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Bill Gates Writes Santa
Billy Gates writes to Santa Dear Santa, How are you doing? I hope you've had a successful year and have come up with a lot of interesting toys. It's really neat how you're able to do that year after year. I guess that's how you stay number one in the Christmas presents business business. Christmas Present Actually, I admire the way you run Christmas. You really have a handle on it. You find out what people want (with letters like this and having kids tell you in person), and then you make the presents and control how they are delivered. It's an impressive operation. I also like how you've got it to where when somebody says "Christmas presents," people automatically think Santa Claus. What a marketing advantage. Best of all, even though you're a huge success, people still don't know much about your private life. It's just rumors. That's so neat. I think being at the North Pole helps. That was a good move. For example, when you're designing toys, only your elves know what you

What Body Part Are You Most Attracted To?
You scored as Face. You are attracted to: faces. You are a face person.Abs/Stomach100%Face100%Penis83%Butt75%Boobs25%What Body Part Are You Attracted To?(pics) ver. 2.0created with QuizFarm.com

18 Ways To A Girls Heart
18 ways to a girls heart 1. Hugs from behind. 2. Grab her hand when you walk next to each other. 3. When standing, wrap your arms around her. 4. Cuddle with her. 5. DON'T FORCE HER TO DO ANYTHING. 6. Write little notes. 7. Compliment her Honestly. 8. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible. 9. Be super sweet to her. 11. Comfort her when she cries. 12.Wipe away her tears 13. Love her with all your heart. 14. Pick her up and flirt with her (she'll scream and say put me down but really she loves it). 15. Be a gentleman (hold the door for her). 16. Don't let your friends talk trash about her, it'll get back 2 her! 17. Take her for a long walk at night! 18. Always bring a blanket where ever you go outside to comfort her and hold her close

Santa Is Pissed!
'TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS - SANTA's PISSED VERSION Twas the Night before Christmas - Old Santa was pissed. He cussed out the elves and threw down the list. Miserable little brats, ungrateful little jerks, I have a good mind to scrap the whole works! I've busted my butt for almost a year, instead of "Thanks Santa!" - What do I hear? The old lady bitches, cause I work late at night, The elves want more money - the reindeer all fight! Rudolph got drunk and goosed all the maids, Donner is pregnant and Vixen has AIDS. And just when I thought that things would get better Those jerks from IRS sent me a letter. It says I owe taxes.. if that ain't damn funny Who the hell ever sent Santa Claus any money? And the kids these days- they are all the pits They want the impossible.. those mean little twits! I spent a whole year making wagons and sleds Assembling dolls, their arms, legs, and heads. I made a ton of yo-yo's - no request fo

Xtras Teaching Convicts
Another one just went down. stuck just a river to take it home. small but so loud your whole world has grown. look at me now i'm a genetically grown clown a rush for the nearest receptor was blown cause the grey bits fucked you reap what you've sewn(?)

Top 10 Elf Pick-up Lines
1. "I'm down here" 2. "Just because I've got bells on my shoes doesn't mean I'm a sissy" 3. "I was once a lawn ornament for John Bon Jovi" 4. "I can get you off the naughty list" 5. "I have certain needs that can't be satisfied by working on toys" 6. "I'm a magical being. Take off your bra." 7. "No, no. I don't bake cookies. You're thinking of those dorks over at Keebler" 8. "I get a thimbleful of tequila in me and I turn into a wild man" 9. "You'd look great in a Raggedy Ann wig" 10. "I can eat my weight in cocktail wieners"

Top 10 Signs Santa Hates Your Kid!
Top 10 Signs Santa Doesn't Like Your Kid 10. Kid's letter to north pole comes back stamped, "Dream on, Chester!" 9. Kid asks for new bike, gets pack of smokes. 8. Along with presents, Santa leaves hefty bill for shipping and handling. 7. By the time he gets to your house, all he has left are styrofoam peanuts. 6. Christmas day, your kid wakes up with a Reindeer head in his bed. 5. Instead of "Naughty" or "Nice", Santa has him on the dork list. 4. Sends him off on one of them Carnival Cruises with Kathie Lee. 3. First words when kid gets on his lap are, "Touch my beard and I'll put the hurt on you." 2. Labels on all your kid's toys read "Straight from Craptown." 1. Four words: "Off my lap, Tubby!"

Santas Pick Up Lines!
Santa's Pick Up Lines * I know when you`ve been bad or good, so let's skip the small talk, sister! * Hey Babe, when was the last time you did it in a sleigh? * Ever make it with a fat guy with a whip? * Some of my best toys run on batteries... * I see you when you're sleeping - and you don't wear any underwear, do you? * Screw the "nice" list -- I've got you on my "nice AND naughty" list! * Wanna join the "Mile High" club? * That's not a candy cane in my pocket, honey. I'm just glad to see you!

Uh Oh
My dearest darling Edward, Dec 25 What a wonderful surprise has just greeted me! That sweet partridge, in that lovely little pear-tree; what an enchanting, romantic, poetic present! Bless you, and thank you. Your deeply loving Emily. Beloved Edward, Dec 26 The two turtle-doves arrived this morning, and are cooing away in the pear-tree as I write. I'm so touched and grateful! With undying love, as always, Emily. My darling Edward, Dec 27 You do think of the most original presents! Who ever thought of sending anybody three French hens? Do they really come all the way from France? It's a pity we have no chicken coops, but I expect we'll find some. Anyway, thank you so much; they're lovely. Your devoted Emily. Dearest Edward, Dec 28 What a surprise! Four calling birds arrived this morning. They are very sweet, even if they do call rather loudly - they make telephoning almost impossible - but I expect they'll calm down when they get used to their new home

I Care
I’m sending this to let you know I think of you each day, And pray for your recovery, Hoping soon you’ll be okay. You’re going through a lot right now; You’re treatments can be trying; Remember while you do them It’s your problem you’re defying. Hold on to your positive attitude, And when things get hard to bear, Know that I am here for you; Remember that I care. And when you’re well and flourishing, Look back and realize, You learned what you were made of; That’s a reward that satisfies! I believe in you; You can do it!

A Microsoft Christmas
A Microsoft Christmas 'Twas the night before Christmas, when all through the house Not a creature was stirring, except Papa's mouse. The computer was humming, the icons were hopping, As Papa did last minute Internet shopping. The stockings were hung by the modem with care In hope that St. Nicholas would bring new software. The children were nestled all snug in their beds, While visions of computer games danced in their heads. PageMaker for Billy, and Quicken for Dan, And Carmen Sandiego for Pamela Ann. The letters to Santa had been sent out by Mom, To santaclaus@toyshop.northpole.com - Which has now been re-routed to Washington State Because Santa's workshop has been bought by Bill Gates. All the elves and reindeer have had to skedaddle To flashy new quarters in suburban Seattle. After centuries of a life that was simple and spare, St. Nicholas is suddenly a new billionaire, With a shiny red Porsche in the place of his sleigh, And a house on Lake Washingto

Who Do You Attract?
What type of person do you attract? Your Result: You attract geeks! Your stunning intellect and love of sci-fi and video games allures the geeks like nothing else. Maybe it is the sparkle in your eye that makes them want to text you, who knows. Geeks make good partners, but tend to be arguementative. If you are a TRUE geek magnet, you will know if that was spelled correctly, and actually care. If it is a bad-boy/bad-girl you are seeking, you are barking up the wrong tree, unless they are just 'bad' behind a PS2 console.You attract Yuppies! You attract artsy people! You attract unstable people! You attract models! You attract rednecks! What type of person do you attract?Quizzes for MySpace

What You Need To Know About Your Zodiac Sign
AQUARIUS - Jan 21 - Feb 19 Ruling Planet: URANUS. The God of unexpected sexual twists and turns Aquarians make much better friends than lovers, but when a typical Aquarian gets some bang-bang, it's more an intellectual experience than an emotional one. Looks aren't important to Aquarians in a relationship; it's the mind and spirit of a lover that turns Aquarius on. They are very entertaining in bed and are probably the most inventive of all the signs. Mental stimulation is more important to them than physical, which means that pornography gets them hot! Aquarians are impatient and like sex to be fast and satisfying.They are very particular about hygiene and contraception and sleeping around holds little interest for them. FAVE POSITION Mutual masturbation. BEST SEX TOY A Dildo. Whether gay, straight, male or female, Aquarians will have some fun with this. AQUARIUS MALE IN BED He has amazing staying power in the sack. He can keep at it and control him

Children
"Childrenn of the Universe" Just something to share lol Children of the Universe Just something to share. lol In the 1970's I founded "Children of the Universe" a place for guiding children on their path. My house was like grand central station but has many memories of people of all ages finding their place on their path or just sharing with one another. Learning, growing, healing and learning to be who they want to be. I have found that no matter what age we are....in our minds we are still "Children", learning, growing, giving, but most of all sharing our path with those we come in contact with. I learned through the many people that I'd come into contact with that we may age in body, but in mind....we are still Children....and that is something we all need to learn and accept. The mind grows in different ways, but sometimes or I should say, many times....are still searching for that special something. I still have some and always will have special memories of the man

I Hate You..
I hate you for every ounce of pain you have caused me, even if you didn't do it on purpose. I hate you for not loving me the way that i fucking love you. I hate you for not being there when I needed you. I hate you for not needing me like I needed you. I hate you.. I hate you.. I hate you. But the sad part is I really love you. And that kills me. loving someone doesn't always make them love you I hope you find happiness no matter where you end up.

This Would Be Neat
I was up lastnight browsing the internet, looking to see what else would be fun to have on Cherry Tap. Cherry Tap is the biggest and most popular site over the web....(that i've come across) and i came across a site that has a Quizz section. Community Chat USERNAME: admin123 PASSWORD: admin456 I am going to post a MUMM on this topic to see what people like you think of it.

Christmas Longings
Although a thousand years may pass We know that we are home at last I feel your presence, Lord just now Oneday before your throne I'll bow The journey, yes, was worth it all You answered every frantic call When night came swiftly you were there Those lonely times so full of care Lord, see my heart and hold me close Knowing that I love you most But sadly there is one who's gone Some days it seems so very long This Christmas joy will be complete When one day you and I will meet The pieces then will fall in place All sadness gone without a trace Oh thank you Lord, for giving me A place with you eternally As stars light up this winter's sky What lies beyond? No more good-byes!

Ugh!
click on start and then continue reading ;) grrrr well i came back home early last night there was a lot of food in the party, drinks, alcohol, music, sexy guys lol..... you wanna know why i was out so early? lol because the stupids put around 1500 person in a room that wasn't so big, the place hadn't windows open, nor cooler fans or air conditioner... result: i was almost passed out!! i couldn't breathe!! so after 3 hrs (we went at 5:30pm) i decided i couldn't stand it no more plus i was so tired, and my feet were killing me! it was a good idea of comming home, after 30 mins or so, that i came home last night, here started raining a lot, it was a big thunderstorm of summer (still not summer, but in few days it will be!) anyways now is very hot again... i'm so looking forward to move out of this oven!!!

Britney Spears Aka. Yet Another Feminist Rant ;)
So I was having my normal "wow, what's she going to do next?" thoughts when I first heard about & saw the infamous photos, until I saw the video.. WTF? That was nothing like I expected. She was simply getting into a car!! I think for the first time ever, I feel compassion for the girl. Edited to add- When I brought this up to K last night, he looked at me like I said I was a chartruse martian ;)

12-2-2006
Today is a dreary day that only those in the light will not see.But those of us that are in the shadows of everyday society are able to see. people pretent to be happy to hide true emotions of sadness,depression and others of the like.But me I tend to show what I feel or think but no one notices for they are too busy in there own world to see. But that is the deal in todays society no one ever takes time to see anything!

Untitled
If i knew it would be the lat time that i'd see you fall asleep I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the lord your soul to keep. If i knew it would be the last time that i see you walk out the door,I would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for one more. If i knew it would be the last time i'd hear your voice i would video tape each action and word so i could play them back day after day. If i knew it would be the last time i could spare an extra minute or two to stop and say "I love you" instead of assuming you would KNOW i do. If i knew it would be the last time i would be there to share your day,well I'm sure you'll have so many more,so i can let just one more slip away. For surely there is always tomorrow to make up for oversight and we always get a second chance to make everything right. There will always be another day to say our "I love you's" and certianly there's another chance to say our "anything i can do's?" But just incase i might be wrong,

Life!!!!
Hey I have had such a wild week. First my little girl spiked a fever of 105.4 on sunday afternoon then monday we took her to the doc and we came home then we are still fighting fever on tuesday then I was up all night with my little white dog in labor. She wouldn't let me leave her site. Then we had to rush her to the vet on wed. morning to have a c-section done. Then that night one of the pups died b/c it was to week from being in the birth canal to long. And still fighting tessa's temp in b/w. And then we have had to take mom and pup to the vet everyday so mom could get a shot of antibiotics b/c of a fever and oral at home 2 x a day. On friday tessa's doc calls and said they are admitting her to the hospital b/c she has double nemonia "I don't think that is the correct spelling" , but anyway so we have been at the hospital and it looks like we will be there all weekend. But my husband is swaping out every other night with me so we both can get some rest. I hope things get better befo

Getting Smaller
shew, since i have had my gastic bypass surgery done, I have gone from 318 pounds to 246 pounds in just 3 months. Im so happy i had it done. Im down from size 28/30 to a size 20 im so happy, I can't wait to buy all the sexy outfits.. and drive you guys crazy on here.. lmao jk any ways thanks to all of u that care. wild spirit.

Second Chance
I believe in giving peple a second chance on thing mainly if what they did wasnt intended the way it happened... If i were ever givin the second i would run with it ... and try my best to keep a smile on that sweet face of yours... i wouldnt take the time for granted life is to short and friends are toooo far and in between....

Tequila And Salt...
The text below was copied from Shannon Stewart's Blog This should probably be taped to your bathroom mirror where one could read it every day. You may not realize it, but it's 100% true. 1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. You are special and unique. 8. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 10. When you think the world has turned its back on you take another look. 11. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. So............If you are a loving friend, send this to everyone, including the on

Daddy
Daddy You the one who gave me life,you whose hand thrust the kinife.Cant you see that with every fatal sip the tie that binds us slips.Perhaps the devestation hasn't sunk in,because still you continue to come home drunken.Daddy you don't seem to care.Deep down a secret pain i bare.But Daddy you don't see it's much to late you've failed to stop it before it sealed your fate. Written by Tonya Trosclair!

Christmas Cookie Recipe** With Jack Daniels..
Christmas Cookie Ingredients: 1 cup of water lemon juice 1 tsp baking soda 4 large eggs 1 cup of sugar 1 cup nuts 1 tsp salt 2 cups of dried fruit 1 cup of brown sugar 1 bottle Jack Daniel's Whiskey Sample the Jack Daniel's to check quality. Take a large bowl, check the Jack Daniel's again, to be sure it is of the highest quality, pour one level cup and drink. Turn on the electric mixer...Beat one cup of butter in a large fluffy bowl. Add one teaspoon of sugar...Beat again. At this point it's best to make sure the Jack Daniel's is still OK, try another cup ...just in case. Turn off the mixerer thingy. Break 2 leggs and add to the bowl and chuck in the cup of dried fruit, Pick the frigging fruit off floor... Mix on the turner. If the fried druit gets stuck in the beaterers just pry it loose with a drewscriver. Sample the Jack Daniel's to check for tonsisticity. Next, sift two cups of salt, or something. Who giveshz a sheet.

Christmas Story For People Having A Bad Day....
When four of Santa's elves got sick, and the trainee elves did not produce the toys as fast as the regular ones, Santa was beginning to feel the pressure of being behind schedule. Then Mrs. Claus told Santa that her Mom was coming to visit. This stressed Santa even more. When he went to harness the reindeer, he found that three of them were about to give birth and two had jumped the fence and were out, heaven knows where. More stress. Then when he began to load the sleigh one of the boards cracked, and the toy bag fell to the ground and scattered the toys. So, frustrated, Santa went into the house for a cup of apple cider and a shot of rum. When he went to the cupboard, he discovered that the elves had hidden the liquor, and there was nothing to drink. In his frustration, he accidentally dropped the cider pot, and it broke into hundreds of little pieces all over the kitchen floor. He went to get the broom and found that mice had eaten the straw end of th

Lyrics - Gone By Chris Daughtry
This song is awesome! and it's haunting me!!! Artist: Daughtry Album: Daughtry Title: Gone Feeling like this could only mean I'm sinking. Feeling like this could only mean I'm sinking. Well, I'm sinking. Pull me up. Every time I see your clothes scattered out on the floor, I say I thought you would be home. You said you never would be gone. Every time I see the light not burning on the porch, I say I thought you would be home. You said you never would be gone, But you are. You are. Feeling overwhelmed, I take a dive To a once overfilled but now empty place to hide. The day you turned on me is the day I died, And I've forgotten what it's like, And how it feels to be alive. Every time I see your clothes scattered out on the floor, I say I thought you would be home. You said you never would be gone. Every time I see the light not burning on the porch, I say I thought you would be home. You said you never would be gone. Reach up

* You Are A Spiritual Being, Having A Human Experience *
You are a spiritual being, having a human experience. We are all eternal spiritual beings in human bodies. We manifest human bodies to experience manifestation, this world, this planet that we live on. Our human bodies are an interface unit between the spiritual being that lives outside of time and space and the manifest realm or linear time. We create human bodies to experience time and space, to experience linear time. Walking around in a human body is an amazing thing. Having the senses of smell, touch, taste, visual sight and perceiving sound is a beautiful experience. There is much to be learned while having the human experience. It is important to remember though that manifestation, the concept of manifestation, is just one small part of the universe. Linear time is one of many possible realities. You have probably had the sensation of experiencing yourself as Spirit in many ways. Perhaps it was as simple as experiencing being outside of time or feeling tim

I Beilieve
I Believe I believe in miracles and dreams that will come true. I believe in tender moments and friendships through and through. I believe in stardust and moonbeams all aglow. I believe theres magic and more there than we know. I believe in reaching out and touching from the heart. I believe that if we touch a gift we can impart. I believe that if you cry your tears are not in vain. and when you're sad and lonely others know your pain. I believe that when we laugh a sparkle starts to shine and, I just know that spark will spread from more hearts than just mine. I believe that hidden in the quiet of the night there are magic moths and gypsies a fairy and a sprite. I believe that if you dance the dance of you heart, that greater happieness will find a brand new way to start. I believe the gifts you have are there to share and, when you give from the heart the whole world knows you care. I believe if you give even just one gift that gift will grow b

Moments In Life
MOMENTS IN LIFE There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real! When the door of happiness closes, another opens; but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one, which has been opened for us. Don't go for looks; they can deceive. Don't go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile, because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. Find the one that makes your heart smile. Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do. May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human and enough hope to make you happy. The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that

Super Hero's Do Exist!
http://www.newsobserver.com/145/story/515756.html BEHOLD! This kid is AWSOME! How many people can say they stared danger in the face and shruged it off to save their family..... WITH A PLASTIC SWORD NO LESS? Super heros DO exist, and I can honestly say that this kid is one of them! Good form, son.... well met!

Ho Ho Ho
A cop was on his horse waiting to cross the street when a little girl on her new shiny bike stopped beside him. "Nice bike," the cop said. "Did Santa bring it to you?" "Yep," the little girl said, "he sure did!" The cop looked the bike over and handed the girl a $5 ticket for a safety violation and said, "Next year tell Santa to put a reflector light on the back of it." The young girl looked up at the cop and said, "Nice horse you've got there sir. Did Santa bring it to you?" "Yes, he sure did," chuckled the cop. The little girl looked up at the cop and said, "Next year tell Santa the dick goes underneath the horse, not on top."

Special People
People come into your life for a Reason, a Season, or a Lifetime. When you know which one it is for a person, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally, or spiritually. They may seem like a Godsend, and they are! They are there for the reason you need them to be.Then, without any wrong doing on your part, or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered, and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow, or learn.

Those Eight Little Words
Those Eight Little Words: The Golden Rule In the Witches Creed, or the Wiccan Rede, we have all become familiar with those eight little words; …If it harms none, do what you will. ... or "Do what you will, so long as it harms none." These words are not unique, many have heard them before in The Golden Rule. The Golden Rule is the cornerstone of religious understanding. It is the most complete expression of the Oneness of all people, serving as the foundation for peace and universal goodwill on earth. The Golden Rule is expressed almost word for word in every religion. So fundamental is it to all religious thought that the founders and enlighened teachers of every religion have commented on it directly. Jesus referred to the Golden Rule as “the law and the prophets.” Mohammed described it as “ the mobles expression of religion.” Rabbi Hillel stated in the Jewish Talmud that the Golden Rule is “ the whole of the Torah and the remainder is but commentary.” Vya

Got This In An Email Today, Thought I'd Share...
Babs Miller was bagging some early potatoes for me. I noticed a small boy, delicate of bone and feature, ragged but clean, hungrily apprising a basket of freshly picked green peas. I paid for my potatoes but was also drawn to the display of fresh green peas........ I am a pushover for creamed peas and new potatoes. Pondering the peas,I couldn't help overhearing the conversation between Mr.Miller and the ragged boy next to me. "Hello Barry, how are you today?" "H'lo, Mr. Miller. Fine, thank ya. Jus' admirin' them peas. Sure look good." "They are good, Barry. How's your Ma?" "Fine. Gittin' stronger alla' time." "Good. Anything I can help you with?" "No, Sir. Jus' admirin' them peas." "Would you like to take some home?" "No, Sir. Got nuthin' to pay for 'em with." "Well, what have you to trade me for some of those peas?" "All I got's my prize marble here." "Is that right? Let me see it." "Here 'tis. She's a dandy." "I can see that Hmmmmm, only th

Today's Horoscope
You could receive extra encouragement from your family now and hopefully you can apply their good ideas toward achieving your long-term goals. This isn't just about idle daydreaming, though, as you must remain practical while being imaginative. If you can keep your eyes on the road right in front of you, you just might be unstoppable. Saturday, December 2, 2006 Checking my homepage & email is part of my late morning routine (unless the kids get up SUPER early).. I love days like this. I've been on edge the last few weeks. I've KNOWN something big was going happen.. soon. So happy it's us getting our first home! Dane was a surprise, so the house we're renting just isn't cutting it- not enough room for us all, so this is really awesome =)

12/02/06
sometimes, events in our past creeps up on us and steals away the security we thought we felt. It has been so long since i have had a really down point. memories, flashbacks, when they come, i can feel the same fear, and all that went with it. it makes me sick inside. when i get like this, i tend to not talk to people. i close in on myself and suffer in silence. because that is what i am doing really, suffering all over again, in silience. but this time.... this time i have had michael to help me through the darkest of those days. to remind me that i was not responsible for what was done to me as a child. and all though some part of me deep down has always known that, to hear those words coming from someone that i love so much, that i think so highly of, makes it so much more meaningful. i am not completely out of my dark time yet. but it is slowly receding, and i am coming back to myself. and I have michael to thank for that.

Daughter Of Hell - 3d Version
Just realised you can link back to photos etc, anyway after a few chats with me good friend Omebra he said he would have a go at creating a 3d version of Daughter of Hell, which I cant thank him enough for. So thought I would show you the progress so far, as with anything it takes ages but I am really chuffed with the progress so far. I have put them in order as he has sent them to me, its kind of spooky watching it as it develops as I had been wanting the daughter of hell character to be 3d for over 6 months and it was just as we were chatting that it suddenly started to become a reality. just added another pic link on the end as Omebra has been working on it, I love watching this evolve

Astray
You say you want to be with me, You say you truly care, But when I'm face to face with you, It's like I'm not even there. I've tried my best to make you happy And please you in every way, But if you don't want to be with me- There's nothing more I can do or say. I waste my tears on you every night, And pray that tomorrow everything will be alright. But things never get better. They always stay the same, So I need to realize, Your love has gone astray.

Not A Tear
This is not a tear. This is my love for you, My sorrow for us, And my hatred for me. It's tragic that Whatever we would've had Has slipped away, Out of reach. I try to recall The moment I realized I was in love, and the moment I realized I wasn't. This world I was in Lay within my head But reality has slapped Me in the face. This is not a tear. It is my sorrow for me, My love for us, And my hatred for you.

Do People Cause Their Own Suffering?
Do people cause their own suffering? Other than those people who suffer from medical conditions or terminal illnesses or incarceration, do people create their own living hell? Whether it is a customer who is screaming in agony because a package is showing up a day late. Or a teenaged girl is suffering because she is not getting any attention from her boyfriend. Or a person who hates his or her job yet continues to stay year after year. Do you believe that suffering is a choice? And if you believe suffering is a choice, is it possible to choose happiness? In Buddhism there are four truths: Life is suffering. Suffering is due to attachments. Understanding this, one can transcend over their attachments. Once one transcends over their attachments, they will no longer suffer. In other words, do some people build mountains over molehills? It occurs to me suffering can be reduced by the notion of acceptance. If one were able to reduce their suffering after accepting what happens, the

Just A Note To Say Hello
I just thought I would drop a blog and wish everyone a great weekend and a better week ahead. I have taken on another job and my schedule is upside down. It is hard to get computer time in and enjoy piece and quiet when there are 3 others wanting to use the same compute I don't mind giving in because Jan and her daughters are all grest. The youngest needs her social life and needs the computer to complete homework and assignments a senior in high school. Wow! wish these computers had been there when I was in high school. The oldest daughter is a teacher following her mother's footsteps. Both are very good teachers, but Jan is still the top but she also has more experience. Jan gives her heart and soul to the job and is the best teacher I have ever known. She teaches me a lot every single day. They also need the computer to keep up with their work load. Hopefully soon we will have at least 2 if not 3 computers working and I can spend time when I am off even when everyone

Edit My Health
i miss worded something important. P.O.T.S. is an aoutnomic system problem. its a problem eith things we don't have to think about doing. like breathing regulating our heart rate so on. I beleive i said auotoimmune that was wrong i dont have any immune prblems and sorry for th error everyone. i wrote the blog feeling a little to good on my meds and the words did not come out wrong. thanx for reading

I'm Too Big To Cry
I never stopped to realize How lonely I would be I never thought the day would come When you'd grow tired of me Your voice was never sweeter Than the day you said goodbye You'll never know how much it hurt Because I'm too big to cry If I knew then what I know now You'd still be kissing me Instead there's someone else's lips Where mine used to be I say hello and wish you well Each time I pass you by But you'll never know how much it hurt Because I'm too big to cry You never looked so wonderful As the day you walked away I used to say, "I love you" But that I could not say I can't forget you darlin' No matter how much I try You'll never know how much it hurt Because I'm too big to cry

Goodbye
I look into your eyes, your heart, your soul - Were you really loving me or lying? My love goes deeper than I ever imagined it could or even would. Love is a part of life, I know. So is the pain and the sorrow, along with the smiles, and the joys. My life will be forever changed because I loved you. It seemed as though my world was falling apart, along with my heart. No longer will I let your memory hurt me. I will move on with my life, no longer letting you be a part of me.

A Heart Betrayed
My heart feels like its in a vise. How much for you I sacrificed. And as I walk this path I cry, For once again to me you lied. I trusted in the love you gave. My heart, my soul, they were your slave. Your love for me, it was a lie And so I sit, and now I cry. A hole has entered into my soul, My love betrayed by you so bold. You laugh, you smile, you say you love. You captured my heart on the wings of a dove. Then you so cruelly walk away, You laugh, you smile, you slyly betray The love that was freely given by me, As tears from my eyes fall for all to see. You tell another of love so true. You promise her that you will love her too. But your heart is cold, and is made of stone. And for this one day you will walk all alone. You laugh, you smile, you promise your love As you cruelly clip the wings of the dove. My heart breaks into pieces as it hits the ground. But life is a circle that comes back around. You laugh, you smile, but then you will cry

Come Vote For Me !!
Please everyone come and vote for me cause i would like just for once to win something here on cherrytap! just click on my pic and rate and comment as much as u want contest ends this friday please everyone just vote for me! And if u don't......lol

Did Santa Bring It
Did Santa bring it A City cop was on his horse waiting to cross the street when a little girl on her new shiny bike stopped beside him. "Nice bike," the cop said "did Santa bring it to you?" "Yep," the little girl said, "he sure did!" The cop looked the bike over and handed the girl a $5 ticket for a safety violation. The cop said, "Next year tell Santa to put a reflector light on the back of it." The young girl looked up at the cop and said, "Nice horse you got there, Sir, did Santa bring it to you?" "Yes, he sure did," chuckled the cop. The little girl looked up at the cop and said, "Next year tell Santa the dick goes underneath the horse, not on top."

I Know It Will Never Be
you are a flower beautiful delicate soft you makes the sun rise the moon shine bright and the stars i see are only in your eyes to hold you would be heaven a dream come true you make me comfortable complete but hold you i can't call you mine i never will you are everything i will never have

Tired Of Goin Nowhere
im tired of wasting my life so this weekend i took action to do something about it it has come clear to me that i have almost no one in my life to help me and to get were i need to be and do what i love is entirely up to me the people that are supose to love and care for me and help me have all but disowned me this weekend i applyed for a new job and i will apply for another job later this week i am goin to the doctor to take care of all of my medical issues and will also apply for a lone to finish school and buy a house

Forget Me Not
forget me not altho i sometimes do to write i mean its not that i don't love for you are my friend and hold my heart but life takes me away times are hard but forget me not you keep me true to myself and hold me together without you im lost

Ma Belle Amis
calm peace serinity thats what you make me feel when near you the world is brighter i see it les lunette rose its not the fact that i want you its not sexual at all its the expression of life you portray the gravitational force that attrats me to you for when im there i have no worry in the world and it saddens me to think that im not wanted but with all that has happened no matter how big or small has brought an uneasyness in you this is why we will no longer speak this is why you will never see me forget me ma belle for seeing you would hurt me too much to talk to you would kill me for you are everything and at the sametime nothing with this i say goodbye

Parle'
i search my soul for words but the page stays empy its light outside but i can't see my soul is dark i am alone you are the only one that cares but i am so far gone and i see the pain in your eyes but i cannot feel i have been searchin for something something real something to feel but my quest is futile how can i search for something that i cannot do feel it used to be so easy not to feel i have gotten away with it for so long but its not enough anymore i want to feel i want to be held but for some reason it can't be you it hurts me to know that i hurt you but if i am not in the right mind i cannot be there like that and im not saying i don't want to or that its weird but let me come to you lately i have been around but very distant and i know how you feel but i am incapable of feeling anything toward anyone even in a crowd i feel alone and i don't know how to make it better so don't be mad don't feel bad just be arou

Ghost In The Darkness
the ghost in the darkness you slip in without a sound be it day or night you still kill me pictures flash in my head of your naked body flowers in your hair and the flames dancing on the wall your head on my chest as i hold you close yeah i held you close your smile and laughter brightened my world your eyes shined like diamonds yeah i loved you girl i try to erase all the memories of pain the smoke fills the room but it never changes the fact that your really not there

Ok More Randomness
I have been sitting here tryinfg to think of something insightful to write and I have failed.....so random thought time!!! Ever notice how it is the innorant who talk the most shit about any given topic? ever care wether or not it is butter? Ever notice that those who are persecuted are the ones the government fears? Have you ever really stopped and helped a total stranger? Ever told a friend the "honest truth" only to discover they would rather you had lied? News flash Elvis is Dead! Keith Richards only looks like he is dead. Ever notice how some of the greatest minds the planet has ever seen go entirely unnoticed? (Henry Rollins) I rest my case.Ever notice that it is easier for a clown to hail a cab than it is for a black person to hail a cab? Ever notice that George bush pronounces terrorism like its a three syllable word? These are just some of the random thoughts and questions currently rolling around in the infinte exspanse of my mind. Again I thank you the reader of this writing

Pls Read Now
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Fridays
are my new 'get drunk and forget my name' nights. I am so glad I didnt drunk dial any of you, at least I dont think I did, or have any pictures taken. But it does feel good to get that way every once in a while. I dont even feel that bad today, I do need a nap tho.....but other than that I am peachy :)

"does Your Name Say Who You Are?"
M.Makes dating fun.. A.Likes to drink. R.Fuckin crazy I.Fuckin awesome. A.Likes to drink. A: Likes to drink. B: Likes people C: Is wild and crazy. D: Has one of the best personalities ever. E: A freaking good kisser. F: People adore you. G: Never let people tell you what to do. H: Have a very good personality and looks. I: Fuckin awesome. J: Lives life for fun. K: Really silly. L: Loved by everyone M: Makes dating fun.. N:Loves to Party O: Is best in bed P: Popular with all types of people. Q: A hypocrite. R: Fuckin crazy S: Easy to fall in love with T: Loyal to those you love U: Really like to chill. V: Not judgemental. W: Very broad minded. X: Never let people tell you what to do. Y: One of the best damn bf/gf ne one could ask for. Z: Always ready. Repost as "Does your name say who you are?"

Is It Possible To Get Everything You Want?
Is it possible to get everything you want? Yesterday, I watched a film developed by PrimeTime Productions entitled "The Secret". It was a film describing positive thinking and the Law of Attraction. Their belief is that positive thinking enables you to attract what you want out of life. Similarly, I read a book a year ago entitled "The Power of Intention" by Dr. Wayne Dyer. He writes that everything starts out with intention. And with intention you are able to co-create what happens in the world. Dr. Deepak Chopra wrote another similar text. His book is called "The Spontaneous Fulfillment of Desire" and he writes how our desires can be manifested. Since I was brought up Catholic, I was taught the power of prayer and I remember from scripture "Ask and you shall receive; seek and you shall find." My understanding of that phrase is that God will grant you what you need. What I find is that all throughout history and up until today, so many people believe there is a way to ask

Candy Heart
Your Candy Heart Says "Hug Me" A total sweetheart, you always have a lot of love to give out. Your heart is open to where ever love takes you! Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a surprise romantic evening that you've planned out Your flirting style: lots of listening and talking What turns you off: fighting and conflict Why you're hot: you're fearless about falling in love What Does Your Candy Heart Say?

The Immune System
An efficient immune system is the key to maintaining good health. It helps to protect us from all manner of disease from colds to cancer, fights food poisoning and keeps allergies in check, as well as slowing down the ageing process. But poor diet, an unhealthy lifestyle and a toxic environment can all compromise and weaken the immune system, leaving us prone to everything from common colds to more serious infections.

Rip Jessiah
From: Pray Jessiah Comes Home Date: Dec 1 2006 5:28 PM So. I don't even know where to begin. This is hard to write. So many positive thoughts and prayers were said but I am afraid the outcome isn't good. Those that live in Clarksville probably already have the news if they watched today. Jessiah was found in the river. I don't have words. It simply doesn't make sense. I guess there is closure to a certain extent but I can't help but cry. We lost a husband to my sister, a father to his son, a son to his mother, a grandchild to all his grandparents, a cousin, a friend, a family member. Forever we will remember Jessiah in our hearts. Keep praying this is a very very very hard time for Erin, Tracy and the rest of the family and friends. If you live in Clarksville the memorial service will be on Wednesday of this coming week. I don't know time yet though so look in the paper or I will try and find out. There are no words. Just prayers for strength and understanding. Thank you all for

Candy Hearts
Your Candy Heart Says "Hug Me" A total sweetheart, you always have a lot of love to give out. Your heart is open to where ever love takes you! Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a surprise romantic evening that you've planned out Your flirting style: lots of listening and talking What turns you off: fighting and conflict Why you're hot: you're fearless about falling in love What Does Your Candy Heart Say?

Sweet Potato Summer Salad
3 sweet potatoes cooked in their skins, diced 4 scallions, sliced 2 sticks celery, sliced 1/2 cup walnuts, chopped 1 green pepper, sliced 1 cup creme fraiche 2 tbsp white wine vinegar Place all the ingredients in a large bowl and mix together thoroughly and serve. SWEET POTATO This highly nutritious and delicious tuber has a unique and distinctively sweet flavor. Sweet potato is a good source of vitamin C. The orange variety also contains beta-carotene which the body converts to vitamin A an antioxidant that helps to fight cancer. In addition, sweet potato is rich in vitamin E, which is vital for healthy skin. Full of fiber, especially the skin, this vegetable can help lower cholesterol and enhance digestive function. Always buy the orange sweet potatoes, the ones with red skins. The white ones contain far less beta-carotene. Nutrients: Vitamins B6, C, E, beta-carotene, iron potassium and fiber

:(
Blah, I couldn't really sleep last night, at the max I got like 4 hours. I'm gonna try to go back to bed now. But I don't know. I've had a lot of stress in my life recently. So adlgjdasgljds yep. Like I've said several times. But the semester is at an end, only three exams, and a paper. I'll do the paper this weekend. I love david. sometimes I think am I good enough. But I know he loves me. So I can guess the answer. ok anyway off to try and get some more rest. beth

Who'd Da Thunk It???
I JUST FIGURED OUT WHAT A MUMM WAS AND I REALLY LIKED IT. COUPLE REASONS ONE YOU GET TO HEAR FROM PPL YOU NEVER HEAR FROM OTHERWISE. YOU GET SMARTASS ANSWERS AND SOME DUMB ONES AND YOA GET SOME NEW INFO YOU MIGHT NOT HAVE KNOWN! BUT WHAT I FOUND OUT TODAY!! I REACHED MY MUM LIMIT!! DIDN'T KNOW THERE WAS A MUM LIMIT!! OH WELL LIVE AND LEARN?? I THINK MY NEXT MUM WILL BE GOOD~~ AT LEAST IT WILL MAKE YOU THINK KISSES TO THE LADIES, ^5 TO THE GUYS DAN

Shower Fun....
You start work earlier than I do by a couple hours. I feel, and hear you wake up. You slip out of my arm, and head for the shower. I wake up more and slowly turn to the sound of water, and my pussy begins to stir. I've always masturbated in the mornings when I wake up. It allows me to slowly get into the day. There has been numerous times where you walk back in, and "caught" me masturbating. Often, you'll sit and watch me getting off. Sometimes you'll join in. Often, you'll give me a great finger or tongue job. I love the way you taste me just right as your tongue goes up and down my clit. You know very well, the extremely sensitive spots. As the years go on, you get more comfortable in masturbating in front of me. You mostly do it alone. We're pretty open about the fact that we each masturbate by ourselves. To me, masturbating is as natural as pissing. Speaking of which, I get up to relieve myself. I walk by the shower, and I see your body through the shower door. The outline of yo

Naughty X-mas Eve
'Twas the night before Xmas and all through the house The whole damn family was drunk as a louse Grandma and Grandpa were singing a song And the kid was in bed flogging his dong Ma, home from the cat house, and me out of jail Had just crawled into bed for a nice piece of tail When out on the lawn, there arose such a clatter I jumped out of bed to see what was the matter Away to the window I flew like a flash Threw open the shutters and fell on my ass The moon on the crest of the new fallen snow Gave a whore-house-like luster to the objects below When what to my blood shot eyes should appear But a rusty old sleigh and two mangy reindeer With a little old driver a pounding his dick I knew in a moment, it must be Saint Nick Slower than snails his reindeer they came He bitched and he swore as he called them by name Now Dancer, now Prancer, up over the walls Quick now, damn it, or I'll cut out your balls. Then up to the roof he stumbled and fell And

Friends List!!
I AM GOING THRU MY FRIENDS LIST AND DETEING SOME WHO i never hear from.. JUST TRYING TO KEEP MY LIST SMALLER SO I CAN KEEP IN TOUCH WITH THOES CLOSE FRIENDS ON HERE..ITS WAY TOO BIG OF A LIST AND I THINK SOME JUST ADD ME FOR POINTS OR TO SEE ALL MY PICS AND I DONT WANT THAT.. JUST WANT GOOD FRIENDS TO KEEP IN TOUCH.. NOW DONT WORRY .. A LOT OF YOU KEEP IN TOUCH SO WONT BE DELETING YOU.. BUT SURE HAVE TO DO SOMETHING.. SO JUST LETTING YOU ALL KLNOW.. DONT WANT TO HURT FEELINGS OR ANYTHING.. JUST NEED TO DO THIS.. HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND.. HUGSS LOVE GERI! Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com

Wendall The Moose
When this little guy was young ; he lost his mother too soon. So the Fish and Game brought him to Wendall and Debbie. They asked them to get him raised to a safe age to turn him loose again. So they bottle fed and took care of him; after a while they fed him with their cows. So last spring he was a year old ... and it was time to turn him back into the wild. Opened the gate and off he went. Stayed gone all summer; then this fall he was back with the cows. He really thinks he is a cow for now all was happy to see him as he is pretty friendly. He loves honey buns and will eat them right out of your mouth. Wendall and Debbie live right up in the mountains so it came time to bring the cows down. Well the moose was lonely all by himself so he headed down to find another heard of cows to >hang with. The neighbors called about a week later and asked Wendall to please come and get his Moose. So he headed out with a honey bun, bucket of grain and the horse trailer and

Dirty Sounding Websites
You have to be careful when you register a domain name! It's sometimes hard to figure out what words are embedded in it if you don't capitalize things well in your advertising: Site: GotAHoe.com Is really: GoTahoe.com (Lake Tahoe Visitors Bureau) Site: PenisLand.net Is really: PenIsland.net (sells custom pens) Site: TheRapistFinder.com Is really: TherapistFinder.com (directory of therapists) Site: ExpertSexChange.net Is really: ExpertsExchange.net (data base experts site) Site: WhorePresents.com Is really: WhoRepresents.com (directory of agents and who they represent) Site: PowerGenitalia.com Is really: PowergenItalia.com (Italian power company) Site: MolestationNursery.com Is really: MoleStationNursery.com (a plant nursery in Mole Station, Australia) Site: DollarSexChange.com Is really: DollarsExchange.com (currency trading site) and... Site: CummingFirst.com Is really: CummingFirst.com (yeah, well, it's the Cumming, Georgia, First Methodist Ch

Sounds Like Santa Has Pms...lol..
Dear Santa, I wud like a kool toy space ranjur for Xmas. Iv ben a good boy all yeer. YeR FReND, JUaN Dear Juan, Nice spelling. You're on your way to being a career lawncare specialist. How 'bout I send you a book so you can learn to read and write? I'm giving your older brother the space ranger, at least HE can spell! Santa Dear Santa, I have been a good girl all year, and the only thing I ask for is peace and joy in the world for everybody! Love, Sarah Dear Sarah, Your parents smoked pot when they had you, didn't they? Santa Dear Santa, I've written you for three years now asking for a fire truck. Please, I really really want a fire truck this year! Love, Joey Dear Joey, Let me make it up to you. While you sleep, I'm gonna torch your house. You'll have more fire trucks than you'll know what to do with. Santa Dear Santa, I don't know if you can do this, but for Christmas, I'd like for my mommy and daddy to get back together. Please see what you can do.

U Turn
It's been too much damage, And too much invasion, This road has been packed, With negative revelation, Just killing the prospect, Of hope for sensation. No one else is to blame, This is our creation, So let’s cut the bullshit, And drop all expectation, Hate is your fall, And revenge my temptation. It's way too late now, To repair this relation, We've been blinded for so long, By all the frustration, We found no solutions, To solve the situation. But I’ll make a choice here, To reduce the complication, Avoiding the trap Of cold calculation, For there’s no relief there, Down at the next station. So here I'll turn around, And change my destination. Copyright © 2006 by C Hottran

A Christmas Time Poem
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old,

Journal 20 Circa November 15th, 2000
*Six Year Old Journal Entry Just So No One Thinks I've Developed Issues Overnight* Well what can I say...the thoughts just keep pouring through my mind, but I can't seem to find an outlet for them. I can understand why I have so many nervous breakdowns now. It all backs up until it trips the circuit breaker. In a semi relationship consisting of somewhat meaningless sex with a woman who has more emotional problems than I do. Doesn't seem to make sense as to why I'd set my self up for destruction like this. I know full well I'm only her 'fuck buddy'. God knows she's made that quite clear every time I try to get to know her better, yet I can't help but get attached to people that I'm sleeping with. Damn conscious won't allow me to have sex without consequences. What a world we've made for ourselves, huh? We came from nothing and we return to nothing yet in between there we're supposed to make something of ourselves. Damned if I know where to begin. I keep trying and I keep coming u

What I Want For My Birthday:
what i want is all our soldiers, airmen, troops, navy men and women to come home for Christmas. and if you know someone in the military or a family in the military send them a Christmas card and maybe a phone card in it so they can send it to their military man or woman.

Read Now Pls
=== 'FéLoN¥'S ™FunFukingFantastic*Lady' spewed forth the following at '2006-12-02 06:31:15'.. > > Create your own at MyNiceSpace.com > > Redneck womanAdd to My Profile | More Videos > > > > > I am starting a new contest called SEXIEST SOUTHERN GURL. You must be from the SOUTH to enter. First round will be on votes only..the second round will consist of the top 5 and will be for rates and comments. If you are from the South and want to show yo

Happy Birthday Chris
MY GRANDSON CHRIS TURNED 19 TODAY.. IN JUST A FEW MONTHS HE WILL GRADUATE AND THEN HE WILL BE JOINING THE MARINES... PLEASE ALL OF MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY . LET'S WISH HIM A VERY HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY. CAN YOU TELL I AM PROUD NANA?

Comments Rant
NOW COMMENTS CAN BE NSFW AND GET YOU DELETED IF YOU POST THEM I MEAN COME ON HAVE YOU SEEN 99% OF THE COMMENTS ON THAT ARE OFFERED ON SITES LIKE GLITTERGRAPHICS AND MSTAGS AND WHAT NOT THEY ARE ALL OVERTLY SEXUAL SO DOES IT MEAN WE CANT USE THEM OR WE WILL HAVE OUR ACCOUNTS DELETED AND AS FAR AS MY COMMENTS GO ONE OF THE PICS OUT OF THE MAIN 4 WAS DEEMED NSFW AND ITS THE MOST INNOCENT ONE SO HOW IS IT JUDGED AND WHO DOES THE JUDGING I COULD UNDERSTAND IF THIS SITE WAS FOR KIDS LIKE MYSPACE BUT ISNT THIS SUPPOSED TO BE AN ADULT SITE AFTER ALL THE MOTTO IS "NO TEENY BOPPERS ALLOWED" AND WHY SHOULD IT HAVE TO BE SAFE FOR WORK I MEAN IF YOURE AT WORK SHOULDNT YOU BE WORKING RATHER THEN PLAYING ON THE FUCKING NET THANK YOU FOR READING JIMMY NOW GET BACK TO WORK

Article - Christianity
BORROWED FROM MY FRIEND Mistress Silver Wolf"s lil girl *jamie* Found this on the Aquarian Tabernacle Church page and thought I would share.. as there is a lot of good points. For starters, I am not a Christian. I am and have been Pagan (Wiccan in particular) for several years now. So why am I writing this? Because I understand that believing Christians feel they have an obligation to share their religion with others (I was Christian once and participated actively in missionary work at that time). I have also observed over a number of years that believing Christians tend, however unintentionally, to ignore their own strengths, and to consistently put their worst face forward when dealing with those who do not share their faith. This is especially obvious when they are dealing with Wiccans, Druids, or other "pagan" religions. I have thus written this outline in the hope that it will help Christians understand better who and what Pagans really are, and, in the process become

Breath
hearing you there softly breathing seeing the moon shine on you seeing such beauty i gasp in suprise illuminated by my love for you knowing what i see knowing what is right softly i kiss you on your cheek cuddles close holding you to me for i have reached heaven cause you are here with me

New Contest
I am starting a new contest called SEXIEST SOUTHERN GURL. You must be from the SOUTH to enter. First round will be on votes only..the second round will consist of the top 5 and will be for rates and comments. If you are from the South and want to show your Southern pride, please send me the link to your pic to be added. NO Nudes please..I want everyone to be able to vote. So let's get it started. Contest will start on Mon. 12-4-06. Rond 1 till 12-12-8 and round 2 from 12-8 through 12-13...Good luck

Thank You Letter To Santa
Dear Santa, Thank you for the early Christmas "gift", it has made me feel a beautiful happiness which i have not felt in a very long time. It is wonderful to be able to smile like this and giggle like a little girl. Because you were kind enough to send such an amazing "gift" early i will not be leaving milk and cookies for you. Instead you will have a Don Carlos Robusto cigar and a bottle of Remy Martin XO cognac waiting for you. Sincerely, b

The Wrong Ending To My Year.....
Well, here it is going into December, and it has not been a good holiday season.....Mom had to work on Thanksgiving, so there was no big feast....and boy let me tell you...she can cook!!! Then, my dog, who I have had for 13 years, started getting worse, health wise. Dad takes my daughter out, hands me a wad of money, and tells me to take Bud to the vet, to have him put to sleep. Now, it may sound mean, but he lived the life that we would have loved to have had, but he had cancer, and his legs were giving out on him, to the point of not being able to make it up to the bathroom, so, yeah it was time. Now as if that would be bad enough, the day after that I get the call to say that my uncle has passed away. Boy, these holidays are really not working out for me. Each year adds another reason to throw the blanket back over my head and stay in bed...So, there is the start to the ending of my year. It's not looking so great, hope it will get better......Now, I'm done complaining. If y

Work Sucked
So My co-manager has all this faith in me and I wish he didn't. He put totally unreal expectations on me tonight and I stayed almost 2 hours late and still couldn't get it done I finally gave up. I just hope he doesn't yell at me tomorrow.

Burning
Burning As I sit here, my heart cries, Why does this always happen? Happiness comes, I think to stay, Yet it gets ripped out of my soul. It's very essence is no longer mine. The sweet taste of laughter is dead, Blackness replaces it. Weeping, my heart cries out to my soul, My soul is dark and doesn't reply This disappointment is only for me, To find a place to keep it. This road, I have traveled before. It is a dark road with bricks of fire. Will I burn and never see the light? It seems to be my destiny.

Denne Natten / This Night (author: Alexander Shaumyan )
This Night (for Teresa) This night is our pride. We've danced together like two wild flowers-- stalk to stalk, crown to crown, we've made love under the canopy of stars. We recited strange poetry and ate exotic foods, we dreamt each other's faces-- you appeared soft and delicate, playful and dreamy like the Northern Lights-- my beauty of Norway, my star, my love, my sun! Denne natten (til Teresa) Denne natten er vår stolthet. Vi har danset sammen som to ville blomster stilk med stilk krone med krone, vi har elsket under stjernebaldakinen. Vi leste opp ukjente dikter og spiste eksotiske måltider, vi drømte om hverandres ansikter. Du viste deg bløt og fin, leken og drømmende som Aurora Borealis-- min skjønnhet av Norge, min stjerne, min elskede, min sol! Copyright ©2006 by Alexander Shaumyan AShaumyan@ CherryTAP

Application Approved
Well it finally happened On Nov 23 the Canadian AirForce finally called me with a job offer..was starting to think it would never come. I first started my application process 2 years ago and they kept giving me the run around..but finally its happened. As of Jan 8th i finally ship out and im ready too go. My first official duty is to get sworn in on Dec 18th. So now all that needs too happen is i need too start training so now starts the push-up and the running yay

Poem I Wrote For My Kids
I was not there when you were born or for all the birthdays you had. but for eight months I cared for you and you loved me like a dad. I made you breakfast every morning and waited with you for the bus and helped you with your homework, when you thought it was too tuff I read you bedtime stories and tucked you in each night. and waited till you went to bed before turning off the light. im not your biological father, but what really makes me sad. is now that im not with your mother, I am no longer ""!Dad written by Some1special2k

Cenotaph
A cenotaph is a tomb or a monument erected in honour of a person or group of persons whose remains are elsewhere. It can also be the initial tomb for a person that has since been interred elsewhere. The word derives from the Greek words kenos, one meaning being "empty" and taphos, "tomb". Although the vast majority of cenotaphs are erected in honour of specific individuals, many of the best-known cenotaphs are instead dedicated to the memories of groups of individuals, such as the war dead of one specific country or empire.

Idiots And Me
what the hell is this crap. now i'm wondering if i have som sort of sign tattooed on my forhead, and if i do i want so fucking rolalties. and i'm sure some will read this and think i'm a freak. why yes i am and prob to be king of all freaks damnit. now this ranting is about idiots saying shit behind my back to hear themselves or see there own typing skills. hell i fit the seeing my typing skills but i know where my fucking delete and backspaace key is for christs sake. the main thing that is pissing me off here is i have a chick on my list, that i don't know who of, saying i'm with her to the chick i just might be with. i told you you'd call me a freak. there is nothing worse than being in the middle of shit you have no idea that's going on. there is only one and only one person that has my number for the same fucking reason, she knows who she is. for christs sake with all that the other ppl know on her i'm some 500 lb. hermy. still want to fight over me? i might even have the dick

Alone ( Author: Patricia M. Eichler)
Alone in the dark silence of night, you held my thoughts hostage. However, I lived on in my plight. Therefore, I dreamt of us in a cottage. Alone in the tangle of conjecture, you held me, and you kissed me. However, it was a passing picture. Therefore, I dreamt of our love by a sea. Alone in inner recesses of my mind, you held me, and I want to linger. However, there was nothing to bind. Therefore, I dreamt and kissed my finger. Alone in an unfamiliar life, I kill time, you held me in my heart and spirit. However, it takes place only in rhyme. Therefore, I dreamt wishes with little merit. Copyright ©2006 by Patricia M. Eichler Patricia M. Eichler @ Authorsden

Christmas Greeting -- By Lenora Love
MERRY CHRISTMAS FRIEND, "MAY THE TRUE LIGHT OF CHRISTMAS DAILY SHINE BRIGHT IN YOUR LIFE" -- Lenora Love Whiteside Lenora Love Whiteside, Poet & Spoken Word Artist www.LenoraLove.com LenoraLove@Poetic.com

Are You A Human Being Or A Human Doing????
This is not technically the best video, but it's message is clear. The musical backdrop is a 1971 Marvin gaye song which seems so relevant to todays issues. So take a minute or three ;) and take a look We have bumper stickers too...thousands of them...here are a few a pulled out tonight ... We are over 4 million products and growing. From t-shirts to mugs to coasters to framed art...so search for what you like and enjoy the free shipping plus the $5.00 coupon on site. Think about it...how many sites give you free shipping plus a coupon...

Sooo Busy
just been so busy lately , christmas it just seem to creep up on you trying to give the house a quick make over then put the tree and stuff up love putting the decos up but a pain in the butt to take down it just seem to take longer. than i'm busy in work and get the rest of my son toys in which the man in the red suit will get all the thanks for there just not eough hours in the day this time of year no wonder so many people get sick this time of year the stress is killing me but come the 25th i'll be pulled out of bed at god knows what time to check if santa has been give the all clear and just sit and watch why all the stress and the sore feet was for and think i can't wait till next year.

G-n-fn-r!!!!
I went tot the guns & roses show tonoght and damn! What an experience! 1st the only one of the 4 opening bands that was even worth a fuck was Sabastian Bach, for the obvious reasons, then gnr showed up 1&1/2 hours late which made it 12:30am before we could even get a glimps at the band that is now GUNS AND ROSES. I'll have to say that they kicked all forms of ass from the amout that I saw them, you see, I had to leave the show "early" due to the fact that I can't stay up for 24 hours any more because either I'm getting old or I actually work too hard to do this young kid thing any more. There was one thing that kicked ass other than the band, The SUICIDE GIRLS!!!!! Damn they're hot!they were the other opening entertainment, and entertaining they were! All in all, it wasn't a bad show, but these bands out there now could use to sharpen there skills a little more before gowing out in front of a few thousand people and sucking so bad.

Me
Most of you know how old I am but don't know much else. I have 3 kids But recently I lost my rights to two of them. It has been my b/f and my family and friends that have been helping me through this very tough time, I don't know if any of you could possibly relate but it is like having the life rippied out of you. I suffer from two illnesses on top of all of this I have Rhuematiod Arthritis which leaves me in pain most of the time,and I suffer from Endometrios as well. I just found of my left kidney is in bad shape the endo has attatched itself to it so sooner or later I will end up with only one kidney. I work full time and go to college full time to try and make a better life for me and the child I still have. My B/F and one of my closest friends on here Ancient1 have been a big help through this time. I am not lookin for sympathy. I have done alot of things in my life that most people have never done. I have also experince more pain in my life than one person should ..but as my gra

"inspirations A Must!"
"Inspirations a must!" Just another day in the hood Things seem to be all good The potent smoke has got me in the mood to kick some rhymes and write to you and it aint that hard to find the time to kick back and smoke some kind as my vision goes blind to the world while they search and try to find a sign wishing and hoping for just a little more time But here we go again taking advantage of the words we send thinking that theyll always be our friends untill the end but a simple dividend could bring that friendship to an end now transcend to the next level don't let those dollar signs bring you trouble just smile and laugh at the devils and let them know they can't bust your bubble and watch your happiness double Inspiration is a must in the depths of temptation and mistrust it guides you through desire and lust in a land of unjust ashes to ashes dust to dust casualties a must and sometimes a plus but untill then this is not the end just some new b

Me..
Okay, I have a confession...I'm not very sexy....if you have seen my photots, you already know this. I'm a real guy....a regular dude with normal problems, and a regular life...., I'm not a dude who would normally put naked or questionable pix on the net, but here, I really don't care. I may just get crazy, and post something along with all you brave people... I've met some really brave people on this site. If you think my site is boring compared to the others, I agree...Just give me some time, I'm trying to talk myself into it...

"be Here Now"
"BE HERE NOW" By Jo$hua She doesn't love me anymore be here now this place this time what once was love is now gone has became just a rhyme out the door moved on to another space some other guy with another name hope he loves her like i did and dreams about being with her forever but it's ok forever is in my dreams time heals all wounds in time we will meet again and just be friends untill then this is not the end so cherrish the moments you have together cause you never know if they will last forever jo$hua free player from mysplayer.com

Sensual Finger-tips
How much I want you to whisper I love you Lightly softly sensually into my ear How I want your finger tips to sweep along my curves I want magic to seep into my veins for you to make the pain fade away I dream sweetly about you Always at the corner of my thoughts I want you to soak beautiful into me So I'll blush at your words not cringe inside I want your hands to find my perfections for your lips to make flawed imprints I want my eyes to sparkle as you enter inside and corrupt my soul Claiming me with each thrust Taking my heart with each body melting kiss I want to sink into soaked sheets of my sweat of my juice I want you to swill my forbidden fruit on your tongue to turn me inside out For you to taste me as I come quickly Hardly breathing as you take me away I want to lose my sanity in you To forget the world around me To only see you when my eyes open instead of shadows of the lover in my dreams I want to make m

Reposts - Confusion?
There seems to be some confusion amongst CherryTappers... when a bulletin says "(repost)" it simply means that the person posting the bulletin didn't write the original, but thinks that it's interesting enough to pass along to others... so they have re-posted the bulletin. If you chose to repost a bulletin, then that's your call. If you are unsure if the message you are reading in the Bulletin Board is an original or a repost, then check out the bottom of the message as it will give you the links to the profiles of where the original message came from. Enjoy your weekend! Melanie www.melaniepitts.com

Uberrates The First One
So mostly this is just an uber rate everyone site. Right? Neat. I like being rated. I guess there's nothing wrong with a little I look you look you judge I judge so that we can all climb the ladder to the top. Everyone says everyone's perfect so that they can step on the next person up. It's perfect. So mostly this is just an uber race everyone site. Sweet. Someone should hook me up. I think I should get super cherry points because I'm the coolest. Except for you. You're the coolest/hottest/best. I promise. I really mean that. And you're the humblest if you rate me a 10. That one's beyond me. It's just the truth. I mean, I don't deserve a 10, but it's because you're so nice that I get one. And I'm only repaying the favor because everyone seems to be so darn nice here. U hook me up, I hook you up, and we all climb the ladder with a bunch of hooks.

Memories Of A Woman Pleasure....4
I had it now, I felt it now, and, beginning to drive, he soon gave nature such a powerful summons down to her favourite quarters, that she could no longer refuse repair- ing thither; all my animal spirits then rush'd mechanically to that center of attraction, and presently, inly warmed, and stirr'd as I was beyond bearing, I lost all restraint, and yielding to the force of the emotion, gave down, as mere woman, those effusions of pleasure, which, in the strictness of still faithful love, I could have wished to have held up. Yet oh! what an immense difference did I feel between this impression of a pleasure merely animal, and struck out of the collision of the sexes by a passive bodily effect, from that sweet fury, that rage of active delight which crowns the enjoyments of a mutual love-passion, where two hearts, tenderly and truly united, club to exalt the joy, and give it a spirit and soul that bids defiance to that end which mere momentary desires generally

In The Darkness
here in the darkness i search for the light, i search for the answers, i search for hope. but all i see is darkeness all i hear is silence. I look for escape from this darkeness this confusion this pain. I look for the answer that just don't come. I look for a relese from this pain. my heart is dying and with it my soul. maybe i will find the relase from this darkness and pain in neverending sleep. please god help me to find an end.

Memories Of A Woman Pleasure ...3b
I, struggling faintly, could not help feeling what I could not grasp, a column of the whitest ivory, beautifully streak'd with blue veins, and carrying, fully uncapt, a head of the liveliest vermilion: no horn could be harder or stiffer; yet no velvet more smooth or delicious to the touch. Presently he guided my hand lower, to that part in which nature and pleasure keep their stores in concert, so aptly fasten'd and hung on to the root of their first instrument and minister, that not improperly he might be styl'd their purse-bearer too: there he made me feel distinctly, through their soft cover, the contents, a pair of roundish balls, that seem'd to play within, and elude all pressure but the tenderest, from without. But now this visit of my soft warm hand in those so sensible parts had put every thing into such ungovernable fury that, disdaining all further preluding, and taking ad- vantage of my commodious posture, he made the storm fall where I scarce patie

Sweet Deals.
Im making a computer that is worth at least double the value of me building it myself. Intel P D 945 3.4ghz Intel Motherboard 775 All-In-Wonder X1900 256 2gigs of 1000mhz fbs mem custom mod case some nice flashy lights 250gig hd westerdigital 16mb cache and a ghetto monitor (beige) =] 500 bucks. =]

Lupus
Lupus is an autoimmune disorder, in which antibodies mistakenly identify the body's tissues as foreign substances and attack them, causing inflammation and pain. The disease most often strikes women in their childbearing years: only 10 percent of people with Lupus are men. Lupus takes on two related but quite distinct forms: discoid lupus erythematosus (DLE) and systemic lupus erthematosus (SLE) this is the one I have. In DLE, the only symptom is a scaly red rash that spreads across the cheeks and the nose, and sometimes the forehead and scalp. The rash is butterfly shaped, but in a different era, the pattern reminded doctors of a wolf's face hence the name lupus, which means "wolf" in Latin. The red patches usually come and go in cycles, but sometimes they leave disfiguring scars. Scars thst occur on the scalp may prevent hair from growing in the area they cover. DLE can be distressing, but it does not pose a serious health threat. Since the rash is often triggered by exposure to sun

Memories Of A Woamn Pleasure...3a
Charles, already dispos'd by the evidence of his senses to think my pretences to virginity not entirely apocryphal, smothers me with kisses, begs me, in the name of love, to have a little patience, and that he will be as tender of hurting me as he would be of himself. Alas! it was enough I knew his pleasure to submit joy- fully to him, whatever pain I foresaw it would cost me. He now resumes his attempts in more form: first, he put one of the pillows under me, to give the blank of his aim a more favourable elevation, and another under my head, in ease of it; then spreading my thighs, and placing himself standing between them, made them rest upon his hips; apply- ing then the point of his machine to the slit, into which he sought entrance: it was so small, he could scarce assure himself of its being rightly pointed. He looks, he feels, and satisfies himself: the driving forward with fury, its prodigious stiffness, thus impacted, wedgelike, breaks the unio

You And Me
I wanna drift away Be caught up in space Drenched in my pain Out lost in my own private place Fall away Be part of something away from here this place No where near my hurt To that place somewhere far away Let me fall away To the place Where things that never could be Were yet somehow ment to be You and me Take me away Don't follow me Don't leave me Hold onto me Let me drift away Drift away To that place of happiness filled with sorrow Same time same place same empty space Made up thoughts Unreal feelings Fairytale dreams Hurting hearts Drift away now forever To that place of comfort Sourrounded by my pain your love Where we had feelings trust Far away This pain this agony Just take meaway My heart My soul My spirit My mind Hold me tight Never let go Far away From these lies These words These people These things These things that will never be You and me Here now Hurt wishing wishing things could have been should

I Will Be Around...
Ok... about to pack the puter so I wantesd to say one last thing before the move. I will be around, but not online a whole lot. When I am it will be on CT, so leave a message and I will get back to you as soon as possible. You guys are great and I don't wanna lose touch. I should be hooked up within the month or the beginning of next month at the latest. for full internet access. Until then.... Love Peace And Chicken Grease, Justin Russell AKA The Evil Monkey King AKA DJ Monkey NUTZ

I "attract"...
What type of person do you attract? Your Result: You attract Yuppies! You attract the very well-dressed, job oriented type of people. They usually have their finances together, are 'middle of the road' on most topics, generally happy with the 'main-stream' of things. If it is stability you are after, these are good people to attract, if you seek adventure, it may be time for an overhaul.You attract unstable people! You attract artsy people! You attract models! You attract geeks! You attract rednecks! What type of person do you attract?Quizzes for MySpace

Memories Of A Woman Pleasure....2
About eleven at night my two ladies came home, and hav- ing receiv'd rather a favourable account from Martha, who had run down to let them in, for Mr. Crofts (that was the name of my brute) was gone out of the house, after waiting till he had tired his patience for Mrs. Brown's return, they came thundering up-stairs, and seeing me pale, my face bloody, and all the marks of the most thorough dejection, they employed themselves more to comfort and re-inspirit me, than in making me the reproaches I was weak enough to fear, I who had so many juster and stronger to retort upon them. Mrs. Brown withdrawn, Phoebe came presently to bed to me, and what with the answers she drew from me, what with her own method of palpably satisfying herself, she soon dis- covered that I had been more frighted than hurt; upon which I suppose, being herself seiz'd with sleep, and reserving her lectures and instructions till the next morning, she left me, properly speaking, to my unrest; fo

Memories....1b
Upon this she acquainted me that she was actually come to the office herself to look out for a servant; that she believed I might do, with a little of her instructions; that she could take my very looks for a sufficient character; that London was a very wicked, vile place; that she hoped I would be tractable, and keep out of bad company; in short, she said all to me that an old experienced practitioner in town could think of, and which was much more than was neces- sary to take in an artless inexperienced country-maid, who was even afraid of becoming a wanderer about the streets, and therefore gladly jump'd at the first offer of a shelter, especially from so grave and matron-like a lady, for such my flattering fancy assured me this new mistress of mine was; I being actually hired under the nose of the good woman that kept the office, whose shrewd smiles and shrugs I could not help observing, and innocently interpreted them as marks of her being pleased at my getting

Memoirs Of A Woman Of Pleasure.....1
Madam, I sit down to give you an undeniable proof of my con- sidering your desires as indispensable orders. Ungracious then as the task may be, I shall recall to view those scan- dalous stages of my life, out of which I emerg'd, at length, to the enjoyment of every blessing in the power of love, health, and fortune to bestow; whilst yet in the flower of youth, and not too late to employ the leisure afforded me by great ease and affluence, to cultivate an understanding, naturally not a despicable one, and which had, even amidst the whirl of loose pleasures I had been tost in, exerted more observation on the characters and manners of the world than what is common to those of my unhappy profession, who looking on all thought or reflection as their capital enemy, keep it at as great a distance as they can, or destroy it without mercy. Hating, as I mortally do, all long unnecessary preface, I shall give you good quarter in this, and use no farther apology,

Dancing In Dreams
Your children sleep, you lie aware My phantom hand runs through your hair I long to haunt, I wish for pain Your dreams are where I will remain My darkened hand does clutch your soul My shadowed eyes can drink you whole But I must wait for you to rest Your fears and terrors manifest You fear the worst, I make it real I grip the world where which you feel I smile at your every shake 'Til once again you've come awake I watch your eyes at every night I know you're mine until the light I dance the dreams and lay your fears I own your eyes, I own your ears Each time you wake, I see you back Time is nigh for my attack I'll bring your pain with flourished touch I'll work to you where it's too much Your mind will make it all a need Your body will respond indeed And there in bed you rest your eyes You'll never wake to this surprise Though in dreams I only see It's in your mind where I am free And there the kill has sweetest joy I crush your mind in terror's

Been Awhile
HI everyone. Its been awhile since I've updated the information. Its been a really rought couple of weeks or so. THey where doing some testing on me to see how the chemo was working and I got bad news. The cancer was growing. We took a more agressive approach. We upped the chemo dosage. It really got me sick. I still feel week most days. I've finally lost my hair a few days ago. To any woman that is something very hard. I've lost another 10lbs or so. God I've got to stop loosing its getting bad. I'm still not ready to give up tho. I've got a son waiting for me back home. A family that is very supportive. Many good friends that have been there for me. There is also someone special that been there for me. His been very supportive and his one of a million. I have to go. I'm feeling weak. Take care all

Perfect
Your eyes shine so bright I think about them all day And dream about them at night Your smile makes me weak at the knees It makes me want to move mountains And sail the seas Your kiss drags me romanticlly deep Your lips are pure gold Nothing at all cheap You've invaded my heart And left some magic in my soul You've taken up the empty space Filled that vacant hole You're completly perfect to me I wouldn't change a thing Just let you be I want to be held by you Hugged Trustes And loved too You are everything impossibly Perfect You're perfect Baby Perfect to me

Hallows Eve
I died on hallows eve she sliced me open wth her lies I was shot in the skull when I found out that her love was not for me she buried me with what was left of her love that love turned into anger then anger grew to hate Now the scarecrow crawls out of his grave He seeks vengance He lurks in the shadows.... watching, waiting for the perfact time to strike All those who have or will betray me will answer to him He sees her in his enemies eyes He screams out his pain as he kills I died on hallows eve they tied me to the steak and burned me with their lies As for scarecrow, He lives.........

Love, Hate, Pain
Love is so bittersweet, it can make the strongest man weak Love is not a beautiful thing, it is a cancer rotting you away It destroies all It's nothing but a lie Hate is the fire that burns inside, it can make the weakest man strong Hate is the voice inside your head that wants you to burn everything to the ground The fire grows strong, it courses through my vains I HAVE NO! I HAVE NO! I HAVE NO LOVE FOR YOU ANYMORE!!!!!! Pain is what lets you know that your still alive it can turn an average man ito a god Pain is all I feel because of your fuking black heart LOVE!!!!! HATE!!!!! PAIN!!!!! These three things are the foundations of ife Love lies Hate grows Pain is all

The Rise Of Scarecrow
I am a death dealer I am the reaper of souls I will hunt you down I will beat you to the ground you reached into my chest and riped out my heart you said you loved me and that you will always be there but where are you now!!!!!! I'll tell you where YOUR FUCKING YOUR LIEING YOUR DIEING you looked into my eyes and you saw someone else you touched my face and you felt him now because of you my heart is dead MY MIND MY SOUL MY LOVE IS ALL DEAD now something inside me has awaken his name is scarecrow he is my pain he is my anger and he wants all of you god damn son of bitches to fucking die!!! i will now hide in the shadows and watch him venge my hearts death FUCK YOU FUCK HIM Fuck everything that you said to me because it was all lies I warned you once I warned you twice so now you will fucking pay I am a death dealer I am the reaper of souls I am what makes you scream at night I have become th

Had To Put Dog To Sleep.
Was hard day today. Pretty messed up. Had to put down my dog Britty. She was blind and deaf and could no longer stand up or eat. Everyone told me it is for her own good and she was suffering so. It still sucks. Im not ok. Had her fot 14 years. She went eevrywhere with me. Loved the ocean, steaks, turkey dinners, pizza. And birds. She was a bird dog, could point birds when hunting. She will be missed. So anyways,. Im sad and this is stupid. But needed to vent. If anyone reads, thanks.

Blossom
Lights, they wash your face Pale and misty white Color flowers Your eyes seem ever changing In my mind colors bleed to red As I kiss your face Want to tell you I love you Everyday as we grow Yes I know now it's all on my own Can you feel my pain As you walk on by Can you tell me you need me Every time, All alone Yes I'll show you things never seen before For your mind to untangle On your own, all alone Yes I know now Yes I know now It's all on my own Yes I know now I'll watch as you go Yes I know now It's all on my own And I know now Yes I know now It's all on my own As you blossom everyday Yes I know now Yes I know now It's all on my own By CandleBox

No Sense
Feelin' fine The fire won't burn out Taste the sign The trees won't come out seeing traffic driving by Maybe you won't see me again ' Cause I'm needed Needed more and more every day Someone takes my mind away Tells me it's time to go You wanna help me As I'm fallin' down I don't need you Lies they won't surface Your mind wanders oh over Again Someone take on my mind I'm losin' you in time Maybe that man he's standing by me My head won't take this all alone Someone they wanna tell you maybe you could suffer Tell me once again I'm under cover Someone wanna feel like Someone wants to feel like I don't need you Your lies they won't surface Your mind it wanders Oh over again Should I close my eyes again Once again Maybe someone will come and rescue me Should I beg your forgiveness Yes I've fallen on my own Someone take a picture Put your camera away Someone take today as traffic passes by Never see You never see it all I don't need you Your lies they won't surface Your mind it wanders oh o

You
I never knew I never care I never believe my people I'll tell you what I say I never lie I never try I never cry for you people I'll push you Push you away But you lonely people keep on running around my door Yes you lonely people keep on begging Beg for more And I'll cry for you Yes I'll die for you Pain in my heart it is real And I'll tell you now how I feel inside Feel in my heart it's for you I'll never lie I'll never cry I'll never try for you people I'll tell you, yes it's real And you lonely people keep on passing time away Yes you lonely people keep on passin, Pass away and I'll cry for you, Yes I'll die for you Pain in my heart it is real And I'll tell you now how I feel inside Feel in my heart it's for you And I'll take everything As it comes my way Pushin' your pain around my door Will I cry for you as I die for you Is this blood on my hands all for you But you shiver You shudder Recovers your mother You feel it take control Come around town steal another dime Take another

Little Rant
ok just getting fed up with hunt for fakes. I don't really care if someone uses a pic which isn't them, they have a reason to hide. What i don't like and the real fakes, are the ones that pretend to be the person they have a picture of. If you want to use a pic that is not you, then just create a new personality or let yours shine through. Not everyone is brave enough to put their face here, and the way it looks, there is a little war going on between some of the women. When i first came here, there was a few women showing themselves in bikinis or underwear, now it seems that if women want to get the attention, they have to show some flesh. I have nothing against seeing a bit of flesh, but i have been on the net long enough to know where to find it without paying, and it does get a little boring seeing it all the time. That sort of ties in with my first point, let your personality shine through and then let the ones that matter see the real thing. I saw one bulletin and sor

Change
As I stand here I ponder greater things No longer a part of A part of your lover's dreams So much for your common complications So much for your constant desperation For what's to come It's all been written Down, written down But I feel that a change is A change is gonna come As I sit here I'll tell you greater things No longer a part of A part of someone's dreams So much for your Common escalations So much for your Constant fabrications For what's to come It's all been written down , down, downI said for what's to come For what's to come your way It's all been written Down, written down But I feel that a change is A change is gonna come I said I feel so aliver now And I feel that a change is A change is gonna come Keep on time Keep on time You run along Keep on child Keep on child you move along Keep on my time now I run around for you Keep on time Keep on time You run along Keep on child Keep on child you push it on keep on my time now I run around for you You don't know yet You d

Fuck The Mainstream
take a look around.......thing are pretty fucked up right.....we are in a war based on lies.......nature i getting more fucked by the min.........everything anymore is is based on 3 key factors power,money, and lies.....i mean corporate america runs everything....promoting this be this look this way bullshit......so basicly it comes back to live free and be at one with yourself i mean never back down never give in..........dont let people take your rights.........and as far as music gos kill pop stay underground.....and never sell out......so fuck the mainstream....im out..........

Alone
Have you ever felt alone like no one is around? I do and i have been feeling like that it fucking sucks like you have noone to be with at night or just to hang out in person with! my life is so fucking sad sometimes i think i need to be dead i just want someone to hang out with and cuddle and cry on each others shoulder? is that ever hard to ask? when im alone i feel like i have nothing like not not safe and god knows i wanna feel like im safe but i feel like im not safe or anything because i dont have anyone and when i do think i found that person they wanna get mad or fuck up one of the 2 it always happens why i cant i find that sos god no one knows how this hurts inside.... i see people everyday and think to myself why cant i be like that? why cant i have that life? am i a bad person or what? this is getting to feel like im gonna be alone all my life i just wanna seadle down in my life and be married and be happy again and have kids and shit

This Chick That I Went Out With In High School
WHAT'S UP EVERY ONE ??? IM LOOKING FOR THIS LADY NAMED COLLEN K. AMY,, SHE WENT TO SHOOL AT LINDHURST HIGH SHCOOL WITH ME ... I ALMOST MARRIED HER, WHEN WE WHERE GOING OUT. JUST WANT TO SEE HER AGAIN AND SEE HOW SHE'S DOING. THANKS FOR ANY HELP YOU CAN GIVE ME. LARRY

Life
in the end dose anything matter.......looking back through a shoot glass......things came and things whent........some good some bad.......ive had good friends......and worst enemys.......things changed and some thing stayed the same......so gusse life just rolls on........to the beat of a scilent scream.......so i gusse live or die........do what u want just live right............

Just Somthing..the Way I Fuckin Feel Right Now!
Why do I want to talk to you so bad?Why do I still care?Why are you still on my mind and wont go away?I wish I didnt want to talk to you so bad.I wish you wouldnt be on my mind and would go away!Iam sick of thinking of you knowing we prolly wont even talk again..And Iam sick of crying over you when I was stupid enough to let you in!

The Failsafe Method
> Finding a Soul Mate The Failsafe Method For Finding A Soulmate Julia Jablonski 1999 When I saw him for the first time, it was as if time stood still. The air became thick and hazy with an almost tangible frenetic energy. My heart seemed to stop beating, my breath caught in my throat, and a tingle shot through my body like liquid fire. I was fourteen years old at the time, and he did become the first great love of my life. If he had not died at the age of 18, he may have been my only "true love," though time and experience have taught me that this is rather unlikely. The fact that he did die young and I did go on to another similar experience of love taught me a few things at a young age about the nature of "soul mates." All the cliches about love at first sight arise from the real experience of recognizing someone we love from a past life. The intense and immediate sense of intimacy in such a connection is powerful, and throughout the years it has become obvious t

Article - Christianity
`curtsey` i found this in a friend's blog and thought it should be shared with my F/friend's as well, Pagan on Non-Pagan a like. Mistress Silver Wolf's lil girl *jamie* Found this on the Aquarian Tabernacle Church page and thought I would share.. as there is a lot of good points. For starters, I am not a Christian. I am and have been Pagan (Wiccan in particular) for several years now. So why am I writing this? Because I understand that believing Christians feel they have an obligation to share their religion with others (I was Christian once and participated actively in missionary work at that time). I have also observed over a number of years that believing Christians tend, however unintentionally, to ignore their own strengths, and to consistently put their worst face forward when dealing with those who do not share their faith. This is especially obvious when they are dealing with Wiccans, Druids, or other "pagan" religions. I have thus written this outline in the ho

Close Call On Getting A Dwi
I came so damn close to get a DWI on sunday 11/26/06 that it really isn't funny. Well it kinda is now but still not damn funny. Luck was so on my side that day. Had a huge Golden Horseshoe above my head or and damn angel flapping its wings behind me. but anyways.... Me and a my friend Ivan decided to go to Burlington, vermont for the afternoon. We ended up going to Chili's restaurant for lunch. Bad mistake. Whenever we are there we get going crazy on drinking and don't care bout much else. I'm sure most ya have gone to a Chili's and had a Presidente Margarita. If not you better because they are damn good. Love tequilla ohhhh yea. Anyways. My friend had 2 Presidente Margaritas which when mixed and poured right you can get almost 7 margarita glass's from one of the shackers. So he had 2 of those. I had 2 long island iceteas, 1 presidente margarita shaker, and 2 michelob ultra beers. That was there. I also drank 4 Michelob lights on the way to burlington. We left there and went and pl

Letter From Santa In Re: To The South...
Santa's New Contract - Bubba Claus I regret to inform you that, effective immediately, I will no longer be able to serve Southern United States on Christmas Eve. Due to the overwhelming current population of the earth, my contract was re-negotiated by North American Fairies and Elves Local 209. I now serve only certain areas of Ohio, Indiana, Illinois, Wisconsin and Michigan. As part of the new and better contract I also get longer breaks for milk and cookies so keep that in mind. However, I'm certain your children will be in good hands with your local replacement who happens to be my third cousin, Bubba Claus. His side of the family is from the South Pole. He shares my goal of delivering toys to all the good boys and girls; however, there are a few differences between us. Differences such as: 1. There is no danger of a Grinch stealing your presents from Bubba Claus. He has a gun rack on his sleigh and a bumper sticker that reads: "These toys insured by Smith and Wesson."

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Blah... I so do not feel that great right now. I'm having chest pains and i dont know why. They started coming on when i was on my way home tonight. Its odd, really... i was fine all night long and then the pains hit bout 10-20 minutes ago... ugh. I guess i need to start thinking about quitting smoking... a support group would help for that, but all my friends that smoke seem to have no desire to want to quit... so thats not really much support there... so idk. What else? Oh... so I was gonna do this tarot reading online a few minutes ago... i had the cards drawn and all and when i clicked "contuine" it asked what my prefered method of payment was... wtf. Its soo nice of them to do shit like that huh? make it seem like its free and then end up havin to pay for it and shit... blah... so i said fuck it to that. i dont have much else to say.. so im just gonna say fuck it... lol nite all

Creative Ideas
We all seek creative ideas from time 2 time-perhaps when we have a probiem restin heavily on our minds, or when we are simply n a bad mood. We need 2 refresh ourselves at those times. Refreshment doesnt solve a problem, but it can revitalize our thinkin. Sometime when we r feelin hopeless, we ronment will give us a stronger attitude, even toward tha most difficult problems. We must learnour own best methods 4 bein refreshed-ways that allow angels ta whisper 2 us. They should be simple, inexpensive, & accessible daily. Goin 4 a walk is a very good example. Daily readin & study is another possibility. these activities allow us 2 temporarily set aside our tasks & concerns & open us 2 creative ideas.

Favorite Movie Lines
MY FAVORITE MOVIE LINES OF ALL TIME 1. "He certainly celebrates the diversity of the word" (from The Boondock Saints, after Rocco says "Fuck" about 50 times in a row) 2. "It appears my hypocrisy knows no bounds." (Val Kilmer as Doc Holiday in Tombstone) 3. "I prefer to put my faith in loose women and handjobs" (Randy Quaid in The Ice Harvest) 4. "I bet anyone who wears that hat gets a free bowl of soup. Oh, hey, but on you it looks good." (Rodney Dangerfield in Caddyshack). 5. "The key here, I think, is to not think of death as an end. But, but, think of it more as a very effective way of cutting down on your expenses. (Boris Grushenko (Woody Allen) in "Love and Death") 6. "First you wanna kill me, now you wanna kiss me. Blow." (Ash (Bruce Campbell) in Army of Darkness). 7. ""Good...Bad...I'm the guy with the gun." (Ash in Army of Darkness). 8. "You ain't leading but two things right now: Jack and Sh*t. And Jack just left town." (Ash in Army

For All Of My Special Friends
YOU HAVE TRULY TOUCHED MY HEART TOUCH AND I'LL TOUCH YOUR WITH A GENTLE WORD OR TWO, FOR KINDNES BEARS THE SWEEETEST FRUIT THAT MAKES OUR DREAMS COME TRUE TOUCH MY LIFE WITH TENDERNESS AND FILL MY CUP WITH LOVE, SHARE MY DREAMS AS I SHARE YOUR BEYOND THE STARS ABOVE. TAKE MY HAND AS I GROW OLD AND LEAD ME WHEN I'M BLIND SHOW ME THAT YOUR REALLY CARE... GOOD FRIENDS ARE HARD TO FIND. TOUCH MY HEART AND I'LL TOUCH YOURS A LITTLE MORE EACH DAY AND THEN WE BOTH FIND HAPPINESS SOMEWHERE ALONG THE WAY

Sex....?
ok ladies i wanted to post this in a mum but was too scared of getting deleted! So basically my boyfriend is obsessed with anal and always asks me, nicely and sweetly never pressuring me, to try it. I love sex and am pretty open minded to trying things, but this one leaves me a bit squeamish. Does it hurt as much as it seems to in porn, or is it actually pretty hot? I don't know if I want to try it, was hoping for some feedback from women who have tried it/do it, or don't do it and why. Please shed some light for me!

Yummy Fruit Cake Recipe...lol...
1 cup water 1 cup sugar 4 large eggs 2 cups dried fruit 1 teaspoon baking soda 1 teaspoon salt 1 cup brown sugar Lemon juice Nuts 1 GALLON WHISKEY Sample the WHISKEY to check for quality.. Take a large bowl.. Check the WHISKEY again to be sure, it is of the highest quality.. Pour one level cup and drink.. REPEAT.. Turn on the electric lixer thingy.. beat 1 cup butter in a large, fluffy bowl.. Add 1 teaspoon sugar and beat again.. Make sure the WHISKEY is still ok.. Cry another tup.. Turn off mixer.. Break 2 legs and add to the bow and chuck in the cup of dried fruit.. Mix on the turner.. If the fried druit gets stuck in the eaterers, pry it loose with the drewscriver.. Sample the WHISKEY to check for tonsisticity.. Next, sift 2 cups of salt, or something..Who cares? Check the WHISKEY.. Now sift the lemon juice and strain your nuts.. Add one table. Spoon. Of sugar or something. Whatever you can find.. Turn the cake tin to 350 d

A Lesson For Life
A student asks a teacher: What is love? The teacher said: in order to answer your question, go to the paddy field and choose the biggest paddy and come back. But the rule is: you can go through them only once and cannot turn back to pick. The student went to the field, go thru first row, he saw one big paddy, but he wonders....may be there is a bigger one later. Then he saw another bigger one... but may be there is an even bigger one waiting for him. Later, when he finished more than half of the paddy field, he start to realize that the paddy is not as big as the previous one he saw, he know he has missed the biggest one, and he regretted. So, he ended up went back to the teacher with empty hand. The teacher told him, this is love... you keep looking for a better one, but when later you realize, you have already miss the person The student asked: What is marriage then? The teacher said: In order to answer your question, go to the corn field and

Been Gone For A While
Hi there, everybody. It's been awile since I've been here. I hope that everyone is well, and doing fine. I haven't been on, as I no longer have access to the computer that I was using to be here. The one that I have here at home is a piece of junk and it takes forever for pages to load. Up to 5 minutes per page. The good news is that I've been informed that I will be receiving a new computer for Christmas. So YAY ME!!!! Hopefully, that means that I will be able to come here more often. But, for those of you who are interesting, I do have other webpages that you can visit. http://profiles.yahoo.com/bigturtle4u or http://www.myspace.com/turtlegrotto or for the downright naughty http://www.xpeeps.com/bigturtle Stop on by and hang out awhile. Later, gators.

Yea You Can Call Me A Whore
ive slept with 80 - 100 women in my life ,i didnt count thats just guessing most before ,i was 24,was after a weekend orgy , i decided this life sucked and i wanted more,maybe it was this need for more and now that i made a poor choice and feel in love with someone who didnt know how.i have to wonderfull kids out of it ,but i terrable scar on my heart.so i closed my heart again and returned to my old ways ,never leting anyone close,but knowing the whole time i still needed more.during this time ,i never lied to anyone ,or lead them on just to get laid,if i slept with a girl ,i ask ,wanna fuck? not whispered ,i love you.that is 1 rule ill never break , yes ,i made a mistake or 2 ,but who hasnt?so if ya wanna brand me a whore so be it.but never a lier or a cheat.i dont have my standards.but im hoping .1 day the 1 i love will also be able to love a whore

New Preamble To The Constitution
Somebody said this was probably the best e-mail he'd seen in a long, long time. The following has been attributed to State Rep Mitchell Aye from GA. This guy should run for President one day... "We the sensible people of the United States, in an attempt to help everyone get along, restore some semblance of justice, avoid more riots, keep our nation safe, promote positive behavior, and secure the blessings of debt-free liberty to ourselves and our great-great-great-grandchildren, hereby try one more time to ordain and establish some common sense guidelines for the terminally whiny, guilt ridden, delusional, and other liberal bed-wetter's. We hold these truths to be self evident: that a whole lot of people are confused by the Bill of Rights and are so dim they require a Bill of NON-Rights." ARTICLE I: You do not have the right to a new car, big screen TV, or any other form of wealth. More power to you if you can legally acquire them, but no one is guaranteeing anything.

I'm Playing A Show This Month
my band, Bomb Squad, is playing a show on December 30 at the Blue Room at Billiard's in Springfield, MO. if you like your rock hard and weird, we got the show for you! come and see us play before i kill someone! or come and watch me kill someone! ya never know, . . . . . check out some old video crap at www.zomular.com or www.mikeynolikey.com. i'm not playing bass on these, but it's the same damn thing.

Happily Addicted To The Tap!
(to the tune of "Winter Wonderland") Doorbell rings, I'm not list'nin', From my mouth, drool is glist'nin', I'm happy although, My boss let me go Happily addicted to the TAP! All night long, I sit clicking, Unaware time is ticking, There's beard on my cheek, Same clothes for a week, Happily addicted to the TAP! Friends come by; they shake me, Saying, "Yo, man! Don't you know that life keeps moving on?" With a listless shrug, I mutter, "No, man; I just found CherryTAP-dot-com!" I don't phone, don't send faxes, Don't go out, don't pay taxes, Who cares if someday They drag me away? I'm happily addicted to the TAP!(OH MY & to think I lost my job over this!)...lol..

For My Good Friend Curtis
LIFE WITHOUT FRIENDSHIP LIFE WITH OUT FRIENDSHIP IS LIKE THE DAWN WITHOUT THE SUN LIFE WITH OUT FRIENDSHIP IS LIKE THE SKY WITHOUT THE MOON WHEN THE EVENING HAS BEGAN LIFE WITH OUT FRIENDSHIP IS LIKE A ROSE WITH OUT RAIN LIFE WITHOUT FRIENDSHIP.... JUST WOULDN'T BE THE SAME, LIFE WITH OUT FRIENDSHIP IS LIKE THE SHIP WITHOUT A SEA LIFE WITHOUT FRIENDSHIP JUST COULD NOT BE WITHOUT A FRIEND LIKE YOU FRO ME. I CANNOT IMAGINE LIFE WITHOUT YOUR FRIENDSHIP

What Is In My Stocking This Year....
Your Christmas Stocking Will Be Filled With Little Wrapped Presents You've made Santa a very happy fellow this year. Don't worry - what happens at the North Pole stays at the North Pole! What Will Be In Your Christmas Stocking?

I'm Tired
there are so many people who swear they're gonna be a true friend an be there when you need them. where them folks at when you really need them? most of the time while they are telling you how true they are, they are tryin to convience theirself that they are true. honestly i need some1 tonight yet my "best friend" won't answer the damn phone. fuck it tho, i can keep this shit all bottled up. but you always gotta find this shit out the hard way.

Winners Of The Morph Contest !!!!
1st Place winner goes to Wild horse with most comments.... (6868) Comments ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 1st Place winner to DJ Troublesum(aka Mz.CJ) with most ratings... (136) Ratings ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 2nd Place for comments And ratings goes to DJ Devious... (6257) comments, (106) Rating

Result Of Everyone In The Morph Contest
Rating - 10 (106) 6257 - Comments Ripped from DJ Devious ~DAMAGE INC.~ aka ladysaber Uploaded @ 2006-11-27 06:20:54 Rating - 10 (44) 2160 - Comments Ripped from TripDoc ~THE YANG~ Uploaded @ 2006-11-27 01:19:01 Rating - 10 (83) 6868 - Comments Ripped from Wild_Horse Uploaded @ 2006-11-26 22:58:11 Rating - 10 (20) 132 - Comments 0 - Rippped from ~*Penny20fan*~ Uploaded @ 2006-11-26 01:20:10 Rating - 10 (19) 28 - Comments Ripped from ?Veronique?The Coven~Bouncer?drunkenmonkeys babygurl_brighteyed's ct wifey&hearts Uploaded @ 2006-11-24 20:58:19 Rating - 10 (14) 1506 - Comments Ripped from Acid Uploaded @ 2006-11-24 14:22:27 Rating - 10 (55) 1325 - Comments Ripped from Phantom Uploaded @ 2006-11-23 23:24:46 Rating - 10 (136) 675 - Comments Ripped from ?DJ.TROUBLESUM?akaMZ.CJ Uploaded @ 2006-11-23 18:16:23 Rating - 10 (18) 22 - Comments Ripped from Wickedly bound (Deployment

Two Very Different Pieces About Darrell.
As the title suggests, these are two different posts I made about Darrell. The first was before we started speaking "romantically" and the second was about a month into that bit off fluff. Hey, Minions! I have something that's eating away at what precious little brain cells I have left. I was sleeping, but it woke me up. Well, that and the fact that I was hungry, as I forgot to eat before falling asleep after hanging up with Michael. In any event, I'm going to apologize up front because I'm not sure if this post will make sense. As if any of my other posts make sense... A couple weeks ago, I met a boy through my younger brother, who is stationed at Fort Polk. Now, those of you who know me know that I keep up with the boys that keep company with my brother. In any event, while talking to Chad, I hear this new voice in the background. I asked my brother who the newbie was. He explained that it was "just Barney, some weird guy." Well, I'm all about getting to know the bo

Buying That Special Man Christmas Gifts...
Christmas is just around the corner so here are some gift ideas for those special men in your life! Buying gifts for men is not nearly as complicated as it is for women. Follow these rules and you should have no problems. Rule #1: When in doubt - buy him a cordless drill. It does not matter if he already has one. I have a friend who owns 17 and he has yet to complain. As a man, you can never have too many cordless drills. No one knows why. Rule #2: If you cannot afford a cordless drill, buy him anything with the word ratchet or socket in it. Men love saying those two words. "Hey George, can I borrow your ratchet?" "OK. Bye-the-way, are you through with my 3/8-inch socket yet?" Again, no one knows why. Rule #3: If you are really, really broke, buy him anything for his car. A 99-cent ice scraper, a small bottle of deicer or something to hang from hhis ear view mirror. Men love gifts for their cars. No one knows why. Rule #4: Do not buy men socks. Do not buy men ties. And neve

Bad News
So I had plans today, lots of them, things to do, people to see, shows to see, promises to keep, people to cook for. All that jazz. Well about fifteen minutes into my 45 minute drive home, my car dies. I'll spare you the details right now, suffice to say that once I couldn't figure out what the problem was by myself, I nearly flipped out. Luckily Mom saved the day, she bought me a Triple A membership when I started going to this particular college, and I called them and got towed...all the way back to my house...that was a $100 ride with a tow truck driver, he was nice and all, but I would have preferred to not have to have gone though it... Sad thing is, I was only going home for a few hours and then going back to school, the only reason I was going home, to get money from someone who owes me...and now...I'm even further in the whole... As if I truly don't have enough to worry about right now... How I despise my life right now, and the sad thing is no one is hiri

Don't You
I could tear your walls down as I chip at who you are now Don't you,You ever let me know how And I could break your heart down as I tell you that you've burned out Don't you, You want to let it go Oh, I might scream and shout now as I feel you pressing down on Don't you, You walk upon my heels now You walk on And I should call your soul out but I feel I've gained control now Don't you, You tell me what to do as you You twist and turn your thoughts around oh, this road it's getting long stones, don't you, They're getting harder and you're slipping slowly further You're slipping slowly further You're slipping further than you've been before But I don't need to know how And I don't need to blow out your candle It's only burning at both ends But your moods they wash away No need to close your eyes today You just take your Your deeper breath you're going Your deeper breath you're going Under this time It's under this time You, you've got to go now Won't you, you've got to go now And don't y

Morning
Its saterday and hope u all have a great one.Hope u all get to do what u all want. I know alot of my friend do not read thes but ty to all that do.I'm glad we are friends. I hope u are all doing good.Are u all ready for Chrismas? I'm not but i'm going out today for a wile.Have fun shoping..For who ever wants to know my day went pretty good.I talked to my very good friend and he is fine. Love u all Hugs and kisses

Just Thoughts
It is like sitting in a dark void. Don’t know where to turn or where to go. Lost don’t know where I’m at or where I want to go. What choices do I have? I’m scared change is in the process. Every thing is changing. There are bright spots but so many more dark ones. These are my feelings as I look out the window from my quiet ward that I keep watch over. I’m an angel in the dark of the night. I’m honor bound to bring no harm. To watch over, keep safe, and take care of the sick in the one place that is a bright beacon of light and happiness in my life, where I find pleasure and fulfillment, the hospital in the middle of the night. Here’s a thought that I have and the opinion’s of people that I would like to have. My question is “What is love? How is it shown?” and last but not least of all “If someone were to say I love you but did everything in their power to sabotage, knock you down and hurt you, do they truly love you or is it actually hate?” What are your thoughts in this?

Far Behind
Now maybe I didn't mean to treat you bad But I did it anyway And now maybe some would say your life was sad But you lived it anyway And now maybe your friends they stand beside they watch you crumble As you falter to the ground And now maybe your friends they stand beside as you were flying high Oh you were oh so high But then some day people look at you for what they call their own They watch you suffer Yeah they hear you calling home But then some day we could take our To brush the leaves aside so you can reach us But you left me far behind Now maybe I didn't mean to treat you oh so bad But I did it anyway Now maybe some would say you're left with what you had But you couldn't share the pain No, no, no couldn't share the pain they watch you suffer Now maybe I could have made my own mistakes But I live with what I've known Yes maybe we might share in something great But won't you look at where we've grown Won't you look at where we've gone But then someday comes tomorrow holds a s

Here's A Question...
There is nothing wrong with rating what you want...not everybody is a 10....and if you don't feel they are, then give them what you want...or don't rate at all :) Now here is my question...do you think it is fair for someone to purposely go through your pics and downrate them?? For example...say you have a couple pics of your children or pets...I just think its kind of odd that people would go look at all your pics and give decent ratings or not rate any except maybe pics of your children, pets, house, or whatever....and then rate them with like a 2 or 3... I know accidents happen...like downrating while a page is loading...but I know that I correct this when the page is loaded....its just weird to see ratings come up in my alert box, a 7, 5 and 4....and then I see which pics got the low rating and I can't believe someone would be so petty as to rate low on my children... Any opinions on this one??

Sending A Hug
Sending a HUG You are beautiful in everyway. Your smile makes me smile every single day. oh how i wish you would come and play. And me you want, I wish you would say. Today I woke up thinking of you. And went to sleep and knew it was true The love i have feels strong and new. And can't be replaced by anything i do. I can't deny these feelings anymore. I must tell you these words are pure. Your thoughts and actions i simply adore. And can't wait to get to know you even more. Thank you for comming into my life. You make me happy and i've seen the light. it's so white, and burns pure and bright. I look forward to talking to you every night. Im glad i found you in this space. I was lonely and lost in a very dark place. it was written with signs all over my face. You made me realize there is love in this human race so thank you for all the love... i cherrish you like the light from above... Beautiful like the feathers

Forty Tres
43 Things You Never Think to Ask 1. Have you ever been searched by the cops? YES. 2. Do you close your eyes on roller coasters? WHAT KIND OF A PUSSY DOES THAT??? LOL, ME. 3. When's the last time you've been sledding? LAST WINTER 4. Would you rather sleep with someone else, or alone? SLEEP?? WHAT'S THAT? 5. Do you believe in ghosts? YEAH...AS MUCH AS I BELIEVE IN THE TOOTH FAIRY 6. Do you consider yourself creative? YEP, I FIGURED OUT HOW TO KILL A RAT WITH A PAPERCLIP 7. Do you think O.J. killed his wife? NEGRO, PLEASE!!! IF YOU THINK HE DIDN'T, I'VE GOT A BRIDGE I WANT TO SELL YOU 8. Jennifer Aniston or Angelina Jolie? ANGELINA JOLIE'S A CRAZY BITCH...AND I LIKE THAT IN MY WOMEN 9. Do you stay friends with your ex's? NOT LIKE CLOSE FRIENDS OR ANYTHING BUT WE'RE FRIENDLY 10. Do you know how to play poker? SURE....LIQUOR IN THE FRONT, POKER IN THE REAR 11. Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight? TOO MANY TIMES 12. What's your favorite comme

The Typical Man
So I was talking to my brother the other day, we were discussing the new Real World and how this one guy on there wants to sleep with both girls in the house, and doesn't want to be with just one. Then my brother made the comment "You know, typical man." And of course I agreed, and then it just kind of hit me...in a way it's kind of sad that the "Typical Man" is classified as nothing more than a sex fiend, who likes to drink and watch football all the time, and any other undesirable quality you can think of for a good husband/boyfriend. Is this really the type of behavior of the "typical man?" Probably lol ;) But wouldn't it be nice to say "I've been dating this guy who treats me with respect and isn't just trying to get into my pants" and for the other person to reply "So your typical man" instead? Just a thought.

You Oughta Know
I want you to know that I'm happy for you I wish nothing but the best for you both An older version of me Is she perverted like me Would she go down on you in a theatre Does she speak eloquently And would she have your baby I'm sure she'd make a really excellent mother 'Cause the love that you gave that we made wasn't able to make it enough for you to be open wide, no And every time you speak her name Does she know how you told me you'd hold me Until you died, 'til you died But you're still alive And I'm here to remind you Of the mess you left when you went away It's not fair to deny me Of the cross I bear that you gave to me You, you, you oughta know You seem very well, things look peaceful I'm not quite as well, I thought you should know Did you forget about me Mr. Duplicity I hate to bug you in the middle of dinner It was a slap in the face how quickly I was replaced Are you thinking of me when you fuck her 'Cause the love that you gave that we made

Mind Games
Leave me alone, Don't go away, Fuck these little mind games you like to play. I am so sick and tried of the fucked up arguments and fuck this life and everybody,I just would die and end all the pain of everyone. This is just my feelings at the time I was pissed off and upset.

"your Perfect In My Eyes"
"You're Perfect in my Eyes" Bring me into your heart Pull me closer to your soul I look into your eyes And the words begin to flow Your picture describes every word Every noun, adjective and verb Undescribable like nothing ever heard Pure and real as if sung by a beautiful bird Every time we speak you say things That make my knees get weak Gives me butterflies as if i were a child Thoughts and actions that just drive me wild Feeling like your my muse You inspire me to write And write about this love I have for you Making it so easy to choose I have lost the love sick blues You're perfect in my eyes My heart it wants and tries Beyond the beauty is where it lies I see past your looks and through your eyes

Love.......what Is Love?
Is it solely and morally wanting to be with someone or is it wanting to make every last breath in someone's arms just to feel there heart beat wildly when you're around. No. Love is a feeling not an action! Love is when you see your true love for the first time and you get butterflies all around, when at the end of the night when your night together and all you can think about is just that one person. No matter what the circumstances are or who's around or what you are doing when that one person comes to mind and all else falls away except that one person the one you truly know in your mind, heart, body, and soul when all your being and your existence in this world relies on that one person to be around then you know you have truly found love. Kody Allen Starks Copyright ©2006 Kody Allen Starks

Trivia Challenge
Trivia Challenge First the Trivia, then the Challenge: 1. My three trained hawks are fitted with pilot gear. They seem to like it. They get pissed when I take it off of them. 2. I've been literally accused of being a robot designed in a lab. 3. I once danced drunk for three hours to the same song. The song was "When Doves Cry" and I was, at the moment, misplaced in a gay club. 4. During a seance where we contact Abraham Lincoln, I fed him grammatical errors in his original Gettysburg address. 5. I stopped the great caterpillar infestation of Orlando back in '99 with nothing but a flute and a fresh pair of my own boxers. 6. I broke my leg kicking the remnants of the Berlin Wall. 7. LL Cool J signed my shoulder. It read, "Keep the pimpettes in check, playa. LL Cool J" 8. I slapped my grandma on a dare by my uncle. 9. I won a contest for consuming chicken nuggets at McDonald's. 10. I made wings out of rice paper and balsa wood and jumped off of my hous

They Walk Amoung Us
Some guy bought a new fridge for his house. To get rid of his old fridge, he put it in his front yard and hung a sign on it saying: "Free to good home. You want it, you take it." For three days the fridge sat there without even one person looking twice at it. He eventually decided that people were too un-trusting of this deal. It looked too good to be true, so he changed the sign to read: "Fridge for sale $50." The next day someone stole it. Caution...They Walk Among Us! ==================== One day I was walking down the beach with some friends when someone shouted...."Look at that dead bird!" Someone looked up at the sky and said. . "Where???" They Walk among us!! ==================== While looking at a house, my brother asked the real estate agent which direction was north because, he explained, he didn't want the sun waking him up every morning. She asked, "Does the sun rise in the north?" When my brother explained that the sun rises in the east, and has for som

I Love This Site!
So I was sent this link by a friend and I joined thinking oh boy another site.! You hear my excitement in that right! After logging in getting a few that umm yeah are on the block user list, and figuring out alittle more about it I was like damn this is addictive. So here I set like 24 hours later invited my best friend and my other friend and Im loving it. I have met some great ppl and can only say that I don't regret joining at all..Still not sure how to get more cherry's any faster that seems to take forever but if forever lets me meet more ppl then please Ill take that long..LOL! Well signing off for now hoping you all have a great weekend! Hugz D

A Truly Broken Heart
Time passes and seasons change all I can do is wonder why Why did I lose him the light in my eye, the sun on life Why did she go and take my boy, take my life from me Now I lay an empty soul lost in emotion and feelings of guilt My world has suddenly stopped spinning, my life has ended When he gave me his last kiss goodbye I laid down to die Now the months have past I’ve withered away, my empty soul left to rot I miss that boy who I once called my son Now all I can do is look to the sky and wonder why Now I truly have a broken heart!

The Heart Of A Child
The heart of a child is pure and innocent There’s nothing cold or evil in there just the eyes of God A child is warm and bright full of life Love and compassion is what you’ll find in the heart of a child The heart of a child is like an angel holy and honorable You’ll find everything you want a more Full of happiness and empty of worries It’s heavier than gold more fragile than glass It’s the heart of a child

A Thanksgiving Memory
I miss you now even more than ever The turkey’s here cooked and ready to be put on your plate Your not here to enjoy this feast A feast of plenty for people of plenty My thanksgiving memory is of you People gather at the table ready to eat I wish we could wait for you even though we can’t I wish we could eat this feast together like we did once before Everyone tells of what there thankful and what the love about it I don’t say nothing huddle in a corner missing you When asked I say “I’m thankful to have known you And what I love is you ill miss from now until eternity This is my thanksgiving memory it is of you!

Wat Kind A Ppl Do I Attract
What type of person do you attract? Your Result: You attract unstable people! Congrats, you are an 'insane' magnet, and you probably have no idea why. Something about your mix of styles, how you walk not just 'one' lifestyle, but appear to have a foot in them all. To the insane, you appear to be a beacon of hope and they will flock to you, like it or not. But, they ARE insane. Lucky for you, the insane tend to be the best sexual lovers, just the rest of the package deal may not be for you.You attract geeks! You attract artsy people! You attract Yuppies! You attract rednecks! You attract models! What type of person do you attract?Quizzes for MySpace

Why........................?
Why does my sun stop shining Why does every girl run why does my life not feel right why is my son not here why did i lose 2 kids why did i get married why do you do what you do to me why do you put up with me why cant you just tell me the truth why do you jerk my chain why is there hell on eath why did i finally find someone as perfect as you please tell me why i didnt find you sooner why cant you tell me exactly how it is, please dont ever lie to me, or jerk my chain your to perfect to do that so please tell me why why did i find you!!!

Cherry Points
People are getting upset or mad over rating photos, stashes, & profiles. People lets get real at the time which I typed this blog, I've had 5,496 people view my profile & out of that number only 370 rated my profile which is only 6.7% of the people that viewed my profile. I don't expect everyone to rate my profile. I don't expect people to view and rate every photo nor item that I have in my cherry stash. I have over a 100 items in my cherry stash & almost 100 photos in my albums. I accidently delete a whole album of photos and lost the cherry points for 12 photo which 4 photos were lost forever because I deleted them from Windows. I lost more point yesterday because someone marked the photo Angel with Horns as NSFW, so I lost the points & comments for the photo because it has been removed from my photos & it wasn't a nude photo. See for yourself, go to sparkletags and click dark images click A under dark images & the first tag the Angel with Horns is her. I only ask that if is

What Type Of Person Do I Attract
What type of person do I attract? SHOCKER! What type of person do you attract? Your Result: You attract geeks! Your stunning intellect and love of sci-fi and video games allures the geeks like nothing else. Maybe it is the sparkle in your eye that makes them want to text you, who knows. Geeks make good partners, but tend to be arguementative. If you are a TRUE geek magnet, you will know if that was spelled correctly, and actually care. If it is a bad-boy/bad-girl you are seeking, you are barking up the wrong tree, unless they are just 'bad' behind a PS2 console.You attract models! You attract Yuppies! You attract artsy people! You attract unstable people! You attract rednecks! What type of person do you attract?

Toons
OK...NOW I HAVE A PROBLEM WITH THIS NSFW STUFF..I HAVE 3 TOONS(I THOUGHT WERE FUNNY..LOL) THAT HAS BEEN MARKED NFSW..FINE..BUT MY PROBLEM IS ONE CAN GO TO MSTAGS AND COPY A CODE WITH A GIRL SHOWING HER ASS..OR LITTLE STARS ON HER BOOBS AND THATS OK...OR POST A MAIN PHOTO WITH A PIC SAYING "FUCK YOU"..OR A ID LIKE"FUK ME"..AND THATS OK...HANG ON..I NEED TO GO LOOK IN THE MIRROR AND SEE IF I HAVE STUPID WRITTEN ON MY FOREHEAD...IM BACK...NO I DONT...SO HERES THE PICTURE IM GETTING...YOU POST COOTCHIE PICS ALL DAY LONG AND YOUR FINE..BUT POST A TOON WITH A CLOWN ABOUT READY TO STICK A CIG TO A BULLS HO HOS AND FORGET IT...LOL..MAKES NO SENSE TO ME

Now I Lay Me Down To Sleep
A Pray Before Sleeping Now I lay me down to sleep I pray for a woman who'll love me deep With sparkling eyes and silky hair who knows my faults and doesn't care who will watch my movies and put on a smile who will take my word with out a trial the kind of girl who's wild but sweet who's heart and mind can never be beat who knows what she wants and how to ask no games, no lies, or truth covering masks who loves to have fun and isn't a tease and a single red rose puts her mind at ease who can look into my eyes and know that it's true when I hold her tight and say I love you who can touch my face and know how I feel who doesn't take bull and gives it to me real Who can stand up tall on her own two feet but can still dance with me in the middle of the street Who will cry on my shoulder when she is pain But I can wash it all away with a kiss in the rain who lets me watch sports and loves to watch too who just wants me not expecting I do A girl

Dumb *hit Of The Day
Okay this is short but classic. Over the last few days there has been a bulletein going around about a particular minor on site. The profile was investigated and the user was removed from site. The bulletin continued to circulate, asking people to not visit the profile, watch what you say...yadda yadda. Mmmk, so thus far no one has noticed that the profile has been deleted...until... 1 person figured it out. They changed the title to "KILL THIS BULLETIN, THIS PROFILE DOES NOT EXIST"....LMFAOOOO...and politely REPOSTED the whole bulletin in tact. Dude...here's your sign...lmfao!

Morph Contest
Reminder the morph contest will be closed .. in 10 mins... good luck to all and thanks for all the ppl that had enter in my contest it has been a blast and may the best morph pic win... and a BIG THANKS TO THE VOTERS... i will be posting the final results whe i get the points added up... Thanks again to everyone Beno

Cameron And Kate Too?????????
OK Kate Winslet & Cameron Diaz too?????? Gifts galore in our store...don't forget when you see a design you like...CLICk and see it on lots of other items! just some naughty fun Don We Now Our Gay Apparel Don't forget free shipping and coupon on site!!!!!!!!! ..

Am I In The Wrong?
Okay this has been buggin me for quite a while...so I was just wanting opinions i guess.... so I used to live in Hazelwood which is like 45-60 min away and all my friends live there. B4 my accident i used to go see my friends EVERYDAY. Now I don't expect them to come see me everyday but we haven't hung out in MONTHS...and they don't even call me anymore. Even when my parents offer to drive me out there, nothing. Everytime i bring this up...i only do by the time im past being REALLY pissed off about it so i kinda direct my anger at them so then they contribute the outburst to my accident and then it frustrates me more so me being the angry girl that i am sent this message to a couple of them: Okay...I'm tired of being the only one trying to do anything. I'm gonna delete you and a lot of other people from my phone too. I know telling you will accomplish nothing but i just wanted to see if you had another lame excuse for ignoring me THIS month... My sister said this and it's

Life Is A Bitch!!!
Ok, so i know we havent been too active on here with everything lol but for starters thanx to all of those who gave us a warm welcome and have added us as friends or fans or anything of that sort lol. Ashley is due on jan 7th with our 1st son but our 3rd child between the 2 of us. Our girls Hailie and Kaylie will be 4 and 2 this month. Hailie on dec 31st and Kaylie on dec 29th. Ashley and I have both picked up lots of extra hours at our works so we may not be on as often but we will for sure get back to you if you leave us a message or anything. if you want a quicker way to get us just im us on yahoo under the sn mr_ms_B we hope you have all had a wonderful thanksgiving and we hope you all have a merry xmas or whatever it is that yall choose to celebrate lol.

Good Black Men
Good Black Men are indeed all around us. We pass them on the streets, in the malls, and at work. Most we can't see because we don't know what a good man really looks like. He usually isn't flashy enough or rich enough to turn our heads. He might not wear a suit or push a Lexus. He might not have a body like Tyson with a Denzel face. But, as you mature, you realize it's better to find someone who's got your back rather than someone who turns your head. A good man doesn't agree wholeheartedly with everything you say. He doesn't just tell you what you want to hear and do the opposite. He doesn't declare how sensitive, sweet, caring, sincere, etc. he is (he won't have to because it shows). He has his own opinions and yours may clash, but he doesn't have to degrade you to prove he's right. He even admits at times to being wrong, especially if you are willing to do the same. A good man is not going to meet every item on your checklist.

Puns To Ponder
PUNS TO PONDER Two antennas met on a roof, fell in love and got married. The ceremony wasn't much, but the reception was excellent. ----------------------------------- A jumper cable walks into a bar. The bartender says, "I'll serve you, but don't start anything." ------------------------------------- A dyslexic man walks into a bra. ------------------------------------ Two cannibals are eating a clown. One says to the other: "Does this taste funny to you?" ----------------------------------- Two cows are standing next to each other in a field. Daisy says to Dolly, "I was artificially inseminated this morning." "I don't believe you," says Dolly "It's true, no bull!" exclaims Daisy. --------------------------------- An invisible man marries an invisible woman. The kids were nothing to look at either. --------------------------------------------- --------- I went to buy some camouflage trousers the other day but I couldn't find any. -------------------

Bubbles
In my bath the bubbles came they first were bright and pretty new and happy fresh and sweet they formed to make a city The first bubble soon became the old and grew rigidly set in their ways newer bubble pushed up from below struggling to see the light of the day Two bubbles would marry and bond as one they’d be the shiniest in the tub envied by all the average bubbles who also envied the tiniest ones Then it came the Bubble War two mounds clashing two mounds cruel bursting slashing bashinggnashing until all the bubbles were gone from the pool save one it rested upon my nose I looked at it deep I looked at it close I grew to love that last little bubble until pop!

Sex Fairy
The Sex Fairy > > This is hilarious! I didn't change a word! I'm not messing with the Sex Fairy! > > 1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific tests find > that when women make > love they produce amounts of the hormone estrogen, > which makes hair shine and > skin smooth. > ============= > 2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances > of suffering dermatitis, > skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced > cleanses the pores and makes > your skin glow. > ============= > 3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled > on during that romantic > dinner. > ============= > 4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. > It stretches and tones > up just about every muscle in the body. It's more > enjoyable than swimming 20 > laps, and you don't need special sneakers! > ============= > 5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It > releases endorphins into > the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and > lea

Smile Along With Me
Sometimes I try to smile Instead of crying I try not to frown Even though I’m hurting It’ll do me good If I just sit And try to relax Instead of grinding my teeth So smile along with me Leave your gloomy day Let the sunshine out Let’s stop your rainy day Laugh along with me Try to cheer your self up Smile along And never ever stop If you’re feeling down And don’t want to talk for awhile Gasp some air It’ll make you smile And if you feel pain Try to drive them away Tell them to go And never ever stay So smile along with me Sit down and let’s have a talk Soon you will see yourself Laughing as we slowly walk Don’t you worry my friend Smiling is for free I just want to see yoU Smiling and laughing along with me

My Christmas Dinner
Just thought i'd tell you guys that in Australia we have cold christmas lunch & salads which for me is nice but just once i'd love a hot dinner. Its so hot here in Decemberas we just started summer. Anywayhope you all have a wonderful Christmas time with your family/ friends i nknow i will & please stay safe luv you guys bunches & too Tina, Aussie, Bee Lone wolf Patti PixieAngels- r - real luv you bunches but you know that. Anyway talk to you soon hugssss

Blogging....
Well, I've never been much of a blogger, but I figure I have so many non-important things to say every day that I should start sharing them... In any case, I'm excited to be able to be at the bar even when I'm not at the bar now.... Fun like Viccodin....

All The Devils Down In Heaven
why do i keep coming back? if not for you, than for me I've tried to be the guy that earns his pride within defeat and worthy of a warm pat on the back, though i was beat burning for another chance, one more crack at victory another shot, another loss, cannot die, if i should lose far too high-priced is the cost, no value can equal you as i drive myself insane, make mistakes already made all of me has been explained, i'm dying to investigate what it is that makes you you, black magic and new voodoo repeat the question all day til it sounds like deja vu i knew the you before you turned your back and walked away used to only speak the truth, now you have nothing to say What happened to the girl who invaded my ribcage to Jumpstart this old rusty heart and start it up again anew That girl's who I need to find to achieve some peace of mind As I ride, I'd like a guide, all I'm asking for's a sign I am not expecting much Just show me where to place the First step and the d

Razor's Edge
Your wounds are weeping... seeping with scarlet Frozen from hatred and pain Your body feels numb on the inside but release is in the razor's edge and blood will be the story you hide A slice below the elbow The red slowly trickles to your wrist Bleeding to know you're alive Holding those crimson tears in your fist Tiny drops will fall from that cut to the floor Because your words go unheard you wipe them up and cut some more You want someone to listen to the things that cause these scars instead you're left alone in the world and they just make you who you are

Fetish 2
So we will start with some psychology and then get dirty...lol The way I understand it, a fetish is an obsessive fascination. We all have fascinations in our everyday lives that are our fetishes. There are fetishes that are non sexual but maybe cultural, or economic, but do I want to talk about those…umm no. Sexual fetishes come in many varieties and intensities. Mostly when we use the word fetish we are speaking sexually, as there is a great deal of fetishism in sex. We talk about men that are ass men, for example, they have a fetish for ass because seeing a nice ass is extremely sexually arousing to them. Many of these fetishes have to do with a particular part of the body like the legs, breasts, or the feet, or objects like women's shoes and particular materials like leather or latex that trigger desire. If you have a normal fetish, say for pantyhose, a woman wearing pantyhose might be a really extreme turn on, but you could still have sex with a woman not wearing pantyhose.

Lets This Be A Lesson To Those Who Doubted
There are many that feel that you should just ignore the whole racism thing for whatever reasons that may be, but to do that is a huge mistake and I'll say that til the day I die! NOTHING that they say makes any sense or is of any truth and I think that there are some that realize that too. Things they've learnt maybe written in THEIR books but not in anyone elses and theres a reason for that. That would be that because there's no real truth to it. I dont go for the whole "poor me or us" doesnt fly with me at all and I dont care what colour you are. Ive heard it from my ex and now again tonight and all it is is a crutch. Regardless of your skin you should be able to stand strong for who you are and never bash someone because theyre not like you! It's no different than a disabled child, would you bash them because they dont look like your child? thats basically how it is. I had a very interesting chat earlier this evening with a man who is on a mission to "preserve the white

Tips For Flirting With Women
Tips For Flirting With Women >If you'd like to learn how to use your body language, voice tone, and other communication to create MASSIVE attraction with women, then take a minute and check this out: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/BodyLanguage/ ***QUESTION*** Hey Dave! Ok, so after all these hundreds of e-mails and testimonials you get, you KNOW this cocky+funny works, but I must say I'm happy that I FEEL I'm starting to get it. I had your ebook and cd series for a few months and I listened to the cds and read the book over and over. It was great but I guess its obvious you dont see success until you get out there and practice it and SEE how it works. At first, it simply made no sense... I tried it and didnt get much response until I developed the character for it and made it apart of me. Cocky+funny isnt something you try out, its something you have to make a part of you! When you do that, c+f comes natural and makes conversations

Is Britney A Lesbian?? Video
Ok this guy posted this and I thought...oh this is crazy...Britney has lost her mind...but nothing to say that she is a lesbian lover of Paris Hilton But then he posts this one...OK time to rethink the Paris and Britney Lesbian Lover theory. Get your naughty thong underwear here Boxers are sexy! Been a Bad Girl...then buy the bad girls tshirts Fun lesbian designs on tshirts, mugs, pillows, sweatshirts and much more! ..

Movies And Such
just got back from seeing an awesomely hilarious movie. Big fan of animation, I am, and there isn't a finer example of good animation than the works produced by the Aardman group, in my opinion. From Wallace and Gromit to their most recent project Flushed Away, I think they produce gem after gem. I thought the rats were wonderful, but the slugs were my favorite part. A true must see!!! aside from music reviews....I got a new outfit and my sister bought one that matches...gotta post pictures soon! -Melphina XOXOXOX

Towards More Picturesque Speech
Towards More Picturesque Speech Every year, English teachers from across the country can submit their collections of actual analogies and metaphors found in high school essays. These excerpts are published each year to the amusement of teachers across the country. Here are last year's winners..... 1. Her face was a perfect oval, like a circle that had its two sides gently compressed by a Thigh Master. 2. His thoughts tumbled in his head, making and breaking alliances like underpants in a dryer without Cling Free. 3. He spoke with the wisdom that can only come from experience, like a guy who went blind because he looked at a solar eclipse without one of those boxes with a pinhole in it and now goes around the country speaking at high schools about the dangers of looking at a solar eclipse without one of those boxes with a pinhole in it. 4. She grew on him like she was a colony of E. Coli, and he was room-temperature Canadian beef. 5. She had a deep, throaty, genuine

Of What One Needs, And Feels.
i need one thing: oxygen. and that oxygen creates food, and then the rain inhales thoes molecules to nourish the food.in the ground. then the rabbit exists. in the same ground. while, i feel like a blue velveteen rabbit with redblood rushing to his brain. He turned purple. and there he lies. well. im going to sleep. and dream techinicolor plastic. but this time ill color it orange, yellow and purple. Oh! monochrome purple on white flowers &, well, typing is lambing towards the slaughter wait, do you still dream about better things? do you? A closed letter to the beat that pulsates towards the finale'. ...

" Things That Kill"
Your back is sticky with sweat and the jacketclings and chills. An odor flows upward, out of the open neck of your utility shirt, and you discover with a grimace that the smell is you. The sun pounds down. Sweat burns the eyes, flows along the edge of the nose, gathers, then pushes on down to the corner of the mouth. A tongue flicks out. Salty. Yech! Hot, tired, smelly and uncomfortable, you hear a voice. "Cold soda, Marine?" You smile a "yes!" She flips off the soda top and pours the fluid into a paper cup full of chipped ice. You gulp down a large mouthful of the cold, sweet fluid. Small chips of ice slide down your throat along with the soda. Then you realize, too late, that slivers of glass are cutting your stomach . . . from the inside, out. The games people play in Vietnam are deadly. A convoy of trucks moves slowly down the highway to Hue. A group of small boys offer loaves of French bread to Marines riding on the backs of the vehicles. One of the trucks, loaded with

Just Abit About Me
1. Ever punch someone in the face? YES 2. How old are you? 34 3. Are you single or taken? Taken (Married) 4. Eat with your hands or utensils? Depends what i'm eating 5. Do you dream at night? Sometimes 6. Ever seen a corpse? No Don't want too either 7. Have you ever wished someone dead? No 8. Do You Like Bush? No HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 9. Whats your philosophy on life? and death? Live it the best way you can. Not sure about death 10. If you could do anything with me, and have no one know about it, what would it be? not sure what to say there lol 11. Do you trust the police? NO 12. Do you like country music? Yes Country music i love plus all sorts of other music i hate rap,jazz 13. What is your fondest memory of me? Not sure we havent talked much plus i have been sick 14. If you could change anything about yourself would you? My Tummy and Ass 15. Would you date me? No Just wanna be friends 16. What do y

Anyone A Fan Of Dr. Mcdreamy?
oops i didn't put in the right graphic lol im such a doofus grab the code for this cherry tap skin here or just rip it from my profile ;) scroll to the bottom and click on view member's skins

A Friends Promise
cute myspace layout *hug*hug*hug*hug*hug*hug* *hug*hug*hug*hug*hug*hug* *hug*hug*hug*hug*hug*hug* *hug*hug*hug*hug*hug*hug* *hug*hug*hug*hug*hug*hug* *hug*hug*hug*hug*hug*hug* *hug*hug*hug*hug*hug*hug* Your A friend..... And I hope you know thats true.... No matter what happens.... I wiill stand by you... Whenever you need me to lend a hand... To do a good deed... So call on me... Whenever you need me... I will always be there.... Even to to bitter end.... This is a promise to all my friends...

Facts About Sex, You Know You Wanna Read
facts about sex. you know wanna know Men: 1) 94% of men lie about their penis size. According to condom manufacturers, only 6% of men use extra large condoms. 2) The average man is 5 inches long when erect (no matter what you have heard ladies, that's the truth). 3) 80% of American men are circumsized. Even though Pediatrics say it is not necessary. 4) No matter what all the ads say, nothing can make your penis grow but time (most men reach the end of their growth by the early 20's) 5) There is no correlation between penis size and shoe size, hand size, or nose size. 6) Blue balls does exist! It's technically called "prostatic congestion." 7) Only 16% of men shave their privates. +Some stuff on the ladies+ ------------------------------ 1) Only 9% of women around the globe consider themselves "attractive" (20% of British women do). 43% of women use the term "natural", 24% say they have "average" looks, 8% prefer the term "feminine", 7% say they are "good loo

20 Questions
Okay, we've all seen those cute little 'quiz things' that go around here & myspace but here's a twist. I will answer one question from 20 different commenters. Leave the question as a comment on this blog and when I recieve 20, I will post all the answers you seek. So, tell your friends. ;)

Rate
Hey everyone!...So im in a semi good mood semi bad mood...So i guess thats better than a 100% bad mood!..Anyways im really bored and i need something to do...So Why not rate each others pics?..Sounds GREAT to me :D.. So yeah...If any of you nice wonderful people decide to do that leave me a user comment so i know its you and i can return the favor!!...Thanks Lovlies x0x0x -Ash

Its The Weekend!!!!
TO ALL MY FRIENDS, FAMILY AND FANS. MUCH LOVE RAMONA ;) Free Graphics Layouts CodesWebsite Graphics Myspace Codes Site Generators Free Graphics Layouts CodesWebsite Graphics Myspace Codes Site Generators

17 Signs You Love Someone! Lol
i changed it! lol SEVENTEEN: You look at their profile/picture constantly. SIXTEEN: When you're on the phone with them late at night and they hang up, you still miss them even when it was just two minutes ago. FIFTEEN: You read their texts or IMs over and over again. FOURTEEN: You walk really slow when you're with them. THIRTEEN: You feel shy whenever you're/they're around. ELEVEN: When you think about them, your heart beats fast and slower at the same time. TEN: You smile when you hear their voice or hear about them. NINE: When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you, all you see is him/her. EIGHT: You start listening to slow songs, while thinking of them. SEVEN: They're all you think about. SIX: You love their hugs more than anything. FIVE: You realize that you're always smiling to yourself when you think about him/her. FOUR: You would do anything for them, or anything to see them. THREE: While reading this

When Your Heart Is All I Need...
When I wake up in the morning, I automatically check my cell phone to see if anyone's cared enough to text me through the night... or maybe, just maybe, someone called while I was asleep... Doesn't happen very often... but I crave knowing that someone cares about me. The past few months I've had a HUGE issue trusting people. I met someone recently thats changed the outlook I have on alot of things... you know who you are... and I haven't put all my faith into you. And for that, I'm very sorry. My past decisions proved to be the wrong ones, and I absolutely do NOT want to make those decisions again. I want to move forward with COLORFUL state of mind... and be happy for each breath. You, have made me realize that I am a good person!!! You have brought laughter back into my soul! And made my eyes sparkle with Love again! I know tonight was a little messed up and I was hasty in guessing what happened, when that wasn't in fact true. Its those past events that have given me those thou

New To This
hey everyone here! just wanted to stop and say Hi to all of you. im really new to this. i just signed up last night. if any of you want to get to know me more dont be afraid to send messages or comments. also, if you have alittle input on how things work here, that would be greatly appreciated too! well, hope to get to know you all! ~laters nicole

The Power Of Words
A group of frogs were hopping contentedly through the woods, going about their froggy business, when two of them fell into a deep pit. All of the other frogs gathered around the pit to see what could be done to help their companions. When they saw how deep the pit was, they agreed that it was hopeless and told the two frogs in the pit that they should prepare themselves for their fate, because they were as good as dead. Unwilling to accept this terrible fate, the two frogs began to jump with all of their might. Some of the frogs shouted into the pit that it was hopeless, and that the two frogs wouldn't be in that situation if they had been more careful, more obedient to the froggy rules, and more responsible. The other frogs continued sorrowfully shouting that they should save their energy and give up, since they were already as good as dead. The two frogs continued jumping with all their might, and after several hours of this, were quite weary. Finally, one of the frogs took heed t

:(
aghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhffrggggggggggggggggggggggdfere I feel like i'm dying. I fell so amazingly sick today. and i had to work all day, and....dying and...oh god i've never felt this sick before... it's not like a cold or anything, none of the coughing sore throart kinda thing. i feel like the spawn of a demon it's plotting it's escape from my womb in a most terrible painful way. and no i'm not pregnant

Quiet Night
ok i was all set to be at home alone tonight. watching my girlfriend's daughter while she went out. well i did my duty and texted her to make sure she was alive and not the victim of some crazy psyhopath and she responds with an invitation to have sex! whoo hoo! im always up for a good threesome, the more the merrier. so not that im complaining but it will no longer be such a quiet night. darn....lol have a great night everyone!

All You
These feelings running through my veins.... what do they all mean? I really want to know! This isn't puppy love, I have experienced that before... no, this is something more. I love our moments, I love our talks! I cherish it all. Where would I be if you never said "get at me" I probably wouldn't be as happy as I am now... i can tell you that! Please do tell me... am I wrong for feeling this way? How do you feel? I know we tell each other all the time, but I wanna hear it again... I wanna hear it until the day I can wrap my arms around you tight! I wanna know that I am doing it right.. making the right choice.... My choice is you baby! ~xoxo~

Still Haven't Found It
so addled lately. can't quite focus. suppose that is a good thing really. i can't be where i want to be, with whom i want to be with. so i stumble through it all hoping that i will eventually bumble into the right person or thing.

Lacuna Coil Has Gained A New Respect From Me
i dig them as a band but i never really thoguht any thing of it... i saw them the other day and they have gained a new respect fomr me. the bassist wouldnt stop hitting on me which made it a little weird but i still had fun.. and he gave me a pick which he signed. =)

Purple Milf
Oh yes its another of your favorite contest blogs...woohoo...lol Sexiest girl in purple (2nd ed.) Contest ends sunday. It's rates only comments don't count. So drop a ten and you're done :) I got second place last time...and I'm not even in the running this time. Pretty sure I'm in his MILF contest too but I have no idea the rules on that one. I do however know I'm in Sydney's MILF contest...comment and rate all you want...getting my ass kicked there. I think its a super cute mommy pic but apparantly that is not the point of a MILF contest..lol. Some people have been working hard to put me in the running though. I might even be in third place? Haven't checked in awhile. Click Here. If you want to do this I appreciate it...I wouldn't mind placing at least although with the last couple weeks I've had I just don't care all that much you know?? Thanks a ton to those of you who ALWAYS have my back I can never thank you enough.

What The Fuck Ever!
k ive been drinkin so excudse the typos...I don't understand why people are so fuckin fake on here..yousay one thing and then do the opposite becaue youre a follower and not a leader? And it's not one perosn in particular its a few of you. One minute yuour so devoted and the next you run because someone else did. WHAT THE FUCK EVER! who really needs you? wether its 10 or 1000 we're content..so thakn you fuck you have a nice day!

Only My Real Friends Would!
J. Smith needs your help. Click on the following link to vote for J. Smith. Vote the profile Excellent, play all the songs and vote them Excellent also. The most important song to play right now is 'SpitYoGame.Com(Anthem)'. It's entered into the contest. Thank you for your help, Xuxa

Thoughts
Life is like a knife cutting through our thoughts And it fires shots into deepest thoughts. The fire burns and the sun dies as he spreads his horrid lies. He doesn't Know that as I look into his eye I see thought his Horrid Lies not just one but all of them. When he looks back into my eye, he sees nothing, nothing at all. My eyes are black as night to hide my fears. I fear Thoughts that the lies are real. But why would they be? What have I done to thee? He leaves me alone, and alone I' am. I want him near I want him hear, hear with me is were he should be. But his life resides with his weed. He needs his weed And he chooses this elicit drug over me. We talk And talk but never does he listen. He chooses His drug with out thought because that is what controls His heart. Maybe that is why he is not all there for? Maybe that Is why I see through all of his lies? Maybe that is why I cry? And maybe that is why I see so many lies. Life cuts in our thoughts but no

Hug Me...
Your Candy Heart Says "Hug Me" A total sweetheart, you always have a lot of love to give out. Your heart is open to where ever love takes you! Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a surprise romantic evening that you've planned out Your flirting style: lots of listening and talking What turns you off: fighting and conflict Why you're hot: you're fearless about falling in love What Does Your Candy Heart Say?

An Introduction Of Sorts.
So, I said to myself, "Self, you should introduce yourself to these fine folks because, well, you just should." Seven of the ten voices in my head whispered their agreement. Majority rules... My name is Sarah Leigh, but folks call me Kloey. I'm twenty-two and I reside in the great state of Florida. I no longer so much as bat an eyelash or two when it comes to hurricanes and the like. In fact, I don't mind 'em; we need the rain. I am somewhat silly and I adore lame jokes. As an example, I'll share with you one of my most favorite jokes. Why'd the turtle cross the road? To get to the Shell Station. As you can see, I am easily amused. I can entertain myself for an unseemly amount of time with a coloring book (crayons, too) and/or my handy dandy jump rope. I operate a small mail-order business from the comfort of my home. I process the orders via the internet. It's an income with wonderful flexibility, which I require for my real job, which is caring for my nephew until the issue

The Pussy Goddess
Okay so last week I was contemplating writing a blog and titling it "My Underwear Drawer Ate the Love of My Life", but Mr. Rocket turned up and I found out he really prefers my bras to my underwear. But enough of the confessions of a sex toy, I will save that blog for another day (sex toy appreciation day). Today though, I believe it is time we talk about grooming, and the little things one does out of love and appreciation for hot sex. I think that pussy is such a nice warm thing that it deserves to be worshoped with some definite passion and that I would equate to worshiping the goddess pussy. Much as I worshop the cock God (see my I Suck blog). One must recall that in order to be a goddess it requires great beauty and pride in the femaleness of power. The goddess pussy is no different she is beautiful and loves to be impeccably groomed further exerting her female power and her spell over her admirers. You see the goddess pussy has a motto in my pervy world just simply Be Delicious.

Hacker Media Personalities
Hacker media personalities Listed below are individuals who, while fitting in one or more of the above categories, are currently more widely famous (especially among the general public) for their media presence than their technical accomplishments. * Loyd Blankenship (also known as The Mentor) — Former LOD member. Author of The Conscience of a Hacker (Hacker's Manifesto). * Eric Corley (also known as Emmanuel Goldstein) — Long standing publisher of 2600: The Hacker Quarterly and founder of the H.O.P.E. conferences. He has been part of the hacker community since the late '70s. * William Henry Gates III (Bill Gates) — is the co-founder and chairman of Microsoft Corporation. Although he personally demonstrated considerable personal coding skill early in his company's history, he is most widely recognizable today as the world's richest individual. Formerly CEO, in June 2006 he also stepped down as chief software architect, with the intention of stepping down as chai

Here And There
Here The sky is dark The stars are dull The moon is The ruler of the sorrows Screaming at me, Saying, my words fit with them..... There, The same sky is colorful, The same stars twinkle And The moon is singing A romantic song. It is strange, How can they have two sides? Sharing some grief here, While Sharing joy there. Here, Tears are flowing over a broken relationship There, New relations are created. Here, The ears are tired Hearing all those lies There, Someone is having A new date. Here Waiting for a new poem to be born, I am painful, Like a pregnant female, About to deliver a baby. There, She is joyful, As now she don't need to read Another poem in her life. * For you, on your new date.............

Keep Voting And Commenting Please ..make This A Better Day For Me ..lol
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Recognized Hackers
Recognized hackers Due to the overlapping nature of the hacker concept space, many of these individuals could be included in more than one category. See also Hacker (computer security), which has a list of people in that category, including criminal or unethical hackers. ~Skilled programmers * Tim Berners-Lee, inventor of the world wide web, while a student in the 1970s, was banned from access to the Oxford University computer for hacking access.[1] * Dan Bernstein, the author of qmail and djbdns, also a mathematician and cryptographer. * John Carmack, a widely recognized and influential game programmer. Through his work, he has made significant contributions to the field of 3D computer graphics and his games have sold in the millions. In 1999, Carmack appeared as number 10 in TIME's list of the 50 most influential people in technology. * Shawn Fanning, the author of napster * Bill Gosper, mathematician and programmer, and contemporary of Richar

Ty Guys But Please Keep Vting And Commenting
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Survey #4
I knew you guys were dying for YET MORE survey answers from me. (Hey, I've got four more of these sitting around waiting for me to answer. You think I'm not serious? :) 1. The phone rings. Who do you want it to be? I hate it when the phone rings. Seriously. I hate talking on the phone. But I'm usually OK if it's my sister. Or Greg (my ex-husband) 'cuz I made his ringtone "White and Nerdy" and didn't tell him, and it amuses me. 2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart? I return it to the cart holder thingey. Unless the store is closer, in which case I will return it to the store. I'm nominally a rule-follower, albeit a lazy one. 3. In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener? It really depends on the social setting, and the people involved. I can be a bit of a chatterer, I know, but I also try really hard to be a good listener when someone needs me to be. 4. Do you take compliments well? Hmm... it really depends on what they

Hacker Stereotypes
Hacker stereotypes Wikipedia There are theoretical types of hackers who are considered to possess an atypical level of skill beyond that of other meanings of the positive form of "hacker", which include the Guru and the Wizard. In some portions of the computer community, a Wizard is one who can do anything a hacker can, but elegantly; while a Guru not only can do so elegantly, but instruct those who do not know how. In other sub-communities, a Guru is one with a very broad degree of expertise, while a Wizard is expert in a very narrow field. In practice, such exact distinction are usually more at home in a RPG world, and not often heard in actual conversation. Within the mainstream media, hackers are often characterised as strange, mysterious, reclusive, and especially tricky. This may be seen as an extension of the human tendency to stigmatise what is ill-understood, which used often to be applied to natural philosophers who were often thought by superstitious neighbours t

Annoyance
I am annoyed by so much shit...but especially girls that call random dudes boo. I would call my BOYFRIEND that...for some reason it really irritates me when white girls use that term. I don't even call my boyfriend that...i would love for him to call ME that but whatever...i dunno Also i REALLY fuckin hate the word 'wifey' Especially girls that say future wifey or wifey material or some other bullshit name like that shit. That annoys the fuck outta me...I told my boyfriend if he ever called me fuckin wifey i would break up with him lol. He can call me that when we're married, but i would prefer not even then...

Categories Of Hacker
Categories of hacker Wikipedia The hacker community, the set of people who would describe themselves as hackers or described by others as hackers, falls into at least four partially overlapping categories. The first known hacker was Zachary Scott Duncan, of Millersville, Pa who hacked into the phone company in 1968.[citation needed] Sometimes alternate terms such as "cracker" are used in an attempt to more exactly distinguish which category of hacker is intended, or when attempting to put a contextual distance between the categories due to the Hacker definition controversy. Hacker: Highly skilled programmer The positive usage of hacker is one who knows a (sometimes specified) set of programming interfaces well enough to program rapidly and expertly. This type of hacker is well-respected (although the term still carries some of the meaning of hack), and is capable of developing programs without adequate planning or where pre-planning is difficult or impossible to achieve. T

Untitled....
I think of how happy we were long ago. But that was the past and I've never felt so low. You took my heart and stomped on it. The light on my path it was you who lit. I miss your love and looking into your eyes. I guess I should've realized it was all lies. We were in love or so we thought. It wasn't right even though we never fought. We kissed in the rain and danced in the moonlight. You told me you loved me and you held me tight. I still remember when your lips first brushed mine. I told you I was yours for all time.

Definition Of A Hacker
Hacker From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia A hacker is someone who creates and modifies computer software and computer hardware, including computer programming, administration, and security-related items. The term usually bears strong connotations, but may be either favorable or denigrating depending on cultural context (see the Hacker definition controversy). Common definitions include: * In computer programming, a hacker is a software designer and programmer who builds elegant, beautiful programs and systems. A hacker can also be a programmer who hacks or reaches a goal by employing a series of modifications to exploit or extend existing code or resources. For some, "hacker" has a negative connotation and refers to a person who "hacks" or uses kludges to accomplish programming tasks that are ugly, inelegant, and inefficient. This negative form of the noun "hack" is even used among users of the positive sense of "hacker". * In computer security, a hacker is a

Christmas Is Coming
CHRISTMAS IN AMERICA Husbands with ladders hand lights on their home, As all who have no one feel sad and alone. The churches are full of the faithful that sing, For the birth of our Lord, is a spiritual thing. The sound of Christmas sweetly fills the air, While frantic shoppers hustle from here to there. The windows of storefronts at this time of year, Reflect all their wonders as Christmas draws near. Little ones stand looking with their nose pressed to glass, As model trains on display come speeding past. The path to Santa is lined with girls and boys, With a list in their heart of their favorite toys. The stores shelves are crammed with dolls that crawl or walk, Games, cars, trucks, planes and stuffed toys that sing or talk. The miracle of Christmas comes once a year, When all that we love seems more precious and dear. Christmas is coming and our cards are all maxed. My wife says don't fret, just try to relax. But her car needs breaks, and mine needs ne

What Is My Reason??
Why do i still love you i haven't even met you you run around in my mind you keep me thinking i don't know why but i want to give my heart to you i feel that we have something my life goes on your still in my heart life Will go on and your in my life i never forgot you i never will i want to be with you i want to feel your touch my mind keeps thinking why but my heart keeps thinking why not i don't know what to think anymore but life will go on and i know you will be in it life will go on and i will love you every second of it

Life Lessons
GREAT TRUTHS THAT LITTLE CHILDREN HAVE LEARNED: 1) No matter how hard you try, you can't baptize cats. 2) When your Mom is mad at your Dad, don't let her brush your hair. 3) If your sister hits you, don't hit her back. They always catch the second person. 4) Never ask your 3-year old brother to hold a tomato. 5) You can't trust dogs to watch your food. 6) Don't sneeze when someone is cutting your hair. 7) Never hold a Dust-Buster and a cat at the same time. 8) You can't hide a piece of broccoli in a glass of milk. 9) Don't wear polka-dot underwear under white shorts. 10) The best place to be when you're sad is Grandma's lap. GREAT TRUTHS THAT ADULTS HAVE LEARNED: 1) Raising teenagers is like nailing Jell-O to a tree. 2) Wrinkles don't hurt. 3) Families are like fudge...mostly sweet, with a few nuts. 4) Today's mighty oak is just yesterday's nut that held its ground. 5) Laughing is good exercise. It's like jogging on the inside. 6) Middle age is w

Over Where The Night Sky Sleeps
Over the hills and streets over the sun and night sky there you must be asleep when i wake up with a yawn to answer your call when ever i go to school i think of you asleep and when am asleep you must be dreaming about me while your awake in reality when will i see you dear sweet one? when will your plane drop you down next to me? i just can't wait cause it always makes me wonder what are you doing over there where the night sky fall asleep?

In Case You Were Wondering......
For those of you who may have wondered why I havent been on in a while, I was in a motorcycle accident on Sunday afternoon which landed me in the hopspital for a few days. I am now at home nursing broken ribs, 6 ribs with 9 breaks all on the left side. The hospital told me 8 weeks recovery, I am shooting for 2 to get myself back on my feet. Well for now its back to thae pain killers.....

Mac And Matt Collabtastic.
(Compton Ass Matt) Cook you like some meth, and leave you shaking like a tweeker, from this bubonic shit coming out your speakers, Mac said it best: we keep it nasty and vile, bless a pregnant bitch, watch her give birth to a dead child. Think anything is sacred? Fool, my bonus is profane, +20 to my skill to burn you up like propane, but this ain't King of the Hill, more like the King of the Kill, And you know We'd do it, just for the thrill. If knowledge is power, bitch I'm Greyskull, Slit the throat of the system, to protect our faithful. Now gimmie a blunt wrap so MJ can roll this tray full, And I have to end now cause my pentameter's gettin' too playful. We may pull Cause we ragefull Put you face down On the table See we made you We can break you Flip your flow steal your soul And shake you And your shook crew Every crook knew Hold it down Or this street will hook you But we look through And we don't like you For each one of us you pop He

Getting The Damn Thing Done!
it's time to lay claim to my crime a welcomed change of luck without a Faustian deal being struck I'm doing the damn thing like the day is long pondering the write & wrong seeking the sublime via meter & rhyme doing the damn thing taking stock putting it on lock from pillar to post from coast to coast doing the damn thing chasing fear waiting to confront the (coming) new year no longer the butt of life's joke going for broke getting the damn thing DONE!

Dear , Do You Remember?
My sweetheart... Dear, do you remember? The sweep of love's dimension? Of how we sought each other, so We scarce could bear the tension. We'd search among the crowded ways With eager, burning, questing Until the sight, the words, the kiss Would still our world to resting. The time together we would spend Flew swift as swallows fleeing But once alone, the hours dragged by Monotonous, dead, unseeing. Anew, our greetings joyous glee Brought comfort, strength and passion Our love renewed with boundless depths Enthralled us in its fashion. And when we parted, ere the dawn With promised love's bright sorrow The nights were never long enough We swore to stretch the morrow. But then, tomorrow never comes I lie here, bereft and grieving With just the ashes of our love Cold comfort, born of grieving.

Modern Pin Up Contest
TheRH@ CherryTAP I will be holding a new contest sometime next week when I feel better. Here is what it will be. It will be a classic pin up contest. Contestants must have the following: Classic Pin Up Art pose Period type hair style Mild Nudity is ok Check out the link for what I'm looking for. Modern Pin Ups If you are interested send me a private message with a picture, I can take up to 10 contestants. The Contest will Start sometime next week. The prize will also be decided sometime next week. Thanks RH

Ethics Of Hacking
------------------------------- | The Ethics of Hacking | ------------------------------- written by Dissident I went up to a college this summer to look around, see if it was where I wanted to go and whatnot. The guide asked me about my interests, and when I said computers, he started asking me about what systems I had, etc. And when all that was done, the first thing he asked me was "Are you a hacker?" Well, that question has been bugging me ever since. Just what exactly is a hacker? A REAL hacker? For those who don't know better, the news media (and even comic strips) have blown it way out of proportion... A hacker, by wrong-definition, can be anything from a computer-user to someone who destroys everything they can get their evil terminals into. And the idiotic schmucks of the world who get a Commodore Vic-20 and a 300 baud modem (heh, and a tape drive!) for Christmas haven't helped hackers' reputations a damn bit. They somehow get access to a really cool system and find s

Her Letter And A Mystery
Asking me to forgive her. She broke this heart years ago, But realized years later. She has written "I was like intoxicated , Not understanding your love. I'm sorry for each moment, I have made your life tough." "I have never forgotten you" This line was so exciting. I remembered our English class, Reading her hand writing. She expects things to be the same, But sorry it is too late. When I was adoring her, she was learning how to hate. Today, her letter was ripped, Now she is a history. Because the end of our pure love, Yet for me, is a mystery. *** this is based on a letter i recieved yesterday from unexpected person....

Caramel
Well you can say I’m plain Jane But it ‘s not the same, I ain’t into Big names, but I lke nice things I like boxin’ matches and the football games I wouldn’t mind bein’ an actress But I love to sing I like going out, taken walks ‘n’ stuff I don’t run with many girls cause they talk too much I enjoy quiet nights at home and Curl up next to ya-though I ain’t A virgin that don’t mean I’m havin’ sex wit ya Cause anywhere I go I’m spotted And anything I want I got it 5”5 with brown eyes, smile like the sun rise. REPEAT Baby look me in the eyes And tell me if I’m the kind f girl ya lke I’m feeling you Cause baby you’re my kind of guy That’s what it is Think about it you just might Wanna run with this All night long And if ya want me we can keep this goin’ But let me tell you I’m the type that’s strong And I don’t trust a lot of men I’m independent I ain’t like some other women Cause anywhere I go I’m spotted And anything I do I want I got it 5”

Xmas Shopping
wuts up ya'll? i just got home from doing some xmas shopping... omg my mom did the cutest thing...she bought me a bunch of ornaments for my xmas tree since it is my first xmas out of the house...how sweet...so greg and i bought a few more from walmart and the dollar store...and decorated the tree today... i love decorating the tree...i also love xmas music....makes everything feel warm and happy....

West Virginia
West Virginia Because of our mountains, we have rivers. The oldest river in the Western Hemisphere, the New River (quite appropriately named, don't you think) ends in West Virginia. We have the Gauley River, which confluences with the New River in a magnificent cascade to form the Kanawha River and which in turn flows through the center of the State and directly through the capital city of Charleston, the largest city in West Virginia. These rivers in addition to the Cheat, Blackwater,Tygart, Monongahela, Ohio and countless others offer tremendous recreational opportunities. The tallest building in Charleston is barely 25 floors tall! Which, if you think about it, is a plus. How could you possibly build a skyscraper more beautiful than a mountain? The capital city stretches throughout the long river valley encompassing both hill and dale. The Charleston airport, the largest in theState,sits on top of a mountain. The crime rate in Charleston, including

Great News Again!!!
Well friend i got the call today and Dec 15th 2006 my sweet baby girls are coming home to me..That is their first day home for good..I cant waite to have them in my arms agin.Ty for all the support u all have gave me...it sure ment alot...Please keep in touch with me

Another Song I Wrote
I got a little pissed off at work and decided instead of murdering someone I would write a song. Seemed more productive (and less illegal). Now my song is stuck in my head. Hollow Just Stop Don't wanna hear it anymore It's all those things that you say, everyday, go away and never question why I wanna make you bleed I wanna make you hollow I wanna make you scream out in pain everytime you say anything now I wanna make you bleed Just stop I can't take your voice now Bring the negative vibe, now you lie, deep inside, close my eyes and I picture in my mind How I'll make you bleed I wanna make you hollow I wanna make you scream out in pain everytime you say anything now I wanna make you bleed I wanna make you bleed Can't Hear it, can you feel it? Never again Cause I made you bleed Cause I made you hollow And I made you scream out in pain now you'll never say anything more I wanna make you bleed

A Song I Wrote
Enter My World Inside, I don't remember While I was going under Bring back the feeling in the air With me and still I'm trying Gone Through and still I'm lying I'm here and still I do not care Come to me, whispered voices in my ear Come to me, Break through this nightmare Alone, this world surrounds me I scream, the pain shouts at me The way is clear but still I stare Broke down, my legs wont' hold me I'm lost, will never be free Enter my world now if you dare... Come to me, whispered voices in my ear Come to me, Break through this nightmare There's a road that forks at the end (Delusion seeping in) There is no stopping me now (go back, stay back) Choices that have to be made (We won't release you now) I'd go, but now I'm afraid... The Pain won't go away... Come to Me whispered voices in my ear Stay with me, you've entered this nightmare...

Merry Christmas
wishing all my cherrytap friends a Happy New Year. and want to add that there are great people on this site.i've made alot of friends from florida to Quebec, and again just want to say keep sendin the love and i'll return the love.

What Makes A Friend
What makes a friend? A friend What makes a friend? A friend Is someone that everyone needs A friend Is that special one A friend Is someone you tell EVERYTHING A friend Is someone you never lie to A friend Can be a boy or a girl A friend Is someone that is always their A friend Will always listen to you A friend Always has input to give A friend Will never leave you in the dust A friend Will help you through the thick and the thin A friend Will always stand by your side A friend Will never let you down A friend Is someone everyone needs What would you do if you didnt have a friend?

Help Me Pick Out A Photo For My Business Cards
I'm doing business cards again... but this time for the AVNs... I'm able to get away with a bit more but I don't want to put full on porn there so I limited my selection down... so I'm looking for those that are bored on a friday night for a favor :p... pick the top 3 that you like as I'm putting the main one on my card and the winner gets a prize... 01. 02. 03. 04. 05. 06. 07. 08. 09. 10. not sure what the prize is yet but I'll think of something... or just pee in a cup and mail it to you... thanks for the help! -kristoff

He's Home!
My dog is home now! Someone turned him in to an animal grooming place for safe keeping. Our phone number and address are on his tags I don't know why they had to be difficult about it. We are all happy he is home. I just wish I knew how to get him to stay home!!!

Anyone For Some Hockey???
Hockey at its best...the hits the misses the saves! ..> get your cool hockey gifts here!!!!! Long sleeve hockey shirts...don't forget to click on an design you like to see it on other items! More cool hockey sweats hey even snoopy is into hockey! click here for cool hooded hockey sweatshirts Don't forget the sweepstakes...enter daily!!!!!! The prizes grow larger by the day!

Jake
"Prison gates won't open up for me", he sings to himself as he finds that he is once again in mechanical restraints. Again, he has been so disruptive,so out of control he has left the officers no choice but to take him down. "God, Why do I do this? Why can't I control myself", He asks. "Knock off the talking!", yells an officer into his room. "Fuck You!" he replies. "God! There I go again," he thinks "Why can't I just quit while I'm ahead?" he wonders. But Jake never does. He constantly pushes his limits, presses the staff's buttons until they come in for him, tired of screaming, kicking doors, banging on his bed. More than willing to put him down and into restraints to quiet him. A counselor appears in the open doorway to his room, motioning to the officer, who had been monitoring Jake from the door, to leave them alone. "What's problem this time, Jake?" he asks, "Are you upset?Things not going your way again? What could it possibly be now?"the counselor asks. Jake repli

And Then, I Went To Sleep
It was just another late night phone call. Or at least, that was how it presented itself. It turned out to be anything but ordinary. I decided to answer because I had just spoken to this friend the other day, and I wanted to see how things had been going for her. Not too well at all I was soon to find out. She was talking so fast and breathing hard so I really had to listen to hear what she was trying to tell me. I had heard the family stuff a few times before, so what I do then is try and decipher exactly what is bothering her, while still understanding that life in some homes is simply awful. I think it is best to let them start to get the words out, wait for an opening, then say something nice. You have to get them calmed down so we can try to get to the logic of why they feel this way, and what can be done. I did not get to wait on this call. The word suicide came out after a few minutes, she was every bit as upset as when I first answered, and now I was in a totally different ball

For My Friends
I HAVE BEEN MAKING GIFTS IN THE FORM OF TAGS FOR MY FRIENDS SOME OF YOU I DONT KNOW VERY WELL SO I AHVE NO CLUE WHAT YA LIKE AND DONT LIKE IF YOU WOULD JUST LEAVE A COMMENT HERE WITH WHAT KIND OF GRAPHICS YA LIKE AND WHAT COLORS YA LIKE ILL BE ABLE TO BETTER MAKE YA ALL GIFTS THANKS ALL HUGS PAM

Jesus And Kloey.
Yes, I've argued with Jesus before... This was the conversation we, um, had when I was asked to do something that I didn't exactly want to do... Kloey: "Jesus, are You sure You want me?" Jesus: "Yes." Kloey: "But why? Surely there are hundreds of thousands of others who would be a better candidate..." Jesus: "I have spoken to you." Kloey: "Yeah, but why? Don't you realize that I'm nothing more than a girl full of silly sally?" Jesus: "You are Mine." Kloey: "Well, yeah, but I can't do what You're asking me to do." Jesus: "Yes, you can." Kloey: "No, I can't. Didn't You hear me when I said that I'm nothing more than a girl full of silly sally?" Jesus: "Yes, I heard you when you said that, but I know you, as you are My child. I know what you are capable of doing. Let Me ask you a question. Why is it that you cannot do as I ask?" Kloey: "Well, Jesus, I, um, I just can't. You know, I might mess things up. I've not been trained to handle things of th

*grrr! @these Muthafukas!*
i am 35 and i 2work in an auto shop with a bunch of guys whose avg age is 20-25. i usually am easy-goin n roll with their punches but sometimes their playful prodding crosses the line 2 downright disrespectful. i cant tell u just how @#$%^&* tired i am of hearing SHUT THE F**K UP evertime I open my mouth, whether it be 2ask a question or give some1 info. & i am SO sick 2DEATH of bein called BITCH as if they were callin me by name. rarely do i ever get addressed by my proper name. like i said, i try roll with the punches and laugh it all off but 2day, somethin inside snapped & the tears were uncontrollable. now er1 wants 2scoff @ me 4bein a CRYBABY. WTF?!?!?!? CRYBABY?!?!?!? where the HELL is the respect i'm due @VERY least 4bein a woman, let alone a woman 10-15yrs older than any of em. ENUFF IS ENUFF!!! no more tears... next time some1 steps outta line wit me, I'M BEATIN HIS ASS!!!! ok.. i think iv pulled myself back 2gether. thanks 4 "listenin"

A Bang To The Head Made Me Go Insane Lol...join In And Make Me Smile Lmfao
My boyfriend was sat very happy doing his art ...which was looking good untill i thought it would be a great idea to get him 2 draw a pig off my socks followed by a elephant and an owl and many more things....the final straw was when i lost it and thought it would be great for him 2 draw a dog posting a letter with a frog sat on some grass.....A great mad idea i thought although rik thinks i am mad....so it had to be done and he drew it but he will only post it if others get involved in this 1 also and see what they come up with...so if u r good at art or even not...join in and lets see what madness we can all come up with...it will b fun!I am insane!...get posting and i will post them on here...thanku please

Sorry I Have Not Been Online Much
To all my friends, family and fans: I am sorry I have not been online here much I have been taking care of my baby who has been sick since November 24, 2006. I had to rush her to the Emergency Room on Saturday evening because she was gasping for air and threw up. The hospital told me she has a very serious stomach virus and they did not know for sure if it was the rotovirus. We thought that she was getting better by Wednesday evening, but Thursday morning she started throwing up again. She has not been eating and barely been drinking liquids. As of Friday, December 1, 2006, she has been drinking alot of liquids, but still refuses to eat anything. She has been sleeping alot today. Thank you for all the love and support everyone has left for me and my family. I appreciate everyone on here. Much love to everyone! I hope to be online more.

Sometimes I Forget - (rough Draft)
Sometimes I forget that there once was a you that your name ever crossed my lips Sometimes I forget That there was ever a time When I was happy and content There must have been good days not only bad There must have been laughter as well as tears But, Sometimes I forget All that time All those years You took away my childhood you stole away my soul But, Sometimes I forget when I do I am complete I am whole When I remember The mask that I wear The facade that I have constructed Falls away, crumbles am I am left with what remains A frightened little girl who knows nothing of love except for what you taught me A shivering, cowering mass under the comforter Hoping that this night I will get to sleep all night through When I remember the flood gates open from the deepest darkest recesses of my memories And I relive the fear the pain the humiliation but sometimes I am lucky I get to pretend I am normal and play at being a wh

Let's Be Friends: The Male Kiss Of Death
Let's Be Friends: The Male Kiss of Death I don't know when this started exactly. but i do know that particular phrase always means "sorry charlie, you dont cut it." Lord I wish you guys had Charlie Singleton's Cd "Man on a Mission". But the words are as Follows: She said Sorry Charlie, every night i pace the floor. Love is through, but life goes on without you, I dont wanna see you anymore.... She said Sorry Charlie, Im sure you've had dear Johns before, yes its true, so Close the door behind you, I guess i just dont love you anymore... how close is that to what really happens? (when a movie is made of my life, this song is definately gonna be in the sound track) can you see how the woman has been deliberating for a while about this decision. "every night i pace the floor" suggests she has been in this state for a while. Suddenly she comes to a conclusion, I dont wanna see you any more. No chance of reconciliation. Life is sure to go on without you. I promise if this was told t

Fuck All Ya'lll!!!
Fuck all ya'lll!!! date: 2006-12-01 17:28:10 I'm outta this shit website! any of u bitches have anything to say bout it feel free to e-mail me at reserved2574@yahoo.com, just don't give a fuck anymore, if u wanna send me nasty e-mails go right ahead!

The Winds Of Swayze.
Note: The following song contains a few "choice" words and is performed by the Fluff Radio Review House Band. Stock Trading | Video Hosting | Funny Videos | Secrets Lyrics So close to me-eeee! Her body close to mine. You can't look in her eyes. She's out of my league. Just a fool to believe I have anything she needs. UH! She's like the wind. Woooo! [Spoken] I don't know where to go now. A friend of mine asked me if this was a song about farting... And it's not. [Spoken] No. But I like to pretend, that's it's a song about farting... Though it's not. [spoken] Well, She's like the wind through my trees is like his trees could be his *ss cheeks and that goes back to Red Dawn and Patrick Fayze's fine *ss. Sweet *ss. This whole night is about Patrick Swayze's fine *ss. She's like the wind, through my trees. My trees are like the wind, through Patrick Swayze, And you can only hear me! She's leads me through moonlight, only to burn me with the sun.

Wouldn't It Be Nice...
Stretched out on the bed, eyes blindfolded, the sense of touch and smell working overtime to compensate. She can smell the smoky aroma from the match used to light the candles, the sweet smell of the wax drifting through the room. She can feel the robe against her skin, the cool air on her uncovered legs. The light barely penetrates the darkness from the scarf over her eyes, casting faint shadows. She knows I am here, and her body is tense with the anticipation. The bed creaks as I join her, weight shifting her slightly towards me. Her skin hungers to be touched, longing for contact. Gently, barely perceptible, my hands untie the robe and open it. The silky material falls away from her, the cool air wrapping itself around her, the breeze heightening her sensation. Still unable to see, she can sense my hand close to her as I gaze at her beauty, naked skin highlighted by the flickering light. She is beautiful here like this, a stunning goddess laid out before me. My breath c

My Boyfriend
i miss my bf like crazy he is soo sweet and kind to me on the 7th of december is our 8th months since we been going out. December 25th is out very first christmas together he has a big suprise for me and i cant wait to see what it is. I have asked him how much he loves me he said more than all the love in the world it was soooo breathe taking when he said that i miss my baby soo much

Hard Drive Killer? On My Internets? It's More Likely Than You Think!
Not really. I can't believe people think this shit is real. http://antivirus.about.com/od/emailhoaxes/p/killer.htm http://www.symantec.com/security_response/writeup.jsp?docid=2005-102712-2439-99 LISTEN UP!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!! If someone by the name of Ashley Marc James wants to add you to their list dont accept it. Its a virus. Tell everyone on your list because if somebody on your list adds them you will get it too. It is a hard drive killer and a very horrible virus. Please pass this on to everyone on your list. We need to find out who is using this account. Sorry for the inconvenience.

Damn Pyschos
hey what the hell is wrong with women these days? do they want the asshole rough guy or the upclass gentlemen type? ill never figure it out. but ones thing is for sure woman who swing across three lanes of busy traffic to do 90 through a parkin lot , only to powerslide into the path of an oncomind dodge pickup, all because i told her that more people turn in the right lane so get in the left one, it will be faster. my life aint worth some womans psycho problems

Bacteria In Water
It has been scientifically proven that if we drink 1 liter of water each day, at the end of the year we would have absorbed more than 1 kilo of escherichia coli bacteria found in feces, in other words, we are consuming 1 kilo of shit! However, we do not run that risk when drinking wine (or rum, whiskey, vodka, beer or other liquors ) because alcohol has to go through a distillation process of boiling, filtering and fermenting. Therefore, it is better to drink wine and talk shit than to drink water and be full of shit. There is no need to thank me for this valuable information, I am doing it as a public service.

How Stressed Are You
Your Stress Level is: 36% You are slightly prone to stress, but generally you keep it under control. You know how to relax and take things as they come, even when your worlds seems to be falling apart. Occasionally, you do let yourself get stressed out, but you snap out of it pretty quickly. How Stressed Are You?

First Christmas Joke Of The Season. (lmao Ty Rodney)
for those of you that really know me you will see at the end y i think this is tooooo funny!!!!! First Christmas joke of the Season. Three men died on Christmas Eve and were met by Saint Peter at the pearly gates. "In honor of this holy season," Saint Peter said, "you must each possess something that symbolizes Christmas to get into heaven." The first man fumbled through his pockets and pulled out a lighter. He flicked it on. It represents a candle, he said. You may pass through the pearly gates Saint Peter said. The second man reached into his pocket and pulled out a set of keys. He shook them and said, "They're bells." Saint Peter said you may pass through the pearly gates. The third man started searching desperately through his pockets and finally pulled out a pair of women's panties. St. Peter looked at the man with a raised eyebrow and asked, "And just what do those symbolize?" The man replied, "These are Carols." And So The Holiday Season Begins....

Cumm Help Me Out Guys
HEY FRIENDS, FANS AND FAMILY I JSUT FOUND OUT THAT LEAVING A COMMENT HELPS WITH THE VOTING AND VOT AS MANY TIMES AS U WANT. AND ALSO SPAMMMMMMMMMMM AWAY ..TY MWANSSSSS HERE IS THE LINK AGAIN http://www.cherrytap.com/bulletins.php?b=3850497396

What Would You Do?
A FEMME ASKED ME LAST NIGHT "WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF YA CHILD WAS AT HOME CRYIN A LONE ON THE BED ROOM FLOOR CAUSE HE'S HUNGRY AND THE ONLY WAY TO FEED HIM IS TO SLEEP WITH A MAN FOR A LITTLE BIT OF MONEY?" AND I THOUGHT OF THIS SONG! I TOLD HER THERE ARE MORE WAYS TO FEED YA CHILD THEN THAT ONE! I KNO HOW SHE FEELS NOT KNOWIN WHERE HER AND HER BABY'S NEXT MEAL IS GONNA COME FROM!!! I KNO HOW IT IS, BUT YOU SHOULD NEVER TURN TO A WORLD WHERE YOU FEEL YOU HAVE TO SLEEP WITH A MAN TO GET A LIL DOUGH! THERE IS ANOTHER WAY! I KINDA GOT TOUGH WITH HER AND TOLD HER TO GET UP ON HER FEET AND LET GO OF EVERY ACCUSE, CAUSE I KNO SHE DONT WANT HER BABY TO GO THROUGH WHAT SHE WENT THROUGH! I TOLD HER TO STOP MAKIN TIRED ACCUSES, IF A LOT OF THESE MOTHERS OUT HERE CAN DO IT, I KNO SHE CAN DO IT!!!

Trivia
--- INTERESTING TRIVIA: In the 1400's a law was set forth in England that a man was Allowed to beat his wife with a stick no thicker than his thumb. Hence we Have "the rule of thumb". ------------------------------------------------------------------------ Many years ago in Scotland , a new game was invented. It was ruled Gentlemen Only...Ladies Forbidden"...and thus the word GOLF enteredinto the English language. ------------------------------------------- The first couple to be shown in bed together on prime time TV were Fred And Wilma Flintstone. ------------------------------------------- Every day more money is printed for Monopoly than the U.S. Treasury. ------------------------------------------- Men can read smaller print than women can; women can hear better. ------------< wbr>------------------------ Coca-Cola was originally green. ------------------------------------------- It is impossible to lick your elbow. ----------

All I Want In A Man
Well this is my first blog so here goes. Why is it all the good men are either taken, married or gay? It seems that it is getting harder to find what I am looking for. I dont ask for much just a fun loving guy who is going to love me for who I am. Cause i wont change who I am for any one but myself. I want a guy who always has a smile on his face. A guy who acts his age not his dick size. Some one who I can have a mature conversation with that is not always about sex. A guy that is faithful and trust worthy that I know if I give him my heart that he wont brake it. Some one who is not scared to be himself and is independent and loves life. Who knows what he wants and is not scared to take a chance. But I guess this kind of guy only exists in my dreams and that I am asking for too much

You Think You Love Me
Maybe you just think you love me But you really don't I think you still love her You just won't admit it You don't want to face the truth and be pulled back into something that you know is the wrong choice You lie to me and say you are doing one thing When I know your hanging out with her You just don't want me to know because you know that it will hurt me and make me mad She is not right for you She will only hurt you more She won't let you do anything just like before You'll end up unhappy and come crying back to me But it will be to late because I will be happy with someone new Even though I still have feelings for you

Colllllllllllld
Its fricking cold and windy as hell! One of those nights when you need someone snuggling close to ya...think I may go soak in a hot bath to try and warm up....only thing with that is....after I get out of the bath....I'll be even colder than I am now...doh!

On Line Love..not Really Real....
I was extremely frustrated this morning, when I wrote the previous blog. I did not mean to offend any of my friends, as "he" knows who "he" is...thats why he delibretly does not come here to my page...He is in my Family..any of you who have talked to me before, or have been around me for a while, will know who Im talking about... It was really sad that I had to write that..but oh well, such is life...Ill get over it..Im a big girl...(wish I could say the same for him)I could get really nasty and say EXACTLY what I think...But Ill be good..this site seems to be his LIFE....LOL I am very disappointed...to say the least..But thats ok, and yes I meant what I said, I really wont be on here much... Its unfortunate that people will tell you things..it seems for no reason...there is no personal gain on here (except of course pleasure from someone elses pain) which I find to be very sick and twisted, not to mention immature as hell..but thats a young mind I guess...Go figure!!!! Hop

Ok What The Fuck Is Going On
FIRST I GET FLAGGED FOR STUPID SHIT NOW MY PICS ARE GETTIN BLOCKED AND BOOTED WHAT THE FUCK KIND OF BULLSHIT IS GOING ON ON THIS FUCKING SITE WHY ARE PICS OF MY DICK GETTING BOOTED YET THERE IS MORE PUSSY ON HER THAN IN A CHINEASE RESTAURANT (no offense) BUT FUCK COME I THOUGHT THIS WAS AN ADULT SITE IM FUCKIN 30

Oh By The Way I Am One Of These
TRUE AMERICAN REDNECK It is time to change from REDNECK humor to TRUE AMERICAN Humor! Only I don't see it as Humor, but the correct way to LIVE YOUR LIFE! If you feel the same, pass this on to your True American friends. Ya'll know who ya' are... You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: It never occurred to you to be offended by the phrase, "One nation, under God." You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You've never protested about seeing the 10 Commandments posted in public places. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You still say "Christmas" instead of "Winter Festival." You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You bow your head when someone prays. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You stand and place your hand over your heart when they play the National Anthem In ENGLISH. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You treat VietNam vets with great respect, and always have. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You've never burned an American flag. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You know what

The Facts Of Life.
The following is a list of facts and good points. 1)Decent men are available. 2)Decent women are available. 3)Some men want more than sex. 4)Some women only want sex. 5)He just isn't that into you. 6)You're not God's gift to women. 7)People do not lack strength; they lack will 8)Borrowing trouble from the future does not deplete the supply. 9)To find fault is easy; to do better may be difficult. 10)No one agrees with the opinions of others. He merely agrees with his own opinions expressed by somebody else. 11)Most folks cannot be bothered to correct their spelling. 12)Be sure of this: you are dreadfully like other people. 13)May I remember that mankind got along very well before my birth and in all probability will get along very well after my death. 14)A small leak will sink a great ship. 15)You are responsible for the person you are. 16)There would not be so many open mouths if there were not so many open ears. 17)Your friends probably wouldn't be your friends if t

Sos Or Biscuts And Gravy
very simple thing here but you must watch your fat content in the milk to get it just right. you will need 4 cups of milk,cube of real sweet butter, 1/2 cup flour and salt pepper but i use mrs. dash in a 1 qt. sauce pan melt your butter but do not scorch it when it begins to bubble slightly start to add your flour and gently whisk it in. add your milk now little by little increasing the speed you whisk until you are sure it is mixed well and thier are no lumps. wait for it to bubble and then drop the temp by half and whisk about every three minutes....should take at max about 15 nimutes to complete. add your seasoning and even some sausage or venison. now for the biscuts im afraid you'll have to either find your own home made recipe or get some bisquik because im not gonna giive out mine.....its been in my family for 200 yrs sorry * the less fta your milk contains the more flour you will need

It Could Happen Again
It Could Happen Again Words and Music by Collin Raye (One frozen night in nineteen fourteen, at the height of World War 1, the unthinkable happen. All along the entire western front, the British and German forces laid down their weapons in an unofficial cease-fire to celebrate Christmas Eve together. They exchange gifts, and saw each other as brothers and that peace lasted for two more days until they were ordered back to battle. In those two days though, men remembered the reason for Christmas amongst the devastation and it’s a story that should never be forgotten) Through the smoke field night silence rose from both sides across a bloody battle field it was a cold Christmas Eve in 1914 for those who were there it seemed unreal, as time was still the sprit moved the soldiers to lay down their arms raise their voice in song and pretend for a while the war was over If it could happen then it could happen again a world torn apart to join hands and heart to celebrate his birth

Day From Hell
Hell started at about midnight. I usually love December. Argument, me leaving, crying all night. I'm a stupid girl. I didn't get enough sleep. I nearly got into a car accident. I braced myself so hard for impact that I had a splitting headache for three hours. I took my car in for the stereo at 3 after not finding any of the right gifts I was looking for. They said it would take until 5 to be done. I walk around. Work calls me. Jessica is sick and the TWO keyholders I have there are refusing to stay. I can't go anywhere, Best Buy has my car. I lie and say it's being "worked on". They call and call. I lie and say I can't get there until 7 at least. Fuck. I sat on a bench and cried. I was woozy from not being able to eat all day. Some girl found me and bought me juice and talked to me for two hours while they finished my car. I come home and find out someone Puerto Rican mami -impress me, read my profile@ CherryTAP is using MY graphic of ME to thank peop

Boo Speech Codes, Hooray First Amendment!
This is a paper I wrote for my English 101 class a few weeks back. I don't have the final copy on here, just the rough draft. Honestly do not read if you are easily offended. If you send me shit because of this, I'm going to ignore it unless you honestly want to discuss my opinion with me. If you just want to yell at me for being stupid and wrong, then you can fuck yourself and go away. In the 1990's a movement came into power. We know this movement as "political correctness" which arose to challenge curriculum and teaching methods on college campuses ("Political Correctness", 1). "Political correctness" attempted to eliminate language that could be considered offensive to a minority, including women, latinos, blacks, and homosexuals. In a college setting, the pemise is that a professor's use of certain words makes a member of the minority in question uncomfortable which thus creates a setting where it becomes difficult to learn. This led to the creation of "speech codes" on college

Another Uplifting Poem
Another Uplifting Poem It was another uplifting poem, Masquerading as the meaning of life, And those who took little sips from it Felt a little better during the day Because the poem was their friend Like a get-well card or a call from That special someone with its Huggy--poo and lovey-doo Type of fuzzy nonsense, But it felt good anyway, Like you were standing in a parking lot Filled with cheery people, getting All sickly christmasy, And the huggy-poos and lovey-doos Kept ringing loud in your head and You felt that you wasted all of your Goddamned motherfucking life Just to hear some cheerful Obnoxious moron tell you sickly Sweet platitudes--hugs and kisses And sunny wishes, and babies and Puppies and kittens, and horrible verse About someone's granny And how she made it all better, While you were holding a gun to your head, Wanting to end it all, sick of all the love And the hugs and the greetings, And the Christmas spirit, and saving The whales, and

Chicks Look At This Hottie Right Here
danielp@ CherryTAP He is the best there is. He is really sweet. He is hoest 100% of the time no lie there. He is free. Shit chicks if I wasnt so close to him as friends or live so far away I would be dating him. And I'm a hottt chick and would date him. So yea you cant use the excuse you to hot for him cause there no way in hell you are. Check him out. He is looking for a chick that is 20-26 doesnt smoke. Has a great personality. Humor is a must. Someone that is honest. Means what they say. Wont say something just to make him happy. Say it cause you mean it. If you want to know more about him check him out or talk to me about him

What I Want
These are things I want...If you can't complete these you need not apply. Make sure you read the first blog first because fake fascaders do not apply. 1. I want a guy who is real and honest. Who will tell me straight up if he does or doesn't like something that is going on. That won't say I look good if he thinks I look like a tramp. 2. I want a guy who still knows what the word chilvery means. Open a door for a lady, give her your jacket when its cold hold and caress her for no reason. 3. I want a guy who will love me for me. A guy who doesn't want me to change completely who will accept me for me and not change me into something I'm not 4. I want a guy who doesn't have to have a reason to want to spend time with me. Whether its just driving around in a car or walking along the streets or just chilling on the couch watching tv. I want a guy who likes to spend time with me. 5. I want a guy who will protect me and take care of me. I mean there is a certain level to this, I can defe