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My New Soundtrack To Life
N.F.B. by Anthrax We fell in love at first sight I can't explain the feelings When i first saw you We were so so happy A life of love sweet honey child You'll always be mine But then i played the fool I never meant to hurt you Or sleep with all your friends We reconciled we found ourselves Our love was meant to be Oh baby can't you see You left me standing in the mud Crying to myself A heart so full of pain But we fell in love again This time forever True love prevails over all She got hit by a truck -Robert

Plz I Need Help From My 1245 Friends!
come on people i have 1294 friends and only a few of them helped me out so far can't a few more step out and help a sister out i really want to win this contest i did 7,000 comments in a matter of an hour i can only ask for help( and boy am i asking...lol) click on my pic to comment thanks maria

Have I Ever....
Have you Ever...? Played Spin the Bottle?: yesm Toilet Paper someone's house: No Played Poker with money: Yes Gone swimming in a white T-shirt: yesm been tickled so hard you couldn't talk: Yes like someone but never told them: Yes went camping: yeah had a crush on your broher's friend: Yeah walk in the rain without an umbrella: sure told a joke that NObody thought was funny: Yes been in a talent show: yes started laughing at someone's bedtime: Yeah worn somthing your mom didn't appove of: Yeah been to a nude beach: nope drank jack daniels: actually, no.. how sad cursed in a church: yes been called a slut for kissing someone: not that i recall burnt yourslef with a curling iron/straightner: yes wanted to be a police officer: yes, but only so i could be corrupt dumped someone: yes been hit on by someone too old: yes wanted to be a model: yes, but not a like, america's next top model model... different kind. bought lottery tickets: yes made out in a car: no cried

My Page
OUCH!DAMN JUST CHECKED MY OWN PAGE AND ABOUT HAD HEART FAILURE.SOMEHOW MY DOB IS WRONG (OR I SLEPT PAST A DECADE OR SO) HOW DO I CORRECT IT? I TRIED TO REDO MY PRO BIT IT DIDNT CHANGE ANYTHING.OH WELL IF YOU MUST KNOW MY DOB IS,UHOH,I THINK THEYVE GIVEN ME ALTHYMERZE,I DONT REMEMBER....OH MY GOSH,NOW I FORGOT HOW TO SPELL TO! HELP ME IM AGINGgggggg..........

Trying To Make Since
I have things on my mind and my head feels like it will explode if i do not say it. If its either saying it aloud or writing it down. I often wondered what dreams are. I wonder if they are signs of things to come or something from your past lives. What do they mean is my real question. I have been have having wierd ones as you can read on the past blogs. Some of them i remember but some of them i do not. I have had some that are like premanitions. A week later and someone would say exactly what they said in dream I had. I wonder if ne one truly knows what dreams mean, I would like to know so I can make since of mine. Well for another day good bye and good night and oh yeah sweet dreams.

Why I Havn't Been Online
Sorry I havn't been around that last week or so. I had a friend pass away. He was only 38 and leves behind a wife and daughter (who's B-day is today). I just want to say to everyone...live life, take that chance and experience what ever you can. You never no when shit will happen. Tom

New Contest Prizes
SINCE THERE HAVE BEEN SO MANY COMMENTS AND RATINGS ON THE PICS IN MY CONTEST I HAVE NEW PRIZES. 1ST PLACE $20,000 IN CHERRY TAP GIFTS 2ND PLACE $10,000 IN CHERRY TAP GIFTS 3RD PLACE $5,000 IN CHERRY TAP GIFTS 4TH PLACE $2,000 IN CHERRY TAP GIFTS 5TH PLACE $1,000 IN CHERRY TAP GIFTS GOOD LUCK TO THOSE ENTERED IN THE CONTEST AND TO EVERYBODY THANKS FOR ALL THE HELP AND SUPPORT.

Please Please Please Help Me
I have never ever ever been in a contest B4. So, Um.... will youhelp me out. Im NOT asking for you to actually vote for me. Am asking you to vote for the BEST one out of all of them. Hoping that I AM of course BUT I'm sure there are MANY beautiful pictures there. It starts Dec 17th, 2006. THANKS alot. Blessed Be TAFfyGurl

Holidays
Every year at just this time, In cold and dark December, Families around the world All gather to remember, With presents and with parties, With feasting and with fun, Customs and tradtions for people old and young. So every year, around the world In all lands and nations, People of all ages love December celebrations!

For Reposting A Bulletin
my friend buckeye cherry was attacked.and that isnt kool at all.i reposted the same thing.it says repost at the top,so usually that means they took it from someone else and reposted it right?so why attack her over a freakin repost.talk about childish behaviour.and of course pureknight got the blame as well.hhhmmm how did he get involved in anyway? he didnt repost anything or even comment on the bulletin! and you all want to say he and buckeye cherry are the childish ones.why is it ok to say something about some one you know nothing about? yet if you have something said about you,all hell breaks loss.so many people on this site and yet 2 people get singled out for something,one for reposting and one for no reason at all.that is so freakin funny.oh btw,fatsonny was one of those attacking.after he went off on buckeyecherry,he started in on my roommate for repostin that bulletin also

Now I Can Start Writing...
I wanted to write this before, but I don´t have internet at home... well... right now I work in a sex shop. Maybe next week I´ll take photos of myself inside the shop... I was born in a village from Almeria, at the south east of Spain, and now I´m living in Alicante city.. why?? I needed a new life. I studied English teacher training at the University but all my motivation for studying or for getting a better job has disappeared (by the way, sorry if I have mistakes in English) I don´t have any friend in my village, in the time in which I should have gone out, have parties, etc I was locked in my house on purpose. I went to England for 3 months, when I came back to Spain, I hated everything... I hated my village, I hated studying, and I wanted to live in a city. So, after failing the exams to be an English teacher (as you can read, my English is not perfect), I moved to Almeria city, alone. All my life alone, I never feel that I belong to any group of people. In Almer

The Drama Llama; Religious Icon Part 7-alpha
So my employees convince me to go spend some money on Christmas decorations for our store's tree...I'm gone maybe 20 minutes and when I return 5 Employees 4 Versions of what really happened 3 Police Officers 2 Police Cruisers 1 Lover's Rectangle gone ALL WRONG 0 Tolerance And my Regional Manager wants me to take a WHOLE DAY OFF. As if! -Robert

School Shit
So college is going ok laltey. trying ot find a girl that won't cheat on me and also trying ot have some fun partying now that I don't feel guilty about it. Christmas break is coming up soon and let's hope I can rack up some dough for rent and of course the bars.

Movies
So went to movie gallery last night... having a want for old classic black and white movie but found none of the ones I wanted such as casa blanca and mr. smith goes to washington... I think bogart and stewart are hot ok... I did run across one flew over the coockoo's nest.(might have misspelled the title) Just finished watching it and may I say it is a tremedous movie.... if you have never seen if you have got to watch it... and Mr. Jack Nicholson. Later I watch Citizen Kane which is sure to be another good movie. But first it is off to my little brother's basketball game and Happy Feet afterwards.

Santa's Lap
I like to visit Santa Claus When Christmastime is near. It's fun to climb up on his lap And whisper in his ear. He says, "My dear, have you been good? Have you done what Mother said you should? Do you brush your teeth and hair each day? Are you kind to others when you play? I listen to each question And answer every one. Although I am ashamed to say I must say no to some. But Santa never scares me; He doesn't even scold. He just says, "Try again, my dear, You're a fine lad, I am told." Gee, I like to visit Santa Claus When Christmastime is near. It's fun to climb up on his lap And whisper in his ear...

Birthday Announcement
BIRTHDAY ANNOUNCEMENT Can you believe it? Monica Lewinsky has just turned 31 this week. It seems like only yesterday she was crawling around the White House on her hands and knees. They grow up so fast.

Much Needed Help
I NEED HELP BOMBING THE PICTURE BELOW FOR MY VERY FIRST CONTEST... PLEASE SHOW SOME LOVE FOR A NEW GIRL... THANKS AND I'LL DEFINETLY GET YOU BACK IF YOU LET ME KNOW...BY THE WAY ITS FOR THE OUTLAW CONTEST...

You Babygirl
i find myself longing for her. longing for her like a mother longs for her newborn child. every time i close my eyes she is there. i want to be with her so badly. she is the one i was meant to be with. i want to touch her,i want to feel her lips pressed passionatly aginst mine. i want to run my fingers through her hair. i want to feel her breath on my face when she whispers i love you. ive never felt this strongly about anyone. you my babygirl are the one and only for me. I Love You

Great Group, Great Song.
Blue October: X amount of words I encourage you to check out their tunes they're a great group. I have a couple songs of theirs in tracks check them out. Relapse Prevent trigger intent Now drown High strung Say X amount of words You're solar, bipolar Panic disorder Seems harder and harder and harder Still you try to control it You mold, you mold Yeah you shape to mold Oh you're bold you're bold But your shape is bold You're a symptom superficial To what they call knowing you Minus the speed, Could you imagine the phobia? Your brain is faulty wiring the reason for tiring Keep treating the curse, Imagine the worst Systematic, sympathetic Quite pathetic, apologetic, paramedic Your heart is prosthetic A plate of quite peculiar On a dish of my own A tablespoon of feather tickle me to the bone Give me recipes for happy with the chemicals gone Drinking freedom from a bottle to the tune of belong I'm sick of shaking

Trim The Tree
Let's trim the Christmas tree! Make some paper chains. Cut a row of paper dolls And get some candy canes. String some snowy popcorn. Paint some pine cones bright. And don't forget a golden star To glow with Christmas light. It's Christmas time around the world, You'll hear the Yule bells ring. It's time for giving, time for love, It's time for hearts to sing. Merry Christmas to you one and all, Goodwill and happiness, Good health throughout the coming year, May all your days be blessed. MERRY CHRISTMAS ALL

God Bless America.
¢¾MA...: A SECOND?? FAKE?? ->¢¾MA...: IT`s bullshit, you know it, you only need a second ...(they call it fake) ¢¾MA...: I EVEN HAD THE RULES IN THE BULLETIN BEFORE U SENT ME UR PIC TO USE ¢¾MA...: OK IM NOT LYING I HAVE HAD THE RULES SINCE DAY ONE ->¢¾MA...: OK delete me you lying whatever ¢¾MA...: I HAVE A BLOG WITH THE RULES READ IT ->¢¾MA...: OH, I thought that is normal ¢¾MA...: STOP VOTING ON URSELF God bless America. If that is typical for Americans, you will loose your last friend in the world... If you want to know, why you will loose World War III, take a look: ♥MARIA ~SEXY ~NUDE LETTE ♥@ CherryTAP H.

I Hate You!!!!!
I HATE YOU!!! I HATE YOU. I HATE HOW YOU LOOK. I HATE HOW YOU TALK. I HATE HOW YOU SMILE. I HATE HOW YOU WALK. I HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU. YOU ARE THE WORST THING THAT HAS EVER HAPPENED TO ME. I DESPISE YOU. YOU MAKE ME SICK. I HATE YOU SO MUCH THAT IT IS ALL I THINK ABOUT. HATRED. I HATE HOW THAT WHEN ANYTHING GOOD HAPPENS TO ME, YOU ARE ALWAYS THERE TO SCREW IT UP. I HATE HOW WHEN PUSH COMES TO SHOVE, YOU JUST FALL DOWN. YOU ARE WEAK. YOU ARE A DISGRACE. AS BAD AS IT SOUNDS, I WISH YOU WERE DEAD. WHY ARE YOU EVEN HERE?!? But the mirror never answers me.

What's New?
Well, its December 9th of 2006..My son in 11 months old today n just recently me n his father have gotten back together..hopefully for good this time. He's been talkin about marriage, gettin a place of our own. I think its all finally coming together n i hope it stay this way.

Lying Arseholes
->¢¾MA...: OH, I thought that is normal ¢¾MA...: STOP VOTING ON URSELF OR I WILL TAKE U OUT OF THE CONTEST IN THE RULES I SAID NO VOTING ON URSELF My competitor did it...oohh today I understand this shit of cherrytap contest...there are 2, who have over 700 , God bless America , I go back to Germany.

Contest :p
So i've entered a contest. It's a nature picture contest that I've put up a picture that I took off Detroit Dam, in the Cascade Mountain range of Oregon. It can be seen here: http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=314206&albumid=141283&i=3274578271 any votes/comments would be greatly appreciated :D

For A Bitch Names *$&%#
you know who you are..... i wanted to tell you that i am not saying you slept with David. what i am telling you is that you need to stop talking about me. this has nothing to do with him. you are the one that feels quilty for not telling me anything. you sit there in tennessee and wouldn't tell me anything, but you went behind my back and told david. that is something that would make a girl not think nothing right. everything that you done and said was nothing but to get up to fighting. you thought that by putting on your thoughts into our relationship that it would be better for you. well, you are nothing but trash. people mistake you for a piece of trash. i never thought that you would go this far as in to trying to hurt someone. i am not the one that had ice thrown at me and told to leave that they didn't want you. david did tell me that he wanted me there through all these things. you think that you have friends in this life, but guess what. you dont!!! people try to hurt yo

Next, First N Last
NEXTS 1. Next person you'll kiss: shannon when her silly ass gets here 2. Next movie you want to see: black christmas 3. Next person you want to go out with: engaged 5. Next time you're going out: i dunno 6. Next place you'll take vacation: japan 7. Next thing you are going to do after filling this survey out: drink some more 8. Next thing you are going to eat:just ate some tuna 9. Next time you plan to be drunk: tonight 10. Next thing you are going to do outside: freeze my ass off 11. Next person you'd like to see fill this out: whoever feels like it -------------------------------------------------------- LASTS: 1. Last kiss: shannon 2. Last person you hugged: shannon 3. Last person you spoke to: moms 4. Last alcoholic beverage: jack daniels 6. Last movie: harsh times fuck me running cuz that movie sucked major donkey dick 7. Last person you thought of: i shun have to say she knows who she is 8. Last school you went to: benedict college 9. La

Being Away
Sorry to all that i've been away. My dad's been in the hospital. To those of you that don't know my story, my dad has spent the past year almost going thru chemo and radiation. His immune system is still not up to par. In fact it's almost still at zero. It's been about 3 months since he's finished his treatments. He went into the hospital on Mon. He thought he was having a heart attack. After bloodwork and testing, it came back that he has pneumonia in his left lung. He's doing good now and is expected to make a full recovery. He's out of the hospital now. This is why i haven't been on in a while. Thanks for your patience and understanding. love to all. Larayna

Hospital Food Sux
Monday morning I found myself in the hospital with some nasty chest pains. Yup they thought I had either had a heart attack or some severe angina abut to lead to that conclusion. I spent all week going back and forth between the Peter Lougheed Center hospital and the Foothills hospital. I never spent so much time in an ambulance in my entire life. a grand total of 9 trips in 6 days. Thank God for Socialized medicine ::whew:: they did thallium tests and stress tests finally doing an angiogram.. that was interesting. They pierced an artery in my right arm and pushed a snakelike tube down my arm and into my heart. Then dye was injected and my entire body flushed hot for a few seconds as my heart pumped the dye through my entire circulatory system. All tduring this I was awake and watching the action in good old black and white. It's interesting to see your own heart beating and pumping blood and dye through your body. After taking a few pics of my heart, and a video they told me

Family
i havent spoken to my uncle in damn near 10 years since i was a child. i had nothing to say anything my father and my uncle had a blow out though i think my father was justified i didnt have a choice in the break off there so last night news got back to me that my uncle has cancer and has to go get a bone marow transplant soon, but even with that things arent looking good. so i went through a lot of people to track down his number and i call, he answered his phone and im like hi how are you? he started talking to me and mid conversation he stops and hes like who is this i told him and he yells dumb little bitch and slams down the phone, only thing i could think to do is cry. i dont understand, before the big fight i was like his own little girl. all i wanted to do is make peace for something i really had nothing to do with in the first place. i just needed to rant because i just dont understand

Hello Ct
This is just a blog entry to let out some things. Lately I've been hounded for nude pictures here on CT. Yes I have some on the computer, but the only person allowed to see them is my husband. I love to make new friends, but if all you want is to see me naked, then I'm sorry keep moving. I'm a soft spoken person until I get pissed off. I don't like to cause trouble, but I'll never back down once I feel I've been backed into a corner. Some people take my patience and understanding for granted. Let me assure you, I will not tolerate racial slurs, sexist attacks, and above all I hate child molesters, rapists, woman beaters, liars, and cheaters. I'm gonna state this once more, I'M MARRIED therefore I am only looking for friends. If you can't handle that then keep to steppin'. Another thing I cannot stand is homophobic dumb asses who know not what their talking about when it comes to the topic. I'm bi and I'm proud of it. I have a gay pride flag hanging on my wall. My family is open and th

Yanno Guys...
Ok I see its time for the weekly reminder... I am starting a list. You ask for privates or to see em you make the list! LAST TIME This is CherryTAP This is ME There is my HMMM folder! I HAVE NO NAKED PICS ANY QUESTIONS? Reposting this: Hello Newer Friendly type people. Heres a few things you should know about me. I am 30 years old. I have four children. I DO NOT HAVE ANY DAMN NAKED PICS SO FFS PLEASE QUIT ASKING! I joined this site for FRIENDS not to partake in the Meat Factory that some ppl think this place is. I have been here nearly six months and in the last 2 months I have gotten the private pics question at least 5 times a day. MY "PRIVATE" folder is an animated avatar that I upped for my friend Krista. It is Private because I dont want points for her pic. Now If you would like to be a person I want to talk to and associate with on a regular basis treat me as a lady and not your one way ticket to boobs and ass. I am a good girl. I dont put up anything I wou

Update
Wow alot have changed since i have been on here last,i guess i have alot to learn! I have been busy with life,and didnt come online for 2 months. My life isnt as busy but i just dont come online as much. I hope everyone is well

You've Been Elfed... Lmao
You’ve been Elfed Life is all about asses you're either covering it, laughing it off, kicking it, kissing it, busting it, trying to get a piece of it, or behaving like one . That's right, you've been " elfed " .

New Story
I was reading over some of my old, old shorts, and decided that I could, and should, start merging some into longer pieces...here is an example of what I've done. Xavier Pendragon and Pandora's Box He sat on the floor and watched her sleep. The bluish-gray moonlight that seeped in from her window draped across her face, giving her angelic visage an ethereal look. Her tiny mouth curled at the ends as she slept. “No doubt she was dreaming of puppies and kittens,” he thought. Xavier Pendragon wondered why he was so lucky to have such a lovely and beautiful daughter as Emily. And to have her so respectful and loving, even with the loss of her mother Nicole, only made Xavier wonder what the Fates had in store for him. But now was not the time to ponder that question. Now was the time to revel in Emily’s love and grace. He stood for a moment before walking to the window. He looked out onto the backyard, the moon’s glow casting an eerie shadow on the freshly fall

Nexts, Lasts And Firsts
NEXTS 1. Next person you'll kiss: who knows? lol 2. Next movie you want to see: I still wanna see saw 3. 3. Next person you want to go out with: hmmm 5. Next time you're going out: i'm out now lol 6. Next place you'll take vacation: Hopefully England to see my homie Anna!! 7. Next thing you are going to do after filling this survey out: shower eventually 8. Next thing you are going to eat:just ate some soup. lol. 9. Next time you plan to be drunk: tonight? LOL 10. Next thing you are going to do outside: freeze my ass off 11. Next person you'd like to see fill this out: don't know. lol -------------------------------------------------------- LASTS: 1. Last kiss: Z 2. Last person you hugged: Lisa 3. Last person you spoke to: Lisa 4. Last alcoholic beverage: Mailbu Rum 6. Last movie: Click 7. Last person you thought of: =) someone. lol 8. Last school you went to: Wright College 9. Last person you said I love you to: someone special. 10. Last run in with the Law

Gold Wrapping Paper
The story goes that some time ago a mother punished her five year old daughter for wasting a roll of expensive gold wrapping paper. Money was tight and she became even more upset when the child used the gold paper to decorate a box to put under the Christmas tree. Nevertheless, the little girl brought the gift box to her mother the next morning and then said, "This is for you, Momma." The mother was embarrassed by her earlier over reaction, but her anger flared again when she opened the box and found it was empty. She spoke to her daughter in a harsh manner. "Don't you know, young lady, when you give someone a present there's supposed to be something inside the package?" She had tears in her eyes and said, "Oh, Momma, it's not empty! I blew kisses into it until it was full." The mother was crushed. She fell on her knees and put her arms around her little girl, and she begged her forgiveness for her thoughtless anger. An accident took the life of the child only a s

I'm Done!
I'm done sending comments for today. If I didnt get your page today, I'm sorry. I'll try my darndest to get there before the weekend is over. I've gotten to at least half of my friends list today...I'm just worn out, and my back button is getting kinda tired from that too lol. I think I am going to play in my stash and add some new stuff there. Any other ideas for making some quick cherry points? It feels like I've been stuck on my current level for a lonnnnnnnnnng time. I'm ready for a new one.

Suddenly
SUDDENLY We live in changing times When certain thoughts are now a crime Power flows through an evil pen And freedom's light in growing dim One day if suddenly, I'm forced to take my leave Will you still carry on, with the things that we believe? One day if suddenly, they take my life away Will you still be fighting to win a bright new day? The people who've stood against us They seem to be above the law With the power to listen into private moments in our lives And the power to come kick down your door Our strength has come from ideals many years' old A strength that has survived within our blood A strength our foe has recognized, and sworn to drag it down He wants to drag our people through the mud

Always Believe In Miracles...
Always Believe In Miracles!!! Three years ago, a little boy and his grandmother came to see Santa at Mayfair Mall in Wisconsin. The child climbed up on his lap, holding a picture of a little girl. "Who is this?" asked Santa, smiling. "Your friend? Your sister?" "Yes, Santa," he replied. "My sister, Sarah, who is very sick," he said sadly. Santa glanced over At the grandmother who was waiting nearby, and saw her dabbing her Eyes with a tissue. "She wanted to come with me to see you, oh, so very much, Santa!" The child exclaimed. "She misses you," he added softly. Santa tried to be cheerful and encouraged a smile to the boy's face, asking him what he Wanted Santa to bring him for Christmas. When they finished their visit, the Grandmother came over to help the child off his lap, and started to say something to Santa, but halted. "What is it?" Santa asked warmly. "Well, I know it's really too much to ask you, Santa, but .." the old woman began, shoo

Bon Jovi/ Dead Or Alive
Song LyricsVan Halen - Humans Being videoLita Ford - Close My Eyes Forever videoSantana - Smooth videoStone Temple Pilots - Plush videoQueensryche - I'm American videoQueensryche - Anybody Listening? videoRush - Time Stands Still videoDream Theatre - Take The Time videoNina Gordon - Tonight And The Rest Of My L.. videoLita Ford - Larger Than Life videoMusic Video Codes by VideoCureFree Layouts

Wow Im Stupid
You know I do the stupidest things when I'm drunk.. i have a myspace profile also.. and i was getting some comments from a guy friend (Matt) that really sorta upset me and they were really sweet actually.. i was flattered he cared so much but there was so much that it was a lil over welming.. Well a friend of mine (Jaymes) that i knew for years posted a comment saying how much they missed me and they loved me right.. (only cause we hadnt seen each others in years) well anyhow Matt seen it and got really upset.. and asked me what the fuck was going on with this jaymes guy.. what got me.. was that matt was asking if i was cheating on him.. and wow.. I went off on him and it wasnt nice at all.. i couldnt understand why matt would think that we were together nor ask me wtf was going on with Jaymes... well i said some pretty roiten thigs to Matt when i went off on him.. i mean matt was like a really good friend to me.. Well I finally figured it out.. matt showed me something.. I was rea

A Christmas Story,, Lol
A Christmas Story 'Twas the night before Christmas--Old Santa was pissed. He cussed out the elves and threw down his list. Miserable little brats, ungrateful little jerks.. I have a good mind to scrap the whole works! I've busted my ass for damn near a year, Instead of "Thanks Santa"--what do I hear? The old lady bitches cause I work late at night. The elves want more money--The reindeer all fight. Rudolph got drunk and goosed all the maids. Donner is pregnant and Vixen has AIDS. And just when I thought that things would get better. Those assholes from the IRS sent me a letter, They say I owe taxes--if that ain't funny Who the hell ever sent Santa Claus any money? And the kids these days--they all are the pits They want the impossible--Those mean little shits I spent a whole year making wagons and sleds Assembling dolls...Their arms, legs and heads I made a ton of yo yo's--No request for them, They want compu

Sexy Lingerie
Thoughts on sexy lingerie. I like it certainly, I'm flattered if my partner goes to the trouble of buying it and wearing it for me. I think good lingerie: enhances a womans sexuality is pretty in itself stimulates the imagination is fun. What do other people think?

Hackers
The following are HACKERS and have waged a war against the wiccans/pagans: Wiccan Priestess, Malicious Animus, witch bitch, wiccan warrior, Steghra, witch hunter, Mystic Goddess, Cheshirecat666 Do not allow beach under any circumstances to be friends! If you do not want your hard drive wiped and your friend list infiltrated, please forward this warning to any and all those you trust in a private message - no bulletins! They are cunning and looking to get thru back doors - so lets all be wary of who we accept as friends and do not automatically accept any new friend requests without checking anyone out first! The welcome committee lounge (Starzhaloz) as well as wiccans and pagans lounge (Lady Isis) is a good place to check if in doubt. Hold off is someone seems odd! Let's show them that our "family is smarter than them..." Brightest Blessings, Lady Isis

Any Ever Feel Like This ?
sweet anticipations reward tied up in knots waiting for time to pass stuck in this place waiting to move my ass to get out to where my heart belongs there with you we will write the songs of love that leaves us breathless and hushed taking our time with the act that is best not rushed two who become one that began with a word feelings so much deeper than anything ever heard entranced in a touch and held by a kiss none ever knew the glory of this taste the sweet nectar from each other in embrace of that wonderful spot and so special a place that belongs to each other forever divine enhanced by the love of your heart and mine in tune with the things that we both like to do never has there been anyone for me like you we know the desires in each of our hearts unafraid to lay claim to each others parts knowing we belong to each other for all time makes the act of love making all too sublime electric intensity and the feel of your touch you drive me so wild and i need

Holidays
I just felt I wanted to talk a little about the holidays. As they approach, beacause this will be my frst holday season alone in 30 years, I have found that I am a bit melancholy. Sure, I feel the warmth of friendship and the spirit of giving and all, but it seems different, almst as if I am watching things as a third person. Today, I thought..maybe if I get a tree in the apartment it will give me a lift. But that didn't work. No, I'm not feeling sorry for myself, that isn't it..I'm not e3xactly sure what it is --I suppose it's something of a feeling of emptiness because I have noone here to celebrate with. I know there are thousands of people having their own "first" holiday without--and I really feel selfish in a way--I mean, think about all the serviemena dnwomen in Iraq and their families here who will be without each other--and then tell me that anyone has the right to be more pensive about the holidays than they do--but I still have that gnawing emptiness. What I think I am going

Nexts, Lasts And Firsts
NEXTS 1. Next person you'll kiss: no idea could be anyone, and normally to prove a point lol 2. Next movie you want to see: there are so many... i dont know!! 3. Next person you want to go out with: who do ya think 5. Next time you're going out: sometime next week 6. Next place you'll take vacation: Chicago 7. Next thing you are going to do after filling this survey out:shower 8. Next thing you are going to eat:probably soup 9. Next time you plan to be drunk: sunday evening, WOOT WOOT 1 year!!! 10. Next thing you are going to do outside: probably go to my dads or work 11. Next person you'd like to see fill this out: whoever -------------------------------------------------------- LASTS: 1. Last kiss: i cant really remember we were all drunk and playing spin the bottle at the time 2. Last person you hugged: Glen 3. Last person you spoke to: My mum 4. Last alcoholic beverage: WKD Blue 6. Last movie: Bruce Almighty 7. Last person you thought of: Dustin 8. Last sch

Any West Tennessee Ladies Here
Well i am at it again. Whether it be to start a good conversation, or to meet a nice lady. My hopes are for the latter. I am a 47 year old white man who prefers to date women of color. I am notlooking to "experiment" or "try it out". I am looking for someone who is looking to be my friend and see where things go from there. I am a normal man, who does normal things. I have a normal job and normal friends. I guess i am posting an add on here because it seems easier than trying to talk to a drunk ladies at a club, and more convienent than dating someone i work with. So here i am. I do have pictures, but i expect one first, its only fair. I am only looking to speak with women 24-36. If you are interested in getting to know me, please email me. Serious responses only please. I dont want you to waste your time, just as i dont want to waste mine. I do drink wine once in a while.. I smoke but wearing the patch with luck i'll quit.I ride a harley and i wish to be in las ve

Why?
why don't i hear from those people that say i'm so attractive and that they would love to be with me......those people that don't speak to me anymore....fear has it's way of influencing others .....so if thats the case...i warned you

Heros
Heroes they come in all shapes and sizes Some are the people we normaly think of Doctors Nurses Firemen Police EMTs Soliders Some are even your families pet Then you read or hear on the news About the person who does something so out of character they they achive The title of HERO Yes heros come in all shapes and sizes ! So to all of them I RAISE MY HORN IN A SAULTE TO YOU HAIL THE HEROS! Caty

Does It Make Me A Bad Person?
My husband's sister started a whole war over property that they inherited when their mother passed away. She then turns around and lies to the whole family so that they will ride my husband's ass. I have all the paperwork to prove she has lied and big time. So, my question is, does it make me a bad person to post all the documentation for any family member who wants to know the truth to see? I will of course post a warning on the opening page to not read unless they really want to know the truth. Comments on this one will be really appreciated.

Life And Peoples Views
IIGHT SO IM ON HERE AND JUST LOOKIN THRU CHECKIN OUT ALL THESE BEAUTIFUL FEMALES (THO NONE ARE AS BEAUTIFUL AS MY BABY GIRL I LOVE YOU JESSICA MMMMUAH) AND I COME ACROSS ONE WHO I LOOK THRU SHE SEEMS COOL AND I NOTICED A BIT OF SELF PRIDE MISSING LIKE I PUT THESE PICS UP I KNOW I LOOK FAT BUT YEAH ANY WAY I DO WHAT I ALWAYS DO I TRY TO MAKE HER FEEL BETTER ABOUT HER SELF AND TELL HER TO KEEP HER HEAD UP BUT LITTLE DID I KNOW SHE MUST LIVE IN NO NIGGERVILLE USA CUZ SHE COMPLETELY DISSES ME (BUT NOT LIKE USUAL SHE WAS NICE ABOUT IT AND THATS WHAT BOTHERED ME LIKE IF YOU NOT GONNA BE HARD CORE KKK OR HANG A NIGGER THEN WHY BE LIKE THAT AT ALL YOU OBVIOUSLY COOL ENOUGH TO JUST LET ME KNOW SO WHY BE LIKE THAT I DONT KNOW WHAT IT IS ABOUT PEOPLE THAT MAKES THEM SEE COLORS AS BETTER AND WORSE FUCK THAT DO YOU BREATHE DO YOU SHIT DOES IT SMELL IIGHT THEN WHATS SO DIFFERENT BESIDES HOW WE LOOK ALK AND DRESS SUM MAY BE A BIT EXTREME BUT NONE THE LESS WE ALL STILL HUMAN DAMMIT

My Cherrytap Madlib!!
Choose a word for each number and then fill the words into the paragraph. No changing the words after! Then send it to me...it will be fun!! 1 adjective to describe someone- 2 noun (like car, profile, nose etc…)- 3 adjective to describe someone- 4 noun (like car, profile, nose etc…)- 5 verb of action (like run, sing, read etc…)- 6 noun (like car, profile, nose etc…)- 7 noun (like car, profile, nose etc…)- 8 adjective to describe something- 9 noun describing relationship (like friend, rabbi, teacher etc…)- 10 noun (like car, profile, nose etc…)- 11 noun (like car, profile, nose etc…)- 12 noun describing relationship (like friend, rabbi, teacher etc…)- 13 place- 14 noun (like car, profile, nose etc…)- 15 thing (like car, profile, nose etc…)- 16 noun (like car, profile, nose etc…)- 17 adjective to describe something- 18 verb of action (like run, sing, read etc…)- 19 place- 20 something to do- 21 noun (like car, profile, nose e

Sorry
K after reading my last blog over i apologize there has been one person that has brought me that tingling feeling i know she knows who she is but she was at the wrong time and just the me i didn't want her to have i have known her my whole life and my love for her is beyond what i have loved but with 21 years of friendship brings a love that will never be broken she has pretty much either been through or heard from my mouth all the shit i have put myself through she is my soulmate and i don't think i have ever told her enough how much i love her but i know she knows and i hope she reads this cause i am so happy for her and i hope she and her b/f find trhe love that we share muah miss ya and love ya and i will visit when i get home

Well Now.....is This Really Me?
Advanced Global Personality Test Results Extraversion |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Stability |||||| 30% Orderliness |||||||||||||||| 66% Accommodation |||||||||||||||||| 76% Interdependence |||||||||||||| 56% Intellectual |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Mystical |||||||||||||||| 63% Artistic |||| 16% Religious |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Hedonism |||||||||||||| 56% Materialism |||||||||||| 50% Narcissism |||| 16% Adventurousness |||||||||||| 50% Work ethic |||||||||||| 50% Self absorbed |||||| 30%

The Flu Sux
Damn I hate being sick & even a simple flu bug gets me down. Nothing like a warm body to keep me feeling better but since the bash at the club the nite before last, nobody's been around. Not that I'm really up for anything right now, other than the ministrations of an Earth mother right about now anyway. C'est la vie!

Join Me In Cybersocieties?...
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I Stand Alone
Still, oh so, sad and depressed about where my life stands, right now.... And, where its been for awhile, now Almost a decade of not knowing the feeling of love sure has deadened my nerves and vanquished all sense of hope I want love and your never going to give me it, are you...? You wont let it find me... WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *shakes my fists towards the skies in furious anger*

The Great Outdoors
I just had to store my bike for winter and not only did I have to wheel it out in the snow to run the fuel stabilizer through it and take the battery out cause the garage isn't heated. also, changed the battery in my girls car. So after a lil back pain and some windburn to the face, i'm all set for winter :-D. I love saturdays

Minds Confused
U know I have sat here in this lonely province thinking to my self what I have to be so lonely for what drives me to the point of tears and brings me to my knees I thought the answer was an easy one…Family and friends…. Well sure why not I am 5000 km from anyone I love I have no comfort coming home to know there may be a message waiting for me for something to do or that I could drive over to their house to hang out well after months and the fact that I am moving back home has really not subdued any feelings of loss within till I finally came to the conclusion that I still suffer from the loss of my love. She in short form was the best thing that ever entered my life, she provided me with security and comfort, love and trust, and the sense of belonging… no one on this earth has succeeded in this task no one has ever even began to understand me and in the ending days of our relationship I pushed her harder away then anything… You see I wasn’t the best boyfriend I mean there were times

Food 4 Thought
http://www.newscientist.com/channel/opinion/science-forecasts I'M CONCERNED ABOUT OUR CLIMATE AND GLOBAL WARMING. I hope, medicines will be developed to rid ourselves of aids and any disease that affects children

Meet Cherrytappers Face To Face On Camfrog
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Dear Diary
1/14/06 - 5 days to extinction In case someone ever finds this. I want you to know that I am not really dead. Jason Carter, the notorious serial killer and slaughterer of kidnapped children, may have died on that table, but it was not me. 1/15/06 - 4 days to extinction I cannot stop writing in this thing. To whomever may read this one day. I hope you take it to the public eye. If I have to give back the money, I will. I found something better. 1/16/06 - 3 days to extinction Hollywood paid me to be here. I'm breaking my contract just by writing this. In 3 days you will see me on a table in front of millions. I will be the first ever to receive a lethal injection on live nationally syndicated network television. The entire US wants to see me die for the heinous crimes I have committed. Hollywood is picking up the check for all of your entertainment. 1/17/06 - 2 days to extinction If I'm going to confess, I might as well do it entirely. The biggest problem

Where I Really Wanna Be
ok so this kinda sucks.....i just realized that where i really wanna be for this holiday season isnt where im gonna be...most of the money ive saved i had to spend cause i hadnt worked in 5 weeks and now that im back at work im only doing 4 hours a day at most 5 doctors orders it would have been so awesome to spend christmas and start the new year all the way across the country with some awesome company but things seem to just keep going wrong :(

Come Join The Partyin My Lounge
well it is not mine actually but I would Love to increase our Members PLEASE DO THIS FOR ME, and REPOST THIS IF YOU WILL FOR ME http://cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=4620 HOPE TO SEE AS MANY AS POSSIBLE SOON

To My Friends...
After my little foray into the dark, I feel like I'm back to normal, relatively speaking, of course. I brightened up my MySpace profile and changed my song to one that rocks, but is more uplifting to me. Please do give it a look, unless you have a problem with lots of Orange, Blue and Green Scaly Reptiles... lol... Seriously though, I love you guys. A thousand thanks for all the comments, messages and IMs of support...

My First Black Girl
True Story, Rape, Teen Male/Teen Female, Drug, Black, Domination/submission I was fifteen years old at the time, and I wasn’t a good kid by any means. I had just been kicked out of my high school and was getting caught by the cops every now and then for minor offenses. I didn’t mind paying a ticket here and there as long as I didn’t get caught for any major stuff. Like the quarter pound bags of weed I was selling off each week. I got into the drug game last summer. I started out smoking pot just because it was sort of fun, then when I started to want the drug more and more I realized that I needed to either get a job or start selling. I figured selling would make more sense because I would be around weed more and wouldn’t ever be without it if I needed a smoke. The best place I could sell was at my old high school. It was also the most risky place because that is where I pulled a knife on the principle. Now every teacher new who I was and pretty much hated me. But one particularl

Babysitting For Mr. Allen
True Story, First Time, Young, Non-consensual sex, Virginity, Rape I still remember what I was wearing that night. Black skirt and button up white shirt. I babysat for Mr. Allen (a friend of the family) and his wife all the time. It was my only way to get spending cash since I was only 13. I liked babysitting for them, the kid went to bed at 7 and they didn't come home till midnight. It got even more fun the night I was board and looking through random drawers and found a stash of porns. I had masterbated before but never to a porn so this was a major perk when I came over here. Anyways this night I came over and as usual they gave me the run down. Mrs. Allen rushed out the door "Have fun Amy" and Mr. Allen (tall dark hair and eyes kind fatherly face) "Yeah have fun" he said it in a kind of knowing manner but I figured whatever and the night went as usual. Put the kid to bed popped in Barely Legal and started to rub my wet pussy. As usual at midnight Mr. and Mrs. Allen came

The Devils Fuck Buddy
Saturday, December 09, 2006 2:04 PM - The devils Butt buddy.! Good lesson for people About to Wed! Current mood: determined Yea. Some men shouldnt be alowed to breed, Some mothers shouldnt be alowed to Raise Kids All brothers and sisters should not have sex., Some men should actually be Drug behind a truck and then Shot from toes to head.. Some mothers who think they are perfect are not and should STFU and stay out of everyone business , Just because they have no life doesnt give them the right to get all up in others, Some mothers need to stop acting like they are Mrs cleaver and start Relizing that they are stupid imbreed Trash ., who are living in the 40's when it is 2006- 2007 Some mothers can PRETEND they did nothing bad in their past to scar their children ., ( But you will always know you did ) Some men shouldnt drag their wives around pretending to love them, cause one day that woman will Get pissed off bad enough she will hunt you down

Bratty Is Thinking Again - Oh No!
So I've been busy busting my ass sending out comments to everyone on my friends list. I know I haven't gotten to everyone just yet..I'm still working on that. I have a slow computer. Anyhow....I've sent maybe 150 comments or so already...A lot of the people from that 150 have come and looked at my page...Maybe 10 or so of them have actually returned the comment. What the hell is up with that!??! If you're going to take the time to check my page out after I've left you a comment or a rating or whatever it is I've done....Take 2 extra seconds to leave a comment. I dont care if it is just "hey bitch" "you're a fatass", or a nice pretty graphic. I don't really care... /end rant

:(
i have to read my employee manual for pier 1 before monday...and i haven't even started yet. bahhhhhh...it's only 125 pages long but i have to like...STUDY the policies n shit. stupid everything, i just want to cuddle & smoke a joint.

Just Want To Make Friends
hello There fellow cherry tappers,,how are you? well I am just trying this ou,,I don't normally do blogs ,,but will try this one,,I am here just to make friends,,and if you would like to visit my profile and leave 10's or comments please feel free to do s,, thanks,,

A Differant Christmas Poem
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old, Perhaps a M

Rabbit Thoughts Ii: One Minute Poem
Pockets It's silent contortion of madness, not rememdered. No broken blindness A balanced mind is uncanny Rare So take nothing from this And leap into the abyss Another time begins New Year 2007. Antique Winter On a windy day I wondered the open meadow Softy not knowing Like a shoe tossed amoung the pebbles Nothing to really do but roam Whisper futile secrets softly Closer to the antique bridge Down where the dry havoc of leaves crowd A day easily forgoten but never lost As I watch the blue gaze of the waters edge Its difficult to imagine that everything makes an impression (inspiredMrsJ) White Poem Blue Jewel I drink water, and cut fruit Plunge my hand through the wind's foliage Green birds cut through my dreams A morning like no other With a boundless gaze where the world becomes new Beautiful again from the beginning My sky is deep and unchanging I know the night a little longer But the morning is always there to greet me Unless i

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American Soldiers - Written By:tabatha 'sweet_babygirl' Rex
American Soldiers The year was 1969 when 60,000 Americans stood and said I am a American Soldier, I will give my life to save a life For this is my job I wll not fear my enemy for he will not fear me If I should die,my job shall be complete Now I move on to heaven to become a soldier of god For he will take me in to help keep the peace in all of heaven 36 years later, soldiers are still pows and MIA But we remember them to this day They gave their life so we could be free 34 years after the Vietnam war 1500 americans gave thier life so we could remain free Each one stood and said I will give my life to save a life For this is my job I wll not fear my enemy for he will not fear me If I should die,my job shall be complete Now I move on to heaven to become a soldier of god For he will take me in to help keep the peace in all of heaven Each American who gave their life will never be forgotten 200,000 Marines Soldiers, Air Men, and sailors we're deployed to Afgh

It's Been Awhile
I wanted to say hello to all my friends, fans and family. I know I haven't been on in weeks. I got a new job and have been working CRAZY overtime. I just wanted everyone to know I have not forgot about ya and I miss ya all. I put up some new pictures as promised when I first got on CherryTap. Hope everyone had a great Thanksgiving. I wish you all a great Holiday season. ~AZSGIRLYGIRL~

Philis
the mice are back!!!! i thought i was cracking up, seeing things out the corner of my eye, but i really was seeing the mice. george came into my room and saw it aswell. we then went to hers, and after a bit i left. the last thing i said to her was "enjoy your mouse!" as there is one in her room too. i went out the door and shrieked at a mouse running towrds me in the hall! it ran into my room and its not been seen since :S oh yeah, this one is called philis.

Sketch Of A Thumbnail
Thoughts swirl Amongst the memories Between my ears You still remind me Of something I do not like Smiles turn To tears Frowns grow Into laughter I forgave me So long ago I don’t even Remember why I forgot to Pardon you The same crime At the same time But you remain Incarcerated While the warden Thumps away Now this scoop Reveals the truth I miss you Now

What A Joke Removing People
LIKE SERIOUSLY IF YOU PUT THE PERSON ON YOUR FRIENDS LIST AND THEN REMOVE THEM BC YOU ARE HAVE A TITI ATTACK OVER SOME BULLSHIT . YOU ACTUALLY THINK I GIVE A FLYING FUCK IF YOU ARE ON MY FRIENDS LIST OF NOT . IT'S THE FUCKING INTERNET. LIKE THAT'S GOING TO HURT ME FEELINGS BOO FUCKING HOO.

Wife Problems
Dear Dr. Phil, When I retired this past summer, I could hardly wait to spend time enjoying my favorite pastime -bass fishing. I got my own little fishing boat and tried to get my wife to join me, but she just never liked fishing. Finally, one day at the Bait & Tackle Shop, I got to talking to Sam the shop owner who it turned out loves bass fishing as much as I do. We quickly became fishing buddies. As I said the wife doesn't care about fishing. She not only refuses to join us she always complains that I spend too much time fishing. A few months ago Sam and I had the best fishing trip ever. Not only did I catch the most beautiful bass you've ever seen, only a few minutes later Sam must have caught his twin brother! So I took a picture of Sam holding up the two nice bass that we caught and showed the picture to the wife hoping that maybe she'd get interested. Instead she says she doesn't want me to go fishing at all anymore! And she wants me to sell the boat! I think she just doe

Why Cant We Fight Like The Old Days And Show Them Whos Boss
this burns me up im tired of people around the world takeing advantage of the usa calling us pussy's personaly if you likes this country being a weak country then fine but i do not want to see the american people be put to shame because congressman wont give us the dam break we need to actually kick ass over in iraq and afghanistan if we can just forget about human rights and blow them all to hell make them fear us then this shit would end but we cant because we got all these punk ass people or pussys who say oh they are human they dont deserve that shit we need to give the enemy medical treatment after shooting them man thats fucking bullshit anybody who thinks that might as well move to iraq and die with them because they never cared about our human rights so we shouldnt care for thiers we have the power to destroy them all but we cant cause of liberal ass ho's and consevative pussy's that wont shut up and keep their noses out of people buisness if they would shut up and allo

My Knight In Shining Armor...
I recently met someone here on the tap..and I can honestly say that he's become my best friend..borderline only real friend. He's the sweetest person to talk to, and can really tell when I need to talk..and the sad part about it is..he's thousands of miles away, or might as well be.... He saved me the other day...I was so down and upset..and he actually took the time to call and make sure that I was ok..let me cry on his shoulder...now that's what a friend is for...to actually listen, and feel your pain and try to understand what you're going through..granted, sometimes it doesn't always happen that way...lol...but thanks to him and his advice..my life is much better... I just wanted to post this so that others out there will know that this is more than just a place to get a date...it's also a place to make "real friends"...and when he reads this..He will know who it is... I LUV YA!!! Thanks for everything...

Why Cant We Fight Like The Old Days
this burns me up im tired of people around the world takeing advantage of the us calling us pussy's personaly if you likes this country being a weak then fine but i do not want to see the american people be put to shame because congressman wont give us the dam break we need to actually kick ass over in iraq and afghanistan if we can just forget about human rights and blow them all to hell make them fear us then this shit would end but we cant because we got all these punk ass people or pussys who say oh they are human they dont deserve that shit we need to give the enemy medical treatment after shooting them man thats fucking bullshit anybody who thinks that might as well move to iraq and die with them because they never cared about our human rights so we shouldnt care for thiers we have the power to destroy them all but we can cause of liberal ass ho and consevative pussys that wont shut up and keep their noses out of people buisness if they would shut up and allow the millita

I Am 9/11
Tuesday, September 12, 2006 (from myspace) I am 9/11 Yesterday driving home listening to the presidents speech made me feel great about our current state. Being a former Marine and a Firefighter/Paramedic since 1994, I feel this more than most. I went to a 9/11 memorial last night and felt overwhelmed with the feelings of the other police and firefighters present. the people that do this job cannot explain it and the people who don't do this job cannot be explained too! I recently spent sometime with Joe from latter 10 FDNY and to see his physical nature change as he explained what alot of those guys went through that day was just agonizing. yes, i cry everytime i watch a documentry on that, but why? because I know what a thankless job it is. You train and train to tune your mind and body into your best tools for saving lives and what do you get? from some parents "we pay your salary" or"your over paid" but from kids? it's the look in their eyes when they put on a real fire

The Fastest Man Alive!
THE SIXGUNS OF BOB MUNDEN He stands with his gun hand poised slightly above the smooth one piece ivory grips of his holstered .45 Colt Single Action. His gloved left hand is ready to slap the hammer back as the .45 is drawn, that is to say fan the hammer of the heavily modified Colt. You, having accepted the challenge to see the draw as it is made, are almost as tense as he is. Then it happens. You don't see it. All you see is the muzzle flash as the gun is fired. Why didn't you see the draw? Certainly your eye can move faster than the human hand! Not so. It takes fifteen one hundredth's of a second to blink and Bob Munden, the Fastest Man Who Ever Lived, has just drawn and fired a Colt Single Action .45 four and three-quarter inch barreled gunfighter's favorite sixgun in less than two one hundredths of a second, .0175 seconds to be exact. You no longer doubt that this truly is the fastest man who ever lived! Now he readies to shoot not one but two shots and hit two balloons p

Well..what If...nude Pics!
Here is my first blog. Haha got your attention ;o) We'll see if anyone actually reads it..Here it is 12:30pm I'm sitting in a room by myself pondering what if......what if u were never allowed to have sweets growning up......what if you never got to own a pet.....what if you never got to be loved..what if you never recieved a hug...All these things to me are importnat in life. Its a survival world. If you never gotten any of these things, could u supply them in your life? Would u be able to love someone and hug them? Would u still like sugar? Choc? Cake? Could u care enough to make someone a cake for thier birthday if you never had 1? The touch of a pet. It is much more than a touch. Its a resposibility.Its a friend.We start out very young in a world where we are deprived many things yet we still seem to find a way to distribute these gifts in life. Is it all built in?Makes u wonder what else is inside of you , waiting to come out. That u never recieved or learned to do. The world is l

Time For Me To Rant....
This is to all the MEN out there.... This is in reference to the comments I've been getting....I appreciate the kind words of encouragement and all the great compliments but I WILL NOT TOLERATE VULGARITY..... I am NOT impressed with rude or crude comments and I tire of going thru all my pics and their comments to weed out the rude and sexual comments..... Just because I show my body and do nudes, it DOES NOT make me a whore or a slut...Please DO NOT treat me as such or degrade me with your boorish comments...The only thing that will get you is blocked from my profile here....Too many of you idiots seem intent on making crass comments and NOT reading that I do not like that type of comment on my profile... I still have to retain some level of professionalism here because my pics promote MY site and crass comments or VULGAR comments make me look bad and Im not about to have that... If you cant deal with this then dont even bother wasting MY valuable time or yours and just

Pewp
i'm sssssssoooooooooooooooooo bored. anyway. i got kicked out of toys-r-us last night...hehehe. that was actually pretty fun. first time i've ever been kicked out of somewhere...anyway. went to zee bar with mikey, john, shane, and john. phil was there too...but i don't really like phil. he's a nice guy, but when he drinks he just gets so loud and obnoxious. anyway. around 11:30 john wanted to go to toys-r-us to buy a christmas present for his girlfriend tina, so we all ended up going and playing tennis with a spongebob soccerball...and we somehow managed to knock over a shelf of toys..luckily we didn't actually break anything. one of the chicks working there called security on us though...damn you bitch. mikey bought me the CUTEST stuffed giraffe EVER. i love giraffes. fo seriousssssss

Your Choice
Saturday, December 9, 2006 Your choice Every dream is as real as you choose to make it. You're as young or as old as you think yourself to be. Those things you sincerely expect will find their way to you. Those things you most fondly imagine will relentlessly pull you forward. The love you give away will always be with you. Everything for which you are sincerely grateful will grow stronger and more abundant. Your intentions will be fulfilled when you give them true purpose. Your goals will be reached when they come from your heart. This day will bring fulfillment when you choose to allow it. This life will be rich when you give your best to it. What do you choose in the innermost depth of your being? That is what life will surely become. -- Ralph Marston

The Xmas Hacker
The Xmas Hacker 'Twas the night before Christmas On the net near and far Not a newsgroup had traffic 'Cept Talk-dot-Bizarre The phone lines were hung By the modems with care In hopes that some articles Soon would be there I was tired and weary And needed the sack But instead I was into A long winters hack When there, by the system The modem did chatter I jumped from my desk What could be the matter? Away to the system I flew like a flash I wondered aloud "Sounds like a disk crash." The glow of the system From just received news Gave the lustre of midday To some really bizarre views When what do I see There right next to the fuse? But a funny little hacker And eight cpus The funny little hacker His words carefully chosen I knew in a moment It must be Rich Rosen! More rapid than leased lines His systems they came He whistled and shouted

Erotica
EROTICA His flesh burns beneath my tongue, he shivers in ecstasy. Pleasure beyond any imaginable dreams, his gasps excite me. Hot, wet trails as I glide to each sensitive zone, he soars into unspeakable passion. The fire burns hotly with each flicker of my tongue, every hair stands on end. I feel him shudder as I reach the core of his being, bringing him closer with every gentle touch. His body jerks as he releases what he has held back, then relaxes in satisfaction. I look into his eyes, he sees that familiar gleam, and he knows we have only....just begun.

Endless Passion
Endless Passion The soothing sound of your heartbeat, each moment you are near. The sound of your breathing, whispers softly, to my soul so deeply. Gladness fills to total abandonment, in the joy of blissful feelings, Endless passion... on the verge of explosion. With every ounce within me, I give all I am to you, and so much more. I will always belong to you... Now and forever.

Windows Of My Heart
Windows Of My Heart Your eyes, they seem to burn right through me to my very soul. Touching my heart, my every being, so deep, so tenderly. You can see all my secrets, my dreams, my hopes and fears. The pain, the joy, the ecstasy which I feel. The windows of my heart, are seen through your eyes. Gloria S. Copyright ©2005 Gloria S.

Christmas 1974
Christmas 1974 This was my 1st year with out my Mother. It was very hard to be in the Christmas Spirit. I remember how other Christmas's us to be. To see New Hope be born with a child. To be so blessed at the family your around. I have been thinking on this day December 09, 2006. I have had so many blessing since then. I have 3 beautiful & handsome children. I'm so blessed with my grandchildren. Thirty-two years of missing my Mom. Then to think she has missed seeing her great-grandchildren. God bless you Mom. Merry Christmas ~hugs~ Joyce

Three Years Ago
- HOW MUCH HAVE U CHANGED IN 3 YEARS?!?!?! How old were you? Then: 18 Now: 21 Where did you go to school? Then: not in school Now: same Where did you work? Then:Music box In amarillo, texas( head shop) Now: Department of Economic Security/ Family Assistance Administration Where did you live? Then: Texas Now: Arizona Where did you hang out? Then: i worked all the time Now: everywhere and anywhere I want to be What was your hair style: Then:short Now: long Did you wear glasses? Then:no Now: no How many tattoos did you have? Then: none Now: none How many piercings did you have? Then: 2 Now: 2 (ears) What car did you drive? Then: 1994 Geo Tracker Now: 1993 Jimmy 4x4 What was your worst fear? Then: never getting out of Texas Now: knowing that I am truely alone in the world Had you smoked a cigarette? Then: yes Now: nope! You been arrested?: Then: no Now: nope Had your heart broken? Then: no Now: yes

Whose That Girl???
WHOSE THAT GIRL? I AM that girl who you will always see wearing a genuine smile I AM that girl that to get close to it really takes a while I AM that girl that you will love to for hours on end to sit and talk I AM that girl who for a friend that extra mile I’ll walk. I AM that girl who needs no other but wants what her heart desires I AM that girl who can’t stand one uppers, egotistical minds much less a liar I AM that girl that’s always a lady but definitely a kid at heart I AM that girl who is never waiting if you can’t keep up or take part. I AM that girl that adores who and appreciates what she has in life I AM that girl who someday would love to have Mr. Right and be his wife I AM that girl who if not at first you captivate me surely can be hard to impress I AM that girl whose heart just can not and will not settle for less. I AM that girl who can tell an easy guy because it’s not enticing to move along I AM that girl who isn’t perfect and indeed has done th

Sorry Everybody, I Had To Set Permisions At Friends Olnly To Preserve The Eveidence.
Seems that Misty has her family threatening me now so I had to set my blog to friends only so they can't come back and delete the evidence.

Planetary Triple Play-sunday
By SETH BORENSTEIN, AP Science Writer Fri Dec 8, 8:14 PM ET CAPE CANAVERAL, Fla. - Stargazers will get a rare triple planetary treat this weekend with Jupiter, Mercury and Mars appearing to nestle together in the predawn skies. About 45 minutes before dawn on Sunday those three planets will be so close that the average person's thumb can obscure all three from view. ADVERTISEMENT They will be almost as close together on Saturday and Monday, but Sunday they will be within one degree of each other in the sky. Three planets haven't been that close since 1925, said Miami Space Transit Planetarium director Jack Horkheimer. And it won't happen again until 2053, he said. "Jupiter will be very bright and it will look like it has two bright lights next to it, and they won't twinkle because they're planets," said Horkheimer, host of the television show "Star Gazer. "This is the kind of an event that turns young children into Carl Sagans." The planets are actually hundr

Carrie Underwood
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That Night
Who would have thought that night would have been so big in our lives...your glace from across the room the switching seats with your friend so you could sit next to me...yes I saw that. the 4 hours of conversation we had the hug at the end of the night (I wanted to kiss you so badly) the waiting to call you the next day F- the guy rules of waiting 3 days I wanted to hear your voice again...I wish I could take back those words I said to you in town that made you cry the whole way home(I don't want to start anything now) I broke your heart and I now it was teriable but I still had it... when I saw you again ...like butterflies in my stomache. So I said I love you and I ment it..and through all the sh- we've been delt in this life we have stuck it out...we are still together and our love is strong as ever through all of this you've been my rock..I don't know what would have happened without you ...and you know what I mean.. you save me everytime I thing life gets so hard..your all I need

Nsfw
So I got all these messages that I have to change my pictures....so I changed my profile pic but let me know if you can see the rest in my folder. Just not sure what everyone else sees when they look at my profile. Thanks.

Dimebag Remembered
This weekend I showed homage to Dimebag with a Cherry Blast. I received a lot of compliments and friend requests from it. I'd like to send out a big thank you to all those folks, and to my new friends - I'm glad to have ya aboard! I also received a ton of msgs from people with stories who knew him, dated him, worked for him, was friends of friends, etc. If I didn't reply to these it's just because I didn't put up the blast for a pissing contest. I'm glad we all have stories and connections, but regardless - he is a guitar hero and a legend and that's all I'm concerned with. From my angle, I grew up in Texoma (North Texas, Southern Oklahoma). When I was 14, the hottest band from Dallas to OKC was Pantera. They were young guys but had Dime and Vin, and blew people away. I was just starting to play guitar and be in bands, so I went to a club in Denison Texas and snuck in to see them. Dime really made a huge impact on me instantly. He played loud, with a lot of style, ha

A Christmas Story
A Christmas Story 'Twas the night before Christmas--Old Santa was pissed. He cussed out the elves and threw down his list. Miserable little brats, ungrateful little jerks. I have a goomind to scrap the whole works! I've busted my ass for damn near a year, Instead of "Thanks Santa"--what do I hear? The old lady bitches cause I work late at night. The elves want more money--The reindeer all fight. Rudolph got drunk and goosed all the maids. Donner is pregnant and Vixen has AIDS. And just when I thought that things would get better Those assholes from the IRS sent me a letter, They say I owe taxes--if that ain't damn funny Who the hell ever sent Santa Claus any money? And the kids these days--they all are the pits They want the impossible--Those mean little shits I spent a whole year making wagons and sleds Assembling dolls...Their arms, legs and heads I made a ton of yo yo's--No request for them, They want computers and robots...they think - I'

Difference Between Rich And Poor, Guess What I Would Choose?
One day, the father of a very wealthy family took his son on a trip tot he country with the express purpose of showing him how poor people live. They spent a couple of days and nights on the farm of what would be considered a very poor family. On their return from their trip, the father asked his son, "How was the trip?" "It was great, Dad." "Did you see how poor people live?" the father asked. "Oh yeah," said the son. "So, tell me, what did you learn from the trip?" asked the father. The son answered: "I saw that we have one dog and they had four. We have a pool that reaches to the middle of our garden and they have a creek that has no end. We have imported lanterns in our garden and they have the stars at night. Our patio reaches to the front yard and they have the whole horizon. We have a small piece of land to live on and they have fields that go beyond our sight. We have servants who serve us, but they serve others. We b

What Are You???
You scored as Biting. When it comes to being kinky, your biggest turn on is biting. You love the ectasy of teeth sinking into your flesh, and are probably willing to return the favor. Sex just isn't sex without using your teeth.Biting100%Bondage83%Blood83%Whips58%Chains/Handcuffs33%Blind Folds25%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Growth
You light up my Life...Lots of musicals that has Enlightened many people and help make people feel better and soften their Hearts and minds... Some music can always stay in your mind... and some can just make you wiggle without saying the words... but there is one thing that is so unique about Music.. it is also a Life saving sound to our Hearts... There is this one Man who Said," I am the Way, the Truth, and the Life; No man cometh unto the Father, but by Me." His Name is Jesus Christ.. He also said," As long as I am in the World, I am the Light of the World." No other person can say these things and mean it... He is still alive and willing to accept many people in His fold, if they decide to change there Heart... because He also said," Very, very, I say unto thee, Except a man be born again, he can not see the Kingdom of God." "Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature; old things passed away; behold all things are become New." We as Christians must be a witness a

Bulletin Drama
"Hostility is a psychic boomerang" -Howard the Duck, 1986 I find it ironic that people that outwardly attest to how much they loathe drama, are the most guilty for exploiting it. Someone says or does something deemed socially unnacceptable, they are rewarded with hoardes of free publicity by those that claim to be offended, and they lower themselves by retailiating with an equally viscious intent, making them no better than the alledged offender. This appears to me that they need the turmoil more than they claim. This is even more compounded when the positive energy directed towards them goes unanswered, unnappreciated, ignored or otherwise wadded up in the masses, but you let one person offend them, and that person will be the subject of all their attention. What kind of incentive is that for being a nice person? Interesting that...

Something I Wrote.
I need your opion on this. It's published. Don't steal it. I got eyes all over the internet. lol.. sersouly. Though you left, And left my heart in pieces I think there's some things you should know. I know, I know. You probaly don't even care, But listen to me. I remember when I first met you. Man, I coudn't stop my heart from running wild that night. Always thinking of you. Saying to myself " He could be the one!" I fell in love with you the first moment I talked to you. And on the phone your voice so calming and sweet. The first time I ever heard it I got tears in my eyes. Don't ask why.. The first time you wrote I Love You on my screen. My heart skipped My breath cought in my throut. That's all I remember besides the dorky smile that wouldn't leave! And my mom saying "What are you so happy about?" Then I heard you say it on the phone, Remember my voice going high? Yeah, I was holding back the tears. I mean I actually love you. I've never lov

Rant Time...
I do not know if anyone else agrees but here it goes.. In my opinion I think most of my pictures are suitable for viewing otherwise they wouldn't be posted. However I have these ridiculous people going and reporting all of my pictures as NSFW. Like my blonde chick where u see her backside and the devil's arms around her....WTF is wrong with that picture??? I have seen several pictures on the 'TOP SUPPORTER' that have chicks with their tits showing and men showin off thier dicks.. So explain to me why that is suitable and my pictures are so distasteful??? It rather pisses me off. Perturbed, Sexy Yet Simple

How Horny R U?
You scored as Super Horny. You are extremly horny. A little too much for your own good. Don't let it take control of you, try to keep those hormones in check ;) Please rate and comment and tell me what quiz this is when you do!Super Horny100%Very horny81%Normal Horny75%A little horny25%Not horny0%How horny are you? (with pics)created with QuizFarm.com

My Uncles House Caught Fire
Yesterday night my uncles house caught fire.. We thought at first it was because of the fire he had in the fire place but it wasn't that.. there was an electical fire.. My sister took some pictures... And I will post them at the end.. But my uncle is staying with us for awhile so I don't know how much time I will get to spend on my computer.. Seeing how both of us is going to be using it now.. the fire mostly just stayed in the living room but there is alot of damage!!!

People Posting Don't Add If Asked
I have a question for you , why are you here ? to make friends to meet people or just to have a place to be ? I'm here because I like to be around people who are diffrent it would bore me to tears id we all were the same , some people are extroverts and other are introverts , personally I fall in the middle , but I come here to say hi and have a great day coz thats my hope for everyone , not to say that " don't add a person who is only in it for their own glory because maybe they have a problem that they are truly afriad to talk about. I'm old and remember alot of things but I try to live by a few things I have heard first is the Desderata google it if you are courious about what it says and the old saying from star trek the needs of the many out weigh the needs of the few or the one the last one is that through others do you discover self , so to the ego people out there don't tell me not to add some one because maybe that person needs to talk to an old balding fat man o

Preference
You know, just cause I've been on CT a lot, I've noticed a trend, and wanted to write about it... Women are more likely to say that they're bi or bi interested...Why? Neither gender really cares, they figure cool, good for them. Yay for women. MEN, on the other hand, feel that even if they're slightly interested in some kind of play near their ass, it's evil, bad, and how dare anyone even think to bring that up! Ok, whether it be tonguing, finger, dildo, fisting, WHATEVER, let me explain something men.... Just because you want something kinky for your girl to do to you, does NOT make you gay (and honestly, why is that such a big deal anyway???). It might, at the most, make you bi, but even then, most guys wouldn't let another guy do that to them anyway. SO, I guess the point to my rant is: guys, let your girl tongue or finger or something. You have no idea how bad she wants to do that, just to give YOU pleasure. You are capable of giving us so much, and we merely want t

Winter Soltice - December 21-22
The time around December 21 or 22 is a very important day for our planet and its relationship with the sun. December 21 is one of two solstices, days when the rays of the sun directly strike one of the two tropical latitude lines. In 2006 at precisely 7:22 p.m. Eastern Standard Time on December 21 (00:22 UTC on December 22) winter begins in the Northern Hemisphere and summer begins in the Southern Hemisphere. The earth spins around its axis, an imaginary line going right through the planet between the north and south poles. The axis is tilted somewhat off the plane of the earth's revolution around the sun. The tilt of the axis is 23.5 degrees; thanks to this tilt, we enjoy the four seasons. For several months of the year, one half of the earth receives more direct rays of the sun than the other half. When the axis points away from the sun from December to March, the southern hemisphere enjoys the direct rays of the sun during their summer months. Alternatively, when the axis tilt

Here We Fuckin' Go Again
This time, the rant I'm creating is not towards homophobic dumbasses. This one is pointed towards racist pigs and bitches who know nothing about the "wonderful" country we live in. First off let me say this, I come from a very large family. I have two families that I claim as my own. One is my real family, which is big in itself, and my foster family, where I was placed at the age of 14 so they could force me to go to school. Anyhow, when I think of my families, I combine them into one. Which means I have 17 or 18 brothers and sisters. yes, that's right 17 or 18. I have 3 younger siblings who are mixed. They are black/white. And alot of people don't understand why I accepted them so quickly. It's because I love them like they were my real family. Anyhow, they come home almost everyday crying their eyes out because someone called them a "nigger" or a half breed. I can't tell you how many fights I got into at school over just those two phrases. You don't see many white people at my schoo

My Buddy In Fl Sent This To Me
Those Born 1930-1979! TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's !! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and NO ONE actually died

I Dont Get It Sometimes
you work your ass off with someone and together trying to make something work (no i am not talking about the wife, ex-business partner actually) and you think you know them. next thing you are getting screwed and your own livihood is in jeopardy! how can someone be so damn mean and not give a rats ass about someone's family?!?! not to mention even their own???????? word to the wise here people, you never know just who you are dealing with and who you can truely trust.

Winter Solstice - Yule : Facts And Misinformation
The following contains elements of a work authored by Mike Nichols, a Welsh Witch from K.C., Missouri. Go to: http://www.sacred-texts.com/bos/bos036.htm for the original text. Lady Cerridwen Gawr, June, 2002 GENERAL INFORMATION Gwyl Canol Gaeaf or Yule: December 21-23 (the Winter Solstice) is the festival of the Divine King's death and rebirth. This is the time which marks the vanquishing of the Holly King, the God of the waning year, by the Oak king, God of the waxing year. At this season the powers of light (Oak King) grow strong as they battle the powers of darkness (Holly King). Each clan elects a Shape Shifter whose job it is to balance the festival of Gwyl Canol Gaef. At this time the White Goddess gives birth to the Sun God, the child of promise, who will re-fertilize her and bring back the warmth and light to the kingdom. The Oak King rules. Although still young and weak, the days are getting longer now. This is the time for family. The traditional solstice

Understanding Dead Roses
You'll put on weight, take it off, cry at advertisements for bathroom accessories, drink too much, let pot-plants die, shout at relatives....and forget to pay the rent. But remember that people who have never had a broken heart will never understand dead roses, Tolstoy, airport lounges, Albinoni's Adagio in G minor, neat brandy, the moon, the drizzle.

The Road Before Us
Before us lies a road that neither of us is sure of Yet together we are more than ready to walk it It looks straight from where we’re standing now But both of us know there are curves and bumps ahead There will be days when neither of us feels like talking Days when we would probably like to just walk away from each other But in our hearts we know that we will make it through With God at the center of our lives we can do anything We can make it over the roughest most difficult spots in the road Everyday I fall deeper and deeper in love with you And I know in my heart that we will walk hand in hand for years to come Come rain or shine, sleet or snow we will be together With each breath we take, each step we step we will grow closer and closer So now I not only give you my heart but I give you my hand Walk with me, not matter what for that is what love is about Each of us will have our turns leading down certain parts of the road

Hello!
Hey. I'm sorry I haven't gooten back to anyone yet. I just started this, and I am totally lost with everything. I did, however, add four new photos. So, feel free to check them out. : ) Also, if you could give me any advice, it would be greatly appreciated. And just stop by to chat. : ) Thank you.

From Dave Barry - Funny!
Fourteen Things That It Took Me Over 50 Years To Learn-by Dave Barry 1. Never, under any circumstances, take a sleeping pill and a laxative on the same night. 2. If you had to identify, in one word, the reason why the human race has not achieved, and never will achieve, its full potential, that word would be "meetings." 3. There is a very fine line between "hobby" and "mental illness." 4. People who want to share their religious and political views with you almost never want you to share yours with them. 5. You should not confuse your career with your life. 6. Nobody cares if you can't dance well. Just get up and dance. 7. Never lick a steak knife. 8. The most destructive force in the universe is gossip. 9. You will never find anybody who can give you a clear and compelling reason why we observe daylight savings time. 10. You should never say anything to a woman that even remotely suggests that you think she's pregnant

Hi
Goodmorning every one sorry i have not sent a blog for a while i have been sick.Hope u all have been doing good.It is a beautiful day today sun is out.Hope u are all ready for Christmas. Shoping is so fun this time of the year lolol. I have missed u all a lot and what to say i love all my friends on here.Hugs and kisses to u all. commentshack.com /commenthound.com">commenthound.com

Awesome Poem From Blackangel24...
Title: A Game With Death Deep within the confines of my mind, I play a game with Death itself The pieces set, black against White, the games played a thousand times before I move the pawns to block the enemy line, and I feel a tinge of empathy The pawn and I, so alike, both pieces in someone else's game, expendable. The greater pieces, knights, and rooks, bishops, queens protect the King. The King, the representation of my mind, if defeated so shall I fall The pawns change and clear the way against the line of Death's allies Reaching to the sky for their chance at glory, but stricken down before Death's cold and Brilliant moves seduce me, like a forbidden dance. Haunting and Frighting, but temping all the same, I allow the moves the pieces fall like leaves from a autumn tree, a piece of me die with them. For this is no mere game I realize, but the struggle against the embrace of oblivion. And I'm losing, the King backed into a corner, no way out with foes in

Salutes!!
OK can SOMEONE explain to me why this picture is not acceptable as a Salute. Here is EXACTLY what the FAQ says... What are Cherry Salutes? --------------- A salute is a candid photo of yourself proving to the world that you're the real person behind your CherryTAP profile. Your face should be clearly visible, along with your homepage on your computer in the background, a hand written note with your name, or while wearing a site t-shirt. All Salutes are approved by the CherryTAP bouncers. Using fake or bogus photos will result in your account being removed. --------------- So what did I do wrong? Do I need to put my member number on the sign? Is it because I am ugly and have a face for Radio? I don't get it. I will try one more and add the number, but Where does it say in the faq that I need it? Oh well I guess if I lose my account for having too many Salute attempts... it has been fun knowing you all. LOL!

300 Page Views
300 page views while i slept last night, all boys, not a single girl not on my friends list.. I even got a "HEY SEXY I WANNA SUCK" it ends there... post one crossdressed pic for a friend and it all goes to hell. Boys are icky...

Lythium Live!
People Come one...show some love and go to the show! It is totally worth it! NO MATTER HOW FAR YOU DRIVE! They are awesome! REALLY! Just check them out okay! Hosted By: LythiumWhen: Thursday Dec 14, 2006 at 8:00 PMWhere: Juanita's1300 Main St.Little Rock, AR 72202USDescription: Lythium Click Here To View Event

Lol For My Own Purpose Im Gonna Think Of This Contest As Sexiest Milf Over 40..not 30
HEY HUN CAN U DO ME A FAVOR AND GO MAKE AS MANY COMMENTS AS U AT THIS LINK FOR ME IN THE SEXIEST MILF OVER 30, BUT IN MY CASE OVER 40.LOL AND PLACE A BILLATIN FOR ME .MEAHHSSSSSSSSSS http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=93659&i=1412800960

You Would Think...
That after a month of working in toys the village idiot would be able to work a little better. Well let me tell you you're wrong lol. He still can't finish one pallet in 8 hours of work. This is a major thing because I took a cashier who hardly ever works and she did 2 pallets. This woman is in her 60's has to run up and run the register, cover lunches for other cashiers, yet she still does double what he does. I know I know this is an old complaint, but it's been a month. He still has to ask me where over half the stuff goes. Even when I give him an exact location he can't find it. I mean it's so exact that I gave the same directions to a customer and they found it just fine. It has gone to my manager and the boy has been written up twice. Once more and he's outta there anyway. Though I know this shouldn't bother me because I'll be moving soon. I just feel for whoever has to have him after I leave. OMG another thing he did. If we open things and they can't all go on the shelf an

Finals.
2 down. 2 to go. Deviance shouldn't be a prob. That was an easy class. Calculus, we'll see how that went. Grinded it. Hard. No lube even - bitch. Maybe I'll pass. Just gotta get through Chem on Monday and Bio on Thursday. Not worried about Bio. And now - I relax for the day. Tomorrow is Chem HW grind day. =D

Living Like Water
The journey of water as it flows upon the earth can be a mirror of our own paths through life. Water begins its residence on earth as it falls from the sky or melts from ice and streams down a mountain into a tributary or stream. In the same way, we come into the world and begin our lives on earth. Like a river that flows within the confines of its banks, we are born with certain defining characteristics that govern our identity. We are born in a specific time and place, within a specific family, and with certain gifts and challenges. Within these parameters, we move through life, encountering many twists, turns, and obstacles along the way just as a river flows. Water is a great teacher that shows us how to move through the world with grace, ease, determination, and humility. When a river breaks at a waterfall, it gains energy and moves on, as we encounter our own waterfalls, we may fall hard but we always keep moving on. Water can inspire us to not become rigid with fear or cling

A Governing Force Vs. Self Government: The Evolution Of Spiritual Belief Systems To Common Standards Of The Physical
**Keep in mind this is the very roughest draft. Please try to ignore the composition it is crude and not up to par. If you manage to get your mind beyond that of the physical *words* it is put into and see the message I am trying to convey I would really appreciate some feedback.** {In any and the final event every person is a unique shade of grey but to each, grey is a different color. It’s all perspective anyhow.} A Governing Force vs. Self Government: the Evolution of Spiritual Belief Systems to Common Standards of the Physical After a certain amount of study and a great amount of independent/personal philosophical thought, I have come to draw ideas and theories about what is really in control over the way the world operates and what is simply a tool of the other. To elaborate we have on one hand the control man places over his fellow man, over himself. When contemplating this occurrence another concept comes to mind as well challenging, yet serving also as an equal, remar

Uh Huh!!!
so next friday i'm going to see Ten the Pearl Jam tribute band. which is gonna be pretty cool, i hope. I got some exciting news yesterday but i'm not going to tell you what it is. I'm excited though. Well that's all that goes on in my exciting life. ROCK ON BITCHES!!! JAX

Holding On
Holding on..... Current mood: cynical to visions that you'll never see holding on the thought just never escaped me Forever Strong i realized i should always be I'm holding on longer till i can break free How longer? will you ever see? The impression was that you loved me

Starting Xbox Live Clan
What's Good everyone. I am getting a clan started on xbox live. I know not a lot of people look at these, but possibly in the future someone will stumble across this. I am starting a Halo2/Gears of War/Rainbow Six: Vegas clan. I am only looking for the best. I'm looking to take this clan to fucking Major League Gaming. I am only taking the best. If you think you have the skil, hit me up on live at zombieSHROOM.

Fact Of The Day
The word "fuck" is actually an acronym. It dates back to the Good Old Days, when England was severely underpopulated due to the usual combination of fire/war/plague, and the King issued an official order to... well, fuck, to replenish the population. Hence the phrase "Fornicate Under Command of the King" passed into everyday language. Source:Internet

Dirty Little Secrets
All my dirty little secrets Copy this entire list into your blog/journal. - BOLD everything about you that is true. - Leave plain anything that is false about you. - Put an *asterisk* at the end of false statements you would LIKE to be true. * I have had sex while wearing a blindfold. I have blindfolded someone else during sex.********** I have had sex while watching porn. I have had sex while surfing porn on the Internet. I sleep better after sex.******** There are some nights I cannot sleep without sex or masturbating. The bed is NOT my most favorite place to have sex. I am turned on knowing someone is watching me masturbate. I have masturbated for someone over a web cam. I have had sex over a web cam.******* I will have sex with someone I just met if they turn me on. I have been tied up during sex. I have had sex with someone who was tied up.******* I have dripped wax onto a lover's body. I have had a lover drip wax onto

Normally I Wouldn't Do This
I am a Dissabled American Veteran... in a wheelchair... the VA has said since i am not 100% dissabled they will not get me a wheelchair lift for my van... i am 90% dissabled anyone have any ideas on how to help get an internal lift for my van... i presently have to rely on others to help get me in and out of the van which means i can't go places alone... i make too much to get help from others... please help a veteran.... drop me a messege on here please.... sorry to ask

The Big Wheel
In September 1960, I woke up one morning with six hungry babies and just 75 cents in my pocket. Their father was gone. The boys ranged from three months to seven years; their sister was two. Their Dad had never been much more than a presence they feared. Whenever they heard his tires crunch on the gravel driveway they would scramble to hide under their beds. He did manage to leave $15 a week to buy groceries. Now that he had decided to leave, there would be no more beatings, but no food either. If there was a welfare system in effect in southern Indiana at that time, I certainly knew nothing about it. I scrubbed the kids unti l they looked brand new and then put on my best homemade dress, loaded them into the rusty old 51 Chevy and drove off to find a job. The seven of us went to every factory, store and restaurant in our small town. No luck. The kids stayed crammed into the car and tried to be quiet while I tried to convince whoever would listen that I was willi

Naughty Twas The Night Before Xmas
Twas the night before Christmas, and God was it neat, The kids were both gone, and my wife was in heat. The doors were all bolted, and the phone off the hook, It was time for some nooky, by hook or by crook. Mama in her teddy, and I in the nude, Had just hit the bedroom and reached for the lube. When out on the lawn there arose such a cry, That I lost my boner and poor Mama went dry. Up to the window I sprang like an elf, Tore back the shade while she played with herself. The moon on the crest of the snowman we built, Showed a broom up his ass, clean up to the hilt. When what to my wondering eyes should appear, But a rusty old sleigh and 8 mangy reindeer. With a fat little driver half out of his sled, A sock in his ear, and a bra on his head. Sure as I'm speaking, he was as high as a kite, And he yelled to his team, but it didn't sound right. Whoa Shithead, whoa Asshole, whoa Stupid, whoa Putz, Either slow down this rig or I'll cut off your nuts.

Jesus Is Risen It's No Surprise Even He Would Martyr His Momma To Ride To Hell Between Those Thighs
Don’t be aroused By my confession Unless you don’t give a good goddamn about redemption I know Christ is coming And so am I You would too if the sexy devil caught your eye She’ll suck you dry Soon you’ll cry To be back in her bosom To do it again She’ll make you weep And moan and cry To be back in her bosom To do it again Pray – shall I go blind? Pray – cos nobody ever survives Praying to stay in your arms Just until I can die a little longer Saviors and saints Devils and demons alike She’ll eat you alive Jesus is risen It's no surprise Even he would Martyr his momma To ride to hell between those thighs The pressure is building At the base of my spine If I gotta sin to see her again Then I'm gonna lie and lie and lie She'll make you cry I'll sell my soul To be back in your bosom And gladly help Please suck me dry And still you'll cry To be back in her bosom Do it again Pray – shall I go blind? Pray – cos nobody ever survives Praying to stay in y

Women Driving (lmao)
Here's your Safe Driving Briefing for December. I was riding to work yesterday when I observed a female driver, who cut right in front of a pickup truck, causing the driver to drive onto the shoulder to avoid hitting her. This evidently angered the driver enough that he hung his arm out his window and gave the woman the finger. "Man, that guy is stupid," I thought to myself. I ALWAYS smile nicely and wave in a sheepish manner whenever a female does anything to me in traffic, and here's why: I drive 48 miles, each way, to work every day. That's 96 miles each day. Of these, 16 miles each way is bumper-to-bumper. Most of the bumper-to-bumper is on an 8 lane highway. There are 7 cars every 40 feet for 32 miles. That works out to 982 cars every mile, or 31,424 cars. Even though the rest of the 32 miles is not bumper-to-bumper, I figure I pass at least another 4,000 cars. That brings the number to something like 36,000 cars that I pass every day. S

I Traveled Time By The Click Of A Cursor
clink blink wink! zoom and theyre gone. today is december 6th. but the date is 7 like angels calling but I changed the day why would one want to change the day? Arent flesh auto motive? dont we spin with the same ferocity that the spokes fight against? Oh im so sorry, sorry for discarding safety gear. sorry for delving into the only fetish that sets me free. when that ice moment occurs the synapses fire a 21 gun salute to the rush of living! when the zip of gnashing rubberflesh against the ground and a tiny film of waterice the sideways motion bullies the body left, kicking right, (right kicks left) And the true meaning of free realizes it is real Finds its self aware is wholly pure and beautiful no previous convictions Remain unsurprised. Im still the same mind controlling the same body at the same time in the timeline. reguardless of clicks, clacks, and cursor moves.

And So..... The Holiday Season Begins..
Three men died on Christmas Eve and were met by Saint Peter at the pearly gates. "In honor of this holy season," Saint Peter said, "you must each possess something that symbolizes Christmas to get into heaven." The first man fumbled through his pockets and pulled out a lighter. He flicked it on. It represents a candle, he said. You may pass through the pearly gates Saint Peter said. The second man reached into his pocket and pulled out a set of keys. He shook them and said, "They're bells." Saint Peter said you may pass through the pearly gates. The third man started searching desperately through his pockets and finally pulled out a pair of women's panties. St. Peter looked at the man with a raised eyebrow and asked, "And just what do those symbolize?" The man replied, "These are Carols." And So The Holiday Season Begins.... MERRY CHRISTMAS

Eloquence?
Well then, there was a picture on the wall of books burning and a child of the room reading before they burned them all, book and child. The mirror reflected the sky in a blank room as if to say: waste your life looking sometimes when the sky is outside of you always, Jealous of its freedom. Brother watched as sisters lived and died in that room that room watched back as brother dies he is buried in a tomb at sea. these looks are long forgotten as the day drags its same old dog down the stairs. It's definately time to leave.

A Mayonnaise Jar And 2 Cups Of Coffee
A MAYONNAISE JAR AND 2 CUPS OF COFFEE When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 cups of coffee. A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, wordlessly, he picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full they agreed it was. The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar . Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with a unanimous "yes." The professor then prod

Christmas In East Haven
This song was banned on the radio here! It offened Italian americans...I am the latter and it doesnt offend me. I love this song:) So listen to it and tell me what ya think! Don't hit and run just hang out and listen to the whole song! EAST HAVEN — Christmas still will be celebrated in town this year, but for some people the holiday just isn’t the same — for better or for worse. That’s because after nine years as one of the hallmarks of the holiday season in Greater New Haven, "Christmas in East Haven" — maybe you know it as "Christmas Time in ’Staven" — isn’t on the radio this year. Hamden-based KC101, the Top 40 radio station, created the song in 1996 and ever since has fended off criticism from some offended locals, as well as from the likes of the Washington-based National Italian American Foundation. This year, the station, at 101.3 on the FM dial, retired the song.

Funny
thing is i know the echoes that flitter to and fro I love looking into the eyes of one whose are dark as mine. but sometimes its mirror image makes a negative space between two and sometimes is lost in never. well there may be few there may be many, all we know is that when they arrive. its for real. theyll sit there like theyre not giving a fuck. theyll sit there like nervous twitch just itching to touch you theylll sit there like flowers: decomposing in the sun, flourishing in the wet ice. And now remember theyll come unto you like a maniac dream and sometimes all you want is to sleep in that dream for ever sometimes when you wake up, it all feels like its been robbed sometimes when you come down from the ladder you get a headache comeuppance. why does it even matter. dreams are television like life is theater.

To What It Isnt.
Hear! listen to the school hear the choir of book and rule live before 2008 before the eyes descend upon us. I worry for the past. Im sorry for seeing with opened eyes. im sorry for living without safety gear. The past scolds with words that only ONE can understand. far past weekender substandards. this holy moment is about 900 Illumins New is the Old "tomorrow". everyday we will both say: I dont have time today, well do it "New" and the egg is laid. the cracks appear upon the calcium and secret fur strands erupt! living for the outside air. The one thing i cant stand for gravity! pulls my face frown. ?

Pin Code
PIN NUMBER REVERSAL (GOOD TO KNOW) If you should ever be forced by a robber to withdraw money from an ATM machine, you can notify the police by entering your Pin # in reverse. For example if your pin number is 1234 then you would put in 4321. The ATM recognizes that your pin number is backwards from the ATM card you placed in the machine. The machine will still give you the money you requested, but unknown to the robber, the police will be immediately dispatched to help you. This information was recently broadcasted on TV and it states that it is seldom used because people don't know it exists. Please pass this along to everyone possible.

Sexiest M.i.l.f. 30 And Over ..please Vote For Me After All I Am 40.hehe
HEY EVERYONE PLEASE GO LEAVE AS MANY COMMENTS AS POSSABLE, I WAS SICK YESTERDAY AND WASNT ABLE TO PTOMOTE MYSELF.. AND IF U COULD DO A BULLATIN FOR ME AND PASS MY LINK ON ..MWAHSSSSSSSSSS http://www.cherrytap.com/messages.php?mid=5131645&action=read&folder=inbox

"dear Santa" From Barbie And Ken
Dear Santa, Listen, you troll, I've been helping you out every year, playing at being the perfect Christmas present, wearing skimpy bathing suits in frigid weather, and drowning in fake tea from one too many tea parties, and I hate to break it to ya Santa, but IT'S DEFINITELY PAYBACK TIME! There had better be some changes around here this Christmas, or I'm gonna call for a nationwide meltdown (and trust me, you won't wanna be around to smell it). So, here's my holiday wish list, Santa: 1. A nice, comfy pair of sweat pants and a frumpy, oversized sweatshirt. I'm sick of looking like a hooker. How much smaller are these bathing suits gonna get? Do you have any idea what it feels like to have nylon and velcro crawling up your butt? 2. Real underwear that can be pulled on and off. Preferably white. What bonehead at Mattel decided to cheap out and MOLD imitation underwear to my skin?!? It looks like cellulite! 3. A REAL man...maybe GI Joe. Hell, I'd take Tickle-Me Elmo over t

Lick A Scorpio, Taste Heaven
Scorpio Intuitive and ever curious, Scorpios are the great investigators of the Zodiac. They want to know everything about everyone. When an answer is needed, a Scorpio will find it for you. Scorpios are the masters of their fate. They know only one way to live: on their own terms. They do not live life but attack it. When life hands them a loss, they do not waste time sulking, but rather continue on their path, sure they will eventually succeed. Scorpios are driven by their intense passions and desires. Often they are seen as imperious. Scorpios are a secretive lot. Those around them may never know the depth of their passions. Probing the Scorpio psyche will only make them leery and cause them to flee. Scorpios do not take slights well. If you cross them be assured they will retaliate with their full force. Scorpios never quit and never surrender. If anyone can get a difficult task done it is a Scorpio. Scorpios have a dark and mysterious style which, combined wit

A Real British Bastard
He told everyone he is away until Sunday, but sits behind his computer: http://www.cherrytap.com/user/241764 Belongs to the section, persons I don`t want to see. Some people are really ridiculous. So I really die laughing.

T-minus 14 Days....
2 weeks til xmas. So much to do. Theres never enough time or money. It's bitter cold. I need to grocery shop too. Gonna finish up the baking this weekend. We have lotsa cookies. lol. Five Terrible Fake Christmas TV Specials 1. A Scaled-Down Christmas: Going Through the Motions with Martha Stewart 2. The Town That Forgot to Ship Early 3. Kazuki Takahashi’s© Yu-Gi-Oh™ Cardtastical Action Holiday Tournament® 4. Rudolph’s Shiny New Prince Albert 5. E!’s “Background Noise for Drinking Alone” Marathon Five most depressing “Christmas Gifts” for sale at Walgreens * Fiber Optic Angel (with five-color oscillating ass-wings) * Celine Dion “Parfums” * Neon Guitar Wall Art * Electronic-Eye Santa (joylessly croaking “Ho, ho, ho” when it detects motion) * Advanced Formula Toe Fungus Cream

Lmao
DARN MEDICATION! A woman asks her husband, "Would you like some bacon and eggs? A slice of toast and maybe some grapefruit and coffee for breakfast?" He declines. "Thanks for asking, but I'm not hungry right now. It's this Vi#gra," he says. "It's really taken the edge off my appetite." At lunchtime she again asked if he would like something. "How would you like a bowl of soup, homemade muffins, or a cheese sandwich?" Again he declines. "The Vi#gra," he says, "really trashes my desire for food." Come dinnertime, she once again asks if he wants anything to eat. "Would you like a juicy porterhouse steak and scrumptious apple pie? Or maybe a rotisserie chicken?" And he once again declines. "Naw, still not hungry." "Well," she says, "would you mind letting me up? I'm starving."

Living Bible(sent To Me By A Dear Friend)
THE LIVING BIBLE Now this is the Living Bible: His name is Bill. He has wild hair, wears a T-shirt with holes in it, jeans, and no shoes. This was literally his wardrobe for his entire four years of college. He is brilliant. Kind of profound and very, very bright He became a Christian while attending college. Across the street from the campus is a well-dressed, very conservative church. They want to develop a ministry to the students but are not sure how to go about it. One day Bill decides to go there. He walks in with no shoes, jeans, his T-shirt, and wild hair. The service has already started and so Bill starts down the aisle looking for a seat. The church is completely packed and he can't find a seat. By now, people are really looking a bit uncomfortable, but no one says anything. Bill gets closer and closer and closer to the pulpit, and when he realizes there are no seats, he just squats down right on the carpet. By now the people

A Friendly Warning
*Subject:* friendly warning - please share this with your children Know what money you are carrying! You will see why as you read! I just want to let you know about an "incident" that happened to me a few weeks ago, and could have been deadly. At first I didn't go to the police or anyone with it because I didn't realize how serious this encounter was. But since I work in a jail and I told a few people about it, it wasn't long before I was paraded into Internal Affairs to tell them my story. It was approximately 5:15 a.m. in Opelousas, La. I had stayed with a friend there and was on my way to work. I stopped at the Exxon/Blimpie Pie station to get gas. I got $10 gas and a Diet Coke. I took into the store two $5 bills and one $1 bill (just enough to get my stuff) As I pulled away from the store, a man approached my truck from the back side of the store (an unlit area). He was an "approachable-looking" man (clean cut, clean shaven, d

Me, You And All Our Friends, Such A Lovely Human Race
We were above You standing underneath us We were not yet lovers Dragons were smoked Bumblebees were stinging us I was soon to be crazy Eat, drink and be merry For tomorrow we die cause were tripping billies Were wearing nothing Nothing but out shadows Shadows falling down on the beach sand Remembering once, Out on the beaches we wore Pineapple grass bracelets So why would you care To get out of this place You and me and all our freinds Such a happy human race cause were tripping billies We are all sitting Legs crossed round a fire My yellow flame she dances Tequila drinking oh our Minds will wonder To wonderous places So why would you care To get out of this place You and me and all our friends Such a happy human race Eat, drink and be merry For tomorrow we die

What Card Are You
You are The Sun Happiness, Content, Joy. The meanings for the Sun are fairly simple and consistent. Young, healthy, new, fresh. The brain is working, things that were muddled come clear, everything falls into place, and everything seems to go your way. The Sun is ruled by the Sun, of course. This is the light that comes after the long dark night, Apollo to the Moon's Diana. A positive card, it promises you your day in the sun. Glory, gain, triumph, pleasure, truth, success. As the moon symbolized inspiration from the unconscious, from dreams, this card symbolizes discoveries made fully consciousness and wide awake. You have an understanding and enjoyment of science and math, beautifully constructed music, carefully reasoned philosophy. It is a card of intellect, clarity of mind, and feelings of youthful energy. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

Wow This Article Just Makes Want To Go Down A Bottle Of Vodka And Go Smoke A Pack....
http://www.washingtonpost.com/wp-dyn/content/article/2006/05/15/AR2006051500875_pf.html I am all for taking care of myself. I get enough exercise, eat in moderation, take vitamins and assorted other healthy things. But I highly resent the tone of this article. It implies that I should take care of myself not for myself...but because I may get knocked up tomorrow and well think of the fetus!!! Bloody hell, I am a lot of things...but a walking baby factory ain't one of them!! I will take responsiblity for my healthcare (And that includes my reproductive health you sanctimonious bastards!!) not because some rogue sperm will invade my womb whilst I am unawares (If that happens...well chances are I was aware of that)...but because I want to live long enough to be a pain in your collective asses...now go do something useful...like approve a morning after pill....

So Not Ready....
I'm not ready for x-mas. Like we have the gifts and all but I'm just not ready. It's comming up so fast. I work today.. and I don't want to. I'm very tired and Keeva wouldn't let me sleep. I have til 9 am to sleep.. she woke me up at 6:30 am. Fun eh? I so wanna take a nap later. I need to take a shower but Judy isn't up yet and I don't know how much I just wanna let her sit in a room ya know? I'm excited to go to my mom's in a few weeks. I miss being around her. I really wish I could move there but there just isn't the room. It sucks. Anyway, I don't know what to say.. I'm tired as fuck.. I'll write later...

*to A Keeper** For My Friends!!
*To A Keeper** **¸...¸ __/ /____ ,·´º o`·,/__/ _/_ ```)¨(´´´ | | [1] | | [1]| | |[1] || |l±±±± ¸,.-·²°´ ¸,.-·~·~·-,¸ `°²·-. :º°** **One day someone\'s spouse died, and on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of their bedroom, the remaining** **spouse was struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn\'t any more. No more hugs, no more special moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, no more \"just one minute.\" Sometimes, what we care about the most gets all used up and goes away never to return before we can say good-bye, say \"I love you.\" **¸...¸ __/ /____ ,·´º o`·,/__/ _/_ //____/ ```)¨(´´´ | | [1] | | [1]| | |[1] || |l±±±± ¸,.-·²°´ ¸,.-·~·~·-.,¸ `°²·- :º° ** **So while we have it . . . it\'s best we love it . . and care for it and fix it when it\'s broken . . . and heal it when it\'s sick. This is true for marriage and old cars . . . and children with bad report cards and dogs with bad hips and aging parents and grandpa

Chambers Of Shame 1
Only fifteen, loosing her virginity, Resulting in a teenage pregnancy, She was hiding it well from her family, Cause it went seven mouths, before they got to see, The size of the belly containing me, A BASTARD That wasn’t suppose to be. So here goes the story, With out the glitter and glory, The chambers of shame, That my arrival brought the family name. Oh how I’ve wished, it somehow wasn’t right, Cause no matter how it seemed, it really wasn’t bright, And it sure as hell “ain’t” fun, But it’s the true story, of how my life began. On a Friday the 13th, Was when I was born, It’s the day of bad luck, It’s when dreams are torn, One time, one mistake, Yeah, that’s all it took, I’m a reminder in flesh, Why don’t you take a good look.

Beyond The Depths Of Perception
Beyond the depths of perception lies an ego bruised and battered. Remnants of a heart not only broken but shattered. Beyond the depths of perception rises the Phoenix from the ashes Pride grows and tears dry that used to soak the lashes. Beyond the depths of perception we shine through this age The purest form of Warrior, Healer and Sage

Just Another Day
Why is it when us men try to do something great for the family it turns out to be the hardest thing(having to leave them behind)I hate being away from my family but if you look at the record for how long I've been home in the last 3 years you'd think I didn't like being home. Don't get me wrong I can handle it but damn why do I do this to myself and the people around me? .....I guess I'm just as confused as the next guy...O-well. let me know if you have a clue why us guys do this type of sh-- ok.....

Confusin
my friend invited me here and i am all for a 18 and over pages...means i dont have to worry about kids (hopefully) lol anyways now im confused cause im trying to get into the chat rooms but it seems i cant find anything...i just might be stupid or something but anyways....i guess ill just keep on exploring to see where this is going to lead me..

Sick Bay - 2
Well, I've been up for hours! Oh, happy day!! Taylor aka Mono man decided that he needed to feel my presence in his weakened state last night. To those of you without children of any age, yeah, big strapping teenage males can be reduced to 3 year olds by illness of any kind! And sometimes they need to tuck in next to Mom at night! Sounds Oedipal, I know, but it's not! If the stupid doctor hadn't announced that if he couldn't swallow, take him to the ER because his breathing would go next, I wouldn't be blogging this stellar episode in my life. Back to no sleep! Taylor's tonsils are so swollen, along with every lymph node in his body, I think, that he snored like a very loud chainsaw all night long. Shall I mention the sleep apnea - that lovely "hold the breath" thing - that occurred, too?! Moaning and groaning! I am a light sleeper at the best of times - comes from being a Mom, I think! It was the longest night I've experienced in quite a while. My goal will be to get him back

Funny..
A man was sitting on a blanket at the beach. He had no arms and no legs. Three women were walking past and felt sorry for the poor man. The first woman said "Have you ever had a hug?" The man said "No," so she gave him a hug and walked on. The second woman said "Have you ever had a kiss?" The man said "No," so she gave him a kiss and walked on. The third woman came to him and said "Have you ever been f****d?" The fellow said "No" She said "You will be when the tide comes in"

Buh Bye
The time has come for me to say good bye officially to CherryTAP. I was thinking about it all and realistically this place is just not right for me, and I am going to be leaving for good. It’s silly to stick around realistically and I have decided that it is best to just delete any account I have on any site so that nobody is left wondering when is he coming back? The answer will obviously be never. I decided since I was leaving though I might as well spell it out exactly for anyone that thought I was a bit to vague the last time. Like a lot of morons I spent a lot of money on this site in blasts, a couple of happy hours, VIC, and spent countless hours of time doing my thing around here and thinking that I could be a power of example in some regards, and I am sure that I have. You just never feel like anything is worth it and it leaves a bad taste in your mouth actually. The popular people here are some of the most deplorable human beings I have ever had the opportunity to even have t

Albino Deer
A very eventful day around here... A once in many lifetimes experience! Mark saw this lil' feller run out in front of a car, thought it was a lost baby goat. Stopped to get it, and WOW. A real Albino Whitetail Deer. Just hours old, but doing fine. No Momma deer around. Another car nearly hit it in front of Mark... Well,, he is THE neatest thing any of us ever saw. And such a 'freak of nature', that only 1 in more than a million are even born. He took his bottle of food, followed us around the house, doing great. So, we called the Zoo & Fossil Rim, who were both interested, but we're going to send him to a Rehab farm. Maybe he will make it in captivity somewhere and be appreciated. So rare... Sure wanted to keep him tho. but, not the thing to do. And not LEGAL either ; But, here are a couple of pix to show ya. He was snow white, pink eyes, ears, nose and hooves. Kids called him POWDER. He was SO small. That is my shoe lying beside him... WOW..how cool is that?? http://www.winth

Not A Morning Person!
I woke early one morning, the earth lay cool and still. When suddenly a tiny bird, perched on my window sill. He sang a song so lovely, so carefree and so gay. That slowly all my troubles began to slip away. He sang of far off places, of laughter and of fun. It seemed his very chirping, brought up the morning sun. I stirred beneath the covers, crept slowly out of bed. I gently shut the window, and crushed his fucking head. I'm not a morning person.

A Tip For My Brothers
"Ten Worst Gifts To Buy A Woman" Hey guys it is like this; if we are to survive and keep our manhood intact (and all that happy horseshit), it would be a prudent thing to never piss of anything that is capable of bleeding for a week without dying. And to the ladies I say this, there are still a few of us guys left who despite our zany exteriors, are not totally foolish. Anyhow just consider this just another one of my irregular public service announcements with a special thanks to Shayla for sharing this one with me. Never give a woman any kind of household appliance or something that is going to make "housework" easier. For instance, a blender, a toaster, a new vacuum, one of those mops they advertise on TV that does everything but suck the life out of you, anything in a informercial. One allowed choice is a new washing machine with a turbo spin cycle. (Makes laundry day go by pretty fast when you can at least sit on it during spin-dry and end up smiling the rest of t

Nothing Really
i just wanted to say that i find it intresting that ppl would actually rate u or a photo a one. wtf?? if u do that dont fucking bother. not that its a big deal, but it seems that most ppl on here are cool but i guess theres always those other ppl

A Little Bit Of Everything
Right now, I am a little bit of everything. I'm irritated, frustrated, upset, happy, but yet at the same time I just want to rip a few people's heads off! I don't want to explain the reason for all these emotions cause honestly I don't see the point! Oh but than why even bother saying anything right? Because I feel like it! The way I am feeling right now is for me. But saying how I am feeling might be the one thing I need to get some sleep tonight. I don't know. I'm half tempted just to delete this thing and go to bed...but than again...FUCK IT! I'm posting it. Maybe I'll come back at a later time and reveal what has made me feel this way, I guess time will only tell.

Application
naughty application Body: 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s) ? 4. Do you think i'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 19. Anal yes/no? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will u have sex with a stranger for me?(with pics) 26. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Steamy!!
I just found a thread of discussion that is smoking hot!! If you like to read, and pry into peoples souls the way I do... this discussion is aweseome!! http://forum.literotica.com:81/showthread.php?t=86555&page=1

I Took A Personality Test An This Is The Out Come
INFP General Imagine a deep lush valley, caressed by flowers and trees that eternally blossom, inhabited by animals that serve as gentle companions and by people who spend their days loving, creating, and selflessly serving humanity. This is the world of the rare (only about 3 percent of the population) Idealistic Philosopher: the person who is forever striving to live in a perfect world where love and harmony abound. INFP when in love As an idealistic Philosopher, you believe that love requires a profound emotional and spiritual connection. You may also believe that, to attain this desired state, you will have to endure a great deal of pain and sacrifice. Yet all the suffering will be worth it once you find your perfect love. When that blessed day comes, you will be a complete person, as you and your partner will work together to make the world a better place. In the beginning of a relationship, you tend to idealize your mate as the greatest person in the world; you'd easily g

Water Please!!!
Silly But Funny A fleeing Taliban, desperate for water, was plodding through the Afghanistan desert when he saw something far off in the distance. Hoping to find water, he walked towards the image, only to find a little old Jewish man sitting at a card table with a bunch of neckties laid out on it. The Arab asked, "I'm dying of thirst, can I have some water?" The Jew replied, "I don't have any water, but why don't you buy a tie? They are only $150. Here's one that goes very nicely with your robes." The Arab shouted, "I don't want an overpriced tie, you idiot, I need water!" The Jew replied "OK, don't buy my ties. But to show you what a nice guy I am, I'll tell you that over that hill, about four miles is a nice restaurant. They have all the water you need." The Arab begrudgingly thanked him, then staggered away towards the hill and eventually disappeared. Four hours later the Arab came crawling back to where the Jewish man was sitting behind his card table. The Jew sai

Family Relations
AS A WOMAN PASSES HER DAUGHTER'S CLOSED BEDROOM DOOR, SHE HEARD A STRANGE BUZZING NOISE COMING FROM WITHIN. OPENING THE DOOR, SHE OBSERVED HER DAUGHTER GIVING HERSELF A REALWORKOUT WITH A VIBRATOR. SHOCKED, SHE ASKED: "WHAT IN THE WORLD ARE YOU DOING?" THE DAUGHTER REPLIED: "MOM, I'M THIRTY-FIVE YEARS OLD, UNMARRIED, ANDTHIS THING IS ABOUT AS CLOSE AS I'LL EVER GET TO A HUSBAND. PLEASE, GO AWAY AND LEAVE ME ALONE." THE NEXT DAY, THE GIRL'S FATHER HEARD THE SAME BUZZ COMING FROM THE OTHER SIDE OF THE CLOSED BEDROOM DOOR. UPON ENTERING THE ROOM, HE OBSERVED HIS DAUGHTER MAKING PASSIONATE LOVE TO HER VIBRATOR. TO HIS QUERY AS TO WHAT SHE WAS DOING, THE DAUGHTER SAID: "DAD I'M THIRTY-FIVE, UNMARRIED, AND THIS THING IS ABOUT AS CLOSE AS I'LL EVER GET TO A HUSBAND. PLEASE, GO AWAY AND LEAVE ME ALONE." A COUPLE DAYS LATER, THE WIFE CAME HOME FROM A SHOPPING TRIP, PLACED THE GROCERIES ON THE KITCHEN COUNTER, AND HEARD THAT BUZZING NOISE COMING FROM, OF ALL PLACES, T

Way Too Early
Seems I just went to bed to get a few precious hours of sleep and now I'm wide awake again.. Sleep seems to be the one thing that eludes me. What will it take for me to sleep a full night?? I refuse to take anything to help, and warm milk doesnt help either. Maybe all I need is someone to hold and to hold me through the night... that would be a start at least..

Yeah, Yeah . . . Nice Tattoo!
Just because your tattoo has Chinese characters in it doesn't make you spiritual. It's right above the crack of your ass. And it translates to "beef with broccoli." The last time you did anything spiritual, you were praying to God you weren't pregnant. You're not spiritual. You're just high.

Updatez On Me
Well I have been doing ok and great.. trying to get things out of my damn head.. Now I do have a head ache and trying to get in the mood to get back on here.. But yahoo groups are in the way and working on them and trying to update for them it is really to much.. I have and will keep on checking in and seeing how is every doing.. I will comment off other peoples pix and profile, if I did not get to you for give me I have way to much to do.. My life is ok and doing well but grandma is getting worse.. She is really sick and she is alot of pain.. I do come on here to get things off my mind of what is going on ok.. Well I will check back soon ok.. Virgo24

The Importance Of The Moment
There is no time like the present! You've heard that before, I'm sure. There is no time but this time. There is no moment but this moment. "Now" is all there is... "Yesterday" and "tomorrow" are fragments of your imagination. Constructions of your mind. Nonexistent in Ultimate Reality. Everything that ever happened, is happening, and ever will happen, is happening right now.

Men Cheat???...interesting
Why Men Cheat David Zinczenko Of course, we all know that while men and women are both capable of cheating, it's often the guys who have the biggest problem keeping their belts firmly buckled. And we all know that no matter who it's with, why it's done, or where the after-hours canoodling takes place, cheating is-most of the time-the ultimate relationship death sentence. But instead of dwelling on what happens after the cheating takes place, one of the ways to perhaps prevent infidelity is by knowing a little bit about why men stray. I'm not offering them as excuses, merely explanations as to what happens in that brain (and other body parts) of his-in hopes that you might be able to prevent it. Here, the top reasons why men cheat: To Fulfill His Biology: You know the old anthropological tale. A man's main job, besides killing the saber-tooth, is to spread his seed in order to ensure the survival of his genetic legacy. It's a man's biology to want to wander. Does that mean he s

Yep Yep... It Is What It Is
PLEASE REPOST !!!!! CONTEST ENDS SUNDAY DEC.10 @ 9 PM CENTRAL TIME. PLEASE BOMB AWAY ! OK U GUESSED IT ..I'M IN ANOTHER CONTEST(SEXIEST LADY ON CT) AND I NEED COMMENTS AND RATES PLEASE !! COMMENT BOMB IS YOU LIKE :) GETS YOU CHERRY POINTS TOO. I APPRECIATE THE VOTING. Y'ALL ARE THE BEST ! IT STARTED DECEMBER 3 AND GOES UNTIL NEXT SUNDAY DECEMBER 10TH. JUST CLICK ON PHOTO BELOW AND IT WILL TAKE YOU TO VOTE FOR ME !

Everything For Equal Or More
Yes... I leave for BMT this sunday... ::woot:: San Antonio, TX here I come... damn... time went by too fast... last time I even thought about the day I was leaving was 3 months ago.. but here it is.. right infront of me. I wish I didn't have to leave everything behind.. but my future is depending on this, and I don't see anything else out their for me... but for those of you I haven't seen in person or whatever... I would like to say goodbye.. and so long until Mid-February...

Feelings!!!
Why is it such a difficult thing to be open and honest about how you feel toward another? If you like them or feel for them wouldnt it be nice to share that feeling and express how that person makes you feel? I question how some ladies and men react towards hiding there true inner self toward the opposite sex in order to see if the grass may be greener on the other side. Is it ever greener? Sometimes when you let yourself become free of what other's may think, that is a step towards adulthood or I may be wrong but what is the big deal? Excuses we use like saying I love you or saying I am sorry... Dont we ever get tired of holding back, or is it really the fact that I may be just waiting for the someone to come and sweep me off me feet, or what us ladies would say, " The Knight in shinning Amour". I suppose my big deal is, if you like someone and yet your hanging on to another, why would it be so difficult to choose? She may be there but I am here!!! Playing games are for kids, E

Investigate
I just learned of somewhat controversy and disturbing news in regards to 9/11. I always found that the whole war on terrorism is sort of incomplete or lacking result and that may be because it was confounded on fabricated "facts" and false pretenses. There has been talk around the country that 9/11 was an inside job ie delivered by the govt. I remember thinking, as I sat in my dorm room in Japan, serving my country on a 2 year tour, watching the first tower come crashing down that this shyt was unreal and looked like some shyt you would see in a movie! Maybe thats because in movies when you see shyt blown up its in a controlled environment, in other words demolitionaries. As time went on and more and more inconsistent information was released about the so called flights that were hijacked and flown into the towers, Pentagon, and FLT 93 which crashed in PA. The one thing that I always wondered was how those people that claimed they used cell phones were able to get a signal way the fuq

For My Friends
HI GUYS AND GALLS, Lately yu have noticed i havent been that much online havent send gifts or comments out its cause my personal life is a bit upside down not going to good and im very upset at the moment with things so yu wont hear much from me i will come and see whats going on i hope to spend more time with yu all soon again but for now.....i just cant so i hope yu dont mind send a note or comment show me that yu still think of me love ya all friends of mine shavonna Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com

What Sport Fits U Best
You scored as Volleyball. You should play volleyball- its a cool sport that uses a lot of teamwork and fast paced games.Volleyball100%Softball92%Football92%Swimming83%Tennis75%Soccer75%Baseball67%Track58%Lacrosse58%Basketball50%Field hockey42%Ice Hockey

List Your 1st Name...
ive noticed, according to TV & the movies, most people in america have strange 1st names (brick? you build houses outta him?) & this seems to be catching on in the uk.... (Chardonnay? hehe) just for a laugh how about EVERYONE who reads this (no matter where your from) put your 1st name on the reply, im sure some people will find my 1st name funny (probably means arse in swahili or something) my names JAMES.....

Quiz Of Evil
You scored as pie. dammit, you are nuts! you have no clue about any form of social conduct! i enjoy your insanity!pie70%Darth Vader70%THORAXE THE DESTROYER70%Toph65%YODA50%quiz of evil!created with QuizFarm.com

What Starts With "f" And Ends With "k" ?
A first-grade teacher, Ms. Brooks, was having trouble with one of her students. The teacher asked, "Harry, what's your problem?" Harry answered, "I'm too smart for the 1st grade. My sister is in the 3rd grade and I'm smarter than she is! I think I should be in the 3rd grade too!" Ms. Brooks had had enough. She took Harry to the principal's office. While Harry waited in the outer office, the teacher explained to the principal what the situation was. The principal told Ms. Brooks he would give the boy a test. If he failed to answer any of his questions he was to go back to the 1st grade and behave. She agreed. Harry was brought in and the conditions were explained to him and he agreed to take the test. Principal: "What is 3 x 3?" Harry: "9." Principal: "What is 6 x 6?" Harry: "36." And so it went with every question the principal thought a 3rd grader should know. >>The principal looks at Ms. Brooks and tells her, "I think Harry can go to >>the

Rocket Ships
I remember well sitting in class making models of airplanes and drawing pictures of rocket ships I saw myself as a pilot soaring far above the clouds or as an astronaut tearing through the blackness of space To me, time was infinite the days were always sunny and if I needed a new dream all I had to do was take a look at one of my perfect drawings of rocket ships But then the teacher came to me and told me that my drawings were wrong The class was making pictures of rainbows and butterflies and there was no room for my rocket ships To this day I can hear the children laughing at me and I can still feel their fingers pointing at my tears For me, every second seemed like an eternity as the storm clouds rolled across my mind and those precious dreams faded away with tears dripping on the paper I held I ripped apart those perfect drawings of rocket ships Now I draw different pictures Pictures of the images in my mind No one tells me there's no room for my drawi

Just Words.........
I said "I love you" today I tried hard to make you believe it I tried hard to believe it myself But the truth is that I hate you my love I hate you now and I hated you when I said it When I look into your eyes all that I can see is a string of broken promises lies stacked upon lies things that you wanted to do but never tried and the countless missed opportunities created by the millions of precious moments I'll never get back Yes, I hate you I hate who you are I hate what you've made me and most of all I hate what we've become Even if I could love you and all of your cruel ways I could never love what we've become a sickening, rotten display of denial a putrid example of naivete run amok and a horrid case of idealism gone too far I don't love you but I love who you were supposed to be I love what I thought you were but you never understood yourself you never make an attempt to understand me and now no one not even the Gods above can understand us So why,

Will You Vote?
Come vote for me, I've been fool enough to enter into a smile contest. Give me a gander, drop my pic a 10 and comment comment comment. Al comments count as votes AND you get cherry points for commenting. Sweet deal huh? Do what ya can and help a poor boy out, check the goofy grin, ya GOTTA feel bad for that, lol, thanks. http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=97241&albumid=137389&i=1426056072

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You scored as lana. Lana and luna are twins. lana wears her dark brown hair short and never pays attentionlana89%aquenctia89%loomanina78%marquis78%the land of wings and roses72%renua61%annah56%janea56%luna56%magical wonders (my bookcreated with QuizFarm.com

'serpent '
There's a serpent wrapped around my heart and he's smiling up at me He hisses softly as he squeezes tighter slowly strangling me with every beat Though I fight and though I scream I'm helpless as he wrings the tears from my eyes All I can do is watch in silence as he crushes my soul and feasts on its remains Even though I want him to go I can't ask him to leave because I don't even know his name There's a serpent wrapped around my heart and he looks like he's ready to strike He's hungrily eyeing everything I have and licking his fangs in desire He sees my friends, he sees my love and he wants them all for himself If I just let him out he'd devour it all and grow fat with misery inside my chest But though I want him to stop I can't ask him to leave because I don't even know his name There's a serpent wrapped around my heart and now he's calling out to me. He knows who I am He knows what I want and with forked-tongue whispers he works it all against me He

((((( Searching )))))
Somewhere near the shores of dreaming overlooking the cliffs of humanity there is a spot where the rocks jut skyward and the seas of pleasure and pain meet before crashing into the pillar of stone Though the sun is always shining bright and the view is forever perfectly clear there is nothing but confusion and chaos upon this column of jagged stone This is where our hearts are forged where our very souls are cast and made But most of all, it is where we all return on those endless nights when we're searching searching for something more Each and every one of us has been here though none of us have seen this place We've all stood upon that mighty stone and stared longingly into space We dream of Gods and demons we dream of memories gone by we inhale the salty scent of love and heartache as the seas of agony an extacy mingle at our feet We all know this place exists we feel it in the pit of our being We know the loneliess found atop the stone and the frustr

!!! Teardrops !!!
I remember how it began with tempers flaring and heartache nearing We were saying words never meant to be said and now we're hurting one another just because we were too weak to face ourselves We cry because we love We cry because we care But we forget that in this world everything has a price and that even teardrops aren't free I held your head in my arms and I tried to caress the pain away But no matter how much I wiped your eyes or took back the words I said I couldn't stop you from hurting and as pain creates pain and suffering creates suffering It becomes clear that we live in a world where everything has a price and even teardrops aren't free As I'm driving off into the distance I can see you standing there waving with the tears still fresh on your face I try to remember every word we said and I try to understand the price I'm paying as I speed into the darkness of uncertainty leaving pieces of myself behind pieces that are mere tokens demanded by a

===fist Of Dreams===
As time goes by I've found myself gripping my life tighter and tighter clinching my dreams in the palm of my hand protecting them from the winds that howl around me Like grains of sand they slip through my fingertips first one then another then another each of them crawling out of my tight embrace before finding a trail of wind and floating into distant oblivion I feel my fist of dreams get lighter and lighter I watch my smiles and hopes get carried off in the breeze and I smell the vapour of a thousand broken promises drifting away it's as if the grains of my life are marching marching away to the meter of a quickening clock Hours pass like minutes minutes pass like seconds and soon my hand feels empty so hollow and betrayed With a heavy heart and tear-streaked eyes I slowly open my fist and there, in the middle of my palm rested the last dream I held It was an unimportant, meaningless dream forgotten so long ago With it's brothers and sisters all gone it

++new Moon++
There's a new moon out tonight and it's the darkest night of the year You can hear children crawling beneath their beds and clutching their sheets in fear while murmuring their prayers and hitting their lights as they wait for the sun to appear There's a new moon out tonight and it's the coldest night I've seen Lovers lay close by fires burning bright slowly breathing in the soothing scene as they smell the smoke from a thousand chimneys and watch as they give the air a hint of filthy green There's a new moon out tonight and it's the quietest ever heard No cars nor boots traverse the streets as the night forever remains unstirred with its perfect stillness only broken by the silent flapping of shadowy birds There's a new moon out tonight and I can feel it call my name Though it sits still and cold it whispers all the same calling me to walk the empty streets perhaps to join her in a game So though there's a new moon out tonight it rests alone no more

__open Fire__
I saw you today tossing love letters into an open fire letting our memories burn and twist in the somber setting of a silent flame I know that you're hurting love I know that what I've done is wrong and that tears can't extinguish this kind of roaring flame But don't let it be over don't let our love disappear too much blood and ink have been spilled to just turn it all to smoke rising out of an open fire If I meant anything to you and if our love has to be a memory please bury it under lock and key and don't let it spread in the winds that cut through this autumn air I know that you owe me nothing especially not my dignity or my respect but I'd like to be remembered my love even if only in spite I want my words to have more meaning than just a column of wind-whipped smoke and I want our memories to last longer than a small box of hand-written letters tossed into the heart of a roaring open fire

What Kinda Fairy Are U
You scored as sad fairy. im sorry for whatever has happened to make u sad. i feel the same way that you do! we will hopefully make it...if we even want to that issad fairy75%naughty or regretful fairy65%innocent, good fairy40%what kind of fairy are you(great pics)created with QuizFarm.com

"the Father On The Outside Looking In"
First of all, this is not to say that there aren't any "Deadbeat Dad's" out there. This is not to defend "All Fathers" either. I went through alot over the years trying to see my children. When I was able, I paid my child support, when I wasn't able...I went through hell. I was only married once, but I have three children with three different Mothers. I seldom got to see my kids when I was supposed to, weather I was paying support at the time or not. But when they had a date or big plans for the weekend, none of them hesitated to call and ask if I would like to see my kids. I never once said no. When I was allowed the "honor" of being with my kids, I always tried to let them know how much I cared. I had my side of the story, they had theirs. My children are grown now and on their own, they know the truth behind the myth's now. They all Love their Mother's and I wouldn't want it any other way. But I know that they Love me too, and that is the greatest feeling of

~in The Dark~
There are times when I'm inconsolable when the world around me becomes too much and my demons come out to feast on me again There are times when I'm hopeless when I'm too lost to return home and I don't need your comforting touch I just need to be left alone to sit quietly in the dark Don't offer me a friendly hand nor a tender embrace of love Just let me surround myself with shadows and let my troubles eat me whole Don't try to save me when I can't be saved and keep your tender words for another day a day when the tides of my heart have changed and my soul flows the other way But until that time remember that I love you and that you're still the keeper of my heart but for the moment love is not my friend and your tender touch and sweetest smile are like poison to my aching soul So let me be Let me sit alone in the dark Let me find comfort in forgotten lusts Let me bandage my heart with solitude and dry my tears with time I know that you understand and

Understanding------!
I don't expect you to understand me I know how I act the words that I say the things that I feel and the way that I live my life are all mysteries to you. You held me you cherished me and now you watch me disappear fading into the mist of a darkened wood heading down paths you dare not tread and opening doors you thought locked for good But that's where we're different you and I where you saw safety I saw a prison Where you saw a closed door I saw opportunity Where you saw taboo I saw nothing but emptiness and lies So no, I don't expect you to understand me No more than I understand you and your laws and your petty ideals But I ask you to let me live as I let you Give me the freedom I crave Spare me your ill tongue or your spiteful gaze I offer neither to you All I seek is the freedom I need the freedom to open the doors the freedom to chase my trails and the freedom to follow the dreams that suit me That is all I ask of you and that is all I ask of

Summer Night
On a long and solemn night in the middle of a southern summer we sat underneath the moonlight whispering in the dark though a million words were said not a one could be heard over the sound of teardrops falling into the dew-soaked grass Just when the shattering of two hearts grew too much to bear our minds started wondering pondering what was said searching for right answers to questions never asked seeking what could have been while watching what we had blow away with the winds of heavy breaths Slowly we found ourselves hanging to every word like reading the last chapter slowly just trying to postpone the end Because when we run out of things to say and goodbye can be said no more we're disappearing into the distance like mist fading into the cooling air Soon there will only be memories and the photographs that remain cold comfort for an empty pillow and the questions wrapped around my head I just hope that you think of me at l

What Kinda Emo Are U If Ur Emo? (aww Man)
You scored as party emo. you are a emo you just wants to party and have a laff. but seceretly emotional as every other emo. you like wacked out hair but still keeping it looking cool. you maybe not recognised as a emo and like other like indie (killers and strokes)party emo80%scremo70%emotional70%emo65%not an emo60%if emo what emo are you*?created with QuizFarm.com

Where Are You Now?
Sometimes I think of you and wonder where you are and if you think of me on lonely nights or dream about me when there's nothing left to dream I don't expect you to miss me and I know the phone will never ring with your voice hanging on the other line but I have to know if I'm in your thoughts or if you forgot about me like you promised you never would I can't bear the thought of what we shared being nothing than a footnote in a forgotten chapter of your life and even though I only think of you during the loneliest hours of the night Part of me is still hoping that you're thinking of me when I'm busy not thinking of you So shed not a tear for what we lost nor heave a sigh for what could have been Just let me grace your thoughts when the night hangs long and low and everything will be right when we awake in the worlds we've created in the many years we've been apart

Tiktok Kill The Clock
Four Horsemen of the Apocalypse Your Result: War When the second seal is opened, you will ride forth on a red horse carrying a sword, unleashing war and destruction. Your mission is to take peace from the earth, so that man will kill one another. The color of your horse represents the blood spilled on the battlefield.Death Pestilence Famine Four Horsemen of the Apocalypse

^^electric Touch^^
I remember the electricity when our hands first touched the newness the excitement the taste of the forbidden. It was a breaking of tension the end of a game and the beginning of so much more As our lips touched tasting each other first softly then firmly then openly we watched our inhibitions float away turning unthinkable thoughts into heavenly deeds as our willpower collapsed in the wind a quivering breath But as we fade from mortal souls and slip into a torrent of passion and desire let's not fool ourselves about forever nor pretend this is something grand Let's be in love for one night so we can watch it fade when the morning comes Let's live a lifetime in these moonlight hours and never look back in the dawn Because we both have lives to lead and our own trails to blaze and even though tonight we burn for each other our fire will smolder and die under the weight of the morning dew And then we can spend the rest of our lives forgetti

Night Sun _____
The night sun burns bright this evening as it watches us dance in the rain We pick its fruits and share its bounty as we embrace its cold, crystal air It sparkles in our eyes with every longing gaze and fills the air between every soft kiss It opens up the darkness so we can live as kings owning the world around us freeing us from the burdens of man and the inhibitions of mortal life It gives us two hopeless lovers a place to call our own as the rest of the world cools in the shroud of darkness and slumbers the hours away The night sun is our sun It asks for nothing It takes nothing Instead offering us a place to dance hand in hand until the morning comes Watching us with misty tears that turn to dew as they touch the grass beneath the feet of two hopeless lovers who are finding one another in a clearing of darkness made by the smiling face of the nighttime sun and owned for a moments eternity by two lovers dancing in the cold midnight rain

Wheres Your Fav Place To Be!
You scored as in a boat . you love being in water. you are neva sea sick and when you are yuor shocked. you respect the water and hate the fact its pollutedin a boat 84%outside in the nature83%gigs 79%ur bedroom 75%the pub 54%in a crowd54%at home 46%in a diffrent country !46%in a plane 42%school 17%where is ur fave place ???created with QuizFarm.com

....seven Years....
Seven years I've spent trying to dodge the lies living life from joy to meaningless joy filling the void with shameful highs and pretending it's the dream I kept inside I've given into temptation until there's nothing left to surrender and now I only see tearful nights awaiting me as I stare into my future's horizon Because it's just another need to me like the food I eat it's hunger cured with shame and a pain that stains my pillow when I try to rest on those empty nights wasted where I don't belong getting things I'll never need I never beat my demons just changed them ones with smiling faces while carrying promises never meant to be held I pretended everything was fine when I was more broken than ever just a shell of who I could have been and a shadow of what I was before I want to turn and face the truth but how can I fight who I am How can I conquer what I need when I feel it beating within my veins So as I lay here temporarily pacified with

~~ghost Within My Mind~~
I would have told you I love you if we hadn't been saying goodbye With the end always a breath away it never seemed real to me like vapors disappearing before my eyes and even though you're gone today there's a ghost lurking within my mind I wanted you to know me to make sense of a heart gone wrong I wanted you to need me like I needed you and to wash away the sins of thought and deed You were too perfect to grasp and too wonderful to touch but now that you're gone all I have are memories fading and a ghost walking withing my mind It's only now that you haunt me on quiet, lonely nights when the wind carries your name into my ears leaving me adrift in a sea of regret and remorse I can't face who I am much less what I've become Just a wounded soul living in an broken heart walking these empty halls hoping to catch a glimpse of the ghost stalking within my mind

Late-night Diner .....
Sitting in a late-night diner ordering the stiffest drink they sell twisting cigarettes into the tabletops and drifting with my mind Another night alone given to misspent folly trading one emptiness for another and opening up the wounds all over again. With my back against the wall I watch the seconds tick away twirling my finger in cold coffee passing the time until the tears fade away trying to decide just who I am searching for answers in the hazy air around me Lost and hopeless trying to find my way through a smoky diner and hoping to find truth in the arms of another But all I see is a revolving door just a million pieces of flesh each like the last parading before my eyes The air is thick and cold my body turning numb listening for my beating heart in the stiffening silence around me Stuck teary-eyed and alone stirring coffee in a late-night diner trying to find something higher in the haze as I wonder among broken dreams and the shattered heart

97 Percent %
When I look into your eyes I see that something has been left behind through the smiles and gentle kisses I see a heart still longing a touch left unfulfilled a kiss that is vapor to the wind I'm ninety-seven percent of what you need inches away from being complete I could be your everything your only wish your only dream if only I weren't so human and so bound within myself But instead I'm ninety-seven percent leaving love unfulfilled and dreams untouched just an imperfect hand grasping at perfection watching as you drift to the horizon with your sliver of emptiness eating you away seeking perfection with longing eyes leaving me behind with every step you take I know it's only time until you're gone the quest for completion pulling you away leaving my only dream shattered my everything gone and the ninety-seven percent of what I was destroyed Too imperfect to be immortal and not enough to be your one true love just inches away from keeping you but m

** Outcast **
Standing alone under an evening sky watching the world spin around me I see the faces of lost souls dancing in the winds of change and pouring through the sands of time No one sees me standing there Turning away when I don't dance to the beat or march to the drums of a thousand fools They pretend I'm not there whispering about me as if I couldn't hear just a piece of broken furniture a part of the scenery simply waiting to be thrown away But there I stand all alone to tomorrow quietly challenging the song around me by refusing to sing along Instead watching as empty hearts walk along looking past the invisible child just standing there waiting for the rain And it's there I'll stand in a thousand years long after the dance has carried the fools away even after my body has given in to the grip of time my place will remain unchanged For I am the outcast the one who refused the dance of a thousand fools forced to suffer the wind and the rain and stand tr

-uncertainty-
Looking toward the future with a frightened eye staring down uncertainty trying to pass the quiet nights without letting my mind go astray There are too many thoughts I can't bear to think too many possibilities I don't have the courage to consider I'm not scared of the future just blinded by dreams gone awry living in a past checkered with defeats and cradling ideals long since lost and forgotten No journey has gone the direction I planned No sprint has moved at the pace I wanted So now I sit here completely out of dreams pining for what should have been but never will be frightened by possibilities turned into destinies and clinging on to improbable hope slipping through my fingers Uncertain about everything save what I fear Destined for nothing but what I despise There is no glorious future there is no happy end just a game of self-deceit that never quite fulfills

^^ Yesteryear ^^
Walking down the streets of an ancient world touching bricks covered in history while following the footsteps of kings and queens the feeling of home begins to settle in and the past begins to draw near like a previous act of a play you're now starring in It all comes together walking down these foggy streets passing under street lamps untouched by time and by windows that have stared out on the world since there has been one to be found Everything makes sense yesterday and tomorrow next week and yesteryear No matter the trials you face and whether you quit or triumph these walls will still be here Even after you're gone and just a memory to those who loved you these foggy streets will play host to those who want to follow kings and queens long gone and even after you're forgotten just a name in a dust-covered book these windows will remember you turning a forgotten heart into a piece of history and an overlooked actor into the most amazing theater ever

-*turning Corners*-
I can't escape you no matter how many times I turn around I see you there looking back at me your beautiful face too tempting to resist your smile too wonderful to deny Not a day goes by that you don't cross my mind Try as I might to shut you out I'm powerless against the stray thoughts that wonder in when my mind is quiet or my heart is in need of a smile I need to forget you I need to find a different path but you made me so happy and loved me so openly that I can never forget what we shared Even as the years push us apart and time fades those joyful memories I feel drawn to you lost in you and hopelessly entranced by you I hope you find your happiness even in the arms of another No matter if the vision destroys me slowly I know you deserve something more than an absentee lover waiting to take you home Just know that around every corner I turn I will see you looking back Your face both beautiful and haunting a welcome image of a broken hea

Beautiful
How can I show you that you are beautiful when you always look the other way Finding imperfections with every living breath feeding yourself deceit every night as you lie in bed How can I show you that you are beautiful when you see only flaws in the diamond and not the sparkle that it holds You judge yourself with consequence tearing down what nature built and turning it into darkness cold How can I show you that you are beautiful when you don't look into the mirror save with tear-streaked eyes How can you see yourself as I do when you're peering through a looking glass warped by doubt and loathing brewed within your mind How can I show you that you are beautiful when your beauty is just too much and leaves me lost for words choking on every thought while trying to explain something so clear that it is written all over your face How can I show you that you're beautiful when the world is not enough and a million voices fail to change your song

I Like This Very Much!!!
You scored as Sorceress. Your a sorceress. You cast a spell on people the first time you meet them, and you love for them to depend on you. You get upset when things don't go your way. Well, guess what, your in for a shock, 'cause you don't always get what you want.Sorceress100%Dragon92%Shadow Spirit75%Wolf67%Faerie67%Drow58%Elf58%Vampyre50%Goddess33%Zombie25%What ancient breed are you?created with QuizFarm.com

Girls
so its the end of the semester and you going in to your finals week and you find out that you "friend" that you would use to hang out with in you english class together just stoped talking to you. what would you do? would you ask them straight up why aren't you talking to me. or would you be sly about it and pop it into a conversation that you were having with them? however with the recent changes in technology what if that friend of yours asks another friend to be the middle person? How would that make you feel? Does sad, depressed, or uesed come to your mind? what would you do?

Whats Your Color Of Heart
You scored as Orange. Your heart is orange. You like mischief, whether it\'s breaking the law or just being kinky! You like any kind of fun that involves danger. That\'s good, just make sure you don\'t get caught. Go you, I\'m very proud!Orange86%Blue82%Red82%White71%Black64%Purple61%Pink54%Yellow46%Green36%~What colour is your heart?~created with QuizFarm.com

~~frail Destiny~~
You broke a thousand hearts on your way to mine you tore through a thousand lonely souls and shattered a thousand dreams before a twist of fate brought you to my door Now you've moved on following the scent of loneliness down a trail of desperation to another victim one who smiles unaware just like I did in the months before But time will be kind to me as it is to most gentle souls though we break like twigs in the howling winds of today the rains of tomorrow make us strong and let us grow into a forest that can never be broken You will remain hollow, empty and weak even as I grow stronger and some day love will find you following the scent of your loneliness and it will break you with ease a rotten tree falling to a draft So even as I cry for you and nurse my broken heart I offer no words of anger nor carry any ill desires For your fate is your own and destiny spites you enough while I'll miss you on lonely nights I can not hate what I pity so mu

**friends Or Lovers**
We traveled the world on separate paths stealing glances between the trees and sharing moments from afar Though our voices could call out in comfort our hands could never touch and no matter how dear or true our hearts might have been they could never beat as one As we moved along two lives in parallel we swapped stories on quiet nights and bared ourselves like never before we marched forward pushing through tragedy and triumph with a constant eye to the path beyond aching for what awaited through the howling trees Though we picked up fellow travelers and bonded with other souls the face beyond the trees haunted us both But as two lives in parallel doomed never to meet we made our own happiness and found our own dreams while waiting for the two paths to meet Yet, even as we wished on every star for our roads to intersect we knew we could be in the arms of another unable to share the desired embrace Still, no cruel twist of fate could keep our two soul

My Angels Part 3
My Angels Here I am again to pour my heart out and try to, in my way, to deal with things in my mind and heart that I may never fully come to terms with. I've always been told in therapy I should keep a diary so I can put everything on paper. I think this is better because maybe along the way someone may understand why I am the way I am. I hope that everyone will see that my family is very important to me. Ok now it's coming out so everyone can read. My family has always been I guess you could say very disfuntional, that's putting it mildly. I am the only child between my Mom and Dad. There are 3 that are older than me but I have no clue who or where they are, my Dad always got around. I have to say he was a ladies man. Very good looking man. Unfortunately he wasn't really that big of a part of my life, but I did spend some time with him. After my parents split when I was 2 they both had other children, my Mom had 2 more and my Dad had 8 more. ( I always joked with him he should have

My Angels Part 2
My Angels As some of you know I have been dealing with alot of demons as some would call them, or even ghosts if you may. Part 1 of this covered most of the demons in me. Now I have to confront the biggest ones for me. As I said in the first part that my brother Russ is a big part of me 'cause I know he's with me everyday. He knows that I would have rather of given my life to save his. I realize that was not an option because in a way he is more at peace where he is now than he was here with us. Now that I have gotten that out in the open, here comes the hardest parts for me. Please understand I'm not blaming anyone for the things in my head it's just me and the way I do or have seen events. I'm not even sure how to start this so that anyone can understand. But here we go. I got pregnant with my oldest daughter when I was 17, now of course I was scared to death. I graduated and got married and somewhere along the line everything went wrong. After a few years of this my marriage was

My Angels
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RJduo835kOw This video was made for a man that the world lost, but I play it in tribute for my brother Russell A. Stiles who was taken from his loved ones in August of 1996. He is one of my younger brothers, only 2 yrs younger. I always remember him as a true shit stirrer. No stranger to trouble or sorrow. He had a smile that would light up a room and a temper to match a damage of a bomb. The one thing I can say about my brother that noone can ever take away from him or me is that no matter what trouble or problem he was having at the time he always made sure my sister and I were safe and things were dealt with. My brother had a very bad drug problem which in the end contributed to his death. He drowned in the Ohio River just off shore with people standing there watching and doing nothing. When I was told of my brothers death I had to be strong for everyone else and then the time came for me to deal with it. Needless to say I didn't do well. I blamed m

Just Plz Learn From My Past
Just Learn Please What everyone should know about domestic violence: 1. It doesn't matter who you are Domestic violence can happen to any type of person. It happens to women, it happens to men. It happens to all social classes, people who speak all languages. It happens regardless of sexual orientation or religion. Many people have never thought about abused men, or the fact that it happens is same-sex relationships. Many also have never thought about how it happens to teens as well. 2. It does matter who you are There is a big debate in the domestic violence community over how to respond to the needs of "non-traditional" victims of domestic violence. Many advocates against domestic violence (we'll call them 'abused women's advocates') think that domestic violence is mostly a problem of women being beaten by men. Their theory is that men beat women to maintain patriarchal power in relationships. Because they have th

I Have Bipolar Plz Understand It
Bipolar Disorder Symptoms of Bipolar Disorder Types of Bipolar Disorder Treatments Bipolar Disorder in Children Helping a friend Support Groups Bipolar disorder (also known as manic depression) is a treatable illness marked by extreme changes in mood, thought, energy and behavior. It is not a character flaw or a sign of personal weakness. Bipolar disorder is also known as manic depression because a person’s mood can alternate between the "poles" mania (highs) and depression (lows). This change in mood or "mood swing" can last for hours, days weeks or months. Bipolar disorder affects more than two million adult Americans. It usually begins in late adolescence (often appearing as depression during teen years) although it can start in early childhood or later in life. An equal number of men and women develop this illness (men tend to begin with a manic episode, women with a depressive episode) and it is found among all ages, races, ethnic groups and social classes. The illne

Rabbit Thoughts
Let me take a moment to indulge in a little bit of free writing. Know who you are and what you want. Don’t waste your time if you don’t know these things. Know the importance of communication ; be willing to accommodate. People are different, with different needs. Be mature and intelligent; it makes life easier. Try not to be to religious; understand cultural and tradition. Explore new avenues in life just don’t jump off a bridge. Being witty never hurt anyone. Being funny is just one of those things, not a talent. If you can, skip the small talk and be honest. Abstract by itself is a good concept. Explain what you don’t understand and understand what you can’t explain. Believe that a brush with death makes you truly alive. If its freezing outside, put more clothes on. Take a moment and sit on a couch and contemplate life. Never hit dogs, children, or girls; that is from a poem I once wrote. Put just one of these items on your list; and you're instantly, a

Tears
November 25, 2006 Tears Tears seem to fall when you least want them to. You try to keep ur pain from being seen by people that worry about you and love you but the tears are because of them. You know it hurts them to see u cry and it upsets them to see ur in so much pain. Loniness sometimes can be the biggest reason for the tears. You love someone but can't be with them when you want to. To want to be able to help take care of them when they are sick or just down. To be able to put ur arms around them and hug them and hope it helps them feel better. To be there when they just need to scream because they are just fed up with the world at that moment. The want and need to be able to just see the face of the one you gave ur heart to. To see their lips move when they talk to you and the look in their eyes when they look at you knowing they love you back. Hoping they feel as bad when they are away from you. My biggest problem I guess is not being able to talk to him when I want or nee

Oh What The Hell
November 16, 2006 Oh What the Hell Ok I guess I have kept my mouth shut long enough lol I am in the mood to write lol . I am 39 years old and have been single for over 2 years now. I sometimes thank God for that. Dear Lord the damn drama just to wake up to someone in the morning. I go to the bars with my friends and of course most of them are younger than me, I sit and listen to all the things they have to say about their world now a days. Damn no thanks!!!Ok for 1 example I have a couple that are unmarried but are pregnant he and she have this silly notion that they have to be together because of the baby. Ok in a perfect world I would say that is true but in todays way of thinking they do not have to be just to be good parents. I do not agree!! I know I am not the only person that has had to raise a child with out a father in the picture and sometimes it has been for the best because unfortunately the child is the one that suffers the most from that form of thinking. If you are

Dark Side
Seems noone understands at times what I go through. I feel as if I should just give in and lay out my arm and allow the rest of what life I have to be drained from my body. Trapped in a life I no longer want. Everyday begins with the understanding that the only reason some people are in your life just so they can have you take care of them. I at times hate the fact that I'm alive. Who's to blame me or them?? Mine for allowing myself to care to much what other people need or want?? Theirs for expecting it?? I have tried to step back from it all but I am drug back into it by guilt that I'm giving up or not doing what they think I should.Guilty for not loving enough. Tired of breathing only to make other peoples lives better but just have myself be unhappy. To wish I could disappear and never be found again!! I know if I could do that somehow , someway I would be found again. To feel like the only hope you have for happiness is to pack the most important objects and just find a shack in

Venting
So much on my mind I don't even know where to begin lol. My trip was wonderful. It was my first time to fly, first time to really go anywhere besides right here in the tri-state area. I went to stay in St Thomas, Virgin Islands for 2 weeks with a very dear friend. Yes I know dammit ur wanting pics well guess what I have to wait on them to be mailed to me lol but as soon as I get them I will put them on here but I do have a few of the view I got to see everyday I was there of course the color of the shy was different somedays but what the hell it was beautiful no matter what. The only thing that freaked me out was all the Iguanas running around!! Sittin on the beach and the lil bastards would just walk right by ya or stop and stare at ya lol I talked to them, that was funny to see me askin them to leave me the hell alone lol. I have to admit I drank so much while I was there, trust me I don't drink that often but wow do as the natives do. I flew home with a damn hang over now that's so

Impossibilities
Impossisilities Can someone please explain to me their version of impossible, mine is something that you cannot do because it just can't be done or cannot be done because you're too afraid to even try. I've been in a situation lately where I have been trying to overcome fears to get somewhere even if it's just for a few precious days. When I explained what I was trying to do and why to the one person I was trying to get to, I was told that they had thought it impossible so they never really had been expecting it anyhow. I thought it was impossible for me to live my life without a fulltime man in my life, I tried it and I'm doin the impossible. I get help from friends once in awhile but after 2 yrs and 3 monthes I guess I beat the impossible. I thought it impossible to trust a man again but one of my best friends is a man. I know my limitations as for the trust goes. I know I can trust him with my life and that of my kids' lives. Another impossibility made possible cause i tried.

Today
September 12, 2006 Today Have you noticed as of late the children or young adults that we get to deal with on an everyday basis now? Wow what the hell happened to respect for others and themselves? I look around at the younger generation of today and I am ashamed of what I see. I'm not going to say that it's all the kid's fault because you learn what you live. You have some kids, for arguement sake right now they are kids , the parents are so wrapped up in their own life that they just hand the kids whatever they want to pacify them. I hear" Oh I don't want them to have to have it the way I did growing up". Well ok I can see that but we are teaching them it's ok to sit on their asses and expecting someone else to take care of them instead of them being responsible and doing good in school and getting good jobs. Everytime they get in trouble we bail them out instead of making them take care of the things they need to do on their own. Yes we have all had a rough life at some point

Unattainable Love
September 09, 2006 Unattainable Love There is always the one person, be it a man or woman, that you can never get out of your mind or heart. You know that you l0ve them and they fell the same love for you. You spend your time with each other talking about the goings on of the life around you and them. Discussing politics and health care, the differences between your countries or cities, and the family issues we all have at one time or another. You have debates that get heated and it stimulates your minds. You tell some of the corniest jokes that either of you have heard but laugh til you about wet your pants from laughing because of who told you the joke. Somehow they make everything so much funnier or so more important then you really think yourself. You tell each other that you love the other with all your heart and mean it deep within your soul.The things that don't get said only because you're afraid it will hurt each other not because it was mean or cruel but because you can'

Lyrics
I wanted to write a sappy song lyric out cause I'm going to miss one of my first cherrytap friends. It's been so long... since I have heard your voice, I'd like to talk, then I might not have a choice... You turned off your phone I guess you need some time away. I wish you could hear me say I know that sometime when the weather is fine I will be with you I'll be with you No one can see what the future will be but I'll feel for you I feel for you I saw your friends they said that this is not like you one thing I've learned even angels lose there view but now you have gone My days are empty cold and bleak to think that we cant speak. But I know that sometime I will be with you Just trying to make a contribution does that stand for nothing at all ? I want to say I love you I feel like I cant talk and I know that sometime. No one can see But I feel for you. Total sappy stuff, but a sweet song for a person that made me feel welcome.

Ramblings
Throwing in my hat into the ring I have some things on my mind that are really bothering me but I'm sure you all really don't give a shit but I'm gonna run my mouth about it anyhow because I can!!!!!!!! I have had and still have the pleasure of talking to people from all walks of life on the internet. I am good friends with some others are just people that I chat with on an occasion. Regardless of how I know them it is always a pleasure and an honor to call them my friends. Now here is what I am finding out from some as time goes by. I have every once in awhile had a debate if you want to call it that or just two friends bitching to each other. I didn't realize that for the most part people from other countries feel that we as Americans are not being told everything we need to know about other countries, not that in mind here was my argument on my own behalf. I may not watch the news because I'm tired of everytime I turn the news I see this child molested or this person killed. It dep

Questions
As everyone knows I have been on a journey to find answers to things that haunt me every turn I make. Some of you know my brother Russel died in '96, well next month makes it 10 yrs and I'm still trying to understand why did it have to happen. I have been talking to some people who knew him and have dealt with the same problem. I have been thinking that I just missed him. I now realize I am just so damn angry at him for leaving us. I know he didn't choose to do it but in a way he did. He had some real bad habits, some of you know but others don't but let's rehash this for hopefully will be the last time. Russ had a drug addiction, he would have sold his own mother to satisfy that habit. I understand that now. But why didn't he come to me and ask for help? I know a few people who joke with me and call me Super Jacki cause I'm always trying to save someone or help this person and that person. I would probably give an arm to help someone. I've always been that way but more so since he die

Sometimes
Sometimes As I sit here day in and day out I think back to older times. I know I shouldn't because it just brings back all the pain I've held onto. I try to forget, try not to think about you. Sometimetimes I sit someplace we shared laughs and try to remember the smell of your body close to me, the feel of your touch, the taste of your kisses, and the sound of your laughter. It seems so easy for you to forget those things. Do you see the tears in my eyes as you left as you did so often? Do you remember the sound of my voice as I said I Love You? Sometimes do you think about me? Do you remember the feel of my skin against yours? I know I should move on like you have but I remember you. I gave myself fully and you took me completely. You said you'd love me forever, I guess I was the only one who meant it. Maybe you will and just want me to think you don't to make it easier. Who does it make it easier for? Sometimes I remember how we were so long ago. All the pain we shared with one anot

Ya Wanted To Know Me
June 26, 2006 The True Me Here we go again!!!!!!! I recently have had alot of things on my mind, WTF is new??? To be honest I have been on a personal search for what is supposed to be the real me. I have been told by some of the people that are closest to me that I need to get back to the true me so that way I stop getting hurt. I know before I was always this loud mouth who didn't take shit from anyone. I didn't care about anyone's feelings when something bothered me, I did just didn't show it to anyone. Well I did care about everything and everyone. I was the one that took care of everyone else. I was the one who took care of business when it needed to be taken care of. I seemed to be this hard ass bitch who could give a rats ass about anything. I then fell in love with a man for the first time. You know who you are and I'm sure you're gonna check this you always do. I, for the first time in my life there was someone who wanted to take care of me and protect me from all the p

Old One But It's A Start
June 08, 2006 Ramblings of a Personal Journal I'm just a few weeks away from my 39th birthday(whipty shit). I figured by now I would have a different life then what I do have. I'm not complaining although I have reason to. No sence in doing that it just burdens others and I think myself to be a nice person. I'm sitting on the waterfront in Wheeling, right by where my brother Russ took his last breath. I have no cemetary to go to. His ashes were spread on a hill where used to camp, his wife was so nice not to show us where. So I come here to talk to him alot when I'm troubled. My religious beliefs are conflicting even for me. Explanation- I believe that everyone begins in Heaven as souls or spirits. We have 2 halves, 1 being ourselves and the other our mate. We are all born into bodies and live the life of that body then that body dies and we go to another new born body. We do this until our soul has reached it's goals and has found our mate. When we acheived these goals we ca

Hell Yea~
Just got in from seeing the Deftones..and I gotta tell ya..they kicked sum major ass! The energy in the room was insane! One of the best concerts I've been to all year. And now I'm gonna take my ass to sleep...so I can be at work in 4.5 hrs...ehhh I only work like 3 hrs..n case yer wondering...hell yea it was worth it! Sleep well everyone!:-)

Best Reply In The Court-room Of The Year
A defense attorney was cross-examining a police officer during a felony trial--it went like this: Q: Officer, did you see my client fleeing the scene? A: No sir, but I subsequently observed a person matching the description of the offender running several blocks away. Q: Officer, who provided this description? A: The officer who responded to the scene. Q: A fellow officer provided the description of this so-called offender. Do you trust your fellow officers? A: Yes sir, with my life. Q: WITH YOUR LIFE? Let me ask you this then officer--do you have a locker room in the police station--a room where you change your clothes in preparation for your daily duties? A: Yes sir, we do. Q: And do you have a locker in that room? A: Yes sir, I do. Q: And do you have a lock on your locker? A: Yes sir. Q: Now why is it, officer, IF YOU TRUST YOUR FELLOW OFFICERS WITH YOUR LIFE, that you find it necessary to lock your locker in a room you share with those officers? A: You s

The Confession
I have a friend that is going through a bad break-up. He's taking it hard, I do therefore the good friend thing, take him out, talk to him, strip clubs...the works (tonight's adventure cost me 120$ on him. I do this because nobody else will and my friend, he needs this. I do this because it needs done. Nobody else sees this, I usually do. I've got this empathic little twinkle. It makes me be the person needed at the right time. A little, exhausting, gift. Mostly because nobody has that little emapthic twinkle for me. I'm always the one with confessor collar, the $20 for the lapdance, the ear over six beers. Don't get me wrong. I like that I can be that guy, it just gets burdensome at times.

Questions
Is it me or does it feel like everyone is waiting for someone to come to their profile and comment, and i don't mean your friends or family. Just seem to notice a lot of new faces on the site too, which isn't a bad thing. Still I can't complain as I am not being very proactive and commenting lately, probably due to the fact that my last lot of comments were ignored LOL. Anywho, i finally have a weekend off *big grin* and not far off chrimbo. Well today was the last day for the contractors and it was sad to see them go as we made some good friends. Thgere is also the fact that they worked harder than the some of the staff that are permenant. Just seems strange that they work harder, but they know that if they get the push from this job, the agency will find them another job. I suppose because its harder to get rid of the perm staff, the perm staff will try to exploit that. Sometimes they can be like little kids. Well some of the staff wanted to organise a party for the sgency s

Ah Just Another Day
ok so I'm home from work and as usual it was busy as crabs on a whore. and its officially saturday dec. 9th which meeeeeeeeeeeeeans , its the day before my birthday and hopefully I'll be goin out tonight although I havent been given confirmation yet weather im goin or not. anyway I'm home and relaxed for the time being, dunno how long I will be awake, due to it bein busy tonight..... if i dont respond i passed out before i could put that status msg up.

Plz Read
What you should know! Seasonal (or regular) flu is a respiratory illness that can be transmitted person to person. Most people have some immunity, and a vaccine is available. Avian (or bird) flu is caused by influenza viruses that occur naturally among wild birds. The highly pathogenic H5N1 variant is deadly to domestic fowl (such as chickens) and can be transmitted from birds to people. There is no human immunity and no vaccine is available. Pandemic flu is a deadly human flu that causes a global outbreak, or pandemic, of serious illness. Because there is little natural immunity, the disease can spread easily from person to person. Currently, there is not pandemic flu in the world.

Weekend And Other Stuff
Well here it is the weekend already man time seems to fly by sooooooo fast. I hope this weekend is alittle better then last weekend was. Last weekend a friend of my hubby and I's was shot and killed along with his girlfriend by his girlfriends ex boyfriend. They was returning home after a Wrestling Event here in WV where Zach our friend was refing. They had gotten home and the ex boyfriend met them and shot Zach then shot Zach's girlfriend Martha then the guy left the scene later he ended up calling the police and told them what he had done and he was arrested. Haven't heard anymore on what is going to happen to him. Myself I hope they put him away and away for along time. Zack was in his early 30's and Martha was in her 20's. Zach leaves behind a 7 year old daughter. It breaks me heart to know that she won't see her daddy again. The last time I seen Zach he was showing me pics of his little girl and just beaming with joy and pride. He has a beautiful daughter just hat

Avian
The disease is spread by the saliva, nasal secretions, and feces of infected animals, which other animals or humans then come in contact with. The only way to stop its spread is to kill the infected birds. There are several strains circulating among birds, but the H5N1 strain is also infecting people who have been in close contact with chickens. Symptoms Symptoms of avian influenza in humans have ranged from typical influenza-like symptoms, such as fever, cough, sore throat, and muscle aches, to eye infections, pneumonia, acute respiratory distress, viral pneumonia, and other severe and life-threatening complications. The symptoms may depend upon the infection. Prevention The United States Department of Agriculture (USDA) requires the quarantine of any birds, fowl (e.g., chickens and ducks), exotic birds, and pets, before they enter the U.S. It is safe to eat chicken as long as it is thoroughly cooked because cooking kills the virus. Travelers to countries in

Dont For Get The Ones You Love This Season And The Troops That Are Fighting For Us!
hey everyone,lets not for get the the American troops that is fighting for us to be here today,send them a thank you comment and show them some love. MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE.

Influenza
The single best way to prevent the flu is to get a flu vaccine each year. Influenza, commonly known as "the flu" is caused by viruses that infect the nose, throat, and lungs. The flu usually spreads through the air from person to person when an infected person coughs, sneezes, or talks. Unlike the common cold, the flu causes severe illness and can be life threatening. Each year over 36,000 people in the U.S. die from complications of the flu. High Risk Groups & Priority Vaccinations Flu shots can be given to people 6 months of age and older. It is recommended for people who are at risk of complications from influenza, and for people who can spread influenza to those at high risk (including all their household members): Anyone 65 years of age and older. Residents of long-term care facilities housing persons with chronic medical conditions. People who have long-term health problems with: - heart disease - kidney disease - lung disease - metabolic

Behavioral Health
Psychiatric Emergency & Crisis Services are available 24 hours a day, 7 days a week to any person in NH who may be experiencing psychiatric distress. If you are dealing with an immediate crisis, please call 911, or call the statewide suicide hotline at 1-800-852-3388, or call the national suicide hotline at 1-800-SUICIDE (784-2433), or visit the emergency room at your local hospital, or contact your local community mental health center. For less urgent situations, please contact your local community mental health center, or your local peer support agency. Several of these agencies offer "Warm Lines" which provide telephone peer-to-peer support, understanding, sympathy, and advice. The Bureau of Behavioral Health (BBH) seeks to promote respect, recovery, and full community inclusion for adults, including older adults, who experience a mental illness and children with an emotional disturbance. By law and rule, BBH is mandated to ensure the provision

My Triumphant Return To The Wonderful World Of Education...
Well I have finally started school in Blackfoot, ID. I had almost forgotten how much of a pain education can be. Dont get me wrong, I love this place. But I think its just gonna take a while for me to get back into the swing of things. Having to get up early in the morning, make lunch for myself, sit through 8 hours of class, take tests, and do HOMEWORK! I get tired halfway through the class from just sitting in one place all day long. Now I remember why I used to fuck around and cause trouble so much before, it was the only way to keep myself from falling asleep in my chair! But now that I am older and a little bit wiser, I realize that this may not be the best environment to pull that kind of crap in. Besides, I really need to learn this stuff and pass with flying colors so that I can find employment when I am finished. Also its only for 1 month and not for 10 months like regular school was, so its really not all that bad at all. The teachers are really nice guys and they make

Eastern Equine Encephalitis
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PLEASE REPOST !!!!! CONTEST ENDS SUNDAY DEC.10 @ 9 PM CENTRAL TIME. PLEASE BOMB AWAY ! OK U GUESSED IT ..I'M IN ANOTHER CONTEST(SEXIEST LADY ON CT) AND I NEED COMMENTS AND RATES PLEASE !! COMMENT BOMB IS YOU LIKE :) GETS YOU CHERRY POINTS TOO. I APPRECIATE THE VOTING. Y'ALL ARE THE BEST ! IT STARTED DECEMBER 3 AND GOES UNTIL NEXT SUNDAY DECEMBER 10TH. JUST CLICK ON PHOTO BELOW AND IT WILL TAKE YOU TO VOTE FOR ME ! THANK YOU BUNCHES TO THOSE THAT HAVE VOTED AND COMMENTED ALREADY ! NUTTIN BUT LUV FOR YA ! XOXOXOOX

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Oh Dad! What I wouldn't give to have one more hug, to be told that everything will be ok, to hear you tell me once more, "I love you muchly". I knew life was going to be more difficult for me once you left us. I had no clue how difficult. I truly wish you could have taken me with you. You know the reasons for that, too! I Love You Muchly, I'm so thankful for the years that God gave you to me and I can't wait to see you again. Pamela

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ARIES MARCH 21 – APRIL 20 Nothing seems to ruffle you more than a lack of discipline, disloyalty and decorum. But Arians are also known to go into a rage very easily when challenged. Those of you who have been on the receiving end of the Aries temper know that if not calmed down they can even get violent. But one thing is certain if the opponent remains calm and does not react to their outburst, Arians cool down very fast. They are also the first to apologize, which makes them easier to forgive. TAURUS APRIL 21 – MAY 20 You are generally quiet and have control over your emotions. It is difficult to predict what will upset you, so when you do lose your cool, people don’t know how to react. Your temper is like that of a raging bull, and anyone trying to pacify you will be the first one to get a verbal bashing. You generally get upset when you are concerned or when people accuse you of doing something wrong. You also hate being reminded about mistakes you’ve made in the past. You

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So update from last blog. He's back to fucking his ex girlfriend. So i'm out. After the holidays i'm gone. I'm sticking around since it's too hard to do anything around the holidays. So i'm an idoit come to that conclusion. I'm done with the damn jerks, users, and cheaters. I'm sick of all his bullshit. Thinks he's the king shit. Sorry to tell ya. But he ain't shit to me. He keeps saying i know you love me. Know what i don't think i do. I'm just here. I feel nothing anymore. I sick of feeling sorry for myself. New Years resloution: start over fresh. Who needs all the bullshit. Going to forget the past and look towards the furture. That's all for now. Talk to ya all later. -Amanda

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Make A Rainbow
Make a Rainbow If your wourld looks gloomy and you're feeling grim and glum Make a rainbow for yourself,don't wait for one to come. Don't sit watching at the window for the clouds to part. There'll soon be a rainbow if you start one in your heart. Take some lovely thought out of a poem or a prayer Turn it over in your mind and let it linger there Keep out every memory that dims the light within, And hold on to the magic word that lets the brightness in. Work your own small miracle and make the dull days glow. Put some sunshine into life and let the glory show. Make a rainbow for yourself with colors brave and gay And underneath it's golden arch your cares will fade away. By Patience Strong

Attention Stay At Home Moms!
How would you like to stay at home with your kids and still earn a paycheck? It would be great huh? Well let me tell you, I am the mother of 2 beautiful children, a boy and a girl both under 2 years old, and I am making money while i stay at home and watch them grow up, and its wonderful! "How?" you ask. Check out my website to find out more information on how you can be doing the same thing! My website is www.dawnlidwell.simpleasabc.com/goland6/promo