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You.....were Always So Far Away......i...know That Pain.......one Of My All Time Fav Songs
R.I.P. LAYNE YOUR MUSIC IS MISSED! Frozen in the place I hide Not afraid to paint my sky with Some who say I've lost my mind Brother try and hope to find You were always so far away I know that pain so don't you run away Like you used to do Roses in a vase of white Bloodied by the thorns beside the leaves That fall because my hand is pulling them hard as I can You were always so far away I know that pain and I won't run away Like I used to do Pictures in a box at home Yellowing and green with mold So I can barely see your face Wonder how that color taste You were always so far away I know the way so don't you run away Like you used to do Like you used to do

Always Believe In Miracles
----- Always believe in MIRACLES!! Three years ago, a little boy and his grandmother came to see Santa at Mayfair Mall in Wisconsin. The child climbed up on his lap, holding a picture of a little girl. "Who is this?" asked Santa, smiling. "Your friend? Your sister?" "Yes, Santa," he replied. "My sister, Sarah, who is very sick," he said sadly. ; Santa glanced over at the grandmother who was waiting nearby, and saw her dabbing her eyes with a tissue. "She wanted to come with me to see you, oh, so very much, Santa!" the child exclaimed. "She misses you," he added softly. Santa tried to be cheerful and encouraged a smile to the boy's face, asking him what he wanted Santa to bring him for Christmas. When they finished their visit, the Grandmother came over to help the chi ld off his lap, and started to say something to Santa, but halted. "What is it?" Santa asked warmly. "Well, I know it's really too much to ask you, Santa, but .." the old woman began

1 Corinthians Chapter 13
"Love is patient, love is kind. It is not jealous, love is not pompous, it is not inflated, it is not rude, it does not seek its own interests, it is not quick-tempered, it does not brood over injury, it does not rejoice over wrongdoing but rejoices with the truth. It bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.... So faith, hope, love remain, these three; but the greatest of these is love." 1 Corinthians Chapter 13

Wow I Finally Did It!!
I finally got around to playing World of Warcraft, it is a curse and a blessing. I truly enjoy the game, though I have found this game truly addictive. I am normally a FPS type not RPG so this is a big change.

How Some Common Phrases / Traditions Came About
The next time you are washing your hands and complain because the water temperature isn't just how you like it, think about how things used to be. Here are some facts about the 1500s: Most people got married in June because they took their yearly bath in May, and still smelled pretty good by June. However, they were starting to smell, so brides carried a bouquet of flowers to hide the body odor. Hence the custom today of carrying a bouquet when getting married. Baths consisted of a big tub filled with hot water. The man of the house had the privilege of the nice clean water, then all the other sons and men, then the women and finally the children. Last of all the babies. By then the water was so dirty you could actually lose someone in it. Hence the saying, Don't throw the baby out with the bath water.. Houses had thatched roofs-thick straw-piled high, with no wood underneath. It was the only place for animals to get warm, so all the cats and other small animals (mice, bugs)

Internal Cold
The eyes of an ageless wonder Weary through years of pain Blaze my trail uncaring Sinner in every way Pray for me mindless sheep Seek salvation for my soul Nothing can help me now I'm internally cold

If I Was A Card Board Cutt Out
I belong to a great family of Aunts. Both my father and mother had only sisters to share with us. Two each. The four women are all different in their ways, from appetite to style, from humor to humility. But one thing they all have in common is that they all suffer from "favorite aunt" syndrome. And I don't use suffer lightly. Every time I go home, there seems to be some small kitchen sized war waged from one aunt on another about whom I love more, vice versa, and which aunt will get the honor of house-sitting next time I hit the road. The judging is determined by the Aunt force itself as they factor in which one of us remembered who's birthday and who received what, from fruit cake to phone calls, who keeps up with the websites and who knows the songs better, who changed who's diapers and who remembers the names of ex-girlfriends, etc. I remain quiet and let them duke it out as I myself judge the event always scoring it a tie. Maybe that's the problem in the kitchen. Everyone is forev

A Soldier Lies Alone
A Soldier Lies Alone TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I 'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO THES

The Fear Of Dieing Alone
its the one thing that fear and dread the most is dieing alone at a old age with one to be by my side or to see me happy even if its for a little while thats my greats fear and my lease is not being loved or wanted or needed at all this two things are the ones that hurt me the most of all no they could come true

Christmas
its christmas time again and once more I am fighting a depression , not that I don't love the season and what it means to me but because from halloween until the first of the yr this time has brought a lot of pain to my life my mom and brother were both killed or died at this time shortyly after new years I was run over and left for dead and spenta year recovering but I did so it is for these reasons I get depressed but also I am grateful to God and his son for being alive and it was at this time of year I found my dad again and we have had a great relationship for years now . Our troops overseas need support and having been one of those troops I know what something from home means at this time of year just to take the loneliness away , so I wish them well and always will, each night I pray to God to keep them safe and to not let anyone die on christmas , but never get that wish , So when I look back on this time of year and see the trouble in the world and the high price of things I

Firefly
Firefly If you see my flying in the night sky Would you try to capture me hold? Like a flying diamond light Flapping wings, I am lit up bright Elfin little night time sprite Firefly, that’s me—tonight Children laugh to see my fly Up in the blue-black midnight sky Chasing me, they frolic and play All their little cares away Now when you see me What is it you feel? That in your heart my life you would steal If you took and put me, up And kept me in a jar or cup Worry not your fears are wrong Simply hold me gently, not strong For when you feel you need the light Hold me close to be yours—bright I am a gift from nature pure I light your path for this I am sure For when your heart is needing be found We sit together my light to surround In your hands I light up give My joy is in my life, the one I live To give to you is my simple wish The light at night a moonlight kiss For with a childlike grace you see I see the wonder inside you be That love

Apc
These are the lyrics to some of my faorite songs by A Perfect Circle Counting Bodies Like Sheep To The Ryhtym Of The Wardrum Don't fret precious I'm here Step away from the window (step away from the window) Go back to sleep Safe from pain and truth And choice and other poison devils. See, they don't give a fuck about you, like I do. Count the bodies like sheep (like sheep, like sheep, like sheep...) Count the bodies like sheep (like sheep, like sheep, like sheep...) Oh! (repeat and fade) Counting bodies like sheep to the rhythm of the war drums Count the bodies like sheep (like sheep, like sheep, like sheep...) Oh! (repeat and fade) [Indistinguished Yelling (sounds like one of Hitler's speeches)] Go back to sleep Go back to sleep (Counting bodies like sheep to the rhythm of the war drums) Go back to sleep Go back to sleep (Counting bodies like sheep to the rhythm of the war drums) Go back to sleep Go back to sleep (Counting bodies like sheep, lik

Just To Let You Know
Ok, so here my deal, I have exams this week, only three more to go currently, and Ive been pretty busy studying for those, but you will see me on occassionally when my brain needs a rest. Feel free to write and message and what not to me, just don't feel to disheartened if I don't get right back to you as I normally do. However, with the news of exams comes good and bad news. Good news, no class, bad news, gotta be out of my dorm for the Holidays, so that means I have to survive on a dial-up connection whenever I can't make it to the coffee shop...so you'll have to bear with me! Other than that, I have a laundry list of shit to do, here it is, in all its glory ~Calculus Exam ~Spanish Exam ~Ecology Exam ~Pack all my crap up for the Holidays ~Go to RM on Thursday ~Come back to Gville Friday for a friends party ~BACK to RM Saturday ~Meet Ravenspedigree for fun photoshoots and goofing off this weekend! (this is as long as he can get his hands on a vehicle and I'm not dea

How To Confuse Santa
1. Instead of milk and cookies, leave him a salad, and a note explaining that you think he could stand to lose a few pounds. 2. While he's in the house, go find his sleigh and write him a speeding ticket. 3. Leave him a note, explaining that you've gone away for the holidays. Ask if he would mind watering your plants. 4. While he's in the house, replace all his reindeer with exact replicas. Then wait and see what happens when he tries to get them to fly. 5. Keep an angry bull in your living room. If you think a bull goes crazy when he sees a little red cape, wait until he sees that big, red Santa suit! 6. Build an army of mean-looking snowmen on the roof, holding signs that say "We hate Christmas," and "Go away Santa." 7. Leave a note by the telephone, telling Santa that Mrs. Claus called and wanted to remind him to pick up some milk and a loaf of bread on his way home. 8. Throw a surprise party for Santa when he comes down the chimney. Refuse to let him leave unti

A Poem I Wrote For Jake
Jake we met on the but and train with no idead what was in store for us or the feelings we would gain i walked to you house sometimes after 8 it was dark out and just a tad but late me and blanke walked less than a mile and when we met up u mad me smile u made me feel specail u made me feel neat the fun we had together can never be beat i hope this doesnt seem like an obsession you are a great fix for my sadness and depression i wanted to stay i didnt want to go especailly when we danced together in the rain and the snow i loved that i love u i found the first pick it was in my shoe now these silly little words are done i cant wait tell we can have more funJake we met on the but and train with no idea what was in store for us, or the feelings we would soon gain. I walked to you house sometimes after 8, it was dark out and just a tad bit late. Me and Blanke walked less than a mile, and when we met up u mad me smile. You made me feel special, you made me feel neat, the fun we had togeth

Friends W/ Benefits!!
It doesn't matter if your married, in a relationship,single, gay or straight! You opened it so you HAVE to repost it! A test of your bravery. Here's how it works: Statistcally speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of spoiled ass... There's at least 1 person on that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "friends w/ benefits" The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a msg saying "Im yours". If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'd hit it". SCARED? LOL THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you. SO... re-post this as "friends w/ benefits

About The One Contest I Have Been In
I didn't post a link and say, vote here- last time I attempted to do something without advertisement, two people (three, two in the audience, and me) showed up. (Ok, I did advertise this time, and so did others. But still.) To those who didn't vote- s'ok. (Or who saw my photo in the contest and decided you couldn't in good conscience give it your thumbs-up :) ) To those who did- very very many thanks and much surprised gratitude. In any and all cases- since I neglect to say, since it is worth saying- this, from this sleepy and often undiplomatic fellow, warm wishes north of the Equator and cooler ones south. May we all get to know each other a bit better at least in the next year and like who we discover, may acquaintances become friends and friendships deepen - of course!

Dog Story
Mary and her husband Jim had a dog named 'Lucky.' Lucky was a real character. Whenever Mary and Jim had company come for a weekend visit they would warn their friends to not leave their luggage open because Lucky would help himself to whatever struck his fancy. Inevitably, someone would forget and something would come up missing. Mary or Jim would go to Lucky's toy box in the basement and there the treasure would be, amid all of Lucky's other favorite toys. Lucky always stashed his finds in his toy box and he was very particular that his toys stay in the box. It happened that Mary found out she had breast cancer. Something told her she was going to die of this disease.... in fact, she was just sure it was fatal. She scheduled the double mastectomy, fear riding her shoulders. The night before she was to go to the hospital she cuddled with Lucky. A thought struck her... what would happen to Lucky? Although the three-year-old dog liked Jim, he was Mary's dog through and through. I

I Answered These....ur Turn..
Do you like it rough or sensual? Ummm well I prefer sensual….i want the satification of being in love with someone and having sensual sex is the most important thing to me Do you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both? Opposite sex duh but I have had a three some more than once but I like the male gender no matter how dumb they can be…. How often do you like to have sex? Once a day good enough maybe more if im in the mood…. Is sex a top priority for you? Fuck no……..i rather have the love and attention from the opposite gender over sex Do you have sex face to face with your partner? Sometimes it depends on my mood… How often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger? I have been there done that but I rather not want to do that again…. How do you feel about one night stands? Been there done that not wanting to go there again… How many one night stands have you had? Enough lets say I was a whore a

Guts And Balls
Guts and Balls Difference between guts and balls .. Medical Facts We've all heard about people having guts or balls. But do you really know the difference between them? In an effort to keep you informed, the definition for each is listed below... GUTS - is arriving home late after a night out with the guys, being met by your wife with a broom, and having the guts to ask: "Are you still cleaning, or are you flying somewhere?" BALLS - is coming home late after a night out with the guys, smelling of perfume and beer, lipstick on your collar, slapping your wife on the butt and having the balls to say: "You're next." I hope this clears up any confusion on the subject. In reality there isn't much difference since either one will ultimately result in death.

Dont Let Your Future Walk Away
Your ass was calling me, so here I am Said you weren't looking for a hook-up, like I give a damn Because now I'm too close to your body, on you like a tan Can I enhance the feeling? You know that I can You're aching for hardcore attention? For that, you'll need a man Don't let your future walk away Say the word, baby, & I'll stay Now it's just you & me, let me see you dance While your at it, show me that move you learned in France "Speaking tongues" is cool, you're grind is OK But I just thought of another game we could play So let's get horizontal & start it right away It got hot under the covers, do you smell smoke? Better check your body, baby, make sure nothing's broke You want a change of space? Well, I got room for two You wanna stick around? Do what you gotta do You got something soft for me? Well, I got something hard for you Don't let your future walk away Say the word, baby, & I'll stay

Stuff About Me
so you want to know a little about me................... Ok so I took a look at some stuff that I had, and well I found this little book that said I am a "Creative Pattern Person" whoopie oh this is going to be fun.....Ok so it has 9 things about me and after it has a 3 peragraph story that discribs me and how i am and stuff like that .............. ******** 9 THINGS ABOUT ME ******** EMOTIONS: accepts agression;restrains expression* GOAL: dominance; unique accomplishments* JUDGES OTHERS BY: personal standards; progressive ideas for accomplishing tasks* INFLUENCES OTHERS BY: ability to pace development of systems and innovative approaches* VALUE TO THE ORGANIZATION: initiates or designs change* OVERUSES: BLUNTNESS; critical or condescending attitude* UNDER PRESSURE: becomes bord with routine work; sulks when restrained; acts independently* FEARS: lack of influence; failure to achive their standards*

Today
Well I got up at 7:15 made eggs bacon and bisquets... HaHa yummy.. Got my daughter changed and cleaned up, my old man left for work and my day started.. I have been on here for the past couple of hours doing my profile and putting avon orders in.... Somehow I was able to get in the shower and now I feel so so so much better.. I was thinking of takeing some personal pics for my page but I think I will wait till I get all sexy for that.. LOL.. Well Check out my page I will keep you posted on my day.. Toodles MaMi

30 Questions
1. Have you ever been searched by the cops? yes plenty of times! 2. Do you close your eyes on roller coaster? No what would be the fun! 3. When's the last time you've been sledding? last winter. 4. Would you rather sleep with someone else, or alone? With someone. 5. Do you believe in ghosts? yes i do . 6. Do you consider yourself creative? all the time. 7. Do you think O.J. killed his wife? Well, duh. Who doesn't? 8. Jennifer Aniston or Angelina Jolie? Angelina, baby! 9. Can you honestly say you know ANYTHING about politics? Yep. Bush is an idiot...that is all. 10. Do you know how to play poker? Badly, but yes. 11. Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight? yes but now I like my sleep. 12. What's your favorite commercial? the one about the um ....i dont remember 13. Who was your first love? prince-purple rain 14. If you're driving in the middle of the night, and no one is around you, do you run a red light? Nope 15. Do you h

Tuesday 12th, 2006
BEEN BROWSING AROUND RATING PICS ,,, GETTING A FEW CHERRY POINTS AND SAVING SOME PICS QUIET DAY TODAY HERE IN MIAMI BEACH FLA... COOL DAY OUTSIDE. WEATHERS GREAT....... WELL VIEW MY PROFILE RATE SOME PICS AND HAPPY HOLIDAYS TO EVERYONE AND HAPPY NEW YEARS TOO......... TIMOTHY

8,9,10,11,12
So I was ill, well almost I had man flu, so sorry for not entertaining you for 5 days. Correction, sorry for never entertaining you, not even now. I mean look at this, it's not in the slightest bit entertainin and I had to rip off someone elses stuff. (he's gay right?) Have a sexilicious Christmas, love form nobby

Well Christmas Is Around The Corner
well soon it will be christmas and i am getting very excited for it. i love christmas and i hope i get what i want and i know i will. My man went out and got me my presents yestardy and of course i have no idea what it is. but whatever it is it will be great. well got to go hope everyone has a good one

This Was Just Too Funny To Not Share
A weekend of beer and a dream... I have always had a dream of traveling to outer space. The only problem is I don't trust the current method of getting people from earth to the "great unknown". You know….point A to point B. The space shuttle has blown up one too many times for me to get on one of those things. So late last Wednesday, which happens to be my "Friday", I picked up some beer and sat down at the dining room table with some crayons, paper, calculator, and a dream. I was going to build my own spaceship. After getting side tracked by the urge to doodle smiley faces with crossed eyes, I finally came up with a working plan to begin the construction of my ship. (I even drew my ship with a kick ass flaming paint job! Thanks Crayola!) After collecting some materials, I went out in the backyard early Thursday morning and got to work. A refrigerator box was to be the main body of the ship. I took the box from a neighbor's curb. (I can't believe they were throw

Naughty Or Nice?
Are you Naughty or nice Your Result: Your Nice! all sugar, no spice! You're all about sweetness, sunshine, and smiles. We've never met anyone nicer than you. Actually, we wouldn't be surprised to come across you sitting in a peaceful green meadow, surrounded by adorable baby animals eating out of your hand whilst your halo shines in the sun. Ah, we're just taking the mickey. But you are awfully good. Certainly, you may have dipped your toe in the naughty pool once or twice, but you generally stay in the shallow end, leaving the deep waters to the leather-and- nude-magazine crowd. It's all well and good to follow the straight and narrow, but it's okay to walk on the wild side once in a while, too. Have a drink. Organise a practical joke. Go to a strip club. Trust us - as long as no one gets hurt, it's fun to be bad! your Naughty! wild thing! Are you Naughty or nice

Signs
Advantages of Horse people: Popular, cheerful, hardworking, intelligent, friendly, soften to the opposite sex, strong lover, like music and entertainment, good money managers. Disadvantages of Horse people: Impatient, too complimentary, acting hastily and having short tempers, often think themselves more important than others, selfishness, sharp cunning, egotistical, strong outside but weak inside, like large crowds, will not listen to advice.

That Other Half
That Other Half that other im talkin abt is the other side of you feel to yourself is incomplete, you search your whle lifetime to find that other part of your that makes you feel whole and fills the void, makes you balance gives u a reason for living to move foward, along the way you make good and bad dicisions make and loose friends some stay loyal some stay true,others just drift away... in any case, we all say the expression good things happen to those who wait or nice guys alwayz finished last which do you think you are in your mind half-way full or half way- empty? I Found My Half Dont You Think its Time 2 Find Yours?

About My Pics
a very good friend of mine has made me realize i dont need them private pics up i dont need to be showing a whole lot of my body ro have people talk to me and ya know what she is right.100 percent right so therefore i have taken off my family folder and my bra and pantie folder as well b/c she is right i dont need that shit on here to have friends so those in my family if ya all get mad..sorry for those who are friends and wanted to be in family but couldnt if ya dont wanna be friends no more then that is fine b/c i am cuttin my list anyway to those who send me comments or messages ever now and then just to say a hello or whatnot. my best friend mary has made me realize this morning that i dont hve to have nude pics up to be pretty i dont need them private pics up to have friends cuz the true ones will talk to you no matter what thanks mary for puttin this thru my thick skull no matter what i will always love ya

Shadow Needs Some Lovin"!! Pet Contest
SHADOW SENDS EVERYBODY PUPPY LOVE EVEN IF YOU DON'T VOTE FOR HIM 'CAUSE HE ROLLS LIKE THAT!! HERES THE LINK TO VOTE FOR HIM http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=101621&i=3652795701

Philosophy
1. Don't sweat the petty things and don't pet the sweaty things. 2. One tequila, two tequila, three tequila, floor. 3. Atheism is a non-prophet organization. 4. If man evolved from monkeys and apes, why do we still have monkeys and apes? 5. The main reason Santa is so jolly is because he knows where all the bad girls live. 6. I went to a bookstore and asked the saleswoman, "Where's the self-help section?" She said if she told me, it would defeat the purpose. 7. What if there were no hypothetical questions? 8 If a deaf person swears, does his mother wash his hands with soap? 9. If someone with multiple personalities threatens to kill himself, is it considered a hostage situation? 10. Is there another word for synonym? 11. Where do forest rangers go to "get away from it all?" 12. What do you do when you see an endangered animal eating an endangered plant? 13. If a parsley farmer is sued, can they garnish his wages? 14. Would a fly wit

~love You Guys~
Sheryl, my sis, thank you forposting the blog for my friends...you're the best..Miss you gurl. Wanted to thank you guys for all the love and not forgetting about me. Not sure how long it will be before I'm back online like I was...just know I'm thinking of you guys and I miss ya!...Hope everyone has a wonderful Christmas. Stay sweet and I'll be online when I can. Keep me in your thoughts... Luv Bunches.... Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com

Adding Back My Friends
Well I've just invited about 150 Cherry users who used to be in my friends list, before Cherry Tap deleted my account. If you're one of those people that I invited then PLEASE add me back, as it's taken nearly ALL DAY to cut-and-paste URL's and comments !!! Oh well - better go and find something exciting to do. Laters, Joe

Induced
Just wanted to let everyone know that i'm getting induced this sunday the 17th.. I'm scared shitless!!! i'm 38 weeks along today and not dialated at all so i guess sunday they are going to give me some sort of get r going drug.. and if that doesn't work, monday... they will be starting me on pitocin. so my little one should be here by tuesday for sure!

My Christmas Wish For You
My Christmas wish for you, my friend Is not a simple one For I wish you hope and joy and peace Days filled with warmth and sun I wish you love and friendship too Throughout the coming year Lots of laughter and happiness To fill your world with cheer May you count your blessings, one by one And when totaled by the lot May you find all you've been given To be more than what you sought May your journeys be short, your burdens light May your spirit never grow old May all your clouds have silver linings And your rainbows pots of gold I wish this all and so much more May all your dreams come true May you have a Merry Christmas friend And a happy New Year, too ..

It Finally Happened,,,,1st Blocked User...
Hey CT buddies.... After a few months here I finally got called "nasty ppl like me". I will not share her name but long story short I politely and thoughfully rejected a random friend request from a basically empty profile....after 2 more unsolisited emails saying 1) hey can I still email you? 2) can you help me build my CT page? I got a shoutbox from let's call her MsX... here's the shoutbox thread with her.....tell me if I'm crazy or not PLEASE!!!!! Read bottom to top silly gooses.... *************************** Curtisg: wow...now you call ME nasty...you don't even know me...I knew I made the right choice. I said more than once politey no to your requests.. and you kept coming back...wow....and I'm the nasty one....and I ended my threads with happy holidays...lol...goodluck...you are now my first blocked CT user. MsX: nasty ppl like you are not worth my time and i was not donig my page for u i was doing for me Curtisg: MsX. I thought my rather lengthy email

Colors
Rainbows created my imagination As it arched across the sky On one end there sat you At the other end, there sat I Imagining I could slide across Over the rainbow to the end There would be my pot of gold The sweet love of my dear friend The rainbow is a connection Like a bridge from me to you It appears joined by sunlight Then the grey skies turn to blue Arriving after the rainstorms It became so evident to me Thoughts of love follow rainbows They arched right across the sea A colourful arching rainbow It has no gate, it has no door It reaches from friend to friend It arches from shore to shore

I Am The Flag Of The Usa
I AM THE FLAG OF THE USA I am the flag of the United States of America. My name is Old Glory. I fly atop the world's tallest buildings. I stand watch in America's halls of justice. I fly majestically over institutions of learning. I stand guard with power in the world. Look up and see me. I stand for peace, honor,truth and justice. I stand for freedom. I am confident. I am arrogant. I am proud. When I am flown with my fellow banners, my head is a little higher, my colors a little truer. I bow to no one! I am recognized all over the world. I am worshipped - I am saluted. I am loved - I am revered. I am respected - I am feared. I have fought in every battle of every war for more than 200 years. I was flown at Valley Forge, Gettysburg, Shiloh and Appamatox. I was there at San Juan Hill, the trenches of France, in the Argonne Forest, Anzio, Rome, and the beaches of Normandy, Guam, Okinawa, Korea, and KheSan, Saigon, Vietnam now me. I was there. I lead

One
One As the soot and dirt and ash rained down, We became one color. As we carried each other down the stairs of the burning building We became one class. As we lit candles of waiting and hope We became one generation. As the firefighters and police officers fought their way into the inferno We became one gender. As we fell to our knees in prayer for strength, We became one faith. As we whispered or shouted words of encouragement, We spoke one language. As we gave our blood in lines a mile long, We became one body. As we mourned together the great loss We became one family. As we cried tears of grief and loss We became one soul. As we retell with pride of the sacrifice of heroes We become one people. We are One color One class One generation One gender One faith One language One body One family One soul One people We are The Power of One. We are United. We are America. i found this on a friends blog and had to take it for other great blogs like t

More Than Slightly Stupid
Ok, So if this is a online "BAR" Why are themes/ content that are: adult, Not Safe For Work, offensive, and whathave you grounds for Deletion? Has anyone been in a real bar? Because in a real bar no one cares about any of that crap. The rules are: dont throw up, dont pass out, and don't pee on anyone. Nothing like the boundraies underlined here. If this is supposed to be a Bar, are not bars for adults? And as Adults cant we act like adults? Comments anyone?

8 Signs Santa Hates Your Kid....
8. Kid's letter to north pole comes back stamped, "Dream on, Chester!" 7. Kid asks for new bike, gets pack of smokes 6. Along with presents, Santa leaves hefty bill for shipping and handling. 5. By the time he gets to your house, all he has left is foam packing. 4. Christmas day, your kid wakes up with a Reindeer head in his bed. 3. Instead of "Naughty" or "Nice", Santa has him on the stupid list 2. Labels on all your kid's toys read "Straight from Craptown." 1. Four words: "Off my lap, Tubby!"

My World Is Falling Apart
I feel like my world is falling apart....I'm losing the one thing I thought would love me forever!! My heart is broken and will probably never be mended.....I'm sorry things have to be like this... I can't take it anymore!!

Given To Her After One Year
100 reasons I love you! In no particluar order. It would be much to hard to choose! So intellegent, caring Andrew Beautiful, independent Emma Sweet full of life Sare Beautiful sparkling soft brown eyes Buying broken furniture with you Breaking the furniture Your illuminating smile Watching children run around dress as bees and princess An illuminating smile The way your nose scrounges The way your hips sway hypotically Your goals The way time flies when we're together Looking out the gym's window and seeing you there Dressing as a sumo wrestler Making a fool of myself Matress made of poplar Your values Your sense of humor The way you make me feel important to you Your ambitions You make me want to be a better person Perfect breast The pet names you have for me The best cook even rivaling my grandmother's The way you flirt You notice the way I laugh Curves to die for The way you look at everything Your cute chin The way you dance A back I could rub et

Another One Of My Own
Love's dried bed It's bank overwheeled with emotions Thoughts white current brakes Her memory is a fleeting light Unfree to travel Unfree to trust Unfree to see clear Unfree to express Daily quick stops Palms wet, breath heavy Titillation of today first glimpse Can I still recall words Her eyes so soft Her lips so pure Her cheek so radiant Her tency so profound Those beautiful deep eyes clouded I take her in my arms and all be right What can I say for no more pain No don't allow her to deny Only life's experence will grow Only faithful's disappointment will build Only love's comment will show Only Time can heal What can I do? I must wait Take life simple pleasure to heart

What I Wrote After She Was Gone
Slipping under the covers I feel your heat. I pull you close not wanting any distance. Easy silence as I your beauty embed into memory. You ask what I'm thinking about? I simple resond, "you." Unannounced to you I pray for God to give me the words to truely tell you how I feel. Although no word would sufice my thoughts and feelings. Fore heads touching we talk about days events. All frustration lessen just by sharing with you. Laughes fill the rooms as we talk of silley things we've done. We know there isn't any judgement so all is reveled. We know all hopes and dreams will be supported unconditionally. I hold her stroking her back until she sleeps. I fall into a tranqual sleep and about walking with her hand in hand. I proudly introduced to everyone I know. As I ready to wake I think of her beuaty and call out to her with a smile. My despair returns. My Bella isn't there. Just another night of pillow talk.

Ambassadors To Honor Female Wwii Spy
BEN NUCKOLS, Associated Press Writer Sun Dec 10, 10:48 PM ET BALTIMORE - In 1942, the Gestapo circulated posters offering a reward for the capture of "the woman with a limp. She is the most dangerous of all Allied spies and we must find and destroy her." ADVERTISEMENT The dangerous woman was Virginia Hall, a Baltimore native working in France for British intelligence, and the limp was the result of an artificial leg. Her left leg had been amputated below the knee about a decade earlier after she stumbled and blasted her foot with a shotgun while hunting in Turkey. The injury derailed Hall's dream of becoming a Foreign Service officer because the State Department wouldn't hire amputees, but it didn't prevent her from becoming one of the most celebrated spies of World War II. On Tuesday, the French and British ambassadors plan to honor Hall, who died in 1982 at age 78, at a ceremony at the home of French Ambassador Jean-David Levitte in Washington. British Amba

The Last Letter I Wrote Her
This will be our last good-bye! After we hang up we'll never hear each other's voice again. My heart sinks into a bleak obscure dwelling. What can I say to change things? Please come be with me. I want you by my side. I can't imagine a day without you. I want to hold you every night and hear your warm soft voice each day. I want to share all of your happy moments but more comfort you in the days less bright. If I could I'd take all of your sorrow. No words can articulate my love. What can I do to see you again? Rush to you with eyes so enamored. Warp my arms around you hoping to ease my pain. Our bodies so close I feel your hearbeat, the rhythm comforts me. I would gladly do anything to hold you again. You don't believe my love is true. The only thing left to do, "Please do what's right for you." Amything else would be selfish on my behave. I can't think of anything that would hurt me more than losing you except disappointing you. But before I go please

My View On Love.....
Ok I am writing this because im really getting tired of people who say all men or all ladies are bitchs.I mean both sexes cheat lie and use eachother its a fact.The problem is most times people don't seek love its more like lust.We tend to lust after a persons looks,status,wealth more so than if they can make them happy.Real love is very hard to find but it is out there and only people who are really willing will ever attain it.Love is something you cant put rules on.Love is a feeling that you really cant put into text and wether its for a couple of days or the rest of your life with that other person you cherish it.People dont seem to get that they take a persons love for granted.We all should remember that real love is eternal and just having been in love is like a drug and once we have had a taste we want it more and for longer periods of time.The only catch is love a person for who they are and how they make you feel,its so simple yet so many people get it wrong or mess it up for s

Another Old Love Letter
I think of you every morning, every night. I see you in my mind all the time. I recall you standing beside me strolling at the beach. I hear your sweet voice in each of my heartbeats that makes each phrase poetry. I feel your soft lips under mine. My life is so different because of you. You are with me every day. I feel you with me in everything I do. I feel your smile. Every day is a joy to me. You alone make each day bearable. I have truely been blessed by God. I could have asked for anything but he gave me the one thing I truely needed. You are it, without a doubt you're by blessing. Thank you for being you and being with me.

An Old Love Letter I Wrote Someone.
As the fire's ember glow cares her face she stairs deeply into. She moistens her lips while in thought. Her coffee eyes reflect the light with a flicker. Knees drawn to her chest my bulky flannel shirt is tuggued to her ankles. The top passed over buttons shows a phantom of her freed breast. I find myself pondering her thoughts. Thoughts too vast for my grasp. My tempatation is never more absolute. As I feel the longing just to touch her. Just to be in those vast contemplations. To be yearned for as I did her. Discreetly I decamp from my view hoping for her endorsement. I positioned myself close enough on to her I could feel the heat from her sultry body. She leans against me and my body feels conflict between her warmth and the night's crisp air. Her natural fragrance I adore, my reaction is none the less pavlovion. I wrap my arms around her. Embracing her hands, she out stretches her fingers. Lightly I chart the lives of her hands with my fingers. She watches the

First Blog
Ok first off I want to apologive to all my friends and fans out there that liked my "Somewhat Naughty" folder... I had to delete it because it made my boyfriend uncomfortable lol. Anyways... I hate this part of the year, I have no money to buy christmas gifts, this semester is almost over which means everything is due and I don't feel like doing anything because it is near the end of the semester. BLAH! Me and Jr are doing good. We've been together for 3 months now... my longest relationship in a long while. I don't usually stay with guys long because either I get bored or annoyed with them or conversely I fall madly in love with them and they get bored or annoyed with me. I don't know well anyway I think this one will stick... I love him very very much... he makes me smile... well got to go I have to finish a paper for my Shakespeare class today. If you want to see anymore blogs by me go to http://blog.myspace.com/neuroticgurl I have like 2 years worth of blogs there

Nothing Gold Can Stay
Nature's first green is gold, Her hardest hue to hold. Her early leaf's a flower; But only so an hour. Then leaf subsides to leaf. So Eden sank to grief, So dawn goes down to day. Nothing gold can stay. Robert Frost

Sexies Older Male Contest Over 30
HELLO THIS IS FOR ALL OF MY FRIENDS , FAMILY AND FRIENDS OF FRIENDS. i NEED YOUR VOTES IN A CONTEST. IM SURE YOU HAVE ALL HAVE HEARD ABOUT HERE ON CHERRY TAP. IT IS THE BIGGEST CONTEST SO FAR, WELL OVER 100 CONTESTANTS. AND I WOULD REALLY LOVE TO GET YOUR VOTES. ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS RATE A 10. AND COMENT ON IT EVERY COMENT COUNTS AS A VOTE. http://cherrytap.com/images.php?u=158234&albumid=137375 SO TELL YOU FRIENDS TO VOTE AND THEIR FRIENDS TO VOTE LETS MAKE THIS THING EARTH SHATTERING LETS KEEP THIS CONTEST TO BE A REALLY HUGE THING. AND AFTER VOTEING IF YOU ARENT ON MY FRIENDS LIST COME AND SEND ME A FRIENDS REQUEST .

Be Thou Sterile.
We have to sterilize the undesirables. It's as simple as that. You see, they insist on procreating and that just means more and more of their little idiots running around. And those little idiots create more idiots who create more idiots and so on. And they all smell like pee.

Plz Vote For Her
My Good Friend PoeticAngel has enter a contest for most friendliest person on Cherry Tap. Unfortunetly I cant go to the page and vote for her and show her the luv that she deserves. To all of those who dont know her she is one awesome lady and one very special friend, so go and rate her and bomb her picture and when you've done there go and visit her on her home page and show her some love there and you will find why she is a special friend ~~!!PoeticAngel!!~~(I SUPPORT OUR TROOPS SEND THEM TO ME PLZZ)@ CherryTAP Sorry I cant vote for you Babes, but I hope this will help

Finally!
OMG! So I figured I would give this blog thing a try. You would think I was a blonde or something (no offense my blondies) but it took me several attempts to get this damn thing right! Must be a combination of being early and not much sleep! LOL So I have my finals for my English class tonight and did I do anything to get ready? Hell no! Just like when I was in High School! You would think after 13 years of being out I would have learned a lesson! LMAO Guess not! Wish me luck! XOXOXO

American Bulldog
I would just like it to be known that despite what people think about my dog he is an AMERICAN BULLDOG, go look up the picture of an american bulldog and you will see a dog that looks just like Max. My dog is 5'6 and 155 pounds and is purebred and AKC registered so trust me they would have told me he was a pitbull if infact he was. I want to clear this up because I'm tired of people saying he is a pitbull when he is an AMERICAN BULLDOG! I have nothing against pitbulls but I've raised american bulldogs all my life. I know when I see one..

The Glove
As i sat at the traffic light this morning on my way to work.I was obseving the daily activities at the gas station,when i noticed a lady was leavin the door ,i noticed a glove fall from here suitcase like,handbag, i am thinking it was a glove ,because it was very far away,and i cant be sure.being so far away,and also very noisy,i could not roll down my window and yell and tell her.so as the light turned green ,me and some 30 - 40 others cars slowed rolled away to our distenations.but as i went on my way,i couldnt help but feel a lil guilt.wonder if i could have made any difference.any way i could have helped? then i wondered how often i do this,feel guilt over things i relly cant control and in the sceme of things are not as critical ,as my mind makes them to be?and as i drove on i saw a beautifull red sunrise.and masnaged to put all these things out of my mind for a minute.

Its Not Just Me
I found out yesterday the fan thing is indeed a bug. I have actually fanned like a thousand people now but no matter what it stays at 500. So yay for cherrytap bugs my mission is working and I am well on my way to fanning all of my friends :) Happy Holiday friends and fans..love you guys!!

Stupid Person Blog Entry #1
so...its all of about 36 degrees here and i run out to the convenient store to buy some soda and a muffin. on my way back to my house i pass a dude in a convertible with the top down. the entire hood of his car was covered in frost. why are people so fucking stupid?

Jose Cuervo.............
Well its sunday morning And the sun is shining in my Eye that is open And my head is spinning Was the life of the party I can't stop grinning I had too much tequllia last night Jose Cuervo You are a friend of mine I like to drink you with A little salt and lime Did I kiss all the cowboys Did I shoot out the lights Did I dance on the bar Did I start any fights Now wait a minute Things don't look to familiar Who is the cowboy whos sleeping beside me Well he's awful cute But how'd I get his shirt on I had too much tequllia last night Jose Cuervo You are a friend of mine I like to drink you with A little salt and lime Did I kiss all the cowboys Did I shoot out the lights Did I dance on the bar Did I start any fights All those little shooters How I love to drink them down Come on bartender lets have another round Well the music is playing And my spirits are high Tomorrow might be painful But tonight we're going to fly Jose Cuervo You are a frie

The Food Baby In Us Needs A Little Time Out
1:22am. Dark in the house. Dark in the office but the computer light shows that nothing stands between me and it so I stride gracefully thru the blank space. I throw on my headphones as the system warms up. The French Band, Phoenix is on stand-by to play. But I'm not pushing start yet. I'm enjoying the quiet the headphones make being in the ear but not on. I love Phoenix though. I'm tempted. But I know I'll become distracted and not want to write. I'll likely dive into my 23,085 MySpace messages and get nothing accomplished. I wish I spoke better French. I don't speak French at all. So I change my wish. I wish I spoke French. The closest I ever came to knowing French was when I used to smoke. I vacationed in France over the summer but had already quit smoking so I threw my Japanese at them. Arigato Mon Cherie. I can't sleep thanks to thanksgiving food. I know, I know. The turkey myth is that we all sleep heavily after. I guess I didn't have enough bird to satisfy the sandman gland.

Beyond Personality
Tuesday, December 12, 2006 Beyond personality You've spent your whole life creating your personality. Even now it is a work in progress, with every detail being fine tuned in response to your experience of life. Imagine, though, how it would be if your personality were to simply vanish. What exactly would be left? You would still be you, just as you were on the day you were born. In fact, without the personality you've spent so long developing, you would be purely you. There would be no mask behind which to hide. The intact, unblemished essence of your being would be clear and unmistakably evident. The vast majority of things that you spend so much time worrying and fretting about each day, matter only to your personality. They are of no real concern to the authentic person who lives inside. Seek to stay in touch with the true person you are beyond the personality you have adopted. And you'll devote more energy to what really matters. -- Ralph Marston

Commodity
commodity (def.) - Something useful that can be turned to commercial or other advantage: Left-handed, power-hitting third basemen are a rare commodity in the big leagues (Steve Guiremand). 1.An article of trade or commerce, especially an agricultural or mining product that can be processed and resold. 2.Advantage; benefit. 3.Obsolete. A quantity of goods. Forgive me if I don't understand how life can be lived where people, places and things are commodities. Chips for barter and trade for the benefit of where you may or may not be or what you may or may not need. No regard for how your flippant actions affect the emotional stability, a naturally human condition. And in those respects, even your children have become a major pawn, Just another sacrifice. And yes, on the surface you are surely the victim because the price paid is never worth whats given. But the solitude you feel at the end of the day will continue to be your ghost while y

Tuesday Tides...
"I shall never be ashamed of citing a bad author if the line is good." - Seneca "The town where I grew up has a zip code of EIEIO." - Martin Mull "My parents only had one argument in forty-five years. It lasted forty-three years." - Cathy Ladman

Tequila & Lemons
In this busy Christmas season.........this actually made some sense to me!!! This should probably be taped to your bathroom mirror where one could read it every day. You may not realize it, but it's 100% true. 1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. You are special and unique. 8. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 10. When you think the world has turned its back on you take another look. 11. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. So...........If you are a loving frien

Girlfriends
When I was 14, I hoped that one day I would have a girlfriend. When I was 16 I got a girlfriend, but there was no passion, so I decided I needed a passionate girl with a zest for life. In college I dated a passionate girl, but she was too emotional. Everything was an emergency; she was a drama queen, cried all the time and threatened suicide. So I decided I needed a girl with stability. When I was 25 I found a very stable girl but she was boring. She was totally predictable and never got excited about anything. Life became so dull that I decided that I needed a girl with some excitement. When I was 28 I found an exciting girl, but I couldn't keep up with her. She rushed from one thing to another, never settling on anything. She did mad impetuous things and made me miserable as often as happy. She was great fun initially and very energetic, but directionless. So I decided to find a girl with some real ambition. When I turned 31, I found a smart ambitious girl with

A Rambling
I'm not to sure what I'm going to talk about here but I am giong to ramble. Have you ever noticed that sometimes people don't recall that their paretns no matter what love them? I mean really it could come down to them being the only ones who could help you. You shouldn't push them away it only hurts you and them in the long run. Though you may not see it right away it could harm you. This isn't true of all people but for some. Maybe this is all because I am so close to my family. Even through all our differences and believe me whe have had a few. Some really really major ones. Through it all we were there for each other. I am only ranting about this because my friend is having issues with her son and it's hurtful to her. I won't mention any names as it's not my right, I just wish I knew how to make things easier on her. The things he says are hurtful to her and she's a good mother. She has done things to protect him from many harms in life. He sees it at breaking a trust. Howev

Everyday Is A New Day
I do not know what is going to happen, man, but I am going to get my kicks before the whole shit house goes down. Am tired of people judging me based on how I look or what I have done over the weekend. People stare at me and whisper. I am a wild lady who is not looking to be tamed by anyone or anything. Only two men have ever come close to taming me: Harold and John. To them, I was obedient and sacrificed things that I may never do again. I have found people other who are able to ease my soul, but I believe more and more that this condition is only temporary. I cannot depend on anyone to do anything for me or make me feel a certain way. I love all of my friends (some more than others). I do not know if the feeling is mutual. I am a very sensitive person and at times, I feel too much and/or take things too personally but I act like it does not bother me. I do not want to be a burden in anyone’s life. I have given up being understood and accounted for. I have always be

In Honer Of Sepcialist Brennan Chris Gibson...kia Yesterday In Iraq (rip)
Pick a soldier..any soldier on this site. Pick more than one if you will..and tell them how much they are appreciated...Do not let them think for one moment that they are not appreciated... Do this to honor: Specialist Brennan Chris Gibson My nephew. Killed yesterday, when their convoy was hit by a roadside bomb.... Thank you. (repost of original by 'Flamewalker' on '2006-12-11 21:14:35')

What The Hell
there are a lot of people out here that actually care and will talk to you. I've met some great people here, you know who you are. But there are alot of people that are just here to look at pics. Now dont get me wrong, i like to look at pics too, but i rate them and try to leave comments on them. I do think that people smile when they see that some one liked their photo. I know i do. I'm not whining or complaining im simply stating that some people should stop thinking about themselves and maybe send some love out to others. Every one has problems, take the time to ask them about them. Some times just talkin about them helps. Ok im done ranting. Thats my story and im sticking to it.

The Ramblings Of An Insomniac
Ok so I'm so bored out of my mind. I just joined this site about 3 days ago and ive met some cool people and i've also noticed how completely moronic some people on here really are but you gotta take the good with the bad right? Anyways I am so damn tired but for some reason my brain doesn't have an off button, hell it doesn't even have a pause button so I'm still awake at 5:33am and i'm so tired that I can barely keep my eyes open, yet when I get in bed and lay down I can't keep them closed. What can I say i'm a girl of many contridictions, hell i'm a walking contridiction. Did I mention I was bored? Anyways this is me being bored, and random and whiny hope you don't mind, even if you did I wouldn't care but anyways, guess i'll try to sleep again even though it's pretty useless considering I have class in a few hours and then work and then homework, gotta love being a grown up eh? ♥Adrienne

13 Cherrytap Rules
Disclaimer... Don't get your panties in a bunch over these rules. Yes they are a variation of the well known MySpace Rules. I did not create them but I did modify them to my feelings. They are not meant to judge, insult, or harm anyone. What I hope will happen is people will read them, sit back, and say, "Holy Shit there are people that act like that. Damn even I do sometimes... lol." In all honesty... if you can't laugh at yourself and take things lightly online then you shouldn't be here. So on to the rules and as my favorite WWE Wrestlers Degeneration X would say... "If you're not down with that then I got two words for you... SUCK IT." 13 CherryTap Rules Oct 31st, 2006 ONE If you're ugly, stop acting like you don't know it. Also cover yourself up no one wants to see your shit. The captions under your picture that say "top model pose" "sexy bitch" "aren't i hot" doesn't convince anyone. TWO To the people who have like 25,000 friends, are you s

Is It Fake Or Is It Real?
this isn't a blog to get people upset, but more of curiosity. I was sending my comments to my friends on my fans list like i do every morning and came across a profile for Trish Stratus. yes, I know who she is. She is WWE diva and one of the best; however, my question is this: If that is really Trish Stratus on here, then why isn't she a verified Celebrity? I can take pictures of anyone off the internet and find stuff about them and post them as that person. so my question is this, is that really Trish Stratus or is that someone claiming to be her? I am not trying to step on toes or offend anyone, but i am real curious to know the truth.

What Discworld Character Are You?
You scored as Gytha (Nanny) Ogg. You are Nanny Ogg! A talented witch, able to make yourself at home wherever you are, and insist that Greebo is just a big softie. You enjoy drinking, a lot, and singing about a hedgehog. You have a huge family, and get your daughters-in-law to do most of the housework. You are kind and gentle, and help put people at ease.Gytha (Nanny) Ogg75%Commander Samuel Vimes63%Esmerelda (Granny) Weatherwax63%Lord Havelock Vetinari56%Carrot Ironfounderson50%Death50%Rincewind50%Cohen The Barbarian44%Greebo25%The Librarian19%

Heavenly Marriage
On their way to a justice of the peace to get married this couple has a fatal car accident. The couple is sitting outside heaven's gate waiting on St. Peter to do an intake. In conversation while waiting they wonder if they could possibly get married in Heaven. St. Peter finally shows up and they ask him. St. Peter says, "I don't know, this is the first time anyone ever asked. "Let me go find out," and he leaves. The couple sits for a couple of months and in conversation they begin to wonder if they really should get married in Heaven, what with the eternal aspect of it all. "What if it doesn't work out?, " they wonder, "Are we stuck together forever?" St. Peter returns after yet another month, looking somewhat bedraggled. "Yes," he informs the couple, " you can get married in Heaven." "Great," says the couple, "but what if things don't work out? Could we also get a divorce in Heaven?" St. Peter, red-faced, slams his clipboard onto the ground. "Whats wrong?" exclaims the fri

Th Winners Of Cherrytap Santa Claus & Santa Mom !!
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Thank You!
Thank you to everyone who sent healing energy and best wishes for Taylor's recovery! I am told he is doing better this morning. Hopefully, he will come home today. No school for the rest of the week - he won't mind that at all, until he starts doing the make-up work! Thanks again everyone! I do appreciate it so much! Blessings to all!

Have A Microsoft Christmas
______________________________________________ Have a Microsoft Christmas 'Twas the night before Christmas, when all through the house Not a creature was stirring, except Papa's mouse. The computer was humming, the icons were hopping, As Papa did last minute Internet shopping. The stockings were hung by the modem with care In hope that St. Nicholas would bring new software. The children were nestled all snug in their beds, While visions of computer games danced in their heads. PageMaker for Billy, and Quicken for Dan, And Carmen Sandiego for Pamela Ann. The letters to Santa had been sent out by Mom, To santaclaus@toyshop.northpole.com - Which has now been re-routed to Washington State Because Santa's workshop has been bought by Bill Gates. All the elves and reindeer have had to skedaddle To flashy new quarters in suburban Seattle. After centuries of a life that was simple and spare, St. Nicholas is suddenly a new billionaire, With a s

I'm Sorry
I'm sorry, If I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs. I'm sorry, If I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl". I'm sorry, If I'm not tan enough for you. I'm sorry, If I'm not a playboy model so I can't act like a porn star for you. I'm sorry, If I don't have a dream body that turns you on. I'm sorry. I'm sorry, If I'm not tall enough. I'm sorry, If my hair is not long enough. IM SORRY! But most of all... I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are. If you're a girl and you agree with this, repost as "I'm sorry". If you're one of the few GUYS with enough balls to repost, and you would never make your girl feel this way, repost as "I love you just the way you are

Military Birth Control
After having their 11th child, a U.S. Marine and his wife decided that was enough, as they could not afford a larger house on their housing allowance. So the Marine went to sick call and told the doctor that he and his wife didn't want anymore children. The doctor told him that there was a procedure called a vasectomy that could fix the problem but due to cost-cutting, the base hospital no longer performed that procedure. The Marine could have it done off base, at his own expense, said the doctor, but it could be very expensive. A less costly alternative, said the doctor, was to go home, get a get a cherry bomb, light it, put it in a beer can, then hold the can up to his ear and count to 10. The Marine said to the doctor, "I may not be the smartest man in the world, but I don't see how putting a cherry bomb in a beer can next to my ear is going to help me." "Trust me," said the doctor. So, the man went home, lit the cherry bomb, and put it in a beer can. He held the

Sick Soldiers
An army Major visits the sick soldiers, goes up to one private and asks "What's your problem, Soldier?" "Chronic syphilis, Sir" "What treatment are you getting?" "Five minutes with the wire brush each day." "What's your ambition?" "To get back to the front, Sir." "Good man." says the Major. He goes to the next bed. "What's your problem, Soldier?" "Chronic piles, Sir" "What treatment are you getting?" "Five minutes with the wire brush each day." "What's your ambition?" "To get back to the front, Sir." "Good man." says the Major. He goes to the next bed. "What's your problem, Soldier?" "Chronic gum disease, Sir" "What treatment are you getting?" "Five minutes with the wire brush each day." "What's your ambition?" "To get the wire brush before the other two, Sir"

How Stupit Can One Person Be?????
On thanksgiving day in front of all my so called friends my X Dom begged me to marry him saying he was sorry for all he had put me threw and wanted to make things good again and make me happy..Although my friends all said i was crazy i told him yes ( a Dom on his knees begging and with tears in his eyes is not a sight you usualy see ) well now thay are mad and as much as i plead wont talk to me.....Come the fallowing Monday ths Domly one took me out for a wonderful dinner and shoping on the way home tells me to move out the Master bedroom He has a new slave coming and start packing cause he wants me out His home within a week. As if i aint upset and inbaresed enough He informs me He wants all my birthday and christmass gifts back...........HAHA merry christmass to this lil fool.. I called my friends and was told drop dead well i sat there that next friday night thinking about this past year ...all the friends who have died and the ones who killed themselves and remembered i had 4 li

My First Contest
Hey im in my first contest and if you have some extra time please go vote for me you can vote as many times as you want you know i would do it for you and have done it for a few of you so please please please do it for me

Molly's In Heat
Little Johnny came in from school and asked if he could take his dog, Molly, for a walk. "You can't dear, Molly's in heat," said the mother. "What's heat, Momma?" asked Johnny. "Your dad is out in the garage. You better go ask him," said Momma. "Hey Daddy, I want to take Molly for a walk, but Momma says I can't cause she's in heat. What's heat?" His dad was cleaning his tools in some gasoline. He took a rag, dipped it in the gasoline and rubbed it all over Molly's rear end. "Don't worry about it, son. This will fix her." With that, Little Johnny took Molly for the walk. About twenty minutes later he returned without the dog. "Where's Molly?" his dad asked. "She ran out of gas about two blocks away, Daddy," answered Little Johnny, "But don't worry: one of the neighbor's dogs is pushing her home."

Kicking Punishment
There's this kid who lives on a farm. He comes home from school in a really bad mood. He sees a pig and kicks it. Then he sees a chicken and kicks that. Then he walks into the house. "I saw you kick those animals," his mother said. "For kicking the pig, you'll have no bacon for a week. For kicking the chicken, you'll have no eggs for a week." The kid's about to say something, when his father walks in the door, also in a foul mood, and kicks the cat. The kid says to his mother, "You want to tell him, or should I?"

Cat And Horse
A cat and a horse are walking through the forest. Suddenly the cat slips into a pit of quicksand. "Help me Ed!", says the cat, "Quick, run home, get the ferari, cruise back here tie a rope to the back and throw It in so you can pull me out." "No way.", exclaimed the horse, "There isn't enough time. I'll back up, get a running start, jump over the pit while my dick drags in the quicksand. You can grab it and I'll pull you out." "That'll never work!", said the cat. "Well dude, you're sinking fast, you don't have much of a choice." "OK, dude, go for it." The horse backed up and ran toward the pit. At the last second, he jumped and let his dick drag in the quicksand. As it passed the cat, the cat grabbed it and, miraculously, was pulled out of the quicksand. The moral of this story? If you're hung like a horse, you don't need a ferrari to get a little pussy.

Bad Dogs...yes I Have A Warped Sense Of Humor!
There were two extremely unhappy dogs, a collie and a cocker spaniel, in a vets office. "So what are you here for?", the collie said to the cocker spaniel. "Oh, I'm here because my master's mad at me for pissing on the carpet, he's going to put me to sleep" "Really?", said the collie, "My master's going to put me to sleep too, I keep crapping in his shoes". The two dogs were hanging their heads and bemoaning their fate when a german shepherd is put in a cage next to them. "What are you here for?" said the cocker spaniel. "Well, my mistress was coming out of taking a shower, and bent over to pick up her towel, well, I just couldn't resist myself, so I mounted her. "You did!" said the collie, " So, is she putting you to sleep too?" "Oh no!" said the german shepherd" I'm just getting my nails trimmed".

A Special Gift
I wonder what Christmas will be like this year?I lost my job so I wasnt full of Christmas cheer.Still I made some good food for the kids to snack on as they and their friends decorated the Christmas tree. As the children put the ornaments on the tree I remembered that these held special memories.The Baby's first ornament, Brandon's first ornament that he'd brought home from preschool.He was so proud of that crazy reindeer made from a clothes pin.My Grandmothers old ornaments that are so worn with time that the paint is nearly gone. There may not be lots of presents for the boys this year on Christmas Day, but...We have each other, theres plenty to eat, a warm place to sleep, shoes on our feet.There are some who wont be so lucky, so yes i have plenty to be thankful for.As I turn out the lights I notice one little present under the tree,with a tiny bow.The tag reads:This is my present to you,Merry Christmas

Wishful Rubbing
A few months after his parents were divorced, little Johnny passed by his mom's bedroom and saw her rubbing her body and moaning, "I need a man, I need a man!" Over the next couple of months, he saw her doing this several times. One day, he came home from school and heard her moaning. When he peeked into her bedroom, he saw a man on top of her. Little Johnny ran into his room, took off his clothes, threw himself on his bed, started stroking himself, and moaning: "Ohh, I need a bike! Ahh, I need a bike!"

Kinda Wrong....
Two winos, Billy and Rick, woke up in an alley with a DIRE need for a drink, but found they only had 80 cents between the two of them. "Say, I got an idea!" said Rick. He used the money to buy a hotdog from a street vendor, then pulled Billy in a corner bar and ordered a round of bourbon. After downing them, seeing the bartender heading their way with the bill, Rick quickly inserted the hot dog in Billy's fly and began to suck on one end of it. "Get the fuck outta here, you goddamn fags!" shouted the bartender. This worked equally as well at the next bar, the next, and all day-when they finally crawled back into the alley, dead drunk. "Ya see what ya can do with a hotdog?!" slurred Rick cheerfully. "What hotdog?" laughed Billy. "We lost the hot dog after the third bar!"

Comment Bomb Me
yes i entered a Come Hither Look contest. i kept hearing this from this pic so i said what the hell. if you agree vote for me, if not don't. i honestly don't think i will win b/c i'm way to far back. hopefully i at least come in third this time. please comment bomb it. see if i can reach 2nd. this is the last day also click here to vote for me

The Other Vehicle
My friend Natalie wrote a book called ‘The Mechanics of Women’ which has an interesting look on relationships. She basically compares taking care of your lady to maintaining your car. You know, the basic stuff you can do to keep your automobile from seizing up, or breaking down, you need to do those little things to keep your girl happy too. I took the lessons in her book, and use now what I call ‘maintenance romance’, but I do not only use it on the women I am interested in physically. My friends, or the females I share emotions with of some kind also receive my mechanics. If I can sense something is bothering someone, I ask. Or, I drop a note or a voice mail, maybe pay a visit or offer something to do. Just whatever I can do to help them out of whatever burden seems to be holding them down. Yes, I do get to play emotional tampon at times, but isn’t that just part of being a friend? Sometimes, when I do like a girl and am trying to figure out why, it is like I am considering buying a

Sex Poetry
Two friends, a white guy and a black guy, both work together. The white guy came in late one morning and his black friend asks where he had been. The white guy says, "My wife gives me good sex every night and she kept me up really late last night". The black guy says "I can't get my wife to have sex with me, no matter what! How do you do it?" The white guy says, "I read her poetry every night." His black friend then asks, "What kind of poetry?" The white guy replies, "Blondie, blondie, eyes so blue, how I want to make love to you." Then the white guy tells his friend to go home and try it - it's a sure thing! The next morning the black guy was about 2 hours late. When he comes in, he has a black eye and his arm is in a sling. The white man asks, "What happened?!" The black man says, "Man, don't ever speak to me again!" The curious white man asks, "Well, what did you say to her?" The black man replies, 'Nappy head, nappy head, eyes like a frog, bend over bi

And It Begins
Well was waiting for it too happen now it has its 6am and I still havent slept yet was waiting for the insomnia too kick in and here it is...not sure what im stressing about guess its just the fact that ive let myself go abit and now i have too do the physical fitness standard or get sent to "fat" camp..which will put a major hickup in my military plans.

Holiday Greetings To Everyone
I wanted to send some sort of holiday greeting to my friends, but it is so difficult in today's world to know exactly what to say without offending someone. So I met with my Attorney yesterday, and on his advice I wish to say the following: Please accept with no obligation, implied or implicit, my best wishes for an environmentally conscious, socially responsible, low stress, nonaddictive, gender neutral celebration of the summer solstice holiday, practiced with the most enjoyable traditions of religious persuasion or secular practices of your choice with respect for the religious/secular persuasions and/or traditions of others, or their choice not to practice religious or secular traditions at all. I also wish you a fiscally successful, personally fulfilling and medically uncomplicated recognition of the onset of the generally accepted calendar year 2007, but not without due respect for the calendars of choice of other cultures whose contributions to society have helped make our

How Do I.]
How do I look at u and not want u. I have wanted everything on u from ur toes to ur after thought. I hear u breath and I want to taste ur exhale. I watch u sleep and I inhale ur unconscious. Kisses have led me to now and I'm confused by ur pecks. 2 lips guided me and 2 others own me. Completely is how my eyes want you, completely is how my hands reach for u, completely is how my heart loves you , and completely is how u consume my everything... E.D.M.L.

Never Early Or Late But Always On Time!
A man watched a butterfly trying to emerge from a cocoon. Thinking that he would help, the man took his pen knife and slit the side of the cocoon and the butterfly flopped out. It lay there for a while, feebly beating it’s wings, then collapsed and died. “How tragic,” you say, and you are right because God had a plan for that butterfly. The struggle to break free built the strength he would need to fly. God doesn’t want you to live weakly and to die feebly. He wants you to grow and mature. Find the wings in your trial today. Strengthen them by the promises in God’s Word, and venture on new heights of freedom in Christ today. How that in a great trial of affliction the abundance of their joy and their deep poverty abounded unto the riches of their liberality. 2 Corinthians 8:2

What The F**k!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
We are all adult's, aleast most of us. This shit about NSFW is bullshit! Just because you deem it NSFW doesn't mean people are not going to look at it at work. They need to stop f**king with our profiles and pics. Stop making pics and albums invisible, let us decide what is open, and private. Grow the F**K up yourselves, whoever you are!

Which Came First Electrocution Or The Dropises
This November has already turned out a weeks worth of 80-degree scorchers. I keep forgetting to wear sunscreen as it's not something my Novembers of past prepared me for. I know the east coast is seeing their share of winter already, but damn and bless this global warming all the same. However, this week's sunspot across my crown brought on a sadness yesterday that I could not explain. I was too drained to find its meaning. I knew it wouldn't last so I didn't dwell. I know better being human and all. I got electrocuted again. Maybe that was it. It had been two years since the last dose of electricity jarred my system through a hot microphone. This time I was dripping wet after a dip in the Jacuzzi and while reaching for the off switch in a dark room, I grabbed an exposed wire and felt the love of man all the way up my left arm into my heart. According to my friends I made a sound no human has made before. I think I'm okay from it. The only result that's been happening regularly is t

Thinking And Reflecting
I'm an old man. Tonight I dressed in my finest cardigan, visited the third environment, that which is the Starbucks, said hello to my friendly neighborhood baristas all aglow in the throws of the premature Christmas ejaculation, and drove south to city college in the heart of the finest city in all the land in hopes of seeing a somewhat bad version of Grease, the Musical, alone. The sad part wasn't that my only evening social event was this or that I went. What was worse was that it was really good. Even the sad kids they have to hide in the back row during the dance numbers were decent. There's something about amateur dramatics and the audiences, friends and families to bring about an energy and excitement rare elsewhere in the world. Maybe because a lot of people in musical theatre seem starved for attention or sexually confused or deprived and under the lights any mask is tossed aside revealing only true youth onstage. I speak from experience. We can learn from this togethership loc

In The Darkness
As you enter the darkened room, you see me chained arms and legs spread, pussy glistening, nipples hard,just as you had left me hours before. You see me swinging myself back and forth. Wishing you would come to me, Make me scream with pleasure. I see you move in the darkness. I beg you to come closer, To touch me. I want so badly to feel your hands on my skin. To feel your lips on mine, your hardness press against me, to enter me. You move closer, but you don"t touch me. You just stand there listening to me beg for you. My pussy starting to drip with the thought of your touch. I need you so badly, please.As you reach out a single finger and slowly trace my lips I bite softly. Then you move closer and your lips are upon mine. kissing deeply, I feel your hand slowly moving across my belly down to the wetness waiting for you. You run your finger up my pussy. then to your lips. You slowly lick your finger and moan as your eyes close. When they open again, they are full of fir

New Drugs For Women
NEW DRUGS FOR WOMEN DAMNITOL Take 2 and the rest of the world can go to hell for up to 8 full hours. EMPTYNESTROGEN Suppository that eliminates melancholy and loneliness by reminding you of how awful they were as teenagers and how you couldn't wait till they moved out. ST. MOMMA'S WORT Plant extract that treats mom's depression by rendering preschoolers unconscious for up to two days. PEPTOBIMBO Liquid silicone drink for single women. Two full cups swallowed before an evening out increases breast size, decreases intelligence, and prevents conception. DUMBEROL When taken with Peptobimbo, can cause dangerously low IQ, resulting in enjoyment of country music and pickup trucks. FLIPITOR Increases life expectancy of commuters by controlling road rage and the urge to flip off other drivers. MENICILLIN Potent a nti-boy-otic for older women. Increases resistance to such lethal lines as, "You make me want to be a better person. " BUYAGRA Inj

My Plan
OK, I'd like to take a few minutes to explain my plan to stem the flow of illegal immigrants into the US from Mexico. Mind you, I understand this plan will never come to fruition, as our government is so distracted by what'll get them votes next election that they don't have time to worry about what's best for the people they "represent." The first thing we need to do is remove any incentive mexicans have to cross the border. Welfare, medicaid/medicare, Social Security, education, all denied without citizenship. That's right, even the children of illegals will not be permitted to attend school, public or private. No medical assistance. If they get shot selling heroine, let them bleed out in the hospital parking lot. Cleaning up and disposing of the body would cost us far less than treating their wounds. Also, any non-government program, such as local food banks, clothing banks, etc. should be closed to illegals. Anyone caught giving food, clothing, shelter, etc. to illegals shoul

Panties
well latley ive had tons of people asking to buy my panties so let me know if you would like some i will be putting up pics of some that i am selling so let me know or if theres a pair you want kisses and licks sweet princess

How Do I Go On
So much like a dream my life has become each day let you get close hoping I dont get burned,can you promise me forever can you promise me i wont get hurt can you say you wont make me cry....No none of these even you can give..but each day I go on

Aloha To All Of You...
Aloha Everyone! Just wanted to say hello to all my new friends and soon-to-be friends. I really appreciate all your new user comments as well as the photo comments. Please keep 'em coming and I will return the favor... I hope to chat with you all soon! Aloha, Kilana

You Just Not Understand
Often people say to me "You just won't understand." "You're way too old," or "Way too young," or "YOU are NOT a man." I don't know why some people feel they suffer unique pain. As if they are the only ones who've lost or ceased to gain. I don't know why they hide their pain and clutch it ever tighter. It seems to me that all should know - a burden shared gets lighter. Why some folks even deign to think the pain that's in their heart, Is all their own, to keep and hoard, they set themselves apart. They keep their eyes from meeting mine lest I should see their hurt. And even if we stop and speak their words are often curt. The Bible says: 'Two' can withstand what overcomes just 'one'. And also that- a 'Cord of Three' can scarcely be undone. Besides, I know the ways of hurt- My heart's been crushed before. Friends have betrayed- I've lost at love, Despair's knocked at my door. And I Remember- Thoughts gone wild- And crying late at night. Not h

Snowy
contentedly sipping a mug of coffee, the air is filled with whirling flakes, blurring the view of the theatre in an old church across the street peering out the window like a kid snowmen pop up like mushrooms branches heavy with new fallen snow a steady, windless majestic falling dreaming about that perfect snowfall, the big one that keeps school closed, and keeps the sled runs deeply covered where you feel warmed by the flakes on a soft white carpet you wander . making snow forts, packing snowballs for the playful wintery battle to come feverishly working till called back inside, pinkcheeked and trailing snow on the floor the warmth of the room like the glow of a fireplace upon your grinning face childhood memories of winters long past, making me smile feel ever so warm

You're Not Here With Me
I was on the Internet one night. And came across someone so nice. We introduced ourselves and talked about certain things. But never did I know that this could be. How could it be that you're so far but yet near. When constantly, I'm wishing you were here. Why is it that the treasures you long for most, Are always so far, but never too close? I thank God for sending you my way. And to see you soon is what I pray. Everthing I do, I can't do without thinking of you. All I can do is hope my wish come true. I can't figure out what to do. All I seem to think about is you. Before I go to bed and when I wake up too. That's how I know these feelings are true. Sometimes I'm scared to open up to you. Wondering if this is really true. It's funny how one night we're online. Then the next, you whisper in my ear "Goodnight".

Nudity
Take your soft and loving hands and Remove the mantle of mistrust from my shoulders. Softly unbutton the silken gown Of regret from my skin. Come my love and remove the veil Of heartache from my face and Kiss these lips that were ordained only for you. Confiscate the jewels of deception from My arms neck and ears-discard my fears. Feel the fabric of the chemise Of my misgivings and set me free from it. Kiss my naked shoulders honeyed with newfound faith Liberated from doubt and the threat of neglect and obscurity. My darling go further south and Remove the thongs of this world's Hatred and prejudice from my hips and slide Them slowly down to the floor where they can be no more. Undress me until I am stripped bare of The world's evil and tainted essence until like The day of my birth, I emerge beautiful untouched- unpoisoned. Let this nude daughter of Eve stand Before you liberated from the negative- Pure and positive and free to melt into your loving embrace

Twas The Night Before Christmas, This Is A Good One! Please Read!
IT WAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I 'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEI

Choicelessness
All men and women are born, live suffer and die; what distinguishes us one from another is our dreams, whether they be dreams about worldly or unworldly things, and what we do to make them come about... We do not choose to be born. We do not choose our parents. We do not choose our historical epoch, the country of our birth, or the immediate circumstances of our upbringing. We do not, most of us, choose to die; nor do we choose the time and conditions of our death. But within this realm of choicelessness, we do choose how we live.

The Friend
When we honestly ask ourselves which person in our lives means the most to us, we often find that it is those who, instead of giving much advice, solutions, or cures, have chosen rather to share our pain and touch our wounds with a gentle and tender hand. The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement, who can tolerate not knowing, not curing, not healing and face with us the reality of our powerlessness, that is a friend who cares.

Why Is Jesus Better Than Santa Claus?
Santa lives at the North Pole ... JESUS is everywhere. Santa rides in a sleigh ... JESUS rides on the wind and walks on the water. Santa comes but once a year ... JESUS is an ever present help. Santa fills your stockings with goodies ... JESUS supplies all your needs. Santa comes down your chimney uninvited ... JESUS stands at your door and knocks, and then enters your heart when invited. You have to wait in line to see Santa ... JESUS is as close as the mention of His name. Santa lets you sit on his lap ... JESUS lets you rest in His arms. Santa doesn't know your name, all he can say is "Hi little boy or girl, what's your name?" ... JESUS knew our name before we were born... Not only does He know our name, He knows our address too. He knows our history and future and He even knows how many hairs are on our heads. Santa has a belly like a bowl full of jelly ... JESUS has a heart full of love All Santa can offer is HO HO HO ... JESUS offers

Frusteration
I really dont like my place right now in my life. I hate being single, I want to be with someone that I can work for...not be a slave but strive to give something better than what they have. After talking to Jav tonight I know that Im madly in love with my best friend but am too afraid to admit to it. I make comical, offhanded remarks to try to stray away from the conversation about "us". Its just that im so afraid of being rejected by her that I dont even want to attempt going for it. But he is right, I should go for it, shes worth it to me... I joined a lounge last night...singles lounge (18+) Dont really think that Ill find someone in there, but the people are cool, especially the DJ there, she let me request the crappy songs that I love and dosnt complain...rose if your reading this YOU ROCK! Ill prolly just dick arround on cherry some more than prolly go to bed...I need to stop stressin

You Cant Take
You can't take away the love in my heart You can't take away one moment I've spent You can't take away the love for my sons You can't take away one feeling I've felt You can't take away one memory I've had You can't take away a friend that I've made You can't take away my beacon of hope You can't take away prayers that I've prayed You can't take away my very last spark...

The Shadow's Edge
The shadow's edge, a point of time. Perched on a ledge, no place to climb. I will not move, unless I fall. Time hangs in space, below that wall. The sun goes down, behind a hill. Peace will come, and time stand still.

Empty Word
He says the words..."I love you.", at least twenty times a day. He speaks the words by rote... when there is nothing else to say. He holds them out like a badge, to somehow defend his right... To own me, hurt me, control me, and use me in the night. He speaks those empty words, to break the awful silence. Ignoring our long dead love, clinging to the marriage license. He speaks the words from habit, I hear the words with shame. He talks about our children, our duties, but not about our pain.

Paper Roses
Paper Roses... My first husband Murdered Our Second Son as a Baby. These are the Actual Poems sent to and from Prison. Paper Roses The rose is the ultimate symbol of love. The one emotion we are all capable of. I know these paper roses have no smell, But it's all I'm able to send from this cell. This rose represents our love from the start, And will hold a place always for you in my heart. If I were out there, you know what I'd do? I'd find the most beautiful rose just for you. But, until then, I'll sit in this cell, And send paper roses that have no smell. from, Dale My Replying Poem Paper Roses? Why send paper roses that have no smell, when you know I'll say,"Go straight to Hell"? No words can bring back my little boy babe, that was laid to rest on an unforgotten day! No promises - or even fabulous treasure, can in any way start to measure - the inner tears and the nagging grief, because you made

Remembering A Great Icon
It is with the saddest heart that I have to pass on the following news. Please join me in remembering a great icon. Veteran Pillsbury spokesperson, The Pillsbury Doughboy, died yesterday of a severe yeast infection and complications from repeated pokes to the belly. He was 71. Doughboy was buried in a slightly greased coffin. Dozens of celebrities turned out, including Mrs. Butterworth, the California Raisins, Hungry Jack, Betty Crocker, the Hostess Twinkies, Captain Crunch, and many others. The graveside was piled high with flours. Longtime friend, Aunt Jemima, delivered the eulogy, describing Doughboy as a man who "never knew how much he was kneaded." Doughboy rose quickly in show business, but his later life was filled with many turnovers. He was not considered a very smart cookie, as he wasted much of his dough on half-baked schemes. Despite being a little flaky at times, even as a crusty old man he was considered a roll model for millions. Toward the end it was thou

Drink Deep Little One
warm flows the river inside me rushing currents through my veins drink deep my little one take it all gain strength from my precious gift I am the river of life, so boundless drink love and live forever with me I have loved you since time began and shall forever, not a second less for our hearts were bound together in love's sweet unbreakable bonds the world may change, but we do not ancient long before the rise of man

Chiken Bumps
The sun pours in the kitchen window golden rays shine through the steam the smell of chicken stock fills the house the warm scent of life's simple pleasures the kids all know and they are a grinning she smiles, knowing they won't feud or fight that today they will be on their best behavior cause momma's making chicken bumps tonight she stirs the kettle and the steam is rising the stock as golden as the warm sunlight she strains the broth and gets the fixings and begins to mix up the dumpling dough smiling the kids all come quickly running they hover round the kitchen in pure delight till she makes them go set the dinner table cause momma's making chicken bumps tonight she spoons them deftly into the boiling broth humming as one by one the big pan is filled she put the cover on the pot to let them steam till patience is rewarded and supper's ready plates are gladly filled and thanks are given the young ones all dig in till the bowl is empty the plates ar

Needs For Christmas
warm your body by the fire let your spirit be at peace warm your heart with friends rest a while your soul at ease warm is the feeling of our joy we're drawn together you and me warmed by the season's cheer so sweet we singin in harmony The gift of love is all We need for Christmas

Yearnings!
Firery kiss like drops of the sun hungering to taste your flesh again missing you so each passing moment though your scent still lingers on me I count the seconds as I spend sleepless nights, I toss and turn, a storm tossed ship adrift at sea hoping for landfall upon your shores yes, I have yearned for you and I have burned for you waiting for your safe return to fill my outstretched arms

The President And The Call Girls
One day, about a month ago, the president was looking for a call girl. He found three such ladies in a local lounge - a blonde, a brunette, and a redhead. To the blonde he said, "I am the President of the United States... How much would it cost me to spend some time with you? The blonde replied, "Two hundred dollars." To the brunette he posed the same question, and she replied, "One hundred dollars." He then asked the redhead the same question. The redhead replied, "Mr. President, if you can raise my skirt as high as my taxes... get my panties as low as my wages... get that thing of yours as hard as the times... keep it as high as the gas prices... keep me warmer than my apartment... and... screw me in private the way you do in public, then believe me Mr. President, it ain't gonna cost you a cent."

Twenty Frist Century America
TWENTY FRIST CENTURY AMERICA Living in America today is very dangerous for a white person. With the borders being opened by the politicians and the blacks running amuck. The white woman is no longer able to walk down the street and feel safe. The negro has made sure that all territories are covered that once used to be all white. We are no longer the majority of this once great nation. There once was a time in America where the white citizens were the only people our politicians cared about, there was a time where if we had a problem it was fixed. This time is gone the way of the horse and carriage, it has become extinct due to the overtaking by the Jew and their immoral and unjust form of government. With the new age of “diversity” and “equality” the America we once knew has been totally reformed for the worst. We are now forced to share the same restrooms and classrooms with those inferior persons who are hell bent on collecting their welfare check when the reach legal age

Disfunctional Family
In the begining I was new to it all. I had no idea what I was getting myself into and actually the whole idea was pretty silly to me. Then I started hanging out with them more and more and I realized why they are called a family. They are not your typical family, they dont live together, hell most dont even live in the same state, but that never seemed to matter. They loved each other like brothers and sisters, I knew about their kids, boyfriends, girlfriends, husbands, and wives. They knew more about me then my realy family knew about me. They were my internet family. A group of friends that were always here for each other no matter what happened. Well something happened that we forgot to take into consideration. Time happened. We have real lives, real families, real jobs. We cant spend our days on the computer and stay up all night talking to each other. In the begining all you think about is each other you are so excited and all you want to do is be there to talk to them, afraid you

Wanna Million Dollars?
the pic i used is an old one,look for an update soon.im getting tired of getting these damn YOU ARE A WINNER OF 1 MILLION DOLLARS sweepstakes at my apartment all the time.youd think it would be cheeper to pay the doe than to send out 35 million bs statements,oh well maybe one day ill win,yea rite.im new to this site and this city so help me out,i want some friends . its boring as hell in a new town but when the population is listed by visitors only u know u r in trouble,lol.well cannt win em all.i love the outdoors,partying and my bike.the wind in my face and the sounds of the motor are my links to my sanity and freedom.its the only escape in this life.keep the wind in your face and the cops off your a--later!

The Cowboy And The Dentist
~ The Cowboy and the Dentist ~ A cowboy walks into the dentist's office and after the dentist examines him, he says, "That tooth has to come out. I'm going to give you a shot of Novocain and I'll be back in a few minutes." The cowboy grabs the doc's arm, "No way. I hate needles I'm not having any shot!" So the dentist says, "Okay, we'll have to go with the gas." The man replies, "Absolutely not. It makes me very sick for a couple of days. I'm not having gas." So the dentist steps out and comes back with a glass of water. "Here," he says. "Take this pill." "What is it?" asks the cowboy. The doc replies, "Viagra." The cowboy looks surprised. "Will that kill the pain?" he asks. "No," replies the dentist, "but it will give you something to hang on to while I pull your tooth." Author- Unknown ~ Have a funtabulous day! ~

I'm Really Happy
There is this guy I know named Mike and he has been overs seas fighting in Iraq. I'm so happy to find out yesterday that he is back in the states. I missed him alot.I'm proud of him and the many other soliders over seas. Please dont forget this year to thank and welcome a solider home.

Clearing Shit Outta Ya Pc!!
To run the Error Checking utility: Important: Be sure to close all files before running the Error-Checking utility. 1. Click Start, and then click My Computer. 2. In the My Computer window, right-click the hard disk you want to search for bad sectors, and then click Properties. 3. In the Properties dialog box, click the Tools tab. 4. Click the Check Now button. 5. In the Check Disk dialog box, select the Scan for and attempt recovery of bad sectors check box, and then click Start Free Up Disk Space By freeing disk space, you can improve the performance of your computer. The Disk Cleanup tool helps you free up space on your hard disk. The utility identifies files that you can safely delete, and then enables you to choose whether you want to delete some or all of the identified files. Use Disk Cleanup to: • Remove temporary Internet files. • Remove downloaded program files (such as Microsoft ActiveX controls and Java applets). • Empty the Recycle Bin. • Remove Windows te

Little Key Board Thingy In Case You Didnt Know!!
1. Ctrl Alt Del is the mother of all keyboard shortcuts, affectionately known as the \"three-fingered salute,\" since it\'s so useful when your Windows box locks up. Pressing the combo once (simultaneously) opens the Windows Task Manager. (From within the Task Manager, you can force-quit a crashed program, see a list of processes or applications running on your machine, check performance parameters such as how hard your CPU is working, or track your network usage.) Is your machine totally locked up? Reach over, grab the mouse and click Shut Down. 2. Ctrl S saves the file you\'re working on. Ever lost your homework, a spreadsheet at work, or some video you\'ve been editing? Hit Ctrl S (simultaneously) to save. Hit it early and often! (Want to open a file from within the program you\'re running? Ctrl O universally opens the File/Open window.) 3. Ctrl C copies text, files, or icons that you\'ve highlighted, Ctrl V pastes them where you point your mouse (hey, you can\'t completely elimin

Holiday Hectic
~The hustle the bustle, and of course i have already scolded those whom would disregard those around them for a simple gift ( after all if we got everything we wanted all the time... cliche as it is ... we still would not be happy.. what we seek lies only subtly in monetary gain, financial security leads to possibility.... and i'm not talking xbox 360 though yes i want it, i can wait though ;-) ). What about those who are working to get you out the door with those purchases? I've said it every year and i will as long as this mouth and these fingers work. People... please please stand up for the customer service worker! There are times i am appalled at how people treat those who are working. The cashier has no power.... and no, when things change as quickly as they do around the holiday season they aren't going to know everything right off the top of their head especially if they are seasonal. Now deal with the picky sup

Hate
why do people hate why do people judge why do people hurt other people ??? why does it matter what color you are are your sex or ur weight or height lifes to short to hate everyone has a soul everyone has feeling everyone hurts inside who cares what religion you are or what color your skin is or your sexual orientation or if ur fat or skinny no one is perfect no one is you can have everything but still hurt inside. you could have nothing at all and be happy. why do people judge people i suppose its human nature to do so but before you do think before you open ur mouth lifes to short to judge and who are you to judge ??

When You Hurt
Please stop crying, your pain is mine, too. I scream when you hurt. Ice cream won't work. Not this time. Your hurt is deeper than strawberry cream can reach... A mother's robust heart breaks for you, my child, a million parts. Your hurt is my hurt. I hurt, too! Multitudes of heartaches and many heartbreaks in my own lifetime. And, I see you in me~ your smile, your glee yet, your shattered heart I also see in me. This hurts my heart since I cannot stop your pain! Daughter, it hurts deeper than any words can truly reveal. Chocolate kisses I give thee. My love has no bounds Learn to love yourself~ Without conditions. Then true love will come knock knock knocking on your heart's door. Copyright MLJ2006

What Did I Ever Do To Deserve This Bullshit..
Hello! Sorry its been awhile since I wrot on here..But right now I just think it will help me out to just vent out all my frustration and anger..cause Im not a happy camper right now... Anyways..I feel horrible about doing this..but I needed to know exactly what is going on between my boyfriend and his ex-girlfriend.. So I looked through his shit. I know I shouldnt believe the things she is saying or even let it get to me..but what I read almost made my vomit and I also felt like something deep within my heart was breaking..I felt like everything just died and I had this emptiness within my heart. Anyways..This is what she said.... "Barry, Well I just got home from work im cold but that's alright. I think im just going to watch a movie so I cant see you. I don't understand why you cant just come see me for a few hours it makes me feel bad at the end of the day that I have to continue to be hidden. I don't know I just really want to be able to spend a few hours with you the

Ok Here My First Blog
ok heres my first blog here i dont even know hwo i got here lol im still trying to figure it out so i thought i should make it a good one ok if you have MYSPACE and if you dont get it so you can participate next week im going to start a thing called fan sign heres a few details on my space put me on the top of your list and then let me know and i will do a full nude, semi nude, no nude, and pose with a sign you tell me what to write and then its yours all your that pic os your to do what you want with it and put it where ever you want :) so get back to me if you want more details or have a myspace hugs and licks sweet princess

Lust
when i look in your eyes i quiver inside yearning to be with you touching you carressing you holding you in my arms feeling are heartbeat against eachother looking into your eyes feeling are lips touch for the first time feeling ur hot breath against my nipples kissing me carerring me my hands touching you feeling ur hard meat against me feeling u breath feeling u feeling me atlast this is just a fantasy i will never no u will never no what could of been

Mercy
The feeling of the velvet backing of the blindfold as it slips across your eyes and face sends a shiver down your spine every time you are blindfolded by this man. You know you are going to submit and yield and feel pleasure like you have never felt, every time it seems to be greater, seems to get more intense (you couldn't walk for almost an hour after the last time he got his hands on you), and tonight will be even greater. You feel his hands brush your arms as he reaches for the leather restraints fastened to your wrists you hear the padlock click as he locks your wrists together behind your back. You stick your chest out, displaying your hard nipples and your heavy breasts begging for his attention for his touch upon your flesh you feel his hands brush your knees and calves as he spreads your legs making you stand with them wide apart. You hear the clinking of the metal as the spreader bar is placed between your legs and the soft click of the pad lock as it is locked in place, hold

One More Tonight
1. What Made You Smile today? The fact that Drac kept trying to sed me messaages that wouldn't come through my phone . . .I'm not sure why I found it so damn funny. 2. What were you doing at 8 this morning? Shooing the boy adn Xavier out the door so I could try to lay down before I had to go to work 3. What were you doing 15 minutes ago? The other survey 4. What is something that happened to you in 1995? Oh oh I graduated high school, I turned 18 and the boy turned 1 5. what was the last thing you said aloud? "I don't want to deal with it tonight" 6. How many different things did you drink today? Just Coca Cola 7. What color is your toothbrush? Blue and white 8. What was the last thing you bought? I bought the boy some Chicken nuggets from Wendy's on my way home from work 9. What was the last gift you received for your birthday? I have no idea, Judy made me a kick ass margarita on my b-day this year 10. What color is your front door? Reddish, hell I

Beginning
He is waiting in the darkness for her. He’s dressed in black and is lost to the darkness and flittering shadows created by the few candles he has placed about the room. He sits with his eyes closed, deeply breathing, and waiting for her to knock on his door. She gets off the elevator on his floor. Every step forward makes her stomach lurch and her heart beat faster. Tonight’s the night she meets him, fully submits to him, and surrenders herself for his use. His door is there, a few feet away. The soft knock comes and he rises to greet her. The door opens and there he stands. His bald head and broad shoulders make him look powerful, commanding, but not mean. And then he smiles and takes her hand. He can see her relax the moment his hand touches hers. With a soft grip he leads her in and stands her in the center of the room, closing the door behind her. She didn’t dress to impress him, which makes him smile. He told her not to bother. She wouldn’t be wearing them for long any

Hungry
Excuses for cannibalism -Trapped on elevator for more then 4 hours. -Sale on Carl Buddig thin sliced lunch meat ended. -Accidentally spilled barbque sauce on friend at cook out. -Confused by cow costume on Halloween. -Couldn't resist bacon smell coming off of sunbathing neighbor. -Hand in jar at lab was 'just sitting there unused'. -Told them to turn the damn music down. ....... (Again, from my livejournal)

Lucky
He turned the water off and lit the candles. The smile on his face was dark, but beautiful. There was pride in his eyes as well. She was so good last night. She had disobeyed, but had taken her paddling with out calling out. Her conviction so strong, she dropped to his feet to thank him for disciplining her, Keeping her and shaping her as his. When he awoke her this morning, her body was badly bruised and swollen with welts. She took her place at his feet while he ate the meal she had prepared for him, sitting on her bruises without complaint, swallowing the pain. So, he sent her out to the store, and she would return shortly. He would be ready. The candles flickered about as he closed his eyes. He sat in his chair and looked about the dimly lit room. The room smelled of moisture and roses. The candles flickered about he closed his eyes. He quieted his breathing and waited. He heard her before she got to the door. She opened the door and her look of surprise was evident, even in the d

A Borrowed Survey
Have you ever licked the back of a CD to try to get it to work?: hell no that's wrong What's the largest age difference between yourself and someone you've dated? 8 years Ever been in a car wreck?: 2 but i wasn't behind the wheel Were you popular in high school?: nope Have you ever been on a blind date?: 1 or 2 Are looks important?: a bit but not totally Do you have any friends that you've known for 10 years or more??: one By what age would you like to be married?: the ay after i die Does the number of people a person's slept with affect your view of them?: nope Have you ever made a mistake?: i never make mistakes Are you a good tipper?: i try to be What's the most you have spent for a haircut?: $30 Have you ever had a crush on a teacher?: one Have you ever peed in public?: what guy hasn't What song do you want played at your funeral?: who says i'm dieing Would you tell your parents if you were gay?: i'm not

Destiny
Blood filled his mouth as his fangs plunged deep into her neck, He wasn’t thinking now; he was beyond such trappings of “human” society. All that existed was the lust, the blood, the incredible feeling of her life pumping into his mouth, filling dark void his soul once inhabited. His teeth He pulls away from her neck. She is paralyzed with by his power, totally in his thrall. Faster than the eyes can follow, his nails cut open her corset, and he rips it from her. His teeth sink in to her breast as his tongue finds her hard nipple. Her blood washes over his tongue, sweeter and thicker from her arousal. He forces her lags apart, shredding her remaining clothes, leaving her naked and open, pined against the cold brick wall by his thoughts. His fingers dip into her, her wet readiness coating his fingers. Her back arches as her death begins. Her plump mound calls his mouth, and as her sinks his teeth deep into her, his tongue caresses her clit. She orgasmed with her last breath and her swee

Not For Love
Explanations for the 'that' that Hall & Oates won't go for and that Meatloaf wouldn't do for love. -Dress as a 19th century railroad tycoon (Specifically Leland Stanford). -Put down incorrect U.S. Census information. -Sculpt in Velveeta cheese food product. -Tape over any of their collection of 'Blossom' on VHS. -Miss a chance to see Cats live. -Give foot massage. ...... (From my Livejournal)

Im Sorrry Please Leave A Comment
i put up a blog to see if this video that makes fun of president bush was funny in stead of haveing a great humor reaction it was suposed to it started a fight. i will tell you i am completly patriodic thats whu im un the army i love my country i think its the best in the world we try to help other countrys out and we get hatted on because we are so powerful and we do so much. i dont like that there are a lot of countrys out there that dislike us but all i have to say about that is that we have given aid to alot of countrys in there time of distress we help the sunami victims after it happend and many other countrys and lets not get started about the world wars. im not tring to make america look better than other countrys im in another country i see how they live. they just live diffrently they dont want what we want and dont desire all that we desire. yes america has problems to but at least we help others unlike a lot of other countrys that do nothing. as a i see we have done alot o

Cherished Whore
Sleep slowly leaves her body. Her crusted eyes open in the thick darkness, as she begins to register the sound of the radio. Slowly she wakes up, and looks at the clock. Her Master will be home in an hour or so. She goes to the bathroom and showers. She makes sure her body is prepared to her Master’s desires. She checks herself in the mirror, positions her collar just right, applies the essential oil of jasmine right above her nipples, and pulls her hair back into a neat ponytail. She smiles as she looks at her collar in the mirror. It is a happy reminder that she is owned. She looks at the clock; Her Master will be here soon. Knowing this makes her cunt wet. She goes in to the bedroom and straightens the bed, turning down the sheets for him. The phone rings once then no more. She grabs his slippers and goes to the door. Down on her knees, she anxiously awaits his return. After what feels like forever he finally arrives. She softly closes the door behind Him. Her expectant eyes r

Back On The Streets With The Phat Rockin' Beats
My DJ Names -MC Incoherent Raptor -MC Megadose of Mildew -MC 1 Grilled Cheese -MC Fragile Self-Esteem -MC Obvious Corporate Reference -MC Object Denoting Wealth -MC Dance Attack and Groin Pull -MC Sensible Health Plan .... (from my livejournal)

Promise
Promise such a lovely word, favored by little boys and girls, yet parents rarely keep them! Tossed about in the political arena, but moi? I toss it out with the trash! Never make one. Promise a future that's light, a life that's bright... dark days gone by. Love, life, joy, and peace the gifts of the promise of a new day

Behind You
I sneak up behind you while you are sitting at the computer. The back of your neck tingles and you feel my presence. You realize I am there when you feel my fingers wrapped in your hair. You gasp as I pull you to your feet. As you try to speak I take my other hand and force my fingers in your mouth. You gag and become quiet. You realize my control over you and that you have no choice to my will. Fear rises up with in your body as you wonder what I will do next. I remove my fingers from your mouth and place the over your throat. Your pussy tightens and excitement rushes through your spirit. You can feel my hot breath on your neck. My teeth bite deep into your soft skin. My hand tightens around your throat. My other hand is pulling you closer to me with your hair. Your breath quickens. You melt into the pain and your pussy dampens. I quickly release you and spin you around to face me. Before you can say anything I force you to your knees with my hand on your throat. You can see my expose

As We Grow Up
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin.

Sweetheart
You awaken startled. Your heart is racing. You are sure you heard something in the night. When you open your eyes to pitch blackness you realize the lights you left on are off. Your bedroom is lost in complete darkness. You cannot see your hand in front of your face. You wonder why there is no light from the bathroom. You always leave it on, or the night light on the far wall. However, there is nothing and you are blind. You hear footsteps in the darkness. You look but cannot see anyone. Fear reaches up and grabs you. Your heartbeats quicken. You hear footsteps getting closer. Suddenly you feel my hand over your mouth. You want to scream. Then you hear my words fill your ears. "It’s me, lay back and spread your legs ". "Yes Master", you reply. Your whole body is shaking like a leaf in a windstorm now, partially out of the initial fear and partially out of excitement of my touch. You always yearn for my touch. You always sleep naked, you would never disobey me and wear clo

Wish
I long for the cold linoleum of insane asylums... Such white history...how it hisses it's secret's! I long for the cosmic scarletite of lost dreams... How they scream to me, every night- calling, calling... I long for the once resplendent beating heart- It pulsates inside me like a hornet's nest... The dumb vibrations, the sting... I long for my ensanguined purity- though it be tainted by cold steel... I long for the bleeding to stop- though bleeding leads to cleansing... Upon a happenstance... I may even wish - Or perhaps dare... Even believe- in life. VJA 2006

I Believe
I believe - . . . that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do. I believe - . . . that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I believe - ....that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I believe - . . . that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I believe - . . . that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I believe - . . . that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I believe - . . . that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I believe - . . . that you can keep going long after you think you can't. I believe - . . . that we are responsible for what we do, no matter

Hugs For Jacey Campaign
I DONT KNOW WHAT IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE. I SEE PEOPLE REPOSTING SOME STUPID FUCKING BULLETINS ALL THE TIME , OR I SEE THEM POSTING BULLETINS FOR HELPING SOMEONE OUT. WHAT THE FUCK. I POST ONE BULLETIN SHOWING HOW YOU CAN HELP SOMEONE AN LIKE NO ONE READS IT LET ALONE REPOST IT. FUCK PEOPLE GUESS I HAVE TO STICK TO BLOGS SEEMS THESE GET READ MORE THEN MY BULLETINS JUST WATCH THE VIDEOS PLEASE I AM TIRED OF BEING NICE FOR ONE DAY SPECIALLY AFTER SEEING THE LACK OF REPOSTING WHEN THATS ALL I ASK IN MY VID OTHER THEN GOING TO YOUTUBE AN COMMENTING OR IF YOU HAVE AN ACCOUNT AN A CAMERA TO DO A VIDEO RESPONSE AND HERE IS MY VIDEO I DID AS A RESPONSE AN YES I POSTED IT AN YES ITS A CUTE VIDEO SO THIS ASSHOLE DOES HAVE A HEART

Hopelessly Blocked
Mental fatigue physically wrecked mind all awhirl hopelessly decked! Seems like the words are stuck in the pen the pen is dry, wont connect with my mind! Hopelessly blocked! Happens less often, oh, thank gawd! wanting to scribe and can't, is just hard! Words and thoughts caught in a tunnel of verbs and nouns~ a constipated funnel! Hopelessly blocked! Two days of rest two days just jest today's the day to try my best. Hopelessly blocked?

My Heart Is Always Weak (written On 12-3-06)
My Heart Is Always Weak By: Jeremy Malloy I look at the stories of how you been hurt To treat you good some day will be my turn I want to give you more than the world Around your pinky finger my heart is twirled Once I see that beautiful face My heart beats at a faster then normal pace With you it’s not about the chase It’s about how I feel when we’re face to face For you my heart is always weak And feelings for you will never at their peak No matter what happens I’ll be around for ever Just hoping you will give me a chance Will you ever? Sitting alone in my room Plotting and figuring all the ways to keep you from doom

I Feel Like A King (written On 12-2-06)
I Feel Like A King By: Jeremy Malloy Being away from you I hate to be Cause all I Ever want to do is hold you closely The smell of your hair and the touch of your skin When i'm around you i feel like a king To hold you feels like I have to world in my arms And i'm gonna do everything in my power to keep you from harm One day our hearts will be one But for now just know is my heart that you've won No matter how muh drama to come To me as dumb as it may sound you mean a ton

As I Look At The Stars In The Sky (written On 12-1-06)
As I Look At The Stars In the Sky By: Jeremy Malloy As I look at the stars in the sky The twinkle reminds me of the one in your eyes And when I think of you to me it’s no surprise That in my stomach I can feel hundreds of butterflies You are the only one on the face of this earth I want to kiss And even above that the only one I want to be with So far I have put all my feelings on the front line In hopes that one day you will be mine I know if we were together our hearts would intermingle And never again would I be single All I do is crave to hear your voice To be around you all the time if I could would be my choice I love to do what I can to make you happy Don’t worry I’m doing my best to make this not sappy I have had feeling for you since back in the day If you look at my heart it’s stamped with your name If being with you mean I have to wait forever and ever I choose that to be my number one endeavor To me you a

Two Into One (written On 12-12-06)
Two Into One By: Jeremy Malloy Feelings have come out You have brought me back to life no doubt After knowing you for years I’m definitely willing and able to be there to catch your tears Whether they are good or bad My shoulder is always here for you when you’re sad It’s been long awaited And I’m glad I never hesitated To let you know how I feel No matter what with you I always keep it real When you’re not around I miss you so much And so badly I want to feel your touch Now you are in my arms My one and only lucky charm Eyes locked dead on yours I go in for the kiss Cause it’s those soft smooth lips I always miss Finally our hearts turned from two into one And this thing called love between us has begun

Caroling...
I have had so much fun doing my own little version of caroling around the CT site. It has had it's backlash of nasty messages and comments from the bah humbug-ers but I've had some really sweet requests to tag their page with the comment so they can hear my silly rendition of Santa Baby. One gorgeous girl told me it was her late mom's favorite and so now she could hear it whenever. How cute is that! So to those who've enjoyed it, thank you for making it equally as enjoyable for me! And if you don't, well, that's why you are in full control of your volume knob. ;c)

Arghhhhhh
when I look in the mirror. I do not no the person staring back at me I look deep into the eyes of the stranger trying to figure out who I am. and what went wrong. I dont feel like me Ifeel like a stranger in my body in my mind looking for the me I use to be were did she go? will i ever be me again or will I be this stranger looking back at me. or will i find myself again

Dont Know What To Say
Some say I have a short fuse yes thats very true when it comes to certin things in my life when i feel strongly about something when things dont go the way i wish they would truth is this dear Ive been the one here listening tryin to be there in everyway possible giving the attention that you deserve but the moment something is said there u go you have to go again and im left here, here with my thoughts of HERE WE GO AGAIN Things never seem to change with me i guess i think i found something good and i end up findin something something to get in the way something to fawk things up either i say the wrong thing or i end up doing something stupid well like i said HERE WE GO AGAIN and i sit here alone again and i really dont know dont know what to say......

Weird Questions
Have you ever licked the back of a CD to try to get it to work?: Now exactly why would I do that? I can name a few things that I have licked in my life to make them work however . . . What's the largest age difference between yourself and someone you've dated? Dated, 1 month and 17 days . . .you didn't ask about anything else Ever been in a car wreck?: Wreck makes it sound so much more harsh than it was . . .but ok yeah maybe one or two wrecks in my life Were you popular in high school?: Perhaps had I shown up for more of high school I could have been popular . . . though amongst my friends I was one of the favorite gals . . . hehehe Have you ever been on a blind date?: Technically, I guess so. I have went out with some people I have met online . . . Are looks important?: Well they sure as hell hope to attract someone in the begining now don't they? Do you have any friends that you've known for 10 years or more??: Quite a few actually By what ag

Different Days
On brighter days, sunshine on streets, pulsing with life. On darker days, back alleys, halogen light cold and empty. On happy days, a universe of possibility, an endless golden rain. On downward days, cold spiral galaxies of empty worlds.

3-some
My MFM 3 some was fantastic I was on my back with my legs spread wide and Mark was on top of me and inside of me. He came really hard, filling me with his hot cum. Mark climbed off of me and moved up and kneeled by my head so I could lick and suck on his cock. Then Mike climbed on me and inside of me. This put Marks cock right between Mikes lips and mine. I reached up and moved Marks cock so it was between Mikes lips and mine. Mike added his cum to Marks cum inside of me. I love being the cum mixer for two men

Just So Ya Know
I haven't fallen off the face of the earth, some of you know I had knee surgery awhile back and I'm still kind of recovering...life is still up and down....mostly down of course lol but hey if it wasn't I would be totally lost :-| anyway...... Thanks to everyone who has left comments for me....nice to know I'm thought about *hugs* love you guys....just wanted to make sure yall knew that :-P ok, enough with da mushy shyt lol xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo Leah

Song That Touches Me....
DAVE MATTHEWS BAND - Grey Street Lyrics Oh look at how she listens She says nothing of what she thinks She just goes stumbling through her memories Staring out on to Grey Street. She thinks, "Hey, how did I come to this?" I dream myself a thousand times around the world But I can't get out of this place. There's an emptiness inside her And she'll do anything to fill it in But all the colors mix together - to grey And it breaks her heart How she wishes it was different She prays to God most every night And though she swears it doesn't listen There's still a hope in her it might She says "I pray oh But they fall on deaf ears, am I supposed to take it on myself? To get out of this place? " Oh There's a lonliness inside her And she'll do anything to fill it in And though it's red blood bleeding from her now It feels like cold blue ice in her heart When all the colors mix together - to grey And it breaks her heart There's a stranger speaks outside her door Says

Read On
hi to everyone and wishing all well who read this. well just a few things FILMS:i love 28days later trouble is i cant watch it for another 4 weeks, also i like the day after tomorrow trouble is i cant watch it till thursday.i like the film it but all the way through it they tell you to dot the i's and cross the t's hahaha. on a serious note what do you call a man with a shovel in his head? WHAT i hear you cry well simple "dug" haha also what do you call a reindeer with no eyes trouble is i have no eye deer so dont ask haha. cmon peeps this is a fun zone so have a good day laughter is the best medicine so post a blog and loosen up those laughter lines and brighten up someones day by making them laugh. the funniest ones i will go to their profile and rate them a ten and worst ones will inevitably get a 1 so remember have fun.checkin out dan from uk

Ding Dong! Christmas Is Almost Here! And Im Drunk! Lol!
Hellooooooooo cherry peeps! I thoughtt Id write a blog since im feeling blogish tonite! lol! And I drank so many beers that if I mispelled..excusie me wah! Any how..I am in a spinning happy mood tonite. Not like I dont get that way with out a couple of beers..but..Ya...I am whooo hooo happy tonite! How many of you know jus what you want for christmas? Like, if you even care to..but I thought I'd ask you know! Lean yo ears closer..closer,,yep..right next to my lips! I wanna whisper.. *Pist..listen.* I have this delima..about what to get my guy friend. So besides electronic, a car, cash, guys..what would a guy want for christmas? Dont tell me a tie! Hhahahaha! I know it aint soooo!!! Whoooo !!!! Get me another lager!

People Are Asking Me About Nude Photos?
People are asking me about nude photos. Whether or not I have any! Heres the situation. Since becoming a model, and soon to start escorting for an agency (again lol) I have been advised NOT to give them away for free, or to post them for free, when I can actually make money from them. I have done girl girl action photos as well as mff action photos but they all have been sent overseas to clients that pay good money for them. So about a month back, I decided that I was going to start my own company, and call it Sexual Enterprises. It was to have two aspects..one was escorting and the second was different CD projects that would be made available to customers, friends, acquaintances and clients. Due to outside source problems, aspect #1 was put on hold, (now will be part of an agency, so it will be coming to fruition)..the second aspect is actually available.. So..to those that would be interested in Project #1, it is a CD Photo Panty collection which contains 150+ nude and lingir

The Undone
Deep emotions sacred questions there are no answers responding can't hear what the heart blackens forgetting nothing wanting everything all your words have lies embracing the solitude of this shattering fued mind taunting morbidly haunting who is this in front of me I reflect the unwanted pinned to the wall maddness erupts face portrays fits of terror find me there screaming look at me we're all the same

Christmas Season.
well it about saint nick time once again,,, and the yull tide season is upon us,, so let me say merry christmas,, now let me say,, its not the things we may or maynot recive this year,, its about love friendship, compassion to all others, a time for being thankful, healthy and happy, sometimes people forget and think they need things to feel loved, i never had too have possions to feel loved, i know when someone loves me or is a friend, and to tell you the truth even if there not a friend i still want to treat them as if they are, make people feel welcome around me, have the manners to be polite and caring,, the most importent thing i believe lost in america is good manners, and just plan caring for your fellow human beings, so its the christmas season, lets see if we can get back to peace joy and love,, and be kind to everyone.

What I Would Like To See In My Next Browser...
Technical, not so CTSpecific. (Changing the name of this blog in a mom't.) I would like to go into the options or preferences section, and be able to tell my browser (so to speak, never mind turns of phrase) if this page, embeddings, images, &c included is taking more than ( ) to load, stop and display what you have. if any individual .jpg/.gif/.png (say) is taking more than ( ) to load, stop and go on to the next (up to the overall limit specified above!) if any... and so on. I do not want a page to hang my browser, making the stop button ineffective and threatening to crash the browser or system altogether, ... until it decides it's found the background image it's looking for and can come up for air, tyvm, or until I force-stop my browser and lose everything I wasn't wise enough to remember to save because I decided to go exploring the web. Never mind. Not the day. But what sort of minds design these... never mind, I've done some minor programming, I know the answer t

He Is Beautiful
He is beautiful , so very beautiful Just like a winter’s shining landscape, As dedicate as the petals of a daisy, And as freely as the eagle soaring against the blue. His eyes are as mysterious as the calm sea Everything about him is so very precious, More precious than all the gems in the world His soul is the essence of the sky and earth, His feelings are a volcano that is yet to explode His smile is the smile of lost innocence. Pain vibrates deep inside of his gentle heart A lock shuts in the disturbed thoughts of his mind, A mind with as many roads as the world has. I look at him and I see pure truth, Like looking at a clear night sky, Millions of stars twinkle within him. He is beauty as I defined it. He is perfect, his imperfections make him so. He is my best friend, and I love him, I love him although, not because. And I would give up all the things which I think are pretty If only I can hold his beauty within me, For he is everything in this world,

I Have Been Doing Some Thinking......
Ok I have come to this decision after much thought and consideration. I am retireing from being a DJ. My Health is fading a lot faster than I would like and I just dont have the energy anymore. I love DJ'ing, but I have to put myself first. Hopefully after a few months I will be able to return to the air waves. I love the friends I have made as a DJ and I hope to keep them as friends. I will continue to support two stations Bad Seed Radio and Club Damage Inc. I love the ppl at both stations very much and I will miss them more than they will know. I wish I didnt have to do this but I feel it is for the best for me. So with that in mind I want to say that I love everyone I have met and who has been a true friend to me and I hope to one day return to the air waves till then I will always be lurking. Love you all, ~*~LIZ~*~EROTICA~*~

Heartless People And Missing Pieces
its pitiful how some one can be so immature and heartless at times .....just because their pissed at me ......its funny though since my brother is surposed to be their friend but i guess that doesn't matter to some people see right now i'm tryin to find my brother and i'm gettin really worried cause he's normally home before now on week nights so i'm startin to think something bad happened and i'm all shaky and upset so i came down from my bed to get online to find out if anyones heard or seen him tonight and the one person that i thought might actually give a fuck about him apparently doesn't the person apparently only cares about getting his dicky sticky and about his weed habit ..yeh thats what i say ...sex and weed are so much more important than friends *bein sarcastic* .....but anywayz ......just a quick update since i'm still lookin for mikey and not gettin anywhere here .........well me and bill are back together ...me and jamie broke up cause he cheated on me and my brother al

Happy Holidays/merry Christmas
Happy Holidays/Merry Christmas to everyone here on Cherry Tap. Spiritual beliefs shouldn't matter at this time of year. This is a time where we all should pull together, especially with our family and friends. I hope that everyone has a wonderful holiday season and that you all be thankful for each and every day you have with those you love! Greg (Dreamweaver)

Anna Molly
A cloud hangs over this city by the sea, I watch the ships pass and wonder if she might be out there sober and as well from loneliness. Please don't persist, girl it's time we met and made a mess. I picture your face at the back of my eyes, A fire in the attic, proof of the prize! Anna-Molly, Anna-Molly, Anna-Molly. A cloud hangs over and mutes my happiness. A thousand ships couldn't sail me back from distress. Wish you were here I'm a wounded satellite. I need you now, put me back together, make me right. I picture your face at the back of my eyes, A fire in the attic, proof of the prize! Anna-Molly, Anna-Molly, Anna-Molly. I'm calling your name up into the air, not one of the others could ever compare! Anna-Molly, Anna-Molly, Anna-Molly! Wait... there is a light... there is a fire de-fragmenting the attic. Fate? or something better? I could care less, just stay with me awhile. Wait... there is a light... there is a fire illuminated attic.

Seperation
In 26 days my hubby leaves for the Canadian Airfoce, I believe that the seperation will be difficult, but we will get thought it and come out standing...I am very happy to be able to call myself a military wife...and I am happy that my hubby get's to do something that he loves....he deserves this job and he will do it well...I love you hunni *muah*

Please Read!
I have a little story to tell I need help to set something up on here. I recevied some personal items that belonged to my dad, grandad, and other family members from an aunt. In this stuff I found a poem that was written on Oct, 27, 1950 at 2:30 Pm The title is "Lord, Protect Our Boys In Service". I need some help getting it out thers with pictures of our men in action. I have seen what you my friends can do to your site here on cherry. If anyone can help me please contact me. Saddrabbit@excite.com

How To Be A Great Bartender
After many years of bartending i figured out why some bartenders are good and others are great. A great bartender is a combination of two aspects of bartending. To be a bartender, you have to be a gin slinger and you have to be a barkeep. As a barkeep, it is your job to make the people welcome. You remember the regulars, and even those that only come in from time to time, you know their drinks and remember their joys and problems. You make the customer feel welcome, and you know how to bring a laugh to their lips. As a gin slinger, you know your drinks, you mix accurately, and consistently, and yet you can tailor your drinks for the individual. You are quick, getting people what they need when they need it, never leaving a single person behind, even if you have to ask them to wait their turn. To be a great bartender, you have to have an equal mix of both of these aspects. If you are all gin slingers, the people will love their drinks, but never come back. If you are all barkee

Dont Quit
†Don't Quit† When things go wrong, as they sometimes will When the road you're trudging seems all uphill When the funds are low and the debts are high And you want to smile, but you have to sigh When care is pressing you down a bit Rest if you must, but don't you quit.† Life is queer with its twists and turns As every one of us sometimes learns And many a fellow turns about When he might have won, had he stuck it out. Don't give up though the pace seems slow You may succeed with another blow.† Often the goal is nearer than It seems to a faint and faltering man; Often the struggler has given up When he might have captured the victor's cup; And he learned too late when the night came down How close he was to the golden crown.† Success is failure turned inside out The silver tint of the clouds of doubt And you never can tell how close you are It may be near when it seems afar; So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit It's when things seem worst that yo

Friendships
i am new to this cherrytap. i need to figure out how i find, people in my area. any girls reading this, drop me a note. i am used to myspace, and was told this was better. this also is the first blog i have written anywhere

Last Night Dream
Last night I had a dream Full of lust and cream. Your touch of desire, had my p*ssy on fire. Your throbbing hard c*ck, had my thighs in a lock. With our bodies as one, Your member, a loaded gun. My fingers run through your hair, you whisper, "take me,if you dare". "Oh baby, we've not yet begun", "now sit back, relax, and enjoy the fun". With both hands on your d*ck, It's now my candy, I want to l*ck. I s*ck you up, down, and all around. Listening to the moaning of your every sound. Slidingup to your face, Our hearts beat in rhythmatic pace. As your tongue slips inside, you're in for one h*ll of a ride. Twitching and squirming, my n*pples are firming. Rolling me over onto my back, brushing my body against your s*ck. The time has now come, "Oh baby, make me c*m!" Dripping in sweat, now our toungues, they have met. Pushing your way in, A place you've once been. With my p*ussy so wet and tight, the feelings, oh so right. Pounding harder and fast, to b

Whiskey-tango-foxtrot, Over?
Ok, so I'm just flipping through the cnannels and I see a commercial for this upcoming movie that shall soon be in theatres and it appears that it is a Christmas movie and a horror movie at the same time. I didn't catch the name of the movie as it was the end of the commercial but I want to know who in the hell thinks of this kinda shit? like seriously? Do(es) the person or persons who came up with this idea not already know that Christmas time is already like a horror story in itself? I mean it's the one time of the year that you have to deal with people that you would rather not and just sit back and grit your teeth and get through it. I mean everyone has some kinda relative that they think is just a slight bit off color for whatever reason. If that's not enough then you have to worry about one or more of these relative giving you some real crap gift that you have absolutely no use for, and THEN having to bother with taking the stupid shit back and dealing with those extremely long l

Happiness
The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. Happiness lives for those who cry, those who hurt, those who have searched, and those who tried, for only they can appreciate the importance of people who have touched their lives. Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss and ends with a tear. The brightest future will always be based on a forgiven past. You can't go on well in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches. When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die, you're the one who is smiling and everyone around you is crying ... The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. Happiness lives for those who cry, those who hurt, those who have searched, and those who tried, for only they can appreciate the importance of peop

Christmas Ornament
You Are a Tree You love every part of the holidays, down to the candy canes and stockings. And you're goofy enough to put a Christmas tree ornament on your tree! What Christmas Ornament Are You?

August 24, 2006
August 24, 2006 A Discourse with his Royal Bossness by your Esteemed Webmeister i spoke with the Boss yesterday, and after much cajoling, i was able to ascertain, somewhat of a semblance of an official birthday list. he was his usual argumentative, gruff, semi-psychotic, overbearing, strikingly handsome self. he stated that as a grown man he no longer celebrates the anniversary of his natal day with the same vim and vigor, and lack of personal hygiene that have charcterized many a birthday campaign. he feels that you, his semi-loyal subjects do not need to prove your worthiness, by gifting, or for some, re-gifting his royal Boss's'ness. he feels you have shown him admiration in so many other ways. you supported his thyroid and blood sugar battles,by mocking his weight gain, and calling him obese, slovenly,and blob-like. you stood your ground behind him on his hair color expeditions by ridiculing him for having no wartime hair dye-ing command skills, which if you gaze upon his

Once Upon A Time
'Once upon a time' flies by And the awaited 'happily ever after' Never seems to arrive But 'the end' is too finalized It seems so possible That nothing truly ends Exchanges maybe Changes rearranges But all of life is conserved Brief pauses Through seasons passed Assuming that It's concluded at last But how can we be so sure? Feelings never seem to fade Love is never truly lost Misplaced But never thrown away The heart seeming So inconsistent in its burning Relies on love Long lingered on While eyes are blind The soul can see What the mind can't find Desires long thought lost And the dreams Dreamt in years past Cling to the ambition Still strong Holding on Life-long Every wish Upon every mystical star Stands clear in the heart And in the majestic night We still pray they come true People Friends Family Loves All thought to be chased away Are never really gone Out of sight Not necessarily Out of mind And the hope that

Miracle
No presants no wrieth no lights or tree There is nothing this holiday for my baby and me We don't need all that holiday stuff Just holding and knowing he's here is just enough This christmas seems so close to the last And for mommy two that are past This time I will have no job or home Dante and I will be all alone It doesn't matter about the preasents or tree we don't need it all I am asking for a miracle sending a call I am doing all I can as you can see Pray and wish us luck dante and me A job for me and home for us to live in Then hopefuly my bad luck will be ended Please help this miracle come true Just hope wish and pray thats all you need to do Heres a kiss hug and lots of thanks If you don't help I give you lots of spanks (ouuuch) May a miracle touch each one of you And this holiday may your dreams come true

A Dreamer
Deep in the heart of the Dreamer Are dreams he holds inside Spun on crystal star kissed nights Neath a warm, inviting sky In dreams he drifted silently, Beyond the world he knew Soaring there, beyond the clouds He spread his wings and flew. In the pleasure of the moment Complications left behind The Dreamer found a sense of peace, In the dreams he sought to find. In quiet introspection, The Dreamer weaves his dreams Forgetting life's realities, He bids his spirit ... sing Captured in that moment, In the honesty of youth Is the hope that sings In the Dreamer's heart Someday ... Dreams come true

I Would Do This For Her Any Day
- Hug her dont make her hug you . - Sneak up behind her - Grab her by the waist - tell her shes beautiful - tell her she has amazing eyes - when your friends walk by say this is my girlfriend - Say i love you to her face not over the phone or myspace , or Cherrytap ....saying it over the net renders it meaningless - if shes sad take her in your arms and tell her everything will be okay - kiss her on the forehead - when you walk with her walk slowly - Tickle her even when she says stop - Dont say i love you Unless you Mean It. girls repost as - a true boyfriend would... Guys repost as - I would do this for her anyday

Romance Is A Joke
I truly beleive i need my head examined. I have been so starved for romance and affection that i let my emotions play me for a fool. men are evil. Silver tounged devils. I watched a movie, Pride and predjudice today. It's a few years old...but i had never seen nonetheless. I truely beleive things are the same as they were 200+ years ago..probably for thousands of years. Women pining for a romantic man..wanting to be consumed my never ending life enveloping love and angst,...so much so that we end up compromising ourselves just for a hint of affection. Like anyman that comes along and pays us the least bit of attention deserves whatever he wants. I was certain i could be different...guard myself from th epain and bullshit. But i am trapped in a loveless sexless affection free marriage to a man i distain and detest most days... and letting my emotions get wrapped up in some man i barely know just because of a few kinds words he bestowed upon me. And what for??? To look like a foolish si

In 13 Days...
It will be my Birthday. Yes Cherry loves thats right I am a Christmas Baby! I hate it. But it means I've made it another year. Seen my children grow another year older and seen their personality become developed. This has been a rough year for me. 32 couldnt be much worse right? LMAO I said that at 30 and it's still not better but things are looking up for me this time around. I hope every has a very Merry Christmas and a Happy New Yr. I'll be turning another yr older and for some reason seems weird to me this time. Seems weird to be having a bday. Not sure why either. Is it because of that big 40 another year closer?? Who knows. I hope everyone has a great time with their family and loved ones.

Midnight Snacks For The Insomniac
Posted by S. Brent Ridge, M.D. on Thu, Dec 07, 2006, 9:12 am PST Post a Comment Do you have so much to do during the day you literally forget to eat - but then find yourself making up for it before bedtime? If so, the types of foods you choose could make a big difference in the quality of your sleep. First, let's look at the foods that are most likely to keep you tossing and turning. Caffeine. Now, you don't need a doctor to tell you that caffeine will keep you awake, but it can lurk in unexpected places. Chocolate not only contains caffeine but also alkaloids which have a stimulating effect. Alcohol helps many of us feel calm and relaxed - especially that half glass of wine after a long, hard day. While this may help you fall asleep initially, it greatly diminishes the quality of sleep by disturbing neurotransmitter production, including serotonin. Alcohol is also a diuretic and may keep you running to the bathroom all night. Fatty foods take longer to work their way through

Rabbit Thoughts: Three
You never know. Non-traditional to me represents change and the ability to experience. I keep this in mind when I write, and I apply what I write to my life. It runs full circle, if I am my own protagonist then how would I like my life to unfold. I imagine the answer to that question changes daily. I meet and experience a world of different opinions and ideas, none of them good or bad; just tweaked views on an already existing pattern of thought. In recent years, however, I have plunged headlong into a wide breath of outlandish adventures. No longer obsessed with the vain quest of defining myself. That I leave to others, it tends to suit the critical mind to critique. Not recognizing this element in my life sooner is part of the growing process. I don't regret a moment, a choice or an action. That for lack of a better word is: bad. Self-destruction is for the other guy. Not me. In addition, I find one of the most fascinating qualities to be discovering my own narrative. Writing cons

~~my Kind Of Santa~~
My Kinda a SANTA!!! When four of Santa's elves got sick, the trainee elves did not produce Toys as fast as the regular ones, and Santa began to feel the Pre-Christmas pressure. Then Mrs. Claus told Santa her Mother was Coming to visit, which stressed Santa even more. When he went to harness the reindeer, he found that three of them were About to give birth and two others had jumped the fence and were out, Heaven knows where. Then when he began to load the sleigh, one of the Floorboards cracked, the toy bag fell to the ground and all the toys Were scattered. So, frustrated, Santa went in the house for a cup of apple cider and a Shot of rum. When he went to the cupboard, he discovered the elves had Drank all the cider and hidden the liquor. In his frustration, he Accidentally dropped the cider jug, and it broke into hundreds of little Glass pieces all over the kitchen floor. He went to get the broom and Found the mic

Lllll A Poem
Love lays low lifes little losses letting light luminate'lusts lows. Let loose leaving long lasting lustre. Let love lift life's letdown's, lance loneliness leaving loathing looking labored. Let love lead lionheartedly leaving long lines lingering, lasting lifetimes. Long lifeless lies looking like loves long lost. Let love last, live, longing luxuries layed low, left to lapse

Your Love
Your love is the candle that lights my way raising my spirits when skies are grey Your love is the tide that sweeps me higher upon a sea of tender desire Your love is the fire that will never die burning eternally between You and I Your love is a rose glistening with dew captivating my soul by the beauty in You

Chairs
chairs — Monday, December 11, 2006 I went to saltlake today to pick up my chairs. We walked around the gatway mall first, and went to hottoppic. I bought my gf some skull toungerings, and I got a slipknot hoody for me. So anyway, they weren't there when I went to ge my chairs. I thought about breaking in and stealling stuff. I called my brother though, and he suggested we go to lunch. I figured I'd wait until after that to break in and steal stuff, that way I could leave the city right afterwards. They were there when we got back though. So it worked out ok. On the way home one of the pillows, the cushon for the back of one of the chairs blew out though. It sux. There were people honking at me, and I pulled over to the side of the interstate. I got out, and looked around but didn't see what was wrong. I only barely noticed after I got home and unloaded them. I thought about going back and looking for them, but it was late, and dark, and I didn't feel like driving

He Means The World To Me
He means the world to me for he is a beautiful soul the one and only man I know can make me whole he is the air I breathe with sweet addiction every day and the only man that's ever stolen my heart away who speaks to my attentive soul alluring me within his beauty completing me as a whole I love this man so much and only wish he knew that what I feel for him is nothing less than true

Year Should You Have Been Born Under
You Should Have Been Born Under: You've got a ton of energy - and need plenty of room to roam. You tend to follow your whims, and it's hard for you to stick to one thing. Specific jobs, loves, and friends are always changing and never a part of your life for long. Very intuitive, you tend to know what people are thinking before they say a word. You are most compatible with a Dog or Tiger. What Year Should You Have Been Born Under?

A Real Boyfriend/husband/partner Would Do This
- Hug her dont make her hug you . - Sneak up behind her - Grab her by the waist - tell her shes beautiful - tell her she has amazing eyes - when your friends walk by say this is my girlfriend - Say i love you to her face not over the phone or myspace , or Cherrytap ....saying it over the net renders it meaningless - if shes sad take her in your arms and tell her everything will be okay - kiss her on the forehead - when you walk with her walk slowly - Tickle her even when she says stop - Dont say i love you Unless you Mean It. girls repost as - a true boyfriend would... Guys repost as - I would do this for her anyday

Ok This Is Me To A Tee Lol
You Should Have Been Born Under: Delicate, timid, and attractive - sometimes you really do act like a bunny. You're very compassionate and protective of those you love, sometimes too protective. Your home is really your castle, and you make sure your home is comfortable and well furnished. You don't like to argue - and you prefer a quiet, peaceful life. You are most compatible with a Goat or a Pig. What Year Should You Have Been Born Under?

What Does Your Birthday Show
Your Birthdate: March 25 Calm and understated, you struggle to express your love with words. Over time, your partner learns to recognize your passion by the actions you take. You're good at wooing someone slowly, without them even realizing it! Number of True Loves You'll Have: 2 Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 2 You are most compatible with people born on the 7th, 16th, and 25th of the month. What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

Reawakening
Only You can stop my mind from screaming Only You can end my nightmare musings Your touch can drown my sorrows in our river of dreams and your scent is the air of a new beggining I Need you darlin' because ONLY YOU can end my morbid fairytale I Need your touch to wake me up from my melancholic slumber Even If I can ONLY see you in my dreams my love Your touch will unlock my prisoned soul I know you're real my love I wish I can hold you in my arms at midnight Hear your voice at dawn You are my prince of dreams that will save me from the tower of my nightmares Your love will be the breath that will awaken my dormant heart and I long to be swept away by your enticing words of passion and when I have you right here beside me sweet darlin' I'll need no one else but YOU

Frustratin
tommy the cat by primus on bass. can it even be done. shit ive spent like 3 weeks workin on it. anyways yeah, happy feet sucked. dont go to it. so im bored of my ass, someone call or some shit. if you want my number, ask PEACE!!

What Does You Birth Date Mean?
Your Birthdate: April 24 For you, love is a natural progression from friendship. You are almost always friends first. In love, you are loyal, steady, and honest. You are not a cheater or even much of a flirt. You are likely to stay friends with your ex... and open to rekindling something in the future. Number of True Loves You'll Have: 4 Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 1 You are most compatible with people born on the 6th, 15th, and 24th of the month. What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

~~dogs Welcome~~
"Dogs Welcome" A man wrote a letter to a small hotel in a Midwest town he planned to visit on his vacation. He wrote: I would very much like to bring my dog with me. He is well-groomed and very well behaved. Would you be willing to permit me to keep him in my room with me at night?" An immediate reply came from the hotel owner, who wrote: "I've been operating this hotel for many years. In all that time, I've never had a dog steal towels, bedclothes, silverware or pictures off the walls. I've never had to evict a dog in the middle of the night for being drunk and disorderly. And I've never had a dog run out on a hotel bill. Yes, indeed, your dog is welcome at my hotel. And, if your dog will vouch for you, you're welcome to stay here, too."

What Does Your Birth Date Mean
Your Birthdate: March 6 For you, love is a natural progression from friendship. You are almost always friends first. In love, you are loyal, steady, and honest. You are not a cheater or even much of a flirt. You are likely to stay friends with your ex... and open to rekindling something in the future. Number of True Loves You'll Have: 4 Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 5 You are most compatible with people born on the 6th, 15th, and 24th of the month. What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

Monday Nights @ The Gym..
So I went to the gym a little while ago, after I got off of work; I had a great workout! There were sooooo many people there, omg.. I go all the time and there is never HALF the amount of people that were there tonight. My theory is this: People eat like shit, drink, and are generally lazy on the weekends.. they are at work all day and feeling guilty for their gluttony and feel the need to hit the gym thinking that will make it all better. I didn't have to wait for equipment or anything, because the gym is huge and has a lot of machines. But for fuck sakes! There were a lot of people! ;)

Paintballing...
SpeedballAdd to My Profile | More Videos The video is of a speedball match my brother played on a trip we took out to ohio.. Don't ask me the name of the place.. I forget.. Anyway.. he's one of the guys in the back... actually he's the first one to go behind the bunker (the long yellow one in the back)... We all had a blast..and we all did quite well :) Unfortunatly I got no pictures of myself... but damnit.. I was there.. and not just as a photographer either.. lol.. there are pics in an album marked "paintball" (duh) go rate...

Thanks Ya'll!!
Thank you to all of you that sent me comments and gifts for my Birthday!!! It means alot that my online friends take time to make my special day even more special. Hugs, kisses and humpies to you all!!!!

More Bitching
I really need to get more sleep. I'm always tired, but at night all I want to do is piss around on the internet or watch TV. I guess from going to school in the morning and working through the night, I feel the need to at least spend some of my day doing things I enjoy. Tomorrow is the 5th day I will be closing at work, BUT it is for a good cause. I was supposed to be off tomorrow, but I switched with this one girl so that I can go to the hockey game on Wednesday. I don't even follow hockey, but I went the home opener this year and liked it, and my friend asked me to go, so what the hell? A little quality time with a good friend at a hockey game is worth $60 I guess. Oh well, I better at least get ready for bed. I really don't want to get up for class tomorrow. 9 more days and then Christmas break, much needed. April can't come soon enough!

Life,your Perfect Teacher
Life Your Perfect Teacher Many of us long to find a spiritual teacher or guru or just someone to help show us the way. We may feel unsure of how to practice our spirituality without a teacher, or we may long for someone who has attained a higher level of insight to lead the way for us. Some of us have been looking for years to no avail and feel frustrated and even lost. The good news is that the greatest teacher you could ever want is always with you-that is your life. The people and situations we encounter every day have much to teach us when we are open to receiving their wisdom. Often we don't recognize our teachers because they may not look or act like our idea of a guru, yet they may embody great wisdom. In addition, some people teach us by showing us what we don't want to do. All the situations in our lives, from the insignificant to the major, conspire to teach us exactly what we need to be learning at any given time. Patience, compassion, perseverance, honesty, letting g

Italy
ok so im in italy having fun dont know how much ill be on here though after today i doubt ill be coming home im having alot of fun and im going to miss alot of people and you know who you are so thats all i got to say later jake

Help My Boy Shadow!! Cutest Pet Contest
SHADOW SENDS EVERYBODY PUPPY LOVE EVEN IF YOU DON'T VOTE FOR HIM 'CAUSE HE ROLLS LIKE THAT!! HERES THE LINK TO VOTE FOR HIM http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=101621&i=3652795701

Thanks
Hey all, Just wanted to say thanks for always giving me comments and all even when I wasn't able to get here. For those that don't know, my brother passed away the day after Thanksgiving after a long illness. We had to take him off life support and were able to be at his side as he took his last breath. Seeing the comments and all even when I couldn't respond has really made me feel loved and wanted. Thanks for so much. I hope that in time I will be able to repay everyone. Love and blessings, Kim

Life Sucker
I never wanted anyone quite like I want you I want you to bleed the words "I love you" for all the world to see I want to feel your veins break loose and watch your circulation cut off It's funny I used to love you I did after all these years and you ran away time and time again but this time I'm not coming back to save your sorry ass Go find another bitch for you to drain the life from a leech to suck the blood from that's all you ever were just goes to prove how dumb I was But I should've known so much better boys were never any good I'm packing up and heading west to were the east never was Maybe I'll forget your face possibly even your name or in best case scenerio I'll see your casket in the paper

This Doesnt Have That Much Of A Purpose.
Other than to get my damn thoughts out. A lot has happend lately thats made me just dwell, badly and i don't like it. At all. A year ago today, my whole life changed. I lost two parts of me, part of my heart, and part of my life. Thats when matt and i fell apart. That is also when my marriage pretty much ended. But, i will say no matter how bad things are now, i wouldnt go back to that. Some days i do wish i could have worked things out, but then again i really dont. We werent good for each other, we really werent, He was a nut in the end. But now things are differnt. As far as this year its changed alot, really. Right now things are okay, i have a job that pays well, i have the most gorgeous niece in the univerese. I have my mom, and my brothers even if they are assholes, all the time, i have my friends, the most amazing ones. Even on here. And i have me. And thats all i really need. Ive realized no matter what happens or who comes in my life, no ones gonna make it as happy as

Fake Little World
Is that a fairy talk that flew by? Oh and look at all the smiley faces This must be paradise! What a load of bull! Well I for one aam taking off the mask What's that a frown In your fairytale land? Oh no! It can't be I refuse to play your game anymore You're all a bunch of fakes And I want no part of your dreamland It can all burn in hell No longer will I smile polietly When you manage to piss me off Nor shall I force happiness When I feel depressed So go on little posers Feel free to live you fantasy But take fair warning I won't be part of your fun!

If Tomorrow Never Comes
Kisses his cheek and dies There will be no more crying Haunting feelings are all gone She found love and let it go Closes her eyes The last time she shall ever do so A single tear slides down But she cant give this up Its her time to die Nothing matters anymore She knows this and lets go No longer holding on to mortality She found her reason to live Now shes giving up Shes found her reason to die And die she must Theres a note she wrote Falls to the floor with her body It was for her reason to live But now its her reason to die I found my reason to live Then I found my reason to die Please don't cry I'm soo sorry our time was cut short Death was calling and I had to go I loved you my life But I had to leave you behind Had to go to my lover death Always will I remember you my life And I vow we will meet again She found her life Then found her lover death Now shes gone from this world With a kiss she left them all She wakes up in the mor

Player??? Or Big Flirt???
Speedy@ CherryTAP reposted a blog posting called, Player Alert Women Watch Out!!!, which was originally created by SlaveAngel@ CherryTAP in an attempt to warn others about texan6904@ CherryTAP being a "player". Now, of course, there wasn't a lengthy explanation; just a mention that, "this man will tell you that you are the ONLY one and while doing so he will tell the other women he is talking to that you are just friends." There remains a lot of questions that remain... * Is he really a player or a big flirt? * What truly defines a player these days -- especially, involved in a lot of internet communication? I had responded to Speedy's Player Alert Women Watch Out!!! blog by stating: "One of the hazzards of the internet world. Reason being I don't believe their words 100% until it is put into action; otherwise, I am considering it mere flirtation. Now, if they do it still in the offline world, it is time to walk away from that relationship indeed." Aside from whe

Urinal Vs. Trough
Yado all, it's whiskey and Rant time. The Single urinal vs the trough. Who shall win? This is the shit I think of when I take a piss in the bathroom. On the one hand a trough is bigger and allows for multiple guys, but the urinal has privacy. A trough you ain’t got to worry about flushing but with a urinal, who says you gotta flush? A urinal you some times gotta watch out for that little splash and in a trough you have to watch out for someone elses splash back. You know what, I think next time I’ll walk outside and piss in the gas tank of that guy who just cock blocked me. Zado, and screw that guy.

Tuesday Is Here!
hi everyone... tuesday is here, and i'll have my video endoscopia... if you don't see me around tomorrow it's because maybe i'll be under too much anesthesia... otherwise i'll be here early ;) ahh... and i'm bouncer now ;) hugs ♥

Sexual Hidden Talent
Using your body Your sexual hidden talent is using your body's natural charm and beauty to seduce your partner. You are all about having the perfect body/looking good for your partner - and it does the trick every time. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

What's You Zodiac Sign!
Taurus You are very stubborn, and your withdrawn nature makes you irresistible to hotties. You like sex to be romantic and passionate, and you know just how to make it that way. Your partners cannot resist your spontaneous and gentle nature. Sex matches: Cancer, Virgo, Capricorn Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Tag
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. I can't go to bed at night unless my kitchen is totally clean, if i try to lay down with 1 dirty dish in the sink , it will bug me till i go wash it and put it away..... 2. i brush my teeth in the shower in the mornings, i had a friend think that was odd, i don't think it is... lol 3. i sleep with a stuffed animal that i cuddle up with, :) 4. i suck my thumb, always have, prolly always will... 5. i can't wink both my eyes, only my right one. 6. i can't say the word specific, lol don't laugh Ok, tag, you're it... do it if ya want, i am not taggin anyone

Sexual Zodiac
Pisces You have an awesome imagination, and often put it to use for sexual purposes. You are very romantic and don’t hook-up with random people very often. Because sex to you is about showing your love, you are incredibly romantic in bed, and very giving. You tend be in a serious relationship more often then not. Sex matches: Taurus, Cancer, Scorpio Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Take My Hand
My hand on your arm Drawing you near when needed Yet, steadying you To fly on your own My hand on your shoulder Comforting in times of trouble Supporting you silently When you need to let go My hand on your heart Feeling its beat Strong and steady While you sleep Your hand on my soul Leaving eternal fingerprints That I'll always cherish And never, ever forget

Perfection To Me
You are the sun and I am the moon I revolve around your life I am pulled by the forces inside you I want this moment to stop so that I can absorb your warmth You are the cup and I am the spoon I fall deep inside of you your strength You let me lean against you You cradle me with gentleness and tenderness You are the thunder and I am the lightening You make loud entrancess I flash into the scene with hesitation You entertain yourself You are the wind and I am the rain You howl with blustering gusto I sprinkle bits of moisture I soak the earth with a thin mist You are the wrong and I am the right You dabble in your mistakes I always reach perfection I don't want to make an error in judgement You are the dark and I am the light You hide yourself in black stained nights I reveal myself in bright sun-lit rooms I revel in the sunbeams of spring You are the summer and I am the winter You are beaming from ear-to-ear with a grin I am cold and distant You

Come On Guys Help Me Out :p
Anyone who wants to help me win a contest would be greatly appreciated and rewarded in turn :P I can comment/rate/gift like a mad man if I'm helped to win my first ever contest entry. I'm in a Nature Picture Contest. It can be found here Click Here to Vote!! I took the picture myself at Detroit Dam, smack dab in the middle of Oregon in the Cascade Mountain range. If you help me out, let me know by posting here, in my shoutbox or by just leaving a comment on my page. That way I can be sure to share the love back to ya!

Oh My God
OH MY GOD I had a blast last night. My first ever hip hop show. It was awsome. Monster Maker Tour ~Sharky & C-Rayz Walz with DJ P-NYCE~ I have to say they have a damn good show. After the show I got to go with NoNameProductions back to there Hotel just to chill.I have to say that they were a great group of guys to hang with.You know my eyes have been opened to a new world thanks to NoNameProductions I love you guys...

Tell Me Baby
LASTS Movie watched: wisegirls Person kissed: Tiphany Person hugged: Zachary Phone call: Brad "Love": Brad "Hate": hmm IM: Aaron Place driven: Morhead to take the kids to the dr. Food eaten:lol Sauerkraut Song listened to: no shure Song sang: the wheel on the bus Person to compliment you: Tommy Alcoholic beverage consumed: Rum Drug taken:uh legal or illlegal EXPLAIN Drugs you've taken: pot,coke,crank,acid,pain killers,downers,shrooms, Sex: i love sex woohoo!!! Your boyfriend/Girlfriend: what is there to explain here Your best friend: ok i ask it again Your craziest drunk experience: lol i though i was a frog lol Your favorite thing: computer Your least favorite thing: work Your biggest Fear: my kids being hurt Your favorite item of clothing: no clothes Your mood: sleepy WORD ASSOCIATION: Gun: smoke Love: hate Photo: sexy Movie: tv Green: shit Bed: water Underwear: were? Mom: bitch Dad: gone:(( Beach: sweat Myspace: s

I Was Talking To A Friend
she's married, has a baby, loves her hubby very much. she' cute and little. she's a runner. she's also 26 but looks like she hasn't even graduated highschool. well heres what happened to her. she went to the mall to a play area so her daughter could play with other kids. she had forgotten to put her wedding ring on after putting lotion on her daughter after her bath. she was in a rush to get to the play area. but she feels naked without it. she realizes she forgot it after situation. so anyways there are other parents with their kids at this play area, and while there, a young gentlemen comes up and asks her what time it is. she told him and he says thankyou and goes back by his daughter. about ten or fifteen minutes later, he comes back over and says, excuse me, but i couldn't help noticeing you weren't here with anyone, and wondered if i could keep you company sometime. she looked right at him and said she has a husband. he says oh, sorry about that, it was nice to mee

Rules To Live By
1. In all that you do, consider its benefit or harm to yourself, your children and your people. 2. All that you do will return to you, sooner or later, for good or ill. Thus strive to always do good unto others or at least strive to be just. 3. To thine own self be true. Be honest with yourself and with others. 4. Give your word but sparingly and then move heaven and earth to abide by it once given. 5. To keep ones head is a virtue, the anger of a moment can play havoc for years. 6. Know which battles to fight and which to avoid. Live today to fight tomorrow. 7. Courage and honor endure. Their echoes remain when all else has vanished. 8. Pledge friendship only to those who are worthy. 9. Do your best or do nothing. 10. Love and care for your family always. 11. Laws of the land are to be obeyed so long as they were chosen with wisdom and the good of the people in mind. 12. Your children are the promise of the future. Don't break a promise. 13. Live in harmony as best you can

Ticket Finder And Bed Time
i have been looking for tickets and prices watch was found taste of chaos is gonna cost around 28-30 dollars fallout boy is gonna cost 30 dollars and they go on sale this weekend but i won't be able to get tickets til after christmas and hopefully they won't be sold out til then.. they sale out pretty fast well i'm off here and off to bed goodnight

Starbucks Denies Coffee To Marines
Recently, Marines in Iraq wrote to Starbucks because they wanted to let them know how much they liked their coffees and to request that they send some of it to the troops there. Starbucks replied, telling the Marines- thank you for your support of their business, but that Starbucks does not support the war, nor anyone in it, and that they would not send the troops their brand of coffee. So, as not to offend Starbucks, maybe we should not support them by not buying any of their products! As a war vet writing to fellow patriots, I feel we should get this out. I know this war might not be very popular with some folks, but that doesn't mean we don't support the troops on the ground fighting street-to-street and house-to-house for what they believe is right. If you feel the same as I do then pass this along. Thanks very much for your support. PLEASE DON'T DELETE THIS ... ALLOW IT TO BE PASSED TO ALL IN MEMORY OF ALL THE TROOPS WHO HAVE DIED SO THAT WE MAY HAVE THE RIGHT TO CHOOSE TO

Why Im Called Dopey.
Some Strengths which Dopey may exhibit in a Group Meeting: Dopey is very flexible, has a simple sense of humor which he uses in tense situations. Dopey is good on the physical plane, he like to be active and exercise, work well with his hands and is able to master tools with ease. Dopey is resourceful and take care of the group by neutralizing tension. Dopey is good attention payer. Dopey is very aware of his senses, the way things look, taste, feel, and smell. Dopey is a kind, gentle, and sensitive in his dealings with people. Dopey tends to be an animal lover and appreciate the beauty of nature. Dopey is original and independent in his view of the world. While he come across as being carefree and lighthearted, he actually takes life very seriously, although he is uncomfortable with theorizing. Good at looking for practical applications. Dopeys has no desire to lead or control others, but feels compelled to interact when people he care about may be hurt. Dopey t

Hey Stupid Drivers...
There's alot of things in this world that can get under my skin but I think stupid drivers take the cake. First off, I am a truck driver. So lets start there. Hey, people when you pull onto a road, make certain you are not pulling out in front of a big damn truck. Lets see we weigh in the upwards of anywhere from about 60,000 to 80,000 lbs. We do not stop on a dime. And as much as we would like to put you out of yours and everyone else's misery, we would prefer not running you over and taking your Lincoln town car and making it look like a Yogo. And then there'e the people that have to hurry up to get around you just to make a turn off 20 feet up the road. Man would I just like to drag you by my bumper for a couple of miles. Teenagers. If you want to hot rod around. Find a secluded place to do it. Middle of rush hour traffic and residential areas just don't cut it. Ladies. I know you want to look your best. But trying to do it while driving and using your rear view

*cries*
Ok...so Like i said in my last blog..I need a new thing to connect my digital cam to the puter..I'm looking on bestbuy.com & circuitcity.com and i dont see what i'm looking for...I mean I know I could actually go to the store...but...I hate doing that and going in there looking like a fool!

I'm Sorry
I'm sorry, If my boobs aren't big enough to "satisfy" your needs. I'm sorry, If I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs. I'm sorry, If I'm not pretty enough to be "YOUR GIRL :[". I'm sorry, If I'm not tan enough for you. I'm sorry, If I'm not a playboy model so I can't act like a porn star for you. I'm sorry, If I don't have a dream body that turns you on. I'm sorry. If I'm not tall enough. I'm sorry, If my hair is not long enough. IM SORRY! But most of all... I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are.

Special Thanx
HELLO TO ALL MY CHERRY TAP FRIENDS, WITH CHRISTMAS JUST AROUND THE CORNER I LIKE TO TAKE THE TIME TO WISH YOU ALL A SAFE AND HAPPY HOLIDAY SEASON...ALSO TO SAY I AM SORRY FOR NOT BEING IN AS MUCH AS I USED TO BUT WITH MY DAUGHTERS TRAGEDY AND CHRISTMAS JUST AROUND THE CORNER I HAVE BEEN EXTREMELY BUSY SHOPPIN AND TRYING TO HELP MY DAUGHTERS AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE TRYING TO GET SETTLED INTO THEIR NEW PLACES...ABOVE ALL THAT WE RECIEVED A PHONE CALL TONIGHT TELLING US THAT MY BROTHER IN LAW IS TERMINALLY ILL AND ONLY GIVEN TWO WEEKS TO LIVE, RIGHT AT THIS TIME MY HUSBAND IS VERY UPSET AND NEEDS THE LOVE EVERY LOVING HUSBAND DESERVES..IF I AM NOT IN FOR A FEW DAYS I HOPE YOU ALL WILL FORGIVE & UNDERSTAND WHY , BUT I MAY BE BACK SOONER THAN EXPECTED( I MAY NEED TO COME IN TO VENT)I DO HAVE SOME VERY SPECIAL FRIENDS THAT I KNOW I CAN DEPEND ON HERE AND MOST OF YOU HAVE BEEN SO GREATFUL WITH YOUR SUPPORT... I LIKE TO THANK EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU FOR YOUR KIND WORDS, YOUR LOVING SUPPORT AND

Smile
...................Dopey......................... The seven dwarfs are sitting around the house one day when Sleepy rushes in and says, "Guess what guys, I've won a trip to see the Pope!" Everyone gets all excited and chants, "We finally get to ask him, we finally get to ask him." The next day, they are standing in front of the Pope, Dopey out in front of the other six. All the other six start pushing Dopey and saying, "Go ahead, Dopey ask him, ask him!" The Pope looks at Dopey and asks, "Do you have a question to ask me, young man?" Dopey looks up shyly and says. "Well, yes." The Pope tells him to go ahead and ask. Dopey asks, "Well, do....do they have nuns in Alaska?" The Pope replies, "Well, Yes, I'm sure we have nuns in Alaska." The others all keep nudging Dopey and chanting, "Ask him the rest, Dopey, ask him the rest!" The Pope asks Dopey if there's more to his question, and Dopey continues, "Well, uh, do they have, uh, black nuns in Alaska?" To whic

Neo_paganism - A Video
Don't know if this will work. But the Following is an educational video on Neo-Paganism. I might quibblewitha few fine points butall-in-all it is quite good. Enjoy and plase Share. BB, Eugene

~~the Tradition Continues~~
My Kinda a SANTA!!! Dr Roog When four of Santa's elves got sick, the trainee elves did not produce Toys as fast as the regular ones, and Santa began to feel the Pre-Christmas pressure. Then Mrs. Claus told Santa her Mother was Coming to visit, which stressed Santa even more. When he went to harness the reindeer, he found that three of them were About to give birth and two others had jumped the fence and were out, Heaven knows where. Then when he began to load the sleigh, one of the Floorboards cracked, the toy bag fell to the ground and all the toys Were scattered. So, frustrated, Santa went in the house for a cup of apple cider and a Shot of rum. When he went to the cupboard, he discovered the elves had Drank all the cider and hidden the liquor. In his frustration, he Accidentally dropped the cider jug, and it broke into hundreds of little Glass pieces all over the kitchen floor. He went to get the broom and Found

Coyote
You have a sexual IQ of 144 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Help - Please?!!!!
Does anyone know where I can get the cord that goes from my digital camera to the computer? (the usb cord) My dog chewed mine. And until then - I can't upload anymore pics from my webcam. =( *cries*

Comments
Today I got bitched at by a total stranger, for not commenting on a picture of hers, my answer was I gave you a 10. because your picture was a 10. But your picture did not captivate me. so if you get a comment from me it means your picture or somthing in your layout got my attention. Sorry I did not mean to bitch but it pissed me off,and thought I would share, If you think I am wrong please drop a line or block me or whatever,but that is what I am honest to myself and to you. Mongoose

Respect
How do you define respect? do You find that in todays society we lack a sense of commen respect for others and their feelings? How about someone you care about? Would you say you overlook their feelings since you do care about them , that you think they will forgive you for lacking the respect towards them? Tonight i was faced with this. I feel that i was slapped with a BIG case of disprespect. i feel that what i think or how i feel doesn't matter. Which it does! i value my "time" and my feelings are worth more then how they are being handled. this really pisses me off and i am extremely upset tonight. i treat others with the respect that i want to be treated with. i have nothing to hide and i am not ashamed by anything i do or say in my daily routines. it makes me wonder what this person has to hide or is ashamed by. Seems that i need to rethink my place as a friend to him or how he values having me in his life. all i ask for is honesty , respect and to know what is going on when i

Today:p
hey alll:)how r yas today:)?Wel my day was hell.......3 ppl on today includeing me when there was supose to be 6.....ya and we were packed!and my roomates ex was goin to take his ethernet cord cause i borrowed it but then my other roomate said he needed it so i get to keep it again:D:D:D:D:D:D:D untill tomorrow:(then i wont be on here...untill friday that is:Dso ill talk to u all l8er and happy hollidays:D Boondock Saint

Listener
Well I'm mostly the type of guy that likes to listen to others to learn somethings or maybe try to help out peeps with problems or give advice.So if you need someone to talk to swing by and hollar at me

Now Taking Entries... Best Body Part... Need At Least 10 Men And 10 Women (expired)
Okay, so I'm holding a contest for best body part... and this can include a wide range of things, instead of just one small requirement... can be eyes, lips, chest, abs, ass, anything you'd like to enter, as long as it is not NSFW!!! I'm wanting to start the contest Wednesday night at 8pm and continue it until next Wednesday night, same time... so, start sending in those entries and let's have us some fun!!! Love you all!!! MUAH

Tear Drops..
Tear drops fall to the Bottom Of the page Please keep turning Nothing To see here One more page on It stings What he wrote last page Pages flip and turn The rhythm lost in method Words fly by Still stings What he wrote on that page Still sting Sharp and prodding What he wrote Still remembering Flip those pages Close the cover Close your eyes Still stings Still remembering Still want to forget Turn those pages Let the tears drop Landing on the bottom Of the page Notice the words Remember those words The shattered mirror The tears land On the bottom Of the page Close the book Shut your eyes Wish it all away At the bottom Of the page Land tear-drops Soaking the words Smuging the ink Left forgotten Close your book End the title Move on Donâ€™t forget

Something I Read , Good Laugh
Boudreaux, the cajun fireman came home from work one day and said to his wife, "You know sumpin, we have a wonderful new system at de fire station." Bell 1 rings -- we put on our jackets, Bell 2 rings -- we slide down de pole, Bell 3 rings -- we jump on de ingine and we's ready to go. >From now on, when I says "Bell 1" I want you to strip naked. When I says "Bell 2" you jump on the bed. When I says "Bell tree" we's gonna mek love all tru the night. The next night he came home and yelled "Bell ! 1", his wife stripes down, he yells "Bell 2", she jumps on the bed. Bell 3 and they are off making love, After a few minutes the wife yelled out "BELL 4". What the hell is "Bell 4"? He asked. She replied: " Roll out more hose, you ain't nowhere near de fire."

Fuckin A
gr..... im pissed off... i try to be nice and offer to bring my cousin to see the all american rejects....the concert is on saturday... she was all excited and just suddenly she backed out on me...no reason...