintendo DS simply because it's the triforce edition that comes with the phantom hourglass and she gets it for you. :)
I don't even like hand held games but I wanted Triforce DS.
To repay the favor to her I'll be heading to Coach and Dooney and Bourke. :)
How was everyone else's holiday?
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Happy Monday, everybuddy! Did you have a good Thanksgiving? Did you get yourself full of turkey? Did you get a cold? Ugh... how does that keep happening? The Opie and Anthony Show is refreshed, on the air, and broadcasting for your Christmas shopping enjoyment! Our pal Bob Kelly, who had a blast during last week's DUMB OFF is filling in for Jim Norton this morning.
Speaking of the DUMB OFF, our own Sam has provided us with brand new videos from the first annual Opie and Anthony DUMB OFF:
The Opie and Anthony DUMB OFF: Part 1
The Opie and Anthony DUMB OFF: Part 2
The Opie and Anthony DUMB OFF: Part 3
The Opie and Anthony DUMB OFF: Part 4
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Wasting Your Vote...And to think there are people out there who don't even vote. If all of this is true it will come out in the next year in CAPITAL LETTERS.
With love from me to you,
PLEASE REMEMBER THIS FOREVER
Worse than you thought & worth remembering, and this came from a
DEMOCRAT
Dear Mr. Ex President Clinton,
I recently saw a bumper sticker that said, 'Thank
me, I voted for Clinton-Gore.' So, I sat down and
reflected on that, and I am sending my 'Thank you'
for what you have done, specifically:
1. Thank you for introducing us to Jennifer
Flowers, Paula Jones, Monica Lewinsky, Dolly Kyle
Browning, Kathleen Willey, and Juanita Broderick.
All Democrats!
Did I leave anyone out?
2. Thank you for teaching my 8 year old about oral
sex. I had really planned to wait until he was a
little older to discuss it with him, but now he
knows more about it than I did as a senior in college.
3. Thank you for showing us that sexual harassment
in the work place (especi
Hmmmm?.....Can you cry under water?
How important does a person have to be before they are considered
assassinated instead of just murdered?
If money doesn't grow on trees then why do banks have branches?
Since bread is square, then why is sandwich meat round?
Why do you have to "put your two cents in"... but it's only a "penny for
your thoughts"? Where's that extra penny going to?
Once you're in heaven, do you get stuck wearing the clothes you were buried
in for eternity?
Why does a round pizza come in a square box?
What disease did cured ham actually have?
How is it that we put man on the moon before we figured out it would be a
good idea to put wheels on luggage?
Why is it that people say they "slept like a baby" when babies wake up like
every two hours?
If a deaf person has to go to court, is it still called a hearing?
If you drink Pepsi at work in the Coke factory, will they fire you?
Why are you IN a movie, but you're ON TV?
Why do people pay
Life's Little AnnoyancesThey are just that....little annoyances...not manditory thought pattern directives.
Don't let a relatively small setback ruin an otherwise beautiful day. Choose instead to take it in stride and quickly get back to being positive, productive and effective.
Don't waste your time being outraged or offended by someone else's careless, inconsiderate remark or gesture. Use the opportunity to strengthen your valuable sense of patience, and move on ahead to something that truly matters.
Life's little annoyances can quickly add up to have a big negative and destructive impact if you let them. Fortunately, you don't have to let them.
Instead, you can choose to let them go. You can decide to see the small, relatively meaningless annoyances for what they are, and move quickly beyond them.
Do you really want your attitude to be held hostage by rude, careless, inconsiderate people or random events beyond your control? Of course not, because within you is a positive purpose that is big
Six White Boomers - Rolf Harristhis would have to be the best song ever here in Australia... cause our christmas is in the middle of summer we've always played this song & instead of Santa travelling around with Rudolph & his reindeer pals he has six white boomers *also known as kangaroos*
Show The Love!!!!!!!!!The place to be where the love never ends. WE Play anything you wanna hear. We'll even Serve ya up your favorite drinks. Come to a drama free enviroment and relax. Meet some ppl become fans. Mainly Enjoy Yourself!!!!!!
Your what counts the most to us..... much love!!!
Jenny Yum and Our lovely family and friends
Beauty WithinSo many times people only see the physical beauty. To some that's all that matters. But, to meet someone and know that they are beautiful inside is a rare, yet special thing to find. For it is that beauty that makes you happy, just to see that beautiful smile, or to see the way their eyes light up. To know that when they love you, it's real it's pure. When you have a beauty within, you see people not on the physical, but on an emotional level. When you hurt they hurt with you. When you have joy, they have joy with you. That beauty helps them understand the need to love completely, with their whole heart. To alot of us (myself included) we have that need to be intimate. Sure that closeness can never be replace. But, I'd much rather have that emotional bond to know that when the physical isnt possible, the beauty they care within gives them the will to stay true and focused on you. Alot of people feel that internet dating is bullshit, and use to be one of those people. Not a
Real Friends Not Worth A DamnMan, I cannot believ I had to cancel my Bday Party!
NO ONE I know in real life wanted to go, I mean damn, Im floored. It has now become clear to me that I have no REAL FRIENDS! None that will spend time with me anyways. Shit all I wanted was to spend my Bday with my friends, and I got shit all over.
Anyways, Im done bitching. For NOW!
All my so called friends "Who know me in R/L" can kiss my ass. Except 2 of my R/L ones on here, and You KNOW I still Love ya! AND you know who you ARE! :)
~~BW
My Internet Is Off(an Update)So just to let everyone know our internet is off until we get moved... and we miss EVERYONE! so yea... dont forget us just bc of our absence!
I Thought He Was Muh Friend...Ok, get this. Me n this guy, have been talkin for years now. Like I've been meaning to get a hance to go and see him, but it's hard when you dont have your lisence, nor car, or one or the other ya kno? well he doesn't understand that. Sowhats he do he tells mes tired of waiting for me!What friends does that? I mean we went from like best of friends to him tellin me hes tired of waiting. What an ass! N now I feel bad because I stood him up, and I'm mad because why should he talk to me like that its not like he ever came up here either!! Huuh Sorry, it's meaningless.
This Morning's Feelings....So I have been wanting to write a book but i don't know how to go about getting it to an editor and publisher to get it published.. I want to be able to talk about the tough strides i have been through and the strength that has helped me get through it all. unfortunately i am in an area to where we don't have any companies that will do that... i would have to go to Pittsburgh or Philadelphia to get it done, and i don't even know how much this would cost me...but it is something i really want to do... does anyone have any ideas please feel free to share them on how i can get this on the jump start.
I am currently waiting for the bf to call me before he goes to work so i can get a ball park time of when he gets out so i know to be ready for him >:) So i can put that outfit i got for him to use. it's been awhile since i actually seen him i think it was not this past Friday but the Friday before that i got to see him for like a 1/2 hour while he was working. with him having two jobs and
Christmas Carols For The Disturbed1. Schizophrenia --- Do You Hear What I Hear?
2. Multiple Personality Disorder --- We Three Kings Disoriented Are
3. Dementia --- I Think I'll be Home for Christmas
4. Narcissistic --- Hark the Herald Angels Sing About Me
5. Manic --- Deck the Halls and Walls and House and Lawn and Streets and
Stores and Office and Town and Cars and Buses and Trucks and Trees and.....
6. Paranoid --- Santa Claus is Coming to Town to Get Me
7. Borderline Personality Disorder --- Thoughts of Roasting on an Open Fire
8. Personality Disorder --- You Better Watch Out, I'm Gonna Cry, I'm Gonna
Pout, Maybe I'll Tell You Why
9. Attention Deficit Disorder --- Silent night, Holy oooh look at the Froggy
- can I have a chocolate, why is France so far away?
10. Obsessive Compulsive Disorder -- - Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells,
Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle
Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells,
Jingle,
A Sad Sad Day!After getting up this morning, both my kids convinced me they were not well enough for school.. i wasn't 100% they were telling the truth but i gave them both the benefit of the doubt.. Jay seemed sad, very quiet, and has laid on the couch most of the morning, Bex can't put her finger on what's wrong but doesn't feel right..
I just recieved a call from my Mum, extremely distraught, our family pet 'Gilbert', a very cheeky 15 year old Springer Spaniel went into the vets today for a check up as he's not been eating well and has been really quiet (anyone who knows Springers knows this is just wrong!!) Anyway the outcome is that he has 2 tumours, non fixable ones and they have advised that he is put to sleep to avoid any further discomfort to him.
And so that's what's happening right now, the dog my daughter grew up with is going to sleep for the last time..
Did the kids sense something wrong? who know's.. Bex is uncontrolable, Jay doesn't really understand.. but you can see sadness in h
If You ..If you woke up this morning
with more health than illness,
you are more blessed than the
million who won't survive the week.
If you have never experienced
the danger of battle,
the loneliness of imprisonment,
the agony of torture or
the pangs of starvation,
you are ahead of 20 million people
around the world.
If you attend a church meeting
without fear of harassment,
arrest, torture, or death,
you are more blessed than almost
three billion people in the world.
If you have food in your refrigerator,
clothes on your back, a roof over
your head and a place to sleep,
you are richer than 75% of this world.
If you have money in the bank,
in your wallet, and spare change
in a dish someplace, you are among
the top 8% of the world's wealthy.
If your parents are still married and alive,
you are very rare,
especially in the United States.
If you hold up your head with a smile
on your face and are truly thankful,
you are blessed because the majority can,
b
Morning HumorSomething no woman should be asking herself when she neither went to sleep nor went to bed with someone else: where the hell is my bra?
proof that sleep deprivation mixed with darvacet-n is not healthy.
Have a good day.
It's Been FunWell everyone, it's been a whole lot of fun, but it's time for me to move along. I have made a lot of great friends here and met some really great people, but due to personal issues, I am closing this account down as of December 2. This has nothing to do with anyone here, and I'm sure that there will be rumors and all kinds of things, but the simple truth is, I need to do this. I love all of my friends and family and will miss you more than you'll ever know, but I have too many irons in the fire and it's time to do the right thing for me. Take care and "Be excellent to each other!"
Have fun and rate EVERYONE high, because EVERYONE has SOMETHING great to offer!
Farewell FUBAR!!
I Survived The After Thanksgiving Shopping Spree...Good Morning… Did you survive this past weekend? I said two years ago I would never, ever do that Friday after Thanksgiving shopping thing again. Apparently I lied! I had to be out of my mind going down with the girls to the local frenzy I mean mall. Holey smoke were there a ton of people up and ready for physical punishment of the shopping kind. Let me give you an idea…At a local Kohl’s department store we were in there at 5:20am and in line… in line which meant you were either all the way down one side of the store and verging on having your back up against the wall leading to their storage room or on the other side and somewhat the same outcome…and this was at like 5:40am…my gosh were there a lot of people in that store let alone seeing a local “Best-Buy” store having about 150 people in line just to enter the store…what electronic devise were everyone after? I had no clue but knew I wanted no part of that… We returned home at 9:00am and looked to have saved 600-800 dollars.. I just
I Almost Lost EverythingIm sitting here, at the computer, its 3:12 in the morning and I'm listening to the sound of breathing coming from 2 different rooms in the house. The first is from my girlfriend Kristin, whom I love, and who loves me despite my many flaws and limitations. The second is coming from the room immediately to my left, where Gabriel and Natalia have fallen asleep in the same bed, after another day of proving to the world that they are the best kids alive, and deserve to have everything that they wish come true for them.
Ive done things to to hurt her, time and time again, and she has risen above my stupidity and given me chance after chance to be true. I'm editing this blog from what it was last night, because her and I both think that she is owed a public apology for everything I've done wrong, not just the latest abundance of infidelity. Kristin, I never meant to hurt you. I never meant for any of this, and I'm sorry that it's happened. You deserve better than I can give, and I know tha
133Today's Quote
My mind is a garden. My thoughts are the seeds. My harvest will be either flower or weeds.
-Mel Weldon
Guild WarsMan I have been playing the heck out of this game. I told my GF she should play and we both play daily even if its just for an hour or so.
If you play it my name is Malik Dankirk.
Love Is ..Mercy is Love being gracious.
Eloquence is Love talking.
Prophecy is Love foretelling.
Faith is Love believing.
Charity is Love acting.
Sacrifice is Love offering itself.
Patience is Love Waiting.
Endurance is Love abiding.
Hope is Love expecting.
Peace is Love resting.
Prayer is Love communing.
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Livin Life 2 Tha FullestAs you go thru life you learn alotta things . Most of them normally end up being the hard way too! I know i've previously learned sumthing and it was the hard way. But most of the time learning this way helps you alot! I know it did me. I learned alot from this mishap. Esp who really cares about me and who is really there for me. I know most people got alot of friends that are real close. But how close are they really? Have you ever just sit back and looked at things and realized who is really been there for you just as much as you have for them? Even at that, they may have possibly been there for you way more than you have for them and you havent even realized it! I've had alot of time to think about these little things like that. And in this time i've realized who my true friends are, that my family cares more for me than they have ever actually told me, and that you can find a certain some one who will love and care for you just as much as you have for them. And im here to tell you,
Life Is Set Up WrongThe life cycle is all backwards.
You should die first, you know, start out dead, get it out of the way. You wake up in an old age home, feeling better every day. You get kicked out for being too healthy, go collect your pension, then, when you start work, you get a gold watch on your first day. You work 40 years until you're young enough to enjoy your retirement. You drink like a fish, party your ass off, and screw anything that moves - you've only got a few years left, so why not?!? Then you get ready for High School. You go to primary school, you become a kid, you play, you have no responsibilities, you become a baby, then, you spend your last 9 months floating peacefully with luxuries like central heating, spa, room service on tap, larger quarters everyday, and then you finish off as an orgasm!!!!!!!!!!!!!
--
Life is sexually transmitted.
Call Me "d" Traincause i feel if i can stay on track my baby will see i love her and wanna come back just for the moment i feel derailed but things are better now that an outsiders plan has failed so i say conjunction junction whats my function puttin an end to my self destruction since i have enough beef puttin up with someone elses grief
How Many Beleive Thiswhy do people think they can get away with everything you can't avoid vate it will alway catch up with you if you do sameone wrong you will pay no matter what you try to do to make up for it
Gf ApplicationName:
Age:
Location:
Looking for long term, short term/fun or friends with benefits:
What do you like 2 do:
Tattoos:
Piercings:
Do you drink:
Do you smoke:
Do you do drugs:
Are you in school:
What is your idea of a perfect date:
Type of music you like:
Favorite movies:
Favorite tv shows:
Do you believe in love:
Have you ever been in love?
If i was sad how would u make me feel better:
Whats your favorite food:
Are you a virgin:
Do you like 2 joke around:
Do u like car rides:
Are you playful:
Have you ever cheated:
What do think about like kissy pictures, holding hands, cute notes, ya know the "romantic stuff":
What is your favorite thing about me:
Do you crave attention:
Would you consider urself boy/gurl crazy:
Do you make the first move:
Can you speak your mind with confidence:
If something was bothering you would you bring it up or let it pass:
If you could be anything in life what would it b
Nov 26November 26, 2007
Quote of the Day
"Self-reverence, self-knowledge, self-control. These three alone lead to sovereign power."
– Alfred Tennyson
Stashwell i should have close to or over 300 stash pics i hope ppl will take some time to take a look at them and rate me ... if u find any that u like and would like to have take it or as many as u want i got alot more anyway... i hope everyone has a great day ... hugs michelle....
He Doesnt Get It (dear Mike)this is to any onyone that cares
im tired of trying and im tired of crying
tired of wonder y
y i get treated the way i do
and y i let it happen
im sick of wanting and giving so much
but recieving and getting so little.
im worth so much but i let me ppl treat me like nothing
i keep bending to appease u are u hapy yet? NO i will never be good enough for u, or her, nor him, i will never be good enough for him! but i am i am more than he deserves really, but i will never be in his dreams i will never be all he thinks about i wont be good enough.
he sleeps like a baby every night he lays down his head, while i wonder waht i have done wrong, or y i deserve thsi treatment. i will cry myself to sleep yet again while i wonder y. y he cant love me y he cant txt me y i let him in to hurt me again. and more important yet would i again? sadly the answer is yes i would let him hurt me a third time. cus twice was not enough heartach i would let it happen again. i am in love or lus
The Poem~ This Makes Me CryINTERVIEW WITH GOD
I dreamed I had an interview with God.
“So you would like to interview me?” God asked.
“If you have the time” I said.
God smiled. “My time is eternity.”
“What questions do you have in mind for me?”
“What surprises you most about humankind?”
God answered...
“That they get bored with childhood,
they rush to grow up, and then
long to be children again.”
“That they lose their health to make money...
and then lose their money to restore their health.”
“That by thinking anxiously about the future,
they forget the present,
such that they live in neither
the present nor the future.”
"That they live as if they will never die,
and die as though they had never lived.”
God’s hand took mine
and we were silent for a while.
And then I asked...
“As a parent, what are some of life’s lessons
you want your children to learn?”
“To learn they cannot make anyone
love them. All they can do
is let themselves be loved.”
“To lea
No!You are spending a lot of time with one person, though it may not be a romantic situation. A good friend or close coworker may just be absorbing most of your energy and it is all for the best.
^^^^^^nu uh, not for the best^^^^^^
My ex is driving me crazy and I'm not even staying with him yet. I thought it would be okay since we've been over for so long but he seems to think he's in love with me again...YIKES I don't want that. (or him)
I guess I'll look at it this way...the more he pushes the faster I'll get my ass to the mainland. =}
Is It A Sin?Is it a sin, to love again?
I cannot win, this pain's not fair
And yes I walked across the highest mountain
And yes I painted you a pretty sky
Now you say its over
Forgot to tell you I am sorry
Never had the time to lie
Now its like a sad old story
Why do lovers always cry
I never had the time to worry
I never had the time to try
Now you say its over
Is it a sin, to love again?
You broke me in
This won't repair
Nothing Could Be More Perfectly SaidNow I'm not one to just blog for the hell of it and I'm in one of those FUK IT moods again.
Daily Horoscope: Aquarius
For November 26,2007
Try not to over think the problems facing you at home -- just deal with them and move on. They aren't going to get any more complicated, but you do need to make sure they are dealt with quickly.
NOTHING COULD BE MORE PERFECTLY SAID.
Coming Soona movie called "be kind rewind" starring jack black . it looks funny as hell
Fuck All The Mouse Shityo for real,
I got a new mouse, and small movements i.e the width of the ratigng thing and shit are really hard to pinpoint.
BlahStill sick as hell and hurting, which sucks cause I want to draw really bad. Today was good and bad. I got to spend time with my daughter and it was bad because she doesn't really know me because 2-3 weeks inbetween visits is a long time for a toddler. My ex is finally seeing how this is ripping my heart out and when she has to leave I lose it. She has said that if I get a place closer she will leave her with me for alone time, which she denied me up until now. I think she is wanting that because of her not having time alone, but I'll take it. I Syzr sipped a little earlier and had to pass out. Woke back up hurting and am overhydrating to try and flush my system ...again.
I Am BackHi everyone I am back spo show me some love!!!!!!!!!! Have miss you all..............
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Start Cutting Tomorow MorningSo tomorrow morning I begin my cut. I'm droping my calories to about 2500 which sucks since I'm used to eating nearly 4000 calories to help pack on mass. Not to mention I'm going back to 4 cardio sessions per week, and an intense ab workout 3 times per week.
So hopefully this will only take about 10 to 12 weeks to get me below 5% bodyfat. I'm hoping not to lose any muscle in the process since I've worked pretty hard to pack it on.
Liars!I have so many liars in my life ight now, i wanna become a mad man and start axing people's heads off and mount them on spikes around my yard!
Im usualy the calm headed one, the one people come to, the one that listens and listens with no come back for them. Now ive heard to much and said nothing! now the tables turn. ;)
Tan xx
Dark blessings
Kiss Me ? Muahhhhh! LolMistletoe Game
The 1st person to message you saying "I'd kiss you under the mistletoe.", will be your Fubar sweetheart.
You'll be surprised just who wants to be yours.
You have to do this even if you are taken!
GOOD LUCK
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Lifes A Bitchwell i aint posted a blog for a while so im ganna say that i have been taught how to have a good life and bee good to my kids and now since i have helped once again it yet fails to work.
i was raised up being abused and now i have a cousin who is going through the same thing and again dcfs fails to realize what is happening to her.
but they rather herass people like me and have me re-live the past once again while a baby girl thats 1 month old lay up in hospital sick as hell.
mean while some others wants to call dcfs on the mother and father for no real reason.
but dcfs still persist to bother and heras.
whats the use of living happy and free while being lied to from dcfs.
i even went through therapy for 4 1/2 years of my life just so dcfs can use th past when i was 11-12 years old when i was all messed up in the head.
but while those who have made a baby girl who is sick get away with it while we the good people get blamed for putting babies and or kids in harm to where
I Don't Want To Say Good-byeI don't want to say good-bye
I wish the sun will never rise,
In my arms you'd stay all night,
I can see forever in your eyes,
When I hold you close and tight.
I wish your kisses will never end,
If just for a moment time stands still,
Not only my lover, but my best friend,
My most treasured dreams you fulfill.
I wish that our hands will never part,
Stay beside me, I'll guide the way,
Your the reason for my beating heart,
The thought that starts and ends each day.
I wish that together we will grow old,
Nothing makes me smile the way you do,
We'll be the greatest fairy tale ever told,
I promise my love will never be untrue.
I wish the sun would never rise,
When we're apart I want to die,
I can see forever in you're eyes,
And I don't want to say good-bye.
In Case Anyone Noticedme hasbeen lacking for a while well allow me to tell a short but interesting tale..... a few months ago i began having trouble smoking then breathing became more and more of a chore so i finally bit the bullet and went to the doctor they said i had bronchitus they gave me an inhaler lo and behold it didnt work then they said i had asthma and gave me steroids lo and be hold it didnt work now 2 months have passed and im sent for an x ray they find a lump in my chest so then a cat scan finds it presed between my lung an my heart yay me but im told it can probly be done away with with an injection so i go for a biopsy meaning to be impailed which ends up puncturing my lung and causin internal bleeding and convulsions so i spend 3 days in icu again yay me another month later i get to know my lump is 6 inches long and 2 1/2 wide and i cancerous oh joy many surgeons refuse to operate on me saying its too risky so im off to a heart specialist lets skip to the end i had an almost unheard of ra
Mcdonalds Beef__________________________________________________ McDonald's Beef
I'm sure those of you who aren't in the cattle business don't understand the issues here. But to those of us who who's living depends on the cattle market, selling cattle, raising the best beef possible... this is frustrating. As far as my family, we don't eat at McDonald's much (Subway is our choice of fast food), but this will keep us from ever stopping there again, even for a drink.
The original message is from the Texas Cattle Feeders Association. American cattle producers are very passionate about this. McDonald's claims that there is not enough beef in the USA to support their restaurants. Well, we know that is not so. Our opinion is they are looking to save money at our expense. The sad thing of it is that the people of the USA are the ones who made McDonald's successful in the first place, but we are not good enough to provide beef.
We personally are no longer eating at McDonald's, which
Crying In The RainCrying in the Rain
Walking empty streets, alone at night
Lifeless surroundings, no one in sight
Hollow footsteps, echo strangely 'round
Thunder booms overhead, an ominous sound
Raindrops falling slow, from the stormy sky
Teardrops rolling forth, from my saddened eyes
Disguising no more, all this hidden pain
Letting it all go, into the welcome rain
Crying in the rain, so no one can see
Sorrow and suffering, that's become of me
All these tears, crying from a bleeding heart
How much more can it stand, being torn apart
Living all these years, in deepest regret
The love that's evanesced, I can never forget
Those wonderful memories, still fresh in mind
No matter how I try, to leave them behind
Wandering in this rain, drenched to the skin
Letting it wash away, all the pain within
Every tear that falls, from these laden eyes
Ebbs the pain away, to the pouring sky
The rain slowly thins, and finally stops
Joy wells in my heart, a burden has dropped
Walking s
Living Without Your LoveLiving Without Your Love
Haunting memories, control thoughts
Dark shadows all around
Blinded by agonizing pain
Curled uncaring on the ground
Happiness left long ago
Darkness and heartache abound
Screaming, moaning, cry's of grief
Are now the only sounds
Nothingness wraps around me
Blanketing my soul
Needing you to hold me
My life has become so cold
Trying to go on without you
To me an impossible task
Living without your love
I don't think that I can last
SleepSleep
Delicate white blankets suffocating,
crushing breaths against empty stone.
Winds adrift upon fading dreams,
arcane visions clouding liberty.
Smoothed tightly in a frozen grasp,
frolicking amounts disperse.
Desperation a well known friend,
cradled within a self embrace.
Translucent fingers graze at sanity,
bathed upon soulless abandonment.
Awaiting the silent haze of darkness,
till death touches my sleep.
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Back In HellWell im back in hell some where i dont want to be all cause i am scared to be around my husband cause all the pain he seems to cause me I do love him i just wish hed get his head out of his ass and grow up and stop telling lies on me and i sure the hell wish hed stop listning to people that dont know the whole truth or just want him to be unhappy cause there are I had to go to the emergancy room tonight all cause i had a panic attack and a migrain so i had a fun day i just wish i could return to 2 years ago and redo alot of things and make sure me and my husband never went to ft drum ny that was the worst mistake of our lifes well anyways ive got to get off the computer and get some sleep its 3 am and i have alot of crap to do today so loves ya everyone and doug if you read this i do love you an miss you i just wish youd actually just give us a chance and stop believing all the lies you made up to push me away and make me look bad good night
Ex's MotherSome of you all know why my last relationship ended it was because my ex boyfriend of 7 yrs decided that crack/meth was more important than us (me and the kids, his being one of them)He chose a path I was not going to put up with. so I ended the relationship in march of 2007.
His mother calls me the next day to find out what happened so i explained to her everything. by the time it was all said and done i was made out to be a lying bitch and so on....I have not heard from this woman since march!
so tonight I'm sitting here I decide to check my email only to find a message from his mother.
Hope things are going well for you and the children. I'm sorry things
didn't work out for you and Joe. That doesn't mean we can't communicate
if you will. I would like to keep in touch with my granddaughter. Will
you send me new pictures from time to time and let me know how you are
doing? I do miss seeing her. Thanks ahead of time. Phyllis
and let me add this too he (my ex) the fath
Domestic ViolanceThe international day of domestic violence.
We as men condemn:
Men that are unable to distance themselves from violence and use physical solutions.
Men that are not able to control their personal frustrations and use force to impose their point of view.
Men that are able to use any kind of aggression verbal or physical against women or children.
I am appealing to all men to condemn domestic violence and join the protest against the use of any aggression.
MEN THAT USE VIOLANCE AGAINST WOMEN ARE NOT MEN
Very MovingThere was a blind girl who hated herself because she was blind.
She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her.
She told her boyfriend, "If I could only see the world, I will marry you."
One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her. When the bandages came off, she was able to see everything, including her boyfriend.
He asked her,'Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?'
The girl looked at her boyfriend and saw that he was blind. The sight of his closed eyelids shocked her. She hadn't expected that. The thought of looking at them the rest of her life led her to refuse to marry him.
Her boyfriend left her in tears and days later wrote a note to her saying: 'Take good care of your eyes, my dear, for before they were yours, they were mine.'
This is how the human brain often works when our status changes.
Only a very few remember what life was like before, and who was always by their side in the most painful situations.
Life Is a
Some Feelings.Well the holidays have arrived and seem to be coming full speed ahead. This is the time to rejoice and give thanks. And yes the Lord has blessed me with so many wonderful things and I am very grateful for every single one. I thought Thanksgiving would have been a rough day for me. Being how this year was the first year I ever spent it away from my family. But it turned out to be a wonderful day. This was the first I spent it with Selina (my best friend) and her family. This year I definitely thankful for having such wonderful friend who throughout time have definitely become my family. (If that makes sense).
I won’t sit here and say that everything is fine and I am ok. This time of year has been the roughest time for me in the past 8.5 years. Thanksgiving was the last holiday I spent with my dad. It was just 2 weeks after Thanksgiving my family and I were in an awful car accident on our way to my grandmother’s funeral and then 2 weeks later my dad passed away due to complications f
Think Fast - Another Survey1. Would you get back with your last ex if you could? Absolutely NOT!
2. What color shirt are you wearing? Blue
3. Would you kiss anyone on your friends list? I have already!!! =)
4. Do you have a 'thing' for someone on your friends list? Yes, indeed I do.
5. How many people on your top friends list do you know in real life? A few
6. How many kids do you want to have? Lots
7. Do you have a good relationship with your parents? Yes
8. What name would you want besides the one you have? None
9. Would you ever make out with someone of the same sex? Done that...
10. What did you do for your last birthday? Recovered from surgery.
11. What's your main ringtone on your phone? Hey there delilah
12. What time did you wake up today? 4 pm
13. What were you doing two nights ago? playing on fubar.
14. Do you like having your hair pulled? when its long.
15. Name something you can't wait to do. see my friend again!
16. Last t
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NeverNever in my life... have I felt such pain.
Never have I felt so betrayed.
Never have I hated myself more.
Never have I hated humanity with such a passion.
Never have I hated emotions with such a fervor.
I have a need to be numb.
I don't want these feelings.
I don't want to feel anything at all.
Some will say I'm emo
Some will say I'm just another depressed kid.
Maybe so.
But it's what I am.
I am nothing but a mass of emotions that make no sense.
I am nothing.
This World MordredMany years in the aftermath of nuclear holocost the earth still lay baren, void of life, but through the ashes of caos and bloodstained streets arose a strange new world. A savage world of soecery and superscience.A world in many ways parallel the world of Aurthorian legend, so we will call this world Mordred. The people of this world for the most part are a humble and innocent people struggeling in everyday life to survive but, a small few have begun to mutate and form a new higharchy of cannibals, sorcerers and demonic creatures that randomly attack and slay the innocents then return to their subterrainian kingdom taking bodies for food and the living to farm as cattle and slaves.For this reason the people of Mordred live in constant fear of their everchanging environment and huddle in masses in order to try and survive the brutal onslaught of attacks waged against them.Among these people is a man; simple of mind; barren of deep or provoking thought. A man that others see as a life
True Lovetrue love is when someone holds on to you through good and bad
true love is someone that loves ya no matter what
true love is when your spouse knows your wrong but doesn't argue with ya
true love is someone like us dancing under the moon after every thing we've been through
true love is when they don't hit you even when there going through a lot
this is true love
Song.im your cosmic
youre my steller
unique on a universal, starry adventure
a trip across uncharted skys
youre radiance surpass my eyes
a broaded visual of having everything
my internal cosmic heartbeat
im youre external solar system
our righteous universe
happiness and joy, together we stand
hand in hand we face the harshness of man
we wont fall in this worlds game
well sing this song, together we made.
My Ignornce And Pridemy pride got in my way and i let it control me you are the best friend a nerd like me can have and i blew it on stupid pride.FOR THAT I AM SORRY SWEETY and i hope there is a way i can make it up to you.
Do You Know Me??How Well Do You Know Me?
Answer These Question and Find Out......
My name:
Summarize me in one sentence:
Where did we meet?
Take a stab at my middle name?
How long have you known me?
When is the last time that we saw each other?
Do I drink?
Do I smoke? .
Do I do Drugs?
Am I happy?
Am I a good person?
What was your first impression of upon meeting me/seeing me?
What's one of my favorite things to do?:
Who Do i love more than my life?
Am I funny?
Have you ever made me smile..if so when?
What's my favorite type of music?
Have you ever seen me cry?
Can I sing?
What is the best feature about me?
Am I shy or outgoing?
Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules?
Do I have any special talents?
Would you call me preppy, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, nerdy, snobby, or something else (what)? .
Have you ever hugged me?
Kissed me?
Have you ever seen me naked?
What is my favorite food?
Am i a good cook?
I Thought It Was FunnyThis is long but definitely funny and worth reading.
A pastor concluded that his church was getting into very serious
financial troubles. While checking the church storeroom, he discovered
several cartons of new bibles that had never been opened and distributed.
So at his Sunday sermon, he asked for three volunteers from the
congregation who would be willing to sell the bibles door-to-door for
$10 each to raise the desperately needed money for the church.
Jack, Paul and Louie all raised their hands to volunteer for the task.
The minister knew that Jack and Paul earned their living as salesmen and
were likely capable of selling some bibles. But he had serious
doubts about Louie who was a local farmer, who had always kept to
himself because he was embarrassed by his speech impediment. Poor
Louis stuttered badly. But, NOT WANTING TO discourage Louis, the
minister decided to let him try anyway.
He sent the three of them away with the back seat of their cars st
SurveySince I put this up in my stash - I'm going to start filling it out. Then what I would like is for those of you are interested in doing so, to copy and paste the survey and post your answers in your own blog...
1. I love knowing that I am a compassionate person.
2. Right now I want to find true happiness.
3. I feel like crap!
4. I hate it when people don't understand the simplest things.
5. I fear dying in a tragic way.
6. I'm lonely without I can't speak his name - but he knows who he is.
7. I need to be strong
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8. Today I was bored.
9. Tomorrow I'm doing the same as I did today.
10. I just love fubar!!!
11. I want to meet great people in my lifetime.
12. I'm hungry for a piece of pumpkin pie.
13. I love it when I am complimented.
14. I'm afraid of losing my loved one.
15. I'm listening to my tapping of the keys on the keyboard.
16. I'm wearing jammies.
17. I wish I was in Australia
18. I'm craving pumpkin pie.
19.
Whose Your Vampire Personality?Whose your Vampire personality? (images)created with QuizFarm.com
You scored as DraculaYou are the smooth sexy cool Dracula. Patient and lustful. If you were any cooler youd be ice. Great style with a way of seducing those around you. And three brides who wouldn't want to be him.
Dracula
100%Lestat
100%Marius
100%Akasha
100%Deacon Frost
83%Blade
83%Spike
83%Armand
83%Angel
83%Louis
Psalms 37: The Insecurity Of The Wicked. A Psalm Of DavidFor my friend Kevin aka Okiwa002
1 Fret not thyself because of evildoers,
neither be thou envious against the workers of iniquity.
2 For they shall soon be cut down like the grass,
and wither as the green herb.
3 Trust in the LORD, and do good;
so shalt thou dwell in the land, and verily thou shalt be fed.
4 Delight thyself also in the LORD;
and he shall give thee the desires of thine heart.
5 Commit thy way unto the LORD;
trust also in him; and he shall bring it to pass.
6 And he shall bring forth thy righteousness as the light,
and thy judgment as the noonday.
7 Rest in the LORD, and wait patiently for him:
fret not thyself because of him who prospereth in his way,
because of the man who bringeth wicked devices to pass.
8 Cease from anger, and forsake wrath:
fret not thyself in any wise to do evil.
9 For evildoers shall be cut o
What Subcategory Of Goth Fits You?What subcategory of Goth best fits you?created with QuizFarm.com
You scored as Romantic GothYou are a romantic goth, better known as a traditional goth. You are probably quickly identified as a goth by outsiders. Black lace, bats, and moonlit cemetaries are just a few of your favorite things. Click on my name to take my other tests if you liked this one.
Anything-Goes Goth
100%Romantic Goth
100%Old-school Goth
92%Fantasy Goth
83%Death Rocker
75%Perky Goff
67%Ethereal Goth
67%Industrial/Rivet-Head
67%Confused Outsider
Morbid CrossYour religion of hate, judges and kills
all that is sacred
taking a symbol of holiness
passing on lies and make it meaningless
Morbid cross is all I see, when I look at you
preaching on deaf ears, blinded by greed
you see only what you want
Morbid Cross - a symbol of Christianity
Morbid Cross - the sign of Christ
Morbid Cross - what have you bled for ME
A sign that you should have been casted out
when i look at you all I see is a MORBID CROSS
Begging for money killing for your god
saying there is only one, read your book
you will find you r out of your mind
Morbid Cross - a symbol of Christianity
Morbid Cross - the sign of Christ
Morbid Cross - what have you bled for ME
TormentTorment unforgotten are a child screams of pain. Beaten without mercy; abused with no restaint. Onslaught with no reprisal, see the hate through this childs eyes. Unforgiven of his pain till you suffer his demise.Can't you see the hate you breed or the monster you create?Will you even say you're sorry when you see that it's too late? Torment unforgotten are a childs screams of pain. Beaten with no mercy till the tears fall like rain.
Mirror With Blind EyesLooking in the Mirror with blind EYES
feeling the pain that bring us to our Knees
reaching up for you in the sky
missing you in my dreams
oh what can this mean
or what is to become of me
living life from the bottom of the glass
asking the question will this Pass
never knowing if you were truly loving me
as I was looking in the mirror with blind eyes
my heart is tell me I can't see
so I reach for you in the Sky
smoking gun in hand
there is no where for me left to stand
I have become only half a man
falling into the sea where is the land
I was looking in the mirror with blind eyes
Reaching for you in the SKY
It Hurts!=== '~ RisinAngel ~ Co Owner of Metallore Lounge ~ Club F.A.R. ~ Careful I Bite ~' spewed forth the following at '2007-11-25 21:47:56'..
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> > > > You stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists.-You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.You go out to lunch, and comp
An Old PoemWednesday, February 15, 2006
A poem called broken angel
Current mood: artistic
whisping winds glide past my skin. I turn to see who's there and theres nothing but a shadow of my reflection. A lake of tears filled with sorrow and redemption lye just up the hill of desperation for hapiness.I feel water fall from my eyes filled with pain i can no longer hide. What use to be a walk through hell to find out now only takes i glance to realize, to realize i am hurting. Falling apart like an angel who has lost her way, i know not which way to turn. Drained of energy from trying to shield her heart, which is a failling mission, she crys. Not having anyone to open up to, because she refuses to let her gaurd down, the broken angel comes to a realization that she must pick herself up and regain her right to soar above the pitty of this world, but how do u begin to heal what is constantly being betrayed, broken, and destroyed, her heart. Knowing that for a while she will be lost. but wha
Old Blog How I FeelHere we go. I just watched the sick post on my site maybe this one will get around out there as well. My name is Daniel Dorough and this isn't going to be pretty nor is it going to be politically correct. However this is my thought always.
How about we pass a law up in DC that will help end these stupid people from breeding. The law won't be passed cause it isn't "their fault" or "its inhumane" for a modern civilized society to wrap their minds around.
To these sick people that agree with the quotes above I have one thing for you. GO FUCKEN JUMP OFF A CLIFF! You punish people that leave their dog outside for 2 days in 100 degree heat. Yet you can't bring yourselves to punish even more harsh the people that beat women and kids. Rape women and kids. All because it is "INHUMAINE".
It wasn't the childs fault he/she didn't have a choice. Well guess what neither did the dog. Sex offenders can get out only to repeat the past. Oh there is a list. However when the lawyers that go to f
What Vampiric Power Do You Possess?What vampiric power do you most possess?created with QuizFarm.com
You scored as PerceptionYou have the power of perception!! you are most in tune with your surroundings. Come play with me!
Shape shift
100%Perception
100%Charisma
100%Shadow walking
100%Mind Control
100%Telepathy
75%
Spitting MetalSpitting metal, screaming, spewing blood into the eyes of the world. Gnashing teeth my anger builds 'till an onslaught of hate is unfurled. Anguish, tormented by memories; my nightmares arise from my past. Nemesis, my enemies know revenge rises then strikes fast.This is not who I am but who I am forced to be.No one seems to understand the hate I hold is for me.If I find a weakness I must destroy it then start again. The pain I hold inside of me makes me stronger in the end.
What I WantThe One For me
a love that desires my heart to be true.
somewhere out there is you.
to make me smile
to make want to stick around for a while.
gentle eyes, gentle soul.
you should make me whole.
show me a world that once was unknown
to my eyes. A world with no lies.
fill my stomache with butterflies.
let me know with you there will be no pain
and if i fall in love i will still be sane.
never promise forever if you cant see tomorrow.
Never leave me with tears of sorrow.
Always be there to catch me when i fall.
Be able to here your name when i call.
Someday i'll find you, you the one for me.
Just PoemFriday, September 08, 2006
thougts
Unfinished
Lost in life, in my heart it feels as though there is a knife. So many scars to remind me of my past. Everything spinning so fast. I cant catch up with what i ran from in fear, because i couldnt bare to shed a tear. But now i have grown to know that with ignoring my obstacles i have nothing left to show. A song of sorrow that i dread to hear tomorrow.
Ladies Who DisappearGreetings.
I use humor to bring out the happier side of online friendships as we all know this is a difficult situation.
Although I write many things to you fubar women to draw attentions to all that is good about this Lifestyle...
There are too many judges and no convicts nor guilty while we first get better acquainted.
Time is what this takes not criticism or rapid decisions before anything serious has been discussed.
Confusion is a way of life... nobody knows more and no one decides who knows less.
Experience is what I have to offer and it is the only Guidance I provide to you.
I am finding it troublesome here on fubar that so many women offer Me their messenger ID to add so that we can talk more privately and with greater ease than is possible with the shout box...
Only to become angered or resentful that I am not like other males they find while searching online such as here inside fubar.
READ MY PROFILE BEFORE YOU PROVIDE MESSENGER INFO ONLY TO DROP OUT OF SIGHT BECAUSE
Fuwedding InviteBROKEN ANGEL & DOUGHBOY
WEDNESDAY,NOVEMBER 28th,2007 IN JENS BBW FORTRESS @ 12:00AM EST CLICK THE PICTURE BELOW TO COME SEEE US EXCHANGE OUR VOWS
(repost of original by 'ANGEL OF VENGENCE~*~MENTAL MADNESS CO~OWNER' on '2007-11-25 22:07:16')
(repost of original by 'Doughboy~Bartender for Jens BBW Fortress~Brokens Future Fuhubby 11/28' on '2007-11-25 22:10:42')
(repost of original by '~~Mom~~youngblackthor fubar freak' on '2007-11-25 22:14:27')
(repost of original by 'Broken Angel~~Bartender for Jens BBW Fortress~~Doughboys Future Fuwifey 11/28~Nails Stalker' on '2007-11-25 23:30:56')
What Kind Of Vampire Are You?What Kind of Vampire are You? (Pics)created with QuizFarm.com
You scored as Vampire LeaderYou are a Vampire Leader, you care about your clan of childer, and others who look up to you.
Clan Member
100%Rogue Vampire
100%Vampire Leader
100%
Fuwedding InvitationBROKEN ANGEL & DOUGHBOY
WEDNESDAY,NOVEMBER 28th,2007 IN JENS BBW FORTRESS @ 12:00AM EST CLICK THE PICTURE BELOW TO COME SEEE US EXCHANGE OUR VOWS
Voodoo ChildI was born by the light of the moon on the bayo in the middle of june.I was bottled on hemlock and blood and raised by the wolves in the murk and the mud.I'm wild,oh yes I'm wild.I'm a motherfucking voodoo child, so when you hear the storms coming you had better start running.I was killed at the age of thirteen then resurected by a demon queen, now I feast on flesh in the night; bask in the blood and run by moonlight. I'm wild, oh yes I'm wild.I'm a motherfucking voodoo child, so when you hear the storm coming you had better start running.I've got venom running through my veins. I've got magotts crawling through my brains.I'm insain as hell and you wanna know why? 'Cause I'm a man that can never die. I'm wild, oh yes I'm wild.I'm a motherfucking voodoo child, so when you hear the storm coming you had better start running......or your gonna die!
Wedding Invite!!!! Be There!!!BROKEN ANGEL & DOUGHBOY
WEDNESDAY,NOVEMBER 28th,2007 IN JENS BBW FORTRESS @ 12:00AM EST CLICK THE PICTURE BELOW TO COME SEEE US EXCHANGE OUR VOWS
About My BrotherASTOUNDING EFFECT
suddle and calm
held in my palm
a beautiful soul
that once made me whole.
A bond that could never be broken.
a love left unspoken.
Your heart was the token.
A pain so deep
it will forever run in my vains.
Your fragile little body is what kept me sane.
Now that your gone things will never be the same.
Now i am left in shame.
I left you behind
and your smile will always remind me,
your future i could never see.
And now the one hurting is me.
My dear little brother how could this be?
WeirdIts always funny how some people cry and whine about things they hate and dont like. Then they do it themselves or let it happen. If you dont like it or think its wrong then Why did you let it happen?
"Oh I loved him/her!"
"I thought I could change him/her."
"He/she is a good friend so its ok."
So why make exceptions? Dont you stand for anything? Come on now do you not have any confidence in what you get so mad at?
WEIRD!
Mistletoe GameMistletoe Game
The 1st person to message you saying "I'd kiss you under the mistletoe.", will be your Fubar sweetheart.
You'll be surprised just who wants to be yours.
You have to do this even if you are taken!
GOOD LUCK
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I Just Love To Write PoetryWhen the light falls and the dark swollows you whole.
you almost feel as though you soled your soul.
You have been told that you have a darkness in your eyes
Everything you have ever said has been a lie.
You woke up to see that everything was just a figment of your imagination
your hearts exaggeration.
Which way do you turn
When whats left of your soul burns
What Is Your Connection With DarknessWhat is your connection with darkness? [pics]
Your connection with darkness is through your interest in vampires. These occult beings fascinates you immensely. Their lives are simply something you would kill for, and if you would have the opportunity to be sired, you would. Living a mortal kind of life is too ordinary and tedious. You aren't necessarly evil just because of this interest/obsession, you just can connect with them and their lifestyles. To belong to a specil group of "people" in which "superpowers" come with the deal is appealing. Though most people have a hard time understanding this, and chances are you're a social outcast. Perhaps you hate your current life and therefore developed this interest, to escape reality.Take this quiz!
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Ramblinghey. you know you're comimg alive once again from your months off as a dead person walking when you're in a book store and instead of passing by the cute boy at the counter with tears in your heart you spin in circles looking for something to buy just so he can "check you out" or so to speak. an excuse to go to his register.
and then instead of walking out of the store like a zombie, ready to go home and be sad about something (anything) you suddenly realize your worst fear of the day is walkingthrough the door and praying the alarms dont go off. like you had stolen something when you didnt. then all eyes are on you. and you never enter the store again the same way.
ok. that was random. up late thinking.
goodnight.
Marriageok, so how the hell do you know if its time to get married? im divorced, didnt want to get married to begin with. but i did. kinda confused now. when do you really know? i GOT bad experiences now, so even the thought makes me queezy. This girl I know got married the other day. How can you know when its the right time? ITS ALL FUCKIN CONFUSSING!
A Trip To The HospitalOh me and my stubborn ass. I went to workout today thinking that i can start off where i left off which was about a MONTH ago, but I did try to take it easy. I worked my arms, and some abs for a bit. I went downstairs to the counter and requested the racquetball gear. Just then I felt light headed. I asked for a Powerade. Next thing I remember was someone was smacking me in the face, "Dude. you okay?" I thought I was dreaming and was about to nod back off when he was like no no no. Bastard. So they took off my headphones, put a towel on the back of my head. . .and from what I hear I hit hard enough that i bounced up and hit again. They put me on the board which was very uncomfortable. It took about 20 minutes to get to the hospital. It didnt take long to get processed and my head and chest Xrayed. I was a smartass from the time I regain conscienous. I was out maybe a minute.
Long story short they found I have an Enlarged heart. So now I need to go see a Cardiologist. The thing that
Why Do I Even Bother TryingI GUESS IT PAYS TO BE A NASTY BITCH, I TRY SO HARD TO BE NOTICED BY THIS ONE GUY I AM CRAZY ABOUT AND HE DONT EVEN KNOW I EXIST,I GIVE MY ALL IN RELATIONSHIPS IM FAITHFUL AND HONEST AND CAN BE TRUSTED, ALL I GET ARE DISAPPOINTMENTS AND HURT. HE IS INTERESTED IN THE TYPE WHO CAM AND FLASH THIER SHIT AND THAT JUST ISNT ME. SO IF HE WANTS TO DEVOTE ALL HIS ATTENTION TO THE "IT" GIRLS AND IGNORE ME.THEN I GUESS ITS BEST FOR ME TO NEVER TELL MY TRUE FEELINGS.
Holes With In The Quilt Of LifeAs I faced my Maker at the last judgment, I knelt before the Lord along with all the other souls Before each of us laid our lives like the squares of a quilt in many piles. An Angel sat before each of us sewing our quilt squares stogeather into a tapestry that is our Life.
But as my angel took each piece of cloth of the pile, I noticed how ragged and empty each one of my squares was. They were filled with giant holes. Each square was labeled with a part of my life that had been difficult, the challenges and temptaions I was faced with in everyday life. I saw hardships that I endured, which were the largest holes of all. I glanced around me. Nobody else had such squares. Other than a tiny hole here and there, the other tapestries were filled with rich color and the bright hues of worldly fortune. I glazed upon my own life and was diheartened. My angel was sewing a ragged pieces of cloth togeather, threadbare and empty, like binding air. Finally the time came when each life was
Thought Of Suicideto all those who want to take the easy way out, let me tell you it is not the easyway out, life is far too short to try to step out by suicide, it causes more pain to everyone around, much more pain than one would think, they think that hey i will be out of pain and my family and friends wont hurt anymore but please think about it the ones it hurts the worst is family and friends, if one is having some problems seek out someone you feel that you can talk to stand tall, and stand your ground. it is hard sometime when you have been put down or hurt constantly but it will get better. just turn it over and let the almighty one have it. i know that i was not ready to go and i saw the pain that it would cause the ones that were loved the most but the one that caused the pain and hurt just continued to cause the pain and hurt this did not phase them at what they had caused one to do so please just turn it over and seek the help and seek the love of the almighty creator of all much love to
Is Love Suppose To Hurtwhat does love mean to you? is love really suppose to hurt? can anyone tell me why when you really care about someone that they seem to want to hurt your feelings. maybe they dont do it intentially but maybe they do and you just dont want to see it that way. sometimes i am so lost for words when someone comes and asks me what they are suppose to do when someone that they feel they love says such ugly things to them and i tell them that this is not love. but yet they tell them they love them then they say dont ever call or text them anymore but the very next day the person calls the one they tell that too and begs for forgiveness. you know that this person was hurt so bad and deeply by another and maybe they are afraid to love another because of this but you try to explain that this is not love and the person that you are explaining this to doesnt want to accept that this is a form of abuse. then they tell you that i really love them and i know that they care about them. you just dont k
Marriedme and wvhellcat got married
Lenny Kravitz - Can't Get You Off My MindLife is just a lonely highway
I'm out here on the open road
I'm old enough to see behind me
But young enough to feel my soul
I don't wanna lose you baby
And I don't wanna be alone
Don't wanna live my days without you
But for now I've got to be without you
I've got a pocket full of money
And pocket full of keys that have no bounds
But then I think of lovin'
And I just can't get you off of my mind
Babe can't you see
That this is killing me
I don't want to push you baby
And I don't want you to be told
It's just that I can't breathe without you
Feel like I'm gonna lose control
I've got a pocket full of money oh yes I do
And a pocket full of keys that have no bounds
But when it comes to lovin'
I just can't get you off of my mind, yeaaah
Am I a fool to think that there's a little hope
Yeah yeahhhhhheee yeah
Tell me baby, yeah
What are the rules the reasons and the do's and don'ts
Yeah yeahhhhhheee yeah
Tell me baby tell me baby, yeah
What do you feel insid
Sagi 3Sagittarius ±Ã¼öÀÚ¸® (Ïá⢠¦¡¡ª)
Sagittarius (Latin: "Archer"), in astronomy, zodiacal constellation lying between Capricornus and Scorpius, at about 19 hours right ascension (the coordinate on the celestial sphere analogous to longitude on the Earth) and 25¡Æ south declination (angular distance south of the celestial equator). The centre of the Milky Way Galaxy lies in Sagittarius, with the densest star clouds of the galaxy. Near the western border of Sagittarius is the winter solstice, the southernmost point reached by the Sun in its apparent annual journey among the stars.
In astrology, Sagittarius is the ninth sign of the zodiac, considered as governing the period from about November 22 to about December 21. It is represented either by a centaur shooting a bow and arrow or by an arrow drawn across a bow. The identification of Sagittarius as a mounted archer was made by the Babylonians as early as the 11th century BC.
Girlfriend Application1. Your Name:
2. Age:
3. Fave Color:
4. Are you a virgin?
5.Phone Number:
6. Location:
7. Height:
8.Hair (color and style):
9.Piercings/tattoos:
HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ...
1. Are we friends?
2. Do you have a crush on me?
3. Would you kiss me?
4. ...with tongue?
5. Would you enjoy it?
6. Would you ever ask me out?
7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater?
8. hand on knee?
9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?
10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?
11.Would you walk on the beach with me?
12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me?
13. Do you/have talk about me?
14. Do you think I'm a good person?
15. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)?
16.have sex with me?
17.Do you think I'm cute?
18. If you could change anything about me -would you?
19.Would you go out with me?
20.Would you come over for no reason just to
Wrong AgainMartina McBride
~Wrong Again~
From the day we met
You made me forget
All my fears
Knew just what to say
And you kissed away
All my tears
I knew this time I had finally found
Someone to build my life around
Who'd be a lover and a friend
After all my heart had put me through
I knew that it was safe with you
And what we had would never end
Wrong again
Everybody swore
They'd seen this before
We'd be fine
And you'd come to see that you still loved me
In good time
And they said there's nothing you can do
It's something that he's going through
It happens to a lot of men
And I told myself that they were right
That you'd wake up and see the light
And I just had to wait 'til then
Wrong again
And it seemed to me the pain would last
My chance for happiness had passed
And nothing waited 'round the bend
I was sure I'd never find someone
To heal the damage you had done
And my poor heart would never mend
Wrong again
Wrong again
Something I Found Truth InThroughout the years, men have always asked me, "How do I make that first date as perfect as she expects it to be?"
I've come up with a checklist of some of my favorite first-date tactics that will leave her glowing at the end of the night. In fact, these are so good, she'll be texting or calling you within the next 24 hours expecting more of the same!
It's OK to suggest a drink instead of dinner for a first date. She dreads a potentially boring, four-course ordeal, too!
Always call her by early evening on Tuesday to confirm a Wednesday get-together -- it's the polite thing to do and it lets her know you're already thinking about her.
Be sure to leave both your home and work phone numbers. If you don't leave your home number, she might assume you have a wife or girlfriend. If you don't leave any number, she'll wonder what game you're playing.
If you want to keep the plans a surprise, at least clue her in as to what to wear. You do not want an overdressed, overstressed woman nav
New Page Backgroundhello to all my friends.just wanted you all to know i have a new background check it out and let me know what you think thanks
Just Not MyselfI’ve spent most of today in bed. Just been one of them days when you don’t want to leave the comfort of you bed. Nothing really the matter, just don’t want to leave your room or your bed. Every once in a while I guess you just need that time all by yourself .
Here lately people have been on my case a lot about how I put myself down. It is hard to explain why I do it , matter of fact I don’t think I even know anymore. It’s just one of those habits that a person does without even thinking about it. It’s not like I do it to see how many people I can make mad by doing it. It’s just one of them things that happens. There is reasons why I feel that way, but do they really matter?
It seems like all day I have been on the verge of tears. Not really for sure of why , all I know is that I have felt them stinging at my eyes all day. I guess it’s just one of them days. I first thought it was because I was catching up on last week’s General Hospital and the episodes were sad but still felt
NooooobzzzzzzzzzzzI'm not usually like this, cuz I don't really care about ratings and such, but this noob came and rated me really low. Since it was a noob, and we've all been there, I just left him a profile comment about downrating. There was one other comment there, left by someone else.
When I refreshed, the comments were gone, and then, being the shit disturber (thanks for the word RoadRage) that I am, posted another comment about deleting comments.
So, refrshed again, and alas, that comment was gone too...
So, since I'm feeling in an antagonistic mood tonight, I'm spewing forth this bulletin.
So, if anything, go tell this guy the rules and give him something to do by deleting comments... since there won't be much else for him to do with no friends.
kev76@ fubar
What Doesn't Kill Me Makes Me Stronger????Soooooo, this group I belong to has an issue. We have an issue that threatens to divide our group. The issue has to do with our property owner making a decision that has to do with what the owner beliefs is a liability issue, while our group believes it to be a personal attack. The problem is both sides are not wrong, and both sides have a point.
I fear that this one problem may cause both sides to split. I have made a point to talk to many different people, to get every point of view. Some are more level headed then others, some outright hate the other side. I just want to get to work. The hardest thing in the world is keeping a level head, and moving forward at the same time.
I have heard my name being involved in both sides, I understand things from a business point of view, but I also understand things from a group point of view. We will have to hash the whole thing out, I just wander what things will look like when the dust settles. Should be interesting........
To All My New FriendsThank you all for adding me and i ask please be patient. I will return all the love as soon as possible but being on here not as much as I would like is going to make it slow work. I appreciate your understanding and look forward to meeting y'all and getting to know you better...and barb you rock :D
Tonighttonight i get 2 watch a movie called the notebook and heard this movie is a tearjeaker so i'm getting prepared but anyways hope everyone has had a good day cause i did! well gotta run have a fun night
Do You Realize?Do You Realize?
By: The Flaming Lips
Do You Realize - that you have the most beautiful face
Do You Realize - we're floating in space -
Do You Realize - that happiness makes you cry
Do You Realize - that everyone you know someday will die
And instead of saying all of your goodbyes - let them know
You realize that life goes fast
It's hard to make the good things last
You realize the sun don'-go down
It's just an illusion caused by the world spinning round
Do You Realize - Oh - Oh - Oh
Do You Realize - that everyone you know
Someday will die -
And instead of saying all of your goodbyes - let them know
You realize that life goes fast
It's hard to make the good things last
You realize the sun don'-go down
It's just an illusion caused by the world spinning round
Do You Realize - that you have the most beautiful face
Do You Realize
New Album: Welcome To The Circus!hey there! i have a new album called "welcome to the circus" its pretty goddamn hot. and i wont say who the other person is... only that it may or may not be another girl... lol :)
so please view, rate, and comment!!!
Seriously...alright so ive only been on here for a week..i joined bc my roommate said i should try it out. a lot of the people are cool as hell. but some people are putting all their shit out there and come on now.. its a lil ridiculous. there should be a lil more class and less skank with some of the people.. LEAVE A LIL MYSTERY!! thats sexy not some of the hoochie shit ive seen. alright im just trying to give a lil advice. whatever u put out is what u attract! haaha.
Ur All I Need N This WorldAll My Love To You!
You came into my life when I needed you the most
You offered me your heart,your support and held me so close.
You guided me out of all my misery
You cared, you listened and you set all of my worries free
You gave me strength when I was weak
You reached for my hand to guided me back on my feet.
You offered me your shoulder when I need to cry
You encouraged me to stay strong and to always try.
You are like a sweet angel from the sky
You bring me so much joy and you lift my spirits so high.
You always were the one that stood by me
You assured me how beautiful my life could be.
You took away all of my pain and sadness
You gave me hope and showed patiences and erased my sorrows and madness.
You have captured my heart and soul
You are what I need you know
You are truly my very best
You stand out above the rest.
You really mean the world to me
You are everthing what true love should be.
You are not only my friend and
lover
You
100% WhoreWow what a rush. I am such a fucking whore. Here I stood in nothing but boots and collar and leash. Some stranger comes to my door, about 6’2” and scruffy and bald just as I like my men. Did not realize I found one so attractive to practice my oral sex skills for my Master. I wanted to show him what a whore his slave could be. Of course Master helped it get started and the stranger took over from there. He said I was a good little cock sucker. I licked his cock from base to shaft. I licked his balls and buried my face in them. It felt so good to be so bad. It was absolutely wonderful to be so nasty. To make it all the better, I spit on his cock and he rubbed it all over my face. What a rush it was when he made me less of a princess by spitting on me himself. Slapping his cock on my face and tongue was a rush. I kept wishing he would slap it on the pussy. Then again if he had I would have cum and that is against Master’s wishes. It would have been the belt! It was almost an orgasm as fo
History Of Me...01. Raised in:
Lowell, MA
02. Planned baby :
Yes, dad came home from the Army and they got "busy"..lol
03. Birth date:
9/19/69
04. Any siblings:
2 sisters and 1 brother
05. Youngest or oldest:
Second oldest
06. Hair color:
Medium brown with natural red highlights
07. Hair length:
Middle of back (long)
08. First school:
Abraham Lincoln School
09. Eye color:
Hazel
10. Shoe size:
7...hehe
11. Mood:
F.I.N.E. = Fucked up, insecure, neurotic, and emotional. That pretty much sums it up for today.
12. Height:
4'11"...hehe
13. Lefty/righty:
Righty
14. Shortest relationship?:
Two weeks, trust me you don't want to know...lol
15. Longest relationship?
10 years, trust me you don't want to know about this one either...lol
16. Have you ever been heartbroken?
Yes and it sucks!
17. Are you liking someone now?
I like lots of people.
18. Have you ever fallen for a friend?
Yes
19. Are you afraid of commitment?
No, I pr
NazazielSilver tendrils that reach into the universe,
in search of energy divine.
Reaching forth to grasp a beam of light,
and make it become mine.
Time'a abundant hues,
strike in multifaceted, prizmatic notes.
That resound within my soul,
Echos that my heart bespoke.
Past the Obsidian mountains,
that rise through darkened clouds.
Near the granite rimmed,
thickened pools of glossy blood.
Here she resides,
the one who gives me strength.
Nazaziel of the blood rhelm,
bound by chains of endless length.
She calls to me, in silky whispers,
" I want to come out to play."
I close my eyes and feel her near,
I do not shy away.
I feel her wings,
spring forth from my back.
All shiney and firm,
with a whiplike snap.
I feel her take control,
making my body her own.
Just to feel the touch of a man,
She makes her presence known.
The exstasy of Tantric Prana,
fills her soul with bliss.
Have you ever wondered what it was like,
to feel a demon's kiss?
Song Of The Slyphs/ Kierari's RideThis was written for my Rebbie J. Who loves me to tell him stories every night.
In a lush green glen,
two leauges from the sea.
Where the otters play,
and the dragons sing.
Up on the hill,
near the great Oak Tree.
Here the slyphs of the woods,
roam wild and free.
They sing and dance,
Feet stomping the Earth below.
To a rythm and time,
that only they could possibly know.
The shadows grow longer,
as the sunlight fades.
The time of the dark trees,
just before Shade.
I can hear them laughing,
and singing thier song.
Haunting and soothing,
Fairies join the throng..
The Magestic Oak,
limbs sway on his own.
Due to Old Magics,
that could never be known.
Butterflies, flit and dance,
and loop through the sky.
Nymphs and Satyrs,
come dancing by.
A Faun plays a flute,
with the softest of breaths.
Knowing the Earth,
playing his best.
The Moo
Sagis HeartThe SAGITTARIUS Woman
"Then it doesn't matter which way you walk," said the Cat.
"-So long as I get somewhere,"
Alice added as an explanation.
"Oh, you're sure to do that," said the Cat,
"if you only -walk long enough."
She's not always going to say the kind of things you want to hear. Most of the time, she'll curl your sideburns with her remarkable, flat statements and her embarrassing questions. But now and then she'll say something so special and splendid it will make you feel like singing.
You may need a sample. Scene: Coffee shop. You've just gotten up the courage to tell her you love her, but before you can say it, she looks at you with wide-open, guileless blue eyes-or forthright, steady brown ones- and asks you curiously, "How do you feel about being so short? Does it make you neurotic or anything?" While you're gulping, trying manfully to recover, she'll add, "You shouldn't care about it. Lots of men were short. Like Napoleon. And Fiorello LaGuardia." That'
Am I Loosing You? Jodi's Poem 09/07/07Am I Loosing You?
I don't know how you do what you do to me.
I can't get you out of my mind.
I feel your everywhere I go.
I can hear your voice inside my head.
I don't know what to do.
Life without you is so damn hard.
I know you belong to someone else.
But my heart & soul belongs to you.
My life would be nothing without you.
No more happiness.
No reason to ever smile.
All hope & faith would be gone.
I hope & pray we can stay at least friends.
Though you once said that you loved me.
I feel that I'll never hear those words again.
Please don't take away the best friend that I have.
Don't take away the only thing I have left of you.
I AmWithin your eyes...
I am Beautiful ,
I am Courageous,
I am Strength Defined,
I am Love Eternal when you feel alone,
I am Darkness Embraced,
I am Hope Realized when you have come home,
I am Peace,
I am Your Strength in times of Need,
I am your Comfort in times of Doubt,
I am cunning as a Fox that flees from the wolf,
I am your Shelter in the raging storm,
I am Mystery unknown,
I am Sensual Desire,
I am Words of Power,
I am Liquid Grace that flows from within,
I am the hand of Wrath when you have sinned,
I am Vitality in motion,
I am Goddess to your God,
I am Joy that springs forth from my heart.
I am all these things and more to you.
Within the mirror ,
you shall see.
All that was,
and all that ever shall be.
Written By: Ruth Anna Brown-Weems
Copy Right, All Rights Reserved, September 4th,2007
WaterWater revised
The original was good but I felt that some changes needed to be made since the original was written some months back. The changes in my life and emotions that seem to make most people vulnerable are out here for the world to see. It is not written for anyone but the one in the vision.
Water
The tundra calls my soul with ease,
as I take a fridgid breath of air.
Wind blows softly by my face,
playing delicately with the strands of my hair.
Singing to me a lullaby,
sent on the wind to soothe my soul.
Helping me find solidity on the ice,
giving me strength to gain control.
Fractured beams of light,
shine from a piece of ice in my hand.
Water drips from my fingertips,
puddling on the place where I stand.
I yearn for a love in all it's forms,
that I'm afraid I'll never know.
I've crossed oceans of fate,
to wind up here in the snow.
I feel such a poignant love,
just beyond my g
Fire's KissThis is about yearning for something that I so truly wish I had .* smiles* MMM The kiss of a Tantric Vampire, dark and consuming. LOL! I'm such a hopeless romantic !
Fire's Kiss
In a place, somewhere,
beyond Chaos's eternal sea.
Lies a hidden love,
that awaits for me.
Words whispered in my ear,
of only things "We" should know.
The fire that began with but a spark,
fills the night aglow.
The heat from the fire,
consumes our desire.
Your arms wrapped around me,
my handsome Tantric Vampire.
No space between our bodies,
as we find our sacred bliss.
The fire in our souls that found it's home,
that sparked infinitely from a single kiss.
I have no strength of will,
when I am within your grasp.
The delight in your fingers,
about my throat do tightly clasp.
You make me accept,
the darkness within.
My fire dragon devine,
my heavenly sin....
Written By: Ruth Anna Brown-Weems
Pan And His BrideThrough the mists and shadows,
he comes for her with eccentric Gothic flair.
Fires burn brightly on her shores,
and they sing of a maiden fair.
How he stole her heart,
up at the top of the Tor.
Thier bodies entwined together,
In the space between the worlds.
From the moment Time had begun,
she had been by his side.
The great Lord Pan,
and his lovely Elven Bride.
Colored leaves fall to the ground,
as soft Autumn blows.
The Great horned God,
and his beautifully cloven hooves.
The season changes colors,
so does her lustrous hair.
With but a flick of her finger,
she draws his sensual glare.
She turns and moves her hips,
to an unknown rythm and time.
The knowledge of what he does to her,
surpasses infinitly sublime.
Trapped by her beauty,
enthralled by his passioned kiss.
Pan touches her fine lined face,
and sends her into bliss.
Written By: Ruth Anna Brown-We
Oreodo you like Oreo cookies?
Jodi's Poem My Ray Of Sunshine 09/11/07My Ray of Sunshine
When everything was going bad for me,
no one was around,
everyone let me down.
Yet through all the gray clouds,
was one bright shining sun ray.
That ray of sunshine was you.
You help me get through so much in the last 9 months and I owe you allot.
Stoned Sour - Wicked GameWicked Game"
[Chris Isaak Cover]
The world was on fire and no one could save me but you.
It's strange what desire will make foolish people do.
I never dreamed that I'd meet somebody like you.
And I never dreamed that I knew somebody like you.
No, I don't want to fall in love.
No, I don't want to fall in love.
With you. With you.
What a wicked game to play, to make me feel this way.
What a wicked thing to do, to let me dream of you.
What a wicked thing to say, you never felt that way.
What a wicked thing to do, to make me dream of you and,
No, I don't want to fall in love.
No, I don't want to fall in love.
With you. With you.
The world was on fire and no one could save me but you.
It's strange what desire will make foolish people do.
I never dreamed that I'd need somebody like you.
And I never dreamed that I'd lose somebody like you no,
No, I don't want to fall in love.
No, I don't want to fall in love.
No I…
No I…
Nobody loves no one.
Words To Live By 2It is never to late to be what you might have been.
George Eliot (I'M LIVING THIS ONE RIGHT NOW)
Sometimes our light goes out...but is blown into a flame by another human being...Each of us owes deepest thanks to those who have rekindled this light."
Author:Albert Schweitzer (AND I GIVE THANKS TO BECKY AND FRANK FOR REMINDING ME TO CHASE MY DREAMS)
If there's something your heart wants...it's worth doing
Author unkown
I think the reward for conformity
is everyone likes you but yourself.
Rita Mae Brown
"Dream as though you'll live forever, but live as though you'll die today."- James Dean (STILL WORKING ON THIS ONE)
Hope is the thing with feathers
That perches in the soul
And sings the tune without the words
And never stops at all.
Emily Dickenson
Look, if you had one shot, one opportunity
To seize everything you ever wanted...one moment
Would you capture it or just let it slip?
Eminem
Life should NOT be a journey to the grave
Jodi's Poem 09/23/07Knowing you as much as I do,
I couldn't hold anything u do against you.
You have been a very dear and special friend,
always there 2 talk 2 when I need you,
always have something or some way,
2 make me feel better and smile.
Without you in my life, the last year,
I don't know what I would have done.
Thank you so much Jodi.
I mean that with all my heart & soul.
God bless you.
James
It's Crazy How Our Wants Over Rides Our MindsIt's crazy how our wants over rides our minds.
I have this want, this strong desire to be held by you.
I know this want, this desire cannot come to pass but I want to feel your hands on my body.
I want to feel your lips on my lips
A passionate kiss that breaths in all of you with the brush of our tongues and the slow and eager movements of our mouths.
I look in your eyes and I see that want reflict in mine and I begin to feel a tightness that I never felt before
And I want to devour you
I want to feel the full and hardness of you in my mouth and my tongue
I want to hear you moan in pleasure and scream my name
And it is getting harder and harder to resist my wants
My want to lose my fingers in your long thick hair and gently but forcefully pull that hair feeling you quiver hearing the sound of pure ecstasy ecscape your lips.
I want to hear how much you want me, how much you crave and long to be inside of me to feel my wetness around you.
I want so badly to feel you inside o
"my Neck, My Back (dirty Version)""My Neck, My Back (Dirty Version)"
All you ladies pop your pussy like this
Shake your body, don't stop, don't miss
All you ladies pop your pussy like this
Shake your body, don't stop, don't miss
Just do it, do it, do it, do it, do it now
Lick it good suck this pussy, just like you should
Right now, Lick it good
suck this pussy just like you should
My Neck, my back
Lick my pussy and my crack,
My Neck, my back
Lick my pussy and my crack
My Neck, my back
Lick my pussy and my crack
My Neck, my back
Lick my pussy and my crack
My Neck, my back
Lick my pussy and my crack
First you gotta put your neck into it
Don't stop, just do, do it
Then you roll your tongue, from the crack back to the front
then suck it off til I shake and cum nigga
make sure I keep bustin nuts nigga
all over your face and stuff
slow head show me so much love
the best head comes from a thug
the dick good dick big and long
slow fuckin til the crack of dawn
on the edge makin faces n stuff
Jodi's Poem 09/15/07My Angel.
I love you like no other.
My love comes from deep within.
I don't hold nothing back from you.
I'll never lie to you.
I'll never hurt you.
I love every little thing about you.
There's nothing I would change.
I would take care of you.
You would never have to do a thing.
Hold you in my arms when you are down.
Be your doctor & nurse when you not feeling well.
Your very special to me.
Very wonderful & precious.
There is nothing I wouldn't do for you.
Nothing I wouldn't give you.
I just wish you could see.
We belong together.
I'll take you to places inside of your self.
You have never been before.
Why should you continue to hurt?
Why should you not have the life & love you deserve?
Take my hand & don't be afraid.
For my love for you would never fade.
I've loved you since I first saw your face.
I'll love you until the stars stop shining in the sky.
I wish & pray to God you could be mine.
I'm forever yours.
Forever your HunnyBear
Shook UpWhat a night! First dealing with my ex who was sloshed (blah blah) and then driving home I almost got hit head on coming around this curve on our dark highway.
Anyway I'm back home to pack boxes, lucky me.
For The LadiesHow do you get a man aroused?
Just be there.
What are the three words a woman can always expect from a man after sex?
How was I?
When a woman is pregnant, she craves odd stuff. What does a man crave?
Other women.
Why are men obsessed with breasts?
Because women have them.
Why do married women complain about their husbands so much?
Their husbands are men.
What is a woman's wildest, raunchiest, dirtiest, sleaziest sexual fantasy ever?
A man who thinks.
Why do women always fall for the wrong kind of guy?
Is there any other kind?
What do you do if you see a field full of men?
Smile... and reload your gun.
What would get your man to put down the toilet seat?
A sex-change operation.
What do men and apes have in common?
Everything.
How many men does it take to put down a toilet seat?
I don't know; it's never been done.
Why should men work seven days a week?
So you don't have to retrain them on Monday.
What do you get when you ta
A Friend IsA FRIEND
A friend is someone true and for real,
A friend is someone who means a great deal.
A friend won't hurt you,
A friend won't lie,
A friend will never permanantly say good-bye.
A friend is there through the good times and bad,
A friend is there to cheer you up when your sad.
A friend is always there with a shoulder to cry on,
A friend is always there that you can rely on.
So, friend if you ever need someone honest and true,
Just remember ill always be here for you .
Only When.....ONLY WHEN
Friendship is a rare jewel that shines,
Only when you give it a sunny smile
Friendship is a lock that opens,
Only when you unlock your true self to it
Friendship is a song, which is sung,
Only when you know its rhythm
Friendship is a dream, which comes true,
Only when you believe in it
Friendship is a sun, which rises,
Only when your heart has set on it
Friendship is a throne, on which you can sit,
Only when you share your kingdom with it
Friendship is a path, which you will find,
Only when you know you are lost
Friendship is a hand that holds yours,
Only when you extend yours
Friendship is an album of reminiscences, which you can leaf through,
Only when you cherish it
Friendship is a lamp, which lights,
Only when you know it will assuage your heart
Friendship is a lantern, which glows,
Only when you need the warmth of it
Friendship is a language, which you speak,
Only when you know the meaning of it
Friendship is a potpourri of feelings, which you ca
Why Do Yo U Do It ?ok im a gentleman and im sorry to say this but it makes me so angry whe n a woman puts herself down like omg " im not much to look and or im fat or ugly .. wtf .. men arent that shallow to agree wit h you ..oohh ok some are but whe n some one liek me for instance tell you yo u are pretty or something geez say something better thans "well im not ".. we think yo u are for a reason . granted some men on here jsut want a fuckin hard on and someone ot masturbate too.. and then there is me .. a true freind who is out here pleading his heart out tell you, yo u and beautiful ... anyways i had ot get that off muh chest love al l of you muah
Spies Dysfunctional..videoHow we spend our holidays are really never the same or dull... The kids are so active from my messy bedroom {thanks boys} the car ride... Congress Center... Ga. Dome...etc
Dante's Inferno TestThe Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!Here is how you matched up against all the levels:LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)Very LowLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Very LowLevel 2 (Lustful)ExtremeLevel 3 (Gluttonous)ModerateLevel 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)Very HighLevel 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)ExtremeLevel 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Very High
Deff. Got A Hold On Meok listen up! i need help on this. (some of you know what i am talkin about) for those of you that do know (and care) i was ready to give up on everything. I've been hurt and left standing to pick up all the pieces way too many times and i was about to give up, when my path crossed with someone that gives me a reason to smile again. he can pick me up without saying a word (don't know if he even knows he can) he makes me smile when i can't seem to find a reason to. he is everything i have ever wanted and more. he walked into my life right when i needed someone the most. as right as this feels and as much as i don't EVER want this to end, that nagging feeling in my gut is starting to creep up. i want so bad to open up and let him in but i don't want to put myself out there to get hurt again......do i think he would hurt me? no. but the proof is right in front of my face! maybe i wanted to be that girl, the one you can call on when your life's going wrong. i don't know what i am supposed
Sex QuizStart at 50 and add or subtract points as stated for each statement that applies to you...
* Above75 means you kinda suck in bed.
* Above 50 means you are not so good in bed..and not so fun
* Below 50 means you are fun in bed
* Below 25 means you are damn great in bed!
Ready? Here we go...
-Add 10 if you are a virgin.
-Subtract 5 if You have had sex before.
-Subtract 5 more if you have had sex with more then 5 people.
-Add 5 If you have never had oral sex.
-Subtract 5 if you have had or performed oral sex.
-Subtract 2 if you have had sex in a public place.
-Subtract 3 if you have done 69.
-Add 5 If you have never had an orgasm.
-Add 5 If you cant name 3 types/brands of condoms.
-Subtract 2 if you have masturbated.
-Subtract 3 if you have fingered/ given a handjob to someone else.
-Subtract 5 if you have used someone for sex [one night stand].
-Add 5 if You have never seen someone of the opposite sex naked.
-Add 3 if you haven't been ki
More Confusion ThoughtsOk well today I had a long day being sick and all so I figgured since I am in a sarcastic mood that I would do my norm and list the things that piss me off.. so here is another set of 10 :D
1. Drug stores... yeah they piss me off... well today I have not been feeling all that well and thought that I would go right quick and pick me up some Sudafed... ok so last night I got ALOT drunk and managed to miss place my I.D and well forgot that now you get carded for that shit.. well my happy sick butt had to turn around and go BACK home and get it... now shouldent I get a discount for my time and the extra cost of my gas?
2. Tweekers. yeah nasty retarded loosers that make crap out of other crap.. this includes household stuff such as Sudafed so that my life has to be harder to get battery... I dont care if you want to put battery acid in your system thats your deal but back the hell off my meds!
3.Over rated movie adds... yeah you sit there and see this damn commercial for this movi
I'm Back But Won't Be Online Much This Week Eitherso we get home from vegas on friday and there are messages on our machine from my parents and from my sister asking us to call as soon as we get in...i knew it could not be good news!
i got a hold of my sister and was told that my grandmother was not doing very well with her health. she started going down hill on wednesday but the family did not want to call us while we were away on our vacation. we made our plan to go see her the next day but, when saturday arrived, we got a call before we got chance to go that she had passed away. I feel bummed that we did not make it in time but what could we do. I am sad that she is gone but she lived a long fruitful life. She was 97.
So we spent the weekend running around...no time to really relax and get over the jet lag...etc.
anyway the point is that I won't be online much over the next few days as I deal with viewings the funeral and getting caught up with housework and getting over jetlag. don't want anyone to think i am ignoring t
What Size Condoms Do You Need? LmfaoA man was in a long line at Walmart. As he got to the register he realized he had forgotten to get condoms, so he asked the checkout girl
if she could have some brought up to the register.
She asked, 'What size condoms?'
The customer replied that he didn't know. She asked him to drop his pants. He did.
She reached over the counter, grabbed hold of him and called over the intercom, 'One box of large condoms, Register 5.'
The next man in line thought this was interesting, and like most of us, was up for a cheap thrill.
When he got up to the register, he told the checker that he too had forgotten to get condoms, and asked if she could have some
brought to the register for him.
She asked him what size, and he stated that he didn't know. She asked him to drop his pants. He did.
She gave him a quick feel, picked up the intercom and said, 'One box of medium-sized condoms, Register 5.'
A few customers back was this teenage boy. He thought what he had seen was way to
9 Types Of Boyfriends/girlfriendsWhich one are you?
9 Types of Boyfriends
Joe Sensitive
"After I wash the dishes, let's cuddle, OK?" Also known as: Mr. Nice Guy, Family man, Honey, Darling, Soft-boiled Egg, Snugglepup
Advantages: Well-behaved; irons own shirts
Disadvantages: Irritatingly compassionate, wimpy
Old Man Grumpus
"People are stupid. The world can go to hell. Let's stay home and watch TV."
Also known as: Grumbles, Sour-puss, Stick-in-the-mud, Old Fogey, Slow Mover, Jerk
Advantages: Stays put, predictable
Disadvantages: Royal pain in the ass
Flinchy
"I--I'm sorry for whatever it was I did."
Also known as: Trembly, Creampuff, Hey you
Advantages: Jumps entertainingly when startled
Disadvantages: Easily spooked, surrenders without a struggle
Bigfoot
"Shut yer trap, I'm thinkin'."
Also known as: Chunk-style, Lummox, Ignoramus, Galoot, the Hulk, Big 'n' Dumb
Advantages: Can tote bales, is easily fooled
Disadvantages: Can break you in half, sweats like a pig
Lazybone
Poetry!I've mentioned to a few that I have dabbled in poetry and have had a few publised! I wan't to share a few of them over time with my friends here! Feel free to express your feelings.
"Our Lord,His Way!"
The Lord gave us life,
To do as we will.
Yet our lives have not changed,
And may never still.
Our minds were given to think and to plan.
To live out our lives as woman and man.
We may not be good,
and seldom seem strong!
But will live out our lives,
by what's right or what's wrong.
As Christians we'll live as intended by GOD,
To be relished with love
or punished with rod!
Tomarrow he'll come, We pray this each day,
Those who love him will go
Those who don't, they must stay!
This is our fate in a world filled with pain!
This is our fate in the Devils domain!
Im A Bitch And I Know ItNormally i just let stupid stuff roll off my shoulders...but today has been the day from hell so im going to open my mouth and scream! i will do whatever i want. and that means i will marry the man i want and no one will be able to stop me. unless of course it is him. people who think that it would be a bright idea to comment on how i run my life should stay out of my way. bc i am a bitch and i will admit it. And anyone who thinks that they can mess with my man should walk away now...bc they are wasting their time. and we only have so much. well...now that i have said that i feel much better. ^.^ ta ta y'all
Fubarok I am ranting.. not really to any of my close friends but people on this site in general, I cruise here a lot, and all I see is people begging to be rated or fanned or rate my pix or help me level!!!! It's a crock of shit, heres an idea, instead of begging people to level you.. try getting off your ass and actually rating and fanning others!!! My friends do stop by my page but when i get shout box requests and get people I don't even know asking to be fanned. Well it's stupid, I have been dumb enough to fan a few, went back a few days later and still nothing was returned. My profile says it all, I have no problem really deleting anyone. If you make it to my family then you might as well know, you are stuck w/ me. It means do actually give a shit. I like that and you know who you are, I will have your back anytime you need it even if you just need someone to chat w/ about whatever problem you might be having. I know I'm a good friend, hence the name.. I am pretty faithful and devoted
Thought For The Day Sunday 11/25/2007A thought for the day from: Peter Britt
"A brightness falls upon me this night, filling me with hope. One road before me, but not alone do I walk. Destined to follow my path now that I have found it and it, has found me. My path, no easy task to navigate, but I know the steps I take. They lead me to a place where all things come to me, where they consume me in wonderous ways and I know that which, is bestowed upon me. Few are this blessed, and my thanks is undying for those gifts I have. To know what is in my heart, is grand by any measure. More than one deserves does it hold, yet I feel undeserving of it, but I will not relinquish it, ever. Deep in the darkness, two points of brilliant light show my path. They burn ravenously within me, their fire is blinding, and I am no longer alone. Never to be again."
©2007 Peter Britt Krystal Vision productions
Something I Found In My Shoutboxlickr4u: im not liking what i see tayr27 is my real life lady so if you dont mind take the stuff you have and do away with it / lickr4u: hate to tell you but tayr27 is my real life lady / lickr4u: you really ned to change your name /
Every Woman Should HaveEVERY WOMAN SHOULD HAVE:
One old love she can imagine going back to...and one who reminds her how far she has come.
Enough money within her control to move out and rent a place of her own...even if she never wants to or needs to.
Something perfect to wear if the employer or date of her dreams wants to see her in an hour.
A youth she's content to leave behind.
A past juicy enough that she's looking forward to retelling it in her old age.
The realization that she is actually going to have an old age and some money set aside to fund it.
A set of screwdrivers, a cordless drill, and a black lace bra.
One friend who always makes her laugh…and one who lets her cry.
A good piece of furniture not previously owned by anyone else in her family.
Eight matching plates, wine glasses with stems, and a recipe for a meal that will make her guests feel honored.
A resume that is not even slightest bit padded.
A feeling of control over her destiny.
EVERY WOMAN
Missing 13yo Girl.. Help Them Out!!http://bulletins.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=bulletin.read&messageID=4892215500&MyToken=2701b33d-1d2d-4c98-b452-2a5c44d015aa
^link to the requestors plea!!
No MoreSAY GOODBYE HERSHEY
A sad story for those of us who remember
growing up with Hershey bars, and just as sad
for the generations of today. What will be
outsourced next?
Pennsylvania is a big state, but it amazes me in
this day, how some news doesn't make it over the
mountain to the front page of our papers or the top
Of our news hours in Western Pennsylvania .
Milton Hershey, this year, will be joining H. J Heinz
in rolling over in his grave. Hershey Chocolate is
moving to MEXICO ...whoopee! They're even closing
down Hershey Canada . Don't buy any more Hershey
Bars. Reese's Peanut Butter Cups are my favorite and
they are made by Hershey. But, I will not purchase
Another one!
M.S. Hershey had a dream... I will buy my OWN Sugar,
Milk, Cocoa beans, (all natural mind you!) and make candy...
(no tariffs etc..) EVEN during the depression...HE and the
Company made money...NOW some Corporate big wigs
OralThe sensations vary depending on the angle at which you approach the clitoris. Going in from the side gives lots of scope to stimulate the whole of the clitoris rather than focussing on the tip, which may be good if she's sensitive.
Your chin will also rub against her mons in this position, which may add more pleasure. She may like lying on her back while you lie between her legs as this gives easy access to the clit and vagina. If she sits on your face, you can get your tongue deeper inside her – but don't ignore that clit. And you can even approach from behind, reaching her vagina from an entirely different angle while your fingers work their magic. Which leads nicely to…
Take a different approach
…use your hands
Just because it's called oral sex, it doesn't mean you can only use your tongue and lips. Add a finger or too so that you can stimulate her G-spot while your tongue is on her clit.
…and all your oral prowess
Using the soft underside of your lips to
Laws For Women To Live By1. Don't imagine you can change a man - unless he's in diapers.
2. What do you do if your boyfriend walks out? You shut the door.
3. If they put one man on the moon - they should be able to put them all up there.
4. Never let your man's mind wander - it's too little to be out alone.
5. Go for younger men. You might as well - they never mature anyway.
6. Men are all the same - they just have different faces, so that you can tell them apart.
7. The definition of a bachelor is a man who has missed the opportunity to make some woman miserable.
8. Women don't make fools of men - most of them are the do-it-yourself types.
9. Best way to get a man to do something is to suggest they are too old for it.
10. Love is blind, but marriage is a real eye-opener.
11. If you want a committed man, look in a mental hospital.
12. The children of Israel wandered around the desert for 40 years. Even in biblical times, men wouldn't ask for directions.
13. If he asks what sort of books
Christmas Dinnercheck out my new mum i need to know what to get for christmas dinner.
My ThanksgivingWell my Thanksgiving was great this year! I started out Wednesday at my Grandfathers he is doing fine. Then on Thanksgiving day I went to my mom's house for dinner. I left to meet up with SuzyQ for Thanksgiving drove 5 hours to just to meet her. Got there and almost passed out when I saw her.She is one of the most beautiful women I have ever seen..her pictures do her no justice. She is smart,beautiful and very funny..and OMG sexy as hell. I would do anything and almost did anything for her. I meet her family they are really wacky but they are also some really good people. I felt really comfortable around them. Her sister made the most awesome rum cake it was so damn good it gave me the worst hangover I have ever had....lol. I can't wait her sister is going to email me the recipe for the that awesome rum cake. All in all I loved her family they are a really a great bunch of people. Then Suzy and I spent about 24 hours in my room drinking beer. I would not trade my time with her for anyt
Heyim bombing my pic and any one bored can come help!! thanks and have a gr8 week!!!
Turn For The Worse (from The Bulletin Board)Just left the hospital a bit ago and my son is not doing so well...He took a turn for the worse last night and his potassim is not going up but down..They have him on both his orals and IV drip but cant seem to get it to do what it needs to do..He is barely able to walk because he is so weak...They are given him pain meds every 2 hours and it dont seem to help much...Please keep praying and asking Jesus to send us a kidney soon as my son can't last much longer like this....
If you are or know anyone that would donate to my son the gift of life being a kidney in this case please contact
Rosalia Guntu - Kidney Transplant Coordonator
400 Parnassus Ave.
San Fransisco Calif.
94143
Plaza Level
Box # A68
415-353-4543
fax 415-353-8708
My sons name is Shawn Dunn
He is 26 years old...
He has 3 babies that need him very much....
God bless you all....
Blood types O and B positive and Negative
Giveawayplease help comment bomb my wife if u have time. thanks a bunch!!!!
ShardsAs shards of life torchers the mortal soul.
Sheilds of shallow hides the truth of the depth of the wounds
Smiles are the cloak of the pain left in the shadows.
So not to reveal the weakness on the under side of the beast
Joan Of ArcJoan of Arc, Xena, Wonder Woman and Sigourney Weaver's characters -- these figures are all aspects of Pallas Athene.
She is both the Warrior Woman and the Peaceful General, representing strength and wisdom. Following her example, we find our inner courage and strength and know that we will survive life's battles. Our confidence in our abilities, our creativity and resourcefulness in times of crises, and our level of physical coordination depend in part upon this asteroid's position in our birth charts.
Our feelings toward government and politics fall squarely under her jurisdiction. The woman who stands at the front of the picket line or who volunteers at the polls feels this asteroid's influence more strongly than the woman who avoids the civic arena altogether.
Your skill at sports, whether you enjoy fierce competition or prefer to relax and play for fun, begin with this asteroid. Professional athletes such as Nancy Kerrigan and Anna Kournikova are good examples of the Palla
Two Glasses Of WineWhen things in your life seem almost too much to
handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough,
remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 glasses of
wine..
A professor stood before his philosophy class
and had some items in front of him. When the class
began, wordlessly, he picked up a very large and
empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with
golf balls.
He then asked the students if the jar was full.
They agreed that it was.
The professor then picked up a box of pebbles
and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar
lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas
between the golf balls. He then asked the students
again if the jar was full. They agreed it was.
The professor next picked up a box of sand and
poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled
up everything else He asked once more if the jar was
full. The students responded with an unanimous
"yes."
The professor then produced two glasses of wine
from under the table and poured the entire
NicoleMy dear friend, it was too soon for you to leave this world..they say that only the good die young..
While you were here, you showed us your peaceful soul...you spoke such kind words, never a bad one about anyone..
An angel you have become..we will never think of the suffering you must have endured..but now you are shining in the light of us all..
May your soul be at peace...and your inner spirit free....to fly for eternity..
Family Concernhere is the deal i am askin for any one who is williing and can to say a prayer for my aunt and her grandson.in the past two weeks my aunt has lost her fiance to whom she was with for 9 years, and on thanksgiving day she lost her only daughter.chasity was a 26 yr old mother of one 4 yr old son.she was a single mom on the way of makin a life for her and her son.her son is not goin to understand why he can't see his mommy.so it turned out to be a very bad month for us. so if u could olease say some extra prayers for my aunt and her grandson it would be nice. and it was nice b able to just write it all out.
AngieSo everyone always thinks Angie is always pissed off. That's not always true just some people piss her off... especially the people that hurt me!!! :-)
Sagi LegenThe Legend of Sagittarius
Sagittarius: this constellation was depicted on old Babylonian monuments and in the early zodiacs of Egypt and India. In India its name simply means Arrow. Eratosthenes described it as a Satyr. It was also depicted as a centaur protecting Orion from Scorpius with his bow and arrow trained on the scorpion's heart, Antares. Cuneiform texts describe the Archer as the Strong One, the Giant of War, and the Illuminator of the Great City.
Mesopotamia: associated with the minor god, Pabilsag, brother of the warrior goddess, Istar. Very little is written of him although he did have a minor cult following during the Old Babylonian period in the city of Larag. Obviously someone in serious need of a good agent! Occasionally represents Enkidu in the Epic of Gilgamesh. The close proximity to the constellation Taurus, the Bull of Heaven, and Orion as Gilgamesh, makes sense here. See the Mesopotamian legend of Orion.
The coincidental intersection of the spring and au
Self DestructSurreal dreams in the heart of mortal man causes chaos in the flow of ones sanity. Emanating feelings of rage and sadness. One must combat these feelings ussually to no prevail . So, hiding the heart in ares that reach cryogenic temperatures to ward off the assault, that one has inflicted on ones self, seems crucial. It is not dead, just frozen in time to be thawed out at a time when it can beat again unscathed. If no time arises, be thankful we're MORTAL
Twisted RealmTWISTED REALM
The twisted realm of reality thrashes at the inner core of ones self with the force of a thousand anvils . It strikes with the velocity and the power to distort iron. Yet the pain is only as deep as we allow it to be. As the distortion accurs with all its bending and twisting. The metal starts to temper, causing it to get even harder. It has be changed at even the molecular level to become even stronger. So one should never take this as weakness. Should be taken as strength & the power to stand strong to the demons that haunt you. Throw them to the ground and rip their jugular out with your enraged canines and taste the blood of your victory. I AM DISTORTED IRON!
I Want To FlyI Want To Fly
The night I met you
in words only on a screen
I knew I had to have you
not only in my dreams!
The words that we have shared
have caused my heart to care
At first I was a little frightened
to share myself with you
but you showed me ways to
make my nights brighten
You loved my body over and over again
you took me to heaven and made me live again!
I have come to want to devour you
not just on this place
but I want to touch your body
and feel you near
I want to hold you tightly
not just in words
but face to face:
I want to pleasure you in all the ways we shared,
I want to do things to you that
others would only dare:
I want to make our fantasies
all come true
for, babe, I want to fly with you.
Looking For A SlaveIts time, I have made my decision and am now looking for a live in lifestyle slave to join me in the French Quarter of New Orleans.
Requirements are as follows.
Single.
Over 30.
Have a job skill with the ability to support oneself.
Able to relocate to New Orleans at your own expense.
You will be a Citizen or a legal resident of this country.
Available to serve with and around others.
If this sounds like you then send me an email introducing yourself. Please note that I did not say bottom or switch I said slave a lifestyle slave to be exact. Looking forward to your replies.
The Goddess
Dominance is the ability to create a hunger in someone thats so strong they will do anything, anytime, anywhere just to please you.
Welcome To The Familyour newest member of the family. stop by and show her lots of love !!
Amy~The Angel Faced Bratt--READ PROFILE FIRST, BEFORE ASKING QUESTIONS@ fubar
Prayers Needed For Winter...The more prayers.....the BETTER!!! I'm a little frustrated these days...
As some of you know my daughter has cancer and we spent 9 days in the hospital and came home last Tuesday. One of the things they did to Winter while we were in there (in addition to surgery #13) was a bone marrow biopsy. Well the doc said that I should have had preliminary results back before Wed of last week.......I have gone through the entire holiday weekend with NO results. I may be over reacting a bit (and I am not claiming anything) but I am concerned!!! I did some research on MDS (caused by chemo/radiation) and I probably shouldn't have. After reading some of the signs and symptoms of the disease I worry because she has some of the same (symptoms). Some of the symptoms, the docs have no explaination for which is very frustrating! My hope is that all her symptoms are a mere conincidence. According to what I read, if she does have this type of MDS, not only is it difficult to treat but it can turn into l
Chili ContestA LONG, LONG time ago, I received this joke... I can't tell you how old it is, but I do know it is STILL funny to this day....
CHILI CONTEST
If you can read this whole story without laughter or tears running down your cheeks, then there is no hope for you.
*Note: Please take time to read this slowly. If you pay attention to the first two judges, the reaction of the third judge is even better! For those of you who have lived in Texas, you know how true this is. They actually have a Chili Cook-Off about the time the Rodeo comes to town. It takes up a major portion of the parking lot at the Astrodome.
The notes are from an inexperienced Chili taster named Frank, who was visiting Texas from the East Coast.
Frank: "Recently, I was honored to be selected as a judge at a chili cook-off. The Judge 3 called in sick at the last moment and I happened to be standing there at the judge's table asking for directions to the Budweiser truck, when the call came in. I was assured b
TommyMy good friend Tom, a guy I met online, and used to talk to everyday. But since he has been sick, I have been text messaging with him everyday. He was 22 years old, and one of my best friends...he just passed away this morning and his mom just contacted me to let me know, since we are friends. Im kinda numb, since I wouldn't be able to go to his funeral, even though I want to. Hell, I never even met him, but its amazing how close you can get to someone from the internet. It just makes me think of all of my online friends that I have met, and how most of them I would not even know if something happened, if they dont have my phone number in their cell phone. My life is better because I knew Tom, he always was in good spirits, and joking around, even right before he passed. I Love him and I will miss him terribly.
Sagi2Sagittarius
November 22 - December 21
Sagittarius, the ninth Sign of the Zodiac, is the home of the wanderers of the Zodiac. It's not a mindless ramble for these folks, either. Sagittarians are truth-seekers, and the best way for them to do this is to hit the road, talk to others and get some answers. Knowledge is key to these folks, since it fuels their broad-minded approach to life. The Sagittarian-born are keenly interested in philosophy and religion, and they find that these disciplines aid their internal quest. At the end of the day, what Sagittarians want most is to know the meaning of life, and if they accomplish this while feeling free and easy, all the better.
It's the Archer which represents Sagittarians, although in this case it's a Centaur (half man, half beast) which is flinging the arrows. Centaurs were the intellectuals of ancient Roman mythology, and Sagittarians are quick to consider themselves their modern-day counterparts. Those born under this Sign are clear th
FyiJUST TO LET EVERYONE KNOW BLONDIE HAS LOST INTERNET SERVICE FOR A WHILE SHE SHOULD BE BACK ON IN ABOUT 2 WEEKS OR AS SOON AS SHE CAN. SHE WANTS EVERYONE TO KNOW SHE LOVES YOU ALL AND MISSES YOU HUGELY LOOK FOR HER BLOG WHEN SHE IS BACK LETS ALL SHOW HER HOW MUCH WE LOVE HER
Srsly.... (rant)I think I am pretty much at my wits end with just about everything! Fake fuckers, Drama Kings/Queens, Wankers, Bullshitters, and Stalkers!
Went on a date with one,(not sure whether I should place him in the Fake Fucker or Bullshitter category) he claims he likes me, won't bother to talk to me. Claims he's deleting his account, now he's re-adding everyone but me. I confronted him, told him that if he really doesn't want to talk to me just say so, I can take it. No, he's deleting his account or so he says. Blah, Blah, Fucking Blah!
Stalker ended up posting pics of my youngest kid on his page. He did eventually remove them but it's not easing my mind knowing he still has them and can put them all over the internet next time he wants to have a fit. I don't know how he got a hold of these pics, he won't tell me. I have confronted my ex who also has a copy of these pics due to the fact that they are pics of his visit here. Ex says he didn't give them to the stalker. Ok fine, I do beli
My PoetryLove from My Lips
feeling you...
enduring the longing...
lingers in the exhausting
breath that escapes my heart
the exhale...
is the scent
of crimson rose
to taste it on my tongue,
pure pleasure..
exist in my mouth.
my heart
joins my hand
as the sweet song
flows from my lips.
I Feel GuiltyI dont understand, and prolly never will, the way we are today. I cannot grasp or even fathom the true meaning of our gestures, our comments...its all a game. And that bothers me. I just cant read people anymore, because the people of today arent morally sound. We dont believe in doing what's right. My definition of right and wrong, is apparently outdated. People laugh at my views and concerns. Like for example there is one problem that has been bothering me somewhat lately.....and I guess I needed to talk about it.
I know im not the most beautiful woman in the world, or the most thin as most men like these women to appear today. Yes, ive got big boobs, yes ive got added weight. Yes sometimes I hate myself and the way I look, but no I wouldnt change my personality for anything. I love my weird sense of humor and love to be different than others.
Its been hard for me to accept myself as someone who guys find attractive, for years I was told Im fat, and only would be approached f
Throne Of FleshSpoken Words: these leaders can care less
As the sit on their throne of flesh
They send our troops across the sea
And tell them to fight for their country
These leaders spread their disease
Upon our society
Wasting all these human lives
And take away all our rights
Verse #1: they ask why do you cry out Unless there is a vision of horror
House reeks of death and dripping blood
Tiss the odor of an altered sacrifice it is the stench of the death
Of the dead mans tomb
Midnight fog moving in so very slow
Bringing hunchback surgeons and scissor men
Taste thy blood from our blades this can not be a dream
It has to be a fantasy it must not be our reality
Chorus (2x): sitting on a throne of flesh
Upon these human souls
They wish for our last breathe
These leaders can care less
Verse #2: they say that war is the way of mankind
But don’t understand what is ruling our minds
Sending in the kids to a sacrifice
Ripping out every heart that has a soul
Tearing awa
My Heart Ache'sMy heart ache's for you
It yearn's to feel you next to it
It ache's because you're so far away
My heart ache's because I LOVE YOU!!
My heart beats for YOU and no one else,
It's breaking because your not here
Your not here to hold me,
I hope you will be with me soon, MY LOVE!!
My heart waits for yours to be beating next to it
My heart will wait until the end of time for you.
MY HEART ACHE'S FOR THE ONE I LOVE!!!
i miss you baby, and hope to be with you soon. I LOVE YOU!!
Love Story (demise)Never mind the Noise you heard
Across the street Behind locked doors
Fuck Six feet under I buried her beneath the Floor
Now she sees she belongs only to me
This is our Love Story
The Demise of a dream
Our sick love story
You don’t care they don’t know
I’ll tear out your heart from your soul
Rippin at the seams you cry out for me
Now it is reality
This is our Love Story
The Demise of a dream
Our sick love story
You strayed from me now I make you plead
I gave you all you had to make me fall
Trust in you is all I heard
If you jump in the fire it will burn
This is our Love Story
The Demise of a dream
Our sick love story
Any More Questions???I hate answering all the same, stupid questions over and over. So to address some of the things I encounter multiple times on a daily basis:
*I will NOT show you my private folder. I don't care if you beg, whine, whatever. The answer is still no.
*I will not send you "extra" pictures. What I have posted is all you're gonna see.
*I am NOT gonna have cyber or phone sex with you. Or for that matter, sex in real life. I don't need you to satisfy me. You probably couldn't anyway.
*I do not own a web cam and even if I did, I would not be getting on it for you.
*I will NOT talk dirty to you in the shoutbox, on a messenger, on the phone, in email, etc.
*I will NOT hook up with one of my friends. Go find your own damn girls.
*Yes, I am single. That does not mean I want a boyfriend and that does not mean I want to have sex randomly.
*Just because I have "sexy" pics up does not mean I'm a slut. It just means I like pictures. Big deal.
*NOOOOOO, I don't wanna see your dick. I've seen
My Life's SongSUGARLAND LYRICS
"Settlin'"
Fifteen minutes left to throw me together
For mister right now, not mister forever
Don't know why I even try when I know how it ends
Looking like another "maybe we could be friends"
I've been leaving it up to fate
It's my life so it's mine to make
I ain't settling for just getting by
I've had enough so so for the rest of my life
Tired of shooting too low, so raise the bar high
Just enough ain't enough this time
I ain't settling for anything less than everything, yeah
With some good red wine and my brand new shoes
Gonna dance a blue streak around my living room
Take a chance on love and try how it feels
With my heart wide open now you know I will
Find what it means to be the girl
Who changed her mind and changed her world
I ain't settling for just getting by
I've had enough so so for the rest of my life
Tired of shooting too low, so raise the bar high
Just enough ain't enough this time
I ain't settling for anything less than e
Don't Say The WordsMother asked me why there are the words, "Fay I Love You" on my bathroom mirror.
I smile and explain to mother that the words are there as my reminder every morning when I wake, every evening before I sleep.
My reminder of the measure of a man and his word and that "love" is much, much more than the writing on a mirror.
It is my reminder that the look in one's eyes is not always one of caring,compassion and understanding.
My reminder that a man's hands can build something beautiful and destroy it as quickly as a blink of an eye.
It is my reminder of my life and how close it came to being over.
My reminder of the measure of a man and the type of men my boys will not be.
Don't get me wrong, this is not all men, but *A* man. A single, fleeting day in my life that I encountered a particular man, that I now pay closer attention to other men that may enter my life.
"Fay I Love You"
May be my reminder to myself after all is said and done.
Poem By Paul MccartneyJerk Of All Jerks
I'm a motorist that quite
Likes a drink when he drives
Who causes the loss
Of innocent lives
I'm the guy with the pistol
Who kills your best friend
You can't really blame me
'Cos I'm round the bend
Hello-how are you?
I'm jerk of all jerks
I'm here to undo
All your charitable works
I do it quite simply by
Making mistakes
And one little boo-boo
Is all that it takes
And you're at the mercy of
Jerk of all jerks.
I'm the man that disposes
Of nuclear waste
There's no need to worry
It's perfectly safe
In fact there is now
Every reason to hope
That if anything happens
I'll easily cope
Hello-how are you?
I'm jerk of all jerks...
I'm the leader who says
As he wages his war
That the children are not
Ones that he's aiming for
Hello.
How are you?
I'm jerk of all jerks...
by Paul McCartney
CandlesCandles and the meaning of color:
White: Protection, Peace, Purity, Truth, Healing, and Purification.
Red: Power, Courage, Love, Passion, Energy, Vitality, Luck, Determination, Protection, Strength, and Stimulates Cell Growth and Fertility.
Yellow: Happiness, Intellect, Communication, Willpower, Harmony, Creativity, Charm, Acheivement, Stimulates Nervous System and Calms Anxieties and Stress.
Green: Calming, Restful, Peacfull, Prosperity, Money and Finance, Fertility, Healing, Lowers Blood Pressure, Stimulates cell and tissure Growth and panic attacks.
Turquoise: Tranquillity, Awareness, Creativity, Empathy, Wisdom, Communication, Loyalty, Luck, Friendship, Strengthens Immune System, Calming Nerves, Skin Problems, Good for Inflamation, Athsma and Bronchitis.
Blue: Happiness, Patience, Tranquillity, Forgiveness, Dreams, Harmony, Truth, Justice Karma, Balance, Soothing, Cooling, Helps Headaches, Tooth Aches, Insomina, and Inflamations.
Purple: Sprituality, Awarene
Show Me Some Love...pleaseNew to fubar. I'm new to all this fubar. Someone show me some love and I'll show you some. I promise. I like to chat and have a good time with some new friends..
WordsWords can be loving,or they can be ice cold.Sofly spoken as soft as a new babies bottom,or harshly and sharp as a dagger- twisted and turned in which can make it feel as if the heart will to bleed.
Words can run wild as the raging rivers flow,or soflty as the brook slowly goes.
Words can go as the winds to and fro...
But generally speaking most words are from the soul and can stretch to another,bridging gaps which can become healing stepping stones creating healing bridges for the eye to behold...
The Guarded HeartI wanted to tell you I love you,
I wanted to tell you I care.
I need to tell you I miss you,
I need to know you are there.
Save me from myself,
Take me to your place.
Save me from myself,
Let me feel your grace.
My life is hell without you,
My world is an empty shell.
My body needs to feel you,
My whole exsistence is hell.
Save me from myself,
Take me to your place.
Save me from myself,
Let me feel your grace.
I miss your breath on my face,
I long for your knowing eyes.
I need your strong embrace,
I need escape from the lies.
Save me from myself,
Take me to your place.
Save me from myself,
Let me feel your grace.
An Original by Ms. Fay Osayo Rodrigues
~~Your Wildest Dream~~
To All Friends,fans And Family Plzzz Help Me...TO ALL MY FRIENDS,FANS AND FAMILY,
I TRY MY BEST NOT TO ASK FOR ANYTHING,BUT I AM ASKING FOR YOUR HELP ON THIS...
I REALLY NEED HELP TO LEVEL OUT MY BABY RIKANBALLER77,HE IS ALWAYS HELPING LEVEL OUT ALOT OF PEOPLE AND I THINK THAT HE DESERVES TO BE HELPED TOO AND YOU ALL KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!!
THANK YOU IN ADVANCE FOR YOU HELP IN HELPING HIM..
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TEJANA POR VIDA...
RIKANBALLER77
RiddleWhat Gets Longer When Pulled,
Fits Between your Boobs,
Inserts Neatly in a Hole
AND Works Best When Jerked?
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A Seatbelt you Pervert! Buckle Up!
The MessengerTell him,
I thought about him yesterday.
Tell him I am still thinking about him today.
Tell him,
I miss the security of his embrace.
Tell him I miss the smile on his face.
Tell him,
The sound of his voice is what I miss.
Tell him I need the warmth of his kiss.
Tell him,
I will love him forever.
Tell him to give up on me never.
An Original by Ms. Fay Osayo Rodrigues
~~Your Wildest Dream~~
What Size Condoms Do You Need??Straight out of the Bullies and into the Blogs....
A man was in a long line at Walmart. As he got to the register he realized he had forgotten to get condoms, so he asked the checkout girl
if she could have some brought up to the register.
She asked, 'What size condoms?'
The customer replied that he didn't know. She asked him to drop his pants. He did.
She reached over the counter, grabbed hold of him and called over the intercom, 'One box of large condoms, Register 5.'
The next man in line thought this was interesting, and like most of us, was up for a cheap thrill.
When he got up to the register, he told the checker that he too had forgotten to get condoms, and asked if she could have some
brought to the register for him.
She asked him what size, and he stated that he didn't know. She asked him to drop his pants. He did.
She gave him a quick feel, picked up the intercom and said, 'One box of medium-sized condoms, Register 5.'
A few customers b
Forbidden LoveI see your eyes,
Your pain, you can not disguise.
I hear your voice,
The regrets in your choice.
I know your sorrow,
Your longing for tomorrow.
I am here,
You must go there.
I know in my heart,
You do not want to part.
We must say our goodbyes,
We must tell our lies.
Your love she will never feel,
The love for her is not real.
With her you may be,
Your soul is always with me.
I will never be blue,
I know I have you.
An Original by Ms. Fay Osayo Rodrigues
~~Your Wildest Dream~~
Venting About WorkI have an ok job, the pay is decent for the area I live in, but the assistant coach is a B!
Well I have let that go and just ignore her pretty much but someone I had befriended who i thought was a good friend seems to be trying to play sides between me and my co workers.
I did not expect this out of her at all. It is hard for me to make a friend and when I do make one seems I trust them to much and end up getting hurt. So here comes my wall again! It wont stay up long, but long enough for me to deal!
Her and I on Wed seem to have a disagreement about something and then all of a sudden i am the Bitch and I am the bad guy and everyone is starting to get upset with me and try to make my job hard on me. They only hear her side and dont ask me what is going on.
She claims she is not saying anything to them, but just funny how all of a sudden everyone is giving me the cold shoulder and she is hanging out with them and on occasion talk to me. She claims she is not upset with
Thats What You Get When You Let Your Heart Win...No sir, well I don't wanna be the blame, not anymore
It's your turn, so take a seat we're settling the final score
And why do we like to hurt, so much?
I can't decide
You have made it harder just to go on
And why, all the possibilities where I was wrong..
I wonder, how am I supposed to feel when you're not here
Cause I burned every bridge I ever built when you were here
I still try holding onto silly things, I never learn
Oh why, all the possibilities I'm sure you've heard
Make your way to me, to me
And I'll always be just so inviting
If I ever start to think straight
This heart will start a riot in me..
That's what you get when you let your heart win,
i drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating,
Cause thats what you get when you let your heart win...
WtfI rarely come on here and use this site...I dunno i guess i just dont get into it like some people.. For me i think there is too much going on at one time! and i cant seem to do anything.. i dunno.. blah..
maybe one day ill get the hang of it..
until then..
Fuck. lol
The Other WomanI want to say something,
Something from the heart.
Truth is, I just don't know..
I don't know where to start.
I want your arms around me,
I want forever your kiss.
I want to feel your gift,
Ah, yes, your gift I don't want to miss.
Don't say you love me,
Don't say you care.
I can't take the words,
It's just not fair.
You belong to another,
Another has your eye.
If only, yes if only,
If only it were I.
An Original by Ms. Fay Osayo Rodrigues
~~Your Wildest Dream~~
Kissin Under The Misteltoe~contest*PLEASE READ THE ENTIRE BLOG BEFORE YOU ORDER OR ASK ME QUESTIONS :) THANK YOU!!
(click the pic to get ur order in to her)
Are you kissable?
Let's find out who the MOST KISSABLE people are on Fubar!
A new contest, only for Christmas, brought to you by the FuGraphics Gift Shoppe.
Here is how to play...
In order to enter, you must receive a personalized bough of mistletoe like the one below. Each bough counts as 1 kiss. The numbers will be changed with each bough that you receive, in order to match the number of times you've been gifted a mistletoe. On December 23rd, the male and female most often "Kissed" will each win 250,000 fubucks, a pimp-out, and an award tag to announce them as the MOST KISSABLE MAN/MOST KISSABLE WOMAN ON FUBAR.
The Rules:
1. NO DRAMA.
2. When buying a kiss for someone, send me their FUBAR ID number or a link to their page.
3. You may purchase as many as you want.
4. Anyone attempting to alter the tags in order to cheat will immediately be di
RejectionYou tried,
I lied.
You wanted,
I flaunted.
You loved,
I shoved.
You hoped,
I coped.
You prayed,
I stayed.
You hurt,
I flirt.
You regret,
I forget.
An Original by Ms. Fay Osayo Rodrigues
~~Your Wildest Dream~~
Playing The FoolYou gave me your heart,
I'm sorry
I tore it apart.
You gave me your soul,
I'm sorry
I did not have the same goal.
You loved me deeply,
I'm sorry
I took it all cheaply.
You wanted it to work,
I'm sorry
I passed it off as a quirk.
You wanted me for life,
I'm sorry
I did not want to be your wife.
You did not want it to fail,
I'm sorry
I just wanted to bail.
You were so blue,
I'm sorry
I do not love you.
An Original by Ms. Fay Osayo Rodrigues
~~Your Wildest Dream~~
My Sisters LoveMY SISTER LOST THE LOVE OF HER LIFE WEDNESDAY
BLESS HER HEART
IM SO SAD FOR HER
SHE LIVES TO FAR FOR ME TO SEE HER ON SUCH SHORT NOTICE
MY PRAYERS GO OUT TO HER
SHE IS MY ONLY SISTER
I LOVE HER AND MISS HER
Love LostI think about you often,
I think about your eyes.
I remember the love,
I remember the lies.
I think about you often,
I think about your touch.
I remember the strength,
I remember the clutch.
I think about you often,
I think about your voice.
I remember the words,
I remember your choice.
I think about you often,
I think about your disguise.
I remember your face,
I remember the goodbyes.
An Original by Ms. Fay Osayo Rodrigues
~~Your Wildest Dream~~
Sickdo ppl really wait till you dont feel good to start shit or to pick on me??
I dont feel good wahh me I know.. but if you see my status say sick. and you aint got nothing nice to say to me. THINK THUMPER and try again another day.
I Just Can't Do This AnymoreIn reference to last night & the reason I can't do this anymore :
Not directly mad at you just mad and upset with everyone it is like no one is listening anymore so what else can I say I tried 3 times last night to get Dave to listen , to understand and he didn't so why bother talking about anything if none of you want to hear me ; I could not eat the pizza just like I could not drink the OJ w/ vodka I gave to Dave , I wanted the cheezy bread for simple fact it was going to hurt me to eat anything else ( my mouth is raw and very sensitive due to the breathing treatments , steroids , and Levaquin ) and once again just like so many times he didn't listen so I blew up ... this sorta has to do with the food but not so much really , do you honestly think I would get that pissed over that and walk a mile b/c of it . I can't lie anymore , I can't be between you 2 anymore , I just can't be the ping pong ball you 2 are bouncing back n forth , I tried to help both of you and I can't , unti
Love Is.......HAD TO STEAL THIS FROM A DEAR FRIEND OF MINE BUT HAVE TO GIVE HIM ALL THE CREDIT FOR THIS HILARIOUS POEM SO SHOW HIM SOME LOVE PLEASE....HE IS AWESOME....
thedeadlykisser " I use to be a schizophrenic, but we're both ok now "@ fubar
Love may be beautiful, love may be bliss
But I only slept with you, because I was pissed.
I thought that I could love no other
Until, that is, I met your brother.
Roses are red, violets are blue, sugar is sweet, and so are you.
But the roses are wilting, the violets are dead, the sugar bowl's empty and
so is your head.
Of loving beauty you float with grace
If only you could hide your face.
Kind, intelligent, loving and hot
This describes everything you are not.
I want to feel your sweet embrace
But don't take that paper bag off of your face.
I love your smile, your face, and your eyes
Damn, I'm good at telling lies!
My darling, my lover, my beautiful wife:
Marrying you screwed up my life.
I see your face when I am dre
Does Venting HelpSome say it is a good idea to write down what is bothering you in hopes that it will make you feel better, so here I go:
The last few weeks has been pretty hard emotionally. I have past relationships that seem to be coming around again and it kind of hurts. There was this one guy I met off of here and he seemed like a great guy. We met spent a couple of days together hanging out, nothing more. Seemed there might of been a connection there and a week after we were talking then all of a sudden he disappeared and I figured he was avoiding me and to find out he is fu-married to someone. Ouch that hurt!
Well I took him out of my friends, family, and yahoo and figured if he was not man enough to tell me "hey i met someone else", then why should I keep him as a friend?
That was about 6 weeks ago I guess and then his fu wife happened to go into my profile and rate me and then messaged me saying it was an accident. I talked to her and wow she was a great girl. I am happy for him
Pat On The BackFirst.. Sorry i am not rating ya'll i am actually doin homework. I wil take a mumm break later.. Maybe
NE Way
I down myself alot.. So here is a pat on the back
i dont know anyone who has had as much on their plate as i do and have managed to do as well as i have
In fact. People in similar situations that i know are flunking outta school/ have flunked outta school/ or given away their kids
he he I know people with WAY less on their plate who do nothing but waste space
So i dont get to go out and party, My kid is a total brat, And i cant go to my classes...
BUT i am prolly in line to make A's in almost all my classes.. at the LEAST B's in them all if things get worse.
I have money in the bank. Fridge with food, and a Really nice car..
Dont get me wrong I am prolly gonan bitch a bit later. But for the next 10 minutes at least. I am proud of who i am and of what i have accomplished
well everything but the nice gut i got over the last 5 months.. but M
If We Had SexIf We Had Sex....GAME. don't be scared. you never know who really wants to do you! (Reply so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out).
1. Would you be in control?
2. Would you let me pull your hair?
3. Would you whisper in my ear?
4. Would you talk dirty to me?
5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue?
6. Would you say my name?
7. Would you go down on me?
8. Would you let me give you a hickie?
9. How many rounds would we go?
10. What would you wanna do afterwards?
11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly?
12. Would you lick and bite me all over?
13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point?
14. Would you want me to take my time?
15. How freaky are you from 1 - 10?
16. Would you want me to go fast or slow?
17. Where would you want it?
18. Would you be loud or quiet?
19. Would you mind if i licked you?
20. Would you Fuck me today?
21. Would you Fuck me tomorro
FriendThere's nothing as nice as someone who shares,
your laughter, your secrets, your wishes and cares,
someone who's there through your good times and tears,
who stays by your side as your friend through the years.
Baby Allyssa's UpdateUpdate as of Nov 25th 8:30 pm EST.
I have just received a Call from Michelle
Allyssa's blood pressure is stable
Her potassium however is extremely low as well as a few other enzymes
Allyssa's lungs are not as clear as the dr's first thought and as I am writing this they are putting in a treak So Allyssa can breath
Tomorrow morning Allyssa is going for her first surgery to remove burnt skin
Please keep Allyssa in your prayers
Click here to go to the Local TV News Artical
HEAVENLY FATHER I CALL ON YOU RIGHT NOW IN A SPECIAL WAY.
IT IS THROUGH YOUR POWER THAT ALLYSSA WAS CREATED. EVERY BREATH SHE TAKES, EVERY MORNING SHE WAKES , AND EVERY MOMENT OF EVERY HOUR, IS UNDER YOUR POWER.FATHER,I ASK YOU NOW TO TOUCH ALLYSSA WITH THAT SAME POWER. FOR IF YOU CREATED HER FROM NOTHING YOU CAN CERTAINLY RECREATE HER.
FILL AYLLSSA WITH THE HEALING POWER OF YOUR SPIRIT. CAST OUT ANYTHING THAT SHOULD NOT BE IN HER, MEND WHAT IS BROKEN: ROOT OUT ANY UNPRODUCTIVE CELLS, OPEN ANY BLO
Changes Spiritually And MentallyToday I was ending my social isolationism by going to church today. Its a small church in town and the service was quite nice.
I had a big falling out with going to church. Not because I no longer belived in god but I was getting annoyed by self appointed people speaking for him. Leaders terrorist and people who shouldn't speak for anybody. Every religion for the last 2.00 years has a stain of blood on it.
The God told me to do this guy. It has so turned me off over the years. Their was a period of my life I just didnt want to be around anybody.
It wasn't because of the church in general but I was looking for something to solve my problems and that wasnt it. For the lack of the better term I haven't really reached out much. its nothing against anyone but I always feel I might be bugging someone all the time. I dont want to be pain in the ass either.
As far as my friends here you all make me laugh when I need it the most. In the Mumm's I'm cracking up.
This weekend
DontGuess what????????? This is my damn blog and on my damn blog I put what I want in it... if you have something to say put it in your own damn blog :@ on with the show
Medication;perfectioni;saw;this;movie;"princesas" today;it;was;intersting;
very;in;tune;with;life
had;so;much;tosay;about;life
and;hookers;
but;i;feel;very;disconnected;with;my;life
and;eveerything;that;i;was;
who;have;i;beoome?
hmmm;sigh;
yeah;my;space;bar;is;still;broken
soi;use:these;
should;take;it;tofix;tomorrow;day;after;maybe
idk...
New Rule To Encourage Salutes??When I uploaded my salute photo I jumped about nine levels because - I was already twelfth level when they instituted the salute policy (so I stayed there... otherwise I'd have been stuck at 10th), and during the time it took me to take a salute photo and upload it, I accumulated points that stayed there- and finally counted towards 21st level when I did.
(It took me so long because of logistics.)
Posting this because apparently rating and commenting on profiles and photos of people who've hit that limit (10th level, without salute, showing that 99.99% in the "points to level" bar) doesn't help with points anymore, based on a bit of experimentation? (This may be announced official policy- haven't yet checked.)
And Now We See The LightI break
I'm shattered
I dance in broken mirrors
the light
it plays it's trick
darts at me
draws me nearer
I fear
what I might find
tripping on a stray shard
I cut the line
and drift away
The point still unmarred
I'm Tired.Yeah, I'm tired... not of a physical sense, mind you, but more of a psychological/spiritual sense, though it's probably affecting how I am physically... not wanting to get up for work, and what-have-you. It's a kind of tiredness that's complicated and convoluted in many ways, in a way a living irony:
I'm tired of trying my paltry damnedest to fit in with others, yet I'm tired of feeling like I've been left behind and left alone.
I'm tired of the masks that I wear to keep others oblivious and content, yet I'm tired of hiding all the shit that's found on the inside.
I'm tired of denying the hopes and dreams of what others have for me, of what my future may entail; yet I'm tired of living with the truths that I know myself, that the future is bleak and unending.
I'm tired of everything around me telling me that I should conform, yet I'm tired of being myself, despite the loneliness.
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Note, this is a work in progress. Thank you.
My Hunger StirsWithin the dreams,
Of silent nights,
Comes forth the chance,
To take this flight,
As the warmth of blood,
Into sensual desires,
The erotic waves,
And passions fires,
Ignite so deep,
Within your soul,
My presence near,
Becomes your goal,
Laying helpless,
In darkness beyond,
You sweet one,
I have become fond,
A dreamy drift,
Of sweetness be,
In my darkness,
It is I you see,
The one who comes,
Within your sleep,
Feeding upon your soul,
Your blood so deep,
As you feel my lips,
Kissing yours,
The sucking of your soul,
Forever wanting more,
As I kiss my way,
To your throat,
My sharp teeth gliding,
A sensual coat,
Of pleasure and pain,
As you feel the scrape,
My sharp teeth grazing,
Yet there be no escape,
As you feel me tease,
And linger there,
The pulsing vein,
Craving where,
You suddenly feel,
The sharpest pain,
The warm blood flows,
And pleasure you gain,
As the pulsing blood,
Flows into me,
Your soul be mine,
Forever to
Mmm DreamI grabs ur hand and takes u to our bed. As we get there I slide ur pants and panties off and starts licking up and down on ur pussy. licking and sucking on ur pussy lips while fingering ur pussy. As you grab on to my head, spreading ur legs a little wider. I start sucking harder on ur clit.. as i add another finger in ur pussy banging it with 2 fingers. i reach up and start rubbing ur chest .. play with ur nipples gettng them hard and softly grinding them between the pads of my finger tips.. as i grab ur pussy lips in my teeth softly and suck hard.. pulling on it till it slips out my mouth and smacks back against u. As I am fingering u i slide my thumb up to grind against ur hot clit.. tasting ur first orgasm I smile.. You push me on my back and climb on top of me and kissing my lips, tasting your sweet juices on my tongue, moving down my neck, playing with my ears with your tongue, nibbling a little on my nipples, down my stomach to unzip my pants, sliding them down along with my box
DownratersIm gonna start to post who rates me less than a ten in here Cause I rate no less than a ten unless I get less than a ten then I return the same rate I get
"downraters"I really have to wonder why people bitch and moan about downraters...Seriously, you get the same amount of of points either way, and isn't that the point?? You want the points so you can be a cool godfather...so get over the 1's, 5's, and 9's, because they're the same amount of points as a 10. :) Have a great fuckin day peeps!!
Nonstick, Self Cleaning Oven Alert*Important article for all bird owners.*
You must, and I mean must read this.
Our Dear Tammy and Paul Carreiro lost 3 of their feathery children on Thanksgiving day. A tragedy that I pray none of us ever have to go through. They had no idea that the self cleaning oven they have, and NEVER used was a danger to anyone. Bubba, the Severe Macaw, fell off his perch and Tammy called me as she did not see it happen but the bird was quite stressed. My first question was are you cooking with anything non stick. Of course her answer was NO! She brought the bird over to my home and we treated for shock and swelling in case the fall caused a problem. The bird responded directly and went right to Tammy's shoulder. She took Bubba home. She called me in an hour to tell me the bird had died. And an hour after that she called again to say that it was something in her house, 2 more birds were going fast. I again asked about the non stick cook wear, and got a NO answer. I then asked about a self
Musica Nocturna Playlist 11/25/07CELLDWELLER - Switchback (Klayton Revision)
ASTHETIC PERFECTION - Living the Wasted Life (Deadbeat Mix)
DESTROID - Ruins (Edit)
THE MISSION UK - Wasteland
LONDON AFTER MIDNIGHT - Shatter (All My Dead Friends)
JOY DIVISION - Komakino
:WUMPSCUT: - Remember One Thing
SIN SEDUCTION - Strange Seclusion
SHE WANTS REVENGE - Black Liner Run
MONOFADER - Behind
ICON OF COIL - Headhunter (Exclusive Single Edit)
SEBASTIAN KOMOR - Das Oontz
LOVE AND ROCKETS - Mirror People
SIOUXSIE & THE BANSHEES - Dazzle
TONES ON TAIL - Christian Says
LORDS OF THE NEW CHURCH - Open Your Eyes
THE MARCH VIOLETS - Snake Dance
VNV NATION - Chrome
CLAN OF XYMOX - There's No Tomorrow (Radio Edit)
PARALLEL PROJECT - Explicit (feat. Tom Shear of Assemblage 23) (Radio Edit)
LUNASCAPE - Mindstalking
THOUSHALTNOT - Without Faith
THE CRUXSHADOWS - Eurydice (Don't Follow)
WILL - Father Forgive
DELERIUM - Duende (Album Mix - Edit Version)
VENGEANCE - Strap Me Down (Electro Club Mix)
CAMOUFLAGE - The Pl
The ParrotWatch Out A burglar broke into a home and was looking around. He heard a soft voice say, "Jesus is watching you". Thinking it was just his imagination, he continued his search. Again the voice said "Jesus is watching you, Jesus is watching you ". He turned his flashlight around and saw a parrot in a cage. He asked the parrot if he was the one talking and the parrot said, "yes." He asked the parrot what its name was and the parrot said, "Moses." The burglar asked, "what kind of people would name a parrot Moses?" The parrot said, "the same kind of people who would name their pit bull Jesus".
You Gotta Do What You Gotta Do!If you don't like TMI, then read no further...
Some folks who know a bit about me know my Dad died when I was 25 and he was 55. He developed cancer of the colon, had it removed but it had spread already when they found it. He lived about two years after they first found cancer...
His sister died of cancer of the colon in her late 30's.
So depending on the research you look at, I have a 75 to 90% chance of developing cancer of the colon as it typically seems to run on the paternal side of families, etc.
So Tuesday morning, I will have my fifth colonoscopy since I turned 25. So far, they have found no problems and I'm thankful for that.
The preparation isn't pleasant, but it's necessary. And since they dope you up for the procedure, it's relatively painless.
Oh and for those so inclined, the air they put in to you makes for some spectacular farts later! LOL And you have to be able to pass gas before you can leave the hospital or clinic!! Who else WANTS you to FAR
To RichardI am sorry that I didnt realize sooner that I am hurting you. I am sorry that I am still in love with someone. He left me a long time ago and came back into my life...I dont know what to do. All I can say is sorry...if I could make the feelings go away I would but I cant. I am hurting you staying here...I dont know what else to do. I feel like if I would have never met you that your life would be so much better. Maybe if I move to Cali you will forget about me.
LifeWell went to my granddaugthers birthday party today, she turned one; now this is all well and good, but my youngest daugther lives with her mom at the moment, so.....I have to deal with looking at my ex, and her girlfriend, which was my former one....go figure, real Jerry Springer shit. Now I'm out of love with my ex-wife, and really have no feeling towards my ex-girlfriend....shorter relationship made for an easier time getting over her; but....I felt like....hell I can't explain it other than I feel that my ex-wife did me wrong from the start of the marriage not telling me she wanted to be a man!, but getting together with my ex-girlfriend?!?....and every time I see my ex-wife I do remember the good times.....Hell I guess I feel sorry for my own damn self....I almost left there early before the birthday party....my ex-wife talked me out of it......I told her....him now I guess I hate her guts, and if I could help it....I would never see her again, but my daugthers.....both and my gra
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A True StoryFor anyone who didn't see the episode of David Letterman's show where this story was told, Read this:
(And remember it's a true story...)
On a recent weekend in Atlantic City, a woman won a bucketful of
quarters at a slot machine.
She took a break from the slots for dinner with her husband in the hotel dining room.
But first she wanted to stash the quarters in her room.
I'll be right back and we'll go to eat" she told her husband and carried the coin-laden bucket to the elevator.
As she was about to walk into the elevator she noticed two men already aboard.
Both were black. One of them was very tall and had an intimidating
figure.
The woman froze. Her first thought was: 'These two are going to rob me.'
Her next thought was: 'Don't be a bigot, they look like perfectly nice gentlemen.' But racial stereotypes are powerful, and fear immobilized her.
Avoiding eye contact, she turned around stiffly and faced the elevator doors as they closed.
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What Is Your Sexual ZodiacPisces
You have an awesome imagination, and often put it to use for sexual purposes. You are very romantic and don’t hook-up with random people very often.Because sex to you is about showing your love, you are incredibly romantic in bed, and very giving. You tend be in a serious relationship more often then not.Sex matches: Taurus, Cancer, Scorpio
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Baked Stuffed ChickenRecipe that also includes the use of popcorn as a stuffing.
When I found this recipe, I thought it was perfect for people, like me, who just are not sure how to tell when poultry is thoroughly cooked, but not dried out.
Give this a try.
BAKED STUFFED CHICKEN
6-7 lb. chicken
1 cup melted butter
1 cup stuffing (Pepperidge Farm is good.)
1 cup uncooked popcorn (ORVILLE REDENBACHERS LOW FAT)
Salt/pepper to taste
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Preheat oven to 350 degrees. Brush chicken well with melted butter, salt and pepper.
Fill cavity with stuffing and popcorn.
Place in baking pan with the neck end toward the back of the oven.
Listen for the popping sounds.
When the chicken's ass blows the oven door open and the chicken flies across the room, it is done.
Wanted:Soft pair of breasts to park my face in. Apply within. Muahahaha.
Ok I Give UpInstead of feeling like crap
I give up on this one...
Was prolly stupid of me to enter it anyway
Rumor Has It (2005)Fun Rob Reiner-directed movie inspired by the book and movie "The Graduate". A woman and her fiancé travel in from New York to Pasadena to meet her family- and she begins more and more to wonder why certain quiet family facts seem to have been taken, names changed, from the pages of that book.
So Much To SayI've had alot to think about over the long holiday. I wish that I could express it somewhere, I wish that I could talk to someone about it...
alas, I manage to find myself injured and feeling quite alone.
Shynot at all macho
pinch of bitter
plotting a night
2 take you out to dinner
roses
candles
gift of a gold
or perfume
played the scene in mind
acted cool
as i watch u on the phone w/ him
"ok, ok i gotta go"
i just "hmm"
trying to be a friend
benefit from my friendship
take it a lil further
may cause confuseship
the tide is high
i should b moving on
played the scene in my mind
acted cool
u dont play by the rules
on the radio
heard about the show
get paid on friday
maybe we should go
we can dress nice
have drinks b4 show time
but u'd never know
not me playing macho
it's that thing
that i cant bring
since yer plate and table is full
of man things
i dig u too much
that's why
and i end up being shy
My Choice Of Past Of Present....help!?recently an old flame contacted me after searching facebook for me. We dated 6 yrs ago but lost contact after a while. He messaged me asking me how i was and at first i couldnt put a face to a name but after looking at his pictures i realized who it was *fred*. Well him and i got talking about life and what has gone on since we lost touch. When talking i could tell there was something he wanted to say but was holding back, I kept on asking every so often if there was something wrong. he finally gave in and said that he didnt think that it was just a crush when we dated, he had thought about me and held on to how he felt about me till now. we dated back when i was 17 and he was 16.
He was a gentleman even at 16, he brought me flowers when we went out and listened to what i had to say. Now years later he is the same hansome and charming as he was then. He's thinking about moving down here to see where this could go. I still care about him alot. *Fred* was the best thing for me back t
I Opened My MouthYeah after spending the weekend with peaceful, simple hippies, seeing some things no one's ever seen before i come home to good ol' fubar
What happened to my favorite addiction? It isn't what i once loved. Its materialistic GREED smothered in cheap cologne. Dramatic arguments over petty details that the mainstream doesn't grasp. Points for ugly whores who reveal skin. Whatever. I liked those girls too, back when they did it just for the fun of it. Nothing seems to be the same anymore
I loved you Fubar FUCK YOU
Well Theres This Thing..................lolIt just makes me wonder how you can be told someone likes you or feel like they do but then you get so confused and u start wanting that person to do something bout those "liking" feelings and you start to push and push but then it kinda drives them away or feels that way umm yea. I think i may have done that to sooo many people and i feel like an idiot.........has anybody else ever felt that way? Anywho im just babbling bout nothing lol well something but anywho.................. Ive just mainly realized lately that it just will come to me if i be patient enough ha ha ha well i at least hope.....ummm yea lol give me some pointers or points of view lol.
FYI
This isnt really about anybody in particular well some of it is but yea anyways......
There Are Lonely Times......There are lonely times in our lives that seem so hard to get by, I have had my share of them. We all struggle in life, we are given all kinds of challenges. Our faith is tested and our character is defined by how we deal with these challenges. I am sick and tired of being here in Mexico away from my twins, family , and friends. I want to be able to hold my boys in my arms, watch them play, see them smile, look after them, watch them sleep like when I used to be the stay at home dad. This is the hardest thing that I have had to endure in my life time, not being able to be the father I want to be. If you have little ones of your own. Love them and cherish them now and forever.
You all have a good night,
Brown Eyed Papi aka Antonio
Why Is Itthat you can go all day rating and not hit a bouncer but let happy hour hit and they come outta the "cyberland" woodwork
Standing ByStanding by,
All the way.
Here to help you through your day.
Holding you up,
When you are weak,
Helping you find what it is you seek.
Catching your tears,
When you cry.
Pulling you through when the tide is high.
Just being there,
Through thick and thin,
All just to say, you are my friend.
Just A Quick......thank you to all my friends (who actually read this) for taking the time to look at and rate and comment my pictures.
Thank you!
Who
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What Not To Do When You Make A SaluteI have found out that there are a few things not to do when making a salute.
1 dont let a friend say trust me it will be ok .
2 dont trust them when they say the marker is not perminet(dam boobs going to have blue smiley face's on them for weeks.
3 when they say hey it will come off with finger nail polish remover ,Dont put it on your nipples it stings
So here are a few things i have learned and wanted to share ,so go on lol at me because atleast i know not to do this agin.
Big Week!Wow, what a huge week this is turning into! I had the opportunity to meet with talk-show host Glenn Beck this weekend in Ft.Wayne. He's a real stand-up guy, and although we don't entirely agree 100% of the time, it's still a better percentage than how often I agreed with any of my ex's. LOL
I'm packing tonight for what seems like the hundredth time this year. Seems United likes to route some of their destinations as inconveniently as possible. I'm trying to go south to get to Charleston, WV. United has me going from Ft.Wayne NORTH to Chicago, then all the way east to DC, and finally back a bit west to hit Charleston. That'd be fine if I got paid by the hour!
I'm hoping to get back home on Friday, but chances are I'll have a similar trip next week. It's worth coming home for 36 hours though just to see my son. He'll probably have a few new words in his vocabulary by the time I get home. It seems I travel more now than I did with WWE. At least I get to see the world (or
SundayHad a good day. :) Went to church, and then to the farm for lunch. Most of the guys were not there - off to whereever they hunt. Thats ok, that means more food for those of us who don't hunt since most of the women still come. Family lunches on Sunday are always huge. So much food.
Spent the rest of the day playing with David and watching movies. Now he is watching the Eagles/Patriots game. He loves the Eagles and is yelling with almost every play lol. I told him I'm not staying up for the whole game lol. I guess he will watch the end alone.. though how I will sleep with the yelling I don't know lol. But I have an early meeting in the morning so I will have to go to bed.
Broke the wheel off my chair. grrrrrrrrrrr. About fell on my butt! Oh well its an old chair lol.
Hope everyone had a great weekend. :)
MusicMany familiar tunes we have all heard have their origins in some of the strangest places, and even stranger is the uses they have today.
Take Amazing Grace, the music the words are sung to is a very old Irish or Scot bagpipe tune, the words were written in 1772 by a slave in England.
And, if you are curious as to why the song is played at military funerals, or the funerals of fallen firefighters and police officers, it is very simple.
Early in United States history, the majority of our firefighters, policemen, and soldiers were from Scotland and Ireland, a tradition that still holds true in many of our northeastern states.
Oh Shenandoah, believe it or not dealt with the life of an indentured servant, usually a period of seven years.
During the civil war, southern soldiers from the region took to singing the song as a way to remember home.
Oh, and "when johnny comes marching home" was started in the south, in the early part of the war of northern aggression, when the
YouYou are friendly, kind and caring
Sensitive, loyal and understanding
Humorous, fun, secure and true
Always there... yes that's you.
Special, accepting, exciting and wise
Truthful and helpful, with honest blue eyes
Confiding, forgiving, cheerful and bright
Yes that's you... not one bit of spite.
You're one of a kind, different from others
Generous, charming, but not one that smothers
Optimistic, thoughtful, happy and game
But not just another... in the long chain.
Appreciative, warm and precious like gold
Our friendship won't tarnish or ever grow old
You'll always be there, I know that is true
I'll always be here... always for you.
Check Out Happy Hourhey Everyone....My dear Friend the Dark Queen is hosting this Happy Hour...buy Gobs N shitloads of stuff...stop by her page and share the Luv...shes trying to make it toi Godfather Level...Good Luck Lynn
Kevin Rudd Won!KEVIN RUDD'S victory over JOHNNY HOWARD! FUCK! It was so awesome. It's about time we were out of the grasp of that fucked up Nazi guy. He's been our leader for WAAAAY too long.. Kevin says he's getting the troops out of IRAQ! So.. we'll have to see if he keeps that promise. But I'm so fucking relieved that John Howard isn't ruling us anymore. It's a great burden lifted. LONG LIVE KEVIN RUDD!
FubarlordIM ABOUT 36,079 POINTS AWAY FROM LEVELING TO BE A FUBARLORD AND I WAS HOPING THAT ANYONE THAT HAS THE TIME OR WOULD LIKE TO HELP ME OUT COULD RATE ANYTHING OF MINE THEY HAVENT RATED. AND IF I HAVE RATED ANYTHING OF YOURS THIS IS A CHANCE TO RETURN THE FAVOR IF U HAVENT ALREADY. THANKS AND LET ME KNOW WHEN U ARE DONE BECAUSE I ALWAYS DO RETURN THE LOVE THAT I GET.
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My First TimeI'll never forget. The anticipation was endless. I was twitching constantly, like a pyrotech detonating a bomb for the first time. Everything was akward and unsteady. A mere boy of seventeen trying to do a man's job. My family was poor, so I worked on the docks. That night at the end of my shift as it was getting dark, I had to walk home. I took a short cut through a nearby park. There was a young couple passing by. They were both good-looking, happy, well-to-do, the type of people who always had it easy. I hated them for that I suppose. Or maybe I just envied them. I don't remeber anymore.
As they came closer, I pulled out my my knife. The electricty in my body was riveting. I probably should have tried to lure them into the shadows, but I was careless and sloppy. And I made such a mess. I grabbed the young man by the shoulder and thrust my knife into his chest. Blood gushed from the wound like a fountain as I repeatedly stabbed him again and again. His girlfriend
Gay Ppl Only...The Rainbow
The rainbow of colors
So merry and bright
Each color has a purpose
Even black and white
The rainbow is so full
Of radiance and gleam
It sparkles and shines
Through every little beam
After a storm
A rainbow you'll see
With all the glaring colors
A rainbow there'll be
Then at the end
Your dream will come true
A pot of gold awaiting
All just for you
Give Me Your Number!give me your #
Body: Name:_____________
Number:_______________
Best time to call: __________
text messaging (yes or no) _________
phone service __________
I dare you to copy and paste this and see how many numbers you get.
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Whats Nextok what the flyin flip is next,let me guess next we will have to post all confederate flags as nsfw and take them off our profile pics,man this is gettin so sad.we surely dont want to offend any one bein southern and let people think we are proud of our heritage.why cant people understand that Southern Pride is alive and well.we try to help people not hurt them.So we are proud of our flag and our heritage.atleast my friends know how much they mean to me and how much i luv them,im there for them if and when they need me as they have been for me.this drama needs to stop and i surely wish it would,much luv my family and friends
My FriendA friend is someone we turn to
when our spirits need a lift.
A friend is someone we treasure
for our friendship is a gift.
A friend is someone who fills our lives
with beauty, joy, and grace.
And makes the whole world we live in
a better and happier place.
Is It Tomorrow Yet????Boy I know one thing for certain....I gotta quit driving so hard. That way i won't arrive at desination a day early and have to sit in a truck stop BORED TO TEARS!!!!
And it's only 8pm......Damn...
Havent Came Up With A Title. Yet Help Anyone?His hands were rough, as if hewn from huge lumps of stone, but she could remember her surprise at the gentleness of his touch. The way her hands would disappear in his grasp. He made her feel safe, protected, he kept the world at bay.
But now he was gone, three weeks ago, she felt exposed, she felt eyes upon her from every corner. She felt alone.
Why hadn't she kept her mouth shut?
Why didn't she know when to stop?
It was such a little thing.
A little insignificant thing.
But she'd kept pushing, kept pressing.
His hands were the first to be strangers.
Her skin missed his touch.
The words that used to sooth her, caress her, make everything alright, they soon dried up.
It reached a stage where they would barely look at each other, both just as stubborn, the silence could go on for days.
Why then was it a surprise when one day he just wasn't there?
Her first thought was relief.
Then came the guilt.
The missed opportunities to make it all better.
Dj Attitude's Bf Is A Psychopath...Lenny (11/25/2007 8:17:14 PM): ?
Lenny (11/25/2007 8:17:59 PM): "Stalkers beware, BF Here!"..... What???
lostcherrygirl83 (11/25/2007 8:18:45 PM): yes, stalker, that mmessage was for u, this is stacys bf, i am asking u very nicely one time to leave her the fuck alone, after this, i will not be so nice. thank you and have a nice day
Lenny (11/25/2007 8:19:00 PM): huh??
lostcherrygirl83 (11/25/2007 8:19:12 PM): can u read?
Lenny (11/25/2007 8:19:24 PM): I am not stalking Stacy...
lostcherrygirl83 (11/25/2007 8:19:55 PM): well i say u are, and so does she, take her name off ur list and out of your phonebook, bye, stalker
Lenny (11/25/2007 8:20:20 PM): Stacy wouldnt say that... HACKER.
Lenny (11/25/2007 8:20:37 PM): Why did you hack into her Yahoo for, you asshole?
Lenny (11/25/2007 8:20:58 PM): What did she ever do to you?
lostcherrygirl83 (11/25/2007 8:21:24 PM): actually, dickhead ill go on cam for u if u want, im not a hacker, im at her house, and shes sitting right next to m
Shadow Of NothingShadows of Nothing
I turned there was nothing?
Yet
I felt something upon me or around me
I was lost to what it could be
Today
A shadow of nothing brush pass me.
It brief encounter was looking for me
But
I must be too lost for it to find me
For
It went away to claim another today within its darkness.
I carried on with whatever I had to do
But
I felt the need to seek out the shadow
As I walked around
I
Realize it was running from me.
I sit to ponder
The wind howl about me with message:
However,
I was too lost within myself to listen.
I rose to go home
Yet
I felt the looming desire to seek out the shadow of nothing
Why?
Can I not be happy within my miserable life?
Why must dance with the shadow of nothing?
Does it embrace me more than I can see?
The shadow of nothing is looming about my house
I enter with no fear.
I go on with nightly routine.
I sit upon my bed,
Tears begin to fall
I watch the flickering of light about my room.
I listen.
I wait.
I
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I Wanted To Thank My Wonderful FriendsI wanted to thank those that helped me level. I have met some great people on this site but I didnt truely know how many till I needed help leveling this time around. There was so many of U that was there for me till the very end. Kept me company and I got to learn alot about my friends.I met alot of new friends too that didnt even know me and helped me even though they knew nothing of me that truely touched me to know that there are people out there that are like that. Alot of people say there friends rock but I truely mean it. My friends are the best in the world wouldnt trade any of you for anything. If there is ever anything I can do for any of you please let me know and Im there. Thank you all so much!!!
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Internet SuckfestBing Bong Blammymatazz says:
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Do Me A FavorEven pigeons chase me. Like a bad smell, or a part of your conscience. Everywhere I look there's another one, getting under my feet. Just generally pissing me off.
What have I ever done to them?
Okay I confess. I may have tried to kick one when I was kid.
Does that mean they have to chase me, hound me for the rest of my life?
I've got enough problems as it is.
Mind you a couple more won't make any difference.
I lost my job yesterday.
Admittedly it wasn't much of a job, but it was mine. Kept my head above water, and already I can feel the level rising, I worked in the kitchens at a local hotel. They treated you like shit, but it had its perks.
Manda was the biggest perk.
She was awesome. Hysterically funny, drop dead gorgeous and a little bit vicious.
Oh aye, and she was my bosses daughter.
That's kinda how I lost my job.
We were caught in the act, I won't go into details, a gentleman never goes into details, but let's just say her Pops wasn't best pl
The Echo Of SorrowThe Echo of Sorrow
I cry upon echoing sorrow today
I wither away more and more away from life awful embrace
Did I require your heart as mine?
No
Must always lose control to be heard
Why
Is the echo of sorrow that I scream out?
Is not heard
I shed my tears
I lost my reasoning to dare to what I must upon this worthy life
Did I hear a single word of love from someone today?
No
All I heard was the deafen sound of sorrow upon ears
I took long walk
But
I feel down upon my knees
For I could no l longer hear the echo of sorrow.
©2007 Firestar
Thanksgiving SkiingI did get up for a few runs this weekend. The snow is mostly machine made, although the foot of fresh powder that fell last week did help. We have aways to go in Colorado to have what I would consider really good skiing, but its getting better.
Made it up to Keystone, which is now skiing top to bottom on River Run. No real beginner terrain yet. From talking to friends and reports is that Copper Mountain has the best skiing in the state. Eldora is reporting a promising start too. Steamboat has had to delay their opening, we need to get more snow up north.
I'm gone the next couple of weekends, but hope to catch up after that just prior to Christmas week.
Alright To Help V1rusTo help V1RUS from now to the end of the year all FuBucks I recieve will be donated towards V1RUS. Do not donate fuBucks to me but instead donate them to V1RUS, but all bucks recieved from rates and comments will be donated to her. So lets help her out
New MemberMystic Warriors Tribe is glad to announce new member to the family recruited by mailbroad47 **MWT**
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Survey IiiIf you want to play, post your answers in a comment below. As always, don't be shy - I'm only using your results for profiling purposes.
1. Do you remember your first kiss?
2. Do you keep your socks matched up or just trow them in the drawer?
3. Ever bought a fruitcake for someone for Christmas?
4. Ever been on TV?
5. If you won $10 million, would you do something for your alma mater?
Oh DearA man escapes from a prison where he's been locked up for
15
years. He
breaks into a house to look for money and guns. Inside,
he finds a
young
couple in bed. He orders the guy out of bed and ties him
to a
chair. While
tying the homeowner's wife to the bed, the convict gets
on top of
her,
kisses her neck, then gets up and goes into the bathroom.
While he's in there, the husband whispers over to his
wife.
"Listen,
this
guy is an escaped convict. Look at his clothes! He's
probably
spent
a
lot
of time in jail and hasn't seen a woman in years. I saw
how he
kissed
your
neck. If he wants sex, don't resist, don't complain - do
whatever
he
tells
you. Satisfy him no matter how much he nauseates you.
This guy is
obviously very dangerous. If he gets angry, he'll kill us
both. Be
strong,
honey. I love you!” His wife responds: "He wasn't kissing
my neck.
He
was
whispering in my ear. He told me that he's gay, thinks
you're
cute,
and
asked if we
Yet AgainOk so here I go again on another one of my infamous rants...MUWAhahaha
Why is it that a man can't talk to a woman with out having some sort of sexual overtone in the convo? Let me tell you what man, I have not been on this site all that long and well have seen a few things in my time but damn, I get alot of ppl messaging me everyday and I try to keep up and respond BUT the convo about sex with me, kinky things with me well it gets old FAST.
Can male pigs not see that there are other things to a woman other then her fiminine parts?
Well I tell ya what, to all the pigs out there that think they stand a chance with me you are wrong and if you continue the way that you are going the odds of you dieing alone are very strong. If you want to win over a womans heart talking to her about her boobs or her rear is NOT gonna do it!!! I don't think that I am the only female out there that has this oponion. Now I will grant that most women love to hear that they are beautiful and that they lo
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3 TortoisesThree tortoises, Rodney, Roger and Gary, decide to go on a picnic. Rodney packs the picnic basket with beer and sandwiches. The trouble is that the picnic site is ten miles away. So, it takes them ten days to get there.
When they get there Rodney unpacks the food and beer.
"Ok Gary give me the bottle opener."
"I didn't bring it," says Gary
"I thought you packed it," Rodney gets worried,
He turns to Roger, "Did you bring the bottle opener?"
Naturally Roger didn't bring it. So they're stuck ten miles from home without a bottle opener.
Rodney and Roger beg Gary to go back for it.
But he refuses as he says they will eat all the sandwiches.
After two hours, and after they have sworn on their tortoise lives that they will not eat the sandwiches, he finally agrees. So Gary sets off down the road at a steady pace.
20 days pass and he still isn't back and Rodney and Roger are starving, but a promise is a promise. Another 5 days and he still isn't back, but a promis
The Koala And The LizardA koala is sitting up a gumtree smoking a joint when a little lizard walks past and looks up and says "Hey Koala! What are you doing?"
The koala says: "Smoking a joint, come up and have some."
So the little lizard climbs up and sits next to the koala and they have a few joints.
After a while the little lizard says his mouth is 'dry' and is going to get a drink from the river.
But the little lizard is so stoned that he leans too far over and falls into the river.
A crocodile sees this and swims over to the little lizard and helps him to the side, then asks the little lizard: "What's the matter with you?"
The little lizard explains to the crocodile that he was sitting smoking a joint with the koala in the tree, got too stoned and then fell into the river while taking a drink.
The crocodile says he has to check this out and walks into the rain forest, finds the tree where the koala is sitting finishing a joint, and he looks up and says "Hey you!"
the koala looks down a
Cowboys Carve Up The Jets In Thanksgiving Classic & Make Milestones Galore!Cowboys Carve Up The Jets In Thanksgiving Classic!
I don't think there was a soul in Dallas who believed the Cowboys would lose to the lowly Jets on Thanksgiving Day at Texas Stadium. They were right. Once the snow flurries started falling, once you smelled the aroma of a great Thanksgiving dinner coming from the kitchen, once you saw the "Silver and Blue" take the field, you knew that destiny was on the side of the Cowboys.
The Dallas Cowboys absolutely demolished the New York Jets by a lopsided score of 34-3 and set a new franchise record with a 10-1 start to their magical 2007 season. The game was an amazing showcase of the superior talent-laden team led by the NFC's top quarterback, Tony Romo.
Romo, actually led the Cowboys upfield during their first possession of the game on a quick scoring drive that was completed by a Marion Barber touchdown to put the Boys up 7-0. That was all they needed, but there was even more excitement to come in the next three quarters
Im Back!! :pHey guys!! I hope everyone had a great Thanksgiving! I just got back home today and I have so many messages and comments and friends request to go through. So while I get caught up Im just gonna wish everyone a great week right here! :P
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Poems#1
BLESS ME WITH THOSE EYES!
'A thing of beauty is a joy for ever'
Words of Keats one can forget never
What is beauty - beauty is where
One can enjoy here and there, every where!
Grecian urn a beautiful piece
Niagara falls a beautiful place
Silver streaks of water brings us peace
Hills and dales sure nature's grace!
Does beauty lie in the objects seen
Or lie in the eyes of the seer keen?
Beauty seen in the scorching Sun
Beauty felt in the biting cold
Beauty heard in the melody of birds
Beauty smelt in the fragrance of rose
Beauty tasted in the bitterness of neem
Beauty found sure in every mean(s) !
'Beauty is truth and truth beauty
That is all what ye know on earth
And what all ye need to know'
Words of Wisdom
From votary of beauty
And a devotee of Almighty!
Creator of noble beauty
Harbinger of peace and piety
Bless me with those eyes and mind
Beauty in ugliness that they can find!
Beauty of the mind and beauty of the soul
Sure
Types Of FriendsI am sending this to you to see how many actually read their comments. Your response will be interesting. Pay attention to what you read. After you have finished reading it, you will know the reason it was sent to you. Here goes: People come into your life for a REASON, a SEASON or a LIFETIME. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrong doing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, gr
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StatuesThere are two statues in a park;
one of a nude man and one of a nude woman.
They had been facing each other across a pathway for a hundred years,
when one day an angel comes down from the sky and,
with a single gesture, brings the two to life.
The angel tells them, "As a reward for being so patient
through a hundred blazing summers and dismal winters,
you have been given life for thirty minutes
to do what you've wished to do the most."
He looks at her, she looks at him, and they go running behind
the shrubbery. The angel waits patiently as the bushes
rustle and giggling ensues.
After fifteen minutes, the two return, out of breath and laughing.
The angel tells them, "Um, you have fifteen minutes left,
would you care to do it again?"
He asks her "Shall we?" She eagerly
replies, "Oh, yes, let's!
But let's change positions.
This time, I'll hold the pigeon down
and you shit on its head."
AND WHAT THE HECK WERE YOU THINKING ? ? ? ? ? ? ?
Christmas CardsWhen you are making out your Christmas Cards this year, please include the following.
A Recovering American Soldier
c/o Walter Reed Army Medical Center
6900 Georgia Avenue, NW
Washington, DC 20307-5001
If We Had SexIf We Had Sex....GAME. don't be scared. you never know who really wants to do you! (Reply so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out).
1. Would you be in control?
2. Would you let me pull your hair?
3. Would you whisper in my ear?
4. Would you talk dirty to me?
5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue?
6. Would you say my name?
7. Would you go down on me?
8. Would you let me give you a hickie?
9. How many rounds would we go?
10. What would you wanna do afterwards?
11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly?
12. Would you lick and bite me all over?
13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point?
14. Would you want me to take my time?
15. How freaky are you from 1 - 10?
16. Would you want me to go fast or slow?
17. Where would you want it?
18. Would you be loud or quiet?
19. Would you mind if i licked you?
20. Would you Fuck me today?
21. Would you Fuck me tomorro
How To Shield YourselfBeing able to shield is an important component of any kind of energywork. Shielding keeps your energy in, or as much as you choose to keep in, and keeps stray energy out. For Empaths, this is doubly important. I find I can "program" my shield to let in the energy of certain people or just small amounts of their energy, lol. All I do is tell my shield to let so and so's energy through the shield - and voila! So it is!
I am going to assume that anyone reading this has at least some basic idea how to put themselves in a meditative state - quiet their mind! Assuming is probably not a good thing, but meditation techniques will need to be in a separate blog, if I find a need to go in that direction, lol.
Now we begin.
I quiet my mind. Then I visualize myself standing in the center of a dark forest. I then visualize a ring of white light, almost like flames, surrounding me. (Make sure the flames totally surround you - leave no holes!)
Once I have this well visualized, I build a fo
I Hate...BITCHES.... i FUCKING hate BITCHES... you know who I mean, the girls out there who say one thing, like "I'm nice and I'm cool and I just want to be a good person" blah blah blah, when in reality they are DISGUSTING BITCHES who only care about themselves. They don't think of their kids, they don't think of other people, they think of themselves and then act like they got it tough. Some people call them narcissists but in reality, these girls are just BITCHES, plain and simple. And stop lying about the type of person you are -- you KNOW that you're BITCHES, stop pretending you're not. If you know you are and are honest about it, that's cool, that's respectable. But if you pretend and say shit like "I'm just trying to be me and get along with everybody", well, then, you're just a fucking liar and it's bullshit... It makes me fucking sick...
Yeah, my grammar isn't so good in this blog and that's 'cause I'm fucking PISSED 'cause i HATE bitches....
Christmas CardsWhen you are making out your Christmas Cards this year, please include the following.
A Recovering American Soldier
c/o Walter Reed Army Medical Center
6900 Georgia Avenue, NW
Washington, DC 20307-5001
Pastor FlappsThe Reverend John Flapps was the pastor of a small town. One
day he was
walking down the High Street and he noticed a young lady of
his congregation
sitting in a pub drinking beer. The reverend wasn't happy.
He walked through the open door of the pub and sat down next
to the woman.
"Mrs. Fitzgerald," he said sternly. "This is no place for a
member of my
congregation. Why don't you let me take you home?" Sure," she
said with a
slur, obviously very drunk. When Mrs. Fitzgerald stood up
from the bar, she
began to weave back and forth.
The reverend realized that she'd had far too much to drink
and grabbed her
arms to steady her. When he did, they both lost their balance
and tumbled to
the floor. After rolling around for a few moments, the
reverend wound up on
top Of Mrs. Fitzgerald, her skirt hiked up to her waist.
The Object Of Your Desire.Pulling away the skin that covers me, ripping and tearing it savagely from my being. I no longer can wear it, suffocating myself for too long....
I throw the remnants to the the ground piece by blood soaked piece ......The pain this creates is more bearable then the pain it caused for so long......
What remains is only the inner parts of self that for so long i held back...i slowly reach in and rip the heart i once held in protection, now bare,open and bleeding....i crush it within .....no longer to exist again......
As i clean myself and wipe the remains of myself like cobwebs away...i see through my eyes...to the blackness that is now my soul.......
I can no longer attract...so now i must depend on the prey.....drivin by desires and wants...for the needs within are destroyed, replaced by the shit that has built over time.
modification of my being deemed necessary by those faults that haunt me...
They can no longer reach me...i have become the ultimate self preserve
All My Favorites Are GoneI'm so upset, tonight while trying to fix and update my comp, i lost all my favorites including about 60 sites i used for profile comments. If you could, can u help me by sending the sites that u use. I had some that I'm afraid I will never find again. Thank You. Blogging this is the only way to keep me from crying right now.
OriginsDragons, Snakes, and Pearls are symbols for human DNA,
Fire representing soul sparks of light emanating from the flame of creation.
Dragons are winged beings portrayed in the ancient mythologies of most cultures. They link with winged gods from the heavens who came to Earth to create the human race and are very important symbology in the creational blueprint of our reality.
Much of dragon lore tells us that dragons were loathsome beasts and evil enemies to humankind. But dragons were born of a time other than men; a time of chaos; a time of creation out of destruction. The dragon is a fabulous and universal symbolic figure found in most cultures thought the world.
Some examples of the symbology of the dragon are:
- Gnostics: "The way through all things."
- Alchemy: "A winged dragon - the volatile elements; without wings - the fixed elements."
- Chinese: "The spirit of the way"' bringing eternal change.
- Guardian of the 'Flaming Pearl" symbol of spiritual perfection and
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Birds In AlchemyBirds in Alchemy
In alchemical writings we meet a seemingly bewildering multiplicity of animal symbols - red lions, white eagles, stags, unicorns, winged dragons and snakes. Although at first glance all this complex mass of symbolism seems tortured and confused there is an inner coherence to these symbols, which the ancient alchemists used in specific ways reflecting their esoteric content.
In this article I wish to consider a particularly tight knit group of these animal symbols, the birds of alchemy - the Black Crow, White Swan, Peacock, Pelican, and Phoenix - which are descriptive of certain stages of the alchemical process. Of course it would be wrong to suggest that there are fixed rigid meanings with regard to these symbols. The alchemists always integrated the symbols they used, so that one has to look at the total context, the background against which they stand, but when the birds appear in this sequence it is almost certain that the following interpretation can be applied.
Need Comments Please!!!I am in a a tattoo contest and I need the most comments to win. Currently I am in third place and need about 1500 more comments to make it to 1st place. Please help out and click on the following pic and leave as many comments as you can/would like to....THANK YOU!!!
Life House BrokenLIFEHOUSE LYRICS
"Broken"
The broken clock is a comfort, it helps me sleep tonight
Maybe it can stop tomorrow from stealing all my time
I am here still waiting though i still have my doubts
I am damaged at best, like you've already figured out
I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain, there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you
The broken locks were a warning you got inside my head
I tried my best to be guarded, I'm an open book instead
I still see your reflection inside of my eyes
That are looking for a purpose, they're still looking for life
I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
with a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain (in the pain), there is healing
In your name (in your name) I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'), I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'), I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin')
I'm barel
Underneath The NightUnderneath The Night
Tonight all the angels wait
Along your bedside
Am I aware of the pain
Tonight, all the stars aligned
I close my eyes and cry
Curl you in my arms
I miss you already
Underneath the night
I cannot stop these tears from falling
Like pouring rain
Knowing there's a time
Here and in heaven
To be with you again
Dont let this moment fade
Now the hours crawl away
Out of my window
And swallow me again
How long will you stay
And how long will I
Keep searching for a reason
I miss you already
Underneath the night
I cannot stop these tears from falling
Like pouring rain
Knowing there's a time
Here and in heaven
To be with you again
Dont let this moment fade
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