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Time Is Closing On You......
Walking through the darkness, Trying to find the light, Fear over comes you and you feel fright. Time is closing in on you and you have no where to run For today is the day that you life will come undone. Shadows lurk around you Reminders of the past Will you hold on to the memories or just let them pass You stop to sit and poder to reflect on your life but is this worth doing or is this my last night for time is closing on you and you have no where to run For today is the day your life will come undone. Hatred for others No sorrow at all For this is your life you choose to crawl The darkness is heavy no end is sight For time is closing on you and you have no where to run For today is the day your life comes undone. Enemies lurk around every corner Ready to attack and take you under Anger and rage blind you from the light for this is might be your last chance to take flight for time is closing on you and you

I Need More
This isn't enough love is so rough Trying my hardest not to give up Hanging on to you is what I'm going to do You're everything to me where would I be? Losing you slowly it kills me inside I wish I could hide but what would I find Without you I couldn't breathe all I can do grieve I hope you never leave This isn't enough love is so rough I need more love

You're Not Alone
When you're trying to "learn the ropes" but dont know how to go about it, and you're wanting to get "with it" but keep finding you're "without it", When you're thinking your "wonder years" and really start to wonder why growing up has got you down or inside out and under When the "best years of your life" are seeming quiet ho-hum to you, remember those who've "been there" will be there to help you through.

Arrow
Arrow Straight to my heart Arrow Pull us apart Arrow Made me cry Arrow Left me to die Arrow Leave me alone Arrow Show me home Arrow Now you go Arrow Shot to low Arrow In the way Arrow Let me lay Arrow Took away hope Arrow Burned the rope Arrow Made me surface Arrow Shot to miss Arrow Pierce my soul Arrow Make me whole

To My Soul
I feel you trapped in a breaking heart your roof caving I feel you crying out to me pleading me to stop I feel you beating agains red red walls ever weakening I feel you your shining tears salt water leaking into blood I'm sorry Do you feel me trapped in a caving world my life caving over my head? Do you feel me crying to God wishing I could stop? Do you feel me beating my tolerant pillow with pent-up anger? Do you feel me crying crying when no one will hear? Is it too much? Perhaps you wouldn't mind your slow suffocation if I gave you a way out go escape see what only souls can see go through the open wound bleeding on my wrist

Silenced Questions
Why don’t your eyes just look Without drawning in everlasting guilt? Dead promises my dear Why? No one last kiss no one last glance When my love When do nightmares become dreams? When do you betray Your death? When did you leave us Why? No more silent questions Darnkess stirs into long forgotten answers How? No more memories Chasing you to death Vague shades death conscripted you An army of decaying dreamers They left They just just and only Left Bullets of sorrow Are suffocating my thoughts Take them don’t leave Give the war just stay I can still hold you raise us to the sky Though you've already left Though you're already gone I used to remember I used to feel every even more Beat of your heart The one thing I feel now Struggling dancing My mind fights in your war No more icy glances please How can your eyes go Where I cannot follow you? How can you dance Without Moving a single foot? How my dear How can you leave me

Crazy Right-winger...
Taken from: http://seattlepi.nwsource.com/national/1153AP_Ellison_Quran.html WASHINGTON, D.C. Friday, December 1, 2006 · Last updated 5:52 p.m. PT Congressman faulted for Quran at oath By FREDERIC J. FROMMER ASSOCIATED PRESS WRITER WASHINGTON -- Keith Ellison, who will become the first Muslim member of Congress next month, has offended some conservatives with his plan to use the Quran during his ceremonial swearing-in. The decision by Ellison, D-Minn., to use the Muslim holy book for the ceremony instead of the Bible triggered an angry column by Dennis Prager on the Web site Townhall.com this week. Headlined, "America, Not Keith Ellison, decides what book a congressman takes his oath on," Prager argued that using the Quran for the ceremony "undermines American civilization." "Insofar as a member of Congress taking an oath to serve America and uphold its values is concerned, America is interested in only one book, the Bible," he wrote. "If you are incapable of tak

Woman Are The Bomb (must Read)
(Wait till you see the last one)! DORMITORY: When you rearrange the letters: DIRTY ROOm PRESBYTERIAN: When you rearrange the letters: BEST IN PRAYER ASTRONOMER: When you rearrange the letters: MOON STARER DESPERATION:When you rearrange the letters: A ROPE ENDS IT THE EYES:! When you rearrange the letters: THEY SEE GEORGE BUSH: When you rearrange the letters: HE BUGS GORE THE MORSE CODE: When you rearrange the letters: HERE COME DOTS SLOT MACHINES: When you rearrange the letters: CASH LOST IN ME ANIMOSITY: When you rearrange the letters: IS NO AMITY ELECTION RESULTS: When you rearrange the letters: LIES - LET'S RECOUNT SNOOZE ALARMS: When you rearrange the letters: ALAS! NO MORE Z 'S A DECIMAL POINT: When you rearrange the letters: IM A DOT IN PLACE THE EARTHQUAKES:

Feelings
I don't ever want to say goodbye But I know that what I live is a lie I know what I feel for him And I tell him every chance I get Those feelings change I will never let But I feel that what I feel He does not feel back So I feel the need to confront him But courage I lack The risk of losing him is scary I can't eat or sleep I'm weary So now I don't know if his feelings for me are the same I'm so dumb stupid and fucking lame I feel ignorant Ignorant as a little kid with their first stencil crayons and glue So Pen and Paper What the hell should I do? I wish I could just set my mind free See I told you You already forgot me Maybe my feelings are stupid and I'm having a bad day OR Maybe my feelings are stupid and I'm having a bad life And maybe I should just end it with this sparkly knife

Melancholy....and A Holy Martyr....
Yep, time for another song of the week, this weeks song is....MELANCHOLY (HOLY MARTYR) by Iced Earth Song Name - Melancholy (Holy Martyr) Artist - Iced Earth Album - Something Wicked This Way Comes Song Number - 2 of 13 Song Length - 4:49 Lyrics Make the sadness go away Come back another day For years I've tried to teach But their eyes are empty Empty too I have become For them I must die A sad and troubled race An ungrateful troubled place I see the sadness in their eyes Melancholy in their cries Devoid of all the passion The human spirit cannot die Look at the pain around me This is what I cry for Look at the pain around me This is what I'll die for Make the sadness go away Come back another day The things I've said and done Don't matter to anyone But still, you push me to see Something, I can never be Why am I their shattered king? I don't mean anything I see the sadness in their eyes Melancholy in their cries Devoid of all the p

Joke Of The Week
AN American A Japanese guy and a French guy were in the jungle when they happened to get captured by head hunters. The chief head hunter informed them that while yes they were going to die their bodies wouldnt go to waste. They would use the hair for string the bones for weapons and they would stretch their skin to make canoes. He then handed each man a knife and told them they would be allowed to do the honorable thing and kill themselves. The Japanese guy yelled Banzai!!! and cut his throat. The frenchman following suit screamed "Viva La France" and cut his throat. The American started stabbing himself all over his body tearing holes in his skin and with his dying breath looked at the chief and yelled "Theres your fucking canoe."

Just To Let You Know
That i have been uploading a lot of comedy shows from the UK to my stash. Big Train - is a sketch show that I found to be hilarious so there is a lot of funny sketches I found, the funniest one I like is the one titled Bike Training its hilarious. Peep Show - is about two guys Jeremy and Mark, Mark is pretty straight and Jeremy is just a dickhead but he makes me laugh. Still Game - is a spin off of a series called Chewin the Fat and follows the lives of two pensioners called Jack and Victor and their shenanigans, its what real life is like in Scotland, I even work with a guy who reminds of the Jack character. I found it really hilarious, hope you dont need a translator. Chewin the Fat - a scottish sketch show that is sometimes hilarious, their star trek spoof I found to be really funny. Catherine Tate Show - she is just a nutter and has sketches about people that you meet in everday life, she didnt need to do much exagerating. The League of Gentlemen - is a dark su

Hi
just letting anyone who wants to know im leaving lc soon.its been so fun but its time for me to go for a while.if anyone wants to keep in touch please feel free to write me an email and i will let ya know how to do it.Thanks to everyone...Randy

Snowflakes
Listen to the snowflakes silent Drifting toward the land Rained on by silver moon light Cradled safetly in Cupid's hand Sleep snowflakes in winter Awaken with the moon bright Powder the earth like sugar Soften the darkest night Fall snowflakes so slowly Reach for each other on the air Drop together into perfection Always together without a care Dance with me snowflakes Swirl like candy in the tub Waltz with me over the mountains For you have taken my true love Wander with me snowflakes Through the river Where ice clings to banks And makes me shiver Climb with me snowflakes Over the rock Follow the moon Ignore the chiming clock Now sleep sweet snowflakes And blanket me In the crystal white Please place me Freeze me cold snowflakes In your bracing sleet Alone I am no more Now I lay at my lover's feet Leave me quiet snowflakes Leave him as well Frozen in time Beneath the snow we shall dwell Follow the snowflakes And you shall see Cla

Triplets
A woman pregnant with triplets was walking down the street when a masked robber ran out of a bank and shot her three times in the stomach. Luckily the babies were OK. The surgeon decided to leave the bullets in because it was too risky to operate. She gave birth to two healthy daughters and a healthy son. All was fine for 16 years, and then one daughter walked into the room in tears. "What's wrong?" asked the mother. "I was taking a tinkle and this bullet came out," replied the daughter. The mother told her it was okay and explained what happened 16 years ago. About a week later the second daughter walked into the room in tears. "Mom, I was taking a tinkle and this bullet came out." Again the mother told her not to worry and explained what happened 16 years ago. A week later her son walked into the room in tears. "It's okay" said the Mom, "I know what happened. You were taking a tinkle and a bullet came out." "No," said the boy, "I was playing w

Dating Younger Women, How To Be "cocky & Funny"
Dating Younger Women, How To Be "Cocky & Funny" >I get a lot of questions about how I learned to be successful with women and dating... so I took the time to write out my story, plus add some good tips and tricks... along with some great descriptions and video clips of all my different audio and video programs. If you want to see it all, then go check this out: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/Catalog/ ***SUCCESS STORY*** Davie D, I have had your book and newsletters for almost 2 years. Yesterday I sent away for your advanced series. Your material is quality and obviously the way to go (I'm ridiculously cheap and I wouldnt have spent the extra money on the advanced series if i knew it wouldnt work) My most recent story goes like this: I was working and met some female (9.0 on my scale) exactly the type of face i like. She had a hard- to-get personality. I teased her and had some good conversation for a few minutes. She had to go bu

My Princess
can u tell me if u think if u run like that it is the right .belive me it is not u can imagin any thing in ur mined but what inside me to you now one can change him if that will be........ you know ur slef one day it will happened u will see trible_xxx-alfa-fox-99

Sensual Slaughter Pic Entered Into Stixxs Contest
I was thinking about posting bulletins about getting people to vote but I dont want to bug people unecessarily so posting the link here and if you can go and vote for the pic then great but if not, no big deal as I know how annoying it all gets. Anyway I am posting the link to the bulletin so you can see all the pics and not just the one I have entered. The Stixx's Graphics Contest

Wat Religion Is Your Bra???
What Religion is Your Bra? A man walked into the ladies department of a Macy's and shyly walked up to the woman behind the counter and said, "I'd like to buy a bra for my wife." "What type of bra?" asked the clerk. " Type?" inquires the man, "There's more than one type? "Look around," said the saleslady, as she showed a sea of bras in every shape, size, color and material imaginable. "Actually, even with all of this variety, there are really only four types of bras to choose from ." Relieved, the man asked about the types. The saleslady replied: There are the Catholic, the Salvation Army, the Presbyterian, and the Baptist types. Which one would you prefer? Now totally befuddled, the man asked about the differences between them. The Saleslady responded, "It is all really quite simple.. The Catholic type supports the masses. The Salvation Army type lifts the fallen, The Presbyterian type keeps them staunch an

Wtf Happened To Them...
Rage Against The Machine (RATM). I was pissed when they broke up... Great rhythm section, freaky cool guitars and relevant (if not extreme) lyrical content. I had high hopes for audioslave, but I have been let down time after time... They have some decent stuff, but it's just not right... The whole is definitely not the sum of its parts in this case.

A Shread Of Hope
I gave him my heart and he tore it apart feelings going only one way I put my heart on my sleeve Now shatterd on the floor My eyes welt with up with tears my soul drowns in fear wondering if friendship is still and option if it wont be awkward knowing what we know or it we will go our separate ways i hope we dont reach that day i still love you with all my heart body mind and soul you say lets just be friends because you cant handle a relationship right now so i wait holding onto the last shread of hope i have waiting for the day our paths will cross again once more

Through A Childs Eye's
A child is so innocent and pure. They never ask or question why they are here. To them they think, Their meant to be here. To them, they think they were created from love and they are wanted. From the time they were born, All they see and know is of his Mother, Grandmother, Grandfather, Aunt, and Uncle. They are innocent as new borns, don't really know any better. A few months pass, a young man starts coming around. Spending alot of time with the child's Mommy, and spending alot of time with the child. The child thinks, this Man must be my daddy! Days, Weeks, Months go by and this Man is still around. I know who he is, I recognize the tattoo on his forearm. When he holds me, I search for those colors on his arm. I have to play and taste it every time I see him. Now he is married to my Mommy. We are a family, this is my Daddy! Days, weeks, months, years go by! A small child grows up to be a smart, funny, lively little boy. His whole world is wrapped around thi

Help
Less then 2000 points to go! Please come help her level up! She's been helping me out and would love to get off level 7. Whatever you can do will be appreciated! Thanks! .....Naughty Mrs. Santa Clause.... 2 days and counting down!!!!!@ CherryTAP

Love
Feel free to substitute GOD or ME in this post with whatever it is you believe...I myself believe GOD is SOURCE and we are all SOURCE ~~ The longing for Love that is within you is not a weakness. It is not a lack of parental Love, or a void that was created that you are trying to fill. Your longing for Love is placed in your heart by Me. It is your divine call. It is your homing device. It is the spiritual desire for your true home, for your right and real relationship with Me and with your true Love. It is a sadness to Me that this yearning I have placed within you is currently seen in this culture as a weakness. You are told that it makes you co-dependent, at worst, and less independent at best. So you turn away from your divine message, and you choose instead the messages of the ego as it seeks to create division. This distances you from what makes you whole. Yet all the while these beliefs are being embraced by people, the longing in the heart continues. It may be pushed

Just Something I Wrote Again And Again Unfinished
I need to know whats in my heart I need to know if it is real Ive known from the start I pretend its encased in steel The love I feel for you Is so soft and new It scares me to think it might not be true Where do I go from here You seem so far yet so near I smell you, taste you, so faint it is too Do I keep hopin and prayin for what Im not sure So much to learn and yet I know too The more I learn the harder it will be To turn and set my heart again free This all new and alien to me Ive given away my heart again to you

Just In Case U Wanted To Know
JUST TO LET YALL KNOW...............LAST NIGHT WAS THE FIRST TIME IN A LONG TIME THAT I WENT TO BED MAD, AND THIS MORNING IM STILL PISSED OFF AS ANYTHING. LET ME TELL U SOMETHING IF U WANT TO TALK SHIT ABOUT ME THEN YOU FUCKING SAY IT TO ME. DONT GO AROUND AND DO IT BEHIND MY BACK. LAST NIGHT I SAW WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU TRUST SOMEONE AND I LEARNED MY LESSON. SO IM TELLING YA DONT EXPECT ME TO TRUST YA WITH MY EMOITION, OR MY HEART OR MY FEELINGS. TODAY I PRAY THAT NO ONE GETS IN MY WAY BECAUSE SHIT IS GOING TO GO DOWN SO HARD AND FAST. PEOPLE HAVE CHOOSEN NOT TO CARE ABOUT MY FEELINGS SO DONT EXPECT ME TO CARE ABOUT YOURS. TODAY WE WILL SEE WHO MY TRUE FRIENDS ARE. IF U ARE REAL AND TRUE U BETTER LET ME KNOW RIGHT NOW CAUSE IM NOT DEALING WITH THIS SHIT ANYMORE. NO ONE FUCKING HAS ME, SO IF U THINK YOU DID YOU WERE WRONG. SORRY TO TELL YA THAT, BUT ITS THE TRUTH. READ THIS AND THINK ABOUT IT. I DIDNT DO SHIT TO ANYONE ON HERE, AND YET YOU CHOOSE TO TALK SHIT AND FUCK ME OVER. WELL HERE

A Christmas Story
'Twas the night before Christmas—Old Santa was pissed. He cussed out the elves and threw down his list. Miserable little brats, ungrateful little jerks. I have a good mind to scrap the whole works! I've busted my ass for damn near a year, Instead of "Thanks Santa"--what do I hear? The old lady bitches cause I work late at night. The elves want more money--The reindeer all fight. Rudolph got drunk and goosed all the maids. Donner is pregnant and Vixen has AIDS. And just when I thought that things would get better Those assholes from the IRS sent me a letter, They say I owe taxes--if that ain't funny Who the hell ever sent Santa Claus any money? And the kids these days--they all are the pits They want the impossible--Those mean little shits! I spent a whole year making wagons and sleds Assembling dolls...Their arms, legs and heads. I made a ton of yo yo's--No request for them, They want computers and robots...they think - I'm IBM! Flying through th

The Photo (explicit Sexual Story 18+pls) By Me
I had recieved an invitation this afternoon to meet with a female friend at her house for some lunch and just to hang out. She also needed a new dresser moved and a few pictures taken for her myspace page. So I arrived wearing my basketball shorts, a wife beater, and a pair of nike flip flops. I knocked on the door and she came and let me in. She was dressed in a black skirt with a pink halter top on. She invited me in and led me to where the dresser had been placed. "Damn this is one big ass dresser", i chuckled as I shoved it along the carpet from one room to the next until I got it placed into her bedroom in the exact spot she wanted. "Thanks DJ! Now for those pictures. I want to take some risque pics. Something that will grab the attention of others.", she said as she grabbed the camera and walked over to me handing it to me. "But first I need you to do me a big favor. I need you to be not only the photographer but also my co-star. ", she said as her hand reached onto my mesh sh

Tears Of Fears
Right now I've shed so many tears, for not knowing whats' life has in stored. At least I know I won't be bored!! The burden's of divorce will leave a mark with such a force. It's up to us to decided on what course we should take. Or something is going to break!! I've shed so many tears for so many years. I shed tears for joy, pain, sorrow, and for even the rain. Today I shed a few more tears for not knowing whats going to happen tomorrow. I shed so many tears for fear of losing you! With yesterday and today being done and all those tears are now long gone. There's nobody to promise tomorrow, and all I have left is a burden of sorrow. With the truth now known and the future is still yet to be told. I can't allow people see my tears, Nor can I let my children to see my fears. So I shed more tears for no hope insight, and all my dreams have taken flight. With the burdens of the past, prevents my current relationships to last. The sadness I feel makes it all se

The Value Of Life, Love, And Friendship!!
With so many challenges we face everyday and obstacles we have to endure with each waking day. We never really take the time to value and treasure the beauty that life presents us with. We are so blinded by our griefs, struggles, and pain. We fail to notice the wonderful gifts that life presents us with in so many different ways. We take for granted those that come into our lives and never really truely see the beauty that their presents bring to us. We fail to embrace and treasure who and what they are to us and what they bring into our lives, until one day for some odd reason they are nolonger gracing us with their presents! Friends come and go, Some stay for only just a brief moment and others stay for a life time. But it's up to us validate and appreciate the beauty in who they are and what they represent, and how they enrich our lives with their presents. Never take your friends for granted. Cause they sure don't take you for granted. If that frien

Torn Desire
I am desired by many, Of all different races and faces. They want to claim me as their one and only. They love my smile, they love my style. My Eyes drive them men wild. Their captivated by my charms, yet they want to embrace me in their arms. All Because my personality is so unique. Not so many woman can compete! For the man I once come to love is yet to be no more. But yet so many men come knocking on my door. As for the guy I truely seek, He just tells me to take a flying leap. He claims I have a heart of gold. Yet he doesn't want me to hold. DAMN! Life can be so cold! So whats a girl to do when she has know one to hold? Except the fate that has been told, and just be a little bold. Guard the heart and come to understand he just wasn't ready to be your man. To attempt to love another is just asking for nothing but trouble. In time you shall see the importance and value of what love can really be!!

Graphix Contest
VOTING IS OPEN! Winners will be determined by the final rating! Rate each pic from 1-10 (10=highest). If you rate someone a 1, or a 5, or a 8 in this contest it WILL effect the result. Rating everyone the same does nothing. I will give special mention to the person with the most comments, but first place will still be based on ratings. This contest will end Thursday night! To vote, go to Stixxx's photos (below).

Hurting So Much
I hate this cruel world All the mean things that happen I hate feeling used I hate feeling abused Always taken for granted Only good enough to be a friend Never good enough to be more Everyone taking Never giving I give everything and expect nothing Those that say they are friends Seem to be the worst They take and rarely give It would be nice to receive once in awhile!

Kick Me, I'm Irish!
You're not Irish. Unless you were born in Ireland. Therefore, I shall not kiss you. Saying "Kiss me I'm Irish" is about as stupid as me saying "I surrender, I'm French." I have no idea where I was going with all this. It sounded a lot more interesting in my brain.

You Might Be A Redneck Compurer Geek If....
Redneck Computer Geek You might be a redneck addicted to the world of computers if... If yer computer stand is made of a stack of old tires or 2 x 8's and cinderblocks. Ya think www. in a url is a logo for a wrestlin' organization. Someone tells ya they're "locked up" and ya ask if they need bail money. Ya've ever been too drunk to chat. Ya think a hard drive is a trip to Uncle Bubba's. Yer mouse keeps knocking over yer spit can. Ya think a surge suppressor is a pill for diarrhea. Ya keep trying to figure out why yer scanner won't pick up police radio calls. Ya think a megabyte is a new sandwich at McDonalds. Ya have to ask someone how to spell LOL. Yer stomach overlaps half of yer keyboard. Ya try to figure out how to get yer empty beer cans into the recyclin' bin. Ya try to turn on yer computer with the remote. Ya try to figure out how yer floppy disk got hard. Ya play Frisbee with yer CD Rom's. Ya find yerself on the floor looking into yer "A Dr

Cat Lover Or Not, This Is Hysterical!
; We've all had trouble with our animals, but I don't think anyone can top this one: Calling in sick to work makes me uncomfortable. No matter how legitimate my excuse, I always get the feeling that my boss thinks I'm lying. On one recent occasion, I had a valid reason but lied anyway, because the truth was just too darned humiliating. I simply mentioned that I had sustained a head injury, and I hoped I would feel up to coming in the next day. By then, I reasoned, I could think up a doozy to explain the bandage on the top of my head. The accident occurred mainly because I had given in to my wife's wishes to adopt a cute little kitty. Initially, the new acquisition was no problem .. Then one morning, I was taking my shower after breakfast when I heard my wife, Deb, call out to me from the kitchen. "Honey! The garbage disposal is dead again. Please come reset it." "You know where the button is," I protested through the shower pitter-patter and steam. "Re

Stupid Fucking Ct Wont Let Me Add Another Mumm!
Ok so ill have to wait till tommorow. anywho, the mumm I was gonna post required more comments rather than votes. I was going to ask how can you determine if someone you are conversing wih online is actually who they say they are when the send you a pic?

Friend To Family
We are excited about posting our sexy pics ...but yes its true, we are a bit shy and trying to be responsible. We will give Full Family access to the first five people that reply...and if you post comments nicely on some of them...we may just become family for the long haul. Hope to hear from some of you. Bobby and Kelli.

Ring
This is a request from a friend Hope you like it! my hands slide down your neck as I watch your eyes role back I can see into you the pain and anger underneath the smile if I could hold onto you forever I would just to make the pain go away make you forget what makes you hurt let the tears slip away the world falls to pieces everyday you pick them up and pull everyone through keeping your family together no matter what it takes alive for everyone but yourself keeping a smile on your face if it stays there then you can go on nothing can pull you down can't just run away you are stronger then that your heart might be broken but it keeps beating you'll love someone they will see you like I do and understand what you go through hold your hand and in your arms make you feel safe I bleed in hope for you today is not tomorrow so make sure you make it there to find out what you might have missed

Brrrr
So its a cold, sorta snowy afternoon. I've visited some pages today that I haven't gotten to in a while...I'm trying to get better at getting to everyones pages a couple times a week. But you have to understand that I've got a job OUTSIDE of playing here on CherryTap...If you want to take me off your friends list by all means feel free to. I'm sorry I haven't been the ideal cherry friend to all of you...but I do show the cherry loving to those that show it to me..My parents always said....eye for an eye... Anyhow...I'm going to try and get to a few more pages..If you see me on your page leavin a message...please return a message...at least let me know that you are human and don't just stop on my page and not do anything *sighs* I hate sounding like a damn broken record.

Empty
a year has passed love is on the rocks why are things this way what have i done to make u not love me everytime u say no i become a little more empty inside what have i done please tell me what i can do love is a bond but it only works when u let me know let me know what your feeling what have i done i love you but i think you dont feel the same way anymore forever for always im empty

This Is Me..take It Or Leave It
So I have recently discovered a few things about myself that I hadn't realized before. For giggles though, here are some things about me that you may or may not already know, depending on how good of friends we are. I've always been seen as the "good" girl. I always try my best and work hard. I want great things in life and I know that I may have to go to great lengths to get these things. I try to see the good in people even when others do not. I may act dumb sometimes, but I get it honestly ( When does the ATM close?). I know there are people who don't like me or think I am conceited, but they don't even know me. I have learned to deal with this bc it really isn't my problem. Some people say I'm stuck up bc I don't go out of my way to talk to them, well hey that's not really my fault either. I like to drive in my car sometimes with my music just a little too loud (Paul.."Tarah you don't have subs in here.") I'm a Republican and its not only because my parents are. I love to watch Fri

Ok Wo Wants To Play...
> This is called the "SEXY GAME" > > > Repost this, see how many MESSAGES people give you... > > yes or no > > [] I want your number > [] Pretty/Cute > [] Hottie > [] Sexy > [] Gorgeous > [] Amazingly Beautiful > [] I'd take you home in a second > [] I'd make out with you right now > [] I'd Hit it > [] No, I dont like you like that > [] I love you > [] Wanna hook up? > > > Dear _________, > I ____ you. > You have a nice ______. > You make me _______. > You should _______. > Someday I will ______. > You + me = ________. > If I saw you now I'd __________. > I want to ________ you. > I would build a _______ just for you. > If I could sing you any song it would be _________. > We could __________ under the stars. > Love, > _______________ > > (P.S. ______________.) > > > > Would you kiss me? > [] Hell Yea > [] Yes > [] No > [] Maybe > [] already did > > Would you do me? > [] In an instant! > [

Crucify Me
I didnt write this but I like this poem. Crucify Me Fight me, deny me, and crucify me, My sins are yours, they're not mine. You make me what I am, evil at your command. You send me to meet my challenger, whatever it may be. I risk my life to line your pockets for nothing but pain and agony. Three feet of chain with nowhere to go, there's not much here to see. No time to play, its work, work, work, that's how life is for me. Run the treadmill. Pull the blocks and hang there from the tree. If my ribs feel a little thick, then not much food for me. I'm in tip top shape, a muscle bound freak, with all the attitude I need. I've got gameness several generations back. You should see my pedigree! Pump me up! Hype me up! Throw me some bait! How about that young pup? Watch me rip his eyeballs out; I need the taste of blood. I've been hit. I've been beat. I've been left to die in the ring. I've been sewed up! I've been ripped open and I'

I Was Tagged
I've been tagged!! Current mood:confused yet strangely attracted to it. Here's the game of "You Have Been Tagged" as it was passed on to me: The first player of this game starts with the "6 strange facts or habits about yourself" and people who get tagged need to write a blog of their 6 strange facts or things, as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged bitch" in their comments and tell them to read yours. 1.I cant sleep without banging music into my head 2.People think my left leg is longer then my right cause i walk with a swagger, lmao. (so says mom) 3.I'm such a menace i walk into a puppy store to buy a rottweiler instead walk out with 2 shiztu? picked by my niece. awesome 4.Girls are my weakness, read number 3. 5.I cant stop craving for more yahoo singing *smirk* sylara sweet cheeks courtney his weakness fornicates

Stupidity In It's Rawest Form
THings that served no purpose but managed to become absolute cultural icons! 1. The Pet Rock: A few decades ago some guy decided that being around the company of a rock was much more pleasing than being around the company of people. Thus came about the birth of the pet rock. This way everyone could at least have one friend...even the people who couldnt get one by paying them. As for my pet rock..well one day it jumped out of my hands and leaped through my neighbors window never to be seen again! 2. Furby: Designed like some creature from a Harry Potter book the Furby boomed into popularity in the late 90's causing all sorts of panic and chaos at toy stores around the country. If you have ever witnessed one of these materialistic frenzies you'd think the Civil War was starting all over again. Personally I hated the little buggers. The first time I heard one talk was in a dark room...you scary little bastards!!! 3. Sea Monkeys: Sea Monkeys were in actuallity little brine shrimp.

Why
Why do friends have to talk you outa things you wanna do that may or may not be right. I'm sorry El' as of right now i still have full intentions. Amanda cant keep me locked in her room forever, they're will come a day i will go through with it.

Immune System Enemies
All the immune system organs and cells rely on specific nutrients to keep them working efficiently. For example, interferon, an anti-viral and anti-cancer chemical secreted by tissues throughout the body, needs vitamin C for its production, while lysozymes, an anti-bacterial enzyme found in bodily fluids such as tears and blood require vitamin A. So a poor diet will immediately result in a weakened immune system. Other enemies of strong immunity include stress, smoking, excess alcohol and caffeine, drugs (both medicinal and recreational), food additives, pesticides and pollution.

Somtimes
Sometimes I dream of you I dream that you are here With your arms wrapped around me making me feel safe from the world But then I wake up and you're not there Sometimes I hear you calling out my name wanting me to come to you I run as fast as I can following the sound of your voice But I run into empitness because you are never there Sometimes I cry because I am lost with out you and I need reassurence Then I see you walking towards me that breath taking smile you have But this time all I can hope is that it's not just a dream that your here But all I can really tell you for now is I know I love you

Meltdown
I went to a party with my girl Lea Saturday night. It was a guy named Anthony's birthday and our friend Matt invited us since it was at his house. The guest list consisted of: Me, Lea, Matt, Rod, Anthony, Other Anthony, Sari, Scott, Jared, Derrel, Christina, Some Asian Guy, Wiggles, Tyler, Eli, and Maggie (I think that's all of them). I knew most of them or had at least seen them when I went to high school. Maggie is Robbie's sister. I brought her since she's a pretty cool person and I hadn't heard from her in a while. It wasn't a real active party for the most part. We made three plutoniums (Everclear, Apple Pucker, Vodka, and I believe a shot of pineapple juice), and then mixed the left over vodka with miscelaneous other stuff like Coke. Everything was pretty alright to begin, cept Lea and Matt started slamming drinks back like the end of the world was coming down on them. She had fought with her Mom about staying at my house for the night, and he has some psychological issues go

I Am A Sick Evil Bastard....allegedly
Greetings friends family and those of you who stumbled upon this profile not quite knowing what you were getting yourself into! I was informed recently by a member of the "General Public" that I am a sick evil bastard and I should be made to rot in the bowels of hell for all eternity. You may be asking yourself what it is I did to incur the wrath of a "productive" member of society. I was asked my opinion and gave it. I was in line at the drug store and a woman was talking with the cashier about the Earthquakes that shook Pakistan some months ago. She was talking about a man who lost all 18 members of his family to the natural disaster. I stayed silent in the matter until she looked at me and said "isnt that the most awful thing you've ever heard?" I looked at her and said "Its not all bad think of all the money he will save come Christmas time." Loyal reader believe me when I tell you that if looks could kill I believe I might have died a thousand times over. This woman went nuts!! H

Are You A Chamorro Or Not?
A Chamorro man walks into a cafe one early morning and noticed that he was the only Chamorro man there.As he sat down, he noticed a white man behind him.The white man said, "Colored people are not allowed here." The Chamorro man turned around and stood up.He then said: "listen che'lu....when i was born, i was BROWN, " "When i grew up, i was BROWN, " "When i'm sick, i'm BROWN, "

The Psychology Of Stupidity
Heres a question to ponder should you find yourself with absolutely nothing better to do. What is it exactly that makes someone stupid? What is it that makes people like Brooke Shields say "Smoking is bad cause you can die from it. If you die you lose a very important part of your life." Really? I wasn't aware of that. Take our slightly askew president George W Bush. There is no way in Hell that this guy passes an intelligence test were he to take one today. This guy needs an anatomy picture book just to figure out where his ass is. Jessica Simpson is another one. Im surprised she hasnt yet mistaken a tampon for a Q-Tip. ALthough when it comes to stupidity there isnt a human alive that can match the stupidity of aliens. They come down here "probing" for intelligence yet its always the toothless hicks they abduct. Moonshine, banjoes and anal probes....sounds like the makings of intelligence to me. Now for a little self realization...I just spent 30 minutes of my time pondering stupidity

Senior Year
Fill this out about your SENIOR year of high school! The longer ago it was, the more fun the answers will be. 1. Who were your best friends?: Hubbs, Smacks, Nails, Dough and Bones 2.What sports did you play? basketball 3. What kind of car did you drive?: '83 S-10 Tahoe....The "Red Door" Legacy 4. It's Friday night, where were you?: playing basketball and then getting drunk 5. Were you a partier?: true... 6. Were you considered a flirt?: hell nah 7. Ever skip school?: nah....did that the first 3 years of school 8. Were you a nerd?: nope 9. Did you get suspended/expelled?: nope 11. Can you sing the fight song? we didn't have one 12. Who was your favorite teacher?: hell I don't know..... 13. Favorite class?: Physical Education 14. What was your school's full name?: Sheffield-Chapin/Meservey-Thornton High School 15. School mascot?: Spartans 16. Did you go to Prom?: nope 17. If you could go back and do it over, would you?: he

I Live In The Real World
Just a note to all that read this. You shouldn't judge a book by its cover because you never know what kind of story you are missing. I live in the real world and the events over the past week have made me realize a few things. People say things that they know you want to hear. People don't mean what they say and say what they mean. People get enjoyment out of hurting each other. People realize you have a big heart and take advantage of you. People just want something from you to satisfy there own need and they don't think about your feelings. As I sit here and think about this I realize that a lot of people of forgotten about the true meaning of not only Love but, Friendship. So I will leave you with this thought. Be kind to each other, remember to say please and thank you, treat others as you would want to be treated, and most of all.....If you say something mean it. Don't say things you don't mean....There are lot of us with big hearts and they do get hu

Spicy Chicken
1 tsp cayenne pepper 1 tsp chopped chillies juice and zest of 1 lime 1 tbsp honey 1 tbsp dried oregano 1 tbsp dried basil 4 chicken breast halves 1/2 cup soured cream In a bowl blend together the cayenne pepper, chiliies, lime, honey, and herbs. Coat the chicken breasts in the marinade and let narinate for 2 hours. Cook under medium broiler for about 40 minutes. Serve with the soured cream. Cayenne Pepper This fiery spice is actually a finely ground variety of chili and has the same properties. Cayenne is a circulatory stimulant, helping to dilate blood vessels and increase blood supply to all parts of the body. This makes it useful for those experiencing general debility and malaise, such as post viral fatigue suffers. It is also powerfully anti-bacterial, can break down catarrh and has antioxidant properties which aid the body in fighting the damage caused by free radicals. Nutrients Vitamins B3, carotenoids, calcium, iron, magnesium; flavonoids; volatile oils

Read At Your Own Risk! Seriously Offensive And No Im Not Kidding
Listen to me Jesus I will not say this twice You lied to all your faithful which wasn't very nice You are just a man a legend made of lies You "captivated" minds and blinded many eyes When you come to get them when you come for me I will stomp upon your cross and put an end to this insanity Bring about the end oh "Lord" Just dont look for me Your bible spewing has me bored Look for me and you will see For those that think he does exist how happy you must be Your ego is so much bigger then the cross that made him bleed Think I'll turn and see the light thats what makes you weak To think that those like me would ever join the meek (Chorus)

Stuff
well, I'm pretty sure that I have a cold haha. I can't breathe out of my nose. I'm most likely not going to classes for most of this week because we're mainly just reviewing for finals, which I already know what to study, so I'll be spending time at home doing that. I'm also supposed to get my tongue pierced this week, assuming that my friend calls back within the next few days. I'm so excited! I'm also still looking for a job, and I'm really annoyed that I haven't been able to find one. Blah. I'm still trying. Have a good day everyone.

By Jared
I have known hate but it showed me how to know love. I have known sorrow but it showed me how to know joy. I have known despair but it showed me how to know hope. I have known fear but it showed me how to know bravery. I have known loneliness but it showed me how to know another. I have known the devil but he showed me how to know God. What your have known will show you how to know something else.

Sunday/monday Morning Update
Scottie's Ameri-tour 2006 Update Current mood: awake Category: Travel and Places good morning faithful blog readers:) well i am half way across america in only 2 days. i put in close to 750 miles a day since saturday. yesterday morning (sunday) i left my hotel in lebanon, tennessee just outside of nashville around 11am. i hit the 40 west and kept on truckin. the exit into memphis was a parking lot so i didnt visit elvis. i just blew right by and payed my respects by singing, "heartbreak hotel". over the bridge and into arkansas i went. next stop, little rock. vrooooom! i think ive had every energy drink in america on this trip im not drinking anything else.. ive drank about 20 of em. theres all kinds of drinks ive never had before. fun! anyway, i stopped to stretch in little rock for a bit but not for long. my goal was to hit oklahoma city. ive just machined through the states. ive stopped for nothing but fuel and sleep. i am going to regret that i didnt take m

Internet Awareness Update! By J.t.
Just letting everyone out there on the net know: Crazy Bitch is the new Miss Murder which of course replaced Miss New Booty that subbed in after anything with Razor that took the place of Hotgurl694u Have a good day, and be careful out there.

My World
To the world You are one person To one person You are the world To the world You seem like nothing But to one person You are everything It seems like you have no one But one person has your back This one special person Has the strength of the world When you need it from them They are standing right beside Even when they aren't really there All you have to do is call And they are there for you Holding your hand Holding you close A good friend A true love This special person Yup it's me To the world You are one person But to me well you're my world

Lol...
12 Days Of Yahoo For the first pain of Christmas Yahoo gave to me A post from a week ago. For the second pain of Christmas Yahoo gave to me 2 web crashes And a post from a Week ago. For the third pain of Christmas Yahoo gave to me 3 error messages 2 web crashes And A post from a week ago. For the forth pain of Christmas Yahoo gave to me 4 jerks at Tech Help 3 error Messages 2 web crashes And a post from a week ago. For the fifth pain of Christmas Yahoo gave to me 5 frozen PM's 4 jerks at Tech Help 3 Error messages 2 web crashes And a post from a week ago. For the sixth pain of Christmas Yahoo gave to me 6 disconnection' s 5 frozen PM's 4 Jerks at Tech Help 3 error messages 2 web crashes And a post from a week ago. For the seventh pain of Christmas Yahoo gave to me 7 hours with no mail 6 Disconnection' s 5 frozen PM's 4 jerks at Tech Help 3 error messages 2 Web crashes And a post from a week ago. For the eighth pain of Christmas Yahoo gav

Hello.
Hi, my name's Tabie, obviously. I don't really have anything to write about, but I wanted to post a blog, so here I go. Um... Okay... Well, I'm a cat. The end. Anyways, if you have any questions about me, feel free to ask or visit my myspace. http://www.myspace.com/tabiekat http://marvelouss.deviantart.com - The Tabie Monster

Picture Pages And Model Fun
Hi every one and happy monday. Today I edited out some old photos to make room for new and put old new photos in there proper places. Yesterday I Had a very fun photo shoot with a very nice model named alexis malone an ex adult film star she did a very nice nude shoot with me. May work with her again in future. I am almost over being sick as well.

Bowl Games
Here are the 5 BCS bowl games and my predictions National title game: Ohio State v FLorida. This is going to be a blowout. Florida has no chance of stopping buckeye QB Troy Smith and the running attack of Antonio Pittman combined with the aerial threat of Gonzales and Teddy Ginn Jr are going to prove to be way too much for newest cryface Urban Meyer and the Florida Gators. OSU wins 42-21 Rose Bowl: University of Michigan v University of Southern Cal. This is going to be another Big 10 Pac 10 classic. Unlike the 2003 rose bowl in which Usc won by 14 Michigan has all the weapons it needs to topple SC coach Pete Carrol and his limping trojans. Michigans defensive front 4 are going to beat on Trojan QB John David Booty all day long. Michigan wins 35-14 Sugar Bowl: LSU v Notre Dame. The BCS is going to have controversy over sending Florida to the title game instead of Michigan but even if Michigan had gone to the title game the Bcs still screwed up. How Notre Dame managed to get in

She Waits
SHE WAITS She waits at my feet as she has been tought, Serine at the life that she has sought Euphoric with her life’s desires being met Ecstatic with knowing that she is My pet. Behind her back gently clasping her hands, Naked, still, awaiting her commands. Kneeling just right, with her eyes closed, Head slightly lifted in the required pose. Devoting to me, her mind, body and soul, My slave completes me making me whole. Her body quivers with anticipation and desire, Wanting and needing, she’s feeling on fire. I can see her thoughts and her body betrays, Her breathing increases and she slightly sways. Knowing that I’ll soon be starting our play, And satisfy her needs throughout the day. A slight smirk begins as her cheeks start to warm, Wanting and needing, she does not break form. Her desires are met when I direct her to rise, Moisture gathering between her thighs. Directed to retrieve some items of play. Gladly and quick, she does as I say. Sh

Hide And Seek
1. The bark of this tree is harsh I think I smile enjoying the cool roughness against my porcelain skin 2. I can almost hug it while blinking my eyelashes and rooting out a sanctuary with my toes 3. I hear some girl laughing in the wind and I think about you guys 4. Rustled leaves scatter and lighters click somewhere off to my left 5. I sneak a mischeivous glance and catch some shadows but i cant really see anything 6. I wonder if they can hear me over here leaning against this tree? Hold on What number was i on? 7. I think I forgot why I'm supposed to be waiting here counting I read just my ponytail 8. Its kinda chilly I pull my hoodie sleeves over my wrists Look around There's an opening in the trees over there i think 9. I glance down at my sneakers and twist the rings on my fingers 10. Fuck this! I concentrate on the crunch of the leaves under my feet I hear a lighter click closer to my left and some faint laughter

The Penis Poems......
I FOUND THIS POEM AND THOUGHT IT WAS AWESOME! SO I SHARING IT WITH YA'LL. My nookie days are over, My pilot light is out, What used to be my sex appeal, Is now my water spout! Time was when on its own accord, From my trousers it would spring, But now i have a full time job, To find the fucking thing. It used to be embarrassing, The way it would behave, For every single morning, It would stand and whatch me shave. Now old age approaches, It sure gives me the blues, To see it hang its little head, And watch me tie my shoes!

Snowflakes For The Salvation Army
The Salvation Army is having a SNOWFLAKE Drive to raise money. Please create a FREE Snow Flake and send it to friends or just leave it to fall on the Screen. Here is one of the Snowflakes I Created for out Troops: # 3170932 You will find the Search in the bottom Left. Thanks, David WolfEagle1499 -- I still need a couple of Pet Pictures for my next Contest -- Please Vote for me in@ CherryTAP

Friend's Birthday
My friend's birthday party is on the 8th and I can't wait. Whenever we all get together it is always fun. Lots of pics and lots of drinks. How can you not love that!!!! Not much else is new. Here is another song that I enjoy. I love the words to it and whenever I listen to it I smile. Nickelback Far Away Music Video Code

Poor Girl, She's Vulnerable Again
It happened again There I stood helpless As I watched her spiral out of control From the sidelines I observed her This fragile and delicate being as she always was And I could not save her I wanted desperately to reach her And pull her out from the hole That she’d keep digging herself in But I couldn’t find her hand So I just let her fall deeper and deeper My cries of empathy are useless She can’t hear me And she refuses to let me in In another moment of relapse She screams and begs for closure But gets nothing each and every time I don’t know how much more of this she can handle I’ve realized that she is the only one who can help herself It is unfortunate that she has not discovered how to yet It always kills me to see this pathetic thing Relinquish all her strength and dignity To the undeserving deity that she’s created in her mind Poor girl I watched without hope for the end As she suffered right before my eyes Well it’s over for now But I can only wait

My First "real" Snow.
So mid-missouri didn't get much snow last year, but this year started off with a great 18" snow... I really enjoyed having to DIG my f*ckin car out of the snow... and scrape 1" of ICE off of it... Nothing against the snow, but I'd rather just be able to play in it when I want than live in it...

How Will I Speak To Her?
Expensive friend, I am very moved to say to you that I have To be surprised that a woman as you accepts Me for friend I have the memory of your photograph and I would like well that it is a proof that I can be loved by you. I am ready to show my not involved affection all and without calculation, and if you want to thus see me revealing you, without artifice, my heart very naked, condescend to make me a dial, we will cause and as friends frankly I will prove to you that I am the sincere man, able to offer the major affection to you, like the narrowest friendship, in a word: the best friend of which you can dream. Since your heart is free, think that the abandonment where I screw is quite long, quite hard and often quite unbearable. My sorrow is too large. Will run well quickly and come me to make it forget. With you I want to entirely subject myself. When I at your feet an eternal homage, want you put that one moment I change face? Can be captured the feelings of a hear

Just Something That Is In My Head
as i choose to fade into this brown space that enfolds my mind before the black. the thoughts of life define the thoughts of grace. surrounding, the crimson flood engulfs my being in a drowning mass of self pity that will be overcome....with time. you see this as a hatred and a sense of what is bad and evil but its the true emotions of time that come and go, forever pulsing through my mind. a life as all have with the ups and downs that are consistent with someone that actually has feelings and emotions. it is not a bad thing. its the knowing that i am alive, even though its an unhappy exhistance for the time being that gives me a sense of knowing. but for the time being i am happy to drown in my crimson pain.

Broken Ballerina Girl
This one was requested by one of my friends on here, Not going to mention any names dance dance ballerina girl smile smile perfect girl we all love you we'd give you the world if only if only you wouldent hurl tip toe tip toe around the broken ones scwint your eyes and dont breath to deep skinney hollow and screwing a creep thats where your little girl weeps keep pretending its not there and she'll keep saying you dont care you would you could if you dare you could but your way to scared so you close your eyes you look the other way pretend you dont see the scars from her knife play and shell keep playing and she'll keep dancing this dangerous dance she'll keep drinking and smoking and taking a zombie emptey in a drug induced trance open your eyes you fool! look at what your to afraid to face your daughter you loved her you could have saved her from disgrace but you were afraid she'd hate you if you said no but she hates you anyway

Just Feeling How I Did Before
Invisible. Thats how you make me feel sometimes. Why can't you ask me before you do something but I must ask before I breath? Why do you have so much freedom and I am a slave? Sometimes I feel like it isnt fair, but then it only lasts for intervals, short ones. Dont put me throught this ever, why dont you talk to me about things? and why is it always my fault that I dont see you? I sit here, invisible to you and all you have to do is open your eyes. There are so many things that are more important than the things you have made priorities. Stop leaving me, stop ignoring me, make me visible again, you are the only one who can.

Searching
What is love??? That is the ultimate question we all want answered but not quit sure how to describe it so that others can understand it the way we see it. I read a blog that described love as all the little things, glances, moments together were silence speaks for its self. And that is like chaos ever flowing and shapeless without a true form yet there but not tangible. Love acts on its own or do we have to work on it? Do we believe we are in love and fall? Is there more to it? There are many books out there that try and tell you what love really is but you really can't put it into words unless you have experinced for yourself. Love can be wonderous or it can be painful. It can bring you the greatset joy or your worst sorrow. Having had both I know its meaning when I say these words. You can be in love or fall in love and not have the one your heart is set on feel the same as you do. So, what do you do then? Do you cry? fight? run? give up? The optio

Who Are You?
You drive me to desire So I can begin to imagine What lies behind the closed door I find myself helpless Straddling the line you draw Somewhere between reason and insanity I listen to your every word But have no idea why Who are you That I follow every word you say? Why am I So helpless and so quick to obey? Something's taking over me That I cannot resist You haunt even my deepest dreams No matter where I go You're never far away My mind says surrender While my soul cries out defend Yet you alone are in command Relentlessly pushing me On to climb the bigger hills Taking my every breath away And you just stay right there The captain of my ship Inside my thoughts Inside my head You're always in the front You command me You control me And I'll do anything you want Who are you That I follow every word you say? Why am I So helpless and so quick to obey? Something's taking over me That I cannot resist You haunt even my deepest dreams No matter

Priests On Vacation
Two priests decided to go to Punta Cana, Dominican Republic on vacation. They were determined to make this a real vacation escape by not wearing anything that would identify them as clergy. As soon as the plane landed, they headed for a store and bought some outrageous shorts, shirts and sandals. The next morning they went to the beach dressed in their tourist garb. They were sitting on beach chairs, enjoying a drink, the sunshine and the scenery when a drop dead gorgeous blonde wearing a string bikini came walking straight toward them. They couldn't help but stare. As the blonde passed them she smiled and said, "Good Morning, Father. Good Morning, Father," nodding and addressing each of them individually; then she passed on by. They were both stunned. How in the world did she know they were priests??? So the next day, they went back to the store and bought even more outrageous outfits. These were so loud you could hear them before you saw them. Once again, in their new a

Nuclear Power Or S**t
A guy gets on a plane and finds himself seated next to a cute blonde. He immediately turns to her and makes his move. "You know," he says, "I've heard that flights will go quicker if you strike up a conversation with your fellow passenger. So let's talk." The blonde, who had just opened her book, closes it slowly and says to the guy, "What would you like to discuss?" "Oh, I don't know," says the guy, smiling; "How about nuclear power?" "OK," says the blonde. "That could be an interesting topic. But let me ask you a question first. A horse, a cow, and a deer all eat the same stuff -- grass. Yet the deer excretes little pellets, the cow turns out a flat patty, and the horse produces muffins of dried poop. Why do you suppose that is?" The guy is dumbfounded. Finally he replies, "I haven't the slightest idea." "So tell me," says the blonde, "How is it that you feel qualified to discuss nuclear power when you don't know shit?"

Yes I Am Married But I Am Not Dead
As most of you see from my profile I am happily married. But I still have a beating pulse :) We have a very happy open relationship. I have a friend on the side. Who I have also been with for about 7 years. Don't worry it is hard to offend me :). I like sex alot and I hope you do to.

Tag Your It
I've been tagged!! Current mood: amused Here's the game of "You Have Been Tagged" as it was passed on to me: The first player of this game starts with the "6 strange facts or habits about yourself" and people who get tagged need to write a blog of their 6 strange facts or things, as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged bitch" in their comments and tell them to read yours. 6. I fantsize about Tony Romo.. Dallas Quaterback 5. I sleep necad 4. I can do this weird trick with my tounge 3. I sleep with a carebear 2. It takes me 2.5 seconds to put on my face. 1. I love dogs I am going to Tag. Nols Wiskey Bent PaPi PezKandy Sara Jean Lucky Charms

Zorba The.....
Upon arriving in Greece, a couple decided not to see the country the traditional touristy way but to hire a guide from one of the small villages. After finding a guide, the guide took them on a boat ride showing them the sights of Greece. After a while, they past a grove of fig trees. After the tourists commented on the beauty of the trees, the guide says, "See all those trees? I planted every one of those trees. I nurtured every one of those trees. But do they call me Zorba the tree-planter? No." The couple looked a little confused at his outrage but kept quiet. After about 15 minutes, they past a nice village on the bank of the river. The tourists comment on the beauty of the village. Again, the guide goes off. "See all those houses? I built every one of those houses. With these two hands alone, I built those houses. But do they call me Zorba the house-builder? NO." The couple again looked confused and worried about the guide's outrage. They didn't want to annoy him

Cellphones Safe?
Taken from: http://news.zdnet.com/2100-1035_22-6140191.html FBI taps cell phone mic as eavesdropping tool By Declan McCullagh, and Anne Broache, CNET News.com Published on ZDNet News: December 1, 2006, 2:20 PM PT * ZDNet Tags: Privacy, * Mobile/wireless, The FBI appears to have begun using a novel form of electronic surveillance in criminal investigations: remotely activating a mobile phone's microphone and using it to eavesdrop on nearby conversations. The technique is called a "roving bug," and was approved by top U.S. Department of Justice officials for use against members of a New York organized crime family who were wary of conventional surveillance techniques such as tailing a suspect or wiretapping him. Nextel cell phones owned by two alleged mobsters, John Ardito and his attorney Peter Peluso, were used by the FBI to listen in on nearby conversations. The FBI views Ardito as one of the most powerful men in the Genovese family, a major part of the nati

No Title Lol
Well a friend of my boyfriend called me a slut cuz my boyfriend and i have already slept together oh well too bad he is jsut pissed that he got turned down and what me and my boyfriend do is not his business and now he called me a cunt today and i just laughed cuz it don't hurt my feelings anymore cuz he lies aobut everything lol and you know its all cool cuz it shows how childish it is ;)) its all good

Number Of The Beast 666
EVERYONE knows about 666... but I bet you didn't know these other #'s of the BEAST! 660 Approximate number of the Beast DCLXVI Roman numeral of the Beast 666.0000 Number of the High Precision Beast 0.666 Number of the Millibeast / 666 Beast Common Denominator (-666) ^ (1/2) Imaginary number of the Beast 1010011010 Binary of the Beast 6, uh... what was that number again? Number of the Blonde Beast 1-666 Area code of the Beast 00666 Zip code of the Beast $665.95 Retail price of the Beast $699.25 Price of the Beast plus 5% state sales tax $769.95 Price of the Beast with all accessories and replacement soul $656.66 Walmart price of the Beast $646.66 Next week's Walmart price of the Beast Phillips 666 Gasoline of the Beast Route 666 Way of the Beast 666 F Oven temperature for roast Beast 666k Retirement plan of the Beast 666 mg Recommended Minimum Daily Requirement of Beast 6.66 % 5 year CD interest rate at First Beast of Hell National Bank, $666 minimum deposit.

People, Places, And Losing Everything
Dreaming about you hurts enough When I think of how things were It feels like I am Catching darts Swimming against the tide Fighting back my pride Did I do all I could Have I tried all I should When exactly Do you let go How precisely Am I ever to know Watching you sink Dispels a quote Though I never Believed That all of it floats Is it guilty pleasure Or a way to measure How much I changed And still I remained Connected to you The eyes go dull The skin turns gray Somehow I just Go on with my day I recall The very first glance The time I caught your eye I guess now is forever This is Goodbye Funny how the second hand Keeps moving around Time ought to stop Until I finish my frown There, I took another Breath I see a smile on My face I will go love another Instead of trying To replace

So?
Why they are all so worried to get to the top af a stupid contest maybe about a piece of flash? Sounds like there is a lot of people with a loss of trust in themself on here...well...forget my english...I'm sure you got the point! :-)))))))

Around The Corner
Around the corner I have a friend, In this great city that has no end, Yet the days go by and weeks rush on, And before I know it, a year is gone. And I never see my old friends face, For life is a swift and terrible race, He knows I like him just as well, As in the days when I rang his bell. And he rang mine but we were younger then, And now we are busy, tired men. Tired of playing a foolish game, Tired of trying to make a name. "Tomorrow" I say! "I will call on Jim Just to show that I'm thinking of him." But tomorrow comes and tomorrow goes, And distance between us grows and grows. Around the corner, yet miles away, Here's a telegram sir," "Jim died today." And that's what we get and deserve in the end. Around the corner, a vanished friend. Remember to always say what you mean. If you love someone, tell them. Don't be afraid to express yourself. Reach out and tell someone what they mean to you. Because when you decide that it is the right time it might be too

Never Give Up!
One day I decided to quit... I quit my job, my relationship, my spirituality. .. I wanted to quit my life. I went to the woods to have one last talk with God. "God", I said. "Can you give me one good reason not to quit?" His answer surprised me... "Look around", He said. "Do you see the fern and the bamboo?" "Yes", I replied. "When I planted the fern and the bamboo seeds, I took very good care of them. I gave them light. I gave them water. The fern quickly grew from the earth. Its brilliant green covered the floor. Yet nothing came from the bamboo seed. But I did not quit on the bamboo. In the second year the Fern grew more vibrant & plentiful. And again, nothing came from the bamboo seed. But I did not quit on the bamboo. He said. "In year three there was still nothing from the bamboo seed. But I would not quit. In year four, again, there was nothing from the bamboo see. I would not quit." He said. "Then in the fifth year a tiny sprout emerged from t

Perfect
One day Johnny comes home from school and asks his father "Dad, what's penis?" His father whips out his tool and says "That, son, is a penis. It's not only A penis, it is the perfect penis." The next day some of his friends ask him what a penis is. Johnny exposes his tool and says, "This is a penis. And if it was three inches shorter it'd be the perfect penis."

The Ding Game
It is called the 'Ding Game', and it is really easy to play. First though, a little history as to how the game came to be. It all started while riding in automobiles with female friends over time. It was mentioned to me that not all women enjoy having comments given to them from out a car window. Now, some of the ladies that were complimented would give a smile, others a knowing glance, there were those who yelled 'ASSHOLE' or various other things expressing their displeasure with the words, some just flipped off the author of what was meant to be in some odd way kind. A section of the female population would occasionally respond 'Hey baby! You need a date?' The thing was, there was no way of knowing how the girls would reply, or who we may be effecting negatively, and being gentlemen of simple minds and needs, we came up with a new way to acknowledge the finer gender without all the needless reactions. We ding them. You see someone who you would have sex with and simply say 'Ding'. Yo

#2 Of The 88 Precepts
2. Whatever People's perception of God, or Gods, or the motive Force of the Universe might be, they can hardly deny that Nature's Law are the work of, and therefore the intent of, that Force. So the second of the 88 precepts seems to be a continuation of the first, furthturing a discussion of religion and faith. The first stated that any teaching that denies or contradicts Nature's Law is false. Now, as number two explains, this is not a denial of the validity of all faiths. Some feel that believing in any god or pantheon of gods is, in and of itself, a denial of Nature's Laws. After all, there are certain churches that deny that dinosaurs ever existed. There are certain religions, in fact, that dispute many, if not most, scientific discoveries of the past century. So in essence, these particular groups have "given a bad name" to almost all religions. People hear these denials from one church, and assume they speak for all religions. But the second precept tells us differently. S

More Than Boobs.
I do not know why I actuall posted another one aout being beautiful exactly, but I am blaming it on what I read in Karen Marie's profile this morning. She made a comment on how so many of us men comment on a woman's breast as, "nice tits", or such. I agree we sometimes get rather blunt and rude. By the way gentlemen or not I am a breast loving man, I like to see good breast on a woman. However, they all have them they just come in various sizes and shapes, but what is the rest of the woman like. Has sehe lovely eyes? or a beautiful smile? A voice so sweet she could talk the birds out of the sky? What are her other qualities. I love a woman for the gift of talk, kindness, friendship, and personality she posses, not just what size jugs she may have and yet I am not going to say I did not notice either. However, I know they are more than walking mammory glands. Ladies I love the way nature put you all together. It makes things work out for enjoyable nights and so forth, b

There's Motherfucking Snakes In My Motherfucking Ball Pit!
This bulletin is so full of bullshit, it might put a lot of bullshit factories out of business. On the other hand, the gullible factory is at 100% production and still going strong. http://www.snopes.com/horrors/parental/parental.asp I was stunned when I read this...pass it along to others! > >McDonalds, Chuck E Cheese, Discovery Zone... Some of you might >not be parents, but you may have nieces, nephews, grandchildren or >friends with children. This will pertain to you too. As I read the >following, my heart sank. I urge each and every one of you to >pass this on to as many people as you can. I cannot stress how >important this is! > >This is very disturbing news. In addition to the following true >story... > >One son lost his watch, and was very upset. We dug and dug in >those balls, trying to find the watch. Instead, we found vomit, >food, >feces, and other stuff I do not want to discuss. I went to >the manager and raised hell. Come to find out, the ball pi

Hope To See You On Messenger Y'all
Well i'm leaving Cherrytap. I'm ok, but bored. I've been enjoying this site as much as possible but right now i haven´t found not too much excitement, and i feel it's time to move. But i want to keep in touch with you girls and boys. So, if you are not in my messenger lts already, feel free to add me: Panopticon@pahardcore.con (MSN) Nihilorama@yahoo.com.mx (Yahoo) Anyone!!! Specially i hope you Extremelyshy, Tovah, Gina, Lola, add me because you are my missing contacts!!!! Kisses y'all!!! :)

Salute To Single Parents
The hardest job in the world is that of a single parent we over look all the things they have to do that are taken for granted. The single parent is the provider, healer, mom, dad, tutor, teacher, educator, director, advice giver, best friend, and lover. To those he/she has in their life and all the worries that come along with it like a home with both parents. Yeah things are a little different but for the better of their child/children. There are those who like to fault the single parent without knowing the real responsibility of what all they are faced with daily and what they have to deal with on the regular. I know first hand what it is like for the single parent because I come the home of one. The greatest person in my life was a single mom that took care of me and made sure that I did the right thing while working. No I wasn't always watched but that only made me a better person and gave me quicker wits and understanding of what all life may have in store for me.

What Is It With People?
A "supposed" friend and I just had it out, well depending on when you read this, time might of passed since it happened...lol.. She was in a bad mood and going off on me and taking it out on me...I tried to back out of it gracefully and as nicely as I could but to no avail... It got worse from there....Telling me how her brother died last week, which I gave my condolences to her, and then she started whining about her gf and how she thought it was unfair that her gf thought it was more important to be with her that at her brother's funeral.... To me that is just wrong because family is far more important than anyone else but I basically told her to get over it and she went ballistic... She started calling me a cruel and heartless b*tch among other things then did a 360 and started calling me a fake and a man....WTF is the deal with that... All because she was in a piss poor mood and I didnt feeling like consoling her...I dont know her well enough to care about those thin

Rude People
Hello all. This is my fist blog on here ... Well, this passed Saturday me and my family went to a a tree lighting and it was nice. But when it was over a bunch of people were walking back to there cars that was in a parking lot near by. Well, anyway there was stop sing there and there was car trying to get out. Well, there was this one lady that was blowing her horn like a crazy person because the van in front of her was letting the ppl walking go passed . I mean come on now .. why do ppl have to be like that it the holiday season and every one was all happy and having fun at the tree lighting and this lady had to go and be a big ass and blow her horn like she was in a big hurry well just waned to share that all with you and would love to hear what you think

I'm Soooooooooooooo New
HI EVERYONE. I AM BRAND NEW AND LOST. I JUST FIGURED OUT "MYSPACE". THROUGH THAT I GOT INVITED HERE. I LOVE WHAT I SEE BUT I'M LEARNING. THANK EVERYONE THAT HAS STOPPED BY WITH WONDERFUL COMMENTS. WHAT A GREAT WELCOME! I WILL REPLY TO ALL OF YOU AS SOON AS I MASTER THIS. SO PLEASE BE PATIENT WITH ME AS I LEARN AS I GO. HAVE A GR8 DAY! YOUR NEW FRIEND, PEE-JAY

This Is Me
i am who i am i am the one you want to meet i am the one to hold you in your sleep i am the one to make you insane i am the one to take away your pain i am the one who sees no shame i am he who watches in the night i am the one who has your back in a fight i am the one who will stand with you to the end i am your forever friend i am the one to love you for life i am your lover, best friend, and other i am the one who holds your heart i am he who watches in the dark i am the one who watches when you sleep i am the keeper of your secret dreams i am the one who holds you when you need a shoulder i am the giver and taker of your pain i am the Yin to your Yang i am that nice guy i am the one who can make you cry i am the one who heals broken hearts i am that hand that helps you out of the dark i am the one to show you happiness in life i am the one to bring you strife i am the one to bring light to your life i am

Twas The Month Before Christmas
Twas the month before Christmas... Not a Christian was praying Nor taking a stand. See, the PC Police had taken away, The reason for Christmas - no one could say. The children were told by their schools not to sing, About Shepherds and Wise Men and Angels and things. It might hurt people's feelings, the teachers would say December 25th is just a " Holiday ". Yet the shoppers were ready with cash, checks and credit Pushing folks down to the floor just to get it! CDs from Madonna, an X BOX, an I-pod Something was changing, something quite odd! Retailers promoted Ramadan and Kwanzaa In hopes to sell books by Franken & Fonda. As Targets were hanging their trees upside down At Lowe's the word Christmas - was no where to be found. At K-Mart and Staples and Penny's and Sears You won't hear the word Christmas; it won't touch your ears. Inclusive, sensitive, Di-ver-si-ty Are words that were used to intimidate me. Now Daschle, Now

People
I promise you my love I promise you my heart I promise you my life I promise we'll never be apart I promise not to hurt you I promise to never make you cry I promise to always trust you I promise not to lie I promise you forever I promise you tonight I promise you my respect I promise to do things right I promise to always be there I promise until the end I promise to always love you I promise to be your best friend I promise you my love I promise you my life I promise this forever I promise our friendship is my life

Beautiful Is Who You Love
Just an ordinary person is extraordinary when you love them. They are more beautiful to you then anyone you have ever known. No one around you can understand why or what you see in them, but that is okay because it is your heart, mind, and soul that has been filled with joy of love. Not even the one you love can always accept the fact that she is beautiful. However, if you love her tell her you do. Tell her she is beautiful everday. Though at first she may not accept the heart felt comment it will grow on her and she only comes more beautiful and she soon feels it too. Beauty to you or beauty to me has not got to mean the same and may not see it the same. Yet, theat we share with another from the heart is more beautiful than that we only see with our eyes. So if you love let them know they are beautiful and they will be always. I know that my baby, my love, my lady is beautiful to me. She is the last thing at night I want to see and the first one I want to see each mo

Life
LET IT GO BY T.D. JAKES Let it go for 2006..by T. D. Jakes There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. The bible said that, "They came out from us that it might be made manifest that they were not for us. For had they been of us, no doubt they would have continued with us." [1 John 2:19] People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. Let them go. And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person, it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don'

Frogs
Frogs Once upon a time there was a bunch of tiny frogs The goal was to reach the top of a very high tower. A big crowd had gathered around the tower to see the race and cheer on the contestants.... The race began.... Honestly,no one in crowd really believed that the tiny frogs would reach the top of the tower. You heard statements such as: "Oh, WAY too difficult!!" "They will NEVER make it to the top." "Not a chance that they will succeed. The tower is too high!" The tiny frogs began collapsing, One by one.... except for those, who in a fresh tempo, were climbing higher and higher... The crowd continued to yell ~ "It is too difficult!!! No one will make it!" More tiny frogs got tired and gave up, But ONE continued higher and higher and higher.... This one wouldn't give up! At the end everyone else had given up climbing the tower. Except for the one tiny frog who, after a big effort, was the only one who reached the top! THEN all

Waaaaaaaaaaa........
Training all day!!! I HATE that shit especially because i have a idiotic trainer whom reminds of the boss from The Office, but lamer... Damn this weekend was crazy! Never, and i mean never work a show that has a bunch of wild women chasing after half naked men... i think i have seen enough penis for about 10 years. Any how, everyone have a great day! and stop by and leave me a comment or something if your missin me! ~Mistress )o(

The Holidays Are Here
WELL TIIME SURE IS GOING FAST X-MAS DAY WILL SOON BE HERE AND THEN THE NEW YEAR.. LOOKING FORWARD TO BOTH..... NEW TO THE SYSTEM WOULD LOV TO OMEET SOME CYBER FRIENDS AND EXCHANGE THOUGHT PICTURE'S ETC ETC KEEP IN TOUCH... TIMOTHY

Yes It Is Real And So Is Me (cfs)
WHAT IS FIBROMYALGIA SYNDROME? FMS (fibromyalgia syndrome) is a widespread musculoskeletal pain and fatigue disorder for which the cause is still unknown. Fibromyalgia means pain in the muscles, ligaments and tendons--the fibrous tissues in the body. FMS used to be called fibrositis, implying that there was inflammation in the muscles, but research later proved that inflammation did not exist. Most patients with fibromyalgia say that they ache all over. Their muscles may feel like they have been pulled or overworked. Sometimes the muscles twitch and at other times they burn. More women than men are afflicted with fibromyalgia, but it shows up in people of all ages. To help your family and friends relate to your condition, have them think back to the last time they had a bad flu. Every muscle in their body shouted out in pain. In addition, they felt devoid of energy as though someone had unplugged their power supply. While the severity of symptoms fluctuate from person to pe

I Want To Believe. .
July 1947 Many will recall that on July 8, 1947, witnesses claim an unidentified object with five aliens aboard crashed on a sheep and cattle ranch just outside Roswell, New Mexico. This is a well known incident that many say has long been covered up by the US Air Force and the Federal Government. However, you may NOT know that in the month of March 1948, roughly nine months after that historic day, Albert Arnold Gore Jr., Hillary Rodham, John F. Kerry, William Jefferson Clinton, Howard Dean, Nancy Pelosi, Dianne Feinstein, Charles E. Schumer; and Barbara Boxer were born. I hope that this information has cleared up a lot of things that have been troubling you.

Bcs= Bullshit College Standings
After 14 weeks of some of the best college football games ever played the National Championship Game has been decided. On January 8th at 8pm The Ohio State Buckeyes (12-0) will face the...wait for it...FLorida Gators (12-1)So this is it huh? OSU-Florida? Florida coach Urban Meyer has been quite vocal over the last 5 weeks concentrating mainly on blasting the Michigan Wolverines whose only loss happens to be at the hands of the only undefeated team in the country..Ohio State (technically Boise STate is undefeated but really how much weight does that carry?)Ok Urban...you got what you wanted I just hope that when the Buckeyes lay a 62 point ass kicking down on you and your gators you have the decency to admit that your team really isnt all that great. This is going to be the biggest embarrassment in BCS history and I cant wait. Later on I will have a blog detailing all 5 bowl championship series bowls

Category: Friends
Current mood: content I enjoy life and I live each day to the fullest. If I'm unhappy for even a second I'll leave a situation and not look back. My happiness is important to me. Some call it selfish, I call it looking out for myself cuz no one else is gonna do it for me, ya know? Its hard to get my attention and keep it. So, if you wanna be added as one of my friends you'll havta come up with something better than "Hey baby, Nice Pics!!" or "How are you today?

Pay Attention
I am posting this because I feel its true. Your response will be interesting. Pay attention to what you read. After you have finished reading it, you will know the reason why. Here goes: People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support,~ to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time,~ this person will say or do something! to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their

Blind
Born into a world of eyes.. Born into a world not by choice.. Born into a world thats filled with illusions.. Born into a world of hatred.. Born into a world of steriotypes.. U think you know who I am? Think again.. Am not ur ordinary nothing.. Do not steriotype me.. judgemental eyes are always blind..

"if" Is A "very" Big Word
"IF" is a "VERY" big word If you aim at nothing, you'll hit it every time. If you always do what you always did, you'll always get what you always got. If you are headed in the wrong direction, God allows U-turns. If you are never scared, embarrassed or hurt, it means you never take chances. If you are not big enough to lose you are too small to win. If you are not enjoying your work, you should either change your attitude, or change your job. (Leo Tolstoy) If you are not fired with enthusiasm, then you will be fired with enthusiasm. (Vince Lombardi) If you are not part of the solution, you are part of the precipitate. If you are patient in one moment of anger, you will escape a hundred days of sorrow. (Chinese Proverb) If you are willing to admit you are wrong when you are wrong, you are all right. If you begin to understand what you are without trying to change it, then what you are undergoes a transformation. (Jiddu Krishnamurti 1895-1986

Traits Of A Real Man (this Is A Refresher Before Bringing Your Drama And Other Threats And Bullshit To Me!!)
Today's lesson is a throwback to the good old days when school teachers still had a whip and you were disgraced if you showed up at home with a "D" on your report card. Today is a lesson in basics; the basics of being a man. Let's call it Manhood 101. With all the knowledge I have at my disposal, you may be asking, "Mr. Mafioso, why waste your valuable time with trivial lessons when there are other, more powerful lessons I need to learn about business and respect?" Simple. To build a great house, you need a strong foundation on which to put all the other pretty things. To build a great man, you also need a solid foundation on which to add all the other little things that set the real men apart from the stronzos. Over the last few years of writing this little column, I've learned that too many men have no foundation, no basis on which to build the principles I teach. There are many ways to define a man, and different people have different definitions, so I'm going to skip al

I Solemnly Swear....
I have decided to TRY and change my point of view about CherryTAP. I spent my weekend randomly visiting friends and catching up with their pages. Some of them I'd never even seen. I have no idea if some of them had ever even left me a point...but it was disheartening that I had ALL those friends and I never even attempted to give them some love, with the excuse that it was overwhelming enough keeping up with messages and comments. So I'm done with contests for awhile which should make some of you very happy :) and I am going to concentrate on reaching out to the friends on my list and show them the love they deserve for getting me where I am. I cannot however promise I won't ask for a fan here and there or that you won't see my face on a blast EVER again. I am a CherryTap addict you know!! By The Way DON'T FORGET My 30th Birthday Is DECEMBER 19th ***SMILE***

What To Do...where To Go...
I got wind of this site by accident and decided to join. So far, it seems like it will be fun yet it is very different from some other sites I have been on. Everyone seems great here so I feel confident that there will be a few of ya who will take me by the cyber-hand and show me how to make the most of it. Invite me around the bar and lets have a ball!

To All My Freinds On Here
JUST WANTED TO TELL ALL MY FRIENDS ON HERE THAT HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT MONDAY.HOPE YOU DIDNT PARTY TO MUCH ON THE WEEKEND. BETTA HAVE DRANK ONE FOR ME. WELL SORRY THAT I DONT WRITE YOU ALL BUT THERE IS ALOT OF YOU LOL BUT GET AT CHA GURL AND HAVE A GREAT DAY

Please Take A Look!
A Special Thought for the Christmas Season! Please Pass it on . T' WAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE, MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY, WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO, IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY THE MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES, OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT, CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR, IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED, A CANADIAN SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO, OF WHOM I'D JUST READ?, CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES

In Loving Memory Of My Nanna
to all that know that my grandmother was sick. i have a update..... it is a very sad update. on dec2.2006 my grandmother past away she was loved by so many people she will be sadly missed she was our back bone. she was born in 8,28,1940 and died 12,2,2006 at 7pm. please everyone keep our family in your prayers for the next couple of days thanks so much. jessica ------------------------------------------------- On Oct 2, 2006 Barbara Nightingale went to heaven to be with her mom and dad James T. and Ethel Beck. She left behind a sister Betty Thum of Memphis TN married to Ronald. Three children Wayne Nightingale of Nashville TN married to Leslie, Tammy Moore of Middleburg FL, Paul Batten of Melbourne, Fl married to Yvonne. Two stepchildren Eugene Millington, Jr. of Folkston, GA. married to Mindy and Elaine Millington of Argyle, FL. 12 grandchildren Jessica Loftus, Anthony Schumacher, Andrew and Kaleb Nightingale, Dustin, Corey, Sean, Travis, and Emma Millington, C

Me And My Toy
My heart was still racing as I shut the door behind me, his smile still in my head. I stretched out on my bed with a silly grin on my face. I let my hands begin to wander, first teasing my nipples through my thin cotton T-shirt, making them hard, then moving down my flat tummy. As his laugh echoed in my mind, I let my fingers find the bottom hem of my shirt, pulled it up slowly, imagining it was his. I felt a moan escape my lips and slipped my hand into my panties finding my wet lips. I couldn't believe how wet I was, just from the power of his voice, oh and that smile. God that man is sexy. I closed my eyes and pictured him lying between my legs with a grin on his face. I ran my finger over my swollen clit and felt my body quiver. I began to make light circles around my clit, making sure to tease my opening with my middle finger. I moaned again, hearing his smooth voice in my head telling me he wanted to hear me cum. I quickened the pace with my fingers, changing between rubb

My First Real Relationship
I'm so sorry that I haven't written in a while, i have been so busy with thanksgiving and now trying to get all my christmas stuff done. So when I left off I was just starting business school and i had just met Dan. Dan was very sexy, tall blonde hair blue eyes and the sweetest talking guy you could ever meet. I could never figure out why he chose to be with me. I met him while I was working at a carvel ice cream store. the first 6 months of our relationship was wonderful, we hardly ever faught or argued, but then maybe again I was just so in love with the idea of being in love that I didn't see the warning signs. then he moved into one of my parents apratments to be closer to me, and I ended up "unofficially" moving in too, meaning I wasn't there to help pay the bills, but I stayed there ever night and and cleaned up for him blah blah blah. After we were dating for about a year and half, things started getting worse, to the point where I knew something was wrong and

Dinner Date
"Damn!" she swore as the doorbell rang and she dropped the tomato in her hand. The kitchen looked like a war zone. There were stains and food stuff everywhere you turned. She herself was covered in a meat sauce and looked none too appetizing. She wiped her hands on her apron and hurried across her hardwood flooring to answer the door, like always Hunter was right on time. He was leaning on the door frame when she opened it. The sight that greeted him was one he wasn't likely to forget. Her long dark hair was tied back into a sleek tail, and covered in various spots with flour. Her prim navy suit sans jacket that she had worn to the office that day was barely covered by the apron she had tied around her waist, its original colour long ago covered by a mysterious sauce. She was barefoot except for a spot of what looked like cream sauce near her ankle. "Evening Cassidy." She smiled, showing perfect white teeth in a perfect smile. She let him in with a hand gesture and stepped to th

What A Day!
Don't expect too much from me today, my friends! I've got a long and busy day coming up, with belly dancing class at the tail end. Will probably be on for awhile after 8 p.m. CST. I like it when business picks up, especially adding new clients to my list. I have a tendency to make people feel better, not a bad thing! But then they go away for awhile. So I need to generate new clients all the time! Work, work, work! Have a great day, my friends! See you later! Blessings to all! Maggie

"attractive" Test
This is the "attractive" test. Reply to the person that post this with your answers. Re-Post this blank and see who will fill this out for you. You may be surprised to see some of the answers. BE HONEST!!! Do i look like a good kisser? [] yes [] no Would you kiss me? [] yes [] no Am I? [] beautiful! [] sexy azz hell [] fine [] pretty [] cute [] iight [] ugly! I look like.. [] a player [] slut [] whore [] hubby/wifey type [] one time thing [] next bf/gf If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No Would you rather.. [] hook up with me [] cuddle with me [] have sex with me [] date me On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 Are you going to repost this so i can answer for YOU? [] yes [] no what would you want me to be to you? [] friend [] fuck buddy [] girl friend/boy friend

Stay Off My Page!!!!!!!!!!!
TO ALL MINE AND SOME SELECTED FRIENDS STALKERS WE ASK THAT YOU KINDLY DETOUR YOURSELF AROUND OUR PAGE AS YOU HAVE NO BUSINESS THERE. ALSO PLEASE REFRAIN FROM PICTURE VIEWING AND COMMENT BROWSING. WE HAVE LIVES, YOUR NOT PART, GET OVER IT! YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!!! -THIS IS ALL-

Why Why Why ???????
Why ..... Do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are going dead? Why do banks charge a fee on "insufficient funds" when they know there is not enough money? Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars, but check when you say the paint is wet? Why doesn't glue stick to the bottle? Why do they use sterilized needles for death by lethal injection? Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard? Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you throw a revolver at him? Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets? Whose idea was it to put an "S" in the word "lisp"? If people evolved from apes, why are there still apes? Why is it that no matter what color bubble bath you use the bubbles are always white? Is there ever a day that mattresses are not on sale? Why do people constantly return to the refrigerator with hopes that something new to eat will have materialized? Why do people keep running over a string a dozen times with their vacuum cleane

Drowning
Wallowing in lonliness, drowning in my tears You have breathed life into my worst fears You have taken my heart and torn it assunder ahttered it into miniscule parts I hope you enjoyed your plunder The joy you once gave me has turned into my pain On my weary soul you've left a bloody stain My Fantasy my nightmare both reside in you I truelly hope all your dreams come true If you have any care for me you will leave me be instead of pushing me deeper into misery

The Doll And A White Rose
The Doll And A White Rose I hurried into the local department store to grab some last minute Christmas gifts. I looked at all the people and grumbled to myself. I would be in here forever and I just had so much to do. Christmas was beginning to become such a drag. I wished that I could just sleep through Christmas. But I hurried the best I could through all the people to the toy department. Once again I kind of mumbled to myself at the prices of all these toys. And wondered if the grandkids would even play with them. I found myself in the doll aisle. Out of the corner of my eye I saw a little boy about 5 holding a lovely doll. He kept touching her hair and he held her so gently. I could not seem to help myself. I just kept looking over at the little boy and wondered who the doll was for. I watched him turn to a woman and he called his aunt by name and said, "Are you sure I don't have enough money?" She replied a bit impatiently, "You know that you don't have enough money f

Living Will Information
Living Will Information While I was watching the football games last weekend, my wife and I got into a conversation about life and death, and the need for living wills. During the course of the conversation I told her that I never wanted to exist in a vegetative state, dependent on some machine and taking fluids from a bottle. She got up, unplugged the TV and threw out all my beer. Sometimes it's tough being married to a smartass.

Genie In A Bottle
A woman rubbed a bottle and out popped a genie. The amazed woman asked if she got three wishes. The genie said, "Nope, sorry, three-wish genies are a storybook myth. I'm a one-wish genie. So...what'll it be?" The woman did not hesitate. She said, "I want peace in the Middle East See this map? I want these countries to stop fighting with each other and I want all the Arabs to love the Jews and Americans and vice-versa. It will bring about world peace and harmony." The genie looked at the map and exclaimed, "Lady, be reasonable. These countries have been at war for thousands of years. I'm out of shape after being in a bottle for five hundred years... I'm good but not THAT good! I don't think it can be done. Make another wish and please be reasonable." The woman thought for a minute and said, "Well, I've never been able find the right man. You know - one that's considerate and fun, likes to cook and help with the house cleaning, is great in bed, and gets along w

Seven Kinds Of Sex
SEVEN KINDS OF SEX The 1st kind of sex is called: Smurf Sex. This kind of sex happens when you first meet someone and you both have sex until you are blue in the face. The 2nd kind of sex is called: Kitchen Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a short time and you are so horny you will have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen. The 3rd kind of sex is called: Bedroom Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a long time. Your sex has gotten routine and you usually have sex only in your bedroom. The 4th kind of sex is called: Hallway Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for too long. When you pass each other in the hallway you both say "screw you." The 5th kind of sex is called: Religious Sex, which means you get Nun in the morning, Nun in the afternoon and Nun at night. (Very Popular) The 6th kind is called Courtroom Sex. This is when you cannot stand your wife any more. She takes you to court and screws you in front

Swimming In Ovean Of Broken Glass
Sometimes i feel like im swimming in an ocean of broken glass. i want him back so bad. he comes over all the time giving me hope. then he just takes it away leaving me bereft and wallowing in misery. i have done everything i can to let this man know i still want him now i have to ask him to leave me alone. For him to keep coming around and giving me hope when hes thinking about being with somwoneelse is not just unfair its down right cruel. like swiming through the broken glass every move every touch cuts hurts and bleeds. just waitng for the one that will come along and put me out of my misery. ive never been a quitter and ive alwayd been a strong woman. but there is only so much a person can take and i truely feel if he really cared about me loved me and respected me that way he says he does he wouldnt hurt me when he has been told how i feel and what his actions are doing to me. so please people give me some advice and if you happen to see him online feel free to express your opini

Well
Well it's another Monday , and i feel like crap.. Ive just spent another weekend alone, : ( And my bed empty . And to be woken with rain again . Don't u just hate December's weather? Argggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhh Sorry im being a stick in the mud. XX

Leaving For A Bit.
Hey all. I have to leave for the next week and a 1/2 for sum training for the new job. So, I'm not gonna be around for a bit. Don't think I'm ignoring any of ya. I will try to get all caught back up when I get back or maybe while I'm gone if I can get sum internet access. lol. Anyways, I hope ya all have a great day. Be safe, have fun and happy holidays and all that stuff. :D

The Erotic Lunch Date
It was a unsually hot october morning when shauntae was lying in bed waiting for her vistor to arrive. She was ready to see the man that made her pussy have multiple orgasms. She laid there thinking of his hard dick poundin her pussy slowly as she came over and over again when her phone rang she answered it, it was her man on the other line Mike. As they began to talk Shauntae asked Aike if he was still coming over which is when Mike told her that he had been called into work and wouldn't be able to make it over that night as they had arranged. Shauntae was mad as hell because her pussy was hot and needed to be cooled off, but mike said that he would come over on his lunch break instead. It was about six o'clock when the phone rang once more and Mike in his gruff but ohhh so sexy voice told Shauntae he was on his way to her place and he expected to find her freshly showered and ready for him. Shauntae didn't hesitate, she pulled out her see through red teddy with the white f

Not So Good Night
didn't have the best night of work last night, seems everything that could go wrong did go wrong. i got there went to do the bathrooms, toilet was clogged so i used the plunger thought i got it unclogged flushed then it overflowed so i spent 30 minutes or so cleaning that up. then it was snowing, so i had to shovel all night as well as keep on mopping the floor since dumbass people don't know how to wipe there feet on a rug. a bunch of ciggarettes fell on me, we didn't have all the stuff i needed to do donuts and i was already running late by that time. i shut a lid to the glaze and it caught a piece of paper some of the donuts were on so when i lifted it a ton fell on the floor, and then the middles were broken to 4 other donuts so they had to be tossed as well. only thing that seemed to go smoothly was right before i left when i learned how to do the day change, that and the manager just let me go soon as i did that so i didnt have to shift out or anything. around 430 i was getti

Living
The joy of being Living in joyful harmony with life is not that difficult at all. What can be difficult is getting away from the negative patterns that have become so comfortable and familiar. It helps when you can remind yourself often of who you are and who you are not. You are not your problems or your pleasures, and are not the collection of material objects and concerns that surround you. You are the awareness that can find meaning and bring out purpose in it all. You are the experience of being alive and the wisdom that is able to rise above the commotion. The negativity you wish to escape is with you only as long as you hold on to it. Can you choose to let it fall cleanly away from you? Of course you can, and the question to ask yourself is this. When will you? Remember that you are more than anything that could bring you down. Let go, and let the joy of being rise peacefully to the surface. -- Ralph Marston

Im A New Dj For Sweet Azz Radio
IM THE NEWEST DJ FOR SWEET AZZ RADIO FROM 12- 4 AM CENTRAL TIME IM IN THERE BUMPIN THE WICKED SHIT FOR ALL MY FAMILY. WE ALSO GOT A PAID SERVER SO NOW WE CAN HAVE MORE PPL IN THE LOUNGE SO NO MORE BUFFERIN!! WHOO HOO SO COME BY AND CK ME OUT! MMFWCL4LYF!!!!!!!!!!

Something I Wrote For A Mother Who Lost Her Son .. ..
the truest love anyone can give is a mothers love its the strongest there is a love that made him shine when blue a love he knew would see him through a love that could only come from you the advicce you gave the knowledge you shared the faith you gave if he felt scared a love that made him rich with pride a love which had you by his side a love impossible to ever hide although he seems far away he's always with you each and every day each day you feel a gentle breeze or hear the wind among the trees a mothers love is the greatest treasure a mothers love means your always together ........

New Cherry
HELLO EVERYONE, I AM VERY NEW AT THIS, I HAVE A 360 PAGE YOU CAN GO TO IF YOU WANT TO KNOW MORE ABOUT ME UNTILL I CAN FIGURE OUT HGOW TO USE ALL THE STUFF ON CHERRY TAP. I AM FINDING OUT THAT I CANNOT DO ALOT OF THINGS UNTILL I BACOME A FULL MEMBER, I AM GOING TO HAVE TO DO THAT SOON.BUT FOR NOW, I AM LOOKING FOR FRIENDS, SOMEONE TO PUT A SMILE ON MY FACE ONCE AND A WHILE, AND JUST PEOPLE TO HAVE FUN WITH IN EVERY SENCE OF THE WORD. HOPE TO START HEARING FROM SOME OF YOU SOON.

Monday Again ....
so its monday again ... had a good friday night got very very drunk think i made a bit of a tit of myself aswell but oh well if ya cant make a fool of ya self when ya drunk when can ya .. hehe !! spent the rest of the weekend recovering had to stay at my mums house saturday as she was away which was ok but my daughter kaitlin drove me crazy she has this habit of finding pens and drawing on walls... not good !! she seemed to find pens and colours everywhere .... i was up and down like a yoyo not what ya need when ya recovering !! this week ive not got much on except xmas shopping ... friday would have been my little boys expected birth date !! he would have been 3 this year i cant believe where the times gone, its strange coz in someways i still think of him as the tiny little 9 oz bundle i saw the day he was born but then when i think of him as three year old i can see him just as clear i can in vision exactly what he'd look like standing next to me ..... its still really h

A Whiter Christmas Than Ever
It was already snowing when I got up in the morning and even though I thought I was a bit too old to care that much about it, I secretly wished that the snow would stay until Christmas. It was only two days. A white Christmas is something special and I hoped this one was going to be special. I really wanted a portable CD player. Dad said it was much too expensive, but I had the feeling that I was going to get it. The rest of the family had the day before Christmas off, but I still went to school and even though it was a Monday they had decided that we were going to school that day, not to have any lessons but to go to church, then eat cookies in the classrooms and wish everybody a merry Christmas. In the morning there was a bus to take me straight to school, but since I got off early I had to take two busses to get home. The first one was late but eventually it did come. When I got off to wait for the second bus, the driver stopped me. "Are you sure you want to get off? 507

A Christmas To Remember
A gift that neither one will soon forget. The door blows closed behind me with a loud bang and a few snowflakes settle to the floor before melting into tiny puddles. Stamping my feet on the welcome mat, I unzip my jacket and hang in on the hook on the back of the door. After stepping out of my boots, untying my scarf, taking off my blue hat, and hanging them all up, I head for the bedroom to get into some comfy clothes. Pulling on my college sweatshirt and an old pair of sweat pants, I complete the outfit with my fuzzy pink slippers and move towards the kitchen. En route, I turn the radio to the all Christmas music station and hum to a favorite carol of mine with the idea of some hot chocolate tempting my taste buds. With water in the teapot on the stove, I stand by the window and watch the snowflakes flutter to the ground. I don’t realize how lost in my thoughts I am until the teapot whistles and I jump. Laughing at myself, I fill my mug full of cocoa and shuffle into the living r

Sexiest Southern Gurl Contest Open
=== '¢¾That Southernbelle_Trisha¢¾ Family Member of the Rednecks Of CT ¢¾' spewed forth the following at '2006-12-04 03:49:25'.. > > PLEASE STOP BY AND VOTE FOR YOUR FAVORITES..ROUND 1 VOTES ONLY...ROUND TWO, VOTES AND COMMENTS..SHOW THESE SOUTHERN LADIES SOME LOVE..... > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > good luck to you all > HOSTED BY YOUR CT CASANOVA > > Your CT Casanova@ CherryTAP > > > > (repost of original by '

25 Things
subject: 25 things i wanna know about U!!! 1. Ever punch someone in the face? Yeah 2. How old are you? 20 3. Are you single or taken? taken I guess you'd say =D 4. Eat with your hands or utensils? depends on what it is, no I don't eat pizza or anything stupid like that with utensils 5. Do you dream at night? sometimes 6. Ever seen a corpse? no 7. Have you ever wished someone dead? yes 8. What is your full name? Dustin Allen Clemons HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 9. Whats your philosophy on life? and death? live your life to the fullest, death is just another way of saying 'slow the fuck down' 10. If you could do anything with me, and have no one know about it, what would it be? :O I dun like you like that pumpkin king ORFL 11. Do you trust the police? eh 12. Do you like country music? some of it 13. What is your fondest memory of me? umm when you were SUPPOSED to send me those 8 damn DKM cds!!! 14. If you could change anything about yoursel

The Real Jiminy Cricket Please Stand Up
Titus 1:15 “Unto the pure all things are pure: but unto them that are defiled and unbelieving is nothing pure; but even their mind and conscience is defiled.” Have you ever heard someone say, “Let your conscience be your guide?” Well, that is not always the best saying because a conscience can be defiled. I heard that a Christian American Indian said this about our conscience: “In my heart there is an arrowhead with three points to it. If I do wrong, the arrowhead turns, and cuts me. If I do wrong too much, I wear out the points and it doesn’t hurt me quite so much. But when the pain is gone, watch out!” A person can be numb or blinded to what he has done, thereby making him oblivious to his wrongdoing. You can only let your conscience be your guide, when God guides your conscience. Live today knowing that the eyes of the Lord are upon you. At the end of the day, ask yourself, “Did I find grace in the eyes of the Lord by the way I talked, the things I did, and

My New World Wide Selling Online Shop
Hi tappers, Just another reminder that I now have a world wide online shop. Please drop by and have a look you will be amazed at what stock is there for those loved ones for xmas. www.dolphinettes-emporium.com

Matt Olson
Two Years Ago I went to my friends Wake It Messd Me Up Bad Know One Gets You Ready For Death But It Cums At You Like A Mack Turck I dont Know WhenIll Be Ok I Still Think I See Him This Could Only Happen With A Good Friend A Best Friend

Monday Inspiration?
Books to the ceiling,/ Books to the sky,/ My pile of books is a mile high./ How I love them! How I need them!/ I'll have a long beard by the time I read them. - Arnold Lobel Her virtue was that she said what she thought, her vice that what she thought didn't amount to much. - Peter Ustinov All that is human must retrograde if it does not advance. - Edward Gibbon

The Joy Of Being
Monday, December 4, 2006 The joy of being Living in joyful harmony with life is not that difficult at all. What can be difficult is getting away from the negative patterns that have become so comfortable and familiar. It helps when you can remind yourself often of who you are and who you are not. You are not your problems or your pleasures, and are not the collection of material objects and concerns that surround you. You are the awareness that can find meaning and bring out purpose in it all. You are the experience of being alive and the wisdom that is able to rise above the commotion. The negativity you wish to escape is with you only as long as you hold on to it. Can you choose to let it fall cleanly away from you? Of course you can, and the question to ask yourself is this. When will you? Remember that you are more than anything that could bring you down. Let go, and let the joy of being rise peacefully to the surface. -- Ralph Marston

The Total Madness
Click above picture for Hotrocksradio.com It is the Mid Morning Madness with Sir Jim Show and will air every Mon, Wed and Thur from 9:00 am to Noon (Eastern Standard Time). TODAY's show will be wild so strap on your seatbelts! PLEASE, listen in and send me your requests! I look forward to playing what you want to hear. Make sure you put your name in your request, so I know it is you. (You can also say from Lost Cherry if you wish or Cherry Tap or whatever we are called now..) How to request: Click on the request Link and you will see my song list (over 1700 and growing). Click a song you want and a pop up will allow you to type what you want to say. Please let me know your Cherry Name, What you want me to say on the air, AND if this is your first time tuning say NEW LISTNER... Your song will be played immidiately if you are new. I hope you enjoy!!!!!!

Attractiv E Test,.alright Give It To Me Straight
This is the "attractive" test. Reply to the person that post this with your answers. Re-Post this blank and see who will fill this out for you. You may be surprised to see some of the answers. BE HONEST!!! Do i look like a good kisser? [] yes [] no Would you kiss me? [] yes [] no Am I? [] beautiful! [] sexy azz hell [] fine [] pretty [] cute [] iight [] ugly! I look like.. [] a player [] slut [] whore [] hubby/wifey type [] one time thing [] next bf/gf If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No Would you rather.. [] hook up with me [] cuddle with me [] have sex with me [] date me On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 Are you going to repost this so i can answer for YOU? [] yes [] no what would you want me to be to you? [] friend [] fuck buddy [] girl friend/boy friend

Gooooooooooooood Night!
ah as we come to the end of another busy broadcast day where pootypoo rules the mums and I get mentioned on several blogs for insight into realationships, ah i now lay my weary head to rest to get my beauty sleep ( god knows i need it lol ) good night everyone , see ya whenever i manage to wake the hell up......

A Thought On Rock & Roll
You have to understand, rock & roll isn't just something you listen to, it's a lifestyle. You dont choose to listen to rock & roll, It picks you, It gets into your blood, you can smell it on your clothes after a gig and see it in the mirror when you wake up in the morning. They say that rock is dead, perhaps, But to the mass produced pop music culture, to the JT's and Christina Aguilera's of the world i say this. Your "art" was never alive While JT is bringing sexy back and britney spears justifies her being a skank, we crowd into small,smokey bars and listen to emotion, not what a producer told these people to sing, but how they genuinely feel, songs of love, rebellion, frustration and pain. In a way i feel for the people that will never understand what it is to here a guitar riff that makes you stand up and raise your fist in the air, to hold a lighter up in salute to a true artist as the house lights come down or the comfort you can take in a song that hits how you feel r

I Want Christmas Back....
How the "Left" Stole Christmas Twas the month before Christmas When all through our land, Not a Christian was praying Nor taking a stand. See the PC Police had taken away, The reason for Christmas - no one could say. The children were told by their schools not to sing, About Shepherds and Wise Men and Angels and things. It might hurt people's feelings, the teachers would say December 25th is just a "Holiday". Yet the shoppers were ready with cash, checks and credit Pushing folks down to the floor just to get it! CDs from Madonna, an X BOX, an I-pod Something was changing, something quite odd! Retailers promoted Ramadan and Kwanzaa In hopes to sell books by Franken & Fonda. As Targets were hanging their trees upside down At Lowe's the word Christmas - was no where to be found. At K-Mart and Staples and Penny's and Sears You won't hear the word Christmas; it won't touch your ears. Inclusive, sensitive, Di-ver-si-ty Are words that were used to

Truth And Relationship
you know when you meet someone for the first time, sometimes you have no idea how far the relationship can go and since you really do not want to completely trust someone that quick, when you fall in love with the person and there isnt anything you can do if you didnt tell them everything and the truth, your stuck and how do you get out, i am in the position that i have no earthly idea what to say or do to makes things as they should have been from the beginning. This person i love with all of my heart but then the other guy is going to get hurt, how can you keep yourself happy but also not rip someones heart out.

Sex
This is called the "SEXY GAME" Repost this, see how many MESSAGES people give you... yes or no [] I want your number [] Pretty/Cute [] Hottie [] Sexy [] Gorgeous [] Amazingly Beautiful [] I'd take you home in a second [] I'd make out with you right now [] I'd Hit it [] No, I dont like you like that [] I love you [] Wanna hook up? Dear _________, I ____ you. You have a nice ______. You make me _______. You should _______. Someday I will ______. You + me = ________. If I saw you now I'd __________. I want to ________ you. I would build a _______ just for you. If I could sing you any song it would be _________. We could __________ under the stars. Love, _______________ (P.S. ______________.) Would you kiss me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe [] already did Would you do me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe []you look to sweet to screw [] already did Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute []

~life~
hello everyone. ok.. so we all know this is my first blog. but if anyone reads my profile then ull know that i like to write/type. so this wont be the last one. lol. anyways, so im completely in love with this guy. no names.... but he knows who he is. and he tells me he loves me too but we're not together. we used to be. what happened... long story. but to make a long story short, it was my fault. not everyone is big enough to admitt that. but i am! i mean, hes a really gr8 guy and hes soooooo cute and funny. i love everything about him. so im hopein that seems how he says he already forgave me that one day we can work out our differances and be together again. *sighs* who knows??!! welp, ive been up all night messin around on this page and doin homework in between time so imma hit the bed. i gotta early class at 10am. not to early. but ya know when u been up all night its early enough. lol. so hit me up! ill get back to yall. and babyboy... i love u so much and miss u so much already.

Sexiest Male Smile Contest; Need Contestants
Sexiest Male Smile Contest Send me a private message with the link to the photo you would like to use. I will not pick the photo so please don't ask. There will be no late entries, the last day to enter will be Tuesday, December 6, at 6 pm Pacific time. Winners will be determined on votes and comments. Low votes will not affect the votes. Multiple votes are allowed and you may promote yourself in any way that you would like, but you may not vote for yourself. Prizes will be determined on the number of contestants. The contest will begin on Tuesday, December 6, at 8 pm Pacific time and will run until Saturday, December 16, 5 pm Pacific time. Send the link to the link below, NO NSFW PICS ALLOWED, if you send them you will not be allowed to enter and the contest will be shut down. Thanks and Good Luck Jeanie Bean@ CherryTAP

Two Weeks To Go!
Two weeks until I finish work for the year, and just under three weeks till I fly out to Boston - I'm so nervous, but I guess this'll teach me to have a girlfrind in another hemisphere, huh? Work is kinda sucking atm. My assistant's about to be moved, so my workload will double - boo-urns! On the upside, it's only 17 days till I get my ass cuddled off by a beautiful American girl...

When Is It Too Soon To Meet???
LOL..... THE FREAK@ CherryTAP makes another good point in his 2006-12-04 00:54:13 comment posted on my 20 Questions Amplified blog posting: "well i would think if this was a relationship you wanted to pursue you would be asking these questions on a daily basis as you make conversation, if I saw it in a form like this i would feel like i was gonna be on who wants to marry a millionare?......" This is true and dependent on how fast the series of chatting is going. In my particular instance, I had been chatting every day and bantering everyday for about 3-4 months with the guy I had sent the questionnaire to, eventhough I knew some of the answers to some of the questions already. He was going to buy an airline's ticket to come see me. I had all sorts of question in my mind and felt like I indeed had to be able to get to know him a little better somehow (and see if there was anything that I absolutely couldn't live with). He understood and was such a good sport about it.

How Kinky Are You?
You scored as Bondage. Your turn on is bondage... all out. You don't have a specific part of kinky sex that turns you on more than any other... everything working together turns you on. And why shouldn't it? Sex isn't sex without all the trimmings.Bondage83%Whips75%Chains/Handcuffs67%Blind Folds67%Biting58%Blood25%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Check It Out
T-BONE@ CherryTAP READ MY PROFILE, IM FUN,STEADY AND LOYAL AND I DEFFENATLY NEED FEMALE FRIENDS, SO PLEASE DONT BE AFRAID,EVEN IF I SEEM TO BE A LITTLE WACKEY FOR MY AGE IM JUST A GOOD TIME CHARLEY,, WRITE ME.....NAS-TEA

20 Questions Amplified
A girl can never be too safe these days -- especially when deciding to take the virtual relationship to to the next level. One time, before I met someone from AFF from out of state, I decided that I would send him a list of questions to answer. In the virtual world, I think that one has to be more inquisitive (hence, "20 Questions Amplified") than they would have to be in meeting someone at the local coffeeshop, especially when they are from out of town, and especially when they are from out of state! I am attaching those questions below so that you can see some of the degree of thoroughness I had done with him. (I have omitted some of the questions from the questions I actually sent him because they were more direct and personal in nature based upon what I had already known about him through blogging, bantering, chatting, etc., but I think you will get the general gist of the list. Question is--- if this were sent to you, how would have responded???? Would there be any oth

Psychopathic Records
more @ FaygoLuvers ABK -Anybody Killa- Real Name: James Lowery Birthday: June 26th, 1973 Height: 6'2" Weight: 205+ Eyes: Brown Hair: Brown Race: Lumbee Indian Nick Names: Jaymo, Native Funk, Lil' Godzilla, Sawed Off ***Anybody Killa has been in the music business for awhile. Starting out in Krazy Klan in 1995, and also made a solo album called "Native Funk: Rain From The Sun". Now he's apart of the best record label in the world, Psychopathic Records. In 2002, ABK joined up with Twiztid to go out on the Mirror/Mirror tour to entertain juggalos accross America. After the Gathering of the Juggalos 2002, ABK put most of his efforts into finishing his debut cd. After spending a few months in the studio putting the finishing touches on his album, ABK hit the road with 2 Live Crew and labelmates ICP. Juggalos reactions to the songs off of his debut cd was incredible, kicking with bass and getting the crowd ready for the show, ABK seemed to get love from the Juggalos. Finally in

Thank You To Our Soldiers
This holiday season, while we are making our different dinners for the holidays, let us not forget that there are many soldiers over in Iraq, Afghanistan, etc... I would like to extend a thanks to everyone who is risking their life in order to keep America and freedom safe. If I have misspelled anything, I do apologize and please tell me so that I can make any necessary corrections.

Thank You To Our Soldiers
This holiday season, while there are many soldiers over in Iraq, Afghanistan, etc... I would like to extend a thanks to everyone who is risking their life in order to keep America and freedom safe. If I have misspelled anything, I do apologize and please tell me so that I can make any corrections.

Listen, Listen, Listen!
It is so important to listen to those you are talking with and know your boundaries with them. For example, if someone writes you and tells you that they are just going through a divorce, it is no time to try to win him over and get him as a rebound. Rebound relationships might be fun for the short time but they never are good for the long run. Be his friend and listening to him is the better justice that you can do for him at that time. If things are meant to be to kick it up a notch later after he is out from the rebound danger, then you have already laid out the foundation for a great relationship. At the worst case scenario, you have gained yourself a very good friend. Now, too, if people like THE FREAK@ CherryTAP tell you that they have foot fettishes and love to have their feet massaged, if you are trying to keep an open mind about things, it certainly isn't a good time to tell him that you can't stand to touch someone else's feet. Keep the openmindedness that, so long a

Whats On My I-pod At The Mo...
Waaaaaay too much on my I-pod to list it all so here is a selection... 1. Gods Kitchens Anthems 2006 2. Gorrillaz/Demon Days (Gorrillaz) 3. Portishead/Live @ NYC (Portishead) 4. Andy C and Dj Hype @ desire 5. BeatBouncer live @ Afterburner 02.11.03 6. Poem/Chimera/The stone tower (Delerium) 7. Dj Tiesto Live @ Amsterdam 8. Qlimax (Kai Tracid) 9. Yes/Live in Bethelehem (Morphine) 10. Various goatrance/techno mixes by SPIRALCLAN 11. Dj M-zone and mc Nats frm Diztruxion 12. Somethings (Lasgo) 13. Black/White albums (Sensation) 14. Ixy @ Network23 (Old Old acid house) 15. Uplifting Vocal Euphoria 16. Trance Voices (vol 1,2,3,4,5) 17. Live at the dark Forest (Infected Mushroom) 18. Hard Trance Sessions 35 (Dj Psico) 19. Amnesia @ Ibiza '89 20. 214 sessions Hydraulix/headspace mixes 21. Veneer (Jose Gonzales) 22. Acen trip to the moon part II 23. No sell-out mix (banging Electro) 24. What sound (Lamb) 25. Pulp fiction soundtrack

Me
As you know I am a big guy I have always been big. But a few years back I was in a car wreck and I gained over 100lbs. Alittle over a year ago I was 365lbs. That has all been changing over the last year and especialy over the last few months. I am down to 288.5lbs only 38.5lbs left to go to reach my first goal of 250lbs the weight before the wreck.

Grrrrrrrr
Why is it everytime i start to like a guy...it seems i get pushed aside for another damn bitch...I know i am not the greatest looking person on the face of the earth...or have that barbie doll figure...but hey i do have a heart and soul..

Unlicensed Love
Unlicensed Love On a summer's day long, long ago I fell in love and I'll never know Just what it was that made me feel So drawn to her, what the appeal That set my pulses so to race When e'er I gazed upon that face Of one who was scarce but a child Yet even then could drive me wild I'll never know the how's and why's I lost my heart to Hazel Eyes But when I got that long sought kiss I knew I'd found my Perfect Miss My elfin girl from down the lane And I'll never let her go again For how could I describe our love? Romantic love, all hearts and flowers No way to count the days and hours Spent in self-indulgent wishes And thoughts of long awaited kisses Of sweet embraces, tender sighs And gazing into love filled eyes Oh yes, it is that kind of love Or, is it yet the love of passion The ecstasy that knows no ration That shuddering nerve-tingling feeling The climax with your senses reeling The wondrous joy when you discover That sweet surrender to your love

I Don't Understand
I don't understand why im here.. i get treated like shit by the people i love (not all of them but hell most of them) but i can't fucking help it but still be there for them. I don't understand why i have to treat her like a queen, i mean she defiantly should cause i wouldn't be here without her. but i feed her, i make sure she doesn't drop her cigarette on her brand new jacket, i make her coffee everytime she's askes, i do dishes, i do laundry, i never say no to her, i listen to all her problems, i go with her to her appointments cause most of the time she doesn't remember what the doctor says, the only thing i don't go to is her group cause i can't go to that. Hell i even dress her!! I know shes on meds and i know they make her tired but when she fucking tells me that i treat her like shit.. how dare she say that! it really hurts.. it really fucking does! I feel like a servant and ya know what im getting tired of it, yes i don't have a car or my license or any money for that mat

A Love Poem
A Special World A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake To bind us closer and keep us strong In a special world, where we belong. by keyon

Hollywood Undead...h.u Nation Philly
HOLLYWOOD WERE NEVER GOING DOWN!!! NOW IN PHILLY.....H.U PHILLY... STRAIGHT SCENE KID... Hollywood Undead Help Support them!! Go to their page Leave them comments, showing them love Listen to their music Comment their photos And last but not least repost this! If you don't know who Hollywood Undead is, then click below to view their profile and check them out. Check out the HU NATION Copy and paste this into a new bulletin, or put it on your pages, show some love and repost!!! Hollywood Undead Help Suppo

Internet Mediums
Once someone has decided that they might give it a try to find Mr./Mrs. Right on the net, the first things that they must do... 1. Become familiar with the various mediums available -- matchmaking sites, blogging sites, survey sites, personal sites, etc. 2. Try several mediums until you find something that you are comfortable with. Not everyone enjoys writing blogs, for instance, so just going to a personals site, might be more appropriate for them, for example. 3. Don't go head strong that you are going to find Mr./Mrs. Right right off of that bat. I don't think I have heard of any instant finds. Remember the phrase from the prior blog posts -- "Don't seek and ye shall find!" It is oh so true. Just set out for exploration and the possibility of meeting some great friends along the way. 4. Explore many type of sites too. Sites like AFF and CT are much more open to seeing some sensualness coming across than other sites. If you are seeking someone that might have a

What I Have Been Doing.
I have been busy taking care of 2 sick kids for over a week, and finally they are better. The baby was sick for 8 days and my oldest daughter was sick off and on. I also colored my hair and its is now red. I have been also looking for a job and cleaning and organizing the house, its very hard to do with a 2 year old (which she will be on December 22.) This week we are going to try and get the house decorated for Christmas. Not much else going on just trying to keep up with a fiesty 2 year old. I hope everyone is well and stays well. Love all my friends on here and appreciate all the comments and love you guys have left me, keep it up. Hugs!!!

True Love...
Inspired by my One... Love does not consist in gazing at each other, but in looking outward together in the same direction. ~Antoine de Saint-Exupery~ Some love lasts a lifetime. True love lasts forever. ~Unknown~ Those whom true love has held, it will go on holding. ~Seneca~ For true love is inexhaustible; the more you give, the more you have. And if you go to draw at the true fountainhead, the more water you draw, the more abundant is its flow. ~Antoine De Saint-Exupery~ The energy of Love is the force that binds the world. This is the energy we all exist on. This energy runs through you and you act like a filter for it. When you experience an absence of love or love is lacking in a situation, your filter is unclear. True love is simply experiencing this energy without the distortions of a muddy filter. True love is the acceptance of others without judgment and of course to do this you need to love and accept yourself first. I truly love you Eugene - more today

Juggalo Bible
There is, however, a supreme being in the game who is known as "The One" who rests in another plane of existence far away, called Shangri-La. There are also many devils and demons that rest in a cold dimension of infinite evil close to Earth (a.k.a. Mortal Realm) known as the Nethervoid. Players take on the roles of characters who seek to put an end to the dark minions of the Nethervoid who have infiltrated the Mortal Realm. These demons from the void seek to bring forth Armageddon so that one day they may try to enter the gates of Shangri-La to destroy the spiritual civilization that resides there. "The One" has called forth its warriors in a last ditch effort to turn the tide so that humanity as a whole need not perish, and to insure that the very gates of Shangri-La need not be in jeopardy. The time for Armageddon is close at hand as the demons of the Nethervoid wage guerrilla warfare on Earth, spreading their evil and corruption among the mortals to gain new troops for their army

The Candle Of Love,hope,and Friendship
> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > NOTICE AT THE END, THE DATE > > > > > > THE CANDLE WAS STARTED. > > > > GONNA GIVE YOU GOOSE BUMPS. > > > > I am not going to be the one who > > > > lets it die. I found it believable -- > > > > > > > > angels have walked beside me > > > > all my life--and they still do. > > ********************* > > > > This is to all of you who > > > > mean something to me, > > > > I pray for your happiness. > > > > The Candle Of Love, Hope & Friendship > > > > > > This candle was lit on the > > > > 15th of September, 1998. > > Someone who loves you has helped > > > > Keep it alive by sending it to you. > > > > Don't let The Candle of Love, Hope > > > > and Friendship die! Pass It On To All > > Of Your Friends and Everyone You Love! > > > > Please keep this candle alive. > >

What Is The Dark Carnival?
The Dark Carnival is the subject of a mythology presented on a series of albums by the horrorcore rap group Insane Clown Posse, known as the 6 Joker's Cards albums. The Dark Carnival is described as an omnipotent and omniprescient force that employs the ICP to do its bidding. Each album reveals more of what happens to you when you die, and how your sins impact your voyage to Shangri-La (Heaven) or Hell's Pit. The Shangri-La portion of The Wraith double album speaks of the advantages of being a good person and going to Heaven. On Hell's Pit, ICP speaks of what happens when you go to Hell to try to get those who sin to change their ways. The Dark Carnival saga is akin to a Juggalo religion, although it is not organized. The Joker's Cards map out the basic faith, which attempts to discourage violence and negativity in favor of love and community. (Each "card" corresponds to one album, except for the final card, "The Wraith", which corresponds to two albums, The Wraith: Shangri-La and T

True Love, Soul Mates And Twin Flames
I have often pondered the meaning of true love, soul mates and twin flames. The most common questions are "What is true love?" and "What does true love feel like?" In my personal opinion, the answer is not easy and there are certain things need to be considered that will help you recognize true love in your life. 1. Love is unconditional That means you love someone irrespective of what they do to you and regardless of any strong negative emotions you experience in your relationship with them. Once you place conditions on your love, it's not really love it's a business arrangement. This is what you might say in a relationship.. "I love you as long as you ...." (eg: behave the way I want you to behave) The concept of unconditional love does not mean you stay in a relationship when it is detrimental for you. You can still love and leave. 2. Soul Mates The term soul mate has been distorted and romanticized in the media and as a result you may find yourself 'waiting' for y

Love Spell..i Want To Be The One
I want to be the one You see in your dreams, The one that wont make everything Rip open at the seams. I want to be the one That makes you happy inside, The one you run to When the world makes you wanna hide. I want to be the first one you look for When you walk in a crowd, The one you miss When Im not around. I want to be the one You show off to your friends, The one you wont leave standing alone With no one to cry to in the end. I want to be the one Who picks you up when you fall, The one you want to talk to, The first one youll call. I want to be the one you look at And say he’s the one The one you think of When night falls and the day is done. I want to be the one You would drive 10 hours to see, And you wouldnt mind If you could only stay for three. I want to be the one Youd sing for any day, The one you will comfort When distress comes my way. I want to be the one, The only one for you, The one you love To whom youll always be true.

Dammit I Fucked Up This Time!
okay so my best friend and sister desi started dating my ex brandon 6 weeks ago.. brandon (the guy) broke up wit her and we found out that he was cheating on her.. and i went off on him saying that he was fucking her over tha same way he fucked me over.. (over the summer when we were dating we were together a month and a half and one day while we were at a friends house he broke up wit me saying he sees me as just a friend and then i found out he was fucking around on me for the last couple of days we were together) okay with that thought in mind it is the exact same shit he did to her.. but desi's ex boyfriend came over saturday night and they got into a fight and he started hitting her and i couldnt do anything about it i tryed to pull him off but i couldnt so i texted brandon and told him what was going on and he said that its her fault that hes doing it and shit.. (he said he would help desi even if they did break up in any situation).. and i got pissed off that he said that and i

Erotic...desert Rain
You bring wonders to my life and make it worth living in its entirety. The imprints your kisses left on my soul keeps the flame of passion burning in me. The heat is always at its peak like the heat in the desert from the sun at high noon. It makes the camel dry of thirst after hours of long walk in an endless dune. Years are counted before rain falls to satisfy the parched desert sand. I will wait forever for the rain to come until forever is gone.

Rainy Night
The weather today is no different from me, Rain falls heavily… Like tears in my eyes it flows constantly. I tried to hold them back but can’t control, Teardrop by teardrop each of them falls Rolling down my cheeks As water cascades down the streets. I have been like this the past few days, Wandering…. But, never to places. Looking back as I progressed farther, Realizing I was a fool like no other. Here I am in the dark still groping, Hoping and wishing You’ll come back again!

Secrets The Butterfly
Each Joker's Card album was labelled "Dedicated to the Butterfly". Violent J explained this dedication, and it was reprinted with every copy of the Sixth Joker's Card. Here's the dedication explained as it was written in the booklet with the Sixth Joker's Card... Violent J: "I was maybe 7 years old. My brother Rob was around 8 or 9 I guess. We were outside playing in front of our house in suburban Berkley, MI. I remember it was a regular summer afternoon, we were hanging out in the yard or whatever when my brother Rob screamed 'Joe I caught a giant butterfly! Hurry up and get the jar!' I grabbed the jar off the steps and ran over to him. Somehow, some way, he had actually managed to catch one of them big ass, pretty, orange, yellow and black butterflies right out of the air with his bare hands. Unbelievable. If you remember anything about being a kid, you remember them things are un-catchable. They'll fuckin' sit there and dance, slow motion, in the air style, right around your fuc

Something I Can't Do
Empty mind and hollow soul There is nothing left to withdrawal Now it’s final, now it’s the end No room for dreams to grow, to extend All alone suspend, in an awful foggy weather Standing there waiting for my lover Sharing fear and cold their lingering hours Oh.. I have no power for waiting more Having nothing left of me my considerate lover But freezing organs and a tortured soul My desires, my dreams, I dropped them all Now I’ll collect my pieces and go home May be it’s hard for you to find That I gave apart of heart and mind Without a reason you can’t avoid!! Sorry darling, I have to say adieu Waiting forever is something I can’t do

Juggalo Dictionary
Axe: A sharp blade on the end of a long wooden handle, used to chop wood....MOSTLY Big Money Hustlas: Insane Clown Posse's first movie Bigot: Racist, hater Born Twiztid A fake documentery about Twiztid. Only 30 minutes long but funny as hell! Chedda: Money, skrilla Cherrie Pie: See Cotton Candy Chicken: A redneck, bigot, racist Cotton Candy: Neden, pussy, vagina, cunt Dark Carnival: A dark carnival that Shaggy and Violent J often preach about. Delray: A neighborhood of Detroit, Michigan. Southwest Detroit Echoside: A fate worse than hell Facepaint: The make-up used by ICP and Twiztid (and more) Faygo: A cheap ghetto pop that Insane Clown Posse throws on Juggalos at concerts. More info: here Feminem: Eminem diss Floob: This is what Violent J and Jumpsteady called themselves when they were kids. It means scrub. Fright Fest: Twiztid's own version of Hallowicked Gathering Of The Juggalos: An event that happens only once a year where Juggalos and J

Defining Mr./mrs. Right
PinkY & The TurnTable TeRRorisT@ CherryTAP mentions in their 2006-12-03 23:07:00 commented upon my Just Friends blog posting that: "i find that the key words FINDING mr /mrs right is where ppl go wrong you wont find them when you are looking....they appear from no where When we are trying to fit the person to match what we like..we never find the right one..cause they are what we drew up...and the mask is on..until later we find they were what we didnt want the one we desire is most of the time...right there.....be it about this topic....the one u confide in most...and dont realize it...the one that we are fearing the contact cause of rejectin of simple conversation..or the one that doesnt even see it themself......." They are absolutely correct. If when you meet people and decide to take it to a new level, one has to have in their own minds, just what Mr./Mrs. Right might be defined to themselves. What characteristics that they can live with and those that that they ca

Always And Forever...the Real Thing..
Sweet Lady, song of my heart, Hold my hand, as this journey we start. Lift me up in spirit of joy and gladness; And shield my soul from heartbreak and sadness. Steadfast, honest and true; Your partner is here and will forever love you. It is my prayer that I will always be; The one who brings you joy and sets your spirit free. With my love I’ll cover you and warm your soul with mine; Give you pleasures – like none you will find. Your Sweet Lady, song of your heart; Will love you forever, together or apart. So hear me Sweet Lady, and know in your soul; That there is no better future than with you to grow old. Endless caresses, touches and kisses; Our passion a banner for our love’s true existence. My hand I extend and my honor I offer; For being with you my love, there is no greater pleasure. Your hand I accept, and all your love as well; My heart sings so loudly, all can tell I am loved and in love with the man made for me Hold my hand; let us walk through th

Old People...
EXTREME OLD PEOPLE!!!! Current mood: amused ive seen a lot of things in my short time on this earth...however its rare that i see something that i find so amusing that i have to grab my camera-phone and snap a picture...yesterday i saw something that did that...and it has changed my life forever.... i was on my way to Best Buy to pick up a copy of Superman Returns to see if i would hate it as much as i thought i would (i didnt but its still no Batman) anyways, while at a red light i looked to my left and spotted and old couple in a decent truck. as we started to move i noticed something on a rack on the tailgate...it was a Segway scooter...you know, those "untippable" two wheeled things that losers ride around on...it was supposed to change the way we traveled...i have seen 2 in actual use, but now it seems those 2 were wasting the potential of this "so-gay-it-makes-you-want-beat-the-living-holy-shit-out-of-the-person-riding-it" mode of transportation....Look at the pic at

Who Will See?
I vote for you..many times. As you ask! I go to your page. I comment, rate, fan..etc I repost your bulletins I am the SWITZERLAND dolphin...I do not take sides. I LOVE you all. :) I am about to just leave..

Don't Seek And Ye Shall Find!
In my Just Friends blog posting, THE FREAK@ CherryTAP mentioned in his 2006-12-03 22:50:20 comment, "well i think finding that magical person, just comes naturally, it not something to look for its something thats usually there for a bit but you don't notice it then one day your eyes are just open to the reality of it." He is oh so right. In the Bible it mentions that "Seek and you shall find", but that is appropriate in seeking out God. People that you find may resemble God-like qualities, but they are not God indeed. As such, a different approach must be taken -- "Don't seek and ye shall find!" (hee heee....) As ironical as it seems, that new philosophy is oh so true. I have been on the internet for a long time - chatting through ICQ, Yahoo, AOL, MSN, and others (so many I got Trillion set up to manage my IMs at one point in time). I love meeting people and talking; it comes as no surprise that I would fall in love with chatting with others online, albeit I prefer the on

Underage, Appearance Etc..
ok i'm back at it again, it was actually a MUM that made this rant come to mind. so here we go again folks. PEOPLE LET ME EXPLAIN SOMETHING TO YOU. there is a term called " the company you keep" and it is very true. YOU personally might not be a crackhead but if you hang out with crackheads people are going to think you are a crackhead. and you cant blame them for that because you always hangin with a crackhead. ladies if you dress like a slut then more than likely you are going to attract that type of attention from men. we are going to look at your legs if you are in a mini skirt, we are going to look at your boobs if you are in a low cut top. which brings me to underage people on CT. now most agree that they shouldnt be here but there are the few people who see nothing wrong with it. with all that being said. THIS IS WHAT CAUSES TROUBLE. THIS IS WHAT MAKES BREEDING GROUND FOR THE BULLSHYT. this site is classified as an adult site which means we are going to talk abo

What Kind Of People Do You Attract?
What type of person do you attract? Your Result: You attract Yuppies! You attract the very well-dressed, job oriented type of people. They usually have their finances together, are 'middle of the road' on most topics, generally happy with the 'main-stream' of things. If it is stability you are after, these are good people to attract, if you seek adventure, it may be time for an overhaul.You attract artsy people! You attract models! You attract geeks! You attract unstable people! You attract rednecks! What type of person do you attract?Quizzes for MySpace

Cutitul Little Story
Girl: ‘Am I pretty? Boy: ‘No...’ Girl: ‘Do you like me?’ Boy: ‘No...’ Girl: ‘If I left, would you cry?’ Boy: ‘Of course not!” Because of this... The girl became sad and decided to leave But the boy grabbed her arm and said: 'I don’t think your pretty... I think you’re beautiful. I don’t like you... I love you. And if you left... I wouldn’t cry I would die.' -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- --------------------------------------------------------------------------------

People
Why does people always ask if you have a web com? Even if they dont know you they always gets mad when you tell them no that you dont have one. Whats up with that and asking for nud pictures. I guess people now days have no life at all. f**ken get over it.

Why Chocolate's Better Than Sex
You can GET chocolate. 'If you love me you'll swallow that' has a real meaning with chocolate. Chocolate satisfies even when it has gone soft. You can safely have chocolate while you are driving. You can make chocolate last as long as you want it to. You can have chocolate in front of your mother. If you bite the nuts too hard the chocolate wont mind. Two people of the same sex can have chocolate without being called names. The word 'commitment' doesnt scare off chocolate. You can have chocolate on top of your work desk during working hours without upsetting your work mates. You can ask a stranger for chocolate without getting your face slapped. You dont get hairs in your mouth with chocolate. With chocolate theres no need to fake it. Chocolate doesnt make you pregnant. You can have chocolate at any time of the month. Good chocolate is easy to find. You can have as many kinds of chocolate as you can handle. You are never too young or too old for chocolate. When yo

Sometimes I Just Wanna Strangle My Ex
GODS i want to strangle the exmonster right now. I was so worried for hours.. He brought my kids home over 3 hours late today from there weekend visit. He is on a quick path to me puttin my foot up his ass. He wants me to drop back child support arrearages in exchange for him not taking the kids for the next two summers.. OK i can handle that but there should be some other things offered in that too! This whole deal is nothing but one fucked up mind game to him.. Peeps do ursleves a favor... if you dont have kids becareful who you have them with.. if you do have kids I hope that your marriages last atleast till the last one turns 18 because custody disputes FUCKING STINK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#7
today i feel as if ct is starting to turn into a public school where everyone had special clics and dont give a rats ass about anyone else. i ahve posted shit and no one reposts them its a bunch of crock cause i have to repost them myself. i am depressed tattoo had to start his new job sooner then planned, my grandpa has to have surgury this move as well as my grams they are going down hill quickly. It worries me and yet again this is another xmas that is missing some family members. my birthday comes up on thursday and i dont think anyone is gonna do anything for me. what they is happening im gonna be 20 but i dont feel it, cause for crying out loud im not graduated yet for many reasons. i need a drink so damn bad right now but i wont cause i am the only one here with my son. i need to escape to where i dont know. and no one give me a smartass comment about that. well im gonna go before i bore you to death

Heart Fades
standin in line waiting for my change I never seem to keep my head where its supposed to be cuz all my thoughts take me back to you and now I know there's nothing we can do all the things we had got swept away I think i felt my heart fade today when people talk to me I never hear a word they say cuz im lost inside my head each and every day and all my thoughts take me back to you I know there nothing that I can even do all the things once there were swept away I think I felt my heart fade again today

Im Bein A Bitch
Ok...Im havin an off day and Im sorry to those Ive been a total bitch to directly or indirectly....Im dealin with some shit....I think too damn much for my own good and Im a depressed fool....everytime I think something is so close....its just that much further away....I have problems with motivation...when I wanna get something done and I think about the outcome I feel great inside...but then I start thinkin about how long it will take to get there...and how Im stuck in a catch 22 right now with no lisence or job at the moment......Im up to my head in medical bills and Its stressin me out....I guess I get stressed somewhat easily....Im an impatient asshole....and I hate time cause the clock is laughing in my fucking face!! So again Im sorry to anybody I fussed at...cussed out....said somethin about... offended or ranted at in general....I just feel like I am turnin into an ice cold hearted person lately...and Im just sick and tired of things in general....so plz forgive me for that!

Medals
Medals Don't envy a man his medals All those ribbons on his chest He did not try to get them They're not there at his request They were earned in stinking hell holes Where no man would like to go Or in cold and wintry places Where there's only ice and snow He did not know he earned them Till they were awarded at parade And they were bright when he first got them But in time the colors fade He was told he had to wear them And to wear them all with pride But when the memories come to haunt him Those same medals make him hide Cause those medals will not bring back All those guys he left behind And he would trade them all forever For a little peace of mind So don't envy a man his medals You don't want to take his place Thinking back to long gone battles And meeting dead friends face to face.

Well The Crooks Have Found A Way To Rob You Of Your Gift Card Balance.
Well the crooks have found a way to rob you of your gift card balance. If you buy Gift Cards from a display rack that has various store cards you may become a victim of theft. Crooks are now jotting down the card numbers in the store and then wait a few days and call to see how much of a balance THEY have on the card. Once they find the card is "activated", and then they go online and start shopping. You may want to purchase your card from a customer service person, where they do not have the Gift Cards viewable to the public. Please share this with all your family and friends... _________________

To His Child
To His Child Daddy loves you and misses you so. Daddy will be home I want you to know. Daddy doesn't know you, but loves you still. You are his baby and for you he would kill. Daddy can't wait to hold you in his arms. I know he will keep you safe from harm. I know he dreams of you every night, But right now for his country he must fight. For now he holds you in memories so dear, and hopes he'll be home within the year. Daddy loves you, I promise you this, and while he is gone it's you he will miss.

Sometimes.
Sometimes I wish I could run and take you away with me, the way we seem so good together, or the way we laugh so hard our cheeks turn red. The reason I stay up late at night sometimes is because we laugh so hard and because good friends are so hard to come by. We'd laugh and throw our heads back clutching our stomachs not being able to breath and telling each other to stop making the other laugh so hard our sides began to ache. I miss the laughter, but it's like you went and poofed away in the blink of an eye, my night owl. You're like a best friend, but the distance between us makes it only a friendship to be grasped to so tightly our fingers start to hurt. I wish we could stroll along a busy street lost in our own silly laughter and just allow ourselves to breathe for the moment in our childlike antics. Isn't it fun sometimes to have a moment when we can feel like a kid again, carefree, and oblivious to anything but the beating joy in our hearts? Hmm, I wish we could j

55 Questions (not Wimpy Myspace!)
Friend on myspace named Aaron decided he was sick of the wimpy high-school myspace surveys, so he made this one. 1. How bad ass are you? God. Not at all! 2. What is your favorite sexual position? If forced to choose, I'd choose missionary. i like a man's weight on top of me. That said, really not picky. They all have advantages. 3. Do you smoke weed? I tried a couple times. Never worked on me. 4. Ever cheated? Nope. I did sleep with a guy who had technically not broken up with his long-distance girlfriend yet, though. So I was once the Other Woman. But i felt awful about it :) 5. How many times have you been to jail? None 6. Been in population? Nope 7. What is your favorite band right now? Au Revoir Simone 8. Mosher or dancer? Dancer 9. When was the last time you appreciated nature? I appreciated the power of Mother Nature when she blew off my porch roof on Friday. 10. Do you litter? Nope. 11. President Bush-- How long have you hated him? I don'

Male Multiple Orgasms
There are those who have claimed that men can learn to have multiple orgasms, and are quick to point out that for a male, an orgasm is not the same as an ejaculation. This is not new and the concept has been useful for years in describing the sexual experience and response of men with spinal cord injuries. A man without sensation, say below his chest, could have a physical ejaculation without experiencing the usual emotional counterpart. That is, the mechanical muscular spasms that propel the ejaculate out the end of the penis could occur, but in the absence of physical sensations from the pelvic area, the man would have no awareness of this response and would not experience the psychological excitement of orgasm. Ejaculation is physical, orgasm is mental. A man with a spinal cord injury might psychologically, therefore, experience an erotic high that he identifies as his orgasm, but this mental event is totally independent of what is happening with his penis. Thus, men can have an eja

Please Get A Life Already! Lmfao
thank you so much for being so worried about my mental health, its doing just fine. but im getting allot of shit hear, and i understand why, and here it is, i see that you guys are pissed granted you are permitted to be angry with me, but i have one question, why is it you got fired, it was for being a bad dj and a worse employee, yes we lost quite a few listeners, i can attest to that, it took me all of 45 minutes on the air to go from 5 listeners to 30 i announced you was coming on the air, i lost 17 right off the bat! thats not loosing listeners? you carried maybe 10 per show, we lost listeners because they got so fucking tired of hearing about you and micki or what ever the hell her name is. They dont care David thats what i told you when you started seperate friends from fans they are not their to care about that fact that my son has a damn cold or that he has Congenital Adrenal Hyperplasia, or that he has Hermangiomas, all they care about is if we play their song, how fast we get

Sgt Daddy
SGT Daddy My Daddy is a Sergeant a U.S. Army soldier his job is to make men of privates a shaper and a molder My SGT Daddy is the backbone to this "Army Of One" he carries his head held high for all the hard work he has done. Sometimes my SGT Daddy comes home so tired and it seems he's had all he can take but then he smiles at me and scoops me up a bond even the Army cannot break. His missions are hard, days are long and the pay is not that great but both his Grandpas were military men and so it became his fate. When I look up at my SGT Daddy I see loyalty, honor and pride it is also reflected in our home as Mommy and me stand by his side. Someday he'll see the example he set when I grow to be his size such as learning how to adapt to change when a PCS uprooted us from our lives. Right now I pretend to be like him wearing his dog tags and beret the time will come when I am older I'll pretend no more and fill his boots one day.

While Daddys Away
While Daddy's Away I'm just a child, I don't understand Why my Daddy Is in a far away land. Mommy says he's in the Army, Soldiering is his life. He's fighting for our freedom She's a proud Army Wife. To say that we miss him Would not be enough. Sometimes while he's gone Life seems really rough. My Daddy is a hero, He wears camouflage and boots. When I am older, I'll be proud to share my roots. If I look up on the mantle I'll see a picture of his face I'm so young, it's hard trying to remember Every little trace. I write my Daddy letters, I know he'll be home someday. I want him to know I love him And I can't wait to laugh and play. I think that you'll agree, My Daddy is a special man. He's the reason that I can say: "I'm proud to be an American."

The Military Wifes Life
~The Military wife's Life~ by Alexandra Benakis The military wife has so much to bear, She's everything at once, no one could compare, When God made her, he had perfection in mind, For nowhere on Earth is another of her kind, She leads a life not many choose to, For her job is the hardest in the military to do, She is courageous and strong, one would say made of steel, But way deep down is a heart that can feel, She stands by her husband, so proud and so tall, And waits many night by the phone for a call, She's Mommy and Daddy all rolled into one, She'll never rest easy until her job's done, She sits all alone and in silence she weeps, Did I do a good job, is my family okay? But deep in her heart she knows that it's true, God is right beside her helping her through...

Just Friends?
After I posted my blog posting, To Net or Not to Net, I had posted a Mumm called Romancing the Net. In that Mum, it seems to be a neck and neck race comparison (so far) as to whether or not people have actually met folks off of the internet. Before I got a chance to offer my next Mumm, someone else, Sproet@ CherryTAP picked up on the subsequent question and posted her Mumm, entitled What are you here for?, wherein it appears that the overwhelming majority of folks on the internet (or, at least on Cherry Tap) are here merely to make friends only. That being often the case, it just makes it that much harder to find that magical Mr./Mrs. Right type of person, if you are seeking it out on the internet. Even so, for those who are desiring to find that magical person, I am writing this series of blogs for that skeptic who might be contemplating "Romancing the Internet".

Freedom Is Not Free
FREEDOM IS NOT FREE I watched the flag pass by one day, It fluttered in the breeze. A young Marine saluted it, and then He stood at ease. I looked at him in uniform So young, so tall , so proud. With hair cut square and eyes alert, He'd stand out in any crowd. I thought how many men like him Had fallen through the years. How many died on foreign soil? How many mother's tears? How many pilots' planes sot down? How many died at sea? How many foxholes were soldiers' graves? No, freedom is not free. I heard the sound of Taps one night, When everything was still. I listened to the bugler play And felt a sudden chill. I woundered just how many times That Taps had meant "Amen" When a flag had draped a coffin Of a brother or a friend. I thought of all the children, Of their mothers and the wives, Of fathers, sons and husbands With interrupted lives. I thought about a graveyard At the bottom of the sea Of unmarked graves in Arlingto

I Get It
I get it, OK, I do ......... you don't want to express ok ok where do I go from here Do I allow this to only be physical, shut down allow the endless cycle in my life or do i bow out and be greatful for the one moment whre you kissed me from your soul!!!!!! go into the friends cycle I get it I need the physical along with the emotional In a relationship such simple things please A touch A kiss A smile holding me tight gentle brushes touch my face Letting your eyes speak from your soul to me But to be ignored pushed away even scoulded for what I need I don't know if I can handle that to be honest I know I know you thought hummmmmmm get some action maybe no strings no complications no feelings no attachments no way for trouble but then my feelings do get in the way and I let my mouth say things only my heart and soul should know, story of my life I suppose and If you choose to disengage this whole thing well pain will surely ensue, however time

The Flight Home-really Happened
Flight Home I sat in my seat of the Boeing 767 waiting for everyone to hurry and stow their carry-ons and grab a seat so we could start what I was sure to be a long, uneventful flight home. With the huge capacity and slow moving people taking their time to stuff luggage far too big for the overhead and never paying much attention to holding up the growing line behind them, I simply shook my head knowing that this flight was not starting out very well. I was anxious to get home to see my loved ones so I was focused on "my" issues and just felt like standing up and yelling for some of these clowns to get their act together. I knew I couldn't say a word so I just thumbed thru the "Sky Mall" magazine from the seat pocket in front of me. You know it's really getting rough when you resort to the over priced, useless sky mall crap to break the monotony. With everyone finally seated, we just sat there with the cabin door open and no one in any hurry to get us going although

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˚◦°°◦.. ♥ ωє'яє вєттєя ¢σz ♥ ..◦°°◦˚ We got off the Titanic first. We can scare male bosses with mysterious gynecological disorder excuses. We never ejaculate prematurely. When we buy a vibrator it's glamorous. When men buy a blow up doll it's pathetic. We can be groupies. Male groupies are stalkers. We can cry and get out of speeding fines. We've never lusted after a cartoon character or the central figure in a computer game. Taxis stop for us. Men die earlier, so we get to cash in on the life insurance. We can hug our friends without wondering if she thinks we're gay. We can hug our friends without wondering if WE'RE gay. We know the truth about whether size matters. New lipstick gives us a whole new lease on life. If we have sex with someone and don't call them the next day, we're not the devil. Condoms make no significant difference i

Daddy Wont Be Coming Home
Daddy Won't Be Coming Home A Powerful Poem Author Unknown It was late one Tuesday evening, Before a mother could sit down, To tell her only child about The terror that hit downtown. She looked into the eyes of her son God, she loved him so, She felt her heart begin to break And the hurt begin to show. She gathered all her strength and courage, as her story she began to tell. "Baby don't cry, but I'm afraid daddy Might be under a building that fell." The boy looked back at his mother, His eyes made not one blink. And the mother's tears began to fall. What would her baby think? You see, his dad is a firefighter, And his hero from the day of his birth. He loved his dad more than anything else That could ever inherit this earth. The mother's head began to drop, Her forehead resting on palm. She thought her son would be upset. Instead, he was very calm. The boy leaned over towards his mom, And put his hand upon her head. In her ear

The Soldier
The Soldier The soldier stood and faced God Which must always come to pass He hoped his shoes were shining Just as brightly as his brass. "Step forward now, you soldier, How shall I deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To My Church have you been true?" The soldier squared his shoulders and said, "No, Lord, I guess I ain't. Because those of us who carry guns Can't always be a saint. I've had to work most Sundays And at times my talk was tough, And sometimes I've been violent, Because the world is awfully rough. But, I never took a penny That wasn't mine to keep... Though I worked a lot of overtime When the bills got just too steep, And I never passed a cry for help, Though at times I shook with fear, And sometimes, God forgive me, I've wept unmanly tears. I know I don't deserve a place Among the people here, They never wanted me around Except to calm their fears. If you've a place for me here, Lord, It needn'

The Military Wife
~The military wife~ ---- Author Unknown The good Lord was creating a model for military wives and was into His sixth day of overtime when an angel appeared. She said, "Lord, you seem to be having a lot of trouble with this one. What's wrong with the standard model?" The Lord replied, "Have you seen the specs on this order. She has to be completely independent, possess the qualities of both a father and mother, be a perfect hostess to four or forty with an hour's notice, run on black coffee, handle every emergency imaginable without a manual, be able to carry on cheerfully, even if she is pregnant and has the flu, and she must be willing to move to a new location ten times in seventeen years. And, oh yes, she must have six pairs of hands!" The angel shook her head, "Six pairs of hands? No way.” " The Lord continued,” Don’t worry, I will make other military wives to help her. And I will give her an unusually strong heart so it can swell with pride in her husband's achievements

Toddlers Point Of View
A Toddlers Point of View Daddy and Mommy, woke me up early today, maybe they just wanted to play, But wait just a minute this is new, daddy is crying and mommy is too. Daddy picks up baby sister, and says I love you, then looks at mommy, and says this is hard to do. Daddy gets on his knees and holds me so tight, he tells me he loves me and to treat mommy right. Daddy kisses mommy and tells her goodbye, tells her he loves her and that time will fly. Daddy picks up his bags and heads for the door, then tells us he loves us once more. I don't understand whats going on, mommys still crying and my daddy is gone. * six months later * A man came to our house today, he looks firmilar, but I can't say. He brought lots of presents for sister and me, he is so friendly, who can he be. Mommy hugs him and they start to cry, I think I'm starting to remember this guy. I want to run and jump in his arms, but I'm so scared, will he do

The Silent Soldier
The Silent Soldier I wear no uniforms, no blues or greens. But, I am in the military, in the ranks rarely seen. I have no rank upon my shoulders. Salutes I do not give. But the military world is where I live. I am not in the chain of command, orders I do not get. But, my husband is the one who does, this I cannot forget. I'm not the one who fires a weapon, who puts his life on the line. But, my job is just as tough, I am the one left behind. My husband is a patriot, a brave pride filled man. And the call to serve his country, not all can understand. Behind the lines, I see things needed to keep this country free. My husband makes the sacrifice, but so do our kids and me. I love the man I married. Soldiering is his life. But, I stand among the silent ranks known as THE MILITARY WIFE.

Deployment Goodbye
Deployment Goodbye He wears his ACU's with such great pride, Turns to wave to his family goodbye. Tries to hide the tears that fall from his eyes, Doesn't want anyone to know this soldier cries. His children stand there too young to understand, Why their daddy has to leave this land. They said goodbye with a hug and kiss, Coming home alive is his only wish. His wife stands there with a look on her face, She not going anywhere, but she's in a brand new place. Suddenly finding herself as a single mom. Tries to hide the tears that fall from her eyes, Doesn't want her children to see their mommy cry. She says a silent prayer as he boards the plane, Unknown to her he does the same. Many thoughts run through his mind, As the plane takes off toward the runway line. Holding on to the photograph of his family, A tear falls from his eyes; He quickly wipes it away. Doesn't want anyone to see this soldier cry. He wears his ACU's with such great pride, As he exi

Average Military Man
Average Military Man The average age of the military man is 19 years. He is a short haired, tight-muscled kid who, under normal circumstances is considered by society as half man, half boy. Not yet dry behind the ears, not old enough to buy a beer, but old enough to die for his country. He never really cared much for work and he would rather wax his own car than wash his father's; but he has never collected unemployment either. He's a recent High School graduate; he was probably an average student, pursued some form of sport activities, drives a ten year old jalopy, and has a steady girlfriend that either broke up with him when he left, or swears to be waiting when he returns from half a world away. He listens to rock and roll or hip-hop or rap or jazz or swing and 155mm Howitzers. He is 10 or 15 pounds lighter now than when he was at home because he is working or fighting from before dawn to well after dusk. He has trouble spelling, thus letter writing is a pain for him, but he ca

An Army Wifes Prayer
A Army Wife's Prayer Give me greatness of heart to see, The difference between duty and his love for me. Give me understanding so that I may know, When duty calls him, he must go. Give me a task to do each day, To fill the time when he's away. When he's in a foreign land, Keep him safe in your loving hand. And Lord, when duty is in the field, Please protect him and be his shield. And Lord, when deployment is so long, Please stay with me and keep me strong.

My Favorite Love Quotes
I sought for Love But Love ran away from me. I sought my Soul But my Soul I couldn't see. Then I sought You, And I found all three. ~ by Unknown Author ~ A man loses his sense of direction after four drinks; A woman loses hers after four kisses H.L. Mencken I love you - those three words have my life in them. ~ by Alexandrea to Nicholas III ~ What lies behind us, and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us. ~ by Ralph Waldo Emerson ~ The greatest thing you'll ever learn Is to love and be loved in return. ~ From "Unforgettable with Love" by Natalie Cole Soul meets soul on lover's lips. ~ by Percy Bysshe Shelly ~ No man is truly married until he understands every word his wife is NOT saying. ~ by Unknown ~ True love cannot be found where it truly does not exist, Nor can it be hidden where it truly does. ~ by Anonymous ~ I love thee, I love but thee With a love that shall not die Till the s

Is It Wrong?
I'v been hanging out with a friend of my ex. For a few months now. I recently told him that I wanted him. Ok he also dated a good friend of mine for like three years. She is married now and my ex is out makin more kids he cant and wont suport. Am I wrong. Or should I just be his friend? Please help. thanks to all

Why
Why can't you want me Like I want you Why can't you treat me like I treat you Why can't you touch me like I touch you Why don't you want to give as much as I do I don't think I ask for much Just enough to satisfy my needs and desires A touch, A look, A smile, Open a door Call me baby Ask me what I want Ask me what I need Do I not do this for you? I am willing to let you see ME, ARE you?

Asshole
Asshole to the core you treat me like I am your hoar you show me no respect I hate the way you ignore me unless YOU decide you want me can't show any kind of emotions no even to friendship, NOTHING I hate the way you are I hate the way you make me feel why can't you show, SOMETHING especially when others are around I like you but you HURT me so with every word your mouth spews So shut your mouth Cause I don't need your shit I don't have to take it I have til now choose to for YOU So stop hurting me, stop ignoring me start showing me what you mean when you SAY you care!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! kisses mel

I Hate...
wrote this tonight... its not about anyone really... i hate how i care about you i hate the way you make me feel i hate knowing im not good enough i hate the fact ill never be yours i hate knowing i can never call you mine i hate how songs make me think about you i hate how you can make me smile by saying hi i hate how you make me laugh i hate how you make my heart skip beats i hate how you know what i feel i hate the fact your so far away i hate knowing ill probably never hug you i hate how you make me jealous i hate how i daydream about you i hate knowing i dont have your heart i hate how i can tell you how i feel and it doesnt phase you i hate how you dont feel the same but most of all i hate how we will only be best friends...

You Sweat On Leather . . .
You sweat on leather . . . Undress me with agile fingers as you slip the folds of cloth from around my waist enticing passion with simple strokes Look deep and find the nervous tensions filling thoughts and desires within my eyes as I shudder with disregard to foolish moans Smile as you push me to land upon leather cushions sticky and uncomfortable against warm flesh take me in a skillful hand caressing cares away till I find release and brush insecurities aside with a well placed sigh November 15, 2006 Ezequiel J. Flores Jr.

Helsingborg
yes today im going to helsingbord in south of sweden :) im so excited going to visit sum friends hand have a good time. :) im going with a train that leaves 1.30pm today i will be in helsingborg @ 5.30pm almost :) yes .. looooong damn travling :P well now i have to pack my bag and get ready 9am here now .. :) kisses

A Gentleman Speaks In Rhyme . . .
A gentleman speaks in rhyme . . . Forgive the intrusion please for I'm usually not so bold but I find that situations dictate the actions that unfold I've watched disjointed at these lavish goings-on and truth be told I find the context embarrassingly wrong to covet and procure that which is not yours time and time again to shame yourself hopelessly with the veracity of this sin For true men of honor wouldn't dream of allowing flesh to contort the mind And it is these truths within my sorrowed heart that I do find that the current dilemma is one that simply begs tell me sir did you know that happens to be my wife between your legs November 18, 2006 Ezequiel J. Flores Jr.

How Beautiful Simple Moments Are . . .
How beautiful simple moments are . . . To take you - enfold you in my arms so that two are distinguishable only in the moments they part to breathe Transcending time as memories eclipse reality with every beat of impassioned heart The gentle subtle hints of vanilla caress your lips and I am found wanting that taste with every breath and each time my eyes fall upon beautiful form I find the need to hold you again November 18, 2006 Ezequiel J. Flores Jr.

Conform
Nobody knows; Life's lost Know the past; Forget the cost Learn now; Heartless rules Looking up; Pityless fools Ways unchanged; Recognition fried Search for souls; Eyes that died Individual face; Forgotten ton Conformity first; all else is none

Just To Let You All Know
I will be leaving tmw morning and won't be back till the end of December or the beging of December..So just to let you all knowI am not ignoring anyone i am just gone..when i get home i will sign in and let you all know that i am back and i hope that you wont forget me in the little time that i am gone..I have added a few more pictures for all your viewing..lol...I hope to have a few more pictures when i get back..well take care and have a great Christmas to all you !!! And have a awesome New Years party...Happy New years!!! :) Courtesy of MsTags.com

That I Am Left . . .
That I am left . . . Come lay me breathless upon dreams of abandon that I may find myself enclosed within the embrace of fulfillment With satisfaction laid thick upon my lips with gentle hints of berries and cream lingering in the aftertaste of your kiss That I may feel your fingers teasing my body once more as your words beguile my senses that I am left seduced by the very thought of you November 22, 2006 The Poetic Downside

Deny Me The Truth . . .
Deny me the truth . . . I feel as though all I am is a lie and that all I will ever be are the tears forming in the shaded corners of your eyes reflecting your pain trying desperately not to fall that I may never have the satisfaction of being the cause of your anguish your misery denying me your tears as though they are all I desire Damn you for thinking that would bring me pleasure for thinking me less of a man than I already feel and damn you for allowing me so deep within your heart that I might be the one to break it that I should be the reason for you to give up on trust and hope Damn you for loving me for making it so hard to walk away December 1, 2006 Ezequiel J. Flores Jr.

The Shower
We meet, have a coffee. chat, and then decide to head to a hotel. We get a room, talk, and have a couple glasses of wine. You decide to freshen up from the long drive with a shower. The warm water glistening across your beautiful skin...sending chills through your body...making my nipples erect as you think about me....I pull back the shower curtain....and stand back to watch you shower....you turn to face me....as I take the soap and start lathering your hot body....the bubbles all over your firm breasts....my hands caressing your body while I’m lathering you...your stomach....legs....you slowly lift one leg onto the tube I wash my still throbbing pussy...paying close attention to every crevis between your hot lips....you spread them so I can get a better look....while your bathing...I step back and start stroking my now hard cock..we love watching each other....after you finish washing your front...you turn around...and start washing your backside...leaning against the wall with one

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Life it seems, will fade away Drifting further every day Getting lost within myself Nothing matters no one else I have lost the will to live Simply nothing more to give There is nothing more for me Need the end to set me free Things are not what they used to be Missing one inside of me Deathly lost, this cant be real Cannot stand this hell I feel Emptiness is filling me To the point of agony Growing darkness taking dawn I was me, but now hes gone No one but me can save myself, but its too late Now I cant think, think why I should even try Yesterday seems as though it never existed Death greets me warm, now I will just say good-bye

A Real Man
REAL MEN 1.) A REAL MAN respects his mother and places his family first. 2.) A REAL MAN loves his kids. 3.) A REAL MAN supports his woman to develop herself. 4.) A REAL MAN doesn't worry about what others depict as a real man. Walk in his shoes first and then tell him what makes him A REAL MAN. 5.) A REAL MAN doesn't Break Promises 6.) A REAL MAN calls you beautiful, not hot, sexy, or fine as f*ck. 8.) A REAL MAN CALLS U on a daily basis - NO MATTER HOW BUSY OR TIRED HE IS. 9.) A REAL MAN looks past what he's heard about you or what his friends think of you. 10.) A REAL MAN wants to spend as much time as he can with you & won't get sick of you. 11.) A REAL MAN comes over just to watch movies with you. 12.) A REAL MAN kisses you on the forehead just because. 13.) A REAL MAN doesn't tell you what he thinks you want to hear. He tells you what's real. 14.) A REAL MAN should be treated like one. 15.) A REAL MAN doesn't ask questions when you say y

What Everyone Is Dying To Know About Me Lol
DON'T TAKE IT IF YOU'RE GOING TO LIE. 1. ARE YOU GOING TO LIE? nope 2. WHAT KIND OF SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING? A wife beater 3. WOULD YOU KISS ANYONE ON YOUR FRIEND'S LIST? yep 4. DO YOU HAVE "A THING" FOR ANYONE ON YOUR TOP FRIENDS? duh 5. HOW MANY PEOPLE ON YOUR TOP LIST DO YOU KNOW IN REAL LIFE? hmmm none yet ... 6. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT TO HAVE? 2 7. DO YOU HAVE A GOOD RELATIONSHIP WITH BOTH YOUR PARENTS? Yup. 8. WHATS THE LAST THING THAT MADE U LAUGH? booboo 9. WHATS UR FAV THING TO DO WHEN UR HOME ALONE? wouldn't you like to know 10. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST B-DAY? Went on a pub crawl...got super drunk hehe 12. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP TODAY? 10:30am 13. WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT MIDNIGHT LAST NIGHT? watching "cars" 14. DO YOU LIKE HAVING YOUR HAIR PULLED? choke me , spank me, pull my hair... 15. NAME SOMETHING YOU CANNOT WAIT TO DO? Dwayne hehe 16. LAST TIME YOU FELT GUILTY ABOUT SOMETHING YOU DID? I dunno 17. WH

A Dozen Roses
Bobby was getting cold sitting out in his back yard in the snow. Bobby didn't wear boots; he didn't like them and anyway he didn't own any. The thin sneakers he wore had a few holes in them and they did a poor job of keeping out the cold. Bobby had been in his backyard for about an hour already. And, try as he might, he could not come up with an idea for his mother's Christmas gift. He shook his head as he thought, "This is useless, even if I do come up with an idea, I don't have any money to spend," Ever since his father had passed away three years ago, the family of five had struggled. It wasn't because his mother didn't care, or try, there just never seemed to be enough. She worked nights at the hospital, but the small wage that she was earning could only be stretched so far. What the family lacked in money and material things, they more than made up for in love and family unity. Bobby had two older and one younger sister, who ran the house hold in their mother's absence. All

New Rules
All right, panel, it is now time for New Rules, everybody! New Rules! All right. New Rule: Someone has to explain to President Bush that a timetable doesn't involve him actually having to know his times tables. I finally figured out the problem. Someone suggests "timetable" and he thinks, "6 times 9; 8 times 7...f*** it, no way, stay the course." New Rule: You can't tell me you're making James Bond up to date when he's still wearing a tuxedo to the casino. Have you been to Laughlin, Nevada? You're lucky if the player sitting next to you puts in his teeth! You know how you can tell a high roller? His sweatpants are clean! There's a name for people who wear tuxedos in casinos: magicians. New Rule: Tell your kid to stop staring at me. I just watched you cave in to each of his in-flight demands, for his Teddy Grahams, his sippy-cup, his "gankie." And now you're going to let him turn around and eyeball me for a half-hour. Geez, you'd never think he's seen a guy get a handjob on

To Net Or Not To Net!
A lot of people have mixed ideas about finding romance on the internet. Everyone hears about the serial killers searching for their victims on the internet and fears that that they could be yet another statistic. Okay, they do exist...but what is so different from them searching the newspapers or other mediums for their victims? Are we going to live our lives in fears in that everyone we might talk to on the net are bad people? I hope not. Not all strangers are bad people; if that were true, we would never meet that person sitting next to us on the bus or at the coffee shop. After all, how do people go from strangers to friends without some form of introduction or stumbling over the awkwardness of meeting others. Of course, the movies like, "You Have Mail!", seem to, on the other hand, glorify the romance through the internet. Not all people on the internet are out there to meet someone new for romance; some are only out there to merely make new friends. When missing that

Web
My Favorite & Working Web Category: Web, HTML, Tech My favorite web: www.myspace.com/qiujim www.cherrytap.com/user/351814 www.rwglobaltrading.com www.chinaamericagroup.com www.quiterite.com www.pictails.com www.toffler.com www.revolutionarywealth.com www.rowangibson.com www.rethinkinggroup.com www.google.com www.anonymouse.org www.dictionary.com www.mfinley.com www.nytimes.com www.sneakernets.com www.wenda.com www.rockvalegunclub.com www.fedsources.com www.thekeysource.com www.sec-tn.com www.stl-inc.com www.sysplus.com My working Web: www.dnb.com www.kompass.com www.convert-me.com www.oocl.com www.vwr.com www.mercy.net www.mercy.com www.mmsmedical.com www.icpproducts.com www.jeromedical.com www.kchealthcare.com www.medline.com www.u1st.com www.dupont.com www.stjohnsmercy.org www.benchmarkproducts.com www.fisherscientific.com www.synergymedco.com www.

The Husband Store
Welcome To The Husband Store! A store that sells husbands has just opened in New York City , where a woman may go to choose a husband. Among the instructions at the entrance is a description of how the store operates: WELCOME TO THE HUSBAND STORE!! You may visit the store ONLY ONCE! There are six floors and the attributes of the men increase as the shopper ascends the flights. There is, however, a catch... you may choose any man from a particular floor, or you may choose to go up floor, but you cannot go back down except to exit the building! Happy Shopping!!!! So, a woman goes to the Husband Store to find a husband... On the first floor the sign on the door reads: Floor 1: These men have jobs and love the Lord. The second floor sign

17 Signs You Like Someone
SEVENTEEN: You look at their profile constantly. SIXTEEN: When you're on the phone with them late at night and they hang up, you still miss them even when it was just two minutes ago. FIFTEEN: You read their Texts and Ims Over and over again. FOURTEEN: You walk really slow when you're with them. THIRTEEN: You feel shy whenever they're around. ELEVEN: When you think about them, your heart beats faster but slower at the same time. TEN: You smile when you hear their voice. NINE: When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you, you just see him/her. EIGHT: You start listening to slow songs while thinking about them. SEVEN: They're all you think about. SIX: You get high just from their scent. FIVE: You relize you're always smiling when you're looking at them. FOUR: You would do anything for them, just to see them. THREE: While reading this, there was one person on your mind this whole time. TWO: You were so busy thinking about that

Where Is The Love?
Where is the love? In the midst of all craziness and chaos lies love. Sitting there to be acknowledged not making a sound. It creeps up from you deep within a place in your heart that hasn’t forgotten. All that reigns inside of you never retreats. Love is like a balm of cool fresh air as it caresses your face on a hot August morning. It feels so good and brings you back to reality. This reality called love isn’t fake or disguised. It is real, just as you and I are. What you thought you could hide you can’t. It always wants to survive and be known. Even a glimpse of it comes through on your darkest days. It is ingrained in our being; you can’t get rid of it. This spark of light flickers and flashes with resilience only in death does it chance places. Don’t be fooled by imitations of love this comes in many shapes and sizes. Lust, puppy love, infatuation to name a few. But true love stays with you forever. Even when the going gets tough this love doesn’

Just A Little Rant
Hey cherry peeps! Well I just wanted to do a lil ranting. Have you ever liked someone so much that you could barely keep yourself contained....well I do...I just cant help myself...Im trying to keep myself contained and not let it all out, but its hard to...especially when you just wanna show that person how much you really do like and care for them...aside from that have any of you had it where someone tells you to slow down or not do somethin entirely because someone else sees it and bitches about it to them and then you wind up getting an earful about it so to speak? I can not stand that shit.....makes me wanna tell the person who bitched about it to start with to just grow the fuck up.....seems like everything lately is a competition or jealousy issue with people and Im tee totally sick of it!! And I sure as hell dont need another "daddy" or "momma" tellin me what I can and cant do!! The only way Id really wanna stop is if that person really wanted to because they wanted it...not c

Im In Love With A Stipper
Intro] Goddamn Lil Mama U know u thick as hell u know what I'm sayin Matter fact After the club u know what I'm talkin bout Me and my niggas gone be together u know what I'm sayin I ain't gon worry bout them really though I'm just lookin at u Yea u know U got them big ass hips god damn! DAMN! [1st verse] Got the body of a godess got eye butter pecan brown i see you girl (droppin low) She coming down from the ceiling (to tha floo) Yea she know what she doing (yeea yey yea) she doing that right thang (yea yey yea) I Need to get her over to my crib and do that night thang (night thang) Cause I'm N Luv wit a stripper [chorus x2] She poppin she rollin she rollin She climbin that pole and (I'm N Luv with a stripper) She trippin she playin she playin I'm not goin nowhere girl I'm stayin I'm in luv wit a stripper [Verse 2 ] Out of all the girls she be the hottest Like n the way she break it down I see u girl Spinnin wide And She lookin at me Right in my eyes (Ye

Fuck All The Higher Ups In Txr
IF YOUR NOT APART OF THIS IT DOESNT APPLY TO YOU....BUT FOR ALL YOU SHIT HEADS THAT CALL YOURSELF FAMILY THEN TURN AROUND AND BETRAY YOUR OWN DO NEED PROFESSIONAL HELP.....AND THOSE OF YOU THAT LIKE TO LIE NEED TO PULL YOUR HEAD OUT OF YOUR ASS..... YOU GUYS HURT MY DAD AT FIRST.......AND I WAS STILL TALKING TO PEOPLE....NOW YOU GUYS FIRED MY UNCLE GOTH AND TURN AROUND LYING SAYING HE'S SUICIDAL AND SHIT LIKE THAT LOOSING LISTENERS......GOTHAFFIRMATION HAD TONS OF LISTENERS, AND ME BEING ONE OF THEM, HE PUT ON A KICK ASS SHOW, AND BECAUSE THE OWNER GOT BUTT HURT AND FIRED HIS ASS.....IF SOMEONE RAN A FUCKING COMPANY ON EMOTIONS THEN THE COMPANY WOULDNT LAST LONG BECAUSE THEY WOULD GET RID OF EVERY FUCKING PERSON THAT PISSED THEM OFF RATHER THEY DID A GOOD JOB OR NOT........AND THAT HYPOCRITICAL BULLSHIT PISSES ME OFF... EVERYONE THAT WAS A FRIEND OF ANTI-CUPID, EVERYONE THATS A FRIEND OF GOTHAFFIRMATION....I ASK YOU TO STAY AWAY FROM THE HYPOCRITICAL FUCKS AND AWAY FROM TXR....UN

Read It Pass It On
Take your time and see if you can read each line aloud without a mistake. The average person can't. trust me This is this cat. This is is cat. This is how cat. This is to cat. This is keep cat. This is a cat. This is dumbass cat. This is busy cat. This is for cat. This is forty cat. This is seconds cat. Now go back and read the THIRD word in each line from the top down and I betcha you can't resist passing it on!

How Come ??
how come it is that all niceguys finish last? im a nice guy i only had 1 gf in my life and that was when i was 11 i have been single for almost 8 years what it the reason for it am i to nice that i push ppl away because of my niceness or is it that ppl dont want a niceguy nemore??? please tell me

Meet Me And Lexi Lapetina In Person!
I just wanted to let everyone know about a party in Miami that my girlfriend Lexi Lapetina is hosting this Thursday, December 7 at Oxygen Lounge which I will be attending as well! This is your chance to meet both of us in person! Hope to see you there!

Snippets Iii: Snippets With A Vengence
ZenCynic: No, ew shatnercock. dosekete: Lol yeah dosekete: He was young though dosekete: It wasn't Boston Public Shaner, it was Star Trek shatner dosekete: And it was just his penis I had sex with. ZenCynic: Oh, ok. That's different then.

Fun Fun Fun
So it's now december and it's the holiday rush right? This year it sucks, because everyone is so hard to shop for... my little bro is the worst, because everything he wants is over $100. (gotta love teenagers) So my sisters and I are thinking of getting him a gift card... togeather we may be able to come up with $50 for him... but they still think he needs to actually get something from us... so.... still stuck! anyway I was in the christmas mood, but now I'm not, I really don't know why. I think I'm just stressed. We'll see what happends after I'm done with school this week.

So You Think You Know Everything?
SO YOU THINK YOU KNOW EVERYTHING? "Stewardesses" is the longest word typed with only the left hand and "lollipop" with your right. Maine is the only state whose name is just one syllable. No word in the English language rhymes with month, orange, silver, or purple. "Dreamt" is the only English word that ends in the letters "mt". Our eyes are always the same size from birth, but our nose and ears never stop growing. The sentence: "The quick brown fox jumps over the lazy dog" uses every letter of the alphabet. The words 'racecar,' 'kayak' and 'level' are spelled the same whether they are read left to right or right to left. They are called "Palindromes". There are only four words in the English language which end in "dous": tremendous, horrendous, stupendous, and hazardous. There are two words in the English language that have all five vowels in order: "abstemious" and "facetious." TYPEWRITER is the lon

My Kiss
You're an Passionate Kisser For you, kissing is about all about following your urges If someone's hot, you'll go in for the kiss - end of story You can keep any relationship hot with your steamy kisses A total spark plug - your kisses are bound to get you in trouble What Kind of Kisser Are You?

Go Fan Babyjesus
babyjesus@ CherryTAP Lets go fan Baby Jesus Day!! I will break it down like this This guy (and his buddies) live, breath and sleep cherrytap! So lets go show him JUST how much we really do appreciate him and his hard work GO FAN HIM Cuz with out him and his buddies there wouldn’t be a cherrytap! So what are u still reading this for GO AND BECAME BABY J FAN Thanks & u all kick ass BE GOOD – santa is on his way ;) babyjesus@ CherryTAP

Because I Love You
Because I Love You I fall asleep with you in my heart. I sleep, with you in my dreams. I wake, with you in my soul. Everything I do, Everywhere I go, Everything that I am, Is because I love you. You are my memories of yesterday My reality of today And the dreams of all of my tomorrows. I dedicate this to my daydreamer... ...Because I Love You... Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com

Bad Poems.. ;)) Lmao
*Passion* Sky is blue Water is wet I'll make you cum I'll make you sweat Pressed up against my body Movin up and down Slowly but firmly We'll move the ground *FUCKING* Kissing Is A Habit Fucking Is A Game Guys Get All The Pleasure Girls Get All The Pain 10 Minutes Of Pleasure 9 Months Of Pain 3 Days In The Hospital A Baby Without A Name The Baby Is A Bastard The Mother Is A Whore This Woulda Never Happend If The Rubber Hadn't Tore!! *MATH* Sex is like math You subtract the clothes Add the bed Divide the legs And Pray to god You dont multiply

Christmas Soldier Poem
This is really nice! Be happy for what you have. =) REPOST THIS ITS BEAUTIFUL TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY THE MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I 'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZE

What's Better Than Happy Hour? A Happy Day....
Friday started at 9am, freshly showered, shaven and smoked....enroute to my metaphysical brother's house to chill for an awesome day off. Planning to start the day off right and having 3 hours to kill before the G/F woke up, I decided that I should skip breakfast and start my day on a liquid basis....so me and Richie Rich have a little beer sampling mornin: Being Two bad bois we decided we'd start with the "Lump of Coal" an English Stout.... While not as rich and layered as a Guiness and definitely less creamy, this English Stout is still very drinkable, not enough subtlety for my preference but an easy smooth drinker, just be sure to drink cold...as unlike the guiness further, this beer did not age well with temperature..... Next we decided to venture into something we thought was a little bit lighter..... Golden Monkey Triple So this unfiltered and year old bottle was gingerly donated by Tanya a friend of my lovely girlfriend Lizzylocks. Granted her instructions

Poem(a Friend Wrote This And Gave It To Me)
What is your name little girl, whos your boss now. In this world just for today. been doing it for 38 years. can you see me, can you feel me? hope you can cause your a looker. now its time to be what you want to be. so just be you, In famous, 10stars, stars and strips.

Thanks A Lot Moron!
I just wanted to say thanks a lot to the ass that flagged a picture of my cleavage, with a shirt on, as NSFW. It wasn't even my primary photo. I suggest you get a life. I've always tried my best to keep my naughty pictures out of my public folder. This photo was in my public folder for 6 months before you came along and reported it. I suggest you dial your offend-o-meter way down and relax. Thanks so much! Illuminaughty

I Never Meant To Hurt
Its weird but I am not one to get all emotional and stuff, though I interestingly Met somebody off of CT. and I really like her just from talking to her, and though we will probably never really get too meet in person. I have grown very fond of her. but this is where the problem comes in, I try to be myself and contain a social life at the same time never really giving myself a rest... we set a date on yahoo messenger and I sat down for an hour to watch the only show that really matters anything to me"family guy". unfortunately I didnt realize they swapped the schedule around due too some stupid football and was a half hour late online....Thus making the female I do care about feel less than satisfactory to me.... and the worst part is i said that I wanted to see family guy because as you know us men can be pretty dumb at times. I did however message her right when i walked in the door 10 minutes before family guy should have started. its hard for me too because as much as

Twas Da Night Befo' Christmas
Twas da night befo' Christmas and all in the hood Not a homie was stirring cuz it was all good The tube socks was hung on the window sill and we all had smiles up on our grill Mookie and BeBe was snug in the crib in the back bedroom cuz that's how we live and moms in her do-rag and me with my nine had just gotten busy cuz girlfriend is fine All of a sudden a lowrider rolled by Bumpin phat beats cuz the system's fly I bounced to the window at a quarter pas' Bout ready to pop a cap in somebody's-- well anyway I yelled to my lady, Yo peep this! She said, Stop frontin just mind yo' bidness I said, for real doe, come check dis out We weren't even buggin, no worries, no doubt Cuz bumpin an thumpin' from around da way Was Santa, 8 reindeer and a sleigh Da beats was kickin, da ride was phat I said, Yo red Dawg, you all that! He threw up a sign and yelled to his boyz, "Ay yo, give it up, let's make some noise! To the top of the projects and across the strip mal

People Impressing Others Lmao
i cant beileve how many people try to do something to just impress someone? it could by taking pictures of themselves and posting them online, i always wonder how so one who says they have morals can take pics of them naked or partly naked and post them online. to me they just dont have morals or they are just trying to impress someone out in the cyber world. I could not think of taking pics of me naked or even partly naked i think my body is only to be seen by one person and that is my soon to be hubsand not evry damn tom dick and harry out there i know there are people who wont agree with me but this is just my opion and i dont really care what you think. other things i see people doing to try and impress someone is trying to act like them someway or somehow. maybe it is just human nature to try and impress someone but i thin some people take it all too far . and ya i know if i dont like dont look well you know what ....if you dont like what i say than dont READ IT!!!!!!!!!

Getting The Hang Of This
I'm starting to get the hang of the whole CherryTAP thing. I've been on here for a day now, met some awesome people, spammed dev's comments to get him a rank up(such a noob hehe). Seems things slack off after your first day though. My page has been quiet for the majority of the day. Yesterday I could hardly keep up with it. Oh well!

A Bit On The Excited Side
I was gonna keep this all to myself since my friend lady b. hasn't said anything on here yet about her first book being published, but I can't help my excitement for her. HaHa! Guess it would be a sort of advertising for her. What do you think I should charge her for it? lol nah I wouldn't do that to her, since she has no idea I am writing this blog right now. Well anyways she's just waiting on word for when it will be available to start selling she should know in the next few days. All I know is it is called Wings of Darkness: Poetry & Art. So if anyone reads this stop by and if you could congratulate her. You don't have to, but it would be appreciated and I'm sure she'd love to see that she is getting a little recognition already. :) She's on my family list only one there actually..lol Lady Bluerose. ok i'm done now.

Twas The Night Before Christmas, (naughty Version)
Twas the night before Christmas, and Geez it was neat, The kids were both gone, and my wife was in heat. The doors were all bolted, and the phone was off the hook, It was time for some nooky, by hook or by crook. Momma in her teddy, and I am in the nude, Had just hit the bedroom and reached for the lube. When out on the lawn there arose such a cry, That I lost my boner and poor momma went dry. Up to the window I sprang like an elf, Tore back the shade while she played with herself. The moon on the crest of the snowman we'd built, Showed a broom up his ass, clean up to the hilt. When what to my wondering eyes should appear, But a rusty old sleigh and eight mangy reindeer. With a fat little driver, half out of his sled, A sock in his ear, and a bra on his head. Sure as I'm speaking, he was as high as a kite. And he yelled to his team, but it didn't sound right. Whoa Shithead, whoa Asshole, whoa Stupid, whoa Putz, Either slow down this rig or

Rules For Civilians
Dear Civilians, "We know that the current state of affairs in our great nation has many civilians up in arms and excited to join the military. For those of you who can't join, you can still lend a hand. Here are a few of the areas in which we would like your assistance: 1. The next time you see an adult talking (or wearing a hat) during the playing of the National Anthem---kick their ass. 2. When you witness, firsthand, someone burning the American Flag in protest---kick their ass. 3. Regardless of the rank they held while they served, pay the highest amount of respect to all veterans. If you see anyone doing otherwise, quietly pull them aside and explain how these veterans fought for the very freedom they bask in every second. Enlighten them on the many sacrifices these veterans made to make this Nation great. Then hold them down while a disabled veteran kicks their ass. 4. (GUYS) If you were never in the military, DO NOT pretend that you were. Wearing battle dress uniform

If Your Not In Love With A Soldier
If you're not in love with a soldier If you're not in love with a soldier, you can't know adventure. You don't know smelly grey PT uniforms that require a daily washing. You can't understand green and brown camouflaged bags flooding your bedroom floor. If you're not in love with a soldier, you can't understand the meaning of the phrase "going to the field" and the weeks you spend away from each other If you're not in love with a soldier, you can never imagine the hole in your heart when that phone call comes. "Honey, I am leaving tomorrow to go overseas. I don't know how long I will be gone or exactly where I am going, but I want you to know that I love you - always!" If you're not in love with a soldier, you don't know what it's like to say that final good-bye. You don't know what it really means to be glued to the television. You don't understand fear and you can't possibly understand the sleepless nights of endless crying wondering if you will ever see the love of your l

Army Wife Creed
**Army Wife's Creed*** I am the wife of an American Soldier I am a supporter of the United States Army an encouragement for the protectors of the greatest nation on earth. Because I am proud of my husband and the uniform he wears, I will always act in ways creditable to him, the military service, and the nation he is sworn to guard. I am proud of my husband. I will do all I can to protect and provide for my family in his absence. I will be loyal to my husband and to the vows that we made as we entered into the covenant of marriage. I will do my full part to carry on the values and goals we have set apart for our family and I will continue to instruct our children in the same manner. As a soldier's wife, I realize that I play a vital role in my husband's decision to become a member of a time-honored profession- that I am doing my share to keep alive the principles of freedom for which my country stands. No matter what situation I am in, I will never do anything, for pleasure, profit

Quietly Sad And Happy
A year has passed since I was traped in a hospital room. Remembering back, it was probely the worst thing about being pregnant, the high blood pressure and giving birth. I was confined to bed and was depressed. I was also about an hour and a half away from home. My older two children could not come and see me every day and I hate being away from them. I don't even remember everything, because of the magnisum they had me on (to control the blood pressure and contactions). All I really remeber was the "vampires" that came in my room every hour to draw blood to check the mag levels. When I left the hospital it looked like I had shot up heroin in the past. I still can see some of the scars. I remember my husband being there, my MIL, and some other family seemed to be wondering in and out. After awhile the contractions stopped and I was taken off the mag and had that awful cathiter taken out. That is another thing I can do without, I drove those nurses crazy, I was still hooked u

Sex
A Dog Named Sex Everybody I know who has a dog usually calls him "Rover" or "Spot". I call mine Sex. Now, Sex has been very embarrassing to me. When I went to the City Hall to renew the dog's license, I told the clerk that I would like a license for Sex. He said, "I would like to have one too!" Then I said, "But she is a dog!" He said he didn't care what she looked like. I said, "You don't understand.... I have had Sex since I was nine years old." He replied, "You must have been quite a strong boy." When I decided to get married, I told the minister that I would like to have Sex at the wedding. He told me to wait until after the wedding was over. I said, "But Sex has played a big part in my life and my whole world revolves around Sex." He said he didn't want to hear about my personal life and would not marry us in his church. I told him everyone would enjoy having Sex at the wedding. The next day we were married at the Justice of the Peace. My family is barred from the church

So Your A Badass Huh!!
we'll see about that try digging your car out of 5' of snow while 2 more are coming because your 6 month old kid needs meds! walk sixty miles without stopping just because you felt like it! chop a 30' pine down with a hand axe! row a boat around a lake because all the boats with trolling motors are used for that day! still think your a badass huh? build a house from the ground up and i mean a hole house with everything including a garage in under a month!! im no badass and i dont pretend to be tough at all i may have gotten into 5 fights in my life and im 35 yrs old. the point im trying to make here is that you can talk your talk look your look act you act but in the end I think people are more impressed with the above.

Merry Fucking Christmas
blech...yeah so its been a loooooooong weekend....work sucked of course...had a great time saturday nite! thanks jeremy! evidently some shit has been happening at my house while i was at work this weekend.... i knew my parents had been fighting some this weekend but i was not expecting my mom to tell me this morning that my dad had left was not coming back adn was going to see an attorney on monday...i mean come on you have been married for 25 years and yeah i used to wish they would get a divorice all the time when i was younger but at the same time i thought it was cool that my parents were one of the VERY few that i knew that were still together....i really am not sure how i feel about it now...i know i am VERY pissed off at my dad i mean my mom has been REALLY stressed out recently and he's gonna go and add this on top of it and to top it off its fucking christmas season...i know he doesnt give a shit about christmas but he didnt have to ruin it for all of us....so yeah merry fuck

Sexual I.q
You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Dear Santa,
Dear Santa, I wud like a kool toy space ranjur fer Xmas. I'v ben a gud boy all yeer. Yer Friend, Billy Dear Billy, Nice spelling. You're on your way to a career in lawncare. How about I send you a book so you can learn to read and spell? I'm giving your older brother the space ranger. At least HE can spell. Santa ***************************************************** Dear Santa, I have been a good girl all year, and the only thing I ask for is peace and joy in the world for everybody! Love, Sarah Dear Sarah, Your parents smoked pot when they had you, didn't they? Santa **************************************************** Dear Santa, I don't know if you can do this, but for Christmas, I'd like for my mommy and daddy to get back together. Please see what you can do. Love, Teddy Dear Teddy, Look, your dad's banging the babysitter like a screen door in a hurricane. Do you think he's gonna give that up to come back to your frigid mom, w

Dark And Decadent Swirled Cheesecake
Ingredients: * 3 packages (8 oz. each) cream cheese, softened * 3/4 cup sugar * 1-1/2 teaspoons vanilla extract * 3 eggs * Chocolate-covered strawberry(optional) * 1-1/2 cups HERSHEY'S Semi-Sweet Chocolate Chips * 1/3 cup milk * HERSHEY'S SPECIAL DARK Syrup(optional) * Additional HERSHEY'S Semi-Sweet Chocolate Chips(optional) * Fresh raspberries(optional) * Mint sprigs(optional) * 1-1/2 cup vanilla wafer crumbs * 6 tablespoons powdered sugar * 6 tablespoons HERSHEY'S Dutch Processed Cocoa * 6 tablespoons butter or margarine, melted Directions: 1. Heat oven to 350°F. Prepare CHOCOLATE CRUMB CRUST. 2. Beat cream cheese, sugar and vanilla in mixer bowl until well blended. Add eggs; mix thoroughly. Spread 2-1/2 cups batter in prepared crust. 3. Place HERSHEY'S Semi-Sweet Chocolate Chips in medium microwave-safe bowl. Microwave at HIGH (100%) 1 minute; stir. If necessary, microwave an additional 15 second