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Add A Thought!
so i'll start!.... 1) people who can't drive get on my fuckin nerves! 2) stop bitchin about it and do something to change it 3)relax! 4) i'm not here for cybersex...so don't even go there. 5) i make the best homemade apple pie...ever! 6) my granddaughter's nickname is peanut! 7) i love the blues 8) my lucky number is 0127 (long story)! lol 9) i lived in canada for 5 months 10) my son & i cast a spell together add any random thoughts you'd like just keep #4 in mind ok? lmao!

Media Lying??
MILITARY DEATHS FOR TWENTY SIX YEARS Bet you didn't know the following! I surely did not.. Media lying?? These are some rather eye-opening facts: Since the start of the war on terror in Iraq and Afganistan , the sacrifice has been enormous. In the time period from the invasion of Iraq in March 2003 through now, we have lost over 3000 military personnel to enemy action and accidents. As tragic as the loss of any member of the US Armed Forces is, consider the following statistics: The annual fatalities of military members while actively serving in the armed forces from 1980 through 2006: 1980 ......... 2,392 1981 ......... 2,380 1984 ........ 1,999 1988 ........ 1,819 1989 ........ 1,636 1990 ......... 1,508 1991 ..........1,787 1992 .........1,293 1993 ........ 1,213 1994 .......... 1,075 1995 .........2,465 1996 ......... 2,318 8 Clinton years @13,417 deaths 1997 .......... 817 1998 ......... 2,2

Hidden Truths
Why are truths hidden? Locked away like evil things no one remembers. Evil's no one wants to deal with. Afriad, if they look upon they will realize the unknown. The unknown they fear might change their precious, perfect so-called life. Why are little things so important in this so-called life that really doesn't mean anything? With so many bigger, more important things outside of us, that only half of the people dream about. We are programed like computers or robots to do certain things at certain times. No longer taught or showed how to have an imagination or to create. Always asleep to reality. Being fed off of for the supposed greater good. The greater good of what? To be programed more? To have our children become more of a robot? Yes, I may be rebellious of this. I will not follow someone's instructions to be a meal for metal. I prefer to dream, do what I want, live my own life, create my own ideas and have an opinion that is not someone else's life. IF I am

Another Year
Another year as past, tomorrow I'll be 35. While I don't look nor at times act my age, tonight I'm feeling it. I don't think that for a big girl I'm ugly, Matter of fact I think for a big girl I'm pretty damn goodlookin' So why at this time in my life do I remain single? I have class tomorrow so the party is being put off till the weekend. I have to laugh cause my mom is so stressed out with the things happening here she got confused, looks at me this afternoon and says..." Oh yeah, Happy Birthday" to which my reply was " Ya doofus it's tomorrow" But no one has called and very few of my so called friends even called to say, Hey Crissy lets go out have some fun. Nope, my 35th will be uneventful and lonely.

The World's Largest Collection Of Female Masturbation Synonyms
+ 3 Point Shot + A night in with the girls + Airing the orchid + Applying lip gloss + Applying nail polish remover + Auditioning the finger puppets + Automatic pilot + Banging the box + Bashing the gash + Basting the tuna + Basting your turkey + Bathing the kitty + Beating around the bush + Beating the Beaver + Brushing the beaver + Brushing your afro + Buffing the bead + Buffing the Weasel + Burying the knuckle + Butterin' the muffin + Buttering your bagel + Carpet bumping + Cat got tongue + Checking for depth

Untitled
Nothing, but confusion in my head, soldering on, many things to tackle, feeling lost, considering what you have said, thus, can not talk nor think, Sitting lonely at my desk, a place no longer I want to be, wondering what on earth, is so wrong with me, in vain did I search for a solution, finding anything, but a link, tell me what to do, so as not my hopes will sink, Cannot understand, you, missing by my side, through the mist I peer, searching far and wide, try to comprehend what's going through your mind, feeling helpless, listless, somehow getting blind, Yet vivid are all the memories of moments, funny, precious, exciting, sometimes a little bit sad, much had happened the last few months, even at you, I had been mad, but all the drawbacks given, many a time pure happiness I felt, Unable to push away, the thoughts of your tender touch, for you I long, sometimes less sometimes much, your hands soft like a breeze, anything, but

Euphemisms For Male Masturbation
You know them, you love them...but you don't know ALL of them. Here are some great ways of talking about masturbation without actually saying masturbation. Some are funny. Some are strange. But hey, aside from performing the act itself, reading this list is about the most entertaining thing you'll do today. Abusing the wicked stick Adjusting the antenna Aiding and abetting a known felon Applying the hand brake Arguing with Henry Longfellow Arm-wrestle with your one-eyed vessel Attack the one-eyed purple-headed warrior Audition your hand puppet Backstroke roulette Badgering the witness Barking up the wrong tree Bash the candle Basting the ham Battling the purple-headed yogurt slinger Being rough with the sex stick Be your own best friend Beat the bishop Beat the bologna Beat the dummy Beat the meat Beat the pud Beat the stick Be

All My Cartoon Pics
ok thought i'd play around but had to pass word these so heres the site http://s248.photobucket.com/albums/gg179/mav65/ & the password is mavrick have fun on them & if your not into funny yet naughty pics then be nice to thiose that are just don't go look lol. ty & have fun

Cry Not
Cry not for me, for I'll see no dawn my blood runs cold, my soul is gone. No more no light will my eyes but see, no starlit night nor moonlight be. Cry not for me for I can not hear, for sound escapes the dying ear. Swept along the halls of dead, with cries of pain and moans of dread. Cry not for me for I am no more, my way has left through the shining door. The path doth run read with blood A raging torrent, a charnel flood. Cry instead for those who stay, for without the hope there is no way. From ages past and lands before, A hand awaits to open the door. Cry instead for those that stay, for I am dust and blown away.

A Soul's Last Christmas
A gray overcast sky was the cover over the land. The smell of sulfur filled the air as he walked. All around him carnage laid, covering the ground in a tangled mass of bodies. Streams of blood from many bodies formed pools on the ground, slowly seeping deep into the earth. The cold harsh breeze of winter blew savagely across these silent heroes. Battle worn flags whipped in the breeze, their seams tattered and torn and the material riddled in holes. Friend of foe it mattered not any more as none of the soldiers would be able to return to their homeland. Tears flowed heavy from his eyes as he could not understand the needless killings that had happened here on this day. Sorrow filled his heart as he knew somewhere in the world there were loved ones filled with pain from the loss that they now suffered. His heart and thoughts went out to all those that would have to pay for each death here today. Not the killers or the killed but the ones that would carry a empty spot inside them.

The Top 15 Euphemisms For "getting Your Period"
15. Miss Scarlett's Come Home to Tara 14. Trolling for Vampires 13. A Dishonorable Discharge from the Uterine Navy 12. Saddling Old Rusty 11. Feelin' Menstru-riffic! 10. Clean-Up in Aisle One 9. Massacre at the Y 8. T-Minus 9 Months and Holding 7. Game Day for the Crimson Tide 6. Panty Shields Up, Captain! 5. Taking Carrie to the Prom 4. Playing Banjo in Sgt. Zygote's Ragtime Band 3. Ordering l'Omelette Rouge 2. Arts and Crafts Week at Panty Camp and the Number 1 Euphemism for "Getting Your Period"... 1. Rebooting the Ovarian Operating System

Life
OK SO I THINK EVERY NEEDS TO BE LOOKING FOR THERE ANGEL INSTEAD OF LOOKING FOR A FUCK...AT THE END OF THE DAY WE ALL WISH WE HAD THAT ONE SPECAIL SOMEONE..AND SOMETIMES WE HAD THAT SOMEONE BUT GET PUSHED AWAY,,BUT THEN THERE AE SOME WHO ARE JUST TO SCARED TO LOOK OR ASK! SO MANY THINGS HAVE HAPPEND TO ME THIS PAST WEEK THAT I CLING TO MY CHILDREN EVEN MORE...MY ANGELS ARE MY CHILDREN SO FAR..AND WITH CERTAIN EVENTS COMING UP I WANT THEM TO HAVE THE TIME OF THERE LIFE,,I CAN SAY I LOVE N RESPECT MY ANGELS,IF U HAVE AN ANGEL IN UR LIFE LET THEM KNOW U LOVE THEM,,BECAUSE TOMM THEY COULD BE KIDNAPPED,RAPED,KILLED AND TAKING FROM U FOR EVER,,GOD PUT U AN ANGEL HERE TO BLESS U NOT SPOIL U!! AND TREAT UR ANGEL WISELY CUZ THERE IS SOME ONE OUT THERE WHO WILL STEAL (UR) ANGEL

Penis Euphemisms
# 100% all-beef thermometer 21st digit A Ace in the hole Acorn Andy Action Jackson Adam Halfpint Admiral Winky African black snake Afro man AIDS baster AIDS grenade, The Alabama blacksnake Albino cave dweller All-day sucker Anaconda Anal impaler Anal intruder Anal Spear Ankle spanker Apple-headed monster Ass blaster Ass pirate Ass wedge Astralgod Auger-headed gut wrench :: top B Ba-donk-a-donk Baby maker Baby's arm holding an apple Baby's arm in a boxing glove Bacon bazooker Bacon rod Badboy Bagpipe Bald Avenger, The Bald butler Bald-headed beauty Bald-headed giggle stick Bald-headed hermit Bald-headed Jesus Bald-headed yogurt slinger Baldy-headed spunk-juice dispenser Ball buddy Baloney pony Banana Bat and balls Battering ram Bayonet Bavarian Beefstick Bean stalk Beard splitter Bearded burglar Beastus maximus Beaver buster Beaver Cleav

The Top 15 Euphemisms For Losing Your Virginity
20. Throwing out the First Pitch 19. Biggie-Sizing Your Sex Life 18. Moving out of Palmdale 17. Sending the Boys to Sleepaway Camp 16. Humping the Shark 15. Taking the Missile Defenses Off-Line 14. Ceding Territory by Eminent Domain 13. Learning to Work the Child-Proof Containers 12. Serving Cherry Delight 11. Presenting Mr. Happy the Key to the Furry City 10. Entering Heaven's Gate 9. Dating Justin Timberlake and Saving Yourself for Marriage 8. Finally Having Your Weapon Inspected 7. Removing the Training Wheels From the Piecycle 6. Taking the NasTea Plunge 5. Getting the VIP Tour at Neverland 4. Attending the Bush Inaugural Ball 3. Taking Fornication for $1000, Alex 2. Flunking out of Starfleet Academy and the Number 1 Euphemism for Losing Your Virginity...

My Love Set Free
Taking a chance one day My life changed in front of me I never wondered what or why Or what my life’s path would be I knew it was something special As I felt it deep in my heart I welcomed you into my world Even though we were apart I remember the first words we spoke The laugh we shared with each Seeing a bond growing each day Until this point we did reach I gave of hat was special to me As I willingly opened my heart Letting you take what I kept guarded Trusting you from the very start Over time a loving bond has grown One that keeps us together Knowing that e will only be strong When obstacles we must weather My life will never be the same Of this in my heart I know is true Because of the day way back when When I gave it completely to you Once it was given away for love There is no taking it back for me You will have that part of my heart You’re the one that set my love free © Tall Mountain Dreamer January 23, 2008

Is The Love Real
I gave you the only key That opened my heart You took it with ease No hesitation from the start You opened it slowly Vowing no pain would you bring Only to show me hat I missed You would make my heart with love sing I watched through the days As feelings between us grew Knowing the chances I was taking With this special bond with you Closer we became as each day passed I wonder at times if this was all real I had heard the word love years before But nothing compared to hat this day I feel Then I watched as something happened Not wanting to accept what I see Each day that has passed in recent days It seems that you have pushed away from me Some say I am wrong that it is not true You have not said the words I dread My heart pains missing what we had I wonder if our love is really dead I will keep my thoughts of the good times Knowing of the special bond we had Praying that my heart is still true Knowing that our love could never go bad If I am wrong and the ti

Condoms: The Universal Language
Condom Slang:what they are called around the world Denmark: gummimand - rubberman Germany: lummeltute - naughty bag Hong Kong: pei dang vi - bulletproof vest Hungary: ovszer - safety tool Indonesia: koteca - penis gourd Nigeria: okpuamu - penis hat Portugal: camisa de Venus - Venus' shirt Australia: love glove Greece: kapota - overcoat Spain: globo - balloon France: capote Anglaise - English raincoat England/US: French letter

69 Ways Of Saying "you Whore"
Abbess, or Lady Abbess: a bawd, or mistress of a brothel. Athanasian Wench: A forward girl, ready to oblige every man that shall ask her. Aunt: Mine aunt; a bawd or procuress; a title of eminence for the senior dells. See DELLS. Balcum Rancum: a hop or dance, where the women are all prostitutes. Bat: A low whore: so called from moving out like bats in the dusk of evening. Biter: A wench whose quim is ready to bite her arse: a lascivious, rampant wench. Blowen: A mistress or whore of a gentleman of the scamp. "The blowen kidded the swell into a snoozing ken, and shook him of his dummee and thimble." transl: the girl inveigled the gentleman into a brothel and robbed him of his pocket book and watch. Bunter: A low dirty prostitute, half whore and half beggar. Buttock: a whore. Buttock Broker: A bawd, or a matchmaker. Buttock and File: A common whore and a pickpocket. Buttock and Twang, or Down Buttock and Sham-Fi

If Sex Is Dirty
If sex is dirty and babies come from sex then babies must be dirty. If babies are dirty and babies become adults then adults must be dirty. If adults are dirty and adults live a life then life must be dirty. If life is dirty and God gives life then God must be dirty. If God is dirty and God created sex then a whole lot of people need to take a bath.

I Know Not...written By Me
i know not how to tell you of the joy you bring to me the light you bring to my life and the love you've shown to me. you showed me how to love you the kind and gentle way you gave me the courage to give my heart away. so now as i stand here i know our love is true and what i really need to say is "i love you"

Anyone From Ny??
Just wondering if theres anyone from NY on this site compared to the others lieke stinkin Myspace or whatever. It also seems like the hottest babes on here are not even from NY well if ure from NY/ NJ check my page rate me do whatever you want

Attention Whores...
is it just me or are there friends on your list that are merely attention whores and could care less about being your friend.you leave them comments,buy them gifts and nada nothing back from them..im about over all that bs and ready to clean my list big time!!

Vip Me Please???
Why is it everytime I ask a guy or anyone for that matter if they would be willing to buy me a VIP they want stuff like Cybering and shit? or they just simply blow me off? look I know I ain't the hottest thing on Fubar but damn people cut me a break will ya!!! I am a very likeable person but I am not on here for cybering or looking for a man...I am happily married as I stated on my profile but obviously not many guys read the damn thing before they open their mouths about wanting sex to me...I took down all my NSFW pics related to me out to prove that I am better than that.. so why not help this southern girl get a VIP? why because you are a kind and generous person thats why!!! I rate,Fan,Add, and comment people on here so WTF man??? thats all I can do for anyone so please I am asking anyone who reads this to keep in mind that all I can do in return for your kindness is to rate,fan,add,comment and be your friend.... Thank You! Sincerely, Southern BadGirl

The Military Man
The average age of the military man is 19 years. He is a short haired, tight-muscled kid who, under normal circumstances is considered by society as half man, half boy. Not yet dry behind the ears, not old enough to buy a beer, but old enough to die for his country. He never really cared much for work and he would rather wax his own car than wash his father's; but he has never collected unemployment either. He's a recent High School graduate; he was probably an average student, pursued some form of sport activities, drives a ten year old jalopy, and has a steady girlfriend that either broke up with him when he left, or swears to be waiting when he returns from half a world away. He listens to rock and roll or hip-hop or rap or jazz or swing and 155mm howitzer. He is 10 or 15 pounds lighter now than when he was at home because he is working or fighting from before dawn to well after dusk. He has trouble spelling, thus letter writing is a pain for him, but he can field strip a rifl

If I Was Your Girlfriend
1.) How many times a day would you kiss me? answer: 2.) Would you call me? answer: 3.) Would you have sex with me? answer: 4.) Would you take me places? answer: 5.) Would you love me? answer: 6.) Would you lie to me? answer: 7.) If I was sick what would you do? answer: 8.) Would you leave me for one of my friends? answer: 9.) Want to have a future with me? answer: 10.) Would you listen to all my problems and help me solve them? answer: 11.) Would you introduce me to your mom/dad? answer: 12.) Would you care about what I wore when we go out? answer: 13.) Would you hang out with me AND my friends? answer: 14.) If your friend tried to get with me what would you do? answer: 15.) If we dated and broke up, would you want me back? answer: 16.) If I gave you my heart what would you do? answer: 17.) If I said I loved you would you say it back? answer: 18.) How much do you like me 1-10? answer: 19.) How do you feel about me?

Lost Forever.....
She was the one. She was everything I was looking for. She was the one I wanted to get on one knee for and ask her to spend the rest of her life with me. Through the best of times, through the worst of times. She completed me. She filled the hole in my heart. She gave me reason to look forward to tomorrow. She taught me what it was to truely be happy..... She was the one. She was the one that could hurt me. She was the only one that had the ability to completely destroy me. I trusted her to not show me what it was to truely know what pain is. She knows not the pain I have endured. I have fought to have her in my life once again. I fought to not repeat the history that we knew once before. She's convinced that I wanted that young girl I had in the early days, not realizing that as each day had passed, I fell more and more in love with the woman she had become. What we had was good. There was more love between us than there had ever been before, and it had continued to grow. She was t

Letting Go Part 2
LETTING GO To let go does not mean to stop caring, it means I can't do it for someone else. To let go is not to cut myself off, it's the realization I can't control another. To let go is not to enable, but allow learning from natural consequences. To let go is to admit powerlessness, which means the outcome is not in my hands. To let go is not to try to change or blame another, it's to make the most of myself. To let go is not to care for, but to care about. To let go is not to fix, but to be supportive. To let go is not to judge, but to allow another to be a human being. To let go is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes, but to allow others to affect their destinies. To let go is not to be protective, it's to permit another to face reality. To let go is not to deny, but to accept. To let go is not to nag, scold or argue, but instead to search out my own shortcoming

Let It Go.. Part1
Let it Go.. Part1 There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. Don't try to talk another person into staying with you,loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. Let them go. And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in the story is over. If you are holding on to something that doesn't belong to you and was never intended for your life, then you need to...... LET IT GO!!! If you are holding on to past hurts and pains ..... LET IT GO!!! If someone can't treat you right, love you back, and see your worth..... LET THEM GO!!! If someone has angered you

Semi Charmed Kind Of Life
I'm packed and I'm holding, I'm smiling, She's living, she's golden, she lives for me She says she lives for me Ovation, She's got her own motivation She comes round and she goes down on me And I make her smile like a drug for you Do ever what you want to do Coming over you Keep on smiling what we go through One stop to the rhythm that divides you And I speak to you like the chorus to the verse Chop another line like a coda with a curse And I come on like a freak show takes the stage We give them the games we play, she said I want something else To get me through this Semi-charmed kind of life Baby, Baby I want something else, I'm not listening when you say Good-bye. Do-do-do do-do-do-doodoo-do-do-do do... The sky was gold, it was rose I was taking sips of it through it my nose And I wish it could get back there Some place back there Smiling in the pictures you would take Doing crystal meth will lift you up until you break It won't stop, I won't come down I ke

Been Off For A Few Days
been off the site a few days cause needed my wife to ok something on site so i could get back to my home page plus been layed up with the flu i'm about 90% still filling a bit dizzy but ready to go back to work tomorrow and see what happens.oh well friends tc ttyl joe

Jeweled Tears
You see them sparkle like diamonds Aren't they beautiful to admire Crystal clear they shine for all to view Falling softly faster and faster Touch one and watch it disappear Then slowly and majestically one slides down Blood red it creeps along its path In the soiled wake of a lovers aftermath

Avocado Citrus Salad
PREP TIME 20 Min READY IN 20 Min SERVINGS & SCALING Original recipe yield: 8 servings INGREDIENTS * 1/2 cup vegetable oil * 3 tablespoons cider vinegar * 2 tablespoons sugar * 1/2 teaspoon salt * 2 ripe avocado, peeled and sliced * 8 cups torn salad greens * 2 medium oranges, peeled and sectioned * 1 large grapefruit, peeled and sectioned * 1 pear, cored and thinly sliced * 1 cup green grapes * 1/4 cup chopped walnuts DIRECTIONS 1. In a small bowl, combine oil, vinegar, sugar and salt. Add avocados. In a large salad bowl, toss remaining ingredients. Pour the dressing over salad and gently toss to coat. Serve immediately.

Our Tax System
In a language most of you should understand: Suppose that every day, ten men go out for beer and the bill for all ten comes to $100. If they paid their bill the way we pay our taxes, it would go something like this: The first four men (the poorest) would pay nothing. The fifth would pay $1. The sixth would pay $3. The seventh would pay $7. The eighth would pay $12. The ninth would pay $18. The tenth man (the richest) would pay $59. So, that's what they decided to do. The ten men drank in the bar every day and seemed quite happy with the arrangement, until on day, the owner threw them a curve. "Since you are all such good customers," he said, "I'm going to reduce the cost of your daily beer by $20."Drinks for the ten now cost just $80. The group still wanted to pay their bill the way we pay our taxes

Fresh Peach Cobbler
A down-home dessert that goes together in a flash! Prep Time:25 min Start to Finish:1 hr 5 min Makes:6 servings 1/2 cup sugar 1 tablespoon cornstarch 1/4 teaspoon ground cinnamon 4 cups sliced fresh peaches (6 medium) 1 teaspoon lemon juice 3 tablespoons shortening 1 cup Gold Medal® all-purpose flour 1 tablespoon sugar 1 1/2 teaspoons baking powder 1/2 teaspoon salt 1/2 cup milk Cream, if desired 1. Heat oven to 400º. 2. Mix 1/2 cup sugar, the cornstarch and cinnamon in 2-quart saucepan. Stir in peaches and lemon juice. Cook over medium heat stirring constantly, until mixture thickens and boils. Boil and stir 1 minute. Pour into ungreased 2-quart casserole; keep peach mixture hot in oven. 3. Cut shortening into flour, 1 tablespoon sugar, the baking powder and salt in medium bowl, using pastry blender or crisscrossing 2 knives, until mixture look like fine crumbs. Stir in milk. Drop dough by 6 spoonfuls onto hot peach mixture. 4. Bake 25 to 30 minutes or until

Self Esteem
know a group of people who say, "If you want to feel high self-esteem, do esteemable things." Makes sense to me. And in my experience it works. They also say, "I can't think my way to right actions, I have to act my way to right thinking." That has also proven true to me, in my experience. So what does this mean in terms of building my self-esteem? In my experience, there are two very important things that I must be rigorous about, if I want to build my self-esteem. The first is to keep my word. The second is to be rigorously honest. I don't mean I have to tell everybody everything, or even tell ANYbody anything. It simply means that if I open my mouth, the truth needs to come out. Otherwise, what message am I sending to myself? I am telling myself that I am to weak to have what I need or want if I am authentic with people. I need to lie to have what I want or need. I have no power. I am not worth enough o have my needs met if people really know me, so I must lie. How ca

Selfishness
I heard a man once say that he had discovered that whenever he was resentful, it was about not getting his way in the past. And whenever he was frustrated or angry, it was about not getting his way in the present. And whenever he was fearful, it had to do with not getting his way in the future. That rang true to me, and I realized that if it IS true for me, then virtually ALL of my heartache comes from not getting my way, and my reaction to that. So virtually ALL of my problems come from selfishness. Get over my selfish outlook on life, and I get over my problems. A simple solution. Not always so easy for me to implement.

Shoulds
I have discovered something about the word "should." When I tell someone else I think they "should" do something, what I am REALLY saying is, "I want you to" to do that thing. And I have concluded that the reverse is true. When others tell me I "should" do something, what they REALLY mean is, "I want you to…." Taking it even further, whenever I find myself telling MYSELF, I "should" do something, what I am really operating under is the massive weight of all the "shoulds" that were laid on me by other people over the course of my life. So I have concluded that the word "should" does not serve me, and I have stopped using it.

Loneliness
I used to feel lonely sometimes. I felt like people didn't really "get me." And I blamed them for not getting me. Then I came to realize that my pride kept me from really letting people know me. I was very concerned about how people perceived me, that they think I was smart, good, right, and all sorts of other "valuable" things. As a result I wore masks and facades. Putting forth only those sides of me that I thought people would approve of. So of course people didn't really know me. How could they when I wore so many masks? So of course I was right that people didn't get me, because I wouldn't let them. And this loss of connection from people caused me to feel lonely a lot of the time. When I began to give up my prideful ways, and seek a truly authentic way of living my life, letting people really know everything about me, to the extent they wanted to know, I began to feel connected with people, and I began to feel that people DID understand me. And while they didn't alway

I Can't
I CAN’T I rarely use this word anymore. So long as I am not in jail, it would rarely apply to my daily life. There are of course a few exceptions. If someone asked me to dunk a basketball, it would be true if I said "I can't." But if someone says, "how about join me for lunch" and I say "I can't,". Well that's not true, unless I am in jail. So why do folks use the word can't when it's not true? I think its to try to hide the fact that they are making a choice NOT to do something. Instead of saying " No Bob, instead of having lunch with you, I am going to go see Helen," we say " I can't..." And we have so conditioned ourselves to this lie, that we end buying each other's bullshit. It keeps us emotionally safe. But what are the prices we pay? First, we don't really know each other as well as we could when we are not honest. Second, we begin to actually BELIEVE we are not at choice about things in our lives, when in fact we ARE at choice. And THAT is a very big price to p

It’s Hard!
I have discovered that any time I decide that something will be hard to do, or is complicated, it is because deep down, I don't want to do it. Making it hard, or so complicated that "I'm not sure how to do it," is a way of excusing myself from doing something. Anything that I truly WANT to do, becomes easy, and simple.

It Was Mine Until He Took It
You know when you meet up with people from your past, you recall all the good and bad times you had. Talk about childhood memories, places you may have visited, stores you used to go to a lot, remembring neighborhood kids that would run around the streets while their parents were inside not paying attention to them. I don't have that....I know at one point I did but now I don't remember anyone from my childhood. It's gone. I have one memory and it's the one that I wish I would've lost. I know I was about five maybe six, I was an odd but cute child, I never fit in with the others. I know that because I looked so different. While most kids had brown hair, brown eyes, tan skin, there I was big blue eyes, light skin, and dirty blonde hair(yes my hair was that light when I was younger). Anyways I know it was around Chrismas time because I wanted to sleep in the living room that night. It was late and cold, I was kind of in that half asleep state of mind, I didn't really k

More On My Mind
I really don't know if anyone reads this or if anyone truly cares, but as of right now this is the only way I am able to try to figure things out. I am at a point in my life that I can't remember ever being like this, Right now I feel so alone, I feel right now that everything that is going on with me is something that I have to put up with by myself and that no one gives a shit. Right now I wonder if my wife has found another lover. I am lucky if I see my wife an hour every day and it is not that I am not home, I am home all the time, Right now we are down to one vehicle and that is her Suburban. She tells me that she is spending all of her time with her grandpa. But part of me really wonders if that is what is going on. I can't help but wonder if she has found someone that can pleasure her sexually since it has been a really long time since we have done anything or that I was able to obtain an erection. I have tried everything out there to try and cope with my E.D

Wonderwall
Today is gonna be the day That they're gonna throw it back to you By now you should've somehow Realized what you gotta do I don't believe that anybody Feels the way I do about you now Backbeat the word was on the street That the fire in your heart is out I'm sure you've heard it all before But you never really had a doubt I don't believe that anybody feels The way I do about you now And all the roads we have to walk are winding And all the lights that lead us there are blinding There are many things that I would Like to say to you But I don't know how Because maybe You're gonna be the one that saves me? And after all You're my wonderwall Today was gonna be the day? But they'll never throw it back to you By now you should've somehow Realized what you're not to do I don't believe that anybody Feels the way I do About you now And all the roads that lead you there are winding And all the lights that light the way are blinding There are many things th

Magic Pills
There is this lady and she is struggling having a baby so the doctor brings out these pills and he tells her each of these pills takes away a quarter of the pain and gives it to the father of the baby. So she takes one and her husband says "Women must wimps, because I feel no pain." Then she takes another and her husband says "Man this doesn't hurt at all." So she takes two more and has no problem having the baby and neither she nor her husband are in pain. Two days later they come home with the baby and the milkman is dead on their doorstep....

Mike Is Dead
Two guys meet up in a bar. The first one asks, "Did your hear the news - Mike is dead??!!!" "Whoah, what the happened to him?" "Well he was on his way over to my house the other day and when he arrived outside the house he didn't brake properly and boom - He hit the curb, the car flipped over and he crashed through the sunroof - Went flying through the air and smashed through my upstairs bedroom window." "What a horrible way to die!" "No no, he survived that, that didn't kill him at all. So, he's landed in my upstairs bedroom and he's all covered in broken glass on the floor. Then, he spots the big old antique wardrobe we have in the room and reaches up for the handle to try to pull himself up. He's just dragging himself up when bang, this massive wardrobe comes crashing down on top of him, crushing him and breaking most of his bones." "What a way to go, that's terrible!" "No no, that didn't kill him -- he survived that. He managed to get the wardrobe off him and craw

Wicked Comebacks
- It's impossible to believe that the sperm that created you beat out 1,000,000 others. - The wheel is turning but the hamster is definitely dead. - If you were any more stupid, you'd have to be watered twice a week. - The gates are down, the lights are flashing, but the train isn't coming. - When your IQ reaches 50, you should sell. - You may have a "full six-pack" but lack the plastic thing to hold it all together. - Your set low personal standards and then consistently fail to achieve them. - You're depriving a village somewhere of an idiot. - Were I king I would not allow you to breed. - You seem to have reached rock bottom and started to dig.

Basket Case
Do you have the time To listen to me whine About nothing and everything All at once I am one of those Melodramatic fools Neurotic to the bone No doubt about it Sometimes I give myself the creeps Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me It all keeps adding up I think I'm cracking up Am I just paranoid? Or I'm just stoned I went to a shrink To analyze my dreams She says it's lack of sex That's bringing me down I went to a whore He said my life's a bore So quit my whining cause It's bringing her down Sometimes I give myself the creeps Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me It all keeps adding up I think I'm cracking up Am I just paranoid? Uh, yuh, yuh, ya Grasping to control So I better hold on Sometimes I give myself the creeps Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me It all keeps adding up I think I'm cracking up Am I just paranoid? Or I'm just stoned

Rangers 6-0 East Stirlingshire
Rangers 6-0 East Stirlingshire Boyd was on target three times as Rangers strolled to victory Rangers brushed aside Third Division East Stirlingshire to set up a Scottish Cup fifth round clash at Hibs. After a sluggish start, Lee McCulloch slipped a 24th minute shot past keeper Michael Brown and Alan Hutton finished off a one-two with Alan Gow soon after. Gow then set up Kris Boyd to slot home and the same player bagged a second close range goal before half time. McCulloch found the top corner from 20 yards and Boyd slammed in a hat-trick penalty to complete a comfortable win. East Stirlingshire never looked like grabbing a goal for their small band of fans in the 34,000 crowd but were spared a hiding at Ibrox. "I'm glad it's over," manager Gordon Wylde told BBC Sport. "It was a fantastic night for us, to play in a great stadium in front a huge crowd. "We found it difficult to cope with all of Rangers' quality, at times it seemed like they had two or th

December
Why drink the water from my hand? Contagious as you think I am Just tilt my sun towards your domain Your cup runneth over again 1-Don't scream about, don't think aloud Turn your head now, baby, just spit me out Don't worry about, don't speak of doubt Turn your head now, baby, just spit me out Why follow me to higher ground? Lost as you swear I am Don't throw away your basic needs Ambiance and vanity (rpt 1) 2-December promise you gave unto me December whispers of treachery December clouds are now covering me December songs no longer I sing (rpt 1, 2...)

Cancer ~n~pisces
Cancer You may find that one aspect of a certain relationship that has had you confused and deluded for a while now suddenly comes to an end today. You suddenly see that the way in which you have been behaving with each other is inappropriate. But this revelation will then spur you on to discover better, more intimate ways of connecting. Pisces This is quite a wonderful day, with many opportunities to communicate your love for your partner in interesting and imaginative ways. This is a great time to do something creative together, which you can use for inspiration at a later date. Perhaps you could make a short fantasy video, paint a picture together, or enjoy dancing. Whatever it is, make it fun.

My Poor Car!!
Well...I need to rant so here it goes. Saturday night/sunday morning 1am...some 18 yr old kid got drunk/high, then got into a fight with his girlfriend...When his mom came to take him home, he got angry walked across the street, up my driveway and punched my windshield TWICE! Is it just me or is there a problem with the young adults with no respect for other peoples property?? My husband woke me up and I had to deal with the police, the mom, watch the K9 unit come it to find this kid, cause he booked it when my husband called the police at the mother's request. I was and still am very angry about the whole thing...Apparently your vehicle is not even safe in your own yard...Oh Well...I'm done ranting...Thank you for listening(reading).

Chinese Horoscope
OX You may be feeling possessive early this week. Don't listen to gossip. Pets and young children may need extra attention midweek. Events Wednesday through Friday may require big emotional adjustments. You can alienate people if you insist on being right in every little detail. Sexual energy is high on Saturday. Romantic encounters can be very rewarding. Make an effort to tell your sweetheart how you truly feel. Sunday is the best day for innovative home projects and spending time with family. RAT An optimistic attitude will bring good luck on Monday. Tuesday is good for detective work, research, or investigating anything you must get to the bottom of. Expect some stressful communications midweek. Stay calm; it will pass. Thursday is best for making practical decisions and focusing on work. Invite friends to share a meal on Friday. Sexual and creative energies are strong this weekend. Sunday brings the best opportunity to work out detailed goals and plans for many weeks to co

Storm By Lifehouse
How long have I been in this storm? So overwhelmed by the ocean's shapeless form Water's getting harder to tread With these waves crashing over my head If I could just see you Everything would be all right If I'd see you This darkness would turn to light And I will walk on water And you will catch me if I fall And I will get lost into your eyes I know everything will be alright I know everything is alright I know you didn't bring me out here to drown So why am I ten feet under and upside down Barely surviving has become my purpose Because I'm so used to living underneath the surface If I could just see you Everything would be all right If i'd see you This darkness would turn to light And I will walk on water And you will catch me if I fall And I know everything will be alright I know everything will be alright

Cancer ~n~ Pisces
Cancer & Pisces A love match between a Cancer and a Pisces is a positive meeting of spirits. Both signs are basically tolerant and sympathetic, and Pisces is easily energized by Cancer's ideas. A Pisces mate can open a Cancer's eyes to the world of creativity and spirituality. In turn, Cancer's practicality can be a guide, leading Pisces to the fruition of their dreamy, utopian ideas. This celestial pairing benefits from an amazingly strong and multifaceted emotional bond. Cancer loves material goods, they admire and they appreciate. Cancer desires comfort and a rich home, and at times might not understand the simplistic, minimalist lifestyle of their Pisces mate. Though they may work toward different goals of acquisition and lifestyle, the shared emotional depth of Cancer and Pisces can make theirs a very rewarding relationship. The Moon (Emotion) rules Cancer, and Jupiter (Philosophy) and Neptune (Illusion and Dreams) rules Pisces. When the Moon and Neptune come together,

Killing Me Softly
Strumming my pain with his fingers, Singing my life with his words, Killing me softly with his song, Killing me softly, With his song telling my whole life With his words, Killing me softly, With his song [LAURYN] One time, One time, (one time) hey yo L you know you got the lyrics I heard he sang a good song, I heard he had a style, And so I came to see him and listen for a while. And there he was this young boy, stranger to my eyes, Strumming my pain with his fingers, (one time,one time) Singing my life with his words, (two times. two times) Killing me softly with this song, Killing me softly, With his song, telling my whole life, With his words, Killing me softly with his song. I felt all flushed with fever, Embarrassed by the crowd, I felt he found my letters then read each one out loud. I prayed that he would finish, But he just kept right on- Strumming my pain with his fingers, (One Time, one time!) Singing my life with his words, (Two Times, two times!

Sammy
For those of you who have read my blogs, my first blog was about my dog Sam. Back in October Sam was diagnosed with kidney disease. It is not known if this disease was congenital or caused from the tainted food, the brand he was raised on was one that was recalled. Last night, at approximately 4:30,Sam succumbed and died peacefully while he was being petted. It's hard to imagine but I am truly hertbroken.

People On Fubar
all this site is anymore is women trying to get you to pay to see them , or buy them something ,, What ever happend to meeting someone and becoming friends or more , I thought this is what this site was for ...( i guess not )

Back 2 Good
Its nothing, it's so normal you Just stand there I could say so much But I don't go there cuz I don't want to I was thinking if you were lonely Maybe we could leave here and no one would know At least not to the point that we would think so Everyone here, knows everyone here is thinking about Somebody else Its best if we all keep it under our heads I couldnt tell, if anyone here was feeling The way I do But Im lonely now, and I don't know how To get it back to good I don't mean that, you own me This aint no good, in fact it's phony As hell But things worked out just like you wanted too If you see me out you don't know me Try to turn your head, try to give me some room To figure out just what Im going to do And everyone here, hates everyone here for Doing just like They do Its best if we all keep this quite instead And I couldnt tell, why everyone here was Doing me like They do But Im sorry now, and I don't know how To get it back to good Everyone he

Unwell
All day staring at the ceiling Making friends with shadows on my wall All night hearing voices telling me That I should get some sleep Because tomorrow might be good for something Hold on Feeling like Im headed for a breakdown And I don't know why [chorus] But Im not crazy, Im just a little unwell I know right now you can't tell But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see A different side of me Im not crazy, Im just a little impaired I know right now you don't care But soon enough you're gonna think of me And how I used to be...me Im talking to myself in public Dodging glances on the train And I know, I know they've all been talking about me I can hear them whisper And it makes me think there must be something wrong with me Out of all the hours thinking Somehow Ive lost my mind [chorus] But Im not crazy, Im just a little unwell I know right now you can't tell But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see A different side of me Im not crazy, Im just a

God's Dupes
God's dupes Moderate believers give cover to religious fanatics -- and are every bit as delusional. PETE STARK, a California Democrat, appears to be the first congressman in U.S. history to acknowledge that he doesn't believe in God. In a country in which 83% of the population thinks that the Bible is the literal or "inspired" word of the creator of the universe, this took political courage. Of course, one can imagine that Cicero's handlers in the 1st century BC lost some sleep when he likened the traditional accounts of the Greco-Roman gods to the "dreams of madmen" and to the "insane mythology of Egypt." Mythology is where all gods go to die, and it seems that Stark has secured a place in American history simply by admitting that a fresh grave should be dug for the God of Abraham — the jealous, genocidal, priggish and self-contradictory tyrant of the Bible and the Koran. Stark is the first of our leaders to display a level of intellectual honesty befitting a consul of anci

Poison
Your cruel device, Your blood like ice. One look could kill, My pain, your thrill. I wanna love you, but I better not touch (don't touch) I wanna hold you, but my senses tell me to stop I wanna kiss you, but I want it too much (too much) I wanna taste you, but your lips are venomous poison You're poison runnin' through my veins You're poison, I don't wanna break these chains. Your mouth, so hot Your web, I'm caught Your skin, so wet Black lace on sweat I hear you callin' and it's needles and pins (and pins) I wanna hurt you just to hear you screaming my name Don't wanna touch you, but you're under my skin (deep in) I wanna kiss you, but your lips are venomous poison You're poison runnin' through my veins You're poison, I don't wanna break these chains Poison One look (one look), could kill (could kill), My pain, your thrill. I wanna love you, but I better not touch (don't touch) I wanna hold you, but my senses tell me to stop I wanna kiss you, but

The Gift
I have been given a gift of greata importance. A treasure so special it is beyond priceless. I have been trusted to keep it safe. I will gaurd it with my life. I will never damage it, nor let it fall into the wrong hands. I will not misuse it, or misplace it. I promise to handle it with care. I have the perfect place to keep it safe.... Right here with mine! Thank you for giving me ur heart!

Craving
how i crave to hear His voice to feel His touch i crave to know His love to know that i am truly His i crave nothing else in this world except my Master He is the only person that i love oh so deeply His love keeps me going when there is no reason to keep fighting to feel Master place His collar upon my throat would be a dream come true my heart tells me whom i belong to my soul tells me that Master owns all of me i would do anything to show Master what He means to me Master is my everything He is my friend, my lover, my mentor, and above all He is my Master for all time i long to kneel before Him and offer all that i am and all that i shall become to Him and Him alone. Master is my whole world and no other will ever posses me like He does. when i close my eyes i can see His face and it brings a smile to lips His eyes can see into my very soul and know what i crave the most.

I Alone
It's easier not to be wise And measure these things by your brains I sank into eden with you Alone in the church by and by I'll read to you here save your eyes You'll need them your boat is at sea Your anchor is up you've been swept away And the greatest of teachers won't hesitate To leave you there by yourself Chained to fate I alone love you I alone tempt you I alone love you Fear is not the end of this! It's easier not to be great And measure these things by your eyes We long to be here by his resolve Alone in the church by and by To cradle the baby in space And leave you there by yourself Chained to fate Oh, now, we took it back too far, Only love can save us now, all these riddles that you burn All come runnin' back to you, all these rhythms that you hide Only love can save us now, all these riddles that you burn Yeah, yeah, yeah

Great Joke For The Day...
A man joins a very exclusive nudist colony. On his first day there he takes off his clothes and starts to wander around. A gorgeous petite blonde walks by, and the man immediately gets aroused. The woman notices his "interest," comes over to him and says, "Did you call for me?" The man replies "No; what do you mean?" She says, "You must be new here. Let me explain. It's a rule here that if you get an erection it implies you called for me." Smiling, she leads him to the side of the swimming pool, lies him down on a towel, eagerly pulls him to her and lets him have his way with her. The man is ecstatic; he can't believe his good fortune. He continues to explore the colony's facilities. He enters the sauna and as he sits down, he farts. Within minutes a huge, hairy man lumbers out of the steam room toward him, "Did you call for me?!" asks the hairy man. "No, what do you mean?" says the newcomer. "You must be new," says the hairy man, "It's a rule

Lump
Lump sat alone in a boggy marsh, Totally emotionless except for her heart Mud flowed up into lump's pajamas She totally confused all the passing pihranas She's lump, she's lump She's in my head She's lump, she's lump, she's lump She might be dead Lump lingered last in line for brains And the one she got was sorta rotten and insane Small things so sad that birds could land Is lump fast asleep or rockin' out with the band? She's lump, she's lump She's in my head She's lump, she's lump, she's lump She might be dead Lump was limp and lonely and needed a shove Lump slipped on a kiss and tumbled into love She spent her twenties between the sheets Life limped along at sub-sonic speeds She's lump, she's lump She's in my head She's lump, she's lump, she's lump She might be dead Is this lump outta my head? I think so Is this lump outta my head? I think so Is this lump outta my head? I think so Is this lump outta my head?

Freak On A Leash
Someth’n’ takes a part of me Something lost and never seen Every time I start to believe Something's raped and taken from me…from me Life's gotta always be mess’n’ with me (You want to see the light) Can't it chill and let me be free? (…So do I) Can't I take away all this pain (You want to see the light) I’d tried to every night, all in vain...in vain Sometimes I cannot take this place Sometimes it's my life I can't taste Sometimes I cannot feel my face You'll never see me fall from grace Something takes a part of me You and I were meant to be A cheap fuck for me to lay Something takes a part of me Feel’n’ like a freak on a leash (You want to see the light) Feel’n’ like I have no release (…So do I) How many times have I felt disease? (You want to see the light) Nothing in my life is free…is free Sometimes I cannot take this place Sometimes it's my life I can't taste Sometimes I cannot feel my face You'll never see me fall from grace Something takes a p

Virtual Insanity
Oh yeah, what we're living in (let me tell ya) It's a wonder man can eat at all When things are big that should be small Who can tell what magic spells we'll be doing for us And I'm giving all my love to this world Only to be told I can't see I can't breathe No more will we be And nothing's going to change the way we live Cos' we can always take but never give And now that things are changing for the worse, See, it's a crazy world we're living in And I just can't see that half of us immersed in sin Is all we have to give these - Futures made of virtual insanity now Always seem to, be govern'd by this love we have For useless, twisting, our new technology Oh, now there is no sound - for we all live underground And I'm thinking what a mess we're in Hard to know where to begin If I could slip the sickly ties that earthly man has made And now every mother, can choose the colour Of her child That's not nature's way Well that's what they said yesterday There's n

Sad And Confused
The world which i thought i had found seems to be slipping through my fingers How can i hold on when all seems so dark and so very far away how i have learned to love oh so deeply a love which is like no other i found the one whom i was ment to serve now as i sit here it seems like a dream. what have i done it seems like it was a dream if it were please do not wake me let me stay asleep for erternity if i am awake please never let me sleep for i love You my Master so very much please keep this darkness which looms around me at bay i do not wish for it to consume me once again i long only to kneel by Your side and serve You with all that i am for i am Your slave and proud of that fact. please tell me am i dreaming or are You real.

My Thoughts On The Death Of Heath Ledger
I'm honestly at a loss of words right now. I can't believe another young actor is dead. at only 28 heath ledger was found dead at his home of what police are saying a possible drug overdose. {accidental so far}. But, still I haven't felt this down since hearing the death of brandon lee, anohter favorite actor of mine. I have posted some pictures of ledger in what will be his final screen performance, portraying the villianous joker in 2008's Batman The Dark Knight. fill free to check them out as well as the trailer for the film at www.rottentomatoes.com thanks for everyone that read this. -cheers

Zombie
Another head hangs lowly, Child is slowly taken. And the violence caused such silence, Who are we mistaken? But you see, it's not me, it's not my family. In your head, in your head they are fighting, With their tanks and their bombs, And their bombs and their guns. In your head, in your head, they are crying... In your head, in your head, Zombie, zombie, zombie, Hey, hey, hey. What's in your head, In your head, Zombie, zombie, zombie? Hey, hey, hey, hey, oh, dou, dou, dou, dou, dou... Another mother's breakin', Heart is taking over. When the vi'lence causes silence, We must be mistaken. It's the same old theme since nineteen-sixteen. In your head, in your head they're still fighting, With their tanks and their bombs, And their bombs and their guns. In your head, in your head, they are dying... In your head, in your head, Zombie, zombie, zombie, Hey, hey, hey. What's in your head, In your head, Zombie, zombie, zombie? Hey, hey, hey, hey, oh, oh, oh

Barely Breathing
I know what you're doing, I see it all too clear I only taste the saline when I kiss away your tears You really had me going, wishing on a star But the black holes that surround you are heavier by far I believed in your confusion, you were so completely torn It must have been that yesterday was the day that I was born There's not much to examine, there's nothing left to hide You really can't be serious if you have to ask me why I say goodbye... 'Cause I am barely breathing And I can't find the air Don't know who I'm kidding Imagining you care And I could stand here waiting A fool for another day I don't suppose it's worth the price, worth the price The price that I would pay Everyone keeps asking, what's it all about? I used to be so certain and I can't figure out What is this attraction? I only feel the pain There's nothing left to reason and only you to blame Will it ever change? 'Cause I am barely breathing And I can't find the air Don't know who I'm ki

Building A Mystery
You come out at night That's when the energy comes And the dark side's light And the vampires roam You strut your rasta wear And your suicide poem And a cross from a faith that died Before Jesus came You're building a mystery You live in a church Where you sleep with voodoo dolls And you won't give up the search For the ghosts in the halls You wear sandals in the snow And a smile that won't wash away Can you look out the window Without your shadow getting in the way? You're so beautiful With an edge and charm But so careful When I'm in your arms Cause you're working Building a mystery Holding on and holding it in Yeah you're working Building a mystery And choosing so carefully You woke up screaming aloud A prayer from your secret god You feed off our fears And hold back your tears, oh Give us a tantrum And a know it all grin Just when we need one When the evening's thin You're so beautiful A beautiful fucked up man You're setting up your

Freaking Piece Of Dogcrap
STUFF # 1275575 WOW I WAS RIGHT THERE ARE A BUNCH OF DUMB ASSES OUT THERE BE NOWAY I WOULD LET SOME FAT UGLY WANT TO BE WHORE DO THAT TO ME Now isnt this nice to have placed on one of my pictures? Funny thing was he came and rated a shit load of them and now I am all that. LOL Pathetic smalled dicked little want to be. I must have told him no. LOL

To You...
To You... I am still amazed that I have you. It's still hard to understand how you chose me. How after just one short conversation you knew I was meant for you. Now I know the truth of your conviction. I've never been with someone who suited me so perfectly. You seduced me with your words and strong spirit, and you've kept me with your tender heart. I am so happy. A part of you has become part of me and that is enough. You might laugh when I say this, but I dream about you every night; probably because I can't be with you often enough. However, when I am awake, I know that you are the furthest thing from a dream. Sometimes I imagine that you are built from sold rock; a moving statue and an indestructible human being, because I feel so safe with you and because I know I am so safe in your arms. You absolutely contain yourself and then again much more than yourself. Your confidence is consuming and your perspective is huge. I want you to know how much you’ve opene

For You, Always
Falling into your eyes I suddenly realize that you’re truly who you seem to be and you really do just want me I want you to know that baggage abounds I want you to know my reasoning is sound I love your laugh, smile, and your frown I love when you’re serious or just being a clown you whisper sweet words till my brain wants to melt saying sweet nothings about all you've felt you make me laugh even while I’m depressed you bring me out of my shell just when I’ve regressed you give me an anchor when I’m feeling lost you make me happy no matter the cost you tell me you like me and like me a lot I tell you you're funny, gorgeous, and hot so much in common, so much to share so many differences, someone to care you help me to laugh, enjoy, and unwind you make me feel without feelings entwined you show me you care without asking too much you make me believe, craving your touch falling into your eyes I see anothe

Update
OK Kylie has been without a seizure for 24 hours now, the medicine they are giving her is not a cure and they can't give it to her for long because it has serious side effects when taken long term. But it is giving her little body a chance to rest. Also they are going to be doing a spinal tap today or tomorrow to do more testing to try to find out what is causing her to have seizures in the first place. My friend Sarah some of you may know about but some may not. She recently had a liver transplant because of cancer and has been having complications off and on, well she is back in the hospital again fighting for her life. The doctors said with as many complications as she has been having she only has about a 30% chance of pull through this and that is if she doesn't slip into a coma so please add her to your pray list as well. My issue that was caused by my psychotic whore of an ex roommate seems to be taken care of *knocks on wood* hopefully she don't pull anymore stupid @$$ st

Chocolate
A daily dose of dark chocolate may help reduce the symptoms of chronic fatigue syndrome. Study leader Professor Steve Atkin, an expert in endocrinology, said the idea for the study came after a patient reported feeling much better after swapping her normal milk chocolate for dark chocolate with a high cocoa solid content. He decided to see if other patients would benefit and carried out a trial of 10 patients who received a daily dose - 45g - of dark chocolate or white chocolate dyed to look like dark chocolate for two months.

Janie's Got A Gun
Dum, dum, dum, honey what have you done Dum, dum, dum, it's the sound of my gun Dum, dum, dum, honey what have you done Dum, dum, dum, it's the sound, it's the sound... Nah, nah, nah, nah, nah, nah.... Janie's got a gun Janie's got a gun Her whole world's come undone From looking straight at the sun What did her daddy do? What did he put you through? They say when Janie was arrested They found him underneath a train But man, he had it comin' Now that Janie's got a gun She ain't never gonna be the same Janie's got a gun Janie's got a gun Her dog day's just begun Now everybody is on the run Tell her now it's untrue What did her daddy do? He jacked the little bitty baby The man has got to be insane They say the spell that he was under The lightnin' and the thunder Knew that someone had to stop the rain Run away, run away from the pain Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Run away, run away from the pain Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Run away, run away, ru

A Promise
A Promise... Never To Be Broken By Noey Thoughts of you illuminate my soul. My mind races as waves of passion flush over my pale skin. Have I ever told you that if I sit really still and silent sometimes, I like to think that I can hear your heart beating in time with mine? There have been so many times when I ached for you... ached for you so badly that the emotions overwhelmed me... I reach out... hoping to feel the slightest bit of you... your skin, your breath, anything... I keep my head up, knowing we are closer to having each other; For I have found a place I want to be, this place I see is with you, in your arms. Your arms... a safe haven just for me. I give my heart to you, for my heart believes in you. My Promise to you: I promise to work out our problems together. If you ever need me I'll give it my all and work out the problems, big or small. I'll hold you when you are down, make you smile not frown. I only wish to make you see... I"ll give you nothing but

Runaway Train
Call you up in the middle of the night Like a firefly without a light You were there like a blowtorch burning I was a key that could use a little turning So tired that I couldn't even sleep So many secrets I couldn't keep I promised myself I wouldn't weep One more promise I couldn't keep It seems no one can help me now, I'm in too deep; there's no way out This time I have really led myself astray Runaway train, never going back Wrong way on a one-way track Seems like I should be getting somewhere Somehow I'm neither here nor there Can you help me remember how to smile? Make it somehow all seem worthwhile How on earth did I get so jaded? Life's mystery seems so faded I can go where no one else can go I know what no one else knows Here I am just a-drownin' in the rain With a ticket for a runaway train And everything seems cut and dried, Day and night, earth and sky, Somehow I just don't believe it Runaway train, never going back Wrong way on a one

38 Things A Girl Probably Did'nt Realize.
1. Guys are more emotional then you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try. 2. Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about. 3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile. 4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him. 5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonder ful-and-nice-you-are method. 6. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to. 7. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved. 8. Guys don't care how gorgeous you are, if you're a bitch-- Goodbye. 9. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong

Sitting Here Thinking.
This has been a really long week for me. It is just like one day right after another in my own lil world. I have been trying to keep busy cleaning, checking out the net, reading, and believe it or not watching tv ( i am not a big tv person). The reason I have been trying to keep busy and all, is because I want to see if my bf will actually make an effort with me this week. It seems like I am always the one to make the effort with Him. If He needs or wants something I do it for Him. I call Him to talk with Him and see how His day is going. I make the effor to see Him, and I want to see if this is just one sided or if He wants to be here also. I mean it is real easy to say that when He is here with me, that I am all these grand things to Him, but if I am so much then why is it when I do not make the effort He is no where to be around. Last week He had a bad week, I understood and when He wanted to talk about it, I was right there to listen. When He wanted time with me I was all

Bee Farmers
Wow! One of the FUbarians put 2 and 2 together about a small town that we both had family connections to. It so happened that his aunt and uncle were bee farmers in that town and had died in the 80's. I couldn't help but respond to him by stating -- "When I was little there was a bee farmer that would bring over to my Grandma's and Grandpa's ranch a couple of jars of the best honey with the combs still in it. Honey became my favorite commodity. The man that would bring the jars would sit with my family in the country air and talk to us. He was the nicest man and I really got a kick out of his visits -- especially when it meant that he would bring us honey... lol!! One time, he had held me in his lap and a bee landed on me. He said to me - don't worry. The bee won't sting you unless you show him that you are scared.... It was a great exercise in overcoming any possible fears of bees and every time I encounter bees, his voice echoed in my head. My Grandpa worked fo

Language I Use At Work ( Haha)
HI Ya!, Just a little information on any language that I use, that you may not understand. The following sentences are what you may hear coming from my mouth, But the translation of what I am really saying follows: When I say “YOU DUNNO WHAT THE F--- YOU’RE DOING!” What I am really saying is “I think you could use a little more training and guidance, and I’m glad to help” When I say “WHAT A F---N’ B---H!” What I am really and truly saying is “You are such an aggressive, ambitious and go getter woman” When I say “AND WHEN THE F---- AM I GOING TO GET IT, AND WHEN DO YOU F----N’ EXPECT ME TO DO THIS!?!!” What I am really saying is “I guess I can be patient and perhaps stay late to help you out” When I say “NO F-----G WAY!, ARE YOU F----G CRAZY!?!” What I am really saying is “I’m certain that just won’t work, but we’ll try, o.k.?” When I say “ARE YOU F----G KIDDING ME!?!” What I am truly saying is “Stop joking, I can’

Everything You Knew About Wonderland Is Wrong
We found it last night; we felt our son Jeffrey’s second tooth breaking through his lower gum to the left and past the center of his first! Now Martha points out we can’t put a finger into Jeffrey’s mouth to see if he’s hungry any more; we’ve virtually stopped doing that anyway. And if Sarah tries to mess with him, watch out! Actually, Sarah and Jeffrey have been getting along great the last few weeks. This morning I was feeding Jeffrey some rice cereal in his chair and she wanted to help me do it. She did for two bites; it’s always a delicate balance making that stuff! I either measure out too little water (which if you’re going to err, this is the side of caution; I like oatmeal this way too) or too much to mix with it. Since he drools already, having this stuff drip down is no picnic either. One of my new favorite books came into my possession this weekend when the Waldenbooks in Dakota Square was closing (like B. Dalton I referred to Saturday, they’re both being supersede

Mexico Drops Out Of 2008 Summer Olympics
Mexico Drops Out Of 2008 Summer Olympics President Felipe Calderón of Mexico has announced today that Mexico will not participate in the next Summer Olympics. He stated, "Casi cada uno que puede funcionar, saltar, o la nadada ha salido ya del país." Translation: "Pretty much everyone who can run, jump, or swim has already left the country."

Don't Take It Personal (just One Of Dem Days)
It's just one of them days, when I wanna be all alone It's just one of them days, when I gotta be all alone It's just one of them days, don't take it personal I just wanna be all alone And you think I treat you wrong I wanna take some time out to think things through I know it always feels like I'm doing you wrong But I'm so in love with you So understand that I'm only in love You're the only one I need So have no thought that I want to leave And baby trust me please 1-Just one of them days, that a girl goes through When I'm angry inside Don't want to take it out on you Just one of them days, don't take it personal I just wanna be all alone And you think I treat you wrong Don't take it personal, baby baby baby baby Don't take it personal I see and I think about every thing we do And I find myself in mysery and that ain't cool Hey now, I really want to be with you The whole way through But the way you make me feel inside keeps me confused As I swing back

Read It Thanx U
State police warning for online: Please read this 'very carefully'..then send it out to all the people online that you know. Something like this is nothing to be taken casually ; this is something you DO want to pay attention to. If a person with the screen-name of Rockhard abs or goes by his name Jason Stallings contacts you, do not reply. DO NOT talk to this person; do not answer any of his instant messages or e-mail . He has the ability to track your home address. Whoever this person may be, he is a suspect for murder in the death of (3) women (so far) contacted through the Internet. He is a suspect in a shooting and is known for raping and beating young women. He is located

I Was In Love
WELL I HAD FOUND WHAT I WAS THINKING WAS MY SOULMATE THEN A FEW DAYS B4 WE WERE TO BE TOGETHER SHE SENT ME A LETTER TELLING ME SHE WASNT IN LOVE WITH ME ANYMORE AND SHE HAD FOUND ANOTHER I FREAKED OUT WENT DRINKING ONE THING LED TO ANOTHER I ENDED UP IN JAIL ON MY BIRTHDAY WAS IN THERE FOR A WHILE NOW IM OUT HEARTBROKEN AND FEELING ALL ALONE I MISS HER SO MUCH I WOULD HAVE DONE ANYTHING FOR HER BUT THATS WHAT I GET FOR LETTING MY GAURD DOWN SHIT ON AGAIN

What Does It Take To Get In Ther
Attention all friends and family. If I have ever helped you out in a giveaway or contest please help me now. I'm in a Happy Hour giveaway and need 140,000 comments, I'm at 55,534 right now please come drop me a few comments. It's comments AND rate the pic./fubar.com/user/1007162 Evonne & TisMom05 need 140,000 comments to win a 1-Year VIP, a Happy Hour, a 30-Day Blast AND a Ticker Pack! PLEASE HELP OUT THE SOONER I GET TO 140,000 COMMENT IM DONE/ALSO IF WANT A MORPH I am offering up a free gift of an animation or morph of your chosing. To get it you must leave 400 comments here: and then send me a fu-mail letting me know you've done that! ***you don't have to leave all 400 comments in 1 day!*** ***IF YOU DON'T FU-MAIL ME, YOU WON'T GET YOUR ANIMATION!*** Attention all friends and family. If I have ever helped you out in a giveaway or contest please help me now. I'm in a Happy Hour giveaway and need 140,000 comments, I'm at 55,534 right now please come drop me

Babe I Love You
MY HEART GOES OUT TO SOME ONE VERY SPECIAL IN MY LIFE!!!!! HE MAY BE OLDER, BUT HE MAKES ME FEEL YOUNGER NO MATTER WHAT!! I MISS HIM WHEN HE IS GONE AND DON'T WANT TO BE HURT... BUT HE HAS MY HEART IN THE PALM OF HIS HANDS.... HE HAS AN HEART OF GOLD... A SMILE THAT COULD MELT THE SUN.... FOR THAT ALL U MAY BE ABLE TO KEEP ME FOREVER!!!!!!

George Carlin's New Rules For 2008
GEORGE CARLIN'S NEW RULES FOR 2008 New Rule: No more gift registries. You know, it used to be just for weddings. Now it's for babies and new homes and graduations from rehab. Picking out the stuff you want and having other people buy it for you isn't gift giving, it's the white people version of looting. New Rule: Stop giving me that pop-up ad for classmates.com! There's a reason you don't talk to people for 25 years. Because you don't particularly like them! Besides, I already know what the captain of the football team is doing these days --- mowing my lawn. New Rule: Don't eat anything that's served to you out a window unless you're a seagull. People are acting all shocked that a human finger was found in a bowl of Wendy's chili. Hey, it cost less than a dollar. What did you expect it to contain...Lobster? New Rule: Stop saying that teenage boys who have sex with their hot, blonde teachers are permanently damaged. I have a better description for thes

Please Pray For Me
Sorry I havent chatted much with my friends on here....been sick but I have been tryin to keep in touch. I go see a surgeon next Wed. and see when they are gonna try to repair what the surgeon screwed up a year ago. So I am asking for yall not to give up on me and pray that everything will be ok. Much luv to all my friends, Pru

Everyone
i have to be gone for today and tomorrow but i will be back when i can so dont worry il be back to pay up just incase ur wondering lol i have a few things i have to do and i have to help my son through some stuff so everything will be ok and il be back nowwwwww dont think u got rid of me oh hellllll no ...good luck and dont do anything i wouldnt do um let me rephrase that lol behave haha xoxo love u all have a great wknd if i dont see u til monday xoxo

Feelings- Love, Why Does It Have To Hurt So Much?
I was swimming across the sky Clouds and angels by my side Then I realized that I was lonely And it wasn't such a good thing I was flying in paradise In that ocean of dead lights I was looking for your smile in the wind But there was nobody there this morning I was swimming across the sky Clouds and angels by my side Then I realized that I was lonely And it wasn't such a good thing I believe in your smile everyday But I know that you're far from my way When I talk to the moon I can hear you In the dark I can see, I can feel your light I was swimming across the sky Clouds and angels by my side Then I realized that I was lonely And it wasn't such a good thing I was flying in paradise In that ocean of dead lights I was looking for your smile in the wind But there was nobody there this morning I believe in your smile everyday But I know that you're far from my way When I talk to the moon I can hear you In the dark I can see, I can feel your light

Shhhhhh!!!
shhh... Sssh...easy now. I have you... You are in the arms of The Lady of Lust ...and I'll take you where you need to go. Play me soft. Play me hard. Just play me. I came into this world as a daisy. ...pure, sweet, simple. And now I have evolved. I am a violet. ...a velvet vixen, smooth and vibrant. Yet I yearn to be a wild orchid. ...resplendent, rare, exotic. Dare I say erotic? Touch me. Tease me. I know you want to please me. Give me your words. Send me your thoughts. Violetess awaits.

The Kitchen Witch
A mother was working in the kitchen listening to her 5-year old son playing with his new electric train in the living room. She heard the train stop and her son saying, "All of you sons of bitches who want off, get the hell off now...cause this is the last stop! And all of you sons of bitches who are getting on, get your asses in the train...cause we're going down the tracks." The horrified mother went in and told her son, "We don't use that kind of language in this house. Now I want you to go to your room and you are to stay there for TWO HOURS. When you come out, you may play with your train...but I want you to use nice language." Two hours later, the son came out of the bedroom and resumed playing with his train. Soon the train stopped and the mother heard her son say... "All passengers, please remember your things, thank you and we you hope your trip was a pleasant one. We hope you will ride with us again soon." She heard her little darling continue..."For those of you j

Just A Little Poem!! :)
sipping slow of supple suckle; languishing licks kiss creamy cheek. my breath is ragged; i can not speak... this lingering liquid to beg release;... exquisite tease my lips, they glide on silken glans.. at last! hot hands... slick in rhythm with spouting beast and swallowed feast.!.. ...i sigh; slow sipping

The Government
we all have sit back and thgougth at some point , what the frig is our government thinking? the new plan to so called stimalate the enconmy,lol read the terms carefully, what about the poor class , people who are socail security, and the people who get government penisons. there again they are thinking, just like teh war, all our men and women are over there dieing for what???? they say tohelp stop terrisom? ask yourself is that really true?> i did my time too in nam and it wasn't any better then this war we are in now. the government is so worried about the economy, they don't care about the homless here in our own country, they are just trying to get thier shots in before they leave office, as for george bush, well i personally belive that he is every bit like his father, a person who enjoys everyone elses suffuring, not that it bothers him of course, cause he really could give a shit less.

Broken Rose
EVERYTIME I DON'T GET A ROSE FROM YOU IT IS LIKE A BROKEN ROSE BECAUSE IT BREAKS MY HEART WORSE THAN THORNS THAT CAN PRICK ME AND MAKE ME BLEED WHAT HAPPENED TO THE BEAUTY OF OUR LOVE? AM I TOO POOR OR BLIND? OR JUST TOO UNDESERVING SHOULD I JUST LEAVE THIS PLACE? JUST SO I CAN SAVE FACE OR SHALL I REMAIN TO LOVE YOU,AND RETAIN MY GRACE A TEAR SHALL DROP ON WHAT LIFE OR REALITY THAT COULD BE TAKEN OR FALLEN BECAUSE OF A LOVE I HOLD.

On Love
The pencil on the table Your face is in my mind The way youre looking to me Gave birth to the dead inside Yet the pencil is silent There is only the will To draw the curves of your face To feel your skin. I saw you in my dreams. It was so clear and pure. And here you shine again. The only dream I had Is the one I shared with you. The others I forgot, The wind tarred them apart And the dream lifted me up Waked the artist inside. The pencil kissed the paper So tender and so sweet Gave birth to those purest Stars anyone will ever meet. So charming and so warm The pearls were dropping down Giving life to those flowers, Blossoming all around. And on the paper it carved The traces of your soul, The wonders of your sorrow The sweetness of your faith. The pencil left the paper Yet there is more to draw No one should ever see it But in our hearts we know And on the edge of darkness It was cold beside you It was ever dead, yet It lived for seeing you.

Heath Ledger, Rip
Heath Ledger Found Dead in NYC at Age 28 Jan. 23, 2008, 1:05 AM EST Heath Ledger, the talented 28-year-old actor who gravitated toward dark, brooding roles that defied his leading-man looks, was found dead Tuesday in a Manhattan apartment, facedown at the foot of his bed with prescription sleeping pills nearby, police said. There was no obvious indication that the Australian-born Ledger had committed suicide, NYPD spokesman Paul Browne said. Ledger had an appointment for a massage at the SoHo apartment that is believed to be the home of the "Brokeback Mountain" actor, Browne said. The massage therapist and a housekeeper found his naked body at about 3:30 p.m. They tried to revive him, but he was already dead. "I had such great hope for him," said Mel Gibson, who played Ledger's vengeful father in "The Patriot," in a statement. "He was just taking off and to lose his life at such a young age is a tragic loss." Outside the Manhattan building on an upscale street, paparazzi

The Princess Bride
The Princess Bride - 1987 Embark on a fun-filled adventure that unlocks imaginations and inspires dreams. A wonderous tale of wit and whimsey. The Princess Bride will transport you to a magical land where fantasy reigns supreme, and kings and queens of all ages will want to return again and again! Long ago and far away, there lived the beautiful Buttercup (Robin Wright) and her "one true love" Wesley (Cary Elwes). With a final kiss good-bye and a vow that he will one day return, Wesley leaves to seek his fortune. But when news arrives that he's been lost at sea, an evil prince seizes the opportunity to arrange his own betrothal to Buttercup. Things certainly do look bleak for the poor, unwilling bride-to-be.... but before she can say "I DO", the courageous Wesley triumphantly returns to battle wizards, warriors, pirates, poisons, giants and giant egos to come to her rescue! Sparkling with fun, adventure, and romance- and featuring endearing charecters played by Peter Falk, Billy

^sin^ And Mr.mischief Are Getting Fu Married!
Mr. Mischief and ^Sin^ are getting fu married today, January 23, 2008 at 6 PM Central Time. Check your world clock for 6 PM Central Time so you can be there! MR.MISCHIEF*FU-ENGAGED TO ^SIN^@ fubar ^sin^-enforcer @ the playpen@ fubar Wild Horse will be officiating Wild Horse ~Lounge Expert~ ~Fubar's 24th Godfather~@ fubar The wedding will be in the official Fubar Wedding Chapel: http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=50224 BE THERE OR BE SQUARE!!! This wedding announcement brought to you by: Tulsa's Angel~ Club FAR Promoter ~ SgtRaider's Bad Girl/Sisters 4 Life/FuOwned by ^Sin^@ fubar

Cheaters And Stealers
many people know that i work in retail. yes to the ones who dont i do i work for walmart. been with walmart for over 2 years. it hard work but it well worth it when i get the pay check every 2 weeks. last friday i had off. i was home spending time with my family working all the time you dont get to spend time with your kids. so i enjoy my mommy daughter time. something happen at walmart. on of my fellow cashiers was arrested for stealing money from the till. i was asked about it the other day someone say is it true that a fellow cashier was arrested. for stealing 1,600 someone else says no its was only 600. still the person stole many people saw her being arrested and dragged out by hand cuffs. this person must of been dessperate. to do this or it was a call for help. their is video footage and video cameras at every register x 3 so you will be caught. people who steal from my store takes from our bottom line. takes from our bonus takes from my daughters mounth. my daughter

5 Weeks Left And A Ton To Do!
Well folks, I'm coming to the end of my pregnancy. It's a bit bittersweet. I'm ready for it to be over but at the same time sad, knowing that this is the last one. I've got a lot going on right now. I put in my resignation at work yesterday because I have accepted a new job offer that will allow me to work from home full time. It's a little scary to be doing all of this in my last few weeks of pregnancy but at the same time very exciting! I'm one of those people that pretty much just closes my eyes and jumps in hopes that I land on my feet. lol Anyways, I've tried to be on a little more lately and hopefully I will be back a lot more after I start the new job and have this baby!!!! Hugs and Kisses to all of you that don't forget about me.~ Sam~ BeerQueen forever! lol

"hacking" Comment Code :
So.. You wanna learn to Comment Tagg Like Me. I will not go into too much detail, but if you use this tutorial it should help you make better Comments (Taggs) on peoples pages. First understand, Fubar ONLY allows 2000 Characters when you are "Tagging" someones page. This Tutorial will explain how to "Hack" the code that you C&P from comment pages. Doing this allows you to post way more pix then you normally be able to post. The Easiest way to comment on someones page is to first open Notepad : go to START Run Type In "Notepad" (with out the quotes) & hit Enter. Now you should have a blank page from Notepad. 1.) In Notepad type the following & copy & paste it about 10 times so notepad looks like this *Note - the Center code is only there 1 time. This will make everything centered in the comment box. This is not needed but looks way better :

U Gay Or Not My Type!?!
Funny how women can be so pretentious.....LOL So this girl ive known for about six months, emails me telling me how good a friend ive been to her in her time of need (i was her shoulder to lean on when she got dumped by another Douchebagg of a guy. And i dont know HOW it came up, but she asked me if i was GAYY. Now as far as im aware, Im straight. So i CALMLY asked her how did she get to that- and she said Cuz i didnt try n F%ck her during her vulernable(sp) state. Shame when a man's sexually gets questioned when you try and do the right thing..LOL I tried to do it nicely, but you know me.. just OUT n told her, her body type doesnt interest me, i prefer AMPLENESS, not BONES. Havent heard from her in a week now...

Simpsons Character I Am:
You care for the simple things in life: food, laughter, and family. You can sometimes be a little too carefree in your ways, especially when it comes to work and your responsibilities. You would do anything for your family and they'd do the same for you. You're not the most stylish person on the block but you are a ton of fun for those around you. Sometimes you leave a path of destruction behind due to your reckless ways. You have a gift which allows you to bring a smile to those you meet, keep it up.

" Wrote This This Mornin "
NUTTINBUTTSEXXY I'AM COUNTIN DAY'S HRS , MINS , SECS . FOR WHEN KAGE N I WILL BE TOGETHER , NEVER HAVING TO SAY C'YA , AND TO BE TOGETHER TO LOVE EACH OTHER AND HOLDIN EACH OTHER ALWAYS. I SO CAN'T WAIT. I LOVE YOU KAGE MY LIFE MY DREAMS AND LIFE . WROTE 1/23/08 YOUR LADY FOREVER CHERIE

Choo Choo New Train In Town Looking For Passengers! This Train Is Called The Soul.................... Train! Well As 1/23/08 Total Of 95 Passengers, B
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The Gym
It was another day in the gym, working arms today. I was about half way through when I saw you walk through the door. I looked a second time, yes it was you I am sure of it!! But I was being shy, and still was not 100% sure. what if I was wrong. You disapeared into the changing room and I went back to lifting. when I saw the door open I looked over and saw you in your shorts and sports bra, I had to really concentrate not to get hard right there. Wow you looked sexy. I watched as you went over to the tread mill and start your work out. There were only three other people in the gym at this point and I couldnt help but steal every look at you I could get. two of the other people were gone by time you were finished with your run and you were heading back to the free weights (where I was)I said hi as you got back there... " you look really familiar" I asked, you answered that you were new to the area...OMG it is you!! I put caution aside and asked, "are you on Fubar?" you stop

Valentine Application
If interested in being my valentine ,please answer all questions and send back to me. Thanks Oh and Have Fun 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Whats your sign? 5. Phone Number: 6. Location: 7. Height: 8. Hair (color and style): 9. Piercings/tattoos: HERE COMES THE FUN ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11. Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would u take a nap with me? 16. Do you think I'm cute? 17. If you could change anything about me -would you? 18. Would you dance with me? 19. Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? What Do You Thi

2008
It's 2008 and it's not too late Time for a new way of life to begin Time to let go of those I should resign This year has just begun and It's time to have some fun Rhymes and reasons have changed their beats Time I get up off my seat Find the things that make me sing To believe in myself and let it ring This is my year I want to shine I know I will do just fine I've come to the Y in my path again The decision isn't very clear Do I go right or to the left? I know I've been standing here way to long I've turned back a few times only to Come back to this place again I've wanted a peek but can't tell if one side is better then the other I know it shouln't matter I need to move on down the road and hopefully loose this heavy load Anything's better then just standing here!

Conjectural Contemplation
1.22.08 It’s true. I spend too much time worrying about other people. I worry about their happiness, their health and the dynamics between them and I. I can honestly say that often, too many times, I place others before myself and in turn leave my own heart and health broken and at the mercy of the waves of the world. I have been really sick, in fact, I have a bleeding ulcer and possibly some other health concerns that are due largely in part to the enormous amount of stress in my daily life. Worse, I feel helpless almost every day and fight to hold on to the things that bring me joy, even though I often feel them slipping through my fingers like sand and slowly escaping me. I am in love, with someone whom I think is simply amazing. Yet, somehow I feel this sense of desperation and emptiness. His heart is a muddled mess of confusion and full of battle wounds from loves’ once lost. Each day I grow closer to this man and pray that I am enough, I want to help him, hold him and show hi

Moments To Love
These words are written by: The Soaring Dragon@ fubar Moments to Love My associations are aged 2-80+ years of age---The founder of Sprite and 7up---his mother is 80+ and still a savy business consultant. She's a great example of living in the moment and not any moment of the past. Whether 2 seconds ago, a day ago, a week ago, years ago, at times, decades can pass....I called her for writing techniques. She sounded as IF she were still in her prime and very delighted to exchange resources. Things change moment to moment: If I'm in an argumentive situation with an individual, then two seconds later I continue the arguement with a different face, I'm stuck in a past moment, NOT, the present moment because the individual I'm facing is different. If my friends ask me to go dancing, I'm may be stuck in a past moment, so I may choose to sit down while having an emotional war party =(dis)ease vs. enjoying having and using my body. If I'm at work but I'm fighting with my partner

From The Mind Of Timothy Leary
"I gave way to delight, as mystics have for centuries when they peeked through the curtains and discovered that this world- so manifestly real was actually a tiny stage set constructed by the mind. We discover abruptly that everything we accept as reality is just social fabrications. - Timothy Leary, 1966

Another Gimptastic Original (yes I Am A Pink Floyd Fan Lol)
I cherish the dark side of your moon Like a wintered rose before it blooms I don't want to just stand on your shores I want to ride through your storms The dark is half of the whole Just another facet of your diamond soul I want more then the sun in your eyes I want to share the tears you cry A bird is still a bird even with a broken wing When you reach the sky, raise your voice and sing The rhythm of your life is such a wonderful tune Shall we dance on the dark side of your moon

Many Blonde Jokes :)
> > > Two blondes living in Oklahoma were sitting on > > a bench talking, > > > and one blonde says to the other, > > > "Which do you think is farther away... Florida or > > the moon?" > > > The other blonde turns and says > > "Helloooooooooo, can you see > > > Florida ?????" > > > > > > CAR TROUBLE > > > A blonde pushes her BMW into a gas station. > > She tells the > > > mechanic it died. > > > After he works on it for a few minutes, it is > > idling smoothly. > > > She says, "What's the story?" > > > He replies, "Just crap in the carburetor" > > > She asks, "How often do I have to do that?" > > > > > > SPEEDING TICKET > > > A police officer stops a blonde for speeding > > and asks her very > > > nicely if he could see her license. > > > She replied in a huff, "I wish you guys would > > get your act > > > together. > > > Just yesterday you take away my license and then > > today you expect > > > me to show it to you!" > > > > > > RIVER WALK > > > T

01-23-08 (2 Years)
I hope 'IF' this day finds you definitely twisted That your bends and turns at lease had a few Good stomach laughs & spins from within. What I used to call "losing my stomach" Yesterday (the 22nd) was 2 years here at fubar, Talk about twist and turns ... I bumped into this site by accident: I'd been logging on daily to a "dating" site called OkCupid for about two years when an on-line friend sent me a link to a site "Hot -or- Not" to rate her picture there. I stuck around that site most of the day (Checking out the "hotties") I made a profile uploaded a couple of pictures there to get "rated" too ... Just finished up and notice a banner ad for a place called: And the rest is history ... I've mention to anyone who listen ... About how much work & growth I witnesse

Preists Beware
Sacrifices So I get frustrated, and I try to make the best of the day, and get more frustrated, and I try to chill out, and get more frustrated. So I go home. Now the bible says that if you think of doing something, it’s just as bad as doing it. It also says that if you make a living sacrifice that it wipes away the sin. People like me are why there are no longer sacrifices. The priests would come to me and beg me to stop bringing them sacrifices. I’d be all day killing critters and taking them to the temple. Today was the exception, I wanted to kill somebody. I had the near uncontrollable desire to kill “That stupid thug” by use of “Pain, lots of pain.” I decided that instead I would kill something else as a sacrifice. I grabbed the hatchet, strode into the back yard, and attacked a tree. OK, OK, it was half of the tree. Hey but that tree had it coming! It’s murdered hundreds of shoots of tender soft grass, by starving them of water and minerals and sunlight. It’s a genoc

Make It A Shay Day....read The Whole Thing
Two Choices What would you do? You make the choice. Don't look for a punch line, there isn't one. Read it anyway. My question is: Would you have made the same choice? At a fundraising dinner for a school that serves learning-disabled children, the father of one of the students delivered a speech that would never be forgotten by all who attended. After extolling the school and its dedicated staff, he offered a question: 'When not interfered with by outside influences, everything nature does is done with perfection. Yet my son, Shay, cannot learn things as other children do. He cannot understand things as other children do. Where is the natural order of things in my son?' The audience was stilled by the query. The father continued. 'I believe that when a child like Shay, physically and mentally handicapped comes into the world, an opportunity to realize true human nature presents itself, and it comes in the way other people treat that child.' Then he told the following sto

I'm A Jedi?
Jedi Mind Tricks Hunden Is in the back yard, tearing apart an old couch. Taking the cloth and foam off of the frame and up walks this environmental code officer. “Hey! It’s illegal to burn that couch.” Hunden looks at the fire pit, looks at the couch, looks at the officer and says, “Listen I don’t feel like using Jedi Mind Tricks on you.” “Huh?” Hunden looks at the guy, “Why should you not burn a couch?” “Well the fabric and foam,” Hunden rips off a large piece of fabric and tosses it in the open trash can next to him, “cause toxic gasses when they are burned.” Hunden rips off a piece of cardboard from the under structure of the arm of the couch. “But it’s alright to burn cardboard, right?” “Well in small quantities yes.” Hunden holds up the strip of cardboard, “This is a small quantity isn’t it?” “Yes.” Hunden looks the man dead in the eyes and says, “These are not the droids you are looking for.” “Huh?” Hunden walks to the fire and tosses in the cardboard

Make Everyday A "shay Day!"
Two Choices What would you do? You make the choice. Don't look for a punch line, there isn't one. Read it anyway. My question is: Would you have made the same choice? At a fundraising dinner for a school that serves learning-disabled children, the father of one of the students delivered a speech that would never be forgotten by all who attended. After extolling the school and its dedicated staff, he offered a question: 'When not interfered with by outside influences, everything nature does is done with perfection. Yet my son, Shay, cannot learn things as other children do. He cannot understand things as other children do. Where is the natural order of things in my son?' The audience was stilled by the query. The father continued. 'I believe that when a child like Shay, physically and mentally handicapped comes into the world, an opportunity to realize true human nature presents itself, and it comes in the way other people treat that child.' Then he told the following sto

Life As It Is Right Now
ok for those of you who dont know me... they call me V or Destroyer. if you wish to know why ask anyone who really knows me, its a long story... anyways a week ago today, i became an ordained minister in a non-denominational church...scary... and not much has changed since i did so, i still drink on occasion and i still smoke the grasses too, just like anyone else who likes to party ALOT.. but i got rid of my ex and her friend for good, and i got myself a new chica, shes kinda like me in alot of ways, got with her 2 nights ago after about 2 months of hangin out with her... it was a party for me, a couple friends plus me and her so yeah nice party, lol... i go to church wednesday and sometimes sundays... but i still delve in some dark stuff as a true necrowiccan would... if you'd like more info on me... ask anyone who knows me... i'm the shiznit and laid-back as hell... dueces biotch! i'm out!

The Story
Bare Foot Ninja Clan I have related how my mind works at times. Many of you have heard me out of the blue start chuckling, and asked me what was funny. Generally I just shake my head and say “Nothing.” Well it’s because my brain handed me some humorous tidbit. Here is one I have laughed at many times over the years. I was doing security work, (Names and places will be left out. But if you read this and know who you are, I’m not really sorry) I was teamed with a guy a few years older than me and we were making sure this particular apartment complex was secure. We hear this low voice and decide to investigate. I locate the source, a woman singing lowly to herself as she staggers along. I am slowly approaching this individual taking in everything, noting the possible placement of weapons, the apparent attitude of the individual, the whole works. I have heard my partner come up a little from behind, and glanced back to be sure it was indeed him. And I continue my slow approach. Fr

A Bulletin Posted By My Friend
Education Starts Here To all Women and to the Men that Love Women. A friend of mine comes to me and tells me that he is worried for his wife. She has lumps in her breast and they are very tender.... LISTEN PEOPLE.... a lump in the breast should always be checked out by a doctor big lumps and small lumps in the breast hurting lumps or not hurting lumps in the breast should be checked out ASAP The sooner cancer is diagnosed and treated, the more your chances increase of surviving. The Statistics as found on http://www.cdc.gov/cancer/breast/statistics/ In 2004 186,772 women and 1,815 men were diagnosed with breast cancer 40,954 women and 362 men died from breast cancer. FEAR of the worst should never keep you from seeing a doctor. If you focus on the bad, that is what you are going to get. What you fear the most is what will come upon you. It is a kind of "Karma" suicide. Stay positive...you have nothing to fear, you have not been diagnosed with anyth

Fifty Dollars Is Fifty Dollars."
Body: fifty dollars is fifty dollars." Body: Morris and his wife Esther went to the state fair every year, and every year Morris would say, "Esther, I'd like to ride in that helicopter." Esther always replied, "I know Morris, but that helicopter ride is fifty dollars, and fifty dollars is fifty dollars." One year Esther and Morris went to the fair, and Morris said, "Esther, I'm 85 years old. If I don't ride that helicopter, I might never get another chance." To this, Esther replied, "Morris that helicopter is fifty dollars, and fifty dollars is fifty dollars." The pilot overheard the couple and said, "Folks I'll make you a deal. I'll take the both of you for a ride. If you can stay quiet for the entire ride and not say a word, I won't charge you! But if you say one word, it's fifty dollars." Morris and Esther agreed and up they went. The pilot did all kinds of fancy maneuvers,but not a word was heard. He did his daredevil tricks over and over again,but still not a word. Whe

Cold Weather, Slow Days, And Discontent.
I've been in a pissy mood recently. You ever get in one of those moods where nothing will make you happy? Well, short of two porn stars and a bottle of vodka. Seriously. I'm ready for spring, warmth and a little fun. Anyone wanna go on a road trip to somewhere warm? I sure as hell do.

Come.on/ They Would For You
Attention all friends and family. If I have ever helped you out in a giveaway or contest please help me now. I'm in a Happy Hour giveaway and need 140,000 comments, I'm at 55,534 right now please come drop me a few comments. It's comments AND rate the pic. http://fubar.com/user/1007162 Evonne & TisMom05 need 140,000 comments to win a 1-Year VIP, a Happy Hour, a 30-Day Blast AND a Ticker Pack! PLEASE HELP OUT THE SOONER I GET TO 140,000 COMMENT IM DONE/ALSO IF WANT A MORPH I am offering up a free gift of an animation or morph of your chosing. To get it you must leave 400 comments here: and then send me a fu-mail letting me know you've done that! ***you don't have to leave all 400 comments in 1 day!*** ***IF YOU DON'T FU-MAIL ME, YOU WON'T GET YOUR ANIMATION!*** Attention all friends and family. If I have ever helped you out in a giveaway or contest please help me now. I'm in a Happy Hour giveaway and need 140,000 comments, I'm at 55,534 right now please come

Baby Gift
I've had alot of people ask me about wanting to get a gift for the baby so if you would like to here is a link to where you can do so. http://www.toysrus.com/ControllerServlet?registryNumber=68124496&target=search&personType=giftGiver&searchForPerson=primReg&whereTo=viewRegistry&x=88&y=6

This One Has Nothing To Do With The Others
I want to thank you all for the help in building me up with all that you are doing as long as I can keep this up I should make it somewhere in no time at all once again thanks for all that you have done

Hi Can Yea~ Help
Attention all friends and family. If I have ever helped you out in a giveaway or contest please help me now. I'm in a Happy Hour giveaway and need 140,000 comments, I'm at 55,534 right now please come drop me a few comments. It's comments AND rate the pic./fubar.com/user/1007162 Evonne & TisMom05 need 140,000 comments to win a 1-Year VIP, a Happy Hour, a 30-Day Blast AND a Ticker Pack! PLEASE HELP OUT THE SOONER I GET TO 140,000 COMMENT IM DONE/ALSO IF WANT A MORPH I am offering up a free gift of an animation or morph of your chosing. To get it you must leave 400 comments here: and then send me a fu-mail letting me know you've done that! ***you don't have to leave all 400 comments in 1 day!*** ***IF YOU DON'T FU-MAIL ME, YOU WON'T GET YOUR ANIMATION!*** Attention all friends and family. If I have ever helped you out in a giveaway or contest please help me now. I'm in a Happy Hour giveaway and need 140,000 comments, I'm at 55,534 right now please come drop me

I Am Blessed!!!
I am Blessed: By: Celtic Warrior I just want to say I am truly Blessed in having really good people around me as Officers in the Guardians of the Children. I am equally Blessed to have them as close friends and I wouldn’t want it any other way. I believe we can be a stronger Chapter by us being friends instead of those who meet once a month. I consider my Officers and Members as family and it will make us a better Chapter in the long run. I want to thank those who really made this happen. I want to thank Stephen “Shadow”, for signing up and helping me bring this Chapter to life. He has done a lot by revising the By Laws and helping every way he can. He is also the Chapter Treasurer and is doing a great job. I want to thank my wife Lisa “NTSCL” for stepping in and being Vice President so we could get the Chapter up and running. I now have a new Vice President and her name is Sherry “Ebony Angel”, and I feel she will be the right person for the position. She is not only my VP but a

Update 01/23/2008
hello all I just got back from the Dr's and it all gooooood !!!!! this week the counts last time I went was 60 thousands well today they went up to 137 thousands so we are coming down off the med's by 10 mg a visit to watch out that they don't drop to much or to fast I also gain 2 more pounds so now everyone can call me fat ass hahahaha but watch out because I can't wait to start losing this weight now and go back to my weight I go back on the 30th of this month now I have to go every week to make sure it all good i'm soooo excited this week to know that his may be almost over and we are on the down side of this but will have to watch it for the rest of my life it all good today

Share A Lil Lust With Me
I WANT YOU TO SHARE WITH ME YOUR MOST LUSTFUL INCIDENT(GOOD OR BLOOPER)WITH ME. I'll tell you mine Well i went out to the club one night by myself a few years back. I like to go solo becuz at least you don't have your dumb friends cock blocking you or just being plain stupid when theY get drunk. If I find a honey i'm digging i can leave with her without having the extra baggage(friends hitching needing rides home). I'm in the club and this chick keeps walking within my line of site as if she really wants me to notice her. I'm the kind of guy that i think the majority of women, once they walk into a club they flip to bitch mode. Which is understandable becuz men, if you give us a lil action we run all over you. Anyways she says hi and ask me my name, i tell her. We get to talking, danced a bit. Seeing that it's closing time i needed to seal the deal so i give her a ride home. We stop at a light and that's when the shit hit's the fan. This chick literaly is almost on m

Okay Wtf Is The Problem
okay wtf is up with this??? i think that people shouldent become attached to people online and shit mainly if they are 1,300 miles away. god if only i could take my fuckin ass there and steal him away.

More Poetry
You've got a thin line between Heaven and Hell You make it easy to cross 'cause you hide it so well You're so sketchy with the games you play You drag men by the heart in your own special way To you breaking the rules seems fair As long as you get what you want, you just don't care You smile so sweet as you watch them falling Breaking hearts is your true calling This is your game, so lets play by your rules But I'm telling you now darlin', I am nobody’s fool I know your motives and I know them well You've got a thin line between Heaven and Hell

Uplifting Things To Do Today
* Smile at a stranger * Drop a coin where a child can find it * Learn something new and teach it to someone * Tell someone you love them * Hug someone * Forgive someone who has wronged you * Try saying "I'm sorry" when you ought to * Tell a child how great they are * Sing a song about Jesus to yourself * Keep a promise * Call someone just to say hello * Try listening more than talking * Stand up for what you believe in * Thank God for His beautiful Creation * Encourage someone who is feeling down * Cherish today as if it were your last one * Tell someone about Jesus -- Author Unknown

Chicken And Broccoli Pasta
1. 3 tablespoons olive oil 2. 1 pound skinless, boneless chicken breast halves - cut into 1 inch pieces 3. 1 tablespoon chopped onion 4. 2 cloves garlic, chopped 5. 2 (14.5 ounce) cans diced tomatoes 6. 2 cups fresh broccoli florets 7. salt and pepper to taste 8. 1 pinch dried oregano 9. 18 ounces dry penne pasta 10. 1/4 cup fresh basil leaves, cut into thin strips 11. 2 tablespoons grated Parmesan cheese Nutrition Info Per Serving * Calories: 366 kcal * Carbohydrates: 50 g * Dietary Fiber: 3 g * Fat: 7 g * Protein: 23 g * Sugars: 5 g 2. Cooking Directions 1. In a large skillet over medium heat, warm oil and add chicken; cook until slightly brown. Add onion and garlic to cook for about 5 minutes or until garlic is golden and onions are translucent. 2. Add tomatoes, broccoli, salt , pepper and oregano; stir well and bring to a boil. Cover and turn down heat to simmer for about 10 minutes. 3. M

Oven-fried Crunchy Parmesan Chicken
1. 1/3 cup flour 2. 1 teaspoon salt 3. 1 dash of pepper 4. 1 (3 pound) broiler-fryer chicken, cut up 5. 1 egg, lightly beaten 6. 2 tablespoons water 7. 1/4 cup KRAFT 100% Grated Parmesan Cheese 8. 1/2 cup crushed POST TOASTIES Corn Flakes 9. 2 tablespoons butter or margarine, melted Nutrition Info Per Serving * Calories: 459 kcal * Carbohydrates: 8 g * Dietary Fiber: 0 g * Fat: 27 g * Protein: 41 g * Sugars: 0 g 2. Cooking Directions 1. Preheat oven to 375 degrees F. Mix flour and seasonings in shallow dish. Add chicken; toss to coat. Beat egg and water in separate shallow dish. Mix cheese and corn flakes in third shallow dish. 2. Dip chicken in egg mixture, then in cheese mixture, turning over to evenly coat both sides. Place in 13x9-inch baking dish; drizzle with butter. 3. Bake 1 hour or until chicken is cooked through (180 degrees F). Yield: 5 servings

Chicken Breasts Parmesan
1. 1 egg 2. 1/2 cup DI GIORNO Shredded Parmesan Cheese 3. 1/4 cup dry bread crumbs 4. 1 teaspoon Italian seasoning 5. 4 boneless, skinless chicken breast halves 6. 1/4 cup olive oil 7. 1/4 cup POLLY-O Shredded Mozzarella Cheese 8. 1 (9 ounce) package refrigerated linguine, cooked, drained 9. 1 3/4 cups marinara sauce, heated Nutrition Info Per Serving * Calories: 487 kcal * Carbohydrates: 32 g * Dietary Fiber: 3 g * Fat: 23 g * Protein: 35 g * Sugars: 0 g About: Nutrition Info [This link will take you outside Yahoo! Food] Powered by: ESHA Nutrient Database [This link will take you outside Yahoo! Food] 2. Cooking Directions 1. Beat egg lightly in shallow dish. Mix Parmesan cheese, crumbs and Italian seasoning in separate shallow dish. Dip chicken in egg, then in cheese mixture, turning to evenly coat both sides of each chicken breast with the cheese mixture. 2. Heat oil in large nonstick skillet on me

To Everyone That Owns Or Is A Mod In A Lounge!!
I need you all to pay attention to peeps comming in your lounge. If the screen name Firebug comes in..BAN him and delete his link. That guy is going lounge to lounge posting it. It is a link that Hacks your Fubar and your computer Firebug415 is his name WATCH FOR HIM!!! This is him!!!!! Firebug415@ fubar

Letter To Shane 5/4/1999
My husband of 17 days shot and killed himself on April 21, 1999. I kept a journal of letters to him for the first year. I am compiling them into a book, but thought I would share some of the letters here, with you. Maybe, they will touch someone who might be on the verge of suicide, to see what happens to those of us left behind. Well my love, happy one month anniversary. Am I being crazy for remembering it? Are we even still married? I guess by law, no, I am your widow. I found the note you left in the shed. Did you write it that day? Or is it from the last time you left me for 3 hours, then came back and we all went camping? Either time, I keep reading it, knowing at one time you purposely were leaving me. It would be so much easier if you would have just left, gone to some other woman. No, it wouldn't. Why did you pull the trigger? What the hell did you think would happen? Did you load 6 bullets in there on purpose? The logical part of me thinks you at least

Just Thinking....
Have you ever felt like you're doing nothing but hurting someone? Cant' stop it cause it's not under your control really? Do they act like everything's fine, but you feel like they're just covering it? Hurting them makes you feel like shit and it hurts too damn much? Just had to get that out.

Today In Baseball History
Today in baseball history Between the stock market disintegrating today, Super Bowl stuff and very little actual baseball stuff to discuss, I came across this tidbit on Baseball-Reference's TIBH section: 1997 - All-Star first baseman Don Mattingly officially announces his retirement at a media conference in Yankee Stadium. (so long, Sucker) And then this: 2003 - Former Minnesota Twins backup David Ortiz is signed by the Boston Red Sox, where he will start a successful and productive career over the years for coming. (Hello, Redsox Dynasty)

Southwestern Steak And Peppers
1. 1/2 teaspoon ground cumin 2. 1/2 teaspoon ground coriander 3. 1/2 teaspoon chili powder 4. 1/4 teaspoon salt, or to taste 5. 3/4 teaspoon coarsely ground pepper, plus more to taste 6. 1 pound boneless top sirloin steak, trimmed of fat 7. 1 clove garlic, halved 8. 3 teaspoons canola oil or extra-virgin olive oil, divided 9. 2 red bell peppers, thinly sliced 10. 1 medium white onion, halved lengthwise and thinly sliced 11. 2 cloves garlic, minced 12. 1 teaspoon brown sugar 13. 1/2 cup brewed coffee or prepared instant coffee 14. 1/4 cup balsamic vinegar 15. 4 cups watercress sprigs Nutrition Info Per Serving * Calories: 222 kcal * Carbohydrates: 11 g * Dietary Fiber: 2 g * Fat: 10 g * Protein: 21 g * Sugars: 6 g About: Nutrition Info [This link will take you outside Yahoo! Food] Powered by: ESHA Nutrient Database [This link will take you outside Yahoo! Food] 2. Cooking Directions 1. Mi

Did You Know ??????????????
...that the hills actually have no eyes? ...that the walls actually have no ears? ...that the hills are alive with the sound of music? ...that if you stop singing, you're commiting murder? ... that you have 10 minutes to move your car? ... that you have 5 minutes to move your car? ... that your car has been impounded? .... that your car has been crushed into a cube? ... that you have 10 minutes to move your cube?

Flank Steak Pinwheels
1. 2/3 cup sun-dried tomatoes (not packed in oil) 2. 2 cups boiling water 3. 1 pound flank steak, trimmed of fat 4. 1 clove garlic, minced 5. 3 tablespoons light herbed cheese spread, such as Boursin (see Variation) 6. 1 cup baby spinach 7. 3/4 teaspoon kosher salt 8. 1/2 teaspoon freshly ground pepper Nutrition Info Per Serving * Calories: 183 kcal * Carbohydrates: 6 g * Dietary Fiber: 1 g * Fat: 11 g * Protein: 15 g * Sugars: 1 g About: Nutrition Info [This link will take you outside Yahoo! Food] Powered by: ESHA Nutrient Database [This link will take you outside Yahoo! Food] 2. Cooking Directions 1. Preheat grill to high. 2. Place sun-dried tomatoes in a bowl; pour boiling water over them and let steep until softened, about 10 minutes. Drain and chop. 3. Meanwhile, place steak between 2 large pieces of plastic wrap. Pound each side of the steak thoroughly with the pointed side of a meat mallet unt

Pondering
Have you ever been in a point in life where you didnt know which way to turn? Then out of the blue comes a stranger who helps you and is there from you through it all. To have found someomne like that is rare but I have found someone like that. He is going thru the same things I am and we get along great. We can talk for hours on end and not repeat anything, we can give each other advice that makes us think about what we are doing. how is it that we can talk to someone we hardly know, and not talk to the ones that we are close to?

Well Hell
well i take my doggy to the vet tomorrow to get her shots. lol im gonna cry but i havent wrote a blog in a while so why not right?. well i went to my girls house last night me and this chick go way back in the day. we use to raise hell well still do. but see were not like alot of chicks here in my town we stand our ground and sure the hell dont take shit from anyone. and if we have something to say we say it to your face not over the computer. im loving my job at fedex!! work with alot of cool people. shit who am i kiddin it's THE SHIT lol sry ppl im in a really good mood. well i stop talkin to 2 chicks because i came to relize that they are two faced and whores but hey we all have our problems right? but anyways i dont need them in my life you know i am better than that i have bigger and better things to do. but i will say i will beat the dog shit out of them you know. they can talk about me all day everyday your just makin me famous but ont say shit about my mother who is disabled i

Smoked Mozzarella Sandwiches With Lemony Olives
Smoked Mozzarella Sandwiches with Lemony Olives Green olives mixed with lemon zest are used in this sandwich to complement the creamy, smoky cheese. Serving: 4 Prep Time: 20 minutes Cook Time: 15 minutes Total Time: 50 minutes INGREDIENTS: zest from 1 lemon, finely grated 12 green olives, pitted and coarsely chopped 2 tablespoons extra-virgin olive oil 1 baguette (16-20 inches), or 4 crusty rolls, sliced in half 6 ounces smoked mozzarella, cut into 1.4-inch-thick slices DIRECTIONS: Combine the zest, olives, and olive oil in a small bowl. Spread a little of the olive mixture on the bottom half of the baguette or each roll. Top with the cheese and finish with the remaining bread. If using a baguette, slice the sandwich into 4 equal portions. NUTRITIONAL INFORMATION: Based on individual serving. Calories: 360 Total Fat: 18 g Carbohydrates: 33 g Protein: 16 g Source: Cool Kitchen by Lauren Chattman

Just Thinking About Stuff
IM NOT THE AVERAGE GIRL..AS YOU PROBABLY FIGURED THAT OUT BY LOOKING THRU MY PROFILE,LOL.BUT I WAS WONDERING ABOT A FEW THINGS AND MAYBE SOMEONE OUT THERE CAN TELL ME WHERE TO LOOK... IVE ALWAYS WANTED TO BE A MODEL BUT NOT JUST ANY MODEL.YOU KNOW THOSE MODELS YOU SEE THATS GOTH?I GUESS THATS THE RIGHT TERM FOR IT.EITHER GORY OR WHATEVER...WHY ISNT THERE MINORITIES DOING THAT?IS IT BECAUSE STEROTYPICALLY ITS PALE WHITE GIRLS?IT SHOULDNT JUST BE FOR THEM.I KNOW SOME SEXY WOMEN THAT ARE MINORITIES THAT LOVE DARK SIDE OF MODELING,AS WELL AS I.AND ITS NOT JUST MODELING BUT EVEN IN THE MOVIES.TIM BURTON ONE OF MY FAVORITE DIRECTORS,NEVER HAVE I SEEN A MINORITY FACE.ONLY THE TYPICAL PALE WHITE GOTH PEOPLE.ONE DAY I WOULD LIKE TO BE THE FIRST GOTH GIRL IN MODLING AND MOVIES IN THAT AREA OF GENRE,TO PROVE YOU DONT HAVE TO BE PALE TO LIKE THAT GENRE.

Throwaways
I just ran across an old pair of boots I've had for maybe 15 years. I never really liked them but they were steel toed boots that I got for free at work and I brought them home in case I got into something here at the house where they might be useful. I've never used them at home. I've moved them around a few times, knocked dust off them, and debated if it was really worth keeping them around yet always put them back, just in case. Something that uncomfortable, that insignificant, I've decided might still have usefulness. It makes me wonder what it takes for a person to be considered expendable. Just how much of a burden does a person have to be to people they have interacted with before they are thrown out?

I'm Not Your Whore
I'm not your whore. Stop touching my body i'm not just a piece of meat there is a head on these shoulders please acknowledge i am complete i have more to offer than is found between my thighs i have a life, a mind when will you realize you've played with my body i've felt your cool caress but you've left behind some things and my mind's a total mess put your hands on my breasts and your lips against mine with your tongue probing my mouth you stop to feed me another line you tell me i'm what you want i am what you need but i'm just a release for your erection the prey on which you feed you push yourself inside of me and hope that you will find that i'm just another slut that i have no fucking mind. ~sinamynlee THIS IS NOT MY WORK I PROMISE. IT WAS WRITTEN BY THE GORGEOUS MS. KINKSTAR SIN kINKSTAR sIN

Bouncer
What the hell is up with the bouncer program on here? I try to post a simple text comment on several of my friends profiles and the bouncer interrupts me 4 frickin times within the span of 16 friend posts. I wasnt even posting quickly. This just erks the piss right out of me. Not much I can do about it. Oh well. Enjoy everyone, if the bouncer doesnt get to you first. L8r T

Re: Let Market Crash Now Or Face Financial Train Wreck
RE: Let Market Crash Now Or Face Financial Train Wreck ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 23 Jan 2008, 13:28 Let Market Crash Now Or Face Financial Train Wreck The Fed's continued obsession with slashing interest rates and printing money in order to maintain the facade of the grossly overvalued stock market while the dollar collapses is precipitating a financial holocaust. Yuppies need to cut their losses and accept a soft crash now or place the very pillars of the American economy in danger. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/january2008/012308_crash_now.htm

An Idea Expanded Upon....
Mirror, mirror on my wall, Tossing back my pain. Reflections of a beauty lost To carelessness and shame. Hatred staring back at me Ripping out my tattered soul. But in me he spies a beauty That I have found unfathomable. Sparkling shards of a shattered perception Rain down upon me. Pools of light from the glistening glass Reflect the girl I used to be. Stumbling ‘round this horror house I intricately designed. Eyes closed tight, my hands are bound, With verity brought by time. Kiss the lids that hide these eyes, Brush the tears away Help me find the “me” I lost In the thickness of the fray. Prostrate I lay before you, From the depths of sorrow my broken heart cries. I beg for just once glance into that candy coated looking glass lying in your eyes.

Valentine Application....apply Within
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Whats your sign? 5.Phone Number: 6. Location: 7. Height: 8.Hair (color and style): 9.Piercings/tattoos: HERE COMES THE FUN ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11. Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would u take a nap with me? 16. Do you think I'm cute? 17. If you could change anything about me -would you? 18. Would you dance with me? 19. Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? What Do You Think Of My...? 1.Personality: 2.Eyes: 3.Face: 4.Hair: W0ULD Y0U... give me your number?_______________ kis

Tribute To Heath Ledger
Stars pay tribute to Heath Ledger Flowers have been left in tribute in New York Ledger's life in film Hollywood stars, family and fans have paid tribute to actor Heath Ledger, who has been found dead aged 28. "He was just taking off and to lose his life at such a young age is a tragic loss," said Braveheart star Mel Gibson. Nicole Kidman called the death of the Brokeback Mountain actor a "terrible tragedy". Ledger's body was found in his New York apartment on Tuesday. The city's medical examiner said an autopsy was inconclusive. Police said prescription pills were found nearby. Officers are reportedly investigating whether he died of an overdose of medication. His father Kim Ledger said the death of his "dearly loved son" was "tragic" and "accidental". Speaking in the actor's home town of Perth, Western Australia, Mr Ledger said his son was a "down-to-earth, generous, kind hearted, life-loving, unselfish individual". Australian Prime Minister Ke

Once Again
I was kept up all night by the same girl calling me every 10 minutes wanting to talk I told her that there is nothing to discuss I am done with her and I am sticking to my guns. Yeah we had some good times but we had more bad than good.

The Web
The Web Creatively You work your art You spin a web Around my heart How beautifully Your deed has spread Each intricately Woven thread With strands of care You would dry my tears Your gentleness Dispell my fears Your wisdom Helps me understand And patiently You could hold my hand To give me courage To brave the storm With kindness You could kept me warm Your passion Lits a glowing fire That fills my soul With sweet desire You're all That I was dreaming of For the web you spun Was made of love

Done Dealing
*Fair warning before anyone reads this. I am just venting* So much for so called friends. All I hear from this person is how much they want to spend time with me and next thing you know time is available and they don't show. This isn't the first time and I will probably do my best to make sure it is the last time that this happens. On Sunday I double checked with this person to make sure Tuesday was on since I had the opportunity to not only watch my friends daughter, I also had another opportunity of getting a little extra cash on the side. The person assured me Tuesday was on, so I passed on the opportunity because we had plans first. So now it's Monday and I don't hear much from the so called friend. I give him a call no answer left a voicemail for him in the early afternoon. I called later in the evening and still no answer from him, so I left a second voicemail. Just before I went to bed I decided to send and IM to him since I saw he was on. Finally I get a response from

Believe By Rabbit :)
Thanks again Rabbit! I love this one as well! :) Believe What Is There, To Believe In During Life, Nothing Lasts, Aside From Strife, Life May Perish, Life May End, Our Soul We May Give, Our Soul We May Spend, But Our Love, That Eternal Flame, Will Never Dim, Will Never Change, It Will Forever Last, When All Other Lights Leave, For You Light My Life, You Make Me Believe. Rabbit Read my poetry they r in blogs Rate fan and add me@ fubar With Love To All... ~ AngL

Rules!!!!! Of Owning Me
This auction will run from today, January 21st starting at 10 P.M. Eastern till Thursday, January 31st at 10 P.M. The rules are simple..You may bid anything you like, Fubux, Blasts, Ticker Messages, VIP's, Happy Hours, Fubar T-Shirts..etc. Actual money items overshadow Fubucks. What the winner gets.... 1.) The person you win will put Owned by "Your name here" next to theirs in their profile name for an entire month. 2.) Atleast 1 daily comment 3.) All pics and stash rated during Happy Hour 4.) A daily gift of their choosing. 5.) A personal salute photo to you (What kind is up to the person who is won) 6.) Anything after that is up to the person who is owned. Please keep in mind this is for fun ONLY! Please, no rude comments! If you would like to be in the auction simply send me a message and let me know which pic you would like to enter. Anyone may join up until the Sunday the 27th of January at midnight. Thanks everyone and have fun! As and added bonus

Elderly Foreplay
The first old woman told the second old woman that sometimes she gets her husband excited at night by getting totally naked, lying in bed and putting both legs behind her head, yoga style. The second old woman thought that this was a great idea, so that night when her husband went in the bathroom to get ready for bed, she got totally naked and began the process of putting her legs behind her head. The first leg was kind of tough to put in place as she was a bit arthritic. She finally got it in place. She had an even tougher time with the second leg, so she rocked herself backwards until she finally got it behind her head. However, she had rocked just a little too hard so that she flipped slightly backwards and got stuck with her naked butt sticking straight up in the air. It was just then that her husband came out of the bathroom. "Gladys!" he exclaimed. "For heavens sake, comb your hair and put your teeth in .... You look like an asshole."

I Want.....
I guess due to certain recent events i thought it may be in my best interest to actually put down what it is i want. I guess this can kind of work in partner with those getting to know you questions. Yes i am single, no im not looking for a quick one night stand. Yes sex is great and personally i do have a high drive but i won't debase or disrespect myself for a quick lay. I love dancing, going out, and having fun! So i need a guy who isn't a total couch potato or who doesn't want to go out and experience life. I enjoy fine wines and fine food and would love a man that enjoys the same. I do also like the little hole in the walls and even McDonalds too tho! I go back and forth between the two, nothing is off limits. I grew up in a really poor household and i appreciatte everything i am given and that i work for. Do not try to impress me with yur job and your money. Yes i will take it into consideration and be proud of you for what you have done. But what impacts me is the soul of th

The Interview!
Well, my interview went well! The manager was sic, so someone else talked with me, but after telling her all my experience, she had nothing but good things to say! She sad she had to call the manager and let her know what happened and would put in a good word for me. I have a second interview on Friday, with the actual manager. It looks like I might be getting a job! Thanks to all for your hopes and prayers for me! Love to you all! I'm gonna go back to sleep now!

The Older The Berry The Sweeter The Juice?
I am at a great age for meeting girls. At 28, I am barely young enough to hang out with girls fresh out of college, but I am old enough, and established enough to hang out with older women. The difference is staggering!!! About the only thing they have in common is both will do anything when they are drunk, and both will tell you it was because of the booze. Out of the two, only one is telling the truth. Which one? Read on. Out of the two, is very easy to admit, that most men want to sleep with younger women. They are in better shape, their skin is softer, and everything is more firm. Most of them have not had kids so there are no stretch marks either. So it's a no brainer right? Younger women are better for sex right? No so fast buddy. This Camero was built in the 90's This Camero was built in 70's One is newer, sleeker, and and is easier to manage. But the older one, can out perform the fuck out of the other. Lets look under the hood! I truly believ

My Fortress Family....check Em Out!!!
Come by and meet the staff and members of Jens BBW Fortress. These are by far some of the coolest, craziest and wildest people on Fubar. Come see for yourself just click on the link at the bottom, I dare ya!!!! Homepage Jen's BBW Fortress Lounge@ fubar Owners ~Lady Jen~ Co-Owner of Jen's BBW Fortress@ fubar ~Sir Huey~Co-Owner of Jens BBW Fortress~@ fubar Bartenders ~Sonya aka Broken~Head BarWench @Jens BBW Fortress~Brians R/L Gf & Fuwifey~Sisters 4 Life Member~@ fubar Brian aka Doughboy~BarStud for Jens BBW Fortress~Sonya's R/L BF and Fuhusband@ fubar ~ &hearts YakkoZakko &hearts Bartender For Jen's BBW Fortress~@ fubar Host/Hostesses hollywood26~~official host for jensbbwfortress~~@ fubar lt_39 host at jen's bbw fortress@ fubar ~*~ rhiannon ♥ LT-39's R/L Wife ~Owned by DJ Rain ~ WYKD~WSC~Sisters 4 Life~Hostess @ Jen&

My Thoughts
I have not been able to update for a while. I am so anxious for Andrew James to be born. I have only eight more days Jan 31st). I have everything ready for him.. I feel prepared for it.. I also have lots of support on my side. I am so glad that I am around people that care so much about me and that is willing to help me out with a brand new baby around and taking care of Darien at the same time...Oh boy, what did I get myself into... it's a good thing that I am young and have lots of energy. Darien is getting exicted about something everyday that the due date get's closer he must know something is about to happen.. I feel that he will be a very good big brother I mean this kid is already trying to play with Andrew with a toy while in my belly... that is my understanding of Darien being ready. Darien will be my big helper. I also want to say that my hubby Jason has been such a good partner and helping me out anyway that he can. I am so proud to have found someone that cares a whole lot

Just A Thought That Has Some Meaning.. For Once.. Lol
As I was sitting here today, just trying to find jobs in the area, I decided I wanted a little “music” to listen to. So, I looked up Britney Spears, because I happen to like her song “piece of me.” What I got, was a bombardment of Britney bashing videos. So the thought that crossed my mind was, “Why are people so judgmental.” So I started to think. Are people that insecure and unhappy with their lives, that they must find an outlet at an other’s expense? It starts in grammar school. Children taunt, tease, and bully others because they think its “funny”. Well, who taught them this? This isn’t something that is just part of a person’s “personality” it is part of values and learning. I’m almost willing to bet, that if you know of a child who is doing such a thing, listen to their parents when you’re out at an event. More than likely, they’re going to sit there and talk about others as if they’re “better” than the person of the subject. Is this really what things have come to? Teaching our

Zipper
Zippers are a convenient, yet potentially frustrating or painful, invention of the fashion world. Dreaming of zippers is often dreaming of efficiency, convenience or maintaining a well-groomed personal appearance. However, if the zipper is stuck, it can become a dream of being thwarted, feeling incompetent and lacking problem-solving resources.

I Am Fucking Done With This Retarded Ass Site!
in one week, i'll be closing my fubar accout. why? the fucking rules on this site are unfair and fucked up. first it was the loss of my mumms for posting what someone deemed inappropriate pictures of ass. see the blog "ass is not offensive" for more details on that fiasco. then the reporting of some of my personal pics as nsfw. granted, i just forgot to mark them, but i don't like being told by some prude i don't even fucking know telling me i'm being indecent or something. the straw that broke the camel's back has been the marking of the top pic in my photos. it is a pic of cookie monster and bert, in which cookie monster appears to be yelling at bert. and some clever little photoshopper somewhere on the planet typed "shut the fuck up" in blue over cookie monster head. someone PLEASE tell me how that is considered NSFW? are seasame street characters fucking with someone's mental out there? or is it the concept of telling someone to shut the fuck up, because i KNOW in my he

Does Your Chain Hang Low?
OK...I've seen way too many mumms about whether or not cock size matters. Well first off, if you have to ask if size matters, more than likely you feel that your member is a little lackluster so from the get go you're pretty much phucked and in saying that, even if it does matter, what the phuck are you gonna do about it? Go out and buy you a 50 dollar bottle of pills to increase the size of something you probably can't even use properly in the first place? So please, for my sake, for your sake, for the sake of fubarians everywhere, stop asking that stupid question because you are the only one who thinks it matters.

Hmmmmm -
So, in watching the FUBAR members scroll by, I've noticed a lot of (ahem) Females flaunting things...maybe cuz I'm a girl myself (incase you were wondering, the rumors are true!), I happen to look past the cavernous cleavage, etc...and actually look at the rest of the picture. DANG! Now, I know I personally am no raving beauty...but I DO take a daily shower and I get my hair cut once in awhile! Some of these so-called girls really need a lesson in personal hygiene. A shower, haircut and a touch of makeup would do wonders! Oh, and maybe a visit to the dentist! YIKES! There are some scary, desperate people out there. Wow.

Dumb Drunkness
Well lets see how to start this one. I fucked up again. For starts I can remember I offended like half the people that I know on Fubar. Then I got drunker and "drunk dialed" a friend. The bad part is not really the drunk dialing which I know he hates the bad part is the only thing I remember about the fucking conversation is something about like pancakes vs. waffles. Why at like 2 in the morning we would have been talking about breakfeast chow I have no idea but I do remember that part. I kinda leary about getting ahold of him because wow. I mean where do you start?? Do I apologize and tell him that it wont happen again but to be honest it probably will, or do I wait for him to get ahold of me. I am pretty damn sure he will never want to talk to me again. I kinda wish I knew what I had said that way I could be prepared for whatever may come form this shit, but then in another way I am happy as hell thatI don't so I don't have to sit here and kick myself in the ass for the next week. We

Paying Tribute -lilmsmaria
LilMsMaria My Fu-Owner!! Show her some Mad Fu Luv!! ~&hearts~~&hearts~~&hearts~~&hearts~~&hearts~~&hearts~~&hearts~~&hearts~ She is always there whenever anyone needs help. She is a wonderful Lady and a great friend. She's cute, funny and a never ending surprise. She is an overall beautiful person. So will you please visit her page... Rate Her, Fan Her, and Add Her! You will not regret it her page is filled with great music, graphics, and laughs! This link will take you to her page... LilMsMaria~R/L Wife of Russ 007~ Wicked Storm Crew~&~Sisters 4 Life~Rider of the Love Machine~@ fubar Once you've been to her page, please continue to show her love by help her out in a giveaway that she doing to get a 6- Month VIP! Click the picture below to go to the contest. Ge

How To Keep Your Hump Machine Intact
HOW TO INSTALL A HOME SECURITY SYSTEM IN THE SOUTH 1. Go to a second-hand store and buy a pair of men's used size 14-16 work boots. 2. Place them on your front porch, along with a copy of Guns & Ammo magazine and your NRA magazines. 3. Put a few giant dog dishes next to the boots and magazine. 4. Leave a note on your door that reads: Hey Bubba, Big Jim, Duke and Slim, I went for more ammunition. Back in an hour. Don't mess with the pit bulls - they attacked the mailman this morning and messed him up real bad. I don't think Killer took part in it but it was hard to tell from all the blood. Anyway, I locked all four of 'em in the house. Better wait outside. Cooter

Cleaning/thinking/doing...
You may or may not know (or care) that I'm constantly cleaning the apartment. It gives me something to do and I HATE dust bunnies. Real bunnies are ok though. :) Anyways, I'm listening to the following : Derrick May's : Nude Photo 88 - What a bouncy bass line. I have to sample this. Nude Photo - Original Mix. Still slamming! Wiggin - Makes me wanna dance,NOT vacuum ! ------------- Vive la fête! - Nuit Blance Good simple French synthpop. I have nary a clue as to what they're saying...but who cares. It's fun, light and poppy. ---------- So last night I was on cam in a lounge. Some women commented on how I look. I don't try to fish for comments but honestly don't see what they were raving about. Ok, maybe raving wasn't the appropriate word. I was called cute. And get this, a "hottie". Go figure. A ego massage? Perhaps,yea,well...why not? I put up with a lot of crap and once in a while it's nice to have a comment directed towa

Played
For those of you who have known me for a while, you know that I was in sort of a relationship on here. It was brought on by a very bad tragedy and Candyce and I had become very close because of it. Then things got a little heated and we never broke out of the tail spin. because of the situation I broke everything off. It was a very hard decision to make but I thought at the time it was the right one. Now I find out ALL OF IT WAS A LIE!!! Brandy (who I was friends with) had supposedly died in a car crash after a fight with her boy friend. Her sister and I became very close. Well, none of it was real. As far as I know Brandy and Candyce are the same person! Brandy had never met with the guy she was supposedly seeing, she never took a trip out there, all of it a lie. I read enough on here and see women all the time talking about players, and games being played but this has got to be the most horrible thing a woman can do. My heart was torn by all of this and now a third tim

012308 Horoscope
Although you will likely receive the emotional support you seek, there could be a darker side to the offer. You won't be satisfied unless others love you without expecting anything in return. But now there are secret agendas and hidden clauses in the unspoken agreements. Be vigilant; bring as much out into the open as you can before getting in over your head.

012308 Romantic Horoscope
Now's the time to take it to another level with a certain someone -- and this could go either way. If you're in too deep, lighten it up a little -- let it breathe. Or, take it down a few notches. Profound is good ... heavy, not so good.

January Pimpout
Hello Club F.A.R. Family! It's that time again. Let's Show Some Big Love to these people!!!! We are steadly adding new members!! This is awesome not only are we becoming A Bigger and Better Family (Still#1 on Fubar) It means you'll be getting much more Love shown on your page and pics, you can never have to much of that!!! But beyond the points and leveling, the most important part is meeting New and Great Friends!!! So take the time to get to know each other!!! ♥JustAGirl♥CLUB F.A.R.~Trells BodyGuard~Waiting For SpiderMan~@ fubar THA OFFICIAL"MS. SWEET MOCHA"CLUB F.A.R "FUWIFEYTOBLACKOb1"@ fubar

012308 Love Tarot
The Knight of Wands card suggests that proposals or ideas could come out of the blue, and you may need to think fast on your feet or improvise. This could be an opportunity to add spark or zest to your love life or relationship or to follow through on romantic plans. You might feel lost or crazy in love. Things could go too far or too fast, however, especially if one of you is unable to keep up with the changes.

Deer Camp
4 guys were all at deer camp. They had to bunk two to a room. No one wanted to room with Ryan because he snored so badly. They decided it wasn't fair to make one of them stay with him the whole time, so they voted to take turns. The first guy slept in Ryan's room and came to breakfast the next morning with his hair a mess and his eyes all bloodshot. They said, 'Man, what happened to you?' He said, 'Ryan snored so loudly, I just sat up and watched him all night.' The next night it was a different guy's turn. In the morning, same thing -- hair all standing up, eyes all blood-shot. They said, 'Man, what happened to you? You look awful!' He said, 'Man, that Ryan shakes the roof. I sat up and watched him all night.' The third night was Frank's turn. Frank was a big, burly, ex-football player; a man's man. The next morning he came to breakfast bright eyed and bushy tailed, looking well rested. 'Good morning,' he said. They couldn't believe it! They s

The Perfect Storm
The graven image of our passion has risen against the fog the rain of my tears falls silently upon my pillow the steady and cumbersome rhythm beats defiantly against the door there is no answer in the night for the storm has evacuated my heart this admission of slavery has been treacherous to my soul the deeds undone and words unsaid have trickled away any emotion felt The last day's dawn rises amoungst the ashes of existence and creates a swelling of belief for it has created the perfect storm © 2007 Rainn (All rights reserved)

Shadows Of The Night
Silence fills the night upon the first watch, the stars shine brightly in the moon's shadow a faint stench of familiarity converses with the breeze bringing me the memories of a time renewed The sweet succulent scent of desire hovers over my mind like a the dew of nightfall yearning for relief from your dark passions The rise of the sun encounters the relevance of the night and cowers in the alleyway praying for relief This is a night of eternity where only the children may play their sadistic games Oh how I long for the warmth of the sun to chase the chill of the night from my weary bones I pray to His Majesty yet the Darkness clothes me in His eternal night unawakened by His kiss The image of Caine walks in my shadows creating a wake of senselessness yet my heart cries out in mourning The cock croons in the distance beyond the far mountain reach I hear his echo yet all is deafened from existence The night has come and clothed me

Sharing My Writing, With My Friends
I have some adult short stories that I wrote myself, which I like to share with my friends. My stories are in my BLOGs and flagged as Adult. In the HEADER of each story, it will tell you what TYPE story it is. Pleave feel free to Leave a Comment on any story you LIKE.

Did U Know...
got this email 2day & thought i would share-lmfao VERY INTERESTING STUFF In the 1400's a law was set forth in England that a man was allowed to beat his wife with a stick no thicker than his thumb. Hence we have "the rule of thumb" ------------------------------------------- Many years ago in Scotland, a new game was invented. It was ruled "Gentlemen Only...Ladies Forbidden"...and thus, the word GOLF entered into the English language. ------------------------------------------- The first couple to be shown in bed together on prime time TV was Fred and Wilma Flintstone. ------------------------------------------- Every day more money is printed for Monopoly than the U.S. Treasury. ------------------------------------------- Men can read smaller print than women can; women can hear better. ------------------------------------------- Coca-Cola was originally green. --------------

Stomper Smarts
Stomper Smarts Is Don Crowther and SMARTS worth the money? Search Engine Domination: When you start social marketing the right way, the search engines will suck up to you like nobody's business. Until you've actually seen how this work, it's just plain hard to believe. Shocking really. You'll start to see multiple rankings, yes 2, 3, even 8 or more placements... higher up in the first page for your most profitable keywords. Which means you're going to be seeing double... triple... even quadruple the traffic from better search engine rankings alone. Social Networking Builds DIRECT Traffic and Buzz: Viral marketing is more powerful now than ever, because more people are spending ore time talking to each other online than ever before. When you discover how to post profiles and pages on social networking sites that people love to read... that build raving fans... and establish you as an expert and thought leader in your particular industry... your traffic and viral m

Legend
its on the edge of darkness where we stand or decide to fall and with blood on the hands another night ends it all one day its a lover or just a friend then the darkness calls and back we go again you know it's the end you've made another mistake a little patience is all it ever takes now sad and lonely is where you seem to be I was your legend you should have waited for me i'm your legend baby that's all i'll ever be i'm your legend in a night that you'll never see

New Husband Store
A store that sells new husbands has just opened in New York City , where a woman may go to choose a husband. Among the instructions at the entrance is a description of how the store operates: You may visit this store ONLY ONCE! There are six floors and the value of the products increase as the shopper ascends the flights. The shopper may choose any item from a particular floor, or may choose to go up to the next floor, but you cannot go back down except to exit the building! So, a woman goes to the Husband Store to find a husband. On the first floor the sign on the door reads: Floor 1 - These men Have Jobs. She is intrigued, but continues to the second floor, where the sign reads: Floor 2 - These men Have Jobs and Love Kids. "That's nice", she thinks, "but I want more." So she continues upward. The third floor sign reads: Floor 3 - These men Have Jobs,

Thank You! Pass This On Please!
This was sent to me by a friend who wished to remain nameless, So "Tom G" I promise not to tell them it was you Nothing ever needs to be said, to show your heartfelt appreciation Please Pass this On! (repost of original by '♥ DAWN ♥' on '2008-01-23 01:52:32')

This Is Sad Family And Friends Lmao
I am offering up a free gift of an animation or morph of your chosing. To get it you must leave 400 comments here: and then send me a fu-mail letting me know you've done that! ***you don't have to leave all 400 comments in 1 day!*** ***IF YOU DON'T FU-MAIL ME, YOU WON'T GET YOUR ANIMATION!*** Leggs*Sarge's Bad Girl*Stiletto Girl*FuSista Co-Mngr*Sisterhood@ fubar what im so mad about your in 3diffrent bombing family's and i see probly 3-4 out of each family this is sad shit

Never Choke In A Restaurant In The South
Two hillbillies walk into a bar. While having a shot of whisky, they talk about their moonshine operation. Suddenly, a woman at a nearby table, who is eating a sandwich, begins to cough. And, after a minute or so, it becomes apparent that she is in real distress. One of the hillbillies looks at her and says, 'Kin ya swallar?' The woman shakes her head no. Then he asks, 'Kin ya breathe?' The woman begins to turn blue and shakes her head no. The hillbilly walks over to the woman, lifts up her dress s, yanks down her drawers and quickly gives her right butt cheek a lick with his tongue. The woman is so shocked that she has a violent spasm and the obstruction flies out of her mouth. As she begins to breathe again, the Hillbilly walks slowly back to the bar. His partner says, 'Ya know, I'd heerd of that there 'Hind Lick Maneuver' but I ain't niver seed nobody do it!'

It's All About You, Isn't It? Why Yes It Is..
A very good but late morning to you. We have had computer issues at work. Yes… the dreaded computer not working like one wishes it to issue. Or the CNWLOWI almost looks like a disease one catches from eating shell fish…anyway the issue is semi resolved and may crop up again, but we are having a Ether-net Card next day priority delivery this am and perhaps, just perhaps it might improve my day…after being scolded by a tech who knows less then a thimble full of tact lambasted me and my fellow employees I believe I can conquer the world now… I barely looked at the msn page to see what lies were being shoveled into it. But, did see Heath Ledger passed away, that is a shame, and the guy did have some good roles in my opinion. He will be missed. That is the problem, life has a way of showing you who is boss and at any minute it can cease to exist. Many know this and some choose to think they are bigger then life and will live on and on. But enough on that, I can’t change people and will no

Fight Part3
Don't be afraid as she pulled down the shadeSaid theres nothing to fear but the monster is hereSo just tell me the time, is it quarter of nineSince the suns gone away, now the creature will play Bleed!!!! *He just needs her in his sight as every single scratch, Cut, Slice, and Open wound on her opened wider till she was gushing blood. He growled deeply as he started towards her his voice demanding as he surged with power.* BLEED!!!!!!!!!!! *She had angered him and if she thought that he was going to make things easy she was wrong. Between the curse and with his surge of power her wounds were not beyond more wounding. And with each new scratch, cut, slice, and opening came his power opening it wider larger making her bleed like no other. When he was within 4 paces of her he spoke.* you’ll find torment and hell under my care for all this. *He increased the shadows by letting the darkness gather. Then releases the shadows which were gathered forming tendrils to turn into thousand of whip

Fight Part2
Don't be afraid as she pulled down the shadeSaid theres nothing to fear but the monster is hereSo just tell me the time, is it quarter of nineSince the suns gone away, now the creature will playAnything in Yellow is other player *From the black mist that was rolling in came Mychal and at his side was a twisted little creature that had leather black skin. Sickly leathery wings a slashing tail and a mouth full of pointed sharp teeth. The teeth seem to chatter as it moved in a figure eight through each striding step that Mychal made. It was no bigger then 3 and half feet tall. When Mychal approached Trillium he had smiled the darkest of grins as his voice leaked out his amusement.* your pleas have reached the ear of your Saviour. How many I save you? Remember this that nothing is free. *He laughed amused by how she looked.* Hue less eyes, meaning there is no color, they are crystal clear the depths the shadows of her skulls mind, as she glares at the one who cursed her, no Sav

Thinking Of You
I sit here quietly and watch the sun set Thinking of someone that I've never met I wonder does he think of me too Needless to say I am thinking of you Wanting to hold you, to see your face To take you away to a better place You feel so right, too good to be true I just can't stop thinking of you My friends say that I might regret Losing my heart to a guy I've not met I say there is nothing I can do I cannot help thinking of you I believe you were made special for me But wonder if that could possibly be I'm tired of being so alone and blue But I always smile when thinking of you

Rpg Freestyle Fightscene The Fall Of The Mulo Vampire
Don't be afraid as she pulled down the shadeSaid theres nothing to fear but the monster is hereSo just tell me the time, is it quarter of nineSince the suns gone away, now the creature will play-type-o-negative-12blackrainbows Imagine if you will a picture of a perfect fairy tale which has crossed over into the world of a necrophilia’s wet dream, an image in a coloured world where they be only tinted. Black on white, covered in the scents of lust, blood, and gore, faintly seeping like a pheromone the hint of a wild forest flower, her body fascinating those who see her pale white skin, she is one who will kill with a kiss, forever ravaging the world, killing never slipping into her grave, living without it seems a soul. A creation made by evil hands, brought to life again an angel for no one. She steps into the yard, no wolf moon above, her arrival is a spell cast, grace of a silver bullet, BANG, and you’re dead. Deadly as she stalks into the darkness surrounding the others, c

Full Heart, Empty Arms
Thoughts of you illuminate my spirit; Never a flicker of flame, but with Arching bolts which strike with a force That disturbs my equilibrium. My mind races as waves of passion flush over My pale skin, causing me to gaze upon visions Of impossible romantic possibilities. Pathetic is this woman who anticipates the True rhythm of love, with a man she will never hold. My imagined discourse of thoughts leave me suffering, As my lips quiver with the words I shall never speak to his: "I have loved you more than anybody in this world."

Please Read
Michael Edwin Pettrey (April 21, 1973 - January 20, 2008) Sign Guest Book | Send Private Condolences Michael Edwin Pettrey, 34 of Princeton died Sunday, January 20, 2008. Born April 21, 1973 in Princeton. He was the son of Sandra and Wayne Hylton and Reverend Eddie and Penny Pettrey all of Princeton. Michael loved to play a guitar and sing which he was very talented. He was preceded in death by paternal grandparents, Oliver and Muriel Pettrey and maternal grandfathers, Opie Thomas and Victor “Pepaw” Argabright. Survivors in addition to his parents include Two Sisters Annette Inscore and husband Earl of King, NC Olivia Jones and husband Harold of Princeton. One Brother Jeffrey Pettrey and friend Pam Hagy of Princeton. Fiancé Robin Justice of Princeton Nephews EW and Eddie Inscore and Derek Roope Nieces Kiera Roope, Emily Coleman and Hannah Jones. A host of aunts, uncles and cousins who loved him and will miss him very much. Funeral services will be held 7:00 PM on Thursday, Ja

Valentines Application
¢¾Be My Valentine Application¢¾ This is the "Be My Valentine Application" Everyone knows there's at least one person on Fubar that you want to be your Valentine. Heres the application for that special someone. Let's see who replys back with the following filled out. Have Fun. Area 1: Name: Age: Phone: Height: Do you Drive: State You Live In: School: Grade: May I Call You: Single or Taken: Would You Date Me: Kiss On First Date: Will You Send This Back To Me?: Area 2: What would you do if I... I made a move on u: I kissed you: I lived next door to you: I asked you on a date: I was hospitalized: I ran away from home: I got into a fight and you weren't there? Area 3: What do you think about my... Personality: Eyes: Hair: Body: Area 4: Have you ever.... Lied to make me feel better? Wanted to kiss me? Wanted to kill me? Wanted to hold me? Wanted to date me? Broke my heart? Kept something important from me? Area 5: "X" marks the spot Wo

Submission
I kneel, supplicant before you my will offered up in quiet acquiescence awaiting your approval or reproach the fine line between pleasure and pain becomes ever sweeter with your control with every touch, kiss, word smoldering embers are kindled tormenting desires awakened I quiver captured by heat and hunger bend me to your will My Lord show me what you most desire my purpose but to serve through your dominion I find myself You, the Master of many my only

I Am Missing You
im on the computer waiting for you to phrase. but i no that you are asleeping now and when i lay here in my bed late at night while the world is sleeping memories go in and out of my mind of you smiling, laughing i miss the sound of your voice when you talk to me. the way you make me happy, my world seems like heaven. and my happiness in a way dies when i dont talk to you iam not there to see when you smile i cannot take you in my arms and hold you. i cannot see your face when u hear good news and iam really sad when i think these things b/c id like to see and protect you i try and try to go to sleep and when i fall asleep i always dream of you i miss you so much, too much sometimes. love is happy, iam not happy with out you here. i wish we'll talk to each other again very soon and doing this i other look at the stars, the same stars looking at you

Unforgettable Dreams
As I sit there, thinking, someone comes towards me and grabs my hand. Frightened, I jerk back; But he assures me that he is here to help me and love me. He begins to caress my neck, my shoulders, my back; And I give in to his orgasmic touch - And I trust him, though I have only just met him. And I touch him, his soft, silky skin, caressing him. Still sitting there, he wraps his arms around me and holds me for hours on end - And he tells me he cares, something never before heard by this lonely heart. Now, as we lay there on the beach, underneath the stars, his soft, sensuous lips touch mine. And I give myself to him, as we make love beneath the stars. And our hearts, minds, bodies, and souls entwine. He knows my every need, fantasy, desire - And he fulfills and satisfies each one of these as I have only dreamed. Now as we lie there, the sun begins to rise. It is not just a new day, but a new beginning as we plan to spend the rest of our lives

Heath Leadger.....dead @ 28
They think it is drug related. Its so shocking. He had a 1 year old daughter, he had everything going for him. It had to be accidental, he had been having a lot of trouble with insomnia lately. Its so sad. He was an amazing actor with a fantastic body of work. He will be missed. RIP Heath Leadger

Please Rate This Pic For Me
Hey family and friends..would you please stop by Sexy Baby Blue Eyes Picture. So far he is in the lead with comments. But he needs to be ahead on the number of ratings. He is an all around nice guy, please take just a second to rate his picture. Here is the link to the host, you will need to send her a friends request first and please put in the request you are there for to help with a contest..this is the host's link This is the link to the picture to rate... Thank You So Much!!!

In Dreams
At night I dream of you, Coming to be by my side. I see your silhouette at first; I watch your calm, quick glide. Vivid images; Pictures in my mind. My night's love, my passion; All in you I shall find. Once again, you'll whisper to me, "Hello, my dear. " Your touch eases me, Removing any fear. Your gaze meets mine; The warm look in your eyes, It melts my heart. From now on Nothing but blue skies! Tonight you romance me; Our bodies entwine. You enter; I gasp! Our souls combine. A touch here, a tickle there, It enthralls me; I am captivated. Our bodies move, the motion constant; My body's completely activated. Throughout the night Our passion flows, Coming together, My emotion grows. For you, in dreams, Oh, how I care. But when morning comes, I am left in despair. Another night gone and passed. I awake in ecstasy all alone. For you visit at night; In dreams you come. And I dread the coming of a new dawn.

The Gift
I don't have much to give you in the way of material things. But then, I have never been a material person . . . so it wouldn't matter much anyway. I do have something to give you, though . . . and I hope you accept this gift with joy. I have chosen not to wrap it . . . I want it to be presented to you as pristine as can be. And anyway, decorations or wrappings would certainly ruin the effect. And so it is . . . that I stand before you . . . unclothed, but surprisingly, unashamed of my nakedness. You have already captured a piece of my heart, and you have captivated my soul. The only thing left for me to present to you is my very being . . . and I do that willingly, happily, and most of all . . . lovingly. Standing before you . . . watching your every movement . . . seeing the desire in your eyes for the very first time. I don't believe in all of my life, I have ever witnessed a moment as beautiful as this. Neither one of us can speak . . . and we are finding,

Ready For Love
Take my hand and lead the way; tell me all you want to say. Whisper softly in my ear, all those things I want to hear. Kiss my lips and touch my skin; bring out passions deep within. Pull me close and hold me near; take away my pain and fear. In the darkness of the night, be my beacon, shine your light. In the brightness of the sun, show me that you are the one. Give me wings so I can fly; for I can soar when you're nearby. Enter my heart, break down the wall, it's time for me to watch it fall. I've been a prisoner, can't you see? Break my chains and set me free. Strip me of my armor tight; you'll find I won't put up a fight. Release my soul held deep within . . . I'm ready now, let love begin.

Memories
NOW THE TIME HAS COME, FOR US TO SAY GOODBYE, I'M LEAVEING YOU FOR A LITTLE WHILE, BUT I PROMISE I'LL BE BACK. I'LL THINK OF YOU ALWAYS I'LL PICTURE YOU IN MY HEAD, AND IN MY HEART A MEMORORY I'LL KEEP OF YOU FOREVER, DONT EVER GIVE UP HOPE,I CANNOT STOP MY FATE, THE TIME WILL COME SOMEDAY, I'LL BE BACK FOR YOU,I LOVED OUR TIME TOGETHER, AND I'LL HATE OUR TIME APART BUT NOW THAT TIME HAS COME FOR US TO SADLY PART.

Spirit Leveler Read Pleas
COMMUNICATION PROBLEM I CONTINUE TO POST BLOGS AND IT SEEMS THAT THEIR IS ABOUT 8 TA 10 OUT OF 32 READING THEM WE HAVE A PROBLEM WE WILL HAVE A MEETING THIS WEEKEND AND I EXPECT EVERONE TO BE THERE I'LL PLAN IT LATE ENOUGH IN THE EVENING ON SAT OR SUN SO EVERYBODY SHOULDN'T HAVE A PROBLEM MAKING IT THIS IS A MANDATORY MEETIMG! C YA THERE PAINTER OWNER~FOUNDER

The Way I Feel
THERE ARE MANY THINGS I WILL DO FOR YOU,AND YOU WILL WONDER WHY,I WILL DO THEM AND BE SILENT AND YOU MAY CRY. BUT WHAT I DO FOR YOU I DO IT FROM THE HEART,I WILL DO ANYTHING FOR YOU,YOU TELL ME YOUR OKAY BUT I THINKANOTHER WAY ONE THING WILL ALWAYS STAY TRUE I AM ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU.

Gone
INTO THE DARKNESS IT BECAME SO CLEAR THE ONE I LOVE IS NO WHERE NEAR, THE MORE I CHOKE, I DROWN,THE MORE I SLEEP THE MORE I FROWN DREAMS OF HIM IS ALL I SEE,THE FEELINGS OF WANTING HIM HERE WITH ME,PASSIONATE KISSES IS ALL WE'D SPEAKE,IF OUR LIPS WERE TO EVER TO MEET WE WE WOULD NEVER STOP

Friends?
ok heres the deal....for those of u on my freinds list that i dont speak to or vice versa im deleting yo asses...and most of u wont even read this...so if ya dont want deleted holla atcha gurl cuz otherwise adios!!!

What Is Love And What Would You Do For It***
WHAT IS LOVE AND WHAT WOULD YOU DO FOR IT*** LOVE IS BETTER WHEN YOUR BEST FRIENDS.. LOVE is RESPECT.. WITHOUT RESPECT YOU HAVE NOTHING.. LOVE IS MAKING THAT PERSON YOUR WITH FEEL SECURE.. AND KNOWING THERE'S NO ONE ELSE THEY'D RATHER BE SPENDING THERE TIME WITH. LOVE IS ..LOVE IS WHEN YOU CAN TRUST THE PERSON FULLY AND NOT HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT WHERE THEY ARE OR IF THEY ARE DOING SOMETHING AGAINST YOUR BETTER JUDGEMENT..LOVE IS WHEN YOU CAN LAY DOWN WITH SOMEONE AND TOTALLY BE YOURSELF,HAVE FUN, LAUGH, AND FEEL LIKE YOUR HAVING THE BEST CONVERSATION... JUST BECAUSE OF THE WAY YOU REACT TOWARDS EACH OTHER. LOVE IS BEING ABLE TO EXPRESS YOURSELF WITH OUT HAVING TO WORRY ABOUT HOW THE OTHER PERSON IS GOING TO REACT. IN LOVE YOU SHOULD ALWAYS BE ABLE TO BE YOURSELF. LOVE IS WHEN YOU CARE ABOUT SOMEONE AND YOU GO OUT OF YOUR WAY TO PLEASE THE PERSON JUST SO THEY KNOW YOU ARE THINKING ABOUT THEM. LOVE CAN HAPPEN FAST OR LOVE CAN TAKE IT'S TIME. LOVE IS WHEN YOU SEE PAST ALL FAULTS AND STIL

Why The Cowboys Failed....i Shoulda Known!
DALLAS—Speaking to reporters she had invited into her impenetrable subterranean Texas lair on Monday, Jessica Simpson gloated over the victory she recently achieved after nearly two years of using her personal charms, her unique brand of cunning, and every resource at her disposal to meticulously plot the downfall of the Cowboys' 2007 season. "Ever since I was a little girl growing up in football-obsessed Texas, it's been a dream of mine to completely bring the evil, arrogant Cowboys organization and its boorish and cocky fans to their knees. But the suave and sophisticated players on that team are nigh-unapproachable for a nice country girl like me," Simpson declared from her Throne of Thorns, situated in the surveillance room of her headquarters. "And then I saw Tony. Instantly I knew that he was the weak link, the keystone, the only one for me to exploit."According to Simpson, her meticulously crafted plan hinged on capturing Romo's interest, artificially inflating his confidence, a

Why?
WHY DID U LEAVE ME? WHY DID YOU GO? WHY DID YOU TAKE THE ONLY THING THAT KEPT ME ALIVE? IS ITS BEACUSE I'M NOT GOOD ENOUGH? ID IT BEACUSE YOU WHERE SCARED? OR WAS IT BEACUSE YOU DIDNT LOVE ME ANYMORE? WHY DID YOU LEAVE? WHY DID YOU GO? WHY DID YOU TURN YOUR BACK TO ME WHEN I NEEDED YOU THE MOST WHY DID YOU LEAVE ME? WHY DID YOU HAVE TO GO?

What Will Your Soul Mate Will Be Like?
provider. you like that they provide the security and luxury while all you have to do is enjoy it. because spoiling you is what make them happy. they love to show you off and to make you happy. they work hard play hard and fall in love hard. they would walk to the end of the earth for you. tresure this love! Take this quiz at QuizHeaven.com

Careful Waht You Say/do! Too Funny!
Va. Student's Snow-Day Plea Triggers an Online Storm By Michael Alison Chandler Washington Post Staff Writer Wednesday, January 23, 2008; A01 Snow days, kids and school officials have always been a delicate mix. But a phone call to a Fairfax County public school administrator's home last week about a snow day -- or lack of one -- has taken on a life of its own. Through the ubiquity of Facebook and YouTube, the call has become a rallying cry for students' First Amendment rights, and it shows that the generation gap has become a technological chasm. It started with Thursday's snowfall, estimated at about three inches near Lake Braddock Secondary School in Burke. On his lunch break, Lake Braddock senior Devraj "Dave" S. Kori, 17, used a listed home phone number to call Dean Tistadt, chief operating officer for the county system, to ask why he had not closed the schools. Kori left his name and phone number and got a message later in the day from Tistadt's wife. "How dare y

Wednesday Opie And Anthony Links: Whip 'em Out Wednesday, Boobs On Paltalk, New Boobs On Ratemywow, New O&a Video, O&a Podcasts, New Videos Online
LISTEN TO TODAY'S OPIE and ANTHONY SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) O&A ANIMATIONS ARE ON iTunes NOW!! (Check out Opie and Jay enjoying a quiet evening!) Happy Whip 'em Out Wednesday, especially to the Ladies of Paltalk, who are keeping us all drooling with the early morning breasticles! (log in and check out the 'Opie and Anthony LIVE' room to see them now!) Today on the Opie and Anthony POgram, we're mourning the passing of actor Heath Ledger. Not only was he in the staff's FAVORITE movie, Brokeback Mountain, but also because he plays The Joker in the upcoming BATMAN sequel, The Dark Knight. Thanks to our own Sam, we have video of yesterday's awesome FINGER ELEVEN performance: FINGER ELEVEN performs 'Paralyzer' On the Opie and Anthony Show Last week, the O&A Show said "Adios" to WJFK-FM in Washington, DC. GO GET YOUR XM NOW AND HEAR THE SHOW UNCENSORED! COUPLES CHERRY DARTS - WIN CA$H!! The Opie and Anthony Show is looking for COUPLES (guys and

Seeking New Members
Family rules for joining the spirit levelers! >Don't join this family because you are in a contest >You cannot enter any contest for 30 day's after joining because of previous scheduled events. > You can't belong to any other bombing family can not be disrespectful to any family member ,treat them as you would want to be treated > You "MUST" have a salute and be a level 5 or higher,Be respectful to all other members,help all members when they are in contest or give aways,when you reach about 20.000 we will put you in a leveling pimp out so that everyone will come and blow your page up and level you fast!We are a "DRAMA FREE" family anyone found causing Drama will be removed at once "NO QUESTIONS ASKED" we will not put up with it!We ask that you repost our bulletins and check the home page daily for new blog postings,we are a bombing family as well so when asked to help out with some comments in a contest or give away please do so!So if you would like to join go to Spirit Levele

The Prayer
"The Prayer" Lord give me grace and dancing feet And the power to impress Lord give me grace and dancing feet Let me outshine, the moon Is it so wrong, to crave recognition? Second best, runner-up Is it so wrong to want rewarding? To want more than is given to you? Than is given to you Tonight make me unstoppable And I will charm, I will slice I will dazzle them with my wit Tonight make me unstoppable And I will charm, I will slice I will dazzle, I will outshine, them all Standing on the packed dance floor Our bodies thrown in time Silent on the weekdays Tonight I claim what's mine Is it so wrong to crave recognition? Second best, runner-up Is it so wrong to want rewarding? To want more than is given to you? Than is given to you Tonight make me unstoppable And I will charm an I will slice and I will dazzle them with my wit Tonight make me unstoppable And I will charm, I will slice I will dazzle, I will outshine, them all Tonight make me unst

Top Priority Contest
I need all Fu-bombers, friends of the Fu-bombers, and fans of the fu-bombers to bomb our girl Kae. She is behind in her contest. Please hit her up with comments the next three days to help get her back in the lead. I would really appreciate it. Just click on the picture below to go straight to her contest page. Tiggerbear2007 Family Manager Fubombers

Whats Your Sexual Iq?
You have a Sexual IQ of 131 You know a lot about sex. You have had many sexual experiences and you are well versed in all of the lingo associated with sex. You watch a lot of T.V. shows about sex and you pick up a lot through movies and T.V. You are likely to get even smarter when it comes to sex, because you are very intelligent already and are just waiting to have more sexual experiences. 'What is your Sexual IQ?' at QuizUniverse.com

Little Johnny...
The Polite way to Pee During one of her daily classes, a teacher trying to teach good manners,asked her students the following question: 'Michael, if you were on a date having dinner with a nice young lady,how would you tell her that you have to go to the bathroom?' Michael said, 'Just a minute I have to go pee.' The teacher responded by saying, 'That would be rude and impolite.' 'What about you Sherman, how would you say it?' Sherman said, 'I am sorry, but I really need to go to the bathroom. I'll be right back.' 'That's better, but it's still not very nice to say the word bathroom at the dinner table.' 'And you, Johnny, can you use your brain for once and show us your good manners?' I would say: "Darling, may I please be excused for a moment? I have to shake hands with a very dear friend of mine, whom I hope to introduce you to after dinner." The teacher fainted...

Come And Get Me
My brother dropped off his wife at the hairstylist and she was supposed to call me when she was ready to be picked up. She must have dialed a wrong number, she reported later. She called, and a man said "Hello," to which she cheerfully said, "Come and get me!" The man said, "Are you sure? This is Mitchell's funeral home."

People And Fu Drama
recently somone I knew contacted one opf my new frineds and if your reading this let me know I lost alot of information and if i didnt contact you i appologize. but if someone has something to say say it to me not somone else. and i do have a bad memory short term but verey friendsly cause everyone needs a friend cassy

The Day The Humor Died
We've lost it. We had it for a long time and now it's gone. What is it that we've lost: our sense of humor. We've lost the ability to taste, touch, feel, or even recognize humor. We've let the gods of political correctness dictate to us what is humor and what isn't, and they have left us in the dark void of nothingness. As far as they are concerned nothing is funny and any attempt at humor is a sign of "disrespect", "insensitivity", and shows a lack of "compassion"I know something about humor. I learned it well when I was a young one. I was abandoned by my natural parents, who divorced and left me in the US while they went back to the old country. Being without a family, up for adoption with no prospects made me an easy target for the other kids. Kids were more brutal then, but in their brutality I learned to deflect their harsh words with humor. I learned the meaning of the phrase:"Sticks and stones my break my bones, but names will never hurt me. When I die, you will cry for all

Study: False Statements Preceded War
Read the following article posted below and then go to my blog "Important to all Americans". Take the time to watch those three sets of videos posted on my blog (link provided above in red); at the very least watch the third and then second sets posted on that blog. Please be aware of what we have not been told. Ask yourself how much more has been kept from the American people before you go vote and definitely before you blow off your civic duty and right to vote. Don't risk losing our sovereignty or any more of our freedoms by doubting that which has been hidden from us. Please find the time to watch those videos. Then ask yourself: if even such allegations were made, why were we not aware of them? Such large allegations would naturally be posted all over the news every single day, yet all these allegations have been squelched and kept from us successfully. It is larger than your imagination can get; it's larger than Stephen King's imagination and yet we have heard nothing

Tribute To Heath Ledger Never Forgotten 1/22/08
Heath Ledger was discovered by a housekeeper in a New York City apartment on Tuesday afternoon. Sleeping pills were found near the acclaimed actor, 28, who was naked at the foot of his bed. An autopsy is planned for Wednesday. There was no obvious indication that the Australian-born Ledger had committed suicide, NYPD spokesman Paul Browne said. Ledger had an appointment for a massage at the SoHo apartment that is believed to be the home of the "Brokeback Mountain" actor, Browne said. The massage therapist and a housekeeper found his naked body at about 3:30 p.m. They tried to revive him, but he was already dead. "We are all deeply saddened and shocked by this accident," Ledger's publicist, Mara Buxbaum, said in a statement Tuesday night. "This is an extremely difficult time for his loved ones and we are asking the media to please respect the family's privacy and avoid speculation until the facts are known." The Life And Loss Of A Young Talent!!!

Who I Am
Good Morning All: I do live in the greater New Orleans Metro area. I am a student at a local university and therefore I am usually quite busy. I do love to party but do so mostly on weekends. A dear friend turned me on to this site, and I have just recently decided to work this account. I am up nights a lot cramming for school. I hope to meet lots of cool peeps and have some fun. Come check me out when you get the time.

Good Morning
hello global bombers and family. for the past week or so we have been moving on verry goog with the two giveaways that are posted i would like to say a special thanks to everone that are helping keep up the wonderful work we stand a chance of getting cathys giveaway out of the way today so lets try to give it all that we have got. global bombers rule and kick but

January 22, 2008
Happy Hump Day everyone only 2 days left until the weekend so this is what is up for today LETS LEVEL THESE PEOPLE …..You all are great I.B.I .C BlondeRage26@ fubar TIFFY~Mid's creaming on my hot apple pie slutstick in traning** I.B.I.C*Dani's hoe*@ fubar ~Tima~I.B.I.C~Club F.A.R.~@ fubar bones567@ fubar TremorsAudio@ fubar queenp00h of T.H.U.G.S.@ fubar Tat2dirishthug@ fubar

Ladies Be Careful What You Ask For
A man walks into a drug store to get tampns for his wife. He asks the clerk were they are, she tells him wich ile they are on. He looks around the store for a few minutes. When he gets to the rgister he has cotton balls and string. The clerk is curious and ask's " Weren't you looking for tampons". He said " I sent my wife to the store for smokes she came back with tabbaco and rolling papers. And said it is cheaper this way. So I figure if I have to roll my own to save money so does she".

Great Big Ty And Disclaimer
First off i want to thank everyone who helped me get todays spotlight- you guys ROCK! second i wont be accepting all friends requests today.I rate and fan ALL my friends and inevitably i will reach my max limit on user ratings and fans so- I will try to rate everyone that rates me but the surest way to make sure i get back to you, especially today, is to send a request! sooner or later i WILL get back to you! LOL Ill tyr my best to keep up with my messages but that may get a little crazy too! Bear with me! Have a great day and hopefully looking at my ugly mug all damn day doesnt run ya off fubar till the morning! :P *smooches* ~Temptress~ aka Tina

This Is So Awesome
Hey whats up anyways so i joined this like investing affiliate thing and they give you 100 dollars to join and free also its awesome because its like a investment and there is no money out of ur pocket. Anyways for every person you refer you make 20 dollars so you dont have to do no selling or no buying whats so ever and 2010 you get payed on whatever you have built up or you can get payed before that its pretty cool so check it out. http://www.wealthtoolbox.com/?ref=lowlowride523540@aol.com

Wish
Awakened this dying season such a beauty to behold Oh autumn hath arrived a tragedy painted dead Fallen am I without thee I am lost In a region of doleful shades I am withering away I dwell in the shadows of life A dismal state of mind I'm in pain Oh sun I hate thy beams Leave me here to sleep and dream In the midst of falling leaves In a garden of endless grief I yearn for thee my precious one Beneath a pale grey sky I dream of your embrace How I wish I had yo near in this oh so dolorous life Where dreams turn to dust I have lost all my hope Of lasting pain and unpresent bliss This soul of mine I welcome thee Eternal sleep Silent advent of white death I feel so cold Crystallized tears falling still Oh autumn hath died Enshrouded am I in thy mist of endless gloom Enthralled am I by thy beauty How I wish how I wish In the midst of falling snow In a garden of endless grief My forlorn soul of misery Where peace and rest can never dwell Hope never comes I see n

A Child At Heart But With Alleged Adult Tendencies
It has to be said that I am glad I did not have children. The reason has struck home with a thud, well one reason anyway. I am currently compiling a glossary for some people in Goa whose English is not advanced and especially whose English would not fathom any new words because I like making up words. It amuses me. What I never realised, having looked through the text, is that I use words without thinking and that is nothing to do with speaking before thinking. It is a case of you use a word and do not really know the exact dictionary definition of it. So when someone asks what a word means there is much head scratching and a long sentence is carried out. Prison would be easier than having to root through the white matter, grey matter and Oxford English Dictionary because you come to realise that you do not actually know the meaning of the word. Not enough to give an explicit explanation. Tut, I mean exact. See what I mean. I blame my Mother, sorry mum but this time s

Heath Ledger
At sixteen, Ledger sat for early graduation exams, and left school to pursue an acting career with girlfriend Jenna Sorrell. With his best friend, Trevor DiCarlo, Ledger made the cross-country drive to Sydney. He returned to Perth for the TV series Sweat (1996), in which he played a gay cyclist. In 1996, prior to his film debut in the 1997 Australian movie Blackrock, Heath Ledger was involved in the short lived Fox Broadcasting Company fantasy-drama Roar. In 1999, Ledger starred in the teen comedy 10 Things I Hate About You and also had the lead role in the acclaimed Australian movie Two Hands, directed by Gregor Jordan. He has starred in The Patriot, Monster's Ball, A Knight's Tale, Ned Kelly, The Order, and The Brothers Grimm. In 2001, he won a ShoWest Award for the Male Star of Tomorrow based on his performance in The Patriot, and worldwide release of A Knight's Tale. In 2003, he was named one of Australian GQ's Men of the Year for acting. In 2005, Ledger received a "Bes

This Is So Awesome :)
Hey whats up anyways so i joined this like investing affiliate thing and they give you 100 dollars to join and free also its awesome because its like a investment and there is no money out of ur pocket. Anyways for every person you refer you make 20 dollars so you dont have to do no selling or no buying whats so ever and 2010 you get payed on whatever you have built up or you can get payed before that its pretty cool so check it out. http://www.wealthtoolbox.com/?ref=lowlowride523540@aol.com

Dancing
Have you ever wondered what kind of dance I like to do? I dont know if Ive told anyone except Scarlet angel.... and thats cause Ive known her....Forever!! lol if youre wondering now its Modern. Thats a mix between Jazz and Ballete! Heres a cool vid that shows what I do.

Karmic Justice
I hope that you find What life has in store All you deserve Is coming... and more. The hurt and betrayal That you gave to me Will come back upon you Forever times three You reap what you sow And liars will burn Don't curse the fates For what you duly earned. Your heart torn in pieces As you feel what must be For as I do will it So mote it be! D. R. Hyden i think i watched too many reruns of Charmed...lolol was hurting and i suppose its a good thing i'm not a witch...lol i was annnngry...lol oh well... the person i wrote this about and to did have a run of really nasty luck after this, but i'm sure that was coincidence..lol... well, i'm pretty sure...lolol

Closed Eyes
sighing eyes cast downward heart breaking i walk away from the sight of hope i lose the faith in my dreams i realize that nothing is what i wished and never will be it's all a lie and make believe and fairy tales just can't come true. i tried to believe i tried to feel it i fell for it the lies, the promises. but now, i walk away i won't fall again. next time i look, i will see the derision i will see the false face i will not be deceived by those with hurt in mind and i will not close my eyes on their laughter. D. R. Hyden wow...um... depressing much? lolol... suppose it's obvious my heart was (once again) broken when i wrote this... geez...do i have lousy luck or what? lol and it was a lie...i did close my eyes again... and i got burned...again. oh well... live and learn..or make the same mistakes...(i don't make the same ones...i just make a lot of different ones...lmao)

No Sense Of Humor...
It is funny how often I will say or post something on here that I think is just me being the VERY funny guy I am, and the next thing I know the wench is cussing me out and/or blocking me... Hate to say it, butt there are some dumbass's every where... Should know that since I am a corrections officer in a mental prison...

Suicide (written In 1991)
the sun is low the rain falls down like the tears on the bloodstained glass where she found him gun in hand. chalk marks around where he once lay, yellow police line to keep them away from his death. what happened here? why did he die? questions, questions run wild through her head as she picks up his gun and says goodbye. D. R. Hyden wow...found this old one... wrote this one the year after i graduated high school... damn...that long ago? holy cow!!!

Beverly Hills 90210 Season 8
Beverly Hills 90210 Season 8 was premiered on the 10th of September 1997 and ended on the 20th of May 1998. The series was created by Darren Star and it has thirty-two (32) episodes. It follows the lives of a group of young people in Beverly Hills California.

Safe
burning salt dries in my eyes the windows to my soul look in on burning emptiness. lost and alone can't find me in all this lonely open. vast desert barren soulless yearning needing desperate for love. then a cool breeze a caress of words a green blade grass, leaf a drop of cool rain it's u and i'm safe. D. R. Hyden and another pulled from my files...

Teardrop Revelations
Last night I cried a tear And I caught it in my hand I gazed into its salty depths And found I could not stand. For deep within this product of my lonely bitter eye I saw a visage of pure love So sad to see me cry. Startled, my hand opened up And as the teardrop fell I heard a voice so soft and sweet Clear as a ringing bell. "My child, your life has yet begun," The Voice, in wisdom, said, "When bitter pain spears your heart, Think of Me, instead. I was born, with death in mind In a cold, mean manger bed, Loved and taught so many hearts Was scorned for things I said. A wooden cross my final goal To pave the way for you, I paid the price for all sin Because my Father asked me to. So remember when you feel unloved and hurt tears you in two My love for you is great enough That I would DIE for YOU." D. R. Hyden i remember when i wrote this i was actually penning a much darker poem. that was my intent. this one rolled out instead... my words? or

Mute Heart
lost and alone with nowhere to turn goin in circles frustration to burn. panic, depression my life is on hold waiting for something my heart is so cold. rigid, unbending tho fragile and weak what would it say if my heart could speak? would it tell me of love or of hate as i fall would it tell of anger or of nothing at all. mute and unyielding holding it's own but battered and beaten and hurting alone. i wonder who i am when i leave this place am i just a number or do i have a face. and is that face worthy to call me a friend or am i alone from now to the end? D. R. Hyden don't remember when i wrote this one. just pulling up old files...

Mirror, Mirror
Mirror mirror what's wrong with me? I look in you daily, fearfully Ugliness is what i behold Alas, it's me, or so i'm told. Rotund, obese and frightfully pale, Unfortunately it's me that hails From this body trapped inside, Forever from the world i hide. Show me fear and show me pain, I'll show you me, i am not vain. Beauty within, ugly without, That's exactly what i'm all about. I'm afraid of what's inside of me So i hide it with obesity Mirror, mirror, tell me true Am i all i see in you? Do people see beyond their eyes? Can they see that beauty lies Just beyond the skin and veins? One heart beats in lots of pain. I hurt, I feel like anyone But, it seems, I have no one. No one cares what they can't see: Not ugliness... ...it's only me. D. R. Hyden wrote this ages ago... my self esteem has never been very good. tho better now than then. but hey...we all have our issues...lolol

Mind Spew
I'M SELFISH AND SOMETIMES INCONSITERATE... I DONT WEAR MAKE-UP, I THINK IT COVERS NATURAL BEAUTY, BUT I STILL BUY IT AND HAVE A CASE OF IT LYING AROUND... IM NOT A MATERIALISTIC PERSON BUT I CANT LET GO OF ANYTHING I HAVE... I OWN 2 PAIRS OF SHOES AND THATS ALOT FOR ME... WELL 3 IF YOU COUNT MY SLIPPERS... I WALK AROUND BAREFOOT AND SOMETIMES HAVE A COUNTRY ACCENT BUT IM NOT A HILL BILLY... I HAVE 2 SISTERS AND ONE BROTHER... I HAVE GIVEN BIRTH TO 4 BEAUTIFUL CHILDREN BUT DONT RAISE OR SEE ANY OF THEM I HAVE 3 NEICES AND 1 NEFEW I COME FROM A BIG FAMILY AND FAMILY MEANS ALOT TO ME BUT NOT BECAUSE I'M CLOSE WITH THE ONE I HAVE, QUITE THE OPPOSITE... BECAUSE I WANT THE CLOSENESS I DOTN HAVE... I HATE FILTH BUT HATE CLEANING EVEN MORE... I LOVE DOING LAUNDRY BUT HATE LAUNDRY MATS.. I WALK AROUND THE HOUSE IN MY PANTIES CUZ CLOTHS ARE OVER RATED... BUT AM VERY SELF CONSCIOUS... I DANCE IN MY PANTIES WHEN NO ONE IS AROUND... I HATE MY BEWBS, MY ASS AND J

Am I Emo-tionally Stable?
You Are 74% Grown Up, 26% Kid Congratulations, you are definitely quite emotionally mature. Although you have your moments of moodiness, you're usually stable and level headed.How Emotionally Mature Are You?

The Southern Belle And Other Things You Need To Know Regarding Living In The South
THE SOUTHERN BELLE ***Proper Southern Belles...*** *What they DO* 1. Do get the man they want! 2. Know the way to a man's heart is through his stomach. 3. Are extraordinary hostesses. 4. Always look their best! Never a bad hair day or never without the perfect thing to wear. 5. Can walk in heels like they're floating on air. 6. Are always a bit mysterious. 7. Are witty and charming. 8. Throw the best parties. 9. Are the greatest cooks. 10. Have style! proper southern="" belles...=""> *What they do NOT do* 1. Never blow their nose in public. 2. Do not 'pass gas' in public. (Well yes, they really do, but they look at the person next to them in shock and smile coyly) 3. Never wear white shoes or carry white handbags before Easter or after Labor Day. 4. Never chase after a man... they connive a man into chasing 'them'. Then act totally surprised when 'caught'. 5. Do not call men on the telephone. 6. Never eat large amounts in public... they only nibble and say that th

Could You Be Loved?
Could you be loved and be loved? Could you be loved and be loved? Don't let them fool ya, Or even try to school ya! Oh, no! We've got a mind of our own, So go to hell if what you're thinking is not right! Love would never leave us alone, A-yin the darkness there must come out to light. Could you be loved and be loved? Could you be loved, wo now! - and be loved? (The road of life is rocky and you may stumble too, So while you point your fingers someone else is judging you) Love your brotherman! (Could you be - could you be - could you be loved? Could you be - could you be loved? Could you be - could you be - could you be loved? Could you be - could you be loved?) Don't let them change ya, oh! - Or even rearrange ya! Oh, no! We've got a life to live. They say: only - only - only the fittest of the fittest shall survive - Stay alive! Eh! Could you be loved and be loved? Could you be loved, wo now! - and be loved? (You ain't gon

Dedicated To My Life, My Love ... My 9 Year Old Niece
"No one has ever touched my heart the way this small child does ... loves her with ALL my heart, my song to her, 'Forever Young'" May the good lord be with you Down every road you roam And may sunshine and happiness Surround you when youre far from home And may you grow to be proud Dignified and true And do unto others As youd have done to you Be courageous and be brave And in my heart youll always stay Forever young, forever young Forever young, forever young May good fortune be with you May your guiding light be strong Build a stairway to heaven With a prince or a vagabond And may you never love in vain And in my heart you will remain Forever young, forever young Forever young, forever young Forever young Forever young And when you finally fly away Ill be hoping that I served you well For all the wisdom of a lifetime No one can ever tell But whatever road you choose Im right behind you, win or lose Forever young, f

My Lovely
why do you wait for me and how do wait for me im feeling alone without you here in my arms im lost and alone without you here by my side oooooh oooooh heres a song for you lovely remember that it is for you only, for you only why do you wait on me and how do you wait on me im feeling alone without you here in my arms im lost and alone without you here by my side ohhhh ohhhhhh heres a song for you lovely remember that it is for you only, for you only my heart is caught in a landslide and now it feels for you only, for you only ooo aaah oooo ahhhh heres a song for you lovely remember that it is for you only, for you only my heart is caught in a landslide and now it feels for you only, for you only

Good Morning!
hate to have to do it but i'll be away from fubar until the 3rd. we are switching our internet connection to a cheaper company. hopefully i'll be getting back to all my friends then. sure gonna miss you guys! hold down the fort until i return! much love to you all!

Valentine Application
so valentines Day will be here before you know it. ive decided to think outside the box this year and create an application to decide who is worthy of being my valentine. Name: Age: Location: Reason I should choose you: Be creative:) I may update this as I think of more things I want to know about my potential Valentine. Have fun & good luck!

From Tommyrotica!!! Thanks
CLIMBING N2 THE SHOWER,I PULL U IN W/ME.WATCHING AS THE WATER FALLS OVER U MAKING U APPEAR 2 MY EYES AS AN OIL PAINTING IN AMAZING HUES OF AQUA BLUE AND SUNKISSED PINKS.GRABBING THE LOOFA I SOAP UP YOUR BACKSIDE AND LET THE SHOWER RINSE AWAY THE SUDS B4 KISSING YOUR NECK AND SHOULDERS,LICKING YOUR SOFT SLIPPERY SKIN.REACHING AROUND U AND HOLDING YOUR SOAPY BREASTS IN MY HANDS,I FIND MYSELF GRINNING AS YOUR NIPPLES GROW HARD BENEATH MY FINGERTIPS.KISSING THE BACK OF YOUR SHOULDERS,I MOVE DOWN YOUR BODY RELEASING YOUR LUV PILLOWS AND RUNNING MY HANDS DOWN THE FRONT OF U,OVER YOUR RIBCAGE AND YOUR STOMACH RESTING THEM ON YOUR HIPS.W/OPENED MOUTH KISSES I MOVE DOWN YOUR SEXY FRAME,STOPPING ONLY 2 LICK THE SMALL OF YOUR BACK.AS I DROP 2 MY KNEES BEHIND U,U SIGH AS I GIVE YOUR TASTY LIL BUTT A NIBBLE.I PLACE MY HAND ON YOUR LOWER BACK AND GENTLY BEND U OVER AND BURY MY FACE INTO THE WET SILKY FOLDS OF YOUR PINK PANTHER,KISSING IT AS I WOULD YOUR MOUTH.THE WATER MIXES W/YOUR SEX AND I TASTE T

Do Guys Think Like This??
Guys are more emotional then you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try. 2. Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about. 3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile. 4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him. 5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-- how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method. 6. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to. 7. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved. 8. Guys don't care how gorgeous you are, if you're a bitch-- Goodbye. 9. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong an

It's A Wonderful Life (i Think!)
To all those out there who have ever felt that they are all alone, I dedicate this to you. My life changed on September 30th of 2007. On that fateful day, my wife of 16 years, Ruth, suffered a fatal heart attack, which wa aused by a blood clot, against which there is virtually nothing you can do. There is practically nothing a person can do besides diet and blood thinners which can fight against the formation of blood clot in your blood. Since that, I have known at least 12 people who have sufferes the loss of a loved one in their life. Keep in mind, these 12 people who passed away were from friends, family and co-workers. People I work with and interract with on a daily basis. When someone you know dies, there is no discernable purpose to that death. We all are born into this life with the knowledge that some day we are going to die. This is a fact which no one in the history of the world has ever been able to get around. The fact of the matter is this; people die, and they do it

As The World Turns
Aloha, my devoted, deluded followers ;-P This is one of infamous scattershot blogs. It goes all across the map, so bear with me. Operation Flip this Bachelor Pad/Turn a New Leaf is going along nicely. I continue to endeavor with rearranging things around my home. Which, for me, is a rare challenge that requires timing, patience, persistence, patience, availability and actually waking up at decent times in the morning. Finally, curtains are up! Yes, in a half-assed way, but they finally adorn my two otherwise bland windows, shielding visitors from the hideous shades. And thanks to Mindy and her friend, I now have an ass-kicking new TV set. It's quite the imposing object in my living room, but I wouldn't have it any other way. It replaces a TV set I owned since the early 90s, having taken possession of it after my grandmother's brother in California had died. Although it's more than 20 years old, that TV served me well, giving me thousands of hours of entertainment in the form of spo

The Sea Angel
i wrote this poem back in 2002 after a spiritual exprince i had hope you enjoy the poem it is called the sea angel THE SEA ANGEL she walks the shore late at night with songs of long ago, that seem to calm the darkest sky, with her long black hair weeping in the wind with flowers that seem to shine their color in the moonlight. every day she walks by myside and no one can see her but i. she guides me through my daily life her spirit caress's me late at night with her tender loving words, that seem to whisper like the softest voice. her long white dress sways in wind, that seems so light and free with doves surronding her and as i look upon her, i see nature is under her gentle command. so when you see the waves clash together, the wind blow, the leaves fall gently,the sunshine bright, the birds sing right, and the moon gleam in the night just remember its the sea angel.

In My Eyes
you are the light in my life, The bounce in my step, The cream in my coffee The apple of my eye You are irreplaceable unforgetable, Silently strong Perfectly you I stood alone waiting for you til the day you found me I was half a person i'm whole now Safe now protected now Loved now in love now Happy in love, waiting to spend the rest of my life in your eyes My King, Mi Amore, Mio Angelo, My Love My Husband

A Fallen Soldier
THE SOLDIER GETS A LETTER SAYIN HE HAS TO GO TO WAR. HIS WIFE IS 8 MONTHS PREGNANT THS SOLDIER HAS TO LEAVE FOR WAR HIS WIFE IS ALMOST GOING INTO LABOR THE SOLDIER HAS A WEEK IN WAR THE WIFE JUST HAD A DAUGHTER THE SOLDIER HASN'T SLEPT IN DAYS THE WIFE CAN'T SLEEP CAUSE OF THE BABY THE SOLDIER AFTER 3 MONTHS FINALLY GETS A PHONE CALL HOME HE FINALLY HEARS HIS DAUGHTER CRY THE SOLDIER IS KILLED BY A SURPRISE BOMBING HIS DAUGHTER SAYS DADDY FOR THE FIRST TIME NOW HIS WIFE IS A WIDOW THE DAUGHTER NEVER MET HER FATHER HE DIED FOR HIS COUNTRY THEY GAVE HIS WIFE A PIN AND FLAG ALL THEY COULD SAY WAS I AM SORRY THE DAUGHTER NEVER KNEW HER FATHER. TO ALL THE MEN AND WOMEN N DAUGHTERS N SON WHO HAS LOST THERE BELOVED ONES OVER SEAS FIGHTING FOR OUR FREEDOM...

Sex, Sex, Sex,
MISSION FOR A MISSIONARY MISSIONARY QUITE CONTRARY HOW DOES YOUR GARDEN GROW A SIXTY NINER IS ALWAYS FINER COME ON LETS GO, DONT BE SLOW DIGGY DOGGY, BEND OVER AND I'LL DO YOU, REAL SLOW, NO REALLY SLOW WE BOTH STAND UP YOU PRETEND YOU'RE LOOKING OVER MY SHOULDER FOR A FOUR LEAF CLOVER WE BOTH PRETEND THAT WE DON'T KNOW WE SIT UP AND FACE EACH OTHER WE'LL JUST SIT TILL THE COWS COME HOME I'LL LIE ON MY BACK, YOU PRETEND YOUR AT THE TRACK. YOU SADDLE ME LIKE YOU WOULD A COLT I'LL JUST LIE THERE TRY NOT TO BOLT SEX,SEX,SEX,SEX,SEX,SEX

Weird But Real
I just found out tonight that a security guard at work is on a porn website.I'm not one to gossip so I'm real late to game on this.I went to the site and 'sho nuff,there she is.There is absolutely no mistake because she has the same beehive hairstyle,smile and fake eyelashes.I don't think any less of her because that's just how some people are.They are very open about their sexuality. DAMN!!!....she has some BIIIG TITTIES!!!

Computer Blues
Wendy? Yes lisa Is the water warm enough? Yes lisa Shall we begin? Yes lisa Where is my love life? Where can it be? There must be something wrong with the machinery Where is my love life? Tell me, tell me Where has it gone? Somebody please please tell me what the hell is wrong Until I find the righteous 1 Computer blue Until I find the righteous 1 Computer blue Prince

Story Of....
I'm going to start out a story, your comments will help continue the story. Ready to play??? Drew wanted a few things from the store, so he grabbed his wallet, jumped in his car & left his house...(next comment will continue the story)

U Got To Tear It Down To Rebuild It Stronger
NO ONE EVER SAID LOVE WAS EASY OR THAT THERE WOULDNT BE PROBLEMS AND MISUNDERSTANDINGS OR MOMENTS WHEN LOVERS WOULD NEED TO BE APART IN ORDER TO LOVE BETTER OR MORE COMPLETLY . I KNOW WE HAVE HAD SOME DIFFICULT TIMES IN THE PAST AND EVEN MORE DIFFICULT MOMENTS LATELY , AND SOMETIMES I WONDER IF WE WILL EVER SEE EYE TO EYE OR IF OUR ACTIONS WILL EVER REFLECT THE WAY WE REALLY FEEL INSIDE . BUT I WANT YOU TO KNOW MY HEART STILL BELONGS TO YOU , AND NO MATTER HOW HARD THIS SITUATION IS FOR ME , I HOPE YOU FIND A WAY IN YOUR HEART TO STILL BELIEVE IN ME ... WE BEEN THROUGH SO MUCH LATELY AND I KNOW IT HAS TAKEN A LOT OUT OF US AND SOMETIMES IT SEEMS LIKE THINGS WILL NEVER BE NORMAL AGAIN BUT IM GOING TO KEEP PRAYING BECAUSE I STILL BELIEVE IN YOU AND HAVE FAITH THAT THINGS WILL CHANGE SO I HOPE YOU KNOW I WILL ALWAYS BELIEVE IN US !!!!!!!!

Dethharmonic
I want to keep my money And give away absolutely nothing To the government who moderates my spending and obliterates depending on what time of the year brutality is here in the form of income tax I'd rather take a fucking axe to my face, blow up this place with you all in it, I'd do it in a minute if I could write off your murder I'd save all of my receipts because I'd rather you be dead than lose a tiny shred of what I made this fiscal year I'd rather you be dead than ponder parting with my second home I'd rather you be dead than consider not opening restaurant. I'd rather you be dead Prepare the laser beam We're gonna use it tonight Engage the laser beam It's gonna end your life

Leaving The Ex
I am moving on my own at the end of the month. I am leaving my home that I shared with my EX fiance. He is trying to be nice sometimes...but at others times a complete a$$. He is already looking for other chicks. His pic is my albums. Good luck with him getting laid soon. He looked up at nudist colony in this area and had the name of some chick right here in the country that thinks nudism is cool. He is an idiot. So I found a nice place further into the country so I don't ever have to move back to Dallas. Worried, concerned for my future. I struggled alot alone about money...the struggle will resume. Plan on working two jobs. That's it ....just venting.

Face Fisted
I am be dangerous now Not me hurt When stairs fell down Be pushed by you Me hit head Me nose broke Soon you be dead Soon you be dead So strong my face is You punch break fingers Kick me you're limping Stab me you're bleeding I am be angerous now You throwing rock at me Hit eye and it no hurt me I'm strong You're not You're not I'm making time for fighting I'm clearing time for hitting We'll meet and I will beat you Our schedules permitting I pick out fighting outfit Don't want my pants too tight Need clothes to breath to beat you You'll be beaten down tonight I'm so fucking tough I'm so fucking tough That's right I'm so fucking tough I'm so fucking tough That's right You're an ugly man You're as dumb as sand Your mom's fucking fat Your mom blew a rat You are a mistake You have sex with cake You think you're so tough You're a living bluff I will put you down I will make you drown I will make you bleed I am filled with speed I cannot feel

Castratikron
Born of evil in a fiery volcano On a mutilated mission to inflict Merciless pain Sacrifice your soul to the deity of DEATH She's concocted your murder And you've lost all your defenses She was summoned by the Ancient wizards To carry demon children in the Poisonous flood Day of her conception the prophecy Was written On the scrotum of a wizard in his Testicle blood [Chorus:] Run but you can't hide The hunt is on Your life is gone CASTRATIKRON Eyes they will go blind If looked beyond Your life is gone CASTRATIKRON Sharpened claws poisoned tip manicure Painted skin hiding the beast within Daggered heels designed to cut your face No remorse crushing the human race [Chorus] Sharpened claws poisoned tip manicure Painted skin hiding the beast within Daggered heels designed to cut your face No remorse KILLING the human race

Dogma
Dogma, 1998 One of the most talked-about movies of the year is also one of the funniest! In this hilarious comic fantasy from the writer/director Kevin Smith (Clerks, Chasing Amy) two banished angels (Ben Affleck and Matt Damon) find a loophole that would get them back into heaven. The only snag? They'll be destroying existence in the process. In an effort to stop them, the overworked Voice of God (Alan Rickman) taps cynical mortal Bethany (Linda Fiorentino) to save the world by preventing the angels from reaching their unholy destination: New Jersey! Throw in two unlikely prophets named Jay and Silent Bob (Jason Mewes and Kevin Smith), the quick-witted yet little-known thirteenth apostle ( comedian Chris Rock) and a sexy, former muse with a case of writers block (Salma Hayek) and you've got a hysterical and thrilling race against time packed with an all-star cast that entertainment weekly called "one of the ten best movies of 1999" Dogma drew me in from the start. I love the i

Hatredcopter
I am captain evil stomper I get to wear big black helmet I pilot the Hatredcopter I fly the beast made of steel Then I can cut the night Gas tank is filled with vengeance Machine guns shooting spite Can't find the thing that makes this thing take a hard turn right I follow where it leads me by battered wings of might You will most likely die by the hands of my arm When I come and fly and take off-a your face with the front of my Hatredcopter ooooooooooooooooooogh I fly a gigantic monster I am captain evil stomper I get to wear big black helmet I pilot the Hatredcopter I fly the Hatredcopter I'm going to hunt you down I'm getting lots of money for all the bounties found Can't seem to find the button that turns the radar on Can't work the hatredcopter The hunt for you is done I am likely to find for my failure to fly that I will be fired for not killing you cause that is my job Hatredcopter You will most likely die by the hands of my arm When

What R We Gonna Do
THINGS HAVENT BEEN GOING EXACTLY SMOOTHLY BETWEEN US LATELY AND THE REASON ISNT REALLY AS IMPORTANT AS WHAT WE CAN DO TO MAKE THINGS BETTER ... I LOVE YOU , AND THATS A FACT . YOU MEAN THE WORLD TO ME , AND I BELIEVE THAT TOGETHER WE CAN FIGURE OUT HOW TO GET THINGS BACK TO THE WAY THEY SHOULD BE BETWEEN US . THERES NO OBSTACLE BIGGER THAN OUR LOVE FOR EACHOTHER ... ALL WE HAVE TO DO IS HOLD ON AND WORK OUR WAY THROUGH THIS . I PROMISE TO DO MY PART BECAUSE I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART !!! I CAN NOT CHANGE THE PAST AND ERASE ALL THE MISTAKES I HAVE MADE ALL THE TIMES I DISAPPOINTED YOU THE WAYS IVE MADE YOUR LIFE CRAZY AND UNHAPPY . BUT I CAN CHANGE THE FUTURE AND MAKE A NEW START EVEN THOUGH I KNOW IT WONT BE EASY ... EVERYTHING MAY NOT I MEAN WILL NOT GET BETTER OVER NIGHT . BUT I SWEAR I WILL WORK HARDER AT THIS THAN ANYTHING I HAVE EVER DONE BEFORE FOR MANY REASONS BUT MOSTLY BECAUSE I LOVE YOU ... AND BECAUSE IM LEARNING TO LOVE MYSELF .

A Strong Angl.............?????
Is one whos feels deeply.. and loves fiercly... Her tears flow, just as abundantly as her laughter.. A Strong Woman... Soft and Powerful.. She is Both, Practical and Spiritual.. A Strong Woman... In Her essence, is a gift to all the world.. A Strong Woman.. Theres as many, As Strong, as the air she breathes. A Strong Woman... A gentle whisper, of a angel, gracing you with life.. A Strong Angel... Will sometimes , sing to you in the wind.. A Strong Angel... They will call to you, in your dreams.. A Strong Angel... They will walk beside you, To whisper in your ear.. A Strong Angel... They will bring you , loveto keep you heart dear... A Strong Angel Forever in your life, As magiacal, as their tears... Ur Strong Woman.... Give's a gentle kiss, Hope in your mind.... Ur Strong Angel... Joy of never ending, admiration. Given the completness. of devotion.. Always , urStrong woman, Ps. A Gentle Kiss, from Ur Angel, Sweet whispers of L

People Against Prison Abuse
http://peopleagains tprisonabuse. com/substanceabu se/drugmoney. html PAPA certainly found this most intersting and hopefully you will be and we all should be concerned what this really represents. Flo, PAPA Bringing AWARENESS to the FrontLines The American Industrial Prison Complexes and Criminal Justice www.peopleagainstpr isonabuse. com www.2millionplus. com

Death
i never realized how much a death could affect you. i am a different person since the death of my dad. in some ways good and in some ways bad. it's funny though, i can't think of one good thing right this second. maybe i just can't see it myself. the last time i saw him, may 1, 2007. i came home from work. he was sitting on my couch. we always touched hands as i walked by him. this time i wouldn't let him touch me because i was so filthy from work. i didn't hug him when he left. dammit!!! why didn't i hug him? at about 3 am may 2, fl. highway patrol knocked on my door to tell me there had been an accident and my father didn't make it. he had a heart attack while driving. they say all wounds heal with time. who the hell are they anyway? lol i'm not sure this wound will heal. it's been almost 9 months and i'm still a basketcase!!! sometimes i feel so lost, walking around in circles, not sure what to do. and i am angry a lot of the time. then there are the times i find myself sitt

Birthday Dethday
Many years ago today something grew inside of your mother... That thing was you YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU Did she scream did she cry Only those that are born are the ones that Get to die One more year closer to dying Rotting organs ripping grinding Biological discordance Birthday equals self abhorrence Years keep passing aging always Mutate into vapid slugs Doctor gives a new perscription Bullet in a fucking gun One more year closer to dying Plastic surgeons fuel the lying You forget why you came in here Your mind rots with every New Year RSVP PLEASE For the DETH of thee You have little time And you're running out of life Happy Birthday You're gonna die Now you're old and full of hatred Take a pill to masturbatred Children point to you and scream Because they will become that thing One more year of further suffering There's no point of fucking bluffing Open up your DETHDAY present It's a box of fucking nothing RSVP PLEASE For the DETH

Another Interview!
I have an interview, tomorrow at 10AM to be an Assistant Manager at a local resturant. I've done it before at other places, so I hope they approve of my credentials! Please think of and pray for me that I can get the job! Much love and thanks to you all!

Blogs From Puck
I realized, recently, that most people think I'm off the wall and that's something that holds me apart from EVERYBODY else in the world. Then while I was rereading a favorte blog from my "brother" Puck (because he took 1 too many to the face) I realized that I'm not as unique as everyone else claims. I also realized that Puck just doesn't get enough credit for being just like I am! So, people here are the Words Of Puck, as writen in His blogs! BTW, I didn't ask him to reprint these, so if he asks you don't know who posted this!!!!!! ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Monday, December 03, 2007 ’Tis the season for a pissed off Puck Current mood: irritated Winter finally hit up here. I think it's time to move back down South. I'm so angry right now, my coffee tastes horrible. If I was EVER single again, I'd go to Wal-Mart to look for a date. Space for Rent. Apply within. MXC is the greatest

Do You Yahoo!?!?!!
Please show some support and join my BRAND SPANKING NEW yahoo group.As a member you will have access to MORE photographs(some never seen on myspace) and get even more updates on yours truly.=]It's free..all you have to have is a yahoo id and email. Click to join SynfulDame Thank you!!xxxo-S

Briefcase Full Of Guts
Punch your card 'cause your working day has started and you're pushing hard for employee of the month You got your tools of business and They're bloodied by your clients and You're off to work with your Briefcase full of guts Door to door you are searching for a buyer Who will take the terms of your policy You got an invitation to their living room You're gonna demonstrate your products privately You know that I'm an employee I have a degree I'll fulfill your need I will make you bleed I'll rise to the top Best one on the team Kill outside the box Hold you as you scream I'll divide you into pieces Sell them back and raise the price Make a profit off your interests You'll increase my sales tonight I will increase Productivity I must increase Productivity A.B.K. [4x] (Always Be Killing) I'm an employee I have a degree I'll fulfill your need I will make you bleed I'll rise to the top Best one on the team Kill outside the box Hold you as

Thunderhorse
Ride... Ride... Ride... Ride... Thunder... Thunder... Thunder... Thunder... Thunderhorse... Thunderhorse... Thunderhorse... Thunderhorse... Revenge... Revenge... Revenge... Thunder... Horse... Thunder... Horse... Thunder... Horse... Thunder... Horse... Thunder, Thunder... Thunder, Thunder, Thunder... Thunder... Thunder... Horse... Thunderhorse... Thunderhorse...

Another Example Of Lack Of Respect For The Dead (when Will This Fucking End?)
Okay, so most of you that know me personally, know that im a man who has respect for the dead. When it comes to something like that, I respect that person for who they were, and what they did with their life, and this is certainly no exception. As most of you kow by now, actor Heath Ledger was found dead in his New York apartment due to a possible accidental overdose. He was a great actor; one of the best of our generation. Every movie of his i've seen, i really enjoyed. Not to mention he plays the Joker in the upcoming Batman movie, which looks amazing. Anyway, im off my point. I found out about this watching Headline News. And within an hour of his passing, they were basically coming up with every possible crackpot theory to his death that would make him look bad, like suicide, etc. They even gone as far as saying, and im quoting, because i honestly could NOT make this up: "while researching for his role as the Joker, he delved into the Joker's psyche, and seeing this demonic charact

World's Hariest Man In Love
Hairiest man seeks new love The world's hairiest man is looking for a new love on the internet after breaking up with his girlfriend. Yu Zhenhuan, recognised in 2002 as the world's hairiest man by the Guinness Book of Records, is using an online dating agency. "I was amazed to see his picture there, since I'd been hearing he was going to get married soon. So I called the media," says the person who broke the story, and who wants to remain anonymous. Yu, 29, confirmed: "We got to know each other through the internet, and had been seeing each other for three years. Unfortunately our relationship has come to an end." And he added: "My whole body is covered with hair, and my parents are worried I won't be able to find a wife. Many girls are shocked when they see me in person. "I feel like King Kong, hideous, but with a soft and tender heart," he told Zhejiang Online.

The Lost Vikings
Riding, and riding, we search across the land The snow, and wind, has frozen hearts of man But we ride We ride Many days ago we left our homes With swords to ride into the night Fighting side by side to destroy our foes And leave them without life We stop, consider the land that we travelled Our map's at home, direction unravelled But we ride We ride Many days ago we left our homes With swords to ride into the night Fighting side by side to destroy our foes And leave them without life So much time has passed since we left our land That we've become concerned And we'll never find the battle That we should have fought and won But we won't stop searching Lost but still we ride Search until we die We ride We ride Hungry and tired the frigid plain yeilds little We trudge on further, eating pride and snow that's brittle We ride We ride We come upon a witch who takes us in To let us share her mighty fire She asks of us our story and we lie an

Better Metal Snake
War has been declared We are forced to fight Take lives of my men My Kingdom falls this night You conquer with your serpent And it's scales of molten steel METAL SNAKE [x4] Castles lay in ruin Carcasses ignite Bretheren's heads on posts But still I must fight I conjure with my fury A masterful decree I will build a beast That will conquer you Built of metal gears Spears to run you through BETTER METAL SNAKE [x4] Now go seek devour Inject your poison And take their lives away BETTER METAL SNAKE [x4] It's gonna take your life tonight Mechanical reptilian might Shed it's metal skin and destroy It's such a better METAL SNAKE

Shit Outta Luck
Man accused of soiling laundry room Tue Jan 22, 9:06 PM ET Repeated discoveries of human feces in clothing and other items left in an apartment building's basement laundry room led to charges Thursday against a 19-year-old man. Authorities said Ronnie A. Ballard was arrested after a woman whose laundry had been soiled chased him back to his apartment in an adjoining building. Residents also reported finding feces in shoes and boots in an apartment hallway and in washing machines where it soiled a comforter, baby clothes and other items that had to be thrown out. Ballard was charged with three counts of disorderly conduct, three counts of criminal damage to property and one count of bail jumping. Court records showed he also is facing charges of lewd and lascivious behavior in Waukesha and Lincoln counties. Ballard was jailed in lieu of $1,400 bail.

Fansong
You people out there give us something more than just record sales You give us something to hate And we hate you, you brainless mutants Hate (16x) You hunched and blinded mutants living in chat rooms You masturbate on the sheets your mothers clean for you You have lined my pockets overflowed with gold You're living with your parents and you're 35 years old You're a bunch of banks that I'd like to rob You're my online cash transaction you're my future stocks Transfer you like money to a Swiss account Spend you on an impulse and zero you all out Hate (16x) I would like to get some sleep but you keep buying all our things My overhead is way too deep for us to not make all these things It's way too cynical, you see? Hating what's supporting me I am not you, I thank the gods and if I were, I'd die like dogs Die (30x) DIE!

On My Mind
Dear Family, Friends, and Fubar people, Well I am just upset back in Dec. I found out a close friend of mine has HPV and that it could lead to cancer. Well she had a pap and it came back that it was abnormal. It just got me down because I don't want to lose her. She has been someone that has helped me through the darkest parts of my life and she talked me out of killing myself also. It is just hard for me to deal with people that have cancer because I lost some one that I loved and hold dear to me and that was my mom's mother. I was her baby boy, and first grandson so I was close to her. But I know that cancer can go away but yet it can come back and people die from it and thats what scares me about my friend because that threat of losing her. Death itself does not bother me it is the fear of losing one that I care, love, or have been friends with that scares me the most. She says not to worry about her but I do it, thats just who I am and you will find that out if you take time

Good Citizen Burglar
Burglar finds corpse and calls police Thu Jan 17, 12:57 PM ET A Berlin burglar's break-in took an unexpected turn when he stumbled upon a corpse and felt compelled to call the police. "He called to say he'd just broken into a flat and found a dead body," said a spokeswoman for Berlin police Thursday. "He gave the address of the place and then hung up." Officers discovered the 64-year-old resident of the flat dead in his bedroom. The man had passed away about two weeks ago, and authorities are not treating the death as suspicious. The burglar has not been heard of since. Local media said he fled the apartment empty-handed, but police could not confirm this.

Go Forth & Die
Trapped inside a box Four long years Hiding from the world Punished by your peers Studied teachers words Earned a piece of paper No go forth and start Go forth Be conquered Go Forth and Die Now you've graduated Mind is mutilated Thrust into the world Feeling segregated Move in with your parents Back into the dark Landed where you started Bachelor of Arts The learning starts now... Open up your textbooks and turn to the Chapter concerning your DETH Night sky Bleeds red Black birds Bring DETH You'll be eaten by the blackness Of your rotting mind that's dying You're consumed with sharpened wings That penetrate your frightened lying Go die Go die Go die go! Now you're sad and frightened Want to go and hide Maybe get your masters Eight more years inside Dream of your own murder Strangled by the IVY Drown in student loans Better off just dying Go Die Go Die You'll be eaten by the blackness Of your rotting mind that's dying You're

Prayer's Needed
HELLO EVERYONE....MOST OF YOU KNOW THAT I CARE FOR MY SPECIAL NEEDY GRADAUGHTER...I FOUND OUT TODAY THAT SHE HAS A VERY SERIOUS PROBLEMS..SHE HAS TO HAVE SURGERY SOON TO FIX IT OR IT COULD KILL HER.......SO PLEASE PRAY FOR HER... THANKS

Bloodrocuted
You've been targeted in the night by violent mercenaries. Your identity's been confused with one that looks like you You're a simple man living life. You are an electrician. But there's a bounty on your head A billion unmarked travelers checks. RUN Find your way deep into the woods. The dogs can smell your path. Try to find a way out of this. There seems to be no chance. Bounty hunters closer to you. Start to remember back. When you studied biology back in your high school class. Wait now, what did they say about the human body and proportions of things? Blood is an energy conductor. I am full of that all I need is an outlet. They're getting closer but now you have a plan. Lead them to the generator where there's solid land. The concrete floor will do just fine and electric outlets. Open up your veins and splash the blood and hit the power lines. Bloodrocuted Bloodrocuted You'll be bloodrocuted You'll be bloodrocuted You'll be bloodrocuted right now En

Hot News
Bomb squad disarm vibrator A bomb disposal squad was called out in Sweden to deal with a vibrating package - which turned out to be a sex toy. A janitor alerted police after he found the package in the garage of an apartment building in Goteborg, reports Metro. The package was humming and vibrating suspiciously, so police took no chances and sent out a team of explosives experts. After cordoning off the area, they opened the package with bomb disposal equipment, only to find the battery-operated device inside. "The package was vibrating when the janitor found it, but I think it had sort of died out by the time it was disarmed," police spokesman Jan Strannegard said. He said police did not know who it belonged to: "We don't really expect anybody to come asking for it." he added.

Awaken
Musta-Krakish, Musta-Krakish, The time has come, to awaken him. I call upon the ancient lords of the underworld, To bring forth this beast and, Awaken, awaken, awaken, awaken, Take the land, that must be taken. Awaken, awaken, awaken, awaken, Devour worlds, smite forsaken Rise up from your thousand year-old sleep, Break forth from your grave eternally. I command you to rise, rise, rise, rise, rise, rise, rise, rise. I'm the conjurer of demons, I'm the father of your death. I bring forth the ancient evil, I control his every breath. I instigate your misfortune, With the birth of killing trolls. I awaken armageddon, Feeding on a thousand souls. Awaken, Awaken, Awaken, Awaken, [Solo] Musta-Krakish, (musta) Musta-Krakish, (musta) Musta-Krakish, (musta) Musta-Krakish, (musta), Musta-Krakish, (musta) Musta-Krakish, (musta) Musta-Krakish, (musta) Musta-Krakish, (musta) Awaken, awaken, awaken, awaken, Take the land, that must be ta

Bear Hunting, Republican Style
Bear Hunting - Republican Style The Pope took a couple of days off to visit the mountains of Alaska for some sight-seeing. He was cruising along the campground in the Pope-mobile when there was a frantic commotion just at the edge of the woods. A helpless liberal Democrat, wearing sandals, shorts, a "Save the Whales" hat, and a "To Hell with Bush" T-shirt, was screaming while struggling frantically, thrashing around trying to free himself from the grasp of a 10 foot grizzly bear. As the Pope watched horrified, a group of Republican loggers came racing up. One quickly fired a .44 magnum into the bear's chest. The other two reached up and pulled the bleeding, semiconscious liberal Democrat from the bear's grasp, then using long clubs, the three loggers finished off the bear and two of them threw it onto the bed of their truck while the third tenderly placed the injured liberal Democrat in the back seat. As they prepared to leave, the Pope summoned them to come

Go Into The Water
We call out to the beasts of the sea to come forth and join us, this night is yours Because, one day we will all be with you in the black and deep One day we will all go into the water Go into the water live there die there live there die We reject our earthly fires Gone are days of land empires Lungs transform to take in water Cloaked in scales we swim and swim on We are alive, and we'll metamorphasize And we'll sink as we devolve back to beasts Our home is down here, and we've known this for years We must conquer from the sea, we build an army with water steeds We'll rise, from our depths down below Release yourselves, drown with me We will conquer land with water Gone are days of land empires Lungs transform to take in water Cloaked in scales we swim and swim on We swim on We swim on