sooo...myspace is now open, fubar is now blocked...is that better? so glad that's now public knowledge (btw, notice anything missing there? and yes, i promote the other one, because i LOVE vince)...i love ignore and block.
try spending the last 2 years of your life not being able to live. not being able to do what most people your age are doing. being the adult before you had the chance to grow up. watching people you love go downhill and not being able to pull them back...then taking the blame for what they've done because you don't want others to think badly of them.
then you break out, you reclaim your own existence, you take back a small piece of what you gave away. even if it's for 1 week with the most amazing people in your life. even if it's taking an unbirthday trip because you never got the real thing. even if it's trying to branch out beyond what you swear you know. even if it's meeting a couple cool people you might never get to see...and telling the rest to fuck off.
like i said...i'm a very happy person. yes, i have problems, but who doesn't? it's what you do in the situation that tells you who you are. i took my break, i accepted my loss and reclaimed all that i've gained. love me or hate me..i don't care much because i'm ok with me. i know who i am and i love making me a better person. i'm not looking for your approval...it's not something you should ever have to work for. do something productive, find your own happiness...leave me with mine.
if i don't say hi, don't call me names. if i don't give you my number or yahoo, thank me for having a little dignity instead of whoring myself to the masses. and please...please...don't call me baby or tell me you love me. that's a privilege you have to earn, and only a few have.
i'm not a blogger (i'll leave that to pacey lol), and no, i'm not emo or defensive, and i'm not going to go cry because people have no life or decency...i made my statement and that's the end of it.
