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Why Can't Lfe Be As Simple As It Was Back In The Day
Name 4 things in your purse/wallet: 1. Debit Card 2. Phone card 3. College ID Card 4. Quite a bit of cash Name 3 favorite fruits: 1. Cherry 2. Kiwi 3. Satsuma Three names you go by: 1. Jen Jen 2. Mary 3. Jeff (Old friend) Three things you are wearing right now 1. Black shirt 2. Jeans 3. Fluffy slippers The WHOS: Who was the last person to IM you? Dan What are you thinking about right now? How cold it is in this room Who did you last talk to on the phone? Daddy Whose birthday is next? My Uncle's The WHERES: Where is your phone? In the front room Where did you get the shirt you're wearing? Dotty P's Where is the last place you took a ride to? Lichfield The WHATS: What was the last thing you ate? Cucumber Sandwich last night What color pants are you wearing? Jeans What kind of cell phone do you have? Samsung SHD-500 What is the closest item near you that is blue? There is nothing blue near me Whats your fav.
Seduction: Whisper velvet with twisted lace A slender body a gorgeous face Lengthy legs walking with grace The look of seduction on her face Moon light dancing heating the place Stoking the fire with each touch the Flames grow higher with the lust The sins of the flesh upon the caress Joy over flowing the pulsating of the breasts Kisses of passion bodies intertwined Her heart is your body and mind Knowing what she wants at this given time Seducing you will be her nightly crime By Scott baker
Has It Come Down To This Now???
(That is, to send messages out via our default pictures???) Such as this to the IRS... :) Itz_All_Good@ CherryTAP
I am crazy Deep Inside of me there is something That makes me far from sine I slit my Wrist When i am in pain Deep inside My heart Slows It beat With just the sound Of your voice You peirce my soul and bleeds with just one glance of your face they say i should get over you but the truth is i love you as much as i hate it you came into my life like an angel then you left like the devil forever to kill me in my dreems oh but even now your still my angle this makes me crazy i guess to be inlove with a girl that hates me no matter what i am lost with out your hand to gide me throw life with the ups and downs your sweet sweet forever hounts my dreem So yeah I am bc sometimes you make me wanna die and sometime you make me fly hell its crazy that your not even my type of girl your a prep country girl and i am a band geek part goth and a lil bit county But I love you so much even still Plz Plz i am begging now its been 2 mouths and i am not over yo
Serving Each Other……
Serving each other…… Twisted thought of fantasies, the kink becoming reality when you serve at thy feet leather cuffs and black collars We adorn you with as W/we grow , The ropes and chains are a bond to each other ,our social classes, our titles to one another Rising to our limits. expanding our grasp with a word in the back of our minds Feeling the gratification with every lashing when we touch orbit and fly thru time For as we serve each other, our duties interchange for without you as the submissive or slave A Dom or Domme is not anything but a thought or a dream…
Opinion ... Worldly Mind
WHAT IS 'TRUE LOVE' ... I respectfully begin the discussion with these observations, opinions and thoughts ... Let's face it ... "Love" is a "Spiritual event' of the Brain second to none ...and... that's the anxiety producing aspect. "Love" is not logical, not physical, not of this world. Not OF the world, but it is IN this world ... IN this world because it (love) is in our Brains (our Minds) and our Minds are OF this world, IN this world ... WE are here! No wonder we grow anxious, nervous, excited, fearful, eager ... and our pulses race when love is in our eyes ... There is an endless fundamental conflct taking place and we are a party to it ... in the middle of it. There is this physical world, people killing each other with no end in sight ... and then, there is "peaceful, tender Love" inside of "us" what an unlikely combination! Is there a Spirit World ... or just a World, World with "Spirts" in it ...??? Poetically speaking, I see 'neurological activity' ...
Perhaps one of the most interesting words in the english language is the word "FUCK". It is one magical word, just by its sound, you can describe pain, please, hate and love. "FUCK", as most words in the english language, takes its name from the German word, "FRIKEN" which means to strike. In language, "FUCK" falls into many grammatical categories. It can be used as a verb, both transitive, "JOHN FUCKS MARY", and ntransitive, "MARY WAS FUCKED BY JOHN", and as a noun, "MARY IS A FINE FUCK". It can be used as an adjective, "MARY IS FUCKING BEAUTIFUL". As you can see, there are no words with the versatility of the word "FUCK". Besides the sexual meaning, there are also the following uses: Fraud....... ......... . I got FUCKED at the used car lot. Ignorance... ......... . How the FUCK do I know? Trouble..... ......... . I'm really FUCKED now! Aggression.. ......... . FUCK YOU! Difficulty.. ......... . I can't understand this FUCKING mess. Displeasure. ......... . What the FUCK
Just letting everyone know I am alive and well. Been out of touch for a while, and not much time now, but all is still well. I do hope everything is going great for all of you back home!
Can You Smell What The Rock Is Cooking?
so......... im.. i guess.. drunk? i dunno its been so long, i froget... haha i said frog! haha im a dork.. gotta love me tho right? everyone nod your head with me! so today was fucking awesome, well technically it was yesterday.. first it started off with me waking up at 8am! omg mark your calendars! haha , i went to bed at 11pm tho, so that was a shocker right there.. neways.. waking up at 8 to my son still up, playing gta on the puter! he's a freak like that! so when i woke up, he came to bed.. but i went n took a nap with him shortly cause my head was hurting.. i cuddled up right next to him too.. awwww it was so cute! i love him so much! awww shit, tears are starting to fall.. haha ive been an emotional wreck lately.. i think its all the stress of skool and someone who's heavy on my heart.. i lied to my Mommy today about why i might not be home for my birthday this yr.. shush Sher, I know im bad .. but I had to, you know how she worries about me... so today rocked! I finally m
In Suport Of Bettie
I dont care what anybody says about you, or what has gone off on here, But I look at your heart and to me you are and always will be my friend. to me your beautiful person luv ya hun ps I love your roush.
Breaking away was so hard to do Under the Influence of fear Lurking in the dark. Down goes the fear as you rise above it, I will not leave you. Never stirring, never leaving, Grounded am I to you.
I Believe
---No more sadness I wanna be the one to make you happy I wanna be the one to give you hope But in these days of conscious living We've got to take it slow You can't be sure of who you've never met You just don't know what you might get Cause in these crazy times we're living Love can turn into regret But you, could be the one to change my point of view It's all up to you... Give you love without the pain Show you light beyond the rain Gonna make you happy Gonna make you happy now There'll be days when things go wrong I'll be there to make you strong I wanna find a place where dreams can happen I wanna find a love who'll take me there And in your eyes I see a vision That makes me want to care And if two people both agree That only love can set them free Then together let us make a world Of which others only dream And you can be the one to make it all come true So what you gonna do Some days the sun don't wanna shine And I'll be yours and you'll be mine Gonn
January 28, 2007: Vip
The act of riding in the back seat of a car when the front passenger seat is available. Tommy: "Do you want to sit up front?" Tony C: "No, it's cool. I'm gonna ride VIP."
Today I heard steele in your voice. I felt it in the air. Today Steele ran through my veins and threatened to harden me. Today I noticed that the rose you gave to me was not the only rose in the world. I saw that there are more, and that what we have is not the only gardener that grows them. Today I needed you, and you were not there. Today I noticed that it is my fault. Today I saw that sleep brings not rest, but sorrow. Today, I will not only remember the steel I heard and saw. I will feel it.
How You May Reach Me
feel free to add me to your friends list & i will do thy same. If you wanna reach me elsewhere you can hit me up at JuggaloThuggalo@Yahoo.Com
Ice Box Lyrics
Ice Box lyrics by Omarion Fussin' and fightin', we back at it again I know that, its my fault, but you don't understand (no) I got memories, this is crazy You ain't nothing like the girl I used to know Good with ma, good with pa, cool with all my niggas I should try to decide, wanna let u in, but no That means memories, and its crazy You ain't nothing like the girl I used to know [Bridge] Girl I really wanna work this out, cause I'm tired of fightin' And I really hope you still want me the way I want you I said I really wanna work this out, damn girl I'm tryin' Its no excuse, no excuse But I got this [Chorus 2x] I got this icebox where my heart used to be (but I got this) I got this icebox where my heart used to be (said I got this) I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold Why cant I get it right, just cant let it go I opened up, she let me down, I wont feel that no more I got memories, this is crazy She
Umm Yeah Yahoo
For those of you that I actually know. I posted a yahoo gallery and will add your yahoo im for viewing.. I hope to have most of it done soon.. that is all peace
Tattoo Parlor
As I was getting ready to close for the day a beautiful tall Blonde walked in and asked if I had time to give her a tat.Thinking about it for awhile really wanting to go home but not wanting to give up the chance for some new bussiness I said sure.I asked what kind she wanted and where she wanted it done at,after thinking it over she said she wanted a butterfly done right above her panty line if it was ok.I said it was fine but she would have to either drop her pants or take them off so I dont mess up the tat from leaning on her belt,she smiled and said ok and took them off,I put them on a chair for her and told her to take a seat and i will get my things ready.She sat quitely for a while then said her name was Amber and she was glad to meet me I told her my name was Justin and I was glad she came in I was looking for new people.As I started to get myself ready she said she should probably go and come back someother time and i ask why? She said she didnt think she would have enough to
Do You Believe In Divine Intervention?
This guy was VERY LUCKY to be alive..Look Close at this Picture..Then Below.. Here's what he missed going over...
If I.......
There she goes walking by again. Everyday I see her. There is so much I wanna say. I am just nervous. I don't think she has even noticed me. Everyday I say I will speak, But everyday i lose the courage. It has been 2 months, Since the first day I saw her. I'm still scared to talk to her. I lock myself in my apartment, Building up the courage to speak to her. 2 days and 2 nights, I rehearse what i want to say to her. I return to the spot where I first seen her, She doesn't walk by. The next day I returned, She still does not show. Everyday for the past week, I returned just to hope i could see her. Still no luck. It has been 2 weeks, Still no joy. A month has passed, Still nothing. I decided to give up and move on, One day as i walked past the local news stand, I seen her picture in the local paper. Head line reads missing girl found, Rape and murdered. I buy the paper and returns home. I sit down and reads the article, About the girl i never got the chan
Which Level Are You Going To?
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!Here is how you matched up against all the levels:LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)Very LowLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Very LowLevel 2 (Lustful)ExtremeLevel 3 (Gluttonous)Very HighLevel 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)Very HighLevel 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)ExtremeLevel 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Extreme
Valentines Letter
Dear Cupid,This year, I've had my ups and downs in the love department. and I hooked up at a huge party then walked in and joined in.I pulled down ’s underwear in front of everyone - to mass applause. showed me their superfluous third nipple then started gesturing at it.So as you can see it's been a hectic year. Can you please make hook up with me this Valentine's day?Sincerely,CUTE SEXY AUSSIETake this Quiz at or, take the 'clean' version at )
Military Joke
A U.S. Marine squad was marching north of Falujah when they came upon an Iraqi terrorist, badly injured and unconscious. On the opposite side of the road was an American Marine in a similar but less serious state. The Marine was conscious and alert and as first aid was given to both men, the squad leader asked the injured Marine what had happened. The Marine reported, "I was heavily armed and moving north along the highway here, and coming south was a heavily armed insurgent. We saw each other and both took cover in the ditches along the road. "I yelled to him that Saddam Hussein is a miserable, lowlife scumbag, and he yelled back that Senator Ted Kennedy is a good-for-nothing, fat, left wing liberal drunk. So I said that Osama Bin Ladin dresses and acts like a frigid, mean spirited lesbian!" He retaliated by yelling, "Oh yeah? Well, so does Mrs. Clinton!" "And, there we were, in the middle of the road, shaking hands, w
I Found You
Yeah... Love found me then I found You I woke up from my bed about 7 AM It was Saturday but I couldn't sleep in I was up all night So many things on my mind Learned a lesson 'bout love Learned a lot about life Didn't think I was ready But you came my way My first instinct was to run away Never believed about love at first sight When I took a second Look I was frozen in time No one told me love could sneak Right up on you Take over you like an arrow Going through I wasn't ready Cupid hit me Way to soon Love found me then I found you All I know is that you took me By surprise Couldn't get away 'cause you Caught my eye I got you so I know I didn't lose Love found me then I found you See I was think 'bout what I like Cause when it clicks right before my eyes We could be together For the rest of our lives Turn a magic time to an endless night Love won't ever let us be alone again Cause love came down heaven sent To let you slip on by Just
Salems Exicution Attempts
The world watched in horror As this marks the day that america's most notorious outlaw clown Was attempted to be executed for his crimes Together the states of michigan and california and ohio conducted the executions behind prison walls The prisoner was set to be executed by 3 separate methods Electric chair, hanging, and firing squad Midnight tonight will mark the first executions attempt and had failed miserably that ended in laughter and popping balloons the second,was no success either being so that the clowns balloons had kept him afloat and the third was a failure as the bullets where dodged by the clown moonwalking like michale jackson and doing the worm. these are some of the clowns last words my last request is Let my homies smoke my ashes and catch a salem lacroix buzz One more thing before you hit that switch Please tell them that i'm sorry, i never (switch was flipped) another attempt was hanging and before the attempt we herd this spoke
Help Me With Music
Hello everyone! On our computer, we've got 3.2 days worth of music. Since I am a music freak, I want more. My goal is 4 days worth. So, if you could, please tell me your favorite song, and the artist. (also accepting one-hit-wonders) Also, any complete soundtracks (that rock), any genre... [country, rock, opera, pop, reggae, jazz, funk, anything...] Thanks!
I Close My Eyes
I close my eyes as you kiss me i leave them closed because i never want to open them and see anything but love i close my eyes when your speaking because when there closed i see the words you are saying as they are secretes between you and me I close my eyes when you hold me i leave them closed because when you hold me tight enough i can feel every thought you think of I close my eyes when i see you but right after i do my eyes automaticly open to see the beauty within you I close my eyes when im all alone just thinking to myself where would i be without you and what would i do id be missing you as i still love you even though your gone
Never In A Million Years
Never in a Million Years Oh, if I could touch you, It'd be a once in a lifetime dream come true, And oh, if I could have you, just one night, just one time, But I know I'll never get the chance, I'll never get a second glance, Never in a million years, Never in a thousand tears, If I could ever hold you, I'd never let go, Never in a million years. How I need you, If you could only see inside my heart, And oh, to be near you, close enough, to reach and touch, well I've thought it over in my mind, If I could walk across the bridge of time, Never in a million years, Never in a thousand tears, If I could ever hold you I'd never let go, Never in a million years. But I know, I'll never, never, never get the chance, I'll never get a second glance, Never, in a million years, never in a thousand tears,
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I'm This Guy
I'm the guy who will text you every single morning and tell you good morning and every single night to tell you sweet dreams. I'm the guy who will hold you when you're crying and wipe away your tears. I'm the guy who still thinks you're beautiful with no makeup on wearing sweats and a sports t-shirt. I'm the guy who WONT pressure you to do things you DONT want to. I'm the guy who kisses you on the forehead, the eyelid, and anywhere it hurts. I'm the guy who doesn't kiss and tell. I'm the guy who actually listens to you when you talk. I'm the guy who's excited ALL day because im looking forward to our date that night. I'm the guy who is content to just be able to hold you and wants nothing more. I'm the guy who can't help but smile when you walk into the room. I'm the guy who melts everytime you stare at him beneath loose strands of hair. I'm the guy who's perfectly content with staying in and watching movies and cuddling. I'm the guy who won't lie to
Well..I am currently in the Army and cannot wait to come home, I have been away for so long, I am normally a outgoing highly active person. I like clubs and shit like that Parties espically , But when I go home it is normally Drama out the ass.I cannot stand it, Between people acting, like they are friends and then stabbing you in the back. Its awesome like really FUCK YOU. I am in honduras and Love the military Basically I am just trying to find a women to share this expierence, rather than bash me for it, I like to vent my emotions through a blog rather than bitch to someone, Cause I think a computer listens better, Well I am donr for now!!
I wanna know why it is so hard to let go of the death of my best friend and why my heart and my mind will not except the fact that he is gone. It os 2:30 am on 1/28 and well i can't sleep so I am sitting here crying my eyes out with no one to talk to and feeling no one cares, 2 days away from the sixth month aniversay of his death and it doesn't seem that he has been gone that long. I thought the more months that went by the easier it was suppose to get and well all I can see is that it is gettin harder. I feel like I am never going get over this and that I need to be in the ground with him to make this easier on me, but I know that is not what is best for my son I try to but this in that back of my mind and go on but it sooooohard and I just want it to get easier and I can't get there. I wanna know why I am scared to move on with my life. I wanna know why I feel like I am gonna fuck up a wet dream w/instructions; thanks Eric for the new saying;but so can most men, as you see I said
Paul Christopher Lopez
On December 14, 2006 my son's 'brother' took his own life. He was 22. From the day I met this kid I knew he was bound to be one of my 'kids'. He was bright, intelligent, funny, kind, caring, but he was also scared, lonely, desperate for love, understanding and acceptance. I have been told that he has always been this way but more so when he came back from the Marine's. Something happened to him when he was a Marine that he would never talk about. All I knew was whatever happened made him hate himself and self destructive. His parents were in their own world having just gotten divorced. And his brother and sisters were off living their own lives. He was the baby. And he was left out. I do not think any of them meant to hurt him but neither do I think they knew they did. We tried to be there for him. My husband, son and I. As well as all of his friends. But the people he needed most no longer knew him or understood him. It made him lonely. No matter how much we loved him
Why Oh Why?
Why am i always depressed? Why don't anyone believe me unless i have video evidence? Why do women think all men are alike? Why can't i get a break in life? Why does everyone continue to walk all over me? Why can't i get the nerve to walk on others? Why do we give our ex's another chance? Why do i care more for others than they do for me? Why should i stay here? Why do i want more out of life? Why do i feel so alone? Why am i alone? Why is all my luck bad? Why does every car i own breakdown even though i maintain them? Why do i have hand tremors? Why can't i get anything right? Why should i continue to try? Why do i want to cry? Why do i want to die? Why oh Why?
The Brickwall In My Mind
Emotional brick wall What it feels like to be erationally wound up over nothing. I talk! I shout! I scream! I yell! Respond to me! Respond for us! Respond just once! Just go to hell! You keep things quiet! You hold your tongue! You bite your lip! Just go to hell! Just one word! Just a nod! Just look at me! Just go to hell! I'll walk away! I'll throw my fist! I'll slam the door! Just go to hell! I may return! You will be there? We start again! ... ... Just go to hell! © Teoma 07
Like A Wild Ravenous Wolf
Like a wild wolf ravenous for raw flesh. Bone rending satisfaction as mouths filled with razors leave jagged trails of excrutiating erotic agony. The hunger insatiable, voracious, unappeased. Tricklings lapped lovingly from my lips. The taste lingering reminiscing of feasts yet to come. Prey unhunted, delicacy not yet palleteable. Your luscious ambrosial nape nuzzled notoriously by my life leeching lips.
Sexy Breezy
Y= Yes / N = No Fill this in for me and repost for others to answer for Y0U :) Would/will you? [_] come to my house to do nothing at all but chill? [_] fight me? [_] fuck me? [_] kiss me? [_] let me kiss you? [_]watch a movie with me? [_] go out to dinner with me? [_] let me drive you somewhere? [_] take a shower with me? [_] drink with me? [_] take me home for the night? [_] let me sleep in your bed? [_] Sing car karaoke w/ me? [_] re-post this for me to answer your questions? [_] hold my hand? [_] let me make you breakfast? [_] help me with homework? [_] tickle me? [_] let me tickle you? [_] instant message me? [_] greet me in public? [_] hang out with me? [_] bring me around your friends? [_] be down with me no matter what? D0 Y0U... [_] think im cute? [_] think im serious? [_] think im a good person? [_] think im conceided? [_] want to kiss me? [_] want to cuddle with me?
K. G. B. Guitars Endorsement Requirements
K. G. B. Guitars Endorsement K. G. B. Guitars Endorsement Review Requirements We have a number of endorsement options for a variety of players. For endorsement consideration, please send a complete profile packet as suggested including not just some but ALL of the following information. NOTE: IF YOU DO NOT HAVE ALL OF THE REQUIRED INFORMATION, THEN PLEASE WAIT UNTIL YOU DO HAVE ALL THE INFORMATION COMPILED TOGETHER BEFORE SUBMITTING IT TO K.G.B. Guitars FOR CONSIDERATION OF ENDORSEMENT. INCOMPLETE SUBMISSIONS WILL NOT BE CONSIDERED. Artist/Band Info & Requirements Artist or Band's latest CD Previous discography DVD (if available) Artist/Band promo photo (preferably agency style glossy) Artist/Band website URL Address List of guitars used & equipment list of artist requesting K.G.B. Guitars endorsement Brief Synopsis - Written explaining why the artist feels K.G.B. Guitars is a good fit for them Please explain any special instrument specification requirements they ma
Crazy Week
Wow been a crazy week. I had all week off work to move. i didnt realize I had so much stuff saved. definately need to throw some stuff out. I dont plan on doing this for another good 15 yrs or so lol. On top of that my youngest amanda got in some trouble for fighting. Must be from her mom lol. So I had to be the one to disciplin her. Im a softie so just cut out he playstation for a week. I was going o cut out the computer but sheknows how to do more things on it then I do so might need he to help with it. She got the cam working earlier and played a bit on it. My ex is being a pain butnthing new there. Well about it for now.
Farewell My Love
A few words to pass the time, thrown at the page as my mind wanders away. I dream while im awake. My sleep is one black hole. Time passes me so slowly. It pulls me by the hair. The roots are at my soul. Release me from time and space. And I'll hold you all day long. Life is cruel, my heart slows down. Time slows more, I have to sleep. Forever in dreams, gazing at you. I close my eyes, yours awake. So far from you, my heart beats once. One long beat forever heard. My mind has dread for the time thats left. I cannot live so far away. Ill stop this heart and feel no more. In the next life, we hold for real..
The idea of Luis Cipher exists as you know it by my profile....."Luis Cipher" in reality it does not exist; it is an abstraction for Lucipher.....ergo, there is no real me....only the abstraction that you entity that you perceive, something illusory.....and though I can hide my cold gaze & you can shake my hand and feel my flesh grasping yours....and maybe you can sense that our lifestyles are probably comparable......I am really not there....except that part of your mind that allows me to exist.....don't YOU think?????
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It's Starting To Get Boring
Hi all, To my friends, family, fans: Sorry I haven't been around much lately, but my line of work takes me out of town quite often. More importantly though, I guess I'm starting to lose interest. Not in my friends by any means! This site has some issues though, if I'm a young woman stripping off my clothes, I'll have so many points in a few days I'll be posting pic's "lickity split". It seems though, I have to run around, leave comments, on 1000's of pic's for two months just for the priveledge of uploading "10" more pic's!!! Something wrong with this situation, why do I have to spend 5 hr.'s a night for 4 weeks posting comments just to have the permission to upload 10 more pic's? I'm not young, pretty or I guess if I wanna post pic's I have to go elsewhere...I'll try to keep in touch with my fav's, but I believe Cherry needs to rethink things or else guys like me that want to post, will be outta here! I know a lot of guys just wanna check out the nudies and they cou
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The Janitor And The Student
It was Friday and school had just let out for the weekend.I tell my friends I will catch up with them later I had to stop and put my thing back in my locker.As I was leaving I realized I was the only one left in the school,thinking to myself I hope the doors arent locked.As I made my way to the doors I saw that they were locked.I went looking for Janitor Mike,he was cute and always so nice to me.I found him alone in the office,hi Carrie what are you still doing here everyone else has left.I told him I had to put my things back in my locker and if he could let me out.He smiled a little and said he would let me out on one condition, alittle scared I asked him what it was,he smiled again and said he wanted a kiss.Secretly finding him cute I didnt refuse,he kissed me hard on the lips and all of a sudden started to let his hands rome all over my breast and he grabed my ass kissing me deeper.I pulled away saying I thought you just wanted a kiss you didnt say anything about touching my breast
Purple Hair
Well like a dumb ass I decided to color my own hair today. The box said "Carmel Kiss" but did my hair turn out that color? Nooooooooo!!! Well I guess part of it did. Where I had highlights is now purple, light purple to be exact. My hair dresser is going to kill me.
Your Friendship Is The Sky Above My Home
Your friendship is the sky above my home, The crystal air I breathe, through which I see. I can't believe how much you mean to me. Without you with me, time would turn to stone. I don't know why I need you so, or how I know so absolutely I'll be there In times your wounded heart can hardly bear. I only know this truth is with me now. Why is it in our lives that we need friends To be awake and fully what we are? Alone we dream but never cross the bar; With you I share a grace that never ends. Written By: Born N Raised
Weird Weekend
Ever have one of those days where everone around you is pissed off or upset and everything you do to help makes it worse?
No Place For You To Hide.
Hypocrisy is the way of aristocracy. Their curtain of lies no longer hides the horrid faces of those thought to be righteous and wise. Miss use of higher intellect to self serve the select few of their needs brings upon it a sentence of disrespect their disembodied souls broken and shattered, pounded to dust in the wake of their deeds, burnt and black their essence still steering in the breeze. Be it now or at the end of you’re time, if you’ve only lived for yourself the sorrow of others you will bleed.
Can We Say Sore!
Well I got my new B-day present today... HAHA both nipples pierced! OUCH!!! I thought it hurt worse the first time.. But Noooooo He made sure it hurt twice as bad this time around... Now If I take'em out again I will never get them pierced again! anywayz I am done blabbering... Misty
Ask Me Out
Ask ME OUt post this saying "Ask Me Out" Even if you are single or not. Whoever wants to go out with you will message you saying "I would go out with you" Repost this in 90 sec you will be surprised who replys 2 you. even if u have a boyfriend or girlfriend PS. must do even if your taken.
Don't Speak
Don't Speak by MsIndustry © Penny was feeling a bit down – she'd broken up with her boyfriend, Jamie, two weeks ago. He'd been receiving explicit photos from other women via his phone. Penny was hurt, she'd loved Jamie, and didn't understand what the matter was – why did Jamie need other women? So she was down, sitting in her flat, reading a book, trying to keep her mind off Jamie. Getting absorbed in her book, Penny was startled to hear a knock on her door. When she answered it, there was Jamie... who pushed his way into the flat, backing Penny against the wall and kissing her. Penny was a bit startled, but she'd wished that Jamie would come back so they could talk it through... but this wasn't talking. She tried to push him away, but at 6'2, Jamie was considerably stronger than Penny with her cuddly build. Meanwhile, Jamie's hand were seeking her wrists. When he had both wrists, he pinned her hands together, then shut the door of the flat. Still kissing her hard, with
Depressed Yet Again, For A New Reason.
Ok well I feel like one of my friends doesnt even care to talk to me anymore or anything. It is really bothering me, I mean things were all ok till something happend a few weeks ago that got me upset and now its just worse and yeah. I guess its time to just forget about it and maybe not be friends with him so he can be happy. K sorry, just needed to rant. ~Ash~ PS. Hahah there is something else! i noticed i had 2 crushes, and now i dont have any. haha wow this is amazing. I mean they arnt a big deal but umm...well one of them was lets just say and i think i know why he deleted that. Thanks alot.
For Fucks Sake... Im Not The Photographer Not The Chick
> hi > my name ****** > i m new here > i love chat with sexy girls and ladys > i see u > u look so beautiful and sexy > can i add u my list? see this blog for more info I even have a comment on my picture that I'm not the chick and a comment on my profile... how much more fucking CLEAR do I have to be... I'm here to show off my work... not cybersex... grah!...
Love Poem
10. I admire your strength, I admire your spunk but the thing I like best, is getting you drunk. 9. Our love will never become cold and hollow Unless, one day, you refuse to swallow. 8. I bought this Valentine's card at the store In hopes that, later, you'd love me more. 7. This feels so good, it feels so right I just wish it wasn't £250 a night. 6. You're a woman of style, you're a woman of class especially when I'm spanking, your big-round-fat ass. 5. Before I met you, my heart was so famished But now I'm fulfilled. . . SO MAKE ME A SANDWICH!!! 4. Through all the things that came to pass Our love has grown. . . but so's your ass. 3. You're a honey. . . and you're a cutie I just wished you had J-Lo's "booty." 2. I don't wanna be sappy or silly or corny So, right to the point, let's do it, I'm horny! 1. If you think that hickey looks like a blister You should check out the one that I gave to your sister!
Remembering The Challenger Crew Of 1986...
remembering the challenger crew of 1986... Body: I saw it with my own eyes...I was in 6th grade,I think.. it was on the tv..I looked out side..and noticed it in flames... after 73 seconds... 7 innocent lives ..gone.. it was about 11:40 am... it's a memory that haunts me...and when the day come along again.. its like groundhog day..and I live it over again in my mind... not a normal day in the life of a 11 year old... 21 years ago... today... that day is here again.. for more info on what happen ,check out and when your outside today...look up and remember,there is something out there,,,and they take us ,right out of the sky... THE FINAL FRONTIER... DJK
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Back To Reality
I live in a world where you dont exist, a world where you're just a figment of my imagination. I live in a place where I can wear stripes and stars, and not be afraid to walk down the street. I live in a place where I can smile at my neighbor without someone thinking Im in the wrong. I live in shades, in colors. Where ever I want to live. A place without you. Without the bombs without the guns without the pain without the bleeding and the screams. I live in my own world, where you dont exist. You cant hurt me here. You cant cut me, beat me, bleed me. You cant touch me here. I live in a world you could only imagine. I live in a world of freedom. You don't belong here. But I didnt think...this world would end, as soon as I woke up. Back to the bombs back to the guns back to the pain back to the bleeding and the screams. Back to reality. -UnTouched Sanity -Loyal
T Sc Gang Bill: New Invasion On Our Civil Liberties
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I Promise
I tried to write u a letter only to help my words flow better See in person my speech becomes impaired My actions don't deminstrate how much i care This pen becomes my lifeline Like fine wine Our relationships gets better and better with time Your beauty matches your heart And for that reason alone I thought several times i was dying because my heart stops But I now know that it was my soul pausing everything in me so it could hear u U make me feel good Because of how i feel i lose my words So now i write And my mind reads to make sure those are my thoughts My soul reveals my feelings And my flesh waits for your eyes See I love u That writing this my whole body cries You are wonderful! You are beautiful! You are perfect! You are more than I could ever dream! You are my connection to the truth You are love You are loved by me I cherish u completely I love you before u ever ask I am greatful for u I a
What Is Your Favorite Toy?
They come in all shapes and sizes and colors. They wiggle and shake. So share your thoughts. What does it for you? CHERA
Pondering Does 'the drunk one' drink, because he's 'the drunk one' or is he 'the drunk one' because he drinks. This is a very interesting phyilosophical question. Just like what came first the chicken or the egg. I do know this much. When he was known as Drunk J it was, because he was always drunk. That was years ago though and alot has changed since then. Many have their own theories. Even 'the drunk one' has his own. Yet no one not even himself knows the correct answer. Most believe that he's 'the drunk one', because he drinks. Yet some days he thinks he's drinking to keep up with his name. The only thing that is for certain is 'the drunk one' can really put them down. It takes alot to knock his ass out. Usually over a case and a long day of drinking. He has been known to open a bar now and then. Yet more often than not he will close one. In Closing Does 'the drunk one' drink because he's the 'the drunk one' or is he 'the drunk one' because he drinks. Who kn
For The Kid In You...
What's next, "Weedies"?
3 words to say right now...depression is awakening.
To Furey, My Wonderful Fiance!!!
LOVE Love is something I can't explain, It's soft, gentle, and causes no pain. It makes your heart skip a beat, It makes you feel so complete. Love is something words can't express, It's an emotion that rises above the rest. It leaves you always wanting more, It stays with you down to the core. Love is something I found with you, Trust and honesty are part of it too. I love you so much, I won't let you go, How I feel about you, I want you to know. Love is something special we share, It's tenderness, sincerity, and care. Living my life with you so near, I'll love you forever My Dear! By: Angela
Should 'the Drunk One' Stop Drinking?
Should 'the drunk one' Stop Drinking? People have been telling me lately that I should stop drinking. Thereore I have been pondering over wether or not I should stop. Top Ten Reasons to Stop 1. The hangovers. Inever get hangovers so this doesn't apply to me. 2. Legally forced too. Doesn't apply to me. 3. Mean when you drink. Not me I am very loveable and funny when I drink. 4. Medical Reason. I'm in tip top shape. 5. Keep waking up next to the coyote ugly. Never happened to me I never get that drunk. 6. Keep loosing your car. I always walk to the bar or drink at home, so I always know where it is. 7. Always over sleeping. I actually get up earlier if I've been drinking. 8. Really high bar tab. I get alot of my drinks for free. 9. The bar tender gets you your drink before you even sit down. That's a problem, huh I thought it was a good thing. 10. If you don't drink for a day the bar loses money. I don't think that has ever happ
An Honest Opinion Of Women's Ideas.
Ladies, please help me out here, in you opinion; What in general is it that most attracts you to a man? What is the main thing you look for in a man? Is age a number or a criteria? Are women more apt to be attracted to a man who treats them badly rather than a man who puts her first? P.S. I love it here at Cherry Tap, thank you Eurasian Candle for turning me on to it and thank you ladies for accepting me as your friend here. Terry
A--Accept. Accept others for who they are and for the choices they've made even if you have difficulty understanding their beliefs, motives, or actions. B--Break Away. Break away from everything that stands in the way of what you hope to accomplish with your life. C--Create. Create a family of friends whom you can share your hopes, dreams, sorrows, and happiness with. D--Decide. Decide that you'll be successful and happy come what may, and good things will find you. The roadblocks are only minor obstacles along the way. E--Explore. Explore and experiment. The world has much to offer, and you have much to give. And every time you try something new, you'll learn more about yourself. F--Forgive. Forgive and forget. Grudges only weigh you down and inspire unhappiness and grief. Soar above it, and remember that everyone makes mistakes. G--Grow. Leave the childhood monsters behind. They can no longer hurt you or stand in your way. H--Hope. Hope for the best an
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The Drunk One Version 200.7
The drunk one version 200.7 The drunk one version 200.7 an upgrade for 200.6 is being released this winter. Previews are availale now at your local drinking establishments. Version 200.7 is being released to the entire population where as 200.6 and older where only given to a select few for access. Features of 200.7 200.7 can be used for IMing and is availabe for the bing three platforms AIM, Windows Messenger, and Yahoo. It can even be used on Myspace chat. Emailing is easy with 200.7 there are many addresses to chose from. Great for networking, meeting someone new, finding out useless information, and finding directions. Has alot to offer lightwieght and portable, so it can be taken anywhere. Your local tavern, the movies, the mall, local festivals, and even family gatherings. 200.7 is user friendly anyone no matter how old or young can use it. Yet it is geared for the 18 to 28 age bracket. Parents often approve of 200.7 yet it is fun enough that you won't mind. 2
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A Special Gift
For those of you who don't know I lost my oldest son Chris in a trailer fire in nov. He was in TN going to college... I live in IN, but he was back and forth the last few monthes of his life so I got to see him many times then... anyway, his girlfriend of 4 years got to go to the trailer resently, amoung the very few thing that weren't damaged by the fire or the smoke or the water was the bible I gave him years ago, and she brought it back to me...
Drunk Or Alcohlic?
DRUNK OR ALCOHLIC? The drunk one gets asked this question alot and always answer drunk! Here is a simple test to figure out what you are. 1. Have you ever opened up a bar? 2. Have you ever closed a bar? 3. Have you ever drank in a bar after last call? 4. Have you ever had a beer for breakfast? 5. Have you ever had a minor? 6. Have you ever had a DUI/DWI? 7. Have you ever been charged with open bottle? 8. Do you drive drunk? 9. Have you ever woke up next to someone you didn't know and didn't know happened? 10. Do you go to AA meetings? The drunk one's Answers 1-4 are yes. The longest I've drank in a bar past close is 5:30 AM. 5 is, no but most of my friends have. 6 is no. 7 is yes, but it was my friends and I was driving so I got the ticket. 8 is no I live next to the bar, so I walk. 9 is never, but I wish. 10 is no. Your Answers If you answered yes to at least two of 1-4. You might be a drunk less than that you're a
Girl On Girl Cop And Drunk Driver
Melody and her friend Sarah were having a few drink at the local bar when Meldoy told Sarah that she has always wanted pulled over by a female cop who was hot and would do her dirty without giving her a ticket.Sarah said that was a crazy idea and it would never happen,after a few more drinks Sarah told Melody she would see her tomorrow and headed out,Melody sayed and had a few more before heading out herself.As she got to her car she didnt she the police car setting down the road waiting to bust any drunk drivers leaving the bar.Melody drove slowly not paying attention to the cop car as she drove past it.Stacy the police offiver on duty has been waiting all night to finally pull someone over and as she turned on the lights Melody pulled to the side of the road worried she was speeding or something,she watched as the officer walked to her window noticing it was a very attractive looking female she hurried and fixed her hair hopeing that this would be chance to make a fantasy reality. St
Wtf Did I Do To Life
Ok wtf did i do to life to have life start dumping on me?I mean in the past six months all hell has broken lose with my body first the nerve damage caused by the dieabetis,then my blood sugar goes nuts and now i find out i have a medeium sized abnormalty on my liver Im not sure how much more of this i can take before i snap the only thing keeping me going right now is support of my wife and close friends if not for them i dont know what i would do!
Lizard Birthing!
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Ok Folks I Am Leaving Today...
Just Some Of My Thoughts
The word of contemplation this week is Vanity. Vanity is a common trait of human nature. I believe we all have this from one degree to another. I think that vanity distorts perception. Perception depicts individual reality. Individual reality is the focused center from which our vision pears out at the world and from which we judge ourselves and ultimately from this our actions are born. But do we receive back an accurate reflection of our individual selves, and as such can we really know how the world both sees and knows us from it’s own personal experience? And more importantly does that reality, being the only true reality match our own experience of who and what we think we are? I think that maybe the only way to truly know ourselves is to live detached, or removed from this part of human nature, or in a sense surgically remove our vanity by way of using the personal objectivity of those outside of our own circles as a tool in witch to sever that part of ourselves that will and do
The Single Parent
The Single Parent Yes 'the drunk one' is a single parent. I have a 4year old son. I have been a single father for awhile now. Let me tell you being a single parent is no easy task. Yet it has it's rewards. I'm not complaining at all I enjoy it. I really have respect for all the single mothers out there, who are doing it all on their own with no help from anyone and no government aide. Being a Single Parent Being a single parent is no easy task. Even the simplest things can be difficult. Such as going to the store for a gallon of milk. First you have to get your child ready which can be a real pain. You have to find their shoes, which always seem to be lost when you are in a hurry and they can never remember where they left them. Plus you need to make sure their clothes are clean and they will be until you turn your back. Then it's straight for the mud puddle. You have to fight to get them in the car and out of the car. When you're in the store you have
Angels From The Heavens
ON ANGELS WINGS Lets fly into the heavens, And search the world together, For that special place, Of peace and goodwill. Let us travel the world over, Spread the goodwill, Build better relationships, For all of mankind. Spreading of the angels wings, Causes a gentle breeze, Passing it on to humanity, The winds of hope. On angels wings, Our dreams are fulfilled, The hopes become realities, For disappointments fade. A vision of sincerity, The knowledge for kindness, Symbols of hope, Everything becomes so directed. On Angels Wings, Our futures look bright, Love is abound, A world at peace. by keith d L MARCH 30 2006 copyrighted
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First Blog
Hey, everyone else is doing it, so I oughta do this a little too. I'll obviously be covering news from my garden but also-- my Greyhounds, my family, and living in Kahleefourniya (California for those of you not initiated into the Schwartzenegger way of speaking) The good news about the recent cold snap is that my citrus appears to have survived!!! That's quite an achievement, as somewhere between 70-85 percent of the statewide trees are toast. I am also relieved because three of my trees are ex-grove trees which have a long and storied history. They are amazingly productive even in their old age. The bad news is that my banaba, guava, and peppers are pretty much goners. Oh well. Gaura's Garden Tip: Don't dig up broccoli when you've harvested the main head. Leave them go, give them a little extra compost or organic fertilizer, and harvest the side shoots that will come. Believe me when I say that you will harvest at least double and sometimes triple your harvest. Give it a try.
Everyone Who Drives Or Looks At A Biker
Just think about it! Cheers Celtic Cody The President Of The Rebelcelts Motorcycle Club
I Have This Guy!!!!!
I'm the guy who will text you every single morning and tell you good morning and every single night to tell you sweet dreams. I'm the guy who will hold you when you're crying and wipe away your tears. I'm the guy who still thinks you're beautiful with no makeup on wearing sweats and a sports t-shirt. I'm the guy who WONT pressure you to do things you DONT want to. I'm the guy who kisses you on the forehead, the eyelid, and anywhere it hurts. I'm the guy who doesn't kiss and tell. I'm the guy who actually listens to you when you talk. I'm the guy who's excited ALL day because im looking forward to our date that night. I'm the guy who is content to just be able to hold you and wants nothing more. I'm the guy who can't help but smile when you walk into the room. I'm the guy who melts everytime you stare at him beneath loose strands of hair. I'm the guy who's perfectly content with staying in and watching movies and cuddling. I'm
The Life Of Me
theres a face in the mirror which may not be perfect its a complete undefined feeling theres always a tear in the eye there alwyas that pain you may seem happy but your just a drowning wave of life its a streak of sadness your heart beating continuously with all this hurt inside with no relief your mind is drowning your body not moving its all because of you my loving sinsation wanting you there waiting for you you never came now it iwll never be the same
Where I Live...
So I came across this video a few weeks ago. It's by Dallas Green (City & Colour) who's part of Alexisonfire. The name of the video is Save Your Scissors. Video was shot here in my hometown (Dallas Green's as well!) Not much but you see a bit of the city!
The Rules Of A Blow Job For Girls And Guys!!!
The Rules of a Blow Job for Girls and Guys!!! WHAT A GIRL HAS TO SAY ON THE SUBJECT 1. First and foremost, we are not obligated to do it. 2. Extension to rule ..1 - So if you get one, be grateful. 3. I don't care WHAT they did in the porn video you saw, it is not standard practice to cum on someone's face. 4. Extension to rule ..3 - No, I DON'T have to swallow. 5. My ears are NOT handles. 6. Extension to rule ..5 - do not push on the top of my head. Last I heard, deep throat had been done. And additionally, do you really WANT puke on your dick? 7. I don't care HOW relaxed you get, it is NEVER OK to fart. 8. Having my period does not mean that it's "hummer week" - get it through your head - I'm bloated and I feel like shit so no, I don't feel particularly obligated to blow you just because YOU can't have sex right now. 9. Extension to ..8 - "Blue Balls" might have worked on high school girls - if you're that desperate, go jerk off and leave me alone with my Midol. 10. If
White Emotion Pt 2
Its snowing, I'm freezing as I venture home in this storm. I went out to fullfill a promise, unsure of how I'd be found by this, I'm cold inside and out, I want to scream in pain and shout. I've become so numb, I can't feel anything, another sip, another swig to help me reach where I'm going. Its cold, I want to collapse, I'm getting number, help me past this. In my pocket some call my destiny, some hear stories coming from me. A wiseman once told me its never easy, but destiny would come to me. He never told me the name, he thinks what I deserve is maybe some fame. Who am I to question this man? Hes not my father, though he respects me, why he does this, why he listens and helps is beyond me. I will never have his eyes, be him, or see as he sees.
Well Well Well
i haven't entered many contests.. its just not my thing.. i don't think of myself as the best looking person out there.. but i also don't think i am a ulgy person... i am a hard working mother of 3.. i work inside and outside our home.. i love this site and i thank the one person in my life that found it and got me hooked... heres is what i am asking of those that read my blog and are my friends and fans.. just click on the pic below.. yes it is a contest.. its a contest for brunettes only... i would love comment bombers and raters.. it would make me feel better knowing that i do have friends and fans out there that do care and would like to see me on top.. it would also help get my mind off of the date of closing that is coming soon on our hope to be soon house and home.. so please take a few mins and at least rate and send a few comments to the contest for me.... .. much love to all..
Swamp Buggy Races
Having a breakfast cookout- wild hog sausage & chops on the grill. Then off to the races, YEE HAAAAAA!!! Will post pics when I scrape enough mud off my boots to enter my house.
hi everyone. i was just leaving a blog to let everyone know that you can add me if you like i am always looking to make new friends. i just need a bunch of friends so i can talk to when i am lonely and bored and to just talk to all the time thanks everyone.
Hugs From Heaven
Hugs From Heaven When you feel a gentle breeze Caress you when you sigh It's a hug sent from Heaven From a loved one way up high. If a soft and tender raindrop Lands upon your nose They've added a small kiss As fragile as a rose. If a song you hear fills you With a feeling of sweet love It's a hug sent from Heaven From someone special up above. If you awaken in the morning To a bluebird's chirping song It's music sent from Heaven To cheer you all day long. If tiny little snowflakes Land upon your face It's a hug sent from Heaven Trimmed with Angel lace. So keep the joy in your heart If you're lonely my dear friend Hugs that are sent from Heaven A broken heart will mend. Posted By; - Get Your Own
1/28/07 At 1:34 Am
This is my first entry, so cut me some slack if you get bored reading this shit... It's Saturday night/Sunday morning, I'm completely naked typing away and uploading photos to my new Cherry Blast account. Yup, I'm having fun, but I'd rather have someone here naked with me. Totally pathetic to be alone on a cold night like this. Someone save me, and give me something to do with my mouth, and my hands, and my pussy!!! Rose: Thanks for sending me the invite. I love this site!!!
Sex On The Beach, Not Just A Drink Anymore
A young man around 25 named Tom was walking along the beach when he noticed a very beautiful women suning herself a little ways from where he was standing. He never saw anything as beautful as her in his live, nowing she had to be older then her he continued to walk knowing there was no way she would stop him. As he past her she looked up and start checking out this young man,being alone she stopped him told him her name was Alison and she was very lonely and and a little bored, he said his name was Tom and it was a pleasure to meet her,they started talking and he couldnt help but stare at her beautiful body that he just starting to get hard just looking at her. She couldnt help but look down and noticed his enlarging cock,she was horny herself but didnt want to show it knowing that her being 39 might scare this hot young man away,but after a while she couldnt take it much long and leaned over and told Tom that she would love to see his enlarged cock, Tom only being 25 didnt want to le
Top Ten Reasons To Go To Work Naked...
TOP TEN REASONS TO GO TO WORK NAKED... 1. Your boss is always yelling, "I wanna see your ass in here by 8:00!" 2. Can take advantage of computer monitor radiation to work on your tan. 3. "I'd love to chip in, but I left my wallet in my pants." 4. To stop those creepy guys in Marketing from looking down your blouse. 5. You want to see if it's like the dream. 6. So that with a little help from Muzak you can add "Exotic Dancer" to your exaggerated resume. 7. People stop stealing your pens after they've seen where you keep them. 8. Diverts attention from the fact that you also came to work drunk. 9. Gives "bad hair day" a whole new meaning. 10. No one steals your chair.
Life By: Mark David Leonard My door is shut, Cuz I closed it. My window is cracked, cuz I broke it. My shoe is untied, cuz I pulled it. I forfeit my dream cuz I nulled it. I am in control of my life and still chose not to. I wanted it so bad but still opted not to. Focused my eyes on things I should not do. Just on the things that I want to. I made up my passions, the one that I liked is the one that I fashioned. I lived a lie that almost came true, doing some things that I could not even do. I liked it at first but then I grew sad, I lived for two things and then both became bad. Nothing really mattered unless it was fun, and the fun still felt good, but still I’m not one. I still wish I did not let people down, now I just feel low, low as the ground. I feel there is no one that can pick me up, cuz of how deep that I have dug this rut. I depend on my friends cuz I got no luck, make’n dumb excuses like I stepped on a duck, than fell face up landed right on my butt. It hurt
Edit To Last Blog
I mentioned seeing the rest of the Spain shows and going to the Italy shows in my last blog I believe for the Europe concerts. I forgot to mention that, in between the Spain and Italy shows, we saw them in Zurich, Switzerland. Yes, I get around! AWESOME!!
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Ok, just testing this out...If this works you should see the video by Alexisonfire-This Could Be Anywhere In The World...Alexisonfire is from my hometown!
To You All
it has been brought to me that their are many people here really care for me. and i have been blinded by my depressin to see that. and i wanna thank each of you who are there for me all the time. i love you all you are my heart and my rocks.
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More Europe Concerts
Well, we ended up not leaving after the Madrid show. We stayed for the next two shows in Spain and then the next three shows in Italy. We just got home Saturday some time. I have serious jet lag. ALL of the shows were GREAT! I hated to leave but I knew we had to come home eventually. If any of you get an opportunity, you need to check out their web site and check out their albums. They are a great band and they just get better with time. And if you get an opportunity to see them in concert when they make it to the states, take advantage of that! They are meant to be on that stage! Thank you all who have stuck with me in spite of me not being on line too often. I am going to try and come on here more often to say hello. I just don't always get to do the things here that I used to so that is why I have been keeping in touch through the blogs. Take care everyone!
Death To Elton Pachpe!
I have loved and lost! I would have left him for dead! I left at just the right time, he lost just about everything! But he deserved it! He had held me down, hit me, shoved me, and held me captive! Called me obsene names and down right treated me like shit! I stopped hanging out with my friends and began to feel intrapped! It was great to begin with, then his ex-girlfriend started coming around. Fucking bitch! Elton and I had been together off and on for ten months. And we've been broken up for almost three months now, and she is still trying to get back with him. They have two kids together, but oh well! Well she can have the abusive fuck! I was always so scared! He left me and came back. Then I left him several times and went back. Well shit on me once, shame on you! Shit on me twice (or more), shame on me! I was stupid for going back so many times, but I honestly felt I had ran out of choices. Now I'm free, it feels so good to be able to hang out with my friends again and just
They Are Home!
After a long awaited time, my kids are finally home with me here in Nebraska. A couple of weeks ago, their father and my ex husband thought that he could have the power to do what he wanted by trying to get temporary custody of these kids. Well, after a long and hard discussion over this debate with a lot of tears and such, I found that I had the power to go to the right officials to get what I wanted back. My ex is also in the military and he was suppose to enjoy this time with his kids as much as he could but when he had his greedy fiance always telling him what to do and with the kids being there in the palm of her hands, he decided that I could not handle my own kids and wanted for me to change before he decided to give them back. Well, I was not going to take that from him, more less his fiance who always stuck her nose into the business of our kids and what she thought was right to do in this situation. So I had to do what I had to in order to get things done and now, my ex w
I Need You Help
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The Job Interview
Job Interview You are driving along in your car on a wild, stormy night. You pass by a bus stop, and you see three people waiting for the bus: 1. An old lady who looks as if she is about to die. 2. An old friend who once saved your life. 3. The perfect man (or) woman you have been dreaming about. ------------------------------------ Which one would you choose to offer a ride to, knowing that there could only be one passenger in your car. ================================================ ================================================ Think before you continue reading. This is a moral/ethical dilemma that was once actually used as part of a job application. ================================================= ================================================= You could pick up the old lady, because she is going to die, and thus you should save her first; or you could take the old friend because he once saved your life, and this would be the perfect chance to pay him back. Ho
Boohoo!!!!!! much for being positive. We are taking my mother off of the breathing tube Tuesday and it is a matter of whether she can breathe on her own or not. Doctors dont think she will be able to handle it. If she cant, it will be a matter of days before she passes. I have had the awful job to call family everyone should be arriving in Denver Monday and Tuesday... WOW...what a hell of a last 2 weeks...
Silent Hands
Learn my language, My beautiful native language Hear my hands Hear my music and story Learn my language Speak to me with your hands Share my beautiful language Hear my silent hands We have a tale to tell, A song to sing Open your eyes And hear me speak.
I Dont Know
I dont know why Im doing this. I have to say that I have really fucking horny right now. One of my friends sent me something and now Im horny. Im just going to have to deal with it right now and wont be able to do anything for awhile about that. I should get going as I have to get up early for work tomorrow.
The First In A Long Line Of Useless Banter
Hello to all you fun lovin' people. I am posting this at my first official blog entry and will contain no useful information at all. Just got off work, some friends told me to look this place up. So i did and here i am. Already, one of my good friends has found me. Granted, he is not as hot , witty, or insane as I am, but props anyways. Well, lets get stupid.
Girl With Issues
Ok I don't get why some girls get SO jealous! I always have a random chick checking out my profile and leaving comments on one of my friends page right after I have left one. She feels the need to leave message calling me random names, whatever thats cool but dont try to pretend that he's your boyfriend cause he's not. This is the internet people!! I'm here for fun not to hook up with anyone just to meet new people. So I just hope that this girl can get over her self or how about try building her self esteem... cause its obvious why your jealous of me and I'm sorry you have an issue with Brian and I talking Felica... No one is twisting his arm!
Update From Sad And Alone
Hey just wanted to updated my situation for all who cared...As u all know my husband left me 3 wks before x-mas...He found another woman and has moved her into our home... Thanks for reading Hugs & Kisses to all Love Lisa
New Contest Should Be Fun
i like to start a new contest. this is how it work. let get ten people to show off there favort sports team. can be any sports and dont care how u show it. can be on skin a shirt tattoo or so one. i need ten people to start this up. this should be fun. please let me know if you like to join.
No Rest For The Wicked!!
Hey people, that time of day again, and it's a SUNDAY and i don't have any choice but to work it. Am driving up to Northampton this morning and guarding JJB sports (wonder how many theiving f*****s I'll catch today?) Also have to drop a new guard at his site and introduce him (that will be my excuse for being late on the job), then spend 10 hours in the cold standing by the doors continuous till my shift ends!!, I hate working weekends as i sometimes am rostered to do sat/sun..... grrrr, give me my office back with me cameras. (at least i get paid to sit on my A** for doing virtually nothing!!) On the other hand it's been slow where i work watchin the cams in a control room but had to do an eviction, arrest 3 lads for criminal damage, and get what seemed like endless complainsts from tenants ...........
Sorry i have not been on helping my brother move and been busy week. take care. and night.
I Wanna Die
you for 2 days i have been so depressed and sad. i feel im worth nothing and im just a waste of space for people. i just wanna say fuck it and end my life right now. its not like ill be missed by anybody. i know its harsh to say but i just wanna go away. well thats it for now maybe ill blog again maybe not what ever
Explain Please.
k, i'm in this contest. if only the ratings were counted, i'd be in 2nd. place. if only the comments were counted i'd be in 11th. place. if both are counted i'd be in ? place. what's wrong with this? how can i ever catch my comments up? the only way i know is if i can get your help by you comment bombing me. anyone know of anything else i can do? if you like me than please help me. here is my photolink: please ( REPOST ) this, thank-you , sandra
A Little Taste Of Mr.clean
well.i figured another lil way to let some peeps know me is to type alil bit huh?well for starters im here to make friends and meet people,mrs.clean?na dont have one.looking?maybe.ill just have to wait and see.i am a lil private on what i put on sites, on my profile i didnt put where im from mainly cuz im a private person.but for all those peepswho wanna know lets just say right now its in maine lol.i live with my 2 roomies they are a couple and we game together. final fantasy online and WoW.yes im a gamer but not a hard core fanatic.i like to relax and enjoy myself,games sometimes a R.N. by profession and love my work but gotta have an outlet right?anyhow thats enough for now. TTYL. R.
& The Mailman Was Late Today
& i got tired of waiting for him. i swear...if today went any fucking slower it would be going in reverse. ech. time needs a sugar rush. lol. it days like this that drain me of all my wonderful energy. but hey...thats life right? damn...i just realized i broke yet another starting to think that this long nail thing is a tad overrated. yosh came over last night for a sleepover. i hadnt seen her since i left karate...and that was almost 2 years ago. she got into kingsville...tried that out but her party girl ways got the best of her and she dropped out. now shes at some college in mexico & doing pretty good. she kinda freaked when she asked me where sean was i told her hed left for san diego back in december for the marine corps. i luv that girl to bits...after all shes another one of my many bad influences. it was awesome seeing her again. i woke up kinda late today. it seems that the only time i can actually find some sleep is during the day. i had a good lunch...g
Why Were Here
life is about choices wether good or bad,we learn from these choices and it makes us stronger.we need to take a second and smell the flowers every now and then ,im not saying im perfect im just saying that we as humans waste our lives on trying to make ourselves perfect and for what,so people will like us or they will hate us and we dont want that.all we have to do in life is die that what we were born y we are her we should try to make the best of it,and have sum fun while we do it,people are always going to be there your never going to truely be alone.we shouldnt waste our times on the matterial things.we need to waste our time on helping to save what we call life(crime,welfare,war,and other such things that bring us down as humans). so in closing were here to LIVE!!!! lets make the best of it! Charlie
Tism-everyone Has Had More Sex Than Me
Everyone else has had more sex than me ohhh ohhh Everyone else has had more sex than me ohhh ohhh Everyone else has had more sex than me Does anyone else get that feeling? Teenagers, naked, couples in threes; Grandparents swing from the ceiling; Everyone else has had more sex than me ohhh ohhh Everyone else has had more sex than me ohhh ohhh Corporate capers and office amour; Shenanigans outdoor and in Resist, and then later you find out there's more Regret in not doing the sin. All loves have to die - of that there's no help; My favourite way to end em' Is the orb-weaver spider's, whose pedipalp Enters the female pudendum, Then dies on the spot, his corpse there still stuck, Left for his rivals to curse it. He would rather die than not get to fuck: Personally, I reckon it's worth it Everyone else has had more sex than me ohhh ohhh Does everybody else get that feeling? ohhh ohhh Everyone else has had more sex than me ohhh ohhh Does everybody e
You Lied To Me!!!!!
Why did you lie to me? Please, tell me, Do you even have the slightest clue Of what you did to my heart By telling me just this one lie... If you lied to me about this one thing What makes you think im goin to trust you It was not just a simple lie It was about US I thought you would never lie to me my heart feels like it's shattered, broken in every way, remember when you said 'I love you' Did you lie to me about that too? i feel it is real but what if it is just a lie? like everyone else they have had to lie to me.. Thought you were different but now im Hurt.. I cant even look at you... Even tho i LOVE YOU , the fact is you still Lied jUST TELL ME why? kHRISTINAfaye marie 2006
What He Says And What He Really Means:
What he says and what he Really means: I'm hungry" = I'm hungry "I'm sleepy" = I'm sleepy "I'm tired" = I'm tired "Do you want to go to a movie?" = I'd eventually like to have sex with you "Can I take you out to dinner?" = I'd eventually like to have sex with you "Can I call you sometime?" = I'd eventually like to have sex with you "May I have this dance?" = I'd eventually like to have sex with you "Nice dress!" = Nice cleavage! "You look tense, let me give you a massage." = I want to fondle you "What's wrong?" = I don't see why you are making such a big deal out of this "What's wrong?" = What meaningless self-inflicted psychological trauma are you going through now? "What's wrong?" = I guess sex tonight is out of the question "I'm bored" = Do you want to have sex? "I love you" = Let's have sex now "I love you, too" = Okay, I said it...we'd better have sex now! "Yes, I like the way you cut your hair" = I liked it better before "Yes, I
50 Facts About Men
50 Facts About Men 1. Men like to barbecue. Men will cook if danger is involved. 2. Men who have pierced ears are better prepared for marriage. They've experienced pain and bought jewelry. 3. If you buy your husband or boyfriend a video camera, for the first few weeks he has it, lock the door when you go to the bathroom. 4. Most of my husband's early films end with a scream and a flush. 5. Be careful of men who are bald and rich; the arrogance of "rich" usually cancels out the nice of "bald." 6. Marrying a divorced man is ecologically responsible. In a world where there are more women than men, it pays to recycle. 7. Men are very confident people. My husband is so confident that when he watches sports on television, he thinks that if he concentrates he can help his team. If the team is in trouble, he coaches the players from our living room, and if they're really in trouble, I have to get off the phone in case they call him. 8. If it's attention you want, d
Stoking The Fire Within
Stoking The Fire Within Awakening The Inner Warrior There is an inner warrior in each one of us, but in some of us this warrior is underdeveloped to the point that we are unable to stand up for ourselves, even when necessary. There can be many reasons for this. We may have grown up with a parent whose warrior aspect was overdeveloped, and we responded by repressing ours completely. On the other hand, we may have grown up with parents in whom this aspect was dormant, so we never learned to awaken it in ourselves. A warrior is someone with the strength to stand up for what he or she believes; someone who perseveres in the face of challenges and obstacles; someone who speaks and acts in the service of an ideal; someone who protects those who are too weak to fight for themselves. Regardless of the reasons for an underdeveloped inner warrior, you may begin to notice the lack of its fiery, protective presence and wish to awaken it. You may need to stand up for yourself in a certain re
Definitions By Gender
THINGY (thing-ee) n. female: Any part under a car's hood. male: The strap fastener on a woman's bra. VULNERABLE (vul-ne-ra-bel) adj. female: Fully opening up one's self emotionally to another. male: Playing football without a helmet. COMMUNICATION (ko-myoo-ni-kay-shon) n. female: The open sharing of thoughts and feelings with one's partner. male: Scratching out a note before suddenly taking off for a weekend with the boys. BUTT (but) n. female: The body part that every item of clothing manufactured makes "look bigger." male: what you slap when someone's scored a try, run, or goal. Also good for mooning. COMMITMENT (ko-mit-ment) n. female: A desire to get married and raise a family. male: Not trying to pick up other women while out with one's girlfriend. ENTERTAINMENT (en-ter-tayn-ment) n. female: A good movie, concert, play or book. male: Anything that can be done while drinking. FLATULENCE (flach-u-lens) n. female: An embarrassing by-product of digestion
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I Will Be There
I'll be there- *When no one is there for you* *And you think no one cares* *When the whole world walks out on you* *And you think you're alone* *I'll be there* *When the one you care about the most* *Could care less about you* *When the one you gave your heart to* *Throws it in your face* *I'll be there* *When the person you trusted* *Betrays you* *When the person you share all your memories with* *Cant even remember your birthday* *I'll be there* *When all you need is a friend* *To listen to you whine* *When all you need is someone* *To catch your tears* *I'll be there* * When your heart hurts so bad* * You cant even breathe* * When you just want to crawl up and die* *I'll be there* *When you start to cry* *After hearing that sad song* *When the tears just won't* *Stop falling down* *I'll be there* *So you see I'll be there until the end* *This is a promise I can make* *If you ever need me* *Just give me a call and...*
Life Rules
ROMANCE MATHEMATICS Smart man + smart woman = romance Smart man + dumb woman = affair Dumb man + smart woman = marriage Dumb man + dumb woman = pregnancy OFFICE ARITHMETIC Smart boss + smart employee = profit Smart boss + dumb employee = production Dumb boss + smart employee = promotion Dumb boss + dumb employee = overtime SHOPPING MATH A man will pay $2 for a $1 item he needs. A woman will pay $1 for a $2 item that she doesn't need. GENERAL EQUATIONS & STATISTICS A woman worries about the future until she gets a husband. A man never worries about the future until he gets a wife. A successful man is one who makes more money than his wife can spend. A successful woman is one who can find such a man. HAPPINESS To be happy with a man, you must understand him a lot and love him a little To be happy with a woman, you must love her a lot and not try to understand her at all. Married men live longer than single men, but married men are a lot m
You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at
My New Cat, Rippa
My husband called me recently from work. Turns out, someone had thrown out a cat and it was hanging around the office. Could I come get her? My husband is not the biggest cat fan. I figured this cat must be something special. I get there, and a starved, matted, dirty and wet cat meows at me insistently from underneath the office steps. I check, yea, female. Totally complacent, the cat allows me to scoop her up and truck her home in my husband's hotrod truck. (We are talking LOUD truck, cat never flinches.) First thing she does upon reaching my house is decide the dog Rocky is her personal security blanket and she is queen bee in the cat pecking order. She does this, and everything else, loudly. Then she eats. Forever. Any time anyone does something she disapproves of, she yowls that angry cat yowl, when she wants company she vocalizes dramaticly. Like, if you don't pet me (feed me, brush me)right now I'll just die. And all of her tlk is severely off key. Since the cat would not leave
Blog - The Beginning
I'm not sleepy, its only 12:37am. This is 100 times better than myspace!! I don't want to work tomorrow now. I want to fill this page up with all kinds of stuff now.
Goodnnite All
Hope you all have a wonderful nite .. im headin out .. Toodles :)
Why Does This Hurt So Bad????
What do I do??? I can't go back... I can't change the things that's happened.... and if I could... Would I??? I mean my path has forked... and I don't know which way to go! But I believe there may be too many obstacles one way... I think I may have hurt it too much to reconcile... and for what? For what I have... What is that? It's a path that beats me to the ground and hurts me all the way... I don't know what to do...
The Pickle Worker
This couple comes to a new town and the guy gets a job at the local pickle factory. A few years go by and each year he wins the employee of the year award. One day in the 3rd year, he comes home looking all depressed. His wife asks him what the matter is, to which he responds that he got fired. "FIRED?!? How can you get fired, you're always employee of the year!!" she asked, stunned. To this he responds that he had another fantasy that he needed to fulfill and it got him fired... "Oh no, not again...What did you do this time?" she asks. Well, I always fantasized about sticking my willy in the pickle slicer. "You didn't!" she hoped. He blushed and replied, "Well, yes I did." Then she asks, "Did it hurt?" "No not really," answers the man. Puzzled she then asks, "Well what happened to the pickle slicer??" He answers, "Oh, *she* got fired too!"
Why Am I Here?
HI all!! I hope this finds u well. xxxoo to you! I have had an abundance of love, compliments, craziness, weirdness,...the list can go on and on! I just want to clarify somethings about me and why I am here. I am single and living the dream in northern california! I am happy, successful, honest, and I embrace life to the fullest. I am here for entertainment purposes. If I meet some cool people along the way great. If not thats ok too, I have a full life. I am not interested in drama,disrespectful language,being your verbal punching bag, nor am I here for cyber sex, phone sex, or interested in watching someone masterbate on cam. If that is what you are looking for pass my page on by!! There are many women on cherry tap! I am a fitness finatic! I playball four nights a week and am at the gym almost every day. I believe in a healthy lifestyle, balance is a priority in my life. I have lived long enough to know what I want in life, if it's not a fit for me I don't want it in my l
Knock At The Farmer's Door
The farmer's wife was cooking dinner when there was a knock on the door. She opened it and the man standing there said, "Do you have any pussy?" "Get out of here," the woman exclaimed, shaking her fist, "and don't come around here no more." The next night, the same man came to the door, asking the same question. The farmer's wife slammed the door. When her husband came home that evening, she told him about the two visits. "I'li get that varmit if he comes back tomorrow," he raged. "This time, if he asks you that same question, say yes." The next night at the sound of a knock, the farmer hid behind the door with his shotgun. His wife answered the door. "Do you have any pussy?" the man asked. "Yes, I do," the woman said. "Well, how about giving your old man some," he bellowed, "so he'll leave my wife's alone?"
Meeting The Parents
A girl asks her boyfriend to come over Friday night and have dinner with her parents. Since this is such a big event, the girl announces to her boyfriend that after dinner, she would like to go out and make love for the first time. Well, the boy is ecstatic, but he has never had sex before, so he takes a trip to the pharmacist to get some condoms. The pharmacist helps the boy for about an hour. He tells the boy everything there is to know about condoms and sex. At the register, the pharmacist asks the boy how many condoms he'd like to buy, a 3-pack, 10-pack, or family pack. The boy insists on the family pack because he thinks he will be rather busy, it being his first time and all. That night, the boy shows up at the girl's parents house and meets his girlfriend at the door. "Oh, I'm so excited for you to meet my parents, come on in!" The boy goes inside and is taken to the dinner table where the girl's parents are seated. The boy quickly offers to say grace and bows hi
Neil Zaza-alright
Found this guy years ago when was alive and free of FCC restrictions, when you could actually download the fucking songs, FUCK THE CORPORATE IMAGE@!$#
Santa And 3 Sexy Ladies
This one sounds better spoken because of the ryhmes. Try it out loud... Santa, making his rounds, is in a house, when he is approached by a attractive young lass... "Santa will you stay and play with me?" "Ho Ho Ho, I gotta go, got to get these toys to the kids you know." and he disappears up the chimmney. In the next house, he is approached by a another attractive young woman, this one has her robe quite open, with a wonderful veiw of her chest. "Santa will you stay and play with me?" "Ho Ho Ho, I gotta go, got to get these toys to the kids you know." and he disappears up the chimmney. In the next house, he is greeted by yet another attraqctive woman, whom is laying fully undressed on a rug in front of the fireplace. "Santa will you stay and play with me?" "Hey, Hey, Hey, might as well stay, can't get up the chimmney with my dick this way!"
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Done With This Station..
Good bye Air America Phoenix, nice knowin ya! Those who have known me for a while would've never thought they'd hear me say those words, but here we are. It's not because I've suddenly become a fan of Druggie Limbaugh or Bill O'Lie-ly, but those who now own AA Phoenix, as opposed to the ones who owned the old AA Phoenix, apparently have decided that reasonable, common sense voices have no place on the air, instead, going for tin foil hat wearing jockeys who want to talk conspiracy theory the entire show. It was bad enough last year when the new AA Phoenix, decided Ed Schultz, a nationally syndicated progressive talk show host who is also heard on Armed Forces Radio, was simply "not liberal" enough for their liking. Basically, because Ed Schultz occasionally talks about hunting, or supports Israel (much like I am a staunch supporter of Israel and AGAINST any two state solution) that Ed is not fit for Air America....okay, I can slightly understand seeing as how Ed Schultz deci
Ho Humm
I am bored,any of my friends have any suggestions, mabey a chat? will wait to see what ya have to say
Little Johnny Joke
The teacher says, “Whoever answers the questions I ask first and correctly can leave early today.” Little Johnny says to himself, “Good, I want to get outta here. I’m clever—that answer’s mine!” The teacher asked, “Who said ‘Four Score and Seven Years Ago’?” Before Johnny could open his mouth, Susie said, “Abraham Lincoln,” The teacher said, “That’s right, Susie, you can go.” Johnny was mad. Susie had answered first. The teacher asked, “Who said, ‘I Have a Dream?” Before Johnny could open his mouth, Mary said, “Martin Luther King.” The teacher said, “That’s right, Mary, you can go.” Johnny was even madder than before. Mary had answered first. The teacher asked, “Who said ‘Ask not, what your country can do for you?” Before Johnny could open his mouth, Nancy said, “John Kennedy.” The teacher said, “Thats right, Nancy, you can go.” Johnny was fuming. Nancy had answered first. As the teacher sat down, Johnny muttered, “I wish these bitches had kept t
Women Are Crazy....
It's a fact. Honestly, it's one reason I would never give up men completely because I don't know that I can handle another woman's emotional roller coaster. I have enough trouble handling my own. ;c) I think one of the craziest things women have a tendency to do is blame other women for their man's indiscretions. Or even their perceived indiscretions. Today I received what is not my first (and not likely to be my last) note from some disgruntled woman wondering why I sent her husband a gift. It was just the little flashy hearts with a little note (like many of you got) about "flashing some love". Sure, it's a double entendre but really is completely innocuous unless you're looking to read something into it. But in the end, it was just a fun way for me to say hi to people on my friends list while I was feeling under the weather and not in the mood for full-fledged chat. At worst, it was a little harmless flirting. One wife I talked with after such an incident said
I Love You This Much ~ Jimmy Wayne
He can't remember The times that he thought Does my daddy love me? Probably not That didn't stop him From wishing that he did Didn't keep him from wanting Or worshipping him He guesses he saw him About once a year He could still feel the way he felt Standing in tears Stretching his arms out As far as they'd go Whispering daddy I want you to know I love you this much And i'm waiting on you To make up your mind Do you love me too? How ever long it takes I'm never giving up no matter what I love you this much He grew to hate him for what he had done 'cause what kind of father Could do that to his son? He said 'damn you daddy' The day that he died The man didn't blink But the little boy cried I love you this much And i'm waiting on you To make up your mind Do you love me too? How ever long it takes I'm never giving up no matter what I love you this much Half way through the service While the choir sang a hymn He looked up above the preach
Blonde Joke
A redhead, a brunette, and a blonde are in a bar when the bartender tells them about a magic mirror in the ladies’ room. “Apparently,” he says, “the mirror gives rewards if you stare into it and say something true. But if you lie, you’re sucked into the mirror and never heard from again.” So the redhead heads to the bathroom, looks into the mirror, and says, “I think I’m the most beautiful woman in this bar.” A million dollars suddenly appears before her. Then the brunette heads into the bathroom, looks into the mirror, and says, “I think I’m the smartest woman in this bar.” The key to a new Ferrari materializes in her fingers. Then the blonde goes in, looks into the mirror, and begins, “I think…” And she’s sucked in and never heard from again.
First Timer
im new to this just curious what kinda ratin i can get so help me out
Matchbox 20-real World
I wonder what its like to be the rainmaker I wonder what its like to know that I made the rain Id store it in boxes with little yellow tags on everyone And you can come and see them when im...done, when Im done I wonder what its like to be a super hero I wonder where Id go if I could fly around downtown From some other planet, I get this funky high on yellow sun Boy I bet my friends will all be...stunned, theyre stunned (chorus) Straight up, what did you hope to learn about here If I were someone else, would this all fall apart Strange, where were you, when we started this gig, I wish the real world, would just stop hassling me I wonder what its like to be the head honcho I wonder what Id do if they all did just what I said Id shout out an order, I think were out of this man get me some Boy dont make me wanna change my...tone, my tone (chorus) Please dont change, please dont break The only thing that seems to work at all is you Please dont change, at all from
Ratings Needed!
I had my blog in the #1 spot for a bit and not it has slipped away from me...please stop in here and read as many entries to this blog as you tells the story of the loss of my baby and the loss felt by blog and page is about helping others in their loss of a pregnancy or infant. If you support what I am doing please leave me a rate on my blog...thanks so much and please also leave a rate on Poetic Angels blog now sitting at #7 on Domestic Violence...thanks so much!
I say all the time that we should think objectively, see things honestly, rather than putting our own feelings into the math. We are so insignificant. We are so blessed. Why would God bless us, America, with so much? Why do I ask, when my question should be why do we squander these things? I’m fed to the point that I will probably never know true hunger, none beyond a stomach growl. I wear the same pair of pants almost every day, but I am covered and warm. My parents don’t support everything I do, but they care for me to the point that they feed me, clothe me, and provide me with all I need. How is it that with this knowledge I still allow myself to be hurt? How is it that so many hurt the same way I do… and never tell? They fester. They destroy themselves. Stop destroying to heal inner pain. Constructing something better may be key. Our pain in life is nothing next to those deprived of life itself. I want to go and do something big to fix this injustice that is sel
I Can't Wait
for Valentine's Day. It is going to be fantabulous. C=
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My Answers To The Naughty Adult Survey
Here are my answers. There are way too many for me to respond to one at a time. :) Body: Naughty Adult Survey - Be honest. If you aren't honest then what is the point? Fill it out and re-post as a bulletin. Have fun. 1) Ever been to a strip club? no 2) Ever been to a bar? yes 3) Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club? no 4) Ever been so drunk you had to be carried out of somewhere? no, I don't think so, but it's been close 5) Kissed someone of the same sex? yes 6) Thrown up from drinking too much? yes 7) Had sex in a car? yes 8) Had sex at the beach? no 9) Had sex in a movie theater? no 10) Had sex in a bathroom? yes 11) Had sex at work? yes 12) Have you ever been in an "adult" store? yes 13) Bought something from an adult store? yes 14) Have you spent over $100.00 in one visit to the adult store? no 16) Is there anyone on your friends list you would ever consider having sex with? yes 17) Have you been caught having sex?
My Soul Has Died
My heart it has stopped beating My soul no longer exists All of this has happened Because of this Harsh words were said Now our love is dead Tho my body many roam this earth The love and emotions die today For all of those who know me It all ends today The pain the suffering All of the shit The old Nova dies Welcome this heartless, Soulless prick. The game is over once it's said and done. I hold the key to my life and only I can say who is number one. Life is over this I see over is the light that was once called Nova and the darkside will emerge something filled with nothingness
i totally love dianna for givin me card to put my camera pictures on -heartluffs- means i can take many beautiful pictures :) so far there're pictures of dianna and matthew on it XD
10 Reasons To Go To Work Naked
TOP TEN REASONS TO GO TO WORK NAKED... 1. Your boss is always yelling, "I wanna see your ass in here by 8:00!" 2. Can take advantage of computer monitor radiation to work on your tan. 3. "I'd love to chip in, but I left my wallet in my pants." 4. To stop those creepy guys in Marketing from looking down your blouse. 5. You want to see if it's like the dream. 6. So that with a little help from Muzak you can add "Exotic Dancer" to your exaggerated resume. 7. People stop stealing your pens after they've seen where you keep them. 8. Diverts attention from the fact that you also came to work drunk. 9. Gives "bad hair day" a whole new meaning. 10. No one steals your chair.
Introduce Yourself!
You're on my friends list. I'd like to know 25 things about you. Just hit reply to sender. Thanks! You'll be surprised how much you didn't know about your friends after this! 1. Ever punch someone in the face? 2. How old are you? 3. Are you single or taken? 4. Eat with your hands or utensils? 5. Do you dream at night? 6. Ever seen a corpse? 7. Have you ever wished someone dead? 8. Do You Like Bush, the president? HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 9. Whats your philosophy on life? and death? 10. If you could do anything with me, and have no one know about it, what would it be? 11. Do you trust the police? 12. Do you like country music? 13. What is your fondest memory of me? 14. If you could change anything about yourself would you? 15. Would you date me? 16. What do you wear to sleep? 17. Have you ever peed in a pool? 18. Would you hide evidence for me if I asked you to? 19. If I only had one day to live, what would we do t
Episode 13 Is Up!
Episode 13 of our Metal Radio cast is up You can find it at BELIEVER- Not Even One Let's face it, there isn't a lot out there in the world of Christian metal that can hold up to even the most lenient of scrutiny, but BELIEVER were the exception. Not only could did they get released by Roadrunner, they once toured with ANACRUSIS, BOLT THROWER and SACRIFICE. A highly creative and talented Thrash band, BELIEVER never got the credit they deserved for being a kickass metal act, despite which team they played for. SCORCHED- Just Finger Yourself Pittsburgh, PA based Death-Thrashers letting you know how to kill some time (besides listening to us...) from their 2006 Demo VANMAKT- Undying The Master From their Diaboli Iubeo, Para Vindicta demo, this Black Metal Horde hail from Karlskrona, Sweden. They recently signed with Pulverized Records, and will be releasing a full length album with them later this y
At Home On A Saturday
I thought that I'd have some more messages than I do. I'm just chillin' at the house on a Saturday night. Looks like everyone is out and about. Being stuck here kinda sucks.
Evergreen Terrace-maniac (sembello Cover)
Just a still town girl on a saturday night, lookin' for the fight of her life In the real-time world no one sees her at all, they all say she's crazy Locking rhythms to the beat of her heart, changing woman into life She has danced into the danger zone, when a dancer becomes a dance It can cut you like a knife, if the gift becomes the fire On a wire between will and what will be She's a maniac, maniac on the floor And she's dancing like she's never danced before She's a maniac, maniac on the floor And she's dancing like she's never danced before On the ice-build iron sanity is a place most never see It's a hard warm place of mystery, touch it, but you can't hold it You work all your life for that moment in time, it could come or pass you by It's a push of the world, but there's always a chance If the hunger stays the night There's a cold connective heat, struggling, stretching for defeat Never stopping with her head against the wind She's a
Wwe Mortar Attack
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A Tourists Guide To Driving In New York City
A Tourists Guide to Driving In New York City I've spent many years driving in NYC both for work and for pleasure. I thought I'd share some insights to the skills and mindset needed to drive here for any of you that might ever be thinking of doing so. Hope this is helpful. 1) DO NOT DRIVE IN NEW YORK CITY!!! There's no reason for you to drive here. We've got trains, taxis, ferries, buses, horse drawn cariages, helicopters, rickshaws (really!), trams, and many more ways to get you wherever you need to go, and faster than you could drive there anyway. Seriously...park your car in Fort Lee, NJ and take a bus into Manhattan. Trust me, you have no idea what you're getting into driving here. 2) Here's how the streets work.... There are 12 "avenues" that run north-south. The first through third are 1st, 2nd and 3rd Avenue. 1st and 3rd go north only while 2nd goes south only. The fourth is Lexington, except in Harlem where it's Malcolm X goes south The fifth is Madi
Its Fucked Up That Guys Really Do This Shit!
Guy: "Can we have sex right now? Girl: "Can we do what?" Guy: "You know, can I be your first, finally?" Girl: "" Guy: "Why?" Girl: "Because, 1. you have a girlfriend, who happens to be my friend......." Guy: "So, if you don't tell, I won't tell." Girl: "Besides that, I'm waiting for someone special. Someone that I want to be with for the rest of my life to be my first." Guy: "I'm not special to you?" Girl: "You're my friend. That's all." Guy: looks forward and keeps driving. 5 minutes pass....... Guy: starts to run his hand up the girl's thigh. Girl: moves his hand, "Don't touch me.". Guy: tries to kiss her. Girl: screams, "Would you stop." Guy: continues trying. Girl: moves to the back seat Guy: parks on an abandoned street and gets in the backseat with the girl. Starts to kiss her. Girl: pushes him off and scoots over, "Please, don't do this." Guy: "Don't do what, I know you want it, I can see it in you
Attractive Test
Body: Would you makeout with me me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Would you sleep with me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe--- dont even think about it... Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay [] Ugly! Do you think I'm a virgin? [] Yes [] No [] Don't know I look like.. [] A player [] One time thing [] Next bf/gf [] A friend [] A friend with benefits [] A possibility [] A loser If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather.. [] Hook up with me [] Cuddle with me [] Date me [] Friends [] Friends with benefits On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me... [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 What would you want me to be to you? [] Friend [] Girlfriend/Boyfriend [] Friend with benefits [] Husband/Wife Would you give me a lapdance? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Would you give me your number if so let me get it? ______________
Love Of Mine;;some Day You Will Die
I miss him;
Goin out for the night. Will be at Club Siren in Tac-town tonight until we get bored. Come on out.
Last Night @ Blacklight
at the blacklight in seattle... Fabulous Fetish Friday hosted and produced by General Bec.... last act - me and 3 other sexy ladies had a food fight on stage... in heels, took each others clothes off, 9 cans of whipped cream and chocolate sauce, me and a girl writhing on the floor, licking the sweetness off eachother... where were you? 1st act - super sexy goth girl in a corset gets a massive flogging. yes, a real flogging. 2nd act - pvc, gas mask, big knives, miltary bitches fighting with the spy girls, military girls beating on the spy man... me in pvc and gas mask, topless, drenched in water, hot knife play and hair pulling. the other spy lost her pvc dress and got quite a nasty spanking, then they made her work the pole... the pole that was occupied by the pole dancers in between shows. 3rd act - sexy girl covered in hot wax and burning candles... where were you? NEXT FRIDAY @ Blacklight Vixen's Playpen Produced by General Bec and Georgia Myles Next Fabulous
hey everyone...i just took a few new pics...12 to be exact lol..they are in my Ashwee Album...Plz take a sec to rate/comment...thanks x0x
Uber Cherry
Im 4000 some odd points away from uber cherry. Rate and comment my pics, pleassssssseeeeeeee .
Me Fingertips...
are me mouse is dizzy...from working the Cherries...Tff...
If I Let U Hit It...
If I Let You Hit It .................. : ) 1.Would you be in control? 2. Would you whisper freaky shit in my ear? 3. Would you talk dirty to me? 4. Would you kiss me with a little or a lot of tongue? 5. Would you go down on me? 6. Would you let me go down on you??? 7. Would you give me a hicky?? 8. How many rounds would we go? 9. What would you wanna do afterwards? 10. Would you take off all ur clothes for me? 11. Would you lick and bite me all over? 12. Would you like 4 play or get straight to the point? 13. Would you take your time if I told you to? 14. Would you fall asleep when we were done? 15. Would you want to go fast or slow? 16. Where would u wanna "do it" at? 17. Would u be loud or quiet? 18. Do you think u could make me have an orgasm? 19. Are u gonna re-post these so I can answer them for you? 20. WOULD U FUCK TODAY? EMAIL ME AND LET ME KNOW WHAT U WOULD DO IF I LET YOU HIT IT!
Xela Sah Ot Yas Eh Yrros
sorry for what ever i may have done
Say It Right Lyrics
Say It Right lyrics In the day In the night Say it right Say it all You either got it Or you don't You either stand or you fall When your will is broken When it slips from your hand When there's no time for joking There's a hole in the plan Oh you don't mean nothing at all to me No you don't mean nothing at all to me Do you got what it takes to set me free Oh you could mean everything to me I can't say that I'm not lost and at fault I can't say that I don't love the light and the dark I can't say that I don't know that I am alive And all of what I feel I could show You tonite you tonite From my hands I could give you Something that I made From my mouth I could sing you another brick that I laid From my body I could show you a place God knows You should know the space is holy Do you really want to go?
The One I Love The Most
The one I love the most! There is a letter in my pocket, I don’t know where to send... Telling someone that I love, I won’t be back again... But who will I address it to, Who’ll read the words I wrote... The one I loved the longest, Or the one I love the most... One has stood by me, In the good times and the bad... One has brought out feelings, I never knew I had... Ones and burning ember, The others fire and smoke... The one I loved the longest, Or the one I love the most... You can’t stand at a crossroad’s, You’ve got to move along... I know either way I turn, I’ll do something wrong... So who do I hold onto, And who do I let go??? The one I loved the longest, Or the one I love the most???
Getting angry can sometimes be like leaping into a wonderfully responsive sports car, gunning the motor, taking off at high speed, and then discover the brakes are out of order.
My Heart Is Lost--she Knows Who She Is Smile
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My Son Is Sick
2007 just isnt my year I dont guess.... Ok thanks for all the comments you are all too kind. I'm sorry I havent answered any of you in a few days but I have been at the hospital with my 8 year old son. He was diagnosed with type 1 diabetes and Im learning to give shots to him 4 times a day. I have been spending every moment I can with him. I'll try my best to answer each and every one of them soon as I get him back home. I'm trying to be strong for my little boy. I'm wearing down but he is my everything!!! I so wasnt looking forward to putting my son in the hospital exactly one week after having to bury my cousin. If this isnt a test of the mental mind I dont know what is!! I miss talking with all of you. Hopefully I can get him home soon but not before next week sometime. I dont mean to sound so shallow But a blog is the easiest way when I dont have much time. I want to get back to my baby. Ok ok ok if he heard that he would tell me he isnt a baby lol. He will ALWAYS be my baby but s
to all my friends and all my soon to be friends. I have not been on here long so please go to my prfile and see me new pictures and rate my page
When you stretch the truth, watch out for the snapback.
The Best
The Best In life there is very little we can count on. Its been said 'the only two things in life that are certain are death and taxes' That's a hell of an outlook on this world from the get go. I want to share this pain that I carry with whomever is willing to read this, or may know the pain I speak of. Four years ago I couldn't have sat here and wrote this blog without having cried to the point of having to stop, therefore, having not been able to finish even this much of it. Even now my throat is trying to clamp shut, the tear ducts are barely holding up and still I can feel the empty space in my heart as if time has not passed, in my mind I know that it has, but in my heart time stands still, four years later. I knew a man with such a beautiful gift for loving me. He rarely said it. I recall hearing, "I love you Stacy" as he hugged me at my sons funeral. I saw tears in this mans eyes as he spoke those words to me. I had only seen tears in his eyes once before tha
I Am Even Hotter And More Sexual Than Before!!!!
You scored as Hot. You are Hot, you scream and are wild, people love doing anything sexual with you.Hot100%Violent88%Wet75%Sweet75%Exciting75%Soft38%Awkward0%Shy0%What is your sexual style?created with
A New Fam
HaHA! Blog Time! That's right boys and girls! You're favorite pastime...updated again! I got it! I'll sing a song! Da-da, Da-da, Da-da, Da, Da-da, Da-da, Da-da, Da So I was thinking to myself when you passed me by "Here's what I like" And you were with somebody else but you can't deny That's me in your eye Do you know What it's like When it's wrong But it feels so right? [Chorus] Nothing in this world can stop us tonight I can do what she can do so much better Nothing in this world can turn out the light I'm gonna make you feel alright tonight. Da-da, Da-da, Da-da, Da, Tonight Da-da, Da-da, Da-da, Da Baby, you and I, we got what will never be You know I'm right So tell me what you're waiting for when you're here with me? Most guys would die You should know (you should know) What it's like (what its like) When it hurts (when it hurts) 'Cause it feels so right Nothing in this world can stop us ton
Best Piercing Contest
Brunettes Contest Now Open
Brunettes Only Contest Is Open For Voting Stop by and leave these Women some comments Plz Repost :)
Sweetheart Contest
Sweethearts Contest Is Open for voting Stop by and leave these couples some comments Plz Repost So More can see :)
Bite Me A$$holes
if i have to listen to one more moronic fucking comment i am going to go balistic. people should really think before the type since half the time it's something stupid anyway... all i have to say on this is.... KISS MY ASS!!!
Tha Old Me!
Tha other day I waz here at tha comp. & my home boy came & asked me if I would ride wit him ta go & help get his friend cuz he waz n place that waz unsafe & I got up & went wit him, now it waz told 2 me that it might be sum shit happenin when we got there so on tha way over there I started ta change I felt tha evilness cum over me like a wave I had a mean mug on my face that would make another person cross tha street if I waz walkin, my thoughts were pure rage & thats how i used ta be when I waz n tha gangbangin dayz tha music waz louad & my blood waz pumpin & every few min my home boy asked me waz I ok and I waz silent tha whole way I n that mode& I havent been n that mode n years I know sum of u out there know wht mode I mean, so anyway we got there & im out tha car walkin fast up 2 tha door he knocks tha door opens we go n we get his friend out with out anything happenin, the point im tryin ta make iz I waz n a whole nother world & it waz strang 4 me cuz its been so long. On tha way
On The + Side
He Likes the cure... AWESOME FUCKING POINTS FOR MATT! Boredom/// IM me on MSN ujvhuhguhbg FUCK i love Robert Smith
Lifes a garden, dig it!!!
Daylight beckons me..... AWAKE!!! Cries the sun! Doomed to face another day Within these fettered walls Alone, My soul screams For redemption Revenge! Retribution! Then there is you..... My jailor, my tormentor How to escape your torrid gaze? Your unending maudlin yammering day after miserable day Edge of knife? Taste of poison? What shall be your fate? When victorious I arise From this prison hall No I shall watch you suffer In the knowledge of your sin Each day you stay alive....and alone Is my victory within lbm2005
My 3rd Blast..
I just sent out a request for my third Cherry Blast to run for 3 days. This will be interesting. If you have not read my sample of my writings be sure to do so while you are here by clicking on the subject line that reads STORY 1. I am still working on the first chapter of the book and I am still aroused each time I read about how I shaved my legs in the shower before going dressing for the party on Friday night. Just wait till you read it.
Game Over
I am not stone But flesh and bone Easily misused (wounded) What would you have me do? Wait for you? Like a child? Or an old woman, Waiting for a train? Take all that I have given And twist it To some ill-gotten form How sick is THIS game today? I cannot play YOUR way This noise Makes my head hurt And puts tears in my eyes So I hang up the phone GAME OVER!!!! lbm06
My Alignment
Your Character’s Alignment Based on your answers to the quiz, your character’s most likely alignment is Chaotic Good. Chaotic Good A chaotic good character acts as his conscience directs him with little regard for what others expect of him. He makes his own way, but he’s kind and benevolent. He believes in goodness and right but has little use for laws and regulations. He hates it when people try to intimidate others and tell them what to do. He follows his own moral compass, which, although good, may not agree with that of society. Chaotic good is the best alignment you can be because it combines a good heart with a free spirit. Click Here
Talk About Stressin'!
OMG...I wanna know how many of you women will be or were like this on your wedding Day. This woman is hilarious!
New To Cherry Tap
this is pretty tight i remember seein' it b4 but never tried it i just wish i knew how to edit stuff on here n' work on my page
Boop Boop Be Doop... Boop!
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Human Rights
America did not invent human rights. In a real sense, it is the other way around. Human rights invented America.
Sweet (sic) Sorrow
Hmm,Talking to this guy named Matt from England,Adorably nice. Ahh hes makes me sadder than i already am. fucking flipping Gee. Very lonely nite indeed. Listening to music & talking to him. Fun? Must be,cus I am fucking thrilled. Eh..This is what I go through when fucking single. Fuck. I dont know anymore. Guys suck. I hope most of them die. Everyone of them are fucking liars && dont treat me well. Ehh Bipolar tonite for sure. I think Sharon is right. I need a guy not a girl. Not sure on what to do with the bs drama with my ex. meh Bf Needed; No Not you Mike Ew.
Into The Black
long way into the black With fear-filled eyes Like a child Unknowing, unseeing the future Could it mirror the past? Into the black I fall Flailing, confused and alone Have I lost my soul? I have been here before I have traveled into this night An unending tunnel Into the black Soon change will come The light will beckon me home LBM/Published in 2006
Help Please :)
Come and comment bomb my pic plz so i can get some really kewl stuff =P..thankies I'll return the favour for anyone that just have to ask..
Bettie Page Huh...
What Classic Pin-Up Are You? You're Bettie Page!Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code
Ouch Ouch Ouch
So I did the DOND thing today. I was on my feet for about seven and a half hours waiting in line. It's times like this that I start to question the extent of my brain injury during the accident. I don't know any official numbers but I would guess about ten to twelve thousand people showed up today. My feet and legs and back are so sore from standing around so long. At the end of it all it was kind of anti-climactic. You went in front of a guy in groups of ten and everyone got thirty seconds to explain who they were. After that they thanked you for your patience and sent you out the back door. I guess I can always say that I did it even if I don't get picked. I'm tired and sore so I'm going to bed. Keep it real. Jon
Hope And Love
What Is Your Sexy Name
Get Your Sexy Name
What A Day.
I'll remeber this day for a long time for all the wrong reasons, sickness and death are never a good way to spend a Saturday. My best friends mother-in-law died today, she had cancer all through her body, she was not expected to live past the weekend. Secondly my brothers girl friend went running to the hospital vomiting blood, and as everyone knows thats never a good thing. Three IV's, a shot of morphine and a lame ass doctors exam later they send her home with Gravol and tell her its a stomach virus. Its not been a good day.
Green Tea
Ive been drinking it for years and here is the reason why. 25 Reasons Why You Should Start Drinking Green Tea Now. Green tea has increasingly become a very popular drink worldwide because of its immensely powerful health benefits. It is extraordinarily amazing what green tea can do for your health. And if you're not drinking 3 to 4 cups of green tea today, you're definitely NOT doing your health a big favor. Here Are The 25 Reasons Why You Should Start Drinking Green Tea Right Now: 1. Green Tea and Cancer Green tea helps reduce the risk of cancer. The antioxidant in green tea is 100 times more effective than vitamin C and 25 times better than vitamin E. This helps your body at protecting cells from damage believed to be linked to cancer. 2. Green Tea and Heart Disease Green tea helps prevent heart disease and stroke by lowering the level of cholesterol. Even after the heart attack, it prevents cell deaths and speeds up the recovery of heart cells.
After Your Death... I See You Still
feel you from the distance that seperates. Like a created illusion, you appear. The way you feel inside my arms. The ways that you seem near. Your eyes have took control of me. They hold me like Im locked. Thoughts of everything else I feel. Every one is blocked. Its like magic how you make me feel as we lay down to love. I feel it now beneath my tears as my eyes stare up above. Ive missed you an eternity. Tonight I dreamed your face. It brought back all the memories that I have tried to replace. A broken soul that lies in tomb. A heart that just gave up. A mind that was so beautiful. A spirit that showed me love. So tragic in the way of death, you chose to leave so soon. You came back in my dreams tonight. Your death became so in bloom. Why did you go with no goodbye? Why did you break yourself? Why did you leave this empty void? Why does this feel like hell? Your vis
Thought you might be interested in this forgotten bit of information It was 1987! At a lecture the other day they were playing an old news video of Lt.Col. Oliver North testifying at the Iran-Contra hearings during the Reagan Administration. There was Ollie in front of God and country getting the third degree, but what he said was stunning! He was being drilled by a senator; "Did you not recently spend close to $60,000 for a home security system?" Ollie replied, "Yes, I did, Sir." The senator continued, trying to get a laugh out of the audience, "Isn't that just a little excessive?" "No, sir," continued Ollie. "No? And why not?" the senator asked. "Because the lives of my family and I were threatened, sir." "Threatened? By whom?" the senator questioned. "By a terrorist, sir" Ollie answered. "Terrorist? What terrorist could possibly scare you that much?" "His name is Osama bin Laden, sir" Ollie replied. At this point the senator tried to repeat
Kid With Pet Contest 2/1 Thur 2/8
~ Kid with a Pet Contest ~ I'm going to open a kid with a pet contest part 2 cause part one was so much so it will run from 2/1 thur 2/8 comments + rates = total send me ur pic link to my inbox and i will add you in! you can also comment bomb your pic too! thanks maria ~~UBER MARIA Will Be Back On Monday..Angel Family Founder~~@ CherryTAP
This Is For My Bitch Ex
Girl, I see you lookin' at me and Fuckin' me with your eyes, I'm like "Damn!" I think I might have to take care of this bitch But what's that moldy, crusty shit up on her lip? Aww, fuck it. Wrinkled ass bitch with dirty thoughts in her mind I can roll with the hoe, but I won't be very kind Gotta tell the truth, I really like her a lot. Eventhough she's got a few bald spots, she kinda hot This is my new chick And she's the best to me Only have a day and I'm already tappin' that pussy I got raw in that yeast infection neden Shit's frothy and foamin' like a tall glass of Guiness So sick from a number of VD's And she's a trick from workin' on her knees You see, and she's a trained pro And always good for a fuck The bitch lookin' like a skinny ass Jabba the Hut, she's so old! What the fuck, bitch? How you gonna do me like this? I thought that we was in love, girl, so why you gotta trip? All the sudden we can't fuck, now what the hell? Rigor mortis is makin' your whol
Renewing Our Vows
mine and nicks one yr wedding annivesry is coming up fast a year in may!! the other day he looks at me an says "you need to start planning our renewl" i was like ohhh shit here we go. here is wht i have so far for those who might care haha. our colors are going to be black and burgandy we are having it at forked run in ohio well that is all i have so far lol ohh the reason why we are doing it than is cuz we didnt have the money to have an actual cremony the first time plus we have been having a lot of problems an need to start over again i guess u can say. im gonna have plenty of pix to post but that wont b untill may sooo
Photo Contest
Hello Friends please come and check out my pic in this photo contest and leave a comment or two THANKS JIMBO CLICK ON THE PIC
So I'm addicted to Dexter. The showtime show about the serial killer who kills killers? lol Anyone else love that show? Also loving Heroes too.. Love that show!! Any theories on the new season for both shows?? Story lines you think they'll go with and all that good stuff? Discuss..
Saturday Night
....and I'm home fixing up my CherryTap profile. I suppose there's worse things I can do, right? Anyways, I'm hoping for a few comments on this. What will make you visit my page more? I just wanna know. Should I bring back the games? More videos? Is less more? I gotta know. Have a great night!!!! btw: My fearless Super Bowl prediction on Monday.
A Shout Out
wanted to shout out to all my fellow bikers & those of you who love & support us , thannk you all
This site is kinda weird, but it involves alcohol and being drunk therefore it must be ok.
You want it, can't have it. Baby, you're so ecstatic You're laughin', you're askin' How much it cost with tax and You know you feel hellish Your wasted life is selfish Your evil transgressions will cost more than them possessions. If you can't find the mind to do right the wise In the eyes of a beast, you feast on the lies For self-help when everybody needs it, but you Even thought you had the whole world times two Give it back a little better than your daddy did, bitch Go ahead and take a break from tryin' to be rich Kinda sad that your dad got you trained real good Buried a hatchet in his chest and drag him through the hood. You see him and run cause You know where he has come from You know that he's here to play repo-man and take you Your money and fortune was good within the moment But now it's all over The moment they have hoped for. Click sound in my listening range I feel strange Money now or you gonna get this gauge up in your face Tryna rob me broke
chocolate said to a lollipop, you are damn sweet. And the lollipop said : Not as sweet as the person reading this! Ur smile makes me smile... ur talks make me glad.. But ur absence makes me sad... Be always with me my dear friend!!! send this 2 all ur friends in ur list n also back 2 me if i am ur friend.... If u get more than 7 u r lovable" ^H E , -^_^-, .. _, .-'^ R S , .-^_______..| _.. H E , .-^____________k __..,Y.-^________________i ________________________ss ________________________kis _______________________skiss _______________________kissk ______________________isskiss ____________________kisskisskis __________________skisskisskisski ________________sskisskisskisskissk ______________isskisskisskisskisskiss ____________kisskisskisskisskisskisskis _________skisskisskisskisskisskisskisskiss _______kisskisskisskisskisskisskisskisskissk ______isskisskisskisskisskisskisskisskisskiss ______kisskisskisskisskisskisskisskisskisskis
Seuss Me
On a plane in the air on the bed in a chair fuck me here fuck me there hell you can fuck me anywhere In the nude in a skirt no panties on or just a shirt In my mouth in my ass in my pussy just make it last I have plenty of usable holes pick your favorite and let er go Lets get a whip some ky too a pair of handcuffs yes this will do Whip me here smack me there fuck me bitch EVERYWHERE!
Just A Theory
Just a Theory The question is who, what, and why we are here A question that will linger after a full case of beer Are we children of God that inhabit this earth Or the product of monkies who kept giving birth Now rarely do people bring aliens into the picture Our only two choices are evolution and scripture Now scientists want DNA, facts, and samples All I have is a false theory with an accurate example Let's just say two aliens got drunk one night Were looking for action so their spaceship took flight Crash landed here first thing they saw was a monkey Who's friends looked good to, so the spacemen got funky They sobered up, realizing what they did And beat up the monkies who had us as a kid They left their children to be a hybrid gimp With extraterrestrial intelligence, yet dumb as a chimp Aliens skip through the universe like a sudden flash We can fly to Chicago and hope we don't crash They have enormous eyes and are hairless beings We have ha
I Am The Man
I'm the guy who will text you every single morning and tell you good morning and every single night to tell you sweet dreams. I'm the guy who will hold you when you're crying and wipe away your tears. I'm the guy who still thinks you're beautiful with no makeup on wearing sweats and a sports t-shirt. I'm the guy who WONT pressure you to do things you DONT want to. I'm the guy who kisses you on the forehead, the eyelid, and anywhere it hurts. I'm the guy who doesn't kiss and tell. I'm the guy who actually listens to you when you talk. I'm the guy who's excited ALL day because im looking forward to our date that night. I'm the guy who is content to just be able to hold you and wants nothing more. I'm the guy who can't help but smile when you walk into the room. I'm the guy who melts everytime you stare at him beneath loose strands of hair. I'm the guy who's perfectly content with staying in and watching movies and cuddling. I'm the guy who won't lie to
New Contest(best Tattoo)
I want to start up a new contest. I need 3 more people to enter a best tattoo contest. i will start the contest when i have 10 people.please send me a message if you like to enter. when i have enough i will go over the rules.please repost if you have any friends that like to enter. thank bill
Where Is All My Friends?
alrigth all where the hell is everyone im bored and there no one around to talk to
Good Bad And Ugly
Good: Your wife is pregnant. Bad: It's triplets. Ugly: You had a vasectomy five years ago Good: Your wife's not talking to you. Bad: She wants a divorce. Ugly: She's a lawyer. Good: Your son is finally maturing. Bad: He's involved with the Woman next door. Ugly: So are you. Good: Your son studies a lot in his room. Bad: You find several porn movies hidden there. Ugly: You're in them. Good: Your hubby and you agree, no more kids. Bad: You can't find your birth control pills. Ugly: Your 13 year old daughter borrowed them. Good: Your husband understands fashion. Bad: He's a cross-dresser. Ugly: He looks better than you. Good: You give the "birds and bees" talk to your daughter. Bad: She keeps interrupting. Ugly: With corrections. Good: The postman's early. Bad: He's wearing fatigues and carrying a shotgun. Ugly: You gave him nothing for Christmas. Good: Your son is dating someone new. Bad: It's another man. Ugly: He's your best friend. Good: Yo
What Has Gotten Into Her
SO I sitting on the computer when I hear Alex say from the kitchen to Cole..."Cole let me show you something cool on the dishwasher here. Now pay attention because someday you will be married and your wife will ask you to load the dishwasher and I don't want you to look like an idiot, so this is how you do it." I have no idea what possessed her to tell him that, but it was the cutest thing.
My First Day As Direct Caregiver Went Great
First day at work went very well. I worked from 2:30 pm-8:30 pm and I just pretty much got to see where everything is at went over the clients plan again with my boss/cousin and got to meet the clients and spent sometime to get to know them a little bit. I will get to know them a little more. Tomorrow I will be in charge and my boss/cousin will be there in case I have a problem or need something answered. My hours will be after tomorrow Thursday 12:30pm-8:30pm ,Saturday 2:30pm- 8:30pm and Sunday 2:30pm -8:30pm.I know this job I can do. It don’t seem like a really hard job , but again I just started lol. Well I am going to go spend sometime with my husband and my cousin and her husband a little bit. I don’t know with me being a working girl now how much I will blog .More later
Primer 55-this Life
You've got no selfesteem, and you think you're so mistreated. you can't stand your face, and you cannot, cannot believe that you cannot control your fate (chorus) this isn't what you wanted someone to break you down every motherfucking day it's not the life you wanted someone to break you, someone to make you bruises on your face, i guess you fell down the steps again and that's such a shame, cause you let it, you let it happen over and over again (repeat chorus) it's just another day, the last day he touches you again. but that's the price he'll pay. you pull the trigger, it all goes away in one determind flash (repeat chorus) (b-verse) PAY!! close you eyes, you better, hold em' tight, you'll never, don't keep telling yourself it''ll be alright, don't keep telling yourself it'll be alright. (solo) (repeat b verse) Primer 55 - This LifeMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com Primer 55 Music VideosMusic Video Codes by VideoCure HOLY FUCK! I love
My Daughter
Only In America
> > Only in drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the > > back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy > > cigarettes at the front. > > Only in people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, > > and a diet coke. > > Only in banks leave both doors open and then chain the > > pens to the counters. > > Only in we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the > > driveway and put our useless junk in the garage. > > Only in we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in > > packages of eight. > > Only in we use the word 'politics' to describe the process > > so well: 'Poli' in Latin meaning 'many' and 'tics' meaning 'bloodsucking > > creatures'. > > Only in they have drive-up ATM machines with Braille > > lettering. > > EVER WONDER ... > > Why the sun lightens our hair, but darkens our skin? >
My Syth
When i feel i got the urge to kill As if for real i draw a blank and then i reachin for steel The sharpest razor blades that made my first rate Hands of full believers full of murder and hate Used by many souls, many years on the crops Slicin through dicing thought wheat and corn spots But when i grab it something happens that hears all of my confessions Takin' control of my emotions like a demon possession No remorse in my heart for the things it made me do All the blood that was shead like it wasnt even true Wake up in cold sweat sheets covered in red Then the flashbacks hit me of all the sould that we bled Was it true? Did i do all these things in my brain? Was the slingblade curse or was i going insane? I ran out the front door and just looked all around 100 headless corprses' laying all over the ground
Sexy Train
If you have sex 365 times a year and you melted down all the condoms 2 make a tire, what would you call it? A fucken Goodyear! Sex is like playing spades. If you don't have a good partner, you better have a good hand. Big Bad Wolf told Little red riding hood lift your top so I can suck your tits. no, she said while lifting her skirt, eat me like the fucken book says! A rooster and a cat were playing by the pool. the cat fell in and the rooster laughed. The cat said, a wet pussy always makes a cock happy! Girls have unique magic tricks, they get wet without water, bleed without injury, and make boneless things hard. Send to 10 freaks in 30 mins. or you will have bad sex. You're it! This is the sexy train, if you receive this it means your fucken sexy if you get it back you're even sexier. Send 2 ten people or miss the train....... this shit is funny...
i just watched saw 3 and it left me disturbed
What Ifs Of Life
Have you ever thought what do i have in life what is my main outcome of it all how will i affect people will i help or push em away its fun how years pass and people come and go always saying their friendship is like stone and when its tested it breaks like sand ever sit back and wonder why this is so ever think to your self and ask why things happen like they do and why the good always get shafted and the ones whom do harm always get what they want it just seems like being honest and wholesome is just a way of getting screwed :(
Updated Schedule
(all times Eastern Standard Time) MONDAY 12PM (Noon) Devine & Demonic DJ Vicarious 2PM Loud N Proud DJ Mystic 4PM Dodge This DJ Trinity 6PM Eggs & Kegs DJ Raven 8PM Nice Fuckin' Show DJ Evil 10PM S&M DJ Krys 12AM Eggs & Kegs DJ Raven 2AM Satan’s Slumber Party DJ Lucifer TUESDAY 12PM (Noon) Devine & Demonic DJ Vicarious 2:00PM Loud N Proud DJ Mystic 8:00PM S&M DJ Krys 10PM Nice Fuckin' Show DJ Evil 12AM The Sin Within DJ Aphro WEDNESDAY 2PM Loud N Proud DJ Mystic 8PM S&M DJ Krys 10PM Rock Yer Box DocNasty 12AM Disciples of Rock DJ Cru 2AM Satan's Slumber Party DJ Lucifer THURSDAY 2PM Loud N Proud DJ Mystic 6PM Mayhem & Rage ShotDaddy 8PM Mayhem & Rage ShotDaddy 10PM Nice Fuckin' Show DJ Evil 12AM The Black Mass DJ Lucifer Friday 2PM Loud N Proud DJ Mystic 4PM Dodge This DJ Trinity 10PM S & M DJ Krys 12AM The Leathur Lair BratPrince 2AM The Leathur Lair BratPrince Saturday 6PM Devine & Demonic DJ Vicarious 8PM S&M DJ Krys 10PM Nice Fuckin'
hello everyone.if anyone is interested in some new music then i have a new group that you should check out.they are called GREWSUM.they are great.i have them on my myspace page.there page is pass the word.there cd comes out feb.20,2007.its has been push back from jan.30 to feb.20.
The Horny Boomer
Hmmm ... This is not the poem I intended to write, but it's what I ended up with. Here's a poem about sex life of a boomer lady as i could imagine. Enjoy! [ bommers are those born after world war 2 and before 1990 ] *blush* Sex and Pizza Once a classmate told me sex is like pizza: no matter how bad it is, it’s still pizza. Strange, coming from one of the unsexiest people I knew. Didn’t believe him until my early 20s when all I wanted was hard, kinked-out, unexplainable sex. 9 ½ Weeks sex. Blue Velvet sex. The small town of my body sent me outward to a friend as local as my fingertips. His body, beautifully taut, and I was happy hour poured into a miniskirt. Before we knew it, the quick blows of our bodies struck together like rocks catching spark. Ass up, head down, no stroking, no kissing, just clumsy, fractional fucking that was over before it began. I remember walking into the unfamiliar daylight, sleep deprived and scorched like a hous
Hot Woman
Hot butter chocolate Will tempt your desire It will heat up your senses It will dazzle your tongue With its smooth satin flavor And capture your needs With a taste you can savor Like a potion of love It's an Aphrodisiac And it comes in all shades From tan to dark black For hot butter chocolate Will have you begging for more And you'll crave that sweet taste You can't find in a store It's sexy brown sugar That is hard to resist And there's no turning back From its candy like kiss If you haven't indulged In this succulent switch Then you're missing the joy That's hot, butter rich.
A Young Woman In Toronto
A young woman in Toronto was so depressed that she decided to end >her life by throwing herself into Lake Ontario . She went down to the >docks and was about to leap into the frigid water when a handsome young >sailor saw her tottering on the edge of the pier, crying. > > He took pity on her and said, "Look, you have so much to live for. > I'm off to Europe in the morning, and if you like, I can stow you away >on my ship. I'll take good care of you and bring you food every day." > Moving closer, he slipped his arm around her shoulder and added, >"I'll keep you happy, and you'll keep me happy." > > > > The girl nodded yes. After all, what did she have to lose? >Perhaps a fresh start in Europe would give her life new meaning. That >night, the sailor brought her aboard and hid her > > in a lifeboat. From then on, every night he brought her three >sandwiches, some bottled water and a piece of fruit, an
F*ck It!
I had all my *NSFW* pic locked cause of some shit I had heard that was being said about me..but FUCK IT! I am goin to open my pics back up. I know there are a few people who like to look at them once in a while & no sense in them not getting to see them cause of other peoples jealousy & rumor starting!
My Hubby's In A Contest!
PLEASE GO COMMENT BOMB AND VOTE FOR MY HUSBAND! He's in the sexiest soldier contest! C'mon!
I Would Like You To Touch Me As If I Were Your Lover.
I would like you to touch me as if you were going away tomorrow, far far away, and you wanted to remember the feel of my body, the texture of my skin, the hills and valleys that make up the landscape of who I am. I would like you to touch me as if you were blind, knowing that you love me, but unable to see me. Touch my face, my breasts, my belly, my toes... learn what I "look" like, imagine me in your mind as your hands explore my shape. I would like you to touch me as if your hands were healing hands, radiating love energy with every stroke. Feel the energy penetrating through skin, through flesh, entering into the cells of my body. I would like you to touch me as if you gained your nourishment through your hands. Feed on me, drink deeply and draw from your touch the love that I hold for you. I would like you to touch me as if you were feeding me through your hands, as if by your touch I am nourished and sustained. Every inch of me cries out for your touch, yearns to be fe
The Song
I WENT out to the hazel wood, Because a fire was in my head, And cut and peeled a hazel wand, And hooked a berry to a thread: And when white moths were on the wing, And moth-like stars were flickering out, I dropped the berry in a stream And caught a little silver trout. When I had laid it on the floor I went to blow the fire aflame, But something rustled on the floor, And some one called me by my name: It had become a glimmering girl With apple blossom in her hair Who called me by my name and ran And faded through the brightening air. Though I am old with wandering Through hollow lands and hilly lands, I will find out where she has gone, And kiss her lips and take her hands; And walk among long dappled grass, And pluck till time and times are done The silver apples of the moon, The golden apples of the sun.
You Put The Devil Out, But Did You Let Him Leave His Bags?
YOU PUT THE DEVIL OUT, BUT DID YOU LET HIM LEAVE HIS BAGS? This is powerful! You got out of a bad relationship because it was bad, but you are still resentful and angry (you let the devil leave his bags) You got out of financial debt, but you still can't control the desire to spend on frivolous things (you let the devil leave his bags) You got out of a bad habit or addiction, but you still long to try it just one more time (you let the devil leave his bags) You said, I forgive you, but you can't seem to forget and have peace with that person (you let the devil leave his bags ) You told your unequally yoked mate that it was over, but you still continue to call (you let the devil leave his bags) You got out of that horribly oppressive job, but you are still trying to sabotage the company after you've left (you let the devil leave his bags) You cut off the affair with that married man/woman, but you still lust after him/her (you let the devil leave
Dealing With The Government
Dealing with the government A cocky Department of Agriculture representative stopped at a farm and talked with the old farmer ---- "I need to inspect your farm." The old farmer said "You better not go in that field." The Ag representative said in a superior tone, "I have the authority of the U.S. Government with me. See this card? It says I am allowed to go wherever I wish on agricultural land." So the old farmer said, Suit yourself and went about his chores. Later, the farmer heard loud screams and saw the Department of Agriculture rep running for the fence. Close behind was the farmer's prize bull. The bull was madder than a nest of hornets and was gaining at every step. The Old farmer called out: "Show him your card! Show him your card!"
What You Cant Have
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Go To Hell
and tells her, “Go to Hell! Why should we accept your dominant viewpoint? Now I’ll have the fish, and she’ll have the beef loin.” I think it’s so hot when he challenges authority, and he uses big words, like “subvert ideology.” I’m dating a Marxist, and he can’t be beat. I never knew Commies were so darn sweet. When our food arrives, he looks at it critically. He says, “Now this meal was clearly not made for me. It looks mass-produced, from corporate machinery. I won’t be a pawn in this oppressive chicanery!” We head for the exit, we don’t leave a dime, he says that would only perpetuate capitalist crimes. I’m getting turned on by all this rebellion. I invite him back to my place for some real fun. We don’t take a cab, cuz we’re both out of money. My boyfriend spent his on books about Gramsci. Back in my room, he is undressing me. I climb up on top, but then he supresses me. He says, “You’ve been
Breaking Through Wind
To my boo Ready for the change that the winds shall bring to us. A cloud of hope shall form so that rain of new change will come I'll trust you Getting to this new world that we are trying to found, Let love guide us
First Blog
Hi everyone! This is my first time on Cherry Tap and my first blog ever. I just want to thank everyone for being so sweet and welcoming. I look forward to learning more about this site and how to use it. There are some VERY SEXY people on here :) and I can't wait to meet some of them. All My Pleasures, Shayna
Sunday Sex
Sunday Sex A man wonders if having sex on the Sabbath is a sin because he is not sure if sex is work or play. So he goes to a priest and asks for his opinion on this question. After consulting the bible, the priest says, " My son, after an exhaustive search, I am positive that sex is work and is therefore not permitted on Sundays." The man thinks: " What does a priest know about sex?" So he goes to a minister, who after all is a married man and experienced in this matter. He queries the minister and receives the same reply. Sex is work and therefore not for the Sabbath! Not pleased with the reply, he seeks out the ultimate authority: a man of thousands of years tradition and knowledge. In other words, he goes to a rabbi. The Rabbi ponders the question, then states, " My son, sex is definitely play. " The man replies, "Rabbi, how can you be so sure when so many others tell me sex is work?" The Rabbi softly speaks, "If sex were work, my wife would
A teacher is explaining biology to her 4th grade students. "Human beings are the only animals that stutter," she says. A little girl raises her hand. "I had a kitty-cat who stuttered," she volunteered. The teacher, knowing how precious some of these stories could become, asked the girl to describe the incident. "Well", she began, "I was in the back yard with my kitty and the Rottweiler who lives next door got a running start and before we knew it, he jumped over the fence into our yard!" "That must've been scary," said the teacher. "It sure was," said the little girl. "My kitty went 'Fffff, Fffff, Fffff'... and before he could say "Fuck," the Rottweiler ate him!"
I know... I need friends... HELP!!!!
Lost A Lot Of Pic
i don't know what the hell is going on but i lost or some one stole a lot of my comment pic if any one can tell me what is go on i'd appreciate it thanks to all that comment matt
Something I've Started To Wonder....
So I've started to wonder if everyone has that someone. If everyone has that one other person in life that they are supposed to be with for ever. If there is one other soul out there that is perfectly complimentary to mine. Is there a love out there that is like the love displayed in movies or sung about in all the great love songs? Or am I going to have to walk the world alone, forever a single white female? There are times when I think that I will find that love and I will be happy with it forever, then there are times when I think that I will never find the one person that makes me truly happy. Then the saddest thought of them all, I sometimes think that my true love it no where near me at all. I fear that I know him and that the one thing standing in our way of being together and being happy is our location. Yes, I know some say that if it is love, it will overcome all obstacles. But some part of me fears that if I don't make a move nothing will ever happen. So here is my
If I Cant Have You..what Does One Do?
what do you do when you cant have the love of your life?..Does self immolation call?..against the laws of God and you give in? do you cope or deal with betrayal?...harden your heart?..becomes as stone..but then that is just another type of is not living. I never did work out the answer, if indeed there is one..please enjoy the page and if there is something in its message that catches at you..then trust me in this..there is always someone who will be there to help..just dont be blinded by the tears that you fail to see them....Bright Blessings
Well here i go sittin' here again all by myself trying to figure out what just happend. I keep askin myself why do things have to happen like this. It's just outta my hands I guess. I don't know what to do . Mom and Dad are getting a divorce, why? It's killin me. I know it's not my fault. Theres nothing i can do to stop it. It's just that after 24 yrs together that Mom just serves him papers. My dad is so tore up and I don't know what to say to him. Mom has totally shut everyone out and won't even give me a call. I guess things happen for a reason. She could at least give me a call. I'll just sit here and ponder the thought of not haveing a family anymore eventhough they are stepbrothers they are still my brothers and i love them very much. I don't know??? This sucks i'm gonna be all by myself now noone to turn to when in need of a shoulder. I guess as the dust settles i'll know a little bit more of what's going to happen, until then I don't know what to say.
Oh My...
I think I'm in love... *dances about whimsically*
The Kitchen Bitch
The Kitchen Bitch > > > A mother was working in the kitchen listening to her 5-year-old son > playing > with his new electric train in the living room. > > heard the train stop and her son saying, "All of you sons of bitches > who > want off, get the hell off now... cause this is the last stop! > > > And all of you sons of bitches, who are getting on, get your asses on > the > train...because we're going down the tracks. > > > The horrified mother went in and told her son, "We don't use that kind > of > language in this house. Now I want you to go to your room and you are > to > stay there for TWO HOURS. When you come out, you may play with your > train...but I want you to use nice language." > > > Two hours later, the boy came out of the bedroom and resumed playing > with > his train. > > > Soon the train stopped and the mother heard her son say... "All > passengers > please remember your things, thank you and hope your trip w as a > pleasant >
An 80's Love Song
Once upon a time I was falling in love, Now I'm only falling apart, There's nothing I can do, A total eclipse of the heart! Once upon a time there was light in my life, Now there's only love in the dark, Nothing I can say, A total eclipse of the heart! Bonnie Tyler 1984
The Frist House I Lived In
Entry To Get Things Started
Well, here I am on a system I've never seen before. I am here only because a friend asked me and I figure what the heck, is just for fun...Althought I don't really think I belong here.
Dunno What To Say
Ive never really blogged befor, I dont really know what to say, I'm still trying to figure this website out its a lil confusing, but after awhile I'm sure I'll get the hang of it, so anyways, whats up pple that read this
Got Issues?
Take two of these then bitch-slap someone in the morning!
Cutest Couple Contest
I am currently entered into the cutest couple contest. It is by comments. If you've got time, come drop a comment or two :-) Ends February 1st @ 7pm Central time
Something New
This is weird,I joined this site cuz a friend asked me to and I ended up meeting alot of wonderful people,some have become friends.One became more. I dont know what will become of it but I do know this I like how I feel when I talk to this person,both on the phone and oneline,We are making planns to meet,I have my fingers crossed that something special will come of it and of us meeting. I do that I have left him sweet little mushy messages.After all it's weird for me but that is my baby bear and I love him very much.I think it's cute on how he calls me baby-doll. I do know that I think about him alot. I know awwwwwwwwwwww,but Im beginning to like this awwwwwwwwwwwwwww very much,lol. As,I sit here and write this blog right now,I have a smile on my face even though,I am tired and wanting to sleep. So,I hope that says soemthing about the specialness of my sweetie and my soon-to be ct husband.
Let It Go
"LET IT GO" There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk to another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hangup the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. Let them go. And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead. You've got to know when it's dead. You've got to know when it's over. Let me tell you something I've got the gift of good-bye. It's the tenth spiritual gift, I believe in good-bye. It's not that I'm hateful, it's that I'm
About Me When I Was Younger
Martin Luther King, Jr.
War is a poor chisel to carve out tomorrows.- Martin Luther King, Jr.
Holy unbelievable shit monkeys my brother came home! I had a dream last night where I came home from work and my brother was home. and today when i came home from work my brother was home!!!!!!!!!! apparently he came home yesterday while i wasn;t here and when i got in he was in his room and when i left this morning he was sleeping so i never knew. eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee he's back i'm so happy yay.
Illegal In Washington Dc
It is illegal to build a Washington, D.C. building taller than the Capitol Building.
A Question 4 Da Ladies....or....this Is Why Im Hot Pt 1
So ladies, I’m curious about something........ And it’s in times like these that I wish there was a Cherry Tap Chat Room for subjects like I wouldn’t have to expose my ignorance — I could just lurk on that biotch and learn all I wanted. Alas, no such luck. As a result........ I’m finna get nyggerish — I mean, according to the dictionary, that’s synonmous for ignorance, right?? Well then, I’m about to get indignant with my ig’nant. So, like, I’ve had numerous discussions with dudes over the course of my life....... And in the course of those discussions, the subject of women and “relations” have come up a whole freakin bunch........One common theme in nearly all of these discussions is how dude just blew the woman’s mind.......... How he knocked it out the box......How he stood up in it..... How he rocked the casbah and whatnot. Now, I may be a fool....... but I’m no dummy........... I KNOW these dudes are exaggerating…..... I mean, I admit to having em
Robert Fulghum
Learn some and think some and draw and paint and sing and dance and play and work every day some.
Help Me Please
Need rates an comment Bombers to help me out here to get up on the high on levels. Please help me out here not doing to well here. Thanks to all who can help me I deeply appreciate it.
Ice Cream
Eating ice cream makes you hotter, not cooler.
A Brotha's Brotha....
There are some things you just don’t say in some places. In crowded movie don’t scream, “FIRE!!” In don’t yell out, “Dayum!! That usher got a phat azz!!” On an don’t holler, “This PLANE is da BOMB!! Allahu Akbar!!” I mean, you CAN… but doing so will most likely have unpleasant repercussions......... And the same goes for in the office.......there are a multitude of things you don’t say........ And what’s more...... there are a multitude of things you don’t want to hear. I have a pretty good idea of the shyt I don’t like to hear in the office....And the list isn’t that long seeing as how my last office was like 90% the topics can be a bit wild — which makes for a quick day and hilarious conversations. For instance.....I remember once hearing a fairly simple comment that was like a speedo made of sandpaper… meaning… the shyt rubbed me the wrong way. okay.....peep game...... the Au
Good Old George
George Carlin's Views on Aging Do you realize that the only time in our lives when we like to get old is when we're kids? If you're less than 10 years old, you're so excited about aging that you think in fractions. "How old are you?" "I'm four and a half!" You're never thirty-six and a half. You're four and a half, going on five! That's the key You get into your teens, now they can't hold you back. You jump to the next number, or even a few ahead. "How old are you?" "I'm gonna be 16!" You could be 13, but hey, you're gonna be 16! And then the greatest day of your life . . . you become 21. Even the words sound like a ceremony . YOU BECOME 21. YESSSS!!! But then you turn 30. Oooohh, what happened there? Makes you sound like bad milk! He TURNED; we had to throw him out. There's no fun now, you're Just a sour-dumpling. What's wrong? What's changed? You BECOME 21, you TURN 30, then you're PUSHING 40. Whoa! Put on the brakes, it's all slipping away. Before you know it, y
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What Pinup Are You?
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Maria, Maria - Carlos Santana
Maria, Maria VideoMaria, Maria lyrics - Santana lyricsSantana Music VideosMusic Video Codes by VideoCure
ok who's drinking i hate drinking alone who wants to get drunk and naked come on hahaahhh oh my wife better answer this one hahaha she is a mean ass but i love her to death
Need The Kleenex Again!
You People Better not Break this...... A friend of mine posted this.. Who cares if a soldier dies.. Take a man and put him alone, Put him twelve thousand miles from home. Empty his heart of all but blood, Make him live in sand, in mud. This is the life I have to live, This the soul to God I give. You have your parties and drink your beer, While young men are dying over here. Play your poilitics and have your fun, Then refuse to use a gun. There's nothing else for you to do, Then I'm supposed to die for you? There is one thing that you should know; And that's where I think you should go! I'm already here and it's too late. I've traded all my love for all this hate. I'll hate you till the day I die. You made me hear my buddy cry. I saw his leg and his blood shed, Then I heard them say, "This one's dead". It was a large price for him to pay, To let you live another day. He had the guts to fight and die, To keep the freedom you live by. By his dying, your life
Im Tired
im so tired of my life right now. im tired of being hurt, confused, rejected, stressed out, pushed to my limit, and more. im tired to the point where i dont feel like going anywhere, moving ahead in any direction, i feel like crawling under a rock and just dying alone. Because at the end of my life i will most likely be alone. im tired of trying to give people hope when they are convinced they have none. im tired of telling people what i think only to have them looked over and then pushed aside. Do you recognize me?! Im that other person that is in this too. Im that person that you didnt realize that your decision effected too. See me?! im here trying desperately to understand why im here. Take a good look because you never know when i wont be there.
Broke Azzed Friends...
When I heard the knock on my door that night, I just knew it was about to be on and poppin! I was a broke azz college I knew I was in for the night.......even if it was a Friday. I wasn’t about to do any school work......... And my mack game was on the I couldn’t even call up a “sure thing” and make it a Blockbuster night — and let’s be for real people, when a college-aged dude asks a woman to come over to his crib for a blockbuster night, it ain’t a “block” he’s trying to “bust!” It’s dat azz!! LOL.....well me anyway......I dont know about some of you lame ass humps.... Anyways.... So basically, I was in for the night and bored as hell. But that knock on the door changed everything. I knew who it was before I even opened the door...... And in the several steps from my faux-leather loveseat to the door, I was hoping he came bearing gifts...... At the door was one of my best friends who had just gotten off work. As most college kids do
Name 4 things in your purse/wallet: 1. Debit Card 2. Drivers Lisence 3. College ID Card 4. Change Name 3 favorite fruits: 1. i 2. HATE 3. fruit Three names you go by: 1. Anna (Banana) 2. Crazy Eye Johnny 3. Sonic Three things you are wearing right now 1. White shirt 2. Black tie 3. Stripy top The WHOS: Who was the last person to IM you? Jade What are you thinking about right now? I miss my brother, hope hes alright *sends telepathic hug* Who did you last talk to on the phone? Erm...i do believe that was The Boy, woke me up!! Whose birthday is next? MINE BIATCH!!! The WHERES: Where is your phone? in my pocket Where did you get the shirt you're wearing? my cousin Where is the last place you took a ride to? Red Lion The WHATS: What was the last thing you ate? Pepperoni pizza What color pants are you wearing? blue jeans What kind of cell phone do you have? nokia 7250i What is the closest item near you that is blue?
"Do you know what you have done?" she asks, as the winds whisper... betrayal.. "Do you know what you have done?" she asks, as her heart stops beating "Do you know what you have done?" she asks, as the gates of hell open for her. "Let me share my love, let us become one. Let me show you my love, pure estasy and a bonding to be as one. Let your soul ripple and renew. Come, spend eternity in the flames of intense passion. Let our love consume our souls... melding us as one." He asks her"tell me more" "Between us my love...speak of it to no one" He replies.."Behind closed doors" "Come, I will show you my hunger, and share with you. Let me feed as I will feed you" "Do you know what you have done?" she asked, as the winds whisper betrayal...
hey all my friends, I have a bunch of new pics on here that have barely been rated and have no comments, I would appreciate any and all help. Ill return the favor if you let me know what ya did thanks, im also looking for ideas on how I might better be able too improve my page all feedback greatly appreciated thanks, Will
A True Soulmate
Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you've never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can't wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you
Well Stated!
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin
Keepeing A Relationship
It's best to wait for the one you want than to settle for the available. Best to wait for the one you love, than who's around. Best to wait for the right one because life is too short to waste on just anyone. African proverbs states, " Before you get married, keep both eyes open, after you marry, close one eye." Before you get involved and make a commitment to someone, don't let Lust, Desperation, Immaturity, Ignorance, Pressure (from others) or a Low Self Esteem make you blind to warning signs. "Keep Your Eyes Open." Don't fool yourself thinking you can change someone or that what you see as faults isn't really that important. Once you decide to commit to someone, over time, his or her Flaws, Vulnerability, Personal Peeves and Differences will come more obvious. If you love your mate and want the relationship to grow and evolve you've got to learn how to close one eye and not let every little thing bother you. You and your mate have many different Expectations, Emotional Needs, Values
What Is Love?
What is love? it the warm and painless romantic?..or is it something which can bring pain and desolation?...Maybe a combination of choose...I made this page and the poem for somebody awhile ago...and then I did say goodbye..who knows the rights or wrongs of my decision? there a right or wrong? The only sure thing is that at least two people and probably more who must live with the results ...please feel free to view the page..maybe it will strike a chord here and there..Bright Blessings
"her Heart"
Possesions do not make happiness. I could own the world and still I'd be lonely. I only want one thing that I can not have. I want her heart only. I'll die a pauper because I will never have the only thing that would make me rich... Her heart.
How You Make The Day Go By Faster At Work
Hey tell everyone how you waste your day away at work. Do you play games talk on the phone mess with co workers etc
Since Noone Reads My Bulletins
please help my friend with some bombs
"i Dreamed A Dream"
I once believed in fairy tales. That love was true and never failed. But wisdom comes with such a price. Love was stolen by a thief in the night. I wish I could still believe in fairy tales. About Little Boy Blue and all the fables. But at some time before you die... Reality sets in and you wonder why... You ever believed...
Are You A Sociopath ?
You Are 28% Sociopath From time to time, you may be a bit troubled and a bit too charming for your own good. It's likely that you're not a sociopath... just quite smart and a bit out of the mainstream! Are You A Sociopath?
Ladies....who Really Owns Your Poon?
The battle rages here in America over who is going to own their vagina in the new millenium. I see all kinds of movements afoot to get women to ingest all manner of pills and medications in order to regulate their poons. Some of the medicines make the poon infertile, while others kill the love slot slowly. How much you want to bet me that OPRAH sells some of these drugs on her television show and in her publications? A spearmint dream deferred? Chewable contraception that freshens your breath while your ovaries are shriveled like a raisin in the sun. This birth control patch isn’t just killing eggs. It’s killing egg holders too. And last, but certainly not least, Plan B. Because someone just forgot that Plan A should only have been some heavy petting. Do you see how many pills are required to have sex? And then you still have to w
" She Moved Me In Ryme"
It may be too late for me 'cause I was born in a different time. But she's the only one that I've ever wanted. I've never met anyone that moved me to rhyme. Before her I just breathed in and out. I still breath in and out but now with a purpose to rhyme.
I press the blade against the flesh life's essence hidden right below just one fast swipe can unleash a cut to release the torrential flow the spray in spurts paints a picture on the wall then the images dissolves.... gravity pulls it to the ground there it gathers in a pool I stare into it..... looking into it as a mirror seeing all that I have in life seeing what I might miss only one image forms a beautiful image one of who I love the one I miss I reach for that smile failing to lift my hand all my strength is in her face all is in that mirror that shows her face
Children Learn What They Live
If a child lives with criticism, He or She learns to condemn. If a child lives with hostility, He of She learns to fight. If a child lives with ridicule, He or She learns to be shy. If a child lives with shame, He or She learns to feel guilty. If a child lives with tolerance, He or She learns to be patient. If a child lives with encouragement, He or She learns confidence. If a child lives with praise, He or She learns to appreciate. If a child lives with fairness, He or She learns justice. If a child lives with security, He or She learns to have faith. If a child lives withapproval, He or She learns to like him or her self. If a child lives withacceptance and friendship, He or She learns to find love in the world.
Roflmao!!! My Bumper Sticker
Your Bumper Sticker Should Be Gettin' humped at the pump What Bumper Sticker Should Be On Your Car?
What Flower Are You?
You Are a Yellow Flower A yellow flower tends to represent joy, friendship, and playfulness. At times, you are childlike, as a buttercup is. And at other times, you are fickle, like a dahlia. And more than you wish, you tend to feel bittersweet, like a marigold. What Color Flower Are You?
Friend Requests
In the days since writing my last post on Friend Requests I've received a gratifying and -completely- confusing number of them. Some of them blank. From people I haven't spoken with before. Erm, first of all, see the blog post in this blog just preceding (possibly too confusing...) it's good to have spoken with me awhile, since there's stuff I put in friends-only blogs and photos that I want some control over the viewing of. So I want to know a bit about the viewers of them. Y'know. Right. At least compromise by sending a friend request that isn't blank, if we haven't spoken before. Read my profile, tell me about yourself. The more the merrier. Or send an e-mail. I'm not asking for a college application essay. The really sensitive stuff stays written and locked in physical drawers, the somewhat less so, to CT family. I just want to know who I'm telling about things. The stuff that the whole world can know about? Goes in public blogs that are readable by the whole wor
Seating And Waiting
I'm doing the only thing that gets me through the nights since you've been gone... Waiting for you. Even if you never came back it's the only bright spot in my life... Waiting for you. And I'll go on waiting 'til the waiting is all over... Waiting for you.
One Of My Favorite Kiss Songs
Before I had a baby I didn't care anyway I thought about the back door I didn't know what to say But once I got a baby I, I tried every way She didn't wanna do it But she did anyway But baby please don't refuse You know you got nothin' to lose You got nothin' to lose You got, got nothin' to lose, well nothin' You got, got nothin' to lose, yeah baby You got, got nothin' to lose You got, got nothin' to lose, you g-g-g-g-got nothin' You got, got nothin' to lose, well come on mama You got, got nothin' to lose, yeah shake your You got, got You got, you got, you got nothin' to lose So now I've got a baby And we've tried every way You know she wants to do it And she does anyway But baby please don't refuse You know you got nothin' to lose You got nothin' to lose You got, got nothin' to lose, yeah baby You got, got nothin' to lose, yeah You got, got nothin' to lose, you feel so good You got, got nothin' to lose, well come on mama You got, got nothin' t
To The People On My Friends List....
I dont know about you guys....but Im not in the business of having peeps on my friends list just for the sake of having them... If i requested you as a friend....or added your request it was because something about you intrigued me, or interested me...... That being said.....if I dont know you......and I send you a message or strike up a conversation with would be greatly appreciated if youd respond..... Even If its to tell me to go to hell.... or not to contact you anymore. Trust...... there wont be any hard feelings.... But nothing irks me more than to send someone a CT message or to strike up a convo -- only to be ignored.....I mean its fine if you just dont like me.....but how are you gonna be racist on the internet.....LOL.... If Im not the kind of person you want to talk to....then what the hell are you doing on my friends page? Please remove yourself and then go play in traffic.....its not like I contacted you..... In conclusion, if I send you
Back Home, For Now.
Hey everyone. The procedures went well, except instead of coming out extremely happy due to the anesthesia, I came out extremely groggy and with excrutiating pain. That was a bummer. I wanted to be happy and have no pain. Oh well. I was happy to finally be able to eat. :) I had been on a "clear liquid diet" for almost two days. Where all I could eat was broth, jello, hard candy and drink nothing but black coffee, gatorade, water, juice. Have nothing colored red. No dairy or carbs. Basically, I was eating like I would if I was sick. It sucked. My first stop after the procedures....Drive Thru!! The reason I was getting these procedures (endoscopy and colonoscopy) was for a diagnosis. I've been dealing with stomach issues for several years now, where it nearly debilitates me. I can take several stomach pills a day, or it can be bad enough where I take pain medication. Either way, I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired. The worst part about these procedures is the diet
Wicked Fun
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" Without You "
My wish for you is that you never taste death. But if that wish should never come true... I wish that I taste it before you. That way I'll never have to live without you.
what is so hard about telling the truth to someone. Its not that hard. Just say "your not my type" thats it, Its not that hard Or Just An Upper Lip Cover Up!!
Hey everyone. I need everyone's opinion.. What do you think of mustaches.. Are they attractive on men? What makes them attractive? Or are you the smooth faced individual? Let me know your thoughts and opinions...
Wish You Were Here....
So, so you think you can tell Heaven from Hell, blue skies from pain. Can you tell a green field from a cold steel rail? A smile from a veil? Do you think you can tell?...Pink Floyd-Wish You Were Here.... . . Well haven't written anything in a long time...not that the world doesn't continue to piss me off, but just that haven't had the energy to do it...though today to be honest I really don't have the energy, (read Desire)...first thing I want to say is...KNOW WHAT YOU WANT TO ORDER BEFORE YOU GET TO THE DRIVE THRU!!!!...this also means...STOP TALKING ON YOUR DAMN CELL PHONE AND ORDER!!!!...unless you saw something on a comercial that is new at your local fast food place, the menu hasn't changed much since the last time you were there, and if by any chance you haven't seen the newest in new, usually there will be an ad on the outside menu...there is no such thing as the "secret special" that you have to ask don't have to tell me that "Vinnie"
The Naked
The petals have all fallen from the rose. I just have to pick up the pieces. But that's the hardest part trying to find all the little pieces to my heart.
new pics up of me and Jason and Luv muffin at Level last night take a look we had a blast! Have a great night y'all
Home And Great
Well been very exciting time been on a few trips had alo of fun had some issues from the past to umm tie up. Also i got a new job i am now a mortgage loan officer for southwest funding here in austin area i hope this works out. I am new to this kinda business so alot of learning to do but I think I can do it and btw if u need home finanacing heheheh call me.Well anyway it has been an eventuful few weeks i have done alot and had well some fun . leared some ppl i thought were my friends are stains upon the earth and that some i thought were my enemies are someof my truest friends and anything learned is good . BTW ppl do not be strangers u all know how to contact me and if u don't then damnit ask I always like to talk to new ppl and meet new ppl and just a fun loving guy . well i hate punctuation so gonna go and adios
When bad things happen we must reach down to our basics and pull up. It's not always easy because sometimes we've sunk so far down that we can't even see light. But if we go deep enough within ourselves that's when the healing starts.
Tick Tock
COME ON 420 ! Im so fuk'n bored.......waitin 2 leave , no one's on here....booooooring
Nobody's Fool
I count the falling tears They fall before my eyes Seems like a thousand years Since we broke the ties I call you on the phone But never get a rise So sit there all alone It's time you realize I'm not your fool Nobody's fool Nobody's fool I'm no fool Nobody's fool Nobody's fool Never again no no You take your road I'll take mine, The paths have both been beaten Searchin' for a change of pace Life needs to be sweetened I scream my heart out just to make a dime And with that dime I bought your love But now I've changed my mind I'm not your fool Nobody's fool Nobody's fool I'm no fool Nobody's fool Nobody's fool Never again no no I count the falling tears They fall before my eyes Seems like a thousand years I'm not your fool Nobody's fool Nobody's fool I'm no fool Nobody's fool Nobody's fool I'm not your fool Nobody's fool Nobody's fool I'm no fool Nobody's fool Nobody's fool Nobody's fool Nobody's fool Nobody's fool Nobody's fool
What You Think You Know
I Need Helpppppppppp
i dont know how to make this work with iso complated i rather stay with myspace
im hot and i know it
~~someone Is Always Watching~~
if you would like to add me on myspace.. here is the link R0bb1E T. on Myspace. thanks Rob
A Cinderella Song This One Makes Me Think Alot
I know it¹s hard In a world gone mad To find the truth To Understand And I know it¹s hard To turn the page To walk the line To have the faith But sometimes when it¹s light And you can¹t see Sometimes when this world Just seems to be so cold Sometimes when you¹re lost at sea Drowning in your pain Sometimes the sun shines through the rain I know it¹s hard In a world so cold To feel the love I know it¹s hard And I know it¹s true That in the end We all find our way And that¹s life my friend But sometimes when it¹s light And you can¹t see Sometimes when this world Just seems to be so cold Sometimes when you¹re lost at sea Drowning in your pain Sometimes the sun shines Through the pain World keeps turning Nothing changes Hope this time We can rearrange the stars I can¹t be that hard no Sometimes when it¹s light And you can¹t see Sometimes when this world Just seems to be so cold Sometimes when you¹re lost at sea Drowning in your pain Someti
Not Sure
My heart has been broken. My heart has been torn wide open. I can't stop cryin. On the inside im diein. With you I felt so right. Now I cry through the night. I watched as you slipped through my fingers. My love for you still lingers. I hear your voice over the phone. The I realize im all alone. I wish I could still be the one. But I must remember that we our done. I can't stop thinking of you. I wish I could but it's true. Ive lost the one thing that mattered. And now my heart and soul are shattered. I don't know if ill ever be the same. I guess this is loves crule game. I miss how it use to be. When you belonged to me. But I guess life goes on. Then why does letting you go feel so wrong. I wont be the one waitting for your kiss. That's one of the things im going to miss. I wont be the one to hold you tight. I wont be the one to keep you safe at night. I wont be the one to wake up next to you. This is horrible but sadly it's true. I thought we would have married. And our baby you woul
Ac Dc My Fav Wahoooooo
I always seem to get a bit wild lol while out on AC DC..dancing on tables trying to finish before the bouncer catches me lmao wahooooooooo
Let It Go
I read this on somebody's blog.... and it made me feel better about a lot of things going on in my life right now.... will give some of you peace as well.... "LET IT GO" There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk to another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hangup the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. Let them go. And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead. You've got to know when it's dead. You'v
A chocolate said to a lollipop, you are damn sweet. And the lollipop said : Not as sweet as the person reading this! Ur smile makes me smile... ur talks make me glad.. But ur absence makes me sad... Be always with me my dear friend!!! send this 2 all ur friends in ur list n also back 2 me if i am ur friend.... If u get more than 7 u r lovable
This Dokken Song Is Usually How I Feel
Toss and turn all night in the sheets I can't sleep Night after night don't know what it means In my dreams What can I say or do You won't come back, we're through I've realized too late That, baby, your love has turned away In my dreams--it's still the same Your love is strong, it still remains In my dreams--you're still by me Just the way it used to be Calling your name, but you're turning away Please don't leave Running in circles, waiting to see you In my dreams What can I say or do You won't come back, we're through I've realized too late That, baby, your love has turned away In my dreams--it's still the same Your love is strong, it still remains In my dreams--you're still by me Just the way it used to be In my dreams--it's still the same Your love is strong, it still remains In my dreams--you're still by me Just the way it used to be In my dreams--it's still the same Your love is strong, it still remains In my dreams--you'll always be
Marines Sux
these marines around here dont know what they want but i guess thats all men but i dont need a man to make me feel special or to tell me im a somebody cause i know im a somebody either way
One Of My Favorite Britny Fox Songs
There's this girl I used to know, the way I feel heaven knows. I look up high and dream at night, memories I can't let go. Don't you know how it feels? Did you know your dreams are real? Don't you know you have the time? This dream feels good inside. Dream on, oh, dream on, don't you know your gonna find that star, dream on. Dream on, oh, dream on. Wish upon a star and dream on. Hand in hand we'll rock this land, gone through blues with her heart. Sometimes we need to make our dreams, things may glow bright as the stars. Bridge, chorus, lead, hook out.
A chocolate said to a lollipop, you are damn sweet. And the lollipop said : Not as sweet as the person reading this! Ur smile makes me smile... ur talks make me glad.. But ur absence makes me sad... Be always with me my dear friend!!! send this 2 all ur friends in ur list n also back 2 me if i am ur friend.... If u get more than 7 u r lovable
grrrr i wish i didnt drive every girl i got with away i think i try hard to let a girl know i like her but eveytime its some little thing i do and poof shes realy down tonight so if anyone can cheer me up their welcome my yahoo names _madnesss_ if anyone would like ta talk im bored allso:P
Freak In Bed Test, I Got A 62
All-ternative Solutions Web Page
Sometimes life seems a very lonely place..I made this page at a time when I felt that. However, its also a page of hope..please take a visit there ..Bright Blessings
On Behalf Of Ryan
Hey,all No i'm not Ryan.I'm his cousin's mate and ryan asked me to post this blog on his behalf. Yesterday he was involved in an attempted car jacking. He didn't give up the car but they got 500$us & he got a few injuries. The worst being a broken leg and his side being cut from about rib to above the hip. And what's worst is the blade used was tainetd with some chem. the hospital is still unsure just what it was. If he hadn't of been drug to ER well he;'d be dead. No suger coating about it. So he's in the hospital. We're told till at least Fri. and tues they will be going into the wound& doing what amounts to a scrapping to removed the toixan in the layers of the fleash and a small part of fleash needs removed to. So he won't be on line Or on the mns IM(when it works.Not like tonight when it don't). He didn't want anyone to worrie. So requested I do this blog. He has given me his ok to check back if needed so feel free to send the get well wishes.I'll be sure he sees them.
Dave's Hideaway Has Relocated!!
ok ok this is pathetic but all those who claim to love me and not one crush my ego is getting kicked lol thought id come on and whine lmfao i never got to leave a boo hoo blog so now i did boo hoo for me lmfao mauhhs to all of you, yes i still love you all sniff sniff lmfao
Call Me When You're Sober - Evanescence
Yaaaaayyyy Me!! Lol
Believe it or not my peoples...I have gone BACK to school. got it..I am a 'COLLEGE STUDENT'. No, really..I am. I made the life changing decision at the beggining of the year. I had been thinking about it for a long time, and finally admitted that something had to be changed in my life, because I could not continue to live under the cloud I have been living under. I am enrolled in an accelerated CIS course. which means, from 8am to 3pm I am in school plugging my brain with knowledge. My major is Computer Information Systems (programming). I will receive my B.S in Game programming. So, that means..I will be making Video games!! WHOOOO HOOOO!!! lol. And for all of you that know me, KNOW that is a beyond perfect job for me.
My Parents Best Friend
So I just got home from work and found out that my mothers best friend husband/my fathers best friend died last night in his sleep. This has been a very sad week for me. Two deaths within a week apart! Why is this happening? I dont know what all happened but his 17 year old son found him this morning. He is leaving behind a wife, two daughters and a son. I dont know what else to say about this but its a sad sad day/week....
Sexual Dictionary
Cole -- [noun]:An aphrodisiac made of cucumbers 'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at
I Love This Video
I like written poems so if you like what I write then tell me some are from other people that I have found that I just fell in love with. and this is one of them. Black with a white strip down her face. She was a baby when she got sick. But with the love of humans she got better and soon romp and played. She wasn't mine at first and I soon grew to love her. I asked my father if I could have her and he said yes. So I took great care of her. Soon Mother's day came, a terrible day for her. She died that afternoon with her head on my lap. She died for a human sakes of mistakes. Someday I will get to see her, and we will be together forever. I know it don't quite ryem but its still good.
Smile :)
New Uncensored Pixs In Photos!!
ladies check out uncensored pixs..and plan your trop to south florida..hehe good times! DJK post your thoughts on the pixs..
Online Communities
i'm really writing this as a way of just venting for a few moments. i like CT cuz it allows me to network but there r times that myspace and yahoo 360 kinda get on my nerves. here's the thing, i don't think that most of the things that people say can b trusted. some people will be real and say, "hey, i like the way u look and wanna have some hot sex with u". it's cool that they were honest but most people don't want to see or read or hear that all the time. even though it may be the truth and the person that it's said to may feel the same about the other individual. then u have those who are just doing something cuz they're bored. those that are really looking for something serious. those who believe that they have something to say to the world. like i said, im just venting, but do YOU know why you're on CT?
Just A Common Soldier
This was written for me by a friend. Different country same job. PLEASE do not copy without permission. ~JUST A COMMON SOLDIER~ He was getting old and paunchy and his hair was falling fast, And he sat around the Legion telling stories of his past Of a war that he had fought in and the deeds that he had done, In his exploits with his buddies,they were heroes, every one. And tho'sometimes to his neighbours,his tales became a joke, All his Legion buddies listened,for they knew whereof he spoke But we'll hear his tales no longer,for old Bill has passed away, And the world's a little poorer,for the soldier died today. He won't be mourned by many,just his children and his wife, For he lived an ordinary,quick and uneventful life Held a job and raised a family,quietly going his own way And the world won't note his passing,tho'a soldier died today. When politicians leave this earth,their bodies lie in state While thousands note their passing and proclaim that they
First Time
Never have done a blog before. It just kind of seemed pointless like asking everyone to just step into my life. The wife said to try it so here I am.
Needn Sum Luv
To All you fine, sexy Cherries.... I am deployed and would love to see all of your fine ass bodies. I have tried to rate all the pics I cum across. It would be great if some of you could send or post a video of you by yourself or getting railed by your man. Would love to see your pussies all wet. Is thee any of you Kinky enough to do that. Hit me up with some love.
After I just wrote a blog about how great this place is, I get a taste of the not-so-great that seems to be prevailant in this world no matter where we go. I want to let everyone know that I KNOW I am not the most gorgeous female here. I also know how to make friends with some class and dignity instead of showing all of what God gave me for points. Having said that, and this is no offense to my gay friends, I also KNOW that I am not a faggot as one "man" called me while rating my pic a 1. If you didn't like my looks, why even say anything? And by the way, The Rock, I never visited your page to marry you in the first place. Does it make you feel big when you put someone else down? Do you suffer from little man syndrome? Whatever the case may be, I KNOW not to waste my time givin' you those so coveted cherry points in the future. As for all of the nice people I've met here, I'm glad I've met you :) and I'll continue to support you in all of your creativity. CSC
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Answer To A Question....
You asked once: Do I Brag or Bad Mouth You to my Friends? LETS SEE: I: loved you once, loved that we were best friends, loved the time we spent together and loved our wild sex life. YOU: played me once, used our friendship, wasted the time we shared and enjoyed our wild sex life. I: offered friendship,companionship and compassion YOU: offered lies and heartache I: told my friends and family about you YOU: kept me your dirty lil secret I: was in need of a friend to help through the bad times in my life YOU: were no where to be found YOU: were in need of a friend to help through the bad times in you life. I: gave support,compassion,companionship and friendship. I: helped a friend through one of the worst times in his life. YOU: used the only person that cared enough to be there in your time of need. I: Woke from my nightmare that was us.. YOU: Still trying to be a Player. So my answer is in the form of a question. DID YOU EVER GIVE ME
Ladies What Kind Of
What kind of dick are you getting? MISERABLE DICK - When the guy is extremely handsome. He says the right things and does the right things. When it comes to sex, he is lacking in this department. He sucks your tits too hard, kisses your mouth too long, stays around your neck forever, fingers you like a GYN Doctor, licks your pussy like he's in a track meet and has a very small dick. You try to give him some head, only to find that you are actually sucking a pacifier. This is so miserable you think, "how can a guy so fine, so polite be so weak". To top everything off ladies, how about just when in your mind you're going to try to get the best out of this, even if you have to make yourself cum, and he beats you to the punch. DAMN TOLERABLE DICK - This is funny dick. He eats major pussy. He eats it so good, your knees feel a little weak. It was good enough to make you shed a tear. Then he puts his dick in, just For you to realize that you cannot really feel it!! His stroke is UN-tim
ripping like flesh... tearing not healing.... just festering and rotting... how do you stop it... how do you make it heal... you try to close the wound only to have it reopened... it hurts.... it hurts worse then a bruise... worse then a broken bone... a fragile organ... yet it takes so much hurt... the sight of someone from the past just opens it again... can it take any more... do you dare to try... i dont want to... and dont think i will again...
Easy And Simple Words
Don't be deceived by a vagrant fool, Who weaves his words like a golden tool, As magic he spins them in thinnest air, To lure and capture a maiden fair. Watch close thy sense, lest it be snared by this, For words sweetly spun oft feel much like a kiss. Partake of the joy they were meant to impart, Lose not thy soul, nor thy head, nor thy heart. Fall not for the words or letters you see, Give them no breath or life without me, Lest these words grow to be more than this man, Who gently and lovingly reaches out his hand.
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Skinn To Skin
Skin agains skin Sensual touching Hot and panting breath Blissfully building heat Bodies entwined Moving Rythmically With pleasure Receiving and giving ~~~ Passion ~~~ Giving and receiving with pleasure Rythmically moving Entwined bodies Heat building blissfully Breath panting and hot Touching sensually Skin to skin
I'm sssooooo bored!! Someone talk to me!
thats all i got 2 say about this whole weekend - dammit
1-27-07 19th Entry
January 27, 2007, 05:55:pm I'm still waiting on the sleep apnea test. I've called a couple times to find out what is going on but all I get told is they are setting several appointments and I'll get a call when its done. Apparently its going to be 2 appointments. 1 to see the doc and 2nd for the overnight sleep. Oh yea that one should be fun, NOT. I'm a night owl by nature. Even when I have to be up at 5 am for work, I'm usually never in bed before 12 lol. Definatly not getting the surgery in Feb like I'd hoped. If I do its gonna be a miracle thats for sure. I'm beginning to have my doubts its even gonna happen. That bothers me. So I'm doing my best to keep from getting depressed over it by tormenting my friends and being goofier then normal. It helps most of the time. But not all. I'm worried that If the surgery goes through then I'm gonna get depressed again. Its all I can think about anymore when I'm not deliberatly keeping my mind occupied with other things. Goddess, I
12-23-06 18th Entry
December 23, 2006, 09:05:pm Well I saw the surgeon on the 18th. *sighs* I have to have a sleep apnea test and then they are going to work on getting the surgery through the insurance ;) (had ya worried there for a second with that sigh didn't I, hehehe). I passed all the doctors requirments, but he is adding the sleep apnea test because I snore (apparently like a freight train, its been told to me that the peeps here try to decide who's worse. Me or LA the boxer dog rotflmao). If I'm good to go with this test and the insurance accepts, I'll be having surgery hopefully the middle of February. The doc is booked until then so couldn't get things done faster. But at least its getting done. Good timing too. The last couple weeks have been hell on me with my back. I've even missed 2 days of work this past week because I was in so much pain I could hardly walk. The days I did get to work, people could apparently tell I was having a bad time of it because it was written all over
12-10-06 17th Entry
December 10, 2006, 07:03:pm I'm getting more nervous about seeing the surgeon. I keep thinking of what is going to happen. Its so hard to imagine, yet I can't stop thinking about it. I'm scared to death yet anxious to get it done. Now I'm researching again the differences between the Lap-Band and the actual bypass. Part of me wants the speedier loss with the bypass while the other part of me wants the least complications. I guess I'll just have to keep reading again and do a pro-con comparison lol. I went all day yesterday and half of today without a cig! I only smoked a half of one when I did finally give in. Nasty tasting it was lmao. Its getting easier to go longer distances of time between puffs. I don't even get jittery unless I'm pushing myself too far. But I made it over 1 full day, fully awake and not a big jittery! Only had a couple points of bad craving and I just told myself I can wait another hour. Such a big issue with such little things (the cigarettes).
No Idea
rambling commenting chasing things working out things trying to make sense of life who knows what the future is to hold for us which way are we going and why are we here who the hell knows.... are we destainted to be by ourselves together alone searching wondering why or who what makes sense what doesnt is water really wet... is the sky blue... should one person control our thoughts or minds... are we in charge or along for the ride who the hell knows i certainily dont nor do i care i just live one day at a time which is hard than most know or can imagine but i will continue on this quest this like destiny to be alone .... or not who the fuck knows.... i hate having all these things these feelings not knowing what to do what to say how to feel iam a mess but that is life in a nut shell....
12-6-06 16th Entry
December 06, 2006, 04:35:pm Well it has been a long month. Not a lot went on, so I was quiet. Thats about to change. I have an appointment to see the surgeons office (not sure yet if I actually see him or if I see his people first) on Dec 18th. I met the goals I had to other then I lied about the smoking. I'm down to 2 or 3 cigs a day and getting sicker each day when I light up so the Chantix is doing its job! I figure another week, 2 tops and I'll be completly off. I feel horrid about lieing to the docs about the quitting but I had to in order to speed things up. Sue told me to go ahead and do it cause I was in a quandry. I HATE lieing! But in this instance, there was no choice. Reason is because at work, our union contract is up in February. Rumor has it that the company wants us to go back to the shitty insurance. The one that I dropped because it was no help to me at all. The one where I had 5 frigging doctors group together and inform the insurance company that it w
11-9-06 15th Entry
November 09, 2006, 12:28:pm Well I went to the doctor today and got good news and bad news. Guess I'll do a good news bad news writeage today hehehe. Good news.....I have actually dropped 3 pounds since late September (last time I was there, I wasn't able to make my Oct appointment). Don't know how that happened but its a good thing. Bad news.....I have athritis in my right knee now in addition to my spine, thus the severe sharp pain I've been dealing with for about a week. Good news.....I got a prescription for a new product to help me quit smoking. Its called Chantix. You start the pill 7 days before your chosen quit date and then on that day you quit. If you slip up, you just keep trying and it usually takes a couple to few weeks for it work but apparently it does work. I'll give updates on how thats going once I start (have to get the Rx first lol). Bad news.....I'm still smoking, so more then likely my surgery hopes for the beginning of January are going to be delay
hey yall im in the mother/son/daughter.contest and need ya help i am really really come one yall and help me out here i know the pic` may not show up but vote anyway please
10-28-06 14th Entry
October 28, 2006, 01:03:pm Well the last couple entries have been a bit of a downer huh. These things happen. I just have to find a way to make sure I don't stay down. I can't let the frustration get to me. Thats what most of the down feeling is. Total, complete, utter FRUSTRATION! No one made me get fat but me. But who's trying to help me get unfat? Sometimes it feels like no-one. Other times it feels like everyone. Oddly enough, it never feels like an in-between situation. Don't it figure? Such is me lol. I do have quite a few people on my side. That encourage me and make me feel better. Sue and her family. My Aunt. The doctors. My online friends (you all know who you are). No matter how low I get, they keep right on trucking along with me. Kicking me in the ass when I need it. Letting me cry on their shoulders when that is needed. Making me think and feel when all I want to do is curl up in a ball, fall into a deep sleep and never wake up. Patting me on the back and sayi
10-26-06 13th Entry
October 26, 2006, 03:47:pm I'm in a bit of a "driving myself nuts and not sure what to do anymore" quandry. My emotions have decided to take a roller coaster ride continuously the last few weeks. One day I'm fine, the next I'm crabby, cranky and just plain miserble. I'm going totally insane with not being able to fully quit smoking. In fact I've gone UP instead of lowering more *sighs. Went from a pack lasting almost a week to lasting only 3 maybe 4 days. I've begun sleeping long hours again. Like I used to. Not every day though. But in the last 2 weeks there has been 3 maybe 4 days where I have almost literally slept 24 hours. I know some of the answers to that. Privacy. Alone time. Its the only time I have peace and quiet. Its the only way I can feel as if I have any time to myself. Its driving me bonkers. There are so many people around all the time. I don't even bother closing my door half the time anymore because it will just be opened within an hour or so of me coming
10-17-06 12th Entry
October 17, 2006, 03:26:am Its been a bit longer then I normally have been going in between postings so figured I better write something. I'm in a down slope on my emotions the last couple weeks. Real bad. I'm struggling to keep from berating myself for failing to quit smoking and am gaining weight badly. I have to guess no less then a 10 pound gain since beginning of Sept *sighs. I must yet again point out the fact that not all my entries are going to be upbeat, funny and thoughtful. Are you always that way? Didn't think so. So don't think so of me. I do actually feel a little bad (ok so maybe more then a little) for not writing more often this last couple weeks but I don't want this to turn into a "pity me" journal. I don't want or need any pity, but worry people might do so. I'm eating more when I'm struggling to not want a cigarette. Its also hard when there is only 1 non smoker in a house of 6 people, 5 smokers. Sue implimented the rule that only her hubby is all
The Tied
Waves of love That Wash over Me Ebbing And Flowing When You're Here With me Here Fingures That reach out To Your shore To Glide All over You and return For me This Torrent Can Toss me In to Deep Hold me In Thrall Untill I weep Waves From which There is no place To hide I'm Swept up And carried along By the Tied
The Fall-blindness
I was walking down the street blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah chorus: BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH blah blah? blah! blah! blaaaaaaaaaahhhh.... BLAH! As I decided to put on the tube and getting ready to switch it off, I saw this song in a car commercial, and the guitars jerked me off (literally, not really, but really) so I found the album right away. Mark E. Smith (singer) and I share a birthday so no surprise this is good shit.
ya know....i haven't been online very long. it's been alot of fun, but a pain in the ass at the same time. i want to meet people who share my sense of humor, and my beliefs, and even if they don' least can hold a conversation with words that have more than 2 syllables in them. if you gotta daddy complex...don't talk to me...if you have man issues...don't talk to me......if you want me to tell you how hot you are so maybe you'll forget how shallow you are...don't talk to me..i get sick of all the in closin..i guess i'll say this...... PULL YOUR HEAD OUTTA YA ASS AND HAVE FUN..IT'S JUST A FUCKIN COMPUTER...LOL....AND SAVE YA FUCKIN DRAMA FOR YOUR CRACK WHORE MAMA!!!!
9-29-06 11th Entry
September 29, 2006, 11:09:pm Guess tonight will just be a rambler, but then again any time I talk its a ramble lol. Oh hush to my friends, I'm allowed to tease me about me hehehe. Anywhoo, so far I've not quit smoking totally but have determined that Sunday Oct 1 is the day. No ifs, no ands, no buts (literal and figurative hehehe). I'm going to do a sort of ritual and Sue is gonna go with me. I'm gonna take all the cigs I have left and go to a stream near by and I'm gonna bury some for Earth, burn some for Fire, throw some to the Wind and the rest shall go for Water. The Spirit, well thats my giving them up and proving to myself and the Lady that I am worth her picking me. Sue's gonna take some pictures for a friend and also for me to see and remember what I tell the Lady that day. While I speak freely about all in my life, there are some things that are just between my Goddess and me lol (well that and the fact that right now I have no idea what I'm going to talk to her about ro
9-22-06 10th Entry
September 22, 2006, 04:29:am I'm having trouble coming up with ideas on what to write in here. If anyone is reading and has some, feel free to send me ideas. Once I've got something to sink my mind into, I can run with it lol. I think tonight I will talk about why I'm thinking of such silly things as my goals for when I succeed in getting the weight off. Its because I need to look forward to something. To give myself the support I need to keep going with what I am working on. The quitting smoking right now. If you don't have something to look forward to, in my opinion, then your chances of failure rise. I'm so used to failing myself that its easy to do. Its extremely hard to continue pushing myself towards sucess. Some of my goals may seem a bit far fetched for someone heading into middle age and living with a friend and her family in order to get back on my feet finacially but I believe I can make some of them happen. I also realize to why I've gone through most of m
9-16-06 9th Entry (part 2)
September 16, 2006, 01:59:am Ok so I'm in the mood to talk about some of my goal reward type things. Not really sure I should call them rewards but the things I will do when I get the weight off. I'm definatly going to be getting a complete full new wardrobe. I'm actually gonna have clothes for each season again too. Not just wear what I have until they are threadbare and holey. I want JEANS lol, and leather and skirts and shorts and nice shoes and jewelery and omg there are so many things I want. When I was thin I was a clothes horse big time lol. I'm gonna be worse this time. I want to look good in clothes and make clothes look good lol. Well its true! The clothes make the purrson while the purrson makes the clothes! I'm gonna be one hot mamma hehe. Another thing I am going to get is a motorcycle. Sue is going to take the money she saves from quitting smoking with me to save for a bike. She got me interested lol so I'm gonna do the same. I've always wanted a harley. I've onl
9-16-06 9th Entry (part 1)
September 16, 2006, 01:07:am Not really sure, yet again, what I should talk about tonight. Kind of hard to think of of things to write about when there are so many ideas floating around in my mind, yet I keep doubting myself as to what I should put. I'm still having reservations about writting this stuff, but I continue to also have the urge that I must do it. So I guess I'm gonna lol. Well lets see...This past week I had my psycological evaluation for the gastric bypass. I've gone through it before but since it has been over a year, I had to take it again. Apparently I did pretty good because the Doc said it looks like I will be able to handle it (the process after the surgery). Told me though to keep an eye on the OCD and make sure to let Doc know if I go a bit haywire due to medication adjustments after surgery. I should be ok though cause I've been off the meds for a few days and am doing pretty good considering I've been sick all this week and am getting worse (sick). Not
Normal Life Not Weight Issues Entry
September 13, 2006, 01:02:am I needed to write tonight and its not weight issues. So you can either read or not. I just need to vent. Need to slay some demons through facing and writing. Weird to explain. A couple weeks ago my brother was arrested for a horrible crime. A crime so attrosious, I am glad he is in jail while at the same time I am so torn that he is. He deserves it, he needs to be in jail. Needs to have the tar beat outta him to knock some sense into him. But he is my brother. He may not be blood but he's been part of my family since I was a child of 8. He's one of the few people that has always told me to accept who I am. Always supported me (when we weren't fighting) concerning my weight. Said it didn't matter. Hell the one time we went out partying and when I got upset at not being able to get behind the booth, he yanked it off the wall and moved it towards him so I could fit. I think thats why I'm so torn. He is one of the few that NEVER judged me by my w
Memories Of A Lost Love.
memories memories are all that remains, of a perfect love gone wrong, memories of ur warm smile, of ur soft lovin caresses, n ur sweet tender kisses, memories so bitter yet so sweet, where my lips curl into a smile, yet the joy never to reach my eyes, as unbidden tears streak down, memories of a classic love story, that ended on a rain soaked day, as if the sky saw n empathized, n weeped along with my heart, moments we had spent together, will live n last forever, as unforgettable memories, to be played over n over, memories are all that i have left, of a love that once burned so bright, now masked, dimmed and dyin, but it is in this eternal moment, that i love u the most. but its too late to turn back now, for we’ve taken a one way road, to memories and might have beens, and used up all our given chances.
Pieces Of ......
FOR THOSE WHO WANT A BRIEFING ABOUT ME; Attempting to express The feelings of my heart I put my pen to paper And try to make a start Endeavouring to capture Words that just aren’t there Is the language of the heart Spoken anywhere? Yet still something is telling me Of words I must impart So stumblingly I start to try To translate from my heart At best it will be a shadow Of what a heart can say But rather than give up I write it anyway And when at last I’m finished I ponder on my art Have I managed to convey A small piece of my heart?
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9-12-06 8th Entry
September 12, 2006, 02:05:am I guess tonights subject is gonna be set backs and frustration. There is so much to be done before I have the surgery. I have to quit smoking completly and be smoke free 2 months before I can even see the surgeon. I also have to quit all caffiene completly before I see the surgeon. I also have to be doctor supervised weight tracking for 6 months, before I see the surgeon. Guess what folks? I got a lot to do before I see the surgeon lol. I think I'm gonna kick him in the tushie when I get to see the surgeon. Lmao, sorry, hadda amuse myself a bit there, thus the seeing surgeon thingymabobs. I'm getting horribly sick and its frustrating me cause when I get sick (bad cold) I tend to eat more. I went crazy today and bought a crapload of junk food *cringes at my weakness but damn its tasted good so far. But I think I finally out chocolated and sugared myself (yea right lol). I better have anyway. I ate so much junk food today, I had to have gained back h
On My Honey Moon
Ok for those who don't already know I got hitched today to the most wonderful man. I am leavin right away on my honeymoon so I won't be on for a week or so well i may pop in for a few mins here and there but not much. so I just wanted to say have fun and play safe till i see ya again luv ya all. S~E~X~Y!
9-8-06 7th Entry
September 08, 2006, 02:07:am Well I came up with a subject to talk about tonight. Men. Yea, men have affected my goal in different ways. As they affect all women. And yes I know we women affect you males, so hush, this is my story dang it ;) rotflmao. When I was thin, in my Army years, I was asked out a hell of a lot of times. Apparently I was desirable. Even had an incident where my gorgeous AIT friend and I were chased by dozens of men and that is NOT exagerating, we were so good looking. My fiance of that time nearly freaked lmao. Never ran so fast in my life lolol (too bad I can't post pix in here, lol I have pix of us that day). Lemme tell ya what, celebs have my total sympathy with that mobing crap. Been there, done that, never again! We were terrified even while it was exzilerating lol. When I got home, I was still asked out but not nearly as much. You'd think I would have been the happiest, most confident purrson around huh. Nope, I believed I was a blimp and dis
A Thought To Share
With deep love comes intimacy and absolute trust. Between man and woman it is passion, lust and joy. It is the magic, the spice and mortar of life. And one of the greatest gifts of being alive...
9-6-06 6th Entry
September 07, 2006, 01:11:am I'm in a rather odd mood tonight. I have no idea what-so-ever whats gonna come out of these fingers but I need to write. Might be another book length entry, might only be a few paragraphs. Ya never know with me lol. Have you ever wished things in your life would have been different but at the same time you'd never change it? I'm in this bit of a quandry. I hate how my life has been but I'd not change it for the most part. I bet you may be thinking if this is supposed to be a journal concerning my path to getting thin again, you must remember one thing. Our lives affect us completly, totally and utterly. Every little thing that has happend in my life has lead to this quest to be thin again. Notice I don't use the word skinny. Goddess, I hate that word lol. I don't want to be skinny. I want my curves, not bones protruding. Anywho, pulling another SideTrackedKatt ;) I've no clue why my mood is so strange. Its like I'm trapped but at the same tim
9-3-06 5th Entry
September 03, 2006, 07:58:pm Not really in the mood to write today but figured I better as its been a few days since last entry and I need to keep making myself do this so it becomes habit forming. All the ideas I had a couple nights ago have just poofed from my brain. So I guess I'll just do a little update on things and skip the life pondering moments this time. Knowing me though it will still turn out to be a long entery rotflmao@me. I love to write even when I don't feel like writting. I was supposed to quit smoking 9-1-06. Was gonna do cold turkey. I failed miserbly. Well maybe I shouldn't say or feel that as I did cut down to about 1/4th a pack, which that itself is a good thing. I just don't feel like that, even though logically I know that is a plus and an improvement. Feelings and logic though are 2 different things. I'm starting on my 2nd pot of coffee today in an attempt to frigging stop eating and hold off on urge to grab a cig. Crimeny I'm gonna gain all the weigh
8-30-06 4th Entry
August 30, 2006, 06:30:am I was driving home from taking my roommate to work and my mind started racing with different thoughts to help keep me a wake. Boy did it wake me up lmao. I got into thinking about what kinds of things I should put in this journal thingymajig. What came to mind is more information about me purrsonaly. How I think. How I feel. Things like that. How else are you the reader (even if that reader is only me) supposed to understand my way of thinking. My struggles with the weight. The main thing I got into thinking about is my internet family. How ironic that first thing that comes to mind are all my past and present internet friends. The family I talk to but never see. The family that I can open up to even though they may be thousands of miles away. I've been using the internet since about 1998. It was about a year after my mom died. Boy did it change my life. I love talking to people from all over the world. I've talked to people in China, Scot
Summer Of Our Days
With each passing moment the summer sun shines down on me some more. I know not to look to the future too much for the sun can oft be an illusion. However this time it is different, this time i feel the rays of light, and with it this time real warmth. I find more and more that i am drawn to it, feeling happier with each passing moment, once more filled with the hope that everything will end well once more. To the light that shines upon me i am thankfull that it has come again. And glad to be able to bask in its warmth. *hugs* James

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