I miss him;<3
ah fuck.
I hear my mom & Sister playing the song that hate to hear cus I get soo sad & begin to cry. & I am. Ahhhh I didnt wanna hear the song. Im really sad tonite.
No reasons.
Ok.
Alot.
Reason 1:
I saw Batman & its a constant reminder of how I fucking failed @ being there for my ex. But I didnt. He could of died. But I was there for him & he made it through.My heart sings for him more than words can say.
Reason 2:
My ex gf wont shut up & leave me alone about omg I love you.
No.
Reason 3:Lonely as fuck & no one is coming to my side to help me. This is when I have break downs. Fuck you guys.
Reason 4: Hes an ass.
I deal with it
Ahh
To love.
He ignored my poem. Its ok. Ill ignore you too.
Im used to being ignored.
My ex bf does a great job @@ it...
ahh fuck;
-Breakdown-
Dont listen to your ex bfs & ur song. Ull break down. && ull get me. who pours out their heart to no one.No one is listening to me.
Its like me screaming for help & by standers walk by. But its ok.
Walk away from me & ignore my fucking calls.
I know one person who will always be here for me.
& its not fucking you.
