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Job 28 ; 12 ; - 29 ; About Wisdom >>
12 :But where can wisdom be found?And where is the place of understanding. 13 ;Man does not know it,s value,Nor is it found in the land of the living. 14 ;The Deep, says it,s not in me. And the sea says it,s not in me. 15 ;It can not be purchased for gold, nor can silver be weighed for it,s price. 16 ;It can not be valued in the gold of o' phir. 17 ;Neither gold nor crystal can equal it. nor can it be exchanged for jewlry or fine gold. 18 ;No mention shall be made of coral or quartz. for the price of wisdom is above rubies. 19 ;The topaz of Ethiophia can not equal it,Nor can it be valued in pure gold. 20 ;From where then does wisdom come? and where is the place ofunderstanding? 21 ;it is hidden form all the eyes of all the living,and concealed from birds of the air. 22 ; destruction and death say we have heard a report about it with our ears. 23 ; God understands it,s way,and He knows its place. 24 ; for He looks to ends of the earth,and s

A Very Old Man Lay Dying In His Bed
A very old man lay dying in his bed. While in death's doorway, he suddenly smelled the aroma of his favorite chocolate chip cookies wafting up the stairs. He gathered his remaining strength and lifted himself from the bed. Leaning against the wall, he slowly made his way out of the bedroom, and with even greater effort forced himself down the stairs, gripping the railing with both hands. With labored breath, he leaned against the door frame, gazing into the kitchen. Were it not for death's agony, he would have thought himself already in heaven. There spread out on the newspapers on the kitchen table were literally hundreds of his favorite chocolate chip cookies. Devoted wife, seeing to it that he left this world a happy man? Mustering one great final effort, he threw himself toward the table. The aged and withered hand, shaking, made its way to a cookie at the edge of the table, when it was suddenly smacked with a spatula by his wife. "Stay out of those" she said, "they're for

The Bourne Ultimatum
I've seen the other two films but not read the books yet. For all three I can say very nicely-done, exciting, got past my usual resistance to suspense films of all kinds (including action films when the heat turns up) by making sure one could "tell the characters without a playbook" or however and that one cared what happened to enough of them... (As to the plot and the ending I say nothing, though I know it's been out for a bit now as a movie and rather longer as a novel.)

Irish Ballerina
A large woman, wearing a sleeveless sun dress, walked into a bar in Dublin. She raised her right arm, revealing a huge, hairy armpit as she pointed to all the people sitting at the bar and asked, "What man here will buy a lady a drink?" The bar went silent as the patrons tried to ignore her, but down at the end of the bar, an owl-eyed drunk slammed his money down on the counter and bellowed "Give the ballerina a drink!" The bartender poured the drink and the woman chugged it down. She turned to the patrons and again pointed around at all of them, revealing the same hairy armpit, and asked, "What man here will buy a lady a drink?" Once again, the same little drunk slapped his money down on the bar and said, "Give the ballerina another drink!" The bartender approached the little drunk and said "Tell me, Murphy, it's your business if you want to buy the lady a drink, but why do you keep calling her a ballerina?" The drunk replied, "Any woman who can lift her leg

Sheppard's Pie
Ingredients: * 1 onion, chopped * 1 clove garlic, chopped * 1 lb ground beef * 1 can tomato soup * 1 16oz can green beans * 1 package instant mashed potatoes, prepared grated cheddar cheese Method Saute onion and garlic. Add ground beef and cook until browned. Stir in tomato soup and green beans. Pour into bottom of casserole dish. Cover with layer of mashed potatoes. Sprinkle cheddar cheese on top. Bake at 350 degrees for 25-30 minutes. Notes: Number of servings: 3

Destruction Of A Good Man
Destruction Of A Good Man Never did anyone imagine this man once ever having a good life. Now his life is lived in Jails,Prisons and back alley ways; he runs with other Alcoholics and Addicts just like himself chasing the Demon of addiction,never could anyone see the destruction of a once good man as he takes his very last breathe. Poem By: Charles LaMark Nelson

Ramen Stir Fry
Ingredients: * 1 pound beef boneless sirloin * 2 cups water * 1 pkg Oriental-flavor ramen soup mix * 1 bag(16 oz) fresh refrigerated stir-fry vegetables 1/4 cup stir fry sauce Method Remove fat from beef. Cut beef into thin strips. Spray 12-inch nonstick skillet with cooking spray; heat over medium-high heat. Cook beef in skillet 3-5 minutes, stirring occasionally, until brown. Remove beef from skillet. Heat water to boiling in skillet. Break noodles from soup mix into water; stir until slightly softened. Stir in vegetables. Heat to boiling. Boil 5 to 7 minutes, stirring occassionaly, until vegetables are crisp-tender. Stir in contents of seasoning packet from soup mix, stir fry sauce and beef. Cook 3 to 5 minutes, stirring frequently, until hot. Notes: Number of servings: 4

-sad-
Walking in my nighty; rubbing my eyes My fathers sitting on the sofa with his friend He pats the seat in the middle; i sit Shivering so cold; a quilt he lends "Jessy you love me don't you" a smile; his Their breathe spirts weep "Daddy you know i do; what is it?" He smiles at his friend; his hand creeps His friend takes my hand; looks me in the eyes Daddys creeping up my nightie; cold hands I try to pull his hand away; their grip is strong! They look at one another; nod; something planned I feel my palms sweat; Daddys under my knickers "Daddy im going to bed! Night" Pulling again But there grip is to strong for weak me I look at both; and ask, who are these men? His fingers going up me; pulling away His friend leans forward; a kiss? Why? His toungue moving mine; my eyes squint Lean back and away; "Why are you doing this?" No answer, i feel the pain inside me; him Chucks the quilt on the floor; me to I try and scamper away, but im not fast "O Daddy please,

My Vacation
Well not much to say at this time but I will be going to Daytona on August 12 and staying in a condo on the beach close to Main Street till the 19th . I will post more after I get back and hope to have some new Pic's. Hi I'm back, Had a great time on the beach, and in the pool. did a little shopping and a lot of drinking. I took some pic's but then my camara broke or something so I lost all of them. looks like I will be buying a new one when I can.

Steak Diane
Ingredients: * 1 1/2 pounds top sirloin steak, cut 1/2-inch thick * Salt to taste * Pepper to taste * 2 tablespoons butter * 1/2 teaspoon dry mustard * 1/4 cup chopped green onion * 2 tablespoons butter * 1 tablespoon Worcestershire sauce * 3 tablespoons dry Sherry wine * 1/4 teaspoon Garlic Powder 1 tablespoon chopped parsley Method Cut steak into 4 serving portions and pound to 1/4-inch thickness. Sprinkle lightly with Salt and Pepper. In large heavy skillet, melt 2 tablespoons butter and stir in mustard. Add onion and as many steaks as will fit in pan. Quickly brown and transfer to heated platter. Repeat with remaining steaks. To pan juices, add remaining 2 tablespoons butter, Worcestershire sauce, Sherry and Garlic Powder with Parsley. Cook over high heat until slightly thick. Stir in parsley and pour sauce over steaks. Notes: Serve with new potatoes, Bibb lettuce salad and broiled tomatoes.

Sparkling Strawberry Lemonade
Ingredients: * 3 cups quartered strawberries * 1 cup cold water * 1 tablespoon sugar * 1 6 ounce can frozen lemonade concentrate (undiluted) 2 cups sparkling water chilled Method Combine first 3 ingredients in a blender and process until smooth. Combine strawberry puree and lemonade in a pitcher. Stir until lemonade dissolves. Add sparkling water mixing water. Serve over ice. Serves 6 Notes: Number of servings: 6

Herb-encrusted Baked Fish
ngredients: * Nonstick cooking spray * 1 1/2 teaspoons snipped fresh basil * 1 1/2 teaspoons snipped fresh tarragon * 1 1/2 teaspoons snipped fresh thyme * 1/4 teaspoon salt * pinch ground black pepper * 1 1/2 pounds haddock or scrod * juice of 2 limes (about 6 tablespoons) * 1 tablespoon unsalted butter, cut in small chunks, or butter-flavored substitute * Lemon and lime slices, for garnish Method Preheat the oven to 350 degrees F. Lightly coat a 13x9-inch baking pan with nonstick cooking spray. Place the basil, tarragon, thyme, salt, and pepper in a bowl and mix thoroughly. Place the haddock in the prepared baking pan and sprinkle with half of the herb mixture; turn the fish over, and sprinkle the remaining herb mixture over the fish. Drizzle the lime juice over and around the fish and top with the butter or butter-flavored substitute. Bake about 30 minutes or until the fish is flaky when tested with a fork, turning once durin

Apricot Chicken Salad With Pistachios
Ingredients: * 3/4 cup shelled coarsely chopped pistachios * Nonstick cooking spray * 1 pound skinless, boneless chicken breasts, cut in small cubes * 1 cup fresh apricots (measure after taking the pits out and chopping), about 4 to 6 * 1/4 cup low-fat mayonnaise * 1/4 cup low-fat sour cream * 2 tablespoons whole-grain or Dijon-style mustard * 1 tablespoon honey * 1 tablespoon Splenda or other sugar substitute, or to taste * 1/2 teaspoon prepared horseradish * dash hot pepper sauce * dash salt * dash white pepper * Field greens * Thinly sliced tomatoes * Thinly sliced onion Method Lightly toast the nuts in a small skillet over low heat.Stir frequently and do not allow to burn. Set aside. Lightly coat a 12-inch skillet with nonstick cooking spray. Heat over medium heat. Add the chicken and cook and stir until tender and no longer pink. Place the chicken in a medium bowl. Add 1/2 cup of the pistachios

Puerto Rican Style Chicken
Ingredients: * 2 pounds skinless, boneless chicken breasts, cut into large cubes * juice of 2 limes or lemons (about 6 tablespoons) * 3 tablespoons orange juice * 2 tablespoons reduced-sodium soy sauce * 1 teaspoon ground turmeric (optional) * 1 tablespoon snipped fresh oregano * 4 cloves garlic, minced * 1 to 2 tablespoons olive oil, or as needed * 6 cups torn mixed salad greens * 1/2 cup cucumber slices * 1/4 cup sliced pitted ripe olives * 1 tomato, halved and thinly sliced * 1 small red onion, thinly sliced * Reduced-fat vinaigrette * 1/2 cup crumbled feta cheese (optional) Method Place the chicken in a large glass bowl. Combine the lime or lemon juice, orange juice, soy sauce, turmeric, if using, oregano, and garlic. Cover the chicken and marinate overnight in the refrigerator. Drain chicken, discarding marinade. Place 1/4 cup all-purpose flour in a sturdy, clean plastic bag. Add chicken pieces, a f

Aircraft Noise Complaint.
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Luke AFB is west of Phoenix and is rapidly being surrounded by civilization that complains about the noise from the base and its planes, forgetting that it was there long before they were. A certain lieutenant colonel at Luke AFB deserves a big pat on the back. Apparently, an individual who lives somewhere near Luke AFB wrote the local paper complaining about a group of F-16s that disturbed his/her day at the mall. When that individual read the response from a Luke AFB officer, it must have stung quite a bit. The complaint: "Question of the day for Luke Air Force Base: Whom do we thank for the morning air show? Last Wednesday, at precisely 9:11 a.m., a tight formation of four F-16 jets made a low pass over Arrowhead Mall, continuing west over Bell Road at approximately 500 feet. Imagine our good fortune! Do the Tom Cruise-wannabes feel we need this wake-up ca

Calling All Lifestylers
I would like to invite you all to check out the new Members Section at Bondage-radio.com All of Our Services Are FREE!!! You will be able to blog, post photos, put up music and videos, use our chat servers, listen to our station, interact with other Members, and we will have a classified section as well. We are also a free dating site where you can create your own 'Personals Profile' and view others in the Personals section, and check out Member submitted Articles. We look forward to all of you stopping by and getting to know us all. Si|ky

Red.dots.galore.
"The World Is Our Bedsheet We Share A Geography Now.." MAC LOVES BARBIE COLLECTION Substancial Moments have to still happen., and it seems like my less than adamant feet have been doing the round of late night usuals,(rey, john, ricardo, sara) or perhaps the trips out of town that seemed to have succumbed my friends and I, on the road, and always flowing to what were wearing or some kind of au naturel high I believe, that could lead to anything from politics to religion in split seconds. . And because Ive become such a workaholic, and the promotion has been fairly critical, its enough to say that Ive been indulging and making things decadent as much as i didnt intend to. And It has begun to take luscious cycles once again.,..stampeding On Books, lovely impulsive buys at the cosmetic counters and our spontaneous road trips to...wherever johns Car leads us....and im always buying those utterly cute super shorts, well, because its almost spring time, and looking i

Friends
Four friends, who hadn't seen each other in 30 years, reunited at a party. After several drinks, one of the men had to use the rest room. Those who remained talked about their kids. The first guy said, "My son is my pride and joy. He started working at a successful company at the bottom of the barrel. He studied Economics and Business Administration and soon began to climb the corporate ladder and now he's the president of the company. He became so rich that he gave his best friend a top of the line Mercedes for his birthday." The second guy said, "Darn, that's terrific! My son is also my pride and joy. He started working for a big airline, and then went to flight school to become a pilot. Eventually he became a partner in the company, where he owns the majority of its assets. He's so rich that he gave his best friend a brand new jet for his birthday." The third man said: "Well, that's terrific! My son studied in

The Rainbow Coalition
Subject: FW: Fwd:Fw: Four friends Four friends, who hadn't seen each other in 30 years, reunited at a party. After several drinks, one of the men had to use the rest room. Those who remained talked about their kids. The first guy said, "My son is my pride and joy. He started working at a successful company at the bottom of the barrel. He studied Economics and Business Administration and soon began to climb the corporate ladder and now he's the president of the company. He became so rich that he gave his best friend a top of the line Mercedes for his birthday." The second guy said, "Darn, that's terrific! My son is also my pride and joy. He started working for a big airline, and then went to flight school to become a pilot. Eventually he became a partner in the company, where he owns the majority of its assets. He's so rich that

Newly Single
I'm now fuckin single.. well i have no idea what the fuck is goin on but the excuse i got for him not being with me is the funniest thing i ever heard in my fuckin life. "I can't be with you because i'm attracted to you. I want you all the time and i can't have you. I am sexually frustrated by you.. I can't concentrate on my work or anythin cause all i wanna do is get laid". Oh my freakin word! Is that such a bad thing to be attracted to your own gf? I think its a buncha bullshit and he's just fuckin afraid of committment because the relationship was starting to get serious... If you love someone as he says he loves me and that i have his heart, u should be able to get through it right .. work things out right? Wrong. This guy had my freaking heart .. still does even though it shattered into a million pieces. The story of what happened is actually pretty long and as i type very fast im just tired from lack of sleep... yes i have been cryin .. yes i am very upset ... i will live

A Fine Testaminial On Our Coveted Politicians...
John the farmer was in the fertilized egg business. He had several Hundred young layers (hens), called "pullets", and ten roosters, whose job it was to fertilize the eggs.. The farmer kept records and any rooster that didn't perform went into the soup pot and was replaced. That took an awful lot of his time, so he bought a set of tiny bells and attached them to his roosters. Each bell had a different tone so John could tell from a distance, which rooster was performing. Now he could sit on the porch and fill out an efficiency report simply by listening to the bells. The farmer's favorite rooster was old Butch, and a very fine specimen he was, too. But on this particular morning John noticed old Butch's bell hadn't rung at all! John went to investigate. The other roosters were chasing pullets, bells-a-ringing. The pullets, hearing the roosters coming, would run for cover. But to Farmer John's amazement, old Butch had his bell in his beak, so it couldn't ring. He woul

From Me To You
K...HERE WE GO...I LIKE BEING ON THIS SITE..LEFT ONE TIME BECAUSE OF THE DRAMA...STAYED GONE FOR 7 MONTH...NOT GOING TO HAPPEN AGAIN....IM A CYBER SLUT'N MOTHER FUCKER..I'M A SINGLE MAN...AN 38 YEARS OLD WITH 3 KIDS...THINK I SHOULD BE ABLE TO DO WHAT I WANT WHEN I WANT...BUT THERE IS ALWAYS SOMEONE THERE...TO START SHIT...I DON'T LIKE SHIT...THATS WHY I FLUSH MINE... I'M SINGLE LOVE BEING SINGLE AN GOING TO REMAIN SINGLE...IF YOU WANNA RIDE AN GO HOME...GOOD DEAL...COME BACK ANY TIME ..BUT NOT LOOKN' 4 A STEADY WOMAN...TO MUCH BULLSHIT COMES ALONG WITH ANY RELATIONSHIP...I DO GOOD TO KEEP MY KIDS HAPPY...SO THERE FOR I HAVE NO ROOM FOR A STEADY RELATIONSHIP..AN I HOPE ALL UNDERSTAND... THANKS AN HAVE A NICE DAY,SKINDEEP....all to all but nator...you have my heart....

Dreams Washed Ashore
I don't wanna sleep I can't close my eyes anymore It hurts just to see My mind is a trash whore Wasted to break apart a soul I reap my own insecurities I shed my eyes the love I see I breath in the hate Just to relate to pain I greed I open my wounds that I started The cuts release I am alive Oh yes. Life. An Angel walks to me I can see him but I don't believe I control my lust It controls my heart He whispers come near I see that I am fake and s(he) is real I want to kill my insides I scream at the mirror to stop staring I'm in a world of shit and filth And than I fall in line One more time......

Where Are My Bombers????
OK..WE NEED TO TRY AND GET BACK ON TRACK AGAIN. I TOTALY UNDERSTAND THAT EVERYONE HAS LIVES OTHER THEN FUBAR. ALL I ASK IS THAT IF MY BOMBERS GET ONLINE LEAVE ME A MESSAGE AND LET ME KNOW WHATS UP. WE HAVE A CONTEST GOIN AND THERE IS NOT MANY BOMBERS THERE. PLEASE JUST SEND ME A MESSAGE TELLIN ME WHATS UP AND IF YOU GET ONLINE PLEASE PLESE LEAVE RUBIA SUM LOVE. THIS IS THE CONTEST SHE IS IN FOR A 3 DAY BLAST. SHE IS GOIN TO SURE THE BLAST TO PROMOTE THE BOMBFEST IN SEPTEMBER. I NEED TO MY BOMBER TO COME TOGETHER SO WHEN THE BOMBFEST STARTS WE CAN KICK SUM ASS. A HUGE THANKS TO THE BOMBERS THAT HAVE BEEN HELPIN OUT..KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK. PEACE OUT..MS.MAINE

Future Love
I promise you my love ..I promise you my heart..I promise you my life..I promise we'll never part..I promise not to hurt you..I promise to never make you cry I promise to always trust you I promise not to lie..I promise you forever.. I promise you tonight..I promise you my respect..I promise to do things right..I promise to always be there..I promise until the end..I promise to always love you..I promise to be your best friend..I promise you my love I promise you my life..I promise this forever..I promise our friendship is my life..your the peanut to my butter..your the star to my burst..your the m to my m..your the pop to mt tart..your the milky to my way..your the fruit to my loop..your themilk to my duds..your the lucky to mt charms..your the ice to my cream..your the ghetto to my booty..but mostly...your the best to mt friend...until the end.........

This Is My Body..
I'm wearing your sweat like cheap lingerie As it clings to my breasts, fevered in its embrace And cool as your indifference, goosebumping marbled skin Slide over me over and over and over While the ridge of your ear falls to the siege of my tongue Like a battering ram between muscled thighs Defile my temple My breasts taste like apples from Eden And you know you want a bite.. Tear me from holiness with your sighs Make music with me Flesh on flesh like a primal drum Let me play your spine like a guitar Hymns to rock Hell My gates open to receive your pearly communion Take, eat, this is my body..

A Fine Testamonial On Our Coveted Politicians...
----- John the farmer was in the fertilized egg business. He had several Hundred young layers (hens), called "pullets", and ten roosters, whose job it was to fertilize the eggs.. The farmer kept records and any rooster that didn't perform went into the soup pot and was replaced. That took an awful lot of his time, so he bought a set of tiny bells and attached them to his roosters. Each bell had a different tone so John could tell from a distance, which rooster was performing. Now he could sit on the porch and fill out an efficiency report simply by listening to the bells. The farmer's favorite rooster was old Butch, and a very fine specimen he was, too. But on this particular morning John noticed old Butch's bell hadn't rung at all! John went to investigate. The other roosters were chasing pullets, bells-a-ringing. The pullets, hearing the roosters coming, would run for cover. But to Farmer John's amazement, old Butch had his bell in his beak, so it couldn't

Time For A Change...a Hell Of A Change
This goes out out to the Politicians and the assholes called "Non-smokers". I am a smoker, and not just a smoker, but one pissed-off smoker ..... at that. Does anyone realize that since the tabacco companies were sued years ago, that politicians and our non-smoking public has been cutting the throats of the addicted smokers in America? Well it doesn't take a rocket scientist brain to realize enough is enough, and my ass has had enough of the higher taxes we are made to pay for being a smoker. Yes we have a habit and yes we are taxed for it but, non-smokers ... You also have a habit, (bitching), yet you get off paying taxes scott free. Well we need to have our Senators create a new tax bracket ..... "Bitching tax". Since smokers have had to pay 156% more for cigarettes since your asses started bitching in the year 2000, the new bitching tax bracket needs to start off a 156% higher than any other new tax bracket...afterall fair is fair. We need to consider becau

Deeply Messed Up Over This...someone Help
So my boyfriend is joining the army. God, everyone knows how I'm taking this. I'm spazing out on everyone, I'm feeling totally down in the dumps, and completely messed up over this. I've been stressing about it so much, that I've become a total klutz. Dropping everything, tripping over stuff, stuttering and slurring my words. That's bad. I'm so upset, and don't know how to get my feelings out without flipping out, or crying my eyes out. For the last few months with anthony, i've thought of nothing but how hes what I've been looking for. A gentleman to the core, a hard worker, and a determined person with goals and dreams. Some of his dreams are the same as mine. Like having a family, and working hard for his money to raise that family. When anthony called aunt dana to let her know he had talked to the recruiter, she asked how I felt about all this. And I made the comment "im going to be the sit at home wife." Dana asked if we were going to rush a wedding before he left. Anthony

Paranoia
AT&T Errs in Edit of Anti-Bush Lyrics By MICHELLE ROBERTS,AP Posted: 2007-08-09 16:50:25 SAN ANTONIO (AP) - Lyrics performed by Pearl Jam criticizing President Bush should not have been censored from a webcast by AT&T Inc., a company spokesman acknowledged Thursday. AT&T, through its Blue Room entertainment site, offered a webcast of the band's headlining performance Sunday at Lollapalooza in Chicago. The event was shown with a brief delay so the company could bleep out excessive profanity or nudity. But monitors hired by AT&T through a vendor went further and cut two lines from a song to the tune of Pink Floyd's "Another Brick in the Wall." One was "George Bush, leave this world alone" the second time it was sung, and the other was "George Bush find yourself another home," according to the band's Web site. AT&T spokesman Michael Coe said that the silencing was a mistake and that the company was working with the vendor that produces the webcasts to avoid future misunderstan

Chunky Garden Gazpacho
Chunky Garden Gazpacho How terrific is this gazpacho recipe? Let us count the ways: It's made in minutes, it's a no-cook dish, it's refreshing, it's healthy... Need we go on? Credit: Lifestyle Cooks Servings: 4 to 6 Ingredients: * 15-ounce can tomato sauce (about 1 1/2 cups) * 2 tablespoons olive oil * 2 tablespoons red wine vinegar * 1 tablespoon honey * 1 medium tomato, cut into 1/2-inch cubes * 1 small sweet red pepper, chopped * 1 clove garlic, finely minced * 1 scallion, chopped * 1/2 teaspoon black pepper * 1 medium green pepper, chopped * 1 stalk celery, chopped * 1 cucumber, seeded and chopped * 1/2 teaspoon hot pepper sauce * Herb-garlic croutons * Dollop of plain yogurt topped with finely minced chives, finely shredded lettuce or minced parsley (optional) Directions: In a medium-size mixing bowl, combine the tomato sauce, olive oil, vinegar and honey. Stir in the remaining ingredien

The Books Are Here!!!!!!!!!
Just a little note to let everyone who pre-ordered the book know that they arrived today. If you pre-ordered the book, your personally autographed copy will be in the mail to you on Monday morning. And.....A few little newsworthy tid bits are coming very soon dealing with my book, as well as the music so please watch the blogs as I will be posting news as we have it. My thanks to everyone who pre-ordered the book and wanted their name in the dedication page. I think it was a wonderful way for some extremely supportive people to be able to show everyone they know that their name is in the book and acknowledged in it for their warm and wonderful support. Thank you all so very much for the support you have shown me, it means more to me than I am able to express to you in words, but it is there, make no mistake. Thank you again and your books will be on the way to you Monday. Have a wonderful week :) Peter Britt

Http://ashley19-sexyashleyangel.blogspot.com/
sexy ashley_alyssa_angel19 Name: sexyashley,allyssa,angel19 Age: 23 Sex: straight 3 Sexual Preference: straight 3 Measurements: 36-24-36 3 Height: 5'7 3 Weight: 130lbs 3 Eye Color: brown 3 HairColor: black 3 HairLength: shoulder length 3 Ethnicity: athletic 3 asianBuild: average 3 About Me: "who said that nobody"z perfectTurn ons: hardsex..tell me what you like im sure i like it tooTurn offs: GUYS WHO DOESN'T KNOW TO KEEP THEIR PROMISESWhy see my cam?: because i can do what others can do betterFantasies: having sex in public im sweet , sweeter than fruits,vegetable like girl anytime that can be always be sweets...im crazy girl that keeps ur breathe away,kissable lips that cab take ur heart away... u can addy.. ashley_angel_23 at hotmail dot com or bien_ashley20 at yahoo dot com aguy who can keeps my heart attacked,aguy who keeps my breath away a guy have a tender love and care ..... u can add me at maryanne_underson at yahoo dot com or marycris_thomson at

Cold Or Taken
I am sooo confused right now....I have made many awesome relationships on here with friends. But I am confused because I have been told by some that I am soo sweet and funny and then there are others who say that I am cold and hardcore..I don't see it or understand how I am cold. Yeah, I maybe act like a hardass(or smartass) at times but thats me(a sarastic bitch at times in a good way though). But if I act like a hardass and then try to be sweet don't think that I'm trying to kiss ass because I'm not. I'm just being me..I just have my days like anyone else...I am shy believe it or not... so If you want to get to know me... give it time..but hell you really can't get to know who I am really unless u actually spend some quality time with me ~Not on the computer~ Well I love all of my friends and you guys and gals ~ROCK MY SOCKS OFF~ LOVE YA~HEATHER

I Would Burn For You
I would die for you I would die for you I've been dying just to feel you by my side To know that you're mine I will cry for you I will cry for you I will wash away your pain with all my tears And drown your fear I will pray for you I will pray for you I will sell my soul for something pure and true Someone like you See your face every place that I walk in Hear your voice every time I am talking You will believe in me And I will never be ignored I will burn for you Feel pain for you I will twist the knife and bleed my aching heart And tear it apart I will lie for you Beg and steal for you I will crawl on hands and knees until you see You're just like me Violate all The love that I'm missing Throw away all the pain that I'm living You will believe in me And I can never be ignored I would die for you I would kill for you I will steal for you I'd do time for you I would wait for you I'd make room for you I'd sail ships for you To be close to

4 More Days
Sorry I have not posted a blog in a couple of days, I have been in Kaneohe, on the other side of the island at a family beech house. Doing some boating spear fishing and other odds and ends, I am happy to say however I have been talking to my beautiful Angel everyday, several times a day and there are only 4 more days left, 4 more days until I am back in Texas, and with the most beautiful woman in the world. Only 4 more days until all of my most wonderful dreams come true, all because of her

Woman's Dictionary
DICTIONARY FOR WOMEN'S PERSONAL ADS 40-ish = 49 Adventurous = Slept with everyone Athletic = No tits Average looking = Ugly Beautiful = Pathological liar Contagious Smile = Does a lot of pills Emotionally secure = On medication Feminist = Fat Free spirit = Junkie Friendship first = Former very *friendly* person Fun = Annoying New Age = Body hair in the wrong places Open-minded = Desperate Outgoing = Loud and Embarrassing Passionate = Sloppy drunk Professional = Bitch Voluptuous = Very Fat Large framed = Hugely Fat Wants Soul mate = Stalker WOMEN'S ENGLISH: Yes = No No = Yes Maybe = No We need = I want I am sorry = you'll be sorry We need to talk = you're in trouble Sure, go ahead = you better not Do what you want = you will pay for this later I am not upset = Of course I am upset, you moron! You're very attentive tonight = is sex all you ever think about? MEN'S ENGLISH I am hungry = I am hungry I am sleepy = I am sleepy I am tired = I am tire

About Me ~ Questions & Answers
SENDER'S NAME WITHELD: hi sexxy, where you from? age? how tall? shoe size? married? bf? fav color? kids? ect...what does your name mean? nice smile indeed. ~*~*~*~*~ ~LOL~ You're fun, aren't you?! hee hee~ Let's see... I'm FROM Chicago, Grew Up In St. Paul, MN... I LIVE IN Des Moines/Seattle WA...for a long time~ I'll be 45yo next Thursday August 16th..~ (and don't tell me i look 45 or i'll hurt you! lol~) Umm.. let's see... I'm 5'6" tall... I wear size 7 shoes mostly but have gotten into 6-1/2 and sometimes go for a 7-1/2... but usually just a 7...lol. My favorite color...colors?... PURPLE but nothing lavender or wimpy... The really royal deep vivid purples... ya know the ones that SCREAM PASSION! ~hee hee~ ;)~ I love kids but don't have any although i have my 15yo nephew till fri and my 9yo niece from fri to sun this week...and often take my ex's 4yo son for a night here and there... he needs the break... the kid not my ex and his 'wife' ....lol... ;)

Be Back Tomorrow
yup thats right. Im at a friends house borrowing her computer. Tomorrow insight is supposed to be here to work on my connection since its spazing out again.... Its been along fucking week without it. Hell i havent been on since saturday when I was at Jims house. But anyway just an update to let you know what was going on. kisses to you all

Waiting True Love...
Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you. Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her."

Warm Stir-fried Shrimp And Asparagus Salad
Warm Stir-Fried Shrimp and Asparagus Salad Tossing warm ingredients, like the shrimp and asparagus in this salad, with crisp greens wilts the greens and brings together the flavors of the dish. This recipe can be easily doubled if you have more than two mouths to feed. Credit: Christopher Styler and Calphalon Servings: 2 Ingredients: * 12 medium stalks asparagus (about 1/2 pound) * 1/2 pound large shrimp (about 12), shelled and deveined * 2 tablespoons sesame seeds * 2 tablespoons fresh orange juice or 1 tablespoon cider vinegar * 2 teaspoons grainy or Dijon mustard * 1 tablespoon dark sesame oil * 1 tablespoon soy sauce * 2 tablespoons vegetable oil * 1/4 cup sliced almonds * 6 loosely packed cups assorted spring greens (see tips, below) Directions: Prepare the asparagus and shrimp: Snap off the tough end of each asparagus stalk. Peel the stalks up to the tip if you like. Cut the trimmed stalks on the bias into 1 1/

Someone Was Introduced
Ok so here are me and catherine heading off to work this morning to get a job, so we got one for this afternoon which was great. Well we headed on the bus on our way to work till we sat at a bus stop for 2 hours or so to find out the other bus wasn't running till tommorow morning so here's catherine not to happy about the whole deal cause we wasted our time and never got paid for it which is what they're supposed to. So we were heading home and i saw something realy nice :P, got distracted and started walking towards the road, catherine turned around to see what i was looking at then as she was turning her head to look forward again *WACK* the side of her head bounced off the pole. :P Thought i'd share that with ya ;)

Churrasco Steak Tacos With Salsita
Churrasco Steak Tacos with Salsita The best summer recipes are often the simplest ones. Here, an elemental grilled steak is served over peppery arugula with a spicy, citrusy salsa. Warm-weather perfection! Credit: Lorena Garcia Servings: 4 to 6 Ingredients: Salsita * 1/2 cup mayonnaise * 2 tablespoons fresh lemon juice * 1 tablespoon chives, thinly sliced * 2 tablespoons wasabi powder Steaks * 4 (6- to 7-ounce) churrasco aka skirt steaks * Salt and pepper to taste * 2 cups fresh arugula * 8 (6-inch) flour tortillas, warm * 3 tablespoons extra virgin olive oil Directions: For the salsita, place the ingredients in a small bowl and mix until well combined. Set aside until ready to serve. Season the steaks with salt and pepper. Grill the steaks to your liking. Slice the steaks and place on a platter over the arugula. Place the tortillas and salsita on the platter.

Incredibly Shrinking Friends List
Well, for those of you who actually pay attention to my homepage you might notice a few changes, but there is one I wanted to discuss...:D I call it the incredibly shrinking friends list. Now I can honestly say that everyone on my friends list has something about them I like whether it be Oro.Iterum and Coribell who are my dearest friends EVER, down to a few other people I have added just because they post really cool pics, but I can say with 98% of them that I actually like at least something about them and they all get my stamp of approval, so check them out peoples...:D Now I can say it, love all of you guys, and I'm glad to be rid of the people who just waste your space on the friends list, so please meet each other and rejoice. Ok, I think I need sleep, I'm not making any sense to me, but I just wanted to say thank you for being cool with me. P.s. The 12 stones album "Potters Field" is pretty good, I suggest checking it out. P.s.s. My poor penguin from the picture

Slurvey 11
1. How old will you be in 3 years? 29 forever and ever lmao not!!! 2. Do you think you'll be married by then? yes 3. What do you look forward to most in the next 2 months? will it be October :) 4. Who was the last person you called? sister what do i do with this baby 6. Who was the last person to text you? no one boo hoo i dont text 7. Who was the last person you hugged? dolly 8. What were you doing at midnight last night? wordy word word 9. Parents separated/divorced/married? married 10. Last time you saw your dad? a few weeks ago or is that a month tic toc 11. What happened at 11:00 a.m. today? lmao look 11 12. How many states have you visited? alot prob hmmm alot 14. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet? bare feet and prego's lol kidding hmm or the making babies part 15. Are you a social person? what do u think actually no i want one person with me 16. What was the last thing you drank? pop 17. Favorite ice cream? tiger

Women...
Women Everyday I give thanks to the Goddess I have two mounds upon my bodice I shave my legs, I sit down to pee I can justify any shopping spree Not to a barber, but a beauty salon Can get a massage without a hard on Can balance the checkbook, pump my own gas Can talk to my friends about the size of my ass I always save money by using coupons Can admit to others when I am wrong Don’t drive in circles at any cost So I don’t have to admit when I am lost Don’t act like I’m in a timed marathon Every time I go to the john Let me tell you men Listen to me boys Those things in your pants That you treat as toys You love them more then we ever will We would rather suck on a cold pickled dill I spend two hours preparing for a date Only to find you’re two hours late I don’t watch movies with lots of gore Don’t need instant replay to remember the score I won’t lose my hair I don’t get jock itch And just cause I’m asse

Will You Be Just Like Everyone Else?
As I lay bleeding on the floor,does anyone even care? Will you by me like everyone else has and not even check to see if I'm still alive? Why must you pretend that I do not exist? Do I really mean nothing to you that you would let me lay here and die? Does anyone out there care or give a shit? Why must you use me then throw me away like I am nothing to you or noone? Am I really replaceable?

Irritated
Im am so getting irritated by some of the attention whores on here, I dont know why,I just wanna choke the fuck out of some people on here,I mean you aint shit in real life, why you gotta come on here and think your all that? I dont know, read my blog before this one and I guess you will see why Im so frustrated..blah blah blah, I think the heats gettin to me, its 10:50pm here and 90 degrees so I cant sleep, so Im rambling on in a blog.

Quick Fuck
Use me. Please don’t cover my body With tender kisses. Use me. No foreplay or sweet words Whispered in my ear. Use me. Lift my skirt right here. Pull my panties to my ankles. Push me down roughly On top of your desk. USE ME! Bend me over so that My breasts are crushed, My hair falling in my face, To the unyielding hardness. The cold top is in complete Contrast to your hard, hot cock As you enter me boldly, deeply, Completely. My needs are unimportant right now, Only that you use me as you wish. Fuck me…here…now. Spill your cum then turn And walk away Leaving me wanting more.

Way Back To Love
I've been living with a shadow overhead I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed I've been lonely for so long Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away Just in case I ever need em again someday I've been setting aside time To clear a little space in the corners of my mind All I want to do is find a way back into love I can't make it through without a way back into love Oh oh oh I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine I've been searching but I just don't see the signs I know that it's out there There's got to be something for my soul somewhere I've been looking from someone to shed some light Not just somebody just to get me through the night I could use some direction And I'm open to your suggestions All I want to do is find a way back into love I can't make it through without a way back into love And if I open my heart again I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end There a

Stuff
I feel so bad for my daughter, Jalen. She has had this terrible ear infection that will just not go away. They just switched her antiboiotic and so far so good. They gave her a little version of kiddie vicodin for her pain. I just want her to get better. She seemed a little bit better today, but now as the night wares on she is a little more whiny and stuff. Poor girl. So please, think of her tonight.

Bleed It Out
eah, here we go for the hundredth time Hand grenade pins in every line Throw 'em up and let something shine Going out of my fucking mind Filthy mouth, no excuse Find a new place to hang this noose String me up from atop these roofs Knot it tight so I won't get loose Truth is you can stop and stare Bled myself out and no one cares Dug the trench out, lay down there With a shovel up out of reach somewhere Yeah, someone pour it in Make it a dirt dance floor again Say your prayers and stomp it out When they bring that chorus in I bleed it out digging deeper Just to throw it away I bleed it out digging deeper Just to throw it away I bleed it out digging deeper Just to throw it away Just to throw it away Just to throw it away I bleed it out Go, stop the show Chop your words in a sloppy flow Shotgun, opera, lock and load Cock it back and then watch it go Mama help me I've been cursed Death is rolling in every verse Candy paint on his brand new h

50 Confessions
My 50 Confessions 1. The phone rings, who do you want it to be? Mom or Danny. 2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart? Yes. I hate having to push the cart with my car. 3. If you had to kiss the last person you kissed, would you? Wait who was it?? KIDDING! Of course. 4. Do you take compliments well? Rarely. Still not used to them, and been used too many times, so I always think it's a ploy 5. Do you play Sudoku? Never have 6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness would you survive? Most likely. 7. If your house was on fire, what would be the first thing you would save? My poor kitten, and my art work/supplies 8. Who was the last person you slept in the bed with? Danny. 9. Who do you text the most? My Mom or Danny, kinda a tie. 10. Favorite children's book? Stellaluna. 11. Eye color? Honey brown. 12. How tall are you? 5'6 ish 13. If you could do it over again, start from scratch, would you? Nope, because than I wouldn't

Employment
I am seeking more and more options. Tomorrow i will fill out more applications. Filling them outsucks especially when you either don't want them to contact your current employer or you just can't remember previous employers for different reasons (so long ago or now out of business or just defunct.) i still persist.

Why Good Men Give Up
how many ladies out here have said these: the next man i meet is going have to try twice as hard to get me cuz im tired of men, or he is really a nice guy but were just friends. alot of men get tired of paying for tha mistakes of tha sorry azz brother before him, when we come into tha relationship trying to do what right when ur expected to mess up 95% of tha time. theirs alot of women out here that label men as friends knowning that every thing you want in a man is standing right by your side but you dont choose him because you rather chase what u didnt need in the first place. i know its hard ladies to tell whos who because theses days dudes are willing to stay with you 6 months just to get what they want before they change but u cant say that u dint see signs hanging ova thier heads saying dont do it and u ignored it. all im saying is ladies thier r good men out here but he cant become a good man if you treat him as if he was tha dawg that hurt you!

Strong Women
A strong woman works out every day to keep her body in shape…. but a woman of strength kneels in prayer to keep her soul in shape. A strong woman isn't afraid of anything.... but a woman of strength shows courage in the midst of her fear. A strong woman won't let anyone get the best of her.... but a woman of strength gives the best of her to everyone. A strong woman makes mistakes and avoids the same in the future…. but a woman of strength knows life's mistakes can also be God's blessings and profits from them. A strong woman walks with a sure foot…. but a woman of strength knows God will catch her when she falls. A strong woman wears the look of confidence on her face…. but a woman of strength wears grace. A strong woman has faith that she is strong enough for the journey…. but a woman of strength has faith that it is in the journey that she will be strong.

Crushes
I came across someone's site that had a blog complaining that no one had a crush on them. She said people left comments telling her she was sexy, but no one had a crush on here. It didn't make sense to her. So, what does it take to get a " crush " on you? What is it in real life? Simply being pretty? There's lots of pretty people out there, but I don't really have a " crush " on all of them. For some people, maybe that's all it is, they are pretty, or sexy or whatever. I'm thinking there are people who people have crushes on that the reason isn't just because they are pretty, or sexy, or whatever. There is something more too it than that. It has to do with their attitude, or personality or something. There's lots of pretty people on here, but you can only have a " crush " on one of them. People can " fan " a lot of other people. The people who I have crushes on in real life, are nice to me. I enjoy talking to them. There's something about interacting with them that

Will Be Go
Just for everyones information starting saturday i wlll not have a computer starting saturday. this one is being burned and destoyed and the closing on our house is Wednesday. At that time my dad will be ordering me a laptop and depending how long it takes to get here I wont have a comp so if i don't return comments or whatnot i am not ignoring you. ~Much love to all my friends~

It's Just True
YOU PASS ME ON THE STREET AND SNEER IN MY DIRECTION. YOU CALL ME "CRACKER", "HONKEY", "WHITEY",AND EVEN "THE MAN" AND YOU THINK IT'S OK. BUT WHEN I CALL YOU, "NIGGER", "KIKE", "TOWELHEAD", "SAND-NIGGER", "CAMEL JOCKEY", "BEANER" OR "CHINK" YOU CALL ME A RACIST. YOU SAY THAT WHITES COMMIT A LOT OF VIOLENCE AGAINST YOU, SO WHY ARE THE GHETTOS THE MOST DANGEROUS PLACES TO LIVE? YOU HAVE THE UNITED NEGRO COLLEGE FUND. YOU HAVE MARTIN LUTHER KING DAY. YOU HAVE CESAR CHAVEZ DAY. YOU HAVE YOM HASHOAH. YOU HAVE MA'ULED AL-NABI. YOU HAVE THE NAACP. YOU HAVE BET. IF WE HAD WET(WHITE ENTERTAINMENT TELEVISION) WE'D BE RACIST. IF WE HAD WHITE PRIDE DAY YOU WOULD CALL US RACISTS. IF WE HAD WHITE HISTORY MONTH, WE'D BE RACISTS. IF WE HAD ORGANIZATIONS FOR ONLY WHITES TO "ADVANCE" OUR LIVES, WE'D BE RACISTS. IF WE HAD A COLLEGE FUND THAT ONLY GAVE WHITE STUDENT SCHOLARSHIPS, YOU KNOW WE'D BE RACIST. IN THE MILLION MAN MARCH, YOU BELIEVED THAT YOU WERE MARCHING FOR YOUR RACE AND RIGHTS.

Geez
Geez...today was not a good day for me. I've had it up to my eyeballs. It all started me getting woken up to my kids screaming that our dog was gone. So I get up, get dressed and look for my dog everywhere with no luck. Then, being irritable from the rude awakening, my boyfriend and I start bickering cuz he was irritable too. Then of course comes the bills...and that tops it off. Me and Lamar both being irritable and discussing bills...not a good combination. The one good thing that came out of that was on our way to go pay them, we found our dog. Some bitch had her and had her on a leash at her house like she was her dog....I dont fucking think so bitch. So anyway, we stop and pick up our dog, take her home, finish paying our bills and then come back home to relax for a little. Well then it started pouring down rain and my son STILL had football practice. IN the damn rain. My god, he is 5 years old for crying out loud. We get there, they practice for a damn hour then cancel the rest o

Stressed, Changes, Sick
okay i'll do a short sumary of what has been happening 1) i'm moving to switzerland yay! tomorrow i'm going for the tickets :) and i'll say what day i'm leaving hehehe ;) wink wink 2) today thursday i had a seminar called "Security in applications development"... very very good! 3) i got the stupid flu cause an idiot i know went to this seminar (for about 35 person in a not so big room) and yes, i know my sister got the flu and tonsilitis, but i started to feel bad this afternoon! this seminar was the whole day 4) i got fever, and i'll go to try to sleep cross fingers so i feel better, i must go get those tickets and go to work lol hugs

You Might Be A Jedi Redneck If
Your Jedi robe is a Camouflage color. You have ever used your Light Saber to open a bottle of Boone's Farm Strawberry Hill. You think the best use of your light saber is picking your teeth. At least one wing of your X-Wing is primer colored. There is a blaster rack in the back of your landspeeder. You have bantha horns on the front of your landspeeder. You can easily describe the taste of an Ewok. You can find no grammatical errors in the way Yoda talks. You think that the Stormtroopers Elite Guards are just KKK members with really good sheets. A peaceful meditation session is one without gas. You can levitate yourself using a force from within, but not the force. Your master ever said "My finger you will pull..hmmm?" You have ever had an X-wing up on blocks in your yard. You ever lost a hand during a light-saber fight because you had to spit. The worst part of spending time on Dagoba is the dadgum skeeters. Wookies are offend

Lol!!!
A woman in her forties went to a plastic surgeon for a face-lift. The surgeon told her about a new procedure called "The Knob," Where a small knob is placed on the top of a woman's head and can be turned to tighten up her skin to produce the effect of a brand new face lift. Of course the woman wanted "The Knob." Over the course of the years, the woman kept tightening the Knob, the effects were wonderful, and the woman remained young-looking and vibrant. After fifteen years, the woman returned to the surgeon with two problems. "All these years, everything has been working just fine. I've had to turn the knob many times and I've always loved the results. But now, I've developed two annoying problems: First, I have these terrible bags under my eyes And the knob won't get rid of them ...." The doctor looked at her closely and said, "Those aren't bags, those are your breasts." "Well," She said, "I guess there's no point in asking about the goatee."

My Pensacola Vacation
Well, I'm finally getting around to following up on my vacation blog. I have returned, and rumors that I was eaten by jellyfish are greatly exaggerated! I had had, however, second thoughts about returning. The beach was very refreshing, and it only rained ONE TIME while we were there - at around 10:30 CDT our third night there, so I was asleep through most of it! YEA!We left home in Plano Saturday morning around 10:30 Am, with the idea that we had to be in Pensacola Monday afternoon. So we drove around 8 1/2 hours, till we got to Monroe, Louisiana. We were surprised that, even though there was some distance between them, that Monroe didn't smell like dead fish. West Monroe has a large paper factory, so the town always smells because of it. Exactly like dead fish rotting on the bank on a hot sunny day. Oh, and don't go to the Cracker Barrel there - the service was slow and half-assed and the food came out mostly cold. But the Hampton Inn had some very nice people there - friendly and c

Miss Ya Girl!
Wow, today really sucked. I had to put my dog to sleep today. Damn, it is one of the worst feelings ever! She was 13 years old and such a good friend! I can't stand how much it hurts. Why do dogs have to have such short life spans? They are our best friends, so loyal, so loving and they show such unconditional love! Where did the time go? I can't believe I got her when I was 20 years old. She had been through so much with me. Always willing to lend an ear or a shoulder to cry on. It's just so unfair! I will miss you forever my sweet little girl. I know that you are in a peaceful, beautiful place with plenty of squirrels to bark at and chase!! I will always cherish you and your wonderful demeanor! Thank you, Bad VooDoo for being there for me like you always are. You are my rock and I wouldn't know what to do without you in my life! I love you so much! RIP Grizzy Bear!!

Swearing At Work
This was sent to me tell me what you think..... > Dear Employees: > > > RE: Swearing at Work > > It has been brought to management's attention that some individuals > throughout the company have been using foul language during the course of > normal conversation with their co-workers. > > Due to complaints received from some employees who may be easily offended, > this type of language will no longer be tolerated. > > We do, however, realize the critical importance of being able to accurately > express your feelings when communicating with co-workers. > > Therefore, a list of 18 New and Innovative "TRY SAYING" phrases have been > provided so that proper exchange of ideas and information can continue in > an effective manner. > > > 1) TRY SAYING: I think you could use more training. INSTEAD OF: You don't > know what the f___ you're doing. > > 2) TRY SAYING: She's an aggressive go-getter. INSTEAD OF: She's a f___ing > bit__. > > 3) TRY SAYING:

Always In Tha Booth!
man i'm so drove cause i'm mad at dese lil bustas talkin bout dey big dawgs shit dey better stop,cause tha chossen n da murda man so damn raw and guta so fuck u shane fa real when we catch ur ass lil boy u gonna be feelin real ashame,cause we let tha truth be told and unfold so boy be ready fa us to come real hard n show u who tha real big dawgs are wit ur dick in tha booty havin ass and kiki i know u don't want me two get on u wit ur funky ass and nasty dick mouth yeah boys be fuckin u rite in ur ass gurl stop,cause u also locked urself up in tha fema trailer when my lil sister brooke was bout to knock u out rite dere on tha spot up in v-town and dat be dem hounds so don't be clownin and fuckin around wit tha junlge or plantation either,cause u gonna get treat even harder n slaughter in dis raps...HaHaHa! Let me give some shouts to my dawgs Greg,Brian,Jennifer,Bee & Nikki,Deshun,Beast,Demonde,Devin,Darrel,Alicia,Ryan,Chad,Chase,Ray,Cody,Brooke,Kristy,Merlin,Harold,and dere's so many o

Big Boned Girls
To all the big girl haters out there,I like curves.There is no such thing as a fat woman only bigger challenges to my undying libido.There isnt much difference between a big girl and a skinny girl in the bedroom except the big girls dont bounce as high. regardless of your size i like you all skinny big luscious thick tall short whatever, your all beautiful youre all people and I like people.

06-02-85----------08-08-07
Ashlee was a victim of depression on the day of August 8th 2007. She took her own life. Leaving behind 2 children ages 2 and 3. As a last task on this earth, She wrote both of her children a 30 page book, On how much she loved them, And how she didn't do this to them on purpose, And how she left them in the best possible care she knew of. She also left the children each some of her faverite items. Including t-shirts ect. To comfort them. She wrote a letter to her family,, That simply said,, " I told you I could only be pushed so far" Then at 7:23 am Ashlee tookl her own life by stabbing her self in the chest repeatadly until she had no more strength. She had a request that her friends know what happened so they didn't think she just abandoned them. Which is why I am posting this. Ashlee's best friend and Cousin,, Kristin "I included some of her most recent pics in her albums."

Mr.louisiana Feat. A Dot Cizzile- Boo Toot!
girl get ya ass away from da bar and hit da dance flo shawty mr. lousiana u no who it is makin a dance song fa ya to shake ya ass in da club wit do ya thang baby toot ya ass up and pop lock and drop lil momma no how to back dat ass up u no i like dem soulja rees boo dem white tees and bauds to come on baby gurl show des niggas dat u no how to bounce shake and twerk lift up ya shirt get dem hoes hatain again lettin no u da hottest thing on da dance flo have em like tupac all eyes on ya come on shawty its ya would so drop it like its hot and back and dont stop u no i like when u back dat thang up on me (Mr.Louisiana) come on baby gurl do ya thang boo toot it up and do what u do x3 nigga i gotta get back at u wit dis shit,cause i really don't be writin dance songs,but I like when lil momma go off in her thongs or her g-strings so come on shawty show dese others chicks dat u is tha badest boss chick dat be movin her bootin up and down on dat dance floor shakin her booty raw to dem

50 Random Questions
1.Are you smiling? Yes...Stupid people amuse me :D 2. Have you ever kissed anyone named Josh? Yes.. 3. What is irritating you now? Lots of things actually.. 4. When did you last eat pizza? Hmmm...About a month ago... 5. Have you ever been camping? Yes and it sucked ass :) 6. Ever had a near death experiance? Ummmm .... Yes alot actually..I should be dead already.. 7. Are you any good at poker? Poker is ghey :) 8. What do you want? A 3 legged puppy? 9. Are you tired? Yes of these fkin stupid questions :) 10. Do you like anyone? Yes... 11. Can you play the piano? No... 12. Do you ever throw up? If i get drunk enough LMAO! 13. Do you pee in public? Always..I like to squat behind trees..ROFL! 14. Do you enjoy piercings and tattoos? Fuk yeah .. they turn me on ... 15. Taco Bell or McDonald's? Subway? 16. Last thing you said?? Fuck off.. 17. What are you wearing? NOTHING!!!! =x 18. How many abercrombie shirts do you own? 3 lmao.. 19. Are

Crazy Upstairs Lady.
So its been around 8 or 9 months since I've had someone live upstairs from my in my apartment building. And I've kind of like it that way. I know, landlord needs to fill it to make money, but the lady that just moved it, must be in her late 50's or so and I think this might be her first apartment EVER. Last week, I met her when I was walking out to my car to go somewhere. . . I stuck my hand out to shake hers and let her know that I was her neighbor and such, you know nice neighbor thing to do. . . and her hand was all crippled up and she was kind of frumpy. (not that frumpy is all bad. . . .when you almost 60.) She went on to tell me about her apartment, and blah blah blah. I was just being nice to let her know I was her downstairs neighbor and if I'm too loud, just tell me before calling the police. Well ever since then. . .she has been trying to catch up with me every time I'm outside (walking to my car back and forth.) telling me about things in her apartment, and the other night

Last Nights Screening, And More Film For Me
Today was an uneventful day. I had gone out last night, a rare occurence for Me. I found Myself at Julie Simone's screening party for her new film, "The Audition"... whoo, lucky that the environment was more a social venue than a proper viewing arrangement... it was hot. If you don't believe Me you can visit her website and see the trailer... www.juliesimone.com I came home and finally fell asleep around 5 a.m. only to keep being woken every 2 hours, and not really knowing hat had woke Me, before falling back to sleep with in the next 10-20 minutes for the next 2 hour sleep interval. I got up today, and though I did as I am supposed to on a typical moderately paced, yet productive, day... My efforts came to naught. I gorged Myself on pizza, and continued to toil through the tumbling and hurling that was the state of My stomach. I did find that one of My favorite movies from childhood had finally finished downloading. "A Funny Thing Happened on the Way to the Forum"

Made For My Homie Tc.....
GeT uR AsS iN To TC's MaGiC LoUnGe.....listen to him kick the WiKkId shit...and more. Cmon, you know you want to. He is waiting for you!! Click on ANY pic to get in the lounge....MMFWCL!! [[XXXinsert music playerXXX]] A TwIzLeTtE CrEaTiOn

Who Do I Trust? Hummmm
Your emotional side is out in full force right now, and it might be driving you a little crazy. Now is a good time for an intimate conversation about your secret hopes and fears with someone you trust.

A Full Day
Was a very full day .. Starting at 7:30 this morning my sister was at my door to pick me up to help take her one pup to the vet for her surgery . thank goodness she made it thru fine .. they've told her its still cancer and she's got to be watched but .. they were able to remove the tumor and we're all thankful it wasnt as bad as they thought ..( the placement of the tumor not the tumor itself, they thought it may have attached itself to her main artery and if that was the case they told her she'd have to be put down on the table ) So .. Thank goodness Momma Roxy is fine and is home .. Then I swear every kid in town called to see if mike was home from the Warped tour yet . which he wasnt . he and his girlfriend stayed at her aunts house near Pittsburg last nite and came home this afternoon .. he said it was an Excellent time but he wished he was from Cleveland as they were letting them in for free for some reason lol .. There were 5 stages and about 15 bands per stage . Then my

The Pain I Feel And Have To Face......
Bette MidlerAdd to My Profile | More Videos I sit here pooring my heart out. I want to go see my Grandpa but he is 200 miles away buried at his resting place. I am so lost right now. I am about to give up and say fuck it all. I am tired of all the shit I got to hold in all the time. I long to put a rose on my Grandpa's grave. But with Bills and Time I don't got nothing on my side. Is someone playing against me,I have no clue. I wish I did... The pain alone is so hard,I can barley breath. I mean I have my Family and my Children and my Husband,And my closet friend.. But I long to break away from it. My heart is in another place. I have not been to put flowers on my Grandfathers grave in 3 years. It would be easier if he wasn't so far away from me.. But he was military. And he earned that right long before I was born. And of top of it.. Every time I try to do something to get ahead and save money. Everything seems to back fire in my face... No o

Thank You All
I am so overwhelmed again at all the love i have been shown in my latest Happy Hour, Thank you to all my new friends and fans. A HUGE Thank you to the guy that bought it for me, Paul you are a amazing friend! I will return all love shown just bear with me everyone, it was crazy but very enjoyable. Now im a level 22 lets see how long it is before im asking you all to rate everything again lol, ‡WiKiĐ OnĔ‡, you are a great friend and thank you for putting out bulletins and blogs for me. Daz your awesome, the pics you do and the love you show is amazing. Dawn, your a fantastic fubar friend who will help anyone out in need. If i missed anyone im sorry, im just a bit overwhelmed lol Love you all S h e l l x x x x x

What A Day
man i woke up this morning to find a blood clot in my rotted wisdom tooth[gross eh] anyhoo called muh dentist,i just have to rinse with salt water until i get it yanked! next month sometime! had the same random bank dude hit on me again. I had to hack mums comp to fix a glitch,so all is working now. um i took new pics if anyone cares ill probably be on tonight if u wanna yack im gettin a tattoo on Aug 30th um,yeh thats it for now! :D

Survey
1. What is your best friend's Dad's name? my dad has no friends he has no time work work 2. What body part do you hate the most? umm am i getting rid of something 3. Who was the hottest teacher you ever had? mr.nociar wow hottie no shirt abbs droool!! 4. Have you ever made out in a basement? why yes i have i own a house with a basement lol 5. What body part do you wash first in the shower? boobies 6. Do you have any piercings? ears only sorry to disapoint 7. Do you have any tattoos nope i know how can that be metal girl no tattoo's 8. Is your driveway steep? nope rocky 9. What's your favorite flavored Pringles? yuk 10. Have you ever been tied up? hmmmmmm yup 11. What was the worst thing you ever got grounded for? slayer concert lol i snuck out..ps i never got caught 12. Have you ever had two dates in one night? nope 13. How many times have you been cursed at? lol ??? 14. Which shoe do you put on first? the one with the kitten sleep

518
Alright, I'm taking my ass to bed as soon as we finish the level up we're working on. I am gonna have a long day ahead of me out in the heat :( *cries* I just toook some nyquill so - its startin to kick in. G'nite ya'll! xoxox BrattyBytch OUT!

I'm So Excited
I am proud to announce that I am officially Auntie Nikki My Nephew Dominic Ruben Ortiz was born today August 9, 2007 at 8:14 am He is 17.5 in long and weighs 4lbs 13 oz.. He is a peanut like his auntie lol Pics of him are in my gallery and move to come soon. Pls rate and comment on my precious little prince

John 6:47-54
47 Verily, verily, I say unto you, He that believeth on me hath everlasting life. 48 I am that bread of life. 49 Your fathers did eat manna in the wilderness, and are dead. 50 This is the bread which cometh down from heaven, that a man may eat thereof, and not die. 51 I am the living bread which came down from heaven: if any man eat of this bread, he shall live for ever: and the bread that I will give is my flesh, which I will give for the life of the world. 52 The Jews therefore strove among themselves, saying, How can this man give us his flesh to eat? 53 Then Jesus said unto them, Verily, verily, I say unto you, Except ye eat the flesh of the Son of man, and drink his blood, ye have no life in you. 54 Whoso eateth my flesh, and drinketh my blood, hath eternal life; and I will raise him up at the last day.

Well
ok listen i sent this a guy a shot of crown royal a simple friendly gesture, and he turns around and says "dumps it on the floor" dont drink...well i feel like i have been slapped in face. Grrr if its not this, then someone is downrating your pics basicly calling you ugly and telling you stuff it. I dont get it..My vent sort of speak....

Sorry Guys!
hey guys! sorry i haven't been on in a while. my laptop is dead and having to get another. contrary to popular belief - laptops DO NOT float! lol. well, i haven't forgotten about you guys and i will be back on and in full swing after the 19 th of this month! so, keep ya head up!

Something To Offend Everyone!
SOMETHING TO OFFEND EVERYONE! Q) What do you call two Mexicans playing basketball? A) Juan on Juan Q) What is the difference between A Harley and a Hoover ? A) The position of the dirt bag Q) Why is divorce so expensive? A) Because it's worth it > Q) What do you see when the Pillsbury Dough Boy bends over? A) Doughnuts? Q) Why is air a lot like sex? A) Because it's no big deal unless you're not getting any Q) What do you call a smart blonde? A) A golden retriever. Q) What do attorneys use for birth control? A) Their personalities. Q) What's the difference between A girlfriend and wife? A) 45 lbs Q) What's the difference between A boyfriend and husband? A) 45 minutes Q) What's the fastest way to a man's heart? A) Through his chest with a sharp knife. Q) Why do men want to marry virgins? A) They can't stan

Demon Lover
Are you out there tonight rock hard CockStar? Back me up against the wall, choke off my air As you burn into me with your hot horny stare Tie me to your bedposts, chain me to the wall Like a consort to Lucifer after his fall I'm young, willing, and able Ready to go Produce a Cat-o-Nine and I'll never say "No" I'm hot, wet, and ready before you arrive On my knees before you, I'll eat you alive Subconsciously, you know me Darkness as deep as the sea My lust is magnified as I moan my nightly plea Appear to me my Demon Lover Make me come over and over Fuck me high, pound me sober... Fill me up til my cup runneth over I long for your hands I dream of your lips... Hovering above my clit for a below thw waist kiss Make me cry Bind my wrists Spank my ass And I'm in Bliss Come to me my Demon Lover In quivering Lust, I wait Your Dark Paramour Forever yours to take

Well Kids, It's Time To Be Going...
I've had NO time for being online for a while and I hate just letting the account sit with me not responding to anyone. I'm sitting here watching my shoutbox go crazy with messages from all of you - I can't believe how many there are! That's so sweet of everyone! The question is, do I let the account sit and not sign in much or do I just delete it? If you guys prefer, I can leave it for now and just check in when I can. I'm still having a hard time with morning sickness and have just been so busy with regular life PLUS all my doctors appts and baby stuff to take care of. Juggling the after effects of major surgery complicated by an immediate pregnancy has been hard. I was looking so forward to sharing baby pics with everyone in December but also hate not being here to keep up the account. So please let me know, would you rather I check in every so often, not being here to reply/comment much or should I just delete the account? I had set my mind on deleting, but with the respon

Cool Off
Wag ka munang magalit Ako sana’y pakinggan Di ko balak ang ika’y saktan Hindi ikaw ang problema Wala akong iba Di tulad ng iyong hinala Sarili ay di maintindihan Hindi ko malaman, ano ba ang dahilan Ng pansatamantalang paghingi ko ng kalayaan Minamahal kita, pero kelangan ko lang mag-isa [chorus] Wag mong isipin na hindi ka na mahal Sarili ko’y hahanapin ko lang At ang panahon at ang oras ng aking pagkawala Ay para rin sa ating dalawa Wag ka sanang lumuha Sana’y intindihin Ito ang dapat nating gawin Upang magkakilala pa At malaman kung tayo Ay para sa isa’t isa Wag mong pigilin ang damdamin Sa aking pagkawala, makahanap ka bigla ng iba Ngunit pakakatandaan Na mahal pa rin kita, pero kelangan ko lang mag-isa [repeat chorus] Sarili ay di maintindihan Hindi ko malaman, ano ba ang dahilan Ng pansatamantalang paghingi ko ng kalayaan Minamahal kita, pero kelangan ko lang mag-isa [repeat chorus]

My Motto For My Life
I've live this since I was 15 when I found it,so now I share. Myself by Edgar Guest I have to live with myself, and so, I want to be fit for myself to know; I want to be able as days go by, Always to look myself straight in the eye; I don't want to stand with the setting sun And hate myself for the things I've done. I don't want to keep on a closet shelf A lot of secrets about myself, And fool myself as I come and go Into thinking that nobody else will know The kind of man I really am; I don't want to dress myself up in sham. I want to deserve all men's respect; But here in this struggle for fame and pelf, I want to be able to like myself. I don't want to think as I come and go That I'm for bluster and bluff and empty show. I never can hide myself from me, I see what others may never see, I know what others may never know, I never can fool myself -- and so, Whatever happens, I want to be Self-respecting and conscience free.

Brief Update...
Many of you have been asking why I haven't been around lately. Mostly, it's been because I had gotten into a severe depression about not having a job. All that changed last week. Tuesday of last week, I interviewed for a new job. The interview went very well, and by the end of it, I had been offered a job - later to be realized as a dream job. I started the new job Monday of this week. I am working at BWI Airport, maintaining their security system (card readers, cameras, etc. - if you fly into BWI, I'm watching you). This new job has given me an all-access pass to BWI Airport, including permission to drive on the tarmac, alongside passenger and cargo jets. I absolutely LOVE this job! The pay is a little low for now (expected to go up soon, once I complete the trial period). There's moments where I am working my ass off getting things fixed, and these high-intensity moments are balanced out with moments of rest, waiting for the next call. With over 1000 cameras and ro

A Poem I Wrote And I Wanna Know What People Think
so please after you read this tell me what you think. i dont care who you are or who reads it i just wanna know ur thoughts on it. I'm Threw Im threw with this world Im threw with this life Im threw with it all Just one slit from a knife I know that its hard I know ill get threw I know that it might end 'Cause my fuse already blew Theres a few that do care I know that some do I just dont know all what ill do Take care of my family The few that i have Im sorry that i didnt survive My heart is torn well more just shattered The one who might care...... Well this might not matter Please someone help me I'm not right in my mind Threw this tortured life And all the pain has been baired My life should be over But im still right there 'Cause my mom still needs me As long as she is around It's because of her that My corpse hasnt hit the ground.

Sensual
We meet in the doorway, the moonlight through the windows casting a silver sheen on your raven tresses. The candles give a golden glow to the ivory negligee that parts just enough to allow me a glimpse of your silken breasts yet still hiding the treasures of your secret places. We speak no words, but enfold each other in a tender embrace. I gently turn your face up to kiss you, your cheeks, your neck, your eyes, and finally your sweet lips. As we kiss, you move your body so your thigh is pressing my awakening flesh and mine can feel the rising heat of you. The negligee slips from your shoulders and falls to the floor, as does my robe, so we may stand skin on skin as we caress each other. Back, shoulders, arm, hair, all come under our questing touch. As your lips part to receive that intimate kiss, my hands of their own accord reach down to cup the sensuous curves of your bottom and draw you nearer to me. You guide us to the bed and we lower to it still holding each other. I gently t

Fakes
dontcha just hate it wen ppl make themselves out 2 b sumthin they r not? OMG, that is the worst thing ever, but watever makes em feel good or feel more of a human...may they knock themselves out in doing so...me, i choose to be me at all cost...if u dont like it, oh well mayb it was not meant 4 u 2 like me and vice-versa! especially the ones that talk this big game and make out like they r tellin the truth and MEAN wat they say...its all a big joke and dont think 4 once that ppl like me blieve u, we can see rite thru u and ur ways...ur 2 obvious, mayb if u tried bein a lil discreet bout it we may not figure it out within the first convo, c'mon make it a challenge would ya...oh but wait those sorta ppl cant understand wat exactly a challenge means...oh well, and here i thought i was gonna b able 2 play a game! damnit! how bout this, b who u r or dont even bother with me i dont hav time 4 fakers!

Jersey Survey
ONLY TAKE IF YOUR FROM JERSEY OR LIVED HERE FOR AT LEAST 10 YRS 1) What's Your First Name? Cheryl 2) List Your Nicknames?: Chicky, Pookie, Minxy.. did I forget any? 3) Every Group Of Friends Has A Hot Spot In A Parking Lot Where Is Yours?: Key City and Quik Chek.. used to be anyways 4) Very Late Night Munchies 24hr White Castle Or 24hr Taco bell?: Neither, 24hr mcdonalds drive through. or better yet.. the diner 5) What's Your Favorite Diner In Jersey?: Key City bitches 6) Your Favorite Food From That Diner?: Chicken fingers and cheese fries with gravy 7) Ever seen FDR? nah 8) Starbucks or Dunkin Donuts/Baskin Robins? Drunkin Gonuts.. I mean Dunkin Donuts 9) Best Mall To Go To in Jersey? I'm actually kinda partial to the Cherry Hill and Hamilton Malls 10) Best Beach in jersey? LBI or AC... (I don't go to the shore so often for the actual shore.) 11) The Most Tasty Slice Of Pizza You Ever Tasted Is From?: Hmmmm... right now I'd just do anything

A Man Hears...
a knock on the door. When he he answers it, there's nobody there, just a snail on the WELCOME mat. Frustrated, the guy picks up the snailand hurls it across his front lawn. Two years later there's a knock on the door. The man answers it and again sees a snailon the mat. The snail looks up and says,"What the hell was that all about?"

Hot And Fevered
Yes, hot and fevered. Infection is getting better though. I can walk for the majority of the day - medication is making me sick. Went by and reserved my Triumph, but no energy to ride it. Good night!

I Don't Know What It Is...
but it just seems like one of those days when all of the women I talk to today have an attitude. I have been nice and friendly (I think), but all I get are short quick answers (or no answer at all). Is it nationwide today? Is it me? What is going on?

Military Photo Contest
ok so im going to start a contest at the end of next week.... Best Over Sea's Picture can be of anything as long as its rated PG-13 Contest starts Aug 18th and will go thru until Aug 25 I will be taking 9 more entries. First prize will be a 3 day blast. You might not get it RIGHT AWAY but i promise you will get it AND your picture needs at least 5000 comments to get the blast, if you dont have at least 5000 comments you will get a big pimpin gift. 2nd will get a big pimpin gift. 3rd i will get you shit faced for a day 4th-10th i will buy you military support ribbons. PLEASE E-MAIL ME WITH A LINK TO YOUR ENTRY!!!! (please repost this)

Some Tard Stole My Snakes....
At least thats what we think happened at work. We lost 4 ball pythons and one red tail boa....needless to say, they're pretty much my kids and I'm very upset about it. bloody hell. I don't know why I putting that here I just need some place to vent. I hope we can find, Petey, Bob, Roo, and Jake. Hell.

9 Words Women Say
1. Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2. Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3. Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4. Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5. Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6. That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your

A Depressed ...
looking regular enters a bar and orders a soda. The bartender asks why he doesn't want his usual shot. "I quit drinking" the man replies. "Last night I blew chunks." "What's so horrible about that?" the bartender asks. "Eveybody gets sick once in a while after drinking." "No, no," the man repplies. "You don't understand. Chunks is my dog."

Some Nice News
I Have an update about: Psi"Ryn's Daughter: Raven Raven with her Dog She is home from the Hospital and feeling better. She NOW has the right antibiotics for her Urinary Track Infection (UTI). At first the On-Call Doctor (not her Normal Doctor) gave her a wrong type of antibiotic and made her sick. So now they have to watch her for the reactions to that, too. If you would like to send get well wishes, etc. Please send them to her Mother: Psi"Ryn --------------------------------------------------------- Thanks, David PS: We also have been doing a Butterfly Drive for Raven. Please read this blog for further details: http://fubar.com/blog/89855/394202

Rose Petal Beads
The heat of your body causes the beads to give off the smell of the rose. 1. In enamel pan place one pound of red rose petals with just enough water to cover. 2. Simmer very slowly for one hour but do not boil.Cover and let stand over night. 3. Repeat these steps three more times. 4. By the fourth day,the petals and water will have become a smooth paste. 5. Take a small amount and roll it between your palms ,forming beads 1/4 inch in diameter. 6. Pierce each ball with a needle for stringing and let the beads dry on newspaper in a warm closet. 7. Thread the beads onto silk thread for your necklace. These beads are sturdier than you would think,lasting several years and keeping their fragrance. They turn a polished red Sienna color.

Neck N Neck
Wow, this contest has really been a race.... Theres been 4 lead changes in the last 3 days and 3rd has been moving up closer and closer to first and second, no doubt anyone of the top 3 can pull this off... To all who participated Thank you so much, i wish i had a Vip prize for all of you...You are all deserving and wonderful friends...Ill be handing out trophies and other party time gifts to all the final 6 competitors,i know its not what you were after but i want you all to know how great my appreciation is.... My browser has been so flooded due to all the commenting,i can barely navagate,so to my family and friends, i tell you now...You Rock!BIGTIME! I want to remind everyone that i wont be around tomorow till around midnight or so...after work im taking my kids to the Korn family values tour ...Ive made the album open to public in case anyone needs to add a friend to vote,any fans/adds or rates will be returned and im giving party time gifts to all who participate as w

The Rose
The lily has a smooth stalk, Will never hurt your hand; But the rose upon her brier Is lady of the land. There's sweetness in an apple tree, And profit in the corn; But lady of all beauty Is a rose upon a thorn. When with moss and honey She tips her bending brier, And half unfolds her glowing heart, She sets the world on fire.

Vote For My Baby
hey all come help my baby out she needs all the votes she can get were in the lead right now but we need comment bombers for around the clock your help is much appritiated http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=204335&albumid=474805&i=4136276600 http://full.pcb2.fubar.com/53/34/204335/4136276600.jpg

Another Spammer. Lol
->=(¥)=¢åtmå...: then dont spam me. Thanx =(¥)=¢åtmå...: no thanks i asked for 1 pic rate not worth it ->=(¥)=¢åtmå...: over 400 =(¥)=¢åtmå...: how much is it ? ->=(¥)=¢åtmå...: you can rate my stash first. =(¥)=¢åtmå...: can yu rate this pic for me in rate only contest ? http:... PLease. If you want me to rate something. Be sure to let me know who and why. If you are a friend. I'm sure you know a more personal way to let me know than spam my shoutbox.

Life Is Like A Bunch Of Roses
Life is like a bunch of roses, It changes day by day but then when the roses die there's nothing else to say like a rose life changes, it is once beautiful, but then dies when the soft red petals hit the ground you want to harmonizelife is like roses in many ways, it doesn't last long enough but even though life is short the roses stand up tough like life a rose is a beautiful thing, and shouldn't be gone to waste life is taken one step at a time even in a slow pace don't ever take life or roses for granted, or you will always regret karma will always come back to you and do something you wont forget life is like a bunch of roses, once beautiful, but then dies like roses life should be taken seriously not just for sympathize.

A Dozen Roses
A dozen roses I give to you my friend A gift that seems so small But they represent so much Our friendship most of all. A rose for the friendship A rose for the touch A rose for the trust we share Our sharing means so much. A rose for the kindness And the deep caring you show A rose for the comfort given When I've been feeling low. A rose for the laughter How it makes your eyes shine A rose for the dreams we share It's amazing how they intertwine. A rose for the deep respect You give to me with ease A rose for the love we feel And how you wish to please. A rose for your compassion That has helped me in so many ways A rose for bringing me sunshine That has brightened all my days. The last rose is the best For it stands so proud and tall This rose represents you My best friend of all.

Lol Can U Read This
cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if you can raed tihs rpsoet it.

Irish Prayer
And sheperds we shall be. For thee, my lord, for thee. Power hath decended forth from thy hand, that our feet may swiftly carry out thy command. So we shall flow a river forth to thee and teeming with souls shall it ever be. In nomine patris, et filii, et spiritus sancti.

If I Was To Die.....
Murdered in cold blood, would you miss me? If I was the one you heard on the radio knowing the description of the car I was in and the area I was at, would you wonder if it was me? I want to take a gun and blow my brains out of my skull, what are you going to do? I'm sick and sadistic, people keep fuckin with my emotions my blood will rest in their hands to live with the guilt that they did this to me. No this is not a suicide note, but it is how I feel! I Often wonder what people would think of me when i'm gone.

If I Was To Die....
Murdered in cold blood, would you miss me? If I was the one you heard on the radio knowing the description of the car I was in and the area I was at, would you wonder if it was me? I want to take a gun and blow my brains out of my skull, what are you going to do? I'm sick and sadistic, people keep fuckin with my emotions my blood will rest in their hands to live with the guilt that they did this to me. No this is not a suicide note, but it is how I feel! I Often wonder what people would think of me when i'm gone.

Fearless...
Fearless Break it down let it all out I’ll give you my opinon Walking around running my mouth Cause I’m not about pretending I talk tough calling your bluff Don’t tell me what I can’t do Don’t ask me to ignore what in my heart I know is true I never want to be predictable I’m never gonna take the easy road I never wanna follow where the Ordinary ones have gone before And that’s why everyday I say it to myself Be fearless and nothing is impossible So fearless and know that your invinsible Be fearless prove the undeniable Cause your so much stronger than you know So let it go It’s crazy never be done It’s revolutionary Don’t phase me I won’t run Nothing you can say to scare me Bring on fame I got game See I was born for this part Just have to start by following the voice inside my heart I never want to be predictable I’m never gonna take the easy road I never wanna follow where the Ordinary ones have gone before And that’s why everyday I say it to

Falling Star
Catch a falling star, catch a falling star in the magic of delites at night you might discover who you are the pentagrams of twinkling lights are dazzling to the eye they can tell a story if you but wonder why under the patterns of their images we all so plainly see play all the moments of our lives while trying to solve the mystery

Bad News
Due to a lack of donations i have limited slots to listen in MP3 format. But the good news is i have plenty of slots in AAC+ format. You need Winamp Media Player , foobar2000, or VLC media player after you down load go to the buttons that say for winamp foobar or vlc herefubar user: The BIG 429`s Classic Rock Radio Classic Rock from the 60s to the 80s (889333) All players are safe & spyware free! I really like VLC media player The best. It seems to have the best sound quality on my pc. it supports just about every OS And AAC+ * Windows * Mac OS X * BeOS * Debian GNU/Linux * Ubuntu Linux * Mandriva Linux * Fedora Core * Familiar Linux * YOPY/Linupy * Zaurus * SUSE Linux * Red Hat Linux * WinCE / PocketPC * Slackware Linux * ALT Linux For better sound go to Settings then extended GUI enable equalizer. And darn i think it sounds better than winamp. Shocked at least on my pc. For viewing shoutcast listings First if you didnt already , go to settings

Rainy Day...
Rainy Day I wake up in the morning Remember that you're gone I wondered where the sun went The rain is falling now And I'm awake on this Rainy day and I'm Watching as my tears fall down the window pane Yeah Yeah Didn't I baby Treat you right? And I watch the rain it makes us pure again yeah yeah yeah yeah I tried to come and see you But you wont let me in I know we've had our moments But can we start again? Cuz I'm awake on this Rainy day and I'm Watching as my tears fall down the window pane Yeah yeah Didn't I baby Treat you right? And I watch the rain it makes us pure again yeah yeah yeah And tell me how I'm gonna live without you Feel like my world is falling apart I watch the rain Falling again Wash away Wash away I'm awake on this Rainy day and I'm Watching as my tears fall down the window pane Yeah yeah Didn't I baby Treat you right? And I watch the rain it makes us pure again Yeah yeah yeah yeah Yeah yeah oh

Aug 9 2007
Aug.9th, 2007 It’s 103o at 6:44pm, as I walk across the lawn watching the dog playing and running ahead of me I’m encounted by a thought and feeling of you and I that should have been holding hands at this very moment. The power of you being beside me, holding my hand as we walked, know our lives where happy, made me feel dizzy. I realized it was probably the heat, and tried to push the thought out of my head. I was having a good day and I didn’t want the hurt that came into play when that thought hit me, but alas I had no choice. Again the painful memories of what could have, and should have been, came rushing in as fast as the water coming from a dam breakage. I’m still trying to rationalize the current of events that have unfolded within the last few months of my life. Still trying to understand why you accused me “of little faith in us”, while you were sitting in her house. Trying to understand what it is that still has me stapled to you that keeps me wishing, hoping and loo

Contests ** Please Help**
PLEASE HELP OUT MY FRIENDS IN THEIR CONTESTS!! JUST CLICK THE PICS AND START COMMENT BOMBING THE HELL OUT OF THEM!! THANKS! ~WENDYGYRL~ BabyBoy J·Hubby/RL BF to SultryPrincess·Founder of Gothic Rebels Family USMaverick

Interpol/ Lottery Scams
This is what my friend sent me, when she contacted the international police department and I just want everyone to know that this is very real and my friend was very scared about what would happen next. If any of you know what happens in cases like this please let me know so that I can help my friend out as much as possible. Thanks. Amanda Z. Dear Sir or Maam, My name is **********. My father recieved a letter from the International Claims unit that had a $3900 check written out to my dad. According to the letter, he was suppose to put $2800 away for insurence for the lottery amount $250,000 and $1100 was to go for miscillanius taxes thru the government. He was suppose to do this thru moneygram/western union. My mother, who works at a bank, called the bank that this check was made out thru and found that the check was good and had money in it but she went thru an automated system to find that out though; she did not speak to a real person. And so seeing that this ch

2360to Level
THANK YOU TO THOSE THAT ARE SHOWING ME LOVE..HUGGABLE.....GIRL YOU FREAKING RAWK...ARIMIS AND HOTMAMA..LOVE YA AND THANK YOU MyLady Tina -Vice President -Little Shop of Horrors - F.A.R. Family Member@ fubar

People
Every now and then.. someone that i think is either.. super smart... super nice.. or super whatver.... just go and do something that just fucks that image all up...... Ugh I hate wondering what makes people tick...

Different Variations Of Doggie Style
Two buddies were sharing drinks while discussing their wives. "Do you and your wife ever do it doggie style?" asked the one. "Well, not exactly." his friend replied, "she's more into the trick dog aspect of it." "Oh, I see, kinky, huh?" "Well, not exactly - I sit up and beg and she rolls over and plays dead."

To All Beautiful Bbw'z!!
To all my Beautiful BBW'Z I felt that u all needed ta hear my wordz, Cuz i think that u are tha most Bautiful woman n Tha World, yr Beautiful from head ta Toe, Beautiful nside & out wht u have ta offer a man iz priceless, so if u ever think that yr not pretty enough or u need ta drop a few poundz remember my wordz when i say yr Beautiful just tha way u r, cuz there rreal men out here(Like myself) that LOVEZ a woman wit meat on her bonez. So my Lovely woman dont change change shit be Loved 4 tha woman that u r cuz yr Beautiful, smart, Funny, and a all round package 4 only tha worthyest of men, so stay sexc & Beautiful...BedroomGangsta!!

No One Has A Crush On Me. :(
I guess my theory of me being is true. I am that ugly! Rated a 6 on a photo that I deleted because it pissed me off. I went to put my picture up on a radio stations web site and out of 10 I got a 1 or 2! :( yeah so I thought I share what was on my mind. :(

Homeless On The Range
I sit at home jobless Sad and in despair Don't even use my Nautilus No longer do I care Bills to be paid No money coming in Current politicians evade The job outlook dim Some say I should be a fast food cook And support my family on five dollars an hour In my kid's eyes I could not look The future is dour I may run for political office I'm as good as the guy in power Although I am a novice People will resist the urge And vote for a change To remove the current scourge If not they will end up living homeless on the range Elwood Clyde Walken Jr.

Luv Me I Luv On U
Come on guys... I think nothing about rating everything you have. I never turn anyone down may not be exactly when you want it. I understand im a God Father. Im not here for points..But come on ..I need Fubucks just to buy gifts. I help 10 -14 a day leve..If im going to rate you please rate something of mine in return..If im really asking to much..Im just going to go and see who wants to rate swap. I love to level but i need love too.....

Needing To Vent...
I hope you all understand that I need to vent right now...so you can either take this blog or leave it...I just want to get it off my chest. I am in a funk right now. That's what I call it when I am depressed. So many good things and positive changes in my life and all I want to do is either cry or sleep the days away. Seems like no matter what I do or say to people, they are either mad at me or treat me like an idiot. I'm getting really tired of it too. People always ask me what I want to do or eat or something and I will give them my opinion. They blow me off and tell me they have a better and smarter idea. WTF! Why even ask then? I don't think my mind or body can keep up with everything going on right now in my life. Maybe that's why I hide in my room most the day lately. I don't know how to explain how I feel except to say...I feel like an unwelcome guest in my own house. My youngest daughter is kinda funny tho. She thinks I am getting old....too old to not

What I Think
Well first thoughtis this page is a bit difficult to figure out. Now that I am here it's not so bad. Here to meet new people and chat. No nut bags though. Hope everyone finds what it is they are looking for.. Good luck

Funny....
A woman pregnant with triplets was walking down the street when a masked robber ran out of a bank and shot her three times in the stomach. Luckily the babies were OK. The surgeon decided to leave the bullets in because it was too risky to operate. She gave birth to two healthy daughters and a healthy son. All was fine for 16 years, and then one daughter walked into the room in tears. "What's wrong?" asked the mother. "I was taking a tinkle and this bullet came out," replied the daughter. The mother told her it was okay and explained what happened 16 years ago. About a week later the second daughter walked into the room in tears. "Mom, I was taking a tinkle and this bullet came out." Again the mother told her not to worry and explained what happened 16 years ago. A week later her son walked into the room in tears. "It's okay" said the Mom, "I know what happened You were taking a tinkle and a bullet came out." "No," said the boy, "I was playing with myself a

Sign Language
Two deaf people got married. During the first week of marriage, they found they were unable to communicate in the bedroom when they turn the lights off because they can't see each other using sign language. After several nights of fumbling around and misunderstandings, the wife decides to find a solution. "Honey," she signs, "Why don't we agree on some simple signals? For instance, at night, if you want to have sex with me, reach over and squeeze my right breast one time. If you don't want to have sex, reach over and squeeze my left breast one time." The husband thinks this is a great idea and signs back to his wife, "Great idea, now if you want to have sex with me, reach over and pull on penis one time." "If you don't want to have sex, reach over and pull on my penis....fifty times."

The Mower
The mower stalled, twice; kneeling, I found A hedgehog jammed up against the blades, Killed. It had been in the long grass. I had seen it before, and even fed it, once. Now I had mauled its unobtrusive world Unmendably. Burial was no help: Next morning I got up and it did not. The first day after a death, the new absence Is always the same; we should be careful Of each other, we should be kind While there is still time. "The Mower" by Philip Larkin

Omgs!!!!
My 1st MuMM I posted up and what do I get but a bunch of BS from crying babies. SNAKES OF CHRIST!!! ->~Smokin Dj...: its gone and so is my VIC. thank you please G33K 1N 73H P1NK: thanks ->~Smokin Dj...: GODS. GET OFF MY CASE PLEASE> I understand. G33K 1N 73H P1NK: please do keep in mind the mumm format, if it is phrased as a mumm a lot will get through ->~Smokin Dj...: I did it. THANX! G33K 1N 73H P1NK: you dont want me to do it for you ;) G33K 1N 73H P1NK: please delete your existing mumm here: fubar.com... G33K 1N 73H P1NK: and mumms are rarely flagged for actual NSFW, its usually because its not a real mumm G33K 1N 73H P1NK: thats all that is asked ->~Smokin Dj...: working on that G33K 1N 73H P1NK: if you are careful, you can word a poll into a valid mumm G33K 1N 73H P1NK: I dont make the rules, I have been asked to keep mumms true G33K 1N 73H P1NK: mumm is not a poll G33K 1N 73H P1NK: mumm = make up my mind ->~Smokin Dj...: Thanks again for the warning. I'm abo

Holy @#$%
I have needed to get some dental work done for a while.. I just hate going to the dentist . I went last week to get a check up, since I have dental insurance now.... I need ALOT of work. 6116.00 worth of work. I have 716$ left insurance will spent this year and I'll have another 1000$ they will pay for next year, so that leaves me with 4,300$ I have to shell out. I need: 10 Fillings 1 Root Canal 2 Crowns 1 Extraction. The extraction is not nessecery.. I had to have one of my back Molars removed when I was pregnant with David and the molar above it is not doing anything.. I wanted to have the missing molar replaced.. But that's 3,200$ I might have to span this over a couple of years.. That way my out of pocket expense will be 2,700$...

Doing The Dishes
Steve is shopping for a new motorcycle. He finally finds one for a great price, but it's missing a seal, so whenever it rains he has to smear vaseline over the spot where the seal should be. Anyway, his girlfriend is having him over for dinner to meet her parents. He drives his new bike to her house, where she is outside waiting for him. "No matter what happens at dinner tonight, don't say a word." She tells him, "Our family had a fight a while ago about doing dishes. We haven't done any since, but the first person to speak at dinner has to do them." Steve sits down for dinner and it is just how she described it. Dishes are piled up to the ceiling in the kitchen, and nobody is saying a word. So Steve decides to have a little fun. He grabs his girlfriend, throws her on the table and has sex with her in front of her parents. His girlfriend is a little flustered, her dad is obviously livid, and her mom horrified when he sits back down, but no one says a word. A few minutes later he gr

If I Don't Say Goodbye
If I don't say goodbye it's not because I don't care If I don't say goodbye it's not because I won't miss you If I don't say goodbye it's not because I won't think of you If I don't say goodbye don't think it's unfair If I don't say goodbye it's because I can't for one reason or another If I don't say goodbye it's because it's too hard for me If I don't say goodbye don't take it personally If I don't say goodbye it's because I know you'll be back If I don't say goodbye the tears won't flow If I don't say goodbye I still hope you know I will think of you often and keep you in my prayers If I don't say goodbye you will still mean alot to me If I don't say goodbye I know we will meet one day again soon If I don't say goodbye please know I am still your friend and will be until the end but I can't say goodbye and not be sad So if I can't bring myself to say goodbye please try to understand I know it wont be long, but its my emotions I'm trying to keep in hand

Sex
This couple had been dating for about six months, but the guy had been afraid to make any sexual advances because of his tiny organ. Finally one night, he gets up his courage, and takes her to a secluded spot in his car. While they are kissing, he opens his zipper and guides her hand onto his penis. "No thanks," the girl says. "You know I don't smoke."

The Confederate Battle Flag
I want to set the record straight. Just because I wave the rebel flag does not mean I'm racist. I am not a member of the KKK, and I never will be. the Confederate battle flag does not mean hate it does not mean racist, it means standing up for what you believe in. It is my heritage. For those who take it to another level needs to go back to school. Even though the Civil War started off as a battle for slavery, it grew into states rights. I will never be sorry for waving the battle flag. Thank of it like this, if we do it stand up for what we believe in where would this country be today.

2 Old People
Two 90 year olds had been dating for a while, when the man told the woman, "Well, tonight's the night we have sex!" And so they did. As they are lying in bed afterward, the man thinks to himself, "My God, if I knew she was a virgin, I would have been much more gentle with her!" And the woman was thinking to herself, "My God, if I knew the old geezer could actually get it up, I would have taken off my panty hose!"

He's Baaaaaack!
My sexy cowboy is back! Will!!! What a hot afternoon that was! Burnt up some threads on those sheets. Thought I'd have to call 911 to put out the flames. It is wild when you find someone who understands your needs and what you like. It took a while for me to allow someone back into my world. I've been stood up, let down, and just plain used. My need was to find someone with love, affection and the same feelings as myself. I've had a wall up like forever and now I think I might have taken it down. I pray he doesn't break my heart. I'm glad I finally heard from him again and that we hit it off. This was the 5th visit...and I think he has my heart. hugs Will luv kris

How Much Beer Can You Buy With $100?
Well that doesn't matter to our lovely friend Shell! She's hosting ANOTHER happy hour, and yes, most of you {I hope have been to her page to show her the love she deserves} But this crazy chick updates stash daily, along with tons of adorable pictures! Now bitch as you will about "point whores" but guess what, you're one too! Deal with it. If you weren't then you wouldn't mind sitting on a level 2 with only 50 pictures...don't lie to yourself, you don't have to admit it out loud, but we all know deep inside we're point whores :D She's only 100,000 points away from leveling, so let's get her there tonight!!!!

Meteor Showers
Got a calendar? Circle this date: Sunday, August 12th, 07 Next to the circle write "all night" and "Meteors!" Attach the above to your refrigerator in plain view so you won't miss the 2007 Perseid meteor shower. "It's going to be a great show," says Bill Cooke of NASA's Meteoroid Environment Office at the Marshall Space Flight Center. "The Moon is new on August 12th--which means no moonlight, dark skies and plenty of meteors." How many? Cooke estimates one or two Perseids per minute at the shower's peak. The source of the shower is Comet Swift-Tuttle. Although the comet is nowhere near Earth, the comet's tail does intersect Earth's orbit. We glide through it every year in August. Tiny bits of comet dust hit Earth's atmosphere traveling 132,000 mph. At that speed, even a smidgen of dust makes a vivid streak of light--a meteor--when it disintegrates. Because Swift-Tuttle's meteors fly out of the constellation Perseus, they are called "Perseids." The show begins between 9:

It's Hard Work If You Can Find It
You'd think it was a good thing when the mailman knows your name But only the unemployed can make such a claim Where's my check, I have no check, I'm eating noodle broth When I go out in public I feel like a sloth My assets include a couch and an aquarium My neighbor is rich, if I was gay I'd marry him I might be better off in a good sanitarium I found my enlistment papers where a bunch of my crap fell But then I decided I don't do so good with shrapnel Got high and melted pencils, ended up with a lead mess I guess that's better than waking up headless It's just about 3 so it's time to watch Matlock Then I'll curl up in a fetal and close the door with a padlock Danny Schreiser

Sex Joke
There was this construction worker on the 3rd floor of this unfinished building. He needed a hand saw, but was too lazy to go down and get it himself, so he tried to call his fellow worker on the ground to get it for him, but this guy could not hear a word he said. So he started to give a sign so the guy on the ground could understand him. First he pointed at his eyes (meaning "I") then pointed at his knees (meaning "need), and moved his hand back and forth describing the movement of a hand saw. Finally, the guy on the ground started nodding his head like he understood and dropped his pants and started to jerk off. The guy on the 3rd floor got pissed-off and ran down to the ground and started yelling at this guy, "You idiot, I was trying to tell you I needed a hand saw." The other guy replied, "I know, I was trying to tell you that I was coming."

About Me
hi, my name is april, i have 1 son, which is 7 n his name is dason. i am married to a wonderful guy of 5 years n his name is john, we have a 2 yr old st. bernard named tator n 3 cats named ginger,gia, n gabby. we live in a town called lewistown, my hubby works at monroe n i am a stay at home mom for now. my son has adhd, so my days r very stressed so this helps me gets some quiet time lol. well thats it for today

Because I Think This Is Hilarious =]
FOR GIRLS ONLY..How to tell if your good in bed...DAMN GIRL HE AINT LEAVING YOUWow you can work what you got under them panties... No wonder your man begs sex out of you....Give yourself a pat on the back cuz you could be a porn star...How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

Just Because
NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" ***Best one will get a reply*** 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK TO YOU! EVEN iF YOU HAVE

American Pyshco, My Favorite Movie
Christian Bale is an amazing actor!!! ----------------- --------------- -------------------- I love this scene he gets so upset --------------------- yet more great acting!! ---------------------- Great opening scene

Too Much
last week i decided i would live like i did when i was in college and go out every night and have fun. well i had fun, but what the hell i spent over $900 in alcohol and food in seven nights. no wonder i was in debt to my eye balls all the time back then. that means i was spending $128.57 a night in booze and food. and it wasn't like i was ordering drinks and eating steaks i was having beer, pizza and burgers and maybe a salad. jeez i'm glad i'm not addicted to anything. except maybe warcraft, but that's only costing me 15 bucks a month. damn 900 bucks pissed away...man makes you wonder.

Is This My Cry For Help?
i've been suffering from severe sadness for a month or so now--thank you all who gave me love to help me through-when i receive some respite i know that soon the sadness will return to debilitate me totally again-and boy was i right this time-now i'm on the edge-not sure what will happen--thank you for all your love

August Forecast For All
8/9/2007 Dear readers: Enjoy your August forecast pertaining to the upcoming next New Moon of August 12, 2007 in the sign of Leo. Note you can download my book Moon Power for free at Click here and enjoy your and other people’s forecast until the end of the year. The new 2008 Moon power should be ready before the end of 2007. August Deal THREE 90 MN TAPES – I am offering a SUPER Package Deal to all my readers! This Special Deal will last until August 15th only. Get your 90 mn taped Full Life Reading and find out all about the 12 specific areas of your life and what the new Dragon’s entrance in December in the sign of Aquarius will impose on your fate for 2008. Get your 90 MN Hypnotherapy tape and fight depressions and learn all about the powerful constructive forces of your subconscious. This healing tape will work wonder on your psyche and bring a bran new fresh light in your life. Get another 90 MN tape of George Noory and Dr. Turi Radio show (and my 4 incredi

Online Bar W/o A Dress Code
Wow I'd like to see more faces and less tits around here I'm sure every guy on here would disagree haha. Seriously though seeing some girl showing herself off and guys too is so tacky to me if everyone can see it what fun is it to go after? Just a thought take it or leave it!

Blah
well Im bored, its HH and mumms suck as usual, so I thought Id post a blog. Ive been in a bad mood the past couple of days, I guess its because Im not gettin any lol,its been 2 months BTW,and not because I cant get any, but Im tired of FWB and all that crap,so that is out of the question. Im gonna be 28 next month and I dont know, Im just ready to have someone to love, and someone to love me back, Ive been single almost 2 years, the last guy I was with was an asshole, we were together like 8 months, but I never had feelings for him, why we were together is a long story and I dont feel like getting into all that........anyways back to my point, Im just lonely I guess, maybe I will find Mr.Right one day, I hope so. Well thanx for takin the time to read my crap ~Lexi

Baby Died In Microwave
Baby Died in Microwave Body: Just recently a women placed her 3 week old baby in a microwave and baked it,,and yes,,of course it died.Police say that the mother did it to get back at the baby's father.This baby died in a microwave because of its heartless mother,,she appears in court today,,if you think she should be severly punished for killing her child,,please put your name below and repost this as "Baby Died In The Microwave" if you dont repost this no ur not gonna have relationship problems, no ur not gonna die, but it will show everyone that you have absolutely NO HEART or SENSE!!!!! WE NEED 300 SINGTURES. 1.GARDENIA 2.Jessica Russell 3. Karie Braswell 4.whitney campbell 5.megan mcdaniel 6. Amanda Long 7. peggy andrews 8.Araine Scorsone 9. April Frank 10. Robert Frank 11. Jennifer Wells 12.Sherrie Oliphant 13. Samantha Adolf 14.Stephanie Liles 15. Amber - she should be shoved in a microwave and cooked to death! 16. MaryAnn S. 17.D3SIR33 F. 18.RACHEL H. 19.

Show Tonight! Come To The Jumping Turtle!
We have New design Tshirts in stock, and a few of the Collectible First Run Black and White Logo White Shirts and the Back of the Shirt Logo in Black. Also available will be the Ep, The Price of Human Ruin. Stop by and see me to get yours! Dying Regret at a recent performance, Hogue Barmichaels...

Lifes A Bitch!
could someone please tell me where the justice is?? my landlord jus left here and told me that i had to be out in 2 days...so i guess my time here has been cut shorter than expected...so i hope to see u all cum thru and show me sum luv and i wish all of u the best and u r gonna be missed...goodye..much luv kells :(

More About Me....
I'm not your conventional girl. I'm a little different. I don't believe in superfical speech. Small talk is irritating, but only when a person doesn't know how to have it. I like my food, and I will eat it. When I had my car, and I would drive it fast & when i get a new one i'll do it again. I like the rain, and I will get muddy. I'll pick up that snake, but I don't go near that spider. I order salads at resturants, but only when I'm not hungry enough for a meal. I'll take critisizm, it's good for me. I'll wear guy pants and shoes, who cares? Yes I love cartoons and I'm eighteen. Screw off, at least I don't lose it over a stupid sport's game outcome. Sometimes actually more than sometimes I don't play the role of your average young lady, and there are those out there that do not appreciate that. To you, I say, "Mind yourselves, not others." :] These are the areas I have recieved the most critisizm for.... I am a good person. I don't hurt people (as least not with intention

"pretty Boys Are Ur Typical Guys"
"Pretty boys" Are you typical guy all around reguardless what there skin color is and thats inculding the ones that wear uniform its for their job or not.. and inculding the ones that are in the military inculding all branches in the military as well. From what i was told my hmgirl they all want one thing is piece of ass regaurdless and once they get that you don't even hear from most of them from what my homegirl said since she dated one thats all he kept saying was " when can i get laid" and when she found that out she knew right of way she was a pretty boy and just was dispointed and just quit talking to him and she was dispointed because he wasn't interested in anything else.. And she said that all she wanted a nice guy not a pretty boy.. A Man with a brain on his shoulders proves it as well, and NOT USE HIS DICK AS HIS BRAIN. She also said all pretty boys are all bull-shiters as well nothing more then that. So if ur not one then prove it if not then thats not her problem or

Prater187
http://fubar.com/user/1010966 Thats the id of this fucking downrating hating bitch. He commented on my pic and told me people like me need to die. Then he rated me a 1. Im no Model but a one? Damn I dont understand why a male who looks like he does hates so much. Must be women pass him by or he is a closet subby that bastid. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

2 All The Downraters
if your a downrater and if your going 2 rate my page a 1 or not over 9 then do't bother 2 stop bye go down rate someone else cause i don't and don't wanna deal with that alright if you can't understand what I"M saying then **** off better yet go back 2 1st grade there they can teach you ******* oh i ain't joing if you read this and still rate me a 1 i will black your/ her ********** cause i had a few and I"M getting tired of it so yea i don't what other people or they jusr accpet it but hell not me rate me a 10 or up if not then don't bother at all it will save me and who ever the downraters is

Bootie Buddy
THERE IS AT LEAST ONE person ON YOUR friends list!!! WHO WANTS TO FUCK YOU. SO LETS PLAY THE FUCK BUDDY GAME! The rules are simple: If you want to or wouldn't mind fucking the person who posts this, send them a *MESSAGE* saying "I'd tap that shit!" or "I'd ride dat shit" Dont be scared - This is hilarious!! The twist is YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS and see who replies. Repost this as "FUCK BUDDY" even if you are in a happy relationship. It is just a laugh... and you may be surprised

My Heart Is In California
With a tear in my eye And not a cloud in the sky I watched you leave I watched you grieve You gave me a wink And said everything will be all right You gave a warm embrace A feeling I’ll never replace In my heart I know you’ll return In My mind lay no concern ‘Cause I know you’re here But…My heart is in California You lay in the summer Sun You say “Wow, I’m having so much fun” You roam the streets of LA You say “Oh my, what a day” I lay alone in our cold bed All I think is… “My Heart is in California” Praying for the day you arrive Hoping that I’ll survive Wishing I could kiss you Wishing I could touch you With the fear of loss I reach for empty air In my mind I see your smile A sight I won’t see for a long while Your shimmering green eyes A glimmer of love that could never lie I know you’re here But…My heart is in California You lay in the summer Sun You say “Wow, I’m having so much fun” You roam the streets of LA You say “Oh my, what a day”

Show Some Love
Hey guys!! One of my best friends in the entire world is finally get her page on here rolling... Please drop by her page and show her some love!! Add her, she is a blast.. But just give her some time to get used to the site before ya get made if she doesnt respond.. And yes the sexy biatch in the white in her default is me!!! hehehe.. Thanks in advance!! Love you all!!! The Original *~*BrownEyed BabyGirl*~* Jamiekins@ fubar

Sexual Identities
-A- You are not particularly romantic, but you are interested inaction. You mean business. With you, what you see is what you get. You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someone who is trying to be coy, cute, demure,and subtly enticing. You are an up front person. When it comes to sex, its action that counts not obscure hints.Your mate's physical attractiveness is important to you. You find the chase and challenge of the "hunt" invigorating. You are passionate and sexual as well as being much more adventurous than you appear; however, you do not go around advertising these qualities. Your physical needs are your primary concern. -B- You give off vibes of lazy sensuality. You enjoy being romanced, wined, and dined. You are very ha ppy to receive gifts as an ___expression of the affection of your lover. You want to be pampered and know how to pamper your mate. You are private in your ___expression of endearments and particularly when it comes to lovemaking. Y

More Sex Jokes
A woman asks her husband if he'd like some breakfast. "Bacon and eggs, perhaps a slice of toast? Maybe a nice sectioned grapefruit, and a cup of fresh coffee?" He declines. "It's this Viagra," he says, "it's really taken the edge off my appetite." At lunch time, she asks if he would like something. "A bowl of home made soup, maybe, with a cheese sandwich? Or how about a plate of snacks and a glass of milk?" Again he declines. "No, thanks. It's this Viagra," he says, "It's really taken the edge off my appetite." At dinner time, she asks if he wants anything to eat, offering to go to the cafe and buy him a burger supper. "Or would you rather I make you a pizza from scratch? Or, how about a tasty stir fry? That'll only take a couple of minutes...?" Once more, he declines. "Again, thanks, but it's this Viagra. It's really taken the edge off my appetite." "Well, then", she says, "Would you mind getting off me? I'm fucking STARVING!" --------------------------

Cowboys Pre Season Game Tonight
IRVING, Texas (AP) - There are so many ways to hype the Colts-Cowboys game Thursday night. Wade Phillips making his debut as Dallas coach against a team playing its first game since being crowned Super Bowl champions! The Colts returning to Texas Stadium, where their bid for a perfect season ended after a 9-0 start last November! And All I got to say is GO COWBOYS !!!!!!

Finally A Good Thing
Woo hoo. Tonight I'm leaving for Chicago. I'm going with my brother and a friend to ComicCon. Yeah I know. I'm a friggin' geek. I don't care. This is the first time that I've been able to get away and just have a good time in a few years.

Get There Sometime...soon
well life is life. galen and I are still here, but we have no money right now and are having to take each day one at a time. I am at my parents house using their computer right now. I had a birthday Monday (the big 31) so thanks to all that sent me a card or whatnot. I really appreciate it. My life has been ok. I have to see a therapist for depression and eating disorder. I was diagnosed with anorexia. Luckily, it isn't severe enough for me to be in the hospital, but I have to go to counseling for it. I had a minor surgery done in the Er on monday in which they had to enlarge my pee hole. i thought i had a bladder infection and was getting antibotics and it wasn't clearing it up. Let me tell you that wasn't fun at all. If you have ever had a catheter done and they take it out, you know how it feels. So needless to say I had an unfun birthday. hope everyone is doing good and i really do miss you all.

Note To Self....
Life is all about inventing, reinventing, learning, loving, and letting go. Some things are harder than others but knowing when to do them is the key. Learn something new every day, and know loving isn't always easy, letting go can be the hardest thing you will ever do, invention can be fun and reivention even more. But remember this, Be who YOU want to be. Dont let others define you and do what is necessary to keep yourself true. Just dont intentionally trample on others in the process. Also never burn bridges, you never know if you will need to retrace your steps.

Tadaaa!
I have no idea what I am doing here on FUBAR so far. Am just floating along and basking in all of the wonderful men and their fabulous comments. *purrrrrrssssss* I will try to catch up witheveryone as soon as I figure out up form down. Kisssses!

Ten Rules For Dating My Daughter
Rule One: If you pull into my driveway and honk you'd better be delivering a package, because you're sure not picking anything up. Rule Two: You do not touch my daughter in front of me. You may glance at her, so long as you do not peer at anything below her neck. If you cannot keep your eyes or hands off of my daughter's body, I will remove them. Rule Three: I am aware that it is considered fashionable for boys of your age to wear their trousers so loosely that they appear to be falling off their hips. Please don't take this as an insult, but you and all of your friends are complete idiots. Still, I want to be fair and open minded about this issue, so I propose this compromise: You may come to the door with your underwear showing and your pants ten sizes too big, and I will not object. However, in order to ensure that your clothes do not, in fact, come off during the course of your date with my daughter, I will take my electric nail gun and fasten your trousers secure

Heartfelt Confessions Of A Self Proclaimed Nympholeptic
Noun 1. nympholepsy - a frenzy of emotion; as for something unattainable delirium, frenzy, hysteria, craze, fury - state of violent mental agitation I can't say for sure why I'm always drawn back to Klimpt's painting The Kiss when I get like this...why that is the image that I focus on in my head...its not exactly your stereotypical vision of the Cinderella story with the happy ending. Everyone will look at it and see something different. I see perfection, the perfect kiss, the perfect embrace, the perfect setting, the perfect amount on intimacy without indecency. And in the middle of all that perfection I see myself.....not as the perfect compliment to the other elements....but as the woman who can't quite decide if she buys into the perfection, who holds back just enough to not let herself be drawn in, who can close her eyes and recognize how much she has around her but who knows that as soon as she opens them the real world comes rushing back in at her and she's ju

New Tatt
Whoo hooo thats right getting a new tatt sat. yee freakin haa mother fuckers I am so happy and here's the best part its FREEE hell yeah don't know what it will be yet might get there and decide against the butterfly but I know it will be at the base of my neck sexy yet can be covered if it has to be. Damn I'm excited suggestions are welcome and will be taken into consideration. Will post pic of my new tatt either sat. night or sunday morning LATERZ

How To Pray
1 Timothy 2:1-2 NLT Praying effectively Paul urges Timothy to lift up requests, prayers, intercession, and thanksgiving. A request is a need, a deep desire for something we don't have—something only God can supply. A prayer is a word of praise and adoration. A more accurate translation of this word from the original Greek might be to "worship in earnest." Intercession is praying on behalf of others. Our prayers should regularly reflect this kind of selfless lifestyle. Thanksgiving involved remembering those past prayers that have already been answered, acknowledging that we not only trust God's supremacy and involvement in our life but also how his hand has moved and guided us in the past. When we pray effectively, we do more than communicate with God—we commune with him. We become one in mind and spirit and purpose. Today, let the focus of your prayer time be to connect with God in a very real and personal way, not as a slave would petition his master, but as a so

Just Whinin About The 'mumms'.... Hate Me If You Want.. :p
With all the ‘regulars’ who flood the mumms and those who have been there since ‘fubar’ was ‘lost cherry’- I’m seeking advice as to what I should post a mumm about. I'm asking because it seems that if one approaches with a legitimate question, if its not about the weather, to go out or stay in, if it’s not concerning an ex, how I should cut my hair, or what type of cookies to bake....etc... well then they get blasted... mostly in fun though...so yeah-haha.. But when something is asked about the site- or just being curious in general.. Well.. then the nasty comments come out. :P I’ve also noticed that when someone new posts something up that yeah.. might have been asked a million times already... (shit how long has the site been around...?) they get blasted-yeah.. maybe just cuz they’re new...*shrugs shoulders* And yes there are those who don’t bother checkin out what’s been posted beforehand especially if they’ve been around for a while..(the same mumm subjects posted back to

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Well have no idea, what I'm actually doing yet, or for that matter, what I really want to do. But, I know my life is getting better, and for now, I'm just working on that. Eventually, I'll move on to knowing and doing what I really want to do with my life. But for now, this will work.

Make Me Cum Hard............
I am currently at joint 4th place in the "Playboy Model UK" Competition. I need as many UK Residents as possible to vote for me as possible! If you vote for me, I will send Topless photos to you. All you need to do, is send me a text vote, by following the instructions below, then once you have sent a text vote, you will be send a confirmation text, by Playboy, that you have voted for me. Then all you need to do, is forward that confirmation text to me, by forwarding that exact text message to: 07765173460 Then to recieve your topless photos via email, you can either send me a second text message with your name and email address, via the same mobile phone number, so I know its you thats voted! or you can send me an email with your name and mobile number, so I can check my inbox, to see if the text vote confirmation sent to me, is from you. Please give me a double excuse to celebrate this Friday 31st August 2007, not only will it be my 25th birthday, but also it is the

Pixi Is Wise (don't Tell!) *yes This Is A New Blog* "laughs"
My Little Philosophies on Life Faith and Everything! *Although laughter sometimes may seem unruly or unwarranted, I can simply say I do not live to laugh but laugh to live. I have to laugh, even when the joke is not funny.*-MCA *The Beauty of a musician is the ability to feel through a single note- It is the ultimate unconditional and universal love.*-MCA *Whisper in the breeze and I will hear you, Laugh in the rain and I will Dance with you*-MCA *Do Not ever fear the world for it is beautiful in Chaos and Uncertainty with never ending possibilities.*-MCA *I am literally a walking contradiction in everything from my world political views to how much I love and hate every person who walks the Earth, and that is what makes me beautiful. -MCA *Life is really a series of little things- the biggest cruelty in the history of the world was all the little things that go missed. I walk down the street and smile at everyone- sometimes its matched and I know by my simple sm

Just Got As A Bulletin
Mary had a little pig, She kept it fat and plastered; And when the price of pork went up, She shot the little bastard. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- MARY HAD A LITTLE LAMB Her father shot it dead. Now it goes to school with her, Between two hunks of bread. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- JACK AND JILL Went up the hill To have a little fun. Stupid Jill forgot the pill And now they have a son. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- SIMPLE SIMON met a Pie man going to the fair. Said Simple Simon to the Pie man, "What have you got there?" Said the Pie man unto Simon, "Pies, you Dumb Ass ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- HUMPTY DUMPTY sat on a wall, Humpty Dumpty had a great f

Russell-isms
Just some random shit that pops into my head. Some are stolen, some are mine. 1. Fake it until you say "fuck it". 2. Never pass up a chance to pee. 3. I like a thong you can dance to. 4. Time flies when you're havin rum. 5. Do not walk behind me because I my not lead, do not walk in front of me because I may not follow, do not walk beside, pretty much just leave me alone. 6. You have two choices in life, Having fun or freaking out. 7. You know that you have found that special someone when they say those three little words "Drinks On Me!". (d) 8. Without nipples tits are "pointless". 9. The speed of light is much faster than the speed of sound, which is why some people seem brighter until they speak. 10. Dude where's my karma? 11. Tattoos and scars are the souvenirs of people that live life. 12. A woman may love her children and a man may love his wife but the is no greater love that then one drunk has for another. (d)

Test
Can any hell be more real than this? Longing for something you can never have The wind screams contempt for location, associations dictated by fate. Bound. Restrained. Wrapped up in the world of my wicked friend. My innocence is bleeding through Boyish, childhood amazement Beaming in on your soulful lucid insanity. Northeastern lament praying for a cleansing rain to wash away this emptiness A good answer you say? I’ve always been good at tests and testing my will you are.

Jasmin
August 9th, 2007 Like The flower, elusive in capturing it's essence or it's bloom, whisked away after a brief time you, my darling Jasmin are an intrigue you, who have captivated me from first contact you, who i miss at this moment and every moment Call me baby, call me puffin, call me pookie... call me anything, but above all, call me yours To Be Continued... January 30, 2008 Been near six months with you my baby The Whistfullness of it all leaves me weak And still, my heart grows fonder Like all things, it took work But here we are, continuing on together A trip or seven and still I'm in heaven My car lost and still we ride Work, play, work, movies, work, dinner... work Near six months and hope for six months more Continue to be with me my love Continue to make my heart soar To Be Continued...

Wow Cruel Cruel World!
OMG MY AUNTY JUST RANG the one who had mouth cancer (if u didnt know it was in this blog 2007-03-05 http://fubar.com/blog/21223/253941) && she has breast cancer and has to go into hospital tomorrow THIS WORLD IS SOO CRUEL!!! :(

Scared
Scared +*~*+*~*+ I was scared to speak to you, I was scared to meet you, I was scared to look back into your eyes, I was scared to lay with you holding me, I was scare to feel your lips against mine, I was scared to let you touch me, I was scared to touch you back, I was scared to let you inside of me, I was scared to sleep next to you, Now I'm just scared that I'll end up loving you.... and I don't want to!

No Internet At Home
Ok, folks here is my situation, at least the part you need to know. I do not have internet at home (again) So if I am online , I do it from work, off and on through the day, or I am at the library. And at the library depending on which one I go to, I have a limited amount of time. So if you fan me, I can go back and (try ) toreturn the Rate/Fan/Add when I get the chance. So keep them coming, I will do my best to return as many or all if I can. Thanks, Errol

Why? Am I Always Doin This? Lol
OK - I'VE BEEN HIT - NOW YOU HAVE BEEN TOO SO YOU GOTTA PLAY! """"^^^^^^^^^^^^| | | SEXY TRUCK | '|""";.., __. |_..._...______===|==|__|..., ] | "(@ )'(@ )""""*|(@ )(@ )*****(@ YOU'VE BEEN HIT! YOU'VE BEEN CONSIDERED ONE OF THE SEXIEST ON FUBAR! ONCE YOU'VE BEEN HIT U HAVE TO HIT THE SEXIEST PEOPLE. IF U GET HIT AGAIN U KNOW THAT U R REALLY SEXY. IF U BREAK THE CHAIN U HAVE UGLINESS FOR 15 YEARS ..........SO HIT 15 SEXY PEOPLE AND LET THEM KNOW THEY R SEXY SEND THIS TO ALL THE PPL THAT U THINK ARE SEXI -IF U GOT 1 BACK THEN U ARE UGLY PPL JUST SENT U THIS TO BE NICE -IF U GOT 2 BACK UR BETTER THAN UGLY -IF U GET 3 BACK UR OKAY -IF U GET 4 BACK THEN U ARE PRETTY -IF U GET 5 BACK THEN U ARE FREAKIN SEXI -AND IF YOU GET MORE THAN THAT EVERYBODY THINKS YOU'RE FUCKIN FINE Send this to all ur sexii friends. Including person who sent it to u ....?SeXy?..?SeXy? ...?SeXy?...?SeXy? .?SeXy?.......?SeXy? ...?SeXy.?.....?SeXy? ......?SeXy? ...........?SeXy? ?SeXy?......?S

Because A Few Bad Apples.......
Okay, it appears that I am having to bring the rules back to the table. Before you comment on my pics, before you send me an e-mail, before you send me shout - keep in mind that I am still a fucking human being! I'm someone's daughter, someone's sister and most importantly someone's girlfriend. Regardless of what I choose to show, regardless of how little I choose to show, be an adult and stop acting like a damn 8th grade boy going through puberty! Comments telling me how you wanna do me does NOT turn me on. Think about how you would want someone to speak to your girlfriend, your sister, or your mama before you decide to try to send me ANYTHING! The rules are simple...I'm a human being and you may not agree with what I'm saying but you WILL respect it. Comments that I am personally offended by - WILL be deleted with QUICKNESS! If you mouth off to me about it - you will be deleted with QUICKNESS! If you're looking for a little porn chick - move on to the next page because I ain

Today's Horoscope
Your low-key energy is perfect for putting folks at ease, so it's a great time to interact with customers or speak frankly with your kids. If you need to have a tough conversation, make it soon. Note: Low-key energy - that is me tonight more than ever.

Perfect Horoscope For Today
You're in touch with something deep within you that feels incredibly real. All that good energy can't lie, and you may very well exceed your wildest expectations when it comes to your love life! this can't be more true.

Untitled Fallen Angel Poem
Her wings lay torn and tattered where they fluttered to the ground, Where once there was a song of joy there now was no more sound. The air was filled with silence for there was no song to sing, Gone was the love that lifted her...the Wind beneath her wings. Gone the inspiration, the laughter in her soul, She lay in broken promises with no one to make her whole. For when the Wind beneath her wings so suddenly was gone, The angel spiraled to the ground, falling broken and alone. The air around grew silent, not a whisper in the wind, Just the Fallen Angel's breaking heart was a distant sound within. A soft and plaintive weeping sound swirled and danced across the sky, As a single tear fell to the ground from the Fallen Angel's eye. The tear fell on a seed of love that lay within her hand, Clutched closely to her beating heart, so slowly it began. From that tiny seed of love a song began to sing, A song of a Fallen Angel and The Wind beneath her wings. The song sang of und

Lord I Bow My Head Now And Say Prayer>
I give thanks and another day is coming to an end to dusk soon. I refresh each day in Thy scriptures as music plays on my Radio about Christ and God and such songs. I want to say thank you; for all the 6 sences I have and whatever intellengence and love and all that you gave to me as gifts and my friends all.. and family . Im truly blessed but now i want to pray for ... those less fortunate than I . So help and watch out for them , send they a blessing and a calling in Thy name. Some need you so much more than I do now. Im fine oh Lord ; Cause I do know but so many still need to find you and have faith in you. So many be lost and cant seem to get out of the darkness . Help those Oh Lord . touch their souls come into their hearts fill them with joy . Take way their troubles and woes and , ailling and griefs , Lift them up in Thy presense to see Thy Grace and Glory ; and I ask in Thy name it be done ; If It,s Thy will oh Lord. Jesus gave us Salvation let the people see and know ;

Job
I went to interview for job and realized they require a car. That's the part they don't put in the ad for a job. No Experience however you will need a car or soem form of transportation. There is no such thing as easy money especially when it comes to ads like these that leave certain pieces of info out of their adds. They should just be honest. I know now so I can ask that question ahead of time and not be lead astray lulled into thinking this is a sure thing. There are very few sure things if any at all.

Just A Word Of Thanks To All!
Just want to tell everyone that rate my profile and picture and pictures a great deal of thanks! You all are great friends and loves chatting with you all here on the wonderful site. Thanks again! Hugs and kisses: Bethany

Brutal Honesty- 25 Blog (moved Blog *evil Grin*)
1. I want to build my own bike.. actually 2 bikes my first one I designed the concept of when I was 15 , and still havent built it. Its the concept of a 78 Sportster softailed out with whitewalls and cali bars.. yeah.. its not quite a harley but not quite a chop. My second one.. Chop totally chop low low cruiser recliner type of chop to where I can sit on it and drive cross country if I feel like a road trip`. Thats the bike. 2. I fucking hate women. More accurately I hate women who lower their iq's to impress a guy. I hate fake stupid chicks or overt drama princesses. What ever happened to tomboy girl next door kinda on the friend side of lovin? whatever happened to that. 3. Tats.. i want alot of them, I have 5 now but someday the 5 I have will be a full back 2 full sleeves 2 full calfs and I want a tat on my ass. I want it simply to say , (Im not tellin haha) some of them, I plan on doing myself, just as soon as I replace all my equipement, I want to apprentice build my prof an

Bored
Not sure what to write, Im pretty much just still figuring out this site.. just thought I'd write my frist blog. Today is boring.. I have the day off and have pretty much done alot of nothing. I cut my sisters hair... put maddie down for a nap. Made myself a Mocha and am about to clean my apartment.. boring huh?

Bwuahhaa Another -moved- 25 :p (floodin The Blogs Floodin The Blogs)
1. I still spin in circles until I get dizzy and fall down. 2. My favorite past time is fishing. Not because I catch anything- but any excuse to spend an entire day drinking beer on a lake is an awesome thing to me. 3. I never catch anything. 4. I worked on a fishing boat in Alaska for awhile , that was cool. Luckily I didnt have to depend on my fishing prowess. 5. I want to go fishing. 6. I've never been Ice fishing. That could be fun. and cold. very cold. {lol} 7. I hate fish {lol} I don't eat the stuff. 8. okay okay I'll get off the fish kick. 9. My jeans are my favorite dress. 10. I don't watch tv- like ever. {lol} 11. I still play dress up with no where to go- I'm not sure why. Typically I'll change into my jeans as soon as I get someplace to go. 12. I used to grow pot for a living. I don't anymore though. (I swear) 13. sometimes I wish I still did. 14. I'm masochistic at times- most of the time. 15. I think blogging is a weird way of soul

Another 25 (moved Blog)
1. I find inspiration at the oddest times and typically from the oddest of things. 2.I have an accute sense of touch. i/e certain things make me cringe like sandpaper and construction paper and even some fabrics. I can't touch a nail file or burlap. itchy wool makes me shiver. 3. I love leather. leather anything. I love the smell the feel the taste of leather. cured leather.. rawhide leather.. it's all the same. 4. I think the greatest invention of all time was duct tape. I can think of at least 100 things Ive used it for and another 100 I would like to use it for {grin} 5. my favorite dessert is chocolate pudding. it's not too sweet but its to the point.. and soo many things you can eat it on! 6. I love night swimming. One of the biggest thing I miss from living in rhode island was going swimming in the ocean at 3am. 7. I love love to fish even though I don't like to eat it {lol} 8. I'm a very scattered person. I want to be everything and I believe I can do it all

Sex Joke Lmfao!
There once was a couple of newlyweds named John and Wendy. John told his wife Wendy that he wanted a tattoo! Wendy agreed a and said that would be OK. John did not know what the tattoo should say or where he would put it. So Wendy replied, "Well, if you REALLY loved me, you would get my name tattooed on your 'thingy'." John couldn't back out on that one, so he went to the tattoo parlor. The tattoo artist told him that he needed to have an erection while he put it on. After an hour of excruciating pain, the tattoo was done! As John was on his way home from the tattoo parlor he saw a rest stop and decided he needed to stop and take a leak. He went to the restroom and looked down to admire his tattoo and he noticed, that when he was not erect, the only letters that were visible, were the W and the Y. Suddenly, a big black gentleman steps into the urinal beside John and John accidentally looked down at the guy and could not help but notice that he ALSO had the letters W and

25 Quick Things To Know About Who Is Pixi (moved Blog)
Diva and Daddy inspired me to do this because its a quick little thumnail into seeing who is who- and I loved theirs so though I would make my own 1. My Favorite food in the world is Grilled Cheese sandwiches and Tomato Soup. (made with milk of course)- though I hate hate tomatoes! 2. I have Green eyes that turn almost transparent tropic ocean blue when I cry. 3. I'm a book worm. I read everything I can even if I have to use a dictionary to learn the meaning of some words in it. 4. I want to sky dive before I die. 5. I have a fear of flying in large planes, but I love flying in small ones. 6. I'd rather take road trips. 7. I've been to 48 of 50 states and loved them all. (the 2 I'm missing is Florida and Hawaii.. and I don't have a specific need to go to either.) 8. I'm Haida, Tsimsian and adopted Tlingit, as well as Italian and Norwegian. (with Irish somewhere in my family line generations upon generations back.) and I grew up half of my young life in Kassaan a

Random Survey Say's (moved Blog)
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: Mel (Just Mel) Christine Anderson- Guthrie Birthday: Feb 24th Birthplace: Bremerton Wa. Current Location: Earth Eye Color: Green Hair Color: umm this month/ irish red and black streaked Height: 5'4- ish Right Handed or Left Handed: ambidextrious- Righty primarily Your Heritage: Alaskan native norwegian italian romani irish The Shoes You Wore Today: Sketchers Your Weakness: Starbucks- a place right behind my ear Your Fears: Flying in big planes- Bridges, falling through street grates,elevators- fire ants Your Perfect Pizza: Hawaiian Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Moving home to seattle Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol Thoughts First Waking Up: fuck (not in the good sense haha) Your Best Physical Feature: my eyes Your Bedtime: anytime in the wee hours of the morning Your Most Missed Memory: what? Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi MacDonalds or Burger King: neither Single or Group Dates: single Lipton Ice

Prater187 Fubar Member Beware
Just wanted every black person on here to be aware that this member Prater187 is rating pics of black people a 1.. and calling them names. see copy below Prater187 2007-8-9 14:40:14 wow what a surprise another big nosed nigggger where you stay 54 and crenshaw?? I'm blocking him and reporting him for now.

Please Help
hey everyone just want all of my friends to help out with a little prayer for my friends daughter. she was in Champaign in a critical care unit and the doctors ran all types of tests to see what was wrong. She has limited movement in her arms and almost no movement in either leg. They can't even straighten her leg out on the bed or she just screams to no end. They just air lifted her to Chicago to perform emergency open heart surgery with only about a 20% chance of pulling through this. For those of you that know me may know i am not a real religious person but this is one of me best friends and also a firefighter brother. Please pray for this girl and maybe she will pull through all this. Her name is Taylor and she is only 4 years old.. Thanks for your time!!!!

Ever Wonder...?
Why do people talk? Who started the first conversation? Why do we sigh? Why do we laugh? Why do we cry? We're one of the few mammals on earth that cry because of emotion. Also, why are people afraid of saying how they feel? Animals aren't. Why do we fear things we understand, like phobias? Animals fear things they don't understand. Why do we paint? Why do we write? Why do we take pictures? Why do we keep pets? Why do people hold hands, or kiss, or blush? What does it do that makes us want to do it? Gosh I wonder a whole lot. I have a brain full of pointless questions that can never be answered. But I want to know damn it!

Sail Away... 12:50am Wednesday, Aug 8
Catch me dreamweaver, carry me slow wave... in the hands of the reaper, on the seas of the brave. my body getting weaker, my soul you can't save. -poeticDesCent Try not to focus so much on the specific words; instead, allow yourself to capture the meaning in its whole.... I drift, you drift, we drift apart. I know you feel the slow pull of the undercurrents of life... I know you feel the gentle ebbs of the mighty sea of life. I don't know where you are... My vision still stands clouded by the last storm you left in your wake. So, here in my boat [alone] I have thought. My thoughts have basked under the unrelenting sun... My thoughts have sauntered under the silent stars... I'm tired of this. I try. You are not who you were, when we once sailed together. Now you've turned against me; and, I don't think you see that. Your black flag wanes on the slowly sliding horizon everytime you approach. Lucky you, I refuse to continue fighting you, fighting to get to you... Low on prov

He's Home!
Wednesday, August 08, 2007 He’s HOME!... again! KALEB IS HOME NOW!!!! The doctor told us in the beginning that the bacteria in his blood could possibly be a contaminate (sp) and it was!!! THANK YOU GOD! He had two negative cultures and was able to come home. He is very sleepy though because of the Valium that they put him on. He should get used to it in about 2 weeks. But it has helped him tremendously. He is not as stiff as he was before and he actually lets you move him around with out stiffening like a board. He is getting SOOO BIG!! It brings tears to my eyes to see how much he has grown since all of this first happened. He is 8months old in 12 month clothing! Josh and I were talking about how close his Birthday is and how we still want to have a birthday party at the park. I hope that he is well enough for this. Either way we are going to celebrate like crazy because he survived through so much. I still ask God to give Kaleb his functions back. I still

A True Soul Mate!
Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you've never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can't wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you b

Ascent To Descend - February 5, 2007
I find it somewhat strange... Now faced with the inescapable fact that Darryl Campbell is on the move yet again. Rota, Spain. This isn't just a backpacking trip to Europe, this time; but, this is where I will begin my official ascent to adulthood. Call me crazy, but at 19 years old, I think I have every right to be [at minimum] a tad bit afraid. So, to take my mind off of some things and to put it on others, I recall my past. This comes to no surprise, as this is my common manner of achieving inner peace. Some have their religious faith, some retreat to the often warm embrace of family or friends, still some simply live in their distresses... I have to find that sort of resolution that allows for easy sleeping and pleasant dreams. This, all despite my growing insomnia. And so, with the most precise brush I can find, I paint these fine lines. I'm living a life many young men merely dream of. I have lived a life, thus far, that some old men would give their all for. I've recie

Sorry...
Hello to all of my fubar friends...I am sorry, I havn't been on in a couple of days...I have been extremely busy with my job, and school...I just havn't had time to get on...(or off :))but, I will return everyones comments and messages and welcome all of my new friends when I get a breath. Thanks for your patience...Rach

Building Blocks 12:45am Friday, Jul 13
If building blocks were scattered stars, we'd make our home beneath the sun and asteroid strikes and solar flares, would tangle in the webs we've spun. Your dress would be the Northern Lights, I'd wear comet upon my tie and we would dance, a celestial trance, amongst the legends of the evening sky. -poetic DesCent I read it. I got it today, and read it. (And yes, I followed the directions...) For much of my life, I have always done what many men do not. I spend such a great effort avoiding prepoderancy. I never let myself have too much of one thing... rationing myself small portions of happiness, success, love, friends, family. I rationed you.... We've had this discussion already; and, due to the fact that the current situation requires a possibly life-altering decision, I almost rationed you again. I wish I could apologize for being complex at times, but I'm not remorseful. I do it intentionally. You said: "I just fear falling completely in love with you again

Three Men 12:50pm Thursday, Jul 5
Last night, we celebrated 231 years of All-American glory... Happy 4th of July. My flag hung, a solemn reference to the lives of my fellow brothers and sisters who've died for our country. My flag hung, a loud battle cry in the name of freedom and unity. Oh, how I love those stars and stripes... Even more proud am I, that I've chosen to fight alongside that flag; because on the day I die, everyone will know that I bleed red, white, and blue. So, we did it up, All-American style... A good ol' fashion barbeque in front of the barracks. Loud music, great food, some drinks, and the best of friends... There was no need to wish everyone here a Happy 4th. Every waking day of our lives we breathe for America. Each day at work, we do what it takes to ensure our nations freedom. What could possibly destroy such a joyous holiday? I'm about to tell you... First of all, if you are not in the mood for the sob story of yet another military man, then I highly advise that you stop reading right

I Did It All By Myself!! :)
My dryer stopped working in april,the coil that heats broke in half, anyway I went without for a few months. I was hanging clothes outside to dry , no problem. That gets old quick especially when you have 3 kids. So my ex husband brought me a used dryer , smaller but it worked. I still planned on getting mine fixed , it holds more clothes. So that has been about 2 months ago. About a week ago the belt on that dryer broke, just my luck. So today I was determined to get the part to fix mine. Well no answer from the guy who may have the part. So I was downstairs washing clothes , gettin ready to hang them outside again. I looked down at the back of the dryer with the broke belt , and yes I had already taken the back off to see what was wrong with it, the damn thing had a heating coil that was the same size that I needed. It was right in front of me the whole time. So I took it off and put it on mine , ALL BY MYSELF. Now my dryer works just like new...lol.. I love it ...YEAH FOR ME...LMAO

Quiet On The Set, Roll Cameras, 3...2...shhhh *whispers* Action! 12:48pm Sunday, Jul 1
The theme music roars throughout the entire studio, everyone's in their places, and yes, the cameras are rolling. Don't you see the red light on... Don't get too nervous, there's no studio audience... We're not live... you can make mistakes. I've told you a million times your line is: "But I DONT love YOU anymore..." For pete's sake, get it right. ...and cut, that's a wrap. Set it and print it, we've got ourselves a film here. A real classic. Fuck happy endings... There are no shootouts... Daring stunts, yea a few; but forget about riches and beautiful women (our stylest quit on the second day of shoot, so all we have are Plain Janes in this movie) Whad'ya mean you haven't heard of it, we've been advertising for months!! It's called "My Life", and its nothin but drama. Here's pretty much how the story plays out... The story pans out at the end of his high school year in a wannabe city in Kentucky... This kid, the main character, he has like no friends... Let me tell you,

Urgh
Well Im stressed and fed up with some shit... and I have been thinking alot about a bunch of shit lately.... and now I have a eadache.... so Im gonna go lay down or something cuz im in a bad mood now b.c. of shit thats been running through my head! I dont know... but I pretty much give up.... but im out.... peace peeps!

Cough It Up Or Lose It!
A little old lady is walking down the street, dragging two plastic garbage bags with her, one in each hand. There's a hole in one of the bags, and every once in a while a $20 bill is flying out of it onto the pavement. Noticing this, a policeman stops her. "Ma'am, there are $20 bills falling out of that bag." "Damn!" says the little old lady... "I'd better go back and see if I can still find some. Thanks for the warning!" "Well, now, not so fast," says the cop. "How did you get all that money? Did you steal it?" "Oh, no" says the little old lady. "You see, my back yard backs up to the parking lot of the football stadium. Each time there's a game, a lot of fans come and pee in the bushes, right into my flower beds! So, I go and stand behind the bushes with a big hedge clipper and each time someone sticks his little thingie through the bushes, I say: $20 or off it comes!" "Hey, not a bad idea!" laughs the cop. "OK, good luck! By the way, what's in the other bag?" "Well",

What The Wise Man Says... 5:33am Monday, Jun 4
I've only just touched the surface, yet I know these waters run deep. You read this wondering what waters I speak of. Even now, you are preparing to close this note and go about your browing of all that facebook offers. I assure you, nothing of importance will be said here. As I approach year 20 of my life, I have seen more than most eyes are willing to behold. I have heard things your ears will never hear. I am living a life that is full, and I'm doing it my way... Yet, I had to write, because a dear friend of mine made the comment that you cannot control who you fall in love with. Such folly, talks of love. What is love? All I know is that she better not hurt me... lol, I'm joking. Seriously though, I've tried for years to force feed my idea of love. It doesn't work, love has life; and, as with anything that has life, love has its own will. I don't know why, I don't remember when, I just know that love is having its way with me, and the outcome thus far has been great. A wise m

Hanging In There And Finding That Someone
Hey giving you all updates on me right now.. I am doing great.. Just hanging in there that is all I could do.. Helping my grandpa out alot.. He has been not eating very much he is eating ice cream alot and that is not real food.. So I told him to eat real food.. I don't want you to get sick at all.. Any how off subject.. I am looking for that right guy.. If a friend of mine can fine one on here than I can too.. I know I can lol.. Well I have alot of things to do and have to keep the house clean give you all more info what I am talking about tomorrow ok.. Virgo24

Saying Good-bye... Girl, You Really Broke Me With This One. 5:57am Thursday, May 10
Every word from your lips is a tactile move on your part. Every reply from mine, renders the same effect. Blissful isn't it. Romance is like chess, and its looking like we may have a stalemate here... Don't misinterpret a single phrase in this note. This is not a piece of poetry. This is my letter to you. I know you'll read this eventually, although I may have to prompt you. You've said some things. Mostly, just different versions of hello. And from experience talking with you online, I can't really convince myself that you are worth a reply. So, what happens in a game of chess, when one person refuses to move? I'll tell you what happens, the game ends. I tried to show you I still love you, you drop kicked me in the chest, collapsing my heart... I tried, I tried, I try... and you know what, I am really tired now. Not mad, not annoyed, just tired. What makes this all worse, is that I don't even you know how much I've put right in front of you. So, riddle me this, riddle me that,

& To Think I Used To Live On The Internet
well...as you prolly noticed im never online anymore. thats due to not having a home computer ::yea i know it really does suck:: but on the up point im planning on getting a laptop soon... oh...& its finally official....my new name is kristine mallory de la rosa. ::yea i know it took forever to change it:: other than that little tidbit.....im a little homesick right now.....sean's gone off to more training & since im dreading going home to nothing but the pint of ice cream to comfort me at home i decided to hide out at the base library. tho i should prolly get used to is since he's heading off to do the marine thing again....such is military life i suppose. but seriously guys...ive made friends up here but i really miss everyone from texas. ::give me a call...jeez...i even have unlimited texts now:: kay well my time is almost up so i better get going... ♥ mallory

Stare 1:44am Wednesday, May 16
The same smileless face. The same tattered boots. The same shaky hands, delicately pulling on a not-so-special pair of black sock. All in an all too familiar reflection. Stare at him. Stare long and hard. He is no stranger, you think you know him very well. Every scar, every blemish, the lackluster eyes, the yellowing teeth, the unkempt hair, stare. As you blink, recreate the image in your mind, just for a split second. X-Ray imagine you can see the neurons firing. Ride nerves on a highway called memory, do this as you stare at him. His two rings, both quite expensive, both very plain. They mean a lot to him. Remember the necklace she made him. Remember the CDs she gave him. Remember her hand he held. Stare. Amplify the wrinkles in his forehead. Justify his emotionless stature. Hope you are the only one who sees him this way. Stare. The same wide nose. The same closed lips, not pursed, not relaxed. The same chicken legs. The same muscular arms. Inhale deep and watch his chest expand, e

The Answers In 1,539 Words Or Less… 5:42am Wednesday, May 9
The Answers in 1,539 words or less… If I shed tears the way the skies loose rain, am I a thunderstorm? Roaring thunderously, barring teeth like the lightning that illuminates the black velvet carpet above my head, I am squall. It is all in a name. Each night that passes, is just a gust of the wind. Every child that splashes 'round shallow puddles is no more than the neurons sparking in the depths of my mind. I open these eyes toward the heavens. Stung by droplets, as they hurtle towards this earth. Miniature water bullets. Killing me oh soo very softly. Caressing me just the same. As each prismatic drop contacts my flesh, conceal the tears of man, I feel a release. Something like the soo sad love songs of old. Something like the gentle carry of zero gravity outer space. More like the understanding of the wise ones. The Night Sky lives. Breathing zephyrs. Looking through the eyes of the stars. Weeping rain. Moving with the legs of the atmosphere. I'll fall in love with her. I'd kis

Balloons
I think that I might fly away, in my hot air balloon, And hide from worldly worries on the dark side of the moon; There’s but one thing I need before I float into the blue: I need a sky companion and I want it to be you. We’ll fly beyond the storm clouds and we’ll watch from up above, I’ll cover you in rainbows as we feel each others’ love; You’ll shower in the stars at midnight in our special place, I’ll dry you with a comet’s tail and kiss your beaming face. Dreamy drifting panorama, changing every day, Every night your loving smile will be my milky way, The moon will wane before us, sailing there in heaven’s height, For nothing else can challenge our love’s everlasting light. Venus shining on us, glowing soft at our devotion, Our daily drifting dalliance in love’s celestial ocean, I’ll write you lovers’ poetry, and you will be my muse, Orion and Andromeda will oversee our cruise. We’ll sleep with clouds as pillows, maybe steal an angel’s wings

Chameleon 5:32am Wednesday, May 9
Chameleon Tip-toed I slow fade, change color so subtle you didn't even notice... I was difficult to blend with. Walking woods with wolves, I am sheep, with sharp fangs and pawed feet, eating my brethren in a mascaraded manslaughter. Blinked through a film's frame, change scenes so quick and so deft you think... I was always there to begin with. Skimming stuffy clouds with birds, I am whale, with finned wings and unfeathered tail, nesting in trees unable to bear my gargantuan gravity. Snuck up as summer colds, change DNA genetic make-up soo fission cool... I am new strain death you must live with. Multiplying methodically, I am cancer, with two nuclei and cell wall enhancer, killing my host via internal rapid recession. Breathed in like air particles, change winds to blow soo subtle whisp... I am what your oxygen is mixed with. Polluting poisoned neccessities, I am chloroform, with odor free flotation and color norm, decieving you into irrefutable seduct

Arg!
Well I know that I haven't been on here in a while and I apologize, but life happened for me. I had to move into a bigger apartment. I ended up having my apartment broken into and a bunch of my stuff stolen...which I am really Pi**ed off about. Then of course I have had to deal with men who are 13 years older than myself who find it necessary to be extremely immature and stupid...you know who you are!!! Any ways, the wedding has been postponed until I am done with school. I have three years to go and I'm done. :) But other than that, I will be spending the day tomorrow with my kids for my Birthday (aka. Hollyday) and I may be online for a short while over the weekend. I haven't forgotten about those near and dear on here and I hope you'll forgive my absent-ness here. Have a great weekend everyone!

Mr. Distant 5:17am Wednesday, May 9
Something like four thousand miles... in case you didn't know that's quite the separation. I'm talking oceans between us. I'm talking, you're asleep, that's how far away. Something like eight hours on an airplane... in case you don't know your legs would go numb. I'm talking four bags of peanuts and two inflight movies. I'm talking in my sleep, to you, who's wide awake. Something like first class mail takes over a week... in case you don't know I sent your birthday gift three weeks in advance. I'm talking we're not even on the same calendar day. I'm talking, but you won't hear it until tomorrow. Something like my moon is your sun... in case you didn't know I cried to sleep as you cried over coffee. I'm talking extreme distances and great lengths of time. I'm talking to a cellular 30 second delay. Something like all these things should break me down... In case you didn't know love can span any distance. I'm talking fuck the lines of long and lat. I'm t

I Detest Every Atom That Defines Your Existance. 3:52am Monday, May 7
You are the bayonette-style chainsaw that cuts me raggedly in half. You know, the same one I've used time and time again... That bloody rendition of these gears of war. That surly disposition I put on when I am forced to read your one-worded replies. That frag grenade tossed skillfully toward my heart, just because you obviously assume that space is vacant. Oh how I leap for joy, when I see you online and yet I never get a message. Yes, I'm selfish... But you are myopic. Its things like this that impel me to question my sanity; because, surely I am an impetent fool to have ever liked you in the first place. Can someone explain to me why people don't just take people they don't talk to off their friend lists?? and Why haven't I taken her off of mine? Oh soo very slowly, I am investing in insanity. All too quickly, I am vexing voluntary euthanasia. Never should we have shared hellos, never should we have held hands, never should our lips have met, never should we have made lo

Screams
this is a poem i wrote for my mother r.i.p. it is called "screams".............i want to be in your body mind and soul...and in your heart and love you more than a dream could ever be in the deepest sleep of anyones night with my face pressed up against a glass window wanting that life back so bad but its so far out of reach deeper than any ocean blue leaving me lost like flowers without rain....like thunderstorms without lightning ...i wanna live and not just exsist and it is all more than a dream to me can i go on?without my SCREAMS?and be happy? in love like a dream??or is it all just make believe? none the less its more than a dream to me .........and makes me wanna scream.............

Undate-able
It always happens like this... I meet a guy and think things are going well, and then we "do it", I never really hear from them again or whatever unless they want "it" again. I am getting tired of it. No you are not going to get "it" again if that is the only time you are going to talk to me. Am I just do-able? Is there something about me that makes one unable to actually date me and pursue a long term relationship? I know I have a kid and all, and I am not looking for a "baby daddy" she has a father, and whether or not he wants to claim her, she still has one. I am not tryin to replace him. But, being that I am a single mom, I cant just "casual" date. I guess now I should start dating persons with children of their own now. It might make things easier and they would understand more about all of it. When will I just find a decent man and be happy and have my own family, a complete family???

The Art Of Criving Revisited
I shed tears on my way home from work today. I don't even know what song was playing on the radio, I was overwhelmed by a sense of saddness. My cousin, is the source of many tears today. I don't know what's going on, and even if I really did, I wouldn't post it here for the likes of the world to see. I just know he was into some serious legal problems and was trying to fight it. Innocent or not,more so if he's not, I have a hard time coming to terms with that he has supposedly done. Yesterday though, he pleaded no contest to the charges and he was supposed to be getting sentenced by the judge. 9-21 years. *sobs* This is one of my childhood best friends. He was the highlight of every trip to my grandmother's house. Riding her rickety old bike up and down the street, going to the farm at the end of the road and feeding the horses. Playing in the yard, swinging on the swing. He was my playmate and friend. We share a birthday, and for years we always celebrated together. A shared ca

Thursday 8-9-07
Today decided i was in a good mood...and why? because it was time to be....Also learned a few things today.. Taking chances is really just about overcoming your fears, because the truth is, every time you take a big risk in your life, no matter how it ends up, you're always glad you took it. All of our lives we search for someone to love. Someone that makes us complete. We choose partners and change partners. We dance to a song of heartbreak and hope. All the while wondering if somewhere, somehow, there's someone perfect who might be searching for us too. It's amazing. Some people, they just say these small little things, one sentence and it changed the way you feel about them in an instant. Small little words that can hurt you so much or make you fall deeply in love forever. It changes everything, nothing between you is ever really the same again, even if they dont know it, it still happens.

-worlds End-
Stars fall like autumn leaves,collecting wildly on the surface of the end of the world. Cold winds blow in,bringing the scent of the world over from paths shrouded in whispering shadows. This is Worlds End. The final destination of dreams. The rock of eternity amidst the sea of memory. The tales of all times are spun of a single thread which is woven into the untold numbers of lives.All of it bound together into the pattern of existence.Lending it's voice to the histories of all peoples,the final voice of Worlds End. It's here all lives begin,and here that all lives end. Waiting to pass into the final chapter of a book written long before the first mortal man drew breathe. Some stories are older than time.They spawn from the collective mind space of all men.The places between. Some demand to be told,regardless of the desires of their tellers,and they reveal themselves at their own leisure,unfolding with the passage of time,speaking softly in dreams with the voices

The Song Of The Year
Now, in the sky, the bright stars are burning I sing you the song of the long year turning. From the dark gate of Samhain, through Spring into Falling, Hear how the voices of Nature are calling. Gathered the flocks snd the folk for All Hallows, The Summer sun's power has gone with the swallows. Merry the feasting at the Great Assembly, Look in the mirror for hat is to be. On move the stars in the sky's distant wheel, Th folk gather again the season of Yule. Quiet is the hall where the newborn one cries, Lord over men, to be Lord of the Skies. Long nights of winter pass, bitter winds rage, Twelve magic years pass with each day of his age, His Mother is honnored with the harbingers of spring, New armed he goes forth, with the host following. Now, when the first flowers are opening wide, We welcome the Lady, his lover and bride. He hunts in the forest as May buds appear, To seek for the White One who runs with the deer. They leap over bonfires, this May Day so bright,

Life, Stress
But more then ever I see what this world is really coming to; a world full of hate, lose a respect, and faith. I'm not one to say anything about faith because my faith has faded. Still I know where I stand. I stand next to my friends, family, haters, fellow follows of my beliefs; no one should stand behind or in front of anyone. Have we not learned this? After every war and fight; we are the same in the respect that we are human. Then I can't truelly say that and I know that we're not all the same. Some are worse off then others because of one thing. One simple things in our way to understand a lot then what were taught. Greed; the color love is the color of my own hate, money. Just remember this, you maybe one person. That doesn't mean you can't hope change, ever if it's one small step at a time.

Loyalty ...
I never thought Id find some one 2 b mine Lord knows I was right cause you just crossed the line ... As you pull up and see another dudes car parked and reach up under the seat as your heart starts 2 beat before making ur decision and squeezing the trigger its mind altering as you turn 2 leave you hear them worse words echoing the most haunting and taunting !!!

Without Love
Living with a sense of false hope, Wading through meaningless desires. Nothing is as it ever seemed, Leaving me adrift on a river of despair. Having nothing but dark solitude, A forgotten need dies within me. Taking with it the last of my heart, Dying with a loss of love... ~Morgana Angelia~ 8-9-2007

Fluffy Passed On. :-(
grieving My Aunt Fluffy died today. She was my maternal grandmother’s sister. (Technically “Great Aunt Marion”. When my mom was a little girl, Fluffy took her to the dentist. Afterwards, she bought my mom a stuffed dog, which was named Fluffy. Well my mom started calling her Fluffy instead, and it stuck.) As readers of my blog know, Fluffy had been in the hospital lately. (I’ve been trying to keep things updated in-between my computer going down. Really bad time for it to go down, because I was going to take the laptop to Fluffy so that she could see the wedding picture video that I was making. But the video got deleted, like damn near everything else, and I didn’t get to remake it or even rescan the pictures that I have. She did get to see the partly done photo album, and she got the thank you note. I got to see her just last week.) I’m sorry that my thoughts aren’t gathered. Actually, I’m not sorry. Why do I apologize when I don’t mean it? I’m not sorry at all. I’m upset and

You Gotta' Be Careful With Them Southern Belles...
Three men were sitting together, bragging about how they had given their new wives duties. The first man had married a woman from Indiana . He bragged that he had told his wife she was going to do all the dishes and house cleaning. He said that it took a couple of days, but on the third day he came home to a clean house and the dishes were all washed and put away. The second man had married a woman from Utah . He bragged that he had given his wife orders that she was to do all the cleaning, dishes and cooking. He told them that the first day he didn't see any results, but the second day it was better and by the third day, his house was clean, the dishes were done, and he had a huge dinner on the table. The third man had married a Mississippi girl. He said that he told her that her duties were to keep the house clean, dishes washed, lawn mowed, laundry washed and hot meals on the table for dinner. He said that the first day he didn't see anything, the second d

-a Fools Fire-
There is a Moor at Worlds End The endless grey night broken by only silver waves of moon and the ghost light of the whispering fools fires It's here that all secrets dwell. Where all sins reside in forgotten memories. Here the keeper of desires hidden flame walks in shadowed silence Forever watching over the worlds that came before from the Silver City before The Fall from Gehenna to here. To the ashes that remain from the burning of the Prophets of Reason, to the quiet despair which haunts the halls of the Palace of Delights. It is here that he waits. Alone at The Moor of Worlds End -The Moor of Worlds End- (A Fools Fire) - Fools Fire : Refers to the ghostly lights sometimes seen at night or twilight that hover over damp ground in still air — often over bogs It looks like a flickering lamp, and is sometimes said to recede if approached. Some times referred to as Jack O' Lanterns,Corpse Candles,Will O' The Wisps,Hobby Lanterns,and thought to be ghosts,fairi

Let There Be Light!
This blog entry almost didn't get written; I was at home as 10:30 A.M. rolled around this morning and was looking to settle in with Martha and take care of the kids while she went out for a few hours to run some errands as well as have some time away she really needs! But my supervisor Erik called and asked me if I could work today because Kathy our south store manager is still sick with pneumonia. She's already out of the hospital but she won't be back until Monday. On a more practical note, getting paid for eight hours of overtime can do nothing but help! So I went and finally got those new lights put it I referred to last week; it turns out Erik had to replace the ballast itself so the fluoroescent lights would work, and when they came on they were pretty blinding! Not because I looked into them . . . it'll still a wee bit unnerving after a week without them. Some comments I read on yesterday's entry gave me the impression I was beating myself up, and I didn't mean to. When

Family Or Friend
cant see the light at the other end, where is the ones that say they are my friends? not here helping me or at my side there running away trying to hide. but all is good it dont get to me, i have friends i call family. i wasnt bad or even good i was taught to be a hood. i grew in power and i grew in my head, i rather work then end up dead. i done wrong but i done more right, i keep smiles going all through the night. never has a tear came from what i done, just smiles and kisses coming from everyone!!!

Working Late
WORKING LATE We are working late in the office and its hot and we have been giving each other the eye the entire day...all of the other people that work in the office has left for the day.....its just you and me....we are suppose to be working and trying to get this project done but we keep getting destracted...there has been little looks and small indiscrete touches for weeks now and it is coming to a head.....I walk up next to you and reach around you to get a folder and you turn and look into my eyes and we both stop and freeze right where we are......there is more said in that one look than an entire hour of talking could explain and without saying one word we both know exactly what we are feel'n......I lay the folder back down on the desk and you turn your body around into me .......we are sooo close ...face to face....doing nothing but looking in each others eyes....then I raise my hand and start to slide my fingers up your arm......my slightest touch brings chil

Sadness
Sometimes in life you get hit with a very hurtful jolt that makes you wonder about lots of things. You make some new friends, just to have a few jerked out from under you. That really hurts. You go through your mind, wondering what you did wrong or what you can do to make things all better. Everything you try is either ignored or spit back in your face. Or the one you love dies. Those times you just want to go off to yourself, sit, and think about it all. There are never really any good answers, just more questions. Or maybe...the one you truly love is so unreachable that all you have are the memories of the talks you have had. Or they are allready attached to someone. But yet when they call or IM you, everything is suddenly better and you smile all over again. You grasp that one thread of hope that keeps you sane. That thread that connects you to that special someone. You hope and pray that he or she remains with you. But once that thread breaks, all is lost. You turn

The Answer Is Yes
I have had a couple of people ask me if I really got married. Yes, I did, and to someone I met here at this site. And, yes, I am very happy! To those who have offered their congratulations I thank you from the depths of my heart! Hugs, Rayne

What Is Forgiving?
What is forgiving? Forgiving is giving up all claims on the one who has hurt you and letting go of the emotional consequences of the hurt. How can we do that? It's done at the price of beating back our pride. By nature we are selfish. Forgiving by definition is unselfish. Being hurt by another person wounds our pride. Pride stands in the way of forgiveness! • When most people think of forgiveness, they think of changing their feeling toward someone who has wronged them, of teary-eyed sweetness replacing anger and a thirst for revenge. But forgiveness is not a feeling at all. It is a choice you make, which may go against every self-centered fiber of your being. So forget the easy, mushy sentiment that the world inserts into the idea. True, you may feel some emotions when you forgive, perhaps gladness at being reconciled and close again. But if you are acting only on sentimental impulse, there's no assurance that your forgiveness will last beyond that impulsive moment. True forgivenes

I Need Some Mad Love!!!! :)
OOOOOOOOOOOH I GOT A REAL HOT THING WITH GUYS AND GOATIES.... LOL.. I ALWAYS HAVE .. DONT KNOW WHY... LOL.. :o :) BUT GUYS WITH GOATIES REALLY ROCK MY F*CKIN SOCKS...... :p AND ROCKERS IN BAND... :) IM A GOOD GIRL GONE BAD.... :p LOL.... SHOW ME SOME LOVE.... ROCKERS AND GOATIES TURN ME ON... I LOVE THE BAD BOYS.... :) ALWAYS HAVE ALSO.... NEVER GREW OUT OF IT.. LOL I AM SOO SINGLE AND LOOKIN FOR A MAN... TURN THIS SINGLE GIRL INTO A SEXY ROCKIN FUBAR WIFE FOR THEM!!!! :) AND CRUSH ME LIKE IT HURTS.... :p :o :p

Some Dark Of Me
I do have a darker side....one that I keep hidden as much as possible. It is a world of Vampires, Darkness, Evil, sinister things, and just about anything that pertains to the night. Vampires especially have allways fascinated me in life, right along with the rest of the supernatural world. I love horror movies and books! The bloodier the movie..the better I like it. I love Ouija boards....but don't have one myself. And yes....as corny as it may sound....I do believe in certain things that others would just laugh about. I can honestly say, that you must be careful what you wish for.....because you might get it. You might get it more than you want! I have seen a lot in my life. A lot of it was not pretty. I take what I have witnessed and put it into a story or stories for myself. My poems reflect some of my mindset. I have piercings. I also have a tattoo that I will eventually change. There are other ones I would love to have on my arms, but I doubt I will get them.

Humpty-dumpty
Humpty Dumpty sat on a bed Little Bo Peep was given him head As soon as he came She started to weep She could tell by the taste He'd been fucking her sheep. Thought that was hilarious and had to share it.

Grow Some Balls!
DON'T YOU HATE IT WHEN THERE'S SOMETHING/SOMEONE THAT YOU WANT, AND IT'S RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU?... AND TO HAVE IT, ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS PUT YOUR ARMS OUT AND REACH!THAT'S HOW I FEEL RIHT NOW. THE THING THAT I WANT, I KNOW WILL CHANGE MY LIFE. IT'S JUST OUT THERE HANGING RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY EYES. BUT I HAVEN'T GOTTEN MYSELF TO PUT MY ARMS OUT THERE AND REACH FOR IT. BUT SOMEDAY, SOON, MAYBE I'LL GROW SOME BALLS AND REACH FOR WHAT I WANT. *BECAUSE MY LIFE IS WHAT I MAKE OF IT!!!*

Scars On My Heart
Leave me breathless Forget the words almost spoken My will is bent but not yet broken A minute of your time, one small token Watch me slip and fall away Leave me here to wither and decay Witness me drown in the abyss I reach out, hoping to be saved But you're not there to rescue me But you don't care as you stare While I sink into the ocean of my pain You don't know what it's like How can i make you understand? If you could see what I see Or feel what I feel You'd know this love is real You'd know that I'm dying inside While I watch you with another Giving her all the love once given to me Feel me yearn for your smile As I watch it bestowed on someone else Love is a minefield One misstep and all is lost I search for a place to hide Lick my wounds in secret I gather my strength In an attempt to live again After all this time There's still scars on my heart

We Want..we Desire, But We Cant Have...
I'm starting to fashion an idea in my head where I would impress you with every single word I'd say, it would come out insightful or brave or smooth or charming. And you'd want to call me and I'd be there everytime. But for now I'll look so longingly for you to want me, for you to need me, for you to notice me. There's something to be said about a glass half full. About knowing when to say when. I think it's a floating line. A barometer of need and desire. It's entirely up to the individual. And depends on what's being poured. Sometimes all we want is a taste. Other times there's no such thing as enough, the glass is bottomless. And all we want, is more. And what we need...the best things...are right in front of us. And we don't notice them untill they're gone, out of reach, and become those things that we want and desire, but cant have....

What Sucks
What sucks the most is when you think your life is going so well and then out of no where something comes and knocks you down. whether the at something is sickness or losing your good friends. unfortunatley it is both for me. i had some really close friends and then out of nowhere the phone you call keeps ringing to the answer machine or they hang up on you cuz they are to busy to say hi for a minute or their phone calls to you never come. it sucks cuz this happens to me all the time and my dumb ass keeps letting it happen. i try to spend time with them but with being sick and working the graveyard shift my day is busy but at least i try. i just hope things only go up from here.

A Poem I Wrote For My Best Friend
The conversations That last for hours Filled with belly laughter About nothing important Have the most meaning we are always damned if we do Fucked if we dont We hate the what ifs we place our hands in the fire to make sure it burns Things are always black and white and look better that way WE treasure whats right in front of us but are still incomplete always searching we are realistic dreamers Beautiful artist with a broken soul looking for our answers in all the wrong places not bound for this world yet uncontrollably drawn to it meant for something important the marters of the centry

"man I Aint Changed But I Know I Aint The Same"
things are okay the days are longer and hotter and i am more tired, work is work and there is no play i dont feel like im growing or growing in a room thats way to small...... the ones i love will always break me with their words. the ones i hate only anger me more dont judge me i dont speak spanish! i feel beautiful but hidden you can see this in my eyes im lost and confused and.... worest of all i know im doing it all wrong but i have no fucking clue how to do it right

Ultra Dirty
I dated a major exhibitionist once upon a time I lived in vegas and she was out visiting me while her parents and her stay at a local hotel well I picked her up to take her to the movies as soon as we were out of sight we embraced and kissed passionately she told me that she wanted to make love where everyone could see so off we drove in my mini van while she lifted her skirt and removed her panties I had allready decided that if that was what she wanted she would get just that and since we were going to a theater near the MGM Grand Resort I parked there in the main parking lot the entire drive there she kept playing with her clit and I would catch glimpses as I drove once there we parked near the tram and elevators where most people walk by so we got out of the car and opened the side door layed the benches down so they made a bed and climbed in the back she never stopped playing with her clit cept for when I kissed her and rubbed it out side of the van closing the door and locking

What A Weird And Wired Journey Was An Awesome Band Aid Brand Bandages
So yeah, it's been a while. A long while.... House hunting not going so well, too picky I suppose. I gave up looking for a homestead and started roaming. I have gone completely mobile. In fact this message is being sent with my cell phone bluetoothed to my laptop. *smirk* Not quite sure what happened to this place since I left...but it is definately fubar. At any rate...changes in my life over recent months... I now manage Aaron's Sales and Lease (happened right before I left here) I have gotten two salary increases in the last six months due to winning two Store of the Month awards for my region...the salary is nice, but the awards are preprinted form letters shoved in Dollar Store plastic picture frames and one was busted when I received it. LOL I see Fonicates has the spotlight once again and I Love Sporks is still asking me to begin the Spork Wars Saga... I have become somewhat of a high roller what with my huge salary and no expenses situation. Nothing solid o

4.6 Earthquake Last Nite =)
Shook things up pretty good, no apparent damage where I'm at though.... I was awake when it hit, felt kinda like a truck slamming into the building, then you could feel the building swaying for another 30 or so seconds... Kinda kool! lol =) http://pasadena.wr.usgs.gov/shake/ca/

Giving Up
Is it wrong for me to want to give up on everyting. Not to live life to the fullest when i feel its slipping from my hands inchs and heartbeats at a time. Love isnt caring for another,sharin and every lil cherrished memery or time spent with someone love is a crime. Only cuz after one decides to move on your heart enes up ripped up and your dignity. What you thought was everything that is great and that nohing could go wrong that is unity. But unity is nothing compare to what you go through when its gone leaving you with nothing left to say. wanting to give all your cherrised memeriesto the devil just to drink your existing lifeand you dying soul away. never looking up for anything good that passes under your nose thats when you know that lif is not worth living. nothing can ever help any more onece a heart warming person all cold hearted beats from a frozen iced heart with antartic water blood is all the heart is giving. after the death of that person feeli

Support Our Troops
This is the speech I did infront of my mom's church last sunday. The reactions and the applause was just amazing and all the hands I shook and the thank you's was just truely amazing. I now want to be a advocate for the troops and do alot more for them. Its wonderful how God works in ways that suprise you. I am excited to see what happens in the near future. I have already gotten calls from people who want to help more. Hi, I'm Sharon and I would like to share something that started out as a thought and a call to the church. I wrote a letter to the church in May asking everyone to write up some thank you cards and letter to Our Brave Troops and little did I know it was going to turn into something great and amazing. A week after Lisa passed out the letters to the sunday school classes that I recieved a call from Jane Lowrey/Unity Class wanting to know if we could send care packages. Well we did, we sent 6 care packages to 3 soldiers and they all recieved them with in a week... Her

I Am Holding On To Whats Real
i am holding on to whats real i am no longer here with you i wish i was so close to you now only to be torn apart by the distance holding on to save myself as well as you questioning god for another chance to see your beautiful face but i guess i can't trust him either walked away plenty of times to know that i am only hurting myself now when will i learn that pain is not love? when will i learn that love is not easy to find? praying for your pretty face dying for my love to you and i am only hurting myself only time will tell my story and when it it ends i hope no one misses me

No Chance In Hell But Hey Bomb Me Anyways..lol
Hey everyone Im in the Most Wanted Contest and Im waaaaay behind! Could really use some bombers...Every and all help is greatly appreciated and returned!!! thanks everyone!!! Please be sure to add the contest owner so you can comment and show her some love! THANKS! this is meeeeeeeee :) Dont forget to add the contest holder and show her some luv too! robisue@ fubar

Some Quotes I Saw That Made Me Miss My Mom
first one.... God saw her getting tired a cure not ment to be so he put his arms around her and whispered...... Come with me. second one.... Our family chain is broken and nothing seems the same but as god calls us one by one the chain will link again third one..... I love you all dearly Now dont shed a tear Im spending my Christmas With Jesus this year when I read these I cried.I miss my mom so much at times it hurts.

Rip The Flesh Anew
The same old scars Bleed with fresh pain Rip the flesh anew The arrow of betrayal Lances my heart Each breath I take Another mistake Your aim was true Was that your plan? To kill the love I felt for you? I feel trapped in a cage A prison of my own making Wake me up from this nightmare What do you do when hope is lost? When everything good is gone? What can be done when love isn't enough? I thought I could survive without you But I was wrong What do you do when your world stops turning? Because you don't stop yearning Don't stop burning Lights dim Conversations once intriguing Now just background noise Interest is lost Life doesn't seem the same And colors fade to gray

Strange Creature In Texas
was just out driving one night because I was bored and wanted to get out. Usually when I'm driving I see many animals: deer, rabbits, raccoons, opossums, skunks and more, but this night I didn't see any animals out. This was very unusual. I was about 5 miles outside of Dimmitt, Texas when suddenly there was a large animal in the middle of the road eating a raccoon that had been hit by a car. I first saw a sparkle from the animal's eyes as my headlight shined up the road. I always watch for shining eyes because I know many animals are out at night. I slowed down and stopped about 30 feet from the animal, which at first looked like a large, dark gray dog eating a on the dead animal. It was standing on all four feet and started off to the left side of the road, but only moved a few feet when it turned and went back to its meal. The "dog" then picked up the coon in its mouth and headed off the road to the right. As I watched the dog-like animal walking off the road, the animal then r

Troops & Crimes
HISTORY'S BEST-BEHAVED MILITARY August 3, 2007 -- THE media love to trash our troops. Every crime alleged to have been committed by a soldier or Marine in Iraq is headlined until it seems that those in uniform are so busy with atrocities they haven't got time to fight. No accusation is too preposterous for "respected" media outlets to feature, and the left-wing press convicts our troops long before they see a courtroom. Our service members are portrayed (by those who never served) as a sadistic rabble. But when you look at the facts - the hard numbers - a very different picture emerges. While crimes committed by our troops can't be condoned (and they certainly aren't), official crime statistics make it clear that we have the best-behaved military in history - one that's vastly more law-abiding than our general population. The here-at-home numbers are readily available from public sources. So let's compare some domestic crime rates with the misdeeds of those vicious storm-tr

I Am Ok
I thought I should let you all know what is going on so you all aren't all freaking on me. I did go to the GYN yesterday. He is no Dr. Hennessey, but still a wonderful doctor. Of course things went as well as can be expected. I won't have any results right away (of course...they have to be sent to the lab). I do however have to go for more tests at Parkwest. Parkwest is a larger hospital in Knoxville that has more state of the art equipment than the hospital that I work at. Mine is only 50 beds & considered a "rural" hospital. We don't even deliver babies or have a peds unit (they are all trasferred to Parkwest or East TN Childrens). As for my "break". The stress of everything has just gotten to the point that it is hard for me to deal or act like nothing is going on. Last year, I never really "realized" or dealt with the cancer. I went on with my life as if nothing was wrong & continued to take care of everyone else other than myself. The past few days leading u

Random Writing.....i Was Bored...
As I sit here alone, he wanders in my thoughts. A rememberance of a love that I found. Wanting him near, wanting him close, closing my eyes, feeling his touch, his caress, his arms strong, safe, and comforting, holding me close..never to let me go. Does he know how I feel, should I tell him or just let it go? He holds my heart in the palm of his hand, does he know? Would he keep it under lock and key, or simply stomp on it and walk away? If he only knew how I felt...would he be scared and run away or stay and break down the walls that around my heart? I want his heart, I want it all, a life, a best friend, a love that will last. I want to hold his heart in the palm of my hand just as he does mine, safe, secure, under lock and key. Will he ever believe in me? A promise to love him forever, to never let him go, just one chance to make him mine forever. As I sit here alone he still wanders in my thoughts, and in my thoughts is where he will be. A rememberance of a love that I found. Only

Skillet Potatoes With Olives And Lemon
The strong aromatics in this dish infuse the potatoes with a spirited Moroccan style. 1/4 cup green olives such as picholine or arbequina 1 pound fingerling or small red potatoes, peeled if desired, then halved lengthwise 2 tablespoons extra-virgin olive oil 6 (3- by 1-inch) strips lemon zest, removed with a vegetable peeler 1/2 teaspoon ground cumin 1 cup water 1/4 cup coarsely chopped flat-leaf parsley Accompaniment: lemon wedges Smash olives with flat side of a large knife, then discard pits and chop olives. Toss potatoes with olives, oil, zest, cumin, 1/2 teaspoon salt, and 1/4 teaspoon pepper in a 10-inch heavy skillet, then add water and bring to a boil. Cover skillet and boil over medium heat until potatoes are tender, 10 to 12 minutes. Remove lid and cook, stirring, until water is evaporated, 1 to 2 minutes. Serve sprinkled with parsley. Makes 4 servings

Tomato-and-garlic-stuffed Chicken Cutlets
How can so simple a filling create such a wonderfully earthy flavor? Anchovy paste has long been a secret weapon in many chefs' arsenals and, when you use it here, you'll know exactly why. 1 large garlic clove, minced and mashed 1 tablespoon anchovy paste 1/4 cup finely chopped flat-leaf parsley 2 tablespoons olive oil, divided 4 (1/4-pound) pieces chicken scallopini (cutlets flattened to 1/4 inch thick) 1 large plum tomato, cut crosswise into 8 slices, discarding ends Stir together garlic, anchovy paste, parsley, 1/2 tablespoon oil, and 1/4 teaspoon pepper. Pat chicken dry, then spread with parsley mixture. Fold chicken in half crosswise and insert 2 slices of tomato into each pocket. Season outside of pockets with 1/4 teaspoon salt and 1/4 teaspoon pepper (total), then brush with 1/2 tablespoon oil. Heat remaining tablespoon oil in a large nonstick skillet over medium-high heat until hot. Add chicken and brown 2 minutes per side. Reduce heat to low and cover skillet,

How The West Was Really Won
A Cowboy sitting in a saloon one Saturday night, he recognized an elderly man standing at the bar who, in his day, had the reputation of being the fastest gun in the West. The young cowboy took a place next to the old-timer, bought him a drink and told him the story of his great ambition. "Do you think you could give me some tips?" he asked. The old man looked him up and down and said, "Well, for one thing, you're wearing your gun too high. Tie the holster a little lower down on your leg." "Will that make me a better gunfighter?" asked the young man. "Sure will," replied the old-timer. The young man did as he was told, stood up, whipped out his 44 and shot the bow tie off the piano player. "That's terrific!" said the hot shot. "Got any more tips for me?" "Yep," said the old man. "Cut a notch out of your holster where the hammer hits it. That'll give you a smoother draw" "Will that make me a better gunfighter?" asked the younger man. "You bet it w

Zucchini-wrapped Fish Fillets
In this elegant twist on the traditional French method of cooking en papillote, fish fillets become incredibly moist as they steam inside a sheath of zucchini slices. 2 (6- to 7-inch-long) zucchini, trimmed 3 tablespoons extra-virgin olive oil, divided, plus additional for brushing 16 fresh basil leaves 4 (6-ounce) pieces halibut or salmon fillet (preferably wild salmon), skinned 1 tablespoon fresh lemon juice Equipment: a Y-shaped vegetable peeler Shave zucchini lengthwise into very thin ribbons with peeler. For each piece of fish, arrange about 5 slices of zucchini on a work surface, side by side, overlapping each slice by half. Brush zucchini with oil, then lightly season with salt and pepper. Lay 2 basil leaves across center of each group of zucchini slices. Pat fish dry, then sprinkle with 1/4 teaspoon salt and 1/4 teaspoon pepper (total) and arrange crosswise on zucchini, covering basil leaves. Top each piece of fish with 2 basil leaves, then wrap zucchini arou

Plum Berry Crisp
The charm of this simple dessert is obvious: It takes sweet summer fruits and cooks them down so that everything good about them becomes even better. For filling 1 1/2 pounds purple plums, cut into 1/2-inch wedges 1 cup blueberries (5 ounces) 1 cup blackberries (5 ounces) 1/3 to 1/2 cup packed light brown sugar (depending on sweetness of fruit) For topping 1 cup rolled oats 1/4 cup all-purpose flour 1/3 cup packed light brown sugar 1/2 stick unsalted butter, cut into bits and softened 1/4 teaspoon salt Preheat oven to 425°F with rack in upper third. Toss together all filling ingredients in a 2-quart shallow baking dish and bake 10 minutes. Meanwhile, blend together all topping ingredients in a bowl with your fingertips until butter is evenly distributed and mixture is crumbly. Stir fruit filling, then sprinkle oat mixture over it and bake until topping is crisp and golden and fruit is bubbling, about 30 minutes. Makes 4 servings

Clam And Corn Chowder
Full of sweet corn, smoky bacon, and delightfully briny clams, this light summer chowder is like having a whole New England clambake in a bowl. 3 bacon slices, cut crosswise into thin strips 1 bunch scallions (5 or 6) 2 tablespoons unsalted butter, divided 2 cups corn (from about 4 ears) 1 pound boiling potatoes, peeled and cut into 1/2-inch cubes 2 (8-ounce) bottles clam juice 1/2 cup water 2 pounds small hard-shelled clams, well scrubbed 1 cup whole milk 1/2 cup heavy cream Cook bacon in a 4- to 5-quart heavy pot over medium heat, stirring, until slightly browned but not crisp. Chop white and pale green parts of scallions (reserve greens) and add to bacon along with 1 tablespoon butter. Cook, stirring, 2 minutes. Stir in corn, potatoes, clam juice, water, and 1/2 teaspoon pepper and bring to a rolling boil, uncovered. Add clams and return to a boil, then simmer, uncovered, stirring occasionally, until clams are just opened wide, 5 to 8 minutes (discard any clams that r

Did Anyone Ever Hear Of Stormy Jones Needing A Liver Trans Plant Back In !980,s
well she was 8 yrs old in our town and the people held a bbq and all community came tgether to help her even the Von eric brothers wrestling team yeah from Dallas texas went to our little town to help this little girl to be able to have a transplant and money to afford it cause she was so sick and mom and daD were depleated to theiR TO THEIR LIMITS over the 8 yrs she lived . well she got her transplant but months later still passed on. But that littler girl was an angel of God .. and our town helped many thur the ys that need such medical attention or other problems , like a house fire or a flood damage or an elderly peron needing assiatance. we did lots in our littl town. hugs diana

Spiced Peach Pie With Lattice Crust
Ginger and cinnamon give the classic peach pie a makeover. Watch how to make your pie perfect with our hands-on pie-making video. Crust 2 1/2 cups all purpose flour 1 tablespoon sugar 2 teaspoons ground ginger 2 teaspoons ground cinnamon 1/2 teaspoon salt 10 tablespoons (1 1/4 sticks) chilled unsalted butter, cut into 1/2-inch cubes 1/2 cup chilled solid vegetable shortening, cut into pieces 4 tablespoons (or more) ice water Filling 2/3 cup (packed) golden brown sugar 1/4 cup cornstarch 1 teaspoon fresh lemon juice 1/2 teaspoon ground ginger 1/2 teaspoon ground cinnamon 3 pounds medium peaches For crust: Whisk first 5 ingredients in medium bowl to blend. Add butter and shortening and rub in with fingertips until mixture resembles very coarse meal. Mix in 4 tablespoons ice water. Mix in more water by tablespoonfuls if dough is dry, tossing until moist clumps form. Gather dough into ball. Divide dough into 2 pieces, 1 slightly larger than the other. Flatten into

Facts Of Life
funny request Current mood: amused Category: Blogging 9/18/2006 12:16 AM Penis Demands A Raise!!!! Or Will It Go On Strike!!!!!! I the Penis, hereby request a raise in salary for the following reasons: 1. I do physical labor. 2. I work at great depths. 3. I plunge head first into everything I do. 4. I do not get weekends or public holidays off. 5. I work in a damp environment. 6. I work in a dark area that has poor ventilation. 7. I work in high temperatures. 8. My work exposes me to diseases. _______________________________ Dear Penis, After assessing your request, and considering the arguments you have raised, the management denies your request for the following reasons: 1. You do not work 8 hours straight. 2. You WORK IN SHORT SPURTS AND fall asleep after EACH brief work period. 3. You do not always follow the orders of the management team. 4. You do not stay in your designated area, and are often seen visiting other

An Interesting Joke
Johnny asked his father, "Dad, when birds die, why do their feet always point upwards?" "Well, so that God can reach down, take them by the claws and pull them up into heaven." Next day when Dad got home from work, Johnny rushed over to him and said, "Gee Dad, we nearly lost Mom today." "What do you mean?" queried his father. "Well, I heard noises upstairs so I rushed up to see what was happening. There was Mom, lying on the bed with her legs pointing up while she was yelling, 'God, I'm coming.' If it hadn't been for the gardener holding her down, very tightly, we'd have lost her!!" (Father fainted for two hours!!)

Bulletin #2
SO SOME OF YOU HAVE MADE IT, MOST OF YOU SEEM TO NOT HAVE!! JUST STOP IN FOR A MINUTE FOR SOME GREAT TUNES AND SOME CHILL PEOPLE, THE DRUNK TANK, AHH YES WHERE YOU GO TO DRINK SOME GREAT BOOZE, FLIRT WITH CUTE GIRLS/GUYS AND WELL JUST HAVE A GOOD TIME!! JUST REMEMBER, DRAMA STAYS OUT, PLEASE DONT BRING YOUR ISSUES INTO THIS DRUNKEN HAVEN! JUST CLICK THE ROAMING GNOME, HE'LL SHOW YOU THE WAY! Myspace Text _______________________

Lying Bastards And The People That Love Them
Well for all of those people who love the military then this guy will piss you off too. apparently my crush here on fubar who has been my friend for 3 years is interested in this guy I'm not gonna put out his fubar name here (flying chevy duck) who claims to have lost his arm in the military yet in his pics which or on his and her site he has both of them and tells her that he rides a motorcycle. I don't think it is possible or legal to ride a motorcycle with one arm. Now I hate lyers but i hate guys who lie about anything that is involved with the military. I served for two years in the Navy and I saw friends of mine get hurt and lose limbs in the service and i was usually right there when it happened. i love my friends and this guy is a slap in the face to anyone who has served in the service. I don't know what to do about this whole situation. I love my friend yet it hurts me to see her dealing with this guy who just lies and gets away with it. She has no clue that it hurts and dis

Crockpot Pork And Beans
This rich and flavorful crockpot recipe is one of the easiest to make. Just open cans, plop food in the slow cooker, turn it on, and dinner is ready when you are. INGREDIENTS: * 6 boneless pork loin chops, trimmed of excess fat * 1 onion, chopped * 2 (20 oz.) cans pork and beans * 1/3 cup ketchup * 3 Tbsp. mustard PREPARATION: In 3-4 quart crockpot, combine onion, pork and beans, ketchup and mustard and stir to blend. Add chops to crockpot, pushing some down into the bean mixture. Cover crockpot and cook on low for 8-9 hours until pork is tender. 6 servings

Pork Chops With Peach Salsa
Nectarines, apricots, or mangoes could be substituted for the peaches in this wonderful five ingredient entree recipe. INGREDIENTS: * 2 peaches, peeled and chopped * 1/2 cup chopped green onions * 1/4 tsp. crushed red pepper flakes * 1/4 tsp. salt * 1/8 tsp. white pepper * 1 Tbsp. chopped cilantro * 1/4 cup finely chopped red bell pepper * 1 Tbsp. lemon juice * 6 (3/4" thick) pork chops PREPARATION: In medium bowl stir together all ingredients except pork chops. Cover and chill for at least 1 hour. Prepare grill and heat until coals are ash white. Meanwhile, sprinkle pork chops with more salt and pepper. Cook over medium coals, covered, turning once, until pork is no longer pink in center (10-15 minutes). Serve with peach salsa. 6 servings User Reviews Write Review

Southwest Pork Packets
If you can't find packaged Mexican seasoning, combine 1 Tbsp. chili powder, 1 tsp. cumin, 1/4 tsp. garlic powder, 1/4 tsp. crushed red pepper flakes, 1/2 tsp. oregano, 1/2 tsp. salt and 1/4 tsp. white pepper. INGREDIENTS: * 2 cups uncooked instant brown rice * 14 oz. can ready to serve chicken broth * 2 Tbsp. Mexican seasoning, divided * 15 oz. can corn, drained * 1 green bell pepper, chopped * 1/2 cup chopped red onion * 4 boneless pork chops, 1" thick * 1 red bell pepper, cut into rings * Salsa * Sour cream * Shredded Pepper Jack cheese * Crushed blue corn tortillas PREPARATION: Heat grill. Spray one side of four 18x12" sheets of heavy duty aluminum foil with cooking spray. Mix instant rice, broth and 1 Tbsp. Mexican seasoning in large bowl and let stand 5-10 minutes until broth is absorbed.Stir in drained corn, green bell pepper, and onions. Sprinkle each pork chop with 1/2 tsp. Mexican seasoning and place on s

Some Ppl Dont Have Medical. Insurance And Think >>>
that they cant get help for meical services , well may be a friend could step in amd make a bake sale or flyers and adds in their local news paper to inform the community that a friend need help and is alling . Take up collections and such from others who care and do what they can to help cause they feel a need to help that is what my little comunity did for alot of ppl in it. we had car washes , yard sales , bake sales , candy sales and sold tickest for a raffel to give a tv or microwave away . What ever you can think of to help some one so they can raise money to see a dr, or get treatment or medicines and such.. god bless you all and prayers for you in Jesus name amen.. Love faith is what we all need more of... hugs diana

Where Can I Find It Lol
Love is a strange and beautiful thing, It spans time and space, distance is no object to love. You will wait forever for the one you love, Travel wherever you need to be with them. When you are in the arms of the one you love, That love can make a moment last a lifetime, Yet make a lifetime seem no more than a moment. When love is distant it grows strong, When it returns it flowers. People crave it, strive for it, fight for it, and die for it, And when they find it, they know they are complete. For in the arms of the one we love is wholeness, Belief, completeness, passion, and security. The one we love is someone for whom we would do anything, And never ask for anything in return. It produces a love of all that person is and will ever be, Regardless of what that may mean to me. Love knows that when you are away, That you are still loved, cherished, thought after, and missed By the one you love, And they know that you love them back. That is Love.

Lmfao Just Had To Add This To My Collection
DEAR WIFE: I'M WRITING YOU THIS LETTER TO TELL YOU THAT I'M LEAVING YOU FOR GOOD. I'VE BEEN A GOOD MAN TO YOU FOR SEVEN YEARS AND I HAVE NOTHING TO SHOW FOR IT. THESE LAST TWO WEEKS HAVE BEEN HELL. YOUR BOSS CALLED TO TELL ME THAT YOU HAD QUIT YOUR JOB TODAY AND THAT WAS THE LAST STRAW. LAST WEEK, YOU CAME HOME AND DIDN'T EVEN NOTICE THAT I HAD GOTTEN A NEW HAIR CUT, COOKED YOUR FAVORITE MEAL AND EVEN WORE A BRAND NEW PAIR OF SILK BOXERS. YOU CAME HOME AND ATE IN TWO MINUTES, WENT STRAIGHT TO SLEEP AFTER WATCHING ALL YOUR SOAPS. YOU DON'T TELLL ME YOU LOVE ME ANYMORE,YOU DON'T WANT SEX ANYMORE, WHATEVER THE CASE IS, I'M GONE. YOUR EX-HUSBAND P.S DON'T TRY TO FIND ME. YOUR SISTER AND I ARE MOVING AWAY TO WEST VIRGINIA TOGETHER! HAVE A GREAT LIFE! DEAR EX-HUSBAND NOTHING HAS MADE MY DAY MORE THAN RECEIVING YOUR LETTER. IT'S TRUE THAT YOU AND I HAVE BEEN MARRIED FOR SEVEN YEARS, ALTHOUGH A GOOD MAN IS A FAR CRY FROM WHAT YOU'VE BEEN. I WATCH MY SOAPS SO MUCH BECAUS

Haircut... And School Cramps...
Hey everyone :) Today mom dragged me into the haircut saloon and made me get a haircut... its the same style as the old, just like an inch shorter... At least I got to keep the long hair in front, its a pain in the hiney when it keeps jabbing my eyes...... My school starts at monday, and mom is freaking out... 3 words... I hate her... I dont understand why I have to go through this hectic stress each summer end when school starts, it's just school, for christs sake, I'm going to survive it LOL... She just acts like it's the end of the world... Ugh... Maybe it is... Haha My mood is generally high, though I have a few downs now and then... Mainly for missing Chris, but also my frustration over my everstressing mom whom I believe won't live for her 60's because of stress and smoking... Umm, that was another sidekick... Damn... Oh well... I managed to reach aprox 50% of the storyline in my Pokémon Diamond game... It's really great, I caught Dialga, the Pokémon on the cover :):):)

Get To Know Dj C51 Girl Even More
Body Parts I Like And Dislike *LIKES* -My Eyes -My Tummy -My Legs *DISLIKES* -My Arms -My Hair -My Nails My Favorite Songs of all Time -Pink Floyd "Comfortly Numb" -Phil Collins "In The Air Tonight" -Mr. Mister "Broken Wings" -The Grouch "Emotion" -The Grouch "Success Is Destiney" -Andre Nickatina "All Star Chuck Taylors" -Jann Arden "Good Mother" -Phil Collins "Another Day In Paradise" -Baz Luhrmann "Everybody's Free (To Wear Sunscreen)" -Bone Thugs N' Harmony "Bone, Bone, Bone" Career Moments When I was most Nervious -During My Modeling Career and it was the first Runway Show after Graduation of Modeling School! -Telling My Parent That I was to become a Murilist! -Selling my First piece of Artwork to a Client! Favorite Breeds of Dogs -Labrador Retriver -Pit Bull -American Bulldog Favorite Breeds of Cats -Tabby -Domestic Bobcat -Cheetah Favorite Desserts -Strawberry Ice Cream -Strawberry Cheesecake -Mint Chocolate Chip Ice Cream -C

11 Weeks Today
Your fig-sized baby is now fully formed — measuring 1 1/2 inches long and weighing in at a quarter of an ounce. His skin is still transparent, allowing many of his blood vessels to show through. Some of his bones are beginning to harden, and tiny toothbuds are starting to appear under his gums. His fingers and toes have separated, and he may soon be able to open and close his fists. He's already busy kicking and stretching, and his tiny movements are so fluid they look like water ballet. These movements will increase as his body grows and becomes more developed and functional. As his diaphragm develops, your tiny tenant may also start to get the hiccups. Because he's still so small, though, you won't feel any of his workouts or intrauterine gulps until sometime between weeks 16 and 20.-babycenter.com

Parents
Sometimes I still sit and cry. At night I lie and wonder why. He took you up to a new place, to share with him in his space. Although you are better now. I still don't understand how. You left without even a goodbye, now you know why I cry. My eyes still fill with tears, as I look on into the years. Your voice I can remember, though not always tender I know you loved us all, but my heart is still dull. Parents are forever true, because they will always love you. You might not see this as you go on, but you will when they are gone.

Woman Smile
Lesbians guide to eating pussy. Men suck at eating pussy. Not because they don't like it but because it is really fucking hard. You have to learn it. Giving good head is the key to just about everything in life (including getting good head later on), so it's time we broke it down. Like this. The secret to giving good head is to read the signs. You could be the best sexual mechanic in the world, but if you can't read the emotional road signs, you're going to end up wandering around in a desolate labial wasteland until, eventually, you drop from exhaustion, hot tears of confusion streaming down your face. Think of eating the puss as your way of saying, "Although I am about to rock your insides with 3,000 pounds of explosives, here's a little treat session to show you how I really feel." Instead of a screamed "OH MY GOD!!" like her baby has been trapped under a car (which is what fucking should do), cunnilingus elicits a more splendiferous "ohmygodohmygodohmy god." Kin

Love Has No Distance
The beauty of love lasts a life time, but what happens when the relationship is long distance? It's still the same only hundreds (if not thousands) of miles away. When you're in love it doesn't matter if your loved one is in the same city, state or even country. Love has no distance.

Tequila And Salt
This should probably be taped to your bathroom mirror Where one could read it every day. You may not realize it, but it's 100% true. 1. There are at least two people in this world That you would die for. 2. At least 15 people in this world Love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you Is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, Even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you Before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. You are special and unique. 8. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever Something good comes from it. 10 When you think the world has turned its back on you Take another look. 11 Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. So........ If you are a loving friend, Send this to eve

Little Sugar On The Prairie
Dear friends, I'm writing to you from the shriveled and dry heart of America--Dakota country. I'm over an hour away from the nearest Wal-Mart, which warms my heart, but the 90 plus temperatures have warmed the rest of me so much so that I'm a bit overheated. And brown, too. Even though I'm about five shades lighter than my mother, she tells me I look like I'm turning into a little Injun. My people aren't the most politically correct. You may be wondering what on earth I'm doing on the fu when I could be spending this valuable time with my family, people I see perhaps twice a year. Truth be told, I'm escaping. I'm curled up in bed--in my childhood bedroom--looking up at photos my mother hung of me. One of me with my brother, one of me as an adult with my pretty, and one of me as a chubby two-year-old girl, apparently humping a kitty. I'm thinking of scanning it and making a classy hump-day html comment for everyone to enjoy. Kitty-child-porn, if you will. (And you

Yup I"m On Air Tee Hee
Click Here To Enter ?DJ POUNCE?DJ Tags¢âDJ TravDJ Sweetness?DJ Kinky?~*Dj NaRLY BEAST*DJ ShibbyDJ Metal Monster~*DJ LightenladyDJ SHOCKDj DevientDJ GRINCH Great People and Great Music for all Types of People

18 Years Of Wasted Time A Life Full Of Happiness To Gain
Without getting into to much detail I will say this and what I learned. I was what I thought Best friends with someone for a long time. To my surprise.. this person never really cared.I only saw what I wanted to see..I thought that he was caring,devoted and loving and that our friendship would never end. Instead what was really there was a self absorbed person who never cared about anything except his own wants and needs. He had left my life a few times before because I wasnt giving him what he wanted which was me those times were hard on me, This time I see the light and realise that this is the beginning of my life, he was holding me back in many ways. The bad thing was I was letting him. God that was stupid ! Well there is nothing I can do to change the past and change the fact that he was in my life but now I can say I can not make the mistake again. Out of everything in my life he was the worst mistake I have ever made in my entire life and trust me I have made plenty. They say th

Lovers
It was a hot summer night The moon full and bright Your body surrounding mine I lost all track of time We look into each others eyes And see love that never dies Our lives together will never be There is no end to you and me

Lost Son
Days went by without a trace, yet you hoped to see his face. Minutes to hours and days to years. Your eyes filled with tears. You knew he was there but in what place, you close your eyes and see his face. The days has to come see him again, he is with you and knows your kin. A mother like one he has never known, he has put you on a throne. To him you are a queen, and his smile like none i've seen. A mother for him to see, in his life you will always be. Nobody can take him away, he is in your life to stay.

Choose Wisely
Life is a theater - invite your audience carefully. Not everyone is spiritually healthy and mature enough to have a front row seat in our lives. There are some people in your life that need to be loved from a distance. It's amazing what you can accomplish when you let go or at least minimize your time with draining, negative, incompatible, not-going-anywhere relationships/friendships/fellowships! Observe the relationships around you. Pay attention to: Which ones lift and which ones lean? Which ones encourage and which ones discourage? Which ones are on a path of growth uphill and which ones are going downhill? When you leave certain people, do you feel better or feel worse? Which ones always have drama or don't really understand, know and appreciate you and the gift that lies within you? When you seek growth, peace of mind, love and truth, the easier it will become for you to decide who gets to sit in the FRONT ROW and who should be moved to the balcony of your life.

Warning To All Men...
Police are warning all men who frequent clubs, parties and local pubs to be alert and stay cautious when offered a drink from any woman. Many females use a date rape drug on the market called "Beer". The drug is found in liquid form and available anywhere. It comes in bottles, cans, from taps and in large "kegs". "Beer" is used by female sexual predators at parties and bars to persuade their male victims to go home and have sex with them. A woman needs only to get a guy to consume a few units of "Beer" and then simply ask him home for no strings attached sex. Men are rendered helpless against this approach. After several "Beers", men will often succumb to the desires to perform sexual acts on horrific looking women to whom they would never normally be attracted. After drinking "Beer", men often awaken with only hazy memories of exactly what happened to them the night before, often with just a vague feeling that "something bad" occurred. At other times these unfortunate men are sw

Daily Horoscope
Daily Horoscope: Scorpio For August 9,2007 Your good energy is perfect for helping you get your way in the world, even if just yesterday all seemed lost. See if you can find a way to kill two (or more) birds with one stone. Efficiency is golden now. this really quite humorous .....

Why We Do It !
Get up everyday and yet I am unhappy, why because I cant help feeling alone. Sit and wonder everyday, why we do what we do ? In the rat race we call life, surrounded by hate and pain. Why we do it? Because some of us have too, and then there are others that give up. I myself cant give up, done that to manys times in the past. Now I want nothing more than the best, for me anyway. I came a long way, and we all deserve the best. So for once think of yourself, just for today. EVERBODY NEEDS LOVE !!!

Does Your State Offer Drug Trials ?
TO FIND OUT CALL ; First CALL for Help as that organation and tell tell them your problem and what medical cond ,. you have and need to know if there are drug trials in your areas . cause some pay you to pertisapate in them and some give all meds free. while on the trials.also you get relief and care and other benifits .. so do check this out ..some give gas allowance if you travel far to attend them. also... You might also contact cancer centers of america or dieabetis or women centers , hip knee replacement joint centers . heart centers . there are many you call to see if they have a drug trial going ont to help you with lot ailments in those areas even allergy or gout. or other problems.. hugs diana ... also donate blood if you can to carter blood and be an Organ donor on your Driver licinse if you want to do that . there is so much to save a life that we can do as a whole society and loving society ..

The Start Of Something New
At night as I go to bed Memories of you linger inside my head I close my eyes and try to sleep In my dreams it is you I see Your voice I hear in my ears Saying we'll be as one for many years A new beginning for you and me Our lives together will always be

The Return Of Tas
After a 3 month hiatus, The Tuesday Afternoon Show finally back (almost). We recorded episode 41 last Tuesday night and it will be up on Monday at http://tuesdayafternoonshow.com. As a preview, here is the one bit that I have edited so far (ok, so I'm a procrastinator LOL ) http://johnhmaloney.com/tuesdayshow/hangoutdone.mp3

3 For The Price Of 1
OK THESE THREE GIRLS, THE MISCHEVIOUS THREESOME.. ALL AWESOME GIRLS THAT NEED A LOT OF LOVE! THEY LOVED TO BE SPANKED AND HAVE BE TOSSED AROUND (by pimpouts of course) SO GO AND SHOW THEM LOTS'O'LOVE!! USER FRIENDLY **Stalked by RAYNE©**@ fubar *~*whatsherface*~*@ fubar *~*Appearance Can Be Deceiving, Deception Can Be Appealing*~*@ fubar CHEERS TO ALL OF YOU, ONCE AGAIN!! DRINK DRANK DRUNK!! Drunk1{NSFW MILFsStalkingVictim}{theTanksGM}@ fubar FINE PRINT: "The problem with some people is that when they aren't drunk, they're sober.” - William Butler Yeats Beautiful GirlsBy Sean KingstonBest Video Codes

Behind In Contest Need Friend And Family
Yesterday I was ahead by 600 bombs or so. Now in behind by 600.Well as of (pm Eastern time I am ahead by 400 Bombs but I still need help. Please friends help a guy out. I want to thank everyone who has helped me before and i really need you all to help me out. Everyone has worked so hard for me. I hope to have you guys for friends a long time. Just click on the pic and it will take you there. And for the Ladies