So update from last blog. He's back to fucking his ex girlfriend. So i'm out. After the holidays i'm gone. I'm sticking around since it's too hard to do anything around the holidays. So i'm an idoit come to that conclusion. I'm done with the damn jerks, users, and cheaters. I'm sick of all his bullshit. Thinks he's the king shit. Sorry to tell ya. But he ain't shit to me. He keeps saying i know you love me. Know what i don't think i do. I'm just here. I feel nothing anymore. I sick of feeling sorry for myself. New Years resloution: start over fresh. Who needs all the bullshit. Going to forget the past and look towards the furture. That's all for now. Talk to ya all later.
-Amanda
