I'm so sorry that I haven't written in a while, i have been so busy with thanksgiving and now trying to get all my christmas stuff done.
So when I left off I was just starting business school and i had just met Dan. Dan was very sexy, tall blonde hair blue eyes and the sweetest talking guy you could ever meet. I could never figure out why he chose to be with me. I met him while I was working at a carvel ice cream store. the first 6 months of our relationship was wonderful, we hardly ever faught or argued, but then maybe again I was just so in love with the idea of being in love that I didn't see the warning signs.
then he moved into one of my parents apratments to be closer to me, and I ended up "unofficially" moving in too, meaning I wasn't there to help pay the bills, but I stayed there ever night and and cleaned up for him blah blah blah.
After we were dating for about a year and half, things started getting worse, to the point where I knew something was wrong and i started to get scared, like prior to this point now that i think back there were signs that i just didn't act on, like when he wanted sex and i wasn't in the mood, he would push and push until i finally gave in, when he would clean his shot gun, he would tell me it was because he wanted to make sure it would fire if I got out of hand, he would get jealous if I was "too nice" to the waiter or the check out boy.
So it was shortly after I graduated business school, I told him that I wanted to leave him and he got pissed and left, so I went to work and he came to my work and purposed to me with a ring and everything, so I gave into him and said yes (again the idea of being in love) well about 2 months later we moved into a bigger place. and about a week after we moved, he came home from work and was in a pissy mood. and I supposedly got in his way and pushed me to the ground hard. Well I got pissed and got up and slapped him across the face, and then he got this wild look in his eyes and hit me a couple of times in the face and tried choking me. I kicked him in the crotch and ran out. i ran to a neighbor and called my parents to come get me. My mom actually hard the nerve to ask what I did to him? thanks mom, I love you too.
