've found that whenever I look at people on dating sites I'm left wondering why the fuck would I want to talk to them. Its not that their bad people and are probably fairly nice. Its that they are disinteresting. Whenever I read one of these things people always come off sounding silly. Not phoney necessarily, but just silly. All the people who are on their seriously as well as those on their to just see how many people want to fuck them. I look at a lot of things on the internet around four or five in the morning so I have a pretty good grasp on what people will write. The one I find most irritating is that "I don't know what to write about myself" bull shit. You can make anything an adjective with quotations apparently. Anyway, most people will talk endlessly about what they think. Most people only think about how things affect them anyway. How is it this incredible leap to write down what the fuck you like? I just cant describe myself. Listen you're not that fucking complex. This is theoretical physics and it certainly is not organic chemical equations. Get a fucking grip on yourself and say something honest. I'm overly honest about everything. People hate that. They expect tact, but I reserve tact for people I feel deserve it. You do not automatically warrant tact in my world. You get as much as you deserve. Some people gain tact values others lose them. Tangents aside, it really just boggles the mind. Then there are this simplistic craptastic descriptions which always seem to describe the individual as down to earth. What the fuck does that mean? Gravity affects you like all other objects? The world sucks and you prove it by being held down to it? Stop with the fucking bull shit metaphors. Shit self fucking assesment is the gift of knowledge of self. You know you exist. You have an ego. You are elevated above the mental capacity of an animal. Think fucking critically. After that start thinking about how you treat other people because all I seem to see is that everyone is self centered. Its always I want. Here is great discussion in that regard. People are too selfish for marriage. Bull shit, marriage is all about selfishness. You want that person to yourself. People just have no clue regarding debate. I just want me time. Well some people just want me persons. Stop filling your head with useless beliefs about everything or at the very least question the bull shit you believe. I am so prone to tangents when I cant sleep. Seriously though people just accept the shit they come up with. It is crap you realize? Its not real. Its just what you think. Thats all it is none of it is real. Just a bunch of fallacies you perpetuate to yourself so that you can feel alright. Keep the little use and thems you have going. God I'm such a fucking hippie about somethings. Question it all. Its not fucking real unless you tell yourself it is enough to the point where you believe your opinions are fact. There are no fucking facts. I can go on and on like this. No facts at all. Just a bunch of bull shit rules you apply to explain all the crap you see. I need order it makes no sense. Fuck. And to think all this started out
