In the begining I was new to it all. I had no idea what I was getting myself into and actually the whole idea was pretty silly to me. Then I started hanging out with them more and more and I realized why they are called a family. They are not your typical family, they dont live together, hell most dont even live in the same state, but that never seemed to matter. They loved each other like brothers and sisters, I knew about their kids, boyfriends, girlfriends, husbands, and wives. They knew more about me then my realy family knew about me. They were my internet family. A group of friends that were always here for each other no matter what happened. Well something happened that we forgot to take into consideration. Time happened. We have real lives, real families, real jobs. We cant spend our days on the computer and stay up all night talking to each other. In the begining all you think about is each other you are so excited and all you want to do is be there to talk to them, afraid you might miss out in something, all while real life is happening all around us and we are letting it pass us by so we can live in a fantasy world. So when do we stop the fantasy and get back to reality? What happens to all the people that you made real connections with, not because of wealth, fame, or looks,but because of who you were(were saying you were)as a person? Do they disappear when the computer turns off? Do you stop worrying about someone? Do you stop loving them? Can you love someone you have never met? Its hard to forget and move on but to some extent we have to. So to those of you that know what I am talking about, I havent forgotten you, I dont think I ever could you all have made your stamp on my heart and helped me become the person I am today. I love you all and in this time of family I wish you the warmest of season greatings.
~Sunflower~
~Karma~
~Leeloo~
Jenn.
