Right now I've shed so many tears, for not knowing whats' life has in stored. At least I know I won't be bored!! The burden's of divorce will leave a mark with such a force. It's up to us to decided on what course we should take. Or something is going to break!!
I've shed so many tears for so many years. I shed tears for joy, pain, sorrow, and for even the rain. Today I shed a few more tears for not knowing whats going to happen tomorrow. I shed so many tears for fear of losing you! With yesterday and today being done and all those tears are now long gone. There's nobody to promise tomorrow, and all I have left is a burden of sorrow.
With the truth now known and the future is still yet to be told. I can't allow people see my tears, Nor can I let my children to see my fears. So I shed more tears for no hope insight, and all my dreams have taken flight. With the burdens of the past, prevents my current relationships to last. The sadness I feel makes it all seem so unreal.
I shed more tears today, because I can feel you pulling away! God knows how I want you to stay. Through the sadness and tears you chase away my fears! You turned my childrens fears into wonderful cheers. The look in your eyes, the smile on your face is such a sweet surprise. The warm embrace you place apon my face washes away the fears within. In time our pain will heal if only you would allow yourself to feel again!!
So tonight I shed many more tears wishing you would see what we share is so very real. How I wish you see the problems you have, you can share with me. So I ask you to please let me in, cause I don't think I can stand by and let you be all alone and miserable without me. That is how my life would end up, if you don't learn to wake and see exactly what it is you mean to me!!
