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Baby Kyson
BABY FOUND AFTER DEVISTATION OF TORNADO CASTALIAN SPRINGS, Tenn. (Feb. 7) - At first, rescuers thought it was a doll. Then it moved. In a grassy pasture strewn with toys, splintered lumber and bricks tossed by the tornado's widespread wrath, 11-month old Kyson Stowell was lying face down in the mud, 150 yards from where his home once stood. "It looked like a baby doll," said David Harmon, a firefighter who had already combed the field once looking for survivors. Then he checked for a pulse. "He was laying there motionless ... and he took a breath of air and started crying." The field had already been combed once for survivors, and finding anyone alive seemed improbable. Hours after the storm, there was devastation everywhere: The body of the boy's mother was found in the same field, houses were wiped to concrete slabs and a brick post office was blown to bits. But except for a few scrapes, Kyson was fine. At a makeshift shelter for storm victims at Hartsville Pike C

Add/fan/rate
As you guys know (if you read my profile), I don't add people who don't talk to me. If you check out my profile and rate/fan me, I try to get to everyone who does. There are a few who have slipped through the cracks and for that, I am sorry. If you visit my profile and I don't get back to you, send me a message and I will get to it. I promise. I don't always pay attention to my bar tab to see who's looked at my profile but if you have and I've not done the same, just let me know. I'm honestly not a bitch, nor do I want to seem like one. Thanks for all the rates/adds/fans that I do get...

The Truth
When you meet somebody for the first time and they hit all the right buttons on you and know just how to make you feel like your the only person in the world is when you get that little voice that goes off in your head and starts making think twice about them. Never think twice about somebody who makes you feel alive and can give you all the hope that you have looked for by just their touch or their voice. People will always tell you what they think is best for you and that they don't like who you are with and so on and so on. I use to let what others told me take over my whole life in being happy with somebody that truely made me happy in my life and treated me like a queen. The truth of it is that I let my family tell me what was right for me and I didn't listen to my own heart like I should of so many years ago. I know have that one true love back in my life and nobody is gonna ever tell me again what is best for me for I now know that he is the best thing for me an

Just For Today
JUST FOR TODAY, ...smile at a stranger ...listen to someone's heart ...drop a coin where a child can find it ...learn something new, then teach it to someone ...tell someone you're thinking of them ...hug a loved one ...don't hold a grudge ...don't be afraid to say "I'm sorry" ...look a child in the eye and tell them how great they are ...don't kill that spider in your house, he's just lost so show him the way out ...look beyond the face of a person into their heart ...make a promise, and keep it ...call someone, for no other reason than to just say "hi" ...show kindness to an animal ...stand up for what you believe in ...smell the rain, feel the breeze, listen to the wind ...use all your senses to their fullest ...cherish all of your TODAYS

Tag!!
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 random things, facts, goals, or habits about yourself. At the end, choose a few people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them. Don't forget to leave them a comment (you're it) and to read your blog for instructions. You can't tag a person who has tagged you. Since you can't re-tag me, let me know when you've posted your blog so I can see the answers! HMMMM what 10 am I willing to reveal about myself??? 1.) I have learned that looking for a job at '40' really sucks. 2.) I am a very trusting person, until you break that trust. 3.) You can't undo the past so don't let it undo you. 4.) I have a twisted side. 5.) I am a model railroad nut. 6.) I don't sweat the small stuff. 7.) I love summer time. 8.) Baseball is life..LOL. 9.) I like meeting people 10.) IF you met me on the ballfield you wouldn't like me...GAME FACE...LOL Who am I taggin?? Texas Twister aka Texas Harleybabe

Kisses
by The miss katelyn Can't stop smiling yes it is true every minute cause i'm with you your voice is soothing to my soul i feel that i should never let go when you are walking beside of me i feel your eyes watching mine when you are with me you do make me weak i do believe that i am yours to keep when i look into your eyes i can feel that it's true i know i want to spend forever with you when you look back oh, what do you see i can tell you really want to be with me boo you've hurt me we both know it's true but again i have opened my heart up to you you are the reason for my every breath for when i was without you,i just wished myself death when you held my hand,for the very first time i then knew it was true your heart is mine now we are together and happy once again and boo just know i never want this to end

Come Bid On Me This Auction End Tomorrow
BID ON ME Auction Ends Tomorrow 7pm Fu Time. Contest Hosted by: ~PebblesinAZ~AKA QueenSlut!~ OwN3d by Domking123~@ fubar (repost of original by '~PebblesinAZ~AKA QueenSlut!~ OwN3d by Domking123~' on '2008-02-07 19:10:32')

Relationships
I think I really like this guy a lot. He came and had dinner with my parents and daughter with his 2 boys last night. Everyone really seemed to get along which usualy doesnt happen LOL. My dad even seemed to like him. I find that amazing. And He is SO good with not only his 2 boys, but Mykah as well. She really took to him, which is a good sign that in her book he's alright. I've spent most of this week with him. Mykah and I both stayed the past 2 nights there at his place with his boys. He's a really unique man. I've never had anyone be the way he is with me. And the great thing about it is, we dont have to have sex. We can just lay there curled up together and sleep and its all good. Nothing has to happen. Thats what is so great about it. being able to lay in the strong arms of someone you can tell will never let any harm come to you. ITs an awesome feeling. I dont have to worry about being woken up at 3am to an idiot screamin like a banshee in my ear about somethin he thinks i did

I've Been Tagged Lol
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1.I have 5 dogs :p 2.I say in public...LOL when something is funny 3.I dye my hair wayyyyy to much 4.I watch way to much CSI 5.I live in a dry county (no bars,clubs) so when I party it's mostly at home with the radio so loud my inlaws hear it :D 6.I love Little Debbie Fudge Rounds *yum* 7.I play on the internet too much 8.Sad but true I have more internet friends online I talk to then IRL 9.I'm loud, opinionated and honest, which can get me in trouble :p 10.ummm I go crazy without adult convo.... I tagged Abby, CottonBlossom, BlueDragon, Dawn and my Hubs Hillbilly D-lux

Please Read
I’m here to warn ever one on fubar about this girl! If she ask you for money to come see you, or that she love you! And wants to be with you It just a scam! I’m not one of the dumb male’s to fall in her trap, but I know a few guys, that have sent her money and got scammed! Once she got the money, she blocks the guy from her page! Please repost and do not be a victim!!!!!!!!!! http://fubar.com/user/1210443 IsabellaIsabella

Missing Her So Much
OMG...i'm missing my mom so much, just the thought of being able to talk to her would put my mind at ease. The loss of her is so painful and I have days that make me think that I am never going to get over her death, and perhaps I never will. I just pray to god that it's going to get easier in due time. I sit alone in isolation alot crying, the tears are unstopable at times. No one can ever understand the way I feel even though they say I feel your pain...no you don't, and you never will. I have been told that since my mother's death I have become distant from friends and family and i'm pushing people away that truely care about me.

Dont Hate Me Just Love Me.......
hi every one how r you people doing today i hope that well,im about to discribe my self a little bet and what i am looking for in this new website in ok .... just like i was going to say i am a single mother of a three yr old girld and due by the end of my new baby girld by feb-march. my name is nilsa aponte and am 22 yrs old i also am a student i study for consumer skills,strait from home. i live with my parents and i love to say that i would like to meet people from around the area that i live and close by of other country close by. i also would like for those who read my profile and my blogs,to write back in any surcomstances to there for that i could give a suggestion or coment for any problems os comment that you need a solution for.....

Valentines Day
I really hate Valentine's Day.Every year its the same thing. I dont get anything. I wouldnt want anything expensive, heck a home made card saying i love you would mean the world to me. I have been married for alittle over 6 yrs now and things havent gotten any better. I always get him something for christmas, b-day and valentines day but this year he isnt getting shit! Not that he cares! I want someone to make me feel special and loved. Is that so hard to do? What the hell is wrong with some men? Showing alittle bit of emotion and affection every once in awhile is a good thing, noone will think your a sissy! I just wanna say BLAH BLAH BLAH I hate Valentine's Day! :)

For All The Treasure In The World
For all the treasure in the world I would get a car, to take my baby place to place, so we can go real far. For all the treasure in the world I would buy some land, so that I would have a place to hold my baby's hand. For all the treasure in the world, I would buy a home, so my baby, and I could have a place to be alone. For all the treasure in the world, I would buy a boat, so my baby and I could around the world float. For all the treasure in the world I would buy buy a clue, because I know some great secret, and I know it's honest and for true!

Exciiiiiiiiteddddd!!!!!!!!
OK my interview with the penitentiary is the 26th at 8:30 am. I cant WAIT!!!!!!!! :) I will be SO nervous I know it. I know I'm gonna screw this interview up some how, whether its clamming up and not being able to think about how to answer questions, or somethin. UGH!!!! I HATE nerves!!!! wish I had nerves of steel so that I could get through this ok. UGH!!!!! lol

It Figures
well i have come to the right frame of mind and figured out i created a sad ass fucking lounge no one ever goes in their i am the only one that puts up my bully no one repost's it at all i sit in their day after day trying to get people in their but no one comes in i have good tunes and a great new back round but still no one comes in is really fucking blows and i am getting pissed the fuck off that i do not care if you like it or not i am gonna start fucking curseing at everyone that askes for something so you had really better gauge what you say to me anymore GOT ME!!!! ~Lost In The Dark~

Git-r-done Rebel Bomb Squad
OK HERE IT IS AND NOT SO MUCH IN THIS ORDER THE GIT-R-DONE REBEL BOMB SQUAD IS BACK THERE HAS BEEN SOME CHANGES IN THE FAMILY AND ONLY BY REASON AS YOU ALL KNOW AIMEE WAS HEAD OF THIS BOMBING FAMILY AND SHE DONE A VERY VERY GOOD JOB OF IT AND WITH VERY LITTLE HELP FROM ME BUT NOW SHE HAS HER PLATE VERY FULL AND IT IS NOT FAIR TO ASK THAT OF HER AGAIN SO THIS IS WHAT I AM GOING TO DO. LIKE I SAID THE BOMB SQUAD IS BACK NOW THERE IS GOING TO BE SOME CHANGES IN THE RULES ABOUT BOMBING FOR WE WILL START OFF WITH A SMALL FAMILY FOR SOME WILL BE LEAVING THE FAMILY AS I KNOW FOR IF AIMEE IS NOT HERE THEY DON'T WANT TO BE HERE EITHER AND I UNDERSTAND THAT AND I DON'T WANT THEM HERE MYSELF IF THEY ARE NOT HAPPY TO BE HERE NOW ALL I ASK IS IF YOU ARE NOT IN THIS FAMILY PLEASE REMOVE THE FAMILY NAME AS SOME OF YOU HAVE ALREADY DONE AND I THANK YOU FOR THAT I HOPE THAT THIS DECISION DOES NOT UPSET ANY ONE AND IF IT DOES I AM VERY SORRY BUT I HAVE THOUGHT ABOUT THIS FOR A LONG TIME AND I DO BELI

The Beauty Of Love
You came to me in a dream one night. I saw you cast in a brilliant light. A beauty so rare, you couldnt be real. In that very instant my heart you did steal. No distance too far, no space too wide. Nothing on earth could keep me from your side. One smile from you will illuminate any room. The sparkle in your eyes washes away my gloom. Id sacrifice a lifetime for just one moment with you. To feel your love, there is nothing i wont do. I will gladly give my life, if it means preserving yours. A lifetime in your prescence is worth a thousand wars. My heart and soul are yours for as long as I may live. My unconditional love, support, and respect, Ill always give. My world without you would be lonely, empty and bleak. With you at a distance my weaping heart grows weak. With you in my heart my eyes are blind to all others. I long to see you as a beloved wife and mother.

The Abscence Of Beauty
She walked out of my life, it feels so long ago. My head tells me to move on, but my heart and soul scream no! They say time can heal our woulds and eliminate our pain. But this disease is terminal and will forever remain. I try a little more each day to forget and erase my past, But this beauty's memory haunts me. It seems it was meant to last. Everything i see or hear reminds me of what we shared. Nothing will let me forget her, I feel so alone and scared. I still smell her on my pillow, and reach for her in our empty bed. She was my one and only true love, without her inside in dead. The space between us pains me, I search for any positive sign. I pray to God Almighty to once again make her mine. Sitting by the telephone, all alone with my pain. Wishing for a glimmer of hope, will nothing stop this rain? Id give up anything to feel her, to hold her one last time! I will not stop loving or waiting for those same stars to re-align!

Untitled
In the beginning our love was grand together we could stand with time it all blew away a fairy tale gone astray Now you are someone I never knew I relive the beginning in my mind there love isn't so hard to find pieces forming from then to now doing things I wouldn't normally do to destroy and rid my entire being of you the cut is so deep all it does is bleed it's a constant struggle to breath without you but I know my will is strong and I will painfully be able to move on This person I see now holds nothing to the man I knew then keeping that in me closes this tattered door and will break me no more

Battle Of The Sexes
OK freinds and fams i am in a battle of the sexes contest. I need all the comments i can get so get those comments going for me please, I do not want to be owned. Here is the link to get to the page to where i am. http://fubar.com/user/686706 then go battle of the sexes and bomb me please.

Once In A Blue Moon
Once in a blue moon you come across a special someonewho makes you feel so alive, so loved, and so complete.The feelings deep within make your heart all warm and then skip a beat. Before you know it you're overwhelmed by feelings deep within.Your mind consumed, and your heart is all in. I have found my blue moon and you've whisked away my sorrow.And I love you more today than yesterday,but not as much as tomorrow. I Love You So Very Much...XoXoXo ~Michael~ Click the above image to rate / rip / comment!

Another New Beginning
There was a time in my life when all i wanted was her. I would have sold my soul to keep her, of that i was sure. She was a fantasy made real, that was best left unfulfilled. In time like a cancer, my heart and soul she killed. Wrapped up in her web, believing every lie. I had become a shadow, the real me began to die. My smile had disappeared and the twinkle in my eye began to fade. She took away my laughter, at her whim a puppet I was made. My friends and family watched helplessly as the man they once knew changed. Even after she was gone my twisted soul became more deranged! I tried to find my zest for life, yet it seemed forever gone. I put new peices in the puzzle, but no woman lasted long. Til one night the whiskey was talking and I saw a new fantasy across a smokey bar! I was there to drown my sorrows, never knowing she began to heal my scars! I packed away my fears and put on my best cocky smile. As i slowly approached her my thoughts escaped me for awhile. The

Friends Til ????????
FRIENDS ARE ALWAYS AROUND WHEN YOU NEED THEM BUT IN SOME CASES WHEN YOU NEED A FRIEND YOU DON'T FEEL LIKE BOTHERING YOUR FRIENDS... BECAUSE THEY MIGHT THINK YOU ALWAYS NEED THEM .. THE FACT OF IT ALL IS EVERYONE JUST NEEDS TO BE HEARD BY SOMEONE THAT WANT JUGDE THEM .. IF YOU THINK I'M RIGHT LEAVE A COMMENT .. IF YOU THINK I'M WRONG SAME THING .. YOU DESIDE.. LOVE ALL SINFULLY WITCHY

The Burning Question
There is no cure for whats killing me, and the parts that are broken can never be repaired. I hate so much that I cannot feel love, and sometimes I think that I dont want to! Or does such a thing even exist? Is love something invented by cruel people to make me feel empty and alone? Sometimes at night as i lay awake painful thoughts enter my head, thoughts of anger, revenge and death. At times I think my only reason to live, is to attain retribution on those who have hurt me. To make everyone pay for my pain, and force them to realize that I have become their "ideal" I dont want to be like them, in turn I want them to be like me! After years of conforming to their idea of "normal", I have realized there is no "normal" I feel as if Im being betrayed, by those who call me their friend. Falsely smiling in my presence, but all the while plotting my demise! When I enter the room kind words drip from their lying mouths like honey, yet as i exit those same mouths spew forth a poisi

I Can't Deny * * *
this is the second poem my girlfriend wrote for me!!! I can't deny sometimes when I see other guys around her, I get jealous. I know she is desirable, but she's mine. But I am proud of her, she does not show interest in them, she does not love them!

Death Of A Future
Why is it so difficult to accept people for who they are, and not what they are or might become? Why can't we see that the only true beauty in the world is what is different in each of us, and who we are inside? Its people like "you" who make this world such and ugly brutal place. Beautiful people who make the weak long for acceptance and will do anything to attain it! I must confess I was once a lamb being led to slaughter. Blinded by the desire to fit in and just be like "you". But now Ive broken my chains, and have become the man you all fear! I frighten you because you cannot control or contain me with your idea of "normalcy". I am different and I am not ashamed of it, instead i embrace it! That is why I am an individual, and that is what gives me hope! You spend your time making sure you fit in, and trying no to be ugly. But all the while inside you are rotting, decaying, and ultimately dying! Its ok spend your time condeming me and those like me. Because while you ar

The Journey
Life is short, life is fleeting. It can pass us by in an instant. Leaving us wondering where the years went and how we lost ourselves. One day we are laughing children, with hearts full of wonder and joy. In the blink of an eye we become caulous adults, with souls full of doubt, and fear. Time escapes us with such harsh, uncaring ease. Our bodies weaken and betray us, our memories slowly start to fade. Youthful exhuberance is soon replaced with grown-up regrets. What if I had done that? What if I had told her this? Would things have turned out differntly? Or would we still be where were at? Those are questions that can't be answered, and that never should be asked! For our past decisions shape us, and make us who we are. The slightest of choices, leave their mark on the road maps to our souls. Every single expecience, every pain, every joy, every love, and everyone. They all add to the fabric of or being and leave a peice behind. Our time here is brief. We know not when G

A Mile In My Boots
Every day a struggle, every moment I feel pain. The cold and snow taunts me, and I ache when it rains! I remember my youth, when I could do it all. Nothing use to phase me, nothing made me fall. While my body was strong, my spirit was weak. I was pushed around and picked on because I was timid and meek. As time went on life changed me, I grew a thicker skin. I could'nt let them hurt me, I would'nt let them win! I changed how people saw me, and how i saw myself. I became the man I am now, and put the old one on a shelf. Tattoos and rings, forever mark my flesh. They make others see the real me, and help my life to mesh. Memories of what I've done and where my life has been. Reminders of what not to do, and where to never go again! Each one part of my history, telling stories from my past. Opening up others eyes, to the man they once labeled as an outcast. My apperance has been altered, the look outside has changed. The inner me is still here, feeling lonely and deranged

Tag In The Booty Hole.
So here's how it works: Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. i can read music. 2. ive been playing the violin since 2000. 3. i talk to my cats. and taught one to give me high 5. 4.random times in my life ill wake up and crave a new piercing. then i get one. i have 13 :D 5.i read the dictionary. 6. i have insomnia,anxiety and possible sleep apnea. 7. i love drinking. 8.i have ALOT to say. 9.i HATE cooking. 10. i miss highschool.

No Surrender
Twenty nine years, of blood, sweat, and tears. I've won and I've lost, and I've faced many fears. I walked a lonely road, to get me where I am. No one beside me, no one to hold my hand. I've lived out some dreams, and some fantasies too. I've seen and done things, I thought I'd never do! I've had my heart broken, and I've felt my heart soar. I've loved, and I've laughed, and I've made a mighty roar! I left my mark, on those that I love. A place in their heart, where I fit like a glove. I've been knocked down, oh so many many times. I always get back up, and and give the devil back his dime! It's the fighter held within me, a spirit that just won't die! No matter how you hurt me, I'll look you eye to eye. Call me your names, and spit in my face. Nothing can stop me, no one can take my place! I fight like a champion, a winner indeed. This warrior does'nt follow, instead he take the lead! I hurt like we all do, but I'm different than most. I was made t

A Long Walk Home
My past is rittled with many mis-deeds. Times when I followed, but should've taken the lead. I did all I could to fit societies mould. I lied to myself to be part of the fold. Nothing seemed to matter, I never did quite fit. My so-called peers still shuned me and treated my like shit! I was too much of this, or not enough of that. They stoned me for being skinny, and again when I was fat. A target for riducule, and the butt of every joke. No one would be-friend me, they rolled away like smoke. I had only my family, they took good care of me. I always had their love, when no one else could be. The skinny runt grew bigger, and more calous by the day. But even size did'nt stop them, they still would'nt let me play. I met some fellow outcasts, and we bonded like a glue. Their friendship helped to shape me, and helped to get me through. Although I had their acceptance, I still could'nt win the crowd. In time I just stopped trying, I did'nt care what was allo

Judging The Unknown
Who are you to judge me? Who are you to label me inferior? You sit atop your throne, acting mighty and superior! Your mouth is a poison, a useless pit of disease! You're pathetic and you're weak. You'd do anything to please. You try to satisfy the perfect, the pretty, and the fake. Ignoring what is real, you slither like a snake! Caring for no one, besides your precious self. Condeming what is different, is bad for all our health! You are nothing special, you're just like all the rest! A child. A mimmick. A carbon copy in the nest. You are not you own person, you're just trying to fit in! You know nothing of the real world, you wallow in your sin! When you look at people, you don't see whats held inside. You see the clothes, the looks, the facade, and the rest you try to hide. You don't care who you hurt, with your belly full of lies. You spew forth your poison, and wish that I would die. Your kind will never stop me, never even slow my roll. I made of

A Dark Place
Come and play a game with me. Come step into my world. A place where pain and sorrow are my only constant companion. A world where nothing is as it seems and everything falls apart. In my world it is dark and cold, and no one can lend a hand. In my own personal hell you are given many gifts, only to have them taken away. Like a child being punished for a mis deed they take away what you hold most dear. Happiness and love are stolen away and made to disappear. Peace of mind and comfort are hidden from my view. I hear the voices trying to soothe the savage beast that I have become. Their words fall on deaf and defiant ears. I hear only the beating of my own heart. A beating which slows by the hour. As time ticks by so do the seconds on my fragile sanity. Alone in my torment, alone with my pain, alone wallowing in my confusion. Could anything hurt more, than what has been taken from me? Take my arms, take my legs, these are things modern medicine can replace. When love is

Lmao~! All You Stupid...
phucks. "Ohh, please repost this bulletin. Help find "ILuvSporks" babys killer. Yeah, yeah. Blah, fuggin blah. The day I saw all the "Baby Alijah Support Ribbon" icons popping up along with the bulletin repostings I clicked the links in the bulletin. I read that "Sporks" had stopped cooperating with police. Duh, no schit. That wasnt a surprise to me. I posted on HER page, "Why have you stopped cooperating"? Some other douche on here sent a message along the lines of, "Hey asshole (or some other profanity) why are you fuggin with Sporks asking why shes not cooperating"? Well, now you know why. Charged with child endangerment. Schitbags lie with schitbags. All you low rent, trailer park, Jerry Springer fugg ups (which in my month? on here appears to make up at least 80% of the membership here) can eat crow and fugg off and die.

A Glimpse From A Far
You came to me, like a dream one night. I saw you standing, In a brilliant light. Your beauty was blinding, as real as can be. I long to be near you, to feel you touch me. My heart skips beats, as I read your sweet words. My mind races, thoughts fly like a million birds. As the days go by, I long for you more and more. So eager to hold you, you make my heart soar! The beauty outside, only matched by what's within. Your heart is so loving, your heart I must win! Though the space between us pains me, I won't give up the fight. I want to be the man to save you, to make all the wrong things right. Erase the pain of your past, one memory at a time. Replace them love, as we walk life's long line. Hold your hand through tough times, kiss away all your tears. Carry you through rough waters, and destroy all your fears. To taste you sweet lips, I would suffer any pain. To wrap my arms around you, I would even stop the rain. I crave your scent, and the softness

Healing The Wounds
Where am I? How did I get here? Who am I? What is it that I fear? Why am I alone again, in this world of hurt and pain? I thought that I had found the one, who would shelter me from the rain. I thought she was so perfect, I though she loved me true. The story is so twisted now, and this is why I'm blue. She told me that I was her one true love, no one could replace. Now I hear a different tale, and it leaves a bitter taste. I could not live up to, the one she left behind. In the end she left me, in hopes of him to find. I did my best to please her, to bring her peace and joy. She left me low and empty, cast aside like a broken toy. I feel alone and used up, like a bulb thats lost its glow. No more reason to shine on, no more reason say go. It never mattered how I loved her, never mattered how much I cared. I could never fill another's shoes, I don't know why I dared. For her I changed the man I was, a man I loved to be. I gave her everything I had, thou

The War Machine Keeps Rolling
The world around me is crumbling, yet somehow I stand strong. The ground beneath me trembles, as I walk this path so long. It isn't always easy to look danger in it's face. All I can do is accept it, and never slow my pace. Challenges and tragedies will rear their ugly heads. The beast inside me craves them, for they are how he's fed. He chews them up and spits them out, one mountain at a time. No matter how high life may pile them, right to the top I'll climb. Broken bones and broken hearts, can't hold me down for long. I am a war machine, I sing my fighting song! Strength, determination, merciless, forever! My battle cry is truth, there's no such thing as never! The world may try to break me, and spit into my face. None of it will phase me, or distract me from the race. I swim the blackened waters, like a lonely shark at sea. Even with friends around, at times it feels like it's just me. Alone inside my own head, the demons start to fly. My only true

A Life Lost
A battle waged. A war fought valiantly, yet still lost. What is this life? Why must she pay this cost? Questions without answers, not even a whisper in reply. Why must evil survive, when the truly good must die? Anger boils up inside me. Hatred begins to grow. Hatred for the disease, and for the things I do not know. Anger at the powers that, allow her to suffer so. Anger because I can't save her, and I cannot let her go. Prayers go unanswered, and leave me feeling hollow. Why won't he save his child? It's a bitter pill to swallow! It's not for me to question, or to know the reasons why. His motives are a mystery, yet I still have to try! Angels are taken for granted every second of the day. The one sent to me, I treasure. I beg him to let her stay! Our life is but an instant, in the broader spectrum of time. Hold on to every minute, to regret is an unforgivable crime. I value every time I hear her voice, every word she speaks. I fight along beside her,

Stupid Shit On The Brain(poem)
tap into the mind of insanity reach the corner of the near impossibe out go the perrils of life and search for a new destination come out your shell feel up another anonomis sex is the new drug everyone is doin it cuz the condom is the glass sliper of our generation you put it on when you meet someone and throw it away once your done

Loneliness
It is cold today Indeed the rain is falling and I am alone. Thoughts of life and love, meaningless to anyone but myself. I am alone. They watch me, their eyes not knowing, knowing nothing of what they see. I am but another creature, alone. They scurry on the surface, unaware, unaware of the life below when you are alone. Loneliness, not a burden nor a sorrow, but a time of solace, of deepness never to be shared, never to be understood. They can never reach the place where I am And I know I will never reach the place where they are. I know I don't want to reach that place. True happiness is here, unmisted. Unmisted by smiles or laughter, unmisted by the joys of company. To find true happiness, to know if one is truly happy, he must be happy alone. Have you ever just wanted to die?

The Cut That Never Heals
No answers, no hints, no hope, only questions fill my mind. Sorrow and confusion, are the only things I find. Lost inside a world, that I do not know. Where to turn? Which way do I go? Is there an exit? Does an escape exist? How do I get out? Why does the pain persist? How do you save someone, who doesn't want to be helped? Do you let them suffer, or do you rescue them for yourself? Letting go is always hard, but worse when death comes knocking. I hear the reaper lurking, I can see the bastard stalking! He calls her name, as I hold on tight. I won't let go. All I know is to fight! Words lose meaning, and feelings start to blur. Thoughts become clouded, as the end begins to stir. A wall to my left, a mountain to my right. A battlefield behind me. The smoke, it blocks my sight. Drowning is a sea of sadness, reaching for the shore. I look for her beside me, is she lost for evermore? I pray to take away her pain, to make it all my own. God doesn't seem

Tag You're It!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I am adopted by my grandparents. 2. I can move my ears without moving anything else. 3. I've been single for about 3 1/2 yrs. 4. I had a c-section with my son because was breach. 5. My son was born on the 4th of July. 6. I was born without one of my teeth. 7. I like to play in the snow. 8. I drive an 05 Chevy Cavalier. 9. I have one real sister. 10. I really don't know what to put here.... I tag: Wile E, Mina Bloody Kisses, me me me, DJ Mac, mrmuzakman

Sporks Charged3
Some saw this coming..some didn't... http://www.chron.com/disp/story.mpl/metropolitan/5523074.html ...the latest.. Source: Murdered baby's mom in mental institution 05:54 PM CST on Thursday, February 7, 2008 KHOU.com staff report The mother of a baby found murdered in Galveston last week now faces charges in the case, according to an 11 News source. 11 News An unconfirmed source says Caren Kohberger, 27, has checked herself into a mental institution in New York. FBI agents are expected to serve her with an arrest warrant tonight charging her with endangering a child in connection with the death of her son, 3-month-old Alijah Mullis. Meantime, the baby's father, 21-year-old Travis Mullis, remains jailed in Galveston on a capital murder charge.

How About Just One Rate Is All Im Askin Pls Repost!!!
HELP ME IN MY FIRST AUCTION TONIGHT! BID ON purplesky! CLICK THE PICTURE BELOW TO GO AND PLACE YOUR BID IF YOU DONT WANT TO BID JUST GO AND RATE THE PIC !! PLEASE REPOST

More Irritating Whining From Me
Heart feels like it was ripped apart with a cold steel knife Torn to shreds as it is I don't understand how I could still have my life. My life without him in it, can it be done? I have been hurt before but this time is different because I feel in what's left of my heart that he truly was "the one". I hate myself for whatever I did wrong that chased him away from me. If I didn't have kids, I would just turn and flee. Far away from the pain and woe But it is just as well, because really,...where would I go?

Check Out My New Site Please
You can find out more by going to: myspace- beautifulsunshine06 I'd appreciate it if you would visit my new site & look up some stuff by typing in keywords/clicking on links. The site link is on my profile page. Add it to your favorites! Thanks!

The End Is In The Beginning...
"The end is in the beginning," as T.S. Eliot observed. We shall not ceace from explaoration And the end of all our exploring Will be able to arrive where we started And know the place for the very first time. Beginnings are full of lasting significance, echoing throughout the evolution of whatever it is that has begun - a narrative, an organization, a community, a marriage, a work, a journey - living within it as a ghostly shadow, oftan barely remembered and yet continually present. Therefore, it is important to be alert at any beginning; to be aware of what is being said, what is happening among the people present and in the environment. The beginnin of the story tells much about where we will be at the end. In order to arrive there, to arrive where you are, to get from where you are not, you must go by a way wherein there is no ecstacy. In order to arrive at what you do not know you must go by a way which is the way of ignorance. In order to possess what you do not posse

Chinese Sick Day
Hung Chow calls into work and says, 'Hey, I no come work today, I>> sick, headache, stomach ache, legs hurt, I no come work.'>>>> The boss says, 'You know something, Hung Chow, I really need you>> today. When I feel like this, I go to my wife and tell her to give me>> sex.>> That makes everything better and I go to work. You try that.'>>>> Two hours later Hung Chow calls again. 'I do what you say, I feel>> great. I be work soon.....you got nice house.'>

Multiple Aka M.s
You may be wondering why i made this blog but many people dont know i have multiple AKA M.S and the people who do know i have it ask me what it is and how did find out you had it and so many Q about so i hope this helps and if not im open for Q . Multiple sclerosis or MS is a disease that affects the brain and spinal cord resulting in loss of muscle control, vision, balance, and sensation (such as numbness). With MS, the nerves of the brain and spinal cord are damaged by one's own immune system. Thus, the condition is called an autoimmune disease. Autoimmune diseases are those whereby the body's immune system, which normally targets and destroys substances foreign to the body such as bacteria, mistakenly attacks normal tissues. In MS, the immune system attacks the brain and spinal cord, the two components of the central nervous system. Other autoimmune diseases include lupus and rheumatoid arthritis. The central nervous system is made up of nerves that act as the body's mess

Rubber Gloves
Next time you use a pair of rubber gloves, you're going to smile when you think of this: A dentist noticed that his next patient, a little old lady, was nervous so he decided to tell her a little joke as he put on his gloves. 'Do you know how they make these gloves?' he asked. 'No, I don't,' she replied. 'Well,' he spoofed, 'there's a building in Canada with a big tank of latex and workers of all hand sizes walk up to the tank, dip in their hands, let them dry, then peel off the gloves and throw them into boxes of the right size.' She didn't crack a smile. 'Oh, well. I tried,' he thought. But five minutes later, during a delicate portion of the procedure, she burst out laughing. 'What's so funny?' he asked 'I was just envisioning how condoms are made!' Gotta watch those little old ladies! Their minds are always working!

Friends And Other Things.
Friends I love my friends and fans. You all mean so much to me, I LOVE you all. So if I do not say Hello it does not mean that I forgot about you.I HAVE not. May those who love us,love us And who don't love us, May god turn their hearts, And if he doesn't turn their hearts, May he turn their ankles, So we may know theam by their limping!!!!!

Just Like The Guys Huh Lol
okay i had to share this cause it is soooo funny and just like us guys when we were kids...... you find out interesting things when you have sons, like... 1.) A king size waterbed holds enough water to fill a 2000 sq. Ft. House 4 inches deep. 2.) If you spray hair spray on dust bunnies and run over them with Roller blades, they can ignite. 3.) A 3-year old Boy's voice is louder than 200 adults in a Crowded restaurant. 4.) If you hook a dog leash over a ceiling fan, the motor is not Strong enough to rotate a 42 pound Boy wearing Batman underwear and A Superman cape. It is strong enough, however, if tied to a paint Can, to spread paint on all four walls of a 20x20 ft. Room. 5.) You should not throw baseballs up when the ceiling fan is on When using a ceiling fan as a bat, you have to throw the ball up a Few times before you get a hit. A ceiling fan can hit a baseball a Long way. 6.) The glass in windows (even double-pane) doesn't stop a Baseball hit by a ceiling fa

Sporks Charged2
Source: Murdered Seawall baby's mom charged in case 06:43 PM CST on Thursday, February 7, 2008 KHOU.com staff report HOUSTON -- The mother of a baby found murdered in Galveston last week now faces charges in the case, according to an 11 News source. 11 News That law enforcement source says Caren Kohberger, 27, is with relatives in New York. She has been charged with endangering a child in connection with the death of her son, 3-month-old Alijah Mullis. Brazoria County officials said she put Alijah in danger by letting him leave with his father last week even though she knew the father was unstable. The father, 21-year-old Travis Mullis, remains jailed in Galveston on a capital murder charge for allegedly killing Alijah. Also online The investigation Affidavit: Crying baby stomped to death Mullis returned to Houston Mullis waives right to extradition hearing Police: There may be more charges in dead baby case Galveston police having hard time i

Hate
I am so tired of everyone hating on everyone. Can't we have a day when there are no hate bullys and no talking behind peeps backs. I just don't understand it all anymore. I am tired of defending actions and sticking up for people. I have just been hurt to much this last week and by peeps that are very close and special to me. I just don't understand anymore. I just don't. Anyway I want to leave this with a cheerful note because hugs are always free and so is love!! Huggles and Snuggles to all those that are having a smile day!!

Pet Sitting (exotics, Small Animals, Birds, Cat, Dogs)
Why put your pet(s) through the stress of boarding when you can keep them home where they feel comfortable and relaxed? I've worked as a kennel tech at a vet clinic.I have experience with cats and dogs as well as exotics and small animals. Can provide references upon request. What I charge is $10-$20 a day. Price depends on the animal and it's required care, and how often I need to visit the home each day. Prefer Murfreesboro, Smyrna, and Lavergne areas.

Romance And Love
im feeling so empty today with nothing to do but think. the sadness rushes through my mind and my body. loneliness over comes me and i wait to see you and feel you. your touch your kisses. im drained and tired i lay down but cant sleep. i watch television but am not interested and feel distracted. will you be there when i need you the most? but i think i always feel a need for you with your words and and your soothing touch. you know me more than anyone else sometimes more than i know myself. when you know what im thinking its a gift from you to me. i change my mind in the moment to remember that i love you and dont need anything or anyone else. i need to know youre there always and forever my heart is bleeding for you my love that i have for you i feel like crying, laughing , smiling, my palms get sweaty, and i get nervous i watch you with every move you make and feel warm and tingly again inside. now i can sleep that you are here and i can hear you sweet voice and feel your touch. th

Wut's Been Go'n On In The Past Few Months!!
well theres been some DRAMA go'n on which is GAY, but my friend beth been here for a few months now and im glad she's here, theres been alot of shit go'n on here for real....i've been go'n out for 2 weeks streight lol, right about now im sick, we're gett'n a new house hopefully by next week, my dad has been work'n on it for the past week and its look'n good, i can't wait 2 move in, im hope'n we move in by next week or the 20th im soo excited :D.....oh oh and umm someone is come'n 2 visit me for v-day :D im soo happy about that too and i soo can't wait for that either but anyways thats it for now so ima go so ttyl byes ilyas!! Muah!!:D

Pride
PRIDE In almost every list pride (or vanity) is considered the original and most serious of the seven deadly sins, and indeed the ultimate source from which the others arise. It is identified as a desire to be more important or attractive than others, failing to give compliments to others though they may be deserving of them, and excessive love of self (especially holding self out of proper position toward God). Dante's definition was "love of self perverted to hatred and contempt for one's neighbor." In Jacob Bidermann's medieval miracle play, Cenodoxus, Pride is the deadliest of all the sins and leads directly to the damnation of the famed Doctor of Paris, Cenodoxus. In perhaps the most famous example, the story of Lucifer, Pride was what caused his Fall from Heaven, and his resultant transformation into Satan. Vanity and Narcissism are prime examples of this Sin. In the Divine Comedy, the penitent were forced to walk with stone slabs bearing down on their backs in order to indu

Greed
GREED Greed (or avarice) is, like lust and gluttony, a sin of excess. However, greed (as seen by the Church) is applied to the acquisition of wealth in particular. St. Thomas Aquinas wrote that greed was "a sin against God, just as all mortal sins, in as much as man condemns things eternal for the sake of temporal things." In Dante's Purgatory, the penitents were bound and laid face down on the ground for having concentrated too much on earthly thoughts. "Avarice" is more of a blanket term that can describe many other examples of greedy behavior. These include disloyalty, deliberate betrayal, or treason, especially for personal gain, for example through bribery. Scavenging and hoarding of materials or objects, theft and robbery, especially by means of violence, trickery, or manipulation of authority are all actions that may be inspired by greed. Such misdeeds can include Simony, where one profits from soliciting goods within the actual confines of a church. A Beautiful Mess *~*~S

Different Ways Of Looking At Things
Two blokes were discussing popular family trends on sex, marriage, and values. Bazza said, "I didn't sleep with my wife before we got married, Did you? "Leroy replied, "I'm not sure, what was her maiden name?" ---------------------------------------------------------- A little boy went up to his father and asked: "Dad, where did all of my intelligence come from?" The father replied. "Well son, you must have got it from your mother, 'cause I still have mine." --------------------------------------------------------- "Mr. Clark, I have reviewed this case very carefully," the divorce Court Judge said, "And I've decided to give your wife $775 a week." "That's very fair, your honor," the husband said. "And every now and then I'll try to send her a dollar or two myself." --------------------------------------------------------- A doctor examined a woman, took the husband aside, and said, "I don't like the looks of your wife at all."

Gluttony
Gluttony Derived from the Latin gluttire, meaning to gulp down or swallow, gluttony is the over-indulgence and over-consumption of anything to the point of waste. In the Christian religions, it is considered a sin because of the excessive desire for food, or its withholding from the needy. Depending on the culture, it can be seen as either a vice or a sign of status. Where food is relatively scarce, being able to eat well might be something to take pride in (although this can also result in a moral backlash when confronted with the reality of those less fortunate). Where food is routinely plentiful, it may be considered a sign of self control to resist the temptation to over-indulge. Medieval Church leaders (e.g., Thomas Aquinas) took a more expansive view of gluttony (Okholm 2000), arguing that it could also include an obsessive anticipation of meals, and the constant eating of delicacies and excessively costly foods.[2] He went so far as to prepare a list of six ways to commit

Envy
ENVY Like greed, envy is characterized by an insatiable desire; they differ, however, for two main reasons. First, greed is largely associated with material goods, whereas envy may apply more generally. Second, those who commit the sin of envy desire something that someone else has which they perceive themselves as lacking. Dante defined this as "love of one's own good perverted to a desire to deprive other men of theirs." Dante's concept of envy is roughly equivalent to the meaning of the German word "schadenfreude," or to delight in the misfortune of others. In Dante's Purgatory, the punishment for the envious is to have their eyes sewn shut with wire, because they have gained sinful pleasure from seeing others brought low. Thomas Aquinas described Envy as "sorrow for another's good". Lisa (Leader of the SouthernSexSymbols-Envy of Se7enSins & Maxima to the JLM)@ fubar

Lust
LUST Lust (or lechery) is usually thought of as involving obsessive or excessive thoughts or desires of a sexual nature. Unfulfilled lusts sometimes lead to sexual or sociological compulsions and/or transgressions including (but obviously not limited to) sexual addiction, adultery, bestiality, and rape. Dante's criterion was "excessive love of others," which therefore rendered love and devotion to God as secondary. In Purgatorio, the penitent walks within flames to purge himself of lustful/sexual thoughts and feelings. ManlyMans Sex Slave(member of the Southern Sex Symbols)(Lust of The Se7en Sins)@ fubar

Sloth
SLOTH More than other sins, the definition of sloth has changed considerably since its original inclusion among the seven deadly sins. In fact it was first called the sin of sadness. It had been in the early years of Christianity characterized by what modern writers would now describe as melancholy: apathy, depression, and joylessness — the last being viewed as being a refusal to enjoy the goodness of God and the world He created. Originally, its place was fulfilled by two other aspects, Acedia and Sadness. The former described a spiritual apathy that affected the faithful by discouraging them from their religious work. Sadness (tristitia in Latin) described a feeling of dissatisfaction or discontent, which caused unhappiness with one's current situation. When St. Thomas Aquinas selected Acedia for his list, he described it as an "uneasiness of the mind," being a progenitor for lesser sins such as restlessness and instability. Dante refined this definition further, describing Slot

Words To Live By
Avoid negative sources, people, places, things and habits. Believe in yourself. Consider things from every angle. Don't give up, and don't give in. Enjoy life today; yesterday is gone, and tomorrow may never come Family and friends are hidden treasures. Seek them out and enjoy their riches. Give more than you planned to give. Hang on to your dreams. Ignore those who try to discourage you. Just do it! Keep on trying. No matter how hard it seems, it will get easier. Love yourself first, and most. Make it happen. Never lie, cheat or steal. Always strike a fair deal. Open your eyes, and see things as they really are. Practice makes perfect. Quitters never win, and winners never quit. Read, study and learn about everything important in your life. Stop procrastinating. Take control of your own destiny. Understand yourself in order to better understand others. Visualize it. Want it more than anything. Accelerate your efforts. You are unique of all Nature's creations. N

Sporks Charged1
Feb. 7, 2008, 4:18PM Mom of slain infant charged with endangerment By RICHARD STEWART Copyright 2008 Houston Chronicle The mother of a 3-month-old baby boy found slain in Galveston has been charged with endangering a child. Caren Kohberger 27, had not yet been taken into custody Thursday, Brazoria County District Attorney Jeri Yenne said. Yenne said Kohberger is accused of handing her son, Alijah to his father, Travis Mullis, 21 early Jan. 29. At the time Kohberger knew that Mullis was unstable and may hurt the child, Yenne said. Mullis, who later surrendered in Philadelphia, told police he stomped the child's head and killed him because the boy wouldn't stop crying. If convicted, Kohberger could face up to two years in state jail. richard.stewart@chron.com

Sporks Charged
http://www.chron.com/disp/story.mpl/metropolitan/5523074.html Mom of slain infant charged with endangerment By RICHARD STEWART The mother of a 3-month-old baby boy found slain in Galveston has been charged with endangering a child. Caren Kohberger 27, had not yet been taken into custody Thursday, Brazoria County District Attorney Jeri Yenne said. Yenne said Kohberger is accused of handing her son, Alijah to his father, Travis Mullis, 21 early Jan. 29. At the time Kohberger knew that Mullis was unstable and may hurt the child, Yenne said. Mullis, who later surrendered in Philadelphia, told police he stomped the child's head and killed him because the boy wouldn't stop crying. If convicted, Kohberger could face up to two years in state jail. richard.stewart@chron.com Brought to you by the HoustonChronicle.com

Update 2-7-08
This was taken from Lilli's CarePage. I am just a busy little girl I haven't had time to update all of you. I started eating from my bottle on Tuesday at first just 16 cc's once every 12 hours. Yesterday they decided since I did such a good job with that that I could have 36 cc's 3 times a day. I have done very well with that except a very little spit up while burping. So today I might go on eating every 3 hours. Hopefully with out this tube soon it is really making it hard to keep my food down. I got to have a few days with the top of my isolette up but I had a little bit of a hard time keeping my temp at a normal level. So they closed it yesterday . I lost a little bit of weight I am now 4 lbs. 1 oz. Mommy said daddy finally direct donated blood for me and my Dr is waiting for it to come before she gives me my 3rd blood transfusion . I need it this time because I am anemic and can't produce blood on my own fast enough yet. But the way things are looking I will be home soon. My Dr

Wrath
WRATH Wrath (or anger) may be described as inordinate and uncontrolled feelings of hatred and anger. These feelings can manifest as vehement denial of the truth, both to others and in the form of self-denial, impatience with the procedure of law, and the desire to seek revenge outside of the workings of the justice system (such as engaging in vigilantism) and generally wishing to do evil or harm to others. The transgressions borne of vengeance are among the most serious, including murder, assault, and in extreme cases, genocide. (See Crimes against humanity.) Wrath is the only sin not necessarily associated with selfishness or self interest (although one can of course be wrathful for selfish reasons, such as jealousy). Dante described vengeance as "love of justice perverted to revenge and spite". Bi Rebel Gypsy¢¾Southern Sex Symbol Member...Wrath of the Se7en Sins@ fubar

Real Men Of Genius
Today.. we salute you, Mr. Fubar Bouncer Guy(Mr. Fubar Bouncer Guy)Ever so diligently, you patrol the internet looking for ways to make everyones life a living hell(Should have been a highschool gym coach)With muscles bigger than beach balls and a blatant, cold-blooded attitude, you really know how to put the 'FU' in FUBAR.(Contests are so lame)Should you pop up once? twice? Or perhaps ten times in a row. Who needs friends, fans, rates, and comments anyway.(Rate me baby!) So crack open an ice cold Budlight, oh connoisseur of the CAPTCHAAnd know that as long as you keep doing your job, we'll keep hating your guts.(Mr. Fubar Bouncer Guy)

Getting All Spiffed Up
Well yall getting all dressed up n ready to go out. One of my friends whom i have known all my life is moving back home. Shes a sweet wonderful woman whom i think the world of, n said i cant be a hermit no more lol. So getting all dressed up n ready to go out believe it or not, kinda nervous. Anit been out like that since i been home. know some of yall said i need to get out more too, so its time anyway i think. Anyway wish me luck yall. Like i said just kinda nervous is all. Talk to you all soon!

The Alé - By Fuelvapor Technologies Runs On Fumes, Goes 0-60 Under 5 Seconds.
from site link: http://editorial.autos.msn.com/article.aspx?cp-documentid=450035&topart=hybrids ********************************** Project 'X' Cars The Automotive X PRIZE is offering millions for a 100-mpg car, but it will take more than high mileage to claim it. By Jacob Gordon of TreeHugger.com The Alé from FuelVapor Technologies runs on fumes and goes 0-60 in under five seconds. In 2009 carmakers from around the world will go head-to-head in a race to prove they can deliver a 100-mpg car. Big names and hopeful hacks alike will have to show that their vehicles are not only economical and green, but economically realistic and practical. "Our competition is not about concept vehicles. Our competition is not about science experiments," says Don Foley, the senior director of the Automotive X PRIZE (AXP for short). The race is about proving to the world that ultra-efficient cars are not only possible, but safe, affordable, and desirable for mainstream Americans. T

Friends
friends love drama friends like it when guys call them momma friends have shit to talk friends have a fake walk friends lie friends cry friends say they love you friends though really hate you friends think they're the shit friends always have a fit friends act 10 feet tall friends are not your friends at all

Sorry For Being Gone So Long, But Atleast I'm Here.
Hello my dear friends. I'm so sorry for being gone so long. I have plenty of time now. It's been a very long road for me the last few months. My husband and I were in a truck accident/rollover October 23, 2007. He had bumps and bruises, I am still healing, the truck was almost totaled, and we lost my beloved white chihuahua Jan 18th due to an injury from the accident. It has been extremely mentally and physically exausting. I still have a long road ahead of me, but am happy to be here! Anyway, message me, I look very forward to getting back in touch with my friends!!!

Trapped(1991)
No space around me Stifling walls Closing off my view Numbing thoughts Aching soul Suffocating dreams Memory stirs Pain wells up Trapping me again Nowhere to go But inside myself Devoid of any aim Too scared to move Barriers raised Hearts freedom restrained Tentative Withdrawing hand Fear of hurt again Thick breath and clouds Within my head Oppressive atmosphere Numbing thoughts Aching soul Suffocating dream Jerry 6/30/91

Heartless
Heartless Love Heartless statues, Dauntless cowards Sunshine darkens my empty, Bruised soul Silence echoes off the wall Desireless passion and cruel love, Run away from fear, Fly like a black dove. Resentful anger makes you crave What you can't own.

10randomthings
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1.My worst fear(besides being alone) is asphyxiation, whether it be from drowning or strangulation. 2.I have a Freckle on my right ass cheek. 3.My left boob is bigger than my right. 4.I just want to be a mommy and wife that makes art when I grow up. 5.I love to sing. I have recorded some songs myself, poor quality but I wouldn't mind singing more or being in a band. 6.I hate my stepdad even though he has taken me as his own since i was 3 because of my deadbeat biological father, 7.I am afraid of love so i find little things ands make them big so it won't hurt when the love fades. 8.I really want to be pregnant right now. 9

Its Me Not You.. Why We Suck At Break-ups!
The longest relationship I have ever been in lasted almost 4 years. I can honestly say I wanted out,everytime since then after the first six months, but was unable too due to the fact that I didn't want to hurt her, was scared of being alone, was lazy, or flat out didn't have the balls. Because of that, I pissed away a good chunk of my 20's and have evolved into the 28 year old child I am today. There are so many times I wonder, "What if?" What if I left her when I wanted too? What if I didn't waste all of that time? Despite that, before and after those relationships, I have seen a wondrous amount of break ups. I have been dumper, and the dumpee. The one thing I have learned is that there are good ways, and bad ways to break up with people... and some sneaky ones too. Bad ways- "Its not a good time." "I need to be by myself right now." "It's not you, its me." "I am not ready for a relationship." All of these lines are bullshit. I have reached a point where I refuse

Lost And Longing
In this heartless creation It is hard to understand Why some souls choose to wander Forgetting Yet I am lost without wandering My love is a ghost Ancient - with wisdom Vital - with tears Not able to move on Unable to let go It's hard to remember a love You don't recognize in this life Yet the memory is without thought Agony - without knowledge This love - is without mercy Passing through eternity Life to the next Forever searching In a labyrinth of whispers For a blissful love Lost Longing for the touch I'll sense when I feel Whispering to my heart Comforting this stoned soul Our love burns within me But I am lost in the shadows This entity of dreams Forever killing me I believe this love is eternal The flame will not relinquish Forever circling me The very matter of my existence But for now I simply breath Awaiting your rescue Music - bonding our souls Pain - stirring the memories While silence shouts out this melody

Tagged
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1) I have two kids that where born 10 months and 1 day apart. 2) I love mt job. 3) I love books! 4) I haven't dated in 4 years. 5) I like scarey movies. 6) I beleave in true LOVE. 7) I think I'm a dork. lol 8) I hate the taste of chocolate! 9) I only drink water. 10) I have milked a cow and ridden on a pig. 1) 'THEY DO CALL ME MR. TYPHOON...OFTEN IMITATED BUT NEVER DUPLICATED' 2) 'Beaker FU Husband to Fuzzy Bunny' 3) BriGuy FU Hubby 2 Oopsy Daisy 4) DJ Blade 5) Timd 1860

The Raven
Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered, weak and weary, Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore— While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping, As of some one gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door. “’Tis some visitor,” I muttered, “tapping at my chamber door— Only this and nothing more.” Ah, distinctly I remember it was in the bleak December; And each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor. Eagerly I wished the morrow;—vainly I had sought to borrow From my books surcease of sorrow—sorrow for the lost Lenore— For the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name Lenore— Nameless here for evermore. And the silken, sad, uncertain rustling of each purple curtain Thrilled me—filled me with fantastic terrors never felt before; So that now, to still the beating of my heart, I stood repeating “’Tis some visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door— Some late visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door; This

Catching A Tiger By The Toe...
has anyone ever actually tried to do this? :D personally, and I will be dead honest here (otherwise I might just plain be dead, lol), I would not have the balls to try. just think, a tiger has how many toes? 20? You catch one, you still have nineteen more to worry about, PLUS its teeth, lol... Nope, I would not have the balls to even try it :D

Name Less
A thunderous silence breaks through my thoughts. What was once many great ideas is now a triumph, lost. Baffling words tumble through my mind. Reflections of darkness hover. A disturbing peacefulness beckons to me, and inside myself, I take cover. What would it be like to stay there forever? To be lost in all my cares? From the inside, looking out - I cry silent tears.

Hehe!
So today was day two in carrying out the lesson plan I made for Geometry (which I'm teaching to the fourth grade class I'm assigned to. Basically I'm having the students make short skits using the geometry terms in groups of three or four. One of the groups was having trouble deciding what to do so I started spouting off possible scenarious they could try. They decided they liked the idea of a game show. They quickly set to work on creating what they thought would be a good cross between funny and informational. I was relieved since these three students did not originally want to work together. Well, they began thinking that two of them would be contestants on the show and one of them would be the host. Well, the little boy that wanted to be the host is one of our students who loves to be funny and silly and creative...he felt that the only girl in the group should be the "nerd" that knew all the answers and the other boy in the group should be the "cool homie." The three deb

Please Pay Attention!!
Just posting a real quick comment. I log onto this site MAYBE EVERY 3-4 months. I am not a real active member, THAT is why I have it right on the front, that I will not be online-this site-that much. I know some of you are on Wildkats train, and just approved you, but seriously guys, if you are just requesting for the Trains, or want more #'s on your page. I would suggest NOT requesting a friend add right now...I don't hang out here. If you want to chat when I am online...and that's not much.....yahoo is azure_eyed_blonde or you can find me on Facebook. Later, Deb

Visiting List
A Catholic priest I once knew went to the hospital to visit patients. Stopping at the nurse's station, he carefully looked over the patient roster and jotted down the room number of everyone who had "Cath" written boldly next to his name. That, he told me, was a big mistake. When I asked why, he replied, "It was only after I had made the rounds that I learned they were all patients with catheters."

I Am Virgo.
The Perfectionist ~ Dominant ~ ( Aug 23 - Sept 22) In relationships, very conservative. Always wants the last word. Argumentative. Worries. Very smart. Dislikes noise and chaos. Eager. Hardworking. Loyal. Beautiful. Easy to talk to. Hard to please. Harsh. Practical and very fussy. Often shy.

Me N My Bf
i thought of you in the night my love, and the urge to explore my own playground, grew more unbareable when i remeber your gentle strokes i crave like a cat in heat, when i imagine your body up against mine, and i began to wonder if you remember the light scratches upon your back? do you remember the pleasent filled moans outside your ear? or how about my tonge and kisses up and down your neck? i'll tell you what i remember my love, i remebered a lovely pain that filled my warmest space yes, u have become my greatest most pleasurable sin in other words my sweetest temptation ur "experience" makes me want to give you all that u could ever want anyway that u should want it. i want to follow u into a sea of exstacy i apologize if this may be to much, but u gave me hard question, and now in return, i give you my wet answer :) FOR ALL LOVERS WHO LOVE REAL LOVE. (THAT MEANS US BABY). HAVE A PEACFUL DAY

Microsoft Details Rollout Of Vista Sp1
by Chloe Albanesius In the wake of its much publicized bid for Yahoo, Microsoft on Monday released the first service pack (SP1) for Windows Vista to manufacturing, with a retail version expected in the coming months. Vista made its consumer debut in January 2007, and SP1 marks the first major upgrade to the operating system. Microsoft released details about Vista SP1 in August, and opened it to a moderately-sized audience for testing in the weeks thereafter. Microsoft promised up to 50 percent faster speeds when moving files around on PCs or home networks with SP1. Resuming a Vista computer from sleep mode will also be faster with the upgrade, Mike Nash from Microsoft's Windows product management group wrote in a blog post. SP1 was released to manufacturers on Monday in five languages: English, French, Spanish, German and Japanese. OEM partners will start producing Windows Vista computers with SP1 pre-installed in the next several months, Nash wrote. Current Vista users

The Inevietible
silence surrounds us, i saw that you were uncomfortable, words sitting upon your lips, but silence surrounds us surpressed expression, creates fear and hinders communication, thoughts are rushing feelings r rising, tears are falling, breaths r heavy... silence surrounds us the end is near and beginings are far, minds r slowing, realizations are coming, comprehension is fleeding, love is leaving... but silence surrounds us

10 Random Things
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. born in oklahoma 2. raised in oklahoma 3. have three step sisters 4. have two biological siblings 5. have three nieces, and seven step nieces, one step nephew, two great step nephews 6. 14 aunts/uncles PLUS their spouses = MANY cousins 7. i have two children of my own 8. one grandparent still living (my dads mom) 9. i live with my husband, kids, and my mother inlaw. 10. i have four cats

Inside
i LOST THE INNOSENCE IN MY EYES ALONG TIME AGO. I CAN ALMOST PIN POINT THE FIRST INJUSTICE, LYING BESIDE THE PROTECTOR, WHO WAS NIEVE WITHIN A SHROUD OF YOUTH, AND UNAWARE OF A BAD TOUCH BY SOMEONE CLOSE, THAT CAUSED CONFUSION AND DEVIANTCY, ETERNAL CAUTION PREVAILS IN A HEART OF A DAUGHTER. FOREVER LOST IN SIN SECOUND INJUSTICE... A YOUNG KING EXPOSED TO BLISSFULL IGNORANCE, LIVING WITHOUT A BETTER INFLUENCE, BEKONS A DAUGHTER, 4 YEARS OF AGE, INTO AN UNMARKED BOUNDARY, AND COTINUES THE RAPE OF ONE'S SOUL. HE PROCEEDS TO EXTREME MESSURES, AND STEALS REMAINING PURITY. THOUGH HE OWNS THE SAME BLOOD, THERE IS NO RECONSIDERATION. A FAMILY BOUND IS SEVERED, AND LOST WITHIN AN "UNSEEN TRAGITY" THIRD INJUSTICE... THE PROTECTOR MEETS WILD IRSH ROSE,, NOT A WOMAN, (THIS TIME), BUT A MAN WHO LIVES IN A BOTTLE, AND THOUGH HIS HOUSE IS MADE OF GLASS, HE PASSES JUDGEMENT WITH CLOSED HANDS, DESTROYING THE PROTECTER AND HER RESPONCIBILITIES, THE DAUGHTER NOW CRAVES LOVE THRO

Attitude
this goes out to ev1, friends and family. im not here for popularity, or points.....im here to have fun and joke around, and yes i do speak my mind, so if you all dont like it......delete me now and i have 2 words on your way out.....FUCK YOU!!!!!!!

My Weary Soul
Though I try I cannot speak For in your presence I am weak I search for words I cannot find It seems as though I’ve lost my mind I feel the shame I cannot bear As I am trapped beneath your stare Your eyes see deep within my heart I feel you rip my soul apart The darkness surges through my veins As I still wear your hellish reigns You act as if I’m just a toy Convincing me I must destroy My life pours out like desert sands While I am gripped inside your hands There’s nothing I can say or do I’ll never get away from you Yet still I try and still I fight Ever searching for the light I’d dare to say that I am blessed If I could simply find some rest

Just Call Me Juads
Here I am like a drunken misfit lover outside your door, REPENTING POSSESSED SINS, WHICH LIVE WITH IN MY BEING, Of stifled and still, AND PROFESSING MY UNDYING ADORATION OF YOU, Knowing that in the morning, I’ll forget my promises, Deny my transgressions, And take pride in my evil. AND YOU WILL LOOK INTO MY EYES AND SEE, That I was never prepared for this world, Never the type to rise above

Diary Of A Snow Shoveler
December 8 -- 6:00 PM It started to snow. The first snow of the season and the wife and I took our cocktails and sat for hours by the window watching the huge soft flakes drift down from heaven. It looked like a Grandma Moses print. So romantic we felt like newlyweds again. I love snow! December 9 We woke to a beautiful blanket of crystal white snow covering every inch of the landscape. What a fantastic sight! Can there be a more lovely place in the whole world? Moving here was the best idea I've ever had! Shoveled for the first time in years and felt like a boy again. I did both our driveway and the sidewalks. This afternoon the snowplow came along and covered up the sidewalks and closed in the driveway, so I got to shovel again. What a perfect life! December 12 The sun has melted all our lovely snow. Such a disappointment! My neighbor tells me not to worry- we'll definitely have a white Christmas. No snow on Christmas would be aw

Give This A Try..lol
OK.. here is the deal.. lets see who knows me at all.. all you have to do it send me a Private message with the answers.. Where did we meet? Take a stab at my middle name? Do I smoke? Color of my eyes? Do I have any siblings? What's one of my favorite things to do? What's my favorite type o f music? Am I shy or outgoing? Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules? Any special talents? How many children do I have? If you and I were stranded on a desert island, whatis one thing thatI would bring? I can't wait to see the answers.

Oshkosh, Wisconsin
it's the home of the experimental aircraft association and the biggest airshow/fly-in in the US. There is a book there of the EAA hall of fame members that have made a name for themselves in aviation history. I'm trying to get my daddy in that book. He shared the gift of flight with everyone he ever met....took pride in his work and made sure his customers knew their aircraft inside and out before he signed off in the log books....never had a mishap with his aircraft or any other aircraft he worked on. No matter how busy he was, he always had time to answer a question or do some hangar flying. Anyway, that's my goal, to get him in that book!!!

A Joke
Two young lovers go up to the mountains for a romantic winter vacation. When they get there, the guy goes out to chop some wood. When he gets back, he says, "Honey, my hands are freezing!" She says, "Well put them here between my legs and that will warm them up." After lunch he goes back out to chop some more wood and comes back and says gain "Man! My hands are really freezing!" She says again, "Well put them here between my legs and warm them up." He does, and again that warms him up. After dinner, he goes out one more time to chop wood for the night. When he returns, he again says, "Honey, my hands are really freezing!" She looks at him and says, "FOR CRYING OUT LOUD, DON'T YOUR EARS EVER GET COLD?"

Re: O'reilly Smears American Icon And Declares Himself A Pat
RE: O'Reilly Smears American Icon And Declares Himself A Pat ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 07 Feb 2008, 19:07 O'Reilly Smears American Icon And Declares Himself A Patriot Fox News bigot Bill O'Reilly took time on his "factor" last night to call music legend Willie Nelson a "pinhead" for supporting 9/11 truth, while declaring himself the ultimate patriot for being able to guess football scores. http://infowars.net/articles/february2008/070208Patriot.htm Video: Alex Jones Interviews Willie Nelson on 9/11 YouTube February 5, 2008 http://www.truthnews.us/?p=1889

Ever Have One Of Those Day?
Ever have a day that for no apparent reason EVERYTHING just irritates you??? Not really like anything triggered it, I guess some solitude would be nice. Wait.... I know... EVERYBODY LEAVE ME ALONE AND GIVE ME AN HOUR WITH MY TOY DRAWER! That might help take the edge off! LOL Have to remind myself: "We have no right to ask when sorrow comes, "Why did this happen to me?" unless we ask the same question for every moment of happiness that comes our way."

Training
Well this Fri - Sun. I'll be gone for reserve training. As always, much love to my friends, and hope you have a good one. I'll be back Mon. after some rest to catch up with everyone and cruise Mummland. Until then, Sil And to any Marine, or spouse of reading this SEMPER FI

Tag Your It
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I hate getting my face wet except when i am taking a shower. 2. I love peanut butter and banana sandwiches. 3. I've never been on a real vacation (somewhere hot). 4. I have 3 siblings, one younger half brother, a older half brother and a older sister. 5. I lost my virginity at 16 years old. 6. I eat raw hot dogs. 7. I have had major heart surgery when i was 17 years old to fix a hole in my heart and to patch a valve that didn't close. 8. I have been clinically dead for 4 hours (when i had my heart surgery.) 9. I have to eat sunflower seeds when i read a book. 10. I am a fubar addict. I tag Man

If You Love Me, Read This!
The coolest thing happened to me on the ride home from work today. I was tooling down I-94, through Dearborn, when the song "I am Proud To Be an American" came on the radio. It had been a long damn day, and that was the picker-upper that I needed. So me being the cute one that I am, I started singing at the TOP OF MY LUNGS! Now, Dearborn is a Predominantly Arab area, and here I am screaming I am Proud To be an American! they all looked really funny at me as they passed by, but here is the kicker.... A car full of people from Louisiana were side by side with me on the freeway, and all 4 of them were singing it too!They laughed when they saw me mouthing the words, and it was a great moment! GOD BLESS AMERICA! Thanks for reading....lol!

Twiztid Toxic Terror Tour!
WOOP-WOOP: Greetings ninjas; the our favorite fat kid; Monoxide, is back up and at it keeping things wicked. The tour is back and and coming to Worcester on Saturday the 23rd of this month, its short notice but lets see how many want to get together in Providence to kick it at this show featuring TWIZTID, along with DJ Clay, Boondox, & Project Born. Tickets for the show are $25.oo per nugget! I can take up to 5 ninjas with me to the show, doors open at 7pm and show kicks off at 8pm. Heres the deal seats in my ride are $5.oo per nugget, if more then 5 reply and confirm I can get a multi-passenger van, seats for the van will be $10.oo per nug. I have to cover fuel, parking and mileage hence the charge. I would like to depart Providence no later then 5 pm to give us time to get there and grab some pit side seats. After the show it's back to Providence and Club Hell Message me for details and payment arrangements for the show.

Almost A Week... Dieting
Perhaps I should start journaling about My diet, that will be a good therapy :) So I started My diet this Sunday, I spend a lot of money on groceries and fresh produce, My fridge looks like it's going to explode... I stock up on Spinach, Lettuce, Tomatoes, Mushrooms, Sprouts... that is basically the things I like in a Salad, I also got fat free cheese (shredded.... many things can be done with that!!), wheat croûtons with herbs that taste wonderful, fat free dressings ..... I am making yummy salads... I'm also using My grill more often... basically all the meat I'm doing it on the grill.... so far I'm sticking to chicken breast, steak, sea food, veggies and salads... Today I made a shrimp stew.. hmm delicious!!... I made for lunch chicken breast wraps with a tomato tortilla... that was interesting... Do you have a plate suggestion?? full of flavor and low on fat?? I'll be happy to see if I can add many more options to My diet... I hate to get bored from food!!! Tha

That Fabulous Word
That Fabulous Word Perhaps one of the most interesting and colourful words in the English language today is the word "fuck". It is the one magical word which, just by its sound, can describe pain, pleasure, love, and hate. In language, "fuck" falls into many grammatical categories. It can be used as a verb, both transitive (John fucked Mary) and intransitive Mary was fucked by John). It can be an action verb (John really gives a fuck), a passive verb (Mary really doesn't give a fuck), an adverb (Mary is fucking interested in John), or as a noun (Mary is a terrific fuck). It can also be used as an adjective (Mary is fucking beautiful) or an interjection (Fuck! I'm late for my date with Mary). It can even be used as a conjunction (Mary is easy, fuck she's also stupid). As you can see, there are very few words with the overall versatility of the word "fuck". Aside from its sexual connotations, this incredible word can be used to describe many situations: 1. Fraud "I g

Sporks Charged With Child Endangerment
This was a bulletin that is going around right now about Sporks and Baby Alijah and Mullins... the link is below, but the whole story was also copied and pasted into the bulletin as well. I just found this on another website Please read this is the link but to save time I have copied the story and will post it here as well http://www.chron.com/disp/story.mpl/metropolitan/5523074.html The mother of a 3-month-old baby boy found slain in Galveston has been charged with endangering a child. Caren Kohberger 27, had not yet been taken into custody Thursday, Brazoria County District Attorney Jeri Yenne said. Yenne said Kohberger is accused of handing her son, Alijah to his father, Travis Mullis, 21 early Jan. 29. At the time Kohberger knew that Mullis was unstable and may hurt the child, Yenne said. Mullis, who later surrendered in Philadelphia, told police he stomped the child's head and killed him because the boy wouldn't stop crying. If convicted, Kohberger co

I'm Back
Okay everyone.... Daddy's home... Sorry it took so long for me to come back, but things got very complicated for a while... It's funny how when you try to get things fixed, more things go wrong so you can't exactly get ahead.. Anyway, I'm back and I hope to hear from all my friends out there...

Google Software Makes It Easier To Share:
MOUNTAIN VIEW, Calif. - Google Inc. is introducing an online business software package designed to make it easier for people in the same organization to share documents and information. The free "Team Edition" software, scheduled to debut Thursday, represents the Internet search leader's latest attempt to attract more users to free applications, which poses a potential threat to rival Microsoft Corp. (nasdaq: MSFT - news - people )'s highly profitable word processing, spreadsheet, presentation and calendar programs. The launch marks the second time Google (nasdaq: GOOG - news - people ) has upgraded a business program this week - a week when Microsoft awaits a response to its bid to buy Yahoo Inc. (nasdaq: YHOO - news - people ) in an attempt to undermine Google's dominance of Internet search and advertising. Microsoft's unsolicited bid, initially valued at $44.6 billion, is backed largely by money the company has made selling software. Google has been giving consumers,

Principles Of Belief
Council of American Witches PRINCIPLES OF BELIEF The Council of American Witches finds it necessary to define modern Witchcraft in terms of the American experience & needs. We are not bound by traditions from other times & other cultures, & owe no allegiance to any person or power greater than the Divinity manifest through our own being. As American Witches, we welcome & respect all life-affirming teachings & traditions, & seek to learn from all & to share our learning within our Council. It is in this spirit of welcome & cooperation that we adopt these few principles of Wiccan belief. In seeking to be inclusive, we do not wish to open ourselves to the destruction of our group by those on self-serving power trips, or to philosophies & practices contradictory to these principles. In seeking to exclude those whose ways are contradictory to ours, we do not want to deny participation with us to any who are sincerely interested in our knowledge & beliefs, regardless of race,

More Interesting & Wonderful Things About Me...thanks D...this Is Gonna Be Fun!!!
...i have decided that i'm gonna update as i think of things that are maybe a tad more interesting than my original 10...although i must say that i took great pleasure in reading the responses...so...ever the frustrated writer...i trudge onward...sheeeeeeett... ...see earlier blog for 1-10... 11. as i was driving today to pick up my lovely little car with a BRAND NEW CLUTCH...i remembered that i didn't mention the time i stopped 4 lanes of highway to get a dog that was runnin across the road...yes, it was a 65 mph speed limit... yes, i am crazy...and, yes, i almost got arrested for it...but f*uck it...that's what brakes are for...right?!?!...and the dog made it, all is well, and i was on the radio news... 12. this is really a continuation of #11...i get really upset...usually to the point of tearing up, when i see an animal dead at the side of the road...or in the road for that matter...and yes, i have been known to stop and "find a better resting place"...if ya know what i me

A Woman Should Know.........
"MAYA ANGELOU'S" BEST POEM EVER A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... enough money within her control to move out and rent a place of her own, even if she never wants to or needs to... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... something perfect to wear if the employer, or date of her dreams wants to see her in an hour... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .. a youth she's content to leave behind.... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... a past j uicy enough that she's looking forward to retelling it in her old age.... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .... .. a set of screwdrivers, a cordless drill, and a black lace bra... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE . one friend who always makes her laugh... and one who lets her cry... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .... a good piece of furniture not previously owned by anyone else in her family... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... eight matching plates, wine glasses with stems, and a recipe for a meal, that will make her guests feel honored... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... a feeling of cont

Are You Perv Or Not...
I am wondering if they are any studies that define in great details the behaviours of perv people and outward signs of deviant behaviours... I have some on movement, or body language (unconscious) that relate to interviews etc... but anything else you might have read? And you, do you consider yourself a perv.... of any kind? and do you know why? or is it plain sexual satisfaction all the time without any care of anything else? explain

Help!!!! I'm Being Fooked!!!!
So here I am, screwing around in the MuMMs when suddenly, I can't post because I'm not level 3 which is bs because I WAS Godfather. Someone had reported me, apparently I invite too many people. I DO NOT UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCES, CHEAT!! If you know me, you know I own a chat room on Ares. My link is posted there. Plus. two of my SO NSFW pictures were marked NSFW. So now I need your help, and I will return the favor. Please rate and do all the good things to gain us points and I WILL turn the favor. Just sent me a message letting me know you did. If you could sticky, that'd be awesome too! A mean blog about me. http://fubar.com/blog.php?blogid=153331&pid=700090 If you need proof that I don't cheat, I'm more than gladly to give it to you. MUCH LOVE!!!! |Laura The Lush|@ fubar

I Thought This Was Cute
THIS IS WHAT SAD LOOKS LIKE THIS IS WHAT SORRY LOOKS LIKE This is what bad spelling looks like This is what intamacy looks like This is what deaf looks like This is what stupid looks like This is what "oh shit" looks like This is what your tax dollars looks like This is what McBurndt looks like

To My Friends: Please Read
So as most of you know, my husband is coming back from his deployment tomorrow. This is a really important time for us to reconnect and get used to each other again so I won't be online much for a few weeks. I'm going to take the opportunity to get my pc fixed, hopefully it won't take more than a week. Maybe next time we talk, my pc won't crash and die on us! yeah! So here's the skinny. I'm giving up the instant messaging but i'll be checking my email and signing into fubar every now and then so if you need me or miss me, please feel free to leave me some messages. I will get back you, I promise! On the 26th of Feb we will be going back stateside for a few weeks. Again, I won't be on im but I will be checking my messages. I just want to thank you all, especially those special few (you know who you are) that have kept me company, and been true friends to me when I really really needed you. I love you all and I appreciate your company more than you know. That being said

Pagan Denominations Some Organized Some Not
ALEXANDRIAN WICCA: Founded by Alex Sanders in England. Alex claimed to have been initiated as a Hereditary Witch by his grandmother, when he was seven years old in 1933, but critics claim many Alexandrian rituals are almost identical to Gardnerian ones, with a little more emphasis on ceremonial magic. The tradition\'s rituals, while basically Gardnerian, are modified with many Judeo-Christian and Ceremonial Magick elements. Covens work skyclad. The eight Sabbats are observed and the Goddess and God are revered. Alexandrian Wiccans are considered to be Traditional Witches who trace their line of initiatory descent from Alex and Maxine Sanders, through a line of Alexandrian High Priests and High Priestesses, according to the Alexandrian Book of Shadows, and who practice the Alexandrian Tradition of Wicca. ALGARD WICCA: Mary Nesnick, an American who was initiated into both Gardnerian and Alexandrian traditions, combined them in 1972 and created a new tradition called Algard. AMERICA

Sleeping At Work
Ten best things to say if you get caught sleeping at your desk 10. "They told me at the blood bank this might happen." 9. "This is just a 15 minute power nap like they raved about in that time management course you sent me to." 8. "Whew! Guess I left the top off the white out. You probably got here just in time." 7. "I wasn't sleeping, I was meditating on the mission statement and envisioning a new paradigm." 6. "I was testing my keyboard for drool resistance." 5. "I was doing a highly specific Yoga exercise to relieve work-related stress. Do you discriminate against people who practice Yoga?" 4. "Why did you interrupt me? I had almost figured out a solution to our biggest problem." 3. "The coffee machine is broken." 2. "Someone must have put decaf in the wrong pot." 1. " ... in God's name, Amen."

Qualities Of Leadership
Can you imagine working at the following Company? It has a little over 500 employees with the following statistics: 29 have been accused of spousal abuse 7 have been arrested for fraud 19 have been accused of writing bad checks 117 have bankrupted at least two businesses 3 have been arrested for assault 71 cannot get a credit card due to bad credit 14 have been arrested on drug-related charges 8 have been arrested for shoplifting 21 are current defendants in lawsuits 84 were stopped for drunk driving Can you guess which organization this is? It's the 535 members of the United States Congress. The same group that perpetually cranks out hundreds upon hundreds of new laws designed to keep the rest of us in line.

Employee Placement Method
Does your organization struggle with the problem of properly fitting people to jobs? Here is a handy hint for ensuring success in job placement. Take the prospective employees you are trying to place and put them in a room with only a table and two chairs. Leave them alone for two hours, without any instruction. At the end of that time, go back and see what they are doing. - If they have taken the table apart in that time, put them in Engineering. - If they are counting the butts in the ashtray, assign them to Finance. - If they are screaming and waving their arms, send them off to Manufacturing. - If they are talking to the chairs, Personnel is a good spot for them. - If they are writing up the experience, send them to Tech Pubs. - If they don't even look up when you enter the room, assign them to Security. - If they try to tell you it's not as bad as it looks, send them to Marketing. - If they've left early, put them in Sales. - And if they're all bullying

Sex Advice For Christians
Marriage Partnership, Winter 2007 "He Wants to Try New Things" Also: "Too Dry for Sex" by Michael Sytsma and Debra Taylor Q. My husband wants me to do things when we're making love that I don't want to do. When I tell him it makes me uncomfortable, he tells me I'm being a prude. What should I do? A. It's difficult to answer your question, since we're unsure what practice you and your husband are disagreeing about. Your husband could be asking for things that are obviously unbiblical, such as bringing another person into the bedroom, either through pornography or an actual person. Or he may be asking for a change in position or location. If the situation isn't unbiblical but simply something you're uncomfortable with, ask yourself why you don't want to try what your husband is suggesting. Some sexual behaviors may always be crude, gross, or offensive to you, and he'll need to accept that graciously. But you might be able to explore and experiment playfully with other behaviors. The ap

Vick's Fighting Dogs Get Second Chance At Life
Vick's fighting dogs get second chance at lifeby Dan Simon, CNN KANAB, Utah (CNN) -- Ellen doesn't look like a top-fighting dog. She wags her tail and gives kisses to anyone who greets her. But the deep scars on her face are permanent reminders of her difficult and violent past. Ellen is one of the 47 pit bulls seized from an illegal dog fighting ring on property owned by disgraced NFL quarterback Michael Vick. The dogs were bred to fight to the death. Of course, if trained properly they can be gentle loyal pets. Twenty-two of the pit bulls now reside at sanctuary at the Best Friends Animal Sanctuary in the mountain town of Kanab, Utah. The 25 other dogs have been placed at rehabilitation shelters across the country. All of them are lucky to be alive. The Humane Society of the United States and People for the Ethical Treatment of Animals wanted the dogs euthanized. But rescue operations won their fight to give these animals a second chance at life. "There's a be

Have You Seen These?
Have you seen these photo effects? Ever thought hey I want one of those...well here is your chance! I will make which ever one you want for just $1000 fubucks each! Also my good friend PebblesinAZ is trying for Spotlight and anyone that donates $10000 or more to help her out I will make one for your for free... on top of what she will be doing for the people who help her. She is making TY salutes and pimping out the people who are helping her! So for your photo effects go to: http://fubar.com/images.php?u=1377182&albumid=840540&idx=0 And decide which #effect you want and either fupal the fubucks to me with the number of effect you want and a link to the photo you want me to use or if you want to help PebblesinAZ get her spotlight send her the Fubucks and tell her I sent you and she will let me know to contact you to find out which one you want. ~PebblesinAZ~AKA QueenSlut!~ OwN3d by Domking123~@ fubar This bulletin brought to you by ~*TinkerbellMN84 Member of Downtow

Another One Of My Writings
Her dark hair flowing gently over her shoulders, Her beautiful browns eyes sparkle in the light, Her lips glistening as she smiles at me, Her teeth so beautifully white, She gently caresses my cheek with her soft hands, As she leans in to kiss my awaiting lips, I gently lean in to accept her tasty kiss, As I caringly put my hands on her hips, She whispers to me quietly I love you, As she starts to shiver to my touch, I move closer to her ear and reply, I love you too, so very much, As we lie there in a tight embrace, I feel her body getting warm against my skin, She turns to me and says “I want you’ And I ask where should I begin, She takes my hand and slides into her jeans, Feeling her dampness I try to breathe, She starts to kiss my chest ever so softly, And my alarm rings out damn it was just a dream.

"old" Is When......
A lady goes to the bar on a cruise ship and orders a Scotch with 2 drops of water. As the bartender gives her the drink she says, "I'm on this cruise to celebrate my 80th birthday and it's today." The bartender says, "Well, since it's your birthday, I'll buy you a drink. In fact, this one is on me." As the woman finishes her drink, the woman to her right says, "I would like to buy you a drink, too." The old woman says, "Thank you. Bartender, I want a Scotch with 2 drops of water." "Coming up," says the bartender. As she finishes that drink, the man to her left says, "I would like to buy you one, too" The old woman says, "Thank you. Bartender, I want another Scotch with two drops of water." "Coming right up," the bartender says. As he gives her the drink, he says, "Ma'am, I'm dying of curiosity. Why the Scotch with only 2 drops of water?" The old woman replies, "Sonny, when you're my

The Mortgage Manager
It's not too often that a true win/win deal comes around, so when it does... I want to make sure you know about it. So what's the deal? I thought you'd never ask because this is a one-time opportunity for you to get .... 2 Bonuses Included: Bonus #1: Your choice of floppy disk or CD. Having a mortgage program ($395.00 value) that costs so little and saves you so much.......... Bonus #2: Free mortgage analysis. If you don't have a computer, the service is done for very little cash. If you're wondering just how great this deal is, have a look at what a well known newspaper has said about Mortgage Manager ... The Wall Street Journal writes "A $70,000.00 mortgage at 10.5% annual interest produces savings of $60,000.00 when repaid on a bi-weekly schedule." What would you do with the Mortgage Manager? How About... * No refinancing * No home appraisel * No credit reports * No closing costs * No change of lender * No change to your current mortgage agreement

Something I Wrote
The Distance They say love can stand the test of time, There is nothing that two people cannot over come, A great love will never parish, Distance is an obstacle that is too great for some, Even though our love is only new, And the distance between us is great, There is a feeling inside my heart, A feeling that makes two hearts come together as one, I have no doubt in my mind, And no reason for rear, I know someday soon, My love will be near, I lie awake each night, Thinking of only you, Knowing deep inside, That our love is true, I know we can make this work, And one day be together, For you are my heart, And I will love you forever.

Backtaxes
So I like to goto H & R or Jackson and Hewitt to do my taxes every year, even though it's just a 1040 EZ I get the G.I. Bill for my active service and like to be careful about how that effects my income. I went to H & R Block "tax professionals" last year to do my taxes and apparently they weren't supposed to itemize my G.I. Bill, which she did anyway ..basically the tax professionals screwed up my 1040 EZ tax form. I was in there the other day and I owed 92 in taxes, which isn't bad, when she decided to review last years tax return on file, she went into a dead panic and got her supervisor who told me that they are going to have to file an ammendment to last years taxes on top of this years tax return to the tune of about 260.00 for their mistake, that they will cover the penalties, but I will owe them 53.00 for their services. Honestly folks, if they can't get a 1040 EZ tax form right, would you trust them with your mortgage? Think next year I'll goto Jackson & Hewitt.

About Me...
Hey Everyone... Yesterday and today, most of you saw that my status was sick and doctors... as most of you know, I don't get sick often. I get migraines, but not sick. Well, on Wednesday, I had a siezure on Wednesday. I am scheduled for a CT Scan Friday afternoon and off to see a Neurologist next week. I may not be at the computer much over the next few days. Staring at the monitor hurts my head and I have been sleeping a lot. Please be patient with me if I don't respond to Shouts... send a PM instead please. :) I will keep everyone informed on whats going on. With Love To All... *~AngL~*@ fubar

Political Humor: Hire This Man
This individual seeks an executive position. He will be available in January 2009, and is willing to relocate. RESUME GEORGE W. BUSH 1600 Pennsylvania Avenue Washington, DC 20520 EDUCATION AND EXPERIENCE: Law Enforcement: I was arrested in Kennebunkport, Maine, in 1976 for driving under the influence of alcohol. I pled guilty, paid a fine, and had my driver's license suspended for 30 days. My Texas driving record has been 'lost' and is not available. Military: I joined the Texas Air National Guard and went AWOL. I refused to take a drug test or answer any questions about my drug use. By joining the Texas Air National Guard, I was able to avoid combat duty in Vietnam. College: I graduated from Yale University with a low C average. I was a cheerleader. . PAST WORK EXPERIENCE: I ran for U.S. Congress and lost. I began my career in the oil business in Midland,Texas in 1975. I bought an oil company, but couldn't find any oil in Texas. The company went

Daughty - What About Now
How I *wish* things could be... LOL excuse the Lost clips, I couldn't find a better vid Shadows fill an empty heart As love is fading, From all the things that we are But are not saying. Can we see beyond the scars And make it to the dawn? Change the colors of the sky. And open up to The ways you made me feel alive, The ways I loved you. For all the things that never died, To make it through the night, Love will find you. What about now? What about today? What if you're making me all that I was meant to be? What if our love never went away? What if it's lost behind words we could never find? Baby, before it's too late, What about now? The sun is breaking in your eyes To start a new day. This broken heart can still survive With a touch of your grace. Shadows fade into the light. I am by your side, Where love will find you. What about now? What about today? What if you're making me all that I was meant to be? What if our love, it never we

My Bird, Happy, Has A Hernia Instead Of Being Egg-bound
Thanks to all who helped out w/the mumm. I bit the bullet and took her to the vet. Turns out, if you can believe this, that she is an over sexed bird and all the masterbation has caused a hernia. I shit you not, this is what they told me. She is gonna have surgery on March 3rd and they honestly aren't even sure if she can survive it, but it's better than doing nothing. At this point, she is having trouble breathing and going to the bathroom, so I can't just sit here and do nothing. She's my baby for goodness sakes! Good thoughts and prayers that she makes it thru this. I'm freaked out. They said the degree of her hernia is very severe and we need to do it asap. Gonna try middle of next week to see if I can move her up any in the surgical date. Wish us luck! I'll letcha know how it goes. Love to all! ~H

Avril Lavigne - Fall To Pieces
I looked away Then I look back at you You try to say The things that you can't undo If I had my way I'd never get over you Today's the day I pray that we make it through Make it through the fall Make it through it all [Chorus:] And I don't wanna fall to pieces I just want to sit and stare at you I don't want to talk about it And I don't want a conversation I just want to cry in front of you I don't want to talk about it Cuz I'm in Love With you You're the only one, I'd be with till the end When I come undone You bring me back again Back under the stars Back into your arms [Chorus] Wanna know who you are Wanna know where to start I wanna know what this means Wanna know how you feel Wanna know what is real I wanna know everything, everything [Chorus without last line] [Chorus] I'm in love with you Cuz i'm in love with you I'm in love with you I'm in love with you

Revolution (my Name)
the meaning of my name revolution...revolution its time for a social revolution no not a government take over but a revolution of how we think..its time for us not as a race, not as a gender, not as a generation, but as a people, young, old, black, white, hispanic, middle eastern, asian, european, whatever to come together to open the minds of the ignorant masses so that we can stop the figting on our own soil its time for a fucking change and it will come wether we like it or not

Life
Guess in life from the very moment were born were taught to believe in love ... lil did they tell us that one day u would find it and it would all be ripped away from u because of fear ...i was always taught to forgive the person u love not just anyone u love "the one " u love ... i ran into the one i know is the one for me ...but every lil mistake i do is wrong and it ends up getting me kicked out and while i know i made the mistake but isnt love supposed to conquer all? and i mean how do we know that this isnt one of gods tests to see what we do with the sit. and how can we make the best of it ... to me this person has made mistakes which have led me to have feelings that i just had to try and prove wrong in any other time i wouldnt forget but with him i feel he is my true soul mate and my dumbass can still see it all workin out ...ive never been one to keep the faith as strongly as i am now and have never really seen or felt it the way i do now guess it takes mistakes to see it

Chance To Win A 3 Day Blast
Im accounce that im haven a contest given away a 3 day blast for all MEMBERS who goes to my profile give all 11s on my photos comments all of them adds me as there freinds and family until the the contest ends witch is will be on monday the 11th im sorry that sounds stupid but im just wanting to get more freinds on here and fans got an questions sb me

My Birthday Wishlist
friend equests Rates on profile and pictures Comments on pics n profile blog n stash ratings n comments fubucks gifts from gift shop ticker messages blast happy hour any of the above will be thankfully wecomed ty vm rae xxxxx

Does Getting Reading Glasses Mean That I Am Old?
It took me long enough! Or should I say....it took my cellphone company long enough? I finally changed my sms texting plan to be unlimited for my whole family. Now we can text anyone we want as many times as we want for $35.00 a month! Before I was paying for separate plans and it was limited. Now I don't have to worry about my kids going over by 10,000 texts and it costing $1,000 extra a month, lol! Also, I have finally hit old. Do you know why? I have been having a hard time reading anything with my contacts in because my contacts are for distance and reading as you know, is up close. I had to break down and buy reading glasses today!!! They are cute though. They are pink. I will have to take a picture with me wearing them....maybe naked? lol Kisses Martin! ~ciao baby~

A Tribute To The 80s...
Those who know me know that I have a a certain fascination with the 80s. It's analogous to a car wreck - there you are driving down the road, then "BOOM!!!", a car wreck and you just have to watch. Well, there I was traveling down the road of life, then "BOOM!!!", the 80s. I just had to watch. This is my tribute, so to speak, to that car wreck known as the 1980s. - Remember when the U.S. Hockey Team beat the Soviet Union in the Olympics? Yeah, that was awesome. I don't remember too much of that. I was only 2. - DOWN WITH REAGAN!!! VOTE MONDALE FOR PRESIDENT!!! - Awww, shit! Man, did I back the wrong horse! - The following is a true 4th grade story. "Dude! You hear what happened to Thor?" "No, what happened?" "He got beat up by Sara?" "WHAT??? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!" "She had her Cabbage Patch Doll in her backpack, and hit him in the face with it. You know, the hard plastic part on the doll's face." "OUCH!" "He's got a b

:)
TAG YOUR IT!!! Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. Tag is harder than it use to be :p 2. Good friends can make you smile even on the crappiest of days. 3. Closing your eyes does not make the world disappear. lol 4. Take a little time every day to see the world through the innocent eyes of the very young. 5. Words don't mean as much when you don't follow through with action. 6. There are no do-overs in life.. but who would really want to. 7. Big boobs aren't as fun as you would think. ;) 8. There are very few "have to dos" in this lifetime and sometimes you don't have to do 10 and can just get 8! ok ok :p 9. People are basically the same.. wanting accept

Participation Rules For Fire & Ice
1). Lately, it has come to the attention of management that several members of the FIRE AND ICE family have been derelict in their duties as levelers. 2). We cannot continue to provide the same excellant service in leveling people as we have done in the past without the continued support of ALL our family members. 3). Therefore it is, with the deepest regret, we must enact the following rules: A). All family members will be monitored by the management as to their involvement with FIRE & ICE leveling. B). If, during a period of 2 weeks, we see that you have not participated in any leveling activity you will receive a written warning, by the Head Enforcer, in your Fubar account mail box. C). If, after a week of your first warning, we still do not see any participation by you, you will receive a second warning from the Vice-President of FIRE AND ICE. D). Finally, if after your third warning, we still do not see any participation by you, you will

You Love It... Now Admit It!
There are some things in life that we secretly enjoy. Some things that we either dont talk about with others, or blatantly lie about our dislike of due to shame. Well, it's time to blow the cover off of some of these things. Time to expose our true feelings whether you want me too or not. Here are just a few things that you totally dig, but are too ashamed to admit. - Fast food: I know its so cool to act like McDonalds is evil and that the food is disgusting. Fuck you. You love that shit, you need that shit. How many times have you been on your cell with someone as you were in the drive through and either put them on hold or got off the phone so they didn't know you were just about to order a Big Bacon Classic combo and a Frosty...Biggie Sized? You may have not wanted them to know, but inside, you were proud to stuff your face with a fist full of french fries. - Fights: "Fighting is immature" "I hate fighting"...b-b-b BULLSHIT! There isn't a

Back In Your Head
Build a wall of books between us in our bed repeat, repeat the words i know we both said relax into the need we get so confortable remember when i was so strange and likeable i just want back in your head i just want back in your head I'm not unfaithful but I'll stray When I get a little scared When I get a little scared When I get a little When I jerk away from holding hands with you I know these habits hurt important parts of you remember when how sweet and unexplainable nothing like this person unloveable i just want back in your head i just want back in your head I'm not unfaithful but I'll stray When I get a little scared When I get a little scared When I get a little Run, run, run Run Run, run, run Run i just want back in your head i just want back in your head I'm not unfaithful but I'll stray I'm not unfaithful but I'll stray I'm not unfaithful but I'll stray I'm not unfaithful but I'll stray

Another New Blog
Well, since all the cool people are doing it :P I was putting them in my rants blog... but here is where i'll put songs that hold special meaning to me. Either because they remind me of someone or something in my life... or just that i really love them (which is usually cuz they remind me of someone or something special :P )

Trapped In The Wake Of A Dream
BR>Do I deserve these beatings? Hating me, well then, Cut, cut the noose and let me fall away... I'm, growing weak and tired of you and your little shoving games fucking... pushing me. You pulled the trigger, trapped in, the wake, of your Dream You're all killers. Always fucking pushing me; insulting me; I've overcome; I have found the strength of gods in me. Crushing All unwilling; This is so unstoppable. Hard as nails, hook that holds, reach down and find the strength of many in you. My sanctuary... calling my name, so I run through... to the light, weeping through a cloud. Darkened, by a tainted dream, of me, being pummeled by the tide, crushing, killing me But I can't wake up, trapped in, the wake of a Dream You're all killers. Always fucking pushing me; insulting me; I've overcome; I have found the strength of gods in me. Crushing All unwilling; This is so unstoppable. Hard as nails, hook that holds, reach down and find the

Why Women Cry
Why Women Cry A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?" "Because I'm a woman," she told him. "I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will." Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?" "All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say. The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry. Finally he put in a call to God. When God got on the phone, he asked, "God, why do women cry so easily?" God said "When I made the woman she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort. I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children. I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining. I gave her the sensitivity to

Cradle
"Cradle" Breathe... Push... ...I lost you, you were my god thought what do I do now you were never there for me never there to carry me, 26 years looking back that time is gone it was you I believed in look what you've done to me realize what you've done to Me I can't bleed, I can't bleed, I wanna break for the life that walked away from me I can't see going on in this darkness I'm blind beneath my cradle the bough has broke, I exorcise my loss your lie the punishment It takes time to try to mend the wounds of all the suffering, What do I do now all I'm asking from you please send me a sign to guide me through the times that lie in front of me I'll get by myself Look at me now, a piece of shit like you. Look at me now, you left me so fuck you. Everybody leaves me, everybody's gone. Watch my father leave me, there's nobody left. Feels like I've never been loved. Everybody leaves me, never gave a shit about me. Everybody's gone, I'll rot in my head al

My Crazy After School Escapade
Who wants to hear the crazy after school escapade this time?!? Well you dont get a choice...lol So in digital imaging class yesterday it started to storm out. So I offered a ride home to Scotty and Syzmon, and part way to Megan. I figured I may as well since I would be sitting in traffic with a bunch of lunatic drivers who are scared of a storm anyway. Wow what a trip this ride turned out to be...lol So we left the school and were on the road at like 5:15 approx. We started down finch and it was slow going and we were all just talking about school and stuff, being smart asses. As usual...lol Then we started noticing how long we had been in the car and we were going no where. Like literally NO WHERE! We didnt want to get off of Finch though, cuz we had no clue how to get to our destination any other way. So as we drove and made stupid jokes the traffic kept getting slower still, if that was possible. Megan and I were laughing so hard we were almost peeing our pants and Sc

Trapped In The Wake Of A Dream
Trapped In The Wake Of A Dream" Do I deserve these beatings? Hating me, well then, Cut, cut the noose and let me fall away... I'm, growing weak and tired of you and your little shoving games fucking... pushing me. You pulled the trigger, trapped in, the wake, of your Dream You're all killers. Always fucking pushing me; insulting me; I've overcome; I have found the strength of gods in me. Crushing All unwilling; This is so unstoppable. Hard as nails, hook that holds, reach down and find the strength of many in you. My sanctuary... calling my name, so I run through... to the light, weeping through a cloud. Darkened, by a tainted dream, of me, being pummeled by the tide, crushing, killing me But I can't wake up, trapped in, the wake of a Dream You're all killers. Always fucking pushing me; insulting me; I've overcome; I have found the strength of gods in me. Crushing All unwilling; This is so unstoppable. Hard as nails, hook that

02-07-08 (substance)
Feburary 07, 2008 (it says:Hello, I'm drunk-lol) Happy Day to you my friend, I hope this finds you in whatever frame of mind that makes you the happiest. Heck after yesterdays 'quiet' blog ... I just hope it -well- FINDS YOU! (low turn out/response) *shakes head* Without sounding too hypocritical ... Being I've lived the last couple years kind of - sort of: (Straight edged) With the exception of a very few times That I've had

Heart Broken
so i havent seen my nephew or neices in along time and it feels like a death sentence i miss the baby being mean to me and my nephew trackling me and my older neice being her sassy self i just want to hug them again and see their faces i miss them soo much but my parents are mad at her so i dont want to be in the middle so i guess ill just try to take a big breathe and just wait untill i get to see them again

Missing Fubar
Still no internet. This is driving me crazy. I will do my best to get some as soon as possible. I think my sister's fiancee is going crazy everytime I ask to use their computer. I miss you all and don't want anyone to think I am avoiding them or this site. I would log in daily if I could just like I use to. I apologize to everyone for my not being around but it you know me to speak to me you know I am going through some big difficulties right now. I am working on getting internet at home so I can be back on regularly. I miss you all and hope to catch up with you all soon. Take care.

Points
this was a post from Molly in club far-- I GOT IT FROM SEXY BLUE EYES > > FuBar Pts. Break Down > > WHEN YOU DO THE FOLLOWING YOU GET > > 3 pts for rating a profile > > 2 pts for leaving profile comment > > 1 pt. for rating a photo > > 1 pt. for photo comment > > 1 pt. for stash rating > > 1 pt. for stash comment > > 0 pts for fanning someone > > > > THE PERSON YOUR HELPING OUT GETS > > 11 pts for you fanning them > > 6 pts for you rating there profile > > 6 pts for photo rating > > 6 pts for photo comment > > 6 pts for stash rating > > 6 pts for stash comment > > 5 pts for page comment > > > > Please keep in mind all pts are doubled for you and them during Happy Hour. > > > > As you can see when trying to level someone it pays to fan them. > > > > Stash and pic rates and comments may be worth the same but I personally find it alot easier to rate stash then pics. > > > > Also for those of you that may not have realized as you can see its also helping you out w

Argggggggg
THE PLACE WHERE I NEED TO BE.............. THE PLACE WHERE I NEED TO BE IS IN MY BED UNDER MY COVER HELD OVER MY HEAD..... TO LET MY THOUGHT DISAPPEAR...TO HER SILENTS,,UNDERNEATH THE BLANKETS...TO STOP HEARING THE SCREAMINGS AND THOUGHT ROUND ME...TO HERE COMPLETE SILENCE..TO LET MY MIND REST TO BE AT PEACE.... THE PLACE WHERE I NEEED TO BE IS TO HAVE SOMEONE BESIDE ME TO HOLD ME ..TO HELP ME LISTEN TO MY OWN THOUGHTS AND FEELING THAT RUN THRU MY OWN MIND TO HELP MY MIND TO STOP RACEN.. JUST TO HAVE SILENT SO I CAN REST AND BE AT PEACE SILENTS ...IS WHERE I NEED TO BE.........

Hardly In Control
It hides behind his cool demeanor, And his sadness does not surface Above his gentle smile Or bright green eyes, But it lingers in in tone, It appears in his words, As his lips move to thwart The words that have reached his ears. How can one so young know That his words cut like a knife To make a father realize He has done his son so wrong? It cannot be, no matter how hard He tried to be a good father, He failed. The feeling of emptiness is worse Than having himself rejected By another human, This rejection comes from his own child. The one that loves unconditionally, And he sits in amazement, Tears in his eyes, Drowning his own sorrows With pity flavored tears. He sits in the darkness, He reaches for a pen. Can the words help heal-- No. Can they fill the void, The emptiness in his chest, The rift in his soul. Echoing darkness surround him As he drifts off to sleep one last time, Knowing that tomorrow doesn't matter-- Not anymore. Yes, today he realize

Tag Your It
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1.I am 4 months older than my brother 2.I have a steel plate in my right leg from a car accident 3.I was a volunteer fire fighter for 10 yrs 4.I have lived in England 5. I have had several broken bones 6. I have worked for the King and the Clown 7. I havent had sex in almost a year..UGH! 8. I have no kids 9. I have never been married 10. I cant sleep without the tv on at night ( gotta have some noice to help me sleep) I tag Lilhottie1968, Impala, Squirrel, Lady Kate, and Susan

Loss
Ive lost someone. Someone I hoped that it could go farther with. Sure Las Vegas is far away from me but, I was planning to come out there, but now there doesnt seem to be a point to that idea anymore. Sure, Im happy that she has someone now, but why not still talk to me. I thought I had found someone beyond just...well...whatever i guess. Goodbye, Ill cherish the memory of the conversations we had. I really hope your truly happy at least for the moment,but my hearts hurt by this abrupt desertion...

Me.
i'm just doing this to kill sometime so whatever i say shouldnt mean anything to you sick fucks. i am abbey i have hazel honey brown eyes that change constantly dont look too close, you'll see my soul. and inside that soul is a heart beating like a serial killer on your bathroom door. OPEN UP!!!! hah.

Alone
she lies alone. The quiet is all too deafening. It's all there is. To one side of hers the phone. Talk. To the other. The computer, chat. Neither is comforting. "It doesn't matter" she thinks. Nothing matters. Nothing ever will. Near her, all around her, is the faint scent of despair. she looks for something to hold onto. There’s nothing. Nothing. Nothing except the silence, the quiet. "I should get up." she thinks. "What’s the point?" is what follows. Her hands tremble. she wants to cry, but she can't. It's almost as if she's immune to the situation. "Stiff upper lip," she thinks "Stiff upper lip" It doesn't help Nothing seems to help. she searches for something more to hold onto. Anything. All she finds are her thoughts. They're no help. All they seem to do is make her sad. shes all alone

Let Go Of The Past
My child, Give up! Give up those hurts of the past. It's time to move on. satan loves to have you live in the past because that renders you ineffective to live in the present-in the now. Tell Me, child. What is it that has happened to you? Who hurt you? What mistakes have you made that you regret? Did what happen to you change the fact that Jesus loves you, and He died on the cross for you so you could live in heaven with Him for all eternity? Can anything or anyone ever change that fact? You know that nothing can ever nullify what Jesus did for you on the cross. If that's true, and it is, then nothing else matters, does it? There is nothing that can happen to you, nothing anyone can do to you that can ever change the fact that My Son, Jesus, loves you and died on the cross for you so you gain heaven for all eternity. No one can ever take that away from you. No One! Hold on to that thought. Put things in their proper perspective. When you do that, you'll see that being l

My Sex Song:
Your song is: Unchained Melody by the Righteous Brothers You need the timeless elegance of love-making through the ages. Whether in the back of your car at the city lookout, or settling into a little midnight nookie, this song will remind you of love's endless impression on time. Some lyrics- Oh, my love, my darling, I've hungered for your touch a long, lonely time, Time goes by so slowly and time can do so much. Are you still mine? I need your love, I need your love, God speed your love to me. Lonely rivers flow to the sea, to the sea To the open arms of the sea Lonely rivers sigh, "Wait for me, wait for me"... more at- http://www.lyricsdepot.com/righteous-brothers/unchained-melody.html

Photobucket.com
1)Answer the questions below2) Take each answer and type it into Photobucket (www.photobucket.com)3) Take any picture from the first page of results and post. (click on the picture and copy the HTML code) Don't explain, it's funnier that way! 1. The age you will be on your next birthday: 2. A place you’d like to travel: 3. Your favorite place: 4. Your favorite object: 5. Your favorite food: 6. Your favorite animal: 7. Your favorite color: 8. The town in which you were born: 9. The town in which you live:

... About Fubar Rates.
I know a lot of you have opinions on rating pics, and that the tradition is that a picture either gets a rating of "10" or doesn't get rated at all. However, if that is so, then why have numbers 1-9 available for ratings? Wouldn't it simply be easier to have a "thumbs up" or "thumbs down" rating system? Frankly, I think that if a particular picture is rated at less than "10" then the person who did the rating is well within his or her right to rate it as such. That said, it doesn't necessarily mean that the person being rated is unattractive, or even unattractive to the person doing the rating. It may well be that the photo is simply not 10-worthy, and for reasons other than the person IN the photo. I, personally, tend to see the tradition of "rate it a 10 or don't rate it" as, somehow, Political Correctness run amok in the world of Fubar. At any rate, I say, "be nice, but be truthful, also." Enjoy the day!

Just Letting Ya'll Know...
Hey Ya'll... Just wanted to let eveyone know why I have been away for awhile... For starters my internet was out for about a week, then about the time it got back up and running the flu set in and had me down for awhile, then I broke up a dog fight and got caught in the middle and now have a shredded left forearm... To say the least, this year has been very damn interesting so far... I know I sure have missed you guys and gals terribly and can't wait to be able to use both hands again, but had to finally let ya'll know what's going on.... If you by chance have my number(s) feel free to give me a call, as it will probably be a few before I am back on again.... But please still show me the love here as you always have... Huggs and Kisses and much Love to all ~ Sadie Grace ~

Do You Use Facebook? Read This If You Do
Remember the Facebook News Feed privacy uproar? What about the Beacon scandal from late last year? Privacy activists are rallying around yet another major issue at Facebook, in which the company is secretly sharing user data with third parties. Researchers from the University of Virginia recently announced that in a study of the top 150 Facebook applications, more than 90% were given access to information that was not needed to function correctly. That Scrabble or Superpoke application you really like? Its developers get access to your religion, sexuality and home town. Facebook's position was summed up by Georgetown Law Professor Dan Solove, 'They seem to be going on the assumption that if someone uses Facebook, they really have no privacy concerns.' Do Facebook users deserve privacy?

Check My Other Blogs Out
Check out my MySpace http://www.myspace.com/kalhalabus Check out some of my writings at http://worldofkalhala.blogspot.com/ Give me a Hi5 at http://www.hi5.com/friend/9418195--Robert--Profile-html Find also at http://en.netlog.com/Kalhala Or watch me on Blogtv at http://www.blogtv.com/People/kalhala

Pissed Off
All I have to say about amndad, caleb, and elizabeth is FUCK YOU!!!! I'm sick and fucking tired of being nice to you when all you guys do is fucking use me. well FUCK YOU. I'm done with your fucking bullshit!Amanda- You think you're better than everyone else just because you're a fucking lesbain and that you're from louisiana. I'm from Chalmette, Louisiana i know how fucking fun it can be. And just because you're a lesbain doesn't mean you can treat people like shit. Let me say this..YOU'RE NOT THE ONLY FUCKING LESBAIN IN THE WORLD OR THE ONLY ONE I KNOW! Caleb- quit being amanda's fucking lacky! you are your own fucking person. ACT LIKE IT! and try being nice for a change to people, maybe they wouldn't think you're gay!Elizabeth- YOU ARE A NO GOOD BULIMIC FUCKING BITCH!!!!!!!!! I'M FUCKING TIRED OF BEING YOUR FRIEND WHEN YOU WANT ME TO. SO I FUCKING HOPE DAVID CHEATS ON YOU OR GIVES YOU FUCKING STD'Sok i'm done bitching

A Lil Break
So just moved into my new apartment.... sorry i havent been online much but until i get things into its place i just dont feel like i can rest... things are crazy with my mother intown also...and my kid...i missed him but wowzers hes gotten louder.... but yeah dont have alot of time to sit here just wanted to take a quick break and maybe put up an update for those who care.... i will t2yl

Expository Writing ~ Hypocrisy Abounds
Hypocrisy Abounds The recent years of my life have been a quest for knowledge and spirituality. During that time, I noticed a common trait among the religious people I encountered. My observations are centered on Christians, of course, because that is the dominant religion in America; therefore, it is the religion that I have had the most experience with. In most cases, I found that the very principles that Christians preach to others, they do not adhere to themselves; such as, to not judge and/or condemn others, to love ones’ neighbor and enemies, to not alter ones’ body, and last, but certainly not least, the Ten Commandments. First, and probably the most common precept broken, is to not judge and/or condemn others. I have witnessed this being disregarded so often; it is nearly a daily occurrence. The Bible clearly states in the books of Matthew (7:1) and Luke (6:37), “Judge not, and ye will not be judged. Condemn not, and ye will not be condemned.” Then, why is it tha

Troubleina Is Up For Auction
Troubleina is up for Auction. Click on the pic below to check her out and bid on her!!! What she is offering: 1 - Rate all pics during HH within the month 2 - Fu-Owned added to my name for 1 month 3 - Rate a friend of your choice during HH for 1 week 4 - Daily Profile comments 5 - 1 SFW & 1 NSFW Salute 6 - Permanent add to Family 7 - Added to Yahoo Messenger 8 - Daily gifts & shitfaced every day for 1 month 9 - Personal phone call/a>

Wicked Rage Addie Claire Morgan
Wicked Rage Addie Claire Morgan Wicked rage lies in wait at the pit of my soul, Boiling, festering, screaming from within. Freedom denied fuels the twisted storm, Until the gleaming outer shell becomes thin. Decades were spent repairing pinholes, Plastering goodness over the pain. Writhing moments burst spheres of anger, Which threaten to expose the insane. Passionate obsessions manipulate my mind, Tranquilizing the incessant chatter. Questions unleashed occupy the space, Where answers wound and shatter. Conscience empowered by inherent beliefs, Unveil the benevolence to survive. Reaching beyond earthbound majesty, Celestial compassions revive.

Surprise
Well guys and gals, friends and fans...The Momma Rox has a surprise for ya...... Momma is moving to Indiana...lol...I leave out tomorrow so if I'm not on for a while its ok...lol I be back on as soon as I can, now i want y'all to know I love ya and that it may be a while but I'll be checking in and I'll know who's been naughty and nice...and who gonna get their heads taken off. Now y'all take care of each other. Master4slave you are to watch over daddy Tyger and Mz. Maggie okies? Ruth I know you'll take care of anything important just like Queen B will. Geepers I'm gonna miss y'all while I'm gone.

Stop The Madness
My daughter and I went to the doctor yesterday after I got out of the hostial. Oh let me tell you, I have seizure. Grandmall seizure, and I happen to have one at work, again. I know it was coming and I couldn't stop it, 5 in the row and I'm writing this blog, I'm at home and if I don't write I will forget. Its bad enough now tring to remember what happen. I hate this things. I wihs I didn't have them and I want it to stop, I think I'm dying and I'm so scared. Not for me, but for my childrenn. I just want a pill to make it stop.... Anyway, I took my daughter to the doc, the test was neg again, now she doesn't know what to think. I try to explain to her that maybe your not pg, but she want it so bad, now her boyfried is acting all funny. I happy its happen now, so when the real thing happy let see how he really act. well, I'm am still to weak to go, my body hurt, I just want this pain to go away, got get my children home from work, I know I'm not surport to be driving, but if I don

*facts.about.men*
*Facts.about.men* 1. Men like to barbecue. Men will cook if danger is involved. 2. Men who have pierced ears are better prepared for marriage.They've experienced pain and bought jewelry. 3. Marrying a divorced man is ecologically responsible. In a world where there are more women than men, it pays to recycle. 4. Men are very confident people. My husband is so confident that when he watches sports on television, he thinks that if he concentrates he can help his team. If the team is in trouble, he coaches the players from our living room, and if they're really introuble, I have to get off the phone in case they call him. 5. Men like phones with lots of buttons.It makes them feel important. 6. Men love to be the first to read the newspaper in the morning. Not being the first is upsetting to their psyches. 7. All men are afraid of eyelash curlers. I sleep with one under my pillow, instead of a gun. 8. A good place to meet a man is at the dry cleaner. These men usua

Dirty Joke: What Starts With An F And Wnds With A K???
A first-grade teacher, Ms. Brooks, was having trouble with one of her students. The teacher asked, "Harry, what's your problem?" Harry answered, "I'm too smart for the 1st grade. My sister is in the 3rd grade and I'm smarter than she is! I think I should be in the 3rd grade too!" Ms. Brooks had had enough. She took Harry to the principal's office. While Harry waited in the outer office, the teacher explained to the principal what the situation was. The principal told Ms. Brooks he would give the boy a test. If he failed to answer any of his questions he was to go back to the 1st grade and behave. She agreed. Harry was brought in and the conditions were explained to him and he agreed to take the test. Principal: "What is 3 x 3?" Harry: "9." Principal: "What is 6 x 6?" Harry: "36." And so it went with every question the principal thought a 3rd grader should know. The principal looks at Ms. Brooks and tells her, "I think Harry can go to the 3rd gr

Dirty Joke: Dumbass Hippie
A hippie gets onto a bus and sits next to a nun in the front seat. The hippie looks over and asks the nun if she would have sex with him. The nun, surprised by the question, politely declines and gets off at the next stop. When the bus starts again, the bus driver says to the hippie, "If you want, I can tell you how you can get that nun to have sex with you." The hippie of course says that he'd love to know, so the bus driver tells him that every Tuesday evening at midnight the nun goes to the cemetery to pray to the lord. "If you went dressed in robes and some glowing powder," says the bus driver, "You could tell her you were God and command her to have sex with you." The hippie decides to try this out. That Tuesday, he goes to the cemetery and waits for the nun. Right on schedule, the nun shows up. While she's in the middle of praying, the hippie walks out from hiding, in robes and glowing with a mask of god. "I am God, I have heard your prayers and I will answer them but

Dirty Joke
A man was having problems with premature ejaculation. This was affecting marital relations with his wife so he decided to go to the doctor. He asked the doctor what could he do to cure his problem. In response the doctor said, "When you feel the urge to ejaculate, try startling yourself". One the way home the man went to a sports store and bought himself a starter pistol. All excited to try out this suggestion he runs home to his wife. When he gets home he is surprised and delighted to find his wife in bed, already naked. He's so horney and keen to try out his new 'system' that he doesn't think twice and leaps on board. After a few minutes 'slap and tickle', they find themselves in the '69' position. Sure enough, only moments later the man feels the sudden urge to come. Following doctor's orders, he grabs the starter pistol off the bedside table and fires it. The next day, the man went back to the doctor. The doctor asked, "How did it go?" The man answered, "Just great,

A Life In The Day
A new customer I had about an hour ago told me I was awesome. This gentleman was apparently impressed that not only didn’t he have to provide proof of residence like a utility bill as well as a bank statement to prove he DID have a checking account but also that I’m a pretty nice guy. We actually had a conversation while I was processing his loan and getting everything ready for him; it really made my day when he said I was awesome, and I told him so. I’ve heard quite a few people come from other payday loan establishments (there’s twelve here in Minot) and say they prefer coming here. I like to think I do a better job of being personable because my boss just a better job of not treating me or anybody else as cogs in a wheel. It works great! Last night was probably the first complete Ash Wednesday service I’ve ever been to. At least, it’s the first one I remember being at during the imposition of ashes, the part of the service where the pastor places ashes in the shape of a cr

It's Not Looking Good Right Now...
My sister told me that isn't not looking good and if something doesn't happen soon Kylie may end up confined to a wheelchair and have serious learning disabilities. They had to give her a loading dose (or emergency medication) again this morning. I asked her what medications they had her on now and I can't remember them all because I got distracted by the fact that they are still giving her Phenobarbital which scares me because the doctor was not wanting to give her that long term because of it's side effects. But as my sister pointed out the side effects of the seizures in the long run is even worse and despite her still having seizures and having to be loaded it had worked the best so far. She's also on Lamictal and two others I can't remember right now. I am so worried, I wish I could be up there I was going to go up Sunday but since I thought they'd be coming home I gave the money I was going to use for gas to go up there to my brother-in-law to give to my sister. Now they're still

Tag You're It
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I'm deaf in my right ear. 2. I'm an American living in Canada. 3. I'm violently allergic to pineapple. 4. I have never gone to the same school for more than 2 years. 5. I am a control freak. 6. I have a thing for chicks in glasses. 7. I hate filling these things out!!!!! 8. I was given a 30% chance of survival when I was born. 9. I hate feet. 10. I love to read. I tag Wycked Wytch, Slave Cherie, Blondie, Sweet DD and ETNDom

A Visit To The Office
I come into your office, and walk up to your desk. You’re surrounded by your coworkers, but we only have eyes for each other. I stand beside you, leaning over your desk like we are going over something together. Your hand is on the back of my calf. I glance up, and see no one is paying attention. I lean down further, and run my hand along your velvety thigh. Your skirt moves higher as my hand gets closer on every stroke. My fingers slide across the top of your hose; you’re wearing garters! Yummy! Our eyes meet; I feel you shiver under my touch. My fingers slide under your skirt, brushing against your panties, unhindered by pantyhose. I feel your heat. You grasp my calf, instead of crying out, as I rub your clit through your panties. I move them aside and slide my finger inside your wet, hot pussy. DEEP! You cough to cover your gasp. You had no idea I’d do this. Your coworkers are still in the room! I kneel on one knee, to get closer to you. Your bre

Dirty Joke
Little Johnny sees his mother walk out of the shower and sees her vagina. He asks her what it is and she embarassed replies, "Oh, that's mommy's black sponge." A few days later, Johnny spills a glass of milk on the floor and says, "Mommy, I need your black sponge to mop up the milk!" She replies, "I lost it, honey." A couple of days later, he comes running up to her and says, "Mommy, I found your black sponge!" Mystified, she says, "Where, honey?" Little Johnny says, "It's over at Mrs. Johnson's house, and Daddy's washing his face in it!"

Sts-122 Atlantis Launches!
STS-122 Atlantis Launches!! Feb. 7, 3:00 p.m. EST 2:20 p.m. - The Mission Management Team is being polled for launch and everyone has reported they are "go" for launch today. The MMT, as it is known, reports that the space shuttle Atlantis is ready for the mission. 2:35 p.m. – At T-9 minutes and holding . . . Weather is green and all remains on schedule for a 2:45 p.m. liftoff. 2:36 p.m. – T-9 minutes and counting . . . The countdown has resumed for the launch of space shuttle Atlantis on the STS-122 mission. The last minutes of the countdown will see the orbiter access arm retracted to the tower, the “beanie cap” withdrawn from the top of the external tank and, of course, the launch itself. The liftoff is on schedule for the planned 2:45 p.m. launch time and weather is not expected to be an issue. Atlantis will be aiming for a precise corridor in space so it can catch the International Space Station on Saturday. 2:38 p

Dirty Poem
Abracadabra here comes my cock it's long and it's strong and it's hard as a rock he, is a monster he has one eye he wears a helmet and likes eating pie his name is Big Willy, but you call him Dick he wears a jumpsuit so he won't get sick he pokes into pussy and plays in the dirt when he gets excited he lets out a squirt he carries a sack holding his jewels lick on them softly and Big Willy drools he pumps like a piston and loves to get wet but when I am lonely my hands all he gets ... damnit!

God Better Wear A Cup.....
Hi everyone! Its been a long time since my last blog but I’ve been in hospital for the past few days for yet more tests and scans. The news isn’t good. The cancer in my left kidney has grown and has also spread to my right kidney now. This, coupled with the mass in my liver, means I now have to go to hospital once a week for dialysis. I’ll be honest, I haven’t been feeling good for the past week or so - at least I know the reason now. The mass in my lung has grown slightly and there’s signs that its going to cross over to the other pretty soon which not only sucks but blows as well. Ironic really…… Again, I apologise if my obviously odd sense of humour wierds anyone out. I know how strange it must be for people to read this and notice that I’m joking around about whats happening to me but I came to terms with the whole situation a long time ago, I accepted the fact that there’s not a whole lot that can be done. So I generally stick my middle finger up at God and t

Black Apple In My Eye
Black Apple In My Eye Shea Bil'e The black apple in its eye was quite uninviting; Negative starlet vision amongst a colorless mass. The nagging informal euthanasia, A razorblade reminder of familiar circumstance. It was the death certificate rejection letter known all too well. Although black holes make whole what's dissonant, Animal cadavers will walk of their own accord. And reality mocks as if it had a crooked smile; A back to turn, A hand to hold a knife. Anguish is given human faces, To consider otherwise admits insignificance. (Insubstantial are forgotten phrases carved into a vacant mind.) All inspired by the vision of the sickly thing on the reflective surface. Its right-side window to the soul smashed like my own. Despite the man-made parallels being tainted with casual folly, I held the creature close, As if it ensured my next heartbeat.

Extra Extra Read All About It! Hahaha
AND SO IT SHALL BE... I HAVE GONE AND FULOPED! No Fu Hubby this or Fu Wifey that. Instead Kingslut and I have decided to run away together. No, I'm not preggo or at risk of losing my citizenship! I just wanted him to know that I care for him bunches and it's been my style to mock some of the cheese on this site even though I consider myself a super cheesy kind of girl. So, from this day forward ...until he and I are bored with it (haha) I will be: PebblesinAZ AKA Queenslut! ~PebblesinAZ~AKA QueenSlut!~ OwN3d by Domking123~@ fubar and he will be : Kingslut AKA BamBaminOH KiNgSlUt~BaMbAmInOh@ fubar Gotta love it! OH!!! And, as I am saving for the spotlight ...I have registered at FUPAL!

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Tag Your It.....
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I've never ever broken a bone... 2. I have this pet peeve about children not having their shirts tucked in during the winter... 3. I hate when people walk down the wrong side of the mall.. 4. Got married and started smoking when i was 20 years old...Got divorced and quit smoking 11 years later... 5. I never close the door when in the bathroom or in bedroom, if at all possible...I dont like closed doors.. 6. Clowns scare me bigtime... 7. I love the sun, but am alergic (its a photo allergy)... 8. My first car was a Monte Carlo 1976...it was huge...I paid 1000 bux cash for it..used 9. I used to dye my hair blonde for 1

Newest Cowboys Lounge
Introducing ~*COWBOYS Lounge*~!!! Lounge for Dallas Cowboys Fans... This will NOT be a seasonal lounge!!! It will be open all year long. (Not just open during football season!!!) All football fans are welcomed to come visit tho!!! lol *CLICK LOGO BELOW to ENTER COWBOYS Lounge* ~MUSIC PROVIDED BY PIMPIN RADIO~ (repost of original by 'DJ KëvDög {LaUrEn's Man} *PIMPIN Radio*' on '2008-02-07 10:52:50')

Why??????????
Have you ever stopped to think about this??? 1.) You have to have a license to hunt.. 2.) You have to have a license to drive 3.) A license to fly a plane 4.) You even have to have a license to sell alcohol But one of the most IMPORTANT thing in a person's life you don’t have to have a license or even schooling to HAVE A CHILD!!! I am sooo tired of seeing these dead beat bitches and dead beat fathers having kids and not taking care of them or better yet taking crapy care of their child (ren) why make your kids suffer its funny how these same people get to live off the system and sit on their butts all day but someone who tries to give their child (ren) a good life cant get crap for help. I may not be the best parent because I know im far from perfect, but it seems like more and more these days’ stupid people are having kids and not taking care of them.. Everyone wants to point a finger and say oh how sad your kids dad isn’t around but ill have you know this much B

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DONT YOU WANT A HAPPY HOUR! WELL IF YOU DO NOW IS YOUR CHANCE! HAPPY HOUR GIVEAWAY! FIRST PERSON TO GET TO 50,000 COMMENTS GETS A HAPPY HOUR! THIS IS A GIVEAWAY NOT A BOMBING CONTEST, SO THERE WILL BE NO TIME LIMIT. OF COURSE I DONT WANT IT TO LAST A YEAR SO SERIOUS ENTRIES WANTED! IF AN ENTRY SHOWS LACK OF ENTHUSIASM, THAT PERSON WILL BE REMOVED FROM GIVEAWAY AT MY DISCRETION. ONCE THE FIRST PERSON REACHES 50,000, THERE WILL BE A SECOND GIVEAWAY OF A 3 MONTH VIP FOR 30,000 COMMENTS. THATS TWO GREAT PRIZES! ANYONE INTERESTED CAN DROP ME AN EMAIL WITH THE LINK OF THE PIC YOU WANT TO USE. RATES WILL COUNT AS 5 COMMENTS...NO DRAMA ALLOWED...BOMBING SELF IS REQUIRED, AND PLEASE LET YOUR FRIENDS KNOW TOO! NO BLASTING PROGRAMS ARE TO BE USED SO IF YOURE THINKING ABOUT IT, DONT..:) IF YOURE INTERESTED SEND ME AN EMAIL

Tag! You're It!
The rules are: Once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 10 people to be tagged, list their names, and why you chose them to be tagged. Don't forget to leave a comment thats says "You are tagged" on their profile and to read your latest blog. Have fun! 10 Weird or Random Facts about Bill: 1. I love to teach, whether it be fighting, cordial making, cooking, anything. I love to pass on what I know. 2. I also love to cook and BBQ. 3. I am a rabid pro wrestling fan (and yes, I know it's fake, boys and girls). 4. At one time, I wanted to be a marine biologist so I could study sharks. 5. I also wanted to be a professional musician. 6. I used to be an avid hunter, until I moved to Delaware. No place to hunt. 7. I have a bad habit of killing my cars. The most devestating was killing my 76 Dodge Dart with a slant 6 engine (and they said it couldn't be done). 8. Both my pa

We Call This A Fail.
ROFLMAO! I've reached a new level of awesome. Someone making a profile just to rate me a 1. Cute! · BellorinnaHater rated your photo a '1'! · BellorinnaHater rated you a '1'! · BellorinnaHater just checked you out! Ladies and Gentlemen, we call that an epic fail. http://fubar.com/user/1579604

I Got Freakin' Tagged
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1) I was born at the very end of the "Baby Boomer" generation and identify more with people of that generation than the "Gen X-ers". 2) I lost two fingertips, seven years ago (Middle and Ring finger, on the right hand) 3) I was raised a Traditional Catholic and still adhere to some of the rites of that faith although I am faaaaaaaaaaar from Catholic in my beliefs, anymore. 4) I shave more than just my head and my face 5) I have a touch of O.C.D. regarding odd numbers 6) I speak three foreign languages with a more than passible degree of fluency. 7) I'm anal-retentive (pedantic) about spelling and grammar.

Darn..
SexyMan88: You know some of your pictures, look like you are ready to receive the money shot. ->SexyMan88: that it is SexyMan88: So be it. ->SexyMan88: d00d ur adding on SexyMan88: You're going to blog it? Geez, I thought I was a dork. You are King Dork. ->SexyMan88: I'm gonna blog this funny shit ->SexyMan88: yeah ok SexyMan88: You would be careful... But I wouldn't. ->SexyMan88: that's why I have 3 not 1 SexyMan88: And it isn't even really you personally... Just all people with pierced tongues ->SexyMan88: I'd be careful what you say ->SexyMan88: thnx SexyMan88: You look like an idiot.

New Shit
Well that time as come again and well all know that I have been through hell and well I am not being handed anything that God dose'nt think I can't handle. Yet I am still gonna rant about a few things that tend to set my temper off. So here goes! 1. People that for some reason think that talking out your problems is best and always helps... my response to that is as follows.. First off if I want you to know I will tell you! Second off it may be benificial in some cases but not all, I for one feel that talking about it is not getting shit taken care of when the matter requires action and not jaw jackin! Third off if I want your oponion I will make sure to ask you, yet you must be special enough for me to confide in, in the first place. 2. Users! Yeah I am calling all you out! Ever think that someone was put on this earth to cater to you? How about when they have nothing left to offer you, you decide that you need to find someone that he just that little bit more? Lets not forg

Sts-122 Atlantis 2:00 P.m. Update
STS-122 Atlantis 1:00 p.m. Update Image Above: Space shuttle Atlantis stands on Launch Pad 39A at NASA's Kennedy Space Center in Florida. Photo credit: NASA/George Shelton Feb. 7, 2:00 p.m. EST 1:25 p.m. – The countdown is nearing a built-in hold at the T-20 minute point. The hold will expire in 10 minutes. There are no technical problems reported and the current weather at NASA’s Kennedy Space Center remains go for launch. 1:30 p.m. – T-20 minutes and holding. No technical issues and weather remains go. 1:40 p.m. – The countdown to the launch of STS-122 has resumed after a planned hold. The clock will run down to the T-9 minute point and hold for another planned pause. Launch remains on schedule for 2:45 p.m. on a mission to carry the European-built Columbus laboratory to the International Space Station. 1:51 p.m. - The countdown has entered its final planned hold at the T-9 minute mark. During this final hold, the Mission Management Team will

What To Do?
OK I have been single for about a year now and I am happy. I have been on a few dates in the last six months and I don't think I am bad looking. I treat a women how a women should be treated and never cross the line. I am not looking for a super model at all just someone I can get along and have fun with. We have fun on our dates go good but at the end they say had a nice time and I am sweet. But that they are looking for a man that is ruff. So my question is this, Do women women want a " BAD BOY"

I Love Life.......
I love my life most of the time,i have wonderful children and hanging with my friends is the best..I work hard,I am a Home Health Aid and it can be a very hard job at times,Stress levels in my house i try to keep to a min. but doesn't always turn out that way. My life other than that is the best life a girl could ask for!!!

Tag, You're It!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. This is my first blog here ever, lol 2. I got kicked out of Canada. 3. I can drink coffee fixed any way and enjoy it. 4. I was raised in an S.D.A. school until I was kicked out in my sophmore year. 5. Spelling is and has always been a weak point for me. Maybe it's beause I'm slightly lysdexic. 6. I love to cook for others but will rarely do it for just myself. 7. I lived in 6 different states by the time I was 12 and I do not have military parents. 8. My worst habit is procrastinating. 9. I have horrible handwriting. 10. I love to read. I Tag WCT, Rudes Slave Cherie, Satyr, Bill, Draconis

Mumm Being Removed By Fubar.
I posted a Mumm that had the Battle Hymn of the Republic that was done on a website. here is what FUBAR says. "A mum you have posted has been removed by the 'fubar' admins. This mum was removed because it was either offensive or NSFW (Not Safe For Work) in nature. Please read the Terms Of Service. NSFW CONTENT IS NOT ALLOWED in the public areas of 'fubar'. This mum removal has been recorded and your account will be deleted if it happens again." My response: "ok , soo you must think that the Battle Hymn of the Republic was offensive. I now see why people are leaving this site. It also shows that you don't even look at what is posted." Some of the comments were interesting. The biggest issue was not what was there but that I posted it in a mumm not a stash. I would like to say to those of you that seem to not have a life. I'm very very sorry! Please have a great day! :-)

Love ??????????
Why is it that every time I turn around I find that some female I care about is actualy treating me like a walking dildo? I keep running into this, I keep getting used and treated like shit by women when I've cared about them, tried to make them smile, tried to make them happy, done every thing to heal their pain, kissed away their tears, and driven off their fears. If a woman were to do that for a guy she would have his heart, mind, and damn near his soul! And still so many of you wonder why I say "Women are evil." so many wonder why I'm so aggressive so many wonder why I find it hard to realy trust Fuck If I'm wrong girl, you had better let me know REAL quick Because the door is looking REAL good about now, and if I go out it I'll NEVER look back

Blue Jeans
SO THIS GIRL RIGHT HERE, IS A SEMI-NEW FRIEND THAT I HAVE MADE, AND SHE IS JUST AWESOME! GO SHOW HER PAGE A TON OF LOVE!! YOU KNOW THE DRILL, RATE, FAN, ADD, blah blah blah, I MEAN DO I REALLY NEED TO TELL YOU?! SHE IS A LOT OF FUN, AND QUITE CUTE AT THAT!! BlueJean Girl@ fubar THANK YOU TO ALL WHO HELP HER OUT!! ANOTHER ONE BROUGHT TO YOU BY: Drunk1.:Fu-Owner of Hope & Purest Of Angels:.:Fu-Owned By Ms Mojito:.@ fubar FINE PRINT: NIC AND HOPE, YOU TWO LADIES AMAZING ME EVERYDAY WITH OUR GREAT FRIENDSHIPS.. I LOVE YOU BOTH! CLICK THESE LINKS FOR EXTRA FUN!! (¯`·._)ThePurestofAngel♥Hope'sFuWifey♥(¯`·._)@ fubar Hope**Property of Drunk1**~ *~PurestofAngels fu wifey... I luv u~*..Fu-Owner of Silhouette..@ fubar

Meet Whiplash
For about the past 2 years, I've been a part of something really true to my heart. I've been a Metallica fan since 1982 (wow, do I feel old now) and am damn proud of the fact that I get to go out each night and play the music that has inspired, entertained, and supported me through the majority of my life... the music of METALLICA!! For the curious, the 2 videos on my profile are of WHIPLASH in action. If you dig what you see/hear, please take thetime to check us out at: www.myspace.com/whiplashbandpa METAL!!

Do This And Have A Heart People!
Hi, all you animal lovers. This is pretty simple.... Please tell ten friends to tell ten today. The Animal Rescue Site is having trouble getting enough people to click on it daily to meet their quota of getting free food donated every day to abused and neglected animals. It takes less than a minute (How about 20 seconds) to go to their site and click on the purple box 'fund food for animals' for free. This doesn't cost you a thing. Their corporate sponsors/advertisers use the number of daily visits to donate food to bandoned/neglected animals in exchange for advertising. Here's the web site. Pass it along to people you know. http://www.theanimalrescuesite.com/ I am donating to animals and hunger daily!

Answer These
Would you kiss me? [ ] Hell Yea [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe [ ] already did(hehe) Would you do me? [ ] In an instant! [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe [ ] you look to sweet to fuck [ ] already did Am I attractive? [ ] Heck no [ ] hot as Hell [ ] Fine [ ] Cute [ ] Okay I think ur pretty [ ] Sexy [ ] Ugly! Do you think im a virgin? [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Don't know Name one thing you would like to do to me... 4 things you would like to know about me? 1.) 2.) 3.) 4.) If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] maybe Would you rather.. [ ] Hook up with me [ ] Cuddle with me [ ] Date me [ ] Marry me [ ] Friends [ ] Do me What kind of underwear are you wearing right now? [ ] boxers [ ] whitie tighties [ ] thongs [ ] g-string [ ] granny panties [ ] boy shorts [ ] none What's ur favorite position? On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [ ] 1 [ ] 2 [ ] 3 [ ] 4 [ ] 5 [ ] 6 [ ] 7 [ ] 8 [ ]

Jobs Available In Bordentown, Nj!!!
MULT OFFICE POSITIONS Gov’t Sub-Cont located in Bordentown, NJ has an opening for multiple office positions. Duties include all processing on acquired properties to prepare them to market on internet, and dealing with RE professionals and Homebuyer inquiries. Basic knowledge of Excel a must. Please fax resume to Ann at 609.981.5518 or email hr@nhmsi.com

The Hormone Guide...
The Hormone Guide Women will understand this! Men should memorize it! Every woman knows that there are days in the month when all a man has to do is open his mouth and he takes his life in his hands! This is a handy guide that should be as common as a driver's license in the wallet of every husband, boyfriend, co-worker or significant other! DANGEROUS: 1st line SAFER: 2nd line SAFEST: 3rd line ULTRA SAFE: Have some wine What's for dinner? Can I help you with dinner? Where would you like to go for dinner? Here, have some wine. Are you wearing that? Wow, you sure look good in brown! WOW! Look at you! Here, have some wine What are you so worked up about? Could we be overreacting? Here's my paycheck. Here, have some wine. Should you be eating that? You know, there are a lot of apples left. Can I get you a piece of chocolate with that? Here, have some wine. What did you DO all day? I hope you didn't over-do it today. I've always loved you in that

My Wife
It's been alil over 1 week and I think that we will make it to the death.. I love jamie so much and I will kill you if you try to take her from me again(you all know who you are) so dont even think of trying!! We are so close its unreal..... I mean I thought we were close the last time but it's alot different this time around we actually agree on shit and not argue... We have only sorta argued ounce and it feels kinda good knowing that we aren't afraid to express our feelings with out anger!!! well My name is Matt and I want all the males to know that Jamie Marie Hoffman is MINE so back the fuck off or I will find you and then....... well you get it dont you???

Tag Youre It!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1 I'm the oldest of my siblings, I have 2 sisters 2 I was a bartender / bar manger for 15 years 3 I'm a big kid when it comes to Disney movies 4 I like cooking dinners for friends 5 I once had sex in a elevator 8-P I 'm breaking the rules on who I can Tag . That's me I'm a rule breaker . lmao I , tag Em , Goddess , Phoenix, §W€€T ÇH€RØK€€ , & Ra , Ra , Rhonda

Dj's Notebook Entry 1 - Thoughts On Blue Orion Family, Life As A Dj And More.
I am beginning a new series of blogs. Once a week, I will talk strictly from the point of view of a DJ. I won't be talking about anything going on that outside folks don't need to know, but I WILL share my thoughts on how life affects my DJ career. First topic - Blue Orion itself. I love this place. It's absolutely the BEST place I have been. The owner, Dawn...wow. She is a truly great boss and someone that, if this were a terrestrial radio station, I would jump at the chance to work for in a heartbeat. Then there are my fellow DJ's. DJ Purr...she has a great voice. You can tell when it's her. Everybody loves her voice. There's DJ Direct Imput. He's into the same kind of music as my friend Toni, which of course means she likes him. I don't know how that man can do everything he does. We have DJ Devine. I haven't had a chance to hear her but I believe she has potential. The same can be said for DJ's Hekyll, Hyde, and Iceman. DJ Madcat is from the UK. I like his accent...defi

Eye Pools
Eye Pools Written By me I fell into your eyes. I can not look away. I want to stay for an infinite eternity. I fear to wake from this fantasy of pure ecstasy, For my vision of heavenly beauty, I may lose, To a new reality. If I shall lose my vision of sheer loveliness, My heart shall pain me More deeply than the heart Of a poet should Ever endure. Our meeting, Our fate, Is pure destiny. For I have never felt eyes As intense as yours. I want to speak, But I feel as if Your eyes Have read every page, Have read every note, Have read every word In my mind. The only question left is, “Will you be mine?”

My Own World
I live in my own world sometimes I invite others in sometimes I lock to door I've been called; detached aloof cold unemotional Thats when I'm off in my head debating, analyzing, contemplating It's nothing to do with you I have to wander, if only in my thoughts I'll come back, in time and be the same fun loving & outgoing woman again Just don't try to come, uninvited my world doesn't like that and I may say something I can't take back Just be patient

Underwear
Underwear Written By me I do not care What type Of underwear A young woman May wear. Are they A rare pair Of underwear? I do not care! Are they A spare pair Of underwear? I do not care! Do you Have a tear in Your favorite pair Of underwear? I do not care! Can you see hair Through that tear? I do not care! It is not fair, When a woman Dares to go bare. I tend to stare. I like it when A woman wears No underwear! Does she use Nair? I do not care! As long as I do not receive a scare, When it is time to share, What is under that Underwear!

A Lil Song I Just Wrote
(verse 1) with these words that leave my lips they are so pure and full of love i dont know what to do (verse 2) time goes by so slow when ur not around and i slowly go more insane to have such a great thing slip right through my hands is my worst regret yet (chorus) baby here my vows take them to heart and let my words fill you with love nothing can go wrong when our love is strong (verse 3) we've shared so many great memories and just to let them go would be a sin in itself to cherish them that could be the best thing of all (verse 4) to feel ur skin upon mine i know for one second god took the time to make u special just for me you have the wings of an angel (chorus x2) (bridge) ill give you the world to travel to the moon and back doesnt seem so impossible when ur near so spread ur angel wings and fly away with me (chorus x2)

The Kiss...
The kiss Written By ME As I look down, My vision locks upon your, Beautiful majestic brown eyes, Everything else fades away, Into one big blur. All I can see are those, Big brown eyes, Looking back at me. I lean forward, Getting close, Soo close, I can feel your breath, Upon my cheek. I pause, For just a brief moment, Just to sense your lips, Drawing closer to mine. I move in closer and closer, Until my lips caress your, Rose petal lips, Ever soo softly. We pull away, To move closer together, Our breath deepening. Our lips open more and more, As if they were awaiting permission, Permission for our tongues, To say, Yes to a dance. We pull away, To move closer and closer, Our tongues and lips, Dancing together, Caressing each other, Holding each other, Becoming more and more, Passionate with each, Embrace. Our lips, Our bodies, Our souls, Melting together, To become one… With every kiss, We share, I lose a small, Piece

Circumcised
A teacher noticed that a little boy at the back of the c lass was squirming around, scratching his crotch, and not paying attention. She went back to find out what was going on. He was quite embarrassed and whispered that he had just recently been circumcised and he was qu ite itchy. The teacher told him to go down to the principal's office. He was to telephone his mother and ask her what he should do about it. He did it and returned to his class. Suddenly, there was a commotion at the back of the room. She went back to investigate only to find him sitting at his desk with his penis hanging out. 'I thought I told you to call your Mom!' she said. 'I did,' he said, 'and she told me that if I could stick it out till noon, she'd come and pick me up from school.'

02/07/08 New Fu-angels
ARE THERE ANY ANGELS OUT THERE... HIT ME HEART OF FIRE UP AND THEN FAN, ADD AND RATE THESE ANGEL'S TO BECOME ONE OF THEM. LET'S KEEP IT GOING SO WE CAN ALL GET GOOD FRIENDS.... ALSO, NO YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE NO GODFATHER OR BE PAST A CERTAIN LEVAL TO BE AND ANGEL. THIS IS JUST TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS... REMEMBER TO FAN ADD AND RATE ME AS WELL LOL!!! "Heart of Fire"~Co of E.D.F.B.~ Club FAR~ I customize pic's!!! ~?PH3NOM3N@L UNBR3@K@BL3 M3?~ CaSpEr...W.C. M.(under boss purdyfam) NO FAKE PEOPLE PLEASE!!!!I WILL BLOCK YOU’RE A** ~*Deliciously Evil*~ **Member of I.B.N** ******JUICY DEE****** Angel Eyes Club F.A.R MEMBER Special R Kay Brown Eyed Beauty~Club F.A.R. Member and Proud Official Greeter of Club F.A.R.~ ?Thyckie Thyck? Club FAR ? Baby-Gurl *FU wife to Cuppycake* ~FU- Bombers Family Manager/promotor~ BABY BLUE EYES GIRL **CLUB F.A.

It's A Good Fuckin' Day
OMG!!! I got in my "skinny" jeans today. I've had these damn jeans forever and just couldn't quite get my fat butt in them. Well, I did today!! And they looking fuckin' amazing on me. They are XLong from Gap and they drag the ground. It's AWESOME!! Oh, and I got on the scale and I've lost another 7 pounds over the past month. I know it doesn't sound like much, but it is to me!! Now, my goal is 26 more before graduation which is May 11th. Any words of encouragement? Send them my way, I'm going to need them!! GO ME!!!

Getting To Know Me. 25 Questions!
1. Where were you 3 hours ago? home 2. Who are you in love with? nobody right now 3. Have you ever eaten a crayon? no 4. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you? probably 5. When is the last time you went to the mall? last week 6. Are you wearing socks right now? yes, its cold here! 7. Do you have a car worth over $2,000? hell yes! 8. When was the last time you drove out of town? about 2 weeks ago, just to pick my dad up at the air port lol 9. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days? nope 10. Are you hot? im ok now 11. What was the last thing you had to drink? tea 12. What are you wearing right now? black play boy bunny sweats 13. Do you wash your car or let the car wash do it? i always wash my car, dont really trust the car wash... 14. Last food that you ate? chocolate lol 15. Where were you last week at this time? home 16. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week? nope

Sts-122 Atlantis 1:00 P.m Launch Update
STS-122 Atlantis 1:00 p.m. Update Image Above: Space shuttle Atlantis stands on Launch Pad 39A at NASA's Kennedy Space Center in Florida. Photo credit: NASA/George Shelton Feb. 7, 1:00 p.m. EST 12:01 p.m. - Rex Walheim is the last to board Atlantis today. Like Melvin, he will serve as a flight engineer and help the commander and pilot during ascent into space. Walheim will be the lead spacewalker for all three spacewalks planned for STS-122. 12:06 p.m. - The Final Inspection Team reports that the external tank looks good. There are no ice buildups or other issues with the insulation on the tank. "The tank looks very good for a launch," NASA Launch Commentator George Diller reports. There are no other technical issues reported, either. 12:17 p.m. – With all the astronauts in their places inside Atlantis, they will go through checklists and other procedures leading up to launch. 12:44 p.m. – The launch forecast has improved slightly, with wea

Understanding Women!(impossible)
1.Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2. Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3. Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4. Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5. Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to 3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6. That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your m

To Every Guy
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. .... To every guy that she cried in front of... To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes..... To every guy that would give his seat up... To every guy

The Affect On My Love Life
How does your personality affect your love life? Given the strong degree of confidence that you have, it’s no surprise that you get along well with most people. Indeed, it’s self-confidence that allows people to feel comfortable interacting with others without feeling insecure and vulnerable. For this reason, you shouldn’t have much difficulty in romance, at least not initially. Your social skills will likely help relieve any anxiety your romantic partners might have on those first few dates. However, over time, the high standards that you have for yourself could potentially frustrate your partner. As someone who enjoys the excitement of a night on the town and is uncertain about the prospects of settling down in a serious romantic relationship, you would probably be most satisfied in a relationship with someone that shares these qualities. For this reason, you would probably be quite content in a romantic relationship with someone who also enjoys going out to parties and stay

Great Friend
HEY EVERYONE SUGARSPICE NEEDS OUR HELP IN LEVELING TO FU-QUEEN~ SHE HAS HELPED ALOT OF US OUT SO NOW ITS TIME TO SHOW HER THE LOVE BACK LETS MAKE HER FU QUEEN SHE IS AN AWESOME FRIEND AND SO DESERVES IT JUST CLICK THE PIC BELOW By Hunter~ ♠ Dirty south Crew ♠ ~~Co-Founder of WTC@ fubar

Come Join The Fun
WE ARE HIRING DJ'S FOR ALL SHIFTS, AND PROMOTERS. SO IF YOU ARE LOOKING FOR A FUN LOVING NON-DRAMA LOUNGE COME INTO THE IRON HORSE SALOON WHERE ALL THE PEOPLE ARE GREAT AND SO MUCH FUN. CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU THERE. (repost of original by '"MG" the angel and head promoter in IHS' on '2008-02-02 13:49:55') (repost of original by '*CIRCUS DIABLO*' on '2008-02-04 12:46:06') (repost of original by 'Giorgio' on '2008-02-04 16:41:15') (repost of original by '*CIRCUS DIABLO*' on '2008-02-07 08:55:47')

Get To Know Me
**Self-Confidence** As someone with high self-confidence, you feel quite comfortable interacting with other people. Indeed, you find the company of others very stimulating and enjoy meeting new people. Your relaxed demeanor in groups makes people around you comfortable too. Perhaps because you feel comfortable talking about yourself, others tend to enjoy being around you and perceive you as socially competent. The confidence that helps you feel comfortable talking to people also spills into your own personal beliefs about yourself. Although you have several strengths, it’s likely that you also acknowledge and accept your weaknesses. But unlike some people, you take full responsibility for your actions—you rarely regret things you’ve done in the past and are not embarrassed easily. Perhaps the defining feature that sets you apart from most people is the exceptionally high standards that you set for yourself. Your competence in social gatherings as well as at work should provi

Just A Thought
Lately I have been thinking alot about "online friendships". Some say they are not REAL..and for the most part, I probably will not meet most of you in the flesh. But that doesn't mean that I care any less, or feel any less for any of my "on-line" friends than I do the ones that I actually have the ability to see on a weekly basis. There are some of you that I talk to more than my own family..and some that I only say hi to once in a while....but each one of you has touched my life in some shape or form. I started writing a poem about "things left unsaid"...it's about regrets...and I haven't quite got it "just right" yet. Anyway, the long and the short of it is this...for those of you that come and read this, (and I know certain ones will)..I never want you to doubt that I care about you, and that I think of you...and that I value your friendship. In a way, small or large, you have touched my life. You have made me laugh, cry, feel better....and I want you to know that I am

Is She Out There?
I need a thug miss phattie girl with brown eyes that 5'5 ghetto love with thick hips and thick thighs stilletto dyme with thaick lips that catch eyes its no surprise if you fit the description Im wishin and itchin to get the chance to be yo man you aint gotta be roxanne ma do yo dance give the girl a hand eyes locked I knew Id have her goin first glance as I chilled in my b-boy stance I spotted you hangin witcha girls gettin you amped I followed suit meeting on half the distance bringin love to existance granting all of ya wishes fullfilling ya dreams

This Place
Im bleeding. Again. Just when I thought the cutting had stopped and thoughts of it had ceased. Here we are again. The scent of blood on my clothes fills the air. It brings me back to that place...that lonely place I thought I had left behind. Sadly, it feels like home. It is somehow a little different this time though. The knife seems much sharper and the pain more intense. It washes over my whole body. Bringing me to tears. Not because of the physical pain, but because Im back in this place. This place... I worked HARD to escape it. Lied to myself and said I was free. But here I am. Back where I started. Now when I said it was a little different this time, I meant it. But the real difference is... This time when I talk of cutting and blood.... Its really a metaphor for YOU.

Official Spotlight Fund!!!
I have decided the next step in my FU LIFE will be to have the SPOTLIGHT for the day! This was hard for me to post because I am not the type to beg for fubucks BUT.... it takes a whole lot more than just rating pics, rating stash and leaving comments like I do. So, I am not fu lazy by any means. Here's the deal! IF you need your fubucks, please don't give them to me. (I'm not a very good begger, huh?) If you yourself are saving for the spotlight don't give them to me. BUT, if you are the type that doesn't really care about how many fubucks you have then by all means shoot em my way and I will give you a big, big thank you. If you need help with something, let me know I am happy to help. I'm not saying hit me up to leave 100 comments on a bombing contest and you'll give me 10,000 fubucks. I can find that in the bulletins and I take advantage of those opportunities as well. I am just saying, I don't like to just be given stuff. I'm usually the giver, I'm not a v

Sexy Mofo's
These hot mofo's are in my auction!! Go check em out ladie's and make sure you bid and rate them.. Auction ends the 15th at 3pm central time... Just got to my pics and look for PITBULL MAFIA FAMILY AUCTION... BE SURE TO SHOW THE LADIES IN THERE SOME LOVING TOO!!!!!

Medical Marijuana
Medical marijuana in San Francisco may be going up in smoke. In late December, the U.S. Drug Enforcement Administration sent letters to landlords of buildings that housed medical cannabis dispensaries in the city, telling them they face the loss of their property and possibly prison if the businesses stay open. Now, less than two months later, seven of the city's 28 dispensaries have closed or are on the verge of closing, according to medical marijuana supporters and activists. They fear more will follow. "It's like a dagger in the heart," said Wayne Justmann, a medical marijuana advocate. "We're barely holding on right now." Dispensary owners are being guarded about the closures, as they are fearful that speaking publicly will draw attention to their individual businesses and put them at greater risk. So far, the Mason Street Dispensary in the Tenderloin district has closed completely. One of the city's older dispensaries, 194 Church St. - which last year city superviso

Blonde In First Class
A blonde walks into the airplane and sits in 1st Class and the stewardess asks her for her ticket. The stewardess tells her that she only has a coach ticket. The blonde says, “I’m a cute looking blonde and I’m flying first class.” The stewardess replies that she only has a coach seat to Atlanta…. The blonde then retorts, “I’m a cute blonde and I’m flying first class”. Just then the captain happened by and asked what was happening…. The blonde tells him, “I’m a cute blonde and I’m flying first class…. The captain whispers in her ear…and the blonde gets up and jumps into a seat in the coach cabin… The stewardess asks the captain what he said to get her to move so fast.. He replied, “I told her that 1st class is not going to Atlanta.”

I Can't Swim
There was a blonde, sitting in a rowboat, out in the middle of a huge field. She kept screaming “HELP.” Another blonde happen to be driving by in her car and heard the first blonde yelling for help, so she pulled over to the side of the road to see what was wrong. She yelled to the blonde sitting in the boat and asked her what was wrong. The blonde in the boat replied, “I lost the oars and don’t know how to get out of here. Can you help me?” The second blonde replied, “I would but I can’t swim!”

Bombers Needed-plz Help!!
There is still about another week left in this contest. I think it ends somewhere around Valentines Day. Please stop by and leave me a few comments. I know people hate these things and they're a pain in the butt. I normally don't enter contests but I am doing it to help a friend out as he is not far from leveling to become godmother (lvl 25) For those of you that have helped me so far, thank you so much. For those that haven't I'm only asking for a couple comments. Come on, you've already made it this far!! Just click on my picture below and it will take you to where the comments are needed! xoxo ~E aka "That Girl" I'm in a new contest, Please click on the picture below and leave me a few comments if you have a minute or two to spare it would be greatly appreciated! Much love ~That Girl

Credit Card Scam! Please Read, It Is Your Money!
New Credit Card Scam - Snopes.Com says this is true. See this site - http://www.snopes.com/crime/warnings/creditcard.asp Or this one: http://WWW.truthorfiction.Com/rumors/p/phishing.htm This one is pretty slick since they provide YOU with all the information, except the one piece they want. Note, the callers do not ask for your card number; they already have it. This information is worth reading. By understanding how the VISA & MasterCard Telephone Credit Card Scam works, you'll be better prepared to protect yourself. One of our employees was called on Wednesday fr om 'VISA', and I was called on Thursday from 'Master Card'. The scam works like this: Person calling says, 'This is (name), and I'm calling from the Security and Fraud Department at VISA. My Badge number is 12460. Your card has been flagged for an unusual purchase pattern, and I'm calling to verify. This would be on your VISA card which was issued by (name of bank). Did you purchase an Anti-Tel

Southern Grandmas
Lawyers should never ask a Southern grandma a question if they aren't prepared for the answer. In a trial, a southern small-town prosecuting attorney called his first witness, a grandmotherly, elderly woman to the stand. He approached her and asked, "Mrs. Sanders, do you know me?" She responded, "Why, yes, I do know you, Mr. Desmond. I've known you since you were a young boy and frankly, you've been a big disappointment to me. You lie, you cheat on your wife, and you manipulate people and talk about them behind their backs. You think you're a big shot when you haven't the brains to realize you never will amount to anything more than a two-bit, paper pusher. Yes, I know you." The lawyer was stunned! Not knowing what else to do, he pointed across the room and asked, "Mrs. Sanders, do you know the defence attorney?" She again replied, "Why, yes, I do. I've known Mr. Cristofaro, since he was youngster, too. He's lazy, bigoted, and he has a drinking problem. He can't build a normal

Best Tat Contest Please Help My Friend
HE NEEDS YOUR HELP ***************** OK PEOPLE MY FRIEND IS IN A CONTEST AND HE NEEDS ALL WHAT HE CAN GET SO PLEASE CLICK ON HIS LINK AND HELP HIM OUT WITH A RATE AND AS MUCH AS YA CAN GIVE COMMENTS, I REALLY APPRECIATE IT AND ALL THE LOVE WILL BE RETURNED. THANK YOU SO MUCH AND HAVE A FABULOUS EVENING AND WONDERFUL UPCOMING WEEKEND! THIS ANNOUNCEMENT BROUGHT TO YOU BY: ~♥~Misbehavin2~♥~@ fubar

A Day Without Sick Kids...yippeeee!
Finally a day without sick kids at home. Yipppeeee! I need a quiet day for once. Time to run a couple of errands and time to maybe exercise. I said maybe! I thought I was coming down with a cold yesterday but today I feel great so it must have just been stress from work and my son. Stress can run you down mike a MOFO! I think the bathroom being done is in the near future. Peter grouted the tile last night so all we need to do now is paint the bathroom and put the toilet back in and the new cabinet and sink that we bought. Oh wait...we still need to buy a mirror and light fixture. I am wanting it to be done Saturday. We are going to a wedding on Saturday which lucky for us, it is in the afternoon. It is a family member so all of Peter's family will be there....including my step sister and brother in law. Why would they be there? Because unfortunately Peter's nephew (groom) is a fireman with my step sisters husband! And I am quite ticked off at her at the moment.

Randomness
so ive been working alot i think today is my 1st day off in like 17 or 18 days of working in a row counting sat and suns lol... anyways i havent been on that much lately... but im pretty bored today so im sure i will be on alot!!

Chicken And Almond Dip
Description A hot chicken and almond dip that will please your taste buds. Ingredients 1 large can white meat chicken 1 pkg. 8oz cream cheese 1 cup sliced almonds 2 TBSP Worcestshire sauce 1 tsp garlic salt Directions Bring cream cheese to room temperature, mix in all other ingredients. Microwave for 1-2 minutes. Serve warm with toast or hearty wheat crackers. Prep Time: 10 Min Cook Time: 2 Min Total Time: 12 Min Servings: 10

Tag You Are It!!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1.I have this hatred of mixing juicy or wet foods together 2. Im the eldest of 2 kids. I have a younger sister 3. I have 3 Boys ages 21,8,and 3 4. I haven't had legitimite sex in 1yr and 1month 7days 5. I've been working since I am about 12yo 6. At one time I was going to school at the New York Institute of Finance to be a Stock broker but I hated it. 7. I've never had a broken bone ever. 8. I was once hit by a car while riding my moped and had the bike land on top of me with minimal damage to myself 9. I didn't have sex till I was about almost 18 10.When I did finally have sex it was with a ma

Hottie Alert!!
Come check us out!!! We are all in a auction that ends on the 15th at 3pm central time.. You can find us under PITBULL MAFIA FAMILY AUCTION in my pics folders.... Be sure to rate us and place a bid!!!!MAKE SURE TO CHECK OUT THE HOT ASS MOFO MEN IN THERE TOO YUMMMMMY!!!My link to my page is below just click it to come check out the auction..... Luv ya guys and gals! ☠Trâçý Mngr of Pîtbúll Mãfïå ☠/ Pròùd BBW of Fubar!@ fubar

Just To Say Good-bye
Well, it's official. After my VIP runs out, I will be deleting my fubar profile. I vowed I was never going to let it come between me and what I want most in life....and it started to do that....misunderstandings aside...it's time to move on. Those of you whom I've made friends with know how to contact me. I wish everyone the best of luck.....TAKE CARE EVERYONE!!! Stephanie

Sts-122 Atlantis Fueling Complete; Eco Sensors Operating Normally.
STS-122 Atlantis Countdown on track. Image Above: Space shuttle Atlantis stands on Launch Pad 39A at NASA's Kennedy Space Center in Florida. Photo credit: NASA/George Shelton Feb. 7, 11:45 a.m. EST After arriving at Launch Pad 39A, the astronauts took a short elevator ride to the White Room on the 195-foot level, where one by one each crew member is being assisted by the Closeout Crew as they prepare to board Atlantis. Last-minute checks and adjustments will be made to the astronauts' flight suits before they crawl into the shuttle's crew compartment. Liftoff is scheduled for 2:45 p.m. EST, which is the middle of the 10-minute launch window. The timing is precise so Atlantis can catch up and dock with the International Space Station. Forecasters expect a cold front to move over Kennedy around launch time, bringing with it clouds and storms, resulting in only a 30-percent chance of good weather for liftoff. Further, there is a possibility that the fr

Another Fish Caught!
I just finish another fishing job on Robinson Rig #11. I Just wanted to pass on to the crews of Robinson rig #11 a pat on the back. In all my years in the oilfield, NEVER EVER have I seen a rig stay as clean as this one while fishing operations were in progress. These boys on rig #11 have what a lot of rigs lack these days. PRIDE. Even though this is a older rig, a pleasure to work on. This rig is well maintained and the crews have pride in there rig which is a direct reflextion of the quaility of drillers and toolpushers they have. If a lot more roughnecks took as much pride as these boys do, instead of worrying about days off, the patch would be a lot more better. Damn good job boys, keep turning and burning! Makem Bite!! Check out the pictures of Robinson Rig #11.

Carbon Copy Pro Team
Carbon Copy Pro Team Are you sick of NOT MAKING money online? If you're considering a home based business and doing some research online these days. You've probably encountered the Carbon Copy Pro marketing system. The Carbon Copy Pro Team features Wealth Masters International and Jay Kubassek The group of Wealth Masters International Consultants that I contacted called themselves the 'Six Figure Wealth Team'. A few of them proved to me they earn Six Figures MONTHLY with his program (astounding) after only 2 years of growth. One unique thing I found was that this group provided me a PHONE Number, which was answered by a REAL person! The Six Figure Wealth Team has taken it a step further and have joined forces with the Six Figure Winners Team which provides a Team Site that teaches you how to market, what to say, where to advertise and 90 percent of it is done through video online training. Very Impressive! I was personally invited to a visual webinar of the team's train

Going To Be Gone For A Little While
I just wanted all my friends to know that on the 12th I will be having surgery so I won't be here for a little while. I will be back though you can count on that......lol Some of you know how to contact me so I expect to hear from you.......lmao....j/k Always, Babydoll

Blood Album
I recently added some awesome pictures to an album marked Blood Pictures. They are NSFW and you can look if you want. I find them very sexy and erotic not only because of the blood but because of the excellent photography. Someone told me the pictures were weird and I may be a little disturbed, and that he didn't find death and suicide hot. So my question to my mummer riends who know me best, am I sick and twisted? (Damn, I so should have sent this to Ask Chantilly)

I'm Back Online!!
Hey Everyone!! I'm Back Online!! I Won't Be On As Much As I Used To Be! Sorry For Not Telling A Lot Of You That I Wasn't Going To Be On Here!! Thanks To All Of You That Left Me Love:D:D If You Rated, Fanned, Or Tried Adding Me, Come Back And Let Me Know! For Some Reason, When I Got On At The Library It Told Me I Had 100+. But I Couldn't Add Anyone Because My Time Was Up. But When I Got Back Online On My Computer, They Were All Gone. I Only Had Like 50. So If You Tried Adding Me And It Never Got Accepted.. I'm Sorry!! Just Come Back To My Page And Let Me Know And That Will All Be Taking Care Of!! Gosh I Miss A Lot Of You Guys!! Well I'm Finally Back:D Love, ~JoJo~

Hello Me, Its Me Again....
i still recall the taste of your tears. echoing your voice just like the ringing in my ears. my favorite dreams of you still wash ashore. scraping through my head 'till i don't want to sleep anymore. you make this all go away. you make this all go away. i'm down to just one thing and i'm starting to scare myself. you make this all go away. you make this all go away. i just want something. i just want something i can never have. you always were the one to show me how. back then i couldn't do the things that i can do now. this thing is slowly taking me apart. grey would be the color, if i had a heart. come on and tell me. in this place it seems like such a shame. though it all looks different now, i know it's still the same. everywhere i look you're all i see. just a fading fucking reminder of who i used to be. come on and tell me. you make this all go away. you make this all go away. i'm down to just one thing and i'm starting to scare myself. you mak

Eye Of The Wolf
Bloodlines traced upon the ground, Ere' paw prints break our beaten paths, Where numbers thin, yet wills run strong, by night we win man's brutal wrath, Man thriving pon' our sad bloodbaths, Lost native will, the land once hath.... Bring pity back into our dark, Shed light upon your brutal casts, And try to find that brutal spark, That brought your many kin afore, To take our kind, if nothing more, To man the arc of history, to shed our death winds pon' it's masts.... Look blindly pon' these brutal casts.... Your fire bringing to the air, your presence of the land affirmed, Our howls, weak, reeking despair, Our callings dead upon your lead, your bitter, unforgiving germ... Pon' chain and rope and whip we've squirmed.... For many lives of newborn pup, With lasting breath, their heads raise up, Their spirits weep their callings lost, Their parents' blood upon the grass, The hunger grows, time comes to pass, They lay their pain against the dark, though moon and

Insane Crazy....or Crazy Insane?
Welcome Home (Sanitarium) Welcome to where time stands still no one leaves and no one will Moon is full, never seems to change just labeled mentally deranged Dream the same thing every night I see our freedom in my sight No locked doors, No windows barred No things to make my brain seem scarred Sleep my friend and you will see that dream is my reality They keep me locked up in this cage can't they see it's why my brain says Rage Sanitarium, leave me be Sanitarium, just leave me alone Build my fear of what's out there and cannot breathe the open air Whisper things into my brain assuring me that I'm insane They think our heads are in their hands but violent use brings violent plans Keep him tied, it makes him well he's getting better, can't you tell? No more can they keep us in Listen, damn it, we will win They see it right, they see it well but they think this saves us from our hell Sanitarium, leave me be Sanitarium, just leave me alone Sanitari

Meeting New People!
Well, I must say I've been here a few days. And I've really like the site. I've Have talk to alot of new people and really think I can make some great friends here. I've really enjoyed the time I've had so far and looking forward to much much more. I really enjoy the lounges I've joined some really great people in the group. I've really like how people come out and talk to other people that's for sure. So those that read my Blogs.It's been great so far and it's nice to meet everyone so far.

Wolfs Revenge
Written for Arjean by C. Blaine Used with permission from Arjean I see myself running in fields of green without a care or worry of not being seen loping and playing with a small whitetail deer unaware of the danger that was lurking near. Suddenly my dream was shattered by an alien sound and slowly raising my head for a quick look around I soon discovered the source of the noise it was the drunken laughter of some “good ole boys” They were surely hunters searching for prey and some poor creature would die today I wondered who the unlucky target would be knowing that it’s always open-season on me Frozen in my tracks and filled with fears while the bullets whistled past my ears Feeling no pain and assuming I had died with my last ounce of courage I turned aside There on the ground a short distant away was my new found friend of earlier today my fields of green were now spotted with red and my best little

Im Gonna Fucking Lose It.
I dont know my self any more. Ive been though so much I dont understand what it is im doinng. Im not happy...should i be? I want then dont want. I do know that im fucked up, pissed of, and my mind seams to be fubared. I need time to think, to reflect, to find out what is going on with my iner workings. This is not me, but I see shades of my self behind my minds eye. so many things going on in my mind. I cant think...but i know i am...am i going crazzy yet. If you knew the things I know,see,think...you would think im crazzy. But as of late...Things are clear its just so much to take in, too much to think about, am I coming or going, right or not,good or bad. I dont know what the hell is going on. I know that when i was younger I felt so much better about every thing around me, now it seamsas if the whole thing just fell apart.

This Is Priceless
Carnation milk - 65 YEARS AGO .. This is choice! A little old lady from Wisconsin had worked in and around her family dairy farms since she was old enough to walk, with hours of hard work and little compensation. When canned Carnation Milk became available in grocery stores in approximately the 1940s, she read an advertisement offering $5,000 for the best slogan. The producers wanted a rhyme beginning with "Carnation Milk is best of all." She thought to herself, I know all about milk and dairy farms. I can do this! She sent in her entry, and several weeks later, a black limo pulled up in front of her house. A man got out and said, "Carnation LOVED your entry so much, we are here to award you $2,000 even though we will not be able to use it!" "Carnation milk is best of all, no tits to pull, no hay to haul, no buckets to wash, no shit to pitch, just poke a hole in the son-of-a-bitch."

Fortune Cookies
I opened a fortune cookie the other day. The note inside said, "A nice cake is waiting for you." I meant to write here about it then, but it had fallen behind my monitor and I just found it as I was dusting. Oh, alright, I wasn't dusting, I dropped my favorite pen and it rolled there. It was not my birthday or anniversary of any kind, so evidently somebody else who recently got or will get take-out from China Spring in Greenbrier got my fortune, and now they won't be warned about their nice cake! But what a dumbassed thing to write to put into a fortune cookie anyway. Just once I'd like to get a really cool one, something like, "After you pay for your meal your cellphone will ring. The caller will identify herself as Inga. Follow her instructions."

I Won, I Won! Giveaway Over Finally!
Hi friends, family & fans! Just wanted to let you know that my giveaway is finally over! Woot! I am so excited! This has been one of the best giveaways I have ever joined! I won a Happy Hour! 1 year VIP 30 Day Blast & a Ticker Pack!! Woohoo! Stephanie Lynn & Mark seriously ROCK! Show 'em some love! Mark11779@ fubar Stephanie Lynn@ fubar Thank you sooo much for the ones that helped me out with this at the end! You all seriously rock as well!! :D Thanks Steph & Mark for holding such a cool giveaway.. Gives me a chance for my very first Happy Hour!! Not sure when I am gonna use it, but I will let you all know! This Blog brought to you by... Me.. ~~Sheri~~ &hearts Proud Member of Club F.A.R. & Sisters 4 Life &hearts@ fubar

I Collect The
I collect them all, of what she has given to me. I collect the experiences, small treasures in my mind that fade with time, but are never dulled or lost. The voice, the touch, and the pleasure for all time to be used upon my request.

Iraqi Veterans Toasted
11-11-2008 I wrote this blog @ the beginning of the year...thought it would be worth sharing again on veterans day! Enjoy...Beav Two weeks ago I was in Vegas for business, I had been in town about 5 days,it seemed like a frickin life time, anyway, my luck was very good this trip. I had went out for dinner with a client at the ESPNZone and afterward a group of us decieded to walk over to the Tropicana to try our luck there. While we were walking that direction we noticed groups of Marines,dressed in their blues. Inside the Tropicana it became evident that all of the Marines where staying at the Tropicana. I asked one of them what was going on and he said they had just returned from Iraq and they were having a military ball. They were stationed at 29 Palms... I took off to gamble after visiting with that young Marine,one thing stuck in my mind! He was just a kid.I wondered if I looked like such a baby face when I served. Fate and luck was on my side once again. I hit over a

The Laws And There Facts
In Lebanon , men are legally allowed to have sex with animals, but the animals must be female. Having sexual relations with a male animal is punishable by death. (Like THAT makes sense.) *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* In Bahrain , a male doctor may legally examine a woman's genitals, but is prohibited from looking directly at them during the examination. He may only see their reflection in a mirror. (Do they look different reversed?) ~*~**~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Muslims are banned from looking at the genitals of a corpse! . This also applies to undertakers. The sex organs of the deceased must be covered with a brick or piece of wood at all times. (A brick??) *~*~**~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* The penalty for masturbation in Indonesia is decapitation. (Much worse than "going blind!") *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* There are men in Guam whose full-time job is to travel the countryside and deflower young virgins, who pay them for the privilege of having s

Walter Mondale & Mark Dayton Support New 9/11 Investigation
Walter Mondale & Mark Dayton Support New 9/11 Investigation ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: We Are Change NYC Date: 06 Feb 2008, 19:11 Nate ClarkWe Are Change MinnesotaMark Dayton and Walter Mondale both gave their support to a new investigation of 9/11 after today’s Hillary Clinton rally at Augsburg College in Minneapolis. When asked the question, “Do you support a new investigation of 9/11?,” former vice president Walter Mondale replied, “Yeah. Why did it happen? We need that ‘phase two’. They never did it.”—identifying the insufficiency of the official findings and calling for a subsequent phase of investigation.When asked the same question, Mark Dayton replied, “You know, I’m not a senator anymore, but I would support one.” When asked if he had heard the evidence of a cover-up, he replied, “Uh, nothing I would hear would surprise me.” His response should be expected in light of his public scrutiny of the nature of the official account of the

Calling All Independent Musicians
Are you an Independent Musician? Do you want your talent to be heard? Then you've come to the right place! Stinkeye Radio also does live shows sponsoring our Independent Musicians. If you are interested in having your music played on our air waves please contact us owner@stinkeyeradio.com Check out our home page. www.stinkeyeradio.com

Wearechangela Reaches Out To The Simon Wiesenthal Center
WeAreChangeLA Reaches Out to the Simon Wiesenthal Center Body: Towards the end of 2007, WeAreChangeLA reached out to the SImon Wiesenthal Center regarding the testimony by Mark Weitzman of the Simon Wiesenthal Center before Jane Harman's Congressional Committee. Mr Weitzman gave a presentation to the committee in support of H.R. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pjxn-PU3FD01955 where he positioned the Architects and Engineers for 9/11 truth website as an "incubator of 9/11 conspiracies and disinformation." http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pjxn-PU3FD0

I Got What You Want
Stinkeye Radio now has merchandise so come check it out ! www.stinkeyeradio.com we will also be holding a model search in the near future so if you are interested in participating keep watching the site for updates! Also if local bands out there are selling merchandise and would like some help with getting out there feel free to link your merchandise to our merchandise page! Email us at owner@stinkeyeradio.com or if you would like your music played and put out there for everyone as well! Stinkeye Radio is also looking for sponsors as well so if you are interested please contact owner@stinkeyeradio.com Hope to see you all sporting some of that Stinkeye Radio Gear!! www.cafepress.com/stinkeyeradio

1 Day Left! Bid Now!
The Auction closes tomorrow, Friday, FEB 7th at 7pm Fu Time! I will be contacting each of the high bidders today to let them know to keep an eye out and the last person that was over bid to give them an opportunity to get the person they wanted back! Get your bids in and take care of my friends cause they will take care of you!!!!! Come bid on your favorite or favorites and OWN one of my awesome friends. It's a great way to make new friends and nice to have someone on your side to help you level! ~Domking123~ Domking123 is AMAZING! He is my current owner and a great guy to have on your side when you are trying to get something accomplished! ~SassyRedhead~ This pretty momma is such a Sweetheart! She will show ya lots and lots of love if you bid and win her! ~MunkeeFu~ MunkeeFu is Awesome! She has a fantastic fu lottery going right now too! Don't forget to ask her about that! ~KingSlut~ Kingslut is kickin fu butt and taking names. Just last wee

Now Your Tagged
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. Have fun! 1. I play drums and love jazz and blues- When at home I play in my underwear. 2. I masterbate way too much... 3. I eat both white and dark meat... (Chicken) 4. I love IFC, AMC, and TCM old movies kick ass 5. I hate feet, little fluffy dogs, and okra. 6. I am a huge Korn, Toadies, Deftones, and Rage Against the Machine fan! 7. i dont like rap but love R&B if it has a good bass line i can boink to it i like it. 8. Ive had sex in some wierd ass places, Goat barn during the fair (with a woman), In the backseat of a car while cruising town. On the football field after my last game as a senior. The dam at rocky fork lake... i

Confederate Family Please Read
This goes in effect as of this posting. I am resigning my position in the family and management due to issues here at home and the fact I cannot be on here as much as I feel I need to be. This decision is mine alone that I have made after considerable thought on the matter. While I have enjoyed my time here I feel the personal attacks on me by ex family members has tainted me in your eyes. I regret doing this but I see no other way. YOU ALL WILL ALWAYS BE THE BEST FAMILY ON FUBAR AND I WILL ALWAYS TREASURE ALL OF THE FRIENDS I HAVE MADE HERE I wish you all the best of luck! LOVE YOU ALL THE WATCHER Just to let everyone know I will also be leaving the family as to reasons that would probably be best not to mention. GeeGee

Re: If You Were Using "the Oath" On Your Profile
RE: IF YOU WERE USING "THE OATH" ON YOUR PROFILE ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: jerm: rant in j-minor Date: 06 Feb 2008, 21:00 PLEASE RE ADD IT!IT'S ALL BETTER NOW. THANX-J

Re: We Can't Repost This Enough: April 15th
RE: We Can't Repost This Enough: April 15th ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Chrissay ♥ Ron Paul Date: 07 Feb 2008, 01:32 Thanks This is OUR countryDate: Feb 7, 2008 1:41 AM On this date, the fifteenth day of April, in the year two thousand and eight. Tax Day.People of liberty, from all over the world. Please rise up. Go on strike this day. Do not go to work, do not go to school, do not stay in your house, do not make any appointments for this day, reserve it for marching and peaceful education of our uninformed fellows, promote Ron Paul, promote freedom, and above all, let people know how the Federal Reserve and the IRS is systematically destroying our nation.Wear a plain white sash or armband to show our state of enslavement by propetual debt.Americans and our global friends are recommended to visit post offices or highly populated areas and hand out Republic Magazine's, Freedom to Fascism DVD's, Ron Paul DVDs, or other Ron

Why?
Why is it no matter how hard you try to please everyone it never works? Why is it in your process of making everyone happy you forget about yourself? Why is it no matter how many people you want to make happy the one that you 100% for sure you want to spend the rest of your life with winds up hating you? Why do you change who you are after someone close to you dies? Why can't I just get on with my life? Why can't I get her out of my mind no matter how hard I try? Why can't she see the way I cry?

18 To Party 21 To Drink Q102 Live Tonight@club27
AAA...YOOO!! TONIGHT IS GOING DOWN! LADIES NIGHT AT CLUB 27 WITH Q102 LIVE!! 18 TO PARTY 21 TO DRINK!! DRINK SPECIALS ALWAYS GOING ON YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT IT MAY BE! DONT WAIT TILL FRIDAY TO START YA WEEKEND...... CHECK OUT Q102@CLUB27 THURSDAYS! ITS HOT IM TELLIN YOU!!...LADIES ITS YOUR NIGHT SO NO WAITING IN LINE FOR YOU! WANT V.I.P/GUESTLIST? SO YOU WANT THAT VIP/GUESTLIST EH? THEN YOU GOT IT = ) AT THE FRONT DESK OF CLUB 27 SAY " TEAM ROCKSTAR GUESTLIST" OUR GUESTLIST IS OPEN ALL NIGHT LONG FOR YOU AND YOUR FRIENDS! SO BRING EM ALL...SAY IT EVERYTIME YOU COME TO CLUB 27!! EVERY THURSDAY & SATURDAY! .....UUAAAAA!!!! www.myspace.com/teamrockstarpromotions ..create & buy custom products at Zazzle

The Contest I Am In
just so you know that after tonight if you want to keep helping me out in the contest and all you have to be....."Obiwan" friend as well as mine here is his site: http://fubar.com/user/858199 that way he can montor it better and keep people out that don't have salutes just thought i would let you know if you still want to help me that is

Re: Re: Would All 6.5 Billion Of Us Fit In The State Of Texas ?
RE: Re: Would All 6.5 Billion of Us Fit in the State of Texas ? ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Chrissay ♥ Ron Paul Date: 07 Feb 2008, 02:53 Good one Pan ManDate: Feb 7, 2008 3:21 AMFrom Feb 24th 2006Livescience.com has calculated that the world's population will hit 6.5 billion this Saturday. While I think this statistic is irrelevant to daily life, I found the terminology used in the article quite biased: A population milestone is about to be set on this jam-packed planet. On Saturday, Feb. 25, at 7:16 p.m. Eastern Standard Time, the population here on this good Earth is projected to hit 6.5 billion people.Here is the famous monument (The Georgia Guidestone(s) that reflects the Malthusian Doctrine of Population Control that is espoused by and the driving force behind the New World Order morons like David Rockefeller of the CFR/Bilderbergs above. It is their stated ambition to create a Paradise on Earth for the Elite by "thinning th

Q102@club 27 Tonight Live! Ladies Night Out!
AAA...YOOO!! TONIGHT IS GOING DOWN! LADIES NIGHT AT CLUB 27 WITH Q102 LIVE!! 18 TO PARTY 21 TO DRINK!! DRINK SPECIALS ALWAYS GOING ON YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT IT MAY BE! DONT WAIT TILL FRIDAY TO START YA WEEKEND...... CHECK OUT Q102@CLUB27 THURSDAYS! ITS HOT IM TELLIN YOU!!...LADIES ITS YOUR NIGHT SO NO WAITING IN LINE FOR YOU! WANT V.I.P/GUESTLIST? SO YOU WANT THAT VIP/GUESTLIST EH? THEN YOU GOT IT = ) AT THE FRONT DESK OF CLUB 27 SAY " TEAM ROCKSTAR GUESTLIST" OUR GUESTLIST IS OPEN ALL NIGHT LONG FOR YOU AND YOUR FRIENDS! SO BRING EM ALL...SAY IT EVERYTIME YOU COME TO CLUB 27!! EVERY THURSDAY & SATURDAY! .....UUAAAAA!!!! www.myspace.com/teamrockstarpromotions ..create & buy custom products at Zazzle

Re: Top Cop Says Mccain Was Never Tortured
RE: Top Cop Says McCain Was Never Tortured ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 07 Feb 2008, 05:45 Top Cop Says McCain Was Never Tortured A former Vietnam veteran with top secret clearance says he has personally spoken to numerous POW's who dispute John McCain's claim that he refused to provide information after he was captured and tortured in Hanoi, saying that in fact McCain's code-name was "Songbird" because of his willingness to tell all to avoid torture. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/february2008/020708_never_tortured.htm

Yes, I Like Haiku's
K, here's the thing. I'm a fan of haiku's, but i'm totally incapable of making one myself, so if you have one, send it to me in a shout, comment, message, whatever, and I'll post it in this blog. Thanx all!

Why?
You said "We would never go to war", but everything you have promised has been spit right in our country's face. Family members, who have joined to serve our country are now soldiers fighting for our freedom. What was believed to be a safe place is now a strike zone. We believed your every word when you stated that you would protect us, but the trust we once had is so far gone to be seen. Our soldiers are dying left and right, and all we can do is cry. Our protection is very little, but there is one question. Why?

Sixteen Years
Standing here alone staring into the sky I ask God why why me Why take away sixteen years of my life what did I do wrong I had a dream set and now it's gone You're telling me that I have to stay strong How are you suppose to do that when you feel like you don't belong I hate this I feel so out of place It's as if my soul has disappeared without a trace

Report For Mda Family And Friends
As most know I was appointed moderator of the family...that means when the drama starts it gets brought before me and I am the one you deal with to get it sorted out and fixed. A drama problem was brought before me to handle by the owner of the MDA. I tried to contact the lady involved because this was inner family. No success. The owner told her that she was to set a meeting with me by Friday and she has never tried. Since it is obvious that the person in question refuses to try and work this out, It is only fair that I submit that the person be removed from the Leveling family and friends list, as all members know the rules no drama in the family. This is my report for whoever wishes to read and comment. For family members her is the person who is being removed and yes it is on my suggestion and any problems with this should be brought to me. DJ"LoneWolf"~ ~Co Owners Personal BITCH@ NO LIMITS~Owner of TL FL B Kindred To WhiteWolf@ fubar Thank you very much for yo

Shattered Dreams
Life always changes course It never stays the same Dreams are set into place And within a second they are taken away Feeling empty Tossing your day aside Feeling as if you have nothing Except for that tear in your eye Gripping your life Feeling the pain as it grows No hand to reach out to Because nobody knows

Your A Keeper
Body: Their marriage was good, their dreams focused. Their best friends lived > barely a wave away. I can see them now, Dad in trousers, tee shirt and a > hat > and Mom in a housedress, lawn mower in one hand, and dishtowel in the > other. > It was the time for fixing things. A curtain rod, the kitchen radio, > screen > door, the oven door, the hem in a dress. Things we keep. >> > >> > >> > It was a way of life, and sometimes it made me crazy. All that > re-fixing, eating, renewing, I wanted just once to be wasteful. Waste > meant > affluence. Throwing things away meant you knew there'd always be more. >> > >> > >> > But then my mother died, and on that clear summer's night, in the >> > warmth > of the hospital room, I was struck with the pain of learning that > sometimes > there isn't any more. >> > >> > >> > Sometimes, what we care about most gets all used up and goes > away...never to return. So... While we have it ... it's best we love it... > And care for

Learn How To Cuss
A 6 year old and a 4 year old are upstairs in their bedroom. "You know what?" says the 6 year old. "I think it's about time we started cussing. The 4 year old nods his head in approval. The 6 year old continues, "When we go downstairs for breakfast, I'm gonna say something with hell and you say something with ass." The 4 year old agrees with enthusiasm. When the mother walks into the kitchen and asks the 6 year old what he wants for breakfast, he replies, "Aw, hell, Mom, I guess I'll have some Cheerios." WHACK! He flies out of his chair, tumbles across the kitchen floor, gets up, and runs upstairs crying his eyes out, with his mother in hot pursuit, slapping his rear with every step. His mom locks him in his room and shouts, "You can stay there until I let you out!" She then comes back downstairs, looks at the 4 year old and asks with a stern voice, "And what do YOU want for breakfast, young man?" I don't know, he blubbers, "but you can bet your fat ass it won't

What Makes You Truly Happy?
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