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Scary Days!!
Well It's only been 4 days since the last entry and everything has changed in that time. In Mobile we finally had the singers and the one male dancer join us. One male from the old cast is going to stay as well. At this point we are only missing one female dancer. DAY 1: The first day of the cruise was normal. Boat drill, entertainment meeting. OH they did spring a rehearsal on the old cast and we are required to watch every show and tech run that they do. DAY 2: Today we were at sea and we had a very short rehearsal and then got ready to watch the shows. The shows were amazing tonight and so were the beverages in between. DAY 3: Today was the start of a very scary time onboard. The first sign of a norovirus outbreak happened today. The paranoia and obsessions with extreme cleanliness were just starting. People washing their hands every 20 seconds, not wanting to touch anybody, or eat the ships food. DAY 4: As more people came down with the virus the paranoia an

Women...........
Well, I'm new to fubar so I figured I might as well blog. My life is pretty boring right now with the exception of woman drama. I work 40 plus hours a week, attend school online (I'm working on my masters degree) and am trying to kick my roommate/ex-girlfriend out. We all have our women problems so I won't torture you (or myself) with the wo is me emo comments. You live and you learn and that's about all there is to it. Take it easy until next time. MCL David P.S. HD Fury is also my XBOX Live gamertag.....

Thoughts
> > You lit the flame that burns so strong within me > You made my body ache in pure unbridled ecstasy. > > You took my lonely and cold heart and made it beat > No longer am I waiting in the shadows resigned to defeat. > > You filled me with love and a passionate desire > No longer do I hide, frozen and cold inside. > > But drown with your every touch and every kiss > I want to revel in this beautiful pure perfect bliss. > > Now I reach out and yearn for your burning fire > And forever want to breathe and live within this desire. >

7 Inches!!
no aint talking about my Penis!!!!!!!!! Here it is near the end of January and we have 7 inches of snow outside!!!!!!!!!. I mean ya it snows in oregon in January but 7 inches on the valley floor!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! mountains always thre are several feet up there but we havent had 7 inches on the valley floor for ever!!

Heart First
That's what happens when you let your heart lead, You always end up burnt in the end. She says she loves me, But always tells me to hit the road, And it leaves more scars And unanswered questions. No, you're not good enough, Her words say : But it sounds different: "I'm doing this for you" Everyone knows that's not true, It's more than a trailer load Of collected country manure. The stench burns my eyes, The odor chokes away what breath That I have left. My heart shattered beyond repair At the words that cut like a knife, But I should have known. No, I don't drive no fanciful car, And I don't go to the gym Six days a week, And yeah, well, I am only kinda cute-- Oh yeah, and sweet. Sweet like the stench of rotting meat, It seems-- So sweet the gagging begins, And I am shunned- shattered. Demons have invaded my dreams, And told me it was going to happen, But I didn't listen, I didn't want to know the truth, But the truth has cut me-- Sliced my heart i

This Is Not Torrie
This is not Victoria...whom you call Torrie. This is her cousin Alicia. It is with deepest and saddest heart that I tell you that Torie died 2 nights ago at the Indianapolis Burn Center. The infection that got in the skin graph on her neck turned into a staff infection. The doctors did everything they could to try and cure the infection but it had made its way into her brain. Torrie died Saturday morning at 7:53 am. To all who knew her and loved her for who she was not what she looked like I thank you. She was a beautiful girl on the inside as well as the outside. Momma Rox when you read this please contact me. She left some things on disk that needs to be sent to you. Ms. Honey Angel, she said she was sorry for never getting those pictures to you. She loved you all like family. God bless you, for she found more acceptance on the net than she ever did in real Life. Sincerely, Alicia Ps. I will Leave her page up as all her friends were on this sight.

T.l.c. (tender Lovin' Codependency)
This is a repost of my blog from 1/10/08. These are my original lyrics, slightly revised... T.L.C. (Tender Lovin' Codependency) I'm picking up the jagged little pieces you leave behind Every time you shatter, get broken and battered Yeah, it's a down and dirty job but I really don't mind 'Cause it's the only only thing that really seems to matter Now I don't want to find someone better, baby Just for you to be your very best With the shit you put me through it seems like lately You're really putting me to the test But I like it, baby 'Cause my heart just seems to seek The wounded and the weak, The damaged and the damned The failures and the fools, The breakers of the rules, The unfortunate man Fixin' you ain't fixin' me But it's what I live and breathe to do Forget my own pain, cause this is more than I can handle So how 'bout if I feel yours for you? I hope you appreciate all that I do Just where would you be without me? No one could ever love you

My Son Is Finally Coming Home
About 6,000 sailors and marines will be home within the next two weeks as USS Kearsarge Expeditionary Strike Group and 22 Marine Expeditionary Unit return home from six months of duty. The Norfolk-based guided missile destroyer USS Porter and guided missile cruiser USS Carr (FFG 52), along with the Mayport, FL-based guidedd missile cruiser USS Vicksburg, will arrive home Friday. The amphibious transport dock ship USS Ponce and the dock landing ship USS Gunston Hall will pull into their piers on January 29. The amphibious assault ship USS Kearsarge will return February 1. During the deployment, Kearsarge visited Haifa, Israel, a port that has not been visited since before Sept. 11, 2001. Additionally, Ponce became the first Navy warship to visit the port of Ash Shuaybah, Kuwait when it arrived to deliver needed gear and supplies to the Marines of the 22 MEU. Porter visited Mombasa, Kenya, becoming the first U.S. Navy ship to visit the port since 2005. Porter was also

Who We Are!!
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I Want 2 Know How Kinky Are You?
How kinky are you? me straight out freak What is one of your typical fantasies? Being cuffed/cuffing someone else. An elaborate dungeon scene involving many torture devices. Doing it with you celebrity crush. I don’t fantasize. me a rape gang bang fantasize How many sex toys do you own? 0 1-2 3-4 4+ me too many to count Have you ever had sex in public? Yes. No. No, but I want to try. Does the great outdoors count? me yes all the time How far would you go in a movie theatre? First base. Second base. Third base. All the way. me all the way Where is the kinkiest place to do it? In front of a window. In a car. In a tree. Subway. me at the club while alot of men watching How many people are involved in your ideal sexual situation? You and one other person. You and two other people. You and three other people. You and four other people. me 4or more yeah that one hot night What is the most sexual sport? Lacrosse. Horse back riding. Gol

Totally Misjudge-his Story
I met her at an old picnic area. She parked her car and got in the truck with me. We'd been teasing and flirting with each other for a while and talking about getting together, but I really never thought she'd follow through with it though, didn't strike me as the type. I was about to find out how wrong I really was. I was driving us to a hunting camp, I told her it'd take about 20 minutes to get there" That's ok" she said"gives me time to play" and she slid across the seat sitting as close as she could. With her left hand she started playing her fingers lightly over the back of my neck giving me chills.While her mouth and tongue nibbled,licked and teased my neck and ear. Her right hand was sliding up my thigh and came to rest on my cock cupping it and my balls through my jeans and gently squeezing . She just kept on playing , kissing , licking ,nibbling and teasing with her mouth while her left hand's fingers were still lightly playing with my neck, hair and ear.Her right still cuppin

Blocked
Blocked The river flows rapidly down the mountain, and then all of a sudden it gets blocked with big boulders and a lot of trees. The water can't go any farther, even though it has tremendous force and forward energy. It just gets blocked there. That's what happens with us, too; we get blocked like that. Letting go at the end of the out-breath, letting the thoughts go, is like moving one of those boulders away so that the water can keep flowing, so that our energy and our life force can keep evolving and going forward. We don't, out of fear of the unknown, have to put up these blocks, these dams, that basically say no to life and to feeling life. - Pema Chodron, Tricycle: The Buddhist Review, Vol. I, #1 from Everyday Mind, a Tricycle book edited by Jean Smith

Are You Crying For Yourself Or For Another?
Are you crying for yourself or for another? When you lose someone you love you shed tears – are your tears for yourself or for the one who is dead? Are you crying for yourself or for another? Have you ever cried for another? Have you ever cried for your son who was killed on the battlefield? You have cried, but do those tears come out of self-pity or have you cried because a human being has been killed? J. Krishnamurti Freedom from the Known p. 83 © 1969 by Krishnamurti Foundation Trust Limited

Pain - Three Days Grace
Pain lyrics Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all You're sick of feeling numb You're not the only one I'll take you by the hand And I'll show you a world that you can understand This life is filled with hurt When happiness doesn't work Trust me and take my hand When the lights go out you will understand Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Anger and agony Are better than misery Trust me I've got a plan When the lights go off you will understand Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing Rather feel pain

Advice From Mom & Dad
Mama said: Finish what you start. Daddy said: If you start something and can't finish it, pay someone else to. Mama said: Always be considerate of others Daddy said: Only be considerate of others if they are considerate of you. Mama said: Never plot revenge against your enemies, just smile at them. Daddy said: Smile at your enemies while plotting your revenge. Mama said: Don't drink or smoke Daddy said: If you gonna drink or smoke don't let your mama catch you. Mama said: Don't pick on people smaller than you. Daddy said: If they pick first ,beat the hell out of them. Mama said: Don't have sex until your married. Daddy said: Don't have unprotected sex until your married. Mama said: Be loyal to your friends. Daddy said: Be loyal to your friends, you never know when they might have to bail you out of trouble Mama said: Always behave and dress like a lady Daddy said: Not to always dress and behave like a lady, men don't want a lady all the ti

The Way
The way you smile The way your eyes shine The sheer beauty of our love The feeling of being lost in time Of everlasting tranquility The way you make me see Our heart and soul joined together For all eternity The way you make me laugh The way you hold me when I cry A love so deep and special Will never end in goodbye The natural high I feel when I'm with you The way you love me.... So endless, sweet and true Now can you see All the reasons I love you

Forbidden
Ever since that day I've hid my heart away Many have tried but fail to find The gate is closed I've made up my mind I can't be the girl I used to be Cause look what love has done to me I let my guard down and gave it all to you Never realizing you would be untrue It's been so long and still I stand But still I long for the touch of your hand I'll be strong and keep it all inside Even if it's just foolish pride They say it is better to have loved and lost And I've tried that and paid the cost So if I have to feel this pain Just to find a love again I think I'll let it pass me by I'll spare the heartache and refuse to try

The Deeper I Go
The deeper I go into love. I feel like I'm falling from heaven above. It feels like an ocean, water rushing down my face. Drowning, a sensation is all I taste The deeper I go into love It seems so magical It's warm and pleasant, like falling into sea. The deeper I go, I have to keep going It seems like being near a warm fire place. A hurricane and you're being carried away. The deeper I go into love I'm lost, I can't find my way out. The deeper I go into love makes me want to shout. I want to sing a song that never ends. I'll go deeper time and time again.

On The Wings Of A Dream
On the Wings of Dreams I'm flying free with a dreamer's dream, To a land without fear, darkness, and doubt; Where shadows and hauntings of all time and space, Are rainbows with colors that endlessly grace... happiness, hope, and all joys to embrace. A land with no storms, without pouring rains, where changes abound and great comfort remains; Where all hate is replaced, all questions erased; Where new memories are shaped, with wonderous light... of romance and love, before out of sight; A dreamland of heaven without jaded thought, where butterflies are free, their colors uncaught; With milk oceans to see, fresh air to breathe; Countless flowers and trees, fragrancing the soft whispering breeze. No more webs of deceit, where lovers have fought; No battles of hopelessness, where all love is lost. Maybe our dreams hold the land of our thoughts, Or maybe our hearts have learned lessons well taught. It is the stairway to heaven, this dreamland we seek... Hop

Goodbye
At first when we met We said hi Now we're still friends But we've said goodbye I gave you a chance And you rejected You said it's not good right now And you stand corrected You see what you've lost At least I hope you do You see what others can have But not you I don't mean to sound conceited Or vain in any way I'm just merely pointing out What you had, and threw away I liked you a lot I honestly did But did you feel the same? Were there feelings you hid? If you had feelings for me You didn't show it Because things are over now And I didn't know it If you didn't have feelings Then why did you say so When the only person you trust, lies Then where do you go? I just wanted to say Thought you needed to know These feelings I have Need to be let go

Worth The Pain
We were best friends from the start It's been ten or eleven years. Who would of ever thought I'd cry so many tears? The laughter through High School Always kept me going. The love between the two of us Never stopped growing. Graduation came And we went our separate ways. Two years later, we met again... Oh my, what a day! I fell for him so hard That I couldn't find myself. Lost in so many emotions I didn't know what I felt. It was great for a while Then I started to back away. I took him for granted Our relationship began to decay. After trials of tears and fighting He decided it would be best, If we went our separate ways And put our love to the test. We tried again to work things out But it simply didn't work. And now my pain and selfishness Continues to stay and lurk. What if I'd been more open And cared a little more? Would he still love me enough To not walk out the door? My regret is that I let Our friendship slip a

Forgive
I watched you sit alone, I watched you cry your eyes out, now tell me what you've done. Is it so bad that I should shut you out and leave you here alone? Yes, I saw what you did I was right there with you. I wont let you sink- No, I forgive you. I have watched you grow and I've stood in your shadow But yet I've never walked away. I hung the stars and I hold your heart, so don't ever be afraid. Yes, I know when you breathe and I feel what you need. I won't let you sink No, I forgive you.

Letter From The Heart
Take my hand and follow me; Together we can take on the world. I am your Guardian; I will teach you everything I know. I am the Light to your Darkness; I shall guide you. I am the answer to your prayers; You shall no longer suffer. I am your friend; I will never betray you. I am your ally; I will never forsake you. I am a woman of truth and virtue; I hold the answers you seek. I am a fighter; I shall protect you from the dangers of the world. I am pure; I shall not judge you. Take care, dear friend; I will never forget you.

Friends
Written with a pen, sealed with a kiss, If you are my friend, please answer me this: Are we friends, or are we not? You told me once, but i forgot. So tell me now, and tell me true, So i can say I’m here for you Of all the friends I’ve ever met, You're the one I won’t forget And if I die before you do, I'll go to heaven and wait for you, I'll give the angels back their wings and risk the loss of everything There isn't a thing I wouldn’t do To have a friend just like you.

Best Friends
I will always be there for you, and I hope you will be there for me too, for our friendship can never be broken, I will remain loyal through all the good and the bad, and in the end we will be glad, because without you I am nothing, as you are nothing without me, we fill the space a lover couldn't fill, for we hold each others secrets that we would never spill, and the day you're gone, part of me goes too, because I wouldn't want to be here with out you, Best friends forever you and me, nothing could ever change that; it's destiny!

A Dozen Roses
A dozen roses I give to you my friend A gift that seems so small But they represent so much Our friendship most of all. A rose for the friendship A rose for the touch A rose for the trust we share Our sharing means so much. A rose for the kindness And the deep caring you show A rose for the comfort given When I've been feeling low. A rose for the laughter How it makes your eyes shine A rose for the dreams we share It's amazing how they intertwine. A rose for the deep respect You give to me with ease A rose for the love we feel And how you wish to please. A rose for your compassion That has helped me in so many ways A rose for bringing me sunshine That has brightened all my days. The last rose is the best For it stands so proud and tall This rose represents you My best friend of all.

Forever
We met in high school Now we will be cool Forever!!! We been thru our ups and down But every time we hit the ground We got back up Not giving a WAT Not what people say? About our strut How we walk With our heads up And standing tall It's hard for us to stay strong, Were we think we belong But we know Even with them We think of each other You say I’m like your bother You're like my sister And that all that matters And we don't care about all that chatter But they know not to step to us Knowing that we won’t ever cuss We won’t get mad Cause that aint us All we do is brush Them off with the dust Off our shoulders Cause aint no one colder Them us we cool So cool so clever With bending the rules And we will be friends FOREVER

Love In Distance
f distance makes the heart grow fonder, then let it keep our hearts from wander. Make me strong and build thyself, fix thy faults and lift mine health. Thy actions strange and not of old, for what is meant may be foretold. Look deeper to the fold of reason, betwixt the mode that makes our treason. Help me see what hurt I bear to thee, for love and life with you I see. Within thyself, an instrument of gold, most dear to me, myself, you hold. 'Tis what you seek, and I of you. Make this your heart and key to true love and freedom from our woes of fear. For you, my love, I hold most dear.

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The Summer Day
The Summer Day Who made the world? Who made the swan, and the black bear? Who made the grasshopper? This grasshopper, I mean-- the one who has flung herself out of the grass, the one who is eating sugar out of my hand, who is moving her jaws back and forth instead of up and down-- who is gazing around with her enormous and complicated eyes. Now she lifts her pale forearms and thoroughly washes her face. Now she snaps her wings open, and floats away. I don't know exactly what a prayer is. I do know how to pay attention, how to fall down into the grass, how to kneel in the grass, how to be idle and blessed, how to stroll through the fields, which is what I have been doing all day. Tell me, what else should I have done? Doesn't everything die at last, and too soon? Tell me, what is is you plan to do With your one wild and precious life?

Photograph
Photograph This is the way you wanted to be remembered. Elegant black dress, sophisticated white pearls, a radiant halo of hair, blond as Marilyn Monroe's. Contacts, green as hundred dollar bills, that draw men to your eyes. Perpetually tanned, too, like a Fifties' movie star. This photograph is more head shot for Hollywood than portrait for an obituary. Sometimes we get the chance to realize our dreams before we lose touch with life. We journey to Borneo, purchase a Porsche, or hang-glide off a cliff. You prepared for death by perfecting your image, becoming your own press agent. What were we to think, when you handed us the 8 x 10 color glossies? All they were missing was an autograph-- and any hint of cancer. Despite your best orchestrations, I will remember you the way I have known you-- more Norma Jean than icon, less distant, more mother.

Security
Security Tomorrow will have an island. Before night I always find it. Then on to the next island. These places hidden in the day separate and come forward if you beckon. But you have to know they are there before they exist. Some time there will be a tomorrow without any island. So far, I haven't let that happen, but after I'm gone others may become faithless and careless. Before them will tumble the wide unbroken sea, and without any hope they will stare at the horizon. So to you, Friend, I confide my secret: to be a discoverer you hold close whatever you find, and after a while you decide what it is. Then, secure in where you have been, you turn to the open sea and let go.

Love
Love Love means to learn to look at yourself The way one looks at distant things For you are only one thing among many. And whoever sees that way heals his heart, Without knowing it, from various ills A bird and a tree say to him: Friend. Then he wants to use himself and things So that they stand in the glow of ripeness. It doesnt matter whether he knows what he serves: Who serves best doesnt always understand.

Your Grief
Your grief for what youve lost holds a mirror up to where youve bravely working. Expecting the worst, you look and instead, heres the joyful face youve been wanting to see. Your hand opens and closes and opens and closes. If it were always a fist or always stretched open, you would be paralyzed. Your deepest presence is in every small contracting and expand the two as beautifully balanced and coordinated as birdwings.

~ Lost Cherry Tap Scrolls ~
A long time ago in a galaxy far away… Oops.. wrong scenario… A long time ago on a site called Lost Cherry, A time when kindness, manners and friendship ran rampant. There was a discerning sense of ethics and etiquette. Now as the site has grown many of the old ways have become a thing of the past. Making way for a much more ~ME~ orientated environment. Luckily.. a lone internet scavenger stumbled across the dead cherry scrolls while rummaging through archives in a hidden data base. After hour upon hour the scrolls have finally been translated. Baby Jesus said unto the people of Cherryland…… This site is my gift to you, go forth my children, make friends, rate, fan and add in the name of love. I give you tens and elevens for which to award our fellow brethren. Give them freely and give them often. The ones through nines are of no use and only there to fill space, using them may result in hurt feelings or a rash of ones tossed right back at you. (rather damaging to your rating if

Pain
Your pain is the breaking of the shell that encloses your understanding. Even as the stone of the fruit must break,that its heart may stand in the sun, so must you know pain. And could you keep your heart in wonder at the daily miracles of your life, your pain would not seem less wondrous than your joy; And you would accept the seasons of your heart, even as you have always accepted the seasons that pass over your fields. And you would watch with serenity through the winters of your grief. Much of your pain is self-chosen. It is the bitter potion by which the physician within you heals your sick self. Therefore trust the physician, and drink his remedy in silence and tranquillity: For his hand, though heavy and hard, is guided by the tender hand of the Unseen, And the cup he brings, though it burn your lips, has been fashioned of the clay which the Potter has moistened with His own sacred tears.

The New Year
The New Year It is winter and the new year. Nobody knows you. Away from the stars, from the rain of light, you lie under the weather of stones. There is no thread to lead you back. Your friends doze in the dark of pleasure and cannot remember. Nobody knows you. You are the neighbor of nothing. You do not see the rain falling and the man walking away, the soiled wind blowing its ashes across the city. You do not see the sun dragging the moon like an echo. You do not see the bruised heart go up in flames, the skulls of the innocent turn into smoke. You do not see the scars of plenty, the eyes without light. It is over. It is winter and the new year. The meek are hauling their skins into heaven. The hopeless are suffereing the cold with those who have nothing to hide. It is over and nobody knows you. There is starlight drifting on the black water. There are stones in the sea no one has seen. There is a shore and people are waiting. And nothing comes back. Because

Thy Self
"This fundamental truth of the self can be realised only if the individual is willing and courageous enougn to follow to some natural conclusion this moment of experience, this facing the unknown and participating with the total committment of the self. Such expresison, such passion for life may emerge in written, spoken, graphic or asethetic forms in relation or in isolation; in I-Thou enounters; and in silent, inner experience. A compassionate willingess is required - as is the courage to live before the fact, before the understanding, before any rational support or certainty, to live the moment to its natual peak and conclusion, and to accept with dignity whatever joy, grief, misfortune, or unexpectedness occurs."

Love Is Enough
LOVE IS ENOUGH Love is enough: though the world be a-waning, And the woods have no voice but the voice of complaining, Though the skies be too dark for dim eyes to discover The gold-cups and daisies fair blooming thereunder, Though the hills be held shadows, and the sea a dark wonder, And this day draw a veil over all deeds passed over, Yet their hands shall not tremble, their feet shall not falter: The void shall not weary, the fear shall not alter These lips and these eyes of the loved and the lover.

When You Are Old
When You Are Old When you are old and gray and full of sleep, And nodding by the fire, take down this book, And slowly read, and dream of the soft look Your eyes had once, and of their shadows deep; How many loved your moments of glad grace, And loved your beauty with love false or true; But one man loved the pilgrim soul in you, And loved the sorrows of your changing face. And bending down beside the glowing bars Murmur, a little sadly, how love fled And paced upon the mountains overhead And his his face amid a crowd of stars.

Your Apology
Your Apology Flowers wouldnt do it. Too transitory like you. Not diamonds either, hard cut, immutable angles, too transparent. Or emeralds set in a necklace. A victims best dream, being choked by opulent amends. Nor five-star vacations where youd sip a glint of victory and Id be appetizer and dessert. Not for every dish washed by suddenly slavish hands, pleading... well... maybe if you scrubbed pans with your face. That might soften you enough. But one tear rolling slowly down the hollow of your cheek. That would do.

First Time
Always for the first time Always for the first time Hardly do I know you by sight You return at some hour of the night to a house at an angle to my window A wholly imaginary house It is there that from one second to the next In the inviolate darkness I anticipate once more the fascinating rift occuring The one and only rift In the facade and in my heart The closer I come to you In reality The more the key sings at the door of the unknown room Where you appear alone before me At first you coalesce entierly with the brightness The elusive angle of a curtain It's a field of jasmine I gazed upon at dawn on a road in the vicinity of Grasse With the diagonal slant of its girls picking Behind them the dark falling wing of the plants stripped bare Before them a T-square of dazzling light The curtain invisibly raised In a frenzy all the flowers swarm back in It is you at grips with that too long hour never dim enough until sleep You as though you could be The same exce

More Rambling
Alright. I know that I already posted a blog, discussing my sleeping pills, and changed my "online status" to something equivalent to "pass out time. But, for better or for worse, the so called "nite nite" pills seem to be working more like "stoned and happy pills.... And I am just going to let that go to waste... Although being halt out of it and trying to type, on a Laptop, half prone, in bed, is a totally new and fun challenge! Those of you who pay attention will come to realize, fairly quickly, that I love to write. I have blog accounts on MANY different sites, which offer such services, and I use them all, to one degree, or another, to express different aspects of myself and my life. Myspace, for example, is where many of my real life friends to, so they get the real world, whining, bitching, and the whole "woe is me" thing. Blogspot, on the other hand, tends to get my political and philosophic meanderings. A sight that I can't recall, by name, presently, ends up g

Lies About Love
Lies About Love We are a liars, because the truth of yesterday becomes a lie tomorrow, whereas letters are fixed, and we live by the letter of truth. The love I feel for my friend, this year, is different from the love I felt last year. If it were not so, it would be a lie. Yet we reiterate love! love! love! as if it were a coin with a fixed value instead of a flower that dies, and opens a different bud.

We Are Friends
TELL HER WE ARE FRIENDS After I gave you frozen agua, so that each tear of longing could melt into your thirst, drop by drop, as she watched, wondering why that woman was so nice to you and how long had you been drinking? There is only platonic love between us, as we gaze at each other, steady and clear, our needs forever unmet. She can have you every day. Your socks, your hunger. I'll take your thirst with me and drink from those wide eyes that look at me always, letting go. Go ahead. Te amo.

The Eclipse
The Eclipse I stood out in the open cold To see the essence of the eclipse Which was its perfect darkness. I stood in the cold on the porch And could not think of anything so perfect As mans hope of light in the face of darkness.

Faster Then A Speeding...out Of Control..spy..
Good Morning. As we sit here onward to each of our daily routines a spy satellite is heading towards earth out of control. WASHINGTON - A large U.S. spy satellite has lost power and could hit the Earth in late February or March, government officials said Saturday. The satellite, which no longer can be controlled, could contain hazardous materials, and it is unknown where on the planet it might come down, they said. The officials spoke on condition of anonymity because the information is classified as secret. "Appropriate government agencies are monitoring the situation," said Gordon Johndroe, a spokesman for the National Security Council, when asked about the situation after it was disclosed by other officials. "Numerous satellites over the years have come out of orbit and fallen harmlessly. We are looking at potential options to mitigate any possible damage this satellite may cause." Hmmm imagine that a Greyhound Bus sized Satellite is heading towards earth and they can’t stop i

A Muse
When I Met My Muse I glanced at her and took my glasses off--they were still singing. They buzzed like a locust on the coffee table and then ceased. Her voice belled forth, and the sunlight bent. I felt the ceiling arch, and knew that nails up there took a new grip on whatever they touched. "I am your own way of looking at things," she said. "When you allow me to live with you, every glance at the world around you will be a sort of salvation." And I took her hand.

Good Friends
I have a hand full of very good friends on here, they know who they are. If the need help in any way on here if it's to level or w/e im always there to help them out. These hand full of good friends are always there for me if and when i need them.We rate each others pics stash what ever it may be, we always help each other out. those are what i call good friends always there to help. We talk just about every day. We return comments buy drinks and etc. Then you have well not so good friends that you help out or you rate there pics etc. and dont even get a thank you, and never return the favor if you need help. but they never bother to rate any thing but are always the ones to ask for help. They dont help you out if you need it. Those are my so called friends. These really good friends we are always there for each other no matter what.I thank god for good friends like them.I know some people will be upset by this blog, but i had to say what i think. If its up setting to some i cant help

Who Filled The Clouds With Goodbye's
Your eyes were the night sky I once stared into jet black...centered in midnight blue Who stole the twilight that never dies? Who stole the stars from those eyes? I guess I didn't know what to say to a night sky fading away Who said the moon never cries? Who stole the stars from those eyes? Now, the night breeze will surely come the one that leaves us feeling numb So, who filled the clouds with goodbye's? Who stole the stars from those eyes?

Monday Opie And Anthony Links: Chuck Liddell, Bob Kelly, Nick Dipaolo, Turn On Your Paltalk! New Boobs On Ratemywow, Old School O&a Content, New Podc
LISTEN TO TODAY'S OPIE and ANTHONY SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) O&A ANIMATIONS ARE ON iTunes NOW!! (Check out Opie and Anthony and the crazy sports guy!) Need the O&A Show, but can't find it on your local radio dial?? No problem at all.. GO GET YOUR XM NOW AND HEAR THE SHOW UNCENSORED! Good Monday morning, kids! The Opie and Anthony POgram has got a busy, busy show for you this morning. The Iceman Chuck Liddell will be in studio talking about his new book Iceman: My Fighting Life. We'll also be hanging with Bob Kelly again, because he's got nowhere else to go. Nick DiPaolo is also stopping by to hang with the show. Remember, if you want to see any of this in-studio goodness, turn on your PalTalk!... you can watch the show LIVE, as it happens. Or, if you're anything like us, you're oogling the Ladies

Another Hard Week
Im now entering what I would call the hardest week of my life. Putting the final arrangements together for Stevens Funeral on Thursday. We are due to see the Humanist to talk about Steven's life so he can arrange for what he is going to say during the service. We have asked for a strange request for the funeral, that people dont wear funeral attire, although it is a sad occassion, we dont want it to be, but more of a rememberance of what Steven stood for and what he was like - and that was happiness, people who have seen Steven or seen his photos knows he had a very infectious smile and knew how to make other people smile. A lot of people going to the funeral are wearing football (soccer) shirts. I am going to wear one of Stevens old football shirts on the day. The social club that my brothers and me go to have had the Union Jack flying half mask in his honour since his death. I would also like to thank everybody from the bottom of my heart for all the support and prayers they have

That Was
well it all began when i met this gurl at a pub where i was playing music or to say i was a Dj. She was a black lady who had come down from usa fro a holiday in india and was there sitting on the table right in front of the window from where i could see the people in the pub. i saw her after sometime and she was smiling at me and eyeing me and kept walking towards the window to talk to me and request a few songs and since she was wearing a sexy low cut blouse i could see her cleavage , and it was sending chills up my spine n my tool inside my pants which is called little baldy was making moves wink wink.... then after work that is almost 11:30 in the night and i could say she wanted me and yes i wanted her too, and i went to her and asked her if i could leave her somewhere or to her hotel, and she said that's why she was waiting there all this time..i took her to my car and took her to her hotel and then she invited me to her room and i readily agreed...as soon as we got in she rush

Please Take A Second Out Of Your Day To
PLEASE ADD THIS ID ITS MY NEW ONE iLL LOVE YOU ALL FOREVER!!!http://fubar.com/user/1548435 i WANT TO KEEP YOU ALL IN MY LIFE AND ONLY WAY I CAN IS TO KEEP YOU ALL AS FRIENDS THANK YOU AHEAD OF TIME:D

Is It Time To Walk
Do you ever wonder why you do things .Why you keep trying or just being nice.I only ask for people to be honest and truthful dont make excuses for things you dont want just be honest and upfront with me.But i guess that is not meant to be kinda starting to like the look of a long lonesome highway

Don't Drive Stupid
So I have always had this fear of driving since my kids were born. Now its gotten worse. There are so many bad drivers out there. There are so many people that don't think when they are driving. For example, I was taking my kids home from their friend's and this truck just pulls out and cuts me off! I was going straight, so obviously i had the right of way. They even had a stop sign. I guess they were in a hurry or just didn't care. These are the kind of drivers that make me mad. Even worse are the ones that speed. I guess they get some kind of thrill from it? I don't understand why people have to race each other either. Is it for the competition? For example, in front of my work last week there was a bad accident. It was a Mercedes and a motorcycle. They thought they could beat each other. Well the man on the motorcycle died almost instantly(went through the windows of the car) I don't know what happened to the other driver. The worst kind of bad drivers are the ones that dri

The World Can Be A Dangerous Place
I was at dinner in Philadelphia with a friend. We finished up around 10 P.M. My friend used the valet, but I parked in a indoor garage. She offered me a ride but I passed because it was only a block and a half walk and she was on a one way street going the opposite direction from my garage. As I was walking down the street I felt like someone was walking behind me. I looked on the window of a shop across the street and saw the reflection of someone walking quickly behind me. I stayed calm but picked up the pace of my walk (not that I can walk that fast in heels with my short legs). Before I knew it, someone grabbed me from behind. Luckily I was able to react quickly without thinking. I scraped the back of my heel against his shin, slammed the back of my head into his nose and filled him over my shoulder. He landed flat on his butt in a seated position in front of me. I reared back and hit with a roundhouse kick to the temple and he crumpled to the ground unconscious. Maybe he j

Black Belt!!!
It's over! I am officially a black belt! I am very pleased with myself! The positive self talk worked!!! I told myself that I didn't want to mess up on forms, so the technique part was what I mangled, but it's all good! The test was like this.... We were all in line in the training room, standing at ease, being very quiet. We were called to attention. We bowed in, said our student creed and then took a moment of silence. The black belts lined up in the front row first, so they went to the back of the class. After that, we got busy and started into our techniques. About an hour into it, we did 100 jumping jacks. We did a lot of technique and then we went right into forms. After that, we got our sparring gear. We had a few minutes to get it and then we had to race back in. It was a madhouse but we managed. We raced back in and sat down while the black belts did their form. Then we got up and got into sparring formation. We had to do our one steps. He had all of us do our one steps

The Beginning Of Forever
There are four chapters to this story... please enjoy all four... they are well worth the read. :)And you'll have to guess what part of this is real and what isn't. :D .... And YES there is an erotic part, but you have to read it to find it. :D Enjoy, ~T~

Your Dominant Intelligence Is Linguistic Intelligence
Your Dominant Intelligence is Linguistic Intelligence You are excellent with words and language. You explain yourself well. An elegant speaker, you can converse well with anyone on the fly. You are also good at remembering information and convincing someone of your point of view. A master of creative phrasing and unique words, you enjoy expanding your vocabulary. You would make a fantastic poet, journalist, writer, teacher, lawyer, politician, or translator. What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?

Jade Written By Bruce
Jade Written By Bruce Romanis Jolly Amazing Delightful Excitable Jade this is what I think of you and you are a goddess in my eyes and very sexy and hott and beautiful and gorgeous you are so wonderful in my eyes kisses and hugs to the most wonderful I like from Bruce. Jade Jolly means funny and happy in case you got confused

Poem For My Nerdly Nerdly Nerd!! I Love You!
You Are you and I am me, They say it's time to let things be. Friendship or love we must decide. who makes all these rules to which we abide? who's to say we can't have the two. cuz you're for me and i'm for you. little by little time will tell. but how much longer do we stay in this hell? no longer do we go on this way. our friendship grows deeper with each passing day. I know that one day you'll hold me so tight. weither in friendship or love it will all feel right. you've always been there rain sleet or snow. I even came before That crazy dumb ho. You never get mad or make me cry. no matter what happens we won't say goodbye. i'll love you forever and maybe some more. i'll be waiting so don't shut that door!!!!

Open, Polyamorous Relationship
Up front, I will say this to any and all who read this: It may be a long post, so please bear with me. :-D I am in an open, polyamorous relationship. I have been for a while. This is who I am. This is also who my girlfriend is. We're happy this way. We communicate about EVERYTHING, talk about EVERYTHING, and we get along wonderfully. In fact, we get along better with each other than we ever did with our monogamous partners (before we had met each other, and were in monogamous relationships). My opinion is that I do not believe human beings are meant to be monogamous. I do not believe it is in our genetic makeup to be so. I'm not going to start stating facts and statistics, since so many statistics are skewed horribly nowadays, anyway. But I do believe in what I have stated as my opinion. I love my girlfriend deeply. She loves me just as deeply. If either of us find others to love as well, wonderful. We do not have jealousy, or drama. If we find sexual partners as well, we are

The Blackwidow Awaits
Money slaves “The line of life is a ragged diagonal between duty and desire.” As a money slave you crave financial sadism and you are more than aware that your sole focus and duty in life is to support your superior Goddess financially or materially (or both) via your hard-earned cash or gifts. Describes you perfectly doesn’t it? There is no point in trying to understand this compelling urge of yours. Face it, your obsession to be controlled, exploited and seemingly coerced by Me is your reality and you always feel so much better when you willingly subject yourself to such loyal servitude. This is the only meaningful and acceptable service you can present to Me, the powerful Goddess you worship. In exchange you will be given what you most want which is to be used, humiliated and tormented. you will need no coercing or “blackmail” in acknowledging your obsession. Naturally your performance to My satisfaction can be achieved through various material possessions such as cloth

Heads Up - Mercury Retrograde!!
Mercury Retrograde begins Monday, at 12:31 p.m. Pacific Time! Found this at Night Light News and hopes it reminds all of us of the dos and don'ts of this particular time! Blessings! How will the Mercury retro (till February 18th) in humanitarian-oriented Aquarius (from 23 degrees to 8 degrees) affect each of us? We remember Mercury retro, so that our minds can rest and assess reality since the last Mercury retro, disrupts communication, travel, thinking, planning, appointments, email, postal mail, writing, writers, deadlines, diagnosis, decisions, business plans, and all human interactions in general. We also remember no large decisions or large purchases are to be made because after the retro we will change our mind! If decisions and large purchases must occur read the small print with a magnifying glass three times three.

I Know My Ferrets Are Spies!
OK folks, I have taken my medication that is, affectionately referred to, around here, as my "nite-nite" pills. So I won't be long for blogging. Or at least not long for LUCID blogging. But, to Hell with it. I love to write, and that's just how it is! There are times, here, in FuLand, when I really want to comment upon the absolute train wreck that is my day to day life. In the lounge I tend to hang out in "THE REAL DEAL LOUNGE", Umm props and free fubucks please... I sometimes hint at aspects of my real life. But. even there, nobody knows what I do for a living, or what my hobbies, outside of Fubarring might happen to be. And I kind of like it that way. To be blunt, if I were to break down and tell the whole, twisted tale of "John" (I'm John, BTW), nobody would believe it anyway. I have enjoyed a pretty interesting life. Kind of like "Forrest Gump" but with more sex and no leg braces. When I make new friends, in the real world, they always come to me, at some point, after

Dareology
DAREOLOGY Would you dance in your underwear for 800 dollars? I have before…LOL…:) Would you jump off a bridge for a thousand dollars? Where is the bridge? Would you allow one of your little fingers to be cut off for $200,000? idk Would you never use any technology again for 500 dollars? Heck no Would you, without fear of punishment, take a human life for $1,000,000? NO Would you give up watching television for a year for $25,000? Damn right I would TECHNOLOGY Number of contacts in your cell phone? Idk and I am not looking How many televisions are in your house? 2 BIOLOGY Are you right-handed or left-handed? Right What’s your best feature? My ass Have you ever had anything removed from your body? Yea 2 children Which of your five senses do you think is neediest? seeing When was the last time you had a cavity? Damn what kind of question is that? I can’t recall. What is the heaviest item you lifted last? A can of soda…yea it ha

Being Ill
As you suffer from an illness for sometime you wonder when will it be your time to go home, you ask God when my lord when, you wish that you would hear from friends from long ago but you never do, so you just wish the time would hurry and come so that you can go home, and when you know that it is your time you wonder how these friends from long ago would feel, will they care or will they rejoice that you have gone home, I find it really strange to what goes through the mind of somone that is terminal. you wonder if those that were there at one time if they will be there when the time is near, or if they just go on like you never exisited, we never know when our time is, but accept it that you may not have much time left you try to make your ammends to ones that you have hurt you know that you made this effort and just wish to know if those that you try to make amends will accept it and let you know. as i know that all those that i have hurt in my past i have tried to make amends to

Online Love
I used to make fun of geeks who would claim they found love on line. Well guess what... I don't know if I would call it love per se but It sure hurts a lot like love. I just wish I could get over the feeling I have for someone. My feeling for her are totally one sided. The frustrating part of all this? Logically; I understand the things I want to feel don't exist in her side of this "relationship." - I can't expect her to "feel" like talking to me when she's interested in someone else. - I can't expect her to say, "Thank You," to a gift she didn't ask for or may not have wanted. - I can't expect her to call me just to say, "Sorry, I can't talk right now." - I can't expect her to say, "HI" every time we're online. - I can't expect her to understand how empty I feel when she says, "I'll call you later"....and the call never arrives. Yet she's online. - I can't expect her to understand.....my pain.

My Daughter
my daughter is in a contest. she is 2 years old and i was wondering if some of yall would help her out. all u have to do is copy and paste the link and vote soo please help her out and thank you. https://www.greatamericanphotocontest.com/voter1/index_c.aspx?id=327973&ext=.jpg&width=122&height=150&p=327973&x=.jpg&referid=RaF2Day1

Love The Hellcat !!
HAHAHAHA FOOLED YOU, HAD TO GET YOU TO LOOK!!!! GO CHECK OUT A FABULOUS LADY A GREAT FRIEND AND SUPPORTER BE HER FRIEND AND SHE HAS YOUR BACK YOU WILL BE GLAD YOU DID GOT TO LOVE THIS SEXY WOMAN RATE HER, FAN HER THEN ADD HER SHE RETURNS THE LOVE GO GO GO DO IT NOW JUST CLICK ON ANY OF HER PICS

Shopping At Wally World (this Was Too Funny Not To Repost)
Body: Shopping at Wal-Mart This is why women should not take men shopping against their wills. After Mr. and Mrs. Fenton retired, Mrs. Fenton insisted her husband accompany her on her shopping trips to Wal-Mart. Unfortunately, Mr. Fenton was like most men - he found shopping boring and preferred to get in and get out quickly. Equally unfortunately, Mrs. Fenton was like most women - she loved to browse. After a few months of this, Mrs. Fenton received the following letter from her local Wal-Mart. Dear Mrs. Fenton, Over the past six months, your husband has been causing quite a commotion in our store. We cannot tolerate this behavior and may be forced to ban both of you from the store. Our complaints against Mr. Fenton are listed below and are documented by our video surveillance cameras. 1. June 15: Took 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's carts when they weren't looking. 2. July 2: Set all the alarm clocks in Housewares to go off at 5-minute intervals.

Dark Maiden
In the darkness, I see a dark maiden, Forever lost within her presence, Always left craving more, My neck I freely offer, For the sweet crimson you ask, Warm breath upon my skin, Pain in sweet extasy I feel, No longer am I lost, But I am forever bound, Black roses spring from the ground, Where drops of crimson have fallen to the ground, Essence of life taken, Souls forever connected, Life burning within, Never to walk the road of darkness alone again.

Fake Friends!!!!!!!!
I won't mention any names. I have been in many familys/bombers....why is it that no matter where you go-poof...and what happens?? DRAMA!! I am a Drama Free person....i don't like conflict and if ends up I'm in a conflict-I will speak my peace....and push the ban button. And this cpl have many spies to and I'm not very happy and I just wish they would leave me alone....Am I wrong to feel this way? I just like to be with fun ppl/no drama.....Thank u for listeneng to my rant/raving

Alone
Alone in the darkness, Searching for life, Wanting to be needed, Yearning to be loved, Emptiness fills my heart, I long to feel wanted, No longer to be alone, My soul flies freely searching, For a mate that can never be found, Tears run like a river, As I realize I'm all alone, Forever to walk within the darkness alone.

Wheres The Respect
ITS SCUMBAGS LIKE THIS AND THE REASON THEY ARE ALONE AND LONELY BECAUSE THEY DONOT KNOW HOW TO RESPECT A LADY.. AND GET TO KNOW HER WITHOUT APPROACHING HER LIKE SOME DAMN SEX OBJECT OR A PIECE OF MEAT ON THE INTERNET LOOKING TO GET LAID THIS IS THE SECOND IN TWO DAYS ..READ FROM BOTTOM UP horsemansaloonmemberoftheukfamily@ fubar >~ItsUrAngel~: You wil help yourself Dear .. I really dont want to block you so PLEASE RESPECT ME horsemansa...: I jus cant help myself when you look so sexy ->~ItsUrAngel~: and ty for the compliment .. ->~ItsUrAngel~: ty For respecting that : ) .. horsemansa...: a pretty one at that horsemansa...: you are horsemansa...: indeed sweety ->~ItsUrAngel~: Uhmmm excuse me .. Im a lady .. Can we have a little respect?? Im not just a piece of Meat on this site looking to get laid .. horsemansa...: you causin my pants to bulg here sexy lady ->~ItsUrAngel~: uhmm ok horsemansa...: awsome horsemansa...: baby you make me so hot here ->~ItsUrAngel~: tyvm

Great Documentary!
im watching this great documentary called "Breasty: A Documentary". It is so interesting. it tells about how women have advantage through their breasts and it brought up one good point that really hit home so far. in the documentary, the bigger girls talk about how they never want their significant other to see them naked because they feel self conscious about it. and the lights go out. It is so true. i think im beautiful with clothes on and stuff, but when it comes to being naked around people, im kind of nervous. its strange. . . . why should i care what someome else thinks. . . if i know that im beautiful, i know there is someone else that thinks i am beautiful just the way i am... that was blog worthy to me.

Poem
poem to thy heart it is untrue from seeing you again and again in my mind I try my best just to hide my heart is so sore from seeing him again without a core I try to hide what I feel inside but all it dose is end in pain I remain forever hurt and broken with his aim I know not how to fix this for good to many time has he hurt me and he knew he could so I say good bye and close thy heart to everlasting stone for a start

Alone
alone I feel so alone sitting by myself, Not knowing what to do and not being myself. I want to know love but am still afraid, I dont want to get hurt in any way, I feel for him I dont know why, He was all wronge for me and so I cry, I cant go back to who I was, He changed me into this fuzz, I will stand stronge even alone, For love has no place here among my hold, I will be stronge and not fall again, For a friendly face or a wild weekend, My spirit be strong and my heart be stone, My feelings are no where even in this morn, I will see no other like I saw him, I will be stronger then this from this whim.

Death
death I stood on the stump wondering where he had gone till I turned around and saw him there, he handed me a rose a soft red rose, yet when I looked to see his loving face he turn from me in that time and place, the world turned to ash and I began to fall, Whats going on? I spun around to see him again and there we were yelling at no ends. He was so angry I didnt know why intill he hit me and I started to cry. during the fight lots of blood was spilled and then a sharp pain is what I felt. all of a sudden I was falling so fast in to a bed a tulips and roses black as death. Whats going on I tried to shoot no one was listeningto my pled. I looked all around to see my family and friends I guess in the end he wont hit me again. I rose up above from everyones tears and my heart was breaking year after year. I just wanted them to move on and find some peace in my apsence I cant release. I hope they can forgive the bad chocies I made and find inner peace in my r

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Why do we humans bother having a point or making any sense? Why do we humans have criteria, norms, agendas, rules, and plans? Most perverse kinks in all the universe never have a valid case Why do we humans have to need a coherence-myth amid the mess? Thumbs and fingers weave derivative kitsch and trains-of thought blend wonders Sculpted clay and oil-on-canvas are childish toys of old-age madness Taste and see the loudest-amplitude nostril-stinks of each brief decade Now could be the nanosecond before the planet Earth goes rancid Lick tongues, confess your climaxes with candid, blunt songs Swim through the neurogalaxies where comets cut strings Wipe the bums of meritocracy’s elect until death Love every neurotypical and freak throughout growth Arguments throughout The Blogosphere bloom with counterpoint Cyberspace is where graffiti becomes a sacrament Winnipeg is still my favorite municipality Even the Provencher Bridge has an air of majesty

Rap
hey, i just wanted to write that i am FOR SURE going to work on a underground rap album, making my own beats and what not, right now i am writing a few songs and getting the lyrics down. i have a album title and its called: "Underneath" at least for now lol but im doing this for a hobby not to make it big or anything just a fun project, some say i'm good others say im not that great so im just gonna put this together and see what happens lol anyways hope everyone has a good night Brian

The Moments
The Moments Life is nothing more then a series of moments. For so many years I have taken those moments for granted. I think that people in general do …at times. Life is so fast paced now a day. Things go by so quickly and end then what? Oh yes time to reflect. But why only after is there reflection. Why in the reflection there is regret? For me there is no regret. I feel sorry for the people in my life I have hurt or failed to love as they me, however regret I will not. The past as shaped me molded me to be who I am. And I do love myself. The moments I speak of are the small ones. The times in your life you should truly appreciate while you are in the moment. So many of us have so much to be thankful for. Family, friends and just LIFE. The moments I look forward to: Holding my niece in my arms for the first time. Looking into her eyes and feeling the true meaning of peace. Spending time with my true friends, the ones that have been with me through it all and yet still love

If Anyone Is Interested In Joining
Hey looking for more guys to join my bad boys of fubar so if anyone is interested please let me know.....Also I ask that you please let others know so they can join if they want Also if you can rate a few things on my page to help me out in the leveling department I would really appreciate it as the leveling is moving very slowly...thanks Ecuadorian Goddess*Sgt.Raiders fu-wife*Promoter of Goddess' BadBoys Of Fubar*AfterHrs Greeter*@ fubar

Live Or Die
Live or Die Why do we livewhen there is nothing to live for, No love no happiness only pain, I feel so helpless when I am around peopl whom care for me, I'm fine on my own I'm better off alone, But why cant I be alone? If I were alone there whould be no one to care if I live or die, I could be bymyself and I wouldnt have to hide, If there where no one in the world who could see through my eyes, If no one cared I would be safe, No one to hurt me and no one to make me cry, Then no one would care if I lived or died

Friends
Friends Friends are very important to me I dont like to see them suffer physicaly or emotionly I do all I can to help them on there way I am there for them and comfort them always I find my confort in knowing there here And always keep them very near I love all my friends so much it hurts When they suffer I suffer that is my curse So with every heartbreak and tear thats shed I am here to the very end My friends are my life I would ask for nothing more Then for all of them to be adored

The Boy
Out among the shadows Lies the emotions of a young child His pain, triumph, and love All the passions are hiding, running away He looks at what the future holds Yet he has no idea where he’s going He must grow older and face the truth He must smell the eternal smell The smell of what’s deep down inside The smell of fresh warm sticky sweat He feels the pounding of the heart His passions are coming out into the light He runs into the shadows Away to hide from the pain He sees the wiser answer He sees the light He has grown and aged beyond the age Reaching a smarter medium Ouch, slap, it all becomes reality Being the wisest will never happen It was all a dream He steps back and learns where he is He now sees he must grow He must now learn to love He must now learn to control his emotions Step by step he makes his way Learning and growing Aging with the time Becoming the wiser never the wisest

Truth
True To be with a love would be so true But I just cant feel that way with you I wish I could feel the sky falling down The earth moving so fast it makes me proud To be with the one you love is an amazing feeling But you wont let me in to have to feel the touch of your heart reeling I remember the touch of a man I loved was so pure So true, so loving that it touched my heart straight to the core The love I feel from you is strong but its not the love from a true heart.

Return It To Me
A sense of panic over came my sleep Total awareness and consciousness Closed eyes, sleep filled, not moving, not blinking Aware and not liking, loathing the helplessness Don’t stir, don’t move, it may worsen Why the constant pursuit when it’s not right Not brought about, pushed away Far from being able to cry out yet yelling inside A sudden shirt – He rests – He waits Move a little, don’t give in, try and hide the facts Let him know you aren’t happy, don’t respond Wishing it done, just wanting peace, to be left alone Was it caused by me, in anyway? Trying harder to ignore as more persistent he tries When will it ever be over my torment Don’t lose control, anger go away, detach, be gone! It’s over as I shift again, please be done Safe for awhile, hoping for it to last, knowing it won’t Not long after it persists I just want to scream Run away hide, forever, help, slashing my soul Every good girl tries to avoid it Every bad girl invites it, almost asks for it No pre

Rip Aunt Chick
Your Gone The ones you left behind Are not at peace of mind We cry for you now Even though some of us dont know how You were the sun to our shine And now all is dark and gloomy We didnt want you to leave us so soon Yet your time has come this soon We will always remember how you filled us with such hope And encauraged us to to seek out our own dreams We will miss you Rest In Peace By Catrina Jean

Perfect Woman
I am the perfect woman in your head As long as you picture me sweet and innocent I showed you what you wanted to see What you expected to see, I became your goddess Your compared others to me They didn’t please you the way I do Never making you feel as I make you feel I let it all crash, opened myself to you Told you more than I should have I let you see my inner thoughts, feelings, desires You begged me to; I tried to ward you off You begged me to I relented I let you see the emptiness, the void to be filled I let you see the side I’m not proud of You told me to take care of myself, to change, to improve You told me I was different, I had lied I warned you you would be disappointed, things would change When you learned I wasn’t your expectation, I became nothing I showed you what you wanted to see, you lost your fantasy You say you will forget the details, things won’t change You say I am still the perfect woman, in your head

Magic
As I stared into your eyes I felt a true passion Something I never felt before A longing to be held, northing more, nothing less I had dreamed of your eyes Before I knew they were yours All this feeling familiar, yet new I want you to touch me The feeling unlike anything before Kiss me softly You send chills down my spine A dizzying rush You make me feel as if you cast a spell I don’t want you to let go Always hold me close Bewitch me with your passion, your love

Lost
I look deep into his soul I see what he does not want seen I know things he does not want known I try to hide my knowledge of his inner struggle We sit and talk He tries to help me, to focus on me I freeze up, hide, get cold inside I turn it around, change the direction I start probing into him deeper and deeper Getting him to say what he does not want said Getting him to feel what he does not want to feel He needs to release, spread his wings He is tender inside, full of emotion A scared little boy, hiding for fear Fear of detection, of rejection A need to blend, to fit in He acts as he thinks is expected Tells the stories, goes through the motions He hurts those in his path to prove his case He hurts himself, bringing him deeper down, further A hard, cold player, crushing those in his way A lost little boy, crying, dying, deep inside A boy wondering around, growing, changing inside All the same man; lost, alone, confused, anxious, scared

How Do I Say It?
How do I say "I love you but I can't stand being around you"? How do I say "I Hate you but I can't live without you"? How do I tell you that I am ready to walk out the door but that I will wind up tearing my heart out and leaving it behind in the process? What am I supposed to do now? I can't live like this but I can't walk away. I can't kill myself and it hurts too much to survive? Am I wrong? Am I right? Are we both wrong? Maybe... The world may never know. This senseless rambling has been brought to you by "Ryan's Depressing Moments in Life" a new tragic comedy that is all too real. Coming soon to a mental institution near you!

Illusions
Seeing your face everywhere I turn Realizing it’s just a ghost and not really there Hurts more than possible to say Wishing you were here all the time Seeing you everywhere is hard to stop Seeing you having the illusion you are here Makes me miss you more and more Wanting you to be here for me Knowing you are on the inside Wanting you to be on the outside Showing me how to understand why Not leading my heart to fail Leading my heart in the right direction My mind playing tricks on my heart Telling my heart you’re here Then making you vanish from my sight Making my mind lie to my heart Is how bad I want you here Knowing you want to be here for me Does my mind no good My heart is telling my mind you should be here My mind and heart actually agreeing My mind and heart seeing illusions Of the one thing they can agree on My mind and heart wanting you near My mind and heart not understanding Why they are making these rules Why they won’t let me be with you To be r

Child Unborn
You are a part of her Even though you are not Not here, one of the saved from this wretched place You will never cry the tease of a neglected child You will never feel the rape of life You will never be striped of your clothes in rage You will never be beat in anger at her hand You have been spared the life of hell The unhappiness that awaited you Yet you will never feel the love she had to offer You will never feel the hugs, kisses You will never hear the sweetness of her words You will never grow to be a slave of those around you You were spared the life almost forced upon you You need not worry my child You are in her heart, her soul, her mind You will grow up in a perfect world A world void of rage, pain, evil She loved you enough to spare you She has no regrets You will always have a home in her heart

But I Do
I know I shouldn’t but I do I wait for your call Frozen by the phone, life on hold You have become my obsession, my self-esteem I know I shouldn’t rely on you I should create my own strength But you make me smile, my heart patter I want to open to you, give myself over You give me smiles, I give you lust You keep coming back despite it all Enabling my barriers, my obsession I shouldn’t be so withdrawn You deserve more then I have to offer You give so much more then I How long can it last, go on as such How long until you discard me As do they all, leave me crushed All alone to wallow in my despair To wonder if I’m worth it, what I deserve I know I shouldn’t, but I do

Armand
He sits off by himself A book in his hand His long, dark hair Shinning in the lights Glasses reflecting the street lights Pail complexion Offset by his dark clothes and hair A sweet smile, tall slender body Deep, warm, intelligent mind Oh to feel his lips against mine Pressing close, passionately Arms around me Pulling me close, holding me tight Whispering in my ears telling me he cares

Stuck
I hate this place and can't wait to leave. There are nine months left in my lease. That seems like an eternity away. I've been thinking of different places to take a trip to just to pass the time. Something to calm the need. Taking trips has always worked in the past but I don't think it'll work this time. I know that I need to save money so I can leave in October but it feels as though I'll go mad if I don't get out. I should have left with Che when I had the chance. Just a side note... as I'm sitting here typing this out there is a picture in the blast window. It's of some fat ass chick trying her hardest to be sexy as hell. It's fucking gross. I really don't want to see some saggy fucking tits being squished together on some women trying her hardest to recapture the youth that left her years ago. You aren't hot. You know you're not. If you were, you probably wouldn't be trying so damn hard to get attention with your big ass by some internet whore. This is why I can't log on to

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Well here we go again...I've had my profile deleted twice now...hopefully 3rd times the charm. I have a family computer and both me and my husband use it, as well as my mother in law when she comes over...so if i'm gettin deleted due to an IP issue...something needs to be done, because not everyone can afford a computer for every person in the house and pay for multiple IP address...I'm frustrated and very annoyed...so I'm rantin. I decided with some help from a good friend to give this another shot. So Peggy Bundy is BACK!

Confused
i'm so so confused right. i've been with this guy for 2 and a half. people have just recently told me that he has cheated on me more then once. but when i ask him he denies it altogether. i love him with all of heart. he told me that he is going to change and he'll do whatever it takes to keep me. i want to beleive him so bad. i just don't know what to do. if anyone reads this and has some advice please let me know.

Dreamy
hello im dj dreamy come on in to play with me promise you wont regret it ! just click the pic and have some fun with me in G.O.H. (repost of original by 'LunarLupin K.O.P.E. Tiggs! insatiable one! CO.OWNER of G.O.H.' on '2008-01-03 13:05:21') (repost of original by 'o.0 Wet Kitty ~Ownr Angel's Haven~dream weaver .K.O.P.E.' on '2008-01-27 22:32:37')

"¢¾a Real Boyfriend¢¾
If you have depressive tendencies, please don't read this. For the love of God don't read this. :) Don't care if you have a boyfriend or girlfriend right now.... I dont care if you are a guy or a woman or Michael Jackson.....just read this, it will make a difference..... When she stares at your mouth [ Kiss her ] When she pushes you or hits you like a dumb ass cuz she thinks shes stronger than you [ Grab her and dont let go ] When she starts cursing at you tryin to act all tuff [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ] When she's quiet [ Shes Just Thinking ] When she ignores you [ Give her your attention ] When she pulls away [ Pull her back ] When you see her at her worst [ Tell her she's beautiful ] When you see her start crying [Just hold her and dont say a word ] When she's scared [ Protect her ] When she steals your favorite hat [ Let her keep it and sleep with

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This is michelle A.K.A. Gum_drop0 and i have to say a few things .... I have over 100 friends and u know u would thk that with havin friends like that , that maybe they would or could find it in thier hearts to come by and just drop a rate and or comment to help a fellow friend get to the 15k that they need But i guess i was wrong about that ...I would like to thank these ppl ...bad kitty,mo sweetangel,dragonx13,roydog,lips,nybadboy2u,blazindog,myself,amandalicious (sorry if misspelled),lisa A.K.A. Jovi,metalron,digmyboatand metal baby,if i have forgotton someone i am sorry but to these ppl i thank and i will be there for them in the future i help those who have time to help me .....p.s to the man and u know who u are i was not demanding anyone to help me with this contest i was asking for help i never demand anyone to do anything so u were wrong there ... thanks michelle.....p.s i know that i might lose some fr

Soul Mate
SOUL MATE As a child you learn of a soul mate…a person made perfectly for you, your two souls become connected as one and are destined to be together until the end of time. Through adolescence you grasp on to this idea of a soul mate, believing you will someday find the one. But after much heartache and many rivers of tears, this notion you've held onto for years begins to fade. As time goes by, day by day, year after year, you move forward, accepting of your failures and proud of your successes…until that day. This is a day like any other, it begins no differently than yesterday and the days before, but it is a day that will change you forever, a day that the magic and fantasy of a soul mate becomes real. For each of us it happens differently…the holding of eye contact, an introduction, a smile. Regardless of how it began, the moment is unforgettable. It was a magical moment, frozen in time, the surroundings, the smells, the feeling you felt. The rush of wa

Something To Make Men Think
WORDS WOMEN USE (1) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. (2) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. (3) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. (4) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! (5) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.) (6) That's Okay: This is one

The Funniest E-mail I Have Ever Recieved.......
We always hear"the rules" from the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note...these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE! 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for. 1. A headache that lasts for 17 months is a problem. See a doctor. 1. Anything we said

Trust And Honesty
we are here to show you what we like... beyond the time f dispair we save ourselves... now we are gonna show you how o help yourselves... look for what you like to love and... all you need to do is trust and be honest.. show her you can be trusted and you can be honest... shower her with all your love by being there when she needs you... we all love our friends... we never let them be when they need us the most... showing how much we carre about them... always be there for your friends as much as you're there for your family... allyou need to do is trust and be honest... women show him you really le what he does for you... express your love for him in the same ways... never do extra... whenever you do more it makes him feel like he's not doing enough! trust and honesty is the best way for you to go... if you don't have that you don't have anything at all... trust and honesty.... is all you need

Dialing Orderly...or Not ( Lmao )
Well I was trying to call my (soon to be ) ex husband the other day,just to talk about a few things to settle , nothing in particular and I happened to dial 47 instead of 74. The rest of the whole number was correct but that didn't really matter in the end , now did it? On top of the whole problem, the guy who answered my phone, happened to sound a looootttt like my (soon to be) ex brother in law. So you can only imagine the mess that happened there!!!!!!!!!!!!! We began going back and forth,and the dialog went pretty much like this:" Can I please talk to J and by the way, how come you have his phone?" and he'd say things like :" there's no j here and by the way what is your name?" . It's funny I can laugh about it right now, but back then I was pretty peeved about it because I figured things were going waayyyy off limits so I just snapped:" look, I know we're splitting, I know we're not on the best of grounds but do you REALLY think this behavior is acceptable???????" .When he

It Just Came To Me....
I'm actually really happy right now. =D i just finished a great book. It's called "Impulse" by Ellen Hopkins. It's really good and i recommend it to people who like free-verse poetry..It's about how three teenagers try to commit suicde and fail and they are commited to a mental hospital. It's about their struggles from the first day to the very end and how they become friends. it's kinda sad but it's really good. once you start reading it you don't want to put it down. Another book that is really good is called "Crank" by Ellen Hopkins. It's about a girl who goes to visit her father and how she gets addicted to Coke. Then when she gets back to her mothers house she ios raped and has a crack baby. It was a great book. it is also in free-verse poetry. Another good one is called "What Gives" of corase it's also in free-verse poetry. However it is a true story. It was intended on being a 300 page suicde note. It's about this girl who starts thinking about suicde and writes it all down. T

For My Child & Yours...
Autism/Asperger's Picture Train Help Spread Awareness One Person At A Time! Please Copy One Of These Picture Below & Put On Your Profile!!! Heya! My Name is Krystal (EchoAngel). I have an 9 year old son named Jaren. I don't have to tell you that he is my life. My son was diagnosed with Asperger's Syndrome AKA High Functioning Autism at 3 years old. He isn't stupid, actually quite the opposite, he is brilliant. He has faced a lot of challenges including delayed social skills, facial & vocal cues and body language cues were also some things that were hard for him to catch on. Fortunately, Jaren was diagnosed early and had an advantage that many children didn't. He is overcoming all obstacles one by one. Now he has also learned that everyone has things about themselves that they want to change and in time and with hard work, we all can do anything, not just children with extra challenges. He is learning what his strengths and weaknesses are. His speech skills are years ahead a

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The ones of you that have spent the time to talk to me on here know that for the most part I'm usually very cheerful and kinda funny. However everyone needs to break down and cry every once in a while and tonight is my night to cry. My life for once seems to be going great, I have a great boyfriend but it tears me apart to see his family going through the things I've already been through. My dad told us to get out in 1996. We moved out that summer into a trailer park. I've been white trash, literally we were broke, I was mainly raised by my neighbors and my older sister. The only girls in the neighborhood were me and my sister, so we were raised around all boys and older couples. In the fall my mom's daddy died from lung cancer. We went up to the family farm to bury him in the cemetery which lies right above the house. My dad wasn't allowed to go. That christmas was odd, I spent it in the trailer first that I went to my dads and he gace me a card which read "Merry Christmas, I love yo

I Love Sean
Sean left this as a comment for me =D I know she'll never understand. I gave my word before we met, So I just can't go breaking it. She'll say she thinks I'm out of touch I've let my duty, honorbound, come between the love we've found. How can I live without her when she's all I'm livin' for? How can I live without her, live like I did before? Now I can see through her eyes how good love could be How can I live without her when she's gone? No matter what the future brings, I'll hold the memories in my heart No matter how long we're apart. She'll always be the only one, Her name forever on my lips She's slipping through my fingertips. How can I live without her when she's all I'm livin' for? How can I live without her, live like I did before? Now I can see through her eyes how good love could be How can I live without her when she's gone?

My Guestbood...sign The Damn Thing...
I got one of them cool looking guestbood things in the "shows" area of my stash. Go there and sign it. The link is below: http://www.fubar.com/stashEntry.php?stashId=4759197&bl=1

Hateing On Fakers
FYI THIS ACCOUNT http://www.fubar.com/user/1412901 IS a FAKE!!! Her name is NOT AMBER DON'T SUPPORT PIC STEALERS AND FAKES SUPPORT US ON OUR REAL SITES. THANKS FOR THE LOVE AND SUPPORT XXOO Poison PoisonIvy1987@gmail.com

Planning My Birthday Party
Hey Everyone, For those Who know who I am! I need everyones email address. So i could post out an evite . For those who want to celebrate with me for my 25th bday bash. Its not really confirmed yet. I might want to either to go Club Aura in Pleasanton or either a divebar with a live dj. Also I may want to go to dinner b4 the night life begins. I so want to get my drink on and get FUCKED UP!!!!!!!!! Or better yet which one sounds more appealing Aura or either Menconi's or either Whisky Town. Everyone let me know. Still debating what is good. Im planning to crawl out of the club or bar lol On the Feb. 28th I am for sure going to Whiskey Town and get FUCKED UP!!!!!!!!!! There will be Live DJ and lots of drinking. So most likely be on a Saturday March 1st. I would totally appreciate if you either call me or either email me here or Im me on yahoo messenger. Give you my info. Hollar @ your girl. Yahoo Messenger : JPnayDevine Email: jllanto83@gmail.com

He's So Worth Checking Out!
I absolutely can't say enough wonderful things about Canadian AKA Jason. He's such a sweetheart, always there to lend an ear or help a friend out. Jason's been a great friend for over a year now and personally I don't think fubar would be the same without his awesome and caring personality. Please go by and show him some love...Add, fan and rate this GREAT guy! You'll be glad you did and you'll gain a wonderful friend. CANADIAN ®- MR. SWEETNESS - SWEATHEART@ fubar Thanks in advance and if ya get a chance PLEASE REPOST! PLEASE REPOST This fu friendly pimpout brought to you by: IRISH SWEETHEART RL/GF 2 DEADLIEST CATCH~FU OWNED BY BRI GUY~DSC~CLUB FAR@ fubar

Would U Date Me?
Wellhere i am:; single, lonley and bored. If you are reading this then i feel its safe to assume you have a slight interest in me. I do hope you enjoy this mini survey!! [ladies only please] 1: Do you think im cute? 2: How well do you know me? 3: What do you like about me? 4: Is there anything you would like to know about me? 5: Tell me something about yourself please. 6: What do you think of nerd guys? 7: What do you think of athletic guys? 8: What are your hobbies? 9: Are you a naughty girl or more conservative? 10: What do you think about piercings and tattos? 11: Do you have any? 12: How important is health and hygene to you? 13: Do you believe that nice guys finish last? 14: What type of food do you like? 15: Are you allergic to anything? 16: Tell me your sexual orientation please. 17: If I ever needed you to be there for me would you be? 18: What do you think about children? 19: Are you more of an

Sts-51l Challenger
STS-51L CHALLENGER The Challenger shuttle crew, of seven astronauts--including the specialties of pilot, aerospace engineers, and scientists-- died tragically in the explosion of their spacecraft during the launch of STS-51-L from the Kennedy Space Center about 11:40 a.m., EST, on January 28, 1986. The explosion occurred 73 seconds into the flight as a result of a leak in one of two Solid Rocket Boosters that ignited the main liquid fuel tank. The crewmembers of the Challenger represented a cross-section of the American population in terms of race, gender, geography, background, and religion. The explosion became one of the most significant events of the 1980s, as billions around the world saw the accident on television and empathized with any one of the several crewmembers killed. Today, the 22nd anniversary of that tragedy,I would like to dedicate this page to their memory. We will never forget you, our Challenger 7. Back row from left to right: Ellison S. Oni

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It is almost 9pm. I ended up working most of the day on boring Quickbooks. I opened up my package from work and saw that the disk was in there so I figured I needed to get things done. I ended up working 7 hours! Ugh. I was watching The L Word but Peter went to bring our spoiled daughter dinner so I am waiting to finish watching it when he returns (that is the fantastic thing about Tivo!). I am a little sick of drama on fubar lately. If it isn't solving the worlds problems, it is having a woman stalk me because she thinks I am in some kind of competition with her. I am not in competition with anyone. I also got a bit pissed off tonight too. Don't ask to see my fucking pictures anymore people. It isn't going to happen. I am about to take them all off of here. Why do I owe you anything? I don't. I really don't like to feel lie I am being made fun of. Not cool at all. I guess my tits must be small? Funny. The folder says "Martin's special folder" for a reaso

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so yea my last fu hubby decided to get a diff fu wife and change his name and all that and then tell me about it... i was fuckin pissed off... he knew i wanted a hubby and he made me happy when he asked me but then all of a sudden this new chick shows off and i'm fuckin kicked to the curb... so yea i want a new fu hubby... one that WONT be a dick head like that

Tarot Reading
You are The Empress Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation. The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents, beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful. The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test

Pains Of A Breakup
It has been atleast 2 and a half weeks since my girlfriend dumped me because of her friend not liking me because i got angry one night drinking and slapped my ex and choked her slightly. I didn't mean to actually hurt her, just to wake her up because my friend that i had take her to my room was behind her with his zipper undone and her pants down while she was on bed facedown passed out. I knew it was wrong of me and i don't blame any women that read this if they want to call me a woman beater, but all i really want to say is that i miss my ex like crazy and wish there were someone out there nice enough to talk to me and make me forget my ex that i so dearly cling to even though we are no more.

Pissed Off
OK, I'M GOING TO GO INTO A SERIOUS RANT RIGHT NOW AND I APOLOGIZE IN ADVANCE IF I HURT ANYONE. YOU KNOW WHAT? FUKK IT, NO I DON'T! I'M SO PISSED OFF RIGHT NOW, I COULD DELETE MY ACCOUNT...BUT I WON'T YET BECAUSE I WANT ANSWERS DAMMIT. I DON'T CARE HOW MANY FRIENDS I LOSE OVER THIS OR HOW MANY PEOPLE I PISS OFF. I HAD 3 PICS OF ME IN A T-SHIRT, BOY SHORTS AND FISHNETS IN MY DEFAULT FOLDER...ONE OF THEM SET AS MY DEFAULT. IN THESE PICS, I AM FULLY CLOTHED AND YOU CAN SEE MY FACE YET THEY WERE ALL FLAGGED NSFW. NORMALLY, THIS WOULDN'T BOTHER ME BUT LATELY I'VE BEEN SEEING MORE AND MORE DEFAULT PICS THAT ARE WAY MORE RISQUE THAN MINE COULD EVER HOPE TO BE! (YES, I HAVE A LIST OF LINKS TO THESE PICS) WHY WERE MINE MARKED NSFW AND THEIRS WEREN'T? I HAVE SPENT A GOOD DEAL OF MONEY ON FUBAR (MAYBE IT WASN'T ENOUGH) I TRY TO BE NICE TO EVERYONE (MAYBE IM NOT KISSING THE RIGHT ASS) WHATEVER THE REASON, I HAVE NEVER BEEN SO CLOSE TO DELETING MY ACCOUNT AS I AM RIGHT NOW. AFTER I COLLECT MO

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Should after reading this anyone want to leave me a comment or two, please do so, as I am not sure if maybe everyone here should lie or not, as it seems to be the thing to do! I find the humor in Rating pictures here at Fubar, hilarious. You know what I am talking about. All these people that message you asking you to Friend them, Fan them, and Rate them. The thing I find humorous about it, is they don’t like honesty or atleast that is my opinion. Hey, I know Fubar.com is a online bar, with a happy hour, but honesty people, I can not get drunk on virtual drinks no matter how many I drink, or pretend too drink, So there won’t be no beer goggles here! What does that mean? Simple, its like this, I know I am not a “10” and definitely not a “11” unless of coarse it is on a scale from 1 - 100, or if you are measuring my show size, So I didn’t expect people to be rating me a “10” or even a “11”, So people sober up! The drinks are Virtual Drinks, they are not real!!! I mean think about it

Games Lol
so i was playing Apples to Apples tonight.. and these were my results =].... I'm a... Silly, realistic, cruel, influential, emotional, ridiculous, boisterous, lucky, misunderstood person thats swift, shiny, fresh and very dignified. haahah i love this game its soo funny.. try it drunk.. gets harder the more you drink! lol

Ranger Down Second Draft Part 3
The Rangers have the address of the place they are going to hit, and the layout. They have learned from far too many urban engagements how to play this. They take nothing for granted, they don’t underestimate their opponent, or overestimate their own prowess. This is always the worst part, putting the pieces in place. It is when they are most vulnerable and when you are least flexible to adjust the plan. None are worried, the soldiers have faith in their leaders, and the leaders have unwavering faith in their Rangers. Their friends should be back, or called in that they killed the guy in the hospital. But it has been a while and no word. Not even anything on the news. They are starting to get worried, and one again their captive is muttering to himself. “Energetically will I meet the enemies of my country. I shall defeat them on the field of battle for I am better trained and will fight with all my might. Surrender is not a Ranger word. I will never leave a fallen comrade to

Weird Thought
Bar Owners- It must suck to be a bar owner. Just think about it. Wife/girlfriend messes around on you/leaves you etc. best friend/sibling/parent dies whatever the case may be. And you have a whole bar stocked with who knows how much liquor. It's like giving a key to the candystore to a little kid. I'm surprised there isn't more bar owner drinking deaths.

Ranger Down Second Draft Part 2
He is one of the many nameless, faceless homeless that exist in every major city. However in the few blocks around Harborview he is known as Cardboard. He is dirty, smelly and drug addicted. He is a regular customer in the ER, usually trying to get out of the cold or dry off on a wet night when the rain destroys his house. He got his name from the well thought out cardboard structure that he fashions every night on the stoop of a storefront that doesn’t open until later in the morning, long after he is gone on his daily search for cans. Once again he was turned away for trying to fake symptoms and score some drugs. This day he isn’t trying to get high, he just wants to take the edge off. How can they not understand that? So tonight he is going to teach someone a lesson, a lesson not soon forgotten. There is always a nurse or orderly who sneaks out the back for a cigarette and he will be waiting. Raelene is getting off a double shift and just doesn’t have the time or energy

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I would ask for everyone To take One Minute of there Time and say a Prayer for a very Good friend. She lost her daughter on Friday Jan. 25th Due to A Post War Causality. Please Stop by and give her your Condolences.. Show Her The True Fubar Support.. Again We Ty.. PEE-JAY=CAPTAIN OF THE 2ND ALARM HOTTIES!

Words Women Use
Words Women Use: 1.) FINE: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2.) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five Minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3.) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4.) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5.) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6.) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and

Wtf???
I don't even know where to begin...I know everyone is different and everyone has their opinion on what sexy is and isn't...I've seen some really classy women on this site, and I've seen some that portray themselves to be skanks...I understand their are SFW pics and NSFW pics and everyone is entitled to have what they want, that isn't what bothers me...What absolutely repulses me, is when you see some of these woman with their legs all spread out like HEY LOOK AT ME, I HAVE A COOTER...Yeah, we get it you have one, why flaunt it out in your main pic??? Is it just me, or do others think it's disgusting??? I mean one chick, has her legs spread so far apart you could park a buick between them...I'm not kidding when I say it really makes me nauseous...I'm sure there are some men out there that think it's hot, but I also know of men that think that it's low self esteem issues...I'm not really asking if anyone agrees or disagrees with me, I just felt the need to get it off my chest before I vo

Special Post-rumble Rant - Cena Returns!!!!
HOLY CRAPOLAS!!!!!!! John Cena is BACK! I never saw that coming at ALL! Needless to say this throws my thoughts about No Way Out and Mania into flux. Here's what I can now see happening. Cena will go into RAW on Monday night and cut a huge promo about Mania. Enter HHH. He will cut a promo and rip Cena. I think this could lead into a Number 1 Contender's match for No Way Out. Also, let's factor one more thing into this. Hornswoggle was NEVER eliminated! THEREFORE - the true winner could be a question mark here! Have a Triple Threat match between Cena, Trips and Hornswoggle for the opportunity at Mania to take the WWE title! LMAO Jeff Hardy did not win, I think he will be in the rumored Elimination Chamber match. With Edge retaining, I see Taker winning the number one contendership on the Smackdown side. As for Flair and Jericho's matches, I was 1 for two. Flair did win...I see MVP possibly carrying this feud to No Way Out...while JBL will ask for and likely get a Texas Bul

The Cold, Hard Truth, Men
Are there actually women looking for older men, or is there an unwritten rule that says older than 55 need not apply?? I don't know if it's my profile or not (I cannot afford profile help), but I do not get too many responses. The ones who do reply say, "I don't think we would be a good match" or (I liked this one an awful lot) "I am taking a break from dating for now." -- Tom P., 58, St. Louis, Missouri Tom, usually, but not always, when younger women seek an older man it's because they see dollar signs in him. And since you can't afford profile help, they sense that and steer clear of you. I've a better idea. Seek women your age, even a bit older, and you may find the love of your life. Forget trying to date younger women -- get real. Find a mate who is close to your age. You'll be much happier. “it's because they see dollar signs in him”

Things That We Don't Think Of
Things are never as they seem a veil drawn down as if seeing from a dream. Days pass by into years of fading light. Time slows down and into night. Love comes and goes like fleeting wings with brushes of wind on the cheek. Childrens laughter is heard from afar but now they are grown and left the home. As the morning light fades so do memories of younger ways. By the draw of nights last breath sleep wanders in with its sweet carees. And as slumber takes you away to the land of dreams you once again fade. by Sarah Pruitt 01/27/08

Weird Sex Laws
In Lebanon, men are legally allowed to have sex with animals, but the animals must be female. Having sexual relations with a male animal is punishable by death. (Like THAT makes sense.) In Bahrain, a male doctor may legally examine a woman's genitals, but is prohibited from looking directly at them during theexamination. He may only see their reflection in a mirror. Muslims are banned from looking at the genitals of a corpse. This also applies to undertakers; the sex organs of the deceased must be covered with a brick or piece of wood at all times. The penalty for masturbation in Indonesia is decapitation. In Hong Kong, a betrayed wife is legally allowed to kill her adulterous husband, but may only do so with her bare hands.!! The husband's lover, on the other hand, may be killed in any manner desired. (Ah! Justice!) Topless saleswomen are legal in Liverpool, England - but only in tropical fish stores. (But of course!) In Cali, Colombia, a woman may only have sex with

Am I Really Done?
I have two weeks left before my off and on boyfriend ships out for boot camp. And ofcourse all hell has broken lose. He tells people that he doesnt want me and that he wants to be with them, he tells me that he is just goofing off with old friends or just being nice to them cause they owe him money, but honestly what do i believe. It has gotten so bad that we have fought over his gun, i have gotten bruised, and yet we have been almost acting like nothing had happened these last two days. Hell we are even having sex. But really what am I to do. He doesnt love me, doesnt even talk to me hardly, yet isnt telling me to leave or to stay for that matter. We either argue all the time or ignore whats really going on between us. I dont know if there is a way to fix whats been done or if i am really done/........

Ranger Down Second Draft Part 1
This is the second draft of my Ranger Down story. It has some content changes and some errors were fixed. The doors explode open and a hurricane of activity comes screaming into the emergency room of Harborview Medical Center. The doctor who was waiting outside is getting the patient’s stats from the paramedic who is rattling off a stream of information. Theresa, the nurse, was outside on a smoke break when they came in so she really doesn’t have anything to do since there are so many hands on the young man. His hair is cropped short like he is right out of a Leave it to Beaver episode, he doesn’t look like he is old enough to drink, hell he barely looks old enough to shave. But there is something in his eyes, it is a determination. When she makes eye contact she can see his eyes pleading with her, she just isn’t sure what they are trying to say. He keeps trying to talk but only gurgles up blood, his one arm that works keeps trying to remove the oxygen mask. The paramedic pl

10 Lines That Are Pure Crap
A friend of mine just got a royal screwing by a girlfriend. He knows who he is, so names arent important. However, and ladies, I can only speak from a male's point of view, but, I have heard this crap more times than I care to remember, IN FACT, these lines seem to be so cliche, that it is downright f*cking ridicules! Personally, I figure, if these were true, you would have figured it out before the relationship got too involved, and if you didnt, by god, you really need to consider going into a convent, monastery, nunnery, or some place where you have no contact with the outside world. Alright, here is the famous drop you like a plague victim lines.... 1) You cant give me what I need. Meaning: I have been screwing a guy behind your back, what do you think of that dumbass? 2) Its not you. Meaning: It is you, everything about you. 3) I need my space. Meaning: I am sick and tired of you and I want to screw someone else without feeling guilty. 4) You are too dem

Explanation Of A "daddy Dom"
This was NOT written by me. It was written by a lady named Kendra who is an amazingly insightful person. I owe her a lot and we've never even met! About Daddy Doms I mentioned the term "Daddy Dom" in a chat room the other day and was greeted by a resounding Yuk! It got me thinking about the misconceptions surrounding this aspect of D/s. I realize most think that it involves a father/daughter relationship. That isn't quite true, Daddy/little girl is a much different level. I do not know if I can explain what I mean so I will simply talk about what a Daddy Dom is to me. First, I should say that in my relationship my Dom is not my father, he is nothing like my father, and I have no need for him to replace my father. He is, however, my Daddy. We do not engage in age play specifically ( beyond the occasional school girl fantasy *s*) and our relationship is not based on any need to have sex with children. I am always all woman, and always a very independent woman. He doe

Ghost Rider Needs You
Fire My Words THIS IS MY GIRL CHERRYBOMB (CLAIRE) AND I'M PIMPING HER OUT TONIGHT. SHE NEEDS ABOUT 100 MORE PROFILE RATES. SO MY FRIENDS I CALL ON YOU TO HELP HER OUT. SHE'S A GREAT LADY AND MEANS A GREAT DEAL TO ME. STOP BY AND SHOW HER SOME LOVE. HERE'S THE LINK TO HER PAGE. RATE HER, FAN HER AND FRIEND HER YOU WONT BE SORRY. ~Cherrybomb™~ Cõ õWñÈR õҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ.Mystic Tearz of LDC~FAR~GHOSTRIDER'S GF~@ fubar THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR SUPPORT AND FUBAR LOVE

Whats The Point
If I die today what would the people who knew me remember me for? For the whore everyone treats me like or just a good fuck. Who would care if i die today or found out i was dying? No I'm not going to kill myself if that what you thinking while reading this. I look at these people in my life and how they treat me as if i was nothing. A piece of ass yet they dont even try and impress me at all. Its like they can see right through me knowing all i want is to have someone who cares yet they know my past or i slept with them before. so they know i wont just give that up for fear if i dont have the meaningless relationship with them i will have nothing at all. I want so much to be able to look into someone else and see something real and yet I must be blind or the world is really just that fuck up. Everyone tells me that you get what you deserve but i understand or remember being this hard on others so i question am i really alive or just a living dead girl.

Love Life
i love life! at the begining of the month i walked away from a 5 yr relationship. the first couple of years were good but then my ex girlfriend started to control me. she would go thru my stuff lookin 4 reasons to yell at me & search thru my phone 4 numbers she didnt know. she would find numbers that i had dialed, call them back and find that they were numbers to wal-mart or pizza hut. she then would get mad saying that i was seeing someone from there. I was not allowed to talk with any friends that i had and my relationships with my family suffered i had to ask permission to even go see my mama. then it got to the point to where she would not let me go places by myself convinced that i was cheating on her. we worked together and i wasnt allowed to speek to anyone we worked with unless she said so, no eye contact with anyone or she would think i was flirting with them. she then (just about 2 months ago) starting hangin out with a girl that we worked with. she would blush when she say t

Open And Honest
I wonder why it's so hard for people to be open and honest. I really do. I get that some people are uncomfortable with confrontation. I get that some people are just not ok with being the first to pull the trigger, when it comes to saying goodbye to one another. I just DON'T understand why, when someone TELLS another person that it's ok to say anything to them, that person just won't. I treat others the way I want to be treated. I try my best to do so respectfully, but somethimes I can't. My level of tact only extends so far. Please, I am begging you, if you are reading this, be honest when I ask a question. If you don't want to talk to me, tell me that, when I say hello. Because I usually say hello to everyone who stops by my page. It's just me. I don't get hints, JUST TELL ME.

My Personal Code
Okay, this is important. This is as close to a "Mission Statement" as anyone is going to get from me. This was a post, in the forums, on another site, in answer to someone complaining about "dominants" that get offended, when they don't get replies to their e-mails. The thread took a few "left turns" and the poster right before me (Whose name I've edited out, here because this is NOT to ridicule or pass judgment) included this sentence as part of their agreement with the main topic: quote:ORIGINAL: XxxxxxxxXxxxx Dom is just a title that some people hang on themselves. This is something which I have talked/posted about extensively. This is, exactly what's at issue! "Dom" should NOT be " ... just a title that some people hang on themselves.". It should a person that holds themselves to a certain set of standards and behaviors. True enough, since everyone's idea of what makes a good dominant would be different, the standards would be different but, I like to think that ther

632
Ugh! My brother just told my mom that he is dropping out of school. Now mind you - I am no where near them...My mother seems to think that him dropping out of school is somehow MY fucking fault! How wack is that?!?! I went to school. I earned decent grades - Most of the time. The only time I slipped was in 10th grade - But I had a god damn good excuse. That was the year my father died - and I couldn't stand being near my peers. My mother takes a few kids to and from school along with my brother..One of those kids being my cousin. My mother told my brother that she plans on telling my uncle, that my brother is going to a different school... and thats why she cant pick our cousin up. What the fuck? Do you know how many times I wanted to fucking drop out?? A million and one - Maybe more. Why the fuck does she keep babying him? I don't really care so much anymore that she favors him over me ... because I was Daddy's Little Girl, when he was alive..But the way my mother protects

Lost Cherryscrows
A long time ago in a galaxy far far away.... Oops wrong scenario... A long time ago on a site called Lost Cherry, A time when kindness, manners and friendship ran rampant. There was a discerning sense of ethics and etiquette. Now as the site has grown many of the old ways have become a thing of the past. Making way for a much more “ME” orientated atmosphere. Luckily a lone internet scavenger stumbled across the dead cherry scrolls while rummaging through archives in a hidden data base. After hour upon hour the scrolls have finally been translated. Baby Jesus said unto the people of Cherryland...... This site is my gift to you, go forth my children, make friends, rate, fan and add in the name of love. I give you 10’s and 11’s for which to award our fellow brethren. Give them freely and give them often. The 1 through 9’s are of no use and only there to fill space, using them may result in hurt feelings or a rash of 1’s tossed right back at you. (rather damaging to your rat

Some Poetry I Wrote
PROMISE I'll never forget, the first that we met, I remember it like it was yesterday, It's stays deep in my heart, the day I found you.We have preomised that we would give to each other all there is to give for as long as we both shall live. I never want wealth or fame, I only want you to have my name. I only want to wear that tiny band of gold and always have you to hold.I will keep my promise to you, I will never be untrue, even though sometimes I will be away from you.I will never break your heart, I've always loved you from the start, I must say to you this very special day, I wont let it take my pride, I want you to be my bride. I will never let you feel empty inside, I will never break the ties that bind, I will never leave you behind, I will never let our love die.So I will make another promise to you, my love, we will live and we will learn, and where ever you may go, my heart will always follow.And now it's plain to see, that the promise I have made to thee, will show in t

Personality Test
Hello and welcome! These questions are NOT to be over-thought. The answers need not be more than a few words; full paragraphs about the beautiful foliage etc. are not only superfluous but, they detract from the ability to interpret the test. 1) You are in the woods. You see an animal. What animal do you see? 2) What do you do when you see it? 3) You own a house in the woods. Does it have a fence around it or not? 4) You go into the dining room. What is on the table? 5) You go outside and find a cup on the ground. What kind is it? 6) What do you do with the cup? 7) Your property has a body of water on it. What is it? 8) You must cross the water. How do you do it? ================================================= My answers can be asked for, as soon as I've seen yours.

Chat Venues That Are Boring
LOVING THOSE STIFF PUPPETS Let me say I thought, as fleeting as it was, that perhaps I would visit Tagged.com as Medhat and Farim have both sent repeated invites to this site to me. Of course one of the first persons I come in contact with, not via looking for them but by not using a different name therefore enabling him to find me was an ex. So, I quickly hopped out of there, changed names and went back to see what all of the hub-bub was about. Guiltily, I contacted a fairly recent ex...actually just sent him a message and he of course instantly knew it was me. Apparently no matter how I try I cannot hide my baseline personna. For that matter I really wasnt trying to. But him being there alone gives me reason NOT to use that format. I don't think I want him worried that I am "Lurking" and I really want him to be able to move forward if he chooses to. I hate to speak ill of a site but it seems almost as if that is nothing more than a cheap knock off version of Fubar or maybe like

Be My Valentine? Lol :p~
it's almost valentines day and someone out there wants to be your valentine so repost this even if you are already taken and see who wants to be yours...the first person to message you back saying be mine will be your valentine..come on what do you have to lose

Ladies--beware Of This Guy
This guy it was told to me really "messed" up the mind of a friend of mine recently and I'm not sure if he is a PLAYER or not---but be careful. http://www.fubar.com/user/1267900 His name is badass ---blond hair guy 30 yrs old from Houma, LA badass I really do think alot of you ladies should POST blogs on these guys and call them out...warn each other. Alot of players on here that hurt good people. This goes for the guys too..alot of ladies on here that hurt guys. So be careful.

Youngstown Ohio, A Nice Place To Live, Lol
You know you're from Youngstown if... -You're more worried about the Brown's quarterback's health than your own. -Your high school football games draw more fans than most college games. -You design your Halloween costume to fit over a snowsuit. -You say you are from Y-town just to sound cool. -You actually thought the legal drinking age was 18, until you made a trip to the bars in Cleveland and they wouldn't let you in. -Your friends from out of town get scared when you go throught a red light, but you reassure them that it's scarier when you stop. -You find yourself randomly checking on your car while at bar. Who knows at what time you have to report it stolen. -You spend all your money at the bars, just so you won't have to give any to the guy that jumps you. -There are no speed limit signs, because speeding is the last thing on cops' minds. Unless of course you're in Poland. -When someone says their at a "Party on the Plaza" you know where to find them.

You Need To Read This?
To Whom It May Concern, If You Going To Check Out My Pictures....Please have The common Courtesy To Rate (No Less Than A 10) And Comment on them Only On Happy Hour. for Three reasons: 1. Is You Get More Points for The Both Of us during Happy Hour. 2. It's Just Common Courtesy... i dont mean leave Smiley Faces or Thumbs-Up I Meant A Real Damn Comment Like Nice Pic OR Something Like That. 3. If I See Any One Who Leaves a Stupid or uncalled For Comment I Will Delete It and You Will BE Bocked!! Cause From Now On I'M Not Going To Take Any More Shit From Others With There Fucken Dumb Comments OR There Additude About Me. If You Do Like the Way I AM Well Tuff Shit! And If i Keep Getting These Dumb Ass Comments I Will Put All Of My Pic In Pvt And No One Will Get To View Them /but Family Or Myself. Please Feel Free To Comment On this Blog Or Letting Me Know You Understand This. This Is Adfective As Of January 27 2008

A Pictures Worth A Thousand Words
1) Answer the questions below 2) Take each answer and type it into Photobucket 3) Take any picture from the first page of results and post. (click on the picture and copy the HTML code) 4) You can't copy the persons photobucket pic who posted this before you! 1. The age you will be on your next birthday? 45 2. A place you would like to visit? Australia 3. Your favorite place? Virginia Beach, VA 4. Your favorite object: cell phone 5. Your favorite food: taco salad 6.Your favorite animal: cat 7. Favorite color: pink 8.What town were you born in? clarksdale ms

Snoopy Bit Me Toe
I love my dog snoopy i really do thats why i have him for a few days so mam and dad can have some space (yeah right their takin my sister and her daughter to see our grandma for the day coz its her birthday and didnt know what to get her well she is 81 and what do u give someone who has every thing u take her great granddaughter to meet her thats what u do) so i have the snoopy till wednesday still tryin to work out how i get him for 4 days when they are only goin for the day but hay. where was i, i've gone off track ohhh yes the lovely snoopy just bit me toe coz i fell asleep on his bed (my sofa) and he bit me toe, i was asleep and he wasnt on the other end when i fell asleep so how was i to know i was goin to kick him in the head. any ideas i'm not a mind reader as the dog seems to think i am.

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There's a hole in the back of my head and insects are crawling in. You did this. Burrowed so deep into me. Despite my hatred for your ways you have become part of me. Entwined like host and parasite. Should I stay I'll surely die. Should you destroy me you'll have nothing left to feed upon. There's no use fighting myself. I am ashamed of the person you've helped me become. Made me into. I did this for you

For My Girls....its Ladies Night!!!!
There are alot of great ladies on Fubar, but I just had to show a lil love to some of the greatest in my Fu-World!!! I hope that you do the same!!! Here are some of the sexy ladies I know...and trust me, you'll want to know them too!!! THA OFFICIAL"MS.SWEET MOCHA"CLUB F.A.R "FUWIFEYTOBLACKOb1"@fubar Mz Chaos*R/L TiNMaN's Wifey☻ CLuB F.A.R ☺ DYLON's DIVAS*LEVELING LOVERS*@fubar ♥Mrs.Bubbles♥Asst. Chief 2nd Alarm Hotties@fubar berrysweetpink...Member Of Sister's 4 Life*@fubar hush.... seductively silent@fubar ♥Lady~Linaka@fubar (can u handle the truth )@fubar ♡STANG♡Blast's Fu Bad B!TCH♡OWNA OF CENTERFOLDS♡@fubar

Answer This For Me.
I really don't understand this anymore. How in the world, people can be so cruel. Yeah I'm a dude. Strong don't show much feelings towards anyone and shit. But fuck. Meet someone you really connnect with and then all of a sudden. It's like you was never there.

Cell Phones For Kids?
A few weeks ago my sister decided that my 8 year old niece (who lives with MY family) needs her own cell phone. I'm not sure if I've ever heard anything so ridiculous. Where do 8 year olds go with their own guardians or a responsible person to supervise them (who probably has thier own cell in case of an emergency!)? The only thing an 8 year old will do with a cell phone is run the minutes down -- especially since it's prepay. I've had prepay and it's insane. PLUS, my sister gave her a camera phone. Oh because she sees so many great things daily that must immediately be shared with others. Oh and that takes away those prepaid minutes. Brilliant. You gotta love those genius people who give a child a cell phone.

Music~l@@k
Tired Of Looking For That Rite Mixture Of Music Well You Just Found It! Never The Same Old Thing All The Time Everything From Oldies Up Till Today.Friendly People Good Music Good Conversation.Bring Drama In With You It Will Leave With You Quicker Then You Came In!! Music Provided By Jokers Wild & Snake Bite Radio So If Your Looking For A Place To Hang Out And Enjoy The Music And Chat Or Just Listen While You Work You Found It CLICK THE BANNER TO ENTER

Not Much Longer......
well everyone i go for the 32 week 3-D ultrasound tomorrow..and we are finding out the sex as long as the baby cooperates..lol..i will find out if it kills me...lol....thank you in advance to those who have been there and supported us throughout the whole pregnancy..and for all the well wishes and to all our well wishers...after that we dont have much longer to go until the delivery either..8 more weeks til the predicted delivery date...we will keep you all posted..

Youngstown
You know you're from Youngstown if... -You're more worried about the Brown's quarterback's health than your own. -Your high school football games draw more fans than most college games. -You design your Halloween costume to fit over a snowsuit. -You say you are from Y-town just to sound cool. -You actually thought the legal drinking age was 18, until you made a trip to the bars in Cleveland and they wouldn't let you in. -Your friends from out of town get scared when you go throught a red light, but you reassure them that it's scarier when you stop. -You find yourself randomly checking on your car while at bar. Who knows at what time you have to report it stolen. -You spend all your money at the bars, just so you won't have to give any to the guy that jumps you. -There are no speed limit signs, because speeding is the last thing on cops' minds. Unless of course you're in Poland. -When someone says their at a "Party on the Plaza" you know where to find them.

Even In The Darkest Of Times...
A light finds it's way into your life, and you are forever changed. Last night, while lying awake listening to my mother and her Asshole BF argue about his inability to treat her as she deserves, I felt like an 8-year-old again...crying alone in the dark trying to drown out the screaming in the next room. But in all the chaos, one beautiful thought crept inside, wiped away the tears, and calmed my soul...a thought of Him. I heard his voice telling me that I would be ok, that the storm will pass, and, no matter what, he is right there for me. So I got up & went outside into the rain, and let it wash away all the pain and sadness I had been holding in. Afterwards, I crawled beneath my covers and drifted to sleep, knowing that someone so very special and so very amazing was dreaming of me. Sometimes, when the world around you grows cold and dark, when you feel like you can't take anymore, when the desire to just give up is tearing at your soul, you find something true, something

Health Tip
Thursday, Jan. 24, 2008 Work Out and Drink Up By Sanjay Gupta, M.D. If you want to live a long and healthy life, you're probably trying to eat right, exercise regularly and get enough sleep. Good steps. Now how about adding a little alcohol to your regimen? That's right. It is well documented that tossing a few drinks back in a week (and that means a few: up to one a day for women, up to two for men) has potential heart benefits. But researchers in Denmark decided to look further. Could drinking alcohol have a benefit similar to that of exercise? "If you don't want to exercise too much," asks Dr. Morten Gronbaek, epidemiologist with Denmark's National Institute of Public Health, "can you trade it for one to two drinks per day and be fine?" A study Gronbaek and colleagues just published in the European Heart Journal suggests the answer just may be yes. That finding, not surprisingly, has proved to be a crowd-pleaser. There are a number of reasons a drink can be such a

Hello!
Would like to thank all my friends whos helped rate me last couple days. ! I only have 8000 some to go to level!! WOo hoo! Would also like to say howdy to all my friends. Any of you that have rated me.. I will rate you back! Hugs..nikki

Cold Hard Cash
Hello my precious ones, I'm trying to win my first ever contest here.I know we have all been thru the comment hum drums but i want to pay you for paying me a little attention. Here's the deal... I will give you $5000.00 in fu-buks for 100 comments then $1000.00 for each addirional 100 comments.I am honest to my word. So won't you be my huckleberry and help an old southern broad out?....lol Hugs and kisses, Heather Just click on my pic below and you will be magically transported thru the FUBAR time and space continuam and appear from no where on my contest page...lol (Hint:click the link)

Fubar And Myspace
Well, I'm new here, a friend told me I should check it out. They said it's different than myspace and it's for adults...Well, to be honest I am less than impressed, yeah some of the features are pretty fun or cool but for the most part it's just like myspace when it first started. Everyone was so damn obsessed with having the most friends and being the biggest myspace whore. I somewhat understand the theory behind the Fubucks thing but I still see alot of the same that was running rampant in the early myspace. I like to meet new people and "talk" with new people about things. Thats the point of a social networking site right? Then why is everyone here so damn focused on "please add/fan/comment me" lol, just like myspace. Like some sort of sick personal goal to be popular for once in their lives but little do they realize they are the biggest losers EVER. Guess my point here is, everyone needs to slow down, control their breathing and talk with some people. No I will not go comment on y

Pull Me Close
Thought this one was already in here guess it isn't. Pull me close... Lost and wandering in the dark Alone and searching for a start Don’t know how to begin to embark Upon the path to quiet my heart. Head bowed as I cross the empty street Closed eyes cause my feet to stumble I remind my heart it must beat Or else it is bound to crumble My mind filled with incoherent thoughts Thinking it is all going to be in vain Emotions only hurt have brought Down my eyes pour tears of pain So pull me close and hold me tight Stay in my arms throughout the night Don’t know what I hope to find Can’t say what will bring me peace Trying to open my eyes and not be blind Looking for a way to make the hurt cease Other’s confused with the same plight Familiar faces in twilight fade Fighting the urge to hide in fright To leave this life we have made So many souls don’t know where to go When they are so lost and hurting Everything seems to come so slow When ou

She's A Red Rose
She has the beauty that will make your heart miss a beat. Her smile alone makes anyone want to just kiss her shining pink lips. Her eyes can open your heart into another world that you never thought existed. I call her red because of her beautiful wavy red hair, and the way it blends in with her nice soft skin that will make your mouth water. Her red hair is so attractive it makes the word "red" compliment her. She's not my red, but I know wherever she goes there is always going to be somebody admiring her red beauty. She's not literally red, but that color alone tells everyone she has the beauty like a red rose.

My Journal At The Beginning
Note:This is a long read! It is but the first few months of a discovery called BDSM. This was many years ago. I hope you enjoy it. Journey of Eagle and deidredi A journal by Eagle These are my thoughts and memories of my journey into the world of BDSM. At this moment I do not know how far down this road I will travel. I do know that I must take this road and see what mysteries lay ahead. In this journey I know one thing is sure, I will have to stretch myself and extend my boundaries. I will have to learn a great many things about deidredi and myself. I will be forced to look into my own heart and desires and find what is real and what is fantasy. I am willing to do this on a regular basis for it will be through these self-evaluations that I will find myself. This journey actually started several years ago when I was in a marriage that left me stagnant. I learned some of this journey from the sidelines, always the voyeur but never allowed to participate. Was married to

Stupis Fuks!
Alright so once again I take awhile before I say anything on here and then ppl read it and either like it or dont. You know I went to Phoenix for a few days this week and well my good car got stolen so I had to take the crapper one, now mind you its not all that bad of a little ride but not the best either. Well I checked the oil/water and all that lovely crap and out the city I went. Well on my way there my car started to shimmy and shake and well BAM there went a tire....alright I am a cappable woman I can handle this....apparently not! So I get out of my car and I am on my hands and knees looking under it on the side of the freeway. Well I couldent see where the tire blew and it was still full of air and my exahust was in good state so I got back in and continued on my way....half a mile later the rattle starts again and well yeah by this time I knew that it had to be a tire... Off the road I go again and back on my hands and knees. Sure as shit the tred was peeling and well the

Saying Good-bye
Life is a maze it'll leave you in a daze Where one door opens another will close Always feeling the pain though it never seems to go away Crying out for help but not sure of what to say Play back the memories as if they were today People come and go your heart playing the part of the "revolving door" As the tears fall you know that you have lost it all Watching them leave is painful enough But saying good-bye that's always tough

Question #1
When were you most disappointed by a friend? I had to really think about this one. Mainly because it's almost a toss up for me. One one hand, I really hate being lied to. My friends mean the world to me, and when I am lied to, I feel betrayed... and the friendship is over (unless there is a damn good reason that I was lied to and it has been admitted and forgiven). On the other hand, there is a recent experience that comes to mind. I became friends with someone on-line. We emailed, messaged, and talked daily. We became close. And before you ask, yes, he was just a friend. We were there for eachother to talk to and bounce feelings and idea's off of. Then the day came where someone else accused us of cheating. Because I'm married and he is single. The opinion was that married and single do not mix and have no business talking, texting, or basically having anything to do with eachother. Ususally, I could care less about what other people think of me. I know who I am and am happy w

L@@k~here~
Family rules for joining the spirit levelers! >Don't join this family because you are in a contest >You cannot enter any contest for 30 day's after joining because of previous scheduled events. > You can't belong to any other bombing family can not be disrespectful to any family member ,treat them as you would want to be treated > You "MUST" have a salute and be a level 5 or higher,Be respectful to all other members,help all members when they are in contest or give aways,when you reach about 20.000 we will put you in a leveling pimp out so that everyone will come and blow your page up and level you fast!We are a "DRAMA FREE" family anyone found causing Drama will be removed at once "NO QUESTIONS ASKED" we will not put up with it!We ask that you repost our bulletins and check the home page daily for new blog postings,we are a bombing family as well so when asked to help out with some comments in a contest or give away please do so!So if you would like to join go to Spirit Levele

Valentines Auction Rules
Ok here is some rules for the bidders: 1. All persons wanting to bid on this auction must be a member of Club Erotic and this page to your friends for you to have access to the auction folder. 2. There is to be no drama of any kind, if you start drama you will be blocked and your bid will be revoked. 3. Comment box is for bids only... 4. Bids will only be accepted as fubucks. HHs, blasts, tickers ect will not be counted 5. This auction will start on 01/27/08 at 10pm est till valentines day 02/14/08 at 9pm est and the winners will be anounced at 10pm est. U must be in Club Erotic to cliam your prize but if your absent then next highest bidder will be determind the winner, and you will hold them for one month if you win. 6. All member that are in the auction has the right to refuse any bid for any reason, so if you dont like that well tuff. 7. Once auction is closed and the winners are announced all payments must be made threw the Club Erotic page and they will be di

My View On Pot/420/marijuana...
This is my opinion... If you don't like it? I don't care! Some people who smoke pot are apparently so proud of that fact, that they announce it to the world. The only thing you are, in fact, announcing is the fact that you are proud to be a dumbass. Granted, there are some people who smoke pot on a regular basis that have decent jobs above the McDonalds level. But, look on the streets on any given day and you will find that most of the potheads that smoke every day are lazy son-of-a-bitches who refuse to take any responsibility for anything. I don't care who you are, or what scientific study you try to push in front of my face, the fact remains that I will always believe that marijuana ruins lives and families. And God forbid should you be driving while under the influence and kill some little child because you're reflexes were impaired. [Added 2/24/08] I also forgot to mention, that for all you dickheads who say it's safe because it's natural??? 1 joint is AS CANCE

What And Why This Is A Blog...
So, I got this book recently called "How Far Would You Go?" written by Evelyn McFarlane & James Saywell (the authors of the "If" books). I'm taking below directly from the book: There are 500 thought-provoking questions. These questions can help us discover more about ourselves, our friends, and our family members. I decided to start posting blogs taking a question from the book and posting my answers. If these questions and answers help you learn more about me, as a friend or family member, all the better. I am looking to learn more about me... What are my limits & how far will I go? Any comments that you feel like leaving (good, bad, or indifferent) are more then welcome. If you have a comment and don't want to post it on my blog, feel free to send me a message. Enjoy All!

My Trip
well..... My trip to Ohio was truly amazing..... I met the woman i love.. the woman who I want to be with for the rest of my life Hannah. I cannot begin to say how much just seeing her at the airport to pick me up meant to me. I was able to hold her in my arms and hug her and tell her i love her for the first time face to face. The ride back to her town and just being able to hold her hand and snuggle close to her.... to kiss her... to look into her green eyes and lose myself.... it was just incredible... I get asked how we can spend our time on the computer and so much on time on the phone and what we could possibly be talking about. We talk about anything and everything. We are each others best friend and soulmate. We have been honest from the beginning and we enjoyed each others company... touch.... a simple kiss..... hugging.... dancing in the hotel room..... falling asleep and waking up together.... kissing in the bathroom for a few hours.... taking pictures

Chaos Of The Heart
I'm dating a girl I met at work. We've been going out since dec. 6, 07. Everything was perfect until she went to jail on Friday. It's the worst feeling I've ever had and back in 04 I spent 35dys in jail myself but this feels different, it feels like I'm being pulled apart. I won't know what is going on til the 13th of Feb. If you have any idea what Im going through let me know or if you have chaos of the heart tel me

Tortured Soul
Tortured Soul By Debbie J Brashears As these walls close in I am reminded of all my sin. This one and that one so close together. It seems the memory lasts forever. As I take one more drink I can't help but stop to think. One more sin has not been forgiven. Oh, how can I keep on living?! The thoughts run through me like thin wine.. Oh how good it feels - like Heaven devine! The end is creeping up so near As I hold this glass tighter - I do not fear. As I look to the Heavens above I beg for his mercy and everlasting love. As I fall straight to my knees I cry and beg, God Almighty PLEASE! Save my soul from the pittyless sand That falls in the hour glass you hold in your hand. Spare me my lashes and correct me. Open my eyes and let me see. My sorrow and sin I have caused onto others. Like that of my sisters and brothers. Help me change that which I did wrong So my life could be prolonged Please de

New Family Member Rules
So you want to join the family... Below is the rules we live and breathe... PLEASE READ CAREFULLY! 1) NO DRAMA WILL BE TOLERATED!!..We will not put up with any drama from anyone. There will be no exceptions to this rule! You disregard this rule and you will be dismissed from my family! Act your age, if u cant then please do not waste our time! 2) No one but upper management will be allowed to blog about Leveling..unless you have been given the ok to do so. This will only be to minimize confusion in the family! If you have a candidate you would like to level let one of our

To Inform The Men What I Want.......!
Have you ever experienced a mind fuck that has absolutely blown you away, then the body followed? Do you know what it feels like to be fucked into submission? Well let me tell you what I'm looking for... I'm looking for a brother that can hang. I'm tired of these sorry as men who don't have no follow through and follow up. I'm dangerous and I know it. I sometimes unyielding and unsympathetic to sorry ass men with excuses. The art of being with me is being able to handle me in every aspect. I need a man with strong oral skills. Suck my clit until I cry (well not really), fuck me until my body goes limp. See this isn't about your pleasure. It's all about mine. To hell with you. I'm only being honest. Please be in the Monroe, LA area. Black men ONLY. I'm strictly for the brothers. NO sorry men or anything between. Oh and if you trying to have a 3-some don't do it. Your girl/wife will call me daddy when it's all said and done. Peace~~

You Can't Break Me!!!!!
you know since i have been on this site.... I have been called...a pervery, dick, asshole, jerk, bastard, I have been threaten about stuff I do..... So if you are into mind games, playing with emotions, BS, just using someone then move on and find someone else. I am not here for all the drama and BS. JUst here for the riends and laughs and such thats all nothing more. But if it does go farther then more power to it. I would like a relationship and even marriage if i found the right woman. But for now i am just going to share a laugh and flirt and just enjoy life one day at a time. I have been to HELL and back so I am not easy to be taken into these mind games and such. All you are doing is just making an "ASS" out of yourself I really don't care if you block me, don't like me, you can be my friend and I am on here just to have fun just like everyone else and to make new FRIENDS....So if you want to me my friend then more power to you. I don't treat anyone better then th

Where The Hot Only Get Hotter
Tonight in Club Poison If you want Eroticism Club Poison can fulfill all your fantasies. click on the pic and join this hot erotic lounge. Come on what are you waiting for? Sexy women, sexy men and erotic talk what more could you want in a lounge?

Life
Amongst the fields of green the knowledge of the ages gathers quietly Tread softly amongst the great canopy for we are here Along the winding river, beneath the fallen trees. I am all around you though you refuse to see Your cables of metal scar my flesh Your garbage pollutes the very water which brought you life While to you surround yourself in death and steel New life is born from that which has long since died. The circle of life stands strong For within this circle death is not the end but only another beginning. Nixy

Nowhere In Life....
Coming from an internet Dj that hurts. DJ Tink Bottom to top,you know the routine.She shouted than blocked me.I didnt get my last werd in...:( ♥ÐJ ...: always the guy who has to have last word and b right haha no where in life have a great one ♥ÐJ ...: wow u reall are a dick ->Mr.Potatoe...: im sorry you came to me without saying hello,if you had things would have been different ->Mr.Potatoe...: not insults,truths.you came to me with no manners,I responded.End of story.If you want an insult I will give you one.I think internet Djs are funny if you dont get that it is b/c you arent a real dj. ♥ÐJ ...: yes and i apologized ad u wont let it drop and sling insults ->Mr.Potatoe...: im not shouting you.I am responding.I didnt contact you ,you contacted me.Cheers ♥ÐJ ...: umm yes i do and u wont let it drop u need to grow up ->Mr.Potatoe...: If you would have said hello,I would have told you the same thing I tell anyone,Thank you but no thank

I Need Drinks And Gifts!
What is going on? I have been gone and I am ready to drink. and meet some new friends. I am in Indiana and I am tired of all of this cold weather. I want to go to Flordia, where it is warm. can anyone help me

Footprints
One night i had a dream. I was walking along the beach with the lord, and across the skies flashed scenes from my life. In each scene i noticed two sets of footprints in the sand. One was mine, and one was the lord's. When the last scene of my life appeared before me, I looked back at the footprints in the sand, and to my suprise that at many times along the path of my life there was only one set of footprints. And i noticed that it was at the lowest saddest times of my life. I asked the lord about it. "lord, you said that once i decided to follow you, you would walk with me all the way. But i notice that during the most troublesome times in my life there is only one set of footprints. I dont understand why you left my side when i needed you the most. The lord replied, "My precious child, I love you and would never leave you. During your times of trial and suffering, where you see only one set of footprints, i was carrying you."

More New Fu-angels
ARE THERE ANY ANGELS OUT THERE... HIT ME HEART OF FIRE UP AND THEN FAN, ADD AND RATE THESE ANGEL'S TO BECOME ONE OF THEM. LET'S KEEP IT GOING SO WE CAN ALL GET GOOD FRIENDS.... ALSO, NO YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE NO GODFATHER OR BE PAST A CERTAIN LEVAL TO BE AND ANGEL. THIS IS JUST TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS... REMEMBER TO FAN ADD AND RATE ME AS WELL LOL!!! ADDING THE NAME TO YOUR’S IS OPTIONAL!!! "Heart of Fire"~Co of E.D.F.B.~ Club FAR~ I customize pic's!!! ~?PH3NOM3N@L UNBR3@K@BL3 M3?~ CaSpEr...W.C. M.(under boss purdyfam) NO FAKE PEOPLE PLEASE!!!!I WILL BLOCK YOU’RE A** ~*Deliciously Evil*~ **Member of I.B.N** ******JUICY DEE****** Angel Eyes Club F.A.R MEMBER Special R Kay Brown Eyed Beauty~Club F.A.R. Member and Proud Official Greeter of Club F.A.R.~ ?Thyckie Thyck? Club FAR ? Baby-Gurl *FU wife to Cuppycake* ~FU- Bombers Family Manager/promotor~

Like It Says.....
Maybe this oughta be in drnken ramblings since the only time I'll do this is when I'm sittin' here drunk with the headphones on listenin' to music at aurally suicidal volume. Steve Earle Well my name's John Lee Pettimore Same as my daddy and his daddy before You hardly ever saw Grandaddy down here He only came to town about twice a year He'd buy a hundred pounds of yeast and some copper line Everybody knew that he made moonshine Now the revenue man wanted Grandaddy bad He headed up the holler with everything he had It's before my time but I've been told He never came back from Copperhead Road Now Daddy ran the whiskey in a big block Dodge Bought it at an auction at the Mason's Lodge Johnson County Sheriff painted on the side Just shot a coat of primer then he looked inside Well him and my uncle tore that engine down I still remember that rumblin' sound Well the sheriff came around in the middle of the night Heard mama cryin', knew something wasn'

None 1
I stand here cold and tired with the warmth of my bed still fresh in my mind. My eyes straight ahead, arms down to my side, feet together at a 45 degree angle, and my back rigid. My fingers are freezing in my gloves and my body shivering under the digital camo cloth that is my uniform. The sky is black with dawn soon to come; the street I stand on wet from constant drizzle. As I stand here cold and wet, time passes. Seconds like minutes; minutes like hours. The sky changes colors before my eyes; violet to navy, navy to light purple and so on a rainbow until the sun is bright on the horizon. The sky a flaming sherburt of pinks and oranges. "ATTEN-TION," Sergeant First Class Rodriguez announces like a command; a certain snap to his voice that comes only from the rigorous training that which is Drill Sergeant training.

Soon To Arrive
A little while back I was contacted by a company requesting to add my poem Conversation with an Angel to a collection they were putting together. Very shortly it should arrive. What a beautiful thing to share with my children and grandchildren~ soft smile

So..
I wanted to game Friday and Saturday nights but that kinda got chopped and screwed. I was horribly irritated and not because of the reason everyone thinks, it’s because of the disrespect of asking someone about gaming for 2 weeks straight and then when we get ready to game NO ONE was into it. Everyone was into something else. Ok so I’m pissed within the first five minutes of gaming. My boyfriend and I were completely clueless; we were there to have fun and to game. Well we’re sitting there and one of my “best friend” is talking about a dream she had about 5 guys and 3 girls, one of the guys happened to be my boyfriend, nothing to do with me, and had his x in it. Well we are gaming, get going about 5 minutes, I run to the restroom come out and my bf’s x is there. So I get pissed. We tried to finish gaming, but everyone’s attention was on her and this dream my “best friend” had. Reason I say “best friend” the way I am is because she was the one that invited her over. My boyfriend and I b

Help Wanted
Will you PLEASE help me? I am in a contest and I will win a 3 DAY BLAST if I can get only 3000 picture comments by Friday. Would you PLEASE go to my link and bomb my picture for maybe 5 minutes or so??? Every little bit counts and as my friend I feel like I can count on your help. THANK YOU SO VERY MUCH!!!! Tee YOU MUST ADD STEPHANIE AS A FRIEND FIRST Then… Comment on my pic below…

I Am Me: The Psychic, Medium, Healer, Empath And Animal Communicator.
My earliest memory from this lifetime is of me sitting on the floor as a baby. I was not even one years old. My mom rolled a ball to me. I stared off into space. I always stared off into space, so she says. I know I did, because I was always in tune with the spirit world. Things I remember from back then vary. The living room carpet was brown and easy to hide stains on. We had a lot of brown decor. I remember that. I guess that's why I don't like brown so much anymore. I saw a lady with red hair appear at the top of the stairs. I could see a light around her. It was just my mom and I at home. The lady looked at me and she smiled. I knew her in my heart. I recognized her. I don't remember now who she was exactly to me, but I know we knew eachother. My mom looked at me and had this look on her face wondering why I wasn't paying attention to the ball. I'll never forget it because she still makes that face at me, but now... knowing what's really going on when I stare off into space, she sm

Better?
sooo...myspace is now open, fubar is now blocked...is that better? so glad that's now public knowledge (btw, notice anything missing there? and yes, i promote the other one, because i LOVE vince)...i love ignore and block. try spending the last 2 years of your life not being able to live. not being able to do what most people your age are doing. being the adult before you had the chance to grow up. watching people you love go downhill and not being able to pull them back...then taking the blame for what they've done because you don't want others to think badly of them. then you break out, you reclaim your own existence, you take back a small piece of what you gave away. even if it's for 1 week with the most amazing people in your life. even if it's taking an unbirthday trip because you never got the real thing. even if it's trying to branch out beyond what you swear you know. even if it's meeting a couple cool people you might never get to see...and telling the rest t

Poem: Its You!
I appreciate all whom are so loyal. I never forget your face,... Once youve shown it so often on my page. I adore you greatly & when the time comes. I will do all that I can to be as loyal as you have been to me, even if its just once. Your loyality means more to me then anything. So little of it seen anymore. So for that, its you I adore. Thats the only fu-scene here thats truly fun anymore. Well accept for some of the Mumms when they arent being dominated by ignorance or poor me boo-hoo, whores of some level. Though the rights of humanity seems to be a constant battle here on this site. Seems those things dont matter here. Let alone whats wrong or right. So its you I truly adore,... for all the love & loyalty you show me & so much more. So when I decide to show the activist in me. I can only hope,... that you fallow my lead out this door. & fallow me & Other's where your rights arent ignored.

Jail Time
On Monday, January 14, 2008, I was arrested for domestic violence against my soon-to-be- ex husband, as well as a felony tampering with a 911 call...well here's the real story: I get home after having an argument with my fiancee, and we were gonna go in the room and talk about our fight. I had told my ex (Kevin) to stay out of it b/c he always likes to get the middle of things. He refused and started up, and of course I started yelling at him. My girlfriend had been calling my phone but I couldnt answer it bc it was just about dead. So Kevin takes my phone from the table behind me and I tried to get it back from him. We ended up wrestling for the phone bc I was going to go in my room and charge the phone so i could call my gf back. He knew the phone was dead, he NEVER specified tht he was going to dial 911, AND he NEVER attempted to DIAL 911...so I dont see how the charge is gonna stick...anyways we continued to fight and i was hitting him tryhing to get him off of me...then when Da

My Kama Sutra Position
Your Kama Sutra Position is The Whale and PufferFish This position is crazy and will allow both parties to climax very quickly. To start off this position, the woman will lie down on the bed, with her head on a pillow. Then she will raise her hips and taking her weights on her shoulders and neck. The man will then kneel down in front of her . He will use both his hands to hold her buttock for support and control the movement. The woman every five seconds blows air into her cheeks and lets the spikes protrude from her back. She has become feral. At this point, the whale must calm and soothe the fearful and powerful pufferfish. The whale bellows deeply as the pufferfish slowly releases air through her nose valve...while slowly removing the last of their clothes. Then they do it donkey style; the point when the whale and pufferfish become one in congress.

Be An Angel
Be An Angel Reach for the stars Keep your halo polished Share your favorite things with others Plant a garden for the butterflies Say something nice to someone everyday Be patient with those who don't fly as fast as you do Talk to the plants to help them grow Always tell the truth Think good thoughts Sprinkle a little startdust wherever you go

Underneath It All
What's underneath it all,this persona that we lay What's underneath the shadows and the games that people play, What lays beneath the skin, lower than the mind, Your eye's are the window to Loves most inner side. The heart holds many treasures, some spoken and then some not. The heart holds all the wonders each one of us have got. What's underneath the work we do or the places that we go, What lies within this person made of body, mind and soul... What lays beneath the covers when we lay down to sleep, What hides under the clothes we wear as we sit down to eat? Whats underneath it all are we real or are we fake, where we choose to go from here is only ours to make. So as you sit and ponder what it is thats on my mind. I leave you with this question that can only be answered in time, Listen very carefully answer none to quick, For your answer holds a key you see for if you start to fall, My question is so simple, Whats underneath it all??????

In Memory Of A Fallen Heroine,christa Burchett
Everyone in this area have had heavy hearts this weekend as one of our locals,Christa Burchett,will be laid to rest today. So heavy has this been on my mind. I think about what happened...what went thru her mind as this all took place...what about the precious child that she loved so very much...what will she do without her Momma,her best friend. I also think of our nephew,Jeremy. This has been so hard to decipher...He was supposed to work that day,but he & Amy did not have a babysitter for Austin,their infant son,who is also a step brother to Jer's other son,"Big C" as I shall call him. Christa worked that day instead of Jer. He was in shock when the news reached him..."WHY WASN'T IT ME? THAT SHOULD HAVE BEEN ME!!!" Angered,saddened,struck with every emotion swirling inside.....What is one to think about this? IT COULD have been Jer. It WAS Christa. It does make one wonder "what if"...I would never in any way wish anything at all like this from one person to another..NEVER,because I h

3 Choices
A moral/ethical dilemma You are driving down the road in your car on a wild, stormy night, when you pass by a bus stop and you see three people waiting for the bus: 1. An old lady who looks as if she is about to die. 2. An old friend who once saved your life. 3 The perfect partner you have been dreaming about. Which one would you choose to offer a ride to, knowing that there could only be one passenger in your car? Think before you continue reading. This is a moral/ethical dilemma that was once actually used as part of a job application. You could pick up the old lady because she is injured and will die, and thus you should save her first. Or you could take the old friend because he once saved your life, and this would be the perfect chance to pay him back. However, you may never be able to find your perfect mate again. The candidate who was hired (out of 200 applicants) had no trouble coming up with his answer. He simply an

Hello! Boofus Reporting!
My day was full of fun. My mum played with me. I played with grandmum's feet and I got a free ride on a blanket! I got to take a few naps. I also got a cool new toy! It's a squeaky newspaper with "The Daily Growl" on it! I love it. Well I better go and play with my new toy.

Dinner
During one of her daily classes a teacher trying to teach good manners, asked her students the following question: "Michael, if you were on a date having dinner with a nice young lady, how would you tell her that you have to go to the bathroom?" Michael said, "Just a minute I have to go pee." The teacher responded by saying, "That would be rude and impolite." What about you Peter, how would you say it?" Peter said, "I am sorry, but I really need to go to the bathroom. I'll be right back." "That's better, but it's still not very nice to say the word bathroom at the dinner table. And you, little Johnny, can you use your brain for once and show us your good manners?" I would say: "Darling, may I please be excused for a moment? I have to shake hands with a very dear friend of mine, whom I hope you'll get to meet after dinner." The teacher fainted.

12 Types Of Women
12 TYPES OF WOMEN Current mood: sassy Category: Romance and Relationships Ladies: What type of woman are you Fellas: What type of woman do you have 1. Ms. Gold-Digger Advantages a. You have someone to manage your money. b. She always looks good. c. She makes your other niggas jealous. d. She makes you look good. Disadvantages a. When you get broke she'll be gone and take what you have left. b. She makes sure she has a child by you to sue you for child support. c. Once your nigga comes up she'll be on his arm the next day. ********************************************* ******************* 2. Ms. Freak (secret lover) Advantages a. She knows all the right positions. b. She'll try everything more than once. c. You're never unsatisfied. d. She'll do all the things your girl won't do. e. She doesn't mind being your freak, as long as she catches one too. Disadvantages a. Eventually, because she's a female, she'll end up catching feelings. b. S

Photo On The Nite Stand
After a long night of making love, the guy notices a photo of another man, on the woman's nightstand by the bed. He begins to worry. "Is this your husband?" he nervously asks. "No, silly," she replies, snuggling up to him. "Your boyfriend, then?" he continues. "No, not at all," she says, nibbling away at his ear. "Is it your dad or your brother?" he inquires, hoping to be reassured. "No, no, no! You are so hot when you're jealous!" she answers. "Well, who in the hell is he, then?" he demands. She whispers in his ear "That's me before the surgery."

New Auction
Who wants to be Fu-Owned?! Come let me Auction you off!!! I need at least 5 woman and 5 men to Auction off. How To Enter: The Auction will be Feb 1, 2008 - Feb 8, 2008. If you would like to enter th Auction, Fupal me the 5,000 fubucks and then Private mail me your information including what you will offer the winner and a pic (no animations please). The Rules.... 1) Must have a salute to bid unless otherwise stated, if it's ok with the person being bidded on that you dont have a salute it will be noted on their picture. Must have a salute to Enter the Auction. 2) Please no drama! If the drama is with a bidder you will be blocked, and if it's with someone in the auction they will be removed. Warning, there will be no name-calling. This is for FUN!! So, let's have fun!!! 3) The bidding will start at 50,000 fubucks. Other Items are totally acceptable as bids and please feel free to be as creative as you want to be when bidding. *NOTE: bids including Tickers,

Questions
First Question: You are participating in a race. You overtake the second person. What position are you in? Answer: If you answered that you are first, then you are absolutely wrong! If you overtake the second person and you take his place, you are second! Try not to screw up next time. Now answer the second question, but don't take as much time as you took for the first question, OK ? Second Question: If you overtake the last person, then you are...? Answer: If you answered that you are second to last, then you are wrong again. Tell me, how can you overtake the LAST Person? You're not very good at this, are you? Third Question: Very tricky arithmetic! Note: This must be done in your head only Do NOT use paper and pencil or a calculator. Try it. Take 1000 and add 40 to it. Now add another 1000

Ponder
Thoughts to Ponder for 2008 Number 10 Life is sexually transmitted. Number 9 Good health is merely the slowestpossible rate at which one can die. Number 8 Men have two emotions: Hungry and Horny, if you see him without an erection, make him a sandwich . Number 7 Give a person a fish and you feed them for a day, teach a person to use the internet and they won't bother you for weeks. Number 6 Some people are like a Slinky. Not really good for anything, but you still can't help but smile when you shove them down the stairs. Number 5 Health nuts are going to feel stupid someday, lying in hospitals dying of nothing. Number 4 All of us could take a lesson from the weather. It pays no attention to Criticism or Forcast. Number 3 Why does a slight tax increase cost you $200.00 and a substantial tax cut saves you $30.00? Number 2 In the 60's,people took acid to make the world weird. Now the world is Weird and people t

Feeling Entrepreneurial
en·tre·pre·neur /ˌɑntrəprəˈnɜr, -ˈnʊər; Fr. ɑ̃trəprəˈnɶr/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[ahn-truh-pruh-nur, -noor; Fr. ahn-truh-pruh-nɶr] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation noun, plural -neurs /-ˈnɜrz, -ˈnʊərz; Fr. -ˈnɶr/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[-nurz, -noorz; Fr. -nɶr] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation, verb –noun 1. a person who organizes and manages any enterprise, esp. a business, usually with considerable initiative and risk. 2. an employer of productive labor; contractor. –verb (used with object) 3. to deal with or initiate as an entrepreneur. –verb (used without object) 4. to act as an entrepreneur.

Sub Drop
SubDrop. D/s is all encompassing in the sense that its not just about scenes, and highs, and fun, and pain, and control, and all the exciting things we do. Its about real people, and their needs, and wants. The intense activities that are part of a D/s or BDSM relationship do sometimes have their downsides as well. This article will deal with one of those downsides. Sub Drop. After all the emotional highs of the elevation of a submissive into subspace, the return to normality can have a profound effect on both Dominant and submissive. Each in their own way has reached a level rarely achieved in daily life, and which, very often, neither is prepared for. Sub drop; the coming down, the return to normality, can happen quickly, or slowly. It can be a nice experience, or a bad one. And the effects, good or bad, can last almost no time at all, or they can go on for hours, even days. As a Dominant, the care of my submissive is paramount, and I am a great believer that I should never

Beginings
Two hearts rise and swoon, Like the tides controlled by the moon, Love and laughter rises, As the new day blooms, Hearts gathered around to meet, As if for the first time they truly beat, Soulmates for some and lovers for others, Love lost and found anew, Just like the springtime blooms, Relationships start a new begining.

Everyone Who Helped Me Out In The Fubucks Contest I Was In Please Read This :d
i can't even find all the words to thank all of you guys and gals that helped me (if it wouldn't have been for all of you ,i still would have been bombing my pic all by myself for months to come lol i just want you to know that YOU GUYS ROCK and i really appreciate all of your support of me and if you ever need help and i can do it i will ,just ask .again ty all so much for pulling together and helping me win :D if you want as a way of saying thanks i can make you a forehead salute (personalized with your name on it ) just ask me :D

For My Frends And Haters
IF MY BLOGS AFEND YOU DONT READ THEM I DONT PASS JUGEMENT ON ANY ONE PLUS I RESEUSH WHAT I CAN BE4 POSTING AND MOST OF IT THERE 100S LINKS ON GOOGLES SO DONT BE A HATER JUST DONT LOOK IF YOU DONT LIKE AND BLOCKING IS BIT CHILDISH I GOT TO SAY

Wanna Be Fu-owned??
Hello, everyone, my good friend Mynda is hosting her first auction and needs people to join. If you or anyone you may know would like to join please contact her. All the info is below and thanks for looking! > > > > HEY FUBAR! > I am having my first auction!!! > Just send me a message with the pic you want to enter with and a list of what you > are willing to offer the person who buys you! I will put the offer onto the photo for > you! > PLUS! I will give 100,000 FuBucks to the person with the most points (Comments will > be worth 1 and Rates worth 5)!!! > > Also, Hard cash, VIPs, Blasts, and Happy Hours override FuBuck Bids. > Opening bids start at 5,000 FuBucks > > Anyone may join at any time during the auction! > > You may bid on yourself and people may combine bids with someone else to bid on you > as 1 bid. Meaning.. 2 or more people may own you. > > All Bids require approval from the person being auctioned. > > Any and ALL rude comments

Wisdom From A Child.
Naaman was an old important man in the town where he lived. He was a high-ranking officer in a big army. A little girl from Israel was a servant in Naaman's house. She was a servant for his wife.The little girl was worried about Naaman. He had become sick with a very bad skin desease,called leprosy.People who had leprosy were not allowed to live around other people.The little girl knew that God could heal her master.But he did not beieved in God.The brave little girl told him that he should go to see Elisha.She knew that the man of God could help Naaman get well.Naaman did go see Elisha.He wanted to be well! Elisha told him to go to the Jordan River."Wash seven times in the water,"he said.Naaman thought that was silly.He thought Elisha should just wave his had and make him well.Naaman started to go home.But his servent begged him to do what Elisha said. "He is not asking you to do something hard," the servent said."At least try it."Naaman listened to his servent.Naaman walked into the

A Brief Outburst
To be quite honest, I've had enough. It seems like every little thing I can be happy about turns against me. -I meet a beautiful girl, and make plans to see her, so she leaves. -I get a badass job, and get laid off a month later. -I meet another girl, and this time it only takes 15 minutes to see her, but something always comes up. -I get another job, and the company starts to fuck me in the ass for overtie and diving pay...? WHERE DOES IT END??? Seriously, I can't do much about my fu-wife committing fuicide, but now she wants to involve herself in my life again. WTF? I was ready to ship out to Boston just to meet her, and she does this disappearing act. Doesn't answer her phone, reply to emails, nothing. Now she's texting me every other day, saying "Baby, I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you..." ... BULLSHIT!!! If you had any idea what goes through the mind of a person being ignored for no reason, you know how much it hurts them, and to do it is intentional! Fuck th

Love Is Never Enough
To simply say that I love you could never be enough, you have opened my heart, you have showered me with your love and kisses and have from the very start. each and everyday I awake to see your smiling face, as you lean down to kiss me each morning, and say I love you. you have taken this heart that was so lost and filled it with a feeling that is so right and true. if a person can be planted into another's soul, then i just wish to say that you have reached that goal. no one ever thought we would last my love but look at us now, how perfect we are. our names should be remembered among the stars. I love you more with every passing day, this great love of ours is here to stay. so happy valentines day you dear sweet man, and always remember no one could ever love me quite like you can.

Hahahahaa
A WOMAN'S POEM: Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man, who's not a creep, One who's handsome, smart and strong. One who loves to listen long, One who thinks before he speaks, One who'll call, not wait for weeks. I pray he's gainfully employed, When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door. Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind, Knows what to answer to "how big is my behind?" I pray that this man will love me to no end, And always be my very best friend. A MAN'S POEM: I pray for a deaf-mute gymnast nymphomaniac, with nice boobs and long legs, who owns a night club on the beach, and loves to send me fishing and partying. This doesn't rhyme and I don't give a shit.

Man Of My Dreams
The love of the right man is what I seek, Until i find him my heart can never sleep Gods greatest creation, as beautiful as rumbling streams it is the man of my dreams. He will have the greatest heart and soul, with a love so warm i will have no need for fire or coal and and when i found this one i LOVE i will see many white doves. The wind will whistle and the heavens will part that is when i will open my heart, For he will be an angel to me through his eye's my love i'll see.I pray to the heavens above to be bringing true love and happiness to thee, Oh Lord I thank you for bring Mathew Durham to me...

Last Chance .....
Tomorrow ending at 7am EST the auction will close and your chance for bidding will also.. If you want to bid click the link below.. Thank you to all that have bid *muah* Get this widget | Track details | eSnips Social DNA

January 27, 2008
Days like today remind me of why I tried to kill myself many times. Today was a nice slightly warm day. I was surrounded by my family and friends were texting me and calling on my cellphone. I should of been happy to have all of this going for me today. Yet, all I feel is sadness and doom. I wonder why I even bother to try to be happy when all I get is pain and misery. I have completely given myself over to someone when they themselves have stopped giving me any of their time. Why do I try? Why does the thought of him spending his time with others hurt me so? He makes me feel special when he does call but that is so rare now that I feel like if I call him I am only in his way.... Maybe this is what I am supposed to feel like for the rest of my life. I don't think I am allowed to be happy anymore if that is the case then I will be that forever. I am sorry most of you have to read this to see how much I pretend to be what everyone wants to see. I pretend to be happy and care-free whi

Update - Jan. 27
This is taken from Lilli's CarePage Mommy called and checked on me today and so far I have had NO spells. They adjusted my feeding tube and that might help with my reflux.I am eating 7cc a hour over 4 hours, then they let my tummy rest for two hours. So far that is good because I have no residual food left in my tummy. I am 3 lbs 11 oz. and just sitting here waiting on mommy. The nurse said she had been getting bad migraines( what are those?) so that is why she couldn't come yesterday. I sure miss her when she isn't here! The new cranial scan will be read on tuesday or wednesday and they will check my caffiene levels on tuesday they might need to adjust that because I am growing so fast. Yesterday was my birthday and mommy said she has a surprise for me. I think I like the present thing.I hope my daddy comes today too, I miss him but mommy says he works alot so she can take care of all of us. I am lucky to have a brother and sisters. Some of the babies in here don't have any and I t

My Mommy The Dancer
> One day a fourth-grade teacher asked the children what their mothers did > for a living. > > > > All the typical answers came up -- teacher, nurse, businesswoman, > saleswoman, doctor, lawyer, and so forth. > > > > However, little Justin was being uncharacteristically quiet, so when the > teacher prodded him about his mother, he replied, 'Well my mother's an > exotic dancer in a cabaret and takes off all her clothes in front of men > and they put money in her underwear. Sometimes, if the offer is really > good, she will go home with some guy and stay with him all night for > money.' > > > > The teacher, obviously shaken by this statement, hurriedly set the other > children to work on some exercises and then took little Justin aside to > ask him, 'Is that really true about your mother?' 'No,' the boy said, > 'She works for the Democratic National Committee and is helping to get > Hillary Clinton to be our next President, but I was too embarrassed to >

Lonely Hearts
Lonely hearts forgotten, Like dreams never to come, Pain and misery is all they see, Growing cold while longing for warmth, Awaiting to burn with desire, Wishing someone could light the fire, Love is needed to bring these hearts to life, A love to last forever, To hold them through the night, Full of love these hearts are true, All they need is someone to love them too, Wishing upon wishes to fulfill your dreams, These lonely hearts search for life.

Update - Jan. 26
This is from Lilli's CarePage Good Morning everyone, I am sorry I haven't updated in a few days alot has been going on. I gained all the way to 3lbs 10oz.! I ended up needing another blood transfusion and then the Dr gave me some medicine because I was swelling on my face and feet. Probably all over but mommy was concerned about what she could see. So anyway I lost some fluid weight I am actually 3lbs. 8 1/2 oz. I am eating 16 cc over 4 hours then I eat again in 6 hours. It seems to help my tummy. Through all this mommy got another call from the Dr.(she gets scared every time they call her she said) But this time it was good news!!!! It seems that my last cranial ultrasound showed that the ventricals in my brain were decreasing in size and the blood clot is also decreasing. There is no new evidence that the bleed is getting bigger so the neurologist thinks it has stopped and that part is on a upward turn! But I am having more spells again right after my transfusion I didn't hardly

Intentional Human Suffering
Perhaps one day we shall know the truth about being, and being alive on planet earth, whether life on every living planet is as messed-up as it is here. Earth’s problems must be unique, as they are of man’s own creation, man-made disasters caused by ambitious men who are allowed to rise to the top, where they dominate us for self-gain. We allow our leaders to take the positions of power that they desire, instead of actually choosing who shall lead us. Humans tend to submit to those who claim authority, since it is easier to believe in symbols of power, than it is to personally submit to the tedium of the reasoning process. As a people, we tend to follow the natural order of things along the path of least resistance. By taking the easy way out, we give our blessing to the law of the jungle. It is natural for societies to become dominated by powerful elites, who gain control of the inner workings of government and commerce, in order to bend them both to their will. “Meritocracy” and o

The Water Bowl
The water bowl A man and his dog were walking along a road. The man was enjoying the scenery, when it suddenly occurred to him that he was dead. He remembered dying, and that the dog walking beside him had been dead for years. He wondered where the road was leading them. After a while, they came to a high, white stone wall along one side of the road. It looked like fine marble. At the top of a long hill, it was broken by a tall arch that glowed in the sunlight. When he was standing before it he saw a magnificent gate in the arch that looked like mother-of-pearl, and the street that led to the gate looked like pure gold. He and the dog walked toward the gate, and as he got closer, he saw a man at a desk to one side. When he was close enough, he called out, "Excuse me, where are we?" "This is Heaven, sir," the man answered. "Wow! Would you happen to have some water?" the man asked. "Of course, sir. Come right in, and I'll have some ice water brou

Heaven And Hell
A holy man was having a conversation with the Lord one day and said, > "Lord, I would like to know what Heaven and Hell are like." > > The Lord led the holy man to two doors. > > He opened one of the doors and the holy man looked in. In the middle of > the room was a large round table. In the middle of the table was a large > > pot of stew, which smelled delicious and made the holy man's mouth > water. > > The people sitting around the table were thin and sickly. They appeared > to be famished. They were holding spoons with very long handles that > were strapped to their arms and each found it possible to reach into the > > pot of stew and take a spoonful. > > But because the handle was longer than their arms, they could not get > the spoons back into their mouths. > > The holy man shuddered at the sight of their misery and suffering . > > The Lord said, "You have seen Hell." > > They went to the next room and opened the door. It was exactly the same

My Desires
To simply say that I love you could never be enough, you have opened my heart, you have showered me with your love and kisses and have from the very start. each and everyday I awake to see your smiling face, as you lean down to kiss me each morning, and say I love you. you have taken this heart that was so lost and filled it with a feeling that is so right and true. if a person can be planted into another's soul, then i just wish to say that you have reached that goal. no one ever thought we would last my love but look at us now, how perfect we are. our names should be remembered among the stars. I love you more with every passing day, this great love of ours is here to stay. so happy valentines day you dear sweet man, and always remember no one could ever love me quite like you can.

Lost Loves
Blackness is all I see, Death is all I dream, Once our love was true, But now you say we're through, My happiest times were with you, To you my heart belonged, I long to be in your arms again, To feel the warmth of your embrace, Cold inside is all I feel, Emptiness is all that I have, Hopes and dreams shattered, I have nothing left to give, Where did I ever go wrong, To lose your love forevermore.

Our Social Security
Just in case some of you young whippersnappers (& some older ones) didn't know this. It's easy to check out, if you don't believe it. Be sure and show it to your kids. They need a little history lesson on what's what. ************************************************* Franklin Roosevelt, a Democrat, introduced the Social Security (FICA) program. He promised: 1.) That participation in the program would be completely voluntary, 2.) That the participants would only have to pay 1% of the first $1,400 of their annual incomes into the program, 3.) That the money the participants elected to put into the program would be deductible from their income for tax purposes each year, 4.) That the money the participants put into the independent "trust fund" rather than into the general operating fund, and therefore, would only be used to fund the social security retirement program, and no other government program, and, 5.) That the annuity payments to the retirees would never

The Auction
HEY FUBAR! I am having my first auction!!! Just send me a message with the pic you want to enter with and a list of what you are willing to offer the person who buys you! I will put the offer onto the photo for you! PLUS! I will give 100,000 FuBucks to the person with the most points (Comments will be worth 1 and Rates worth 5)!!! Also, Hard cash, VIPs, Blasts, and Happy Hours override FuBuck Bids. Opening bids start at 5,000 FuBucks Anyone may join at any time during the auction! You may bid on yourself and people may combine bids with someone else to bid on you as 1 bid. Meaning.. 2 or more people may own you. All Bids require approval from the person being auctioned. Any and ALL rude comments will be deleted! And person leaving them will be locked in a 2x4 room with DrPhil, Britney Spears, and David Hasselhoff! Have fun and start whoring NOW!

Stickers On A Bumper Near You
· There are many ways to say "I love you," but sex is the fastest. · Feminist chicks dig me. · I just got back from a testicle convention. I had a ball. · I feel so much better since I lost hope. · If you smoke after sex, you're doing it too fast. · It's people like you that make people like me take medicine. · Alzheimer's. A disease that...where are my socks? · Don't vote. It just encourages them. · Reality is a nice place, but I wouldn't want to live there. · Fighting for peace is like screwing for virginity. · If walking is so good for you, why does my mailman look like that? · Ask me about my vow of silence. · If the answer isn't beer, you've asked the wrong question. · Nothing is foolproof to a sufficiently talented fool. · Before you condemn someone, walk a mile in their shoes. Then you're a mile away and you have their

Shattered Hopes
My hopes were shattered, My dreams lost, Now there's nothing but a world of emptiness, Black is all I see, Cold is all I feel, No warmth to warm my heart, No beauty for my eyes to see, When you left I was left with nothing, Broken as my heart is I try to see, What life there is left for me, You were my heart and soul, My soulmate to the end, Now I sit in darkness wishing my life would end, Pain and misery are all I find, In this pitiful life of mine, True love and happiness never to see, My life is undone without you with me

I Found Someone New To Love.... Me!
Well 'me', the kat aint comin back.. after eating kitty litter this last time, i should've known better the LAST time! the fact that her new friends had a negative opinion of me and i was upset about it was part of the psychological bs she put on me. DUH! they never met me! but if she believes what strangers say about a person they dont know....SHE's the one delusional. anyhow, i've pretty much beat the alcohol kick with better eating and some solitude. My anxiety is not totally under control, but hey, I'm not crying every frickin day. yeah, i know i'm revealing too much in a blog... but eventually the truth will come out. as for the love/relationship thing... NOBODY TAKES ANYTHING SERIOUSLY! between my ex-gf, the internet divas/female bottomfeeders, SOME of women that i've dated or talk to, etc., they have either no goals for themselves or unattainble/unrealistic ideas for 'a man', or lack the maturity/understanding what it takes to build a relationship. it's about l

Emptiness
Emptiness filling my heart, Pain filling my life, Love forevr lost, My dreams turn to nightmares, My heart begins to wither, Longing for a lasting love, To bring my heart back to life, My soul is longing to be whole, The void in my life needing to be filled, Craving what others have accomplished, Finding their soulmate for life, Wishing to see no more misery, Hopeing against hope to feel no more pain, Yearning to see some light in the darkness, To lift my heart with wings, And renew all my dreams again.

What Type Of Flirt
You are a direct flirt You know who you want and you go after them. If they’re not interested, then you shrug it off because there are plenty more potential hot dates out there. You don’t waste time and, because of this, you have a high chance of finding Mr. or Miss Right (Now). Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

Drag King's
I went to my first Drag King and Queen show on Friday night, at The Edge. My wife and I have a really good friend who does Drag King shows. I went to go see her for the first time Fri night and loved it. Everyone on stage that night was really good. My fav 2 are Ducan Dan and Justin. I am thinking of becoming a Drag King, My wife loves the idea. What does everyone else think?

Tragedy's End
Tears of pain and sorrow, Not wanting to wake up to see tomorrow, Waiting for death to come, To fill the happiness of some, Lost is the love and vigor for life, Pain cutting through me like a knife, Dreams lost once more, Wanting to leave this life forevermore, Happiness and bliss are just figments, Of a life never to be had, Tragedy and pain rule again, My heart lost and broken full of despair, Wishing I could disappear into thin air.

What Type Of Flirt Am I???
You are a romantic flirt You view each crush you have as the potential ONE. You are inclined to write poems and give gifts to show that you care about them. You are also inclined to win your crush over with all the attention that you lavish upon them. Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

Spiritual Awakening A Poem
A Poem Spiritual Awakening Tired but content he allows his body to relax; slowly he closes his eyes as a smile crosses his face. He is whole, his spirit and soul are as one, given to him as a gift. Quietly it fades to black. Blinding white light! Reds, oranges, yellows and pristine white flood his vision. Slowly into focus a single candle shines. Sweet fragrances fill his senses like those from a garden. He closes his eyes again but for a moment, deeply inhaling, taking in the mixture of smells that fill the room. Hers, his and others swim together in his mind. He opens his eyes again, this time he sees her. This perfect form of womanhood lies before him. Long tresses flowing down her shoulders onto her back. Her soft curves, warm and inviting, beckon him, drawing him in like the current of a gentle stream. Faintly he hears the music, the beats and notes there but not there. He slowly traces her shoulder feeling her skin rise to meet his touch, soft and supple,

What's The Deal
Well I am am very pissed off. Last POST was deleted cause the cunt whines like a baby.. Sure wished she would just leave me the fuck alone... I don't want your FUBAR FREEK... I Don't need to get on here to find me any one to SCREW**SHACK UP WITH OR ANYTHING ELSE.. I have a life outside of FUBAR.. Even though I Enjoy it VERY MUCH.. I do not sit my ass here all day and STALK People.. You need to STALK YOUR Fat Ass To a GYM and leave me alone...

Fu Addictions
There should be a warning label. This site has been known to be highly addictive. Particularly so for people like myself who tend to be on the computer a lot anyway. Do I hear strains of Enya playing in the background... ~~~~ Ah my addiction. At any rate I find myself on level 9 and contemplating the next step.. the FU Salute which I now know to be mandatory If I should wish to continue progressing in points. And I do. Soooo Hmm should I just write it on my forehead and do a web cam shot, lol? Decisions Decisions. This is one I shall ponder on for a bit. But not too long considering I may pop over to level 10 at any time. I am enjoying Fubar. I am suprised that only 2 of my 'referrals' actually have signed up. They so do not know what they are missing. :) Ciao

Poetry Attempt
thunder of fire rumbles thru raging battles fought for mankind. the dying lay restless yet frozen their forever is now, they have no more time. The reaper covets the souls of the soon departed men. When madness reigns will the carnage ever come to an end. fighting for people we don't even know against men we don't even owe. the costs are paid by the poor and weak, Why cant we understand? this world is adrift, this life is suppose to be a gift from one generation to the next. Do things really get better? Are we locked in the same cycle over and over. Rich men fighting for more riches, Poor men Fighting for their souls On a battlefield of broken dreams lost in the wreckage of history.

Criminals Of "limited Stature"
Dwarf crime a 'growing problem' Thieves are robbing long-distance coaches by sneaking dwarves into the luggage holds in sports bags. Once inside, they slip out from their hiding places to rifle through the belongings of unsuspecting travellers. Then they take their loot back to their hiding place and wait to be collected by another gang member when the coach reaches its destination, reports The Sun. They have stolen thousands of pounds in cash, gems and other valuables in recent months. Swebus, which ferries thousands of Brits across Sweden, has been among coach firms targeted. A spokesman said: "We have had reports about several thefts by dwarves on the stretch between Vasteras and Stockholm. "We're thinking of installing video cameras." A Stockholm Police spokesman said: "We are looking at our records to identify criminals of limited stature."

Thank You
I just want to thank all my friends,for not forgetting my birthday.Friends come and go,but you can really see the ones that stick around.Again thank you for for all the gifts and comments....DAMMM YOU GUYS RAWKKKKKKKKKKK!!!*hugsssssssss to the ladies and ^5555 to the men.

Auction Info!
> > > HEY FUBAR! I am having my first auction!!! Just send me a message with the pic you want to enter with and a list of what you are willing to offer the person who buys you! I will put the offer onto the photo for you! PLUS! I will give 100,000 FuBucks to the person with the most points (Comments will be worth 1 and Rates worth 5)!!! Also, Hard cash, VIPs, Blasts, and Happy Hours override FuBuck Bids. Opening bids start at 5,000 FuBucks Anyone may join at any time during the auction! You may bid on yourself and people may combine bids with someone else to bid on you as 1 bid. Meaning.. 2 or more people may own you. All Bids require approval from the person being auctioned. Any and ALL rude comments will be deleted! And person leaving them will be locked in a 2x4 room with DrPhil, Britney Spears, and David Hasselhoff! Have fun and start whoring NOW!

L******* Leaving Fubar ********
just a quick email to say a big thank you for all the fun ive had your all very naughty boys big hello to brian who i met last night, your filthy baby loved your hands up my skirt in the middle of the restaurant ... everyone watching making me sooo horny my website is nearly ready [ill be posting a countdown time shortly and little old wendy invites you all to get up and personal with me and my pals and you will find from next wek ive deleted my profile love you all xxx wendy http://www.shortskirt17.com

Dude, Where's My House?
Hmmm. Didn't I Have a House Here? Jan 24, 10:51 PM (ET) MOSCOW (AP) - Returning home after an absence can mean unpleasant surprises - a leaky roof, a pet's mess, even a break-in. But a Russian woman got a nastier surprise when she returned from her country house: her home was gone, torn down mistakenly by construction workers clearing a site, according to a report Thursday on NTV television. "There was nothing left, not even a log," Lyudmila Martemyanova said, bundled against the cold and standing on a snow-covered lot in the center of the Volga River city of Nizhny Novgorod. A local prosecutor, Nikolai Govorkov, said a construction company tore down the wrong building - Martemyanova's, instead of one nearby that was marked for demolition. Many Russians have faced what they say are unfair and inadequately compensated evictions from older housing being torn down amid the country's oil-revenue-fueled construction boom. Martemyanova's case is extreme, however, and s

To My New Found Friends
CHELE HERE, WANTING TO WELCOME ALL Y NEW FRIENDS. I AM SORRY IF I HAVENT BEEN BY TO RATE YOUR PICS, STASH ETC. I HAVE BEEN SICK. SPENT THE DAY IN THE ER YESTERDAY AND AM NOW TAKING MUSCLE RELAXERS AND PAIN KILLERS. SO BEAR WITH ME I WILL MAKE IT BY SOONER OR LATER TO RATE YOUR STUFF. AGAIN THANKS FOR THE ADDS AND RATES AND FANS. HUGSSSSSSSS. CHELE

101 Greatest Quotes
1. I don’t have pet peeves — I have major psychotic fucking hatreds! 2. Think of how stupid the average person is, and realize half of them are stupider than that. 3. Swimming is not a sport. Swimming is a way to keep from drowning. That’s just common sense! 4. A house is just a place to keep your stuff while you go out and get more stuff. 5. Have you ever noticed that their stuff is shit and your shit is stuff? 6. I wanna live. I don’t wanna die. That’s the whole meaning of life: Not dying! I figured that shit out by myself in the third grade. 7. I used to be Irish Catholic. Now I’m an American — you know, you grow. 8. You can’t fight City Hall, but you can goddamn sure blow it up. 9. If the Cincinnati Reds were really the first major league baseball team, who did they play? 10. Honesty may be the best policy, but it’s important to remember that apparently, by elimination, dishonesty is the second-best policy. 11. If it’s true that our

Wondering
Why is it I change my name and someone gets pissed? People already knew we were together but yet I got bitched at for it....then when I tried to tell the person why I changed it she said whatever and then said TTYL.....I got pissed.... Backstory, I'm back from Iraq, got back in Oct, I'm single with 3 kids, I have a stressful job in the Army and I now suffer from PTSD, walk on eggshells around me if you wanna talk shit because I can snap in 2 seconds and become the biggest asshole you have ever met. So anyway, I had a stressful day and I didn't need the shit so I went off on her....I've been through this shit before with someone else on here, "Fu-date me, Fu-Marry me", these ppl know who they are.....I do what I want and when I want and I will change my name if I want....don't like it, so be it. Now I have people hitting me up in my shoutbox saying I'm a piece of shit for what I'm doing....etc....here's what I got in my YIM last night.... Her friend- for someone that was so in l

Babys Momma
So ive found out today that my ex is trying to cut me completely out of my soon to be babies life, She has named the baby already, giving me no say in the names, and is telling people i left her, when she is the one who left me... Im so pissed off right now that i dont even know what to do... Plus the ultrasound to find out the sex of the baby is tomorrow, and she will not return my call to tell me where it is going to be!!! once again IM PISSED

Now I Know Where I Fit On This Totem Pole
This is so freaking bs. So today as i was trying to get laundry out to the garage, I stepped on my son's shoe and slid down the step, twisting my ankle and landing flat on my ass. That's not the part that bothers me even though it hurts and all..I call my husband to ask him to come home and help me with our 5 kids(he's helping some friends scrap ceilings at their new house) and he asks if i want him to come home i told him it was whatever he wanted to do. So he said he was coming home. He calls back not even 5 mins later to tell me he was gonna stay cause they really needed him!! What about me? Am i just chopped liver. No i am just his wife no one important. I am tired of busting my ass for him, Then when i am hurt and need him i am left to chase my kids on all fours!! what a dork i must look like. Anyways i just needed to vent a little so now i am better!

Fubucks
hi guys as u know im new on this site and u might be thinkin that askin for fubucks already is a lil crazy but i am not asking for much,i just want some so i can send people gifts as thank yous for everything....whatever u send me is no big deal,anything is a help....i will be posting more pics that r NSFW and u will definetly like them

Life's A Mess
OK as some of you know we lost our house thanks to my husbands recent jobs. Its on the market and been spending a lot of time on house and djing as we've lost a lot of djs :(. If I haven't been showing y'all the love u deserve I apologize. Just doesn't seem to be enough time during the day and I can only stay awake so long. Trying to keep up with comments and friend requests is about all I'm managing. Some days I'm lucky and can actually post comments b4 I receive them this week will be spending a lot of time sorting through not only the stuff for moving sale but getting stuff onto ebay in the hopes of making some real money, in the hopes of doing some work on the house and maybe upping the price on the house or enough to JUST get it sold. My brain can only handle so much and I guess at the moment its on overload. So IF I ignore you or don't show the love I know you deserve please forgive me

El Amor
Duele amar a alguien y no ser correspondido, pero lo que mas doloroso es amar a alguien y nunca encontrar el valor para decirle a esa persona lo que uno siente. Tal vez Dios quere que nosotros conozcamos a unas cuantas personas equivocadas antes de conocer a la persona correcta, para al fin cuando las conozcamos sepamos ser agradecidos por ese maravilloso regalo ? Una de las cosas mas tristes de la vida es cuando conoces a alguien que significa todo y solo para darte cuenta que al final, no era para ti y la tienes que dejar ir. Cuando las puertas de la felicidad se cierran, otra puerta se abre, pero algunas veces miramos tanto tiempo aquella puerta que se cerró que no vemos la que se ha abierto frente a nosotros. Es cierto que no sabemos lo que nos hemos estado perdiendo hasta que lo encotramos ? Darle a alguien todo tu amor nunca es seguro que te corresponderá, pero no esperes que te corresponda; solo espera que el amor crezca en el corazón de la otra persona, pero no crece, s

Girls
Some people on here look like complete conceded sluts. I know im no beauty queen but i look better naked on here then some of you.And men only add you because the way that you are dressed. so sorry you look pretty easy.

What I Love About You David
What I Love About You I love the way you look at me, Your eyes so bright and green. I love the way you kiss me, Your lips so soft and smooth. I love the way you make me so happy, And the ways you show you care. I love the way you say, "I Love You," And the way you're always there. I love the way you touch me, Always sending chills down my spine. I love that you are with me, And glad that you are mine.

Fubar
I guess my first blog should be about fubar. I'll start with the fubar site. I enjoy being here. The layout is cool. I do tho question the "My Bar Tab". Is it necessary to know when your friens has commented on someones profile or mum? Other than that, I am having a great time chatting and stuff. Which brings me to my next subject. The ppl here are the greatest. I have never had a single problem since being here, other than trying to keep my connection strong enough to dj. I love the fact that the ladies here are so inviting and sharing of themselves. The pics of my friends are the best. I must add that I love curves, dang. I suggest if you don't know the ppl in my friends list, you should try to get to know them. Anyway, thats all I got to say for now. ciao, and always, peace and love....Dee

To My Man David
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.

Never Have I Fallen
Your lips speak soft sweetness Your touch a cool caress I am lost in your magic My heart beats within your chest I think of you each morning And dream of you each night I think of your arms being around me And cannot express my delight Never have I fallen But I am quickly on my way You hold a heart in your hands That has never before been given away

Ranting About Fake Ass Profiles.....
i must rant today.... Why the fuck are there so many fake profiles on fubar now?!?! it's just infuriating when i get some message from a girl who looks all hot in her pictures and claims to be 'for ladies only' wanting to have cybersex cause she's 'all wet' first of all they obviously can't read cause i have written in my profile not once but twice, that i'm not here for cybersex! and when i say 'ok where's your cam' i get bullshit and then get blocked when i ask her if she's for real.... WTF?!?!!? are guys so sick that they've stooped to posing as lesbians to get porn online??? don't they know there are about a million other sites they can go to for sex chat and T and A pics? i think i'm going to post a blast and a ticker and a happy hour that says all you fake ass motherfuckers who are posing as girls go the fuck away!!! i wish it would actually help! oh well i guess fubar just isn't what it used to be... or at least the people here arent't.

Family
Those of you who know me know that I have an older brother. The problem is that he is never around. He lives around the corner from me, but my daughter and I only see him once a month. My parents only see him once every 2 months at the most and he never really calls them. On his days off from work he always goes to his ex-roomate's house to "hang out" and after work, if you go to the bar around the corner, you will see him, without fail he is always there. I see my parents four days a week, weather I am at their house or they are at mine. I go to school and have a husband and a child, but I still find this time for my family. Reciently our father has been in the hospital and now Roger wants to stand up and be a contributing factor to our father's recovery, but not before he tells all of his buddies what is going on. Other family members have been there to see my father and my brother acts as though he has been there all along and has seen my dad daily. He is trying to tell my you

New Fu-angels And Counting!!!
ARE THERE ANY ANGELS OUT THERE... HIT ME HEART OF FIRE UP AND THEN FAN, ADD AND RATE THESE ANGEL'S TO BECOME ONE OF THEM. LET'S KEEP IT GOING SO WE CAN ALL GET GOOD FRIENDS.... ALSO, NO YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE NO GODFATHER OR BE PAST A CERTAIN LEVAL TO BE AND ANGEL. THIS IS JUST TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS... REMEMBER TO FAN ADD AND RATE ME AS WELL LOL!!! ADDING THE NAME TO YOUR’S IS OPTIONAL!!! "Heart of Fire"~Co of E.D.F.B.~ Club FAR~ I customize pic's!!! ~?PH3NOM3N@L UNBR3@K@BL3 M3?~ CaSpEr...W.C. M.(under boss purdyfam) NO FAKE PEOPLE PLEASE!!!!I WILL BLOCK YOU’RE A** ~*Deliciously Evil*~ **Member of I.B.N** ******JUICY DEE****** Angel Eyes Club F.A.R MEMBER Special R Kay Brown Eyed Beauty~Club F.A.R. Member and Proud Official Greeter of Club F.A.R.~ ?Thyckie Thyck? Club FAR ? Baby-Gurl *FU wife to Cuppycake* ~FU- Bombers Family Manager/promotor~

Spank Me!
Ok all 3 hrs left until the auction is over what im asking for is some rates tho to get 1st place for fu-bucks im at 17 rates i need to beat 41 think yall can go the link below and just rate my photo??? ty!!! love yall!! http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1097742&albumid=809864&i=30471431&idx=7

Wanna Know Me!
hmmmm how does one describe themselves without sounding conceided....im such a damn good person heehee, have the worlds greatest boys and am in love with the most amazing man, i love u baby. I am writing a book called Defining Moments and i live life exactly as my first quote....GOD OFFERS US DEFINING MOMENTS IN LIFE, SHOWS US ROADS WE MAY CHOOSE....WHISH ROADS WE CHOOSE TO TRAVEL DEFINE US AS THE PERSON WE BECOME....i dont believe i cant handle anything life throws at me cause those choices are mine and they make me who i am

To All Potential Suitors...
Just to fill you in on the way we do it down here in the South: If you are lucky enough to catch my eye and capture my heart, you will certainly have to deal with my crazy ass family...and GOD do I love them all... The man who can accept that and treasure it for what it is, is a man who will be blessed to have another family to call his own... But beware...you break me & you will contend with the following: 'Cause Papaw's the local sherrif Yeah he's the judge and the jury too Uncle Bill's the undertaker, son He'll dig a hole for you Cousin Billy, he's just crazy He'll fight you just for fun Mama's got a real bad temper And daddy's got a shotgun... Actually, they all have shotguns...including me...hehehe I'm related to the Hatfields & The McCoys...and Bill Chadwell of The James Gang fame was a relative as well...so needless to say we are born knowing how to shoot... Any questions??? My Paps: My Daddy:

To My Special Friend :) U Know Who You Are
I have recently met a very nice person and i just wanted to say thank you for making my day brighter :) It's nice to log on and see kind words in an email.So much better then some of the rude and crude emails im used to. Im just happy to see that there are still some good guys out there....You know who you are and Thank You for being you :) hugs to you april

Much Better Now Lol
Life has its own way of giving you just enough good to out weigh the bad. Dont you find your self on the edge and man, many times you will see the briefest glimpse of happines. Those are the spots you have to look hard at and enjoy.

Friend Survey
1. What time is it? 2. What's your full name? 3. What are you most afraid of? 4. What is the most recent movie that you have seen on bootleg? 5. Place of birth 6. Favorite food 7. What's your natural hair color? 8. Ever been to Freak Nick? 9. Ever been skinny dipping? 10. Love someone so much it made you cry? 11. Been in a car accident? 12. Croutons or bacon bits? 13. Favourite day of the week 14. Favorite restaurant 15. Favorite Flower 16. Favorite sport to watch 17. Favorite drink 18. Favorite ice cream 19. Warner Brothers / Disney 20. Ever been on a ship 21. What color is your bedroom carpet? 22. How many times did you fail your driver's test? 23. Before this one, from whom did you get your last e-mail? 24. What do you do when you are bored? 25. 26. Who will respond to this e-mail the quickest? 26. Who will least likely respond? 28. Who is the person that you are most curious to see the

Addiction
So today I start down a very dark and dreary road. I have decided to stop taking my pain meds because the narcotic side effects of these are just as addicting as those of the percocets I was addicted to. It's going to be tough because pain is a daily part of my life now and the pills have helped manage it. Still, I would rather have the pain than deal with the control that a pill can have over me. I relize that this is nothing less than weakness on my part and I take full responsibility for it. The pain of withdrawl is the price I pay for being weak minded again. This means I am going to be getting nasty for a few days so to everyone: I apologize if I am not my usual happy self. Just bear with me and I promise that your friendship won't be forgotten. IN advance, thank you to all my friends who will support me in this tough time. I love you all. ~R

Help Her Level Please?
This lady below is as sweet as candy..She's also around 100,000 from levelling. Please help her out..Add her/Fan her/Rate her/Rate her pics and stash..etc. Let's help this beautiful lady out. **PR Mamii**Owned By NEL****Member Of The Spankers Club**(PLZ RATE PAGE & FAN B4 U Add TY I Return T This sugarlicious pimpout is brought to you by: *Memory*

Ill
If you don't know who Wild Horse is, you are surely missing out. Wild Horse is one of the top lounge coding experts on Fubar. He's also REAL. Who wouldn't want a new friend that is REAL? Let's make him big..Add him/Fan him/Rate him. You know what to do! Show him that Fubar love. This pimpout is brought to you by the one and only...

Lost Cherry Scrolls
A long time ago in a galaxy far far away.... Oops wrong scenario... A long time ago on a site called Lost Cherry, A time when kindness, manners and friendship ran rampant. There was a discerning sense of ethics and etiquette. Now as the site has grown many of the old ways have become a thing of the past. Making way for a much more ¡°ME¡± orientated atmosphere. Luckily a lone internet scavenger stumbled across the dead cherry scrolls while rummaging through archives in a hidden data base. After hour upon hour the scrolls have finally been translated. Baby Jesus said unto the people of Cherryland...... This site is my gift to you, go forth my children, make friends, rate, fan and add in the name of love. I give you 10¡¯s and 11¡¯s for which to award our fellow brethren. Give them freely and give them often. The 1 through 9¡¯s are of no use and only there to fill space, using them may result in hurt feelings or a rash of 1¡¯s tossed right back at you. (rather damaging to your rati

Southern Thinkin'
Southern Thinking Georgia : The owner of a golf course was confused about paying an invoice, so he decided to ask his secretary for some mathematical help. He called her into his office and said, "You graduated from the University of Georgia and I need some help. If I were to give you $20,000, minus 14%, how much would you take off?" The secretary thought a moment, and then replied, "Everything but my earrings." *************************************************************** Alabama : A group of Alabama friends went deer hunting and paired off in twos for the day. That night, one of the hunters returned alone, staggering under the weight of an eight-point buck. "Where's Henry?" the others asked. "Henry had a stroke of some kind. He's a couple of miles back up the trail," the successful hunter replied. "You left Henry laying out there and carried the deer back?" they inquired. "A tough call," nodded the hunter. "But I figured no one is going

Lady In Red
Lady in red, Are you waiting, For something you know, You will never have. Lady in red, Your color was wrong, He always preferred black. Full of mystery and intrigue, He will never return to thee. Lady in red it is time to move on, Let go and set yourself free. Let time pass, Let yourself heal. Stop trying to figure out the mystery. Lady in red, Your beaituful now, Just like you are suppose to be. Lady in red, hold tight to his sweet and precious memory. Dee Parenti All Rights Reserved

Gas Pumping Tips (thanks Dean)
TIPS ON PUMPING GAS (Good information) I don't know what you guys are paying for gasoline.... but here in California we are also paying higher, up to $3.50 per gallon. But my line of work is in petroleum for about 31 years now, so here are some tricks to get more of your money's worth for every gallon.. Here at the Kinder Morgan Pipeline where I work in San Jose , CA we deliver about 4 million gallons in a 24-hour period thru the pipeline. One day is diesel the next day is jet fuel, and gasoline, regular and premium grades. We have 34-storage tanks here with a total capacity of 16,800,000 gallons. Only buy or fill up your car or truck in the early morning when the ground temperature is still cold. Remember that all service stations have their storage tanks buried below ground. The colder the ground the more dense the gasoline, when it gets warmer gasoline expands, so buying in the afternoon or in the evening.....your gallon is not exactly a gallon. In the petr

What I Want!
Like anything in life that you want, you should say it proclaim it either through spoken or written words. I know I have expressed what I want in spoken words to my friends and family but I dont think I have ever written them down to reread over and over. So here we go. Since I am almost 30, I know gasp! I say the big number THIRTY and this big number has me freaked out. Not the actual number but what I should have by now like a kick ass marriage and a family. So, I have baby and marriage on the brain and crap is this depressing. I even started a joke with my family that I am on the hunt for a husband at Walmart (reason why i shop there so much). Some have suggested to move my search to like Lowe's or Target lol. I am highly concidering this. any thoughts? anyone want to get married and have kids? So here it goes! I WANT A HUSBAND AND KIDS! Rock n Roll!

Written For Me...
I love you more than words could ever say You're the one I couldn't forget Even at the last breath I take Because you are the one I love so true When I found you I found the closest thing to heaven The moment I opened my heart and let you in I saw this great love starting to begin. The perfect girl used to be only in my dreams But when I first saw you, it changed everything. In my heart,I hold your love close It's your love that I need the most. I could search my whole life through And never find another 'you'. I love you more than anyone I just had to let you know My feelings for you will never change Just know my feelings are true Just remember one thing I Love You!

Why Men Don't Write Advice Columns
Why men don't write advice columns. Dear Walter: I hope you can help me here. The other day I set off for work leaving my husband in the house watching the TV as usual. I hadn't gone more than a few hundred yards down the road when my engine conked out and the car shuddered to a halt. I walked back home to get my husband's help. When I got home I couldn't believe my eyes. He was parading in front of the wardrobe mirror dressed in my underwear and high-heel shoes, and he was wearing my make up. I am 32, my husband is 34 and we have been married for twelve years. When I confronted him, he tried to make out that he had dressed in my lingerie because he couldn't find his own underwear. But when I asked him about the make up, he broke down and admitted that he'd been wearing my clothes for six months. I told him to stop or I would leave him. He was let go from his job six months ago and he says he has been feeling increasingly depressed and

"buy Me A Blast And You Can See"
I hate it when you go to a persons page and they have a folder that says "BUY ME A BLAST AND YOU CAN SEE" Ya know not everyone wants to see what they have in the folder anyway and even if they did they should not have to buy you a blast to see anything that GOD gave you. If you want a blast buy it yourself!!!!! Come to think of it the people that do that crap have a VIP and if they can get that then they can get themselves a blast...Anyway I am just venting and I just thought that I would let everyone on my fiends list know.....Sorry if I have offended anyone!!! Talk to you later, TINK

Please....
TO ALL MEMBERS OF THE CRUISE PLEASE MAKE SURE THAT YOU ARE ADDING, FANNING, AND RATING ALL MEMBERS OF THE CRUISE...I HAVE HAD ALOT OF PEOPLE COME TO ME DUE TO ANOTHER PASSENGER NOT DOING ALL OF THE ABOVE...I WANT TO MAKE SURE THAT WE HAVE FUN AND EVERYONE DO THEIR PART, BUT SOME PEOPLE ARE NOT ADDING ALL MEMBERS OR JUST ACCEPTING FRIEND REQUESTS AND NOT FANNING AND RATING. IF THERE ANY QUESTIONS I AM HERE OF IF YOU SEE A CO CAPTAIN ONLINE...DROP THEM A LINE!!! IF THERE ARE STILL ANY ISSUES, I'LL DROP YOU A SHOUT OR A FU MAIL!!!! IF YOU NEED TO SEE THE FULL LIST OF PASSENGERS ON BOARD...THE MASTER LIST IS IN MY BLOG!!!!! THANKS AND HAVE FUN!!!! YOUR CAPTAIN!!!!

Directions To His House
Directions To His House Make a Right onto "Believeth Blvd" Keep straight and go through the Green Light, which is Jesus Christ. From there, you must turn onto the "Bridge of Faith, which is over troubled water. When you get off the bridge, make a Right turn and keep straight. You are are on the 'king's highway"- Heaven-bound. Keep going for three miles: One for the Father, One for the Son, and one for the Holy Ghost. Then exit onto "Grace Blvd" From there, make a Right turn onto " Gospel Lane." Keep straight and then make another Right on " Prayer Blvd." As you go on your way, Yield Not to the traffic on "Temptation Ave." Also, avoid Sin Street because it is a DEAD END!! Pass up "Envy Drive and "Have Avenue." Also. pass "Hypocrisy Street", " gossiping Lane" and "Backbiting Blvd". But you have to go down "Long Suffering Lane," Persecution Blvd," and " Trials and Tribulations Ave." But that's alright, because VICTORY BLVD is straight ahead! GOD BLESS YOU

Auction !!! Keep Bidz Comming
RULES OF ENGAGEMENT: (SERIOUS BIDDERS ONLY) BIDS WILL BEGIN AT 20,000 FUBUCKS ****** YOU MUST HAVE A SALUTE TO BID ******* BLASTS, VIPS, HAPPY HOURS, TICKERS, FUBUCKS, ETC. ARE ALL ACCEPTABLE AND ENCOURAGED BIDS. ALL PEOPLE IN THE AUCTION RESERVE THE RIGHT TO REFUSE ANY BID PLEASE OFFER ONLY WHAT YOU ARE COMFORTABLE WITH AND CAN FULFILL MONEY BIDS ie.TICKERS, BLASTS, HAPPY HOURS TRUMP ANY VIRTUAL BIDS THE BIDDER MUST PAY THE CONTESTANT BEFORE RECEIVING WHAT THEY HAVE WON. HOSTESS IS NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR TRANSACTIONS BETWEEN THE 2 PARTIES THIS AUCTION WILL END NEXT SUNDAY FEB. 3RD NOON CENTRAL TIME HAVE FUN AND HAPPY BIDDING!

Why Do People Cheat?
Ok i need to get this out before i blow...... Well 1st off i have no clue y ppl cant be faithful to their husbands,wives,girlfriends,or boyfriends is it that hard to do when u are away from the one person u claim to love so much? Well i have been seeing alot that has been going on over in Iraq with certain people and it just burns me knowing they have a loved one back in rear that has no clue what the hell is going on. And sometimes i feel i should say something but then again it is not my place to do so. I know of one certain person who has had alomst every single guy over there and that person is married and i thought the 1st rule over there was not to have sex but we all know that it will happen no matter but if u are in a relationship already y even do it can u not kepp ur pants on for a year and be faithful to that person. Well i know this person cant do that cause that person is a WHORE and i am not going to say rather it is a female or a male caue they both can be one....but

Fingers Crossed It Is A Good One
Hi, i have my 2nd time infront of a photographer on tuesday. Im very nervous about it, normally hubby takes all my pics. Im doing a artistic nude shoot with another female who is a good friend which makes it better. Lots of nice arty pics with hr should be nice. I cant post new pics here til i level up..... Wish me luck. Kylie..x

I Believe
I believe... that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they argue, it doesn't mean they do. I believe... that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I believe- that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in awhile and you must forgive them for that. Even if you think you can't I believe- that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. same goes for true love. I believe- that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life I believe- that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I believe- that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I believe that you can keep going long after you think you can't. I believe that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I believe that either you control your attitude or it

Pain
We meet for dinner and hit if off really well we spend our time talking and getting to know each other. It ends with a second date and an extremely passionate kiss. The next day you come to my house each knowing that the time is right. I meet you at the door and lead you in. By the hand I take you to the room. You see it is set up like a dungeon and it excites you. You already begin to get wet thinking of whats to come. Begin to undress you slowly removing your blouse to see you have a cup less bra on. Then removing your skirt you are wearing garter belt and stockings and nothing else. I take you to the middle of the room where there are binds hanging from the ceiling you tremble with fear and yet are excited at the same time, I cuff you and then you see the blindfold fear and excitement again grip you as it is placed over your eye's. I begin caressing you all over lightly running my hands tantalizing you. Then I begin to play with your nipples pinching and biting them the pa

Dying My Hair.....
hehe...ok im dying my hair...lets see how well this turns out..lol ive never done it myself...and im kinda retarded when it comes to these easy kinda things...so im hoping...really hoping...it turns out ok..cuz i do have to work tomorrow..hahaha.... hehe i just put the dye in the hair..and now i have to sit here for 25 minutes waiting...so lets see how it turns out... :) ill let u know ;)

Listen
The most basic and powerful way to connect to another person is to listen. Just listen. Perhaps the most important thing we give each other is our attention. A loving silence often has far more power to heal and to connect than the most well intentioned words

To You
To you i would give it all, I would fight an army and see them fall, Because it was you that edged me on, I will never relax till the threat is gone, To you i give myself willingly, Because my heart is not given freely, I would do all i could do, Till my job or life is through, To you i bow from your beauty and grace, And do so vow to always keep my place, At your side where i hope to belong, Till all the sands of time are gone.

Happy Hour
Thanks To My Co Owners Tulsa's Angel & Sweet Mel.. Sarge's Bad Girls Have A Happy Hour On Tuesday Jan 29th At 11:00 AM..So Be Sure To Party With The Bad Girls..Let's All Level Up As Much As Possible Sgt. Raider Promoter For Sarge's Bad Girls

Best Of Both Worlds
Just wanted to ask the bi or bi curious ladies , is it hard to find a male partner thats willing to let you have the best of both world , knowing he gets to join in if he feels like it . Why I ask is becuase I met a girl who says she has a hard time finding a man like that . You know my jaw feel to the floor . I would think its the other way around

Application
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Whats your sign: 5.Phone Number: 6. Location: 7. Height: 8.Hair (color and style): 9.Piercings/tattoos: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would u take a nap with me? 16.Do you think I'm cute? 17. If you could change anything about me -would you? 18.Would you dance with me? 19.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? What Do You Think Of My? 1.Personality: 2.Eyes: 3.Face:

Something I Wrote...
Can you guess WHAT...not WHO I am talking about? "Goodbye to You" 01-27-08 You came with a vengence Into my life Destroying my hopes Crushing my pride I cant face my future Nor the present Because within you Are the things I resent Goodbye to you Its all the same My Pain Is your gain Goodbye to you Leave me be For all the havoc you caused Set me free You come up When I want you gone When I am happy You show me its all wrong Why cant I let you go All you do is bring sadness When will I have My own happiness The Sea Is full of my tears And this Darkness if full of my fears Because of you I cant have what I need Because of you My heart still bleeds Goodbye to you Thank you for making me a fool To all my friends and lovers You made me lose. Goodbye to you You are out my door I need you gone I cant take anymore Im tired of the pain The pain and sorrow of my heart Because of you I have fallen apart Im leaving you Im ti

My Life
Soon I am not gonna have the internet, unless something great happens. I will have it back as soon as I can. But I do know that I will miss my friends and "family" on here. I am having a really hard time with many issues in my life. I have to handle them alone. I will be here for hopefully 3 more weeks. But after that...I am not to sure where my life is gonna go. I don't know if I will have to move again...if I will have any money...nothing is solid right now. So if u pray please pray that things will get a bit better ok :D Thanks Lizzy

Come To Me
With sweet words ill make you mine, From now till the end of time, A tender kiss will be the cause of it all, As we stand togethere and watch everything fall, Here we are the king and Queen, There is no one but you and me, So sweet lady i ask upon bended knee, Would you do me the honour and come to me.

Child Support
This is kinda in a reponse to mumm about if it's greedy to want all you can get from child support. In a general perspective, yes, the less you have to do the better the child's taken care of (in some cases). I could do alot better in support of 2 of my kids, but they are taken care of. The other 2 I've been paying about 80% of my paycheck to, and for a while I had to still help the mother with cash, buy clothes, food, and for a while had the kids 4-5 days of the week. DCF finally caught on to what the food stamps and child support went to and took the kids, but I'm in a place that I can't have the kids because I couldn't afford my own place and have to worry about another state catching up to me because I didn't have enough money left over to pay the other child support. My recent ex has been real supportive over the situation, and I help when I can which isn't much, and she probably needed it the most. At least she doesn't quit trying to make an income when support starts comin

Say Goodbye
Today I got so angry, That I almost cried. Today's the day I realized, That our love has died. I think of you a lot, In all different ways. I was hoping we would keep in touch, But it seems you don't care, And now everything's come to an end. Know that I sit here and ponder, Of what I thought was true. I finally believed in happiness, I saw it all in you. But now that you are gone, I wonder if you think of me. Is your heart broken, Am I ever in your dreams? You cut things off so suddenly, Like you never even cared. You once told me you did, But the feelings were never there. Why would you tell me, The different things you felt. If in the very end, You left on me a welt. I don't think you noticed, How much I cared for you. When we had that conversation, Everything I said was true. I thought you felt the same, That's what you expressed to me. But now I know it was a lie. All just painful memories. Today I got so angry, That I almost cried.

Quiz Taken
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My Personality And Disability
I have always naturally been silly, and known to have a stash of 'smart-assed' remarks. And also a bad case of foot-in-mouth disease. hahaha Seeing people smile and hearing them laugh has always brought a bit of joy to a dreary day. Tho there are times when simple laughter could set me into a rage of anger or tears. As life goes on, I have realized this has gotten worse. And is accompanied by memory loss, along with a few other symptoms that raised some flags. So I have taken the steps I needed to, and sought medical help. There are medications to take, and Therapists to see. Along with a Psychiatrist who is really an awesome person. He takes the time to explain things to me in simple terms so that I can fully understand what is going on. I have been seeing him for about a year now and he has helped me to understand alot about my Illnesses. The medications so far dont work very well. I have been on several in the last 5 years, with many different outcomes, each h

Why Do People Put Up With It?
Why is it that some women(not all) and some guys do it too, that they stay in a relationship that is going nowhere and also if the person treats them like crap, they still stay in it. It's like they love to be abused that way, emotionally and physically. Do people have such low self-esteem that they have to find ways to punish themselves..that's kind of saidomasochistic isn't it? I want you all to look in the mirror and tell yourself if you've done this or are doing this to yourself. Can you explain the phenomenon to me people?

Dreamin Of Me
happy Dreaming Of Me Current mood: happy Dreaming of me He's out there somewhere, waiting for me just like im waiting for him Feelin the same things im feeling right now, thinkin there may never be an end to the lonelinedss, the longing, the void that grows with each pasing mintue he's out there somewhere dreaming of me

Peggy Sue's Treehouse
Peggy Sue has opened a new lounge. Our favorite tree hugger now has her own treehouse for us to hang out in. Please stop by and check out her Treehouse. Everyone is invited to join the fun. http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=54536 Thanks, Tiggerbear2007

The Clock Is Running
"Imagine there is a bank that credits your account each morning with $86,400. Every evening whatever part of the balance you fail to use during the day is deleted. What would you do? Draw out every cent and use it well, of course!!! Each of us has such a bank - Its name is TIME. Every morning, it credits you with 86,400 seconds. Invest the day's deposits well, or the loss is yours. How could you bring the most contentment, happiness and benefit to yourself and others? The clock is running.

In A Dream
In a dream you came to me, You whispered and told me how to be, Be sweet and tender is what i was told, Now i stand before you wakeing and bold, In a dream you held me close, But as i woke and saw you i froze, because its a dream this really can't be, But it is your smile and its your beauty i see, In a dream you left me there, But when i wake i do not mean to stare, Because as i look at you i now see, It was only a dream because your still with me.