It happened again
There I stood helpless
As I watched her spiral out of control
From the sidelines I observed her
This fragile and delicate being as she always was
And I could not save her
I wanted desperately to reach her
And pull her out from the hole
That she’d keep digging herself in
But I couldn’t find her hand
So I just let her fall deeper and deeper
My cries of empathy are useless
She can’t hear me
And she refuses to let me in
In another moment of relapse
She screams and begs for closure
But gets nothing each and every time
I don’t know how much more of this she can handle
I’ve realized that she is the only one who can help herself
It is unfortunate that she has not discovered how to yet
It always kills me to see this pathetic thing
Relinquish all her strength and dignity
To the undeserving deity that she’s created in her mind
Poor girl
I watched without hope for the end
As she suffered right before my eyes
Well
it’s over for now
But I can only wait for the next time it occurs
In this miserable cycle that she cannot escape
