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Keep Running
Keep Running A time when I was so perfect You loved everything about me We laughed at everything and absolutely nothing I didn't care to know you then I'd hoped your immediate awe for me would last forever That's all I needed You run from me I don't care where you go Just keep running I've waited all of my life for the person you pretended to be I'll continue to wait That person isn't you I haven't changed You hate everything about me Even though I've forgiven all that's been done or said You continue to attack me In that sarcastic tone that I hate You never had the ability to be straight forward You've changed Your views, your hate for the world, even your jokes They are pathetic to me Thinking you're above everyone Your worth nothing more than the dog shit stuck in the ridges of my shoes You run from me I don't care where you go Just keep running I've waited all of my life for the person you pretended to be I'll continue to wait That person

Will You Stand Proud
will you stand on the highest moutian top , the tallest building to declare your love for me. will you say it with a great shout of joy and pride or will you barely whisper it in a stadium full of ppl when a touch down has been made. Will you SHOUT THIS IS MY WOMAN. THE LOVE OF MY LIFE THE WOMAN I CHOOSE AS WIFE. or will you be slow to say this is who i love and want. will you tell everyone you know of your love for me or will you hide it away like a secret shame. as for me I WILL SHOUT IT AS LOUD AS I CAN FROM HEAVEN ABOVE FOR ALL TO HEAR THAT I LOVE YOU . YOU ARE THE HUSBAND OF MY HEART.

~~twas The Month Before Christmas~~
Twas the month before Christmas When all through our land, Not a Christian was praying Nor taking a stand. See the PC Police had taken away, The reason for Christmas - no one could say. The children were told by their schools not to sing, About Shepherds and Wise Men and Angels and things. It might hurt people's feelings, the teachers would say December 25th is just a "Holiday". Yet the shoppers were ready with cash, checks and credit Pushing folks down to the floor just to get it! CDs from Madonna, an X BOX, an I-pod Something was changing, something quite odd! Retailers promoted Ramadan and Kwanzaa In hopes to sell books by Franken & Fonda. As Targets were hanging their trees upside down At Lowe's the word Christmas - was no where to be found. At K-Mart and Staples and Penny's and Sea

Ummm Just Writing
So, I'm new to the whole Cherry Tap thing...and let me tell ya...I have alot of questions! What's the point of "cherry points" or "cherry money"? Is there a light at the end of the tunnel or is it just a popularity thing? It's a cool site...I've met some really cool people, so, I'm not complaining. Ok so, now I am going to introduce myself! My name is Nicole. I live in Houston, Texas and am a hairstylist. I love my job BUT it's not what I want to talk about when off of work. So please don't ask for hair advice! Unless you are paying me of course! I have an extremely laid back personality. I don't care for gossip, confrontation, rudeness, men with long hair, or ketchup on my hamburger! I made a list of what I do like on my profile page. I pretty much get along with anyone....I'm ALWAYS civil anyway. I tend to avoid people who complain alot though. I don't like to ruin my positive aura! Hahaha! Anyway, if you'd like to know more always feel free to contact me!

Cant Take It
well im sitting here in my room by myself and i cant help but think back to that da my dog passed away. did i do something wrong to lose him? did i do the right thing by letting him go? i miss him so much i cant bear it. i love him and want him back. all this is building up inside.im getting a bit teary eyed thinking about it. im so sad right now. i dont know what to do.

What Kind Of Eyes Do U Have
What kind of eyes do you have? (with pictures) EdenYou have eden eyes. Eden is the color of water. Your eyes symbolize your great flexibility. You are a creative person. You can think of many good ways to get your point across to people as you have very good communication abilities. When someone feels down or is hurt, you have the remarkable ability to help them and heal them. If you have too little going on in your life, you may be withdrawn and depressed, timid, manipulative, unreliable, stubborn, or suspicious. Some words to describe you: peaceful, sincere, affectionate, tranquil, intuitive, trustworthy, pure, loyal, healing, and stable. Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

More Of I Need Advice
Iam sitting here and cant sleep. Its 1:15am and I got a phone call from him. It was a short call. He asked if I was sleeping and, I told him no. He then asked if I have slept good since we ran back into eachother. I didnt respond. He then told me that he love to see me....right now!! Of course I said that was impossible. That I have the baby with me. God Iam sitting here so excitied. My girlfriend is here and said she would keep the baby while I go over there. I cant go though..I will be so nervous!! The truth is I havent slept right since we ran into each other but, I could never tell him that. The last new years we spent together we watched a live band play, it was our favorite local band. Well the band is still together and they are playing this new years down the road at the local dive...I really want to go...only if he want to go with me. Iam too scared to ask.... Now what??????

All I Want For Christmas...
All I want for christmas, is to be pain free! I dont want to hurt anymore. Its been 3wks and know body knows whats going on!! I am so tired of seeing dumbass doctors who only want to push me off to the side and act like Im not there!! I last one I seen took one look at me asked me if I was gay or used IV drugs I said no and he asks are you sure?? Am I sure!! AM I SURE!!! Hell yes. My girl is all woman, and I made sure of that the nite before! He wouldnt even look at the areas of my body that where hurting the most he just starting looking for signs of HIV!! My ankles are swollen and one is turning red. My kness are just as bad, my hips hurt, my hands, arms everything. He tells me you can take up to 3200 mgs of Ibprofin so do that and start taking 2 aspirin every 4hrs that should help with the pain and youll be fine. Im not doctor and I dont think he is either but would that make me very sick? If not kill me out right? I have ins. you think I could get treated better, but NOOOO. Im not

I Sent This To Www.godhatesfags.com.. I Hope Those Idiots Grow A Heart And Brains
To whom it may concern: I got information about your organization protesting at soldiers funerals through a site that stands up for the American soldiers. They all may not agree with the war, but we DO STAND UP for our soldiers. Those men and women fought in the past, present, and future to give US the freedom of speech. It seems to me, that protesting at the burial sites for these MEN and WOMEN who died over there is just absolutely dispectful. That is their job, to protect and serve. It is their job those chose to stand up and fight for what is free here in America. Yes, i dont agree with what is going on over there in Iraq. yes i want them home soon and safely. BUT I WOULD NEVER EVER IN MY LIFE GO PROTEST AT A FUNERAL. It is immoral, disrespectful, tactful, rude, just plain ass stupid.. how you feel if someone was protesting at your funeral cause you were a protestor. how would your family and friends feel? I am pretty sure they would highly be upset and even more hurt. Having to

~~thirty Things Never To Say To A Naked Man~~~
30 THINGS NEVER TO SAY TO A NAKED MAN 1. I've smoked fatter joints than that. 2. Ahhhh, it's cute. 3. Why don't we just cuddle? 4. You know they have surgery to fix that. 5. Make it dance. 6. Can I paint a smiley face on it? 7. Wow, and your feet are so big. 8. It's OK, we'll work around it. 9. Will it squeak if I squeeze it? 10. Oh no... a flash headache. 11. (giggle and point) 12. Can I be honest with you? 13. How sweet, you brought incense. 14. This explains your car. 15. Maybe if we water it, it'll grow. 16. Why is God punishing me? 17. At least this won't take long. 18. I never saw one like that before. 19. But it still works, right? 20. It looks so unused. 21. Maybe it looks better in natural light. 22. Why don't we skip right to the cigarettes? 23. Are you cold? 24. If you get me real drunk first. 25. Is that an optical illusion? 26. What is that? 27. It's a good thing you have so many other talents. 28. Does it co

Words To Live By
a monologue playing with common sayings that we have all heard before HAVE YOU EVER FEALT LIKE THERE WAS NO WHERE TO GO? LIKE EVERYTHING YOU SAID FELL ON DEAF EARS? YOU ARE NOT ALONE HAVE YOU EVER LOOKED INTO A WINDOW AND WISHED FOR MORE? EVER SEE A HAPPY COUPLE AND WONDER WHAT IT WOULD BE LIKE TO BE IN THEIR SHOES? THEY'VE FELT IT TOO HAVE YOU EVER CRIED FOR NO REASON? OR LOVED SOMEONE SO DEEPLY IT HURT? YES, OTHERS HAVE AS WELL HAVE YOU EVER STARED INTO A MIRROR FOR HOURS TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHO YOU REALLY ARE? OR LOOKED SO DEEPLY INTO SOMEONES EYES THAT YOU FELT AS IF YOU WERE DROWNING? ITS HAPPENED TO US ALL HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN LOVE? OR HATED SOMEONE OR SOMETHING SO MUCH YOU FELT SICK? AT ONE POINT, EVERYONE HAS HAVE YOU EVER READ THE SAME BOOK 13 TIMES AND STILL CRY AT THE SAME PART? OR YELL AT THE TELEVISOIN WHEN THE REF MAKED A TERRIBLR CALL? YOU HAVE? ITS NORMAL IN MY 24 YEARS OF LIFE, WHICH, IF YOU CONSIDER IT IS NOT REALLY THAT LONG,

What Kind Of Eyes Do You Have?
What kind of eyes do you have? (with pictures) EdenYou have eden eyes. Eden is the color of water. Your eyes symbolize your great flexibility. You are a creative person. You can think of many good ways to get your point across to people as you have very good communication abilities. When someone feels down or is hurt, you have the remarkable ability to help them and heal them. If you have too little going on in your life, you may be withdrawn and depressed, timid, manipulative, unreliable, stubborn, or suspicious. Some words to describe you: peaceful, sincere, affectionate, tranquil, intuitive, trustworthy, pure, loyal, healing, and stable. Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

Interesting
You scored as A Slave To BDSM. Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun.A Slave To BDSM90%Sex God70%A Romantic60%Virgin30%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

Dedication
Once In a lifetime The kind of friend who you know no matter what you do will always be behind you supporting you & your decisions A friend who accepts you and doesnt even know your name A friend who even after the things they learn about you they may not like, doesnt judge you the person who after you share your deepest most inner thoughts with, asks you if theres more you need to say Once in a lifetime you find a friend who after youve finished up a conversation for the night, you realize you have this illuminating smile on your face that wasn't there before once in a lifetime you can meet a person and feel like you've known them all your life Once in a lifetime You find a friend who not only touchs your heart..................................................... but also touches your soul So you may be wondering whats miss behavin up to now! well here i tell you! i have met many many great people on this site without a doubt! but one person ive met has touch

Lost Love
To brokenhearted women, please heed these words I say, the pain you think eternal will come to rest one day. Your destiny has whispered he wasn't the one for you, true love would never allow the pain he's put you through. A soul mate will always protect you, he won't hurt you in any way, and the bond that forms between you will grow stronger every day. Don't shed your tears in silence, there was nothing you could do, God gave you the strength of a woman, and your faith to carry you through. Time is so short and precious, so make every moment last, live today, tomorrow, don't dwell upon the past. The one who left you broken will come to rue the day, and the pain you thought eternal will slowly fade away. Maybe It's Over My Dream Man!!!

Yeah I Knew That Was Coming
You scored as Rogue. Rogue is a strong but tragic personality. She loves Gambit. Because of her mutant powers, she cannot touch anyone without hurting them. Therefore, she longs for human contact. However, this southern gal's strong personality has allowed her to deal with this. Powers: Absorbs lifeforce and powers by touch, Super strength, and flightRogue90%Jean Grey90%Emma Frost70%Wolverine70%Nightcrawler60%Storm60%Colossus60%Beast55%Iceman50%Cyclops40%Gambit

Lookin' For A-lickin'
Since I'm 100% hetero, this is aimed solely at the ladies, primarily on the Westside (The closer, the better) but I'm (Finally) actively seeking mature, articulate &, most importantly, Tasty, women. Ones who are also actively seeking mature partners for interesting & discreet, mutually satisfying good times. I don't do strangers & I'm d&d free & consider myself completely uninhibited & willing to go where no one (like me) has gone before so hit me up & let's kick it, we can always work on the actual 'fit' later, if we're Both comfortable with each others wants & needs! Think about it & lemme know whatcha think cuz Your opinion Does matter!

Purple
You scored as Purple. Your heart is purple. You're crazy and I love you for it! You like things just because they're so weird and random. Some people may call you a freak, but hey you're happy that way.. Stay you, you crazy mother fucker. Be proud.Purple89%Blue86%Red71%Yellow57%Green54%White50%Black46%Pink46%Orange43%~What colour is your heart?~created with QuizFarm.com

Afraid Of Getting Hurt
Sometimes when we fear of getting hurt We put ourselves in a protective armor We built a wall around our heart We try and fight hard not to let anyone walk all over us We keep ourselves in our own little world Sometimes when we get HURT its hard to bounce back The words from the mouth can make us loose our track When a person says the wrong thing it slowly glides in It breaks us down piece by piece and it feels so bad on the inside What we feel like saying we hide We vent and cry it out We feel like we want to shout Afraid of getting hurt we just locked ourselves down Not letting anyone push his or her way on in It’s hard when we put our trust in a person’s hand They turn around and betray us It’s not a good feeling is it? For a person to turn his or her back When we needed them the most They ran the other way Afraid of getting hurt I know I am what about you?

Sex Application
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s) ? 4. Do you think i'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 19. Anal yes/no? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? Leave your answers in my comment box please would like to see your answers

I Never Knew That...
In the 1400's a law was set forth in England that a man was allowed to beat his wife with a stick no thicker than his thumb. Hence we have "the rule of thumb" Many years ago in Scotland , a new game was invented. It was ruled "Gentlemen Only...Ladies Forbidden"...and thus the word GOLF entered into the English language. The first couple to be shown in bed together on prime time TV were Fred and Wilma Flintstone. Every day more money is printed for Monopoly than the U.S.Treasury. Men can read smaller print than women can; women can hear better. Coca-Cola was originally green. It is impossible to lick your elbow. The State with the highest percentage of people who walk to work: Alaska The percentage of Africa that is wilderness: 28% (now get this...) The percentage of North America that is wilderness: 38% The cost of raising a medium-size dog to the age of eleven: $6,400 The average number of people airborne over the U.S. in

Go Me
You scored as Tongue Piercing. You're a naughty person aren't you? Being with you is probably lots and lots of fun. You're probably totally pimpin' too. Good for you, good for you.Tongue Piercing90%Earlobe Piercing90%Dirty Piercings90%Belly Button Piercing80%Labret Piercing70%Cartilage Piercing50%Nose Piercing50%Nipples50%Lip Piercing50%What Piercing Are You?created with QuizFarm.com

**u Think U Know But U Have No Idea**
I've been making adjustments 2my profile, here and there, over the past cpl days. Most of u won't/don't give a damn bout any of this & that's just fine with me. I've spent so much.. TOO much.. time obsessing over other ppl's opinion of me. I am not a bad person. I have the biggest heart & its bursting with love 2give! I'm not necessarily speaking of romantic love..... But I've tried so hard 4so long 2hide as much of the darkness.. the sadness and anger that eats me up inside. I've tried 2keep smiling thru the tears I choke back and now I'm drowning in them. I am not perfect. Heaven knows I have my flaws & I am my own worst judge/critic. I hate leaning on the ppl around me cuz I feel so gawd damned petty when I do. I have had friends that battled cancer or were w/o a home, for example.. How can I cry bout my trivial day 2 day 2 some1 who REALLY suffers??? It does force me 2count my blessings but still, my pain is PAIN & I am suffocating in it. So..... Back 2the topic of my profi

What Flower Am I?
Which Flower are You? You are a Lily:You are graceful, gentle, calm, and pure and perhaps a little shy (though your shyness is part of your charm). You are a very honorable person who always wants to do the right thing. Your calm attitude has a soothing effect on others.Symbolism: The lily has long been used as a symbol of majesty, honor, chastity, and purity of heart.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code Here's what it says incase you can't read it like me. You are a Lily: You are graceful, gentle, calm, and pure and perhaps a little shy (though your shyness is part of your charm). You are a very honorable person who always wants to do the right thing. Your calm attitude has a soothing effect on others.Symbolism: The lily has long been used as a symbol of majesty, honor, chastity, and purity of heart.

History Lesson
Have a history teacher explain this----- if they can. Abraham Lincoln was elected to Congress in 1846. John F. Kennedy was elected to Congress in 1946. Abraham Lincoln was elected President in 1860. John F. Kennedy was elected President in 1960. Both were particularly concerned with civil rights. Both wives lost their children while living in the White House. Both Presidents were shot on a Friday. Both Presidents were shot in the head. Now it gets really weird. Lincoln's secretary was named Kennedy. Kennedy's Secretary was named Lincoln. Both were assassinated by Southerners. Both were succeeded by Southerners named Johnson. Andrew Johnson, who succeeded Lincoln, was born in 1808. Lyndon Johnson, who succeeded Kennedy, was born in 1908. John Wilkes Booth, who assassinated Lincoln, was born in 1839. Lee Harvey Oswald, who assassinated Kennedy, was born in 1939. Both assassins were known by their three names. Both names are composed of fifteen lette

This Weeks Quotes
"A true friend applauds your strengths,understnds your weaknesses and appreciates the combination that is you" ~ Unknown ~ "It is good to have an end to journey torwards;but it is the journey that matters in the end" ~ Ursala K Le Guin ~ "We never know how high we are till we are called to rise." ~ Emily Dickinson ~ "The real voyage of discovery consists not in seeking new landscapes,but in having new eyes" ~ Marcel Proust ~ "Bless not only road but the bumps on the road.For they are all part of the higher journey" ~Julia Cameron ~ "Dreams are Illustrations from the book your soul is writing about you." ~ Marsha Norman ~

Friends
To anyone who is a close friend to me know that i have your back. when no one understands and the worlds too crazy dont worry cause punkula is here. anyone messes with you ill kick there ass. cause one thing i cant stand is to see my friends hurt. so everyone who is my friend just know that punkula is here. peace out. keep rockin and let the goodtimes roll.

A Tribute
This is a tribute to the most wonderful woman on Gods green earth. Her name is Hannah and she is the most precious angel God has ever created. Hannah is not only wonderful in every sense of the word but she is the most beautiful woman that my eyes have ever seen. God definately spent a little more time oh Hannah because she turned out perfect. This angel from Ohio is loyal to her friends and shes also a loyal buckeye football supporter too. Me being from NC finds a bit of fault there but I can live with it lol. Hannah is the very best there is out there. She is like no other and no other even comes close to her. I just wanted to pay tribute to the most wonderful human bein on the face of the earth. I love you Hannah! Youre The BEST!

Untitled
THERE ARE MANY THINGS IN LIFE THAT CAN NOT BE EXPLAINED IN MERE WORDS. THINGS LIKE ENVY, TRUTH, LOVE AND HATE. IN THE EYES OF A LOVE STRUCK GIRL YOU CAN SEE HER SOUL BEGGING TO BE SHARED WITH THE PNE SHE ADMORES. BEING IN LOVE IS LIKE FLYING. FEELING THE WIND IN YOUR HAIR, HAVING THE FREEDOM TO GET CAUGHT ON AN UPDRAFT AND SETTLE ON A CLOUD. LIKE FALLING, THE RUSH OF ADRENALINE THAT LOVE FORCES THROUGH YOUR VEINS IS SATISFYING, HEART POUNDING AND ALMOST UNBEARABLE. YOU GET SHIVERS, YOUR FACE FLUSHES AND YOU GET BUTTERFLIES IN YOUR STOMACH EVERY TIME YOU THINK OF THE ONE YOU LOVE AND IT BRINGS A SUBTLE SMILE OF JOY AND EXCITEMENT TO YOUR LIPS. ALWAYS LOOKING FORWARD TO THE NEXT CHANCE MEETING, THE NEXT KISS, THE NEXT HOT SILENCE AFTER AN ENCOUNTER. LONGING TO BE IN EACHOTHERS EYES, FOREVER DROWNING, FEELING THE WARM BREATH ON YOUR NECK FOR ALL ETERNITY. SOFT KISSES IN THE MORNING MAKE YOU WANT TO STAY IN BED FOREVER, SWEET WORDS IN YOUR EAR MAKE YOU PRAY EACH DAY TO NEVER GO DEAF AND CA

Missing Someone Special
Do u ever wonder where someone who u really care about are? Well that is the case with this particular person..I sometimes wonder how is he? What is he doing? Is he well? I do not like to lose track of my friends, and always wanna keep in touch with them. All we can do is say a prayer for that person and hope he(or she) will either call you or write yah and let u know that everything is ok...I hope and pray this special friend of mine will do the same..

What You Can Find When Your Not Looking
Ok I wake up one Sunday morning about 7am my time to do my show not thinking anything of it. Start my show out with my usual sawdust in the blood by Rob Zombie just something to play to start the show. I play a couple of songs and ppl start trinkling in. One person in particular that i had never met before really comes in. Never forget the name she came in as Dark Angel. She heard my voice and that was all that she wrote for her she was drooling and melting lol. After my show we started talking and my heart started racing the more we talked. OMG I never felt like this before. Here I was looking for nothing more than a friend with benefits but I found something I have never felt. My heart is still pounding and all i thing about in the mornings is getting on here to talk to sassyone(as she is now called) and the last thing i want to do when i go to bed is talk to her. Wow these feeling are something i cant ever remember feeling. Today she called after her kids went to school and we talke

Seminole Tribe Of Fla. Buying Hard Rock
Thursday December 7, 9:23 pm ET By Adrian Sainz, Associated Press Writer Seminole Tribe Buying Hard Rock Cafe Business for $965 Million MIAMI (AP) -- The Seminole Tribe of Florida said Thursday it was buying the famed Hard Rock business, including its casinos, restaurants, hotels and huge collection of rock 'n' roll memorabilia, in a groundbreaking $965 million deal with a British company. ADVERTISEMENT The deal with London-based Rank Group PLC is believed to be an American Indian tribe's first purchase of a major international corporation of its size, the Seminoles said. It includes 124 Hard Rock Cafes, four Hard Rock Hotels, two Hard Rock Casino Hotels, two Hard Rock Live! concert venues and stakes in three unbranded hotels. The Seminoles were the first U.S. tribe to get into the gambling business in 1979. More recently, they had partnered with Hard Rock in successful hotel, gambling and entertainment complexes in Tampa and Hollywood in tourist-friendly Florida.

About Last Night
I am so sorry, why cant you see , what your doing to me . You keep on saying that all we are is Friends and nothing more. but all i see is your beaty, i see your smile i feel your pain . I am your frined yes but i also love you ,,please girl

Sexy Is At 40..please Cum Vote For Me
HEY ALL MY SEXY FRIENDS,HELP ME OUT AND GO VOTE FOR ME, U CAN ONLY RATE MY PIC ONCE BUT LEAVE AS MANY COMMENTS AS U WANT, AND PASS MY LINK TO YOUR FRIENDS TYA ND MWAHSSSSShttp://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=93659&i=1412800960httpSSSSSSSSSSSSS

Holla!
wassup just thought i'll post this to all my peeps, if you would like to conyact me you leave me a voicemail mes at 509-368-7176 would like to hear ya voices we talk but i hear no sound! i would luv to hear you ladies or should i say women voices hit me up! much luv yah!

Cool
What Kind of Angel are you? ANGEL OF NIGHTMARESYou can control dreams of mortal...you feed from the power of dreams, you're not evil..you just are lonelyTake this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code lol ANGEL OF NIGHTMARES You can control dreams of mortal...you feed from the power of dreams, you're not evil..you just are lonely.

12.7-8.06
-Happy birthday dearest Tammy, she isn't reading this, but I love her and she's been one of the most amazing people in my life. -I had a important chat with a now friend about getting clarification on how to proceed to how I want things with the person I want to spend my future with. I'm currently taking her advice, and meditating, trying to channel the negative energy away from me and turn this around in a respectable way. Basically, I'm deciding to take the high road (the road I'm most familiar with) and try to build a clean slate with someone who may not like me like I've suspected. Regardless, I must this to get beyond the wall w/ the person I do care about, and I'm doing this on the operation that I care about her. If this other person isn't for real, stuff like that can't stay hidden. I'm just going to open up the door in a way I didn't think I was able and see if karma will reward me. I'm adopting a new mantra in the meantime..."not much longer." I'm eager for my r

Ok Then
Your Personality Is Like Marijuana You're laid back and easy going, so much so that taking a shower is often too much trouble for you! Nevertheless, you're quite popular, and many people enjoy your company. You're rarely turned down. You're prone to giggle fits, paranoia, and forgetting where you are exactly. What Drug Is Your Personality Like?

Fyi: Condoms (seriously Not Everyone Knows This Suff)
It can be difficult to talk about using condoms to your love ones, or teenage children. But ppl shouldn't let embarrassment become a health risk. The person you are thinking about having sex with may not agree at first when you say that you want to use a condom when you have sex. But if you are not going to commit to some one, These are some comments that might be made and some answers that you could try... EXCUSE / ANSWER Don't you trust me? Trust isn't the point, people can have infections without realizing it. It does not feel as good with a condom. I'll feel more relaxed, If I am more relaxed, I can make it feel better for you. I don't stay hard when I put on a condom. I'll help you put it on, that will help you keep it hard. It just isn't as sensitive and I can't feel a thing when I wear a condom. Maybe that way you'll last even longer and that will make up for it. I don't have a condom with me. I do. Putting it on interrupts everything. Not if I he

I Don't Wanna Be Me
im going to attempt to sleep soon, i have to be up early and it seems i havent been getting a whole lot of sleep lately. today was kinda meh, ok i s'pose. i felt somewhat exhausted half the day, dustin was commenting on how i seemed like a zombie tho i didnt think i was that bad n saying how thatd seem bad when i have a review, but i dont act like a zombie with customers, they had me checking in grocery and running till for 8 hrs straight what do you expect? i didnt move around at all i stood in the same hour the whole time, thats enough to melt anyone's brain staring at a piece of paper and dealing with ppl for 8 hrs with out being able to sit. and i don't do great with morning's the manager is aware that my mind wont wake up before 4 pm. ive told her ill do what ever she needs me to do, ill work whenever but i cant help if my brain feels mooshy all i can day is work around it the way i have done all my life. i may be losing my midnights too because the manager's son is now workin

Kisses
Hold me tightly Kiss me deeply Make me yearn For you completely Sit beside me Arms surround me Let me know You want and need me Be my all for one and one for us Be my love tonight and on till when our journey’s done at setting sun Hold me tightly Kiss me deeply Just let me know You want and need me Touch me tenderly Kiss me deeply Melt with me and Rise to soar Spirits mingling Senses tingling Come to me to leave no more Hold me tightly Kiss me deeply Just let me know You want and need me Make me yearn for you completely

Hun.. Think About What You Say Before You Say It... :'(
so.i just read my boy dericks blog on myspace and I'm really sad about it.. like on halloween.. him and a friend vandalized the town they live in which is 30 mins from where i live.. and he got ratted out so he is looking forward to 3 months to 2 years.. but in his blog he said that he wished he never left texas to come here.. and that got me upset and crying because he didn't take into consideration that if he didn't leave texas to come here then he would of never met me and we wouldn't be together.. i know i'm a fucking cry baby as so my brother says.. but it just got me really upset and my mood went from REALLY fucking happy to REALLY fucking depressed.. gosh.... peace people much love! Alex Carter~

12.08.06
Accept the Sickness there is a cold tonight that settles in an aching breaking heart an unwanted knowledge that peace will never last and love can not stay true weary, wounded by neglect and poor choices will slide the regretted acceptance back to where it was at first touch so returns the greatest enemy of confidence and faith returns the knowledge that there should be no more last chances and alone is a permanent state of being so cliche that it nauseates be alone or be dead Impossible Questions where is the end of this diminuendo? when the heart stops racing for the moment that won't arrive the sickness of the soul is accepted or expunged where is the end of the attempts the wasting away over the impossible the acceptance of defeat by too stubborn a will who wins in the end when the cynical were right?

My Night Just Keeps Getting Worse!!
Well, I just found out that this girl I use to work with somehow found my site online, and has already told people I use to work with all about it. My mom works there too, and told me if I ever did this again, I'm gonna be kicked out. (I went my apt. from my parents) So now, I'm gonna be homeless, broke, and just all around fucked. I know it is risky having a website, but it kills me that this all had to happen right around the holidays. I'm just going to say it again, I hate to beg, but right now I'm in desperate need of money, I just got hired at a new job today but don't start working for at least two weeks or so, the restaurant hasn't opened yet. If anyone can help me, I would so appreciate it, you have no idea. I'm desperate. Please help if you can.

Really Random But Ever Heard Of Chastity Belts...
ok, so i have always been interested for a long time in chastity belts i know odd any one else on here thought of using them or playing with them, lol, i know i cant be the only one.... i hope post your thoughts and i will chime in!!

Question
I was thinking about this..... I think i need more female friends because if you look at the bulletins its always the woman who read them and repost them. I only post bulletins if I think its funny or cute or serious that i have something to say... I have only been in 2 contests and everytime I am in one nobody hardly reads my bulletins...i read the guys and the girls... and if one of the friends on my frineds list needs help i try to do it... Okay im done bitching but if your going to diable your bulletins tell me...so then i won't expect you to read them becasue i have been getting so disappointed lately and I can not handle much more disappointment in my life...

How Not To Take A Camera Phone Pic
Decided to try out the 2.0 megapixel cam on the new phone but it didnt turn out so well. For about an hour sat and tried to figure out why it was taking such bad pics. lol guess you have to be smarter than the camera and put the lense cover all the way open. Doh! *giggle* Playing on cam live right now if you want to stop by and say Hi.

One I Wrote A Few Years Ago
For Joy And Holiday Cheer It is the season for joy and holiday cheer Too bad we don't make it last through the year to hold everyday as a gift to be shared to act out of a desire to just show we cared to hold our fellows in high esteem is it too much of an unreachable dream if we all did a just deed everyday perhaps the feeling would not go away it could live on in hearts and carry us through we might find the joy of living each day anew to go through it all with a feeling of peace maybe then it would grow and hostilities cease this could grow into a world wide thing and just maybe the event could take out the sting of all the past hatred and all of the wrongs we could live in the miracle and reflect in the songs this season of joy and holiday cheer was truly meant to last through the year By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Rap Battle
me vs tyanna me: pop ty: romp me: tomp ty: ummm dont know any more i win me vs jef jeff: train me: rain jeff: frain me: ummm cain jeff: raghn me: not a word i win sorry i was bord. :( i dont know any better

New Fun Positions
I'm looking for new sex positions for being eaten out or being fingered. What are your favorite positions, I'd LOVE to see any pics or hear any descriptions. I've had one wonderful friend describe some very nice positions already today...and I can't wait to see some pics of them :) Thanks everyone!

Best Blog Ever! (ripped)
http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=128625 Attention Inland Empire Residents who i don't know but add me anyways. A warning. After quitting a rather horrendous and soul sucking job in Los Angeles (aka the death trap) I find myself on the brink of working in Riverside where my parents live and where I was, for the most part, raised. Now while my old job along with the traffic I endured getting there made me pretty much want to shoot myself in the face, I noticed when I switched my zip code to Los Angeles, the intellectual quality (and I wont deny it, physical attractiveness) of the people writing me here on the ever-wonderful world of myspace increased DRAMATCIALLY. Exponentially even. However, I now find it dishonest to have my zip code listed as anything other than a Riverside one, because its where I work and its technically where I live. However, any time I have listed a Riverside zip code, I have found myself barraged by messa

The Letter
This is the letter that the boy wrote to her girlfriend following after her crying. Dear (Her Name), I’m sorry that I made you cry today. The truth is that I never got to tell you completely what I was going to say for each question you asked me. I didn’t want to give you a hard time. As days go by each of those questions were the same questions I wanted to ask you. Although something tells me you would have all said “yes” To every question asked. Have I ever thought about you enough every night? No because I never thought anybody else besides you because you were my one and only. No one else. Did I always love hanging out with you? No because I’d prefer to stay with you as much as I can. If I could then I would enjoy every minute of it thinking it would last forever. In forever and a day there’ll always be a “you” on my side along with that time stopping every time we kiss and love to each other. Who else do you think besides me? I don’t know anyone in this w

I Need Some Advice
Ok thats right I need some advice. The strangest thing happened to me a few weeks ago. I work nights at a resturant. I live in a very small town, if you blink going through it you will miss it. Anyhow, I was at work a few weeks ago when, I was waiting on a man sitting by himself. I went over and took his order and he said to me is that you Nickole? To my suprise it was my old boyfriend from awhile back. Our break-up was a very hard thing for me. I had never been in love before till the night he asked to marry him, we never did get married. We ended up talking and I gave him my phone number. We have been talking alot on the phone. Well it turns out he has a child the same age as my daughter and, asked if we could set up a play date...all the while Iam thinking is that I would love a play date with him. Ok here is my question is this normal? All those old memories and feelings are rising up in me like a volcano. Iam so afraid to be alone with him, afraid of letting that volcano explode.

Let's Role Play
I found this very interesting bulletin a couple days ago that I decided to turn it into a role-play. Hope you all enjoy it. One day a girl asked her boyfriend some questions. She asks them impulsively that the boy couldn’t answer her completely. She starts asking him. Do you think about me every night? Nope. Do you always love hanging out with me? Nope. Who else do you think besides me? I don’t know. Do you ever enjoy talking with me on the phone? Nope. Would you ever be able to see me from a distance? Nope. Even if I was calling at your name? Nope. Are our kisses even worth more than anything? Nope. Shocked to hear everything bad news to her the girl ran away crying. The boy sighs deeply as he went empty-handed of the day with her feeling down from the girl. As soon as he gets home, he grabs a piece of paper and something to write and started writing.

My Blogz
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Are you a virgin? HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talk shit about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)? 17.Do you think I'm hot? 18. If you could change anything about me -would you? 19. Have you ever thought I liked you? 20.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? 21. what do you rate me outta 1-10? 22. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

If (to All My Special Women Out There)(you Know Who You Are)
IF A PICTURE PAINTS A THOUSAND WORDS THEN WHY CANT I PAINT YOU THE WORDS WILL NEVER SHOW THE YOU I'VE COME TO KNOW IF A FACE COULD LAUNCH A THOUSAND SHIPS THEN WHERE AM I TO GO THERE'S NOONE HOME BUT YOU YOU'RE ALL IT'S LEFT ME TO AND WHEN MY LOVE FOR LIFE IS RUNNING DRY YOU COME AND POUR YOURSELF ON ME IF A MAN COULD BE TWO PLACES AT ONE TIME I'D BE WITH YOU TOMORROW AND TODAY BESIDE YOU ALL THE WAY IF THE WORLD SHOULD STOP REVOLVING SPINNING SLOWLY DOWN TO DIE I'D SPEND THE END WITH YOU AND WHEN THE WORLD WAS THROUGH THEN ONE BY ONE THE STARS WOULD ALL GO OUT THEN YOU AND I WOULD SIMPLY FLY AWAY

My Response To The 3rs Mumm
I think it's a break down on everyone's part. People pointing fingers at the parents. Parents pointing fingers at the system. The system saying, "We don't have the money for education but we do have the money to bring Capitalism to the Middle East!" Sorry, I have to point the finger at the media too. We all allow ourselves to do cut rate work. Look at how we all have started to reduce words even in our comments here. We start sentences with lower case letters. We excuse letters missing in words. We use alpha and numeric in words and in sentences. We aren't talking about an administration; we are talking about butchering the entire english language. The sad thing is; we have all learned to adapt to this new system of garbage talk and type. We have actually allowed ourselves to become lesser than instead of setting the bar higher. We ALL expect our children to do better than we did. We put a lot of pressure on them to do better and get frustrated when they get o

Hi Its Me!
Just to let you know Im here and havin fun! Feel free to stop by and drop a line..... A stranger stopped by today just to say hi. I felt a warmth in my heart that could not be explained. A new life that I would love to know how to make them smile. I listened to all they had to say and reached out to find a friend.How are you? I hope that the stranger is you and you continue to stop by to say hello again! Drop by and feel free to let me know if there is any way I can help you feel the same as I do about a new friendship. With love and friendship... xoxo Kate

Sexy Pics And Comments!
I love the fact that alot of you here put these sex ass pics in your profile and even make them private, but still allow people to view them. THEN, when someone like myself comes in and rates them first(usually before I even view them), then makes a comment about them (usually not a very clean comment neither), and some of you get upset at the comment left for you. I have even been blocked from some fo the people I have viewed becuase I said how sexy or hott their pic was! SO WHY THE HELL ARE THEY THERE FOR ME TO VIEW THEM????!!!!! I don't understand this! Someone please help me out here!!

The Wiccan Rede
Bide within the Law you must, in perfect Love and perfect Trust. Live you must and let to live, fairly take and fairly give. For tread the Circle thrice about to keep unwelcome spirits out. To bind the spell well every time, let the spell be said in rhyme. Light of eye and soft of touch, speak you little, listen much. Honor the Old Ones in deed and name, let love and light be our guides again. Deosil go by the waxing moon, chanting out the joyful tune. Widdershins go when the moon doth wane, and the werewolf howls by the dread wolfsbane. When the Lady's moon is new, kiss the hand to Her times two. When the moon rides at Her peak then your heart's desire seek. Heed the North winds mighty gale, lock the door and trim the sail. When the Wind blows from the East, expect the new and set the feast. When the wind comes from the South, love will kiss you on the mouth. When the wind whispers from the West, all hearts will find peace and rest. Nine woods in t

Gunna Vote Or What?
Hey! Fifty odd friends and only 10 votes? Where's the love? Seriously, if I don't win it's no big thing, but I'd like to at least make a showing and see some love from those I call friends. So am I a classy cherry? Let me know. Go to the link below, check the CLASSY CHERRY photo album and rate me. You don't even have to give me a 10, just the rating alone is a vote. I chose my friends for a reason, don't let me be wrong :) TaintedJasper@ CherryTAP

Tequila Christmas Cake
Tequila Christmas Cake > > 1-cup water > 1-tsp. baking soda > 1-cup sugar > 1-tsp. salt > 1-cup of brown sugar > Lemon juice > 4 large eggs > Nuts > 1 bottle tequila > 2-cups dried fruit > > Sample the tequila to check quality. (I already sampled it...several >times to check the quality and it is gooood) > > Take a large bowl, check the tequila again. To be sure it is of the >highest quality, pour one level cup and drink. (I'm pretty sure it's high quality) > > Repeat. (Yes, it IS high quality!) > > Turn on the electric mixer. > > Beat one cup of butter in a large fluffy bowl. > > Add one teaspoon of sugar. Beat again. > > At this point its best to make sure the tequila is still OK. Try >another cup...just in case. (Yes it's, uh, what was I checking for?) > jade: Turn off the mixerer thingy. > > Break 2 leggs and add to the bowl and chuck in the cup of dried fruit. > > Pick the frigging fruit up off the floor. > > Mix on the turner. > > If the

That Time Again
yay!! its that time of the year again... where i drown myself in christmas music.. i wish it was christmas all of the time...that way i wouldnt feel like an idiot rocking out to christmas tunes in july...lol..

Crashin Party!
SO we're having a crashing party!!!! Get your asses in the CellBlock and help us CRASH THE SERVER! http://cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=3927# Listen to DJ Parole while it's up and running lol She's got some awesome fuckin tunes!!!

Lyrics To Nymphetamine By Cradle Of Filth
Nymphetamine Lead to the river Midsummer, I waved A 'V' of black swans On with hope to the grave All through Red September With skies fire-paved I begged you appear Like a thorn for the holy ones Cold was my soul Untold was the pain I faced when you left me A rose in the rain So I swore to thy razor That never, enchained Would your dark nails of faith Be pushed through my veins again Bared on your tomb I am a prayer for your loneliness And would you ever soon Come above unto me? For once upon a time From the binds of your lowliness I could always find The right slot for your sacred key Six feet deep is the incision In my heart, that barless prison Discolours all with tunnel vision Sunsetter Nymphetamine Sick and weak from my condition This lust, a vampyric addiction To her alone in full submission None better Nymphetamine Nymphetamine, nymphetamine Nymphetamine girl Nymphetamine, nymphetamine My nymphetamine girl Wracked with your

Dear Abby
LETTERS DEAR ABBY ADMITTED SHE WAS AT A LOSS TO ANSWER Dear Abby, A couple of women moved in across the hall from me. One is a middle-aged gym teacher and the other is a social worker in her mid twenties. These two women go everywhere together and I've never seen a man go into or leave their apartment. Do you think they could be Lebanese? Dear Abby, What can I do about all the Sex, Nudity, Foul Language and Violence On my VCR? Dear Abby, I have a man I can't trust. He cheats so much, I'm not even sure the baby I'm carrying is his. Dear Abby, I am a twenty-three year old liberated woman who has been on the pill for two years. It's getting expensive and I think my boy friend should share half the cost, but I don't know him well enough to discuss money with him. Dear Abby, I've suspected that my husband has been fooling around, and when confronted with the evidence, he denied everything and said it would never happen again. Dear Abby, Our son writes t

My 1st Contest......please Join It...i Have 13 More Spots Available
hey everyone~! im gonna hold a contest~! its gonna be the cutest hairstyle contest!! it will start as soon as i get 20 entries!! send me a message in my inbox with a link to the pic you would like to use...or just let me know you wanna join. message Krazii K aka Cassandra Lynn for this contest Miss Cassandra Lynn......aka Dj Krazii K....aka Khaki Limbo@ CherryTAP

Indescribable
I have this feeling inside of me This feeling is starting to take over and become me I try to sit and resist, to do nothing but fight It seems that when you come around, it wants to take flight I sit there with a smile on my face While the rage starts its frantic pace I start to fight the feeling of the Rage Almost like reading a book, and not wanting to turn the page This feeling engulfs me as if it was going to take over but fighting the feeling now is like finding a 4 leaf clover I just want to look at the ones that make this come out I want to tear them apart, or at least just shout Instead, I sit there with a smile and say nothing wrong, I'm fine When in all reality, I sit there on the inside, knowing Im dyin In the end, its all the same, no matter I just bury it deep inside, although sometime I can feel my soul shatter One day, the rage will take over me and win That is the day, the people that brought out that sin Will see w

Woohoo I Love Being 40 Nd In The Ilf Contest..good For The Ego..
PLEASE CUM VOTE FOR ME I LOVE U ALL AND REMEMBER TO VOTE AS OFTEN AS U LIKE BY LEAVING A COMMENT PLEASE PASS MY LINK http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=93659&i=1412800960http

Onions And Christmas Trees!!
A family is at the dinner table. The son asks his father, "Dad, how many kinds of boobs are there? The father, surprised, answers, "Well, son, there are three kinds of breasts. In her 20s, a woman's breasts are like melons, round and firm. In her 30s to 40s, they are like pears, still nice but hanging a bit. After 50, they are like onions". "Onions?" The Boy asks. "Yes, you see them and they make you cry." This infuriated his wife and daughter so the daughter said, "Mum, how many kinds of 'willies' are there?" The mother, surprised, smiles and answers, "Well dear, a man goes through three phases. In his 20s, his willy is like an oak tree, mighty and hard. In his 30s and 40s, it is like a birch, flexible but reliable. After his 50s, it is like a Christmas tree". "A Christmas tree?" The Girl asks "Yes, dead from the root up and the balls are just for decoration."

Deleation
Not for those friends who do keep in touch with me but for all thows who choose to Ignore me I'm not a point whore so I will be deleating those who so not like to at least day hi to me to all my friends Merry Christmas I'll see you later tonight

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If anyone is really feeling the need to help someone out this Christmas, I could use any donations lol I'm trying to afford my classes for next semester and right now I can't afford my books, and one class :[ If anyone wants to help out a broke college student, PLEASE, think of me. thanks! xox Vikki

My Night... Would Say My Life.. But Looking For A More Fun One... =) Lol
Lol- every day so many people ask me if I am real. Guess that makes me wonder what exactly is real? I mean how many people in everyday life do you know that are fake, because they hide who they really are? Ok enough with the deep thoughts. Went to the Morehead game tonight (go eagles!) They beat Austin Peay (?) No sure of the spelling. Got a free t-shirt tonight, its blue and has a M in the middle of a superman looking thing, with a eagle head on a superman body on the back . Lol- Saturday night I can get a free foam finger… glad to see what my tuition gets me. Tomorrow I have two tests!! Great. 8am. So 9 hours give or take. Yuck. Btw if I was real I would not be bitching about homework. Trust me. I would be telling you how great things are. Really would like to do something fun this weekend. Monday I have THREE finals. Oh the humanity!! But then I am done. (clouds part, sunshine beams down) Well at least until like Jan 17th or so. Working all xmas break. Would

A Real Man
1.) A REAL MAN respects his mother and places his family first. 2.) A REAL MAN raises his kids, not JUST out of pocket either. 3.) A REAL MAN supports his woman to develop herself. 4.) A REAL MAN doesn't worry about what others depict as a real man. Walk in his shoes first and then tell him what makes him A REAL MAN. 5.) A REAL MAN doesn't Break Promises 6.) A REAL MAN calls you beautiful, not hot, sexy, or fine as fuck. 8.) A REAL MAN CALLS U on a daily basis - NO MATTER HOW BUSY OR TIRED HE IS. 9.) A REAL MAN looks past what he's heard about you or what his friends think of you. 10.) A REAL MAN wants to spend as much time as he can with you & won't get sick of you. 11.) A REAL MAN comes over just to watch movies with you. 12.) A REAL MAN kisses you on the forehead just because. 13.) A REAL MAN doesn't tell you what he thinks you want to hear. He tells you what's real. 14.) A REAL MAN should be treated like one. 15.) A REAL MAN doesn't ask questi

Doing Some Cleaning!
I am cleaning up my friends list. I don't come on here to be a point whore, contest feind or chain junkie... I'm here to meet kickass people. I have helped people gain points, get attention, gain new friends, etc. I have done this just to be left in the dust. I appologize if I'm not addicted to being on here all day & night. I appologize if I'm not really into being @ a higher level or to have a shit load of points. My intentions are still just to chat with friends. So... If you would still like to be a friend/family and just chat... lemme know with a message or comment... whatever pleases you... if not... it's really not a loss to me!! *BITES & KISSES* Juiles =D

...
Gonna go take a shower...and hopefully tonight I won't be wide awake afterwards. So Hopefully I'll be going to bed after my shower. If thats the case...I wish you all a very good night. And if its not the case....I'll see ya in 30 minutes or less.

With U
GET NAUGHTY WITH YOU. If I don't get this back I guess ur not my friend.. If u have a lot of luv 4 someone.. Copy and send to ur whole friend list.. And in 5 mins ur true love will call or im you.. ~*~DA NAUGHTY TRAIN~*~ *If u get it once ur cute... *If u get it twice ur a hottie... *If u get it 3 times ur sexy... *And 4 or more times ur REAL HOTTIE...

Sweet Darkness
SWEET DARKNESS THE DARKNESS ENVELOPS HER ....IT FEELS SO GOOD HER HEART STEPT ON HER MIND SO ABUSED ........SHE TRIED TO STAY IN THE LIGHT BUT FOR HER SHE IS TOO FAR GONE NOTHING FEELS GOOD TO HER SO SHE HAD TO WITHDRAW ....WITHDRAW INTO HER INNER SHELL WHERE THE PAIN ISNT SO REAL ....INSIDE HER INNER SHELL WHERE SHE WILL BEGIN TO HEAL .....CAST BACK INTO DARKNESS WHERE SHE FEELS EVER SO COZY ......BACK INTO THE DARKNESS WHERE NO ONE WILL EVER KNOW SHE ....... SITTING IN THE CORNER WAITING FOR THE BLOOD TO DRAIN ......SITTING IN HER CORNER DARKNESS TAKE HER PAIN AWAY .......

Newfie Sex Dont Take This Teh Wrong Way Lol
a Newfoundland woman of a certain age visited her physician to ask his help in reviving her husbands poor sex drive. what about trying viagar, ask the doctor. oh, no, i couldnt do dat she said he wont even take aspirin. not a problem replied the doctor. drop it in his coffee. he won even taste it. give it a try and call me in a week to let me know how things went" it wasnt a week later that she called the doctor. who directly inquired as to their progress. the poor dear exclaimed oh jaysus mary and joseph, doctor, twas horrid, just terrible. really, what happened ask the doctor, de effect was almost immediate. he jumped hisself straight up, with a twinkle in his eye and with his pants a-bulging something fierce.with one swoop of his arm he sent the cups and the tablecloth flying, ripped me clothes to tatters and then lard tunder and jaysus didnt he take me right then and there making wild mad passionate love to me on the tabletop. it was a nightmare i tell you. why so terrible asked t

Lady Death
LADY DEATH I HERE HIS SILENT SCREEMS.......... LADY DEATH IS CALLING ........ HE UTTERS NOT A SINGLE WORD........ AS HE RUNS........ HE PUSHES AND PUSHES....... BUT IS TRAPPTED IN THE VOID........ I CAN NOT HELP HIM........ HES GONNA DIE......... FRANTICALY I SEARCH ........ I CAN NOT SEE ....... PLEASE........ DONT LET HIM DIE...... PLEASE ........ LET HIM WIN THIS FIGHT....... MY MIND IT RACES ......MY HEART EVEN FASTER ...... I HERE HIM...... I HERE HIM......... BUT HE PUSHES ME FARTHER ......... AS LADY DEATH DRAWS NEAR ........ I CAN NOT FIND HIM I CAN NOT SEE........ IN DARKNESS HE IS TRAPPED IN THE VOID......

Black Eyes
BLACK EYES AS I SIT UPON THE RIVERS EDGE TEARS ESCAPE MY EYES .........NOT KNOWING WHATS TO HAPPEN NOT WANTING TO BE ALIVE ................ MY HEART WAS TOTAL DARKNESS ......................MY EYES AS BLACK AS NIGHT ..............MY MIND FILLED WITH DYING .........NOT KNOWING THE FEELING OF LIFE ..........CUDDLED IN THE DARKNESS ...........FEELINGS SO NUMB .........THE LIGHT JUST CAME AND RIPPED ME OUT ................THE HAPPINESS HAD OVER COME .............LONG DAYS OF KISSING AND LAUGHING.......... WALKING ON THE OCEANS FLOOR .........NO THOUGHTS OF DEATH AND DYING .......THE PAIN HAD FINALLY GONE ..............BUT ALAS THE DARKNESS LURKING NEAR THE END WAS SURE TO COME ...........A QUICK HARD SLAP TO MY FACE THAT DARKNESS FINALLY WON ................CUDDLED IN MY CORNER....... AS TEARS FLOW FROM MY EYES NOT BECAUSE OF THE DARKNESS THATS WHERE I FEEL ALIVE .......................

*shrugs* I Dunno
Leading with the head Shoulders pushed back This is the stance Of defenseless attack This is the battle march Of a monster called Zac Waiting to get hit So I can hit back Eyes burning of rage Keeping pace like I’m racing And for some asinine reason I don’t get why people find me intimidating

Long Time No See!
Hi everyone! So, OK, I haven't been around much. Truthfully, I've had no time to be around much. My work schedule has increased significantly (which is good for the money, and bad for everything else), plus my Internet access has been sucking more than usual (I can't wait to get Verizon ordered). Between those two things, my activities have consisted of (a) work, (b) extra work on the weekends, and (c) sleep. Boring, eh? I haven't written ANYTHING in weeks. I'm going right out of my gourd. So, this is just to let everybody know I'm not dead. As soon as things clear up a little schedule-wise, I'll be back in action.

I Wonder Am I
17 signs of fallin in love Body: SEVENTEEN: U LOOK AT THEIR PROFILE/PICTURE ALOT SIXTEEN: WHEN YOUR ON THE PHONE WITH THEM LATE AT NIGHT AND THEY HANG UP, YOU STILL MISS THEM EVEN WHEN IT WAS JUST TWO MINUTES AGO FIFTEEN: YOU READ THEIR TEXTS or IMS OVER AND OVER AGAIN. FOURTEEN: YOU WALK REALLY SLOW WHEN YOU'RE WITH THEM THIRTEEN: YOU FEEL SHY WHENEVER YOU'RE/THEY'RE AROUND. ELEVEN: WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT THEM, YOUR HEART BEATS FASTER AND SLOWER AT THE SAME TIME TEN: YOU SMILE WHEN YOU HEAR THEIR VOICE. NINE: WHEN YOU lOOK AT THEM, YOU CAN'T SEE THE OTHER PEOPLE AROUND YOU, All YOU SEE IS HIM//HER. EIGHT: YOU START LISTENING TO SLOW SONGS, WHILE THINKING OF THEM SEVEN: THEY'RE ALL YOU THINK ABOUT. SIX: YOU GET HIGH JUST FROM THEIR SCENT. FIVE: YOU REALlIZE THAT YOU'RE AlWAYS SMILING TO YOURSELF WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT THEM. FOUR: YOU WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR THEM, OR ANYTHING TO SEE THEM. THREE: WHILE READIN

A Hymn (ballad Of The Church Of The Fallen Alien)
Be kind to dragons, ‘cause they’re all friends Of all the peasants, running through my head Light a candle, burn it at both ends Tap my temple, until my eyes turn red Grab at thoughts, as they float in the air Strip the fences, until the neighborhood is bare Saturated, in what they think is rare Throw your hands up, and wave em like ya just don’t care I don’t know what to think As I get to my feet I’m crying until I’m laughing I’m crying or am I laughing? Dancing circles, around the abattoir Jump too high and hit your head on a star Hard to put in words, what we know we are All flesh is numb, except for the biggest scars Speak in colors that most cannot taste Pen torch and a ken doll, and they’re going to copulate Some think it’s a circle, but it’s really an 8 Sealed fate, raped, impaled, and feeling great And I don’t know what to think I think you’re thinking me It makes me so fucking happy You make me so fucking happy

Retirement Its A Joke
one day, while walking to the store, i passed by a nursing home, on the front lawn were six old ladies lying naked on the grass. i thought this was a bit unusual, but continued on my way to the store. on my return trip, i passed the same nursing home with teh same six old ladies lying naked on the lawn. this time my curiosity got the best of me and i went inside to talk to the manager. do you know why there are six ladies lying naked on your front lawn. yes he said they're retired prostitutes, and they're having a yard sale

Sorry (no It's Not Suppose To Be A Poem)
I'm sorry I'm not pretty enough I'm sorry I'm not smart enough I'm sorry I'm not funny enough I'm sorry I'm not skinny enough I'm sorry I'm not happy enough I'm sorry I don't cook from scratch I'm sorry I don't sew I'm sorry I don't enjoy cleaning I'm sorry I let society make me feel lousy I know ultimately it is on each of us to control what we think and how we feel. My therapist says nobody can make me feel guilt unless I let them. However not all of us have the strength to control our feelings. So, I'm sorry I don't know how to control my feelings.

This Is Serious...deff. Crying...i Love You Shawna...rest In Peace : ...{
HEY BABY GIRL!!!!! GUESS WHAT..IT JUST STARTED SNOWING...AND YOU NOT HERE...HEHE IM GOING TO MAKE A SNOW WOMEN AND NAME ITT SHAWNA AND THEN ME AND YOU WILL GET TO PLAY IN THE SNOW AGAIN...HAHA PLEASE DONT THROW BIG SNOW BALLS AT ME LOL : ] YEAH I KNOW YOU SMILING UPON ME RIGHT NOW...IM TRYING TO BE AS HAPPY AS I COULD SHAWNA ...REALLY AM..COUSE I KNOW IF IM HAPPY YOUR HAPPY AND THEN WE'D BOTH BE HAPPY..YOU KNOW WHAT...HOW ABOUT SOME HOT CHOCOLATE? IT IS PRETTY COLD OUT : ]..I CAN JUST HEAR WHAT YOUR SAYING.. "" HERSCHEL YOU ARE SO SILLY "" LOL YUPP YUPP....YOU AND OUR LORD IS PROB. LOUGHIN AT ME... : ]...BUT YEAH I JUST WANTED TO COME SHARE THIS FIRST SNOWFALL DAY WITH YOU BABY...I LOVE MORE THEN WORDS CAN EXPLAIN...AND SOMEDAY...WE WILL BE AGAIN...2-3 YEARS NOW SHAWNA....2-3 YEARS...IT DONT EVEN SEEM LIKE WE KNEW EACHOTHER THAT LONG...BUT WE DID...AND IM GOING TO MAKE SURE IT LAST FOREVER AND EVER..YOU ARE APART OF MY...YOUR MY SOUL...MY HEART...MY TEARS...MY EVERYTHING....I LOV

Classroom Humor Have A Good Laugh
teacher:-MARIA, GO TO THE MAP AND FIND NORTH AMERICA MARIA:- HERE IT IS TEACHER:- CORRECT. NOW CLASS, WHO DISCOVERED AMERICA? CLASS:- MARIA -------------------------------------------------- TEACHER- GLENN, HOW DO YOU SPELL "CROCODILE?" GLENN- K-R-O-K-D-I-A-L" TEACHER- NO, THATS WRONG GLENN- MAYBE ITS WRONG, BUT YOU ASKED ME HOW I SPELL IT -------------------------------------------------- teacher-GLENN WHY DO YOU ALWAYS GET SO DIRTY GLEN- WELL I'M A LOT CLOSER TO THE GROUND THAN YOU ARE -------------------------------------------------- teacher-HAROLD WHAT DO YOU CALL A PERSON THAT KEEPS ON TALKING WHEN PEOPLE ARE NO LONGER INTERESTED? harold- A TEACHER

Hate
I hate that you make me feel something. I hate that you can hurt me so easyly. I hate that I feel more alive with you. I hate that I can't stop thinking of you. I hate that you lie to me everytime. I hate that through all of it I still need you. I hate that you leave all the time. I hate that I dream of you. I hate that you never say I love you. I hate that you run from what you feel for me. I hate how sick and empty I feel without you. I hate that you never let me tell you,I love you. I hate that my heart breaks everytime your not here. Most of all I hate the fact that you make me feel so much hate. No this is not aimed at anyone, just more of my soul sliping out.

Finals Are Coming
well, another fun semester is coming to a close at college. i know i have to pass everything because i have been promoted in Student Government from Secretary to Interim Vice President until the new elections in Fall 2007. i am concerned about Math 102 and CITA 125 (Excel). it's been fun, though. most of my friends on campus are returning next semester so i won't be alone or abandoned. i've changed my major to Early Childhood and plan to take at least 4 more semesters to get my Associate's Degree. Wish me luck!!

Onions And Christmas Trees
A family is at the dinner table. The son asks his father, "Dad, how many kinds of boobs are there? The father, surprised, answers, "Well, son, there are three kinds of breasts. In her 20s, a woman's breasts are like melons, round and firm. In her 30s to 40s, they are like pears, still nice but hanging a bit. After 50, they are like onions". "Onions?" The Boy asks. "Yes, you see them and they make you cry." This infuriated his wife and daughter so the daughter said, "Mum, how many kinds of 'willies' are there?" The mother, surprised, smiles and answers, "Well dear, a man goes through three phases. In his 20s, his willy is like an oak tree, mighty and hard. In his 30s and 40s, it is like a birch, flexible but reliable. After his 50s, it is like a Christmas tree". "A Christmas tree?" The Girl asks "Yes, dead from the root up and the balls are just for decoration."

Don't Become Another Statistic....
Just FYI...some important info I found online....Pleae take some time to read and understand this info...this is a common issue in todays homes.... Ironically, many batterers do not see themselves as perpetrators, but as victims. This reasoning is common among batterers. Most enter treatment programs heavily armored with elaborate denial systems designed to justify or excuse their actions.Or dont seek treatment at all. All About Control There are varying theories about what makes batterers use abuse on those closest to them. One view is that batterers are hardened criminals who commit their crimes in a conscious, calculated manner to achieve the dominance they believe men are entitled to. Others believe abuse is the product of deep psychological and developmental scars, which are not gender specific. Experts have reached a consensus on several common characteristics among batterers -- they are controlling, manipulative, often see themselves as victims and believe that men ha

Thanksgiving Poem Continued
i think about you every day often times i just sit and reminisce i just wanted to say something short something sweet and something calm well i'll talk to you again soon happy thanksgiving to you sweet sweet mom. written by: my niece-in-law.

Empty Tank
My snorkel is down at the moment. Needing some good ballast tanks to put the sail back in my snorkel and get old boaterman puttering again. Just dreaming, at my age I hope it is wet. Cum if you have a chance!1 Ha, Ha canoeing alone takes twice as much stoking on the oar... bye for now got to get stroking...

Please Help!!
Why are men so stubborn???? They have blood squirting out of something, there bones snaps in half, or something has pentrated there skin 3 inches in. WHat do they say, Oh hun "IM FINE". Tonight my wonderful man stubbed his toe and says Im FINE, yet, his big toe is the size of a grapefruit, and he can barely walk, and wont even take off his shoes. He is asking for alcohol~~~ He asked me if it was a good sign he couldnt feel anything below his ankle?? Then he said he had to drive home with his left foot?? WHat is wrong with you MEN , geez if you need to go to the hospital then go. It doesnt mean you are less than a man~~ It means you are hurt and need someone to look at the problem that has more education than you. MEN AS A WHOLE STOP BEING SUCH BIG BABIES!! Go to the freakin hospital!! It wson't kill you!!

Why Is It I Try?
so, im always trying to make conversation with friends on here and its weird cuz they always seem like they are too busy. so from now on, if you wanna talk to me you message me otherwise i dont think it will happen.

Orgasms Past
as i sit orgasms past i linger in hope this tingling will last thats split second of pure extascy and your body in sweaty rapture laying next to me in this moment i want to stay the shaking in my legs never to stray the touch of your lips on my body sweet sultry and naughty i lie on the bed and catch my breathe what a nice time to face my death knowing that my last moments were pleasured by you heaven is being loved by you as i sit orgasms past now that my pulsing heart has calmed i can close my eyes and rest at last ~pixie~ 12/07/06

Thanksgiving Poem
happy thanksgiving dear mom i'm sure you are having a wonderful meal i sure do miss you here i miss you a great deal i imss the many dinners you made for us in your own special way the hours you spent preparing them throughout a long tiresome day many times i took them for granted,but not today as i look back and begin to morn i have to try to remember:rejoice at a death and cry when a baby is born you are no longer suffering,that's what matters it's hard sometimes to remember this;cont.nextblog

Used Up
Disrespect myself again, groping for satisfaction Because I’m not all that attracted to you, even if you are attractive I do think it’s cute, the way you try to pry my head away As I force out multiple orgasms The (my?) problem usually arises when you go down on me Minutes pass from 15, to 30, to 45 I can taste you die inside Questioning your ability AGAIN “Every other guy cums in 25 or less, usually a lot less” “I thought I was different then other guys? And you know what I’m surprised, I didn’t say stop” But I guess by now you have a cramp in your jaw So forget it…moving on Besides I’m only here for the mean shit, the rough things Because you like the way I stab you with my spiked lip ring And when I grab you by the hair, push you against the wall When I take you from behind you like to bit down on my arm Despite how much I don’t like about you That really turns me on You bite like a champ The harder you bite, the harder I thrust Until I’m becoming bruised, a

For Anyone Who Wants To Say Thank You To A Soldier Serving For Our Freedom And What He/she Believes In Here Is Your Chance!
If you go to this web site, www.letssaythanks.com /www.letssaythanks.com>, you can pick out a thank you card and Xerox will print it and it will be sent to a soldier that is currently serving in Iraq . You can't pick out who gets it, but it will go to some member of the armed services. How AMAZING it would be if we could get everyone we know to send one!!! This is a great site. Please send a card. It is FREE and it only takes a second. Wouldn't it be wonderful if the soldiers received a bunch of these? Whether you are for or against the war, our guys and gals over there need to know we are behind them...

Word Is Back
I called my son tonight and he was briefly there long enough to say Micah is in the hospital and they did surgery this morning and test came back its a tumer .He is in the hospital now not sure how long they wanna make sure it wont spread

Not Sleeping
Form a word of lust on the tip of your tongue, and stick it out Push it into my mouth Stroke me, coax me, pull me out, excite me, use me up I doubt it It’s 3:30 a.m. and I’m still can’t sleep My body’s screaming at me My head, heart, and groin are hurting me Not a hurt I find very interesting I miss you ya know? I guess it was just novelty to you The first attraction passion that enabled you to keep up But that’s been used up That wasn’t novelty to me that was just… Me The me I always was The me I’ll always be You’ve become a better you I’m blessed to know someone as generous and giving as you So selfless, and thoughtful, you impress everyone around you Problem is you come home and there’s little there to sink my teeth into Which is a joke because I’m not even allowed to bite you as hard as I want to All your shirts are low-cut, and you worry about what people think No bite marks or hickies And if I’m lucky enough for you to actually have sex with m

Cold Outside Bored On The Inside
i shouldn't be sitting on here cause i got a headache but i really don't care its freakin cold outside its pose to get in the 20's and in the teens by the morning.. btw i'm sorta back in pop up hell again hahaha i'm bored unbored me please lol

Wtf
What the hell is wrong with this picture? In the last 24 hours I have posted 15 bulletins. Would you beleive that, out of all 15, only 7 even got read. Am I that lame that nobody reads my shit? Please tell me if I am! I can take it, i'm a big boy. Maybe it's because I don't have a gazilloin friends on my lists. I thought most of the people on my friends list WERE my friends but I guess not. Special thanks to Peek, DreamFeathers, and~♥~Tash's Angel Eyes~♥~ for reading a couple of my bulletins. They can ask anyting of me and i'll be glad to help them. Everyone else PISS OFF!!!!!!!! Thanks for letting me vent Jimmy J.

~love~
MY LIFE HAS CHANGED FOR THE BETTER THIS IS WHAT I KNOW MY DAYS HAVE MORE MEANING AND I GIVE HIM PRAISE I KNOW MY FUTURE IS BRIGHT BECAUSE I NEVER GIVE UP HOPE I KNOW I'LL NEVER BE ALONE AGAIN THIS IS WHAT MAKES ME SING TO HIM GREAT IS THE POWER FROM ABOVE THIS IS WHAT MAKES ME FEEL LOVED Written by Rhonda R.♥ 12-7-06©

Another Thursday
Music Video:BOULEVARD OF BROKEN DREAMS (by Green Day)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone i was on a hunt for emo songs, and i found one. the one that made me cry was "wake me up when september ends" by green day. i suggest you go watch it...it takes awhile for the music to start but it's good. so, yea...*wipes tears away* sorry, the music video was really sad...to me. maybe not to others....ok anyway, today was good. i went thru all of it fine. it went by pretty slow tho. hopefully i'm gettin some high heels tomorrow...hopefully! i need some that will actually stay on my feet. well, zack is takin me and john back to tenley town for starbucks and i can run into payless and get them. john will have to deal wit it...and he can smoke while i go get the shoes. i hope to finally watch "dawn of the dead" tomorrow cuz i dunno when else i'll be able to. mara and i are gonna go ice skating in like...two wednesdays...hopefully everything works out.

Treat Me Well; You Will Be In My Life Forever
Hmmmm. Well, first off, some of you think I am beautiful and I thank you for that--there are so many truly beautiful women in this world, I do not compare. Until only months ago, did I ever do this myspace thing, I never realized the possibilities of people in this world liking me for who I am, and not something I have that's desirable. I've always considered myself unpretty, and very unphotogenic. For some reason, one of the most perfect men on this Earth ran into me when I was 21 and actually saw something in me and liked me. I've been married now for 13 years. Even though I had prepared myself in life, with 3 degrees, to be independent and confident; I am a pharmacist, and damn good at it. I am slightly burned out from the partying of age 17-21, and the 100 rock concerts I graced myself with right off the soundboards, the latter still for some reason magnetizes me for more. I am drawn, it will not go away. But, I also am drawn in another way as well. My friends tend to be guy

Bored
Ok so night after night I sit here bored. I really need to find something to do at night. Maybe tomorrow afternoon I will take some salute pics. Well if I can get them to come out. Me + taking own pics = very bad pics! So we'll see what happens. So if you have any ideas how I can entertain myself while sitting at the computer let me know!! Anything has to be better then sitting here staring at the screen!

L0ove Pledge
When was the last time you pledged yourself to your partner? On a piece of paper write out every single thing you would like to promise to bring into a relationship with your current partner. If you are not in a relationship, you can still do the exercise by writing down the things you will bring into your next relationship. When your list is complete, circle one quality or item on your list you'd really like to focus on. Place your list somewhere you can readily see it daily. For the remainder of the week make every effort to improve the thing you circled!

Fill My Prescription In 10 Minutes?
....You come to my counter... I am on the phone with a drunk individual who wants the phone number to the grocery store down the road. After I instruct the drunk him/her (can't tell) the vitures of 411, you proclaim your doctor was to phone in a prescription for you to me. Your provider hasn't yet; however, you are unwilling to wait. Being me (helpful all the time), I call your doctors office to be put on hold ... for ~5 minutes. I'm then informed, by the receptionist that your Rx was actually called into another pharmacy across town. When I phone the pharmacy, to obtain your Rx, I am put on hold again before speaking to a clerk who realizes I need to speak to the pharmacist, put on hold again. Three minutes later, I speak to the pharmacist and transfer your Rx to me. My 2nd phone line begins to ring... and my third line begins to ring because the 2nd line was on hold the whole time. I return to the counter, where you are glaring at me while you fumble with your keys constantly, as if

Just More Of My Soul
It's early in the morning ,your time of the day. As it rains outside, I hear the echo in my soul. As if the world outside was intune with my insides. It's that time of the year,the time you loved so. As the rain falls, the brids sings. As if they knew what was on my mind. You were the summer brid of my life. Now as if the world was laughing at me. The rain that I love,the brids song that soothed my soul. They all seem empty and worthless to me now. I wish I know how to stop the death in my soul. As it slips from my mind,just like dream that has ended. As I wonder what it was that I had dreamed, the answer does not come. So as I sit here listening to the rain ,my soul go's on dieing. I wish that I could leave this death behiden ,even for a few hours. But at last the gods laugh at me,for even in sleep the death remains. It is as if Death himself, has sweeped me to him. Always close to him ,he keeps my leash tight. I wish he would cu

Pms
13 Things PMS Stands For: 1. Pass My Shotgun 2. Psychotic Mood Shift 3. Perpetual Munching Spree 4. Puffy Mid-Section 5. People Make me Sick 6. Provide Me with Sweets 7. Pardon My Sobbing 8. Pimples May Surface 9. Pass My Sweat pants 10. Pissy Mood Syndrome 11. Plainly; Men Suck 12. Pack My Stuff and my favorite one. 13. Potential Murder Suspect

Olny Srmat Poelpe Can.
cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid,aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers tn a wrod are, the olny iprmoatnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit a porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Amzanig huh? yaeh and I amlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt!!!!!!!

The Birth Of A Baby!
Im not a proud grandmother or anything....but I had to stop just long enough to let everyone know. My Grandson was born today December 7, 2006 at 3:29 PM. He weighs in at 7lbs and is 19 1/2 inches long. He is very healthy. We give our thanks, Love and appreciation for the friends and family who were praying the hardest for him last night. I will do further updates as soon as I can take time to type more. Thank you again. Love To All. This is a great day. I hope everyone elses was as good. Thanks you.. Love, Joshua, Sharon and Amber.

More Of My Soul!!
When will this all end. How far will we all go? When the fires die who will be standing. Will it be you my friend? Will it be you my faithful enemy? Will it be me? When all that is left is ashes,what well we see? Will we see from this world or the next. What we see will it be worth our lost? When all is done and said ,was it worth it all? Was it worth our pain and tears? Was it worth all our fights? Was it worth the lonelyness? Was it worth the wandering? Was it worth our happieness? Was it worth our laughter? Was it worth our dreams? Was it worth our hope? Was it worth our trust? Was it worth our love? Was it worth our lust? Was it worth our lies? Was it worth us? So once again I ask was it worth it all? When the wandering which is life done and the fires are dead,was it worth it? Was everything that we went through and what lays ahead worth it? Who well be standing and well our souls be at peace when we a

Xmas Story
Get out your Kleenex before reading this... A good reminder: take time to appreciate what you have now. On the last day before Christmas, I hurried to go to the supermarket to buy the gifts I didn't manage to buy earlier. When I saw all the people there, I started to complain to myself: 'It is going to take forever here and I still have so many other places to go...' Christmas really is getting more and more annoying every year. How I wish I could just lie down, go to sleep and only wake up after it was over. I started to curse the prices, wondering if kids really play with such expensive toys. While looking in the toy section, I noticed a small boy of about 5 years old pressing a doll against his chest. He kept on touching the hair of the doll and looked so sad. I wondered who this doll was for. Then the li

Having To Find All The Programs I Lost
Well.. Another case of Dipshititis !!!! .. I lost all my programs friends have sent me .. If Any of you still have them and are still willing to share . please do .. Theres Lots'a hugs n Smooches in it for ya ;)

Please :|
I have and still am giving you my heart...Are you going to brake it or keep it? Please if your going to brake it then end it now so it ownt hurt as bad!But please keep it if your not going to brake it..I really care and love you so much and I cant explain how much!and ill always care and love 4 you no matter what tho.. Love, Mandy

My Perspective On Me Kissing Jenn.
This is Illysia. A cuple weeks ago Jenn and I went to a bar and I kissed her. This is how I saw it. I though Jenn was pissed at me all night and i was drunk. I pulled her over to see if she was mad. Her long hair glistened in the light as she gently removed a strand from her face. No, that's a lie. anyways, she said she wasn't mad and was all smiley and I couldn;t hear what she was saying and then I kissed her to show that no one was mad and she pulled back quickly and remarked" what! i was telling you to kiss that guy!" so for her it was awkward. This is now Jenn's perspective of what happened that night. Jenn: ( as written by Illysia, because she's making me) I went over to lindsay who was looking exceptionally hot that night. My thighs quivered with delight.. k no. I wednt over to lindsay to tell her i wasn't mad at her, to come outside with us. Then i repeatedly told her to kiss some guy and started singing the you gotta kiss the girl from the little mermaid. I replaced girl w

Two Things
Thanks for all of the good thoughts and vibes! Seriously, my daughter has very much improved over the last two hours. It's amazing what people can achieve together. Secondly, I think I want to finally host a contest. I just can't decide what type of contest to host. Give me some ideas. Some original ideas if at all possible. Thanks! ***kisses*** Sam G'night all!!!!

No Child Left Behind............
Hi, i thought Id put something in this blog that might have some value....I have a little boy, his name is Brandon, he's almost ten years old.He's a very bright little boy, with some very big problems.He use to be an a-b student the first two years of school....gradually his grades have gotten worse.He's failing now.Teachers told me Brandon was ADHD, so at their insistance we had him put on meds.Nothing changed.Still teachers complained your son wont sit still, he wont stay on task.He eats the glue sticks.....it went on and on.Now we are in fourth grade, he barely knows his times tables and cant seem to learn them no matter how much someone works with him.They are in long divison and he just keeps falling further and further behind.Now i know you are probably saying whip his butt, or its your fault.But seriously I do discipline my son when needed.I take stuff away,and spank if needed.I have asked for help to find a solution, help my son.Still nothing, until out of desperation I had the

The Dating Experiment.....lol
Oh okay...it goes like this. I allowed myself to be talked into persuing or meeting new potential partners online. Since I'm so picky, it's winter (I hate going out in the winter) and I'm picky...no that was not an accidental repeat. I figured, "Okay, what the hell?" "What do I have to lose?" Well the answer to the first question is still open but the second one has been duly answered. What's the answer you ask...? I'm glad you did. The answer to "What do I have to lose?" My patience and my sanity....LOL Before I go on my tirade, I have met some super cool people that I've talked to and write to. So, not everyone is a total wash, I'm making some killer friends in the process. That said. What has started out as "stepping out of the box" for me has become something that is mimicking a science experiment. After a few conversations or text chats with some of these guys, I am thoroughly convinced that I'm dealing with individuals with mutated genes. I know, that was harsh but

Just Part Of My Soul,showing!!
Would you love me even if I wasn't the one!! Would you even care if I told you that your wrong!! Would any of this make sense if you knew the truth!! Would you be so sure of yourself if you knew!! I twist and turn for you!! I ripe out my soul for you, I lie to myself for you!! I know the truth you don't!! Say one thing and do another Show yourself to me!! See how far you can push!! Do you care, for anyone eles, live for anyone eles, die for anyone eles. Or are you so far gone, that you feel nothing at all. I doubt if you burn, yurn, turn for anyone but yourself!!

Sad News
SAD NEWS >> >>>Please join me in remembering a great icon of the entertainment >>>community. >> The Pillsbury Doughboy died yesterday of yeast infection and trauma >> complications from repeated pokes in the belly. He was 71. >> >>> >> >>>Doughboy was buried in a lightly greased coffin. Dozens of celebrities >> turned out to pay their respects, including Mrs. Butterworth, Hungry >> Jack, >> the California Raisins, Betty Crocker, the Hostess Twinkies, and Captain >> Crunch. The grave site was piled high with flours. >> >>> >> >>>Aunt Jemima delivered the eulogy and lovingly described Doughboy as a man >> who never knew how much he was kneaded. Doughboy rose quickly in show >> business, but his later life was filled with turnovers. He was not >> considered a very smart cookie, wasting much of his dough on half-baked >> schemes. Despite being a little flaky at times he still was a crusty old >> man >> and was considered a posit

Micky Mouse
Your hand travels down the back of my neck and I shiver as you touch the most sensitive part - a tingle rushes through me. Your hand travels further down my back until you reach my bra clasp: with one deft move, it lands on the floor alongside my top. As your hands circumnavigate to reach my breasts, I slowly begin to unbutton your shirt; laboriously slowly as you gently stroke my nipples with your fingers. Finally, we're both half naked, which is good enough for now. You pull me into an almost-harsh embrace, my breasts pressed so hard against your chest that it almost hurts. I clutch you to me, feeling your heart pounding. Although we are both still wearing jeans, we start to move, almost unconsciously starting a rhythm. My back is suddenly against the wall, and I raise my leg so you can push against me in the place I can feel it the most. My hands reach down to grab your buttocks, pulling you even closer to me. You respond by kissing me so hard I think I can see stars, your lips p

Don't Let Go
.. width="300" height="290">..> There isn’t a single thing I wouldn’t do I’d run to the edge of the world for you I’d do anything and everything I must There’s no rationality in true love Imagine the grief when I heard the worst I was unknown to that amount of hurt But I refused to sit and watch idly by Whilst you laid there about to die Don’t let go I’ll be there soon And I’ll whisk you away to the moon Just hold on tight, hold on tight I’ll be there to make everything right Don’t let go, Don’t let go Don’t let go, I’ll be with you Only love now rings true Just hold on tight, with all your might I’ll steal you from the numbing fright Don’t let go, Don’t let go What once was wrong now doesn’t matter I just want to hear familiar laughter I just want to escape from all the woe To take your hand away from tomorrow I’m running, running as fast as I can Throughout the fields about the land My sides hurt and my lungs are screaming But it’s not as bad as th

Wat If?
Girl: i love you Boy: yeah i know everyone does! -Girl: really? Boy: yeah... everyone of my friends that are girls tell me that everyday -Girl: oh... but am i only your friend? Boy: no... youre my girlfriend... why? -Girl: so when i say i love you i really do mean it -Boy: yeah i know you do mean it... its just that you dont need to tell me that you love me anymore cuz i know you love me since the day we been together and i love you more each and everyday. Girl: ...... Boy: so wanna go somewhere tonight for our 7th anni? Girl: yeah... where? Boy: i dont know... maybe movie then dinner? Girl: ok Boy: ill pick you up after i get off and get ready ok? Girl: ok. what time do you get off? Boy: in 2 hours and then i gotta go home and yeah get ready which takes about 15-20 mintues... Girl: aye... i thought you didnt have work today... Boy: one of my co-workers called in sick Girl: oh okay! so ill see you around 7:30 then

Contest
hey everyone~! im gonna hold a contest~! its gonna be the cutest hairstyle contest!! it will start as soon as i get 20 entries!! send me a message in my inbox with a link to the pic you would like to use...or just let me know you wanna join. message Krazii K aka Cassandra Lynn for this contest Miss Cassandra Lynn......aka Dj Krazii K....aka Khaki Limbo@ CherryTAP

A Story
As i sat at the chair, wondering where my bra had gone and why it was so cold, i felt a hand touch my shoulder. I turned around an "agh jenn why are you touching me wtf?" ha! this is illysia meep!. Rich will get this. lol

Ponderism
I used to eat a lot of natural foods until I learned that most people die of natural causes. Gardening Rule: When weeding, the best way to make sure you are removing a weed and not a valuable plant is to pull on it. If it comes out of the ground easily, it is a valuable plant. The easiest way to find something lost around the house is to buy a replacement. Never take life seriously. Nobody gets out alive anyway. There are two kinds of pedestrians: the quick and the dead. Life is sexually transmitted. Some people are like Slinkies. Not really good for anything, but you still can't help but smile when you see 'em tumble down the stairs. Health nuts are going to feel stupid someday, lying in hospitals dying of nothing. Whenever I feel blue, I start breathing again. In the 60's, people took

Some Of You Know I'm A Minister...
I had recieved a heads up from one of the organizations I'm a member of and they were talking about our responsibility in the ministry to make people aware of things.. Not that anyone on Cherrytap would probably take "Moonies" seriously..(you remember the folks selling flowers on the street corners and spewing stuff about Sun Myung Moon...) But this link: http://www.globalpolicy.org/ngos/analysis/1101moon.htm Is pretty involved in the major baloney this crazy guy has been up to. I had never heard that Rev.Moon had been convicted to 18 months federal prison time.. Interesting stuff for people who actually give a rats ass.. Just another example of dogma biting some people on the assma

I Passed
ok so tonight went to class and i had nto finished my work: ~things had to do~ vocabulary: didnt finsh 80 words reading log for SSR: not sure if i got 40 hrs spelling # 13: nope only got first page done had to do 10 essays from 1-2 pages so i did all 10 and got an A on all of them im very happy ..so excited.. i dont have to do my final im excited.. OH AND i didnt miss any class ..im good..well i try just very excited.... later jessica

Hot Chat
WET_N_WICKED: Hi sweetheart! AHARDMANISGOODTOFIND: Hey U. WET_N_WICKED: I've missed you. AHARDMANISGOODTOFIND: Me 2. WET_N_WICKED: What have you been up to? AHARDMANISGOODTOFIND: School. Practise. Jerking off. WET_N_WICKED: You're so bad! AHARDMANISGOODTOFIND: Like U don't? WET_N_WICKED: Never. I'm a good girl. AHARDMANISGOODTOFIND: Do all good girls go down on their boyfriends in the laundry room at a family reunions? WET_N_WICKED: *blush* Yes. AHARDMANISGOODTOFIND: What are U wearing? WET_N_WICKED: A necklace. AHARDMANISGOODTOFIND: What else? WET_N_WICKED: Nothing. AHARDMANISGOODTOFIND: *whistles* WET_N_WICKED: LOL AHARDMANISGOODTOFIND: U alone? WET_N_WICKED: Kinda. Mum and dad are watching a movie on TV. AHARDMANISGOODTOFIND: Lock the door. WET_N_WICKED: What are you up to? AHARDMANISGOODTOFIND: I want to play a little game with U. WET_N_WICKED: What kind of game? AHARDMANISGOODTOFIND: Strip poker. Without the poke

A Special Room In My Heart...
I have a special “room” in my heart, Held only for you, dear one. It’s a room where I can close my eyes, And dream ‘till the morn brings sun. This special room is where I go When my mind starts thinking of you. It’s a place that only I know where, My dreams and thoughts come true. No one can enter, into this room, For it’s you that holds the key. And when I listen closely, I hear, “Come darling and be with me” My heart is filled with many rooms, Some only meant for dreams. Fantasy, ecstasy or a way to escape, Let our minds flow like a stream. So if someday, you enter my room, It’s then that you will see, A room of love and a heart that holds More love than the deep blue sea.

Shadow Tears
I weep. You do not see it. I scream. No one hears it. I boil. Only you know. And they run, coursing my deepest fears, these Shadow Tears. I lock you out. And you break down the door. I push you away. And you bind my arms. I walk alone. Yet you are always there. And they fall, like dead soldiers, until my face molders. These Shadow Tears. I sow seeds of silent remorse. You do not provide the rain. I willingly die of thirst. You force me to drink. I bleed blood that isn't there. You give it name, and substance. And they break away pain that cries and leers, always, Shadow Tears.

Who Wants To Be A Play Thing?
Yes, I like to have my fun. I don't want any strings, not gonna be someones puppet. Gonna be me, and have fun. Can you handle it, or just think you can, or cry about it. I do what I do, and thats the way it is, don't like it? I don't care, be gone, plenty more to choose from. Oh, you think I am a girl with attitude, well, I know what I can do and know who to do it with, lets see what ya got.

I Would Do Anything For Love.. I'd Run Right Into Hell And Back...
Alright, since life is absolutely pissing me off at the moment, I've decided I might as well give this blogging shit a try. Today was so horrible, that I'm having a hard time even typing right now without breaking the keyboard upon making spelling mistakes. I'm just reaching the end of my lines. I am a VERY understanding, patient guy... But even I have limits. Woke up this morning, and felt a bit ick... No biggie... Then about noon-ish, I started feeling faint. Thankfully, we ended work a little early, and I got to go home an hour and a half earlier than usual. So I came home (a bus, 2 metros, and another bus) feeling like I was about to face plant the whole time. Got home, took a nap to help the feeling pass. Woke up to the sound of my cell receiving a text message. As usual, my hope was that it was from my gf, whome I only get to see on weekends since she's currently 3 hours away on course for another week or so. Well... I'm wishing now that it hadn't been her. To shorten this a

What Titantic Charater Are You--cute Quiz-repost Plz
Which Titanic Character Are You? Jack DawsonCongratulations!! You are Jack Dawson. You are the king of the world and scored yourself a lucky handed poker game to get aboard Titanic. Your full off luck you might be the poor one but you're the one who is intelligent, determined, loving and caring, but find yourself in bad situations at times but you tend to be someone knows what to do in a sticky situation and not to mention your looks get you what you want. You are the one who is artistic and loves the artwork of other artisits besides yours and know the true meaning of it's beauty. You also think that love is more important then money.Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

Waiting On A Dream's Return
Unforseen Waiting on a dream's return And I watched and I waited As it all slipped away And the reason She says she just dont know But I know, I said You were never coming back Then I saw her shining on a summer's day and we talked and she smiled and I went falling again Then I told her I really think its better this way Then we cried and we kissed and I watched her pull away And I called her with really nothing left to say and I hoped and I wished it would all just fade away Then I met him the angel who "saved the day" and she laughed and she smiled and I watched them drive away And these feelings just won't fade away but I know, that I know, its better off this way...

The Garden Of Empty Dreams
There are some Things That stay with You forever I have always Known That I will End up Not lonely But alone Shy but not Scared Wondering why Anyone even Bothered to Care See I had it All once The love we All crave The angel that Rescued me From the wretched And depraved A rose without Thorns The hearts’ Finest days I can carry Love with me From then to The grave There are some Things That stay with You forever If you are Lucky They cause Both smiles and tears

Merry Christmas
deer santa: I wud like a kool toy space ranjur fer Xmas. Iv ben a gud boy all yeer. Yer Frend, BiLLy Dear Billy, Nice spelling. You're on your way to a career in lawn care. How about I send you a frigging book so you can learn to read and write? I'm giving your older brother the space ranger. You get a lawn mower! Santa ++++++++++++++++++++++ Dear Santa, I have been a good girl all year, and the only thing I ask for is peace and joy in the world for everybody! Love, Sarah Dear Sarah, Your parents smoked pot when they had you, didn't they? Santa ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Dear Santa, I don't know if you can do this, but for Christmas, I'd like for my mommy and daddy to get back together. Please see what you can do. Love, Teddy > Dear Teddy, Look, your dad's banging the babysitter like a screen door in a hurricane. Do you think he's gonna give that up to come back to your frigid, fat mom, who rides his ass constantly? It's time to give up that dream.

Vacation
Hey everyone...this is my first blog so please bare with me. Just wanted to say how excited I am. We are leaving for vacation on the Dec. 22nd. We are going to Florida for a week...that is where my baby was born and raised...so that is where his family is. We take a trip there 2 times a year. I hope I get to see the beach again!!!

Thoughts, Hopes, Dreams
MORE I see myself holding you close to me, squeezing your body tight, but I see is the day dream_ I will get tenfold tonight. running my fingertips along your arm, along your collarbone, down your chest, slowly encircling errect nipples,over your ribs, and around your navel, fingers grasping your hardened manhood, stroking softly, carressing, squeezing, griplessness. lowering lush kissable lips to your massive errection. tongue slipping over the soft sweet lips,-- over, around, below, above, beside, slithering ever part of your engourged inches. slowly taking your massive tip into my moist waiting mouth, lingering, sucking, stroking... moans of pure pleasure excape your so deserving lips, the tention tightening, building with each enlongated stroke, seeing your head tilting back, a sweet "AHHHHH" slips from within, tasting the delight that is instore yet for me.. my persistance sways against your desire, your manhood sweels yet more with each slippery motion of my sweet

What Kind Of Cute Are You?--- Cute Test-you Might Be Surprised Lol
HEY FRRIENDS.FANS TOO.JUST TO ME ALL FRIENDS. CUTE TEST HIT ME RIGHT ON.PASS IT ON FOR OTHERS . What Kind of Cute Are You? Sad CuteYou are SAD CUTE! You sure are sad, but you sure are cute too! Don't let life get you down all the time. You're just as cute when you smile.Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

Bubba
Bubba There was a man named Bubba and Bubba knew EVERYONE in the whole world!!! Once when Bubba got a new job, Bubba says to his new boss, "Boss, I know everyone in the whole world!" His boss doesn't believe him, so he says "No you do not know everyone in the whole world" but Bubba says "Yes I do!" so Bubba's boss says "Well prove it!" then Bubba says "Pick someone... and I know them!" Well Bubba's boss thinks for a minute and then comes up with a name. "Tom Selleck! I bet you don't know Tom Selleck!" Bubba says "Tom Selleck! Tom and I were in boy scouts together when we were kids!" but Bubba's boss says "No you weren't!" then Bubba says "Yes we were!" so they fly to Hollywood and drive up to Tom Selleck's house. Bubba knocks on the door and Tom Selleck answers and Bubba goes "Tom!!!" and Tom goes "Bubba!" and they hug and catch up for 30 minutes and Bubba's boss can't believe it. But then he thinks "Well that could happen, it's just one person," so he tells Bubba and Bubba says "OK, p

Here's The Season Gifts Oh Just Please! Lmao
I like.. no love the bulletins that say... "If you really like me" get me these? Ummm.. NO!! iTS always somebody that is on my list that never ever holds a converstation over 5 mins. I mean come on! How hard is that??? lol I just don't get it.. There lucky I don't take them off the list . lol Then there are people who deserve gifts. Like my friend kim.. she sent me a Christmas card. So, She will be getting a nice gift from me on here! Why, Cuz , she's a REAL friend. WE talk longer than 10 mins.. We talk.. chat.. write.. And she knows about giving from the HEART. I hate those .. oh get me something cuz I look so damn good and stop traffic. give it a rest ! lmao I was just chatting about this to my Canadian friend.. she will get a nice gift too! hehehe Whenever I see a bulletin like.. if you lust after me get me this.. Its annoying.. I'll get you something but its not what you want. or deserve.. cuz you don't say anythi

A Man Can't Win
This for my friend: Nik who seems to think that Women arent good for any thing but this is what you say happens: A Man Can't Win Submitted by: Chuckie If you put a woman on a pedestal and try to protect her from the rat race, you are a male chauvinist. If you stay home and do the housework, you are a pansy If you work too hard, there is never any time for her.. If you don't work enough, you are a good for nothing bum. If she has a boring repetitive job with low pay, this is exploitation. If you have a boring repetitive job with low pay, you should get off your rear and find something better. If you get a promotion ahead of her, that is favoritism. If she gets job ahead of you, it's equal opportunity. If you mention how nice she looks, it's sexual harassment. If you keep quiet, it's male indifference. If you cry, you are a wimp. If you don't, you are an insensitive bastard. If you make a decision without consulting her, you are a chauvinist.

I Need Al Of The Supporrt Of All Of My Friends, Fans And Family. (must Repost Asap)
I HAVE A VERY SPECIAL LADY FRIEND THAT WILL ACTUALY CHAT WITH ME. THAT IS ANOTHER MESSAGE FOR LATER. WHAT I AM HERE FOR IS I WAS CHATING WITH DIZZY LIZZY AND SHE HAD A PHONE CALL FROM DAD SAYING MOM IS BEING RUSHED TO THE HOSPITOL. I AM ASKING ALL OF YOU TO STOP AND SAY A SMALL PRAYER FOR HER MOM. I HOPE ITS NOTHING BAD BUT THE POWER OF PRAYER IS GREAT. SO PUT YOUR HANDS TOGETHER AND PRAY FOR DIZZYLIZZY'S MOM. I AM PRAYING NOW I HOPE YOU ARE TO. LIZ I HOPE YOU DON'T MIND ME ASKING FOR PRAYERS FOR YOUR MOM. GOD BE WITH YOU AND YOUR MOM AND THE FAMILY TO. GET THE WORD OUT PEOPLE. GOD WILL REWARD YOU WITH THE POINTS YOU NEED.

The Difference Between Metal Subgenres
HEAVY METAL: The protagonist arrives on a Harley Davidson, kills the dragon, drinks some beers and fucks the princess GRIND METAL: The protagonist arrives, screams something completely undecipherable for about 2 minutes and then leaves... POWER METAL: The protagonist arrives riding a white unicorn, escapes from the dragon, saves the princess and they make love in an enchanted forest THRASH METAL: The protagonist arrives, fights the dragon, saves the princess and fucks her....... easy and quick FOLK METAL: The protagonist arrives with some friends playing accordions, violins, flutes and many more weird instruments, the dragon falls asleep (from all the dancing) protagonist leaves without the princess VIKING METAL: The protagonist arrives in a ship, kills the dragon with his migthy axe, cooks and eats it, rapes the princess to death, steals the castle and burns the place before he leaves DEATH METAL: The protagonist arrives, kills the dragon, fucks the princess,

More Poetry
In this house I'm a prisoner In my own head In my own room And in my own bed Like circular walks And disfigured clocks These rooms of my doom Harbor pain in the rocks And I look out these windows To see streets that unwind Only to find that they're all in my mind The Calico watches With a penetrative stare She frequently asks me If I'm really there I know that I care And I know that I want To see my reflection In a mirror that I haunt But the truth is I wait For an ambigious date When questions are answered At an alarming rate The depths of the deep The nightmares I sleep The places I go When I'm counting the sheep They wander away Until night turns to day And when light touches them Why I ask them to stay How I hunger for peace In my restless mind And I long for this ivy To relax and unwind Growing fast past my windows And over the roof A prisoned palace Showing me proof That its all so organic And easily torn How fragile the mind When it

Fishing For More
Life is blah, it was great, then blah again, why? I'm not really sure. Updates will come as I understand it myself. I don't know most of my....what 600ish friends very well but I like toi drop lines from time to time, here's just such a line. I'll call it an opening. If ya wanna know me more or have me know you more, drop me a line and I'll hit ya back, pure and simple. We'll call this one....fishing for more...Toodles

Darkness And Light
"Darkness and Light" A shadow falls over me when I write, protecting me from the light. It won't ask any questions or make any comments, but just be there. It feels nice around me like a blanket, hiding me from sight. It loves me and comforts me helping me along the way. The light tries to push away the shadow, but it doesn't move. The light tries to hurt the shadow, but it doesn't even notice. The shadow will not leave until my work is completed and when that happens, I am the lights once more. The shadow is my heart and soul and the light is the outside. When I write, I put my heart and soul into it but when I am done, I am back to being me. I have a place where I like to go, when I sleep or write. It's in my head and safe from all harm. It is a comforting place to go when I need to get away. This is where my heart and soul belongs and where it protects me from the light. I go here when I write and when I write, the pen does all the work

I Try To Be Helpful! More..
Hey, well, when I read your new entry saying that you felt sorta pressured or whatever.. That threw red lights everywhere at me... Because thats a huuuuge sign not to go forward... I'm sorry, but, whoever this guy is, I think he's thinking more with one thing, than what he should really be thinking with(his brain) HE should be the one making the effort HE should be the one making 90% of the sacrifices HE should be catering to your needs No ifs ands or buts around that I'm sorta floating in the same boat, as I found someone on here, who I adore like crazy, and I just met her.. But, I realize, if ANYTHING real was going to happen, it would have to be on me, to make the... Move, I guess you could call it. Cause Imma real man *Borat voice* "A real man, with, how you saaay, big bollahs.." LOL!

The Lone Desk
Written for a friend who gave up caring. "The Lone Desk" As I walk up the stairs, a feeling hope comes over me. The three doors at the top are closed with no light coming from the cracks. I don't want the one to my left or the one in front of me, but the one to my right. I put my hand on the door knob and look up. I vaguely see the spots where there once was a name plate and horoscope stuff on the door. If you look you can still see the old tape. Oh, I remember when she put them up there, it feels like so long ago; but there isn't anything there now, just an old blank piece of wood. I finally turn the knob and walk in. The room still smells like her favorite scent, Earth Walk. I shut the door behind me and look around the room. Nothing! That's what I see, nothing. No pictures of stars on her walls, or even a single glow star. No shelf with her collection of figurines or even the slightest piece of old poster putty. I also notice that her bed, book

Death
Remember all I wrote this during a very bad time in my life. Chapter 1 In the darkness I fall Not knowing where or when I shall land Seeing nothing but blackness, nothing but emptiness I feel free as I fall Like someone or something is making me whole When I finally land, the darkness is still there No light or sound can be seen or heard all around I walk in one direction and I don't stop for sometime I finally come to a room and I peak inside There is someone on the floor, she is not moving There is blood all around her and a blade at her side I look down in her and scream For the one who is lying on the ground is me I run in the direction I came, trying to escape the horrible sight I finally stop when I hear voices in the distance They are laughing and are happy I run in the direction of the voices and stop short I see my friends carrying on and on like nothing had happened When I try to speak, no words come They can't

Loneliness
There’s a kind of loneliness one can feel in a crowd. It’s the kind of being separate & unnoticed. It’s one of a marriage gone numb & routine. Of giving one’s heart & time… Giving one’s all to the wind & the darkness… And in this loneliness, One struggles to find oneself… To appreciate oneself And praise oneself… When no one else will. For that is the challenge now To live for oneself And look to oneself… For the acknowledgement, The appreciation, The notice & care… How do they do it? Those who can… Live for themselves Being happy with themselves & their lives With those around them Too wrapped up to notice. How can I be like that? Please help me… For it is so lonely, When you’re waiting For your love to be noticed. Rhiannon 12/7/06

Friends Vs Biker Friends
FRIENDS VS. BIKER FRIENDS FRIENDS: Never ask for food BIKER FRIENDS: Are the reason you have no food. FRIENDS: Will say "hello" BIKER FRIENDS: Will give you a big hug and a kiss. FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs. BIKER FRIENDS: Call your parents mom and dad. FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry. BIKER FRIENDS: Cry with you. FRIENDS: Will eat at your dinner table and leave BIKER FRIENDS: Will spend hours there, talking, laughing and just being together FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. BIKER FRIENDS: Keep your stuff so long they forget it's yours. FRIENDS: know a few things about you. BIKER FRIENDS: Could write a book with direct quotes from you. FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that's what the crowd is doing. BIKER FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds' ass that left you. FRIENDS: Would knock on your door. BIKER FRIENDS: Walk right in and say, "I'm home!" FRIENDS: Are for a while. BIKER FRIENDS: Are for life. FRIEND

For My Sunshine Tawnya
My Sunhine, life can be cruel but when it all comes together there is no moment as sweet. That is how I feel about you entering my life. You have rekindled the flame called love in me. You have given one more reason to look forward to tomorrow. Now, you are a significant part of my life and I look forward to the day when we can make it permanent. I love you so much. I love you for your kindness, for your caring and giving nature, for your beauty - both inner and outer, and most of all I love you because you are you. The fact that you show me who you really are and not what you think I may want. Tawnya, let this letter be a testament to my true feelings for you. The whole world can see and know how I feel for you. I love you, Rudi

Our Fighting Men And Women.(you Must Repost Asap)
I HOPE THAT ALL OF MY FRIENDS AND ALL OF MY FRIENDS FRIENDS TOOK TIME OUT TODAY TO REMEMBER OUR FALLEN MEN AND WOMEN OF PAST WARS. I WILL BE POSTING SOME PICS. ONE OF THEM IS OF ME AND MY SON AND MY GRAND KIDS. I BUILT A SPECIAL ROCK GARDEN WITH A SPECIAL FLAG POLE IN IT. WE RAISED IT THE STYLE OF IWO GEMIA. THIS WAS DEDICATED TO MY GRANDFATHER, FATHER, AUNT AND UNCLE WHO HAVE PASSED AWAY. IT ALSO HAS BEEN DEDICATED TO ALL OF THE FIGHTING MEN AND WOMEN PRESENT AND PAST. IF IT WERE NOT FOR THESE MEN AND WOMEN I WOULD NOT BE HERE TYPING THIS MESSAGE. SO GET THE WORD OUT. SUPPORT OUR FIGHTING MEN AND WOMAN. DON'Y WORRY ABOUT POINTS WORRY ABOUT YOUR COUNTRY AND YOUR FREEDOM. GOD BLESS ANYONE WHO HAS FRIENDS, FAMILY OR RELITIVES IN THE SERVICE. GOD BLESS AMERICA AND ALL WHO SUPPORT HER. ANY ONE WHO DOES NOT SUPPORT THERE COUNTRY WELL LETS JUST SAY THAT THERE IS A SPECIAL PLACE IN HELL FOR THEM. GOD BLESS. TAKE THE TIME I BEG OF YOU. SHOW YOUR HEART HUG A VET AND PRAY FOR THE ONES YOU CAN'T.

Root Beer Contest!!!
Hey all just wanted to invite you all to be apart of my new contest. "FUNNY ROOT BEER PICS CONTEST" there are only a few simple rules: 1. All pics must contain a ROOTBEER or ROOT BEER content. 2. No NUDITY please. 3. Winners will be chosen based on RATES & COMMENTS, You may comment as often as you like. The contest will beginas soon as I have sufficent entries. Just click the dancing banner below to link to my page and leave me a message if you wish to enter. THANX S~E~X~Y.

Love Spell
Your love is crashing through my veins. I feel this way every time it rains. Pink candles fill my surroundings. Thoughts of you race inside my head, as I begin grounding. It’s that kiss I can’t resist..... It’s that smile that drives me wild..... It’s that look that’s got me hooked..... In your eyes I’m mesmerized..... In your arms I fear no harm....... From a glance I’m in a trance..... From your voice I have choice..... This lust feels different this time, You somehow possess my mind. There’s some sweet magick in the way you hold me, Powers of the universe go crazy, as if we were meant to be. Falling night breathed in the dark of the affair. The shadows in the sky were dancing in the air. Trying to capture our hearts, the planets were on our side within our composite charts. I knew you once before, whether here or in a dream. I want you to show me what they mean. I want to surrender my body to your every need and desire,

Two Hearts In Love
Two Hearts In Love Two hearts in love they search no more. They found in each other, what they are looking for. Their minds & hearts & souls soar. Caressing one another, they begin to explore. In their own little world & out of sight. Making love at the moment when it feels so right. Each one following the others lead. Full filling together their desiring need. In a fury the passion ignites & unfolds. The sparks & fireworks begin to explode. The most exhilarating feeling you'll ever feel. Being with someone who shares the same feelings so real. Dedicated to my dreamer...

50 Things You May Or May Not Know About Me.
After you're done, repost and erase my answers and replace them with your own. 1. What is your best friends name? Which one?? 2. What color underwear/boxers wearing now? Black 3. What are you listening to right now? Hinder/Get Stoned 4. Whats your favorite number? 13 5. What was the last thing you ate? O.k. 6. If you were a crayon what color would you be? Pink 4 Pussy...lol 7. How is the weather right now? Cold an Snowing 8. Who was the last person you talked 2 on the phone? Good Question. 9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex? Hell everything 10. Do you have a significant other? Yes 11. Favorite TV show? NIP/TUCK 12. Siblings? Yes 8 Sisters an 1 Brother. 13. Height? 5"6 14. Hair color? Blonde 15. Eye Color? Blue 16. Do you wear contacts? No 17. Favorite Holiday? Holloween 18. Month? Oct. 19. Have you ever cried for no reason? Yes 20. What was the last movie you watched? Cars 21. Favorit

A Reply To Someone's Journal Entry
She was debating leaving her current life, for a man somewhere's else she, basically, just met, I figure... The following is my advice... My advice is to staaay awaaaay, unless you have known them AWHILE... I have run into many a freak dressed in sheep's clothing... One's, even, that I've known online, for years Do not drop your life for a man... He should be dropping his, for you Women have made enough sacrifices, in history, already, to have to sacrifice their life, to the man, once more Its up to the man, to be a real man, and be the one to step up... Effort is everything!!

Kids In Church
KIDS IN CHURCH 3-year-old Reese: "Our Father, Who does art in heaven, Harold is His name. Amen." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ A little boy was overheard praying: "Lord, if you can't make me a better boy, don't worry about it. I'm having a real good time like I am." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ After the christening of his baby brother in church, Jason sobbed all the way home in the back seat of the car. His father asked him three times what was wrong. Finally, the boy replied, "That preacher said he wanted us brought up in a Christian home, and I wanted to stay with you guys." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I had been teaching my three-year old daughter, Caitlin, the Lord's Prayer for several evenings at bedtime. She would repeat after me the lines from the prayer. Finally, she decided to go solo. I listened with pride as she carefully enunciated each word, right up to the end of the prayer: "Le

Pelase Keep Voting If U Thin I Deserve To Win The Milf Contesr
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My Love
My Love In the darkest of the night hear me call your name. The longing of my heart, As heaven cries like rain. Close your eyes My Darling, My breath against your ear. Whispered words, “I Love You.” My presence, Oh so near. I touch your skin, so gentle. Sweet seduction of our kiss. Darling can you feel it? On wind, love comes as this. Feel my love upon your soul, passions' burning sun. Flash of lightning through the sky. Our hearts now beat as one.

Ooorah!!
_______________________ You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. __________________________ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. __________________________ You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls. He walks the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists. _________________________

Damn I'm Good
You Are 23 Years Old Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax. What Age Do You Act?

Thoughts And Dreams
Thoughts thinking of you I know this love is true It just feels right When I wake I've dreamt of you all night First thing I wanna do Is find a phone and call you We talk for hours at a time Conversations with meening and rhyme Beautiful stories stuck in my mind I'll find my way to your heart with words Writting them down hoping my feelings will be heard As the day goes by I hope and try To cross your mind and be a part of your life I wonder what your doing and where your at And if you've even thought of being with me yet Even though we've never met And i've never even touched your skin I'm honored just to have you as a friend I hope this friendship will never end As the sun goes down and I enter the night Another day gone by and I still havn't lost sight I believe in my heart that we will meet Then I lay my head down to go to sleep And dream of you all over again My beautiful friend Dreaming of you Dreams

***ooorah!!!!***
It may take you two minutes to read this but if you do not take the time to read this you are one of the people this post is talking about. ________________________ You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. __________________________ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. __________________________ You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girl

Still Of The Night
Still of the Night New-fallen snow covers the ground the scent of winter fills the air children playing in the streets living life without a care A lonely snowman stands proudly in the square adults go rushing past without noticing he is there Candles flicker in the window like a guiding light casting a gentle shadow into the stillness of the night In the distance there are church bells that suddenly start to ring announcing the arrival of Christmas Remembering the birth of the King. Copyright © 2006 MasterOfLove

Harassment (posted By Ninjasabby)
ha·rass /həˈr¿s, ˈh¿rəs/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[huh-ras, har-uhs] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation –verb (used with object) 1. to disturb persistently; torment, as with troubles or cares; bother continually; pester; persecute. 2. to trouble by repeated attacks, incursions, etc., as in war or hostilities; harry; raid. [Origin: 1610–20; < F, MF harasser to harry, harass, v. der. of harace, harache (in phrase courre a la harace pursue) = hare cry used to urge dogs on (< Frankish *hara here, from this side; cf. OHG hera, MD hare) + -asse aug. or pejorative suffix < L -âcea] —Related forms ha·rass·a·ble, adjective ha·rass·er, noun ha·rass·ing·ly, adverb ha·rass·ment, noun —Synonyms 1. badger, vex, plague, hector torture. See /ˈh¿rəs/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[har-uhs] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation, with stress on the first syllable. A newer pronunciation, /həˈr¿s/[huh-ra

I Am.... Who I Am
I am Jim. I am addicted to sex lol. I am blessed with a great family and friends. I love girls. I can't imagine my life without beer jk. I would do anything for anyone I care for. I adore I have no idea. I want to pursue what goals I have. I love sex. I am hard on myself at times. I could live at the end of space and still make the best of it I think . I love to watch anything good on the boob tube It's joke watch the move Click! I change my mind more than I change a TV channel. I love to be me. I tend to let the ones I really love go. I have a love for hell I don't know video games. I love Sexy Lexi? hehe :P I am whatever I want to be. I like to take nice showers with that special sweetheart. I know there is life all around us. I have wanted to runaway to a far away place... called where the grass is green and the girls are pretty. I have a bright future ahead. Because the future is whatever you make of it. I love to take time out for friends and just enjoy life.

A Mommies Pain
My little girl doesnt know her real father and she will never know him. she does know the man of my life. my husband to be. to her since the day we first meet my love he was her daddy. her very own daddy like all the other little kids. I was so happy i had found someone that wanted us and loved the fact that she called him daddy. you see my little girl is 3 yrs old and has never had a dad not since birth. she used to beg daily for a daddy of her own like all the other kids. so when i met the love of my life you can imagine my joy. yet today my lil girl hurt me more than words. you see shes back in louisiana where im from with my parents for a lil while. We call her every day and talk to her many times in the last week. each time we call she doesnt want to talk to me but a minute then its her daddy she wants. dont get me wrong im glad she wants him and loves him so. but tonite when i called all she was worried about was , was her daddy sleeping and could she please talk to him. when he

Just My Luck !!!!!!
WELL YALL ABOUT A MONTH AGO I POSTED A BLOG ABOUT HOW I GOT HURT AT WORK.. WELL MONDAY I GOT AN MRI DONE AND SAD TO SAY... I HAVE TO GET SURGERY ON MY RIGHT SHOULDER... DUE TO A TORN ROTAR CUFF... OUCH I KNOW!!! BUT IF I PROLONG IT I WILL LOOSE THE FUNCTIONABLITY OF MY SHOULDER AND SINCE I AM RIGHT HANDED IT IS VERY DIFFICULT TO DO EASY THINGS SUCH AS REACHING ETC.... SO NOT A GOOD WAY TO START OUT THE HOLIDAYS.. THEN FOUR DAYS AGO... I FOUND MY KITTY DEAD.. HE STRANGLED HIMSELF IN SOME VINES ON A LITTLE HILL BEHIND MY CAR. I WAS SOOO SAD AS I HAD BROUGHT HIM HERE FROM FLORIDA AND HE WAS MY LAST TIES TO MY HOME THAT I MISS SO MUCH !!!! TO TOP IT ALL OFF.... IT SNOWED HERE TODAY AND I AM TERRIBLY AFRAID OF DRIVING IN THE SNOW... WELL MY DAUGHTER WAS AT HER FRIENDS HOUSE WAY OUT IN BFE AND NEEDLESS TO SAY.. THOSE ROADS WERE NOT YET SALTED.. SO...... I DROVE APROXIMATELY FIVE MILES AN HOUR UP AND DOWN WINDING HILLS.. FOR FOUR MILES... LOL I JUST HAVE BAD EXPERIENCE WITH MY FIVE SPEED

Gamer!!
I have been a gamer forever, my very first game I played was pong on the original console. I have personally only owned a few consoles Sega Genisus, Xbox and Xbox 360. Mostly been a PC gamer however I have left that behind with my Xbox 360. My favorite game of all time was Falcon 3.0 on my old 386. I played it for hours and hours and hours and was pretty dang good. I may not be one of the top gamers out there but I like to try it all. I'm now the co-owner at PreGameLobby.com where see me around but the times when you don't see me I'm busy tinkering under the hood to bring you as many cool ideas and benefits as possible.

Harrassement And Why I Am Writing About This Subject
ha·rass /həˈr¿s, ˈh¿rəs/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[huh-ras, har-uhs] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation –verb (used with object) 1. to disturb persistently; torment, as with troubles or cares; bother continually; pester; persecute. 2. to trouble by repeated attacks, incursions, etc., as in war or hostilities; harry; raid. [Origin: 1610–20; < F, MF harasser to harry, harass, v. der. of harace, harache (in phrase courre a la harace pursue) = hare cry used to urge dogs on (< Frankish *hara here, from this side; cf. OHG hera, MD hare) + -asse aug. or pejorative suffix < L -âcea] —Related forms ha·rass·a·ble, adjective ha·rass·er, noun ha·rass·ing·ly, adverb ha·rass·ment, noun —Synonyms 1. badger, vex, plague, hector torture. See /ˈh¿rəs/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[har-uhs] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation, with stress on the first syllable. A newer pronunciation, /həˈr¿s/[hu

Where Am I??? Who Knows??
Perfect |¢¾| Polaroid's Calendar Dec 7 2006 8:00P Dear You, Sincerely Me @ Lillian's Dec 8 2006 9:00P Symphony In the Courtyard/ Only After Five @ Oyster Bay Dec 16 2006 9:00P Symphony In The Courtyard @ The Haven Dec 18 2006 6:00A Leaving for Puerto Rico Dec 19 2006 12:00A Puerto Rico Dec 20 2006 12:00A Puerto Rico Dec 21 2006 12:00A Puerto Rico Dec 22 2006 12:00A Puerto Rico Dec 23 2006 12:00A Puerto Rico Dec 24 2006 12:00A Puerto Rico Dec 25 2006 12:00A Puerto Rico Dec 26 2006 12:00A Puerto Rico Dec 27 2006 12:00A Puerto Rico Dec 28 2006 3:00P Back from Puerto Rico Dec 28 2006 8:00P Symphony in the Courtyard @ The Social

Mannequin
Hold it, Touch it, Feel it, but don’t let it ever drop. Don’t drop this long lost forgotten feeling that is letting me grasp your clothes as I am stripping them away. In which our feelings were beginning to lose its essence as soon as I stripped the last piece of her garment. No need to feel the emotion for as soon as the skin was touching another skin we were weaving ourselves in a coarse but delicate euphoric state. A state that we were trembling but when we began holding each other there was a sleight of hand. The hands that we begin to hold in sacrilege were the cause of its sleight. As we felt hope as that blissful moment and ignorance was the new knowledge exchanged for an unclean and impure moment. We know not the consequences between The two because it was ephemeral-that moment that could split the real world and surreal- it was evanescent-moist and blood mingled only to reunite to our garments- and… it was absolute-only between now and later will be

Picture A Girl And Yourself In A Deep Embrace(both Mentally And Physically)and Wakeing Up Relizeing It Was A Dream. For Me It Was An Occurrence That H
"why does everything always end up feeling so damn cold"? once again i woke up this morning and a warm spot still long cold gone. then smell of you and your sweet perfume still lingers on. i wrap my arms around you but all i get is icy cold. run my hands through your long blonde hair. but once again your just not there. you know i look but just cant find the reasons to face another day. cause' i feel like crawling up inside girl. just fading away. thats all right girl. i want you to know ill keep on walking. i got both my feet on the ground, and check it out. im gonna' stick it to ya'. yesterday i met this girl just like you. she had the same smile and sweet perfume. so i turned around. i walked away. me, my blade and my bottle of blues. thats all right girl. i keep walkin'.

More About Me..
Random Facts to know and tell 1.I never read instructions, I prefer it to try things out till it works. 2.I'm afraid of spiders. 3.I don't like the word "Hot". Sometimes people mistake my quietness for rudeness. 4.I can change my mood within seconds. 5.If i'm in a bad mood you'll never notice because I won't show it. 6.I'd rather talk to people online than on the phone. 7.I won't trust you until you prove me that you are worthy of being trusted. 8.I am impatient. 9.I don't like having attention drawn to me. 10.I don't take compliments well (I know that's weird). 11.It embarasses me when people say i'm hot. Music is like my oxygen. 12.I'm short, only 5'1". 13.Most people don't take me seriously. 14.I look younger than I am. 15.I don't like the word "cute". 16.I hate talking about myself. 17.I hate being bored. 18.I'm terrified of heights. 19.I can only sleep when it's cold. 20.I'm musically talented, somewhat. 21.I don't like the word "Hot". 22.It annoy

Being Blind
Everyday i wounder when you will see who i truely am. I sit here and look at your pics. I think to my self that if only you could see me things would be better. I sigh and go to bed sleep like hell and wake up at 4 am crying. you never ask me once during the day if im ok but you dont care if you hurt me.I try to be here for you and i try to love you. I hope you never love me and i hope you cry for once.

Tequila Christmas Cookies
Tequila Christmas Cookies: 1 cup of water 1 tsp. baking soda 1 cup of sugar 1 tsp. salt 1 cup of brown sugar 1 tbsp. lemon juice 4 large eggs 1 cup nuts 2 cups of dried fruit 1 bottle tequila Sample the tequila in a large glass to check quality. Take a large bowl, and check the tequila again, to be sure it is of the highest quality. Pour one level cup and drink. Turn on the electric mixer. Beat one cup of butter in a large fluffy bowl. Add one teaspoon of sugar. Beat again. At this point, it's best to make sure the tequila is still OK, so, try another cup. Turn off the mixerer thingy. Break 2 leggs and add to the bowl and chuck in the cup of dried fruit. Pick the frigging fruit and the damn cup off the floor. Mix on the turner. If the fried druit gets stuck in the beaterers, just pry it loose with a drewscriver. Sample the tequila to check for tonsisticity. Next, sift two cups of salt, or something. Check the tequila. Now shift the lemon juice and str

Survey As Asked
. Ever punch someone in the face? No but I had a buddy punch me in face after i told him a horse was a nice doggie. 2. How old are you? 37 3. Are you single or taken? taken 4. Eat with your hands or utensils? yes 5. Do you dream at night? yes 6. Ever seen a corpse? yes 7. have you ever wished someone dead? yes 8. Do You Like Bush? the president or in the naughty sense... i think hes an evil man HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 9. Whats your philosophy on life? and death? I think that when i die I am going to turn into dirt 10. if you could do anything with me, and have no one know about it, what would it be? even you? cause that wouldnt be very fun now would it 11. do you trust the police? 12. Do you like country music? no 13. what is your fondest memory of me? when you told me all your dating problems 14. If you could change anything about yourself would you? yes 15. would you date me? yes 16. What do you wear to sleep? bri

20 Way To Make His Xmas
1. Trim his tree. 2. Lick his luscious candy cane. 3. Be his "ho-ho-ho" for the holidays. 4. Polish his christmas balls. 5. Ride him like a reindeer. 6. Taste his sweet egg-nog. 7. Deck the halls with moans of pleasure. 8. Fa, la, la, latio- la, la, la, la. 9. Spark his menorah with a hot strip tease. 10. Request a stiff stocking stuff-her! 11. Make his Kris Kringle tingle. 12. Gift wrap yourself in sexy lingere. 13. Unwrap his package. 14. Hang mistletoe from any place you want kissed. 15. Rock his jingle bells in the frosty air. 16. Make your Rudolph's hose as red as his nose. 17. Heat him up with a snow job. 18. Give the Christmas carolers a show of your own. 19. Dress up as Santa's nasty little helper. 20. Make sure you're naughty, so it's nice.

Holy... Do I Ever!
~I HAVE A BIG CRUSH~ I want to tell her she's beautiful and such; But I dont wanna say too much, Because, right now, its jus a big crush. I want to pass a kiss on and all that kissy mush; I only hope it wouldn't be asking too much. Floating together in passion clouds and wanderlust; I dont think I'm dreaming too much, Cause this boi's got a BIG crush

Hey There!!
LOL...WELL ITS COLD HERE ITS COCO AND WHIP CREAM WEATHER WERE GETTING THE FIRST SNOW OF THE YEAR AND IT IS BEAUTIFUL.....MEANS THE ROADS WILL BE SLICK AND ALL KINDS OF DUMB ASS'S WILL DRIVE TO FAST AND WRECK!! THE SITE ISNT VERY BUSY TODAY OR THIS EVENING! WONDER WHATS UP WITH THAT U KNOW I WAS WONDERING SOMEDAYS ITS SO DAMN BUSY AROUND HERE U CANT KEEP UP WITH THE MESSAGES AND TODAY GEEEEE ITS DEAD! WELL I JUST WANTED TO SAY HEY SO IM OUTTA HERE!!!! XOXXO MESHA!

A Very Wry (objective!!?) View Of A Relationship Gone Bad
Its been four months since you gone away. my bed is empty and my heart still feels the pain. I see your pictere in a magazine. i look away still see you starin' at me. i walk the streets at night and theres no one else in my sight but you, in my mind. cause i still love you. buy a ticket to a subway train. a one way token just to end my pain from you. ticket says destination unknown. the car stops and im back at home all alone. with out you. i saw you at a resturant down on 42nd street drinkin' red wine and laughin'. i kept walkin' by myself with a bottle of rye. i dont need you baby. and your foolin' yourself when you say you dont need me. and im lyin' fallin' down in the ally. yeah im lyin' to myself as im screamin'. i saw some chick the other day. she had a smile that looked so cool. it looked like you so i walked away. my eyes are tired but i still look cool. my tears are past and i dont need you.

Newfie Bungie Jumping
NEWFIE RECREATION two Newfies walk into a pet shop. they go directly over to the bird section. Gerry says to Paddy, "Dat's dem." The clerk comes over and asks if he can help them. "Yeah, we'll take four of dem dere budgies in dat cage op dere," says Gerry. "Put dem in a peeper bag." The clerk puts the budgies in a bag, and the two guys pay for the birds and leave the shop. They get into Gerrys van and drive to 'Come-By-Chance' until they are high up on a hill and stop at the top of the cliff with a 500-foot drop. "Dis looks like a grand place, eh?" says Gerry. He then takes two of the birds out of the bag, places them on his shoulders and jumps off the cliff. Paddy watches as his mate drops off the edge and goes straight down for a few seconds before he hits the rocks below with a 'SPLAT!' As Paddy looks down he shakes his head and says, "fook dat, dis budgie jumpin" is too fockin' dangerous for me." HOPE YOU HAVE A GOOD LAUGH ALL

The Spirits And Ghosts Of Yule
THE SPIRITS AND GHOSTS OF YULE By Montague Whitsel Synopsis: The Winter Solstice has long been associated with ghosts and sprits in Pagan as well as Christian Traditions. "Christmas" has its ghosts, as does the Yule; when there are spirits behind every door and in every closet as well as dancing in the flames of candles and hearth-fires. What are these spirits and who are these ghosts, and why are mortals haunted in the tides of Winter's Solstice? In this article we will explore these questions, becoming acquainted with some of the more traditional Yuletide ghosts in Celtic traditions as well as reclaiming one of the more well-known spirit entities in our secular western "December Holiday" celebrations. We are all familiar with "Christmas" ghost stories from Charles Dickens "A Christmas Carol to Tim Burton's "The Nightmare before Christmas." I have often been asked, though, why there should be ghosts and hauntings at this time of the year when many people want to be focused on f

What Friends Mean To Me
When a friend calls and your in the middle of something and they need you, you drop what your doing and help them. If a friend calls and says my jackass of a bf just broke my heart you let them cry then make them laugh by telling them you will kick the guys ass for them A friend is one you can turn to when your at your best OR when your at your total worst.... and never judge you for either A friend senses you need compassion, and gives it A friend calls every so often and says hey how r you doing (for no apparent reason at all) A friend rushes in when needed and takes care of what ever you need A friend will stay up for days on end if needed to take care of a sick friend.... A friend loves to see you laugh,cry,get mad,every emotion known because they are your friend A friend can sit and listen for hours about how fucked up your life is, then turn around and get your ass drunk to say see there it gets better!!!! A friend offers to carry you when you are to

Love Hurts
Love Hurts As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. RM

Pathetic People....
so when people screw with you... why can't they just leave you alone?? i mean c'mon.. randomly coming by your page... hell do they wanna see how good you are doing without talking to them?? i mean really.. how old are we?!?!?!

Cell Companies To Replace 1.3 Million Batteries
Cell Companies to Replace 1.3 Million Batteries NTT DoCoMo and Mitsubishi say that Sanyo-made batteries may overheat and catch fire. Martyn Williams, IDG News Service Thursday, December 07, 2006 06:00 AM PST NTT DoCoMo and Mitsubishi Electric are planning to replace around 1.3 million batteries manufactured by Sanyo Electric because they may overheat and catch fire, the companies said today. The batteries were manufactured before June 2006 and are used in NTT DoCoMo's D902i handset. Some may have also been used in two other Mitsubishi Electric models, the D902iS and D903iS, the companies said. The batteries carry the model number D06. "In rare cases there is a slight deformation of the electrode plate which causes it to come into contact with the insulation sheet and hence the insulation sheet can become damaged," said Richard Sedgwick, a spokesman for Sanyo in Tokyo. "If the battery was also damaged through an outside side, for example if the user dropped the battery,

Just A Little Christmas Thought Please Read And Keep Our Soldiers In Your Hearts And Minds This Holiday Season
A CHRISTMAS POEM The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasnt loud, and it wasnt too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didnt quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twent

First One!
YAY! My firstest blog on here! Yay me! I'm just in a writing mood tonight. I'm in a sort of reflection stage at this point. I guess it's because of the new year that is upon us. It's got me thinkin about how I feel about THIS year. I'm happy. I can honestly say right now I'm happy. I'm getting older, and not so scared of that anymore. I started a new job, created some great friendships, strenghtened family ties... and met an amazing person (LOVER!) Of course, I've had my fair share of heartbreaks... but this year it just seems that I've been able to let most roll off my back. I'm in a happy place. My heart is at ease, and full of love. I can smile, and know that it's no longer the plastered image of what others want to see. I can't wait to see what next year brings to my friends, my family, myself... and everyone out there! I digress... lol. Anywho, today has been very frusturating for me. For some reason, I just can't sleep well lately. I just completely passed out last night, but

Farm Sex
I'm a firm believer, that we have no more choice over what we are drawn to sexually, than we have over what our taste buds like, when we sit down at the table. PEACE...MILKER Since some of you may not like this story and what it's about, may I suggest that you click on my name, that's up next to the title of this story and perhaps you will find one that's more to your liking....Milker When I was 14 year's old, I had to go and live with my aunt and uncle, out on their farm, back in Alabama. Now don't get me wrong but being raised in the city, I hadn't been able to play with any of my little girl cousin's or even my little boy cousin's, like my friends were telling me, that they did to each other, when they lived out on a farm. But since my aunt and uncle didn't have any children yet because they'ed only been married for 2 year's now, getting to play around with my little cousin's, was out of the question. It wasn't until they started telling me about all of the bestia

My Status
Status: Single Here for: Networking, Friends Orientation: Straight Body type: 5' 1" Ethnicity: Latino / Hispanic Zodiac Sign: Leo Smoke / Drink: No / Yes Children: Someday Education: In college Occupation: Full Time Smartass / Student / Band Spokesperson

This Week's Stuff
So I have been searching very diligently for a job for a few weeks now. I finally am getting some responses from quality companies and am having some good interviews, so that's good! Very good! I should also be FINALLY getting the fiber optic connection hooked up tomorrow and I can't wait to drop kick dial-up back to the cesspool from whence it arose. Unless something happens to delay it until next week. It will be nice to finally see how well CT runs with an ultra-fast connection, dual-core processor, 2Gigs of RAM and a widescreen display. Until then, I have to deal with partially loaded pages, no sounds, and frequent 404s and random disconnects. Have a good evening everyone!

Not Much Better
She is still very ill. The after hours nurse thinks she has Strep and that the office somehow missed it. We will find out for sure tomorrow morning when the second test comes back. Right now I'm just trying to make her comfortable. Having a child that is so sick and miserable takes it all out of you. Especially when they are usually so energetic and chipper. She has been on the couch under a blanket for the most part of the past 72 hours. More good thoughts/vibes if you can spare em. :o) ***kisses*** Sam

You Call It Christmas, We Call It Yule
Author: Peg Aloi http://www.witchvox.com/va/dt_va.html?a=usma&c=holidays&id=2079 Try though we might, it is not easy to escape the influence of Christmas in this country. It is easy to become jaded and cynical about it, wondering why it is not the magical time we all experienced as children, wondering how it ever got so commercial. For modern pagans who may still observe the holiday because their families do, it is a confusing time of year; how to celebrate this as a seasonal festival when so many of our associations with this holiday have to do with gifts, food and merrymaking? Even for those who celebrate this day as the birth of Christ, it must be difficult to stay focused on that significance, with the tinsel and shopping and office parties and the newest toys for kids clouding their vision. I for one find that cynicism abounds at this time of year, and that many adults dread the "holidays" because of family issues and stresses that seem to become more pronounced. The emphas

December 7th
Earthquake Victim's Memorial Day Armenia Felix Houphouet-Boigny Remembrance Day Ivory Coast Good Neighbourliness Day Turkmenistan National Day Ivory Coast Pearl Harbor Day United States of America St. Ambrose Day (Milan Only) Italy International Civil Aviation Day International

What's Real?
Do you ever wonder why you focus on the future? I mean, I know you're clear that it's an escape from the present But, just entertain the possibility, if only for a second that it is more than high hopes, wants and unfulfilled wishes that makes you dream about hugs and kisses with someone I know you don't really know In this sea full of sharks and fishes I believe you're of the variety that is tame and, not because your game is lame but, because you've at least progressed to where you know how to give and when to take You still live with some of your mistakes but you don't want to go back You know you don't need that So, what is it I'm trying to say? When you're not in the here and now, when you're contemplating next steps Do you really take a look around to understand who you're with? It's not your dreams I'm trying to steal, it's just I really wonder if you know they're not real I'm the first to live in the land of faith but if that state takes you to a place o

Writing And Poetry
Go Merry Mary go round Drown what you found and so frantically bound A life in the gutter A mine in the coal A heart doesn't flutter When it's dead in the soul Go Mary Merry go round Down on the ground is the safest of sound If death is a doorway He wants a way out Double pained windows Inaudible shout Go Merry Mary go round Drown what you found and run fast into town

Meps
So, I went to MEPS today and as some of you know I am still overweight so I have to go back January 8th. Thats sucks but you'll have that. The girl I rode down with and who I had to room with was a weirdo. She was a rich little 17 yr old Marietta girl. She has been arrested 3 times, pulled over by cops 8 times, done numorous drugs, and 7 guys in the past month according to her. She was so ditzy it scared me a little. Some other girl wasn't informed that we would be getting into our bras and panties so unfortunately for everyone she not only went commando and had to get underwear from MEPS but also didn't shave. I have NEVER seen so much hair on a females body in my life. He armpit hair alone was longer than any mans I have ever seen, but she had long hair on her stomach, legs, and bikini line also. Did I mention she had REALLY dark hair so it stuck out quiet a bit? YUCK!!!! Atleast this time when I go back I wont have to deal with the bullshit, just height/weight, and I'm out.

Please Vote My Sexy Friends!!!
Please do me a huge favor and show me some love!!! Vote at the link on this blog and give me as many as you find the time for! I am running a close race so far and it's neck and neck! Thank you to all who have done so already, and please continue to show this 38 year old mom (who works hard to keep what I have looking in shape...lol) your support! Happy holidays to you all, and you are all the greatest friends!!! ALL MY LOVE TO EACH ONE OF YOU!!! http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=93659&i=281962988

103-inch Tv Screen Is A Really Big Show
LONDON, England (UPI) -- There`s big-screen and really big-screen television, like the world`s largest plasma screen on sale for $99,000 in London. Panasonic`s new television is 103 inches wide -- 8 feet, 7 inches -- and weighs about a quarter of a ton, Sky News said Wednesday. Delivery and installation cost $9,800 extra, and if you want to order one of these babies for this Christmas -- you`re too late. The screens must be ordered from Panasonic`s factory in Japan and there`s a three-month waiting list, a store spokesman said. Commenting on the television screen on display at John Lewis, spokesman John Kempner said: 'It`s really there as a statement to show off what plasma technology can do and to say, `This is the ultimate.`' The Panasonic breaks the former record for a television screen by one inch. Copyright 2006 by United Press International

Like Seeing Red & Turning Green, Painted Gray, But Blacker
What if nothing ever seemed to phase me? What if I dreamed up I was untouchable? What if I just completely bypassed crazy, And started smashing through all these rubber walls? It could be that I'm coming unhinged, Could be I was never hinged to begin with. Maybe I have demons by the hundreds In my skull, mutiplying by the minute. It's always 4:20 somewhere on Earth, And happy hour's only one drink away, Every day, any time. For what it's worth, It's hard to live life this way; But living the straight life's worse. What if it's never as bad as I claim? Maybe my empty mug is filled to the brim, Filled with all the poisons that drive me sane; Daily doses of black market medicine. It could be that I'm imagining things, Could be my imagination's running scared, Terrified by random, rambling rantings I recite in my sleep while dreaming nightmares. I'm completely off-schedule with my meds; Got a mind to repair, but there's time to spare. I'm too busy taking ti

Remember This At Christmas Time
According to the Alaska Department of Fish and Game, while both male and female reindeer grow antlers in the summer each year, male reindeer drop their antlers at the beginning of winter, usually late November to mid-December. Female reindeer retain their antlers till after they give birth in the spring, therefore, according to EVERY historical rendition depicting Santa's reindeer, EVERY single one of them, from Rudolph to Blitzen, had to be a girl. We should've known... ONLY women would be able to drag a fat-ass man in a red velvet suit all around the world in one night and not get lost. Happy Holidays

My Sister's Coming Home!
In just two days I will get to see my sis and her family....not to mention goofy husband :). They will be staying here in NE for the holidays. Her husband just got back from Korea, actually. So we have not seen him for over a year. And little cortney, my niece, is three now. Can't wait to give her lots of hugs and kisses. Unfortunately, my sis may have to get an MRI done for her back...we just found out. She may either have arthritis or spinabifida. If she has spinabifida, my dad may have given it to her by going to vietnam...when he was exposed to all of that toxins and such. We don't know. But at least, my sis can relax a bit with her hubby home and such. And relaxing while she is home here in NE with her other family.

Life
Highly sensitive persons (HSP's) have heightened sensitivity to their environments. If you're a highly sensitive person, your nervous system literally picks up more information than the average person about what's going on around you. As HSP's receive heightened sensory input, you can easily get overloaded by too much stimulation. HSP's can also be more sensitive on other levels. For example, you may be more sensitive to environmental pollution and toxins. As an HSP, it is important to become aware of your situation so you can learn to manage it. In this fast-paced world of over-stimulation, you need to learn to make choices that are healthy for you, even if others might not understand or relate. ~Highly Sensitive Persons and Extra Sensory Perception~ As a highly sensitive person you may also have psychic or healing abilities, though you may not yet recognize it. In fact, sometimes people with psychic and healing abilities are referred to as sensitives. Like highly sensitive per

I'm Not A Lawyer Either
A guy walks into a bar and announces "I hate laywers. They're all assholes." He rants for a while about how he got screwed by laywers and gets hammered. After a while, a woman walks over to him and says, "I've been listening to you go on about laywers and I resent it." He looks at her and says "What should you care if I think all laywers are assholes. Are you a lawyer?" She says, "No, I'm an asshole."

For Someone's Consideration
I like Christopher Guest a lot. Obviously, I like his Nigel Tufnel persona, I like what he has to say in interviews and his commentaries, and I like the fact he hasn't tried to make his films a vehicle for his brother Nicholas, who I guarantee you've heard if not seen. And, in general, I enjoy Christopher's films, although they tend to feel just shy of the mark.K & I went to see For Your Consideration on Thursday, and if A Mighty Wind is the best of the Guest movies (my own opinion), this is definitely the worst (okay, I've never seen Almost Heroes, but I've read that it's awful). It misses the mark for a lot of reasons, but they're just refined versions of the problems present in all of his movies, i.e. a tendency to let things go to far. Eugene Levy's two left feet in Best in Show is a prime example of the kind of excess that sinks these movies for me. If you listen to the commentary on that disc, you'll discover that Gene Levy thought the bit was too much, and Guest talked him into

Friends Eternal
Friends Eternal You're a true friend, that I want you to know, Our love for each other has helped us to grow. We've been through some tough times, but we've made it through, The only one I ever trusted was you. You helped me through anger, you've chased away fears. You held me through sadness, and kissed away tears. You stayed by my side when the world turned away. You helped me see joy when the skies were all gray. You were the rainbow at the end of the storm. You help me be different when I shouldn't conform. You held my hand when you knew we would fall. Every heartache, you saw me through it all. I'm not sure I'm always the best friend to you, I know I'm not perfect, but this much is true. When life gets you down, And there's nowhere to turn, I'll help you through and I'll share your concern. I'll try my best to return every favor, When you're sure that you'll drown, then I'll be your lifesaver; Even i

Tequila Christmas Cookies:
Tequila Christmas Cookies: 1 cup of water 1 tsp. baking soda 1 cup of sugar 1 tsp. salt 1 cup of brown sugar 1 tbsp. lemon juice 4 large eggs 1 cup nuts 2 cups of dried fruit 1 bottle tequila Sample the tequila in a large glass to check quality. Take a large bowl, and check the tequila again, to be sure it is of the highest quality. Pour one level cup and drink. Turn on the electric mixer. Beat one cup of butter in a large fluffy bowl. Add one teaspoon of sugar. Beat again. At this point, it's best to make sure the tequila is still OK, so, try another cup. Turn off the mixerer thingy. Break 2 leggs and add to the bowl and chuck in the cup of dried fruit. Pick the frigging fruit and the damn cup off the floor. Mix on the turner. If the fried druit gets stuck in the beaterers, just pry it loose with a drewscriver. Sample the tequila to check for tonsisticity. Next, sift two cups of salt, or something. Check the tequila. Now shift the lemon juice and str

Origins Of Yule And Christmas--a Wiccan/pagan Must Read
THE SPIRITS AND GHOSTS OF YULE By Montague Whitsel Synopsis: The Winter Solstice has long been associated with ghosts and sprits in Pagan as well as Christian Traditions. "Christmas" has its ghosts, as does the Yule; when there are spirits behind every door and in every closet as well as dancing in the flames of candles and hearth-fires. What are these spirits and who are these ghosts, and why are mortals haunted in the tides of Winter's Solstice? In this article we will explore these questions, becoming acquainted with some of the more traditional Yuletide ghosts in Celtic traditions as well as reclaiming one of the more well-known spirit entities in our secular western "December Holiday" celebrations. We are all familiar with "Christmas" ghost stories from Charles Dickens "A Christmas Carol to Tim Burton's "The Nightmare before Christmas." I have often been asked, though, why there should be ghosts and hauntings at this time of the year when many people want to be focused on f

Please Cum Vote For Me In The Sexiest M.u.l.f Contest
COME VOTE FOR THIS MOM OF 3 TEENS IN THE SEXIEST M.I.L.F. CONTESTOFTER BEING A MOM FOR 19 YEARS I HOPE IS STILL HAVE IT!! PLEASE GO RATE, AND COMMENT ON HER PICTURE AND PLEASE VOTE AS MANY TIME AS U CAN ADN PASS THE LINK TO YOUR FRIENDS THANKS AND MWASHHHHHHHHHH http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=93659&i=1412800960http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=93659&i=1412800960

You Call It Christmas, We Call It Yule
You Call it Christmas, We Call it Yule Author: Peg Aloi http://www.witchvox.com/va/dt_va.html?a=usma&c=holidays&id=2079 Try though we might, it is not easy to escape the influence of Christmas in this country. It is easy to become jaded and cynical about it, wondering why it is not the magical time we all experienced as children, wondering how it ever got so commercial. For modern pagans who may still observe the holiday because their families do, it is a confusing time of year; how to celebrate this as a seasonal festival when so many of our associations with this holiday have to do with gifts, food and merrymaking? Even for those who celebrate this day as the birth of Christ, it must be difficult to stay focused on that significance, with the tinsel and shopping and office parties and the newest toys for kids clouding their vision. I for one find that cynicism abounds at this time of year, and that many adults dread the "holidays" because of family issues and stresses t

I've Been Very Busy Lately...
...so i'm sorry if i haven't stopped by to say hello to anyone most of u don't know...but.. i'm a culinary student, and for one of my classes we had to make a cookbook with a theme.. ..and i couldn't think of anything better than: 'The Dave Matthews Band and Friends Tribute Cookbook some of the recipes include: Murph’s ‘Is This Real or Am I Dreaming?’ Roasted Red Peppers with Mozzarella, Basil, and Angel Hair Brandy’s ‘Sittin on Top of the World with Your Legs Hanging Free’ Five-Spice Salmon with Leeks Stacie’s ‘Kissing Whiskey by the Fire’ Chocolate-Mint Cheesecake Pretty groovy, eh? my email is adsantay@hotmail.com...or you can send me a message w/ yours if you'd like a copy ..peace, love, and dmb ;)

Spirits Of The Dead....
Thy soul shall find itself alone 'Mid dark thoughts of the grey tomb-stone -- Not one, of all the crowd, to pry Into thine hour of secrecy: Be silent in that solitude Which is not loneliness -- for then The spirits of the dead who stood In life before thee are again In death around thee -- and their will Shall then overshadow thee: be still. For the night -- tho' clear -- shall frown -- And the stars shall look not down, From their high thrones in the Heaven, With light like Hope to mortals given -- But their red orbs, without beam, To thy weariness shall seem As a burning and a fever Which would cling to thee for ever : Now are thoughts thou shalt not banish -- Now are visions ne'er to vanish -- From thy spirit shall they pass No more -- like dew-drop from the grass: The breeze -- the breath of God -- is still -- And the mist upon the hill Shadowy -- shadowy -- yet unbroken, Is a symbol and a token -- How it hangs upon the trees, A mystery of m

How To Make A Woman Happy
How to Make a Woman Happy It's not difficult to make a woman happy. A man only needs to be: 1. a friend 2. a companion 3. a lover 4. a brother 5. a father 6. a master 7. a chef 8. an electrician 9. a carpenter 10. a plumber 11. a mechanic 12. a decorator 13. a stylist 14. a sexologist 15. a gynecologist 16. a psychologist 17. a pest exterminator 18. a psychiatrist 19. a healer 20. a good listener 21. an organizer 22. a good father 23. very clean 24. sympathetic 25. athletic 26. warm 27. attentive 28. gallant 29. intelligent 30. funny 31. creative 32. tender 33. strong 34. understanding 35. tolerant 36. prudent 37. ambitious 38. capable 39. courageous 40. determined 41. true 42. dependable 43. passionate 44. compassionate WITHOUT FORGETTING TO: 45. give her compliments regularly 46. love shopping 47. be honest 48. be very rich 49. not stress her out 50. not look at other girls AND AT THE SAME TIME, YOU MUST A

My Friends Who Served Today And Died For Our Tomorrow!
We just got back from iraq a week ago. i miss u boys so much. we went to wild country the other night. some of you always went with us. it wasnt the same. i miss you all so much. it really hit hard when we got back. someday we will all be together again and we will sit back and shoot the shit just like the old days. Here are the names of the men who gave their lifes and sacrificed their today for our tomorrow. KILLED IN ACTION CPT. Paine ( company commander) CPT. Cox ( company executive officer) SGT. Jazmin ( first platoon team leader) SPC. Mason ( first platoon) SPC. Smith ( first platoon) SPC. Novak ( first platoon) SPC. Lee ( first platoon) WOUNDED IN ACTION SGT. Glass ( second platoon) SGT. King ( first platoon)

When I Close My Eyes...
When I close my eyes... I can see your face.. My heart calls out, wanting you with me in this special place.. I can feel your arms holding me tight.. I long to snuggle close and feel all my fears take flight.. I can see your smile.. Reminding me to be patient for just a little while.. I can feel your gentle touch.. Shivers run over my skin, I miss you so much.. I can see the love in your eyes for me.. Shining brightly where all who care to look can see.. I can feel your presence surrounding me..holding me..loving me.. And I know deep in my heart our love was meant to be.. I love you...

Fear By Sarah Mclaughlin..(luv This Song)
Artist: Sarah McLachlan Lyrics Song: Fear Lyrics Click here to send Sarah McLachlan polyphonic ringtone to your cell phone. Morning smiles Like the face of a newborn child Innocent unknowing Winter’s end Promises of a long lost friend Speaks to me of comfort But I fear I have nothing to give I have so much to lose Here in this lonely place Tangled up in our embrace There’s nothing I’d like Better than to fall But I fear I have nothing to give Wind in time Rapes the flower trembling on the vine Nothing yields to shelter it From above They say temptation will destroy our love The never ending hunger But I fear I have nothing to give I have so much to lose Here in this lonely place Tangled up in our embrace There’s nothing I’d like Better than to fall But I fear I have nothing to give I have so much to lose I have nothing to give We have so much to lose...

I Like Black Men Cuz Im Fat? Wtf????
i was told today that the only reason i like black men is becuz im fat..hmmmmmm that would be by some ugly white man that wishes that he could have something like me on his arm to walk down the street with...nasty ass, so i left him a comment....seems like everyone be haten today!

To Busy?
Too Busy for a Friend.. One day a teacher asked her students to list the names of the other students in the room on two sheets of paper, leaving a space between each name. Then she told them to think of the nicest thing they could say about each of their classmates and write it down. It took the remainder of the class period to finish their assignment, and as the students left the room, each one handed in the papers. That Saturday, the teacher wrote down the name of each student on a separate sheet of paper, and listed what everyone else had said about that individual. On Monday she gave each student his or her list. Before long, the entire class was smiling. "Really?" she heard whispered. "I never knew that I meant anything to anyone!" and, "I didn't know others liked me so much." were most of the comments. No one ever mentioned those papers in class again. She never knew if they discussed them after class or with their parents, but it d

Sex Quiz
You have a sexual IQ of 119 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Amazing People Really Do Exist
Someone wonderful bounced into me, on this site, the other day Her name on here is BLicious, and may I say that she is just the sweetest girl on the face of the planet! I know that I'll never get the chance to ever be with her, but, god, what I wouldn't do for the chance.... Even though I just met her This girl, though.... Is truly amazing to me, in every way And, what impresses me most, about her, is that she holds very high standards on how she has men react to her... She doesn't let them just hang all over her... I respect that a great deal UNLIKE SOMEONE ELSE I USED TO CARE ABOUT..... But, thats enough mention about... that I think my new dream fantasy is, now, to go out on the town, dancing with my new girl, B, by my side, all night long... And, then come back to my/our place in the early wee hours of the morn and take the hottest shower evar, together, before we hit the sack, to continue the steamy endeavours until our last bit of energy was spent *Longing,

Girls Vs. Grown Women
GIRLS leave their schedule wide-open and wait for a guy to call and make plans. GROWN WOMEN make their own plans and nicely tell the guy to get in where he fits. GIRLS want to control the man in their life. GROWN WOMEN know that if he's truly hers, he doesn't need controlling. GIRLS check you for not calling them. GROWN WOMEN are too busy to realize you hadn't. GIRLS are afraid to be alone. GROWN WOMEN revel in it using it as a time for personal growth. GIRLS ignore the good guys. GROWN WOMEN ignore the bad guys. GIRLS make you come home. GROWN WOMEN make you want to come home. GIRLS worry about not being pretty and/or good enough for their man. GROWN WOMEN know that they are pretty and/or good enough for any man. GIRLS try to monopolize all their man's time (i.e., don't want him hanging with his friends). GROWN WOMEN realize that a little bit of space makes the together time even more special and goes to spend time with her own friends.

Kindred Is The Spirit
This is the place. Stand still, my steed,— Let me review the scene, And summon from the shadowy past The forms that once have been. If I could read you like a book Or like a wizard’s glass of old I might discover why you look so cold. We all have a story to tell, the mistakes of our past, break the mold to create who we are today. We learn wisdom from failure much more than from success. We often discover what will do by finding out what will not do; and probably he who never made a mistake never made a discovery. Man ... cannot learn to forget, but hangs on the past: however far or fast he runs, that chain runs with him. Slow me down, Ease the pounding of my heart by the quieting of my mind. Steady my hurried pace with a vision of the eternal reach of time. Give me, amidst the confusion of my day, the calmness of the everlasting hills. Break the tensions of my nerves and muscles with the soothing music of singing streams that live in my memory. Teach me the art

Gift Game? Shall We? Winkwink
Here's a fun game for everybody-it's called the gift game :) Whoever posts or reposts this bulletin will receive between 0 and 8 gifts depending on how much the reader loves you. Give cherry lips if you want to kiss me Give a rose if you think im pretty Give a shot of something if you wanna party w/ me Give a teddy bear if you like me as a friend Give a dozen roses if you love me Give a private gift if you think im sexy Give a condom if you wanna fuck me Give a V.I.P gift if you think im awesome enough. =D Ok now...on your mark, get set.....GO!!!! And have fun with it...you never know what you'll get :)

Funny
Wal Mart has everything ! One day, in line at the company cafeteria, Joe says to Mike behind him, "My elbow hurts like hell. I guess I'd better see a doctor." "Listen, you don't have to spend that kind of money," Mike replies. "There's a diagnostic computer down at Wal-Mart. Just give it a urine sample and the computer will tell you what's wrong and what to do about it. It takes ten seconds and costs ten dollars . . . A lot cheaper than a doctor." So, Joe deposits a urine sample in a small jar and takes it to Wal-Mart. He deposits ten dollars, and the computer lights up and asks for the urine sample. He pours the sample into the slot and waits. Ten seconds later, the computer ejects a printout: "You have tennis elbow. Soak your arm in warm water and avoid heavy activity. It will improve in two weeks. Thank you for shopping @ Wal-Mart." That evening, while thinking how amazing this new technology was, Joe began wondering if the computer could be fooled. He

Another
Longing for the human touch Desire that I need so much Confusion as to what to feel Lost in all that is not real A fantasy of mind and light Found lacking by so far a sight For I need to touch a flesh so true yet I can’t reach out and touch you All I can do is sit and wait Sit for hours second rate Behind the wall of distant glass It drags on slow and never fast Till in this place I see you near The one I always hold so dear The one who touched my heart and mind The one who is the greatest find Now I see there is more I need my heart for one alone does bleed Loneliness does surely grow I wonder if inside you know The hold you do have on me And how these eyes do truly see One I can never ever hold I think of waiting till I am old It would be worth all to hold one time And feel the joy one moment sublime Where I could gaze into those eyes And know the wonder and surprise But this is just what can not do I need the touch from only you By R. Thomas Dinsmore

65 Years Ago Today..
"Mr. Vice President, Mr. Speaker, members of the Senate and the House of Representatives: yesterday, December 7th, 1941 - a date which will live in infamy - the United States of America was suddenly and deliberately attacked by naval and air forces of the Empire of Japan." "The United States was at peace with that nation, and, at the solicitation of Japan, was still in conversation with its Government and its Emperor looking toward the maintenance of peace in the Pacific. Indeed, one hour after Japanese air squadrons had commenced bombing in the American island of Oahu, the Japanese Ambassador to the United States and his colleague delivered to our Secretary of State a formal reply to a recent American message. And while this reply stated that it seemed useless to continue the existing diplomatic negotiations, it contained no threat or hint of war or of armed attack." "It will be recorded that the distance of Hawaii from Japan makes it obvious that the attack was deliberately pl

Hey Everyone
i have my son brandon in the cute kid contest,i dont usually enter the contest,but i did this one,because i think my son brandon,is cute,now i supposedly have lots of friends,and i always help everyone out,as much as i can,only about 6 of my true friends,have voted,and they know who they are,so you know my son is cute,so please go vote and comment the heck out of him,i will be so gratefull,to all of you ....brenda

Note Two
He turned the corner and spotted (insert name) trailing three of his female victims behind him. (Insert name) spotted (insert name) and smiled, the evil seemed to flow right off him. Unprepared to confront him right now, (insert name) turned around and headed back the way he came. Behind him, he could hear (insert name) laughing at him and say, "Come back when you grow up little witch. I'll be here playing with my toys." The sound of moans from the women followed him down the street for blocks.

Remember When
- remember when - - gettin' high meant swinging at a playground?- - the worst thing you could get from a boy was cooties?- -when mom was your hero- -and dad was the doy you were gonna marry?- -when your worst enemies were your siblings?- -and race issues were about who ran fastest?- -when war was a card games- -& life was simple & care free?- -remember when all you wanted to do.. -was to grow up?- -now the world is upside down..

Fav Poem
You're the PEANUT to my BUTTER , You're the STAR to my BURST, You're the M to my M, You're the POP to my TART, You're the MILKY to my WAY, You're the FRUIT to my LOOP, You're the MILK to my DUDS, You're the LUCKY to my CHARMS, You're the ICE to my CREAM, You're the GHETTO to my BOOTY, but mostly.... You're the BEST to my FRIEND

If Anyone Like Art Come Check This Out
For those of you that have opened this please support my art by commenting if you like it or purchase it either way I will be thank full and may the space of devine fill your soul will fortune for as much as you give me.Blessed be.thank you.http://www.esnips.com/doc/599dc630-b71c-4c12-a339-f218fc7c513b Enigma Sin

'tis The Season
'Tis the Season With every Christmas card we write we send a candle-glow To warm a heart with love and joy - a gift to all we know. With every Christmas carol we sing, notes of peace resound To touch mankind this festive season, echoing all around. This is the season of joy and love when the Christmas star is bright, And it starts with just a candle-glow shining through the night. The Snowman One day we built a snowman, We built him out of snow; You should have seen how fine he was, All white from top to toe. We poured some water over him, To freeze his legs and ears; And when we went indoors to bed, We thought he'd last for years. But, in the night a warmer kind Of wind began to blow; And Jack Frost cried and ran away, And with him went the snow. When we went out next morning To bid our friend "Good Day", There wasn't any snowman there... He'd melted right away! orignal post by:

Forgot To Mention
ages ago I fell across a site called Machinima anyway I thought it was a great idea but couldnt find anyone up for helping me get to understand it, as I was having a chat with Susan tonight she only told me that she was working with the guy who created it and he lives in the same fookin area of Edinburgh as myself. So she is going to tell him about the project and see if he can find me some help, cant wait really.

John Lennon
Tomorrow sees the 26th Anniversary of the death of John Lennon. Here is the events of that tragic day Double Fantasy had already been released and was doing pretty well in the charts. I don't think it had reached #1 in the charts until after John's death though. He was going about his usual buisness, giving interviews and was having pictures taking. To him, it was just a normal Monday. He was going into the studio later that day with Yoko to work on her upcoming release "Walking on thin Ice" It would be the last time he would ever enter the studio again. A man who lived in Hawaii had traveled to New York City with a mission in his mind. He was not going to give up until this mission was accomplished. He would kill John Lennon. What made this even more erie was that he had traveled there before to kill him and did not. When Mark David Chapman flew to New York City the second time, he accomplished his dream. As John Lennon was leaving The Dakota Building early on the day

What Is Ur Type
You Are Tequilla When you drink, you're serious about getting drunk! You'll take any shot that's offered up to you... Even if it tastes like sock sweat! And you're never afraid of eating the worm. What Alcoholic Drink Are You?

The Time Has Come
to move on from many things. most on this site care about the stupidest things omg vote for my picture comment my picture so i can feel good i'v realized i no longer need the internet to be happy i no longer need your fake lies or demeaning comments all i need is me and my heart i'm not deleting because at times i find this place quite entertaining but in a couple months i will no longer have the net at home so i wont be on nearly enough for the very few i think care more then bout my rack or ass i will add to yahoo or maybe even give ya my number MAYBE but for the rest of you do what you do peace!

Bs
sitting here shaking, wondering if you will come back. did i throw everything away just for the sake of my pride? it's dark outside and im cold inside and i dont know if i can ever be warm again. my mind is racing with all i said and how it was said. did i go too far? is there anything i can say or do to take back the pain i've caused?

Oral Pleasures At High Altitude
It is hot and warm in Singapore, but that is no more than normal. Our destination today: Sentosa, the island just out of the coast. We decide to take the cable car, hoping the airconditioning will bring some relief. With a touch of complicity the guy who distributes the people into the gondola’s let us take a cable car just for the two of us. We enter (giving me a magnificent view on your breast), the doors close automatically, the car accelerates and is picked up by the cable. Sitting there all alone, we immediately start to french each other passionately. Very soon my hands find their way to your bra, which I open with a swift move of my fingers. I gently touch your nipples and feel them grow hard under my touch. All of a sudden our play is interrupted: with a couple of shocks the whole cable carrousel comes to a halt. We look down and see that we are hanging about 150 metres above a gigantic cruise ship. “Let’s spend this time here as useful as we can honey”, I say, as I start to r

Anyone That Has Lost Someone
here goes my first blog... I am sorry to say that most of you will probably not like it.. This is like the story of my life.. I was 17 years old and lost my best friend in a car accident. he died instantly upon impact. I thought it was a bad dream happening so i strugged it off. he has now been gone for 10 years past november. the night that it happened i remember it all clearly. we were at a school dance and he had the dj play the last dance by garth brooks and got in the middle of the dance floor and asked me to marry him.. wow i was shocked to say the least. we had been friends for life and dating for the last 4 years. he was the love of my life and my best friend. i never knew i could love someone so much. we had the greatest times together. well he graduated the year before me and went to college never a weekend past he didnt come home. he was always at my mom and dads working on something with my brothers or my father. but i always got calls everyday and seen him on the weekends

Tell It Like It Is.....
Paradise is perfect today weather 80 and sunny. Hard to believe its winter here.. All the years I have lived here the weather has changed so much it stays pretty tropical now. We used to have winter time cold now we might see a few days of cold weather but not much Im very lucky I guess. I'm bored yes, I said it I'm bored. I hate being home sick but my cough is still very bad as soon as I start talking a lot I sound awful..I was thinking of going to NY for Christmas but they won't be home their at their home in Italy. So I have no choice but to stay here I always get a little blue around the holidays. So many of my friends have passed and most of us musicians are working and touring so many are out of town. People don't realize how lonely things can get being a musician. Our schedules are crazy and you don't have the same things in common with lots of people its all a very strange world and untill your in that world people just never understand. Christmas..I remember days back during m

The Christmas Spirit
The Christmas Spirit Amongst the lights and tinsel and the parcels wrapped with care, Amongst the pies and puddings and sweet aromas in the air, Are hearts just spilling over with love and generosity; Is this not what Christmas is all about - sharing our prosperity? Volunteers, giving freely of their time, show it in their eyes. It's seen on the face of the less-fortunate, receiving a Christmas surprise. Carols sung as we light the tree can make a senior smile; Warm smiles and hugs can really help them to walk that extra mile. Amongst these joyous, loving deeds is Christmas, pure and clear; This is the part that could spill over, amongst all the days of a year. orignal post by:

Lithium-evanescence
Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside. Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without... Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow. Oh, but God, I want to let it go. Come to bed, don't make me sleep alone. Couldn't hide the emptiness, you let it show. Never wanted it to be so cold. Just didn't drink enough to say you love me. I can't hold on to me, Wonder what's wrong with me. Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside. Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without... Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow. Don't want to let it lay me down this time. Drown my will to fly. Here in the darkness I know myself. Can't break free until I let it go. Let me go. Darling, I forgive you after all. Anything is better than to be alone. And in the end I guess I had to fall. Always find my place among the ashes. I can't hold on to me, Wonder what's wrong with me. Lithium, don't want to lock me up in

So I Stole It U No U All Love It
Online friends are people we may never meet.... We see pictures, we see cams...It isn't the same.... We grow close...We care and love one another.... One day we may not hear from one another.... Our hearts will break... All we see is a name on messenger but the person we don't see anymore..... We pray....."Please come back".... All I ask is you remember me in the good times we had..... Keep me close to your heart....Friends forever... Pass this on to all your friends....If I get it back.... I know you care

I Hate You.
I know that I'm fat okay? YOU DON'T NEED TO REMIND ME. You're supposed to LOVE me and tell me I look beautiful. You are such a fucking asshole sometimes.. I don't even know what I'm doing with you. I feel like dirt compared to the girls you drool over on tv. I know they're hot okay? You don't have to point that out to me every time a blonde with no waist and a huge ass comes on tv. You're a fucking prick, thank-you for making me feel like the biggest, ugliest FATTEST piece of shit on the earth. I hope you rot.

Beer Testing
> > Beer contains female hormones > > > > Last month, National University of Lesotho scientists released the > > results of a recent analysis that revealed the presence of female > > hormones in beer. > > > > Men should take a concerned look at their beer consumption. > > > > The theory is that beer contains female hormones (hops contain > > phytoestrogens) and that by drinking enough beer, men turn into women. > > > > To test the theory, 100 men drank 8 pints of beer each within a 1 > > hour period. It was then observed that 100% of the test subjects: > > > > 1) argued over nothing. > > > > 2) refused to apologize when obviously wrong. > > > > 3) Gained weight. > > > > 4) Talked excessively without making sense. > > > > 5) Became overly emotional. > > > > 6) Couldn't drive. > > > > 7) Failed to think rationally > > > > 8) Had to sit down while urinating. > > > > No further testing was considered necessary.

Without You
No, I can`t forget this evening Or your face as you were leaving But I guess that`s just The way the story goes You always smile but in your eyes Your sorrow shows, yes, it shows No, I can`t forget tomorrorow When I think of all my sorrow When I had you there But then I let you go And now it`s only fair that I should let you know What you should know I can`t live if living is without you I can`t live, I can`t give any more Can`t live if living is without you I can`t give, I can`t give any more Well, I can`t forget this evening Or your face as you were leaving But I guess that`s just The way the story goes You always smile but in your eyes Your sorrow shows, yes, it shows Can`t live if living is without you I can`t live, I can`t give anymore I can`t live if living is without you I can`t live, I can`t give anymore Living is without you

Fighting On The Internet.
Someone once told me that. "Fighting on the internet is like competing in the special olympics. Even if you win, you are still retarded." (Before anyone gets upset, it's a quote and I don't mean it as a slam against the special olympics which is a wonderful organization. Jesus, quite sad when you have to clarify so much in a free speech society.) I have seen many people fight on the internet. It's pretty stupid. I mean how does anyone win when everyone else can't tell which one is the idiot? Again, if you are so involved in the internet that you can't stand to hear one thing said against you, it's time to shut off your computer, step out your door, see what else the big wide world has to offer, and get a real life.

Navy Seal In College
I'm not a real "religious" person but as a former U.S. Marine, I think this is awesome! There are two things Navy Seals are always taught: 1. Keep your priorities in order. 2. Know when to act without hesitation. A college professor, avowed atheist and active member of the A.C.L.U. was teaching his college class. He shocked several of his students when he flatly stated that once and for all he was going to prove that there was no God. Addressing the ceiling he shouted: "GOD, if you are real, then I want you to knock me off this platform. I'll give you exactly 15 minutes!!!!!" The lecture room fell silent. You could hear a pin drop. Ten minutes went by. "I'm waiting God, if you're real, knock me off this platform!!!" Again after four minutes, the professor taunted God saying, "Here I am, God-!! I'm still waiting!!!" He counted down to the last couple minutes when a Navy Seal, who was just released from the Navy, after serving in Afghanistan and Iraq and had newl

Are You Serious?
Ok so I just got out of a 2 and a half hour meeting on Time management. This is what it consisted of. Two hours letting everyone know how to be more productive with our time. The last half hour? WAS SPENT DOING ABSOLUTELY FUCKING NOTHING!!!!! Since they had booked the conference room for 2 and a half hours they said they needed to use all of it. WE DID NOTHING FOR 30 MINUTES...yea a time management meeting WHERE YOU DO NOTHING FOR THE LAST 30 MINUTES!!!!!

( This I Have To Get Off My Chest )
MY PARENTING SKILLS ( This I have to Get OFF my CHEST ) So you all are aware I have two little Girls , and They can be a handful ( like all kids ) But there is a certain person in my life THAT insists on tellin me HOW TO RAISE MY KIDS , What Im doing Wrong and How to Correct them. And the WORST part is this PERSON - Does NOT have Children. ( No offense to anyone of my friends that dont have kids, This is NOT about any of YOU !! ) This Person keeps saying "If they were my kids, they would not be goin to bed past 8pm" or " Theyre Homework would be done as soon as they get home from school" -- Let me just say - All kids are different , and IF youve never been a parent or have spent 24/7 with a child , you should NOT be tellin me what to do with MY KIDS and how PERFECT my kids would BE if they were yours. They are Not yours they are MINE and I will do with my kids as I see FIT . Not How you or anyone else thinks they should BE . Now considering I am a Single Mom and am

A Woman
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... one old love she can imagine going back to... and one who reminds her how far she has come... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ..... enough money within her control to move out and rent a place of her own even if she never wants to or needs to... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .... something perfect to wear if the employer or date of her dreams wants to see her in an hour... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .... a youth she's content to leave behind.... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ..... a past juicy enough that she's looking forward to retelling it in her old age.... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ..... a set of screwdrivers, a cordless drill, and a black lace bra... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ..... one friend who always makes her laugh... and one who lets her cry... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .... a good piece of furniture not previously owned by anyone else in her family... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ..... eight matching plates

Writing 4
Reflection The dark clouds burst above Sheets of rain like needles I sense you here with me And it makes me tremble And the rain comes pouring down, Its resurrection A reflection of what used to be And I’m just a reflection Damp ground beneath my feet I feel your intense stare I close my eyes, sinking down And I am consumed by you there And the rain comes pouring down, Its resurrection A reflection of what used to be And I’m just a reflection And the rain comes pouring down Its all deception A reflection of what used to be Just a reflection of me Thunder crash and lightening flash Rain and tears upon my face Wash it all away Wash you away And the rain comes pouring down Its all perception A reflection of what used to be Just a reflection of me Rising spirit, ascend the storm My eyes unobstructed now You’re not there Just a reflection of you And the rain comes pouring down It’s my salvation Just a reflection of what used to be The

Writing 3
Scars on the Inside You don't witness my pain But it doesn't mean its not there You think you see me so clearly But I stand in the dark mists of my pain I took the chance on you Thought you might be the one Maybe you could see past it all Shattered soul and twisted fears Scars on the inside I took the chance on you Thought you might be the one I would have given it all to you And asked for nothing in return You will never see me cry I could slowly fade away And you would never comprehend what you once held Shattered soul and twisted fears Scars on the inside But you are like all the rest I could just fade away And you would never know what you once had Your perception of me is so screwed up Just because you don't see the scars Just because you don't see me bleed Doesn't mean a thing You will never see the real me Never see me cry Shattered soul and twisted fears Scars on the inside...

Can We Stell Be Friends
I was cold and hurting lost out in the night wandering and searching for heaven's light I saw the night sky clearing when you spread your rainbow wings But little did I know what joy you would bring From that moment on a friendship did start you kissed away my tears and sheltered my heart I bless the day God sent him from above But then I grew fearful for I had fallen in love I told you this feeling and what did you say? You said you liked our friendship and that's how it would stay I cried for a friendship I thought I lost But then felt your warm, gentle hand You then whispered in my ear that by my side you'll forever stand

:( Why Does It Hurt
So yeah....had a great week till like.....last night....My mom comes in an tells me she brought phoebe to the vet and she had breast cancer which spred to her lungs.....my baby...had her since i was 8, my everything....so they decided to put her down.....i wasnt even there to say goodbye...i miss her sooo much she was like my best friend...when my pepere (basically my dad he raised me) died she stayed with me everyday and just laid with me and was just my comfort...and i couldnt even comfort her, ive been crying alot just thinking about her....she was my fat cat, my other half...i know youre all thinking...shes just a damn cat but she was MY cat.... ....And in better news....i quit my job....just walked out...it felt good

The Way I See It
The way i see it there is way to much ugly in this world to sit and dwell on it find a thing that makes you smile take its picture post it, then every time you think ugly thoughts go back to it. I do look at my photos those make me happy. Go on do it go look at them get an idea. then do it yourself I tell ya it works.then come back here and tell us about it.

Writing Number 2
Waiting to be Found I fell into the shadows I got lost within the pain Straying from the light (And waiting to be saved) I wait and hide Trying to decide Find me Love me Leave me Waiting to be found Alone in the darkness Reaching towards the light Concealed by the shadows (And waiting to be saved) I wait and hide Trying to decide Find me Love me Leave me Waiting to be found With an empty stare I wait Fear locks me in this place I am left within my thoughts (And waiting to be saved) I wait and hide Trying to decide Find me Love me Leave me Waiting to be found Moonlight through the window Passing through my veil of tears Illuminate my tattered soul (Still waiting to be saved) I wait and hide Trying to decide Find me Love me Leave me Waiting to be found Still waiting to be found….

Some Of My Writing....
So here I am at work, feeling kinda crappy and just kinda lost in my thoughts. Trying to write...but I have too much to say. I need a break from trying....thought I would post some of my others writings. Please feel free to comment and give feedback..I can take it. this one is an old one..I was in a much darker place when I began writing it. I don't think I ever did finish it.... Darkness Outside the cold wind blows through the trees But not as icy as my thoughts flow through my soul, outside the light of the moon still shines, but in here, the deepest parts of myself only darkness, Once my eyes held light & life But now they behold only darkness & death Once they flickered like the flame of a candle, Now they stare blankly seeing only darkness Once I feared the shadows of exsistance Once I sought out the light for safety Once I cradled myself in the suns beautiful rays Now I search out the shadows, enveloping myself in only darkness

Way Of The Circle
When you first arise in the morning, give thanks to the Creator, to the four directions, to Mother Earth, to Father Sky, and to all of our relations, for the life within you and for all life around you. Remember that all things are connected. All things have purpose. Consider performing a "giveaway" by distributing your possessions to others who are in need. You are bound by your word, which cannot be broken except by permission of those who the promise was given to. Seek harmony and balance in all things. It is always important to remember where you are in relation to everything else and to contribute to the Circle in whatever way you can, by being a "helper" and protector of life. Sharing is the best part of receiving. Practice silence and patience in all things as a reflection of self-control, endurance, dignity, reverence, and inner calm. Practice modesty in all things, by avoiding boasting and loud behavior that attracts attenti

Soulshine
When you cant find the light, That got you through the cloudy days, When the stars aint shinin bright, You feel like youve lost youre way, When those candle lights of home, Burn so very far away, Well you got to let your soul shine, Just like my daddy used to say. [chorus] He used to say soulshine, Its better than sunshine, Its better than moonshine, Damn sure better than rain. Hey now people dont mind, We all get this way sometime, Got to let your soul shine, shine till the break of day. I grew up thinkin that I had it made, Gonna make it on my own. Life can take the strongest man, Make him feel so alone. Now and then I feel a cold wind, Blowin through my achin bones, I think back to what my daddy said, He said boy, in the darkness before the dawn: [chorus] Let your soul shine, Its better than sunshine, Its better than moonshine, Damn sure better than rain. Yeah now people dont mind, We all get this way sometimes, Gotta let your soul shine, shine t

What Would Life Be
What would life be with out friends like thee I'll tell you, like no longer being free. Imagine what life would be so sad and blue To go through life without that special you. And I know we live so far away Through the internet we are like castaways Never get to touch or hug you for this I only pray For some day I hope we can meet To hug and laugh and dance to the beat I know this would be a treat For now this is all I see Is my good friend here with me Just think what life would be Without friends like thee

The Bombing Of Pearl Harbor
People stood peering over the silent water at the sunrise, Little did they know what would soon happen, Suddenly, Japanese planes were flying toward the harbor, Many gasped and ran away from the shore, For some it was too late, All of a sudden, loud crashes and screams were heard, Everyone hid and ducked under tables, People went back outside and saw what had happened, Ships were sinking and planes were on fire, The people were sobbing and some were hurt, many were angry, People weren't ready to go to war, but they did. By Ricky L Back to Student Index

Rebel Alliances
Just met up with a woman I aint seen for ages called Susan Forgie, she used to work in the same place as me years ago on special projects. Anyway she has an underground network called the Rebel Alliances of people who actually make things happen, a friend of mine was telling her about the project so we are definitely going to be doing stuff together. Its really nice to meet someone who is more for making things happen than the blah blah fuckin blah of the usual bullshit. anyway watch this space.

Can You See It In My Eyes
You don't know how I'm feeling. I have yet to vocalize Desire deep inside me. Can you see it in my eyes? I tremble when I'm near you Heat travels up my thighs and I want you with an urgency That I just can't describe. Dare I reach out to touch you? Do you think you'd realize How much I want and need you? Can you see it in my eyes? I long to say, "I love you," But am scared of your reply. Terrified like a child I've become paralyzed. The camouflaged emotions Lead to pain and silent cries. And yet I just can't tell you. Don't you see it in my eyes? Confessing through this poem My dilemma summarized. The feeling's quite cathartic, But will lead to my demise.

~ngrom~ No Game Ran On Me
I CatCh everything Everyone around tryn'a play me or something Sittin here thinkin my life amounts to nuttin Evil thoughts fill my head i want to start cuttin Never known shit on the planet but shootin If you see it on my hip its a gat im totin Shits got me stressed im trippin im chokin Six seconds away from gettin my gat to smokin Bladesixinch six seconds from my wrists dey pokin My mind is bleedin Blood seepin From the holes in my wrist im keepin Im not gettin played anymore no fleein Gona settle not as a playa its 1 thing im seein Love on the baCC of my mind inside im kiccin And screamin My thoughts be tag teamin On my heart they keep reamin Got love on my mind dont fuCC me over whoever reads this knows the meanin

I Wish I Could Let Go.
I've been so hurt so many times. I'm so afraid he's going to hurt me. That, maybe, he doesn't really love me. I'm afraid all he wants is someone to call forth his mother, to be her and allow their incest to thrive. I am scared. I'm scared of loving for fear of hurt, yet I love him, and I can't let go. I wish I could let go of the pain. Sometimes he looks at me like he hates me. Why? He says he loves me. Does he realize what I've give up for him? I hope he will. Maybe it's just me?

Three Days Grace - Animal I Have Become
I can't escape this hell So many times I've tried But I'm still caged inside Somebody get me through this nightmare I can't control myself Someone if you can see The dark inside of me Noone would ever change this animal I have become Help me believe, It's not the real me Somebody help me tame this animal (this animal x's 2) I can't escape myself So many times I've lied But there's still rage inside Somebody get me through this nightmare I can't control myself Someone if you can see The dark inside of me Noone would ever change this animal I have become Help me believe, It's not the real me Somebody help me tame this animal I have become Help me believe, It's not the real me Somebody help me tame this animal Somebody help me through this nightmare I can't control myself Somebody wake me from this nightmare I can't escape this cell This Animal x's 7 Someone if you can see The dark inside of me Noone would ever change t

Changing Times
what would happen before and after... Scenario: Jack pulls into school parking lot with rifle in gun rack. 1966 : Vice Principal comes over, takes a look at Jack"s rifle, goes to his car and gets his to show Jack. 2006 :School goes into lockdown, FBI called, Jack hauled off to jail and never sees his truck or gun again. Counselors called in for traumatized students and teachers. ++++++++++++++++++++++ Scenario: Johnny and Mark get into a fist fight after school. 1966 : Crowd gathers. Mark wins. Johnny and Mark shake hands and end up best friends. Nobody goes to jail, nobody arrested, nobody expelled. 2006 : Police called, SWAT team arrives, arrests Johnny and Mark. Charge them with assault, both expelled even though Johnny started it. +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Scenario: Jeffrey won't be still in class, disrupts other students. 1966 : Jeffrey sent to office and given a good paddling by Principal. Sits still in clas

Shall...we...play...a....game????
Shall....We....Play.....A......Game!..... I'm playing a game that my blogger buddies are participating in... Sounds fun..so let the games begin! Leave your name... 1. I'll respond with something random about you. 2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you. 3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle you in. 4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me. 5. I'll tell you my first memory of you. 6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of. 7. I'll ask you something I've always wondered about you. 8. If you do this you MUST post this on yours. You MUST. It is written. Dare ya...... As always I could care less if you post this to your own blog or not.Just leave your name as a comment and I'll send ya a message with the answers if ya wanna play.Just thought it'd be something fun to do.

Okay I Need Your Help Now
I HAVE BEEN ENTERED INTO THE SEXIEST MANWHORE CONTEST AND I NEED YOUR HELP..PLEASE CLICK THE PIC BELOW AND SHOW ME YOU LOVE ME..AS ALWAYS I WILL RETURN THE FAVOR TO ALL THOSE THAT VOTE..LOVE YA ALL..MUAW. http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=99379&albumid=137420&i=4043670360

My Daddy's Hands
I Remember Daddy's Hands Folded silently in prayer, And reaching out to hold me, When I had a nightmare. You could read quite a story, In the callouses and lines, Years of work and worry, Had left their mark behind. I remember Daddy's hands, How they held my Mother tight, And patted my back, For something done right, There are things that I've forgotten, That I learned about that man, But I'll always remember The love in Daddy's hands. Daddy's hands were soft and kind when I was crying Daddy's hands were hard as steel when I'd done wrong, Daddy's hands weren't always gentle, But I've come to understand, There was always love in Daddy's hands. I remember Daddy's hands, Working till they bled, Sacrificed unselfishly, Just to keep us all fed, If I could do things over, I'd live my life again, And never take for granted, The Love in Daddy's hands.

Part 3
She let herself soak in the wooden tub for a while. A small girl came in just as she was wringing out her newly cleaned black hair and getting ready to stand up. The little redhead smiled timmidly and said "My name's Madilin. I'll be your maid while you're here. M'lady asked that I bring this to you so's you can wear it to dinner." She set a pile of clothes and a pair of shoes on the bed. The clean thief nodded as she reached over the side of the tub for a towel, and Madilin left. Wrapping herself in a towel and shaking out her hair, she walked to the bed. The ground, in a patch of sunlight, was warm under her feet. On the top of the stack was a simple white shirt, but underneath was a beautiful, black skirt. She had kept her eye on it in a shop window for a while, but never thought she'd have one. Next to it was a pair of slim, shiney, black shoes. She smiled to herself and pulled the clothes on. Just as she was slipping her feet into the shoes, Velouria came in. Not a sound was hea

What Rock Chick Are You?
Which rock chick are you? (girls only plz, pictures!) Gwen StefaniYou're Gwen, you have your own style and you don't give a fuck what other people think of you. you're into the more pop/rock music, and you have a strange liking for japanese style.. stuff.. good for you :) Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

Another Tattoo Contest I Am In!
Ok people,I am now in 2 Tattoo contests,and this 1 started 2 days ago so I am wayyyyyy behind! go rate n comment me if you will! much thanks! http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=16218&albumid=133763&i=3852942310>

My Thoughts On The Day (9)
Current Mood sick currently doing Playing My Ps2 so as Everyone Knows I havent been on Lc In awhile the reason why is about a week ago I Got sick I still am sick and getting worse I Might have to be admitted to The Hosptial so Ive been praying and trying to get better i wasnt able to eat dinner yesturday and My head hurts ive been getting really dizzy and My stomach hurts I cant seem to hold anything down anymore Im trying my best to eat lil bits of stuff but its not working so I just wanted to tell everyone where ive been so Peace out and have a Great christmas

I Thought I Would Be Ok Doing It Alone.
When the doctor told us about Nicholas, I thought that I would be ok dealing with it. I knew it would hurt. I'm not that naive. Losing a child is never easy. But I didn't think I would need to ask help from anyone. Everyone told me to go see a counselor. Told me to talk to someone. But my pride told me I would be ok. I thought I was ok. I was hurting. I was on track with the 'grieving process' as they call it. But lately it seemed to all change. I don't understand why I could go three months being so strong, and then seem to crumble. I know I am depressed. I stay online all day and don't talk to those around me. I walk around in a daze. I am angry with Justin just to be angry. I don't even know why I am angry with him sometimes. I don't blame him. I could never blame him. Nicholas was sick and I know that. It was something we couldn't prevent. I blame myself more than anything. I don't even know why. But I put my pride aside and called the damn counselor. ::sigh:: I'm crazy.

Hero For A Day
Again Im in a state of shock at the way the world is working. its a tragedy everyday to turn on the television to see more lives lost domestic and foreign. from war to hate crimes to randoms acts of violence the world is in a sad state. the grief we bring upon ourselves is building up and the emotional dam is about to break releasing a flood of tears and broken hearted people. everyday another person dies in iraq or is attacked on the streets or is murdered over some stupid thing this is not the way the world should work. everyday we slip deeper into depression and the media is no helping hand with whats going on who can stand up and be the hero for the day i myself have been a hero for the day i once saved a girl from a suicide attempt after she got drunk at a party all the warning signs were in place just seemed that no one cared to notice we as people should be more empathetic in helping our fellow man and bringing kindness to the lives of those in need had it not been for me the mo

Ladies Tattoo Contest!
Ok everyone,I am in a contest,n I need you to rate me,n comment! coment bombing wasn't allowed at 1st,but is now,so hit me up! all votes are greatly appreciated! http://cherrytap.com/images.php?u=76016&albumid=138656

The Law Of Attraction, Service Related Quotes And My Views On Them
The Law of Attraction We are creating our reality, every moment, every day. There are three elements that go into helping us achieve our goals: our thoughts, our feelings, and our actions. When we understand the law of attraction and consciously use these tools to attract what we want into our lives. Just think of all the possibilities in life, all the potential that is available to each one of us all the time. Empathy “All altruism springs from putting yourself in the other person’s place.” - Harry Emerson Fosdick It’s all about empathy. We are all one. We share so much that we can understand another person’s heartache or sorrow. We can relate to each other. We want to do what we can to alleviate pain. This is how service begins. All the Good “In the time we have it is surely our duty to do all the good we can to all the people we can in all the ways we can.” - William Barclay I believe that it is our duty to serve. I also believe that it is our nature to serve. We ar

Oh Boy!
So my finals week is coming up in four days. Blah I so hate it already. I'm a day behind on getting my research paper in for english. Oh what joy! Tomarrow seems to be my last full day of classes. I done my schdule for next semester and boy is it full. I have 6 classes just to keep myself at a full time student. I found out my classes are 900 dollars again. Grrr...I'm too poor for that.

Cool Test
This test is based on how cool you were in High School and what crowd you ran with, etc................., but it's still pretty accurate by today's standards. You may want to send it to your friends to see if they've changed. LET'S SEE, ARE YOU A STILL A COOL PERSON? Cool Person Test - Click Link below... http://www.sailinganarchy.com/general/2002/cool_test.htm )