I don't ever want to say goodbye
But I know that what I live is a lie
I know what I feel for him
And I tell him every chance I get
Those feelings change I will never let
But I feel that what I feel
He does not feel back
So I feel the need to confront him
But courage I lack
The risk of losing him is scary
I can't eat or sleep
I'm weary
So now I don't know if his feelings for me are the same
I'm so dumb
stupid
and fucking lame
I feel ignorant
Ignorant as a little kid with their first stencil
crayons
and glue
So Pen and Paper
What the hell should I do?
I wish I could just set my mind free
See I told you
You already forgot me
Maybe my feelings are stupid
and I'm having a bad day
OR
Maybe my feelings are stupid
and I'm having a bad life
And maybe I should just end it with this sparkly knife
