I have this feeling inside of me
This feeling is starting to take over and become me
I try to sit and resist, to do nothing but fight
It seems that when you come around, it wants to take flight
I sit there with a smile on my face
While the rage starts its frantic pace
I start to fight the feeling of the Rage
Almost like reading a book, and not wanting to turn the page
This feeling engulfs me as if it was going to take over
but fighting the feeling now is like finding a 4 leaf clover
I just want to look at the ones that make this come out
I want to tear them apart, or at least just shout
Instead, I sit there with a smile and say nothing wrong, I'm fine
When in all reality, I sit there on the inside, knowing Im dyin
In the end, its all the same, no matter
I just bury it deep inside, although sometime I can feel my soul shatter
One day, the rage will take over me and win
That is the day, the people that brought out that sin
Will see what they have done and whats coming for them so they can pay
For bringing me to this state, for making me be this way
I wish I could just shut it off and put it away
But just like my life, it never happens that way
As I would like to say before the end of all of this
Is sometime I wish to know if people will miss
The other side of me, the one that use to be
Now I go off in search of what to do
Because of whats going on inside of me, and what is goin to happen to them too
