rambling commenting chasing things working out things trying to make sense of life who knows what the future is to hold for us which way are we going and why are we here who the hell knows.... are we destainted to be by ourselves together alone searching wondering why or who what makes sense what doesnt is water really wet... is the sky blue... should one person control our thoughts or minds... are we in charge or along for the ride who the hell knows i certainily dont nor do i care i just live one day at a time which is hard than most know or can imagine but i will continue on this quest this like destiny to be alone .... or not who the fuck knows.... i hate having all these things these feelings not knowing what to do what to say how to feel iam a mess but that is life in a nut shell....
