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Moving Once Again...
Well, we were supposed to be3 moving to California this weekend but are we??? Nope...we are moving to Burlington, Iowa. Why? Troy has to, or actually chose to start working there on Monday which he'll probably start on Tuesday or Wednesday since we have to find someplace to live until the end of the year. Anyway, he chose to go to this job INSTEAD of taking the kids and I out to California, so now we're stuck here in central U.S.A until the end of the year, since this job goes until then. Once again, cold weather, BAD weather, you name it. Needless to say, I'm not a happy woman! I've been busy the past couple of days getting things packed up and of course we still have most of our stuff still in storage in Illinois which also includes things the kids will need for school along with some warmer clothes, although there aren't too many clothes in storage so we'll need to do clothes shopping for said warmer clothes. Point being is this....we're NOT going to Cali as of yet and I'm

War
You fight for what you are taught You fight for what is right You fight for what you believe in You fight for a world in blight You help others when they fail You help those who can't do it You help those in need You are stong and intuit You come back to chaos You came back misunderstood You were there to help You helped how you could The fight was never yours The fight will always have you You need to learn to let it go You need to release your view Take up arms against whats wrong Take up arms against the past Wrap your arms around loved ones Wrap them in your arms and hold fast

Hitchhikers
You try to figure out your life the best you can. Your parents are always in your way. So off you go to find your piece of mind. You take a map and start for the highway. You walk on the side holding out your thumb. Waiting for someone to stop to give you a ride. You're all alone in a big lonely world. All you want to do is go somewhere and hide. So fret not and go home Someday you'll find yourself inside.

Foolish
It never seems to fail; You fall in love with him and he turns against you. He tells you he will be there; But he never shows up. I don't know why I do it; yet is always seems to happen. Maybe, I am just foolish about the way I am. I care about everyone, but they don't give a damn

I Hate My Life
Hey People, my life is a wreck right now and i dont know what to do. My best friends dont care about me anymore, i think im on the urge to loose my Wonderful Girl Friend Chloe which i got a really bad feeling she is going to dump me and i wouldnt know why. i feel like nobody cares about me, i got no job, no money, i have lost vauable things my parents through out of my room when cleaning and can never be replaced. Im so tired of living like this. I feel worst than i have my entire life and i dont know what to do anymore. i got nobody to turn to, i got nothing to live for and i feel like i am a complete nothing. can anyone give me the support i need? i dont know what to do and im so hurt i feel like a person with an empty soul and shattered heart. :( i hate my life!

The Darkening
My soul burns to find release Its hounding me to set it free I try to, but it pulls me far I want it to be released to thee I search for you, not knowing who you are Where will i find you, will i know I look everywhere searching for you i travel all over wondering where to go I dream of you, yet never see your face I can feel you touching me, my skin getting hot You are always on my mind the shadows hiding you That is when i fell you, your touch hits the spot I will never find you out on the light I must search dark places I must hurry and find you Looking in all the faces Will i know when i have? My soul screams for release the darkening hours drawing near Take me now, please!

Omg
i dont know who will actually read this but i just tried to pay some guy a compliment and some chick went crazy on me wow people take things too serious and i tried to reply and was blocked lmao come on this site is getting to be too much wow

Bored
im gonna just hold this key down s long as possible and see how many ".'s" ican get before i get bored w/ it also here it goes in 5,4,3,2,1..............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................ok this sucks

Desire
What are the things I desire? What are the things i need most? Why do i sit here and write nothing down? My soul as empty as a ghost. I desire warmth, of flesh and blood. I desire your touch ever so soft. I desire your lips upon my skin The touch making me rise aloft. What are the things I desire? What are the things I need most? I wrote a few things down I am your welcoming host.

Capricorn Horoscope For July 29 2007
Be a little easier on yourself right now. Changes can't and won't happen immediately, so why try to force it? Besides, this delay might be a hint that you need to do more groundwork before you take the next leap

Saturday Stuff
So saturday.. — Sunday, July 29, 2007 I wasted it away. I should have written my paper, or atleast worked on it. I thought about it a lot. Sometimes it takes a bit of thinking and my thoughts comeing together and then it's easier to write it.. I basically laid in bed all day. It's the end of the month. My food for the month is gone basically. ( basically is another of my common words. It works for the lack of concreteness ) I went to the store to get supplies for next month. Milk, bread, apples, lunchmeat, rolls, and heaven. Heaven being Tillamook pepperjack cheese. lol. I haven't bought meat for a while. I should have baught nuts instead. Ohwell. I will nextime I have to buy stuff. It's my stepdad's birthday tomarrow. I bought some turkey sausages for the barbaque tomarrow and some juice. I've spent too much money on gas lately. That's partly why I only left my house today to get groceries. I didn't even go to the store I was going to to go to. I went to one that was

To All That Survived The 1930 To 1970's Lol
TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's, 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's!! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and /or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and NO ONE actually died from this. We ate cupcakes, white bread and real butter and drank Kool-aid made with sugar, but we weren

Commitment
The only thing I know about Commitment is that I should probably be committed... I almost threw it all away (again) today. She says I am not committed enough. But here I am, moving out of my house- THE HOUSE, the perfect symbol of my independence... Kirk's home for wayward children... The Party House. The place I raised my kids in, The place I got married and divorced in. My FUCKING home. The place I love, Mexican ghetto or not. Hell, I AM the second favorite Wedo in the hood. I am giving up My casa for the unknown. I am stepping off the cliff of structure and throwing myself into the maelstrom... And for what? For a girl. And, that's about it. When I told everyone I was engaged, they didn't believe me. I've been the eternal bachelor, the serial monogamist for so long that people quit trying to hook me up for that so-called reward "marital bliss"... I have my children. I had my commitment. And I am good at it. I'm a DAMN good Daddy, I just normally suck at t

Paper Jesus
I'm feeling paper thin can you cut right through no way to win when you can see right through i feel like jesus on a cross but i cant believe in myself mans best friend some kind of deluded dogma im feeling lost and you are no where to be found you said wait right here but you never came round so im feeling like your paper jesus thin and so easy to tear so paper thin and i have a world of your sins to bear.

Punish Me
rub salt into these wounds feed my pain punish me and remind me i'm to blame suffer in these wounds burning in you rname Punish me and remind me i'm to blame do not spare the rod suffer the children well punish me and give me your little hell take the light and take my hope punish me and make me love you more

Still Standing Tall(a Poem I Wrote In Honor Of All Heroes)
WE CAME WE SAW WE HEARD OUR PEOPLE CRY SO WE NEW WHAT WE HAD TO DO WE GOT UP OFF OUR KNEES BECAUSE WE HEARD THEIR PLEAS WE PUT ON OUR GLOVES AND WENT TO WORK. YOU THINK YOU BROKE US DOWN YOU THINK YOU TORE UP THIS GROUND WELL YOU WONT THINK THAT WHEN WE HUNT YOU DOWN. YEA WERE STILL HERE STANDIN TALL AND GOIN STRONG YOU THINK YOU GOT THE BEST OF THIS GRAND OLE PLACE THAT WE CALL THE LAND OF FREE AND HOME OF THE BRAVE BUT THE ONLY THING YOU DID WAS PISS US OFF YOU BETTER WATCH OUT CAUSE WE'RE COMIN' FOR YOU AND IT WONT BE OLD SAINT NICK KNOCKIN DOWN YOUR DOOR. WHEN WE FIND YOU AND WE WILL YOU'LL BE RUNNIN ROUND IN CIRCLES LIKE A DOG CHASIN IT'S TAIL AND WHEN WE FINALLY HAVE YOU IN OUR SIGHTS AND WE WILL YOUR NOT GONNA SEE US COMIN YOU'LL BE CAUGHT THATS FER SURE. WERE GONNA TAKE YOU BY THE TOWEL ON YOUR HEAD AND SWING YOUR ASS AROUND UNTIL YOU FINALLY KISS THE GROUND THEN WERE GONNA KICK YOUR ASS LIKE THE LITTLE BITCH YOU ARE AND WE'LL KICK ALL YOUR T

The Secret Wars.....
ok ok so yeah alright i have issues with things in life like why freaken chips are broke in the freaken bags an why some not so good looking dood get a super hot chick no im not jealous lol just damn wtf even when i was single i thot to myself what the fucken HELL!!!! im better looking then that mofo wat the fuck? but yeah ok well for some of us ok maybe some guys have been there before but then its one thing to think this an be happy for the guy an its another thing to take his girl away see i question that kinda shit but i dont steal shit from no one as for those that like to steal other guys' girls well damn dunno what to say but yeah random shit thats been on my mind for awhile thanks to friend looopt for not helping one damn bit to clear things ups lol damn mofo an that concludes this issue of the SECRET WARS BITCHES!!!!! lmao im bored outta my fucken mind oh shit forgot to add gonna be working ona comic soon with my good time friend an well those of you that read this shit

Can't Win For Losing...
I have realized something that makes me wonder about life...I would rather stay at home all the time and stay on the computer, because that's where some of my best friends live. I get e-mails on a regular basis asking me how my day's going, or if everything's ok, and if there's anything they can do...The only REAL person I know that does that, is my mother. Not a person in my family calls me, offers help for anything, or even e-mails. It is honestly pathetic that I race home from places to see if my friends have left me a message or something on Yahoo or FUBAR. The only reason I've remained on FUBAR is because I have great friends here. But there is a GENEROUS amount of people here that probably wish I would leave...lol But that's ok. Everyone's entitle to their own opinion, just remember, NO ONE said I had to LIKE YOU or YOUR OPINION. I'm certainly not asking you to like mine. That decision is totally up to you. I will voice it though, as many times as the FU will allow me to repost t

Vastness
I have traveled many places, but still not seen it all. I wandered down side streets, where others will fall. I am powerless to stop death, But wonderous at birth. A soaring, helpless spirit, full of joy and mirth. I linger in the shadows, looking for a good cause. So many need help, it makes me take pause. I long to be strong and help, to take care of those who can't. To guard the simple minded, from the voices that shant. To hug a stranger in need, when they are feeling low and down. To show my feelings, and spread the love town by town. I am just one soul, and the world has many. If i wander this vastness, will I get back any? I could spread myself out, when problems appear. then like the fog in the sun, i could simply disappear.

Missing
I walk through the shadows, to an end with no light. I can't seem to find you, there is no end in sight. I wander to and fro, with nothing but blackness. My hearts beating faster, my limbs feel the slackness. I call out your name, with no answer back. I hate when we're missing, can I ever get back? Is it you? Or is it me? Lost in this darkness, the abysmal sea. I wander and wander, searching high and low. Will I ever come out, will I ever know? My head pounds as I ponder these thoughts, alas, The weariness creeps in and brings solace. I lay myself down, too tired to go on. I wake in the morning, my heart fallen. Then I look up and there you are, My brave knight, my little morning star. I wish I could tell you, these things that you mean. I play it in my head, a great romantic scene. I just look at you and smile and blow a kiss. My soul knows, it is you i shall always miss.

Then Came You
I was left all alone; with my heart in my hand. I walked on the beach; and built castles in the sand. For now I know the reason; for all the salt in the sea. It's from all the tears shed; from other girls like me. As I walked from the shore; a solitary figure came into view. I began to wonder who it was; but then came you. You took my hand and kissed it; then told me your name. I couldn't believe what was happening; things just weren't the same. You held me close in your arms; and things felt so right. You took me home later; then left for the night. You came back day after day; saying things I needed to hear. You brought warmth into my heart; keeping away every fear. I look back on that day; the first day we met. Thank you for your love darling; Your love I will never forget.

Windswept
Oh baby do it again and again I can hear nothing Windswept is the sand Oh baby show me more I can see nothing Windswept is the shore Heatwave to nightshade Oh I'm feeling swept away Oh baby don't leave me there With a low whisper Windswept on the air You say it's nothing But a game to play Oh I'm feeling swept away Slow baby you can take your time I can hear nothing Windswept is on the tide A feeling only or state of mind You can take me high mama Mama take me high

A Poem For All My Cherry And Fubar Family Gang Enjoy Cheers............
07-29-2007.. It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, but what is more painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let that person know how you feel. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift. Love is when you take away the feeling, the passion, and the romance in a relationship and find out you still care for that person. A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and you just have to let go. When the door of happiness closes, another opens but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don..t see the one which has been opened for us. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you..ve ever had. It..s

Tcp/ip
Okay so wow. I've been working. Since the 24th. It's not by any standards a hard job. I mean sure there is a lot of knowldege you have to retain. but luckily i make pretty good damned notes. But some of the people in my traing class are nearly retarded when it comes to computers so i get to hear the same question 6 different times in the same 10 minutes. They reword it and think it's a whole new question. I know so much about resetting modems the Road Runner way, it's ridiculous. i could pretty much already solve any internet problems you have, providing you have a cable modem.But I'm liking it so far. Working with Joanie is fun. we get to gossip and complain about just about everyone else there. Plus i get to See my Love just about everyday. And we get to have lunches and sometimes breaks together so thats nice. But i'm not sure how long i would actually want to do this job. But i really wanna learn how to do all the shit. And i want to help people. But i'm not looking forward

New Client
Ok, so I have this new client. 79 year old physician. He retired three years ago when he started to loose his mind (dementia). He lives in a glorious condo with his dedicated house wife of 50 years. She's 77. He's quite compliant and very willing to accept direction from me but he's been nasty lately to his wife. She's loosing her mind trying to be patient with him. They still sleep in the same bed, the daughter is a psychiatrist and here I am helping him to not drive her nuts. Only deal is that its like looking after a 6 year old all over again. When I was with my last client I thought long and hard about how difficult it must be to have had no children, no living relatives and nobody really there to care and love you. I was thinking shit i need a wife and I need kids quick before I end up alone. Then I see this man, with a dedicated wife, great kids and he's only got the frustration of now knowing what he ate 5 minutes earlier. I see that and I think shit I don't want

Hahhaah To Funny
Ok one of my friends just told me I look pissed in like all my pictures even the ones I am smiling in . Then he told me I look like a total b*tch in them too. I thought as in stuck up but no he said more like, a man cant do shit for me leave me the fuck alone type of B*TCH! and a cute, man cant do shit for me leave me the fuck alone type of B*TCH! /... I am rolling on the floor right now he is so right I do have that look. However I am not a b*tch in any way. I actually care to much about people to be a total b*tch. The smile there is a reason behind it. When I was little I fell down the stairs with a chair went straight into the brick wall at the bottom of the steps. Chipped both my front teeth I had like a temp job done on it but after a few years it came off. I finally this year got my teeth capped. So because of that I tried not to smile also I haven't really had a woo hoo of a life. Don't get me wrong I know their are millions of other people out their who have had worse. So

Last Chance.... Don't Miss Me ....
I've decided I'm going to delete my cherry tap account. I'm guessing I'll give it until monday or tuesday just to make sure since I've put so much time into it already. If you want a way to get ahold of me then let me know either through aim, yahoo, email or myspace. I will not just post all of my info since I don't have enough time to sort though those that I really want to stay in contact w/ and those that I don't. Anyways get a hold of me on here though mail or if you really must the shout box although mine deletes it's self. Hugs and Kisses to all of those that I've grown to respect, adore, admire, and care about. From The Heart

Omg Wtf Now?...
Well...today was just fucking lovely. As usual...I decided to tell my friend Renee about my girlfriend. I was excited, so I texted her...Here's how the conversation went: Me: You'll never guess who I'm dating. Renee: Well that's a dumb question. You're with SCOTT right? Me: Girl...lol Renee: Well hey, you sent the message... Me: NO..lol...It's a girl. Renee: ME That's so awesome. J/K Who? Me: Rebah Renee: No WAY. How does that work? Me: I asked...She said yes. Renee: Hey...What about me? Me: LOL What do you mean? Renee: It's not funny. I really do! Me: Really do what? Renee: Hey, you wanna be my girlfriend? Me: I'm dating Rebah. What's the problem? Renee: What? I don't have a problem. The only problem I have is I want to be your girlfriend. Me: I'm not going to blow Rebah off just because you all of a sudden want to be with me... This is where she stopped texting me. Was I wrong for telling her I wouldn't dump my girlfriend for her? She has made NO move in any d

Skunked.
So...at my aunt & uncle's house...and Kai just got sprayed by a skunk. I. am. so. annoyed. This is the same place I got stung by the bee last weekend at 3AM. This is the same place Kai was bit by the rattlesnake. I don't think I nor Kai should be hanging out here anymore...not that I'm going home right now or anything...hahaha Damn it. Additional Note: Home Now... Baking Powder does not really take the smell away. Vinegar baths = sucky, but I think the smell is leaving...

.la.la.la.
Pat yourself on the back for your efforts. No false modesty -- you did this job well and you did it in record time. You start to realize that maybe you've been selling your abilities short. It's time to think bigger. crackheads much? k whatever. went to Target. got the new HP book therefore...no time for net til its finito. kthnxbi

Song For You Lyrics
This song is very special to me. Not only the music is beautiful, but the words make it awesome. I've been so many places in my life and time I've sung a lot of songs, I have made some bad rhymes I've acted out my life in stages with ten thousand people watching But we're alone now and I'm singing this song for you I know your image of me is what I hope to be, I've treated you unkindly But darlin can't you see, there's no one more important to me So darling can't you please see through me, 'cause we're alone now And I'm singing my song for you, you taught me precious secrets The truth withholding nothing, you came out in front When I was hiding, but now I'm so much better So if my words don't come together, listen to the melody 'Cause my love is in there hiding I love you in a place where there is no space or time, I love you for my life 'Cause you are a friend of mine, and when my life is over Remember, when we were together We were alone and I was s

A Cure
A Cure. Today is the day, That I will find my way. Always asking, What the truth is always masking. Waiting for the answer, Knowing, already about the cancer. Why can’t they just tell me? Why can’t they let me be? Spending each day wondering, Wishing for a way. The doctors only keep stuttering, Not knowing what to say. Slowly I am dying, When will they stop trying? To hide behind the mask, Why won’t they let me continue my solemn task? To find a cure, They tell me the therapy will make it wait, But how do they know for sure? When time can only tell me, my fate. Not going in pain, Not going in vain. Moving on with my days, But they can’t accept my ways. Of holding my own, They can’t accept what I have shown. I’m so far down the line, Why can’t they see it, why are they so blind? The moment has come, When I know it’s the finish. Not feeling a thing because I’m so numb, Don’t cry, I’ll be fine, just follow my last wish. To find the cure,

I Need A Vacation From My Vacation
First I want to give lotz of luv and thanks to all who helped me level up. 'Specially Sassy and Shane!!!! At least they filled up my last 25 comments along with Kat and Harley. Much luz to each of you. Second, I stayed so busy on my vacation, I need a vacation just to catch up on some rest. anywho.... I am baaaaack!! lol

Which Is Right?
An English professor wrote these words "A woman without her man is nothing" on the chalkboard and asked his students to punctuate it correctly. All of the males in the class wrote: "A woman, without her man, is nothing." All the females in the class wrote: "A woman: without her, man is nothing." Punctuation is everything

Disclaimer
Disclaimer: This humor does not reflect the thoughts or opinions of either myself, my company, my friends, or my cats; don't quote me on that; don't quote me on anything; @copy; Copyright (C) 2007, 2007 Crazysane; all rights reserved; this document is distribution copyrighted to the extent that you may distribute this posting and all its associated parts freely but you may not make profit from it or include the article or parts of it in commercial publications, or as part of any fee-based services or products; further redistributions only allowed unedited and in its entirety by electronic transfer (anonymous FTP, Gopher, WWW, Mail servers, and IRC), storage media, and printed copy as long as this notice is included and no monetary fee is charged; warez list subject to change without notice; text is slightly unintentional and coincidental; all models are over 18 years of age; dry clean only; do not bend, fold, or mutilate; anchovies or jalapeños added to mp3 list upon request; your m

Alone
Alone Walking through the halls like it was a lie, As all the people just pass you by. Being convinced every day, That you are invisible in every way. Feeling like you are the only one, In that massive space. The cold floors calms you, As you sit there during lunch. The urge of hurting yourself grows, The sweet kiss of death is ever so close. Thinking that no ones cares, Is the reason that you choose those dares. Wishing that you only had one friend, Then maybe you wouldn’t have to end. Someone that you can trust, That has to be a must. “But no one can see me, They think I’m the cause of all their misery.” Everything gets so dark, As the death angel leaves her mark. Slowly you feel no pain, Thinking that this was my source of relief. The pain you felt just falls away, As the light continues to fade. The smile forming upon your face, Shows them all that its better this way.

Good Ol' Boys
We sure did kick their asses, when they came to take Manassas, and we did the same again at Chickamaw, at Gettysburg that night, we showed them how to fight, when those Yankee's took us good ol' boys to war, We were fighting, we were killing, we were so much more than willing, when those Yankee's took us good ol' boys to war, we fought in the sand and mud, soaked it with their Yankee blood, when the Yankee's took us good ol' boys to war, At Cooks Ferry and Hanover, when they tried to run us over, we were ready with the bayonet and the gun, with a rousing rebel yell, that seemed to come from Hell, turned their blue coats into yellow and they run, All we wanted was a country where we could live in peace, like the southern gentlemen we really are, but the blue coats wanted trouble, so we gave it to them double, when the Yankee's took us good ol' boys to war, We were fighting, we were killing, we were so much more than willing, when those Yankee's took us g

Another Poem
Sweet Serenity Touching your skin, As you slowly kiss my lips. Feeling as if it were a sin, You slide down my body with your finger tips. Hoping this is not a dream, All the passion makes it seem. Time moves so slowly, No one else matters, it’s you and me only. Our bodies in twine, Each movement filled with love. Sensual behavior creeping up my spine, As if we were a flying dove. Looking into your eyes deeply, As you pull me nearer. Breathing becomes rapid with more intensity, Feeing your heartbeat as it gets clearer. With each motion it seems longer, My love for you grows stronger. The sensations that I feel, Seem unlike anything you could steal. Your body arches with pleasure, Sweaty with excitement, That no ambiance can measure. Reliving our commitment. Of the day we said “I do”, And the days that we had in the past. I knew it was true, Through our love would last. Hearts racing, beating together, As one we harness the supremacy. Each

Need Social Skill Improvement
I admit, I'm a type of person that don't know how to talk to people really good, or could hold a good conversation. I always had this problem. Maybe I don't have much in common with the person, I don't know. It has really been bothering me for the past couple of months, and I really need to change, because my social skills are not the best in the world, but I'm still working on it. Please give me some feedback on how can I improve. Thanks!

Vicks /falcons
Michael Vick Hit With Sex Suit Woman claims star NFL quarterback passed along herpes in 2003 APRIL 5--Claiming that Michael Vick gave her herpes, a Georgia woman is suing the star NFL quarterback for negligence and battery. According to the below lawsuit, Sonya Elliot, a 26-year-old health care worker, was infected with the sexually transmitted disease in April 2003 after an unprotected encounter with Vick at the athlete's Duluth, Georgia home. Elliott alleges that after testing positive for Herpes Simplex 2, she confronted the Atlanta Falcons star, 24, about her condition. "I've got something to tell you. I've got it," Vick admitted to her, according to Elliott's State Court complaint, which alleges that Vick then told her that "he had not known how to tell her about his condition, and that it was not something that he liked to talk about." Elliott's complaint also contends that Vick "apologized profusely" for not telling her he was infected with the STD. Elliot's lawsuit alleges

Update On My Daddy
Yes I still call him DADDY even at my of 37. He is my ANGEL. Well I got kicked out of the hospital by my brother and his wife even thou I so didnt want to. I haven't slept the last 2 nights and I know I wont sleep tonight again. This sick feeling in my stomach wont let me. When I lay down I feel like I am going to have a panick attack. So here I am I will see how long before I can finally close my eyes. What we found out today is rather scary but we cant jump into conclusions. He is bleedin internally and we dont know exactly where. They will be putting in a scope tomorrow to see where he is bleeding from. They did a KatScan today and we should know all results tomorrow. His blood count is at 7.1 and norm is suppose to be anywhere between 10-13. Last time he was in the hospital, he went in and it was at 8.2 got 2 blood transfusion and it went up to 9.8 well now they are going to do 3 blood transfusions. His kidneys are only working at 20% right now and they are hoping afte

Will Not Being A Team Player Get You Killed?
As many of you know, Ian Punnett is a friend of mine. If you do not know who Ian is, it doesnt matter, but here is something interesting from his blog. Blog Excerpt by Ian Punnett Pat Tillman's mother, Mary, has every reason to be proud of her famous football player-turned-soldier son even if the Army is still being dishonest and disrespectful about the complete story of his military service. Mary Tillman will always know that her son Pat was the real deal, a true individual of personal principle in action, even if he spent part of his life and much of his death at the center of several fakey stories being written around him. The true story of Pat Tillman is one worth re-hearing. He was a rugged, handsome student/athlete superstar. He maintained an almost perfect grade point average, graduated Arizona State University in just three and a half years and won the Pac-10 Defensive Player of the Year honor in his senior year. He was a low draft pick into the NFL but qui

Dreams And Hands
all i dream about are his hands. touching me, feeling me, using me. i was a child for fucks sake! his hands would rip at my clothes and tear away the innocence inside me. his hands would hold my brother so caring and tenderly yet rip open my soul to leave shreds hanging on the outside. his hands would help my mother make dinner and slap the shit out of her for cooking the noodles too long. bits and pieces of these memories in my head all the time. the one thing that i know that bothers me the most is how blind he was able to make us all. my mom totally oblivious to the abuse he was raining on me when she would turn her head or was working the grave yard so she could go to school the next day. my brother unable to grasp the fact that hitting his mommy was in fact not ok and he shouldnt be seeing this go on. and then there is little me. oldest of the 2 kids, youngest of the whole family. oldest because i was simply born first, youngest because i was not allowed to grow past the ripe age

Lifehouse - You And Me
What day is it? And in what month? This clock never seemed so alive I can't keep up and I can't back down I've been losing so much time 'Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do Nothing to lose And it's you and me and all other people And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you One of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right I'm tripping on words You've got my head spinning I don't know where to go from here 'Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do Nothing to prove And it's you and me and all other people And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you There's something about you now I can't quite figure out Everything she does is beautiful Everything she does is right 'Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do Nothing to lose And it's you and me and all other people And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you and me and all other people with n

Sex Sex And Oral Sex
I just finished reading an article about how in 10 years the number of younger people [ages 12-15] giving oral sex has doubled and that they give oral because they dont consider it sex. They continue to see themselves as holy who have done nothing wrong to upset their religion [ and not just the christian religion ]. I consider oral a part of sex since it leads up to sex, and usually its one of the better parts of sex because theres alot of touching and kissing and teasing and being romantic [ at times ] because in the end you want to be finished off. Then again kids will be kids, its just that the younger generation is getting more experience in a sexual lifestyles than we are.

The Cowgirl Is Back
I've been around, took time off to settle down, but now I'm back and hopefully for good. I have so much I want to say, things I've learned along the way, but first it's Hi to all the friends I've missed. Don't worry guys, I still live under Southern skies and my country ways are still coming on just as strong. I'm as patriotic as I've always been, so I know some I'll still offend, but what good am I if I'm not raising a little cane? I've got some stories to tell even lived through a couple hells, but I'm stronger for it and standing taller all the same. So look for more soon to come, this is just a post and run but I'll be back even if you don't really care. This site needs more Southern flare to lighten up the drama's glare I'm sure there's still plenty going on here everyday. I've sure missed you guys, never did get to say goodbye but there is no need to now the cowgirl is back around!

My Computer
WEll...it has been totally frustrating the past week...my laptop is finally ..completely..and utterly down..sending it back to Dell to try and repair. I guess that is what happens when water is splashed on it..lol But anyways..to all my friends..that I talk to quite a bit..I so miss you all and the fantastic conversations we have! I hope to check in periodically and maybe catch some of you online. Kisses and wish me luck!

The Cowboy
Have you ever sat around a campfire and sang a song. About a lonely cowboy who had gone wrong. A cowboy that loved a maiden so trim and fair, but wanted much more than this poor cowboy could spare. He planned a bank robbery so he could get money, to buy pretty things for the one he called honey. But something went wrong on that terrible night. For he shot a man and had to take flight. Across the dessert he rode in a flurry. His horse had been strong, but now it grew weary. It started to slow, then stumble and fall. In a race that was lost, he had given his all. The cowboy jumped up and took off on the run, but something hit him hard and around he spun. When the posse arrived he just smiled and said, "Tell Rose I love her", and then he was dead. No more would he ride and sing a love song. For the love of a maiden, he had gone wrong. And now he rides for that ranch in the sky, and we hope he finds his Rose in the sweet bye and bye.

The Bag, And Other Tricks...
I'm passing along some recommendations. I've spent the day reading webzines and ezines. I have to say I'm rather impressed with GUD so far. The poetry hasn't been up my alley, but the stories have been striking, unexpectedly powerful. I really enjoyed the Apex Online stories this time around. Darkness-- and the Light was quite creepy and Foiled is a touch wicked. Delightfully so. Allegory Volume 3/30 is also up. There's some great stories there, and a few near misses for me. If you don't have time to read the whole thing I heavily recommend you at least click over and read Jimmy Alstrup's Christmas. though really, many of the stories should not be ignored. For SF fans Darker Matter also has an issue up. Me, I liked Head on a Stick best. By far, not that the others aren't well written. Also, Noctem Aeternus is a free dark fiction magazine slated to start publication January 2008. They are trying to get 30,000 subscribers by the first issue. Michael Knost has this to say:

Our First Meeting
OUR FIRST MEETING After talking with this special lady for about two months on the phone, the internet and text messages, we begin to talk about meeting for the first time. While talking to her on the internet one evenning things begin to heat up.....there has always been an attraction from the very beginning.....I start to tell her that, I think if and when I met you in person I wouldn't even say a word....I would just take you to the closest private place and just have my way with you......and not speak at all! Surprisingly she responds...WOW...ok..thats a turn on. That would be so freak'n sexy wouldn't it? YES..It would be. I thought you would like that, because I do....and we are so much alike. I like it...verrrrry much she replies....something about just letting go and loosing control huh? Then she says tell me more.....well lets see.....I would lead you to a secluded room or place and there I would start to kiss you passionatily......kissing your neck and suckin

I'm Tired...
of being alone.. of being upset... of being ignored... of being used... of being overwhelmed... of being exhausted... of being un-appreciated.. of being un-loved... of being un-touched.. of being un-involved... of being un-knowing.. of being tired... ...of everything...

Phenomenal Woman
PHENOMENAL WOMAN by Maya Angelou Pretty women wonder where my secret lies I'm not cute or built to suit a model's fashion size But when I start to tell them They think I'm telling lies. I say It's in the reach of my arms The span of my hips The stride of my steps The curl of my lips. I'm a woman Phenomenally Phenomenal woman That's me. I walk into a room Just as cool as you please And to a man The fellows stand or Fall down on their knees Then they swarm around me A hive of honey bees. I say It's the fire in my eyes And the flash of my teeth The swing of my waist And the joy in my feet. I'm a woman Phenomenally Phenomenal woman That's me. Men themselves have wondered What they see in me They try so much But they can't touch My inner mystery. When I try to show them They say they still can't see. I say It's in the arch of my back The sun of my smile The ride of my breasts The grace of my style. I'm

Please Think Before You Speak!!!! Support Our Troops!!!!!!
*Turn up your volume*You stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket.He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists.You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong.He doesn't get to eat today.Your maid makes your bed and washes

Ok Cherry Gang This Is A Love Poem That You Can Share With That Special Someone In Your Life Enjoy Cheers(diamond Dandy Randy) $$$
Love starts with a smile, grows with 07-29-2007 a kiss and ends with a tear. Good friends are hard to find, but harder to leave and impossible to forget... You can only go as far as you push and your actions most definitely speak louder than anything you can ever say... The hardest thing to do is to watch someone you love, love someone else... Never let the past hold you back because you..ll miss the good stuff. Life is too short! If you don..t look around once and awhile, you might miss it! A best friend is like a four leaf clover; hard to find and lucky to have..... Best friends are like siblings God forgot to give us... True friendship never ends, for friends are forever.... Good friends are like stars; you don..t always see them, but you know they..re always there! What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the one who made you cry? Nobody is perfect till you fall in love with them.... Most people walk in and

Witchie And I Ct Marriage Over
TO ALL OF MY CT(FUBAR) FRIENDS , FANS , FAMILY, AS OF 7/28/07 WITCHIE AND I ARE NOLONGER CT(FUBAR) MARRIED :( IT IS A DECISION I HATED TO MAKE AND WILL ALWAYS LOVE HER. BUT IT IS FOR THE BEST OF HER NEEDS , AS SHE NEEDS TO CONCENTRATE ON HER SCOOLING , AND HER REAL LIFE GUY THAT I KNOW SHE WANTS. BUT PLEASE NOT THINK BAD OF HER OR ME, AS IT WAS A VERY HARD THING FOR ME TO DO , I REALLY LOVE(D) HER AND WANTED TO BE HER REAL LIFE GUY , BUT I KNOW IT WOULD NOT BE AT THIS TIME , BUT WE NEVER KNOW WHAT MIGHT HAPPEN. MAYBE DOWN THE LINE WE JUST MAY END UP TOGETHER OUTSIDE OF CT(FUBAR) I STILL PLAN ON BEING A GOOD FRIEND TO HER AND HER TO ME . ____________________ JUST THINK OF THE POEM: " IF YOU LOVE SOMEONE , SET THEM FREE , IF THEY COME BACK TO YOU , THEN IT WAS MEANT TO BE! BUT IF THEY DON'T, THEN IT NEVER WAS MEANT TO BE! ____________________ SO FOR ALL OF YOU THAT ATTENDED THE WEDDING IF YOU WANT THE WEDDING GIFTS BACK THEN LET ME KNOW , BUT SORRY WE ALR

Dj I Dont Give A Fck On Air Now
Click Here To Enter ?DJ POUNCE?DJ Tags™DJ TravDJ Sweetness?DJ Kinky?~*Dj NaRLY BEAST*DJ ShibbyDJ Metal Monster~*DJ LightenladyDJ SHOCKDj DevientDJ GRINCH Great People and Great Music for all Types of People

Missing My Oldest Son
imikimi - Customize Your World I miss him more then words can say, have not seen him now for more then 2 months and not much chance I will see hi anytime soon...He just turned 19 and he is gone from me. Please say a prayer for y baby if you can find it in your hearts tonight...Maybe he will feel my love and my arms around him until I can actually hold him again. Thank you All. Wendi

Beyond Love~ The Road To Adoption
Brookanne, 15, the darling of a Texas family that includes three older brothers, was just beginning to enjoy her sophomore year in high school when she learned her life was about to change. She was pregnant. "I actually knew the moment it happened. The next day I was nervous thinking about, oh, how am I going to tell my mom?" Brookanne said. "It was a big shock for me." Many miles away, 18-year-old Erin had just received a financial scholarship for college and was happily anticipating this next milestone when she too discovered she was pregnant. All her plans for her future were dashed. "I denied it for a little while," said Erin, "And then when I kind of got up the guts, I told mom, 'You might want to sit down.' And I told her [I was pregnant] and she said 'Oh, God.' She was floored." Decades ago, a hidden population of pregnant girls carried a secret so shameful that their families sent them into exile, far from the whispered suspicions at home. Generations of parents, fe

Ok All You Cherrys This Is Relationship Dos And Donts We All Live And Learn Everyday Good Luck Peace(diamond Dandy Randy) Peace.................
07-29-2007 12:38am (1. Whatever you do, don't just show up at their house [without notice]...they run around in their underwear just like we do. 3. Beware of every single male relative and all guy friends. Any of them would kick your ass at the drop of a hat, and a lot of them wouldn't even wait for the hat. 4. NEVER miss an opportunity to tell them they're beautiful. 5. DON'T refuse to kiss in front of your friends. If they laugh at you, it's because they're jealous. 6. If they slap you hard, you deserved it. 7. Don't be afraid to touch them if you want to. If they're going out with you in the first place, it's because they like being in your arms. 8. If you don't sleep with them, DO NOT tell your friends that you did. 9. You can be dirty minded in private, really...most of them are not offended by it... 10. Not all of them eat like birds, a lot of them can eat like whales. 11. Most of them don't mind paying half of everything, but

Windows To Ones Soul
Have you ever really looked into someones eyes and saw their soul? Saw the passion they carry for every aspect of their life,their wishes and dreams? I will openly admit I am a people watcher. I love to observe people. Their eyes tell it all though. Not many people take the time to look someone in the eyes when they talk to them. If they would look into the other persons eyes, they would see that persons deepest secrets and desires. A person is an open book if you know how to open and read that book through the window to their soul. But beware some people are VERY good at making you read more into what you see. I have learned alot about people by observing them the "looks" they give to someone,their body language.... it all leads to their soul. By Renee

Ghost Within My Mind
I would have told you I love you if we hadn't been saying goodbye With the end always a breath away it never seemed real to me like vapors disappearing before my eyes and even though you're gone today there's a ghost lurking within my mind I wanted you to know me to make sense of a heart gone wrong I wanted you to need me like I needed you and to wash away the sins of thought and deed You were too perfect to grasp and too wonderful to touch but now that you're gone all I have are memories fading and a ghost walking withing my mind It's only now that you haunt me on quiet, lonely nights when the wind carries your name into my ears leaving me adrift in a sea of regret and remorse I can't face who I am much less what I've become Just a wounded soul living in an broken heart walking these empty halls hoping to catch a glimpse of the ghost stalking within my mind (c) Raven - http://www.ravensrants.com

Bankers And Us Gov Attacking Brown Residence!!!
REPOST!!! RED ALERT - Ed & Elaine Brown UNDER ATTACK Posted: Saturday, July 28, 2007 RED ALERT - Ed & Elaine Brown UNDER ATTACK Sent: Saturday, July 28, 2007 11:35 PMSubject: shots fired shots fired red alert30 t 40 rounds fired behind the house nose heard in the woods every one is at battle stations this in not a drill i repeat this in not a drill danny-------------------WE HAVE JUST RECEIVED THIS EMAIL FROM THE BROWN PROPERTY. START POSTING TO EVERY BLOG AND WEBSITE, START EMAILING EVERYONE ALIVE AND MOBILIZE NOW SPREADING THE WORD IMMEDIATELY. ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Jack Herer Date: Jul 28, 2007 9:10 PM ----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: Liebchen Protesting 800 FEMA Camps NationwideDate: Jul 28, 2007 9:06 PM----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------Thanks: 9/11 Sponsored by the US GovernmentDate: Jul

Frail Destiny
You broke a thousand hearts on your way to mine you tore through a thousand lonely souls and shattered a thousand dreams before a twist of fate brought you to my door Now you've moved on following the scent of loneliness down a trail of desperation to another victim one who smiles unaware just like I did in the months before But time will be kind to me as it is to most gentle souls though we break like twigs in the howling winds of today the rains of tomorrow make us strong and let us grow into a forest that can never be broken You will remain hollow, empty and weak even as I grow stronger and some day love will find you following the scent of your loneliness and it will break you with ease a rotten tree falling to a draft So even as I cry for you and nurse my broken heart I offer no words of anger nor carry any ill desires For your fate is your own and destiny spites you enough while I'll miss you on lonely nights I can not hate what I pity so mu

Remembering A Hearts Fragility....
on my way to work, the morning light was spreading across the sky, Fog in the low areas... passed by a place on the highway where a friend died... she had fallen asleep at the wheel... then my thought fadded into the fog and i seen my mothers face... she killed herself 5 years ago... then i remembered hearing from a friend of mine that was working as a waitress that my father had disowned me, he didnt even know she was as friend of mine... He was bragging about it... yet the bastard didnt tell me until i confronted him about it, My last words to him were " you know what type of a person says cold hearted things behind someones back instead of their face .... a bitch! closer to work the sky was clearing, seen a cloud that looked like a heart with a sword through it and this reminded me that i have a child that i have yet to meet & feel she will never want to..... worked for a few hours and slide off the roof!!! (im a roofer so i was supposed to be up there) Landed on my feet...

I Hate Everything
Well, not really. I'm just real frustrated right now. I'll tell ya up front this will be used to get rid of some of my built up tension. If you don't care or want to hear me bitch about things then don't read. Not all of my blogs will be downers but this is the only outlet I have for my emotions at the moment. As a few of you know my wife recently decided she didn't want to be with me anymore. We've been "apart" for a couple of months. The frustration comes from the fact that we still have to live in the same house. Talk about stress. She is trying to find a job and another place to stay. She explicitly doesn't want the house. She hates the town we live in and the fact that it is so far from her family, and in her opinion, any kind of social life. The biggest issue I have right now is that I still lover her. If we are really over i would like to try to get on with my life. But if she's just confused or depressed or whatever, and is just trying to "find herself," t

Five Breakup Signs
How to tell when you're about to get the boot One day, you are madly in love. You're cuddling on the couch, reading love poems and feeding each other sushi. And that's when it happens: Your partner sits you down for the "It's-Not-You, It's-Me" talk. You're confused and left wondering, "How could I have missed the signs?"Breaking up is never easy. Your ego and heart are bound to get bruised. But if you could just see the breakup coming, it might make the whole business easier to stomachWhile hindsight is 20/20, there are always warning signals along the way. Top five signs you're about to get dumped 1. Picking fights. No one is saying you have to get along 24/7. Constructive conflict can actually be good for your relationship. But if you find that your partner has become argumentative over petty issues like your clothes or choice of restaurant, that should serve as a warning sign that he/she may be looking for an excuse to bail. 2. Forgetting to call. Used to be that your ph

Update
Hi everyone.....here's an updated list of the American Family members: Officers~ _________________________________________________ americangryl~leader of the American Family americangrylsman~co-leader of the American Family ndnunicorn~secretary of the American Family nightwolf~head of security of the American Family and the Hot Spot Lounge _________________________________________________ Members~ the captain bitchyfem roadie69 slj768 sweetcheeks wings tiggerinked rolls5278 spfldfella bear469247 longarm vTTv xxxdogg2000 blackwidow starrisky silverstreaklee sassy girl americanprincess35 michelle henryetta_bbw_hunny tat2dtaurus73 scofield9 **Please make sure you get everyone added** Thanks Here are the leadership spots that are open right now. We have bombsquad leader, co-leader of the bombsquad,Lt of the bombsquad, recruter. There willbe more coming up as we grow. So if you want one of these plz leave a comment, or if you want to apoint som

Why Don't Men Talk Like Women Do?
Men, in general, are happy in their relationships. And yet women -- the very people responsible for making guys so happy -- spend a great deal of time fretting over whether their men want to stay in the relationship or are waiting to catch the next bus out of it. Indeed, women spend so much time fretting that they often ask men to talk more about ... gasp! ... their feelings. And the one thing that can make a contented guy discontented is being asked to talk about his feelings. It's like cooking up a great souffle, and then opening the oven to check on it -- and presto, the souffle goes flat.It's not that you should never ask a man about his feelings. But it's all about technique: you need to coax him to that place where he can share; pushing him just makes him stubborn.Don't use the f-word The problem for a lot of guys is that talking feelings with a woman is like talking French with a native Parisian. No matter how hard we study, we'll never master the language with quite the same fl

In The Dark
There are times when I'm inconsolable when the world around me becomes too much and my demons come out to feast on me again There are times when I'm hopeless when I'm too lost to return home and I don't need your comforting touch I just need to be left alone to sit quietly in the dark Don't offer me a friendly hand nor a tender embrace of love Just let me surround myself with shadows and let my troubles eat me whole Don't try to save me when I can't be saved and keep your tender words for another day a day when the tides of my heart have changed and my soul flows the other way But until that time remember that I love you and that you're still the keeper of my heart but for the moment love is not my friend and your tender touch and sweetest smile are like poison to my aching soul So let me be Let me sit alone in the dark Let me find comfort in forgotten lusts Let me bandage my heart with solitude and dry my tears with time I know that

Just Words.......
I said "I love you" today I tried hard to make you believe it I tried hard to believe it myself But the truth is that I hate you my love I hate you now and I hated you when I said it When I look into your eyes all that I can see is a string of broken promises lies stacked upon lies things that you wanted to do but never tried and the countless missed opportunities created by the millions of precious moments I'll never get back Yes, I hate you I hate who you are I hate what you've made me and most of all I hate what we've become Even if I could love you and all of your cruel ways I could never love what we've become a sickening, rotten display of denial a putrid example of naivete run amok and a horrid case of idealism gone too far I don't love you but I love who you were supposed to be I love what I thought you were but you never understood yourself you never make an attempt to understand me and now no one not even the Gods above can understand us So why,

If A Man Wants You
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your spirit and intuition to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what truly makes you happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle!!! If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, so why would he treat you any differently?

One Day
One day I won't be someones JOKE. Someones "entertainment" used to fill the void THEY feel and disregarded for my OWN emotions. Hello ass monkeys you're NOT the only one who hurts, or has been hurt. You're NOT the only one with problems. Neither am I. One day, I will be someones ALL. and those ppl will be the lesser for having LOST me. I am SO tired of being nothing. So i am my own everything. Got a problem with that, I just heard a new sucker was born try next door, you'll get nothing but my scorn. Fake ass Doms.

Which Tarot Card?
You are The Devil Materiality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition. Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselves to get passionate or messy or wild - or ambitious. This, too, is a form of enslavement. As a person, the Devil can stand for a man of money or erotic power, aggressive, controlling, or just persuasive. This is not to say a bad man, but certainly a powerful man who is hard to resist. The important thing is to remember that any chain is freely worn. In most cases, you are enslaved only because

7 Minutes Til 10
Seven Minutes til 10 So-- the unending circle stopped its path while pausing for a deep breath... One that would never come without giving away the ending-- Somehow spiraling to the next, Energy never dissipates fully, merely becomes transformed With the new shape creating epiphanies For the next metamorphosous Or is all o fit idealistic crap...? Designed to make the weak feel better While the play-doh reaches the light? All I really know is there is a constant Now missing from the equation of me. (written sometime after her death while i cried in a window sill) For those of you who don't know, my Maw Maw died. And for those of you who don't speak Southern (as Booz puts it), that would be my Grandmother. The last one I have left. I was blessed with 4 and that is a long story, in and of itself! She is the one who taught me how to cook, how to live, and to be. I live in my kitchen, i live to feed the people I care about. I really need my own

A Tribute To The Girls That Get Pushed Aside
This is a tribute to the nice girls. To the nice girls who are overlooked, who become friends and nothing more, who spend hours fixating upon their looks and their personalities and their actions because it must be they that are doing something wrong. This is for the girls who don't give it up on the first date, who don't want to play mind games, who provide a comforting hug and a supportive audience for a story they've heard a thousand times. This is for the girls who understand that they aren't perfect and that the guys they're interested in aren't either, for the girls who flirt and laugh and worry and obsess over the slightest glance, whisper, touch, because somehow they are able to keep alive that hope that maybe... maybe this time he'll have understood. This is homage to the girls who laugh loud and often, who are comfortable in skirts and sweats and combat boots, who care more than they should for guys who don't deserve their attention. This is for those girls who have been in t

My Curves
Without my curves I would be straight, Up and down this I would hate. A real woman is what I am, No plastic to enhance this little lamb. I am proud of every inch of me, And there is a lot as you can see. My breasts are big and this I like, Especially when they entice. My butt is rather big and round, Huge, soft and zip code bound. It doesn't matter what people say, Accept yourself each and everyday. But the thing I want you all to see, Is I love myself for just being me.

So Do You Chat?
Ok so I joined cherrytap/fubar to meet new people and to chat. So when I added people to my friends list I figured we would chat. However I feel there are some that just want the points of haveing friends and that is not what I am here for. That would not be so bad if I could sort through my friends and put the ones that actually talk to me to the front of the list but oh no, not the case. To find people on my friends list that will actually talk to me I have to flip through pages of friends who will never talk to me. Not cool, If you have no intentions of ever chatting with me please, delete me as a friend or sooner or later I will get around to it myself as I figure out who my real friends on this thing are and who are just for points.

A Woman Should
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... one old love she can imagine going back to... and one who reminds her how far she has come... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... enough money within her control to move out and rent a place of her own even if she never wants or needs to... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... something perfect to wear if the date of her dreams wants to see her in an hour... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... a youth she's content to leave behind... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... a past juicy enough that she's looking forward to retelling in her old age... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... a set of screwdrivers, a cordless drill, and a black lace bra... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... one friend she who always makes her laugh... and one who lets her cry... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... a good piece of furniture not previously owned by anyone else in her family... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... eight matching plates, wine glasses with stems, a recipe for a meal that will make her guests feel honored... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE...

Strange Dog Show Judge
I went to a dog show today and heard the funniest thing I have ever heard in my life about a judge. I was sitting with a group of Whippet owners and we were watching a group of whippets being judged. One in particular was quite striking and I commented on the head on him and the group of owners started laughing and they said: " yes he does have the perfect head and apparently the softest testicles on any dog!" My mouth dropped , "WHAT?" They told me that apparently yesterday he won again and the judge turn to the owner and crowd and said" This dog has the softest testicles I have ever felt in all my years of judging". The owner of the whippet was so shocked and embarrassed. OMG I said. Well of course this dog won again today and the owners stopped by and said " well we are off to buy some lotion" and shook her head. wow never heard that one!!

Looing Grip
loosing grip bye shelly stahl as she sat in the door way so unawhere and still i wlaked up behide her with intinsions to kill so much hate deep inside me from the bullshit in life i lost control of myslef and reached for my knife the closer and closer i began to get this tight hold i have on saiatny begins to slip not one thought in my head as i grab her from behind i started to stab "what starnge plesers i find" as the blood splatters upon the wall i smack the bitch as she trys to crawl the fight she's put up is a hard one i must say as i grab her agin i refuse to let her get away then as her lims finaly go week she looks up with her eyes and trys to speak but once agin i am perparied as i always seem to be stuffing the rag in her motuh so efrtlusly as her hart beats it's finaly beat i wipe my knife on her dress and head back onto the street then i get to my car and open the trunk i run my finger thor my hair "fuck,

Pimpout For A Great Person
Kimmy@ fubar THIS WOMAN IS AMAZING. SHE HELPS OUT ALOT OF PEOPLE. RATE,FAN,ADD HER IF YOU HAVE NOT ALREADY. SHE ALWAYS RETURNS THE LOVE. SHE IS QUITE AWAY FROM BECOMING GODFATHER BUT ANY HELP WOULD BE APPRECAITED. THANK YOU VERY MUCH. I KNOW KIMMY AND I ARENT REALLY CLOSE BUT I KNOW SHE IS A WONDERFUL, CARING PERSON. PLZ. GO SHOW HER SOME LOVE. BIG HUGS AND MUCH LOVE FROM CATLADY

Sdchick
You should check out SDChick and her poetry. here is a sample of her work titled Two Boxes. http://www.fubar.com/blog/62810/454446# And b ecause Fubar doesn't seem to like me today, I will repost the link here so you can copy and paste it. Just in case the clickable one doesn't work' http://www.fubar.com/blog/62810/454446#

Poem
I've learned~ that you can't make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved, the rest is up to them..... I've learned~ that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back..... I've learned~ that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it..... I've learned~ that it's not what you have in your life, but "who" you have in your life that counts..... I've learned~ that you can get by on charm for about 15 minutes, After that, you'd better know something..... I've learned~ that you shouldn't compare yourself to the best others can do, but to the best you can do..... I've learned~ th

The Hour Of The Beast
The Hour Of The Beast my blood boils in my veins waiting to be released. like a rabid wolf, my patience is wearing. its almost the hour of the beast. i turn to many methods to relieve pain and anguish, but yet have found one that doesn't involve cutting flesh. Yet i feel it rising up in me, pushing, and tampering with my mentality. its almost the hour of the beast. like a volcanic eruption, it will not cease. my last inch of energy is being used to barricade the uprising. the last hour is upon me and i yet have found a way to suppress this feeling. its almost the hour of the beast. i see the beast in the distance calling for its throne. the howl of this beast is a shrill, my hearing ability is being over-thrown. my body is aching from fear of being consumed by my own tomb. its almost the hour of the beast. i feel the beast breathing on my neck, its as if he has moved all around me now. his breath smells of corpses and stagnated blood, such a smell is ever so fowl. i

Poem 2
These scars are mine you didn't make them these tears are mine can you take them? This warriors heart has been broken These angles wings are tattered and this spirit has been battered you taught me to smile despite the pain but memories croud around me, and the hurt falls around us like rain. This isn't your debt this isn't your price can you help heal the hurts? Or are you thinking twice?

Poem 1
As the party winds down and the night falls the truth of her heart silently falls. As she embraces him her thoughts race shes in another time and at another place. A time when things didn't seem so hard a place where she wasn't so on her gaurd. When she was with him And he held her so tight there hearts beat as one all through the night. It will never be the same It changes day to day She will never hold him again And for now thats “Okay”.

Vote For Me :)
Vote for me....it's as simple as following this link and clicking "vote" above my picture....I would really appreciate it a lot....I'm number 2 and I'm going for the number one spot...please vote for me...and let me know when you do so at the very least I can thank you....=)ONE LAST THING!!!Please tell a few people about me so they can vote as well....and you can vote every 24 hours...so please vote for me anytime that you do remember...thank you guys again!!! =)

Never Have An Affair...
The 1st Affair > A married man was having an affair with his > secretary. > > One day they went to her place and made love all > afternoon. > Exhausted, they fell asleep and woke up at 8 PM. > > The man hurriedly dressed and told his lover to > take his shoes > outside and rub them in the grass and dirt. > > He put on his shoes and drove home. > > "Where have you been?" his wife demanded. > > "I can't lie to you," he replied, > > "I'm having an affair with my secretary. We had sex > all > afternoon." > > She looked down at his shoes and said: > > "You lying bastard! > > "You've been playing golf!" > > ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- > > The 2nd Affair > > > > A middle-aged couple had two beautiful daughters > but always > talked about having a son. > > They decided to try one last time for the son they > always > wanted. > > The wife got

Dirty Jokes
Q.) What doesn't belong in this list: Meat, Eggs, Wife, and Blowjob? A.) Blowjob: You can beat your meat, eggs or wife, but you can't beat a blowjob. Q.) Why does a penis have a hole in the end? A.) So men can be open minded. Q.) What's the speed limit of sex? A.) 68 because at 69 you have to turn around. Q.) What does a Rubix cube and a penis have in common? A.) The longer you play with them, the harder they get. Q.) What's the difference between your paycheck and your dick? A.) You don't have to beg your wife to blow your paycheck! Q.) Three words to ruin a man's ego... A.) "Is it in?" Q.) What do you get when you cross Raggedy Ann and the Pillsbury Dough Boy? A.) A red headed bitch with a yeast infection. Q.) How can you tell when an auto mechanic just had sex? A.) One of his fingers is clean. Q.) What do you do with 365 used rubbers? A.) Melt them down make a tire, and call it a Goodyear. Q.) What does bungee jumping and hookers have in common

Thoughts From Women About Being A Woman
Thoughts From Women About Being A Woman The hardest years in life are those between ten and seventy. * Helen Hayes (at 73) I refuse to think of them as chin hairs. I think of them as stray eyebrow. * Janette Barber Things are going to get a lot worse before they get worse. * Lily Tomlin A male gynecologist is like an auto mechanic who never owned a car. * Carrie Snow Old age ain't no place for sissies. * Bette Davis If you can't be a good example, then you'll just have to be a horrible warning. * Catherine Aird A man's got to do what a man's got to do. A woman must do what he can't. * Rhonda Hansome The phrase "working mother" is redundant. * Jane Sellman Whatever women must do they must do twice as well as men to be thought half as good. Luckily, this is not difficult. * Charlotte Whitton Thirty-five is when you finally get your head together and your body starts falling apart. * Caryn Leschen Whoever thought up the word "Mammogram"? Every ti

Girls! Girls! Girls! Because I Adore Them...
The Bad Ass Ladies of FUBAR. I adore them and you will too! Add, Rate & Fan them all! TELL THEM RAINBOWFUKINBRIGHT SENT YOU. vacuum_cleanereyes USER FRIENDLY :: Alex :: Saint BeccaBoo *~þöŁşķįĆħęŗŗŷ~* kinkyally69 (ladies only!!!) DiORxWHORE Hi.Fructose. ~kit~ Belle

X-rated Riddles...
X-RATED RIDDLES... Q. What is the difference between a drug dealer and a hooker? A. A hooker can wash her crack and sell it again. Q. What's a mixed feeling? A. When you see your mother-in-law backing off a cliff in your new car. Q. What's the height of conceit? A. Having an orgasm and calling out your own name. Q. What's the definition of macho? A. Jogging home from your vasectomy. Q. What's the difference Between a G-Spot and a golf ball? A. A guy will actually search for a golf ball Q. Do you know how New Zealanders practice safe sex? A. They spray paint X's on the back of the sheep that kick! Q Why is divorce so expensive? A. Because it's worth it! Q. What is a Yankee? A. The same as a quickie, but a guy can do it alone. Q. What do Tupperware and a walrus have in common? A. They both like a tight seal. Q. What do a Christmas tree and priest have in common? A. Their ball

Beaches-sunsets-sand
Imagine for a moment... There is a place....where cool breezes run through your hair, gently caressing your neck.The warmth of the sun shines down upon your body as if to nourish it. Soft waves roll up onto the beach playfully as you lay there without care. The sand is soft as if made of something quite different. a calming sensation flourishes deep down inside. The wind gently rustles thru the trees overhead. White doves fly in circles above because they have also found this wonderful place and do not wish to leave it. There is a total calmness and a welcomed silence that allows you to take in all of Gods beauty. The waves continue softly up onto the beach slowly touching your legs and parting to roll gently around your waist in a way that reminds you of a gentle massage. You lay, enjoying this sensation. Taking it all in. Slowly you press your back against the soft sand. It gives,just a bit,as if to accept you and comfort you. Your stomach tingles with excitement at this

Grandma
This is a poem I wrote way back in 1999..My Grandma passed away on her birthday..8/23/99 Grandma She left us in a heartbeat I was so sad,I couldn't speak I thought about all the time we spent But to keep from crying I thought about where she went An angel came down that heaven sent And up to live with God my grandma went She is in a better place now Living a better life And she would want me to move on with my life But it is so hard I miss her so much I'll never forget How my life she touched

If I Knew
If I Knew by: Jen Peterson If I knew what the world was like, would I still want to be born? If I knew what it felt like to be in Heaven, would I want to be alive? If I knew the choices that I made would be a mistake, would I still make them? I feel the risks you take would be worth the thrill sometimes. If I knew where the road less traveled would read, would I still take the opportunity? The answer is dear to me. If I knew everything from the begging, and if I knew everything my life would be empty! Nothing left to wonder, nothing left to dream. Somethings you should know, and others are best to be a mystery!

Need Some
I know I've written several about this byt hey nothing has changed lol and I'm getting realy bad. I know that I'm bad when I start dreaming about sex lol. Well after 9 months of nothing you would think that I would be over it but it is totally oppsite. I hope i don't explode lol!!!!

Midnight Angel
Midnight Angel By: Jen Peterson Looking up at the stars late at night. A shooting angel flys by, make a wish! Floating up in the sky as high as a kite, close your eyes, say amen, blow her a kiss, considering and believing anything is possible, waiting for the wish you made to come true. If it shall be granted, a dream never nonprofitable, so priceless, fragile and full of grace. Knowing the night is filled of black magic, the shinning stars collide, as if it were tragic! Seeing the earth evolve around the moon, watching as daylight will come out soon, dreaming of that night. Didn't want it to end, awaiting as your dream will soon turn to dust of love. Midnight Angel leaves in peace, as she floats up above. 11:09 AM - 0 Comments - 0 Kudos - Add Comment - Edit - Remove thinking Category: Writing and Poetry If I Knew by: Jen Peterson If I knew what the world was like, would I st

You Will Not Believe This!!!
I am still trying to believe it! Went to the mall today so son could get a work out at the Aladdin's Castle's DDR. It was, as it usually is, kids night at the mall. Friday and Saturdays usually are. After getting a snack, I wandered around and went to an exit where kids did not frequent to smoke a cigarette. Out comes to security officers and ask to see my ID stating I know you are over at least 21, but have to check to make sure. WOW!!!!! I showed it to her and said, I will be 50 on Wednesday..and THANK YOU while they were apologizing and said they had to do their job!! LOL!! Must be doing something right!

I Love You
I Love You By: Jen Peterson I love you for the happiness you bring to me each day. I love you for the tenderness that lies within your heart. I love you for the way you said "I miss you" when we're apart. I love you for your patience when I've done something wrong. I love youu for your laughter that lingers like a song. I love you for the gentle way you cheer me up when I'm sad. I love you for the little things you do to make me glad. I love you for the life you helped me to see. I love you for your love and being so honest and true but most of all, I love how you love me for who I am.

Info On Mastiffs
I own one english mastiff pup. I thought I would share this info about mastiffs. The history of the Mastiff stretches back over 2,000 years ago in England; however, ancient Babylonian artifacts showing pictures of Mastiff-type dogs date back nearly 5,000 years! There are Asian arts that show Mastiff-type dogs around 1121 B.C., and they are included in writings of Herodotus, Caesar, Marco Polo, Chaucer, and Shakespeare. The Mastiff was bred to be a war dog, which is hard to believe if you are the beloved parent to a Mastiff! History shows Mastiffs hunting lions, fighting bulls, and even driving an elephant to its knees. Mastiffs were also known to be led into war by the thousands and being fierce fighters! There are even records of them being fought in the Roman Coliseum against bears, lions, tigers, bulls, boars, other dogs, and humans. Even though their reputation was as a vicious fighter, they were also well known as guard dogs and loyal companions. In later years, the Mastif

Gone
Gone By: Jen Peterson Yesterday is gone, today is here and tomorrow is to come. You may not know it but you live with fear, you never know when your life will end. With your family more time time you'll spend, you fear today and you'll fear tomorrow before your life is through. Your family and friends will be in sorrow, it's not our fault; well most of the time. Enjoy your life now, relax and unwind. Some of us aren't so lucky, some of us don't even have a chance. If your mischievious with the devil, you'll dance. But like you who came from above, someday you'll go back up there assending like a dove. GOD will accept you with open arms, He'll accept all your grace and glory. We'll never forget you and we love you until the end. The saddest part about this is that you were my friend. *~* In Loving Memory of Ardyce *~*

Falling
Falling By: Jen Peterson I can relate sometines it sucks to be me, and it's only amatter of time before I self-destruct. When I don't know what to do I just smile and say: " Tomorrow could be worse", thats my philosophy. I know that I'm the one in the end who has control over my destiny. It's hard enough growing up, I'm notgoing to let you step on my dreams. You're older and wiser that's true. That doesn't mean your right everytime, I have my opinion too. I know I don't have all the answers to this life I live, I'm not helpless. I'm young and confused, that doesn't mean I'm stupid. I need to have fun, fall down, then learn just like you did. How do you expect me to listen to what you have to say, when all we do now is get mad until we both walk away?

Two Boxes
Two Boxes I have in my hands two boxes Which God gave me to hold He said, Put all your sorrows in the black, And all your joys in the gold. I heeded his words, and in the two boxes Both my joys and sorrows I store But though the gold became heavier each day The black was as light as before With curiosity, I opened the black I wanted to find out why And I saw, in the base of the box, a hole Which my sorrows had fallen out by I showed the hole to God, and mused aloud, "I wonder where my sorrows could be." He smiled a gentle smile at me. "My child, they're all here with me." I asked, God, why give me the boxes, "Why the gold, and the black with the hole?" "My child, the gold is for you to count your blessings, the black is for you to let go.

Life
Life By: Jen Peterson Life doesn't always seem to go our way, it being hard to forget the pain, choosing whether to laugh or cry. My mind travels far, in a sea of emotions, sometimes wondering to run through a feild of dreams. Most of your feelins you tend to hide, not letting them out and locking them up in side. You act like nothings wrong, wanting to let loose your feelings and not care. Putting up a front and pretending to be strong, thinking all alone wishing to be dared. Someday your feelings will shine and only then true happiness you'll find.

Fascinating
First time doing a blog so not sure if i am doing this right! Here we go. I cannot stand spiders, but I have been very fascinated by this spider that hangs out in the back yard near the door. I watch it almost every night. Very interesting seeing it make its web and kill its prey. Very strange but it does not change my opinion of them just intrigues me!

Good To Be Back....
Ok I have been away for god knows how long....I haven't counted...Looks like the place got a new name,It's great. For anyone wanting to know how I am doing and where I have been hiding...I must tell you my awefull secret....*whispers*I've been on IMVU....This is not good because now I come in here less and always there...Oh well but any way Just letting yall know I am still alive kicking and screaming....Lates

A Little "tlc"
A LITTLE "TLC" My Sweetie calls me on the phone and begins to tell me that she is having such a bad day, after listening to her and lending an ear I asked her.....You are in need of some TLC and a slow relaxing screw tonight aren't you? ....that would be nice, she replied. Would you hold me all night? she asked. Yes... you know it I replied. And would you kiss me first ting in the morrning? Yes...I told her! I would wake up before you and slide my hand down your tummy and start to rubb and play with your soft skin, all the while I kiised you so softly about the neck and shoulders....then i would slide my fingers down making my way to your clit after teasing you for a moment with my fingers.....then I would slide down and begin to kiss you all over teasing you with my tongue as I start to lick it. You start to waken, you wonder why your body is all tingly then you realize that I am licking and sucking that tight clean shaven pussy. You reach your hand down and run your fi

Promise
Promises weren't made just to be broken....Promises are supposed to mean the world to a person cause they can assume that you mean what you say....Promises are like a contract between two ppl, if you don't intend to keep them then it is best that you not make them. Promises are the thing that make or break a relationship for me, If you are unable to keep a promise to me then things will never work. I am a real person behind this computer screen, a real person with REAL feelings, if you are here to play with them then PLEASE...just go away, I don't need you and i don't WANT you!! so FUCK THE HELL OFF.....

490
Ok BrattyBytch here. I'm here to pimp out two of my long time friends from Yahoo! She's one of the sweetest, Sexiest, most loveable cherries that CherryTap/Fubar has ever seen. This is my great friend - Wendy. Show this sweet lady some love. Add her, Fan her, Rate her. She's been stuck on her current level for months now, and desperately wants to level up. Tell her the Princess sent you! CherryPye@ Fubar Now this is my Other friend - I met both of them around the same time - He is a very sweet guy. One of my closest friends. He too wants to level up! So what are you waiting for hit his page & show him some love! I still hav'nt found what I'm lookin for@ fubar BrattyBytch@ Fubar

Hard Work And Sacrifice... Love Chris!!!
Hey everyone... I woke up at 4:13 am having a nightmare... Anyway... Last night I had 4 hours of sleep... And had to work 10 hours... LOL I fell asleep in he basement right after the day was over... The 27th of July I bought Pokémon Diamond... It's really great... I named my Turtwig (starter) Chris... Chris you aren't waste of time or else I wouldn't be your girlfriend, right? I love you Chris big time, never think I'm too good for you because I'm not.. (We are equals) If anyone have a spare moment please show him that he's not a waste of time please? Great, thank you! I still feel bad over the nightmare... I hope I can sleep again when I go to bed... Anyway, I didn't get to play puter at all, wich is why I haven't been online... I hope you all have a great time, byes...

For The Record
From the Shouts I have been receiving when I log on, it seems that it shows me online when I'm not. So - if it shows that I am online, but I don't answer your Shout, PLEASE don't think I am ignoring you. Odds are that I am not online. I have seen bulletins from other people saying they are experiencing the same thing. Hopefully they'll get this problem fixed soon. Thanks!

Sleep! :d
It's 11:30 on a Saturday night, and I am at my prime age of 21. What am I most excited for right now? That I don't have to be at work until 2 tomorrow and I can actually sleep from now until 1 p.m. if I so desire. Yes, it's come to this. I'm 21 going on 42. If only I didn't work 2 jobs and some ambition, and just got hammered every night like many of my peers. Oh well. On the bright side to all this working, I'm making some serious cash for someone my age. That makes me smile :)

I Have Seen The Light And I'm Busting The Bulb Now!
So, here's the question I am pondering tonight? Why me? What is wrong with me? Why am I alone? Am I that horribe of a person that all the other humans in the world are content and happy and in loving relationships with whomever whether it's a family, friend or significant other relationship and I'm left alone with two children as my only source of entertainment and hope for real love? Why is it that most of the men I meet are involved and they lie about it? Do they not think that I'm smart enough to put two and two together? Do they really want me to believe that they are "single" but yet I find out the truth through the other source? LOL... or I meet men who have issues and are afraid of getting close to others but yet expect me to fuck them anyways? I've been with married men before or men in relationships without knowing that fact and I promised myself to never do it again. But it is my fault really cause I continue to be the stupid female that I am and let my heart open to a few of

Hi My Freinds
I'm a friendly person love chatting to new people be happy with yourself it is unimportant I'm still learning that had a lot of good and bad in my life one day at a time live for today as tomorrow is promised to no-one to be loved you have to love yourself as who you are and by the way Garfield is still my favorite cat He Lynn

Roster
67 Adams, Chester RT 6-4 330 Sr. Luverne, Ala. (Luverne) 2 Allen, Asher SC 5-10 192 So. Tucker, Ga. (Tucker) 79 Anderson, Justin RT 6-5 335 Fr. Ocilla, Ga. (Hargrave Military) (Irwin County) 18 Arsenault, Brad FS 6-0 215 RFr. Dacula, Ga. (St. John's Prep) 56 Atkins, Geno DT 6-1 275 So. Pembroke Pines, Fla. (St. Thomas Aquinas) 93 Bailey, Andy PK 6-2 223 Sr. Athens, Tenn. (McMinn County) 4 Bailey, Sean SE 6-1 174 Sr. Alpharetta, Ga. (Milton) 10 Baldwin, Donavon SC 6-2 190 RSo. Ft. Lauderdale, Fla. (American Heritage) 31 Banks, Quintin SS 6-2 197 RFr. Warner Robins, Ga. (Houston County) 15 Barnes, Blake QB 6-3 230 Jr. Baldwyn, Miss. (Baldwyn) 41 Battle, Roderick DE 6-4 256 RSo. Atlanta, Ga. (Douglass) 57 Boyd, Benjamin MLB 6-1 210 Jr. Thomasville, Ga. (Thomasville) 11 Brown, Ramarcus WC 5-11 165 Jr. East Point, Ga. (Tri-Cities) 20 Brown, Thomas TB 5-8 200 Sr. Tucke

My Birthday Means
Your Birthdate: March 4 You have an extraordinary character - moral, responsible, and disciplined. Your sincerely and honesty shine through in almost every situation. Driven and focused, you rarely let your emotions get the better of you. You're level headed and rational. People count on your to look at things objectively. Your strength: Your unwavering loyalty and ethics Your weakness: Your rock solid stubbornness Your power color: Navy blue Your power symbol: Shield Your power month: April What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Nemo
This is me for forever One of the lost ones The one without a name Without an honest heart as compass This is me for forever One without a name These lines the last endeavor To find the missing lifeline Oh how I wish For soothing rain All I wish is to dream again My loving heart Lost in the dark For hope I'd give my eveything My flower, withered between The pages 2 and 3 The once and forever bloom gone with my sins Walk the dark path Sleep with angels Call the past for help Touch me with your love And reveal to me my true name Oh how I wish For soothing rain All I wish is to dream again My loving heart Lost in the dark For hope I'd give my eveything Oh, how I wish For soothing rain Oh how I wish to dream again Once and for all And all for once Nemo my name forevermore Nemo sailing home Nemo letting go Oh, how I wish...

Are You Brainwashed???
You know that you've been brainwashed by corporate owned media IF YOU ... ... believe the 5 corporations who own almost all of the media in the U.S. are liberal. ... believe $300 billion of U.S. tax money, allocated for the war and reconstruction in Iraq is actually going to Iraq . ... are unaware Iraq had 650 million barrels of oil in reserve just before the war in Iraq . ... are unaware at least $8.8 billion is known to be missing in Iraqi oil revenue from the period the U.S. was in control of Iraq . ... are unaware 198 million in Iraqi dollars is missing from the Iraq treasury from the period the U.S. was in control of Iraq . ... are unaware that war is exceptionally profitable for a small number of investors. ... believe Halliburton's no-bid contracts have nothing to do with former CEO, now Vice President Dick Cheney. ... are unaware that the Iraq war is the biggest case of war profiteering in human history. ... belie

Let That Big Beautiful Butt Shine
***found while surfing the net, just thought I would share So would I like to be with a sickly thin model or my big beautiful princess? I don't even have to think about it, her curvaceous beauty makes me weak at the knees Her skin as pure as snow without needing hours of photo shop aid Hey I am the first to admit I think pole dancing is erotic but I would rather the lady is not so small and flat that the pole looks like her twin So let me see a big curvaceous butt wiggle and shake as she slips around the pole I am not trying to be crude I just want to show that big can be beautiful plump can be sexy So put down the magazines that say you're a failure if you over a size 6 The media encourages people to diet till they get ill to skip there meals stick fingers down there throat they'll be sickly white but accepted at least until they croak That’s not life that’s self inflicted torture be who you are and not what they say and let love come onto you Look inside

Where I Have Been
Hello friends .... an update for you on where I have been . I am still fighting the custody balls the wall with all I have got . It has taken its toll but I will NOT give up. I long time ago I would travel the ends of the earth and do whatever is required for my daughter. This is still the case, determination, tons of faith, and a love for my daughter like no other love I have ever expierenced, keep me focused and occupied. I know that God will not let my little angel nor myself down. I have begun to notice that we are so blessed and there are alot less coincedneces and tons more miracles and blessings than I ever imagined or saw before. On top of all this I have the flu... I am wondering if this is Gods way of slowing me down because I am slap wore out, but still was wanting to go and I cant so much right now. Taylor is with HIM until tommorrow so I will rest tonight and get ready to hit the mommie trian excitedly at 4:00 pm, sharp... I will be back soon wanted to let you know my

Depression In Me
Depression is the keeper of my hell u send me Death is the cold blood that runs deep thru me The doors to freedom are boarded up by hate My eyes are shut with the fear of its hateful mistake Depression that is soaking thru me like the sweat u intake Soaking thru my skin like acid rain from my tears Depression is my death ISN'T IT CLEAR? Where does love fit in when depression is ur air Like a moth to a flame, blacking sufficating killing what u hold dear Depression is the power of a rage from the past Where death is welcomed depression is its reflectionof what u believe is usually what u see

Just So Confused
Right now I am pretty confused. Tears flow down my face....just so much on my mind....I feel lost..My heart is so fragil..and so full of love right now.......I want a good life, and to live life to its fullest. I had a best friend who, I thought I could trust, and found out she was going behind my back and trying to get my man away from me. Why are people so dishonest?? I could never hurt anyone like that. I would never go after someone else's man, NEVER!! I would NEVER cheat on my man. Honesty is so important. Oh well, just found out a friend of mine is selling her bike, gonna take a look at it, excited about that........thanks for listening..love ya all Sassy

Update
I have decided to put my cat to sleep. I know it will be best for him in the long run, but its not something i was ever ready for. He will be put to sleep sometime this week. Thanks for all the prayers! I really appreciate it.

Sentences Vary When Kids Die In Hot Cars (from The Bulletin Board) So Sad That This Goes On, How Could U Forget About A Child In A Vehicle.
MANASSAS, Va. - Kevin Kelly is a law-abiding citizen who, much distracted, left his beloved 21-month-old daughter in a sweltering van for seven hours. Frances Kelly had probably been dead for more than four hours by the time a neighbor noticed her strapped in her car seat; when rescue personnel removed the girl from the vehicle, her skin was red and blistered, her fine, carrot-colored hair matted with sweat. Two hours later, her body temperature was still nearly 106 degrees. What is the appropriate punishment for a doting parent responsible for his child's death? A judge eventually spared Kelly a lengthy term in prison. Still, it is a question that is asked dozens of times each year. Since the mid-1990s, the number of children who died of heat exhaustion while trapped inside vehicles has risen dramatically, totaling around 340 in the past 10 years. Ironically, one reason was a change parent-drivers made to protect their kids after juvenile air-bag deaths peaked in 1995 - they put the

New People
they expect us to rate them help them level up but does that mean cuz we are a higher level we shouldnt get rated back? no i honestly wish people would please rate me back when i rate them i have all sorts of new stash and wonderful pics please dont hesitate to help me get out of this rut im in...

Message Theropy
MESSAGE THEROPY yea laid back on the bed with soft music going real low and nothing but about 20 candles lit with you in nothing but a smile and me rubbing you down with hot oil, starting at your feet and rubbing that oil into your calf muscles and working my way up from there, as I slide by your tummy I start to kiss it very gently and softly, I work my way around to your back and start to rubb that hot oil in very gently, raise up to your shoulders and down your arms and to your hands and back up the same way, you close your eyes as I rubb you all over, I am sitting on the bed and you are sitting in front of me leaning back against me, I start to rubb your breasts and start to kiss your neck very gently ...your hair is all on one side of your shoulder and you can feel my breath against your neck, you lay your head back on my shoulder and your eyes close and I continue to rubb your breasts and making my way further down as I work my way down you take my hand in yours and

Alot On My Mind, Not Looking For Sympathy Just Had To Get Stuff Off My Chest
Ever feel like your standing in the middle of this world compleatly alone, in some kind of hole crying screaming because you just can't seem to find your way out. People pretend they hear you they look as you talk but never see the pain and never offer a hand to help you climb out. I wan't this i need that oh could you please thats all i ever seem to hear for one moment for one single second could they please just see me and actually see me not just over look the pain and the fear in my eyes. I just need help someone who understands me someone who will help me make my way give me the strength to find the answers within myself someone to show me how. Im more then just some doormat for them to walk all over, i should mean more then just someone to do whatever they need would it be to much for them to call and start the conversation with a how are you or hey would you like to do this not always can you do me a favor can you do this or that. I need family and fri

2 Timothy 2:1-7
1Thou therefore, my son, be strong in the grace that is in Christ Jesus. 2And the things that thou hast heard from me among many witnesses, commit thou the same to faithful men who shall be able to teach others also. 3Endure thou therefore hardship as a good soldier of Jesus Christ. 4No man who warreth entangleth himself with the affairs of this life, that he may please him who hath chosen him to be a soldier. 5And if also a man strive for masteries, yet he is not crowned unless he strive lawfully. 6The husbandman who laboreth must be the first partaker of the fruits. 7Consider what I say, and the Lord give thee understanding in all things

She Can Watch!
SHE CAN WATCH she can watch, just not touch, she might get so horny that she might not be able to contain herself, then she can play with herself, well what if I just pulled her over there and made her just start licking and sucking your wet dripping cunt while you sucked my hard cock? You sitting on the soffa with your legs spread wide and her kneeling down and just going crazy licking that wet juicy pussy as I stand beside the soffa and you take my hard cock in your hand and pull it in your mouth slow and easy at first, as you pull me deeper and deeper inside those wet moist lips I feel your tongue just roaming around the head of my throbbing cock.....you reach down with your other hand ang grab a handful of her hair and pull her warm tongue deeper inside you waiting pussy, your knees start to raise and your back starts to arch and you are squirming with desire, moving your hips in unasin with her tongue...as you take more and more of my hard cock deeper in your warm wet

John 14
1"Let not your heart be troubled. Ye believe in God; believe also in Me. 2In My Father's house are many mansions; if it were not so, I would have told you. I go to prepare a place for you. 3And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again and receive you unto Myself, that where I am, there ye may be also. 4And whither I go ye know, and the way ye know." 5Thomas said unto Him, "Lord, we know not whither Thou goest; and how can we know the way?" 6Jesus said unto him, "I am the Way, the Truth, and the Life; no man cometh unto the Father, but by Me. 7If ye had known Me, ye should have known My Father also; and from henceforth ye know Him, and have seen Him." 8Philip said unto Him, "Lord, show us the Father, and it sufficeth us." 9Jesus said unto him, "Have I been so long a time with you, and yet hast thou not known Me, Philip? He that hath seen Me hath seen the Father; and how sayest tho

A Night To Remember
A NIGHT TO REMEMBER... I take you away for the weekend,just you and I, to a shale or cabin, in the mountains ...there is a hot tub I put out a lot of candels and light them. ..I place them all around the hot tub and in the bedroom the doors open from the bedroom to the hot tub, I fix you a glass of wine and place it beside the hot tub, we get in the hot tub and you sit between my legs and lean back against my chest your are slid down so your head is almost under my chin, I reach my hands around you and start to caress your shoulders then start to caress your tummy with one hand and start to rubb your breasts with the other I untie your bikini top and it falls in the water, your head now lays back on my shoulder and your hands are rubbing the inside of my thighs under the water sliding back and forth....your eyes close and I start to kiss and suck on your neck and ears you feel my breath on your skin and feel my eratic breathing knowing that I am getting turned on, I sta

People And Ratings
people and ratings!! now i have who knows how many friends on here and for the most part most of them have not rated any thing i have stashed or uploaded!!! now there is people that does rate the things i have and i thank you for that and i try to repay the ratings and if i dont just let me know and i will!!!! now many of you i have rated and you dont have the kindness to repay the ratings!! if there is anyone out there that wants me to rate there things let me know and i will all i ask is you repay the rates.... now you can call me a asshole for this but the truth is i really dont care if you call me that!!!! thank you and have a nice day

Preparing Dinner
PREPARING DINNER! Your standing in the kitchen trying to cook with nothing on but an apron, while you try to prepare dinner I slide in behind you and reach around your waist and slide my hand down your tummy and as it goes further and further down I start to kiss your neck and suck on it....then I reach your prize with one finger and start to rubb ever so slightly you forget that you are suppose to be stirring the food and get caught up in the moment and start to breath heavier,as you reach down and take my hand and start to help me find the right spots....your eyes close and your head lays back on my chest you take your other arm and sretch it around the back of my neck and start to rubb it back and forth...all the while I slide one finger inside your wet aching pussy, you are tingling all over, finally you can't take it no more you turn around and unbutton my pants, slide them down and slide my boxers down, you quickly push everything off the counter top and jump up o

God Bless Our Troops
Check out this awesome song (with slide show) that one of OUR Soldiers who is in Iraq sings and wrote with a couple of his Buddies. Makes you appreciate even more what our men and women Are doing for us and the world over there. What a great voice. It should bring you to tears. http://www.flashdem o.net/gallery/ wake/index. htm

Your Mine
i walk in watching her clean dishes,i stand there watching her body move as she gets the last dish clean.i walk up behind her grab her bend her over the table and rip her panties off,i whisper in her ear your mine lil slut as i enter her slow and deep,moving hard in and out of her tight hot pussy.i run my hands in front playing and squeezing her fine breast i moan in her ear how she burns me inside.my hips grow harder into her as my cock owns her insides.squeezing her breast hearing her moans and squeals as my hips thrust harder into her my balls slap her clit.i hold her breast firmly in my hands as my hips work in and out of her moving hard and deep.my moans fill her ear as my cock build with cum rweady to explode i moan god you are mine i own you and this is how i own my slut i pull out turn her around,i push her back and explode all over your cunt and belly as i cum up on her breast moaning loud as i cum cover her body so nicely.i look into her eyes fire burning i love you so much m

Blahs
i didnt write this, my friend Sir Eleven did. I do so enjoy his writing. ------------------------------------ Love me without fear..Trust me without questioning.. Need me without demanding... Want me without restrictions..Accept me without change..Desire me without inhibitions." Take me Just the way I am.. don't try to change me Break me You know I'm fragile Drown me In your deepest feeling Hate me The way I hate myself Lose me The way I lost my way with you Regret me As if I never existed Kill me With all your words Scare me In my dark with sweet illusions Forget me ... Erase me ... You can't hear me...hear me screaming Cause you're not listening.. You can't catch me...catch me when I fall Cause you're never behind me.. You can't follow me...follow me through dark Cause you lost the sight of me..

One Thing Missing
I come home from work,all is as it should be. Acept one things missing, one things missing, The one thing missing is you. I have the house,car's diamonds and the bling. One things missing,one things missing, the one thing missing is you. I thought I knew happiness,thought I knew joy. But thats impossible,because I dont have you. One things missin,one things missing, the one thing missing is you.

Cry-babbies
OK....Heres the deal. This is my first blog and I really didn't want it to be this subject matter but, some people on here really chap my ASS! If you are a woman and you are on here and showing your body in pics that are really revealing and even naked. Quite your "bitching and moaning" when someone comments you on the pics that you posted for the whole world to see! Just because you do not like what that person had to say about you. Take the good with the bad. If you want people to jump through hoops just to add you as a friend ....get over it! you are not that special and for the record neither am I! And while I am on the subject why do you little shits rate someone's pics less than a 10? If you don't like what you see move on! don't down rate their pics just to be an ASS! or to be mean to someone! I am so frusturated with some of the people on here, they are expecting way to much from you on here! It is supposed to be a site for grown adults and I am seeing more and more gro

Idiot Sightings....
IDIOT SIGHTING: Hubby and I had to have the garage door repaired. The Sears repairman told us that one of our problems was that we did not have a "large" enough motor on the opener. I thought for a minute, and said that we had the largest one Sears made at that time, a 1/2 horsepower. He shook his head and said, "Lady, you need a 1/4 horsepower." I responded that 1/2 was larger than 1/4. He said, "NO, it's not. Four is larger than two." We haven't used Sears repair since. ________________________________________ IDIOT SIGHTING: I live in a semi rural area. We recently had a new neighbor call the local township administrative office to request the removal of the Deer Crossing sign on our road. The reason: " Too many deer are being hit by cars out here! I don't think this is a good place for them to be crossing anymore." From Kingman , KS ________________________________________ IDIOTS IN FOOD SERVICE: My daughter went to a local Taco Bell and ordered a taco.

Comfort Zone
I use to have a Comfort Zone Where I knew I couldn't fail The same four walls of busy work Were really more like jail. I longed so much to do the things I'd never done before, But I stayed inside my Comfort Zone And paced the same old floor I claimed to be so busy With the things inside my zone, But deep inside I longed for Something special of my own. I couldn't let my life go by, Just watching others win. I held my breath and stepped outside And let the change begin. I took a step and with new strength I'd never felt before, I kissed my Comfort Zone 'goodbye' And closed and locked the door. If you are in a Comfort Zone, Afraid to venture out, Remember that all winners were At one time filled with doubt. A step or two and words of praise, Can make your dreams come true. Greet your future with a smile, Success is there for you!

This Is Me
A Bereaved Parents Wish List 1. I wish my child hadn't died. I wish I had him back. 2. I wish you wouldn't be afraid to speak my child's name. My child lived and was very important to me. I need to hear that he was important to you also. 3. If I cry and get emotional when you talk about my child I wish you knew that it isn't because you have hurt me. My child's death is the cause of my tears. You have talked about my child, and you have allowed me to share my grief. I thank you for both. 4. I wish you wouldn't "kill" my child again by removing his pictures, artwork, or other remembrances from your home. 5. Being a bereaved parent is not contagious, so I wish you wouldn't shy away from me. I need you now more than ever. 6. I need diversions, so I do want to hear about you; but, I also want you to hear about me. I might be sad and I might cry, but I wish you would let me talk about my child, my favorite topic of the day. 7. I know that you think of and pray for me o

I Feel Like This At Times
Tell me that you never cared that you never gave a f*ck tell me I was useless to you that I only brought you bad luck, say that you never loved me that you never cared a bit so I can feel the same way and get over all of this sh*t tell me I am nothing, hurt me like you did before hurt me so much that I wont feel pain anymore tell me that you used me just for a piece of skin, make me hate you like I want to so all of my healing can begin. Shatter my heart into a billion peices then set it on fire tell me when you said you loved me you were being a liar, murder my soul with a rusty dagger drown my innocence in blood chop my sanity up while your at it shove my concience into the mud, I never want to love again love is for the blind it's only for people who cant see this feeling just f*cks with your mind

Hahaha
I love how I get blamed for bringing up drama when I was discussing how the trickle down law would relate to military issues, and how the soldiers are not to blame when they have to kill someone of any age, and a person takes that as a personal attack and then attacks me to a friend in their shoutbox original cristilee: her: sorry your mumm is trying to be turned into a topic of the war.. bats or ju know is doing that to attempt to get at me..have a good day good mumm afterwards her: whats done is done bats you can leave my dhoutbox now.. i dont bother with people who love drama and the bs it brings.. have a great nite ->me: i followed up the situation when cowboy asked about it and if you saw it was in relivance, because it's the trickle down law, but whatever you think i have my own personal agenda go ahead and think it her: hmmm funny seems like your brought that up out of the blue, wonder why, it had no releavnace to the topic at hand and you always did like to feed fire

Erotic
I want you to slowly undress me I want to feel you touch me To run your hands down my body Down my sides, backward to my ass Slowly moving up again over my tummy Making your way to my breasts Cupping them, running your fingers over my nipples Feeling them harden like little pebbles I want you to kiss me gently on my lips Moving your mouth across my cheek, Slowly planting butterfly kisses as you move over to my neck I want you to kiss my neck, feel me shiver Feel my nipples getting even harder I want you to move your mouth across my throat Planting butterfly kisses all the way Moving downward – over my collar bone to my breasts I want you to kiss each breast gently, softly Taking each nipple between your lips, in your mouth Running your tongue over each of them and biting them gently Making me shiver with ecstasy, with longing I want you to slowly move me towards the bed To lay me down gently on my back To come lay beside me Look into my eyes as you run your

My Grandma Is Cooler Than Yours
84 and still kickin, hearts still tickin, fuck with me and get a lickin....she hums in her head as her shaky, arthritis-filled hands tap one more nug in the bowl. She lights up, inhales...the smoke pours down her throat, filling her lungs and making her chest swell. The urge to cough sets in quick, she ignores it with the easy technique of a well-experienced master. Her nostrils catch a whiff of the receeding smoke, tickling her nose. She ignores it. Eventually, the feeling passes...she exhales. The pungent smoke passes her aged teeth, cracked and brittle, before rising to the haze-blocked ceiling of her one-bedroom apartment. With a sigh she puts down her pipe, looking nostalgically at her empty sack, remembering the good times they shared. Quietly she grabs her sneak-a-toke, hobbles over to her walker, and exits her apartment. Shutting the door quickly to contain the smoke, she creaks her way down the hallway to the stairwell. mumbling under her breath she hobbles down the stairs, bo

Playtime
...Stay... ...So we can play... ...All day... ...And all night... ...Please don't fight... ...My love center's so tight... ...Aching for you... ...Let's try something new... ...I'll keep on my shoes... ...Crawl on hands and knees... ...Twist you up in the sheets... ...Leave you no breath, just a wheeze... ...You must... ...Trust... ...In this lust... ...Let's make our own show... ...Get the camera, a video... ...Don't hold back, let it all go... ...Suck on my heels... ...Make me squeal... ...Devour me as if I'm your last meal... ...Baby... ...Tell me... ...What you need... ...Wanna bite at my lips?... ...Want me to crack the whip?... ...How bout my juices, want a sip?... ...Lemme give you a tip... ...Lay your tongue softly on my clit... ...Wiggle it just a little bit... ...Feel my back arch?... ...My mouth's dry and parched... ...Soon the explosions start... ...Makes my insides burn... ...Next it's your turn... ...Think you can handle me?... ...Oh t

Fuck Her Then
This girl that I want to get to know, at the coop is moving. It sucks because I don't want to tell her how I feel and have her laugh in my face. I've been dropping some really obviouse hints, and she thinks I'm just fucking with her head. If she can't or won't see that i'm being true, Fuck her then.

Stabbing Westward-so Far Away
Each night I feel the distance that has grown between us Open up as lonely as the space between the stars I wish that I could find a way To smash my fist right through these walls Of ugliness and emptiness And gently touch your face But every time that I touch you You feel so far away And every time that you need me I feel so far away As you lie silently beside me choking back your tears I wonder if you recognize That silence now defines us Desperately I try to fight this overwhelming sense That I may never find The strength to change How hopeless we've become We need to find a way to break this silence We need to find a way to break this silence that's between us So I scream your name But every time that I touch you You feel so far away And every time that you need me I feel so far away And every time that you reach out You feel me pull away And every time that I touch you, I touch you, I touch you You feel so far away ---------------------------

Sonnet 130
Sonnet 130 My mistress' eyes are nothing like the sun, Coral is far more red, than her lips red, If snow be white, why then her breasts are dun: If hairs be wires, black wires grow on her head: I have seen roses damasked, red and white, But no such roses see I in her cheeks, And in some perfumes is there more delight, Than in the breath that from my mistress reeks. I love to hear her speak, yet well I know, That music hath a far more pleasing sound: I grant I never saw a goddess go, My mistress when she walks treads on the ground. And yet by heaven I think my love as rare, As any she belied with false compare. -William Shakespeare What is perfection? Is it the reddest lips, or the sweetest voice? Or is it the brightest eyes or the best hair and breasts? Moreover is perfection subjective. I mean what is perfect to you, is that what means perfection to me? When you fall in love with some one, don't you seem to fall in love with th

I Wonder
I wonder Does the sun shine the same Does the moon whisper thru the wind Do the stars sparkle thoughts of you and i I wonder Can you feel the love Can you taste the desire Can you smell the passion I wonder Would you keep me safe Would you fulfill my every want, need, and Would you be the man I’ve seen in my mind I wonder Will you be kind Will you be tender Will you be caring Will you be faithful Will you be honest I wonder Will you be mine

Yea
You wait your entire life for that special love. Then it is unreachable. Perhaps because of fear, perhaps because of circumstances or perhaps because of love itself. A special love that leaves an emptiness within you if you cannot hear the other person's voice. But that makes you feel whole again with one gentle hello A special love of longing night after night for just the sight of them. or just the feeling of knowing that they may care too. A love that you know in this lifetime you will never feel again. Nor would ever want to feel again, if it brings you this much pain not to have it. That deep within your soul your love is the same as mine. We belong together. We need each other to make our lives complete. My only one My treasured one My special love.

Hopefully One Day
It takes all I have to get out of bed Knowing everyday is full of dread I can only hope for the best For everything puts me to the test I had closed myself off Given up on being soft A glimmer of hope though, is in my sight I think about it every night It’s been so long-I couldn’t say When last it was I felt this way A simple word that puts a smile on my face Leaving me longing to be in his embrace I wonder if it’s right That I want to be with him each night I will take each step in stride No longer my feelings will I hide Only time will tell If this will turn out well I’ll cherish every smile Hold each soft word for just awhile This may sound cliché or sappy But all I want is to be happy

Special Friend
There are so many things I'd like to say. But that would take me all day. Now I wonder where to start. Guess I'll say whats in my heart. There is one thing I know that's true. I'm so blessed to have a friend like you. Thanks for always being there. And showing me how much you care. As my new life starts to unfold, And I am learning how to take hold. There are times I don't know what to do, But I know I can always turn to you. Our friendship is one of a kind, One most people never find. I never knew from the start, Just how much you would touch my heart. I'm so glad you came into my life, You have filled it with so much delight. The connection we have, was not planned. But it is there every time you hold my hand. I love the way you turn on your charm, Every time you hold me in your arms. And the sparkle in your eyes I see, Every time you come close to kiss me. So while we wait to see if this is right. I'll enjoy the way you hold me at night. If the time

Mumms
Wow, if you don't have a strong stomach for rude, ignorant people, you might want to hold off on Mumming because it brings them all out! I have posted 2 mumms now today for the first time since being on this site and I have to say it's not what I expected. Sure, you get points but who needs to listen to all the B.S. they leave on your Mumm?!! You ask a simple question that requires a simple answer...a vote, you don't even have to type! :P People, if you don't care, don't vote...and if you don't want to be on my Mumm, don't stop by and look at it! Geez! Have a good night to all!

One Day I'll Be Able To Dedicate This To Someone! Lol
After I stopped believing that love could ever be real. Giving up on what I knew, I thought my heart wouldn't heal. To me love was just a game, a game that I could never win. Losing everything I had, everything that could've been. Then here you come into my life changing the thoughts in my mind. Bringing me to a new start leaving all my pain behind. You're the reason that I write, brand new poems of true love. You've given me the things I need, everything that I've dreamed of. You showed me how to love again, the things I lost; in you I found. You gave me a reason to smile, you said I had no need to frown. I will forever be grateful for everything you have to give. All the happiness I needed, and another reason to live. Every time I hear your name, a smile forms across my face. A new feeling...everlasting, that I know nothing can replace. I'm so thankful that I have you, you're there when I need you most. I don't want anything else, I just w

Please Help Him Level Up To 60,139 Fuberlord 69,506 Points To Go!
†sexy metal man†....RIP PEPOW HOLDER 3.30.1944-3.18.2007 I love and miss you@ fubar 60,139 Points to go! Points to go! to fuberlord please help him thanks C&T Stash Members and Family you all rock

You Are Deleted
Okay people I am now going through and deleting people on my friends list . The reason it is called a friends list is you should be friends with them. I say so many times I am not here for the points , I am here to met new people. So if you don't want to be deleted then send me a message and let me know and for those of you who don't care holla. I hate to sound like a BITCH but having so many people on my friends list and talking to maybe 10 of them is so overrated.. Thanks Amanda (Texas Goddess)

Got This From A Friend...
It doesn't matter what you look like, doesn't matter where you live, doesn't matter how you are brought up, doesn't matter what your beliefs are. All it matters is that you love me, that you truly care for me, that you understand how I feel, that I belong to you and only you, that you are there to wipe away my tears, that you will always be around when I need you, that you will always tell me the truth, and that you won't do anything to hurt me. This matter is coming straight from the heart. Wherever you are, whatever that you are doing at this moment. Just remember, there is someone here who loves you...

Online
have been on cherry tap ... and on 360.. i am sexual but very hesitant about the men i meet. I am very submissive oriented.. and would like to learn more. Men I have met seem more interested in building a stable of women.... talk to me if you are not like that.. if you are a dom and don't want just another lil girl... I like sharing me :) and have some old pics that I will set to friends only... and want to make new ones but have not been inspired lately..

Bum Mumm?
This was marked NSFW and deleted by the Fubar Powers that be. I think it IS a mumm but hey, things here change like the wind blows so who knows. Maybe It's just my Puerto Rican Ass is NSFW and I just should not bother posting anything. Maybe this blog will get me tossed off Fubar, Oh Well! You look for yourself! Fact is the Mumms are OUT OF CONTROL, and NOOBS are Clicking NSFW and the Powers that be just go along with it. I think NO THOUGHT or REVIEW is in place because that means whoever is IN CHARGE would have to do the job. Fubar Added Points and NSFW features to mumms, BIG MISTAKE! They Now BITE rotten donkey dropping and have Stupid posts that don't even get the YAY or NAY filled out! Eh, enough gripe and on to the tripe! Here are screen shots of MY last mumm. By driver1866 at 2007-07-28 By driver1866 at 2007-07-28 By driver1866 at 2007-07-28

Impossible
Can I get a woman that: Loves Sci-fi? Can name a comic book hero that they like, that is not Wonder Woman? Or even have a subscription to a comic book? Can like a wrestler other than John Cena or Sean Michaels?(ok, that's a hard one) can name beat my score in Defender? Knows the meaning of foreplay? Yes, I said it, oral is not the final frontier. Hates Emo? Thinks those so called thug rappers may actually be gay? Can bring a gf 4 play...?(keep dreaming) Has enuf clothes and I don't--lol Can get a tattoo of my name?(tre cool) Can accept that we will look, but not wanna screw the chick becuz yer hot already? We will not wash, fold, and put away at will? Do not care how many people you had sex with, as long as it stops with us? That does not tell a lie...meaning no omissions of detail?

******i Am Keeping This Post On Top For Potential Members
******This is a bomber family of people dedicated to fairness and equality. :-) :P :-) :P:P We will accept you as a member if you are serious about helping others more than just getting help for yourself. You must be willing and available to participate on a regular basis or you will not get the help in return. We will NOT approve any member that is currently IN a contest during the time of your friend request, or anybody in another bomber family. Every family member will get equal help. No one member more than any other. You must be a member for 10 days before you can ask for help in a contest and can only have family help on ONE contest at a time. If you choose to enter multiple contests, you are on your own for all but one of them. This 10 day probation period is so you can prove yourself as a bomber and that you do intend to bomb others and are not just here for yourself. If you do not read the blogs or bomb in your first ten days you will be removed. We don't need ALOT of

Tell Me About It Stud...
Gimme a break, Grease is on TV right now. *stretches* This past week has been interesting. Yesterday I was supposed to have two stores but the first ran long and I missed the meet time for the second. Oops. Made my fucking day I tell you... Josh was planning on grilling last night and now I was able to head over there :) Yummy food. Good company. On the bad side I ended up getting entirely too fucked up. I've never been that bad before. It's only been within the past 4 hours of so that I'm feel a bit more normal. And now I get to work for the next five days straight. Not really looking forward to any of it... bleh. Kmart and Cost and Lowes. At least it should be good hours. XOXO

Hustle No More?... Almost...
The Hustle almost checked out for good. So y'all know I had my tonsils removed on Wednesday. And last night i had a hemirage in my throat. Puked blood for like 3 hours it was pretty much awesome. Blood pressure dropped to 83/42 and my hemoglobin level dropped to 30/10 pretty much awesome. It looked like I was in the Exsersist. Projectile puking straight blood. Covered myself it in. Passing out...it was awesome. I guess I am lucky to be here though. So hooraa keep the party rockin lol!

My Favorite Song..and It's Stuck In My Head..
I Tried Bone Thugs-N-Harmony lyrics (feat. Akon) [Intro: Wish Bone] You know nothin' come easy, you gotta try real real hard I tried hard, but I guess I gotta try harder [Chorus: Akon] I tried so hard, can't seem to get away from misery, Man I tried so hard, but always be a victim of these streets, Ain't my fault cos I try to get away but trouble follows me, And still I try so hard, hopin one day they'll come and rescue me, But until there, I'll be posted up post it up right here real slow Until there, I'll be posted up right here with my heat gettin dough [Verse 1: Krayzie Bone] First let me explain that I'm just a black man, And I come from the darkside, so I'm havin a hard time stayin on track man, My mind be racin, and I don't even know what I'm chasin (yeah) Been in and out of relationships, I'm startin to see that it's me with complications But I'm layin back, playin that, you can't have piece of m

Last Night 7.27
ahh yes, another "last night" blog. lol. dont get me wrong. everytime me and rik do what we do it feels banging.. but theres just times where like all the planets align and shit LOL and shit is just perfect.. and last night was one of those nights. now. im a big girl, confident, yet prolly one of the most insecure people EVER. so when rik brought along the whole "you never do what i want, you dont ride my face" thing, in my head im thinkin.. "well NO shit, cuz id suffocate you..try explaining to the people doing your autopsy why you have pussy juice all over your face..lol" but last night.. we're layin down naked.. lol. and i stood up to see if the remote to the tv was on this lil shelf thingy i have under my mirror.. and rik being the freshie he is lets his fingers wander.. and after his finger finds my lil spot hes telling me bring it down and ride his face.. after a lil bit of hesitation, i gave in.. and did it. hes the first person ive done that with.. im too insecure, other guys h

Dance Above The Rainbow
DANCE ABOVE THE RAINBOW from Michael Flatley's FEET OF FLAMES... The Choreography in Michael's productions are so precise and brilliant. I have seen Feet Of Flames a couple hundred times...that is how much I love it.

110%
From a strictly mathematical viewpoint it goes like this: What Makes 100%? What does it mean to give MORE than 100%? Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been to those meetings, where someone wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 103%? What makes up 100% in life? Here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these questions: If: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z is represented as: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26. Then: H-A-R-D-W-O-R-K 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98% And K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96% But, A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E 1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100% And, B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T 2+21+12+12+19+8+9+20 = 103% And, look how far ass kissing will take you. A-S-S-K-I-S-S-I-N-G 1+19+19+11+9+19+19+9+14+7 = 118% So, one can conclude with mathematical certainty that.. While Hard Work and Knowledge will get

7/29/07 Somber
Well i lost 3 more crushes today =( I wonder who they were and what i did to lose them? thats why i won't use Mine on anyone... i try and stay positive and the smallest thing as stupid as that is makes me melencholy why couldn't i be all Italian why did the other half have to be Celt !!! lol OYE see im starten to smile already =P MelancholyMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Jer's Favorite Song..
This Song Has Become Something I Listen To Alot Now. Since Tuesday Anywayz...My Best Friend Jer Left For Basic For 4 Months...And He's Been Helpin Me Thru Alot Of Stuff Lately So When I Think Of This Song Or Hear It...It Helps Thru Things...Cuz Of Him.. PLAIN WHITE T'S LYRICS "Hey There Delilah" Hey there Delilah What's it like in New York City? I'm a thousand miles away But girl tonight you look so pretty Yes you do Times Square can't shine as bright as you I swear it's true Hey there Delilah Don't you worry about the distance I'm right there if you get lonely Give this song another listen Close your eyes Listen to my voice it's my disguise I'm by your side Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me What you do to me Hey there Delilah I know times are getting hard But just believe me girl Someday I'll pay the bills with this guitar We'll have it good We'll have the life we kne

New Life New World
How do you start over and what is normal. Normal? Hell I don't know. When you live for so long in a disfunctional relationship how does one even begin to think they know what normal is. See, we are creatures of habit. We make the same choices time and time again. Shouldn't there be some kind of magical bell going off in your head saying, hey asshole this is the same thing you did last time and see what it got ya. Normal, I just wish I knew. My normal seems to be looking back, finding broken people with problems, turning some sense of pitty into what I believed to be love, fixing them up dusting them off, pointing them down the right path only to see them walk out of my life. Sad part is every time they went down that path they walked away with my kids. Normal? Well if that's normal, I want nothing to do with it.

Meeting
this starts out again on a beautiful spring morning. We have talked back and forth and finally decide to take the plunge and meet. The only thing you would tell me about when is that is would be sometime soon. You wanted to keep the anticipation going. We decide that you are going to come to the leasing office that I work in and we can go somewhere from there. I am wearing a jean skirt that has a button down front and is loose fitting along with my black boots that go half way up my calf & have about a 4 inch heel. My top is a button top that is similiar to the one in the last picture I sent. I have on a petal pink plunge bra with matching lace panties & thigh highs. I make sure to wear something sexy under my clothes every morning since I don't know when you are planning on arriving. Also with having talked to you thru emails and on the phone, I made sure to bring a change of clothes and leave in my truck. Today I arrive and my boss is out on a vacation day, so it's just me in the off

Life's Lessons
If you can learn to look past another's faults, to take a critical look in the mirror, to forgive and defend the ones you love to pick up where you left off, to clean up your messes and lend a hand to another to clean up theirs, to obey stop signs and ignore insults to never expect more than you deserve or take more than you give to turn the other cheek and try again to admit defeat without labeling it failure to sing when you'd rather cry to take care of business when you'd rather play to listen without interrupting to admit that you don't really know everything about anything to take the smallest piece to suffer without complaint and laugh without restraint you have found a far greater slice of sanity than the greater majority of the world and you don't need anyone to tell you who you are; your character speaks before you enter a room and when you are alone, you remain exactly you because you are content.

Dark Lotus Prayer
Our Father of Shangrila, Hallowed be thy name. If the world turns over save me from the fire rain. Keep me pure, keep me clean, as the Lotus grows, I ask you for forgiveness, keep me from the crows. In the name of Shangrila I pray, amen.

Demon House
DEMON HOUSE IS TAKING OVER FUBAR, THE REVOLOUTION HAS BEGUN!! WANNA BE PART OF DEMON HOUSE? CLICK THE BANNER BELOW TO CONTACT BLUEDEMON HIMSELF! ALLOW ME TO INTRODUCE TO YOU DEMON HOUSE!!! BLUEDEMON(ELLIE'S HUSBAND)SEXY SALUTES = ARTWORK *NO MORE FREEBEES*@ fubar ♥ Ellie ♥ Bluedemon's wifey ♥@ fubar ~Unique Dream ~@ fubar ۞RJeezy۞UNDERGROUND MANAGER AND DJ۞@ fubar ۞Neabear۞Underground Promoter۞Rjeezy's Undercover Lover۞@ fubar Rachel/Enforcer Demon House/2nd Alarm Hottie@ fubar AlyCat **Southern Belle** ♥Edge's Wifey♥*@ fubar

Good News And Bad News
It has been a really good week kinda.Robby got a job at Wendys and he started yeasteday.YAY!!!!! On the other hand it has been kinda bad.I had got some money and had $500 in my wallet.Well my wallet disappered.I need that money to get a tooth pulled.My dentist said if I wait too long it would get infected again and this time go to my brain.We have looked all over the house and havent found it.I cant get the tooth pulled now and have to cancel my appointment.It will now be another month before I can get it done.

Gold Digger Friends And Family
Gold Diggers Category: Friends Well I dont know where to start. Ive been around the block I guess you could say and I aint the new kid on the block anymore. But Ive noticed that friends and family seem to be the worst gold diggers there are. I got some family that when my grandfather died they took everything my grandmother owned that they could get. My oldest daughter seems kinda the same way at times she tries to take all she can from everyone she can take from. I guess she gets it honest from her mother ( my ex lot lizard material ). Then I have had some friends who always seem to be your friend when you have some thing they want but when its gone they dont seem to know you .We thank god I only have a few of them left around. But I just wanted to say to my friends that arent gold diggers that Im glad to have friends that are as good as you. As for all the friends and family members that have taken from me and then turned there backs on me. Well here it is for you Your never

I Shoulda Known Lol
Your Mind is NC-17 Rated You're mind is so filthy... you should should be washing every part of you out with soap. If your thoughts can go dirty, they do. Almost everything is NC-17 to you! Do You Have a Dirty Mind?

When Your Scared And Lonely
Take a deep breath,.....cause it all go's down when you pull the fucking pin......this is the dark.....your laying on the ground..praying you don't fall asleep. praying you will awake. waiting for the next doomed person to cross my path......wish he would have walked another path......so....i shot him in the head.....then 15 or 20 others shot at me....then you think...fuck...am i hit...shit....gotta run now. running....shit...there is one of my guys dead. shit..i'll cry later...gotta run now,

Us Navy Seal Vs. Atheist
Two things Navy SEALS are always taught: 1. Keep your priorities in order 2. Know when to act without hesitation A college professor, an avowed atheist and active in the ACLU, was teaching his class He shocked several of his students when he flatly stated that once and for all he was going to prove there was no God. Addressing the ceiling he shouted: "GOD, if you are real, then I want you to knock me off this platform. I'll give you exactly 15 minutes". The lecture room fell silent. You could hear a pin drop. Ten minutes went by. " I'm waiting God, if you're real knock me off this platform!!!!" Again after 4 minutes, the professor taunted God saying, "Here I am, God!!! I'm still waiting!!!" His count down got down to the last couple of minutes when a SEAL, just released from the Navy after serving in Afghanistan and Iraq and newly registered in the class, walked

Rib Fest 2007
HOWDY YA'LL, JUST WANTED TO LET THOSE THAT LIVE IN MIAMI OR THE HOMESTEAD AREA OF FLORIDA. THIS YEARS RIB FEST CONSIST'S OF: GRANK FUNK RAILROAD FEATURING BRUCE KULICK OF KISS AND COUNTRY SUPERSTAR PHIL VASSER. THE SHOW IS FREE AND IT IS NOVEMBER 3, AND 4, HOMESTEAD AIR FORCE BASE. ALL DAY EVENT FOOD, HORSES, MOTORCYCYLES, AND YES TONS OF BEER AND GOOD LOOKING WOMEN. ANY OF MY FRIENDS COME LOOKING FOR ME I"LL BE TOP SIDE ON STAGE, JUST ASK FOR ME AND I"LL COME DOWN AND MEET AND GREAT WITH YA. HOPE TO SEE ALL MY HOMESTEAD BUDDIES. TOMMY

Just A Little Time
Hello Everyone! I would like to ask just a little bit of your time.. I entered a VIP formerly known as a VIC Giveaway... I need 14000 to receive my VIP... I would appreciate any comments you could give me.. Thank you in advance for your help. I will return the favor and I will be stopping by anyone who helps to drop you an 11... and if you do help and I miss you please let me know because I'm not on 24/7 although I am signed on I'm not sitting here lol.. Thanks a lot... Fubar love to you all.. Amy

Church Bulletin Bloopers And Typos
The Fasting & Prayer Conference includes meals. ----------------------------------------------------------------------- The sermon this morning: "Jesus Walks on the Water." The sermon tonight "Searching for Jesus." ----------------------------------------------------------------------- Our youth basketball team is back in action Wednesday at 8pm in the recreation hall. Come out and watch us kill Christ the King. -------------------------------------------------------------------- Ladies, don't forget the rummage sale. It's a chance to get rid of those things not worth keeping around the house. Don't forget your husbands. ----------------------------------------------------------------------- The peacemaking meeting scheduled for today has been canceled due to a conflict. ----------------------------------------------------------------------- Remember in prayer the many who are sick of our community. Smile at someone who is hard to love. Say "Hell" to someone who doesn't care

Rude Boy's Prayer
momma said too rude boy so you live so you die , and if you dont come back i hope you drown and then she cry's , but i got to say save me, oh lord say (save me) now that your free c'mon and save me am a weaping soul ; i do what am wanted i 'am wanting so bad i shoot up shanty town & shoot all over town (save me) oh lord now that your free , save me.... ------------------ Mmmmmm unreleased song this doesnt exist no where... so here is lyrics & song from the early years of bob marley and the wailer's recorded 1966... at studio one kingston jamaica ------------------------------

Links To Rate For Leveling Team Name
We just need 2 minutes of your time to please rate one of these names you think would make a good name representing Levelers. Please rate using the links below to vote. You don't have to be a leveler to rate and help pick a name. Someday you may need help leveling and we may be there to help you as well so will you help us. Thank you for taking a minute to help us. TEAM LEVEL-UP SHADOW LEVELERS LEVELERS UNITED TEAM RATER FUBAR'S HEART LEVELERS GET-R-DONE-LEVLERS THE FUBAR BARON LEVELERS FUBAR HITTERS FIRE CRACKIN LEVELING TEAM FU-ANGEL-LEVELERS FU- LEVELERS H.E.L.P=HELPING OTHERS LEVEL PROMPTLY L

Cheers To All My Friends.......
(B)(D)(B) Cheers to ALL My Friends There comes a time in ones life when they must take a stand for what they believe in rather it be right, wrong or indifferent. For that is where you draw your own strength & grow wisdom. Morals & Ethics very from different cultures but if you stay true to your own NO ONE can knock you down for you are being YOU and not coping someone else and trying to be one of the crowd. For ALL the people out there that can HONESTLY say they do this My Hats off to YOU!!! I have come to find that so many can not, they are whimpy and cower down to those they feel are stronger or fear are stronger when all along they COULD be the strong one themselves........ Take a Moment of your time and think about who you are and what you stand for, maybe it is time for you to take a change and stand up for what you believe in.... Stay Strong My Friends & Know that at the end of the rainbow there is NO POT OF GOLD but what you make for yourselevs.... Koodoes (B)(D)(B)

Texas Bartender
Texas Bartender A man walked into a bar in Fort Worth, Texas and ordered a drink While he was sitting at the bar watching T.V., one of Hillary's political ads came on. After it ended, he stood up and announced to everyone, Hillary is a horse's ass!" The bartender reached under the bar and brought out an oak club about 18 inches long and hit the man square across the head, knocking him off his stool and onto the floor. After a minute or two, the man got up, straightened himself up and said to the bartender, "I'm sorry. I didn't know this was Hillary country." It's not!" replied the bartender. "This is horse country".

What The Internet Has To Offer.
Well lets see what everyone thinks about what goes on on the internet. Personally I think that the internet is a great way to meet new and interesting ppl and have friends all over the world. It is also good for jobs and something to do when you are bored and have nothing else to do with your time. I personally have pages all over the place and I really dont know what I would do without them. I am a mother of 2 and when you have kids and a job you really dont have alot of time for much of a social life. So I turn to my PC to keep in touch with friends and family and meet new ppl. I love to talk and know what is going on in the rest of the world. You do have your downs to the internet to like hackers that wants to destroy ppl's lives and the porn you can find on the net. Tell me what your opinions are about the internet. What are your views about what goes on in PC land.

To My Babes.....
I woke up today in London As the plane was touching down And all I could think about was monday And maybe ill be back around If this keeps me away much longer I dont know what i will do Youve got to understand its a hard life That im going through And when the night falls in around me I dont think ill make it through Ill use your light to guide the way Cause all I think about is you Well L.A is getting kinda crazy And New york is getting kinda cold I keep my head from geting lazy I just cant wait to get back home And all these days i spend away Ill make up for this i swear I need your love to hold me up When its all too much to bear And when the night falls in around me I dont think ill make it through Ill use your light to guide the way Cause all I think about is you And all these days i spend away Ill make up for this i swear I need your love to hold me up When its all too much to bear When the night falls in around me I dont think ill make

32 Strange Things You Likely Didn't Know
1. A rat can last longer without water than a camel. 2. Your stomach has to produce a new layer of mucus every two weeks or it will digest itself. 3. The dot over the letter "i" is called a tittle. 4. A raisin dropped in a glass of fresh champagne will bounce up and down continuously from the bottom of the glass to the top. 5. A female ferret will die if it goes into heat and cannot find a mate. 6. A duck's quack doesn't echo. No one knows why. 7. A 2 X 4 is really 1-1/2" by 3-1/2". 8. During the chariot scene in "Ben Hur," a small red car can be seen in the distance (and Heston's wearing a watch). 9. On average, 12 newborns will be given to the wrong parents daily! (That explains a few mysteries... .) 10. Donald Duck comics were banned from Finland because he doesn't wear pants. 11. Because metal was scarce, the Oscars given out during World War II were made of wood. 12. The number of possible ways of playing the first four moves per side in

Ok Are You Still In The Family.
ok i know that there are alot of crazy and stupid stuff going on.I am just asking this cuz i got a message that some of the people in the family were leaving us. so if you are in this family plz leave a comment just saying family. oh and did any of yall get an e-mail saying that there are no more families on fubar?

Kids Write About The Sea
1) This is a picture of an octopus. It has eight testicles. (Kelly age 6) 2) Oysters' balls are called pearls. (James age 6) 3) If you are surrounded by sea you are an Island . If you don't have sea all round you, you are incontinent. ( Wayne age 7) 4) Sharks are ugly and mean, and have big teeth, just like Emily Richardson. She's not my friend no more. (Kylie age 6) 5) A dolphin breaths through an asshole on the top of its head. (Billy age 8) 6) My uncle goes out in his boat with pots, and comes back with crabs. (Millie age 6) 7) When ships had sails, they used to use the trade winds to cross the ocean. Sometimes, when the wind didn't blow, the sailors would whistle to make the wind come. My brother said they would have been better off eating beans. (William age 7) 8) I like mermaids. They are beautiful, and I like their shiny tails. And how on earth do mermaids get pregnant? Like, really? (Helen age 6) 9) I'm not going to write about the sea. My baby brother

Dixie Wolf (the Seduction Of...)
I thought you knew me but it seems you never did I tried to find you in the castle where you hid I took the pictures that you ruined from my wall No one remembered me I was right after all I am the villain to you You are the princess to me And I got you where I want you Let love bring you to your knees If I can not have you, darling, no one will This fairy tale is ending, this fairy tale is ending REST IN PIECES I am the hero to you You are the villain to me I jumped a building or two To write this love story I was the prince that every dame was looking for But you gave your love to every jester at your door Well I always knew that you would end up stepping out But that's what this cannon aimed at you is all about I am the villain to you You are the princess to me And I got you where I want you Let love bring you to your knees If I can not have you, darling, no one will This fairy tale is ending, this fairy tale is ending REST IN PIECES I am t

Things We Can Learn From Our Dogs
Run, romp, and play daily. If you want what lies buried, dig until you find it. When you’re happy, dance around and wag your entire body. When it’s in your best interest, practice obedience. Never pass up the opportunity to go for a joyride. Take naps and stretch before rising. glitter-graphics.com

Blacklisted By Fubar!
Earlier today I told ya'll about Lord Wolf being blacklisted. Here is an edited version of what he says: "I contacted a Laywer to see if we could get the FCC involved with the mistreatment of us but the FCC doesn't cover internet sites as internet sites are a free interprize" Does anyone know who to contact in such matters? Are the people who create these sites allowed free reign over everything? Is there a "FUBAR GOD"?

How To End A Relationship
She told me we couldnt afford beer anymore and that i would have to quit Then I caught her spending $65 for makeup I asked her how come I had to give up stuff and she didnt She said she needed the makeup to look pretty for me I told her that was what the beer was for I dont think shes comming back!

News For All
News for all. As of Monday I will not be online much. I have been overloaded with alot lately and the internet will be shut off on Monday. If you want me to contact after that day, leave me a phone number to reach you at. That way I can still call after that day. I am planning on getting a regular cell phone that day instead of the prepaid one I have at this time. Just wanted to make sure and let all of you know, cause I may or may not be able to get on my laptop at the library and you know they block most sites from their computers. My life is going nuts right now, alot of drama around the area and it seems to have an affect on everything. I will miss all of you and I will keep in touch the best I can. Take everyone and have a great weekend. Love Always, Your friend Angel, Brenda ~Snowflake~ xoxoxoxo My email addy is : brenda111678@yahoo.com for those who want to contact me by email that dont have a phone.

New Words For The Work Place For 2007
NEW WORDS FOR 2007 : Essential vocabulary additions for the workplace 1. BLAMESTORMING : Sitting around in a group, discussing why a deadline was missed or a project failed, and who was responsible. 2. SEAGULL MANAGER: A manager, who flies in, makes a lot of noise, sh*ts on everything, and then leaves. 3. ASSMOSIS : The process by which some people seem to absorb success and advancement by kissing up to the boss rather than working hard 4. SALMON DAY : The experience of spending an entire day swimming upstream only to get screwed and die in the end. 5. CUBE FARM : An office filled with cubicles. 6. PRAIRIE DOGGING : When someone yells or drops something loudly in a cube farm, and people's heads pop up over the walls to see what's going on. 7. MOUSE POTATO : The on-line, wired generation's answer to the couch potato. 8. STRESS PUPPY : A person who seems to thrive on being stressed out a

My First Fuck Up
well today im sitting here all fucked up because of a slip i had in my recovery....there are nothing but good things that came from today... i realized that the disease of addiction will be with me for the rest of my life,however it is my choice to do what is nassacary to do what it takes to seek my recovery... i was coming up an a year clean and uuuhhh yeah i slipped ...i feel it was a message from my higher power whom i care to call god.... he put my ass in check by sending back out cause i thought i no longer needed to take my medication. (which consists of meetings and alot of looking into self) for those that actually call themselves my friends on here have helped alot by just being there for me today.. both in and outside of the fellowship ... i also learned that regaurdless of what i think of myself i am a decent person.. regaurdless of what i have done in my past i cant hold my self hostage about all that.. and believe me i have done and witnessed some foul shit.....

The Fool
Cold and lonely as I sit across from reigning kings These days are empty and I feel like this one was written about me Because as I wandered, I felt like she was wandering too Never knew the grass was growing Never knew where I was going I felt alive I felt vivid I fell asleep under the table I don't know why my lip is bleeding I underestimate the need in silent love Should I have lost the love tonight? Are we running out of time? It's dark and cool there tonight I feel fine And if kissing the fool makes it right I feel fine sweetheart There's my story though sad and tragic it is true I've watched the sun set on the hills and lost the ones I knew But that's just me, this is me I'm lonely and aging Now I know where I am going But never knew the grass was growing I'm still alive and still vivid I'm waking up under the table I don't mind that my lip is bleeding Its ok, I just need silent love Should have lost the love tonight, Are we running out of tim

The Ten Kitty Commandments
1. Thou shalt not jump onto the keyboard when thy human is on the computer. 2. Thou shalt not unroll all of the toilet paper off the roll. 3. Thou shalt not project hairballs from the top of the refrigerator. 4. Thou shalt not sit in front of the television as if thou art invisible. 5. Thou shalt not jump onto thy sleeping human’s bladder at 3 A.M. 6. Thou shalt not reset thy human’s alarm clock by walking on it. 7. Thou shalt not trip thy humans, even if they are walking too slowly. 8. Thou shalt not push open the bathroom door when there are guests in thy house. 9. Thou shalt not jump on the toilet seat just as thy human is sitting down. 10. Thou shalt attempt to show remorse when being scolded.

The New Bondage Radio Members Section
Things are going through some changes at the Bondage Radio since I have taken over the General Manager's position. We now have a great new members section, which you can access with this link; http://members.bondageradio.com Membership is free and you will also have access to the BondageRadio main web site complete with listen now links and chat now links which will allow you to interact with the DJ's and the other BondageRadio members. Check us out, and remember, no Kink is too Kinky and no Fetish is too Freaky. Keep it real Si|ky P.S. Our Members section is also a Free Dating Site for those of you trying to find that someone special. Drop in and have some fun.

The Walls Have Teeth
There has been an accident at the house built out of sticks I will miss that little piggy I can't believe this Write this down and tell the world that the wolf has been found When he dreams he dreams of flawless escape Won't you try to get out of the way Wait this is a cover up. There has been one more victim But I don't know his name And the wolf has got a taste for bacon But it's just a part of the game When he dreams he dreams of flawless escape Won't you try to get out of the way Wait! This is a cover up Let me see him Alert the press! Where is the warden? Where is the wolf? I've got to find him Whenever you want it you can come and get it Whenever you want him you can come and get him

What A Difference A Century Makes!
Here are some of the U.S. Statistics for the Year 1907: The average life expectancy in the U.S. Was 47 years old. Only 14 percent of the homes in the U.S. Had a bathtub. Only 8 percent of the homes had a telephone. A three-minute call from Denver to New York City cost eleven dollars. There were only 8,000 cars in the U.S., and only 144 miles of paved roads. The maximum speed limit in most cities was 10 mph. Alabama, Mississippi, Iowa, and Tennessee were each more heavily populated than California. With a mere 1.4 million people, California was only the 21st most populous state in the Union. The tallest structure in the world was the Eiffel Tower! The average wage in the U.S. was 22 cents per hour. The average U.S. worker made between $200 and $400 per year. A competent accountant could expect to earn $2000 per year, A dentist made $2,500 per year, A veterinarian $1,500 per year, And a mechanical engineer about $5,000 per year. More

Lone Ranger
The Lone Ranger and Tonto stopped in the desert for the night. After they got their tent all set up, both men fell sound asleep. Some hours later, Tonto wakes the Lone Ranger and says, "Kemo Sabe, Look towards sky what you see?" The Lone Ranger replies, "I see millions of stars" "What that tell you?" asked Tonto. The Lone Ranger ponders for a minute then says, "Astronomically speaking, it tells me there are millions of galaxies and potentially billions of planets. Astrologically, it tells me that Saturn is in Leo. Time wise, it appears to be approximately a quarter past three in the morning. Theologically, it's evident the Lord is all-powerful and we are small and insignificant. Meteorologically, it seems we will >have a beautiful day tomorrow. What's it tell you, Tonto?" Tonto is silent for a moment, then says, "Kemo Sabe, you dumber than buffalo shit. It means someone stole tent."

The Cat That Predicts Death
Oscar the cat seems to have an uncanny knack for predicting when nursing home patients are going to die, by curling up next to them during their final hours. His accuracy, observed in 25 cases, has led the staff to call family members once he has chosen someone. It usually means they have less than four hours to live. "He doesn't make too many mistakes. He seems to understand when patients are about to die," said Dr. David Dosa in an interview. He describes the phenomenon in a poignant essay in Thursday's issue of the New England Journal of Medicine. "Many family members take some solace from it. They appreciate the companionship that the cat provides for their dying loved one," said Dosa, a geriatrician and assistant professor of medicine at Brown University. The 2-year-old feline was adopted as a kitten and grew up in a third-floor dementia unit at the Steere House Nursing and Rehabilitation Center. The facility treats people with Alzheimer's, Parkinson's disease and other

*** Last Night ***
I lie awake waiting for you. As I lie on my bed, thinking about you, I feel the strong urge to grab you and squeeze you, because I can't forget last night. You came to me unexpectedly during the balmy and calm night, and what happened in my bed still leaves a tingling sensation in me. You appeared from nowhere and shamelessly, without any reservations, You lay on my naked body.... You sensed my indifference, so you applied your hungry mouth to me without any guilt or humiliation, and you nearly drove me crazy while you drained me. Finally I went to sleep. Today when I woke up, you were gone. I searched for you but to no avail, only the sheets bore witness to last night's events. My body still bears faint marks of your enthusiastic ravishing, making it harder to forget you. Tonight I will remain awake waiting for you....... "You fucking mosquito!!" he he he...Tc n peace..Boo

I Am Only Me
I am only me, that is all that I can be No more, no less, don't second guess I love, I laugh, I live and cry, I've wished at times, that I could die Some days I'm funny, others I'm not, Sometimes I'm in overdrive and can't stop I am a loyal and honest friend, You know that I'll be there until the end I am a mother, my children my greatest gift, The smiles on their faces always give me a lift I am a romantic, sensual, sexual, and passionate too, To the love of my life, I'll share this with you I can be sweet and shy or sassy and bold, I'm quite a handful, or so I've been told I am not perfect, I do have my faults, Like when I get scared I put up high walls Or I'm not as forgiving, as I'd sometimes like to be, Because when I hurt, I hurt deeply you see. My logic is all my own, at times misunderstood, Because I don't always do things for my own good I have many facets, like a diamond you see... I am only me. ~ Author Unknown ~

This Ones For My Baby.
ever since ive met joe, i just completely, fell in love him him, i love him with all my heart, and inever felt for anyone else. i miss him like hell. he don even know. until he came into my life: he is the only one who made me smile as much as he do. the only one who really understood me. the only one who i truly love. the only one who makes me stop crying. i know we was going to be together forever. even though distance departs us. we still see each other, though, we dont see eachother as much as we want to. atleast we get to see each other. i still know that we are both thare for eachother always.i know for a fact that out love is strong, pure and just fuckin right. :] L is for loving you. O is for our outstanding love. V is for I love you so fuckin much. E is for everything that we have been through .

Marauders No More Pt. 1
Two years ago, I wrote a short stroy detailing the events that led up to the first chapter of Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone. With the release of the seventh and final book, I am doing a rewrite with the details revealed in Deathly Hallows carefully woven in. I hope you enjoy the first installment that I am giving you... Marauders No More: The Rise of the Chosen One Part One: The Prophecy Breathe deep the gathering gloom, Watch lights fade from every room. Bed-sitter people look back and lament, Another day's useless energy spent. Impassioned lovers wrestle as one, Lonely man cries for love and has none. New mother picks up and suckles her son, Senior citizens wish they were young. Cold hearted orb that rules the night, Removes the colors from our sight. Red is grey and yellow white. But we decide which is right. And which is an illusion? “Nights in White Satin” by the Moody Blues It was a cold, snowy night on the outskirts of Hogsmeade; Albus Dumb

Blonde Joke
Homer walked into a sports bar around 9:58 PM. He sat down next to this blonde at the bar and stared up at the TV. The 10:00 news was on. The news crew was covering the story of a man on a ledge of a large building preparing to jump. The blonde looked at Homer and said, "Do you think he'll jump?" Homer says,"You know, I bet he'll jump." The blonde replied, "Well, I bet he won't." Homer placed $20 on the bar and said, "You're on!" Just as the blonde placed her money on the bar, the guy did a swan dive off the building, falling to his death. The blonde was very upset and handed her $20 to Homer, saying, "Fair's fair. Here's your money." Homer replied, "I can't take your money. I saw this earlier on the 5 o'clock news and knew he would jump." The blonde replied, "I did too, but I didn't think he'd do it again." Homer took the money

Adding Friends And Such
Ok here goes just cause I don't add ya as a friend doesn't mean anything I mean come on I don't have time to add everybody who sends the request get over it people if this is a problem don't send the damn things.

New Colored Name
some of you have noticed the color of my name has changed, I have new responsibility's here but as a person I have NOT changed this is not going to my head I am not a power driven person, I am and will always be the same person here as I am outside my own door,I'm still your friend,I will still comment you and rate you and will still blog I just want you all to know that some things will change take no offense, for one, I will be looking out for the best interest of this site and over seeing things, so you too can see what it is all about (if you haven't already) I invite you to look at the fubar bible it tells you what you need to know when using this site, feel free to shout me anytime if I am NOT on then I will return your shout later thank you all here is the link to the fubar bible. http://fubar.com/bible.php peace...

Summer Afeternoon
I am sitting here thinking off all my friends.The ones I left behind wen i mived from Utah.The ones I left wen i moved from the canyon.The ones I mad here.The ones I met in rl the last few mouths.The ones i have yet to make I am aslo thoink of the people I loveThe once who also love me even ager all these years. And the other once I made online and wsalked away form me. I only have a few people that I am realy cose to. I do not have to say name. You know who you are. You are the once that love me even if my beleafe are a bit difent the everyone seces. The once who are passaintwith me. Even wen I am not passaint with myself. I was tought wen i was little to luv everyone. And I do. But there are ony a few that I love. Stepahnie Have a great Summer day to all I love, and Luv

Asperger's Syndrome : The Definition
Asperger syndrome From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia Asperger's syndrome Asperger syndrome (also referred to as Asperger's syndrome, Asperger's disorder, 'Aspergers, or AS) is a condition on the autistic spectrum. It manifests in individual ways and can have both positive[1][2][3][4][5] and negative effects on a person's life. Like other autistic spectrum disorders, Asperger's includes repetitive behavior patterns and impairment in social interaction. However, Asperger's differs from 'classic' autism in that non-social aspects of intellectual development generally proceed at a normal or accelerated rate.[6] The disorder affects people in various ways, but individuals with Asperger's commonly share characteristics such as an ability to focus intensely on areas of interest, hyposensitivity/hypersensitivity to certain stimuli and sensory integration problems, self-stimulating ('stimming') behaviors such as rocking back and forth or verbal utterances, and difficulty interpret

Hind Lick Maneuver
Two hillbillies walk into a restaurant. While having a drink, they talk about their moonshine operation. Suddenly, a woman at a nearby table, who is eating a sandwich, begins to cough. After a minute or so, it becomes apparent that she is in real distress. One of the hillbillies looks at her and says, "Kin ya swallar?" The woman shakes her head no. "Kin ya breathe?" The woman begins to turn blue and shakes her head no. The hillbilly walks over to the woman, lifts up the back of her dress,yanks down her drawers and quickly gives her right butt cheek a lick with his tongue. The woman is so shocked that she has a violent spasm and the obstruction flies out of her mouth. As she begins to breathe again, the hillbilly walks slowly back to his table. His partner says, "Ya know, I'd heerd of that thar Hind Lick Maneuver, but I ain't never seed nobody do it!"

Luke 6:27-35
27"But I say unto you that hear: Love your enemies, do good to them that hate you. 28Bless them that curse you, and pray for them that despitefully use you. 29And unto him that smiteth thee on the one cheek, offer also the other; and him that taketh away thy cloak, forbid not to take thy coat also. 30Give to every man that asketh of thee; and of him that taketh away thy goods, ask them not back. 31And as ye would that men should do to you, do ye also to them likewise. 32For if ye love them that love you, what thanks have ye? For sinners also love those that love them. 33And if ye do good to them that do good to you, what thanks have ye? For sinners also do even the same. 34And if ye lend to them from whom ye hope to receive, what thanks have ye? For sinners also lend to sinners, to receive as much again. 35But love ye your enemies, and do good and lend, hoping for nothing in return; and your

It's A Shocker!...
Yes, Ryan uttered the "S" word at the end of last night's performance episode. Tonight we're in for the ultimate SHOCKER.Goody.But, of course, any hardcore Idol viewer knows that what they consider a "shocker" and what we consider "shocking" are often two very different things. So what could it be on this night where Nigel, Ken, Ryan, Simon, et. al., will be high-fiving each other over the gazillions of dollars they have raised to save all of the little children all over the globe? Maybe...It won't be an elimination night. After all, what a downer way to end such a star-studded show than to kick one of the kids to the curb and make them cry as they watch their funeral footage. So the shocker could be that everybody's safe, because all of the votes were just meant to profit charity, not to crush the dreams of a better life for LaKisha and her kid. (We're saving kids, remember?) The problem with this, as a "shocker", is that they've done it before, in season two, after Corey Clark w

So Long Kelly P.
Aphrodite and Cupid were watching over the Kodak Theatre this week as Final Six Idol Contestants sang love songs this week. Being a closet romance freak, I was hoping to find some moving performances from our stellar six. Coached by the incredible Andrea Bocelli and his "buddy" Dave, the idols were truly prepared for this weekÂ’s vocal battle. Katherine McPhee tackled Whitney HoustonÂ’s "I Have Nothing" with the poise of a champion songstress. She lost focus on a few notes here and there, but the overall performance was far beyond solid. Finally, Randy and Paula had some good constructive criticism to hand out to Katherine this week. The judges were all quite harsh, but America didn't seem to agree. Katerine was in the top two this week and seems all but assured of a spot in the finale. If Katherine can just keep pumping out the star quality, she will be this seasonÂ’s winner. Katherine does have the competition nipping at her heals. Chris Daughtry sang a vocally clean and po

Tummy Pics
Best Tummy on Fubar (Male and Female and even prego bellies) 1st- 1 day blast 1,000$ in fubar gifts 2nd- 3,000$ in fubar gifts 3rd- 1,000$ in fubar gifts *gifts are your choice and amount is subject to change* Comment Bombing is allowed rates worth 2 pts each comments worth 1 pt each no downrating or ill kick your fubar ass! =P send all pics to me or direct me to the apporpriate picture! Heather "O" ~Loves Our Troops~ ELITE BOMBER~Gerry's Mistress@ fubar (repost of original by 'Heather "O" (fubar wife to Big Deal)~Loves Our Troops~ ELITE BOMBER~' on '2007-07-28 12:58:31')

Quote For July 28
All of the biggest technological inventions created by man - the airplane, the automobile, the computer - says little about his intelligence, but speaks volumes about his laziness. -- Mark Kennedy Bonus Quote: Bisexuality immediately doubles your chances for a date on Saturday night. -- Woody Allen This public service is brought to you daily by FUBAR's Yoda©, speak to you I will!

Having A Bad Day?
In a hospital's Intensive Care Unit, patients always died in the same bed, on Sunday morning, at about 11:00 a.m., regardless of their medical condition. This puzzled the doctors and some even thought it had something to do with the supernatural. No one could solve the mystery as to why the deaths occurred around 11:00 a.m. on Sunday, so a worldwide team of experts was assembled to investigate the cause of the incidents. The next Sunday morning, a few minutes before 11:00 a.m., all of the doctors and nurses nervously waited outside the ward to see for themselves what the terrible phenomenon was all about. Some were holding wooden crosses, prayer books, and other holy objects to ward off the evil spirits. Just when the clock struck 11:00, Pookie Johnson, the part-time Sunday sweeper, entered the ward and unplugged the life support system so he could use the vacuum cleaner. Having a Bad Day???? The average cost of rehabilitating a seal after the Exx

Simpsons Movie Briefly
Very sleepy now (have been, did not sleep well or much) - but the film was really very good, fun and funny. I laughed often, and it was more than just a longer episode, I think... (well, some of the individual episodes have ... ok, I am not going to go down those tangents and I don't want to write a review so early that says too much, either.)

Laugh For July 28
Tattoo Art... A woman walks into a tattoo parlour. 'Do you do custom work?' she asks the artist. 'Why of course!' 'Good. I'd like a portrait of Robert Redford on the inside of my right thigh, and a portrait of Paul Newman on the inside of my left thigh.' 'No problem,' says the artist. 'Strip from the waist down and get upon the table.' After two hours of hard work, the artist finishes. The woman sits up and examines the tattoos. 'That doesn't look like them!' she complains loudly. 'Oh yes it does,' the artist says indignantly, 'and I can prove it.' With that, he runs out of the shop and grabs the first man off the street he can find; it happens to be the town drunk. 'Well, what do you think?' the woman asks, spreading her legs. 'Do you know who these men are?' The drunk studies the tattoos for a couple of minutes and says.'I'm not sure who the guys on either side are, but the fellow in the middle is definitely Willie Nelson!'

Omg Haters.
u know what i have been here for over a year and never had any issues this place is getting rediculus . I place a mum on superstition that was it nothing else and it was flagged inapropreate or nsfw whatever. fuck u haters go jump off a bridge FUUUUUCCCCKKK U!!!!!!

New Job
I started a new job on Monday. It has been really different from anything I have ever done. I talk to people on the phone all day...and no, not a 900 number..lmao...(well maybe my mind is the only one who went there) I quit my other 2 part time jobs and now work full time here. I made it thru the training week, so cross your fingers for me, that all will keep going good.

Hair
My hair use to be long, then short, then long, ect; blonde, red, black, blue, and now black. I can never seem to make up my mind. I do like long hair, and I liked it when I had long hair, but I always seem to get to that one length that makes me want to rip it all out! Sadly I seem to be at this crossroad again; and I'm fighting the urge for a spunky short cut. I want to have braids and pigtails! I want to have curls one day if I feel like it, and ironboard straight the next. I'm trying to find the courage inside to get through this ordeal. I've even thought of other modifications to keep my mind off my hair, like more piercings; my first tattoo; and coloring my hair a bluish black. I might even get my nails done!! Anything to keep me from touching my hair. Help! >.

House
This starts out on a beautiful spring morning. Temps are in the 70's, slight breeze but just an absolutely beautiful day. I am at my desk in my office, returning calls from the night before. I have on a black suit w/a purple pin stripe, it's a 2 piece (one of my favorites, love to wear when it's nice out). The suit is a dress with a jacket that is the same length as the dress. The dress is a basic a-line style, the straps are the thin spaghetti strap style, the top of the dress runs across the top of my breasts, leaving just the slightest little bit exposed but not much, it goes to about 3 inches above the knees, the jacket is a duster type, long sleeves, has the vent cut to the bottom, center of the back, there is simply one tie in the front with silver on the end if I choose to close it slightly. My shoes are black, open toed with about a 3 inch heel on it. I have my brief case (light brown/red Samsonite, lol, bought it when I was first promoted to manager), it's open on my desk, has

To All My Friends,family, And Fans...
I Appreciate You,Friends Family,and Fans... TO ALL MY SPECIAL FRIENDS, AND FANS... I'm sending this note, sealed with a warm embrace that I hope puts a smile upon your lovely faces. Between the lines, I hope you'll see, how very dear you all are to me. For there's a magic in written words that can speak a happiness that's felt not heard. So across the miles, I'm reaching out like a warm wind, to let you all know that I appreciate you,all my friends. TEJANA POR VIDA

Bar
We walk into a bar, there is music playing, lots of people dancing. It's kind of dark inside but after our eyes adjust, we can see the entire room. I am wearing a beautiful black lace dress, goes to right above my knees, low in the back, low cut in the front but elegant, not trashy (lol, haven't ever had the chance to wear it).... black lace top thigh highs, black lace panties with matching black plunge bra, hope that gives a good visual. You have your arm around my waist as I look around the room. I see a table in the back corner, it's a booth with a high table top. I point to it and we go sit. Soon after, the waitress comes up to take our drink order. I have my hand on your thigh, squeezing slightly which makes you flinch. I can see the nervous look on your face while she is still in front of us. I move my hand up your leg, placing on the outside of your trousers. She walks away as I start to unzip your pants. I take you out in my hand. You are still looking around, not sure if anyon

First Touch
The time you were away flew by quickly. We were both anticipating when you would return to the states, when we could finally get to see each other. I know that you have seen pictures of me but I want to make sure that you are pleased when we meet. I pick out something pretty basic to wear but it's comfortable and looks good. I have put on my jean skirt, it goes right to the knees. My shirt is a simple button up blouse, green, have on a necklace that falls across my collar bone with a pendant in the middle. Since I have on the skirt, I've decided to wear my boots that go half way up my calf. My hair is down, dried it straight like in the pictures that I have sent you. Made sure not to forget to freshen my body spray, want you to think of me anytime you smell that scent. It's still kind of cool out so I have on my long dark grey coat. Watching the clock, I know that you will be arriving soon so I head to the airport. Anxiously waiting for your flight to arrive, I find myself pacing. I se

Drive Home
It's a sweltering evening, the sun is setting on the city, not looking forward to the long drive home, the A/C is broken in my Jeep and I haven't had time to take it to the shot to be repaired. It's after 6pm, had to work after my office closed. I changed out of my suit into a black, low cut, velvet halter top, tan bra underneath, jean skirt with tan lace panties, skipped the nylons -- it's was too sticky & hot out. I stop at the corner store to get a big bottle of ice cold water for the ride home. As I am walking out of the store, I spot you, damn.... you look good. Can make a girls mind wonder. I didn't realize that you noticed me in the store. I climb into my Liberty, your truck is parked next to me. Your truck is a little higher off the ground than mine, you can see inside of mine from that vantage point. I put my bottle of water up to my lips, running my tongue across the opening, slowly moving it across my soft lips. After I take a drink, I tip the bottle letting a little water r

Confused
Hey, I am just sitting here trying to figure out what to do. I want to be with this guy and he wants to be with me. The problem is that we live in 2 different states and that makes it really hard on us both. I am trying to do what I think is right by trying to get my life straightened out and then moving out there to be with him and I am thinking that if I do that things will be much better for us. If anyone has any advice please help. Thanks Jessica

What Color Is Your Heart
You scored as Pink, Your heart is pink. You're everyone's friend. Woo go you! Everyone loooves you!! You're the definition of a true friend, which is why you mean so much to your friends. You will do anything to see your friends smile, you have a great quality- don't change for anybody.Blue89% Pink89% Yellow75% Purple29% Orange29% Black25% White21% Green14% Red7% ~What colour is your heart?~created with QuizFarm.com

For You
We are in the lounge having a great time. The music and drinks are flowing. We are out on the floor dancing. They are playing a great variety tonight. The room is dimly lit. Not too many people there. A slow song comes on, you pull me close to you. I can feel each breath you take. You look into my eyes. I can see the love you have for me as you can see that I have for you. You lean in and kiss me. It's very deep and passionate. As we kiss, we zone out everything and everyone around us. We can hear the music but other than that it's as if the only two people in the room are us. You grab onto me, lifting me up, kissing me even deeper. I react by wrapping my legs around your waist locking my legs around you. You walk us to the back of the room and back me against the wall, moving your hand along my thigh... the thought of you getting closer to my kitty makes me squirm a little. You like this. The way you have me held against the wall, you can reach down to your zipper, you

Night Of Tattoo
You've made all of the arrangements. Everything is set in place for the events that are to follow. The tattoo artist is flying in to meet us. You've got the hotel room all ready to go per his instructions as to what he would need.. all the way to the place for me to lay while he extends the tattoo on my back. You've taken great care to insure my comfort thru the process knowing this is going to take several hours. There is music on hand, you know what I like to listen to and you have made sure it's all there. The room is large, lots of light coming in thru the windows, it's rather soothing. The windows cover almost the whole wall, facing out over the entire Vegas valley. It's a beautiful site, I just stand in awe even though I have seen this site many times, never fails to amaze me how beautiful it is here. You've already had our items placed into the room, before we even made it that far. No detail has been missed, music, drinks, company... everything is there. You can see

Interview P. 2
Alright, here's the final part of this one....... After driving away, I head home. When I get home, I go in, take a shower and clean up making sure my cell isn't far away. After a little while, you call. When I answer, you ask if I have something to write on. You give the directions to your place, you remind me, 7pm sharp. You also tell me that I should pack a bag, tell my husband that my new job is taking me out of town, I will be unreachable during meetings and will have to call him as I can. You also tell me what to wear for the evening. Taking notes, trying not to miss anything, I tell you that I've got it, no problem. The call ends and I head to go get ready. Some time goes by so I head out. I arrive infront of your home, very nervous. I look at the clock, it's just before 7. I step out of the truck and head up to your door. You answer, welcoming me and stepping back so I can come in. I have my hair in a twist, you look at me and tell me "Let your hair down. I don't wan

The Interview
It's a Thursday, my phone rings, it's you. You introduce yourself and explain that you have my resume and would like to set an appointment to meet with me. You don't say much about what the job would be but you need a personal assistant. We hammer out the details and set a time on Friday, in the morning, to meet. Can't put my finger on it but I like your voice, felt an attraction to you from it. The next morning, I find myself thinking about you, wondering what you look like, if you look as good as your voice sounds. I step out of the shower, dripping wet, as I am drying off, I wonder what I should wear, want to be presentable for an interview but... want to get your attention, have you notice me. I have the perfect outfit, the perfect things to wear underneath as well. I arrive at your office, you walk out and greet me. Introducing yourself "Hi, pleasure to meet you. Hope you found my office alright." I am taken back by you. All I can say is wow... you look as good as you soun

Saturday
being a parent is hard at times today was one of those times everything i said was ignored i was argued with and yelled at i have punished without raising a hand the stress has caused a rift with the hand that i long to hold

If Only U Knew
if only things would change if only you knew just how i feel if only u could see my pain If only u walked my shoes If only u could know me If only u cared for me If only u loved me If only u didn't lie If only u didn't make me cry If only u knew what it was like for me to see the pain and stop the hate and calling me names. If only u saw me cry and have me as a friend and to trust and see how it is to be happy again is what i want if only u knew what i'm like in life then you wouldn't be saying the bad things u been saying about me that make me cry so if only it would change so i can smile again. If only u cared it would make me smile in life and i would always help u no matter how mad i am at u. by rachell brink

Today Sucked
Man I messed up today.. I ran a red light today and damn do I feel stupid.. I feel like shit.. I like have a fever and I don't know why.. Although I did get a manny and peddy today that made me feel kinda good.. I went to the gym and damn I am out of shape.. I need to really step it up and make my body back to its tone self...

C&t Stash Club Members And Friends
We have some more new members. Please take some time and stop by their pages and show them some love. Let them know who you are and that your part of the stash club also. Please check mine and Carlas blogs regularly, as we are adding new members daily to the "NEW MEMBERS" blog. Thanks, Tracy

For My Special Friend David {drkangel}
You are special, because you're someone's friend. You've touched someone's life in a unique way like no one else could. You've been there when someone needed you, when someone felt sad and all alone. DAVID, You've given comfort. You've made someone smile. You've been there to celebrate the good times, and to lend an ear when someone needed you to listen. You are special, because you're my friend, and I appreciate everything you've done for me. LOVE YOU, TEJANA POR VIDA

Not In Love
We're Not In Love So often people say they found their lover in their friend. I just have to wonder if they’ve found a means to fit their end. I thought I knew you for so long, but now I’ve come to see That this man is a stranger, and you don’t remember me. For the first time in my life I wanted someone I could keep- To treasure me both heart and soul, to hold me in my sleep. When I saw you I was overjoyed, my search at last concluded, Who knew that I would come to find that I was just deluded? Because as we grew together something still kept us apart, I have your body and your mind, but I’ll never have your heart. And I still wish that we could have that true love and forever, But reality stole my happy ending, leaving me with never. And if you asked, what would I say? Would I dare to throw it all away? Would yes be right? Or is it no? But we never ask, so on we go. And still I know that in the end, You’re not my lover but my friend. This is the truth th

Gghosts
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Ha Ha Aint That Some Crap
Daily Horoscope: Taurus For July 28,2007 A loved one urged you to take a risk, but now that you're ready to step up to the plate, he or she gets a case of cold feet. Don't let that stop you. Once you've set your mind on something, you're determined to go all the way.

To Boone My Dear Friend !!!
BOONE, I WANT TO THANK YOU. I COUNT ON YOU AGAIN AND AGAIN. NEVER STOP BEING YOU! I APPRECIATE ALL YOU DO,MY DEAR FRIEND! BOONE, A FRIEND IS SOMEONE WHO LISTENS AND CARES. A FRIEND IS SOMEONE WHO'S ALWAYS THERE. A FRIEND BRINGS HAPPINESS THAT CAN WARM AND MEND. I'M GLAD THAT I CAN CALL YOU A FRIEND. A LOT OF PEOPLE HAVE ENTERED MY LIFE,BUT ONE THING REMAINS TRUE... I'VE NEVER MET A SINGLE SOUL WHO HAS TOUCHED MY HEART LIKE YOU. THANK YOU FOR BEING A FRIEND. LOVE YOU, TEJANA POR VIDA

World
All around me are familiar faces, worn out places, worn out faces. Bright and early for their daily races, going nowhere. And their tears are filing up their glasses. No expression. Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow, No tomorrow..... And i find it kind of funny, i find it kind of sad. The dreams in which im dying are the best I have ever had. I find it hard to tell u, cause i find it hard to take.

A Little Help For A Friend...
Ok, I'll get right to it.. I have a friend on here who's in a contest with "pucker up pictures". She'll get a cherry blast if she wins. But, to win, her picture needs 10,000 comments!!! Right now it's only at just over 1,000. Please help her win by going here... http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=315127&albumid=451563&i=1788044368 And commenting on her image. Leave as many as you'd like! In fact, if you don't have anything else or anything better to do, leave lots!!

It's A...
GIRL!!!! Awwwwwwww... it's a 3D ultrasound.. I'm 6mo. pregnant and she's just the most beautiful thing in the whole wide world.. Can you see the lil nose and lips? awwwww Just thought I'd share this excitement with my friends.. If you don't like it, don't look.

The Band Thing
The most enduring local bands do not necessarily have the greatest talent, but the greatest compatibility of temperament types. You can't have a band with four charismatic leaders. There is a leader-often the person who felt the need for the band in the first place-and the others. No matter what they call themselves, they're Giant Ego and the Yes Men, or Spotlight on Me and the Interchangeable Sidemen. I suppose there are some musicians who put together bands because they enjoy playing music. Rather than ending with fireworks, they quietly peter out because the players can no longer find the time to practice or do the work involved in booking and performing. Or like Hootie and the Blowfish, they make their money, buy their houses, and retire early to play golf. But more often there is always one person in the band who is the Problem, or as I like to call him, the Giant Asshole, the Ego from Hell, the Big Baby, the one who cannot comprehend that not everything is about him because

Myself
I am who I am and do not believe in flashing my T & A on my page and do not do the NSFW. I am a Mother #1 and foremost and that is who I am.. A Singly Mom that is completely independent and do not play any kind of games with anyones heart (Mine had been hurt too many times and know how it feels) and I do have a tendency of speaking what is on my mind and do believe in simple communication and honesty.. I don't own anyone, slavery went out along time ago and do not believe in stalking anyone and do not lie about my feelings to anyone. I am not married have not been for quit some time and really don't need anyone. Had too many abusive relationships and a real bad marriage and is not ready for any marriage right now, but I do have some real good male friends that I would give my right arm for and they do know who they are and our relationships is between us and NO ONE ELSE. I'm just really sick and tired of ppl trying to but in and trying to put wedges in them.. To those ppl

Can U Relate !?!
Feel the weight of passing time, all those crazy faces run through my mind and that song has brought me a teardrop to my eye, cant tell the bottle from the mountain top, No we are not right. I see this world but i cant relate, Hey that everything must accelerate. And now my hands are shaking, but i just cant stop. When im weak and my head is sore and i feel like i cant go on no more. I come in here where normal rules do not apply.

Samoans!!!
"A Samoan man walks into a cafe one early morning and noticed that he was the only Samoan man there. As he sat down, he noticed a white man behind him. The white man said, "Colored people are not allowed here." The Samoan man turned around and stood up. He then said: "Listen ki'o.....when I was born, I was BROWN. When I grew up, I was BROWN. When I'm sick I'm BROWN. When I go in the sun, I'm BROWN. When I'm cold, I'm BROWN. When I die, I'll be BROWN. But you ki'o.... When you're born, you're PINK. When you grow up, you're WHITE. When you're sick, you're GREEN. When you go in the sun, you turn RED. When you're cold, you turn BLUE, and when you die, you turn PURPLE. And you have the NERVE to call me colored?"

Avoiding Uncouth Hours
You would think I'd have been busier at work this week than I have been, loaning money out to people who've blown their own wads at the North Dakota State Fair on its last day today. But outside of yesterday when six people borrowed money, I've had this week only twelve other people borrow money and only two extend their own loans. We're open six days a week and we're closed Sundays. I've been asking people how they've enjoyed the fair, and many of them have elected not to go this year. Overall attendance this year has been a slump, partly due to the triple-degree heat the first half of this week and partly due to the overpriced concession stands, games, and concerts. Between us, one day of the fair is more than enough for me -- Martha said she'd go back this afternoon, but that's only because she happened to have a ticket her aunt Stella visiting from Bismarck couldn't use because her family headed back this afternoon. I could go after I get off work, of course, but why? A fo

An Attempt...
Wellhung: Hello, Sweetheart. What do you look like? Sweetheart: I am wearing a red silk blouse, a miniskirt and high heels. I work out every day, I'm toned and perfect. My measurements are 36-24-36. What do you look like? Wellhung: I'm 6'3" and about 250 pounds. I wear glasses and I have on a pair of blue sweat pants I just bought from Walmart. I'm also wearing a T-shirt with a few spots of barbecue sauce on it from dinner... it smells funny. Sweetheart: I want you. Would you like to screw me? Wellhung: OK. Sweetheart: We're in my bedroom. There's soft music playing on the stereo and candles on my dresser and night table. I'm looking up into your eyes, smiling. My hand works its way down to your crotch and begins to fondle your huge, swelling bulge. Wellhung: I'm gulping, I'm beginning to sweat. Sweetheart: I'm pulling up your shirt and kissing your chest. Wellhung: Now I'm unbuttoning your blouse. My hands are trembling. Sweetheart: I'm moaning

Keep In Touch With The Ones U Care About!
Around the corner I have a friend, In this great city that has no end, Yet the days go by and weeks rush on, And before I know it, a year is gone. And I never see my old friends face,For life is a swift and terrible race, He knows I like him just as well, As in the days when I rang his bell. And he rang mine but we were younger then,And now we are busy, tired men. Tired of playing a foolish game, Tired of trying to make a name. "Tomorrow" I say! "I will call on Jim Just to show that I'm thinking of him." But tomorrow comes and tomorrow goes, And distance between us grows and grows. Around the corner, yet miles away, "Here's a telegram sir," "Jim died today." And that's what we get and deserve in the end. Around the corner, a vanished friend. Remember to always say what you mean. If you love someone, tell them. Don't be afraid to express yourself. Reach out and tell someone what they mean to you. Because when you decide that it is the right time it might be too la

Peggle And Ribeyes
What a freaking addicting game... given how it is just pachinko on steroids. Enough... quiting now. Time to go to the store and get fixins for BBQ this afternoon. Ribeye steaks, white corn, garlic/cheese bread, strawberry shortcake. Gonna make a few killer steaks... marinated only in Dave's insanity sauce. Five bites and you're done... hey, sounds like a good weight loss program. Mark

Online
I've not been able to be online for a while, I'm not ignoring you my friends...I am sitting in a motel parking lot swiping wifi to be on right now lol...I'm hoping to be online in the next 2 weeks and will be returning all the love you all have shown me...Hugs and Love to all my friends...Blessings...

Uncertain Future
darkness exudes from my blackened heart enveloping me stripping me from within blackened by the heartache and brokenness i’ve endured all my life i lived my life in miserable solitude consumed by thoughts of morbidity and pain questions constantly running through my mind if i never saw you again, what would i do? for certain i’d lose all hope for existing what else is there to live for? my blackened heart would bleed chrome blood my eyes would cry bloody tears wistful thoughts would fill my brain as my yearning grows stronger and stronger never did i think i’d love this way this deeply… this emotionally… this intensely… to lose you would be to lose myself for without you there is no me my days and nights would all be a blur filled with longing… with loss… with a yearning to my unanswered questions of our future together a future filled with promise… a future filled with love… a future no one would understand but us not that it would matter not that we woul

Turmoil
Turmoil lost... confused... solace... discontent... apathetic... at war with myself... part of me misses... part of me craves... part of me desires... part of me yearns...for your love i thought you had forgotten me moved on with your life that i was a thing of the past a phase... a triumph... a trophy... but to myself i felt a failure i thought you didn't care that the love we shared was a farse yet i knew in my heart that was far from the truth when you left i knew you had to that it was not because of me you wanted a better life... you had to get away... so who am i to stop you? but no longer having your warm body wrapped around mine put terrible thoughts in my head i kept blaming myself for your absence did i not keep you happy? satisfy your every need? want? desire? if i'd done something differently you still be here? holding me? kissing me? caressing me? loving me? we'd be married today probably with kids, what you think of tha

To The Brink Of Insanity
why do you do the things you do? you’re driving me insane! yet if i ever lose the love you give i’d never be the same people often wonder why the hell we’re together they see us bitch hear us quarrel witness our hurtful barrage towards each other they’ll never understand, will they? that’s just how we are! sarcasm at it’s best it comes natural to us both you’re there for me as i for you no matter the circumstance that will always be true there are times when you’re being cordial… those are times i’m fearful of… you’re not being yourself something’s wrong! my mind races to find the cause… solve the problem… my God, am i in love? perhaps… then again, perhaps not… only time will tell when it does, will you reciprocate?

Web Love
She cryed herself to sleep. Tonight is a lonely night for her. It feels like a night that will never end. She brakeup with her boyfriend on this gloomy night. She heading to dream land. In her dream she is stuck in a huge glowing spider web but with no spider insight. It is a web of confusion in her minde. her heart is in so much paine she feel's like as if she was suffcating. When she was with her boyfriend the communication, trust, respect, attention, and loyalty hade die in thier relationship. Sometime's.......Love just die's her heart and soul is confused she doesnt know what she want nomore. That is why she feels trapped in the web. Someone is heading towards her in the web. A fine black man with braids and smooth big lips. Senses why she is trapped. within her heart she found the right man. He is crawling on the web like a spider. The man sensed all the details of what she is looking for. As of now she is face to face with the stranger. He will release her from the web wi

I Love The Way You Love Me
I'm not a big country music fan... but the words of this song struck a chord in my heart... :) "I like the feel of your name on my lips And I like the sound of your sweet gentle kiss The way that your fingers run through my hair And how your scent lingers even when your not there And I like the way your eyes dance when you laugh And how you enjoy your two hour bath And how you convinced me to dance in the rain With everyone watching like we were insane But I love the way you love me Strong and wild Slow and easy Heart and soul So completely I love the way you love me I like to imitate old jerry lee And watch you roll your eyes when I'm slightly off key And I like the innocent way that you cry At sappy old movies you've seen hundreds of times But I love the way you love me Strong and wild Slow and easy Heart and soul So completely I love the way you love me And I could list a million things I love to like about you But they all come down to o

Bulletins, Bulletins, And More Bulletins
Yanno, I know I have said this before, but when a normal person posts a bulletin, hardly anybody looks at it, but when someone with a VIP or something of that nature posts a bulletin pimping someone everybody and their momma reads it. But I bitch even once about something and no one looks at it. But when it benefits someone and they know they are gonna get points for it, it gets stickied in a goddamned minute. The fact of the matter is, I know everyone on here is just a regular person in life (well maybe not everyone) but on here some are treated like damn gods, and it sickens me. And I know full well someone is gonna have something to say about what I have said in this blog, and personally I don't give a damn anymore. Because the thing is, not everyones opinion matters but certain people on this site seem to think that theirs is the only opinion that matters. But opinions are like assholes...everybody has one.

Sunday Sale Peek
I am doing a sale today until 7pm Shipping is $3.00 Paypal is accepted Payment must be made within 2 hours by paypal of agreeing to purchase. After today...I will be shutting down my myspace and changing this profile to fit me..not the product. PEEK AT A COUPLE ITEM prices...but I have alot in stock.... Home Alone is normally 22.00 - GET IT TODAY for $5 Gooser is normally 42.50 - GET IT TODAY FOR $8 Personal Massager is normally 15.00 GET IT TODAY FOR $4.00 That is just a SMALL LIST of what I have.. I am running this sale through my yahoo messanger...if you want to take advantage...turn on yahoo.... add friend pureromancepartiesbyjanie ..send me a shout to let me know that your here for the sale....etc.. Thanks to all Janie

Personality
Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ESFP) Your personality type is playful, charming, open minded, and energetic. Only about 7% of all people have your personality, including 9% of all women and 5% of all men You are Extroverted, Sensing, Feeling, and Perceiving. How Rare Is Your Personality?

Just A Song........
Did I disappoint you or let you down? Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown? 'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun, Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won. So I took what's mine by eternal right. Took your soul out into the night. It may be over but it won't stop there, I am here for you if you'd only care. You touched my heart you touched my soul. You changed my life and all my goals. And love is blind and that I knew when, My heart was blinded by you. I've kissed your lips and held your head. Shared your dreams and shared your bed. I know you well, I know your smell. I've been addicted to you. Goodbye my lover. Goodbye my friend. You have been the one. You have been the one for me. I am a dreamer but when I wake, You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take. And as you move on, remember me, Remember us and all we used to be I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile. I've watched you sleeping for a while. I've been the mother of

Ww2 Bomb Found
Reuters - Saturday, July 28 04:14 pmLONDON (Reuters) - Police closed streets near Canary Wharf on Saturday after an unexploded German flying bomb from World War Two was found on a construction site. (Advertisement) Bomb disposal experts were called in to make the V1 missile safe after it was unearthed close to the complex that houses 80,000 office workers during the working week, police said. At weekends the area is busy with shoppers and visitors. Police closed several roads around the site in Millharbour, a road in the former docklands. "Ambulance, fire and police are there and the building site has been evacuated," a police spokesman said. The area was cordoned off, he said. Thousands of V1s, nicknamed "Doodlebugs", were fired at the capital during the war, with the docks a prime target. Hundreds of unexploded bombs from the war are buried across the country, according to government figures. They are unearthed from time to time, often during building excavations.

Covens
Merry Meet everyone! I am looking for information that anyone may have about a coven that maybe they belong to or know of. I am looking to join a coven or form one of my own and either need one to join or need some suggestions on formong one. Please send me a msg if you have any info or suggestions. Thank you and Blessed Be!

Help Me Wake Up...
My happy lil semi-perffect world is crashing down around me.For the past almost 4 months things have been goin real well for me and my Lo...Then all the sudden His son died yesterday.Everything is like a bad dream that i just can't seem to wake up from.I want my life back to normal,and Devlin to still be alive.I hate the fact that there is nothing I can do,other than sit here and be here for when my Lo needs me. I haven't seen my Lo sense yesterday morning at 10 til 9.He has been at his parents with his oldest son Mikey.I haven't been able to talk to him either.It just makes it worse that I can't even give my man a hug and tell him we will get thru this. I love my man to death and the boys,and i would do anything for my man and Mikey.I would do anything to bring Devlin back and take his place. Sometimes life is not fare.I seariously really wish I could just wake up from this horrible dream.

I Was Reminded
As we lay there quiet I was reminded of all the reasons why I lust you Your smile, and the way it teased at me seductively Your laugh, and the way it tempted me Your eyes, and the way they seem to hypnotize me As we sat there silent I was reminded of all the reasons why I love you Your smile, and the way it brings such life into me Your laugh, and the way it makes everything okay Your eyes, and the way they seem to read my thoughts As we stand here now I am reminded of all the reasons why I hate you Your smile, and the way it confuses me Your laugh, and the way it seems to mock me Your eyes, and the way they can look into mine and not feel a thing

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At Night
At night At night I lay and think of you hoping my wishes and dreams come true At night I wonder can this be the end is this all that's left At night I wish we could go to the way things were At night I lay and cry about the things that happened and how it all ended At night I lay and think of us, I mean you and I At night I realize there's no more us At night I dream of us together again At night I wish for us to be together again But in the morning I realize it was all At Night

My King
you greeted me from high as i entered a kind demeanor, a warm hello and every day you i’d see from my spot down below yet you’d always bring yourself down to my level stooping or sitting to lessen the distance dear friends we became through sightings of frequence yet over the years my feelings have deepened… as in you i confide my woes and triumphs every day i long to see you with that sincere yet mischievous smile i know deep inside you feel the same as i yet how do we cross that line? from friends to lovers, that’d be nice we’ve been on several dates… though i truly wish they went farther… i cherish every moment we’ve spent together talking, laughing, just hanging out but a question keeps nagging me at the back of my brain… if i made a move, would you look at me the same? it’s a chance i’ve wanted to take for years… yet, my King, how would you receive it? you call me your Princess, i’d rather be your Queen

Corrupted Love
A warm sensation fills my body My heart races with every touch The softness of your voice soothes My soul As I lay there hoping the moment Will never end Calling out for you Praying that you'll never let me go The sensation so strong I can no longer feel my body Slowly I fade in and out of reality In an instant the warm sensation Fades away My heart empty My soul torn apart Lying there; wondering where I went Wrong Calling out for you, only to find there is no answer My mind invaded with thoughts So cruel and unrefined The sensation of fear of what's to come Slowly the reality over powering The lust and fantasy Leaving me empty Confused on how to think or feel The loneliness I feel So wretched and compelled Betrayal to myself Revealing the terrors of my love

Going To Germany
Hello everybody!! I just wanted to let you all know that will read this that i will be offline for the next 1 and a half week. And the reason is that i am flying out to Copenhagen, Denmark at 1 am on the 31st of july. Me and my pal will spend a day in Copenhagen and then on the 1st of august we will head over to Germany by bus and with 58 other crasy icelanders. This will be a long bus trip as it takes almost 8 hours to drive where we are going but it will be worth it. As soon as we get to the destination Wacken Open Air Festival that is we will make camp and get to know the group a little better, me on the other hand will probably go and take a good walk around the area go to the market and get me some beer of course lol. Well those 4 days that i will be at this festival will surely be fun lots of bands to see and i will definitely take lots of pictures for you to see. But anyways me and my pal will leave on monday morning by bus to Reykjavik and we have to buy some camping gear when

My Greatest Mistake
consumed by emotions too strong to control when the mere thought of you fills my entire being with desire thoughts so intense they seem real… thoughts so real i simply become exhausted… exhausted at the memory of your touch… the feel of your hot breath on my neck… our bodies entwined into one… thoughts that drive me to the brink of insanity… could this be real? is it a mistake? overwhelmed by confusion and fear… yet a second chance with you… a chance i’ve waited six long years for… is worth the risk… reject me you may… but it’s a chance i’m willing to take… six years is a long time to wait… but to miss this opportunity may be my greatest mistake…

Long Lost Love
long lost love one that i’ve prayed to return the devastation i endured when it was stripped from me endless nights pondering as to why… with desires for you still burning within driving me to the brink of insanity a continuous yearning… a head filled with fantasies of what could have been… visions full of promise… a life filled with love… our destiny was to be together yet you took that all away six years of misery… six years of pain… six years of uncertainty… will i ever love again? then fate stepped in perhaps it was god… you found me again can we pick up where we left off? or start over anew? both having matured greatly drastic changes have taken place our lives are no longer as they once were… no longer the same individuals… yet the love we had for each other still burns within… time? yes sacrifice? of course worth it? definitely

Stop Harrassing Dazzy-lynn!!!! :(
Here we go AGAIN.....FIRST FORNICATES NOW DAZZY...Grrrr.. Stop harrasing DAZZY!!! Dam... Ya haters needs to stop that shit..... She is BEAUTIFUL the way she is.... So if ya dont like it.. Get off it.... Before I ZOMBIE bitch slap ya'll.......... Dazzy a kewl chick!!!!! So GUYS and GALS.... Stop by her page add her Fan her rate her and TELL HER MIDNIGHT ZOMBIE GIRL SENT YOU .. :) HEHE... ........MIDNIGHTZOMBIEGIRL....... Click on her Pic to get to her site of the LINK below!!!! :) Thankies.... http://fubar.com/user/660533

Sadness
Seek Not My Heart Oh gentle winds 'neath moonlit skies, Do not you hear my heartfelt cries? Below the branches, here about, Do not you sense my fear and doubt? Side glistening rivers, sparkling streams, Do not you hear my woeful screams? Upon the meadows, touched with dew, Do not you see my hearts a'skew? Beneath the thousand twinkling stars, Do not you feel my jagged scars? Seek not my mournful heart kind breeze, For you'll not find it 'mongst these trees. It's scattered 'cross the moonlit skies, Accompanied by heartfelt sighs. It's drifting o're the gentle rain, A symbol of my silent pain. It's buried 'neath the meadow fair, Conjoined with all the sorrow there. It's lost among the stars this night, Too far to ease my quiet fright. No gentle winds, seek not my heart, For simply ... it has torn apart.

Adicted To Email
Half of Britons are e-mail addicts Half of Britons are e-mail addicts A study has found that half of Britons could not exist without e-mail, and that their lives would end if they couldn't have access to their inbox. Do we really feel this way? Are we that reliant on our e-mail for business or personal use? Could we go back to the days without e-mail, or even mobile phones, and is it possible to get so addicted to a communication technology that some of us might actually say that we couldn't go on without it? Tell us what you think. Mobile phones, texting, emails - which one could you live without if you had really had to? Have your say. Please post your message at the end of this page. Moderators will remove comments that break house rules. If you're concerned about a comment, please use the "Report violation" links. Views expressed here are not necessarily those of Virgin Media. 1. Jul 21, 08:49 Aaron Alderson from Kent says: I would get rid o

Kill My Spirits
you’ve tried to kill my spirits stating untruths to destroy my determination fallacies to make me question my knowledge lies to manipulate me to doing your will setting forth such ludicrous rules knowing i’d rebel constant barriers put up in hopes that i fail for what? all this does is alienate me more yet you insist on not changing thinking what you are doing is right you never realized that i am my own person i cannot lead the life you couldn’t i cannot learn from your mistakes i can only grow from my own you may not agree with the choices i’ve made wishing i’d done things as you would have but my choices and mistakes are what made me who i am they build the character i long to have you can ridicule me in hopes i’ll choose the path you did attempt to sway my thoughts to emulate your own but know it will not work i am my own person this is my life, not yours accept me for who i am do not reject me for who you wish i was

Done
You know what....now I'm really fucking pissed...I just wrote a whole fucking thing about why I'm leaving and because a fucking subject box was'nt filled I now have to do it all again....just yet another reason why this fucking place blows.....anyway I'm writing this to Tiff,Ramel,Honielynne and Kelly....I "doubt" you cats will read it but here's to the chance that you do because it's to you guys this goes out to and maybe like the 3 other people that "might" take the time to read it and that's probably giving it more credit than it deserves. Anyway enough of me "bitching" as I seem to do that too much anyway. I'm not gonna be coming on here like I did or have been anymore...I hate this place it fucking blows....to me it's a fucking popularity contest. I hate thae fact that I gotta rate pics,stash,profiles,blogs,mums do contests and I hate the fact that I feel obligated to do so just because someone rated me....it's bull-fucking-shit....Yeah I know....there goes T "bitching" about poin

It Doesn't Interest Me...
"It doesn't interest me what you do for living. I want to know what you ache for, and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing. It doesn't interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love, for your dreams, for the adventures of being alive. It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon. I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow, if you have been opened by life's betrayals, or have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain. I want to know if you can sit with pain, mine or your own, if you can dance with the wildness and let ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful, to be realistic, or to remember the limitations of being human. It doesn't interest me if the story you are telling me is true. I want to know if you can disappoint another to be true to yourself; If you can bear the accusation of

Is It Wrong Violent Game In Church
Is Sony wrong to use Manchester Cathedral as a setting for a violent game? Is Sony wrong to use Manchester Cathedral as a setting for a violent game? The Church of England wants an apology from Sony over the use of Manchester Cathedral as a backdrop for a violent war game. They say that Sony acted irresponsibly given Manchester's history of gun crime, and that the game undermines the church's work. Is Sony glorifying gun crime? Should Sony apologise and the game be withdrawn? Should a place of worship be used in this way? Would there be more uproar if a Islamic mosque was used, or a Hindu temple? Or, do you see it as harmless, even funny? Have your say. Please post your message at the end of this page. Moderators will remove comments that break house rules. If you're concerned about a comment, please use the "Report violation" links. Views expressed here are not necessarily those of Virgin Media. 1. Jul 28, 14:15 A Gamer from Web 2.0 says: J Rob

Fubar? What A Gay Name
FUBAR= fucked up beyond all recognition. Stupid name. Boy I sure would be pissed if i spent the money to ba a (vic), now you have to be a very important ferry i mean fubar(vif) , and dumbfuck up and changed the name to fubar. FUBAR fucking come on! shoulda changed it to i'mafuckingretarded.com/blurtdumbassnameshere We want cherry tap back You dumb shit. Fuck your gay ass surveys too. no wonder people leave this site, dumbfuck begs for your points, changes the name, adds surveys and spam, sells your cookies to 3rd parties and the moderarors and owners are probably all fags. FUCK YOU FUBAR.

Its Raining Guitars!
By this time next week i will have become the proud owner of two more electric guitars.. A guy i know has offered to trade me a 1963 Fender Jazzmaster and a new Fender usa Telecaster for my Gretsch 6120.. Fender Jazzmasters from the 60s are being sold on Ebay for 4 to 10.000$ depending on the condition of the guitar and this one looks like its brand new, add to that a new Fender american Telecaster with texas special pickups and i gotta say that this is one really sweet deal.

Are You Worried About Wireless Raditation
Are you worried about wireless radiation? Are you worried about wireless radiation? A Panorama investigation has highlighted potential risks from wireless (Wi-Fi) networks. The programme found some classrooms had radio frequency radiation levels three times those of a mobile phone mast. While mobile masts are not permitted to be sited near schools, 70% of secondaries and 50% of primaries use wireless networks. The levels are still 600 times below the Government's safety limits and the official line says there are no risks of adverse health effects. However, some scientists on the Panorama programme linked similar radiation levels with an increase in cases of cancer, short-term memory loss and lower concentration capacity. Do you think it is time the Government held a proper investigation? Are you happy about your children being exposed to the radiation in schools? Is it time to unplug the Wi-Fi transmitter in your home? Have your say. Please post your message at the end of

Poll 2007
Do we really need any more CCTV? Do we really need any more CCTV? The UK now has more CCTV video surveillance than any other country in the world with over 4 million cameras. The technology is rapidly advancing with cameras, networks and databases growing ever more sophisticated. Yet there are apparently few safeguards to protect the data or our civil liberties. Indeed, Information Commissioner, Richard Thomas, recently voiced his fears that Britain had become "a surveillance society". This week a new generation of "talking" CCTV cameras will be rolled out across the country, using loud speakers to tell people off for a range of anti-social behaviour. Do you think faceless cameras barking orders are a step too far? Does the government need to rethink its approach to CCTV? Is George Orwell's 1984 becoming reality in modern Britain? Or perhaps you feel safer knowing you are being watched? Are the cameras effective at preventing crime? Are they necessary to keep order on our street

Irish Goddess
I am the daughter of the early hour of the morning. I am the huntress who by dawnlight throws the net into the glade of the woodcocks. I am the falcon who watches as the wood cocks rise and are caught in the net. I am the fish that struggles in the water, swimming towards the great grey rock that marks the deep pool. I am the daughter of the fisher who spears the fish. I am the shadow of the tall white stone where my father lies, the shadow that moves with the day towards the river where the fish swims, towards the forests where the glade of the woodcocks is blue with flowers. I am the rain that makes the hare run, sends the doe to the thicket, stops the fire in the middle of the round house. My enemies are thunder and the beasts of the earth who crawl by night, but I am not afraid. I am the heart of my father, and his father. Bright as iron, swift as arrow, strong as oak. I am the land. Slainte Irish Goddess

Illogical Desire
long restless nights plagued with images of you tossing and turning in a restless slumber thoughts in my mind try to eradicate the turmoil raging within attempting to find reason for my illogical desires the yearning to feel your arms sheltering me from harm when the source of the harm is you… thirsting for your kiss… the feel of your lips upon mine… while blocking out the moments of violence i’d been forced to witness… praying for the day you’d become the man i fell in love with many years ago yet knowing that too much time has passed… this new personality has become ingrained… this temperament comes so naturally you wear your jealousy and resentment on your sleeve yet i close my eyes and pray… i pray for the days we had… when you’re love for me saw no boundaries those days were so long ago yet if only we could experience that again…

Enigmatic Obssession
one day you’re with me next thing i know you’re gone you’ve given me many memories especially that song one i’ll cherish forever until the end of time a symbol of our friendship something one of a kind i know this may sound mushy they’re things you’d never hear me say but these things must be told and writing is my way one thing you must know to my heart you hold the key it’s something you’ll always possessed but never get to see if i were to describe my feelings the word i’d use is love the one that’s very hard to show because it’s sent from up above i can’t imagine how my life would be with you so far away i’d probably cry and think of you with every passing day time is passing quickly the day is drawing near a day of rain and cloudiness the very day i fear let’s not say a sad goodbye but a happy see you later for if we say that awful word my pain would indeed be greater i pray you’ll always remember me or my heart you’ll break in two but if you fee

Friendship
I Will Love You Anyways You walked into my Life, when my world was dark and cold, you held out your arms, and my heart and soul you did hold. You promised you would never leave, that you would always be there, I never knew that I meant so much, that my heart was worth enough to care. You showed me so many things, I started to dream of you every night, you melted the coldness in my heart, with the warmth of your light. I ended up falling for you, how could I not - you're an Angel in disguise, and every touch from you makes my soul hot. But then you told me it's not the same. for you only think of me as a friend, I cannot understand this, the wrong messages you did send. I never knew you bought your friend flowers, and touched them like a lover, I never knew you held your friends' hand and caressed them under the covers. I am so far, I cannot turn back now, you are My Best friend, so what do I do now. I don't know much, except here I am again in Love with another

Keep Him In Your Prayers!
Last night a man that is a father, a Grandpa, an Uncle, a Brother and sooooo much more had something terrible happen. For those of you that know Angie and David, he's Angie's Dad. Yesterday on July 27th he passed out while he was home alone and when he came too, he called his wife. An ambulance was called and he was rushed to the hospital. Where he was then rushed away to another hospital. He had suffered from a brain aneurysm and has a long road of recovery ahead of him! Please keep him, his wife and the rest of his family in your prayers and if you know Angie, let her know that she is in your thoughts and prayers. As for me, Angie you know I am always here for you and if you need ANYTHING just call me, no matter what time of day or night! you know I always have a shoulder for you to cry on and I am always here to listen if you need to talk! I love you and just stay strong! Uncle Victor is a strong man even through everything he has been through and I have faith that he will pu

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I wont be on for quite awhile I might come back and I might not I dont know what I am doing anymore My life sucks so I have to go for awhile so please just leave me messages and I will get back to you as soon as I can. Thanks to all my friends I am going to miss you guys and I will never forget anyone take care everyone. My life seems to have gone bad to worse. My life is over so I will see everyone if I come back please keep me in your prayers going to need them. Send me your love cause I will need all I can to keep going.

Do Not Say Goodbye
one day you’re with me next thing i know you’re gone you’ve given me many memories especially that song one i’ll cherish forever until the end of time a symbol of our friendship something one of a kind i know this may sound mushy they’re things you’d never hear me say but these things must be told and writing is my way one thing you must know to my heart you hold the key it’s something you’ll always possessed but never get to see if i were to describe my feelings the word i’d use is love the one that’s very hard to show because it’s sent from up above i can’t imagine how my life would be with you so far away i’d probably cry and think of you with every passing day time is passing quickly the day is drawing near a day of rain and cloudiness the very day i fear let’s not say a sad goodbye but a happy see you later for if we say that awful word my pain would indeed be greater i pray you’ll always remember me or my heart you’ll break in two but if you fee

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i never dreamed i’d find a guy who complimented me the way you do similar interests… similar passions… similar mindsets… similar desires… a masochist a sadist two peas in a pod sexually compatible best friends who think so alike it’s scary… yet to never hear from you again would be worse… we may have just met may not know about each other’s pasts but learn i’m willing to do i know you’ve been hurt in the past… i’m aware of the hesitancy in your ways the feelings are there, of that i’m certain but so are the fears and memories… i cannot foresee the future but with every moment we’ve spent together i’ve grown fonder of you perhaps i’m simply trying to fill a void in my life… a longing for a companion whom i can relate to on all levels… a companion whom i can share my life with… a companion who completes me… whether i ever find that person, i do not know but what i can promise is this the road ahead will be difficult but endure it we must all we need is faith

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We're having a huge yard sale again the 17th & 18th and THIS time I want to be prepared. So starting tomorrow my time on here will be sporadic. Will be working on going through things and taking short breaks on here about every hour for only 20 min or so at a time unless of course its happy hour lol. I need the money from the yard sale to fix up the house so I can sell it and get out from under a huge mortgage and a marriage that should have ended years ago. So wish me luck on being physically able to stick with it until all in the house has been gone through as well as all the stuff in storage. On bad days I will be on more sucks not always being physically capable of doing what needs to be done. But I AM determined to not only get it done but get on with my life. Thanks to all my friends that have been there to listen to me vent. Love you guys

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