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Moving "about Me" To Blog And Off Of My About Me Section Of My Profile.
I really hate doing these, because most of the time, nobody cares enough to read them anyway, and if they do read them, they are just being judgemental. Here goes some stuff anyway. First, before I tell about me, it's only fair that I say right away before you waste your time reading anymore, that I do periodically clean out my list. Right or wrong don't make a shit to me. If you don't add rate fan me back, I go take you off my list when I notice. And, if I mistakenly have taken you off, and notice, I will add you back. IF you have fanned rated added me, but then never return the visits / rates then I will delete you. (and btw, I do not down rate anyone. And I expect the same, sorry if you are one of those people that believes in judging honestly, you wont make it as my friend. This place to me, is about making friends and having fun.. It is NOT about down rating. Yes there are down raters but instead of letting that ruin this for me, I will just block down raters. Problem solved. And

Duis Suck
So i got a DUI a little over a month ago. Not my proudest moment in my life but shit happends. This tuesday my suspension begins and i have no idea on how i am going to get to and from work or who i can rely on for a ride. I was the person in my group of friends who always drove i guess it's pay back time now

Poems
Believing in miracles can sometimes bring joy.Such as the birth of a girl or of a boy. The challenge of problems were brought to me this day.So I got down on my knees and started to pray. But unknown to me it was such a surprise.I was given a miracle in such a small size. She's my little angel disabled they say.That makes her more special in her own little way. So now lord I ask as sure as I breathe.Stand by my angel and dont never leave. So help me guide her.and lend us your hand and bless my small angel and make her life grand. to our daughter brooklyn. born 1-30-03

Standings 12/02
Contest standings as of 12/02 2:00 am EST 1st place: Punkin with 38 rates 2nd: Naughty Gurl with 26 rates 3rd: Saucey with 22 rates 4th: Dixiegurl23 with 18 rates 5th: Black Widow with 17 rates 6th: Shy Girl and Meow tied with 15 rates each 7th: Shaz with 11 rates 8th: Fast Horses with 10 rates 9th: Naughty Girl Hollie and Reeka tied with 9 rates each 10th: Durty Girl with 8 rates That's the top 10. There are more sexy ladies in this contest. now that everyone knows the standings, get of your butts and rate these ladies.

Shivers Of Pain
Shivers of pain creep through my brian, The world shatters and coldness fills my veins. Mistakes of Bitter judgement come into play, I scream trying to keep myself sane. But nothing changes it just remains the same. Stopping it becomes the obession that drives, Still the power overridesand strives. Overcoming filling me till I bust at the seams I run and try to hide, to keep innocent eyes blind, It just can't be stopped it's trapped inside If only could find the switch, The clock of life would cease to tick, Last thing I'd hear...the trigger click.... Paitently waiting for answers above, I pray for a touch of higher love. It fills my mind the strat of early morning Even as your sleeping, dreaming, snoring.... I wish for this pain I feel to end, Is it wrong to touch you in different ways even with this pen?

Poetry
As sure the sun is destined to rise I can see charm and beauty in your eyes A rose bush has pedals But also has thorns Take the good with the bad Grab the bull by the horns Love is so fragile like a house full of glass If you throw stones of anger the love will never last Cherish the feelings you hold in your heart And the virtues of marriage will not fall apart Like roses in the spring time that bloom every year Your love is forever that is what i hold dear So i give you this ring with thee i shall wed I'll always be with you Be alive-be dead

Job
Yep u read right. I have a JOB!!! Now don't frown casue it's at Papa John's..be glad I have a job!!! I fel human again. I will get my first check Dec 7 and a larger check Dec 21. I can't wait. FInally get caught up on bills! See.. blessings once again!

Poetry
fubar.com and happy hour too. where you meet alot of people and friends are always true. you can buy a friend a drink or send a friendly gift. your making people happy and help thier spirits lift. you can send a sexy comment or rate an awsome pic. you can help eachother level and move up pretty quick. you can make a friendly flirt or send a secret crush. or get chellendged to a private game its such an awsome ruch. the bible here at fubar will help you cruise along. so read the fubar bible and your sure to not go wrong.

Ladiez Only
Ladiez Only Hello LADIEZ!!! Cum check out my yahoo group for bisexul n bicurious ladiez in the US! ~Disscussion board, ~toy parties, ~meet n greets, ~brunchs, ~get-2-gethers, ~chick flick (sometimes porno) movie nites, ~group cam chat, ~n more! Check it out n join FREE if interested! ~~~Cum tell us your fantasies n let us help u live them!~~~ ---- Sexy Bi Ladies Group ---- http://groups.yahoo.com/group/SexyBiLadiesGroup

12 Hours Only Kiss Me!!!!
THE SPECIAL IS OVER NOW BUT U CAN STILL GET ME KISSES.......DREAMS SUNDAY, DECEMBER 2ND - 12 HOURS ONLY - From 3AM EST (Midnight Fu-Time) to 3PM EST (Noon Fu-Time) all members who purchase 200 kisses for the contest will get an additional 50 as a bonus. The bonus MUST go to the same person for which the others were purchased. Meaning, you will be giving ONE person 250 kisses. If you would like to do this, BE SURE TO PUT BONUS in the transfer message ;) This should help those of you that are competing for the lead...and those of you who'd like to be. THIS DOES NOT APPLY to orders for more than one person. If this proves to be a good idea and people enjoy it, I will add more "specials" throughout the month. I'll probably do a "multiples" bonus next time around. Happy Holidays! - Heartistic Are you kissable? Let's find out who the MOST KISSABLE people are on Fubar! A new contest, only for Christmas, brought to you by the FuGraphics Gift Shoppe. NO RATES, NO COMMENT

My Car
To some people my car may look ugly but to me she is the most beautiful car, the BLUE BOOMB! I can take around 40 and fill her up and it last me TWO weeks. She has a big trunk. Very easy to work on too. Aned whats so awesome...it didn't cost me a thing. My cousin Eddie and he wife

Bi Ladiez Group – Join Us!
BI Ladiez Group – Join Us! Sexy Bi Ladies Group - JOIN US! Hello sexy lady! Come check out the new LADIES ONLY (Couples welcum BUT female MUST b the account holder AND speaker in the group) group for bi and bi curious LADIEZ of the US! Many friendz in all states! We discuss anything, tell our views and feelings, share inspirational and motivational things, and are planning parties, meets, events and even group cam chat! (Dont need to have a cam to participate in chat!) Feel free to post, add pics, share your ideas, post your events or ones that you know of going on and let us know who U are! Meet n greets, movie nites, game nites, sexual parties, toy/product parties, group cam chat, and more! See U inside! http://groups.yahoo.com/group/SexyBiLadiesGroup click here 2 ENTER!

Which Is The Pitbull They Are Trying To Outlaw???
Which is the Pitbull they are trying to outlaw??? Which is the Pit Bull? 1. Boxer 2. Dogue De Bordeau 3. Alapaha Blue Blood Bulldog 4. Great Swiss Mountain Dog 5. Vizsla 6. Rhodesian Ridgeback 7. Dogo Argentino 8. Labrador Retriever 9. BullMastiff 10. Jack Russell Terrier 11. Fila Brasileiro 12. Rottweiler 13. Presa Canario 14. American Bulldog 15. Cane Corso 16. American Pit Bull Terrier ----- JUST THIS 1 - Can we say BSL (Breed Specific Legislation)? We need to stand for what is right and for those pups that are NOT harmful 2 anyone. 17. Patterdale Terrier 18. Olde English Bulldogge 19. Cathoula 20. Bull Terrier Quiz – Whats ur fav weed? You like that really strong weed!!! You like that really strong weed!!! It has a small amount of fruity flavor and it fucks you up!! A personal favorite of mine. Take this quiz at QuizHeaven.com

Poetry
friends are forever as long as thier true. they share every moment both happy or blue. a friend is to lean on when lfe treats you bad. a friend makes you smile when your feeling so sad. friends stick together right to the end. there is nothing more loyal than a true honest friend. a friend can be comfort when pain meets your fate. they are always there for you never making you wait. so cherrish your friendship and treat it with care. and the ones you are friends with will always be there.

My Blast!! Ty Ty.. I Hav Never Had One..! Wow! I'm Honored! Plzzz Tell Me Who Did This Very Kind Gesture For Me.
gosh ((blushes)) i'm so touched. whoever did this plz let me know. I am truly honored. TY. I've never had a blast ever. TY soo much. I do highly appreciate this kind gesture. Plz dont let it go unnoticed. Plz let me know. TY Dominique aka Dom ...aka Daniel

Pitbulls Pics – No Bsl!
Pitbulls Pics – NO BSL! Against It If any of you out there are my friends, I ask you out of the kindness of my heart to repost this. If you're not my friend, I ask you search for the source compassion in your soul and repost this anyway. More importantly, if you're in a position to, DO something about it. This is about California legislation being passed to exterminate pit bulls. If it passes in California, it could be on its way to anywhere. Someone has to try to make a difference...what if it were your pet? It would be great if Myspace could be used for something good other than getting dates. Please pass the word along and post this...so as many people can see this as possible. This has to be stopped. We need to save these dogs.

What Could Have Been
Recalling the past things that would been my emotions stepped out like my silent twin Silence enduring I cant hold it no more Shredding my heart In a whispering war Whispering tears Drown out Questions glance Exchange from eye to eye I was once you You were once me We were once one United yet free

Old Marine
Old Marine Shortly after President Bush took office, an old veteran approached the White House from the park across Pennsylvania Ave. where he'd been sitting on a park bench. He spoke to the US Marine standing guard and said, "I would like to go in and meet with President Clinton." The marine looked at the vet and said, "Sir, Mr. Clinton is no longer president and no longer resides here." The old vet said, "Okay, " and walked away. The following day, the same vet approached the White House and said to the same Marine, "I would like to go in and meet with President Clinton." The marine again told the vet, "Sir, Mr. Clinton is no longer president and no longer resides here." The vet thanked him and, again, just walked away. The third day, the same vet approached the White House and spoke to the very same Marine saying, "I would like to go in and meet with President Clinton." The Marine, understandably agitated at this point, looked at t

Pitbulls Dangerous???
Pitbulls Dangerous??? This is a poll from CNN and will be used as a tool against bully breeds (pibulls/rotwillers/etc). Please help and vote NO pitbulls are not a dangerous breed. The people who aise them wrong are a bad breed, not the dog breed itself. Please help and vote NOW. Thanks much! http://www.cnn.com:80/CNN/Programs/nancy.grace/ Where U going? The road to success is not straight. There is a curve called Failure, a loop called Confusion, speed bumps called Friends, red lights called Enemies, caution lights called Family. You will have flats called Jobs. But, if you have a spare called Determination, an engine called Perseverance, insurance called Faith, a driver called Jesus, you will make it to a place called Success.

The Drop Off...
So I was talking to a guy I know and he said, "You know... I was just thinking. You have a really cute face and a great personality...but if you..." And I was like, "Don't say it." And he was like, "If you just lost weight, you would be so hot." He goes on-- "You know, it's almost like a waste. You're so pretty and such a great person--but because of your weight you won't get as many guys checking you out. As superficial as that sounds. You're initially attractive. But then, it's like after awhile--it's like... I don't know... You just realize that... I was like, "That I have flaws?" He was like, "Yeah. I know that sounds really mean but its true." So I told myself I wouldn't cry. I told myself--but here I am tears burning my eyes, writing this fucking blog because I don't know what else to do. Why? I mean, I know I have flaws. I'm open about it. I can write you a list of what they are. I'm overweight, I know. And he may even be right. Maybe if I lost weight I would be

Sign For No Bsl On Pibulls And Rotts!
Sign for NO BSL on Pibulls and Rotts! Hey all! Please take a second to view the link and sign the petition. I did, and below is what I wrote with my signature. http://www.ipetitions.com/petition/opposemnbreedban/?e We currently do not have any dogs, but we are prior owners of a male pitbull named Tito. He passed away due to someone speeding down our street that ran him over. He was a very well mannored dog, and even the cop that came to the crash scene had tears in his eyes because he knew how well we took care of out pitbull and said himself we make pitbulls have a better name since we were raising him right. He was the biggest "friendly bob" dog in our neighborhood, great with kids and adults. NEVER once bit anyone, NEVER once attacked anyone. It is not the breeds fault, it is the owners faults on how the dogs act. We need to look into training the owner and maybe licensing the owners, not punishing those who do take care and love these dogs the way they shoul

Hard To Swallow Truth
Question. why is it we humans believe in our minds that things change overnight? we have something bad happen to us and yet we tell ourselves all the time it will be ok it will never happen again then when it does happen we are so let down that we shell up and dont trust anyone. how can we overcome this obstacle that each one of us faces? it truely is a beast that can consume you whole. i guess in the end the answer is we are generally a forgiving species. wanting to believe the positive things in life that all is peachy on the surface. comments?

Breed Specific Legislation – Vote No!
Breed Specific Legislation – VOTE NO! Dog Attacks: How do we make them a thing of the past? Breed Specific Legislation is not the Answer. In recent years, there has been a movement to ban or restrict specific breeds of dog, to combat this issue. Considering the "Nothing I do is my fault / Promoting high self-esteem at all costs" culture shift that's trying to take hold, this probably should be no surprise...however, I'd like to offer some food for thought regarding Breed-Specific Legislation (BSL), which I see as a wholehearted attempt at SOLVING THE WRONG PROBLEM. -Any canine that is ideally raised, responsibly owned, and properly contained is a safe canine...regardless of breed. (Unusual medical issues, and possibly the extremely rare "bad seed", excepted. However, ill or physiologically aberrant animals are easily identifiable, and should most likely be euthanized long before a mauling occurs.) -Any time there is a bite or attack, knowledgeable dog handlers will be able

Pitbull Temberment Testing – Suprizing Results!
Pitbull Temberment Testing – Suprizing results! Another tasty tidbit for Pit Bull haters and BSL Supporters? In 2002, the American Tempermet Testing Society statistics listed that American Pit Bull Terriers, American Staffordshire Terriers, and Rottweilers were all in the 82 percentile, meaning over 80% of the dogs passed the temperment test. That is very high, especially when compared to breeds which are common family dogs, such as Golden Retrievers and Bichon Frise, which tested at 77%, Chihuahuas at 71%, and Lhasa Apsos at 71% The test results can be viewed here in alphabetical order by breed. See how your breed fared. http://www.atts.org/statistics.html... Educate yourselves before supporting Breed Specific Legislation.

Bi Female Levels?
Bi female levels??? MySpace Graphics & MySpace Codes Alright, subject is bi WOMEN, NOT BI MEN! Bisexuals are people who are attracted to more than one sex. Everything else you've heard is just myths and stereotypes. It isn't necessary to be equally attracted to men and women, to be involved in multiple relationships, or to be obsessed with sex. You can be celibate and still be bisexual. It's all a matter of who you find attractive. To me there are different levels or being bi. I myself am a here and there type of bi (type/level name made up by me), meaning I am with females when I find one Im interested enough in being sexual with and I do not flirt with every single female. I enjoy being with another female with my man also involved, as I like to see him sexual with females too! If you are a bi lady, what type/level of bi would you consider yourself? Im NOT asking you to label yourself, I just want to learn more about other bi women!

Center Of The World
o man, don't you love it when ppl make you the center of their world? but its even better when someone takes your advice and opinions and tries to turn them against you or into something negative... but that only means that you got them, you got under their skin and now they are really thinking about what was said and not just blowing it off! haha, my birthday weekend couldnt have gotten any better then getting that message while I was at work that someone had something for me to read, haha... just sucks I didnt get it till just a lil bit ago lol man if only everyone could be as thoughtful and respectful of another person! ROFLMAO o and if my thoughts and opinions on the situation didn't matter then why does he still read my blogs???? Damn, I love being the center of his world! LOL

What The Fawk Just Happened
I am sitting here typing this blog in total tears. I just received a call from my niece about her wedding. I can't believe my babygirl is getting married. Anyway, she was asking me if her grandgather,my dad, could wear a white Marine Corp jacket to her wedding. I told her no because he was a NCO. That it was Dress Blues for him. Well she puts her soon to be husband on the phone and I was trying to tell him about the sword I had gotten him for Christmas to go with his Blues and all he medals and ribbons he has. Well as I am trying to tell him this he was talking about wether I could walk into the plaCe where they are having the wedding. I told him I could. That the only problem would be if we had to park far away and had to walk to the place. If anyone is from Houston they will know what I am talking about. So then he gets on the subject about my dad being called out by any Military members of his family if my dad didn't have everything right on his Dress Blues. WTF was that

The Male G-spot
The Male G-Spot Class is in session... It seems that men are always trying to figure out what pleases women, what gets them off -- but they never seem concerned about their own erogenous zones. Well, today is your day in the sun, gentlemen. We've all heard about that infamous G-spot located on, or rather "in", a woman's body. Do men have G-spots? Well, technically they don't, but there is a spot on their bodies that makes them crazy. don't be anal retentive ----------------------- This magical male part is the prostate. Now before you guys get all ballistic on me, I suggest that you don't dog it until you've tried it. After all, enjoying anal stimulation is not an indication of sexual orientation. In other words, if you tell your girlfriend to touch you "back there", she won't assume that you're secretly sleeping with her brother Chris"tine". Simply put, you have managed to discover the male G-spot , or prostate gland, and letting her

I'm Evil
I am one evil person, and I enjoy it! Today I payed someone back for what they did. I wrote a blog about somethings that have been going on between me and a former girlfriend, who I loved deeply. Well today I got even with the f**ked that she has been doing. I f**ked his wife today and I enjoyed it. She seen them together thanks to me, and she decided to do a little wrong herself, so she did me. She told me that my ex isn't getting much, at least in the sack. She won't leave him or anything cause of the kids and the money he makes, but from now on he doesn't get any from her! When she left she told me she was going to give him a great big kiss with tounge and all! (I think you know what she had her lips on before she left) I am so evil and I Love it! "Tickle us do we not laugh?, Prick us do we not bleed? Wrong us shall we not revenge?"

Cute-o-meter
CUTE-O-METER Post this and watch the answers you get sent back to you in your messages!!! If you don't repost your a scaredy-cat and you will have relationship problems for 5 years. So post it now. -2= Nasty -1= Ugly 0= Not Ugly 1= Almost Okay 2= Okay 3= Average 4= Cute 5= Really Cute 6= Beautiful/Handsome 7= Gorgeous 8= Sexy 9= Incredibly Sexy 10= Breath Taking 11= Me you bed noww 12= Come Fuck the shit out of me ...Which one do you think I am? Tell me in a message. Then, repost this as: "Cute-O-Meter

Ladies – Can U Squirt? Now U Can!
Ladies – Can U squirt? Now U can! This is my best advice... Consider this article and at least try it once or maybe after reading this, you might decide you DON'T want to try it at all. THIS IS JUST EXPERIENCE and I am CERTAINLY NOT SPEAKING FOR ALL MY FELLOW SQUIRTERS, Just this one :-) Practice Kegaling ALL THE TIME... The kegal muscle can be found easily... while peeing, forcibly stop the flow using the muscle down there that you contract when you are trying not to piss yourself. That kegal muscle is the 'catapulter' for the female orgasm. If that muscle is strong, you can ejaculate your juices OUTWARDLY with the release of the orgasmic contraction... PLUS your partner will literally be able to feel your new ability to GRASP onto and "pull" his penis or his/her fingers into you. I also have wet-dreams and I wake up literally contracting and releasing this muscle very tightly~ HOLDING IT INTO THE CONTRACTION for as long as I can stand it and

Ladies Beware (from Bulletin Board)
OF COURSE THIS ISNT FROM ME, BUT IF THIS GUY HURT ANY CHILD AND THERE IS PROOF, HE SHOULD BE KICKED OF THIS SITE cleptokilla@ fubar he hurt my baby and went to jail for it...ladies beware

Want A Women 2 Verbally Abuse Me
i dream of a beautiful women breaking me down emotionally, verbally abusing me, shutting me down. i think i deserve it. but ladies if you do abuse me, make sure you do it in the shout box ,since its very discreet. but then again i dare you,lol

Help Me Win First Contest!!
¢¾Kiss Me¢¾a.k.a. Shut up and kiss me¢âMaster to Nomad ~TCS PROMOTIONS HOTTIE~ I NEED YOUR FU-LUV!!! Help me win a month VIP or a 7 day blast!! Just click on any image below to rate & comment bomb me!!! Don¡¯t forget to visit me @ The Candy Shop!!!

Does Your Name Fit You?
S: makes people laugh A: Hot N: easy to fall in love with D: can kick ur butt Y: smile to die for A: Hot B: Amazing kisser C: good kisser D: can kick ur butt E: has gorgeous eyes F: lowild and crazy adore you G: very outgoing H:cute I: loves to laugh and smile J: is really sweet K: crazy in a good way L: very good kisser M: makes dating fun N: easy to fall in love with O: has one of the best personalities ever P: popular with all types of people Q: a hypocrite R: smile to die for S: makes people laugh T: is a good person to be with U: Hott V: not judgmental W: very broad minded X: never let people tell you what to do Y: smile to die for Z: can be funny and dumb at times REPOST WITH: "Does your name fit you???" You must repost this with ur name or you will lose someone very close to you

Poetry
virgin snow so fluffy and white. has covered the ground from a wintery night. rooftops all covered with blankets of snow. the winter has brought us a beautifull show. children are playing and running about. tracking through snow as they scream and they shout. snow flakes are falling and touchng the ground. so light and so gentle not making a sound. soon will be christmas its that time of year. egg-nog and presents with joy and much cheer.

What A Kiss Means
WHAT A KISS MEANS Kiss on the stomach = "lets do it" Kiss on the Forehead ="i hope we're together forever" Kiss on the Ear = "I'm horny" Kiss on the Cheek = "We're friends" Kiss on the Hand = "I adore you" Kiss on the Neck = "we belong together" Kiss on the Shoulder = "I want you" Kiss on the Lips = I love you" OR "I want you" What the gesture means... Holding Hands = "we definitely love each other" Slap on the Butt = "That's mine" Holding on tight = "i don't want to let go" Looking into each other's Eyes = "i just plain love you" Playing with Hair = "Tell me you love me" Arms around the Waist = "I love you too much to let go" Laughing while Kissing = "I am completely comfortable with you" --Advice-- Dont ask for a kiss, take one. If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love. --Requirements-- Post this again after reading!! Or you will have a bad year of Relationships. If you LIKE, LOVE, OR MISS someone right now an

Re-post What A Kiss Means
WHAT A KISS MEANS Kiss on the stomach = "lets do it" Kiss on the Forehead ="i hope we're together forever" Kiss on the Ear = "I'm horny" Kiss on the Cheek = "We're friends" Kiss on the Hand = "I adore you" Kiss on the Neck = "we belong together" Kiss on the Shoulder = "I want you" Kiss on the Lips = I love you" OR "I want you" What the gesture means... Holding Hands = "we definitely love each other" Slap on the Butt = "That's mine" Holding on tight = "i don't want to let go" Looking into each other's Eyes = "i just plain love you" Playing with Hair = "Tell me you love me" Arms around the Waist = "I love you too much to let go" Laughing while Kissing = "I am completely comfortable with you" --Advice-- Dont ask for a kiss, take one. If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love. --Requirements-- Post this again after reading!! Or you will have a bad year of Relationships. If you LIKE, LOVE, OR MISS someone right now an

People...come On
People who abuse the NSFW. Come on folk's.... If you have to NSFW someone's PG pic.. you really shouldnt be here. This site may be alittle to much for you to handle. Better yet go back to your MYspace and bug Tom... Remember if you abuse the NSFW POLICY.. YOU CAN LOSE YOUR ACCOUNT. To all my friends thanks for the rating's

A Persons Worth
This aint one of thoses gospal blogs I just was wondering how to measure a pesons worth? By the friends they keep? by the friends they dont? the promises they keep? the promises they dont keep? the family that they have? The Family the dont have? the people they love? the people that love them ? the things they have done? the things they didnt do? who they pray to? Who they dont? See there are so meny ways to judge some one. what is worth to you and how do you define it? what makes me worthy of you ? what makes me unworthy? See there are so menay reasons both ways Oh well I gusse I didnt have a pont to make I was just wondering

Starting Over.....
I will be moving out of miami in hopes of starting a new life "starting over" i will try to access the web when ever i can(in between finding a job, shelter ect.). i will keep everyone upto date on what ever is exactly happening with me. starting with loosing my wiener, Madel my dauchshund is being left behind, She was my best friend and greatly missed. this is all for now in the am i will be "outta town". Take care all

Its Like Highschool...
Fubar to me is like High school... you got the popular people that most of the time use photo shop to enhance their boobs and other things and then you got the middle people that are there to make friends, fuck the points! Just there for laughter!, and then you got the morons... now no problem with morons... if you know what I mean their pretty funny! So you got Rich, Popular people, the nerds, the whores aka point whores and you got the middle class... and I'd much rather be in the middle class I mean why have a bunch of people on your profile that don't even care who you are they just rate you and forget you... thats fucked up in my opinion... I care for all my friends regardless if they care about me! And to me it doesn't matter how they look... Im all about mind and Spirit! So Chea... to all the real fakes, and point whores go suck a dick!

Thanks
WASSUP EVERYBODY, JUST WANTED TO SAY THANKS FOR THE 10'S AND IN SOME CASES 11'S, THE COMMENTS, AND THE DRINKS...SPECIALLY THE DRINKS, I'M STILL TRYIN TO LEARN MY WAY AROUND THIS FUBAR, BUT I CAN SAY SO FAR SO GOOD...THANKS EVERYBODY, KEEP THE LOVE COMING AND I'M DAMN SURE GOING TO DO THE SAME....MUCH LOVE AND RESPECT.

Best Christmas Song Ever
Blues Traveler- Christmas Comes the time for christmas And i really have to ask If this is feeling merry How much longer must it last I wish a one horse open sleigh Would come carry me away But i've been waiting here all day And one just hasn't come my way Now excuse me if i'm not being reverent But i was hoping for a miracle to hold me, wash me Save me from my righteous doubt as i watch helpless And everybody sings If it's chanukah or kwanza Solstice, harvest or december twenty-fifth Peace on earth to everyone And abundance to everyone you're with Laha da da da da da Da da da da da da da da da da da La da da da da da da da La da da da da da da da da Laha da da da da Laha da da da da Comes the time for christmas And as you raise your yuletide flask There's like this feeling that you carry As if from every christmas past It's as if each year it grows It's like you feel it in your toes And on and on your carol goes Harvesting love among your woes I want t

Bill Engvall - Awesome Xmas
Ok so this Christmas isn't goin to be all that bad. *My God daughter is almost here.... *Dad is takin me a day next week to get me my suitcase(s), and we are goin out to eat. *Brian Emailed what he got me for xmas..... (not what I wanted - Wanted clothes cuz i need them but i'll definately take these! lol) *Thomas Family Christmas thing should be fun.... December 29th. So Leeah should be here really soon. Britt said they wont take her any later than the 11th so I mean I'll atleast still be here in PA when she's born, and then I'm takin off work just so I can take and be in the Hospital to see them. Brian Emailed me the confirmation to THE TICKETS TO GO SEE BILL ENGVALL WHILE I'M IN VEGAS. He said Larry the Cable Guy starts an Hour after Bill Engvall so we can' tgo see that. But he said the Tickets are really close to the stage... THIS IS AWESOME! :D I'm so happy about that :) Not only will I get to meet moms friend, her kids and her daughter Deaja... who is

Pain ( Just A Rant )
i really can't describe how i feel right now, crushed for one, the love of my life and best friend moved back to alaska, taking with him my heart. and i like a dumbass opened myself back up and apparently too soon after he left only to be crushed again. and now the man who i gave everything to for so many years, doesn't even tell me he even misses me anymore. i should have gone with my first thoughts and stayed alone, that was what i wanted, but apparently we can't control how we feel. will i ever find somebody who will love me with just as much passion and heart as i do? i feel like i've lost my best friend in the whole world.

F.o.o.d.
Ok so my friend Andy ("Spreethang" on FUBAR) and I were talking and have come up with a new club, F.O.O.D this stands for FUCKED OVER ONLINE, DAMNIT! Please comment if you'd like to be part of F.O.O.D.! This is for anyone who has ever had an 'online' relationship and then it didn't work out, for anyone who was talking to someone and the other person turned out to be totally opposite of who they said they were or lied in general, or anyone who had people talk shit about them online (probably because they were just jealous of you anyways).....so please feel free to tell us your experience or just say ud like to be a joiner hehe, Peace and God bless. Thank you, Founders Andy & Linda

Quitting Smoking...
I never really had an addictive personality. I have always been one who can try something once or twice, or even do it for a while socially and still have no problem leaving it behind me. The one thing I cannot understand is cigarettes. I smoked my first one when I was 13. Not too fond of the damn things. I started smoking fairly steady when I was just shy of 17. I got my tongue pierced shortly after turning 18 and quit for about 3 months. That is when it hit me, it is not the nicotine, it is the oral fixation. Once I became used to the tongue piercing, I wanted to smoke again and that is exactly what I did. I found out I was pregnant with my son when i was 19 and promptly quit smoking again. I did not smoke another cigarette until he was 6 months old. MY labret was pierced when he was about a year old and I stopped smoking for another month (once again, the oral fixation). Since then (which was about 5 years ago I suppose) I have smoked fairly steady. I have not smoked for 3 days now

All F***ed Up
its one am but I drink like its two I'm gonna have a couple more before I'm through a shot of tequila or maybe some wine a couple more drinks and ill be fine don't care if its a can or a solo cup oh lord I'm all fucked up each night its something different but one things for sure by ten pm every thing's a blur Tuesday night karaokes my thing getting served drinks by the chick with the belly ring she's always good at settin' them up oh lord I'm all fucked up

I Did It My Way
First you will have to read these lyrics from Frank Sintra's "MyWay" to understand where this is going And now, the end is near; And so I face the final curtain. My friend, Ill say it clear, Ill state my case, of which Im certain. Ive lived a life thats full. Ive traveled each and evry highway; And more, much more than this, I did it my way. Regrets, Ive had a few; But then again, too few to mention. I did what I had to do And saw it through without exemption. I planned each charted course; Each careful step along the byway, But more, much more than this, I did it my way. Yes, there were times, Im sure you knew When I bit off more than I could chew. But through it all, when there was doubt, I ate it up and spit it out. I faced it all and I stood tall; And did it my way. Ive loved, Ive laughed and cried. Ive had my fill; my share of losing. And now, as tears subside, I find it all so amusing. To think I did all that; And may I say - not in a shy

My Father Died Last Saturday
this is for my father, RIP dad, my brother wrote this in memory of my father Leslie Maxim Colvill born sept 1, 1929,bend oregon and passed away december 16,2006 portland oregon. My father died this past Saturday afternoon. That seems such a cold assessment to many; a statement of fact unhampered by emotion. Such a statement is not bereft of emotion though but, rather, is overwhelmed by emotions. Love, hate, pride, anger and disappointment; the complete panoply of human emotions are contained therein. What can I say about the man who was my father? I loved and hated, embraced and feared, revered and reviled the man throughout my life. My memories are mixed. I recall the selfishness of the man who would buy gadgets for himself at the expense of his family and yet also recall the gift of a bicycle one Christmas which made me ecstatic. I remember him as aloof when it came to spending time with his children; he always seemed to be off with his cameras at the coast. Bu

Creepy Guy On Yahoo
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Thanksgiving Dinner...
I know this is a bit after Thanksgiving, but wanted to share how much fun my daughter and I had getting Thanksgiving Day Dinner home.... Hope everyone enjoird their dinner.... Huggs and kisses ~ Sadie Grace ~

What I Am Doing To Take Control Of Bills And My Credit
Being in debt can range anywhere from being an uncomfortable to terrifying situation. Statistics indicate that most people are 2-3 paychecks away from being in poverty. Recent studies indicate that 1 in 3 households are at minimum 2 years in debt. There are those who used to think, it would never happen to them. A situation arises where you find yourself in debt and you are unable to pay all of your bills when they come due. It becomes more stressful when debts become delinquent. You are hassled by numerous phone calls, and multiple mailings to pay up. Most people are fearful of the effect that delinquency can have on their credit report. Collectors have the leverage of damaging your credit report with negative reporting or judgments. Is there a light at the end of the tunnel? Is it possible to become empowered and take control of your bills and your credit? Can you really improve your credit report? Lydell Smith of Divine Credit Institute (Bolingbrook, IL) learned how to fi

Starbucks Sucks
> Guess I will not be drinking Starbucks any more. > > > > Recently Marines in Iraq wrote to Starbucks because they > > wanted to let them know how much they liked their coffees and to request > > that they send some of it to the troops there. > > > > Starbucks replied, telling the Marines thank you for their > > support of their business, but that Starbucks does not support the war, > > nor anyone in it, and that they would not send the troops their brand of > > coffee. > > > > So as not to offend Starbucks, maybe we should not support > > them by buying any of their products! I feel we should get this out in the > > open. I know this war might not be very popular with some folks, but that > > doesn't mean we don't support the boys on the ground fighting > > street-to-street and house-to-house. > > > > If you feel the same as I do then pass this along, or you > > can discard it and no one will never know. > > > > Thanks very much for your support. I know you'll all

The Rose That Grew From Concrete
"The rose that grew from concrete" Current mood: accomplished Category: Writing and Poetry I was so talented, where am I at now? Bad things happen to good people, the devil takes his bow. My family has been torn to pieces, this puzzle to scattered to frame, I was put in the middle of the struggle, Lord, can I get a refund from this game? Knowledge is so precious, if you listen.... and know it to be true, this knowledge may cost you dearly, at times not seeing the sky so blue. Troubled questions left unanswered, you build up hatrid wondering why, self destruction is oh so dangerous, I would never let them see me cry. My childhood was stolen from the reeper pouring rain.... drops of sin, at times I feel weak and helpless, I feel the devil, so I build fire off of his grin. I do not fear death, or what it shall bring, to an extent my heart is cold I do not care, the angel has rejected me from his wing, My memories of feeding my helpless mother

Update
Well since I have not been on here in forever... Though I would let you all know what I have been up to... Well lets see I am divorced now after being separated for 2 years I went and became a CNA and I am The Mother of 2 wonderful children a 3 and a 4 year old and life is GREAT ... Cant wait for christmas .... Hope Every one has a great holiday angela

Summary Of My Last Year On The Computer:
I NOW HAVE TO: 1. scrub the top of every can I open. 2. I no longer have any savings because I gave it to a sick girl (Penny Brown) who is about to die in the hospital for the 1,387,258th time. 3. I no longer have any money at all, but that will change once I receive the $15,000 that Bill Gates/Microsoft and AOL are sending me for participating in their special e-mail program. 4. I no longer worry about my soul because I have 363,214 angels looking out for me, and St..Theresa's novena has granted my every wish. 5. I no longer eat KFC because their chickens are actually horrible mutant freaks with no eyes or feathers. 6. I no longer use cancer-causing deodorants even though I smell like a water buffalo on a hot day 7. I have learned that my prayers only get answered if I forward an email to seven of my friends and make a wish within five minutes. 8. I no longer drink Coca Cola because it

In Just One Month
In Just One Month ... by Jaime Frodyma My eyes have been reopened; My breath has been revived. The life I thought too hard to live, I've learned that I'll survive. My tears no longer hide in shame, My self-esteem has grown. My fears have all diminished, knowing I am not alone. My personality has soared; My laughter fills the air. A smile now lines my face, where once there was despair. My soul has been awakened, My heart has been renewed. My mind and body satisfied, all because of YOU!

The Maid Asked For A Raise
The Maid asked for a raise. The Madam was very upset about this and asked: "Now Maria, why do you want an increase?" Maria: "Well Madam, there are three reasons why I want an increase. The first is that I iron better than you." Madam: "Who said you iron better than me?" Maria: "The Master said so." Madam: "Oh." Maria: "The second reason is that I am a better cook than you." Madam: "Nonsense, who said you were a better cook than I?" Maria: "The Master did." Madam: "Oh." Maria: "My third reason is that I am a better lover than you." Madam (very upset now): "Did the Master say so as well?" > Maria: "No Madam, the gardener did." SHE GOT THE PAY RAISE..

You Can Rate Pics Again!!!!!!!!!
Somehow when the system went down today, more than just your shoutbox and bar tab were reset. It seems that even though your picture ratings have stayed the same and NOT reset, ALL of the people who have rated your pictures are able to re-rate them, and you get full credit for the second rate. That means that you can also re-rate ANY picture that you had rated prior to the reset this morning... So go back and re-rate your friends, and maybe they will do the same... EVERYBODY WINS!!!!! -- We ALL get credit for the rates we receive, as well as the rates we give SO MAKE IT HAPPEN PEOPLE!!!!!

Life Isn't About Keeping Score
Life isn't about keeping score. It's not about how many friends you have. Or how accepted you are. Not about if you have plans this weekend or if you are alone. It isn't about who you're dating, who you used to date, or how many people you've dated, or if you haven't been with anyone at all. It isn't about who you have kissed. It's not about sex. It isn't about who your family is or how much money they have, or what kind of car you drive, or where you are sent to school. It's not about how beautiful or ugly you are, or what clothes you wear, what shoes you have on, or what kind of music you listen to. It's not about if your hair is blonde, red, black, or brown. Or if your skin is too light or too dark. Not about what grades you get, how smart you are, how smart everybody else thinks you are, or how smart standardized tests say you are. It's not about what clubs you're in or how good you are at "your" sport. It's not about representing your whole being on a piec

12/01/07
Tell me, When into my eyes you gaze. What is it do you see? Surely not my soul for its hollow, You gaze as if there is some burst of flame, Some light to keep you entertained.. Why do you hunger for my touch? It's always ice cold. I know you love me but I have to wonder why. I am nothing but an empty shell. A passing nothing searching for something in the night. A rushing wind of emotions that never cease to end. I don't know who I am. I am beginning to not care. Yet I hear you say you love me over and over. It is true without you I'd let my light extinguish entirely. When I am about to jump I feel you pulling tight. Why am I worth so much trouble? Is the price to save me really what you want to pay? 12/01/07

Im Sorry 3
im sorry for the things ive done im sorry for telling you how i felt im sorry for the pain ive caused im sorry for having such dough im sorry for us not working out im sorry for not believing you im sorry for putting you in such shitty moods im sorry for what i put you through im sorry for asking you to like me im sorry for ever lying but most of all im not sorry for loving you

Embarrassing Moments
EMBARRASSING MOMENTS Have you ever spoken and wished that you could immediately take the words back...or that you could crawl into a hole? Here are the testimonials of a few people who did.... I walked into a hair salon with my husband and three kids in tow and asked loudly, "How much do you charge for a shampoo and a blow job?" I turned around and walked back out and never went back. My husband didn't say a word... he knew better. I was at the golf store comparing different kinds of golf balls. I was unhappy with the women's type I had been using. After browsing for several minutes, I was approached by one of the good-looking gentlemen who works at the store. He asked if he could help me. Without thinking, I looked at him and said, "I think I like playing with men's balls." My sister and I were at the mall and passed by a store that sold a variety of candy and nuts. As we were looking at the display case, the boy behind the counter asked if we needed any help. I

Im Sorry 2
IM SORRY FOR ALL THE PAIN IVE CAUSED IM SORRY FOR ALLWAYS PISSING YOU OFF IM SORRY FOR ALL THE THINGS IVE SAID AND IM SORRY FOR THE WAY IVE BEEN BUT IM NOT SORRY FOR FALLING IN LOVE................. ....................WITH YOU!?!?!?!?!

Jolly Jelly Thumbprints
Everybody can put their "mark" on these cookies. RECIPE INGREDIENTS: 1 cup (2 sticks) unsalted butter, softened 1/2 cup firmly packed brown sugar 1 large egg 1 teaspoon vanilla extract 3 cups all-purpose flour 1/2 teaspoon salt Granulated sugar for rolling the cookies in About 1/2 cup jelly or preserves 1. In a large bowl, using a wooden spoon, cream the butter and brown sugar together until smooth. Stir in the egg and vanilla extract until combined. 2. Gradually stir in the flour and salt. Cover the dough and refrigerate it for at least 1 to 2 hours or until the dough is firm enough to roll into balls. 3. Heat the oven to 350. Form scant tablespoonfuls of the dough into 1-inch balls. Roll the balls in a bowl of granulated sugar. Place the balls on an ungreased baking sheet, leaving 2 inches between them. 4. Using your thumb, your knuckle, or the end of a wooden spoon, press an indentation into the center of each cookie. If the cookie cracks, just press the c

Molasses Cookies
RECIPE INGREDIENTS: 14 tbsp. butter, melted 2 cups sugar, divided 1/3 cup molasses 1 large egg, lightly beaten 2 1/2 cups all-purpose flour 1 1/4 tsp. ground ginger 1 tsp. cinnamon 3/4 tsp. baking soda 1/4 tsp. salt 1. Preheat the oven to 350 degrees. In a medium-sized bowl, mix the melted butter, 1 cup of the sugar and the molasses. Beat in the egg. 2. In a separate bowl, mix the flour, ginger, cinnamon, baking soda and salt. Gradually add to the butter mixture, stirring until a soft dough is formed. 3. Shape the dough into 1-inch balls, then roll each ball in the remaining sugar. Bake on an ungreased baking sheet for 10 minutes. Makes about 5 dozen cookies.

Im Sorry
Im Sorry I’m sorry if I ever hurt you You know I made a mistake I’m sorry if I ever made you cry I didn’t want your heart to break I’m sorry if I made you jealous By flaunting myself around I’m sorry if I ever ignored you And buried you in the ground I’m sorry if I wasn’t greatfull For all the things you done I’m sorry if I never let you know You’re my only one I’m sorry that I didn’t tell you How gorgeous you really are I’m sorry that I didn’t let you know You’re my shinning star I’m sorry that I didn’t hold you Until the sun came up high I’m sorry I didn’t kiss you longer When we came to say goodbye I’m sorry that I wasted time And never gave you my heart I’m sorry that all that I’ve done Has caused us to part I’m sorry that I forgot to say The most important things to you I’m sorry that I wasn’t the best But baby I do love you

Peanut Butter Cookies Sealed With A Kiss
RECIPE INGREDIENTS: 2/3 cup smooth peanut butter 1/4 cup unsalted butter, softened 1 cup packed brown sugar 2 large eggs 2 tsp. vanilla extract 1 1/2 cups all-purpose flour 1/4 tsp. salt Sugar (for coating cookies) 40 Hershey's Kisses 1. Preheat the oven to 350 degrees. In a large bowl, beat the peanut butter, butter and brown sugar on medium speed until combined. Beat in the eggs one at a time, then add the vanilla extract. On low speed, blend in the flour and salt. 2. Shape the dough into 1-inch balls. Roll in the sugar to coat lightly. Place on ungreased baking sheets, about 2 inches apart. Bake for 12 to 15 minutes or until lightly browned. 3. Move the cookies from the baking sheets to a wire rack and immediately place an unwrapped Hershey's Kiss on the center of each cookie, pressing down so that the cookie cracks a little bit around the edge. 4. Using a metal spatula, transfer the cookies to wire racks and let them cool completely. Repeat until all the

Shortbread Cookies
RECIPE INGREDIENTS: 2 cups all-purpose flour 1 cup butter, softened 1/2 cup confectioners' sugar 1 1/2 tsp. vanilla extract 1. Preheat the oven to 350 degrees. In a medium-sized bowl, mix all the ingredients with your fingers until the dough is smooth and holds together. 2. Divide the dough in half. Press each half into an ungreased 8-inch round cake pan (be sure to spread the dough evenly and smooth out the top). Using a fork to make a decorative border around the edges. Use a sharp knife (parents only) to cut the shortbread into eight wedges. 3. Bake for 20 minutes, or until the edges begin to lightly brown. 4. Remove the shortbread from the oven and immediately recut the eight wedges with a sharp knife. Cool in the pan for 30 minutes, then transfer to a wire rack to cool thoroughly. Makes 16 pieces.

Holiday Hello Cookies
RECIPE INGREDIENTS: 1 cup butter, softened 3/4 cup confectioners' sugar 1/8 tsp. salt 1 tsp. vanilla extract 2 egg yolks, beaten 2 1/2 cups all-purpose flour Green sugar crystals Tubes of red and green decorators' icing with tips Red gumdrops 1. In a large mixing bowl, cream the butter with an electric mixer on medium-low speed. Add the sugar, salt and vanilla extract and continue creaming until light and fluffy. Beat in the egg yolks. Gradually add the flour until thoroughly combined. Gather the dough into a large ball, cover with plastic wrap and refrigerate for several hours or overnight. 2. Heat the oven to 375 degrees. Cut the ball of dough into 1/2-inch slabs, and roll each to a 1/4-inch thickness on a lightly floured surface. Use a holly cookie cutter to cut out the cookies. Arrange them 1/2 inch apart on an ungreased cookie sheet. Sprinkle with green sugar and lightly press the sugar into the dough. 3. Bake, one batch at a time, for 10 to 14 minutes or

Depending On How You Look At It
this is a good thing or a bad thing... apparently the photos were all reset earlier today, allowing re-rating? Something like that? (Any attempt to "suggest" I get back to peoples' photos any more quickly than I wish to will be met with in a manner unbecoming, however. That said, all is appreciated, and I do try. (And with my salute uploaded I actually have a bit of incentive anyway aside from all of that ;^) ) Edit: to clarify, the ratings weren't reset, just the "did this profile rate this photo" variable - so people can now re-rate (once) each photo they rated before December 2nd morning.

Chocolate Crinkles
When you're looking for holiday treats to send to far-flung relatives, here's a cookie that fits the bill. RECIPE INGREDIENTS: 3/4 cup butter, melted 1/2 cup unsweetened cocoa powder 1 cup sugar 2 large eggs 2 tsp. vanilla extract 2 cups all-purpose flour 1 tsp. baking powder 1 tsp. baking soda 1/2 tsp. salt 1 6-oz. bag semisweet chocolate chips 3/4 cup confectioners' sugar 1. In a large bowl, mix the melted butter, cocoa powder and sugar; beat in the eggs and vanilla extract. 2. In a medium-sized bowl, stir the flour, baking powder, baking soda and salt. Slowly mix in the wet ingredients, then stir in the chips. Refrigerate for 2 hours or overnight. 3. Preheat the oven to 350 degrees. Form the dough into 1-inch balls and roll in confectioners' sugar. Bake on an ungreased baking sheet for 12 minutes. Makes 25 to 35 cookies.

Pitt Whipped Some Wvu Ass!
Welp this is my first blog and I just had to get on here and blog about WVU getting there ass's beat by PITT. I'm an OHIO STATE fan and I can't stand WVU. Just glad to see them loose and no chance of playing with us big boys in the bowl. Now I'm off to make my Buckeyes to take to work with me Monday morning. (I WORK IN WEST VIRGINIA) rofl.. God I am so mean!

Santa Hats Recipes Yummy
RECIPE INGREDIENTS: 2 egg whites, at room temperature 1/2 teaspoon cream of tartar 1/4 teaspoon vanilla extract 1/2 cup sugar Red colored sugar 1. Heat the oven to 200° F. With an electric mixer, beat the egg whites until soft peaks start to form. Beating all the while, add the cream of tartar and vanilla extract, then slowly add the 1/2 cup of sugar. Continue to beat until the peaks stiffen. 2. Spoon the meringue into a quart-size plastic bag. Snip off a corner and pipe 2 dozen 1 1/2-inch-tall Santa hat triangles onto a parchment-lined baking sheet (you should have about 1/4 of the meringue left). 3. Sprinkle the triangles with the red sugar, then use the remaining meringue to give each one a pom-pom and trim. Bake the hats until they're hard but not browned, about 1 hour and 20 minutes. Turn off the oven and leave the hats in it for an hour to crisp before removing.

I Think
I think I've been better than this before I think I'll start over again once more I think you'll be missing me in the end I think we're both hurt but there's nothing to mend I think I may have lost what wasn't there I think what I lost was in your stare I think you've given up on who I am I think I've given up on being that man I think what is left is worse than insane I think I'm enjoying all of this pain I think I scare myself sometimes I think it leaves me in a sweet sublime I think I'm seeing an open door I think I'm stuck crawling on the floor I think you taught me how to lose I think I've learned now how to move I think I'm better cause you've gone away I think it's all gonna be okay

The Quest Of Life
Conformities lost tresses of timeless trials, Taught to believe in buried treasure, Raised on restitution and covetous dreams, Bridled and bitted, lead on our way, Conscious will slowly taken to pasture, Eat from the fruits of others failure, Grow fat; grow old and somewhat content, Blinded to the torches of life's true intent, Never climbing always falling, Lost in aurora's light of denial, Where up is down wrong becomes right, Needless becomes wanted.

My Husband Died Today!
=== '~KOOGERBABE~ Im not coming back my husband died today and this is no joke' spewed forth the following at '2007-12-01 19:40:04'.. > > My husband yes i was married died today in a accident at work and i now will no longer becoming on here anymore. I have my 3 kids to look after and thats all i need! Here is his link to his page! Luvlicks3@ fubar

Lmao
So the newest site feature is the status message. Most sites have had this since day one, but Fu was a little reluctant to add it, maybe because of the nature of the site. So when I see this, I naturally change my status to "in a relationship". Something I think anyone who has asked me, or talked to me already knew btw. Of course I get some of my fun joksters shedding tears over my unavailability. However I also had some people decide they didn't want to befriend me any longer. And I don't mean people I never hear from, I am talking about people who I have talked to and known on here for a year or more. I started to ask one of them what the deal was, but then I stopped. I alredy knew the deal. I just find it really ridiculous that someone would invest pretending to be friends with someone in hopes to hook up, or something. A day, two... ok. But when they are upfront about being happy with someone else, whats the point? And why does a website status make it more serious than when I sa

Woohoo Rerates...
Somehow when the system went down today, more than just your shoutbox and bar tab were reset. It seems that even though your picture ratings have stayed the same and NOT reset, ALL of the people who have rated your pictures are able to re-rate them, and you get full credit for the second rate. That means that you can also re-rate ANY picture that you had rated prior to the reset this morning... So go back and re-rate your friends, and maybe they will do the same... EVERYBODY WINS!!!!! -- We ALL get credit for the rates we receive, as well as the rates we give SO MAKE IT HAPPEN PEOPLE!!!!!! (repost of original by 'Tombstone ♠ Taz™' on '2007-12-01 19:04:26') (repost of original by 'Fre¥a ♥ Evil's Pet ♥ Cpt 2nd Alarm Hottie Fu/gf 2 Mydnyte' on '2007-12-01 19:42:20') (repost of original by 'Boycott Wal-Mart' on '2007-12-01 20:04:39') (repost of original by '*~Alice in Wonderland~*' on '2007-12-01 20:06:10')

To Fear Love
As I look at you You ponder at me No words are needed Our heart and soul Seem to know What our lips fear to say What makes us stop Fear of the unknown Maybe its our wounded hearts Which we fear may bloom To fall uncontrollable To be loved unlimited Is this to fear??? My heart pounds The more you smile Our arms clasp one another As our lips give in

An Old Sergeant’s Prayer
An Old Sergeant’s Prayer For Veterans’ Day, Thanksgiving and Christmas (a.k.a. “A Cold Warrior’s Prayer”) Almighty Lord God, my Commander of commanders, Thank you for all you have given me, For all you have taken away from me, And for all you have left me. Lord, I thank you for these things You have given me: • Thy forgiveness and saving grace which wash away all my sins and errors • A reasonably comfortable retirement after my service This sounds good but the truth of the matter is that the promised life time medical care is in trouble first of all to get Tricare for life we have to pay medicare Part B that will cost more then the cola raise for Social Security. We also may lose medicare and since Tricare for life is tied to Medicare and there is a good chance that Doctors will stop seeing Medicare if the cuts to the payments goes through in January. A number of military retirees have been writing and calling their congressmen/women to do something abou

Child Abuse
IF YOU HAVE TIME AND YOU CARE THEN I THINK YOU SHOULD TAKE A LITTLE TIME AND SIT AND LISING TO THE SONG THAT ARE ON MY STASH THIS REALY HAPPENS,,AS I SIT HERE AND LOAD THEM AND LISTING TO THEM I AM CRYING SO JUST TAKE A LITTLE TIME

Happiness Isnt To Far Away
well everyone my life is going to change forever i hope you see if have my eye on someone and this someone knows how i feel but has reasons as to why he cant be with me right now but i hope and pray that he will wake up soon and know where he wants to be in his life and no matter where that is my love for him will never change nor die. But my daughter the most important thing to me in my world well she isnt a easy chile and we also have issues we have to work on and soon after the heart breaking crap that i have to go threw right now i hope is for the best and my baby girl will return home to me a better person and not have so much anger inside so pray or wish me luck but i just know that my prayers will be answered

Jaded Flowers
As i awaken and look at you My eyes focus, can this be I wonder & guess, think & feel Can this be?? is this real The way we are With all our pains and scars Can we overcome our doubt To prove even jaded flowers can sprout Our love feels so steady and strong there is not a thing thats wrong So where do we go Do we go fast or take it slow Does it even matter, my love is already yours... To be with someone who truly see's you like no eyes, ever have can it be anything else....

14 More Days!!!!!!!!!!!!
14 MORE DAYS TIL IM 21 cant wait! Going out da 14th after midnight an 15th going by one of my girls house for her sons first birthday an coming back to town an going out so cant wait! Things are going good for me. Well thats my update later

1 December I Think Saturday
Was as nice and sunny blue sky today Saturday.. We are supposed to have a big snow storm this evening.. coming in from colorado and across the Great Lakes into Ontario.. I am heading hopefully to Toronto tomorrow, 50 miles south, to visit friends but will now have to see how the weather is...Canadian Environment says this may turn out to be the coldest winter coming n in many years... yeahhhhhhhh !! I love Global warming.. lolol

"aspiring Love"...this Is Beautiful =)
I titled this, but my friend Jim wrote the body. He's an amazing writer! Great job hun! this is EXACTLY what i want... like the wings of an eagle majestic and free. two hearts are beating as one heart would be. when i gaze in your eyes i can see only love. your a beautiful angel from the heavens above. whenever im near you my heart skips a beat. the first time we met i was swept from my feet. soulmates are special like one of a kind. its the one special gift that is so hard to find. i just want to kiss you so softly and slow. and hold you so gently and never let go. those are the feelings a soulmate can bring. its the feeling of true love the most wonderful thing.

Divorce Letter
FUNNIEST DIVORCE LETTER EVER! Dear Wife I'm writing you this letter to tell you that I'm leaving you forever. I've been a good man to you for seven years and I have nothing to show for it.These last two weeks have been hell. Your boss called to tell me that you quit your job today and that was the last straw. Last week, you came home and didn't even notice that I had a new haircut, had cooked your favorite meal and even wore a brand new pair of silk boxers. You ate in two minutes, and went straight to sleep after watching all of your soaps. You don't tell me you love me anymore you don't want sex or anything that connects us as husband and wife. Either you're cheating on me or you don't love me anymore; whatever the case, I'm gone. Your EX-Husband P.S. Don't try to find me. Your SISTER and I are moving away to West> Virginia together! Have a great life! ______WIFES REPLY______ Dear Ex-Husband Nothing has made my day morethan receiving your letter.

Just Thinking
I have read many blogs from many different people about many different things. In doing so I was just wondering or just pondering why. Not why do I read them but why we write them. I have written a few ourselves and this is another one. But back to the why part. Why do we write things that are in our head for all to read? Could it be an outlet or is it just something to do, or maybe we just like for other to know all about us. Well, I guess each do it for their on reasons. But it still amasses me that being whom we are, we still need to be more. What I mean is we do these blogs so people will know more about us, letting complete strangers in our personal thought. I think it a need to knowing that other care enough to even read what we say. This was just something else that went thru my head that I wanted to question about. Thank you for letting me share this with you.

Life Goes On...
Life is too short. Grudges are a waste of perfect happiness. They are a waste of perfect time and energy to be happy. Laugh whenyou can, and as often as you can at everything possible. A ppologize when you should and let go of what you can't change, beacuase it will only change you in the end. Love deeply and forgive quickly, because in not forgiving you only hurt yourself. Share your life and your lifes experiences with others. Teachlove and happiness and you shall recieve love and happiness in return. Take chances, give everthing and have no regrets. Life is too short to be unhappy. You have to take the good withe the bad, smile whenyour sad, love what you got and always remember what you had. Always forgive but be sure to never forget. Learn from your mistackes inlife but never forget them and never regret them, cause eachaand everyone of them taught you somethingin life that made you grow as a personin some way. People change, and things go wrong, sometimes terribly wr

My Dear Friend
Time after time you were always there Even when i felt like life wasn't fair So these wprds i say here is to let you know i care I'll be here when life gets to hard to bare No words can explain what you mean to me Your heart, mind, and your compassion these things are what set you apart And dear to my heart I'm blessed to have a friend like you I hope you feel the same way too So take these last words, before i part And believe me when i say they come straight from the heart When life gets to hard and you need time to mend Dont worry i'll always be here, proud to call you a dear friend....

Lonely Saturday Night!!!!
1. Are you dating the last person you talked to on the phone? My Daughter 2. Pretend you had 10 beers. Describe what you would be doing? Passed out...lol 3. What do you want? A good woman who loves me for me 4. Who was the last person you shared a bed with? my cat 5. Do you talk to yourself? yes...at times 6. Do you drink milk straight from the carton? lactose intolerant 7. Who knows a secret or two about you? my daughter 8. How long is your hair? short 9. Do you like Batman? he's ok 10. Who was the last person who told you they loved you? my daughter 12. Do you swear at your parents? no,I like my teeth 13.Do you like anyone? I like a lot of people 14. When was the last time you lied? try not to do that 15. What do you like for breakfast? COFFEEEEEEEEEE 16. Is your birthday on a holiday? no 17. What instant messaging service do you use? yahoo 18. What was the last thing you cooked today? Meatloaf, yams, and string beans

Lost In Thouhgt
Its hard for me to really let my past go I live with itevery day. Im reminded every day of what I have done and what I have to live with and for the most part I can Deal. But there are a few things that still hurt A few wounds that havnet healed and never will. Thats me Take it or leave it . I make no excuses for what or who I am . And I never will. This is what a true friend is and I would Die and kill for the ones close to my heart and they knoe it. I dont play games thats childish and yes I act like I kid but not in that way This is me Take me as I am

Bad Review
So, I see that lieing on here makes you more friends and thats why we have private sections? Shit I find it funny that people hide there nudies. The fam I understand gotta think about the kids, but titties ass and pussy can be found everywhere else. Maybe you just happen to have assets folks want to see, ok I understand the whole sit up and beg too! Now you hate my rating, fine rate me down. It just shows no matter what I got your attention and interested you enough to come and see me. So in the end I get the last laugh, because when all profile checking out is done you came to me in the END! CHEERS MATEY!

Bud And Beethoven
I think I have a crush on a gas station attendant. At least I think she has nice tits *evil grin* - I also got hugged twice just going into the gas station...I knew the first woman, but the other is a mystery. This town is full of nuts. Ugh, I need a smoke and another beer, then I will rant. -Robert

About De
Hi my name is: Denise aka De When I'm nervous: twist my hair By this time next year: i will be a year older Last night: i slept like a baby PART 1: YOU Were you a planned baby? no Were you the first? yes PART 2: YOUR PERSONALITY Do you have low self esteem? yes i do Do you get depressed about things easily? NO MORE Are you happy right now? getting that way PART 3: APPEARANCE Are you comfortable with the way you look? sometimes i think i clean up good How was your hair styled? OMG...today it's just piled up on top of my head...sorry...i overslept PART 4: RANDOM Do you have a license? yes i do Ever been kicked out of a bar? does a casino count? PART 5: THE OUTDOORS Do you prefer indoors or outdoors? BOTH Do you like walking in the rain? Yes Do you like thunderstorms? YES, especially with someone PART 6: FOOD Are you a vegetarian? no Anything you absolutely could eat forever? my mama's chicken and dumplings What is your favorite dessert? pam's cheesecak

[almost]
"Almost" [Verse 1] Can you tell me How can one miss what she's never had How could I reminisce when there is no past How could I have memories of being happy with you boy Could someone tell me how can this be How could my mind pull up incidents Recall dates and times that never happened How could we celebrate a love that's to late And how could I really mean the words I'm bout to say [Chorus] I missed the times that we almost shared I miss the love that was almost there I miss the times that we use to kiss At least in my dreams Just let me take my time and reminisce I miss the times that we never had What happened to us we were almost there Whoever said it's impossible to miss when you never had Never almost had you [Verse 2] I cannot believe I let you go Or what I should say I should've grabbed you up and never let you go I should've went out with you I should've made you my boo boy Yes that's one time I should've broke the rules I should've went on a

Someof The Views I Have...
When there's something you want...fight for it. Don't give up no matter how hopeless it seems, even when you've lost hope, cause years from now you're gonna look back and wish you gave it one more shot cause the best things in life don't come easy. There's a point in life when you get tired of chasing everyone & trying to fix everything, but it's not giving up. It's realizing that you don't need certain people, the bullshit and drama they bring. You may if youloved them still love them but let them go anyways, because it is what is best to do. LEARN ... from yesterday. LIVE ... for today. Hope ... for tomorrow.

Alcohol Survey
1. When I'm drunk, I tend to...... get louder 2. Shots or beers? beer first...then shots 3. Do you have drinking buddies? a few 4. Do you get angry? no 5. Do you puke? been known to 6. After 7 drinks who are you? Ms Everything!!! 7. Your favorite drink is? michelob ultra 8. Tequila does what to you? makes my clothes fall off....just like the song says!!! LOL 9. Who do you drink with? whoever is buying...LOL 10. Vodka makes you? very very drunk 11. Do you smoke when you drink? NO.....NEVER 12. Do you pass out? sometimes 13. Do you drink girly drinks? NO!!!!! 14. Do you drink alone? sometimes 15. Worst drink you have ever had? jager 16. Do you play drinking games? sometimes 17. Favorite Beer? michelob ultra 18. What is your favorite shot? tequila!!!!! 19. What will you NEVER drink? jim beam...brings back bad memories 20. Are you a lightweight when it comes to drinking? no 22. Do you ever drink Bacardi Silver?

Something Nice For Our Service Men And Women
Something cool that Xerox is doing If you go to this web site,www.letssaythanks.com, you can pick out a thank you card and Xerox will print it and it will be sent to a soldier that is currently serving in Iraq . You can't pick out who gets it, but it will go to some member of the armed services. How AMAZING it would be if we could get everyone we know to send one!!! This is a great site. Please send a card. It is FREE and it only takes a second. Wouldn't it be wonderful if the soldiers received a bunch of these? Whether you are for or against the war, our guys and gals over there need to know we are behind them...

Saturday Night Survey
1. Are you dating the last person you talked to on the phone? nope 2. Pretend you had 10 beers. Describe what you would be doing? acting a complete fool...maybe not clothed!!! LOL 3. What do you want? those clothes to fold themselves 4. Who was the last person you shared a bed with? the cheater 5. Do you talk to yourself? yes...and even answer 6. Do you drink milk straight from the carton? i hate milk 7. Who knows a secret or two about you? pam 8. How long is your hair? pretty long 9. Do you like Batman? like robin better 10. Who was the last person who told you they loved you? my son 12. Do you swear at your parents? no...why would i do that? 13.Do you like anyone? yeah 14. When was the last time you lied? try not to do that 15. What do you like for breakfast? diet coke 16. Is your birthday on a holiday? no 17. What instant messaging service do you use? yahoo 18. Last thing you cooked today? does microwave pizza count?

Crying
well..im officially the biggest loser on the planet LOL..just started crying during Alladin..what's wrong with me? it came to the part of the movie where the couple is flying around on the magic carpet and singing about being in their own little world and i just lost it. i want someone to want me like that! i want to be the most beautiful girl in the world to someone...but is that even possible? i can't even stand the sight of myself in the mirror! maybe im just wasting my time posting this...but i hope that there is someone out there who can help me pick myself up off the floor. someone who just wants to help me and doesn't think that i will owe them anything for their time.

Christmas Survey
1. Get kissed under the mistletoe or in the snow? since we haven't had snow since MS State won a bowl game I guess I better say mistletoe 2. Santa or Rudolph? Santa 3. Stocking or presents? stockings 4. Egg nog or hot cider? egg not 5. Angel or star? Angel 6. Decorating the tree, or putting lights on the outside? tree 7. Warm cozy fires or sleigh ridees? Warm Fires 8. Family time or friend time? family 9. Expensive presents or presents that come from the heart heart 10. Snow ball fight or snowman? fight 11. Coal or present? present 12. Open presents quick or slow? SLOW 13. Diamonds or rubies? emeralds!!! :) 14. Caroling or Christmas stories? christmas stories... i can't sing 15. Snowy days or ice days? snow...HATE ice 16. Red or Green? RED...OMG...you ought to hear the story of the red light i put outside my front door one christmas!!!!! QUESTIONS 1. Best Christmas present received? harley jacket. 2. Whats the numb

The "uncomfortable" Survey
(lets see if you can get through it. if not, you're too scared about your past) 1. Longest relationship? 16 years 2. Shortest relationship? 1 and 1/2 months...just ended sunday night...CHEATER 3. How many boyfriends/girlfriends have told you they love you? a few 4. Have you ever thought that you were going to marry the person you were dating? Yes 5. Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurts? OMG...yes... 6. Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry?: i'm sure i have...not proud of it though 7. Are you happier single or in a relationship? in a relationship 8. Have you ever been cheated on? can you say "sunday night" 9. What is your favorite thing about the opposite sex? companionship 10.Have you ever had your heart broken? again...can you say "sunday night" 12. Talk to any of your exes? yes 13. If you could go back in time would you change things to where you could still be with one of ur ex's? yes 14. Any of your ex's fe

Random Musings By Scrawny Pale Guy
How many fucking 11's do I have to dish out before I actually get a rate back? I gave out 300 11's and I got 3 10's back,1 fan and 1 friend request. I found an old disc of pictures on it and found some old pics of me and my friend Ded Mike.The best part was finally finding that pic of me wearing the Godzilla suit. The beer bong in the Fubar gift shop only gets you 10% buzzed. The Jameson gets you 50% buzzed. Ok, I really got nothing to blog abaout.

Just Bad Form.....
I have taken the other name off of this conversation.... In My opinion it is a major case of bad form and poor taste.. My house girl told this "Dom" several times that she is happily owned before she sent him to Me ______hello this is ____ i just noticed you n prinsses are both my friends >~Twisted G...: and ? _____and id like to know if can meet princess in person i live in tacoma >~Twisted G...: Ummm why do you want to meet an owned girl ? ______trying to make friends n after you all get to know me better you might help me get a girl ~Twisted G...: that is not what I hear ... from what I read ....you have asked her several times to be her Dom .... and trying to take someone’s girl is no way to make friends ... it is down right rude and bad form >~Twisted G...: she has sent Me all of your conversations >~Twisted G...: she tells Me everything ______true it is and its wrong ill not ask or bother you all again sorry i was wrong yes i want to be dom but

Why I Want To Be Santa
everyone loves him he only works one night a year he is fat, but still eats all the milk and cookies he wants he has an original fashion sense and no one makes fun of it his job is to make others happy He has been around hundreds of years His beard is even cooler than mine in order to deliver all those gifts, his sled has got to me the hottest ride on the planet He is a stalker, and yet folks dont get upset at him, folks sing about it (you beter watch out.....he sees you when youre sleeping, he knows when youre awake- sounds like a stalker to me) He loves to do his "ho ho ho"s

More Questions
Last person you had a deep conversation with?: the cheater Where was the last place you went?: wal mart Does your Ex/Ex's miss you?: I would expect so-wouldn't you?!?!?! LOL Who is the last baby that you held?: Britany's angel Do you know of any twins with rhyming names?: not sure Are you ticklish?: hell yeah...and HATE to be tickled Can you scratch the small of your back?: ummmmmm...yeah Have you ever worn a crown?: yep Last time you saw fireworks?: 4th of july Who is the last person you hugged?: my son Do you have a black dog?: nope...white What should you be doing right now?: washing clothes What color is your underwear right now?: not wearing any What word comes to mind when you hear the word "stool"?: bar Who is the last person you talked to on the phone?: amy Do you like coffee?: nope Are you missing someone?: not so much Reason behind why you last cried?: a cheater Reason you last had to go home and change

This Song Is By Far The Hottest Song I Have Ever Heard
i jus heard this tune for the first time today.IT IS THE HOTTEST SONG I HAVE EVER HEARD!!!!!PRETTY KOOL TUNE..CHECK IT OUT.IT ROCKS!!! jose nunez-bilingual (you fucking me makes me )bilingual

Not Very Easy
You.Can.Only.Type.One.Word. Not as easy as you might think. 1. Where is your cell phone? floor 2. Your boyfriend/girlfriend? cheater 3. Your hair? auburn 4. Work? monday 5. Your father? hunting 6. Your favorite thing? son 7.Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? diet 9. Your dream car? charger 10.Room you're in? living 11. Your pet? three 12. Your fears? bridges 13. Where do you want to be in 10 years? happy 14. Where did you hang out last night? home 15. What you’re not good at? men 16. Eyebrow rings on the opposite sex? okay 17. One of your wish list items? man 18. Where you grew up? mississippi 19. The last thing you did? laughed 20. What are you wearing? pajamas 21. What aren’t you wearing? underwear :) 22. The website GoofyAuctions.com (filled with eBay spoofs)? huh? 23. Your computer? laptop 24. Your life? mess 25. Your mood? mellow 26. M

Everything
Every new beginning, comes from some beginnings end. Every time you kill me, I am born again. Every time you close that door, Another door is opened. And every time you say goodbye, a different word is spoken. Every time you look at me my back is facing you, And every time you ask to see me I'll have something else to do. Every time I join your game, You're not playing fair, And every time I really love you, I pretend that I don't care.

The Ornament
The ornament By Eric Ethan I look over all my room for a idea to write tonight I think of ornament that is special to me to share with you I give you this ornament from me to you cause you are a very special friend to me This is ornament is no regular Christmas ornament This is ornament has a special thing to it It is filled with real diamonds that is fit in this egg oval shape It has a red opal in the middle that will shine so bright at night It has a special meaning to me cause it was given by a queen and kings of far away lands, for doing a job well done I did for them But I want to give this ornament to you on this special holiday That has a lot of meaning to it When you hung in your tree and turn off the light the red opal will shine through those diamonds tonight to cast a beautiful color all over the room to make your heart feel special tonight To make your Christmas brig

Your Eyes
When I look at your eyes, I see your true self. I see you're sweet, and caring. I see you're giving and forgiving. I see your love for me. When I look at your eyes I stop myself from crying When I'm alone and think about your eyes I cry. I can't stop thinking that one day I'll never see those eyes again That I'll never see the love or the sweetness Or the love that makes you who you are. One day you'll be gone - gone from me. Gone from this world. No matter what happens, those eyes will one day close And forever rest in peace. But you'll never be completely gone, Because every time I close my eyes, There you will be.

Ugly Or????????
Am I ugly ????????????? Body: POST THIS AND SEE HOW MANY MESSAGES U GET..... (1) ugly (2) O.K. (3) cute (4) hot (5) sexy (6) Fine (7) BANGGGIINN!!! (8) I would kiss you (9) I want to have kids (10) Wanna go out? Seriously. Tell me in my inbox, post me a bulletin or comment..i wanna know...be truthful. It is for fun~

Angel Teardrops
My guardian angel, once careless and free, flew into the clouds and lost touch with me. Her tears were cold and wet, falling on my face. Her smile had left us without a trace. Her angelic lips quivered, frozen and scared, I felt rain clouds visiting, and had to prepare. I knew that angels, often content, were very special presents that God had sent. To see one so sad, so afraid, so alone, had made me weep while the cold winds had blown. Her wings lost feathers, comforting and soft, falling from the stars, floating aloft. Her pain was felt throughout the land, to feel true misery is impossible to stand. I prayed so that when her hurting stops, I'll be able to taste the angel's teardrops.

The Lie
Woke up this morning Trying hard to hide my melancholy I joined you for breakfast And we continued our lie Every day it is similar You are cheery And so am I Our terrible lie Can you imagine a time When we awoke and did not speak Realizing our moods would cause tension Tension caused by too little life? I do wish sometimes As I leave for work sullenly Dreading the day already Weeping far within The lie, terrible and unending Would cease to be And I would know the real you And you the real me But, the lie drags on for now For it is not written in the stars And perhaps it will never be I am my own companion The dreaded truth Gathered in a lifetime Sentenced for an eternity Realized too late

Are You Naughty
The ULTIMATE NAUGHTY QUIZ! Fill it out and send it to me in a message, and repost to see what people put for you! 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Dick/Boob Size: 4. Favorite position (s) ? 5. Do you think i'm hot? 6. Would you have sex with me? 7. lights on or off? 8. Would you have to be drunk? 9. Would you take a shower with me? 10. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 11. Would you leave after or stay the night? 12. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 13. Condom or skin? 14. Do you give Oral pleasures? 15. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 16. Have sex on the first date? 17. Would you kiss me during sex? 18. Do you think I would be good in bed? 19. Would u have a 3-some with me? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Would you send me nude pics if I gave you my email

Poetry
like the wings of an eagle majestic and free. two hearts are beating as one heart would be. when i gaze in your eyes i can see only love. your a beautiful angel from the heavens above. whenever im near you my heart skips a beat. the first time we met i was swept from my feet. soulmates are special like one of a kind. its the one special gift that is so hard to find. i just want to kiss you so softly and slow. and hold you so gently and never let go. those are the feelings a soulmate can bring. its the feeling of true love the most wonderful thing.

Dear Heavenly Father
"Dear Heavenly Father, Hold our troops in your loving hands. Protect them as they protect us. Bless them and their families for the selfless acts they perform for us in our time of need. Please stop a moment and say a prayer for our troops (land, air, and sea) in Afghanistan, Kuwait, Iraq and all around the world.

Freedom Is Never Free
Finally, to close out the year, I want to present a poem that has been making the rounds on the Internet. I do not know who wrote the poem, but as military people and veterans, I know you will understand the meaning and importance of this poem. A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the s

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Poem
" Brothers We" My life, My health, in every way. Are changed by things from day to day. To gain a bond in all we do, You need GODs love inside of you! Our notions of what might be true, Depends alot on what we do! So do it right and do it well, For only time will really tell. Look at me! Am I not you? In all that I might say and do. So treat me like the lord intended. So GOD might say that I befriended my brother when our time had ended. The father of all, He tells the truth, Brothers are we, Both me and you. Just read his words everyday. He'll spread his love, He'll show the way!

We Decided To Just Be Friends, Nothing More.
He & I aren't meant for one another at this time I called things off, now I wished I wouldn't have made my fubar mail e-address as alswoman! & No way to change it unless I after my VIP status runs out & I come back, I'd give my fu-bucks to someone & then get them back once I came back on so Please someone help me out here ok! Shari

Redneck Sexual Iq Test It Been Willyfied Lol
"Miss Ida May Johnson, a smokin' hot new teacher, at Buttwiler High School put up posters saying, "Boys this Saturday come come to the gym and I will measure your Sexual IQ! Girl's your date is next Saturday!" That Saturday the gym was crowded with, Jr and HS, guys their girl friends kept outside by the bouncer joking, laughing, and talking amognst themselves! They started laughing at and wondering, was he trachers husband/boyfriend, about an older man sitting silently in the background when one guy stood up saying, "That's Big Bubba! Hey man!" And the man tipped his beer at the kid! All of a sudden the doors opened and Miss Ida entered, papers held to her ample breasts! She asked for silence as she started handing out tests and pencils, guys got quiet when she came near then started yacking again! Big Bubba coming back from a cigarette saw her pointing at kids, in the front row, laughing! He went over, smacked one upside the head then another! The gym fell silent then as Ida May annou

I Need A Hug!
After a day of shopping; on the way home from dinner something "popped" in the van & it sounds funny. According to my brothers it's either a muffler or exhaust problem; so back into the shop it goes. I'm feeling very down & defeated at the moment. I've tried to get past the whole auto accident a few months back that left me in a very unreliable vehicle that just tends to suck whatever extra cash I have but tonight it's just too much. I sobbed all the way home. I just want to scream & kick the shit out of the uninsured/no driver's license asshole that ran the stop sign! I know that doesn't sound like me at all does it. Anyway, it's 8:45pm on a Saturday night & I'm going to bed! Hope everyone else is having a good weekend. Love to all! ~*~XOXO~*~Lizzy

Puff Daddy-it's All About The Benjamins (remix)
Uhh, uh-huh, yeah Uhh, uh-huh, yeah It's all about the Benjamins baby Uhh, uh-huh, yeah It's all about the Benjamins baby Goodfellas, uhh [Verse One: Puff Daddy] Now... what y'all wanna do? Wanna be ballers? Shot-callers? Brawlers -- who be dippin in the Benz wit the spoilers On the low from the Jake in the Taurus Tryin to get my hands on some Grants like Horace Yeah livin the raw deal, three course meals Spaghetti, fettucini, and veal But still, everything's real in the field And what you can't have now, leave in your will But don't knock me for tryin to bury seven zeros, over in Rio Dijanery Ain't nobody's hero, but I wanna be heard on your Hot 9-7 everyday, that's my word Swimmin in women wit they own condominiums Five plus Fives, who drive Millineums It's all about the Benjamins, what? I get a fifty pound bag of ooh for the mutts Five carats on my hands wit the cuts And swim in European figures Fuck bein a broke nigga [Verse Two: Jadakiss (overlaps

Dylans Christmas Break
Well I had to take Dill to the Dr. this week and we found out something that I thought was going to is going to happen.Poor boy has to have his tonsils out.I had to have mine out when I was 6.It sucked I remeber it.Dave says there no way i can but I do lol.Dave said this is going to be hard to get thru with a 4 yr old but I think itll go better then he thinks.We go speak to the surgeon on the 5th.Im hopeing that they can take them out during his christmas break from school so that hes not behind in his work.Dylans had all the sighs of needing his tonsils out.He snores louder then a grown man lol When him and Dave are both asleep look out!Hes been talking aout thru his nose and his ears are always full of fluid and getting infected.He had been alright really till this last few weeks it got to where it sounded like his breathing was stoping during his sleep and that is just scarey.It just sucks to think that Dylan might be going thru this on his birthday(Dec23rd) and on christmas.I just

The Holidays
The Holidays are here.I cant believe this year is almost gone.Alot of things happened this year,some bad but many good.I love the holidays,shopping and putting up the tree and all that.But at the same time i hate the holidays.I miss my brothers so much.I would do anything to have them here.Hell id give anything for just one second with them again.Sometimes i think about what they would be like now.Who would they be married to or dateing? How many kids would they have?When I met Sammy Terry a few weeks back I wished they had been there SO MUCH.I watched the show with them.I think they would have felt the same way i did about meeting him.I just want them back.

Dylans Birthday
Dylans 5th birthday is Dec 23rd.My baby is going to be 5.Since is birthday and christmas are a few days apart,I start working on his party in early November.Once I have it planed and bought for,its time for Christmas. I know alot of ppl whos birthdays are around christmas time and all of them have said that someone has given them just one gift and told them it was for there birthday and christmas.Not with my son.You either get him 2 gifts or nothing at all.His birthday and christmas have nothing to do with each other.Its bad enough we have to always have his party the saturday before cuz everyone is always so busy that if we had it on the 23rd no one would be ablie to come. I asked Dylan what he wanted his party decore to be this year and he said Spongebob. So thats what ill buy.Its so great how Dylan is old enough to pick out his own stuff.When we went to get Dave new shoes he said lets get Dylan some to.So I took Dylan over to his size and said Alright pick out a pair you want an

Well Hell
I called the Dr. today to set up a app. to find out about getting the clips on my tubes removed.I was so pumped to make the call and so was Dave that I was makeing it.OK I guess its twat check up time cuz yeah the only thing I could get was Dec 10th.The guy I go to is one of the best in Bloomignton but shit.Me and Dave were both really disapionted about it.We both had really high hopes of getting this done this month but its ok.It was cute to see the disapointment on Daves face as odd as that sounds.Im so glad hes just as excited as i am about all of it.We have been talking about the babys room and have different ideas on how it will be decorated.I went and looked at cribs and found the one I had wanted for Dylan but didnt get so this time I will get it.Been 4 yrs and the price came down 100 bucks.I also found out that there are now round cribs that are ment to save space but they look stupid to me.Plus youd have to go buy a new one at some point cuz there not really that wide so the b

Been Forever
It feels like forever since the last time I wrote a blog so I thought I would.Thins have been going great.I started my 2nd job.Im tired alot but thats part of life.The DJ job is going great still.Doing a show this Saturday and Im really looking forward to it but I look forward to all my shows. Me and Dave have been talking about haveing a baby for along time.This morning he told me to call the Dr. and set up to talk to them about removeing the clips off my tubes so we can have a baby!!I was so happy to make that phone call today.We have been talking about names and how we will decorate the babies room.We are both worried tho how Dylan will handle it.He is a mommas boy big time and he has every right to be.I dont want him to feel hurt.I think everything will be fine tho as long I make sure to have just him and mommy time every day.I have to call a different dr. from the one I called today tomarrow and will be setting up everything and will be haveing the surgery very soon.Im so happy

The Story Of Captain Crunch
ok trucker time with Earl Buster Junior jr the year was 1989, reagan was president, nixon was in the white house and roosevelt was running this country into the ground....i was hauling 14 tons a calamari up the ho chi man trail, i was drivin in place of a nother fella to whom i lost a card game , on a count a i was cheatin with a comletely seperate deck a cards, which you should never do, cause what i assumed would be a winning hand turned out to be the exact matching hand as the fella who beat me fair and square. but i digress.. it was monsoon season and my rig wasn't fitted with monsoon grade water gear,.. it's kinda complicated for a woman to understand,... any how the calamari had been freeze dried to help em stay fresh for the whole trip seeins how it ws the ho chi man trail and all,... the rain started commin in sideways so i had to pull over on a count a i couldn't see and i also i had to shit badder than a constipated cat burgurlar from constantinopal with catarax and carpa

Not The Same Without You
People want to tell me its going to be OK, but from my perspective it's normally the people who can at ANY given time, pick up the phone and call their mothers. People want to tell me how I can or should feel, but have YET to walk where I've walked, or have been where I've been. Losing a mother is not like losing a friend, an uncle, an aunt, the only other pain that can be just as hurtful is the loss of a sibling, child or grandparent I remember you always telling me there was no one else in this world I needed besides you, that as long as you were alive, no one could hurt me. Well your gone and if it were not for my children this would be a cold and empty world without you. I remember the day I walked out the door to go to work, in April of 1990, I hugged you said goodbye, hugged dad, said goodbye, as Rey followed me to the door and I heard him begin to cry as I closed the door behind me. I knew you all would be gone when I got home, and I would have to finally becom

Come On People
Tittie Licker needs 20,000 comments in 2 weeks to win a 7 day blast and a 1 month VIP I cant do it alone Im asking in his place and I will return the favor to you as well his link is below thank you http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1087743&albumid=695664&i=3537951593

Someone Else's Picture
i hate when you check someone page on here,and they use someone else's picture to hide behind because they are ashamed of theirself,they need to stop doing that,and misleadin people like that,if they want to hide behind someone else's picture,they shouldn't be on here at all,they need to get the hell off the computer,and get the hell off fubar,and go somewhere else,they act like predators if you ask me,or too ashamed of theirselves.

Breakfast
i decided today that i fucking love oatmeal.... i had some oatmeal for breakfast and i mixed in butter and brown sugar and raisins and almonds,.. and FUCKIN SHIT! i dare you to eat that and tell me you don't love it,.. i fucking dare you,.. i am very passionate about food, i know. but hey it's cold outside for most of us,.. so right away,..hot simple breakfast,.. also simple carbohydrates,.. energy all day,.. it lowers your colesterol,.. iti even helps you go to the bathroom more regularly. plus, you most likely mix in fruit, and we all know we should all eat more fruits and vegitables right,.. it's versatile,. you can have it every day and just mix up the toppings,.. for instance,.. monday i had bananas in it,.. tuesday,.. it was maple syrup,.. wednesday,.. was special,.. i had gummy bears and teddy grams i pretended the teddy grams were dead so i burried them in the oatmeal,.. them the i stirred up the gummy bears and pretended they were zombies rising from t

Rough Time
i just had my first cigarette in 41 days. my initial reaction is ew it tastes bad, my secondary reaction is omg i cant breathe. i'm not sure yet if i will keep smoking or if i will stay quit. with that being said i know there are a lot of people out there who will be disappointed in me. but, let me say this. i know now for sure that it is possible. takes some hard work, but after about the first two weeks becomes second nature and doesnt take a lot of effort. i know now that next time, i need to get a lot more support than i had this time around. i need to work on calling people when i have cravings, and when i have strong feelings (stress, boredom, anger) how very important it is to talk them out. in short i know i need people a lot more. i know what will work next time. and there will be a next time. as for right now, i'm really struggling. i've been in a depression that's so bad my feelings have actually shut off. for those of you unaware this is known in the psych wor

Ft. Worth, Tx.
Well I,m back in Texas Again.....Sitting until Monday at the Pilot off of I-35W North @ exit 65. Why ooh Why do i run my ass off just to arrive a day early, and sit on my arss......Oh well.....Such is my life....

The Sexiest Peice Of Ass
A• R • I • E • S: The Hottest Kisser Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to fuck with. Erotic. Funny. Take you on trips to the moon in bed. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY sexy. Loves being in long relationships.=) Addictive. Loud. best in bed. 16 years of bad luck if you do not repost. P • I • S • C • E • S: The Sexiest Piece of Ass Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. Too Sexy, DAMN IT. Very high SEX appeal. Has the last word. The best to find, hardest to keep. Fun to be around. Freak in the sheets. Extremely weird but in a good way. Super good in bed. Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful. A partner for life. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet. 5 years of bad luck if you do not repost. C • A • P • R • I • C • O • R • N: THE BEST IN BED Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Always Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Predict future. Irresistible, awesome kisser.gets what he or she wants.

Men Vs Women Poem
WOMAN'S POEM Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man, who's not a creep, One who's handsome, smart and strong. One who loves to listen long, One who thinks before he speaks, One who'll call, not wait for weeks. I pray he's gainfully employed, When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door, Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind, Knows what to answer to "how big is my behind?" I pray that this man will love me to no end, And always be my very best friend. MAN'S POEM I pray for a deaf-mute nymphomaniac with huge boobs who owns a liquor store and a golf course. This doesn't rhyme, and I don't give a shit.

Ladies Would You?
[ ] Push me into a wall and kiss me? [ ] Come To My House To Do Nothing But Chill? [ ] Slap Me? [ ] Slap me if i asked you to? [ ] Kiss Me? [ ] Let Me Kiss You? [ ] Watch A Movie With Me? [ ] Take Me Out To Dinner? [ ] Take A Shower With Me? [ ] Take Me Home For The Night? [ ] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed? [ ] Take Me Anywhere With You [ ] Repost This For Me To Answer Your Questions? [ ] Lock Me In Your room And Take Advantage Of Me? [ ]Let me lock you in your room and Take Advantage of you? [ ] Let Me Make You Breakfast? [ ] Make me breakfast? [ ] Tickle Me? [ ] Let Me Tickle You? [ ] Stick Up For Me Uf I Was Being Put Down? [ ] Instant Message Me? [ ] Greet Me In Public? [ ] Hang Out With Me? [ ] Hold my waist from behind while we are out? [ ] Bring Me Around Your Friends? [ ] Fall in love with me [ ] Like me [ ] Love me [[¢¾]] Do You... [ ] Miss Me? [ ] Think I'm Sexy? [ ] Think I'm Cute? [ ] Think I'm Hot? [ ] Think I'm Ok? [ ] Think I'm Ugly?

If You Go Out In The Woods Today...
...you're in for a big suprise... today's the day the teddy bear's have their picnic! Anyways.. I finally got my presciption the other day. The doc had called it into the wrong pharmacy. I was kinda suprised that I FINALLY got a call back. I had called because of that and to see if there was any kind of cold medicine I could take. A stuff nose is a common thing during pregnancy but sometimes in the morning it is a bit unbearable. But yea.. I got my pills.. one pill twice a day with food for 7 days. Not too bad. Only 4 days left. Only problem is I think it makes me lightheaded. But it's not listed as a side affect on my paperwork. I did some searching online and I only found one site that claimed dizziness as a side affect. Wikipedia- not exactly a good medical resource. It only happened last night while I was sitting down. My ear started annoying me shortly there after too... Not hurting but a dull constant feeling. Blah and yucky and all that. On a positive note I th

D~e~n~i~e~d
A woman was helping her husband set up his computer, and at the appropriate point in the process, told him that he would now have to enter a password. Something he will use to log on. The husband was in a rather amorous mood and figured he would try for the shock effect to bring this to his wife's attention. so, when the computer asked him to enter his password, he made it plainly obvious to his wife that he was keying in... P..... E..... N..... I..... S..... His wife fell off her chair laughing when the computer replied: PASSWORD DENIED - NOT LONG ENOUGH

Bah Humbug U Say? I Say Your Nasty Ulgy
this woman who works in the mall was making it very clear to me today that she needed sex with me bad today, telling me her asshole has not been into see her all day, then she told me she likes younger men, oh she kept comming up behind me as I was looking around her store. it was all kinda creepy. he had a nice bum on her shame it was her best feature. really though, there was a lot of neagtive bullshit comming out of her mouth. telling me how she knows how to deal wtih customers and yet how she wants all the xmass music turned off cuzz it was driving her nuts. awwww muffin.

Why?
why is it that guys build you up by telling you how much they like you, how pretty you are how much they want to be with you, get you to start to believe them and then just knock you down by throwing the friend card like you have no feelings, no emotion. im really wondering if i am that unloveable that not one guy out there could really want to be with me, want to love me. i know this sounds all sappy but right now thats just how i feel. i swear i just need to go get drunk.

Surprise Ending
Giving Up wine... I was walking down the street when I was accosted by a particularly dirty and shabby-looking homeless woman who asked me for a couple of dollars for dinner. I took out my wallet, got out ten dollars and asked, 'If I give you this money, will you buy wine with it instead of dinner? 'No, I had to stop drinking years ago', the homeless woman told me. 'Will you use it to go shopping instead of buying food?' I asked. 'No, I don't waste time shopping,' the homeless woman said. 'I need to spend all my time trying to stay alive.' 'Will you spend this on a nail salon instead of food?' I asked. 'Are you NUTS !' replied the homeless woman. ' I haven't had my nails done in 20 years!' 'Well,' I said, 'I'm not going to give you the money. Instead, I'm going to take you out for dinner with my husband and me tonight.' The homeless woman was shocked. 'Won't your husband be furious with you for doing that? I know I'm dirty, and I probably smell pretty disgusting.' I said

No Salute Or Real Profile Photos?~revisited
No SALUTE or REAL Profile Photos? Friendship no longer accepted. Let me first say that I hate to have my picture taken. I just don't like the way they turn out most of the time. Yet I have nothing to hide. Therefore, I do have pictures on this site. Yes, the are me not my sister, my niece, my cousin, or the gal down the street~~ME! How many times have you looked at someone's profile only to find graphics in place of profile pictures? There are no REAL pictures? And you wanna be friends? How about someone who has people pictures, but they don't look like they are "REAL"? I have seen a few pictures that are real people, but have drawn on beards or mustaches. I kid you not.How about the ones that are taken so far away that you can't tell if it is really them? Oh , and how about those who use someone else's photo. Yes, I found someone on here that did that! No, I will not name him here as long as he and his friends leave me be. If you are one of his friends, do us both a favor and t

Meet You In The Stairwell
You say you will never forget where you were when you heard the news On September 11, 2001. Neither will I. I was on the 110th floor in a smoke filled room with a man who called his wife to say 'Good-Bye.' I held his fingers steady as he dialed. I gave him the peace to say, 'Honey, I am not going to make it, but it is OK...I am ready to go.' I was with his wife when he called as she fed breakfast to their children. I held her up as she tried to understand his words and as she realized he wasn't coming home that night. I was in the stairwell of the 23rd floor when a woman cried out to Me for help. 'I have been knocking on the door of your heart for 50 years!' I said. 'Of course I will show you the way home - only believe in Me now.' I was at the base of the building with the Priest minis

Dont Drink & Drive
Too Young To Die Is that me lying on the ground? Why are people screaming? Is that blood coming from my body? Why doesn't somebody help? Is that sirens I hear? Maybe I'll survive Who is the drunk man? Why are the police talking to him? How could he think he could drive When he can't even stand up I remember it now The headlights coming so slow I couldn't move or cry for help My legs had turned to lead The pain in my legs As I flew through the air My lifeless body bouncing Along the ground I remember the angels Coming to carry me away Tell them Ma, I'm too young To Young to die this way ©Crazydave 2003

Let's Play Baby Games On A Site For Toddlers!!!!
fubar Bulletin!MAKE STICKY! DJ BigDawg69~ C... M, 49 United States remove friend subject: ANYONE UP FOR SOMETHING DIFFERENT ? (repost) date: 2007-12-01 12:04:33 If I can get 10 People to participate, How about a 7 Day Blast or a Months VIP ? ( You Must Have A Verified Salute To Enter ) Each person Will Enter a Picture of their choice. Each Picture Rate is worth 10 Points - ANYONE CAN RATE YOUR PIC BUT Heres the twist ONLY THE PICTURE ENTRANT, "YOU" Can Bomb The Picture. NO FAMILY GROUP ENTRANTS, You may belong to a family BUT A Family Group will not be entered into this contest. It realy wouldnt matter anyways since only YOU are allowed to bomb your picture, and everyone else can only rate. NO CONFEDERATE Bombers will be allowed entered into this contest. I will start the contest as soon as I can get 10 Entrants ( Earliest will be Midnight Tonight )or I get tired of waiting, The Contest Will run 72 Hrs After the Start. ONLY ONE ENTRY PE

Let's Meet!
Hi I really like this place, it's a friend of mine who forced me to discover it :) But I'm happy because I love to chat with people online! And this place looks really exciting! By the way you can reach me on AIM, my name is : cherry85pj I hope I am going to meet new friends here, let's have some fun together.

If Your Deleted This Is Why
Anyone on my friends list who does not talk to me on a regular basis or when I go through my list I don't know is going to be deleted. I am sick and tired of adding people who don't bother to even read my profile and do not care to talk to me after they are added.

New Dragon
Today Mike got me a New Water Dragon a female, she is 17 in a half inches. My male is now 12 inches long. Age wise they are 18 months and 12 months, about this time next year I will have eggs. They will hatch in Spring. I will be selling them for 20 to 50 depends on the size you want. I have an email and cell phone. Contact me privately to get them and let me know if you or you know someone that wants one. They make a good pet of kids. Easy to feed and clean up not like a cat or dog. lol

For Fux Sake 2
The previous post was written a couple months ago. I have reposted it due to the fact that obviously I can't get through some thick skulls. Or there are those who have not been able to read it. Changes since the original post have been few. I still get comments, even more now than before because I have had to mark my personal images for friends of family only. Those who don't like it... I don't care! If you don't like the fact that you can't see anymore than what I have put out there, move the fuck on! Another thing that bothers the hell out of me... constant sex talk! Now, don't get me wrong, I love sex. Really, talking about it, making jokes, flirting, doing the act. It's all good however, if that's ALL you find interesting in life, again... move the fuck on! I never could understand living a life based solely on sex. It would bore me after a while. There are other things in life to enjoy. For me, it is a new found act of a life long interest, photography. I know I'm not th

Just Some Words
I hurt myself today To see if I still feel I focus on the pain The only thing that's real The needle tears a hole The old familiar sting Try to kill it all away But I remember everything [Chorus:] What have I become My sweetest friend Everyone I know goes away In the end And you could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt I wear this crown of thorns Upon my liar's chair Full of broken thoughts I cannot repair Beneath the stains of time The feelings disappear You are someone else I am still right here [Chorus:] What have I become My sweetest friend Everyone I know goes away In the end And you could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt If I could start again A million miles away I would keep myself I would find a way

White Tiger's Cutest Couples
I'm running a contest for cuttest couple. for those who do not have pictures together send them to me and i can dothem together in photoshop. it will go by ratings and comment. I will have the top 3 couple. I will not enter myself in this. the #1 winner will get a vip. #2 ticker # 3 every fubar drink there is yes even rootbeer lol . taking pics from tonight to the 6th contest will start when i have the first 50 people or on the 6th. Will run till the 12th. Info needed: Name military-non military age location How to win- have your friends rate/comment your picture they may also rate/comment others. nothing negative on any one's pictures. nothing sexual either. i will add the number of comments to the number of rates. only 1 comment aloud from each person. This is just for fun no hard feeling to the ones who don't top the first 3. The others will get a gift from the gift box or a free tag It will be up to you. You can send your info to me in a message on here or to my personal ema

Jason Leon Blackmon
Hey guys My brother Jason aka Porckchop is in the hospital with a bad liver please keep him in your prayers hes 29 yo and fighting for his life just like we are fighting for his life. Monday Dec.3rd he will be going to UAB in Birmingham Alabama for a new liver hes just laying there all stiff and hurting i have been at the hospital half the day with him so please keep my brother in everyones prayers

Survey
1. Lets start with your name? Beverly 2. What do you think about smoking? To each their Own 3. Do you open up to people easily? no 4. Whats your favorite drink? Coconut Rum 5. What is something you ask for a lot? hugs 6. Do you lead people on a lot? no 7. Are you married? no 8. Have you ever told someone of the opposite sex you loved them? yes 9. Is there anyone that doesn't like you because of something you didn't even do? If they hate me I gave them a reason 11. Are you friends with your best friends boy or girlfriend? nope 12. Are you single or taken? single 13. Are looks important? nope 14. What are you wearing right now? A night gown 15. Are you mad at someone right now? No, Life's to short to stay mad 16. Are you taking anyone for granite? nope 17. Where do you keep your money? wallet 19. Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone? with someone 21. How did you wake up this morning? Alarm clock surprisingl

For Fux Sake! (repost)
Ya know, here lately I've been getting some comments. I really try to be nice to the commenters, but I can only take so much. I'm not going to say what was said or who said it and all that happy junk. Some of you can take this as a warning. Rant 1: I understand fully that this is an adult site. However, some things that have been said aren't very mature. I have mentioned that I really didn't appreciate what was said. But one would hope that people would realize that before it's said. Which ties into and leads to... Rant 2: Ok, Yes I have ONE NSFW pic of myself. It's put there for fun, as I do enjoy fun. I will NOT post more unless I choose to, please, please, PLEASE, do not beg or ask for more. If you don't like the fact that I don't have more up, go find someone else who has more and stop bitching at me. NSFW pic now leads to... Rant 3: Just because I have this ONE NSFW pic, does NOT mean I am here for your pleasure! I will openly admit, I am a tease! I am a flirt! I try

Native Commandments
Treat the Earth and all that dwell thereon with respect. Remain close to the Great Spirit. Show great respect for your fellow beings. Work together for the benefit of all Mankind. Give assistance and kindness wherever needed. Do what you know to be right. Look after the well being of mind and body. Dedicate a share of your efforts to the greater good. Be truthful and honest at all times. Take full responsibility for your actions. Let us greet the dawn of a new day when all can live as one with nature and peace reigns everywhere. Oh Great Spirit, bring to our brothers the wisdom of Nature and the knowledge that if her laws are obeyed this land will again flourish and grasses and trees will grow as before. Guide those that through their councils seek to spread the wisdom of their leaders to all people. Heal the raw wounds of the earth and restore to our soul the richness which strengthens men's bodies and makes them wise in their councils. Bring to all the

Neverending Give Away By Fu Daddy
All ya gotta do is send me a link and bomb away...For every comment you leave, I'll give you 8 fubucks....adds up fast...Use as often as you like...Contest never ends. You may withdraw accumulated fubucks at anytime. You can also rate all pics in my album and get 2000 fubucks and in addition to that, for every person who comes and rates my profile/fans and sends a request that you sent them..I will give you 100 FuBucks..3 Easy ways to cash in..Hit me up in pm today!!..DADDY PLEASE COPY AND REPOST TO YOUR FRIENDS!! This is the link to help me Thanks....Mychele

Personality
Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ISFP) Your personality type is caring, peaceful, artistic, and calm. Only about 7% of all people have your personality, including 8% of all women and 6% of all men You are Introverted, Sensing, Feeling, and Perceiving. How Rare Is Your Personality?

Indian Prayer
Oh our Mother the earth, Oh our Father the sky, Your children are we, and with tired backs We bring you the gifts you love. Then weave for us a garment of brightness; May the Warp be the white light of the morning, May the weft be the red light of the evening, May the fringes be the falling rain, May the border be the standing rainbow. Thus weave for us a garment of brightness, That we may walk fittingly where birds sing, That we may walk fittingly where grass is green, Oh our Mother Earth, Oh our Father Sky.

Anyone Help Me Level? Only 6,339 To Go!!
I don't usually ask, but I know I have helped quite a few people level before! If you are feeling generous.. help a girl out!! :) I have been on this level FOREVERRRR!!! lol Anyway... luvs ya all!! Have a great night!

Friends
if lookin back hurts u and lookin forward scares u then look beside u and ill always be there for you send this to people including me and let them know your there for them. FRIENDSHIP IS THE GREATEST GIFT!!!

Great Spirits
Great Spirit, give us hearts to understand; Never to take from creation's beauty more than we give; Never to destroy wantonly for the furtherance of greed; Never to deny to give our hands for the building of earth's beauty; Never to take from her what we cannot use. Give us hearts to understand That to destroy earth's music is to create confusion; That to wreck her appearance is to blind us to beauty; That to callously pollute her fragrance is to make a house of stench; That as we care for her she will care for us. We have forgotten who we are. We have sought only our own security. We have exploited simply for our own ends. We have distorted our knowledge. We have abused our power. Great Spirit, whose dry lands thirst, help us to find the way to refresh your lands. Great Spirit, whose waters are choked with debris and pollution, help us to find the way to cleanse your waters. Great Spirit, whose beautiful earth grows ugly with mis-use, help us to find the

The Ten Ways I Deal....
Ten Ways to Deal With Anger 1. When you are angry say nothing.If we speak in anger we will definitely aggravate the situation and quite likely hurt the feelings of others. If we speak in anger we will find that people respond in kind, creating a spiral of negative anger. If we can remain outwardly silent it gives time for the emotion of anger to leave us. “When angry count to ten before you speak. If very angry, count to one hundred. “~Thomas Jefferson2. Be indifferent to those who seek to make us angry.Some people may unfortunately take a malicious pleasure in trying to make you mad. However if we can feel indifferent to them and their words; if we feel it is beyond our dignity to even acknowledge them, then there words and actions will have no effect. Also if we do not respond in any way to their provocation they will lose interest and not bother us in the future.3. Use reason to stop anger.When we feel anger coming to the fore try to take a step back and say to yours

Writing It Out...
Clinicians at the Mind/Body Medical Institute have found that the following journal exercise helps relieve ongoing sources of stress. A single attempt is not enough, though. When you first sit down to write about a problem, you may feel more anxious. The wound, once exposed, may initially hurt more than it did while hidden. But continuing to write about the same problem over the course of several days often enables you to work through difficult emotions and reach resolution or acceptance. Here’s some advice before you begin: * Deeply troubling events and situations, such as domestic violence, rape, or direct exposure to acts of terrorism or war, are best explored with an experienced therapist. For other situations, you can proceed on your own and seek professional help only if you feel you need assistance. * If you’re physically healthy, choose the most stressful event or problem you currently face. It’s usually one that you frequently dwell upon. Or, if you think you

Single
I figure this will be the easiest way to try to explain since my shoutbox is out of control and the online status doesn't give much room. All I did was update my relationship status on my profile since it didn't used to show up. I received a lot of shouts from people thinking I just ended a relationship. I ended a 10 yr. relationship in March so I've been single for awhile now. Not for lack of options but by choice. After 10yrs. of being in one its nice to do my own thing. Until someone comes along and sweeps me off my feet (which I am in no hurry for) I will remain single ;-)

Experiment Results
it seems that i was tanked while i was writing that last entry. wow. anyway, work sucks and i wish i had a day off. i can only have infinite patience for so long. do you realize how much mana that consumes? i havent figured out why i do this. im typing on autopilot here. i guess only time will tell. its five thirty and its almost dark? eek, i need to go to sleep. bye bye

Thought For The Day... 12/01/07
"A friend who is far away is sometimes much nearer than one who is at hand." "Is not the mountain far more awe-inspiring and more clearly visible to one passing through the valley than to those who inhabit the mountain?" - (Kahlil Gibran) and of course my horoscope.. lol You've got quite a lot to think about today and your mental state is perfect for rearranging priorities and coming up with new options to help you adapt to the changing circumstances of life.

Funny Ish???
as she stands in the door way of the vacant building a man turns the corner... broad muscular shoulders... pants riding so low on his pelvic curiousity begins to build inside her... her body quivers as you fantisizes of the immoral things she wants to do to his sculpted body... she winks... releasing a sex appeal that is obvious to even the most naive of lovers... with out a word between them they walk slowly into one anothers grip... their eyes never seize to suggest seduction... as he pins her to the wall and slowly runs his masculant hands up her skirt her thoughts are now a reality... his incredible penis penetrates her... her thoughts are only there with him in that moments... as she comes to orgasm she wishes she would have spent more time on him... but time has gone and she struts her satisfied ass out the door... lol stand!!!

Selfish Much?
We all can make a difference this year! Christmas!! what is it all about?? you think...YOU! or your kids its not!!! lets all give something u will never regret doing it. yes, we might not have much, but more then others so lets pay something back. yes, you say why ?...i worked hard for my shit !! that means u just care about yourself, and money (material) pay something back to people you don't know it will give you more satisfaction then you ever thought of! this month is about to Give, not take!!!!!! peace yall and have a great Christmas Love Det

Love Your Enemies As Yourself
Love your enemies as yourself is good psychological advice as well as sound spiritual counsel. You might not want to admit that you have enemies, but we all do. A friend is someone you like, while one who is not a friend is someone you do not like – perhaps because you do not know them. The word 'enemy' comes from the Latin in + amicus (not friend). The root of amicus (friend) is amare, 'to love.' So a friend is someone you love, and an enemy is someone you do not love. An enemy is someone who represents something negative within yourself that you do not know or do not accept. An enemy is someone on whom you project some unconscious aspects of yourself. You cannot like or love someone you do not know. In order to love your enemy you have to know them, and in order to know them you have to know yourself enough so as not to project onto them aspects of your shadow self. I recently spent several hours in a government office in a developing country trying to get some paperwork

Loving Your Enemies
Loving Your Enemies ppsychological advice as well as sound spiritual counsel. You might not want to admit that you have enemies, but we all do. A friend is someone you like, while one who is not a friend is someone you do not like – perhaps because you do not know them. The word 'enemy' comes from the Latin in + amicus (not friend). The root of amicus (friend) is amare, 'to love.' So a friend is someone you love, and an enemy is someone you do not love. An enemy is someone who represents something negative within yourself that you do not know or do not accept. An enemy is someone on whom you project some unconscious aspects of yourself. You cannot like or love someone you do not know. In order to love your enemy you have to know them, and in order to know them you have to know yourself enough so as not to project onto them aspects of your shadow self. I recently spent several hours in a government office in a developing country trying to get some paperwork done. I was goin

Leveling Me
I want to say thanks to those who helped me level this afternoon. I really appreciate it. My fubar started messing up, and then the maint thing came up so I could not do anything on fubar. Then when I get back on I see that the bar tab is cleared so I have no idea who helped level me except a few that I have already thanked. If you helped level me please leave a comment that you did so I can return the love, and thank you. PS: I know who most are once I see the names.... Kenneth

Time
TiMe To realize The value of a sister Ask someone Who doesn't have one. To realize The value of ten years: Ask a newly Divorced couple. To realize The value of four years: Ask a graduate. To realize The value of one year: Ask a student who Has failed a final exam. To realize The value of nine months: Ask a mother who gave birth to a stillborn. To realize The value of one month: Ask a mother who has given birth to A premature baby. To realize The value of one week: Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper.. To realize The value of one minute: Ask a person Who has missed the train, bus or plane. To realize The value of one-second: Ask a person Who has survived an accident. Time waits for no one. Treasure every moment you have. You will treasure it even more when you can share it with someone special. To realize the value of a friend or family member: LOSE ONE. The origin of this letter is u

The Christmas Card
The Christmas card By Eric Ethan I sat down at my computer tonight to type the poem of dreams of people forgot I look out the window to see it snowing as it was coming down hard and more to come. I look at a picture of Christmas card where you see the town full of Christmas cheer With the lights hung up in a long the sidewalks and different big ornaments hung on the lights poles, In middle of the town square there is a big Christmas tree with different lights and ornments hung and the star shining so bright. A group of people being led by a choir decorated sing joy of Christmas carols As I look at that I want to share this Christmas card with a friend I miss so much To tell how cool a holiday is when you look at a Christmas cards and think of joy that bring joy in that heart and never forgot the coolest holiday around. The End

Another Life Lesson Learned From Scrubs
In an episode of scrubs Carla said something along the lines of "And when you finally get down off your high horse and see yourself the way everyone sees you, you won't be smiling anymore." So that is what I'm going to attempt to do. Look at myself after I step outside the box if you will. No this is not going to be a pity me thing its just shit on my mind I have to get out there, and I WANT any and all crticism constructive or otherwise to come from you my friends regarding this. I've had some shit thrown in my face the past few days that well is harsh yet true and makes me ashamed and embarassed for what has happened. So what i'm going to do is probably the hardest thing I'm going to have to do, or had to do, for awhile. I have to give a lot of thanks to who I lovingly refer to as Princess Jordan due to her character in my eventia book for kicking me in my ass and helping me to realize this. I had always prided myself on using bullshit rationalizations to get me through thin

Living With Terry
I AM NOW LIVING WITH TERRY AND ITS A CONFUSING THING I OFTEN WONDER WHY THIS SWEET GENTEL MAN LOVES ME OR EVEN WHY HE HAS CHOOSEN TO WALK THIS PATH OF LIFE WITH ME ITS A ROLLER COASTER RIDE AND ITS MORE THRILLING THAN ANY RIDE I HAVE EVER ROAD EACH DAY BRINGS NEW DELIGHTS AND STRENGTHS OUR LOVE THAT WE SHARE SUCH A POWERFUL LOVE FOR TWO PPL TO HAVE EACH NIGHT HAS BROUGHT MORE PASSION THAN I COULD HAVE IMAGINED I LOVE HIM SO AND THANK GOD DAILY THAT HE HAS BROUGHT HIM INTO MY LIFE I LOVE YOU TERRY

The Law Is The Law.....
So if the US government determines that it is against the law for the words 'under God' to be on our money, then, so be it. And if that same government decides that the 'Ten Commandments' are not to be used in or on a government installation, then, so be it.I say, 'so be it,' because I would like to be a law abiding US citizen.I say, 'so be it,' because I would like to think that smarter people than I are in positions to make good decisions. I would like to think that those people have the American public's best interests at heart. BUT, YOU KNOW WHAT ELSE I'D LIKE? Since we can't pray to God, can't Trust in God and cannot post His Commandments in Government buildings, I don't believe the Government and its employees should participate in the Easter and Christmas celebrations which honor the God that our government is eliminating from many facets of American life. I'd like my mail delivered on Christmas, Good Friday, Thanksgiving &Easter. After all, it's just another day.I'd like the US

Would You
1.Your Name: 2.Age: 3.Favorite position: 4. Do you think I'm cute? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8.Would you take a shower with me? 9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10.Would you leave after or stay the night? 11.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 14.Condom or skin? 15.Have sex on the first date? 16.Would you kiss me during sex? 17.Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Would you use me as a booty call? 19.Can I use you as a booty call? 20.Can we take pictures of the act? 21.How long would we have sex? 22.Would you tell your friends about me? 29.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Girlfriends
POEM ABOUT OUR GIRLFRIENDS Someone will always be prettier. Some will always be smarter. Some of their houses will be bigger. Some will drive a better car. Their children will do better in school. And their husband will fix more things around the house. So let it go, and love you and your circumstances. Think about it! The prettiest woman in the world can have hell in her heart. And the most highly favored woman on your job may be unable to have children. And the richest woman you know, she's got the car, the house, the clothes~~~~ might be lonely. And the word says, "If I have not Love, I am nothing." So, again, love you. Love who you are. Look in the mirror in the morning and smile and say, "I am too blessed to be stressed and too anointed, to be disappointed!" "Winners make things happen~~ Losers let things happen." Be "blessed" ladies~~~~~ and pass this on to encourage another woman. "To the world you might be one person, but to s

The Fair Tax -& Mike Huckabe
The Fair Tax -National consumption tax Kill the IRS If passed and signed into law, the FairTax Plan would: 1.Enable workers and retirees to receive 100% of their paychecks and pension benefits, 2.Replace all federal income and payroll taxes with a simple, progressive, visible, efficiently collected national retail sales tax, which would be levied on the final sale of newly produced goods and services, 3.Rebate to all households each month the federal sales tax they pay on basic necessities, up to an independently determined level of spending (a.k.a., the poverty level, as determined by the Department of Health and Human Services), which removes the burden of federal taxation on the poor and makes the FairTax Plan as progressive as the current tax code, Collect the national sales tax at the retail cash register, just as 45 states already do, 4.Set a federal sales tax rate that is revenue neutral, thereby raising the same amount of tax revenue as now raised by

See If You Can Read This.
fi yuo cna raed tihs, yuo hvae a sgtrane mnid too Cna yuo raed tihs? Olny 55 plepoe can. i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if you can raed tihs forwrad it. ONLY FORWARD IF YOU CAN READ THIS

May We Have Your Att
buy orders from our fearless leader att fire&ice crew from the desk of nbk sunsetbeauty80 :-): NO ONE but managment will blog about leveling someone....if we already have people in line to be leveled then they need to send us the link in our eail and wait in line plz follow this too the letter ty so much have a great weekend love&respect nbk

Toilet Cleaning Instructions
Toilet Cleaning Instructions : 1. Put both lids of the toilet up and add 1/8 cup of pet shampoo to the water in the bowl. 2. Pick up the cat and soothe him while you carry him towards the bathroom. 3. In one smooth movement, put the cat in the toilet and close both lids. You may need to stand on the lid. 4. The cat will self agitate and make ample suds. Never mind the noises that come from the toilet, the cat is actually enjoying this. 5. Flush the toilet three or four times. This provides a 'power-wash' and rinse'. 6. Have someone open the front door of your home. Be sure that there are no people between the bathroom and the front door.. 7. Stand behind the toilet as far as you can, and quickly lift both lids. 8. The cat will rocket out of the toilet, streak through the bathroom, and run outside where he will dry himself off. 9. Both the commode and the cat will be sparkling clean.

The Human Body
The Human Body The human body is a machine that is full of wonder. This collection of human body facts will leave you wondering why in t he heck we were designed the way we were. -Scientists say the higher your I.Q. The more you dream. -The largest cell in the human body is the female egg and the smallest is the male sperm. -You use 200 muscles to take one step. -The average woman is 5 inches shorter than the average man. -Your big toes have two bones each while the rest have three. -A pair of human feet contains 250,000 sweat glands. -A full bladder is roughly the size of a soft ball. -The acid in your stomach is strong enough to dissolve razor blades. -The human brain cell can hold 5 times as much information as the Encyclopedia Britannica. -It takes the food seven seconds to get from your mouth to your stomach. -The average human dream lasts 2-3 second s. -Men without hair on their chests are more likely to get cirrhosis of

Today's Mess
So today i am at ease. i have finally gotten a hold of Casey yesterday and got the scoop of what all is going on. and well when it comes to him and i nothing has changed. which is a relief on my part. but i wasn't really worried about that i was mainly concerned that i didn't get talk to him and i had the feeling like something was wrong and just didn't know what. I guess he was having one of those days where everything just wasn't going right and he thought i didn't want to talk to him either. boy did he learn otherwise when i finally got a hold of his ass. I told him exactly how i felt that day about it too. i think he feels kind of bad about not calling me but at least he knows that i am that connected to him to where i can tell when something isn't going right for him. so when i talked to him yesterday i told him that i was going to do everything in my power to make him laugh. but the funny thing is i guess i subconsciously did in a way. i got locked out of my car while i was at w

I Need Help I Got A Question
bored outta my mind 3 hour sleep then i had to clean up the condo from the toga party at my condo last nite and then had to walk the dog i love but hate my dog lol nobody is on line to chat and if anybody knows how to geta mic to work on yahoo let me know i finally got my web cam woirking but the mic works but for some reasson it says on yahoo the voice seriver sumthing sumthing wont connect into a chat room go figure im too tired so plz if any body can help me

Few New Pics
Hey all... just wanted to say hello and hope everyone is having a good Saturday. Been snowing here and had some freezing rain... so it was a good day to pull out the footie jammies... so go check out the new pics in that folder... and there are a few in the default folder and two in my "Kids" folder. Hope ya'll have a great evening and I should be on later! MUAH! ~Beth~

Ever Wonder
EVER WONDER Why the sun lightens our hair, but darkens our skin? Why women can't put on mascara with their mouth closed? Why don't you ever see the headline "Psychic Wins Lottery"? Why is "abbreviated" such a long word? Why is it that doctors call what they do practice"? Why is it that to stop Windows 98, you have to click.."? Why is lemon juice made with artificial flavor, and dishwashing liquid made with real lemons? Why is the man who invests all your money called a broker? Why is the time of day with the slowest traffic called rush hour? Why isn't there mouse-flavored cat food? When dog food is new and improved tasting, who tests it? Why didn't Noah swat those two mosquitoes? Why do they sterilize the needle for lethal injections? You know that indestructible black box that is used on airplanes? Why don't they make the whole plane out of that stuff?? Why don't sheep shrink when it rains? Why are they ca

Only In America
1. Only in America......can a pizza get to your house faster than an ambulance. 2. Only in America......are there handicap parking places in front of a skating rink. 3. Only in America......do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. 4. Only in America......do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a DIET coke. 5. Only in America......do banks leave both vault doors open and then chain the pens to the counters. 6. Only in America......do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage. 7. Only in America......do we use answering machines to screen calls and then have call waiting so we won't miss a call from someone we didn't want to talk to in the first place. 8. Only in America......do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight. 9. Only in America......do

Am I?
Today I am reminded of how cold hearted I can be. O do not get me wrong I can be a cold heart B$%^& and I know that but the fact remains. If you give me problems or if you hurt me do not make the mistake of trying to make it right by pretending nothing happend. This may seem confusing to some but I just need to get it out because I am in a situation where I hate I mean HATE the person who is near me at the moment. LOL but luck me I have fubar to let out my aggression on.

Trying To Rest
TRYING TO REST AS I SIT HERE AND TRY TO REST, ALL I CAN THINK ABOUT IS MY LIFE, A BIG MESS. IN THE DISTANCE I CAN HEAR A DOVE, AS MY HEART MOURNS TO BE TOUCHED WITH LOVE. AS I NEED TO BE EMBRASSED WITH A SOFT TOUCH, BY LOVING ARMS THAT ARE NEEDED SO MUCH, BY A MAN WITH VERY LOVING AND TRUE EYES. WHO’S SOFT AND WARM HEART PUTS TEARS IN MY EYES, I WOULD LOVE TO HOLD YOU CLOSE, BECAUSE YOU ARE THE ONE I COULD LOVE THE MOST. MY HEART IS SLOWLY BEING TORN APART, BECAUSE I CAN’TGET THROUGH TO YOUR HEART. I GUESS I AM ASKING FOR LOVE THAT IS NEEDED VERY MUCH, AND TO BE ABLE TO FEEL YOUR SOFT AND LOVING TOUCH. ( THIS WAS ABOUT A EX THAT I LOVED )

Any Help Would Be Appreciated....
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Christmas Shopping
The doorbell rings, insistent and buzzing in your ears as you roll over and look at the clock. It's still early, who could be coming at this hour? You pull on your robe, and drag your still-sleeping ass to the door to see who it is. It's a delivery man, bringing you a special "package" that you ordered online late last night. Shocked, you take the package and thank him. You go to shut the door, and he stops it with his hand. "Sorry, miss...but you ordered the 'special' delivery? I am here to show you all the features of our new model" Your heartbeat quickens, your face flushes, and suddenly you realize that you are naked beneath your robe. It's barely clinging to your flesh, making you feel exposed under his gaze. He steps forward, nimbly grabbing the package from your hands and closes the door. He opens the box, and pulls out the most amazing vibrator you've ever seen. You can feel his eyes pass over your body, lingering on your barely-concealed breasts as they heave with your shor

I've Made A Decision!
WHEN I POST A PICTURE, I SEE WHO RUNS OVER TO IT. THERE ARE 20 PEOPLE AND 9 RATES. THANK YOU. SO BECAUSE OF THIS, (I feel like your taking advantage of me) I AM MAKEING MY PICS FOR FAMILY ONLY. I AM NOT SORRY. YOU ALL SHOULD HAVE BEEN A BETTER FRIEND

I Feel Used
I FEEL USED, ABUSED, AND BROKEN DOWN, AT NIGHT I TRY TO SLEEP. BUT MY SOUL WON’T LET ME, ALL I CAN DO IS LAY AND WEEP, MY HEAD IS FILLED WITH WANDER, MY HEART IS FULL OF LOVE, AND THERE IS NOBODY TO SHARE IT WITH. I HAVE TRIED TO FIND THAT SPECIAL ONE, BUT IT SEEMS NO ONE GIVES A DAMN ABOUT ME. SO I AM ASKING FOR SOME ONE, WHO IS WILLING TO CARE, AND LOVE ME? ONE WHO CAN GIVE ME A HAPPIER LIFE, TO ANSWER MY HEARTS CRY FOR LOVE.

Numb
No feeling in any of my limbs But in my heart, I sense you You touch me, I feel nothing Yet my inner self tingles My imagination thrills You whisper, words of lust I tremble, lengthen and unfold Nibble, suck and tongue thrust Edible folds and juicy points found You moan and whimper in must My entire body may be numb But my feelings are strong I feel you, my love; in my heart My soul breathes your name Nostrils, skin thrill at your proximity I ache for your touch, unfelt but known Intent is meant and well enjoyed Sexuality oozes from me to you Pleasure is liquid, wetness sought Minds and erogenous zones well met Soon my love Fantasy will turn into reality I will no longer be numb But will be fulfilled By your actual loving touch

As I Sit In Total Darkness
AS I SIT IN TOTAL DARKNESS WITH NO KIND OF SPARK MY DAYS ARE NUMBERED IN THE DARKNESS OF SLUMBER I AM LIKE A LOST PERSON WHO LIFE ALWAYS SEEMS TO WORSEN AS I GO ON IN LIFE MY HEART IS CUT WITH A KNIFE AS THE TIME GOES BY ALL I CAN DO IS CRY I FEEL LIKE A LOST SHEEP WITH NOTHING TO DO BUT WEEP SURE ON THE OUTSIDE I LOOK HAPPY BUT DEEP INSIDE I FEEL CRAPPY I FEEL LIKE A VILIAN WITH NOTHING BUT AN EMPTY FEELING AN EMPTY FEELING IN MY HEART AS MY LIFE KEEPS FALLING APART I STAY HERE IN THE DARKNESS WITH NO WHERE TO LOOK FOR A SPARK I LOOK AROUND AT THE REST AND SEE THEM ABLE TO REST BUT HERE I SIT ALWAYS FEELING LIKE SHIT I TRY TO DO MY BEST BUT END UP IN A MESS

Conflicted (poem)
Written November 17, 2007 I built a wall, around my fragile heart So that no one else could ever tear it apart It's worked for years, keeping the crowd at bay Wanting people close but keeping them away Then the universe sent a curve ball One that was able to walk through that wall Turning my wall from stone to air Making me scared to hurt, scared to care Conflicted and Confused, I don't know what to do My defenses are down, my emotions in a coup Terrified and Fascinated, like a moth to the flame Into that dark night I scream out your name Conflicting emotions float through my mind Should I run away or try to make you mine? My heart and my gut are truly at war I hear you knocking but am scared to go through that door Let you in or drive you away? I want you close, but am afraid you won't stay Can my heart take another blow? All I can do is try to take it slow I want you by my side, night and day What can I do to make you stay?

Presents
This is just for fun........Me and a buddy of mine are haveing a competiion for the most gifts under the tree.....if you feel like it leave me one......Doesnt give me any points just fun for me!! Thanks lol

Im Thankful For The Men & Women Of The Armed Forces
;Date: Dec 01, 2007 5:13 PMYou stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists.You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong.He doesn't get to eat today.Your maid makes your bed and washes your clothes. He wears the same things for weeks, but makes sure his weapons are clean.You go to the mall a

To My Dear Friends...thank You!!!
Thank you all, everyone who commented on my first blog entry!!! The 5th bone in my foot is broke vertically, long ways down my foot. I go to a specialist on wed dec 5th at 2:10 pm. Hopefully I will find more information then.

I Forgot
I Forgot to say I LOVE YOU..... when angry words came and made demands you were'nt ready to meet. I Forgot to say i love you when the hurt inside grew and the only pain i could feel was my own..... I Forgot to say i love you when tears began to fall and stubborn pride led me to close my heart to yours..... I Forgot to say i love you when you said, maybe it was best that we go our separate ways and disbelief washed over me....... I Forgot to say i love you when you turned to leave; when i could have reached out but didn't because my pain clouded my judgement..... I Forgot to say i love you when the door closed and all that remained was silence and my quiet tears..... I Forgot to tell you how much joy you brought into my life, i Forgot to tell you that you were the most interesting part of my day, i Forgot to tell you that a day without you left something empty inside me. i Forgot to tell you how i thrilled to the sight of your sweet smile and the sound

New To Fubar
I'm just wondering about this rating photos. sorry I didn't mean to offend anyone but it is my opinion. At least I am giving my honest opinion not telling someone thier a 10 when they are a 5. I would like an honest opinion, not people rating me a 1 because I rated them a 3. come on people. why you going to block someone just because they told you the truth

Dear Senator Sarbanes, 
The Honorable Paul S. Sarbanes 309 Hart Senate Office Building Washington DC, 20510  Dear Senator Sarbanes,  As a native Marylander and excellent customer of the Internal Revenue Service, I am writing to ask for your assistance.  I have contacted the Immigration and Naturalization Service in an effort to determine the process for becoming an illegal alien and they referred me to you.  My reasons for wishing to change my status from U.S.Citizen to illegal  alien stem from the bill which was recently passed by the Senate and for which  you voted.  If my understanding of this bill's provisions is accurate, as an illegal alien who has been in the United States for five years, what I need to do  to become a citizen is to pay a $2,000 fine and income taxes for three of the last five years.  I know a good deal when I see one and I am anxious to get the process 

goodbye America 
We know Dick Lamm as the former Governor of Colorado. In that context, his thoughts are particularly poignant.   Last week, there was an immigration overpopulation conference in Washington, DC, filled to capacity by many of American's finest minds and leaders. A brilliant college professor by the name of Victor Hansen Davis talked about his latest book, "Mexifornia," explaining how immigration - both legal and illegal - is destroying the entire State of California. He said it would march across the country until it destroyed all vestiges of The American Dream.   Moments later, former Colorado Governor Richard D. Lamm stood up and gave a stunning speech on how to destroy America. The audience sat spellbound as he described eight methods for the destruction of the United States. He said: "If you believe that America is too smug, too self-satisfied, too rich, then let's destroy America. It is not that hard to do. No nation in history has survived the r

The Daughter Of A Soldier
Last week I was in Atlanta, Georgia attending a conference. While I was in the airport, returning home, I heard several people behind me beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned around and witnessed one of the greatest act's of patriotism I have ever seen.  Moving thru the terminal was a group of soldiers in their camo's, as they began heading to their gate everyone (well almost everyone) was abruptly to their feet with their hands waving and cheering. When I saw the soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being applauded and cheered for it hit me. I'm not alone. I'm not the only red blooded American who still loves this country and supports our troops and their families.  Of course I immediately stopped and began clapping for these young unsung heroes who are putting their lives on the line everyday for us so we can go to school, work and home without fear or reprisal. Just when I thought I co

Kisses
I ask if I may kiss you. You just smile; no answer is necessary. My initial kiss is just a flirting of our lips. My tongue lightly flicking - Like I am asking, "Do you want me?" The tip of my tongue runs all around your lips. Touching every part, Inside and out - Over and over again. Tickling you, tickle, tickle, goes my tongue. Now I press my lips gently to yours. Rubbing your lips back and forth against mine. My kisses are hot and fast. I cannot rest long in any one place. I have such a need to go on. I trail kisses of passion all over your face. Then back to your mouth. Our tongues dance together. We are exploring. I circle your tongue with the tip of mine. You echo the pattern back to me. I lick the sides, underside and the top. You echo back. I suck your lower lip. You echo back. We repeat, repeat, repeat. The sensations are driving our emotions. We are wild for each other. You thrust your tongue in and out. The movements are rhythmic and stabbing. S

Your Alarm Goes Off
Your alarm goes off, you hit the snooze and sleep for another 10 minutes.  He stays up for days on end.  You take a warm shower to help you wake up.  He goes days or weeks without running water.  You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.  He gets shot at, as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.  You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.  He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.  You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket.  He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags.  You talk trash on your "buddies" that aren't with you.  He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.  You don't feel like helping out your dad today, so you don't.  He does what he is told.  You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls. &

Jessica
Well.. My daughter is now 1 C.T.meter Dilated, Which got me very excited. Shes been having cramps on & off for a couple of days..shes not due til Dec 12th, but something tells me shes going to have her earlier than she thinks. Her Doctor said the same. Heres a pic of her she took yesterday This is her Now And I remember her at this age.. My daughter w/ My friend Paul God time Flies....

This World That World
I have recently come to the conclusion that when you have someone deployed, you live in two worlds: "This" world and "That" world. In This World, everything goes on as normal. You go to work (for those that work), do the laundry, clean the house, pay the bills... You know -- all the things "normal" people do.   But we're not normal. We also live in That World -- the world where the telephone ringing in the middle of the night is normal 'cause it's morning over there. The world where news is everything and vague reports of improvised explosive devices can raise your heart rate 10 beats a minute and unconfirmed reports of soldiers' deaths can cause you to inhale involuntarily. The world that can fall apart in an instant when the caller ID says it's Fort _____ or there's a knock at the door and the chaplain is standing there.   In This World, holidays are a day off or a reason to shop. In That World, holidays are markers of time passing... merely milestones until h

Just Been Busy
Yeah, I know that I've been pretty silent lately. Well, I've been busy with crap at home and crap at work, and well, you are beginning to see the picture I imagine. I have a divorce date!! Jan 29, 2008 and I will party after it goes final. Of course, custody issues likely will not be finished by then, but that's just the way things go. However, I won't stress, I will do what I can from there. Work is the same pain in the arse it's always been. Preferred coworkers get to do whatever they wish with impunity as long as the lead likes them. I guess I'm the wrong gender. Instead I'm told I set the bar too high. Well, just because I'm damn good at what I do and I've the hardest area to work, I can't keep it all up forever. I'm looking forward to when the agreement runs out and I can start looking again. Had fun volunteering at my son's school and apparently, the school liked having me. Now they are looking to find a way to have me working for the district. Get my resume dusted of

Going To The Sydney Opera House
Well, Last night we went to the Syndey Opera House to see the show called Tales from Vienna Woods. We started with dinner at a resturaunt calls Selah, located right behind our hotel. The menu is modern Australian, which is similar to California Cuisine. Basically these modern resturaunts take advantage of local fresh product to make these layered dishes that our both visually look great and taste good. Think Iron Chef. I had the lamb, my friend had the chicken. Both were excellent. Then it was off to the theater. The complex itself is gorgeous, sitting off at the end of the pier (see my Australia pics folder). We had four show options. ONe was a South African solo performer, one was the nutcracker, the third was Tales from Vienna Woods. The symphony was doing the music of John Williams. We chose the third. I used to work at a theater in upstate NY and have seen quite a few shows. Nothing was a tough as this one. The acting was fine, but the material was downright depressing

Call Me Closed Minded But Hey No Body Is Perfect
This is an Editorial written by an American citizen, published in a local Newspaper. He did quite a job, didn't he?  IMMIGRANTS, NOT AMERICANS, MUST ADAPT  I am tired of this nation worrying about whether we are offending some individual or their culture. Since the terrorist attacks on Sept. 11, we have experienced a surge in patriotism by the majority of Americans. However, the dust from the attacks had barely settled when the "politically correct" crowd began complaining about the possibility that our patriotism was offending others.  I am not against immigration, nor do I hold a grudge against anyone who is seeking a better life by coming to America. Our population is almost entirely composed of descendants of immigrants. However, there are a few things that those who have recently come to our country, and apparently some born here, need to understand. This idea of America being a multi cultural community has served only to dilute our sover

Holiday Drink Recipes
Hot Buttered Rum 1 quart vanilla ice cream 1 lb. butter 1 lb. powdered sugar 1 lb brown sugar 1 Tablespoon Nutmeg 1 Tablespoon Cinnamon Allow ice cream to sit out for 10 minutes to soften a bit, but you don't want it melted! Meanwhile, cream together butter and powdered sugar, then mix in the brown sugar as well. Add softened ice cream to butter/sugar mixture, then add spices. Refrigerate right away and keep refrigerated. (can be given as gifts in a tin) To serve the hot buttered rum, you scoop the rum mix (above) to fill half the coffee cup. Add water like you would to make coa coa, but also add a shot of rum. 1/2 parts mix + water + shot of rum microwave the cup to coa coa temperature and you've got your hot buttered rum! and that's it! :) This recipe makes enough to keep in the fridge for the whole season! 2-3 weeks worth. Irish Cream 1 can sweetened condensed milk 1 pint half n half 1 cup brandy 1/2 teaspoon coconut flavor 1/2 teaspoon vanilla flavor 4

How Every Girl Should Be Treated
o every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. .... To every guy that she cried in front of... To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes..... To every guy that would give his seat up... To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every

Take It Easy On Me:little River Band
This is one of my faves It used to be so easy to be your lover We wandered through the days like they had no end But now that you are gone I'm under cover I just can't think about you as a friend Take it easy on me It should be easy to see I'm getting lost in the crowd Hear me crying out loud Just want you to know I know that you have to go It's all up to you But whatever you do Take it easy on me So now I'll go the minstrel road Without you I know there will be times When I need you there And each night as I sing those songs About you I'll think back to the time When you used to care Take it easy on me It should be easy to see I'm getting lost in the crowd Hear me crying out loud Just want you to know I know that you have to go It's all up to you But whatever you do Take it easy on me Take it easy on me Oh baby, don't leave me crying Should be easy to see I've needed you for so long Just one more chance with you One more chance will you

World Aid Day
Today while I was reading my Bible devotional, I made a list of what I’d do today. It was quiet, I’d just finished taking a shower and before I woke Jeffrey to go to my church’s men’s breakfast, I was reading today’s chapter – my goal’s to read the Bible through chapter by chapter – and after writing down the focal verses for Isaiah 21 in my journal, I was faced with blank space on the bottom half of the page. Today’s the first day of December and I wanted to make a clear break of things. I’ve got so much I say I want to do when I’ve got the time at work out of the house, especially books to read and parts of my novel to write (I’m REALLY behind on the latter) but I keep running out of time during my day, which when I’m honest with myself is not true – I’m not making the time to do what needs to get done. My list came out something like this: 11 (A.M.) – 12 (P.M.) Check correspondence online. 12 – 2 Work on “Victory” (my third novel, expected release summer ‘08) 2 – 3

A Fun Site That Pays You To Start Discussions You Choose
Hi, I found a site that pays you per post about anyting you want to post about. It is completely free to join and is very fun to use, I am there everyday, If you are interested copy and past this link to your browser http://www.mylot.com/?ref=francisco81 check it out, it is really fun and pays you too:)

Why
many have assked me why I am stressed and depressed well alot is going on right now in my life. I am having a problem with my hands that is affecting my job, another is dealing with a friend and what she is going with her. I wonder if a friend is a friend when you try toi help them and they seem to ignore you when you are just trying to make sure that yourself doesn't get lose in the process of helping them. how far do you go to help someone that you care about without giving up more than you have.

" If We Had Sex"
If We Had Sex..... don't be scared. you never know who really wants to do you! (Reply so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out). 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you let me pull your hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you from 1 - 10? 16. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 17. Where would you want it? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you mind if i licked you? 20. Would you Fuck me today? 21. Would you Fuck me tomorrow?

To Every Guy
this is how every girl should be treated Body: LET'S FACE IT, NO GUY IS LIKE THIS ANYMORE, BUT IT WOULD BE NICE TO SEE ONE PROVE ME WRONG.. To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. .... To every guy that she cried in front of... To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for he

A Site Like Myspace That Pays You Money To Chat
Myspace makes millions of dollars, they don't share penny. I have found a site that will share it's ad renenue with it's members. It is completely free to join is very fun to use, check it out. If your interested copy and paste this link to your address bar http://r.yuwie.com/francisco81

My 1 Year Anniversary On Fubar
Wow, looking back I can't believe I've been here on Fubar a year now(well technically it's tomorrow Dec. 2nd). It's been a crazy year. A lot of ups and downs, amongst learning experiences. I survived though and i'm thankful I did. There were many times I thought about deleting my account to have some of the many wonderful friends i've met, come to me and tell me how much i've meant to them and how much they appreciated me. That alone was reason enough to stay. I came here to meet new friends and that I have done. In fact two of my best friends i've met here...Omallesygold and devil man....I love you guys you have been there for me 100% and I will always be there for the both of you on the site and off. The guys in my family are amazing and i'm thankful they are in my life. Over the next week or so I will be going by your sites and telling you why I think you are so special to me. I really want to say thanks to those that didn't bail on me when my life seemed upside down.

Extra Money Without Extra Effort??
Yahoo and Google are making millions of dollars by you using there search bar. I have found a site that will pay youto use theres. there is no mimimum payout and it is completely free to join you can earn by logging in and makeing searches. It is much easier to get there search bar on your browser. it will take a few months for your earnings to show up in your account. when it does show up remember that there is a month being processed, so there is always 1 more month than is shown. there is 3 refferal levels so there is plenty of room to grow but you can earn by your self. I think this is a great site. I use it to jump back and forth from site to site so I really make no extra effort to earn. I still have my google bar on my browser to but I Use it only if I can't find it with zotspot first. copy and paste this link if your interested http://accounts.zotspot.com/?source=11062&m=l Happy earnings

Bombing
i am so sorry i have not been able to bomb too much the last few days,i have been having trouble with the inner net,when i do finally get on i freeze up have to shut down and go back in. its really frustrating when ya wanna help someone and cannt.i was bombing the watcher the other night,froze and got booted off.i had to have the cable company come to day and he said there had been trouble with the lines,please dont think i have not wanted to help,i am totally frustated and sorry for not being able to help out the past few days and im really feelin crappy about it cause i want to do my part to help,once agaon my family i dont want to let you down,much luv biker heart

Poems I Wrote Still Need Editing Big Time
She didnt know The sparkle in her eyes lite up the room The laughter she let out freed your soul The smile on her face shined brightly The way she said her words gave you hope You knew she was the one and only you knew how much you loved her knew life without her would not be living at all but you never told her. the sparkle went out the laughter stoped the smile dimmed and her words were without meaning because she didnt know. Yet I sill love you You lie! You tell me you love me You are a cheater a person capable of tearing out my heart I knew what kind of person you were I still fell hard for you I love you unconditionally you hurt me tell me what you think I want to hear you give me false hope I fell under your spell I cant fight the hold you have over me I let you hurt me , abuse me I cant help it I love you and I would let you destroy me I dont even know why Hoping, praying that I didnt make a sudden move that will set yo

Pti (pardon The Interruption) Saturday
Hello my friend of the fu How do you do? Just wanted to wish everyone A very Happy Saturday! < interruption for shameless self promotion > Not asking anyone to do anything ANYTHING Different ... Just asking you to: Do what you ALWAYS do ... Just do it a little bit more -or- Just save a little bit for (around) 6pst/9 eastern! *wink* < /interruption > Okay - that's over with! Anyone DONE with there holiday shopping? Me? I'm a last minute kidda guy ... Even married - the wife would worry ... -wondering- But I always got jewererly so I'd stroll into the shop about 10 minutes before they're closing for Christmas - Look in a few cases -and- Be walking out before they would of closed the door ... I dont repeat D O N T miss the bill- but it always WAS neat to see there reaction! eh - baaah humbuggggggggg So here's today's comment - I hope it finds you carefree & without any interuptions that disturb y

I Am No Where Near An Upper Class Snob What A Joke
Mark What You Have: [x] Mother [x]Father [x] Step-Father [] Step-Mother [] Step-Sister [x] Step Brother [x] Brother [x] Brother In Law [x] Sister [x] Sister In Law [x] Half sister [x] Half brother [x] Nephew [x] Niece [] Boyfriend [] Girlfriend [x] Mobile phone [x] Own bathroom [x] Own Room [] have a Swimming pool [] Hot tub []Guest room [x] Living Room [x] Computer [x] TV Total so far: 18 [x] Full size or bigger bed [x] More than 8 pairs of shoes [x] Sunglasses [x] Watch [x] MP3 Player/iPod [] PS3 or PS2 that works [] Xbox that works [] PSP that works [x] Gameboy/ Advance ( im a nerd) haha [] Gamecube [] Wii [] Laptop Total so far: 24 [] basketball hoop [] Air hockey table [] Pool table [] Ping pong table [] Foosball table Total so far: 24 [x] Nightstand [x] Stereo in bedroom [x]DVD player in your bedroom total so far: 27 [] Goes shopping at least once a week [] Expensive cologne/perfume [x] AIM/MSN [x] Camera on pho

This May Seem Fucked Up But...oh Well
okay this is gonna seem a little fucked up to some people but i don't fucking care....... i hear people worried about aids so fucking much......goddamn it.....i don't know why it pisses me off.i guess it's when they say shit like "it's living with a death sentence."........hey fuck heads all of us are living with a death sentence and it's called LIFE....yes we are born to die folks..as we are born we all must die....everyone dies from something...no one lives forever.......my thing is ...fuck without a condom.it's ok..now and days you can live like 20 years with aids hell even longer....condoms suck anyway........my mom died from cancer and she never bitched about having it..nor did she stop smoking.fuck it she knew she was gonna die.......she kept doing what she enjoyed doing.......i know that one day.a day i can't predict....i too will die........so why be all fucking goody too shoes about life....drink beer,do drugs,get into fights,drive drunk,have alot of unprotected sex,eat as

My Birthday Wish List.
I WANT FOR MY BIRTHDAY ON FUBAR FROM FRIENDS IF I MEAN ANYTHING TO THEM, I WANT... 1...A YEAR VIP FOR MY BIRTHDAY WISH LIST. OR A 2. 3 DAY BLAST..THAT'S WHAT I WANT FOR MY BIRTHDAY, THAT'S MY WISH LIST. I WILL GIVE SOMEONE 20,000 FUBUCKS IF THEY BUY ME ONE OF THOSE FOR MY BIRTHDAY ON DECEMBER 6TH OR AS AN EARLY BIRTHDAY PRESENT...THAT'D BE AWESOME. LOVE YOU ALL!

Your Still Here.. Yay
For those of you who are on my list as of right now it is because you have either done or appear to have qualities that I agree with... Reasons your still here 1. Your not only cute but your intelligent and can carry on a conversation that consist of more than dime store words. 2. You are not a person who appears to only be on Fubar looking to get laid or show the world how big your tits are. 3. You are not some Drama Queen looking to dump a "LOAD" of "look at me my life is so bad". 4. You have a positive moral attitude toward life. SO BASICALLY YOU ARE STILL HERE IF YOU ARE AN OUTSTANDING PERSON OR I HAVE NOT HAD THE TIME TO MAKE THAT JUDGEMENT YET. sorry to be such a jerk right now but as time has went on I am truly sick and tired of people who come on here only to show the world what they look like nude and try to get laid. Not to forget the many who think they are intelligent and yet have shown how ignorant to the world they really are.. Life is hard enough as

Drama!
I went home on leave to relieve all stress I had of my deployment and yet I come home to more stress. I come home to drama and I fucking hate drama. If you are reading this and that means you really give a shit about my friendship I am laying down the rules. I am here to escape the deployment life, I come to flirt and to be honest I am not here to hook up or have internet sex, I have done it in the past and now I choose to change. I am going to live a better life and I asking for is friendship, no drama, or see yourself out the door and make sure it hits you on the way out. Thank You.

I Really Am A Simple Girl
I was thinking about this the other day about 3 thing I've never really had and it is actually almost depressing. 1. Someone special to kiss when the bell rings in the new year. 2. Someone special who'll send me flowers on Valentine's. HOT Myspace Layouts 3. Someone special who'll treat me like a queen on my birthday. I guess the other holidays don't mean as much to me as those. Kinda wierd isn't it. I mean Christmas is special and all, but that is a whole family event. I don't know.. just rambling again..

New Plan
So originally I was moving into my exes for a bit since I have to be out of where I live by Dec.31st. I've spent the past few days around him a lot and can clearly see that we would drive each other crazy if I stayed there. He's an alcoholic who apparently needs beer to handle being around me (pffft, I'm so easy to be around)and I in turn can't handle being around him when he's drunk (he makes me want to smash my head against the wall). So anyway, for those of you who know about it, I can't move back to the mainland until I get things settled here. I have to rent a place but there's a 6 month minimum so I'm going to do that. (at least I'll still have internet..YAY!) I had a trip planned in December but had to cancel that. That's now happening in Feb/March; just to be sure I really want to make this big life changing move for one and to meet a couple people I've come to know online. I can't wait..yay! :D That's all for now...back to packing...ICK!

How Every Woman Should Be Treated.....
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. .... To every guy that she cried in front of... To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes..... To every guy that would give his seat up... To every guy th

Just Thinking
Life has a funny way of doing things. It can give you the one you thought was the love of your life, take them away just to show you someone eles that you could be intrested in. Life affects and treats everyone diffrently. There is no way that we can judge another person by what they have done or was disitions they have made. We have not lived the life or know whats going through there head. No matter how many times and how many diffrent ways they try to explain things you can never know the hole situation. No mater how much u think you know someone or how long you have been in there lives your not there every second of every day. You wernt raised like them or experinced the good and bad things they have. All you can do is try to understand and move on. Whats done is done. The future is a hard thing to predict. It can be easy and everything can go right or the worst possible things can happen. Sometimes we have control of it and sometimes we just have to go with the flow. Either way ou

Any Ladies?
any ladies like the cut of my jive? Would you go out with me? Or should I say if I had 1,000,000 pounds in the bank would that make me more attractive - what is it that makes you want someone? does being a hero help? As I am a P/T super hero, I save girls from certain doom using my super huge member. lol lol

Calling All Bombers
My Friend needs help he Tittie Licker needs 20,000 comments in 2 weeks to win a 7 day blast and a 1 month VIP Im asking in his place and I will return the favor to you as well his link is below thank you http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1087743&albumid=695664&i=3537951593

Cecil At The Table
Cecil was an over the hill biker – long hair, beard, leather vest. I'd put him somewhere in his late sixties. He'd been creating a problem over at Tam's blackjack table. Tam don't take no shit and told him to take a hike. So Cecil decides to mosey on over to my table. He was stinking drunk. I'm not sure if he'd pissed his pants before he came to the table or while he was sitting there. Cecil says to me, "Ya wanna know something?" "What's that, Cecil?" "I'm a muthafuckin white man," he says. "Well, I'm sure you must be very proud of that." He tells me to shuffle up and deal. "I got to see some money in the circle first." Cecil checks his wallet. The well was dry. "You wanna know something?" he asks. "Talk to me, Cecil." "I'm a white muthafucka." I could see that this conversation was going nowhere. Then he tries to intimidate me – gives me one of those "I'm gonna kick your ass" looks. I laugh at him. "Go ahead and try something you drunk

Four Floors Underground
I was working in a bomb shelter, four floors underground. That was the hub of the Los Angeles Police Department communications center. On this particular day, I was assigned to Foothill Division. A call for an additional officer came in as a psycho had barricaded himself in his home. According to his wife, he was unarmed. Then came a call for backup, then a call for a police sergeant. I relayed all messages according to policy. The next call was, "Shots fired. Officer down." Two cops had taken lead . I guess it was three or four days later that I was told that there would be a meeting for all communications personnel involved in the shooting. "For what?" I asked. I was informed that these meetings were standard operating policy - and mandatory. So I end up in a "get in touch with your feelings" group of women. I didn't want to be there. I never seem to do well in those kind of settings. There was a brief introduction, then each of us was supposed to ta

In Contest Please Help!
hiya all bombing squads,friends & family...i'm in a new contest for a 1 month VIP...here's the link...click on the pic below to comment...this is a 2 week timed contest... all help will be appreciated & all love will be returned by rating ur pics and stash! thank you in advance ur friend linda

A Little Class
I stepped into the dealer's chair at the pai-gow table at six o'clock tonight. Two players were there. One guy had his shirt unbuttoned down to his navel. I suppose he wanted to be sure that everyone could see the gold chains around his neck. He wore three giant gold nugget rings and a cheap-ass watch with a gaudy gold band. The other player was some lard ass fuck with sunglasses and a cowboy hat. First hand out of the deck, I get a full house – kings over queens – a killer hand. The cowboy says, "Oh Jesus! Is this what you do for a living? You think you're a dealer? Is that what you think? Too bad you have to earn your own tips here." I ignored his remarks as I picked up his five-dollar bet and threw it into the tray. He mumbled something about this goddamn casino sucking the life out of people as he gathered up his remaining chips. "Would you like me to color-up those chips for you?" I asked, trying to be polite. "No thank you," he replied. "You've done quite

Internet Down
My internet went down a couple of days ago. I called the cable company and was told that there was an outage in my area. I actually spoke to a real person who told me that it should be restored within a day or two. This morning, I mentioned to my brother that the internet service was fubar, but that the cable guys were working on the problem. Then he mentions to me that we're on DSL. "Oh crap! That's right. I forgot." Then I call AT&T and get Apu on the line. He told me his name was Roger, but I recognized the voice. So Apu figures out that something flipped in my modem and working together as a team, we get it fixed. I wanted to ask him about the illegal wiretaps and intercepting of my emails that takes place in room 641A at the AT&T building, and maybe get a little feedback on how he felt about the Senate's refusal to grant retroactive amnesty to the telecom companies that have been eavesdropping without a warrant, but I figured he probably wasn't up to speed on th

Sounds Like Someone We Know
http://www.cnn.com/2007/WORLD/americas/11/30/venezuela.protest/index.html CARACAS, Venezuela (CNN) -- President Hugo Chavez on Friday wrapped up his campaign to push through broad constitutional changes with a broadside attack against adversaries at home and abroad -- including a threat to cut off oil exports to the United States. Chavez told a crowd gathered in the center of Caracas that if the referendum was approved and the result was questioned -- "if the 'yes' vote wins on Sunday and the Venezuelan oligarchy, playing the [U.S.] empire's game, comes with their little stories of fraud" -- then he would order oil shipments to the United States halted Monday. Chavez spoke after tens of thousands, brought on buses from throughout the country, marched down the capital's principal boulevard to rally support for Sunday's referendum, which would free Chavez from term-limit restrictions and move the country toward institutionalized socialism. Friday's rally acted as a cou

A Night At The Casino
November 26, 2007 It still seems like a bad dream. When I arrived at the casino tonight, I saw police cars and an ambulance beside the parking structure. I parked my car and went inside. One of the dealers told me that someone jumped from the third level of the parking garage. Damn! I guess the third level is high enough to do the job, but low enough so that you don't have a lot of time to think about it on your way down. I seem to be cursed with this need to analyze everything. Then as I'm walking to the pit area, another dealer tells me that someone just died. "Yeah," I said. "He took a dive off the parking structure." "No, I mean some guy just died over at table 36," she replied. I think there must be some misunderstanding, so I walk over to table 36 and there's a guy on the floor getting CPR. But he's gone. "Jesus," I'm thinking to myself. "We got some bad juju here tonight." Song, a quiet little Chinese girl, was the dealer when this gu

She Is My Everything.......
There has never been anyone that makes me feel the way that Amelia does. She makes me feel better when I am so heart broken from being away from my twins. She gives me hope and faith that everything will be ok. She gives me what I never thought I could have, and that is someone that I can tell the most important things down to the most insignificant things. I don't have to pretend to be someone I am not, she loves me for the person that I am. When I hear the word soul mate I see her face. I am thankful for everything that she does for me. She is a special person, and I am glad to be a part of her life. If you haven't stopped by her page just yet, I dunno what your waiting for. Here is her link. She made it down to #49 Today I am so proud of her. Rate her default pic as a favor for me. Amelia ~Real Life Girlfriend & Fu Wifey to BrownEyedPapi~@ fubar This song is how I feel about Amelia If you haven't rated this blog yet please do so Thank You All

Friends
I would like to thank all my friends that voted for me in the, "Most Sexy Woman & Man on Fudar Contest". ^5555 corky for putting out this contest , you rawk . Also Natural Witch a very good friend of mine , for entering me in and all the hard work she did ( hugs)sweets . A quick shout-out , to THE MUMMERS you guys rawkkk . To all my friends and fans , have a safe and good HOLIDAY. MERRY CHRISTMAS and A HAPPY NEW YEAR to all... Ladies & gents, you guys are the best (wink). el crow

Woah
Ya, the last time I was on this site was like in March or something, and it was called CherryTap. Just wanted to say sorry for being away for so long. A ton has happened though. I'm not even in the states at the moment. Oh, I also wanted to say thanks to everyone for continuing to show me love :)

Boyfriend Application
EVEN iF YOU HAVE A BOYFRiEND OR GIRLFRiEND- REPOST THiS! SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK TO YOU IN YOUR INBOX! Ladies Title it "BOYFRIEND Application" Guys Title it "GIRLFRIEND Application" 1. Your First Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color ? 4. Whats your sign? 5 Fav Food? 6. Location: 7. Height: 8.Hair (color and style): 9.Piercings/tattoos: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked crap about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would u take a nap with me? 16.Do you think I'm cute? 1

Real Trees For Troops
Real Trees for Troops http://www.christmasspiritfoundation.org/programs/trees4troops/home.htm 2007 Trees for Troops by the Numbers Number of trees * Estimated to be 17,000 ... with more than 10,000 donated by tree farmers * Final number will be available Tuesday, December 4 Number of farms donating trees * More than 750 farmers Number of states from which the trees are coming * 29 states Number of Trees for Troops Weekend (December 1-2) Locations where consumers can purchase trees and donate to Trees for Troops program * 40 retail locations and farms Number of trees consumers purchased * We will release this number on Tuesday, December 4 Number of bases to which the trees are being delivered * 37 bases plus National Guard families in four states (CA, IL, NY, TN) Air Force, Army, Coast Guard, Marines, Navy Number of countries to which trees are going * estimated at 15 ... final number wi

He's Attacking My Friends.....
THERE IS A GUY WHO SHOUTED AT ME.......AND BECAUSE I WOULDN'T TALK TO HIM ON THE IM HAS DECIDED TO GO AFTER MY FRIENDS AND DOWNRATE THEM.......IF YOU SEE HIM.....DA WHITE SOX........PLEASE BLOCK HIM BEFORE HE DOWNRATES YOU......I'M SORRY IF HE ATTACKS YOU.....I'M DOING WHAT I CAN TO PREVENT THIS...WHICH UNFORTUNATELY IS NOT MUCH...THERE IS NO WAY TO STOP HIM MYSELF.....I AM SORRY THAT THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO LIKE TO TAKE THE FUN OUT OF THIS SITE.....HE IS ONE OF THOSE PEOPLE.......:(......HOPE HE DOESN'T ATTACK ANYONE ELSE.....MY APOLOGIES......WENDY.....

The Need
I love when our bodies connect fully undressed, slippery and wet, dripping hot with sweat. The moisture of my lips whispers to your dick, telling sexual secrets, tickles you with teases... Precious, alluring kisses glide from your lips to your neck to your chest and then your stomach slide along and down your hips, until I reach the object of my tongues content. I love your fingers in my hair fingers walk in wonder pulling me down closer, needing to be deeper, anxious for the answers begging me for more... I meet your steady gaze eyes cloudy lost in haze; I see just what you crave so I give all that you can take, and devour you full length. I love the way you cum, the sexual look upon your face. The way your pleasure tastes is right where it belongs: between my lips just like this...

Who I Am What I Am
WHEN THE DAY IS LONG, AND I THINK ITS ALMOST OVER. THERE IS STILL SO MUCH WORK LEFT TO DO. THOUGH THE HOUR IS LATE AND I FEEL SO DRAINED, I FAITHLY ANSWER THAT CALL FOR HELP. NO MATTER THE HOUR NOR DAY THERE ALWAYS SOMEONE IN NEED OF HELP FROM SOMEONE LIKE ME. DID YOU EVER KNOW THAT I GO RUNNING HOME, EACH AND EVERY TIME I FALL DOWN. THAT DEEP INSIDE THIS ARMOR I WEAR, LAYS THE HEART OF A CHILD. YET STILL I STRIVE ON KNOWING THAT ITS MY DUTY, IT IS TRUTHLY MY GIFT AND MY CURSE ALL IN ONE. IVE BEEN SO CLOSE MANY A TIMES TO SAYING NO MORE, YET INSIDE MY SOUL BURNS TEH FIRE OF JUSTICE DONE. HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT OF WHAT KEEPS ME STRONG, ITS THE FRIEND AND HERO THAT LIES IN YOU. A KIND WORD FROM A STANGER JUST TO SAY NICE JOB, THE ENCOURAGEMENT FROM A DEAR FRIEND HOLDIN ME CLOSE. IT KEEPS ME STRIVEING ON TILL I REACH THE SURFACE EDGE AND I COME BACK HOME AGAIN, ON A PRAYER IN THIS STORM YOU HAVE KEPT ME REACHING OUT IN FAITH, THAT ONE DAY I WILL FIND MY

Am I Stupid?
I like playing the fruit mix-up game on here, so I just let fubar match me up with a random player. If that player happens to be a guy, I dont care, but 99% of the time the guy leaves before the game starts. Whats up with that, for pete's sake, it is just a game, on the freakin internet!!!! Is this just a place for guys to come and meet women for sex? If it is someone tell me, I guess I should go somewhere else for friends and fun. I guess I just never noticed how stupid us guys are at times, or it could just be denile....LOL

Horoscope
This was my horoscope today. Fits so many aspects of my life! You need to deal directly with that supervisor or client -- or possibly spouse -- whose authority is becoming problematic. There's no need for a fight, of course, but you should make sure everything is clear.

Aerosmitih-crazy
Come Here baby You know you drive me up a wall the way you make good on all the nasty tricks you pull Seems like we're makin' up more than we're makin' love And it always seems you got somn' on your mind other than me Girl, you got to change your crazy ways You hear me Say you're leavin' on a seven thirty train and that you're headin' out to Hollywood Girl you been givin' me that line so many times it kinda gets like feelin' bad looks good That kinda lovin' Turns a man to a slave That kinda lovin' Sends a man right to his grave... [Chorus:] I go crazy, crazy, baby, I go crazy You turn it on Then you're gone Yeah you drive me Crazy, crazy, crazy, for you baby What can I do, honey I feel like the color blue... You're packin' up your stuff and talkin' like it's tough and tryin' to tell me that it's time to go But I know you ain't wearin' nothin' underneath that overcoat And it's all a show That kind of lovin' Makes me wanna pull Down the shade, yeah

.cocaine.
She lies there so pure, looks you dead in the eye Anticipation alone is enough to get high Temptation prevails, time to say your goodbyes Nose to the straw, straw to the line... If you come face-to-face with that sparkling white dust You'll soon see why turning away is a must Disguised as true love, only sinister lust Abandons the souls who have given their trust... You beg for more until you can't go on This is when I have won. So go on and give in to your weakness, it's your only sin.

Results Are Finally Out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I just called the doctor and they told me that lump was nothing but hormons and a bit of inflamation ,I knelt down in thanksgiving prayer as soon as I got the news!!! no matter what happens and how sad the times are,I still have hope for a big family and to nurse and nurture lots of babies. THANK YOU ALL FOR WORRYING ABOUT ME AND PRAYING FOR ME. Thanks for your support,for your care and your kind words.needless to say things like these are ever so more appreciated when life gets sore. I don't know what I'd do without you guys,I really don't! thanks again for being who you are. A 10 to you all,from a downrater j/k.

In My Thoughts
i write this word for word that comes from my heart and my soul, Christmas is or was to be something special, but yet it hasnt been proven to me as of yet,,,friends say hi and how are ya which is ll and well, but something really hasnt been fulfilled for me this past year...true happiness, just seems to avoid me, either by doing something i shouldnt have or just not seeing it in front of me and probably ignoring the fact its hitting me in the gut. Its a painful thing to see aman cry..when he is down,sad and depressed because what he needs and wants he cannot get, he doesnt do it to get attention or anything like that, but he tries to tell all that yes iam human, ican cry, ican hurt and yes i will die. Its all very simple once you look at one self and see that yes you too are alonely person aching to have one thing in life and achieve it...HAPPINESS

Operations Happy Thanks
I was told about this by a Friend. Fox News will collect & forward Christmas Cards and Messages of Good Will to Our Service Members. Here is the URL & the Information: http://colbyfiles.blogs.foxnews.com/2007/11/30/operation-holiday-thanks/ ------------------------------------------------ Operation Happy Thanks by Jamie Colby Show your appreciation and share your season’s greetings with a recovering service member. Simply send your holiday cards to: Operation Holiday Thanks c/o E.D. Hill FOX News Channel 1211 6th Ave. 17th floor New York, NY 10036 We’ll make sure your cards are distributed to a number of military hospitals!

My Confessions
These are my confessions... 1. I like Britney Spear’s music. 2. I’m still a virgin. 3. I bite my nails. 4. I have a Tamagotchi and I love it. 5. I can’t swim. 6. I’ve had phone sex. 7. I sing in the shower. 8. I day dream ALOT. 9. I can’t multiply by 6, 7, and 8. 10. I’m a bad speller. 11. I hate my father. 12. I am bisexual. 13. I have to use my fingers when counting higher then ten. 14. Tattoos make me horny. 15. Guys with long hair are HOT. 16. I like to read even though I say I don’t. 17. I won’t date a black guy, but I will be friends with them. 18. I smoked my first cig when I was 10. 19. I’m afraid of being alone. 20. I’m afraid of crickets. 21. I’m afraid of spiders. 22. Guys that wear eyeliner are SEXY. 23. I was malested from ages 6-9.

Joke
3 men die on xmas eve,to get into heaven St peter says "you must have something on you that represents xmas.The english man flicks his lighter and says its a candle,st peter lets him pass.The welshman pulls out a set of keys and jingle them and says they are bells,St peter lets him pass.The Irishman pulls out a g-string and St peter says"How the fuck do they represent xmas".Paddy says"they're are carols"

Scotty Doesn't Know
Band : Lustra Song & Lyrics : Lustra Hey!!!!!! Scotty doesn't know, That Fionna and me, Do it in my van every Sunday. She tells him shes in church, But she doesn't go, Still shes on her knees, and... Scotty doens't know, oh. Scotty doesn't know-oh. So don't tell Scotty! Scotty doesn't know, Scotty doesn't know. SO DON'T TELL SCOTTY! Fionna says shes out shopping, But shes under me and I'm not stopping. Cuz Scotty doesn't know, Scotty doesn't know, Scotty doesn't know, Scotty doesn't know. So don't tell Scotty. Scotty doesn't knoooooow.... DON'T TELL SCOTTY! I can't believe he's so trusting, While I'm right behind you thrusting. Fionna's got him on the phone, and she's trying not to moan. It's a three way call, and he knows nothing. NOTHING!!! Scotty doesn't know, Scotty doesn't know, Scotty doesn't know, Don't tell Scotty. Cuz Scotty doesn't know, Scotty doesn't knoooooow.... SO DON'T TELL SCOTTY! We'll put on a show, everyo