OK folks, I have taken my medication that is, affectionately referred to, around here, as my "nite-nite" pills. So I won't be long for blogging. Or at least not long for LUCID blogging. But, to Hell with it. I love to write, and that's just how it is!
There are times, here, in FuLand, when I really want to comment upon the absolute train wreck that is my day to day life. In the lounge I tend to hang out in "THE REAL DEAL LOUNGE", Umm props and free fubucks please... I sometimes hint at aspects of my real life. But. even there, nobody knows what I do for a living, or what my hobbies, outside of Fubarring might happen to be.
And I kind of like it that way.
To be blunt, if I were to break down and tell the whole, twisted tale of "John" (I'm John, BTW), nobody would believe it anyway. I have enjoyed a pretty interesting life. Kind of like "Forrest Gump" but with more sex and no leg braces.
When I make new friends, in the real world, they always come to me, at some point, after time has passed, and tell me that they thought I was bullshitting about my past, and parts of my present. So... If real world people doubt, then Internet people would be even more difficult to convince. After all, this is the 'Net, and we are all rich, beautiful, and well endowed. I don't say that in a judgmental tone, at all. There are many people, in this world, who NEED to create a persona as a means of escape, and that is totally cool and understandable.
I just happen to be one of the few who is more comfortable toning my cyber persona down. My real life is stressful enough. I come here to escape it.
I do have to admit that I am very old hat, as it were, when it comes to the net. I was doing "chat" here long before it was easy. There were no web based chat clients or social networking sites. There were things called IRC and Usenet. Neither was nearly as fun or instantly gratifying as Fubar.
I, in short, LOVE this place!
Oh, and the Youporn... Damn if that isn't about the coolest thing ever invented!
LOL I did mention "nite nite" pills, right, because they are kicking in!
My quest, for Fubar, over the next few weeks, is to post a few hundred new pics of myself. I have obtained a new digital camera and plan to spend a day, or two, this week, when I am free from work hassles, finding killer places to take pics.
In Atlanta we have a beautiful graveyard / garden called Oak Lawn. I think that will definitely be one of the places. And there is an Irish pub close by that I might venture into for a few, good, old fashioned "drunk John" shots. The pics, on my profile, now, where I am in a black leather and a green T, were taken there. Just at a time when I thought I'd be married, eventually, to the person who was holding the camera.
She tossed me out, a few months ago, and married a kid, whom she'd met two months earlier, so God bless them both. He's illiterate. I know this because he sent me a "threatening" email and I never quite got to to point of it because I was so amazed by the misspellings and typos.
Besides, after threatening to shoot, mug, and attack me from behind, he closed by adding that if I laid a finger upon him, he'd press charges.
Laughable.
Laughable and not worth five seconds of my time.
The good news, though, is that, after five months of depression and celibacy, I am ready to get back into the game. I'm ready to date. I doubt that it'll be anyone from Fubar. Not because I have some sort of bias against internet romance. It's just that everybody I meet here seems to live in Minnesota. I'm a bit horny. But not horny enough to drive quite that far for a date. Ya Know?
But, Hell, give me a dry month or two, and I might be blogging about my plans to drive to Minnesota on my days off. LOL
Life always amazes me with its' twists and turns.
Just as an aside, my home office, thus my computer, are in a solarium, which is where I also house my ferrets. I don't understand just how smart the little bastards are, though I've learned that they are some really bright critters. But, when I am here, lounge music blaring, they always stay asleep.... But let me blog for ten minutes and they are wide awake trying to read over my shoulder.... Hrm. Wonder if they've been hired out as spies by somebody! LOL
OH well, the sleep meds are kicking in hard, and though I am not logging off, as I have about a zillion pics to rate before I can level up, or afford to buy FuDrinks again, my tolerance for writing has waned.
I'll be back to write more another time!
