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Alittle Funny To Start Your Day!
1.. My husband and I divorced over religious differences. He thought he was God and I didn't. 2.. I don't suffer from insanity; I enjoy every minute of it. 3.. Some people are alive only because it's illegal to kill them. 4.. I used to have a handle on life, but it broke. 5.. Don't take life too seriously; No one gets out alive. 6.. You're just jealous because the voices only talk to me 7.. Beauty is in the eye of the beer holder. 8.. Earth is the insane asylum for the universe. 9.. I'm not a complete idiot -- Some parts are just missing. 10.. Out of my mind. Back in five minutes. 11.. NyQuil, the stuffy, sneezy, why-the-heck-is-the-room-spinning medicine. 12.. God must love stupid people; He made so many. 13.. The gene pool could use a little chlorine. 14.. Consciousness: That annoying time between naps. 15.. Ever stop to think, and forget to start again? 16.. Being "over the hill" is much better than being under it! 17.. Wrinkled Was Not One of the Things I Wanted t

My 'ship' Has Sunk....
it's time to swap Fan Fiction Playgrounds. CSI Miami just isn't cutting it imagination wise anymore... Hmmm Now Dr Who...I could go there!! Slash with Captain Jack??? Oooh lord scrub my mind out with jeyes fluid.... *Snort* Think I'll potter upto the sand hills with Evo and have a sit and plot, whilst he chases rabbits. Hang on what am I saying Plot? What fuckin plot !!! I never have a plot! LOL The mucky mind that is...doesn't need a damn plot Haha!! What I do need though is a new Pen-name. I never 'move playgrounds' without changing the name... Maybe it's time to resurrect Phoxx!! It's been a while since my Airwolf days....

How I Came Up With The Name Oguardianshaven
Well when I went on-line I need a screen name and there were three or four girl-friend's here and I asked them what would be a good name for me. They all said Guardian Angel, well of course that was taken already so I started trying variations and came up with Oguardian, then a little bit later when I started my on-line Biz I added Haven. So thats how OguardiansHaven became.

The Real Soldiers Creed
A REAL SOLDIERS CREED Take a man and put him alone, Put him twelve thousand miles from home. Empty his heart of all but blood, Make him live in sand, in mud. This is the life I have to live, This the soul to God I give. You have your parties and drink your beer, While young men are dying over here. Plant your signs on the White House lawn; "Lets get out of Iraq". Use your signs and have your fun, Then refuse to use a gun. There's nothing else for you to do, Then I'm supposed to die for you? There is one thing that you should know; And that's where I think you should go! I'm already here and it's too late. I've traded all my love for all this hate. I'll hate you till the day I die. You made me hear my buddy cry. I saw his leg and his blood shed, Then I heard them say, "This one's dead". It was a large price for him to pay, To let you live another day. He had the guts to fight and die, To keep the freedom you live by. By his dying, your life he buys, But who g

Unfair
the way you left is so unfair i close my eyes and youre not there you missed the birth of your first grand son you missed the moments you could have had the anger i had for the way you went the pain i feel at the guilt you sent has now died down and calmed inside but now from tears i fight to hide the guilt i feel is not for what you did the guilt i feel is not for what you hid the pain i feel is for missing you so the pain i feel youll never know i want my dad i need him now to get passed this i dont know how i called your phone to hear your voice and to remind you that we had no choice you chose to leave and not fight the fight were we not worth it to make it right we stood as a family no matter the issue we were all here suffering with you you could have called or asked for me i would have come where you needed me to be i would have been angry but loved you still i could be the one that gave you that

Monday Links: Otto & George, Traveling Virus In Detroit This Weekend, New Videos Online, What The Hell Is That - Win An Iphone And Cash!
LISTEN TO TODAY'S SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) Good morning and happy MonDEE to you all! It's a foggy, rainy, muggy day here in New York, but it might not be in your part of the world, so let's all roll out of bed, shake off whatever hangover you might have, and get ready for some high-quality entertainment, the liskes of which you have not heard since...well, the last time we did this shit. Today on the POgram, our buddies Otto & George will be stopping by, and our own Sam will tell us all about his weekend trip to Comic Con in San Diego. Remember, if you want to see all of the in-studio action LIVE as it happens, Turn on your PALTALK. (of course, you may already be doing that watching all the lovely Ladies of PALTALK, who spend their mornings showering, sleeping nude, getting dressed, or having the morning sex. We watch them, and you should too!) Next stop for the Traveling Virus is the DTE Pavillion in Clarkston, Michigan THIS WEEKEND. Got your tickets? No? Ge

Oiy This Iswht Im Lookn For
Gemini You are a master flirt. You know just how to pick up hotties, but it is usually just a one night stand because you are out to have fun. You like sex to be fun. You are not afraid to spice it up with some sex toys, blindfolds and food. Your ideal partner would be open minded, and into having fun too. Sex matches: Libra, Aquarius Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Liars
One thing I hate is liars. Someone I do not know told a lie about me hoping to benefit from it. Believe me when I find out who you are it will be revealed to the world that you are a liar. You are not bold enough to face anyone. Reveal yourself to me and maybe I will have mercy but for now your childish little ass is going to have a huge problem when I find you.

Songs That Sound Like Other Songs..
Good Morning. Music… What we listen too while driving…doing housework… gardening…(headphones naturally…) Music often referred to and used to set the mood. Music, you hear it in elevator, department store and in church. There isn’t a day that goes by that another artist has not written, produced or recorded a new song set to music in their head. With all the billions and gazillion songs played recorded and written…how could there not be a slight chance of more then on song, lyric or melody be mistaken for another? Well that is just it. Many songs, lyrics and melody’s sound similar to others over the years. What brought this up was Sunday morning I was on my way to grocery shop (cart nap) and Casey Casesum or how ever the dude spells his name was on and mentioned Christine Aguilera was under attack for a song she has out. Claiming her song was a knockout of a song recorded in the sixties by another group…which their name escapes me…but Casey C. said their song sounded like an early rolli

Dating Sites...wtf
've found that whenever I look at people on dating sites I'm left wondering why the fuck would I want to talk to them. Its not that their bad people and are probably fairly nice. Its that they are disinteresting. Whenever I read one of these things people always come off sounding silly. Not phoney necessarily, but just silly. All the people who are on their seriously as well as those on their to just see how many people want to fuck them. I look at a lot of things on the internet around four or five in the morning so I have a pretty good grasp on what people will write. The one I find most irritating is that "I don't know what to write about myself" bull shit. You can make anything an adjective with quotations apparently. Anyway, most people will talk endlessly about what they think. Most people only think about how things affect them anyway. How is it this incredible leap to write down what the fuck you like? I just cant describe myself. Listen you're not that fucking com

I Feel Sorry
For all of the hater, assholes that only get joy from making someone else feel bad about themselves. I feel bad for you guy's because, that was me. all during school I kept people an arms length away. I always had the upper hand, and never lost a fight. However no one was ever close enough to see that I was dieing inside. It is far better to love and much easier to hate. That is because even a pussy can hate, It takes a true man to love.

Ok Cherrys Positive Things That Make Life Easyer,read It Live It Love It Thx Cheers...........
1. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. 2. Memorize your favorite poem. 3. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have, or sleep all you want. 4. When you say, "I love you", mean it. 5. When you say, "I'm sorry", look the person in the eye. 6. Be engaged at least six months before you get married. 7. Believe in love at first sight. 8. Never laugh at anyone's dreams. People who don't have dreams don't have much. 9. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely. 10. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling. 11. Don't judge people by their relatives. 12. Talk slowly but think quickly. 13. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?" 14. Remember that great love and great achievements involve great risk. 15. Call your mom often. 16. Say "bless you" when you hear someone sneeze. 17. When you lose, don't lose the

Promise
You look at me, as if you'll drink me in. Slowly savoring the taste of me. While the thought of your hands traveling the length of my body. Sets my senses aflame. Your lips partaking of my neck. Shooting desire to the very core of my being. The thought of you entering me. Finding that place deep inside. Making me feel thing's my body had forgotten. You leisurely begin to move. My blood begins to hum. From the aching beauty of the moments spent in your arms. You moving ever faster. As ecstasy turns to liquid heat. Coursing through my veins. My body yearning for the release. It knows will come. From the ministrations, you will provide. Blood pumping, passion's sky rocketing. Our bodies intertwined. Trying to find the memory of the flame. We have ignited in each other. Can I denie this ecstasy I have finally found. As you drive me to distraction. Chasing all thought's from my mind. Leaving me drowning in the sensations, you cause me to feel. Wanting to be with you always. Yet fearing the

Happiness
Happiness uplifts me Happiness fills my heart, my mind, and my soul Happiness gives me the strength I need Happiness is a good feeling that enters my mind each day Happiness takes my sadness away Happiness fills my eyes with joy Happines makes me excited and thrilled Happines warms my heart and soul each day Happiness gives me a sense of relief each day Happiness welcomes me each morning when I get up Happiness can be seen in my eyes

Why Parents Get Grey Hair
The boss of a big company needed to call one of his employees about an urgent problem with one of the main computers. He dialed the employees home phone number and was greeted with a child's whispered, "Hello?" Feeling put out at the inconvenience of having to talk to a youngster the boss asked, "Is your Daddy home?" "Yes", whispered the small voice. "May I talk with him?" the man asked. To the surprise of the boss, the small voice whispered, "No." Wanting to talk with an adult, the boss asked, "Is your Mommy there?" "Yes", came the answer. "May I talk with her?" Again the small voice whispered, "no". Knowing that it was not likely that a young child would be left home alone, the boss decided he would just leave a message with the person who should be there watching over the child. "Is there any one there besides you?" the boss asked the child. "Yes" whispered the child, "A policeman". Wondering what a cop would be doing at his employee's home, the boss asked, "May I speak

Til The End Of Time
Put your sweet lips just a little closer to mine Now that we are together sipping wine Tell me dear just one more time That your truly mine We were made to be together All the time That rugged mountain together We did climb Just touching and clinging together On a clinging vine Put your sweet lips just a little closer to mine We will love together you and i Together for the rest of time We will age together just like a wine Holding each other till the end of time

What Is Romance
Romance is like love, it has no color nor an age, It cannnot be explained in a single word or phrase. Romantic or not, anyone can relate, especially those with any affection to anyone or anything. Romance is overrated, or overrated is exaggerated, meaning, evryone has their own opinion, on its definition. To have some affection towards another, or a interest in your own contributions, is like the feelings of romantic persuader, dwelling to their own mechasisms. Romance is passion, the involvement of strong feelings. It may also be a burden if obsession has penetrated. But, who can define what Romance really mean? is it the young couple's who use it as pass time, or the old folks, who say it is their secret. I honestly cannot say, for romance to me is like trying to explain, what makes a rose an attribution to my opposite sex. I do not try to infer on own life, but this word has brought an attraction to my mind. Romance is a facination, like a magicians dedica

Never Ask A Woman Her Age
one day a woman was taking her daughter to the playgroud. the little girl askes 'mommy, how old are you?' the mother says 'dear you should never ask a woman her age' the daughter say 'mommy, how much do you weigh?' the mother says ' another question you cant ask a woman' Next the little girl says ' mommy, why did you and daddy get a divorce?' now the mother is getting angry and tell the little girl to go play. Little girl says to her friend ' nope, she wont tell', friend says ' its easy to find out- just look at her drivers license'. Later, the little girl says to her mother ' mommy i know you are 38 and you weigh 140 lbs'. The mother is shocked and says ' how did you find that out?', the little girl says ' i also know why you and daddy got a divorce'. the mother is furious and plays along to hear this ' ok, dear why did daddy and mommy get a divorce?' 'BECAUSE YOU GOT AN "F" IN SEX!!!!!!'

A Marriage Of Two
A marriage of two is for love that is true A marriage of two is always something new A marriage of two happens sometimes out of the blue A marriage of two is worth it when its due A marriage of two is a marriage of trust Many can find themselves lost It can be an expensive cost They are only very few who have a clue of when love accrues A marriage of two is about love making It is not about money raking A marriage of two can be bad A marriage of two can be sad You should only be glad if A marriage of two is for love that is true

Facts About Men
Men like to barbecue. Men will cook if danger is involved. Men who have pierced ears are better prepared for marriage. They've experienced pain and have bought jewelry. Marrying a divorced man is ecologically responsible. In a world where there are more women than men, it pays to recycle. Men are very confident people. My husband is so confident that when he watches sports on television, he thinks that if he concentrates he can help his team. If the team is in trouble, he coaches the players from our living room, and if they're really in trouble, I have to get off the phone in case they call him. Men like phones with lots of buttons. It makes them feel important. Men love to be the first to read the newspaper in the morning. Not being the first is upsetting to their psyches. All men are afraid of eyelash curlers. I sleep with one under my pillow instead of a gun. A good place to meet a man is at the dry cleaner. These men usually have jobs and bathe. All

What Is Beauty
Beauty is the weather, Beauties in the rain, Beauty is his smile Beauty is insane. Beauty needs no explanation No reason of being there Beauty is his love for you He’s the one that’s always there Beauty is his talent One of many blessings His smile is beauty in pure form At least that’s what in guessing His beauty is my addiction His laugh my obsession His eyes are my kryptonite He’s the drug I must take without succession Without him I’m hopeless Like an alcoholic without drink There’s nothing I can do without him He’s my one and only shrink Beauty is the weather, Beauties in the rain, Beauty is his smile Beauty is insane.

Win A Date With Me
so my friend and I decided that I need some fun in my life. With that being said who would like to go on a date with me? Well it's more like a friendly gathering on tuesday evening. So if you are interested please message me by monday night.

Understand The Night
How Smokes the Smolder at neck, at shoulder, that stokes a man as he grows older. Nothing rages, nothing fumes. No one races through the rooms, alarmed. How casually he's armed. How gradually arises what surprises in his mirrors. Unawares, as fall runs colder, pulls he only slightly tighter his good wool sweater, thinner than ever now at elbow, at shoulder.

All Alone
all alone Alone to cry Alone to laugh Alone to smile Alone to frown Alone to live Alone to die Alone to wander Alone to discover Alone to learn Alone to live Alone in pain Alone in hurt Alone in joy Alone in the morning Alone in the night Alone in the afternoon Alone in this life Alone in this world Alone in boredom Alone in knowledge Alone in this state Alone with people Alone at work Alone right now Alone when I was born And alone when I will die Alone walking through life Without any pride How can you be satisfied Living your life like you do When you know there is some one out there Who could really use a friend like you No one will know how I live No one will know who I am No one will ever get to know me Because I am destined to spend my life alone I am always alone. It's no fun to be alone To do everything on your own To live with no recognition To share my pride with no one Wanting to have someone To live my life with But for now

What Is Love
what is love What is it with Love That makes me then breaks me? When in love Do I truly love? Is it really love Or do I think that I love? Maybe I just love being in love Or love the idea of being in love? I spent my whole life chasing love. In the end the one thing I truly love Could just be the meir pursuit of love

A Collection Of Short Jokes
TAXIDERMIST This guy walks into a bar in Arkansas and orders a white wine. Everybody sitting around the bar looks up, surprised, and the bartender looks around and says: "You ain't from around here, are ya... where ya from, boy?" The guy says, "I'm from Iowa." The bartender asks, "What th' hell you do in Iowa?" The guy responds, "I'm a taxidermist." The bartender asks, "A taxidermist... now just what th' hell is a taxidermist?" The guy says "I mount animals." The bartender grins and shouts out to the whole bar, "It's OK boys, he's one of us!" 4 KINDS OF SEX The first is Smurf Sex - This happens during the honeymoon period of a relationship, you keep doing it and doing it, until you're blue in the face. The second is Kitchen Sex - This is at the beginning of your marriage, you'll have sex anywhere, anytime, anyplace, even in the kitchen. The third kind is Bedroom Sex - You've calmed down a bit, perhaps you have had some kids, so you have to do it in t

Lust Lust Lust
He lusts for her Her apple breasts Beneath her vest Taste the best Lust, Lust, Lust Three women on the go Yet happiness does not flow It is only Lust, Lust, Lust Her apple breasts Beneath her vest Taste the best The natural flow of wetness He hopes to taste once more Maybe its vanilla flavor Will be one better than before Lust, Lust, Lust Lost in focus Lost in defense Can't do his job Till he scores once more Now humble, no longer hardcore Only suffering from lust hangover Her apple breast Beneath her vest Has just put him to the test The sweet fluid of sex Displaying something complex Lust, Lust, Lust Save him He is an emotional wreck For he still lusts after his Ex!

Fuck It
fuck it This is my four-letter word poem. You know the one That gets you hits. And it goes something like this: F-U-C-K IT! Want to be it? Don't know how to do it? Just tell it Like it is. Only you can do it. If it's from the heart, It's a start. If they don't like it, Hey, no sweat, Never mind. F-U-C-K IT! Life's too short to waste time on idiots. Bigots Who criticize all the time. Anal retentive! Everything's relative. Profanity, Vulgarity, Telling, spelling, Subject, reject, Hey lighten up, baby! This is poetry! It's free, Meant to be, Not to please. So tell them, Like me: F-U-C-K IT! You're in love. Happens to the best of us. When it works, It's bliss. If not, It hurts. Can't miss. And worse, It's really hard To say F-U-C-K IT! Life seems vain. You're in pain. Want to open veins. Get run over by a train. Blow your brains. Don't think I don't know it. I get it. I've been there before. Sometimes

The Unloved Story
Dearest Jay, How I love you. How I've loved you in ways unknown to you. You know I've always wanted to see you happy. You're my best friend you know. You've been there for me helping me to feel better when things in my life couldn't go more wrong. Consoling me through your hilarious words making laughter my sought after remedy. Tonight I had to tell you that I wished you luck when you told me you planned on getting married. A huge surprise it came to me. I had no idea. Of course its always kinda been that way...when I found out about the other ladies you loved that was a heart-breaker and Jay you've never been mine. You never will be and still I'm broken. You tell me "you're beautiful, smart, amazing; don't sell yourself short; you're young still." Isn't it funny how that's what they all say to me. If I had a dollar for every time ... I guess its just kinda funny to me how so many people can say these words as my heart struggles to beat with the pain of my life coating it like a thi

Sex
sex Love is morbid and stressful Sex is humorous, kinky and easy. Sex is something upbeat Love is plummeting down. Love is larger than life Sex is life itself. Sex is like saving money Love is like spending money. Love is beating the bush Sex is coming to the point. Sex is exchanging energy Love is wasting it. Love is hell on earth Sex is heaven on earth. Love is sleepless nights Sex is sweet dreams. Sex is a torrid interlude Love is the chill of the wind. Love is a narcotic dependence Sex is detoxification. Love is Spartan and redundant Sex is simple and quintessential. Love is commitment and chastity Sex is friendship and reminiscene

When The Night Ends
On the prowl day and night….., But even more in the pale moonlight……, The Sexual And Romantic Vulture….., It's passion is on a roll….., So its libido is hard to control……, The Sexual And Romantic Vulture….., Now beware of the evil moves….., Cause you'll get more than the blues…., From the Sexual And Romantic Vulture…., Yes, its totally invaded our culture……, The Sexual And Romantic Vulture…..! ! !

How Does A Dog Change A Lightbulb?
Golden Retriever The sun is shining, the day is young, we've got our whole lives ahead of us, and you're inside worrying about a stupid burned out light bulb??? Border Collie Just one. And I'll replace any wiring that's not up to code. Dachshund I can't reach the stupid lamp! Toy Poodle I'll just blow in the Border collie's ear and he'll do it. By the time he finishes rewiring the house, my nails will be dry. Rottweiler Go Ahead! Make me! Shi-tzu Puh-leeze, dah-ling. Let the servants... Labrador Retriever (La Oh, me, me!!! Pleeeeeeze let me change the light bulb! Can I? Can I? Huh? Huh? Can I?? (see also old English sheepdog) Malamute Let the Border collie do it. You can feed me while he's busy. Cocker Spaniel Why change it? I can still pee on the carpet in the dark. Doberman Pinscher While it's dark, I'm going to sleep on the couch. Mastiff Mastiffs are NOT afraid of the dark. Hound Dog ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ Chihuahua

Love You So
love you so I love you for being a source of motivation I love you for your dedication I love you for your advice and your corrections I love you for your devotion I love you for bringing waves of hope I love it when you crack me up with your jokes I love you for encouraging me when my back is against the rope I love you for strengthening me to go over the sloop I love you even when you make me angry I love you because you always make me happy I love you for your sincerity I love you for always keeping me and my life clean and tidy I love you for your compassion I love you for your love and affection I love you for your goals and your ambitions I love you for always being there for me with no hesitation

My Loneiness
Lonely are the nights Lonely are the days Lonely am I, in so many ways Lonely are the seasons Lonely are the years So lonely am I, that it brings tears. Lonely is this place Lonely is my life Lonely am I, that I reach for a knife Lonely is this court room Lonely is my sentence So lonely am I that I ask

This Just Gets Better
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Passionate
We lay hand in hand, head to head, eye to eye The stars staring down, as if they were in envy The moon radiating light upon us, as if it we were a showcase The passion which was united, a passion of true love Passion which wrote upon paper, can never portray my passion for you True passion is like a song, A never ending list of cords and notes An innovation of a creative mind, written from the soul and heart A never ending canvas of joys and memories True passion can never die, it can never fade away, for it lies deep down You are my true passion, my true calling, my true love

Something To Annoy At Least Everyone
What is the difference between a Harley and a Hoover? The position of the dirt bag. Why is divorce so expensive? Because it's worth it. What do you call a smart blonde? A golden retriever. What do attorneys use for birth control? Their personalities. What's the difference between a girlfriend and wife? 10 years and 45 lbs What's the difference between a boyfriend and husband? 45 minutes What's the fastest way to a man's heart? Through his chest with a sharp knife. Why do men want to marry virgins? They can't stand criticism. Why is it so hard for women to find men that are sensitive, caring, and good-looking? Because those men already have boyfriends. What's the difference between a new husband and a new dog? After a year, the dog is still excited to see you What makes men chase women they have no intention of marrying? The same urge that makes dogs chase cars they have no intentio

Hi Ho Its Off To Work We Go
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Right Whats Going On Fubar
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My Most Precious Memory
This is something that happened last week. It is a time I will remember until I leave this world. It is personal and precious to me. I wanted to share it with you auatseli tsunali(my friends). ------------------------------------------------- I have a surprise for you , you tell me with a kiss. Anxious like a little one you can tell and say to me. You will see in just a little while. Riding into the desert I wonder what it is? Ok lovely close your eyes and give me your hand you say. I will show you now.Opening my eyes I see you standing in front of me. I have to smile, you are my surprise what a wonderful thing to do. Then you step aside and I see the most beautiful scene. There in the middle of this vast dry land is an oasis. Small trees in the shade of enormous rocks.It is like an island. Cool and beautiful in the middle of all the sun and heat. This is my secret place you tell me. For many years I come everyday to pray for just one thing. What prayer could be s

Why Less Than 100 This Should Get A 10
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I Love You... Goodbye!
this is for someone (you know who you are)... Wish I could be the one The one who could give you love The kind of love you really need Wish I could say to you That I'll always stay with you But baby that's not me You need someone willing to give their heart and soul to you Promise you forever, baby that's something I can't do Oh I could say that I'll be all you need But that would be a lie I know I'd only hurt you I know I'd only make you cry I'm not the one you're needing I love you, goodbye I hope someday you can Find some way to understand I'm only doing this for you I don't really wanna go But deep in my heart I know this is the kindest thing to do You'll find someone who'll be the one that I could never be Who'll give you something better Than the love you'll find with me Oh I could say that I'll be all you need But that would be a crime I know I'd only hurt you I know I'd only make you cry I'm not the one you're needing I love you, goodbye Leavin

Survey Stolen Off Myspace!
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Gia (a.k.a. "Foxy Lady") Date: Jul 29, 2007 9:59 PM THE DAILY SURVEY Body: 1. Do you like strawberries?♥ ♥ ♥ YES, especially with dark chocolate(sorry Gia,stole ur answer)♥ ♥♥ ♥ 2. What is your middle name?♥ ♥ ♥Joseph♥ ♥ ♥3.Who was your first best friend?♥ ♥ ♥Dunie,my irish sheep dog♥ ♥ ♥4. What grade are you in?♥ ♥ ♥ now? year 42 in the school of hard knocks♥ ♥ ♥5. Have you seen "The Notebook" over a million times?♥ ♥ ♥ Just put on the cw 7 be done w/it!♥ ♥ ♥6. Are you always online?♥ ♥ ♥ Not always,but I do get on sometime during the course of a day/night♥ ♥ ♥8. Did you ever see "The Sound of Music"?♥ ♥ ♥YES♥ ♥ ♥9. Have you ever played the flute?♥ ♥ b

Whats This
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The Value Of Forgiveness
Monday, July 30, 2007 Forgiveness can indeed be difficult. Yet in the long run, it is far easier to forgive than to live with resentment or continuing retribution. Through forgiveness, you can move away from the pains of the past. With forgiveness, you can achieve real freedom. There are always opportunities to benefit from the value of forgiveness. You can forgive yourself, you can forgive others, and you can forgive even when you don't know exactly who to forgive. Because forgiveness is not about who is to blame or who is at fault. Forgiveness is mostly about letting go, completely and permanently, within yourself. Forgiveness is recognizing the reality that what has happened has happened, and that there's no point in allowing it to dominate your life. Forgiveness refreshingly clears the slate and enables you to move positively forward. Carrying around a load of resentment can be an enormous and unnecessary burden. Forgive early and often, and you'll considerably li

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Which Is Better
if someone send you a message either text or email or letter and at the bottom they put a big x or 2xs or 3xs which is best to get 1x or more and what do they mean to you (keep it clean please but if it has to be rude private message me )

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Desire is enough to drive a person insane. The need to have something or someone despite the obvious facts that you can never have it. That fact alone will push you over the edge . . . Desire without satisfaction. Does anyone know what I am talking about at all? The desire to have something that you have longed after for so long. Anticipation rocks your body to the very core knowing that there is some chance that you can have it. You can work that hard and make it possible . . . You can have what your heart desires. But, you wake up the next day knowing that the day before was only a dream. The good mood was nothing but a fluke. Reality has set in again and you are back to your never ending quest to gain what you desire as well as your never ending trail of rejection laced tears. The river flows steadily behind you to mark your journey. You’ll be back after all. Those things in life that captivate and transfix us never go away only lurk in the shadows for a while. Yo

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Whos Funnier
Well i asked the question and it was answered. alright the question of best comic in a series and who's funnier Tim Allen or Jerry Seinfeild. 78 votes 272 views 24 comments Tim 79.5% (62 votes) Jerry 20.5% (16 votes)

What's Your Kinky Turn On?
You scored as Chains/Handcuffs, Your turn on is handcuffs and chains. You like being cuffed/chained to the bed, or cuffing/chaining your partner down. You love the pure ectasy of being in complete control... or letting someone else have complete control over you. Sex isn't sex without control.Chains/Handcuffs92% Bondage83% Biting83% Blind Folds50% Whips50% Blood42% What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Tonight Is Boring :(
I am lonely lol.. no one as come in or anything!! picked up one person from the airport though.. made 10 bucks in tips haha.. and thats about it.. did my work... :( now im bored :( :(:( sooo i guess i'll cry a fuckin river.. lol but all guys are doin for me tonight is pissing me off! haha oh well

News Report On Emo Kids
seriously gay! i hate it when people talk about kids and act like theyre soooo surprised and say its "disturbing" just cuz they dont understand it how gay -.- and they say one of my fav bands has an emo song!! what the hell!! this is something to rage about im serious so they fear what their kids are doing but they dont understand it in the frist place if they didnt notice them changing thats their fault -.- and now that theyre "emo" they start going omggg nooo my kids emo hes going to commit suicide -.- gay! this is so freakin retarded

X Is Back!!!!!
sup folkes long time not see, i been away doing some cool things i have started a new life of sorts. i have a no car but i really doing have to have one around here. well me and ym gril a getting the swing of things. and things are getting alot better.

Pay The Bill Or We Dig 'em Up
ROTORUA, New Zealand, July 28 A New Zealand funeral home director allegedly threatened to dig up a teenager's body because his family hadn't paid for his funeral. Richard Bennison of Gray's Funeral Services in Rotorua said he hoped the threat would pressure the family to pay up, The Herald on Sunday reported. Bennison said he would not have been allowed to carry through on his threat, but the dead teen's sister said Bennison "gave me the impression that it would happen." Copyright 2007 by UPI

Man Couldn't Smell Wifes Decaying Body
By TIM PERONE, Wire Services PrintEmailDigg ItRedditPermalinkStory Bottom July 29, 2007 -- A man in Harlingen, Texas, who says he lacks the sense of smell was shocked to learn his missing wife had not run away but had died in their home three days earlier. "I never smelled anything and I still don't smell anything," said 50-some- thing Eugene Pilouw, who blamed diabetes for his inability to detect her body decomposing in a storage room. His daughter found the body. nypost.com

Father Beats Recently Disabled Daughter With Golf Club
NEW PORT RICHEY, Fla. -- A New Port Richey man is behind held without bail after being charged with beating his daughter with a golf club. Richard Murphy was upset with his 18-year-old daughter for having friends over to their house. The Pasco County Sheriff's Office says Murphy dragged his daughter Katherine by her hair and threw her out of the home Thursday, telling her not to return. Katherine, who is disabled after a car accident, waited in a car in the driveway for her father to cool down. But authorities say he came outside and hit her with a Northwestern Flex golf club. Murphy told police he was defending himself from his daughter, who threatened to hit him with a metal pole. Murphy, who is a registered nurse at Regional Medical Center Bayonet Point, was charged with aggravated battery with a deadly weapon. Copyright 2007 by The Associated Press. All rights reserved. This material may not be published, broadcast, rewritten or redistributed.

Patience
I know at times it's hard for you I'm not there to hold you tight, But I promise when we're together Our love will be worth the fight Patience and understanding That's what I ask of you, When we are far apart I promise I'll be true I give to you this heart of mine Scared and bruised so easily Broken and then mended over time Its the greatest part of me I'll love you longer than eternity Deeper than the ocean blue But patience and understanding is what I ask of you

Standing There
You see me standing there Laughing so carefree But take a second look Is there something you dont see? Behind my smiling face Behind my hidden fears Is a dying heart While im crying unseen tears Why cant you see the pain Hidden behind my eyes? Why cant you understand That im slowly about to die? And you'll read this poem Shrug it off without a care But remember maybe the next time you look I may not be standing there

Thoughts....
MY FEELINGS ON LOVE HERE ARE A FEW THOUGTHS OF MINE, I SEEN TO WRITE ALOT WHEN I AM ALONE, FEELINGS THAT FLOW OUT OF ME. I HOPE YOU ENJOY. Sooner or later we begin to understand that love is more than verses on valentines and romance in the movies. We begin to know that love is here and now, real and true, the most important thing in our lives. For love is the creator of our favourite memories and the foundation of our fondest dreams. Love is a promise that is always kept, a fortune that can never be spent, a seed that can flourish in even the most unlikely of places. And this radiance that never fades, this mysterious and magical joy, is the greatest treasure of all - one known only by those who love. When you love someone, you do not love them all the time, in exactly the same way, from moment to moment. It is an impossibility. It is even a lie to pretend to. And yet this is exactly what most of us demand. We have so little faith in the ebb and flow of life, of love, of rel

Leo My Sign
Symbol: the Lion Ruling Planet: the Sun Ruling House: Fifth House Element: Fire Quality: Fixed Body Parts: heart, back Keyword: PLEASURE Date with destiny: Aries, Sagittarius Run for the hills: Taurus, Scorpio Where you glow: center stage What makes you tick: leading Fitness forecast: Tae-Bo Play date: attending a movie premier Perfect jobs: actor, cruise ship host Best accessory: hairbrush A sure thing: basking in the glow Destination: Singapore Pleasure: daydreams, generosity, courage Pain: keeping up appearances, losing, being bossed around Kindness: Because of your generous nature, you give all that you have to help out in a crisis, and then some. What's my line? There's no business like show business. Leo is the fifth Sign of the Zodiac. These folks are impossible to miss, since they love being center stage. Making an impression is Job One for Leos, and when you consider their personal magnetism, you see the job is quite easy. Leos are an ambitious lot, and th

Love And "i Love You"
I'ts strange and a bit odd how ppl love and want to be loved. i guess if you really knew me you would understand. "I love you" is a powerful statement, and although i love so many ppl, i cant say that they really truely love me in return. Now they say they do for one reason or another, weather it be by their true friendship to me or to gain something through selfish reasons. All in all i believe ppl should be rather careful when using the phrase "I Love You." I've learned so many things by flinging that phrase around, i've learned that some ppl in my life honestly mean what they say, weather on the internet or not. But there are ppl in my life, past and present who have said " I Love You" and never understood the depts of the phrase. To me..the phrase is deep, to say it means i feel it in my soul. to love, is to give my heart, my passion and my life to another. To love with your heart is one thing, but to have someone touch your soul is truely different. Love comes at you sometimes out

Bet Ya Didnt Know
The human heart creates enough pressure when it pumps out to the body to squirt blood 30 feet. (O.M.G.) A pig's orgasm lasts 30 minutes. (In my next life, I want to be a pig.) A cockroach will live nine days without its head before it starves to death. (Creepy.) (I'm still not over the pig.) Banging your head against a wall uses 150 calories a hour (Don't try this at home, maybe at work) The male praying mantis cannot copulate while its head is attached to its body. The female initiates sex by ripping the male's head off. (Honey, I'm home. What the. ..?!) The flea can jump 350 times its body length. It's like a human jumping the length of a football field. (30 minutes... Lucky pig! Can you imagine?) The catfish has over 27,000 taste buds. (What could be so tasty on the bottom of a pond?) Some lions mate over 50 times a day. (I still want to be a pig in my next life...quality over quantity) Butterflies taste with their feet. (Something I always wanted to

Faster-than-light Take: 2-4-1! The Simpsons Movie & Sunshine
Incredible that a busy last few days of work, sleep and frivolity allow me enough time to catch two theatrical releases in one day! The Simpsons Movie, it goes without saying, is near eeeeeexcelent LOL You need not be a die-hard, haven't-missed-an-episode (I've missed only three!) fan nor a novice to enjoy the years and millions of buckaroons spent by Matt Groening and company on a film version of America's most hapless animated family. The movie, really, is just an extended episode. What else could you expect? It crams appearances by practically every primary, secondary and tertiary character into the 80-plus minutes. But aside from quick sight gags and throwaway dialogue, The Simpsons Movie dares not push the boundaries. It doesn't need to after all these years. The plot is simple enough and yet rather familiar: Homer's incompetence (in this case, VERY improper disposal of pet pig crap) further condemns the less-than-friendly environmental status of Lake Springfield, leading gove

Missin My Soldier
its almost been a month without my other half i miss him i get to be the nice caring figure to my daughter while also being firm with my daughter lol im mommy and daddy i got to stop watchin things with soldiers it makes me miss mine more and more but i will get to see him in sept but that seems so far away

The Anger Sharks
I had a long crappy day but it would have been alright if I could have just come home and relaxed while listening to some music. Sadly... the virus I thought I had killed came back while I was gone and wrecked the system so that all I could do was a system restore which cost me all of my music except what I had on a data CD. So starting today I had about 1700-1800 sound files... now I have about 250. This sucks. So if I'm a little testy for the next few days, you know why. I miss my music already.

Screw It All
Well this one is a hard one to start, but Imma try. Due to alot of recent events and such something good yet bad is happening with me. I now feel I am reverting back to how I used to cope with bad things going on with me...like how I delt with it as a child. I would like to call this emotion "blah". With everything that has happened my normal self would have been angry, enraged, and vengeful beyond what I had already done, but it feels like something has cracked inside of me. I wanna say fuck it...life has won...Im tired of battling every little thing that seems to be a major obstacle in my way or anything that brings me down in any fashion....I cant do it anymore....Im getting to the point in my life where I cant hold up this defense with everything nomore....everyone has a drawing point...kinda like someone is gonna die when being continuously beat on....well for the most part of my life my emotions have ran high in a bad way...something always super stressful happening...and I alway

If I Ever Goto War
If I ever go to war Mom, Please don't be afraid. There are some things I must do, To keep the promise that I made. I'm sure there will be some heartache, And I know that you'll cry tears, But your son is a Soldier now, Mom, There is nothing you should fear. If I ever go to war Dad, I know that you'll be strong. But you won't have to worry, Cause you taught me right from wrong. You kept me firmly on the ground, yet still taught me how to fly. Your son is a Soldier now Dad, I love you Hooah, Even if I die. If I ever go to war Bro, There are some things I want to say. You've always had my back, and I know it's my time to repay. You'll always be my daybreak, through all of life's dark clouds, Your brother is a Soldier now, Bro, I promise I'll make you proud. If I ever go to war Sis, don't you worry bout me, I always looked out for you, but I can't do that anymore, Cause I'm a big bro to all in America. I love you so much and you know that, Your brother a soldier now Si

What A Kiss Means
what a kiss means Body: Body: What a Kiss Means Kiss on the stomach = Im ready Kiss on the Forehead ="i hope we're together forever" Kiss on the Ear = Your my everything Kiss on the Cheek = "We're friends" Kiss on the Hand = "I adore you" Kiss on the Neck = "we belong together" Kiss on the Shoulder = "I want you" Kiss on the Lips = "I love you" What the gesture means... Holding Hands = "we definitely love each other" Slap on the Butt = "That's mine" Holding on tight = "i don't want to let go" Looking into each other's Eyes = "i just plain love you" Playing with Hair = "Tell me you love me" Arms around the Waist = "I love you too much to let go" Laughing while Kissing = "I am completely comfortable with you" --Advice-- Dont ask for a kiss, take one If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love.

Looking Back
Have you ever just sat back and wondered if you could turn back the hands of time and do it all over again Would you? What would be some of the things that you would change? Would you change anything at all? I know I would! Have you ever noticed that when you are younger you have so many dreams and goals. But, as you get older and older they begin to fade! It seems so impossible to ever accomplish it. I was always told that if you don't like the way your life is the only person who can change it is you! I truly believe that, because if you don't who will? I was also told you could be anything you wanted to be. I believe it. Sometimes I wonder if I could go back and change things, How would my life have turned out? Would it have changed at all? Just looking back at everything I feel like I could be so much more. I feel like I have failed at everything I have ever did, Because I have!

"the Dream" 2/20/05
On this night I held you in my arms Our eyes on each other And a smile on your face I gazed deep into your eyes And our lips met with a kiss I told you I lved you And you began to cry I wiped the tears off you face As I held you in my arms You gazed into my eyes And you said you loved me too Then I woke up And realized it was just a dream And nothing more

Lonely Victim
Life is lonely and full of pain Can't stop it, can never change it The loneliness takes over And becomes my life The pain consumes me And controls my free will I am a victim of your life A victim of your hate You've caused this loneliness and pain You've caused me to suffer Now it is my turn To make you feel my pain To make you suffer To make you feel this loneliness It is my turn To make you a victim Of the life that you created

No Hope Left
There's no hope left Nothing for me to do No where to go No one to turn to I've worked so hard But it means nothing Maybe I should give up Because no one cares I can't continue waiting For something that will never happen I accept my fate with open arms And embrace it with my tears My fate is a life of misery A life of loneliness And to forever suffer In the life I made for myself

Why Am I A Wrestling Fan?
Anyone that knows anything about me knows that I am a huge wrestlnig fan. Some people think it's cool and others don't and the ones the don't like it always ask me, "Why do you love wrestling so much?" If you are one of those people, this blog is for you. I started watching wrestling in 1989 or 1990. My oldest brother was a big fan and got me into watching it with him. At first I didn't really know what I was watching, but I liked it because it was fun. Then, as I got a little older, I began to understand it more and fell in love with the sport, yes, I said sport. I got really attached to the characters and tried to immitate them as we all do when we're young. When I became a teenager, I learned about the business side of wrestling and I learned a little bit about who the people I watched on my tv every week really are. I learned about the sacrifices they make to entertain fans like me. I learned about the struggles alot of them go through just get the chance to have one match o

Nan
Well....some of u already know, but for those of u who dont, my grandmother has been sick and in n out of the hospital for the 15 months. she first walked thru a heart attack in may 2006, and went to the hospital where they found a hole in her heart, which they repaired. but the recovery took forever and she kept getting sick n gettin better n sick n better over and over again. so she has been doin well lately, but today everything took a turn for the worse. she had a trach put in a while ago, but today she caughed and started bleeding. she lost 2 liters of blood today. they didnt know where the bleeding stemmed from, so they were running tests. her lungs were clear, so they scoped her stomach to see if it was coming from there....because if it was coming from the stomach, something was able to be done. now that its not the stomach, it means that its in the artery in the trachea and nothing can be done. my mom got a call at 1am this morning and she found out that she went into arre

If
If.... If i ask you to kiss my lips Would you ask which set?? Or would u pick the ones That seem 2 make u sweat... If I ask you to let me ride Would u ask in what direction?? Or would u let me choose Based on the size of your erection... If I ask you to love me down Would you start from bottom to top? Or would you just go for the spots That make me say "Don't stop" If I ask you to scream my name Would you think it was a test?? Or would you just yell it to the rooftops As I give you my best without rest If I tell you to give it to me hard Would you give me all u got? Or would you hold back and tease me Until u feel I'm hot... If I asked you for variety Would we do sumthing different? Or would we do the tried and true Just because you love my belligerence.... If u wanted reciprocation Do u think Im that chic?? I can answer that for you... This girl can drive a stick!!

A Little Past Due, But Still Valid
How profound... Current mood: nauseated "CONFUSION – is what we call the emotion that really means 'I don't know something, but I think I SHOULD know it.' Again, more resisting reality. The truth is, you don't know everything and you never will. Life is a continuous learning experience and the brighter you are, the more you have to learn. You could live for thousands of years and still not know everything." My horoscope for 7/20/07: There is more happening today than meets the eye as you push past the frustrations that have held you back. Your ambitions are activated now and your sharp tongue is ready to wag. Think again before you speak; if you can slow down a bit, your crazy ideas can mature enough to have a real impact on your life.

A Little Sadness For The Evening
My cat is 16 years old and has diabetes....I need to give her insulin twice a day, but in order to do so, she has to eat first. The past few days, she won't eat. So tonight I tried feeding her again and she did not eat, so I could not give her the shots. I tried feeding her again in my mom's room and she's not doing well at all.........I think she won't last the week. Now I know a lot of you are going to say, it's her time...She's had a nice long life...But it's hard letting a pet go. Especially one you've devolved a bond with and have had since you were 13. She's the best cat I have ever had and I shall miss her terribly......Honestly, I cannot stop crying right now. The only thing that is helping me is my mom and the love of my two friends Tom and Kevin. If it were not for them right now, I would be in my bed crying again, having anxiety attacks. So, this is my blog for the evening. It's a serious one, unlike the ones I normally post. Sometimes, getting this stuff off your chest help

Abuse
abuse of this user bloc dumbass Show header Date: Sun, 29 Jul 2007 21:47:15 -0700 From: To: djdek2007@fubar.com Reply-To: Size: 1 KB yo if a ugly bitch is ugly she dont get a 10 u dumbfuck!!! if she hot she get a 10!!!!! u stupid ass retard!!! fuck u and your internet buddies!

Updating My Life's Story
Just a snippet of information on my present situation. I have been living with my sister for six months now and I can honestly say that it has been a worthwhile experience. The original premise for moving in with her was so that we could support each other during our own little pitfalls; she suffers from depression and recently attempted suicide, myself I was recently diagnosed with a second cancer in addition to another operative cancer I was already dealing with. We get along so well, which suprises me, since we had not really seen each other for a number of years. We lived four hours apart and never really made a strong attempt to see one another. Sad. Anyway, she is seeing a therapist and is at least stable. She amazes me. No matter how down she gets, she throws her concentration to me if I am having any down time myself. All of my three sisters are amazing individuals. As for me, I have reached a point in my battle where I am at an empasse. Do I continue with worthless tr

Hes Back Again
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Yummy Cake Ya'll Check This Out
Chocolate Strawberry Mousse Cake 1 cup 3 TB 2 pint baskets 2 cups 1/2 cup 2 TB 2 1/2 cups 1 TB Chocolate cookie or Chocolate graham cracker crumbs Butter or margarine, melted California strawberries, stemmed and halved Semisweet chocolate chips Water Light corn syrup Whipping cream, divided Sugar Oven Temp ~ Bake Time ~ Pan Type ~ 9" springform pan Spray pan with non-stick vegetable spray. In bowl, mix crumbs and butter to blend thoroughly. Press evenly onto bottom of 9-inch springform or cheesecake pan. Stand strawberry halves, touching, side-by-side, pointed ends up with cut sides against side of pan. Set aside. Place chocolate chips in blender. In small saucepan over medium heat, mix water and corn syrup; bring to boil and simmer 1 minute. Immediately pour over chocolate chips and blend until smooth. Cool to room temperature. Meanwhile, in large mixer bowl, beat 1 1/2 cups of the cream to form stiff peaks. With rubber spatula, fold cooled chocol

Survey
90. First off, what is your name? Jolene 89. What did you do last night? last night? uhh.... had 4H meeting..... 88. Do you have a best friend that you can talk to 24/7? yes I do well i think I do .... : ( 87. Do you have any siblings? 3 sisters....yay....not 86. How many years apart is your mom and dad? uhh like 1 85. Do you like someone? yes I do .... ; ) 84. What does the 7th message in your text inbox say? uhhh don't have one now I deleted em inbox was full 83. Who sits beside you in math? I graduated 82. Where is your dad right now? sleeping 81. Do you burn incense? used to 80. Do you have a problem? uhhh with relationships cuz don't have one 79. Who is the 5th person you got a missed call from? none 78. Closest purple object? uhh dunno its dark 77. Closest silver object? phone 76. Closest yellow object? note pad thingers 75. Do you sing in the shower? sumtime when I have a song in my head 74. What is bug

Awesome Night
I went to see Social Distortion this evening.For those of you that do not know Mike Ness is the only Rocker that I am totally insane over. Well I have completed my quest to meet this man. Finally over ten years have gone by and I can finally say He is that good looking up close. So now I just have to find a tattoo shop that is open before I go to work tomorrow and have his signature inked before it fades. He signed underneath of my sick girl tattoo on my chest. Man I have never come that close to getting off by a simple touch. He is pretty laid back and is actually a nice guy not an ass like some rockstars.. THANKS MIKE :) i can die now and still be happy

Where I Stand
Here I stand, Until the time Was it a crime to see what cannot be touched Hear voices speak words that can't be undone Was it my fault I was invincible To the naked eye, I am invisible I cannot be seen Because no one wants to see me I am different Different from the rest of them So they ignore me But I don't ignore them No one is friendly Why were they so blind Because I am not them I am only mine I am different But I can see But they can't see me I watch them fall Divided they fall Together they die But here I stand Until the end of time Was it a crime that I was unique Original to the human mind I was invisible to there standards Invisible to their lies But as they kneel to beg I watch them beg But here I stand until the end of time Was it a crime for me to live my life A crime for wanting to survive No one would answer So I will wait until the end of time

Um...hahha
ok so I am kinda drunk and I just figured it would be funny to write a blog...have no idea about what but guess i will go with the flow...anyway.. so yeah i am drunk and totally stupid right now but that is ok...so yeah i am really in to this one guy but so can't have him because i am kinda sorta attached but this guy totally rocks my world....wow ok i can't believe i just admitted that but yeah he is the sweetest thing ever and a bad boy all in one...uhh i will just dream about him i guess not like i have a chance in hell LOL

Why??????
Why we should count our blessings... I know some of you have seen this photo going around, but I'm not sure how many of you know the full story behind it. This picture is tragic in every sense. A starving child collapses as it crawls toward a feeding station in the famine struck country of Sudan in 1993. In the background a vulture waits for the child to die. The horrific and haunting picture was published around the world and became an icon of Africa's anguish.The South African photographer, Kevin Carter, who already famous in South Africa for his fearless coverage of deadly township violence, had headed north of the border with Silva to photograph the rebel movement in famine-stricken Sudan. Seeking relief from the sight of masses of people starving to death, he wandered into the open bush. He heard a soft, high-pitched whimpering and saw a tiny girl trying to make her way to the feeding centre. As he crouched to photograph her, a vulture landed in view. Careful not to disturb the bi

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Elite Bombers Need Your Help
ELITE FAMILY BOMBERS HAS ENTERED A CONTEST AND NEED YOUR HELP TO WIN A BLAST... SO IF YOU HAVE THE EXTRA TIME PLEASE COME SHOW THIS GREAT FAMILY SOME LOVE... WE APPRECIATE IT ALL THE HELP IN ADVANCE... HERE IS THE LINK TO HELP A GREAT FAMILY OF BOMBERS.. IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO JOIN OUR FAMILY PLEASE CLICK THIS LINK AND SEND A MESSAGE LETTING US KNOW YOU ARE INTERESTED.. THANK YOU.. Scotty's And Angels Elite Bombers@ CherryTAP

Leveling
Thanks to everyone that helped me level up to "Bad Fu" level!! Especially Christie, Kenneth, Bratty Bytch and my special friend 3DTrain! I really have turned into a point whore. That's sad. Especially since I am still on dial-up. I live 20 miles down the road passed Bum Fuck Egypt and it's all I can get for now. This makes it hard for me to visit some of y'alls pages and especially hard for me to run Fubar and other sites to get the codes for my stash items at the same time. But oh well. One day i'm gonna figure out how to make my computer run faster out here using cow patties and goat pellets. I'll be a rich bitch then. LMAO STill, wouldn't trade my country life for anything in the world. So anytime ya'll have nothing else to do, feel free to do whatever ya can to give me points and I'll SLOWLY do what I can on my big pimping dial-up machine. Love and hugs y'all!!! I have the bestestestestestestest friends on Fubar!!!!!!

Luvin My Friends
U know u live everyday with out really lettin the people u love the most know how much u love em, and need em, and appreciate em, everyday. So I am gonna take this time just to Luv my friends!!!..I have a huge list of friends on here, and some, I would like to say thanks for the add and rates, but wheres the convos? But I do have special friends on here, like ~Cherokee Warrior~, hell hes a typical man...but my best freind, that I couldn't live with out ~Tweety~ My big sister..who is always there for me ~Dusty~ another typical man..but with the best intentions ~Bloody Kisses~Mina~This women is awesome...a true freind So there ya go...now anyone on my friends list that I haven't talked to, well shit guys give me a hollar and don't be shy

Lovin The Fu
Ok so there was much drama that came out of this Fubar name change, but man I don't see any difference. Nuttin really has changed, still love my friends, still mumm the same, still do bulletins the same, everything....So just wanted to say....~I'M LUVIN THE FUBAR!!!!!!!!

Love Your Friends Day........
I WROTE YOUR NAME ON A PIECE OF PAPER BUT I ACCIDENTALLY THREW IT AWAY. I WROTE YOUR NAME ON MY HAND, BUT IT WASHED AWAY. I WROTE YOUR NAME IN THE SAND, BUT THE WAVES WHISPERED IT AWAY. I WROTE YOUR NAME IN MY HEART, AND FOREVER IT WILL STAY."""" SEND THIS TO EVERYONE U LOVE, INCLUDING ME. IF U SEND THIS TO 10 PEOPLE IN THE NEXT 45 MINUTES, THEN TOMORROW WILL BE THE BEST DAY EVER!! """ Today is love your friends day. Send this to all your friends and me if I am one. If you get 7 back then you're LOVED

Always
The day you were born, the whole world was blessed These thoughts in my mind to you I must confess The time has come for me to express my true feelings You are the center of my thoughts and the essence of my being What you have brought me I never thought I could procure The gift of comfort, with you I am secure For you have lifted me up from a life filled with sorrow And made me realize there is always a better tomorrow It amazes me how someone can make me feel this way I love you more and more with each passing day You brighten my days and lift my spirits I have felt this for so long and now want you to hear it So you may know the place you hold in my heart You are always with me even when we're apart I truly believe what we have is meant to be Just open your heart and soon you shall see What I am willing to do to keep a smile on your face Just know that I'm here and will be always

Love
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Always tell your loved ones everyday U love them ...U may never get another chance too

My Smiling Eyes
It doesn't take much to make my eyes smile. It really doesn't. All it takes is a tender word, a sincere laugh or a great big, genuine hug that comes from your heart. Do you know what doesn't make my eyes smile...(And I have a very fierce, piercing stare if provoked)..It is insensitive, self-centered, egotystical ASSHOLES! You know the type ladies.....they are the ones (no matter how "unfortunate" looking they are and loser-ish) because they find YOU hot.....they just KNOW you will suck them off!! They are the ones that assume you LOVE it in your ass because they want to put it there and they really have no concern with respecting you. I am FED up with these assholes. I just want to say "Get over your hard-on, you shitwad!" NO!! I DON'T WANT TO FUCK YOU! SUCK YOU! OR OTHERWISE GET YOU OFF!!! Sometimes I look at pictures as I am about to rate...(And I rate the way that I would like to be rated) and I see a near toothless grin, with a 5 O'clock shadow, and filthy clothes staring b

And Then There Was You
So cold and dark, so empty and alone, Never knowing what real love was. So fragile and closed, so hateful and cruel, never to open my heart to anyone, and then there was you. So scared, so new, not knowing what was to come, I gave you what little I had left. Hoping that you would want me the way that I am. Timid and frightend, wanting to love again, and then there was you. A little relief from the beating that my heart took, trying to remember what it was like. You showed me that it was real and true, you touch so gentle, you saw right through. All the pain and distrust disappeared that day, the love that consumed me felt so perfect and so right. Still hesitant to let anyone see who I really was, and then there was you. Believing in me, trusting me, loving me unconditionally, letting go of all the fear, anger, and regret. Knowing that it is ok just to be who I am. Crying, laughing, talking, sharing emotions that I tried to hide for so long, All because there was you.

Amaze
you amaze me more then life it self you amaze me with your touch you amaze me with such luck you amaze me with every breath you amaze me every time we talk you amaze me,with everything you do you amaze me with your smile you amaze me your caring you amaze me of how you love me you amaze me,of how well you know me copyrighted by catherine

A Three Word Emotion
A four letter word Combined with I and You Just to tell someone That powerful word To someone else And to them, it could only mean so much Like a child and a mother. Love combined with I and You Is not just to tell someone But would also describe something else An emotion that would fall between happy and calm But you would never know which Until you take the time. Love brings joy to everyone that thinks about it But would then, just then Would the not have any worries Because they thought about love That three word emotion As to what I refer to it as That emotion you share and say, I love you

Share And Share Alike
My 2yr old had ALREADY eaten. She was still sitting at the table when she saw me come along with a giant burrito with melted cheese, lettuce, tomatoe and hot sauce over it. (It was good by the way)...I also had a can of soda in my left hand. As I sat down, she said, "Ooooooo yummy"...well, I thought she was talking about my burrito. Not the case. She wanted my soda it turned out when she turned her nose up at the bite I was offering to her. So she says, "no, soda"..."Not! It's for mommy. It's mine." I said. So with a stone-faced look and big eyes with slightly pursed lips, she said, "Why not?"...that's when I started laughing at her and she never turned her head or blinked on the second and third, "Why Not?"..by then I had nearly finished my soda so I decided to give her that last few sips. Man, kids never quit do they?!! She never blinked during the "staredown" for my soda.

Outa This World
outta this world to a far away place outa this world to some place new outa this world to somewhere warm outa this world somewhere with you outa this world. with new hope outa this world, with all the hope outa this world,with all the dreams outa this world,with new smiles outa this world, with something new copyrighted by catherine

While You Were Sleeping
While You Were Sleeping While you were sleeping I felt your heart beating. While you were sleeping in my head love was repeating. While you were sleeping all I could do was smile. While you were sleeping I watched you for a while. While you were sleeping I always held your hand. While you were sleeping I knew where my heart would land. While you were sleeping you would hold me near. While you were sleeping I would cry all my tears. While you were sleeping from you I knew I wouldn't part. While you were sleeping I gave to you my heart.

Tis A Rant Watch Out
i really hate my life right now... plain and simple yeah well ok...as most of you know, i moved away from the majority of my family to be with my mom and sisters that i havent since 2000. since i have been here my life has gone extremely downhill. i am constantly playing mommy to my two sisters since mom refuses to. i am practically the housewife here...cooks, cleans, laundry, grocery shopping...everything. my 15 yr old sister is out of control. she is about to be locked up in a place that is worse than any juvenile detention center and yet she doesnt seem to care. i have no respect from either sister. mom doesnt seem to care. tonight everything went from worse to a living heck. i went on a total mental breakdown. sat at my laptop for 3 hours just bawling my eyes out. i cant take this all the time. thank god i have amazing friends who will be at my side in a moments notice. i had plans to go out monday night with my bf but i had to cancel because i have to get out of town f

Just A Small Warning.
After hearing about something horrible that happened to one of my closest friends, here's a little head's up. If you hurt my friends, make no mistake, I will spill your blood and take solace in the fact that you paid for your trespass. I may get my ass kicked in the process, but there is nothing more important than my family and friends. So you have been warned.

A Few Questions
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. LET THE FUN BEGIN........ Your Name: Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

My Crush & I
Well,, I have ta say it was a battle however 1 of my crushes and I have gotten back together which ROCKS, cause he is such a Q-T-PIE an I love em, Of course as a friend but anyways MAMA'S a happy camper tonight....

Try And Try
I have always seen life for what it really is. Ever since I was a child growing up, hard times are all I know. I had to sit back and watch my mother work from sunset to sundown. I had to sit back and watch my mother work herself to her grave. Nothing ever came easy for her. She always had a heart and kept a smile on her face. Life is like a newborn baby struggling to come out of its mother's womb, life is a struggle true enough, but after all the struggling you have done, and after all the hell you have been through, there is success. Life is nothing but a big struggle, but just keep the faith and focus on your goals. Don't let life beat you or you will be walking around like zombies. Keep on pushing, keep on trying, life can be whatever you make it to be. But life can also be a bowl of cherries with whip cream and apple pie. I say this again; life is what you make of it. You can achieve or conquer anything it throws at you, you can't quit or g

Pros And Cons
Ok I know you are tired of hearing about her but hey she's a great friend of mine. Well I've been told that on of the best things I can do is leave her all together, no more friendship or anything. Well this is to weigh out if she's worth my time or not. Leaving Pros: She's poison - hurts a lot when i get shunned I feel used - everytime she's in a bad relationship i'm the one she calls to bails her out Maybe she'll realize - I'm the only one of her friends that is still there leaving cons: She was the sole person that helped me quit smoking one of my best friends for 6 years i'm happiest around her she needs someone there for her there are other things but can't think of them now, I just don't know what to do about this whole situation. It's like if I leave her I will be leaving the best relationship I've ever had. If I stay I fear I might pick up smoking again and I'll be hurt over and over. What's a person to do?

Adult Fairy Tales
CINDERELLA wants to go to the ball, but her wicked stepmother won't let her. As Cinderella sits crying in the garden, her fairy godmother appears, and promised to provide Cinderella with everything she needs to go to the ball, but only on two conditions. "First, you must wear a diaphragm." Cinderella agrees. "What's the second condition?" "You must be home by 2:00 a.m. Any later, and your diaphragm will turn into a pumpkin." Cinderella agrees to be home by 2:00 am. The appointed hour comes and goes, and Cinderella doesn't show up. Finally, at 5:00 a.m. Cinderella shows up, looking love struck and very satisfied. "Where have you been?" demands the Fairy Godmother. "Your diaphragm was supposed to turn into a pumpkin three hours ago!!!" "I met a prince, Fairy Godmother. He took care of everything." The Fairy Godmother stated, "I know of no prince with that kind of power! Tell me his name!" Cinderella replied, I can't remember, exactly, Peter, Peter, the something eater." ______

My Mask
I hide behind a mask You can't see my face Looking at first glance I'm in a happy place The truth is, that's a lie But you can't really tell that in the back of my mind I think the world should rot in hell What's the point of living If we are all going to die What's the point of being happy If in the end we're going to cry But this is something no one sees This is something no one knows And yet deep inside of me This feeling of hatred grows So even though this mask reveals a happy side of me, I use the mask as a shield to look at what others can never see.

Lots Of Thanks
i wanna thank all my friends and fan on fubar for the gift and the drinks and also the birthday comments i ish i could meet each and everyone of you`s but thats going to be to hard being that my job is only during the summer going in to fall i will make sure everybody gets a comment from me soon

Laugh For July 30
Wags to Wagers One night a man decides to visit his local bar... He takes a seat and orders a beer. After polishing off his beer, he beckons the bartender over and says, "Betcha $20 I can bite my eye." The bartender scoffs and accepts the wager. The man then calmly removes his false eye and bites it. The bartender be grudgingly forks over the loot. Later that night, after a few more beers, the man wanders back to the bar and says rather drunkenly, "Hey barkeep, betcha another $20 I can bite my other eye." Wanting to win back his money, and seriously doubtful that the man has two false eyes, the bartender accepts the wager. The man calmly removes his false teeth and bites his other eye! Scowling, the bartender hands over another twenty. The man leaves and wanders around the bar as he drinks a few more beers. He strolls back over to the bar, leaning on it, again and calls the bartender, "Hey, barkeep," he burbles, "I'll give you a chance to win

July 29,
Not really looking for anyone to comment on this..but if u want..u can..jus putting some of my feelings down....Today July 29, i would of been with my late husband for 18 yrs..that would of been a long time together with someone..seems like it when u read it and saying it..it doesnt anymore..he passed away 3 1/2 yrs ago from a massive heartattack from diabities..right in front of me that nite..jus fell over on the bed and that was it..no last words no nothing..i use to sit and wonder if i had told him that i loved him that evening when he wasnt feeling good..but would of been too stuborn to go to the er..but they said it wouldnt of mattered..nothing was or could of prevented him from passing away..i dont use the word Die or Died to much...seems to harshof a word to say about someone that has passed away...its really hard this year from some reason and i dont know why...i guess im really realizing hes not coming back and i need to figure out what i want to do with my life..not sure real

She's Ended
Her eyes are swollen. Her cheeks are red. Tears pouring out of the lonely girl. Love was all she asked for. She got walked all over. It seemed that no one cared for what she believed in. As she lays in her bed, saying a prayer to make the pain go away. She can't sleep, so she steers at his picture. Trying to put the memories in her past. She's waits to see, how she's going to make it. As she struggles to get out of bed, thinking of what went wrong. She has lost all the faith and all the happiness. She is lost in the waking of her day. As she has no one to talk to. She's done everything to try to make it. As one night she made her choice, She can't live without him. She swore that she couldn't make it without him. As days go by, she doesn't want to come out. She wrote him a note, saying that she will always love him. One night she lost it. Her mom came to get her because he came to see her. She can't get her to answer her or the door. As the

Falling Angel
Fallen Angel,why do you cry? Your tears wetting the world, and you sulk into sadness I wish I to help you I want to hold you and tell you it is alright.... Fallen Angel, do you feel alone? You need not be, if you choose. Raise yourself, as you once did. For you are still divine Just without your knowledge for now. Fallen Angel, how I love you.. Your tears, are still falling like a soft stream flowing.. Crying onto the earth and the stars do wince at your pain Fallen Angel, how I wish it were all well. I wish for your happiness to put a smile upon your face Awake, Angel, from your depression Fallen Angel, embrace the light.. While you may see yourself trapped now in a void and eclipsed world of sadness You will break free, you will escape Fallen Angel, for how long? Your wings will spread high and fly and you shall be free The chains of sadness shall be shattered. And by your power will we all hope. and from a fallen Angel... such as your self we

Lets See How Big The Families Are
I did up a small website earlier and working on it some more. It's a fubar family site. Now i don't know about anyone else but i'm curious as to how big and how many families we have here on fubar. Go ahead and check it out :-)

Some Me Time.
Im going to take this hapy hour and load some things.Seems like only when I uopload does people rate all but a few so im going to spend this happy hour doing my thang...Please add stuff to yourS..Have a great night everyone thank you. LEVELERS IF YOU HAVENT ADDED OUR HOMEPAGE PROFILE PLEASE DO SO TOMMOROW THE NAME WILL CHANGE. Level Up Team@ fubar

Enchanted Pleas
ENCHANTED PLEAS (Adult Only) captivate me amid whispered desires leading my passion to depths unexplored feeling the heartbeat each intake of breath breathe me deep to the depths of your soul enchanted pleas we boldly unfold bind me with silken threads of gold on red satin sheets cause me to moan whisper sighs on heated flesh make me burn for that smooth hard sweat your touch the flame that lights the fire hands glide I slide and dance and tempt my bond mounting passion beginning the flow fingers caressing hardened peaks of soft supple form making me weak touch of the master lips wander on devouring flesh as tears cloud the eyes I watch mesmerized as your lips light my love seeking to please between my thighs amid the glow of naked desire on your tongue I flow like sacred fire understanding the love and passion within each plea a kiss each

Tenjooberrymuds. (hilarious)
By the time you read through this YOU WILL UNDERSTAND TENJOOBERRYMUDS... In order to continue getting-by in America (our home land), we all need to learn the NEW English language! Practice by reading the following conversation until you are able to understand the term "TENJOOBERRYMUDS". With a little patience, you'll be able to fit right in with the growing trend!!! Now, here goes... The following is a telephone exchange between a hotel guest and room-service: Room Service (RS): "Morrin. Roon sirbees." Guest (G): "Sorry, I thought I dialed room-service." RS: " Rye Roon sirbees...morrin! Joowish to oddor sunteen???" G: "Uh..... Yes, I'd like to order bacon and eggs." RS: "Ow July den?" G: ".....What??" RS: "Ow July den?!?... pryed, boyud, poochd?" G: "Oh, the eggs! How do I like them? Sorry... scrambled, please." RS: "Ow July dee baykem? Crease?" G: "Crisp will be fine." RS: "Hokay. An Sahn toes?" G: "What?" RS: "An toes. July Sah

A Kiss
The air was sweet, you could smell the flowers and the dew. There was a cool breeze that blew through the hot night air, bringing a short lived relief to the people it swept across. The sky was painted a soft silver by the moon, and although it was cloudy you could see the twinkle of a few stars shining with the hope of thousands of dreams. The sound of the wind, birds, crickets and the frogs played together like a soft love song, sweeping in on the hearts of those around. It was the perfect night, for the perfect couple, having their perfect first kiss. Their first, real kiss. The guy was the tall, dark and handsome type. They girl, a blonde hair, blue eyed beauty. They had been together all night, shamelessly flirting, and talking. They were friends, who liked each other but at times were afraid to admit, to even themselves, how much they really did. The end of the night finally rolled around, and it was time to say goodbye. They were standing by their cars, saying their goodb

How Do You
How do you bail on a friend when you know she is the last friend she has? How do you know that it hurts to be with them but you are too nice to leave them? How am I supposed to go about this? Fuck me running up the ass with a sideways boot sans lube. I'm going to be drinking again tonight. YAY PERSONAL PITY PARTIES.

Please Fill Out For Me
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. LET THE FUN BEGIN........ Your Name: Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Words
A heart full of hurt and yet is as empty as the vastness of space. A person in a crowd, blaring noise all around, and yet as alone as can be. A world full of color and brightness, is a gray and bland as a fogged-filled night. A single rose with its beauty can bring happiness, and yet its thorn can bring pain and sadness. The quietness of morning, so quiet to hear the stopping of a beating heart. The blade can bring relief from the emotional tangle called life. It can be a slight distraction from this craziness. Or a long term decision to end it all. To die alone a bigger fear than of itself. Not ready to leave just need a small distraction from the emotional tangle. Hopes of a past love made real again, scorned by another who loved another, all twist and turn not being able to escape their bonds that hold them in. They need to escape before they kill their host. Before the eternal sadness overtakes the hope for future happiness. And the day the will power stops

The Power Of One Poem...
One… One day… One week… One month… One year… One life… One love… One soul… One today… One tomorrow… One sunset… One sunrise… One life changing event… One child… One journey… One cure… One chance… One time… One…and only one. The Power of One.

The Difference Between Love & Like...
When we claim that it's love that we have for someone, are we correct? Are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing and is your voice caught within your chest? It is not love, its like. You can't keep your eyes or hands off of them… Am I right? It's not love, its lust. Are you proud and eager to show them off? It's not love, its luck. Do you want them because you know they're there? It's not love, its loneliness. Are you there because its what everyone wants? It's not love, its loyalty. Are you there because they kissed you or held your hand? It's not love, its low confidence. Do you stay for their confessions of love because you don't want to hurt them? It's not love, its pity. Do you belong to them because their sight makes your heart skip a beat? It's not love, its infatuation. Do you pardon their faults because you care bout them? It's not love, its friendship. Do you tell them everyday they are the only one you think of? Its not love, its a lie. Are you willing to give all of your

Send This To The Ones You Love!!!
I WROTE YOUR NAME ON A PIECE OF PAPER BUT I ACCIDENTALLY THREW IT AWAY. I WROTE YOUR NAME ON MY HAND, BUT IT WASHED AWAY. I WROTE YOUR NAME IN THE SAND, BUT THE WAVES WHISPERED IT AWAY. I WROTE YOUR NAME IN MY HEART, AND FOREVER IT WILL STAY."""" SEND THIS TO EVERYONE U LOVE, INCLUDING ME. IF U SEND THIS TO 10 PEOPLE IN THE NEXT 45 MINUTES, THEN TOMORROW WILL BE THE BEST DAY EVER!! """ Today is love your friends day. Send this to all your friends and me if I am one. If you get 7 back then you're LOVED

498
Well - my tired, happy ass is going to bed finally. I've been a busy girl today. Leveled up several people today, comment bombed my ass off for a few friends. And still, it doesn't even look like I put a dent into the amount of points I need to level up. Oh well. Back to the grind of things tomorrow. Ohhhh, I updated my profile page. Let me know what you think! :) I kind of like it. xoxox, Kathy AKA BrattyBytch

To All My Friends And Fans This Is Very Important Please Read
This was sent to my girlfrend from a guy that totally runs down our country and our troops even hoping all our troops die in iraq and this is message below is what he said about my girlfriends daughter and the link to his profile is at the very bottom of this bullentin.For those who believe in our country and our troops please try to send this along to all im sure your daughter would love to get a hold of me. im not running this country down its already run down. i hope your kid dies in iraq, just cause your so proud of her fighting and killing " people like me". mohamedq@ fubar

You Walked Lightly.....
You walked lightly into my life Captivating and lovely to my mind, At first, I never cared who you were Now I don’t know who I am without you, You kissed me I felt my world change, You held me I heard my heart awaken, You loved me And my soul was born anew You walked lightly into my life Now my heart knows who you are And with every breath And every step I take down lonely roads, Your hand is my staff Your voice is my guide Your strength my shelter You’re passion my awakening. You walked lightly into my life, And all my pain You took as your own, And all my fears You cast into the sea, All my doubt Lost in your eyes, You walked lightly into my life And no matter if you choose to stay or go, My life is forever changed, Just because you loved me For a moment in time. And because I choose To love you For the rest of mine.

Doubt?
soo my ex doubts that i am indeed pregnant... so instead of telling me this in person or on the phone... he tells me on myspace. that fucker. but whatever i'll give him whatever he wants... he wants proof fine.. what a jerk. i dont lie about shit like that. he's crazy.

Just Here
Hey, Just sitting here trying to figure out about some of my friends and wondering How to make all of my friends happy when I live in a different state then most of them. I just don't want to figure out how I can do that and still be where I am at. I am trying to move to where all of my friends are at.....

I Wanna Rock!!
ATTENTION!!! Anyone in the Pasco County area in Florida in need of a drummer MUST contact me. I'm having SERIOUS withdrawl symptoms from the lack of playing that I've been suffering from. If this keeps up, I may have to resort to a clarinet or something worse! PLEASE HELP! Thanks. C.C.

Cowboy Way!!!
COWBOY WAY!!! Category: Writing and Poetry COWBOY WAY!!! He wakes up before the sun rises, Just like he's always done, And he makes himself some coffee, Before the morning sun. He watches out the window, Waiting for the morning light, Looking over the pastures, Making sure everything looks alright. He's got a lot to do, Just like every other day, He's got to water his animals, And than go and feed some hay. So he goes and starts his tractor, Giving it time to warm up, As he runs inside the house, to refill his coffee cup. He packs himself a lunch, Because he doesn't get a break, A lunch that consist of a pop, and some left over steak. Than he's off to do his duty, taking care of this place, doing the kind of work, that could never be replaced. He enjoys what he does, Because he knows what life's about, And it's the ranchers way of life, That has never givin him doubt. Now the sun's going down, And it's starting to get dark, As for tomo

My Stalker Is Back
Man what is with this dude? he is the whole reason I deleted my old profile and he is back again...I blocked him from any messenger i had and yet he still can get to me. This dude is crazy. I don't know why he is so obsessed with me but he needs to realize he is a fuckin coward and nasty. I swear this dude is watchin me. I am not going to have to check in with an investigator again like I did the last time...grrr

Old Cowboys Like Me
Old Cowboys Like Me Old Cowboys Like Me Category: Writing and Poetry Old Cowboys like me (Red Steagall) 4/4 (C) Lord I'm just a cowboy (F) And you know cowboy ways (C) You probably look at guys like me The way I look at (G)strays (C) You know the kind that wonder off (F) Away from all the herd (C) I was truely lost myself (G) Until I found the (C) word (F) My church is the great (G) out of doors (C) My song is natures sound (F) The sky is my (C) cathedral My alter is the (G) ground (F) You must be fond of (C) mavericks Cause you made them wild and (Am) free (F) I know you've got a (C) place up there For (G) old cowboys like (C) me (C) Don't think that I don't love you (F) Because I'm not herd bound (C) Its just that I'm uncomfortable With other folks (G) around (C) I know your all around me (F) I see you every day (C) Its just that I don't go to church (G) Where other people (C) pray (F) My church is the great (G) out of doors (C) My song

A Huge Thank You
I just wanted to say Thank you to Everyone who's helped me over this past week ive been stuck at that damn level forever !!!.. you all are wonderful and I will return the favors .. When needed lemmie know !!! COOL MySpace Comments COOL MySpace Comments COOL MySpace Comments Lotsa Luv ... Cherrypye Aka Wendy :)

Very Disturbing
The following below was a bulletin I saw on here and read. To say I am reposting shows how disturbed I was. No matter the view of our country's state, opinions of Bush, or our views military, THE FACT REMAINS - DO WE LIVE IN A A TIME WHERE FREEDOM HAS BECOME A BLURRY IDEA TO WHICH EVERYONE CONVINCES THEMSELVES IS REAL. TO SEE THAT PEOPLE ARE ATTACKED AND MINIPULATED AND HARRASSED BY AUTHORITY OF OUR OWN COUNTRY WHO IS SUPPOSE OT BE HERE WORKING FOR US. WE PAY FOR THEIR SALARIES BUT YET WE CONTINUE TO LET THEM OVER TAKE AND ABUSE TO WHICH THEY FEEL NEEDED. This needs to stop. Our country is failing in the efforts we are trying to claim to be better but we allow ignorance and violence mold and decide our lives. These are my opinions I just wrote and are mine alone..........I love America but like a mother to a child I worry where it is heading. I DID NOT WRITE THE FOLLOWING THIS WAS IN THE BULLETIN: "It is an observation no less just than common, that there is no stronger test

May I Feel Said He
by e e cummings may i feel said he (i'll squeal said she just once said he) it's fun said she (may i touch said he how much said she a lot said he) why not said she (let's go said he not too far said she what's too far said he where you are said she) may i stay said he (which way said she like this said he if you kiss said she may i move said he is it love said she) if you're willing said he (but you're killing said she but it's life said he but your wife said she now said he) ow said she (tiptop said he don't stop said she oh no said he) go slow said she (cccome?said he ummm said she) you're divine!said he (you are Mine said she)

Post Op
it's weird how when you have all these fears when you go into suegery. my biggest one has always been going under. i just want to come out. the last time i had surgery, everything was fine. no regrets on what i went in for. this time, i don't regret the surgery, i know i needed it. i just never expected to feel like this. it felt like part of me was missing. like my whole chest had caved in. i wasn't expecting that reaction. it threw me for a loop. i am feeling better know, and have coped with it. i still have weird feelings about the way i look. when i recoup, i may need reassurance on my apperance, so, i will go out to victoria's secret and try to find something that i think looks like me and see how it makes me feel about me. but, in the mean time, i may need my friends to help me with this as well, thanks....

Newly Newness
Hey Everyone...Guess What? I Changed My Profile Around it's different yet Same...Just Like Me. So I Really Hope You Look At It. And Maybe Like It...But Whatever Also Please Please Please Stop Askin Me How Me And Boyfriend Are Doin Kiddles...Cuz There isn't One. That's Right We've Decided To Be Friends. No Harshness No fight. Nothing To Report Cept I Took A Person Out Of One Column And Put Him Into The Other...No Worries. Friendship Greatly Accepted But Nothing More Nothing Less Is Included In This Pkg.

Death
I do not think life is a sentence that ends with an exclamation point, question mark or period. Rather, I think it drops off with a ..... and then changes into some other form of life (be it spiritual or physical). From death to fertilizer for something entirely new..... now is that not that a nice equation? It sure makes life easier when I remember that for every inch we fall, we are given an extra inch to grow. This is why, to the hushing and discouragement of so many around me, I always say, “Do what you will with your life.” If you need to cheat and steal to learn about Truth, then take to the mall with your dirty five-finger discount. The one concrete thing about life is that its laws are universal and its lessons indiscriminate. Newton called it his third law. Buddha called it karma. Bruce Willis called it revenge. The Bible says we reap of what we sow. I say, “play with a ball of string and you may very well become tied up, but half the fun is in being knotted up, while the othe

Blah
ok so Im hungry and absolutely NOTHING in the house sounds appealing.......... Im bored with TV .......... dont feel like playin a video game......... fubar is pretty much dead........... and Im bored outta my fucking mind............ right now I dont even know what the hell to do with myself. so for those of you that ever wondered what BLAH means......... thats about it right there in a nutshell.

10 Secrets To Raising Your Vibratio
10 Secrets to Raising Your Vibration It is great to have little reminders helping guide us on our path wherever we turn. The following 10 secrets are little reminders, they are things we already know and are always inspired to hear and read more about.. By incorporating these 10 secrets into your daily life, you always enjoy more vibrant energy, true joy, abundant prosperity, and exceptional health. 1. Plant Seeds. The most fertile soil in the world is found in the human mind. Seeds are karmic substances: they have a potential and a destiny. If you wish to reap a different destiny in any area of your, you need to plant new different seeds today. As you think so shall you be. 2. Set Goals. If you are not working to achieve your own goals, you are working to achieve another’s goals. Set goals which challenge your brain to think in new directions. Write down your goals with tremendous clarity and intensity. Goals backed by faith will get you there. 3. Have Faith. Faith is

The Sun Whose Rays Are All Ablaze
The sun, whose rays Are all ablaze With ever-living glory, Does not deny His majesty He scorns to tell a story! He don't exclaim, "I blush for shame, So kindly be indulgent." But, fierce and bold, In fiery gold, He glories all effulgent! I mean to rule the earth, As he the sky We really know our worth, The sun and I! I mean to rule the earth, As he the sky We really know our worth, The sun and I! Observe his flame, That placid dame, The moon's Celestial Highness; There's not a trace Upon her face Of diffidence or shyness: She borrows light That, through the night, Mankind may all acclaim her! And, truth to tell, She lights up well, So I, for one, don't blame her! Ah, pray make no mistake, We are not shy; We're very wide awake, The moon and I! Ah, pray make no mistake, We are not shy; We're very wide awake, The moon and I! -gilbert and sullivan

7400 To Level
Sometimes numbers scare people away so im updating this..Thank you all for helping.. Awesome job today 11 leveled over 90,000 in total..Awesome team work CASEY ~ CEO OF THE SYNDICATE...FU WIFEY OF SUBMISSIVE@ fubar

Veronika Hot Wife
I love doctor. he has just graduated from the school of touch, and he wanna examine me, to inflame my most intimate parts. Stick out my tongue, and let him put in his big thermometer. Thanks for taking the time to stop by and see me here on my new site. I’m originally from Mexico and am a very passionate and horny person by nature.

Lmao July 29th , 2007 Libra Horoscope
Sometimes you look at your current place in life and marvel. This is miles away from what you said you wanted -- but face it, this situation suits you right down to the ground. Funny how the universe works, isn't it?

To All My Friends And Family
Been gone a lot as I changed jobs, so haven't been online as much as I would like. I apologize to all my friends and family, I haven't kept up with ratings nearly as well as I would like. If people will let me know where I have fallen behind, I will try and catch up as soon as possible. BTW, can't resist the chance to put in a plug for Cali's contest lol

Bad Day
I've been haveing problems with the lady.. See I just told her That i had feeling for my ex Boyfriend.. I loved him for 8 years.. Well she told me to get over him b/c he don't want me.. Anit I aloud to show my feeling about someone.. Maybe someday he will notice how much i love him and come bcak to me.. please help me out o this? I need some feed back.. Thanks *WildOne*

Fakes
Fakes Why is it that my rants revolve so much around the antics of those online who portray themselves as bdsm or D/s? Well maybe it is because in all my contact with those in real life who are involved in the practice and love of bdsm, I have been lucky not to witness this kind of behaviour, or perhaps, it isn't so much "luck" maybe it's because in the main the kinds of games I see on line just don't happen. Nooooo I am not going into another Gor rant *laughs* this time what has attracted my notice and ire are those poor unfortunate souls who so obviously have self esteem problems that they would be reduced to sending out fake pictures of themselves to attract attention. Why do they do this, and more to the point why do they think anyone with half a brain would be fooled by it? Actually this isn't a problem that's confined to lifestyle chat rooms, I was an admin for a vanilla room and we had this happen time and time again, so the phenomena appears to be fairly common place.

I Need A Computer Guru..
I have a virus on my computer. I keep getting the message.....Windows Explorer has stopped working...windows is checkig for a solution. Then it says Windows is restarting. It does this over and over and over and is driving me nuts!!! I can't even run my anitvirus because the message keeps throwing me out of everything. Someone pleeeeeeeeeeease help me. I have Windows Vista (which I hate). I am able to access the internet but the message interrupts everything. Thanks. I'm almost bald headed from this. =)

Are You A Daring Woman?
You Are a Fierce Femme You have a wild side, and you aren't afraid to bring it out when the time is right. But you also know when to hang back and keep your "crazy chick" persona in check. In fact, some of your friends may be surprised to find out how far you can take it... You may look mild mannered, but it's all an act! Are You a Daring Woman?

My Muscles Feel Like A Melee...
Arg. I'm sore. Counted two grocery stores today for a total of 6.5 hours paid. Yippee. I felt horrible this morning... I thought I might get sick on the ride to the first store. Thankfully that didn't happen. Both stores seemed to go quite well. Took a nap when I got home which bothered me. I didn't want to sleep as long as I did :( Bleh. At least I don't have to be at work so early tomorrow. First day of Lowes. I'm hoping we don't have to count nuts and bolts this time since we did last time, I think. That will make both days so much shorter. Tuesday's going to suck. Second day of Lowes then Cost with photo lab. I do have to run my stores this month which does not make for a happy Cheryl. :( The upside is I will be getting home earlier with this run. Which is good because I have to do a run by myself the next day. Some medical supplies somewhere in town. a woo.. a hoo. Anyways, I are a tired loser... XOXO

How Do U Deal?
I've talked to numerous amounts of people and I get the same responses from everyone about me. I'm beautiful, I'm gorgeous, I'm sweet, I'm smart, I'm a great friend, I'm always there when needed, I'm good at helping with problems, Good at giving advice and the list goes on. I'm always asked to talk and get to know someone better. Sure that is fine but if we are millions of miles apart and the intention at any point is to be more than just a friend.....why bother getting to know each other when we will both end up hurt? I know that I cannot relocate because I have to have stability for my children. I can't expect anyone to relocate for me either because I won't do it for them. I feel like I'm missing out on some great things with some great people and the possibility of the greatest relationship that I could have asked for. I know the internet isn't the best place to meet people but it is all that I have. I don't get out much. I hear of people meeting online all the time and getting mar

Vote For Me Special Editions Model Of The Year 2008
Hey what's going on? I wanted to remind all of you that voting has started for Special Editions Model of the Year 2008. Please click the photo and vote for me. Thanks so much! I really mean it when I say, I have such wonderful fans and all of you have made my dreams come true. I am such a lucky girl. I love you all! muah xoxo, Bre

I Have A New Fubar Account Please Add That One This One Is Closing Down
hey all join me on my fubar account just use this link here highlight it and past in search bar and join me or add me which ever thanks. http://www.fubar.com/join.php?friend=1050336

And Now, A Quick Update
so I know I haven't really been around much for awhile. my apologies. I would like to say life has been so fabulous that I just haven't had time, but it's more like life has just been so very busy, I only get the chance to pop on real quick and then I am off on the breeze once more. so...........updates for those interested still in the midst with paperwork on Daddy's estate, they say it can take up to a year to close an estate, sometimes longer. so patience is still needed, I guess. the kids go back to school soon (yay) and work will keep me busy for the next few weeks as we have a convention coming up. Hubby is loving the new job still and I died my hair .....yes~ again. there are 2 pics in the gallery and I plan to play dress up for you all soon, when I find a free afternoon, lol. love you all for being there for me in all of this.

Dont Let Me Get Me !
dont let me get me why is it we are so hard on are selfs i know i am a good guy but me and only me puts myseld down i can make my self feel worse then anyone elses can and sad part is i do it over and over when one feels love thay feel so compleate when one loses love you feels like part of you is dieing and how can one go back to being friends with someone you love i mean its like every time we talk like part of me is dieing but i want to talk to her i miss the i love you so badly guss becuse no one ever said it and ment it its like when thay do its allways taken from me ripped out my hand guss becuse my parents never said it to me is why it means so much to me i dont know why i rambling on so much just am guss in a weid mood sorry to have bothered anyone but yeah :)

Closer
The closer i get to you The more you'll make me see Like giving me all you've got Your love has captured me Over and over again I'll try to tell myself that we Could never be more than friends And all the while inside I knew it was real The way you make me feel Lying here next to you Time just seems to fly Needing you more and more Let's give love a try Sweeter than sweeter love grows And heaven's there for those Who fool the tricks of time With the hearts in love you find True love In a special way The closer i get to you The more you'll make me see By giving me all you've got Your love has captured me Over and over again I'll try to tell myself that we Could never be more than friends And all the while inside I knew it was real The way you make me feel The closer i get to you The more you'll make me see By giving you all i've got Your love has captured me

Faeries
FAERIES The world of the faery can be found on a green meadow, or a river bank kissed by the sun. it is hidden on a moonlit moor, on the steep side of a mountain, or just off the road in a secret faery glen; the natural world provides all the portals we could ever need to enter into faery, but we must remember how to make the journey." If you ask anyone what a faery is, it is not likely that you will find anyone that simply doesn't know. Children believe, most teens want to believe, but many adults have given up on these tiny beings. As for me, there is much more proof saying that faeries do exist then there is to say otherwise, in fact there is no concrete proof to disprove faeries. there was one case, however; in which there was concrete evidence proving the existence of faeries! it would seem foolish to completely cancel out the possibility. There are many types of faeries, such as flower faeries, snow faeries, mushroom faeries,......you get the id

The Dark Tower (??left This In A Photo Comment Today??)
Girl was reading The Dark Tower by Stephen King in the picture. I just finished the 7 book series and this just poured out???? As Roland found his way to his Ka and Ka-tet, He, as well as us all in the 'real' look back on our past in the final moments and kindle the reoccurring faults we attribute to and in the end get pulled back into this muck we call life, Time after Time with lessons learned and new mistakes to be made. See you in the next......... Bring your ax. tazerbe

Please
Peepz, if you happen to add me on myspace please be careful what you say on there... My ex is completely pyscho... please do not mention fubar on any comments or emails.. he hacks into my account... he always has and nothin i do stops him.. so please do me a favor.. i don't want him knowing about this.. thanks!

My Back
ok...so i haven't been around much...and i do have a legit reason. I hurt my back...twice in 3 weeks...so i had to have an MRI....it showed a protruding disk...to the right....disk degeneration and arthritis...and if it gets much worse i will have to have surgery...so sittin here typin and such really hurt for awhile

Poem....untitled At The Moment
Lost in my self torment,that of which i cannot control. Fighting so hard to keep her at bay,afraid of her. Should i lose control,she will once again take over. And I will be lost to her forever,forever to her,she is the demon of utter jealousy. Evil,vengeful,hateful, worse than i can imagine now. Shae has had time,to grow ever stronger,dormat inside. Absorbing me,living me,trying to be me. Yet i still continue to fight to keep her hidden,locked away,for fear of what she can and will do. PLease,be honest as to how you feel about this poem,it is important to me that you do ...thank you for your time.

Funny Thing At Work
I work in a department store. Can't say where. I was on lunch, sitting outside the store, when a couple walks out with two little girs. They stopped to look at a rock pond, (that you would put in your yard, water fountain thingy). The man told his wife he liked it, she said she did too. She asks him, "Where would you put it?" I replies, "In the house!", She asks if it would fit, and he said he can make it fit. She said, "even in a Trailer?" The two little girls get all excited and yelled "Yeah, daddy's going to put in a hot tub!" LMAO!!!!! I deal with all sorts of public everyday!

Scammer Online
Have befriended a SCAMMER online in the past 2 months. His name is "Philip Mich" or "BigBoy". He says he is in Lagos, Nigeria and has finished his contract there and is stuck (RED FLAG) and needs help for him and his son Nelly to get back to the states. He says he lives in Baldwin City, Kansas. He tells women that he loves them with ALL HIS HEART BODY and SOUL (RED FLAG). Take it from me this man has no heart or soul!! He is drivin me insane and also a family member. If he contacts you, put him on ignore or delete his profile from any website that you have. He has found me on like 5 so far and I have blocked him!! He is NO GOOD!! But he is good at this so called game he is playin.!! I have contacted the US Government Hotline and they told me that WE HAVE NO GOVERNMENT PERSONNEL IN Nigeria at all!!

Fuck Me Running
don't you just love days that you can't get back to sleep after you wake up early byaccident? i fucken hate them. then i got an email and got chewed out for the next two hours and had to go to work still. i quite one job today and i am goen full time as a clerk now but this week i am getten no hours. i left a really good job in middle management for this shit. i am really thinken hard about goen back into the fleet again. hell most of the time i really miss it. i swear civilians don't give any respect for vets or each other most of the time. i am really starten to get sick of being treated like shit by most of these dam civies. some are really cool as hell but most i just want to beat the hell out of.

Umm Has Anyone Else Ever Gotten This ????
Bouncer ID check, please type the characters you see in the image. I just got that when i was tryin to help someone level Up . .and when i put the code in it asked for it said Invalid Code . Fhat the Wuck ?>???

Hidden Once Again...
Why does the thought of death The feeling of ending this life The torture, the pain, the hurt The discomfort I cause, Why does it feel so right? But the thought of the pain The mechanics, the method The hows and wherefores.. Why is that so beyond me, my abilities, My confidence? I know I would be better dead All I care for is others All I do is hurt others All I want to do is leave others To their lives away from me Is my inability from caring? Knowing the final act of hurt The final ability to screw others To give those who truly care A pain even I haven't done before? But they would recover And they could see it was done Maybe not consciously, but truly For the best for them And therefore the best for me. Is it fear that stops me? The inability to take the pain I couldn't inflict on myself The yellow woman that I am, The quitter, never finishing the job So I carry on to conceal the feelings Trying to do all I can for all And still I hurt an

The Job Interview ;)
A man went to apply for a job. After filling out all of his applications, he waited anxiously for the outcome. The employer read all his applications and said, "We have an opening for people like you." "Oh, great," he said, "What is it?" "It's called the door!" LOL....

Always
Here I am, Always Missing and Found, Always Lost and Finding, Always Alive and Asleep, Always Crowded and Alone, Always Blind and Looking, Always Quiet and Screaming, Always Always thinking you will Always be there But your Always Gone So Here I am, Always

Strangled! Scream!
The woman in the recording studio as they were recording the song was strangled and you can hear her screams("Rollar Coastar"). Most do not believe this, but go back and listen to the original. The song was so well recorded they did not redo it!

Were You Born Between 1920-1979
Those Born 1920-1979 READ TO THE BOTTOM FOR QUOTE OF THE MONTH BY JAY LENO. IF YOU DON'T READ ANYTHING ELSE---VERY WELL STATED TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's, 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's!! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking As infants &children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle.

Gives Up !
well one can only try so many times to be happy and find your perfect soal mate. how long does one have to wait before you find that perfect person to say i love you and thay say it back and mean it ? i lost someone today i love very much had to let her go so she can be happy do i think she is going to be happy no i dont but thats me wishing its killing me not to here then 3 words from her now then to see her id on line and not being able to talk to her so loanly without the one you love around to make you smile dont know how much more i can take before i need to leave this all my heart says stay she will come back to me but then my heart says go why is it so hard to find true love wanted someone to share my life with forever still have no one whats wrong with me ! do i have all these flaws and i cant see then i would like to know sick of being in pain

Herbal Info Names, Plant Stats And What They Are Used For
Anise is a slow-growing annual which flowers about 3 months after planting. It grows to a height of 2 feet and produces yellowish-white flowers in umbrella-like clusters. It will grow best in a deep, fertile soil in a sunny, warm location. It should be planted 6 to 10 inches apart in rows 2 to 3 feet apart. This herb is grown for its seeds which are ready for harvest about one month after bloom. The licorice-flavored seed is widely used in breads and cookies. Basil is an annual which grows about 2 feet tall with leafy, light-green foliage. It produces tiny white flowers often tinged in lavender. This is an easy herb to grow. Plant it in the spring after the last frost or sow it indoors and transplant it in the garden. It grows best in full sun. Prune or pinch off the stem tips for a bushier, more compact plant. Do not over fertilize as this may reduce the desired flavor. This herb is grown for its leaves which are best harvested prior to blooming or during blooming. The leaves may b

Taxes (moved From My Mind Is Dangerous)
Someone Emailed me this. At first I thought this was funny...then I realized the awful truth of it. Be sure to read all the way to the end! Tax his land, Tax his bed, Tax the table At which he's fed. Tax his tractor, Tax his mule, Teach him taxes Are the rule. Tax his cow, Tax his goat, Tax his pants, Tax his coat. Tax his ties, Tax his shirt, Tax his work, Tax his dirt. Tax his tobacco, Tax his drink, Tax him if he Tries to think. Tax his cigars, Tax his beers, If he cries, then Tax his tears. Tax his car, Tax his gas, Find other ways To tax his ass Tax all he has Then let him know That you won't be done Till he has no dough. When he screams and hollers, Then tax him some more, Tax him till He's good and sore. Then tax his coffin, Tax his grave, Tax the sod in Which he's laid. Put these words upon his tomb, "Taxes drove me to my doom...." When he's gone, Do not relax, Its time to apply The inheritance tax. Acco

Venting!
my landlord.. AGAIN.. he sees me outside and in his asshole way "asks" me to move to the second floor apt on the other side of the building because it's empty and the person that is interested in it can't climb up the stairs (I live on the first floor).. he told me he'd move me so I wouldn't have to lift a finger and he'd give me a reduced rent for moving. I'm sorry but it's just not worth it to me. I'm not going to be lugging a baby up and down the stairs everyday.. not to mention running the risk of my 130lb dog pulling me down the stairs when I go to take him out. He really didn't make it sound like I had an option and it really upset me. I told him it would be too much and then he told me that I'd only have to carry the baby up the stairs for a couple of years and after that it would be able to walk.. and how I'm young and it would be good for me to go up and down the stairs.. he asked me what he could give me as incentive to move up there.. I told him I wanted to think it over and

Why Is It????
Why is it I post a blog pouring my heart and soul into it and no one rates it??? I post a retarded mummm and it gets bombed like hell with votes and comments!!!!! Arte my friends so shallow they don't see the heart that goes into my blogs???? I am sharing with you my tragedies and feelings the least you could do is show me the 5 seconds of respect and rate them so I know wether or not to waste my time thanks good luck and if the respect and love isn't returned dont bother calling upon me for help!!!

Possibly Leaving
ok i have come to the conclusion i just feel i don't fit or belong on here or yahoo or myspace or any of them. So i am going to give it some long hard thought and by tuesday will know wether i am going to delete my accounts or not I will let everybody know so that they can delete me off their lists as well before i drop my accounts. Sorry for those that have just added me and rated pics and such. my appologizes.

Love Is ...
Love is the greatest feeling, Love is like a play, Love is what i feel for You, Each and every day, Love is like a smile, Love is like a song, Love is a great emotion, That keeps U/us going strong, i love You with my heart, my mind, my body and my soul, i love the way i keep loving, Like a love i can't control, So remember when Your eyes meet mine, i love You with all my heart, And i have poured my entire soul into You, Right from the very start. - Meghan - i love You Shujin Sama..... anata no hime~chan, kaleiatia[R]

Alone Yet Not...
I must admit that I have often thought of leaving it all behind and letting everything go. I'm often lost and alone, So many people around me, Yet no one seems to care. They say they understand and love me very much, But just when I trust to love, they forget and move on. I hold the knife so close as tears, mixed with blood, Begin to fall slowly. Like a foolish child I cry. Knowing that I could end it all now make my mind draw a blank. I put the knife away and try to wipe the blood, that runs faster than I can describe. I know suicide isn't the answer I was looking for. I know there is a reason for me being alone. So I wipe away the blood and tears, And once again put on the facade of being happy.

Computer Problems
I am having some computer problems but I am working them out the best I can seems a fan has burnt out in the back of my computer, the cooling fan cools down the processor without this fan my computer randomly shuts down so I am going to have it replaced by weds of this week until then if I am on then I just disappear you'll know why....peace.

Sadness
Am I to be happy? I dwell so deep within myself that I have never seen the light of day. The past never happened, the future will never come, and the present isn't real. Depression is a part of everyday life. The birds chirp for someone else, The day warms the lives of everyone, but me. Happiness lies near, but my mind won't let my heart reach for it, and happiness never knew. I live in a prison, solitary confinement. Fear is my guard. Nothing stops happiness from reaching me, only me from it. I am sure that if I can ever grasp it that the barrier will be forever shattered. How do you break through invisible bars? What is it like to touch something you've never had? I am confined to myself, Just me and my sadness.

Gods Gift To Me
Through the hazy mist One hot summer morn Remembering the joyous day Our baby boy was born Love filled my soul Like nothing ever known A tiny little angel To call our very own All our pain forgotten When laid into my arms Making you a promise To keep you from all harm Each day is a blessing forever that we embrace You are special and it shows in your face All the smiles and laughter Stored away in my heart Memories for me to cherish For times when we're apart We wont let anyone tell us having you was wrong You are our life the beat of our song God gave me the greatest gift On that misty summer morn The present of parenthood When unto we you were born We Love You Druen

A Little Application, Just For Fun
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. LET THE FUN BEGIN........ Your Name: Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

My Vacation
It's so wonderful to be on vacation and come and go as I please and not have a worry in the world...also so nice to not have to worry about getting up at 4:40am! I am gonna sleep til I want to and get up when I want to and chat as long as I want and shop til I drop...wait already did that friday...lol....but on saturday night I will prolly cry for fear that the vacation is near it's end and back to that hell hole I call work for another measly paycheck!

So True
horror scope july 29: Sometimes you look at your current place in life and marvel. This is miles away from what you said you wanted -- but face it, this situation suits you right down to the ground. Funny how the universe works, isn't it? um after last night and this morning so true

In Case One Was Wonderin
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: tara Birthday: january 2nd and don't forget it Birthplace: illadelph Current Location: the lou Eye Color: brown Hair Color: today... i think dark burgandy brown Height: 5'7" Right Handed or Left Handed: both Your Heritage: i'm mixed with bit of italian, polish, african american and a pinch of native american The Shoes You Wore Today: adidas, stan smith's white w/gum sole Your Weakness: guys with green/hazel eyes Your Fears: to be forgotten Your Perfect Pizza: sausage, green peppers and onions or pepperoni and pineapple Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: haven't really thought about that... maybe takin over the world... Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol or brb Thoughts First Waking Up: not again Your Best Physical Feature: umm... dunno Your Bedtime: haven't had a scheduled bedtime since i was 10 Your Most Missed Memory: my father Pepsi or Coke: neither MacDonalds or Burger King: neither...wawa S

The Rest Of The Story
Well I posted a mumm yesterday. Concerning whether or not I should buy my daughter her school clothes for this coming year. I am divorced, and pay her mom child support of $ 440 a month. On which she also receives $ 500 for adoption assistance from the State of California. I purposely left out some of the information as a kind of experiment. And the vote was pretty close. YAY won out by a narrow margin. And thats cool. I really don't have much of a problem spending money on my daughter, and as stated have done so over and above the child support I do pay during the year. And like I said, not just on her birthday or Christmas. Now, for the rest of the story........... When I picked her up at her home on Friday (a drive of some 28 miles each way) I noticed a few pallets of things in her driveway. I didn't mention it, because I really could care less what her mom buys. So when we got home was quite in shock when she said her mom wanted to know if I could buy her school

I Am Going Away For A While.
Going away for a while on a Naval ship to the Mediteranian. Fun. Yeah right cause I've be told we are probably going to port in Roda, Spain, then to head off towards Kuwait. So yeah fun. Up to know this thing has proven to be stressful. So hopefully the really thing won't be as much. So gone for 6 month or more. PLZ KEEP US IN YOUR PRAYERS. Peace and love you peeps. Later.

Two Girl's Very Dirty Weekend
I pick you up from the airport after convincing you to come visit me, you've been drinking on the flight and need to pee pretty bad, I tell you to keep holding it in, we will deal with it when we get home....tired after your long flight you fall asleep in the car on the way home. You wake up to find yourself handcuffed to my bed, you are naked except for your panties. I see your awake and approach the bed, I smile at you and begin to rub your stomach, just where your bladder is, reminding you that you have to pee pretty bad. I'm naked except for my own panties, white lace G. I keep rubbing your tummy as I climb over you, facing your pussy I bend over you, you can see the G pressing against my asshole, disappearing into my pussy... I press my pussy and ass into your face and order you lick me, lick my ass thru my G, lick at my pussy around it, I begin tracing my finger along your panties, teasing your pussy...I press into them, pushing against your ass and pussy, I apply more pr

Dogs!!! Not The Barking Kind Either.
A good friend of mine posted these in his my space blogs. It is so well written I had to share it. It is in reference to the same "dog" that is in my blog named "A New Low". The second part is about when I returned the jerk's phone... Hey, he asked for it back. Thursday, July 26, 2007 Dogs!!! Not the barking kind either. Current mood: annoyed I will keep this generic to protect the innocent but the story is disturbing. I met a guy once some time back because he was dating one of my Myspace friends. He seemed very nice from the impression he made on me. She dated him for a while and "issues" (his so called ex) ended their relationship as far as I know. So a short while later another of my Myspace friends is dating a guy for quite some time and it seems pretty serious. But then she gets a call from a woman claiming to be his wife. So this brings about the end of that relationship. Then he starts texting another of my friends asking her to come over and "talk"

A Day 2 Remember
Well today is a day in which my family and I dont go by and wish our other Angel was still here to celebrate her bday. My mother who passed away, is missed beyound belief. Aug 10, 1999 is a date which she was called for by our dear Lord. Every year that something happens in our family lifes we wish she was still here. Happy Birthday Mommy...I love you and miss you so much. The min I walked in to the hospital the first thing my dad asked me half asleep cuz they had just brought him into his room from doing the scope was, "Did you remember to have Mass dedicated to your mom for her Bday?" I said ofcourse daddy how can I forget this day...His eyes got full of tears and he said TY I know Mija. Then went right back to sleep after I wiped away his tears...I sat there lookin at him wondering how is it possible he had enough strenght to ask me somthing like that as sick as he is. I began to pray my rosary while lookin at him still I remember being little and always seeing my daddy as

Sharks 3
A lucky fisherman had a brush with a great white shark this weekend off the San Mateo County coast, but escaped unscathed -- something that can't be said for his red kayak. The attack on the nose of the small boat reportedly threw the victim into the water. He jumped back on and was able to get back to shore before his boat took on too much water, several witnesses said. Photos of the boat furnished by several other kayakers show several bite marks near the nose of the kayak. Several kayak fishermen told The Chronicle that about 18 kayakers launched off Bean Hollow State Beach about 7 a.m. Saturday and split into two groups. The victim -- identified on the NorCal Kayak Anglers Web site only as Dan -- paddled north to a spot about a mile off shore, where he began fishing for rock fish with a handful of other kayakers. "Everyone had been fishing for a while, for a good two, three hours," said John Dale, of Foster City, a member of the kayak fisherman's club. "From what he told m

A Sensual Dance
All evening long you presence, has attracted many appreciative and lecherous glances, Your curvaceous body enhanced sensually by the clinging nature of your tight sheath, The stimulating undulations of your cute behind and the taut protrusions on your chest, I felt ecstatically happy, when you invited me to accompany you in frantic disco dances, Like everyone else, I’d been wondering if you could possibly wear anything underneath, Then the tempo slowed right down; unembarrassed my body in your embrace did rest. Our cheeks gently pressed together, I savoured the intoxication your heady perfume, As your slender fingers caressed tenderly, upon my shoulders and back of my neck, Ever closer we shuffled, until our breasts against the others did, so steadfastly press, And I drew many an envious stare, from the others rotating around that darkened room, Especially when your moist painted lips, against my tender earlobe did sensually peck. With my eyes screwed tight, I savoured the

"today"
" Today" Today my soul mourns because a true feeling died It could have lived if I would have nurtured it If I would have tried Now in its place exists only emptiness She is gone no longer there for me to caress I honestly believed what we had was true something real Apparently her "love" was a bitter sweet lie Deep inside I wonder what she did feel There were so many things I said that now make no sense Everything she offered was presented under false pretence Today my soul morns because a true feeling died The days for tears are long gone now But my heart still aches when I remember how I foolishly tried The time for wondering and confusion are gone The love has died it's time to move on Copyright ©2007 Charles H Gaudin

My Dumbass Neighbor !
Yeaaaaaaaa okay so i have this neighbor ... I won't call her by name .. But will refer to her as MH anyone who knows me and the people around me will know who that refers to.Here's a lil diddy about her Okay so.. some background .. i have 6 kids , ya'll should know that by now.. ranging in age from 13-7 *5 of them are girls* .. MH has 2 kids ages 9 and 10 , they're both boys .. Well the younger boy , is well a future criminal of some sort , i won't say what i think his crimes will be only because if she reads this at some point cuz of some of the stupid nosey cunts on my friends list that know her, she'll try to sue me for slander LMAO .. Anyway the youngest boy likes to grab my 11 yr old daughters developing chest , telling her he wants to suck on her , and have sex with her and describes in very graphic details sex acts !!! hes 9 people !! .. Anyway when my daughter shoves him away or yells at him and tries to come get me .. He'll hit her , so she's been told KICK HIS MOTHER FUCK

A Witch Growing Old
The forest is dark again and another night is falling, with a nasty wind howling in the clearing like a wolf and driving the smoke back down the chimney. The smoke fills the hut and makes my eyes burn. The stove doesn't draw at all and the water for the footbath is going to take ages to warm up. And then it remains to be seen what good it is going to do once it does warm up. It's good old stuff against rheumatism provided you haven't made the rheumatism even worse by having to gather the ingredients in a bog, on a dewy night, just before sunrise. Little does one think, in one's young years while learning all this, about the time when one'll have to start using the stuff on oneself. Out there, they have pensions and homes for old people. They are growing more liberal and democratic all the time, and it's quite conceivable that a witch grown old could crawl out of the forest and qualify for something of the sort; but of course no real witch would ever do such a thing. Two of the basic

A Romantic Night For Two (sensual)
A Romantic night for two~ just me and you, surrounded by candle light, soft music playing, holding each other Oh so tight, as we kiss we let our body glide smoothly, passionatly as you rise to the occasion our body's begain to dance to the soft rythm of romance, body's moving slow tempture rising but no one is losing control all is at ease we're both willing to please, moving slowly, but getting a bit more wild, dancing on satin sheets, sipping wine, kissing with wine in our mouths making the kiss more divine, intoxicating but sweet, as I look into your eyes~ I see a sparkle, I see the emotion across your face of pure bliss, I close my eyes release a moan whisper sofly for you to take me home, bodies still dancing slipping and sliding on satin sheets here we go making the passion but complete~ you let out a moan and a groan, you kiss me violently but seductively, you grab the back of my hair as I let out a scream, the delight is so intense, is you that I feel fitting properly inside me

Sharks 2
FORT BRAGG, CA --- The Coast Guard on Monday recovered the headless body of a nationally known sport fishing advocate who was killed Sunday by a great white shark while diving for abalone off the Mendocino Coast. Randall "Randy" Fry's death is only the 10th fatality ever recorded along the West Coast from an encounter with the white shark, the ocean's deadliest predator. It is the first fatal shark attack on California's North Coast in at least a half-century. Since 1959, 16 other people have been attacked by sharks off Mendocino, Sonoma and Marin counties, but all survived. The shark, estimated to be 16 to 18 feet long, struck the 50-year-old Auburn man at about 4 p.m. Sunday in shallow water north of Ten Mile River Beach near Westport. "It was over in five seconds," said Red Bartley of Modesto, a friend of the victim's, who witnessed the fatal encounter from a boat. Cliff Zimmerman of Fort Bragg was in the water with Fry but escaped injury. Bartley, pr

A Place In My Heart
It.s not something you just can see But deep inside my heart I know we're meant to be If i could hold you forever it would be a dream come true Cause what I want most is to be with you With just your smile you make a dreary day seem bright I look into your eyes and everything is alright The woman that I've dreamed of now is real Mere words can't express to her the way I feel There's a place in my heart and that is where My feelings of love for you will always be there

Sharks
McKerricher State Beach — On July 11, 2007 Tad Ulatowski and several unidentified witnesses observed a predatory attack by a white shark at McKerricher State Beach, which is located 3 miles North of Fort Bragg. The sky was clear and it was 7 PM. Ulatowski reported; “A large shark was observed by myself and several other individuals at the seal observation deck. It was chasing a small harbor seal about 20 meters from our location. The shark made a sudden lunge at the seal and the shark's head was briefly seen above the surface as well as the dorsal fin. After the apparent attack the seal could not be seen again but no blood was visible. The entire incident lasted less than 30 seconds.” Please report any shark sighting, encounter, or attack to the Shark Research Committee.

"lost"
"Lost"" Locked in a room without any windows Endlessly chasing countless shadows Hoping to find someone to hold This empty feeling has become so old When it ends I'm always alone These empty halls echo my groan Cold its always so cold Having only sacred memories to hold I want to be loved for me Not what you can accept or choose to see My love is blind my walls are high It's difficult to explain when you ask me why The pain rips through my soul I feel as if I have no control To love completely it's an emotional holocaust So now I just sit here alone and lost Copyright ©2007 Charles H Gaudin Another failed attempt at a doomed relationship. Looking back I wonder why I tried so hard. It wouldn't have mattered. Blessed Be My Friends!! Charles H Gaudin

"fuck You"
"Fuck You" You think you have all the aces Better make sure you covered all the bases Constantly walking that fine proper line Its a fucking shame that you are running out of time Everyone watches your head swell As you constantly ring your own bell Playing games you think you can win With heels on fire you walk on ice that's thin Push me in a corner and you will see This bastard will show you pain that you thought could never be You aren't the only one who plays the game Your only problem is I have no shame Just when you think you're at the top That's when your fucking bubble will pop And when you realize you are under fire You will realize too late it is your life I desire Had a slight problem with an individual. We eventually "worked" it out. Although I try to stay positive I wasn't always this way. Guess I've grown a little. Charles Gaudin

"is It You"
"Is It You" You talk down at me You look down on what you think you see But is it really me You claim it has to be Then again you claim I'm one step from insanity You see me through blind eyes with such clarity You forget yourself when you judge my life a tradegy So let's reevaluate this discrepancy Because in my mind one plus one will never equal three So tell me what it is you are afraid to set free In your terms it must be anarchy But is it really me Or is it you Copyright ©2007 Charles H Gaudin This was writtten after I was honest with someone about the fact that I am Wiccan. This person was supposed to be close to me. After that revelation, I realized how judgemental this person was. It was a difficult lesson to learn. It's sad when your trust is broken over personal faith and beliefs. There seems to be a very high price to pay if you decide to follow your heart as far as faith is concerned. I have lost numerous so called friends over my decisions concerni

"to Walk That Cold Lonely Path"
"To Walk That Cold Lonely Path" I dream of life I dream of death I dream of that candy crystal meth I dream of that fire running through my vein And lying naked in the cooling rain I miss the rush and exhilaration I miss the burn of the needle's penetration I miss the feeling of being able to take on anything and win I miss looking in the mirror at that tooth grinding grin Strange thing is I don't miss them enough Because I remember when the shit got rough Acking in every joint for just one hit Helplessly wondering if I could ever quit Watching my dream of ecstasy turn into a nightmare Wathing that tooth grinding grin turn into a cold empty stare Destroying more than I would ever realize Slowly extinguishing that flame in her warm loving eyes I lost almost everything that was a necessity for me to live I greedily took everything she was willing to give I was destroying myself I didn't care I was slowly destro

Dear Dishwasher
Dear Dishwasher, In mid February , I adopted you. As soon as I saw you , I knew you were the one for me. So I saved you from the confines of that appliance dealership, and welcomed you into my family. We treated you like one of our own. I fed you on a regular basis. I gave you daily sponge bath’s so you would stay as beautiful on the outside as you are on the inside. For a while, everything was great, you worked hard, did your job well, and in turn, I gave you your regular Jet dry treats. You were the best dishwasher I’ve ever had. Then, a couple weeks ago, You got sick. I pushed all the right buttons, but it was too late. You drifted off into a non- responsive, catatonic like state. I called the repair man as soon as humanly possible, and he came out the next day and looked you over. You blew a fuse in your control panel. You were put on rest for a few days till your new part came in. When it finally did, he rushed out here, installed your new fuse, and after a long and gruelin

Todays Insight
i woke up this morning and did a new routine, i actually prayed for my higher powers will. and so far it has worked.. i have not had the urge to get high.. when i turned on my computer to check on the air stauts of my lounge it was pointed out that there is a daily horiscope on the home page..... and between mine to day and what was talked about yesterdays meeting i have heard the word acceptance more than what i wanted to. so i took a bit of time and thought about it. and came to the aknowledgement that i have to accetp the fact that i am an addict.. so with more thinking and openmindedness i am willing to accept i am an addict and i will be for the rest of my life. addiction is an uncurable and fatal disease which can be arrested if one has the willingness to ask for help.... today i have the willingness and the openmindedness to ask for help... in which i so desperatly need caus i can not do it my self...

New Friends And Old Friends
I am one of the people that like making new friends. In the preses I alos like to keep the old one I have made. In here. I have made new friends and I have kept some of the old one I made form game I play and other places as well. I hate wen you lose a friend. Although at times it can not be helped. If I had my way no one would lose any friends. Ether form them walking alway form us, moving awaqy or other ways. I do keep all my friends the old one and the new ones close to my heart. And I think of them often. And the new ones I do the same. It is jsut how I am. I have alosw lost some great friends. Some from wen I moved from Utah 11 years agao. and from other ways as well. i had a friend acaly a cubble die. But I still keep them close to my heart. And I love all my friends the old one and the new ones. ;)

Ode To A Pro
I'd like to get a prostitute. Who wouldn't right? But there is a real fascination with me as of late. It's the IDEA of it that has me... the reality still makes me turn away a bit. I don't mean any disrespect to the women who do this, it's just the whole "STD/getting your money stolen" cliches that hold so strongly to the profession. I read something in Playboy some time ago where they talked about women who do this and make an effort to build themselves a positive reputation at it. A website which catalogs and rates them on their performance. Seems a step in the right direction. I also watched a program on TV about the Bunny Ranch in Las Vegas, which houses some proud and thorough professionals. I try to take a little time to consider the appeal. Buying a fantasy is often worth the money if it means enough to you. Besides... if most guys are like me... they can recycle that fantasy into some solo work for months, even years to come. The question then becomes "If I was going to p

"sunday Fathers"
"Sunday Fathers" I used to be a sunday kid Didn't care what my father did I didn't really see the pain For all I knew he was to blame Sunday fathers sunday fools We have to follow all the rules We get our turn just wait in line We're doing nothing except buying time Now I feel my fathers pain I feel as though I will go insane Now I know the reasons why I used to see my father cry I swore I'd never wear his shoes Now as he did I pay my dues Life just seems to dwindle on Yet the pain grows with every dawn I feel so empty deep down inside This severe pain that's so hard to hide I shed these tears they comfort me My dreams of life will never be I have lost it all I don't care I've lost my son life is so unfair I dream of things that I could do Yet they are all wrong in society's view I hope that he will learn to see He will always be a part of me I love him and only want the best

The Love Of My Life
Boogie you are the love of my life .....I hope when you read this........I would love to become your wife one day.........Our day is going to be awesome.........No I donot have wedding bells in my head now..........I donot not have the time to think about wedding and things ..........My boys come first in my life and you know that.........................

Being Fucked Over Sucks..
So yeah my bestfriend fucks me over tonight with moving down and in with him and his dad.. Says all this bullshit to me says I was rude to his dad which i wanna know how I was because I was infact not rude to him at all in anyway.. So now.. I have nothing, No job, no money, no where to stay.. and shit.. I sent him money and everything so they could come get me my mom did.. and then he has enough fucking balls to sit and say he dont wanna end the friendship? HAHAAHHAHA FUNNY SHIT RIGHT THERE.. If he thinks ima stay friends with him after he fucked me over like this hes wrong.. he knows the shit i been trhough he knows i have to be out of this place by next month but fucks me over totally.. I have nothing.. Im stressed, Upset, Depressed, Mad, exhuasted.. and donno what the fuck to do.. this has been a god damn lovely day..

I Don't Want To Be Your Friend
I Don't Want To Be Your Friend - Cyndi Lauper I don't wanna see your face I don't wanna hear your name I don't wanna thing Just stay away baby Don't wanna know if you're alright Or what you're doin' with your life Don't wanna hear that you'll stay in touch maybe I'll get just fine So if you're goin' then darlin' goodbye, goodbye Don't call me in the middle of the night no more Don't expect me to be there Don't think that it will be the way it was before I'm not over you yet And i don't think i care And i don't want to be your friend I'll forget we ever met I'll forget i ever let Ever let you into this heart of mine baby You just gotta let me be You gotta keep away from me 'cause all i want to be is just free of you baby Don't you come around And say you still care about me Go now, go now Don't call me in the middle of the night... You take it casually, and that's what's killing me I'll get by just fine So if you're goin

Bible Quiz
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Weekends Over
Well, bringing my weekend to a close, back to work at 5:30 in the morning, may not be on much this week with both jobs going to full time I expect. More money, and may as well with nobody to spend my time with anyway. I had a pretty boring weekend this last one I had off, but made a couple of new friends on here, but didnt get much time with most on here, everyone seemed to be pretty busy or just didn't notice me. Sad to see so many are busy with points on a network social site. I did enjoy the Race today though, my driver finished 3rd for another good race, guess that was the highlight of my weekend, so it is in the books as another one alone. Hope to see more of you around when I do get time to be on this week. Keith

July 29~weekend
Friday~Damien came to my house n picked me up n took me to my aunts house we went to the Pleasnt Hill carnvial.left a lil bit after we got there cuz hes really not into tht stuff which thts fine no big deal.so we went back to my aunts house chill there in his car for a lil bit lol.thn went down to my grandparents house so he could meet her n talk to her for a lil.thn he left n went home. Saturday~went to the races like always.worked thn after work i hung out with Damien.until he had to go out to race.thn after tht he hung out for a lil until he left n i left the track.he was racing good until something happend i forget what tho lol.alot of other shyt happend but i rather not say so whatever. Sunday~Damien came up for a lil bit.n now its storming.n i dont have much more to say so im out much love britt

Carowinds
I went 2 Carowinds!!! I had sooo much fun there!!! I wanna go back lol! we was there for 2 days!!! i got on everything! my fav was the Topgun, Borg, and The Drop Zone! The Topgun was sooooo fast and fun!!! on that ride that had a cam on the seats so u can c what u look like throught the hole ride ( i did not buy 1 ) and the Borg was a fun ride 2. it was like i was flying. it was a little slow thoBut the Drop Zone was sooo much fun!!!! I got on it 20 times in a row lol ( the line 4 it was very short ) and i went 2 the water park 2 that was alot of fun ( my nepher fell off 1 of the tubes on a waterslide and the tube was stuck ) and there was this 1 but water slide. it went soo fast that a girl top came off lol and the next day was even better!!! i met these 3 girls they was sooo awsome!!! 1 of them was soooo laid back and anothe 1 was soooooo wiled and the other 1 was brave!!! imma miss thoes girls and i had alot of fun there! i cant wate till i go back = - )

Live A Little
you waiting to die or loving to live... wut i mean is while ur here on earth do u live a everyday life always by the rope... scared to lose someone u love b/c u dont know if they could be replaced... have u done everything yesterday that u would have done tommorow... BASSICALLY wut im saying do wut u want not wut u think other people want u too do... theres too many paths in life to only take one...

Nephew
My damn nephew is being soooo damn bad agian. i can't wate till his nappy stank ass go home i love him but he is just 2 damn bad!!! He b tryin 2 fight people and start stuff!!! he b cool sometimes but he wont sit his ass down!!! i been up sence 7:00 P.M. yesterday and i am pissed!!!!

Why You Should Date Me ( A Paintballer )
REASONS TO DATE ME (A PAINTBALLER) 1. I ant afraid to get down and dirty. 2. I know how to listen to directions. 3. I have a 10 inch barrel. 4. I can fire off 100's of rounds without getting tired. 5. I always wear protection. 6. I LOVE to be agressive. 7. I never forget to lube. 8. Money is no limit. 9. I can squeeze into tight spots. 10.I play in different positions. 11.I'm quick to reload. 12.I always make sure my balls are in perfect condition. 13.I can use any holes. 14.Spraying is no problem. 15.I have quick finger action

About Me
§ people say im friends wit beavis, cause i get nuthin butt head...lol just playin...My name is Lakendrick but everyone calls me Lake, Ken, Kendrick, Kelly, Oreo, and Kell lol.I am 15 years old.i go to Butler High! My favort class is Spanish and Math. I have sooo much fun there. i like to play paintball thats my favort sport,( I have a Trilogy Autococker )i been playing for about 8 months now...yeah...im a noob...and its really the only one i am good at besides Soccer and Track.i am good at paintball tho....and for the most part or for the most of you that know me i pretty much EAT, BREATH, AND SLEEP PAINTBALL!!Some people say that i am dangerous.i dont know why they say that...but I am not like that... but i am a little tho....I am just a Intellectual Sexy person that like paintball lol. Ive got that smooth, mature kind of sexiness that does really well at Sudoku conventions or just about anywhere. Ive got a bit of the Geek in mewhich Istealthily use to your advantage. After all, ther

The Sounds Of Silence
So Basically I Got Into A Pretty Bad Car wrek The Other Day...yea Not cool. Some Stupid Mother Fucker Was Drunk Driving Down A Fucking One Way And I Swirved To Avoid Being Hit The Car Fucking Rolled...Thank god It Wasn't The Jeep Cuz I'm Sure I Would've Been Dead. It's A Good Thing I Wasn't Injured...Thank God For Seat Belts That's For Sure. HOLY SHIT!!!!!!!! Thank God I'm Alive. My Neck Hurts And I've Got A Shit Load Of Bruises...I LOVE BRUISES!!! They're Wicked Bad Ass! Well I'm Back And Better Than Ever Everyone!! FUCK YEA!!! THE CAPTAIN RUELS THAT"S WHY I'M THE #1 PIRATE!!!! ARGH BITCHES!

Forever
Forever takes me by a minute, While I’m here with you. I’m falling even more in love, With everything you do. Hold me in your arms, Look deep into my eyes, Don’t turn away and let me go, Don’t ever tell me lies. I swear I’ll never loose you, In my arms I’ll always hold. I’ll never let you slip away, And leave nothing left untold. There aren’t enough hours, In each passing day, To find all the words, I wish I could say. Your kiss will last forever, Your touch forever warm. You’ll guide me to the sunlight, And shield me from the storm. This is what I’m saying, With everything that’s true, I swear on my life, That I really do love you.

50 Reasons
50 Reasons why the Yankees Suck 1. George Steinbrenner owns the team. This is a man with the warmth of Pat Buchanan, the patience of Ross Perot, and the credibility of O.J. Simpson. 2. The Yankees honored a truant, Jeffrey Maier, whose interference transformed an out into a series-turning Yankee home run in the 1996 playoffs. 3. Yankee hype resulted in Joe Gordon winning the 1942 MVP award over Triple Crown winner Ted Williams. The "Splendid Splinter" led the American League in six offensive categories; Gordon led in one, most strikeouts. 4. Joe DiMaggio's 56-game hitting streak in 1941 is considered the record in baseball. Why is excellence over two months better than excellence over a season? (DiMaggio had 193 hits that season, sixty-four short of George Sisler's major league record.) 5. They make you envious. Their General Manager is thirty-three years old. Derek Jeter dated Mariah Carey. Joe Torre has spent forty years in baseball. Steinbrenner did not have to go to jai

(hadith) Quarrel
The sayings of our beloved Prophet Muhammad (blessings and peace be upon him) "The most hated person in the sight of Allah is the most quarrelsome person." Sahih Al-Bukhari Volume 003 Book 043 Hadith number 637, Narrated by Aisha (r.a.)

Short And Funny....[jus Read It!]
I dialed a number and got the following recording: > > > > > > "I am not available right now, but > > Thank you for caring enough to call. > > I am making some changes in my life. > > Please leave a message after the > > Beep. If I do not return your call, > > You are one of the changes." > ~~~~~ > > Aspire to inspire before you expire. > ~~~~~ > > I LOVE THIS NEXT ONE! > > > > > > > My wife and I had words, > But I didn't get to use mine. > ~~~~~ > > > > > > Frustration is trying to find your glasses without your glasses. > ~~~~~ > > > > > > > Blessed are those who can give without remembering > And take without forgetting. > ~~~~~ > > > > > > > The irony of life is that, by the time > > You're old enough to know your way > > Around, you're not going anywhere. > ~~~~~ > > > > > > > God made man before woman so as to give him time to think > Of an

It Still Sucks!
I didn't go out with him and I'm glad, because... I had a GREAT fucking weekend. It was my Birthday and it's hard enough getting older I didn't want to put myself through the misery of a suckey gay ass date. I actually met a guy on Saturday night :) Oh yeah... he knows how to talk too. Yep, things are looking up for me. Lol

The Devil's Do
The Devil’s Do I made a comment, a short time ago, about the devil being female as opposed to the popular male-like figure. This, off-the-cuff statement has apparently, raised the hackles of some of the ladies that read my little articles and anecdotes, (well, at least I have readers). Bless you ladies but, before you burn me at the stake, allow me to make this plea in my defense. I’m not sure, exactly, what other people see on the movie screen in their minds when they think of the devil, but if I can accept popular art and cave drawings, as fact, I just may be able to draw a few conclusions. There are, of course, the ever-popular naked, masculine figure with severe sunburn and a tail complete with an arrowhead on the tip, horns, of course, and no apparent fixture denoting sex. (Hmm, that would be a hell of a way to live, dontcha think?) Other variations include a half man, half beast configuration with four hoofed feet and two arms; a hairy b

Part Two For Sexy Odnam ...nsfw!!
i had not seen him in almost two weeks since our first meeting .. we talked on line a few times online.. sceduling conflicts have kept us apart.. i was working my shift saturday night and was about to get off in like five mins. when low and behold my sexy friend appeared..i told him i was about to get off and he said he knew. that he would wait outside for me. i finished cashing out and met missy at the door.. i asked her what she was up to tonight and she said she had no plans so i asked her if she would like to go out with me and my new friend. she thought that to be a fun idea ! we went outside to meet him.. told him we needed to stop at my apt. first. no problems there.. misy jumped in the back seat and i sat next to Odnam. we got to my apt. i invited him in and he said he would wait in the car.. i told him ok .. missy and i went into my apt. i pulled out some clothes for myself and she had brought hers from her car..we went into my bedroom to change.. i am a pretty woman but, i a

Tools Of The Trade
Did You Know? Scientist have know for a long time that chimpanzees know how to use rudimentary tools and that they can teach their young, and each other, how to use these tools; hmm, and all this time I thought that they were just monkeying around. Well, now they have discovered that there is another lesser intelligent creature that has figured out how to use tools. (Alright ladies, no snide remarks; just because your husband has a garage full of tools and only knows how to use half of them doesn’t count!) In a study of bottle nose dolphins in Shark Bay, Western Australia, it was discovered that the marine critters will break off conical sponges from the seafloor and wear them on their snouts. Pretty cool huh? Oh! Why, you ask, would this be a tool? They wear the sponge as a, sort of, protective glove to wear while they are foraging for food on the seabed. The “Glove” helps protect their snout from scrapes and the stings of spiny stonefish while they

Naught Or Nice Quiz
Are you Naughty or nice Your Result: your Naughty! wild thing! You were born to be bad. Naughty by nature, you've tried everything at least once and aren't afraid to get your hands - or the rest of you - dirty when opportunity knocks. Whether that means plotting for advancement at work or toying with somebody's affections, you're willing to break the rules. As long as you're having a laugh and getting ahead, anything goes. And it is fun to defy convention every once in a while, but you're walking a bit of a tightrope. Every so often, try listening to that little angel on your shoulder who keeps saying "no!" - it's okay to be nice sometimes. In the meantime, keep being bad and enjoy yourself. Just don't throw caution entirely to the wind. Your Nice! all sugar, no spice! Are you Naughty or nice

The Church.
This dream is like a week or so old. I didn't write down the date to it.. It started with me walking down a road through the wilderness. I was trying to get home but couldn't figure out which road led there. The road I chose to walk was headed in the opposite direction. I met some older people on the road, one of which looked like my top boss at work, Mary. They asked me where I was going. When I told them, they told me that I was headed the wrong way. I started back the way I had come from but in this direction the road became harder to travel. I overheard one of the men behind me talking on his cell. They were travelers and they were trying to find the man they wanted to visit. He was a wealthy man with a large house. I told them that I knew of a house like that, up on a hill in these woods. The man said that that wasn't the house which they seeked. I told them that there was an area in the city where these insanely wealthy people built houses with passages which led to

Hello
Welcome to my blog. i am not sure where tostart. I guess with the days happenins...lol ok here ya go.................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................... What a fun filled day today was huh? Nothing happened that is even news or should I say Blogworthy. It was my ONLY day off this week so that's always a nice factor. I played on the internet most of the day after making sure my "chores" were done. My day will start at 5am EST tomarrow. I wont be on alot during the week but will try to "pop" in to check on things. I love my job its my 1st priority in my life. Bet ya haven't heard too many people say that about their jobs. If your wondering " well Renne what is that you do?".....I am a stripper...haaa haaaaaa...No really. I am a Home Healt

With Exception To The Gold... I'm More Of A Silver Chick
What Your Black Outfit Means You're a sophisticated woman with big city taste. You have a strong creative force - even if you don't wear the boldest clothes. You tend to intimidate people. But the right guy won't be intimidated by you! Designer match: Dolce & Gabbana Signature accessory: Gold framed sunglasses How Your Favorite Outfit Tells What Kind of Girl You Are

That's About Right...
What Your Sleeping Position Says You have a passion for everything - including sleeping. Outgoing and brash, you tend to still shock those who know you well. You tend to be selfish. You are the most likely type to take over the whole bed. You gravitate toward comfort and don't like extreme situations. If you don't get enough sleep, you are: In a very bad mood It's hard to sleep next to you because: You hog the covers. What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?

Am I Dreaming?
Ok so there are a few things that I need to get off my mind just some things bugging and it makes me feel better so that I can do this since right now I have no one really to talk to. Well last night I found out that boyfriend really is with his other girlfriend still. That she is not his ex. Wow what a hit in the face but I kind of knew it I kind of expect it this kind of stuff always happens to me. Why I guess because I am too good of a person to not let it. Well it all happened like this matt and I were laying on the bed are we were talking and I told him what my biggest fear was my biggest fear being that he would run back to her (this is with me thinking that she was his ex gf) after the new baby was born because see he has a new baby on the way with her. He started telling me that he has little respect for himself right now and I asked him why and he said he wasn’t going to tell me because it wasn’t the right time and he didn’t want to be leaving my place tonight and I said I al

My Panties Are Gone.. ??
I need your help sexy people.. it will only take a sec of your time.. its a contest done by rates.. If you could take 1 min of your time to come by and check it out.. I would be soo happy I might take a full nude pic at the end of the contest if I win.. Well I know you will help.. Lots of Love and Kisses ~Pole Princess~ Here's the Link http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=171588&albumid=481341&i=1931918446 or

Downs
to druen my name is druen , and i have downs i wonder if poeple will look at me, and laugh at me like im a clown i hope they understand, that it hurts and makes me frown if they only would understand that god touched me , thats why i have downs

Stages Of A Military Wife
Stage one: You don't know fatigues from a poncho liner. You wonder what all those "old" women do at those luncheons, attending a potluck dinner requires 10 long distance calls to mother. Stage two: You sew patches on fatigues, attend luncheons, mistakenly iron the poncho liner (which melts) but otherwise are a perfect Army wife. Stage three: You discover the post alterations shop and never sew again. Children enter your life and you forget to attend the luncheon you volunteer to host. The dog throws up on the poncho liner. Mom calls you for recipes. You ask your soldier husband to please drop off those infernal smelly fatigues at the cleaners. Stage four: You've been promoted to a position of authority in the Army wife support system; younger wives look up to you. You get kids off to school, work on you career, tone up your body and try to set an example. You make lots of lists. Stage five: Entering the fifth phase, your spouse hangs up his fatigues, dons desert camoufl

Broken Glass
Broken Glass- Cyndi Lauper Ever since i could understand My mother said to me "don't you ever let a man hit you, Don't you grow up like me" So i swore i'd never be like her Or my grandmother too Ever if it meant i'd be alone Ever if it meant i'd be alone. 'cause she looked 'cause she looked like broken glass When she fell to the ground I heard the sound of thunder Trailing off When she started coming 'round But she couldn't make him stop And she wouldn't let it go So everytime she got back up Like broken glass went tumblin' down Tumblin' down First time that i saw your face You looked so lost and kind Should have recognized that Troubled look From the road i left behind But i thought that i could comfort you Or was it you could comfort me, Never saw your anger 'till you blew Never saw your anger 'till you blew And i feel Oh i'd feel like broken glass When i fell to the ground I heard the sound of thunder T

Yeah Its A Naughty Poem
Oral Sex - An Ode To Love Oral Sex - An Ode To Love Penis breath, a lover's dread Is what you get when you give head Unpleasant as it tends to be Be grateful that he doesn't pee It's times like this, you wonder why You bothered reaching for his fly But it's too late, can't be a tease Accept the facts, get on your knees You know you've got a job to do So open wide and shove it through Lick the tip then take it all Don't drag your teeth or he might bawl Slide up and down, use your tongue And feel the precum start to run So when the fuck's he gonna cum Just, when you can't take anymore You hear your lover's mighty roar And when he hits that real high note You feel it oozing down your throat Salty, fishy, sticky, stuff Okay, already that's enough Let's switch you say, before you gag And what revenge, you're on the rag. -Anonymous

Please Help Her Level
please help her out she is a great woman to many I have 36,640 left to level will U help me? I will return the love. And if u know me u know In will. Thank you for any who do. ~Liberty ~ Demented Head Nurse of The Asylum~@ fubar

Sunday Blues
Many of you know I am divorced and my Daughter goes to my exs house a few days a week. Sundays are the day that is the toughest for me. My girl goes Saturday night thru Tuesday Mornings. Although it is nice to have a saturday night free, I spend those nights for the most part on here or with my steady date...Mr. Blockbuster Video. Sundays for the last 2 months I have filled with jobs for modeling meeting with Photographers and such..You would think that today, my first day alone in months I would be overjoyed by the alone time....after all my family and I mean my ENTIRE family lives in Illinois and I live out here on the East Coast in Jersey all by my self... Today the solitude has been kicking me back into my depression. I cried for 2 hours...and just slept for a while. I still have that horrible pain in my heart I have to let go of. I Love someone so much but it is so surreal at times. I need the tangible aspect in my life and I know it is coming soon. I just hate the feelings

Fucking Bullshit.
Yanno I hate when people get bothered by what someone in their family or friends think of their significant other. I get bitched out cus I rate some boob pics and leave some comments? Cmon its like wtf its like porno, its not like I am in love with these people or have any feelings what so ever. And on top of that the persons sister last night tells me that me that I care about and talking to has been sleeping around and ect. Maybe I am fucked up for looking around at boobs?

This Is Pretty Cool
I LOVE THIS!!!!! Its so me! Current mood: lethargic I read this and loved it, it was so me, but it was written by a, friend, I guess you could call him, and I give him mad props....this is great! I'm not talented enough to be an artist, not peppy enough to be a cheerleader, too unemotional to be emo, not ghetto enough to be gangsta, I don't know enough about computers to be a geek, and don't wear enough makeup or black to be goth. I'm too friendly to be a hater, too clean to be a hippie, too conservative to be a hoochie, not articulate enough to be an intellectual, not athletic enough to be a jock, and I can't play guitar so I can't be a metalhead. I don't care enough about my looks and clothes to be metrosexual, I'm too different to be a prep, I'm definately not a princess, I don't have the piercings or hair of a punk, I'm too sophisticated to be redneck, and I'm not on enough drugs to be a rockstar. I haven't slept with enough people to be a skank, I'm not tough eno

My Quiet Obsession.
You are my quiet obsession my favorite dispossession a track ran on repeat with a prickling heart of regret Like catching the silence without the storm Or the darkness without the taste of painted salts in vivid hue A Son forever set. the sea catches the moon so empty hollow in her lonesome dance without the Son to reflect upon In who's arms does our Lady weep? Her voice is but an awkward whisper torn from the empty found inbetween digital lines The moon is my sister and these secrets shall keep. Her promises are but a play on shadows and her lies have this silken way of seeking out the truth between the patterns of her quilt and When she sings I might sing with her and when she crys I drink her tears The stars our only audience free from hope, devoid of guilt. I touch with my mind, you see. I taste with my soul. I trace each dream particle with an empty hand sketching out each piece; of darkness, of light. I hear only the echos as they might have bee

A Mothers Question.
The Finest Statement Printed Today A mother asked President Bush, "Why did my son have to die in Iraq ?" Another mother asked President Kennedy, "Why did my son have to die in Viet Nam ?" Another mother asked President Truman, "Why did my son have to die in Korea ? Another mother asked President F. D. Roosevelt, "Why did my son have to die at Iwo Jima ?" Another mother asked President W. Wilson, "Why did my son have to die on the battlefield of France ?" Yet another mother asked President Lincoln, "Why did my son have to die at Gettysburg ?" And yet another mother asked President G. Washington, "Why did my son have to die near Valley Forge ?" Then long, long ago, a mother asked... "Heavenly Father, why did my Son have to die on a cross outside of Jerusalem ?" The answers to all these are similar -- "So that others may have life and dwell in peace, happiness and freedom." This was emailed to me with no author and I thought the magnitude and the simplicity was aw

Difference Between Submission And Being A Slave,,,
A submissive - 'submits through negotiations for a limited time period'. A slave - 'surrenders wholly and unconditionally'. The difference between the two may seem insignificant -but it is as vast as black and white. It is not the action, but the attitude of the heart. An example of this - remember when you were a young child; and had to clean your room? You 'could' stomp up the stairs; fussing and cussing because you are forced to do it; or you 'could' do it without resistance and wanting to please. (Even Masters had to make the beds at one time or another). Now; a submissive heart would do it because she is told; a slave's heart would do it because it needs to be done without being demanded or told. Another example of this is the manner of attitude one has around their Master. They have a slave's heart - seeing a need and doing it; wishing for a kiss or to be called to sit at their Master's feet, or to have any outward expression of the connection between one and their Ma

Family Level
I am also at my limit for family members on this family page. For some reason it will not verify my email. I have a clcikable link on the page page that tells me to verify my email to level up...well I click it, it sends me an email to verify, I go to my email and click the link within my email to verify it, and it keeps giving me an error message that says I have already verified my email. Scrapper, from Fubar told me to go into my profile settings and change the email address and try it again with a different email. So I went and made a whole new email account, came back, changed the email associated with this account and re-clicked to verify my email. I went to the NEW email account opened the email, clicked the link to verify my email, and got the same #$^&%$#$%^& error message saying my email had already been verified. So....I will once again email Scrapper and see what he suggests I do to remedy this but there is the possibility that it may not ever get resolved. They have more

Well, A Bright Side..
Business is picking up! Tomorrow there is a 90% chance that I will sign my first good sized contract in my new business! Ehh if it goes through I may run a Blast Contest or something.. anyways not bad for a Sunday (I think god meant saturday for the day of rest and rest I did, yet im not 7th day adventist either..) Ill keep you posted, hafta tell someone! May aswell be someone who cant hold their hand out at you when you tell them LOL.. best feature of a PC, ability to turn it off.. lolol. hugs, Zera

In Memory Of All Those Who Have Died In The Ww1-ww2 And To The Service Families Who Are Currently Fighting Thank You
In Flanders Fields - a poem by Dr. John McCrae In Flanders fields the poppies blow Between the crosses, row on row, That mark our place; and in the sky The larks, still bravely singing, fly Scarce heard amid the guns below. We are the Dead. Short days ago We lived, felt dawn, saw sunset glow, Loved and were loved, and now we lie, In Flanders fields. Take up our quarrel with the foe: To you from failing hands we throw The torch; be yours to hold it high. If ye break faith with us who die We shall not sleep, though poppies grow In Flanders fields. In Flanders Fields - a poem by Dr. John McCrae Dr. John McCrae (1872-1918) First publication date: 1915 A poem can stir all of the senses, and the subject matter of a poem can range from being funny to being sad. We hope that you liked this poem and the sentiments in the words of In Flanders Fields by Dr. John McCrae you will find even more poem lyrics by this famous author

1408
Just watched this movie last night with a friend... Not released in the movies yet (Pirated Copy!) hehe Kick azz thriller, suspence, mystery... with Samuel L Jackson, John Cusack. Be sure to check this out when it releases! Awsome!

Long
I guess i just needed to get some stuff out. Its been a long few weeks between the jobs and being in the hospital. I feel like i am in a different world... BUT that is probably be the meds. But oh well right? Anyways... Yeah... Much love to those who read this... Kisses

Anti-christ
Monday, December 12, 2005 Anti Christ Current mood: accomplished Category: MySpace Im doing fabulous today. Its sunny outside, a lil chilly, but that isnt bad at all. so anyway whats on everyone's mind? Im sure a lot of you out there have something interesting to say. other peoples lives are very interesting. just think of all the things other people are out doing while you are doing what you are doing. if that makes any sense. you know there are a gazillion different things going on. i wonder what the odds are that you are doing the same thing as someone else at this moment......ummmm wait, actually you are, if you are reading this now, more than likely you are like about a million other people who are on MYSPACE right now. Wow, what are the odds man? Its taking over. So much now that people can only talk about their myspace, and what they did on myspace today, and how everyone on their top 8 is, and all about them. Wow, what is the world coming to? Its going to completely t

Poem
ONE FINAL GOOD-BYE One, Single slash from the cold blade against my soft, smooth flesh would be the beginning of the end for this shorth lived life of mine. The blood flows from my throbbing wound so crimson red and iron think. I will not cry though, I must be strong, for after all I finally did it. After all the hurt I been though and all the pain I suffered, I finally come to realize it would not get better like they all said it would. The pain in my chest would never stop burning. I will not hurt no longer. I will not cry myself to sleep night after night no more. To my friends, I love you and will never forget what you have given me, even though you might forget what I have given you. And to my family, I will miss you, please dont cry for me. Mom, I want to say thank you for being there for me, this is not your fault so please do not blame yourself for any of this. You did your best, I love you. I am starting to feel

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I know that this love is real because of the feeling I get inside. It's something I've never felt before and it's nothing I can try to hide. I go around telling the world how much you mean to me. It's not something I'm ashamed of I'm in love, and I'm very proud to be. You hold me close to your heart and take away all my fears. Even when I'm scared and upset you always wipe away my tears. Every time we're together our kisses are so pure and true. If I could be with you everyday I would just spend all my time with you. I love it how you hold me and look directly into my eyes. Everything about you is perfect and there's nothing I despise. So just in case you were wondering I would leave you never. I love you with all my heart and want to be with you forever!

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All my life, I've longed for someone like you. so warm and tender with a love so true. You light up my life with each passing day. Now that I have found you I will never let you get away. The beauty of your smile the warmth in your heart the greater inner beauty you posess. Is what won me over and did from the very start. As I sit here and thing of you the memories of how we met are ever so strong. You came into my life At a time I felt so alone. All my life I've longed for someone who would love me for who I am and nothing more. You captured my heart and soul so you, my love, you are the key to my hearts door. Each day we are together is another day in paradise. Knowing I have finally found someone to love me surely does feel nice. This day I pledge my love for you for always for better or for worse till death do us part. Our hearts will blend into one you and I will always be the reality that dreams do come true.

Strength
You gain strength, courage, and confidence by every experience in which you really stop to look fear in the face. You are able to say to yourself, "I have lived through this horror. I can take the next thing that comes along." . . . You must do the thing you think you cannot do.

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As each day passes by, and we grow stronger in our hearts. We both have to face the fact, that we are many miles apart. We have a desire to be together in the end, and we can only wonder, what the world will send. When the days grow long, and there is only me and you. You will then realize, the waiting was worth it, and I will too!

Act Now
I will act now. I will act now. I will act now. Henceforth, I will repeat these words each hour, each day, everyday, until the words become as much a habit as my breathing, and the action which follows becomes as instinctive as the blinking of my eyelids. With these words I can condition my mind to perform every action necessary for my success. I will act now. I will repeat these words again and again and again. I will walk where failures fear to walk. I will work when failures seek rest. I will act now for now is all I have. Tomorrow is the day reserved for the labor of the lazy. I am not lazy. Tomorrow is the day when the failure will succeed. I am not a failure. I will act now. Success will not wait. If I delay, success will become wed to another and lost to me forever. This is the time. This is the place. I am the person. Engrave this

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I never really knew you, you were just another friend. But when I got to know you, I let my heart unbend. I couldn't help past memories, that would only make me cry. I have to forget my first love, and give love another try. So I've fallen in love with you, and I'll never let you go. I love you more than anyone, I just wanted to let you know. And if you ever wonder why, I don't know what I'll say. But I'll never stop loving you, each and every day. My feelings will never change. Just remember one thing... I Love You!

Friends...and Relationships, And Life And Whatnot...
Have you ever had people who you thought were your friends? And you called them your friends, and you talked to them on an almost daily basis? And then come to find out, when you think that you are friends with them, you find out through something that you arent considered one of the good friends? Wow I wonder how many "friends" I think I have that really arent. They just consider me some chick they talk to when they need to talk or need someone. In my eyes I always thought that was a friend. I guess the definition has changed once again. Soon friendships are going to be like relationships. Where you are just "talking" about being friends. Relationships are disappearing almost completely, because no one wants to deal with a break up. So people just disappear, and its no skin off their teeth cuz they werent "dating" persay. So is that what our friendships are coming to? Are relationships of any kind coming to an end as we know it? Are we all going to be left standing alone in this world

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I thank God he sent you to me for you and I were meant to be we have a love the nobody can take. In you I found a love so true my heart is filled with love for you everytime I see you my heart skips a beat you make my love whole, and my life so complete. My love for you grows in each passing day thinking of your gorgeous face takes my breath away your beautiful eyes fill my soul with happiness those lucious lips I love to kiss. The day when you become my husband will be the happiest day of my life even thinking of that day makes me smile I can't wait until we walk down the asile. I dream of the day wnen we'll say "I do" for always and forever I will love you.

To Change
How do I change? If I feel depressed I will sing. If I feel sad I will laugh. If I feel ill I will double my labour. If I feel fear I will plunge ahead. If I feel inferior I will wear new garments. If I feel uncertain I will raise my voice. If I feel poverty I will think of wealth to come. If I feel incompetent I will think of past success. If I feel insignificant I will remember my goals. Today I will be the master of my emotions.

All Your Life
All your life you are told the things you cannot do. All your life they will say you're not good enough or strong enough or talented enough; they will say you're the wrong height or the wrong weight or the wrong type to play this or be this or achieve this. THEY WILL TELL YOU NO, a thousand times no, until all the no's become meaningless. All your life they will tell you no, quite firmly and very quickly. AND YOU WILL TELL THEM YES."

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I promise I will always love you and will never break your heart. I promise that no matter what anyone says we will never be apart. I promise I will look deep into your eyes and love you until each one of us dies. I will whisper sweet nothings and sneak a kiss not another kiss would I wanna miss. I promise to hold you close when your body is filled with pain. I promise you nothing will keep me from you not the clouds, the sky, nor rain. I promise to love you equally everyday I promise each and every word I say. I promise all my life belongs to you I'll never cheat, I'll stay loyal and true. I promise to listen to everything you say to hold you close and never push you away. I promise to love you and five you my life and I promise that you will never feel strife. I promise my life's existance to you I hope you know everything I say is true.

I Want...
I want someone to hold me. Someone to love me, And make love to me. Make me feel loved, And to be desired. To share passions and dreams. To giggle at our silliness, And to hold hands and kiss. To love and want you because you love and want me. To lie in your arms because That's where it's safe. That's where I'm loved. And I'm important to you too, Cause you feel about me the Same as I feel about you. You know, I'll laugh at your jokes, And cry at your sorrow, Be obstinate and disagree Just because I want to. Cause it infuriates you. And you know I'm doing it purposely, Cause you know me. You know my moods Will change like the wind, And we'll argue and fight.... Be silly together You'll be angry with me, But you'll forgive me, Cause you know I want to be loved. And you love me, No matter what I do.

Let's Talk About...
You scored as Hot/hard, You love hard sex. You like it hot and fast. You love to scream and to listen to your partner scream. You'll go at it as fast as you can. Just make sure you don't go too hard for your partner, just because you can take it doesn't mean they can. Please rate and comment and tell me what quiz this is when you do!Exciting/Exotic70% Hot/hard70% Passionate/wet60% Soft/slow20% Shy/Sweet15% Awkward/New0% How are you about sex? (with pics)created with QuizFarm.com

Does Anybody Else Have This Much Bad Luck?
All this within 1 week. A Friend died. 1 gyu that I've been talking to off and on and asked me for a date is all of a sudden in a damn relationship and his defualt pic is of them kissing and his status changed to In a Relationship. Yeah so me being the nice person I am I sent him a nice email :D I thanked him properly for leading me on. Thanksed him for the game hwas playing. I also told him to have a nice life :D I didn't hear back from him. At least have the damn balls to say "hey I'm sorry this other chick I've been talking to and I are gonna try to make things work" ok fine but don't hide the shit from me. Another guy and I decided things wouldn't work between us and we'll just be friends. His son was mad and very upset about it. He's ok now. He's 15 so yeah hard to deal with. His son not the guy.Yeah I doubt that would have worked to begin with. I'm on my way to the gas station o get gas for the lawn mower. My tire blew. I don't know how to change a tire. It rarely happens

Station Making A Comeback Surprise Gifts Every 2 Hours To Random New Members
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So Once Again My Pc Blew Up..
I'll tell ya I have got the worst luck with my frikin pc. Most of you guys know about 4 months ago when I moved from Chicago to Seattle my pc got broken in the move. Well a month after that and about 300 bucks later I had a new motherboard 2 new gigs of ram and supposedly a better running pc. top of the line custom actually. Well yesterday it decided to unexpectedly take a shit and die. again. Me being the computer cursed idiot that I am *sigh* decided well maybe I can boot it up from system recovery, wrong. Why wont it work.. because my cpu core fan died. Yeah Guess I shoulda payed attention to the f1 cpu overheat error messages I had been getting *laughs* so anyway long story short, I don't have a pc currently so I wont be around as much for a bit until; I can get my cpu fan replaced (hopefully wont take but a few days to get it all fixed. ) meanwhile Im crossing my fingers that the os not found error will correct itself with a new cpu core fan without in all actuality losing

Just So You Know
I am about to switch lines and rooms for the computer...once I power down I don't know when I will make it back. If it is successful it will be soon if not...well it will be whenever it is :p Everyone enjoy your Sunday evening :) know I am hoping you are giggling too!!!! Alana it was successful...all moved over and hooked up...:p I didnt fail this time hahahahaha!!! night all!

Soldiers Must Pay For Damaged Equipment
Army's 'Debt Of Service' Leaves Vets Perplexed Unbelievably, Soldiers Must Pay For Damaged Equipment Kirstin Cole Reporting (CBS) NEW YORK Servicemen and women who made huge sacrifices fighting in the war and now paying yet another price, even after coming home. One soldier in particular is currently battling against a new "debt of service." Brian Rodriguez is a fighter, an honorably discharged soldier who'd been deployed in Iraq. "I was a combat engineer," Rodriguez said. "We deal with land mines, explosives." He fought for his nation, only to return to his homeland and wage a fresh battle. Former Army Specialist Rodriguez started getting bills for $700 for lost or damaged government property this summer. Although he was discharged some four years ago, bills recently arrived demanding payment, but giving no details on what or why -- nor do they offer a way to dispute the charges. "For doing my job you're going to bill me?" Rodriguez said. And he's no

Yep...beer Is My Boyfriend..and He Is Perfect For Me
Yep, I said it, beer is my boyfriend. I am sure that its some other person's boyfriend or girlfriend somewhere else. But Yuengling specifically is my boyfriend, and natty ice is my little thing on the side that gives me quickies, we have lots of fun. Although I have to say we mostly we just hang out at random friends houses. I have lots of fun with my Yuengling (bud light) though, i think that is why he is my main man. We are very social, and hang out a lot at different bars with different people. He is just so crisp and refreshing, and I can never get enough, of him. I kiss them both about 100 times a night, when at the bar, or at a friends. I know that may seem like a lot, but he doesnt mind, as long as I swallow afterwards. This is why I love my beer. They dont have to trust me, really they just dont care. They dont care if i sleep with other people, in fact they encourage it. They will never leave me, and I see them almost every night, and they dont think i am too clingy if i want

Wishing It Would End
dont some days you wish your life was over how much more blood has to run from ones boddy to be happy and to find what ones looking for alls i wanted was to be happy find true love but when ever i think i find it gets ripped out of my hand i am starting to think about what love is its it somthing used to hurt you with over and over untill you no longer love yourself and others and then no reson to keep going on lot of thinking today about stuff dont relly know want to cut to see the red blood run to the ground so i feel alive agein it this wrong who is to judge .

Ladies Rules To Live By..if I Could Find This I Could Be Happy
Not all men are dogsBody: If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. (so lived this one) Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better.(oh i so lived this one) The only person you can control in a relationship is you. (hmmmmm not going there) Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He did

Down With The Sickness
Drowning deep in my sea of loathing Broken your servant I kneel It seems what's left of my human side Is slowly changing in me Looking at my own reflection When suddenly it changes Violently it changes (oh no) There is no turning back now You've woken up the demon in me Get up, come on get down with the sickness Open up your hate, and let it flow into me You mother get up You fucker get up Madness is the gift, that has been given to me I can see inside you, the sickness is rising Don't try to deny what you feel It seems that all that was good has died And is decaying in me It seems you're having some trouble In dealing with these changes Living with these changes (oh no) The world is a scary place Now that you've woken up the demon in me (And when I dream) No mommy, don't do it again Don't do it again I'll be a good boy I'll be a good boy, I promise No mommy don't hit me Why did you have to hit me like that Why did you have to be such a bitch Wh

Deny
Today I woke up and you were gone The whole day wondering what I did wrong It's like I'm falling from a mountaintop My heart keeps pounding and it won't stop Can you see this hell I'm living I'm not giving up Will you crawl to me Will you fall with me I'll never crawl to you I've done it all for you Well don't deny The hand that feeds you needs you Oh god I'd die to try to Finally please you There goes a piece of me Will I cease to be I've never lied to you Fought bled and died for you Well don't deny The hand that takes you breaks you Oh god I'd die to try to Finally please you There she goes and I'm on the ground, I'm on the ground, I'm on the Well don't deny The hand that feeds you needs you Oh god I'd die to try to Finally please you Will you crawl to me Will you fall with me I've never crawled to you I've done it all for you

Explicit
PLEASE REMEMBER JUST CUZ THESE ARE MY TURN ONS, IT DOESNT MEAN I AM NOT A LADY, I AM A LADY, AND I AM NOT A WHORE. THESE ARE JUST THINGS I LIKE....AND IF I GET ANYTHING NEGATIVE FROM IT, I WILL DELETE YOU OR IGNORE YOU. ANY JEALOUSY FROM GIRLS OVER MY BLUNTNES OR CRASSNESS WILL NOT BE TOLERATED, IT ISNT MY FAULT YOU DONT HAVE BALLS. GOOD DAY! ALSO, ITS NOT LIMITED TO THESE, AND THERE CAN BE EXCEPTIONS....I CAN BE LENIENT...OR NOT, IT JUST DEPENDS ON WHO YOU ARE REALLY. MY TURN ON'S (I might add more in the future) facials cum sucking guys off LOL cum on me, on my face and lips, being spanked having my neck kissed or licked or sucked on being cock slapped my hair being tugged not pulled being kissed romantically being kissed hard fondling someone someone fondling me doggy style watching guys jack off i want to see a guy fuck a blow up doll tattoos piercings tight pants not tight pants built guys big guys skinny guys tall guys short guys guys with

Question?
Are any of you that are members as of today currently in a contest? If you are please email me here with the contest link, you can get that by going to the contest pic, clicking on the link under the picture that says LINK TO THIS PHOTO, it will give you an html text box, cut and copy that into a message and let me know the details of the contest. When did it start, when does it end, what are the rules that you know of, what are the prizes, what place are you in, etc....so I can organize some family bombings for us to do next week. If not....you can start reading your bulletins, it does help to go to your settings and turn your bulletins on, thats whre most ppl post when they are having a contest....make sure you let me know before you enter so that we keep TWO members from joining the same contest...no need to compete against each other, we cannot be effective that way....so let me know.

The Finest Statement Printed Today
The Finest Statement Printed Today A mother asked President Bush, "Why did my son have to die in Iraq ?" Another mother asked President Kennedy, "Why did my son have to die in Viet Nam ?" Another mother asked President Truman, "Why did my son have to die in Korea ? Another mother asked President F. D. Roosevelt, "Why did my son have to die at Iwo Jima ?" Another mother asked President W. Wilson, "Why did my son have to die on the battlefield of France ?" Yet another mother asked President Lincoln, "Why did my son have to die at Gettysburg ?" And yet another mother asked President G. Washington, "Why did my son have to die near Valley Forge ?" Then long, long ago, a mother asked... "Heavenly Father, why did my Son have to die on a cross outside of Jerusalem ?" The answers to all these are similar -- "So that others may have life and dwell in peace, happiness and freedom." This was emailed to me with no author and I thought the magnitude and the simplicity was aw

Mothers And Presidents
I saw this in a bulletin and thought that it was a wonderful thing to have! Hope ya'll feel the same way! :) Chrissy The Finest Statement Printed Today A mother asked President Bush, "Why did my son have to die in Iraq ?" Another mother asked President Kennedy, "Why did my son have to die in Viet Nam ?" Another mother asked President Truman, "Why did my son have to die in Korea ? Another mother asked President F. D. Roosevelt, "Why did my son have to die at Iwo Jima ?" Another mother asked President W. Wilson, "Why did my son have to die on the battlefield of France ?" Yet another mother asked President Lincoln, "Why did my son have to die at Gettysburg ?" And yet another mother asked President G. Washington, "Why did my son have to die near Valley Forge ?" Then long, long ago, a mother asked... "Heavenly Father, why did my Son have to die on a cross outside of Jerusalem ?" The answers to all these are similar -- "So that others may have life and dwell in peac

A Short Rant.....let Me Know If You Agree
I want do be able to do what I want and not worry about how its going to hold me back in life. People who have piercings have to be clean, you have to know how to take care of them, and it isnt easy. This is discrimination, its not fair for the work place to not allow a simple piece of jewelry to be worn. I mean what is the difference between a lip and an ear???? It still involves something sharp going through skin to put something beautiful in to acessorize. I just happen to like them in other places than my ears! Its against our rights. Piercings do not harm anyone. It royally pisses me off. I mean a toothless crackwhore with hickeys on her neck from last night's crack fuck can serve me my double cheeseburger or waffle.... but me, the chick with piercings in her face and red in her hair, cant. When I live a clean lifestyle, take care of myself, and work as hard as the next person at a job. Its rediculous.

Hold Up
[Intro: Nelly] Can I get a hey hey? I get a ho ho Can I get a hey hey? I get a ho ho [Verse 1: Murphy Lee] [Verse One].. What's it gon be today? (Let's see) The yellow Benz or the red Navi' Iny, miny, ony, mo That's the way I pick when I'm ready to roll Murph Dert got the limos wit his vehicles (Yeah that's the way it go when you got money to blow) Ho! well then, say no mo' Just think, I was on my way to the sto' I got scratched but I don't got nails Got my own truck but I wanna drive trails Plus I won a house in ATL and that depends on my sales And I'm tryin' to get a mil before my album hit the shelves And I aint talkin' bout no signin' bonus (uh-uh) 'Tics went platinum to remind ya homey I'm not a restroom so aint no need to stall I don't run or walk now so I can give it to em all [Hook: Nelly] Say hold up, wait a minute Lemme put some pimpin' in it Now, big booty I'm recommendin' And I aint been in this spot for a minute Say hold up, wait a minute

"kwik" Kiwi Chicken Stir-fry
Ingredients: * 3/4 cup chicken broth * 2 Tablespoons soy sauce * 1 Tablespoon fresh lemon juice * 2 teaspoons brown sugar * 1 teaspoon lemon peel * 1 teaspoon balsamic vinegar * 1/4 teaspoon crushed red pepper flakes * 1-1/2 pounds boneless, skinless chicken breasts, cut into 1-inch cubes * 2 Tablespoons cornstarch * 2 Tablespoons peanut oil * 1 red bell pepper, cubed * 6 green onions, cut into two-inch pieces * 2 Tablespoons minced garlic * 2 Tablespoons minced fresh ginger * 3 kiwi, peeled, halved, cut into 1/4 inch pieces * 2 cups cooked rice Garnish: Additional green onion, sliced Method In a medium bowl stir together the first seven ingredients until blended. Set aside. Dredge the chicken cubes in the cornstarch until evenly coated. Heat 1 Tablespoon of oil in a wok or large skillet over medium-high heat. Add chicken and stir-fry 4-5 minutes. Remove chicken to a plate. Add another Tables

Flax Seed Chicken Verde Stirfry
Ingredients: * 3 medium chicken breasts (cut in cubes) * 3/4 cup 100% grated Parmesan cheese * 3/4 cup all-purpose flour * 1/2 cup organic flax seeds * 1 teaspoon oregano leaves * 1 teaspoon thyme leaves * 1/2 teaspoon Season All seasoned salt * 1 teaspoon onion salt * 1/4 teaspoon ground black pepper * 1/2 teaspoon Badia complete seasoning * 1/2 cup extra virgin olive oil * 3 teaspoons minced garlic, divided * 1 (12-oz) package vegetable stir-fry mix (broccoli, snow peas, carrots, red cabbage) * 2 cups precooked tri-color rotini * 1 (10-3/4 oz) can Campbell's condensed Creamy Chicken Verde soup 1 soup can full 2% milk Method Rinse chicken breasts with warm water in a colander. Pat dry with paper towels. With a sharp knife, cut chicken into medium-size cubes. In a large zip-lock bag, combine grated parmesan cheese, flour, flax seeds and all seasonings. Add chicken to the seasoning mixture in the b

Hutchence Biopic Official
http://SeXiVixxEN.flixster.com Full Story: http://www.contactmusic.com/news.nsf/article/hutch... LATEST: Tragic INXS star MICHAEL HUTCHENCE is to return from the grave in a new biopic produced by MORGAN FREEMAN. The film, tentatively titled Slide Away - the name of the duet the singer performed with U2's Bono, will feature Hutchence's ghost recalling his wild life to daughter Tigerlily. Longtime INXS videomaker Michael Egan will direct the film, while bosses at Freeman's Revelations Productions company are now on the search for an actor to play Hutchence's ghost. Initial reports suggest Johnny Depp is the frontrunner for the part. But it's unlikely Hutchence's INXS bandmates will play any part in the film, even though members of the late rocker's family have given producers their blessing. The group's publicist, Chrissy Camp, says, "The band has never been involved in any of these films and I really don't think this one will be any different." Hutchence accidentally hanged himsel

Divine Chicken
Ingredients: * Rotini pasta * 4 boneless, skinless chicken breast * 2 bags frozen stir-fry vegetables * Sun-dried tomato Alfredo sauce * 1/2 cup olive oil * Seasoned salt * Pepper * 1/2 cup shredded cheddar cheese Method Spray pan with nonstick olive oil spray. Sprinkle chicken with seasoned salt and pepper; cook chicken fully. Boil pasta in large pot; drain, return to pot, then add olive oil and toss till the noodles are well coated. Run lukewarm water over vegetables in a large sieve, just enough to break them apart. Cut chicken into bite-size pieces and add to vegetables. Add to pasta along with sun-dried tomato Alfredo sauce. Transfer mixture to a 9x13 pan that has been sprayed with olive oil spray. BAKE AT 350F FOR 25 MINUTES, THEN TOP WITH CHEESE AND BAKE FOR 5 MINUTES MORE. Notes: Stir mixture once while baking to prevent pasta from drying out. Number of servings: 6-8 people

Boredom 1
bein bored sux. thats y we have cable, books, video games, malls, beaches, music, clubs, bars, and our personal favorite,,,, the internet!!! but the internet brings us to b bored 2. idk. y is everyone say they r bored. isnt this supposed to kill boredom? isnt that the reason of bein online? when i started gettin online i used to b on myspace foreva. u couldnt get me off. now i find it borin until i was introduced to fubar. too much to do on hea to b bored. but what happens when i figured everythin out that there is to kno? do i have to find another hobby...lol...??? just a lil sumthin to chew on!!

Jerk Chicken With Carribean Rice
Ingredients: * Marinade: * 2 Tbsp lime juice * 2 Tbsp water * 1 tsp pumpkin pie spice * 1/2 tsp nutmeg * 1/2 tsp salt * 2 tsp brown sugar * 1/2 tsp thyme * 3/4 tsp black pepper * 1/2 tsp cayenne pepper * 1/2 tsp garlic chopped * Other ingredients: * 3 skinless boneless chicken breast halves, cut in strips (stir fry size) * * Rice ingredients: * 2 cups hot cooked white rice * 11 oz can Mandarin oranges, drained * 8 oz can crushed pineapple, drained except 1 tbsp liquid * 1/2 cup chopped red or green peppers * 1/4 -1/2 cup coconut * 1/4 -1/2 cup chopped macadamia nuts 1-2 Tbsp chopped onion Method Mix together all marinade ingredients. Pour over cut up chicken and marinate for a few hours. Spice quantities may be altered to your taste preferences. Dump chicken & marinade into skillet, cook chicken through, then cover and simmer for 10 minutes. Cook rice while chicken is

Tropical Chicken Stir-fry
Ingredients: * 1 1/2 lbs chicken breast, cubed * 2 Tbsp sesame oil * 2 cloves garlic, minced * 1 scallion, minced * 1 can (15.25 oz) tropical fruit cocktail * 1 Tbsp soy sauce * 1 tsp ginger * 1/2 tsp paprika * 1/4 tsp turmeric * 1/4 tsp allspice * 1/2 cup orange juice * 1 Tbsp cornstarch * Salt and pepper 3 cups cooked jasmine rice Method Drain tropical fruit, reserving juice; set aside. Combine 1/2 cup reserved juice with soy sauce, ginger, paprika, turmeric, and allspice in a small bowl; set aside. Mix orange juice and cornstarch in a small bowl; set aside. Salt and pepper chicken. Heat oil in wok or large skillet over high heat. Add garlic and scallion and stir-fry for 1 minute. Add chicken and stir fry until no longer pink (approximately 1 minute). Add orange juice and soy sauce mixtures to the wok. Stir gently for about 30 seconds. Add fruit salad, cover and cook 2 minutes. Add orange juice with corns

Speedy Sweet And Sour Chicken
ngredients: * 2 teaspoons vegetable oil * 1 pound boneless, skinless chicken breasts, cut into bite-size pieces * 1 medium onion cut into 1/2-inch strips * 1 red sweet pepper cut into 1/2-inch strips * 1 Tablespoon cornstarch * 1 (8 ounce) can pineapple chunks, drained, reserving juice * 1/2 cup brown sugar * 1 Tablespoon reduced-sodium soy sauce * 1/2 cup rice wine vinegar * 1/2 cup tomato sauce Rice or soba (buckwheat) noodles Method Heat oil in a large non-stick skillet, add chicken, onion and pepper strips, and stir-fry about 5 minutes. Remove and keep warm. Mix cornstarch, pineapple juice, brown sugar, soy sauce, vinegar and tomato sauce in a small bowl; add to skillet. Reduce heat and simmer until sauce thickens. Add chicken mixture back to pan; add pineapple chunks and heat through. Serve over rice or soba noodles. Notes: I always thought that Chinese food was time consuming and complicated to make. But this dis

When You Say Nothing At All
You touch... I talk... I know I talk too much... :) It's a lovely song... oh and don't read into the color... I mean words. ;) It’s amazing how you can speak right to my heart Without saying a word you can light up the dark Try as I may I could never explain What I hear when you don’t say a thing The smile on your face lets me know that you need me There’s a truth in your eyes sayin’ you’ll never leave me The touch of your hand says you’ll catch me if ever I fall You say it best when you say nothing at all All day long I can hear people talking out loud But when you hold me near, you drown out the crowd Old Mr. Webster could never define What’s being said between your heart and mine The smile on your face lets me know that you need me There’s a truth in your eyes sayin’ you’ll never leave me The touch of your hand says you’ll catch me if ever I fall You say it best when you say nothing at all The smile on your face lets me know that you need me There’s

Asian Cashew Chicken Stir-fry
Ingredients: * 3/4 to 1 lb. boneless, skinless chicken breasts * 1 egg white, beaten * 1 Tablespoon rice wine vinegar * 1 Tablespoon vegetable oil * 1 cup cashews * 2 Tablespoons vegetable oil * 1/2 teaspoon salt * 1 (8 ounce) can sliced water chestnuts, drained * 1 (8 ounce) can bamboo shoots, drained * 1 small sweet onion, sliced and separated into rings * 3 celery ribs, thinly sliced * 2 red bell peppers, seeded and thinly sliced * 1/2 cup chicken broth * 2 Tablespoon corn starch * 2 Tablespoon soy sauce * 2 teaspoons toasted sesame oil 1/2 cup cashews, toasted and chopped Method Cut chicken breasts into 1-inch pieces. In a medium bowl combine beaten egg white and rice wine; add chicken pieces and refrigerate for 1 hour. Heat a wok or large skillet over medium-high heat; add 1 Tablespoon of oil; add cashews and stir for a few seconds. Add two more Tablespoons of oil and the drained chicken