Ok...Im havin an off day and Im sorry to those Ive been a total bitch to directly or indirectly....Im dealin with some shit....I think too damn much for my own good and Im a depressed fool....everytime I think something is so close....its just that much further away....I have problems with motivation...when I wanna get something done and I think about the outcome I feel great inside...but then I start thinkin about how long it will take to get there...and how Im stuck in a catch 22 right now with no lisence or job at the moment......Im up to my head in medical bills and Its stressin me out....I guess I get stressed somewhat easily....Im an impatient asshole....and I hate time cause the clock is laughing in my fucking face!! So again Im sorry to anybody I fussed at...cussed out....said somethin about... offended or ranted at in general....I just feel like I am turnin into an ice cold hearted person lately...and Im just sick and tired of things in general....so plz forgive me for that!
