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July,17,2006
I DELETED ALL THE POST FROM YESTERDAY. I SKIPPED AROUND A BIT. HERE IS ALL OF IT.MAYBE SOMEONE SOMEWHERE WILL KNOW SOMETHING ABOUT THIS ILLNESS. THESE ARE POST TAKEN FROM ALAN'S MYSPACE PAGE. ok im not real sure how all of this is going to turn out. im explaining from when alan was born and so on. i had a normal birth with alan, i carried him to full term. he weighed 8 pounds 8 1/2 ounces and was 22 inches long. he was a great baby, hardly cried, ate very well. he was a very happy baby. i never knew anything was wrong with him. when he started walking at around 12 months, he was falling quite a bit. i never thought much of it, nor did the rest of the family. our family is and still is very clusmey, so i took it at that.however it never got any better so i took him to see a doctor that was referred to us by our family doctor. to check out his gait abnormality. his name was Dr. ......... needless to say he was not much help. i took him to find out why our child kept f

Twas The Night Before Christmas Military Style
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS WHO WERE WIL

Looking
well I think I have finally figured out that the person that I want indeed doesn't want me in the same way!!!! it may take me a little longer than some but thats cause I always look past the bad and believe in the best possible outcome..... But with that I am movin on now, buisness it is, but I can't allow myself to ever go there again, I can't let him in again, because HE WILL hurt me again, maybe not meaning to but indeed would..... I am feeling like maybe i will just keep my energy open to all the universe has to offer me and go from there! no more just allowing myself to be used to feel loved! I mean shouldn't I be loved before I allow others to touch me!! I think so but never allowed myself to resist when I truly wanted a person physically then I get all upset and hurt when I fall for them and they don't for me.....What should I expect I mean damn mel. If they like you then they open a door, or take you to a nice restaurant, or rube my feet, or take me to a movie, or d

Me
You scored as Mermaid. Mermaid: Mermaids are also known as Sirens. These creatures were beautiful women who tricked sailors into becoming completely entranced by their haunting voices and found death soon after. Not all stories of Mermaids are about gentle loving sea people. They are mystical, magical, and extremely dangerous. They have a way about them that brings anyone they are around to seem enchanted. They are very mysterious creatures and to meet one... Would mean certain Death. Let the song of the Sea fill your soul, for you are a Mermaid.Mermaid100%Faerie92%Angel83%Dragon50%WereWolf42%Demon25%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

Horoscopes
VIRGO: This is the MOST confused sign on the planet. This sign is pretty realistic: No Frills. They love to fuck in showers not because it's kinky...but because of hygenic reasons...they are big into sanitary issues. Every Virgo I have ever met has issues...always going back to hygiene. They have to arrange time in their busy scheduals to have sex...But when a reservation is made...You had better be there on time, if not a little early. With flowers. And Clean. Virgos want to make their partner happy. That's it. USUALLY. You will always get a freaky Virgo. Even so, they will TRY to get YOU to cum. And if they can't make you cum, they will buy someone or something that will.they love to make their partner happy. Yes you read that right. They LIVE to masturbate...whether its you rubbing them, them rubbing you...them rubbing against your fox fur coat...whatever! they are very sexual people. usually always horny.!!!Some Virgos WANT to be punished. They will do naughty things to be caug

The Real Me
You scored as WereWolf. WereWolf: Craving rare Meat, feeling caged, aggitated by being around people. Unable to control one's anger or temper. The person will give off symptoms of the shift. They will seem more hostile, blood thirsty, aggitated. They may even growl, bare their teeth or other animal like tendencies. In rare cases, some will physically change. Facial hair will grow thicker or darker, nails will become longer, canine's will seem longer. Embrace your wild side, for you are The Misunderstood WereWolf.WereWolf100%Angel100%Faerie100%Demon100%Dragon58%Mermaid50%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

A Christmas Story
Three men died on Christmas Eve and were met by Saint Peter at the pearly gates. "In honor of this holy season" Saint Peter said, "You must each possess something that symbolizes Christmas to get into heaven." The first man fumbled through his pockets and pulled out a lighter. He flicked it on. "It represents a candle", he said. "You may pass through the pearly gates" Saint Peter said. The second man reached into his pocket and pulled out a set of keys. He shook them and said, "They're bells." Saint Peter said "You may pass through the pearly gates". The third man started searching desperately through his pockets and finally pulled out a pair of women's panties. St. Peter looked at the man with a raised eyebrow and asked, "And just what do those symbolize?" The man replied, "These are Carols."

December 11, 2006
This site rocks! I want to wish everyone a merry christmas, happy hanukkah (sp), happy new year! Thank you all sooo much for the love shown, for being fans, for the gifts, picture ratings! You guys are awesome! God bless! Debbie P.S. Stop by and say hi! Keep showing the love!

Christmas Memories- A Christmas Story
Waiting to see Santa- sure I wasn't a 50's baby , but I remember it wasn't so different than this growing up. Until these days. Mother can't just leave their kids standing in a line because of "stranger theiving". Instead kids bare brutal witness to Mothers at war with eachother in toy isles. {laughs} Though watching this brings back so many memories of this movie "A Christmas Story" This was THE Christmas movie. I think it still is to this day. mums still don't buy kids that bb gun (typically) unless they give the warning you becareful, or you'll shoot your eye out. So many great memories. The Pink bunny costume.. {lol} how many of us still have crazy aunts that give you crap like that.. that is when you just have to assure yourself (or your kids) that its the thought that counts anyway. {giggles} Kids do the meanest things. I have to admit- I did try this when I was little. who didn't I mean who didnt want to try it even more AFTER seeing this submlinial idea ins

Hella Long Survey Bout Me :)
Ultimate Survey (377 questions long) time started: 1:48 pm full name: tiffany renee' gulley nickname(s): Tiffers, Tiff, Timmy, Boobies McGee, Double D McGee, Titties McGee...shall I go on? LOL birthday: Nov. 17 1980 where were you born: the Head, ky zodiac sign: im a scorpio height: 5'3" weight: ummm nice try hair color: blonde eye color: green shoe size: 8 1/2 ring size: honestly, idk skin type: iz be white blood type: O pos grade: a/b's GPA: 3.5 siblings: 6 brothers 2 sisters tattoos: 0 piercings: ears hobbies: internet, music, umm these surveys!! LOL favorite color: blue food: polo bandido candy: 5th avenue type of cheese: american pizza topping: pepperoni salad dressing: ranch sandwich: depends on what i'm in the mood for cereal: captain crunch fruit: watermelon vegetable: carrots berry: strawberry cake: better than sex cake...yum!!!!!! book: child called it movie: dirty dancing magazine: none really newspaper: Herald Leader I guess tv

When Did I Fall Apart?
I'm not one for physical pain, and I'm sick to damn death of emotional pain! If I had any fucking guts, I'd down my sleeping pills, all of them and down this bottle of rum. I take that back, I do have guts. It takes guts to go on and deal with the shit that I do. I'm sick of people walking over me and thinking I am so insignificant that they can hurt me time and time again. I'm bent to the point of being broken. I don't have it in myself to do what I want, because for one, I do care how others feel and I do care about those who would be hurt if I did leave them here. But seriously.. how much can one person take? How much does it take to finally say "Enough"? My best bet is to rebuild the wall I tried so hard to tear down. That way, no one gets in and I don't expect shit from anyone. The only person I'd ever have to count on is myself. Bring on the bricks and let the building begin.

I Love My Bf But He Hates Me
i have a bf i trying to vist him around x mas but i dont think he wants me any more he dont talk about me dont like talking to me i am hopeing he still loves me but i dont think he does fine all day and now he wont text me back i think i am ready to give up i just want love but no one can give it to me intill he wants me i be sad i would do any thing for him but i dont think he cares but any ways how is your fuckin day mine was great i love him and i dont think he say that and he has he single need a girl and shit i think i should give up what happen to the nice juggalo that i meet that loves me he went bye bye i want him back but what ever he lives in a diff state and i trying to go to his maybe i should give up i am going cuz my heart is hurting cuz i love him and he dont love me what ever intill i know he reallly loves me or answer i guess i am single cuz y stay if he wont talk i love him but what ever justin i love u get that throught your head plz

Survey...please Take And Repost...its Fun!
Sixty-Nine Odd QuestionsAre your parents married or divorced?:divorced Are you a vegetarian?:no Do you believe in Heaven?:no Have you ever come close to dying?:yes What jewelry do you wear 24/7?:peircings Are you eating?:no, im trying to quit Do you eat the stems of broccoli:if i want gas Do you wear makeup?:sometimes, not that i need it Would you ever have plastic surgery?:no, why? What do you wear to bed?:when i want you to know, i will show you! Have you ever done anything illegal?:yes Can you roll your tounge?:no, damn Do You have a boyfriend or girlfriend?:yes, boyfriend Do you believe in Abortions?:not necc, freedom to choose What is your Hair color?:blk/red Future child's name, boy and girl?:julian Do you smoke?:yes If you could go anywhere in the world where would it be?:the orient Do you sleep with stuffed animals?:yes If you won the lottery, what would you do first?:pay off my debts! Gold or silver?:silver Hamburger or hot dog?:neither If you could only eat one food for the

What Mythology Creature Am I!?
You scored as Dragon. Dragon: Now talk about a legend. These magnificent creatures are of many species. Some can be as large as the Earth itself, while others are as small as a mouse. One image that comes to everyone's mind is the large, fire breathing Dragons that loathed humans and loved to sleep on massive piles of gold. Not all dragons have a bad reputation. Most dragons are very wise, caring, and protective. It would make a person very lucky indeed to meet a dragon. Especially if they walked away untouched. I admire your wisdom, for you are the Ancient Dragon.Angel100%Mermaid100%Dragon100%WereWolf67%Faerie58%Demon17%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

Why?
why? why is it hard for me 2 look into your eyes? and tell u all the feelings that i have for u inside why do i walk away every time i see you is it becuz i want to be with you why is it hard for me to say what i feel is it becuz my love for you is so real and true why do i saty uo late everynight is it becuz i got you on my mind all the time why do i tell people i love you but i cant tell you WHY?

Closer To You
How we long for nights like these Where time seems to freeze In the chilly midnight air And we have nothing to do But hold each other tight In a warm, tender embrace But as I strain to pull you closer Close enough to feel your heartbeat Pounding in my hands I see that no words are worthy Of how I feel right now And close to you Is never close enough

Scientist Examines City Squirrels' Lives
By DON BABWIN, Associated Press Writer Mon Dec 11, 3:28 AM ET CHICAGO - Squirrels hit the genetic lottery with their chubby cheeks and bushy tails. It's hard to imagine picnickers tossing peanuts and cookies at the rodents if they looked like rats. ADVERTISEMENT But good looks alone don't get you through Chicago winters. Nor do they help negotiate a treacherous landscape of hungry cats, cars and metal traps. So how do they do it? And why do they search, huddle, dart, and sometimes forget where they hid their nuts? Joel Brown aims to find out. "We're trying to get a glimpse of what your life is like if you are a city squirrel," said Brown, a biologist at the University of Illinois-Chicago. He and a team of students will trap squirrels in Chicago and its suburbs this winter, taking skin samples for DNA analysis. They'll strap collars on them and watch what they do. And they'll attach threads to acorns and hazelnuts, then see where the squirrels take

On The Corner
If you go down to the corner of Kings and Queens you'll find the classiest shops and countless boutiques selling priceless antiques But somewhere amongst the glitter and fashion you'll find a red-capped wanderer that loves laughing at the rain If you go down to the corner of Kings and Queens you'll find department stores and the endless wails behind the going-out-of-business sales But somewhere amongst all of the fear and the change you'll find a red-capped wanderer who loves laughing at the rain Now if you go down to the corner of Kings and Queens you'll find buildings for sale and the women so destitute that they've become prostitutes But somewhere among all of the sex and the violence You'll find a red-capped wandered who still loves laughing at the rain

Paper
Paper I wrote for political science — Sunday, December 10, 2006 I forgot some things, and it's not totally clear, but I got a 33.5 our of 40 Full faith and credit shall be given in each state to the public acts, records, and judicial proceedings of every other state. And the Congress may by general laws prescribe the manner in which such acts, records, and proceedings shall be proved, and the effect thereof. DOMA, the Defense of Marriage Act, is unconstitutional due to the full faith and credit clause. Some people will claim that the full faith and credit clause doesn’t hold up due to the exclusionary rule that is usually acknowledged. The exclusionary rule allows states to make some exceptions when it comes to giving full faith and credit to other state’s laws and documents. Various people will claim that states have the right to choose what marriages they give credit to because of that rule. Their reasons for the exceptions are that it violates their state polici

Christmas, Pagans And Religious Divergence
America prides itself in allowing, even demanding, freedom of religion — until that religion doesn’t feel like a religion. Neo-pagan Wiccas, for example. But the Christmas celebration is wrapped in pagan symbolism. So where does that leave us? Happy holidays! Have I just offended you? If you are a member of the American Family Association, the Catholic League for Religious and Civil Rights or the Committee to Save Merry Christmas, I probably have. For the second year in a row, conservative Christian groups have threatened boycotts of big-box and department stores whose advertisements for "holiday trees" and whose hearty if non-specific holiday well-wishes reflect, these groups say, an "anti-Christian and anti-Christmas bias." Opponents of generic holiday greetings also suspect that there is something un-American about them. As Alderman Thurston Hanson of Monroe, Wis., objected, when he recently voted against a City Council motion to grant the Chamber of Commerce a permit for a

Just Words
I searched among the card displays, To see if I could find, A little something that would say Just what was on my mind. However there was not a one, That captured it just right, For no one else can understand Just what I'd like to write. I even find it difficult To try to write it down, For how do I portray to you, The love that I have known? I close my eyes and what I see, Is someone I adore; A person who is beautiful, Right down into their soul. Mere words cannot describe The many qualities you show, The love and caring nature that You share with those who know. Your kind and gentle temperament, Your sweet angelic smile, Your softly spoken sentiments, That reach across the miles. Your smile and laugh that sparkle with The softness of your sighs, The way your face lights up a room ... That twinkle in your eye. The loving gestures through the years, That quickly come to mind, For always you've a gentle word To calm and soothe I find. I st

Lost And Confused
Ok,so I was talkin to my bf earlier,n we had a discussion about what I consider cheating! He said he wouldn't mind if I was to sleep with someone else cause he likes watching,so I said "you know how I feel about the whole cheating thing n it is cheating even if you are there n watching......guess you chose the wrong gf or somethin *shrugs*: n his response was "yeah I guess I did lol" then he signed out! He likes to joke alot,n say shit that makes me wonder till I talk to him again! So idk if I should take this as a hint,or wait it out and see what he says when I talk to him again! I am really confused and hurt by this! ADVICE PLEASE! Much love and thanks! Mandy

Cherrytap Marriage Certificate
I have been getting a lot of requests for the CT Marriage Certificate. CT marriages have always been a member inspired tradition here on the TAP. There is no official CT marriage certificate, but this one seems to be the one that most people use. If you see any others floating around, please send them my way, and I will post in this blog.

Words
Words with double meaning -- by Gender. . 1. THINGY (thing-ee) n. Female...... Any part under a car's hood. Male..... The strap fastener on a woman's bra. . 2. VULNERABLE (vul-ne-ra-bel) adj. Female.... Fully opening up one's self emotionally to another. Male.... Playing football without a cup. . 3. COMMUNICATION (ko-myoo-ni-kay-shon) n. Female... The open sharing of thoughts and feelings with one's partner. Male... Leaving a note before taking off on a fishing trip with the boys. . 4. COMMITMENT (ko-mit-ment) n. Female.... A desire to get married and raise a family. Male...... Trying not to hit on other women while out with this one. . 5. ENTERTAINMENT (en-ter-tayn-ment) n. Female.... A good movie, concert, play or book. Male...... Anything that can be done while drinking beer. . 6. FLATULENCE (flach-u-lens) n. Female.... An embarrassing byproduct of indigestion. Male...... A source of entertainment, self-__expression, m

Back At Home
Alright, so I just returned back from my weekend trip to visit some out of town friends. It was good times seeing a lot of them again and getting trashed and doing some of the stupid shit we used to do when we were still in high school. I know I said I would take pics of stuff but we just all kinda forgot about it so I apologize. I did meet some new people like one of my Marine buddie's girlfriend or maybe it was his ex-girlfriend (I don't really know nor do I care) but what I do know is that she was fucking annoying as piss and all I did was just talk bad to her the whole night and she was so annihilated drunk that she never once caught on to what I was saying, then came about 3 rounds of drunken heavy metal karaoke in which case I pushed my voice fucking hard and it hurt a little bit the next day but all is well with it now. I'm sure there is more I could go into detail about but those things are more of a "you had to be there to understand it"

What Kind Of Hippie Are You?
My score on The what kind of hippie are you Test: Full-blown Hippie(You are 59% experimental, 59% feral, 72% spiritual, and 0% square!)Wow, man! You're the real deal, a full-blown hippie in every way. You strive to expand your mind with spirituality, mind altering substances, and alternative ways of living. The hippie world needs you because you represent the quintessential hippie. By being the stereotypical explorer of your self, you allow them to explore their own hippie natures. If you believe that opposites attract, you probably find yourself around &Alternates. If you are more inclined to enjoy the company of those with similar attitudes, then other Full-blown hippies, as well as the &Neopagan, &Mystic, and &Feral are for you. The other categories are &Faerie-child, &Treehugger, &Raver and of course, the &Non-hippie Link: The what kind of hippie are you Test (OkCupid Free Online Dating)

Help Out A Friend
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Her Friend
It was at random that we met, A chance that not many get. When I heard the "Uh Oh", How was I to know! That you would turn out to be my special friend, Someone who could be there, Until the end. No matter how I feel or what I do, I know, in my heart, That I can count on you. I've never seen you, Heard you, or touched you. Those kind of chances are very few. To meet someone from far away, Never knowing if they're here to stay, Not knowing if what they say is true, Of what they're doing and telling you. So far away, but yet so near, The "not knowing" is the fear. Is it truth, or is it lies? Will a heart grow, or will it die? Either way, the bonds of Friendship's strings are tied. One's needs are met, Some with regret. Some with hope, Some with pain. But still, the answer is plain. If we hadn't met, On that very day, Things would be different In every way. The emptiness may be filled, A life may start to rebuild. A heart may be broken, Or ma

Bing Crosby
White Christmas- Movie trailer Ever since the first time I ever saw the movie White Christmas when I must have been 5 years old or so I've had a deep seeded innate love for Bing Crosby. Sure at that age I didnt know how long ago the movie was made or that I would never meet him or for that matter he was already dead. But wow.. did I love Bing- and do to this day. That movie I have to say is probably what made me eventually go into Dance as a major in college next to theatre.. so much love for White Christmas, Bing, Rosemary Clooney, Danny Kaye & Vera Ellen. Since Ive grown up I think Bing is the epidimy of sexiness in a man. I have no idea why - but his voice his talents his charisma charm and humanatarianism; laughter- thats the top of my personal pyramid. Bing Crosby - sings Moonlight Becomes You Bowie vs. Crosby - Little Drummer Boy Bing Crosby - sings White Christmas with Marjorie Reynolds

Will Rogers
, who died in a plane crash with Wylie Post in 1935, was probably the greatest political sage this country has ever known. Enjoy the following: 1. Never slap a man who's chewing tobacco. 2. Never kick a cow chip on a hot day. 3. There are 2 theories to arguing with a woman...neither works. 4. Never miss a good chance to shut up. 5. Always drink upstream from the herd. 6. If you find yourself in a hole, stop digging. 7. The quickest way to double your money is to fold it and put it back in your pocket. 8. There are three kinds of men: The ones that learn by reading. The few who learn by observation. The rest of them have to pee on the electric fence and find out for themselves. 9. Good judgment comes from experience, and a lot of that comes from bad judgment. 10. If you're riding' ahead of the herd, take a look back every now and then to make sure it's still there. 11. Lettin' the cat outta the bag is a whole lot easier'n puttin'

President Bush And The Pope
Sample of my nesletter - Sign up its free got to http://www.drturi.com/news/ 1/2006 Dear Readers What really amazes me in when a nation make assumptions about people (or President) or any situation and have NO clue what the real reason is. Once more realize that because you do not agree with a person (a President) or understand a situation one should NEVE assume. Pretty much like when a natural disaster takes place and kills thousands of innocent people. The majority of the uneducated mass will classify it, as "an act of God" while an infantile science will try hard to make sense of what just took place. Rest assured that without a single clue of the working of the universal mind our scientists and "normal" people are simply CLUELESS! The rule is as always the same "One can only relate to me (and my wisdom) because of One's education, experiences and UCI" but what does it all mean? Those born with both an inner induced fears (religious lunatics) or an over develo

Its Monday Dragging Ass Monday... Lol ......joking Have A Great One.. And A Good Week.
I WANT TO THANK ALL MY FRIENDS NEW AND OLD ITS BEEN WONDERFUL HERE AT CT... I AM AN ARTIST HERE ON MIAMI BEACH FLA... AS SOME PEOPLE MAY KNOW ALREADY AND VIEWED SOME OF MY ART... I AM ON THE PC ALL THE TIME............... I VERY RARELY EVEN SHUT IT DOWN.... WILL ANSWER ALL MESSAGES FROM EVERYONE... YOU WILL GET A RESPONSE .... AND AGAIN HAPPY HOLIDAYS TO EACH AND EVERY PERSON OUT THERE....... AND HAPPY NEW YEARS TOO..... THANKS AGAIN ALL MY CHERRY PEEPS .......MORE PHOTOS TO BE DOWNLOADED TODAY .... SOME RISKY BUSSINESS AND WELL WISHES AND CARDS ETC ETC.......LATER ALL PEACE AND LOV" TIMOTHY

Im A Complete Idiot..lol
i forgot the link to his profile..haha.. here ya go..... crazysanta (Happy Birthday to me)@ CherryTAP there go go go..lol Hey all its Daves Birthday Today...go bomb the shit out of his page Rate his pics, add him rate him.. Help make this day a special one for him :)

Mondays
Ok so do Mondays suck for everyone? Well I am home thats a good thing. However sick as a dog. That of course hasnt stopped me from showing the Cherry Luv!! I have had so much fun here in the last day. Now to figure out how to make my profile a bit better. Anyone know how to add a webstream to the page??? Together with my partner in crime we run 2 webstreams 24/7.

Quit Crying About Nsfw!
Cherries: I get daily emails from people crying about our NSFW policy. Most of the time, I go to the page and their is NO salute and a bunch of photos that any one with half a brain would flag NSFW. We respect everyone's freedom of expression here, and we do NOT like to delete people. However, we do have boundaries and will take action when necessary. Please read the following information about NSFW material on CherryTAP. 1. CherryTAP is not an amateur porn site. Please flag ALL NSFW content. Read our welcome message and our Terms of Service. It clearly states that we will delete you if you upload NSFW content to public areas (Photos, Mumms, Blogs, Stash, Comments, Bulletins, etc.) 2. If we find an excessive amount of NSFW photos of yours showing up in our mod queue that you purposely did not flag, your account will be DELETED. Read our Terms of Service. If you have been here longer than a month, you should know the drill. We do not want to babysit people. 3. If you throw

Knock Me Out
i've had one hour of sleep all night...it's now 10:30 in the morning... someone, please come bop me over the head so i can sleep!! sorry it's been awhile, i got rather sick, had to go see a doctor, still on meds, all that fun shit. i am feeling better now though :) took a few pics here and there, i'll post more when i'm not all groggy... "I'm a lumberjack, and I'm okay. I sleep all night and I work all day." *update* 2:46 and still no sleep!!! yay!!! kill me.

Learn To Speak Chinese In 5 Minutes
(Important: Read Out Loud) English Phrase / Chinese Translation 1. "That's not right"............... Sum Ting Wong 2. "Are you harboring a fugitive?".. Hu Yu Hai Ding 3. "See me ASAP".................... Kum Hia Nao 4. "There goes Stupid Man".......... Dum Dum Wa King 5. "Small Horse".................... Tai Ni Po Ni 6. "Did you go to the beach?"....... Wai Yu So Tan 7. "I bumped into a coffee table"... Ai Bang Mai Ni 8. "I think you need a face lift"... Chin Tu Fat 9. "It's very dark in here"......... Wao So Dim 10. "I thought you were on a diet".. Wai Yu Mun Ching 11. "This is a tow away zone"....... No Pah King 12. "Our meeting is next week"...... Wai Yu Kum Nao 13. "Staying out of sight!"......... Lei Ying Lo 14. "He's cleaning his automobile".. Wa Shing Ka 15. "Your body odor is offensive"... Yu Stin Ki Pu 16. "Great"......................... Su Pah

Kung-fu Lessons
IM GOING WITH A BUDDY FOR THIS !! THE WAY TO MOVE UP IS TO BEAT A PERSON OF A HIGHER RANK (BELT) ON THE MAT IN FRONT OF A AUDIANCE OR A JUDGE !! Academy Of Kempo Martial Arts Will Give You Results No GYM, Video, Or Book Can Even Come Close To. Kung-fu is an art that entails not only self defense skills or getting in shape but also teaches about the mind, body and spirit and how one can grow in all aspects of life. We follow the Shaolin tradition. The techniques, skills, and philosophies have been training people for over 1500 years. You will be able to grow stronger physically, mentally, and spiritually fast than any GYM, video, or book could ever do. At Academy Of Kempo Martial Arts you will be taught privately, that’s one on one with a professional full time instructor whose job it is to get you exactly the results you’re looking for. By learning in a private lesson you have a far less chance of getting injured by someone who is out of control. This method also acceler

Deleteing Deadwood
ok now i am starting to delete people from my friends list. if i haven't talked to you, well odds are you are going to get deleted. if i delete you and you want back on or want to avoid being deleted. make sure i am more than a number to you. This way I can be a friend to my friends. I wont treat them like numbers and I don't want to be treated like one either. My fan's list will go after that.

Help Navigating Around Cherry Tap
Hey Gang, I'm still working things out. Please Be patient with me but check out my recent blog here: http://blog.360.yahoo.com/blog-6gzEcOoyabN3w39AN_akmMsG I'll be looking for your expert help so please give me some pointers.

Because I Can!!!
I am still new to this site.... as you can see... being my status is still... um.. well... Roadkill.... cute though... I must admit. So far in this place its been kinda fun. But okay... now for the actual blog part I guess huh... If you have a mother in law.. then you KNOW how my weekend went... So I dont think I need to reminisce on that one.... Especially if yours is as bad as mine. Hubby is practically an only child.. so you can see where this is going with mams lil boy....Its kinda funny though.... because I have him and she is having to cut the apron strings... Shes trying so hard to hold on too.. it would be easier to let her around more often if she wasnt such a bitch. Things have to go her way. I could understand if we were at HER house.. but im sorry.. in MY house... Things go MY way... lol. I cant stand the woman.. and shes planning on living with us after the holidays.... what fun that will be... But being the nice person that I am... I cant just kick her out on the street w

Just What Does Christmas Mean
What do you want for Christmas What did I hear you say You wish that it would disappear Just go and stay away There are so many hearts Who break this time of year They just don't feel the spirit And they sure don't feel the cheer There are as many reasons As there are hearts, I'm sure Don't try to judge another For you don't know where they were Perhaps it is bad memories Of some time way back when And when they lost that feeling They've not found it again Perhaps it is because they feel They are alone and no one cares Don't judge another for you Are not/nor have you been there It's easy to love Christmas When your heart is full of love You feel all of the tenderness And the joy from up above You love to buy the presents And the tree is just a joy But for some there is no tree For some children - there's no toy Try to understand that We just all don't feel the same Perhaps it's other's know not Even that was when Jesus came They have not

Today Was A Good Day!
Ok so i just got back from the local store,i went for some cheese and movies,lol.My mind kept telling me to get a lottery ticket so i did.I won $5 bucks!!I was so happy..lol.Yes things like that amuse me.Then i went to get the movies and i got one Free!I rented the new "Pirates of the Caribbean 2" & some other movie which i can't remember the name lol..all that is important is that i get to see "Johnny Depp"*blush*!!That was the highlight of my day.

Toughts
Everyday is a New day and Everyday that Passes on Is the Same. No one Care about Nobody and Hipocrits and Selfishness Winning the Battle. Im not Saing i dont have True Friends ido in mather of fact they make me very Happy!!! Im Saying Theres alot of People Corrupting this World with' Lies and too manny people Carying about Material Such as;Money,Looks and everything they desire Making other People Suffer by making them Belief that they are loved. No to mention i have like 100 friends here and only like 12 or 11 are real people that i talk to others are just there cause im a number in their page so they can tell their friends they know that manny friends. i met alot of cool people here such as '' Kira'' she is a wonderfull girl who is friends with Everyone thats what a great person is about. We cant fix Everyone but if people Started to see that material is destroying this world and friendships are being broken because of it maybe we wouldnt have so manny suffering in the worl

My Life Is So Fucked Up
Things in my life are so fucked up right now. I can't figure out what to do and what is the right thing to do. The guy i've been with off n on for 8 yrs had been telling me for about a month or so that he felt like he wasn't in love with me anymore and that he didn't wanna be with me and after Christmas was going to leave....it was very very hard for me to accept until i met someone else whom i wanted to be friends with n if things came of it it did and if not at least i had a friend but being around this other person made me realize i deserved better then what i was going thru and i had finally made myself see that and that if my current bf wanted to leave me and he wasnt' happy with me that i was just going to let him go. Well soon after i realized all this and was finally ready to let him go he changes and is all lovey dovey and wanting to be around me n spend time with me n all that crap....when i ask him about things he says he's not sure what he wants n doesn't know if his fe

That Special Something
That Special Something Some people have a special way, Of bringing out the best in you. By their caring and the interest, That they take in all you do. Somepeople make you comfortable, Right from the very start. With their smiles and love for life, Comes with a tender and caring heart. Some people have a special gift, That can make you want to smile. With their tender and caring ways, Will spend time with you for awhile. Some people are so special, That whenever they are around. It seems the world is full of joy, In a special friend this is found.

What Type Of Living Dead Doll Are You?
You scored as Sybil. Congradulations! You are a mental patient! I hope you are a happy little mental patient. You look cute in that straight jacket. No, really!Sybil83%Inferno78%Lilith59%Deadbra Ann53%Bride of Valentine53%Lizzie Borden50%Lottie47%Posey47%Sheena39%Sadie39%Kitty39%Sin

Lawyer From New York
A New York lawyer runs a stop sign and gets pulled over by a Texas sheriff's deputy.? He thinks that he is smarter than the deputy because he is a lawyer from New York and is certain that he has a better education than any cop from San Antonio, Texas. He decides to prove this to himself and have some fun at the Texas deputy's expense. The deputy says," License and registration, please." "What for?" says the lawyer. The deputy says, "You didn't come to a complete stop at the stop sign." Then the lawyer says, "I slowed down, and no one was coming." "You still didn't come to a complete stop." Says the deputy. "License and registration, please." The lawyer says, "What's the difference?" The difference is you have to come to complete stop, that's the law. License and registration, please!" the Deputy says. Lawyer s ays, "If you can show me the legal difference between slow down and stop, I'll give you my license and registration, and y

Today In History December 11th
1282 - Llywelyn ap Gruffydd, the last independent Prince of Wales to rule in Wales, was killed in an ambush. 1602 - Geneva successfully repelled a late night attack by the combined forces of Duke Charles Emmanuel of Savoy and King Philip III of Spain (pictured), an event commemorated annually during the Fête de l'Escalade. 1931 - The Statute of Westminster gave complete legislative independence to the Irish Free State, Newfoundland, Canada, New Zealand, Australia and South Africa. 1946 - The United Nations Children's Fund (UNICEF) was established. 1981 - About 900 civilians in El Salvador were killed in the El Mozote massacre. p.s. today is also my daddy's birthday!

A Christmas Story
'Twas the night before Christmas--Old Santa was pissed. He cussed out the elves and threw down his list. Miserable little brats, ungrateful little jerks. I have a good mind to scrap the whole works! I've busted my ass for damn near a year, Instead of "Thanks Santa"--what do I hear? The old lady bitches cause I work late at night. The elves want more money--The reindeer all fight. Rudolph got drunk and goosed all the maids. Donner is pregnant and Vixen has AIDS. And just when I thought that things would get better Those assholes from the IRS sent me a letter, They say I owe taxes--if that ain't damn funny Who the hell ever sent Santa Claus any money? And the kids these days--they all are the pits They want the impossible--Those mean little shits I spent a whole year making wagons and sleds Assembling dolls...Their arms, legs and heads I made a ton of yo yo's--No request for them, They want computers and robots...they think - I'm IBM! Flying thr

Blonde Joke
Two blondes living in Oklahoma were sitting on a bench talking, and one blonde says to the other, "Which do you think is farther away... Florida or the moon?" The other blonde turns and says "Helloooooooooo, can you see Florida?????" CAR TROUBLE A blonde pushes her BMW into a gas station. She tells the mechanic it died. After he works on it for a few minutes, it is idling smoothly. She says, "What's the story?" He replies, "Just crap in the carburetor" She asks, "How often do I have to do that?" SPEEDING TICKET A police officer stops a blonde for speeding and asks her very nicely if he could see her license. She replied in a huff, "I wish you guys would get your act together. Just yesterday you take away my license and then today you expect me to show it to you!" RIVER WALK There's this blonde out for a walk. She comes to a river and sees another blonde on the opposite bank. "Yoo-

Letter From Mom
>Letter from Mom > > >Dearest Redneck Son, >I'm writing this slow because I know you can't >read fast. We don't live where we did when you >left home. Your dad read in the newspaper that >most accidents happen within 20 miles of your >home, so we moved. I won't be able to send >you the address because the last West >Virginia family that lived here took the house >numbers when they moved so they wouldn't >have to change their address. > >This place is really nice. It even has a washing >machine. I'm not sure about it. I put a load of >clothes in and pulled the chain. We haven't >seen them since. >The weather isn't bad here. It only rained twice >last week; the first time for three days and the >second time for four days. >About that coat you wanted me to send; your >Uncle Billy Bob said it would be too heavy to >send in the mail with the buttons on, so we cut >them off and put them in the pockets. >Bubba locked his keys in the car yester

Character's In T.v. And Movies Named Jack
Show Name actor 1. 24 Jack Bauer Kiefer Sutherrland 2. Law & Order Jack McCoy Sam Waterson 3.Without a Trace Jack Malone Anthony Lapaglia 4.Alis Jack Bristow Victor Garber 5.Clear & Present Danger : Jack Ryan Harrison Ford 6.Patriot Games Jack Ryan Harrison Ford 7.Firewall Jack Stanfield Harrison Ford 8.Working Girl Jack Trainer Harrison Ford 9.L.A. Confidential : Det. Sgt. Jack Vincennes Kevin Spacey 10.The District Chief Jack Mannion : Craig T. Nelson how many more can you add to the list

Understanding
Just when you think you have all under control it seems to change in the blink of an eye. Friends can sometimes pull you through a hard time and yet other times they can't. From here on out I will not use the term "friend" loosely. It will be hard to befriend someone over the internet again. Not being able to see someone in person has really over shadowed my ablity to determine who is honest and a trustworthy verses who is just a person. To believe that trusting someone is to be earned and that takes a time whether short or long. I have truly found few who deserve and understand the true meaning of the word. Those who have are still my friend after years of trial and error. That is where forgiveness prevails. I have a lot of forgiveness and understanding. Over the years I have also learned to put aside pride and admit when I have been wrong or stepped out of line. I want to apologize to those few friends that I have if there has been a chance I have put you in a position that

Classic Beauty Contest Prizes (deadline This Wednesday)
First Place: Diamond Ring, Diamond Earings,Dozen Roses, And A Romantic Dinner Second Place: Diamond Ring, And A Dozen Roses Third Place: Diamond Earings, And A dozen roses Keep voting for your favorites!!! ********************************************************** My friend Big Daddy T@ CherryTAP has initiated a CLASSIC BEAUTY CONTEST from Noon (EST) Wednesday, December 6th, 2006, until Noon (EST) a week from now on December 13th, 2006. That was something that my now deceased husband always told me that I was -- besides being his rennaissance woman. :) Today, he listed out the prizes above as a reminder for the incentives. Certainly would be nice to get one of those prizes!!! :D Please stop by and post some comments on my behalf at Click here to go to the contest! The most comments win.... Thanks, in advance... Kat Your Smiling Face (Live) Video - James Taylor lyricsJames Taylor Music Video CodesMusic Video Codes by VideoCureMyspace Layouts

American Dream
never seems the same were torturing the american dream strugglin again falling apart at the seams you know what it is i see remember when you lose sight of me I can feel it when youre near trembling inside with fear cry out in the night memories of you in sight always seems the same forced to live your american dream always feel the shame deep inside I hear the screams

This Is How I Want My Pussy Licked!!!
95% of females can't cum from sex UNLESS we're on top...and we're on top why? Duh so we can stimulate our clit...by doin' our lil "snake charm" grindin' grabbin onto the males pelvic bones...which we all know does nothing for the guys...so the point is...EAT OUR PUSSY FIRST...make us cum a few times...numb us up then hammer away or soft and slow with alot of vaginal teasing with your magic stick to build it all up in the end however you like. Now once you're in between our legs...don't just fuckin' dive in there like a bum at a Thanksgiving charity dinner...take your fuckin time. We all know pussy is nearly irresistable...but don't act like that way. Lick our inner thighs, kiss them...kiss around our pussy lips...kiss the lips etc. finally once you've got your tongue on our clit...this is what to do...(you can use your hands to spread our lips apart if you want...it's all about preference...but for future info it's easier to make us cum w/our lips spread. So you have easier acces

Chapter 1
December 11th, 1999 Florence, Italy Living as a bachelor, in a two hundred year old Victorian house, Antonio Naccaratto was an ordinary John Doe working as a CEO in the corporate world. But what he didn’t know was that he was a puppet in this world…a lost soul being toyed with. Antonio has no clue that his life is about to change forever… As he walked along the dark streets of Italy, shadows crossed his path, he felt as though he was being watched. Moving faster, he would look over his shoulder to see nothing but shadows lurking in the darkest part of the structures in the surrounding area. As he turned the corner he saw some sort of movement out of the corner of his eye. He turned just in time to see, what looked to him at that point in time, to be a giant bat. Having no time to run, he was forced to ground. The last thing that he could remember was the feeling of sleep crossing over his very soul as he slowly faded into the world of unconscious nothingness. Awakened by the so

My Story (epiloge)
Ok yall this is a story i am working on with a friend of mine please comment and let me know what you think please i need some input!! Ye though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, evil shall know my name. I walk with the shadows, still and silent, and yet…not a breath is heard. I move, but nothing is seen. The world turns…life lives on. I have seen the evils of this world, and fear is my name. Thus, confronting the evil I face everyday, the only weapons that I need are my own two hands and the mentality it takes to conquer it. Everyday we face evil in one form or another, whether it takes the form of someone we love or someone we hate, evil lurks in the heart of mankind. It lingers like some disease with no cure. How is it that we fight evil? We face it with each passing day, but too many people do not know how to battle the forces within, especially when it lies in the heart of the ones that we love. . This life we live is an illusion of delirious beh

Wedding Dress Tailor
A woman getting married for the fourth time visited a tailor to get a wedding dress made. When the tailor inquired about the color, the bride-to-be said "White". The tailor was a bit suprised by this, and said, "Excuse me, I don't mean to pry, but since white is the color traditionally worn by a virgin on her wedding night, I can't help wondering if you might still be a virgin? How could that be?" The woman replied, "I'm sorry to say, but that's the way it is. You see, my first husband was a psychologist. He just wanted to talk about it. My second husband was a gynecologist. He just wanted to look. My third husband was a stamp collector. God, I miss him..."

Books!
Can someone recommend good books for me to pick up? I love reading and I'm always looking for new stuff. Just so you have an idea, some of my fave authors are Kelley Armstrong, Kim Harrison, L.A. Banks.

Computer Update......and Weekend
Okay everyone.....well, I didn't get my computer fixed. It was BAD!!! So I got my Christmas present a bit early, and got a new computer, so I am back up and running without a glitch. I am just now in the process of customizing and personalizing it. Other great news that I got this weekend. I am an aunt again. My sister gave birth to a very healthy 9lb. 14oz. 21 inches long baby girl "Mackenzie Anna Whitman". I am so proud of my little sis. She had a tough labor and delivery, ended up having to have it C-section. But, both mom and baby came out like champs, and are doing really well!!! So, this weekend was a very good weekend for me. I hope everyone had an awsome weekend as well..... Love to all, Crissy

How Good Are You
Using your hands Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

For The Children That Lost A Parent During Deployment
Its a group of children who have lost a parent during a deployment. They recorded a CD for other children who have lost parents and all profits from this CD are going towards helping a child of deployment who lost a parent by going to an amusement park or shopping for toys for the day. http://www.operationensuringchristmas.org/ (repost of original by '*~*unappreciated*~*' on '2006-12-11 07:37:34')

Warm And Nice
yay i got the day off wasnt pose to but i did woohoo well good afternoon :) i think i'm gonna go run outside in my pj's no i'm not really gonna go that but it is really nice outside its in the 60's its better then being in the low 50's but i did go get the mail in my pj's i always do that lol

The 123s Of Getting Laid ...
1 car wash / vacume, 2 fresh new socks, 3 pick up lines, 4 lame jokes, 5 nice compliments, on the ugly ass shirts shes wearing, 6 smoke brakes all night, 7 dollar drinks, 8 interuptions from your drunk budy who hits on your date, stumble on your words 9 times, 10 games of pool, 11 beers, 12 long winded boring conversations about her ex, The same song being played 13 times durring the night, 14 other potential booty calls to make her jealous, 15 minutes trying convince her to dance, 16 minutes waiting while she yacks at her girl friend on the phone, 17 minute comute, bottle of 18oo 19 watching her baby the shot glass 20 minutes left to have sex before she passes out from the 1800 Hey its comedy ... go with it :P

Pic Location For Contest
http://cherrytap.com/user/455433 then under photos go to sexiest contest folder the pics is in there please comment and rate all you can thank you so much to all my family, friends and fan mwassss all!!!!!!!!!!!

Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

411 On Myself
so i'm on here and yes i have hot pix but i'm sure that everyone wants to know exactly how the person on the other side of the computer looks. Ethnicity:Dominican(spanish)black(afro-american)cherokee(native-american) Height:5'4 Weight:179 Hair:recently cut it medium length black w? redish brown highlights Eyes:luminous brown Lips:full Bra size:42D Jeans size:15 Skirt Size:14 Shoe size:9

Job Woes
My office recently came to a situation where nearly 50% of the staff had to be laid off and unfortunately, my neck was in the way when the axe fell. While job searching can be a daunting task, I am fortunate in that I am in a very good position to land a new job in the very near future. However, since I do not currently subscribe to internet services at my home, I will only be able to visit CherryTap on a sporadic basis. To all my CT friends, I will see you when I see you! Take care, be well, and do good things for others!

Contest
to all my friends and family and fans at cherrytap im in the sexiest cherry contest it starts today and runs till next monday please vote for me its based on comments and ratings, the pic entered is in gucci27 album and is the 4th on from the bottm, thank you so much to all who vote mwasssss all!!!!

Buncefield One Year On...
I can't believe that it is a year ago already that the Buncefield Depot in Hemel Hempstead exploded. I know the area fairly well from my van driving days and still have friends that live and work fairly close by. I recall being quite affected by this incident. The pictures alone make it fairly impossible not be. The people who live close by to the site are certainly still affected. Some are still living in hotels and face another Christmas without the comfort of being in their own homes. Despite this HOSL (Hertfordshire Oil Storage Limited) are still haggling over compensation. Yep they have donated a quarter of a million quid as an emergency fund but this is really a drop in the ocean compared to the real cost of the damage. I mean this is a company that is jointly owned by the likes of Total and Chevron. Get this..I quote from Sky News: The local MP, Mike Penning, quotes one example of a little girl whose shoes were destroyed in the fire. They weren't covered

Fucked Up Week Good Weekend
this week i was in jail, my boy toy was in jail as well, my house got broken into cause of stupid people who want to be haters they hate what i got and how i gat it and they thought that they would be big bad guys if they fucked up my house, stupid asses break into my house but dont steal anything, then as all smart b/e ers they wrote thier name on my fucken wall what kind of school are these people going to that they felt that they had to write their name at a scene of a crime. anyways just a bunch of nobodys wanting to be cowboys. now i find myself surrounded by gangsters ans guns just so i can feel safe. although i dont feel too safe around them cause they carry guns and like always even though u dont intend it to happen thier beef will no doubt become my own. i now have to go to stupid drug court which means i have to be sober for about 3 months that takes alot out of me, I LOOK FOWARD TO GETTIN SMASHED now i have to face reality clean this sucks. well for me its a big deal cause i

Another
as i watch you drown standing on the shore alone, desolate i watch as you drown my hand ever outstretched offering you a way out begging you to escape these turbulent seas but you turn away deny my hand again what have i done where has hope gone how can i walk away so here i will stay as i watch you drown praying to days' end that you'll call out my name and i pull you ashore til we're hand in hand you'll fight the undertow as i watch you drown.

Wow.
Oops. I just slept like 14 hours. And didnt call out of work. I seriously didnt mean to do that. I even forgot to set my alarm. I guess not sleeping for weeks and working like non stop kinda caught up with me. Anyway. I gotta give lil peapot a bath but she dont wanta go lol. Nooo suprise. Then i gotta finish wrapping gifts so i can put em under my tree. And put the ones from "santa" in my closet so she dont see em. Ugh. I got my hours for christmas eve. And im just about to cry. Its 9am till 9pm. BUT i dont work christmas so ill live. But i do work the day after so im not too sure thats gonna be fun. Icon of the day! Exspecially when you have days like mine, and go through the shit i do. Rawr. Im not sure why but that REALLY makes me laugh. Im addicted to quaker rice cakes. JUST the apple cinnamon ones though. Theyre really all i eat anymore. Maybe cause its the only thing i have time to eat. Just grab a handful and go pretty much. I want it to snow already. I

Put This One In The Wrong Folder
well last night I got a wake up call. After I spent the time to go and make a special comment for someone. Someone that constantly asks to be commented and rated. I found out that she doesn't even look at her comments. She gets too many, so she doesn't even bother looking at them. Now I am not all that creative. I don't have these photoshop skills like a lot of people. but sometimes I spend a lot of time looking for a special comment just to post. Yes I admit that I often send the same one to many people. But then again I spend a lot of time finding a special one to give to people for a certain reason. but it all becomes pointless when I find out that they don't even look at them. That is why I go to many pages. I rate and comment people, and I fan them to give them points. but unless I am haveing a conversation with them I don't ask them to add me to thier friends list. I never turn anyone down if they ask me. Now I am a myspace person. and I think I might do here what I do there. P

To All Friends
This is Cowgirl!'s Friend she has asked that I let ya guys know that she is very sick and hasn't been able to get to the computer as often as she would like. So she hasn't forgotten ya guys she has just been in and out of the hospital with severe migraines and the docs don't know why or what is causin them. so she will return as soon as possible. she loves ya all and misses ya much!! Thank ya Cowgirl!'s Friend

Dear Bin Laden
Mr. Laden, Perhaps you are too young or simply too ignorant to recall an incident in American history. This event took place on December 7th 1941. America was minding it's own business (much as it was on September 11th 2001), when Pearl Harbor came under an unprovoked attack by the Japanese military. There are many similarities and I could go on and on but I'm sure it's above any intelligence you may possess. One big difference is the fact Japan had some guts and attacked a military installation with it's own military. You sir attacked innocent civilians. But then again, how could America expect anything less of a coward such as you? One important thing to remember Mr. Laden, when America's military was nearly crippled it came back to defeat Nazi Germany and Japan. One Japanese leader had a prophetic comment after the bombing of Pearl Harbor. That comment was, "I fear we have awakened a sleeping giant." This could not have been truer as history speaks for itself. America

Would You Like A Fan Sign From Megan Garner?
We are going to be doing several photo shoots with Megan Garner this week and we will be more then happy to do some Fan sign for you just like this one: Click here to see an example of a fan sign If you would like a fan sign just leave a comment here of what you would like your fan sign to say as well as pose or nude/dressed etc and we will do it and post them in the gallery for you to rip! We may be doing another live shoot over the web this week so stay tuned to my profile for up coming details.

My Lost Grandson
MY DAUGHTER WENT TO THE DOCTORS LAST THURS.AND FOUND OUT SHE LOST THE BABY.THEY COULDN'T FIND THE FETAL HEARTBEAT.THEY WERE ABLE TO TELL HER SHE WOULD'VE HAD A BOY.THIS SADDENS ME AND MY FAMILY.I KEEP THINKING NEXT CHRISTMAS WOULD'VE BEEN HIS FIRST.I WOULD LIKE TO THANK ALL OF YA'LL FOR LETTING ME SHARE THIS.I WOULD ALSO LIKE TO SAY THANKS FOR ALL YOUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS.

Ghost Whispers
We`re in the dark of shadows We`re also in daylight We haven`t left this earth as yet Cause we can not see the light We have work to be finished That still ties us to this place Is it a gift or mere misfortune? That we connect to you Can you hear us? Calls the voices no one else can hear Help me Help me Help me Please We call from in your mind Can you see us, as we stand still? As a vision or a mere shadow We are still here alone As the dark draws near Can you feel our presence? As a chill or warm embrace Whatever be the reason You can`t even see our face We found that you could help us The best that you can And we`ll be here to see you through When small minds just don`t understand We`ll tell you what to say And who to say it to So they know it`s coming from us As we send our message through you.

You Promised!!
you promised me the world and i gave you my heart...you swore you wouldn't break it this time and just give you that chance to see that you can be my man....I held on to your every word and believed you.....maybe we should of let this go before it started....because i'm the one thats always sitting here broken hearted....when i cried you held me in your arms and said you wanted me forever and whatever we had to go through we could face together.....I knew deep down that I should of just left....but i love you to much.....how can you say good bye when theres so much behind us.....how can you keep hurting me when I tried so hard to be just what you wanted me to be.......I feel stupid and I'm ashamed....but the only person here to blame is me............But its okay I'll just cry myself to sleep knowing one day maybe someone can love me just like i loved you.....

Merry Christmas, Osama!
MERRY CHRISTMAS, OSAMA! Twas the night before Payback and all through the Land, They're running like rabbits in Afghanistan, Osama's been praying, he's down on his knees, He's hoping that Allah will hear all his Pleas. He thought if he killed us that we'd fall and just shatter, But all that he's done is just make us madder. We ain't yet forgotten our Marines in Beirut, And we'll kick your butt, with one heavy boot. And yes we remember the USS Cole, And the lives of our sailors that you killers stole. You think you can rule us and cause us to fear, You'll soon get the answer if you live to hear. And we ain't forgotten your buddy Saddam, And he ain't forgotten the sound of our bombs. You think that those mountains are somewhere to hide. They'll go down in history as the place where you died. Remember Khadhafi and his Line of Death? He came very close to his final breath. So come out and prove it, that you are a man, 'Cause our boys are coming, and they have a

Buy Prints From Chaoschicks And Get Them In Time For Xmas
Buy prints from: Spookygirls / Chaoschicks / Blackmetalbitches and get them in time for the holidays! http://www.horrormerch.com/home.php?cat=5 We've just started in offering some of our photowork on 4"x6" and 8"x10" photo quality prints and if you order them now, you can get them for yourself or as a stocking stuffer for the holidays! We currently have 20 NON-ADULT prints available for purchase, and they are processed onto Kodak semi-gloss 76lb 10.5 mil photostock and are shipped flat with cardboard between it to make sure your prints show up as flat as we get them!! :) we'll be adding more in the coming weeks... so if you like what you see or know of other non adult pics on our sites you would want... let us know and we'll see what we can do to get copies out to you :) thanks for the interest and if you have any questions please let us know -sp/cc/bmb-

Car Crash!!
T-Bone on a Friday night!! I was never hit so hard in my life. Green light go for me and red light apparentlty didn't stop for him!! My Scion Family came and took care of me! I guess all I can say is THANKS to My Scion Mafia family!!

Baby Be Stong For Mommy
MY DEAREST SWEET BABY BOY, NOT LONG AAGO I WAS GIVING YOU A BATH AND MAKING DUMB FACECS AT YOU TO MAKE U SMILE. IT WAS NOT THAT LONG AGO THAT I WAS SINGING YOU TO SLEEP AS YOU LAID YOUR SWEET LIL HEAD ON MY NECK. THE SOFT GENTLE SMELL, THE SOFT GENTLE SKIN, AND THE LITTLEST SOFT HANDS WERE HOLDING ME BACK. YOU ARE YOUR MOMMY, YOU HAVE GREAT STRENGTH, YOU LOVE LIFE, AND BREATHE IN FRIENDS, I FELL IN LOVE WITH U THE FIRST TIME I SAW YOUR PIC AND KNEW U WERE REAL. IM SO SO SORRY FOR THE CRUEL PEOPLE IN THE WORLD WHO ARE NOT WORTH YOUR TIME. YOU HAVE FAMILY THAT LOVES YOU AND A MOMMY THAT NEEDS YOU SO BABY BE STRONG......... AS YOU ALL KNOW A FEW DAYS AGO I LOST MY #1 FAN MY DADDY. I JUST LEARNED TODAY NOT THAT LONG AGO THAT MY 12 YEAR OLD SON WHO STAYS WITH HIS DADDY, WAS SHOT, HE IS IN ICU. THEREFORE I AM LEAVING AGAIN. I KNOW U ALL UNDERSTAND, I WILL MISS U AND I WILL RETURN AS SOON AS MY STRENGTH ALLOWS ME. You'll Always Be My BabyAdd a video to your site FREE Mus

Fan Trouble
I have an issue and as of yet I have been unable to find an answer. I have 7422 Friends I have 2012 Fans (though that's not the problem it sucks!) I have become the fan of at least 10 people a day for the last two weeks and every single day the number stays the same. 500 no matter what it never changes and no one can help me. I've been to cherrytap support...posted bulletins...now I'm trying a blog. I really want to know what's causing it?? Help and become my fan please :) it makes me smile!

The Koran For Swearing-in Oath
A first for America...The Koran replaces the Bible at swearing-in oath What book will America base it's values on, the Bible or the Koran? America, Not Keith Ellison, decides what book a congressman takes his oath on By Dennis Prager - Tuesday, November 28, 2006 Keith Ellison, D-Minn., the first Muslim elected to the United States Congress, has announced that he will not take his oath of office on the Bible, but on the bible of Islam, the Koran. He should not be allowed to do so -- not because of any American hostility to the Koran, but because the act undermines American civilization. First, it is an act of hubris that perfectly exemplifies multiculturalist activism -- my culture trumps America's culture. What Ellison and his Muslim and leftist supporters are saying is that it is of no consequence what America holds as its holiest book; all that matters is what any individual holds to be his holiest book. Forgive me, but America should not give a hoot what Keit

Hi
I seen this in another bolg and I thought, my my this is so true. So I decided to steal it, I asked. lol And share it with u all. =) Nothing big, but cool. Love is an irresistible desire to be irresistibly desired. - Robert Frost

Thoughtful Facts
Read all of this one, it is interesting!! Read down to the very bottom highlighted in green. You don't want to miss this!! VERY INTERESTING- 1. The Garden of Eden was in Iraq . 2. Mesopotamia, which is now Iraq , was the cradle of civilization! 3. Noah built the ark in Iraq . 4. The Tower of Babel was in Iraq 5. Abraham was from Ur , which is in Southern Iraq ! 6. Isaac's wife Rebekah is from Nahor, which is in Iraq ! 7. Jacob met Rachel in Iraq . 8. Jonah preached in Nineveh - which is in Iraq . 9. Assyria, which is in Iraq , conquered the ten tribes of Israel . 10. Amos cried out in Iraq ! 11. Babylon , which is in Iraq , destroyed Jerusalem . 12. Daniel was in the lion's den in Iraq ! 13. Belshazzar, the King of Babylon saw the "writing on the wall" in Iraq . 14. Nebuchadnezzar, King of Babylon, carried the Jews captive into Iraq . 15. Ezekiel preached in Iraq . 16. The wise men were from Iraq 17. Peter

People And Their Brainses.
People are fundamentally stupid. Left to their own devices, they'll all do stupid things. Over and over again. You cannot allow the masses to decide the course of our future. This is why it's essential that you make me Supreme Overlord. Plus, I'll give you a donut.

Help!!! :(
I am going INSANE! Ok, try to understand this... A couple of years ago, I started going out with Christina. We went out for a while, then broke up and I was single for a while. Then I met Alicen. We fell in love REALY fast and were... engaged. (Amanda shut up lol) I love her very much... But I did a STUPID thing and cheated on her... with Christina... and Nikki (a girl I used to work with who I have absolutely nothing to do with anymore.) Anways, after that we were still together, but things were a little different. After a while of being like that (a few months) I felt that she didn't want to be with me anymore, so I broke up with her and we were pretty much thing same, we just didn't have the title of being girlfriends. So it has been like that for like a few months... No, probably like 5 or 6 months and I can't take it anymor. I mean, I am kinda with Christina and I love her very much too and I know that with Christina, she will always be there no matter what... But with Alicen, he

Grrrr! Now What!!??
I finally get my results for my blood work drawn on Thurs....which I had let over a week pass between that draw and the one before it and *SIGH* the results showed that my HCG levels have only dropped 1 point in over a week!! DAMMIT!! I cant stand this anymore. I am SOOOO scared right now because it is moving TOO slow....hopefully on the birth control patches things will start to move a little faster.

Best Way To Kill Paris Hilton
You can either love her or hate her, but either way she's gonna die!! This subject is simple, you can either send pics of Paris Hilton getting killed, make a small 10 Way list. Or just simply add your opinon on the best way to kill Paris Hilton. Extra prop points if you find. ANy Death Games or Video Clips that contain Paris getting randomly killed. Example: CDM. ^_^ My Best random death opinon: CDM Paris Hilton VS. Niccole Richie episode. I love the way she went up in flames!! LOL!! xoxoxox

Confused
Why is it that sometimes I feel like I did the wrong thing? That I shouldn't be where I am today, but I am here becuz of my decisions I have made. So many thoughts are running through my mind right now. There is just too much going on and changing in my life and it is all making me confused and wondering if I did the right thing. I have feelings that are still there for people who I shouldn't feel anything for anymore. And these two people have done horrible things to me but I love them, and I do not know for what reason. These feelings just overpower my others and it is ALL I think about. I feel terrible that I'm still feeling these emotions, but then that is where my confusion comes in...am I with the right person? what if I'm not? I hate writing in these stupid blogs about what is going on in my head. I prefer to talk to my friends, but the only one I want to talk to is never around anymore and I miss her. I need her to talk to. She understands more then anyone.

Hmmmm This Will Be A Test.
Lets see who reads profiles, or the info part LOL. Anyway, i haven't been able to change the front fender yet, had to help my bro saturday with his kitchen. Sunday was no help as decided to watch about great inventors and then fell asleep, and when i woke up it was a bit late. As for monday well I didn't fancy doing it in the rain, but i have the rest of the week to concentrate on doing that unless it rains again. Yeah got to do a little work on my latest creation, but not much. Just wanted to have a lazy day as its been a bit of a hectic week. So it was catch up on some work around the place and watch tv. As for psp news, well Sony updated again and the devhook still work. Does that mean i'll sort mine out so I can run homebrew stuff ... not yet, still not brave enough. After the video I saw on you tube where some kid actually videos himself downgrading and then bricking his psp. You actually see the psp will not boot anything and is dead :( Still maybe when i visit the State

There's Something About...
....the sound of a distant wailing guitar that I absolutely love. I've always loved that haunting, lonely sound. TSO starts their show off with that sound. It's in my favorite BonJovi song (Wanted Dead or Alive) and it's in the song that's currently playing here at work, "Better Than Me" by Hinder. I'm not sure why that sound grips me but it does. I put one song my on cd's for today that is almost all wailing guitar. "Respect the Wind" by Van Halen. Gotta love that sound. *sighs*

Star Crossed And Sleepless
Star Crossed And Sleepless People stroll by me in a daze Unsure of their own destinations Unconvinced of the glory that awaits them in their own long, sought after dreams I can’t help but think it’s a tragedy A beautiful, yet ugly calamity A fall from grace if you will A plunge from such a height that they may never reach the ground Destined to always walk amongst the clouds, never realizing their place and age in this life Forever carrying that silent rage bottled up inside of them so deep Their entire life a direct result of one missed opportunity … That missed prospect they neglected to acknowledge whilst they walked perilously down the wrong street Its almost surreal how they must feel The ever pressing urge to spill all of their thoughts and apparitions out into the gutters we all walk by Pretending to not hope upon hopelessness that they to may one day fly free, with the rest of us

My Appology
I WANT TO SAY I AM SORRY TO ALL MY FRIENDS I HAVE IGNORED. IT TOOK ME BEING TREATED LIKE A NUMBER TO SEE THAT I WAS CAUGHT UP IN THE SAME GAME. I AM SORRY. I WILL BE UPDATING MY FAMILY LIST. THEN MY FRIENDS LIST. THEN FINALLY MY FANS LIST. I WILL TRY TO BE A FRIEND AND NOT TREAT YOU LIKE A NUMBER. GIVE ME A LITTLE TIME. TO THOSE THAT I AM JUST A NUMBER TOO. THEY WON'T MISS ME. BUT MY FRIENDS WILL SEE AN APPROVEMENT. I WILL NO LONGER BE MISSING YOUR YOUR BLOGS, YOUR BULLETINS, AND NEW THINGS YOU POST. AND IF FOR ANY REASON I DO. PLEASE LET ME KNOW, AND I WILL CORRECT IT. I PROMISE. THIS WON'T HAPPEN OVERNIGHT. SO BE PATENT WITH ME. AND TRY TO HELP ME GET THIS FIXED. YOU ARE NOT JUST NUMBERS TO ME. YOU MIGHT JUST BE ONLINE FRIENDS. BUT FRIENDS ALL THE SAME. WHICH MEANS YOU WILL BE TREATED AS SUCH. AGAIN I AM SORRY I TREATED YOU LIKE THIS. AGAIN I AM VERY SORRY. AND I WILL TRY TO MEND MY WAYS. AND TO MY REAL FRIENDS OUT THERE. THANK YOU FOR YOUR SUPPORT AND UNDERSTANDING. YOU ARE

Please Vote!!! Here's The Link!!!
PLEASE TAKE JUST A MOMENT OF YOUR TIME TO RATE AND COMMENT MY PIC AT THE LINK BELOW!! HELP TO MAKE ME CHERRYTAP'S SEXIEST MILF OVER 30!! THANK YOU SO MUCH AND LOVE TO YOU ALL!! http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=93659&albumid=138061&i=281962988

Holidays
As we reach another holiday everyone begins to stress out once again. This is the big one - so everyone says. I think they're more than a few who have lost touch with what it's all about. Like so many others today I find myself not really able to do Christmas at all this year. I have my children who understand this. But how do you explain it to your your grandbabies? From the time my daughter was 3 she insisted wrapping Christams presents in birthday paper. She always said is was to celebrate a birth and we should always let him know we remember. With this she said a prayer and sang a song every Christmas morning. She is now 23 and does it with her own children. It is this precious memory that always gets me through. This year I am spending more quality time with all my family as we make our gifts and honor one wish for each. On Christmas morning I may not be able to give many , if any gifts but I will show them and give them my love. I now wish all the wonderful people and my friends

Merry Christmas,, Oh-oh
Yep I said those words,,,Im thinkin "God" will forgive me,,,oops,,,there i go again,,,said that word,,,excuse me....In recent days I have watched as some JEW hacked down the CHRISTMAS tree's in Sea Tac airport,,,Wanted a "Menorah" given equal time??? Hello this is America,,not israel,,,go there and see all the freakin Menorah's ya want....And beings it is America,,WE celebrate Christmas,WE believe in GOD,WE love our country as it is,,WE pay taxes,WE are tired of immigrants trying to change OUR way of life...If your way of life worked so well for you,,,go back where ever it is they Grow menorahs,,worship some Idol,,and just BE THERE,, Wherever you are "be there",,,ya know what that means,,, I have never in my life been prejudice,,never been Anti Semite,,,but that could change,,,keep pushin that envelope. We seem to always be the ones Apologizing,,well this time,,,You owe us a big one,,,Leave my holidays and beliefs alone and I will do the same for you,,,no matter how ridiculous ... When

Makin Good Lub
I got the video in my trackz Avant - makin good luv got your legs spread all over the bed hands clenched in the sheets hair wild as hell I know the only thing on your mind is sexin me girl I can feel your temperature rising you should feel my nature too come on it's gonna be a bumpy ride girl lets do what we came to do Girl when we make love all night when we make good love all night when we make love all night we really make love girl when we make love all night when we make good love all night when we make love all night we really make love (come to daddy baby) On the balcony gripping the rails slowly I'm pulling you near sayin shhhh babe dont make to much noise there's a lot of peoples who live around here emotions running high my hands planted on your thighs you feel me going up and down and round and round and round Girl when we make love all night when we make good love all night when we make love all night we really make love girl when we ma

Choosing A Wife
Choosing a wife A man wanted to get married. He was having trouble choosing among three likely candidates. He gives each woman a present of $5,000 and watches to see what they do with the money. The first does a total make-over. She goes to a fancy beauty salon, gets her hair done, new make-up and buys several new outfits, and dresses up very nicely for the man. She tells him that she has done this to be more attractive for him because she loves him so much. The man was impressed. The second goes shopping to buy the man gifts. She gets him a new set of golf clubs, some new gizmos for his computer, and some expensive clothes. As she presents these gifts, she tells him that she has spent all the money on him because she loves him so much Again, the man is impressed. The third invests the money in the stock market. She earns several times the $5,000. She gives him back his $5,000 and reinvests the remainder in a joint account. She tells him

Epic!
Thank you to everyone for your ratings and comments! The xmas pictures will be showing up in the next few days. :) I bought new pillows and I am really glad for the investment. Ahhh... no morning headache!

Pagan Origins Of Modern Christmas Traditions
Found at http://paganwiccan.about.com/cs/aboutyule/a/paganxmas.htm The real reason for the season Many mainstream Christmas traditions stem from original Pagan practices. Though Christian origins and associations have been attributed to many of these traditions, they do in fact pre-date Christianity. Yule Log - A special log was chosen on the eve of Yule, for the holiday fire. A small piece from last year's log is used to light the fire. The lighting of the fire was a festive family event, to hurry the return of the sun. Charred pieces from the fire would be kept to protect the house through the coming year. The woods most often sought for the Yule log were birch, oak willow or holly. Today, the Yule log is sometimes represented as a log cake instead. Or a small log is decorated with candles. The burning of the Yule log is a well-known tradition, but it's not often done outside of the Pagan community anymore. Kissing Under Mistletoe - The roots of this habit are unknown, but

Thoughts Of Today!!
Trying not to fall off my path. Shadows of broken hope all around. Lost light of self's light. Struggling to hold fast to path. Wonders of wanders of life's path. Wonders if I'll rise from the ash that was my life. Lost path of staying true to myself. Path of life lost to the dark of ashes that were my life. These and others are my thoughts of today!!

Reaction
I want a reaction.. F/ sean don [sean don] Yo that type of reaction is Out of the heavenly realms yo Uh, yeah sean don, yeah avant yeah Now, yo, yo Yo honey you’re here with sean don So let me let you know Tonight we’re having fun till it’s all done Move your body and on the dance floor I’mma show you how you can work it out But be careful I know you’ve heard of me, call me python Haters call me james bond Cause you know I stay strong Lucky charm in and out and it’s the same song What you want can be only be one Rock me and avant [avant] Fine as I can see The only one I want in this party So baby can we spend some time tonight Bumpin’ and grindin’ From the front babe and behind yea You got me going outta my mind So... Don’t stop what you do I want to be with you Right here baby I want you yeah Stay here, don’t go You’re making me lose control Show me can you do it this way 1 - can you do it like this babe? Can you do it like that babe?

Thanks
Thanks For Nothing Guys..If you want to know what im talking about read my last blog..Im tired of people being selfish!..I help every fucking person on my list in one way or another and i have ALOT of friends..and what do i get back?..SHIT ALL.. SO yah i will say this again...THX FOR NOTHING! :)

A Love Poem!
By Maxxx Handy. Fuck you and the way you lie. Fuck all your reasons why. Fuck you and the things you've said. Fuck you for playing with my head. Fuck all the times that you have cried. Fuck all the feelings you tried to hide. Fuck you for not having any shame. Fuck you for not accepting any blame. Fuck the way you cry and sob. You can't even keep a fucking job. Fuck the way you act so rude. I'd fuck you up if you were a dude. You fucking tramp, you fucking cunt. Fuck you if you think I'm too blunt. Fuck you and your shitty moods. Fuck you and your fucked up shoes. Fuck the doorbell and fuck the phone. Fuck writing this fucked up poem. Fuck the beginning and fuck the end. Fuck you and your fucked up friends. Fuck the middle and fuck the rest. Fuck you if you tried your best. Fuck your music and t.v. shows. Your stereo sucks and your t.v. blows. Fuck your dog and fuck your cat. Fuck you for getting fat. Fuck the dishes and fuck your food. I'm tired of your f

For All We Should Be Thankful For!!!
This is AWESOME. One day, the father of a very wealthy family took his son on a trip to the country with the express purpose of showing him how poor people live. They spent a couple of days and nights on the farm of what would be considered a very poor family. On their return from their trip, the father asked his son, "How was the trip?" "It was great, Dad." "Did you see how poor people live?" the father asked. "Oh yeah," said the son. "So, tell me, what did you learn from the trip?" asked the father. The son answered: "I saw that we have one dog and they had four. We have a pool that reaches to the middle of our garden and they have a creek that has no end. We have imported lanterns in our garden and they have the stars at night. Our patio reaches to the front yard and they have the whole horizon. We have a small piece of land to live on and they have fields that go beyond our sight. We have servants who serve us, bu

Part Six...
As Cat moved her hand to shift gears she realized she had unconsciously been fingering herself as she drove. Thinking about her first "session" with Sir always made her randy. She was sure that some of the things she had done and seen were forgotten, but she could still remember everything about the first time. The tastes, the smells, the feelings were all locked in her mind. Cat moaned aloud as she put two fingers back insider herself. "god, I am so wet", she thought as she took her fingers from her pussy and brought them to her mouth. As she licked her fingers she let the taste of her own wetness mixed with Sir's cum take her memory back to that first time again. The stranger's cock felt so different from her husband's. Cat smiled to herself as she slowly moved up and down, thinking that until now she had only ever had James' inside her and now here she was with a complete stranger deep in her pussy. She had to admit if felt better than James'. This cock was much thicker

What You Got To Say?
state of the union state of the union declaration of lies homily of the cloth sermons of hipocracy hand fed falsities eat til we're full complacent in dellusions thought, a relic of our past our wills broken spirits enslaved minds rife with atrophy land of the free out of date and replaced the mouth of god tainted by our sins we breathe their ideas as if they were ours we will suffocate in time leaders built of lies follow them blindly can we ever find our way open your eyes, open your mind how can we live a life that is not our own? by john m

Part Five....
Cat drew in a deep breath, she knew what was coming. Considering that her legs were spread wide apart, she tensed her ass as much as possible, to help cushion the inevitable blow. Slowly and deliberately Sir ran the piece of leather across her backside. Any second now Cat knew she would be feeling the sting. The tension was palpable. Making her wait was pushing her fear and apprehension to levels she didn't know existed. Sir smiled to himself as he watched Cat wait. He knew she was tensed and expecting him to swat her ass. He was amused to think that it never occur ed to her that she had softer more vulnerable places to hit. He couldn't wait for her reaction. The blow came quickly and forcefully. Cat's knees buckled and she almost fell from the blinding pain. She couldn't believe he had hit here THERE!. Tears came to her eyes as she felt stinging in her still engorged labia. Her pussy was always so sensitive after she came that the strap made it feel like her nerves were on fire. It s

Plz Guys
Hi everyone!!...Im asking for a little help...I do alot for my friends and it seems lately that they arnt doing the same for me..So heres what im asking...My best friend (real life friend) is in the handsome daddy contest and im working hard on helping him win...hes falling behind and i need help catching him up...even passing the first person...So PLZ leave as many comments as you want.. If you leave 50 comments or more i will buy you a drink...Thanks to ev1 in advance who will help i really appreciate it. xoxo -Ash

When Is Ct Too Much
well last night I got a wake up call. After I spent the time to go and make a special comment for someone. Someone that constantly asks to be commented and rated. I found out that she doesn't even look at her comments. She gets too many, so she doesn't even bother looking at them. Now I am not all that creative. I don't have these photoshop skills like a lot of people. but sometimes I spend a lot of time looking for a special comment just to post. Yes I admit that I often send the same one to many people. But then again I spend a lot of time finding a special one to give to people for a certain reason. but it all becomes pointless when I find out that they don't even look at them. That is why I go to many pages. I rate and comment people, and I fan them to give them points. but unless I am haveing a conversation with them I don't ask them to add me to thier friends list. I never turn anyone down if they ask me. Now I am a myspace person. and I think I might do here wh

I Found This Finally...
I remember a girl like this.. hahaha A simpler time .. when you could have actual COUGH "FUN" LMAO Another Bad Creation - Iesha RoRo: Iesha, Iesha so glad to meetcha See you in the schoolyard strollin' wit your techa The lil skirt you played was realy fly She turned around and she winked her eye so I Stepped to her like I knew her the Biv is cool but Romell is cooler The bell rang cuz I started to talk yet the class is not there no more (Yo Red, where'd you meet her?) Red: At the playground, ya know That's where I saw this cutie This girl was swingin' and she looked so fly On the monkey bars, we climbed up to the top and She touched my hand that's when I fell in love Chris: 2 - Iesha.. You are the girl that I neva had And I want to get to know you bettah Iesha.. You know I want you so bad And there's nothing anyone can do To keep me away from you Mike Bivins: Yo Dallas man these five young boys out of Atlanta GA are a real

Coffee Cups
Thanks Dad. I needed this today! A group of alumni, highly established in their careers, got together to visit their old university professor. Conversation soon turned into complaints about stress in work and life. Offering his guests coffee, the professor went to the kitchen and returned with a large pot of coffee and an assortment of cups - porcelain, plastic, glass, crystal, some plain looking, some expensive, some exquisite - telling them to help themselves to the coffee. When all the students had a cup of coffee in hand, the professor said: "If you noticed, all the nice looking expensive cups were taken up, leaving behind the plain and cheap ones. While it is normal for you to want only the best for yourselves, that is the source of your problems and stress. Be assured that the cup itself adds no quality to the coffee. In most cases it is just more expensive and in some cases even hides what we drink. What all of you really wanted was coffee, not the cup, but you conscio

Without Any Paperwork. .
Without any paperwork, Grandpa started getting a $500 check every month. So Grandpa and Grandma started cashing them. It turns out the government made a mistake with the address; the checks were intended for another person with the exact same name. Grandpa then received a notice that he had to pay back $6,000. Visibly upset, he complained to his grandson, an accountant. His grandson asked: "Grandpa, didn't you wonder why you were receiving checks for doing absolutely nothing?" Grandpa answered: "I just assumed the Democrats were back in power."

Boobs & Willies
A family is sitting around the supper table. The son asks his father, "Dad, how many kinds of breasts are there? The father, surprised, answers, "Well, son, there are three kinds of breasts. In her twenties, a women's breasts are like melons, round and firm. In her thirties to forties, they are like pears, still nice but hanging a bit . After fifty, they are like onions." "Onions?" "Yes, see them and they make you cry." This infuriated the wife and daughter so the daughter said, "Mom, how many kinds of willies are there?" The mother, surprised, smiles and looks at her daughter and answers, "Well dear, a man goes through three phases. In a man's twenties, his Willy is like an oak tree, mighty and hard. In his thirties and forties, it is a birch, flexible but reliable. After his fifties, it is like a Christmas Tree. "A Christmas tree?" "Yes, dead from the root up and the balls are for decoration only."

Christmas Carols For The Disturbed
1. Schizophrenia --- Do You Hear What I Hear? 2. Multiple Personality Disorder --- We Three Kings Disoriented Are 3. Dementia --- I Think Iâ€™ll Be Home For Christmas 4. Narcissistic --- Hark the Herald Angels Sing About Me 5. Manic --- Deck the Halls and Walls and House and Lawn and Streets and Stores and Office and Town and Cars and Buses and Trucks and Trees! 6. Paranoid --- Santa Claus is Coming to Town To Get Me 7. Borderline Personality Disorder --- Thoughts of Roasting on an Open Fire 8. Personality Disorder --- You Better Watch Out, I'm Gonna Cry, I'm Gonna Pout, Maybe I'll Tell You Why 9. ADD --- Silent Night, Holy ooh look at the Froggy, can I have a chocolate, why is France so far away? 10. OCD--- Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells,

Santa And His Sweatshop
Let me tell you about an old man named Santa Claus. You may know him as Kris Kringle aka Saint Nick aka Sinter Klauss or aka Papa Noel. Whatever his nom descript, he has been widely commercialized and widely misunderstood. When you see Santa Claus, you see a man with an infectious laugh, rosy cheeks, jolly belly, snow white beard, and a bubbly joyful personality. You see this cause you are blinded by the spirit of christmas. I will tell you what is really there, a man with roscea (hence the red cheeks), an obesity problem, hygeine issues (thats why he doesn't shave), and a crack problem (joyful personality explained by the crack). He is a pervy old man, with a sweatshop full of immigrant elves. You don't ever see Mrs Claus, and do you want to know why? Cause Good ole Saint Nick doesn't let her out of the house. He has a dominating personality and likes to control her. He runs his sweatshop full of elves, making them work all hours of the day and night, with no Overtime and no holiday p

Rules For 2007
If your single, and getting older, or already old like me, or even older. Here is a new set of rules to live by for 2007 Actual, you don't even have to be single to have these rules apply. New Rule: Stop giving me those pop-up ads for Romance.Com! There's a reason I don't talk to people who are much older than me, well, I don't particularly like them, cause they make me feel real old, and I do like feeling young, that's why I love women who are much younger than me, and a lot of my friends are just like me. New Rule: Don't eat anything that's served to you out a window unless you're a seagull. People are acting all shocked that a human finger was found in a bowl of Wendy's chili. Hey, it cost less than a dollar. What did you expect it to contain? Trout? New Rule: Ladies, leave your eyebrows alone. Here's how much men care about your eyebrows: do you have two of them? Okay, we're done. New Rule: There's no such thing as flavored water. There's a whole aisle of this cra

More Lyrics
hi five yeah true harmony.. unlike pretty ricky.. lol I like this song.. just can't find the video.. proudced by teddy "yup yup" rilley All summer long We've been together And I never felt so good Cuz when I'm with you You such a good time (yes it is) And when you get next to me You make my heart beat fast You through me back when you smile And when we're alone I know we're in love Cuz I can't get enough of that Chorus 1 I like the way you kiss me when we're playin the kissing game I like the way You keep me looking forward to another day We've got it good We have it all it seems We're livin dreams yeah This is our time Cuz what is meant to be Just you and me This is still new We stay young and hard, break in two But I know our love Would always be there Chorus 1 yeah I like it Keep me looking forward to another day 'nother day I like the way I like it ohhhhh I like it.

My Life W My Bestfren....
the minute i start to have a lots of significant feelings towards to someone, i never thought that feeling will be repaid un expectedly... for years and years im looking for a perfect friendship, i look far and right to seek the right one, but one day never think he'll showed up and ever since my life is never been the same...

Football Lingo
A guy comes home from the bar drunk one night around 3am. His wife is sleeping. He is trying to sneak into bed. He's laying in bed for a few minutes and he cuts a fart. His wife wakes up and asks "What in the world was that?" He replies "A touchdown. I am winning 7 to nothing." She thinks to herself "I'm gonna fix him." She lets one loose. He yells at her "What was that?" She replies "Touchdown. Tied score." Now he thinks "I'm gonna fix her." He lays there for 10 minutes trying to work one up. He tries so hard he shits in the bed. The wife asks "What was that?" He replies "Half time switch sides"

Free Speech X-press - Vol. Ix, No. 6, December 8, 2006
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This Year's First Christmas Joke
Three men died on Christmas Eve and were met by Saint Peter at the pearly gates "In honor of this holy season" Saint Peter said, "You must each possess something that symbolizes Christmas to get into heaven." The first man fumbled through his pockets and pulled out a lighter. He flicked it on . "It represents a candle", he said. "You may pass through the pearly gates" Saint Peter said . The second man reached into his pocket and pulled out a set of keys. He shook them and said, "They're bells." Saint Peter said "You may pass through the pearly gates". The third man started searching desperately through his pockets and finally pulled out a pair of women's panties. St. Peter looked at the man with a raised eyebrow and asked, "And just what do those symbolize? The man replied," "These are Carols."

Lessons Of Life
GREAT TRUTHS THAT LITTLE CHILDREN HAVE LEARNED: 1) No matter how hard you try, you can't baptise cats. 2) When your Mum is mad at your Dad, don't let her brush your hair. 3) If your sister hits you, don't hit her back. They always catch the second person. 4) Never ask your 3-year old brother to hold a tomato. 5) You can't trust dogs to watch your food. 6) Don't sneeze when someone is cutting your hair. 7) Never hold a Dust-Buster and a cat at the same time. 8) You can't hide a piece of broccoli in a glass of milk. 9) Don't wear polka-dot underwear under white shorts. 10) The best place to be when you're sad is Grandpa's lap. GREAT TRUTHS THAT ADULTS HAVE LEARNED: 1) Raising teenagers is like nailing jelly to a tree. 2) Wrinkles don't hurt. 3) Families are like fudge...mostly sweet, with a few nuts. 4) Today's mighty oak is just yesterday's nut that held its ground. 5) Laughing is good exercise. It's like jogging on the inside. 6) Middle age is when you choos

Starving The Soul...
It cries in the dark…and echoes through your heart….Emptiness, can only be felt when everything else is completely gone. When life has you by the wrists as you refuse to hang on; Why the dark don’t possess the dead I’ll never understand. The challenge I suppose…of killing. Where’s the fun in killing if the subjects already dead inside? Ask a hunter, I wouldn’t know. Zombies don’t go after their own. The recipe for reincarnation is a ballad of salmonella and sour grapes. The purpose of which, I believe…is to balance the knowledge during existence between love and hate. Of course, such knowledge is known to few and those who are through with this silly game. Yet…some exit the arena early…while others are caught trying to sneak away…and for each of these crimes…another year…another day. Their souls…to hell are destined to rot; over and over with one twisted thought. Never and no way shall this torture be displayed here, where it’s hot…for life is where and when th

Lyrically Speaking
Before he met Whitney he was a superstar.. Although this song does sound stalkerish.. now that i'm 30ish... lmao Good Lovin'... Ow! Yeah! I can't sleep at night, I toss and turn Listenin' for the telephone But when I get your call I'm all choked up Can't believe you called my home And as a matter of fact, it blows my mind You would even talk to me Because a girl like you is like a dream come true A real life fantasy No matter what your friends try to tell ya We were made to fall in love And we will be together, any kind of weather It's like that, it's like that Every little step I take You will be there Every little step I make We'll be together Every little step I take You will be there Every little step I make We'll be together I can't think too straight, I'm all confused You must've put a thing on me Because there aren't no words that can explain I'm livin' in ecstacy And you can best believe, I got ya back You never have to feel no pain 'Caus

Holiday Blues
Its that time of year again.So much has changed in a matter of just a few years.Ive been divorced since june of 2004 and although I am very happy with someone else now I cant help thinking of all that has past. I try so hard to get him and my past life out of my mind but I was married for 18 years from age 18- 36 so it WAS half my lifetime and I didnt know anything else. Although I felt so controlled and like a robot saying and doing the things I THOUGHT I was supposed to be doing there is some comfort in having all your decisions made for you.We were still sleeping together up until this time last year.So technically this is the first christmas without that safety net. Hesmoved on with a much skinnier,much prettier live in girlfriend and they BOTH work at the same place as me.WOOHOO! Its not that I want him back.My boyfriend and I ahve been together for almost a year(jan 7th to be exact) and I love him so much and bless his heart he loves me too NO MATTER WHAT> Its so scary because

To Think
the one person on here that I want to call me beautiful or stunning or even say that he wants me can't even talk to me without talking about buisness and or anything but how he feels about me love that right..... have a good day all mel

Im So Sorry
To all; my darlings. Im sorry ive not been on the computer much , as ive only just got it back from the repair shop , £129 pounds later . And now my other one has gone to be repaired .. I have misses you all so very much ...... But hopefully i shall be on line a bit more now , xxxx

Sorry I Have Been Gone For A While
cheryl's computer is down. she is not sure when she will be able to get another one. hers is down beyond repair. she will be going to her mom's atleast once a week (or is gonna try) to use her mom's computer so that she can reply to your comments and emails. she asked me to tell you all that she misses each of you and loves you too. i read her emails you all sent to her over the phone and she said thank you all for the gifts you sent and the letters. i also told her the comments you sent. she says thank you for that too. she asked that you not give up on her. she has missed you all very much. thank you all for the love you have shown my sis cheryl. lots of love and hugs from cheryl

12.11.06 As You Are
As You Are what was i to you but a passing fool when what is left turns bitter where will you be gone from these moments as you are now excellent absintee careless to consider and perhaps this is what was missed that there is no reason for you to want to be here in this tired life with these rediculous restraints that loyalty and love is not what you desire that it just isn't enough to bear the discomfort of inconvenience what was i to you but a passing fool in an empty world

Different Day Same Bull Crap
I wake up every morning during the week doing the same thing. I get up and get the kids ready for school and daycare. I then drop daughter off at school and then began my day as a phone sex opeator and webcam worker.. What joy???? I work from home but still always too busy for everything. Well here are my links to get to know me better. http://www.mzkookie.net and http://www.niteflirt.com/mzkookie Both free to look at!!! LOL Kisses.. Off to continue working and providing for my family.. KISSES!

Give To Life
Give to life Get this week off to a great start. Reach into yourself, grab something of real and meaningful value, and give it to the world. There is something truly beautiful within you that is longing to be expressed. Let it out where it can see the light of day and, more importantly, where others can benefit from it too. Set aside your worries, anxieties and frustrations and touch the part of you that knows how beautiful life can be. Allow your natural creativity to be ignited as you work to give life a gift that is uniquely you. To be truly fulfilled, you must make space for that fulfillment. Give of yourself and open up a place within you where that fulfillment can find a home. Look around you right now and you'll see countless opportunities to make a difference in your own special way. Every time you do, you'll experience how absolutely right it feels. That is what true success feels like. And it can be yours this very moment. -- Ralph Marston

Hate Crime
HATE CRIME Has the media gone totally mad, or is the media just a tool to try and make the blacks browns and yellows out to be saints while totally thrashing the white mans reputation. Everyday in this great nation hate crimes are being committed by those who the ADL and the NAACP so openly protect, but you will never see the crimes that these groups commit against the hard working racially awake white men and women in any news papers or television broadcasts. In fact such stories are just swept under the rug and not a dam thing is done to alert the masses about it. On Halloween of this year in Long Beach California three young white women ages 19 to 21 were attacked by a pack of Negros who beat them badly. Nothing of this story was told by any news media and if it were it was so far in the depths of the paper ensuring that the mass public had no knowledge of this crime. However if this had happened to three black women Jesse Jackson would have made such a big deal of this tha

Media And Their Lies
Media and their Lies The white American is no longer able to think for themselves. With the Jewish media spreading lies about our race, there is no way we are able to learn the truth from readily available texts and television programs. And what’s worse it that a majority of the whites in this country don’t care to be educated on the atrocities which are committed against them everyday, just so long as their refrigerators are full and their televisions have numerous channels they dare not speak out. It is apparent that the whites in America have no real desire to change what is wrong, in fact there are more and more whites out there joining the ranks of the mestezos and Jewish brainwashers. The Jewish media has a strangle hold on our people and every time one speaks out laws are instated and slander is placed upon those who dare question the Jewish law machines. The majority of the white American population has given up all hope in returning themselves to the once glorious and

Being Proud
Being Proud Being proud is a part of being who you want to be. We are living in a time where people who run our daily lives have forgotten that, they are turning their noises up at the views of its white population. If you are a white person living in this day and age, and you are proud then you are automatically labeled a racists or a bigot. But I step back and take a look at other races and I wonder, why is it that they are taught to have pride in their race, in fact why are they encouraged to go around spreading their views, when we are discouraged from doing anything close to such. We walk down the street with our shaven heads and doc marten or combat boots, or our white robes and show one ounce of pride in our working class roots, and we have glances of disgust and hatred shot our way, they are praised and even idolized, we face possible jail time if we so much as speak a “derogatory” or “racists” remark while in a fight, they are allowed to call us what they feel. They ca

Mondays
ANYONE WANNA CHANGE PLACES WITH ME? GOT TO GO TO DALLAS VA AND HAVE AN EEG.. ANYONE THAT KNOWS WHAT THAT IS KNOWS HOW MUCH FUN THEY ARE...HAVE A GREAT DAY...(still crying over COWBOYS spanking they got) LOL

Monday
It is not even 9 in the morning and I am having a bad day. I feel anxious and depressed. This is probably a carryover from yesterday when I was struck with overwhelming sadness. I am at work so I have to stop writing now and log off CT. =(

Cool And Interesting Things To Know
In the 1400s a law was set forth in England that a man was allowed to beat his wife with a stick no thicker than his thumb. Hence we have "the rule of thumb" ------------------------------------------- Many years ago in Scotland, a new game was invented. It was ruled "Gentlemen Only...Ladies Forbidden"...and thus the word GOLF entered into the English language. ------------------------------------------- The first couple to be shown in bed together on prime time TV were Fred and Wilma Flintstone. ------------------------------------------- Every day more money is printed for Monopoly than the U.S. Treasury. ------------------------------------------- Men can read smaller print than women can; women can hear better. ------------------------------------------- Coca-Cola was originally green. ------------------------------------------- It is impossible to lick your elbow. ------------------------------------------- The State with the highest percentage of peopl

Tame Alligator?
A guy walks into a bat with an alligator on a leash. The bartender tells the man that he cannot bring such a dangerous animal into the bar. The man assures him that the gator is completely tame and offers a demonstration. He opens the gator's mouth, places his penis inside and closes it. He then beats the alligator on the head with a stick. Then, he gently opens the gator's mouth, removes his penis and shows it to the crowd. There wasn't a scratch on it. He turns and says, "Now would anyone else like to try?" A little old women raises her hand and says, "Yes I would, but please don't hit me on the head with the stick."

Little Johnny Strikes Again
Little Johnny was a foul mouthed little kindergardner. The teacher, Mrs. Smith, didn't like talking to him or calling on him because every time he opened his mouth he ended up in the principles office. One week Mrs. Smith was teaching about the five senses. On Wednesday was Taste. She brought in three meat dishes. All the kids had blindfolds and each got a piece of meat of the first plate. Mrs Smith asked "Can anyone tell me what kind of meat that was?" Nobody raised their hand except Johnny. Against her better judgement she said OK Johnny. He said "That was Beef". Then came the second plate. Mrs Smith again asked "Can anyone tell me what kind of meat that was?" Again, nobody raised their hand except Johnny. She asked if anybody else know the answer thinking that one good answer from Johnny was about all she could expect. Still no hands. Against her better judgement she said OK Johnny. He said "That was Chicken". Then came the third and final plate. Mrs Smith passed out the meat and ag

A Dog Named Sex
Everybody I know who has a dog usually calls him "Rover" or "Spot". I call mine Sex. Now, Sex has been very embarrassing to me. When I went to the City Hall to renew the dog's license, I told the clerk that I would like a license for Sex. He said, "I would like to have one too!" Then I said, "But she is a dog!" He said he didn't care what she looked like. I said, "You don't understand.... I have had Sex since I was nine years old." He replied, "You must have been quite a strong boy." When I decided to get married, I told the minister that I would like to have Sex at the wedding. He told me to wait until after the wedding was over. I said, "But Sex has played a big part in my life and my whole world revolves around Sex." He said he didn't want to hear about my personal life and would not marry us in his church. I told him everyone would enjoy having Sex at the wedding. The next day we were married at the Justice of the Peace. My family is barred from the church from then on.

I Will Not Be On For A While.
Today is going to be a busy day for me, so I will be signing off very soon and probably won't be back on till tomorrow. if you want to contact me, I am available at yahoo, just_call_me_baby_girl79. Please do not be upset if I do not answer right away, okay. MMFWCL

Give To Life
Monday, December 11, 2006 Give to life Get this week off to a great start. Reach into yourself, grab something of real and meaningful value, and give it to the world. There is something truly beautiful within you that is longing to be expressed. Let it out where it can see the light of day and, more importantly, where others can benefit from it too. Set aside your worries, anxieties and frustrations and touch the part of you that knows how beautiful life can be. Allow your natural creativity to be ignited as you work to give life a gift that is uniquely you. To be truly fulfilled, you must make space for that fulfillment. Give of yourself and open up a place within you where that fulfillment can find a home. Look around you right now and you'll see countless opportunities to make a difference in your own special way. Every time you do, you'll experience how absolutely right it feels. That is what true success feels like. And it can be yours this very moment. --

Yawn
mm i probably should sleep soon. i just got home from doing a midnight. i downloaded microsoft office thingy on limewire. so i now how microsoft word, so i can start editing my books more and writing more which is always a good thing. i re installed windows but can't get my sound to work which sort of sucks since the whole point was so i could work on my cd but owell, guess i dont feel too motivated ne ways. the night went alright, got kind of boring. atleast i wasn't overwelmed tho and i got everything done that i needed to get done. ppl are starting to get more done during the day shifts so it helps me out. mostly they're finally doing there own dishes so i dont spend 2 hrs cleaning up a days worth of dishes that i didn't make. i succesfully changed days by myself which is good. yesturday i went with derek and doreen to cut a tree and then decorated it with them. that was nice i s'pose not really exciting, doreen was being creepy and bouncy which was kind of odd but amusing. she

What Do Your Eyes Reveal About You
You scored as Eyes full of Pain. People tend to overlook you, which makes you feel less worthy of their attentions. You sometimes wish you could just disapear from the world around you. You have been hurt very badly in the past and you just wish that someone would understand you, and what their cruelty is doing to you.Eyes full of Pain100%Passion75%Mysterious75%Diamond Eyes58%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

Update On My Friend Mark.
Okay On friday, I had found out that Mark was in a horrible accident. Well I talked to him last night, he is home, but will be going through alot of therapy for his legs. he seemed to be in good spirits, but please go and let him know that the Juggalo family is behind him all the way. thanks and MMFWCL ~~baby girl~~ ~~Juggalo Family~~@ CherryTAP

Dear Santa Claus......... Lol..
deer santa: I wud like a kool toy space ranjur fer Xmas. Iv ben a gud boy all yeer. Yer Frend, BiLLy Dear Billy, Nice spelling. You're on your way to a career in lawn care. How about I send you a frigging book so you can learn to read and write? I'm giving your older brother the space ranger. At least HE can spell! Santa Dear Santa, I have been a good girl all year, and the only thing I ask for is peace and joy in the world for everybody! Love, Sarah Dear Sarah, Your parents smoked pot when they had you, didn't they? Santa Dear Santa, I don't know if you can do this, but for Christmas, I'd like for my mommy and daddy to get back together. Please see what you can do. Love, Teddy Dear Teddy, Look, your dad's banging the babysitter like a screen door in a hurricane. Do you think he's gonna give that up to come back to your frigid, fat mom, who rides his ass constantly? It's time to give up that dream. Let me get you

What Do Your Eyes Reveal Bout You?
You scored as Mysterious. You wish to hide who you are from all those around you. You find it very hard to trust people. You also may enjoy the fun that comes from playing mind games with others around you.My advice Get out there and reveal the true you if only to one person!Mysterious67%Eyes full of Pain67%Passion50%Diamond Eyes33%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

My Father's Big Sister
A mistake at Birth Now orphaned Again Without blood To rely on I am glad I have My friends A new beginning Starts once this Page ends Another chapter To explore A fresh life Ascends Faith and my Beliefs Allow no Anger in My Grief I allow a single Tear Followed by a Sigh Of Relief I now get to be The same old me Only different Dedicated to my late Aunt, Sylvia Adler, who passed January 7, 2004. I will miss you my friend. Just thinking about her, so I decided to share.

Everyone Please Read This...no Not Another Contest Blog..lol
FIRST OFF I WANTED TO THANK ALL THAT SHOWED ME LUV IN THE SEXIEST LADY ON CT CONTEST,I DUNNO WHO WON YET CUZ I WASN'T HOME OR NEAR COMPUTER WHEN IT DID. BUT IT WAS TRULLY APPRECIATED I KNOW YA BUSTED A$$ TO HELP ME OUT. ALSO TO THOSE THAT "BOMBED" ME IN CONTEST DO ME A HUGE FAVOR AND SEND ME THE LINK VIA PRIVATE MESSAGE SO I CAN CONTINUE BOMBING,I LOST THOSE TOO..DON'T ASK !! LOL SECOND.. THANKS TO ALL THOSE WHO HAVE BEEN TRYING TO HELP ME LEVEL UP,Y'ALL THE BOMB FOR REAL.MAD LUV YOUR WAY ..I'M @ 5,568 TO GO AND I'M THERE,ALSO I SAID I WAS GUNNA HIT YOUR PAGES BACK AND I WILL AND I AM WORKING ON IT HOWEVER,LOL I LOST MY LIST OF WHERE TO RETURN THE FAVOR SO IF I HAVEN'T TAGGED YOUR PAGE BACK PLEASE LET ME KNOW VIA PRIVATE MESSAGE CUZ I DON'T WANNA FORGET THOSE THAT HELPED. THANK YOU.. OK THINK I'M DONE FOR NOW..LOL MUAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHZ 2 Y'ALL !!!! STAY SWEET,SAFE,AND BLESSED Top Comment Graphics Myspace

Time To Throw Out The Trash
Why do people hold onto crap for?? In a bad situation, stop complaining about it, just ditch the trash and get out. Life is far too short to spend half your life somewhere you don't want to be. how many times have i heard my boyfriend/husband abuses me, treats me like shit etc... just do the brave thing and leave the crap behind. The world does have decent people in it, reach out and touch someone. Realise this when you got beautiful, kind and loving girl that dies at 28 and then still surrounded by idiots that waste so much love on trash. Sorry, but been a really long week hehe :(

Hugs For Jacey
I watched this video on YouTube this morning. I think you all should watch it. Many of you think the internet is for porn or to meet someone and hook up. But people do good things. This woman is doing a good thing. Cancer can hit anyone of you...your children, your mom, dad, Sister, brother and best friends. This is about a little girl named Jacey with Leukemia who is in remission but has an 85% chance of relapse. Watch it and think about your life. She is 10. I want you to think about hers. Think of everything you take for granted. So i wanna ask my friends...Instead of scamming for hotties or asking for private pics DO SOMETHING for someone else. A Random act of kindness. Buy a gift for a child in the hospital. Make a video with a hug for Jacey and put it on youtube. Just do something nice...its christmas...I know most of you won't bother to watch this but those who do...you are special and you rock!

Monday Mornin' (hagw)
Maturity is a bitter disappointment for which no remedy exists, unless laughter can be said to remedy anything. - Kurt Vonnegut Love is an irresistible desire to be irresistibly desired. - Robert Frost The only reason for being a professional writer is that you can't help it. - Leo Rosten

Interracial Relastionship Mumm
Apparently because I am not level 3, I can't post comments or vote on mumms. :-( This is unfortunate since I had something to say on this topic and so I decided to say it here. I think people should be colorblind and open to relationships with people of any race. I can't help it that black women find me attractive, nor can they help that they are so good looking either. :-P I believe interracial relationships are instrumental in bringing the world together and creating a much more peaceful society. That's my two cents worth. Comments welcome! :-D

Ouchy
Hugs to all who read this....last night a had a freaky klutz moment and got a pc of wood...(1/2" x 1/4") rammed into my second toe....had to go to er and have it cut out...i'm on drugs so will be hit and miss....i gave birth twice, get tats all them time....but i am being really baby about this .... send me love...lol.....kisses to all! just becky

What Day Iz It?!!!?!?
long long long LONGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG feck'n weekend.....one of those that just dragzzzz on an on an on an ON typez......thangz are going great w/ the station...could use a few extra dj'z!!!

Leave It Behind!
John 5:8 “Jesus saith unto him, Rise, take up thy bed, and walk.” In the Gospels, we learn about a man who languished by a pool for 38 years hoping for someone to put him in a pool when the waters stirred so he could be healed (see John 5:1-9). He had a place in line, but someone always stepped in front of him. What was Jesus response? Step out of line, take up your bed and walk! Suppose a man had been standing in line for Super Bowl tickets for 38 years. His buddy comes up to him and says, “I have two tickets on the 50-yard line. Come on.” If he steps out of line, he puts all of his trust into this guy’s word that he has two tickets on the 50-yard line. Do you know what a lot of us do? We want to make a provision for our flesh or we want to keep our spot in line. Jesus says, “Leave it behind.” What are you holding onto in your life that God wants you to give up so you can live the life He died to give you? Can’t think of anything? Maybe there’s not

From Entry For December 10, 2006 On My Yahoo 360
Entry for December 10, 2006 Well hello to everyone who actually takes time to read these things. I've been busy working at very odd hours for the past month and a half and sometimes I don't have a chance to write something in my blog. Well my myspace page ended up being hacked into plus my yahoo account password was changed. I was lucky because they could have done worst damage knowing they got into my yahoo account and changed the password. There is a part of me that is thankful that they were stupid and did not do more damage. I saw what they did to my myspace page. I saved some of my pages on my old myspace account before it was hacked when I clicked on the link to return to the main page it was not alter that much. The only thing that they added was "LMAO faggott" and they added a blog saying that this person wanted to be hooked up. They deleted my photos, links, blogs and deleted a few of the people on my friends list. How immature they were? Hackers that have that

Howfamous.com
Some of you already know of this site... but in case you don't... why not check it out? Melanie, Howfamous.com - winner of Game #5 What is HowFamous.com? HowFamous.com is an online talent contest where people from around the world compete against one another to showcase their talent. Our contestants first create a user profile on our site and then select a category they wish to compete in (music, videos, modeling, photography, poetry, short stories, etc.). We then hold bi-weekly contests where every visitor to our site votes on their favorite contestants in a head-to-head competition. At the end of each contest period, the #1 ranked contestants in each category become finalists. Every 12 months, we have a sitewide vote on all our finalists to select an annual winner in each category. The competition is intense, but fun! How will I Become Famous? That's the easy part. Your profile will be viewed by hundreds of thousands of fellow contestants and audience members on ou

Words Of Wisdom
1 Your fences need to be horse-high, pig-tight and bull-strong. 2 Keep skunks and bankers at a distance. 3 Life is simpler when you plow around the stump. 4 A bumble bee is considerably faster than a John Deere tractor. 5 Words that soak into your ears are whispered...not yelled. 6 Meanness don't jes' happen overnight. 7 Forgive your enemies. It messes up their heads. 8 Do not corner something that you know is meaner than you. 9 It don't take a very big person to carry a grudge. 10 You cannot unsay a cruel word. 11 Every path has a few puddles. 12 When you wallow with pigs, expect to get dirty. 13 The best sermons are lived, not preached. 14 Most of the stuff people worry about ain't never gonna happen anyway. 15 Don't judge folks by their relatives. 16 Remember that silence is sometimes the best answer. 17 Live a good, honorable life. Then when you get older and think back, you'll enjoy it a second time. 18 Don't interfere with somethin' that ain't bo

Got Talked Into This
my buds talked me into this cause i just recently got divorced and they said this site was it,so im trying it although i dont know what to do.some friends,wont even help me out,ha.they are great guys though.well ill do this again when they help.

All Good Things
Have you heard that song All Good Things, by Nelly Furtado? Well it’s a pretty good song I think. I know you’ve heard the expression all good things must come to an end. So at last all good things have come to an end for me. You see I was sort of dating someone. Or would you call it hanging out with her. You know I’m going with hanging out, b/c that’s what we did. Yes we did go to dinner, the movies and yes we slept in the same bed. But nothing happened we just cuddled. And besides she said it that if her ex, I guess you can call him that they were divorce, changed she would take him back in a heartbeat. You can’t just give up on four years. She gave me plenty of times to run away as she put it but I stayed. She even told me that we weren’t bf/gf that she didn’t want to get into a relationship unless she had a clear head. Wow a new one for me. Well this week she told me that her ex did tell her that he wanted to work things out. And then she asked me if I would still talk to her. I to

A Round For The House!;-)
A drunk walks into a bar and says, "Bartender, buy everyone in the house a drink, pour yourself one, and give me the bill." So, the bartender does just that, and hands the man the bill. The drunk says, "I haven't got it." The bartender slaps the guy around a few times then throws him out into the street. The very next day, the same drunk walks into the bar and once again says, "Bartender, buy everyone in the house a drink, pour yourself one, and give me the bill." The bartender figures that he can't possibly be stupid enough to pull the same trick twice, so he gives him the benefit of the doubt. He pours a round of drinks for the house, has a drink himself, and hands the drunk the bill. Again, the drunk says, "I haven't got it." The bartender can't believe it. He picks the guy up, beats the living daylights out of him, then throws him out into the street. The next day, the same drunk walks back into the same bar and says, "Bartender, buy every one in the house a

Nexts, Lasts And Firsts
NEXTS 1. Next person you'll kiss: I don't know I tend to get ambushed with them at times. 2. Next movie you want to see: Santa clause 3 lmao 3. Next person you want to go out with: Going out anywhere would be a nice start. 5. Next time you're going out: I don't know 6. Next place you'll take vacation: Again I don't know 7. Next thing you are going to do after filling this survey out: Go and watch some shitty daytime tv coz I'm off work ill today. 8. Next thing you are going to eat: We've got pratically no food in the house so I don't know 9. Next time you plan to be drunk: I don't plan on ever getting drunk it just happens 10. Next thing you are going to do outside: Well it's raining again so I'm going to try and avoid it for a bit 11. Next person you'd like to see fill this out: Whoever is bored enough to -------------------------------------------------------- LASTS: 1. Last kiss: My boyfriend Dan. *waves* 2. Last person you hugged: Natty 3

Amazing Friendship Story
Another Kat (yes, there are other folks named Kat too!) posted a blog entitled, Blind Horse. You will have to read the story to sit in amazement. It is beautifully written and told. Kat

Friends
ive moved around alot in my life.ive lived in 43 states and 6 countries.everytime ive left friends behind.never knew my family excepy for the 8 foster homes i lived in and the reservation in dunsieth.i wish they had this site back then so i didnt loose track of my friends.now here i am,just moved to missouri from colorado and bam,no friends here.i want to thank those who have joined me here and became my new friends.one even talked to me for hours last night.it was a great feeling and here i know there dont have to be good-byes.im going to have to have a pig roast like i used to and ill invite all of you to join.probably around may.ill let ya know.thanks to all my new friends,i know these will last.

Pain
When you run into someone who is disagreeable to others, you may be sure he is uncomfortable with himself; the amount of pain we inflict upon others is directly proportional to the amount we feel within us. - Sydney J. Harris

The End Of Another Broadcast Day.
I want to thanks every single one of my friends on cherry tap for making my birthday a fantastic day, it couldnt have started or ended any better than it did this year! I'm very greatful to know each and every one of you. A very special thanks to jenni, aka your royal princess for getting the ball rolling this morning despite feeling like death herself. You mean a lot to me jenni, more than I can express at this time. I love ya hun

A Quote I Like
i just wanted to add this , i always found this quote pretty damn cool, and if i can ever find out if its a true poem and the author it would be awesome ( true enough i havent tried real hard either though) i'm not going to tell you where its from...you just tell me if you know. Sin and souIs--who beIieves in that shit anymore, reverend? Want to know what a sin is? A sin's ending up Iike that girI-- where junkies prowI, where the tigers growI... in search of that much-needed bIow. Where winos cringe on a canned-heat binge... and find their graves in the snow.

The Blind Horse
Just up the road from my home is a field, with two horses in it. From a distance, each looks like every other horse. But if you stop your car, or are walking by, you will notice something quite amazing. Looking into the eyes of one horse will disclose that he is blind. His owner has chosen not to have him put down, but has made a good home for him. This alone is amazing. If nearby and listening, you will hear the sound of a bell. Looking around for the source of the sound, you will see that it comes from the smaller horse in the field. Attached to her halter is a small bell. It lets her blind friend know where she is, so he can follow her. As you stand and watch these two friends, you'll see how she is always checking on him, and that he will listen for her bell and then slowly walk to where she is, trusting that she will not lead him astray. When she returns to the shelter of the barn each evening, she stops occasionally and looks back, making sure her friend

It's More Like An Addiction
I love photoshop Ok so tonight I was cleaning my room and what did I come across? My English II folder with all the papers I wrote inside. I start flipping through the papers to see what I had wrote about, and one of my papers I wrote was actually about how awesome taco bell was entitled "Think Outside the Bun." Maybe not to funny to most people, but people who know me and my love for the bell will find humor in it.

Red Crush (vampires)
V1 as darkness fades beneath the surface he lay asleep to the light breathing only earth keeping to himself the enemy inside suffering eternally the beast rises (chorus) telling no one wanting someone thirsting hunger quenching sin tasting the red crush between his lips soul starving mortality slips V2 nature scorned heartless and cold magnificent creature of nocturnal reign hyptnotizing seduction mishap of perfection a vampire with no name

Please Help
this lovely man, he's a genuine honest bloke, and really needs some help in the contest he's in. It's best B&W pic. I WAS in a lounge, and they all said "yea we'll help, he helped us"....did they? MY ASS THEY DID!!! So...let's all please go bomb this pic with comments....specially the brits on my list, cuz we gotta stand united lol

Vile Thoughts
V1 Drunk on the flames forgot to the impurities take the time drink my wine sit beside me listen as I speak (transition) can't handle what you can't grip tight around the neck choked the sins, the pain as the nails they drove the second twice sort through confined memories ashamed are they amoungst the fig tree it is here you make your christ (chorus) your disaster devistates my compassion retaliates seeing through worn eyes patient to your excessive sighs six,six,six engulfs your crooked smile fuck you come on, come on inject me with your vile V2 the dragon's chased are tainted and laced beyond the belts of the bibles hold turn blue to exhale fell the rush no limits to push gonna embrace this ability where the mind astonishes and the will stands free struggle to feel the fall sparked again soar high to hear the dark call firmly tempted by my advice I once walked beside your christ

Why?
Why? I cant't believe you said that You looked pretty shocked too. Sure, we had a little fight But now you say we're through. After all this time together You just leave me in the dust. Now i stand here all alone Not knowing who to trust. I feel the tears start as they slowly run down my face. Do you have any love left for me? It seems theres not a trace. I don't know what to do now I'll just sit here and cry. Just wish i knew what went wrong I can't help but wonder why. What made you finally do it? What pushed you to the brink? I really wish you'd tell me As i sit alone and think. I feel so all alone now I don'y know what to do. I really do still love you And i wanna be back with you

I'll Learn
I'll learn You couldnt keep your promise, I guess it was to much to ask. If only you really loved me It wouldnt be such a hard task. Its so hard to talk to you Without feeling this sharp pain. It feels as though a storms brewing in me Like clouds needing to burst their rain. That rain is my tears Its a hard thing to admit. Im still not over you, But i guess we just didnt fit. My load was very heavy But you helped me give some away. It wasnt hard to carry then As i walked with you each day. But now that you have left me Alone on this darkened road, Everythings become heavier I now struggle with my load. Im sure that i'll be fine In the days yet to come. I'll show you that i can forgive you, And i'll learn to have some fun. Lindsey Johnson

My Dream
My Dream I thought i'd lost you forever Then you came to me in my dream I wish i never woke up You don't know how real it seemed We held each other close So tight we could not breathe No one else was there It was only you and me Now i stand here thinking Wishing you were here To see the world you left behind And all you friends so dear. I cannot help but miss you For my heart is about to bust You left me all alone here With no one i can trust I wish my dream were real We were standing by a lake Then i let you slip away And that was my worst mistake But one day i will get there Though it may take me a while When i finally reach the heavens I will know you by your smile. Lindsey Johnson

What We Had
What we had Two lonely tears, they fell from my eye You told me it was over, then left without a goodbye I didn't know what to do, i felt like i was gonna explode I thought you loved me, to me thats what you told My world seemed to dim, as i watched you walk out the door But it wasn't just that, it was a whole lot more. You walked out of my life when you left me that night, so i went into town looking for a fight. Nothing happened, i just sat down and cried. One to many times now my heart has been tried. Slowley but surely im getting over you, It'll take me a while, its a hard thing to do I'll never forget you hurt me so bad I'll never forget the love that we had Lindsey Johnson

I'm Angry
I'm angry I’m angry because you pursued me relentlessly and told me you wanted me to be your boyfriend. I’m angry because I learned you did that with others while we were still together. I’m angry because you lied when you told me you weren’t attracted to men I later learned you screwed. I’m angry because I can’t tell you how angry I am. I’m angry that it makes me hurt when I see, hear or write your name – even when it isn’t you who’s being referred to. I’m angry that you led me to believe you wanted a life with me. I’m angry that I can’t just come over your place when I feel like it. I’m angry that you would probably let me if I wanted and that I have to resist. I’m angry because I can’t talk to you. I’m angry because I’m lonely and you have several lovers vying for your attention. I’m angry that I don’t know exactly when you began disregarding my feelings. I’m angry that I don’t know what things you said were true and which were not. I’m angry you never tried

Heartbreak
Heartbreak Sometimes I ponder about what will come next Where will my life turn when it seems to stall? When is the next time I will smile again? and how will I get up, should I fall? Happiness fills me with a touch of sadness. By that I mean I know it can't last. Beauty decays, laughter subsides When will the stones be cast? Tragedy can be measured by the amount of happiness taken away Elusion is our only protection As we fall victim to its prey So when I've reached a fork in life's road and the choices are many or few. I follow the one that leads away from misfortune Thats all I can really do When life is good You have to hold it in your hand You have to close your eyes You have to breathe it in! Happiness may end While tragedy begins Today is the beginning Is tomorrow the end?

Never
Never Just when I thought my life was going fine, just when I thought I had everything in line, here came something from my past, bringing back a memory with a spell to be cast. I remember watching you, from windows, behind doors. Wondering if you'd ever be mine, and I'd be yours. That day never came, it disappeared into the clouds. As did you. But now you're back again. There's a part of me inside that wishes you stayed gone. You don't understand what you did to me. My feelings for you had since vanished, but now that you're back, I'm sent into my long lost reverie. There's that other part of me that's happy to see you once more. Happy to see you're well and you haven't changed. Happy to see what I fell for so long ago. But still, sad to behold what I never can have. Never will be a time when I won't want to see you, never will be a time when I won't want to be with you. And as long as that happens, there will never be a time

Mistaken
Mistaken I love you. All my faith All my hope I placed in you. We walked romance's path, Carefully laid, Always striving towards, An eternal goal. I trusted You trusted We were a team. No obstacle stood, In front of us, For we held hands, And simply walked on. My dream was you Your dream was me Together in one vision. Others came and went, Separated by place, Yet it was our dreams, Held reality joined. Now we have reached the end of the path. Now we have acheived almost perfect trust. Now we have realised the two dreams yet one. Yet all I feel is... disappointment. We succeeded - yet failed. It wasn't our faith - that was strong. It wasn't our hope - it never blurred. It wasn't our trust - it never wavered. It wasn't our dreams - they was one. Then what? It couldn't...no. But it is all that is left. I don't love you. If I love you, Then why dismay? For if hope is in love, We find only joy. I

Yesterday
Yesterday Tell me goodbye Shake my hand I'll try not to cry I'll hold my ground I told you to leave I can't tell you why The rainbows we weaved Stopped shining Rain falls like tears The roses are wilted I see in the mirror What I used to be A sweet kind of girl Innocent and true No one in the world Made me feel as you do I loved you But I think I lost it What I felt for you Has left my heart Don't ask me now This hurts me too Just leave me now Remember I loved you

The Knowledge Of Nothing
silence the deafening sound of nothing blares into your ears somewhat like the sound that infamous tree makes when it falls and no one is around But does it really make a sound? Who knows The only sounds you know are inside your head You scream yell rant rave carry on and complain but everyone seems to notice not your attempts to make yourself known Your eyes catch that one guy in the yellow shirt HEY!! YOU!! WHY WON'T YOU LOOK AT ME?! Or that one lady in the blue dress "COME OVER HERE! PLEASE TALK TO ME!" These people so familiar heir names on the tip of your tongue but you just can't recall The images of these people slowly fade into the distance until they blend with your surroundings PLEASE COME BACK! DON'T LEAVE ME!! But it's too late They're too far gone to even know you existed Your eyes close re-open but still you see as if they were not open Your once warm environment filled with visions pleasing to any eye is now empty monotone

One Nite Stand
One Nite Stand Look what we did In our blind insanity We didn't... did we? I didn't know What would come of This ordeal I can't believe Any of this at all I have to go One kiss Goodbye You're still asleep... Goodbye, I had fun, Don't Forget Me...

Extinct Before Endangered
Extinct before Endangered I blow a sweet goodbye kiss To the love I never had A love that never existed Now lay dead in the sand I was a pawn in your game You used me and left me to die A broken heart is painful I know 'cause you've broken mine You don't know you've done this to me You'll never feel my pain You've made me waste so many tears But I love you just the same.

Untitled
Untitled You gave me back my torn up heart And walked straight out my door I can't believe you used to say It was I you most adored I was naive, I know that now To think you really cared And wiht the slamming of the door My secrets all were bared I never thought you'd be as cruel To rip my heart in two And now you've goine and left me Not knowing what to do I miss your goodnite kisses Your arms, sow arm and safe Your eyes, your hands, your smile Your lingering embrace The way you used to stroke my hair Or gently take my hand You'd treat me like a princess Obeying my every command I pray you'll come back to me I know she'll break your heart I'll help you mend hte pieces She'll have torn apart You'll soon know what I've been through You'll realize your wrongs I really, really miss you I haven't seen you in so long I know the time is nearing Soon you'll walk back through my door How many times I've wished That I could see you just once mo

Confusion
Confusion Confusion fills my heart, unfettered by love it rages, terrifying and all consuming it ravages my mind. No longer can I understand who you are, what I think Do I love? Did I ever? And why are you so aloof? Why do you stay away? Why do I want you near? And again the questions: Do I love? Did I ever? Raging through my mind anger at your apathy Fear of your loathing and distemper but above all, the confusion And then again, the questions come only somehow now they change as if in reproach for my naivete Do you love? Did you ever? And all I can think is no...

Demons
Look to see spoken chants of hail mary's driving me insane transfixed is the hate while comfort plays her illicit beat body's sweat feel the speed spewing from this faltered seed Pick away the scabs that wrap around your lips failed to mention your intention sore to the sight is this bitter spite sectioned insuffiecently passion cutting through as fascination penetrates the deep only to isolate the sleep dreams become real before you drift in and out demons cluttered all about here's a toast to the hypocrit sucking on the finest tit shaking the devil's hand as the deadly seven take their stand recognize Hitler's eyes when pity dwells vengeance smells skipping through each realm of your darkened hell

Just A Fool
I was a fool To think that I loved you And that maybe you Could love me in return. To think that maybe forever really wasn't too long to care And to believe that if it ended, that I could just go on with my life the way I always did. But I can't. And now there's a hole... an emptiness... That can't be filled, And would really rather stay a void. And to think... that once I thought That if it was over maybe you would cry, the way I do... inside. Once I thought that love was real... A true emotion. Now I know, Love is just a word that you throw around until you're tired of someone, so you throw them around. And I was a fool to think that maybe love was more than just a word. And to think that maybe I could hear it without being tossed away, so that my emotions landed in a jumbled heap of confusion But what if... We lived in a world where love was possible? Where I could be with you, and every day brought a new hope, and miracles really did happen. B

Tears Of Love
Tears of Love I loved him very much and I thought he did the same except I found out it was all a lie I found out that he didn't love me but had used me like a game I can't believe I didn't see it the love I had for him just blinded me I cried and cried that night he had dumped me after all me and him had been through a month and a half he told me I was to immature for him I couldn't understand why he didn't say anything earlier in the relationship it would have been a lot easier for me but instead he made it harder I felt like I just wanted to die the moment he said that My tears couldn't stop falling from my eyes everyone all around me heard my cries it was at a teen club, a lot of people were around but I couldn't help but just sit down and cry I can't express the pain I felt I had never felt this way before no other boy had made me cry but there was something different about him Maybe it was his smile or his cute curly hair or maybe it was

You Lied
You Lied the darkness void I cried, I cried eternity is not forever the promise foreshadowing love you me a lie eternity is forever the darkness the light we are one two souls everlasting can you see?

Untitled
Untitled I loved and lost, My trust the cost. You held me near Told me you loved me I thought I was your only one, dear. But I was blind, didn't even want to see. As you betrayed my heart, Even from the very start. Didn't take you long to find one, Whom you would tell was your moon, stars and sun. I wouldn't let that be, And blocked out my heart for eternity. All is black for me, As silent as a midwinter's eve. As you toyed with my emotions, Thinking I would actually believe, That you could rule me like the moon over the ocean. And I understand, You want to be my land, The one I run to when I'm scared, The one who chases evil with teeth bared. You want total control, With me dancing over hot coal. For your own pleasure, You simply want another treasure. You are my black moon, My darkness and eternal night, As I struggle to see, The first rays of light.

Goodbye
Goodbye On that night, You said you'd treat me right, On that night that gave rain, I was in deep pain On that night, you made me shine, I was yours and you were mine, But then I didn't know, … This was an all time low That day when hatred appears, And you brought me fears, There was a new feat, I realized you were not easy to defeat That night I knew not where, The hatred replaced the care, And out of all of the above, There was no love But without pain, There is no gain, So I won’t cower and run, Not just from you, but anyone I’ll stay with the ones I love, And the ones I care of, And to you this is one of my goodbyes, I will not take any more of you precious lies

Lost Soul
lost soul an empty heart seeing that you've turn to the wrong path hateful words don't understand why... i'll try not to lose faith but it's too hard i truly know that i've lost you along with part of my soul i have no one to guide me fight the battle alone i wish that this was just a bad dream i'd wake up knowing that you're there but you aren't sure i look strong but in the inside, i'm crumbling to pieces i got soothe the pain maybe one day you'll be there smiling telling me it was a bad dream now i have a small thing called hope

First Loves Are Like That
First Loves Are Like That Time has passed But I still have merories of you Sharing our love As if we were the only ones in the world The first time I saw you I realized what love was I have never felt like this before Until you came and showed me the way I guess I was lost Wondering through the woods My castle was far away now I was afraid I could feel someone following me But I couldn't scream Because I knew It wouldn't hurt me It was getting dark Lost and all by myself In the middle of the garden The forgotten garden I knew something was going to happen Clouds were covering the sky A cold wind blew in my ears And I shivered under the remaining moonlight It started to rain after that A hard thunderstorm Scarring everything on it's way Remembering the last day it came to my land I ran towards the rose garden Somehow I knew it was near me But I fell Innocent rock under my foot Then you came to the rescue (Hehe~funny frase^^*) You cov

Unfinished
unfinished once us now me alone i go alone i will stay in the abyss of loneliness darkness all around cold so cold everything is now nothing nothing at all hurt pain a thousand needles stabbed into my heart broken - i'm broken now - i'm un-finshed

Uses Ans Abuses
Akai Mpc 2000xl Thousands and thousands of records Roland XP-30 Yamaha Drums Zildjian cymbals Various Guitars/Basses Various Guitar/Bass pedals Any Direct Drive Turntable for sampling Technics 1200 for Djing 70's Crown rackmount Filter PowerMac G5 Itunes Garage Band The Glenlevit Remy Martin Newcastle Brown Ale 99 cent Dueces of Colt 45 Chocolate Phillies Blunts

Good-bye
Good-bye It's been days, almost weeks Since the day you said "Good-bye" Now I'm staring at your picture Trying my best not to cry I think of all the things you said Lies, that's all they were I still don't believe it And now I'm left with a heart that won't soar I should thank you You taught me how to love, but What about the pain that comes When all you do is say "Good-bye?"

Alone
Now I am alone Without you here I'm left only with memories Of the time you were near You left without a word Without an explanation You're gone, nothing to it My heart has no completion You left one day And you never came back So now I'm left With a heart that's black

Lost Love
Lost Love When you came into the room, my world would stop its spin. But for you it was different, your liking someone else was to begin. This hurt inside, tore me apart. While you walked up, to break my heart. On every star I have wished, that one day I'd bump into you. And if that day ever comes, what I have to say will be true. "If you hadn't broke my heart, I'd love you to the end. But that night you came up to me, I lost my only friend. "I now know that you, have not lived to your fullest. Just like love at its bluest. "You can't always get what you want, I know its true. Nothing now can help us out for I no longer love you."

Why Do I Bother?
Why do I bother? Why do I bother to say "hi" to you When I know that you'll say "good bye" Why do I bother cheering you up When I know you'll that you'll make me cry Why do I bother dressing your wounds When I know that you'll hurt me in return Why do I bother to help you When I know that you'll never learn Why do I bother telling you you're special When I know you'll call me a nerd Why do I bother talking to you When I know that you won't say a word Why do I bother to live each day When I know that I'd rather die Why do I bother to love you I guess I'll never know why

Break Up
Break Up That moment when you held my hand, When you captured me with your eyes. WHen you gave me something so grand, I never knew your love and words were all just lies. THat night when we had that moonlight walk, When you slowly lifted my chin and kissed me. When we had that in-depth talk, I never knew it was just a joke you see. That fantasy that we had once share, When we had a joining heart. When I thought you actually care, I never knew you'll break me apart. That lie that you've retold to many hearts, When you told me, I thought you meant it. WHen I thought we'll never part, I never knew you didn't mean it, not one bit. That red rose that you had given to me, When I look now, it's no longer there. When I thought our love was meant to be, I never knew you'll stop to care. That sweet poem that you had written for me, When I look at it there's only tears. When you wrote "meant to be," I never knew I'll face these fears. That unforgettable d

Untitled
untitled Don't try to be strong for me, I'm already weak. Don't try to fulfill the promises you made to me, It'll only make you stay longer. Stop pretending you're happy, I can see right through that act. Forget the memories that we shared, They'll only make you feel worst. Ignore my cries and my pleads, I'll calm down after awhile. Just leave me and forget me, Because I won't... Just turn around and walk away, Remember that this is for the best. At least one of us will be happy...

Can't...
Can't... Can't feel nothing but hurt, Inside this lonely soul of mine. Can't hear nothing but the sound of my heart shattering, As I pick the pieces off the ground. Can't speak of nothing but the agonizing pain, That you had scarred into me. Can't touch my dreams anymore, Because you took them away when you walked away. Can't see a life without you, As tears roll down my face as I think that they would never stop. And they never will.

Over For Now
Over For Now I knew someday it would have to end I knew eventually I would have to go back to calling you friend It's killing me that now that day has come If it's for the best then where is this pain from I know deep inside that this is what I had to do but it's breaking my heart to walk away from you I'm trying my best to appear strong but it's hard when part of me says that in your arms is where I belong I still love you with all my heart that's not going to change even though we're apart You were my first love and my first kiss There are so many of our special times I'm going to miss All the words I ever said or wrote still hold true But for now from a distance is where I'll be loving you I think you need me as a friend to help you through because there are things I can't control that are hurting you We both have issues no one knows of neither of us had the strength to be true to our love Maybe we will be together again if it was meant to be but for now pl

Lonely Heart
Lonely heart at night i breakdown and cry and sometimes i don't even know why my loneliness is driving me insane so is my lonely heart the one to blame? heart I'm calling on you give me the strength to pull through but still i must believe there's another lonely heart out there waiting for me waiting for me I'm not sure which way to go is it my heart that i should follow heart I'm so unsure and now i need you more than before heart I'm calling on you give me the strength to pull through but still i must believe there's another lonely heart out there waiting for me waiting for me tell me I'm not the only broken heart feeling lonely I know everything heals in time but can time heal this lonely heart of mine at night I breakdown and cry and sometimes I don't even know why my loneliness is driving me insane so is my lonely heart the one to blame? heart I'm calling on you give me the strength to pull through but still I must believe there's anot

Broken Heart
I hold it true, whate'er befall; I feel it, when I sorrow most; 'Tis better to have loved and lost Than never to have loved at all Broken Heart You broke up with me yesterday and ripped my heart in two. I never thought I'd hurt this much, I couldn't stop crying over you. I do not feel complete anymore, A part of me is missing. I loved the way you used to play with my hair When we were on your bed, kissing. You are the man of my dreams. I wish we could be together. Now I know that it's just not possible But I want you to know that I'll love you Forever.

Children, And The Instruments Of Death.
Current mood: amused From time to time I reflect on my childhood past, this time I attempted to remember the odd things. Like the fact that my parents tried to secretly kill me, and possibly your parents as well. Ever wonder why they allowed us to play with such instruments if death, such as Lawn Darts? Nothing like tossing long sharp projectiles at one another. What about chemestry sets.. sure they seem harmless, until you consider that with out adult supervision certin chemicals can be mixed to create some unhealthy results. Let us also remember those Etch a Sketch's, they are neat until someone busts a crack into the frame, and the somehwhat leathal aluminum powder leakes out. If you watched MacGyver like I did you'd know that by mixing the aluminum powder with some Iron Oxide , and clay, can make an explosive? All you need is to mix near equal parts, and have a magnesum lighting scource, like a Fourth of July Sparkler. Just makes you wonder why parents let us p

You Didn't Think
You didn't think of how it would hurt me Or how I was so young I couldn't understand what was going on You didn't think when you told me that stuff Of how it was right and it wouldn't do no harm Damn man you raped me How did that do no harm you see, It lives on with me but to you It's just an old memery You didn't think that when I grew up I wouldn't find out how it hurt me Well I did and I guess thats why You ran to Tennesse!! They can't find you But With all I power I will! You didn't think I would tell, but god it got to me, I was going through hell You didn't think of how it would make me scared of guys All you told me was lies! I'm going to find you and when I do I'm going to tell you that I'm through with you and this stupied memery of what you did to me!!

I Cant Belive This
I Cant Belive this I cant belive you did this to me.IM stupied for beliving all that shit youve said about me. I wish i can go back and never like him because all he did was play with my heart.So aguss you had fun playen me like a fool and breaking this girls heart.but now i really dont want to know if you are going out with my ex best friend both of you are wrong i hope you know how bad both of you guys have hurt

Just A Poem
Web of Love author: unknown On a beautiful moon night Creatively You worked your art You spun a web Around my heart How beautifully Your deeds have spread Each intricately Woven thread With strands of care You dried my tears Your gentleness Dispelled my fears Your wisdom Helped me understand And patiently You held my hand To give me courage To brave the storm With kindness You have kept me warm Your passion Lit a glowing fire That filled my soul With sweet desire You're all That I was dreaming of For the web you spun Was made of love

Guys
Guys Guys in highschool are so stupid When in relationships they don't know what to do When they like you they are afraid to show their emotions They think they know everything but in reality they really don't To find a guy is really tough to find one that is not so rough With all the stuff who knowa what is good Guys are stupid and thats that ***** NOT ALL GUYS ARE STUPID ONLY SOME*******

Sticky Situation
Sticky situation. When did purchasing a new cd, or Dvd become such a chore? Nothing says thank you for purchasing our merchandise, than plastering it with an endless ammount of sticky tape, and plastic shrink wrap. Now instead of opening the initial packaging, we now have to remove the outer shrink wrap. Then the secondary shrink wrap, take the movie out of the slip case, then steps four through seven are next. all of which involve removing the next batch of security tape sticker-like thing they attactch to each side of the dvd. Then after that, removing the inside security strip aka.. the black chip that sets off alarms (sometimes even when you purchase the movie.) Now after all that, there is a chance you no longer even feel like watching the darn movie. Not after that work-out. Does this prevent piracy? No? Prevent theft, not always. Allow for a lower price do to the decrease of theft? Heck no, they are just as expensive now than they were five years ago.

My Switch
In my mind, there is this unassuming looking little switch, like you would see in a fuse box. It is labeled 'done with you'. When it gets flipped by someone, for what ever reason, I am Done With Them. I.E. I'll more than likely never talk to them again. I won't say bad things about them or anything (that just isn't my nature) but I will never deal with them again if I have any choice in the matter. It is weird. As I look back at my life the switch has always been there, I just haven't really noticed it until recently. Maybe because it has a much larger hair trigger than it used to. But man, I am a lot more willing to completely cut someone out of my world then I used to be. Maybe it is because I have less time.

'twas The Night Before Christmas (at 7-11)
This is inspired by a true story I spent last Christmas in San Diego. On Christmas Eve, I went over to my friend, Donald’s house. He and his wife, Candy, are my two best friends from law school. Donald lives in this townhouse complex and at the top of the hill is a 7-11 convenience store. Donald likes to drive around the complex and up to the 7-11 in this golf car he bought and modified. So, I’m over there having drinks when we ran out of munchies and booze. So, half-drunk already, we jumped in the golf cart and “drove” up to the 7-11. We walked in and there’s this black guy in a Santa suit buying cigarettes and booze. It inspired me to write a story about it. This is done to the rhythm of ‘Twas The Night Before Christmas.... By the way, before anybody gets bent out of shape about me making fun of a black Santa, it wasn’t so much that as the fact the guy was drunk and buying crap at 7-11. Also, my friend Donald, he’s black. Enjoy: 'Twas the night before Christmas,

Super Secret Special For Opie And Anthony Fans - Check Your Emails
Finally, our SUPER-SECRET SPECIAL FOR OPIE AND ANTHONY FANS ONLY is on its way to you via Electronic Mail (or 'Email' as it's commonly referred to as these days). It's an annual tradition, and it's just in time for the holidays. It's only going out to our mailing list, which is pretty large...so it may take a day to get to you. IF YOU DON'T GET THE LETTER SEND AN EMAIL TO THIS ADDRESS...and we'll get you all the information. Also -- please make sure you are not blocking Emails from 'foundrymusic.com'! Check your SPAM folders if necessary. (AOL, Yahoo, Gmail, MSN users...this applies especially to you).

Christmas Gift
Pocket Taser Stun Gun, a great gift for the wife. A guy who purchased his lovely wife a "Pocket Taser" for their anniversary submitted this story. Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparked my interest. The occasion was our 22nd anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra for my wife Toni. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized taser. The effects of the taser were supposed to be short lived, with no long-term adverse affect on your assailant, allowing her adequate time to retreat to safety ... WAY TOO COOL! Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home. I loaded two Triple-A batteries in the darn thing and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed the button AND pressed it against a metal surface at the same time; I'd get the blue arch of electricity darting back and forth between the prongs. Awesome!!! Unfortunately, I have yet to explain to Toni wh

What Do You Want For Xmas From Me?
OK CHERRY TAPPERS HERE IS YOUR CHANCE TO ASK SANTA TO BRING YOU SOMETHING FROM ME. SO CUT AND PASTE AND MARK YOUR WISHES. IF YOU ARE REAL GOOD, MAYBE SANTA WILL BRING ME TO YOU AND ALL YOUR WISHES! MUAH!!! [ ]Hug [ ]Kiss on cheek [ ]Kiss on lips [ ]Hold hands [ ]Cuddle [ ]Make out [ ]Boom in my bedroom [ ]Sit on your lap [ ]Go on a date with you [ ]Just be friends [ ]Be more than friends [ ]Love me [ ]Like me [ ]Kiss under the Mistletoe [ ]Get to know me more [ ]be with me [ ]or just hangout with me [ ]fuck me [ ]rape me [ ]Love me for ever till the day you die [ ]Be mine?

My Bands Music
pretty much just posting this so i don't lose the html code to imbed the player; have fun listening if u want though. It's me on guitar and vocals, my friend Sam on bass and backup vocals. Both these recordings are live with no editing. Add a myspace jukebox to your profile.

Just A Deep Thought
It's often hard to remember that a deep thought you have isn't always welcomed by others. It may not be interesting to other people and it may even offend some people when all you were hoping to do was shed light on something. Something like showing how you think, or trying to offer help. Offering a different way to look at things, a different path to follow. Sometimes just a different understanding of the world around us all. My thought for the night is shared, but not always welcomed. It's about girls, women, all of them in general. No matter how many times they may be told they're beautiful, most of them will always think otherwise of themselves. Sometimes the media is to blame. If a person is not beautiful, what's the chances they'll get famous, or even noticed? But it's aimed more at females. They're told subconsciously they are not perfect, and in order to be perfect, they must buy the products off page 171 of some 'chick magazine'. The very same magazine that's showing them i

What Your Sleeping Position Says
What Your Sleeping Position Says You are secretly sensitive, but you often put up a front. Shy and private, you yearn for security. You take relationships slowly. You need lots of reassurances before you can trust. What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?

The Lioness In Winter (poem)
The Lioness in Winter I. I have been The Lioness, licking my paws and letting my roar escape into the still night air, breaking the silence out of rage or exasperation or sheer exultation, sometimes for the simple joy of letting the roar out, cutting through the night air, under the black sky and the fifty million stars. II. I have been Fire. My flame dancing around you, flickering, flaring up. My heat has burnt you. I have kept you all at bay. I know the threat of consumption or engulfment has kept you at arms’ lengths. I have, at times, touched everything in my path with destruction. III. I have held my misery in my arms, as I would hold my child. I have kept it at my breast, nurturing and feeding it, almost, at times, eager for it to grow. At times, I have passed the child to you, said, “Do you see now? Isn’t she heavy? How would you like to lug her around day in and out?” But this is only a game I like to play: a trick, a trap, a

183 Very Close... Thats Was Cool...
You Should Weigh 180 If you weigh less than this, you either have a fast metabolism or are about to gain weight. If you weigh more than this, you may be losing a few pounds soon! How Much Do You Weigh?

Friends Through The Internet
Its funny how we can meet people on the internet and become friends i have been on a couple of sites but have never felt the compassion and true friendship i have felt on here. I have to say the friends i have met on here are the greatest bunch of people, they will laugh with you, cry with you and always seem to know the right thing to say. I hope i can be as good a friend as these people.The people on this site make you feel like your part of a faimly and i cannot say enough about the friends and fans i have on here. I just wanted you all to know that i will be here for all of you whatever you need. I send my LOVE to all of you xxxxxxx Angel

All For You
my heart is making these funny patterns. I speak with you everyday, and no matter how much time passes since the last ny heart still lights up and beats irregular beats. I want to be held by you forever, spend eternity looking at each other, your sweet perfect face, your beautiful eyes. My heart feels like collapsing under the weight of my love for you, I am sick with it. You are all I ever think about. I dream about you, think about you. My heart is breaking at the thought of a life without you. Your words kick me in the throat and open the waterfalls in my eyes. I can't breathe when I think of you. Is this all for nothing? I need to know.

Music, Circa 1991 (poem)
Music, Circa 1991 this was when, even though we understood that it was no longer new, (but not understanding that youth’s dumb green fields require at least minimal establishment for recognition, we thought ourselves so hip and underground), it was new to us and we stood gazing at it, starry-eyed and oh-so-green, reverent, because we still believed in reverence, and in the healing power of the words, of the music. and we still believed in Bobby Dylan, had not yet seen him stumbling, drunk, muttering incoherently into the mike on a corporate-sponsored stage. and we still believed in Kurt, oh yes, how in love we were with our golden god, and we did not, could not, see, we did not yet know that he couldn’t cut it. and we didn’t understand Paul when he said “sometimes even music cannot substitute for tears,” copyright 2006 Katherine Andrews

Fear And Loathing Of The Federal Government
Ok yanks, here it is, The US constitution has no amendment giving the federal government the right to tax your income, IN FACT the supreme court has ruled twice that a private citizens personal wage cannot be taxed by the federal government. So in short, it is ILLEGAL Canadians, guess what, we're getting fucked by the bureaucratic weenie as well After seeing the documentary "America: Freedom to fascism" (which explains in great detail that there is no law requiring an american citizen to file a 1040 or pay a federal income tax on his personal wage) I decided to go digging through our tax code, and guess what.. Remember the British north America act, they drilled us with that shit in grade 9 or 10, well according to sections 91 and 92 of the BNA the government is not allowed to tax our personal wage. In Canada income tax was introduced as a temporary measure during WW1, Incidently right around the time the americans turned over monatary control of their country to the feder

Wow Amazed At How Right This Thing Really Is
Your Five Variable Love Profile Propensity for Monogamy: Your propensity for monogamy is high. You find it easy to be devoted and loyal to one person. And in return, you expect the same from who you love. Any sign of straying, and you'll end things. Experience Level: Your experience level is medium. You probably have had a couple significant loves. And you may have even had your heart broken. But you haven't really dated a wide variety of people. Dominance: Your dominance is low. This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced. You know a relationship is not about getting your way. And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom. Cynicism: Your cynicism is low. You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance. No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter. You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate. And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon. Independence: Your independence

I Don't Want To Grow Up...
You Are Somewhat Mature You definitely act like an adult sometimes, but a big part of you is still a kid at heart. While your immature side is definitely fun, you're going to have to grow up sooner or later. Are You Immature?

And Here I Thought Chivilary Was Dead
Work last night was hell. People were sent home early, the store was left a mess, Mealley was mad at Eva and it was busy. It finally died off after 4am. The store was unusually busy after 3am. The bar rush is from 2am to 2:30am. But there were these two guys that I think wanted to kick some ass but the car in front of them had like ordered 15 Jumo Jacks and wanted a like a whole case of ranch. Go figure, I thought they were drunk and stoned. But the two men offered to kick their asses but I said no, they didn't hassel me. They then tried to give me both of their numbers and were saying that if I needed any help with assholes again, to give them a call. Maybe things have changed; I haven't worked graveyard in a month... I was going to try to change stores but I thought about it some more and I have come to realize that Eva and Mike Link have the final say on where I go. I don't think I'll be able to go anywhere anytime soon... I have a new computer on the way from Dell. It's a new

Lol... Two Down Four To Go
Your Birthdate: March 30 You are certain and confident when you choose to love someone. Even though your romantic choices may be unconventional - you stand behind them. Your friends never know you as well as a romantic partner does. Number of True Loves You'll Have: 6 Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 6 You are most compatible with people born on the 3rd, 12th, 21st, and 30th of the month. What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

Not Long Ago
Not long ago and far away, Santa was getting ready for his annual trip...but there were problems everywhere. Four of his elves got sick, and the trainee elves did not produce the toys as fast as the regular ones so Santa was beginning to feel the pressure of being behind schedule. Then Mrs. Claus told Santa that her Mom was coming to visit. This stressed Santa even more. When he went to harness the reindeer, he found that three of them were about to give birth and two had jumped the fence and were out, heaven knows where to. More Stress! Then when he began to load the sleigh, one of the boards cracked and the toy bag fell to the ground and scattered the toys. Totally frustrated, Santa went into the house for a cup of coffee and a shot of whiskey. When he went to the cupboard, he found the elves had hit the liquor and there was nothing to drink. In his frustration, he dropped the coffee pot and it broke into hundreds of little pieces all over the kitchen floor. He w

Doesn't Really Describe Me But Whatever...
You Are a Chocolate Martini You're an elegant drunk, who only likes the best bars and the most expensive drinks. A bit of a cheapskate, you're likely to mooch ten dollar drinks off both friends and strangers. You should never: Drink and dash. You're gonna get caught leaving someone with the tab! Your ideal party: A posh celebrity party you crash, with an open bar. Your drinking soulmates: those with a Classic Martini personality Your drinking rivals: those with a Blueberry Martini personality What Flavor Martini Are You?

Merry Christmas
Season's Greetings Money's short times are hard Here's your fucking Christmas card Twas the night before Christmas And all through the house Everybody felt shitty Even the mouse Mom at the whorehouse And Dad smoking grass I'd just settled down For a nice piece of ass When out on the lawn I heard such a clatter I sprung from my place with my piece To see what the fuck was the matter Then out on the lawn I saw a big dick I knew in a moment that it must be St. Nick He came down the chimney Like a bat out of hell I knew in a moment The fucker had fell He filled all our stockings With pretzels and beer And a big rubber dick for my brother Mick He rose up the chimney With a thunderous fart The son of a bitch blew the fucking chimney apart As he rode out of sight he said "Piss on you all And have a hell of a night"

Lol... Maybe I Am Just A Child
You scored as Peter Pan. Your alter ego is Peter Pan. You are a child at heart. Anything you believe is possible, and you never want to grow up. Peter Pan94%The Beast81%Sleeping Beauty75%Goofy75%Ariel50%Cinderella50%Pinocchio50%Snow White38%Donald Duck31%Cruella De Ville25%Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego?created with QuizFarm.com

Pakistani Islamists Protest Against Pro-women Law
KARACHI (Reuters) - Thousands of Islamist protesters demonstrated in southern Pakistan on Sunday against a new law that reduces the burden of proof on rape victims by allowing them to seek justice without the need for four male witnesses. ADVERTISEMENT The Women Protection Bill, signed into law last month, was seen as a key test for President Pervez Musharraf's philosophy of "enlightened moderation" for his predominantly Muslim country. The protest in the country's biggest city of Karachi came a day after Musharraf ruled out any changes to the law despite calls from the Islamists. Some 10,000 supporters of the Islamist parties, most of them bearded, chanted slogans of "Down with Musharraf" and "Down with the Women Protection Law" at the rally and demanded the government scrap the law. The law takes the crime of rape out of the sphere of the religious laws, known as the Hudood Ordinances, and puts it under the penal code. Under the Hudood Ordinances, which were intro

The Beauty Of A Woman
The Beauty Of A Woman The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she may wear, Nor the way she combs her hair. The lovely figure that she carries, Or any innocence before she marries The beauty of a woman Is seen in the depth of her eyes The place where her love resides. Where the doorway to her heart is seen If you're invited in by some lovely colleen The beauty of a woman Is where virtue an passion convene Not in any place she may have been And not things superficial as a facial mole, Her true beauty is reflected in her soul. The beauty of a woman Is the care and comfort offered to others And their amazing skill at being mothers The unselfish loving and giving she shows Her beauty with passing years, only grows

Fallen Angel
You scored as Fallen Angel. You my friend are a Fallen Angel!You were amongst the closest to God, yet love led you down a path of self-destruction. You find yourself crying a lot, because of the pains of this world. Yes it is very crewl, yet you know there isn't a thing you can do about it. Follow your heart and you will find some of your former happiness.Fallen Angel100%Vampire75%You are a Vampiric Elf!67%Black Witch58%You are a Demon50%What creature of the night are you you most like? (Pics!!)created with QuizFarm.com

Manners And Respect?
To set the scene, I am a bit drunk. I just got home from a local bar on a sunday night. They have a open mic every Sunday. My first beef is with the people who play on open mic who that as soon as they are done playing, them and their friends leave. What is up with that? Everyone sits through your set, good or bad, and give your props. What about the people who play after you? Are they not good enough for you? If this only happen once in a while, that be cool. But just about 98% of the people who play leave as soon as they are done. That is just plan rude. Am I wrong? Next, I had a table by myself tonight. I left my drink on the table and got up to take a piss. Only to get back to my table to find my drink gone and my table takin' my 3 guys and 2 gals. What the fuck? So that is what I said when I walk up to my table. They just look at me and say nothing. So I ask, where is my drink? They are like, I do not know. So again I am like, what the fuck? Nothing from these asses. Not

2much To Bare
how would u feel if ur partner was bringin home the more mondey than u . im askin because i knowalotta men feel intemidated when their woman or wife makes more than them.. they tend to feel less of a man.. aotho i am very intered in u guys opinion i hope all is honest !

It Happens Again
Well for the past week or so i was actually happy i thought things were going right for a change, then i find out things tonighr that push me into depression and tear a hole in my heart, why am i hurt? i don't know by all righta i shouldn't care having only recently met someone how could i feel such pain because of them?

My Gear
Ok, for shits and giggles, figured I'd put up a page devoted to my gear. It's kind of a work in progress. Guitars: We'll start with my favorite group shot, then individual pics/descriptions. From top left to bottom right: #1 AKA Beth: Built while I was still a teenager. Ash body, Vintage Charvel Maple neck, EMG 81 pickup, original Floyd Rose tremolo. Japanese Fender/Gotoh tuners. #2: Maple body, Vintage Charvel Maple neck, EMG 81 & SA pickups, original Floyd Rose, Schaller tuners. #3: Warmoth 1-piece Koa body, Maple neck w/Ebony fingerboard, EMG 89 & SA pickups, original Floyd Rose, Gotoh tuners. #4: Warmoth drop-top Mahogany body w/flame Maple top, Maple neck w/Rosewood fingerboard, Dimarzio Virtual Vintage pickups (Blues model in neck, '54 in middle, Solo in Bridge), Fender American Vintage bridge, Schaller locking tuners. #5: 1-piece Ash body discovered in Pawnshop, Warmoth Maple neck w/Pau Ferro fingerboard, Dimarzio Virtual Vintage p

Take The Test
Test for Dementia Exercise of the brain is as important as exercise of the muscles. As we grow older, it's important to keep mentally alert. If you don't use it, you lose it! Below is a very private way to gauge your loss or non-loss of intelligence. Take the test presented here to determine if you're losing it or not. The spaces below are so you don't see the answers until you've made your answer. (scroll down page for answers AFTER answering yourself) OK, relax, clear your mind and begin. 1. What do you put in a toaster? Answer: "bread." If you said "toast," give up now and do something else. Try not to hurt yourself. If you said, bread, go to Question 2. 2. Say "silk" five times. Now spell "silk." What do cows drink? Answer: Cows drink water. If you said "milk," don't attempt the next question. Your brain is over-stressed and may even overheat. Content yourself with reading a more appropr

A Submissive
Ten Rulesfor a successful submissive 1. Submit your orgasms to your Master/Mistress, and the control of them. 2. In the hopes of pleasing your Dom/Domme, anticipation and suspense can build immeasurably with the sensory deprivation of a blindfold or closed/ lowered eyes. 3. The combination of stimulation, frustration and self control are excellent ways of showing your devotion and willingness to stretch limits. 4. It is never wise to 'test' your Master/Mistress. Always discuss and negotiate limits, well in advance . 5. Physical pain alone cannot satisfy a submissive. A masochist, yes. 6. The more gradual the buildup the more intense the arousal, then higher levels can be achieved. 7. The more complete your submission to your Dom/Domme, the less pain/discipline will be required. 8. All punishment is a balance between intensity and duration. Do not be afraid to use your safeword. 9. Devotion increases with time. Adoration, respect and an understanding of what i

New Sheriff In Town
yo anyone wanna partayyo im just joining becouse a bud told me there were cool people here and lots of ladies,come and visit. im into restoration of bikes and rods.im a body man,love all the body parts ladies,lol just kiddin thre,no offence.just wanna have some fun is all.

Merry Christmas!!
First, I want all to know that you all are amazing, and I love you all to death. If I don't get this back, I understand. But I have a game for you. Once you read this letter, you must send it to 15 people that you really care about, including the person that sent it to you. If you receive at least 7 back, then you are loved. Nobody knows what they have until they loose it. You never leave the person whom you love for the one you like, because that person who you like will leave you for the person whom they love. Hey you all are sweet . Merry Christmas babys. Love ya Hope you, your family's and friends have a safe and happy holiday. MERRY CHRISTMAS!! JEFF :-) XOXOXO

Can't Sleep :(
Man pretty slack I only wrote one blog! and the only reason I'm writing one now is because I'm oohh so bored and cannot sleep. Oh well what could be more fun then writing completely random stuff for a bunch of strangers to read? That's right folks.... NOTHING!!!! Christmas is getting close and get this I'm not even excited any more it's horrible I know, I'm hoping that I'm just in a little funk at the moment and will snap out of it sometime soon! Hmmm yeah so I got a new puppy and his name's Cosmo, I put a picture of him up... which as yet to be commented on! But hey I'm not bitter... anywho people I'm bored and can't sleep come visit me :) lots of love laura lea

Entertaining
My night has been a comedy of errors. Tonight was the night my friend came over to celebrate her birthday, which is tomorrow. It was all kind of impromtu, meaning we decided to do this a day or two ago. But I wanted to go all out because her husband doesn't... and well, lots of other personal things about her life that I'm sure she wouldn't appreciate me broadcasting on here. Anyway, today I decided to run to the store and get a few extra things to make her dinner special. I already had a cake mix and had decided to make the cake for her, just had to get the frosting. Or so I thought. After I came home from the store and started on the cake I realized that, though I had plenty of olive oil, I did not have any vegetable oil as the mix calls for. I immediately called my friend Carrie who lives across from me and she brought me her remaining supply. The recipe called for 1/3 of a cup, her bottle looked like it had maybe 1/8 of a cup, so I just dumped it all in and went for

Fucking Goof
today my ex called and said he isnot bringing back my kids, the cops wont do anything and now i have to wake up and get court papers to go to court all over again. OH well he is going to be sorry now.

New Day Same Shit
So Cody had his usually friends over. Eric, Dean, Kristen, Kristy. Ashely and Nate came over. Nate just got out of jail today. Well while he was in jail Ashley was sleeping with Cody. Now that he's out she was back on to him. Well Cody got all pissed locked himself in his bedroom and tried to hang himself. Well like usual he couldn't finish the job. So i guess Ash went to drop Nate off at home then came back and picked upi Cody. He left with Eric passed out on the couch and Dean passed out in front of the door. And went to spend the night at Ash's house. Well then Dean wakes up and tries to pee on the couch. I tell him to pee in the bathroom so he goes into the Kitchen and pissed all over the floor. I mean you can't even walk in there. So i called Cody and told him he needed to come take care of his drunk friends. Since one was pissin all over the floor. I heard Ash in the back ground sayin give him a towel and tell him to mopp it up. I was like not my friend not my problem. So when he

Let's Talk About Bullshit!
I am soo tired of seeing the following going around in bulletins, e-mail and other places, so I'm going to post it here then break it down, my responses are denoted by **: Body: How many are actually paying attention to this? There are African Americans, Mexican Americans, Asian Americans, Arab Americans, Native Americans, etc. And then there are just Americans. **The terms originated for census counts. At first only the nationalities were used. Minorities were upset because the original classifications did not designate them as being "Americans" at all hence the usage of the ethnic names + American. You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. You call me "White boy," "Cracker," "Honkey," "Whitey," "Caveman" ... and that's OK. But when I call you, Nigger, Kike, Towel head, Sand-nigger, Camel Jockey, Beaner, Gook, or Chink ... you call me a racist. ** Whoever said it was okay to use ethnic slurs of any kind is a flaming idiot. I challen

Pondering
So i've been pondering a lot lately. To the point that I broke down in tears tonight. I try to not let that happen in front of friends, but it happened... bleh. I don't know why I did the things I did in the past... and I realized that I caused a lot of hurt for people that probably cared about me, and instead of thanking them for everything they ever did for me, i hurt them... --and here come the tears again... blah i hate crying!!!-- I wish I could rewrite my past, but I can't. I wish that I could change everything, just so that I could be happy again... I might seem like im happy on the outside, but im not. I'm more depressed than anything. Half the time I just want to curl up and die... or die in my sleep... just to end my pain and hurt. My life got fucked up over 3 years ago... and since then I've changed so much... I can't really say I grew up, because I didn't...to a point... but I became really defensive and agressive. I want people to remember me for who I was back

Tonight
I am sitting here eyes closed, hard as a rock, thinking about you. It has been so long, but I can still feel your warmth, as I imagine sliding into your warm pussy. I can smell your juices on the air, I can still remember how your breasts feel in my hands and taste on my lips. God, I wish you were here right now, I would ravish you. I would treat you like the goddess you are, and give you orgasms until you beg me to stop. I would push far inside you, and pull out till I couldnt feel you any more, and slide right back inside you. Oh god, I want you so bad. I want to taste your warmth on my lips, I want to put my toungue inside you. I want to suck you clitoris until you scream. I want to watch you ride me like a pro, bouncing your tits in my face because you know I love it. I want you to bite me, and scratch me, clench me tighter as you explode all over my cock. I want you to fuck me hard, until I scream and beg for you. I want you to make me come harder than I

Dealing With A Broken Heart
Dealing With A Broken Heart by Steven Cook I sit here so confused and wonder Just how much your love would take me under All the memories, good times we shared When I thought you really cared I remember the sparkles in your eyes I remember the way you move your thighs I remember the smell of your perfume As the scent filled the candlelit room I remember your cry, smile, and laugh I knew your love couldn't last I knew you'd take my love for granted The pain, the suffering, I couldn't stand it You loved to make me feel this pain That's why you left and wouldn't stay All the begging, pleading, and talking You turned away and kept on walking With a smile on your face The smell of death on your breath I felt your hand rip through my chest Grabbing my heart, ripping it through my flesh Tears of blood run down my face Full of love's hate and rage The pain of a million deaths That will not let me lie or rest

Tatt Contest.....
HEY ALL IN MY FIRST CONTEST TOMORROW... SEXY BACK BACK TATT....WOULD APPRECIATE ALL THE HELP I CAN GET...THERE IS ALSO A BULLETIN POSTED...HERE'S A LINK.......... FAT SONNY~FAMILY~@ CherryTAP

I Love Taking These Quizes.
Your True Love Is a Scorpio Why you'll love a Scorpio: Strong and sexy, Scorpio will overpower you into falling in love (before you even realize it!). You'll love being swept away by Scorpio - into a world of insane passion. Why a Scorpio will love you: You don't mind letting your Scorpio take the reigns, as long as you know you're truly cared for. Loyal and devoted, you would never do anything to set off insanely jealous Scorpio. What Sign Is Your True Love?

Pink
PINK..by Aerosmith!! Damn..gotta love that sexy mouth of his!! Pink it's my new obsession Pink it's not even a question, Pink on the lips of your lover, 'cause Pink is the love you discover Pink as the bing on your cherry Pink 'cause you are so very Pink it's the color of passion 'Cause today it just goes with the fashion Pink it was love at first sight Pink when I turn out the light, and Pink gets me high as a kite And I think everything is going to be all right No matter what we do tonight You could be my flamingo 'Coz pink is the new kinda lingo Pink like a deco umbrella It's kink - but you don't ever tell her Pink it was love at first sight, and Pink when I turn out the light Pink gets me high as a kite And I think everything is going to be all right No matter what we do tonight I want to be your lover I wanna wrap you in rubber As pink as the sheets that we lay on Pink it's my favorite crayon, yeah Pink it was lo

Pushin Me Away
No more, I can't handle this he's makin me crazy always treating me like shit before i guess my vision was a little hazy now nothing seems to amaze me... he's rude and ignorant does he even hear me? why can't he see jus wat he means to me now he's pushin me away sometimes i feel like i wanna leave & sometimes i wanna stay... but i'm here to tell u today...... my life ain't gonna be that way!!!!

I Drove All Night
I Drove All Night by Cyndi Lauper... go listen on my page.. She rules!! I had to escape The city was sticky and cruel Maybe I should have called you first But I was dying to get to you I was dreaming while I drove The long straight road ahead, uh, huh Could taste your sweet kisses Your arms open wide This fever for you is just burning me up inside I drove all night to get to you Is that alright I drove all night Crept in your room Woke you from your sleep To make love to you Is that alright I drove all night What in this world Keep us from tearing apart No matter where I go I hear The beating of your heart I think about you When the night is cold and dark No one can move me The way that you do Nothing erases the feeling between me and you I drove all night to get to you Is that alright I drove all night Crept in your room Woke you from your sleep To make love to you Is that alright I drove all night Could taste your sweet kisses Your ar

True Colors
I haven't posted lyrics to my songs in a while... the three that I just posted.. I felt an absolute need to include lyrics.. Go to my page..and enjoy!! True Colors..by Cyndi Lauper You with the sad eyes Don't be discouraged Oh I realize It's hard to take courage In a world full of people You can lose sight of it all And the darkness inside you Can make you feel so small But I see your true colors Shining through I see your true colors And that's why I love you So don't be afraid to let them show Your true colors True colors are beautiful, Like a rainbow Show me a smile then, Don't be unhappy, can't remember When I last saw you laughing If this world makes you crazy And you've taken all you can bear You call me up Because you know I'll be there And I'll see your true colors Shining through I see your true colors And that's why I love you So don't be afraid to let them show Your true colors True colors are beautiful, Like a rainbow

Beautiful
Beautiful by Steve Cook I WATCH YOU STAND THERE, BEAUTIFUL AND BOLD FROM THE LOOK I'M SEEING, YOU'RE LONELY AND COLD THE STARLIGHT IS BEAMING DOWN ON YOUR BEAUTIFUL BROWN HAIR I CAN'T HELP MYSELF, BUT CONSTANTLY STARE YOUR EYES ARE GLISTENING FROM THE FLAMES OF THE FIRE AND STILL I'M FEELING A BURNING DESIRE TO HOLD YOU AND CARESS YOU, TO KISS YOU AND UNDRESS YOU TO MAKE LOVE TO YOU WITHOUT EVEN TOUCHING OR TESTING YOU REMEMBER WHEN YOU ASKED ME WHY I WAS LOOKING IN YOUR EYES? BECAUSE THEY'RE THE WINDOW TO THE SOUL, AND THE SOUL NEVER LIES

Survivor
Survivor by Steve Cook I'M A SURVIVOR, CAN'T YOU SEE? LOVE IS JUST A PAIN TO ME EVERY TIME I LOOK AT YOU I SEE THE THINGS I USED TO DO MEMORIES OF OUR PAST THE TIMES WE THOUGHT WOULD FOREVER LAST SHARING, CARING BEING TOGETHER WE THOUGHT OUR LOVE WOULD LAST FOREVER GIRL, I WOULD'VE DIED FOR YOU ANYTHING YOU'D WISH COME TRUE BUT YOU HAD TO WALK AWAY LEAVING ME HERE TO STAY ALONE TO PAY THE PRICE OF LOVE SO I LOOK TO THE STARS HIGH ABOVE FOR AN ANSWER TO THIS MYSTERY I LOCK THE DOOR, THROW AWAY THE KEY TO BLOCK OUT ALL THIS MISERY THE PRICE OF LOVE EQUALED PAIN AND THIS IS WHY I'M SO AFRAID!!!

Heather(my Babymomma)lol
Heather by Steven Cook Can you recall the night our eyes first met? You were a little down and upset It seemed like the weight of the world was on your shoulders You had just broken up with him and thought life was over Then you stared, gazing into my eyes Which came to me as a big surprise Then you listened with ease as I told you That it's his loss if he doesn't want to hold you A few weeks later I came to your house And still I listened to the words that came out your mouth You were so upset and sad When you talked about Carter not having a dad I was a little confused at the time But still I managed to make up my mind To be a man and a father, or was I led blind By the loneliness that I saw in your eyes?

Life Is A Prison
Life is a prison, Oh God let me out. No one to listen, To hear when you shout. Climb the walls of insanity, Ride the waves of despair. If you fall it don't matter, There's no one to care. Used to wish for a window, To see birds, trees and sky, But you're better without one - Stops you aiming too high. Watching freedom is painful, For those locked away. Seeing joy, love and happiness, Another price that you pay. Strong is good, weak is bad. Be it false, be it true. Your mind makes the choice, And enforces it too. Cell walls built by society, With rules to adhere. If you breach the acceptable, You had better beware. Hide the pain, carry on, Routine is the key. Don't let on that you're not, What you're pretending to be. Lock it all up inside you, How badly that bodes. Look out for that one day, When it all just explodes. Leaving naught but a shell, Base functionality too. But killing all else, That was uniquely you. So how do you grow,

If We F*ck*d
1. Would you be in control? ~hell no 2. Would you let me pull your hair? ~please do 3. Would you whisper in my ear? ~only if You take my gag out 4. Would you talk dirty to me? ~whats dirty...? my cunt? ~smiles~ 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? ~as much tounge as Your mouth seemed to ask for 6. Would you say my name? ~if Your name is Daddy 7. Would you go down on me? ~i'd rather be forced 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? ~of course, unless i have a shoot tomarrow 9. How many rounds would we go? ~as many as You could 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? ~probly sleep hard 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? ~if You wish, naturaly i'd just throw them off & kneel before You 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? ~ummm, i would lick where i was told to & could probly bite too but not hard 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? ~whats Your de

Love Is A Drug
Love Is A Drug by Steve Cook LOVE IS A DRUG THAT'S ALWAYS USED USED SO MUCH IT IS OFTEN ABUSED LOVE IS A HIGH WHEN YOU'RE FEELING LOW YET LOVE DOESN'T SHOW YOU THE WAY TO GO YOU GET TOO MUCH LOVE, YOU'RE SPOILED ROTTEN YOU DON'T GET ENOUGH, YOU GO PSYCHOTIC LOVE IS A DESTINY YOU'RE WAITING TO FIND LOVE IS ALSO AN ANGER INSIDE WAITING TO EXPLODE ON THE NEXT INNOCENT VICTIM IT'S NOT THEIR FAULT YOU WEREN'T WITH THEM LOVE IS A PAIN THAT CAN DRIVE YOU INSANE LOVE IS A TRUTH THAT CAN PUSH YOU AWAY LOVE IS A PRICE YOU HOPE YOU'RE WILLING TO PAY LOVE SHOULD LET NOTHING STAND IN YOUR WAY LOVE IS A HUNGER DEEP INSIDE THAT CAN MAKE YOU LAUGH OR MAKE YOU CRY SO WHEN SOMEONE SAYS, "I LOVE YOU" REMEMBER WHAT LOVE CAN DO

The Claimin Of Amber
This is my story. My name is Amber Lynn. I am 24 years old. I just graduated from college so I still have that "School Girl" look about me. I have long light brown hair and big brown eyes. I have a great body. I work out four hours every morning before I head to work. Needless to say you would have to look pretty hard to fin any flaws in the shape of my body. The first thing that most people ever notice (though they don't say it) is my breast. I am a 36d. So I guess that you could say I have pretty large breast. I have always worn clothes that are a little skimpy or tight around my breast. I'm not ashamed to admit that up till the night that I got raped I was a tease. I keep a tan year round so that my ass will look that much better for when I wear my trade mark thongs. I say that thongs are my trademarks because I don't own any other type of panties. I would always say to myself that I knew that I had a sexy body, so why couldn't I dress like it. Boy was I about to find out. I wor

The Wiccan Rede.
I had this on my profile but it was all messed up so I moved it to my blog instead =)Actually a pretty good guideline for how people should live life if you really think about it. It Just makes a whole lot of sense. Well it does to me anyway. Bide within the Law you must, in perfect Love and perfect Trust. Live you must and let to live, fairly take and fairly give. For tread the Circle thrice about to keep unwelcome spirits out. To bind the spell well every time, let the spell be said in rhyme. Light of eye and soft of touch, speak you little, listen much. Honor the Old Ones in deed and name, let love and light be our guides again. Deosil go by the waxing moon, chanting out the joyful tune. Widdershins go when the moon doth wane, and the werewolf howls by the dread wolfsbane. When the Lady's moon is new, kiss the hand to Her times two. When the moon rides at Her peak then your heart's desire seek. Heed the North winds mighty gale, lock the door and trim the sa

Bull Sh It
You know its bullshit. I am tired of his friggin drinkin and bein an ass just cause his buddy is there. He thinks he is SOOOOOOO big by that. Friggin kept me awake most the evening when I was tryin to sleep due to havin to be to work tonight. Then I get up and ask them to tone it down, and I get called a cunt. His lazy ass doesnt have to do anything, he doesn fucking work he lays around gettin is damn SSI. He's supposed to clean the house and take care of our daughter. But hell even with me sick with pleurisy this week I've had to clean. His ass wouldnt budge cause he wanted to go hunting. Well hell, I think me bein sick was a little more important, and he could have done shit so I wouldnt have to. I friggin bust my ass and for what? Sure as hell aint appreciated. I wish he'd friggin jump off a damn cliff somewhere. I really wish my daughter was a little bit older where I could make her understand why I dont want to be there anymore. But she thinks the sun rises n sets on daddy. She's

The One
THE ONE By Steve Cook All alone sad but true she left my heart black and blue Pain so strong it can't be wrong All I hear are these unhappy songs Tears of hurt stream down my face I'm left with this awful taste There was no one I loved so much I prey that I can feel her touch She was perfect in every way God I wish she would've stayed I need her to breath and eat I need her close to fall asleep I need her to love me like I love her I need her to show me life without hurt I need her most gentle touch I need her all so much I love that girl but now she's gone I wish she could've just held on I wanted her to be my wife With her I wanted to build our life I need her I love her I lost her I miss her I want her She was the ONE that special ONE Now it over because she's gone

I Love You
Just three little words don't seem like enough for someone whose smile still brightens my day, whose touch can make me forget the rest of the world. They don't seem like enough for someone who's always been there to celebrate with me when everything goes my way and to hold my hand when my whole world seems to fall apart. But even though "I Love You" can't express the depth of my feelings for you. I hope you know what's in my heart. Because loving you means more to me than anything in the world and it always will.

Nitey Nite...
I'm heading off to bed. If anyone has a free minute, stop by this Snexy Snexy Snexy Young Lady's page...Rate her profile & Pics & Say HI! She spent a great amount of time today/tonight helping me and a friend get to the next level! CherryPye@ CherryTAP

Kids Hats
For those that have kids, I am now hand making and selling kids hats. I will make them in any color you want even if its from one to 3 different colors or even faded colors. I will soon be adding pictures of hats i have already done. I am selling each at at $10 thats for everything yarn, the time to make the hat, and shiping and handling. Yes if you order more then one hat that is $10 for each hat not $10 for just one order. It only takes me 24 hours to make one hat. So, Order as many hats as you want and expect to have them done quickly. But do remember the more orders I get the longer it will take me to get to yours. But I will be taking orders right away. This order is all year around nto just a christmas thing, even though i do believe they make wonderful christmas presents. I am even giving my 5 nieces and nephews the hats. So go ahead its only $10 for one hat go right ahead feel free to order as many as you want and remember to tell me what color or colors you want. You can email

Hurt
Next time you feel you have the perfect love, the perfect life ,the perfect job sitt back and remember why ,PAIN , HURT ,LOST LOVE, LIES ,DEATH, LOST JOBS,LOST FRIENDS, becuase without those things we would not know how to LOVE ,LIVE ,LAUGH,OR BE HAPPY so if youve been hurt and your not trusting your own feelings and your a little scared remember you cant be truly happy without a little hurt

Venting
The more I think about it, the more it pisses me off.. People who tell you "oh I do my own thing" "I don't give a fuck what other people think.." Well you know what? You don't do your own thing. You do what you think will make everyone like you.. You're a sheep. You're FAKE! There's nothing real or sincere about you. You're a fucking low life scum and I hope someday one of your little sheep buddies does to you what you've done to me.. You make me sick and I hope you choke on your insincerity and die.. Lame ass bitch!! You have to start shit to make yourself feel important.. When you finally get a wake up call and realize that you've fucked up every friendship you've ever had, I wanna be there to laugh in your face.. You're going to die alone and you deserve it.. It'll look good on you.. :)

Why Women Are Bitchy..
We started to "bud" in our blouses at 9 or 10 years old only to find that anything that came in contact with those tender, blooming buds hurt so bad it brought us to tears. So came the ridiculously uncomfortable training bra contraption that the boys in school would snap until we had calluses on our backs. Next, we get our periods in our early to mid-teens (or sooner). Along with those budding boobs, we bloated, we cramped, we got the hormone crankies, had to wear little mattresses between our legs or insert tubular, packed cotton rods in places we didn't even know we had. Our next little rite of passage (premarital or not) was having sex for the first time which was about as much fun as having a ramrod push your uterus through your nostrils (IF he did it right and didn't end up with his little cart before his horse), leaving us to wonder what all the fuss was about. Then it was off to Motherhood where we learned to live on dry crackers and water for a few months so we didn't spen

Muh Recent Feeling
Why, Do I wait to be alone, In a place where love is cold, In a place where I can't see my soul, Why do I cry alone, Cry I already know how I feel, To show myself, Its a waste of tears, Because I can cry alone, I'm Stronger, Then the rage you see, More Fragile, Then the way I'll be, I'll Fall Faster, That'll be the Key I'll Fall, I'll Cry, Alone

Thoughts Of You
Laying here staring at the ceiling, praying for a dreamless sleep to overtake me. Thoughts of what might have been echoing through my mind. Reverberating like a silent scream in a cavernous trench. Your face haunts me. The memory of softly spoken I love yous tugging at the shackles that hold my heart captive. Bound by a love built on lies and deception. You're nothing but an illusion. Hiding in a house of mirrors, that only shows what you want me to see. I smile to mask the pain that cuts deep into my soul. Incisions not even time can heal. Wanting to understand you, but that's a battle I can never leave victorious. It's sink or swim. These ropes that tie me to you, dragging me under. Drowning in the icy tears of fake emotion that flow through your eyes. Craving warmth, light, and truth. Darkness encases me.

Life...
~Beauty of a Woman~ The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, The figure she carries, or the way she combs her hair. The beauty of a woman must be seen from her eyes, Because that is the doorway to her heart, The place where love resides. The beauty of a woman is not in a facial mole, But true beauty in a woman is reflected in her soul. It is the caring that she lovingly gives, The passion that she shows. The beauty of a woman With passing years -- only grows

Forlorn.
Closing my eyes I realize that I am surrounded by nothingness. I am completely alone in this place of no return. The light that once set my heart ablaze, has flickered and burned out. The only thing that remains in this harsh reality is the pain of knowing that I once loved but will never love again. The last solitary ray of hope has long since died. The demons in my heart, tearing it to shreds until there is nothing left but blood-soaked remnants around their feet. Praying this is all a terrible mistake, I'm not really barren inside. I could still feel something. I feel nothing but misery searing deep within my soul. A rivulet of icy tears flows from my vacant stare.

Saying Goodbye.
How do you say goodbye to someone that you've loved for so long? How do you teach your heart that no matter what is said or done they're never coming back? Replaying the events leading up to their departure over and over in your mind, hoping you may find something to use to get through to them. Everytime coming up with nothing that would be beneficial. Struggling to attain solace. Thoughts whirling out of control, everything being such a blur. Finally coming to terms with what has taken place. Masking emotions. Doing the best you can to try and move on, yet still hoping that someday they will realize that the events that lead up to "the goodbye" were never meant to cause anger. That you were just trying to understand.

The Healing Begins.
Falling with broken wings. Only a memory there to stop me from plummiting endlessly into an eternal abyss of lost emotion. Cloaked in darkness, the haunting memories of unrequited love. Look through my mind's eye, see things as I do. Know what I know. Lonliness embraces me like a long lost friend, silently inhaling my essence. Asphyxiating itself on the obscurity that dwells deep within my soul. Closing my eyes, allowing the inner sorrow to overtake me. Momentarily becoming one with myself. Taking back all the energy you stole from me. Written By: ME

It Was..
Today at 9 o clock pm I was wearing a tang top.. and very thin pants where u could feel anything. I walked outside slowly making it feel like it has takin me years to get to this point..... My tears streaming down my face stopped and turned cold but then all of a sudden the freezing air wrapped around my bare skin like a warm blanket or as if death it self took me a hold it was quiet, No sound..no sound at all except my shivering breath........

Behind The Door
Other things, aside from pornography, that can be found 'Behind The Green Door' -A new car! -an affordable set of quality steak knives. -sensible shoes. -An attractive water color painting of a forest. -three playful kittens. -An NRA certified rifle range. -white water rapids.

Few Moments
I must thank one of my CherryTap friends, Shae, for inspiring me to post this poem. I wrote this a long time ago after my grandmother died. Her death left a history that I will never know its depth, and it is because of this lack of knowledge I reflected and conjured this poem. Thank you Shae for reminding me how sometimes we take things for granted. Few Moments I can’t take back all those years Where you sat back in your chair And I only cared about When could I play Didn’t sit down to hear you say What was on your mind How I hated the time You made me snap those peas And these days I can snap A thousands peas If you were here I wish I could have spend more time Not thinking in my mind What you would have said And I dread the day That I too must go Would they speak to me, Or will their minds Be empty like I was? Your history Will forever be a mystery To me And it hurts Love does hurt when You can’t got back And change Those few moments Copyright

Blessed Be!
Hey I'm new here at Cherry Tap. Pretty cool stuff so far. Any other pagan witches out there? Give me a shout and lets add each other. Myself, solitaire witch by nature. Not fluffy bunny. Not a wiccan. I got a mixed e-group-- some pagans and some not over at yahoo. friendsofsapphoq if you want to look us up. I'm not looking for love, I got that. Blessed be indeed!

A Christmas Poem With A Twist.
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A

Lovescope For Today
ARIES (March 20–April 19) Your conscientious approach to family matters may lead you into trouble, as others begin to pile all the responsibility on your shoulders. Don't be a dupe. Intimate discussions could open a door to understanding as you settle a past issue. Key word for the week: Imagination Your luckiest aspect this week: Finances Who to spend time with: Gemini TAURUS (April 20–May 20) Friends or family are well-meaning in their concern, but you will feel resentful of overly curious onlookers. A conflict is possible. The planets conspire at last to boost your moral and give you some hopes that you can really hang onto. Key word for the week: Creativity Your luckiest aspect this week: Home Affairs Who to spend time with: Sagittarius GEMINI (May 21–June 20) A loving relationship is possible with a person you are hoping will prove to be trustworthy. Your doubts are mainly due to a lack of understanding of the other person. You should be feeling quite content as y

On The Nature Of Binding The Demonic
Know what you are doing! Don't go into dealing with the infernal half assed. Have all your wits about you. Lose any religious symbology in the room, it irritates them. Do your summoning some place boring, a science class room works great! Draw your floor symbol well, artistry counts people. Have a well thought out contract. Be certain of the fine print. Be prepared for the double cross, its' kind of what they do. Have a holy water filled water balloon. It can seriously fuck their world up, plus it is kind of halarious. Don't go with black robes, that is always a bad choice. Shorts and a comfy t-shirt is probably a better move. Don't do a sacrifice, that's just tacky.

Poetry By A Friend
* oops i cut a big part of it off by accident..here is the whole thing * For what is it exactly that I am disliked? Is it for my honesty & blunt thinking? Or for my words & the ways that I am speaking? Is it for my religious beliefs or lack of faith there of? Or for my tempered heart from lack of love? Is it my ways & thoughts & my opinions being wrought Or for my honor & the fierceness in which I've fought? Telling me "You often fight for the wrong reasons!" But wrong to who? Whom am I appeasing? I figured few would understand such frank freethinking. With these mindless masses marching to the drum, Zombies morphed from people that succumb. To being brainwashed fanatics, that are trained like dogs, Disillusioned & lost in swamps & bogs. Being... So caged, so confined, so small minded. Just search for the truth, in time you'll find it. The answers are all there, waiting to be taken & all will hear your heartbreaking When you learn you were mistaken You must,

I'm A Virgin, But This Was Funny....
This is pretty funny! ...a smile leads to a laugh ...a laugh leads to a high 5 ...a high 5 leads to a hug ...a hug leads to a kiss ...a kiss leads 2 makeout ...a makeout leads 2 finger ...a finger leads to a hand ...a hand leads to a lick ...a lick leads to a suck ...a suck leads 2 a fuck. ...So tell me how many people are you gonna smile at after you heard this cuz sex is like math. ...u add the bed ...subtract the clothes ...divide the legs ...leave your solution ...and pray you dont multiply! post this right after u read it, something good will happen at 2:25 tomorrow. Get ready for the biggest shock in your life!! Whoever breaks this chain will be cursed w/ relationship problems 4-10 years. If you post this in 15 mins, your safe. Something good will happen tonight at 1:11a.m. REPOST THIS WITH THE TITLE AS "How Sex Starts