Zero Edge's blog: "just appreciate it"

This is the letter that the boy wrote to her girlfriend following after her crying. Dear (Her Name), I’m sorry that I made you cry today. The truth is that I never got to tell you completely what I was going to say for each question you asked me. I didn’t want to give you a hard time. As days go by each of those questions were the same questions I wanted to ask you. Although something tells me you would have all said “yes” To every question asked. Have I ever thought about you enough every night? No because I never thought anybody else besides you because you were my one and only. No one else. Did I always love hanging out with you? No because I’d prefer to stay with you as much as I can. If I could then I would enjoy every minute of it thinking it would last forever. In forever and a day there’ll always be a “you” on my side along with that time stopping every time we kiss and love to each other. Who else do you think besides me? I don’t know anyone in this world that could replace your heart beauty but I’m sure I could’ve told you that you were the star that was out there. As you fell down from the Deep Sky you I caught you. I caught you from that sky I cherished you like no one in this world. A fisherman might say that his catch of a beautiful pearl was quite like not the ordinary. Well then, let me tell you something. “Stars that fall from the sky and are caught right away before it loses it shimmer is better than a pearl from the Deep Ocean.” Did I ever enjoyed talking to you on the phone? Of course not because your voice sounds better when we’re face to face, that way I’d be able to see, feel, hold you then share my thoughts with you emotionally, physically, and mentally. I’d be your hotline for support to hold you close to my heart if you want to. Would I even be able to see you from a distance? Even hear you calling me? No because I prefer you standing right in front of me. I’d love to see that pristine visage of you touching mine. Even a whisper is better than a shout because can match up as to how soft our whispering voices can cross from each other. Are our kisses even worth it? Nope because I couldn’t see us cuddling each other too for I’d prefer that cuddle over that kiss for the cuddling could lead us beyond a kiss. A cuddle beyond the kiss gives us a good intention of how deep is our love as this bonding is growing closer and closer. Don’t feel disappointed because even a single “no”. I didn’t mean it was not going to happen or anything bad about it. Rather I was going to tell you there was something more that I wanted to tell you. With that I didn’t want you to walk away crying feeling hated. I wanted you to come closer to me and let me hold you close to where my heart is. Dry your tears and let me hold you where you will always hear my beating heart. Let not these feelings of despair break you away but instead let those thoughts about you fill you up as I love you more and more.